Psyche addresses drama with friends and community members after an emotional show, reflecting on his desire for love and connection while defending himself against accusations of being selfish.
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The episode starts with Psyche expressing his feelings of being surrounded by people who are mad at him ▶ 1:15. He shares a card that asks if the people around him lift him up ▶ 1:39. Psyche mentions that he had an emotional show the previous night and many people, including Summer and Christine, are mad at him ▶ 2:50. He defends himself against accusations of being selfish, stating that the only thing that matters to him is love and relationships ▶ 3:35. The conversation also involves interactions with his chat, including people like Tommy, Kate, and Doug, with some of them making jokes or negative comments about Psyche ▶ 10:43. At ▶ 13:25, Psyche talks to someone in his chat, discussing Kate's behavior and how she has been mean to him. Later, at ▶ 15:14, he explains the situation with Kate and how she has been upset with him from the beginning.
The episode appears to revolve around the theme of relationships and how they impact Psyche's life. It suggests that Psyche values love and connection, but struggles with drama and negative interactions with others. The episode also touches on the idea of being true to oneself and not letting the opinions of others bring one down, as Psyche defends himself against accusations and continues to express his genuine feelings and intentions.
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Hey,
Gypsy. I'm awake.
Hi, good morning.
Okay, I I screw everything up and like everyone's always mad at me. Everyone's always
mad. It's hard. Um it's hard. Thank you for being here. I have a card for you, too. little morning card for you. It says, "Do I surround myself with people who lift me up?" It says, "The
people with whom we surround ourselves determine who we become. Does your tribe does the tribe fill you up? Do they inspire you? Do they believe in you? They help you step into your greatest potential." Today's action make a desire of the type of people with whom you wish to surround yourself and clarify if there's no one if there's anyone in your life who no longer serves you. You love them from a distance.
That's what people were telling me yesterday, though, too. They're like, "Oh, I love you, but I I love you from a distance." You're welcome. Sometimes it's hard, too.
As long I as long as I know people love me, but even from a distance is okay. But I don't know if they really love me. I don't want to make it too much about
me. What happened? Um we just had like a emotional show last night and then um is mad at me. Summer's mad at me. Um, probably Christine's mad at me. Like, everyone's like, "I'm leaving. I'm never coming back. I don't like you
anymore." Be said like, "Oh." Said, "Well, Emma's right and Clumsy's right." Um, she you just you're you're a selfish bad person. All you care about is your show. Not
true. The only thing that matters about my show is the relationships.
So, really all that matters to me is love. I don't know if people don't understand that, but it's all that really matters to me. You guys say Rudy? See Rudy this morning? Rudy, you're over there. Mr.
Rude. Hey, Mr. Rude. Hi. Rud is getting ready. I think he's getting a little old. Little old man. I worry about
him. Yeah, that's too much drama. I don't want I don't like it. It wasn't about It was supposed to be about that. So Rudy, come here. Everyone told me everyone's like, "Oh." And it's like okay well then it took on a life of its own and it became bigger than I I
am a sweetheart. Hey big Nisha you're here for me too. Thank you. Rudy Rud Rud is always with me now. You're always by my side,
right? You're old man cat. It's an old man
cat. I heard her.
Thank
you. You can have my heart. Hey, Tyler. You can have my heart.
But only they loved me could have
it. It's like there's so much Hey, traveling gypsy. There's so much happening and it's like it I don't I don't understand everything that h is happening and people are mad at me for things I don't understand. And I just like I just all I can do is respond is respond.
But I don't understand everything that's going
on. Hey, Nancy. Thank you guys for still being
here. I would I would never tell anybody. I'm I would never tell anybody. I'm throwing you away. I would never if someone comes to me, I would always You're my worst enemy. I'll still talk to them.
Everyone tries to get me in like some kind of like trap or like some kind of like, oh, you said this or it's it's like I say things that I don't mean all the time,
right? Sometimes I get mad sometimes. I I've told off Emma I've told I' told off clumsy clairvoyance. I pull I pull a lot of people. I
will. Okay. Thank you, Nancy. Hope your mom's feeling okay. Okay. Rudy, you're so soft. Rudy so cute. You're so soft, huh?
He's a little old man cat. He's a little man
cat. No, Jaggy. No, Doug. No. Be nice. He's cute. He's a cutie
pie. Just be nice to everybody.
Okay. Hey, J. I know. No. No jokeie. No, I know. I know. She's live mocking me right now. Well, that's the thing that she mocks me every day. I don't think I don't think she's ever um say said big anything very nice about me,
but do I hate anybody? No, I don't hate anybody cuz um Oh, guys. Um if you have hate in your heart, it it's like that's it's on you. It's it's not it doesn't you can't hate other people. It's a hate for yourself if you hate if you hate
somebody. Um she's in my chat sometime. You might see her. Her name is Carol Kate. She has a show. She does constant shows um streaming my lives. She's making fun of me. She calls me a a lull
cow. Hey, Tommy. Are you mad at me too, Tommy? I know Tommy. What did you call me last night? You call me a pathetic stupid epg. I'm a little Okay, Tommy. Well, I've heard a story about you, Tommy. You Tommy, I don't want to bring I don't
want to bring up what you've done, Tommy. What have you done on camera? You've done some disgusting things. Okay. Disgusting things. I'm not going to bring it up, but Tommy, you're calling me that. Look at yourself. Okay.
Okay. Wait. Okay. You were talking to the chat, but then you where you said I am a low cow. That's what you said. That's what you said directly to me. I think I can't. I mean, I have nothing against Tommy. I don't know. He got involved and now he's trying to like look better to stuff by making by like
ganging up with her against me instead of like, you know, being neutral.
He can be here. He's a streamer, too. Um, we have a lot of streaming community. Okay. Q. I know, but it's like, you know, a bully. I mean, it's like a bully. It's like what? You confront a bully and what do they do? There. They just punched you in
the face, right? Tommy, behave. Behave,
Tommy. Be nice to my Be nice to um everybody in the chat, please. Or cordial. I had too much too much drama. Too much. The cats are running through the house. Hey, babe.
Mr. Trixs. Is Mr. Trixs there? Trixs, come here. Come here, Trixie. Come on. Hi. I I got catnip right over there. There cat all over the couch right there. Hi, babe.
Well, I I I just she's I don't think anybody's a like a bad person. I don't What's up, bro? Hi. How are you? Chilling. Chilling, man. How about you, bro? I woke up just a little bit ago. Gonna
Hold on. Let me see. It's not okay. So that there's case in the chat. Yeah. No, I I take a joke. No, I'm not mooing for you, Kate. Kate, not nice. Not nice, Kate. No cow jokes. I'll be back. Hold on. My my phone's back up. Okay.
Okay. Do Kate, like I'm saying, Kate, do you like when people make those jokes about you or say that about you? No. A cow is actually a beautiful animal. In India, they're actually sacred. And um they have four stomachs and like we have like four there's four
elements. And there's also like the Milky Way, we have the Milky Way. And the Milky Way is almost like a cat. Like we're nourished like we're we're nourished by milk. Okay. I love
milk. Right. Doug. Doug. That's some wisdom right there, Doug. Okay. Have you Sorry, I didn't mean to. I I can't see the the last comment. It has a think
it's something over. I have to put it up to see it, but okay. Oh, I've looked I've looked there, too, and it's like, you know, I see my I see my all my mods there. I see a lot of my mods there. I see I see Here we go. Hi. Yo, Psyche, what's up, bro? How
are you this morning? Oh, chilling. Chilling. Hey, what's going on between you and Kate, man? Why is she like upset with you or something like that? Well, no. She She's never liked me. I think from the beginning, she's never she like when I first met her, she was like, "Oh, this weirdo. He he was hitting on an an autistic person." And then it's like, talk about
Benny, you know, it's like Benny's 25 years old. He's perfectly intelligent. He's a nice person. He's a streamer. He has 25,000 subscribers. Like, and then she started with that. And then she started, oh, his nails are dirty. He, you know, she doesn't like she doesn't like me for a lot of reasons, but and then she's mean to be. And then that then I have her I have Kate in my chat.
I have beat in my chat. And then Beeta hates me because I have Kate in my chat. And I'm like, "Well, I'll block Kate." And she's like, "No, don't block Kate." And so I I just don't know. I It's like, "What do you want me to do?" Yeah. You're stuck between a rock and a hard place. Yeah. Right. It's like And then Yeah. It's like, "Oh, okay." Then I then I block Kate and then she comes out on an alt and then she then she just does
she's relentless for on all of us and hates everybody. It's like I try to like maintain peace. I try to like um have you know have everyone get back get along get get along. Great. Oh, come on. Doug be Doug. Come on. Be friendly. Doug. Doug. Don't. That's kind of the slander. If I put my rules up all the time, guys, we're adults here. We're
adults. It's not really hard to follow rules. It's like, you know, because you have to have rules for kids. Adults usually know just to follow the rules, right? But I have to But Kate, um, I don't know if you know this, Psyche. Kate is a legit mentally slow person. Like, she's mentally challenged. She's not all there in her head. So, she's I don't I I don't I don't I don't want to say that like I think I'm slanderous,
too, because I've I've heard her talk and I'm not trying to slander. I'm not I'm not slandering at all. I'm like I'm just like being honest like No, I'm No, this is what just like with Benny. People say Benny's legitimately, people say Benny is legitimately, they'll use worse words, but they'll say mentally challenge. And I've tal Benny has interviewed me and he is um an intelligent person. And I know
Kate has Kate is an intelligent person. I'm not going to ever I'm not going to I'm not saying like she's dumb or anything like that. I'm just saying that she is legit mentally, you know, handicapped and a lot of people do use that. You know, a lot of people like in the community I've seen, they take advantage of that. And Kate does have I know she did have money. I don't know if she has money anymore, but I'm I don't
want to go too much into like someone's personal life, and it's like that's not it's really none of my business. Okay. Um but, you know, I think that everyone has an intelligence. Everyone has an intelligence about them. And it's like, and people will try to like put it on a on a scale. You can't put it on a scale because people have different kinds of intelligence. They
have art artistic there's creativity there. I mean Kate has a successful um you know show and she's able to maintain it and she's able to talk intelligently and be funny sometimes and and be uh you know give her opinion. So I'm not I'm not going to not going to say there's something wrong with anybody. People can say I legitimately have mental I mean
everyone has stuff going on in the mental. Okay. Everyone, everybody has something mentally, you know, imbalanced or something. We're all none of us are perfect and we'll all like we'll all get taken away by carried away by our emotions sometimes. Sometimes we'll we'll uh Yeah, we're just we we're not 100
Nobody's 100% perfect and I don't have any room to judge anybody. Um so my litter box's fine. You'll give me a free Pokemon, Kate. As long as you don't play pull the Cyrax card, I'm I will I'm done. If I If you pull the Cyrax card, I'm done. I don't want the Cyrax Pokemon. Yeah.
Damn. Like, so what's been going on with you, Saki? You guys been chilling, hanging out. Well, last night was a last night was a pretty difficult night with uh you know, I won't go too much into it, but let's just say beat is mad at me. Summer's mad at me. Probably Christine's mad at me. Probably Amanda's probably mad at me. A rough description. You don't have to get into detail. Just like a rough
description because of the cake situation. No, it was over, you know, we had someone in the chat and it's so so so stupid. Like we're fighting over people that are not even like my friends. this guy who comes in my chat comes in my chat sometimes ghost. I don't know if you know who the ghost is. Crucible ghost. Crucible. What is it again? Crucible ghost. I've seen it before. I've seen that name before.
Yeah, I don't know who it is, but I've seen it. He was coming in and I just thought I I and somebody else thought he sounded like somebody and I saw pictures and I thought he looked like somebody. He cammed up like and now I'm hearing no it's not the same person. And it's like okay, I'm mistaken. Maybe people do have is very very very very similar voice. Same cadence same a little bit one voice
sounds like they're doing a deeper voice. I'm not I just don't know. But it just it just sounded like me to my and I was maybe maybe drunk a little bit and like maybe got it not 100% right. Um but then you know everyone was just mad and it's like I still Why were they upset with you though? cuz you you didn't know the person or you didn't under you didn't remember who it was. I'm not even
sure. I like I don't even know why they're mad. They just got so mad. And I was like, well, if you're cuz when they got a little bit mad, I was like, well, that's kind of suspicious cuz that's like I was like they're it sound like they were like trying to cover for the person or something. And I was like, yeah, like why are they upset? Like what did that person do or who is that person that you know it got them all riled up?
Like um Tony, that's who I thought it was. Tony Allied Master Computer. Yeah. Oh, yeah. No, stay away from that guy. What he'll do, I'll tell you his tricks psyche. What he does? He's like uh how would you say like a legit banks rider? He legit wants to be part of this crew called the
Greece. And the Greece is like basically two or three guys, you know, couple of guys. You know who they are. You know, you've spoken to them before. I'm not going to say names, but you know, everybody knows who they are. Well, anyways, a lot of people try to join the Greece. And so Tony is one of those ones. He's a
local, a legit local. Tony, he has he's a mailman. He has um toy model trains in his basement, you know. He has all that Well, anyways, um he's always tried to not be a local. Well, he is a local. So, what the Greece does is they use him as an infiltrator. They'll use
him to come in and try to get cool with certain, you know, host and certain streamers, try to get on their good side. And then once he gets in on their good side, he'll try to take advantage of them by some type of way. Try to get some type of dirt on them or something like that. So, and he's done it to
multiple people. So, it ain't just you, Psych. He's done it to a few people. Yeah, I hear you. Yeah. And also, yeah, last night I did like put up my phone when I was talking to Lisa on the phone and maybe showed her number. She gives out that number all night on her show. I mean, it's it's like it's she do that that is her um burn burner phone. So, yeah, that that's her chill phone
number, huh? Number. Yeah. Yeah. So, it's not doxing her because she she gives out that number herself every night. Okay. And so, I might have held it up for a second, the phone up for a second, but Yeah. I'm not I'm sure I'm sure I would just stay away from Tony, you know, Allied Master Computer like just
he's another one. He's not all there. Like he's like another tape. That's why they take advantage of these people because they're not, you know, mentally they're not all there. And so they get, you know, get befriended real easily. You know, they trust people real easily. I mean, they're very how would I say,
like almost like childlike. Like childlike. Like like a little kid like, "Hey, I got candy for you. You want a lollipop?" And then the kid's like, "Okay." Like kind of like that. That's the way Tony, you know, Allied Master Computer is. It's like they're very immature. Like I There you go. You got
the work. Yeah. It's like, okay, guys, we you know, I think him and Kate, and they look pretty, they look very similar. They might make a cute couple. They actually I think that um like like maybe like you graduated high school maybe what 25 years ago. I did. I did. Hold on. 25 years ago. I don't know if
you remember my age, but even 03. You 03. Yeah. So, you're like a few years younger than me. You're like like 40 around. You're 40. Yeah. about 41 40. Yeah. So guys, and it's like it's not it's not Mean Girls anymore. Mean Girls wasn't even out when we were in high school. That was like two 2010. That
that was like the view. It's like but they emulate that movie. I mean it's like everyone's like, "Oh, I want to be I mean I don't maybe that movie is iconic or something about like how people are so into like oh I want to be with the cool crowd." I never had to try. I was just like naturally either hanging out with cool people or just like this. It was this is
natured or any or try or trying to be part of some group. I was just myself and like some people like me and like a lot of people like me and I was like maybe I was never 100% part of any group. Maybe I was never fully accepted but I was I was able to hang with anybody. I was able to hang with anybody like anybody. the Asians. In school, we had a lot of Asians, you know, the
Asian. You hang out with you hang out with gang members and pecker wigs inside. I know. Yeah. Any crowd you want. Yeah. Right. I know. I'm with everybody. like you know that's like what but also I I you know it's weird to make the association with Jesus but Jesus also hung out with the prostitutes hung out
with the the the outcasts the drug dealer even his even the apostles and everything didn't have the best reputation some of them didn't right and it's like and those were his followers right and so our band is saying oh come on no Jay dog's fine Jay dog's fine what are you Dax one of my haters. He's been one of
my haters from day from three years ago. Like he's crazy. This guy's crazy. Um he's obsessed. He's crazy. He's like obsessed. He'll never cam up even though he's been doxed. He'll never He's just He's a weirdo. He's crazy. Art's crazy. He hides behind a a Jew. You ever saw
Seinfeld Seinfeld? Yeah. Yeah. That That's the name he uses. Art Vanderlay, the character off that show. And I'm like, "Okay, dude." Like, "This guy's around our age because he watched that show." Um, like it's so easy to figure him out. He It wasn't that complicated to figure out art. Yeah. And And by the way, NEGs, like I I just already expl I already explained
it. I'm not going to explain it again. Okay. So, what is death saying? Are you death? Are are you uh like when I lick buttholes comparing myself to Jesus? Well, maybe Jes maybe Jesus is like the butthole in his life. I I'm not I don't know. You know, all I can say is we can't condemn anybody anybody else because nobody is perfect. None of us are perfect. So, I can't say
Psyche, you you did this or I can't say Art, you did this or or anybody in chat and and they can't do that to me either because we've all made mistakes. Everybody's made mistakes and we continue to make mistakes, you know, that's growing and that's learning. I know. But it's like and there's mistakes and there's on purpose and it's like I try to I've made I make mistakes. I I
don't do anything negative to anybody on purpose. But sometimes you know actions have consequences and sometimes I've done the right wrong things like saying the wrong things or or you know your intentions were good though. But your intentions were good. They weren't ever ill willed or you would ever wish like oh I want their show to fail or oh I want their you know
something to happen. I I I on the contrary I'm like everybody uh I made most people mods like right away and I was like go ahead promote your show. I was like let's talk about like I don't know if it's called people call hug hug box like or whatever like I'm just being too friendly or something but I really I really wish the best for people and I say I don't consider anyone competition
because there's six there eight billion people in the world. Eight billion. Yeah. And I have two thou 2,000 of the eight billion are subscribed to my show. Like there are probably um a billion people or two billion people on YouTube. That's like there's so many people for every like you there's
constantly can be new people and we all focus on these on on um like just certain people that are just talk the loudest but it's like it might scare away all the new people but it's like there's plenty it's not it's not any kind of competition. Yeah. Maybe in business there is competition sometimes, but it's like it's not I've
never seen like such an unfriendly competition as YouTube where it's like, you know, it's like really people go are going are going overboard with what they do. I've never, you know, people that work in profession professionally don't dox other people and they, you know, there's confidentiality. There's like a lot of there's respect. There's like respect for your colleagues. Yeah. I want to I want to find that. And it's like everyone just wants to fight. I
mean it's like there's drama is fine at one point. There's certain uh professionalism that goes with it. Yeah. Yeah. I mean yeah because my father was very my father did was successful in business. He was very very successful and it's like I'm sure he had a lot of jealous people but at the end everyone everyone was his friend. He worked with everybody. He was able to
hey let's make it we can make it we can you know you want to invest with me in this you can invest with me in that like he you know he can it wasn't like I don't ever remember him saying about anybody oh I this is my comp competitor I have a even like somebody else in in his field that was you know doing like maybe even competition he never talked
that about anybody also u my you know he was he was u he did contracting and so he did work with a lot of Mexican people like when I when he um he passed away, we we drove down the driveway and there was there was like a Mexican woman and and her daughter with all the these avocados. My my parents have avocados on their car and and then my sister was like, "Oh,
can we help you?" And they were like, "Oh, our our dad's talking down there." And and we went down. He had his he had his hat off and tears in his eyes talking to my mom and he was like he's like saying how much he loved my dad and stuff. And it's like and my dad would always like and I was good to everybody. He was good to everybody. He was a good man, bro. He sounds like a really good one. Sounds like a standup dude, man.
So, is Vita like was she mad mad at you or like she was like just upset at the moment? Do you believe? Like, well, yes. Yesterday she told me like, "Never talk to me. I'm never talking to you again." Yeah. Like, leave me. Like, she's he's like I'm a I just all I care about is my show. I'm not a good friend. I'm just I'm a bad person. How are you not a good friend? All you do is care about her
feelings. That's all you've ever done is care about other people's feelings. So, how I don't understand that. See, that that's that's the issue I have with Bea. Bea will come at I've had my issues with her, too. Like, everybody has. And, you know, it goes like that with friendships. You know, when you have certain friends, especially different nationalities, different backgrounds,
you know, different bringups, you know. So her personality type, she'll try to throw it back at you and not look at herself in the mirror. Like she'll try to say, "Oh, psyche, you get this wrong. You did this wrong. You get this wrong." But not look at what she done wrong in her past. And Bronze Bird. Okay. You think it's what I said to her,
Bronzebird. But I said to her, everybody heard what she said to me. Nobody heard. Okay. What What did you say to her? Psyche. I may I put I may have put her backstage when like and maybe Summer backstage when they were just um they were kind of like I I don't remember what I put back I was drunk. I put people backstage cuz I was like it was just too much at the
time and I was I just wanted to talk for a second. Yeah. And so and then I went to her show and I and I and I tried to talk about her show. I tried to apologize and it's like I saw you on her show that was this morning, right? It was like 3:00 or 4 in the morning, right? It was it was like pretty early. Yeah. I I saw that, but I didn't, you know, I didn't catch what happened. So, I just kind of saw a
little bit of what I seen you on the show, but I didn't, you know, I didn't watch it all the way. I'm not really I'm not in Barry's messages. I'm not um K man, I'm not in Barry's messages. I mean, she's Kate knows that he sent me nudes and stuff and I don't know if they're even his or
if it's a joke or any I don't I I like she sheard of a joke. I had heard it was a joke. It was like Google images online. Yeah, I know. It's not even his im and it's like what? Yeah. Can you analyze and Bronber you can analyze but but Bronzeberg all you see is what's on on YouTube. You don't see behind the
scenes. Okay. So, I'm just saying there's other stuff going on and and a lot other stuff and other reasons I say things and and things like that than than just, oh, this is their whole everyone thinks they know our whole relationship just from hearing what we talk to each other and I'm not sharing our private conversations, but I'm saying there's a lot more that's been said and a lot more going on than just
what we see. Okay. Okay. See? Well, I didn't know that. So there's there's DMs, there's phone calls, there's video messages, chats, you know, texts, you know, we we don't know what's all that. Like we don't know like like all the behind the scenes stuff that you guys talk about and stuff you guys discuss. And I and I and also I like try to stay out of
other people's business. And so then it's like I like I kind of like gloss over, oh this person's doing this to me this I say I hear it but it's like I'm not I I say okay well I I don't know I don't know the whole story. I just don't know the whole story. I don't know the whole history. And it's like sometimes like someone was saying yesterday I think it was Tommy James. was saying,
"Well, if you take a side, if you start taking sides, then like someone's mad at somebody, you take a side, the next week they're friends again, then they're both mad at you." And it's like, and then, you know, it's like you can't like that's what happens when you take sides. It's like or just like and it's like, I'll be loyal and and you know, defend my friends, but it's like I'm not going
to like go attacking people and I don't know the whole story. I just don't know the whole story sometime, right? And so yeah, people come at me. So yeah, I know I care about I care about Jay Dog's input. He's gives he gives good advice. Oh yeah, don't don't trip off that guy. I know who that is. Think thinking about getting a coffee
this morning? Maybe I'll I'll take you guys with me if you going to go walk to the pier. Yep. Cool. Cool. Oh, Jay's Friday. Is there any specials or any kind of fish tacos or anything like that? Um, I had shrimp tacos last night. Oh, okay. How was that? Was that pretty good
or the the fish wasn't better? Um, I liked it a lot. I liked it a lot. Let me see.
Oh my gosh. I'm just getting these messages. Yes, Ree. I know exactly where you are. You typed just like the other one, too.
Okay, I'm ordering coffee. You got coffee? You order coffee? I'm I'm ordering some right now. You know what? I really like a cinnamon cinnamon dolce latte and then I'll take the chat with me. I'll go for a walk. Oh cool. But yeah, it's like you just don't don't let it bother you, man. Don't let people
bother you. Like I know, you know, it's hard because, you know, you do want people like you and you do want to be like accepted and you know, just it's honestly I don't I don't know. I don't know if it's like even I'm being trolled by that. Like it's like it's like because I can't believe like what did I do
to warrant like that kind of like like hate? I don't understand. Nothing. Nothing. That that's the issue. Like people just do it just to with people. Half these people are on here like 247 like and you wonder like don't they have
a job? Don't they have like a family? Don't they have kids? Don't they have like real life friends and like other activities other than being on here like 247? Because there's some people in these chat. I'm not talking about streamers. I'm talking about people in the chat. Streamers, it's their job. That's what they do. Um, but for people in the chat, like I see these people in chat, I'm like I'm I wake up and I look
at my phone, it's two in the morning. I'm like, the is I was just on panel with that guy like five hours ago. How is this guy still on in chat talking on another guy's, you know, chat room and I'm like, what the hell? Yeah, some of these people are just sad people sit so don't trip off of them. See, I don't know my amount of
data or something. Let me see. Yeah, I know. I'm not trumpeting like but it's like it's emotionally exhausting and I I'm on I'm online a lot and you know it's like even not when I'm not on my show I'm online a lot and it's like people can have similar judgments against me and it's like but I mean that's fine. It doesn't matter how long you're on or whatever.
It's like I need I need like people standing strong with me and not um not against me and stuff, you know? Let me see. I I have data. I have data left. I have data left. You got enough data? I think I should. Let me see. Is my data
on? They kept saying no internet. Let me see. Okay, I'll try again. You got to turn your mobile on. You know, the little icon on. Yeah. Yeah. One second. No internet. Where's my mobile data?
mobile data on off. Okay. Well, we'll see what happens. I'm gonna I'm gonna go for like maybe it will work when I leave. I don't know. Hold on. If I But if I do disconnect, I'm sorry. I'll be back in like five minutes. I just need to pick up my coffee. But I I don't think I'll dis I don't think I will disconnect, but I'm not sure. All right, Spike. I'll let you go, bro. And I'll hit you back up later. All right, bro. Okay,
Jay, dog. Thank you. All right. I'll be in chat. Okay. Love you. All right. Peace out, bro. Bye.
One second.
Baby. Okay, we'll see how long this lasts, guys. I don't know. It seems like it my mobile data is cutting out. Um, but I'll walk to the Starbucks as long as I can.
Okay. My my my phone died cuz I I don't know. My my my Wi-Fi is not
working. I don't want I don't want a reading from Kate's Pokemon card.
Hi Brown
Panda. Hi. You guys hear me? Okay. I miss the Starbucks. He's having a coffee outside. Hi
You saying me? Yeah,
me. I not to compare myself to a dog, but um when you when you back a dog into a corner, like sometimes he barks and sometimes the dog even a even a nice even a nice loving loyal dog like not to compare myself to a dog too
much. Probably I think dogs dogs may have a a more more pure heart, but I'm close. you back a dog in the corner, a bear in the corner, whatever you want to call me. Sometimes I just I growl. It's just like it's not like it's not like I would
never bite. Um maybe I'll growl a little bit. We say things we regret. We say things we don't mean. All I can do is apologize.
I don't mean any harm. Okay, let's go for a walk. I don't know, guys. The phone might die. I'm going to stop by liquor store just to get cigars while they still have the Swissers available.
I got my wallet, so I won't be going there.
Wait, walk sign is on. See how long this last Oh my gosh. No way. I better let my wallet at home. Thought I put it in my my pocket. I felt down and it's not there. We'll see where see find it. We'll see how long this camera lasts,
too. It should I mean it should last, but I kept cutting out the Wi-Fi from my house. We'll see.
Hey heat.
Clear
out. Clear.
Wow. Wow. Wow.
Mercy. Mercy.
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