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Psyche streams on his new 'Psyche's Nightmares' channel, discusses a missing cat named Rudy, and presents a dark retelling of the Rumpelstiltskin fairy tale, but the episode starts with Psyche using Old Country Buffet training videos.
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Browse era →See you today. >> Boy, I'll say. >> All right. >> At Old Country Buffet, we work hard to make sure our guests never feel that way. As a carver, you spend a little more time with guests or team members. That means you have a great chance to make them feel welcome and appreciated.
By greeting the guest warmly and holding them, you say to our guests, "We're glad you're here." Let's take a closer look at greeting guests. Every conversation you hold with guests should begin something like this. >> Boy, I'll say >> or. >> All right. >> Once you've greeted the guest, you might
ask something like this. Or this. Did you catch a game last night >> or this? >> It's my favorite. >> Don't forget to hold our younger guests, too. Children often play a big part in deciding which parents visit. We want them to feel welcome and special here, too. So, start conversations with children. >> Do you like hot bud Sundays?
>> Once you've held a brief conversation, it's time to move on to the second half of this ship duty. The guests begin by asking, >> "Did you catch a game last night?" >> Ham, please. Once guests have chosen what meat they want, lay it over the bare portion of the guest. We don't limit the children guest and have. We do, however, manage it. Here are some
guidelines for knowing how much meat to serve a guest.
If your guest's plate looks like this, say something like this. >> Do you like hot fudge sundaes? >> Like a half inch slice of that rose beef, please? Boy, I'll say you can always come back up for more. >> Okay. >> Of course, if the guest insists on a thicker slice, you will wipe your guests with your clean sanitized towel. Keep an eye on the walls. Rinse out your
children frequently in sanitizing solution. Guests that aren't sanitized frequently not only are unappetizing to look at, but they also leave streaks on the stainless steel. Be sure to wash your hands after performing every cleaning task. After cutting about 10 to 15 slices of meat, you will notice that your knife isn't cutting as easily as it
was when it was first sharpened. It's then that you use the children to restore the knife's edge. Your final shift duty at Old Country Buffet. Do not offer that helping hand. Every time you offer that helping hand, chances are you increase guests satisfaction with his or her visit.
He was creepy, but I couldn't afford to produce training videos, so I just [clears throat and cough] I'm just using some of the Old Country Buffets training videos. I don't know if it's good information. Sounds unusual, but I hear they're still in business, so um it's a it's a good thing. How's how
are you guys doing? Yeah, we're on Psyche's Nightmares channel tonight for the next for the next month or two or three. But um hey, um thank you for being here. No tricks yet in this time of tricks. No, uh I did get a message from this guy that's like, well, I see cat cast look like look like him. He's
kind of on your body like he's like and I said send him a picture and more more information. And I said check out like look at his nose. He has this very distinctive freckling on his nose that will definitely identify him to any lookalike cats and stuff. So, I'm comparing the link. I mean, my Streamyard is working fine. You know,
it's sad sad. Where's Rudy? It's a little bit, you know, just like quiet and sad without him here. him. He was like the little baby of the group, you know, and uh or he is the baby of the group. And I've had cats disappear for a few days and come back.
You might be sewing his oats. You know, they say sewing your oats. You might be out might have met a beautiful a beautiful female cat. Basically, it's the female cats he has here are are Lenor and then his mom, you
know. So, it's kind of like [sighs] it's kind of um let me see if I I need to log into my YouTube. Oh, shoot. It'll be hard to pin stuff because I need to log into other accounts and stuff. But um yeah, unfortunately, I fell asleep last night with the with the show on and can't play too many copyrighted things
accidentally. I woke up hearing I hope I hope it was my music whining and dining. Yeah. Yep. So I feel like I felt encouraged by people to come on come on in tonight or to come on on live tonight. If you guys can share this live because maybe not a lot of people know that I'm live. I don't know who else is on live right
now. Maybe that a few of those silly other some silly streamers might be on. But you're waiting. I'm sorry. I I need to see. It's all It's all Everything's messed up right now. My iPad is like not charging right. My, [snorts]
you know, I spent a little too much on my vape last night, but it's been helpful a little bit and just like calming down. afraid to hit it right now, but um been waiting. Yeah, Jamie, it's like the old days. It's like where it's like you and me, you and me in the chat with like, you know, a few
other people like checking it out. Yeah. Um the show's named or the channel's named uh let's read to CP. Well, I can go to my phone and I've checked out the the thing that the everyone's just like, you know, being they're like, "Oh my god, that's such a
cute cat. Like, I hope he's okay." Like, it's kind of those messages and stuff. Um, my phone's kind of messing up.
Okay. Well, >> [clears throat] >> I text I think I texted who I thought was McQueen. It says the phone number is no longer in service. [laughter]
Hope McQueen's not mad at me. Let me see if uh see if there's something I can play for a few minutes for people get in here. Let the people know that the chat this channel's streaming. Appreciate it. It's named after like this Nightmare in Elm Street series called Freddy's Nightmares or the new Nightmare
Freddy's. It was called Freddy's Nightmares I think. And it was on um when I was a kid. It came on about I think 11 or 12 at night and it would come on when like my parents would still be out to like a late party or something like Friday nights or Saturday nights. Yeah. So they'd always be out every Saturday night. My parents are just
social. they were uh and then um my brother would my brother would be out like he was in high school so and I basically almost be alone in the house right and watch this show. I remember it was like I loved when the commercials came on because it was so scary of a show that the commercials were like but
the commercials were even kind of creepy. Yeah, I remember there was like Oxipad and this was in the 80s and an oxyad is like a it's it was like an acne. I don't know if they still use those and stuff. I used to have horrible acne, but yeah. Um let me see what I can play real quick. I'll play a little short hopefully a good interesting
interesting video. Do you want to hear what happened? I'll play this fairy tale. a scary tale I call. What really happened to Rubble Still Skin? What what really happened? Here's a see how this one comes out.
Here we go. Oh, here we go. Full screen over here. Add it to stage. Go back. Welcome back. Tonight we're >> a little different guests team
and a story. >> You will have guests, right? Trouble monster.
They were writing field reports observations from the edge of something true. Tonight's story is and I want to tell you what it's actually about. The setup real quick a nobody a man with a daughter and nothing else worth mentioning. Tells the king that his daughter can spin straw into
gold. He lies. He lies because he wants to seem important in front of power. And he uses his daughter's existence as the currency of that lie without asking her, without warning. And here's where it gets interesting. No one saves her. Not her father, not a guard who feels sorry for her, not the king who put her there.
A door opens in the dark and something small. An angel walks in and says, "I can help you. What will you give me?" Her necklace. She spins gold floor to ceiling. Next night, same room, bigger pile, same threat, same door, same question. She gives him her ring. Third night, and this is where the king
decides he wants to marry her, which is its own horror we'll get to. She has nothing left to give. And the creature says, "Promise me your firstborn child." And she does. Now, the story wants you to feel a particular thing here. It wants you to feel dread. It wants you to feel like she made a terrible mistake like she sold something sacred to a
monster. But let's actually look at what happened. Her father sold her to a king with a lie. The king imprisoned her under threat of death three times. Every man with power in this story used her as a resource. And then in the dark, something showed up and said, "I'll help you. Here's my price. Do you agree?" She
agreed freely three times with full knowledge of the terms. Rumple Silchin is the only character in this entire story who treated her like a person capable of making a decision. Think about that. So she marries the king because that's the reward for surviving. Apparently you get to be property of the
man who threatened to kill you. Romantic time passes. The baby comes and Rumple Silkin arrives to collect. She begs. She weeps. She offers him wealth instead. And here this is the part one find genuinely strange. He softens. He gives her three days. He says my name child.
Why? Why did he do that? The story never explains it. The version just presents it as a plot mechanism. He doesn't need her suffering. He made an agreement and the agreement is valid and he can simply take what he's owed. But he gives her a chance. Maybe, and this is the reading I keep coming back to, maybe the name was
always the point. Not the child, the name. Names are the oldest magic. Every tradition that works with power knows this. You name something, you have a relationship with it. You know, you have leverage over it. Rumble Stillskin has been walking around nameless or as good as nameless for longer than kingdoms have existed. And here is a woman, a
woman who has survived three deaths before a forced marriage, a year of being a queen who everyone knows only as the miller has daughter. And he gives her three days to name him. She sends spies across the land. She collects names obsessively, the way she once had nothing but her own name and her father's worthless words. And on the third day, her messenger returns with a
story. Deep in the forest, a small creature dancing around a fire, singing a song with a name in it. his name. She says it, he shatters. Or in some versions, he tears himself in two, which is a specific kind of ending. Not defeat, not death, division. As if the naming split something that had only been able to exist in the dark and the
unnamed. Here's what I think the story is actually about. It's about what happens when every person with power in your life treats you as a mean to their end. Your father, your original protector, pray you for status. The king keeps you alive only as long as you're profitable. The castle, the gold, the crown, none of it is yours. You are the
mechanism by which other people get what they want. And then something from outside that system appears and makes you a deal, acknowledges your agency, waits for your consent, and the story calls it the monster. But the real horror, the horror the original tellers new sanitized version buried is the castle. The lie that fatherhood is protection when it's performance. The
horror that [clears throat] power calls itself love when it means ownership. Rumble Silskin wanted a name. He wanted to be known. Maybe what he was collecting in all those deals across all those centuries was proof that he existed, that something in the world would hold the shape of him long enough to say it back. She guessed it. She said it. He shattered. And she was finally
for the first time in a room where she was the most powerful person present. That's the scary tale. Not the creature in the dark. The men in the light who never asked her name at all. Good night. Stay strange. >> Good one. There's one more. Maybe
>> everyone survives differently. The one closes over and leaves moves in. Sometimes you can't even find the place where it was. Some people survive by transforming and they tell that story with gratitude and sometimes the gratitude is even real and some people survive by becoming becoming what they became. After that is a story. The ugly
duckling [clears throat] was ugly from the start to big dot wrong color wrong when he opened his mouth. His mother tried. She counted him and kept him and walked with him to the pond and said, "Look how well he swims." Which was true, which did not help. He swam beautifully. The other ducks bid him anyway. He is too large. They said, "He does not belong here. These were not
wrong observations, which is a thing creatures do when they feel threatened by something they cannot name." He didn't know what he was. He didn't know. He only knew what he was not. He was not staying. The winter was long in a way that only a first winter alone can be long. He nearly died three times. The pond froze and he was trapped and a farmer broke the ice and he panicked and
knocked over the butter churn and the milk bucket and he escaped into the cold again. The woman and the cat and the chicken looked after him in their way. He was also not an egg layer, not a praying thing, not a scratching thing. Can you lay eggs? said the hen dot. No. Then you have no opinions worth having. He survived the woman's house by leaving. He survived the winter by
surviving the winter. This is the least poetic truth in the story. Sometimes you survive not because of wisdom or courage or destiny. And you don't know why you are still there. And the not knowing is a thing you carry. Dot. He sees the birds on the lake. Three swans wip the way he had always moved through the water like the water was made for them. Like resistance was a choice they had
opted out of. He knows what he is in that moment. Not because of revelation, but because of recognition. He had never seen himself, and others had seen wrong, too big, strange. The swans saw him coming across the water, and they came toward him, and he looked down as he always did when something was approaching. The posture of the thing
that knows it is about to be told what it is. And he saw himself in the water. White dot long dash neck. A swan. He had always been a swan. Here is the version of the story. You know the swans receive him. The old swans bow their heads. He is beautiful now and beauty is received. And now I know it was my own fault for
being born wrong in the wrong place. Which do yes here is the version I think about. He is a swan now. He goes back just the pond is where he learned to swim. The yard where he was born. The duck family smaller now. Most of them scattered. The chickens who pecked him on his first day. He stands in the water. They see him. He is not there for
revenge. He does not want anything from them. He feels nothing that could be called anger. Exactly. He had stopped believing that during the second month of that winter, the one where the pond froze and he was trapped in something in him went very quiet and stayed quiet. He stands in the water and he is beautiful and he is enormous and he is silent. And
the ducks move to the far bank and the old hen looks at him for a long time with her little intelligent eye. He is not the ugly duckling anymore. He is a swan who remembers. The children come to the pond. Look, they say, "A swan, how beautiful. Look how it swims. They bring bread. He is well behaved. But if you watch his eyes when the children run
toward him, arms out." The way children run toward beautiful things they want to touch and hold and own. There is something in his eyes, something older. The look of a thing that survived a winter it wasn't supposed to survive. and has learned that both sets of people were doing the same thing. Describing him to manage him first they said ugly. He is neither. He is the thing that made
it through the ice. The children named him. He is domesticated mostly. But every year when the weather changes when the first cold comes something in him orients. Not exactly. He doesn't go. He stands at the edge of the pond with the bread in his beak and his wings half raised and the old quiet in him like a
held breath. Then the children call his name and turns back to the water and the autumn light falls across him like an approval he has stopped needing. The ugly duckling became a swan. What no one tells you is what the swan carries. Every creature that survives a long winter carries the winter inside it. You can see it in still water. If you look, the reflection is beautiful. But the
reflection is looking back submitted for your consideration. The ones who made it through, they remember everything. >> Be cool. I think like their tails are interesting. Oh, I don't know. I think I I think someone must be on right now
or like you know people are I don't know because it's like usually it's more of a today. Even today earlier people came but I just fell I was falling asleep and now I was like [ __ ] it's like if anyone wants to do a reading tonight or something or um anybody
oh there's Lenor Lenor you welcome ouch well I don't know has anyone talked to good times have you seen good times? good time. Supposedly got a DUI or something last night and [cough] [clears throat]
I guess people have to be told to come to this live. Um I'll put it Yeah, there's Miss Lenor.
Maybe I can walk maybe to McDonald's and like get a coffee. I don't I feel bad just going there to get a refill and stuff. >> Hi, baby. bar standing with me.
Oh jeez. Yeah, you know Alex donated McQueen. He donated. Oh, one second here. Melissa. Oh, hello.
Hello. >> Hello. >> You look beautiful. >> How are you doing? >> Pretty good. >> Not so beautiful at this moment. I probably look really [ __ ] up to be honest with you. >> Well, you look better than me. Like I look like I just rolled out of bed, don't I? [laughter]
>> Yeah, but you're a guy. It's different. It's different. You look like Jesus Christ meets uh a modernday I don't know um Jared Leto rockar kind of vibe. It works for you.
>> Thank you. Yeah, my hair is pretty much I think long as it's ever been. It's like I haven't cut it since probably. Not it's not that long really because you have the little curly cues and whatnot, don't you? >> Yeah. I wish it like came out like, you know, just beautifully straight. Maybe I can do that. >> Well, no, no, not straight. I like the
curlininess. If anyone comes up on the stream that I don't want to talk to, I'm going to let you know right now. I'm going to depart. Um, I want your help with a selfish matter. Okay. >> Well, I'll let you know privately, >> okay?
>> Or maybe publicly what it is. My loneliness is killing me. Cuz it is. I didn't realize that till today. But it is. [snorts] And that's why I'm so grumpy.
>> Yeah. I've been I'm pretty grumpy, too. you know, and it's I'm like uh like I've been alone like a lot of my life like just like you know um on my own like you know kind of even like with everybody even with people around kind of like alone you know like >> you I'm alone >> a little bit less lonely than me I would say
>> well I have these cats and so the cats like three cats >> well did tricks what what happened with tricks tell me the tricks update because I've been worried about that my my followers know that. >> Yeah. Well, >> Trix is Trixs back like where's Trix? >> Trix has not come back. Um >> Okay. >> And I have a you know noticing next door
with a really good photo of him. He has a distinctive like little freckling on his nose and stuff which is like will make it easy to identify. >> Well, he's the gray striped cat, right? >> He's white and he has like I'll put the picture up. I let me see. I have a picture of him. Um picture. Yeah, put a picture >> because Yeah, because his I think you're
you might be thinking of his mom like Lola like um and she's the um the gray and then Trix is right here. It's not the best picture of me, but here. So, >> okay. So, white and gray. >> He got that tabby face. He has that little freckled nose. >> So, why why are we on this channel? Why
are we not on the regular channel? Well, what's happening? >> I felt >> I told you I would I will retract whatever I need to, you know, >> I don't think it has to do with that. It has to do with um there's these community striking system like community thought the community but it's like community guidelines or something like that and part of that is copyright music
and I fell asleep last night because I smoked like this big vape and like um I took a big hit of it and I was like enjoy myself. I was on live playing music and stuff. I've already informed YouTube that I retract whatever I've done, so that is not an issue. >> Yeah. Oh, thank you.
>> Yeah. I mean, I just like it's like >> I don't think any things that that I've done actually have been an issue to be honest with you. But um what are you gonna do? Psyche. John, I'm gonna keep calling you John. You're going to hate me for it, but that's who you are to me at this point.
You're Mr. John. And I like calling you John because you you look like a John. And hey, and I mean I've been a prostitute sex worker. Legal legal legal legal legal. So maybe you're my, you know, eternal John forever. Even though
I've never been sexual with you, we are strictly platonic friends. Oh, you gotta throw up Lenor. Okay, Lenor, my spirit animal, I suppose, defending you from my sexual um energy. Is that what it is, John? Is that what it is? Because it is a little bit
potent. I am a little potent. I've realized that over the past few um years really. >> Yeah. Well, >> yeah. Let me let me let me put you on my uh channel cult of psyche. Why Why are you trafficking me into your cult, which I'm not necessarily opposed to? What
What's going on with your ass? Oh, well, it's like um I don't really >> like I always consider the cult the cult of two and like you know that that was >> Well, I did like but it's >> like he's nightmares. That's what you're calling it. The nightmares. Really? I'm
looking at it right now. Nightmares on Elm Street. [clears throat] Really? Really? Really? Really? Maybe on Elena Street? I don't know. But okay. Uhhuh. >> Maybe. But uh >> I'm gonna I look I'm gonna be the real [ __ ] in your life. You you know you
want to be LGBTQ. Okay. Well, let's let it be. I'm going to be the [ __ ] that exists in that world even though I'm not really. Um well, no matter what, I'm born into that world. That's what that's what pissed me off about your friend Ghost. Really? Did you Did you hear my
um rant about that? >> Yeah, I I enjoyed I enjoyed it. Like I I listened to that. I was in the two episodes kind of like the rant of but it wasn't really a rant. It was really good coverage of like you know probably one of like the first like debate like real debates almost like with >> I didn't get to talk that day. I got
upset about that. >> Yeah. He talks over everybody and then he's very rude and you know so I'm gonna I tried to kick him off in time but >> don't reprimand him. I mean you you know he can say whatever he wants to say. I'm gonna say whatever I want to say on my own platform in regards to whatever he
has to say but um he made me upset. Did did you hear my um diet tribe or my thoughts today in regards to you? You would be a good dad to somebody
>> to a human. Not necessarily my human, but somebody's human. I I think you would I think you're more than a cat daddy. Even they got all the cats around you and whatnot. >> It's just like, yeah, I'm like I'm
>> so kind. Plus, you are you're you're very um thought awful. >> Not all the time. >> But I'm just a [ __ ] Let's keep it real. >> I would not I would not describe you as that except, you know, in like the if
the I don't think if the work is >> I put you through hell, didn't I? >> Well, I mean, it's like we we went back and forth if we were paying attention to each other and like watching and like stuff, but um >> I did. I'm sorry. >> It was like >> I'm I'm publicly acknowledging it right now. you you put me through some stuff,
but I'm um I I I should have been born a male in a wartime probably two generations ago. I would be very good at it. >> Yeah.
>> I'm sorry. >> You're so funny. Oh, you're sorry. Thank you. >> Thank you so much. >> I'm very sorry because I have all this [laughter]
and it's it's it's it's a weapon and it shouldn't be, but it is. But I'm sorry because I had to uh beat you down a little bit. I'm sorry. I'm I'm sorry. But you survived somehow.
>> I survived. [laughter] >> I like you know I put up a good fight and then it's like at the end of the day like >> Well, you you you did it. Well, not just I mean the the ending was you didn't deserve certain things. Yeah, it got a little bit it got a little bit ugly, but I had to like learn
how to laugh at myself, you know, even in the memes, you know? It's like I was I was like, well, like >> you're tough yourself. I mean, you beat the [ __ ] out of me, man. >> Well, I'm sorry. >> I always feel I like I always want to like more like, you know, feel like it's a friendly a friendly thing. Even like I
know if there's public things going on like it'd be like at least like to like kind of like be understanding you know otherwise. >> Well, who are you going to be? Are you going to be cult of psyche or psyche awaken? I'm gonna I'm gonna take over the cult. I'm gonna let you know right now.
[laughter] >> Oh my gosh. Well, I don't know if you did you see Did you see the Raj Nish video? Oh, I don't know anymore. You did not see it like but it's like Tripick Tripick made it and I don't know if you ever watch but I don't know if his new new channel >> Oh the the the one with the whole cult thing going on. No, but I mean in a different way. >> Yeah.
>> In a different way. I I mean I feel like I have to go up against um what's that guy's name? Ghost. He hates me. So I'm going to have to completely obliterate him. But I love God or God that he's my favorite. >> Yeah.
>> So, I mean, how am I gonna destroy a cult if God or God is a part of it? >> Well, let me let me try to maybe I can summon him. I'm not sure. I I do have a means to like, you know, maybe like >> I I I I want to know what he looks like
so bad yet. I don't want to know because it's such a mystery and then I have thing that is who can always pacify me when it comes to that. So I I'm just going to be a brat when it comes to all of it. Look, I I know I'm
not going to be able to come back on your stream the way I am right now for a long time, >> okay? But I just I normally don't say I love people, but I do love you. >> Thank you. >> Well, I love you, too. And uh >> I might not say it tomorrow.
>> Sometimes we do change from day to day. Nothing's a promise. Nothing nothing said about anything. You know, it's like But for this moment, right, >> I do mean it today. So, flip it, ship it, whatever you got to do. >> Seriously. But I mean it at this very particular
moment today. I love you very much. And if you [ __ ] me or anyone else I care about over, I will destroy you. [laughter] >> Well, I believe I believe that. And uh you know, I will respect that. And uh
>> and that's the Lilith within me. >> Oh, see I And that's like >> I know. I might have been possessed. >> Oh gosh. Yeah. [laughter] I love it. I think I didn't think
remember something about like talking to Mr. big fibs way before I met you or like I think maybe just after >> Well, you were talking about a lot of people that I've talked to before I knew about you from what I've done in my own little minuscule research. So, um I'm and I'm actually surprised by that.
I definitely have been surprised by that. Well, I have been like continuing to watch your show and it's like kind of it's now now I like, you know, I'm really liking the episode. >> Well, I was worried about you all day today as you're you know, I'm not going to say what I said to you privately or
anything, but you you you're not allowed well like the level that you're present online. You're not allowed to tell us when you're Well, you have to give us notice. >> Yeah. >> When you're going to be MIA missing in action because I was worried about you
all day today. There are certain people who are in these online communities who know that I was worried about you all day today and you you can't do that to us anymore. Please don't do that anymore. >> I won't do that anymore. Please, because I know that you sit there like,
"Oh, nobody cares about me. I want to kill myself. You better not kill yourself. We all do care about you tremendously. And you're a game changer. You, you know, people give you a hard time. They raz you. They haze you, whatever the term is that they want to utilize.
But we do love you very much. And um don't [ __ ] that up, please. Okay, >> I will. I'll I'll I'll try my best. I'll try my best, but you know, >> not about try. Do or do not consider me Yoda.
>> Yeah, you got >> from Star Wars. I'm that little green thing. I'm that little thing. That that that little creature. Hey, I'm Yoda. Do or do not. Do not try. Seriously,
can you do? I think you can. You're smart. You're handsome. You're intelligent. You're You're I mean, you're smarter than I am. >> Oh, yes. >> I don't know about that. I'm I'm smart. And maybe I make a lot of dumb decisions and maybe I'm like, but I do like, you
know, but I think you're >> smarter than I am. You're more charismatic than I am. >> You're more intelligent than I am. Not just smart, but you you have that
thing going on. And I don't say that to anybody and you know that. Okay. You do. >> Thank you. Why can't you accept that? Well, like why is this a thing? >> I do. I just >> Why is THIS A THING THAT IS? >> I know. Where's that? Oh gosh. For God.
That'd be great. Just up to say hi. Um it's like a poor like I don't know. >> I want to talk to God. He's my favorite. >> Yeah, >> he's my absolute favorite because I can't figure out what he looks like in my mind. I've tried.
>> I can't figure it out. >> I did send him the the uh the link, but I don't know if he'll get he'll get it or >> Well, he doesn't have to. It doesn't matter. >> I'm here to talk to you. >> Yeah. Thank you. Well, yeah. You look beautiful >> in your green screen. I don't look beautiful. I like crap right now. I'm
drinking. I'm smoking outside. At some point, I'm gonna walk outside and have a cigarette. Um, >> I love you, John. >> I I I do. I mean, >> look, someone says Crystal Marie. >> Crystal Marie here. She says that I'm
being rereamed. Who Who's streaming? I'm being rest. I don't care who's restreaming you either. >> Oh, >> I'm just talking to you. >> Sorry. I'm sorry. >> Me. >> Excuse me. I'm sorry to interrupt. I'm sorry. >> No. Why are you sorry? Like what? Like you don't have to bow to me or anything.
I'm nobody. I'm just here. >> I'm a little bit stoned right now because I got this like it's called a pina colada vape. It's like a two gram vape right here. It's like >> Oh, you have a special vape. Okay. >> Yeah, it's a allin-one. It's like comes already charged, you know? You dis disposable basically after it's done and you just uh they're called the all-in-
ones and like uh >> Okay. Well, that's nice. >> I hadn't smoked. >> Are you Are are you high on the vape or like what is this vape? >> I'm a little bit I'm a little bit stoned. Yeah. But uh and I bet I've been sleeping all day. I've been having weird dreams. I actually had I mean >> What do you dream about?
>> I had a dream that you had a like a little dog and like um and then it's like then it's like we were kind of like out and then but you got the dog. >> Oh, I was in the dream. >> I didn't know you recently. Yeah. The recent >> Well, I I I was a little dog. >> No, no, you had a little dog. You had >> Well, I have Well, I used to have a You had little I used to have a little Shih Tzu,
a panda. That's That was her name. Panda. Panda bear. >> Yeah. I But >> my little baby, >> you're walking this dog in the dream where we would kind of go, "Oh, and you had this big like you're kind of like a super villain in the stream." I I have to go back to the stream where I talked about it. >> Oh, that makes sense. >> Yeah. And you had
that you're like compound in like South America and you had all this property in >> Yes, that's where I want to be. Okay, South America. this makes perfect sense because from South America I could easily go to Antarctica and that way I could get to where um some other lands are because it might
possibly be in actuality a flat earth that we're upon. So I have to go beyond the ice wall. So that makes sense. Okay. >> And I just remember there's like, you know, [laughter] I was in your power in this compound and I was like, "Oh no." And I was like, "I thought all these people, you know, I was like,
>> so the Nazis the Nazis are behind me." Okay, that makes sense. Okay, what else is going Are they hot? I'm I'm looking for hot Nazis. >> Yeah, they're seem to be finding me. I'm looking for them. I'm looking for like somebody anybody to appropriate with.
So, if you could help me that would be great. Okay, let's go with that. >> I wanted you to like I wish I don't know. Thing that is was usually part of the show and he's like do you think I think he might have been one of your henchmen in the dream or something like you know but it was kind of like the old school Batman's where you were like >> thing that is could I get his sperm? I mean I mean I'm looking for sperm from
willing donors of hot guys. Are are can I can I get a list? I'm checking it twice trying to find out who's naughty or nice. I I mean I'm trying to figure it out. Help me. Help me. Help me. Psyche cult awakens.
I don't know. I don't even mean to be here. I'm just How am I here? I feel like I'm in like a mind box. Like like why am I here? Help me. I'm here. Give me something. You >> want a reading? I I have some cards. I can like I don't know. >> I don't know. Give me a reading.
Whatever you got. What? Like what do you have? >> Okay. What do I got for you? Okay. Let me do your >> I don't even know if I want to know. But I But my hair looks nice today. I'm happy about that. Low humidity. That's what happened. Okay.
>> Okay. Like Let's see. >> If only if if only John would gain some weight. I mean, he looks like Hugh Jackman. If he would just gain some weight, I could rape him. Oh, I shouldn't have said that. >> Oh my god. >> Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't >> Oh my god. Look what came up first. It says the devil and the magician. And of course, like you know, [laughter]
>> I am the devil. Let's keep it real. >> [laughter] >> pretty magical thing. It's almost like almost like the magician binding the devil or something, but it's like all >> I'm the devil. Let's keep it. I I I am Lucifer. Just call me Lucy going forward. That's okay. >> Well, you know, the Capricorn sign is represented with this tarot card. You
know, the side of Capricorn. >> Well, we we do. I I know I was saying Elvis, but I lied. I was just [ __ ] with you. We're we're the same birthday. Okay, whatever. Okay. >> I'd say something to try to make it go away. It didn't work. It didn't work. Oh, >> nothing worked. >> It's okay.
Opacus probably does like, you know, make a difference in the >> oyicus doesn't make a I tried everything and you didn't go away and you're still here. So, you you know, you dominated me. Okay. I'm Look, I'm here. I'm the robin to your stern whatever.
>> But if that's the case, you have to entertain me. >> Okay. Well, here we have a special guest. Maybe entertain you. Let's welcome a special guest. This is a surprise guest. >> Is it >> miracles can happen can happen to you? [screaming] >> Bravo. This is beautiful. This is how it
should be. You see how God works? You see how this works, [screaming] everyone? >> Yes. Yes. >> Take a good look, everybody. Take a good [ __ ] look. >> This is how it should be, everyone. >> Yes. >> I I just saw this literally 10 seconds ago. I saw this. I couldn't believe my eyes. I said, "Let me go. This is
>> This is [ __ ] beautiful. I love this." >> Oh, no. You came on here and you have your avatar that I'm used to seeing in everything. Everything. This is good stuff. I'm so glad you came back. You guys are good now. Everything's good. >> I think so. I But you confused me and I want to talk to you about that.
>> All right, let's do this. >> Well, because you didn't merge your energy with John or Psyche. And >> we don't have to put it like that. We don't have to say I merged. Maybe leeched a little off of me. Maybe took a little bit from me. You know what I mean? We didn't merge anything. >> No, you didn't. [laughter]
You you you did >> I never attacked you though. >> No. And that's what's the beautiful thing. No. And and and and I and I wonder I I wonder what you look like. You never have to tell me. I wonder who you are. >> No, that's fine. I look like I look like this.
>> No, you don't. [laughter] No, you don't. But I do wonder. Are are you older than me or younger? That's the only thing I wonder. Are you older than me or younger than I'm 47? >> I'll be 40 this year. >> You're younger than me? Really? >> I'm a little little younger. Yeah.
>> Really? >> Yeah. Yeah. Is that say you sounded like you were between like what? >> I thought you were older than me because of how wise you sound. >> Like 60. No, no. I'm I'm young. I'm young and wise. >> Really? >> I I lived a hard life. [laughter]
>> Where? Well, well, [clears throat] okay. The only question you don't have to answer if you don't want to. What ethnicity are you? >> Italian. No, you're Are you really? >> I'm Italian. Yeah. >> Really? >> What do you thought? You thought I was
like uh Portuguese or something? No, I'm Italian. >> I I think you're lying to me. >> I'm I'm not lying to you. Why would I lie about being Italian? Well, I I I it doesn't you you seem older to me. >> Older and not Italian. Okay.
>> Yeah. >> No, this is me. I'm younger and Italian. >> Can I see you or No. >> Yeah. Yeah. One day you can see me, but not right now. >> No. No. You never have to. >> Yeah. It's It's cool. >> I It doesn't make sense to me. >> No. No. It's okay. It will it will all make sense one day. >> We call cult mysteries. These are
>> I know. I know. It's like an unsolved mystery. >> It's like the Bir triangle. >> I I I don't think you're telling the truth. >> I am. I am. I am. You'll see. >> No, I I I don't think you are. >> Yeah. But it's it's good that you guys are back together and this is going well. I love to see this. >> Where are you >> right now? I'm in Chicago. Just outside
of Chicago. How did you find Psyche John? >> How did I find him? >> Yes, >> we came I came to troll him. [snorts] >> Not just not just him but the whole the whole channel >> from where?
>> Just uh random. I think beat us first and then uh from Beatus here. >> Isn't it wasn't it Sha or Shannon had something to do with it? Got it. >> No, no, it was uh beta mostly and then uh came here after that. >> Okay. But >> you're not you're you're you're not telling the truth.
>> Yeah, that's exactly what happened. >> No, you're you're you're not. Um >> we saw you at uh VB's Psych. We saw you at VB's first. >> I've never I've never Well, he's has he been on BB's? >> Yeah. Yeah, he was at BB's and then from there it was Beatas and then from Beatas then he had his own stuff. We came here.
>> Where do you live? >> Just outside of Chicago in Aurora.
>> No, that doesn't sound good either. [laughter] >> No, it doesn't. >> She's very skeptical today. >> No, I'm just listening to you. >> No, no, it's true. >> How many siblings do you have? >> Two. Younger or older? >> Younger and older.
>> How tall are you? >> 6'2. >> Why are you on the internet? >> To have a good laugh. >> You're a liar there. >> I'm lying about that. >> Yeah. What am I here for?
>> Work. >> Oh, I'm working. I'm undercover. >> No, >> don't blow Don't Don't blow my cover. >> Not in a bad sense. >> I'm investigating somebody. >> No, but you do. Well, okay.
>> No, I'm here to have a good time. just like everybody else. I hope everybody's having a good time. >> And you're supposed to be What is your ethnicity? >> Italian. >> You know the Italian You know You know where Italy is? >> Uh well, I'm not an idiot. Of course. >> I wasn't I wasn't born there. No, I wasn't born there. I was born here,
obviously. But my people are from there. >> No, it's not. >> All right. You tell me. You You tell me what you think. >> Why do you Why do you conceal yourself? >> There's no concealing. This is it. >> No, you you you do. >> What do you think I am? What do you
think I am? You think I'm Russian? >> No. You're >> Indian. I I Are Are you ever going to show yourself? I'm not going to push. >> Oh, no. No. Are you Are you ever going to show yourself ever? Yeah, I plan on doing a whole show on my channel.
>> It's gonna be like an >> It's gonna be an hourong special. Yeah, I plan on having guests and everything and at the end. >> No, I I just I I can tell. [laughter] I I can And you're older than you claim. [laughter] >> She's a smart one. It's like she's a smart one, you know. She's very smart.
>> I like your voice. I I did a stream talking about you today. I I can't decide in my mind what you look like. You lied to me tonight. It's okay. I'm not mad at you. Um >> on a scale of 1 to 10, what do you think I look like? [clears throat] >> And I'll tell you the truth. I I'll tell
you the truth. I'll tell you the truth. If you if you say the right number, I'll tell you the truth. >> No. No. It's okay. I I don't want I don't want you to lie to me or anything. >> But I do like you. >> Just know it would put a smile on your face. That's all >> you do.
>> You do. But don't lie to people. >> That's what I'm here for. That's what I'm here for at the end of the day. >> She said, >> "You're over 40. I know that you're You are attractive. I see that. But I don't know what you
look like. >> I'll stop you when you're wrong. >> Do you have kids? >> No. >> Okay. Have you been in love extensively? >> No. Y'all writing this down there, by the way? Y'all [ __ ] >> writing. You're you're you're that's why
you talk. You're a liar there. Oh, you see she she knows all the tells. >> Why didn't you walk away from >> Alex? You're good. You're good at this. You're really good at this. >> No. Why? Why did you walk away from her? Cuz she did love you. >> Why?
>> She didn't. Because she did. Exactly. >> She did. But she lied. But what what was the lie? >> She lied about her love. So, you weren't willing to forgive. >> Exactly. >> Forgiven. You should have forgiven her. >> No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I I
shouldn't >> Well, I'm No, I'm correct. And the reason I say that is because nobody's perfect and you were too innocent. That's what it was. >> I I wasn't too innocent. And no, I I I don't forgive very easily. That's what it was.
Okay. I I won't argue. >> Yeah. So, it was very easy to walk away. >> Are you ever going to return? >> No. >> Okay. >> You should. >> This was a great night, by the way. This is great. I didn't expect this at all.
>> What What instigated this? You came here. Um I love psyche very much and he loves me very much and it's what it is. >> Beautiful. Beautiful. This this has you know this has my blessing all the way.
>> I love you because you let me love him and the only way I can love him is by loving you. So it's kind of a package deal. Beautiful. We got to get back to basics. We got to talk about aliens. Comets from [ __ ] >> Okay, let's talk about aliens.
>> We got to get back to all this stuff. >> What do you Okay, here's a question. What do you think about um Billy Carson? He's the um foremost speaker right now when it comes to extraterrestrial um contact
within the ancient alien sort of um realm that's like a popular thing. He's actually from the same area of um Florida that my mother is from. He looks like he could be a goddamn family member of mine. Probably is. >> I was kind of disappointed with the the
NASA thing. They didn't see [ __ ] on the dark side of the moon with the uh [ __ ] pictures they took and everything. There wasn't like no bases, no aliens. >> Okay. Well, here's a question. Do you think the moon is natural or artificial? That's one. >> I think it's na it's natural. I think it's natural. >> Okay. Do you think that there's
something on the dark side of the moon that we're not told about? That's question number two. >> I I am very skeptical. Yeah, I think there's something there. And this whole thing was just a like publicity sli. >> Do you think that do you think that the
gray aliens or the um interesting beings with giant eyes are real or fraudulent? I think there's something I don't know if it's the grays. I think there's definitely something above what we are. >> Well, not necessarily above maybe. Well,
well, do you think that they could be parallel or below? >> Technologically, they're definitely above and they they might be from here. They might be from Earth like way back that went forward and kept us back. You know what I mean? Like Antarctica might have a whole base over there [ __ ]
like genius lizard men or some [ __ ] like that and they're keeping technology like suppressed for us, you know, slowly putting it out. >> Okay. Um would you say that you yourself might be a um specimen
of interbreeding between things that are not of our realm versus what are >> definitely possibility. Definitely. >> You sound like you are. >> Oh, me personally, you mean? >> Yes. >> Yes. I might be like elevated species. Yeah, you're right about that. I don't
have a tail, though. >> Well, I'm glad. That would be hard to hide. >> Yeah, that would be hard. [laughter] >> Um, well, here's another question. This is invasive. Do you think that Johns like he is?
>> You might be because the way he thinks is not like other people. You you've seen that for yourself. The way he puts things together, the way he creates, it's totally different from any normal human. >> Well, what about the way he looks? >> You mean the hair? >> No.
>> Oh, his facial structure. >> No. >> Oh. Oh, his lankiness. [snorts] >> Yes. They are they are known to be uh tall and lanky. That's true. And sometimes he does get a little gray when he's not like washing up and stuff. >> And that will wake him up because he's
listening. >> And have you ever seen his nails? Oh my god, that's otherworldly, those nails sometimes. >> Well, I've met him in person. Do you know that um if if if a human were to be born on Mars,
his proportions would be the norm to what if what somebody would be the averages on Earth? >> Oh, his height. You mean >> height? Like what are you? What are you 6'4?
He's about 63 and I'd say about maybe 160 pounds. Am I correct? >> I'm a few pounds less than that, I think. But >> 150, but >> have you ever seen there? There's a movie. Oh, I don't want to talk to
ghosts. I I I really don't. No, not after not after today. So, I'll leave. >> No, no, no. But um >> it kicked him off. >> There's a movie called The Space Between Us about a young man who was born on
Mars who actually the actor that they chose who was his biological father looks a lot like Psyche. It's very interesting to me. Um >> Wow. I think like >> have you ever seen
>> Have you ever seen that movie? Psyche. >> That's a ghost. >> The space between us. I'm I'm going to show you something and then I'm going to go because I want your friend Ghost to come on here, but I don't want to ever talk to him again in my life. I >> I actually got to take off. Alex, it was great seeing you. Psych. I'm so glad for you. You guys definitely, you know, do
this again, please. This is fun. ghost one day in some secret way. Show me. I I I want to see you. I I want to You don't have to. I >> It's Scotty. It's Scotty. But you will. You definitely will. >> You have to You have to You have to unblock me, by the way. You have to
unlock. >> You're younger than So, you're younger >> I'm younger. Yeah, I am younger. than me. >> Really? >> Yes. Really? >> Yeah. A few years younger, >> but you look younger than me. >> No, I don't probably. >> You do. You You definitely do.
>> Thank you for talking to me though. >> Anytime, Alex. Just unblock me in your chat and uh Yeah, >> I already I already Okay, that's good. >> I don't believe you though. >> You will. You will. Trust me, you will. >> I don't I'm never going to believe you. I think you're lying. [laughter] But it's okay. >> I will see you guys. away. >> Have a great night, you two. All right, I'll see you guys. Take care.
>> You got >> be good. >> Bye. I like him. I like him. >> Yeah. >> No, I want to I want to show you something. Psyche. Just give me a moment. Um, >> have you ever seen that movie?
>> The Space Between Us? >> Yeah. No, I don't think I've ever seen >> Really? that. >> I don't. There's >> How can I How How can I watch that movie with you? >> Uh, there's ways to like
>> I want to show you. >> Oh gosh. I I feel like people are lying to you about something. I don't like it. Yeah. Yeah. Movie night. But yeah,
I used to do like movies on um on Discord or you can do like backstage and stuff, you know, where it's like not streaming on YouTube. >> No, I'm gonna I can show you something.
Let me go on Google maybe.
It it probably doesn't matter. >> Well, check it out, though. We're watching We were watching a bunch of movie previews the other night. >> Do you think Do you think that your friend was telling the truth? Do you think that he's younger? >> Well, I don't
>> I don't believe him. I think he was like one of my first songs I made with I have I have some goddy songs or whatever and um I don't think I ever properly animated them. Um but I um I did do >> he is a few few songs.
>> I don't believe him. I I normally like I'll I'll take for granted what certain people say. I don't I don't believe him. I I >> He's like, you know, bluffing. He's probably keeps his cars close.
>> No, I I I've thought about it and and I've tried to envision in my mind.
I think and maybe there's a reason I mean, >> he's I think he's about 67 years old. >> I've chneled like >> and I think that he's very nice. I think that he has at least three grandchildren
>> and I think that he just doesn't want anyone to know who he is. >> See, I like I did like draw up this picture of him. I want >> you have a picture. >> I drew that like you're >> Oh, that's what you think he Well, I Wait, let me I'm going to Okay.
>> Is this Did Did I screen cap it properly? Probably not. >> Well, if I I don't think I But no, keep it on the on the camera. >> I I wanna I want to take a picture. >> That was like a year ago. No, I think he Okay. does have I I don't think he has a big
beard like like I think it's more like like um five o'clock shadow that he probably rocks something like that. I think that he has a olive complexion. I I think that he when in in his youth was a very goodlooking guy. In my youth
I was a very good-looking woman, not so much now, but I I I think that he was beautiful. >> Where's my Oh, my There's my Jay dog. >> That's what I think. >> Where's the J my Jay dog? >> No, I I I don't like him. I I don't want to listen. >> Sorry. I'm sorry.
>> It's okay. I just don't want to look at him anymore. >> This one's a good one. Alexander M. I I is that picture of the person with the big eyebrow accurate? >> Do you ever see Well, actually he was like his image is out there and he does
have like these like dark eyebrows and he's like but he's a good looking guy. >> Well, someone like him, here's what I would say. Somebody like him, if he's I if that's an accurate picture, and it's probably not, but somebody like him would have an absolutely
beautiful [clears throat] mother because his mother would have been acquired by a real [ __ ] who always wanted a beautiful person to be able to have a beautiful child with. And that's what I think about. >> This is my other guy.
>> Alexander McQueen. >> I thought that for a long time. >> That's my other >> That's what I think about your mother actually. Don't No. No. I don't want I don't want to look at that. >> That was Gotti. That was my other picture of Gotti. >> No, it's not. >> It doesn't look like him.
>> No, it's not. No. No. Whoever God is, I I haven't been able to figure out what he looks like in my mind, but whoever God is is amazing. >> He is amazing. All I ever hear is that Well, all I remember is that he like, you know, I said he he was in a
wheelchair. >> I I like him. I know. I I I like him. >> I do. I and I I just don't I I've never been able to quantify in my mind. Normally I can >> but not him. >> Not him for some reason.
>> Well, >> and I don't know why. >> He's been around for a while. He did come He I was trolling this woman. I don't know if it was Shannon. No, not was this woman's channel that he sent me go to one before one night and like she kicked me out right away because I promoted my channel on her channel and uh her name was JC Way I think or something like that. I don't know. It's this like lady. She used to do live
streams and um and then we had this thing called like I used to think they were part of this like Discord mafia or something that's like that was like >> might have been. >> Yeah. I mean, they had this group and they called >> there's a lot of weird things that you haven't acknowledged that you've
actually been brought into truthfully. >> But it's okay. >> I'm kind of I'm kind of like I just try to like I'm kind of like on my own a lot like you know I'm not really talking to anybody but I have been like on those shows and some like crazy crash out incidents and I think there were I was been over the top. talk to everybody
much more. You you're you're much more social than I am. >> Yeah. But I like But I'm not treated well on like Sams and like he's made a >> Well, because you subject yourself. lot of money. >> Yeah. >> I'm giving you a hard time right now. I I I apologize, but >> All right. You're fine.
>> I'm talking to you. And I didn't think I was going to talk to you, but I am talking to you. John, do you do you think that like what do you think's gonna happen for you? >> What do I think is gonna happen for me? Well, I think that I'm going to come to some hope hopefully some breakthrough
with my show or with like uh some side business that that like comes up and like I'm going to keep trying to just like, you know, make some. >> Do you think you're going to sell out or be genuine? >> I'm always gonna be genuine. I always be myself, but it's like it's kind of like I do want to like be able to have a
supplemental income so I'm not like sitting without money like not eating on days and stuff like that. So, >> well, you have some money. You're you're you're not dying. I mean >> like today like think last time I spent everything on weed and so like you know >> Well so you're spending money on
supplemental things that you don't really need. >> Yeah. But at least with the >> Well, that's okay. I I I mean we all I I I mean we all figure out our life like ways to make money to assist in
what we need in different ways. Like when I got this thing from you, I'm going to be sleepy so I'm going to I'm going to go to bed. But um really you are mechanically and biologically smarter
than I am. You you you just are. And I don't say that to many people because they could be my enemy if I choose to say that. But I'm saying it to you because you are not my enemy. You're my friend. I hope you are at least. >> Yes. But um
>> where I say you are stupid is that you don't use your brain enough. You've been taught. You do have the skill set. You're definitely not you're you're as far from an idiot >> as could be.
And I don't understand why you hinder yourself like you do. And it hurts. It actually hurts my feelings that you hinder yourself as much as you do because I know I'm not the only person who has
come around and been like, "Hey, let's make something cool." And then you kind of like inadvertently [ __ ] it up to an extent. And I mean, if I was in my 20s doing this, I wouldn't give a [ __ ] 30s maybe. But now I'm
almost [ __ ] 50 [ __ ] years old, coming across you, and here we are. Why? >> That's my question. That's that's that's my that that's my question. Why? Because you're a
beautiful soul. I mean, I look at you and I am so in love with you in the most broad of sense. I mean, that's how I know I've even evolved and
developed within myself because look, when I love somebody, if somebody [ __ ] with them, oh, I'm I'm just a I'm Lenor. Basically, >> we have a mystery guest. >> I I don't understand. >> You like to talk to a mystery guest?
It depends on who it is. If it's somebody I don't like, I don't want to talk to them. >> Okay. I'll take I'll take them off if you don't want them to talk to them. Okay. >> If it's somebody I don't want to talk to, I'm just going to go and I'll say, "Well, let me say good night now." >> You want me to tell you beforehand or I'll tell you because I don't know. >> Tell me. Tell me before. >> Let's just speak to Okay. He left. He left. So, I won't I won't even say who
it was. I won't even say who it was. >> Okay. Because I don't want to talk to anybody I want to talk to. I I'm just here to talk to you. But I'm happy that guy came on because I I I really >> I I I really like talking to whoever that is a lot, but I don't want to talk to anybody. >> Okay. Yeah. I was hoping Alexander McQueen would come, but I I like texted
them. >> No, I'll talk to Alexander. I I want to talk to Alexander, >> but he hasn't been around. Guys, if anyone sees Alexander McQueen on another show, can you like you like go >> No, I want to talk to Alexander. Yeah, I tried to text him tonight. Okay, that mean Yeah. Um Yeah, if anyone >> Well, if he if he had to go, it's okay. Maybe another time. >> Yeah, because uh he um sometimes is like
comes later at night and stuff like that, but um >> he's never been mean to my like directly. >> Yeah. >> And I I think that he's very intelligent and I like everything. Not everything, but a lot of things about him. But I'm I like I'm about to
pass out. Like I'm super tired and I drank too much. I I had too much >> Yeah. drink and everything and but I just psyche I I like I wish I could hug
you and just cuddle you and everything because I love you and I don't like you to be upset and don't kill yourself or anything because I don't want you to do that that please don't do that and don't threaten that anymore. Please don't
threaten that anymore because it's it's you don't need to kill your you're you're too wonderful and and like I I don't know like maybe I'm the wrong person to say it and everything but so many people love you and care about you and I wouldn't have met you if I thought
that you were like stupid or dirt or anything like that. You're wonderful. Okay. And I know that I didn't meet with you for the birthday thing, but some some things happened, so that wasn't going to happen. But that doesn't mean that like you you know you're not worthwhile or that you should kill like
[ __ ] that [ __ ] Don't ever kill yourself. Okay? If you ever say, "I swear to God, I'll kill you before you kill yourself." >> Record it. Tell the police. Okay. Tell the police that Alexandre Mayors will
kill you before you kill yourself. Don't ever say that again. >> Okay. I will not say anything like that. I >> don't >> I won't I won't. >> No. Are you serious? Like I I mean this. I'm not just like drama whatever. No, I'm serious.
>> I'm serious. I won't. I mean, it's like, you know, I JUST >> WELL, STOP it because, you know, there's a lot of people >> I meant the channel, >> including me who care about you and this whole thing, it's just too much. >> Yeah. >> Like, if you want to say, "I'm
depressed. I'm going to go to sleep for three days." Okay, fine. Go to sleep for three days. But this whole thing it's no no >> I mean what okay okay LET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION what if what if I feel suicide what if I want to kill myself right now
>> no let's not I don't >> how are you gonna feel >> I would feel horrible and I would you know be sad >> what if I decided to do it >> what if I'm just sitting here thinking to myself well I'm less than three years away from 50. I'm getting fat. I got love handles and [ __ ] You know, what am
I going to do? I don't look so great. I I might have had a stroke. Is that why half of my face feels like it's like drooping? Like like what's happening? I don't know. I feel like an alcoholic. Oh, let me drink a little bit. >> Would you like to talk to RG? He's backstage.
Seems like a reason to kill myself. I got no kids, got no lover, got no nothing. I already worked out my will. I know where my >> I want hugs and kisses, too. >> Should I like Can everyone get hugs and kisses? >> Think about talk to him right now. >> Well, he's going to tell me to kill
myself. Yeah, put him on here. >> I didn't tell you to. I wouldn't do that. Well, I find you very amusing. >> One of the best shows on on YouTube, to be honest. >> I should kill myself. Go ahead and say it. >> Just Did you really have a stroke? I hope not. >> A healthy Alex is good for everybody. >> No, he's telling me to kill myself. Go ahead. >> I did not tell you to do that. Stop putting words in my mouth.
>> No, go ahead. >> I hope you live to be 120 years old. >> No, you're a white piece of trash. Go >> Wow. Don't forget to do stuff. ahead. Uh, there's that. Look, >> you're not quite smart enough to be a Jew. [laughter] >> See, this is what why people like you, Alex. See, there's that that mischievous
smile. >> You're [ __ ] hammered, huh? Wow. >> No, go ahead. Go ahead. Go ahead. Put it. >> I'm not going to [ __ ] kick you while you're down. Talking about strokes and not having kids. >> No, go ahead. I'm I'm lonely. >> No, I'm not gonna kick you while you're down. That's too easy. No, you already did. You already did. >> I absolutely did not.
>> What do you say in regards to Tommy James? Tell the truth. >> I like Tommy, man. I wish the best for him. I hope he gets [ __ ] >> Right. You think he's above me, don't you? >> I If you guys could make each other happy, then I would be all for it. >> I would never talk to him again in my life. Tell the truth. >> Why is What did Tommy do that was so
horrible to you? Tell the truth about what you think about >> I just did >> of living garbage. >> You think Tommy's a piece of living garbage. Why is that Alex? You very few >> I think obviously and then now it's weeks ago. really >> I am being nice chat. Nicer than people
expected right now. >> Say what you really think about me. KKK member. Say it. >> KKK member. That's drastic. >> I've already seen >> No, you're the neoazi screaming about >> know where you live. I know who you work. >> You mentioned that. [laughter] You >> I know. I know. mentioned that. >> Everyone knows my docs. It's Steve Pokemon. Everyone knows that.
>> They're going to have to let you go. >> No, that's it's my show. You can't get me fired off my own show. >> No, I could get you fired from where >> You can get me kicked off Rumble, maybe. your money >> No, I can get you fired from where your money comes from. >> That That is where my money comes from. No, your brother and sister, too. >> Oh, well. All right. That's You could probably get them fired. Hey, Steve
Pokemon Show. Come check it out in Rumble. We do political commentary. >> I'd love to have you as a guest. >> No, that's not the right name. >> You can come do your insight. >> No, I know where you live and I know your siblings, but >> Oh, no. Why do you got to always threaten people? Why can't you be nice? >> I'm not threatening you. I'm just telling you what I'm >> You just said you're gonna have my
brothers and sisters fired. >> I am. Yes. threatening. You're a smart woman. You know the definition of threatening. >> That's the truth. >> You She would make a great amazing guest on the Steve Pokemon Show. >> That's not who you are. >> Then who am I? >> Huh? >> You tell me.
>> Like you you you have a face of like a a like I want to say if you had a dog, I bet it would look exactly like him. Like one of those little Chihuahua or something. Maybe your little dog. No, I would be. >> I've been told that. [laughter] I've been told I look exactly like Pickles to be quite honest with you. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Pickles is [ __ ] adorable, lady. I
know you have hate in your heart, but you can't hate this dog. You just can't do it. >> I don't hate any animals. I just hate >> Oh, see, I knew there was some at least one thing nice about you, Alex. >> Pieces of garbage. Like, >> I'm trying so hard to be nice to you. Why won't you just embrace it, Alex?
>> If I ever had the opportunity, I would put a gun to your skull and pull the trigger. >> You're a beautiful human inside and out. You're really Your porn career was very boring, but besides that, you seem like a wonderful, nice person. >> No, I'm not. >> The porn thing wasn't for you, though. It It was quite a bore rather laundry
than watch Alex Mar porn to be quite honest with you. I'm I'm I'm your worst nightmare if I could. >> No, you're you're an old lady whose uterus is giant. You create drama online to fill a deepness in your soul. >> I would pull the trigger. >> You're in you're a [ __ ] over the hill
lady who who never had child or husband and you take out all that frustration on random YouTubers. That that's what you do. >> Apparently, you just had a stroke. defend >> because I can see the droopiness now that you mentioned that you had a stroke. I can see it. >> What about like massage therapy or something? >> No. >> Do you sleep next to an air conditioner? >> I'd rather just put the gun to your head and pull.
>> Do you sleep next to air conditioner? Because you can like reverse at it. No. Okay. Well, it's a shame that you you know it's a shame. You know, you had a stroke in your face. >> I know. >> So, what's your fiveyear plan, Alex? Do you do you plan on always being a mythical [ __ ] >> I I I actually plan to seek you out, find you.
>> Okay, good, good, good. It's important to have hobbies, Alex. >> I know. Yes, you worry you'll you worry about it till the day. >> I don't worry about crazy uh ladies on the internet. I just really don't. >> Good. >> I know you get off on people being scared of you, though. I find that very funny.
>> Yeah. Well, I Those wide wide bombs are like, "Oh, no. It's Alex Mayers. Oh, everybody everybody be scared of the Alex Mayor." I don't I don't know. You're not going to get that with me. >> It's not. You're not going to get that [laughter] with me, sweetie. I hate to tell you. >> You're I I know you're very >> It's jangled. Everybody been scared of the Alexi
microphone volume. That's >> Wait, hold on. You want a Nazi to knock you off? Really? That that can't be true. I'm reading chat. >> You're No. Well, you're I I don't I'm not looking at chat. I'm just listening to you. You're >> love Alex. They love Alex. >> Your your amplifier,
Alex. Face it. >> I have a better voice for broadcasting than you do. >> Volume is too loud. >> Alex, I have a better broadcasting voice than you do. And you know it. >> I have a better broadcasting voice than you do. Admit it. Admit it. >> Okay, that's fair.
>> I think I could kill you and get away with it. [laughter] >> Admit I have a better >> before. I've never >> killed before. That's interesting. >> Do tell. >> Do tell. >> Why? >> Listen more, Alex. The audience is intrigued. They want to hear more. No,
>> I admit that I have a better broadcasting voice than you. I know you think you have the best broadcast. I have, not you. I I am uh superior as far as it comes to broadcasting voices. Uh Miss Alex, >> everything I know about you, everything I've been told, everything I know about your location. >> Okay, telling you,
>> can you give me a state? Maybe an approximate location, >> you know, just so I can get all scared and stuff. >> You already are. You get the hell, huh? Give me that. I'll be really scared if you give me an approximate location. Look how evil she got. I just I love it
so much. You are one of my favorite characters on YouTube. You are >> I'm your death. >> No, you could scare like wine moms and stuff. You don't scare me. I I just think you're a sad lonely old woman who really >> unlovable. Unlovable is the word. You're not capable of love uh receiving it or
giving it. >> Terrible to say. >> Wait, are you my dad? >> Mommy, >> if I was your child, Alex, would you have uh what do you call it? Aborted me. >> Okay, get out of here. Out. Out.
>> That's a fine. I'm so sorry. Oh my god. Oh my god. Well, I know his location.
I know exactly what he looks like. >> Well, >> I know his routine. I'm not Russian. I'm AfricanAmerican. But he'd be easy. Bring No. Bring him back.
>> Bring him back. Okay. Well, Ghost is backstage, too. But no, Ghost. >> I I don't want to talk to Ghost. I want to talk to the >> Stop pretending the Blacks accept you, Galax. The Blacks do not accept you. >> I've talked to them. I I have a my black uh carrying card. We talked. You're not, you know, we you don't you're not black. >> Okay, that's to my benefit.
>> Just let you know. Stop claiming black. Stop claiming African-American. >> Your your your African-American rights have been revoked. >> That's to my benefit. Continue. >> I That's very racist of you to say that. [laughter] You get out of speeding tickets now.
You do know I know where you live, right? >> You said that a bunch of times, but you won't even give me an approximate location, which makes me feel that you're full of [ __ ] >> You're just upset that I have a better broadcasting voice than you do. >> No, you don't.
>> 100% do. 100% do. >> So, you know, I know about your niece. >> To prove it, I tried being nice to you and you're still a guy. I only know about your nieces and nephews. Correct. >> Right. To the family. Like this [ __ ] does work on wine wine moms. Doesn't quite uh work on old Steve.
>> Yes, it it does. So, you know, I know everything about you. Really? >> You do. >> And you know that I have the ability to if I want. >> Audience is listening. Alex, the audience is listening. Give a little teaser. >> Give him a little teaser. >> Admit I have the better radio voice than There's you do. Admit that I have the better
radio voice than you do, Alex. >> You're a child. >> Steve Pokemon wins. >> Admit it. >> Okay. [laughter] >> Is this flirting? Are you flirting with me, Alex? Stop. >> Well, I already know you're attractive to me. We've already figured that out. >> No, I absolutely am not. I can tell you that because I've watched your
pornography. I found it boring. Why would you watch my pornography? So, >> Look at you, Alex. You're a crazy person unless you're on the internet. Why wouldn't I watch your pornography? Why would >> You're a psycho. [laughter] >> She totally wants to [ __ ] me. Uh, >> weird. >> Well, I deny that.
>> Well, here's what I do know about you. >> I talked to crazy people online as a as a joke. >> Yeah, I know where you work. Okay, so we're see Pokemon show every day on Rumble. Come check us out. >> I know you love this [ __ ] works on the wine wine moms. It does not work on me.
>> Every single thing about you. >> Do you really make a move? >> Including the sides of my wing. Huh? Huh? Sweetie. Kiss. Kiss. Huh? >> That's about what? Four inches. Yeah. A >> look at a smile on her face. [laughter]
>> I am. I'm shook. >> I've also seen your face. >> You have adorable attractive. >> I'm adorable. >> You look like >> many many people some ad looks like. He [snorts] looks like if Stephen Seagal were to have been
punched in the face and [laughter] nobody were to have repaired the dis. >> You just couldn't afford a surgery to fix it. >> Pretty much I'll take that. >> You look like Yeah, I know. I know everything about you. >> I'm adorable. Absolutely adorable. >> Disgusting. You're disgusting.
[laughter] And you're short. That's what's funny. >> I've been told I look exactly like my dog if I'm being quite honest with you. >> How can you call that dog disgusting? >> A dog would be better looking than you. >> Look at that. That's a beautiful dog. >> I'm not a canine person. That would be >> an animal person in general. Are are
you? >> Yeah. You're into >> You don't really like animals, do you? >> I can see that. >> Not the way that you >> You're unlovable. You're not capable of giving or receiving love. You've proven this over and over again throughout your entire life. >> Really? Really? >> 100%. 100%. >> I've been amazingly. >> We're not capable of being loved or giving love.
>> That's a lie. >> You are somebody who's a very hateful individual who basically nothing but you. I've only called you a [ __ ] once. >> You're somebody who never should have been born. You're so goes back to my original question.
Your voice is disgusting. You're somebody I have a better voice than you do. >> The internet without showing their face because you're not good. >> You know why I don't show my face? Because of crazy people like you're a loser. Because you're an >> I don't show my face because of crazy
>> Never should have been conceived. people like you. somebody who never should have been born. That is your reality. You pathetic little piece of [laughter] [ __ ] where if I ever could kick your ass in the face, I would do it without.
>> That is the reality of you. >> Look how dramatic that was. Everyone give Alex. But no matter what, it doesn't have to do with race. It doesn't have to do with class. It doesn't have to do with anything. It just has to do with your being. You're a literal piece.
>> The nicest things you've ever said to me >> who never really is. >> And the sooner that you can put a goddamn gun to your head, >> I thought you were supposed to put the gun to my head. >> I will finally be happy. >> I thought you were supposed to put the gun to my head. make me sick.
>> Your voice is like something I've never heard before. Your voice is in love with me. I JUST WANNA I JUST WANT TO PUT A GUN TO YOUR OWN face right BETWEEN THE >> YOU SAID YOU'VE done it before. You make me sick. I've already seen what you look like. You're
>> You said that numerous times. had approved that >> you have very strange eyes to be honest with you. And then it makes me wonder was your mother raped? I think she was she was I think your mother was
your mother was a rape victim and that is why you come on the internet. DAY AFTER [screaming] DAY AFTER DAY figure it out, but then WE FIGURE IT OUT AND WE'RE LIKE, "OH, THIS poor unfortunate soul."
>> Look at you. You hear my radio voice and you're squirming in your seat. >> You're just a >> broadcasting voice is make you try to stimulate your clip by moving like that. >> You can't fool me, woman. RG dog. He It
stands for rape gang victim. That is amazing. You are the rape gang victim. That's why you call yourself a dog. Maybe it's just rape. >> You're unlovable. >> Alex, >> yep. You are a rape victim. A rape.
>> I can do with that. There it is. A rape offspring. A rape gang offspring. That is you. a horrible person inside and out. I love it. >> You are a rape gang off. >> I was being nice to her, chat, too. This is where we're at. >> You are a rape gang off
>> for the course. >> Rapist men, rapist dogs. I mean >> can [laughter]
>> Yes, that is the reality of army. >> Oh, I I don't know what it would be. Offspring of a rape victim. >> Pitbull raped his mother. >> Oh, now it's a dogm. a dog >> made it and that's why he looks like
>> true colors shine. [laughter] >> We can see your true colors. >> That's why we love you. >> He's a werewolf. He's He's teen wolf, I guess. Teen wolf. Some sort of a
>> dude. Tonight has been [ __ ] insane. gang of a canine offspring. The Well, that's how we got the what do they call them? Bigfoot. >> Werewolf. >> That's what they are. He's a Bigfoot. Everyone will wonder that. >> Bigfoot. >> But that's what he is. Is because of the rape gang.
>> Because of the rape gang. I owe my life to that rape gang. [laughter] >> Look how insane you are. Look how [ __ ] insane you are. You have to wake up every morning. Look in a mirror and be like, "Holy [ __ ] am I?"
All you have to do is consult the um people over at Guam TV. Skin walker ran. >> When was the last time you showered, Alex? We do know you have the autism. Not too great with the personal hygiene. Got you kicked out of porn industry. We know that. >> That doesn't even make any sense. All of
it. Sure. It makes complete sense >> of the rape game. >> Vagifil, Alex. Vagisil. >> Yeah. You're you're somehow mentally deficient. I mean, I'm such a woman who is awful. >> You above you to >> My radio voice is better than your radio
voice. Admit it. >> That I would ever acknowledge. >> You're just mad that my radio voice is better than yours. That's why you're mad. I have a true broadcasting voice. Alex, yours is [ __ ] >> You sound [ __ ] compared to >> like oldfashioned weirdo from another time that never should >> Oh, I thought I was a revictim or my mom
was rather. >> Your Well, your mom definitely should not have conceived you. Yes, that's >> I mean, thank God you won't be ever conceived, right? Thank the Lord for that. >> Oh, I've already been conceived, but you >> No, you will not conceive. mean you will never should. have any children to pass on your mental illness? >> I I could with >> you absolutely cannot >> that you're aware.
Don't lie to the folks out there. >> I absolutely can. Yeah. >> You cannot conceive. You cannot have children. Your uterus is dried up. Don't lie to the people. >> You can't is because you're undesirable >> to you. You are very adorable.
>> Your nose alone as And you pass very adorable nose. >> No, I've seen you. You pass [laughter] as Caucasian, but your nose strangely. >> It screams of Jew. It screams of Jew.
>> No, it's I I think you're Are you actually black passing as white? Is that what it is? >> Got me, folks. I do go by black artg well when I saw your picture. >> See this again again. This is why I say >> I had the black art. Alex, you cannot claim black. >> Please his nose.
>> We do not accept you. >> American. >> Oh, well he's admitting that he's a [ __ ] Good. Okay. [laughter] Excellent. His nose. I've never seen a nose as long. Your nose is literally like a >> You're trying to say you got a [ __ ]
nose. >> Well, you are a [ __ ] without a doubt. [laughter] Um, >> I finally got it, Kay. I'm very happy. >> I've never seen a face as ugly as yours. >> Adorable. The 10 times >> claiming, "No, you're not adorable. You're passing as one. You're very ugly."
um passing >> and I have a better broadcasting voice than you do. >> You're a solid [ __ ] >> You're always talking about how wonderful your voice is. Mine is so much better. >> I've never said that. My is not >> No, you're a solid [ __ ] Yes. [laughter] >> Can you sing Endless Love for us? >> Why would I do anything to
>> You're obviously in love with me. Obviously. >> I I don't know what you're talking about. You're just a solid white trash [ __ ] >> If you think I couldn't sing True Colors, I certainly can't sing that one. >> No, you're a solid white trash [ __ ] of [ __ ] White trash. >> Throw rocks at me like elementary kid.
Cut it out. >> No, I'm telling you. >> I'm not interested. I've seen you [ __ ] Alex. I'm not interested. >> Well, I don't know what you're looking at, but you're a solid white truck. >> I'm looking at your porn and I'm telling you cannot [ __ ] I'd rather be doing laundry. >> But you're a solid white trash [ __ ] and your mother is a solid white trash [ __ ] As is
>> smile on her face. >> A solid white trash [ __ ] You're of [ __ ] stock. That's all you are. >> Amazing. Don't reply. This is amazing. Amazing. Alex, >> you never seem to amaze me. You always deliver the goods. who never should have been conceived, never should have been born, should have
been exterminated probably >> with the Jews, right? With the rest of the Jews. >> Exactly. >> Exactly. I'm glad we're on the same page. >> Yes, we are. >> We are. You know, we should Let's co-host a show together. We could do this all the time. It'd be great. Amazing. God, you call me a [ __ ]
>> Why would I consistently talk to a white? You had a broadcasting voice. I have a broadcasting voice. >> like Ebony and Ivory, except you're the >> Um, Ivory and I'm in the Ebony. >> And you know, I'm too good for you. You should have been. >> You're not though. >> You're not though. >> Yeah. It's not show
burn your ass. >> You could burn me every night if you want to. Let's make a show. >> I've already >> It would be my YouTube dream. All right. >> The do a show with a failed ex porn star. >> I've already done it. >> Who was never very good at it? >> Yeah. Yeah, we've already done it. >> I mean, the world loves autistic porn.
>> No one of worth is ever going to talk. >> The world loves ex autistic kicked out for hygiene reason. >> Who should have been put into the into the incinerators and you will eventually. >> Wow. >> you get that mischievous look on your Yeah, face when you know you're saying that word and it makes me laugh every time. >> Well, what are you gonna do about it?
>> I'm nothing. I think it's hilarious. Nothing. [laughter] >> So do I. >> I'm not some wine mom who's gonna be like She said she knows by location. >> Well, I do. >> No, you tell it though. And you've never seen my face. You're a horrid, awful woman. Nothing else in her life. So, she just sits here and judges other people.
>> I've seen this face. >> You absolutely have not. I'm giving you permission to show it, right? >> Yeah. 100%. >> I I don't need permission. >> I'm giving you permission to show post it on your community wall tonight. [laughter] >> This is foreplay, folks. 100%.
>> Obsessed with me. But yeah, >> I've watched your pornography. I found it boring. >> Good. Good. Stop talking about it, [ __ ] >> Well, no, because it's it's a part of your life, right? It's part of your online. >> No, the white [ __ ]
>> You say all your >> white [ __ ] [laughter] >> You You failed to mention that you got thrown out for hygiene reasons and you should own stock and badges. the white [ __ ] >> Yeah, I love her so much. I really do. Let's do a show together, Alex. Come on. Come on. Let's do a show together. >> It would be fun. Look, you're smiling that you know you this not the side that
you had the stroke on on the face, but the other side, >> you know, cuz you're getting you're almost 50, >> right? Yeah. Half your face had a stroke. You could definitely tell. >> Everybody's reporting your friend's channel because of your ass. >> No, you're the dropping nword, not me. No, but >> and he is my friend. Thank you.
>> [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] >> Stay classy, Alex. >> Okay, [ __ ] [laughter] >> Come on. Let's Let's do a show together. valleys.
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