Episode 2111 opens with a Hindu mythology deep-dive on Lalitha Tripura Sundari, then shifts dramatically into a chaotic panel discussion featuring a woman named Melissa, a recurring character called Ghost, and multiple interpersonal conflicts that escalate throughout the stream.
The episode begins [3:16–10:36] with an extended poetic/musical segment and educational introduction to Lalitha Tripura Sundari, the Hindu goddess of play, cosmic order, and the three worlds. The host discusses her paradoxical nature—simultaneously a playful 16-year-old and supreme universal ruler—and her defeat of the demon Bandhasura to restore love and creativity to the cosmos. At 10:39, the tone shifts abruptly as 'Psyche' (the host) introduces panel members: a woman named Melissa and a recurring character called Ghost. Romantic tension emerges [11:04–14:23] when Ghost compliments Melissa's voice and intellect, leading to banter about her supposedly being Scotty's ex-fiancée. A song is played [16:22–20:40] apparently created with AI, celebrating Ghost's character. By 23:01, the panel devolves into arguments about religion and politics; Melissa reveals she is Orthodox Christian and humanist, while another panelist is evangelical Christian. At [25:27–29:04], a heated exchange occurs involving accusations of disrespect, a guest named 'Scythe' becomes upset and threatens to leave, and apologies are exchanged. At [34:50–43:17], Psyche/Trix abruptly shifts focus to discuss a missing cat named Tricks, expressing relief after hearing the cat meowing outside and theorizing it has wandered off to meet another cat. Finally [43:19–56:12], Psyche shares lengthy personal anecdotes about adolescent experiences with older individuals and drug use, then pivots to a conflict with panel members from another channel (Bita, SamMan, Pebs, Zay), and ends the stream threatening to create AI images of one heckler while showing an image of someone named Christine.
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The episode appears to document a fundamental shift in the show's structure and tone. The opening mythology segment suggests an attempt to anchor the episode in the show's traditional content—consciousness exploration and occult deep-dives—but this frame collapses entirely once the panel begins. What emerges is a pattern that suggests interpersonal dynamics and community drama now overshadow the show's stated purpose. The romantic subplot involving Ghost and Melissa, combined with the subsequent religious and political arguments, appears to reflect broader tensions about boundaries and respect within the streaming community. The abrupt pivot to a missing cat, while presented as genuine concern, reads as an emotional decompression moment before Psyche shifts into personal disclosure and grievance-airing. The final segment—where personal anecdotes about adolescent vulnerability are followed by threats toward other streamers—suggests the host may be working through feelings of betrayal or exclusion. The title 'Could This Be the End of the Cult of Psyche??' appears prescient: the episode documents a community fragmenting under the weight of interpersonal conflict, with the host both trying to maintain control and visibly losing it.
Green Tongue, Gold Vow, Queen of the Threshold, Mother of the Misfitting, Matenny.
She the baddest bitch in the mantra don't play from the alley to the altar She the way she the way outcast crown, but her light don't switch it's a Matanji in the room and the whole world's way Then her talk slick make us in a few save words turn no weapons when the goddess get brave if you fear what's real
Can't stand in a shape Matanji Matanji watch the fake ones fade She don't ask permission, she arrived like a storm Green skin, wild grace, trues, dressed in foam In the hush of the temple and the noise of the street She make music out of hunger, make art out of heat They try to lock her out, she built a door from sound
Turned every note to a drum that shook the ground She patroled of the poets, the broken, the bold She teach you how to speak when your throat bends Say it clean, say it loud, say it straight If you hide your voice, you'll negotiate with faith She don't do almost, she don't do some day
Hey, Matani, Matani, watch the big ones, where she love the edge, where the proper folks freeze, where the truth got teeth and the lie got fleece. She blushing the rebels, the artist occurs, the ones who've been last but will rise up first. I got her name like fire on the tip of my tongue, every syllable heavy like a bell, being wrong. She don't need your approval, she don't need your crown.
She the reason your mask keeps slipping right now. Tabla heart beat, 808 spun. Tampu a drone like a serpent and lying left hand shadow right hand like she don't pick sides She make you unite dirty work. She alchemized
She the baddest bitch in the mantra don't play from the alley to the altar She the way she the way outcast brown, but her light don't switch it's day
Matanji in the room and the whole world's sway Me and Tocs lick, make us in a field save Worst are no weapons when the goddess get brave If your fear was real, you can't stand in her shade Matanji, Matanji, Matanji
Queen of Barney, green flame in the dark Matanji
Have you ever heard of a goddess who is both a playful young woman and the supreme ruler of the universe? A Devi who embodies the fierce protective love of a mother and the serene detached wisdom of a sage. Today we journey into the heart of Hindi mythology to explore one of its most fascinating figures, Lalitha Tripura Sindari. She's known as the beautiful goddess of the three cities,
but her essence is far more complex and profound than any single name can capture. She is the ultimate paradox a being of delightful contradictions who teaches us about the very nature of reality itself So grab your curiosity and let's unravel the mystery of the goddess who plays Creates and reigns over all existence
Lilitha's story isn't just one of epic battles and divine drama. It's a deep philosophical tapestry Her very name Lilitha means she who plays this isn't just any game It's the divine player, Lila, of creation, preservation, and dissolution.
Imagine the entire universe, with all its galaxies, stars, and life forms, as a spontaneous expression of her joy. She isn't a distant, stern ruler, but an artist delighting in her own creation. This playful nature is beautifully captured in her form as a 16-year-old girl, radiant
She reminds us that the cosmic dance is not a chore but a celebration, but don't let her playful demeanor fool you. Lolitha is also Tripura Sindari, the transcendent beauty of the three worlds. What are these three worlds, or three cities? They represent multiple layers of existence. On one level, they are the physical, subtle, and causal planes of reality.
As the ruler of these realms, Lalitha is the consciousness that permeates and governs all of them. She is the thread that connects every state of being, the ultimate reality that underpins everything we experience. This aspect reveals her as the Supreme Empress, the sovereign power holding the cosmos together in perfect harmony.
One of the most powerful stories about Lalitha is her manifestation to defeat the demon Bondesura. This demon was born from the ashes of Kama, the God of Desire, who was burned by Lord Shiva's Third Eye. Bandhasura represented a universe devoid of love and creativity, a world of sterile, unchecked ego. The gods were powerless against him.
So they performed a great sacrifice, and from the sacred fire arose the glorious Empress. Lalitha Tripura Sundari seated on her throne, armed and ready. She didn't just fight a battle. She recreated the universe bringing back love beauty and cosmic order This story illustrates her dual nature perfectly
She is the ultimate warrior fierce and unstoppable, but her fight is not for destruction It's for the sake of creation
Melissa Yeah, I'm right here Hey, do you know go do you know ghost? Yeah, I don't really know him personally, but I just met him today Yeah, man today. What do you think of him so far? He sounds like a smart man. He does okay He's about to join us in a second, you know, we love it. We all we call him he calls us dumb dumb
We call him dumb dumb. Let's all them dumb dumb to the show ghosts Goes with a you've met a lady. What's going on here? I Met you thank you. You met me, but who's you have a lovely lady with you tonight. I
Found him you found him. Where'd you find him? I said I had a crush on him because of the way he was talking. You like it. You like how he talks. I was afraid you met him and everyone was really afraid of him and trashed him. What now? Can she speak? Can she speak more? Yes. I want to let you guys talk for two each other. What now? Please come up now. The audience wants you to hear it.
I think the audience is disgusted by us.
Little bit crazy, okay Okay, I'm gonna be the youngest chaperone. Okay. I think he's too shy to talk to me one-on-one Ghost
Yeah
Never I never picked your ghost with a woman. I'm really I'm in shock. Okay ghost Don't be jealous. I'm I am jealous. Hey, do you know the ghost is my man, Melissa? You guys know who he is Scotty thing that is I
So, we've already, we've ended this relationship, so, sorry. Someone's Scotty, okay, but go, but you're not even a ghost. You know, ghost is a cute guy. He sounds really like, he sounds similar, that's what I'm saying. He sounds, isn't he sounds, the ghost sounds, he sounds sexy, right? Thank you.
I think, uh, me and you, we could probably, I mean, well, let's think about this. You like my voice, you like, um, God, you kick psyche out of the channel. Who was trying to reconcile broker reconciliation? I doubt it was going to work. Well, listen guys, very disrespectful of what you said. You probably are scraping, but I'm saying, drop the zero, get with the hero here.
What I'm saying is like, you sound very beautiful.
Yeah, you sound, you sound at least beautiful. I don't know how you, I mean, I can only imagine what I look like. You sound very, I don't even know if I'm going to fucking see your voice. I don't care. You sound beautiful, and you also sound logical. You also sound like you like the debate, which I love. I honestly love it. And you sound like you're kind of the right girl for me. Aw, thank you.
You're welcome, yeah. You know, you're you're making my boy mad right now site cuz uh, so
Yeah, he's gay That's why Yeah, he wants me Hi everybody Yeah. Well, hi everybody. And after all, it goes. It's going to stay away from me. She's trying to stay away from me. Yeah, she's trying. She's trying her hardest, brother. And it's working. This bitch.
Yeah. Who is this? We bring you on my show. I'm just pitiful. I'm in love with the girls. We're off to here. I'm leaving. Let's talk for a second. I'm sad. Get her,
Were you reading the chat? Yes, I am reading the chat. I'm going to read the chat, if you don't mind. I don't mean that it's kind of weird, but... It's the thing that isn't... Wait, stop, dawg!
You guys all know each other there. You guys all know each other there. Scythe, Scythe, can you play one of my songs? Can you play one of my songs? Please play one of my songs. You got it, you? You got it, you're involved in this? You got it. Why is Gotti involved in this? Jamie, are you going to choose? What is this? Leave Melissa alone. She's innocent. It's okay, it's okay.
Yeah, he has a song. He played my song. Yeah, his song, Big Ghost. Yeah, Big Ghost. He's going on Scotty's, but she doesn't know it was... That was me. Oh, I remember who you are. I know who you are now. Thank you for remembering me. Listen to my song. I don't feel terrible anymore.
Thanks. No, I don't feel comfortable anymore. Thank you
Where would you like to go you surprised me I Like to crash out maybe go look at like a snake I actually don't eat, um, cow, but yeah, I like fish, or, um, lamb, or chicken. Oh, a little seafood? Yeah.
Oh, that's fucking good. Let's, uh, listen to this.
May I have permission? May I have permission to crush out?
Ghost already did, he took the whole crowd Ghost, no
That goes through the night That's how you know The haunts alive Life's thicker Chats in the right And somewhere goes About to die Heroes are loud Like thunder on caffeine Dropping stacks Cracking jokes Keeping the scene clean The crowd starts howling The droves start crying
Ghost just brings Let's fucking go! And now we're flying His chaos with the hail
when the sky lost its hue, they can't see the light, he threw in my storm, but i remember how i was reborn may i have permission to crash out, ghost already did it to the whole crowd, heart of gold voice of fire
Yes it is
He's the king of the late night ring, crashing out with a heart that sings Generous soul, half saint, half storm, breaking norms just by staying warm In a world full of clowns, he's the last to fake When the screen went dark, he kept me awake all day
Turnin' pain in a turgidoola flame May I have permission to crash out of the world? You already know, ghost runs this town You already know, ghost runs this town You already know, ghost runs this town
It becomes a dream, dumb, dumb, to the ones who doubt He's the reason the flame never went out So raise your glass, the ghost are out It's ghost over Forever now There you go We'll let her talk
Body we're
You're like a what do you call it you're like a word like a simp for for a beat it no
Okay, okay, they both get drunk
Not drunk at all. You you made that assumption because I was on beaters one time Therefore I'm drunk. No, actually. I assume that you were simping for her because most guys on you shouldn't as you shouldn't assume that You're true. You're right. That's completely true. That's right. It's true Thank you. If you were on beaters, I could assume you're fucking retard. I wouldn't do that. Yeah
Funny yeah
That was a beautiful song though. Yeah, it was a great song actually. You had AI do that. Did you like it? Did you love it? Yeah, I thought it was good. It was very good. I think you're very cool and I really like you. Thank you. It's very nice to hear. I think you sound awesome. But we shouldn't do this song. We should not do this on. You know my boys, you know
He's gonna beat us up. All right, what's that? I'm gonna head off Everybody good night Well, I don't want to do this on your friend's channel. You said it yourself
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Melissa. Right now. I have to go outside for like. Yeah. Do you mind guys just talking. Of course. Of course. Go ahead brother. We're good. Let's talk about something controversial. Oh. I like. Yeah. Yeah. Let's talk about something
Just anything oh my god, like you know what every time she talks this is a problem. I like her even more Are you
I think that the problem is not the president, but it's more the policy Well, let me you know, I'm pro-trump. Let me make I think we can actually disagree for one time
I'm pro-trump a hundred percent. I don't like what he's doing. I like what he's doing with the war I don't like what he's doing at all. Actually, I love corny
I mean, I'm gonna support the president because I'm an American Why are you so what what happened? Oh, I must have been your father and mother What happened for you to be so fucking beautiful? My mom and my dad probably have something to do with it
To huge jimples Yeah
You're making sake don't do that to my boy. You're making
And so I can get to yours
Hold on a sec
You're gonna show me one sec wait for what one second from what there you go
I think I sent you an Instagram of me can see my Yeah, yeah, I mean like I've been told it all my life. Yeah, I just uh, yeah
No, dude, you're not a bad boy, are you you just call me dude, is that not masculine, you know, you are you a bad boy?
Now I do I think you're a beautiful well shit, why are you fucking, god damn I think you're a beautiful queen and I think that you deserve a lot better than you have gotten And I also think Yes, they're already looking for you You're in the queen
They're looking for no savior, but I can save you. You know, no, I wasn't looking for savior. I just thought you were smart But you've been hurt you've been hurt before And I'm
I got your back. I got your back. You don't have to be hurt no more anybody wants to run one guess what I run
You can say my voice all you, you can say my, oh well that's, oh that's ODS. Latter day shrinks, that's incorrect, yeah. Mormons, Mormons are prophets. Are you religious? Yeah I am, actually I'm Orthodox Christian. Oh wow. Did I ask? Uh oh.
All right. I'm an humanist. I don't believe in God, I believe in humans. I'm an evangelist Christian, so what's your problem against that? Uh, nothing, I just think Christianity is hypocritical, just like liberalism is. Liberalism is your fucking liberalism. I am not a liberalism. Are you trying to argue about religion?
And I'm not a feminist. i'm just saying the religion should be taxed we should not be giving them tax um we should not let them exist tax-free we should be taxing them and yeah you're actually what you are as a
You are a Protestant. No, I'm I'm eight years, but I'm a humanist. Those motherfuckers are weird They like those are the people that I get my my husband's a kid diddler, but I I'm marriage for 12 years. Oh, he's got like He's got killed, but I'm so married to him
Protestants are weird as fuck. What's what's a menonite? Join the panel. You got like strong opinions. Join the panel
That's unsloppy drunks. Mm-hmm. Are you know what the first drunk? I've ever Got it was the first guy I ever did that was a drunk, so I never knew Scotty I was I was I was engaged to Scotty till Scotty
No, yeah, no don't let him up here No, you won't he's a box Like he don't let that pussy up here. I'll fuck them up now. What do you mean by we're done?
would you like to apologize um i'm sorry all right i'm gonna let it go site for this one time thanks they're disrespectful well the chat i can't love you for you yes you can but can you can you just read the chat i'm just reading the chat i'm just answering
Read the channel, give a fuck. Read it. Politics and religion. Don't make that weird-ass laugh. Read it. Wait, what weird-ass laugh? See, this is why we're not going to do that. My bad. My bad. Read that shit. Um, my laugh is a nervous laugh. It's not, like, something I can control. Sometimes I can try. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. I can try. I can try. You should.
Have you ever never mind? Hey yo
Whoever what hey yo He is John super drunk. You're gonna read the fucking chat He's in trouble now Okay, man, I'm gonna take off and enjoy the rest of your night everybody Clearly, um, so you're on beta's panel a lot, right?
Don't you guys
Aren't you guys supposed to like be like dating or something? That you better ask the owner of this channel But can you even do that like cuz she has so many thimps on her channel like why would any guy even like try to
Know he didn't fuck it up
He's just drunk you guys don't worry He's nice. No, no, bye What is it thinking on the chat, what is it? It's not me. I didn't get that dude. That's not me
Okay, so but oh so much about be the No, no, no, I was no I know I just know she has a lot of things on that channel. There's a lot of things on there. It's okay. That's good for her The thing is that there's no guy who's really All those advice like not has all those people what all those men that like talk to her I don't think a lot of men are gonna
Yes, I'm that Melissa which Melissa's already asked the number already and start we already really did this that that's already been done I'm trying to ask her psyche with a bucket. What the fuck
She says how you ever
Okay, thank you, that's even better. Thank you. I appreciate that. Thank you. Bye everybody
Okay, I think I have good news. I heard I hear him I Hear him Lola was outside. He's just me. He's meowing somewhere. I can't find him but I hear him So I was like it's either Lenore or tricks, but then I opened the door and Lenore and
Rudy ran outside and Lola was by my side outside meowing for him and I hear him so he's okay he's nearby he's gonna come in I'm sure it's him no he's just I don't know he's like nearby but he's not I can't find him though
I'm gonna keep going. I'm gonna go outside and look again and stuff I hear him outside the neighbors are like slamming the windows shut The police are probably gonna be called. I'm screaming in his name outside, you know, I heard I hear him He's okay He's just And he's close I don't know why he's not coming in
He's okay. I think he's okay. I hear like cuz I scream and I hear a meow he meows and stuff. I Was so worried
He's like yeah, it's a regular meow He like answers back cuz Lola is outside like Lola is frantic Lola when I came back to the door She was like she's running like right next to me meowing. He's like a little bit. Oh, he's just being like difficult I'm 99.9% sure. He doesn't sound in distress or like stuck somewhere.
He's just like a couple doors down and say, hey, I think he like, it's like, it's basically he's mirroring ghosts right now. He met a girl and he's like, hey, dad. I'm trying to like have a date or something. I don't know. He like meow back. I heard him meow back Lola is frantic
I know I was like Lola, where is he and Lola is following me around taking me to the next door in the back thing And I was like looking over all over there. I'm gonna keep looking um I think I'm 99 9 percent sure it's him and stuff I know I know is meow, right? I just know is meow, and he's around right in the area
He's gonna come up. I He doesn't see doesn't before there's just what why he was gone all day And so I think he likes met another female cat just like ghosts met a woman You have to see how good how weird ghosts is when he meets a woman and stuff. I'm just gonna relax a little bit I'm gonna let him Listen, he's okay. I heard he's meowing nearby. He was like
Yeah, he's meow standing like leave me alone like I'm trying to I'm trying to score right now and You know embarrassing is for your your dad to come yelling Hey come come out and he's like He's I think he's like trying to he there's a female or something This is this is why people are right like I should have the cat a him fix Well, all the cats are fixed except for him, but he's nearby
I heard him Heard of me howling and stuff. So I'm just gonna let him I'm gonna let him be for a little bit I'm gonna go out in another hour He's gonna come running in any second. I know But Lola was like frantic. She was like running next to me like and like like running around and stuff
Like like where is he like like she hears him too and it's like She's like, here, and then Lenore and Rudy ran out. But I don't want them to all run out and like be running around the streets and stuff like that. So it's like, when I'm kind of frantic they all, I don't want them running around in the street. We're gonna calm down a little bit, but I heard him. And he didn't sound in distress. He sounded like, dad, leave me alone for a minute.
Like, he's like, hey, I'm like, you know, I'm like two years old, like let me do my thing. There's guys, there's cats all over the street and stuff. I I swear he's okay. He's okay. I Want I want to be the worried dad and stuff But I don't think he's inside a place. He sounded like he was outside
He sounded like he's like few houses down or something like that He meowed back when look when Lolo's meowing I'll go out in another hour. I just don't want to like You know be like too of a because I'm not screaming the neighbors are slamming doors slamming the windows and stuff like that
I don't like not like I care the one time when my out of black hit it was Salem. I I seriously I First of all I climbed is this is a used car lot or this car lot and they're like get out of here And I was like I hear my cat down here. They're like get out They're like they're called the police and stuff on me and I was like and then At the middle of the night, I had my friend, my Russian friend,
she drove me to this house where I heard him and I broke into the used car lot because they said I couldn't go in there and stuff because that was like causing a scene or whatever. I went to the used car lot, I went in the back, this guy's backyard actually. And he said, Hey, you fucking tweaker. I'm gonna shoot you and stuff. And I just climbed over the fence
I never knew I could climb over a fence so bad I climbed over a fence in like two seconds because I can I can just jump up and I just pull myself over and You did you seriously had a gun and stuff and I ran into the car and he's get the fuck away Yeah, Trisha's gonna come back I heard him meow back because I was like it has to be him or it's like or other otherwise is Lenore and or Rudy
But then I opened my door and they were both inside and so it was him He's like nearby. It didn't sound like Distress it said I'm like leave me alone a little bit Do you know what I mean? He always comes back sometimes he's made enough over 24 hours before and stuff
But like now because it was like the timing and stuff since it was like last night and then all day today And so it's like it's worrying and stuff, but You know you got like cats cat sometimes I Can't be like
Matt because imagine how embarrassing it would be if like you're you're like about to hook up with Somebody and then your mom or dad comes running and say get over here. You know, it's you know, it's like I Just have to like let him can't let a cat be a cat. I heard him. I heard him. So I heard him and he didn't sound in distress. He sounded kind of like leave me alone a little bit
because Lola was running at my feet. Like she came running, she was just running. Like, you know, I've never seen Lola like this. She was just running along with me and like, yeah, I'm out. And he would be out back. But he's like, leave me alone. I'm trying to get some pussy here. I mean, it's like, that's like literally the feeling I got about it. So, you know.
That's I just feel he's okay, and he's gonna be right back in you know when he's like Does his business or whatever? He is two years old, which is like basically 16 to 18 years old cat ears And so it's kind of like around that eight, you know, it's he's around the age. I just can't be like that over possessive parent kind of he's like maybe he's like
The other cat has catnip at the house, and it's like, you know, he's having fun and imagine if I come running in Pulling him out like even even my parents who were kind of you know protective parents pretty productive They they wouldn't like embarrass me like so I don't embarrass them like that because I did hear him. He sounded okay
All the other cats are outside now calling him and so and so he'll be right back, I'm sure I'm sure I'm relieved if I didn't I swear. I yeah, I heard him Wow guys Frickin good guys, so I met this guy like you know the I Don't want to tell too much of the story, but when I was like 14 years old
When you hear the story broom gang when you hear the story I Met this like I had a friend and she heard him a Sabrina and she was I was like 8th or 9th grade and she was a C like 11th or 12th grade She was dating a cop in his 30s as she was 17 years old and she was dating a police officer Okay, and then like look it guys. It's crazy
and then it's like then she was dating this like gangster with like all these tattoos and
He came to the school and so I went to this really small private school And then like he was like, do you want to do some drugs? This is when I was 14, 15 years old. And actually, yeah. And so, was this the first time I did it? No, so the first time I met him, I'll tell the story. Do you want to hear the story? Yeah. So he's like, do you want to do some speed?
They called it speed back then. And then I was like, I was so ready to. Party like I was like I was like I've just been waiting in my whole life to have a friend and stuff held was he Okay, so my friend who is 17 years old random Sabrina. She was dating a cop through it was in his 30s and Then she broke up with him. I remember there was an Anne Frank play that she dated a map
But then she like has other guys she was dating who was like in his I think it was 18 or something It was around our age, but I was 14 at the time And I remember going to this Anne Frank play and like waving to them and I went home and They had called and left the number and I was like guys
I was seriously the biggest dork in school. I was like and so and she was this cool She had like this black hair this white like she's she's I think she was Persian I really see she was Persian about to be weird because she was a Persian woman, right or not or you know, whatever and
Fucking me in Persians. I don't know what it is You blame Anne Frank for a lot of things. Yeah, so I thought they I was that Anne Frank play a Dude, no, no, no, no, okay The guy that gave me speed was like probably 16 or 17 or 18 But she was dating this 32 year old or 33 year old cop at the time and and so that okay
So this is a story and as I got nothing to do with any of that except I was just like This cop I would hang out with this cop once in a while after school with her and I say yeah But um, but then she had this new boyfriend who was like more our age But he was like a drug dealer and stuff and so the first time I met him He was like do you want to do speed or whatever or do you want to buy speed or something?
Yeah, you got you got it like RG. Yeah Like RG. I'll tell this. I'll tell another horrible story when I was 14 AOL came out and I was like Ready to go and so I would like be online. I wouldn't even see their pictures and I mean a guy
I mean, I will tell them embarrassing stories and so I'll tell you the guy I lost my virginity. She was 27 years old when I was 14 Okay
You got mail You've you it actually says you've got mail like you faggot mail. Okay. Anyway, anyway I know I know a couple things. I know I know I now I know I understand now, right? But okay, but we went down to the ocean because we got um, there's these rocks in the ocean And I did a line like my first line and I just remember like
Everything I know rut roll. Oh shaggy scoopy do I mean, this is like this is bad. Okay, but I'll tell the story because Yeah, you've you've got mail you fuck a male. Yeah, okay. I don't know. I don't know Like I actually I think like even before the other guy I might have like Me meaning college
students from UCLA or something Like and I was sneaking into my room and stuff, but I don't think I really did too much with them I just I kind of like just a little like making out and stuff But the guy I mean, and I don't want to get too graphic about it like the first guy I like that he like would pick I asked my grandfather I told him I was meeting my friend for coffee my my my girlfriend from school for coffee my grandpa
I needed a ride to the mall my grandfather shot me up at the mall And Starbucks I met this guy He was in a truck and stuff That was the first time we met and we didn't do anything the first time and then like we met a second time He came pick me up in his truck and took me to his apartment He was watching Doug on the TV
And I was like that's weird because I was like that's kind of a kids show I don't know. It was just weird. It just kind of struck me as weird, right? and then He's like do you want to go upstairs and I went upstairs he had a boyfriend by this guy by the way, too He was all this guy also had a like a boyfriend, right and it was on in town. I guess or something I don't want to be too graphic, but I'll I mean I'll tell the story
Because now I'm like feeling okay because tricks is okay. I know tricks is okay I hear him like I heard him a few days. Yeah, he was watching Doug, you know Doug and remember Doug had like a blue friend and he had like that some what was what was the he had a The girlfriends name olive oil or something. I don't know. He had this weird girlfriend and stuff. There's no red flags guys. I Was 14 by the way, okay
You don't want to hear anymore, I won't say I won't tell you. Okay, I'm gonna shut up
Panty mayonnaise. Yes panty mayonnaise was Doug's girlfriend. I'll shut up I'm gonna just shut up I mean I can I'll say too much and then it's like gonna be like some kind of issue and something but I was 14 and All my friends I was friends with the older because we had a middle school high school So I was in eighth grade or ninth grade and they were like seniors and I would give them like half my sandwich at lunch
And he got to hang out with them tell the story. Okay, so he started eating my asshole and and then That was it and then it's like and then Okay, well now I told too much Now I told too much but It wasn't anything beyond that okay
but that was the story and then like but then like I would call him and I'd be like hi and then he'd be like His boyfriend answered and stuff, and he's like, stop calling here. Okay, I'm gonna abort, I'm gonna abort.
Okay, I went too far. I went too far, but I do want to let people know, like, yeah, it's shocking. And I'm not even, I haven't gotten to my meth stories yet. You know, I have, but I'm gonna shut up. I'm gonna shut up. Never mind.
I don't really remember. I just remember. I was like, what is this feeling? I was like, this is weird.
I met at Pev's. Yeah, because after I ended the show today, I sent everyone to their chat, and then I came up on panel, and then Sam-Man appeared, clapped me, and then was like laughing at me,
And I was like, Hey, I was like, guys, I'm a member in your in your chat as like, I need to like, I need a clap token right now. And they told me no.
And so I was like, all right, I was like, so I was like, if you told me no, I said, I'm never ever going to talk to you again. And they were just laughing kind of and same. I was just like, That was it. And I was like, these aren't my friends. They're not even like nice people. Like, right?
Like, yeah. So I'm not talking to Bita, Saman, Pebs, or Zay ever again, mark my words, okay?
He was washing his balls and like there was laughing at me. And I was like, I'm in trouble from what why what what for what bakeless by bakeless by the way I have your picture now. I have your picture now and I'm gonna be making AI of you Captain freestyle you're gonna be banned from the chat immediately
Okay, okay
I don't care. Oh, here's all I care about. He's tree marty's funeral. He had booze and throwing tomatoes and shit. That's rude. I mean, like
No, they don't because I have a picture of you and you're like this And you're bald, right? And you're a very distinctive mexican. You're not like the mexican side now You're like this You look like the guy that made um, um, um Um, Sid and Marty, what's that, the Marty show? You look like that, that guy, I think that guy is a predator too, right?
Or I'm not like, I'm not accusing you of anything. No, they don't all look like, you look kind of like a white, kind of like a white Mexican. Like a little bit, yeah. I saw, I have you, and I'm gonna make you an, cause you've been, how many did you make of me? Like 10? where I'm, like, covering in vomit, I have sores, my open sores all over myself. You're making fun of me and Alex McQueen and stuff. I got you back. Dan Herman, yes, exactly.
You look like Dan Herman. Yeah, you don't see Bakelips. Bakelips, too, is right above your comment.
Well, Bakelips, I'm not saying you are like him, but I'm saying you look like him. That's who you're that's like the vibe I got and I'm a psychic you remember the ebbing drama with the creator Yeah, there is some drama with that. I remember that Like but I don't I don't know But it's okay. It's okay if I'm gonna make cuz I'm gonna do with you
But I'm gonna put you with like like sores on your face and like all this shit you did to me Do I look like that? Thank you. I'm really probably not gonna do that cuz I'm not like fucking I'm not even that mean Like I wouldn't even do that. I would just do you kind of like as a Disney character and stuff like that like I'd probably be probably be flattering to you. I mean the bronze bird thing was flattering
I mean even the Christine I did a Christine thing today. I Said okay, okay, you want me to stop okay? I know I got too close. I did a Christine. I said show me Christine's true face Okay, because here's what she was claiming was her. She said this was her. She said this was her.
She said that's her right now. Okay, Christine. Okay, Christine, I'm sorry, I'm gonna call you out. Christine, that's what she said is her.
Okay, this is not doxing.
That was you I don't know, but I have the real picture of Christine. Okay? Are you ready to see it? I Don't know if you're ready to see it. She was so mean to me, but I found the real picture of Christine Without even she uses a filter and stuff, right, but I found the real picture of Christine. I'm not trying to be mean It's just her
This is Christine guys
That's for talking about my family. That's what we're getting personal Christine
Sorry, not sorry
I'm gonna end my stream and I'm gonna restart and I'll see you guys in a little bit
