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Psyche hosts a solo episode where he discusses recent conflicts, apologizes to those he feels he wronged, and reflects on his defensive reactions and the impact on his relationships.
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Psyche begins at ▶ 0:23 by setting up a livestream and explaining his intention to issue apologies for recent conflicts. At ▶ 1:37, he frames the episode as a 'mia culpa' and 'eating a little bit of crow,' acknowledging that he tends to be stubborn and defensive when he feels attacked or ordered around. At ▶ 4:02, he mentions being a 'casualty in the recent thing' and suggests he owes apologies to multiple people. Specifically, at ▶ 4:51, he names Kate as someone he owes an apology to, while also noting she organized a boycott against him and did things he considers wrong. At ▶ 6:00, he admits 'I made a mistake' and describes getting embroiled in conflicts with people he doesn't have personal grievances against, but whom he attacked back when feeling attacked. At ▶ 8:40, he reflects that 'maybe I was wrong and most people were right,' acknowledging he may have entered a situation ('a viper's den') he shouldn't have. At ▶ 10:52, he shifts to discussing positive reconnection, mentioning visiting Money420's channel where he spent time with Summer, Alex McQueen, and others, describing the experience as 'so nice' and reminiscing about how content creation should be about making friends and having fun rather than drama. At ▶ 12:01, he notes the conflict has 'gone on way too long. Maybe two months.' He then expresses gratitude for friends like Jay Dog and discusses potential plans. At ▶ 14:09, he explicitly states 'I won't be apologizing to' Tommy James, describing him as someone he 'cannot stand.' At ▶ 16:15, he acknowledges owing Arthur an apology and states Arthur can return to the show. At ▶ 18:06, he says 'I'm sorry' to most people and acknowledges that he 'understands if some people won't forgive me.' At ▶ 32:27 onward, he lists who he owes apologies to: Kate, Clumsy Bean Gang (though noting he may need an apology from them too), and acknowledges owing apologies to the audience. Throughout the middle section, he addresses various chat comments and discusses issues around perceived disloyalty and relationships. Near the end ▶ 42:20, he plays a new music video titled 'Eyes in the Static' that features themes of deception, truth-seeking, and observation.
The episode appears to represent a moment of self-reflection for Psyche regarding his role in recent community conflicts. The recurring pattern throughout suggests he frames his behavior as reactive defensive responses to perceived attacks, describing situations where he 'fought back' when others made moves he interpreted as disrespectful. This continues the show's implicit theme of navigating parasocial relationships and community dynamics—what separates genuine connection from instrumental use appears central to his concerns. Notably, he distinguishes between those deserving apologies (where he claims genuine wrongdoing or overreaction) versus those he deems adversaries (Tommy James, Beeta). The nostalgic contrast he draws between recent drama and earlier fun streams—'making friends than to have fun'—suggests he interprets his primary purpose as community building rather than conflict engagement, positioning the recent months as a deviation from his authentic intent. The extended music video 'Eyes in the Static' that closes the episode appears designed as a thematic capstone, emphasizing observation over action, truth-seeking over surface appearances, and the hidden motivations beneath social interactions. Together, these elements suggest an interpretation of the episode as a recalibration moment—a reset narrative where Psyche attempts to realign his community presence with what he frames as his original values.
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okay. So, I guess I'll just wait for some people to get in here. Have a talk.
Hopefully you're present. Okay. Fortunately, Streamard has this thing blocking the most of the chat and so it's hard to see. If I turn it this way, maybe that's a little better. I can do some vertical. Okay. Hey, what's going on here?
Is that some kind of library event? Okay. Hello.
Yeah, I have to do it from my computer. Good to see you. Hi everybody. Hi, brave little toaster. How are you? Guess where I'm going? My favorite restaurant in the world. See
Yeah, this will be a peaceful I'm trying this will be my uh my mia apology. Um eating a little bit of crow. Um you know, please forgive me. Um the problem is like you know I um I try
not to usually try not to
happens I hope there can be some empathy about it like you know um right thing is is like I've I've myself been through a lot of of a lot of things and you know unfair accusations and bullying and all that and so I'm sensitive to that and it's like and so
something will happen. I'm also like very stubborn. I don't like to be told what to do. And if you know me, you know that's true. Especially like on my show and stuff. And so when I'm like ordered around, oh, do this, do that, especially by some people that haven't always had my back and or or best interest in mind, you know, I can be resistant
in the app. Hold on. Right back.
Yeah, it's a little dinner thing. Okay, so anyway, if you got if you were if you were like one of the casualties in the recent thing with me >> and you know, maybe hated me for some certain reason, then we went back and forth and it's like, you know, things got ugly. >> No, maybe I do owe um some people an apology because When I'm attacked, I
tend to >> fight back. Okay. Now, now there's no fries here on this deal. What the Okay. Well, let me see if I I can't I don't have a reward. Okay. Well, I'll just get a regular thing. Extra value. Should I get snack wraps? Okay. I need to get something to eat and drink. Okay.
uh the copy. Anyway, so you know, I think I owe an apology probably to Kate, but at the same time, maybe, you know, I don't expect one, but it'd be nice to get an apology from her. I wouldn't I mean, I know I didn't that that stupid Shrek video or whatever. I deleted it. But she did, you know,
terrible things about me and organized the boycott and everything. There's no reason for the boycott anymore, unless you really do do consider me some kind of abuser of animals, but it's like, if you know me, you know I'm not. So, okay, hold on a second.
kind of a a controversial person. I'm not going to ever say his name again. I don't have anything to say about him personally. I'll just say, you know, I feel kind of like I put a lot at stake and then for for pretty much to be like, you
know, bitten in the ass with it. But um >> yeah, so I made a mistake and that's what I will we'll say. And then I got embroiled in a bunch of like you know conflicts with other people that you know I really don't have anything against but when they say things about me
got the order right got
right by them because things were said that maybe I mean I can ask I can forgive them. I definitely can cuz I'm a forgiving person. And it wasn't even like personal. It was like but it got it got it was starting to get personal, right? But it was um it was not even personal. It was just I felt attacked and I attacked back.
Far from it, right? Um, a lot of relationships were ruined over it and maybe, you know, it was just it just all ended up bad for me, right? So, I'm willing I'm willing to I'm willing
Um certain people, right? Okay. Complete order >> and pay for this.
>> Hold on. I'll go sit down a second. >> Come on. Come on. Come on. Really stick to this stupid thing. He's beeping at me. Beep beep beep. Insert tap or swipe. I'm tapping it. >> Okay, there it goes.
>> Okay, it was approved. Spent more McDonald's than I have in months. Okay. Okay. Get to a table.
Yeah. I hope I could make I you know come back. Um, you know, basically, you know, I just like it was
then I reacted and I also I I fight back a little bit because I'm very can be defensive and stuff, but it turns out maybe I was wrong and most people were right and what they were telling me was like, you know, I'm not necessarily 100% right, but maybe like that wasn't a that wasn't a snake's nest
that I wanted to to to get into a viper's den or whatever.
>> Brave little toaster. Hey Ilia, how are you? Meow meow. Yeah, it's McDonald's. I just got more McDonald's than I have in months usually.
five times. Maybe I should get on the McDonald's Wi-Fi. Hold on one second.
Okay. So, anyway, I McDonald's Wi-Fi now, I think. So, anyway, you can pass out my uh you can let people know. New haircut now. I just uh I have my hair tied back today.
Now my beard is turned totally gray and it's turning totally gray. So I'm I'm aging in this process. But do I look okay? I don't know. Like uh sometimes it's like uh I don't think I look that much like younger. like on Samans they tend to like like to play this um or put this picture up of me like you know with the haircut like I just got out of the shower and then smiling and then like a picture of me like all like waking up in
the first thing in the morning and like and like eating something or something like that and yeah it looks like different but it's like you can also you know show Pamela Anderson without makeup and and she looks quite different right I mean it's like not like I'm Pamela Anderson I I don't know people just don't get that I make I make a Hi butterfly s good I'm I'm
But um but uh then I went to um I went to like my old friends, some of my old friends um you know like Summer and you know Alex McQueen and everybody was on um what Money420's channel. I got up there there was no you know Christine there was no Bronze Bird. It was just like, you know, just a
bunch of people just like laughing and joking around, having fun. It was like so nice. Yeah. Yeah.
I also had a good friend uh you know, in the community I was able to to talk to and like express a lot of feelings to and let know what was going on. And um you know I I just feel like I have really great friends too. And that's like really why I'm you know I came to YouTube like or whatever to do this for like basically to make friends than to
have fun. It wasn't about like oh doxing and love and accusations and you know blah blah blah. And I it's like I regret I got into that situation and it's like so I owe apologies and it's like um you know and it was like it's like and it's gone on way too long. Maybe two months it's gone on or something like that. Any new gay experiences? Well, Jay Dog, I I
need to get a contact with Jay Dog because Jay Dog offered to like take me pick me up this weekend or something like that.
I think his email address down. So, Jay Dog, if you're watching, you know, I'll have to give you my information or something like that backstage next time because I'm like I'm like not really good at um doing that stuff. So Jay Dog, if you want to still and then maybe like I guess 300 Glow is saying that he wants to go out with him and his wife, too. Who knows what will happen. I mean, it's like it's gonna be a fiesta. It's going
to be a fiesta either way, right? No matter who I who I go out with. I'm just kidding. Yeah, I do I do I do enjoy Hispanic uh Hispanic people, but in a in a respectful way. I know these are all straight guys, but who knows? So anyway, yeah, it's gonna be a nice night to chill. I just got my McDonald's
I don't like how it keeps cutting out. My Wi-Fi is not on. Someone was some know trying to tell me, you know, I want to say, let me just make sure my McDonald's Wi-Fi is on.
for Annie. Oh my god. Anyway,
it's going painfully slow. Have I been talking to Tommy James? No. And that's one person that I won't be apologizing to. U that's one person that um that did um go too far. I mean Q went kind of far last night with what he was saying. Um I don't know his situation with his cats. Like I really don't. And it's like I missed that kind of and so if I I might have prejudged him and I might have said things that that I didn't mean and he
might have like you know porn bomb me a couple times but I still you know at the end of the day I like the guy but um Tommy James no I can't stand I cannot stand him. Um nope I will not be apologizing to him. Wow look at these fries. Humongous. Okay,
I know it's getting really annoying. I don't know why it keeps going in and out. I do have my Wi-Fi off, so I don't know why it's doing that. I couldn't turn the McDonald's one on. It was like my phone's going a little slow, but Okay. So, thank you. Oh, I can't even eat it because it's so hot right now. But even the coffee is too hot. Hold on.
history. Yeah, IRL history about me apologizing. I know I've done a couple apology streams. Like one time I had to apologize to Alex McQueen because he sent me McDonald's and went to the wrong house and so I thought he like was lying and then he turned out it's extended because I saw it the next morning next to next door neighbor's house and I got it. Um yeah, IRL history. Well, history was made last night. Most people missed it. like I there was somebody I got to
like share the Streamyard stream with, but I don't know if I'll clip that or anything, but u it was not uh it did not go well. It did not go well and it's not going well, but it's like I think that it's like I'm just I'm just saying to that person, they know who they are. It's like I you know, nothing against you um like particularly, but it's like
I I feel like I I put myself out there a lot and I on the line for this person and I feel kind of disrespected, but it's okay. And it's like and it's like if that person wants to go ahead and start keep like keep like now get really nasty and attacking me. That's not a very good idea. And I would say I'm gonna like leave his name out of my mouth and he can leave my my name and my
everybody's name out of my mouth. So yeah, it is IRL history. Um,
there are 28 people in here. I don't know. It says no internet connection. Do you see me? Oh, there's Arthur. So, owe Arthur an apology, I guess. Arthur, I'll still let you I'll still let you on uh on the show if you if you'll if you'll take my apology. I don't expect an apology from you. You said nasty things and it wasn't really involving you, but u I'm sorry, Arthur. Okay. Hope we can be friends.
He can I mean he that person has their own platform. I don't know why it's like they they felt kind of felt the need to like you know kind of monopolize it and then um then mistreat me about it. But not you. Arthur is can wait you can be back in the sec kitty gate. Okay. Thank you Arthur. I mean I'm I'm sorry. I I mean I I apologize a few people but
a couple people went too far. I don't think I'll owe me an apology, but but for the most part, you know, I love I love most of you guys and u you know, I made a mistake.
>> I understand if some people won't forgive me, if some people still hate me or some people go after me or whatever, I can't really prevent that. But I just as much as I can, I'd say I'm sorry. So, let's go for a walk. You desire all to be Yeah, exactly. It's like and that's what I was kind of
missing like like last night when I went to I was able to go to um to uh Money420s and then like you know it was Summer and like I guess um Harry was there and Alex McQueen I think and Ghost and stuff and we're all just bullshitting and laughing and I was doing tarot readings and it was just so fun and I was like what happened to
this? I said I haven't done this. Where have I been? I've been like in like some kind of like like delusional you know, like nightmarish like like state of mind in land and it's like like where what happened to this? It was so much fun. That's how it should always be. It's like that's how it was maybe like last year
and they're memor and everything and I'm making horrible music videos. It's like I mean I'm going to get into a better vibration about it and uh have more fun. Like it's like I guess it's probably not probably not fun for the audience either. Well, I know there's there's some drama people here and I know there's a lot of trolls. Um but I don't
I mean it's like I like some of the trolls. I didn't like when
but then it got like it started to get not funny. I got started to get too serious and it was like it's not about that. I'm not like Haraldo. I prefer more like to be like Jerry Springer or like Howard Stern, you know, not like Haraldo where it's like I'm getting involved in the middle of like the audience disc fights and and getting like, you know, shrapnel and and uh and
getting hit with a, you know, some KKK member, you know, hitting me upside the head with the the the plywood board or something like that. I don't want that. I want to be standing with security like like you know in front of me to to get away all the crazies right which I will do next time. I mean I have nothing I understand there's there's serious mental health issues involved with some of these
people like especially the person I was dealing with and so you know I have I have empathy and sympathy for that but at the same time it's like I can't take on
There's months and months I didn't say like this person, that person. I don't know most of these people. Nor do I nor do I care to get involved. Okay, here I'm at the store. Oh my gosh, I don't know how I'm going to carry all this stuff. Okay, this coffee is freaking hot. The food's all hot. I'm sorry. Hi. Okay,
hold on a second. So, I'm at the place where everyone said I was stealing from. No, I was not stealing from here. She'll confirm it if you want me her to, but here. I If I did, they would not let me shop here probably. How are you doing? Okay. Can I get um three Swisser, please?
And a bag.
You have like a bigger bag like I need like like a big bag like one of those. >> That's >> Yeah, I get that bag. >> Yeah.
Does I can carry my stuff. Good. Yep. It's good. Is it? No, it said pin or something. But it says thank you. But then it said what did it say? >> Oh,
>> good. Approve. >> Thank you. >> I'll answer it next time. Okay. >> Thank you. That's the machines are a little bit. Here we go in there.
Okay. And we get to go home. Okay. I'm carrying everything. The weather will be yours. Hold on. We're looking rough as hell. Oh, shut the up, rogue nomad. I got I'm in the sun. You look rough as hell.
I'll give you some I look good for my age. I'm 45 years old, you know? I'm not puffy. I'm like, you know, I look good. I do have gray in my beard, maybe. And it's like, you know, don't say anything about my appearance when you're not even showing your appearance. I'm so sick of people that do that. When you are on camera and stuff and I see exactly what you look like and then I can see you get up and you know what
you look like first thing in the morning. This is my morning. Then you can like you know you can tease me about my looks. When you're you're sitting there with your muscular glamourshot um avatar with just your muscles trying to like you know fool me. You know you're so lame. You can say, "Oh, you can say, oh, you're having a rough time
and you look like a little stressed or something like that.
Your little your little your little frienda has come screaming at me, right
ex fiance or whoever that she has posted everywhere on Instagram and Tik Tok and whatever and other people have already docked but I'm I got struck for it, everybody else. She has no problem with anybody else that did it, but she still brings that, "Oh, you posted my ass." >> And she has to come and attack my mods and Katie and who Katie who she had on the months. So be I've already apologized for that You never and you're just saying never accept the
apology. So like that's your that's on you now. An apology for putting me through all this talking about me. Oh god.
I'm getting phone calls from Texas or I don't know from the south. Just assuming that it's either him or it's like some some dirt. I know he likes to
Feels
like I have a nice bag today. See, the coffee is like hot as hell. Drop it. I My pajama pants are about to Oh my god, they're calling back. Stop calling when I'm on.
>> Okay, I'm back. Jesus. Hold on. I sit down. Sit down for a second. Hold on. Stop calling me.
Hey Okay. Well, you can take a you can take a timeout.
What are your thoughts about being um timed out in the chat? It's like uh >> Yeah, we're gonna have guys we're gonna have some We're gonna have some goons. But um no one was chosen over anybody.
Please stop calling me.
I'm going to have to dox the phone number. Next time you call me, like I'm reading the phone number out loud and then people can start calling you. How about that? I don't mind doxing a phone number that's harassing me. not doxing. It's better.
Anyway, yeah. So, not an edge over anything. I'm like actually like I'm very clear. Uh Alexandre and I are absolutely fine and like that relationship had nothing to do with the other relationship. So, I don't understand why there's there's no choice that see I don't say
That number that is harassing me, just start calling them. So, their number is busy for a while.
See? Okay. them busy for a while. You'll ruin that text mount number or whatever. Not doxing. It's some text mount number. Probably text us. Yeah. Again, if I have to get nasty with people, I will, but I'm trying to apologize and uh they want to like go back and forth.
>> Say anything about that person. I even went on Crystal yesterday. Okay. >> I went on Crystal Ans yesterday. I would I didn't say anything negative about that person. I was like I didn't
allow to go wherever I want. Um that person they think that I'm allowed to I want talk to whoever I want for whatever reason. Are they are they my my papa? Are they my mama? No. And also if there's a Um, I was born a biological female. I
uh, you know, I went through a gender transition at about the same time I had my nose job. Um, I I was very embarrassed that that's going that's getting public because I was trying to keep that a secret. I like I like the look on a guy's face when he goes down on me and he sees a vagina instead of a penis. And so, yes, I was born a woman.
Sir. Okay. Don't call me ma'am. Don't call me ma'am. Call me sir. Don't call me ma'am. I'm the opposite of the of the other kind of trans transgender person, right?
you know, and so I I think I qualify as a man now. Okay. And I I had my my breasts removed and my my vagina enlarged. So, leave me the alone, you transphobic son of a Okay, I'm home.
Docks me from the clear blue sky, Okay, I'll be right back. Hold on. I'll leave it out till I get inside. Let's see what happens. Okay. Can't wait to go see the comments and stuff. Kind of fun. I don't really care
about any of this. Hold on. So, yeah.
Okay. Anyway, I'm home. Okay.
Where am I? Here I am. The one that you love. Yeah. Okay. Where did I get the Adam's apple? I got Oh, I had a I had an artificial Adam's apple inserted into my throat. So to make me look more masculine. Yeah. Yeah. Well, that's what I mean. That's the rumor going around now is that I was
born a a biological female. So, oh yeah. Um, you know, now it's it's being said, you know, my name is I say what name, but they say that I'm I was born a biological female. So, that's true. I'm just admitting it to everybody now. But anyway, here's who I owe an apology to.
Probably Careless Kate. Maybe maybe Clumsy Bean Gang. Maybe I need an apology from him though, too. Never Tommy James. Um, I need an apology from Beeta. I don't I own apology to Kate. I own apology to a lot of the audience. I owe an ap No, it's not
actually true. It is not true. But I wish it was because that'd be cool. That'd be kind of like a unique thing about me and then I could like, you know, call, you know, say transphobia if I ever get bullied and stuff. But no, it's uh unfortunately it's not true. I wish I was born a female. I mean, it's like I love women. That'd be cool. But if I was born a woman, I wouldn't like, you know, pick this as my masculine.
Like I would like probably stay a woman and date a bunch of guys. But um yeah, cuz you only live once. So yeah, someone's saying I'm just being I'm being a little silly. I I know this part of my like silly sense of humor. Okay, hold on. But it's an interesting theory. I mean, it's like people believe that it's up to them, you know. But if you see me in my
Speedo, you know it's not true. And everyone see me in my speedo pretty much. You never heard that one? Yeah, I know. That was my See, that see that was my April Fool's joke was I wanted to become like turn into a woman and stuff like that. Um, men can have periods as well. Well, men are always on their period. Women just like, you know, are lucky enough just to have once a month with a little bit more blood, but men
are always kind of like aggravated, right? I'm just kidding. Okay. Sorry. I'm sorry. I don't want to be offensive to anybody. I don't want to be offensive. Okay, cool. Well, men can be too. Yeah, especially some gay guys, but I'm not like the I'm not like I'm not like a gay guy. I'm not I'm really not. Well, I have been a little bit recently. So, maybe but I'm trying I try not to be
so right? Maybe I maybe I'm off my period finally. Have you ever seen Hedwig and the Angry Inch? Um, it's a really funny movie about this like uh this this like gay eastern European like I think he's from like you know east west Germany or something and he marries like an American like a black American um military person but in order to get to America he has to have a sex change.
Okay, you have to poop. Okay, go ahead Canada cry. Are you the you're not the real Canada dry, are you? That's something that he would say. It was bad. Oh yeah, you're really I'm sorry it was. I'm sorry. Yeah, I know. And then it's like that person wasn't very sensitive to that and so I don't like to talk about like all this kind but Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. I think I think
it's Canada. Canada cry. Um, is Christine in here? I don't know. I have a block probably. Is she acting tough? Yeah, Christine. Uh, I she owes me an apology because I already apologized to Christine and then she's gone gone after me, attacking me again. All I said about Christine was a joke about her being a witch and something about being in the
woods sacrificing something. But yeah, I know. I know. I know. Okay. Canada cry. Yeah. I'm sorry. I don't know if you're the real Canada cry, but it certainly sounds like it. But yeah. Yeah. I know. I know. I know. I know. I know. It's like and it's like and then like you know some people lack sensitivity and it's like so I'm going to really like I
have any cockerings. No. when the la one of the last guys I you know hooked up with or whatever had one on. It was gross. It was like this like clear rubber ring and I was like, "Hey, what's that?" And it's like and then it's like the wiener kind of like was like not even like it was just hard because of that. I don't know. It was weird. And then um and then he left it on my sink and I threw it in the trash.
Yeah. Rob, no spamming. We're back to square one. Rob, she's recapping me. Oh, that's good. Well, is she mad? I mean, it's like I'm Oh, she's live with INX. Okay. Well, I hope they're not mad. I mean, it's like all that happened was I mean, I have nothing against Ianx. I had a good time with her. Um, I still would be willing to have her on the show, but the person that I was like defending and, you know, having platforming allow me to say anything he wanted and stuff
like that. I had nothing bad to say about INX. But I did go to Crystal Ans and I just wanted to talk to her and uh gamble and and Q were there. I got superly attacked. I was told to shut up and that I was going to be killed and um Key was going to come over and slice my throat and you know, bash my head in and all this kind of stuff and uh so it
wasn't like exactly like um me um you know, whatever. But yeah, and it's like you know what and anybody's welcome to be friends with whoever they want. I'm not saying oh choose them or me or anything like that. I'm like I'm happy to have people have friends and people have and we can have mutual friends and not necessarily like the person but uh yeah I appreciate uh I
appreciate Alexandra and even if like you know she you know for some for something you know like she would decide that she didn't like you know want to be associated with me anymore. I just wanted to you know I'll say you know I love her and thank you for everything and you know thank you for being there and stuff and it's like but I have nothing against her. I don't I don't think that there's a a problem. But um
you know if like they're going to try to you know say oh you know make you know give ultimatums not not them I'm not her but I'm saying them you know or you know not that one person because I have nothing against Karen. And it's like, you know, um, you know, I'm sure she's she might have old phone calls and conversations and it's like, you know, that's what what what happens is like sometimes, you know, um, people go
through different phases with people, right? And it's like and so, you know, but I think Alexander understands like we we were fighting at a period of time and stuff like that and any anyway, so she you know, some people get it. Um, they're talking It's okay. What's going on? Okay, I know it's fine that she's live with them, but it's
like, you know, so but you know, I actually like I I encouraged Brandon to become friends with INX, right? And I I mean, sorry. Well, I'm I'm not trying to talk about him. I said I'm not going to talk about him, so I'm not talk not basically I'm trying to talk I'm trying to talk to everybody else. I'm I'm leaving him out of my mouth, okay? Um but I was I just was getting like, you
know, um call bombed and stuff like that. So, I have all these problems with these different people and so it's a lot to it's a lot to juggle at once. I'm trying to just apologize to most people and I'm I'm even saying I don't have anything against that person, but but they want to if he wants to get the dirty and stuff like that, you know, I mean,
you know, then I do have the right to like respond, right? So anyway, uh I don't well in black RG, you're one of the people that um I do agree with him about and um yeah, go ahead and look go look at um that website called um what's it called? Well, let's give you the the initials. It's called KF and
you're all over that website. Go read that and uh you'll see your picture with uh your dog. I didn't put it there. They're already way, you know, you have a big history of them talking about you and yeah, so go ahead and you can just go away. You're one of the people that I do not own an apology to.
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but I'm not going to rest I I'll not be rereaming her unless you know she she was to give me permission for that because I I I need to like make sure everything's cool right now. Um yeah, I mean it's like and and and I knew that um you know they're allowed to give their opinion and stuff like that, but if they're
going to go over their um let's see. Yeah, you um but I just hope that I mean it's like I hope that people just aren't start taking sides and stuff like that but I um yeah
I mean it's like you know there's really no looks like I'm about to be thrown under my bus. You're getting a karma what through Brandon and uh and INX, right? Well, Chip and Sip, you're another person that you know, you were very disloyal and you know, you can take a time out. You know, you're about to get your karma bad.
You're about to get your karma bad. Hey, hey, you need to fix your stupid channel and on um on uh Rumble. Okay. How about you got your karma because that you miss the best beat episodes, you know, in the world. Yeah. So, some people, you know, I'll just be happy to to be hiding and stuff like that. Now, I I I know that, you know, Alexandra I I hope is will, you know, maintain a neutrality about
the situation, but uh you know, she's like I know that she um of course will like let him speak and stuff like that. So, that's good. I mean, he can have anybody that wants to platform him can and I don't have a problem with her doing that. So, you know, I just I would hope that, you know,
it's like uh it doesn't turn into like this is some kind of like, you know, I'm sure that they're they're bashing, right? You're lightly armed with an airsoft. Okay. Well, Butterfly, I I don't know if you're serious or not, Butterfly. That sounds kind of crazy. Are you playing military games or like Squid Games or something? Yeah. So, you can see the the
moon is out tonight. It's beautiful. Beautiful night. It's a gorgeous night, actually. I got all these TV sets behind me. They're glowing. Um I do have a new video here. Let's watch my new video. And um I'll be right back.
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>> I walked through a city made of mirrors and smoke. Every smiling face was a carefully crafted joke. Everybody preaching virtue from a digital throne and selling pieces of your soul when you're alone. I believe the stories carved in polish stone. Trusted wolves disguise the saints side always known. Fed
them keeps the secret chambers in my mind. Never noticing the teeth they kept behind. The screen flickers the signal bends. The mask collapse. The illusion ends. I hear whispers crawling through the wires. Truth
emerging from the funeral pers. Every lie, leave fingerprints behind. If you watch long enough, you'll find eyes in the static, eyes in the storm. Watching every shape, watching every form. I see clearly now the
shadows have names of kings and the beggars play the same games. Eyes in the static, eyes in the night. The head of machinery comes and decide. No more sleeping. No more disguise. The cult of psyche has opened it
has opened it.
>>
>> Watch what they protect. Watch what they hide. Watch what surange them removes the chains. Lets the darkness stretch across familiar veins. The humble become tyrants. The friendly become cold. The promises evaporate the second they take hold. I watch kingdoms built on
borrowed trust turn into monuments of rust. Every smiling prophet sold the different truths while feeding on the innocence of you. The algorithm sings, the machine consumes a thousand false prophets inside digital tombs. The signal grows
louder every day, peeling layers of illusion away. The pattern forms beneath the noise. Beneath the speeches and the voice. >> Eyes in the static, eyes and storm. Watching every shape, watching every form. I see clearly now the
shadows have names. The kings and the beggars play the same games. >> Eyes in the static, eyes in the night, the head and the scenery comes into. >> No more sleeping. No more disguise. The cult of psyche has opened it.
I won't worship images. I won't kneel to fear. I won't trade my vision for comfort anymore. The window opens, the window closes. The dreamer hesitates. The serpent noses move before the gate shuts.
Speak before the fall. Those who wait forever never move at all. Oh wow.
Oh wow. The one ghost in the machine. 01 101. Nothing's what it seems. Digital angels, mechanical gods, dancing through dimensions against impossible. Eyes in the static. Our eyes in the flame. Awake
in a world that will never be the same. Our eyes in the static. Our eyes in the void. Where false kings crumble and empires get destroyed. Eyes in the static. Eyes in the light. Sleep was awakening. The future ignites. No more blindness, no
compromise. The cult of psyche forever survives.
The signal remains. The signal remains.
The signal remains.
Can you see it now?
Neon static in the cathedral screen. Pixel ghost whisper what the smiles really mean. Everybody's talking. Everybody's selling dreams. But the truth leaks out between the broken seams.
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The king says loyalty. The queen says trust.ust. The teacher says wisdom while counting your dust. Dust dust. The guru says love while collecting your gold. The prophet says freedom but does what he's told. Everybody streaming from a beautiful page selling hand paint and mass from a digital cage. Everybody's got a slogan. Everybody's got a brand. Everybody's got a halo from the
sand. Watch the thousand saints become devils by noon. Watch the thousand wolves starting at the moon. Watch the thousand friends say brother till the end. then disappear mysteriously when I needed them again. >> They fall like confetti
from the ceiling. Watch the feet. Watch the hands. Watch the exits. Watch the plans. Eyes open. Always always need the glitch behind the face. Eyes open.
Always always always. >> Truth is hiding in the space. Not what they say, but what they do, not not what they promise, but what they pursue. The cult of the open eyes, the cracks inside the sky.
M's ghost appeared inside my microwave. Said, "Kit, most people ain't evil. They're just trying to get their way." head any ven in the shower of fluorescent purple code leaving tank corrupted commandments on a sloppy road. Commandment one trust actions over speeches. Commandment to ask could really reaches for your wallet for your status for your audience for your
throne. Some some folks only love you when they think they on the phone. Some become your biggest fan the second that you win. Not because they love you like they want to call beneath your skin. Everybody wants something. Everybody Everybody wants something. Even me. Even you, even the algorithm, too.
The chat room trolls wear angel wings. The angels sell conspiracy rings. The villains quote philosophy. The heroes chase celebrity. A smiling snake says, "Trust me, friend." A laughing cow says, "This is concern." A victim says, "I only want PC." It even starts another forest fire just to watch the drama burn. Funny how the truth arrive
just like a homeless man while come riding limousines. Fully funded marketing plan. Eyes open always, >> always, always. The glitch behind the face. Eyes open always,
>> always, always. Your truth is hiding in the space. The silence, the timing, the envy, the grin, the hidden little earthquake beneath the polish skin. Watch them under pressure. That's the magic trick. Anybody can be buddo when life is going slick. But lose the money, lose the power, miss the flight, miss the
hour. Then the mask begin dissolving like vampires in a shower. Some become monsters. Some become saints. Some become exactly what they said they ain't. Pressure is a flashlight. Pressure is a key. Pressure is the monster living underneath. Observe.
Observe. Observe the pause before the answer. Observe. Observe the compliment with cancer. Observe. Observe the joke. That's really hate. Observe. Observe before it's much too late. B and wears camouflage. It barely screams attack. It smiles while
applauding and talks behind your back. It says congratulations is the twitch inside it side. It asks how' you do that but secretly ask why? Why you why not me? Why fortune choose your lane? Why your garden start blooming while I'm dancing in the rain? So watch you celebrate to watch you disappear.
Watch you only visit when you're drowning in your fear. >> Eyes open. Always always not paranoid. Not fearful. Prepared. Not cynical. Precise. Not frozen. Less more. Slower. Notice more. The world reveals
itself to those who keep score. >> Eyes open. Always the color of the open eye sur goes black. The static fades. The crowd logs off. The mask cascade. And somewhere in the darkness
beyond the noise and lies. A single neon eye opens and sees everything.
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