Psyche performs a song-poem about betrayal and manipulation, followed by a discussion about boundary violations and his 'Cult Codex' project.
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Psyche begins the episode with a song-poem titled 'Good Bye Take 2' about a personal and professional relationship that turned sour ▶ 0:09. He then discusses the situation, mentioning how he was used for optics and was useful until he was no longer needed ▶ 0:33. Psyche talks about how the other person would 'strike' him and then appear on his panel, violating his boundaries ▶ 3:04. He also mentions how he was trying to be funny, but the other person did not find it amusing ▶ 6:16. Psyche reveals that he is working on a project called the 'Cult Codex', a website that will have every episode, guest, and quote from his show ▶ 13:16. However, due to the recent 'strikes', he may have to private everything, which could hinder the project's progress ▶ 13:35.
The episode appears to explore themes of betrayal, manipulation, and boundary violations. Psyche seems to be reflecting on a past relationship that turned toxic, and how the other person would use him for their own gain. The episode also touches on the idea of online drama and how it can affect one's personal and professional life. The 'Cult Codex' project is also a significant part of the episode, as it represents Psyche's attempt to create a comprehensive archive of his show and its guests.
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A chaotic Monday night panel featuring tarot readings, personal banter about streaming drama, AI-generated music videos (including a hymn to Matangi), and guest Gotti discussing online conflicts and content creation.
Episode 0 of Cult of Psyche features an extended thematic musical opening followed by Psyche (Trix) addressing community conflicts, interpersonal drama, and recent incidents involving moderators, guests, and online antagonists.
Psyche discusses online drama, stupidity in his community, and various online personalities and conflicts in an emotional and rant-filled episode.
Psyche delivers a dramatic performance piece about seeing through manipulation and lies, followed by an open panel discussion addressing recent drama with other streamers including Sweet Pea.
Psyche streams solo from his couch in an intoxicated, upbeat mood, addressing online drama involving Kate's donations to Zaya, banning trolls, and playing a viral clip of Crystal Ann's heated rant about Beta.
Eldo reveals that Beeta has been doxxing multiple people, including Psyche and J-Dog, sharing their personal information on her platform while denying responsibility.
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with confetti in her hair. Said you're such a lovely soul with that calculated stare, but I was just a chess piece in a few I didn't choose. A temporary favorite
in her very special use in L. She needed me for optics for a sublock for a scene. >> Poking at arrival while pretending to be clean. >> I thought it was connection.
Turns out it was theater. A onew woman production called How can I be meaner? I was good enough for midnight talks for spiral rants and victim monologies. But when the script got rewritten fashion cut my name
from every care I was useful till Tuesday till the fall then suddenly I'm toxic the villain after all. Don't contact me. She tells me with the curtains dramatic drone. Then she
floats into my panel like a ghost to Mr. Dawn. Calls me some grand monster says I'm darkness doom and doom me up. Funny how I was a saint right up until I got less useful to a junior empire. I was there when things were crumbling. Now I'm the big disaster. That's rich coming from the patrons.
Ain't the change in every pastor. She found herself a champion. A night in shining chrome, >> posted him like rescue merge said, "Finally, I'm home." >> The armor got dented. The fairy
tale got hazy. And even Sir Salvation said, "This whole thing feels crazy." I stood there in the cheap seat watching plot twist hit the wall like >> that's your redeemer. >> Didn't he just miss your call?
>> Every week a new messiah. Every month a brand new scar. A rotating cast of life bows that don't make it very far. >> I gave grace when grace was rare. Listen when nobody else was there, but some folks turn up to a courtroom file and
hand out blame with a pageant smile. I was useful till sacred till the spin. Then she needed a new ser and I got written in. Don't contact me, she whispers then appears where I live on air like
boundaries off of peasants and hypocrisies could put away. Now I'm some spiritual trafficker. What a deluxe invention. There's not a charge, it's fan fiction with a persecution pinching. I was there when the wheels came on. Now I'm the dark disaster. That's rich coming from the weather vein. Who calls each
storm a pastor. She collects moral costumes like wigs behind the stage. Halo for the thumbnail, pitchfork for the rage. One day you're her confidant, the next
day you're her curse. Every friendship gets a trailer. Every fallout gets rehearsed. And I'm not even mad now. I mostly want popcorn because every grand enunciation comes preaid and overworn.
And if I'm such a beast, babe, why haunt my little show? Why bang on the cathedral door? You swore you'd never know. Don't contact me. Okay, cool her. Then why you en rolling memorizing every word?
>> Fine by me. Then why do you keep orbiting my soal monstrosity? I was useful till Tuesday. Darling, that's the game. You need a friend, you need a foe. They often wear one name. You crown me, then you blame me, then announce me
with a hiss. But contradiction in high heels, still trips over stuff like this. So here's to all the exalies who turn into a trial, who borrow truth for leverage and perform pain with style.
I'll be over here still breathing, still speaking, still hilarious. And you'll still be recasting villains in a plot line. Precarious. You said don't contact me. >> I said nothing.
But if I'm so monster, why do you keep coming back again?
You know what, Joanie? You know what, Joanie? What's not funny?
Not funny. Well, you know what? Humor is humor is a what? Objective. I thought it was funny. So, you think it doesn't? I don't think she thought it was funny either. Alexander McQueen was laughing his butt off. I don't know.
I mean, it's already done. I mean, it's like, what? You know what she did to me last night, Joanie? You don't know what she did to me last night or I mean, today she struck me today, but last night she was even worse. Hurt my feelings even more. There's a reason,
you know, I went to her chat and I said, I don't know if you're mad at me or I'm blocked or whatever. I just want to say sorry. Um, I wish you well and love you and uh have a blessed evening. That's what I said to her in her chat. She said, "Oh,
th this person, this this guy doesn't respect my boundaries." Even though she came to my chat on my panel after she said, "Oh, don't contact me." She came herself. Okay. Um, it's like when it's like giving love repaid with
dripping acid in my face or whatever, I don't know, hurt my feelings. So maybe it is stupid, reactive, whatever. I don't know. Everyone says, "Oh, the only good videos I do maybe are the funny ones." I don't know. I was trying to be funny. She's in a mask.
Like Jesus love. Yeah. Love, right? How does Jesus get How does Jesus get repaid for loving? Oh, let's nail him on a cross.
Alex gets it.
It's wearing a mask. It's just I All I said I didn't say, "Oh, here's Alexander's picture. Make based this on her." I just said, "A black lady in a mask." Tall black lady in a mask with nice tits. I didn't say that part. I'm just kidding.
No, Katrina, it wasn't about that video. It was about a photo with me and her. It was our photo at dinner when I when we went to dinner. It wasn't that. She didn't strike over that video. She struck over a picture of us at dinner, but we're smiling. And I just wanted to show, hey, we met and we were happy at
one point. I don't know. It's okay. It's okay. It's guys. Guys, it's my fault, right? It's just It's my fault, right? Yeah. It's okay. Yeah. That didn't even though I called it and I and I was like, what should I call it? Should I say Alexander Mayor? I was like, no, I'll just call it Oh,
Alexandra. Which and she showed it a million times, too, right?
I mean, I'll say it did look like Tommy James. It was a little bit. It did look like Tommy James. That big fat ginger. Do you know what he said about her? Well, you you don't. But on Stand Man's panel, she came on his panel who she calls PDF and spiritual trafficker and all this stuff. or not script trafficker, right? But she'll go on his show. Give
him the exclusive about Tommy James humiliating her. It's okay. You deserve a drink. I deserve a drink, too. I deserve a drink, too. Oh, yeah. But you know what? It's like I'll make him regret it.
You want me to They want me to stop? How about I'm just getting started? How about I'm just getting started, ladies? Let me go through Let me go through everything. Um because Beeta struck me and Alexandra struck me. So I don't have a choice. It's um you know, I don't have a choice.
You know, you know what a strike is? You know what strike means? Strike means hitting that hit like hit. It's like a hit. It's like a And you only get three of them, right? I don't want to leave. I want to be here. I want This is my life. This is my This is my baby. It's like
Jesus was sacrificed at 33. Yeah. I'm a Jesus 2.0 44. I think there are they they're 55 I think. Right. I think Be might be in her 70s. I'm sure.
I don't want to leave. It lasts three months, but you only get three, you know. But they can take it down. They can take him down in a second. They're not going to. You know why? because they're beta and Alexandra
they last three months. Yeah, it's not only three months though. It's like what to the next three months?
Oh my god, she does look fat in that picture. She does. I didn't know. But she posted that. She goes, "You blamed it on Tripkick's video. I told you not to use my ex photo. You continue. Stop it. And then she struck me. And so I said, "You could have asked before, Betard. You're done. I asked you before. You
snuck it in the Tripkick video." No, Tripkick snuck it in. Tripkick snuck it in. I know, but now I have to see I have I have this website I was doing called the Colt Codeex. It's going to have every one of my episodes. Everybody, it's on the show. I guys I've spent hundreds of dollars doing this website.
Oh my god, here he comes. He's doing it again. He's now he's nice. Yeah, I'll do I'll I'll try. I'll try. I'll try, but now I have to have everything privated, so I can't have my cult codeex done, which I've been working on and stuff. Okay. I mean, I'll try. I'm going to try. I have to private everything.
Yeah, it's called the Cold Codeex. Yeah, it will have every single person that's been on the panel. It'll have every um show. It'll have quotes. It'll have a it's like a Wikipedia page. Not not like Alexander said where it's like a Wikipedia like harassing people or trying to what she say? She said it's a um a blackmail like I'm trying to blackmail on the Wikipedia. Even though
if you want your your entry taken down that'll be $1,000. I'm just I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. It's called No Colt Codeex. Colt codeex.me I think it's called. I'll show I think I might have some of of it up right now, but I'll show you what it looks like so far.
Oh, it's really cool actually. Look guys, look. Just just to show that I'm not just full of I'm actually somebody that like cares and like tries. Look, enter the circle. Okay. And so it has clears because there's a it's not working perfectly, right? Psychiverse. I mean, it's like I I'm trying my best. see that my first
day like when I started doing this the live streams January 28th the gateway open first meditation begin your journey where there's weeks and ceremonies the schedule guys it was it was going to be cool it was going to be cool I was trying to do something finally cool you know for I don't know if anybody else is doing this but I'm I'm trying to do something cool right like I'm
so yeah this was going to have everything on it right you can join the cult blah blah blah blah blah. There's going to be all all this cool stuff. Join the mailing list. I don't know. Does it look okay? I mean, I thought I looked cool. I thought I was doing something different. I thought I was a kind of different person in this community and stuff like
that. I thought I was kind of like a cool person like has a creative ideas. I was going to try to like revolutionize the YouTube thing. I was going to try to help everybody in this community. No. Did anybody say to Bea, "Hey, how about taking a strike down?" No, but Sweet Pea, oh my god. You know, and like everyone, oh my up in arms, oh my. And
it's all me and I was like, okay, I'll take it down. Even though, oh, here's him eating McDonald's. His big big mac and he has a dirty His hand was dirty because I put it in the in the in the heater and stuff, you know, and so yeah, it got dirty, but whatever. I mean, it's like I don't know. I thought it was looking cool. I putting a lot of money into it, trying
to make it cool and stuff, but no, no, no, no. It's all It's all done. It's all done. My hundreds of dollars, my every every dime I made on the show I put towards improving stuff, making it cool, having trying to have a website and stuff like that. Gonna have every every is going to try
to like promote every show. Even people that hate me, I'd promote. I mean, I'm stupid, right? Look at Look at it. Look how cool it is when I start it up. Let me start it up. Look how cool it is. Okay. No. No. Yeah. I'm just a piece of and garbage. I have no creative ideas. I I'm not trying to do anything special for anybody. I wasn't trying to help people, right?
I'm just a I'm just garbage. I'm just a garbage person. My all my All my stuff sucks. I just suck. I just suck.
my I mean I'm trying so hard I mean it's like and it was supposed to be special and guys and also like I would have put beta and I would put Alexandra on this on my on my you can see my own my own channel look look at my own channel this is my page like look and guys and My friend just has died, too. Do they care? No. I mean, yeah, some people do. I mean, do they care?
No. But I'll I'll show you. Look Look at this. I will I'll try to I'll try to if I have to go to Rumble, if I have to go to kick, would you guys follow me over there? I know it's like I know it's hard. I know it's like, you know, you have to type another like website in and go and it's like, you know, I was trying to do
cool stuff for the for the community. Matter what people say. I try I I was trying to do something different. I think there's like a lot of just go that goes on and stuff, right? And it's like I wanted to do something kind of cool and different. So, here's my channel here. Hold on one second.
Here's my here's my page. Like look, and I don't beta is not on there or anything, but look. So, Psyche recommends DJ Electra, Summer Benny, Money420 Trishaicious Clumsy Bean Gang, Chona, The Kate Show, Capricorn Soul Tribe, Alisa Jordana, Deceian's Woo, Danny Stranger, who unfortunately just passed away. I'm so
sorry, Danny. There's more people, too. I can only have that many on. There's this this guy who I There's Lucifer Bezob. There's Empress Janet, who doesn't with me anymore, but you know, there's Minnie Manson, who I just saw Minnie Manson with vagina and stuff with a big I thought you you look pregnant. I I don't know what was going
on there. There's L. He's really cute guy. Prairie winds and wild flowers. Trident Scribbles. Hey, there's Spunky.
I try I tried. There's Danny. I think you look cute in that picture
just two weeks ago. I was like hanging out with him semi chat over there. Everyone liked him. I don't know how he died. Oh, I know how he died. He got shot several times in the chest. But and if if and if you if you want if you have a channel, I'll put your channel up
there, too. I think I got almost everyone. I'm also trying to do psyche verses and stuff like that with every everyone there. Actually, I'm trying to help people. Like, I don't understand how I'm the biggest piece of garbage in the world. None of these people really talk to me really. I mean, K comes here. Benny came last night. That was so cool. Benny
came. Did you see the police come last night? That was crazy. The police came. The police came last night to my house. And and and guys, and I did tell the police. Yeah, I'm a huge YouTube celebrity. Guys, I was it was I was being sarcastic a little bit. I was I was I don't think I'm anything special.
Okay, you you got a kick over there, too. Promote you. Well, Nick, promote me. Yesterday, there was a lady I did a reading. She loved her reading. She loved her reading. And everyone likes their reading. I I don't really anybody I do a reading for, no one's ever said, oh, that was bad. It was a party last night. The police came and uh and I was like, I'm a big YouTube celebrity.
They're like, can you come outside, sir? I I opened the door, came outside. There was seven cops out outside of my house. It's like that was I was like, what? Like, whoa. Am I It was like basically like I was like, I don't know if I want to open the door for seven cops. But I did. Paige was here earlier. She came by a little bit earlier and said hi and stuff.
And she's like, well, she's like, oh, wouldn't it be nice if Paige was to say to Bea, "Hey, Beats. Hey, Beeta juice." Wouldn't it be nice if I should I Yeah, I But I I am I was on stream. If I mean, I'm not saying Paige, you don't you shouldn't you don't have to do anything for me. No, nobody has to do anything for me. If
someone like Paige was to say to Bea Juice, hey Vita, remember like we were all friends at one point and this like laughing having a good time and uh what happened? Can you can you like maybe take down the
strike as a as a good faith? In good faith. No, she doesn't she doesn't owe me anything. Yeah. Yeah. She would go, "Hey, beats." Bea doesn't have a heart. That's the problem. She doesn't have a heart. I don't know what happened to her in her life. Maybe something bad happened to
her or something like that. She doesn't have a heart. I looked I looked once in astral world. I went to Beeta and I and I opened a little little heart door and there was like this little like monster in there. So, it was like scary.
And that and he was like, "I'm really Peter. I'm the It was like this like little black monster." I'm not kidding. You think people think I joke about? It was a monster. That's her real self.
You know what's inside Paige? You know what's inside Paige? Paige's heart. I opened it. There's like a little like happy like there's a whole like little happy all this all this like nice little like there's like a little like it's like certle French Canadian minds or something and they're just juggling and
it it's all it was it was cute. Pa like Paige that's a good-hearted person good-hearted person. You know what's inside my heart? The same kind of thing. Not cirle because I'm more American, but there's like Marcel Maro kind of looking mime in there. Yeah, there's a big
Canadian talking dildo in Paige's heart in my I don't know. I'm just kidding, right? Katrina Katrina knows. Paige is like there's like rainbows and like unicorns farting and ice cream. They like they're ice cream and like that in Paige's heart,
right? beat as hard as there's just like some some scary monster. I don't even know what it I I just I just closed it and like just just backed away slowly. I don't even know. I was like, "What is that? A jin?" I think it wasn't even a Xin. I think it was like the the the king of the Xen. What's his name?
Um something about pleasure. It's like some kind of pleasure. What's the guy? What's it? What's the look for the can of beer called Fluffy Baby Ducks? Guys, you want to see You want to see? Look at this cat, guys. My cat's I'm sorry. I'm I'm a I'm an
abusive person. I I abuse I I'm I'm just a cat abuser, right? She has a blood plug in her heart. I'm a cat abuser. Look at this cat. Do I am I bother you? Am I bothering you? You my friend? You're my friend, huh? Just purring at me.
Am I bad to you guys? Am I bad? I'm a bad person. Look at this cat. Look, guys. Look. They're all around me. They just I mean, it's like my my little circle. These are my little my this my little family. Oh, I'm I I'm I'm a terrible abusive I I I'm abusive to cats and whatever. This
is my best friend right here. Look at this guy. I'm a monster, guys. Right. I want to sit around. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. You're com. You're comfy. Lola. Lola, you're comfy. Hi. I see you. Lola has a little black mouth. You're Yeah. I'm a monster, guys. I am. Am I Am I I'm bad?
I'm bad. You're afraid of me because I'm am I and I choke. Do I choke you? I'm just a bad person. Huh? I choke you.
Alex, I found Piggy.
He's my friend, too. Alex McQueen.
What did I do? Kino Casino. What did I do? Tell me. I want to hear. Tell me. I don't know what I did. I mean, I did I've done a lot. What? I've done a lot of things in life. What did I do? What did I do that was so bad? What did I do that was so bad? Can I give you a hug? Are you my friend?
I mean, guys, if I was if I was bad to the cat, do you think he would run? Do you think he would like say, "Oh, oh, I mean, I'm bothered by this person. Oh, this is an abusive person." Do you think he would let me would I would you let me go under your chin? Which is the most one of the most sensitive parts of a cat? Would you let me just rub your under the chin like that in case you
What? You're afraid of me because I'm such a bad guy. Okay. Okay. Maybe. Okay. I went too far. I'm just a bad person. I know. I know. It's okay, Kino. You're probably right. I'm just was I did something terrible. What did I do? Just explain. What did I do? This is what I do. This is what here
here. This is This is the hardest I ever touch my cats. That's That's as hard as that's as hard as I will. Here be a little harder. Here. Here. When I rub your neck like that. Is that okay? Okay. I'm sorry. I went too far. Are you beautiful?
Do you like piggy pillow? Rudy. Hi, Rudy. She even likes piggy pillow. Rudy. Rudy. Rudy. Look. Look. Piggy pillow. Look at piggy pillow. Did you care piggy pillow sitting on you? Does he even bother you at all?
I don't think he cares. He thinks piggy pillow's cute, too. That's your p That's my piggy pillow. I'm just a monster. I am a monster. He is regal. He does talk. He says, "Let me let me in that belly. Let me in that belly."
I mean, look like like Trix likes Piggy Pillow. Piggy Pillow's part of the family, too. Does Trixie or does does Rudy even care? The piggy pillow. Yeah. Yeah. He's real upset, right? Your piggy pillow is sitting right on
top of you. Do you care? In that belly. Let me in that belly. Oh. Oh no. So no kiss. No kissing. Okay. Okay. Okay. I went too far. He doesn't. No. No kissing the piggy pillow.
Look at my
Sorry. Hold on.
Who's there? Is that Trix? Trix is back in the house. What? Where have you been? Where have you been? Get up over here. Get over here, Trix. Come on. We hear you meowing. Trixs, get over here. Come on. Come on. Over. Come on. What's wrong? He's meowing inside.
Kino, don't say. What did I do to Danny Stranger? What? He came in meowing. What did I do to Danny Stranger? I gave Danny Stranger a smile. It He actually It was more than a smile. He He like was really really I
talked to him the next day. He was like, "Thank you." Because he's like I had one of the best chats of my life. I don't think he ever had that many people in his chat in my in his life. I really don't. He had I looked over. He had 40 people. Everyone left here and they went to He's cute. It's fine. He was cute. Right. Everyone liked Danny, right?
That's like one of the best things about it is like he before he had to leave, I don't know if it was meant to be or whatever, before he left, he had cuz he'd been trying he he's had one of his videos had 1.2 million views on it, right? And so
he had like 20,000 people, like 20,000 subscribers and stuff from that, but he always had like two, three, maybe I saw three or four or five, six, seven in the chat, but he had very few people in his chat. I sent my chat over.
He was having fun. He had fun. That's one of my things where I'm like, maybe that was before he before he had to go. He had fun. I mean, he had like maybe that was one of his wishes of the earth. I I don't know. I don't Maybe Danny was a friend. I I can show you his
my last appearance. It was just like last week when I went on a show and I said they said, "Danny, I'm sorry because now because I was on your show, you got clipped because now they now because now you're they say you're gay for pay." You know what Danny said? He said said, "I don't care." I I don't care. He's like, I know who I am. He's like, "Yeah, I sucked on a dildo for a couple hundred bucks for a woman." I
don't think it was a woman, Danny, personally, but it's okay, you know. But yeah, he did that. He I mean, someone paid him 200 bucks to suck on a dildo and he did it. Do I Do I think he's gay for that? Well, maybe a little bit. I don't know. I'm just kidding. I love you, Danny. Danny, he was sweet. I mean, he was like he was going to let me buy his underwear and stuff like that, but it was too expensive.
Yeah, he sucked on Bilbo Baggin. That's you know the the guy from the Hobbit. He took this Bilbo Baggins. I went give him the best. He was funny and awesome. He was and I I knew him. I introduced him to Pyana. I met him. Okay. The first night I met Danny, I went to his chat and I I was like, "You're really cute." Whatever. He's
like, "You're weird." And then I use an emoji and he blocked me from the chat for using emoji because he's like he said I was trying to hit on the the women in his chat because he only he had girlfriends and stuff, right? And then I introduced Pyana to him and Pyana said, "Hey, Psyche is not a bad guy." And then from then on he was always cool with me. He was always cool.
But you know what he said? He said, "Where's Pyana been?" I was like, "I don't know. Pyana told me that she would um not talk to me until I got a job. That's why I blocked her. I was insulted because
>> >> Now you have to make a coffee. Yeah, I went to McDonald's. I had it on the drive-thru and so I went to the counter and they're like, "There's no coffee." I spent like 20 minutes. Yeah, he was funny and awesome. He looked like Kid Rock. He was funny, awesome. Rest in peace. Can you believe it? I can't believe he got shot in the chest. Like, how bad would that be?
I have um I have two strikes, but they're two official. I mean, there two strikes that can be taken down. They're two strikes I can fight, but it's Beta and Alexandra. How worried should you be? Basically, it's gone. Like,
unless one of them takes down the stripe. I'm saying goodbye because Yeah. Bea and Alexander both struck me. Um, nobody really cares. I mean, it's like everyone cared about sweet pea saying, "Oh, oh, take down the or or like you know, write YouTube for sweet pee and
stuff like that." Oh, I even offered that and I did. I did. I talked to YouTube about it and stuff like that and I felt bad. I actually have a heart. I feel bad. I mean, it's like I don't I don't think I was my fault or whatever. You know what the difference is? They don't feel bad. They'll be as evil as
they can be and they'll laugh. They'll be they'll be like, "Oh, thank God. Now he won't talk about me right now. Now he won't say or right." I don't I don't know cuz I guess I I guess me talking about here I here I am in in the bottom of my heart maybe I think
maybe I think in the bottom of my heart maybe I think I might survive. I've survived three times already. I'm not a Twitter. I would like to have maybe like some people saying what are you guys doing like
like what are you doing you guys you're you're is it that time of the month not to be like that of course they don't have a time of the month anymore the time of the month is all month now right but um I'm sorry I don't want to be like I I feel st I saying I shouldn't say
But I would love to have like like you know I would love to be like one 1% of the love sweep he gets for just making fun of me and calling me a dirty monster. I would like 1% of that as love to me. I won't leave. I won't leave until I
have to. But it's like right what tricks come here. Come here, Trix. Trixs, come here. Oh, he's licking his lips. Trixs, did you have a nice dinner? You had a nice dinner, huh? Trixs, am I a monster? Trixs. Trixs. Am I a monster? I'm a monster, Trix. What? I'm a monster. Come here. Look at
you licking your lips. Look at him licking his lips. Did you have a nice dinner? I know. I I know. I had a big platter of food. Oh, guess what else I got? I got other stuff for the cats, too. Hold on one second.
What else I got? I got that.
Hello. >> Hello. You've reached psyche. You're on the air. Who is it? Hello?
Who's calling me? Hello? Can I help you? Hello.
Hello. Oh hello. They're just playing my show. They hung up. Look what I got. It has a big catnip on it on the side. Okay, look. Sorry, my nails are bad. Okay, you like this, guys? Huh?
That looks like Alaj's vagina right there. Okay, that was bad. I don't know. I don't know what it was.
That's cute. Kitty. And look at this one. Look at that one. How cute is that? That's I was like, "Oh that's so cute." It looks like it's like a shirt my dad would wear kind of thing. You want to get high on the catnip, guys? Here, let's get high on catnip. Let's see if we can get high on catnip.
Trixs, you want to here? Watch this. Oh tricks. Trix, here. Here, tricks tricks here. That was beat with a voice box. Oh, you like this one. Trix, can I put Can I pour this on you?
I mean, they called. Oh, you came over, Lola. Here, Lola. Here. Watch this. Watch this. Lola, there's a catnip here. Here, Lola.
Here. There you go. It's my hand here, Lola. Here. Go ahead. There you go. Oh my god. Look. Yeah. 176 is a goodbye. 1076. Are you like that, Lola? Oh, look at there. He loves that. That good.
That good, Lola. Want a pumpkin? There's a pumpkin for you,
guys. Oh, Lenor. Lenor. Oh, wait. We Oh, they're calling back here. >> Hi. You're on the air. >> Hello. Hello. Hello.
>> They're brea I hear like a heavy breathing kind of thing. Hello. Are you okay sir? Who is this? Who is it?
They hung up again. No, it's not new. These are my same tattoos here. There's that one. You ever seen my tattoos? I think that was Mason. My arm. And then that one says SE.
And then I have my elbow. I have that
This one says Lenor, but I have to get the L N O R put in. Okay. And I had one on my back.
Kind of see it. I don't know. I don't know. VA, you're welcome to come over and hang out. I mean, come on. We're supposed to we're supposed to be cuddling in your bed, you know, a year ago. Now I'm a I'm the biggest garbage in the earth. Right.
Okay.
Yeah, I do have Lilith on my back. I do. Not my backside, but Oh my god. Lenor. Lenor, you're covered in the You're covered in the catnip.
Ah, you're on the air. Hello. Hello. I can't hear you, sir. Are you there? Hello? >> Hello? >> I hear like a a heavy breathing. >> Are you wearing a Are you wearing a
screen mask? Hello.
>> They hung up again. They keep hanging up. Oh, and what are you? You're covered in a catnip. I see you covered in catnip over there. I know, but they're they keep calling me though.
You're covered in catnip. That good.
Rolling around in ecstasy.
I don't know. I know it's an echo of my own stream. I heard myself talking and stuff, but they don't say hi. They keep calling me. Sounds like harassment at this point. Oh, Rudy, you want some? Look at Rudy
coming over. Rudy, wait. What's Lenor doing? What's Lenor doing here?
You're see so high. Lor, don't pull off the couch. Don't fall off the couch. She's so high, Lenor. Oh. Oh. Oh my gosh, there she goes, guys. Look at her. Lenor loves cat. Oh, look at her. Look, look at Oh, there you come. Oh, tricks came over. I mean, jeez.
Oh. Oh,
is cute, huh? I'm a lucky guy because you're my you're my you know you're mine. You guys see last time my friend sent me photos of uh of me with Lenor the first night I got her. I'll show you guys if you guys ever see these. These are the cutest pictures.
There's my cat Oliver. Oh, my cat's silly. Hold on. So, here's me. Here's me, my friend.
How much did an eight? These were those they were they were I got a good deal on those things.
OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. LAR, you just knocked over the paper towels. Who's under there? You're in there watching.
Oh, she's rolling around. Rudy. Rudy's watching like an interest. Rudy, what's going on here? It is She is a She is a She's a She's a woman. Yeah. There my Russian friend. This when I lived in Glendale, my other place. I look kind of a little bit.
That was Alec. Alec was my cat. But I'll show you. Um Oh, here. She got me a a pedicure one day. My feet were all up and she got me a pedicure. That's that.
I'll show you when I first got um there. This is Caleb. Oh, look at these cats. Caleb was a cute cat. Caleb, I think lives next door. And there I think that was Lenor. Here's Lenor when she was a baby. You can kind of see it a little bit
because Russia loved cuddling with the kitty cats. So, we were hanging out at this house. That was silly. Silly. Silly. Unfortunately, the coyote got silly, but silly was a cutie. He would He would always lick the cats, too. He was a little You You like to lick the other cats. And this is when I first got That's when I first got uh Lenor. You can see You see she was like, you
see the little eyes right there? Hold on. I'm sorry. You can't really see that well, but yeah. And there she is right there. See? Cute. That's baby Lenor. Oh, you over saw baby Lenor. See, she she was sitting up on my back like she still does. She still sits on my back. And there she is. You can see her little face right there.
See how little she was? Look how little she was. I'm going to cry. So, you're so little. This was Oliver. Oliver was a big fat cat. Oliver was so cute, too. I had a little like a little bandana on him and stuff. I don't know what happened to Oliver.
He was a big cat. Big and fat. He was such a big fat cat.
Hi, you're on the air. Hello. Hello. Hello. They're not saying anything. Hello.
Are you there? Hello. says Texas. I don't know. Let's hang up what that was about. I think this was my cat, Mora. Hold on. Look at this cat. Oh, I think these cats are just in the
neighborhood. Hold on one second. Hello. >> Are you there? >> Hello. Hello. >> Are you okay? >> Yeah. >> Who is this? Is it Mason? >> Yeah.
>> Mason, how are you? Why are you calling? >> Yeah, I'm okay, man. >> What's going on? Why Why weren't you responding to me when I was talking to you before? >> I was doing something at the same time. That's why I didn't respond. I was like watching you live and I was, you know, trying to call you at the same exact time. >> I know. Well, how have you, man been? I miss you. >> Yeah, I've been okay, man. >> You're on the air. I don't I don't know if you mind, but you're on the air, so
everyone can can see I No one can see your number, though. But yeah. >> Yes, I got I still have your number from the time you gave it to me. Remember when I told you about the drum set being all destroyed and broken? >> Yeah. Like that. >> Well, yeah. I I remember I gave my number to someone and then and then um but you It's okay. I want you to have the number. Hey, >> you want you actually gave it to me that day. I actually was talking to you about
like my drum set being like, you know, I don't have it anymore and stuff. >> Yeah. I'm sorry about that, Mason. I I want to do another Teimu drive here. Want some Want some catnip? >> I I want to do a Teimu drive. Oh my god, the cats are fighting. >> Are you talking? Yeah, >> you were talking to someone named Benny like last night or yesterday. >> Yeah, you saw Benny. Did you see the interview with Benny?
>> Yeah, I saw him like when I was actually like, you know, watching it like when I was like laying in my bed and stuff like on the TV. >> You were laying in your bed. What were you wearing? >> I was in my bed, but I usually watched it on my phone, but I was doing it on my TV cuz I have a new TV. like it's stuff I was using. >> But why why why why are you calling on my phone and not on the show? We want to see your beautiful face. >> I just haven't been on because you know like uh time's been different you know
now like it's not this way it used to be. I mean I know you're having a hard time too but you know I'm going through that as well. >> You are. I'm sorry. You know yeah you know you know beta and beta struck my channel. Did you know that? >> Yeah I heard about that. Yeah like last night. Yeah. >> Well yeah you heard that last night. Last night here look at the cats. You see the cats. I think there was a guy
named like Alex or something like that with you on the you know uh Hannah or something like that. >> Alexander McQueen. >> Yeah, him. Yeah. >> Yeah. >> He was he was actually talking like to you but you weren't there like after a long time like you were gone. He was just still talking and stuff. >> Well, are you like working on getting a new drum set? Because I know like someone cut the cord.
>> I should be able to Yeah. get it back, you know, built up like again like if I can do it. >> Do they have insurance for those? What do you mean by insurance? >> Like you can like say if you have a sometimes if you have like a car or like you know a valuable item, you get you get you pay like a little bit of insurance and then if it anything ever happens to it, you get a new one for free. >> No, I don't have that. But I mean I have
a way I can uh there's an easy way I can get it done like without having to do that. I think >> Yeah. Well, Alice McQueen says hi. Reality Nancy is here. Yeah, the cat's high as Lenor. Lenor, you're high. Huh? >> Look at Do you see Lenor on the screen? You're talking about the cat? >> Yeah. >> I remember you have some Yeah, I remember the cat you have. Yeah,
>> she's Hi. >> I know you want to see me though. Like, right. It's like you don't want to just talk to me on the phone. >> Yeah. Do you want to come on the panel? Come on up. How do you join the panel? >> Is that Is that what you like for me to do? >> Yeah, I'd like you for I'm going to put the link in the chat and you come on the panel in a minute. Okay. >> Okay. Just let me know like when you're ready. >> Okay. I'm ready right now. Okay. Bye. Okay. I'm gonna put the link up.
I like I like how Mason's like, "Oh, you had some guy named Alex on the P." Yeah. Well, yeah, Mason. It's our friend Alex. Like, you know, you know him very well. I mean, we love we we love Mason and Alex. You're high. Oh,
look at her. She's happy as can be. Guys, I will I'm gonna put I'm gonna post like I know you people think, "Oh, he's trying to make money off people and stuff like that." I I really want to like like I only like share things if they're really cool, like if they work for me. I would not share something just to like I'll do I'll share things I actually use. So, I have this bank. Okay, I've had problems
with banks for years. And so, last night I looked at my bank statement and I know the cat's possess. I look at my bank statement and I was I was overdrawn and stuff and I was like, "Oh what's the rules for over overdrafts?" Do you know what I saw when I looked for the rules for overdrafts? It said this is a non-overdraft bank. You can spend either like $100 to $ 250 depending on
like how you get your money in the account. Um over and they'll Yeah. And they'll just cover with the next payment. It's like there's no overdrafts ever. So I'm going to share I'm going to share that bank on my community wall. That's pretty cool, huh? Did people over explain the lie? Well, it's like it's
kind of Yeah, it's a sperm bank. Oh, here's Mason.
>> You're on the air. >> There's somebody on um there's somebody on um Beatas and they everyone kept saying it looked like Tommy James and Mason together. I think his name was who's the guy from Mask Guys? Rocky something. His name was Rocky something. >> Did you say somebody looked like
what? >> He was on beat's show last night. His name is Rocky something. What's that guy from the mask, guys? His name is Matt. Not Jim Car. >> Rocky. >> I don't know who you're talking about. >> Okay, I'll find his name. His name was Rocky. He was in a movie with Sher. His name was >> I heard about Sher.
>> Yeah, I heard about Sher. Rocky. Um, Rocky Dennis. Have you heard Rocky Dennis? >> Uh, no. >> Well, I don't think he looks like Mason. He does look like Tommy James, though, guys. I do. He He looks like He looks exactly like Tommy James, actually. I'll show you his picture. Um, he doesn't look anything like Mason. But this is Rocky Dennis, and he looks just like
Tommy James. You guys want to see? One second. Let me get this picture up. I think it's this one. It's like it's been a long time like right since I've been talking to you stuff again. >> I know. Do you miss me? >> Yeah. I thought it'd be cool to come back, you know. >> See, doesn't he look like Tommy James? >> It was Tommy James. I never heard of such person. >> You never heard of such a person? Yeah. Well, he looks like this. Basically like that.
>> Yeah. >> There we share. This is the real one. Kind of crazy looking right there. Huh. It's like who is this person you're talking about? I've never heard of this. >> Rocky Dennis. Well, have you heard there's a movie called Mask. So, look up this movie called Mask. It has Sher in it. Let me look at this. >> I'm talking about the one with Jim Carrey. >> You talking about the movie with Jim Carrey?
>> Carry one. This it was a different one. His name is Rocky Dennis. Let me see. It says here's It says Rocky Dennis was an American teenager who had cranio craniodia bial dysplacia, an extremely rare scirotic brain disorder or bone disorder. The condition results in neurological disorders during childhood.
And it says his life was a basis for the 1985 film mask. And then it says so mask had sha share played his mom. Says Peter Bogdanovich directed the 85 film mask. I'm getting chills for some reason. Rusty told Chicago reporter that his film was mostly accurate with two major departures from reality. The events occurred across 10 to 12 years, not the one year depicted in the film. And
Dennis's older halfb brotherther Joshua was not in the film. Okay. So I mean I don't I don't I don't really I don't I don't know. But it's like Yeah, it's kind of interesting. He was in the movie. That's his yearbook photo in 1977. He looks like just like Tommy James, though, guys, doesn't he?
>> What do you think, Tommy James? I think so. >> Everyone okay? I feel bad for him, too. I I feel bad for him, too. But you know what? Like His mom loves him. Like that's the thing. He had a movie made about him and stuff, right? He had a disorder and stuff. >> Yes, I'm still here. Yeah. Yeah, I'm
still here, >> dude. I'm about to open another beer up. I'm thinking of going maybe Hold on. I need to check my messages. Did you did you guys like
>> What's up, Mason? >> Yeah, he was amazing. He was amazing. >> Did you ever think that other guy was Huh? Did you think that other guy was good? Did you think that other guy was good? Rocky Dennis or Tommy James? I'm talking about the guy Benny that you were with like or talked to yesterday. Last night Benny was on the show last night. The police came when I was doing an interview with him last night. Yeah,
Eric Stoaltz played. >> Yeah, I heard about that. >> You fell asleep. >> I fell asleep. I don't remember, but I think No, Benny left like he kind of like I don't know if I like scared him away or something, but I think he kind of got creeped out a little bit by the chat. I don't know. Hey, look at this guy. Isn't that cute?
Where'd you go? Isn't that guy cute? Look at the little vampire guy. And you can put Oh, here he is. He's back. You can put um catnip up his butt. >> You're back.
He was something happened because he fell asleep or something or you know you just left and only person that was there was Alex like you know the same guy that you know talks to you >> that guy Alex >> the Alex guy that was on there still he was still with you I mean >> yeah I love I love Alex is my friend
>> yeah he's your friend he's your friend but he's like uh he stayed on there when you were gone and then it was just him like you know explaining stuff on He was explaining stuff. Yeah, there's a show, you know, remember Clarissa explains it all. There's like a show called Alex explains it all and he he actually gets in a blog. >> Yeah, he explained it all. >> Yeah, he was there anymore. Yes, that's why it happened. >> That's the reason why that happened. Yeah.
>> Yeah. Called Alex explains it all because he knows everything. He does. >> It was It was something he had to get done like Hey. Hey, she got him. Check out my text.
Uh oh. You see Lenor? Look at Lenor. Lenor. You stole my Oh. Alice likes that. Did you see her? Did you see her? Did you grab it? Look. Look. Watch. Watch this. >> You're talking about your cat? >> Yeah. Of course. Yeah. Look. Oh,
>> what's your cat doing? He's playing with something. >> Yeah, it's a toy. It was funny. Unfortunately, you can't see the You can't see it anymore because um Alexander decided to distract the channel because I shared I put the thumbnail was a picture of us at dinner. Um I didn't think it was a um you know, like a you know, it wasn't Monica Foster, right? It wasn't like, you know,
it wasn't her getting rammed by five guys. It is. No, it's not still up because she um struck my channel for it. So, >> but I guess you can get it on on Rumble. I think it will be on Rumble in a couple days. I went on Sam Man trying to talk to him. They started talking about some other and then Oh, and then I came on at the same time as Bea and then she got a big introduction like all this cool stuff and it's like whenever he
plays my introduction, it's like oh like a homeless person talk and it talks about biscuits and like that. That's my that's my uh that's my introduction. But VA got this really cool like you know Korean cartoon and I get I always get like oh here's here's Psyche homeless begging for a biscuit. That's what I get. >> It's like why did you want to go to jail
to like get last night? You were talking about you wanted to go to jail. >> I wanted to because I I need to get Mason and that's the only probably the only place I'll be able to. Yeah. To go there. I don't think because you don't deserve that. >> I mean, I don't think you >> No, I'm But I'm a bad person. Mason,
don't you think I'm a bad person like everyone else? >> No, I don't think that. I never said you were, so why would you say that? >> Well, everyone else thinks I'm bad. Like, you know, Alexandra and Bea want to strike my channel. Like, you know, without, you know, saying anything first. They just want to like, you know, take my channel down. Yeah, we have there's no reason.
>> There's no reason for that. It's like >> I don't think there is, but but you have to talk to BEA and um Alexander about that. Can you go to beta and Alexandra's chat and talk to them for me? >> I don't really talk to them. >> But but they would like to see you. Like Beta talks about you and Alexander would like to meet you, I think. What do you think? What do you guys think? >> Um I I've been over to like I talked to
her when she was on your channel before, Alexandria. Like I've been on here when she was on here, but that was about it. Like what happened? >> Yeah. Well, she's striking down. Hey. Hey. She says I'm a spiritual trafficker. Hey. Well, Kino Casino. I don't know what it means. It's a It's a little hockey puck Wi-Fi device that they use for spying. Okay. How about that?
ger. >> How about that? >> I don't know what it means though, right? >> I don't. >> Yeah, I don't know what it means. That's what I'm saying. I don't know what it means either, Mason. I'm the perfect guy for the biscuit though, right? I'm the perfect guy. >> So funny. They think I don't understand.
It's like a spying device. Yeah, I know. Yeah, but yeah, I I know what it is. >> So, like, so are you glad that I actually came back though to talk to you? >> Of course. I love you. >> Not in a gay way, but >> I thought we were Well, cool. Well, I thought we were friends, so that's why, you know, practice with you.
>> Okay. Well, it looks like tonight's not my night. It was a very unlucky day for me. There will be no
know anything for me, but it's okay. I don't know what casino means. Yeah, I don't know what Yeah, I don't know what Kino Casino is. I don't know what Kino is. Isn't Kino like a like a >> Yeah, I don't know what it means. But you know what I do know what it means? Here, Mason, have you seen this clip? I want to show you. Hold on. >> Okay. >> Do you like dolphins?
>> Yeah, I like dolphins. >> Yeah, they're okay. >> Do you like dolphins this much? Hold on. I'll show you this little clip. Hold on one second. Where's my dolphin clip? Um, let's see. Watch this.
Oh Hold on. That was an AI Hold on one second. >> Oh my god. Oh my god. I can't show that. >> It's like you didn't know what I was calling you. I was calling you earlier and you didn't know the reason why and stuff. >> I didn't. But look, watch this. Watch this guys. You like dolphins, right? Watch this.
Here we go.
the hell.
I love it.
>>
>> ONE MORE TIME.
MY NAME
>>
>> What did Jenner be? Do you like that? Mason, that that he said hello to that lady. You see that? You see him saying hello? >> Yeah, I liked it. You liked it, too? >> You saw him saying hello to that lady? >> Yeah, I saw that. >> Yeah, >> that was a sweet clip.
>> So, you like that I came back though, like to talk to you again or what? >> What? Mason, are you balding? Your your hairline looks a little bit higher. What's wrong with your hair? >> Looks a little bit higher. >> there's nothing wrong with it. >> Yeah, >> Nothing wrong with it. No. Animal abuse. Animal abuse. That was animal abuse, Kino. That dolphin abused that lady.
Okay. >> How did the dolphin How did the dolphin abuse her side? >> He humped her. He was humping her. No, that dolphin had the time of his life. A dolphin had the time of his life. So did that lady. Everyone was laughing. If it was abuse, what would everyone be laughing? Unless they're really like sick people. I don't think people are sick like that. I think it was just
funny cuz the dolphin found her attractive. That was human abuse. It was We're not both balding. Look guys, this is my hairline. Sweet people say I'm balding. Look this balding. I've always had these like little horn. This is where my horns used to be. Hey, ghost is fing to crash out. Yeah.
>> It's like, how could I be balding though? I don't think that's happening. >> I don't think so either. depends on Hey, burning joint. Don't make me cry. Homeward bound. Hey, go. Hey, someone wants to talk to you, Mason. We have a guest. Hold on. >> Okay.
>> Up. >> Yes.
>> That's on ghost. >> Yeah, it is.
I'll be right back. You guys talk for one second. >> The you only talk to Mason about? What up, Mason? >> Yo, are you still there? >> What's up? >> Give me like literally two seconds. >> I don't know if you can still hear me.
Can you still hear me? Yeah, I can still hear you, man. Can you hear me? >> Yeah, I can hear you. Yes. >> Yes. >> One second. One second. >> I got you. I had to change my headphones
uh to Bluetooth. My bad. How you doing, brother? >> I'm good, man. Yeah, I'm good. >> I can hear you loud and clear. Yeah, I I changed my headphones. My bad. I had them plugged in, but I went to Bluetooth, so I cut out. >> Wait, wait, Ghost, hold on. Okay, go.
>> Yeah, go ahead, bro. What you going to do?
Are you still there? >> Yeah, I'm still here. >> Yeah. Uh, so things are good. >> Oh, yeah. It was me. How How about you? >> Yeah. I haven't been here in a long time again, like on the panel. >> Yeah. Yeah. I don't know. The last time I talked to you
I'm gonna go. If you hear if you hear movement, I'm going to go outside and smoke. I still got you though. You haven't heard from me for a while now. >> Not even the comments. I haven't seen you in the comments. >> What's been going on, dude?
>> What' you say? Sorry.
Are those dolphins that are happening? >> Did you hear that? Yeah, >> I hear some dolphins like sounds.
the psycho.
>> >> What are what are those dolphin sounds going on? Go. If it's not me, it's probably not you. It's probably
you grow a beard.
came back. >> What up, Psych? >> Hey, what's up? >> How you doing, brother? >> I was on my channel. >> I was on your earlier, brother. I was gonna call my channel. I was going to call you, but I didn't want to be disrespectful because you were literally on a panel, which you
still are. But people are like, "Oh, I joined other panels tonight." And they're like, "Oh, you got to go over there and check on site." Yeah, go check on site. >> What's up, brother? How you doing? >> Not very good. My channel. >> That's what they said. I was gonna call you, but I didn't want to be disrespectful because you're on a panel. So, >> you're fine.
No. >> How you doing, man? I mean, you're still alive brother. >> Good. Because I got I got stroked by Beta and Alexandra and they and and they're they don't care. They're just like they they just kind of laugh about it. >> Did they Did they How do you know that? Did they say that that they did it? >> No, I No, I actually got the notification from YouTube. You've been stricken. Your channel's been struck because of u Alexandra and Bea. And
their full legal names are there, too. Monica Foster and >> I don't You're still live though, >> right? I am for now. For now. For right now. >> Yeah, >> that means something though. >> It does mean something. But you know, just one little It's almost gone. It's almost gone, Ghost. I'm almost gone for
good. Your dreams are going to come true. I'm almost gone, guys. I don't know. >> Why are you gone for good? >> What happened? >> Because beta and um Alexander struck my channel. >> Yeah, but how's that gonna make you like gone? Like >> why did Alex Why did Alex strike your channel? I put a thumbnail of um our dinner date when you know when we went to dinner together. I put that picture up with me and her in it and she struck
it. >> How is that wrong though? Like you >> that picture >> I don't know. >> What the I don't understand. >> This
probably do it. Probably shouldn't play that
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Oh, but but I don't like her. That I that I that I was mean, right? >> It's like, so could I talk to you then?
>>
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the light the blush fire and make me me. >>
>> But Mason, I don't I don't know anything. I don't You know what? I really do want to go I think I want to go home. Like home. >> Well, you are home. Like what do you mean you want to go home? >> My real home. Like not here. >> Where is your real home? >> In heaven. You're talking about heaven? >> Yeah. >> Why would you want to? I mean, you're
not dead yet, though. That's the only way to go when you're dead. >> I'm ready to go. >> I mean, I feel that way, too. But we can't be like that, right? We can't think that way. I'm ready to go. It's like, so what happened to thing that is? I thought he comes on here too sometimes. He's not here today.
>> I don't know where he is. I don't think he likes me anymore, but I am ready to go home. And uh I know that I know they're the only reason I stay here. But um >> yeah, the only like the only reason why you stay there is because you're still like here. Like you're not dead. >> Not yet. Not yet. But uh >> that's what I'm saying.
>> But thank but thank you. But thank you guys. Nobody Nobody like really wants to offend me about it. Nobody wants to like go to beta and say anything. No one wants to go to Alexandre and say anything. Um, yeah. Um, I'm ready. The only thing I had for the only thing I had was the show. And now that like that's gone,
I'm ready to go. Thanks, guys. Have a good night.
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