Psyche opens with a spoken-word piece about stillness and gravity, then recounts a chaotic incident on another streamer's channel where he was harassed and kicked off for discussing conspiracy theories, before debuting a new video analyzing the evolution of internet trolls into dangerous actors.
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The episode begins with a poetic monologue [0:28-5:41] exploring themes of silence, stillness, and contained power. At ▶ 5:56, Psyche greets viewers and describes being at "Good Times" where Clumsy harassed him with homophobic slurs and Crystal Marie threatened legal action [6:26-7:05]. Psyche was kicked off for mentioning school shootings as a conspiracy theory topic [7:02-7:10]. He announces a new Discord after being locked out of his old account [6:12-6:21] and promotes his backup channel "Nightmare Frequencies TV" [9:09-9:22]. He references ongoing drama with Bea [10:11-10:44] and discusses his "troll royalty" background [11:02-11:18]. At ▶ 11:38, he premieres a 2.5-minute produced video "Beware of the Trolls" distinguishing old attention-seeking trolls from new destructive ones seeking influence, reputation damage, and control [11:40-13:29]. The video advocates documentation, security preparation, calm boundaries, and communities refusing to become mobs [12:37-13:21].
This episode appears to establish the show's core tension: the contrast between performed stillness (the opening poem) and the chaotic reality of streaming culture. Psyche's recounting suggests he positions himself as an observer who refuses to react — a pattern the opening poem ritualizes. The troll video frames online harassment as asymmetric warfare requiring strategic indifference rather than emotional engagement, which mirrors the poem's "gravity" metaphor. The episode also appears to mark a transitional moment: a new Discord, a backup channel, and a declarative statement about troll taxonomy suggest Psyche is professionalizing and theorizing his platform after a rupture with the "Good Times" community.
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>> They misread the silence. Thought it meant I was gone. Mistook steady breathing. for a break in the song. While they filled up the room with the sound of themselves, I was mapping the current
beneath all the swell. You were talking in circles. I was tracking the line. You were racing for presents. I was already inside. Every shift, every glance, every
crack in the tongue. I was hearing the truth in the things left alone. You thought louder meant stronger. You thought fast meant control. But I was sitting in STILLNESS
WITH MY HAND on the whole come as gravity pull in the room. No need to shout, no need to consume. You feel it shift when I don't react. The silence speaks and you can attack. You call it quiet. I call it clear. You chase the moment. I'm
already there. No force, no friction, no need to prove I don't chase power. I let it move.
I saw fear dressed up like urgency. Her thin confidence echo certainty watched authority borrowed and worn like a mask that was cracking. the longer it's on. Didn't interrupt, didn't expose. Let the patterns unfold as they chose. Not every moment deserves my
flame. Not every voice gets to call my name. You were waiting for reaction, for the spark, for the fight, but I stayed in alignment. Let the tension rise. Calm has gravity bending the pace. You start to
soften, adjust your face. You thought you led, but you follow me. Through rhythm, you couldn't see. You call it distance. I call it death. You rush to speak. I measure breath. No noise, no chaos. No need to win. I don't control it.
I settle in. Silence ain't empty. It's gathering proof. Every pause is revealing the truth. You project what you fear in the space that I leave. But I don't correct what you need to believe. I stopped translating into your tongue. Stopped explaining
what I've become. Clarity don't beg to be known. It stands on its own. It stands on its own. You wanted reaction. I gave you none. Now you're facing yourself instead of someone.
Come as gravity feel it descend. No sharp edges. No need to defend what I embody. Reshaped the field without a word. The truth is revealed. You thought I was quiet, unsure straight. Now you see I was simply contained. No
rush, no ego, no need to be seen. I move with precision, steady unseen. I don't need the room to understand. I don't need applause to take a stand. What's real, don't
chase it, just a lines. And what I am speaks between the lines.
Hello. Hold on. Hi guys. What's up? I was just at good times. Oh my god, that didn't go very well. I mean, hey reality Nancy, you just woke up and it and you posted on Discord. Oh, thank you. Um, yeah, I have the Discord if anyone's interested in checking it out. This is a new
Discord. I was locked out of my account and so I got a new one going on. I think that the Nightbot should be working, but I was at Good Times. Clumsy came up and um Crystal Marie came up and you know, Clumsy was in a bad mood, I guess. He kept calling me the F A Got T and I'm a loser, blah blah blah. And then, you know, Crystal came up with her kind of
like, you know, I'm going to unlab your family. I He I said, I like talking about things like conspiracy theories. He said, "What's your favorite conspiracy theory?" I was like, "Well, I thought about it." I was like, "Well, there's Epstein." And he's like, "Oh, don't talk about Epstein. That's too weird." Okay. I was like, "Okay, well, there's also, you know, school shootings done." It was just like five minutes
ago. It was like It was just It was just now. And so, he kicked me off. I mean, he kept kicking them off and stuff, but it's like I got kicked off for saying just saying school shooting. I didn't even know that that was like that much of a taboo. Um because I do think a lot of it are conspiracies, but you know, I'm not going to be specific about it, but yeah, he kicked me off for that. Hi
Rudy. Hi. How are you? And also Tux is here. Tux was here. And uh yeah, so I got kicked off for that. Um Clumsy was in a bad mood. He was like, you know, oh you you you know, you you piece of like, you know, oh, you're you know, you um you know, you said I was smoking meth and you uh you know, you cried about,
you know, I let Tommy James bully you and I was like, I don't know. Then then Crystal, he doesn't like Crystal and I don't know. It was just a big big mess. Yeah, it was I don't know. But it's like I know he was kicking he kept kicking them off and stuff and they were actually like doing stuff. I didn't even do I was like, all I he said was
conspiracy theory and it's like well well he actually he didn't mind conspiracy theory. He just didn't like the conspiracy theories I have you know because he yeah it's okay. I mean it's like you know what it's like uh you know it was time to start my own show anyway tonight and uh so I'm happy to do that. Hey, if you notice I do have like you
know a new system. Well it's like you know the same clapping system. It's kind of like uh yeah, there's a clapping system. I think that it's uh what's up Rizzer? Who's up at this time? Just uh just people like me, you know, crazy crazy ass people. But um yeah, Bea was on tonight. Good to see you, Riz. Be on and like, you know, I I I saw a little
bit of it. It was like I was the topic of conversation, of course. I know. Yeah. Yeah. We just woke up. Um there's Rudy. How are you doing, Rudy? Come here. There's the RZ. Oh yeah. How are you doing? Good to see you. Thanks for being here. I do have a new um I have another channel I was on for a little bit. Like you might have missed it. You might want to subscribe to it because I
I do like to go from there from time to time. It's called Nightmare Frequencies TV. Um I need to maybe post the uh post the link and stuff in it, but I need to program my Nightbot for that. But it's Nightmare Frequencies TV and I was on there for like a week just uh trying to build up another channel. You know, YouTube did go around demonetizing
people and so it's a little bit, you know, a little bit they also kept my last uh you did um like uh recently because I I saw the one you posted. That was a good one. Like uh the I saw you post recently and thank you for doing that. Um I hope she likes my videos. I made I've made a
couple a few um actually I made one about her one about trolls. Yeah. Yeah. Um yeah, there's a good there's a good one called Buddy Troll. I don't know if you if it was that one, but yeah, there's there's also like Trolls on Parade and there's um I've been doing some videos about trolls. Actually, I made like a a
two and a half minute video about the new kind of troll there is. Uh yeah. And she said you were bitter and not you're not bitter disappointed and hurt that she did that to you drunk. No more excuses for Bea's drunk behavior. I know. And it's like you know she I think she I I would think that she could be the big enough person to apologize because it was a misunderstanding. I
think you know she was maybe paranoid that um thing that is was um talking behind her back and people were talking behind her back or something. But, you know, after she found out, she should have like, you know, I don't I just don't understand why she like doubled down on being angry about it. It's really crazy. Um, but I mean, it was pretty crazy over there. There were just
Yeah. Crystal Marion threatening lawsuits and, you know, hey, oh, there's a You notice a lot of trolls claiming that everyone else was trolls. Yeah, that's kind of like the buddy troll kind of thing. or it's like um you know like I like I said I I I I think I come from like like some kind of troll royalty, but you know I'm like kind of like that
person that's born into like you know maybe a family of uh trolls but it's like you know I'm a good troll or I don't know if anything I'm like the kind of troll you just don't feed or something like that. You can tell it's so so skinny. But um now there's trolls that are like freaking So here I I did this two and a half minute video I just want to show you. Beware of the trolls. There's a two
and a half minute like little little tiny like little blip of something that uh I really do think it's pretty good information though. So, see if you like this one. This is a brand new video I >> Upon a time, trolls wanted attention. just made. Today, some want destruction. The internet changed. Most people never noticed. This is not a guide about hurt
feelings. This is a survival guide for the modern digital battlefield. The old troll wanted a reaction. The new troll may seek influence, reputation damage, harassment, sometimes even criminal outcomes. Not every troll is dangerous, but dangerous people often hide behind the language of trolling. Most
attacks are not about what they appear to be about. The topic is rarely the target. The reaction is the objective is often control. Control of attention, control of emotion, control of narrative. Not all trolls are equal. Understanding the difference changes everything. Treating all threats the same is like treating a paper cut
and a gunshot wand the same way. Trolls thrive in confusion. Documentation destroys confusion. Screenshots dates evidence records. The truth becomes much harder to manipulate when it is preserved. Many people leave their digital front door unlocked. They publish details that can be weaponized later.
Security is not paranoia. Security is preparation. Most trolls expect rage. They expect fear. They expect panic. What they rarely expect is indifference. Calm boundaries are often more powerful than emotional warfare. Communities become strong when they
refuse to become mobs. Do not dogpile. Do not obsess. Do not become what you oppose. Strong communities defend. They do not hunt. Not every problem deserves the same response. Wisdom means knowing which tool fits which threat. The troll attacks for 5 minutes. The target thinks about
it for 5 days. This is the hidden victory. Attention is your most valuable currency. Spend it wisely. Your goal is not to win every argument. Your goal is not to defeat every troll. Your goal is to continue, to create, to build, to help people, to become impossible to stop. Every minute spent creating is a minute
your enemies cannot take from you. Keep building, keep shining, keep moving forward. >> There you go. It's a little short video, but I think it was good information. you know, it's like in um you know, I don't think I need to go on for hours and hours about, you know, all the ins and outs of the trolls. It's just like, you know, basically, you know, they do still want attention and
power. Now, they kind of want power more instead of just it's just just the attention. But, um yeah, I mean, have I had people go real life with me and it's like, you know, um thousands of pounds of concrete sent to my house. I've had my, you know, family members put into like, you know, profiles and I've had, you know, being called a thousand times. I've hit scrap metal people. Um, I've
had my neighbor even like attacking me, breaking my window. It's like, you know, you think like, you know, the trolls are the biggest threat. It's it can be like your next door neighbor's the biggest threat. Um, and you know, it's unfortunate. Um, but you know, it is truly sad. And um, you know, I have some few people obsessed with me. The thing is like, you know,
it's like they they they're just looking for anything. Like uh I like they're going to do whatever. Even if I don't do anything, they'll they'll do what they do. Like they're just looking for an opening. Like, you know, Kate was so happy when I got, you know, this lady thought I I was like trying to steal a cigar, you know, like I wouldn't try to steal a cigar like live on my show, you
know, like and ask for it and like, you know, just run out of the store. Like I didn't do that. And it's like but that's what it's kind of being portrayed as like I'm some kind of like thief and like because I get coffee refills I'm some kind of thief or something like that. They're just gonna jump on any on anything they can and uh you know basically you just got to like have be
be fortified in yourself because um really they're not going to really do they're probably not going to try to ever you know hurt you in real life but you know some people have you know like a lot of stuff's happened. There's been really also really I heard about this thing called Kiwi Farms today. I don't know if you heard of this, but Kiwi Farms is like by some people from the
4chan or 8chan channel and it's all about the LOL cows and basically it's like trying to, you know, murder people. Um, you know, there's been several suicides because of it and uh they're the people behind some of the Cyrax stuff and someone said, "Oh, there's a threat about me there.
you know, I'm kind of like not really trollable um in certain ways because like I said, I'm like I'm like a I'm like a troll royalty and so it's like I knew I know kind of like the the ins and outs of it. But yeah, unfortunately uh it's I've had to experience some of it but that's part of I guess I mean imagine
how much worse it is for even celebrities. even though they have the money and the security and stuff, it's still they're going to have even crazier people, more obsessed people and people trying even harder. And, you know, I'm just like a little oops, I'm a little like, you know, blip on the on the on the stratosphere, but still, you know, I
I get kind of heavily attacked. The cigar thing was a dollar. Yeah. And that lady just freaked out instead of saying, "Oh, sir, one more dollar from you or something." That's Yeah. she just freaked out and it was like because there was like a new person like it was like a family of Asian and it's like their their daughter started working there or something and
when I when she rang me up I kind of heard that it say the cash register beeped and so that that's usually a sign that it didn't go through but I said that I said did it go through this is all on tape too and she's like yeah it went through she's like it went through it's fine I was like are you sure and she's like yeah so I walked out and then like the grandma or whatever came Oh, it's a dollar. You owe a dollar. And
uh it was really disturbing, but it's like, you know, Tony and Kate posted it. Now BEA is like, you know, oh, you're a thief of cigars and I, you know, I get coffee refills, you know, basically it's just so silly. You know, they offer coffee refills. That's why I can go into the bagel shop and get coffee refill or go into McDonald's and ask for one. I mean, they they've never refused me. Um, and I and I don't know why. I mean, I
wouldn't and it's like especially just like for such a and I wouldn't like ask for something over the counter and it's like and then it's like obviously there was a misunderstanding with the payment and stuff and so and I ended up paying for it. So, I mean it's like uh it was really silly. Hi Rudy. Hi Rudy. Um yeah,
so hey I'm pretty happy there. 12 people in the chat. That's pretty cool. At like four in the morning I'm just having a drink and uh hanging out. Um, you know, I can we'll do a reading if anyone wants a reading or something like that. I I don't know. Um, you know, I just, you know, I've been doing my website. Oh, actually, guys, I got the um the Oracle now is hooked up. Like I have it I got
um you know, a few hundred dollars credit on Amazon um on their web services and I was able to hook up a model to the to the um the Oracle. You had an Asian guy um stop in the middle of the uh the trails and record you with hatred in their face. I don't know. I mean, that's that's, you know, that's
crazy. It's almost 7 a.m. Going to go get some fix some coffee. Yeah, I have my McDonald's coffee that still I got last night and I still have this and I have the hurricane punch and um yeah, but you know, it is kind of like weird because uh Kate's, you know, she had this boycott campaign and know I did like I did see like you know, a lot of people fall into line because it's like
they're you know, they don't want to be banned from Good Times or Beatas or Sam man's not Good Times but Sammans or Beatas or her her her channel, I guess. And you know, they're loud people. And uh but you know what is actually like the trash taking itself out because there's so many people that left that I I'm so glad that I could not get rid of for a long time and they just left. It
is a paranoid world. Um you know, talking to Crystal Marie like she she said actually Good Times was fat. Good times like lift up his shirt. He's like, "Do I look fat?" And I was like, "No, you don't look fat. You look probably as skinny as me." Um so it was kind of an odd troll. Um, and then she was of course saying, "Oh, I'm gonna sue you and your family and
sue your mom." I I mean, I don't know. She was nice to me. I like Crystal. Um, Crystal Marie. I actually have a Crystal Marie song on my playlist or if you want to hear the Crystal Marie song. Actually, if you guys want a song about you, too, I owe I owe Nancy a song. I know. Um, if you want a song about you, I can write you a song and put it to a video.
you know, if you're interested in that, you know, u I just say people that um are good supporters of the show, I'm happy to do it for I did it for think that is, but I can show you the Oracle. Let's see. We can I think Rizzer is probably in it. I mean, it's like I I didn't know if I saw Rizzer, but um let me see. I can pull up the um the Oracle, though, and see what it has to say. Oh,
actually I want to show you what else the website does too because it actually announces when I'm live, which is really cool. I mean, when you go there, it will say I'll show you what it looks like. Here you go. It looks like this. Okay, so you go to Colt Codex and since I'm live right now, you can see it says Cult of Psyche live and it's called just a little bad dream. You can actually
click on that when you go to the website and then it takes you to this and you click on that and then you're all of a sudden you're on the YouTube and you're on my show right there. So, okay. Um, so that's that. Okay. So, that does announce and I got all my videos here. I actually have Alexander Mayor's videos, too, because she's been such a a
inspiration and support um for this channel. Look at she's doing a Gotti like um help Alexandra look for a look for Gotti. I think it looks kind of like George Clooney. Um I was on the other day talking about Beta with her. We had a good conversation. Uh like that looks like is that Sandman over there? I'm not sure. But look at she's so cool. Like this one says join cult codeex. This was a week
ago. I didn't see this one yet. Let me see this one.
There you go. Oh my god, my hair. There I am in the library. Well, thank you so much. She does very uh cute videos. Did you see that one? Okay, so that was pretty cool. I don't know if you saw that just now. Did it come up or No. Yeah, it might have. Did it come up? That was funny. I I My hair is quite
long actually. My mom was like, she's like, "Well, you," she's like, "I'll give you a haircut, but you know, I have to like let the barber know with the cut." I felt it just like felt like a child a little bit, and I was like, "Nah, it's okay. I I'm happy with my uh with my with my long hair." Anyway, um but uh Okay, so let's see. Okay, so I have this oracle here. It is It does
look like Alexandra, too. Okay, there's the Oracle. And so, if I go, for example, who should I look up? I can look up Alisa Jordana like like that. Hold on. I think she's in here. And look, here comes the oracle. The oracle will start flashing, I think. Okay. And it says, oh, there it goes. See, it's flashing right there. It says,
"Alisa Jordana moves through the archive as a figure of warm contradiction. She is the one who commissioned a song in Psyche's honor, sending him into ecstasy and also the one who banned him for the simple liking of a rivals video." I don't know if that happened. I don't think so. So, I think that's a I think that's a confusion in the archive. I don't think she banned me. That might have been uh
I'm not sure. The archive names her archetype plainly, the host who bans for loyalty. I don't know what sometimes sometimes the AI gets confused because I think it might have been somebody else that she banned for that. Like I think Pyana or something. A sovereign who extends genuine warmth. Well, see, I don't know. See, he got it wrong. So, I don't know. Oh, he visited her in
Florida, called her sweet. No, this is Eric, I think. In the archives inaugural podcast episode carries the title, poor Lisa. As if the entire transmission were an offering placed at her threshold. Oh, KZ. It was KZ. Um, who did it, right? KZ. I I heard he's alive. Kay's transgression of speaking against psyche on her platform registers as a cardinal
sin precisely because her space carries that weight. The closest thing to a temple in this archive has someone else's name on the door. So, but anyway, and uh so so that's like the I mean, so the Oracle Oracle maybe maybe is confused, but you know, I I was never abandoned. Lisa, Lisa likes me, but I need to maybe correct the record on some
things. Okay, Alex went a Jan Michael Vincent for a partner. Yeah, you saw the you saw the hair. She likes the she likes that long hair. Um but guys, the the cult is amazing. It's really amazing. Um, gonna go for for coffee at 7. Okay, good. Yeah, maybe they don't open at They open at 5:00 in the morning here. I
didn't know it's so late. It's pretty late now.
That's good coffee. It's kind of like a I get I get two cream, two sugar, and a vanilla squirt. I get like a squirt of vanilla in my coffee usually, and it's pretty darn good. It's a little bit sweet. Uh oh, you have cough. You know, Rudy's getting so old. He's like 17, 18. Oh, hi
Rude. He has no meow here. You have no meow. There you go. So he's so soft, too. Hi, baby. He's a He's an old cat. I was watching some funny cat videos. I I can show you a few minutes of this. It's It's a little bit long, so I won't play the whole thing. I'll just show like three or four minutes of this cat video
I was watching. It's um I think it's called Cat424 is the channel. Um but uh it's so funny. Um I sent it to my Russian friend. She thought it was funny, too. So Cat424, I think it's that's what it's called. Or CAT. Let me look at my history. Oh, here
it's cat 404. Okay. And I'll go which one was it? It was like cats. Um let's see. Cats run everything. Which one was it? Cats acting weird. Cat's causing problems. Cats are Yeah, cats having issues. Cats malfunctioning.
Cat's acting silly. Weird little goobers. This cat went too far. Cats went offline. H forgot which one it was. Cats behaving normally. It's pretty funny one. Um Oh, is it called? I'll go to the most popular one. I guess I'll look at most popular popular one we
can look at. Maybe I haven't seen it then. Cats acting weird. Cats being goofy. Maybe it's cats being goofy. So, I did watch some of that one. Okay, let's have a look. Cats being goofy. Is this it? Yeah, I think this is this is it. This is it. This is what I was watching.
Okay, here's some cats being goofy, guys. I love I love uh some funny cat videos. Here we go.
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OH MY GOD, HE HE ATE MY ICE.
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>> drowning you. >> Despite his criminal mind, this man is behaving well. His reward is the canoe.
Get your dirty, nasty hands off my sandwich. >> Yeah,
>> Romeo. Romeo. >> I had a guy named Romeo. >> Romeo. Romeo. O.
Oh, >> no. No. H, stop. That's No, we don't do that.
>> >> Hey girl. What do you call a pile of kittens? A meow tin.
Oh my god, you're pregnant. >> Oh my god. Congrats.
>> Mother, where is it? Where the is it? I swear to God. You laughing, girl. >> What's your det? >> girl. I'm not gonna be able to get you >> Okay. Yeah, down from there, >> right? >> People get mad with the cats are like, you know, falling and stuff. You know, you know, some I think cats are like
acrobatic. You know, cats always land on their feet, but I don't like something sometimes I don't like to. Yeah. So, what are we doing? Let me see. What should we do today? Should I get out a new deck or not a new deck? I can get out. I have this great deck I haven't had take out in a long time. Here, hold on.
Anybody familiar with the the Hindu elephant god? This is a good deck. It's really pretty deck called Whispers of Ganesha. I used to when I started the show I would read from this this deck and I haven't read from it for a long time. So let's have a look. Actually I it's really pretty deck actually. It's a
really beautifully illustrated deck. I'll do a little collective on it. Okay. Oh. Okay. If anyone wants a reading, um I don't know. I can't I This is my information, but you know, I'll do this
collective and I'll I'll pull free cards for anybody, too. But want a longer one. Okay. Yeah, these are pretty big cards. Hi. What's up? What's up, XYZone? How are you? There we go. Oh, there's Lenor. Lenor, no porn bombing. Okay, Lenor wants to sit on my lap. She wants to come over and join the reading. Okay, they're pretty big cards. They're
really beautiful illustrated. go to theondo fish market. If I get donated for fish tacos, I will. I think it's like probably six bucks today or something like that for fish tac. Oh, so yours popped out. Okay, we have perseverance. So I think the perseverance is like really like you know you've been see this is interesting
because this is the like the tusk and like this is actually like um u there's these uh these star systems that people are born under and mine is like actually represented by Ganesh are missing a tusk but this is like you know really like sticking with something um trying really hard um with something and uh it's a beautiful deck I can tell you the story
of Ganesha too is that card for you This card is for anybody. Um, but if you'd like a reading, I'll I'll be happy to pull you a card or two. Okay? But this is perseverance. And I think that, you know, people we I think everyone here, take what resonates. Um, we have personal transformation. So maybe you've been really hard on on working for yourself. You want a free reading? Okay. I'll get I'll pull a
couple cards for you if you want. Just wait till I do this collective first. But I think it's like you've been having a lot of perseverance in this personal transformation and working on yourself a lot and yourselves a lot and uh it's a beautiful thing. The number is 35. That's an eight. It's also like a strength.
Eight is a strength card normally and so really um coming into into yourself. One card is fine. Okay. I'll do I'll do a card for you right now. So here's for YZ, but anybody else, you know, if it resonates with you, take it, too. This is steadfastness, okay? And so this is like slow and steady wins the race kind of energy. Hey, Lola, don't pull my
camera down, please. Um, you've been steadfast and you've been um single-minded on something and really really um going after a goal with a lot of focus right there. Okay, so that looks like and it's like, you know, you got this stability, this elephant. Um, maybe it's like you feel like it's going a little bit slow, but it's like you're gonna slow and steady wins the race as they say. Okay, that was for you. You
can't see the card. Okay. Yeah, that Well, okay. So, that that was the steadfastness. I'll I'll make sure you can see them better. Okay, this next one is inner Oh Hold on. Yeah, the cat the cat is pulling down the camera. Lola, don't do that, please. Okay, here we go. You see this one? This is an inner knowing card. Okay.
Okay. And so having like an an understanding of like spirituality of uh of like your connection with the universe of um you know your connection with God and uh and just knowing that you're part of everything. You want to see the full card? Yeah. It's also number 17. My birthday is 17. So I love the number 17. You're steadfast. That's good. Good. Well stay steadfast. And it's like I think you have the support
too you're looking for. You have a lot of support with you. But this is like um so this inner knowing is you know also in a meditation um you know closing your eyes and just you know being one with the universe and feeling everything is okay everything will be okay. Um I like that a lot. We also have innocence. There's an innocence. There's an
innocence about you like a like a thing you can just like you know stay in nature and like you know enjoy the flowers and the birds and it's like you know not have to uh you know need all this like you know extra um interference and uh and busyiness going on around you. Hey Lus, how are you? Good to see you. Yeah. So you got this innocence and it's like you know he's got this flower.
I'll tell you the story of Ganesha right after I do this uh this reading. It's a really interesting story and I know it by heart because I I do practice Hinduism or I call it satanama dharma. There's also something this is a promise of the future and so there's good things ahead for all of us for and so there and there's a future ahead for all of us. All of us have a future right but I think this is a positive future and we
we can see almost ahead in the in the distance almost it's a little bit hazy but we see something good out there and it's like you know there's also the rising sun it looks like. Okay, I'll do two more and then I'll tell you the story of Ganesha if you want to hear the story of Ganesha. Okay, we have understanding. This is like the a little bit like an Illuminati um card, right?
It's his eye and it's like, you know, the eye of God, but it's like these eyes of this elephant are so wise. That's part of like Kesha's beauty. It's like he's got a lot of symbolism with the elephant right there. But there is some understanding, some understanding of the world. uh how things really operate, you know, who's really in charge. Good to
see you, Lis. And then we have childlike expression. And so this is like really like being in joy with our inner child and being like another innocence card, right? And it's like but just enjoying yourself and uh and looking at the world in some kind of childlike wonder and and that's really beautiful thing. So I'll tell you the story of Ganesha. Okay. And so this is my own version. I mean it's
like this is how the story goes but it's like you know I kind of put it in my own words. So there's a a beautiful woman named Parvati right and so she was you know Shiva's wife. Shiva is the god of like you know the he's a you know he's a he's kind of an outcast god but he's also a god of meditation and and divine
bliss and um but so you know but he's also a little bit wild right? He hangs out with ghosts and goblins and all that kind of stuff. But so she had this beautiful bathroom and so she would be in her bathroom doing her makeup and then he would you know barge in and you know use the toilet and stuff like that and she got she was starting getting sick of it. Um and so she decided that
she wanted to do something to protect herself or to you know to guard her bathroom other than just locking the door because it didn't really locks couldn't really keep them out of the bathroom. And so she um took a bath and then she put all this like, you know, rubbed all this like um kind of like a mud mixture all over herself, you know, took a little mud bath and
then she scraped it off and she took the mud and she like shaped it into the form of a little boy. And so she had this little boy and then she kind of breathed um life into it and the little boy came to life. And so here's like a Pinocchio story almost, right? And so she told this little boy, she's like, "You go outside and you guard the bathroom door. you don't let Shiva come in and barge in the bathroom. you have to tell him that this is, you know, my private time and
uh, you know, just guard the door. And so, and so he went outside and he started guarding the door and like nobody could get in. And eventually Shiva came and Shiva saw this this boy standing outside her door and he's like, "Well, let me in." And she and the and the the little boy was like, "No, um, you know, you're not allowed to come in." And so, you know, Shiva like
started to try to attack him and stuff like that, but nothing would work until he used like this this like chakra, which is like this like, you know, this really spinning like it's like a razor blade spinning razor blade. And he took it and chucked it at him and he cut off the little boy's head. And so just it was just a body or he was, you know,
kind of like maybe a teenager looked like, right? And uh, hey Jamie, how are you? You're not um Yeah. And so um then poverty came out and she's like that was my son. She's like I created that boy that he was supposed to you know I wanted him to do that and I I asked him to do that and and she was so upset with Sheba and
she's like there's no way I will ever forgive you and unless you bring him back to life and so but then they couldn't find the head. And so, um, they went out and they went on like an excursion and they found that the first animal that they saw that had a replacement. They would take its head and replace the head with with animals head. And so they they
saw an elephant. And uh, so they cut off the elephant's head and they put it on the boy. And so there we have, you know, Ganesha, who is like the elephant-headed god, but he's also has the body, if you notice, he has a body of a human. And there's a lot of things about his symbolism that's interesting. Like he's the lord of beginnings, okay? He's lord of um destroying obstacles, but he's also the god of obstacles. So he can also place obstacles before you, but
he's also the letter. And so whenever they say, like uh that's literally him. And so he's always invoked before anything like and so you know, so he's a very important and it's like probably the first god that they learn about. He's like the l um and when they whenever they start a business they pray to him for business success uh in India
and things like that. He's very beloved. There's beautiful mantras and things like that um for Ganesha and uh and he I mean I I'll tell you there is a beautiful power um in not even just m but in in uh in his mantras and uh connecting with the energy of beginnings
and you just imagine yourself as like this like this like a indomitable force that can you know crush any obstacles in front of you and so you know I can tell you like uh you know like there's a mantra oh like oh namaha that's like a you know oh you know hail to the lord Ganesha or there there's
different ones um there's also but he's like the first uh the first thing that people pray to or the first god that people pray to and uh he's very beloved by the gods and you know he's beloved by you know children learn about him probably first as the first god and so he's kind of like has all this like this this energy of the prayers of of of
women and children and uh and he's a pro protector and he's like the protector of India and uh there's great um you know there's a great things he rides a mouse like that's his like you know most of the gods have a vehicle and he rides a mouse um and it's like you know like in America we think of it like the mice and the elephant's afraid of the mice but in
in India the mouse he actually rides around on the mouse and the little mouse so it's like kind of like the the elephant's so big and he can you But the mouse can get he's a part of him that can go inside anywhere in the small places. And also he's like, you know, he's like so big, but the m the mouse can carry him. And
uh there's a story about how he was challenged to a race by somebody. And the guy goes, you know, runs around the world a few times in the race and Ganesha just stays and he circles his his parents, you know, and poverty and he's like, "See, that's the world right there. That's my world." like the his
parents because you know they created him and so um he won the race just by standing in the same place. It's kind of like a twist on the the tortoise and the hair story a little bit, right? So pretty interesting. Oh, Lenor. Oh, she Yeah, this is Miss Panther. Nor is a little panther energy. Oh, I don't know. You're a little a little bit of goo in your eye. There
you go. It's my See, Lenor likes to be on my shoulders, too. Like if I can go like this and put her on my shoulders. It's okay. Oh my gosh. Well, yeah. She likes to run. She likes to be on my back, but she doesn't feel like it right now. I guess she wants to Okay, you can go down. Your your claws are digging into my into my back, my dear.
Okay. Well, she's very sweet. If I stand up a little bit here. Oh my gosh. There we go. Okay. So, there she is. And it looks like an elephant. Doesn't a cat look like an elephant from behind and it's like a big elephant trunk a little bit? So speaking of and also so also Ganesha has big ears because he can
hear and he has these big eyes so he can see and he has this trunk so he can um you know feel and things and he loves these like sweet fruits. There's also like you know different forms of a Ganesha. There's one that's a tantric form. It's called uchista Ganesha. which means leftovers and um um he's like a tantric form of
him and he actually is like sitting he has a woman in his lap and then the woman and he has his trunk in the woman's lap and so it's a little bit of an adult adult you know but um yeah and so um you can look up you can look up uchista that is like something some people considered a very powerful form
of Ganesha um but Hinduism is very symbolic it's got some very uh I think the real Hinduism is like you know you're basically born in India and you're a Hindu which is like India is also known as Hindustan but there is a form of uh of Hinduism called Satanama Dharma which is like all the symbolism and the practices that that is for
everybody and so or anybody that wants to practice it and so it's a it's just another I I consider religions like a uh like a boat and it's like you know you can ride the boat and it takes you across and then it's like when you get to the other side you don't need to carry carry the boat around with you. And so it's basically like a like a way, but there's and there's a lot of
different ways. Oh I believe. And so there we go. Okay. Lenor. Lenor, what are you doing? Oh my gosh, she's so relaxed. Are you just relaxed? She's very relaxed. But but Oh, Jamie. So I don't know if you saw in Clumsies, like Clumsy came up on um on panel on at Good Times and started attacking me and saying terrible
things. He said, "Why the did you say I was doing meth on stream and why?" You know, and and oh, you're and he's like, "Yo, you're so" and he just said basically the same things that Beeta said. He like just copied Beeta. He said started talking about tricks. He started talking about the tattoo and stuff like that, which just says, "Fuck BKG." So, I don't understand why it's such a big deal. They're still trying to make it
seem like it's like no it's like it's like some some and I was like well why were you mean to Jamie and me who were like really helped you and you just like kind of like just do us. So he and then he started calling me f a g o t and then like but then Chris Marie came up and he started fighting with her and so that kind of took some heat off but then good times kicked me off because I said school shooting and I
said Jeffrey Epstein and he was like wow he's so weird and you know they consider me a weirdo or whatever but it's like I I think those kind of are are my favorite conspiracy theories right now. I I couldn't really think of other than like, you know, Lady Gaga was Amy Winehouse or like, you know, Justin Bieber was born a biological female. I can't think of any other interesting conspiracy theories I wanted to talk about, but they would have thought those
are weird, too. And so, I mean, he asked me my favorite conspiracy theory or or he asked me about recent conspiracy theories. I said Jeffrey Epstein and school shootings and I was right off the show. And they weren't and they said they were saying terrible things like she was saying she was going to kill his family. He was saying, you know, like, you know, he was gonna um,
you know, you know, or I don't know, he was me and whatever and GG. It was pretty crazy. Is Crystal here? Hey. Oh, yeah. But yeah, it was absolutely crazy. Um, I don't know why Good Times kicked me off. I'm kind of confused about it, but you know, um, I guess he doesn't like those conspiracy theories, but he asked though. I was like, "Hey, Good Time, you asked." But I
needed to go anyway and do my own show, you know. Um, yeah, I have this archetype thing, but I don't have the deck with me right now. It's like buried somewhere over there, but I can like go I can like scroll through the book and that that can be kind of like a reading because there's has a really big book, too. This archetypes he kicks everyone off usually. Okay, so I just open to see you can you can actually do like the
readings just by opening a page in the book. It's called Biblomanscy. This one's called the judge and I'll read it to you guys. And it says the judge says the critic, the diplomat, and the advocate. The judge has an incredibly important job. They work every waking
hour of every day um helping us discern what is safe, um true, and just. When the archetype remains unconscious or is captivated by fear, wise discernment turns into painful judgment of self and the other. Ironically, the judge's
energy can uh be the seed of racism, bigotry, and fearmongering. This is the judge um art of balance, building walls, separating from um other when this same discerning force is made conscious and
healed. However, the judge may be uh found advocating for civil rights cases, um causes, standing up to the underdog, for the underdog, providing resources for those in need, and um forgiving again and again. Love is the deciding factor. Awakening the archetype is essential for the complex times we are
in. Get your judge in order. The world needs it. Okay, so there's the judge archetype. Okay, I'm going to do just two more. Okay, we also have Oh, this was a good one. This is called the seed. There's the seed right there. The seed of course is like something that can grow into something bigger, right? That looks kind of like a like one of them. They cut it down a tree. All the rings
around it and it's like starts with a seed right? It says beginnings come in many forms. They are not. And also we just got Ganesha who's the lord of beginnings. And so the seed is beginnings, right? And it looks like it kind of reminded me of that eye that we saw of Ganesha a little bit, right? Um it says they are not always so beautiful um seed planted
intentionally in nourishing soil origin stories. Take any birth story. They're complex, surprising, multi-layered and usually reveal a central image or detail that represents the fully formed being. Simply stated, the end is present in the beginning or the entire oak tree resides within the acorn. Whether you follow
this imaginal theory or not, know that when this card appears, there is potent generative energy all around and it stirs your very insides and usually results in an artsy and impatient feeling. Antsy impatient feeling for pay particular attention to what agitates
you as it is a sure sign of growth to come. you are burning or bumping up against a growth um growth edge. It is from the grit that the pearl eventually comes to be. Right? A pearl is like when like a um sand gets into a oyster and then it makes a pearl. Right? Okay. I got one more here. What else we
got? We got We got the crone. We got the crone. We got the witch. The crone. The crone is the witch. Okay. Oh, they're arguing on Good Times. Tommy James is on there. I said, "Why did you kick psyche?" Yeah, because I said I I just said uh Jeffrey Epstein and school shootings and that was it. So, the
crone, the crone has seen it all. Nothing frightens or surprises her. She is the final manifestation of the feminine trifecta of mother of maiden mother crone. In her long life, she's witnessed endless cycles of earth, sex, failure rebirth conflict and regeneration, giving her the ability to
rise above the world of duality. She laughs at notions of good or bad, right or wrong. And she has seen the earth churning, smoldering, taking life, and giving life. The uh the crone energy accepts everything in uh devouring beauty and suffering with the same mouth using their energy to reveal hidden
secrets and knowledge. Her energy resides in all of us though it is feared by most for its power and unconventional relationship um with death and the macob awakening. The crone is dangerously rich and unapologetically magic. So there you go. I think those are
really cool. Um, you know, archetypes. Yeah. I mean, Tommy James is just awful. Again, you know, he says just terrible things about me and Ghost. Tells Ghost we we need to have our necks broken, our arms broken, our legs broken, our hearts ripped out of us, you know, murdered. But, you know, look at his feet. Like, look at Tommy James' feet. They're like, you know, they're covered in like this
blood blood and blisters and it looks like what they popped or something like that. I mean, his feet are just bad. He says he got in a fight. I just think it's probably, you know, type two diabetes. But, you know, I don't know. Um, I guess like that's who Good Time is once on a show. Hey, babe. Come on. Come on, Lola. Lola, you're blocking the TV,
sweetheart. I can't see the chat. Here, babe. Anyway, um, so that's that. Um, yeah, guys. I mean, it's like, you know, I don't know. I don't know what's up with clumsy or good times or good times. Like, well, nobody likes you psych. I kind of relate to that because he feels like he's a kind of an outcast too. But, you know, I don't feel like I'm that much of an outcast. I was like, you
know, a lot of people do like me and it's like actually the important people that I like, you know, I care about seem to seem to love me, you know, and uh a thank you for posting in the Discord. That's awesome. Um, okay. Well, you know, it is like very late. It's 4:30 in the morning. you know, I just like I guess um you know,
it's kind of quiet, so I will just uh I'll let you go, but I'm going to play a video on the way out and just thank you for being here. And we guys, we have good stuff coming up today because look look what's coming up later. Um just a little preview. We're gonna have some uh it's something called Sig the Signal Tribunal and that's going to be like, you know, kind of like a roasting and
kind of like a debate and drama part of the uh the show. And so there are some um you know um ways to kick people off the show, you know, between you know five dollar five minutes, $10 minutes and $25 for the rest of the night. So if you want to participate in the show and also support the show and help support the website as well, we got
cultcodex.me. Um I'll put the website in the chat. And uh guys, if you can learn some of these commands, it'd be really helpful to me. if you can sometimes type some of them. You can like learn them as you go and I'll play something and then uh hope you have a good day and I'll be on later and uh I love you guys. Okay, I'll try to put on something you'd like. Hold on one second. I mean that's like I
know everyone's running out but come on just give me a chance. Give me a chance. I think you'll like my song. This is for my other channel called uh the other channel is called um Nightmare Frequencies TV. See you later.
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