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The Cult of Psyche hosts an open panel discussion on tarot, cats, and psychic phenomena, with appearances from recurring guests. Psyche discusses his day, interactions with his cats, and the future of his show.
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The episode begins with Psyche interacting with his cats, Marbles and Magic, at ▶ 0:36 and ▶ 1:35. He then talks to his guests, including Jamie, Kandor, Scum, and St Nikki, at ▶ 3:52 and ▶ 4:02. Psyche discusses his day, including sleeping in and waking up at 5:30 pm, at ▶ 4:17 and ▶ 4:21. He also talks about his plans for the show, including potentially getting monetized soon, at ▶ 7:48 and ▶ 7:52. Additionally, Psyche mentions a new show by TK, a friend of Lisa Jordan, and asks his audience to help TK get 50 subscribers at ▶ 8:08 and ▶ 8:19.
The episode appears to focus on building a sense of community and respect among the show's guests and audience. Psyche emphasizes the importance of being respectful and kind to one another, at [7:27] and [9:10]. He also suggests that he wants to create a positive and uplifting atmosphere on his show, at [10:12] and [11:00]. Furthermore, Psyche seems to be reflecting on his own life and experiences, including his interactions with his cats and his thoughts on forgiveness and personal growth, at [5:44] and [6:28].
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nice hey leave him leave him alone magic no magic marbles marbles get over here marbles marbles marbles get over get away from leave him alone leave alone leave alone
want to see marbles hold on marbles are you the cat that's scaring everybody and everyone's meowing at you here look how cute he is marbles okay marbles leave them alone liquor store before they close okay great Kor hey no leave him alone leave him
alone marbles is really big he was gone for six months and so when he comes back they um they his magic and tricks hiss hey hey no marbles no
no here marbles look at the feather look at the feather marbles get the feather the feather come on get the feather get the feather come on get the feather you're meowing tonight wow is there a full moon what's going on marbles leave him alone okay take the
bed you can have it look at this guy look at his he's a sweetheart actually he just like the other cats don't really care for him a little bit and marbles has a big pair of marbles too okay great I'll see you I'll see you soon guys C okay you lay down there I have catnip for you
hold on I'll put catnip out want some catnip he's rolling around the here this the catnip here marbles this here CIP there you
go okay sorry guys sorry about that what's up scum how are you what's up Jamie thank you for being here kandor scum and St Nikki thank you guys are you here you're here you're being friendly now with me you can sit with me it's over here you sitting there with me
in the chat see you the chat see you how's everybody I hope you're having a good day I having a better day well today I slept most of the day I woke up at like 5:30 in the afternoon so it'll be a late night tonight for me again I got some beers tonight I got um actually
I got mango Rita I have a strawberry Rita and I have a voodoo Ranger and I have some cigars I have some a Big Mac or not a big I have a double cheeseburger from McDonald's in front of me too are you good you're good calm down magic is overlooking from under the table magic and tricks are cut what are
you doing look at this guy look at this guy just laying down here you just laying down oh you're so sweet are you a sweetheart yeah say hi hi everybody how are you yeah I had a good conversation with um some friends of mine oh oh you were just cuddling you're just cuddling right now you're just
cuddling say hi you say hi hi M hi marbles you like you have like your ears rubed and you're a big you're a big strong cat right you happy oh oh you're on your oh you're oh you're so sweet yeah he's a sweetheart he's actually a sweetheart you're sweetart they just growl at you when you come in and you you chase them
and stuff right you okay he's a sweetheart you're good marbles okay got my lap oh you like to have your neck rubbed huh yeah so guys I had a fun um I had a fun night I was in at Lisa jordana's shf you know most of the day after I woke up
and they were doing karaoke and it was you know Alisa is a good singer of course but assistance are need a little help but uh and then I uh I sent a Dono for song that's gonna called I'm gonna love you forever amen or it's called forever amen by Randy Travis it was a sweet like little song from my heart to
her and then I called in and so I had a fun night she has a great sense of humor she's just a nice person you know a lot of people like are misunderstood in this world or and some people have personality conflicts and I like to see the good in everybody and I like to forgive people for their mistakes because you know human beings are not
perfect and we all make mistakes and if you want to forgive you have or be forgiven you have to forgive sometimes you know and so if people are truly sorry I'll always be willing to forgive somebody but I have people that have come on the panel that have been really rude and that have said it really off thewall things and I've had you know and I have
other people that are upset and and are um and want to leave because of it and things like that I want everyone to take a deep breath and say you know we're all we're just getting started on this on this ride right and uh and I love you I love all you guys I even love my trolls you know give my trolls trolls uh give me something to
think about and something to to learn from right and so I love everybody but I have like some new rules for my panel you know it just uh be basically be respectful um to the to the other um guests be respectful to the chat be respectful to me um and I'll be I'll be respectful to you and uh don't try to
hurt my show because I am my Show's taking off I'm getting like a lot of people coming into the chats throughout the night I'm getting a lot of uh new people coming in getting uh a lot of watch hours a lot of uh um new subscribers it's just taking off a lot and I'm going to get monetized soon and you know I I just like basically is like
just don't try to hurt my channel and uh try to help try to help me as much as you can and I'll help you and I love I love helping people and I'm willing to help anybody as long as you they're respectful and uh and nice I also have some things to talk about if you go to my Discord there's a link um for it's called Legal and it's this guy TK he's Lisa Jordon is basically her her friend and a little bit of an
assistance sometimes but he has a new show and he needs 50 subscribers to get started and I want him to um get to 50 subscribers and if you guys can help with that that'd be really great you can like share that that that link and hit he has a podcast tomorrow or something right so everyone's doing good I'll put up a open Panel tonight but yeah it's a it's a Friday night it's going to be one
of the more wild shows you don't know what to expect on the show right hey marbles be nice you don't know what to expect I just ask that you know and I know it's like if you ask a troll you know to be nice right are they are they going to be nice I have to be more proactive and I'll I'll kick people
off if they're not um being behaving appropriately but Ian I'll forgive you but um for most things right but uh I really want people to be respectful everyone to feel safe if if people don't feel safe protected and respected then that you know I feel bad about that and so I want everyone to to be happy here
right yeah Jamie's cowboys awesome awesome friend awesome mod St Nikki awesome person you guys love you yeah what's up Jamie thank you for chatting with me this morning we had a good powow with the some some of my uh my managing mods about how best um to move forward and
everything and they gave me some really good advice and they care and uh I like I love my show I love my show I love how it's uh it's G get wild sometimes and I can get crazy sometimes and we can have discussions and stuff like that I there's just been a few issues with some people in the chat some people that come
on the panel just being disrespectful and you know there's other panels that are that are more in tune with that I'm trying to have a a loving panel I'm trying to at least at least respectful to each other we can have disagreements we can have debate debates and I'm I like debates and I like a little bit of drama but everyone kept saying oh it's
turning to the Jerry Springer Show Jerry Springer was that was that fun to watch a little bit sometimes yeah but was it was it trashy and like right and so I want to have a little bit of a of a higher standard here thank you ca ca has um CA does my Discord he's awesome person um really awesome person and
thank you for being here awesome mod yeah so that being said that being said I don't need to lecture you or tell you you know I think we're all adults here and uh we can all get along and we can all we can all learn from each other that's the best thing
right so everyone I hope you had a great day so today I was I was um I was sleeping a lot of the day but I listened to Howard I listen these old episodes of Howard Stern the new Howard Stern is a little bit it's a little bit it's just it just had it had its uh its golden
years U before and uh so they had this character named or and then was name is Eric the actor and he was just this he was like a little three foot tall guy he loved WWE he loved um watching American Idol he W he just he had all these then they
got him um they got they put him on uh yeah exactly they put him on um some TV shows and he was just like he was too want to be an actor so bad he's in a wheelchair and like three feet tall he had a something called umer's Doo syndrome which a lot of people actually have and it's like usually they just have um like double jointed and stuff like that but he had the most severe
case right he had they had they had six forms of it when he was when he was uh when he was born and then he he's known as elers dallos like number seven he was at the first the first former that right yeah so they he the golden years but so I put on this like sleep stream with Eric the and just all my dreams all day were about Eric the and Howard Stern because I was like
listening to it whenever I play something when I when I'm sleeping I'll I'll help dreams about it and stuff like that it was kind of funny it was kind of funny that he was a he was a character he passed away unfortunately and just like um Hank the dwarf passed away and um I don't know crackhead Bob and you know all these a lot of wack Packers are so funny and you know you never know how
long they're going to be there but Howard always did like you know they would they would tease people on the show and things like that and but Howard would always um whenever they passed away he always had a really good show like about like with the memories and he would always he's like I love that he he loved the per he loved them actually he he did love them and he um and he respected them and no matter what
no matter how they acted on the show sometimes they always um they always loved each other Jeet the drunk and Jeff the drunk's jewel Jeff the drunk remember when Jeff the drunk had like he he would always his pants and then um and then he had like he would pull down his pants and he had this like weird you listen to Art Bell oh artbell yeah Howard oldtime radio yeah Jeff the
drunk had something wrong with his ass then they had like a k like a skin graft and he like pulled out his pants and it was like it looked it just it looked like a they said looked like a Picasso painting right would you fall asleep you turn it off yeah I like to I like but I like when I um play stuff um and then I like dream about what I'm what I'm listening to right and that today really happened a lot so I was having Eric the dreams all day because I was
playing like an eight hour Eric the stream but yeah how's everyone doing tonight great to see everybody we have the chat filling up um who's that who's coming in who's meowing like that come here guess Lor's right here there's little nor right there sitting up there who's meowing like that who's that Rudy
who's that what's wrong who is that oh it's marbles marbles what do you mean I like that I don't know marbles is here Lenor Lenor you want to say come say hi everyone loves
to see you come on come on oh my gosh I yeah yeah Lor let never more hold on I go like this it fix it hold on look now I'm now I'm vertical streaming or I'm horizontal streaming put this one I think I might maybe if I plug it in it will
stop um it just like I do this it starts like um timing out every second like is touching the screen it stay a there we go so it stays horizontal but I think if I plug I think that's better I look better okay full screen full screen right yeah yeah Lenor that's why I got the name like Lenor is a special cat
because I had another cat named Salem and Salem was a a wonderful like little black cat and very sweet but Salem um ran away one day and I had problems like I I tracked Salem down and then this like um this car um car repair place and then they wouldn't let me search there for him and so and then it's like and
then then I called the called the animal control and they were like oh no you can't uh we can't unless the cat is injured um we can't go and look for the cat or whatever and so then I had my friend call and say the cat she saw the cat limping or something like that and then um it was just a big nightmare um but I never got sa them back and then my
I was like I wantan to I was like I love my black cat and I was like I I want to another Black Cat and so then I I knew this animal rescue lady um well my friend met this animal rescue lady I wanted a black cat then when day at her at her work she saw a kitten a black kitten in the parking lot walking around and so
she had a little animal trap like a little little cage stuff and then when she came out for lunch Lenor was in there and so she brought Lenor over and Lenor when I met Lenor um Lenor I have pictures of her Lenor was just like we were just like hugging it was just she gave me a hug and she's like the sweetest most awesome cat and uh she's like the head of the household she's the
senior female here so she's the head of the household but now Rudy's the senior male Lenor is only I think four or five years old now and uh but Rudy is 15 years old and so he's the definitely the senior citizen but yeah Lenor Lenor keeps things in order over here everyone respects
Lenor that was Lenor but um um Trix is like um Tri was born um last year on Pi Day March 14th and my cat Lola had a liter of five kittens and so um and so patrix is like the little um the most affectionate one right or Lenor is very affectionate but the most affectionate
male is tricks and then magic they like to come under the covers and Stu Lenor does too um but those cats are usually inside the house and things like that right they're usually around here yeah so got Tricks Lenor magic Rudy um we got tux got
Lola we got marbles we got Freya some of the cats are more outdoor somewhere more indoor but yeah we just got a lot of cats around here so I love it I love it so I'll do tarot tonight I'll do open Panel um I'm having a little bit of drink tonight I don't know if you guys saw my
under underwear stream week and we got a little bit wild I don't know I I didn't remember even doing that I just woke up the next day and then then AC my one of my mods said what happened last night and I was like I don't remember exactly I think I just remember I woke up in my underwear I was like what happened and she's like she's like Zip her lip the lips zipped and then she's like she like
I don't even know where to start so maybe maybe it was a little bit wild but there's another guy I watched his name is line Lei and uh and he he basically streams in his underwear and he like does um VR um VR boxing games in his underwear and one time he wore a Venom costume and
stuff and he's really funny yeah SC is laughing yeah so I don't know that that stream has been privated my or my stream that stream has been private I didn't we didn't see anything yeah I didn't yeah the stream has been privated but you know you never know what's going to happen here because that guy um this guy named um Nick Johnson came out on in his
underwear and that was after like P and I had meted this game where she'll tell the male the male guests to take off their shirt and then they won't for me but they will for her but you saw nothing yeah good that's that's always that's always what I like to it's always my plead the Fifth Amendment i s i saw nothing I know I'm not I don't I'm not a
snitch right you're there are you there you're magic magic wants to say hi on Magic here's magic oh wa wa you saw marbles huh oh oh you HS a little bit it's okay marbles is fine marbles is over there you be careful you see magic
hiss yeah so hope you guys are good tonight thank you for coming um yeah we have great a lot of mods here you went to bed but you saw you guys shirtless with Zig zaggers yeah
yeah where is Georgie who's Georgie hold on want some some some catnip here I have this nice catnip it's called from the field it's from the sentella store all natural fresh catnip leaf and flow my cats especially Lenor loves cat like
Lenor like is like a you miss well you know there's there's always G to be more streams or ca ca missed it yeah there's always G to be more more of those streams maybe I'll unprivate it somay I just have to go through I have to go through um some of my old chat whenever I private it there's something that happened that I I'm not sure but but that day I woke up and I was still
streaming I woke up and I woke up like at like five in the morning and then I went to this guy's Channel named good times that Bea told me about and he was like walking around New York City he showing the Statue of Liberty and stuff like that and I was hitting on him he's like I don't even know who you are all the cat the neighbor lying in the garden like it was a Freak Fest yeah it was weird if you look up um cats high
on catnip there's a video where they they're eating this catnip and then they're like they're they start foaming at the mouth and stuff like that they don't piss on the catnip plant right but they start foaming at the mouth and they rolling around there's also a really funny video of that you look up a jungle animals drunk and it's like there's this um there's this forest
or this jungle setting and they have this tree fruit tree and the fruit tree like the fruit drops and then it ferments and so it turns into like or or the monkeys will get out of the tree but it has all the animals in the jungle it has the elephants coming over it has the like the squirrels and it has the um the monkeys and they all start to eat um the fruit and they all get drunk and they all start they basically start all start
partying and then they're all passed out all the elephants passed out and over there and they're all it's like really funny so if you look up that video sometime if you want to see that it's hilarious yeah they don't piss on the catnip plant right Lenor Lenor smells all the catnip she's down here now she's smelling something there's catnip all over my floor basically because I got a bunch of U I got a bunch of things of catnip for
my birthday Lenard you want some catnip here want some Lenor loves it though she's like Lenor acts like a little bit of a you know she's she tries to she get she finds where the catnip thing is and then she'll like knock it out of the cabinet and like she like she'll like she really likes it now I put it in front of her I'll
see nor you're eating the catnip you're covered in it already you love that huh guys see okay
Lor H oh look marbles yeah do you see it okay I was L eating the cat oh yeah and now it seems like my now it seems like this is working good I'm I'm G plug it back in it's working good it's not turning off anymore yeah that was Lenor join some catnip marbles be
nice but then they start they'll smell the cat up and they'll start rolling around and then they'll fight with each other a little bit it's all goodnatures so adorable I'll read The Raven poem sometime hey hey hey oh she now Lenor is fighting Marbles and that's brave because marbles is like twice the size of Lenor and and she like just
knocked him on the head a few times he doesn't attack Lenor like he's a he's afraid of Lenor what are you doing I'll show you is that you what are you doing you're sitting down there too with the catnip the's under the
table Yeah guys thank you for being here tonight appreciate it it's fun Friday night I said called Freaky Friday open Panel tarot and cats see that's what I like my show to be is like I like to do tarot but I like to be a variety show I like to do open panels I like to have interesting people on we have great discussions it just like you know just sometimes we have a lot of different
people from different places of YouTube so more people are more a little bit less about the the drama and stuff I'm a I'm pretty much less about the drama but I do like you know I do like some excitement and drama and and discussions and debates but when people are just like so disrespectful and stuff like that you know it's not cool it's because I'm trying to get um my channel
going I'm trying to get monetized and I think I'm doing pretty well on my channel my channel is growing really fast I just don't want to like be monetized the next day unmonetized right in the future we'll have membership program I'll try to keep it reasonably priced and then I'll do I'll do like um the monthly monthly or weekly
readings for members and things like that and I will um have cool emojis we already Pi makes all these emojis for my Discord and so I can bring those those over here we'll have it'll have a little um member icon it will be um special members only stream we can do after parties and stuff like that if I don't pass out during the real party but yeah that's that's coming in the future and
then uh yeah really excited about that so hope everyone's doing good let me see maybe I need to promote my my stream somewhere we get some more people in here if everyone can share and uh or if you have a Discord or if you can uhu if you can uh share anywhere and bring some people in here that'd be cool and uh
same thing I will try to help your Channel as much as I can just like I said TK um I posted on my the link to it says Timothy something and and net or net hold on Antoinette and they have a new uh new podcast going they want to get live and you need 50 subscribers to
go live and so I'm uh totally willing to help out my friends with that okay anyone wants to come on the panel tonight have a discussion um you know I'm pretty much sober still I just had one mango Rita I had I started drinking at 5:30 and so I had one one mangorita
in four hours 5 to 6 6 s 7889 yeah in four hours and that one that one drink lasted me four hours but now I'm starting my strawberry read like you have a good Channel but you got a lot of K violing content unfortunately you need to be careful what clumsy was saying yeah I think so but I think I just felt like clumsy was saying oh you're not taking accountability or I need to be mad at that person and I was trying to
say but yeah maybe I misunderstood maybe maybe I was like a little bit reactive and stuff like that because I love clumsy I love clumsy um but I can't necessarily I I mean I'm trying to be careful yeah I try to be careful when people come on the panel I can't necessarily control what they're going to say and that person that said that
was emotional at that time and I I have a i and that's a good friend of mine too and I didn't and I didn't hear at the time and so I missed it you know so I I uh I screwed up maybe um I need to be more um more having more of an eye on things okay so I apologize if anyone was offended or if anybody was her but I
think I think most of us can uh can forgive and forget and move on you know I I said things that are stupid on my chat before on my channel right I said stupid I've been banned from so many chats I can't even count like I've been so I've been um hid in from so many channels I can't even count and uh but really for really for nothing you know it's like just really p p silly thing
but not everyone will get your sense of humor guys especially when you have a and you're actually funny right I'm not saying I'm funny I'm saying I think all of us have a good sense of humor and we like to laugh and we like to be a little bit wild sometimes right but we do want to like I like I said people say oh freedom of speech like you you know you're a Libertarian you should be for freedom of speech like and yes I am but
also we have to work within the rules of YouTube right yeah there are no cats in America no streets are made of cheese yeah just like what did they said this they used to say the streets were paved paved with gold in America and everyone wanted to come and see the golden streets and they come to New York and they would see the concrete covered with pee and stuff like that right the rats eating the pizzas and stuff so yeah
those streets are made of cheese but that'd be that'd be pretty tasty though yeah I love cheese actually that's one of my favorite favorite foods I my cheese Love Actually when I eat when I eat certain kind of cheese I get high on cheese I like I get um serotonin released when I eat cheese yeah thank you guys yeah so I'll do some readings tonight let's do a let's do a card for
the chat this is like a card for everybody it's part of a collective reading this one says am I really clear what my soul am I clear on what my soul really wants okay it says take out the shs and the limitations get out of your head and pay attention to your heart's desires instead if you knew it was impossible to fail what would you do wherever you go go with all your heart
what's up W Diva how are you today's Soul action is to ask yourself what it is the soul really wants what does your heart crave then take one step in that direction so this is like um figure out what you really want in the Heart level right the soul and psyche means Soul by the way in Greek so what does psyche want you know
psyche psyche really is in love with Cupid you know the adult Cupid the the uh the beautiful angel the most beautiful most most rascally Ang um you know go or a God in the world you know if you look into Greek mythology thank you like the stream you look into mythology his name is Aeros and
uh I've uh on meditating there this there's this ritual called the middle pillar ritual and you you say certain tones as you go down your chakras and when I saw I saw the pro progenius or it's Aros basically or it's a that's kind he kind of looks like a lion with a snake wrapped around him a little bit
but uh that's what I saw in my mind and that's I think that's something Primal something part of like the your brain chemistry or DNA when you see that when you do that magical ritual and so um yeah I I would say um if you want to study magic um aliser Crowley pretty much brought out the all the secret society information about that all the
meditations and and that's all available for free on the internet but I would say he's a trickster um he's also he'll say some things that are are are are tricky and so take what he says sometimes with the grain himself but he brought all the all the rituals out like all the all the things and also he um you know Elias Levi wrote the high
the doctrine of high magic and then aliser K aliser kley had an assistant I'm just forgetting his name right now I'm just a little bit but uh but look into the middle pillar ritual look into the the ritual the pentagram and uh they're good things that will clear your aura out and Surround you with protection right it's
on a little bit of a higher level or you can start you know I've studied all kinds of magic and uh including Witchcraft and sorry tobet Buddhist magic and all kinds of magic and and uh but I've gotten to the point where I really don't need the the the tools for it I mean it's like I like to use AR stuff but I don't
need you know I don't need to be doing all the rituals all the time because I'm I can do it with my mind basically you can do you can just visualize yourself doing in your mind too so you don't need to buy anything and you don't need to but it's basically meditation is also one of the most important things I would say it's to in meditation the point of meditation is to steal your mind from from thoughts and it's very difficult to
do to because your mind is always working right especially I'm Aquarius moons so Aquarius is very about overthinking sometimes but if you can calm your mind and uh and just steal your mind and eventually you can get better and better at it then once you steal your mind then these magical thoughts will come right
so I hope you're all doing good if you guys want to chat if you guys want to that I post my streamyard link um by you guys I think I posted before I I'm not going to pin it I'm just gonna post it tonight and then if people ask for it I will um I will share it I don't need to keep it pinned because I just want to make sure that tonight we
have a good panel not just like people trying to like come in and like um and disturb things right because we had few disturbances last week with some with these guys when I was having a debate about a debate about privacy rights and then they're like oh what about two brothers having sex and I was like are they adult consenting adults and they're like oh then people came on saying oh you're talk you're you're talking about
it's okay to F your brother and stuff like that and then they said it one after the other and then all came in chat seeing the f word and stuff like that was just like they all came from the same place and so they're just trying to disturb things but yeah I won't go too far into that I'll talk to you about something called The Strand effect you know guys know Barber Strand and it's like I may seem like I'm going everywhere but it's like I'm
really this everything everything will connect right so Barber stran has this house in Malibu and on and uh and then Google does this um the Google Imaging right from space and so you can see like the top of the can see the whole layout of the properties and stuff like that but and then sued Google or something but before she sued Google she had like
three views of of her property after she Su Google she had like hundreds of thousands of views and so it it just basically sometimes you can bring more attention to something just by like keeping on mentioning it and stuff like that and so I'm I'm just gonna like not me I'm not going to keep mentioning and bringing up stuff but uh yeah I don't want the stri sand effect happening to me I think I think uh I think we have a
good chat I think we have good people here tonight everyone in the chat's been awesome tonight um you know I welcome everybody oh Rudy's there I think Rudy got into the catnip now Rudy's happy like Rudy's been um I'll show you Rudy hold Rudy you in the catnip oh hold he heard that he ran Rudy Rudy come back Rudy come here see Rudy there's a
cat RV are you over there trick and Magic you're you're on the little Tower oh Rudy you're coming over here oh look at Ry Ry came over over here Rudy want to say hi to the chat hey rude hi do you see him see him hold on that's rude
Rudy you come sit next to me now and you purr and your your sweet cat you're beautiful are you beautiful see you see Rudy you see Jim there Rudy okay Magic's coming over magic and
Rudy say hi say hi Oh hey no fighting no fighting okay but it that's that's more good natured fighting you know it's like if they're they don't like each you you'll hear like when uh marbles come in and they start hissing and and it gets scary they start pissing I hope I look good tonight I took a nice shower I've been I
had plenty of sleep you know we had a sad he had a couple sad weeks with uh music Biz Marty passing away and then um then yesterday I heard my aunt had passed away my mom's like last remaining sibling and uh and her younger sister and stuff and you know I hadn't talked to her for years and stuff like that
and kind of regret kind of regret not not making more of an effort to to say hey what's up you know and keeping contact with her and stuff like that and like my mom said she was a little bit of a lost soul but she was she was a good person she was a sweet person she was she uh she had some demons but she overcame a lot of them
but after my grandfather died several years ago she was never the same right but yeah so everyone's doing
good let's do a couple more cards of of this deck sorry did I get real close right there hold on I'm just leaning over the card okay this one says what what risk can I take today what risk can I take today so ask yourself this question these are just questions ask yourself this one says be not mistaken you will you will have to take bigger risks than
you ever thought possible on this path towards your dreams you'll have to take the big scary leap but do not fret because your soul has wings today's Soul action what risk can you take to move toward your dreams make a decision to do it no more thinking only doing be brave and courageous and you'll discover what you're really made of yeah and uh what what risk can you take today so a risk is basically an action you you can take
because a risk is you do something are you okay Rudy's running Rudy's running hiding all the cats are running around yeah so ask yourself that what risk can you take today and is it do something that is moving toward your dreams just like the first card we got but the what does my soul really want you have to ask your soul get quiet figure out what you really want and move towards that right so I hope that helps
I'd love to get a panel going tonight maybe I'll try to pin my link I'll try to pin it hold on I can find I can find my uh my tablet it's around here somewhere I just don't see it right now here's my tablet over
here yeah I can't find it right now I have to find it later but Rudy's cute yeah he is cute he's he's a cutie pie and like and but he started coming up um and laying next to me when I sleep and he was like just like laying next to me all night he like I think he likes it here he was under the bed for a couple weeks like because he's 16 years old and he just brought to a new environment with all
these cats he just had a dog brother before so he had all these cats around here and then he was very spooked really easily but now he slowly started coming out of his shell and uh now he's very sweet cat you know and I knew he'd be a sweet cat and so I'm glad Rudy's here Rudy is very cute what do you guys want to talk about tonight I hope hope you guys are having
a good night a good weekend it's Friday I said I was on Alisa's Channel I I do have like a really funny video to play I just need to find my tablet hold on one second I'm G look one second places one second where's my tablet no no come
on
rudeye it's around here someplace but I can't find it at the moment maybe I'll put it on the TV I'll put something on the TV let me see if I can find this find this one uh I I need to plug this one in I'll just wait a few minutes I have this I have a few prank calls to play and uh also we're doing the music video music videos are a lot of fun but you know YouTube Every like little thing
is copyrighted on the YouTube and so I think I think scum explained to me how to do it without getting a copyright strike right use a Bluetooth speaker I was looking for my speaker I just can't find anything right now you know I'm having one of those days the fairies are hiding stuff from me but I'll figure it out soon and I'll get a I think I'll get something on TV when this turns on we
can have a little fun prank call maybe we'll do some music um but I'm yeah I I um I really had a fun night at Alisa's chat um tonight where's my stuff I don't understand some place I don't know losing everything
okay okay no I don't see anything anywhere okay what did I have here oh this is a little mouse like I have this little little mouse right here not real cute little cat toy cat nipp it you want this here here go ahead Lola here cat mouse got me all these catnip toys for my
birthday I really don't want birthday presents I just was happy to have um cat toys and stuff like that and the cats love them so oh you smell oh he found the catnip he found the pile of catnip M oh now magic is going down on the catnip okay down to catnip did you find it
that good look yeah pretty relaxed how's everybody good I don't know maybe kind of um it's Friday night so you know some people are out and stuff out and about but
my McDouble I had my McDonald's and Fries always a treat only five bucks something you know McDouble and the fries that's a good deal rather than $20 for like the drink you know how McDonald's makes it money actually it's pretty interesting I learned a marketing class oh let me fix
my okay here's a McDonald's Mak some money they don't make the money on burgers or the fries they make the money on the drinks because all they have to do is put Coca-Cola on the packaging and then have Coca-Cola drinks right and then they get it for free from Coca-Cola Coca-Cola actually gives it for free for the advertising that that it's on every
Cup right and uh and so they make the most money from the from the basically sugar and water right that's why they always are pushing the the value meals right but you're not really a value if you can get a uh small fries and a burger for like five bucks or you can get like a large fries a burger and a drink for like 15
bucks and it's like $10 more right and so that like a very expensive soda so so uh check out the McDonald's value menu basically the better deal right yeah so how's everyone doing let's do another of these cards and then we'll open up the panel for
discussion here we go guys this one says am I afraid to be seen afraid to be seen it says the world doesn't want you to hold back any longer Time To Shine Your unique light in the world you are made from Love and from love you are whole there is no more hiding there is no more shame there is only
Truth live naked and free live naked and free I like that one like to be naked okay today's Soul action what parts of me do I hide so I can be socially accepted and fit in am I being authentic do I allow myself to be all of me what do I need to feel so can
be safe to be seen Journal your answer f is cute yeah yeah and the magic is cute and the well my cats are cute they're all beautiful cats you know and cats are beautiful in general I love be's cats I love uh Teresa's cat jackass Teresa is traveling Gypsy um we had this we had another guest on named Teresa and she
had some cute cats and she had a really cool little setup for her cats and uh yeah I appreciate her being on the panel got this okay everything look good I have my I have special Lighting on tonight and my Led Led streamer Lighting on so a little bit I'll bring it closer but guys can see there we go a little bit better you see all reflecting my
face a little bit there epil EP epilep epilepsy warning but if it is it too much okay I'll bring it back there we go I think it's good yeah so I'm doing good there's magic you smelled all the catnip on the floor you want to see a cool cat toy here this
one this cat toy a little
squeaker snake here you go that's that's of magic who else came in C coming in and out um we're having a fun night guys okay we have nice 10 people in the chat what's up guys I everything okay looking at one my nice my nice peac coat
tonight okay guys so let's see maybe we'll do a fairy page if uh you guys are interested I'll do a fairy page costumes around cards everywhere okay let have a look at the fairy book tonight the good fairy page until we
get trying to find one I haven't seen before okay so this one's called hi Robin how are you so this one's called his name is honesty it says the Fairy of the Soulful eyes and see how look how beautiful his eyes are he has a very beautiful Soulful eyes his name is what's down there some of their fairies down
there okay so here's the other fairies it's called The Ghost of mushroom and the the Plymouth Rock fairy we got some American fairies yeah it says honesty the Fairy of the Soulful eyes in this Fair's gaze we see the eyes that are truly the mirror of the Soul his eyes reflect our souls and hearts we can hide nothing from him the honesty fairy is
not a judgmental or accusing creature but rather is empathic compassionate able to see through all our convoluted motivation to the heart of any matter um summon his help when you need Clarity particularly when your motives are unclear he teaches us compassion for ourselves and asks that we learn this lesson well for only when we are honest
clear and loving to our own Spirit can we give these gifts to others he Robin how are you um the fairy is always honest however so summon with him with care he won't tell you that hideous necktie is fine he won't he won't assure you that no one will notice a botched haircut or a gain of 20 PBS he's not a fairy to
soothe your pride when you've made him stupid or embarrassing mistake if it's an honest opinion you need then this fairy is one to ask but be prepared for the plain unvarnished truth in the Soulful eyes right and the Ghost of mushroom says this creature is said said it was the Ghost of a mushroom but what it actually meant was that it is part of the process of physical Decay and
transformation and then we have the Plymouth Rock fairy one of the mysteries of fairy communication is that sometimes fairies will tell us things that do not make logical sense at least in Earthly terms this fairy insists that he lives on Plymouth Rock where the pilgrims landed and also in a rock under the Statue of Liberty he refuses to clarify the message I can only assume he functions in some sort of intermediary
helping immigrants or visitors to American Shores the barri of immigration right we're all we're all descended from immigrants basically yeah is something like that I something like that you pop it with a towel with some locker room locker room snapping towel snapping yeah your spirit mother told me you have to be careful with fairies fairies yeah there's a saying
don't piss off the fairies but there's also a saying in Peter Pan every time you say i i d o n o t b l a e v n i n f a e r i s Fair dies and so then in Peter Pan everyone starts I think when you clap or something like that the fairies come back to life and so yeah you know right lava knows about my my my I have a
I have a very locker room locker room sense of humor even though I've never been on a football team I would love to visit a locker room the closest I got was the county jail shower one time about that's a story for another day right yeah don't piss off the fairies
basically I me being I'm being uh funny but I'm being serious at the same time okay that's that's that's where the real humor is when it's it's a mix of Truth and humor right so is that Trix over there Trix wants to say hi Trix is over there getting on the top of the town is that Trix
Trix hey Trix we see you Trix you're sitting on the top of the tower watching me are you my little cat stalker always watching are you my little cuddle bug hi Trix you see I'm okay hi
Trix trick you wantan to say hi to the chat hi hi you're famous what's wrong and that magic is coming over magic you're a little you're a little little Scamp are you know playing with tricks your brothers are you're tired okay are you good
hi you're down there this little Tower okay you guys see how cute my cats are very cute cat hold on there we go where am I from I live in Los Angeles California where from Los Angeles California I'm a California raised born
bread and several Generations California so but I'm not like The Californians that TV show that Saturday Live skit right like oh my god oh it's I can't have a valley girl accent sometime I don't know now my chat's frozen hopefully my nothing will freeze
but maybe I turn upside down do that okay there we go that work no yeah it worked okay it worked yeah from La La in the house okay all good oh guest tonight let us say hello to
kandoor how are you doing young man what's up my friend how are you tonight hey just happy to be back on the panel I heard you uh talking about fairies and uh playing with the cats so uh so yeah a big Friday night it sounds like a real big Friday night it's a fun
Friday night tonight yeah the cats are all happy and running around and you know I got my fairy book out tonight yeah hey everybody good to have you like yeah I'm sorry last because I know I think my camera or my phone died last night when we were talking and so I
didn't mean to leave so abruptly but uh yeah it was good I talked we talked last
night yeah I don't think it was your last stream it was the stream before that I was on panel the one with the uh the southern rapper if you will oh yeah the southern rapper yeah yeah that's the one it's crazy that guy that guy sounds a lot like
danger like almost identical in regards to Cadence and everything that sounds a lot like danger I could be wrong I could be wrong but uh that I mean like it sounds so much like them but uh Super Bowl weekend who who are we taking the
Kansas City or Philadelphia you look like a big football fan a real big football fans look a real one well okay tell me can you just tell me one thing okay what color are Philadelphia's pants and what color is is Kansas City
okay Philadelphia is uh mainly green and white and then uh Kansas City is uh red and white that's their between okay I'm going for Philly I'm gonna say Philly my BET's on Philly Philly Philly under under 50 okay that's
my my uh my ADV under 50 there we go there we go hey you had a better attitude about uh about the football bat than I did about the vertebrae the other night so I appreciate that okay I'm sorry I was trying to tell you 33 vertebrae and then but yeah I'm sorry I
don't I didn't mean to like no no it's cool it's cool I so uh what does your life consist of be Beyond uh being a uh a streamer and uh hanging out with the cats uh what what what do you do well I mean this is
like this is my favorite stuff to do but I'm also like you know I'm a big Howard Stern fan I really don't have much of a social life because all my friends basically went to prison the past few years and so and so I've been pretty much left alone by people I have you know but I I love my family and I um I love uh I love where I live I live near the beach and
stuff like that and uh I'm into all kinds of always learning but I'm really into also like Howard Stern and like and uh and going on other panels and um just sharing sharing um is there fires anywhere near me Robin asked yeah there there's fires not too close to me but
California yeah I'm in La yeah okay I'm in Michigan old Grand Rapids Michigan the furniture City if you will the furniture City Furniture City but uh in regards to Howard have you ever tried to call in have you ever
gotten on the air with him well because um no because I was like back when I was watching Howard when he was doing lives and stuff because I I watch a little bit of his news stuff and stuff and like it and I'm friends with JD I don't know if you know who JD is and I'm and of course I'm a big Alisa Jordana fan so I love Alisa Jordana too and I love that show but um back then it was like you know it
was like um in New York and I don't I just never I was too shy to call in or I thought probably impossible to get through but now I'm meeting all these meeting I've met a bunch of um I met this guy named Jerry leane who was like a howardstern producer and I met other um Howard Stern people in like different chats um and so and and I'm friends with JD and Alisa
now and so I I mean it's like so it's pretty cool like that's like a basically a dream of mine but now like I I just started streaming like six months ago and so I was too shy to even be on be on in a chat about a year ago right I was like I never would even go into like a just the text chat I was too shy to talk on the text chat then I slowly started talking the text chat and then I um
started um I think after that I started doing pannels once in a while and then I started my channel and then I uh started streaming and now I do like then I started live streaming and then I started doing open panels on my show and so everything is like a progression but yeah and I now I have a lot of confidence when I started streaming live streaming I would just be so drunk that's when I that's when I
would be like have the courage to do it now I can do sober streams and uh but I do like to drink on the weekends and I have a little bit of fun on the weekends but uh Hey cats no fighting no fighting but I am yeah yeah if if I'm not drinking I'm not watching any streams I'm not on panels like
like like if I'm not drinking I'm doing more productive stuff basically right this is uh this is the kind of thing I turn to when I when I'm in toxicated right but uh but but it's cool it it leads to conversations and uh whatever
not so uh so you know who you look like who have you heard of uh he's a singer he's not a mainstream singer he's not Al Lisa Jordana but uh but he he he's pretty well known he has a Halloween the uh the great Rufus way R are you familiar with
him he's he's British right he's British I I used to have his album right he's Canadian he's Canadian but he's he's gay he's gay he's gay yeah he's a gay guy yeah yeah I remember I remember yeah yeah I grew up with uh his album it was called poses the big song on that was uh as funny as it
sounds it's a good song it's called Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk and then uh he did a version he did a uh he did a cover on that album of Across the Universe by The Beatles with uh Sean Len doing the backing vocals who is of
course John Lennon's son yeah but yeah I uh I don't listen to him much anymore I don't listen to much of his new stuff but uh yeah when I when I was in Middle School and High School that album poses I listen to uh like constantly are you a connect constantly
or not and around how old are you too you're my 36 oh so you're like you're you're about like eight years younger than me I'm 44 so I was listening to him in I think there was like his first album was like I remember just having his CD R and like I was like oh he's G guy he's so cool I used to listen to like um there's there's something called the
the the band called The pansies and stuff like that or like some kind of some gay band very gay song I don't know if you heard of that but uh but I'm really into music I've also been met like Marilyn Manson before I've met I like gone to some whole concerts I like Tori Amos I've been to like um Aussie Osborn the ozfest
in like 2000 2001 and I saw Aussie I saw I saw um I saw um um not um what's the man um um what's the band that they all wear masks and stuff they they we The Mask slip knot slip knot yeah slip knot I saw slip knot there and I've seen like Lim biscuit I've seen
Primus I've seen Method Man red man I was also a big fan like Soul music and like Lil Kim like rap music and everything but uh I have a very eclectic Taste of music and uh I love music too and uh I'm not really that great of a musician I have some instruments and stuff like I like to play around sometimes but I uh I'm more I like
singing and I like uh I like I but I think I have really good taste in music you just found out John Waters was gay so you know John Waters too I used to love pink flamingos and uh hairspray and all John Waters movies and and a you a movie with Edward Furlong called what was the Edward fur what was the the guy
that hey I don't know John Waters but I know Roger Waters what about that guy huh the great Roger Waters that's the Pink Floyd guy Pink Floyd okay no I I don't know John Rogers or from John John Waters is a is a gay guy
and then in the seven he's a director of movies and stuff like that and he used to do um he he someone named Divine like Divine was in um in Hairspray she it was like a drag queen right and uh but he a very gay guy he's from Baltimore Maryland and stuff like that and it's a very Maryland kind of sense of humor Watch Hairspray sometime it's a really good movie that not the new one with
Travolta it's like the original one from the the 80s it's with Ricky Lake I will never Watch Hairspray just like I'll never watch a r I'll never watch it no no there was a time when I there was a time when I was uh younger where I used to I'm like oh all the lgbq stuff like
there was literally uh we we the the cable package we had back when I was in Middle School and High School there there was a gay channel yeah and I would watch that uh I would watch that stuff constantly but uh at 36 years old I just don't have the
attention span for hairspray or rat or uh any any of that stuff well are you are you gay if I may ask or or no yeah yep I'm gay okay you are yeah I used that same channel on Direct TV there was there was a gay channel on Direct TV that they play gay movies and stuff but
uh remember the Mormon movie the Mormon movie with the Mormons the Mormon boys who would go like house to house and then uh all of a sudden this older guy opened the door and it was uh damn near a
pornography I just remember this Mormon movie that's the thing I remember from that channel I don't know if I remember that exact movie but yeah I I saw a lot of those like I was like you know I was in my in high school years my family would like take us to like I think there's one called Billy's first Hollywood kiss and had the guy from um Will and Grace that that that that the I
don't know if you ever saw Will and Grace but he's like yeah and that he started movie my family was like very like supportive of me right they were like like um and then the there's there's a movie at Fire Island and stuff like that and like and and I think Jason Alexander's in this movie he played a gay guy and they're all like running around naked on this
movie George castanza George castanza yeah Jason cza play the gay guy yeah yeah he was he was naked in the movie he showed his butt in the movie and stuff he was all running around the beach with all these guys naked and stuff like that so yeah Christ I bet he is a great ass huh Jason Alexander
Dum truck Jason yeah but used to like all those things but I was also like really into um you know Marilyn Manson like there's a there's a movie with Marilyn man his documentary and he like he like either he blows some guy or some guy blows him in this documentary like in the in the toilet
stall and stuff like that what what's the theory about Marilyn Manson that he was some child's star in like Wonder Years or some old show Mr badier it was Mr badier and he played Kevin and Mr beler his name is Rob Stone and Mr badier and he looks kind of like Marilyn Manson a little bit and also the story about Marilyn Manson is that he haded
his b like two of his ribs removed so he could suck his own dick kind of thing but I think those are just heard about that yeah have you ever seen those videos of marily Manson where he just uh on stage I guess he thinks it's funny or gets off on it he just beats the out of his guitar player whatever his
guitar player's name is or TW or twigy yeah yeah he'll just randomly start beating the out of twiy just out of nowhere it I mean it's it's funny but it's kind of a scumbag thing at the same time because this this guy is like way shorter and smaller than Marilyn Manson
I know Twig's ex-girlfriend her name is Jessica and she's from Florida too and she has a band called jack off Jill you can look up her videos and stuff but yeah I I I got to meet her and go to jack off Jill concerts I also think I don't know if it's Howard Stern that did this I think Howard Stern did this too but like they would have like a stripper come backstage and they would throw baloney at her ass and stuff like that oh I'm right around I'm a Capricorn
I'm January 7th and then it's like I'm right between Marilyn Manson is January 5th Howard Stern is January 9th I think and then David Bo is January 8th Elvis is January 8th and these are all singers or performers and stuff like that we're all T they're pretty tall skinny guys so there's something to the yeah he got cited from that sexual assault who knows yeah that was a yeah I think that
was about Howard Stern are you a uh are you more of a fan of the Jackie Martling era or the uh Arty Lang era which one do you prefer both I mean Jackie Jackie Jackie you gotta pick one you gotta pick one there's no when I was listening to Howard okay I I watched the E show on I also there's
something called the Channel N9 show yeah so did I so did I the E show the channel N9 show channel N I watched E I watched e not Channel N I had to get I had to get like um it was like in the 2000 maybe yeah around 2000 2001 I got all the cassette tapes of all the 2000 or all the channel N9 shows those are classic shows those are that those are
very that was on actually on a was on channel n9ine this on New York and stuff like that those are crazy shows they had like that's when they started Holly weird squares they had Richard Simmons coming in Daniel Carver that's when they first had Daniel Carver on there right and Daniel Carver controversial as
controversial as Daniel Carver was they uh Howard and uh you know they were so good at making that hilarious like you know a KKK guy and they just made that absolutely hilarious but that was like that was like there's no other show like that especially at that time and then it's like especially
or even like when they had the cibian they had all people in the Sian come in and but I loved them R Lang era and I got in the serious era when Arty was like on heroin and like missing work and like lying about it and like and and they just call him out yeah you believe that guy is still alive you believe he's still alive it's crazy
Jesus Christ every time a comedian dies like uh like Norm passed away Bob sagot gilber Godfree everybody's always like how is Arty still alive and these people are passing away well says heroin you know heroin is like a preserver you know like a lot of people on heroin it's it's like
actually like preserves your body and it's like unless you overdose on it then it will keep you like looking pretty good pretty good all your life and Stu but yeah those are classic shows and I I I still like alsoi has a show now steding John has a show and things like that oh yeah all those on
YouTube yeah those are lame I've seen them to me to me at least they're lame I don't really care for them they are lame well the other day the other day Lisa was like um someone mentioned shie or something at Lisa and I was like I was like well sh has a good heart at Le at Lisa is like she's like psyche she's like you you you like yours you're so nice you like you see the good in
everybody but that guy's not nice that guy's a dick you know it's like maybe I do see the best but also I on my channel if you ever want to check on my on my regular videos um they they had tan mom on the show and uh and tan mom and was on Alisa's Show recently and tan mom like um the chat would pick on her and and like they would send messages um on
TTS saying oh tan mom's an alcoholic Pill Popper or whatever and she would get so mad and and so Alisa was dancing around with the cake with this like chocolate cake and they were trying to give her a piece of the cake and she knocked the cake off the table it like cut one guy's leg it like got cake all over Lisa's shoe and then like T mom like ran toward the camera like punched the camera like that and and then Lisa like
drove her home and C mom's like ever since then Tam mom's like I'm gonna see you Alisa but it's it's really funny but I asked a question on truly's show about about because tan mom was on the panel and I was like I what about Alisa Jordana she's like oh Alisa Donna it's terrible and uh and she's like and and she I'm I'm suing her for harassment and all this kind of stuff but uh but she was a funny character for the show too
and I love when there's also a tan mom on Howard Stern if you look it up it's like a tan mom make a wish kid and they like they took this guy they put him in a wheelchair and they said he was like 13 years old he was like in his 30s or whatever and they said he had to make a wish to like see tan mom's boobs and stuff like that he's like oh T and and she's like hi oh but they told her to pretend she was Nicole Kidman they're
like he won't know the difference and she was Tri do an Australian accent she's like hello I'm Nicole Kidman hello and he's like oh I love your tamom can I see your breast I just want to touch breast before I die she's like yes you can my it's really funny you have to check that out it's pretty hard who's your favorite wack Packer who's your favorite wack Packer well of course mom
doesn't count yeah Tam M doesn't count okay I would say Eric the was one of my favorite wack Packers and and Han the DWF and and er was great but also everybody always says everybody always says Beetle Juice is the Holy Grail and maybe he is maybe he is but
I'm I like uh Eric Eric the Eric the actor and then I get such a kick out of Jeff the drunk that is every relative on my dad's side of the family oh I get such a kick out of that guy I really do you know about Jeff the drunk's sister he has a sister they had one they had a show called guess Jeff the drunk's sister and his sister you what was her
name again animal yeah what was it animal that's right that's right yeah it's been a while remember the stuck on you or no it wasn't well yeah the stuck on you that that was drunk handcuff to this really nice chick and then he would like like diarrhe in the in the toilet
and stuff like that yeah High Pitch Eric yeah scum I love High Pitch Eric too hi I'm high pitch and high pitch it's like so he's always like um High Pitch Eric has the funniest stories because he would like they're like high pitch like what you're talking to police men and they're coming to your apartment you're giving them wine they pass out on your couch and stuff like that and then he was obsessed with like the weather men and he would always be like the weatherman on T like CBS or
something and he would always be going to the studio like 5 in the morning like drunk asking to the bathroom and stuff and then crazy C like a foot he passed away recently he passed away recently h crazy cabie crazy passed away the last few years yeah no he had some kind of uh
he had some kind of disease to where he was completely paralyzed he was in a wheelchair for the last few years of his life that's sad and uh it was crazy because uh he actually went on uh the big Feud was always Stuttering John and crazy cabie they had the boxing match
and everything and uh crazy cabie went on uh John's uh podcast and he's like in the wheelchair and everything else and John's John can't believe what he's seing and uh even John's like hey man he even called him by his actual name I don't know what
crazy Cab's actual name is but uh yeah he was so compassionate and those two hated each other but uh yeah crazy cabbie the last few years of his life he had some disease he in a wheelchair it wasn't it wasn't good Lee Lee that's his real name acem it's
Lee do you know about he was bisexual and he was like proudly bisexual or he and he like he like he like never cared and then like people would say well he got a fight with angry black once he did a boxing matching thing with him because angry black called him Gay and he's like he's like I'm a G discrimination so I'm GNA fight K crazy cab or I'm GNA fight U angry black I'm going to win and stuff like that but he was like always like a
he was a little bit bi b curious or bisexual you know like and shame you know what's crazy about him is he was a uh he was a pretty leg that's that's how he got to know Howard turn because he went on KCK he was like a pretty legit radio
personality he had Kane too yeah exactly right with Kane right he in love with Kane h j was in exactly right yeah he uh then he got on drugs and he did some kind of porno in Howard studio and then he got he was in jail for a few years for tax evasion
and uh but yeah at one point there he was uh he was a pretty serious radio personality it's kind it was kind of sad to see his downfall right throughout the years the tax of agent stuff I think he like admitted on the air about that and then he got started getting investigated yeah he was a DJ on krock in the same Howard he was like the afternoon with
Kane crazy cabi and Kane and stuff like that right T butterfly but hey you remember this guy do you remember Kenneth Keith kinach yeah that that's another uh really sad story oh what happened another really sad story did he die well
he yeah he he's been dead for decades for at least the past 20 years uh I mean he he he was a guy who obviously wasn't was wasn't mentally stable and uh he did something with some underage girl that got him into a lot of trouble and uh
yeah he was brought up on sex charges and during the trial uh he just died I mean he just spontaneously died and uh you know uh liberman Steve liberman I think was his name John liberman John liberman John liberman
yeah the news guy and was just uh it was so because he you know he's the Howard news guy he was there at the trial for uh for for Kelling back how do you pronounce his name I'm drunk which one joh John le no the guy we're talking
about oh Kenneth Keith K yeah Kenneth Keith kach I'm sorry but I no John liberman was at the trial and uh he was just saying how awful and stressed out he looks and uh and yeah he passed away he passed away during that trial I've been watching a lot of her recently and
I just saw like when they had Kenneth Keith was in a porno with somebody it was they had the porn star on and she was like she was told there would be like two hot guys coming over it was Kenneth Keith and she's like he's he was really weird and then he had like a really small wiener and like and then it's like a really disgusting porno and but also the thing about Kenneth Keith I remember the first appearance he was
like I could blow smoke out of my eyes and he like was smoking and he go go and his eyes would start watering and there was no smoke I never saw any smoke come out of his eyes he said he get sm smoke out of his eyes his eyes was just water and stuff like that but it was pretty hilarious you ever listen did you ever
listen to uh were you ever into Opie and Anthony or no um I I heard some of that like actually I'm in Los Angeles we had Frosty Heidi and Frank but yeah Opie and Anthony and they were like Howard Stern's arch nemesis kind of kind of stuff and like they hated Howard Stern but it's like they're inspired by him
and kind of stuff and right and then uh and he always yeah I in all honesty I I love a lot of the older Howard stuff but I'll go back to the old Opie and Anthony stuff before I go back to the old Howard stuff I think Anthony kumia was such a I mean he's just turned into a full-blown
racist and uh narcissist now but when he was on the radio he was he was such a great radio personality but yeah I I like listening to to a lot of the old op Anthony stuff it's been years since I've even gone back to the uh the old Howard St
stuff I grew up on a lot of that but uh but yeah I grew up on a show called love line when it was in krock Los Angeles Adam Cora Adam Cora but before Adam Corolla I think it had it had Dr Drew and it had a guy named named uh named a poor man and then Adam Corolla came later and stuff like that I think Jimmy
Kimmel was on the show several times too um you're you're hungry tiger butterfly it's okay go ahead go ahead but yeah um I used in the love line and then one night um my grandma's house I just had the radio and stuff and also I would go to like places where we didn't have a TV and stuff like that and Listen to Like Love Line on krock matter how bad the reception was it was always a really funny show Ricky rackman was on that too
yeah Ricky rackman I remember that Ricky rackman but it was poor man first and uh yeah and uh poor man was really funny and but I I like I told my grandma I was listening to the radio and I was like listen and then she like there was like these mild calls and someone talked about jerking off my grandma got so upset and like turned off my she unplugged my radio took it out of the room and uh and told my mom that that I
was listening to like weird stuff on the radio and stuff but you're getting food okay yeah yeah with yeah I love I love radio shows too uh regarding uh Love Line uh yeah Corolla it's crazy because uh they
started H not on love line but Kimel and Corola started on the radio together and they were always then they they they did the man show and this that and the other but uh it's crazy now because Corolla is so conservative and Kimble has become so liberal like
they're the they're the complete opposite actually I wonder if they still talk to each other I don't know wonder if they still keep in touch well I remember Adam cor used to call on the show as like this character like he was like this this kind of trucker character or or this handyman or some kind of or plumber or something like that but I actually got to see I actually had to go to the
Masonic temple in Hollywood that's where that's where um Jimmy Kimmel does a show at the the Masonic temple in Hollywood and I got I was at the show where they had Anna Nicole Smith and it was her last last public appearance and I was a big Anna Nicole Smith fan like a huge I loved Anna Nicole Smith and stuff like that and then that was all really traumatic what Happ what happened to her
too but and I have a tattoo based on Anna Nicole Smith too I have a succubus tattoo that's based I brought in a picture of Anna Nicole Smith and a and a Lords of acid art and stuff like that so I yeah that's what he said in his books he read all that he does it for money yeah he had a handyman character and he would like hey I'm I'm Jim the handyman he had a really funny thing and he would
call in and then like that's how I was introduced to Jimmy Kimmel and him they're all from the krock studio in Los Angeles and stuff like that but I'm happy for Jimmy Kimmel he's his Show's still going on I think I think he's in thousands of episodes and something I just I just went to that one yeah I I I think he's he's uh waiting on his contract I think he's going to call it a
day from what I remember reading he's get through his contract he's been on he's been on for uh over 20 years now yeah a real long time I think it was like 2004 when I went to the show and I went to the show okay so it's like you line up at the show I got I got tickets to this Anna Nicole episode because I'm
I'm an Anna Nicole Smith fan and then like when I they let us in the show I just ran to like the the closest seat I could find to the stage and stuff like that and then like the security came and got me and they're like you're they're like we didn't tell you to sit here and they sat me behind this pillar where I could like barely see any the worst seat in the whole studio I could barely I I like peeking out the whole time but yeah I got I got to see Anna Nicole Smith
before she died and uh that was a really special experience and but yeah that whole uh that whole Anna Nicole Smith I remember being younger and uh that that godforsaken show uh that Nicole Smith show yeah on E with Howard K Stern and that was
hilarious when they would show up to Howard Stern and Howard K Stern would have the wig on GL that's the guy that killed her and he killed her son too like really and he was like well I don't I'm not privy to that in regards to how
Cas you know son Daniel she had a son Daniel and when she was in the hospital um Howard case J gave Daniel the drugs that killed him she gave him a bunch of like um oxy do you know that for sure do you know that for sure for sure for sure and also and then he gave he he got he like hooked her up with the doctor that basically killed her too so yeah what's
up Jam's Cowboys thank you for post my Discord are you my Discord dude goe oh we lost our guest but he's an awesome guy that guy's an awesome guy he's a fun guy to talk to what's up bellu yeah we're having a fun night tonight guys we're having a good chat I'm going to post the uh the um the link
again for anyone that wants to join anybody wants to do a have a reading tonight I get a reading for you I just wna say I love you guys you guys are so much fun I love the chat I love I love that good conversation that guy's really cool that guy's really cool okay so I post the link again everyone's welcome to join join the
panel tonight hi tuer butterfly how are you did you get some food that that was you that was saying you're get some get get a dinner I have McDonald's tonight I had a double cheeseburger and a and a small fries five bucks that's the best deal in McDonald's I think yeah tiger butterfly you want a reading okay I got let me get you three cards out of this
deck the rider weight deck so so tiger butterfly what do we have for you tiger butterfly you've been watching you've been like growing something and it's paying off they about to receive a fruit of your labor this is in the recent past you made some food well but you but you're see you're sitting there watching and you've been tending this Garden right there right tiger butterfly what else do we
have for you page of Wands this might be a young a younger younger guy a younger fire sign has a lot of passion for you someone really interested in you he's a really cute little hat with a feather yeah let's let's get our guest back what's up kandoor am I back in the game hey what's up dude sorry about that I just want to do am I back in the game
yeah you're back and I have one more card for tiger butterfly we have this Empress energy right here it's all the Queens in the deck sometimes it indicates pregnancy not always but it can repres it's fertility definitely so you have a good idea that that's that's gonna turn into something beautiful you're also a really good catch because you're all the Queens in the deck so I hope you like that um tiger butterfly and I'll do I'll do a reading for you to
kandor I don't know if you're into tarot or anything but uh heck no no you don't have to do one for me that's uh if do it that's cool but uh let's go back to Aiden Nicole Smith you were saying that how case dir and I'm not I haven't given it one single
thought to an an Nicole Smith in 20 years but uh whatever you were saying about oh Howard K Smith gave uh I don't know the details but that sounds like some bizarre conspiracy theory that it's not it's not look look into look into Daniel Daniel Smith's death or he wasn't Daniel Smith he had a different last
name but Daniel um when she was in the hospital um Howard K Stern gave him a bunch of prescription medicine and then he overdosed on it and he passed away and then Howard K Stern was also like had something to gain from the whole when she was married to the um the the Marshall guy the the billionaire that was like 90 years old like he he had like a he was always trying to get her
money right and so you miss and scum misses her big she she never got that money from that building there she never got it she got um she got some money she got like she got monthly money from that from the trust I think but yeah she never got the whole the big pay off because okay so I saw this video of her
and she she like had a videotape where she like the old man was like dying and she was like I'll show you my boob but you have to sign this contract and stuff like that and it's like it's really kind of very manipulative and sick we're yeah we're playing now yeah the
real the real victim of the whole Anna Nicole Smith you know that whole Fiasco and that's really what it was a complete Fiasco father Danny's father no no no the real victim is the daughter the
daughter herself Danny and then uh they they did some show like it was several years ago and uh freaking freaking Danny Lynn meeting Anna Nicole Smith's uh family members like keep like keep her off a television that kid doesn't need to be on television right that didn't go
well for anyone the thing with the thing with that is that Danny Lynn there's a guy what's the guy's name I forgot he's a blonde he's really cute guy that was her real father and then Anna Nicole tried to say that Howard St was the father but they never had sex or anything and they're trying to keep Danny Lynn away from the father and eventually he got custody of her and so he was a blonde guy right yeah yeah I
don't I don't know his name either I don't care what his name is but all I'm saying is you know everything about Anan Nicole Smith was a complete Fiasco she was in Playboy she married a 90-year-old billionaire she did this ETV show that portrayed her in the worst way
her son died and uh like like just just keep that kid off a television that kid doesn't need that well Danny Lyn is I think Danny Lyn's probably in her 20s now but I will say about Anna Nicole Smith she was the guest jeans model and then she did Playboy and she was like the best she was like the best guest jeans model like you know she had that
voluptuous figure like she was like a little bit of a bigger girl because she was tall and had like meat on her bones and stuff stuff like that but I always liked that about I thought she was like this really very ideal feminine figure and uh and then I I had I used to have her Playboy cover I play I had a cover of her in Playboy she had a pink sub top on it with this autograph when I moved I lost all these I had a Marilyn Manson um
signed poster that I got from him personally and uh so I lost a lot of stuff in my move yeah tiger butterfly if you want to join the panel you to click the link um my my dear you know you know who was the real winner of uh that a the Colts this show was that gay Asian guy what was his namey Bobby trendy Bobby
treny that was the real winner from that show that guy was pretty funny he like also heard from people that he's like a really talented interior designer he's really successful yeah we have a guest tonight let's
welcome our guest butf guest okay hi hello tiger butterfly hello what's up hi nice to meet you how are you well I've met her before because she's a mod so I know I know her but it's first time on first time on the
show what's up how are you I like your hair first time on the chat first I know it's not your first time on the chat but it's your first time on the panel this one yeah yeah well where how did you find My Show by the way like how did you find me
originally I don't know you don't know well how are you tell me tell me uh tell tell me what you want to talk about tonight I got reading for you too if you want one but let's have a chat I'm just kind of irritated about
what and Nicole Smith right oh boy oh boy here we go oh boy yeah I'm here for it I'm here for it I'm here for it let's go let's hear it why yeah because we're go
ahead you have a problem with her or what what's going on tiger butterfly like your name by the way you're you're really cool hair too and thank you for coming on the panel by the way too um I'm not irritated at you sir okay or you
sir just that's old movs she was a MK Ultra kitten right yeah so Ultra I'm familiar with it I I
was MK Ultra Myself by the way so so to derogatories her by putting that all that onto her added it on to
no let that go I no I'm not derti her but what I'm saying is like I'm yeah I did not say you were sir okay okay the other man okay oh me okay I don't want to interrupt C
can I go ahead and uh State my case if that's okay speak you may speak that's that's everything she was it was every her career was her sexuality she was in Playboy she was
married a billionaire because she was a hot blonde she gained weight she was that e show which was a complete was the worst per you know it was successful but it didn't put her in a good light at all and uh her her her son died of drugs she
died I mean nothing about Anna Nicole Smith was I mean it it's tragic everything about her is tragic yes that that's really what it comes down to it was a tragedy it was a tragedy and she's a tragic figure she she she wasn't she wasn't an actress
who won who won Oscars or a singer who won gramys she was a Playboy model she put on weight she she became a movie I for the movie oh yeah I'm what what what Oscar name what Oscar nominated movie was Anna Nicole Smith in
video speak again she was what she was I mean she was she she was she was a boy model she gained weight she became a a fringe thing that people got a kick out of and uh but go ahead I apologize go ahead hang butterfly go ahead you have
the floor oh do I thank you yeah you have the whole floor you're welcome who cares let go and I don't care I don't care I I loved her I loved her I I still love her I still love she's like my sweetheart not the point
sir okay okay for for me I haven't thought about a Nicole Smith in 20 years I have not given her a single thought I'm on this guy said he's a fan and uh I I you know I'm conversating
about but no I I haven't thought of an Nicole Smith in over 20 years oh go ahead I apologize okay thank you sir okay I'm sorry sorry yes I'll put you on solo by the way there you go
I am sorry I do apologize I'm not disguising anything however I will say that she was a sex
kitten MK Ultra person yes you're familiar with you're familiar with MK Ultra right you give us can you give us an MK Ultra can you describe what Mk Ultra means to everybody in the chat that anyone doesn't
know MK Ultra oh I have a tire butterfly on my shoulder okay I am notra but I do understand butterfly sounds like the Monarch
right is that the Monarch I'm sorry to interrupt you it's the monarch butterfly right monar butterfly I have a tiger butterfly tattoo on my
shoulder ank Ultra person by the way okay but I do understand that kind of concept yeah yes the sex kitten the um programmed Disney
right Nickelodeon person where they are constantly controlled handlers right they have the handlers the handlers they have handlers Katy Perry Britney Spears Lindy Lohan
right yeah you know what I'm saying yeah I I told you I have I I've been MK alterd myself I'm like I'm like I'm deprogrammed by now um but I've had handlers I've had the programming I gr on Disney
movies you had handlers yeah I have a Russ a Russian Russian do I have a hand no but I don't think you have a Handler but you might you might I have to learn more about you but but like asked pull a card do I have a Handler
okay I pull a card the card I pulled for you is you you you left the Handler behind I'll put it up on the screen hold on you you like and the Handler the handler was actually not not a bad person you you left you left them you left them even though they made you happy a little bit you like went to find your real cup of
love you were yeah there's a lot of lot of Cups there lot emotion you're emotionally messed with a lot right ah he was my Handler that makes sense he tried to be anyway and I want to thank my my my last guest um thank you for coming on the show the tiger butterfly let's have a
chat about this MK Ultra because I know this kid in I know about the beta programming I know know about having handlers I know about the Disney Princess programming and and all the Disney basically our whole culture is MK Ultra right now it's like the whole America is basically MK Ultra in a country
right he left he left I I don't know why he left but he left I think he'll come back if he can I think he's he just uh he's watching I'm sure but he yeah I don't because of you I think his camera keeps breaking out but about the think about like The Little Mermaid think about
Aladdin think about the Lion King the Beauty and the Beast right Fair T yeah I know you're welcome kander cander he said thanks for having me on was fun yeah cander we love you come back again soon thank you dude to me for a minute it's okay say whatever you want to say here hear the floor again I'm gonna shut up for a
second I'm sorry say whatever you want to say whatever you want to say no what do you want to ask okay so what is MK Ultra in a nutshell MK Ultra in a nutshell is programming heavy hard and
deep right it's Disney yeah do the
whole Disney princess right let's give you a story that you need to believe the whole I'm gonna find my prince the whole in Disney movies too I'm to interrupt but the Disney movies the the
mother was always an evil character in the movies right yes stepmothers anyway the mother usually died or the father died yeah and then and then the princess was like protector died
yeah and she was waiting for the prince they were supposed to find a savior right the prince the prince yes MK Ultra are you familiar with Rosanne bar Rosanne bar and like where Rosanne says about all this kind of stuff what do you
think about rosan oh God Rosanne bar she doesn't really talk much about all this she has though I mean she gets in trouble for speaking out right she's talked a bit but she's also mentioned that she has not actually seen
that kind of deep hardcore into right she said I have not seen that kind of but I do know it exists well I do too I I know it exists and I know that it's part of
the American culture
Hollywood but I'm in Hol I'm in Hollywood I'm near Hollywood right now I'm in La I'm in La yeah so I've had Handler I've a I had a Russian I had actually a Russian Handler
nice no it wasn't very nice it was very very mean and cruel actually but I was being she taught me everything about it right she taught me everything about it indirectly and I was able to unprogram myself for the most
part you know MK stands for Magic Magical Kingdom and what is the Magical Kingdom Disney right my handler was a bunny it was a bunny was it the Alison Wonderland rabbit yep White
Rabbit that was my hand there okay youas the only reason I laughed right there was because I traumatized and have trauma and my laughter is my defense mechanism that's
fine and nothing against you and I'm not laugh it's because I laugh at an inappropriate time sometimes because I've been really traumatized if I'm offended I'll let you know thank you thank
you thank you please
laugh thank you you're a sweetheart you're a sweetheart I like I like you a lot I like you laugh yeah and also if we can give I just want to give you a big hug and say now we have each other right we can laugh about these things but it's like bad things have happened to us
right hey I'm good with you laughing please laugh okay laugh more yeah laugh harder and not in a not in a way not a condescending way in a way that is
like I'm still happy person I was able to overcome this that happened to me I was able to
what I got a hoodie yeah blankie that's cool oh my God I love it it's cool reminds me of a
snug snuggy is that snug it's like a blanket that I can wear well you're a lovely person you're a lovely person by the way and you have really good points and really good things to bring up I want to chat with you some
more can you tell me a little bit more about your Handler
if you don't mind bunny bunny yeah tell me about bunny you tell me about bunny pull some cards okay well I I I already tell Bunny's like the White Rabbit and it's like some he's like he asked you to chase him it's on the rabbit hole right
bunny has like this uh Two of Pentacles energy he like a balancing act he had you and he had another person he was working with right right and he was trying to balance the two trying to keep keep you two uh both on his hand both even they're trying to control it but right keep going think about black
magic right Destiny swapping also King swords air sign witchcraft air sign really good with words witchcraft right witchcraft is about words right word magic and about that's the
programming it's it's all in the words word magic they actually tried to kill me death magic one more for you one more card for you about this another air sign another like rushing in rushing out like he came over he would say the words and then he would leave and hope that the words would like
have an effect and stuff like that you are stronger than that though I think you were smarter than that I'll put a couple more cards for you Al but now now now now you are like really benefiting now now now you're now you're in a happier place you're like
materially doing doing fine you have everything you want you know you're you've gotten past a lot of this right but you're still traumatized a little bit one more king of Pentacles this guy in your future guy with this guy with some in the future with some things to
offer you got Earth and air magic Earth and air science Earth and air magic This Guy's in your future though someone coming to offer you some something I hope you like that am I right or am I wrong
right I know I I can't I can't help being right times because I'm I'm just channeling I'm channeling and I'm doing the cards I see a really you also have a big white light around you I don't know if you lost somebody special to you they're right they're right next to you and
stuff kandor yeah kandor always yeah maybe it's an angel maybe it's an angel protected yeah I feel that I feel I feel that I see I see I see the halo around like the impenetrable Halo I see
the light shining on you right because of the block Magic right that they are pissed off they're pissed off but you know you know how you know how to deal with demons you also know you don't take it from other demons or
demons in period period right and it's like you have you have both sides I said you know how to deal with demons you don't take from demons right demons like me right because you have both sides you have both sides I see and I see the
light and the dark side you're like really well integrated with both sides love me and protect right and you're protected you're protect and the the demons will protect you the angels protect you you have like a whole Army of yep both both sides around
you just like I do just like I do I can I can Cons with demons I can Cons with angels I have the highest relation with God right but I'm cool with the devil got I see a
curl curl smoke just demons coming out of the smoke too right no no you're my curl have have a curl horn
corn I said a horn a horn a horn look at look at my hairline you see my hairline the are my horns used to be right there you still got him I still got him but
I'm a Capricorn so goat has horns right and a Go goat can protect himself you know also goat I don't know say is bad I know I didn't but yeah my my horns are my horns right there yeah see
them I'm a little bit of a devil but also I'm a little bit of an Angel I never said anything otherwise I know I you're a good heart you're a good heart person you also can help
people you can help people you also like love love your friends you love your family a lot I love a lot of people I think you have a better circle around
you now than you did before you have better you better protection than before you're also you protect yourself you stand up for yourself too you're like well speak up for yourself you can like cut somebody down with your words
too yeah I can I'll shut some out
pardon my language no you're fine stheart not to be not to be condescending say sweetheart I'm in have a sweetheart you're a bad mood just pissed off okay why I know not me I
know I don't know why there's something going on in the emisphere well you know in the last couple week I know there's a planetary alignment new moon or full moon this weekend that's what I'm
feeling right so you're you're very connected with the Moon by the way you're very connected with the moon I know um I'm the cancer Rising cancer Rising Moon Sign very Moon very moon
right so yeah I'm also a Capricorn you are too I'm a Capricorn too I'm a Capricorn Sun Virgo Moon cancer Rising you got a lot of Earth you got a lot of Earth and you got a lot of
the water in you right and yes I'm a son of a cancer I'm a Capricorn I'm also a son of a Gemini and so I have like the air water parents and then I'm the Earth sign little bit of the scapegoat a little bit of black sheep in me I'm not sure
about I think you have like you you have all the elements really combined well um I'm also a sheep Aries Chinese zodiac oh in the Chinese okay I'm a monkey in Chinese
zodia Rudy wants to say hi to you Rudy want to say hi to her hi it's Rudy little old man cat go ahead go I have two cats you do Artemus and
Casper emis the goddess of the hunt the Greek goddess of the hunt also goddess emus is one of my guids okay and she and also that's like you it's also the the Archer she's
also an Archer and a hunter right yes she can zero it on on certain things right yes emis is one of my gods the moon got it Diana yes
B well I will say what I mean guys is a Hermes and one of my main Gods is pan and I know you have the pan energy I want to know where Mercury is too like the mer I think you're like you have a really powerful mind tangible that a lot very in control of
your thoughts P pan the goat the goat Capricorn energy the all the all
aaria he plays yes well he invented the Reed type he had a woman run away from him and then she turned into a bunch of reeds and then he cut down the reads and he made a flute out of it right yep P also gives really good advice he's
also a loving he's a little bit yes Saturn he a Saturn with Saturn you're very connected with Saturn planet Saturn may I ask you a question
yes I go to sleep at night a lot of times I hear them singing you hear well that you hear the pan pipes or do you hear like the singing no I hear singing like the Angels okay well you know Lucifer was in
chared of the Angelic choir and so he he yeah he was I'm saying I hear choirs of Angels at night not just Lucifer yeah he was just the director of the choir that you know he he had demoted and stuff because he wanted to run his
own world I don't know who the director of the choir is now the Heavenly Angels he's Angel of Music he's the angel of music right yeah I like Lucifer too is it good or bad well people people people give lucier Lucifer bad rap he's
actually God's favorite angel to his covering he was basically his outer body his shell and then he wanted to be like God right he The Pride question yes is Lucifer good or bad I think he's more that question to
me okay was that the question to me no well I was I was answering the question because oh AC said is that good or bad right AC said is is Lucifer good bad right I know I know the answer go
ahead in what respect is it good or bad I think he's a more of an Earth Angel personally right like Meg you I'm sorry I'm sorry I'll put you on full screen I'm I the bathroom quick but you you talk you talk
I'm listening may I continue yes okay is Lucifer good or bad well that depends how do you interpret good or
bad if you conceive of the actual divine plan that none of us actually knows for sure what's going on
Source well there are a few different Lucifers also hey can I sh my tattoo real quick I want sh my tattoo if you don't mind I'll show my tattoo
oh my gosh that's
awesome what's up be know crazy
what I actually knew of the spiritual Wars when I was really
young spiritual Wars spiritual warfare I'm familiar with that yeah and I actually knew about it when I was really young I was born in 1980 no I'm I'm 81 baby here 1981
January yeah January 7th me I'm January 7th too January 7th 1981 when you part exactly same birthday
right I'm not I'm not kidding either January 7th 1981 it's my birthday January 7th 1980 one year AP part we're the Capricorns right then right in the middle of the Capricorn season right two weeks after Christmas two weeks before Aquarius season
right well there's a reason we met tonight there's a reason or not we met earlier but there's a reason we talked tonight right yes it's a beautiful thing how we can come together and like meet people we're Bond we are I'm bonding with my tiger butterfly right
here ba you want to hop on panel tonight be and talk to Tigo butterfly you're totally welcome anybody else want to help on fanel I'll post the link again we have a fun guest tonight she's same birthday having a fun time
sorry you're fine you're fine no there's like a dark energy in the corner of my house right now oh there
is Nick is there too Nick come on come on on pan we're having a chat with she's telling interesting one year part exactly one year 365 days one total Circle birthdays when you're apart
yes what does it feel like it's protective cuz it might be because there's dark energies that are protective too and some dark dark en in the corners are like actually Wasing the dark a Shadow the dark can be a shadow concealing the angel inside of
it right can be Ang a little Shad contesting that I'm just saying is just I noticed ites everyone see I see it
hello hello oh we have a guest tonight we have another guest let's welcome be's kitties to the panel tiger butterfly he had a
be hi guys hi guys hello hi hello hello good to talk to you you guys is cool I was listening in the chat hi tiger butterfli hello hi
hi I just wanted to tell you something um tiger butter I have a question for you if I can ask are you okay yeah yes I'm getting smise
okay you were saying earlier that um when you sleep sometimes you hear like an orchestra when you're going to sleep yes when you um hear that is it like a good experience or is it like a scary experience like does it make you feel comfortable or are
you what it's beautiful oh okay that's what I want that put me and AC were asking in the chat because I think I would like I can't see the yeah okay on the screen the questions on the
scre I can't see the chat I'm talking to y'all okay um no when I am experiencing the when I go to sleep experience it's comforting
calming okay said that they said I'm glad it's a good experience you know you know what I think just like Just Like Music today like our favorite music our favorite music has set affected our emotions right and even though Lucifer is the Angel of
Music can also be a very positive experience yes I listen to guided meditation I don't hear any music I kind of wish I heard like some orchestra that would actually fascinating oh my
God it's beautiful I kind of always make out the words that they use it's Angelic language it's like it's beyond the beyond the Earthly language we're with yeah is like is it like a lot of is
it does it happen like every night or once in a while mostly more than every once in a while a lot of time not every night
but most basically Bally when you need to be you need a calming influence you're like awake and you need to fall asleep
I lay down to go to sleep and I've actually gotten up because I'm like where the is that music coming from and I look around and I'm like okay that neighbor's not using music
that neighbor's not using music there's no one outside my house now do you see the cat reacting any different what do you see the cats reacting any different like have you ever paid attention to the cat and their
reaction oh yes okay I had my cats come to my dreams and snatch some people up and be like off really you have do you have tuxedo C what you have tuxedo cat like black and
white cats or no I have a Casper cat is white like all white no he is gray with stripes and then I have a tabby cat
Artemis a so cute um both of them have come into my dreams and snatched some up yeah cuz I've heard like that I have two cats too but I'm fairly new cat owner I wouldn't seen you I've had them for five years but I never had cats before that and um they'll be scaring
that stuff I'm like wondering what they're looking at I can't see anything I always wonder if can a there you are lunar you're welcome because they're watching out for you you I have a
different I do have a different area not going to lie um I'm not quite sure I want to talk about it okay whatever you're comt yeah whatever you're comfortable
with that has to do with the um bunny Handler that I walked away from MK Ultra handle in bunny
right no we're not no no bunny no bunny no bunny no bunny I'm sorry I'm
sorry bad energy bad energy yeah I'm sorry I'm sorry about that
sorry we're talking black magic death magic they did all kinds of on me but I survived same here I'm a Survivor too and I like I don't like to say MK Ultra I like to say MK Ultra Survivor right oh I like your um sunflower thing
you're wearing I love sunflowers and daisies oh my God I got this today I was so excited it's pretty on you it looks vibrant I like it thank you ma'am you're welcome my bad oh yes it's
fun and guys can we can we can a mod post be's channel in my chat and if you have a channel tiger butterfly to I want to support your channel too AC loves sunflowers too yeah I think we're Bing all in the cat and the I keep getting told I need to do a
whole thing on my own solitary practitioner um may ask all question ask ask I'll be right back
I'm actually writing a book oh wow that's really nice that's really exciting what is it about tarot book it's a Tarot that's really cool
really okay hold on you gota wait for because I'm sure he would he would be excited to hear about that I'm here I don't know about I'm here hi was saying she's writing a book about tarot a Tarot Cardy book I think
um I don't know how to change you want to rotate it that so you go to your camera and then uh you just yeah you have to go to the settings I think she's showing the draft of some of her
writing that's really cool tiger
I'm posting chat in the channel right now yeah got that is really cool writing too can you can you read like if you feel comfortable can you read like a section of it I'm showing
you it's hard for me I'm looking through my phone it's like really hard for me to read it but if they can read it okay I can look put on full screen I'm G try to read it you Psalm
68 24 your procession is seen oh God the procession of my god king into the sanctuary 25 the singers in front the musicians last between them virgins playing t marines that is what I was going to do
with the first page oh that's cool Alice had begun to think that very few things indeed were really impossible forance of aissi start by doing what is necessary then do what's
possible and suddenly you are doing The Impossible Walt Whitman keep your face always toward the sunshine he and the shadows will fall behind you The Last Unicorn p as eag as for you in your heart and the
things you said and didn't say she will remember them all when men are fairies tales and books written by rabbits never earning story he had never been willing to believe that like had to be as gray
and well as people claimed he had heard them saying life is like that but he couldn't agree that's really really cool tyer I like the way that you it's it sounds so um fascinating almost like a dream and
magical the way you write it's really cool I wish I could write like that it's almost like poetry well a lot of it was actually you have a little card or stamp on the side is that like kind of G to be the face of the
card um I actually put stickers on the pages and all these are of what I've said so far are actually just quotes from other books and Pages not my own
words oh that's cool you're simplifying it for people that are maybe the basics right or like the ones the things that are like uh stand out to you the most yes yeah that's really cool and tiger butterfly be simar thing
beat it as a similar poetry style really cool really really awesome and mine is in I mean I write my journal but mine is like mle as farsy like fary poetry reading but I don't I do it for
fun but um H when you get your um book published I'll get one I'll definitely buy me too meet you meet you by the way and we want it autographed we'll send it to you and have it autographed when you become famous we don't want to lose
you I keep getting told that I need to do a Tarot channel of my own yeah you should you should definitely I want to hear that and also be did you hear we're the same birthday um tiger butterfly out the same exact birthday or one one year Park but she's 80 I'm 81 you want to do me a favor sir
yes I'll do you a favor you got it follow Cosmic Boogyman okay I'm gonna I'm gon it up right now Cosmic Boogeyman Cosmic Boogeyman I actually follow him
and he's read on me a few times and it's kind of scary I found I found it I'll I'll post in my chat hold I post this in my chat guys subcribe to Cosmic
Boogeyman to Cosmic Boogeyman okay I got it I got
it I found him I found him Cosmic Boogyman he does readings I'm G share that on my chat right now guys everyone subscribe to boogy man I really want to support everybody that cat likes and that recommend I got you guys I got you
guys oh I got thean now you okay you okay um tiger I'm
good TIG bir you something else to say you want to say anything
else I got the boogeyman Channel on on my screen what's going on sweetheart go ahead go ahead you you talk you talk I don't know well don't worry about anything you're safe you're good everything's going to be
okay that's kind of hurt don't pay don't pay attention to anything that's negative I didn't say anything was negative that just hurt I don't know what oh okay it could have been like an noise from outside or something you'll be okay we got you got
the cats they're always protecting you you're protected do someone say something in the chat in the chat let's see what the chat is they saying that your writing is really neat um AC says sunflowers are my
favorite what about green magic n is being funny cuz I think you guys are talking about black magic he's asking what about he's talking about weed do you like to smoke weed the green magic I no that's not
it I don't think anything in the chat in the chat I don't think it's anything in the chat um yeah Nick Nick wrote something earlier and then pych just put in his Discord and then Nick is into green
magic understand there's other energies outside of this Pat that's trying me I didn't mean to try you I'm sorry if I I wrong I did not say you did I'm
saying there's other energies outside of this conversation that's what I was saying right do you feel it like in your house or is it coming to your head like see like are you feeling I'm just curious I'm actually saying like an angel and a
devil next to that wall and that gives me pause I think angels are kind of like can be both angels and demons at the same time especially human Angels or the angels on the
earth what do you mean I mean that on Earth we're both Angel and Demon at the same time we have the we have the light side we have the dark side we're both we're both and we deal with both of the sides but I think that watching over
you we can yes sir yeah and yes they can yes sir and my cats are fighting now cats are
fighting tiger butterfly I think you need I think you need to like Sage your corner or you need to you need to handle your angel your demon right now but I want to thank you for coming on the show and you're like a great friend of the show I want you come back soon and I love you so anything else you want to say before
before before um I'm G wrap the show soon but I love you thanks for having me up it was so nice having um talking and meeting you tiger okay you as well I love you guys good night guys okay I just feel weird it's
okay light a candle or something you're you have the kitties you have your tat and then I think Psych is right we have something in our our culture Persian culture is similar to Sage but it's not really it's like little crystals and rocks that you burn and it's supposed to word off like anything bad or even I
don't know it's just good smelling thing so yeah understand the um Handler that I've had keep going I've had the Handler and he also tried
to
Westward manipulate yes and control yes and swap Destiny swap swapper okay I got you yes he
tried that's the energy I feel right now watch it can you put it on regular layout yeah I'm sorry I show tiger my cat okay yeah I got you here you go ba he he's trying to say something to you
what are you trying to say m you want to talk to tiger say everything's gonna be okay kisses that's me he's giving you kisses thank you I'm okay I love you guys so much thank you so
much bye sweetheart I'm wrapping it up butterfly thank you I'll be back I'll be back a lot of times okay you're my friend you're gonna be fine okay bye guys bye bye I love you guys good night tuer butterfly night good night good night I love you
guys good night tuer butterfly your sweetheart what awesome guest what awesome people so I found my tablet finally I'll play a couple things on the tablet well first the prank call that I want to play I have a prank call I want
to play It's called live with Kathy okay hold on one second guys
same turn your radios right now listen to Kathy she's on her radio show she will say boner she will say beat your meat you got to listen carefully I'm yelling because I've had this is considered the Citizen Cane of phony
announcements beat your meat finger bang finger paint party reach around knob tuggers they get that all right listen carefully and learn and this is the email that I got from Ella today hello Cathy my name is Ella I'm 76 years young Community
organizer from Green Valley Arizona I was wondering if I could get a few Community birthday announcements read on your spectacular show you truly are an inspiration well Ella you made my day now the announcements do you have an elderly person in your life with limited
Mobility try reach around tuggers free demonstration all week at the Green community center each reach around knob Tugger provides easy emergency release for elderly persons that need to get off and get out
quick fun get your fingers wet this weekend at the Blue Iris finger bang finger pain party at Green Valley High School it's great for all ages everyone's favorite funloving art teaching granny blue Isis you five fingers deep into her signature mushy
gushy goodness the fur bang starts Saturday at 8 contact Mike Haw is B for more information Cher happy 60th anniversary
Rusty and B what is your secret sh happy 50th b m from everyone at the Green Valley KN polishers Club happy birthday to you happy birthday to you sing it happy birthday
dear Happy to You boner boner next week we get her to say I'm a dumb idiot who reads anything now is that not the that was great okay I hope you like that guys guys I'm going to take a little break I just need a little break I'm going to end the
stream though I really I really enjoyed my guest tonight tiger butterfly and the guy that was on and uh and be's be's kitties and you guys are my you in my life you my best friends I'll be back probably in a half hour you want to come back I'll have open Panel again I want to say thank you guys so
much for uh coming to my stream supporting my stream it it was fun oh here's little here's a little this is like little kitty that's Freya oh my oh that was that was Macy there's there's Romeo the cat there's
me there's there's Trix there's magic graffiti yeah there's Freya pyy awakens Lola I love you guys so much that's magic again the two cats really sweet it's tux and oh look at oh they love
each other I love you guys so much there's a little reading for you okay I love my cats look at this me with Lenor I love you guys so much okay have a good night guys almost me to cry okay I love you guys I'll see you soon
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