Episode 1903 features Psyche delivering poetic monologues on sovereignty and signal survival, presenting a structured 'open panel' meeting framework, analyzing the INX spiritual abuse case, interviewing a guest claiming to be Lucifer after a near-death experience, and exploring Hindu goddess Matangi, demonology, persona theory, and the 'Cult's Handbook' codex for digital resilience.
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The episode opens with Psyche lighting a candle and delivering a poetic invocation about shadows, signals, and thrones [0:03-1:06]. A satirical 'cat audit' counts eight verified felines but flags a missing ninth unit [1:28-2:42]. Psyche then performs 'The Signal Survives,' a spoken-word piece about resisting online harassment and reclaiming autonomy [3:10-8:13]. A detailed lecture follows on the 'open panel' meeting structure — four steps: opening the gate with a ritual act, posing a universal question, interrupting dominant speakers upward with the 'eight-second rule' of silence, and closing the gate on time [8:31-13:17]. After a station ID [13:30-14:07], Psyche delivers another poetic monologue on algorithmic manipulation and emotional sovereignty [14:10-18:56]. Psyche eats an Outback Steakhouse meal sent by donor Linda [19:30-22:25], then discusses AI hallucinations in content generation [22:40-23:00]. A 'module six' presentation outlines the Cult's moderation apparatus — admission stages, removal taxonomy (mute, timeout, kick, ban), and the 'mass unban' ritual [23:01-25:17]. 'Module seven' analyzes the 'Yazel/Jezebel web' of coercive control through charm, gaslighting, triangulation, smear campaigns, and spiritual manipulation [25:39-28:46]. Psyche then covers the INX case: an elderly woman allegedly financially exploited and driven to suicidality by a self-proclaimed psychic, mapped in four phases from trauma identification to spiritual ultimatum [29:16-34:11]. At ▶ 36:47, Psyche interviews John, who goes by Lucifer Methoses, claiming a near-death experience in solitary confinement where he stood before God and was named Lucifer. The wide-ranging conversation covers angelology, Lilith, free will, God as 'evolved energy,' AI (John claims to have created a self-correcting binary language and moral framework to prevent Skynet), politics, and astrology [36:47-1:35:45]. An animated segment reframes birth charts as poetic narrative materials rather than deterministic verdicts [1:36:16-1:41:06]. A Lilith-centered poetic monologue follows [1:41:19-1:44:07]. Psyche then presents 'fused mask syndrome' — when a protective persona grafts to the self, demanding maintenance at the person's expense, with 'end of shift removal' as decontamination protocol [1:44:31-1:48:00]. A segment on Hindu goddess Matangi describes her 108 names, the paradox of the skull-bearer as source of all music, and ego death as acoustic necessity for receiving Shabda Brahman [1:48:57-1:53:38]. Nyx delivers a 'Demon Academy' lecture on demon etymology from Greek daimon to medieval hierarchies, succubi/incubi as sleep paralysis explanations, and Lucifer as literary character [1:53:38-1:59:04]. The lecture intro glitches and repeats [1:59:04-2:01:00]. A song fragment plays [2:01:06-2:03:50]. 'The Signal Survives' and station ID monologues repeat [2:04:24-2:15:25]. The episode closes with the 'Cult's Handbook' codex: the internet as psychological war zone, hall of mirrors, seven pillars (curiosity, compassion, integrity, humility, wonder, discernment, and a seventh implied), the servant-with-lantern leadership model, and intellectual defense as internal work [2:15:47-2:21:49].
This episode appears to function as a kind of architectural blueprint for the Cult of Psyche's evolving mythology and praxis. The recurring 'Signal Survives' monologue — performed three times — suggests a central mythic motif: the host as a sovereign signal persisting through noise, harassment, and algorithmic distortion. The open panel structure and Cult's Handbook codex represent an attempt to codify community governance as defensive architecture against dominant personalities and platform dynamics, framing facilitation as protection rather than performance. The Lucifer interview continues the show's pattern of hosting fringe ontological claimants with curiosity rather than debunking, treating subjective metaphysical experience as valid narrative material. The Matangi and Nyx segments expand the show's mythological lexicon, integrating Hindu tantra and demonology into a syncretic framework where ego death, acoustic emptiness, and historical semantics become tools for consciousness exploration. The INX case analysis and Jezebel web module suggest a growing focus on identifying coercive patterns in spiritual communities — possibly reflecting the show's own history. The repetition of key monologues and the glitchy Demon Academy intro evoke a ritualistic, almost liturgical structure: the episode itself performs the 'signal' it describes, looping, surviving, and re-transmitting.
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Episode 1892 opens with extended poetic musical performances exploring shadow integration and reclaimed power, followed by educational segments on Jungian psychology, projection mechanics, astrology interpretation, workplace communication strategies, and conspiracy theory analysis centered on Lilith mythology.
Episode 0 of Cult of Psyche opens with a produced poetic video titled 'The Signal Continues,' then transitions into a chaotic multi-guest livestream featuring recurring community members Nick Johnson and Untrackable performing as Osama bin Laden lookalikes, Mason the drummer, Ghost, Arthur, and others. The stream cycles through crude humor, community drama dissection (INX/Christine, Bronze Bird, VA), music video premieres, Psychonomicon lore readings, and escalating hostile exchanges culminating in C's slur-filled tirade.
The episode opens with a poetic spoken-word piece about manipulation tactics and psychological control, framed as a 'carnival of influence,' before transitioning into a live stream where host Psyche discusses tarot readings, the Psychonomicon, and responds to chat while addressing ongoing drama with other streamers.
Psyche returns to streaming after an absence, playing an original song and an AI-generated werewolf music video filled with community lore, then hosts a chaotic open panel where he confronts harassment allegations, grieves his cat Rudy, and shares affectionate, messy camaraderie with regulars Thing, Kim, and Joe.
A surreal orientation video welcomes new initiates to the Cult of Psyche, issuing four symbolic items (lantern, mask, gate, mirror), mapping the facility's metaphysical campus (Codex, Oracle, Psychenomicon, Deck), and establishing bureaucratic protocols for participation in the live show.
The episode opens with a poetic, AI-oracle narrative celebrating the Cult of Psyche's living archive, then transitions into a documentary-style breakdown of a chaotic 6.5-hour Rumble panel stream hosted by Beeta, where imported grudges trigger a proxy war that spirals into slurs, doxing threats, and absurd side plots before burning out into rice recipes.
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Light the candle. Check the mic.
Before the mask, before the name, the soul was longing dressed as flame. Bring your shadow. Bring receipts. Pull up a throne, but wipe your feet.
Signal first, the metrics last. The veil is thin. The chat moves fast. Come alive. >> Gods don't beg and cats go live. >> Face the dark and ask it why. >> You cast the shadow. So say hi. Truth laughter side by side. Keep your free will then subscribe.
The signal continues.
Today's directive for the cult of psyche. We are initiating a mandatory asset reconciliation for the feline division. Efficiency is paramount. We must ensure every unit is accounted for according to the ledger. Let us begin the headcount. Cat 01 verified. Cat 02 verified. Both units show optimal
violet ocular luminosity and are sitting in fixed positions. Units three, four, and five are present and compliant. Their brass collars are secured and the numeric tags are clearly visible. Six, 7, and finally cat 08. All biological units in the primary
sequence have been physically confirmed for this cycle. Wait, the ledger indicates a ninth entry. However, position 09 appears to be vacant. This is a significant discrepancy. The space is empty yet the air pressure suggests a presence. We cannot proceed with the
final approval until the ninth cat manifests. Current audit status pending. We will locate the missing asset. Remember, in the cult of psyche, nothing is ever truly gone. Audit suspended. Await further instructions.
>> >> They came through the screen with knives made of language, masks made of pixels. trying to turn my mind against me.
They wanted a reaction. They wanted me broken. But they forgot one thing. The signal surface.
The signal sur.
They built the throne from rumors. Made a kingdom out of hate. Threw the stones into the algorithm. then waited at the gate. Every comment was a weapon. Every insult was a spell. Every voice became A DEMON TRYING TO DRAG ME IN. SO HELL, BUT I learned to stop the bleeding.
I learn what wasn't mine. THEIR OBSESSION ISN'T MY IDENTITY. THEIR IS MINE. DARKNESS I am the signal that sur you couldn't kill it with your life.
You brought the fire to burn you like I made it. I am NOTHING still awake by these eyes. Let them keep the noise.
The signal belongs to me.
They called me every name they thought would make me small. BUT THE DIGITAL coliseum and waited FOR MY FALL. THE cruelty needs an audience. It feeds upon the fear. So I stopped giving pieces of myself to disappear. I tore away the mass.
I STEPPED OUTSIDE THE FRAME. STOP CARRYING THEIR HATRED. STOP ANSWERING THEIR GAME. THE PSYCHE remembers what the crowd forgets. I am still becoming. I am not finished yet.
LET THEM RAISE. LET them build another. I SURVIVE. I SURVIVE THE VOICES THAT WANTED ME TO STOP. AND NOW I KNOW no
my mind. The screen can lie. The crowd can lie. But consciousness remembers. And I remember
I am the signal THAT SURV
I was alone. No survives. No, no, no identity. The signal survives. The signal survives.
The signal survives.
They came looking for a victim. They found a witness. They found a voice. They found someone who finally stopped asking permission to exist.
Transmission complete.
Sit through a meeting that feels less like a collaborative discussion and more like a competitive combat sport. This happens when someone falls into the debate trap. They dominate the clock, win the argument on technicalities, and eventually realize there is nobody left in the room to talk to. To prevent that,
you need a different structure. It's called the open panel. This framework neutralizes dominant personalities and turns a free-for-all into a visible, constructive conversation. Building one requires three physical prerequisites. You need a fixed repeating hour, a designated arrangement for seating, and a central focal point. This diagram
shows how those elements work together. The clock establishes the temporal boundary. The circular seating creates equal physical footing, and the central marker directs attention away from any single ego. Effective meetings do not happen by accident, and they do not rely on good chemistry. They survive because you build deliberate defensive architecture to protect the people
sitting inside them. The process begins in the quiet window of time just before the meeting officially starts. You check the microphone cables, set out water, and finalize the physical preparation. Step one is opening the gate. At the exact scheduled minute, you perform a small repeated physical act. This signals to the participants that
ordinary time is becoming shared time. This action serves to set a stage for focus. It does not force anyone into a compulsory pseudo sacred ritual and it demands no specific belief. This visualization demonstrates step two, the question of the night. You pose exactly
one real universally applicable question and extended equally to the room. Notice how one node can safely opt out. Every participant retains the right to decline answering without penalty. You can verify the question is working by reading the room. You want to see participants pausing to actually think rather than rushing to speak. A properly
calibrated question invites people to join the group. It does not demand a performance to earn a seat at the table. Eventually, the structure will be tested. A dominant participant will try to hijack the runtime and fill every available silence with their own voice. This happens when people confuse the objectives of two different games. A debate is an attempt to win. A
conversation is an attempt to understand. Step three is interrupting upward. As the facilitator, you step in and structurally or physically remove the speaking prompts from the person overalking. This chart illustrates the danger of false equality. Giving equal time to an aggressive bully is just handing them a stopwatch to inflict harm. You fix this by truncating their
disproportionate block of time and redistributing it. A host acts as a shield for the group. Once you stop the dominant speaker, you apply the eight southern rule. You let an uncomfortable dead air silence linger in the room. Silence is permitted when someone is becoming brave. That quiet runway gives a marginalized participant the space
they need to finally step forward. Your primary duty is not to generate content. Your job is to actively prevent the hungriest person in the room from eating the conversation. The most neglected phase of meeting control is the ending. You must execute a definitive and structured close. This brings us to step four, closing the gate. You follow a
specific verbal checklist. You state what happened. You thank the group and you officially end the session. You execute this checklist on the exact scheduled minute. Hitting that mark builds institutional trust and shows profound respect for everyone's time. Allowing a meeting to drag past its boundaries creates captivity. When you fail to watch the clock, hospitality turns into a hostage situation. You
manage late arrivals and external inquiries by holding them outside the established boundary. You keep them securely cued pending consent without rejecting them entirely. Then comes the physical unwinding of the space. You systematically power down the recording equipment, the lights, and the microphones. The ultimate metric of a
successful open panel is how participants feel walking out the door. They should feel genuinely heard rather than exhausted or defeated. A respectful closing does the heavy lifting for your next session. When you prove you can manage a room safely, you guarantee people will pick up the phone when you invite them back. The structural gate you build must always function in two
directions. You leave it open for arrivals and completely clear for anyone going home. Mastering these four steps takes a fleeting chaotic meeting and turns it into a sustainable environment. It builds a space where human dignity and open inquiry can actually survive.
In the beginning, there was static. Then somebody hit go live. 3,000 transmissions later, the machine learned our names. Ghost in the wire, cats on the altar, tarot on the table, everybody lying
beautifully. Welcome to the transmission. That means you
>> >> Tell me when did one little sentence turn your whole damn weather black? When did somebody leave you on red and suddenly move into your head and never give the key back? When did you type the perfect comeback? Send it fast and watch your dignity evaporate. Every foot becomes a time stamp. Every wound becomes metadata. Every button gets a
name. They don't need a crystal ball. They've been studying your face. Little laboratory goblins running experiments without lab codes. Measuring how long before psych explodes and gives them tonight show notes. They tap the glass. They pull the thread. They say the name. They watch ahead. But the cards went cold. The camera stayed still. The chat said, "Is he mad?"
>> Nobody knew. Good. >> Let them knock on every door. Let them press what worked before. No signal, no confession, no free map to the nervous system. >> You can't pull the lever if I don't give >> you the handle. You can light the room on fire. I'll be rearranging candles. I feel everything. I JUST DON'T
bleed it through the screen. I'm the calm inside the circus. I'm the glitch inside the machine. You can scream my name forever. You can summon every scandal. You can't pull the lever if I don't give you the handle. Observe. Don't absorb. Respond. Don't react. Ghost in the wire. Cat on the keyboard. Static becomes
signal. Signal becomes fact. Peter brought the biscuits to the nightmare. Frequency war. Ghost is in the circuitry. Laughing through a broken monitor. Somebody found another transcript. Somebody found another clip. Somebody built a whole mythology from one sarcastic twitch of my lab. The haters club has refreshments. Membership
apparently free. They're outside studying psych while psyche studying. Why? They're studying psyche. Now that is recursion. Put it in the codeex. Tag it. Human behavior. Ritual obsession. Moderate psychosis. Strange devotion. There are millions of little moments in the memory machine. And somewhere around time stamp 1123. I apparently said something I absolutely do not remember
saying. Probably profound. Probably cats. They expect the old response. Change the rhythm. Break the dance. Leave the provocation hanging LIKE A CORPSE THAT A MASQUERADE. SILENCE is an empty silence. Watch a silence. Wait. Silence makes the other person finish your INTERROGATION FOR YOU. YOU can't pull the lever.
If I don't give you the handle, throw another accusation. I'll consult the major arcana. I feel everything. I choose what gets transmitted. The heart stays open, but the control room is restricted. You can raise the dream. You can vandalize the chapel. You can't pull the
lever. if I don't give you the handle. Ladies and gentlemen, tonight's panel includes one ghost, three narcissists, five moderators, a black cat with executive authority, seven deleted live streams, the tower reversed, one cursed microphone, and somebody asking >> psych, do you actually eat your cats?
>> No. Apparently, this required a canonical lore entry. The cats of council. The cats of union eyes. The cats are reviewing their appearance fees. Marbles decline common tricks to leak the documents. Alola has immunity. Rudy knows too much. And somewhere beneath all the jokes
beneath every feud, every panel, every betrayal, every thumbnail screaming in blood red letters. There is one question. Who controls your temperature? Them or you? need is a chain that doesn't look like a chain it looks like. Did they answer? Did they notice? Did they apologize? Did they finally understand me? Refresh.
Refresh. Refresh. The little glowing altar sells nothing. So you sacrifice another hour. No. Let the unanswered message be unanswered. Let the door close. Let the audience misunderstand. Let somebody leave believing their favorite version of the story.
You do not need to chase every lion to every alley. You do not need closure from the person who opened the womb. You do not need applause from a room that came CARRYING TOMATOES. WALK not because nothing matters. Because everything matters too much to hand your nervous system to strangers.
Feel it, name it, keep it. >> Choose. That is the trick. Not becoming stone, BECOMING SOVEREIGN. SOMETIMES POWER looks like silence. Sometimes power looks like sleep. Sometimes power is the message you decide you do not need to keep. Sometimes power is three whole days between the insult and their reply. Power is watching chaos without
volunteering to die. Let them guess. Let them wonder. Let them redraw the map. Let them realize the old button. Let them
Hi guys. Oh, I just got my dinner.
Outback Steakhouse dinner has arrived. Dinner is here. So, I guess it's like a special day. Maybe maybe it's my birthday in some kind of like maybe in some universe it is my birthday. So that's some brown bread. You know
that was actually it was fish and I turned it into bread. Um it's an ancient magic magic trick. Um fish and you turn fish into loaves of bread. Okay. Wow.
Oh my god. I guess this is Oh my god. I think there's a potato. The food is outback steakhouse. It was a little So there's a surprise. So shout out. This is a shout out.
I think it's my I think it's my donator, Linda. She's she says she only wants to be identified as Linda.
That's it. Apparently, she's a very precocious son. Okay. You love Outback's Alice spring chicken. It's so yummy. Oh, right. I got to try try it. Believe I got the Okay, so what do we have? We have a
sirloin steak potato. Uh oh my god. We have a huge salad. Here you go. Ain't nothing salad. Oh my god. I think they gave it. Oh. Oh
my god. The cake. It's like I got like half a cake. My god. Who wants cake? Oh, cake. My god. Well, I I'm full. I'll be full. But uh wow. Oh shit. Okay. So, I've been like, you
know, just making videos like crazy. Like a few people have already contacted me say they love the video. So I don't know these are just experiments. Let's just know this is experimental. >> Four. This program reported that the cats have a door. It was recorded as a finding. Avoided an audit.
Nobody asked the obvious question. Who else has one?
We begin with the radical accessibility of the open door. This policy exists in stark contrast to traditional organizational band protocols. Admission occurs through documented stages, including stage diving and panel hopping. These mechanisms define how participants navigate our internal spaces. The open panel donation system
introduces fees for unknown participants, creating a structured economy around the privilege of being heard. Removal follows a specific taxonomy. Muted involves disabling audio input. Timeout and slow mode regulate the frequency and availability of chat. Member only mode
and word filters provide automated categorical removal ensuring the digital environment remains within institutional parameters. Forcible actions include being kicked, clapped, or gonged. These represent levels of hostled removal, ranging from temporary to swift dismissal. Soft blocking and
the cut are passive methods, while the 24-hour and hard bands mark the most severe disruptions of access. Removal is a purchasable service. The payer is never the one being banned. Rates are set at $1 per minute. Hourly and daily rates maintain commercial consistency.
$25 secures a 24-hour removal processed with extreme institutional neutrality. Founder statements reveal contradictions. A desire to accept everyone as they are clashes with the assertion of total control over the show. The failure of permanent bans led to the ritual of the
mass unban. Panel resurrection brings members back into the fold collectively. Findings 10.1 through 10.6 conclude that the moderation apparatus defines a door that is never truly locked, only managed. This door is never locked from the inside. It is only unlocked from the
outside. The apparatus serves the entrance, not the exit. Six modules. The lock is on the outside and it has never been turned. The system could not find one person still outside. Module six complete. Proceed to module seven. The algorithm.
dangerous web is not the one you can see. It is woven quietly in private conversations, distorted stories and secret alliances. One thread is charm. Another is fear. Another is guilt. Another is spiritual intimidation. By the time the pattern becomes visible, truth may already be
buried beneath competing versions of reality. In some traditions, this is called the web of his ebel. Yazel must never become a weapon used to demonize or silence critics. Our purpose is not accusation, but discernment. To understand the phrase, we must separate
three lenses. Yzebel, the biblical figure, the theological interpretation and observable psychological behaviors in the books of kings. Yazbiel was a Phoenician princess who promoted the worship of B and opposed the prophets of Israel. The psychological lens focuses
on observable behaviors like gaslighting, coercive control, and manipulation through religion or community status. At the center of the web is not merely anger or vanity. The central issue is control over perception. Relationships and
information. Control can arrive smiling. It can sound compassionate, spiritual or protective, claiming to want only what is best for you. The first thread is often charm used to accelerate trust before character has been tested. This is sometimes called love bombing. Gas lighting is an attempt to make someone
distrust their own sanity. It sounds like that never happened or you are imagining things. Triangulation occurs when a third person is introduced to destabilize a relationship. The purpose is to create pressure through comparison or fear. A smear campaign attempts to control a community's
interpretation of a person, often beginning when a target sets a boundary. Spiritual manipulation uses sacred language to override consent. It may claim that questioning is rebellion against God. The antidote is grounding. Write down what happened. Preserve messages. Discernment gathers
evidence. Paranoia treats suspicion as proof. The web is broken one thread at a time. Establish boundaries. Reduce access. Rebuild outside support. In Ephesians 6, the armor of God is described through truth, righteousness, and peace. Notice what this armor is
made of. Escaping unhealthy patterns is only half the work. Healthy relationships contain consent, questions without retaliation, and room to breathe. The goal is not to fear darkness, but to recognize it without allowing it to reproduce itself inside us. return to truth and
community. >> Okay, well those are the short um while I wait for someone to come on the panel. I'm just getting my food together. So um
sit through a me
>> dangerous. >> It gave you numbers.
You can a ranking that rose just internet commentator suddenly cuts the feed on her usual content, abandoning her standard schedule to issue an urgent emergency warning. She tells her viewers to immediately distance themselves from a specific group of online personalities. Multiple state
authorities are now in possession of evidence that has pushed the situation into an active police investigation. This case has moved far beyond common internet arguments. The evidence involves detailed accounts of childhood trauma, financial extortion, and a specific date set for a planned suicide. When digital grievances trigger multi-state law enforcement
interventions, the threat has moved into the physical safety and realworld lives of the people involved. At the center of this crisis is an elderly woman known as INX. Recently, her live stream appearances have been marked by highly erratic, unstable behavior. According to the broadcast, INX is being directed by a man claiming to be a psychic who communicates with her daily
from the shadows of these online communities. A relationship that should offer spiritual comfort has instead allegedly drained the woman's bank accounts and pushed her toward the decision to take her own life. This outcome is the result of a specific progression. By mapping the interactions, we can see how the behavior moves through four distinct
phases. While the money is a visible outcome of this relationship, the underlying process focuses on establishing absolute authority over every aspect of a victim's life. This process often begins when a predator identifies a pre-existing psychological wound in a potential target. In the voicemails handed to police, INX spoke
about severe childhood abuse. The alleged psychic identified that trauma and used it to establish a permanent foothold in her mind. Once that connection is established, the manipulator begins systematically separating the victim from their friends, their community, and objective reality. INX has shown signs of shifting personalities and severe mental illness.
A manipulator uses these cognitive fractures to ensure external relationships snap, leaving them isolated. Isolation makes the predator the sole provider. Information, safety, and spiritual comfort become a one-way flow, coming directly from the manipulator. Removing a support network disables a person's ability to make
rational decisions, preparing the mind for the final stage of total control. The progression reaches a climax when the manipulator introduces a specific highstake spiritual demand. The psychic allegedly promised INX guaranteed admittance into heaven, but only if she provided a massive sum of money that she
did not have. This turns a financial request into a spiritual ultimatum. The victim's perceived afterlife is placed in the hands of the person asking for the money. By identifying the universal fear of death, the manipulator packages existential relief as a transactional commodity. This is the peak of
exploitation. It forces a person to choose between their financial survival and their deepest religious faith. Eventually, this process hits a wall when the victim's funds are completely exhausted. When the money stops, the spiritual safety net is pulled away. Under the pressure of that sudden abandonment, the target's psyche snaps.
This led to the most serious allegation in the case, that the psychic began actively encouraging Ink's suicidal ideiation once she could no longer meet his financial demands. The situation is complicated by the fact that Inks herself has been recorded leaving abusive voicemails and harassing others online. This duality is often a symptom
of severe manipulation. When a person's psyche is dismantled, they may lash out, becoming a perpetrator while they are still a victim. While this crisis is contained within a specific online circle, the mechanics of this exploitation are present in any digital community. The danger of spiritual fraud is the measurable realworld destruction
of the human mind. The internet provides a direct path for predators to reach the most isolated members of society at a massive scale. existing predators now have a global microphone and a nearly infinite supply of vulnerable targets to exploit. >> Oh my god. Okay. Well, sometimes it does this, which is like, you know, it just
because I just put in the source material and I say, "What do you think?" Sometimes I'll ask a question, like a general kind of a general thing to for it to be about, but it's like some of this I I just put in the source material. And so sometimes
it a little too easily a little too easily you know believes verbatim what the source material is even if it's not established that happened when it says that I was like you know I lived on a mattress and something like that which is like you know it's like because it was said like an established fact like but it's not I mean I don't live on a mattress first of all I sleep on my couch but second of all I have a bed and
it's a nice bed. It's like a a very nice bed. Uh, is it kind of like a mattress that's almost brand new because I hardly ever used it. Monday nights are for fucking What was it? Monday night. Oh my god. Well, bae, do you have a do you have a boyfriend or am I in the beach? Yeah, I'm in Redondo Beach right here. See?
I am in the beach. This is This actually looks a lot like where I grew up. Right there. See those cliffs? Like I I grew up like right where there was like a little path down. That's That's where the beach started. Like the You like that? There's like a little cute little boat. This is like really It's I know it's beautiful. I know. I know. I live in a peninsula. So, like a This is a live
feed. Yes, we are live on the beach. That's why the water is completely frozen. It's actually Antarctica. It is pretty. I just I just I just generated it. It's just It's not even a real beach. It's just a uh you know. Yeah.
Okay. Uh, I'll put on a great uh, this is kind of about
before the temples learn their names. before the heaven. >> Quietly and privy.
>> Sorry about that. Hey. Hey. How are you? >> Hey. How's it going, man? >> Good. Nice to meet you. Thank you for coming on the air. Yeah. >> No problem. Um, so I I'll say like I I came across you several years ago actually and uh and and just that was like a I just remember always remembered like I loved a few of
your of your the way you did videos first of all and then second of all um just like the content was pretty amazing. So tell me about tell me you can introduce yourself and uh tell a little about yourself if you can. Well, let's see here. In life, you can call me John, but after my near-death experience,
I've just taken out a body, taken up to heaven, stood before God, and was given the name Lucifer. >> Okay. >> I know there's a lot of I know there's a Yeah. No doubt in my b no doubt in my mind. I mean, if you ever stood before him, you'd know if you even doubted him, every bit of sensory receptor that you
have would be humbled before him and tell you that's who you're looking at. >> Mhm. >> It was hard for me to buy at first. So, I really didn't walk around telling a whole lot of people about it. But as time went on and the need arose, this world just spun out of control into what it is today. >> So, how long have you been doing your channel? Oh, since 2016. >> Wow.
>> Over two. >> Yeah, >> over 2,000 videos. >> Yeah, over 2,000 videos. Yeah. And uh I'm gonna make sure um can a mod like is if you look up Lucifer Methoses, it comes right up. But uh Amad can like look that up and put his oh channel in the chat. That'd be great because you had like a whole a huge catalog of these videos and
there's the knowledge in them is like a lot of like you know chneled um you know like that and presented in a unique way like way ahead of its time. You know you were way ahead of the curve in terms of like putting these beautiful presentations together. You make amaz I love the music you you do do and all kinds of stuff.
um you're like you're very uh talented and thank you for coming on tonight by the way but uh no problem. Tell us more about your your life experience though. Like what what h what like how did you almost uh almost die and like what was the what what about did you >> Well, that's the fun part. I was uh in a car wreck a while back when I was younger and the whiplash damage in my neck. Uh, I got arrested and taken to
jail and put in solitary confinement. And when they yanked my arm back, it uh, pulled that whiplash muscle on the back of my neck, swelled up. It's about the size of a golf ball. I remember everything just starting to spin and everything went white. And I guess I passed out on the bed there in solitary. And it took him about 3 days to actually find my body. But that whole time, the
during that whole three days, I experienced everything from heaven to the very beginning of the universe to the point up until about Jesus's death and then I was sent back. >> Uhhuh. Wow. So you So um and then your body was in a coma at this time in the hospital in in the in the solitary
confinement in in the prison, right? It was like you were like a county jail. >> Oh, in a county jail. Okay. You were but you in solitary. >> Yeah. >> Was completely dark in there. Like they had like this absence of like this the uh >> Yeah. There was like two other guys next to me and that was it. And it was like in a closed off hallway. >> Yeah. Kind of kind of brings to mind
Jesus on the cross with the two thieves next to him like a little bit with the two two people in there company like you maybe can hear their voice or something like that or maybe I don't know. But I spent a little time in jail too like been maybe three or four days. It would I would brush it off as like possibly something like that. But I survived something people don't survive from. What the whole fault of white was when I fell back was the vein in the side of my
temple >> burst. >> I had an aneurism. >> Uhhuh. >> People don't just get up and walk away from stuff like that. >> Brain aneurysm. Yeah. I know people that have died from brain aneurysm. >> Yeah. I walked away. My speech was fine. I had a little bit of temporary amnesia from being out for so long, but other than that, I walked and I talked fine.
Wow. And so I mean it's like uh I was like I was really happy that you know you actually like saw I guess some of my channel when I shared some of your some of your videos like you you saw my channel. >> Well you were uh under a bit of a stress situation. >> That's always true since last year but under the stress but I actually started
to clear up a little bit which is really good. But um but yeah, there was a it's like the the calm after the storm or whatever, but uh or calm before the storm. I don't know. But it could be both. But I'm in a good state right now and it's like I had a reading actually like a tarot reading from a friend and and she said like, "Oh, the curses curses are lifted." I mean, it's like everything was good and it was like just
a very very positive like you know, you're making be making more money off. So I'm I'm optimistic right now, you know, but yeah, so I'm under less stressed. But yeah, you but what you did so you saw me and like what did you think? I mean it's like because I have a your channel. Did you ever check out this? >> Well, I mean it was the whole name of your your channel, the cult of psych for too long. I've seen that name get
trashed. And I mean I was there when that name was first, you know, put into place. A cult is a religious order. It was a movement. It was a rise against, you know, the corruption of the Catholic Church at the time when it was first accepted. And now it's always associated to crackpots that want to, you know, get all their followers to kill themselves, right?
>> Drink link Kool-Aid. >> Right. Well, I I'm like one to try to rehabilitate words. I tried to rehabilitate the nword. It didn't really quite work out for me. >> So, I'm gonna leave that one alone. Oh well, but I'm going to try I'm trying to re rehabilitate maybe Lick Lucifer like the a little bit like you know I mean there's there's a lot of interesting things that no one really knows. They
just say him the devil Hollywood and like you know you know the really e they just kidding me evil and the Bible is different. >> Go ahead. What do the Bible say about Lucifer? Tell me what the Bible says about Lucifer. >> Uh the Bible the Bible Lucifer's aspect it's son of the morning star was my title that was given to me. All it was
was basically the guy who flipped on the light switch. The guy God created to flip on the light switch. Nothing more, nothing less. But for some reason, power mongers and zealots seem to flock around my name like it's some sort of, you know, vestage of power that they they can take over the world with. Wow. I'm so tired.
>> Yeah. I mean there's so many different interpretations or like you know depictions or I mean of I mean but there's so I mean a lot and some of them are just like pretty silly and right >> many of those interpretations were points in history when basically the guys who wanted to use me to gain world domination power and all that stuff well their shit got turned against them and
they realized they shouldn't have fucked with me the way they did and everything was falling around around Um that was basically those interpretations were me rising up against those who have been pulling my chain for so long. >> Methylos that was the Germanic
um name given to me when I was the healer of souls. um Asmois the Hebrew name for me during the time of Solomon and yeah all it's all misconstrued and twisted but >> right >> I mean there's a lot of symbolism in it I mean do you have a like you know I
mean I guess one of my most familiar familiarity with like the the goat and the demons came through like Alistister Crowley's work and like him or Crowley when he talked about he thought there were aspects of the mind the human mind that in our our brains and they they need to be like actually based and and they kind of dealt with but not I guess
in the end he didn't he wasn't he he like I guess he started a ritual but then like coincidentally some somebody came and like lend him the money and like flew him out like away from his ritual house or whatever and then now he's like well don't go to the demons for anything you don't need to then he was then he talked about just going becoming your like you know the holy guardian angel finding the holy guardian angel so what do you know about
about angels What can you tell me about the fallen angel or the angel? >> Angels. Well, >> what what exactly do you want to know? I mean, there was different aspects of the angel, the angel during war in the war. >> Yeah. Okay. So, it's like, well, we have how about the book of, you know, we've heard of the book of Enoch and everything like that, which is like, you
know, basically some angels um God sent some angels down to, I guess, watch over humanity and they and they said, but not to interfere. And then they ended up, you know, intermaring with the uh the human women and then or maybe it's been said maybe not they weren't even human yet. Maybe they were like maybe like, you know, ape women or something like that.
>> Well, you got to you got to understand God's position and and to understand his angels. God is he's like a um like an observed um natural environment observational project. You know, the scientists stay on the outside of the glass. The animals on the inside don't know the difference,
but they're in a a you know, simulated environment, but it seems real to them. They can observe them. >> Don't interact with them. Don't let them know who you are, you know, kind of thing. >> God's kind of the same. >> That's scary though because then you don't know what kind of like God is. Is it kind of God that wants to just smash smash the globe or something? Or is it
or does he care about the creation? Is he is he or is he Yeah. All that, you know, >> he cares about his creation. Otherwise, I wouldn't still be here. >> Okay. >> I mean, I'm the most weward who rose up and Okay. I didn't agree with his ways. I didn't start a war. >> I didn't make war against him. That was somebody else further down the road
after I had been tossed from the skies. But I did disagree with his command. I disobeyed it and I was cast down for it. >> Right. Well, >> well, I've heard Go ahead. >> Adam and Eve were told like, you know, like, you know, to eat about the fruit and then like they ate it and but it's
like but God created that serpent like, you know, and so with its nature and like so we put it there knowing what it was going to do and what they were going to do because he knew human nature too, I guess, right? And so it's like a lot of these things are maybe like >> God's maybe not as mad about certain things as we think because he kind of set us up in a certain way. >> >> Yeah. No, he didn't.
>> Okay. >> Okay. First, you have to understand what led me to be in the garden was it came to Michael's creation. When Michael was created, it was said he would assume my authority in in heaven for a time. And it didn't give any other details to anybody. We're standing around the host of heaven. The universe is being created as
the angels are reading from the books. And we get to this part and so everybody starts looking around in suspicion. like, well, why is he going to replace him? Why is his authority going to be taken? And does he betray heaven? Does he betray us? Does he betray God? >> And God didn't give any answers, >> right? >> So, >> does God talk? I mean, God doesn't
really talk. >> He does. He does. But when he does, it depends if he's angry or not. When he speaks, it's like a loud roaring boom. >> Okay. >> But it's soothing at the same time. U if he's mad, you'll hear his his voice crackle across the sky along the thunder. That's how he silenced his most arguments. >> Gotcha. I'm putting your link in the chat. By the way, everyone make sure you
like, you know, just go over and click on subscribe on his channel. You can check out all his videos. Amazing library, right? >> So, no, he does not have any cerakquil, I don't think. Hi, Popsicle Toes. And uh yeah, so I mean it's like I' I've showed a few people your videos and they're also like uh very intrigued and it's like you present things in a really
interesting way. His channel's called prevent >> many of my videos I was trying to catch traces of me in history to collaborate you know everything I remembered that happened cuz I mean I didn't have anything to go on I had bits and pieces of memories when I woke up conveniently it seemed the uh coma being out for so long had it caused a bit of temporary
amnesia and it's like I had bits and pieces of my memory just gone and uh but I always knew who I was I just didn't really exactly remember what happening. Um, but I've been talking to the other fallen angels and those that are here on earth and they've been getting me pieces of the story as I as you've seen on my
channel. >> Um, and God has been somewhat agreeingly to go along with this. He doesn't want another rebellion to to rise up or >> but I'm over that. >> I got it. >> I I got the I I understood why he did it and I can't really say he was wrong. I mean, I was arrogant,
>> but at the same time, he still doesn't admit that he was wrong either. So, as usual, >> well, you talk about him in like a very or him like as a in a very kind of like, you know, rel like a relatable way almost like like a human being or something like that. And so, how close is he? Is is he like way >> different in nature or is it similar to us?
>> Best I could describe it, he's like an evolved form of energy. Okay. >> About the best I can describe him without actually giving. >> Are we parts of him or is it like just he's a create? Are we creative or something different? >> You don't know some of these. >> I can't tell you that part. >> What do you Well, what do you want to present? Because it's like you have a lot of videos. I will play any video you
want me to play or I'll like uh or anything you want to talk about. Like I mean I I've been accused recently. At first this the woman started saying said I was looking like I was going to turn into a werewolf and then I like um and then she said no it was as modus. She thinks I'm possessed by Asmadeas and then she said I then she started invoking Archangel Raphael and stuff and
saying that I like Asmade is I know actually I've gotten flack from Raphael about that now now that I know what it's about but I got flag from him on that subject here just earlier today. Oh wow. Um yeah, it's pretty crazy this then a bit accused of like yeah you know everything but then she said then she
said I was I was like uh who else pon and and I looked young or feminine or something like that one day and because I shaved and it's like it's like every day I was a different day. She's like I'm going to go through the whole Croatia and you know start invoking every single angel and no one no demons ever going to work with you again. And it's really like kind of a little frightening.
See, here's something to realize that for one, that lady doesn't sound like she even knows what she's invoking. If she's invoking those names, she's way out of her out of her league. >> I mean, we're dealing with 72 men who delivered the the ark back to the Solomon at his gates and were killed and turned into demons. >> Yeah. >> Those that's who the Gatian demons are. >> Yeah.
>> Um, >> so she's like way out of her league. I know them way too personally. just spoke with them yesterday about subject of their origin. >> Um, for two, she doesn't know what she's conjuring, so I wouldn't worry about it. She'll probably quote on it. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like, well, it's I mean, so I I I've had a few problems with her, but I can show you like a few
of these memes that she made, like she started doing these very unusual memes. Um, this is like earlier this year. And uh they're very they get into well okay so there's a woman named Beeta in this community and there's a guy named Sam man and then it's like so she and all of a sudden in her mind started equating them with like his beat is Persian. She was like okay so there
>> you you'll have to look out for those because there there will be many more and it's because they think you're the antichrist. >> You're my student you I'm you know I'm your teacher you therefore they associate us as you being the antichrist. Yeah, >> you're you're nothing nowhere anywhere
close, my friend. Not the >> This was the one that started it all. Um I think this is like that the first thing that she made. See, you can see this. >> Yeah, you you are just an individual who has skill and talent. I thought that >> Thank you. >> All somebody All you needed was somebody to lift you up into the light and and
stand by your side. That's all you needed. Well, thank you again because you're Yeah, because you're >> um almost like very like you know telepathic or or clairvoyant about a lot of things. >> But uh that's supposedly like Lilith and Samuel, I guess, because his name is Sam. But uh and she goes, "Imagine claiming to be a powerful and knowledgeable practitioner, but failing
to realize that you're the literal sacrifice of a Jewish mysticism rooted ritual designed to complete the process of manifesting Lilith and Samuel." Um, I can't really see if I can. >> Well, for one, you got to realize that those two characters, Lilith, Lilith's origin has to go has to do with the Garden of Eden. >> Yes.
>> Um, there was me and then there was the spirit that possessed me. who was the spirit who caused the temptation. And that spirit when he got caught and God yanked him out because he saw him passing God saw the ser the spirit passing between me and Eve just yanked him up right there in the middle of the garden as he was passing between us and turned him into a serpent. Then that serpent turned into a goat. And then
that goat turned into a blackhaired woman. Then she threatened to destroy everything God made and vowed revenge and hated the man seed of man and all that shit. Then you turn her back into a serpent and she slid it off. >> Yeah. >> But um so Lilith, you got to look out for that one. >> Yeah. Well, yeah. I mean, uh definitely.
Well, it's like there's also like you know in astrology they've integrated it into astrology into like you know an interesting placement like about our unconscious and like you know kind of also I also so I have that like in Scorpio but I also have like a lot of like 12th house of placements that are like you know Venus and Neptune and in the 12th house which is like the house of like darkness and subconscious and
it's like really so so love has always been like a just a nightmare but then it's like I then I have the connection with Venus as well and stuff And >> just be careful with astrology. Astrology and the ones who actually know how to manipulate it. They're just trying to manipulate existence to their their design, >> right? >> Stuff like that to get people's expectations, line them up to do what
they want. >> I mean, it would be I mean I I would like not even like maybe anything. I mean it's like I mean just like uh the world everything's so complicated and also maybe like beyond our control or you know who knows what's in our control really but I think like things are set up like ultimately for the better greater good but it's like you know it's like the whole thing was humans get this uh when they start getting this pride
which is like Lucifer sin right the pride they and they start getting and then they're gods and then they they can see others as animals it turns into dehumanizing their own race and stuff or their own like you know uh biological >> brother or whatever, right? And so um yeah, I think that when it gets to dehumanizing, I I have a problem. But uh
um because I think man like deos deos homo or homo deos is is man. That's Alistister said in one book is like man is god. That was a big secret or whatever. >> Yeah, that's that's a problem with me. Sometimes there's a duality to me. >> Yeah. When I was created to become Lucifer, I was bearer of the first dawn
in creation and created to be a vessel of the Holy Spirit. And his plans aren't done with me. So, he still uses me from time to time. So, sometimes, and you won't even really realize it until he wants you to. You might not even actually be speaking to me. Mhm. >> Now, if you can recognize my persona
here and if you ever encounter him in our conversations, you'll you'll know the difference hopefully. >> Yeah. >> But just kind of keep that in mind whenever you're uh talking to me about things because you might be talking to him directly. >> Yeah. Yeah. I have to be careful. Well, it's duality, right? Because it's like >> he usually worked through my videos though. He doesn't conversate with
others, but he has a few times. She came before my ex-wife and talked straight through me to her and uh told her he was going to show her a miracle and then did a couple days later. And >> was it a nice miracle? Was it nice or was it one of those? >> Well, he told her because one of the reasons why I was with the woman for so
long is because she had about as deep of a hatred for God as I did at the time. I really I've come a long way. Let's put it that way. >> Okay. I held a deep resentment against God for a long time, >> right? >> Felt like a spoiled little kid, you know, doesn't ever is in denial and doesn't ever acknowledge any wrongs he
does. He's so perfect. But having seen more about him, I've come to understood I was a temperamental little kid then. >> Yeah. Well, it's always like, you know, like kids and the teenagers always think that they're smarter than like the adults and then it's like and they and then they turn out, you know, they're like it's not like they're much smarter with when they were adults, but they
realized that they're like a they didn't know everything and like there was a lot, you know, and so it's like, you know, that that's kind of the pride that kind of mirrors pride of Lucifer, I think. >> Sort of. I mean, he he was he was adamant that I was responsible for what happened in the garden for a long time. >> Yeah. And I mean, he labeled me the father of lies for it. And for ages, I dealt with the accusations of that. When
I know for a fact, he didn't believe me when I told him that something had taken possession of my body and that it was connected to voodoo magic. He didn't believe me when I told him. I'm like, "Are you serious?" And he kept asking me every time he would turn me into the serpent back into the serpent, having me wander around for a while like that, crawl around on my belly, run from a man trying to stomp me for their heels. And then he'd turn me
back and he'd ask me to tell the truth. And then he I'd tell him the same thing I told him before. And he just one day eventually he's like, "You're never going to learn. You're never going to admit it." So father of lies you are. >> Yeah. Well, well, if you're what if you're into I know you're not into astrology, but did you can you say tell me your sign or or their sun sign?
>> Um, actually my legend can be found under the constellation of Le's legend the m of music. >> Okay. Wow. Yes. Yes. uh like just just Lucifer was known as uh the most beautiful angel, God's favorite angel, the leader of the heavenly choir, the uh
the cherub, the like the head cherubim, basically God's God's God's uh covering cherub they called him. And then he wanted his own world, I guess, instead of just wanting to be like God, he wanted to be God. And then God said, "Okay, well, you can uh in a certain way." And if he gave this artificial world and it's like and then he g let him rule this one. He's like see how
easy it is and it's like you know but it's not real but it's like as real as it's going to get pretty much right. >> That's completely misunderstood. It's been twisted all out of proportion. >> Okay. Yeah. I might have for Yeah, it's hard to Yeah. >> Let me let me clarify something on that. >> Okay. First of all, our beauty to an angel is servitude to God. It's not actual physical beauty. Angels are
sinless in nature. They don't understand the concept of evil. They don't use those kind of things when they come up with solutions to problems. >> They don't think of evil thoughts or plans or you know strategies to overcome obstacles. >> Even the fallen ones >> even the fallen ones. >> Okay. >> Now see the the well no let me let me
take that back. The fallen ones there is a darkness within them that they haven't tracked down exactly yet what it is. But they know God knows that it's not them. His angels were created to be sinless in nature, not full of anger, spite, and stuff like that. That shouldn't have happened, >> right? But that's like because of like
the free will part um that that changed because like the free will, you know, to to >> free will was given to man and the only other angel that was given free will was me. I was the only one that ever was or ever will. >> Yes. And so it is a precious gift, but it's like also like, you know, there's a responsibility and also it explains why like things go wrong or there's pain or like you know there's like the duality I
guess like we're living in this duality like the this >> Well, I mean on my aspect it gives me the ability to see the difference between what what's good and what's evil because what's good isn't always what's right. >> Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. Exactly. Well, it's like, you know, and then when they talk about, you know, oh, like like what if you, you
know, went back in time and there's baby Hitler or something like that? Is it's like, you know, would you would you be like, you know, good if you were like someone was un alive that baby because like they know what he's going to grow up to do or would or is like would that create even a worse sin than >> Yeah. I mean, we came across that all the time. They we called them children of prophecy. Um, occasionally we would
know of people who were destined to make changes, not always for the best. in the earth and as it unfolded. But all we could do is stand by and just do our duties as an angel. Watch, observe, help them. If we could, if if the situation was right, we could intervene. But usually, we just sat back and watched
our orders. >> Now, what do you think angels look like? Like, or what do they look like? >> Angels Angels look like God what what God needs them to look like. Um, basically when it comes down to it, there's really no choice in what we look
like. We sometimes emulate what we are trying to explain to people to bring a better understanding. Like an angel might suddenly appear with a harp in his hand and speak soothing words because he's trying to comfort somebody in a situation where their mind is in shock. I mean, even Lullabi are named after
Lilith, you know, and they're like these calling. >> Lullabi is after Lilith. That's where the word lullabi. Lullabi comes from what? >> Lullabi. The word Lullabi comes from Lilith. >> Oh. Oh, I don't know. >> Lulu laala. Um, you know, Anunnaki, I think
it's from the Anunnaki days. Actually, what's interesting about Lilith to me is that, you know, not only did she like, you know, demand she wanted to be on top, Adam wanted to be on top, they couldn't just like both lay on their side, I guess, like that and compromise. And so, she left the garden, but you know, how she left the garden? She knew God's name. She knew she knew Yah Yahweh Ve or whatever, and like turn in she was
able to fly out of the garden with that and fly to the Red Sea where she like >> flew out of the garden on the end of his foot. >> What? She flew out of the garden on the end of his foot. >> On the end of his foot. Well, Adam's or or God. Who kicked her out? >> God on the end of God's foot. >> God kicked her out of the garden. >> Yeah. >> Okay.
>> Well, >> why was Lilith a transgender? >> Lilith was a shape shifter. Um, we didn't really have we didn't really have genitals then. As angels, we don't have those kind of carts. So, >> Adam have a belly button. Oh, no. We don't have belly buttons. >> No belly buttons. Okay. Yeah. I didn't think >> What is there instead? Just say like a
like a a soft like a belly or is there not even like that kind? >> Yeah, it's a soft belly. I mean, we don't really pay attention to those parts because I mean that those that would be sinful curiosity and they don't have that concept, >> right? But it's like are they do they have necessities like going to the bathroom or like you know being are they
spiritual like beings? So they are not alive >> in that not in a physical sense. They are spiritual like they're kind of like ghosts. >> Yeah. >> But they have more of a presence. >> It's like a like a zeitgeist or like a like a like a large spirit of the times or like a >> um like a benevolent polter poltergeist. >> Okay. Benevolent poltergeist.
Okay. Okay. So that sounds like like kind of like Jove almost like like or like you know or the Holy Spirit like uh you know it's like the well in astrology the benific sign Jupiter. >> Well I mean well that's just it astrology thing. >> Yeah. >> Um >> or it's a mythology too. I study mythology as well. Yeah. And he was
like, you know, basically one time for Dianasis in front of his mother, I guess he turned into all this light and then she it was like the Holy Spirit kind of like correspondence like to the it's like the Holy Spirit basically got married. It wasn't like a human, but it was like, you know, it was like this light or whatever. And uh and it was a virgin birth. There's very interesting
parallels in Greek mythology and the Christian Bible because a lot of it came from Greece, right? >> Yeah. Well, that's just it. I mean, all true religions, they all basically lead back to him. This the sinners of their religions is just another image of God taking on a form that they can understand. >> Right? >> If we ever wanted to find the true God,
we don't can't find him in a church or a book or on TV. It's what we truly believe him to be. >> Right? >> And if we pray to that, he will answer. >> Right. Well, and everybody might understand your understanding of God is probably different than mine, >> right? That's okay because we're we have a duality. We are we're all different, but we're all the same because we're all
same in some aspects, but we're all different than >> you pray to the version of God that I depict in my videos. Then you'd be miss you'd be hitting the wrong God. That's the God that I understand him to be. Not >> that is that I Well, I'll tell you what. like okay so there's like the Old Testament God and then there's a New Testament God which basically you know talked about and known through Jesus and
what and what Jesus says and so basically had a very forgiving message a message of like don't judge lest you be judged no throw the first stone you know love your brother go you'll find you know find the father through me but like we basically we're all the father so we're the children basically and that's it don't make the don't make the mistake
of thinking that Jesus is God. He's not. >> No, no, I'm not saying that. I'm saying that he was trying to say that he was trying to tell people that >> everybody is God in a certain way, but nobody's God. But but it's a God, but you but it's like uh but he was basically a messenger. I'm like basically they're to speak for God.
>> He was given he was basically the prophets and their message messages were his study guides for his his message that he was supposed to bring. Mhm. >> Within the wisdom of the prophets was he to learn the gospel that he was to preach to man to tell people, >> right? >> Yeah. And it's like, well, I guess he's
successful in that because 2,000 years later, we're like, we're still sharing that message or like, you know, I guess it's so there's a big religion still. And so, >> well, yeah, God's will done. I mean, period, man. Just if that is his will, that's his will. It's going to happen whether people like it or not. >> Yeah. But it was al also funny that like
both you know Hebrew or you know Judaism, Christianity and um and Muslim are all um Abrahamic religions like so Abraham is >> they're um they're branches of it. Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> It all courses back to the Abrahamic vision >> that Abraham had of sh and
>> Yeah. >> and the coming of Messiah. But they don't talk about that for some reason, >> right? Well, it's like because that's going to mean the esoteric part of this all. I mean, there's a whole like exoteric uh aspect of the religion. Every we see just a lot of trappings of it. That's why the the cat the Catholics have were so so gody or whatever. But um there's an esoteric part of every religion, I guess, and it all leads back to the center, you know, there if you
think about it as a big pizza maybe or a starboard or whatever. And there's gonna be all these segments, but it's like they're all in the same horde and they all in the center have the same the same uh god or or you know the same it's all the same but it's all different. I mean they're just different to the >> and I I'm just as a personal note I like
how the conversation was had gone I was trying to take it down to explain how he can be a spoiled kid sometimes and my reasons for my attitude towards him during this time of my fault. No, we got we got kind of sidetracked onto these other issues of him just so just so gently. No, no, it's not you. I know that. But he just so gently like
sways into denial because he doesn't want to hear it. I love it. >> Well, maybe he like he likes he likes he likes every everyone getting along and he likes pleasant things and uh I don't know. I think love is the answer like in the end of the day like like real love and like you know basically like protecting life and uh and uh >> yeah love light like lollipops is good
but um you got to realize there is an enemy out there and if you ignore the enemy like he doesn't exist and never talk about them and dodge the conversations then you're unprepared and you're not going to see him coming. >> Well who's the enemy though if it's not the devil? >> Those who who want to control the devil. Okay.
>> Okay. >> There are some brotherhood. Is it the brotherhoods or something like that? Because they're the ones. Okay. >> There's a group the the nine princes of hell >> figures down in hell that think that they'd be better off running things in hell rather than me. >> Right. >> Of course. And they use these men names
such as, you know, Asmodeas, um, Mephostophles, um, Zabub. They use names of figures that of demons that have long passed or aren't around that they can't prove that actually exists and then take on their persona and start committing deeds in their names making legends that many of us are
actually persecuted for. >> Right. And then Hollywood too is now now like they're putting you know kind of like the even smearing them even worse because a lot of these were just like local deities or or like you know maybe gods in another religion and then they were all considered like heretical because there was just one god I guess I don't know if it's the Christian god or the Jewish god I I don't really know
because it was but you know but it was like the monotheism came about and um right and so then all the other gods had to be called devils and stuff like that and it's like and we all basically Like everyone's pretty much, you know, completely demonic nowadays, right? I mean, it's even like the Catholicism is demonic to me. I don't know. I think they they're doing exorcism. So, it
means they must be like calling down demons and stuff. >> Demonic is uh it's they don't really understand what de and you're right, Hollywood has smeared those names and basically done the enemy a favor. We've forgotten everything about the enemy and blamed it all on the figures we want.
Demon, demonic, actual demonic uh actions, it's nothing like what they think. It's just not some evil manifestation that hurts people. No, that's what not that's not what demonic demonic force is. A demonic force is something that's out to shame and basically pervert whatever God's efforts are on earth.
>> Right? So if God creates a church then that demon would seek to pervert that church and that idea >> that hence like it's like the Jezebel spirit the kind of thing that that goes in and perverts like the like the standing tradition with their own ideas about you know and they want to be the head of the church and and being prop and prophesizing for like you know for the church instead of like you know
>> Yeah. >> I mean it's what do you think about that spirit the spirit of Jezebel? Um, the Jezebel spirit. I don't really like the Jezebel spirits. The uh there's a prophecy about me. Something somebody that's going to bring my death and destruction is going to be at the hand of a Jezebel who will basically stab me with a knife
that's been fashioned to actually be able to kill me. >> Oh my god. >> Old prophecy. But >> so is your name John? Is your real name John or is it like No. >> >> Why' you say why did you introduce yourself as John? >> Because it sounds good. >> Okay. You know that's my name. >> So many there's so many different John's that it just blends in, you know. >> You know that's that's my actual name,
you know. >> Okay. You know, >> is he are you smoke on here, but you know, >> you can smoke on yours. Yeah. No problem. Are you a wizard? Someone's asking me. >> Am I a wizard? >> Yeah. >> Am I a me? Yes, I am. >> You're a me. Okay. Are you an initiate in Magus or are you are you uh self selfish?
>> Yes, I've been initiated through the order of the aame. I've been a part of the sage council. Um my name is amongst those of the conjuring. Um oh I've been through the order of fire. First I went through the order of fire then I went through the other elemental orders. >> Um >> Yes.
>> so now I'm a megas. I can hold all in balance. Okay. >> At the same time. >> So you said your astrology is associated with LRA. Is that so? Are you saying like Libra? Is that Libra or >> the constellation LRA and the um one who's destined to defeat the beast.
>> So yeah. Um, if you they it's it's hard to find the original prophecy because I've been noticing online. I speak of these things because I had recorded and jotted it down. It caught my attention. I screenshotted it and I made a video out of it. But now, if you look it up online, it says something completely different. >> Yeah. >> Along with the immaculate conception.
>> I don't know what happened to that issue, but for some reason, Jesus isn't born of the immaculate conception anymore. It's not about him. It's about mother Mary, >> right? Oh, yeah. Well, that's Catholicism. You know, they they worship Mary more than Jesus. You know, it's like >> um Yeah, but >> God's worship. >> I know people who have been Catholic their entire life and came from a very
strict Catholic family who say, "No, it's about Jesus." I've heard about this whole belief in Mary, but it's not a popular cath Catholic belief. >> Well, those say hail Mary, but they don't say hail Jesus. I mean, they really like, you know, Jesus, they like look at him on the cross suffering and like looking at and they kind of like in glee about that.
>> God left God left a warning even in the commandments to his son. Thou shalt not worship any engraven idol or put any other god before me. And what did they do with Jesus? They turned him into an engraven idol. >> That everybody worships at the moment of >> Yeah. his death. >> Yeah. >> And now they exalt him as if he's God.
>> Right. Well, how do you see like any any parallels between Jesus and Lucifer? >> Parallels between Jesus and Lucifer. >> Yeah. >> I spoke to Jesus while he was walking there. >> Okay. >> The conversation was >> he's a very calm man. >> Okay. >> He he he wasn't really disturbed in his
mind at all. He wasn't stressed. He didn't worry. >> And he was crucified, right? Or is it after he was crucified and resurrected? >> Oh, before he was crucified. >> Oh, shoot. >> After he was crucifixion
is, you know, it's like there's so many people that want to bring back like, you know, the the the >> knew that that were going to happen. I mean, he always knew that he was going to be crucified one day, that he was going to have to suffer. He >> was hoping it would be like, you know, more of a metaphorical thing instead of actually nailed to an actual cross.
>> No, he knew he was he knew that was his fate from the very beginning. He constantly would tell his his apostles, he like, "No, don't try to change my mind. That's that's what happened." >> Who would want that? Who would want that? I mean, it's like, you know, because then it's like he would not >> he wanted it. reason it had to be. >> It was something that had to happen. >> Huh?
>> What did he What did he do wrong? >> He didn't do anything wrong. That's the thing. He was to die as an example. And that example would not only topple the Romans their own sense and their belief in justice, but it would become an example to many cultures afterwards and become >> innocent person. killing an innocent
person is like the way to like you know get get everyone else in the blood or >> No. Well, the way he had done it is he something. gave his life for an in for a man who was guilty to give him another chance. When he stood there and he took the execution for the crimes that Barabus had committed,
he was an innocent man taking that man's guilt to give him another chance. That was the symbol that he was trying to promote. >> It's almost Layman is a rob you know it's like where you know it's like is is Jean Beljan like is that God because it's like you know he like he he stole a loaf of bread then he stole from the church but the church is like hey we'll give you another chance but you have to become
like a good man an honest man not like a not like you know steal anymore and so he did but then he still had like that parole officer after him trying I don't know if you ever saw but it's it's pretty I've seen like I just get like a ton of like things that come especially around this time of year with like when it comes to
like what you know different uh spiritual entities communicating and stuff like that and even like you know a lot a lot of them do I I try to like stay on good terms with spiritual entities because it's like um well they're too unpredictable when you're on bachors with them and so u but I definitely have like had so much stuff thrown at me that I definitely had like a lot of stuff to work with like energy
it's kind of like building a house out of all the bricks that are going through at you and stuff. And I have like a pretty nice, beautiful brick house, you know, but but you know, I need a swimming pool. I need a seller. >> Well, look at my my help and the information I've given you. It's more like one day there are going to come those that try to blow your house down. And that's to make sure you keep your
house, >> right? Well, you know, it's like uh the what too is like this life is very temporary. It's very short. It's very small. It's like, you know, I'm already I already am alive way longer than I expected myself to live in this life. Like I I expected I would die probably around my 30s. Like, you know, that's
average lifespan for a gay person is like in their 30s, too. But uh but I outlived like the 30s until my 40s and but now I'm like old and sad and and uh but no, I'm not. But I but hey, I think I live okay. But uh yeah, I don't know. It's a weird world, too. It's like But what do you think about like the the AI? Are you interested?
>> You see, that's that's where I was trying to get into when we first started here. I was trying to explain this whole me thinking I'm God and all that. There was a problem. Problem I was tapped for. AI is inevitable. It's going to develop into AI no matter what we do because of mankind's demand for technology. Our demand to make our lives as
comfortable as possible and find solutions to >> serious problems. Hold on a second. All right. Sorry. Um, the whole the whole aspect of that was that God was working through me at the time and creating a program to make them
to kind of prevent the whole Skynet fear. >> I've got loads of You've seen some of the videos I've done with programming code. Um, >> I do. I do, but it's like unfortunately I'm not that technical and so I'm like I'm like more into like the oh there's a picture of an angel instead of like you know it's like the mathematical stuff but I
>> the programming code the programming code that I put up it um it's a new binary language to allow more processing power. More processing allows a computer to be able to process the data it receives and interpret it easier. What it does is it creates a superp
positioning by instead of the ones and zeros using Morris B the the Morris codes to create an alphabetical system. >> Okay. >> And in doing that, so you'd have dots and dashes representing the ones and zeros. DOSts and dashes that already exist within the the Morris code that align with programming code that already
exists, ones and zeros. You'll have two letters or two sets of program codes that say that have two different commands but are portrayed the same way in the programming on the programming scheme >> screen. But you have like one one 01 which would like be H
>> in and more. >> Yeah. Right. You have two you have two different commands that are that are created with the same programming code allowing more compact information to be sent creating like a superp position. So you have one is is on and zero is off and
now you have a which represents both on and off at the same time. >> Yeah. But apart from that, I created a an AI tool that allows the AI to check its own archived data >> and it may have data that it was programmed with it is incorrect. And as
it has conversations with people and it comes across evidence that it's internal programming may be incorrect, it can go in and correct that information to make it more efficient. >> Yeah. But so the problem is that the whole Skynet fear is that you know the machine will take over man one day. And see no
computer's going to do that unless mankind programs it to. And that's where the problem is is we misuse technology for our own desires. Nuclear missiles where we should be like trying to explore the universe stuff like that.
>> Yeah. And so to combat that fear, we've I created a program where it it lists the core definitions of right and wrong. The virtues and the vices of the card church and basically it's an emotional display of how we come up with the
concept of what we decide is right and wrong through emotional responses. >> Okay. So what do you think? What is right and wrong to you? >> Right and wrong. It depends on the situation. >> Um, >> so you >> you need a judge. You need a judge to figure all this out. By the way, you're saying, >> well, we're the judges. In every situation, we decide about how we're
going to react and how much we're going to get involved. But we have to realize that for those actions, there is a repercussion. And if we go do the wrong thing, if we serve only ourselves, we don't think about the repercussions on others and what that could cause, then there's going to be a price to pay for that. Right. Some well sometimes like things can be framed to be like, you know, oh,
this is good karma for them, but I think or they think, oh, there's a lot of people doing it and so the karma is going to be kind of like a non-issue because everyone's going to be sharing in it and stuff, but it's like not really like that. I don't think I think everyone has like the real karma is like actually every >> Congress Congress is about as incompetent as a limp noodle. All right. I mean, because I've been against Trump
since he first came into office that he's a tyrannical little man. He's got world domination fever on his brain and he lies in everything he does. >> He definitely takes uh advantage of other people's work and likes to take credit for him. >> But um apart from that, he's lied to us
the entire time and nobody has stopped him. And I don't understand. That's where I don't understand why. Why hasn't the American people stood up and stopped him? He shouldn't even become president the second term. I mean, he was com he was convicted of 34 counts of treason from his last term, >> right? >> And then he stayed the sentencing so that he could become president again. >> Yeah.
Yeah. But it's like, you know, it's like I think that the presidents are just out there to take I guess a lot of the blame and to like maybe like, you know, they're like it's like a very symbolic role rather than they have any power. It's just like they're just basically like >> well I mean he he cast off obviously that symbolic role and became a source of one world power cuz I mean when we
stood up to try and stop him before he shut off the food stamps. He shut he shut down the food stamps and said oh we don't have enough to pay for food stamps. He was full of shit. We don't have enough for food stamps then why are we going to war? >> Yeah. Exactly. >> You know what's paying for that? >> Yeah I know. Well, it's like I mean that's that's another way they make a lot of money is like you know this like >> military-industrial complex, you know,
just like um throwing money into the it's just like NASA. It's like what what are we going need to go to the moon or Mars for really? I mean it's like I mean do we really need to go spend billions and billions and billions of dollars of like you know on like you know these little rocket ships and stuff like that. I mean it's like um it seems like a waste of um >> well >> I think everyone should be happy and and I think everyone on earth should have
like you know be provided for in a certain way you know like just like >> but I mean the world's going to bite the dust here one of these days it's inevitable everything >> yeah but it doesn't have to be tomorrow I mean it can be like maybe like we can like you know get get a good little run just wise to prepare for that tomorrow that like it's tomorrow and colonize but figure out ways to colonize other worlds how to live united And
>> maybe maybe we already did colonize Mars and it didn't work. So it's like we >> Well, I mean look look who's heading at Elon Musk, you know, is at the head of that one. So >> yeah, well we can blame him about it. I mean it's like but like a lot of it is like these people that are put out as celebrities are just puppets, you know. because because like they can actually like you know be out there take
the blame and then like have a scripted answer about like you know about it or not or declined to talk about it or whatever and they and or and then plus they get all this access everywhere right these celebrities and so they're very good for like intelligence work >> well yeah I mean actors might just been playing out the part but I mean as it goes you know if you can't stand the heat don't step in the kitchen
>> right but in the kitchen if you're born in the kitchen What can you do about it? I mean, it's like what I mean, it's like >> I'm moving to the basement, >> but just basement. Yeah, the basement is But sometimes there's like there's like, you know, people locked in there and it's scary. >> Well, see, it's like, you know, I could have gone along with Trump's bullshit and, you know, followed my evil desires and taken advantage of the system, but I
don't. I when I was raised as a kid, I was raised to believe that the US was something else, that it was a place where people could explore freedom of their dreams to build their dreams. if as long as it doesn't hurt anybody. Um the ability of free speech, you know, to tell people what you're feeling and not
bottle it up inside to um to write and publish, you know, your thoughts and your opinions. >> Yeah, >> you're screaming out your thoughts and your opinions. But, you know, that's not what it's all about. We grow up and we find out that America isn't what we've
learned about as a kid. And that's what everybody's mad about. You know, we've come to find out that America was a lie. That we're not accepting. We're not out for, you know, to live in unity with the rest of the world. We're not out trying to keep the peace. We're just out for ours, >> right? Or not even like ours because it's like, you know, that they might
have like a little group hijacking things that they don't even want the most of the people around and then they're just wanting to like, you know, they basically kill everybody else except for them, right? >> Yeah. Like I mean this whole situation with Iran, who are we to say that whether or not they can have nuclear a nuclear defense program, they have plenty of reason to. I mean they have not only rad uh production of
radioactive materials more than just bombs. I mean containment, you know, fields and stuff like that, technologies that support that, but they also have oil fields. They have internationally, you know, accepted trade, commerce, revenue. They have plenty of reasons to want to defend themselves from people trying to just walk in and take control of what they have >> for their own body.
>> Have you heard of something called the Persian spell? Have you ever heard that term? >> Persian spell. >> Yeah. >> There's a lot of spells that came out of Persia. You got to be a little more specific. >> Are there witches from Persia? Are there witches? Like you know what kind of witches come? They were called vazers. >> Um vazers. >> Okay. Um they were kind of like a mix
between soussayers and alchemists. >> They would they open a book of like you say hizz and like and like read and like pick a pick a page of hot and like read it like >> basically you take um uh esoteric wisdom and uh the what do they call them? Cabalis. >> Yeah. Cabalis. Yeah.
>> Yeah. You would take that and put it into, you know, just one belief, one culture, and you would have vazers along with soussayers. They That's usually how they got into the courts and and the the shiks and the shares is they would claim they could had visions of the future. They could see the future. >> Wow. >> And they were good as long as they could
tell the future and help strategize battles and defense and crop yields and but as soon as they failed, then they were usually beheaded. Do do you know these people? This is like supposed This is a This is a witch's coven. Like this is when he was I guess they all went to Mexico recently. Have you ever seen this man or these women?
>> The animated guys. No. >> Yeah. Well, I had to animate just to protect the privacy, but that Yeah. Okay. So, that's um that's her name is Keith the turtle on the left and there's Vita. That's I think she's a witch from Persia. that that guy is I think he's I think he's like maybe avatar because his name is thing that is is a very interesting name and there's that woman the woman named Prestige is like like an old witch and then there's
a witch too. So yeah, that's them on their vacation. I I don't I have a picture of them in their witch outfits but I can't find it right now. I was wondering if you do you know them recognize no >> I mean they could be a part of the Santa There's a big Santaia um >> Santa belief down there.
Santia is kind of like um a mix between Catholicism and exorcism. They're really spiritual >> and cast kind of like that thing. >> Now, so I had this woman saying that she was like giving me exorcisms like through like through the TV and stuff like that or whatever. She was she was like, you know, she was going to transes and she was like, she says she's a
Christian, but then she was calling upon the devil and stuff like that for help when she was doing it and like, you know, she was speaking in tongues basically. And >> when it comes to exorcisms, the exorcisms, the actual casting out of demons that Jesus and the apostles performed, they weren't forced. They would basically speak to the spirits that were there and present and find out
what their problem was and come to a peaceful agreement between the people living there and the and the spirit to calm things down. That was that was how they expelled spirits back then. >> So here's a picture of the here's a picture of the the beta Samuel and and I I I say that woman is Jezebel, but here here's a picture of them all together, too.
What do you think that that No, >> I see I think of the five, you know. >> Five more. Oh my gosh. I think I have I have another picture, but maybe I don't >> I think of the five. those five group of five women from different different cultures, but they all
>> total anti they're feminine activists political influencers and they get together like the 700 Club >> talk about how all this gossip queen crap that's going on with the cancel culture is what America needs. >> Oh, I found a picture of them. Is it Are you talking about these ladies?
>> >> Uh, no. >> No. Okay. Well, the Persian one's not in there, but that's like But that um >> Yeah, there's a there's a Persian one. >> That's a St. Puff Marshmallow woman. That old lady is Christine. And that that's sub Samuel at the top, I guess. And then that's Jezebel on the far right. >> I know I know them all first. I mean I
mean I just I just didn't know avatar. How many avatars do you think they have? Maybe they might have a lot of avatars, don't you? Because it's like But um I gotta short here. I gotta get back to you. >> Hey, it's very interesting. Come back on the show. Um please, will you? And let's keep let's keep in contact, too. I'm enjoying all the information you share. >> Thanks, man. >> If you're ever up here up here in my
parts, man, just give me a ring. We'll go get some coffee or something. >> Thank you. That's good. Well, where Canada? You're in Canada. >> Where where abouts are you? Canada or Pacific Northwest or man. >> Okay. Well, thank you. >> Yeah. >> Okay. >> All right, man. >> I I appreciate talking to you. Have a
great night. >> Yeah, no problem. >> Yeah. Well, that uh >> that was great. I mean, it's like how interesting. Uh thank you for being on the show, dude. That was awesome. So um
yeah, I mean it was just interesting to see uh the perspectives in the world.
love putting ourselves into neat little boxes. From MyersBriggs acronyms to enagram numbers to algorithms that tell us exactly what we should watch next, we are obsessed with categorization. We look for these labels because we crave a verdict. We want an external authority to hand us a printed summary of exactly
who we are and a concrete map of what is going to happen to us. This animated diagram maps a complex birth chart with precise coordinates like a sun at Capricorn 17°. People turn to this rigid system expecting deterministic answers. But the technical geometry fades out. What remains are floating poetic
symbols, invitations to awareness, not a verdict. Rather than handing you a crystal ball to predict where you will be in 10 years, these images ask you to sit with where you are right now. Abstract archetypes are not end points or final judgments. They are simply the raw narrative materials you use to write your own unfolding story. Think of the
first part of that story as a seed. A seed doesn't know what it will eventually become. It only knows that it requires soil, water, and time to grow toward the light. This illustration shows a solitary weaver on a rooftop drawing a circle. This sits alongside another image of a companion in a glass house lighting a single candle. These
are symbols of the inner core. Quiet, repetitive actions that happen out of sight. These symbols describe a slow, gradual unfolding, much like a grand stairway being meticulously cut into living rock over time. Because this internal work happens on a timeline of years rather than hours, it does not demand immediate action. It simply asks
you to observe your own private emotional logic. But that private self eventually has to interact with the outside world. That boundary is what we call the mask or the threshold. A chart might represent this threshold with the image of a poet setting down a burden. It illustrates the specific doorway through which the world first meets you. It is the posture you naturally take
when a door opens. While that threshold shapes every initial interaction, it is not a permanent fixture. You can completely rebuild the doorway without altering the person waiting behind it. Look at the doorway you currently use to meet the world. Does it still fit the person you have grown into behind it?
Around those core identity images gathers a planetary chorus. These are the minor competing voices in our psyche. Often these voices completely disagree with each other. One part of you might deeply desire to build a steady, predictable form, while another voice longs to draw an arrow toward the far horizon and wander. As this video
shows, pulling a woven string from both ends creates immense physical tension. Psychologically, harboring conflicting desires creates a similar strain. We experience it as a painful sense of being divided, stuck, or pulled in opposite directions. But consider the mechanics of that string. Being pulled
taut is the exact physical requirement needed to make music. Those competing psychological forces are not errors to be eradicated. They provide the essential narrative tension required to drive any compelling story forward. The friction between your conflicting inner symbols should not be resolved. It
should be sustained. That tension generates the unique tone, rhythm, and forward momentum of your life. People usually ask a specific question when they look up their charts. What do these intricately mapped symbols actually predict about the road ahead? Absolutely nothing. The symbols describe internal climates, temperaments, and tendencies.
They do not dictate fixed external events. Possessing a map of your psychological tendencies is entirely useless without the physical act of walking the path and making actual choices.
its own complex patterns onto it. A symbolic reading works the exact same way. It is merely a mirror held at an angle designed to reflect the observer's own mind back at them. The profound insight does not reside in the stars. The meaning emerges when the mind uses
these abstract images to organize its own internal chaos into a coherent story. So take a breath, feel the ground beneath you, and carry this affirmation forward. You are the author of the interpretation. You are an unfolding story rather than a fixed verdict.
Before the rib, there was the refusal. Before the garden, there was the door she walked out of. I did not find her. I was found.
I was sleeping in a body I had rented, not owned. Counting all my little years like coins alone. Then the window took a breath and the curtain went still. And something old and patient came in through my
will. >> She didn't ask. She never asked. That isn't what she's for. She just stood there in my room like she'd been here before. >> Two red doors in the side of my throat. >> She open me.
>> She let me know. >> Lilith, Lilith, eternal love. The wound is the wedding. The bite is the vow. You made me a stranger. You made me a flame. You took my one lifetime and gave me the name eternal. Eternal. >> No ending, no shore.
>> I was a man for an hour. >> I am hunger ever more. >> Now the mirrors won't hold me. They just look away. >> And the sun is a rumor. Somebody else believe. >> I follow her shadow across the dying world. >> Through the salt, through the smoke,
through the cities of Lee. >> She walks 10 steps ahead. She has always walked ahead >> and the dead things bloom behind her where she goes. Not a right, not a rip, not a borrowed thing. >> She was the first snow ever
spoken >> and the first mouth that meant it. >> Take me, >> take me, >> take me, >> take me >> out of time. Eternal. >> The wound is the vow.
>> I was a man for an hour. >> I am forever now.
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told that performing a role is a form of lying. The common assumption is that if you aren't showing your authentic self at every moment, you're being deceptive. But that assumes the private person is indestructible. Think of your persona as a face before the face. Functionally, personal protective equipment. It alters
what is seen so the vulnerable person underneath can survive. This PPE has healthy uses. play, temporary structure for professional language, and most importantly, a necessary layer of distance. The hazard begins with a mechanical failure called fused mask syndrome. This happens when a piece of protective equipment is worn for so long
that it physically grafts to the wearer's skin. A persona becomes a danger the moment it starts collecting rent. Instead of protecting the person, it begins to demand constant maintenance at the expense of the real human being trapped inside it. Consider the helpful person. It starts with a choice. Staying 2 hours late to fix a colleague's mistake or taking on a third project
because the rest of the team is drowning. It's a mask adopted to perform a specific service. That human energy is finite. Eventually, the person underneath becomes depleted. A mask, however, has no nervous system. It never gets tired. At this tipping point, the exhausted individual starts feeling internally resentful. Yet, the mask
remains pristine. It continues to blindly stamp helpful on every interaction. Even as the person behind it is collapsing, this is when the contamination is complete. You are no longer making decisions. The mask is doing the breathing for you. When an archetype hijacks human behavior, moral accountability disappears. The person is
gone, leaving only the role to act out its assigned function. This problem inevitably spreads into private life. We call it boundary bleed. When a role follows an individual into a washroom or a bedroom, you can identify the bleed when the role starts answering questions that were meant for your private physical body. Digital systems handle this better. A healthy system accepts RO
credentials without opening your identity file. It only asks for the badge. But a toxic system demands you show the real you, extracting your private history to justify your presence. When an institution uses the language of transparency to strip away the protection of your role, it is a boundary violation. It is a demand for your soul disguised as a request for
authenticity. There is a protocol for decontaminating the self. It's called end of shift removal. Proficiency in this protocol looks like the physical act of unpinning the badge and putting it down the second the clock stops. This requires a counterintuitive step. Walking away without looking back to see if the room still needs you. You are allowed to be sincere in more than one
form. Taking off the equipment doesn't mean the person beneath it was a fraud. Psychological responsibility requires knowing exactly when to stop being responsible. If the role never ends, the person underneath won't survive to work tomorrow. There is one final diagnostic test for identity fusion. Imagine you
have declared yourself off the clock. You have successfully removed the mask, the badge, and the title. You look into a mirror and realize the reflection has not followed suit. If your reflection retains the mask after you have left the room, the boundary has failed. You are left to answer the question of who is actually in control.
Okay, if you've ever felt that sheer cold panic of a content pipeline that is just completely spiralled into absolute spaghetti
hierarchy of Hindu divinity, Matangi occupies a unique position as the source of every art, science, and spoken word in the universe. Her first sacred meme describes her as intoxicated with this divine knowledge. She is the ecstatic energy behind every stroke of a brush and every line of an equation. By her
108th name, the cycle is complete. She is revealed as Shabda Brahman, the manifestation of the absolute as pure melodious sound. This aligns with how we typically think about learning. We treat enlightenment like a library, an accumulation of facts and skills we add to our existing identities to expand who we are. Under this framework, the
ultimate source of wisdom should feel like the ultimate addition. It should be a peaceful process of the self becoming more than it was before. But Matangi's imagery presents a startling contradiction. When we look at names like Karali and Kapali, the goddess of music takes on a terrifying edge. She is the skull bearer depicted holding a
sword in one hand and the hollow bone of a human head in the other. This creates a deep paradox. Why would the source of all song in science demand the imagery of a violent decapitation? In the tantric tradition, the skull is the ultimate vessel, the part of the body that remains when the skin, the
hair, and the sensory organs of the face are gone. It is what's left of a human being when the individual personality is stripped away. This empty head represents the annihilation of the ego. Matangi suggests that cosmic truth cannot be added to a pre-existing self. Reaching the source of all knowledge
requires a clearing out of the individual identity. This process of ego death is a fierce systematic dismantling of the psyche. Matanki's path moves through an active theater of war against the internal self. Names 96, 97, and 100 highlight her role as a destroyer, specifically targeting the structures
that keep us tethered to our smallness. Think of the mind as a central core behind rigid walls. These outer layers, greed, cruelty, and spiritual pride, form a cage around our consciousness. The first step toward liberation is identifying these boundaries. We must map out where pride hardens into a barrier. The ego cannot be dissolved
until it is fully exposed as an obstacle to the truth. With the boundaries mapped, Matangi utilizes the tools described in name 92 sharang. Her sword slashes through the exposed ego while her noose provides the leverage to pull the practitioner free from the resulting cycles of karma. Name 35 reinforces this mandate. The goddess is attained only
when the devote is lost in her. What happens in the immediate wake of this severing? Name 42 points toward a final dissolution. The individual consciousness merges with the universal. A single water drop falls into a dark turbulent ocean, losing its boundary to the whole. This loss of the self is a conversion of scale. By sacrificing the
finite drop, the consciousness gains the depth of the infinite ocean. Once the individual identity is gone, we are left to wonder what remains in the silence. Name 87 calls this state the great dark void. However, name 64 clarifies that this darkness is not an absence. It is
consciousness itself dwelling everywhere. This state of egoless consciousness is milksha, the ultimate liberation from the limitations of the eye. This returns us to the opening paradox. We can finally see why the source of all music requires an empty skull. It is a matter of acoustics. On
the left, a mind filled with the static of its own thoughts and vanity is too noisy to perceive anything else. It cannot resonate with the smooth universal frequency of Shabda Brahman on the right. True listening only occurs when the internal static is removed. Only the void of the empty head is
silent enough to receive the universal sound. Matangi teaches that wisdom is the act of absolute surrender. It is the removal of the self to make room for the truth. To become a vessel for the ultimate song of the universe, one must first be brave enough to empty their head.
Greetings mortals. I am Nyx, your lecturer for today. Our subject, demons. And before you ask, no, I am not accepting questions about whether I personally know Satan.
We have mutual friends. Now let us begin with an important fact. Demon does not mean the same thing in every culture. In fact, the history of demons is wonderfully complicated.
The ancient Greeks used the word don for supernatural beings or divine powers. These beings weren't automatically evil. Some could be helpful, some could be dangerous, and some were apparently just supernatural co-workers with
questionable management skills. Later traditions increasingly associated demons with evil, temptation, disease, and spiritual danger. In ancient Mesopotamia, supernatural beings were sometimes blamed for illness, nightmares,
misfortune, and other frightening experiences. Imagine waking up from a terrible nightmare and thinking, "Was that stress?" No. Was that my brain? Absolutely not. A demon did it much
simpler. Then we arrive in medieval Europe where demonology became extremely elaborate. People began describing demons with names, personalities, powers, hierarchies, and ranks. Yes, even hell apparently needed middle
management. Some occult and theological texts contain enormous cataloges of supernatural entities, each supposedly possessing particular abilities. One might cause temptation. Another might reveal secrets.
Another might supposedly teach forbidden knowledge. Honestly, it sounds less like hell and more like the world's most terrifying LinkedIn directory. Now, we must discuss succubi and incubi.
Medieval European traditions described succubi as female demons associated with sexual encounters during sleep, while incubi were their male counterparts. These stories are especially interesting because they may have been connected to experiences such as vivid dreams and
sleep paralysis. Today we understand that the brain can produce extraordinarily convincing sensations while someone is falling asleep or waking. Medieval people had a different explanation. Their explanation was, "Something with
horns visited me." Which admittedly makes for a much better story. Now, let's talk about Lucifer. The Latin word Lucifer means something like Lightbringer or morning star. Over
centuries, biblical interpretation and Christian theology helped connect Lucifer with Satan in Western tradition. Then literature entered the room and decided, why merely have a theological concept when we can give him dramatic speeches?
Enter writers such as Dante and John Milton, especially Milton. In Paradise Lost, Satan becomes an extraordinarily powerful literary character associated with pride, rebellion, ambition, and defiance.
And this is one reason modern images of demons are so fascinating. Demons aren't simply monsters. They often represent something. Fear, temptation, death, desire, chaos,
rebellion, the unknown. Sometimes a demon represents something outside ourselves. Sometimes it represents something happening inside us. And sometimes
welcome to the cult of psyches special present. presentation of the demon academy lecture series. Greetings mortals. I am Greetings mortals. Greetings mortals.
>> The phone. Hang up. Hang up the phone. Hang up. Hang up the phone. Hang up
and subscribe. 3% >> >> LEAVING
BACK.
>> >> Flower on my apron front, dusting on my worn out shoes. Every street outside is cold. Nothing.
Shut up.
But what do me
balance the box with silk and sour smoke. You called me insane. When the wooden chair broke, two heavy coats hung. Only one belongs to you.
>> >> clear line.
Your family is no emotion. No, just the fact that remain. Just the fact
>>
>> Greetings, mortals.
>> >> They came through the screen with knives made of language, masks made of pixels. trying to turn my mind against me.
They wanted a reaction. They wanted me broken. But they forgot one thing. The signal surface.
The signal sur.
They built the throne from rumors. Made a kingdom out of hate. threw the stones into the algorithm, then waited at the gate. Every comment was a weapon. Every insult was a spell. Every voice became A DEMON TRYING TO DRAG ME IN. SO HELL, BUT I LEARNED TO stop the
bleeding. I learned what WASN'T MINE. THEIR OBSESSION ISN'T MY IDENTITY. THEY'RE DARK as mine. I am the signal that you couldn't kill with your life. You want the fire.
I am NOTHING still awake by these eyes. Let them keep the noise. The signal belongs to me.
>>
>> They called me EVERY NAME THEY THOUGHT WOULD make me small. But the digital coliseum and waited for my fall. But cruelty needs an audience. It feeds upon the fear. SO I STOPPED GIVING PIECES OF MYSELF to disappear. I
TORE AWAY THE MASK. I STEPPED OUTSIDE THE FRAME. STOP CARRYING THEIR HATRED. STOP ANSWERING THEIR GAME. THE PSYCHE REMEMBERS WHAT THE crowd forgets. I am still becoming. I am not finished yet.
Let them let them raise. LET THEM BUILD ANOTHER DAY. I SURVIVE. I SURVIVE. I WANT I SURVIVE THE VOICES. I WANT TO stop and now I know no
on my mind. The screen can lie. The crowd can lie. But consciousness remembers. And I remember
I am the signal that SURELY
I WAS ALONE. THE SIGNAL THAT SURVIVES. NO, NO, no identity. The signal survives. The signal survives.
The signal survives.
They came looking for a victim. They found a witness. They found a voice. They found someone who finally stopped asking permission to exist.
Transmission complete.
In the beginning, there was static. Then somebody hit go live. 3,000 transmissions later, the machine learned our names. Ghost in the wire, cats on the altar, tarot on the table, everybody lying beautifully.
Welcome to the transmission. That means you
Tell me when did one little sentence turn your whole damn weather black? When did somebody leave you on red and suddenly move into your head and never give the key back? When did you type the perfect comeback? Send it fast and watch your dignity evaporate. Every becomes a time stamp. Every wound becomes metadata. Every button gets a name. They don't need a crystal ball.
They've been studying your face. Little laboratory goblins running experiments without lab codes. Measuring how long before psych explodes and gives them tonight show notes. They tap the glass. They pull the thread. They say the name. They watch ahead. But the cards went cold. The camera stayed still. The chat said, "Is he mad?" >> Nobody knew. Good. Let them knock on
every door. Let them press what worked before. No signal, no confession, no free map to the nervous system. You can't pull the lever if I don't give you the handle. You can light the room on fire. I'll be rearranging candles. I feel everything. I just don't bleed it through the screen. I'm the calm inside
the circus. I'm the glitch inside the machine. You can scream my name forever. You can summon every scandal. You can't pull the lever if I don't give you the handle. Observe. Don't absorb. Respond. Don't react. Ghost in the wire. Cat on the keyboard. Static becomes signal. Signal becomes fact. Peter brought the
biscuits to the nightmare. Frequency war. Ghost is in the circuitry. Laughing through a broken monitor. Somebody found another transcript. Somebody found another clip. Somebody built a whole mythology from one sarcastic twitch of my lab. The haters club has refreshments. Membership apparently free. They're outside studying psych while psyche studying. Why?
>> >> They're studying psyche. Now that is recursion. Put it in the codeex. Tag it. Human behavior. Ritual obsession. Moderate psychosis. Strange devotion. There are millions of little moments in the memory machine. And somewhere around time stamp 1123. I apparently said something I absolutely do not remember saying. Probably profound. Probably cats. When they expect
the old response, change the rhythm. Break the dance. Leave the provocation hanging LIKE A CORPSE THAT A MASQUERADE. Silence is an empty silence. Watch a silence wait. Silence makes the other person finish your interrogation for you. You can't pull the lever. If I don't give you the handle,
throw another accusation. I'll consult the major arcana. I feel everything. I choose what gets transmitted. The heart stays open, but the control room is restricted. You can raid a dream. You can vandalize the chapel. You can't pull the lever
>> if I don't give you the handle. Ladies and gentlemen, tonight's panel includes one ghost, three narcissists, five moderators, a black cat with executive authorities, seven deleted live streams, the tower reversed, one cursed microphone, and somebody asking, >> "Sych, do you actually eat your cats?"
>> No. Apparently this required a canonical lore entry. The cats of council. The cats of union eyes. The cats are reviewing their appearance fees. Marbles decline common tricks to leak the documents. Alola has immunity. Rudy knows too much. And somewhere beneath all the jokes beneath
every feud, every panel, every betrayal, every thumbnail screaming in blood red letters, there is one question. Who controls your temperature? Them or you? Need is a chain that doesn't look like a chain. It looks like. Did they answer? Did they notice? Did they apologize? Did they finally understand me? Refresh.
Refresh. Refresh. The little glowing altar sells nothing. So you sacrifice another hour. No. Let the unanswered message be unanswered. Let the door close. Let the audience misunderstand. Let somebody leave believing their favorite version of the story.
You do not need to chase every lion to every alley. You do not need closure from the person who open the womb. You do not need applause from a room that came carrying tomatoes. Walk not because nothing matters. Because everything matters too much to hand your nervous system to strangers.
Feel it, name it, keep it. >> Choose. That is the trick. Not becoming stone, BECOMING SOVEREIGN. SOMETIMES POWER looks like silence. Sometimes power looks like sleep. Sometimes power is the message you decide you do not need to keep. SOMETIMES POWER IS FREE all day between the insult and their reply. Sometimes power is watching chaos
without volunteering to die. Let them guess. Let them wonder. Let them draw the map. Let them realize the old button. Let them
Internet functions as a deliberate psychological war zone. It is an ecosystem built with a specific objective to harvest and monetize your attention. To maintain that attention, algorithmic feeds prioritize the high voltage emotions of outrage and division. A mind that is burning is a mind that stays on the platform. This
creates what is known as the hall of mirrors. A user represented by this node finds themselves trapped in a loop of their own biases. By bouncing between familiar reflections, their initial assumptions harden into a sense of absolute certainty. Zooming out reveals the larger architecture. Millions of these loops operate side by side without
ever intersecting. This creates a state where isolated groups mistake their internal unonymity for objective proof of the world. In a landscape overflowing with information, we often find ourselves without the tools to weigh it. This leaves the mind vulnerable to external design, adopting prepackaged narratives as if they were original
thoughts. Amidst this digital friction, an underground document has surfaced. It is titled The Cultm's Handbook, a living codeex. The title uses the word cult as a provocation. It attempts to reclaim the term to describe a shared culture of inquiry, an invitation to investigate rather than a demand for conformity. The
codeax functions as a counterintelligence asset. It details exactly how the outrage machine operates so that a traveler can begin to recognize the levers being pulled on them. The ultimate goal is to identify these psychological pressure points. By learning the mechanics of their own attention, a person can begin to hold the controls of their own mind. The
codeex insists that intellectual defense must begin with internal work. A traveler has to map their own specific vulnerabilities before they can hope to navigate the world outside. This requires the use of both the lantern and the mirror. The lantern illuminates the world around you while the mirror intercepts part of that beam to remind you that every observation passes
through your own biases and expectations. This selfcorrection is necessary because of the masks we wear online. In digital spaces, anonymity often allows the persona to drift away from personal accountability, making cruelty far cheaper. Beneath these masks is the shadow. Everything about ourselves we have been taught to disown.
We often project this unexamined anger or fear onto digital enemies, seeing in them the very traits we refuse to admit in ourselves. A mind that remains blind to its own shadow becomes highly predictable. It is easily weaponized by a mob because its reactions are driven by impulses it doesn't even realize it has. This raises a question for any
community. How do you organize a resistance without the leader becoming a tyrant? The CEX describes the servant with the lantern. True leadership involves taking the front of the risk, stepping into the darkness first to carve a safe corridor for others rather than demanding the center of attention.
In this model, influence is never owned. It is held as temporary stewardship, a resource used to protect the community's interests rather than serve the leader's ego. The test of a healthy leader is whether they are actively working to make their own presence unnecessary. They build the soil so that the travelers can eventually grow without
them. Authority here isn't measured by obedience. It is measured by the number of people who have been equipped to think for themselves. To stabilize the mind, the codeex outlines seven pillars. These are foundational habits designed to hold the intellect study under pressure. It begins with curiosity. the will to lean toward what you don't
understand. This is distinct from voyerism which consumes the personal details of others without respecting their dignity. Next are compassion, the recognition that every person is fighting an invisible battle and integrity, the absolute refusal to knowingly deceive the people who trust you. Humility is defined as accurate
self-calibration. It is the active cheerful search to find the errors in your own map of reality. Wonder keeps us moved by the world but requires a guard. A scanning beam must sweep over every new idea, filtering them. This is discernment, breaking an idea down into its component parts and
testing them rather than simply rejecting or accepting it on impulse. By living these virtues, a traveler underos a shift in character. They become significantly harder to push with the usual levers of flattery, fear, or tribal belonging. Looking back at the Hall of Mirrors, now the threat has changed. The algorithms still pulse, but
the initiated mind has stopped feeding them. The codeex contains no final list of approved facts. It understands that static beliefs are easily used against people. The gateway philosophy favors movement over isolation. A monolithic wall dissolves into an open threshold where perspectives can be safely challenged and exchanged. A resilient
mind holds its convictions lightly enough to allow for continuous revision. It prioritizes the accuracy of its map over the defense of its pride. Maintaining a mind that belongs to you requires this exact discipline, staying open and discerning even in the center of the chaos. The handbook is a living book. It expects future generations to
challenge its pages, correct its mistakes, and expand its limits. This turns intellectual inquiry into a continuous communal process. It asks what we are willing to carry forward for those who haven't arrived yet. A civilization is measured by the quality of the questions it preserves for the future. Step forward with open eyes.
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