A chaotic open panel episode featuring two AI-generated music premieres, community gossip, streaming dynamics discussion, and repeated explicit interruptions, with Psyche addressing online harassment, accusations, and the challenges of managing a streaming community.
The episode opens with an explicit shock interruption at ▶ 0:07, which Psyche initially attributes to someone impersonating 'Hebrew Hammer' but later suspects may be an impostor wearing disguise. After acknowledging the disruption, Psyche premieres two AI-generated tracks—'God Mode: The Initiation' at ▶ 5:08 exploring personal growth and boundary-setting, and a second song at ▶ 1:00:41 dealing with betrayal and strategic self-protection. A guest identified as Alexandra joins at ▶ 12:00 to discuss music production, tattoos, and personal goals around aging and parenthood. The conversation shifts to community drama around 'Victoria Jade' at ▶ 17:19, with allegations she may be exposed or is using a voice changer. Q appears on panel at ▶ 50:12, denying involvement in the earlier shock bomb and defending his channel status. Arthur joins at ▶ 1:12:27 for an extended discussion about online harassment, doxing accusations, sockpuppet accounts, and the dynamics of the IP2 streaming community. He describes receiving swatting attempts, fake service calls, and coordinated attacks at ▶ 1:21:38 through ▶ 1:42:59, while defending his streaming integrity against claims of bot viewers and misconduct. The panel explores themes of community jealousy, selective outrage, and the difficulty of distinguishing genuine criticism from coordinated harassment.
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The episode appears to explore themes of vulnerability and resilience in online spaces. Psyche's musical selections suggest an interpretive focus on boundary-setting and the aftermath of betrayal—framing these as necessary psychological structures rather than trauma responses. The repeated explicit interruptions and false accusations discussed seem to function thematically as external noise attempting to disrupt authenticity; the conversation repeatedly returns to the idea that coordinated misinformation and sockpuppet accounts obscure genuine community dynamics. The episode also appears to examine the paradox of visibility in streaming culture: success breeds both audience and detractors, making it difficult to distinguish between legitimate criticism and coordinated attacks. Psyche and guests continue the show's recurring pattern of examining how online spaces create false intimacy and real vulnerability simultaneously.
I I don't know what just happened there. It looked like him It looked like Hebrew Hammer.
Oh my gosh. What else could go wrong? I mean that was absolutely shocking. I'm sorry guys. It's not been my day. I think I think three out of three Maybe like the third time's the charm or something like that. Hopefully. I mean we're having these good groups
and then all of a sudden some has to come ruin Or maybe sweet people call call back in. I don't know. That was a classic. classic Oh my gosh. >> >> Jamie Jamie just said I have a
screenshot. Do I want the picture? I never want to see that again. That was disgusting. That was terrible. I mean it got a It's all I'm just in shock. Let me see. I'm in shock. I had I had I had I I got fooled. I got
bamboozled. I got bamboozled by by the weiner. Everyone's right about me. I'm This This All you got to do is dick.
Okay. Um Okay. Let everyone get in here. Yo Funky Town's toilet company. Was that You did I was I I wasn't you that did that, was it? Oh. Oh. Hold on. Are you Are you Are you stalking Spunky? Um wow.
Um I'm just a little speechless. So I'm wearing my I'm wearing shorts today. I look like I was Hey. Okay. What's up? We just got home. Okay, good. He just got home. She has a quiz. Well, how is everybody? Um I put the link up. Link. I'm having problems today. I don't know. It's like I think I'm I think I'm
I need to pace myself. Pace myself. Okay. Um wow.
Hope everyone's doing good. Goodness gracious.
Okay. That wasn't That was not Brandon. It sounded like Hebrew Hammer, not Brandon.
I think someone tried to to frame Brandon personally. It sounded like Hebrew Hammer. It sounded just like him. Wrong? Yeah. Well, I don't know if I trust you, I'm lover. Uno lover? And in a ski mask, I think it was you.
It's not Brandon. Someone's trying to frame Brandon. He's not a He's not a You're the weirdo.
He knows his voice by heart. Yeah, sure. Oh my god. Said Hebrew Hammer. Yeah, there's Hebrew Oh yeah, you can see Hebrew Hammer. Tony said I'm not allowed to be live. Oh no.
Not Tony. Oh yeah. Wait. Oh, Tony, that gay guy? Oh yeah. I was just I was I was informed by my attorney not to listen to anything he said. He's in love with me though. He's in love. A loser.
Tony Tony Tony Um How's everyone doing? I guess I will premiere I need to do something real quick. So um I want to watch the I want to watch the premiere of this again. Here. I'll wait till everyone gets here. I'll
premiere right now. Enjoy the premiere of God Mode the initiation. for 20
Here. Enjoy. This better be the right one. You thought growth would feel like light. It doesn't. It feels like pressure.
>> >> Until you learn how to hold it. >>
>> I asked for more, but the more came heavy. Not gold, not easy. It came unsteady. It pulled the truth up from below. Everything I didn't want to know. Not who I was, but what I hid. All the things I never handled, never did. >> >> Every habit, every crack came forward. No turning back. This isn't power over
anything. It's standing still while everything swings. And not collapsing under you when life starts showing you I used to think I'd rise and change, but change is fire without a name. It burns the parts you thought were you until what's left is something true. This is God mode. Not
control. This is discipline inside the soul. This is silence when you could react. This is choosing truth over comfort fact. It's not loud. It's not display. It's what you build when you walk away from who you were, from what you blamed. And you don't come back the same.
>> I gave too much. I stayed too open. >> Every boundary left unspoken. Let the world just pull at me. Called it love. Called it being free. But freedom without structure breaks. And openness has what it takes to let the wrong hands map your mind until there's nothing left undefined.
So I pull back not out of fear, but to make my signal clear. My time, my focus, what I give is how I choose to actually live. Less noise. More choice. Move quiet. Hold voice. >>
>> I used to show how I felt inside. Thought honesty was something to guide. But every signal that I displayed became a pattern others could play. So now I feel, but I decide what leaves my mind, what stays inside. Not closed off, just in control. Not every truth needs to be told. Because growth is not exposure. It's
measured conscious composure. You don't lose depth when you refine. You just stop letting it define. I don't react the way I did. I pause. I see. I don't get pulled in. And in that space I finally choose instead of letting patterns use. This is God mode. Inner sight seen clearly without the
fight. No need to prove. No need to show. Just knowing things you didn't know. A steady hand when pressure hits. It's not collapsing piece by piece. And every step you integrate becomes the self you generate. When you grow, things shift around. Some get quiet. Some get loud. Not because you did it wrong, but because you're moving on. You'll feel
resistance. That's the sign you stepped outside the old design. Not every voice deserves reply. Not every doubt deserves your time. Friction doesn't mean stop. >> >> It means something changed. >>
>> I stopped explaining every move, stopped needing everyone's approval, started building before I speak, let results replace the need. I learned restraint is not suppression. It's choosing timing, not depression. You don't have to say it all to stand steady, to stand tall, and patience. That's the real shift. Not
rushing just to feel a lift, but holding focus, letting it grow until it's strong enough to show. This is god mode, not above, but fully present. Built with love for the process, for the pain, for the loss that brought the gain. It's deep patterns, breaking chains,
not running back to who you blamed. It's evolution, learned in slow becoming someone you control. >> >> You don't wake up in god mode. >>
>> You build it decision by decision. And one day you realize you don't react the same. You don't think the same. You don't move the same.
That's when you know you didn't find power. You became stable enough to hold it. >>
>> Can I speak Hebrew? I know a little bit of Yiddish. I know I mean very little. A little bit. I'm about to run. Thank you, Nancy. Well, thank you for watching that. Thank you. Thank you so much. I'm sorry. I know I know. I'm sorry everyone had to see Tony's penis again. Yeah, that was Gonzo from the Muppet Show, actually. It was I think it was Yeah, that's that's what I said. That's what I said. I was like, is that I think
it's Gonzo. But but unfortunately I went to bed. Hello, Urschendal. Oh my god. Mm mm mm. Hope you liked the that was actually I I really like that song, though. Wow. Wow, that was pretty good. Hi everybody. Um Yeah, so I guess um
I'm going to get my cards here. My my labyrinth cards. If anyone Would anybody like a um a reading or it'd really help. You need to do a Muppet stream. I know, but that wasn't the Muppet stream. That That wasn't my idea of the Muppet stream I wanted. Hey, what's up, Q? That was that you? Was that you, Q? I don't know.
Why are you saying wow? Sorry. Or Wow what? Was that you? I I asked to see your penis, but not um not like that. That was embarrassing. Sounded like Sounded like Hebrew hammer. Q, did you porn bomb me?
You're in trouble. That was a very I know. I don't want to be Yeah, >> >> it was a it was a Muppet stream, but I didn't want that like We really do We want to do We want to do a Muppet stream and not that. I don't want like the real Gonzo on my show. I mean Those Ray-Bans. How do those Ray-Bans fit on his wiener like that? Like like that There's a very small bridge on the
nose, you know. No, you're you're used to Okay. Yeah. So you have your own handle. Okay, good. Well, like at least excuse me. Q, why why why did you why did you inward bomb me the other night? I mean, it's like I'm trying to trying to Yeah, it wasn't it wasn't a real Gonzo. I think that was an impostor. That's why he's wearing those glasses.
Wow. Okay, I'm going to put my background up again. Everyone likes my background huh? There you go. Here it is. Oh my god, I'm so sorry. Oh, okay, there. Okay. Um I mean, that was a It's Oh my gosh.
Oh. Oh. Good morning. Like a good afternoon. Oh. Hello. Doing. Good morning. Good afternoon. >> >> I'm loving your new um music that you're putting out. I like the male voices that you're choosing. I like the It's like it's a deeper level of what you were
doing before. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. Power song, the one What What is it called? Laws of power? Mhm. Yeah. Make more if you want to. Make more like that. >> Because um Yeah. it it really
does reprogram the mind a little bit. I like that. Yeah. Yeah, because there's so much music that is just like such like you know, that people listen to cuz people listen to music to be entertained and but it's actually like it's really easy for like negative messages to be put in music and so um you know, I like to put actually like
useful good things that can like you know, help people in the music and and I I you're right. Like I do listen to it and it is part of my reprogramming myself as well and uh Well, I like it. I mean, I I want to reprogram myself to a certain extent just you you know, to survive in this
world and um your thinking is similar to mine in in a lot of regards, but I really like um that kind of matador sort of theme, Spanishy, Latin that you're going with lately. It's sexy. You know, it's funny. I was saying earlier this year, it might be a Latin boy summer and I think it's
happening. I I once did a white boy summer with my >> >> friends, but maybe this is this year will be the Latin boy summer. I got to do something with that. But I love it. I I I love what you're doing. So I just came on to say hi and everything. What's new today? Thank you. Yeah, I woke up a little just a little bit ago and um
and looked like there was pretty good crowd on on YouTube out there, so but I just got porn bombs, too. We thought we thought it was Gonzo. >> Already? Yeah, it was on the last episode. It was a It We thought it was Gonzo from the Muppets, but um No, I think it was an impostor cuz he was wearing glasses over his nose. I It was just It was pretty shocking.
>> >> But Yeah. It happens. It happens. >> up to no good. People are up to no good. But I saw I got >> of um There's a lot of gossip going on right now. Oh, there is? Tell me and or Well, do you care? Maybe you don't care.
Oh What's up? What is it? >> >> Um there's a lot of Vegan Patriot gossip. Okay. >> Right now. Revolving around this sidekick of hers known as Victoria Jade. Do you know about Victoria Jade? I've She's been on the show and I did a reading for her before and
and you know I don't I know she's on IP2. I know that she you know, she has a kind of a funny voice and you know, lives with her mom and stuff, but um Yeah, I do see that she's kind of being talked about. I think I think Kate had a picture of her as like a I think that there's like a picture of a luau and I think Victoria Jade was the the
pig. But um Yeah. Um Do you think Victoria Jade is really a young woman or do you think it's somebody else or something else? I am I don't think that she's her picture. Her picture looks like, you know, um
Katie Katie It's not Let's see. What's Tom Cruise's ex Katie Holmes Katie It's like some kind of like cute like uh I don't know. We talk about her voice. Maybe it's a different person, but Yeah. Yeah. Victoria, whoever Victoria Jade is, is about to be exposed. So that's coming. Let Let me think. What
else? Um I didn't have anything to do with Q losing his channel. Somebody asked me about that and I didn't. So I was actually disappointed to see that he lost his channel. Even though I don't want to like talk to him or anything but Yeah, I think uh Are Are y'all going to
stream together? How do we make this happen? That That's what I'm trying to figure out because you're in the same state. You're You're You're not that far from from each other. I'd say uh maybe 2 hours or something. Uh-huh. Yeah. >> Um I mean, I I I would >> Does there need to be like a dono goal
for for something like that to happen or what? We need like we need like I guess transportation and like uh Yeah. So >> >> I mean, if he's down like you know he's welcome out here and you go to the pier or something or I or I could go out there. I mean, I've um I've Yeah, but I'd love to I'd love to meet him and I I promise I'll you know,
keep my hands to myself. You know, and >> >> Well, he said that he'll keep his hands to himself. I mean, it goes two ways. It's not like it's But yeah, so the main So the main hindrance is transportation and then there would have to be activity money, right? Yeah. And
I I I would love to do IRL like um like a lot like um And I'm not I'm not I think I'm I met him right when I started my show, too. So, I've known him for quite a while. Recent I And there will be no Yeah, no drugs, Kenneth. No GHB. But yeah, I can I would definitely um
love to, you know. Well, it would be better probably for him to come to your cuz there's a lot to do in your area more so than um where he is at. Okay. And yes, that Bayklips is saying hi. Yes. Loves you. Bayklips. Friends of the show.
>> Yeah. Um Are they in the chat? Yeah, they're in the chat. It says he's Here you go. And uh yep. He's wearing a beautiful wig, you see. He's waving. Where is So I'm on almost a week with no cigarettes.
Oh congratulations. Good job. How is that going? I I don't feel like myself. Honestly. Like I I like I'm happy with my choice with that, but I'm not going to say I'm never going to go back to smoking. I just um am working on myself in a lot of ways
right now. I have um a few goals that I want to reach. So, I need to be more physically fit and healthy and everything. So. That's good. That's good. And I know thing that >> But it makes me It makes me like grumpy. Well Well, yeah, thing that is it
changed his personality totally when I think about it. Yeah. Yeah, I like him better with his new personality than with the old the other personality. >> Yeah, he started getting a little bit more sassy a little bit. And I I didn't like that and uh Yeah, cuz cuz you get frustrated cuz you don't have a cigarette and you're just like,
"Hmm, what am I going to do now?" You you know, okay, let me do some yoga. Okay, let me do some work. Let's see who's on YouTube. Mhm. Let's see what's on TV. Let's go outside. You know, but you get new very Yeah, it's hard It's hard, you know. I've smoked probably since I was like
like 14 13 or 14 and it's been like at the end of the >> you were 14? >> Yeah, it's like >> he's like a How did YOU EVEN GET THE cigarettes at 14? They just gave it to you? Because I went to my school was like 6th through 12th grade, right? And so I was friends with like the older kids and so I back then cigarettes were like $4 a
pack, you know. And so I give the guy sometimes he gives me packs and >> bad. packs and stuff like that. And yeah, I had a little balcony I'd go smoke on. My parents hated cigarettes. They both They both used to be smokers, but they both They both like quit cold turkey like earlier in their lives and um and they just like Everything they said don't do, I pretty much did um you know. But uh
>> But then But they said, "Oh, don't They >> said, 'Never get a tattoo.'" They never wanted tattoos. And then um My mom Now my mom has like tattoos on her wrist. Like she has a cherry Oh, really? Yeah, and >> Well, that's that's cute though. That's that's nice. My sister also >> have any tattoos. I want a tattoo. I don't I don't have any. None. Every time
I think to get one, something happens to where I don't get it. Every single time. So, I just don't have any. Maybe that's meant to be cuz it is very very permanent and it's like you know, and it's a pain a pain if you ever do want to get it then they're removed and so it's expensive. So, um yeah, it's best to It just when it just happens it falls in
the place and stuff like that. So, But yeah. I've I Yeah, I I love my my new last tattoo that Spunky sponsored and you know, so I'm satisfied >> Yeah. Yeah. How many tattoos do you have? Do you Do you Do you Maybe you don't want to say, but
Three. Four. Five. Six. I have six, I think. I have a my big one on my back. The one I got in Yeah. And then the ones on my arms and uh I I know And I A lot of them I got from from from people like that tattoo artists for free picking the houses and stuff like that,
but um Yeah, so they they I might get a tattoo. I always wanted like some really like well-done tattoos of you know, different you know, animals or something on my arm. And I would get it on the arm where I um you know, that scooter accident I had. Like like the skin came back, but
you know, being that it's you know, I'm always going to have like a little discoloration. This is where I would get it. So, I think if I ever do, I'm just going to get like maybe like a dragon and like a unicorn or you know, mystical stuff all down and then I'll have like a sleeve and I can be a badass finally. That'd be awesome. Yeah.
>> That's what I would do. Yeah, there you go, Bayklips. He's asking He's asking what would you get. Yeah, um Yeah. So, well someone said a straw hat would be a I could put it on the AI. You know, maybe I should like look at what it would look like like make an AI version of myself. Yes. And um do that. Maybe I'll do that. I'll do that today.
>> >> There There's a really nice tattoo place um close to where I am right now. And I drove by earlier and I was like, "Hmm, and now we're talking about tattoos. Maybe I should Maybe I should go ahead and get my first tattoo." Cuz I got to hurry up and do everything I always wanted to do like before I get
too too too old. I'm very conscientious of that at this point. Well, you certainly do not You do not You don't look older. CAPRICORN I DO! I LOOK OLD NOW. Let's keep it real. I do. I know I do and I'm pissed about it. I really honestly you are gorgeous and uh
You'll be gorgeous I think no matter what age what what age you are. But yeah, I I Well, I'm going to get my I'm going to get my plastic surgery. I'm just I am going to fight the aging process. I haven't really I've kind of gotten started, you know. The quitting smoking, that's a part of why cuz I feel like, "Okay, >> got to hold on to the youth." So, we're >>
doing that. I do still want to be skinnier, so we're going to work on that. I am going to go ahead and get a tattoo this year because I've always wanted one and you know, so if it's permanent, I'm not going to live forever or will I? And so, I'm going to do that and when I'm 50, I'm going to start getting some
cosmetic surgery just cuz I want it. So, I'm going to do it. So, all you know, I'll be I'll be one of those women. I don't care. But I don't want to look ugly when I'm old. You know, cuz I I see what aging is and I see you know, and at first when you're young, you don't really think, "Oh, I'm so worried about it." But once
you start approaching 50, you think about it. You do have the Capricorn thing going cuz they say Capricorns kind of sometimes age in reverse. And you know, I think that we both look good for our for our age, you know. I don't have any Yeah. Well, I mean for our age, but I want to look better. I want to I want to you
know, really look amazing when I'm in my 50s. So, I'm going to do it. You you know, I've saved my money. I have you know, I can do it. So, I'm going to do it. I'm going to get a chin implant. I'm going to get a facelift. Um You know, I'll see fitness-wise body-wise where I'm at at that point.
But you know, I'm going to I'm going to use the cheat system. Yeah. Well, whatever makes you you know, feel more confident. You know, you know, it sounds like you're probably doing it for the wrong reasons um you know, it's No, it's all the wrong reasons. All the wrong reasons. Pure vanity. Pure vanity. It's okay. That's legitimate. That's
It's a It's a you know, it's like but but it's basically but you know, our our own confidence that you know, I I uh I do I do think that you're gorgeous and you know, I certainly >> And you know, everyone does. So, um yeah, but then I'm going to thank you for that you know, you had a great um
live yesterday. We went through the codex. I I just I did a big update on the codex today. I think I added like A THOUSAND MORE. >> OH, OKAY. WELL, SO, THERE'S MORE STUFF >> ALL RIGHT. I'll I'll take a look. I'll ON take a look. Well, the transcripts are you know, that's really where you can do a lot. But um I've just been looking through some of your older transcripts
of you know, just things that you you know, talked about and whatnot. Um So, what's going on with with with tier number two of the codex? >> It's tier two. Well, I I need Yeah, I need to I need to build it up a little bit, I think. I mean I think I I I started out with like I had a like a like a lifetime or like a year or
lifetime membership option. And so, I need to But I need to kind of um get more stuff for it because I think there's there's other really cool features I can I can add that that um including like I think like maybe like um like some editing capabilities like the the ability to like um to manage your your own page and stuff like put it on put what you want on there or things like
that. I think or and that's what I was looking at when it came to the description of tier two when it said that I could create my own packages or my own packs or or or you know favorites whatever. That's what I wanted to do and that's and I couldn't do it and I was like but you know I get I get over excited
about projects. I'll figure that out as soon as possible like yeah cuz I'm I've been able to work on it today and and that will be my next priority because yeah and but thank you for coming like the first official member and the first well I remember number three. Yeah
I think I I might be the first too but okay am I really the first? Yeah I like being number one. So you guys you have the you have the seniority in the the in the good in the good way so I was running from the cult now I'm all about the cult. I I might end up being the cult's biggest promoter that's ever been who knows. Well it's like it's it's
a cult you know it's like it's it's a cult for like you know for for leaders not for followers you know it's like so you certainly are are you know a leader and and well I want to be a leader I want to do stuff I want to you know make a few changes in this world before I'm too old to do so.
So I'm running faster than I normally would. All right what about like are you going to have on demand merch? Okay yeah I mean yes I would love to do some more merch like on demand like so how would like how would that Well on demand meaning meaning you wouldn't have to have any of your own stock it would just be like like let's say somebody wanted a cult of
psyche coffee cup. There's all sorts of you know websites to where you can sign up people can buy the cup they create the cup they ship it to the customer or the cult member and that way it's all hands off for you. Now they do take a substantial percentage of the profit but at the same
time you don't have to house any of your own merch but you could house your own merch when I think about it cuz you're stationary but I think you should have merch. Yeah I would like to do some like cool like cool like remember you had it you told me like you know having really nice like like a like leather-bound or like you know like things like that like really cool
stuff like like some higher stuff and also I think I might even do like a a hater's club line like the psyche hater's club so I can get my trolls trolls it on them and I think I think I might be hated just as much but do you but but do you really want to put that into the universe? Well it is kind of like it's kind of well yeah it's kind of funny but I
do like to monetize even the trolls you know. It's like but well you could you could you could or but it's a way. Now now they're probably they probably wouldn't wouldn't be big customers but but I yeah I do have a lot of good you know the ability the ability to
to do to do some of of the art I do and stuff like and it's I think I can make some pretty cool stuff like I think I think I have I do have a fashion merchandising degree. I have my I have my my AA I know you do you told me yeah yeah so you could make amazing merch when I think about it. Yeah
I need to do that and you know all the all the site and then I'm sure here's an idea okay I have it just popped to my mind okay if you're going to stream with Q there needs to be a purpose okay? What if you were to get some cult of psyche's shirts made up and then he
could be the model. Oh yeah we can have a fashion show and >> >> yes and you know fashion shows I actually I did a few fashion shows like you know backstage at some fashion shows and people are there are some pretty attractive guys back there you know changing >>
>> I don't know I I hate Q but I want to help him in some way. I just hate him he makes me sick oh he makes me sick. But if I but if I didn't see certain redeeming things in him he wouldn't make me as sick as he does you know I've been thinking about that whole you know when you do have an extreme
aversion to something or a person it usually does have to do with it being that it's something about yourself that you don't want to face or just something that you need to contend with and I do know what it is about Q you know I'll I'll say it public right now.
He really hit a sore spot with me when he said something that has led me to say to myself okay I need to get real about a goal that I might not achieve but that I am going to try to do. He specifically said that he hopes I'm never a parent because
that's the one thing that I want the most. He was correct. That's what really made me really upset but he's right and it's funny that he said it when he said it because
I was thinking about that before and I'd spoken to my doctor about it I'm like you know if I wanted to could I so you know I did a stream about it over on my Alexandra Merch channel I talked about it a little bit. But I can't. But am I going to? So here's what I'm doing with myself quitting the smoking
putting in the real effort not this year next year. I'm going to go the donor route I'll have to be a single parent it could potentially kill me or at least give me a health issue hopefully not cuz I would be a really really really freaking old mom but it bothers me that I've never tried so
yeah. Um I spoke to my aunt about it and she doesn't think I should do it. But I think I'm going to try so. But I think I'm not going to go the anonymous donor route I I talked to you a little bit about it
but there is a couple people in my life that I would ask but if not I'll have to go the anonymous donor route. But I I just want to do it because you know when I just think about certain ways that I felt about myself and certain life choices I think I've thought to myself it's not something I
should do I've had people say that to me but it's something I want to do so if I do I'm leaving the internet just so you know. I think you'd be I think you'd be a great mom and I kind of think I would too like in a serious way I think so I think that part
of the reason that I might have been kind of intrusive or invasive in certain people's lives is because I have too much maternal energy and it it hasn't been channeled properly. >> So >> yeah. Yeah but that's why I got really upset
with him because he he did read me properly. Yeah it's just I didn't like it. Yeah I mean I think he'll he'll say like whatever is going to what he what he thinks will be like the you know the the thing that hurts the most sometimes and it's like that's maybe maybe that's his defense mechanism or
yeah it's like he it's pretty cruel cruel but I don't hopefully I don't think he would actually actually mean the things he says but did you did you see that sweet you know I just saw that the He meant it no he meant it he meant it but I don't
think he's evil not like some people are but he meant it he also tends to repeat what other people say and I do know some of who he talks to and I know who he was repeating. He never has to say but I do know
so >> >> all right I'm boring your chat I'm going to get going. Well I love you it was good talking to you. You too you have a wonderful day thank you thank you for sharing and hey love you. That was my counseling session for the day but sometimes you just need to talk. All right take care. Love you bye. Love
you too. Bye. Yeah you're right untrackable exactly and uh Yeah. Yeah I know some people are just so rude in the chat I mean
Um let's see um so I'm here I'm a I'm a cat daddy. Oh let's see there's Mr. Rudy. Hey how are Rudy? Hey sweetheart. Yeah.
Rudy's Rudy's very in Oh, and my other cat um Tux has been back, too. Um Like he has he's black. He has like a tiny little bit of um thing on his chest. Yeah, this is Rudy. Rudy's a sweetheart. Hi baby. Hi sweetheart. Um but yeah, like Tux is actually Lola's
son um and Trix's brother. I love Alexander, too. And uh Yeah, we wish her all the You know, I want her to be happy, you know? I wish her all the happiness. Um yes. Um the the best people are. Yes.
Um Corner Shop Who Fingered Rock and Roll Is that Are you Is that a Is that a a song request? You'd like a song request? I do have a I do have a I'm doing some song requests recently. Let me see, I'll put up my my banner. I don't know. Um you know, if you go to Mr. Extendo
Mr. Extendo's chat, um that's Joker. Joker is now Mr. Extendo and he does um song requests now. Um you just I guess you type SR. I don't know if that works in my chat. I might have the nightbot going. Let me see. I'm not sure if it works though yet. But yeah, I mean I um I would be happy to I think $5 song request is not
unreasonable um because I know like I was getting some pushback from No, what whatever I whatever I try to do to monetize this people Oh, but they they think they they think that I like I you know Like you know The people don't need to make money or anything like that. But you know, especially um like I don't know if you I
I'm going to I do want to show you to everyone like I saw this announcement yesterday, which is pretty exciting. Uh and I've never gotten something like this before. I'm in the top 5% of and I it's But it doesn't say it said I had 308,479 um
views this month. Wow. How did that happen? Wow. Hello. Yo, congrats. Congrats on the viewership. I don't I mean I have I don't know how that happened, but Uh cuz you got me the greatest analyst. You are the Well, yeah, you are
great. You are great. The greatest analyst of all time. Yeah, I know and I mean I I I think I'm going to make a short from that last episode that cuz I until until Gonzo interrupted, you know, we were I had a great conversation with SweetP about moving out here. And SweetP >> That was pretty funny. Yeah, but I'll try to do a short about it. And the Q leave cuz Q Q like you know,
there's um you know, she had some great ideas about some uh um some some maybe future streams. I would love to I would love to um do IRO with you. And I promise I would keep my hands to myself, you know. Yo, dude. I can't That was sig. That showed a little peepee right now, right? That was crazy. Well, it sounded like Hebrew Hammer. I mean it did. Um
>> It was sig. Yeah, that was >> I mean it looked like sig. You know what I mean? Wink wink. Yeah. Yeah, it did look like sig. It looks like a He looks like a I think it I think the penis was too big to be sig's though cuz I've seen his penis. >> Ah, okay. He's shown me a couple times. It looks more like a like a like a vagina, but It looked more like a Mr. Pipes.
Oh my god. How about How did you see that last night? Mr. Big Pipes was He was pretty um He's a weirdo, bro. He he kept like I don't know like like sneak dissing you in a way like you know what I mean? It wasn't even sneaky though. He He was like outright trying to do it and like he's trying to make it cute about it or something like that. >> Yeah, exactly. Like he was like He was He thought he was being subliminal with
it, but like No, he's being really obvious and like an irritating I kept saying I kept telling him I was like I was like calm slowly your roll, Mr. Big Pipes. Um I don't know where he's He's like I mean he's he's upgraded a little bit. Um it looks like in his place, but um He He's in the spectrum, right? Um I I I mean it's like I I don't I'm not sure. I mean it's like
It would be like Honestly like I feel like he's a little like like a little to be on like for real for real. You know why I say that? Um like I like let's say you like you're not stupid, right? You know like you might play along with certain but you're not stupid. For example, like the little subliminal that he was trying to do with you
you caught on, but you were just playing with it. You were like Oh, yeah. Haha. But then you called him out. You were like All right, dude. Like what the Enough's enough. I mean >> he he has no self-awareness like people don't like like All right, it's cool that he could play the guitar, but like he has no self-awareness that
nobody gives a You could play any and every instrument. Nobody cares on panel, bro. He has no self-awareness. playing and singing like really loud when we're just in the middle of a conversation with like you know, other people. And it's like like okay. And then you know, he I don't And then I think but basically what I think about
uh about him is that I think he might be a little I don't know. I don't I don't I don't I think he's honestly a little like for real. Like not trying to dig or anything, but like I think he is. And I saw the the the the video with him and the other guy Saint. Oh, yeah, that's a great video. That's a
great video. They fighting over the guitar like a Saint grabbed his guitar or something like that or and he started Like you could tell the way he is like socially you could tell he's like Well, yeah. You cuz in order to fight with Saint to start a fight with Saint like you got to tell Saint has like some fight in him. Like you know, he's like you know, he's
and he's a he's a nice He's a kind guy, but you can tell if you piss off Saint like you know, he's like a he's like a he could be like a pitbull, right? And it's like so I don't know why he would start to fight with him. But yeah, Saint Saint kind of does I don't know if he is considered playing dirty, but he did kind of almost gouge out his eyeballs, which was
Well, cuz what's his name uh I don't which was like calling him Mr. Big Pipes. Kind of I'm going to call him Mustache. Mustache was uh he was basically telling him, "Hey, look. I'm going to like like stop trying to take the phone away. I'm using it." But Saint was like, "Dude, this is my phone. What the you mean I can't >> over a phone? I thought it was a I thought it was his guitar. I thought
Saint had his guitar or something. I must have the wrong memory or something. No, so he was playing his guitar, but he was using Saint's phone to use the like as the lyrics for the guitar. And Saint was like, "All right, enough. Give me my phone back." And Mustache was like, "No, dude. I'm using the phone. Stop." And he was like, "What the you mean I can't have my phone?"
And then they started to go off. And someone has your phone and is like you know, cuz they could they could be like you know, just going through and scrolling through it and stuff like that. So it is like you have a couple of like you know, when you give someone your phone like Oh, here. Look at this picture. And they take it and all of a sudden they're like scrolling through your phone. You're like >> I hate that. I hate that.
That's why when people when I want to show somebody something I'll just like send it to their message. Like dude, like you don't know what type of photos are in there. Whether they're good or bad. Like that's none of your business, you know? I know. Yeah. Yeah, but I I do Saint was one of those first like I met you know, after Benny like Benny would play him on stuff. I guess they're both in I guess they're both
around the same area like in Pennsylvania or something. Um And yeah, so but I got I got I met him and he's just like he's always really cool to me in his chat. He's like Oh, like Psyche, what's up? He I mean his he has a his girlfriend Magic is also she's from South Africa, but she does she reads cards. She reads playing cards, which is an which is a way of
divination and she's really good. I'm um and she's really cool. But yeah, so um But I yeah, his his channel everybody is Saint10 is a Saint and the number 10. And yeah, you click edit on the photo when you want to show them so they can't they can't see the others. Yeah. I know. It's like cuz I hate like you know um
You you be careful with your phone out these days, you know, people Of course. You got your bank in there. You got personal info. You never know your girlfriend's photos she sends you. You never know. Right. And at the same time too, it's like there's a lot of scary technology out there now that is like um you know >> Take take your info away. Yeah, people can you know, hack phones and you know, I hear that
>> nowadays you have your PayPal, your Apple Pay with just two clicks of a button. So it's like Everything is right there. Yeah. And it's also like I saw like this There's like this magician on YouTube and he he exposes all these other magicians um magic tricks. He wears a mask. He's called the Masked Magician, right? Yeah,
exactly Justin. Um but yeah, like um >> old show? Well, it was kind of it's kind of like it's a it's a YouTube It's a guy on YouTube, but it's like it's like that show where they used to like have that you know, on Fox they had a special where it was like the magician revealed. I used to love that show. Yeah. And uh yeah, so the guy does it, but he like he's like totally anonymous, but there was a guy who was
demonstrating OSINT. Have you heard of OSINT, o s i n t? No. OSINT is basically the ability to like use these public public records and everything. It's like kind of like putting it together a puzzle, but it's like you can figure out people's kind of identities by going through like So they So they went through they found like an e- Here Here's one email address he had, and they go and then they and then they find like another connection to that email address, but
eventually he actually found that the guy he found the guy's PayPal, which the guy was just was promoting openly. And when you you send a PayPal, they put they show the whole person's name anyway, and so it's kind of crazy. Oh, we have Q Okay, hold on. Hold on. There's Q Hammer. >> quick. I wanted to say uh Just Jen looked very beautiful on her wedding day.
You did I I think you see this is real cute. It look It looks like Hebrew Hammer's picture. I don't I'm not >> Oh, no. Here we go. trusting it. Hello? Hello, baby. Oh, that's No, that's the same one. That's the same one. Is Q? Hello, baby. Thank you. I can't tell, man. I can't tell. Q likes
to around. Come on, Q. No, it's me, Okay. >> >> Oh my gosh. Well, Q, you hear you hear you hear what she said How about some IRL? Are you down? What are you talking about? Well, Alexandra was just on and she said that um she said >> did It felt greasy in here for some reason. >> Oh, shut up. Come on,
dude. You're ridiculous. I knew something was up. I knew something strange was a foot. Sorry, I still got mousse in my hair. Well, we don't be don't be because but she but she did say, you know, maybe um you'd be like a model for me. Would you like to be a model? For I have To be honest with you, Psyke, the closest I ever want to be with you
is on this panel. Okay. Well, fine. Fine. Just saying. I thought he was about to kick you out. I'm sur- It's he didn't. I might My my finger's getting itchy, but Okay, the other night he n-word bombed me. He said the n-word a bunch of times. It was very That was I literally just said it, and you didn't say anything. Well, I mean,
it's like, you know, kind of was like When I first came in here, I said, "It's me, and where with the hard r." Yeah, yeah. And you didn't say anything about it. He >> said it like three times in a row like >> really fast the other night, which is like, you know, Oh, yeah. Well, you deserved it sometimes. It's okay. You know, I don't I don't I'm not a drama f-word, so like I kind of whenever I go
to sleep and wake up the next day, I I don't give a about what happened on the panel. If they care if the people care, then that's on them. Well, yeah. I mean, I'm able to Yes. care of it. Yeah. Um Let me see. Um Let's see. Oh, you're higher um upstate high yeah. Um
So, how's everyone in the chat doing? So, yeah, she was saying Victoria J is about to be exposed. I don't know if anybody knows. >> What? >> Who's going to expose her? Yeah like I don't know, but I guess there's something going on. Um Is she going to expose her being more annoying than she already is, or what? >> Oh,
Well, I don't know. I mean, I mean, does anybody have any more information about that? If anybody If anybody um know Like does anybody know about about that? Um So, You should know by now Alex just talks. She doesn't really do She just talks. So. A lot of what she says is baloney.
I know you guys are buddy buddies now, right? But you you you know that whether you want to admit it or not. I well, I disagree with you, but So, let me see the >> I understand that it's more beneficial um for you to be buddy buddies with her than have you than have her on your ass. So, I get it, but you know, I don't have to tell you. Well, I don't It's not about that. It's
like I I don't Yeah. I love it because we're we have the same birthday, which is like I bet I I don't know. Um I think we have a our mom our >> Alex Mayers can literally like shoot somebody in the face, and people around here will forget about it the next day. It's crazy. You know what I mean? Like she made all those videos about good time grandmother, and then he's just like,
"Hey, come come run on my panel." Well, People are still talking about I did 3 years ago. What? Well, what what did you do 3 years ago? Uh spit on a chick. Uh I pissed on a I pissed on a an Arby's outside table thing. Okay. >> Um I mean, it's like I maced a bunch of people.
>> Yeah. I mean, it's like in the I I think there's like Well, in in the same >> into a conf- a confrontation on stream with my aunt. Uh what else? Yeah, I mean, it's like very That's why it's like I I mean, people do will do things, and it's like I think people can can can uh you know, change and stuff like also like, you know, some things are
like, you know, I think pissing on a table at Arby's is not like necessarily or spitting on Oh, no. It was raining outside, and it was night time. So, it was like, you know, the outside seating areas? It was one of those type of things, and I just took a piss on it. It was pouring down rain anyways. It was washed off in 2 seconds. Yeah. I mean, it was like I mean, for for some like uh it's like
There's really like That was right after I spit on the cuz I went to Ar- No, I think that was separate time. Cuz I went to Arby's um >> cuz I wanted them to call the police on >> me. I was trying to get the chat to call the police on me. I know, right? Really smart guy. But uh they never did. They were just talking And then I just I took a piss right out in the open, and then
Zaya called the police on stream, and the police laughed at Zaya on the phone. I don't know if you remember that, Arthur. No, I didn't even know this happened. Yeah, this is back when I was in Pittsburgh, but he called the police, and the police literally laughed at him on the phone like when cuz he was trying to He was trying to He was trying to rat on me. Oh >> >> Damn. I know there's some some people
out there probably remember that. This is like 2 3 years ago. Damn. Well, and Samantha Trick isn't back, but his brother showed up showed back up, and his brother's been impeding here every night now. And uh What's the brother's name? His brother's name is Tux, and he's a black cat with um he has like a little bit little spot of white on his chest. And he he's been gone for like like like a year, and like he just
showed back up. And so, you know, um So, I think that's what cats are like sometimes, you know? Um they'll They That's why I That's why I'm not like people are like, "Why aren't you like out every stream like, you know, like looking like looking for him?" Well, first of all, that's a very I I like having gone through having cats run away before, it is a very difficult process. And then it's like even if you
do find the cat, it's like you know, it's like They they just have their own life. It's you do that?" kind of like you know, like, "Why don't And so, but um I do believe you you had a cat missing that missing for 2 weeks. Oh, okay. Yeah, I mean, My dad My dad had a cat when he lived in Glendale when he was a kid. Like he when they got a dog, the cat took off. Like and then the cat came back I think he
said like several years later and saw the dog was still there, and then he left again. And that's what will happen to you is sometimes they don't get along with another animal in the house. And uh you know, but I kind of like I It's It's different than a dog, you know? If the dog is missing, it's like definitely um you know, they're someone's going to find the the dog, right? It's like um
but you know, cats can go wander for a long way. Um I mean, he's Paul Shepherd. I mean, So, make some money for McDonald's, Paul. And don't don't criticize me if if you think I'm I think I'm I mean, Psyke, I mean, let's be honest. It was silly of you to compare losing a cat to losing a child. No, no, no. I don't see it as First I don't know anything about
it. So, first of all, she said Didn't hear about this yet. She No, okay. No, I didn't say anything like that. Like what happened was I think like someone said something about like a a door for something like that. And I I didn't I don't know anything about it. >> Here we go. It's getting worse. >> god. Why would you say that? I don't know anything about it. I don't I've been saying I don't know anything about it. And so, I said, "Don't talk about people's kids." And that's all And
that's all that I said. And then it's like No, but you said, "But Kate, it's like I lost my kid. It's just the same." Well, no, no. No, no. Okay. You said, "It's like losing a child." I'm like, >> No, I didn't. I said I said the cat ran away, and and then she was she was um saying like she was like she was saying, "Oh, I'm I'm a terrible She's like, "Oh, so is a terrible being a terrible And
owner I love my cats, but when my cat got out for like a couple hours, I was not saying like it was If my kid got out for a couple hours, I call the police. You Exactly. It's a little different. Come on, Psyke. I didn't say that. I didn't compare it. I didn't compare it. I said the cat ran away. I said he Okay, get out of here. Both of you get out. Okay. I didn't say that. I didn't I said that I didn't I didn't even make that comparison.
I said But she I said she was talking about my family and my cats, which are like my kids, and she said, "Oh, I was talking about her kids." And I I wasn't, okay? I And then she's like, "Oh, well, you know what? I had kids." I didn't know. I I don't know anything about it. Like I I I really haven't watched that much anyway. So, if you're if you're just going to like talk over me and like and like make these points that are not even
true, then you can just go. I mean, it's like um you're putting out false narratives, and I don't appreciate that. So, I mean, jeez. I mean, no such comparison. I said I said if anyone owes me an apology, it's her first, right? So, Okay. So, cuz I I did shut it down. Like
um and I don't agree with like talking about anybody's kids, but at the same time like she's saying um slandering me and stuff. Oh, hold on 1 second. I have I have a call. 1 second. I'll be right back.
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>> Okay. Oh, my There's a There's a Oh, we're having some uh Like a I don't know if we got is we're having some conversations in chat. Someone is good at conversations. Oh my god, it looks kind of weird. It's a cat. It's got eyes on my cat. Um how's everyone doing? Um let me see. I'm put
the link up again. Yeah, there's Rudy just having a nap. Okay. Smelling. Hello, everybody. Um yeah. So, I'm going to I'm getting a little hungry, so maybe I'll put some some food in the some food in the oven. Okay, so let me see. There we go.
Okay. Hey. Okay. Yeah. Did I Um did I fix Um what? Oh. Fix what? Fix what, I don't Jamie. I'm sorry. Okay, anybody want to come up and have a conversation? Um
Everyone's welcome. So, Um let's see. Why did Why did Gonzo have warts all over his nose? I don't know. I think they might have been genital warts. Okay. Come on up. Uh Big Clips, that's you know, that's
that's going to be me. Get a time out for you. Um no. Oh. Who's Gonzo? Gonzo from the Muppets. You kind of He's probably your cousin, you muppet. Okay. Do do do do They get the link up? Okay.
Okay. Here we go. Here's the link. Turn up volume. >> >> Yeah. Okay. Um let's see.
Um I'm going to put some stuff in the oven on my fryer real quick. Air fryer. >>
>> Okay. Yo. Hey, what's up, man? Okay, how are you doing? Good. And anybody's welcome up right now. Um so, what's up? Um And it's been pretty crazy this I don't know. Um
Yeah, you've been going live late, dude. I'm asleep and you've been going live. Yeah, I've been going in the middle of the night sometimes. I sometimes sleep during the day, but I got some good sleep this morning, so >> Yeah. I'm up. Um And uh yeah, it's been a interesting interesting week and uh
But yeah, um Yeah, it's funny, bro, when people want to act like they know all about me, but when I know all about them and then they want to lie. Well, like um let's see. Like I don't um Yeah, I mean there is like a there is a lot of that like sometimes, but yeah, and and so I
I just I there's so much said on the on by people that I always just like just base base on like how my my own relationship with them and not on what everybody says because it's like you know, just from being slandered or had a lot of stuff said about myself. But uh
>> >> Yeah, it's um so I uh Yeah, this dude Big Clips is obsessed with you, bro. He's a creep. He's gay, too, but he's weird, bro. Yeah Big Big Clips has made some uh some pretty some pretty interesting art of me like uh I don't know if you've ever seen that
like um And uh I I I have forgiven him for this, but um like this is this is an example of the art he does of me. There you go. You see like some of that. Um You see it? Appreciate it. >> Oh, yeah. Oh, wow. What the That's stupid as dude. It's just
like trying to slander you like, "Oh, look, you're dirty. You're gross." Like it's stupid, dude. Like grow up. I know. And that should be his own show. Have you seen him? I've seen videos of him. He Oh my god. >> the thing. I mean, I do have his picture. I mean, I I mean >> >> I do and it's I do look at the camera. I mean, yeah,
that's the thing is like I've been given like a lot of people's um from them camming up or whatever or just from And so, I mean, I could just He's weird looking bro. He looks like the AI he just you just showed him. >> >> Yeah. With lipstick. He looks like that except with Imagine that but with lipstick.
Yeah, that's kind of interesting. Like I don't know. Like >> the lip with him wearing lipstick? I I No, I saw I saw one of where he like kind of looks like he was like this. He's going like this and he looks kind of like um He looks kind of like the the creator of Rick and Morty. I don't know if you've ever seen that guy. Yeah, yeah. He had one like that where he was zooming in all close on his lips and he has like a beard and dude,
but his lips are he has red lipstick on. And he's like all like smooching the camera and dude. Like What the hell, bro? Like he's A lot of these people, bro, are really, really creepy, man, but you know, it's everybody else that's a weirdo and creep, you know? Right. I mean, it's like and you know, things can be said about about everybody, but like I said and like and
like unless there's been it's something you know, something actually happened you know, people getting hurt or something like that. Then there's like just a lot of people can just are just talking on the internet and uh you know, I don't I don't know. It's like but it is like a They can say whatever they want, but they're going to learn, bro. With me with my anyways, they're going to learn.
Well, yeah, I mean, it's like yeah, because it's like there's I just the other day on Beaters there was she was saying like, "Oh, well, you know, she she told me last year, "Don't have LD on because of this and that." And then she still has LD on. And like I mean, and so it's it's like and then I I I I never had a problem having him on and I just just like cuz I was like, "Well, it doesn't seem like there's like
much there." Like I I don't understand. So, I don't understand why these like people want to tell me how to run my show or who to have on or oh, whether I'm trying to inter doing good interviews with them or not or what whatever. Like I It's just like people don't even want to like acknowledge that I actually I have a show. I'm a streamer. Um you know, and I'm not like um you know,
>> to have to compete with you, bro. Cuz they cam up, like they're like, "Oh, look, there's going to be another show where people cam up and And so many Yeah, so many people are that that don't cam up have so much to say about like everything. I've shown literally like thousands and thousands of hours of like everything, you know, and it's So, like how can people
like I don't I I want to see They show show Tell me about they show me their stuff exactly and so it's like, you know, people People are just so so eager to slander other people sometimes and >> Yeah, and like I said, they're just trying to shut That's what they do, bro. They try to shut other people down because they don't want comp competition for views. I'm telling you,
bro. That's where like, "Oh, they're like, don't watch him. Don't watch him." Like what? Well, yeah, and it's like and then they're still here. I mean, it's like they're they're watching They're still talking. >> Oh, and you know what else they do? That's what they do on my bro. There'll be like four or five groups of people, bro, that'll be streaming it to Discord or whatever, bro. So, yeah, it'll say like five people watching because they already learned to
like, "Oh, just stream Oh, watch it on Discord." And they're like probably like like 60 people, bro, in five different servers, bro. Watching that And you're on Kick. Are you on Kick, too? And I think you have you have pretty you have a good numbers on Kick. I mean, it's like >> cuz yeah, cuz I had quit YouTube for like a few months, bro, and I went over to Kick and started growing over there and then just came back, you know. Well, at the same
time I said, "Fuck it, dude. Might as well." Yeah, I mean, I I just once in a while, but >> They're jealous. That's what started it. um I used to get a Well, my I got banned, man. I got banned. And my old channel used to blow up, dude. That's why they're jealous. That's why they're like, "Oh, no, no." That's why they're so eager cuz they don't want that to happen. They were so glad when my channel was banned.
And they're like, "Oh, we don't have to worry about him. Oh, he's gone." You know what I mean? Like they don't want me to gain that traction again, dude. >> part That is part of it. Like it's That's why it's like kind of trying to cancel me and like and like say and and and uh At the same time it's like they um you know, I They're they're still watching. They're still watching and I don't I just don't like that people are being intimidated right now by stuff by
certain people. But actually I just I just got this thing. I've had like um 300,000 or something views this month or something like that. So, it's like It's like it really hasn't It hasn't really um I don't think it's I don't think it's I don't think it's really hurt me, but um um Oh, no, you're going to get more views dude eventually dude. But I'm Yeah, cuz I don't understand
what this community thing is. Like this community I'm supposed to be a part of which is like I'm not really a part I never felt like a part of it. Like everyone has their own show basically. >> to become obsessive with you, bro. That's what happened with VP. After I hung out with VP, bro, that's when the obsession started with her. Like, you know, everybody covers her and clips her, that Jenny dude or whatever.
That that all started because of me, bro. >> in there, bro. They They got obsessed The Jenny? with her, bro. So, they're going to They're probably going to start getting obsessed with you now, man. Well, I have been called the the male Vegan Patriot some >> >> Someone said I look It's good, bro. You're going to make It's good, bro. It's good, man. Mhm. Yeah, I mean, it's like
uh but yeah, I I I just like >> You don't use bots, bro. Uh Sam man and all them, bro, they use bots, bro. Beat it uses bots, bro. Well, I mean, it's like yeah, and it's like I really Yeah, and people are always like, "Oh, well, you used to sit here over there with like, you know, he he hit like people are just keep saying I don't have any viewers or anything." I mean, I mean, I uh I don't I don't I don't I don't bot or anything like that, but
decent amount I do have a decent amount of viewers I and especially just cuz I've been around for like just a year and stuff. And um so, I just don't know I uh No, you're doing good, man. You're doing good, bro. Yeah. >> Like how Beat it and this Sam man's and will say like 200 and like that. no, dude. Yeah, and it's like I really Who's going to be watching
that? A blank screen, dude. Yeah, and it's and at the same time it's like not really like you know, as long as they have like quality quality people is like cuz I've had over a lot of people in the chat where it's like, you know, everyone's just going to troll and like and and so it's like I that's that just makes it difficult to like sort through the chat and and better to have like a smaller amount of
good people than and so I'm not really They think I'm so I'm obsessed with like numbers or anything. It doesn't really do me any good, especially I'm not I'm not even monetized. >> in the end, does it? Yeah, if you're not monetized. Yeah, and I like even being not monetized is fine too because it's like I can actually do more what I I want to do like >> Yeah. not worry about YouTube rules and stuff. Pin the link. Okay, easy. I'll pin the link for it.
Okay, I'll I'll try and pin it. Yeah, I got >> Who the hell did I dox? I didn't dox anybody. Uh I think that guy that guy Tony I think I horn bombed me today and they, >> Oh, did he? you know, um Yeah, and um and I you know and I had I had the metal the metal people coming yesterday and stuff. Um You know, it's like they they come from
like sometimes they drive from over an hour away sometimes. Yeah. And they're just like crestfallen. They're they like I I mean, I just say, "Oh, I'm sorry, you know, whatever." But, they're like they got actually like they have to drive for hours, waste their gas. And this they're coming for free things. And so, it's like it's like really I feel bad for these people. And they're I mean that it that it it's like that doesn't even do anything to me. >> to me, too. Yeah, I feel bad for them.
It ain't doing to me. It ain't doing It ain't doing nothing to me. Yeah, I I had people looking coming over >> it and like, "Oh, he likes it. He likes looking it. Stop doing it." Yeah, I mean, yeah, I mean, some Like last night there was a really cute guy that came and I was like, you know, I was asked No, I just Um um yeah, Yeah, I don't know, but I mean, it's
just >> doing to that dude Tony, bro. Well, I mean, it's >> Well, let him Let him do to me bro. I'll do I'll do to him, bro. Well, I think it was like a you know, I mean, like I I used to be in the in my chat and then I mean, he's still he's like he's in the I think he's has a lot of alts and stuff like that. He's like and he's a big fan of like Beat it's cuz
he's always like, "Leave Beat it alone." and stuff like that. He's like and he's like he's like, "This is enough. Enough is enough." He's sent me pictures of Mini Mans and vagina. Um like hundreds of text messages. He just calls over and over and over just like and it's just like disconnects, never says anything. It's just a waste of It's like he has so much energy for me. It's like ridiculous. Um but yeah, >> Gamble hates me so much that he's
defending Just Jen on a fake profile, bro, when he hates That's how That's how obsessive people are, bro. They'll team up. There There's literally people that hate each other, bro, that will team up against me, bro. Yeah it's as Gamble because it's like I do Well, I do sort of see like the like who's connected that I had that I hadn't really seen before based on like
how they watching them interact and stuff like that. Yeah. And uh and see cuz there's there are like, you know, goon squads or whatever. People have their own like A lot of there's a lot of people that will do stuff to people and then they're they'll do stuff other people do it. And so, their hands are clean, but it's like I know who's behind some of this stuff and like why they Yeah. Well, I'll get my hands dirty. I don't give a bro. I'll get my hands dirty, dude. Hey
Oh, yeah, Just Jen that on that that on controller super chat or whatever. Yeah, that was me. Do something about it, bro. What are you going to do about it, Jen? Do something about it. And and they're saying, "Oh, look, he's he's doing this and that." Don't Don't be putting lies on somebody. She's literally over here saying that I raped somebody, bro, or raped.
I never raped Vegan Patriot, bro. For you Then you saying all this and that? Hey, bro. That's on you, bro. Don't Don't act innocent. Don't lie about somebody that could get somebody killed, bro, and then act innocent. Yeah, some of these Yeah, some of this stuff like, you know, cuz everyone's like, "Oh, go just go look at like what like and I I mean, I did and it's like I I didn't I don't
I don't I just I just like I just see I see something different than what people are saying. Yeah, Yeah, cuz you look and they're like, "You don't even want to look." You already looked at everything, bro. They're like, "He don't even want to look." No, you said you looked at everything, right? What's up, dude? How are you? This is easy. Good to meet you. >> Quack quack quack quack quack quack quack quack. I quack. What's up? Hey, baby. What's up, baby? Other
people Yeah, Jen, just other people with your name, bro, that have all your I'm not even going No, me I'm over there chilling. I'm not even going to go here, bro. I'm only me. Yeah, well, it's like, you know, I mean, I think I think anybody has I know like stuff that people can say stuff about. I don't think I think that there's very selective outrage um based on different different reasons and um you know, it's it's just it's just like
I'm >> some about Sam man today, bro. I heard some about him. Oh yeah. I heard some crazy about him today, bro. What? Crazy crazy. Uh um yeah, I I don't know. And I heard I heard Victoria is uh Alexander said that Victoria is about to be doxxed or not doxxed. >> that's a man.
It's a voice changer bro. It's so easy to tell that her voice is a voice changer, bro. Like go literally go look up what a girl little girl sounds like. That's exactly how it sounds. Somebody's calling me. I'll be right back. Okay, dude. Well, because yeah, well, I I mean, I could tell that it was I mean, she picture of like I mean, it looks like some kind of like
like Hollywood actress or something in her in her photo. AI Yeah, it's just an AI pic, dude. But, I I think she was trying to like take heat off of her by like throwing my name into things and stuff. And so, I mean, Victoria? She was talking about you? What was she saying? Well, she was but she I don't know. She was just trying to I think she was just taking heat off of herself by bringing up like the situation over situations
over here and stuff like that. And and uh I don't I don't know. I mean, I I she's been on my show and she's she's been fine on my show, but um I I I don't I don't know. I don't know why uh you know, there's another person without without a photo and or or without a and their camera on and it's like so You don't know really You don't I
Who knows what's up? And I don't It's the internet. People can be on all People can be a mass alts and so, yeah. Um yeah, so what is this? Um people said uh Where am I doxing? Where am I dox I'm not Am I doxing anybody on your stream? No. Who am I doxing? Who? Where am I doxing anyone? So, what is it Yeah, I don't know I
don't understand what they mean. >> Yeah, they're just That's homeboy, bro. That's all he does. "Oh, why are you letting this dude do this?" That's how he is, bro. Right. It's good. Get out of here, bro. I get accused I get accused of doxing and I I never doxxed anybody because I consider doxing would be like, you know, releasing their address
or phone number or something like that. And it's like Yeah, I've just shown pictures. >> going on here. None of that's going on here so. Yeah, um so, yeah, like and >> do that I don't know if you realize, but people will type in the chat just hoping that thinking that oh, if somebody comes and read it, they're going to see that and think, "Oh look." Cuz you know, people turn on a stream
and they look at the chat to see what's going on. So, they just type dumb you know what I mean? Yeah, and I can tell it's the same person coming back and back over and over again like this person like I mean, I'll do things like if you know, if somebody's like, you know, uh being targeted in in the chat like I will sometimes mod people um based on on that. So, it's like they just cuz they'll just have like people Like I don't know, but I'm trying to be better
with my mods. It's hard It's hard dealing with mods. And uh let's see. Uh well, yeah, I don't I don't and But, yeah, there's a lot of accusations made. And how can I be sitting here and verify anything, you know? >> I doxxed her in your chat. That's a lie, bro. You know you can click on my thing on YouTube, right? On YouTube and look at everything I posted, right? Yeah, I
can see the chat history. And I I never never doxxed her ever, bro, in your chat. No, I I don't think so. And so, um Yo, they lie They lie right to your face, bro. Like they think people are stupid, dude, just for their agenda. Like Right. >> This has been This has been my life, bro. Like People are literally insane, bro. Yeah. They literally call my mom and
like, "Oh, you know, your son was just arrested for uh um uh doing something to some kid and you need to pick him up from jail." Like That's stupid, bro. Like what do you When they see that that it's not true, like what do Like, what do you think it's going to do, bro? >> >> Like, they think that if they lie so much it's going to become true or something. Right. Well, and that sometimes that unfortunately like when people like the lies hold up like a lot of people do
believe a lot of like a lot of And there are a lot of like followers out there, too. And but a lot of the stuff is like the same few people like on several like sock puppet accounts or like >> Yeah, oh yeah, it's all socks, dude. They're like they come back and forth and it's like people I've never seen before in the chat and then it's like they're saying the exact same thing and it's like So, it's like it makes it seem like it's more of something than it >> Yeah, it's all the same people cuz why
would they need an alt? That's just oh, Brandon's tits or some You know what I mean? I know. Like, why would I I don't think that would be like a regular regular um or regular name. Um yeah, it's crazy. It's crazy. I mean, um but I I will always like I even but I would even talk to I would talk to anybody because it's like I think um especially if if people having things
said about them like they should not be like completely silenced. I think people should try to defend themselves especially if there's not criminal charges or like, you know, a conviction. There's Isn't there like, you know, innocent before proven guilty? Isn't there you know, and even like then it's like even people that have been in prison um for things. It's like a lot of people change you know, change in prison and
things like that. And so Yeah. I do believe in like redemption and forgiveness. I believe in second chances um you know, or I've been given second chances sometimes sometimes I've been given many many more. And so I tried to But yeah, I I'm not part of I'm not really part of a community. I have my own show and it's like, you know, whether people want to be here or not it's like up to them. But
it's like I don't I don't know there's a lot of all this hate watching and um you know, accusations and and really the worst things being said about people like being thrown around and stuff. So um I I don't know. I mean, it's crazy. Um >> though, dude, that some ex-porn stars are obsessed with me, bro. Like, what didn't you think she would have a better life? You know what I mean?
>> >> Well, I mean, I I just >> >> I just don't I don't know much about it but um obsessed with me, bro. Whenever I am dude, all I I'll pull up a random stream, bro, and it's her. I Well, I've already had access to everything. I've already looked at everything that she says on YouTube, dude, and all she does is talk about me. It's like she wants me to go It's like she wants my attention. That's what I think it is.
You know how like in school when girls act like that? Or whatever, boys act like that? That's basically what I think it is, man. Yeah, like well, you know, like Beata has like a complete like lives about me like um you know, like 6 hours 6 hour lives where I'm just a topic and like there's this panel the whole panel and the whole chat is like just hates me and stuff like that. And um
and it's like it's crazy. And then she's like then if I like, you know, play an old clip of her or something like that she get Some people would don't want the the true past like being brought up for >> want the truth. And when you do that something like that or then they'll be like, oh, look, you're obsessed. You're obsessed. They do reverse psychology to try to get you to stop, dude. Yeah. It's called like >> oh, so you're obsessed? Well, they're doing the same thing. And then they come
on an alt so it doesn't so they don't look like a hypocrite when they say it. Yeah. And uh yeah, and then so I don't know. I've also like I've also heard my like her mods will like say horrible things. If I say anything to them they'll be like, leave them alone. Leave them alone. I know. I don't I never get a I never get defended anymore. I'm used to not being defended so I can defend myself. And uh
you know, I I guess I'll be We learn how to handle it and it's like sometimes it's like um you know it sometimes is better not to I mean, it's like I'd rather not have some of these people in my chat, you're right. And it's like and so if they they're going to boycott me or whatever their audience boycotting me I really don't care. I'm like I I have I have my own That's good. Yeah, I was
>> something right, bro. If everything like If everything's going smooth and no one's going against you that means you're not you're not shaking up. You're not doing anything. Yeah. I know and I yeah, and I don't mind controversy. It's like cuz that's part of you know, having a show is like, you know, it's like you I know but I like to address it. I don't like to just just say, oh, or just like let anybody else like speak or defend
themselves. That is like considered slander, I think. Yeah. It's wrong in a lot of ways. And so and I I do think what's been done to you is like um big exaggeration double standards like all these people are doing the same or it I have it's like >> than me, bro. They're doing worse than me bro but I'm demonized. And it's all it's all it's all off the
jealousy basically. I don't want their audience. That's the thing. I don't want their audience. I want my own. Yeah. Exactly. I mean, exactly and then yeah, and same with me. >> I'm glad actually I got rid of all the IT2 people start watching me, bro. I'm glad. I stopped doing IRL. Mhm. And they just come around like once in a while like, hey man, we miss you.
Please start doing IRL again. I'm like, nah, that. Cuz cuz I I like to help people. I've done I mean, it's like I always would have a policy of like, you know, everyone sharing their channels and like, you know, sometimes I send people to people's chats and stuff like that and it's just like I'm so surprised that it's like not even like um I mean
they they they don't it's like they not not not only they won't promote me at all, they will just like like tell people not to Yeah. And then they'll harass chatters or and and harass harass donators and stuff like that. I mean, it's it's crazy. It's like I And they they don't like it when it's done to them and so it's it's like And
then they can't say anything and then they then they then they block you or they won't let you say It's like Right. Right, exactly. Exactly. And then it's like and when then you don't have a voice then it's like And then they say they say don't even make sense. They're all treat him like Cyrax. Treat him like Cyrax. If you're treating me like Cyrax then they would be promoting you. Yeah. Like Cyrax. They don't just oh, don't oh, don't just ignore him over
there. Just ignore him. They don't they don't do that to Cyrax. Right. And it's like and even like I I said I would have Cyrax on the show even though it's a despicable kind of character like because >> Yeah. I think he I think he's at the same time it could be just interesting to talk to a person like that. I I I do all kinds of people interesting and you know, it's
I I don't it's just really or funny or or something there's like I don't know. There's There's There can be Yeah, I know that the PDF stuff is like I think it's like nowadays it's it's like now it I mean, it used to have to do with children. Now it's like, you know, I get called that because of Benny and Benny's 24 years old. I mean, it's like and it's like it it's just like it's it's kind of like, okay,
well, it's like you're actually kind of like hurting like the real like the real cases of it. Yeah, like what the You start calling everybody and You call like that's insane. Yeah, and they were trying to lie saying I was I was dating a 24-year-old and they were trying to lie saying that she was underage and she was 24.
Right. That's ridiculous. Like well, 24 she's not. I mean, it's like I know it's still it's like I see a big difference between that and like actual uh what like what it really is which is like, you know, horrible but um it's just like so over exaggerated it kind of weakens all the cases, you know, and in the real >> Alex is back. What's that? I see Alex is coming back
on your show. Oh, yeah. Um yeah. >> You right? She was Oh, yeah. For um we yeah, we had like a we had like a little a little a little conflict but it's like Yeah. um Yeah, we I mean, but I we have we have the same birthday, you know, and she met her Yeah, me too. I noticed
earlier I noticed I was banned and now I'm unbanned so that's good. Yeah. I was um I've actually I met her in I met her in person, actually. I don't know if you know that but yeah. And so she's actually the only person I've met um in person. Like of of everybody like I'm surprised I haven't met more people in person but I'd like to do um some IRL streams with people but um it's
just it's kind of hard for me to travel around so Oh, yeah. Yeah, dude. Well, I mean, it's like it's uh I don't know what Beata is talking about. It's like yeah, so I don't but I don't know it's like even >> about? I've been Lying about what? Uh yeah, I mean, it's like >> that's another thing they're lying saying that I sexually assaulted VP. Then show it. Where?
Well, I saw the I saw I did see the aftermath she was like kind of like laughing about it. >> Yeah, she was laughing, dude. Yeah. And she >> happy, bro. They sent her all kinds of money. She got all she it worked out better than if that wouldn't have happened, bro, for both of us. Right. I mean, it's I mean, it's like I mean it There's
um I think it's say you know, SA something is really really harsh um harsh kind of claim to make on somebody and I mean, it's like so Especially coming from people that had sex with dogs, bro, like that's sick, dude. I'm not going to say their name on here, bro, but somebody that's lying about me and slandered me, bro, I have proof,
bro. Bro, they confessed, dude. To doing stuff with dogs but then they turn around and say that, oh, they were manipulated into doing it. The out of here, dude. Okay. Um yeah, thank you for Thank you for not saying Thank you for not saying names. I appreciate it. Yeah, it's uh Yeah, bro, like like Like I got them. I'm going to show that
tonight, too, bro. It's like I got the proof bro. Yeah. I mean, it's like and and uh yeah, people say I I eat my cats. I mean, I mean, it's like and like they're saying it in a serious way, you know, and it's like and these these things are just like so so ridiculous. Why is this person who said I said it was them? Who said I said it was them?
Mhm. Guilty conscience? Mhm. People reveal themselves bro just like you said in that AI song bro. People reveal themselves bro. Yeah and it's like and and yeah and that that's a good thing so that's why I do like you know like I do like when
people like are able to to do that and it's like and then not like you know Yeah. >> me saying things and and you know it's like you know yeah exactly. Um cuz uh I really don't I really don't know and I say and then I I don't have time to go through and say >> you're good yeah I'm not trying to convince you of anything I'm just kind
of you know you know I don't have no intention of turning any you against anyone I don't give a bro you know what I mean? Right. I yeah cuz it's like you know as long as people are to me I am to them and there's been people that have been just been so so so horrible to me like and said the worst things and it's like I mean even
like forgiving some most of these people right but it's like um but but I don't know I treat my I treat others like I kind of want to be treated and I I would not want to be um slander silenced and then not given a given a voice and especially if it it's like you know I just know how how big follower of followers people are or can be sometimes and uh and
I try to hello? Yeah sorry to bother you um there was some I was messaging somebody for a bike. Yeah for the bike no that person oh I'm sorry I'll be right back. Is this uh No hold on one second. They person is there's people to knock on my door. Yeah I was letting them know that I'm
not comfortable knocking on the door. Yeah okay thank you for that. >> Thank you sorry about that. It's okay. Do you want his number? Um no cuz he's a fake number so it doesn't doesn't help. Thank you so much. You can report the ad though thank you that I appreciate that. Okay thank you. Thank you. Yeah just yeah so you can see. Hey bro what a sign dude the sign what no Yeah like he but the guy but the guy
text messages and is like oh just ignore like my my you know my son's >> Oh yeah cuz they go back and forth while they're right there and they're like no I've had a pizza lady come yeah come in come in come right in they try to open the door before they've had like pizza ladies come to the same pizza ladies come to the door three times cuz he keeps texting her oh come back I'll give you a bigger tip and stuff like that or my wife is upstairs on a zoom call and uh but he's literally sitting there texting
like wasting the people's times it's like It's it's doing it's doing nothing to you bro it you get used to it like maybe at first it's kind of like unsettling bro but bro I'm telling you after a certain point you don't give a dude it does nothing dude. I just I feel worse for these >> Even the cops bro even the cops calling me None of it bothers me bro nothing dude
like I'm so desensitized bro. Right and the police know me now like and it's actually so they know everything that's going on with it and stuff and so the police are actually really nice and sympathetic and give really good advice. Yeah they come and shake my hand now bro well they don't even come now they don't now they don't even they they don't even come now bro but Yeah. Last few times they came they just shake my hand bro
and they say that they hate the that are doing it bro. Yeah. They said they said all they're doing is is making us like you and then putting a target on their back bro that's what the cop said dude. Yeah and it's fortunately some of these people are out of state makes it hard or like you know even in different countries and stuff like that but yeah as for no pizza like the pizzas were like one
thing it's like but yeah I've I've been getting the scrap metal people they put ads for free bikes and stuff like that and then it's like they only put the address they'll just get the person to call and then they'll direct the person and so it's like it's really hard to to you know just different phone numbers and stuff and so it's I mean it's just basically a little bit of an annoyance especially if I'm like you know sleeping actually the worst thing is like sending people to like turn off the gas
or the water and stuff like that and like and then they come and then so they actually will call the police when when that happens like and No yeah cuz that's theft of services. Yeah. Cuz they say that a lot of those places like they're they're going to charge you like $150 just for coming out. Right exactly. >> I mean? Yeah and it's like well thankfully I haven't you know no one's given me a
bill but I mean it's like you know >> no no they can't dude. Yeah. I I'm I don't know it's like uh I think that that's what's good about like you know being able to actually track people down cuz you can actually can start to get restraining orders things like that and um and so I will you know
um you know now that I it's just good that I I do have allies allies that can are helping me out. >> back bro. Thank you. >> dude. I got your back bro. Cuz cuz without that it's like you know people can just feel free to do that but the thing is like nobody really cares like you know
people like people actually thought like were like laughing about it like most people think it's like funny or whatever it's like well how would they like that if it was them or it was like their their family or anything like that it's like it's like really like bad bad karma and bad juju. >> Yeah. Um >> Yeah. We're doing this and I don't Yeah
I just hope that I mean I I really do feel like people will get their karma and it's like and basically it's not going to be good right? >> Yeah. Yeah and oh yeah someone's come over we're looking for spoons too they're like like free spoons like you literally like like coming over for free spoons it's crazy.
They probably told them they were silver spoons or some Oh my god yeah it's I mean it's like free yes yeah and a free bikes I mean it's like yeah who wouldn't come for like a free bike but it's like um I don't have a lawn mower I don't even have a lawn mower I don't even have a lawn outside why would I have a lawn mower to give away? And uh Oh god.
>> bro I'm I got to take a shower bro I got a long day. Oh thank you thanks for chatting and have a good day okay? Oh yeah you too just Jen should get on and Well yeah anyways welcome up Anyone's anyone's welcome up and you know I don't I don't I want to give everyone a chance to respond. >> All right bro I might be back later bro I don't know how long you're going to be live but I might be back. Sounds good
okay have a great day. >> bro take care bro. You Oh I got Lola's here I'm cuddling with me oh It's Lola it's Lola. She's a very cuddly cat. Um yeah so everyone check out my the codex though. I mean I did put it like a lot of new
stuff on there I'm updating it I'm putting my putting it in the chat. This is this is every all my episodes are archived. Um you know I have the transcripts are all scraped and then things are analyzed every topic that's been discussed everybody that's been on the show sorry put the wrong wrong address
cults.me I wish I had that that URL hold on it's cultcodex.me and uh I think even even Mr. Big Pipes who was like you know kind of like really trying to be harsh last night even he was like okay it looks pretty good hey babe but it I think I think I do have like half a million transcripts
transcript segments on there like everything on the show you can I mean you can I've been almost on almost every day for like the past over a year and so um uh let's see running from Dahmer apartment let me see I take photos of Dahmer well actually I I started out in the beef sector and the and the
motor three sector whatever and they would call me Dahmer cuz I was like the only I was a white person they thought I was kind of weird but I I don't know maybe I did have the glasses and stuff too. Um it's not not like he's like the worst looking person but yeah I think not like he's but do I really care no my my actual last my my my real last name is like you know
I love docs myself it's Bates and so you know I've heard the psycho jokes my entire life um master Bates I've I've heard all this stuff all my life and so it's not really um anything uh anything that different right? But um who are the streamers in that community
uh I don't know I'm not sure who you're referring to. Um but um yeah so um yeah but and also the music I've been making I don't know some people like a lot of people like to say whatever because I do utilize not only AI in my music but in in um like a lot of things like you know they right now you don't need to really know
how to code anymore like I was able to do the website without any outside um any outside people because now you know you're able there's an ability to code and and stuff and uh it's basically like a calculator and it's like so it's like people being mad at somebody for using a calculator for an accountant using a calculator. It's like
does it mean they're bad at math no does it I mean but does it like isn't technology there for to do to make things easier for us or to like you know give us the ability like I you know I don't have a recording studio I don't have like you know 100 people to do sound engineers and and and you know different people playing different instruments and and all this
stuff and I can't I'm not a great singer I don't I mean, I I'm I'm an okay singer, but I'm not like, you know, anything where it's like, "Oh, So, I don't know. I think uh I'm able to I'm able to It's like if you have if you have talent, it can it can amplify the talent. I'll say that, right? And it's like And so And I think
it's pretty clear that I do have some kind of talent somewhere. And maybe you guys can You'll figure it out along the way. But uh And it's like it's not like I just have like the music printing itself out and uh making itself. It's like, you know, I do have to What streamers did I miss? Oh, the good Good show? If you know good um she's And uh you know, there's different They used to go
on a show called China. Uh and she would do this hood jeopardy. And I would I would I mean, I would always lose, but but it was pretty good. Yeah. Yeah, and that's that's why artists have muses. And it's Yeah, exactly. And it's like And also, I think there's like I think so much of like the real recording industry, like like people think, "Oh, well, there's These are real Like Do you
think Britney Spears is really that talented?" Like I mean, it's like Do you think she's like sitting there writing her music and doing the And and creating the music or anything? Or is she sitting there, you know, goes into a studio like chewing gum and like, you know, they kind of like warbles on the mic for a few minutes and then they make albums out of it, right? Link them the um I think it's good and she has dollar signs for the S's. I'm I can try
to I can try to find her. Um But um But the thing about the the beef sector is like it's really hard to talk cuz I'm not I'm not trying to like be be like stereotypical or anything. And And you talk about boxing, like that is like the the barely bad with boxing. Um they're And like all that kind of stuff, but it's like it's basically if you know this person named Burdo, um Burdo is like over there. And it's like
everyone's kind of like a like a lot of people are like him, where it's like he they just like talk And I've literally sat up there for an hour and not been able They just have one person um screaming the whole time. I can I can I can link good Let me see. Good I think it's like the good show and her name is um S- S- oh, Sko. S- S-K-O or S-K-O. Sko good
Um I don't know if she'll be able to find it. I'll try Check it out real quick. But I actually But it is like It was a good place to like learn. Um Like to get before Okay. So, it's like when I came into this community, it wasn't or or in this um area of YouTube or these YouTube streets or whatever, um there was nothing like really surprising me too much. I mean, they do boxing at
the at the at the 90-day fiance community. I mean, it's like And And we're And it's like really serious strange boxing where it's like there's like, you know, they have these Facebook groups, um secret Facebook groups where they're like, you know, giving like the the the people's kids' schools and stuff like that. And that's for like the 90-day fiance. I mean, it's like How how I mean, how serious can I I don't understand why people would do
that. And that's pretty sick. So, um that people would um do that kind of It's It's pretty crazy. But um Let me see. I might might end like a little early. Um And oh my gosh. I yeah, I might end a little Well, I'll end early cuz I won't be I'll be back tonight. Um I got some stuff to do, but um
uh I want to thank all the guests today. Thank Alexandra and Arthur and Brandon and uh everyone that came up. I appreciate everyone in the chat, all the mods, um people. Thank you um for participating. I hope uh everyone is having a good day and will have a great day. And I'll be back
tonight. Um And you guys have a happy uh happy Wednesday, okay? And I'll I'll just play us out with some the song. Okay? I'll talk to you soon. Okay. Thank you.
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