Psyche hosts a casual Friday night livestream, discussing community rules, tarot readings, and interacting with viewers, all while maintaining a lighthearted and humorous atmosphere.
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The episode begins with Psyche's community rules song, outlining the expectations for his show, including no hate speech, slander, or nudity. He interacts with his viewers, mentioning various individuals, such as Nancy, Jamie, and Crystal Marie. Psyche also talks about his TikTok account, where he offers free readings, and his plans for paid readings on his show. At ▶ 11:01, he starts playing his community rules song, emphasizing the importance of respecting the host, guests, and other viewers. The song serves as a reminder of the show's rules, with Psyche repeating phrases like 'behave yourself' and 'put your chaos on a leash' at ▶ 12:38 and ▶ 15:21. He acknowledges getting high and apologizes for repeating parts of the song at ▶ 14:41 and ▶ 14:48.
The episode appears to revolve around the theme of community and respect. Psyche emphasizes the need for viewers to behave and respect one another, while also showcasing his own personality and sense of humor. The show seems to be a space where people can come together, be themselves, and have fun, as long as they follow the established rules. This is evident in the way Psyche interacts with his viewers, using phrases like 'welcome to the panel' at [17:29], and creating a sense of inclusivity and camaraderie.
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There's no other show that can shake you. So, welcome to Psyche Awakens.
Let's start the show.
Strange and unusual. Step inside the flow. The circus of shadows. It's psyches show. Terrible trolls in the dark take their stand, but angels are dancing. Torch light in hand. Let's start the show.
There I am. Let's start the show. Maybe I can change my color. Bring my lights up. Hey, what's up, guys? Hello. Hi, Nancy. Jamie's Cowboys. Reality Nancy. Halo. Reside.
Gotta look crab. Gather. How are you guys doing? Um, let's see. Um, tired of Oh, look at I got the uh kick people already here. It's pretty good. Somebody left me a comment on my talk.
Actually, that's another hiding place. See what they said. They said they say need my glasses.
They said soon. That's ominous. Hey guys, what's up guys? Okay, so uh let's see. You know what? I know I have like show with lot the biggest trolls. You
know what? I like you guys. Hey babe, Rudy came up to say hi. >> I mean, it depends on my mood. I'm I get in bad moods, right? I mean, it's like at least like everybody knows gets the trolling kind of stuff. Like it's like no one really gets that offended because it's like people know what they're
getting into at least. And so it's like and then I then maybe people learn how to deal with trolls. Like if you can like deal with my show, you probably deal with any show. You can go party to any show and like be able to like I mean if you watch enough of my show, you'll know what I'm talking about. You can go go by the way to see my uh my my community page and Crystal Marie um is
on there and I mean it's like from like four months ago when she and it's it's just so funny. You have to watch it. It's from but she's like she's like you are a bad person. Like to be I was like what? I was like what? And she's like, "Yeah, you're not as nice as everyone." And then she's like, "I'm a mind reader."
Yeah. But I'm pretty Oh, look. This is what my TikTok is like, though. See, it's like do like you can have like all this kind of Well, you can I can do that now here, too. But I say do really fast readings. I just do readings on there. So, you want a free reading, go to Tik Tok. And if you want a a paid reading, I'll do the paid readings here because
um I think that's I think it's a better play. But also also pull a card if someone want to ask or uh you know do general readings too. But uh it is like it is a lot of energy. I expect even for you know short reads Ruby like he's 16 years old. She like
sitting in front of the tree. Hey, Amanda likes to sleep for Oh, there's Lola next to me, too. And Alex is such a jerk because I was like, I'm picking up Rudy. He's like, "Oh my god, the cat hates he's trying to get away. The cat is not trying to get away. He loves He loves." Okay, now you can go away. They teach me
then. But cats are like that, right? No, he's right here. Sorry. Cuddle. He's a little camera shy. You're on strike one on your channel or what? Oh. Oh. Oh, this channel. You see? Um, no. Well, I don't know.
Last night. It's like, you know, there's things such as like energy attacks and like things like that. And so, I don't know. It's like there's always something there if you like are looking for it, right? And so it's like don't like if you don't pay attention to it, then it's like
Yeah. By the way, I just smoked pot. I smoked the papa's herb. Oh my god, I didn't put the camera back up. Okay. Is it like a mess over? And I was like, yeah, no, the bag is the like the alcohol. It is.
>> Yeah. I I took one hit. I haven't had like pretty good weed like a good I had like some really crappy weeds that I like finished off. But this is this is you know expensive. Well, not too expensive. 25 for like a gram. And I got two of those and a little alcohol.
Let's see. I don't know. It's kind of hard. Come on. Panel somebody. Random guy. Oh, yeah. I was gonna say I remember I get so I got high I got distracted. That's why I don't.
Let's see. Oh, yeah. I should go to my own chat. My chat's only safe when I can go to actually. Well, it's not not even that safe. Okay. You know, in my even baseball, like people go on timeout and then they like, you know, sometimes I call them back out of the dugout.
I don't really know how baseball works. Just stop by, say hi. Hi, sweetheart. Amanda, I think people like to clean clean to my uh my show. Oh my gosh. nightstands rugs etc. >> Yeah. >> Oh my gosh. Okay. I used to have that
being the camera and so I got a little confused. Hi. Uh let's see. Halo. Something guys something will happen
eventually. And um so let me see. I have like a lot of I actually I don't know if you've heard like the older songs like older songs aren't bad either. I think like you know I need to cut back on my subscriptions and stuff like that.
All these uh things you know but we all could just make sure you don't get double bills. They us credit card companies are usually pretty good about um and doing that. Let's see. Okay, I'll play some I'll play like an old song. Hold on. Hold on.
Let me see. Oh my god. Hello. Let me see.
Okay. Oh, this one I I once I wrote a song about the rules of the show community. I mean, I thought I did have a >> Oh, yeah. Here's the rule song.
trolls and where the rules can't seem to follow. So here's a little song to make it real clear. No hate speech. Don't test that line. Don't care if it's soft to hard time. You say it, you gone. Don't play confused. This ain't that show. We don't
make those moves. No slander. Yeah, I said what I said. You toss more fake dirt than a Reddit thread. WWE got nothing on this chat. False accusations, man. Cut that crap. Behave yourself. It ain't that hard. Put your chaos on a leash in the backyard.
No ducks and no. No karaoke. If you break the rules, you get the spanking. Yeah. And he ain't afraid to swing. So bow to the vibe and don't do dumb things. Why is your avatar somebody's face? Real names, real pics. This ain't your place.
Posting addresses like it's Halloween. You better send pizza with that scheme. No nudity. We beg and plead. No one wants your balls on screen. Flirty diamonds. Stop the solo act. Those melted kisses ain't bringing sexy back. Behave yourself. It ain't that hard. Put
your chaos on a leash in the backyard. No ducks and no karaoke. If you break the rules, you get the spanking. Yes, the paddakens.
A sacred space where trolls come to die and souls come to shine. I don't come to your house and poop on the table. So don't come to mine and drop a deuce on my panel. Respect the host, respect the guest, or get digitally dragged. Amen.
>> Behave yourself. It ain't that hard. Don't be the chaos in my yard. No slurs, no lies, no nud surprise. Just chill, be real, and open your eyes. If you can't
respect it, then take your baby's
time. You've been Now behave girl.
I have to stop the song. Oh no, I repeat it. Oh I have to figure it out. >> Oh no. Too high to figure it out. Hold on. Oh, I'm sorry. I figure
I'm sorry. I don't care
what I said. You more fake than a Reddit thread. WWE got nothing on this false accusations man. Put your chaos on a leash in the backyard. No ducks and no karaoke. If you break the rules, you get the
spanking. Yeah. And he ain't afraid to swing. So bow to the vibe and don't do dumb things. Why is your avatar somebody's face? Real names, real pics. This ain't your place. Posting addresses like it's Halloween. You better send
your balls. Those melted kisses ain't bringing sexy back.
You hear me by the way? Yeah, I see. Okay. I also since nobody's coming up, I mean, it's like I'm fun to talk to when I'm like, "Hi, because I'll just probably let you talk because a lot." But I can just all I can do is play songs. These are all my music though. Let's
see. Uh well yeah I I technically use it right. Okay. Um, what else you have
in a speeds and stripes flashing tacos on the mic in my eye on the table like conspiracies don't die. It's a certified mess. She's spilling all the tea. Now the chat's on fire. by a cat and her farts gone viral. Welcome to the panel. Ain't no rules to this. If
you're saying turn back, you will not be missed. In the DMs, chaos in the chat. This show's more crack than a tick tock. Scream, cry, troll, or overshare. It's a live circus and you're already there. Welcome to the panel. We're all regret this.
Oh, someone please. Mr. Big drops a beat. We mute him again, but he still won't leave. He's in a wheelchair.
Got three times.
Now that's a twitch. It's not a panel. It's a public breakdown. Internal delusion. It's a digital mad house. Scream it out
loud. We're all going to regret this.
I'm just a fish taco in a world on fire. is topless page tire
toaster again.
I think uh that's a good that was a that's a good one though. That was a really good one. Um, see
well let's see the other video I made was really weird. I you probably seen you probably seen it. I mean, it's like the way it come out. It's like I just like kind of let it do its thing because it's it's this really like fast, expensive, it's very smart program that does it. I mean, it's
like if you see how amaz it's like such amazing looking graphics, but you know, it doesn't make sense some of the time. Like there'll just be like weird little like things in the video. I think that's like part of their like charm, you know,
but I I really don't put it's like I put the lyrics I only put the lyrics, but it's like it's already in a song form, right? And so and then the it transcribes the lyrics and Oh, we guessed outside. It's my Ireland. Let me see. Do I know you?
I'm not gonna put you on until like like see something. I see like a ceiling. There's your ceiling. You're not talking. I see a shadow shadow. Who are you? Put backstage who you are or in the chat who
you are. Who is it? Hi. Hi Chanel. Let's see see who this person backstage is. Um, let's see. Oh, it's on now. Now they're sitting
there. Oh, it's me. Hold on. There's a big table.
>> Hello. >> Hello. >> Hi. How are you? >> Can you hear me? >> Yeah, I hear you. Oh, sweet. Uh, hello. It's Glenn. My name is Glenn. H from Dublin, Ireland. How's things? >> Oh, wow. Good. Hold on. How'd you find my show? >> Uh, I've actually been subscribed to
your show for a good few months now. I know this is a little bit jarring having um Give me just one second. Staring at my ceiling is a little bit jarring. I do know that. So, let me try see if I can do something about that. Yes. So, for the past couple of months, I've actually seen your show. Um,
well, there's not seem to be much I can do about that, but yes, in any case, I see the uh debates and the twos and the throws and the and all that good stuff that happens on the show. And I I never I've never joined the chat or jumped in, but I'm a little bit pissed up at the moment. So, I just thought, you know
what? Now is as good as time as any to just jump in and say hello. >> Oh, cool. Have you ever been on the show before? >> Sorry, say that again. >> Have you ever Have you ever been on the show before? Like, have you >> No, not this one in particular, my friend. Um, but I've been on other people's StreamYard, so I'm I'm h kind of like a little bit accustomed to
Streamyards. I've actually just tried to change my Sorry, excuse my language. >> No, it's okay. It's okay. Yeah. I don't want to ruin anybody's monetization, but >> you're fine. No, as long as it's not like racial or like >> Yeah, of course. Yeah. Yeah. Never. Yeah. Yeah. >> Well, how's things anyway? How's the
night going? Is everything all right? >> Yeah. I got kind of high and >> nah, not too bad. Not too bad. I don't smoke myself, but I make up for it with drink, you know. >> Oh, yeah. Well, I'm drinking, too. have me a um a strawberry pineapple harder lemonade.
>> Hey, not too bad. So, what's the strength of that? Is that a daiquiri? >> It's like 8% alcohol and so it's just >> No, not too bad. >> The harder lemonade. >> Yeah. Yeah. So, that's kind of like what we have over here. It's like a we Well, they call it over here for loco or something like that. It's like um
>> Oh, yeah. caffeinated beverage with a with a bit of a bit of spice to it, a bit of a kick to it with alcohol percentage wise, but it's nothing too crazy like you would have to have a a generous amount of them to kind of get off your tits as it were. But, um, especially if you were a seasoned a seasoned drinker like myself,
>> like one or two of those bad boys would be like a refreshment. I'd need about six or seven before I start feeling a little bit liquored up. You get me? >> Yeah. Yeah, I get you. Like uh >> yeah, I I know what the your channel's all about and I've seen that h I've seen like you do can have you can have like
uh six eight people on your panel at times it gets a bit crazy. So I guess for you now it's like you're pretty early like not in the what in the afternoon? Um I >> heading towards the evening >> I I stream like all day like you know or like or not all day but um I stream a little bit less than I used to. I used
to stream all day every day for like and get really drunk but uh I've been like you know on a little bit less but um >> what are you now are you are you like are you like afternoon towards the evening now? Like so like 400 p.m. or something like that? Yeah, just all through the day. Like >> I I tend to I tend to agree with that a
little bit. Like I try to look at the clock as like the least amount of times that I can cuz it just like depresses me to be fair. But like at the moment, if I look at the clock here in Dublin, Ireland, it's real depressing. Well, it it'd be worse if it was like a Sunday night going into a Monday morning where the kids at school or whatever. Well, at the moment it's Friday night going into
a Saturday morning and it's 6:34 a.m. So that gives us 25 minutes to 7 a.m. But listen, the best thing is I ain't got to do tomorrow. So I can wake up at whatever time I want, you know? So that's okay for me like to th this weekend. It's going to be okay.
If that was if this was Sunday night, it would be catastrophic by however we we we're okay. I love those headphones, by the way. Every time I see them, like I've never seen those before. Like I never seen any streamer have them before. These LED lights on those headphones are they very real good headphones. They look they look good.
>> Yeah. Well, and I think, you know, it's kind of like, you know, there's there's really expensive headphones like out there. Of course, like $300 is like, you know, people were paying for like some, but it's like >> Yeah. I couldn't justify that. They got good quality. >> Yeah, they're very good quality. like uh I've had this for like months as long you know the microphone's fine but it's just like I I'm kind of like slow
sometimes with the Bluetooth and stuff but I do um I do readings I don't know if you want me to pull a few cards for you like shuffle >> well I'll tell you what I've I've actually never had a reading done before and >> wow >> when I see you do them I'm like Jesus it's you know the way you get some people who are inquisitive and then you get some people who are like really
curious ious. And then you get some people who they don't they'll just go through their whole lives without ever wondering why. I'm one of those people. So >> So yeah, I I'll actually Well, if I could Yeah. Okay, let's let's do it then if that's okay. >> Okay. I'm just shuffling the cards. You can like
>> I am curious. I'll say that much. It's just it's not you know when the curiosity never reaches a certain point where you you go and you seek that like I I like your channel because of the debates and stuff like that. But as I'm here while I'm here let's let's do it. Let's do it. That that'd be nice. >> Okay. I'll pull I'll pull you a few cards like this like maybe like three and then maybe like
>> Thank you my friend. I appreciate it. It's Glenn from Dublin by the way. People I think everybody loves Dublin Ireland. Yeah. Everybody loves the Irish. We have I wish Joe was here right now. Joe's usually here or >> is he is he part Irish? Yeah. >> Yeah. Well, he has he's uh you know he has red hair like that's like the type >> it must make
>> Yeah. >> He's got to be some kind of Irish, right? >> Yeah. Okay. Let's see what we got. >> He's probably shipping up the Boston. Whoa. That's not even an Irish band song, by the way. That's um just like there's a there's a there's a movie called the
Boondock Saints or something and there's like an Irish tinge in it like regarding the the history and the story of it. >> Yeah. >> But the Drop Kick Morphe made a made a musical. Yeah. >> They ain't Irish, but I'd love to claim them. I love the Drop Kick Murphy's. I'd love to claim them. I've been to see them live in Dublin. They were great.
Okay. >> I do appreciate this, by the way. I don't want to I don't want you to think I don't because you're taking your time and you're Yep. We'll do it. >> Okay. And Okay. Okay. So, we have the two of swords. And so, this
is in like a past position, this two of swords. Um, so you know there's a blind spot. There's also cro at a crossroads too and like also it may involve cutting something out or you're trying to you cut something out. Um, but uh, you know, it's about not seeing the whole picture at the time because then we have uh we
have the five of swords. So this is like some kind of like uh really bad heartbreak um or like actually like um like a lot of like fighting but there's like been a victim. That's actually crazy. >> That is crazy because I've got a very small family and I don't know anybody really in my dad's side, but in my mom's
side, um I I they my mom's my mom's siblings, she has five sisters and six brothers. And one of one of her sisters actually lives in a place called Swords, like S W D in Dublin. And um something real crazy happened in the past 3 years
where the husband which is like the husband actually is in prison at the moment because of like fighting that was happening and it's kind of big news in Dublin like it's like that kinahan hutch kind of thing that was going on. My family kind of closely related to that and h one of my uncles is is in prison for something that was related to that
and he's from swords. Yeah that's that's absolutely mental. What the hell? >> Already first card. >> You're kidding me. >> And uh and this but the five of swords is also like kind of like, you know, it's like this, you know, she has like that was like it took it took someone's head off maybe like really someone like it was like
>> No. No. Um Oh, Jesus. See, then you know when you have to kind of pause for a second and see now nothing to do with like taking anybody's head off, but like it wouldn't take much what happened in the Regency Hotel in in in in Ireland in in Dublin in Ireland. Um it was nothing to do with like Okay. So the so how I could relate that if I
had to like reach into it uh what they tried to do um this faction of the gang tried to take off the head like you say that people say like the head of the snake off of off of like the >> the what what do we what do they call it like the the the gang organization they go for the head
>> and and like they go for like the top the top person. That actually was what happened on the day they tried to go for that. Yeah, >> that's actually kind of nuts. I I thought if anybody ever did this to me one day, I have to say I'm skeptical. I said this is not going to work on me, but I'm sitting here right now. You pulled out the swords and you're talking. Yeah, that's absolutely crazy.
>> I have. >> And it's not to say that my family were deeply involved in it to the extent that my family were involved in it. My uncle is a taxi driver and he was like a getaway person. It's not a sh it's not something I'm proud of obviously, >> but that is an actual fact and I'm going to I'm going to uh relate to what you say what you pulled the cards out. I'm going to say it >> and because I also like I just like land
at the bottom of the deck and this was there and it's like you know it's like a woman walking away. I suppose maybe this woman got justice or something like that but I was trying to find my glasses because >> what is that one again? This is why I saw the justice card at the bottom of the deck just when I you know sometimes like the other cards will come up during the reading. I just thought it was interesting because it's like this one has like the one is like or she's like walking away
or she'll get away with it or something like that >> and cool too. >> Yeah. Well, well, well, well, well, then maybe maybe that's what it is. Cuz like I said, my Jesus, without without letting anybody know who I am, my my uh my uncle's role in the whole thing was he was actually a taxi driver in Dublin
city center and he knew the people who were going to do the thing and then he decided like that he was going to be part of the getaway crew like so he decided he was going to what? get away with it like like have a small imp implication but then get away with the um with the thing which is a terrible thing. By the way, people I hope I'm not
speaking about this in a blasé way. I'm just trying to be honest uh to to to what these cars mean to me. Um this person in my my personal life I don't speak to at all. Haven't done since I was like what for 25 years. H it means it it's not it doesn't represent me in my life. Um, but I'm just speaking to what the cards speak to me. That's
what it is. >> And then there's like uh there's this uh we have the two of wands and it says, "Are you prepared for your journey?" >> And so we have like I don't know if you can see he's like kind of like a vampire guy. He's like he has like power. He's like knew that this like power. It's like also like you know two of wands could be about coming together with
another person with like the same passion and like know have manifest. It's like something powerful. And then we have the this we have this let's see this is the four of pentacles and this is called the collector and so collecting something I think like I don't know what might mean something to you or if you're a collector of something but uh um this is uh as the
four pentacles yeah it's just uh it could be uh memories you know it could it could be like something specific but uh >> so pentacles what what what would you attribute to that word pedacles I'm trying to think about that myself. Now >> the p well pentacle is like you know it's a circle with the pentagram inside of it >> okay >> and
>> it represents money. It represents the material world like the earth you know the pentacles are the the suit of the earth right and so >> okay well what say what I'll say about me h me me what's what's unique and uh outstanding about me uh me myself I met
my partner like um nearly 15 years ago now and she was actually deaf um and she's from a family who are deaf two of my three kids are actually deaf and nobody else in my actual ual like bloodline are actually death. So we kind of merged together and to this day um we
we we we well we forged the union didn't we? That's what we did and and uh h we p we've powered forward with the with the kids and stuff and so so I don't know whether that's relatable to that but definitely like there's a joint venture there with myself and my partner and uh that's always a consideration you know the difficulties and the dis and the
disabilities and stuff like that. So maybe there's a connection with that. >> But I I also see like, you know, a collector of like I don't know, maybe of ex-girlfriends or something like that. I'm think I'm just getting an idea of that. Like I don't you look like a lot of exes ex-girlfriends or >> Well, yeah. I I guess I guess h beyond women. the 15 years there was there was a couple. Yeah, there was a there was a
few and there was a couple that I'm still I guess hung up on, but I I obviously try not to dwell on it too much these days. But yeah, there was period in me life there where they were the one. Yeah, you know what I'm talking about. They were the one, but then they weren't. And then there's always that hang up period. Here I am 15 years later and I it doesn't mean to say that I don't still have these like cold sweats
where I wake up in the middle of the night and go, what if, you know, but yeah, so that's definitely a thing. Yeah 100%. >> Yeah. And then we have like uh we then we have uh the uh page of swords and it's an interesting card like it's like another like I just get so much energy of like uh like well I think page of swords is like the spy card you know
usually like somebody's watching you and I think in a reversal it's like it can be like sometimes I think if it's if it's reversed that' be like it would just make it worse. So it's like this in the upright and so it's like it could be just like someone's looking at you into your progress about something and or also maybe like I don't know a woman a woman may be in control of your fate or something like that.
>> Yeah. May maybe that's my mom. Um maybe that's my mom. Her name is Diane. Diana actually. And uh well I'm I'm I'm going to be 40 in December. I lost her when I was 12. Um I'm the oldest of uh three siblings. Yeah. three siblings had a double take there for a second. I'm the oldest of
three siblings and h she always did say to me like uh you know like even it like she wrote a letter and saying like you are the oldest one so make sure like everyone stays together stays united and so I I I've always felt that pressure and it's not that I've ever said it to my siblings it's just it's
something that I I felt without saying it and so I always feel that that kind of like somebody's watching over me like telling me like just try and do as best you can because you're the leading shining light. You're the example. That's so to me if I was to relate that that's what I would say cuz I always do feel that pressure even though I was 12
years old when I received that letter and I'm like what 28 28 years on now. Um, that always stuck with me that there she's watching and I have to hold a certain standard cuz if I'm going to uh to to be okay in my life and I set the bar that high then if they fell short of it or whatever, they wouldn't
be too far off and they wouldn't do too badly. You know, I'm probably gibber I'm I'm probably talking a lot of gibberish, but I'm definitely talking truthfully and I'm trying to relate it as best as I can to what you're telling me. >> Okay. >> Cuz but you Yeah. Well, you have one final card and it's like, you know, one of the better one of the better cards to get as a as like as a conclusion of the
reading, which is the 10 of cups. >> Okay. >> And then Yeah. Well, this is a picture of like a family like, you know, it's like a black and white photo of a family, but it's >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> This is like but it's like it's like the 10 of cups is like the ultimate happiness card where it's like ultimately you'll be happy. Ultimately it looks like there'll be a happy family and it will be like a good environment and there'll be prosperity and and it
just seems like it's just a positive sign in a reading like that you're in. >> Exactly. It's actually quite interesting you say that say that and show that to me right now because this is basically uh by chance and coincidental. My my uh kids actually went with their um auntie and their husband camping since
Wednesday till Friday, right? And um they went back home today to my my partner's mother's house is which is in Bray County, Wikllo, Ireland, which is like 30 kilometers away from where I live. But anyway, myself and my partner who have been with for 15 years have been here alone in the house for the
past since Wednesday. And we've just felt a a a complete sense of a ve like a void, a whole missing in the house. And we've like we're enjoying our company, just us together like it was in the beginning. Yeah. But we've felt the chasm that that's been left since the kids weren't here. And that's all she kept saying to me. She was like, "It's
crazy when they're here." like it's madness and I love the break away like when they're not here like it's nice to have a kind of a little break away from them. But she said the the absence of them not being here is horrible. So, and it made me think I was like, you know what, that actually like that actually like made me like it just made me feel more appreciative of them. You know,
when someone's living with you like 247, you can kind of lose the sense of uh gratitude or whatever it is, but when they're away from you like for a couple of days, I guess like when you lose somebody in your family that's real close to you, you do get that sense of wholesomeness, that sense of home. And home is not just the four walls you live
in. It's the people that um um occupy that that home that you live in. Yeah. So to me, that's what that means. Um, I didn't really know how much I missed the people that I lived with all the time until I didn't live with them anymore for a few days. And today, yeah, that was an eye opener for me today. That happened today.
>> It happened today. Well, that was >> family, man. >> Family and like But it's all Yeah. Happy family. It's like, you know, it's usually just like a lot of people by a pool like celebrating, you know, it's like that's the kind of feeling I get from >> Yeah. So that's why as soon as they came home, you know, the first thing I talked about when they came home, h was like, I can't wait till we get, you know, decorations up for Halloween and stuff
like that. You wouldn't believe how crazy it is over here. Brown Thomas in Dublin city center have started putting the Christmas trees up and all now. So they're already getting the Christmas trees going. It's crazy over here, man. The Christmas trees going really >> good. Good god, it's not even the end of summer. agree. Well, I guess we're coming into autumn right now, but what I
want to say is thank you so much for that reading. I I I was pessimistic to say the least. But every single thing you've just said there from the beginning with the card that said swords, which is that that's just blown my mind like um Yes. Thank you so much
for doing that and taking the time to do that for me. I really do appreciate it. >> No problem. Yeah. No, it's great meeting you. Hopefully you'll come up again and like you know um I love uh meeting new people. Oh, I you know you you're the first on the panel like sometime we've had just like not many new people on the panel lately. So, it's nice to meet a new person. Nice interesting guy like
very and very nice guy. He wasn't nice to you like you didn't you didn't troll at all either like just >> No, not at all. And by the way, um I I'd like to recommend people you know along the way uh over over time to you know cuz because I know I meet a lot of people in my my life who are very spiritual minded and something like this would mean a lot to them. Like I didn't
even realize that that was something that I I I was always like, "Nah, come on, man. How how am I going to be able to relate to this?" But it's like when you start when you start speaking to someone and then all of a sudden it just starts like uh making sense. That's that's remarkable to me. So I I've got a lot of spiritual minded people in my
life and I'll definitely uh um send them your way and I'm going to keep obviously uh tuned into your channel. I do I do love your channel. and I've been following it for the past, I'd say about 8 to 10 months. So, yeah, you keep doing your thing, mate. And thank you so much for having me on tonight. >> What a problem. >> What a problem. >> Bless you, man. >> Have a great day. Bless you. Thank you so much.
>> Thank you. >> Peace. >> Yeah. So, I can play with some of these effect. I can show you some art actually now that I have like this stuff on Streamyard. I have all all these really cool visual things. Um, so let's see what I have in my repertoire. I don't think I can add so much stuff here.
Let's see. Um, I think I can show I shouldn't show. I'm gonna keep
Oh my god, I'm a little bit too high to figure this out right now. But I'll just show you. I'll play the Emma song. How about this is about Emma. Maybe we'll get back to our playlist someday. have it. See, I have it up.
I was a mod in the land of tarot dreams wielding the wrench like a sword in the stream demon queen divine read the card stole my soul and crossed
the line. She was sex with that fire stare told me my rising sign like she actually cared. I cracked a joke baby oil slip and slide.
You blocked my name. Now I'm dead inside. Emma, come back. I still believe you love it. Can't tighten my name. Can't send a rose blocked in your chat with my feels exposed. You were my queen, my
flame. Now I just cry while I play your loop like a cursed spell. Emma, without you, I'm stuck in hell.
I was fake. I was wrote it all. I'd seal the moon for you. Gave you memes, gave you gifts, gave you all my time. You gave me blocks. Now I'm paying the fine. I remember your like song. You said I was chaotic, but not that I'm wrong. Now your life's dark and
your minds are cold. This lonely wrench is getting old. Emma, if you can hear me, I'm still in the algorithm. I still refresh your channel just to see your face in 1080p. We could have been terror talk royalty,
but now now I'm just a ghost in the live stream void. in love and made my soul with one sharp click. I'll always miss your voice, your witch. I'll
light a candle. I'll burn some dream of your cards and your succulent forever your cosmic flame. Emma, just whisper my name.
I was I'm not
I was a mod in the land of terror dreams. Wielding the wrench like a sword in the stream. Leviathan demons
stole my soul and cross the line. She was Satan's ex with that fiery stare. Told me my rising signed. I cracked a joke. Baby oil slipping.
She blocked my name. Now I'm dead inside. I still love it. My name blocked in your chat with my feels. You were my queen, my flame. Now I just cry while I
looped. Without you, I'm stuck in hell.
I fake wrote in all caps I'd steal you gave you gifts you all
the fine like a song. You said I was chaotic, but not that
dark and your mods are cold. This lonely wrench is getting old. Emma, if you can hear me, I'm still in the refresh just to see your face.
We could have been ter royalty. But now I'm just a ghost in the void. I still love it. With one sharp click, I'll always miss
your voice, your wit, your stick. I'll light a candle. I'll burn some sage. Still dream of your cards and your succulus rage forever. Your fool your cosmic flame just whisper my name.
All are welcomes by the greatest in the
Come one, come all to the beautiful mess where the trivia is rigged, but we still say yes. Purple curtains swaying holding the line with psyche at the helm and everything's fine. We've dodged a few bombs in the chat room nights. Still
made it through with our fan pride tight. No shame in speed. Tacos on the plate. Fish or not, we're here and we're
marade like a crew. We laugh, we cheat, we cate
world all are welcome. Wait, what's the modserves of steel?
Keeping it chill while we break every deal. Shimmer in the digital life. Fish tacos at midnight. Feels so right. Rudy's gotare
chaos delay. We're weird. We're wild. We're built to stay our bombs to bonds. We all belong
in psyches world
drapes to the trivia Every heart, every laugh, every side I not to chance. I love the fans. You're the
psychosbody.
world. All are welcome in this song. World areelcome.
All are welcome. Psychi stars and stripes parade. Fish tacos on
the table. Another wild charade. He's hitting on the straight man. Come on, lose that shirt. Meanwhile, on the hotline yelling till it hurts. Pretty pages dodging
like dodgeball in the gym. Canada dry didn't even swim on. And here comes a porn bomb. Oh lord, we don't needelcome
to the madness. Welcome to the show where the hard debate still no go. We're laughing through the trolls making gold out of hate. This is psychrine
with fuzzy bearing pots like he's cooking up a scare. Trucker rumbles. DJ electric cartoon face breaking all the rules
down to an art waiting in calm but sharp on the clear words and Michael spirits here in every memory. We've fought, we've laughed, we've gone
too far. We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heal
sing along. We laugh. We've gone too far. We've turned the trolls into our own rules. We've heard thems.
>> All right. Who's got the fish tacos? And why is Arthur still talking? Or I'm first.
Out here in the wild, wild wild dreams. Where the trolls lurk deep and the chat still beams. There's a light through the chaos. A vibe so true. That's all because of every single one of you.
My sweetheart Persian queen delight with your laugh so loud you light up the night. page with the heart and the jokes that land. Blonde bombshell with a beer in hand. Yeah, the streets are rough, but we
still glide. Got my panel verse ride or dies right by my side. When the drama hits, we don't run or flop. Nah, we laugh, we read, and we climb to the top. So, thank you for the chats, the laughs, the love, for the super chats, raining like stars above.
To the members, the mods, my wild family, you're the heartbeat of this symphony. It gets crazy, but we never stop together. Panel verse, we're going to the top.
You're the healer. The heart so wide. You check on the broken, you stand with pride. Crystal, you're chaos. And I say that with love. You're a glitter bomb falling from the skies above. Summer, oh sultry, you turn up the flame.
And eldo the trucker. You steer this game. From highs to high jinks, from terror to te. This ain't just a show. It's community. To the lurers, the lovers, the bold and bizarre. to the ones in the chat and the ones from afar. You're not just viewers, you're part of
my soul, the psyche. Awaken spam making madness go. So thank you for the chats, the laughs, the love for the super
my family. You're the heartbeat of this symphony. It gets crazy, but we never stop together. Panel verse. We're going to the top. So light up that screen. Bring the drama
and truth. We're messy. We're magic. We're uncensored youth. Psyche's not perfect, but I know what I've got. And that's you, my heart, my ride to the top.
That's right. to the top of
Persian funk means petty poetic justice came through with a tray and a smirk. Talking about biscuits like she did the work, but baby those scones were drier than ton. Where's the honey sauce? Girl, it's gone. You say you're the queen of the bake off crew, but your butter slipped out like it's dodging you. I brought saffron, cardamom, rose water drizzle. You brought confusion and a
halfbaked fizzle. I'm the biscuit of layered in dipped in gold. You bring the butter, I turn the kneel before this flaky
bites, but I serve mine warm under desert lights. My biscuits got hips, my biscuits got pride, yours needs butter just to slide. I got cousins and tatts. Your recipe is lost in the back of my boots. Whip that dough like you're in a trance, but you'll never beat a Persian
dance. This is not a biscuit. This is construction material. Where is the butter? Where is the love? Where is the soul?
to take note. You not the oat. I got honey that drips like a royal decree and your biscuit crumbled just like your tea.
Persian
Low, smooth, mystical. From the shadows of the subconscious to the chaos of the cosmic scrolls. This is psyche awakens whoo sparkly chimes. Thunder crack.
Welcome to the madness. Buckle in tight. Tear it on deck. Third eye in flight. Truths get told, eos unfold. We stir the soul where the tea serve cold. Panels be popping. Trolls be dropping. Spirits in the chat and the vibes ain't stopping. Leno's on guard. Tricks bringing love.
Lola Rudy. Marbles fan from above like awaken. Step in the flame. We call your truth. We say your name. It's wild. It's real. It's so deep play. Now grab your teeth and slay the day. Recycle awakens. Don't look away. Your shadows talking. It came to stay. We laugh, we cry, we
speak, we scream. Live from the madness. This ain't no dream. This show may awaken parts of you you tried to forget. Good luck with that.
Out of New York came a storm on wheels. Rolling in smooth cigar lit like his temper. Pizza in one hand, hot dog for dinner. He said, "Psyche, I'm bored." Had to switch the scene. Left some poor woman screaming on live stream. Trolled her down to the
void and back. Then crashed my show like a heart attack. Got it. King rolling through like army.
They dangerous wild but they still my friends. Yeah. Love you till the bit end. We fight, we troll, but we friends forever, my friend. Yeah, he thinks he's God with a lowerase
G in a wheelchair. Still stomping through the live feed. Bow to your king while smoking that leaf. Laughing at chaos like it's comic relief, but too sweet. They all jumped in. Cameas glitching. Chat on fire. Mod's begging
me to cut the wire. But nah, I like my circus. I love this mess. Every rude, absurd, and free, but deep down you got loyalty. soul rolling through panels like he's in
control army dangerous wild but they steal my friends
we fight but we friends forever my friend. You called me a fraud, then defended my crown, spammed my chat, then held it down. You got layers like a deep dish
slice under all that shade. A heart made of ice and maybe rice. So, let's light that cigar, raise the mic. Another night of chaos. Welcome to Psych. You brought the drama, the heat, the fun, and weirdly it feels like you're the one.
Yeah, you're crazy, but your family nowad.
But we stick together love forever. Even if you crash my show tomorrow.
Alex a beat in the city light. Splashing blues under New York nights. But his heart's up north where the rivers run free with a blondhaired beauty from Maple Country. He's got a badge of dream and a thing for a laugh. Caught a glimpse of her smile. Now he's doing the math. From the Bronx to the bush, always thinking real deep. Paige, are you the
one I've been missing in my sleep? Hey, will you fall in love with me? Swap your fishing rod for a badge and a be. I'll bring the charm. You bring the fear. Baby, I'll be really right here. We'll build a fire from a city spark.
Hunting love in the big old dark. So, what do you say? Let's rewrite destiny page. Will you fall in love with me? Paige, will you fall in love with me? He dreams of her boots in his uptown bed, laughing at the dumbass jokes he
said. She's gutting trout. He's eating a steak somewhere in the middle. They both take a break. He'd trade his nightstick for a fishing pole. Chase her laughter like it's his patrol. Oh, Paige, don't you know you're the catch of the day? And this cop's got one hell of a line to say. page. Will you fall in love with
me? I'll buy the truck. You ride shotgun free. Mix moss and ice with whiskey pride. City boy can ride. I'll keep the peace. Keep it wild. Together we'll tame each other's styles. What do you say, baby?
Set me free. Paige, will you fall in love with me? You clean your chill like you clean house. I just want to kiss that pretty mouth. You fish, you hunt, you drink like a king. Damn girl, you make my sirens sing.
Page, will you fall in love with me? Let's blend our flags and plant a tree. I'll hold you close like a hold of line. Give you my heart and maybe my spine. I'm just a cop with a country dream.
Bonfires deer and a northern queen. Say the word girl, give me that key. Page, will you fall in love with me? Come on. What do you say? New York's got nothing to smile.
your way. Come on, Paige. What do you say? New York's got nothing on your smile anyway.
They whispered her name in the temples of night. Golden wings glowed in the candle light. Crowds came running just to see the flame. But envy was the price of fame. And now he stands where the echoes fall.
With terror in hand, hearing every call. From praise to venom in the same breath said. But the fire in his eyes burns gold, not red. Two types, one thread of light. Crossing
ages, crossing night. Through trial storms and shadow seas, both are bound by destiny. One, one breathing here. Both unbroken, both sincere. The prophecy unfolds in time. every card
in every side. She sorted the seats in the dark of the hall. While the jealous laughed, praying she would fall.
He faces the chat like a lion caged. Every word a spark, every glare a blade. Yet every task, every poison dare turns into fuel for the fire he wears. They thought the game would grind him down, but he builds his crown from the stones they've blown.
Two psyches, one threat of light, crossing ages, crossing night. Through trial storms and shadow seas, both are bound by destiny. One a one breathing here. Both unbroken, both sincere.
Prophecy unfolds in time. Every card in every sign. She walks through death for a gift in a box. He walks through life like a walk through a fox.
The underworld speaks, but they keep their pace. Shadow to shadow, face to face. In the deepest darkness, all hide. Both emerge on the other side. Changing born and made to be the keepers of their
legacy. Final through death for a gift. Now the trials fade from sight. Through chaos, fire and whispering seas, they stand crowned in victory. One in story, one in flesh. Yet their journ
at last revealed in a soul that will not yield. I will not heal.
Tell me how you think I'm wrong when I say I feel so lost. Tell me why you think your love erase all that it cost. Tell me why you look at me like I'm just a piece of dust. Tell me how you think you know when I give away my trust.
Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Tell me why you think it's easy to just put the blame on me. Tell me how I'm supposed to act when you all just won't see. Tell me why you take a shot when I'm already feeling low. Tell me why I even try. When you all just steal the
show. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way. Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't say.
Yeah, I might love the pain, but I hate what you all bring. Yeah, I might feel the strain or that you take my swag. Ain't nobody going to get me now. No, not when I feel this way.
Ain't nobody going to save me now from the things that I can't Hey,
Voices collide. The storm and the flame. Laughter and chaos. It's part of the game. Secrets unravel. The stage is alive. In Psyches arena, the strange will survive. Who's awake? We're awake. Who's afraid?
Let it break. From shadows to starlight, the truth will be shown. The psyche awakens. You're never alone. Expect the unexpected. >> Strange and unusual step inside the flow. The circus of shadows. It psyches
show. Terrible trolls in the dark take their stand. But angels are dancing. Torch light in hand. Magic mystery. Chaos delight. Outrageous behavior in the dead of night.
Controversial voices, secrets untold. Where fun meets the fearless, the brave and the bold. Blue to the haters. Cheers to the friends. The story gets stranger. It
never ends. Tar in truth with a laugh and a scream. Step through the mirror, awake in the dream. Magic mystery, chaos delight. Outrageous behavior in the dead of night.
Controversial voices, secrets untold. where fun meets the fearless, the brave, and the bold. So sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. The portal is open, no place to hide.
There's no other show that can shake you. So welcome to Psyche Awakens.
Let's start the show.
Strange and unusual. Step inside the flow. The circus of shadows. It's psyches show. Terrible trolls in the dark. But angels are dancing. Torch light in. Let's start the show.
I'm sorry. I was high. I was watching. I do Alice in Wonderland. I know. I'm gonna try to put the other like probably other versions of like the lyrics down. I mean the lyrics. I think they sound good in other versions of music too. Maybe like some definitely use my credits so
maybe some of the videos too. I don't know. Hey Alan, shout out to the kitty cats. I don't know. I don't know. Like we I don't know what to do. Hey I'm think Yeah. Guess I'm no one to show up
tonight. Not too many people. So we have nice guests and music everyone left. But yeah, I guess everyone go to betas. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to take away from beta show. Um guys,
like my Oh, I got this on Amazon to hold like ear. Really cool. And that's Oh my god. I've never seen anything like that. Hey, hold your >> Okay, we can go over be here. Oh,
>> I want to go over, you know, just maybe like you can make too. >> What is that? >> I really been like, you know, second chance, but I love Jimnick. I don't know if you guys know Jim Nick, but I really want to go support Jimnick right now because you know, she's going through a tough time and um you know, I see she gets bullied and stuff like that and maybe taken advantage of or like you know, some people aren't aren't that nice to Jimnick. I really want to like
maybe like go just say say hi to Jim on beta's panel and I don't also like I like to go to betas and I said like hey I'm sorry right now when she was gone you know um or not like to try to take our audience but it's like just because like Ron and Kamas are up there and I was like I didn't feel like talking to them and I wanted some people to come over here if they want to check me out but it's I mean it's I want basically I
want people to support both of us know it's like and and uh you know you know definitely go to her. So, uh, too much drama over there. Taylor, you think? Well, just like hang out in the chat maybe and like see what's going on. It's like I think she's just having a friendly conversation with Jimnick right now. Uh, but I like Jimnick a lot. Like I had a I had like a I went on Jimnick's
show. She has a show and she Okay, so I I'll tell the story like I I hope um let me see if I can ask her if I can like put up I can't show I can actually put up a video now. Um let me see if I can like ask her. Oh, no. I think
I think we I'll just go over there. I don't know. I I'll go over there. Yeah, go over there channel if you can. Okay. I I'll be back here, too. But check me out there. I'm gonna be on her panel. I'll be right back.
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