This episode of Cult of Psyche is a late-night spontaneous content featuring Psyche's energetic style, with discussions and interactions with guests Signal and others.
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The episode begins with a poetic introduction by Psyche ▶ 0:10, followed by an interaction with a guest who asks for permission to crash out ▶ 4:00. Later, Signal joins the conversation ▶ 6:54, and the discussion turns into a debate about the purpose of existence and the behavior of certain individuals ▶ 7:38. The conversation becomes heated, with discussions about past incidents and personal attacks ▶ 8:00. The guests and Psyche continue to engage in a back-and-forth discussion, with some attempting to calm the situation ▶ 11:47. The conversation also touches on the idea of people's behavior being a reflection of their own unhappiness ▶ 10:43.
The episode appears to touch on the theme of authenticity and the idea that people's behavior is a reflection of their own unhappiness. It also suggests that individuals who engage in negative behavior may be doing so to convince themselves of their own worth. The conversation continues the pattern of open and honest discussion, with guests and Psyche exploring complex topics and personal experiences.
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Before
the stars learned how to shine, I was the fire beneath their skin. I
am the whisper in the dark you fear and the truth you wake to let begin. I am the mirror no lie survives.
Come close belove. I only burn what isn't alive. Step into my radiance. Let the shadows melt away.
Your secrets taste like honey. When they tremble in my flame. Every fear you've ever carried. Every mask you've ever worn becomes a ribbon in my fingers when I pull you into dawn. >>
>> Oh see, oh wonder, I make you just to free you. I take your name, your shame, your scars and braid them into truth. The night bows down before me. The galaxies kneel in gold. For the fire
in my heartbeat is older than the world.
Let me kiss the place you hide. Let me touch the thought.
Yeah.
Echoes
through the night. That's how you know the haunt's alive. Lights flicking chats in a riot and someone ghost about to die. He rolls in loud like thunder on caffeine. Dropping stacks, cracking jokes, keeping the scene clean, clean.
>> The crowd starts howling, the trolls start crying, ghost just grins. Let's go. And now we're flying. He's chaos with the halo. Wild, but true. Help me down when the sky lost to you. They can't see the light through the storm. But I remember I was
reborn. >> May I have permission to crash out? Ghost already did. He took the whole crowd. Heart a gold voice of fire. When go shows up, the stakes get higher. Dum dum. That's his war cry sound. Every hater gets right round.
When the chat goes cold, he brings it loud. It's ghost of a baby psyches proud. Dum dum. That's his cry sound. And every hater gets right. Jack, he brings it out. It's supposed to be the psyches proud.
They talk slick. Why is he still around? But kindness is rare on this battleground. He saw my fault. Still chose to believe when most just laughed and chose to leave. He's the king of the late night ring. Crashing out with a heart that sings. Generous soul half saint horn breaking off just by staying warm >> in a world full of clowns. He's the last to fake. When the screen went dark, he kept me awake. All the noise
fades but ghost remains turning pain into digital flames. >> May I have permission to crash out? You already know ghost runs this town. Echo through the stream.
Let's go. Become the dream. Dum dum to the ones who doubt. He's the reason the flame never went out. So raise your glass. The ghost are out. It's ghost over forever loud.
Psych. >> Hello. >> May I have permission to crash out? >> Yes, you may. >> We already know. By the way, I'm not. >> Sorry. >> Hey, >> I'm so sorry.
>> Sorry, I crashed out. I almost crashed out there for a minute. I like the old song better and I still have it because you sent it to me. >> I can I can make >> Can I send it back to you? >> I can put the like with like the one like ghost the other one that goes the same lyrics. >> It's the same lyrics and everything. It's just it's different. >> I can get that song too. I just thought
I'd make a machine. >> I like your thing. But personally, me personally, I like the older song better. >> I'm just old school, I guess. You know, >> the next time will be the old one for sure. So, let me see. Um, I can actually looking, you know, now we Oh, now we have another guest. Hold on a second.
>> Oh another one. >> Oh god. What up, Signal? >> Oh, another one. >> Hey, Signal. Request. Next time we talk, can you put a beanie on? And I love your beanie, by the way. Can you put red and white stripes on? I'd be like, where's
Waldo? Where's Signal? We don't know. We'll find him. Can you stop doing that? You're freaking me out, dude. It's like that smile movie. Don't do that, dude. >> What's he doing now? >> I don't know. Why are you up here for You're going to break to Are you here to hang out? >> Why do you Let me ask you a question.
>> Okay. >> Why do you exist? >> Hey, why is your mic so loud? >> Um, I mean, that's a good question, brother. I think we can get into it. >> Why do No, no. I'm not asking like why do why do we exist? Why do humans exist? I'm asking >> why do you exist? >> What's my purpose here? >> Why do you exist?
>> So I think you're the question I'm asking. >> What's my purpose? >> Like my purpose on this channel? Well, I I love debate and I crush all these retards like you. I crush you as well. Um, I think that's my purpose. Would you like to get in depth with it? I don't I don't I don't understand the question.
>> Yeah. Why you're asking kind of rude rudely, sick. I mean, what's going on? >> Yeah, kind of rudely. Well, signal, I don't know why the you'd let him back up here after all the he's done to us. >> Well, if you say the word, >> this dude's This dude is literally porn bomb before. Many, not once, not twice, but many, many, many times. Are you done crying? >> Why the you let me back up here?
That's not my channel. It's not my channel. I don't It's not channel. >> Are you done crying or what? >> He didn't porn bomb me. I don't think he pa I think. >> I'm talking about you. Yes, he did porn bomb you many times. I can prove it. Yes, he did. >> He put up beat his boobs one time. That was like an accident. >> No, he didn't. No, he didn't. That's not
all he did. Are you That's not all he did. >> Signal. Signal. Is that all you did? Will you go ahead and admit it to the side right now like what you did? >> Yeah. Minute it to me. It's okay. I >> You broke a h 100 times literally. And won't get mad at you. you broke you pictures what at least three times on Sykes. Well, two times on Sykes, I think. >> Well, he he took a he took a when
he was on Flirty Diamonds panel. So, I think I think I >> No, I'm not talking about that. >> I know what the I'm talking about. Don't question. I know what the I'm talking about. He showed a It wasn't his dick, but he showed a dick. Jessica's not his broke deal in his bum say really it's a kind of incel. Oh yeah, >> I there's like um
>> Here's the thing. Psyche. Psyche. As >> What do you much as as much as you want to call me an incel and all these things, >> you call you called yourself an incel. >> People like ghosts are like >> careful careful careful. What are you about to do? >> Careful. Like >> these people are just like a problem to society. >> Oh well, you're a problem to society. >> They're like too You can't
really do anything with them. >> You know what I Like it's like >> you know we have >> you go to you go to prison cuz you do these things or you >> are you talking about >> I don't know the the best case scenario for these kinds of people is they live a shallow life >> where they like resent the shallowess of
their life and then like talk about other people. >> I don't know what the you're talking about. That's like that's the crazy thing. >> Like people like this people like this as much as they like talk and more of it is them convincing themselves. It's like they're miserable. >> Anybody that that has the need to put down others to put themselves up is
miserable and pathetic. >> I don't feel the need to show my dick. And it's even more pathetic if you're if you're a successful adult and you have your own family, you have kids, you have a career, you make a lot of money, you have a wife that loves you, right? >> And then and then you join the stream and you want to talk about people. >> That's just like that's just all the
more pathetic. If you're if you're a meth head, right, and this is what you do. You get meth. Okay, fine. >> you're like doing well off. You make good money. You have a career. You have a family of kids. >> Would you like me to >> And this is what you do on your phone. You want to like >> He doesn't have their kids. >> Is that Is that This is like the sort of thing where it's like, is this saying
more about me or is this saying more about you sort of deal? You know what I mean? >> I take a piss. Shout out to you ghost. I'mma go urinate on your face. >> Me out for it. you, Uh, I'm sorry. Oh my god. >> It's okay. you, dumb dumb. I don't like this dude. Psychi, you know that. You let him back up here. You know
I didn't like this dude. But that's cool. It's your panel. >> I'm glad that you don't like me. You're >> Yeah, I don't. He's got his headphones a on. Enjoy your piss, bro. >> This dude has showed porn bomb at least three times. He's also broke to I can't even count. I don't even know the
number. 100,000 times. >> Hey, did we not eat your >> I'm in middle school. I'm talking years old. I'm 30 years old and I'm in middle school. >> And I'm Oh, did you see Hey, teacher. Did you see what he did? Teacher, he did
that. Teacher, you didn't see you. Turn your back. Teacher, you didn't see what he did. >> dude. Shut the up dude. >> You're literally like a >> You're literally like >> You're the kid that didn't get your ass beat hard enough. >> Like, that's why you're a You're
literally bitching like this, cuz you ain't get your ass beat enough. >> Shout out to you. You went to a good safe You You went You grew up in a good and safe suburb where you didn't get your ass beaty or visibly. I'm sorry to tell you didn't get your ass beat enough. >> You're dude. Shout out to you. >> Well, I have a question.
>> Shout out to you, my boy. >> Would you like to look it, sir? >> Would you have your chance now? Verbally do it. >> I would I would like What I would like Thank you for your request. What I would like for you is to turn your camera on another request >> and speak the words that you're saying >> with the face associated
with the voice. You get what I'm saying? You're not going to do it all. Of course you're a good boy. >> That's the sort of idea. That's the sort of time that I'm on. You know what I mean? >> I I literally just be quiet. Sat there. Sit there and shut the up like you should do. Uh so like this dude actually like and sit there with your camera off.
>> You're going to let him back up. >> Sit there with your camera. sit there not showing your face, feeling comfortable thinking that nobody knows what you look like, so you have a free liberty. >> Everybody knows what I look like. >> Be as you want to be. >> Instead of as you should be. >> Everybody knows what I look like. So
what's what's your what's your argument? Go ahead. >> You don't have one because you're Okay. Psych. This dude literally made you into your panel before. Literally at least three times. I remember because he's so degenerate. Why would you let him back up here? Question. Just a question. It's your panel, not my panel. >> I can like, you know, kick him off if he
does anything wrong. I can just like kick him out. >> Yeah, but you you you said that last time when he was up here and then he did some and then you ended the whole panel for everyone. >> I know. >> Like that's not fun for anyone. That's not fun for us. >> I've never I've never taken Psyche's panel down. >> I'll say this. I've said this many times
and I'll say it again. Heyard, >> I have never taken a psychi panel down. >> other people have done things under my Heyard, name. >> It's not the same. Never do that. You're not that powerful. >> It's just that simple. There's There's people that are ending. You don't even understand what I'm
saying to you. >> As as uh pathetic as one might imagine, >> you know, like the these people, they I'm not going to say >> work a whole week and then on their weekend this is what they do for their free time like the >> the drama and they're like manufacturing
drama right fine you want to join streams and and talk okay >> but these people they join these streams >> manufactur drama $5 kick them out right now >> normally I would have no problem with that right you want to manufacture drama >> I'm talking to fine But like, >> go ahead and post it.
>> At least have the balls to like show your face behind it. >> It's not It's not It doesn't seem like an unreasonable thing to say, "Okay, well, if you're going to be doing all of this >> put your balls behind what you're saying." You know what I mean? But but people want to have it both ways. They want to be hiding their camera and then
they also want to be uh talking their Well, >> I understand you can have it both ways, but you're just a >> Why are you Why are you going after Ghost tonight? I mean, that's so rude. >> He's a good guy. He He actually >> psyche. I go after anybody that's that's
like going after me, man. You know the deal man. >> Right. >> This goes without these sort of things. It goes without saying. >> You said you porn bombed and stuff, didn't you? Kind of maybe maybe did. >> No, remember you didn't. Okay. >> Nope. I've never pornbombed you and I've never done anything that hurt your channel. Absolutely not. >> Well, I appreciate that.
>> I've said this I've said this many times and I'll say this again. If I wanted to take someone's channel down, if I wanted to hurt someone's YouTube channel, I want to say right now that if that was my goal, I could >> Yo, what's up? Um, Ghost, thank you. He um he paid for Sig to be kicked off for tonight. Hey, Psych. What's up? How you
doing? >> Yeah, I'm pretty good. What's up? I like your red lighting. You look like you're in a wh house. I'm just kidding. >> Thank you. >> A red light district or something. I've been to Amsterdam. They And they have a red light district there. Have you ever heard he heard of that? >> Yeah, I've heard of it. I probably experienced not in Amsterdam, but >> you might.
>> It was a uh they have like all these windows and there some of the women are pretty Oh, what are you drinking on, bro? Oh, Jack. Hey, be careful, brother. Hey, be careful. >> I had uh I had that again. >> Jack is wet. Oh, Oh my god. That's
heartburn. I guarantee that you wake up. >> I usually drink fireball, but uh I had a patient, my first patient on me today. Yeah, my first patient ever died on me today. So, >> I'm sorry. Oh my gosh. Was it >> Yeah, it was rough. I had a I had a really rough day today. >> I think you deserve a drink. I think you
deserve a toast. I mean, a drink. Not a toast cuz we're a toast. >> I've been a nurse now almost two years. This is the first patient under my care that died. Like, >> I apologize, man. I'm sorry that happened to you. >> Thank you. I appreciate that. >> Good nurses. The good nurses that like to keep >> I'll take a shot with you if you want. I'll take a shot with you.
>> Hell yeah, bro. Let's go. >> Yep. Count. All right. Countdown. 3 2 1. We'll go. I'm I'm I'm ready. >> You count it down. >> Yep. Okay, that that's fair. All right. Three two one.
>> Damn, that burnt. Oh, I'm not used to that. I don't drink that brother. I'm
>> I don't drink that brother. You used to I don't drink hard liquor. Oh, and I also >> I'm
had to give CPR to this patient for like 15 minutes until the EMS came. >> Well, let me let me let you a little secret. You guys want to be real about it. Um, you guys, I'm not going to give you all because they're going to Google me and they already got my picture. But uh
uh like two years ago uh there was a kid that uh autistic kid by the way >> and uh he uh and we had a pond in our parks. So I used to be the recreation coordinator for the uh parks uh for my city and uh
and we have a pool right over there. We have like a river but uh he went over there and I think he was just Dudson. He drowned and I was the first one that found him. >> And I was trying to >> Yeah. >> Did you push him in the water? Did you When no one was looking. >> No, this is this is some serious It's like give me like literally like
like two minutes and then we can go. >> Give me two minutes. Is >> Yeah. that cool? >> Can I get two minutes? >> Okay. Two minutes. That I mean that's >> Sure. fair and I don't blame you. But um I did find him and uh and I tried to pump him. Uh, it didn't work out. And, uh, that's why I don't
work for the city anymore because it me all up. >> Yeah, it me up tonight, dude. I haven't I I never lost a patient while I've been working as a nurse under my care. And uh, we got a patient. It was a new admission at like 2 pm and then I came into work at 3 pm and they were
dead by 6 pm. Like it was just it me up, man. I was like, you know, I >> the only thing I have going for me, which is the horrible thing. The horrible thing was like the only thing I have going This is so horrible. I don't even want to say it. It's going to make me sound like a piece of But yeah,
I found him in the water. Oh my god, it was so And then I bring But I think he was already He was already done. Like he was done for. >> Yeah. It's not >> Well, that's not a good thing though. >> I've dead people before, but it was never someone directly under my care, you
know? Like, and it was literally someone that came in, they were a new admission. Like, >> I didn't know anything about this guy, and literally within like three hours, he died. Like, it was just Just think if you're really you're a hospice nurse and like you know everyone would would die. So it's like you know you kind >> I'm not a hospice nurse. I I up thing like I like I'll tell you a new
detail and like they're going to blame you. I know how these people did but I'll give you a detail. Um I didn't have a mask. So like obviously when you uh drown you throw up and I I breathe all that in when I was breathing into him. I literally That is horrible dude. >> Dude, I I'm a mess from tonight, dude. I
>> We put the backboard under him. I was giving him chest compression. >> I would like to say sensitive to it, but now that I think about it, I'm portal right now. Uh, but at the moment, I wasn't thinking about that. it, dog. I want >> I want him to live. >> I've never I've never had a patient code
under my care. like that was very uh you know new to me and I've been a nurse now for almost two years. I've never had a patient code under me. >> I'm sorry >> dude. I I I just worked there. I wasn't a I was a park employee, >> bro. I got I got pissed, bro. I got
there were these like Somali aids that we have work for us and they were like trying to like look at people like they they were coming into the room and like oh we want to see a dead body and I was like bro unless you're going to do chest compressions like get the away from me like I got very mad but um dude the guy was
like don't skip over that. Don't skip over that. That was a good thing. >> It's not your fault. Like you you didn't pull you didn't pull this body from the you didn't know >> you didn't pull him from the body water literally I literally went to work today and they were like oh you have a new admission okay great I got a new
admission and then like within 3 hours he was dead >> and I was like wow this is new for me like I never dealt with someone coding under my care like >> well you know now it's like It's happened and it's like, you know, so >> yeah, a lot of the a lot of the guys
that work um they were like, "Oh, this is the first guy you ever had that coated on you." And I'm like, "Yeah, under my care." >> They got me a bottle of They know that I drink fireballs. They got me a bottle of uh Jack Daniels Fire. The good stuff. >> Yeah. Is it code red or code blue as a What did I say with >> a code blue? A code blue. >> Blue.
>> Code Code red is a fire. Okay. >> Code code gray is someone that like escaped like a dementia patient. Like they they escaped. >> There's there's a bunch of different codes, but a code blue is someone that is literally like in cardiac arrest. Like >> Well, you know, Christine is a nurse, and it's what's handy is that she has these henchmen. They're 90 years old,
and so she can actually like be a nurse for them. It's pretty cool. >> Yeah. I work I work on a subaccute unit. It's people coming out of surgery and like you know uh rehab patients that they they get better like it's not like long I used to work on a long-term and pulmonary talk to him. >> I've had I've had patients code but they weren't on my shift. They would they
would code and die but it was like not while I was at work. I would go into work the next day and be like oh this patient died. Like you know I never had a patient actually code while I was like on shift. And uh this is the first one. So this is a big deal for me. Like uh you know. >> Well, are you gonna drink that whole
bottle tonight? >> No, I got work tomorrow. But >> light up some light up some incense tonight for you. >> Cheers. Cheers everyone. >> Cheers. Oh, sorry. That's how gay people say cheers. So I don't I'm not saying you guys are gay. I'm gonna light some incense.
Is this some fire? I feel up, but like I feel responsible in some way because I I'm accountable for this person, you know, but >> rightally he was literally admitted to my unit an hour before I came to work. >> Yeah. >> And he probably discharge. It's not your
fault at all. It's not your fault. >> Maybe you're a like a psychop, which is like somebody that like, you know, helps somebody into the other world, you know. >> Dude, all that. How is that your fault? You know, you know what the crazy part is? Is like, so I had to call the the the next of Kim, which is the wife, and I called the wife and I said, you know, your husband coded and he died.
>> And and she's like, "Yeah, we were expecting this." I I never even worked with your patient before today. Like, I never even knew him like uh at all, period. Like, he literally just got admitted to the facility. And uh she was like, "Yeah, we we expected this." Like I'm like, "What do you mean he never should have left the
hospital then?" Like >> sometimes the family is is is expecting it and sometimes it's been very difficult in the family deal like you know having to you know deal with the illness and it's like especially >> no the dude the the I called uh I called the wife who was the next of ken on the emergency contact list and like >> even the son I called the son and told
the son >> and like uh neither of them even came to get the body. They they told me to just call funeral services. >> They're not going to come pick up the body. I mean, they can maybe see it like, but it's like, you know, they're the people. >> Well, that's that's usually what happens. You call the next of kin and they they come and see the body >> before funeral services come and take
the body away, but they weren't able to. So, funeral services came and took the body away. Like, uh, it was just, dude, it really broke me. Like, honestly, I'd never been tried like that as a nurse before. like where uh I had a patient die under my care and uh >> it reminds me of the movie is called movie's called City of Angels. It has
Meg Ryan and Nicholas Cage in it and she's like this doctor. >> Don't try City of Angels and Nicholas Cage brother. >> No, I'm just But I'm saying >> don't do that. >> I'm not saying he's Nicholas Cage. I'm saying in the movie Me Ryan's a doctor and like she's like so sure she's gonna she's gonna save >> and then he the patient dies and then the angel's like, "See, you don't know everything. You're not in control of everything. >> It was nothing like
>> what about what about let me ask let me ask my let me get my one and the other nurse on the unit chest compressions until until >> EMS game >> the nurse practitioner over brutal. It was brutal.
>> Yeah, I'm sorry about that. >> We put the I'm trying to ask the question. We put the defi >> and even even the defiulator was like shock not advised. He was he was >> shut the up boy. >> Shut up. >> Hold on. Hold on. >> Straight up. Shut up. >> Story.
>> Yeah. Just shut the up, boy.
Um, I don't know. Everyone gets so quiet when I leave. I I don't know what I was like you guys talking. >> it's your panel. What the is our panel backstage? >> Shut the up. It's your panel, dumb ass. >> Why are you talking? Are you drunk? Why are you Why are you being so so abusive? Like he's talking >> it's your panel. No, >> then why are you talking over him and
me? I'm not talking to anybody. >> Okay. Well, I was I just like letting everyone talk, but I can't hear when everyone >> Don't ask stupid ass question. You want a stupid ass answer. Don't play me like that. >> Okay. Ask him a question. >> Don't play me like Do not play me like that Garrett. >> Oh my gosh. Here.
>> Don't play me like that. I I'll slap the out you. >> Yeah. You You ain't gonna slap the out of me. I guarantee you. He might be a We don't know. >> Yeah. Yeah. Pretty sure >> he's a who's gonna smack someone. >> I'll slap the out of you right now, boy. >> Cuz you're a
>> No, I'm a >> You ain't You ain't gonna slap the out of me, I guess. >> You ain't gonna slap nothing, boy. Trust that I grip that. I'll up it on you. You heard? >> You heard? Yeah. >> You want You want one? You want to run your ones? I gotta guarantee. Hell yeah. So you want a one v one? We can run it.
>> You ain't gonna up it. You ain't gonna up it. I guarantee you're not up it. >> You're not gonna up it. Go ahead. You're not going to up it. Go ahead. Go ahead, Go ahead. >> Go ahead, You ain't going to open it on me, you little
>> I'll slap the off. >> Stop it. big this You >> Why are you using that language? >> Yeah, he he's a He's making threats. >> I will smoke you, bro. I will smoke you. >> Well, let's let's run one. Let's run
one. >> I guarantee you I smoke you, dog. >> Hey, Ghost, stop saying it. >> Let's run one. >> Ghost, stop it. >> Let's run one, dumb dumb, let's run one. This is what happens when people can't like handle their >> You're not going to learn one. You guys said they're not a Let's run one.
>> Is it okay? Dum dum. Let's run one. Oh, you're going to sit there and suck my dick, >>
I think I'm done with them. >> Those are Can you guys hear me? >> Yep. >> You do? >> Yep. >> Why are you fighting? >> I'm all right with them. >> Why are you fighting, guys?
>> You say code blue. Okay. What? What? Instead of what? Well, they were they were like, "Oh, you shouldn't say they alive themselves. They didn't commit suicide." >> Suck my dick. Yeah. >> Hey. Hey. I mean, go see your >> No one's sucking your dick, Ty. Get the out of here, bro. Like, no one
suck. >> You want to suck it for the for the right? You can, >> bro. old dog from the street would suck your dick. Like I don't care how much You want to run it with me? >> Are you going to sit there and shut the >> Cuz you're so drunk. up?
>> Come on, big dog. Run here. You're good. >> You guys are just taking a shot together and getting along and now you're fighting. I don't like it. I like all you guys getting along again. Come on. >> T also gay. We don't care. I mean Wow. He >> the are you talking about? >> We care about if I was in bed with you be like, "Oh, get out of here."
>> Why would I ever You made the claim the burden of poop on you. Why would I ever be in the bed with you? >> Well, maybe like if we're like, you know, we're like camping or something or >> because you're gay and you're a and you like gay >> But listen, but listen. >> ghost. >> This is my brother. But no, I'm I'm have your back real quick cuz you're too
stupid to have your own back. I don't give a if all that is true. I hug my brother. Me and S we sleep in the same bed 100%. >> Abraham Lincoln. >> That's my brother. >> That's my brother. >> That's my brother. Retards. >> Can he come too?
>> No, I'm not trying to sleep in a bed with anybody. >> Nope. He can't come. What if it's a nice big bed like a >> You run it by yourself. >> you then psych. you. Now I'm trying to go against the psych. it. You're not going to accept it. it. Must run with you. Scribbles
>> friend. He's not gay. Scribbles can do it. >> He's definitely not gay. Why are you trying to uh approach a meme on channel when you know what the you're talking about? Then go ahead. >> Especially when they go against people. Go ahead. >> These people don't even.
>> It's like, why are you so You know what the going on? It's like >> I don't >> Why are you so You don't even know what male or female means? Why are you so You don't know what gender means. Why are you so you don't know? that. I gave you I gave you You should have just said Yeah. You didn't do it, did you, >> What did you give me? I didn't get Oh,
didn't take a woman out. I should have taken a woman. >> I gave you out, >> Oh, you give me the out. >> What is the male? What is the male or what the female? Dumb dumb. >> Okay, I'm sorry. I didn't. >> Sorry, doctor. >> Yeah, I didn't expect that. I don't understand that. But >> sorry, doctor. >> Anybody else here wants to answer that question? >> Yeah, come on up. Like, I'll be >> No, we're all here. Dumb dumb ass.
>> There. Arthur wants to come up. Arthur wants to come up. Okay. Thank you. >> >> Please come up. Arthur. Arthur. Come on. Arthur, I need you. >> you, Arthur. >> I need you. Look at this. Listen. Listen to this guy. He's going nuts. You got Yeah. Come uh come fight with Ghost for a second. I can't take it. He's so powerful. >> I'll take anybody you want. I'll take your best. I'll take everybody. Let's do it.
>> Yeah. >> I hope he comes up. I'm gonna take some heat off of you know me. Sorry. He's not going to come out then. >> I put I just I just put the link so maybe he'll come. >> Okay. Well, >> bunch of around here. >> Sorry that you went through that. I'm sorry for your loss. I mean, it sounds like you were more
>> they were more sad than the family was, but >> I I haven't I haven't I haven't lost a patient in like a year and a half or two years. Like, it's been a while. Mhm. >> And uh yeah, I didn't even know this guy. He just got admitted like literally an hour before I came into work. And uh he died within like two hours of
me being at work. And I blame the hospital. I blame the hospital for discharging him early. Like they they should have probably kept him for his CHF. >> What is CHF? >> You should probably congestive heart failure. I ain't nobody gonna happen to that like me. I
>> pneumonia and and >> gum dumb ass ass dumb ass >> Ghost I can't hear LD explain. Hold on. >> Yeah, he had >> he he had CHF which is congestive heart failure and uh he he was admitted for
bilateral pneumonia which is he had pneumonia in both of his lungs. Oh my god. >> You know, but um >> that's it's like you know what, you know, I think heart failure is like the number one cause of death for everybody, isn't it? I think that's like, you know, the number one thing that happens is the heart gives out. >> Yeah. But dude, it was so sudden. Like I
said, he got admitted. He got admitted at 2 p.m. and died by 6:00 p.m. He was there. He was literally in my facility for four hours and died. Like I I I blame the hospital for discharging him >> and putting him in my facility. Like he never should have been in my facility. He should have been in the hospital.
>> it was like to, you know, to get off Like their hands or something like that. >> I haven't I haven't had a patient die in like a year and a half, two years. And uh >> it's just real brutal, man. Like I I >> I'm sorry. Okay. Well, yeah, that's >> I work in I work in subaccute. It's that's
people usually recovering from surgery and like uh you know, >> Well, that's nurses that are like hospice nurses and then like they're everybody's has >> I'm not a hospice. I'm not >> saying I'm not saying I'm saying that that if you were a hospice nurse, you this is the kind of thing you see every day probably. So, it's like you got to have it easier as a nurse. I'm saying is
like, you know, not having to watch. >> Yeah. That's Yeah. typically in my unit. That's not the stuff that we Dude, people don't typically code on like my unit. Like, you know, they're they're I'm devastated. Like, honestly, we had this guy for four hours and he died within four hours of being on my unit. Like,
>> oh, did you administer anything to him or because I don't think >> No, dude. The only dude I like I I got to work at 300 p.m. I checked his blood sugar cuz he is a diabetic and his blood sugar was 133 which is kind of normal for a diabetic. That's within normal range. Like I didn't have to give him any insulin or anything. And uh by 6:30
he was dead. Like >> Oh, I'm sorry. >> We had to give him we had to give him CPR for like 15 minutes until the EMS got there. Do you do it mouth to mouth or do you do like some kind of like suction thing? >> So, no. I gave him me and one other nurse uh gave him chest compressions while one of the other
nurses from another unit gave him an amboo bag, which is basically it's like mouth resuscitation, but they put a bag over their head and and squeeze the amboo bag into it into his uh you know, but I had to give him chest compressions for like 15 minutes, dude. until EMS got there because he had he had no DNR. He
had no do not resuscitate. He had do not do not intubate. Like he he didn't have anything signed. So we had to resuscitate him for like 15 minutes. And that's that's the hardest part is like dude, he was clearly dead. Like uh the AED, the automatic electronic defiill that the the thing that goes clear and
you hear that you know the shock. Um, we had that attached to his chest, but it didn't sense any heartbeat or any pulse. So, it said, you know, continue you know, chest compressions. Like, you have to keep you have to keep giving them chest
compressions until the EMS gets there to declare him dead. Like, >> dude, the nurse practitioner was literally there. Me and the nurse practitioner were like giving off like uh chest compressions for him. Like me and the nurse practitioner were banging on uh you know.
>> Mhm. >> Yeah, he was he was dead. He was >> Is that you? Ghost is ghost. Is that you dead. or no? >> Ghost might be a fake ghost. Let me see the name. >> Oh, sorry brother. It's me. It's me. That's me. Okay. Sorry. There you go. Okay. Anyone else want to come up too? I got the
>> a dead body the other day. That's >> what were you talking about? I'm sorry. What were you talking about? >> You weren't listening. Ghost. Ghost. Was he talking about Oh, go. Oh, someone said, "Look, they found a dead body." >> I have to do. I'm sorry. >> Mason said, "Uh, you're not getting tired right now, Psyche." No, because I slept all day, so I'm awake tonight. >> Well, Mason, join. You're not getting
tired as well. >> Join me. Oh my god, I sound like that. I hate when I sound like. Let me see. >> I was gonna say some slurs. >> Just kidding. Just kidding. >> What' you say? What did you say to me? Go see. Um, >> what did you say to me? What did you say
to me? Who you talking to like that, boy? What the Who you talking to you like that? >> I was just kidding. I was just kidding. Um, what the hell was >> you say? You better say Poppy next. >> Say that next time. >> Oh, here's my link. Okay, I'm going to pin my link right now. So, boy, there you go. Oh, That's why I
>> bought the uh >> LD put his link in your chat as well. >> Yeah. Let's talk about spirituality. What do you think, L? Do you believe in like the afterlife? Because if you believe in the afterlife and like you like >> dude I don't I don't want to go. I'm very I'm very negative. I'm very negative about that. >> Where Christian brother you dumb ass. You don't want to answer that weird
question. >> I don't think there's I don't think there's an afterlife personally but and I deal with dead people every day like >> Okay. You don't think there's an afterlife? But do you believe in like are you a nihilist or are you like uh you know existential? >> I'm an atheist. I'm an atheist. So, you believe in something, but you believe that there's no God. Is that you, Aaron? >> No, I I don't believe there's an
afterlife. I think once you die, you become worm food. >> Okay. Well, what do you I mean, it's like worm food. Well, yeah, the body obviously does, but do you think we are our body? Do have you heard like that we even our thoughts? >> I think I think you just become worm food when you die. Like >> I Yeah, but that's So, you think we're just the body? You just you identify yourself with your body. You're nothing else.
>> Yeah. Once once the body dies, you're you're done. I I don't think there's any kind of uh spirit afterlife or anything like uh >> where were you before this life? >> That's my own dude. I I work in the medical field. Like I don't think there's a afterlife. Like I personally >> Buddhist work at the medical field. They believe in reincarnation. There's a lot
of Filipino nurses. I don't know if you noticed but >> Yeah. And so and and actually my dad's nurses when he was, you know, his hospice nurses were all Filipinos. And like um >> I work I I work with a lot of Filipinos. The the nurse practitioner who took over chest compressions for me tonight was the Filipino. >> Yeah.
>> Like I I I have no problem with Filipinos. It's just I I don't I don't think there's an afterlife when you die I think someone in the chat just was personally. asking like she wanted because it's like uh you're talking kind of scientific and it's kind of like we are in kind of I think it's spiritual. So do you have no sense of spirituality or anything? You're just you're atheist. >> Atheist has a belief.
>> They believe there's no god, right? That's a belief. >> Correct. >> Believe that there is a god. You can believe either one just as easily. And if you're trying to hedge your bets, it's probably smarter to believe that there is. I think I think when people die, man, like there there's no reincarnation, there's no uh >> But you don't know that for sure, right? >> Obviously, no one knows that for sure,
>> Right. Well, except people that have but been remember life maybe or people that >> Yeah. I mean, dude, I've had remember. I've had patients that have been traded and and uh imbittalized. Like, you can't you Dude, there's no like
>> Oh, okay. Well, it's okay. Hey, um what do you think, Erin? How are you doing tonight? Good to see you. >> I'm good. It's good to see you, too. Hi, Lie. Hey, >> Erin. >> Yes. >> I'm a mess. Are you What happened? >> Talk for a second. I'm right here.
>> My uh I had a patient die tonight. >> Oh no. >> I'm so sorry to hear that. >> I feel somewhat responsible because they're under my care. >> And of course you feel responsible, but are you? No. >> No, I don't think I'm responsible at
all. But I I still feel it's still the the feeling of like, hey, this person's under my care and they died under my care, you know. >> No, I get it. I understand. And what were you going to ask me? >> I was just wondering like what your opinion on like, you know, the, you know, or he's looking for some soothing or something, but he doesn't have any kind of like spiritual belief. It sounds
>> Yeah. I'm not I'm not religious. I'm more spiritual. Yeah. >> Yeah. Dude, like I said, he he literally got admitted to our facility an hour before I came into work and then when I came into work, they gave me report on this patient >> and he died three hours later. Like it's
just insane. Like I I don't think he should have left the hospital. I think the hospital's at fault for But everyone, >> right? Charging a patient. >> I got you. I understand. >> What happened to Ghost? Did I run him >> I think he's back. Hold on one second. off? Or who's Oh. Oh, this is another person. Hold on one second. We have another
guest. >> Let me help you out with your little pity guilt trip. >> You let someone die tonight on your >> Here comes the watch, You suck. You might as well join him, Drink that whole bottle of Tennessee whiskey, whatever you're drinking, and >> Alex, can you be a bigger dick? join him. >> Yeah.
>> Yeah, Alex. >> What a dick. This little up here. Sympathy. Oh, I feel kind of horrible. It's my fault. Shut up, dick. What about the family? Think about the guy that's dead. You >> Dude, I had a >> I don't give a about you. You little pity party you're having. This guy's having a pity party on your psyche channel bro.
>> Oh, shut up. He doesn't even give a about the guy. You by tomorrow, I promise you, he'll be another hooker and getting drunk, not giving a >> So, shut up with your stupid pity Oh, someone died. I feel responsible. Shut up, bro. You're the devil. You don't feel responsible for And your little Tennessee whiskey
is trying to get sympathy out of us. And it's not working, homeboy. I'm not trying to get >> It's not working, my man. Not Not for me, anyway. Maybe these little losers will buy your >> Okay, hold up. Alex. >> Yeah. >> Alex, talk to Hi to Aaron. Alex. >> Alex.
>> Alex. Can you say hi to Aaron? Hey, >> now he's turn. This is This is Lola. I don't know if you met Lola. This is my cat, Lola. This is >> Hi, Lola. Kitty. Oh, that's Trix's mom. >> Trix's mom. Yeah. >> Oh, I didn't know that. >> Yeah, I know. I know. Alex, that was a little You came in came in all hot,
Alex. I mean, geez. I mean, come on. >> Can you feel bad? >> Yeah. Like, we're trying to like, you know, we're trying to give Ellie some condolences because it's not easy. Like, you know, if your job is like saving lives and then it's like, you know, someone dies, it's like you might keep scratching the cat. >> this like a circus act over here. One's crying for sympathy. The
other one's scratching a cat. Aaron, who the knows, and then you got me. This is the strongest act from hell. >> Aaron is Yeah, who the knows? That's exactly right. >> Yeah, sure. >> No, Alexander, I need to talk to you. Please unmute >> Hello, >> Alex wants to talk to you,
Alex. Go ahead. >> I'll unmute in 10 minutes. I have to do something. If you're still here in 10 minutes, we'll talk. >> Okay. Oops. I have a call. Oh, go ahead. You can answer. I'll be right back. Let me see. >> Well, everybody's muted up. I get it, LD. You feel responsible. You're not taking anything away from the
family. You've got Everybody's got >> Dude, I had to call the family. I had to call the family when he died. But >> what I'm saying is I've never had I've never had a patient die under my care. >> Okay. So extra >> I was I was I was responsible for this
patient. So when he died and he was a new admission today. He was literally a new admission. I came into work and he was a new admission >> and he died within three hours of me coming into work. Like
I I just feel bad, you know, like I've never I've never experienced that before. >> Okay. >> It's inevitable. >> Feel bad, too. >> Yeah. Death is inevitable. And especially in like if you know you're a nurse and you're a hospital, that's going to happen. It looks like his family was >> When when when three cops show up prepared.
and they start asking you questions. Oh, so they're questioning you about it. Like they're about something. What's >> Of course. Someone died. Like they're going on? going to ask you questions. Like they're gonna they're gonna ask you questions. Like >> Yeah, but because people die out on nurse all the time. The police came. You're saying >> that's crazy. Okay.
>> Go ahead. >> Yeah. I don't really look at this as a pity party. I think being, you know, feeling responsible for somebody, especially when they just came in is a whole different feeling. And I can't even imagine how guilty and responsible I would feel. >> Honestly, the most relief, the most
relief that I felt was when I called the next of Ken, the wife, and I told her, I go, "Your husband coded and it is dead." And she said, "Yeah, we we expected that." Like, >> why' they let him out of the hospital? >> Yeah, but why' they let him out of the hospital in the first place?
>> Exactly. Why did they discharge him from the hospital and put him in my subacute unit? Like, >> okay. I I don't understand what thing. One thing. What was he in the hospital for? He was in the hos he was in my unit for
bilateral uh pneumonia, but he also he also he also suffered from CHF, which is congestive heart failure. >> Well, yeah, but if you've got pneumonia, why I don't understand why they would send him anywhere.
Is it like a hugely busy hospital that they needed the beds or something? >> No, no, no, no. It wasn't like that. Like he didn't choke on his food. He He literally just had congestive heart failure and died. Like >> Okay. So it was congestive heart failure that killed him.
>> Yeah. It was CHF. Yeah. He he had cardiac arrest. Like even we had the Dude, we gave him CPR for like 15 minutes and uh >> it was it was even the AED was like, "Dude, do not shock him." Like, >> would that have done any good? Actually, I don't know. I've only seen medical
shows, so I know absolutely nothing about anything. And you know, on those medical shows, they showed them doing CPR for like 3 seconds and they're done. >> Dude, I had to give him CPR for 15 minutes. >> No, that's what I'm saying. Is it pe you know when you watch a TV show? >> We were l we were literally giving him
chest compressions for like 15 minutes until the EMS came >> and they weren't allowed to shock him. >> Well, yeah, because the AED did not recommend a shock cuz his heart was already stopped. But >> Oh, I see. >> I got to go take a piss. I'll be right back.
>> Okay. Well, Psyche and Alex are muted. Ellie's going for a piss. I'm just up here. Ghost, why did you take off as soon as I got up here? Are you scared?
Thing that is. Are you still here?
I thought I thought that was a black kitty for a minute. Oh, black kitty's on the camera now. Everybody's left left. Fine. I hate y'all.
Manhattan South Task Force. Okay, big ghost. I'll tell you one thing, ghost. You say the f word as in I'm going to charge you a dollar every single time.
You make lots of money, right? You'll be fine.
Let's run it. Ghost.
The hell is that noise? Oh, that big boy. >> Hello. Hello. >> Yo. >> Hello. >> What's up, guys? How are you? >> How you guys doing, man? >> Bueno. Bueno. >> I'm here. Uh, I noticed that LD, I think
he left the panel, so I called up. How's it going? >> Not bad. How >> good to talk to you? >> I'm good. I'm good. It's been a long time. >> It has been. Oh, and we have Oh, we have another guest up coming up. We have >> Oh, watch out. Watch out with the pea bomb, you know. Watch out. >> Know what it is, >> boy? Yeah, we got all the fat guests up here. We got
>> Did he just say >> he did? I'm charging you a dollar. >> Wow. >> Charge to the game. Don't charge me charges to the game, baby girl. >> I'm charging. Let me get my piece of paper. Let me get my piece of paper. >> Arthur. Arthur, you're the same guy that hangs out with pedophiles, right? >> And you're hanging out with me now. >> Yeah, I'm not hanging out with you. I'm hanging out with Psych, right? >> You're my buddy. We're hanging out right
>> Interesting. So, hey, Psych. This guy now. didn't deny it, right? So, this guy >> I'm saying though, you're accusing me and you >> So, this guy's a pedophile supporter and he didn't deny it. >> Oh, he keeps saying the word. >> Wow. Interesting. Interesting. >> What's going on? >> I'm not the one that I'm not the one that exposed you though, right guys? I'm a big bad guy, but he's on panel with me right now. >> Yeah, but I'm not the one that exposed
you right? >> Talking about LG. What are you talking about? Like, what are you talking like? What do you >> Yeah. >> with Who do you like who who you saying he's hanging out with? >> Hi, Grim Reaper. >> So, it was it was brought to light that he likes to join cooking shows with pedophiles. >> Hold on. Hold on. It's But whose cooking show Missa?
>> Yeah. >> Whose cooking show? Whose show was it? Arthur, >> you brought us right. You brought it up, >> right? Arthur. Arthur knows >> you brought it up. >> Is it Sandman's show? He's a He's a cook, isn't he? >> Psyche. I'm gonna give him maybe two minutes. Let him talk and then I'll talk. Let's do it. >> I already said I already said what I got to say.
>> That's it. >> I don't know either one of you, but hi. >> Yeah. This Aaron. Say hi to Aaron. Is that Ghost? Is it Ghost Back? Ghost. >> Ghosty. Yeah, pay attention. He never denied it neither, man. That's crazy. >> Ghost, are you there? >> That's crazy. >> Ghost, >> Ghost, you're on air. Please talk to us.
>> Is he muted? He's muted. No, no, that's >> I just want everyone to know that's the type of person Arthur is, and this is what we're dealing with here, man. >> Put me to jail. >> Well, let me let me let me go. Let me talk to them retards. >> Okay, that's another dollar. Dumb ass pieces of They don't know what the
they're talking about. >> piece of >> I agree. >> I agree. >> Since Ghost agrees, he's on five. >> I agree. >> Wait, is there no five? >> They got away with it. And then when I
say >> you're banned banth
equally allowed >> I saying don't just don't say it please
>> now ghost is up to eight and please keep saying it because a dumb dumb maggot. Maggot PDFs like Arthur. >> Did you say maggot? >> He did. >> Yeah, I said maggot. Yeah, I did say maggot. >> Oh my god. >> Okay, that's nice. >> Big ghost in this I did what the I want you.
Yeah, big ghost says what the you want.
>> He left as soon as I came up and won. Let's run as one. Let's run as one. Let's run this one, dumb Let's run this one, dumb Go ahead. >> You're going to stop to stop that. >> You realize you lost, ma'am. Ma'am, be gone. off. >> Whoa. >> Hang on. No problem with me.
>> Yes. >> Big ghost. Big ghost wants this Yeah. >> Oh my god. >> Yo, ghost. Are you drunk to ghost? >> Big ghost. Big ghost this Oh my god. Yeah. Big S to you,
>> Big wants me to be gone. I'm very upset. >> I I Bigos wants you to off, dumbass >> What the What's going on? What? >> God damn. >> What this lady do to you? running through
it. It's like >> big here. >> Let's have a music >> question though. What the delay? Intermission or what? >> Yeah, we have intermission real quick. Okay, here. Listen to this. This is >> 10. >> Were you a
>> Why does it got to be this? Why is it got to be this? Is there no to? No. >> I was born from a storm that forgot how to die.
A laugh in the dark, a flame in the sky. I walked out of lighting with truth in my hand. Whoa. >> A storm with a spine. A god made of men.
Crown of fire. A voice that breaks through every liar. A storm that sings and storm that sees. Lighting mind that cuts with ease. >>
>> I have seen the masks you guard with your breath. Held your illusions and called them by death. Fire does not hurt. Was ever true.
Alex,
>> how long is this?
>> Yo, we got a full panel, bro. Why are we doing this right now? >> Literally a full panel right now, dude. I understand when you do this by yourself, but like there's a whole panel. >> Jesus Christ. >> There's a whole panel. Why? >> Hey, don't tell me how to run my show.
Arthur, if you don't want to be on the panel, you can you can get off. But I was just saying call. I had to go for a second. And plus, I wanted to diffuse the energy. So, just let me decide how to do it. And that's very rude to be talking over the song when I was like playing. I think everyone was >> You both make valid points though. You both make valid points. I'm running my show like I want to. I don't care. >> Thank you, Alex. >> My show. It's called My Show. How about >> Let's calm the levels. Let's relax. No
one's screaming. >> I'm just waiting my song. >> You don't have to keep telling me that how to run my show. >> Okay, it's over. It's over. Let's relax. >> Hey, Carter, there's only room enough for one homosexual. >> All right. You want me to leave? You're here already. I mean, you want me to >> Yeah. leave? >> Yeah. S's already here.
No, I get I get both your sides. I get Arthur's side. I get his frustration. Like, bro, there's a lot of people up here. >> And then I get your side. Like, don't tell me how to run my >> I hear ghost. I mean, jeez. Come on, Ghost. >> You want to run it, >> Well, don't ask me, J. I don't
Yeah, I'll just send you my brother. I'll just send you to the guy
saying the wording word. I mean it's like >> you don't kick them out though. That's crazy. I like >> spell the word. Spell the word. >> This f a g o t out of here. >> Edit out. But guys, >> that's the world we're living in now. Raundo, >> you got to spell out. >> Psyche. But why? Do you know that he's going to keep saying it? Why
do you keep allowing you to get Arthur out of here? You got to get Arthur out of here. >> I know. Why do you keep >> I didn't say it. >> Yeah, you got to kick Arthur. I agree. >> I never once said that. I did. I didn't say it. >> Yeah. Bottom right. You got to kick him. >> Don't harp on it. >> BG I think is up to five. >> BG. If you say it again, it's like I'll kick you off and just pay 20 bucks.
>> Yeah. Just kick Arthur and we'll be good. >> I'm starting a swear jar for, you know. So now you're telling him what to do, but you just told me not to do what to do. >> Real coming from Arthur, right? >> You just told me not to tell him what to do, but you're telling >> You're just telling him not what to do. Tell me not what to do. What are you $20? >> Hold on. Let's have some respect for
Aaron. She had a question for me. I told her you're here. >> When I get back, we'll talk. What's your question? >> Um, >> I'm not really sure that I had a question. I just wanted to talk to you about >> about the whole what >> LD
>> you thinking it's a pity party. Why would you think that? >> Oh, >> we're not going to get $40, Okay. >> Well, >> because I was just, you know, after a while hearing him say it over and over, I just go into the fans and just see like it's not the party. >> I see what you mean. It was just said
over and over and over again. Okay, I got you. I didn't come in for that part. >> People like >> you said it like four times. >> It's like almost like gets >> Nobody caught it and I'm like all right. I just like it was not I mean okay I can only like >> No, I get it. I just wonder why you came in so hot. >> Yeah, there's only enough pity for my middle name is coming in hot, baby. >> Fine. I'm absolutely fine.
>> Coming in hot. What's your point, dumbass? Go ahead. >> >> I'm not going to give you any points if you call me a dumbass. >> You You don't have a point. >> Okay. You're up to 15. All right. >> 15. >> Yeah. Shut the up. You had your point. >> Kick Arthur. >> He likes me.
>> He likes >> I can tell. Just pull my pigtails, Ghost. You'll be fine. >> Ghost. Yeah. Come on. >> Why don't you suck my dick? You probably from the back here. Don't talk to me like that. >> Don't ever talk to me like that. >> Don't talk to me like that.
>> Straight up. I don't give a what you are. Don't talk to me like that. >> All I said was pull my pigtails and get it over with already. >> Whoa. I like that. >> Cool. >> You heard that, Ram? >> Why are you Why are you talking to me? >> I'm sorry. What? >> Stop there. Sat there and shut the
up. Okay, good. Good girl. >> Any Anybody else have a question? Shut Good. >> Yo, kick him. I'll take over from here. So, you pigtail pulling. >> Pigtail pulling. >> You know, like in third, when you like a girl, you just pigtails. >> Exactly. >> Boys and girls that hate each other like
each other. That's true. >> I can tell how much he hates me slash likes me. like Mrs. Whatever. He's hitting me. I'm hitting like she's hitting me. It's cuz she's madly in love with you, buddy. >> You don't have many redeeming qualities. I must say
>> that's true. The thing that is he is he needs to get laid and he'll be okay. >> Well, what are you going to are you going to bend it over for him? >> Absolutely. >> Yeah. You going to let me hit? >> Oh, okay. >> Shut the up then. If you're not going to let me hit >> Shut up, Exactly. >> He wasn't a >> stupid ass or just a dumbass
Which one? >> Well, if you're not shut the up, >> you are absolutely pitiful. And you're up to 20. >> That laugh. If that laugh's not working. >> Shut the up. >> You got nothing. >> Then shut the shut the up, dumb >> You're a worthless You got ass. nothing. >> Giving psyche a heart attack, man. Come
on. calm it down for a minute. Look at him. Shut the up. Like, oh my god. Like, >> I don't even want to hear, What do you What do you want then? >> Shut up. >> And shut the up, y. >> Wait, me? >> Straight up. >> I don't who it is. Yeah. Everybody stop there and shut the up, Jar. >> Oh, he wants the whole panel. Okay, I
got you. I got you. >> it. I'll take everybody on. Let's bring that. >> I've never seen you like this. What's going on? Who is this Aaron? >> A that got nothing to give like a >> It's like a horse that broke his leg. You know what I mean? It's like then what? >> Somebody hear something?
>> Don't you have autism? Are you >> Aren't you on the Yeah, you might it. Stop talking to us. You heard straight up. and his birth are like to die for. >> What's going on, Alex? Man, I think we're the only ones with >> Yeah, pretty much
holding this together. We're the glue that keeps this together. >> We're the pillars of the community. >> Exactly. Is that the real BG? Hi Evana. >> Because BG your avatar is not on. It's a white circle. >> Yeah, nobody cares about that.
>> I don't know why, man. >> As a matter of fact, why are you even here? Alex, I could uh Would you like to see what can happen real quick? >> Yeah, I would. Aaron, you want to see something? >> Would you like to see it? >> Or who's boss? >> Your p your panties are about to come
off. Get ready. >> Yeah, he left. He left. >> Yeah. Well, that means No, no, no. That No, guys. Hello. He's going to kick me. >> I'm going to show you guys. >> Oh, is he going to donate? >> He's going to donate like, "Byebye, Alex." >> Yeah.
>> No. No. Really? >> Yeah. 100% dick. Yeah. Watch. Give it. I can't even start the countdown. Five, four, three, two, one. Bye-bye, Alex. >> >> Yeah. So, I'll be back though. Oh, I'll be back. >> The loser. >> Can't donate while he's up here. He has to drop.
>> But I I do the same thing. I got to drop too when I donate. So, >> but guys, get it in now. Tell me how much you love me quick. Hurry up. I love you, Alex. Hurry up because I'm out soon. I'm out soon. >> I don't know. You're not the dumbass >> I think you are. Byebye. Hi, Alex. I told you, baby. I'll be back. Take us 20 minutes.
>> Bye, Alex. >> Psyche. Can I ask you something? >> Can you What you >> What's wrong with What's wrong with Ghost today? I've never seen him in this mood. >> Uh, I think he's just kind of drunk. It's like he gets like a little bit, you know. >> Oh, he drinks. Okay. >> Thank you, Ghost. Ghost is having fun, though, you know. Let's, you know, >> Well, I'm very upset. Ghost, come back
up here. >> Ghost, he's coming back. Did Ghost make up for everything he did with Oy? >> Um, >> he still loves me too, >> right? I think it's safe to say. >> I mean, it's like, you know, I mean, it is a monetized show and he is like one of the people that's, you know, helping helping the, you know, >> of course, of course. >> It's always good. Oh, hey babe.
>> Shout out to Ghost. Shout out to Ghost. >> I see why you put up with him now. I get it now. I get it. >> Yeah. I mean, yeah. I'm not trying to defend him. I'm I'm saying is like I'm not well I'm not mad at you know I don't get mad in any way but it's like you know it does like does help a little bit. It's like because it's like you know people break him break the rules anyway and then they don't don't
>> then then don't donate. Yeah, of course. >> Yeah. So you know >> anyway, how are you psyche? >> I'm actually really good today. Um yeah, I got Oh, here we have um here comes a ghost back. One second. Let me just uh make sure it's the real ghost. Hold on. Uh
Okay, hold on. Um, where's my thing? Okay here. >> It's me. It's me. >> Yeah. Well, you're just talking like what is Well, you were talking a lot of Go ahead and defend yourself. What do you mean by talking a lot of What's your problem?
>> What's your problem? Not you. Psych. off real quick. Let me talk to them. What's your guys' problem? What's Gus problem? Go ahead. What's your problem? >> Who's he talking to? >> I'm talking to you, dumbass. I'm talking to you, dumb ass. I'm talking to you, I'm talking to you, I'm talking to you, idiot. I'm talking to
you, dumb ass. I'm talking to you, >> We were best friends like a stream ago. Now you're cursing at me. What the hell? >> Well, Mason, you're also you have autism, so off. >> Dude, that's not even a joke, bro. Come on, bro. That's not a joke. >> I don't give a Yeah, you have autism. That's not a joke. off and deal with it. Let me talk to this if you don't mind. >> What the hell is wrong with you,
dude? We were literally best friends a stream ago. >> I don't want to be your best friend. We're not friends. I don't like you. We're not friends. I don't like you at all. >> Let me talk to this Yeah, go ahead, Mason. Go. >> I thought we genuinely play your drums. Play your drums over there. You don't mind. >> Let me call this I thought genuinely we were getting along, but All
right. All right. >> Yeah, you might be a but we don't know. You might be gay. We don't know. You might like men. We don't know. You might like >> the friend is gay. >> We never know about anything. Don't talk to me. >> What's wrong with you, bro? Why are you cursing at me, bro? >> Ghost, don't ghost. Ghost, don't say words like that. There's >> Yeah, for real. There's TS, bro. What the heck?
>> I'll take I'll take it back. Let me talk to her if you guys don't mind. Can you apologize, dude? We We're literally getting along like a stream ago. >> I would like to apologize for absolutely nothing. Ghost says what the he wants. I'm the double champ. Nobody can ever defeat me >> and I am the ultimate champ. >> Wow.
>> Hey, can you guys really disappointed me dude? >> I thought we were friends. >> Ghost. Ghost, you're being really annoying. Ghost. Ghost, you need to take a break. I mean, it's like really it's like you're going way too far tonight. >> Wow, bro. >> Please. Are you really unappropriate? >> Ghost, I have a question for you. >> Yeah, go ahead. >> Last time that we met on panel, you were
very nice to me. Why am I a now? >> And who are you? Can I ask you what's your name? Can I ask >> Harry Potter? >> Okay. All right. Go ahead. >> Yeah. The last time that we were here in Psyches, you were very nice. >> And now I'm a >> Yeah.
Did I call you a >> Yes, you did. >> Literally just did. >> I I'll take that back. Erin, I don't think you're a Is that okay? >> I appreciate it. Thank you. >> Yeah, I'll take it back. I'll take it back right now. >> We were getting along like a stream ago and then he's calling me everything over
here. Like I don't know. >> Mason, we're not Mason. Shut the up. I'm talking to Aaron. Aaron, I'll take that. I'll take it back. I'll take the bed back. Is that okay? >> All right. Yeah, I appreciate it. Now, >> I think that's fair. >> how are you? >> It is. >> I'm doing I'm doing pretty good. I'm looking for an army. >> Wait now. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. You guys made up now. What? Like, what's
what about you and me? Like, what's going on, dude? >> What are you talking about, brother? >> Dude, like a stream ago, you and I were getting along. We were like Remember, Psyche, right? We were all getting along. I don't know. >> I might have been a then. >> OH MY GOD.
>> DANG IT. >> I got more money than everybody's. >> I didn't say right now. >> Ghost. I tell you to stop. Please stop saying it. >> Dude, once you say that too many times, you won't be able to donate anymore, dummy. >> Hey, Joe. >> You're doing it on purpose. Stop doing
it. Like if you're doing >> Are you Mason? >> Are you Mason? >> Oh my goodness. >> Okay. Okay. >> Ghost. Thank you for coming on the show. Um I you know I asked >> you better not you better not do it >> several times to stop. I have to you know it's like I don't want to like a like I mean really I asked you to
stop. I screamed and then you said it again. You said it again. And so Ghost I think it's it's that's enough for tonight. You know it's like >> he needs to learn a cuto off. Like that's crazy. >> I mean, >> okay, so you're not Mason the drummer, right? >> But who are you talking to me? I'm Joe. >> Like really? I don't know who's Mason. >> I didn't know you were talking to me. I have no idea. >> No, I thought somebody was calling you
Mason. >> Oh, no. No. >> Okay, I got you. And how are you, Joe? >> I'm good. I'm good. You can call me Joe Shipley. I'm good. >> He's Joe Shipley. >> Arthur actually Arthur. His name is >> I was gonna say you are not Joe Shipley. Arthur. I know his voice.
>> I'm doing great. Having some breakfast. I feel like this has been a wild morning. This woke me up. I was so sleepy, but wow, this woke me up. >> That woke you up quick, huh? >> Yeah. >> Where' that other guy go? >> Sorry. Go ahead. >> Where where is the Karen? That is >> the Karen that is. Yeah.
>> Yeah. The Karen that is. Where is he? >> No, that's his name is not Karen. It's like I think it's like Roden or something. >> Whoa. >> I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. >> Oh my god. >> Sorry. >> Alex is on a countdown. >> I'm not sure what it is. I don't know what it is. He's He looks like he's
smiling in the chat. Um Ghost, you can you can Ghost, you can be in the chat and stuff. It's like I just I can't have you keeps like say keep asking you not to say the word and you keep saying it and it's kind of like then then it gets other people to say it and they're like well he's allowed to say it like why can't then it's like well because I said and so it's like if you're not going to like go ahead and like like just like >> I think maybe he owes me like 20 bucks listen
for all those >> ah I know I mean it's like geez and I think Oh yeah and thing that is if his name is Karen it would probably be spelled c a r y looks like the kind of spelled like a I don't know >> that's a beautiful name. >> Yeah, it is beautiful. >> Um >> thing that is. Are you coming up? >> Karen that is. Um >> Karen that is.
>> Yeah. But because he's so he's such a Karen person, right? >> I could just see him. Yeah. Psyche. >> Yes. Yes, my dear. >> When are you going to make a song for me? >> Um you like an Aaron song? Well, I I will I can I can make you a song certainly. It's like I usually will do it like once I have like a few like a
little more of an inside joke with you or like a um you know I'll do it for different reasons like but uh >> like more background is needed more background. >> Yeah. It's like it's like then I'll then it's like and you get your own song then it's like you know that's another thing like I mean it's like I'm inspired you know it's like I have really weird uh weird things but I do believe I'm
writing songs now and and that are like kind of universal with people and it's like I even Yeah. I think tonight people like it got a lot of likes on this one song I did that is just very like uh it should be an Aaron song. I I can put your name. Oh, I'll be right back. I can put your name in. I I I I have a bunch of like you know celebrating the year songs and stuff. >> Well, I'm pretty sure I'm the only
Taurus in the chat, but that could be wrong. >> Oh, there was something else I was going to ask. So you're Oh, you're you're a Taurus. You're a Taurus. >> Yes. >> Yeah. Like you know Taurus like I I know a few Tauruses like Capricorn and Taurus they they have butt heads because of
course they're both like you know they both have horns and stuff like that. Um >> Sure. >> But um the um Okay. So yeah, we discussed about the Ferdinand and the bull and stuff like that with you, right? >> Yes. >> I'll read you about your birthday though if you have if I haven't read your birthday in particular. I'll read your birthday. What's your birthday? Just just your month and day. I don't need the year. >> April 28th.
>> Okay. Okay. Let me see. This is uh called Secret Language of Birthdays. Uh it's a really good book and they have a lot of this stuff on the web. No, that wasn't it. Okay. So, it says your your day is called the day of steadfastness. April 28th people are capable of using their physical, emotional or psychological presence in an imposing if
not intimidating way. among the most determined people of the whole year. They will not give up once they have embarked on a project or a course of action. Against great odds seemingly contrary to their best interests and uh that of those closest to them, they will hold out no matter how persuasive or commanding their opponents may be. Their drive to manifest their position is
powerful and what they stand for not easily forsaken. Yet, because April 28th people are good negotiators and and uh and and political in their daily lives, they often give the impression of being reasonable, even practable. Though they appear accommodating, however, those who deal with them eventually discover that
there is in fact only one possible compromise acceptable, that which is desired by the April 28th person. Promises, then later reinterpreted, bent, or even broken. The ability of April 28th people to wait is almost inexhaustible. In fact, it is usually their opponents who wind up exhausted. >> This is true. Yes.
>> April 28th people attend to their personal appearance and dress with great care. They realize instinctively that a first impression is often the most lasting one. Consequently, they will avoid losing the opening gambit of any life situation. Uh if mothers, they place their stamps squarely on the home, structuring the daily life of family with respect to meals, hours, chores,
and personal cleanliness. If fathers, they will lay down the law and fully expect to be obeyed. Life can be very difficult for everyone concerned if one or all the children are more changeable, flexible types who resent such unyielding attitudes. More highly evolved April 28th people make superb friends, lovers, and parents because of their steadfastness in adversity and their utter dependability. They do well
in positions of authority because they stay in tune with the feelings of their subordinates. Instead of ailing through fear, they guide uh with and lead with vigorous self-confident insight, thus avoiding catastrophe. Less of highly evolved April 28th people manifest negative results over and over again through their stubbornness and intractability. The Taurus is very stubborn right?
>> It's important for April 28th people to take themselves less seriously. They must be aware of arousing antagonism in others by acting in a superior manner. Fighting battles for the disadvantaged and downtrodden can prove far more rewarding. Finally, those born in this day must learn to uh let go once their children, friends, or associates are capable of doing without their support.
Learning not to be needed to not always be in demand is important. If April 28th, people want to dev develop the philosophical objectivity needed to occasionally rest and observe life's passing scene. And so it says the strengths um steadfast, dependable, solid. It says weaknesses inflexible, doineering, and sensitive. And then it has some advice. It says generally those
born April 28th are possessed by a robust constitution, but nonetheless may be vulnerable to heart problems, high blood pressure, or glandular imbalances, particularly of the thyroid and adrenals. The whole trick for April 28th people is to keep their energy flowing, avoiding both blockages and flare-ups of suppressed emotions. Overeating may be a real danger because of a love for a wide variety of foods. The eating 28 people
may be structured and disciplined to avoid major physical problems. The physicality should be directed towards competitive sports of all kinds. Yeah. Also with the Venus like you know Venus loves fine foods. They love luxurious things like like luxury and stuff like that. >> Very true. You know what it's always something with the throat always. Well, I think I mean Venus 2 is like I mean it's like the throat too and that's
well there's throat seem like the throat chakra and stuff like uh yeah um there's a lot I mean it's very me let me look it up there's um let me let me look up what part of the Venus body of Venus rules let me see um Venus rules um body part I mean I think the genitals
but let me see it says Venus think it says the skin and reproductction of organs, skin. Okay. The connection significant as Venus governs beauty, love, pleasure, impacting the aesthetics of the body and the reproductive system. The skin is a vital part of the body and it health is closely linked to the planet Venus. When Venus is in a favorable position, it can promote skin health and beauty. While it retrograde positions may lead to skin
issues or concerns. Yeah, I must I must have had a problem with Venus when I was a teenager because I had like the worst acne, you know, and it's like, oh my god. Um, but I did it did clear up. I had some facials and it did clear up. Um I also did have a nose job and stuff like uh and my braces, lasic eye surgery. So I would look quite different probably if
I had had some intervention. So uh it's okay if we have nine view wait now we have 16. Arthur like look I mean it's like wow. It's like you know you never know how many viewers you'll get. >> I'm not nearly as interesting. That's why. >> Okay. Ghost. Ghost. I'll let you back. Okay. But you know you can't say it again. Okay. That was your last warning. You really pissed me
off because I I just told you not to say it. He He fell asleep probably. Do you hear him snoring yet? Ghost. Yeah, he fell asleep. Oh, here he is. >> Ghost, >> he fell asleep. Nope. Here he is. Nope. Fell asleep. >> I see his mic went on. Ghost, go ahead. >> Yeah, don't talk to me like that, brother. I'll you up.
>> You talk to me like that, Ghost. He said, >> straight up. I'll you up. Don't talk to me like that. >> How drunk he is. Oh my god. Ghost, how much did you What did you drink? >> It doesn't matter what I drink. >> The is your point? >> You sound just be careful. Okay. >> You sound plaster ghost. Are you okay? >> You sound gay.
>> I am gay. >> Can we accept that? You are gay. Okay. Well, I mean, we can accept that though. >> Well, now that we've established that, >> you sound gay. You sound gay. You sound like a dumbass. You sound like you're a retardant. You sound like you're a dumb dumb. You sound like you're a You sound like you don't know what the you're talking about. You sound like you don't know what the like
you really want to keep going. >> Ghost play with me. It's like a slap the out you, boy. Don't play with me like that. >> Ghost, I have a question. >> Yeah, go ahead. >> What is your horoscope? What is your sign? Leo. >> Really? Interesting.
>> Yeah. >> So, you're the kitty cat. >> There was something. I'm sorry. Go ahead. >> No, go ahead. I was just I was just curious. >> No, you asked me a question and I answered it. >> And you answered it. >> I said I did answer it, dumbass. I said Leo. Go ahead.
>> Yes, I said the kitty cat. No, I really honestly do not know any Leos. Kitty cat. What? >> You're a Leo. That's a kitty cat. >> Leo is not a kitty cat yet. >> It is. It's a big >> No, that's the That's the That's the big
That's a lion. >> Why you Why can't a lion be a kitty cat? >> Big cat. Yeah, I agree with that. But big big cat. That's >> why. All right, so we'll meet in the middle. How about a big kitty cat? >> Oh, no. Go ahead. Whatever you want to
go with. Go ahead. >> Hey, chat. What's going on? >> Shut up, >> Oh my god. >> Sorry, Mason. Go ahead and join us. >> No, Ghost, what's wrong with you, bro? Like, honestly, like we were getting
>> tripping up. Go ahead and join us. I'm bad. What's wrong? >> I said my I said my bad. >> I'm just asking genuinely like are you okay because you weren't like this? >> Yeah, my bad. I said sorry. >> But what's is just it's just it's just you accept my ap will you accept my
apology? >> I'm just asking though. Was it like a character you were playing? >> I said my bad. Can you accept my apology? I said my bad. I said, "I'm sorry." >> Ghost. >> I'll take it. I'll take it.
>> Look at the screen. The big kitty cat. >> All right. >> I guess this Aaron lady, your favorite number is 666, I guess. >> No, it's 999. >> It's an angel number. Look it up. Get her Mason.
>> I don't have a meme bone in my body. >> Who you talking about? 999. You're >> Whoa. What the hell?
>> Thank you. >> I asked I like several times. Everyone heard >> I didn't hear what he said this last time. say this many time and he was like not even like saying it right because he was like so drunk >> he like that today >> I don't know I think he's like so drunk
I've never like I mean I've heard like he's like really like so like he's looking for a fight I mean really so it's like I guess he's just looking for a fight come on Lola here come things on let me see Um, ghost, take a breather. I mean, it's like, geez, I hope you do fall asleep
because you're just going out of control tonight. I mean, it's like it's okay for like a little bit, but then it's like, no, you don't have permission to crash out on like all the guests and be rude to Aaron. Like, Aaron is just like nice and it's like she has a sense of humor or else like she might be offended because you don't even know her like that to be like, you know, talking to her like that. >> No, it's okay. >> Things and like Yeah. I mean, it's like thank you for being a good sport because it's like a lot of people would just
leave the show because they can't take like they they would just be feel disrespected and stuff and it's like I'm sorry I'm sorry that I like have allowed >> him to go like wild because I need to take control of the show. It's like it's not it's not even funny. It's like you know it's like I mean like really I I got so lucky to get my channel back and it's like he doesn't even care like about like like I'm asking him to like follow terms of service. I mean, he's always screaming about like arguing with
me like about why I'm letting people on for violating terms of service and then he like keeps doing it and it's like so um it's like >> No, I understand that part and I don't get offended very easily. Yeah. >> So, don't worry about that. >> I don't like I don't like I don't like people I don't like it anyway. I think I don't like I think it's like not like good energy to put out there. It's just like bring all this like to my show. Like I understand like yeah people
can like you know fight I like people to talk through things not like you know just like like hate each other and but um but I don't even know I don't even think I think he's just like trying to show off or something like that. I I don't know. It's like um yeah I think goes that's the swear jar is like you know I'll let you back on the air for 20. It's done at $20. Um okay I I got here Lola Lola's
having the like Rudy's outside but like I was giving the cat some cream. She's like she loves it. Here, I'll show you. Lola, come here.
You want some? Cat. Cats love occasional. Here, come here. >> What' you get for her? >> This is uh this is uh this is it's cream creamer. >> Oh. >> Uh yeah. Come here. Here. Come on, Lola. My neighbor had a cat named Lola, too. And also Careless Kate does, too. >>
>> You know, do you know do you ever watch Careless Kate? >> Um, I don't think so. No. >> Kate the Turtle, I think they call her. >> No. >> Well, yeah, she's pretty she's pretty cool. Um, she she has a a show, too, where she like covers the kind of the community. Oh, look at the cat drink. Do you see? Oh, Hold on. >> I was going to say I can't see anything.
>> I'm showing the I'm showing the Okay here. Okay, there. Here, Lola. I'm so sorry. Here Lola. Uh oh, here comes Rudy. Here comes Rudy. He's inside. Rudy. Okay. Yeah, he he loves too. >> See, you have to have it for all of
them. >> Yeah. Come on, Rudy. You ran over there. Okay. There's my camera. This camera I got on T-Mobile for like I mean I was like I wish I could buy I wish I would have bought like a nicer camera but it's I mean it's pretty good. I mean Capricorns are always like to save money you know we're always about like saving. >> Tell me tell me about it. Yep. >> Like >> I get along really well with Capricorns
though. >> You get along really well. Yeah. I mean >> I'm I I'm a pretty easygoing sign like or not an easygoing sign necessarily. I'm a Capricorn Aquarius like like mix of those which is like >> Mhm. Capricorn is very traditional and very like oh about the community about like the about the traditional way and then Aquarius is like the opposite right
and uh and so it's kind of like you know and plus my emotional side being gay I think I have like more of a like a connection with the feminine side like for me person I think I'm balanced or whatever but um yeah so the moon is significant for like emotions and stuff like that and so that's why like like a lot of times the moon >> Oh you'd love my new song then >> you have a new song >> yeah Seline
Oh okay. >> Or Salin. >> Salin. I want to hear it. >> It's on my channel. >> Okay. I want to play you a song. A new song, too, though. I have Hold on. >> Okay. >> I'll play yours. I'll play yours after. Hold on. I'm not going to kick him out. Okay. I'm just gonna have him in the backstage. So, this is I don't know if you saw this is tonight. I put this out. This is like a new You can just say new character unlocked. You can say that. Um,
>> new character unlocked. >> Yeah. Uh, that's So, okay. So this is the Here we go.
>> Shine. I was the fire beneath their skin. I am the whisper in the dark you fear
and the truth you wake to let begin. I am the mirror no lie survives. Come close belove it. I only burn what isn't alive.
Step into my radiance. Let the shadows melt away. Your secrets taste like honey when they tremble in my flame. Every fear you've ever carried.
Every mask you've ever worn becomes a ribbon in my fingers when I pull you into dawn. Oh see, a wonderer, I make you just to free you. I take your name, your
shame, your scars, and break them into truth. The new the night bows down before me. The galaxies kneel in gold. For the fire in my heartbeat is older than the world.
Let me kiss the place you hide. Let me touch the thoughts you fear. I see every war inside you. Still I draw you near. For I am not destruction.
I am revelation dressed as fire. The seduction of awakening. The mother of your deepest desire. Drink the like stars strength the void
like sun strength the night like soul strength the silence before truth arrives. Let my flames crown your mind. Let my voice carve open your sky. Feeling my light. Undress
your illusions. Till only the real remains alive. Come to me now. Bareface bare sold and guarded. And I'll show you the beauty
you kept hidden from yourself. I am a stangy br. The mother of insight. The flame of all things know the seduction of the cosmos. When it finally
tells the truth, only what is false. Only what is false. Only what is false. And darling and darling,
you are the fear more than fire.
You are amazing. >> There you go. >> I really like that one. >> You did? Thank you. >> Yeah. I love the phoenix. I have a tattoo on the back of my neck says from the ashes. >> Oh yeah. I've been like, you know, I I've been seeing the phoenix a lot and
stuff and it's been coming up like it's a common theme like recently. Have you ever seen the um in the uh the UN building they have this mural and it's like there's like the and I think it was made in the 70s. I'll see if I can bring up a picture of it. Um because it's really amazing mural, but it has a phoenix on it, but it's like he's taking off his skin instead of like he's like
removing his skin, I guess, instead of like burning in this painting. >> What? >> Yeah, it's like let me see. Um you mural Phoenix. >> Hold on. >> Oh, you're so sweet, Joanie. That's so nice of you to do for him. >> Thank you so much, Joanie. Like the cats are all running around, but Rudy loved that the creepy was like you're just
going after it. Let me see. It was in the UN building. Let me see. Um, it's behind them. Oh, yeah. Here it is. Here it is. It's called the um the 10ear. Okay. So, I got it. Let me see if I can get bring this picture. So, this is the mural and
it goes come back up. I'll let you up. Okay. Yeah, you can come. Okay. So, here I can save. Yeah, I got it. Okay. Let me see if I can see it kind of well. I'm not sure if it will come up too well. Oops. Just keep this. Oh, there we go. Okay. Where? Okay. Hold on. Uh,
>> what happened? >> Ghost is Okay, we have we have people backstage, too. So, I'll bring the people backstage. Let me see. Who's that? Who is that? It's uh I'm gonna put the banner up real quick. Okay. Um, let me see who's backstage. Um,
oh, it's Sigitty Cat. >> Sig and um, the ghost link is pinned. Go ahead, Sig. Is that you? I need to pick the thing up. Okay. Yeah. Oh my gosh. Is it okay? >> Who is it? See, he's a rude guy in the
Oh, there he is. Where where she is. Okay. >> Hi, S. >> Oh, you >> what? >> Yo, what's up, Psyche? >> Hi. Are you drunk, too? Why is everyone
so drunk tonight? Because um here's the thing, Psyche. There's something there's something called there's a disease called alcoholism. >> Alcoholism? What's that? I've never heard of it. >> It's called alcoholism. >> You add that disease? >> Like autism?
>> Yeah. But it's like a disease usually you can like, you know, treat like and I guess alcohol if it's a disease, you probably just want to stop drinking as much. It's a disease you treat but never cure. That's the problem. >> Okay. Yeah. Well, you can like stop drinking and then that be cured, right? Right. >> The problem is that diseases aren't cured.
>> So, you can't So, >> you just slow down drinking. >> Literally cannot stop. >> You could slow down drinking. Right. Exactly. But it's not cured. >> There's so many people that have that are that are that are just absent from alcohol and it's like they don't even care. Right. Look, Psyche. >> Yeah, I haven't even opened my drink yet. I have a drink right here. Hey, Trisha how >> probably for the best. I agree with
them. >> Trisha, join. All right. And let's let's hear insight. I'm sure you've got insight. >> I don't know if she like I don't know >> to this concept of uh drinking cuz honestly, psyche, I could say I could say that I have my opinions for their opinions. Okay. Sure. I mean, everyone
has opinions, right? >> I've been an alcoholic for a couple of years so >> Okay. It's not like I don't know what I'm saying, but like >> but a disease and it just seems to me like diseases are something like you know you can't like really do anything about like and it's like you know and alcohol you
can like you know seek seek help for you know you can like you know um you know abstain and all kinds of things like you know there's ways if you feel like it's a problem but because you're kind of saying it's talking about it like it's a problem like you have this this disease right if it gets to a point where it's like you disease for you. It's like right. >> Yeah. So, yeah. >> You said, "Can I ask you a question?"
>> What? >> Can I ask you a question? >> Uh, that's Well, you know, uh, you can ask me, but I can't promise you an answer. >> Okay. No, that's fair. I just wondered how long have you been sober at one time? >> What's my longest period of being sober?
Okay. Well, uh, my second question to that is which which drug or substance do you mean? >> Just alcohol. >> Alcohol. The longest I've been sober, I mean, I don't know. I like to try to be sober for a full day.
Like, I usually try to only drink at like the late hours. I don't I try to Yeah, I smoke weed, but and it's the same thing. I try to only really smoke towards end of the day and and generally only once or twice.
Um yeah, I don't know. I It used to be a lot more say that much. It used to be a lot more than that, but uh I like to do that much. I gota Hi Jon love
>> me a shot >> one day. >> So So now that I answered all those questions, are you going to get your titties out or what? >> No. No, she would. >> Oh, they're already out. Yeah, >> she cannot show. Oh, yeah. As long as her camera is not on, she can have >> No, >> she can have them. She can have them out. It's fine. Well, actually, we had we did have like Summer and Marcy and uh
Spunky one time all got out. They were all like basically without their bras just covering their nipples with their with their fingers and it was an interesting night on the show. >> I bet it was >> was it was great. Um >> it was great. Was sick there for that or did you miss it? >> All these people came in the chat. There was like a huge chat and they're like, "Oh my god, look at there's boobs out." Like everyone likes boobs. Even gay
people like boobs, you know? They're like universal. Except like, you know, I wouldn't want to drink milk from Flirty Diamonds, but um >> I wouldn't want to compete. No. >> Well, Diamonds and uh not very impressed. Not very impressed. Um anyway, you know
who Flirty Diamond is though? That's the kind It's Sigex girlfriend. >> I don't know. >> I want to say no. Absolutely not. Yeah, you dated you dated him? >> Absolutely not. >> You didn't? Okay. But didn't you didn't you watch look at his only fans and stuff or her and see her lactating on her Only Fans?
>> What? I have I'm so confused. >> Yeah. >> No interaction. gender woman that came in the community and like fooled all the guys and like one of them was sick that she fooled and um you know they all got really like >> No, I was not fooled by anyone. >> But they're questioning their sexuality and stuff. Oh. >> Oh, you have friends?
>> I've never I've never questioned my sexuality in my life. I was going to say something, but I'm not. >> I'm thankful I'm thankful enough to have had limited instances of being charmed. So, I get to see what people really are like. >> Is there a charm? >> When you have when you have a bunch of
instances of people trying to charm you, then it kind of all blurs in. You know what I mean? >> But you look at women like charmers or something like some kind of like seductress or something that has that has like charming. Well, human beings, they elicit your attention for reasons,
right? Yeah. Again, Psyche, I don't know. Like, Psyche, did you did you did you ever did you graduate college? >> Yeah. >> Did you ever study sociology? >> Yeah, I was in a junior or not. >> How much how much of sociology did you study? >> I remember was not a very difficult class, but how much of it did you study?
I don't know. I say I think I think I'm basically, you know, educated in the world more than I was in college. But >> I mean, if you if you take sociology 101, then it's not going to be a difficult class. But what I mean to say is how far into sociology did you study? >> Basically, I was basically I took like, you know, I took other kind of classes.
I did like a bachelor degree and then I did a marketing degree. So I was >> Krenshaw. Crunch. I went to Harbor College a little bit, but then I went to um Brooks Brooks College. >> You don't know Cshaw? >> It's okay. Okay, sweetie. Crenshaw is a street like there's Hawthorne and Crenshaw. I know they're popular streets,
>> right? Okay. >> Anyways, right, as you know, um I don't know. I I don't say these things out of nowhere. I I you know I like to think that things
happen for a reason and and and they don't happen for a reason but thusly I like to I like to believe that things are make sense and so uh hold on >> what can I say?
>> Joanie wants to play something. Hold on. Things don't make sense until they do. Right. Right. Things make sense till they do. >> Sometimes it's better to be direct rather than like try to make everything such a mystery like because it's like I'm trying to >> It's always better. >> Yeah. But it's like but you but why don't you do it? You always come in here
like talking like >> I'm never being mysterious. I'm always being very direct and I'm always being as straightforward as possible. This is an attribute that is not desirable and thusly I'm removed. I understand that. That's not going to stop me from not being direct and straightforward. That's just who I am.
>> Okay, I'm going to play this. >> It's This is just my character. >> This is a request. >> Wait, hold on. >> Phoenix, can we just do this real quick? Okay. Yeah, I'm do that.
>> Why am I still hearing this sound? I don't want to hear this horrible sound. >> Is it me? Ashes wrapped around my name still lies. >> I burn with flame. >> They call me broke and call me done, but they don't know the battles
won underneath the darkest skies. I found the wings I've kept inside.
The world may tear, may try to bend, but this is not how my story ends.
I'LL LIKE A PHOENIX FROM THE FALL. IISE EVEN WHEN I LOSE IT ALL. From the dust, from the pain, FROM THE SHADOWS I RECLAIM. I RISE, I RISE AGAIN AND AGAIN.
Rise up. KEEP BURNING ALL NIGHT LONG. RISE UP. There's fire inside of me. >>
>> Every scar a silent song proof that I've been brave this long. They try to dim the light I hold. BUT EMBERS GLOW WHEN NIGHTS GET COLD AND TAUGHT ME HOW TO FIGHT TO BUILD A PLACE FROM JUST ONE SPARK OF LIGHT.
I'M NOT AFRAID OF FLAMES OR RAIN. I KNOW THE WAY TO FLY THROUGH PAIN.
crushed and cracked, but still I
like a phoenix from the fall. I lose it all. Even when I lose it all. From the dust, from the pain, from the shadows, I RECLAIM. I RISE. I rise again and again.
>> KEEPING ALL FREE. >> There's fire inside of me.
I rise. I fall. I bleed. I BURN. I BREATHE. BUT I rise. But I rise. Ashes on my skin, but I feel alive. Every fall I took taught me how to
survive. Let the past burn down. Now let the silence break. Watch me soar for my own sake. Let the fire roar. Let the thunder cry. I was born to fall and rise.
I rise. You rise. I fall still RISE ALIVE. I rise. I RISE LIKE A PHOENIX FROM the
fall. I rise. I rise. Even when I lose it all from the dust, from the pain, from the shadows, I RECLAIM. I RISE. I rise again and again.
again and again
like a phoenix. Yo yo, you want a cooking stream? >> Yo, Psyche, I'm with >> Yo, Psyche. Psyche, you stop kicking me out like a person. You know what I mean?
>> I know, but I was playing I was playing a song for Joanie and I didn't want you like talking through it like m you're over and stuff already trying to trying to play. I mean, listen, Johnny. We can we can listen to the song while we have sex. Okay. >> Can I show you something, Psyche, real quick? >> What do you What do you want to show? >> I'm I'mma be like cooking something. You
know what I mean? >> We're doing a cooking stream. >> Not cooking. You're not cooking crack cocaine, are you? >> You mean do you want me to do that? I could do that. >> I don't think you're allowed to show that on YouTube. >> Please don't. Yeah, >> I I mean I respect that. I'm just saying I can if if you would like me to show you the process. >> Yeah,
>> I could do that. >> No, >> right. We have We have people like Big Ups right? You know what I'm saying? Like Psyche, you get it, right? People like Big Ups, uh NYC Smoke 323, they're all like pathetic and they want to like uh put other people down
a notch, right? cuz they can't be up as much as Psyche is, right? A guy like a guy like NYC Smoke 333, you will never be as up as Psyche cuz you're all dilusional. You know what I mean? Psyche knows. Psyche knows
>> a guy, you know what I mean? As much as talking as I can say to Psyche and it's justified. Okay. As much as I could say that, you know what I mean? He knows how to talk a in the right direction. You know what I mean? You're the type of dude you don't get it. You know what I mean? You don't get it. >> You don't get it.
>> I don't They said you were giving me a compliment. You just twisted it around. >> No, New York City. >> I'm not I'm not giving you a compliment. I'm not kissing your ass and I'm not disrespecting you. You understand? >> Yeah. I didn't say >> it's not It's not like as I'm not kissing your ass. I'm not nothing, bro. >> Okay. Well, thank you. I appreciate that. So, this guy always
>> Yeah, man. >> This guy always wants to be a guest when he should be a host. >> He is a host. He's a host, too. >> You're all delusional and bro. >> Demons. But hey, but you know what? He can uh you can't have you have to have a show on Rumble and go ahead and tell your channel on Rumble so everyone can check you out on Rumble. We have nice 25 people in the room right now.
>> Yo, for those who know, they know. >> Excuse me. I'm sorry, ma'am. Here >> the cell on >> Yeah. Yes. >> I was just gonna ask if if you were the one that wrote that song or Joanie did. >> Joanie recommended that. So that was um that was one she recommended. So >> Okay. All right. >> Great. It was great. I I enjoyed it. >> It was great. I loved it.
>> Great. And >> can Now, can we do my song? >> I'm really proud of I'm really proud of the lyrics. That's why I asked. >> What's your um What's your channel called? I don't I'm sure I have it here. Hold on. Um, is it >> Eron? He's 999. >> Okay. Okay. E R I N E Y S99. Okay. Okay. >> Here's the thing. Here's the thing. NYC
Smoke99. You can join the stream and you can have a beer here with us. Okay. This isn't high school. You can't like you don't need to say, "Oh, this guy is on the table. I don't want to be on the same table as this guy."
>> I need >> you. You like Excuse me. I'm sorry. Excuse me, Zaki, real quick. NYC Smoke, you can join the stream. >> You could join the stream, dude. >> Nobody's like Nobody's banning you from here. Psyche is cool, right? He lets people on.
>> Yeah. Well, Aaron wants >> Oh. Oh, so this. Oh, so that. >> Okay. I mean, I have to mute you for a second because we're doing >> You know what I mean? >> We're doing her Aaron song. >> Psyche. I'm I'm I mean, I'm just trying to make a point. You know what I mean? >> We're doing Aaron's song. Okay. So, Okay. Okay. Thank you. I mean, I don't want it to be interrupted, so that's why you're backstage.
In the darkness, so hate and rage filled as this one. It strikes friend and foe the same. At one time it had less power to do such harmful things. But I grew weak and it
grew strong. Now look at what it brings. My strength is not to be found. It has been. I have been searching for something that
I've hate. I have so much to make up for and make right. I just hope it's not too late. When life is all said and done,
you must realize there is only one one set course, one path to take. It was still your own to make or break. Your path was written
in the stars. It was there would be scars. But at the end, you realize there was only one. Have you done anything that's made a difference in
someone's life? Has there been anything given other than heartache and strife? I've thought of the goddess and asked for some light. Things haven't been clear. I'm losing the fight. It's getting too hard to think of some good. Even when told, I just pretend it's understood. I feel more guilt than one
should own. Can't change the past. It's set in stone. Medusa's gaze has done its job. Making the guilt inside just throb with every heartbeat, every breath. Complete the stone or emotion death. When life has ended, all said and done,
you must realize there is only one set course, one path to take. It was still your own to make or break. Your path was written
in the stars. It was known there would be scars. But at the end, the battle you realize there was only one. Between darkness and light is where I was born. The two states of being in which I'm always
torn. I've tried only to show you the love and the light. It became harder to do. Night after night, I slowly broke down like an old carousel and brought you all down to my personal hell. It ended up happening. Although I did fight, my head kept saying, "Of course, you can't do anything right." I did think of three things I did that made the voice go away. They happened in
November and June and in May. The things that are brightest are the children I made. That made this light brighter and the darkness to fade. Nothing and everything bangs in my head. My only thoughts cannot be said. I once was her, but
now it seems I only see her in my dreams. It's too late to change a thing. >> I'll burn and rest. I've cut the string. >> Wow, Aaron, that's I didn't know you did AI AI, Aaron. What a great job. What a >> That was awesome. Hell yeah. wonderful
>> Thank you so much. I just did the lyrics. Shan Camp did the video in the >> AI stuff. >> Shann's my Shan's friends with me. Uh NYC Smoke, I think. Make sure it's real one. I'm sorry. >> What's up? Yeah, this is me. NYC Smoke. >> Oh, I see someone backstage too. Is that you too? >> Oh, no. I'm the only NYC Smoke that's here. I'm JR. It could be a fake one
probably. >> How are you? >> I'm good. How's it going? >> Good. Have you been on the show before? I don't think you've ever met. >> No, this is my first time here. I can't remember how how I subscribed to this. Maybe I found it randomly. Maybe someone shared it. I did see LD earlier today. That's uh my friend LG. I saw him. Yeah. Cuz I tuned in for like a hot second, but I was busy, so I couldn't really
like tune in for too long. >> I know this guy right here. He's always telling people he's my cousin to like get into places. >> Oh my gosh. >> Is that true? >> No, I'm kidding with that. That was a joke. But I I do like this guy. He always parties with me on my panel, but tries to at least, but his mic is always way too loud and I fix it. I make him
even with everyone. He thinks I'm making him too low, you know. He And then he we do this audio battle and I just ban him, you know, type stuff. >> Oh, Alex, that was my song. >> Yo, my boy Smoke. This is real me. >> Oh my god. >> Yo, Sid, you were talking about me.
I'm here. What do you want? >> >> Sig, >> this the real NYC. What do you want? >> Sig, you got beef, bro. You better >> stand up your bottom lip and talk to me, boy. What do you want? >> Yeah, I bet Sig has us muted and he's uh tuned into something else. That's how
rude he is. >> Say, can you hear Sig? Are you okay? >> That's how rude he is. He just >> own show. I hate when he goes on his own show and he's on my show and then he's like like talking like with his like on mute. Hey s are you there or no? If you don't say anything within 10 seconds I'm gonna kick you off the show. 10
>> nine eight seven six five >> four one. >> And shout out to NYC Smoke. Nice to meet >> Yeah. Is going on, man. You're my double you. gang. What's going on? >> Hell yeah. Big ups. Let's go. Cheers. >> Well, >> Your doppelganger is a chubby Filipino >> that's too funny.
guy. >> Yo, what's going on, Psyche? Yo, man, I don't know how I subscribe to you. I know it's I've been here a minute. >> I think somebody shared your channel, but my buddy uh LD >> he was here. >> So, I listened for a quick second. So, yeah. Yeah. What's going on? >> Things are funny.
>> Are you a streamer? Are you a streamer, though? You look like you look kind of like >> Yeah, I am a I am a streamer. Yeah, I stream a little bit. >> Call I want to check out your channel. You seem like a kind of professional. >> Yeah, I just chill and party. >> Okay. >> This dude is hilarious though. Hell yeah, bro. I really enjoy that. Hell yeah. >> Well, good. Made a new friend. You're But it's yourself, you know.
>> Yeah, exactly. I'm like in the multiverse right now. >> I got fans out here, you know. The sky is trying to be like me. Psych. You heard? >> Chill. Oh, are you friends with Sandman? >> I don't know. Maybe I've seen him. I don't know. I don't know a Sandman at all. I know. >> Oh. Oh, you know, do you do you open panels or do you do uh
>> I do open panels basically every day. Like I drive around the city, New York City, and I do open panels from my phone while driving. >> Oh >> Does the same I do? What the >> Well, you know what? It's like a lot of people would like, you know, people like love open panels around here. So they would probably love to check out your channel. So >> yeah, I appreciate that. Yeah. And
you're welcome, too. Uh you and uh is her name Erin or is that just a picture? >> There's Aaron. >> Oh yeah, Erin is too. Cool. Was that lady in the water with the alligator? Was that like a reptilian lady in the music video? >> Oh my god. >> Was she AI, brother? That was AI. >> She was a ginger, not reptilian. She had beautiful red hair. Did you see it? She >> Oh yeah. I'm not talking about Erin. I'm
not saying if Erin was a reptilian, but in the music video like I was >> calling me a reptilian. >> No, not Oh, that was supposed to be you in the music video. That was supposed to be Oh, I didn't know that. All right, my bad. I thought it was just like a talked about, you know, the month. >> Yeah, it was a dope video though. Like I
saw a elf or like a you know like something like that maybe. >> A lot of stuff. >> Yeah. Um, Shan Camp was the one that actually did the video. I just did the words. >> Okay. >> But since I'm redhaired, she used a lot of red hair. >> Now I know like you know few great um AI content creators like because um you
know >> great more gingers in the community. >> Yeah, more gingers. Ginger. Are you a ginger? Or no? >> I am. >> You are. Okay. Do you have do you have like your >> Is your bush Is your bush red, too? >> Oh, come on. Come on. NYC. >> I don't have one. >> It got burned off in a fire. >> Oh my goodness. >> Cheers. Hell yeah. Let me see if I have any more. We I have to get some tomorrow.
>> Yo, one last thing before I leave there. Psych. One last thing. >> Isn't Alex 20 minutes up? >> Um I don't know. Want to come back up, Alex? If he wants to come back up a little. >> All right. Good Yo, everyone, you're on panel. Uh I do driving streams. Open panel. Anyone's welcome to
join. >> Uh, you know, I drive around NYC, hence the name NYC. >> And, uh, I'll see y'all later. >> NYC. >> Oh, yeah. See you later, bro. >> Bye, doubleganger. >> That's too funny. Does that guy come around a lot doing things like this? >> Yeah, >> that is great. >> I have like a I have a few like uh pretty funny regulars. I mean, I have to
say I'm pretty lucky. Um, >> yeah, that guy is great. That guy is >> Hey, you're really cute. Oh my god. I I funny. didn't know. Look at >> I'm really cute. Did you say that? >> Biracial or you Puerto Rican? >> I'm not bisexual. That's >> Yeah. Yeah. I'm just kidding. I know you're biracial. Bisexual. >> I'm a Puerto Rican. Yeah, I'm Puerto
Rican. 100%. So, you are bisexual? Yeah. 100% Puerto Rican. >> All Puerto Rican guys are bisexual. I think you know >> that's funny. No doubt. >> It's funny. That's true. I mean, I've seen a lot of Puerto Rican drag queen. >> No. Yeah. I'm not bisexual. I don't come from Puerto Rico. I come from New York. You know, I don't know what goes on out there in the island. >> You should do those. >> You should do You should do like
workouts, you know. >> I should work out. I don't work out. >> Okay. >> But uh >> Alex wants to come up. >> Come on, Alex. >> That photo of you, Erin, is that you like in that photo? Just like a little edited. >> You get sick? >> Yeah, just a little edited. >> Cool. Cool. >> Fell asleep. He couldn't have fell
asleep that quick. Clicked the link and fall asleep. >> His head is down like like completely to the side. >> Did you just bring him back? Is that >> Yeah, >> wake up. >> Siggy Sig. >> Oh my god. >> Signal. Damn. He might be >> gonna show us something. >> Well, >> yeah. He was gonna teach you guys how to cook crack or something. >> Yeah. I don't want
It's not appropriate time for that. Um but uh yeah, Ghost has passed out, too. Yeah. Ghost I, you know, he's passed out. Like, everyone just passes out on the show. I don't understand. Like, I'm not awake. >> Oh, yeah. >> But, uh, yeah. >> Yeah. I'm about ready to go. >> I'll I'll open up. >> Yeah. This is my only beer. Like, I have more in the fridge, but this is my bedtime. Actually, I work from 6:00 p.m. to 2:00 a.m. So, I go to sleep around 7,
but I'm not tired. I figure I'd drink one beer and try to get a little >> I'm having a Max Harter strawberry pineapple. >> Cool. Cheers. >> I'm allergic to strawberries. >> Oh, Well, I'll I'll eat them for you. I'll help. >> Okay. >> I appreciate it. Thank you. >> No problem. >> But yeah, I just go live like every day,
damn near, but not exactly every day, but um randomly I go live while driving open panel. Everybody's welcome to party and chill. >> Start watching you. I'm start watching you because >> Okay. I don't What was your name? >> Uh NYC Smoke 323, but they call me JR Junior or Smokey. Ah, do they
call you by any chance as well? >> Alex, you're so loving. >> What? Look at him. He looks like every other in New York. Yo, >> this SWAT guy seems like law enforcement. >> I'm Junior. I'm seeing you. Enough. Enough of you Puerto Ricans with the same face. >> Your dumb little goat tea
smoking. Somebody cooks Puerto Rican. >> Yeah, >> Puerto Rican suck. By the way, I'm Colombian. >> Is this guy speaking and I'm the only one that can't hear him? >> Colombians don't like Puerto Ricans.
>> Alex Colombians don't like Puerto Ricans. That's a fact. And >> Damn, Alex. >> Oh, yeah. >> The heard that heard. You hear me now, >> Yeah, I hear you now. I thought Dominicans didn't like Puerto Ricans. I I thought Colombian and Puerto Ricans were cool.
>> Domin Colombians are cool. Puerto Ricans and Colombians hate each other. That's >> Oh, I didn't know that. how it go. >> I had no idea that's how it >> Unless Unless the Puerto Ricans got good money and the Colombians got good kilos, then they become best friends, right? >> Then they do become best friends. I'll become best friends with a German if you got the
right Yeah, it doesn't matter. No. >> North Korean Anybody that's got the connect, that's not the point yet. >> Oh yeah. No. >> He's looking for a plug, people. >> Yeah. I don't I'm not the plug. >> Yo, she gets it. >> He gets it, my man. >> Also, um I don't even speak Spanish.
Like I'm from New York. New York, you know, like born out here, raised out here. So I'm I'm Hispanic, but I don't speak it. >> Like every other every Mexican Los Angeles. Espanol, man. Like I do know I could get by, but like Yeah, >> I might speak more Spanish than you. I'm not sure. >> That's crazy. >> I could get by, but uh I'm not the best. >> Were you born here?
>> Yeah, I was born here. And I only been to Puerto Rico twice for vacation and never visit. >> I beat you. I wasn't born here. And I've been to Puerto Rico three times. >> Oh, hell yeah. >> Pizza is sick. >> Three times I've been there. And I was born in Colombia, but I came here as a little tikeke, a little, you know, a little little young ling. >> Alex, >> but I've been to Puerto Rico three times
in my life. >> Alex, do you like this guy? Hi, Alex. Someone says you you're a Puerto Rican >> San Juan Elondo. >> The only place I went to was San Juan. He had the strip. Uh, I stood at the Marriott twice. >> Would you say what you say? Psyche. >> Nothing. I was Oh, yeah. Are you living with some guy named Eli? um from Puerto Rico. Someone said um that's what um
smashed that in the chat. He says, "Alex seemed to love that Puerto Rican name Eli." >> Is that true? >> Puerto Rican named Eli. >> Do you know who that is? >> Yeah. Eli's one that got stabbed, right? >> Yeah. He's not from Puerto Rico. He's Or I see. >> Oh, he's Dominican. Dominican. >> Who got stabbed? What? >> Eli from People's Podcast got stabbed. >> Oh, who stabbed him? Who stabbed him?
>> Jonah, if you want to come say hi. Jonah's in the Philippines. She's um she's really sweet. I I just saw like I was I've been a member of her channel I think for like 15 months or something like that. Like >> do you have any info on who stabbed him? Psych? If you do, call Crimestoppers. >> Okay. >> You can make up to $2500 if it leads to an arrest and a conviction. >> I do know I do know. >> I'm going to call.
>> It's on video. >> Crime stoppers. Yep. >> It's on video. >> Oh yeah. >> On YouTube. >> Actually, they raised it to 3500 now. New York City spiffy. They raise 500. If you can help with any crime, solve any crime. >> If you can help solve any crime, you got $3500 in your pocket, baby. >> Well, that's about being a narc Alex. I
don't not sure. >> And you can remain anonymous. Like, yeah, my name is number four. >> If I film someone like Jay Walken, I could get like 3,500 bucks. >> No. >> No. A real crime dick like murder dick. I just want Jay Walking. I want my poor jeans.
>> Jay Walking doesn't count. God damn it. >> Got to be a good one, baby. No, it's better to be a good one. No doubt. >> You know, >> at least a felony. At least a felony, bro. >> Hell yeah. Hell yeah. >> Can I No. Can I film my own felony and still get the money? >> Well, no. I don't think so. Because then it's like >> you turn your own
crime. Then it's like You're going to get arrested yourself for the money. >> Yeah. >> Like come get me, but it's going to cost you more in lawyer fees and jail time than the four grand. It's not worth it. >> Then when you get out of jail, you have like four G's waiting for you. That makes sense. Problem is, >> but you're going to waste 30 G's in lawyers. >> I would like to I'm going to actually admit to it. I
don't need a lawyer. >> Yeah, you have to admit to your class. What's your emergency? I want to report a crime. What is it? I I did a lot of felonies. Come get me. What the Is that what you saying? Have my 4,000 ready in two years when I get out of Rikers. Is that what you're telling me? We're going
>> That's what it sounds like. >> Yes. >> Have you seen plan? It's a solid plan. >> Four grand. That's not even a purse. >> Then you get out of jail business with that four grand, you know. I don't even want to like >> That's too funny. >> Leave jail. I finally have a boyfriend. I get group showers. >> No, it's on to every bus stop in New
York. Solve a crime. Call Crimestoppers. >> That was still a thing. >> I started thinking. I'm like, who do I know? Who can I rent out, man? All my friends are drug dealers. I can't do that. That's not really solving a crime. That's just rad. I don't know any >> That's a snitch thing. No, don't do that. >> Yeah. Like I don't know any, you know. >> Yeah. I'll keep my eyes open now if I
see that. >> Exactly. >> That looks like that murdering What? >> It looks like that. >> That's it. >> That's horrible. >> But it's going to take time, too. It's not right away. You got to wait like 10 years till they convict that dick and
throw him in jail. >> Oh, that. No, >> that sucks. It's not right away. >> Money. get the money and nobody can catch me. >> No, it's got to lead to an arrest. That's number one. And a conviction which can take the guy.
>> That's how God damn. >> He's going to porn bomb. lasale,
but the story
out. >> Why is he doing this to us? >> What kind of nightmare from hell is this? I know the coughs and tears. There's a smile she hides real quick. Jimmy really sick just playing
that sympathy stick. Spinning tail so dramatic and slick. Oh, Jim really sick. Every night there's a brand new sorrow. A performance fine tuned to the core.
Clicks and gifts keep rolling in steady though she's healthy as ever and more. But someday the mask may crumble. Truth cuts deeper than a trick.
Till then she keeps on streaming. Selling stories layer thick. Jimnick ain't really sick. Just playing that sympathy stick. Spinning tails so dramatic and slick. Oh
Jimnick ain't really sick. Jimnick ain't really sick. Just playing that spinning dramatic >> baby. >> That's Jimnick. That's my girl. That's >> That's dope.
my girl Jimnick. >> Smashited. Smash it. >> Guy I know that pretended to have sto stomach cancer to get paid. Yeah. >> Seriously? >> Yeah. He told one chick that and then she got mad at him and then told everybody and then he had he played it off like he had it and then supposedly
got cured. Somebody donated like 4,000 to him for medication. He actually asked somebody on the side for like medication money. >> That's crazy. I need medication for my moly man. >> And then yo, the funniest thing is he couldn't say the name of the treatment or the medication. Who who gets a medication put into them or takes a treatment that they don't even know
what is called, right? That's crazy. >> Yo, there's so many crazy people on Earth. >> Something happened after CO, bro. I'm telling you. I don't know if it was a vaccine or something happened to the planet after that It's not the same. >> Everyone's crazy.
>>
>> excuses like a web confess claiming life is heavy while he's causing all the stress. May the Lord replaced men according to his wickedness.
For every lie he spins, for every truth twist, they gave him love and kindness. He paid them back.
>> The evil doer, baby. You doing the Yankee hat?
>> He hides behind an avatar, a screen, his only shield.
>> It goes It goes on forever. >> Who makes these videos? Like I see IP2 as a signature. with IP2. >> Alexander Mayor >> is Sigle, right, bro? Sig >> pass. >> It was a wiggle. >> Sig. >> Sig. >> I see him breathing. I saw I saw him breathing. >> He's breathing. Yeah, he's snoring. The
Georgia got him. >> I took him off. >> Okay, I'll fix it. >> Okay, where did everybody go? >> Yeah, he is moving. >> There we go. >> This scares me sometimes, bro. But it looks like he's that moon. >> Oh, he's fine. He's not drunk. Um, yeah, everyone's pretty drunk tonight. I mean, I I haven't taken a sip of my drink yet,
but I'm about to. Let's have a >> Do you see um smoke NYC? Do you see this dick with his stupid serpent? >> Yeah, I see that. >> Snake staff. >> Oh, yeah. Like a dick. He's just >> He's just a funny dick, that's all. >> No doubt. >> I think I should bonk you on the head with it. A lot of cult leaders have those, I bet.
>> And it's like a graphic. >> Oh my god. Yeah. Ask them to show you what's under the hood. Show them what's under the jack. It's like if you Huh? You want to pass the test, my man? >> No. No. >> Show him the Show him the flag. >> Pass the test. He already flag. He flex for me. >> Psyche. It's the seventh inning, my man. >> I don't have my >> Can we all stand up for for the American anthem?
>> Underwear. >> He has to pass the test. >> He has passed the test. Oh, he has to take off the shirt, right? Revenge. >> No, no, no. He's got to see the flag. >> No, but I don't have the flag on right now. I'm not wearing my >> Oh, so you got saved. You got saved tonight, my man. >> All right. Well, I have to do the initiation next time, guys. Next time.
>> I got to go. I got to go to bed. You got to go. >> Hey, come back soon. Okay. Thanks for being >> Well, do salute. Thank you for having me up. >> Have a nice >> You're the best, bro. Peace. Bye. Bye. >> Bye. Bye. >> Bye, cutie. He heard he heard American flag speedos and ran for the hills. He knew he's seen it already, I think. >> I know. Well, everyone wants to see my speedo. Everyone does. Okay. Um, >> who speeds?
>> Yeah. Okay. >> Oh, you Come on, Aaron. Come on. >> What? >> No, I never >> No. Psyche. What >> is there a clip of it? Like, can we go back to an old video? >> Yeah. I mean >> Psyche has American flag speed beetles and his nuts fly out of him out of the
side >> and I swear no Harry he does flips in them right just on in the speedos fly out here and there >> fly out here and there. >> Yes. >> It's like a potato. Looks like a potato. >> It's like a >> you know a potato with like one hair on
it. It's weird. >> Well, don't get your channel taken down. >> Yeah, shut up, Alex. Anyway, I was looking for Okay. Yeah, there's a channel called Fish Tacos and Dick. That's not my channel. That's imitating me. But anyway, >> Eric, do you see him holding his staff? His cobra staff. >> I do. I actually like that.
>> I like it, too. >> Look at him.
>>
>> That is the old man in your life.
name. Their grayscale sermons drip from every glowing screen. A ritual of dread before me. I drift half awake as the dream doors are falling.
Losing the wires driving me to the morning. I'm stalling holding back the midnight bell watching fate crash slow and sprawling these waters pull deep this I swear thin
do not touch this bridge again worries calling they dig their pins but I can lift these shivers running cold as rivers cutting sharper than the >> >> in my tongue.
I can't stop these shivers crawling down my fingers. Tugging phantom triggers coming undone. Nowhere left to run.
I resist when the pressure hammers my center to call it stubborn pride or a blind contender. My comet dreams fire wild through the night. X marks the
altar where I dare to enter. I resist letting go of the scraps of control. A little remains stitched into my soul. Fast young heart endings bless
their to running cold as rivers cutting sharper than the splinters in my tongue. I can't stop these shivers crawling down my fingers.
Tugging phantom triggers coming undone. Nowhere left to run. Frozen between one breath and time. My shadow mind repeats it right. You're never fall.
When you're falling up, why come down smoken? A cloud of ghost unbroken. Never let it go.
>>
>> I feel these shivers running cold as rivers cutting sharper than the splinters in my tongue. I can't stop these shivers crawling down my fingers. Plugging phantom triggers
coming undone. Nowhere left to run. Feel the shivers now.
Thank you for listening. Here you go. >> I love you, Alex. I know, Aaron. I know you do, baby. I love you so much. That was me talking. >> I know you do, Aaron. I hate you. >> I wanna
I want to marry you, Alex. Aaron. Aaron, baby. We just met. >> Slow it down or not? Let's bring it in, >> I think she's married. too. >> Is she? >> Yeah, she's >> married with Hey, what's up? Money420. Hey Schuma.
>> Aaron, you're married? >> You definitely Oh, come on. Oh, yeah. Oh, she's probably sucking his dick right now. That's why she's not answering. She's definitely married. >> Well, Erin, thanks for being >> She's a ladder. She's brushing her >> Sorry. Sorry. What? What? teeth but >> Oh, nothing. Nothing. Oh, psyche. Play this next song.
>> Okay. Psyche. Next song. But I don't know. >> Alex, we just say how much we love you. >> Uhhuh. Uhhuh. Sure you were. Sure you were. We were just saying how much we love her. Remember? >> Sure. >> Remember Jake next song.
>> I don't even want to know. I really don't. >> Between you and ghost, I just don't even know. No surrender. No surrender.
>> >> Hold. Do not turn your head, pilgrim. The air is thick with omens and hungry eyes. Keep your heartbeat steady as a drum in the underhaul.
No flinch, no tremor, for predators adore the taste of panic. Chain reactions coil like serpents around your ankles. The faction waits in shadow.
Listening, judging, wondering if you will rise like a comet or fall like a forgotten prayer. Will you leave? Will you burn? Or will you finally face the terror that's been sizing you up in the dark?
I'd rather stand before the beast than crawl before my feet.
Run. They whisper high. Close your eyes. Do not disturb the ancient thing beneath your ribs. But I'm not built quiet. I'm carved from storm bones and fire. In my greed there is no surrender.
Run for the pulse of your life. Choose your fade. Whisper a warrior because I yield to nothing in this life. There is no surrender.
Don't surrender. Don't surrender. Hold. Panic is a con man with a painted grin. A rerun villain from a bad dimension. Trying to sell you doom on discount. Live here in this exact breath. The doors are still open. The hourglass
still bleeding sand. Choose your doorway prophet. What will you be? A servant of dread or a survivor of the war behind your sternum?
Twist the mirror. See the distortion for the lie. It is. There is nothing you cannot rise above. When the flame inside you remembers its name. They said to coward to blindfold your eyes to let the monsters slumber.
But I am the kind that wakes monsters and makes them bow. Life or legend. What will you pick? I won't regret my roar. My hope remains unbroken.
No surrender. No surrender. Here now I push back. Fall back my highest soul. Surrender. No surrender. Bre now. I rise like a rod. Stealing fire from the
architects of fear. No surrender. Mark it. Now I take my power back. Piece by piece by me. Surrender. >>
>> No surrender. Run. I never close my eyes. The impossible. I walk with the creature inside me. We're all friends now.
But don't run from fate. Run for the throne with your name on it. You, too. contender or ghost. I won't apologize for becoming the tempest.
In my kingdom, there is and will always be.
No surrender. Heat. Heat.
No surrender.
Surrender.
Surrender. Surrender. Surrender.
Well, that clown was horrifying. Thank >> Oh, yeah. The clowns are, you know, I'm you. related to the first clown. Like the >> we me and Psyche praise you. We praise real you from head to toe, baby. We >> Oh, absolutely. >> Okay. >> Oh, no. You're No, you're >> No, the >> There's a movie called What's it called? Oh my gosh. It was kind of this NP Ultra
movie, but it was about like this really weird thing like there's a school and all the kids in this one lady's class all disappeared and so they like, you know, but then there's no explanation for it. Oh, they actually they all walk out of their house like at 5 in the morning and like disappear somewhere. >> Oh, I saw that. Yes. >> What's it called? >> In hypothetical world, Erin was married.
What would what would he do? What does your husband do for a living? He wouldn't drive, would he? Is there anyone can cut the Yeah. Yeah. If you >> I don't know anymore. No, >> you don't. Ah. Psyche dick. He She He almost ruined our love, baby. He said you were married. >> Oh, she's not.
>> No, I have a boyfriend. >> I'm not married. Oh my god. >> No. that. I'm not married anymore. >> There you go. >> He's not here. >> All right. Ro. >> Yo. Hello. >> Reundo. She's not married, bro. >> Yo, quick uh >> She's not married.
>> Quick question for the three of you. Um, you know, when people play the victim mentality, don't you get like victim fatigue, for example, like the BLM like fatigue. >> >> You guys know what I mean, >> right? Well, >> please don't talk about victims cuz I love to be the victim.
>> Oh, come on. You know what I mean, right? >> Aaron, I know what you mean, baby. >> See, you talk to Psyche. I'll talk to Aaron. We got to like go. Is there any way we can divide the panel? YouTube. >> Psyche. You know what I mean, right? >> Me and Aaron going to
>> psyche. You know what I mean, right? >> Wait, nothing Psyche away, Alex. God damn it. >> All right, Raondo, hit it. >> What's going on here? I'm interested in >> you guys know like >> you guys know the whole BLM and like >> you get tired of it at one point it's like you you get fatigue like BLM
fatigue you've heard of that >> I'm fatigued by everything >> wait till I'm done with you >> with that being said >> Alex sleep you're going to sleep for a month baby >> with that being said >> I feel like I'm getting AI I fatigue
with Psyche constantly doing the song. >> AI fatigue. What a thing. His songs are killing you. >> That's funny. >> Say that. I love his videos. Plus, I love my >> I like them too, bro. I like them, too. Mundo, you can't handle the AI songs. >> He's fatigued.
>> Look what life has done, baby. It's you and me now. So just
blocking my manave and my crew just said while filming the spill. We had tacos on the pier, wind in our hair and half the town wondering who let this man out anywhere out anywhere. July 4th. Low the speedo was a war crime, but the
sun saluted me anyway. Said the fit was divine. Oh wow, what a year it's been. Friends became enemies, enemies turned back again. We laughed until sunrise fought till it hurt. Psych flirted with every straight man on earth. The diamond flash, women flashed, the cops almost crashed. And through
the chaos, I swear I heard fate whisper. You're right where you belong. Even if the universe gave you the wrong script this year. Inside jokes stacking taller than my trauma drama. >> We got chapters of nonsense. It's our own baby mama drama. I fell in love three times all
before breakfast. And every man I harass somehow still said yes to shirtless shirtless. Said, "Bro, we got to get you a girlfriend soon. It's getting tragic out here. Even the tarot card side you no more ever clear. My liver file the restraint ing floating somewhere on the
astral side of the border and joker. Man, I had a crush that hit like fate. We rode off in the sunset like we're back on a budget date. Oh, what a year it's been. Brothers and weirdos and accidental boyfriends. We roasted each other like family do. Some nights damn near cried right there on YouTube.
Everybody stream, every fight, every troll of my mentions felt like chaos, dressed up as divine intervention. Through it all, I heard the universe need. It's messy, it's magic, and you're exactly who you needed to be this year. Some friends stayed, some ghosts returned. Some lessons hit harder than I felt I deserved.
We lost some innocence, gained some perspective, turned heartbreak into memes. Bro, that's it. Flirted, flirted crashed burned laughed got healed, got harmed, and somehow kept coming back with the same
stupid charm. Wow, what a year it's been. the wildest season of my life so far. And I'd do it all again for the fans, for the friends, for the lovers I almost had. For the enemies who came back saying, "All right, maybe you're not that bad.
We live loud. We live messy. We live like a fever dream." And I wouldn't trade a second on this beautiful mad house we call a team. And when I look at everything, every tear, every cheer, I just laugh and say, "Damn, love you guys. We survived a year."
>> Zach, are you having posting panel fatigue? >> No, I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. I was like just like trying to like >> Did you say panel fatigue or I'm hearing things? She said >> you're definitely hearing things. >> Okay. >> No, I heard something fatigue, but I thought that's what I heard. >> The panel.
>> No, cuz it happens. My voice will do that to women. Like they just all come through the panel over and over in their home. panel fatigue. It's a thing. I invented it. >> She didn't come for you. >> So, I just was hoping you didn't come today. >> No, she I don't think she's coming.
>> I didn't. I like that one, too. That one was fun. >> Okay. Well, >> fell in love three times before breakfast huh? >> We're supposed to I love to laugh as much as we possible. The only time I think I didn't laugh harder than the time Flirty Diamond had that like um she did a somersault off the table and um
>> Oh my god, I've got to meet this woman. >> Yeah, you have to you have to meet her. Actually, I have a Do I have a clip? I mean, I don't know if I have a I might have a clip of Flirty Diamond. like I have my my shorts. But yeah, she she actually like, you know, ended up porn bombing me a few times like accidentally. >> Yeah. But um and then well now now she's
kind of like Okay, what? Okay, hold on. Yeah. >> Yeah. Arthur. Arthur. Arthur. Okay, he's not here. Okay,
I can't hear you. Come back. And where did Alex go? Alex just disappeared. Well, okay. Hi, Amanda. Um, >> hi, Amanda. >> Oh, here he is. Okay, hold on. Oops. >> I can hear you now. Hello. Hello. Sorry about that. >> I'll read your wrench again. I was trying to do it, but I can't. Like, I was like I didn't see your Oh,
>> thank you, brother. Yo, real quick. Uh, what happened to Sig? Did he leave or did he even just ignoring >> asleep? He was like passed out on the panel. I eventually kicked him out of the studio because I >> he was passed out. >> Now, do you guys believe that alcoholism is a disease or do you think it's by choice? >> I disagree that it's a disease. You know, >> I think it was a disease. Yeah,
>> you think it's a disease >> for alcoholics that are like that cannot like help it. And like you know there are people that maybe it is a disease for but I think for the main thing that it's like a very treatable thing. It's like kind of like self-inflicted rather than like >> like you just get it like right. It's like they can say things about you know like a lot of stuff is self-inflicted like but we don't know necessarily. We just know that's definitely like the
reason a lot of people die. >> I'm a self-inflicted weed smoker. Yeah. >> Yeah. I mean but it's like weed is like not gonna weed is even better than alcohol. Like you know you can drive a car on weed. You can't really drive on alcohol. You put people in danger and stuff. I mean, it's like, >> oh my god, >> you can. So, it's like, >> you should have seen the first time that I drove after smoking weed. >> Oh, yeah. >> I went like miles an hour.
>> I got pulled over. I actually got pulled over when I was like driving home because I was going so slow and I was like 17. I don't >> Yeah, it's like Yeah, exactly. I mean, but I didn't get in trouble for weed, though. Thank God. But it was >> well we lived out in the country and my best friend lived like maybe I'd say at most two miles away and we
got stoned at her house and then I had to drive home. Yeah. About three miles home. That's what I was driving. Thank god I was out in the country because there's no telling how many times I'd have been pulled over. >> Yeah. >> True. Actually, it can be like they can be like deliverance cops, you know, and that's even scarier. So, >> the deliverance cops,
>> you know, I've never seen that movie. >> Well, it's like not in deliverance, but it was >> it's a good movie. >> They always have like the police department where there's like they're like the police are like actually like involved with the family and stuff. It's >> exactly. Yep. Yep. I remember >> a small town. They're all like related and stuff. Just a small girl driving my car.
>> Driving my car stone to the gills. >> By the way, I don't know if you are you guys do you guys are you aware that um Alexandre Mayers and I are going to be hosting a Christmas special. Um >> Oh no, I have no idea who that is. I don't know who you're talking about. >> You don't know? Um well, she's this woman. Oh, hold on. >> No, no, it's okay. You don't have to show us. I don't know who it is. It's okay. >> No, Alexandra. Oh, the lady in your
video today. >> I don't know who that is. I'm I'm okay. Uh, this lady though, uh, what the lady here on panel, what's her name? Signal 6. What's her name? >> Aaron. >> Aaron. Aaron. She reminds me of Stoner Baby. >> Maybe she is Stoner Baby. Who knows? >> Is she? She is, right? I knew it. I knew it. >> I knew it. >> I'm not stoner baby.
>> Yeah, that's what they all >> Oh my god. turn into octopus. >> You can't be using it as a Capricorn. >> Um, well, Capricorns have a fish tail and so they can they can swim too, right? What else do I got? >> Yeah, that's very true. Yeah, >> I have uh Oh, here here's like gay pride.
>> It's Pride Month. >> I love it. >> That sounds gay. >> It is gay. That's what it is. >> I know. That was a joke. >> Gay. >> That was a joke. That was a joke. >> That's horrifying. >> How about this one? You're going to like
this one. Um, hold on. >> I'm just a small town girl. Driving my car. >> Actually, farmer's daughter. So, yeah. >> Farmer's daughter. >> Try driving a tractor stone.
>> That would not be good. Stoner baby. >> Is stoner baby a real person? Is that what you're saying? >> Yeah. Yeah, that's you. Are you not her for? >> I I'm for real not her. No. >> Oh, wow. Wow. >> Wow. >> Wow.
You guys look alike. >> We do. Awesome. >> She has the She has red hair. She also burnt her her bush. >> I forgot I'd said that. >> Yep. That was the burning bush. Everyone worshiped.
>> Oh, Psyche. I thought you were going to play the other one. >> I was trying >> one of my songs. >> Something. Hold on. Oh, you have another song. >> Yeah, the Selin. >> Okay, I'll play it next. Hold on one second. Thank you. >> I just wanted to show you. Well, I don't know if I can find this anymore. Maybe is this it? Hold on. >> Why do you look so mean in that? >> Why do I look so what? Oh, yeah. Here.
>> Mean >> I don't mean like honestly I think a lot of this is spiritually channeled through the programmers. I'm like, you're kidding me. And he's like, no, but when you look at the story, have you ever learned about the biography of Steve Jobs? Um, tell me tell me like I I know. Yeah,
I know a little bit. But >> he went through um a huge spiritual awakening that led him to focus more so on creating technology to even the playing field between the rich and the poor. But he he had a very strong base especially in like the Indian um
theologies and whatnot. one day, if you don't mind, maybe I could invite you. Would you ever want to do like a commentary panel with me about Steve Jobs? Cuz I'm I'm a big Steve Jobs um fan, which is weird. >> But if you ever want to like review his
like like a YouTube video about his bio or something on a panel, I will do that with you because I would love to commentary on that. I would love to. >> And uh and so I figured out a way to like get it to talk to me. I would love to. Let's let's do that. >> He was like, "Honestly, I think a lot of
this is spiritually channeled through the programs." I'm like, "You're kidding me." And he's like, "No, but when you look at the story, have you ever learned about the biography of Steve Jobs?" >> Hey, here's a picture of it. Oh, he left. Okay, there we go. It's our Christmas special coming up. It's gonna be the most epic Christmas
special. >> Well, is it going to be on on your channel or on hers? >> Probably maybe both of ours. It's gonna be the Okay. >> It's gonna be Alexander Mayor's and Psyche Awakens uh TV holiday extravaganza. We're still figuring out the details of it, but it's like there we are. >> Oh, yeah. Because I'm not subscribed to her so >> Oh, okay. So, she has a few channels. Um
she's really good. I mean, she's really um a really a good watchdog on the community and stuff like that. She has a and she has a Bible channel as well if you're interested in Bible Bible stuff, but um >> no, not Bible, but she sounds very interesting. >> She's super interesting. Yeah, she's super she has a very interesting has had a very interesting life and um a great friend of mine. She's been like a really
really like um just like it was a time when it was very difficult like for me like it was just like everyone was being pretty like terrible and like and she came in was like hey you're doing awesome you're doing good like and just was like so encouraging and >> Oh that's nice. I'm glad you had it then >> that was on her show we talked about the
Atlas and we talked about angels and stuff like that. Um yeah so um yeah >> can you change my name to small town? What is happening right now? Uh I don't He's just a small town girl or something theme song or I don't know. Um hold that was that song that played that at the end of the sopranos. Hey um
okay so I'll play your song. One second. I'm so I got your chin and then >> Okay. Okay. >> Might I'm not sure how long. Oh, but let me see. Okay. Oh, okay. So Aaron eyesh 666 or what is it? Aaron eyes what? >> 999. >> Okay. Okay. And is it the uh the r i n e
s? I don't know why it came up right away when I searched on Google but not on YouTube. Hold on. Okay, Google. Okay, >> I'm sorry. I'm just really proud of >> Oh, no. We're good. E R I N E Y S
um 999. You gonna come up? Uh, is that how it's spelled? E R E N E Y. I might be spelling it wrong. >> E R I N. >> E R >> like Aaron. Yes. >> E R I N. E yeses. >> No, just Yees.
>> Oh, Aaron. Yes. Okay. Okay, that's why. Okay, got it. Um, Aaron. Yes. I mean I I mean I just I just was playing it so find my history. Hold on. My history. Um history. Okay. Do you keep your history on YouTube?
>> Yeah, because that's part of the recommended thing like or like that's like if you turn it off then it's like it stops recommending videos. Um >> Oh, that's true. >> So it's uh let me see. So yours was the song. Where is it? Oh yeah, here the battle. Okay, I found it. Okay. >> No, the other one.
>> I had I found it by the battle. I'm sure I'm subscribed to you, too. I'm subscribed. Okay. Is it Seline or Seline? The Seline one. >> Yeah, the Seline one. >> Okay. Gotcha. Okay. >> Thank you. >> I just mostly want feedback on if these are any good or not. >> Oh, they are good, you know.
>>
>> Two horses to the moon from the There is darkness before her light. Her chariot stops
for none. A crescent rest upon her crown. The sky turns into dawn.
Her sister is the morning glow. Her brother carries on. She does not need the worship
that others flame my eyes. Content within her silver gown embraced by gentle light.
A shepherd dreams upon her heart within eternal sleep. And women call upon her strength. and labors pain
and flow of their emotions are tied onto her path. There's room enough in the sky above for every moon.
Drawing deeply from the stars and listening to night brings peace once known before. beneath her guiding light.
>> I like it. >> Very pretty. >> Thank you so much. >> So So uh what's your what is your process like on that? Did there's no diddy part of your KY? Are you crazy? Um, what's your process like sounds like you really put a lot into like writing this writing the songs and stuff and how do you decide um like what to what kind of genre to put it with or do you you
experiment a lot >> or how long you how many have you made? >> Uh, there is probably about seven more on Shan's channel. I was kind of a chicken to put them on my own channel. Oh, >> but uh it's mostly goddesses and let's see, there's one where somebody really me over bad, so I made a song about him.
>> Uhhuh. >> And uh yeah, mostly it's just really I've got to get it out of my head kind of thing. And as soon as I do, I hand it to Shannon and say, "Okay, do what you want with it." And basically forget about it until she's done. >> Sounds very It's very Yeah. Well, it's I relate to that a lot because it is like a catharsis for me too. >> Exactly.
>> Not being able to like, you know, I I don't play instruments and stuff like that. I mean, I've tried to play piano lessons. I'm just not coordinated enough or like, you know, disciplined enough to like get good at an instrument. But there is like a musical part of me that is like now I'm able to express especially with like the writing and then turning it into like a real song. That was always like the downside to writing is like oh well you'll never hear it to music and stuff like that.
like don't know. But now it's like you can and it's like and then it turns into like something so >> not even not even just even songs that are just special to me like there some of them are special to other people too and it's like that's like so >> so amazing that we can like share things like that and I mean that's like I I'm really happy with >> I think it's amazing >> art in the art.
>> Yeah. >> Yes. It's definitely an art form as far as I'm concerned. I know there's people that say, "Oh, no. AI music has taken over." And I get it. But in a way, it kind of helps me is I mean, that's all I can comment on is me, but it kind
of helps me let go of what's in my head into something else, something beautiful. >> Yeah. Channeling your what? Channeling whatever. And it's like and it's like instead of just sitting with it like putting it somewhere it's like the alchemy of like you know taking our even the worst experiences of our life and like turning them >> it can help other people that can
inspire people that sounds you know beautiful to listen to and so you know it's just like I will never put anyone down like no matter what their art form is because it's like I think that AI basically been used probably since the record industry started there's been forms of like you know electronic like magic that right and autotune anyone. Yes. >> Now it's in our hands too, like the
public's hands. And so it's like, you know, people will be more judgmental about it. But I think as time goes on, we'll see more and more like who's like mixing themselves with the song, like or like, you know, it's like it is an art form because some people are good at it, some people aren't. And it's just like, you know, >> right? >> I don't know. It's just like I I um I have some talents and I don't have and I
have some but I think one of my talents is able to like bring or at least gen I'll just say I generate them. I don't say I played them or whatever. I I mean I write >> I write them. I write them I and I uh but I and I but I also will bring them into the world, right? And they wouldn't be here unless I brought these particular ones in. >> I agree. And so it's not just like some
random thing where it's just like I'm just having it just like people think it's like oh they just it's just like just doing all the work and stuff like that. No, it's like if you work with it like you create it. >> Ex There you go. That's it. You work with it. >> Yeah. You don't let it do everything because it it doesn't like it doesn't have like a human that kind of like like it doesn't like it's not afraid of going to jail. It's not afraid of
not afraid of anything. We're afraid of a hell, right? It's like so right >> there's no kind of like boring anything and so it's d very dangerous in a way too but um >> you know but it's also also we are in control of programming and so it's like we can always work on these kinks in the programming and stuff if if it's saying bad things that was programmed to do
them obviously and then we can take people take advantage of all these like loopholes in it >> like um >> the technology is new and the criminals are always the first to like take advantage of the new technology like >> of course >> the gift cards like the green green gift cards that they're getting so much money. >> Yeah, send me a gift card, please. >> Just give me the numbers. It'll be fine.
>> No, I think that's an unfair thing when they say that about AI music though. >> It's not like we are getting rid of actual, you know, people playing instruments or I love music period, whatever it is. >> Live music is kind of like more like, you know, if if live music places, people like will appreciate it maybe more to do to I don't know. It's like but it's like I think that almost the AI
is so good that it's like almost indecipherable from like actual >> like so good like some people wouldn't even know and some of the songs I made I say I I would I mean if I heard the song I'm even biased or whatever but if I had heard some of the songs I bring out on the radio I would I would I would love them you know I was like so it's like >> I it's good I don't know it's like I I
really am happy with the the results of it just been able to >> Well see that's just it you've got people just hating on AI period. You know, they don't want to have anything to do with it. >> Like my daughter, >> she likes the music, but only mine, but my son absolutely hates it. Doesn't want anything to do with it. He was, "Yeah,
mom. I really like the words, but I don't like the AI part." Like, okay, you know, that's that's valid. You know, because we've grown up with music our whole entire life. My dad played, his whole brothers played, >> all of it. But it's like it's not like we all have like you know you're like yeah I would love to like you know you know record every song and like in a
studio and have like backup music it's thousands and thousands of dollars to actually produce like live music. So it's like >> right >> you have to like you know maybe maybe it's like maybe but it's like you know >> there's certain people of certain ages like they're not allowed to probably use it in school and things like that or there's probably like a whole different like you know way of approaching it for for like the younger people nowadays are probably you know because I'm sure it's
just like very tempting to like hey just like you know instead of writing a paper 10 minutes just put it in this thing you know it's like so but I think so I think that they're going to have to make some concessions for the writing like using it for writing because it's like everyone's going to be doing it and it's even the parents just we put it to just I don't know it's like so but then it
will be it'll be a whole process of like you know learning like adapting >> for sure but I don't I don't see actually getting rid of regular music though I mean like band music >> there always be musicians and regular music and it's like you know I mean there'll always be like it's like artists too and then it's like and then you know it's going to be maybe more valuable they'll be able to charge more and stuff for original works and stuff like
Um, >> yeah. Yeah, but they're everybody's acting like AI is going to push real music out and I'm like, how? >> Yeah. >> Really? How? >> For people that are like making like like like that learn how to like DJ beats and stuff like that and then it's like, you know, kind of like the AI just can do it like much even like better, faster, like easy like so certain certain like aspects people that are already electronic musicians maybe like
it will be like >> Yeah. But it's like people that play instruments is like they're always going to be in demand for like live music like so I don't know. It's like there's really no reason to. So it's like you know it will replace a lot of jobs. I mean but it's so but that's technology anyway. That was like the whole point was this industrial industrial revolution was you putting things in factories and making everything streamlined and having machines make
everything and people were like kind of stuff then like oh my gosh you know but it was like what we want to have people like doing these jobs that like the we can do much math. It's like a calculator and like learning like stuff like you know with a calculator. Yeah. So you don't really have to like learn add and subtract that much. You should learn how to add and subtract basic math but it's like they're huge. >> It's just kind of easier to like use a
calculator sometime, right? And it's like is that like such a big cheat? Like I don't I don't think so. Like I think that >> Well, if if kids go through school now and not have to go through band, I will throw a fit. That's that's it. That's all I'm gonna say. >> Yeah. because my my daughter plays let's see trumpet
sachs and uh let's see >> wow >> trumpet sachs and clarinet there we go I couldn't think of the word um yeah but you've got autotune which is already a cheat if you want to go ahead and call it that then you've got all the people in the studio making it completely
different there's very few where you go live I mean like bands that go live at concerts and sound the same as they do in the studio because you've got all the people mixing it and whatever. But there's very few artists that I've ever heard that sounded amazing even without music.
>> Yeah. >> And that I don't appreciate with the the autotune. I think that's cheating far more. >> Right. Well, I'm sure there's people >> they can't even sing, you know. Probably people that can't even sing like in real life. Yeah, exactly. >> But we'll never get rid of actual musicians. Never. I mean, I will go ahead and say that I'm
biased because there was a lot of good music. And since my dad's a musician, there was tons of music always. You know, all these bands that nobody's ever heard of, but I got to hear him because my dad played him. >> So, yeah. I I don't think it'll ever >> That's another thing is like the talented people is not necessarily the
talented people that are going to be like um it's going to be like you know whoever that gets signed for certain reasons right and it's like >> right >> and so there's like a lot of nepot nepotism in the industry there's a lot of like >> Mickey Mouse club >> well like going to a club or going to I >> stuff and so mean granted I don't go to clubs and
never have but you know all these places where small dive bars where somebody's singing and they sound amazing. There's people in there that go, "Oh my god, we need to sign her or him." You know, because of their voice. And that's not going to change. People are still going to have that talent. Oh, thank Yes, Darl. I really hope so.
I hate autotune. >> Yeah. Well, autotune sounds bad, but >> because that's exactly what you were saying, Psyche. You know, even if you don't have talent, use autotune. you sound really good. >> Yeah. It's like I'm I'm tempted to like there's there's a thing where I can like on my on the a program I use make music. There's like a thing where you can like put a sample of your voice and your own voice in there and then have the songs
play you know with your voice and stuff and it's like that'd be great but that's I like I like having a female voice like a lot of the time I just I just like personally like listen to like female voices usually and like kind of like male voices sing kind of epic songs are kind of like cheesy. I don't know. I like country I like males that sing country music and like like certain rock songs. But u I love like female musicians. I love like the female
singers and but but then again it's like not like it's too popular. I like you know like Adele >> I have a really hard time with the new stuff. Yeah. There it's really funny though if somebody says what's your favorite song. How can you answer that? Because it depends on the minute for me you know what kind of a mood am I in? If I'm in a
country mood here's the country song I'm listening to right now. If it's metal, here's the metal song I really like. You know, it just depends. There'll be classical thrown in there sometimes, >> right? Hey, I mean I like all kinds of music really like and I and I I what I listen to really in my pro personal life is like you know uh basically like h Hindu chanting and Sanskrit and like that like really it's like I love Indian music and stuff but I do have like a lot
>> I mean but it's like you know I don't of think but I get really into it where I get like you know into like the chanting and like the uh like everything's in Sanskrit and like learning to do like the really really difficult chants and like you know it's like um but it's and it's like really fulfilling and great but it's like I know people are gonna be like that sounds weird. That sounds like like they're not going to understand. So, I just kind of like like a little
bit share a little bit less of that stuff. But, I think people should really look into whatever they're interested in. I just don't want to like push an agenda really on people, especially because this is already a cult and people are thinking that's like going to be like but serious cult and it's a half uh half of half of it's like like a like a satire or something like that, you It's like,
but it's like, you know, people can take it as serious or non-s serious as they want to, but it's not me trying to like be worshiped. It's not me trying to uh um to get people to follow me or anything. It's like I would if I do create anything, I would like to create a lot of leaders. I'd like to create a lot of people that are um streaming and stuff like that and doing like enjoying
it and like, you know, I hope to inspire people and stuff like that. Um but I don't want to like tell tell people what to do or anything like that. I'm a very in for personal freedom for everybody. I'm libertarian. Um so I'm very live and let live and like you know um you know legalize most things, you know, because um you know there's a lot of victimless
crimes. There's a lot of um >> like you know the whole drug war. there's been like the even like people like you know like basically most people like I know that there's a lot of effects for other people like when somebody's like addicted to drugs but most of the time it's just hurting them the most you know and it's like >> um >> I don't know like I'm glad there's there's you know weed at least is
allowed in California. It's like because you need something to take the edge off out here. California is a hard place to to to live, you know? It's like very it's beautiful. Okay. It's very uh everyone's like looking to be somebody or like to or like to know somebody or something like that and it's like >> and then there's like then there's a lot of people from all over the country come
here to like make it and it's like a lot of them don't. And so there's like the big like homeless population and uh or like or like you know like a lot of people that haven't been able to make it here because it's so expensive too. Joe's diet myth, maybe a legend. Well, you know, we can >> Well, that's what I've heard. I've never been to California, so I don't know, but I can imagine.
>> Yeah, I've lived here all my life. Yeah, it's just it's a crazy place to live. I mean, it's nice. I wouldn't live here if my family wasn't like, you know, wanting me to be here. Um because it's like probably by place much less expensive in like the south or I I would even go to other countries, you know? I wouldn't mind like >> I'd be afraid of like ending. I think my my dad was always afraid of you pushing
a shopping cart around or something like that. >> I would not go to India at all >> because evidently a woman in India is a bad thing anyway. >> Well, it's like yeah, I would say it's maybe more dangerous for women, you know, and it's like I wouldn't go without Madam Blosski used to go to like all these places like like alone, you know, like when women weren't really allowed to travel. I don't know if you know who she is. She's she's a Russian
>> I don't >> she's a Russian mystic. She founded the Theosophical Society. I don't know if they like Frank L. Frank Balm was a theosophist. It's like Theo means God and like Sophie means like you know like >> like like um knowledge like so like you know philosophy. So um yeah so she her name was Madam Blobsky. She wrote all these books um but she was like this
kind of like you know stocky woman and she would like go on a train in India and like throw plant flowers across there. I think the flowers are still there that she planted and stuff but she was like you know she was very uh influential in like the spiritual community. She was she was also a high ranking Mason too and one of the only women that was even allowed to to be in it because >> yeah I thought that was the only >> guy only thing
>> is but yeah >> shut the hell up >> VA's better don't worry it's fine >> your video is better >> don't Vader is Vader's telling me that his video is better it's not Byron >> Byron I don't think I don't think yours is better >> yeah Byron's down in the I chat. That's Vader.
>> Let me play one more song. Let me see. Five, six, seven. Okay, hold on. Four. What is this?
>> Can't play that one. >> Wait, didn't we just see that one? >> Just heard that. >> A myth, maybe a legend.
>> Okay. Okay, I'll go on to my channel. See um
okay this is called uh what happens what happens when watch this one oh is this the most surrender one I bet it is holder >> no it's not okay okay here we
Okay.
You cannot cage eternity
through the alleys of neon sin. Where truth wears lace and shadows grin.
They quer in the smoke. Each breath a spell, the darkness spoke. Serpents whisper love like
prayer. Honey lies perfume the air. But the panther waits where the moonlight fell. Guardian ghost in the web of Jezebel. Chains of charm velvet deceit.
Every trap for him to defeat. But faith is a weapon. Soul forged in flame. He rises reborn. remembers his name. In the web of Jezebel, he almost fades, but the pan comes through the dream cascade.
Black fire divine and true. Tears the veil. They light through. He's face. The bandit thieves and beast. The narist crown. The
psychopath beast. The soul eternal and will not bend the west. The story transcends. He's bled through the labyrinth. Kiss the abyss.
Shook hands with angels who lie like this. Every fall was a prophecy to every scar a sigil of gold. Jezebel smiles or seal her snare. But psyche seeing God's undress despair. You can
bind the body. You can bruise the shell. But the spirit walks free through heaven and hell. Every loss is a door. Every teate. Every curse an echo of fate. And through it all the panther ros
around broken th in the web of Jezebel finds his car. The silk spools there are no more through storm and shadow through death
and flame. He walks unburned. He speaks his name. He survived the flames, the poison wine, the crypted riddle, the twisted sign. And when the night begins to end with stars,
I will
>> >> The soul is eternal, untouchable, invincible.
>> Think that way too. >> Like that. Except Except Song Fantastic. Song fantastic. >> But the video >> it wasn't that good. >> Okay. >> I hate the spiders. And plus that chick has bigger titties than me. But yeah, spiders. >> I think because has the uh the word web
in it and so yeah, it did like have some spider webs and stuff. But you know, spiders actually protect their young or they carry their young or something like that. Like like >> Oh, they carry. Yes, they do. again. Remember I said that I lived on a farm >> way out in the country? >> Yeah, there's these big wolf spiders. I think it was wolf spider >> that I was in the dark on the computer.
This one went by. I smooshed it cuz I can't stand them. They scare me. And a bunch of her babies took off and I was Oh god, I lost my mind. >> Oh my gosh, that sounds Look at this lady. >> That Susan Powder. I have no idea. She got some wild hair though.
>> I don't know. I just saw this very tan lady on there's some hot guys on Tik Tok. I don't know. A little bit little bit of a Tik Tok scent. I don't know. I'm like there giving some people >> I don't have any I have Tik Tok. >> You don't Do you have it? You don't >> I don't have it. No, >> it's good. >> Instagram because I got monetized on Tik Tok within like three days or something
like that. You just need like >> how the hell do you get monetized on Tik >> Because um you can well if you um you Tok? have a fan club. You can have a fan club in the See, I don't really make money from Tik Tok though. I'm not on it enough. But um yeah, you can have a fan club. You can also be on the Tik Tok shop and like sell your own stuff. You can like have you can have a store >> that I just recently heard about. The Tik Tok shop. I had no clue about that one at all. >> And because there's a lot of people that
are just like selling their stuff on there, you know, because you can just do that. But um but and then there's just people like just sitting there like just like flirting with people or playing games and stuff but um you know like some people are making good money on it and uh I have like a few like actually like doing tarot on it like it's like I get like thousands of likes like in one episode because it's like people can like you can like something as much as you want. It's not just like one life
like I but I probably five likes or something in this chat tonight and it's like on TikTok I have like thousands, right? And then it's like people like I can do like the really quick um like one card reads like and I just just do the readings and stuff. I can put on the screen like ask a question. People just come in real quick. Usually they ask a question and go like it's like and then you know if they want to like uh book a reading or something like that there's ways to advertise for that too. But
>> um >> that sounds like good advertisement. >> Yeah. Yeah, I mean super there. I'm Yeah. really into marketing and like just figuring out ways to monetize and I've tried a lot of stuff and know I've always been able to make a decent um >> you're a Capricorn. I am not surprised in the slightest. >> Exactly. Yeah. Capricorns are very about like the business and then starts and money makers. Yep.
>> Saturn. You know Saturn but I was also born with like Saturn um and Libra or so Saturn and Jupiter like on top of each other basically. They're the same degree on the on the like the like when I was born. So it's and they're in sign of Libra and so it's basically they're like the you know they're they're basically evenly matched in Libra which is like the scales right but then there's Pluto too >> in in the thing I have I have like Pluto
and Libra too which is like you know Pluto's kind of like the death thing but uh but um but but I'm very about justice. Saturn is actually exalted in Libra and then I have all the Capricorn placements and so I'm a kind of like very lucky I have a very very well aspected chart I would say. I have a pretty interesting chart if you ever you know uh compared >> I only know my sun and my moon sign. That's it.
>> Yeah. like you know if you find out you're like you know because all all the planets are like these archetypes like Mercury u you know and Jupiter is a planet like a very good beneficial planet always considered a very beneficent and then Saturn's considered very kind of maleific usually unless you're like um you know ruled by Saturn and then it's kind of like more like he's more like the father than the than
the mean teacher but it can be tough and but then yeah and then it's like uh yeah I don't know it was just uh >> wait So, both or neither? >> What's that? >> The father. The father or the mean teacher? Do you mean both or neither? >> Um, well, I think that like Saturn is more of like the father, but it's like but I was just thinking that it's like
it's like kind of like a mean dad. It's like kind of like the dad that's like, you know, you never meet up with the expectations or whatever. So, it wasn't like my dad my dad was like a lot more like Jupiter type. um like which is like he was just like very like into like drinking wine and like you know like love have enjoy life have fun you know like we don't live forever and it's like he just really love life and stuff but uh and he didn't like to think about
death or like and I'm I was very like comfortable with the thought of it and stuff like that just because you know Saturn's about basically like the material world it's I think Capricorn is the devil you know it's like a we uh we we rule the material world we were given this world but um you know It's like it's not an easy world to live in like either. And it's like we rule it. But we
do rule it. We're the cardinal earth sign. So it's basically like the boss architect. >> Yeah. I'm just Ferdinand. That's all I know. >> Oh, you're you're Birdman with It's >> No, Ferdinand. Ferdinand the bull. >> Yeah. Ferdinand the bull. You know, it's like But Ferdinand the bull is like he just had these really beautiful eyes and the eyelashes and like he loved to fall in love and love love and stuff like
that. I mean I love love too. It's just like mine is like it's like I have a it's being gay is a weird thing because it's like you know like first of all there's like no I mean it's kind of so easy to have sex or to hook up with people that it's not very appealing to >> It's like just like people that sleep me. with a lot of people. It was just I grew up in the 80s where you just hear people dying of AIDS and stuff. And so it was
like I was always kind of very disease and like I was like well then when I had sex it was not even that great to like risk it unless you're like I said I have to be in love with the person and so I really haven't been love but I did do my longest relationship with woman 2012. I did her months. She was like this Hayoka type u really interesting lady but um
taught me a lot of stuff revealed to me like like some of the true magic in the world and like got me very interested in like spirituality and things but the relationship last very long kind of was bad but um it was still interesting. I I felt like I just had this drive to have sex with a woman because I was like that was like I had to be balanced or something like I just couldn't like I
couldn't like live my life and not have like done that or something like I felt like it was part of like the initiation of the world to at least have sex once and so I did have sex with Exactly. >> and hate it every second. >> Yeah. I was like, you know, we had I just put on other other we watch these kind of like things on YouTube. They're these kind of like these stupid like erotic videos on YouTube where it's like
they're so dumb. But it's like she was she was in her 50s and stuff like that. I don't know. It's like, >> oh, there you go. >> She wanted to create a nest and she basically like made big bird's nest inside my house and like um you know spaghetti dinner one night. I'm sure it had like you know something in the spaghetti sauce you know because you know she was a witch but but you know um
I don't know if you get that reference but yeah um there's like something people put in spaghetti sauce sometimes and I think she did. Um, >> oh, >> I don't know if you know what I'm talking about, but it's >> No, but it makes it a lot easier. >> Well, it's red, right? Spaghetti sauce. >> Mhm. >> Yeah. That's just a hint. Um I don't know. >> I don't Yeah. The what I'm thinking in
my head, I really don't want to say out loud. >> Wishcraft. It's It's witchcraft. It's >> Uhhuh. Uhhuh. Uhhuh. like, you know. >> Yeah. So, I don't know. But yeah, you know what it is. Okay. But, uh, don't eat the spaghetti sauce, but you can drink the cool. Not not drink the Kool-Aid, but like it depends on depend on who who's making the Kool-Aid, you know. Hey, Paige. I haven't seen Paige forever. Hey, how are you doing, sweetie? >> Oh my god.
>> Hello, Paige. >> You might play the fairy page song when she comes in. I think I should. Let me see. I need to go down. >> Listen, KY. I had nothing to do with that part of the conversation. >> Oh, yeah. That was Klay me. Hold on. Uh, I'm gonna get page video. See, I can
sing the song of Sorry, that's not very good. That was my attempt. Okay, let me find the song. >> Is she a breezy bee? >> Hey, Breezy's here. Oh my god. >> No. >> Oh, Paige said that she's been a busy bee. >> She's a busy bee. Yep, she has been because I haven't seen you.
>> Okay, let me see. Where's my period page song music video? I need I I recently changed my computer over so I need to like download these songs. Oh my god, there's a song playing. Okay. Um I be able to find this. There's I
have like literally like a thousand videos now. Um >> um yeah, I don't know if I'll find it, but I'll look. I'll look real quick. Let me see. I think I remember what it looked like. I have a lot of the same imagery that I use. I see a lot of storm clouds. I see a lot of like um the beach. Let me see.
>> Well, >> for me, Paige. Hell yeah. Okay, I got to go see that. >> Where's my phone? I need to see what my earrings look like. Look for one more. >> I hate that you don't get notified of somebody's community post.
>> Oh, like community post like when they you don't get Yeah. Um I don't know. I don't I think there's a way to put it in that like to get notified when someone posts on the but >> Oh, is there >> I think so. >> Oh, those got some >> Yeah, it's like um I get notices for everything. thing I I got I was getting
too many so I had to turn I think turn off a few settings but um um okay is this Hold on. Is this Let me check. This might be the summer song though. Um found it. I found it. That was my first try. Wow, that's so good. Okay, download it. Okay. >> Wow.
Hey, I sent this to you, page, by the way. It's on your um it's on your uh >> Oh, >> I had to post it somewhere, I think, on uh on YouTube still. I haven't yet. Here we go.
>> Okie dokie. Sun in her hair, maple leaves falling. She don't seem to care. She lines up a shot, swings smooth, no rage. That's my Canadian darling. That's Prairie Page.
That's prairie. Cards on the table, incense in the air. Tarot spread open. She reads like a prayer. Sweet voice humming, heart full of sage.
Every word she speaks feels like a golden page. Oh, prairie page. Wild and free cool as a breeze through the evergreens. Alexander's heart's gone all the way lost in that smile in those prairie days. Yeah, she's a sweetheart,
a real I made. That's my Canadian bed. My prairie page. My prairie page.
From the Rockies to the lakes, her laughter flies. Northern lights dancing in her eyes. She don't fake. She don't play games. She's the calm in the storm.
The spark in the flame. Oh, prairie page. Your pure gold rain. You when you're golfing wild in the rain. Tarot queen with that gentle grace. You light up the coldest place. Yeah, she's a real one.
Love on stage. That's the legend they call prairie poo.
So here's to the girl. Don't need sweetheart song. Brave and amazing. If love's a song, I'll let it play.
Forever home prair.
>>
>> that say a lot. It says a boot. It said a boot. It literally didn't boot any other sense, but it said a boot. So, it's Canadian. Like that things. >> I love that. Yeah, that foggy tree
thing. Oh my god, I love that. Foggy trees. Nature is my thing. I swear it always makes me do a reset. It's amazing. I love it. >> Well, I'm very lucky to like live by the ocean because it is kind of like at least I have a big like there's not like a lot of forest around or anything. So, which I love. But >> how dare you? >> I would love
>> beaches. >> I love beaches. Yeah, the beach. Like I >> no >> don't like >> n >> I don't like >> I I used to want to be an oceanographer >> when I got this great big book I found at a yard sale when I was probably six seven something like that and they
have beautiful pictures of all this stuff until I got to the page of the stuff that wants to kill you and then I immediately said nope don't want to be an oceanographer I'm going to be a vet instead >> >> You know, once you see Jaws, too, it's like you're never going to want to go swimming in the ocean again. I mean, it's like >> no thank you. >> It's like there's too it's too like, you
know, it's too big and then you can't see. There's something you can't see >> and you can't see. Yes. Exactly. like >> Especially when you go deeper and deeper and Oh my god. No. No. Thank you. >> Scuba divers are pretty pretty but there there's there's um there's there's a guy from Naked and Afraid. He lives around here, but he lives in his car, but he's around here. And then um we have um the
guy from Swiss's sister, D Snider. I've seen him at the Starbucks. >> Oh my god, I love D Snider. >> Film Baywatch here, too. And so they filmed it here, but um Redongo. So it's interesting. >> You might go live today, maybe. Okay, that's fine, Vader. >> Don't be mean to anybody.
Well, he has a show. Is Byron, do you um if you want to give me tell me your channel or tell them mod your channel won't post it, I bet. Um I do want to share everyone's channel and like be a place I'm I'm still doing my panel version thing, my psyche verse, whatever. It's just like it takes it's like right now it's like there's so much stuff on the I'm trying to like you know keep it like but but I will put it up eventually and like help advertise
people like you know a lot more than I am like but yeah I can like list people on it. they'll show say when they're live. In order to do that, you know, I have to like have um there's like little I you know, there's like a probably like a it's easy to get like a there's like a little text key you need to give and then everything and then that's the only way it will tell when you're exactly live. But I can actually like put put
them on and show >> usually the only >> the only thing I don't get is uh I get when you go live sometimes. Um, I get new posts sometimes. >> Yeah. >> And then come to find out on some of these that I wanted to get any notifications on at all, it would unsubscribe me.
>> So, >> did you like have the bell checked like the bell filter? >> Okay. >> So, it's weird. Yeah, that will happen sometimes. People will be unsubscribed from channels for like no reason and stuff like that. I don't know why it happens. Like, it does happen like um occasionally. >> I don't appreciate that at all. Yeah, >> because I rely on those. You know, I'm not going to go to somebody's channel, especially if it's somebody that I haven't seen in a while.
>> Yeah. >> That I would like to see, >> but you know, I have the attention span of a gnat. So, I'll >> That's why I got the website is because now on my website, I have my show um my show there. It's like you can it's like playing on my my channel is like posted there. So, when I go live, it will say I'm live and stuff on the and then then you can watch it on the show. There's the chats there and everything. I don't
know if I have it. >> Wait, you have a channel too? >> Yeah, I'll show you. Um, but it's like I think it's like still I can just work on it like a little bit a day, but um I think that um I mean because it's like a the way it works is like u you know I spend credits like to like build it and stuff. Um >> Oh, okay. >> I'll show you the site. I'll show you
the site. >> Exactly. Paige is absolutely right. We aren't supposed to be down there is her conclusion. I wholeheartedly agree. No ocean. Thank you. >> Oh, yeah. >> You do not have to be mean, Vader. You don't. >> Okay. Got it. >> Okay. So, here it is. I'll show you. So,
yeah, this is my website. This is cultsy.com. It's actually gonna be really amazing because there's a lot of It's like my It's basically my dream website. It's one of my travel stuff that I've done. Okay. See? So, when you go to it, let me see. Oh, that has this. Okay. So, do you see it? Hold. Do you see? Are you on the screen? No, it's not >> I do. Yeah. Yeah, it's on screen. A on the screen.
sanctuary. A sanctuary for the exiled. >> Yeah. Yeah. Um, so, okay. So, here we go. >> Oh, Cult, not K cult. Okay. >> Uh, so let me see. Did they fix this thing? They fix it. >> I can't see the rest of it. I was guessing on Exile. >> Okay. >> And the Stormbborn. Okay, there we go.
>> Exile, the absurd, and the Stormbborn. Okay. Um, and then so this thing, okay, I have this, um, bunch of things like, so I have the video playing somewhere around there. Um, I have the the troll decoder. You can go on the troll decoder. I didn't get really troll today, but if like, you know, someone types you suck or something like that and then I go troll decoder, right?
>> It goes and decodes it and I'll say this is the raw expression of generalized frustration. The decoded truth. I am currently feeling profound dissatisfaction possibly with my own life or recent efforts and I'm projecting that feeling of sucking onto you because of my own inaccuracy. And so there you go. There's a >> I like it. >> Yeah. So there's a little troll decoder and there's a troll there's a free um
the troll decoder book. You don't see the page. I'm sorry. It's right on the screen. Um >> no, he doesn't see page. >> You're trying. >> Yeah, I guess she has you blocked then. Um, if you don't see her in the chat um because she's talking um or maybe she might be on the other channel though. No, no, that's why she's on the KULT of Psyche, not CL of psyche. Okay. Um, what else do I have on the site? I have like
a lot of cool stuff. Um, >> oh, I love the cursor. >> Oh, yeah. The cursor makes like little stuff. I have like music. I do have music and stuff playing too. Um, but it's not there. Oh, yeah. So, I was gonna show you the live stream. So, if you click on live stream, I don't know why the banner is not up. It should have a banner up. Okay. to fix that because sometimes I need to redo stuff over and over again. So, it has a theater. Oh, hold on. They take down the whole
theater. Yeah. Okay. Yeah, I see what happened. I had it playing live. Okay. But then they replaced it with this video I already had. Okay. I see what they did. I didn't want to do that. Okay. But it will I'll get it working again. It's like it's just I need >> Well, that looks really really cool. >> Thank you. Thank you. I've been and yeah, I'm working really hard on it like
uh for a few months now. I just want to get it perfect and uh it's gonna have a really cool stuff there. I don't have I just have my other channel going on. Yeah, because u I'm just getting people like I'm still people are still figuring out this. You guys, if you can come to this channel though, it's like the cult of psyche because the other one's my backup channel. I'm really trying to get people back to this one because I don't usually broadcast on the other one right
now. Okay. And so >> Oh, that's the one that I am on. Yeah, he might be in the KLT. Um because I was few week, you know, it's like because when you're gone off YouTube for a few weeks, they um you know, it doesn't like um there's no there's no because I got brought I basically got my channel brought back at a miracle like basically
there was a like somebody else intervened. Okay. Like that I didn't know was even a like a possibility that that the certain party intervened. Um And I won't say >> oh on your behalf. >> Yeah. Yeah. And where they were able they because they're so they're either like a partner or they work for YouTube or they they
very high like something there has to be something like that because uh I was I was it was I was done. It was like I don't know. It's just like I I had been um my two appeals were were refused and I wasn't on another appeal. And so and then like two days before like the um yeah it's just crazy how how but I was gone for three weeks basically and so
that's like three weeks of like since I was gone for so long it's like basically like I hadn't posted for three weeks or done anything and like also like nobody had visited my page for three weeks because there was not there right and so so the so the algorithm got way knocked off for me and the other night I was on and there was like no people I was like oh the that sucks but uh >> okay so >> hang on just a minute. Yeah.
>> So, the AI songs that you've been uploading, are those on the K one or the C one? >> They're on both. I've been I've been putting I put them on as I do them like I premiered them and stuff. >> Okay. All right. >> They're on both. Like there there's a bunch on there's a bunch on the other one. Yeah. Because I was like the three weeks I did a lot of music that three weeks. But u I'm still I'm doing a lot
now, too. So, and they're under the they're under the regular videos on my uh in the in the on the page, you know. like uh and >> well, like I said, I get notifications for some of them. >> Yeah, I mean it's like because it's like um I think you get three notifications a day and so >> Oh, maybe that's it. >> I don't have the influence for what? Um
Darl, or what are you saying? What's the point? I don't Daryl's always like annoying me. I don't understand. I don't have the influence. Well, okay. I don't care. I >> I don't I don't know what's happening. >> Yeah, I don't. >> But I do have to take my puppy out. I appreciate it so much for replaying my music and let me up. >> Hey, thank you so much. It was great. It was fun hanging out. Thank you. Come
back soon. >> You're very welcome. Good night, Paige. >> Okay. >> Good night, guys. >> Bye. >> Be nice. >> So, let me just tell you, Darl, because you were saying I don't have the influence for that to happen for to have someone intervene. >> Okay, Darl, do you see I'm here? Have you heard of anybody getting their
their their uh their channel back after it's been taken down for like over like three weeks, right? Have you ever heard of that? No. After being denied like twice and stuff. No. Okay. So, I'll play the song I was going to play the whole time and then I'll probably
let go soon. But here, it's fun hanging out with you guys. Love you. Before
the stars learned how to shine, I was the fire beneath their skin. I am the whisper in the dark you fear
and the truth you wake to let begin. I am the mirror no lie survives. Come close belove it. I only burn what isn't alive. >> >> Step into my radiance.
Let the shadows melt away. Your secrets taste like honey when they tremble in my flame. Every fear you've ever carried. Every mask you've ever worn
becomes a ribbon in my fingers when I pull you into dawn. Oh see, a wonderer, I make you just to free you. I take your name, your shame, your scars,
and braid them into truth. The new the night bows down before me. The galaxies kneel in gold. For the fire in my heartbeat is older than the world.
Let me kiss the place you hide. Let me touch the thoughts you fear. I see every war inside you. Still I draw you near. For I am not destruction.
I am revelation. Just as fire, the seduction of awakening, the mother of your deepest desire. Drink the like stars strength the void
like sun strength the night like soul strength the silence before truth arrives. Let my flames crown your mind. Let my voice carve open your sky. Feeling my light.
Undress your illusions. Till only the real remains alive. Come to me now. Bare face, bare soul, and guarded. And I'll show you the beauty
you kept hidden from yourself. I am a stang, the mother of insight. The flame of all things know the seduction of the cosmos. When it finally
tells the truth, only what is false. Only what is false. Only what is false. And darling and darling,
you are the fear. More than fire.
You are made.
I was born from a storm that forgot how to die. A laugh in the dark, a flame in the sky. I walked out of lightning with truth in my hand.
A storm with a spine. A god made of men. Ira crown of fire. A voice that breaks through every liar. A storm that sees and
storm that sees in lighting mind that cuts with the
I have seen the masks you guard with your breath. Held your illusions and called them by death. Fire does not hurt ever true.
It burns the ghost that never was you. Hero drive flame unamed. You laughing storm that cannot be named. You breaker of mirrors. Taker of our lies in the
sky. Remembers when lightning cries. I have walked through nights that swallowed the moon. Carried a serpent
that hiss like doom. With every shadow to sweet lit up my heart with a truth so bleak.
And in that truth the throne was forged. Not one I took but one I endured. He draws
in the fireless mu yet with grace. And he laughs and the storm makes it face. Rise or rise the flame set to me.
Break your cage in your history. So I shed my name and I shed my skin. The storm I fear
was the storm within. I am the moment your truth ignites. The shock that break the holy fight
lightning sun storm of the self where all mass are undone. You fire the things in mind that burns. Be the crown of truth. The brave one burns.
I am the star that remembers. I am the fire that decides. And when my laughter
tears the sky aart, know this. I finally recognized my heart.
>> >> Crystal Marie on a midnight stream. Neon eyes and conspiracy dreams. Talking CS in the desert sands, tattoo maps, and shaking hands. She's got screenshots, names and days.
A tin for a halo sealing face in a chat room chapel. Saints confess. Every broadcast feels like a holy man. She's kooky, she's hot, she might be right. Dropping bombs in the middle of the
night. White rose, black vans, symbol sex. So long. What will she say next? Crazy cult gangs and traffickers. Crystals leave with the digital sabotars.
Truth or fiction doesn't matter much. She's firing static and psychic to
seen the symbols in the cornfield glow. Heard angels whisper through the radio. There's always a villain in a secret cabal and crystals there exposing it all. One moment sweet next she's fierce tearing the veil with the crystal spear half
prophecy half improv show. Either way the crown won't go. She's part oracle part myth. Half the room scared the rest upset. Her eyeliner as sharp as a truth dissected. And every
theory leaves the chat infected. You can laugh but you still tuned in because she's chaos wrapped in porcelain skin. She's kooky. She's hot. She might be true. The streams on fire and the pixels blue.
Ghost gangs lies and shadows sex. Here we go again. What will she say next? Crystal Marie, the siren of the feed. Every word of fever, every claim of creed. Maybe she's right. Maybe it's hex. Either way, what will she sing?
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>> Heat. Heat.
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