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Psyche discusses the challenges of managing his panel and the need to set boundaries with guests, while also dealing with the risks of doxing and hate speech.
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The episode starts with Psyche expressing frustration with a guest, Saman, who mentioned someone's name despite being told not to ▶ 0:40. Psyche emphasizes the importance of not doxing and not using certain words that could be considered hate speech ▶ 0:48. He also discusses the need to follow strict guidelines and the consequences of violating them ▶ 2:33. The conversation then shifts to the idea of having a 'clean' panel discussion without certain individuals who tend to cause drama ▶ 4:43. Psyche considers the suggestion of removing troublemakers from the panel for a week to see if it makes a difference ▶ 7:48. He also shares his own experiences as a panel host and the challenges of dealing with trolls ▶ 8:38.
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I don't know. Hold on,
Saman.
I know. Say, man, they can I said don't I said don't say names. Don't say names. You just said a first name. Then you're like giving middle names and and you're saying it's not a do I don't care if it's not a doc. It's doxing if you're if you're if you're if you're giving people's names and especially if you're you're talking about people these people like they like to find any little thing they can strike for. Okay. And it's like
just but I told but don't say like if you don't do that to me then don't say anybody's name. I don't just don't mention people's don't mention that. What is it going to do? It takes all the argument away. They're just going to get mad and and and then say and scream about my channel. You keep I can't keep ending it. I I asked you as stop no it's like and I said I don't care if it's no dog and you still did it anyway. Okay.
Don't just don't say names and I don't care his nickname. They they'll these they're the they're they're looking to I don't know. They're try this is what they're I think they're bait trying to bait you to do stuff like that. Okay. Like don't do it. They're falling into their trap and then
all it's going to do is hurt my channel. It's like they're not they're not you want to talk just go say that to them on your channel. Okay. Say that to them on your channel. Don't say that on my channel. I was letting you have a discussion. You can make your points without doing what they do. You're ting to their level, okay? It's annoying.
Keep having to delete streams. No one's going to time you out. Same man's not going to time you out. You didn't do I mean, just because you disagree, I don't think he has any problem with you. But you know, and Jan is like, you know, you know the I don't know. There's a there's there's a
distinction between the the N word with the soft like the soft A and the hard R. I know it's stupid. I know it it doesn't make sense. I know it sounds ridiculous. The problem isn't even the word. The problem is that it's against the toos. Just say the heart like the heart R, right? And then people can flag and say, oh, you know, hate there's hate speech. They're saying the N word on this
channel right? Soft a I don't know. Hold on. you I'm not giving them power. Sam I'm trying I'm working this out. Okay. Okay. I don't like the hard R either and that's and people poor people I'm trying to follow strict guidelines. No one cares. I'll hold on. Just give me a minute. I don't want to do I don't want to I don't it's like why why do I keep
this is not what the show's about. Like oh let's have you know let's let's have another day focused on Gotti and JT and and everyone arguing about Doxy and them. It's just it's just like I don't like it. I don't I don't want it like if it's not the right channel for I don't see any are you doing are you
contributing so I mean I like uh Gotti and but they're not really saying much in chat then like kind of snarky comments or yeah I mean okay but and guys it's so please I mean it's like I can't now I
have to like not have people in the panel at the same time. People have to, you know, wait back and then building they'll go, "Oh, I'm waiting backstage. You got him on." It's like, "Guys, I run my panel like I want to." Okay. So, help protect by violating to repeatedly. Uh, hold on. I'm I'm violating to or stuff that comes out of people's mouth that I'm telling them not to say right in the moment and they keep saying that. Is
that it or no? Or or other people posting photos of of other people with, you know, and I have to end the stream. Is that so? How am I violating? Let me I just want to know that. Okay. Explain it to me. Yeah. The people who claim to be protecting your channel keep violating to repeatedly, right? It seems to me if they respected you or the channel, they
keep certain words and things out of their mouth. I know. And I keep saying don't and there's rules and everything, but I I I say it and repeat. He should know better. I don't know. How about this? How about we talk about something? How about we cleanse the pallet and we talk about something that
doesn't have anything to do with Sandman or Bard or JT and Gotti or anything that hurts anybody's feelings. Yeah. Well, I Yeah, I prefer just like you know this is I mean it's like I there's certain people it's just like it's a 10 stream tonight.
Yeah, I know. It's like Yeah. Yeah, I know. It's a great suggestion. Okay. But I wanted to I was I was trying to work that out there. There there were some good points being made, but then it it just it deescalates into like nonsense name calling and doxing and then it's like and also all the then everyone's saying the n word at once and it's like you know it's bad enough he's saying it
now everyone's saying okay so so please it's like just be like I I can tell him not to say it but I can't like change toction. actually don't have a problem with that word. It's one of my favorite words to use. But I really I get really upset with people. I I don't get really upset
with people. I hate hypocrisy. So if I'm not allowed to use that word uh in my descriptive in my descriptions of some people, then they're not also allowed to use that word just because they have melanated skin tones. Right. Right. But the problem isn't Yeah. My my problem isn't the word either. It's like, you
know, it's I I don't I don't really like or use the word, but the problem is not the word. The problem is it's against toos. I'm a monetized channel. People are trying to flag every little thing. And so I I I can only tell people so much. Some of some people it's in their vernacular. They say it every other word. And it's just like, you know, that's just how they are. And I I don't I don't I know there's double standards about it. I like, but I I tell them,
don't say it. Go easy on the word. Go easy on like stop. But until he can't. I don't like how people be like, "Oh, but he did it. Oh, but he did this or he did that. You know, like trying to like compromise of what they did. Like take responsibilities for your actions. You said it, you did it. Don't blame it. Oh, but this guy did this and you let him rock. Stop it. Stop the cap. Like because the thing is like I'm not so I'm
not like no one's supposed to use it. But but is the only alternative if someone does that and everyone's supposed to use it? Like no. It's like no. It's just like it's not it's against the rules and I'll have to be like harder on people in the panel, take people off if they don't if I say stop saying that and they keep saying it. But it's like it's annoying. Um, and I I don't know why people are bringing other people's names. I I don't know these other people. They're not involved. Like
they're not in the show. They're not here to defend themselves. I don't know anything about it. I don't want to bring this drama here. And it's like that's all that's happening. And so, um, if it's it's I have to like, you know, not have certain people on the panel. It's like I I mean, they seem to like have zeroed in on the show. Like it's like like what? They don't they don't like me. All right. All right. Psyche. Um, just thought right in my head like try
try you could try right I'm just saying not telling you what to do. You could try to see how it is without those certain peoples on the panel for like a couple days or a week and then try to see how different it is when you let them back on the panel for a day or you know you know what I'm saying. I'm just saying. Yeah. I mean it's like it just seems or it's like I have but that
doesn't work that doesn't work for every equation because different people bring a mix to every every different scenario. So one person That's why I say certain people for a week or two and see how it is. See if the panel goes good. But here's the thing. But here's the thing about being a panel host. I know I've done it before. It's it gets really
hard and everybody's screaming to you, you know, to do this. Trust me all the things Jan I'm a panel host too. I had my own A1 community um lives always every weekend almost every day. I was like psych it was like that. I was going live every day going to har um do my A1 thing and then I host a live at night time and I
had trolls just the same way and I figured it out just the same way I'm explaining. So if it worked for me I'm just you know throwing it out there to see if it could work for him. A week without the troublemakers, a week with the troublemakers, realize the difference. I mean, it's like Yeah. It's like And it's like, you know, and and I know people are gonna they're gonna start screaming like they're going to get so upset. It's like, you know, like people if I don't bring people on the panel,
they'll get mad. If I take them out for 10 seconds, they get and it's like it's like I know they'll get mad and then they start threatening. You can't make any you can't make anybody happy. So, you just have to make your own decision. I was looking at your life earlier yesterday. You have to be able to to say no, I'm making a decision. And I don't give a what any of you think and that's me and it. Yeah. And don't remember yesterday I was like, "Yo, you
had a you had a panel going for 3 hours. No porn pom success." And I realized like some of your panels go real good without certain people. Once they get there, you have to end it or something cuz that that group of people just messes it up. Yeah. And it's like it's like and since it happened so many times it must be like something intentional because I mean it's like there only so
many there's only so many times I can explain so many it's I don't know. It's like it's just and it seems like they're just getting off on it like and then then they they play victim. Oh. Oh well, you know he's like well why aren't why why did why weren't they getting timed out for I've never noticed anyone doxing anything about anything about him. Not not once. And it's like I don't know if
I missed it in chat. I don't but my mom's a pretty good I think JT was was really just trying to have a conversation with you. I don't think he has any agendas or motives like he was really just trying to have an analytical conversation about why is it this way for some people and why is it
not. The reality is it it h it is always going to be that way because every stream owner has their preferences. Every stream owner has people that they like or know more than the new people. And I feel like that's that's not a that's not an equation that can ever get solved because it changes with every variable person that you add into the
equation. But these are people that are like So you have to appreciate people individually in the time span. Yeah. They like chaos. They're they like taking the show off track. They like they they like when I get porn bombs. They like when I in the street, you know, it's like they liked when I was all these trolls came in last
night and it was just chaos on the panel and and you know Sammy celebrated when he took the stream down. Yeah. They celebrate. Yeah. Backstage. And people see if people watch it. They can see backstage them doing it. They can't see the people that can see them, but the people are there watching. Okay. Yeah. Sam is a menace.
He actually is. I hecking hate that guy. No, he's a he's a he has a popular he has he's a successful you know popular stream and you know he um he kind of does that kind of content more of that content and it's like but that so that's more appropriate like you know have these discussions kind of on a panel like his where he kind of embraces that
kind of drama. I'm trying to bring people together. I'm trying to like have a nice show. I'm trying to have a place where, you know, everybody can go and it's like and not feel uncomfortable. And it's like unfortunately so many people have been chased off the show. So many normal people that come that that you know could could be potential people that you know come are
fans of the show and subscribers, they just they they run they run away when they see what's going on in the chat and the panel sometimes. Yeah. I'm not even going to lie. Early I wanted to join but I left because it was it was the drama was coming and once I seen whooping them I'm not going back up there. I know there's gonna be drama something's gonna happen and live's gonna end soon. So, yeah. And it's like, you know, and it's
like, but it's important. It's important to recognize and from what I see, and I know that you guys don't really see this side of it, cuz you you only see JT and Doy coming here. But I see them other places, too. They're not just running around trying to create h like create havoc. It's Oh, I see them other places,
too. Yeah. Yeah. I can see them other places. They join a panel and these people come to them and start harassing them on whatever panel they're at or wherever they're takes two to tango. It takes two to tango. It's like, you know, it's like there's it's very easy to block people in chats and to like or not acknowledge them, ignore them if they think they're
being told here Rusty. Hi Rusty. Yeah, so I love Russy. Yeah, she's cool. She was on the panel earlier. Um perfectly nice person, you know. Um she is she's a beautiful soul. Yeah. And there I met I think they brought um good people here, you know. I
love uh I love uh I'm sorry the lady earlier I'm so sorry. She was the lady was here a little bit earlier blonde lady. She was she's just so sweet. I I'm just forgetting her nickname but okay. So, she's awesome and you know, you're awesome and and uh you're awesome and I I think you were
here before for them, but um you know then you know um platform boots rusty is cool. I have no problem with people that come and are um positive and stuff and are not involved in some of the and it's like I understand like you know you can be friends and like not the friends are doing that and it's like but you don't or not you but you know other people don't do that like it's really too
difficult. I can't really sort it all out. The I don't expect my mods to go and figure this all out. It's just like I'd rather just like not have it, right? It's like but it's like, you know, it's but they seem determined to something and they're like, "Oh, yeah." Like what' they say? They said, "Oh, how about we clap Psyches?" Someone said, "Hey, how about we clap Psyche's channel?" Or, "How about we clap Psyche?" And they'll then they're like, "Yeah, let's do or they say things like that in the chat."
Like, why are you talking about clapping my channel? Means it means striking. It means and what and God is saying, "Oh, this channel is going down the night the night that God struck Psyche's channel, blah blah blah." It's like, "No, he's just messing with you. That's just how God messes." I I know it. I know it seems it's not funny because this is very serious. It's like, yeah, it's like, you know, going into somebody's
job and they say, "Oh, I'm going to talk to the manager, have you fired." And it's like, and it's like, "Well, that's that's only it's only threatening to to my job. It's not like funny. is not not like a joke. It doesn't I don't know. Maybe it's funny to them, but is that all their It's not really humor is not just supposed to be funny to the joke. I don't think it's malicious is what I'm trying to say. Like I don't Well, they
put they've been putting up pictures of I feel malicious. I understand what talking about. I feel that malicious intent. Yeah. And I and I hear other story. I mean, it's like I know I know I can't like necessarily be every story, but I hear from reputable people, hey, these people, they like to go around um to different panels and they they do a lot of doxing and they they talk to all
these people. They're fighting with people and then the they they ruin eventually ruin the channel, ruin the panel. Um either everyone stops coming in or it's just their group or it's and then or then it just devolves into like it starts getting strikes because they of all the doxing and and stuff. So, I just need to like be on top of it. I can't just like let myself be under attack. It's like I'm letting people
into the panel. It's like letting people into the house. And it's like if they start, you know, kicking over the furniture, demanding things and like, "Oh, feed me this, give me this, give me this." Right? Then like I'm like, "Well, who like who are you?" Like, like did you bring, you know, did you bring a like a like a bottle of wine or something to the party? are are you you know you're here to you know participate or it's like you're just here to like
come in trash the place and then just go on to the next place and laugh laughing while I'm cleaning up all the all the pieces picking up the pieces right it's like um it's not it's not funny it is it feels malicious I have a feeling I get feelings people get feelings every I mean everyone's saying it um they keep they kept they they had stopped I I
asked them several times they kept posting pictures of a cancer scar videos of disabled minors and I mean it's like it's nothing I want to be involved in. I can't I can't I can't it's not the show's about. I keep explaining it and they keep doing it and it's like and then oh he begs for a mod and then you know he was one of his mom. I just need my mod. that guy.
that guy. Don't ever give that guy a mod. He's a leech. He's a roach. Step on him every time you see him. That's the only way to get rid of that dude. He actually is malicious. He has very malicious intent and he'll your up anytime he gets a chance with his stupid chaotic nonsense. Yeah, he
has his his his avatar is a is a Gata demon and they're all they are are these demons of mischief, chaos, and and uh lowlevel low-level demons. Yeah, I'm familiar. It's not even a king of hell. It's a lowle demon. Yeah, Tim, man, you in the chat over there acting like a 5-year-old talking about I smell.
First of all, you ain't ever getting close enough to catch a whiff. Second of all, grow up. Yeah, I mean, and talk to adults and talk to adults like another adult, you smell. Are you five? Are you five?
Who Who do you think that's going to bother? I I know. Well, it's like it's very I mean all like a lot of it gets very it get it evolves into like a like a playground. It's like not even like I know it's not even like high school. It's like it's like it is it's very it's like it's like it's like it's like these it's like they're like crazy kids on on rolin or something like that. I I mean
it's like okay so we can have a discussion. So JT is in the back. So are we having a disc? So, yeah. Okay. So, we we should bring him on. What do you guys think? I'm all I always vote for JP. I I love the dude. I think he's
great. Okay. Um, easy. What do you think? I'm listening to y'all. I don't want to interrupt some parts. Yeah, J's in the back. Okay, I won't put you guys in the spot. Okay, I'll just bring him. No, no, no. It's okay. Bring them. If you feel like you want to bring them up, bring them up. That's This is your pan. Like, I got to hold it down. I got to make a decision of whether to
stay or not, but it don't matter. Okay, we can have a discussion. We can have a discussion. I because I need to I need some closure in this. I just I'm not just going to like just outright ban but you know it's getting close it's getting to the point. Hey hey hey JT, you know I like you. It's it's taking away it's like it's taking away too much from the show. All all this stuff. It's like too
much. Am I bringing it to you or are people bringing it to you? It it was never happened before you guys came. But I mean, it has happened and and Right. But am I doing anything to you? Well, like I don't I don't I don't I don't necessarily know because there's stuff going on in your face. No, I mean I'm asking like a very straightforward. Have I always been respectful to you? To my face. Um perhap Well, no. No, you haven't been. You said I was weak. You
told me I was weak in my chat. Like would you rather me say that behind your back or just tell you? You were say you were saying PDF stuff and then you were complaining that you got timed out and why isn't other people timed out for stuff I don't even know about they're saying about you? I never saw any personal a PDF if people let them let them settle it. Let them took it out. That's why I didn't say I was just trying to help. I'm just trying
they're saying like they said someone's I don't I think Gotti said psyche file and they were just putting there they were putting stamman file and they're you know they're just putting right and you're very you're very quick to notice that. You're not quick to notice anybody mentioning my name because I told you I told you at that time I was on more high alert because the chat was really weird yesterday and so I went I went off the panel and I focused completely on the
chat. So I saw I was watching the point is I'm not holding any grudges against you man. I JJ J I don't feel like arguing about this for weeks and weeks and weeks and weeks. CT either come here come here like chill on the panel. Have a nice conversation. um ask for a tarot reading, you know, or or just don't come. It's like I don't want you fighting with all the chat. I don't want you It's like it's you're just going to
bring all this chaos and then it's going to be, you know, threats made and there's going to be doxing and then it's like it'll all come to my channel. It's not going to harm any anybody else. It's not going to settle anything between you. You're going to fight with these people forever. You're never going to settle. Have I ever threatened you? You're threatening my channel by your behavior. Okay. By your behavior by putting those photos up. I asked you not to put it up. You put it up. Psyche.
No, you were doing photos on your on your avatar and stuff and go and all you guys were doing it. Okay. And so and yes, that can then and you did it to that guy too that was on. I forgot that guy Yarl or something. He came in. He's like he was about to strike my channel. He's like, "But I saw that you were like, "Don't put that up." He's a liar. I never put his panel. I never put his picture up. He's lying. Well, I don't know if you did or somebody else did, but he said someone as long as
be true. Okay. Yeah. But I can't I can't necessarily go cross reference. I am I kind of take No, no one at the time said, "Oh, that's not true." true in the chat that he said. Whatever anybody says about me, it's got to be true. I got you. Okay. Okay. Well, whatever, whatever. If I choose to believe it, it's it's my decision. Okay. Why do you think you have some kind of authority here? You have no authority here. You have no power here, Satan. Okay. I I'm
the god of this world. Look, I'm the god of this panel. You listen to me if you want to be on this panel. You're right. You're not You're not here, you know, because it's a right to be here. You're here because it's my show and I'm bringing you on, but I don't really feel like having you on anymore. You've caused way more problems than you're worth and you're ruining my show. Okay. So, you're not going to ruin my show. You're not going to mess with my baby. Okay. You're sitting here causing
all this problem. And you know, it's like I'd rather just like I won't I will ban you from the panel and from the chat if I want to. Okay? It's my decision. And all of you guys if you cause problems, you're you're here upsetting everybody. People are leaving. Like all my most of my mods, most of my mods, like 90% of them are like, "What the is going on?" Like like I mean I
hear what you guys do. I know. I know there's some good you're there's good people in your group and there's different like you know it's a different thing but it's like you guys are stirring up trying to cause problems for my channel and it's like or even if you're not you're going after people on my channel which is like refle badly reflects on my platform right and then it's like and it's like I have I know I have to like figure this out and
I have to run it better right but yeah I'm not going to be weak I I will just ban your ass if you keep this up it's like stop whining about things just you know if you get banned from the chat, you get banned from the chat. If a mod bans you, the mod bans you. There's other channels that let their mods have the power to ban sometimes. My mods usually don't even ban. They just time them for 24 hours. It's a very liberal policy. I have channels I love that I've
I was there for months. I was the mod there. I was I was a huge donator that have just banned me outright on 10 accounts. Okay. And it's like, what am I am I going to complain? It's like, no, it's just Oh, okay. They I guess they don't want me to. Why are you so determined to go like here? I don't know. Like go do it
somewhere else. I've I told you this is not a show for um you to air your personal grievances with these people. I don't know. Am I Am I right or am I wrong? I see the chat. Sam has emotional pressure. Okay, I feel I feel you stood up for yourself and you not having it 10 toes down. Congratulations. That's great. Oh, that's great. Or is are we having a conversation or am I
just being talked at? Like it's cool. Just let me know. No. Well, no. I got I said what I have to say. You can reply now. I'm not interested in controlling your channel or ruining your channel. Psych. I never have. I've always been respectful with you. If people if you compare how often I'm brought up to you as as opposed to how often I bring up
any anybody else to you, you'd see an obvious difference. I'm not bringing anybody up to you ever about anything. I can't help being brought up to you about whatever people bring up to me is like they're like, "Oh, he's he's using the picture again. He's posting that link again." And half the time it's not even true. Half the time it's not even true. I don't know. Gosh, listen. I have mods
here that have been here for for a long time, you know. Thank you, Amanda. Thank you so much for the super sticker. Thank you so much. Uh here's um Rusty. Rusty. Rusty. Hi. Hi. Hi. You want to join the conversation?
What are you thinking about things?
I don't know. I don't know what the solution is except for but you're you're saying that people that have a wrench the people that have the the main problem is uh people that have a wrench can can see us even if we block them and they have a problem with us. Mhm. So, well, you
know, I don't know if you want me to name names, but you know, I mean, I don't think that's true because I block myself and I can't see myself when I write. So, and I got arrested. So, I just wanted to test the theory out once and I did. So, yeah, I don't think that's true. the only the only new mod I've had that you might you might guys might know the Tana and that the reason Tana um has a ranch a standard moderator
is because she kept um getting hidden and stuff like that when when JT was a mod and and also people well okay come on come on you you you said it too about people okay and so yeah and so u and then also people were coming on under fake accounts of her and
so I need to see the authentic one And so I mean that's why I did that. I mean so and it's like and then she I don't think she's ever even timed out or blocked anybody. She's she's just basically talked in the chat and stuff. So yeah, the talking is the problem. The talking,
the accusations. She has problems with me and um that that's between me and her. It doesn't have anything to do with this channel. Right. She made a puppet of me. She did this. She like as if I did nothing to as if she did nothing to me. You know, I mean, I know there's other sides to the story and there may be I don't want to come here to fight.
That's what I'm saying. I'm like, come here to fight. But you're you're there's certain people that come here that follow me here to to slander me in this chat. So, what can I do? Yeah. Ignore. Mhm. Well, if I feel if I feel like I'm being slandered or attacked in the chat and I really and it's like, well, I'm like,
well, why am I in the chat? Okay. Well, if I really am a fan of the show and I'm there for the show, I would just maybe go under a different account and just they wouldn't even know it's me and I, you know, can just these people are stalking me. I can't get away from them. They know everything I say and say have an alias account. have an alias account with a different name that they would never even connected with and just
just be normal if unless you're here to like you want to get in a in a little but why should she have to do that just to be normal that's not fair well normal and talk to people and to be normal and talk to people like the same
thing to be normal and talk to people and have decent conversation And every chat you go into, a bunch of run you out with their stupid nonsense. Right. Okay. It's because Cassie says Hannah was here before your your crew. Okay. So Hannah Hannah was here. So I don't know if she was followed over here or you know or whatever. Okay. I don't
know who's bringing I know people are posting in public discords and oh come here and there's you know all these people show up. I have no idea who they are. They don't care about the show. They're here to like just fight in the chat and stuff like that about stuff I have no idea about. It's just it was just uncomfortable. Takes away from the show. It's not my show. And so I mean it's not my the show I want. Okay. This is my show. So um you know sometimes you
know there's there's a lesson like sometimes life isn't fair. You know was it fair that I was Emma's Emma Leviathan's um first you know one of her first mods and one of her her first member and I got so many readings from her and then I'm blocked on the account. I don't feel it's fair. But you know what? Am I going to like you know go cry about it forever now that my 10 accounts are blocked? You know, it's like I give
up, you know, and so maybe that's what it takes. Um, it's like I'll give up. I'll give up then. No, but okay. But it, you know, well, what's give up? Well, it's like you can be in the chat if like you can just ignore the person. I don't I I don't know if like why there's the necess necessity to interact if like you are having like it just seems like there's all these attacks going on. It's
just it's I don't know what the history is. I don't really care. It's just not it's just taking away from my show. Okay. And it's like and this is like these are you know no one I don't think anyone's booked a reading. I don't think anyone's become a member. I don't think anyone is like been supportive like even like
supportive really. And so um why am I putting so much energy and time taking away from my show taking away from time to talking about other stuff dealing with this? Wait a second. Wait a second. Why would why would we as conscientious observers support a channel where we feel bullied
and not appreciated? Why would we make the extra effort? I did. Maybe you wouldn't. But why would you if every time I hang out here I get attacked in the chat by a bunch of and then sees it. Then then why then why come over here? It's like if I'm if I'm in a chat. But that's what I'm saying. That's
what I'm saying. Like if I It it it stops it stops my further of investment because of the people that are coming here and harassing me. Hi. So, I went to Bea's channel one day. I went to be like recently I went to Bea's channel and I went to the chat and I don't know if I even typed in the chat but the chat was just all talk like they're all talking about me.
They're all like and it's like and I were on good terms at the time but her chat was all talking about me. So, I was like you know what I'm never coming to this chat again. This is unfriendly territory. Just I'm like I'm not like I'm not I don't go to any more chat. I'm gonna just stay in my chat now that I'm just Yeah. Go ahead. Okay. Finish finish. Now that Now that I'm focused on my chat, I'm going to make sure my chat's a safe place. It's like I don't I I don't want my chat to turn
into those other chats where I feel um attacked and unwelcome. I want I want here to be a a welcoming place. And so even if you have differences, it's not the place to to fight about it and do it here. You you guys are doing your own personal vendettas of stuff I have nothing to do with all on my show. it. No, it won't affect anybody. I mean, it will piss those people off enough to like try to privacy strike or or flag
the channel, but it won't do any won't fix your relationship with them. It, you know, I I I can't fix your relationship with them. And so, what I'm just supposed to like constantly be on edge and like, you know, this it just makes the show not fun. And what it's like basically and then they they they laugh. The panel gets taken down. They they cheering backstage. They're cheering backstage. People can see them.
Everyone's backstage after the show ends and it ends, they they cheer. They're like, "Yay, we took the You know I'm there. You know I'm there. I'm there recording everything." Wow. So, how about that? Yeah. If they're if they're malicious like that, like why have them on the show or in the chat? Like, I mean, it's like Mr. Can I say something real quick? Yes, Manda.
Yes. Good morning, by the way. Good morning. Good morning, Amanda. Hey. I've been Amanda. Hi. Yeah. Hey. I've been gone for a couple of days. So, um, you know, my only issue with JT is the the avatars changing to things that shouldn't be. And then when I've timed people out in
the past, he always reduces it. Um, so that's an issue. Um, what if what if I don't like Trump? What if I don't like Donald Trump and I complain about your picture? Take that picture down. You're not Donald Trump or whatever the whoever the that is. He's a public He's a public figure. He's not a private figure. He's a public figure. I'm talking about people's personal
protected HIPPA stuff with their medical, you know, pictures of people's cancer scars. I think that's a little different. She put the picture up. Sure, but it's bad case. It's bad taste to be reposting. Excuse me. Excuse me. Does that give you a right to post it? That gives you a right to take it and use it.
No. That shows you as a piece of person. She put the picture up. She put the picture up. It has to be among one of the worst excuses I've ever heard in my life. She put the picture up for of herself. That's like the eighth time you said it. Now on people's faces,
no. We all can hear you. We all get it and still think it's a shitty stupid reason. I can speak for myself. You don't get it. She puts a picture up. Yeah. You don't get it, guys. Don't you get it? She put the picture up. Nobody else is being blamed. I think nobody else speaks for me. I speak for myself.
But Mr. X, Mr. X, she put the picture up. Mr. X, she put the picture up. Like I say, nobody else speaks for me. You guys are acting You guys are acting like we made up a picture of Hannah's Nobody's acting like that. I know you got it from her page. Nobody's acting like that. I know, but it's not your Are you delirious? Not yours. Are you having
a stroke right now? It's hers. It's not yours. No, cuz it pisses me off. It pisses me off your dumb stupid beef with pictures on the avatar. When you're sitting there with a picture of Donald Trump and I got a picture of Sher. You think this is me? No, this is Sher. You get your together, honey.
Okay, just take a break for a minute and let me finish talking to Psych. Okay, those were my only issues with JT. Otherwise, you know, I don't I don't talk to JT or Gotti or any of them really. You know, I'm not over here that much, you know, because sometimes it's justing chaotic. I don't even to deal with it. Yeah. It's not about blood pressure.
Okay. And that's what a lot of people are feeling. It's like they they they're like, "Oh, what's going on in the I don't want to be there." And it's like and then there's like know the numbers drop way down and then people are all unhappy in the chat and it's not any topic that I want to be discussing and it just keeps going and going and so it's like it's just has to end and it's like it's okay. I understand it was um
it's um Russy I understand. Yes. Okay. She posted a a photo of of that you know on maybe on maybe it was a public Facebook maybe it was private. I don't know how the photo got a hold of but it's that's her that's her photo and she's a private figure. You're not supposed to go take a photo off someone's Facebook and post it everywhere and that's considered doxing and and so
Hang on a second. I want to ask a question. I want to ask up. Does that give people the right to exploit it and put it everywhere? No. Exactly. Yes, it does. But it works. That is the way it works on YouTube. No. No, it isn't. It is not allowed. Do I cam up? If I came up and somebody takes
a picture of me and exploits it, that is the same thing. And they do it all damn day. Yeah. It's I get told I'm fat. I'm ugly. My scars. Somebody told me I got hit in the head with a shovel one time. Oh lord. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No, it's okay. It's okay. That's how it works here. That's how it works here. It
shouldn't be, but it does. That is the reality of I I can Yeah, it's literally against the toss and it's totally up to the person who hosts the panel. No one would ever talk to you that way on my panel. It would never happen. Yeah, I know. Dennis wouldn't allow it.
Yeah. And and I and who cares if you talk then off. If you talk If you don't care, then off. If I'm saying who cares whose pictures if you don't like the rules here and you don't like the people here and you don't like the guy setting the rules then off the off mountain. Get on a
off machine and go off. Talking to me. Let me finish what I was saying. I've always told you do what you want to do. Is this about me? Because I feel like I've talked the least. Well, she keeps interrupting. I don't know what you want me to do. Oh, everybody's inter. We're all on the panel. Are we Are we going to take
turns? Teacher, here. Is there Is there a little hand put my hand up to talk? Is there we can talk one at a time. I love how this lady openly doubles down on being a horrible person. If you talk having no manners and no regard whatsoever. And it's like your
it's your manner of argumentation, too. It's like you don't understand. I can do whatever the I want to do. Teacher teacher like you're making some kind of pro argument for it. It's amazing. I don't think I've ever met anybody quite like that. Finish what I was saying, Shut up. Well, if you talk to if you talk to people, you're going to get
you're going to get your picture taken and they're going to use it. Period. You got All right. Send me a picture of you and I'm going to use it now cuz you just talk to me. Do that. You can't do that. Yeah, you can do that. And that's what people do. You can't do it. You can't do it if I say you do, right? We can do a lot of things. But there's
consequences. Okay. I don't have manners and all that. This is about me. Shouldn't I respond to this? Like, yeah. Can somebody pass JT the talking stuff? Jesus Christ. Uh, yeah. No, like I said, whatever your rules are, your rules, right? you're allowed to make whatever rules you want to even if the people don't like it,
right? I get that. That's fine. Um, in the initially why I did it before I even knew the rules or any of that, uh, yeah, the person sitting there talking to me, yeah, that's how I handle that. I'm not going to sit there and talk to them. Just going to put their picture up. Once you said I couldn't do that, I didn't do it anymore. So, it really has been a moot point, I think. Plus, I don't have a wrench, so I can't really do that anyway. Yeah, I can't do I can't post links or anything. So, what if
people if people are going to say about me? Yeah, that I have that I'm going to respond to it, but the way I responded was against your rules, so I stopped doing it. Right. Right. Okay. Simple. I have a problem with that. I just my my only thing is the rules should apply to everybody equally at all time. They do. And anybody that posts somebody like somebody else post like Saman I just ended the stream because he said I didn't even know if it was a name or it was but it's like I'm like like I
just don't want names or pictures of other people being shown. It's like there's no docking in the rules. Fair enough to have those rules and I'm not against you having rules. I even if I don't like it. Yeah. He is in the Can you let him up hide? Yeah. I'm sorry. No problem. Thank you. I'm in the show. I'm in the show. I'm in the show. I'm back. Thank you, Amanda. Hi. You're welcome. I
knew he just didn't see it. Yeah, you were. Yeah, he was in the zone of conversation. I didn't mind. I didn't mind. That's why I was just writing like I ain't complaining. I just wrote it once. I'm in the back. That's it. And then I started Well, yeah. I mean, to answer why I did any of that, yeah, I was responding to things being said about me first. And once it was once she made it clear that's against your rules, I didn't do it again. So Mhm. Yeah. It
seems like I just don't want to be like, you know, so can we I don't want your whole channel to be about me. Jesus Christ. I know. No, you're making it about You're making it about you. I'm so pissed off. No, no, no. I'm not pissed off. Wait, wait, wait, please. I'm not making it about me. Do you think I want my channel to be about you? Do you think I want to be like having like hours long discussions about doxing and and uh and
if people's like you know cancer scars and and minor disabled minor pictures you think I want to be handling this my show all the time like it's been the last four days. Okay. You think I want to be like spending all my time on the show talking about this Okay. No, I don't. And it's like saying it was the it was the guy with the long beard that was that the guy that was there the other day. That was him in the video.
Yeah. Okay. Yeah. That's Yl's daughter. His disabled daughter. That's why he's very upset. He They were sitting there almost in tears. They feel like they can't be serious. They were You see Did you see the Did you see the interview where he was with his his wife? She looked completely um upset. You let them come up here and
talk about me. So, I really could come after you for that. But you let me up here to defend myself. Those people came here to me. Yeah, we didn't even know about you on Psyche's Defense. We didn't know about you, but the guy started talking about you. Yeah. Yeah. Shut up. Cuz you know you're telling the truth. Shut up. He's telling the truth.
Shut up. He's telling the truth, right? Come on. Get out of here. People up here to attack. No. Can I speak? You let those people up here to attack me. We don't know you. I have no idea where they were. I just brought them up and they started talking. Exactly. That's what I'm saying. Did I have a freak out? No. I'm telling you now. I'm telling you
now, I let that all go by because you let me up here to defend myself. So, I said nothing else. I did my own stream about it and then that was it. But you're saying, "Oh, they're up here in Cheers." Rusty is the history. Oh my god. Rusty is like, "Don't worry,
Rusty. I got you next too, Rusty. I got you next. Can I dress? Can INX is crazy? Rusty is crazy, too. Dude, isn't there a sale somewhere that you need to catch the camera? No, I normally don't. I normally don't, you know, yell on a
panel. I know you, Rusty. You crazier than I crazy. I do. Don't worry. We We gonna make the content. You know that. I got all y I got all y'all one by one. I'm not crazy. Mhm. Salute. Good morning.
What up? I got I got I got these people under pressure now. I'm waiting. I'm waiting to see. I've been waiting for you, sir. Shaking. I'm waiting, too, actually. Jen. Jen. Yeah, I'm on Pin. I'm on Pin. How you got dumped by your e your Yo, Jen. John, you used to date Ziggy. Ziggy was your
your e boyfriend. Who cares? That's weird. The fact that you know that is weird. It's queer that you know that is pretty. The fact that you know that is queer. The fact that you would say it out loud is like
know about K. How y'all know about KK? How yall know about KK? You mentioned it in the picture too, right? Shout out to Ziggy though. Ziggy was a fail. What's that sound? What does that mean? I don't know. I heard I heard people was stanking. I heard you. But seriously, have you have you ever
have you ever met the guy? Have you ever talked to the guy? I mean, obviously that's how the relationship didn't work out. What up, RJ7? I think she did. Uh, so anyways, you don't have to worry. You don't have to worry about me posting links because I don't have a mod, right? So, it's it's a moot point. Yeah. Make sure to have a mutual friend named
Moshi. Uh, she told me the dirt on her faking bone cancer. She sent me a video. She looks like she waddled uh the first half of her life through Walmart. Like just waddled and then she can't waddle anymore. So, they gave her a motorized scooter. This psych would you agree that would you agree that whatever the I do on my channel pretty much has nothing to do with this channel. I mean I think we can
both agree channel do your thing. Who gives a Nobody bitching about what I do on my channel. Why would anybody watch anybody? So why should anybody about what I'm doing on my channel? All right. Go do you. Your channel is a piece of Go ahead. You could be a piece of I got it.
sweetie. Nobody want to be like you. You Everybody go strike JT channel. Everybody go strike JT channel. Hey, don't say things like that. Don't say things like I don't know why he's still complaining about the his channel. Go do what you do with your channel. I'm not the one complaining about it. All right, move on, Move on. You're not a
mod no more. Damn. Shut the up. I'm not the one complaining about it. All right, you're not a mod no more. Stop complaining. That's it. Move on. So why are people still bitching about what I'm doing? Hey, you you still talking, Move on. Who the are you? You're a You're nobody. Exactly. Just a You think this is content? You think you bitching around YouTube is content?
you just play. I'm offended. I'm offended. I'm offended. I don't like it. I don't like it. If I can't say it with the hard R, you can't what? It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. It does not matter. It's a word. You have
to check my skin color before I use a word. You have to check my skin color before you use a word. Yeah, no problem. So psych. I hope everybody was getting their screenshots. So, they did. Who's that? Who's that? Who is that? RG. That's of Amanda. Oh, Amanda. Okay. So, it's like you got a in there saying
that I'm into kids and that's cool though, right? But I can't. Nobody said that. Nobody said that. Nobody said that. Nobody supposed to say that. Saying that. No. Nobody said that. Nobody said nobody said you like them. You see how you lie? You crying again.
I'm just saying me and nobody else. Shut the up, you Shut the up, man. You're not going to do anything, you little Shut up, you little You little Shut up. Who said you like miners? Shut up, you little Shut up. Is weird.
Shut the up, you You're not saying it. You're saying you said that he likes you, man. Go toes to toes. Nose to nose. That's weird, bro. You're weird. You little clip and
Clip whatever the you want. Hey, take it easy, guys. Take it easy now. Come on. Come on. No, no, no. And you're saying words I told you not to say. Okay, so that was JT, right? No. No. He said the F A G O T, which I said. Yeah, that was Psych. That was Psych. I mean, that that was No, that was JT. He don't care. JT JT. JT, you don't care. I told you know you're on the I let you on the panel to explain yourself and you have
to no motion. You can't control if you can't control yourself. You can't control Go go go go go your girl. Bone cancer. She don't like you though. I know that. Go K or whatever the is called. Shout out to K or whatever the Knock knock. Look at you giggling like a little
Look at you giggling like a little Knock knock. Go cook some content, papa. Go giggle like a little on your channel. No, that's what you do best, right? You giggle like a little Why? Bye. Bye, JT. Help with your calorie
intake there, Amanda. And that was purposely cuz we just talked about it. That was purpose. Yeah, that was purpose. And so you were banned from the show, JT. You're the one who started this in the first place, Amanda. You had to shoot your big fat gullet. He's banned from the show.
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