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Episode 599 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features an open panel discussion with host Psyche, where he performs tarot readings for participants, including Raymond and Warrior. The episode also includes interactions with Psyche's cat, Freya.
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hello how are you guys doing thank you for being here hope everyone's having a nice Sunday Sunday mangorita day right
mangar we get a fun night last night really fun um really awesome awesome readings we had D here we had Meer here U Jamie uh 43 minutes with Jamie Rose we had Crucible ghosts we had tiger butterfly we had really awesome people
here what's up Raymond good to see you just back on my comments there we go good to see you my friend how are you tonight thank you for being here hope everyone's having a good night I'm just kicking off my Sunday with some mangoritas yeah I had a I had a good day I was on um I was on a panel today it's
called Talk your is I'm gonna give her a plug she is awesome guys you have to check out this channel I also posted on my Discord earlier today what's up Hur now Warrior great to see you let's see talk your is I got this and it was just a fun it's a really cool it's a drama channel right so
there's drama on it um that uh you know they they always like um letting me do um taror readings and stuff and um they really love them and I got a debate with Crucible ghost there
today he was a little bit trollish but good person um I'm oh yeah also on their Channel like you can like pay like a dollar they have a really good concept like a dollar a minute to if want to mute someone's mic sure Raymond give me a couple minutes I'll uh I'll surely read for
you uh let's see let me get just post this link for talk your is everyone check out this channel okay yeah with other guy in the chat I forgot his name but he came in and he was like and I was just rambling I was rambling thank you I was I was like not rambling I was I was talking a lot and
the the hosts were like you know doing some other stuff and like um when was at work and stuff and this guy came on and and uh he said what tarot card is there for you to shut the up or something like I was like okay I was like wow what's up scum you would love a reading P okay I'll make a list tonight so we
got Raymond Pur Warrior got you what's up scum great to see you thank you guys for coming we're having a little Sunday funay let me just get you sips of my mangorita in get the spirit going through me'll be happy to do readings for anybody um yeah we we had a we had a few readers um last night showing their stuff like it was really awesome it's
awesome like having talented readers here um we all have different styles you know you know it's a it's not a competition it's you know I'm doing well thank you it's like we all want to support each other and just have fun and uh and help each other right there's also different readers you know you're going to find different Styles appeal to you there's people all
J readers are different right there's and so it's also good to get different perspectives and different um different interpretations and different cards right and so I hope everyone enjoyed the readings last night um and you know sure there will be some surprise guests tonight I I don't have they're surprise to me too I never know who's goingon to
come on up on panel guys my beard like so gray and and my Razor my um my electric razor broke and I know how to eras her right now and I have to order the the part for it oh guys Freya is here you see want see Freya she's a beautiful cat thank
you house is a little messy I'm sorry but there she is look a little raccoon look at the big tail freay fry you know you want attention when I call Frey what you're call you want attention to she's going to the bedroom thank you I'm glowing today well some people were saying I look greasy and you touch your hair too much I don't think I look that greasy thank you thank you for the
compliment Raymond I'll get you a few cards let me just take a few sips and just say hi to the chat wait for more people to come in yeah I'm happy I feel and there's there's L there hey Lola you like when I rub your
belly like this oh do know you no fre free Lola oh bit me she didn't really bit me I'm good thank you she gave me a little she gave me a little little love love tap what are you a little Grump you're a little Grump over there you a little bit grumpy me
cut your nose yeah okay I got your nose okay so yeah I've been reading from this deck I really like this deck it's called a hermetic tarot and it's just so much symbolism and so beautiful I got it I got it nice and shuffled today too so I'm going to shuffle
up hope you guys are good okay for Raymond okay hold on okay not feeling well okay feel better come back soon okay thank you scum love you okay Raymond can you tell how I will meet this possible new love interest
okay possible new love interest how will Raymond meet this possible new love interest okay okay seven of Swords okay so I think you have to get out of your head about it like you're like seven of Swords like usually oh no so that's eight of Swords so this is unstable effort okay you got to put some effort into um into into go getting out there and finding somebody I think it might
take a little bit effort if there's if it's a new love interest put yourself out there go to a bar go to you know go get out there go to the supermarket chat with somebody there go go somewhere locally put put a um internet personal ad on take some nice pictures put a nice nice personal ad hit up some people okay
that's some advice how else can Raymond best uh best meet this new love interest okay Knight of Wands Lord of flame and lightning okay so this says you got to get out there you got to get out there get motivated you want to meet somebody like you're going to have to you women usually don't don't like to approach men like you know sometimes they will it
bars you got to you got to take the effort though you got U see this is like electricity women are like magnetic men men are have the more like electric not being stereotypical and just like saying you got to get out there get on your horse you got this this new energy there's a horse's head up there there lightning there okay and to get out
there meet somebody okay and for Raymond the empress I think you're going to meet this really wonderful woman okay look you'll see her she like there's like this uh this Venus energy about her right she's writing the the Phoenix I think she's out there maybe but I think she's on her throne right now you have to go on your you have to go be your knight and go come to her right put in
the effort right I feel like you haven't been it said the UN youve had unstable effort and so maybe you haven't been uh been putting too much effort into it just you know you want something to happen you also maybe start um start maybe start a YouTube channel put yourself out there a little bit like that you know I find I find awesome people okay so hope you like that okay who else would like your
reading okay you're now Warrior are you here I got you okay rag what's up with you how are you tonight hope you're well yeah thank you scum 39 Warrior what do I got for you okay Two of Wands Lord of dominion okay so whatever you're
doing you know you got you got the two wands the two two heads are better than one there's like little heads on there like the little ra um you put your heads together with somebody um and you know own your world this is your world right there right and you have this power you have this strong this power in your hands you can cut people off you can uh cross people out off your list you know U you have to take control of your life there's Mars energy there's Aries energy
so you got this kind of dominion okay and also yeah Mars and Aries right okay Lord Dominion okay also what do we have come through oh the sun it's the most positive card in the deck for you the sun is shining down good things are happening The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow
right there's sometimes sometimes increase in wealth increase in pleasure um you know there's it's just the most positive card in the deck known as right and it's like um just means good things are happening you're going to be a lot happier stay positive I think you're in a good state of mind right now too okay princess of Wands you got more more fire
energy you got a lot of fire today princess of The Shining flame and then there's this princess and she's like inspiring inspiring men you know the princess right she's a little bit topless there got this tiger power with the Like a Phoenix behind it and you know but you're this is your world right Bas basically it's a woman's world right
uh um but yeah so I see this I see this princess does and you know she has that little that little Ram there a lot of fire energy like I think you're getting really fired up passionate about something okay nine of Cups Lord of material happiness and so material happiness there's going to be some uh some good Financial um things coming for you and um I see that it's going to make you
very happy you're you're be satisfied you're going to be fulfilled okay there's like Jupiter that's very positive right there uh cups are just overflowing good things are coming good things are happening very positive reading finally Queen of Pentacles um the queen of the Throne of the earth so there's more like a throne Dominion
right it's like just take control this is your life this is your world you know take control of it you're G to if you're in the princess energy you're going to go into this queen energy I hope you like that Pur Warrior good things are happening you're going to end up the queen of the situation Queen of the thrones of the earth you're going to have your Dominion right because you're so passionate and you're able to to use your passion to
inspire yourself and others to get what you want right hope you enjoyed that reading how's everyone doing tonight I hope everyone's doing well yeah it's a little bit I like the color in my room right now because the sun's still out a little bit cats are all in here um yep let's see why don't I read from my my Labyrinth Journal I have I have this journal like a journal I filled up the
whole thing it's a labyrinth it's really cool looks like the book actual in the movie they have like the same book I think it's a little smaller in the movie but it's a journal okay let's see what do I have to say today okay I I have it's just very
random book too okay I have lot some information written down I runes
okay trying to figure okay so this is asymmetric full spectrum Warfare and scops I I learned a lot about scops in psychological warfare right so there's 5 ds in psychological warfare deny deceive disrupt degrade destroy and these are not meant to that you do these things right these are meant to you can watch out for these things right these are
their strategies right and then it says operation Phoenix it attacks the support structure okay you might look into operation Phoenix that might be relevant and then it says zeret that means social decomposition that was the strategy of the stazi in East Berlin right it's also called biodegradation the goal destroy their
self-confidence by destroying their reputation isn't that isn't that you've heard about then it says bullying evil scop um MK Ultra some of it's in the in the occult right I can't read my words right there
and it says the group mind equals ego divide and conquer group mind maintained that's their strategy divide and conquer and it says Abracadabra says equal triangle okay it's interesting stuff in here I have my my
birthday so my birthday oh my name if you take it in in a you loved it you're welcome it says uh if you five and five and it says Victory and War 55 that's if you take my full name in Chalan gatria it's 55 and it says the epitome of will will
plus intuition wisdom and intelligence wide knowledge acquisition okay what else do I have oh how about this Return of the Golden Age there's going to be abundance a rainbow bridge when the eggs cracked when the egg cracks the internal becomes the external then I have Adam it says no hate we are minitar Guided by higher
intellect remain in Balance pay attention to yourself okay oh and then I have the word trigger and it says trigger switches to Consciousness then it says Saturn God equals archetype equals templates kahen equals Avatar king and queen right it says
Church um Church hady hady Fillin I don't know that says House of evil says Avon gilon book iniquity Schwan wle dirt I think these are like German words I was okay what's up Suzanna how are you
today then I have this 333 thing here I don't know if you can see it says 333 says F Square it says s = 9 = 6 = G is s a b c d e f g h no it's not the ninth letter but I guess s equals lowercase gals 6al G I don't know we have this
like little little cross there it says nesting KET deathless means deathless oh yeah koset it's a it's a Russian um character and it means the deathless then I have 333 oh wait it says three no that's the
wrong page okay says www 333 e e e and it has like little versions of the W right and say 666 A B C D E Yeah e is six so 333 666
right hi yo me thinks you speaking that douche oh do ger okay yeah German right yeah I speaking I had some German words you know I also have a really interesting book where it has all these words in German that are like not translatable I think that's it no it has like I think it has a bunch of these interesting words in this book but I
just remember it's like one of these German words that are untranslatable isy and Freud and shyen Freud means basically um happiness and others misery hey no no no fighting no fighting you know it's like or it's like you know kind of like a happy contempt kind of thing Gman
man is that mean Heyman or something I I went to Amsterdam and they speak deut they speak deuta um but uh and I've been to Germany I went to the love hey hey hey Lenor be nice Lenor cats are his growling his I went to uh D
dunov what does that mean is that you calling me the name no I I I don't know German that well but I went to Berlin to the love parade in 2000 I think it was year 2000 I think so and it was fun oh my God I actually met up with these like this this bodybuilder guys when I was in the Czech Republic and I got kicked out of this this H hostel and like and they got
kicked out too we all got kicked out of this hostel we were staying and the guy was I don't know why I forgot we got kicked out of the hostel and the guy's like they're like G to come with us to we're going to the love parade in Germany I already had another ticket booked to Munich um Germany which would have been a really cool like fairy tale type of place to go but um they're like we're going to Berlin we're running a
BMW and we're going to drive there we can bring a bunch of weed with us and uh and so I mean dumbass in in German your grandpa used to call you that when you just kidding though yeah okay I I know you wouldn't you wouldn't say that seriously you maybe I'm a dumbass sometimes who knows you know certainly I certainly have my moments you
know I don't take it personally don't worry I got called worse things I was sit yeah today some guy told me he's like what tarot card you have that means shut the up and I was cuz I was talking a lot in this chat and that talk your is you can I'm subscribe to that chat by the way they really he was just trolling and then he was like really nice to me after that I think I passed the sometimes they Haze you a little bit when you're in these and they want to
see how you were going to react and stuff like that I was just a little bit shocked I also got told D why don't I just go un live myself in some other chat um the other day and uh you know I've been called worst things I'm the best thank you you're the best too and uh yeah I've certainly certainly been called worst and
so hope you guys are doing great today just having some mangorita I have my I still hav't eat my 7-Eleven hot dog from this morning I also have some Wendy's Wendy's chicken nuggets spicy chicken nuggets to eat I just thought I I haven't slept that much today I I woke up really early had a Starbucks and was on um I was on money 420s panel I'll try
to get his link up too because he's just like awesome supporter they're just then and that's the same woman was the talk yourish Channel but I want to support all these people because they're just kind to me and they let me on the panel and they let me talk my is and uh they're they're really cool okay and money 420 is
cool yeah okay you're feeling good today that's good feeling good what that song I don't know I just remember the South Park where um I don't know feeling good oh yeah it like this the Lord episode and he
like he would like Randy Marsh would like s feeling it and then it would like put it into Lord's voice and he actually was Lord the singer it's a really funny episode I forgot what it's called it's a really I love I haven't seen South Park recently it's one of my favorite shows one of the most clever political shows political
humor social commentary in a fun way in a hilarious way I led laughing yeah Tex him for Yes Man yes yeeha text us for Yes Man yeeha I know a lot of people from Texas actually and I think um Lenor are you
being mean to Lola you leave Lola alone Lenor Lenor even scares out she like chased out the really big cat um marbles like you listen now okay yeah so I'm having a good day guys anyone's welcome on the panel you know had a good conversation today um with
somebody and you know talked about a lot of stuff and I'm doing okay um I'm really happy with my channel progress I'll tell you how tell you some interesting statistics if I can well I don't know if I can do it because I'm have to go to my website hold on you go to You YouTube Studio hey Lenor you'd be nice be nice to
YouTube studio and I'll tell you some of my statistics if I can if I can get into this YouTube Studio let's see my Google's crashing okay yep okay it keeps crashing okay no no here we go YouTube
Studio this gives you all my statistics for my my show excuse me I think I need to be an what Safari or something um just try this one time I was able to get into YouTube studio and like then I unbanned everyone from my chat let's see if this
works oh I think I can just skip though it says you should it says skip lest version or I could like skip it says skip I think on the bottom yeah skip SK okay say skip so it says okay people are getting hooked on your channel congrats to reaching 2,000
hours of watch time keep giving them what they want current analytics 1,519 subscribers okay how videos get discovered that one well okay that one's just BQ um let's see dashboard content
analytics my channel hold on my channel got 12,141 views in the last 28 days okay um last 48 hours 1,000 views awesome that is so awesome how exciting um content
audience um where's audience analytics audience 63 returning viewers 2,500 um unique viewers 162 plus subscribers in the last 28 days um channels okay when let's
see device type 65% from the mobile phone 10% of subscribers have all notify all yeah guys you can click on the bell and then it will and click on all right um male or female 53% male 46% um let me see if I can tell where they're from Sometimes some there
somewhere I don't know um oh yeah top geographies for my videos United States Canada UK Australia and the Philippines cities oh I didn't know they had this cities Fort Worth Texas Dallas Texas I have a lot of people from Fort Worth Texas wow that is awesome Riverside California Lexington Kentucky
St Katherine Ontario Canada London Ranchos Margarita California Edmonton Canada La Green Bay Wisconsin Winnipeg Charlotte Portland salth Lake City Winston them Rancho pal veres Melbourne Australia Indianapolis Pittsburgh Keller Grove City Pennsylvania Oakland California Union Park Lockwood Montana
Bakersfield California and Lakewood Colorado isn't that awesome is there any more I can yeah so yeah that's basically I don't I don't B with my statistics right I hope I hope there people come on the panel tonight I'll probably eat my hot dog on stream would you like to see me eat a hot dog on stream
how are you guys chat's a little bit slow right now oh one person okay thank you Susanna yeah Fort Worth Texas shout out to Fort Worth Texas my number one city who would have th who would have th and Ranch palb that's right where near where I grew up that's pretty cool I don't know if someone's watching over there everyone's cheers
yeah how's everyone doing yeah it's a littleit bit I'm streaming a little bit early today it's Sunday I don't know but I'm sure I will get be quite quite in a party mood or maybe maybe I pissed off everybody yesterday I don't know but Austin Texas is there awesome awesome Texas yeah but
I like I I just said earlier I like I have a lot of friends in Texas and it's like I think people are visiting from Texas wow I think I have more people from Texas than anywhere I didn't see Florida was Florida on that list but uh awesome thank you for thank you everyone from Texas for shout out to my Texas fans and shout out to the Philippines and the UK and uh Australia
and Canada and the US those are my top five um five five cities very exciting you've been here ausome for 33 years that's awesome I've I've never been to Texas um but my aunt like she just passed away like few weeks ago but um she like moved to Texas like like years ago and then she would like
come back and forth in her in her RV or I don't know she was she was a character Aunt Terry she was kind of a hoot a little bit of a eccentric my mom my mom described her as a lost soul but uh she had a good heart she had a good I just you know I feel bad I didn't like really talk to her very much the past few years I didn't see her I think the last time that my we saw her was my sister's
wedding that was probably five or six years ago my sister kept in touch with her on Instagram my sister was like T because Terry she would always like say oh I'm I'm still so upset about um because you know my grandparents passed away my my grandfather passed away in the 90s my grandfather my grandmother passed away probably 2010 or 11 and my grand my
grandfather was in the 70s my grandmother passed away when she was 93 right she had a boyfriend uh she had a few boyfriends you know she and actually she ended up with her next door neighbor like I remember like I used to get this next door neighbors Vernon and Laura and we always be next to her neighbors and then by the end of the by the end you know she was with Vern you know I don't
know if they always had a crush I don't know it was really cute and uh my grandma but my aunt this this happened you know my my sister was like well I know she she keeps saying she's so sad but she's like they'd be in their their hundreds right now they' be like they'd be like over a hundred years old like so it's like you know it's like I think
they had a they had they had nice nice long vies and you know um yeah thank you Susanna thank you yeah it was a it was a bit of a shock because you know she's my mom's younger sister now we have I have two I have two aunts left and they're they're not the blood related they're like the the wives of my
my dad's um brother and then the wife of my um my uncle's um ex-wife so Aunt Terry Aunt Virginia and Aunt um Tony and we we haven't seen them for a while I haven't seen them for a while so but uh you know was unfortunate part of life but you know I I believe in I believe in my
sister was like well now Terry's up in heaven annoying dad because he she used to drive him crazy she used to he used to just did you hear what Terry did like you know used to just drive him up the wall a little bit but I'm sure and she was like real she loved him though and she was like oh she always loved them and she was like so I think she's like hey I'm here coming with their bags in
heaven right was all about her boyfriends at her age yeah yeah she had a few she had this you know and she I mean then she had boyfriend and the boyfriend would die and then she'd like have another boyfriend and she she had a few boyfriends right but uh but then Vern came at the end and he brought her favorite perfume white White Diamonds by Elizabeth Taylor she loved white diamonds and my grandma was like this really beautiful um you know she was a
beautiful brunette at her younger years but I always knew her as a beautiful blonde because she always would would have her hair bleached and her mom would do her hair and always really classy well-dressed she led collecting Kappa Damonte I don't know if you know that she loved the Home Shopping Network she loved the Golden Girls and we used to um we used to call I called her on Saturday I think was Friday or Saturday night The
Golden Girls was on in the 80s right and I was like six or seven years old and my grandma would be like oh they're talking sex jokes you know but uh we'd watch it on the phone I'd be like I love Betty White I actually have an autographed photo of Betty White because when I was little um this one got me the address to where to write to her and I wrote her a letter and then I didn't hear anything back for like weeks weeks weeks so my
grandfather wrote a letter and he's like Miss here Miss Betty White my grandson he was like five years old wrote you a very nice letter and you did you never replied to him with anything he's like you know you might want to consider please uh this is his address and please send them a photo or a response and then in the mail I you hey what's up DJ Electra yeah I can I I'll get maybe I'll
get out the photo later this Betty White foot I'll see if I can find it now I'll show you the photo hold on
okay sorry guys it's in there somewhere I couldn't find it it's Betty White and she's going like this and it says many thanks Betty White yeah I just wanted to show you the it's a really it's an autographed photo I have of her but um yeah but she but she wrote back psyche if I get on your panel so I can yak with you hear your
stories no no pick of my no okay yeah no problem Susanna you can be off cam no problem I'd love to chat with you go ahead and click the streamyard link you're a great friend of the show yeah I'll show Al I have pictures too I have a picture of um of me doing drag when I was like probably sixth grade or something like that sixth or seven maybe I was maybe I I think it was sixth grade I think we had a crossdressing day at school I stole my mom's like blonde she
had a blonde elvir wig and I and I uh and I I I um I put that on and and also I went through her like her little bag for the for the donations she she used to donate a lot of clothes and stuff and I so this extra small black dress and I just came down one day my parents and they I was like hello and they're like they just laughed
and they took pictures on the balcony and then I went to school and there's this um IR or Persian girl there and she was like oh my God she's like you look great but you're not wearing makeup she's like let me put on and she put on her makeup on me and stuff like that yeah I'll I'll have to I'll have to dig up that photo I have other cool photos too but um I'll dig up some of my photos also you know I've seen a lot of
celebrities living in in La I met Tom Cruz once we had dinner one night and uh kind of embarrassing story um what's the Gina Davis was at a table and my family was just like staring at her right and uh and she has to move into like a private booth with a curtain was at this restaurant called Kate manini in Beverly
Hills we're all like smiling at it was so funny and um and then at my I had a dinner at noou I don't know if you heard of noou let's Welcome to our show Susan yep I see you if you don't want to be on you can turn off the camera you're on camera right now okay I don't want you to be on camera if you don't want to be okay you can push the camera button if you don't
want to be if you do just give me a thumbs up that you you don't mind being on camera hold on I going put up the screen hold on I don't know if you want to be seen or not hold on one second I just have to put up this little temporary scen I just learned about this today hold on
let me see the word cam is here I could hit it you no you can press the camera button and then you will go off camera if you don't want to be on camera because yeah there you go I'll be turned R the word cam the thing turned dead so it's off me the camera's off so you're perfect hi hi to Ho everybody hi nice to meet you wonderful
guys show I'm just this old lady in Texas in Austin area and ra I've raised a bunch of kids and now I'm tired oh wait I think they call it retired yeah retired it's so awesome to meet you you're such a sweetheart you're and you know remember like the few weeks ago when we had we had some of these uh
these mean mean uh these guys that you know I was just I got into a political debate you know and then and they started they started coming on the screen and saying kind of bad thing and you were like I just remember you you said I returned to Sender a millionfold and then all they all just
disappeared right they own God yeah they don't like that no you know why because they know what return to cender means they know they know when you say oh really you gonna send that here oh oh I'm cussing no you can say you can cuss you're allow to cuss on my show to cuss so yeah they know and they know
that means that whatever they're putting out is coming back and they know it so they're like oh man no we want them to suffer us yeah so I'm loving your stories you're in good spirits tonight psyche I'm in a good mood y yeah you are yep I'm having a good I've been having a good week you know I I had like a little
emotional clearing with like some people like friends leaving I remember um yeah and it's like you know it's unfortunate but then it's like then they say when one door closes another door opens and I was to uh I was able to meet some like really cool people and I was able to finally you know let go I
detach I I chased one of them for a little bit and uh and then it didn't go very well I just got basically the cold shoulder the brush off the look everyone was like look at this guy yeah Joseph's in the chat professing his Electra yeah and so I was like you know I I said I said I said thank you guys
for for um for your for for letting me be here and um and I don't think I wanted here so I'm gonna leave and but uh I wish you all the best and then all I just feel I feel on some ways lighter you know I feel like some of these people were were kind of dragging me down a little bit and uh I'm looking
for people to lift me up and like you know so yeah so yeah if I click the word chat does that mean I see the things that people type if I click the word chat I think that might be the back chat like there's a chat just for people that are backstage but um if you like have a different device you can like put the volume down on it and like watch see the chat the live or
put on your TV if you have YouTube Studio on TV I don't have that yeah okay yeah it just it says chat with this little box you know so I wonder if that means because I have no idea what people typing right now no IA well I'll type in the back I'm going to type in the back chat and you'll see if you see like a little comment you'll see that it's a
back chat so I'll just type hi Susan and then just like probably see like a notification type up or pop up and then that that's a back chat oh I don't think I got I think I'm gonna be brave I'm gonna click this word chat and see what happens okay okay cat will with everyone in the
studio that's what it says psyche yeah with everyone in the studio you see my comment this is yeah you said hi Susan right yeah yeah yeah I'm looking at it cool back yeah cool I can't see you but but I'll be I'll put everyone's comments on I usually put everyone's comments on the
screen so if you look at the screen you probably say you see Joseph's comment right there now it will come up on the screen cool because I mean it's otherwise I'm I'm listening to your stories and and I'm loving this you know I love this psyche I do and as you can tell I run my mouth verocity is in my chart my Astro chart as one of my
challenges for this lifetime okay you know running my mouth too much you you're bad today I was on a show I was on the talk your is panel right and it's a really cool show because you can actually like um you can like pay to mute people like they they they'll like mute people if you pay like a dollar a minute so people so there was this guy guy go Crucible ghost and he
was in my chat last night and he was you know being real negative about tarot and stuff and he was doing the same thing today arguing arguing just trolling and uh and then someone muted him for three minutes and he like ran and uh then everyone the chat like one lady was at work and one lady was like falling asleep and then they had another guy in and I was like just talking talking talking talking and like everyone was
quiet and stuff like that and the other guy he said can I ask you a question I was like sure and he's like what card in the Tarot deck means shut the up oh my God and I was like I'm sorry I'm sorry um you want to talk it's a conversation you can talk if you want everyone quiet
but then he turned out he turned out to be a nice guy like he was like he out I did a reading for him afterward and he was like wow thank you I mean I I I didn't take it personally I know it's like yeah that was kind of like a hazing kind of thing like because they're like a cool guy in the chat it's like but yeah maybe but I was talking a lot right I don't know air in your chart right there um in
the communication I do I have oh my God I'm gonna say it I have five Libras for real oh my God I said it I I have three Libras like I there's a song called three Libras by by the perf have Saturn and I have Saturn and
Jupiter junk and Pluto all in the sixth house of Libra on my chart wow yeah wow that's so awesome sauce I have um all of these are Leo in you know let's see 10th house in um oh come on outer
planets come on brain kick in oh there we go Jupiter Jupiter Uranus and Pluto are all Leo in the 10th oh my God okay and then my North note is arious so there you go there's the verbosity
right you're heading a North Node like a speeding Arrow right and you're going right I am I am I used to not I used to hide but but I my mouth has been running ever since I gotta tell you this is going to sound negative but you let's just say
Bittersweet okay since that person who used to you know he was sent to off me uh he's no longer able he's locked away okay um but he didn't obviously didn't succeed but you know what I know it seems a very negative thing to bring up
but because of that happening man I I just like flew into my North Node I flew into it and uh I I yeah you know um I share what worked for me to survive that I share it I almost think I almost think of divine intervention when in those situations they go to prison right it's
like right maybe like right before they're planning it like I had the same thing happen it's like I felt all this negative energy and then all of a sudden like like two people went to prison like in like a week within two days of each other for like years one of them for one of them for like years one of them for like years years wow she did a hit and run she like a guy was lighting fireworks in
the middle of the street and then she was like huffing like a paint can or something like that or aerosol or something yeah it's all on um it's all on camera it was all on camera she like hit this guy and she like dropped his body off um right in her SUV right next to the store and then someone came out with food for and ran them over again and stuff like
that and so oh my God then she just left her car she left her car parked there and I I saw her she came over my house like a few times after that right and she was like it was just like was like wanted and stuff like that but she like I knew about it like other people knew about it I'm sure and but the she was in front of her U she was in her uh she left her car at the food for L parking lot and then the FBI got involved and track tracked
her down because there was like this and so she she got 20 years and uh I think 20 years in women's prison and uh she was I don't think she was like I mean she was like not a bad you know not a bad person I think she felt bad I remember she was yeah crying about it and like Hing even more Stu trying to get I don't know yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah you know she like you know if you would have like T up immediately and like you know stopped the car and gone to check on him but she just like just you know drove away and stuff like that and so yeah understandable though it was because of her condition you know what I mean she was like I mean you know and uh
unfortunate yeah exactly exactly very unfortunate but uh this is the way it is you know and he was just doing fireworks right in the street he was just doing fireworks yeah it was like it was like July 5th like July 5th and then he like was video like going and like he like thought she was gonna stop because he like you could see him like look over and then she just
like yeah PO on the news and stuff and like yeah but and she also had like also um she also had gotten in trouble for like hitting parked cars and like stuff like that some like another time and stuff like that and so and she had then but the news story it's like woman with a lengthy criminal record and it's like
she had she had one of her charges on a record was um W witness intimidation and she would always kind of intimidate me like that I I something wrong even though I didn't you know I was like she always just be intimidating and stuff like that but uh but yeah yes yes I've I've had a lot of that um yeah you know there even when people are in prison
they have access to phones even though that's illegal uh they still have phones you know what I mean and uh so there are very very crafty ways that people are able to intimidate um say when someone's in what's called Parole Review and the person who was attacked uh is not really keen on them
getting paroled because they kind of like being alive you know so that sounds weird but uh so they have ways that they can you know intimidate I don't if you ever heard the story but I when I lived in Glendale one night there's this guy he was kind of a psychopath but uh and he I liked him and he was he was cute and everything I liked
him CH aren't they that charm right it's important to to be Charming you know that's part of that's part of their survival but uh he um he he started knocking out yeah exactly he started knocking out like the lights in my house when night and like fighting with his girlfriend and like and like I
ran I remember I jumped out the window and like her and I jumped out the window ran down the street and and I was like well I don't we can call the police but I like we don't gonna get him in trouble whatever we like back there and then I got between them and then he like smacked me in my ear like or he like hit me in my ear and I just thought I just thought he punched me in the ear but then I felt like my ear fill up with blood and like blood started coming down
stabbed me with a sharp object inside my ear inside my ear okay and and um and then I was like and then he like left and I was like in shock and I was like I thought I didn't know well I but it's like I mean it could have been a lot worse he he actually okay I'll tell I can tell you the rest of the story it gets really dark this is like this is my life guys this this is what happened um the next morning he like came back to my house and stuff like like nothing
happened and I like jumped out my window again and I ran to my neighbor and my neighbor saw me with blood all over my shirt and stuff what's up Meer how are you my neighbor saw me with blood all my shirt and he called he called the cops and so then the ambulance came and they checked me out and I got an ambulance bill I never paid but um they like yeah you got stabbed in the air all right yeah and I was like I know there's blood all over my floor I was
like I know and um and then he got arrested and then then I got called by this police um police uh person like a couple weeks later who's like he's like do you want to press charges and stuff and I was like no I'm gon not press charges yeah that was me every time yeah yeah and and also like what's really sad is like everyone know taking his side too of this crowd they're like oh and
like some people were saying oh it never happened and stuff like that it did happen but um but he actually um a year later he showed back up with with my Russian friend and they showed up and I got I got in the car with him and he had a new dog and he was in a good mood and we were like having a fun day went back to my house and then when he left my house like an hour later I heard helicopters circling he had stab he
stabbed my neighbor in the in the neck and killed him okay that's not funny the helicop was funny it's crazy whoa that is so you know what that made you stronger and you know what in my this is all always my opinion okay I feel like it
made you say hold the fort hold the fort now people you stick me in the ear we know talk no more okay simple here also also I never filed a restraining order but the police cuz when he got out he went I think he did go to jail for like 6 months Maybe for that the the police um gave me like a year restraining order so he shouldn't have I shouldn't have been hanging out with him
whatever there's restraining order but you know but then the sad part is um like the next day like he so he he drove away the dog got out of the car and the dog got picked up by but the next the next day he got arrested and like three days later I heard like crying outside and he had hung himself in um in prison
and so yeah whoa well there in my lifetime uh psyche there had been many uh who have been sent to um let's see how do I put that oh it just take me out okay and one of them before one of them before this last one which would have been probably I don't
know 10 15 years before um that one did not accomplish it he held my H he had held my head underwater in a river and he was you know going to drown me right and I bit his hand so hard that it drew blood I mean you do what you got to do right and he jerked
his hand up and I fled and I lived but he then uh just like with this guy that you're talking about this particular per um killed somebody else and got 30 years so Tada divine intervention it's a horrible thing that he killed someone else but you know he didn't get to accomplish what he was supposed to do to
me I'm just saying you know it's divine intervention I has I guess you know but someone else died I don't know who that was uh but yeah is that weird how that goes I mean you know you get what you give you know the guy that the guy he unive was the same guy that called the police on him that he was mad at him for different reasons they had run into each other
before and like they didn't get they they I don't know he I'm saying he was like a psychopath or really he saw the guy standing outside his I don't think he knew the guy called the police or anything wasn't Revenge yeah yeah but it was just a nice it was a horrible coincidence and uh and uh yeah and that's when I my dad was pretty much like we're getting you out of there
we're moving out that house area like yeah you're a little bit it's a littleit getting a little too wild over there and next year but yeah it was it was crazy he also almost killed me like like on the live I'm sorry I shouldn't say that word because Al yeah but um like one time he had like picked up a heavy marble this heavy marble base or
whatever and he like had it above his head about to like landed on me and I just like looked at him I don't know if it was my my second power I just or I show no fear or something like that but he like he just put it down and he you know he if I would have known like he he like homicidal and stuff like that I maybe would have little bit little bit I would talk back to I like I would like give him and stuff like that I
would like talk back and I like you know and it's like and then also one time he like chased me out of my house like with a knife and stuff like that and then I pulled I pulled out a cigarette and he's like can I have a cigarette and then he was fine you know that's what they mean by nuts man nuts and nuts as oh psyche this
thing called verbosity listen that psychopath the last one I hate to say that the last one but the truth of it is like he okay wait I gotta be careful what I say for several reasons since my phone's hacked and because we are on what is this called YouTube is that yeah
YouTube yeah so uh but uh he he actually said to me I am chosen by God to kill the wicked and you're one of the wicked and I said well dude you're really lousy at your job then because you're not dead yeah they never know never know something about those
people right not Bal but some of some of those people like um you know it's like they think like something's mentally wrong with them where they see people turn into demons and things like that right yeah that's that's a problem that is a problem problem but then I you know I used to part of what I used to do okay MoneyWise the thing that I used to do
for the several decades was I took in rescue animals dogs cats everything here at this property I have and from their um donated um adoption fees where they got their homes then I assisted um homeless and lowincome and less fortunate Etc with their sleeping bags
and food and everything you know and I so that's what I did and I really experienced a lot of Minal old people who would do things like uh demons or whatever would tell them they're supposed to kill someone and they would actually go about you know supposed to do what their voices
said so yeah I I do know what you mean about uh yeah they see and they hear Susan Smith you remember the Susan Smith story I don't know where um oh yeah the one that something about a car and a river and kids or something yeah I don't remember where that was she jumped out of the car but yeah she like yeah so she
was told by Voices to do that yeah told by Voices yeah and that's like it's really sad when when they think their kids are possessed by by the devil and stuff like that and then they sad thing right well the thing that um I I'm sorry that's G to sound kind kind of shitty of
me but I do refer to this specific o and I'm not drunk just so you know psyche but it was a hard one to say this specific per uh that believed he was chosen by God he actually as a teen had lived with the most prolific serial killer in the history of the United
States up there in the upper part of the United States uh some people referred to this per as the Green River um person heard that Green River yeah yeah and this particular person start took up being his uh assistant sidekick buddy H in his teens okay and that's kind of
where he was brainwashed to believe he was chosen by God to kill the wicked so for him to be a Hitman to oh I used the word kill oh sorry uh yeah to off people you know that was nothing to him because he actually really believed it you know he he was trained he believed it you know so uh
yeah he fled when that one got captured and went to the place where they put people who do things like that uh this one fled down here to the South uh that's the story that the per told me was uh and I verified it with the the relatives of the per except they're all
dead now oops I used that word is that word okay I bet that word probably okay I think it's I mean there's there's music with I mean I I don't know you there but it's fine you know there's I think's been said on the show I'm still okay we have another guest tonight say
hi to tonight oh yeah heidy hey how's it going what's uh what's who are you how about you Susan in chat you remember Susan from chat Susan I'm doing okay what's your name Susan I'm the one with the long name Susanna
Holly Blossom it's my pseudo name you know Pudo oh it's honey Blossom hey BL yeah I don't give my actual name I gave py but I just you know cause hey let me ask you guys does peppermint have caffeine because I'm really I don't think so but it might have a natural
stimulant it say that again say that hey say that again peppermint what what did you say said peppermint te have caffeine in it is that what you said yeah because I'm
really wired tonight and listen listen listen listen dude okay look look no straight up right now I'm drinking black tea okay because we ran out of coffee ear but I'm drinking black tea right now right I I put cinnamon in it but my plan was uh was uh uh uh boil some ginger and then put it
in some peppermint tea that's that's what I was like just about that's like what I was just about to do isn't that crazy it's like you're trolling me or something are you watching me are you are you trolling me is is are you part of the the gangstalking are you gangstalking me so
you guys know what right and left brain is right right and left brain you know if I have a son who uh did he went to college for this techie computer stuff and he'll start talking to me okay trying to explain something techy and I say are you talking sexual to your own
mother and he's like what and I go dude I can I can turn on the phone okay but he's he's he's talking he's talking nerdy he's talking Nerdy To You nerdy that not dirty nerdy yeah yeah I someone would have to
teach me how to troll or oh my God yeah but I love to sing I do love to sing and dance and man I'm all wired up on peppermint teeth I like no I'm telling you dude no no I'm I'm pretty amped up too and I had some sativa some sativa THC out of my vape and I'm like kind of like not tired
at all look I'm drawing I'm drawing boxes and patterns and to like I don't know tonight keep keep keep the yeah hey did you see earlier when I was show I don't know if I can find the page again I was showing you this page
in my book let me see if I can find it letter alphabet yeah remember I had the box I showed the box that I drew right um and there was like little box cross through it here like I can't see anything um if I click back and I go back you come out of CH chat can I see things then you should be
able to you should be able to see like I don't to scroll up a little bit I don't know you can't see I don't press you see small okay but I can I I can see I can see it it's small but you know it's really cool you see that you see that one www World
Wrestling uh Federation look there's f for or that's e 33 because e three and then
666 also what is s S7 like I think G is the seventh letter of the alphabet right so s77 is like GGG G that looks like GS look like sixes so 777 666 GGG equals also book called um called um liever 777 and it's all about um has all the gatria codes in it it has all these
correspondences of numbers and certain words it's like a big dictionary Libra 777 a really good I'm sure it's got a big diction I'm sure it's got a big dictionary yeah a b too I'm gonna call him Webster because of his definition because of his
definition like look at this definition I have a page of like these are all what the tall calls Jesus because they never say Jesus okay so they have different words for it they call them jesua han han sorry it's a not sorry or palon um it says La sorry yeah sorry not sorry right Han not
sorry it says Han not sorry okay it says oo oo says oh I'm sorry if I said the word that's that's what it says his name is oo oo means eight oo is eight in Spanish o oo is eight in Spanish yeah and O and
O is like ocular in the eye right and so it's also called to it's called stada son of and the other page says Supreme principal mind or the father fire sort of panda sort of pant it was also panta like and that's where panta comes from Pandera and I was thinking I was
thinking thundera like the ThunderCats yeah oh yeah they're also um he um his they called Mary they called Mary the hairdresser and then they said she was also like a and that she um she slept with a soldier and he was like illegitimate they say a lot of horrible things this is all in the T mode okay but it say Supreme principle
the mind or the father says fire one in all the good first indestructible Eternal inen in generable best wisest self through Natural end of understanding yoga mind ruling itself is Holy good incomprehensible silence once Beyond twice Beyond hicup that's what I WR okay yeah I'm
gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna put um Susanna but I figured out a new trick watch this watch this welcome Susanna you're welcome up I learned a new trick cuz she doesn't want to be cammed and I just want to make sure her Cam's off before I bring her back up um yeah cuz she but ALS I can use this for when I bring up people
on the stage like to hear her voice yeah like to he voice awesome sweet sweet like she she's the one that does the return of senders and she did return of sender for tiger butterfly a few times last night and like tiger butterfly was like instantly feeling better she and she did The Return to Sender a few weeks ago and I was being trolled by like this huge group of people like probably like six or seven people Tred to come on the panel saying the same exact thing oh yeah they
got hey remember what I told you about the 22 portal dude we're we you know the 2 two portal was like was like crucial yeah I I felt it I felt the energy shift I felt the like I totally felt like I felt lighter I felt like wow I dropped a lot of like heaviness in my
lifeo a lot of like attachments I was like I'm like I'm like happier like um things things are going are going well and so I'm really happy I'm really happy oh Saida one second that movie but you were talking about the guy he has those kids
and like he uh he's Visions from God about demons and they exist in people so he goes and like he has them on a list and he seeks them out and then kills them Wy harson right Woody harson right yeah well is it Woody Haron
czy MC exactly yeah and man that movie was crazy man it's like and in the end it keep makes you get keeps you guessing because like in the end the the brother just assumed the guy's identity so he end up he ends up being like you know what I'm saying so like and then he's the sheriff and they
thought he was crazy the whole time and then he actually like show makes you wonder at the end it makes you wonder at the end it literally makes you wonder at the end because it could be it could be like it could be either way you know like you never know the company that you might be entertaining you know so you always you always want to be like uh I guess not I mean you always want to be mindful I guess like I mean I don't know
polites kind of like the wrong word to use because it's kind of like don't be rude or whatever I mean I don't know it's just just don't be a dick acknowledge the people around you you know that's all you owe anybody is an acknowledgement is an acknowledgement you know you could as long as you I see you you're right there and and I'm over here and that's and that's that's that you don't have to interact on any level
you just have to I see you you're there the whole thing with the golden apple of discord because and and Sleeping Beauty because like the Maleficent wasn't invited to the baptism and ays wasn't invited to some wedding or something like that she came in and cursed everybody five of Pentacles five five of
Pentacles five of Pentacles right that's feeling the devil right hey Susanna yeah she felt she's coming back up I'm trying yeah I think I got you yeah suzan I don't know if you have to turn on your audio I think your audio might be off because I need I have to have one or the other on to bring you up but I have my screen on right now so I'll make sure that you get everything working but I
can't I can't bring you up because it won't I have no off I have a right right I have the I have the uh permissions ask every time so I have to be like only this time only this time you know um yeah because I don't know I kind of you know what let's see
here I really like what I was listening to though Susan you have to you have to you did it right the first time Susan you see like click on your audio icon I think if you click the audio that will help me bring you up because if you have your camera and your audio off it won't okay here we go hold on no it's it's the same thing it's the same thing I need you have to press the
little audio it's next to the camera icon little a maybe if you refresh it what if you refresh it I'm G I'm I'm gonna I'm gonna um try again okay okay try
again okay try again back Susan yeah so you know have you heard of fallowing with Denzel Washington yeah yeah yeah yeah that's like a have spirit that keeps jumping a demon it's like I forgot the demon it's not
Pon but it's like it's like one of the one of that goaa demons and it keeps jumping from body to body like singing the same song different things like that's that's exactly what I'm talking that's what I've been talking about this whole time it's that thing it's her it's that it's that entity it's that that
major thing that big ass thing that's like kind of losing I call him Gregory but it's egregor it's like a it's like a spirit Gregor almost but a huge one because like think of think think of think of all the think of all the energies that went in the times of the Coliseum and think of the think
of all of those all of that kind of energy like for years and years and years you know it's like everything that was associated with the Coliseum and all the energies that like lay there you know inside of it like Darren um would be snake this giant dragon okay hold on one second I'm gonna put you
back I gotta look at this I gotta look at the chat Susan it's not working you have to I think that if there's an audio icon and you have to click on the I think the audio icon is muted you can try unmuting everything I won't bring you on stage until yeah try again have to you have to click on the audio icon it might be muted naturally but I love
Susan if you even if you don't make it back I really like had a great conversation I love you you're welcome anytime your technical difficulties guys happens I like your cup what's on what's on your cup my cup it's yeah it's it's Donald Duck oh Donald Duck okay hold on one second I don't I don't own the rights to
that image not working Susan you have to I think try try try uh whatever you did the first time it worked perfectly and so I don't know if you have a camera on I'll leave I'll leave um I'll leave the um I'll leave the brick wall up until um until your camera goes off and your
audio is on and stuff make sure it works but I have to I want to protect your identity since you asked that I know she said she's going through some stalking she said she had a Hitman and really crazy crazy going yes I'm telling you no it's crazy dude I know I I I'm d I telling you experiencing a lot of like the same kind of thing you know but also
like I don't know I feel like I feel like we're all protected in a way that you know they're like they like rules and regulations that like don't allow like even spiritual warfare would even play out you know because it's just how the it's just how the order works you know like if you if you've been transgressed upon by
it because if they if they were allowed to kill like what no because if they were allowed to kill I would have sorry unived they would have unived me already right like they can't touch me like that's part of the rules and that's why when they got rules that's the thing right exactly because it interferes with free will yeah but they can mind you or as much as
they want like that and then you can turn against yourself and then it's a whole other thing where it's like when you're against yourself what do you have to stand on Like A House Divided will always fall your body's like a house right that's the trick that's the trick yeah that's the trick dude that's like the trying to affect you you're know putting you in the eight of swords and you know nine of swords
and and the eight of Swords all that is is like you're blindfold then you're the the the the prison walls around you are just like swords that are far apart and you can just walk through them you just don't want to like right Rock directly into it I guess right exactly it's like your pathway is clear you just have swords like on the sides of you and you know you just gota like you know but you
can't see it's like when the guy had a reflect and it's words also swords are words right so remember in uh was it in uh in Lord of the Rings where he he has to look at the or what movie was that where he looks at the reflection to walk backwards on like Indiana Jones I think
had that or something right at the is that Medusa scene or something Clash of the Titans or something like that he looked at the he looked at the reflection of the sword to okay yeah I don't remember but like I remember he had to look at the reflection of the sword to walk backwards on the path you know what I mean I think that was Indiana Jones
because there was Temple of Raiders of the because I remember remember the cup seen in that movie where he has like cup and it's like in the right cup there's like a beautiful cup and there's like this St cup and he like everyone wants to touch the beautiful cup and everyone touch the beautiful cup dies yeah and then he touches the carnish cup that that was the cup that actually was
the thing yeah and there's the ace of cups right there right the W on it right ace of cups W that's the that's the one yep water see the water sign like see the water sign right there yeah upside down Tri what are the emotions sometimes emotions can overflow and there's the dub of peace right bringing that bringing the The Sun Cross
the sun sun emblem beautiful symbolism yeah the gift it's it's a gift that's make you very happy right something that's going emotional it's also like looks like hands too could be a son or a daughter right am I right or am I wrong like hands too like the hands are making the cup yeah you're right you're right you're right I I noticed I didn't even look at
that I didn't even see that oh holding the cup up it's like the water it's like the water is holding the cup up oh my God psyche you're a genius I'm totally gonna make it look like that that's so awesome thank you thank you thank you thank you that's great inspiration right there it's good Al Carley's th th you know he wrote the he had all the ideas for it and he he
told this um I think it was Lady Lady Freda or something like that and she like painted all the the paintings for the both deck and with it with his descriptions and stuff like that it's a brilliant deck it's very spiritual deck it's very spiritual I've got it I've got it I've got a copy of a the deck find a lust card find the lust card cuz babylon's on
the lust card and I think that's a cool card you can find the card show it yeah I'll show it I'll show it let meish I think it's a strength card I think it's strength but then it's lust on the I think maybe I'm wrong about it yeah no so so so it's it's it's flipped around it's kind of like how the so the
um the there's a deck that I have it's the oh wait yeah it's the it's it's a deloro deck it's the deloro deck it's set up just like the th deck because strength right I'm saying strength strength is is is replaced with Justice
MH yeah they repl with Justice so like the number 11 is strength and then number and number uh eight is adjustment I'll show the cards right now I have them actually right here I think it might be like number 11 that that is that is a lard I'm not sure but yeah and I love that that looks like at a Nokian chess board or something like that I
don't know have you heard a noan that John D Dr johnia yeah I used to have I used to I used to have a noia I used to have a noia I I prefer Motorola though they have pretty good phones en Book of Enoch I like Freddy Krueger Freddy Krueger pattern sweater but
sweatshirt or or um or shirt long sleeve shirt thanks yeah thanks but it reminds me of like this inan let me see I'll show you what it remind you SE hold on I'm G to show you what reminds me of an noan it's
like have you seen the alphabet hold I'll show you this oh hold on so I I I I cleansed my cards today look look look what we drawing hold on I don't know if it's similar hold
on look oh wow look at this look at that well while you look at that look at here look here synchronicity anybody well you just look at it you just look at it yeah you just look at it look at this big take a big on here look at this one hold look at this one you
see this look look with your with your with your yeah look there's that too all right there that's an element but remember that thing that you drew yes with the the the the the the square like like square like squared in squared in right yep yep hey look at this one look at this one hold on this one look at
this oh yeah look at that am I am I channeling something is this like is this the uh is this the the the right the the glowing white aliens talking to me via download John D John Z wasn't much of a of a he
didn't have like the vision but he had like the the uh ability to take good notes and to write down perfectly what he what he what he saw and her he had a Channeler named Edward Kelly Edward Kelly would look into this obsidian miror that was taken from South America and like sacrifices were done on it I think and and he would see these angels inidian mirror and they would make all these patterns and give the letters they would tell specific information it's all
very detailed in his Diaries check out John D I I have I I have obsidian on right now yeah right nothing's a coincidence just just encryption of symbols as a key what was the what was the card does this like a keyboard to you does this you guys do you see computer keys do do you see computer keys in there this is like hundreds of years
old look like computer Keys 3D it does look like computer Keys it does absolutely so really interesting not bull he was like very he was Elizabeth's um he was like the Merlin her Merlin right he he did her astrological chart when AST no one did astrology but he knew how to do astrology he did her
astrology chart predicted she would be the queen he got thrown in prison for it by Mary Queen and Scots she died and then uh then he came back okay Susan let's try this again hopefully you'll come on one second it's not working Susan I don't know Susan I don't know I don't know you got to try you got to try try try um if
you can like find the audio because if the audio is on I think it will work there's like a little what's the audio it's like the micro oh it's a microphone key it's like little it says mic and it has like a little this little thing with a little present under it and like a little little U line I don't know it is
Mike m m i c k y m o u c why because I love you and I'll always be there for you and cuz yeah and you're the best right and only sometimes why though remember it's only sometimes
why sometimes why why when it's like a vow or it can be like why as in like a consonant right yeah or why isn't a question onew sentence I'm generation My Generation like 1981 to 8 85 or something is Generation Y I think you're Generation Z so we're like different gener we're
generation we're generation part but yeah words yeah exactly pictographs you know things that speak to our subconscious I had I have a thing about that um Justin it's like the uh the associations that people receive from from the the the same common objects or objects that are like in you know in like a I guess Mutual view or whatever
right so like everyone's going to have a different perspective or percept perception right but it all speaks to their subconscious you know it's like a an association that everyone has when they look at like common objects yeah Susanna Susan she said she says it says browser BL block blocked your mic and settings and you have to allow access oh camera so you have to go to your
I had this I had this yeah I had this I had this problem too um you have to go to like the settings on the YouTube thing and then allow and then you got to go like the settings and then uh the what's it called your browser yeah the to yeah the browser settings for the for for the internet the browser settings right and
you and then you do like the access and like uh uh applications or access or whatever or permissions yeah and allow YouTube it allows streamyard because we're on streamyard right now it's pretty easy because it kept doing it it kept doing it to me too like it kept doing that to me but like it only Happ tce try try like if you have Safar or Firefox or Google like try try a
different browser because maybe this on One browser blocked or also if you're on an iPhone or iPad you can go to the settings there and allow access okay we got L the lust card right what's the number hold on I'll put you on full screen hold on a second number 11 11 11 11 so this be
this would be this would be strength strength in th 11 is Justice 11 is Justice right no not in the not in not in the th deck in the th deck swap them around okay they swap so yeah that's why remember I said it was eight and then I was like but I think it might be
11 so it's 11th carard but it's like eight strength no this is this is right lust is actually strength in the th deck so you swap them around and number eight would be Justice right infinity symbol it's balanced right I guess and it's like eight is like the power of of like adjustment would be the adjustment right
and it's Justice you know and eight is a power number so it's like Justice like you can flip-flop it anywh any way it goes but like traditionally in the th Deck The Way aliser Crowley designed it you know or the way he uh put it together was that this would this would be like the strength and that's babon riding the beast and another interesting
thing about the th deck besides that they switch eight and 11 around and those numbers both upside down are the same number right they're both like they're symmetrical numbers but the other interesting thing is that there's two magicians in the deck right hey David how are you I'm good uh I think there are two magicians in the deck I think so I mean I I can look because I haven't cleared these cards I like put
all the other cards in order sometimes I took mine out like I took I I chose one of them but yeah I think they're they came with two magicians in that there's the Magus right here we have the Magus right here the Magus yeah that's one of them right that's the magician that's the magician that's one that's another one yeah right after right after the
there's two of them in the deck there yeah so let's see if there's let's see if there's a magician all right I see queen of Cups a to strength King of Swords devil Prince ofs Dominion Science Victory cruelty Ace of Swords F futility Frailty gain and The Chariot luxury
adjustment oh adjustment we'll pull that one out defeat Works satiate completion debot Knight of Cups the Hank man Knight of dicks pleasure sorry there's three of them hey look there's three of them I'll show you real quick hold on let me just look at this real quick yeah yeah yeah there's three of
them okay so it's the Magus and what else is on there let me see Magus is they all say the maggus they all say the maggus oh well I I I only have this one I think I think you I think you took the other two out of the deck cuz it comes with three I'm sure it does no I I most assure you I didn't take him
out unless I haven't seen it yet okay so I think they're in there let me see if I have information about it princip change Ro the universe depression Queen of Wands queen of Fortune failure ruin indolence The Hermit Valor the Priestess Knight of Wands Queen of Swords
success interference Prince of discs the star peace princess of Cups princess of Swords power Prince of Swords Prudence the fool no maybe not because it says okay so maybe I'm confused I remember there being two in my deck and there I see three here but it says three versions of the card were painted by Freda Harris but only the left image which you showed was the image approved
by Crowley for the th deck but I do remember there was more than one magician let me see if I can find these cards these cards are actually kind of small they're not like you know they're like it's a totally like a copy like they're smaller than like the original decks by the original you know size or whatnot but I love this I love the imagery on them they're so
cool right beautiful yeah and that also has like the the little slant of the magician yeah yeah is that the is that the magician or the fo okay the fool that's the fool yeah yeah yep the fool and he has like the yeah he he a he was he was brilliant and like yeah lady frea fra Harris painted
all those and he approved all those and uh good to David her story is awesome yeah I love and uh I love the story of the book of the law someday I'll read I'll read I'll read on the panel the book of the law and stuff like that that's an awesome de do you follow do you follow the unwritten book of the
road I don't know do you follow do you follow the uh the what's it called what's it called how a motorcycle or something like that I don't know motorcycle mainten the of Motorcycle Maintenance or something like that wait where did you where did you hear that I have that book yeah I know you oh yeah I know I know I just know
right what how did you how did you like where did you get that from I just said it I know but where did you get that from that's so funny dude why like where did where did that come from because like I found that book in a lenda library right and I got it for a friend because he's all about
motorcycles but realized the book was nothing about motorcycles right it's a very spiritual book very into spirituality so um I just thought that might be insane how did you do that that is so crazy dude yeah and it it's so nuts I think I'm gonna I'm goingon to pull a couple
of these th Deck cards okay full screen demon magic I see all I I see all where do I know you from oh you're from be okay go go ahead my but yeah I know I know from demon magic yeah so my phone just got knocked
off and look people we're angering the gods we're angering the gods that's okay all right I didn't I didn't clear this deck like I did my other one so we'll see it's just uh it's been sitting in my hat with the bunch of charged crystals in
there so I mean it can't be too bad I didn't use selenite in the in the Hat though which I should have it's another bit of it okay um Justin says David Harmon there is no good nor bad psyche there's only psyche for you even have undesirable feelings upon being a mod and getting
connected I only give intent to be correct liked or not thank you yeah what did David I don't know Justin Justin is a Justin you're jealous of of mod come on yeah there there's no good or bad psyche there's only psyche right but there's no good or bad anybody we're all both right we're like the we're like the twins twin uh twin serpents on the on
the in the catus which SP I'm not part of the problem I'm the solution oh Justin jally Jus smile he said Justin said something really smart tonight I just want to you know he said there's no good no bad psyche so I have a little treat for jus tonight Justin you want a treat okay you a
treat you got it I don't know if you like that or not but I gave it to him oh I see look at look at those tits oh no no hold there's something else just just
kid boes all right here wait okay so uh I'm going to pull the first card I'm just going to pull uh you know what let's just pull one real quick there's the the hanged man in the hanged man is at the bottom of the deck Justin stop being so difficult Justin's being a little difficult you don't have to have
my responsibilities I was just like I was trying nice you want to test okay hey K what's up okayy just Justin your wish is my command I just I didn't do it right okay Ace of Swords swiftness of Swords okay swiftness Ace of Ace of Swords what does
it say on the oh Ace of Swords okay that is a swiftness okay Ace of Swords is good what is it hanged man at the bottom that's good that's uh that's the truth right that's the aha moment you cut you can cut you can cut that that that thing around his leg that the new he can like take that sword and like cut that cut
himself down right he's not hung by his neck he's exactly exactly exactly look he's hung by the yeah look so okay Susan we'll try this again one second I'm just gonna put the thing on on the on the hold on one second let me try this Susan Susan why did it work the
first time it doesn't work now I don't understand I love you Susan and U if if someone can give in instructions in the chat of how to um how to unblock the microphone and the camera on a browser and she like explain it like a little like U clearly so she can understand yeah there's the Hang Man with and his foot in the ank it's in the ank you just take it find that s oh he's
naked but hold this one's tied down a little is he tied down or something I don't know but he can wiggle out he can wiggle his way out I think he's like get a little bit sweaty and wiggle your way out the truth right yeah he's a little bit naked yeah hangman looks like storm clouds above
his head okay hold on okay Justin Justin you know go by the seat of your pants okay have fun have fun but you don't have to do anything all you have to do is like be in the chat all you have to do is be I I just know you're a supporter of the channel and stuff the K says yo the Ace of Swords card in the frame shown on the screen I straight up thought it was the sword and the crack of someone's ass
exactly what I thought yeah yeah that's what I want I want that's what I want Justin I I wanted I want a divinely esoteric mod okay all you have to do is that you don't have to do anything except just be my friend okay that's all you have to do yeah guys we're having a fun night with Meer he's he's showing some th deck
th deck doing like a little general reading for the for the for the chat or or even just sharing cards you know but take what resonates yeah we got the we got the uh that's the temperance right uh uh 14 yeah Temperance Temperance
yeah you know Alchemy it's Alchemy it's taking the elements blending them together it's like bartending a little bit where you take like a one ingredient two ingredients make a delicious drink out of it right art yeah art it's yeah it's it's it's the art of alchemy Temperance and there's a phoenix and the like the red phoenix the White Lion this is all very um you can guys can study study the old Alchemy drawings and stuff
these all have these representations White Lion and the red the red uh Red Eagle okay so she's blending it right you're BL you're taking two different things blending them together making something better right you can be a friend no see it no I know you can be a friend but and you don't have to be like a mod just and you just have to it just knows it just knows you're a friend of
the show okay it just means I trust you okay so and look at there's two faces there say we're Blended we're like masculine feminine two sides of the brain we're male female and there's a two two in one right it's not a Siamese twin right there it's actually it's actually like have you ever uh you ever seen a
movie called uh oh man I got to remember what it's called it's about a Joshua is calling out hermaphrodite right the hermaphrodite maybe both genitals but we're all kind of hermaphroditic in a way in a certain way Herrod so I don't know I don't know if
Raymond Raymond is asking a question in the chat I don't know if he's like asking about you he says will I have City work with Caesar for the next couple of months maybe he's a different Caesar right because you're Caesar too but if you well it's funny because my name my it's funny because my last name is Torres right and it's another funny thing that Raymond okay was the middle name that people would choose to call my brother instead of his name seison
because they couldn't pronounce it correctly so Raymond was the name that he would tell people because his name is sisan Ramon Torres r a m o n okay so like when you told it to a white person who couldn't pronounce seisan or whatever whoever they could have pronounced the name you just see my brother would say just call me Raymond
like Raymond you know like with no D at the end of it right and so people called him Raymond that like didn't really understand or couldn't call him so it's an interesting it's an interesting like uh synchronicity basically and and how um and how he's showing up right now you know it just makes me wonder uh what was
the what was the comment I couldn't really I'm sorry I'll go back it
said let's see
I'm bringing Su back I'm trying to bring Susan back Susan I don't know what's happening I'll burn I'll burn some opium incense and like call on my brother and he'll answer he'll answer us from the dead he'll be like oh so tell me what you got going
on so so so yeah I will I have steady work with Caesar for the next couple of months the next couple of months will Raymond Torres have steady work with Caesar for the next couple of
months I don't know Raymond Tores but we'll see
let me see I'm just like use some Florida water
here just to like cleanse to cleanse my
hands okay
will Raymond Torres work with Caesar for the next couple of months will they have will have steady work with C for the next couple of months interesting name
yeah no hang on second I'll be there interesting thing all right the world give me a second I'm trying Susan one second I'm going to try to bring Susan on again
yeah Susan not working it's not working Susan try a different browser if you can have Firefox or Safari or download Safari browser or download Firefox on your phone and go to apps and search Firefox or um Safari or Chrome if you're not on Chrome and then um use is one of those maybe
you're on Safari already try try Google Chrome if you're not cuz I think there's the browser settings there something that's blocking your mic and your camera I don't know why or also on your iPad settings if you have an iPad or iPhone you have to go to settings I'll tell you how to do it go to settings and you go um accessibility hold on is accessibility no no it's not no it's not it's gonna be
permissions you'll see streaming yard I don't know if it's download let's see
permissions I I don't see it there's a way to do permissions or you go you go you go camera camera no not that one okay or go to okay find find your browser under it's going to be listed under like click on the browser see
mine's Chrome and then you go allow Chrome to access camera then you turn the camera on I think that will do it if nothing else works I love you Susanna and you're you're always welcome I think sometimes it doesn't work sometimes sometimes it works I don't know it's it's frustrating
I know damn technology okay guys how about this you guys like this
okay guys I'll let I'll let him I'll let him do his thing for a minute he'll be back shortly hope you guys are having a fun
night how's everyone doing out there in TV Land right YouTube land on these YouTube streets they're kind of wild streets sometimes right I S like a jailbreak and root bones well maybe maybe maybe maybe not Chrome is most compatible with the Google services yeah Chrome you you had
the foxy browser before Firefox yep Josh and Justin giving good advice right hope you guys are good you done both prer Android yeah I I have a I have my iPad um I use that for my um for my chat it doesn't the audio doesn't work for some reason on it but I use my I use my I use a cheap like $40 track phone um
that I have it's a it's blue brand and I use it for streaming and I think it's pretty okay I don't know if my setting my quality is the best let me check my quality camera camera okay I think I'm get pretty good quality recording please note recording settings
are available or disabled well I don't know if it's recording anyway though layouts guest General I'm on high definition I think my I think it's my highest I can go that's right now is the high definition right I'm not on the streamyard streamyard
advance you guys are doing good I think Caesar's coming back I'll exit solo I'll just have look at his Paisley beautiful Paisley curtains and yeah I hope I hope uh hope everyone's having a good night tonight I'll look at another page of my Labyrinth book everyone say hi in the chat shout out where you're from what do I have here
here I have subversion also Verizon Verizon and it says religion R religion Destiny ridicule erode hello hello I'm back I'm back I'm back hey guys sorry about that um interesting synchronicity there or those a little sync up right there talking about steady work and stuff so
like my dad my dad just came to my door and wanted to show me something and I said Okay so you know hang on so I went over there um and on his phone he shows me a picture of a piercing that was done very wrong uh it was a nose piercing and I he
was talking about yeah talking about like you know he he showed me this piercing this nose piercing that was done very very improperly that he had to remove from this this poor girl's nose um so that has that had a thing about work right and he and right there he's asking about
steady work right I open up to the world card okay so to answer your question uh Raymond the the answer typically for the world card is yes but I have I have I have more questions I have I have more like you know I have I have questions about this but um we're gonna this is
the world right the world card um that's right completion right um if you're going if you're going with yes or no that's a that's a very strong yes um the world card also came up for the haunted during the Haunted House season uh on opening night I pulled tarot on the on the evening the
situation and this work and this the the world card came up okay um and I'm going to read it here because this is uh it's another thing about work that's sinking with me you know I mean it's not all about me but I'm just going I'm just sharing my experience you know because he's like uh asking about work and the significance of his
name and the significance of the cards that are coming up so let me see here the world here we go all right it says the card of total realization of expansion and achievement the world brings with it a slow but constant determined Evolution
towards success fullness towards one's real personal and professional objectives there you go that's your answer as if towards the transformation and discovery of a new balance at the peak of a cycle if this card presents itself at the beginning of a reading it could bring up a problem connected to a difficult beginning of something where a
premature realization is necessary before the action the contraction of time with the risk of not being able to include when necessary or else the emergence of egocentric or dispersive characteristics all right and then the advice of the Dead all right so this is
coming from from my twin bro Oso eyes on the other side it says do do not give up and do not be afraid the road you have taken is the right one and whatever difficulty you will find to be brief and you will achieve the results you desire so I believe that is a yes for the
question Raymond very nice awesome he said hell yeah work he said he said he said like uh heel heill like as like he will work till October was that how you read it psyche can you he I the H but he said hell yeah
maybe right yes so hell yeah work till October okay so the haunted house is in October also 10 is do the haunted house thing do the haunted house thing because like I help I help like see I started the haunted house when I was like 12 years old like I was a freshman in high school right and I was like 13 when I did my first
season there and I I did their whole internship program until I started getting paid as an adult actor then I went to like stage hand and then a stage manager and then uh uh partial Tech you know just like just like pretty much the list of all the things goes down and um when that like being like a veteran actor you know kind of like of the company because I've been with them for
23 years you know uh there are new kids that you know just recent you know there's new people that like that um come to work like or you know come to you know to work with us like every single year you know and a lot of them this year I noticed were underage they were all like in high school like 13 14 year olds that I'm like working these
rooms with we got a guess yep oh work suan okay yes how do you spell
determination camera you know I have to apologize I realized psyche that every time that I was trying I think you were have to deal with some you know to connected to me trying you know so I'm really sorry but I got really determined it was like oh I don't think so you know I may not
be tech savvy but watch this I am not going to quit you distracting me because I want I really want you up here and I think you're awesome person and I love you and stuff like that me I'll help you I can tell me about the speaker though because I had to use a different phone and the
speaker on this phone is really crap you sound fine if you feel like it's not going that that good you can go to audio you can click on settings and CLI on audio and then you can switch to like speaker phone and maybe it'll be better but it sounds fine you're you're totally fine don't worry about it okay
well I feel real Tech saaby now right figure out right yeah oh yeah dude the middle I be I want to be a Susan Caesar sandwich I'll be the cream OMG a Cesar se sandwich
they see this old lady I saw you Susan you're beautiful you're beautiful woman and yeah than you but I mean you know it's it's really actually it's not so much about not being seen it's kind of like partly that but I also have a thing about there's people that
useac you know there's privacy issues right I understand I understand totally yeah but uh otherwise though he I did it never never never give up is that right never never never give up ever never and look and look it paid off because you're here and like now I'm part now now now
you're the bread and my sandwich wooo okay Sun I'm ready for a story I'm listening I really will shut up for real okay do you finish you finish Raymond's readings I I'll tell a story I have a story too but whenever guys I'm always ready and y'all don't take that the wrong way
hey my name is Caesar Little Caesar is hot I'm always hot and ready you know I gotta say this real quick and I really will shut up and let you tell a story but you know I had five sons and a daughter and uh you know people who
would say well don't you like you know you must really love kids you know I'd be like yeah that's what it was I love kids you know think about I'll leave that be careful you have be careful can't say that on my panel you can't say that panel I'm just kid I'm just kidding I'm just kidding no
yeah but I'm I'm old lady now so suzan my mom had my mom had three sons no sorry four sons and one daughter and so and my dad had had a he adopted one son and he had he had a son and a daughter and or um he I mean he adopted one had a daughter my mom had had two sons and then they got together and they had three more kids and so they're seven of
us we're like the Brady bun that is so Grand you know it's I think it may be a little bit of that Meo venian in us you know what I mean yeah you know about the mean right yeah yeah a lot of times it's either a bunch of boys and one girl or it's a bunch of girls and one boy I've noticed that you know well my my my my sister has two
daughters my little brother has two sons then my older one of my older brothers has a has a Twins and a and a daughter and another brother has um let's see he has one son and then my sister has twiin sons and then um
then Twi in there yeah oh yeah my brother the one who was adopted he had he has um two daughters and one son and then my grand niece his daughter she she wants to have six kids I think she's almost almost had five kids and she is like 27 or 28 now wow well I'll tell you something I got
memories to last me thousands of lifetimes I've still seen them tasting butterflies you know and giggling and building tree forts and stuff like that I'm still seeing all this and they're they're so grown and adult now you know and uh inner child man I live on it inner child it's it's it's inner child
you know M totally what it is Mama you know U yeah but anyways I really I I don't know if it's the peppermint or cinnamon or what but U you know I'm super revved up and I really will shut up and let you tell story story okay I'll tell the story
yeah tell the story I'm just gonna read it though okay okay it says back when ancient Athens was not named Athens the gods Athena and posidon fought for the right to make the city theirs says our country is deserving of Praise not only from us but from all men on many grounds but first and foremost because she is God beloved The Strife of God who
contended over her and their judgment testified to the truth of our statement In this passage Plato refers to none other than the legendary contest between Athena and posidon over the city of Athens this is one of the founding myths of ancient Athens and a popular story also known as the name giving of Athens as the contest winner Athena became the city's Patron deity honored on the
sacred Hill of AC Acropolis nevertheless Athens most sacred Temple the erectum was shared between Athena and posid so it saysa or manura for the Romans was a Greek goddess of wisdom and War more specifically strategic Warfare Athena is a peculiar case her father was Zeus and her mother was a nyph meus however in a
weird way meus did not give birth to her the myth goes that Zeus heard a prophecy that his child from midus would Rule the Sky himself being the ruler of the sky Zeus could not allow this to happen so he swallowed me whole sometime later Zeus began to suffer from a headache which only got worse and worse to the point it got unsufferable aesus the Greek god of fire and smithing decided to help his father he then did something
that might seem odd but it was not that big of a deal for an immortal God he took an axe and opened Zeus's head from the head spring his wig one second split that motherfucker's wig he say c yeah he he he made it where the light could shine
into so he split the head up okay he split the head from the head spring Athena not an infant but as a grown woman in armor and wielding her weapons the spear and the shield Zeus quickly came to back to his senses besides he was Immortal so as a symbolism of the God's father G bir from the head the goddess of wisdom and self-evident even and she was also a virgin goddess because she came out fully formed right
as a virgin even though Zeus was scared that Athena would challenge his rule she had little allegedly in the end Athena became Zeus's favorite daughter in Greek mythology Athena often appears as a helper of Heroes like Jason persus Hercules and others her sacred animal is the owl her symbols the owl The Olive
Tree and the gorgonum Medusa's head bird of pre bird of PR AIS AAS after she helped persus killed legenda unlike Athena posidon or Neptune for the Romans was a brother of Zeus descending from Kronos and Rea who were the king Gods before the coming of the 12 Olympians
when Cronus ate his children bidon was freed by his brother Zeus upon defeating konos and the Titans Zeus invited the Three Kingdoms of the sky the Sea and the underworld between himself and his two brothers posidon and Hades Zeus got the best of the three posidon posidon got the ocean and Hades got the worst deal the underworld as such posidon was seen as an equal of Zeus with the kingdom of his own though one want to
bless her importance the gods rule over the realm alongside his wife amrie with the company of CMS the nads and the tritons who are half man half fish creatures posidon was one of the most revered Gods which makes sense for people relying on the sea to travel and trade as much as the Greeks another essential aspect of posidon was his Earth shaking Powers just like Zeus was
seen as a source of Thunder posidon was seen as a source of earthquakes an extremely common and catastrophic phenomenon in the Eastern Mediterranean in addition he was a god of fores because because he invented horse find okay so it says the serve Athena and posidon contest is one of the founding myths of the ancient Athens The Story begins in a mythical time back when the
city had just been founded the first crean was s serup SE a man of tremendous interest and importance for ancient Athenians a common belief among the Greeks was that certain people were Auto Canon I they been born the Earth Auto the earth right this someone had National rights to a certain land and in
such many Greek city states boasted that their an were autones sers was one of these cases he was legendary King who Aon was so strong that he was half snake and half man if this seems strange you did it didn't to the Athenians as snakes crawl they were seen as creatures closer to the Earth in this case the fact that seop was half
snake indicated that he was inextricably linked to the land on which Athens was built he was amazing ruler in fact his Reign ushered in a golden age so impressive that even the gods noticed the city's greatness according to apollodorus the king had named the city copia after himself while it previous name was octave nevertheless the city had not officially received the
protection of a God and consequently it name could still change okay I I'll go a little bit forward in the story so it says 12 Celestial Gods surr on Jupiter on lofty Thrones and their features were so lanely drawn that each could not be distinguished Jupiter appeared as the monarch of these judging Gods so Athena and Poseidon met on a sacred Hill the
Acropolis Zeus the God and the people of Athens gathered to witness the spectacle posidon moved first with one swift move he struck his Trident in the ground the Earth Shook and an underground sea was created Waters spring from the hole on the ground and this was Poseidon's gift to the people of Athens though According to some other ancient sources his gift was the horse right so he also that's
what that's the story I heard he he gave the gift of the horse but this is saying that he gave the that gave the gift of the Springs right says however the certain God's gift was sea he the horse in its mouth but he also he also he gave him sea water and that was little Used to Know ancient Athens a city with plenty of rivers and proximity to the Sea as a
result sidon's gift was met with limited enthusiasm but now it was Athena's turn the goddess kneeled and planted something on the ground everyone held their breath within moment a fully grown tree Rose from the earth this was a dena's gift the Olive Tree the tree was a high quality Timber Source while its fruit was nutritional and be used to make olive oil which had multiple
applications Athena's gift was Superior Beyond doubt without hesitation seops proclaimed Athena the winner of the competition and the goddess of wisdom gave her name to the city which was hence called Athens instead of accepting his gift the defeat with dignity posidon proved a sore loser according to apollodorus posidon his hot anger flooded the thian plane and laid ATA
Under the Sea so the flood Noah's flood right this was the end of the day the founding members of the city okay so that's basic story yeah totally I was uh I was uh I was zooming in on on this thing I like Athena a
lot thank you py that was freaking awesome thank you awesome yeah D that was pretty sweet I didn't tell that from the top of my head but I think I thought it's a cool story especially I like the guy's name is had something octo or something like that like eight talking Oak and like the the eye and stuff like that but I always heard the story he gave the horse and I think maybe a I don't know what better the horse or the
Olive Tree you know the Unicorn because the horse the horse had a the horse had a branch stuck to his face Branch another story is that when when persus beheaded Medusa like two things came out prus he's like a he was like a god of light right and then pet Pegasus
cus and Pegasus and Pegasus was like the beautiful white horse I don't know he was winged I don't know if he had a unicorn horn but that's Medusa's children because Medusa had sex with Poseidon and so she gave birth to a horse right because Poseidon had sex with Medusa it's controversial how that happened freak fre well maybe maybe it was you know in
pet3 dishes you know and and they're like you know just put a little of this and a little of that in there and cut off sugar spice and everything nice these were the ingredients chos it to create the perfect little girl but one day peruki added an extra chemical to the concoction Chemical
X FR right yeah the Powerpuff Girls man and then and then and then there's a there's also there's the Rowdy Rough Bo there's an episode of Power there yeah there's a there's an episode where there's a the Ry Ruff Boys right there's an episode of Pop puff girls
were like it was a puppy dog tales and snakes and snails and puppy dog tails right but with Chemical X so Mojo Jojo was creating the the Rowdy Ruff Boys and they are so cute oh my God D you got to check them out because they're like total boys you know but it's like it's just like the exact opposite like the the uh the anima
animus of like the Powerpuff Girls you know cool cool yeah it's kind of cool all about Alchemy all about alchemy and like really EO ter show right it's Sedusa and him and like really good characters hey am I on camera am I am I camera you're not you're off camera no I
can I can hear you I can't see you it says it on my phone but but the don't push the button because it'll go on you're off right now oh okay unless you want to be on camera you're welcome to be on camera not to I mean not I as you might can tell I have more than
one phone uh you know and yeah it's just that way right now uh so but uh my phones are hacked so I kind of yeah I I have some reasons that I hey I'm right there with you sister I'm right there with you sister yeah I'm right there with you sister it's all good whatever
my phones are hacked but I really don't care if people watch I don't care I'm an exhibitionist so they canjo on stage you know a joke but you're not on stage me's on stage no when I was young
I and I was on stage you know performing so but uh the the the the things that I I've kind of pissed off some uh really cold people you know so and me too yeah they're not just watching me they're kind of hoping for dirt on me
and stuff like that right that's it that's the that's it that's that's that's the thing that I told you about man it it showed itself to me okay it was like a little girl I'm going to try and recreate the illustration that I saw okay like I mean I I remember it I remember it but like uh like actually drawing it
out what on screen wow you know you know that's that is a hot dog isn't is a synchronicity with for me right now too as well it came up in like a terror reading on on a channel like like a day a day ago like straight up straight up she say
like something about like uh like a hot dog with with with the mustard or something like that or something with condiments I don't know straight up it's hot do hot dogs and donuts it says har J yeah guys we have a chat I'm sorry guys oh what's up I'm sorry if I'm if I'm slow with the chat what's up I'm sorry I
was just distracted making my hot dog and telling my story look so look at this can you guys see that can you guys see hey what's up can you guys see that I see can put you put a light on it I can't really see that clearly I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying let me see flashlight
I need one I need a flashlight under the light light light light bulb here we go Oh My Little Pony It's My Little Pony taking a blood bath look she's taking a blood bath yeah look the skeletons are right there up came up on the panel saying hi to you
Susanna hi VA hi ho everybody I cannot see your what you're commenting in there you go you see it oh oh yeah I see that wait a minute it says glad you are on panel cool Bean thank you so much hug hug hugs everybody tree
frog uh Tracy I don't know who's out there I have no clue who's out there because I can't see any Michelle yeah Michelle's asking if I everyone life life chart I can like look at your birth chart and like look at some certain interesting things in it but I have limited yeah jusa Ed as to
Gorgon Medusa A6 on the head you can't see without being turned to stone isar this eight pointed star right eight stinks eight stars is all it all goes eight pentagram is eight your orbit also Venus makes a pentagram in the sky when orbits right we're looking at Caesar too V is the third brightest object of the sky the moon then the Sun that's awesome Venus believed to be
marked tribe of Israel you know and and you know Islam that Venus is kind of highly important because they the Crescent um the Crescent right the crescent and then um Morning Star right a the close to me sun is Shield Mercury is Owl Palace a spear Venus as goddess of ninth house Gemini cancer so
interesting guys you guys are so smart you know the cries of the morning a really good app I have found about two three decades ago was uh asoan I love asoan oh yeah it's Astro as right Astro t o d i n St but it's also
astro.com you guys can go there it's so awesome suzan is totally right yeah you you don't have to understand astrology like this if if you just can type you know and go to asience and type in everybody's birth scatter you know want to check out
yeah post it in my chat it's a really awesome website make sure I got the right one yeah you guys will love this it has so many free reports so many psychological report free free birth report I'll post those in my chat cool beans cool beans look at the beautiful art oh the
chakra okay the chakra the root chakra is that the chakra thr okay throat chakra B bisha man I wish I could I wish I could show you what this place looks like in the black light it's pretty uh kind of intense eat some eat some
mushrooms and spend some time here it's a different dimension it's a different you you are not lying guys guys I can make DMT and when I take DMT it turns into like this like alien nightclub in my my house like
everything everything hold on here you go when these are when these are like the beings that are like assisting you what happened this is a 2002 it's this one's not done yet I was going to
start working on this just now uh this is 2002 in 2003 it's a uh original by my brother and then original by me no I wasn't trying to rhyme I wasn't trying to rhyme I promise Download There It Is download
right incoming source code right I get a source code it's like my eyes turn into the Matrix and I'm just
like just get blasted into another dimension oh that that Duality that Duality thing that you me mentioned before right uh psyche remember you were talking about Duality right right so this is this is what uh this is a a piece that I I I did I think you guys seen it before but it's a piece that I
did called the a unified being right let see if I can sh some more light on there UniFi yeah so beautiful man that's beautiful I love all those
color nice oh yes that's what ship looks like just like that oops that was kind of weird to say oh well it happens yeah okay so you should see you should you should see this you should see this like when the color when the lights change
color like all of this like it's just it's so crazy looking I I like stare at it all the time bet yeah yeah that's like that's the that's the the UN unified being or UniFi yeah I mean unified being unified Consciousness whatever like some kind of it's like it needs a layer of epoxy so
like I'm not going to like officially name it just yet yeah yeah not until you completely finished right you gotta like bring it into the world and then you name it you know you got to look at it first absolutely been years since I uh have painted or written songs or anything I
don't really know what that's about I used to and people would steal you know whatever I created and maybe that's why it's just kind of like I just like haven't been okay bullets probably distracted me you can't let that you can't let that you can't let that discourage you because like you can't it's like it's something when it's when it comes from like when it comes
from like true Consciousness or when it comes from yeah true Consciousness being completely present in your own moment you know you can't counterfeit that there's no way you can duplicate that any duplication of that is gonna look fake it's not gonna be genuine and it's and it's obvious and it's obvious yeah
you know like like yeah like fcking this one this one I just finished today it's called twin souls right I don't know it's just a Cheesy name but oh I know I love that I love that twin souls oh yeah where's psyche psyche where you at what's going on yeah
where you at I'm listening I'm watching I'm just let him to show his art because his beautiful art he's so talented I love it h is that a star right there in the chest is that a star yeah that's a star yeah there's a there's a star there's a bunch of them there's like a couple there's four stars
four stars and then and then there's the two flowers that are they like drifting yeah like floating I don't know yeah it's cute right it's really not it's really nice yeah thanks yeah everything so like when it comes to when it comes to yeah when it comes to inspiration like you know when you have the inspiration and like don't get
discouraged by someone stealing stealing your idea or whatever you know like um those are the people that like obviously have the resources to get it done you know whether you know like but but but they but but it's like you become a Wellspring you know what I mean and just standing there's that a quote from Shakespeare it's like there's nothing new Under the Sun like everybody's
inspired by everybody else right we're all we're all connected right so everything is we don't have ideas we don't we don't have ideas ideas have us yeah yeah yeah like when you wake up in the night all the inventions are from the astral plane like everything is it's starts as an idea astroplane we bring it to the Earth we can manifest right well
okay like as an example I'm just sharing this one because you guys do the same I have I'm sure but you know wake up at say 3 a.m. and you always keep a pad and a pen by you uh because if something's going to come out you know you just get up and you like write it all down
right it's really hard it's hard to keep that it's hard to to keep that practice going though because yeah I mean it's just it's just one of those one of those things that we have to like develop like a pract like you're like it's a habit you know it's a habit that you turn into routine that you turn into like like you know when I was little I would say I want to wake up tomorrow and I want to remember the position I'm in because
that's probably the position that I fell asleep in or something and then I would like always try to remember but I never remembered because I was too too sleepy in the morning right so I never I never remembered yeah yeah Asel babies yeah astral babies in Gregor little in Gregor running around I'm really glad you are still you're
doing you're doing the creating you know you're whether it's art or whatever you're doing you are still in the midst of it I think now that uh some things have changed up for me radically I think I'll be able to move into living as I was living before um some things
things yeah I don't know how to put that except some people got details details details yeah it's it's it's the it's the same thing it's the same kind of things that everyone has been going through lately in one way or another it's the same energy it and it keeps coming back up and it keeps coming back up it's a cycle we're on a Miro Around The Wheel of Fortune okay like right now it's
going you know we have to take that initial action stepping out into like off of the Mir go on but it's still moving okay you know so like it's like you have to be like careful you know what I mean the timing has to be right or you're going to hit a tree you know so important to balance you know
the sheriff well oh I can't say that okay well some official people once told me uh you know Susan uh it does you no good to own a gun if you're not willing to pull the trigger and I was like like you need to understand what we're saying here right no see that's the thing like
that's one thing I things have changed in me that have changed things on the outside too because KY I've figured out and applied what I've been advised and because of that I have peace I have oh
my God it's a sanctuary there's no bullets flying and uh I've just learned yes yeah yeah to let go to surrender yeah yeah and I'm not I'm not trying to hurt anybody it's just that I love me too you know what I mean I love me too
no dude that's that's that's that's that's that's amazing and like that that's straight up 100% you're you're you're perfect you're perfect example of like where where you know where we find ourselves you know like through this like this portal this like this 20 uh February 28th portal you know like
if we can a this state of mind and like you know vibration like we're going to be on Easy Street dude there's just like a time period where like it's in very vital that you stay in High Spirits Absolut it's extremely vital you know and don't don't have don't have like the the um the reward in mind don't even think about the reward or what you're
getting over it you just just all you got to worry about you know is being in good spirits you know take care of yourself feed your inner child you know like the psyche is you know feeding my inner child you know like this is you know the biggest game is the biggest it's like adult show and tell you know like I loved show and tell when I was a kid you know I brought I brought
like my iguana and my spider and puppets and like all types of cool you know like so this is like like that's like spoon feeding my inner child you know like giant giant clumps of ice cream lately what I've been telling myself is um you know what what what I'm
trying to uh keep going in my day now that I finished raising my kids and uh let's say being out there you know in in the I'm finished with traveling everywhere and providing money and stuff for people you know what I mean I'm finished so now yeah I I tell myself
remember what you did as a kid you love laying in the grass you get what I'm saying and so I'm telling myself yeah live it relax calm and enjoy because it's your life you know what I mean it's your life and you're gonna get Lear learning learning how to learning how to live for
you yes exactly like like you should you should you you and my mom you and my mom should talk she's a Scorpio she's a little crazy but like I think you guys are kid things about your mom and I said oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh yeah yeah yeah you know I can't remembering out but I yeah I remember
when you brought her up yeah yeah you know yeah it's a beautiful timeing beautiful time ABS beautiful and offering something she's offering the heart so the difference between like the queen of Cups and the
writer ter8 you know the the the terror uh Terror the rer weight series uh is like so the queen of cups is sitting on a throne and she has her Cup in her lap but the cup has a cap on it she's like she's got she's got her cup for her but there's none for you type deal that's the Queen's water you don't want to drink the Queen's the Queen's water is for the queen not for
anybody else right it's reserved just for her but what she's doing here is she's giving out the heart you know this is like an open heart she's giving out her like heart you know this is like providing nurturing you know what I mean very motherly very motherly energy yeah along along with the Queen of
Pentacles climbing the ladder you know climbing the ladder to reach the sun yep yep yep right these are just cards I'm pulling from the bottom of the deck this is like in order that I'm pulling from bottom of the deck the sun right but never yeah Towers right then there's a tower right this is the tower
moment or you know don't be like Icarus Flying Too Close to the sun you know your wings are going to melt you know what I mean sometimes getting too close to the truth sometimes getting too close to the truth can burn you you know what I mean yeah so you know look yeah um nine of Wands this is Wounded Warrior you know look
she's just like she's hacking all those weeds and those wands she's she's she's hacking all of those actions that aren't serving her anymore you know exactly like look at that look she's weeding the Garden you know she's wounded she's tired of this she's she's got Thorns all in her she's stepping on them the dog stepping on them they're just
like she's taking out the trash right exactly outow dude get out of my head the Moon look get out of my head Somewhere Out There those were my shoes click
click you know clicking my heel yeah dude yeah Ace of Wands we're going to grow a new action or this could be this could be like an omen considering the the connotation of the cards prior this could be an omen this is like this is the this is the the actions that still exist you know that could easily take root in your garden we don't want no
weeds in our bed right aliceon Wonderland right it's Sunday right the Sunday Sunday afternoon Wonder it's if it's it's Sunday right yes Sunday it's Sunday yeah Sunday afternoon in the garden
Sunday afternoon in the garden we're in aliceon Wonder right now we're all the flowers like like conversing in the garden right now and we're like the weeds are like being weeded I don't know I don't mean that in a combative way but they're you know they're invasive dude there's lots of invasive species out there like the snails and
platypus I don't know did I that out dra did I say dra out oh I did you see What dra dra dra like like Dracula yeah no like dra uh I I probably shouldn't go down that rabbit hole there
I'll leave that okay I trust your discernment well I mean you know there's good guys and bad guys in lots of uh categories yeah yeah yeah it's like a it's almost like a bubble chart but like
a three-dimensional bubble chart but you know you and I both know when you when you say um first me you first meet someone and you get that Chilla oh where's my 38 oh did I say that out loud wait a minute okay I love that 30 38 Special is my fave snub
nose snub nose it's so it's solid yeah it's solid yeah stopping power you're not supposed to tell people your your Watchdog your guard dog's name but uh you know sometimes if uh I don't have a good feel about somebody and they walk up to my fence if I even allow them here you know what's your dog's name and I
say oh that one that there's AK that one over there's nine you know this one here 38 you know what I well my dog's my dog my dog's name is nanuk okay and he's awesome he's a husky no just you know that's that's if if I got a bad feel I'll tell them you
know one this one over there's AK look swords swords look this is us this is us being being oppressed look at that that so Five of Swords right Five of Swords is like um uh what is it called it's like like four against one type deal you know like or one against them all or four against one kind of of like unfair that's this is arguments this is like
you know betrayal this is jealousy this is all types of that will cause like it's like a step above It's A step above the the wands it's like five of Wands is like conflict right well these is are Five of Swords they didn't bring wands they brought swords you know what I mean yeah so that's yeah it's like the what you're talking about
you know we've been there before and it doesn't matter if it's only one you know right before even if it's only one right just death it's over that shit's over yeah exactly that shit's over right now say hi oop she got a baby bump she got a
baby bump all right but look this is this is this is this is bad too this is this is interesting symbolism too the empty crib you know and then she's got and then she's got the and but she's pregnant with the world
you know and then and then so that's so that's over and look Emperor you know I am I am understanding some things that uh I'm just not expressing yeah okay I'll leave that alone yeah I a whole lot more than what
I could just say in a sentence from what I'm hearing okay I'm getting yeah yeah yeah it's it's it's kind of hard I I have that problem sometimes like I'll end up going on and on and on and on because like the point that I'm trying to make is like multifaceted you know and I always lay the groundwork first so someone gets a reference so they can
understand but like my my my responses or my things are like long-winded because like I want someone to have a good idea of like what I'm trying to say you know what I mean but but but nowadays people don't have that kind of patience you know so like I have to find and I myself I myself can't expect someone or can't expect to use so much of someone's time you know because time you know I got to respect their time as
well so I too also have to do some work on shortening you know my you know it just it just goes into work you know like I myself maybe need to grasp a better understanding on some Concepts and I can shorten it and make it simpler you know maybe I don't know not that not that I have to talk slow CU you're but you know like it's just
kind of like slowing it down for people yeah yeah I was telling psyche earlier that in my asro chart uh when I first you know you got to face it what it when it and you look and it tells you what your challenges are and what your oh assets are okay but what your challenges
are too and mine it said verbosity and I was like oh and all through my life it's been like I'm working on it I'm working on it but there it is you know what I mean there was there was there there was sometime yeah there was a some part there there
was some point in time somewhere between 2011 and 2013 where something happened where the astrological or like the timeline hit the timeline hit the fan completely and everything just became chaos from that point on okay and what it was is like that pillar of Aquarius standing right in the way of Capricorn it just said I'm doing this
now so everything disrupted and came by and came at to rec conform on this end so it's different now so like you notice the things that you used to do back in the day are no longer rendering the same consequences like you do the things that you used to do and now they're like putting you further in a hole you know living your life the way you're used to living your life for all these years right ever since that
happened okay so now there's a new stream it's a new thing going on right now so like everyone is forced to find their little niche that resonates with like the highest good you know for like seamless like you know it's like Lube yeah I mean yeah and we can either
learn and grow or you know keep saying ouch ouch learn and grow or psyche why you crying py don't cry what are you doing go there's all these emojis I love this my mouth a lot and I I I was trying no no no no this is good this this is good this is this is part of the show
you know this is this is this is like you know having these conversations cuz we're not the only two people in this room you know there's other people listening you know and there's the chat going on so like it's like uh you know this is this is what this is this channel is for yeah as far as I understand I not so is just playing with Jamie Psych
is just playing with Jamie it's it's all after yeah it's you know cool cool yeah aw now I feel better the moment you're willing to accept the idea of Astro babies though your actual paycheck will see Asal child support right or that will get garnished from your
garnishes so I'm yeah guys my phone just reset a little bit but I'm still here I'm fine fix I'll fix my camera hold I'll fix the layout yeah the thing is I have a million astral babies but the thing with that is like now I have like I have like five million B basketball teams right so
million basketball teams sports teams they're making so much money but it's paying for all my child support so got that's awesome he's got a he's got oh yeah he's got a oh man I can't even remember what I was going to say back in the saddle again that's what he
is back in the mix jie jie Jam having an emoji war in the chat it was it was nothing was nothing we're just we're just having fun um I like I like emojis emojis are fun
Jamie and I ride horses together in our on astal plane right and we uh that's cool I like otoc cons too yeah I don't think El I have so much about in the chat a fun Moto
later yeah you know it sucks because when you like when you text back and forth from like Facebook Messenger it transforms your otoc cons into like the stupidest versions of that emoji and then it makes it way or or they make them way bigger you know like they take up like the entire thing yeah yeah okay I get
that okay so uh Joshua Benjamin uh working on hosting an Asal environment that living andart and uh living and departed would be able to visit I even have someone better gifted trying it out okay so about that you're basically being beetle
juu beetle juice be basically having trouble with the living that's what I got from that he hey hey Cesar c Cesar yes don't say his name you say you say it two more times I said it twice don't say it again he'll show up he'll show up do not please
that's the ghost that's the Ghost with the most baby we come for your daughter we come for your we come for your daughter Chuck I love that movie have you seen have you seen the the second one psyche
have you seen uh the I didn't see be I saw the original theater I just said tonight I saw Gina and Davis in a restaurant right I didn't see the part two yet no way yeah did you really yeah I loved G Davis D Gina Davis is dope do you remember um so who was a
girl that played The Exorcist what's her name her name is um her name was um Linda Blair oh yeah Linda Blair okay do did did you watch the did you watch The Exorcist series with Linda Blair in it as herself like as as as Reagan all grown up with the family W you should check it out you should
check it out it's actually really good it's actually really good they did they did like two seasons of it or something or just like one season and it left it open for more and I'm was like I can't I don't know why they didn't like continue with that because it started actually getting pretty good you know yeah I couldn't go there it it kind of uh I can't I don't do very well with
stuff like that and so I kind of puked in the movie and couldn't finish the my brother I think my brother's like went home like terrified when they were like they were like it was like in the 70s they were like 8 years old my parents like horror movies and stuff like that I was just thinking that Jamie yeah yeah with Madonna oh my god dude it's like oh my God and then Ros dude I dude how how
many times do you think Rosie oon masturbated to like that memory that film Madonna I never Astro or lucid dream to
what I describe as a bar with people I've never met an interactions I don't think I could create using a mind as a server for a VR experience now what you're talking about is aphantasia Joshua uh look that up it's called aphantasia look look up the definition isn't fair isn't farfetched aphantasia yeah aphantasia
that's that's that's what you're experiencing right now there's actually there's a practices that you could do that help you deal with an Fantasia When you want to think about um uh let's do a tutorial really quick okay because it's super simple now think of like uh it's like being able to see being able to see it's like with a perception right with your mind all right let me get a piece of paper really quick so I can show you
because this is actually a really good exercise I just learned this on YouTube a few days ago and and
it's how's everyone doing we got Meer um doing a tutorial okay sorry sorry do thing sorry about um AK it's probably just a coyote or something yeah it's all it is yeah all right so um let get a piece of paper
there got to be one here somewhere okay we'll do it right here okay now check it out there's a piece of paper um let's see what was it it carries on very long I usually go shoot a couple of
couple yeah Summer of Sam dude it was a thing Summer of Sam was a thing that was crazy too um let me see let me remember oh yeah yeah here we go um start with let me draw it first oh it's going to be bumpy go
embarrass me guys sorry trying to hurry this up triangle right okay okay take this image for example okay can you guys a take this image for
example okay can you guys see that no it's black with some okay oh yeah now I see it of course yeah yeah take that symbol okay so like three triangles okay so like keep that symbol in your mind all right just think of the symbol don't worry about think about anything else okay this is an exercise to help you
visualize okay um like to help you visualize so you have that like you know that sense of like creating something because some people like can't have that that uh that visualization in the brain you know it's Fantasia it's something that could be uh overcome with exercise you know this helps you open up different part of your brain all right so this is a this just keep it keep you
know keep like pay attention to this image now what you want to do is you take all the points of this image okay I don't know if you guys can see what I'm doing you take all the points of this image right okay now now what you do okay is
you remove the lines okay so we're going to go one two three okay and then four five six okay you guys see that yeah okay can you guys see that yeah okay all right so uh four five
six now so what you want to do is draw this image okay with the line so like the first line let's say uh you can go like all right now all right we'll do this we'll do this all
right okay can you guys tell which which line is missing you got see it without it and you just see it you like you can see the line underneath it almost it's like oh you know but there's no line there okay this is that's in your brain okay you visualize that line and you pay attention to it for a second right then
what you're going to do is you take the pen and you Trace that line out okay you trace it out right and now you're left at this okay so you take that step right so you do the same thing over I'll do one more step just to so you could get the procession of how like you can continue this exercise um me see here we
go all right so there's there we start out with our dots right all right so then we're going to draw the we're going to draw basically the complete you know the complete so you know what I'll do a little bit you know a little bit more more diff like a a different configuration just so you can get the idea but you do it in a procession right like with one missing at each time and
we'll go with this one okay here we go okay so now you guys see which ones are missing out of the shape it's these two lines right here right so you visualize them you see where they're at like the invis like it's like it's invisible but like you see the line the trajectory like you visualize where that
line is right so what you do is you do just like last time and you follow that line to the destination right in your mind okay and this this this this will start if you like doing this exercise will start triggering or triggering but like it'll it'll it'll open up ways for your subconscious to to uh make pictures in your brain you know because now now
you could see a line that wasn't that's not that's not there but you could visualize the destination so you take that with all of the dots for example like once you're done and you get like more and more of this exercise take all the dots now you could see that whole shape within that per within that pairing of dots now you could see that with that with that box not even there
right and then you take that one step you take that one step uh further and you do nothing so you start with nothing and so like okay I want to draw that symbol now I can go like this and be like all right done you know what I mean and that's that's how you visualize like it yes awesome sauce
thank you very much yeah awesome so that was for that was for what's his name uh J Jamie James James Cowboy yeah yeah yeah fire water fire water yeah fire fire fire water no
exactly oh where's psyche where you at psyche yeah psyche hey come come back on please Psy come on pyi another Story come on you got another Story come on yeah I think I think I
think I think that stuff is so so freaking interesting um you know he says he's never far no you're near far near far he's yeah that's a good one um I bet he's he's chatting because uh he's probably chatting with like
Jamie or something yeah he's calling in the gang gang gang hi hey what's upy the only I anything about is be Kitty gang and that's the only anything to do with is is be coming on ear is be coming on later I hope so I hope so I think she'll be here
cool I'm not the my chat I'm not trolling my own chat okay that is some T right no I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm trollish I'm only a little bit trollish but that's why why I can like deal with them but yeah story story
story story story yeah there a story I want to tell it's like maybe not a full-blown ogre just not a full-blown ogre not a full-blown ogre no like a few different mythical creatures put into one you're like the hot you're like you're like you're like the hot ogre the
ogre you're like oh yeah I I I he could do that he could be he could be an ogre he could do whatever he wants good I'm trying to think of a good myth go through the Greek gods CL okay I'll tell the story I'll tell the story
of of Paris and the the apple of discord um oh Paris and Paris okay it's an interesting story I want to tell the story okay I've been talking about all the time yeah okay say okay hey yeah yeah yeah but I got I I I
could do visuals okay visuals I'm just trying to find a good version of okay let find a good version of it I know obil is a really good version of it say it says in Greece I find okay once upon a time okay here you go once upon a time many years ago in
the ancient times when the mighty Greek gods inhabited Mount Olympus Zeus decided to marry the king ofia pus with a sea fairy fetus the daughter of narus the wedding took place in ton okay the wedding took place in paleon and all
the gods and goddesses were invited only ays the goddess of Corral was not invited for obvious reasons whenever she went she was spewing with hatred and brawls after realizing that she was not invited to the wedding she became Furious she picked a golden apple from the garden of the Hesperides and went to the banquet invisible she arrived right on time for the feast and went straight to the table where the Olympians were
sitting she tossed the golden apple in the middle of the table with the inscription to the fairest one right okay there's a little picture of the wedding hold on I'll just put my there you go here's a little picture of the wedding nice Caesar's doing some visuals for us okay golden apple
right it says immediately three goddesses sought to claim the Apple the goddess of marriage and family Hera the goddess of wisdom oh and and Oh Susanna are you still there I'm sorry Susanna but I hope you're listening the goddess of of marriage and family Hera the goddess of wisdom and Justice Athena and the goddess of beauty and love Aphrodite they began to argue about who was the fairest and most worthy to own the Apple
Zeus was asked to choose but he knew better he did not want to upset any of the three goddesses instead he came up with an idea he told them that a mortal man who has recently shown his exemplary fairness in a contest was the most suited to judge their case the man was Paris king of prium and the prince of Troy who was unknown of his true identity at the time and was living as a Shepherd in the mountain of Ed near
Troy um The Myth known as Judgment of Paris followed the messenger God Hermes guided the three contenders to EDI and appeared before the stunned Paris after informing him of Zeus's will Paris looked at the three goddesses but could not decide failing to gain his vote the three goddesses stri new to convince the Mortal Prince of their beauty while Paris was inspecting them each made each
of them offered him a gift trying to bribe him with their powers first Hera promised to make him king of Europe and Asia then Athena offered him wisdom and skill in war nice got the Apple there right finally Aphrodite promised him the most beautiful woman on earth her choice we know right Paris after serious contemplation gave the golden apple to Aphrodite accepting her gift he wanted
the most beautiful woman in the world right Herod and Athena left the sing in anger while Aphrodite revealed to Paris that Helen the wife of Manus King of Sparta was the most beautiful woman in the world after claiming his rightful position as Prince of Troy Paris set sail for spida and arrived at the palace of menas with Rich gifts with the help of Aphrodite Paris persuaded Helen to follow him to Troy persuaded might be
not be the right word abducted might be more appropriate depending on the version of the myth you like most right the ACT resulted in the most epic war of all time the Trojan War that lasted 10 years he's he's goingon to do my uh my my my visuals for this fun fact in Greece we use the phrase apple of discord to refer to a much-desired
object or person by two different people which may result in a quarrel between them right just like the the goddess is all one at the Apple right says is Vanity or the longing for true love someone would blame ays the goddess of coral for all the tragic events that followed and the countless Souls that ended up in the Underworld but according to Ides and the mentality of his contemporaries everything is random and only your own actions are responsible
for the outcome of your life contemplating a bit more of the tricks of the three sisters of Fate one can point out that Zeus's Act of not inviting ays in the wedding out of fear that might start a quarrel is what actually killed the buzz and started an epic war looking more into choices AIS left the apple on the table and Zeus was the one to implicate Paris on the coral but in the end it was paris's choice to
take up the offer or not and he did was it vanity maybe in fact the three goddesses were hanging by his word were hanging by his word and fueling his ego or maybe it was vanity from their end a reflection of human nature to be best and the most capable the need for self-affirmation whatever reason Paris chose aphrodi Paris knew Helen had Free Will and whatever the God has promised to him he
had to make it happen it was his choice to pursue the love of Helen and not aphrodites why did Paris choose to do it was it because of his own need for self-affirmation or perhaps something even greater The Pursuit of Happiness the longing of his one true love a happy ending and nonetheless cruel life with Wars backstabbing and games of Power maybe what Paris really wanted was a companion to grow old with nonetheless
the ancient world was very much dependent upon honor and what Paris did was not at all honorable so the war happened and uh great Heroes Rose and fall the apple is a symbol in Miss and Fairy Tales From Paris and Helen to Adam and Eve and the evil queen of Snow White the Apple accompanies many stories of humankind in these stories it represents either virtues or defects luck or
Misfortune and opportunities for evolution or destruction it spherical shape and Central Point call hold one
second uh call for an interpretation similar to the center of the earth that is the concentration of all forces into a single point so in for subconscious the apple is so powerful than is it accidental the stories were defined by Apple's will how does the Apple trap someone let us examine the story do you like this suan I hope I'm not going into like way too much detail but I I love
the story so it says let's examine the Apple the apples a symbol um as soon as Paris gave the apple of ays or the apple of discord to afro and it's a Discord right we have a Discord server true okay the Apple had a force of its own and that set the course for hundreds of people's Fates the enchanted Apple through most of the innocent Snow White submits to the evil witches spell
defines the whole story of the fairy tale we look in Christianity the Apple was there when the first man and first woman Eve offers the Apple to Adam he said they both immediately become sinful and there's a little one more paragraph the apple is a fruit of tree of knowledge and therefore symbol of knowledge another symbolism of the apple is immortality Legends of Alexander the Great mentioned that while the Greek
king was searching for the Water of Life in India he found apples instead that supposedly extended the life of priests on Earth in Norse mythology the apples considered the fruit of rebirth and whoever eats it is Reborn the Viking gods eat it and remain young until Ragnarok that is until the end of the current cycle of the world in some British short stories it is said that if one eats the Apple they become the prologue of Prophecy in short the symbolism of the Apple places humans in
the center of their endless possibilities of choices I hope you guys like that awesome Caesar sorry I just wanted to visual there we go this Dice look this dice looks like there's a bite taken out of it look let's see where's it two oh it's like yeah
look guys you know what I call this that's beautiful it does look it has a bite out of it guys what I call this I call this the I call this the hot dog of Discord half already oh yeah hey Susan how are you did you like the story or did you hear it
hope thank you that was awesome thank you thank you you're welcome I liked it you liked it yeah that's a good it's a good story but also like there's a little bit of art too that goes with it like I'll show you I'll show you a few pictures of other the art because he this yeah there's an echo I don't know maybe it's me hold on I'll myself hold
I'll show you hold on I'll just mute
myself uhoh uhoh
oh that's that's cool this is the apple of discord story is like playing out right
yeah oh Susan keeps dropping off yeah Apple company logo is what should be shipped to be Snow White at even well the Apple company logo is because the creator of Apple actually poisoned an apple and then took a bite of it and and unived himself if you know that story you can look at that story yeah hey uh hey I'll be right back okay
okay Susan come on up here Susan can you hear me yes I hear you fine I'll just mute him for a second was I was I um was I echoing guys that was new to you yeah look look up look up the story of the Apple Apple logo it's about
he he actually um uned himself where's Tracy I don't know I haven't seen Tracy how are you Diamond I saw Tracy earlier today actually but hi Tracy oh 40 diamonds Diamond she looking for but I don't know where Tracy but Tracy's in my Discord now you can you guys can join the Discord um it was shared by um it was shared by Jamie and the Discord is
just awesome too and a fun place to connect after the show you guys are having a fun night you guys are all welcome on the panel tonight we're having like a little party tonight it's uh mangorita mangarita Sunday I have do I have another one where's my mangorita put it down somewhere figure my mangarita mon ago they KN it over
with I don't know I lost a drink okay that's fine you'll find it you'll find it you'll find no I didn't I only had one I only had one U the link um Jamie can you post it again if you if you don't mind if you're not if you're um if you're not busy or I'll post it but you have to scroll up maybe and it's she posted a few
times cheers everybody how are you guys doing on full screen till he gets back um I'm I'm a right angle from Joshua that's interesting Joshua is really good guys you guys are so smart like M are with his um doing the tetrises and stuff like that what a great thing like um
Susan has so much knowledge wisdom okay hold on my camera's testing my camera I just okay so how are you Susan um are you having fun tonight I am having fun I let myself decate him again tonight it's like you know two times in a row I was very indulgent my camera's going out okay can
you hear me now okay oh yeah thank you Jamie perfect there's something like your your photo it's kind of like stop and then you're back you know I don't know what I was adjusting my I was like I was like I pressed the wrong button that happens sometimes this is Miss Lola hello Lola
like when I pay you like this when I like P you like this your ear do you like your ear like that do you give them cat milk do you give them cat milk yes she loves I have I have catnip everywhere around the house I have all these like little pyramids and they it's all over the floor I have this cat RV too yeah and my cats love catnip they are and you know
some cats don't aren't sensitive to catnip but all mine are I was I'm okay at 6:35 a.m. in uh in Torrance California Josh Josh is doing my astrology he's really talented at astrology cool yeah cool I don't mind sharing my birthday my name and stuff like that because it's like I'm a public figure
you know it's like it's it's all out there already so I'm uh not not afraid but yeah like I like someone said today they're like someone I was talking to in this chat they're like she's been doxed she's had people like be very personal about all her information and stuff like that she's like at this point she's like she's like I just leave it up to God like I can't like be afraid of of like
you know it's like what happens will happen and if it's like but I believe I'm protected right so fixes around sure I believe you're protected too Susan I think that you have a high high level protection around you look we made it this far right tactics
right my birth is 1022 oh awesome October 22nd so you're a that's a you're a Libra or Scorpio is that top most of cusp right yeah they call it cuspy and then it's pre Gregorian it's actually Scorpio though pre Gregorian calendar you know you go
with any I said that on purpose because I openly said my birthday all right I'm back sorry I I I had to go and like do stuff stuff with my dog and cards are falling off my bed what's going on
here uhuh cool I like it when it gets weird Wonderland Wonderland all the cards are like she's like you're just a dick of cards and all the cards just flying around and she's
like I love that that's great imagery of when it's gotten really weird for you you know like uh you know people that see orbs and all kinds of stuff oh my God I see I see I see I see tons of orbs I see like apparitions I mean I I I see a lot of energy things especially on DMT when I
did DMT once I saw and all the stars in the sky were connected they were all like all like a like a little they're it was like it like almost like when they have like the the Zodiac like all the they they they connect the dots and stuff like that but it looked like that in the sky and they just like moving just like this light moving through
them got cards having a watermelon Rita right now I got another Mita left watermel a water a water water water Rita yeah there you go I got my water Rita I'm still
and I'm doing a little chocolate right now yeah I don't think I don't think I'm even going to break it to the peppermint because like I will not sleep at all it's like almost 10 right now I can tell I'm not going to sleep so I'm gonna have to Cease the peppermint at my I'm just gonna have to stop that only in the
daytime yeah that stuff has caffeine in it you know it does and man it's good I was wondering what why my sleep patter been so freaking off you know you're not the only one and me I like that video I know that
I know that video that that um um by slightly suspect um it's called My Name is Human I love that you watch one I posted you have to watch that later that was a good one too um I did no no I I did but I didn't I didn't watch the whole thing though I just like I you know I had to I got yeah
I got pulled it's okay I'm just I'm just going to let my Discord know that the show is going on we're having a fun night over here having the best time we got Susan do anyone here ever
EDI has anyone here ever used Lu Ouija board I I don't go I don't go there at all yeah I I had another one okay so I when I was like in fifth grade like we would like go and sneak off I would like there's these girls when I was like in fifth grade or fourth grade in fifth grade and like during PE we could go to the farthest area of the field and then we would watch on a little they had a
little TV miniature TV this is like 19 the late 80s we watch dangerous but and but uh what else but one time we did use the Ouija board and stuff like that and it was like and it moved and it freaked everyone out and it's like and then you know um I think that opens portals I use Ghost Radar and stuffff like that and uh Ghost Radar will come up I'll put I'll turn on Ghost Radar right now I'll tell you the words
it will say because it says like all these crazy words and stuff the energ especially right now I'm sure it will like the energy is just crazy like it said last time it said Bush it and then it said variety and it said Center size essential but I'll tell you what it says tonight the are the old records of it you ever seen Ghost Radar this is the Ghost Radar app guys you can download it
for free I think there's versions for free r a a r oh okay I did it that's cool so just said said it said bent b n t that's what it came up with just now bent like get bent like this like this book is bent like the KE isn't broken it's just
bent and okay now it just said magic it just said magic okay yeah look okay listen to this because this is this is where the book was bent this is where the book is bent right now all right you'll never believe this the uh okay the number 10 okay this is the 10 of Pentacles crysalis has closed
it Chrysalis has closed itself wait Chrysalis has closed into itself and A Change Is Now vitally necessary in order to continue and progress remember that cocoon you know that's the skin you have to shed okay remember we were talking about being worms and like uh going
through pupation and being butterflies psyche y remember that okay yeah so so vitally necessary in order to continue in progress right the 10 of Pentacles pushes us to go beyond even beyond the material world and to fly in different places in order to bring abundance and Fortune to other
territories only fear of letting go of a life and a stable but past situation could wait yeah letting go of a life and a stable but past situation could create problems certainties and disagreements okay very highly resonant with the situation uh for all three of
us that is uh hello hey God don't like don't God don't like ugly no definitely not so the advice of the Dead the the advice from the dead right says aim what you have gained yeah aim what you have gained or earned in other directions also but evaluate every decision properly oh definitely definitely
say say hi to peace I give he's entered the chat and he's a friend of mine I don't know if he wants me to say his other name how you do heyy salute everybody no no it's it's it's all good I I am Sanctuary Seeker but I uh you know I like to spice up the name here and there you know I like to keep many names on the the Arsenal um how's
everybody doing doing great part nice fun party no absolutely I um Susan by the way okay good hi oh hey hey Susan how's it going oh it's going
it's wonderful how's life for you well like life's great you know um I mean you guys are definitely the type of people that I I enjoy talking to the most with my uh you know my Spiritual Awakening and whatnot it's it's uh uh you know in the real world you don't
get too much people that you can have these conversations with uh which is I I you know link yeah 100% bro and I I hit the link as soon as I heard psyche talking about see orbs and uh I was just wondering if you can if you could kind of get into
that because I um I've been here's the thing right I I you know obviously it's about um it's about being honest with yourself but I I know my right eye is is a little bad and I'm kind of just seeing certain things when I'm in the car if I'm not in the car so
I'm just kind of wondering now now now now okay okay it's it's funny that you mentioned that because this actually came to my mind earlier like I was thinking about it right and I was going to me I was going to I was going to uh speak on it but um but you know it was like uh you know you know was another conversation going on I was like just in my head you know but it
was uh it was it was about um seeing flashes like only like just up until recently like maybe the last four years or so I see like almost like a white flash or like an orb or like a white light out of the corner of my eye normally happens out of my left eye and uh sometimes it's on my right
eye but it's like a little smear a little like like a flash of light or like a m or or something or glare right out the corner of my eye yeah and it happens every now and then like you know like sometimes it happens like when I'm talking to you guys you know even you know but like it's like it's it happens every now and then I don't know what that is is that like kind of like what you what you were
talking about yeah see I um what what happened was I was uh I was sleeping over at somebody's house uh might have been two or two or three weeks ago and what you're talking about um uh
what's your name again sorry bro I forgot uh uh uh m m m or Meer Meer yeah so I uh I I was laying on the couch and it's all about the Precision of the lightning and where the light bulb was
in the kitchen is it was just a little bit blocked off uh like behind the wall and at some point like it looked like this light was coming at me kind of like like a line like like a ray of light um yeah but but it's okay and then I'm
gonna say something about the church in a second and so when I like relax and I don't fight it it really almost feels kind of like Supernatural right like you can you in a way feel some um what I did the other day is uh you know I'm not a Catholic or
nothing but I here and there I'll go on Sunday uh for the night mass and so I went the other day uh two weeks ago and um the way I realized the way that church is set up is if you just kind of like relax your eyes and you what's it called when you just stare into thin air
you're not even know you don't even know what you're looking at you're not even looking enough and when I did that right it's almost every the entire church became gold it became gold and and and it's blurry it became blurry and gold right where you can't see where you can't see anything at all it's like you can lose complete like where you lose
complete Focus everything either fuzzes out or like intensifies in color but the fact that you're seeing gold at a church you know kind of makes sense like that like you know the what speaking to your subconscious and it just like emanates everywhere until all you see is that little pinpoint of a dot but like if you even shift Focus for a second it all goes back and kind of like takes you know you know you have to like can I say
one thing can I say one thing talking about a church okay the church is somewhere this is like not I'm not g to say energy harvesting but I'm saying they all all these people together praying like I've seen you're talking about orbs okay so I've seen in India they had all these groups of people and they're all praying and it's like on the just all the all the camera photos I saw I saw millions of orbs coming down all
around them and I see orbs and photographs and there's photo orbs and photographs like certain certain strange photos and stuff like that you I can see them in my eyes I can see when I did DMT once I saw like like a little elf in the corner of my eye kept running wouldn't let me see it yeah okay psyche I'm gonna send you I'm going to send you I'm going to send you a a picture I'm going to send you a picture a couple pictures on Discord if you want to talk about orbs
dude I got pictures of like fire beings coming out of the fire right also you pictur you'll see faces in the smoke I swear some incense you'll see faces come out and smoke like um like really fire or even a fire s into a fireplace you'll
see things in the fire relax it's almost like the magic um the magic what are those magic books where you like you like blur your vision a little bit and then you can see that the image inside like the static of it it's like almost like you to relax your eye like the right way but no I'll see like full on orbs um when I do DMT too the clouds in
the sky I can show you pictures too or the clouds in the sky strange patterns and it's like that's like the clouds in the sky that's like not my it's like and I have pictures of it it's like not me hallucinating about the clouds it's actually they they're like in these strange they turn into strange patterns and stuff like that yeah I love it yeah really interesting go ahead me I'm sorry I didn't mean oh
man I'm being good py I know's good everyone's doing down you know what I mean no I tell you Meer today I was on a panel and I was just like and the host The Two Hosts were being quiet and I was just blabbing on and on and on talking about and I they're just they were like one was working one was like a thing
asleep I wasn't putting I don't think I but I was just talking letting me talk and this guy came on and he's like he's like is there a tarot card for you to shut the up I was like I was like what I was like I this guy said that to me and he was trolling me and stuff like that that's what he said he said like then but then he like then he let me do a tarot
reading for him and he was like really nice after that it was like a hazing kind of thing and they're like oh he's cool he's cool but he said that to me it was shocking kind of trolled you there he trolled you for a bit that's what we call that trolling somebody yeah
um so I I can't recall if you guys had spoke about astral projection and if any of you have uh dabbled with that I I I kind of feel like we've touched on that subject here I just uh I can't remember if you guys have as projection
okay yeah I think I think we were talking yeah okay and we have an atheist psychic scientist hey um astral projection are you from so you do astral projection like um in meditation or how do you how do you do it I I no no I've never done it I'm just asking if you guys have touched on the subject okay well astral projection I
would say in meditation I mean it's basically you can use your imagin like using your imagination but it turns into like a when when you can empty your mind of everything it turns into like a um when you your mind of everything things start to appear and it's like you're and uh yeah you're um your conscious mind you put your conscious mind on a rest it's almost like dreaming and stuff like
that and so that's what I consider like almost astral projection um but it's also part of the imagination because the astral realm is is the realm of dreams and Imagination and things like that so when when you're when you're imagining things and seeing them clearly that is a form of astral projection and you know we have a golden cord connecting to our bodies and things like that and so we're not going to get
lost and stuff like that in the astral Susan do you have anything about astral projection well uh psyche I'm I'm GNA try and be mild and not fiery jalapeno hot tonight so I'm just going to go with that it's a very very it's something you need to be very careful about doing when
you're doing that you got to be very informed uh when you're Asal traveling I will say that I've had to learn how to protect myself from professional Asal traveling Harvesters and so I wear black cenite a specific Natural Stone in my
stone bags that I wear on the 247 and I protect that disallows any of those from entering my space uh what did you call them again tell you I'm sorry what did you what did you call them what was the name for them oh um professional oh these are highly experienced astral
Travelers who happen to like to energy Harvest through astral travel when you're say asleep so that they can uh Harvest you know uh that's against your will I'm thinking I might be saying a little too much here
I can I can I say something to Susan real quick Susan um yeah yeah if you can do me a favor I'm I'm I am not somebody to be lukewarm with I am I'm you know I'm a truth seeker and and me and you can agree that uh uh the truth the truth should only be
told one way and that's the truth that's not uh lukewarm or dump down so I'm not I'm not here to listen to the way you would tell it to the NPCs so to say you know what's going on where did everybody
go hello yeah oh no Sanctuary Sanctuary she's having she's having trouble with her phone we're having a lot more people coming up tonight but she I think she was I think if you want to hear she was like you know censoring herself a little bit if you want to she'll she'll tell you all the straight truth she will I know she will and U I think you met the
right person tonight like right about that but yeah she her think her phone dropped off me's phone dropped off but they will be back Jamie Rose is gonna come up soon and uh and be is gonna come up hopefully and uh we're gonna have a really fun night telling stories and sharing experiences but if you want to ask me about something like I I mean I gave you like
basically you know I consider it I I studied Tibetan Buddhism and it's all about these meditations where you go into this intense visualization and things like that and also you could take on an avatar of like this wrathful deity and the wrathful deity Avatar scares away everyone okay Susan's back I think yeah Susan's back so here you go I'll let you guys talk okay
okay hey Susan yeah yeah I think so um I appreciate that I'm just kind of careful because uh sometimes it can be a bit much it's echoing I don't know what happened but it's e
yeah no I'm uh Susan where I'm at now is um so I mean I I pretty much uh uh it's very simple I I uh you know I I seek to talk to uh like spiritual leaders or spiritual
minded or you know however you want to term it and then next is whatever I need to do which is uh as far as doing a a a past life reading um uh uh psyche actually did a did a a tarot reading for me about a month ago um you know Astro like all you know all that stuff so you don't need to
be little lukewarm with me I'm you know what I mean just just uh I'm I'm listening to you I'm listening to you so yeah sir you were saying what were you saying before you cut out
okay psyche it's echoing I have no clue why I'll go on mute maybe it's me oh I I muted I muted I I muted mine so I don't think it was me okay Susanna you can go to your settings on the on the in the streamyard on this panel it says more it might say more or something it might
will say settings and then it will say um it will say audio and then you can like change to to speaker phone you can like adjust it if you want but you sound fine to me you're not you're not echoing for me but if it's echoing for you I don't think it's I don't think it's Sanctuary I think he yeah but go ahead speak
freely everyone okay yeah yeah yeah I'm I'm back up okay me's back up I think Susan's having audio problems maybe it's like you know some sometimes it's ghost oh she she dropped off I think it's because of her audio and she's she's figuring out it's ghost in the machine sometimes sometimes you know we'll have technical difficulties when the when
there's the spirits don't want us to be saying things right or Spirits or somebody else right we never know we never know interference it's okay energetic interference it's all right uh so it doesn't roll up like y'all think I got a full mine a few times yeah you know I got zippers at the bottom of my jeans you know because that's how long my thing
is I can I can confirm I can confirm I'm just
kidding no it's funny U but I was just reading the comments it's coming it's just been she's back she's back guys she's back got a eye at the here we go Susan you're all good hold on
she I don't know I can't tell can you hear can you hear okay can you guys hear me yeah I can hear you yeah I can hear you yeah I can hear you I can tell it's like it's like it's like it's like Poltergeist interference
in and then and like trying to like stop her from talking and Stu C okay um years back maybe about six years ago there was someone very experienced in ashro traveling to energy Harvest off of people uh
so just as a personal experience I was totally clueless that anyone could even do this and had I told people generally you know that no me that this was happening to me they would have said I was totally nuts but the person was I was being woke up in the middle of the
night by someone not physically present in my bedroom who was uh um okay so it's it's SE ex Fel okay that when they're harvesting they're uh that's the
route they go you know and it was it was freaking me out so I asked for what I call the good guy team my Star Family to give me information to make that stop so of course I was online and a lady in India was talking to someone with a similar situation and she G gave that person
advice I got her number and called her and I told her I said I can't tell anybody this they say I'm nuts right and she say Dam it's be okay all right you go and you get yourself a 50 cent piece size of natural black cenite a stone and you put that you know make sure it's
cleansed and you hold it for a little while and then you put it in your stone bag wear it on you 247 it will cease immediately well you guys please understand I I was clueless I had no idea all I knew is I couldn't sleep at night because some
person I couldn't even see was uh doing something to me okay but I was a very determined person so Against All Odds I went without a car I and without the money I wound up 5 minutes till closing at a store about 45 minutes to an hour
drive away and picked up the last piece of black p i they ever had okay yeah I wore that and I've worn that for all these years can you say it again what what's it called what's that thing called um black like color black
and then kyite K yo n i t kyite black kyite okay and I want to tell you something anybody can tell you anything online doesn't mean it really works and I was I was just like man I would have I would have chewed a bucket of nails if
that have made it stop okay so I I I held this Stone in my hands and I said n this could be total BS falling open something's got to make this stop well I held that stone in my hand for about an hour and then I put it in the stone bag and give me let me tell you something there was one super mad MF because he
could no longer at night okay and I was like oh hell yeah oh hell yeah I wear a lot of stones in my stone bag now and it's very important you don't let anyone else touch the stones that you wear that's your your stone anyway long story I'm sorry I got so long winded on it but
when it comes to I'm sorry no no I said it's all it's all good I'm listening I'm listening okay it's just that I only shared that because it got me uh going down that path of maybe I better find out more about astral traveling okay I have no clue people could do something like this I would have never believed it if
somebody told me something like that you know yeah but you know I I actually verbally and this is to telepathically communicate with the MF okay I said I may not know how to stop this I may not have been born knowing everything that I have a family that loves me and I will
find out and this will stop and so yeah he was a little bit ticked uh I'm gonna tell you that person was very powerful and had a lot of money and tried to connect with me online and was saying I'm sending you thousands of dollars worth of gifts and I'm sending you money and I said dude you're wasting it you
it'll be sitting in my post office box and it'll be going back to Center because I don't accept gifts from total strangers I don't give a how much money you offer me my soul's not yeah there's a there's a thing about that like accepting gifts there's a couple there's a couple there's a couple of objects that I have in my possession that I shouldn't have and it's just a
matter of like getting through all the mess yeah and you you know me that it's a decision that at some point you're going to say it's not worth it it's not wor it's I gotta let it go it go but anyway I'm sorry I got all longwinded on that one about that part of AAL travel
it's just that the entire subject of AAL travel it is something you have to be very careful when you go down that path right because uh because when you because uh like the the moment the moment after death you know if you develop your astral body you continue into Infinity basically you know uh but
you not being detached not being attached to the Earth energetically you know that's why in ancient Egypt they had you uh they had they mummified you you know they they put you in a bunch of salt that dried you out because like water is really heavy you know they wanted to and they they lined they lined their their tombs with Mercury even because Mercury is going to separate you
from the earth it creates that magnetic barrier so you're able to ascend or like so your soul doesn't get attached to the Earth or get sucked into the Earth or back into the Earth you know you you retain your astral body and are able to travel anywhere in the Universe you're free you're free
yeah you've achieved self-mastery uh I hope that wasn't TMI everybody sary wants to hear this we all want to hear your stories like this is like where you can talk about anything this is like a free feel free but it's like you're also in a safe place even though it's semi-public you're in a safe
place with people that are understand right yeah but say whatever you're comfortable comfortable I'm a very strange bird and there have been many attempts to use the word crazy uh connected to me because it would be financially profitable you know man if I if I had a nickel if I had a nickel for
every time I've been called crazy man I'd have enough I'd have enough money or enough nickels to get to fcking get a uber to psyche's house right now I get called a Serial called serial killer Vibes and Jeffrey D like at least like twice a day
or like I swear all the time someone said there's Dex on the panel and me you know you know Jeffrey dmer was extremely um wasi extremely uh what is it uh Charming yeah well that's that's a psychopath for you they're they're
right Charming part of the Playbook right d great oh yeah who's who's cruising who here who's who's yeah who's cruising who here we're all we're all in like a
convertible with the top down like 100 miles hour down like Area 51 freeway whatever yeah hey mother I wasn't trying to be negative though with that it's just that uh no if people do have to deal with some really strange things that are going on like when they're asleep uh there are Stones
you know when they talk about the breastplate you know with stones and all yeah a reason for it you know um and so I mean there's a lot of people I like you could say uh very strong I don't know people against things like you of stones or
herbs or whatever who have tried to oh I don't know label me as Antichrist Christian Antichrist or whatever and I'm like whatever okay because really whatever works you know what I mean didn't didn't Jesus talk about like how like not to judge and stuff like that and then the some Christians today are so judgmental and will like label you and like say they know
everything yeah hey I did that past life reading you know I went back there and it wasn't specifically Salem it was right next door to Salem you know but same deal Connecticut I'm involved in Connecticut Witch Trials I I have an ancestor that was was um I think she was hanged in Connecticut for being a witch um Mary
S oh okay yeah what they did with me is they took me in a three I'm sorry that's a it's two Wheels this little um trailer with a stick on the front that they I'm not sure how to but anyway it was a little wagon and that's after they burned me they put me in that wagon and
then they went up a place thing called Gallow Hill and dump my ass oops it's cussing again okay well they dump me into there you don't cing you can say whatever you want okay off off of a place called Gallow Hill and uh know because you're supposed to drown a witch in water okay but this
was all about my land and it had nothing to do with actually being a witch and what happened is those who were in power who were actually the Mal intent sacrificing witches needed my verbosity based mouth to shut the up because I was exposing them so they said we'll get Pro you know we'll we'll we'll uh
smear campaign her as a witch and they did and then they were successful that lifetime not this one though so far I remember a lifetime where I was burned of the steak but I remember it was like ecstasy being burned of the steak and I remember it was like I was like I'm free I'm free Free I don't know I don't I don't
remember I don't remember any of my past lives I mean I get the feeling of one thing or another every now and then but like I don't really know Jamie what's up girl hey what's up did you did you guys do
your up what's up peace I give you peace I leave you hi I have no idea talking how are y'all good this is Jamie Rose Susan and she's awesome my internet no way this can't be my internet I got you're fine you're fine you're fine jimie I
got bar sorry yeah I got now you and Susan I Know M just said he doesn't remember his past life but you and Susan said you remember did you did you guys do a past life uh regression or anything like that had a
memory but go ahead I I just had a memory of it I just had a vivid memory of it past life regression like how does that come to you or how does it get shocked out of you what happened actually actually it's a I have a very interesting story about that again was clueless pretty much a lot of the things that I learn about are when I'm totally
clueless about something and someone comes along and says have you ever read this book and I just laugh at I'm like you actually believe in that I do it totally out of zero information about what I'm talking about laugh my ass off and then that's exactly what happened between me and psyche like a little bit
ago remember that psyche remember about the about the the the Motorcycle book oh yeah remember the art the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance you're speaking on EXA like we we we have we we have like literally like proof like documentation of like that exact thing happening that you're
talking about yeah yeah oh I have many of those experiences so what I learned the important thing I learned in life is that I the more I learn the more I learn there is to learn you know definitely not born no okay right
record there was a you know a person that showed me a book and I got all uh stupid and he was talking about how what a c you know you know all that kind of and the next thing you know I'm like that's in the library of Babel like he gave you a book from the library of
Babel well I so I started reading up and I did as usual I was bent on uh proving it to be okay so usually when I start out with I'm going to prove that it's uh and I've got my pen and my notepad and I'm gonna prove it's all like that and the next thing you know I go through the experiments to find out
whether it's and find out not maybe they won't call me and maybe they won't find out that I found out I'm full you know full that's kind of like that's kind of like you know um that's kind of like the idea you know like waking people up to uh
like not only the possibility but actual proof of like you know you know like the connection the connection the connection that that we have to like the stars and the planets absolutely I have a star family that's my real family and I feel very uh I'm shaking just to say that out loud because there's people that would use
that against me for actually saying that out loud that I have an act it's interesting it's interesting how you how how you talk about that like because there was a there was an experience that I had with my friend Charlie right and it was after a tool concert I think I told the story before
but um was Charlie Asian no Charlie was not Asian he's like German like super German um but he's super cool guy he's a super cool guy anyway I was talking I was talking with him and um it was about the ENT the like entity thing okay and like as I'm
because this thing's kind of sort of been running it was like running rapid I like I I ran into it maybe more than a couple of times in different very low vibrational places and um and uh that's wait where was I going with that um yeah see okay so um it was this thing like you said like that thing that presence or whatever that's with
you right it's like angry when you're saying things now I had a mental picture of of like someone that's like standing with their arms cross and at the doorway or like in the corner just like tapping their foot smoking a cigarette and like glaring like with daggers in their eyes at you and just so pissed like
can't even just like Angry as but like literally they can't it can't it can't affect you it can affect the your environment but like you have the ability okay if you're in high enough vibration dude it's going to be it's going to be forced to not with you
anymore the the energies won't be a match it can't come near you you know but they use fear and they manipulate your environment and your technology and they and it's like and your subconscious you know like you start seeing you know like just like angry and you know it's like you you really only develop your own reality
and it's all in thought forms you know and and and this is something that I've kind of sort of overcome recently or like have been doing well and recently you know and um you know my buddy Charlie you know like it's
like definitely significant guys we're having fun tonight hold on there in the in the chat me just to correct I don't mean to be a you know grammar not even a grammar Nazi just I
had to correct you it's not running rapid I think you said running rapid it's running rampant rampant rampant yeah thank you for the correction there you go you're welcome you're welcome it's a rapid it's a rapid like water man it's emotions
ask you this Jamie what what if that's what what if that's like a Mandela effect what if that's a Mandela effect where no it's not at one at one point me was right and no no these are PHR exist in the human
language 2009 I'm sure he di in 2009 and I remember know remember ER midet Eric the I sure do I remember I I I used to like listen to him with my with my friend and and I knew her she H in my house 2007 2009 and I remember when he died and she called me and stuff like that and I didn't
talked to her a lot after that but then today I heard on the radio he said he was alive and he said it's 2012 and so it's like I don't know Eric the dying was like Mandel because I remember I was like talking to her at that time and I haven't talked Ted to her since that that year it's just weird I don't know
Su check need to be take has died is she okay is she is she okay I I think we we have like a glow-in-the dark Ooa Loompa on stage I'm not sure what's going on right here but Nick what's going on dude that's pretty dope I love black your waist what's going
on what is that you hats on yeah oh God I love that dude neon orange highlighter it's a highlighter it's a highlighter okay he's giving out like an ancient Chinese secret okay he's giving away an ancient Chinese
secret this is the best panel on YouTube by the way this is the best panel best chat smartest people you go
that's great I
love th those are great tricks to the trade for sure you know try to catch me white and nerdy try to catch me white and nerdy he's rubbing his light come back she's having technical difficulty I think I think there's like ghost in the machine on Susan's computer like they don't want her to be
saying and they keep kicking her off it goes in the Shell go in the
machine xina that's such a great movie dude I love that movie yeah i' fuina do you remember you remember the remember the uh the the the helper the helper robot Kiyoko she's just sitting there staring off into space like contemplating the universe and she it was just like it's
so if someone's just having a Kiyoko moment they just kind of just like like stuck in thought I don't know it's kind of like I that's what I was doing when when I got fired from work actually fall asleep in mid sentence at work and I be like only go ahead like Kiyoko like like
referring to someone being Kiyoko like a absent-minded like woman you know but like nothing against women at all I'm just saying right here or or you know you could you could call a dude Kiyoko he's like Kiyoko over here you know someone that's
like that's oblivious yeah I wouldn't remember the name I'm not in Bute Sanctuary speaker have you met have you met Jamie Rose Sanctuary speaker she's awesome person you can say hi to her cu
yeah I heard um I Heard Jamie a few time on your panel but I I've never said hi to so yeah hi Jamie nice to meet you nice to meet you too Canadian man hian I know you're from Canada I can just hear it a lot you know what um I'm
I'm a New Yorker putting on a Canadian action what do you think of that a godamn lie tell me if you can hear me py she that's a lie I hear I'm caught I'm caught right-handed
I I tried pretend to be a New York work and uh yeah don't you know this guy who is this guy a more you want a CH
team buddy you know you know you know to my defense had a I've had a lot of Americans think I was from New York so it and I went along with it but but you know so a lot more clever they must be tarded I mean it's
like yeah I don't know I know what I do notice though is like the difference between people on like the west coast and East Coast like the on the East Coast the further you go east the more upy the people are like the less time they have for you you got to spit it out like tell me what it is come on spit it out you know I ain't got the time I got like they snap at you but and then you go on the other side on the west coast like in California it's kind
of like more easygoing you know people are like always like five to 10 minutes late to work you know and it's like totally okay like everyone just accepts it you know because it's totally just easy going you know especially like starts in Colorado and then like the further west you go it's like it's just like hey man all right we got enough time impation you're not that good
you're not good at it I'm sorry wait what I'm sorry it's a little bit Wild tonight it's gonna get a little wild there be a lot of people I want to be able to hear you too are you okay Susan can you can you talk in your mic yeah can you talk your muffles your muffles
know hope everyone's having fun tonight though I have Nick here Nick you making a little bit noise in the background so I just muted you but when you you want to say actual words you're welcome I'll unmute you and stuff like that but you're you're your visual excitement right now I'm have you around here oh yeah that's a do ass helmet looks like a
helmet that's pretty cool you're welcome here everyone's welcome here um guys it's Sunday night is that like is that like a is that like a light face mask are you gonna wake up like with like amazing skin tomorrow I don't like light what no I don't have any aot you
know I actually like I like I like fire aot that's like that's like one of my favorite Stones fire aot refer is that what you were referring to no I'm call yag is like I'm oh like smoking a cigarette like smoking a cigarette right a bundle of sticks mean a bundle a bundle of sticks to burn a bundle of sticks
because we look yeah exactly we need a bundle the sticks to burn his kindling for you know to burn the homosexual burn them burn them at the Ste burn all the guys Jamie doesn't really mean she's like actually she's playing a character she's actually a sweetheart I love
Jamie ass was like I was like name Jamie and then I called her a and then she called me a and then we hug each other we said we love each other and it's like we're best friends fine I talk to my mother I to my I talk
to my mother exactly do you kiss your mother with that do you kiss your mother with that mouth do you kiss your mother my dad tells me you know what I'm GNA buy a Maserati because I used to have a Maserati GTS and I wanted to buy another one he told me quit being
Rich yeah Jamie Jamie you have to stop saying the heart ranel Jamie they don't like those hards dude just let's just say bananas okay how about bananas everybody loves bananas you know but too much doesn't hit the SC give me I I don't care I don't because
you know no one's offended like I don't I really think everyone's like understands but it's like it goes on the algorithm and it can hurt my show and know you like being here on my show and I want you to be on I you I want to have like a show for years that you can always come on and always say what you want to but you just have to soften it soften that that word a little bit I won't do it again
okay thank you that's all all no no no no no shade no no worries okay it's not not person it's an actual thing though it's a totally thing yeah it's totally thing totally thing I want my channel to be I want my channel to be here because I think we're having the best I think this is like the best we conversations that like nobody has on YouTube it's like it's like this is like a space where everyone can be themselves and
stuff like that and I want everyone to be able to come up here and like talk and stuff like but it's not so it's not mad about it I'm just like saying there's an algorithm and it can hurt my it can hurt my um my my being in the recommended stuff chat and stuff like that just AI you said you said you said you said
okay I just said it once okay so it's over it's over we're we're finished yeah I love you I love you like beet juice right oh I said his name again God damn it okay God damn it now he's GNA come now be is going to be okay now I said no we got one more we got one more we can't say it again can't say it again
next 24 hours it again oh my God okay okay really he's coming I'm gonna I'm gonna summon him leave it to me leave it to me raise the Dead Guy I want to show up uninvited and then he'll be really pissed okay I'll see if he's still my Discord no he left my Discord okay no no hold what's up ni
what's up with Nick over here though I want to see what's up Nick you're why are you wear so many clothes Nick Nick you're supposed to be half nak on my show okay be is my server and he's being summon to my show W I invite him or El
invite him it's like he's like ays he's like the goddess of Discord if I don't he's probably he's probably naked he's probably naked under his clothes that little that little teas love not is accept Nick are you into thre sus do you want
toiv CH no I'm just kidding I'm just
kidding not these and I did not see other naked okay we did okay but it's okay wait wait wait I have to ask Nick are you into persan women Nick you're being asked hold on okay can I say fck there I am muted go ahead Nick Nick
you Center Stage I'm sorry there you go
it's like Tron what is this it's like Tron Tron meets dun meets TR Super Mario Brothers meets uh meets uh what else what else is he he's
also true likea and throw in the mix right yeah it almost looks like um I mind what's with this like Dr Seuss hat and Vans at the same time what's up with that Dr Seuss Dr SE is a cat
remember Dr Seuss is a cat after all a cat in a hat he looks like a cool cat in a hat you know oh it's attachable got it all right okay all right right yeah it's like a it's like a what is it a little clamp okay that's never been Neary psy
psy is going to be thing one and I'll be thing two I guess y'll be the things I'll just be an Ober a hat and she says y' be the things all right so I guess I'll just be the um Observer Observer here uh so we got a overall very highlighter
overall are we playing rolls now you're doing this thing clipped on got the the orange highlighter or orange can I buy a vowel oh it's a amazing amazing who doesn't need that
in their life highlighter they get smoke out of perfect we all need one of those yeah uh where can I order that Nick I kind of I got to want one you're head of the game you're head of
the game bro I want one I'm not lying I want one where can a a Persian cat I want a highlighter that I can smoke weed out of oh go to a head shot I don't know if you have any head shots any amazing I I live I live in the northern
part of Illinois So like um you know there's one head shop that I like to go to called Rocky muds and there used to be a one across the street from it called head fure and it was a good spot to get like things like that but look at head shops maybe Spencer's Gifts you can probably get them on Amazon or Teemu like a like super cheap too but just look at the materials they send it to you and and make sure you're not like inhaling
cogens I don't give a about any of that I'm just trying that I'm just trying to get high I think the carsin add a little a little I want that want I'm not lying I think a little flavor
delicious yeah there's a song called uh haha by uh King lazy ey that I sent it to psyche the other day and uh that's kind of like the vibe I'm getting it's called haha by King lazy ey he's a doe yeah he's he's he's he's a dope he's he's a dope musician dud he's is cool
myself every Discord server I know inviting everybody on and so hopefully someone will come I don't know I think people are busy but invited everybody over yeah I need to get me a black light Cannon man dude those things are they're like pretty cheap and they like they light up everything it's pretty cool I'm good
Susan I want you to come back on the panel I know it's it's like the mic your mic was bad I think there's interference from The Ghost and the Machine and stuff like that you're always welcome here and I love you and like the panel will love your stories and you're always come back on wasn't I was kind of like it a little gay
but yeah ging to keep playing it keep playing it keep playing it play it
behind the cigarette are you laughing are youing okay yeah it's sound it's a yeah it's a what the
is it um the album's called the all cops are boyfriends already found chill out yeah dude he he's awesome dude like I just discovered this
guy I will watch more very enjoyable actually thank you
yeah any more amazing oh yeah that one yeah that that that's look at the see what I said in the chat too if you can and just somebody yes or no take a quick look
see what how no say the word I'll kick them wait wait oh Emoji do the drugs that he di that's first of all don't ban anyone don't ban anyone Mushi is a Big M it's Moshi um I told him I told him and I
could actually you know since I have your number P or you have mine um can share the I think I missed something I have no idea so I'm gonna say I'm gonna say I'm gonna say no because I wasn't paying attention they're saying they're saying bad things but if J jammie tells me ban a person I'll ban the person
because I B I'll just time them out I TR whatever you want because I trust her judgment about I don't believe in banning I don't believe in that so I don't believe either I I I I have nobody banned on my on my my chat at all I banned everybody I didn't ban one I banned one person maybe in the last they said my cat was but but I'm saying this this is about dignity this is about
censorship this is a boot a boot no I mean if you would like to I can switch to my computer and show you off my cell phone if You' like to see that I warned Marty about not meeting this chick and I didn't want said you you told me before we knew it's like you told me that you were like you said something to him and
I I know I I know I didn't want him to do it I didn't want him to I you know he even told me and I told him I was like why do you want to meet a woman who got married in a White Castle and how would you TR trust a woman that got drugs from being married in a White Castle like why would you trust a woman that did that and I got really upset
with him and the last conversation I had with him was an argument which I feel bad about but um no you know what's up I already told you yeah so I'm assuming that there's already that that there that's prehistory that I'm not getting a reference from but I'm not really interested in knowing the details of
that cuz it sounds a little uh like a little like more than I need that's too much tuna that's totally too much tuna I don't know what that means it's it's I don't know it's stupid it's an inside it's an inside
joke okay for myself I mean it's myself no it's a fcking there's a stupid uh like comedy show this dude can like dresses up as like all the characters or whatever and they do like this reality show where they punk people by giving them like this enormous stupid like ridiculous pile of tuna that's supposed
to be a sandwich just like that's totally too much tuna
aord check your Discord I send you a photo of some orbs on Discord like you said some photos of orbs just Che your Discord real quick okay okay yeah I'm it'll it'll force me off the panel and everything too okay okay look here here uh let me let me uh did you see what I sent you though yeah the fire the fire fire beings it was really awesome right
so so so like the second one the second one is the second one is the one so that's the that's the second one right the second one that was taken at a bonfire right a friend of mine's girlfriend took a picture and then the first one I took this with the disposable camera now like you can't really see it but if you zoom into that picture uh the smaller one so there's that one right you see the two eyes
right with a halo around his head and he's got Wings behind him right you see right but now when you zoom into this right here okay like even closer like uh if you like zoom in on on your um on your laptop or on your tablet zoom in on the tablet because there's a face there's a face like right there this
Halo and then like go down a little bit and then there wings like a little backpack you see what I'm saying it's coming out of a flamethrower at the top of like a huge pineapple thing backpack backpack door the Explorer I know okay hold I'm just kid I don't I don't watch that show um that's from a disposable camera I took that out disposable you
can't have any friends it's for this look at that M's leaving by you didn't add anything to the show tonight except insulting people good rid okay yeah see I said you know if that's if that's that's like a
fire spirit I don't know what is it's the exact same thing keep slugging on the right one mhi MOSI Mo I don't even know Jamie making very big claims with are questionable
at stay for when you piss off the Cs folk folks life's great what folks what is that like gang hell here please be polite thank you Jake
your hard your name is really hard to read by the way two pump CHP uh I've only s with one person off the internet okay one person so why am I full of okay look it's not pre it's not it's note it's not pre-ejaculation or is that it's that it's not not like ask him ask that it's that pre ejaculation okay it's
not uh you know it's it's it's efficiency right it's efficiency that's all it is it's efficiency right
right oh man uh trigger War guys my the Shadow the Shad way total y two pump CHP full you pissed off
two pump chump word for I'm sure he has I think he has like one pump chump or like I don't even think he like gets it all the way up his dick one time before he like he like like SPS everywhere you know what they say they say it's like one in the hand is worth two in the bush or something like that and I or something like that and I always thought that that was like a
masturbating reference what actually wasn't bu the bush the hand The Bu I don't know one time that's what I'm saying that's two in the bush no no in The Bu I said never have I ever made a woman ejaculate so she soaked my entire couch
in her in her uh fluid and then it's true I have I have I'm sorry I'm not laughing at you it's just the the severity of the situation just like it's just like I don't know it's just crazy the things that it's crazy the things that we live through everyone's been looking
for and Cloud Zack says I put real buls real dolls real bulld dolls around your top evil spirit okay real bulog what is like a Chucky doll or something what's going on guys I invited somebody over to the chat too he said I could his channel um chocolate butterfli here chocolate
butterfly is there is going to be a honey butterfly tiger butterfly monkey butterfly ah this is game butterfly good it's get good a flutter flutter by is are you a butterfly or you a Flutterby because if you a Flutterby then flutter
by uh L light light all right keep going keep going peanut butterfly what about butterfly TIG too what are you doing Nick I I some p on
what's going on no I don't think so no I didn't I'm just kidding but you know Nick got arrested dressed like Santa Claus and he would like yelled to the cops and was like pretending to fish and like and he got arrest he's he's on a he's on what's up Jake how are you I love you Jake guys I I didn't see p I wanted to see p but I
didn't I'm very disappointed your wife is 33 life path she's telepathic without the thought of it you'll get coffee before you wanted it the sensitivity bumps are located spidey sense right well 33s also I know about 33s and they can be a 33 or they can be upside down 33 which is like which is like the inverted like the refuse to take their
calling because I've been an evil 33 before I swear evil evil 33 but 33 is usually our ascended Master they should be going on the good path but they can go down the opposite path right can be upside down 33 every yeah totally what what does that mean what does what is my wife a 33
life path she's telepathic without thought of it you'll get a c it okay okay I if you add all the digits of your birthday together if you like one at a time it'll come up to a s double digit or a single digit and if it's like 22 11 33 it's like that's a life a master number if it's another number it's it can also be a very powerful person but
it's like it usually take it down to a single and stuff like that okay can you do mine I don't like to do math so mine's two 24 82 2148 okay one second let me just get it one what that mean I mean I'll just say one second
while I while I calculate that your your your Life Path patient one second okay uh for and for you uh uh who was it uh for Joshua Benjamin uh I think he he asked that that about um the 33 number I'm pulling for that
question um the answer is 23 Jamie you're 23 you're 23 to your five life path but also I consider 23 Master number too look up 23 look up if say 23 it means w w all right and and okay
path five okay life path can be a hard life path what for like what am I what do I have to look out for like what am I what do I have to skirt from it says it says in numerology a life path five is associated with Adventure Independence and a dynamic approach to life people with this life path number are described as adaptable creative and persuasive adventurous they're always looking for
the next challenge or Horizon to pursue independent they prefer to live in settings that allow them the freedom to explore and express themselves creative they they are Innovative and inspiring persuasive they are natural for sales marketing PR and politics challenge I split I split the deck I split I split the deck on 55 just just just saying just saying I just split the deck on
five five continue no continue continue I get it wrong I I got it wrong okay I got it wrong no no keep going keep going keep going right track right track said you're nine I got I put in Google I said you're five Josh right sorry if you're N Jam if you're n your mind like that means you're you're you're
humanitarian and you love you love human being right but I'm not sure you I to take the math I'm really bad at math I just put it in Google and I someone who okay yeah hope everyone's okay I'm I'm sorry I I suck right now I'll just let mus talk no you don't no you don't no you don't suck that was that was good that's what I'm saying to keep going because while you were talking while you
were talking I split while I was pulling for Josh Josh here I split the deck in the middle as you were talking and saying the number five it was a Five of Swords and five of cups was your um Pier I don't know why I don't know I don't know how that's significant because I wasn't paying attention I wasn't really paying attention I just heard the numbers um
anyways right so for uh for Joshua or something that it's like present this is like the um n of Wands it's like a a wounded warrior kind of like uh self like self-defensive positions like ready to fight like just is he still got fight in him right there
you know but he's kind of like sort of like longing for the fight to end right it's almost it's like but this is likeed Warrior kind of like energy um it's looking at this Justice card right here right okay so is's looking towards
Justice like you know about a situation you know um the justice has to do with the king of Cups all right someone who's nurturing someone who gives good advice this is like a fatherly figure you know who gives good advice you know he's like uh he nurtures you you know like uh you know feelings in check basically like
you know feelings a fatherly figure okay um and it's with arguments about like arguments or jealousy or like some sort of of like disagreement or let down like for against one kind of like energy you know the Five of Swords so it's like arguments basically seeking like looking wanting Justice you know this guy kind of looks scorned like he's kind of like
you know he's kind of like pissed off he's like what the you know a little bit he's like giving Justice to stink guy a little bit meanwhile behind him he has not behind him but like right in front of him because he's looking back right he's supposed to you know if he's turned around if you turned around he'd be facing the other way right so
behind him we have the sun elimination right that's that's standing that's like in head uh you know standing in front of him right so like he has a sun ahead of him that's that's illumination right uh Victory is like happiness right and that on top has to do with the moon with the
emotions okay bringing in a union with your emotions being being this king of Cups right this is going to bring you okay in touch with like the moon and your intuition and everything this is going to keep you in your North Node right and I can't remember what the question was about okay but if this
resonates or anything like regarding a uh older male relative male that's coming up like as a king right um and this is like disappointments okay disappointments like looking looking in the past about like disappointments
right is is like how you're going to pretty much end up if you stay in this energy right like thinking you have to do everything by yourself you don't okay there's two people walking away because they're like this guy is hard to work with you know because he's like very combative you know what I mean so like so the more you do that or stay in that energy this
is how you're going to end up like this and then like feeling you know like remorse or just like you know what I'm saying you know regrets you know that's going to keep you in your South node right uh final outcome final outcome T of Cups telling
you so that's that's the that's the read all right well let's take some let's take some uh psychic readings from the chat here uh who wants to come up from the chat that would like a a good old reading and guys guys if you want a reading tonight you're gonna have to come on the panel because interactive show tonight and
it's like if you wanna if you want a personal reading you to come the panel because it's just like it's gonna be too difficult to do like read for the chat and Stu like if you come on the panel let me see and do reading one okay someone coming up someone's coming up one second Jake is coming up tonight what's look Jake yeah
sweet hello hello how is everybody what's up Jake same old how's it going with you pretty good that's good to hear so I will take up that offer upon the psychic reading that I was mentioned
earlier py go ahead you do it I have I have to run to the store in a few minutes but yeah yeah go ahead psychic reading okay um let me see here um
um um okay uh let me see let me just think here for a second okay let me see stay with me justay see here okay see if I can do this something
all right here we go okay were we talking about like sacred geometry and stuff like that the other night I mean I can't remember I don't think so I don't think we reach the topic of sacred geometry but um not quite but almost no okay okay here we go um magic square
of the sun okay this this correlates to something that we uh established earlier with psyche okay uh okay so I open up to page 79 right this is what it says initiation right magic square of the Sun the sum of all of its numbers is 1 to 36 is
666 Testament means supp listen just listen Testament means simply a wild animal there is nothing beastly about the number 666 numbers symbolize natural principles which in themselves are neither good nor evil the number 666 is the polar opposite of
the 1080 okay now we're doing kick flips and and it is also I'm trying to bring someone else on the panel just real quick but I had to put myself on a brick wall for just one second just so wait one second make sure okay okay all right all right so uh so 666 the polar opposite of 1080 and it is also its
compliment and partner the number 1080 is the essential lunar number applying applying to the world of imagination and the gifts of the holy spirit whereas 666 refers to the pure solar energy as a symbolic number of the sun 666 implies male Authority and the principle of
Reason Prince of this world rule in the spirit that of that number right so they rule in the spirit of that number like VI the frequency remember we were talking about the frequency last night right resonating at that frequency right now and the fluence of 666 is evident in
the materialism that dominates modern economics but were it not for 666 and that it stands for the world would lose its V vitality and grow sterile in the names that and phrases that yield this
number through GE geometra geometria gria gria okay can be seen can be seen its overall character okay and right there Jam what are them doing right now that's your psychic reading right
there pretty close what are them hands doing right now Jamie my hands my hands my hands look at this psyche remember this earlier remember
thiser hey remember this guys remember this guys they just staircas the tetris wizard of ozic the stair remember this hey guys you remember my tutorial Del don't delete anything does anybody remember my tutorial earlier com too like come on does anybody remember my
tutorial creat a PN of Imagine This is on the other page this is on the other page of that of this bookly I did a tutorial earlier I did a tutorial earlier on visualizing
the dude I'll show you the piece of paper look I did this we did this earlier look look can you take a 30 second break we Jamie what were you saying I think our guy's confused I I was saying uh I don't know I don't know what iing what what where's
this profile picture from JJ it's Sam man in a wedding dress why did you do
that the panel tonight Sam's chat I invited um some other people to the panel picture I just he made the picture and I screenshotted it cuz I liked it and I've been using it he does do the best what from the uh the The
Triangle a lot there so much to catch you up on way too much or I'm talking to JJ you know just JJ yeah you're doing great dude it's straight up and that's that's that's a psychic reading right there because like I just pulled this book off of the Shelf because like you as her psychic reading completely out of the blue right and
then the first thing that popped into my mind was this the world is made how the world has made the story of creation according to sacred geometry okay take tonight no straight up I've been smoking straight up straight up I've
just been smoking this uh sativa cartridge right it's like 80% THC and I and and it had two cups okay like this is like five cups of two of these of black of black tea with honey and a little bit of Apple CID of vinegar nope
nope nope you're way too sober you're way too sober bro it's it's it's imp pasta you're imposible you get you sound you you kind of you kind of sound you have like a a very preacher esque
quality we are talking about what is classified as religion technically it would be protected in the United States as well because it is classified under official ReliOn wait you have to repeat yourself cuz like I just I only caught part of that like I didn't hear you all the way technically all spirituality falls
under the compass of religion and would be protected in the United States
who the is this guy know I know I know you're like super smart Jake and about like the religion and spirituality religion isual sounds sounds like a teacher God forbid God forbid look God forbid we pull a 506 you know right you know because that
normally happens in the in the you know say more smart smart you know like in in the church in the in the church industry you know you know that's kind of like it's like I don't know I'll just say 506
I no I don't smell like Puli what do you smell like then if you could Des right now I smell like I smell like uh I don't know under my shirt probably like a little like Bo cuz I didn't put deodorant on and on my shirt Mankind and on my and and my and and my and and my
and on my shirt it's mankind by raw Floren oh no one buys that so no one knows what that is well that's what I smell like well you know thank God I've never smells likeed blessed guys okay
guys a little breather we're have a little break okay my boyfriend second okay you okay you guys are welcome back I have a little cat okay I have a okay right after right after I start
talking about how I smell he's like hey I got to Tar you for a second
laugh it's been Tak away from meam get away from my boyfriend stop stop oh my God her ears I was cover I was covering her ears I'm being sarcastic I know Jamie Jamie I love you and it was I had to take those guys those other guys off because they were like
what no I just I took them off because they were being too noisy and I'm not able to talk I love JJ the guy with the wedding dress that's that's my own I know I love JJ too JJ I love you and you're you're welcome okay I know I I love you Jamie but but I I really love Meer and I want I want to talk to Meer can I talk to Meer for a few minutes and you can come back on the panel okay no problem no
problem go ahead okay I love you sweetheart okay I really do thank you come back okay yeah me me you you get it though you get it you're dealing with Prof you're dealing you get with they dealing with professional trolls right these are these are is but I don't feel like I'm being
trolled I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm giving I mean I don't know I I literally don't feel like I'm being I feel I mean I don't know maybe maybe maybe other people know something I don't but you know it's not being obvious to me so whatever you know if that's that's the case do I have that feeling too about myself all the time like right it's like I understand I
don't feel that way though I don't feel that I don't feel that way though so like whatever I want to talk to you for a second I want to talk to you we talk in private or you want to talk I'm say I'm saying I'm saying some real so you know I mean I'm just because you are I don't want you to be disrespected and I care about you okay I care about you cool okay okay no not I'm not being
being um what's the word I'm not being uh I don't even know the word I'm just so drunk I don't even know the word I'm not being um sarcastic I'm not I'm not being like nice okay I'm not being any of those things I'm being real because I love you and I don't want you to be disrespective and I because I think you are talented you're beautiful person and I want you to be respected
and they were just kind of like joking around and stuff like that and I know you get I know you get that you tell me that's fine I'm not I'm not bothered by that at all dude we're all just gring off and like I'm just I'm giggling just like them you know it's like what the people at once and you're trying to you're trying to give them serious like serious stuff right you're trying to like shit's funny sometimes they you know it's like it's like the people in the movie theaters
you know when they're like giggling and jering and stuff like you know having their own commentary between the other people on the panel on the chat or whatnot you know I mean I think that's fine you know as long as it doesn't take like a spotlight on one person and ostracizes them or like you know anything like that you know like people allow to talk a little bit you know it's just like so tonight the guy in the chat was like trolling Jamie Rose and he
was saying horrible things and she's like she's like don't block that person like you don't don't block his comments she she doesn't care and stuff like that and I know I know you don't care but really I do care like it hurts my feelings like I I'll I'll be offended for you where it's like some people are just not nice people and it's like
you're so talented like so smart like so sharing your knowledge and stuff like that and like really genuine and stuff like that I don't think you deserve like to be trolled and like so and yeah well I I don't I don't see I mean I've been watching the chat I don't really feel feel trolled you know the not trolling I think the pan the panel
was being not not Jamie Rose but the other guys they were being disrespectful to you and they were like maybe because I think you think Jamie thinks you're cool and stuff like that yeah Jamie Jamie Rose you can say it just say it but I'm not I don't I don't believe being off Jake Jake was Jake Jake was
corol too like you know I don't like I don't was too many was too it was like too chaotic for me to like even concentrate and then it's like I just you there trying to like talk to people okay
I just want to talk to you alone take a breather focus focus oh no on the flower that I look okay yeah Jamie Jamie we can you can hug back hug in the chat Jamie I I do need a hug no one no one wants to hug me but it's okay okay our our ancient forefathers God
rust their bones cut down the trees and clear the land of the stones though having drawn a square with its diagonal used it used it to make our settlement octagonal uh we rather isolated in these
woods but do not need but do not need to purchase many goods for at the start our ancestors decided that we should live on what our lands provided right that's beautiful that's Earth buddy that's you boo that's you
boo why did you read wordsy That's that this is a flower dude it's a flower that I I have to have to wow dude this came out so good I'm just me me can you take the panel for like 10 minutes I have to run to the store I need a couple more store yeah
can you take the pan for 10 minutes but I'm going to give you the full screen and when I get back when I get back and I'll let people back on the panel I'm not gonna like take anybody off the pan because I want I don't I don't want people picking on you or or me or stuff like that okay because I love you okay I can I can I I can defend myself you know
things speak for themselves so I'm not really I'm just really not worried about it I wouldn't worry about it either I think we're all good everybody's know but there there's a point where it gets to like I'm trying to like have Good Vibes here and I didn't feel good vibes okay hold on good vibes okay I'll leave you in charge you're in charge I don't know I don't know how do
I mean oh great yep yep I wish I could hear you guys um yeah like well hey who's this what's up you're laughing
hey what's up how's it going hello how you doing Jamie what are you doing what are you so quiet
for yeah what are you doing how are you doing you can hear me what the I'm here it's weird yeah you're here how did that happen I thought I was just typing that's weird the spirit that was me that was that was me asking Spirit to give me someone to talk to and they said here talk to her me you invoked me okay I'm here you summoned me you summoned me
what do you want my prince what do you want I just want I just want to know how you're feeling how am I feeling I'm feeling how how are you doing how are you doing in general like you know like dayt day okay or like or just okay you know like I'm doing better
I'm doing better I'm doing better that's good me too I'm totally doing better like much better like it's crazy uh yeah in like like sorry I'm talking like a valley girl dude I don't mean it you're Bing like scotsville Arizona or some weren't you
Wen you no no I've never been to Arizona or in New Mexico good but yeah proud of you proud of you I mean yeah like boy bo
boy just can't say boy like boy there's like there's a list of George Carlin um there's a list of like dirty words and phrases that you can't say on television but this this isn't necessarily television it's like YouTube so it's like I think it's like uh piss and tits other words that you can't say on like TV well
I like the fact that you know who George Carlin is so that makes me respect you more he was one of my favorite one of my all-time favorite comedians I used to love top three top three for sure top oh man I can't I can't Richard prior Richard prior mine okay yeah Richard Pryor Richard
yeah Richard Pryor so it's like no no particular order George Carlin Richard prior and I can't even think Chappelle in there Chappelle DAV spell no no no I know there's like there's one more
that's definitely was a woman um Let me let me think were they white or black white I literally can't maybe I don't have a third one maybe maybe I don't have a top maybe don't have a number three you think and then me and then me I'm my favorite comedian because I make
myself laugh all the time so you're a narcissist congratulations congrat you're a narcissist you're you born that that's okay you're born that way you can't blame yourself you can't blame yourself no who can blame you you
can't that a whole weird thing to dissect it's just the cards that we were as a narcissist do you think about that like do you dissect things like internally as a narcissist like do you yeah and and and externally I I I seek I see like the connections between things
you know like uh I like recognizing patterns like patterns is like a thing like I've always like like like I recognize you know just like things that repeat like in Cycles or whatever right yes well how many times have you done iasa never never I really want to try I really want to try peyote I I want to
try peyote at some point but done psychedelic acid or shrooms yeah yeah yeah all all of that every other C no not well uh let me see this is earlier this year yeah earlier this year I took I took
psychedelics a prescription prescription prescription like a Egyptian prescription you have a prescription what for for LSD no no for camine you're no no no no no I do
not I mean you I don't know what I feel very uh okay uh it would be what is it the hand uh the the handic capable or the right because because George Carlin has a bit about language right language like
how toilet paper became bathroom tissue or like you know I don't know like you turn turn like a like puking into like engaging in an involuntary protein spill or some like that you know I don't know it's just like some stupid like way to alter language yeah it's it's like we're being
controlled our minds are being controlled guys well what I what I want to know is like what drug did you take to make you think this way that's what I'm getting to um almost all of them okay well which one like be on my path like what do I have to do no no I'm not I'm not U I'm not condoning
the use you can actually come to these conclusions uh yourself you know because I came to a lot of these conclusion even before I started using drugs you know before I started using drugs like like just before puberty you know is when I started is when I had a lot of a lot of these confirmed things you know just ideas or concepts or whatever you know like a they're a little bit more like
defined now because like time right but but these you know these uh I know I guess I don't know I don't I don't know what to call it yeah look then that's on Earth you don't know what to Earth no I
call it Heaven I call it I call it Heaven on Earth okay the pattern of the sanctuary that's the page that I'm on right now and it's 69 69 69 this is Page this is this is Page 69 okay this a cancer cancer okay what 69 page 69 what
of this book I'm reading wasn't the Bible you read that yeah I read the Bible I was young when I read it so since you forgot you forgot it okay I most I most I most recently read the most recent part of the Bible I read was Revelations just because it's the most like it's one that doesn't what chapter oh my God I don't
know scripture okay I don't know scripture okay I mean it's not that I don't know you know it's like a I mean I okay well tell me what you know you tell me something that's applicable from the Bible pull pull a Bible pull a Bible verse out of your out of your bra and then let's let's hear something that you
like keep close to your keep close to your heart let something that you keep to your heart I don't read the Bible okay I've never been in prison okay I don't I don't have that type of time oh well you know there's Bibles in hotel rooms too you know well you know
what been there forss I haven't I haven't okay I haven't my dog I haven't been there for weeks and weeks and weeks on months you know you know you know you know recently recently
recently in my recently in my no listen recently in my to Rec listen recently in my town actually they replac they replac the Bible King James version with the The Book of Mormon I'm not even kidding you it's it's F they they drink
the water out here they drink the water out here okay that's all I'm saying so you saying there's a bunch of fluoride bunch of fluide in there I don't know maybe we get it from Lake Michigan straight out of Lake Michigan Lake Michigan yeah yeah that's where we get it
from I'm just from Houston so we just drink okay damn dude okay so so how does so I have a I have a friend that lives in um oh my God it's like right by Houston I Believe Katie oh my God
no uh H Huntsville God it's kind of like by it's by Louis yeah it's like oh oh bont bont bont he's from bont Beamont we call it Beamont bont bont yeah his name is his name is Wayne Lee
Middleton Jr okay and he's dude he's okay what was teacher Wayne Lee Middleton Wayne Le Middleton Jr I call him wangel wangel W yeah wangel dude that man will always have a piece of my heart because he like
totally saved me in like the most yeah Bean shout out to wangel out there you know shout out to wangel yeah forget toel I know dude one Ang no his name is
Wayne yeah Wayne Wayne way yeah Wayne Wayne yeah Wayne oh my goodness way waxing and raining oh my God okay can you get him up here I like
toar no I I don't I don't talk to him anymore he kind of like he kind of fell off and then there was like those kings and y'all had over there and it kind of like his like family's like living situation from yeah got okay that makesense hey like oh what's that oh is that a protection the spell
protection right no this is just more examples of what psyche kind of put up earlier you know just the shapes you know cuz I mean I feel like they might be relevant in some way or another like burn that into wax no absolutely not a I'm going to I'm going to save the wax from the candles and
then make a little sculpture and turn it into like a voodoo dollar View just like carve it out that ring is awesome so hey psyche hey uh do you want to send me a picture a copy of that uh that hot dog
I'm just kidding I'm saying a copy of the shirt no the shirt the symbol on your shirt the the copy of the symbol on your shirt it's called the it's called the the Helm of a I'll it
up don't block
anyone Ry risky risky you your L beautiful okay yeah we let the devil and you take more than he gives yeah because it's a symbol of protection and it's just like pretty much more more so going to attract attract more energy because we're already bright as it is and it's just gonna like it's gonna be like it's
gonna be like never mind I'm just I'm just not GNA like comment on political don't worry about it about it dark never shows up on time exactly and yells during movies oh no he didn't girl girl don't go back there
girl I told that I told you I told that's why you stupid that's why you stupid bit see you just do that and yeah okay thanks likey yeah welcome that that took care of everything okay um yeah dark magic never shows up on time and yells during we have another guest
on that is I had to go I had to go to the store and it was like getting I wanted him to do his I want have to talk to Jamie personally because um I just wanted to let Jamie know Tyre SE brought you up again he was tyres brought you up really really really cor yes yeah no wait no it when
he said that you tried to set him up let me hop on that he said all these people getting paid to set me up like when like right now like right now right now yeah yeah yeah I think so hope you're paid really well and go yourself okay he's done he's done he's
done three private go Che in private guys I don't want to hear about this this it's not it's not for my show okay bye guys see you later bye JJ yeah it's it's just all fun fighting it's all all these people are getting paid to set me up well go
yourselves go set yourselves up okay I know what you're talking about I need to talk to myself right now I'll I'll bring you back Meer I can't talk right now yeah guys the think it's really funny to to do that to me it's not about it's not about anybody else yeah not about anybody else it's all about me yeah yeah Jamie have fun I hope they pay
you really well right hope you be I hope you're all being paid really well you can go ahead and set me up all you want right go ahead I have a surprise for you guys I have a surprise for
you I don't want to talk to anybody right now except my friends right now Jamie's Cowboys here the only one that really likes me hope you guys are just getting paid really well you're welcome Susanna what just
happened with some just happened right just as usual gaslighting narcissistic abuse I know they're not Jose I know I know they're not Joseph just with me right
I'll take you off backstage Jamie thank you thank you oh my god there was nothing that happened this is just like from like other stuff that I did they were talking about Tyree sne do you know who he is no okay well I'm you sound very bored I would be as
well well tyres is this uh guy that I interviewed um he was a schizophrenic and um there's way too much to explain about him he uh rides around in a scooter on a scooter and he dresses as Batman um there's a lot to load if you want to
look them up tyres no I I I I I I I understand I understand okay I understand no I live in Chicago okay I get it I I know there's uh so continue so what about this follow what about this person what about this subject well you know nothing I mean I didn't even bring it up it's uh JJ okay thank
you what did what did JJ bring up like what her ex-boyfriend your ex-boyfriend about youboy changer this says changer tampon what no so that's not helpful that's not helpful you know that's helpful you can't you can't resort to name calling you can't resort to name
calling youbody lost the argument you know so it's like it's all good Jake enjoy your night uh Tyrese s was in was in a sack with jamy okay so yeah so that that's kind of like that's kind of like emotional bombing right there you know it's kind of like it's a little it's it's a little manipulative you know and it and it shows and it show and it's it's a sign literally of of much things
you know I don't have these emotions like I mean I don't know this is I don't I mean what I'm doing is like I'm just I'm just looking at what I'm just looking at the information provided to right now because of course you guys of you guys are for a minute backstage you can talk
my stage hi P Hi how are you okay okay I'm okay okay good it's like I don't want people to be fighting I and it's like I don't know people I think I don't know I know what's going on you know I don't know anything right um but those they can talk backstage they can backstage I'll bring them back
on okay yeah P I just want to check with P because you know and Pi doesn't want the right yeah me it's all your me me I'm breaking up with you me me we're broken up okay okay I'm done um yeah but it's okay p no I'm okay how are you doing P I'm good I'm good just friend saw you guys and they like they need you go
on thank you okay I have I I have one I have one true friend right that's all I need I love you too how are you how was your day I just want to have a nice I a nice chat without people saying horrible things to each other and people like putting down each other and like and
people being mean and like everyone yeah it's okay it's okay me I know I know you already said it that it's fine you know P cat here it's all stuck in my face I have okay me me me you got paid right me
okay hope you got paid really well enjoy enjoy your payment okay to with me okay nice nice karma too Susanna can you return center please can you Return to Sender
please wow oh know you're not getting paid well then then that's even more lame because if you're getting being paid that's a reason to do it if you're not being paid that's really just sad right if you're not being paid you're just doing that just to with me okay it's
fine we'll talk about it later yeah even if they insinuate that they're trying to insinuate that and they're just all with me it's all with me basically goodbye Jake have a good night I don't know you have to watch the show back back but I think it was uh the beginning
I don't know it was a wrong time and then like I didn't see them on here I'll watch it yeah can I'm I'm period I'm on my period right now I'm just saying I'm really I'm on my period on the rag I'm I'm doing what what's happening what's going on everyone's confused everyone knows
what's going on but nobody's saying it yeah I'm I'm familiar with all the all the gas liting games right okay okay they're with you Jamie if they're with you Jamie they're with me too they're with me yeah if they're with you Jamie they're with me too they're with Meer they're with me too and you guys just don't care you don't care if they're with you
or not I care about you guys and it's like if you don't care about it I'm like that must be something with me so I'm confused too Jamie I know I know they've done it for a long time you know I'm so so mentally up it's like you know and it's like you have to like
be clear with me and it's like if I say let's have a nice chat a nice panel right I know you don't care Rob okay I you just got here Cloud I I know Jam's laughing nobody's messing with I know I know nobody's messing with you Cesar they're messing with me do you get it dude you get it now you get it yeah he doesn't get it he doesn't and
he's so smart he's so smart he knows all this stuff and he doesn't see what they're what they're doing to me I know I know he does yeah you can go go worship Him Go worship him in his Corner okay he gets he gets everything else he understands everything he's so cool with everything and it's like but it's me that has the problem right okay I know you don't like him
muser so you don't like me it's okay I know you're just paid to like to mess with me my fake boyfriend and for me to fall in love with you and for you to break my heart it's fine I know me do you think would do that probably not even paid probably just told probably
just probably just given orders it's okay thank you Jamie Jamie it's sabotage if you don't believe anything that I told you past week yeah sabotage right we can talk about in private and like that but if you don't get it get you don't get because what was happening to Meer they were saying to Meer is not
anything anyone would accept unless they like knew about it right it was like accept because that was like total disrespect total like just like they I know oh that's rough I'm not mad I'm not mad at you me me I forgive you I don't care I forgive everybody like guys I'm about love right it's like I forgive
everybody and I'll I'll talk to you all I I'll let you all back on I'll I'll like have a discussion about it but it's not about you guys it's about me it's about harassing me and I know you guys don't know what I'm talking about I'm I'm actually a psychic right I'm actually I'm actually and even if it's not about me if they're messing with you and you guys
don't care at all you someone like says the worst things to you and you don't care at all well either you're just like really just awesome people or you're all friends all in on some kind of joke to make me feel bad okay guys I'm so tuned into to
this you're thinking you're thinking number nine rob you think I'm number 66 maybe 33 maybe 33 maybe 33 maybe 666 maybe 333 maybe like 12 13 and maybe number five thank you Jamie yeah guys this is all entertainment purposes only this is all for this is all basically for for fun right but it's like it's all
Amusement hi I love you so much thank you for coming on the panel because I wanted I wanted to talk to you tonight because I didn't have anybody on my side tonight I had everyone it had like everyone just trolling me and it's like oh we're not trolling you we're trolling each other we're we're all fine with trolling each other just want to troll like how else for some people
that's a way to have fun because like what else are they G to say you know so unfortunate right me right so unfortunate oh Poor Unfortunate Souls Miss Mis Ursula I I see you mis I know you're the queen of the sea I know you see please me please I I I see you my I smelled your octopus a mile away okay me go ahead and share go ahead and share my news Meer you can
share my video our video chat you can share anything I I don't care I'm already out there okay me start trolling me now you be more specific how about Poor Unfortunate Souls you turned into Vanessa you took my voice right Meer right hi guys how are you doing
I made I made a deal I made a deal with the with this queen of the sea right I made a little deal right and she said just take I'll take your voice and then you can have legs and you can like walk and you can go to the other world but you will not be able to talk there and you have to kiss this one guy within three days and if you don't kiss him
you'll turn back into a mermaid and I'll own the whole sea right yeah guys I'm familiar with this I'm familiar with the storyline guys I also I'm Sor I'm sorry I played you congratulations you you've been punked okay
guys congratulations because I knew it all along I saw it coming from a mile away I smelled the fish I smelled the fishy I smelled the fishy from a mile away yeah yeah go ahead kzo yeah I smelled the fish I smelled the octopus right you know who the only person that's been
good to me are the only two people there's two people in my life that or three people I'll say three people say Jamie's Cowboys she was always a real one Pi was always a real one Alisa Jordon was always a real one and plus I'll add one more me myself I was always a real one I'll be the number four everyone else I saw it coming I
knew you do that that's why that's why I look at my eyes you look at my eyes you see my eyes are smiling there may be a tear coming down they're smiling Emma Leviathan Queen of the queen of the ocean Miss Satan okay I saw
that coming too clumsy clearborn I saw that coming traveling Gypsy I saw that coming um everybody else pretend to be my friend so they get all at once all at once leave me at once when this guy came leave me in vulnerable position so I'd be
vulnerable right guys I know this game I played it for 15 years I know better than you I can teach you this game okay guys okay okay me me it's fine Meer well I'm just happy he didn't play for like months
I love you Jamie real bad oh Jamie Jamie Rose I will Jamie Rose I will and I remember when I like when I defended you Jamie Rose and you said oh keep this person on keep the person on my panel like the person that says your smells like fish and you killed your you killed your boyfriend okay you said keep that person on right
Jamie Jamie right oh right me clear forgot forgot everything right Meer I'm I'm delus gaslighting right I'm delusional I was I was the one that didn't know anything me I played you I'm sorry Checkmate I know Jamie it's all about it's all about just having having a
laugh right all about all about laughter making fun of me saying you're all being paid to like with me because why would you be paid to with Jamie like why would does that make any sense no being paid to with no no it doesn't make any sense it only makes sense to with me that's the only thing that makes sense to me and
P You're the only right no P am I being crazy am I being delusional I've only had two beers tonight I've had two beers and Rob paid them Rob Rob Rob Rob I don't have to pay I don't have to pay anybody I have my own Army of of of demons okay am I drunk
I know and JB JB you're here JB from uh from uh oh my God everyone's coming tonight it's it's JB from Sky High chat JV what's up oh my God no no no Jamie Jamie Jamie Jamie I was playing the game I was playing the game I was playing the game like I didn't know anything I just
playing the game like Oh I'm a I'm a hopeless romantic you know I'm I'm a dark Triad narcissist okay I like I'm as bad as they come you know you don't want to you don't want to come across my path okay I saw you all of you coming a mile away I saw all of you coming a mile away you paid law to say
that okay yeah I saw guys Sam Man's panel you know who oh no I'm sorry I I missed one person I I said I I missed one person that I trust I trust be I trust be's Kitty because be's Kitty has also been there and and also even if she
came in with the came in like not liking me she gets me guys I've been I understand Eastern Stars Freemasons please please please please please I I'm above these games I'm like higher than these people okay you understand these people are like running for scraps oh money money money money
money money I I have it all I have it all if I wasn't if I didn't have it all you wouldn't be coming after me right I I get it it's very true and P P I said I I will stand up for you at Alisa Jordana I didn't call in last night because I was too drunk and I care for Lisa she's like she's like the last if
Lisa didn't care for me she she wouldn't let me promote in her Channel she wouldn't have said post any I was the only person she ever said HST anytime you want she fought with her best right-hand man a bodyguard and fired him and like they fought because he promoted his channel like a few times in her chat and I and yeah but and I said well I promoted in your chat she's
like she's like but you're psyche she's like you're my friend she's like you're my you're my friend she like you're I know you're my fan I know I know you love me and so yeah you the Carol brunette just the Carol there yeah and I see like on her face every time you call in she get like like it's
honestly okay bye bye Caesar bye Caesar thanks a lot thanks a lot thanks for nothing
yeah I don't think like talk like this right later you guys can talk it no but no no he was paid he was he was in on it he was in on he was that's I know it's creepy as Susanna knows Susanna Susanna Susan knows that's why I said do Return to
Sender because Susan knows right cats can talk and Jamie don't tell my cats a show up or you know I'll never have you on the panel again you do not tell my cats to shut up my cats can meow and express themselves whenever they want I know meer Meer
Meer I please Meer I I gave you I gave you your time right you want to hear more of the Freemasons okay well okay the Freemasons there's very powerful organization that can probably kill me or destroy me if they want to but they won't because they're not allowed to I'm a m of Indian I'm in the Royal bloodline they're
they're s to protect me actually and so they're not going to be touching me but they want to with me and uh they're good people okay they're mostly good people they're mostly a lot of old men and uh who have like you know a lot of time on their hands to like play chess and stuff like that and run the world you they're very powerful very
powerful guys I have God on my side you guys did not see did not see they do not see I have God on my side do you want to with God you want to with Lucifer God's covering Angel his covering cherub his most favorite angel the leader of the
choir you want to with God go ahead at your at your own risk my friends at your own risk guys you're playing you're you're you're guys you're playing a losing game I'm sorry I will let it all out tonight I will tell you the whole truth sarcasm right I will tell you the whole truth
guys um me and God are besties okay we are besties guys I'm not kidding you I not kidding you you want to with God do you want to with God do you want to
with god listen to me guys do you want to with the most high the highest power in the universe who I protect you guys you're talking to Lucifer right now okay guys sorry you got played do you see my eyes look at my
eyes you see p I'm sorry I'm getting too crazy oh okay me I know I'm so ridic so unfortunate right so un un fortunate Meer Meer you shouldn't have taken the deal you shouldn't have taken the deal my friend I'm sorry I saw it all I saw it the signing of the contract I saw I
saw it I saw it I saw it Neer I wouldn't throw I wouldn't throw something away for nothing I wouldn't throw it away for for being drunk okay Meer pie yeah would I would I throw it away for nothing okay I'm I'm crazy I'm just crazy I'm just delusional I'm just being delusional I'm delus
right like this is a not even sure what happened I'm sure oh P I know P everything everything everything was shown to me before it happened before it happened that's why I'm talking to you right now because I know
you're like a neutral part in the situation you were not shown you actually were my friend or are my friend okay you are my friend I gave you the co-host I gave you you put your email in there I didn't give me the co-host job I could have put he's on the panel more right I could have given him the okay I
put you there because you were left you were left out of not out in the cold but you were left out of the situation so you could be a neutral party sorry God will probably let you decide about it okay yeah I know I know kenig go I know
simp P protecting is protecting God and God is pissed at Meer it's smiting time right okay no God is not God God is Not piss at anybody okay God is Not piss at anybody but God wants to show people you don't with innocent people you don't with people that have a good
heart you don't with people that aren't with you you don't take deals you don't take money you don't sign contracts guys you were all played I was trying to help you I told you the whole time if you would listen to what I was saying the whole time I was telling you everything I was telling
you every single step along the way I was giving you so many warnings okay guys I know guys I've had I've had I had two beers tonight
P two but P two you you see me drink eight beers and I think drink 12 yeah you see me drink 12 okay I had two beers guys I am not God said no oh okay have yeah let me ask I'll ask God myself I have a I have a personal connection with them by the way you know if God
wants to smite me down right now may God strike me the down and kill me and take away my life if I am lying to you I am so serious right now no no no I want I want him to I want if God if I am on a bad Rel with God if I'm saying something bad may may he strike me down and kill
me instantly may he please God take take my life Take Me Away throw me to hell I tried to help Emma I tried to help clumsy I tried to help all these people I gave them chances after chances after chances oh my God I can't even describe
to you what's going through my mind right now so M it B so M it B Rob so M B and do I look one little bit it concerned if I was not 100% what I confident in what I was saying right now but I be one thank you Susanna thank you
return to Center please I'm getting I'm getting it attack I feel it I feel it yeah thanks a lot Rob but Jamie Jamie I don't Jamie I know you didn't take the deal you were just you were just Jamie was being herself it's like nobody's listen to a damn word I've said except for Jake it seems well go go off with Jake and you can be friends with
Jake and you can like talk to Jake and stuff like that I I listen to I listen to every word you said Misa listen every word and it's the words that like he's it now he said yes you did thank you yeah I did I did but I I knew what he was doing
before he did it I knew it's okay you can share the videos too Meer it's okay I'm I'm not shy I'm uh I'm really I didn't do anything that I I wasn't already planning on doing okay but meer I know you're doing I knew what you're doing the whole time it's okay it's okay and I forgive you and you're forgiven
and God forgives you too and it's like and you will not face any consequences for it cuz you just an unwinding Pawn in the game you're just a pawn I'm a king but meer you know next time before you do that to somebody think
about think about your own free will think about your own free will because you're because you know it's it's like slug worth okay they're offered to deal with the Devil a deal it sounded like a good deal seal the Everlasting go supper from from Willy Wonka and then I I'll give you all this money right they they couldn't help themselves they had to admit it they had to admit it oh it's
about Jamie Rose we're we're we're blackmailing Jamie what your black over what Jamie Rose tells everything Jamie Rose there's nothing to to blackmail her over right I mean come on it's like Jamie we're we're black millon J yeah they just said Jamie Rose and they met me right yeah Jake okay well Jake you
can go off with him right you can go off with him I think differently because I've seen differently I got the whole game guys I wrote the game I wrote the game I wrote it I produced it I manifested it I
showed it and I'll tear it down okay okay talk about we can talk about nicer things let's just's go back to normal psyche hey so so P how is your
day uh I stayed home a lot soup the electrical is finx start again cool yeah I have actually gained like 10 pounds past month I'm kind of sad about that to like
well you don't look don't worry about your weight because you're actually a spiritual being and you're actually like so hot and so beautiful glow a glow in your in your cheeks you have a smile in your face you like have a heart you have a actual heart because in order to like in order to be my best friend you have
to actually have a real heart that's why that's why I I chose you you chose me like I'll say you chose me you chose me I didn't choose you I was looking at you you chose me okay no don't don't laugh and I P I want you to be so happy I want you to like talk to that guy you're talking
to right he brings a smile to your face right yeah I know I know guys guys do you think I'm just like a I'm like a uh like some kind of scammer or something or you think I'm like some kind of like idiot or I don't know Lenor you love me you know who
loves me Lenor you kiss come oh well oh I'm gonna cry in my beard Jamie Rose go ahead you know who loves me pie the cats and you you know who doesn't judge is the cats no matter what no matter what evil I've been accused of what bad I've done
you know who loves me you giv me a kiss my little this my little Lenor Lenor no no if you don't no if you don't like me just run away from me right now but doesn't does it feel good does it feel good let me give me a
kiss I just believe just sued the person who loved you who claimed to love to your abuse yeah yeah I just I I yeah abuse right did I abuse him I was trying to protect him I was trying to warn him I was trying to protect him and he was like it's weird when people are being subjected to abuse and I step in the middle of it and they're like no no no I
want to continue being abused I wantan I want I want them to say the worst things to me I want them to disrespect me and hate me and stuff like that they're like no no let this person back let this person back I don't know guys you just made it painfully obvious you just like oh that's the best thing about narcissist is they always expose themselves like they really do I was trying like to play the game as long
as I could I can't play it anymore I cannot play it anymore he did nothing wrong right Jake but you you don't you don't have the full story right Jake are you in the relationship are you you have the private conversations do you know everything that happened no no you don't do you understand what he was saying to me tonight and so many ways they were just laughing together not with me I
would say something I would say wait wait guys be no no no I was like I was like oh you're wrong you're wrong Psy you're no no I want to be subjective to the abuse I want the abuse right they were asking they were saying they like they like talking to each other and have they're friends they're already friends right and they just made it painfully obvious it's like they just expose
themselves I just wish they wouldn't I wouldn't play the game longer I would like to play it until October and we can meet and stuff like that and and then I can fall in love and then he can like kill me on my wedding day and stuff like that and and collect insurance money right I would love the game to play out that long but no no no no no they couldn't they could wait they just had
to like expose themselves guys why why why why you could have played it longer I would have let you do it I would have let you do it you know I would have let you do it because the the deal was that I made was that I will let you do it until they expose
themselves but they expose themselves so quickly I mean it's like guys it's only it's February it's February 24th guys you were supposed to go on to like October it supposed to be October we're on the Vegas wedding he was going to K me on my wedding day the insurance money was all be dipping up guys guys I see it already I know the whole thing guys
you're I was gonna let you do it I if you would have like played the part you guys couldn't do it you guys had to like let me know you guys had to like rub it in my face and like tease me the whole way guys I know I know already okay guys I already knew before I was G to let you
do it because the deal was as long as they don't expose themselves as long as they they get you right guys I know I just know p p and like I look crazy and now I look crazy I look stupid I like I look stupid right and now I feel bad oh he he really loved you right oh he
really loved me he's like can we just be friends okay right okay right yeah but he really love he really loved me right he really loved me he's like let be friends but I just want to like run your show and I want to I want to have your platform to like you know to to like be on and like basically run or like Mis
I'm sorry I'm calling you out Mis Mis because you already exposed yourself I really didn't want to I didn't want to do it you could have helped him build his own platform and I trying to I I tried to I was telling him I was I
told I like I liked him I actually like even though I knew he was trying to I told him from the beginning you're were trying to scam me he's like no I would never scam you py even though I knew he was trying to I still had a heart for him and I was like I will do anything I I will help you any way I can okay Jamie Rose you want to come up yes yes I do thank you thank you thank you
so what what's happening what's Happening Here I don't really understand uh the gravity of the situation well what's what's happening I don't get it so people talk about people people some people were paid to with me no come okay let me let me let me squash these uh accusations that's not true I don't I
don't believe anyone was paid to with you psyche uh you know I I can pretty I can confirm this that that that's not the truth who do you think was uh paid to with you number one call him out name him out my pig boyfriend my pig boyfriend first of all okay what's his name Meer okay Meer number one on The Hit List okay Meer
number one I forgive him I forgive him right Jamie come up Jamie I also feel like a feeling is that you're in on it but you're God this is so okay look look I I get bullied online a little bit but I don't cry about it like I don't cry
about it okay C happiness you see happiness he smil okay Jamie
Jamie all calm down what did me do to make you think he's scamming you hi pie hi Jamie because when I was stand for me and I was like just like saying negative things about him he was like no no no I like he's like I like it they're cool people keep them on keep them on and
Jamie also was like keep the person on that saying my smells like like a dead Corp fishous because um because they people on the internet have tough skin they can handle it they can bu but I don't think they're trying to scam you no but then they said they all said to
Jamie they're like well we were all paid to scam scam there a lie though okay but you're laughing you're laughing okay because it wasn't about you Jamie about you it was always about me it was always about me over right sorry why you laughing why you laughing
Michael too maybe she's maybe she's you lost I've lost it guys I'm R insane guys I Lucifer the dark lord bow down to my my my my feet I I'm God's covering chub I'm His Highest Angel of the choirs I am
his favorite angel and you're gonna with me don't give God God why did you fall let me ask her real hold on Jamie hold on I don't think and Jamie knew each other before they met on your P acted like that we were like we were
like they were so comfort with each other yeah yeah we're soulmates like that yeah you're soulmates already stop messing around stop stop messing with him stop it I know you I
know never met that ninja I never met that dude never met him but I met him never met him but but but they were so when I left I I put them load in the room and when I when I came back they were just hysterically laughing like yeah we we can't do that oh no no you're allowed to you're allowed to but what are you hysterically laughing about when
when you were like insulting each other before you're hysterically laughing when I get back and then then people are saying oh we we were all paid to mess with Jamie Rose but it's my really my name is JR I'm John Robert right I'm I'm jie J
JB I I love you but I think you're a little paranoid right now tonight s exactly it's fine it's fine I know you're not involved in
either story my father died Vision when my father died I was shown a vision and the vision was that I would start a YouTube channel and there's gonna be a lot of friends and a lot of people being friends with me and they were not trustworthy he said do not trust these people they are all in a group they're all conspiring against you
they're all trying to I don't mean that's not funny I'm sorry no no no no no I just I think it could be I think hold on Jamie I don't know if I can trust anybody either because I've been you know porn bomb so much and people try to mess with my channel I'm not saying he's
like SK I'm just saying he's being paranoid about you and me right now that's what I was saying can you tell me what you already told me he doesn't like me he already he told me in private he's like I'm not he said he said you're my friend he said you're my friend he he said I want to be
friends forever and let me like let me like be on your panel and like let me like I'll just have your he already said he like he wants okay guys I was showing this already Circle yes or no like what do you mean like I'm gonna Circle you Jamie
one second Circle me Circle me that was cute that was you said I'm G to Circle you no uh P tell me I really want to hear what P has say can we all just be quiet and S were developing chemistry
and started dating once that started to happen these are pulled back and just wants to be on his P even though side was trying to help his own so it just it doesn't look trustworthy he smells something is up basically he doesn't trust it you know it maybe like it sounds very messed up right now but he's going to sleep on it he going to think
yeah perfect yeah I I agree yeah I know but now now said now I've said enough to like ruin the relationship now I've said enough to like if I was wrong I'm wrong guys here's the point you guys haven't met yet and like
you you you haven't met yet you're getting to know each other so best relationship start with friendship the whole plan was to meet in Vegas to get married in Vegas him to kill me on on the wedding night and policy put on our name I know I was shown all this way before I
met right my father died he showed me everything my father is my protector okay he showed me everything he he told me all about this guys I'm not like a fake psychic guys guys I know this he showed me this guys seen this I saw I got okay basically I was ging I was
given a lot of drugs or I was giv fentol on wedding day it was like it was okay guys show me I would be killed he showed me already he said this guy this guy's gonna pretend to fall in love with you you're meet on your panel you will fall in love with
him because you have a sweetheart all these he's like not he's like he's this not him he's like it's it's like it's a group it's a it's a gregore just like just like he was saying it's a gregore there's a lot of people involved in it not it's not you guys guys even if it's not you guys and you don't guys don't understand it it's a spirit me
I've done nothing but be here for you okay I'm gonna go so can figure it out I love you maybe maybe yeah maybe you can calm him down good talking to one Ken I just came up here because I don't
want to see you in distress and I think I was trying to figure out why everything is so confusing right now but I'm gonna explain drop drop it down and watch watch I'll explain it all okay I'll explain it all this is what happened my father passed away I had a dream I had a dream that I was going to
start YouTube channel my YouTube channel was going to take off there's G to be people my panel that would like fall in love with me and pretend to be my friends and they're all in this group together I'm not going to say Freemasons I'm not going to say Eastern Star I'm not gonna say rainbow girls I'm not gonna say Noah's daughters or job's daughters or
whatever okay I was sh I was sh I was showing all of this okay guys let me just let me tell my channeling I was showing all this when my father passed away he told me he told me all of this he said you're in danger there is a group after you because you're you're you're a little fish there's a lot of bigger fish to go after but you're even
though you're going to go after the little fish okay and he said they're gonna send your friend they're gonna befriend you they're going to be on your panel they're gonna make your channel grow did the stream take okay you guys want me just leave you guys just leave no no no no I'm just
asking like a legitimate question what was your question how long did the dream take dream the dream was like it was one dream it could have been an hour dream it could have been one second dream but I was everything in this dream and I was showing I was showing Meer and he's like you're gonna fall in love with this
guy number one when did you mean Meer okay you met Meer when couple weeks ago okay Michael you're a real one Trac is a real one even K Ken likes me too but Kenzo won't ever admit it I can tell you I'm not part of this
controversy and group um for a fact because you came on my panel I didn't even come after you you I never said you were did I say p did I say be was one of the real ones she's actual friend did I say that that's
true I'll I'll leave okay I'll leave okay what do you mean you're the entertainment you're this is your show you guys want to talk I'll talk but I'm trying to tell you my story I had a vis I had a vision that I'll fall in love with this guy and he will like charm me
and he's he's going invite me to Vegas in October and in Vegas he' ask me to marry him we get married by an Elis impersonator and then he would kill me on my wedding night he has an insurance policy taken out on me and it's gonna be split between like 30 people okay all these 30 people are on my
channel stop trolling us it's enough that's enough of trolling for the night I think you're just trolling at this point I'm not trolling I'm not trolling why are you laughing why are you smiling love you I love you be I love you Tracy I love you Michael I love you Landon I love you Michael I love you Landon I love you pie I love you I love
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like in the same coven they are they're powerful women and even though they hated you to begin with they will love you at the end okay so that's what I got I also got you're not showing us at all because just happen in your dream the three of us that are on the panel right now are in your dream what are the three of you on my
panel right now why are the three of you on my panel why are the interesting and you're fun because you're the only real one but he said this guy me and the GU Meer gave me the eyes and he said he like thing between his eyes right there he thing between his eyes he has certain tattoos and he
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exposed long before I already knew what was happening pimp you guys talk you guys talk yeah Meer come back with your uh with your weird piercings yeah no that's a legit fear
actually you know there are a lot of groups on YouTube that are going around inspiring to troll to have a good time you know and someone's worried about you know being hurt you you know who's like telling giving them orders and stuff and thinking he's
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nothing ever bothered them the chillest people in the world or they just knew everybody already right either they knew either they were like oh you know if they would have been my friends they would have said hey like out the panel right they would just P tells me she's like I tell p if someone's trolling me just just cover
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maybe I know some maybe I know something guys guys do I have enough Bad Karma do I have the Bad Karma enough not to get the right message do I have enough karma not to get my father's message that said this is going to happen to you and it happened exactly like it happened exactly like he
said everything to the tea he said you're gonna start a YouTube channel you're gonna have a big successful YouTube channel you're gonna a really guy that you like he's gonna be show your type he's been sent in he's been sent in and he's sent there to kill you he has a plan for you
right the only there's one there's one condition to to the rule is that if he exposes himself and he tells you beforehand what he's gonna do because the narcissist will always do that if he exposes himself he supposed to like pretend to love me for another until I got to Vegas right he
PO he couldn't he could not resist because he like got off on the attention in the chat because guys I will I will bring you people I guys I know the best people I I p p is my co-host p is the best woman in the world da is the best woman in the world
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day you guys would to hate me so bad you wanted to hate me you wanted to like I like you you I'll I'll never say again in my entire life I swear to God I'll never say it but I might I might call you the f word okay please do because I like that
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ass dude you can call me call me a just if you have any hate me guys the I have The Witches of Eastwick on my panel right
now I think it's adorable what does that mean h wow is it the way they say like that like but I get turned on by that Jamie I keep getting harder every time you say that word I get harder stop
saying it I mean to come stop stop to come me to come Jam he's on the panel we can't have him bust a nut right now calm down where is Joseph Johnson by the way let's see where he's who the where Joseph
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exactly the zag I'm sorry it's fine fine it's fine I on the panel uncomfortably numb thank you for thank you for trying guys because I know at the end of the day at the end of the day germ
I'm Nicholson your share and whoever the other the ladies in that movie were I love you ca ca don't don't leave me forever though don't leave don't please don't leave me for I'm sorrya seriously I'm I'm self-destructing tonight I don't know if I'll be here tomorrow okay I love you
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three of you on the panel you're my best friends I love you I'm sorry if I said anything wrong ever to you I love you so much never have disrespectful okay I'm LGBT it's LGB I'm LGBT right here okay I'm fine I'm fine with it okay no I'm not
listen calm down no I'm I'm going I'm going all the way in I'm going all the way tonight I'm gonna about JP going all the JP the ocean as far as I can you're not going nowhere I'm going to come over there and slap you right now that's what I'm going to do don't you guys live like close to each other
why have youall never met up I want to but he's always on a panel we're gonna meet up the first thing I'm G to do is grab him by the ear I'm GNA tell him to stop belittling himself and putting himself down saying silly like that I I have another like week
left I'll see my future what about the kitties are ra with the neighbors they're they're they're take my kitties in they're going to find a good good home okay I already my cat taking care of no don't put that bird and the
kitties will miss you just stop it that's a nonsense my K my kitties love me but um if everyone wants me to die everyone wants me to go everyone no one likes
me you don't need those people yeah don't talk like that you know what I believe this you believe this too don't manifest negative energy in your brain you should be grateful for your life because if you talk like that something bad can happen to you honestly don't ever also know that I also know that every life has an expiration date you're too young like like you're
freaking 89 a of spoiled already I'm already part spoil milk already nobody loves me nobody cares about me I like a are watching like shut up you know so many people love you and this is so annoying like how how much of my titty
do you want how much of myk you want to dry
out taking my milk you know just keep sucking it dry psyche that's all you do you're just a titty sucker okay we love you I love do I ever get like this guys do I ever get like this guys guys after all the drunk stream I I drink 14 16 beers a night and am I ever like this I
Dr drink two beers and one and another Ranger do I ever get like this there I get like this there's no reason I'm so sensitive to energy I felt it so much tonight and then everyone was like laughing at me everyone was like saying yeah we're we're all getting money we to like torture you and stuff like that it
hurt my feelings and it's like no no to you about me Hey where's my money I money be I'm Gonna Leave My I'm Gonna Leave My will you're be my first beneficiary
my Jamie you I thought you me like part of the money like the the I I didn't know stop I don't I don't have any money I have a lot of tarot decks I have like I have my apartment I have my cat that's all I
can cat a000 in debt amazing thank you thank you Bes
besor I'm just like I'm just like it's all out now I love you P I'm sorry if I saw you on a clip I saw you on a little short clip and I laughed my ass off because you your face reaction was so hilarious uh it was I don't know there was like six people on the panel and you
were just in the corner and then got up and took off his shirt and started doing some weird belly dancing move and your face was like you remember that I just saw that clip and your face was I like like you just your mouth is so funny I couldn't even handle it a gape
Jamie huh he did that for or Jamie yeah no it was you you you were on the panel you were on the panel with and bunch of other people and then he took off his shirt and got up and started doing some weird snake belly
remember and your face was just like I want to leave the world without belly remember I'm left are you going to left okay that's better like just belly dance for us instead you have any belly dance it was something like that yeah there
yeah you want to laugh at me you like me anymore that's fine there's my belly button lower here do the mag hold on hold don't yourself okay no
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room I'm sorry guys guys I'm so sorry I like it it was fine dark I like that I didn't like I didn't say anything bad right I no no that's the per the last four minutes you were just perfect you didn't say anything I didn't say I was Lucifer the king of the world and I didn't say I'm I
didn't anything like that right Ser okay thank God thank God okay very cute sure is still on right oh my God oh my God oh my God I really embarrassed wow guys hi wow
hey slap me into sub Mission and say say you're a little bit too insane tonight to continue beer
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intro welcome to the night the cards laid out the show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future
holds dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yay y yeah
W hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to soar dance to the mystery
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that was really good thank you DJ elra amaz I'm sorry if guys I'm I'm sorry who so so Jamie's Cowboy or Jamie's Jamie Rose you guys are still here to dance Jamie was
twerking she was twerking and she her butt H her butt the mystery dance to the mystery J J Rose I'm sorry I love you I just I'm I'm crashing out tonight I told Lisa's Channel I just went on Lisa's Channel I was like I'm crashing out it's
it's the end of psyche and and you can watch watch the watch the zeepin crash to the ground probably won't be around much longer after this but I want to say I love you guys like really I love you guys I'm I'm self-destructing at the moment I was they they said they said
the mag they said the magic word that was going to make me lose all hope and uh and did you eat no I'm can you hear me no I said did you eat food tonight did you eat
something I had a Wendy cheeseburger I had like a a whole I'm still a hot dog left it's like a whole hot dog left well I'll show you still have half the hot dog I had a smoothie no guys seriously I had much more to drink like a lot more times
right if it wasn't like real I wouldn't be saying this it's like I've had like a 24 pack before and I was like more sober than I am tonight I just like I felt it because I was like Meer who I really I really do love and I forgive him and stuff like that I know
he was just paid to like with me and stuff like I I I already know I I already see the whole life insurance scheme and like I see the Freemasons I I I already I see it so clearly it's like really clear to me I see it I see it I I saw it before it happened and he was like go
with this guy you're you're like a gay guy you're like a gay Mexican he like he's the gay Mexicans he's like you'll be he'll be into you go on his panel go talk to him and he'll talk to you and uh you'll make him fall in love with you instantly and then invite him to
Vegas and marry him in Vegas and then kill him and then we'll get the life insurance money and we'll split it between the 25 people I see that I see that so clearly and I know you guys weren't involved guys you were just they saw you as Pawns in the game and stuff like that and I tried to forn everybody I really did guys I'm not
crazy guys I'm not I am so not crazy guys I would not I'm not that drunk not you really believe those don't win don't let you know but I have to call call I have to call it out before I see it because I already saw he was tonight with the Nokian the Nokian keys and he had Angels talking to him about
it and stuff like that I talked to the angels too the Angels were playing him they talked to me too and they were saying we're gonna we're g to tell him to do that to do that like he'll think it's a divine intervention and stuff like that he's talking to Satan actually I know Satan too I'm more of a
Lucifer type Lucifer more like the light being not the complete darkness I'm I'm like more of like a lover not a fighter everyone you can all come on the panel beat is be still there yeah I'm here be I love and I know be I know you
never you know you be every interaction you were kind to me P every interaction you're kind to me like and it's like even if you were coopted in some level of the game and St like subconsciously or whatever I love you and I'll protect you and I will you you guys get a
pass okay I need you I promise you I have nothing to do with any of this I'm only here before you because I like you and I think you're cool and I you know you're a friend I have no idea about anything about any of that I know
but my astral form is a giant is a giant like monster he's a giant lizard monster with his tongue scking out and like fire coming out of his ears and like he's a big monster okay that's my real VIP Lounge too yeah and Jamie Jamie it's fine Jamie I know you're involved too
Jamie I know no she's not there no that would be like that would be like an impossible scheme to pull and everybody would go down together if they hurt you that's like Oceans 11 where it's like impossible scheme to pull but they're all like really un sync I know
ocean love guys I know all the I guys I I was to guys I was I was basically told all this because I'm an innocent person and I was warned about all of this I was I was told about everybody beforehand and stuff like that but I was told you can trust Pi you can trust B you trust
Jam's Cowboys you can trust nany's reality reality Nancy you can trust Lisa J you can even trust Emma Emma Levan but she'll she'll like you know she'll she's a snake too and she'll like choke you out and you know she if it's in her interest right but she they said these
few people there's like three people Jamie's Cowboys be's kitties and Pie it said pie Bea Jamie I don't know if it's Jamie Rose or Jamie's kitties they're like you can trust these people am I
right Jamie's Kitty Jamie loves it's Jamie I think Jamie I love and he say Mary too they said there's a woman named Mary in your chat you can trust Mary too J Jamie Ro so it wasn't you Jamie
you're I'm I'm a I'm a I'm a n g g e r I'm like I'm stupid I don't know what I'm talking about no you're not stop Jamie j she just playing with you she loves you that's where she comes she
just py oh my God I'm getting Delirious tonight from every talk everything you're saying I'm getting now I'm I'm I'm just gonna leave can you talk to pip for minute you yeah yeah he's going through it it's
that's scary that's really really scary to like see parts of something like that that could fit together so that's why like I do hope that he just goes through it you know that way he can like process it and and be okay later because you can't keep it bundled up it's just so much paranoia
like I was I was paranoid about this exact same thing too not that long ago really not yeah not this exact same thing but I was really really something like when were going through your panel you mean like something s like that you no like paranoia of people like plotting on
on YouTube it was really really like it was things were just fitting together too easily so this has never happened this is all crazy this is crazy crazy talk I'm sorry this is this is stuff it is but when people like are nervous especially when you have really open boundaries it invites a lot of different energies in and that's hard to
process so I think this good to process energy it's all talk and like when someone tells you a certain thing that fits into like place with stuff that that could be a real shock don't try to make it no it's all stupid
dumb usually like an inner talk you know but yeah like his his boyfriend messed with him and then doesn't is trying to pull back and just be his friend and take over his show like that's that just feels fishy alog together don't feed into his narrative this is insane this is
crazy you know he's suspicious about things I think it's good that he lets it out self suspicious can't always just like oh make everything seem perfect and life is all happy smiles life has ups and downs you know and go now okay I see where you're coming
from a little bit maybe mether was seem like he's you know taking over the panel but I think he's really trying to help and psyche would make him he would be like I'm leaving backstage you take over you take over so he's like trying to make psyche happy in my perspective but then again you do
have to be careful to make sure that he's the one in the in the lead you know he's getting the attention so um but I think that guy neither I don't think he's he's trying to scam him and I don't think he's out there to do all of that at all said it just looked like he was
trying to S just to get you know a grab of his P then once he got like what he wanted he's like he took a step back from the relationship and wanted to just manage the relationship that's kind of like where's the relationship though where's the
relationship where's where is a Meer well took a step back because like he he left because he could he took a step back like he left he left okay where is CH he's like oh I can't like I'll take this it was getting nowhere it's just like circling that's why like it's too soon you know like
psyche like constantly wants reassurance reassurance and I I mean we'll give it to him I mean I love him I'll give it to him you know until he believes me but then when it comes to a guy he's going to be a little bit like well maybe this isn't gonna work because it's like you know I don't know maybe we could just be
friends well having doubts is natural especially over someone that you know you just met recently you know oh see I disagree I mean you're all like Pat his butt I don't believe in Pat the butt don't pat his butt okay where is where is this guy Meer where is he he left he was here earlier then he
said he would leave well let's get him back where is he at I don't know how to summon him's summon let's Fu go say hey come back come back I didn't mean to I'm sorry he's they're mad they're you know having a lover
squirrel yeah you know it just happened you know some like paranoia jot off something looked really bad it's good to take a step back to sort it out and wait a little bit you know like that's why I don't want to like tell him that you know he's crazy or whatever because like I don't know everything's going on he's experiencing
these fears so it's good to process them and let them out you know then he a look back money gave well Rob says me took the money that he gave him okay but where is he at then you gave him money give him money and bring him back I thought Rob was
bullshitting is just Jing I think Rob is a real one you know uh some bring bring bring him back where is he cute cat gone okay I don't know maybe oh do you think
he's in the server he should be well it's getting boring no it is I have the not just come on your fcking show without you yeah we're gonna run show for psych
after you're G no we're not doing that we're not no we're not we have our own channels we don't know how to card we don't know how to do card reading like you psyche you're good we don't know what we're doing by this is watch you I us to like watch you they fell asleep leave
that little come on Psych psyche or psych which one is it I I use both sometimes I say psych sometimes I say psyche but it it's like it I don't know it's like psych like psych I'm not
gay right psych I'm not gay anyways hi Tracy anyways uh psych uh where you where you at what you doing come back psych we want to talk to you these three witches of the east of the West are on the
paneling no it's
like Nick the Rick the use Echo cellation look at is already replaced by Nick quickly if be's giving you a what nothing I'm saying if be is giving you like rules on how to like talk to
people that's funny what did I do now what's up uh
Nikki no death
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talk to us in a sign language
Nikki take the okay
yeah syn it tap it tap it again that was weird I have to remove tap it two more times okay tap it again tap it again okay uh and now you got on your
finger oh we don't have a finger now we got on finger okay number two tap three times four times remove it four times two times I'm not sure what this
meanso Boop this mean I can't really act this out I'm sorry you lost me you lost me bird flying away okay go for a
pie doing a bird flying away now he's he's drinking he's an alcoholic appreciate that we lost him we lost him my bad
well the only guy you ever loved was leer I mean Meer is kind of hot he did have like very itchy uh his his like nasal like the bridge of his nose look very
itchy don't pour salt on his W right now Meer is very Meer Meer come back but let psyche shine always I don't think he's trying to take over his channel I think he was excited to meet somebody that's a lot like him
they have a lot in common and you know sometimes some people have a lot things to say and then maybe psyche will feel like you know oh I'm left out or people like him more but I think it's just it can be worked
out nobody's nobody's paying Meer well did a tiny bit a teeny tiny why don't you pay me Jamie what I pay anyone this is all free it's all free gay for
pay gay for pay it's hard especially when you see things like that going around it's hard to like not be worried about it so if he's worried about it I think he just needs more reassurance you know what I mean Diamond I'm not brainwashing who's that who are they talking
toor I'm not brainwash and witness your disgusting Behavior okay guys like he he's not typing right now I timed him out I don't know when someone said that Michael was doxing someone I was like it I turn him out for five minutes wait Michael yeah Michael Linguini well his
name his last name is not Linguini Michael Linguini it's funny name Michael what are you doing come on dude you you you're supposed to be a nice guy stop it he's not I hate him he's so annoying I just try to be nice I know I know but I just I'm disappointed I'm very disappointed I'm not surprised
at all think I'm sorry
wow what's going on remember yester he that like Tracy was like following him like I thought he meant Tracy that was on panel which was like the blonde lady with the raspy voice and I liked
her yeah it's someone else I don't know someone else in shot Oh you mean the Tracy X yeah I thought he meant Tracy X but no he must have me like another Tracy in chat like the one that's that they're talking about now the flirty diamond is talking about now
oh I don't know I just hope that Michael is happy with his girlfriend and live happily ever after you know that's all I would I just wish them the best together that's all which girlfriend Tracy no no no I just hope that Michael with his girlfriend now that he
reconnected with they were together for eight years they split up now they're back together I hope they stay together I honestly really yeah but why is he here bothering Tracy if he's so happy that's what I'm trying to figure out whatever issues they have I know they have issues I do hope they work it out and I know I'm saying I'm very disappointed because he came on here
telling all of us how much he's in love with Tracy and the next thing I see him up there with somebody else and I don't like to see somebody like Tracy getting hurt or embarrassed in front of everybody else because it's ridiculous and then now you're over here doxing the does she do to you sorry I stand up for whatever I
think is right you know yeah I imagine but like I just I just I don't like the way all talk your upwards in flection is really bother me so I'm going to go to bed not not y okay Jamie what happened to
Jamie no Jamie wanted to go what do you mean well she didn't feel the coners she left yeah she left welcome Jamie I mean
you want look at forget about me in a New York maybe go bed way flection like if you're saying like
a I don't like that that tone me up it just bothers me for it just I'm sorry a lot of personal you know no I mean I think it's like a obvious thing okay I'm sorry it just for
me it just bothers me a bit if you talk like this and you answer everything and an upward inflection it bothers me yeah like why do you why do you do that okay
you who trained you to talk like that what the trained you to talk like that what the I don't I just I just don't like I don't like it it makes show my brain off I'm sorry um I'm sorry maybe I'm just very tired I'm sorry maybe I'm
just very tired right my bad but let's look at pyy uh oh let's look at a Nikki here showing his body okay a weed pillow hey
J hey Jim Nick Jim Nick I like Jim Nick she's
cool I'm very very strong opinions sorry you should put Nick like put Nick above like and put all the ones without the cam like me down there so you right next to Nick and then you feel no you go up
you go now it's a love story oh he put the girls up and then he's down okay now put yourself in the purse because you're the main guy make it make it right make it right make it tight my God so
nice just I believe
it Nick oh my goodness how are you doing me
spider Mony Nick let's
see
okay how are you how are you doing
Nick they having fun all I care we're having fun tonight all I care about we're having fun I don't care if I made you cry made you laugh long as you watch right trickster I'm bit a trickster okay I say things I don't mean I know I can just tell when you're smiling while you're
trolling stop it I you're trolling P I'll tell you me I'll tell you guys I'll tell you when I'll tell you backstage and stuff like that but I basically want to have a fun show I'm trying to look 30 people 30 people in the chat 30 people in the chat
guys guys yes I ever one three people in the chat at once thank you m more people in the channel okay guys come on up you're welcome what's up Diamond
nothing I just say sorry know I didn't to hop in here with all that drama but Tracy she my family so like when I see when I see somethingone like that coming after her I'm gonna always pick up for her is that saan yes who's up
here was yeah I didn't mean to come in here with all that drama I just wanted to say hi to Tracy real quick because I know she be hanging out in here and stuff but it's just like I said that like literally been doxing her harassing her on Sabrina's live like see she's
like he told her that she on ending her life she was lying about that on Sabrina and such 74 don't tell like that yeah love you we got you girl don't
worry ging me is G talking me now how do you say that what's going on Big T easy bige 28 people
now say that big tall easy we need we have some guys up here to like to like twerk for me anything like hot guys to like I'm I've always been in control I've
always been in the middle of panel I'm here guys guys by the way it was all it was all it was it was a joke okay it was a joke me are and not conspiring to make my channel better okay was all joke interested maybe didn't take it as
funny is joke joke Jamie joke guys we're all in we're in another joke okay I'm not in
pun I'm not in this joke I swear to God guys look I can't even read this joke tall let me read this name big tall
Jeezy one second this shit's acting up for me I'm like Rob always wins LOL oh wait how do you that big say tall sexy King Rob always wins LOL how
do you get sexy King Rob out of that I think looks like big tall zxy is uh can I can I TR first can I just in is that Tracy on the panel Tracy come on panel if you want come on no no no I'm not saying it's crazy who's the
other person on the panel that's all I want to know Let Me Wait make a sound bite big tall sexy King Rob always wins wait let me do another one all right J hold on I have ADHD right now who's the other
person on the panel right now we have Jamie we have pie we have Nick we have psyche me and then I want to know who's the other person's friend Diamond I'm Trac oh Tracy's friend hi nice to meet you
sure I know I know that voice I think I think she's a liar what no she's not this is my Bo what do you mean okay never mind you're Mexican yeah I'm half Mexican I'm half white I knew it shut up you
chalupa what I offended you I mean not really was made for white people so I'm not really offended you know I'm an actual cook and check me out on my channel and see what I could could cook I I won't do that never mind I'm a real Mexican I know how to
cook real food I make even like what like no and shites burritos she makes tacos she can make hry I'm actually educated when it comes to culture I know how to make J
way I know how make I know how to make yeah Fufu a spicy a gooy it's a Jamaican dish it's a traditional Jamaican dish actually to do J jamaan can you make me
some you're making me you're making me crazy making me crazy guys you know how much I love you guys you know how much guys this was all bit for the show it was all it was all acting for me not not these guys I just I'm acting okay I'm I'm trying to get
I'm I'm I'm a cloud chaser I'm a I'm a I'm a little bit of a trickster okay really didn't I called out about an hour ago I said stop acting and a little trickster my boyfriend hates me my boyfriend hates me now I'm sorry me me come come
back where's me at I JB is there JB is a really cool guy too guys I'm sorry though CU I go a littleit too far and I go a little bit I hurt people's feelings guys his feelings was hurt by Jamie Rose saying horrible things about him he feeling more hurt by
other people saying talking through his CH readings and like saying horrible things but I said one little thing I said oh you heard my feelings and then he's like oh I'm never coming back to your channel again okay guys guys you can't be a first of all I never said oh Jamie Jamie Jamie you said the N word
Jamie you said you the N word the heart n several times I asked you you saw me and I I didn't say it again right I see you Jamie Jamie I see you it it's fine you can say that I I don't even need the algorithm because I have enough friends on my channel oh I'm sorry you're fine Jimmy I have 23 people
in the channel right now but I didn't mean to hurt M feeling I feel really bad because I hurt M feelings it's a it's an you talk to me in private you can get my you can get the Bible of the show right I I be I'll be outrageous on my show Jamie they'll say Jamie has a smelly they'll say horrible things
right ninja right but know J Jim's smells like smells like it smells like wild flowers it smells really good yeah only one person said that but guess what I'm sorry
I'm okay you don't have to I'm offend any say off you guys ewick you're like the hottest witches in the world I'm like the devil and you're all surround me and stuff like that but I love you guys and guys I don't mean to offend anybody it was
like basically I'm trying to have a fun show to have a dramatic show not you you I know you guys get it I know that's why I have you here that's why you're my best friends okay I know you guys get it P P left here
here touch my pink E I love you p Pi p p seriously Pi bet Jamie you guys are
all and who who else is on there I miss somebody Nick okay P be Nick Jamie you guys are really like best friends okay really I'm sorry
boyfriend my own boyfriend I was talking about right I love me me we off each other for like an hour hour the other day right we had the best night of our life right Mis I love you okay Mis was like okay let's just be friends after I Jer off in front of you for an hour
okay I love you psyche now that you for like two hours okay have a good me to I'm I'm GNA dip out as well okay everyone's gonna go okay
every and Jamie you can leave me I stay with me for a little bit Yeah Ninja
lightsaber good night good night Jamie good night good night jammie I love you love you ninjas I love you ninja you're my little ninja you're my Ninja Tur big ninja you're my you're my rapael Michelangelo Dello and whatever the other guy's name
was okay now Nick can I rub on your lightsaber please in front of pie oh my God okay no I'm sorry me offens I'm sorry but Nick can I
stroke your lightsaber in front of Jamie and Pie right now everyone's watching Everyone's Watching Nick Nick you have to like lay down put your lightsaber up I will stroke it yes yes there we
go by by you know it's halfway joking halfway okay Jamie you should yeah I got okay I have the greens and TMI right okay Nick I have the green lightsaber in my mouth I'm stroking
it ni come on come on I want I want to see I want I need to see a firework show right and by the way um Meer it was a joke you've been punked I'm not Lucifer I'm actually the devil you got punk by the devil okay
Meer Meer wise up right me got scared away because he heard God was after him it's actually the devil I'm just trying to stroke Nick's life saer and making make him yeah yes there you go hold on I'll put on full
screen okay oh my God oh my God love yes do the leg make Legos on top of it Legos please Legos that is awes guys guys if you get my sense of humor you don't know me well
enough I am like half troll half angel I'm half serious half have have AB silly right I can't sorry I can't I can't I can't you have the Lego stuck in my throat Nick
stop it Nick stop the Lego toys out my throat guys but but guys I will not troll you guys it's all it's all about the people of my show all the all all the friends of the show we we were back talking back stage we know it but I
think Meer was a little bit shock talks right I know I know I know I know junky Jake I know I know I know guys it's a joke it's it's about like having fun oh he's about take out his pants can you take out your pants I just want to see your you don't have to take out your pants all the way it's your underwear can I see your underwear you your
underwear p p asked for it I just want to see it it's called feed the feed Fe the I'm the I'm the just show me your underwear that Fe
that he really wants us to in a door is that a gun it is he mean he's taking up his pants he's just just P it in your pants I just get your underwear I'll get my underwear if you do if you get your underwear I'll get
oh my God oh my God what is this oh my God okay oh my God he's the air okay come you're not you're not g to do it with twist a no
okay oh my God are we watching he it's fantastic I don't know I think I'm watching PornHub like what I watch a PornHub but it's like with with glow sticks I'm not sure I like it though I think I yeah I'm totally into this my eyes can't be TR trying fix the way
rep you everyone very quietly like a that's funny because at MIS I was like he was like everyone's like you're stup Meer you're you're dumb I don't believe in ter readings you're idiot and they were saying bad things and I was like I TR offend him he's like no don't defend
me don't offend me then I said me you don't love me me me you're not a real you're not a real and he's like I'm never talking to you again right guys come on gu I can I can take a dick you can a joke okay I don't care if Meer is straight gay bisexual I love Meer okay and it's like it's no was personal
to him is my show I'm trying to like have a fun show I don't know come on Jer Jerk it jerk it jerk it I I know I know p i was inappropriate I was inappropriate but he was like
he was able to take it for everybody else but he can't take it from me his boyfriend right he take it from everybody else everybody he can say bad everyone else said the worst things about him they were like teasing him saying bad things and then I said one bad thing and he's like okay I'm out right okay it's fine him like I think talk him about it
first then he be on it you got have fun with yeah I'm trying to I'm trying to really I'm trying to like find somebody that can like get the worst and like laugh at it and like love me at the same time like I was like naked on camera for like an hour the other night with him and stuff like that I I gave him everything
and he's like okay let's just be friends what am I supposed to think and then then he is offend he offended by my comment and he takes everyone else's comment right Nick CH the light Nick Nick I want just show the lightsaber for
a minute I'm shut up I'm Nick show the lightsaber the rainbow yeah yes oh yeah yeah yeah I'm just trying to test people guys all I do I'm I'm like a
teacher I just test all I do is test I'm just trying to see where are you in this game right I lie I say untrue things I like I'll say I'll say I can say anything I'm comfortable a relation with God and Satan to be able to say anything you can't take
it guys you can't you can't can't with me like guys even if I'm not best friends with God Satan hates me God hates me I'm stuck on this earth right now right and it's like I love them I love them both I love
God I love Satan I love both I love Meer and then he he'll take he'll say have Jamie Rose say you're a he'll have he'll have people in the chat saying you're stupid you you don't no cards and stuff like that and then I'm trying to
say okay say you love me and he's like oh I I just like you okay well go somewhere else okay you want to my you're mean you're really talented you're so talented you have artistic
ability you're GNA find some guy that or girl that loves you like Meer me it was never personal Meer it was just test a test it was to see how far I could take it how and how You' react okay me that's all it was
Meer I'm not a bad person okay but I have troll blood in me okay P has troll blood in her okay we know how to deal right you know you know what I'm talking about Jamie Rose is troll blood be is troll blood we all we're all like half troll half human but we're really beautiful humans but we
we know that we know that understand the troll Meer you can take that from all of them all of them can say that to you right all of them could say anything they wanted you're like oh take them back on bring them back on the panel I want to talk to them and then I say one troll thing to you and it's like I'm leaving forever I don't like you anymore
right am I right or am I wrong you can tell me if I'm right or wrong Nick Nick can you stroke it a little bit more nck nck nck turn around can I just see the backside just turn around one time just turn around he did it he did it okay is a
real he is okay I'm in love with Nick okay I just came guys I just came the show's over I I can't take it anymore no I'm just kidding Nick I didn't I I didn't I didn't I didn't Nick I'm just kidding I'm just kidding guys guys you understand I'm just kidding you understand I'm just
kidding I don't know everyone takes me so seriously I'm just kidding me Meer you have better sense of humor like Meer I was really just trolling you I wanted to see how far I could take it before you could like get sick of me get
mad at me it wasn't very far it was just a little bit you you were so good you took from everybody else when I did it I did just a little bit I I did a littleit little bitty bit I was like I was like Meer I don't like you're mad at me whatever you okay I'm I'm leaving I'm
leaving okay guys this is YouTube streets right you to be strong to be in the YouTube streets you should be strong you you should be tough i' I've been through beus Kitty's panels I've been through pie p is p is oh she's a hazer she is a hazer oh my
God p p is so mean but P I know their heart and but Mis I know you have a good heart too me you're so talented Meer don't take it so seriously okay you you you never got upset with anybody else said it but except what I said does that mean you like me or you like don't like me and you don't want to be have
anything me say anything you can have everybody else say something to you that's what I'm wondering I'm trying to like find somebody that can take anything that can understand anything right I don't know am I right or am I wrong chat am I wrong if I'm wrong tell me I'm wrong here's Lola
I you guys that was sweet I just want to find somebody that can like love me for me and I'm a big troll he said I was an ogre earlier he said oh you're a big ugly ogre but I still like you right he said I'm a big ugly ogre right okay I'm big ugly so if I'm a big ugly ogre you can take a joke
from me no no no I said one little joke and he's like I'm leaving forever right oh W okay right right Meer you're supposed to be able to say just like everybody else I talked to and I was I was cool with everybody else I'll be cool with you too right that's always all that's always Waring I just
want to see how You' react guys I'm not Lucifer I'm not I'm not God's covering cherub I'm not Satan I'm just a human being I'm just I'm just a guy a lonely guy looking for someone that actually likes him they can understand they can forgive him for right if you can't take it it's
fine if you can't take it means you're them for something else right and then it's like when you saw me actually smart enough to like play your game you couldn't take it it's okay no no it's okay I think you're cool I think you're a cool guy right I think you're a cool guy
you're oh you have amazing art you have a really amazing art you have a really good heart I love you I and I did love you but because you couldn't take a joke and I can take a dick right you can't take a joke i l a little bit of respect okay
does that make make sense I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense is everyone okay hey Unc num I love you yeah guys I love you guys we have 21 in the chat we still 21 in the chat I'm not leaving when I have 21 in the chat I usually have like less than 10 people in the chat right guys
guys it's working it's working okay guys guys I know how to do it I guys I'm figuring it out I'm figuring I know how to do this okay guys I am guys the whole time I was smiling the whole time I was I was never sad remember when I remember that I was
crying and there was no tears cuz it's hard to make tears when they're not real right guys but I really do love you okay Nick Nick j yeah Nick Jr doe can you stroke that pink thing for a little bit just choke it or turn
around there you go he's doing doing oh my God oh my God oh my God I am so guys Meer Meer you're still you're still allowed in okay Meer you get you get a pass M you get a pass CU I
like you you're allowed we can make up you don't have to make up with me you don't have to you can be mad at me forever just like Emma levetan and clumsy Clairvoyance traveling Gypsy left in the dust right you can understand what I was
doing the whole time right guys they cannot take a dick they canot take a joke okay I can take a dick I can take a joke I have a strong mind I have pie by my side I have I have a I have Bea by my side I have a Jamie side Jamie left go ahead can you stroke it a little
bit just stroke the pink thing again I want to see one time slowly okay doing to slowly hi hi hi here's what you did you you you tell me the game p Tau me the game first start really slow okay and
then it really gradually so p p p you broke it down to me you taught me the game you taught me you told me what was happening right nobody else would like everyone I asked for no one
would break them the game no you're the only one that would tell me the truth broke it down for me A to Z start to finish that's what why you're my co-host that's why I will defend you to my dying breath I if Lisa hates me after after I defend you it's
okay because what I really who I really love is you just as a best friend that that's all it is it's a best friend someone who just actually told me the truth no one you were not fake everything me you were just you were just real to me someone no no to your motive and Meer it was n like that you
were trying to do something or trying to bribe me or trying to like take money or something that was never what it's about it's about how did you react to that when I said that you ran away you ran away why didn't you like stand up for yourself why didn't you say no I love you please why didn't you write me back
you said you said oh you you're judging me you're there's there's something off about it there's something maybe you were doing something in the background I I don't know but I'll say pie always told me the truth that's why I love
pie my best friend P um Susan everybody else in everybody else is still in the chat tonight I love you so much like you really you tell me the truth you you won't let me go down the wrong road some of you didn't know what's going on tonight some of you didn't know what going on tonight some
of you were testing me some of you were like what the is going on but I I know it was going on the whole time okay hi suzan yeah I know what's going on the whole time I know pie knows what going on I know be knows I know the other wish of Eastwick
knows Jamie Rose okay Jamie Rose I know you're I know Jamie Rose you would you would not put up with me this long if you did not know what was going on okay but p be on my side I know they were testing me okay I was test and I I tested them and I tested uh I tested Mis Meer he ran away like in like 5 second I
like basically didn't even get to test him I like said one thing he's like I'm leaving I'm I don't like you anymore I need somebody to say no I love you I love I love you I I love please hold me like I want to see you immediately pleas please what like
someone motion no he's like he just got mad and he's like oh you're you're an you're a jerk and I don't want to talk to you ever again that's what I don't like I like want someone to it's going to be there through thick and thin through like the worst emotions the the best emotions P have we been through it all have we been through
like Notting me have we been through it all no there there's a lot more to come remember that remember that more to come but have we like have we had like extreme we had the extremes I think of of like that trust in our relationship where didn't trust you you didn't trust
me but oh why should we we should Nick keep Shing the keep Shing the bong but I'm trying to say p yeah to say p is that if I didn't trust
you would I have you put your email address put to control my show basically you can have control of my show if anything happens to me you're the next of kin it's like you're the first person written down above anybody else it's like you never see me again if you never see me again if if I if I disappear
forever you I want you to have your own show I love your show I love your show you you you're the first person that got me on streamyard actually you're the I went on your show one night streamyard I sign up for streamyard I'm new streamyard now be the first person the panels that I see guys I'm I'm saying these These Girls these women these are
awesome women these are these are women that had my back I will never forget that okay no matter what happens to me I'll be in the afterlife by their side okay no matter what happens to me I need somebody I never had a man I never had a man that's G to be these women have more
balls than any man ever had before any man right I'm not saying in a bad way I'm saying you got more balls you got we you have more strength you have more courage you like the strength card High Priestess knowledge Empress all the Queens in the deck just like awesome
people I don't mean to offend anybody else but all it was is a test this was like a hidden camera show right now it was like how will you react to how I act okay that's all it was p p came and said I'm concerned about you bday said
I'm concerned about you Jamie Jamie even even Jamie with the heart heart of she's a heart of ice basically most 90% of the time she she cares about me too own I know and Jamie me to call you up but J
all these all all these women have been through some they're all Queen of Swords they they all know they're my like little three the three of swords crew where they can chop up anybody's heads that tries to come near me wrong right I was trying to like test all it
was a test it was just a test I said R ridiculous things I do you guys think I was like saying the ridiculous things because I was like emotional and that was really really felt no worried I was like okay let's think
about this rationally right and but you know I'm a very rational person I'm a very emotional person I'm a very rational person and I'm not going to like jump into something just to like ruin everything in my life and and I wanted to see how will this person react if I act like this how will this person will they come to me will they come to me privately and they will say will they
say what's wrong even though I came to them person personally and said it was it was a joke it was a m you know it was a joke I was seeing how you react no they're they're all they're offending now they're fending out their feelings are hurt it's okay I still love that person the person will never like me again the person it's hard hard hard it's hard it's hard
because you have to find that person that will like put up with your and like still like love you right that's what I'm looking for I haven't found person fine line there's a fine line I don't think people should purposely put up your I think it's I gave I the let the person have a
platform I let the person talk as much as they wanted I gave the person space and things like that I think they just wanted the space to be to be themselves and I'd like that problem was they didn't love me at the end of the day and you do love me and be loves
me time I've known you for a while I didn't just meet you I I need to find someone that loves me no matter how up I act and like how no matter how stupid I act I need to like test it's like all big test it was just a big
test uhuh I have to I have to I have to cuz I tested you I I tested you I Ted I tested I tested Jamie or Jamie Rose I I tested i t everybody all of you are all of you are still here by my side all of
you get me you understand me you get it at a fundamental level that person was like person believed my the person believed my you guys all saw through my all of you saw through my all of you it was just I was
bullshitting all of you got it all of you got it instantly but OB got it he didn't get it he didn't get it he didn't get it after everything right he didn't get it and that's what makes me sad because it's like he should have got it he because he put up with everybody else's right he put up with Jamie Rose's tasing he put
up with um Jake's hazing okay we have another guest tonight oh hello Crystal who's this person hello how's everybody doing I'm melting down right now do you want to make fun of me do you want to like make fun of tarot you want to have
another debate I'm having a meltdown right now are you you ready you don't you like me or do you hate me you hate me right I mean I like you but cuz you didn't like me earlier I was trying to nice and then you were like putting me down we can have a debate but I don't want to have a debate how you doing
brother I don't want to have to B either I had a boyfriend and I just want my boyfriend to like instead of like run away like stand up for me or like to run to me and say are you okay or what's what's wrong I feel like I feel like he should he should stick up for you I feel I mean I feel your pain he didn't he ran the
away he just ran away at the first sign of trouble he ran away like there was like you know and he was so happy to be here and so happy to like I I'm not trying to talk bad about him or something said ask one question real quick it a test it was a test and he failed the test and you can he can pass I'll give him I'll put him on on the
curve but said your boyfriend is he supposed to be like the man of the house he's supposed to provide her and protect her like he should protect he didn't do any of that oh he didn't do agre show and make it his own show and he like took over the show I I would let
him do it I wanted him to defend me because he let everyone else troll him and I was like they're trolling you they're trolling you they're trolling you then when I trolled him just a little bit just the slight I troll him the slightest bit just a oh he got pissed off at you yeah yeah he's gone he's in he's gone what the is going on I don't
understand P you do you see did you see what I was doing it was a big test you saw what I was doing right P or you thought was for I you know paranoia and the mic no but I'm not
going parano because I was I said that but I wanted him to like come to me or with asking that and you should want that but react I was trying to see how he react okay I'm not said he he couldn't handle it I had this is my third beer I
had three beers tonight okay three beers am I that drk may that that drunk okay maybe I'm that that drunk maybe I'm that drunk it's all right it's your panel you're good right but I had three beers and I was just waiting for him to say private chat are you okay I love you he didn't he didn't even text you or nothing no he
didn't know he was always always on the pan he just left right and he just left right on no P he did say let's talk in private you going I said I said let's talk in private I said let's talk in private he never said let's talk on private I said let's talk on private I was the one that said that and then he didn't and he didn't I was the one that
said that he was just like saying I don't know what's going on with you you're just being paranoid you're being weird like I mean a good argument would be like he's not used to this life well maybe he is but like especially if he's on the panels like are part of the chat and he's seing this for the first time and it could be overwhelming I can understand why he
left at least two weeks to be to be himself on the panel to say whatever weeks and then he was like like it gave him like cyber sex and stuff like that he said was this his first night on you're my friend but I like I like yeah
okay wait was this his first night on no he's been on for two weeks he's been on for weeks he's been on for weeks oh well yeah that guy then I know I just wanted him to like stand up for me I just wanted him to like I got you back I sent one song he sent several songs I sent him one song
to watch the song he's like oh I didn't have time to watch it and then he you know he doesn't sound like he cares much he doesn't because there one song we talk for sometimes you meet people like that man it's all right brother I like that
guy because I was like I'll give this guy a chance I'm still your friend I know you are and even if you trolled me today on the other I know I love you too guys we well we can debate and still be friends
correct here's secret here's a secret I'm half a troll I'm half a troll okay I can't help it I'm half a troll I I I can troll when I need to yeah guys look I can love you and not believe in your tarot but I still love you brother I know you do I know you do and that's like we can like talk and like
and like be cool and stuff like that I need want to say we can we can debate we can talk we can be cool I mean Brothers love you man that's what guys I've been so everyone hurt so much that I need to test people I just need to test them just to see how far I can go and how they'll react and so I went tonight I went so far I I said I would
made myself like a stupid idiot and I was like I'm right and I said how react and he ran away well I mean that's a sign corre did P run away no p p like came to me run away be came to me did Nick run away who I like yelled at before did Jamie run away
who he yelled at before I called Jamie a I called Jamie horrible names she called me a and all this kind of stuff we love J she's cool as guys guys at the end of the night I I'll give you a big guys a big hug and we you can laugh about it it's a show it's a show if you're trying to get on my show well
you seem pretty upset I think you're kind of hurt understand me guys if you don't understand me in the chat and stuff like that you you don't have to be in the chat Jamie Jamie had trolls in the chat saying her smelled like platypus and stuff like that and she was like don't s that person out right she was
like don't she's like she's like it's funny be you're trying to cover it up I think actually up it's okay to be upet I feel like you got there midnight hey midnight how are you midnight guys
guys at the end of the day I don't care if you troll me I don't care if you love me at the end of the day if you're watching my show give me a like if you're like contributing to the show if you're like for free right guys I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a performer I'm a I'm someone that makes people
happy I want to make as long as everyone has a smile on their face as long as you you give each other a big hug at the end of the night it's fine if someone says my boy friend can take a little trolling from me which I I'll do I'll do a big troll show I will say I'm Lucifer I'll say I'm God's covering angel I I will
I'll say all that then he runs away right guys it's all about how will they react how do they react to my
ma' you're really far away from the way by the way please Meer a lot of people love Meer and me is a cool guy he's he's a really cool guy okay and I love I think you're far away from your mic when you talk uh okay me me Meer my
boyfriend my supposed boyfriend boyfriend you got brother damn Sam Sam love Sam don't tell Sam that don't leing you got three more I have like 20 boyfriends
okay guys I'm so I'm so sorry I am in love with so many guys and if all do mad at me it's fine I'm trying to test every single guy I I want to find the guy that like loves you for me that's what I'm trying to find I'm trying to find the guy that loves for me I'm trying to find
the girl that loves me for me say had a pie say had a pie and show her and I think I found one if she only speaks closer to her mic yeah you got to speak closer to your mic
girl I'm oh I I can hear you yeah I no T you better disrespect pie because I will I'll kick your ass out of out of the the universe because p is my friend she is my love you want to kick me out
brother I have your back why you kick me out do no but if you if you disrespect pie cuz pie is the cool I think I think this is I think with my morals and stuff I think that we me and P should go on the DAT P are you down are you
down Tre frog and Pie I think he's a cute guy thank you you never see my face ever but I appreciate it pie one blind date and we ru he's going to pay for everything I agree one blind day that sounds
good you better pay for you pay for True frog you to pay for the appetizer the main course the tree frog evening blind day it's gonna be cheap coffee okay if I'm doing a blind
date it's a cheap coffee date you know just listen I feel like I I hear Des let me debate why let me debate why I should you guys Le so well I'm just seeing already but okay so
T you would you would T she hurt my elbow 50 of Starbucks Ben can you ask her why she hurt me why she hurt my elbow ask
her p on why did you hurt my elbow in my way your elbow was in my way so I had to hurt it to move now I hurt myself when I fell for you girl and I've seen someone so I can't like strle is he a ghost no's very
do you want to see a ghost I wouldn't mind seeing some ghost ghost be but i' rather know I'm a Friendly Ghost yeah he's Casper his nickname is Casper P that's my nickname Casper guess Casper P if he pisses you off anytime I'll I'll him off
because you're my you're my you're my real girl okay you you have the control of the panel you you're you're my you're my mod right you're like I put your email address in my you're you're just a mod on my chat she's my mod on my disc on my stream p p whatever you want just tell
me what you want it goes okay because P I trust you okay just like I was trying to say I listen to I tried to test them sometimes and I'm not perfect I'm a bad person sometimes she sounds very beautiful she kind of looks beautiful as well
is I'll call her 314 that's my pie pie that's 3.14 pie pie you pie then you're going to kick out of the chat because P he's my best friend okay P from the beginning we met in Ben's
chat pie right you always were nice to me always all right I'll back I'll back off my bad back I'm saying pie is like a real one you don't with pie seriously and
leis misunderstood P P's comment was my intention I didn't want to with P I went to with P you me I know you do but P with you p p is all right leave it alone all right no no no p p has her own standards and
something P can with whoever she wants to she is my is her standard 3.14 yeah it's Pi Day right March 14th 3.14 is Pi Day all right I'll leave it
alone I apologize my bad I know my bad you don't have toiz I like like looking all good always been cool but meer who boyfriend was like oh Jamie Rose can call me a Jamie Rose can call me
all these names um Jake can call me all these names can I ask one can I ask one question though sure sure can I ask one question to pie of course yeah are you from are you from Japan no because I want to get in them
japanties one good knee slapper I apologize for that one that was that was rude my bad it's kind of funic they're Classics it's kind of funny kind of rude kind of funny though
yeah I kind of like P I'm not gonna lie I think she's really cool well I don't know I don't think I've ever name what's your name in the chat I don't know did you did you vote for uh Cala I'm from Canada well oh God yeah never mind I don't like I don't like
pie I don't I don't like pie oh not just Canada like the worst place too Quebec oh I don't like pie that's funny you I think how you doing
tonights the states we won't have any right to vote on your politics so like Well ma'am are you in Canada right now yeah yeah how do you feel about let us assume hypothetically like if Canada became like a state of the United States
would you be opposed to that uh yeah I would I don't think you help us because you never have helped us before I think you guys would just use yeah I agree but we're gonna help you now though the state has never helped Canada they never had any care
about Canada before and how do you feel about true yes so I'm so sorry keep going sorry I think he's doing the best that he can I think I think he's trying not to rock the boat and just do what he thinks everyone wants and what everyone wants is not to help each other I think that's why it looks really bad for
him it's just yeah yeah I don't know I'm not not very Pol into politics I just know that there's no right answer yeah that's all listen I don't know what Trudeau said but you look very beautiful you're welcome you're welcome I was talking to him oh okay
okay n I'm just kidding I was talking to you you don't show your face where he go see what we're working with ma' I don't want you to fall in love man' okay well my voice my voice is well my voice is better than my face so my voice is horrible
so okay well I don't I think someone who's not superficial would be okay with your face listen if my man psych pulls a card right now he'll give us a reading and it says it's a love card are you down to on a date I'm good
I'm good I'm good I'm good I don't gamble yeah I don't gamble at all it's not gambling when you when you're when you're talking about love ging I don't I don't do that you want to bet it up I don't I
don't bet I don't make bets like that I don't make bets unless like I can afford to lose you know what I mean I don't know if that's the kind of way all right I'll leave it alone excellent excellent thank you so how come you're single like how long you been single
for yeah you don't want to talk about it we don't have to talk about that oh I'm the only one here how how come I'm sing it's just us like you wanted well I'm single because well I had a relationship for like uh no three years and
uh but uh she was unfaithful so I'm sorry there's a lot of that going around and one thing that really scares me like when someone's been cheated on their next relationship usually they tend to cheat on them so that that's scar I don't I I don't agree with that I think and let me make a little bit not an
argument but let me say this I think that once you're like a an Unfaithful person any other relationships you're probably G to be you're probably going to be unfaithful wants a cheater always cheater type too that too yeah think in like poly relationships and try
to at least manage that you know maybe it's something that's in them like they can't you know do a regular you know traditional one-on-one relationship but but even people I've noticed people who who are you know faithful and once they've been cheated on they they're so heartbroken they end up wanting Revenge
yeah they want revenge that's kind of like people don't people don't like to hear the argument like what if you're like the one that's Ben cheet on they don't like to hear the argument because then like they kind of become resentful is that the right word you kind of become like uh hard and like yeah and like you're just not really like the walls go higher you know now I'm trying
to climb them you know but like the walls go so high it's like I'm trying to climb them but damn it wasn't my fault that you those walls are so high yeah of vampire you know once a vampire once a person regular human who's innocent was bit and they turn they turn into a vampire they're going around and biting other people that's just that's something that I've not I'm
noticing a lot so like when someone tells me they've been cheated on like my guard is up just because I've seen this pattern so many times you know like and I'm always like nervous about uh nowadays wom not you not by the way I'm not saying you but nowadays like women especially like they're so
promiscuous and they're so like I mean they're like are they though are they I think I think so yeah I think that a random like college girl 18 years old get flown out I think they've always been like that they did it in secret and the ones that couldn't yeah but nowadays
it's we have social media now wouldn't you agree like it's it's popular now okay so so I grew up before social media came right like there was no internet when I grew up and women like they were still doing all of these things just instead of like being out and about about it like we just kept it among ourselves and it was in secret but they
were still doing it just in secret now that social media is out people they being you know more comfortable about it they're just talking about it more you know on so it's so yeah sorry that that threw me off um yeah so yeah I don't think think things have changed I think things are just being exposed more you know what
are what human is okay I'm back my bad I accidentally I accidentally di my bad oh you did okay yeah I accidentally left what I'm saying this is like uh the average like a woman like like college
girl they're getting flown out and stuff but like there's a reason why 90% 80% of men swipe on 10% of uh no excuse me 80% of women swipe on 10% of men yeah because they're looking for actual partner while men they're looking for anybody put their their thing in their hole you know like
that Well ma'am I I will agree with that but they're not swiping back so they're not actually yeah yeah yeah if men are swiping at like you know at everyone that they could and women only 10% you know like up you know like there a lot of the men
are getting women are learning that a lot of these men like out of like you know 10 men there might be one that's decent that's what you guys have to you guys have this culture of being so abusive and you tell no don't don't you do that's why your suicide rates are really high because like
you're you know you're hurting yourselves completion rates complete oh sorry sorry like suicide or completion okay okay that's okay that's I thought that was the same thing we're kind of better at it what do you mean by completion rate that sounds
like climax actually gets it done you know like we're better at it actually okay okay okay yeah yeah completion we don't sit there and like I don't really want to get into this argument it's kind of I mean we can
if we don't have to if you don't want I'm down talking about it I'm down talk whatever I'm just not trying to disect this channel I don't know I've heard both sides for such a long time like there's nothing you could like I don't know if you can say anything I haven't heard before no I think that men are just better at doing it like when we do it we
actually mean it it's not a cry for help we actually just do it yeah that's what the statistics say actually like there's a lot of like uh there's a lot of more women who wish for it but they don't actually go forward and do it and a lot more men actually do like are successful at doing it that's they're not they're not
wishing for it if they wish for it they would probably do it it's not enough no they're more like they're more like a cry for help they want help then when we decide tell people about it then it's a cry for for help but if they keep it to themselves and just on their head they don't talk about it or tell everyone about it that's not a cry for help
that's a secret is this inappropriate to talk about or should we well we can ask the chat I don't mind I'm very flexible I don't care are you flexible what do you mean by flexible I have a really bad back because I've been like sitting around for too
long I have to exercise I have to go I have to go do Stu I need a life you seem kind of logical and you seem pretty cool thank you that's kind you kind of know you actually know a little bit of stats you seem pretty cool you're pretty logical pretty good conversation I would say
sorry for saying yeah I could it's fine yeah do you debate what an oh my God kid he just shot his yes he shot out of his
don't show your brother I'm reading sh yeah please don't please don't show it actually I'm being serious is blue guy talking uh I we couldn't hear him before
so no sir are you talking you just hit the mic I heard that are you talking
sir oh maybe he's too far from it all right all right you're not talking all yeah don't be weird either bro with your yeah BR you just punched the mic I heard you he's been that all night though oh I hear him he's very light but I heard him yeah talk again brother
hey brother don't get me banned you better be cool what no no no you won't get banned if he shows his ass while I will I heard him though he's really low why is he so I can hear
you cuz you don't want to talk all right well that's fair enough then be quiet I said I'm pretty sure he just said CU I don't want to talk that's fair what sir you don't come in with a cool ass gun like that and not explain
it you're saying that's not cool as that's a cool as gun you should explain it I love it
I now you're just far away from the mic you don't you don't want to talk to you that's all right but explain the gun
sir type
I'm not gonna lie I don't hear I can't hear a word you're saying brother you were talk talk in the mic if you don't want to talk don't talk but if you're gonna talk talk in the
mic don't fight the mic talking to it or switch your phone's uh it's probably not on speaker that might be true that's happened to me before on my
phone what happened to pych he just dip out he's still oh well he was in the backstage I thought he was watching him thought he was watching
Nick I can hear you Nick a little bit brother
damn Mike hey don't fight the mic brother I don't understand how you're so loud and then so
low also ma'am I don't understand how that bun how you got it so perfect he's really good at putting blocks together I think it's your lamp I think the lamp is giving you compliments right now because looking good not you Mike I'm talking to
her my lamp oh I think it's giving you compliments oh okay
the are we looking at right now Mike's he's banging with some gold guns oh yeah
brother Mike can you on a shirt brother no keep it off for sigh he's comfor so modest you my my bad damn Mikey doing the mic on that
one by the way leave my woman alone
Dame
highlighting Nick oh Nick I really wish you like adjust like your speaker can you not hump the lightsaber I think asleep save it for sigh or maybe he'll check it later you not hump the lightsaber brother
I'm just saying that lamp it gives you compliments lamp
girl can you not make in the mic if you don't mind it's very loud
great I guess yeah I wonder if Nick drank tonight you did drink I heard that I heard that you can't like look at your phone options
can you talk into the mic brother well how about you try it try talking under the
mic no don't change the camera talk into the
mic sir okay so's still awake I'm posting that screenshot to the server hold on a she's not in here oh well
looking beautiful not you Mike well you look beautiful too sir cry now can you not fight your phone I fight
you well yeah go ahead I hear you I hear you good now all
wait a minute are you the
ex-boyfriend are you the ex-boyfriend you hear him barely barely okay maybe could translate for us repeat what he says I got you girl yeah go ahead and repeat what you just said sorry
sir user he said a user the that's what he saider the
a binary code
dude it wouldn't hurt you to actually talking to your mic by the way like you're yelling and we barely hear you just talking your mic dude it's late well don't yeah talk in your mic
I don't want to see your little play gun
talk all right it's a l up never mind
good talk I thought you were you robot out and dude do better man
talk can you hear can you hear him no it's so low like I don't hear
stop showing us that stop showing us the same brother think he lik
it oh hey don't do it to us
brother I'm just trying to take careing my lady I don't want no trouble brother no go in the dark
trouble bro psych pass out no I'm talking to him on tell him to join his own panel no do what he want why you want what do you want to say to him I mean at least we can actually have
a conversation I mean okay well you like being here with me I don't mind I just don't know what you want to talk about I don't mind I don't mind well let's talk about um how' you grow up you uh how did you grow up I
grew up with my dad taking care of all four of us my mom had to go she went back to the Middle East and so it was just like my dad Middle East uh what's your uh where you from you said Middle East correct uh my parents are born in Syria I'm born in
Canada oh that's beautiful yeah you C but but no actually not beautiful you said Canada yeah you're very beautiful but not Canada y really proud from Canada oh
yeah yeah one thing that's really cool so my mom was in Canada long enough to be naturalized and they really did influence her a lot like when she did go back to Syria she brought back a lot of the independence with her and you know there it's male dominated especially a lot of Muslim she got
canalized caniz she got Canada yeah caniz so like they they they hated the fact that she was an independent woman owning her own business not Muslim tell you what yeah they they'll hate you for they'll hate you for being a woman over there I'll tell you that yeah yeah for sure and she
really tough she stood her ground you know and she's tough on it listen if you don't wear I mean I'm not gonna talk about your country because that's where you're from but if you don't wear a certain hijab over there they'll cut your head
off careful okay so where she was they no longer did that but they will shave they'll send you to jail and like they'll they'll shave your your hair they'll shave me or they'll put you in jail they'll shave okay when you go to jail they shave your head even if you're a woman oh shave your head I think shame
my bad yeah they put you in shave your head what the but uh there was secret police and those will be the people that will take you and they'll torture you but they don't talk about so it's not official but they do torture you and everyone is so that's why everyone's very paranoid you know they
they're always trying to like gossip just to keep ahead of it you know and and did you uh if I can ask you a personal question did you ever like visit over there or spend any time over there I never wanted to my my other siblings not my my other family members did visit and they were okay because they know the language I
don't know the language my sister visited but she has a military ID so they I'm sure they were too afraid to like mess with her because of that is it a US military ID no can ID but to them like that's basically like a government job to them like they
would be afraid they would you know they would be worried to like mess with someone like the only reason I brought that up because imagine if this is like a us like military idea they're not gonna with you I mean if they do I'd be worried that they would it was an American I don't think they like Americans over there yeah exactly but if you have the American idea
they're not going to with you because they know better you know but when she went it was
before yeah well she went before the Civil War so I don't I don't really know I don't remember listen ma'am we can talk and debate and stuff but you're not going to get my number okay okay all right just so you know people are exchanging phone numbers that they meet on the internet that's weird
that's really weird well you're not going to get mine I don't need yours you're not going to get it okay unless you want it I'm good well that's kind of rude I feel I'm GNA share it in chat
will find you a girlfriend okay so then you know give me your number that's not a good argument if you share in chat you know how many weird people men are G to hit me up that's okay they'll they'll die off their interest will die off also like you never gotten like telemarketers like I'm hanging up people all the time
really like someone's phone number is not a big deal anymore like there's so many telemarketers going around I don't want them I want you all right I'll stop all right Big T listen I'm not I'm not giving you my I'm not giving you my
Snapchat either I hate snap all right I used it once and it was like stupid I think I don't know I think people who use them I don't trust it I don't trust it either that's a good argument I think you're beautiful but I do agree don't give your number out and
also don't use Snapchat I have given my number out I have given my number out I just think you like to give it to me no I think it's stupid oh my bad sorry why are people giving why are people giving numbers out over the Internet that's stupid it's weird if you want to talk to people on the internet you give them like your
internet app name and you just talk on the internet like the whole point talking on the Internet is to talk on the internet like if you want to exchange phone numbers it's because you're G to meet in person you know you're G to fly down like you you know need a phone where you can't use the internet just weird I mean that's pretty good argument
but um I think it's a let assume let us assume I was going to fly down to meet you you should give me correct so therefore I win the debate and you should give me your number that was then I would understand but that's not going to happen weird like and like I remember like other people that asked
for my number over the Internet they were psycho so like I don't have a good experience with that like you should never give your number over the I agree yeah yeah the only person who has my number that I met on the Internet is sigh and he never he called like once or twice so hey s hey s my best friend my
brother sigh hey can I ask you a question son can I get her
number I'm just
kidding I'm with you we can talk on panels cck uh I you normally I don't like talking much on panels unless I'm like friends with just to be comfortable well you're you're talking now yeah I've tried to like that's that's because you talk to SAI first you know you don't like to
debate you do like to join panels you just don't like to debate I used to join panels I used to join panels I just find the people on YouTube different they're very very different toxic disgusting degenerate can I say the r word I can't say the r word uh I feel
like I'll just go ahead yeah I would agree with that but I would also say disgusting in degenerate as well well no cuz like I came from a site that is all about fantasy so people they were lying but it was basically like a imaginative stories so I'm okay with like fantasy and stuff like that but on YouTube it's weird
it's like they're trying YouTube is weird I can only imagine being oh I'm sorry go ahead I interrupted you my bad I just find it's weird because they're trying to they're trying so hard to convince you that their is real and it's like what's I can only imagine being a female on YouTube GE oh God I can only
imagine at least I'm a male like so YouTube yeah it's weird but like imagine being a female though I don't know even even when you're I think I don't know I don't know if that makes a difference well the only reason oh excuse me excuse me the only reason I
said that is because like when you're a female there's a lot of creeps on YouTube so they're always trying to like like they're not actually trying to argue they're not trying to make a point they're just trying to you know like when you're a female it's different man they're always trying to sleep with you let's be for real I don't know I think
uh here but I'm talking used to that no no no I'm used to that I live in a Suburban City or an urban city and I'm used to like men being dogs I'm used to that even the women used to that this is different well women women are sometimes more more dogs than men yes
absolutely yeah they're ferocious yeah I didn't believe it when I was young younger until like these guys kept complaining about the harassment they're getting and it sounded so like the same as the way my my grou my chick friends would complain about it and then I saw it I'm like I felt really really bad for these guys and I think just a human thing like
everyone does it it's not just a gender thing yeah but I I and you're gonna agree with me I do think there's a difference though when you're female or a male joining like like like let's just say YouTube like mes are dogs bro they're they're trying to they're going to try to sleep with you they're going to treat you like a piece of meat I
mean yeah and the LI even if you make good points or anything they're they're still gonna do that they're dogs yeah I think uh they get really intimidated really easily they're really sensitive because like they're they're showing their face and they're using their real voice so like they're they're trying really hard to protect themselves
but they're still really vulnerable so if you say something that's the truth it it hits the yeah if you say something well if they're trolls they're going to troll but if you say something that hits them yeah they're gonna but most of them are trolls though I the trolls I think the trolls
are the best here I think that that's that's my favorite part about them because that's where you can have fun and talk about goofy stuff and it's not real like I love that part but when people are trying to pretend that it is real like that's where it gets weird that's just like weird man like I don't that that's like I don't
like that like even coming from a fantasy site to me that's weird that level of bullshitter is just weird what fantasy site did you come from um IMVU what did you just say sorry it's uh it's like second life but more
cartoony nerd yeah yeah no I'm just kidding no no it's okay A little bit little I come from a I do come from a debate world but I come from Like a Star Wars world you know oh yeah yeah personally yeah books I've been reading
like my brother star war books he has like a big collection oh that's Canon I think it's it's books I'm pretty sure that's Canon that's what Canon pretty sure there's a lot of lore in uh Star Wars oh yeah yeah he's been wanting me to read them for a while I never got around to it until like
recently I wanted to like work on my speech bro in high school I read the Twilight series oh my God yeah I know yeah I didn't and and and my team Edward or Jacob would you like to
guess so you must be in like your 20s 30s like 30s 30s your early 30s yeah yeah wow when Twilight came out it wasn't it didn't even hit theaters yet and my friend found a link for it online
somewhere at this whatever site sends it D I read the I read the books before the movie came out and like people were looking at me like I'm weird but during SRT I literally read the books I'm the books better but I remember like the books are always better you know yeah of course I
remember like I was watching the movie on laptop and the scene where the the the when he Edwards is shining in the light and his skin is Diamond that's when I was like yeah what dude I remember the memes like you show him signing light then remember do well maybe you watch you remember 30 Days of Night the Vampire movie like that's a
real vampire you're not sitting there shining in the light like this dude yeah it was crazy it was crazy that's not a real vampire man I'm team I'm Team Jacob I guess
Jacob then um Edward but they're weird man weird is F that wasn't a real vampire like you know what I can do to you I shine in the light like that's not a real vampire man that's fine if they want to redefine their own version of a vampire that's yeah it's fine but I mean
it just felt it's not scary it's not scary at all yeah it is insulting I will agree it is insulting a real vampire like you should what I can do to you I smell you and I feel weird I shine in the light dude a real
vampire bro he Out For Blood I guess I don't yeah that's true I don't mind them you know redefining what their version of vampire is it just I wish they had invested more in the acting it just feels like they were rushed through it they didn't you know I
didn't feel it it's just it was I agree I agree embarrassing to watch was like oh I just know my friend loved it though she she right away became obsessed I was like this is never going to hit anywhere this is going to die it's totally wrong I'm just gonna let you know right now usually at this time I'm usually
debating people but I'm here getting along with you imagine that yeah people should join Big T should join loves you he's in love with you who Big T in chat I think he like he really likes you he got join I'm pretty
sure I'm Big T but yeah big tall sexy King Rob always wins LOL he's he's been obsessed with you since like you got all excited well it let him join right come big te douche I literally usually am debating people but
I appreciate the conversation I had really fun tonight that really good conversation between us yeah your your Vibe reminds me of people that I've spoken to before on here I'm sure like you you've met them before in the community that's one thing yeah probably I usually debate them though it's like blood sport debate yeah
yeah yeah the only debater I've seen were people that weren't willing to listen and they're trying to overpower each other by talking over each other cutting them off so I didn't really appreciate watching that's Blood Sport debate yeah it's a crazy world I agree yeah but that no that form I wouldn't call it debate that
seems more like people who are too chicken to actually fight that's well when you go to the blood sport like you're your yeah that's stupid sorry I thought you my bad uh when you go to the blood sport like it's it's literally a whole world like you're going to prove your point you're going
to do it I to prove it I mean like but blood it's a whole different world man and from what I seen I you guys calling it a blood sport but like it's stupid because it's not actually debating because like when someone's trying to explain their point and you're
cutting them off repeating stuff you've already said like you're just lucky that it's not in person where someone can actually like knock you out like just so it's so rude it's so rude I couldn't I could I could never I could never well it's it's over the internet I mean you're not gonna knock me on over the internet I know that's my Verbal Judo is
too good for you my Verbal Judo I hate that so much I think someone someone came on panel here and they tried doing that and I got so pissed so mad I never lost my temper on panel before
never think he was no it was it was a boy no I forget what his name was it was an Arab boy and he had a bunch of his friends come and they were like uh they were like a southern style on
camera and they were angry too it was just so stupid Oh big te said he'll come soon yes I come even Cru was like you mean come soon come now don't come soon come now yeah don't come soon come
now by the way I'm getting her number Big T is a yeah Big T is a you boys just come on you know no I think they're talking about me when they say that by the way talking about
what I think I'm Big T no no Big T no you're just C you're C
okay you big homo in here big tall you're definitely a homo you definitely are like we're just going to help you come out of the closet so you can be happy you know he was literally saying that all the men here were beta it's like
oh so you came here to like scoop them all up like that's the most homo thing you can ever say yeah yeah yeah no it' be great if you came on panel because then I could like verify your identity it cross you off a
list every beta male in this chat every all see and the Big T is is getting aroused by it and I'm just thinking they're all below him you know looking up on their knees to
him so what panels do you normally go to like would it be names that we would know oh you talking to me sorry would they be names that we know are you talking to me yeah um if you're talking to me
right uh what the panels I join is like like Speak Easy or that's here that I was talking about yeah well that's a debate Channel though the debate Channel yeah like let
Dees Jordan
oh he's having issues though where the did Psych go he just left he's trying to like oh there he is never mind SP sorry I was like I wonder I where the is SPO you panel it's okay it's it's cool
because already all the people are leaving score everyone's saying there saying I'm leaving the Discord Jamie Rose is offending me and uh and then I'm not doing things right and I don't know
C hear me to score and uh would you like me to leave sir it's okay guys you can guys you you can leave I don't want you to leave I want everyone to be here the whole point is like I want everyone to be here and every want to be friends and it's like people get offended by certain people it's like the point is to like forgive
everybody to like be friends with everybody and to like love everybody the whole point is that it's not to like someone says something you get offended by and you get you leave and then you're you're like leave forever and stuff like that I want every want to be friends so you guys if you guys don't like me and stuff like that you can leave me and Stu like that I don't it does make me sad I want to be
friends point they don't get like did ever say one negative thing to you and someone offend you on the panel and you leave right that that that hurts me I think ton no not saying anything about you me
me they give you the whole panel did did I like say some hurtful things to you tonight to test you and then you were like got offended and stuff like that maybe you got offended maybe I got offended for something you said okay but was it about like who really cares about me yeah if you leave me I would not leave you if you like if
you said all the you said the most up to me I would not leave you I would like care brother give it to tomorrow I don't know maybe I'm wrong I'm wrong I'm wrong about it but I'm about forgiveness I'm about like listening to people I'm about talking to people not just like I said he never said one thing to me other than in the
chat and he could have said something in private he could have said let's talk priv turn off the show or something like that no it was just like oh oh oh my God you know it's like never it was never anything to begin with I was testing him I was saying you're trying to bribe me you're trying to black or blackmail me or
whatever it was and he just he feel for the bait like stop being such a big fish how about being like a a cuddly bear like I wanted you to be and like hey let's turn off the chat let's let's have the show let's like talk in private no no
no is turning on me right I'm G trying you to I'm gonna leave forever right I don't know it's just it's just like even you you're a big troll you're a big troll Crucible ghost but I still love you because you were like I know you're a troll okay I I get sure had a really good
conversation okay yeah talk to talk to P I'm Gonna Leave talk to p hold I can't talk right now talk to can't talk anymore I'm sorry I didn't do anything I didn't do anything bad to you dude all right never mind psych all right no I'm really sorry like I'm sorry
that there's people that don't understand like the humor like yeah like Jamie did say like the f word which is a really known derogative term and when someone asked her to stop saying it she told him the off you know and they don't understand obviously the word wasn't
huh okay oh I just wish like I'm pretty sure me Well ma'am I'm pretty sure me and you had a pretty good conversation tonight wouldn't you agree yeah yeah I agree yeah I didn't troll you or talking to you I didn't troll you or talk
to you did I yeah I don't think I did you don't think you did I I don't know you tell me um I think you just natur like that that's just part of your character it's fine no like I know like people no
honestly on some real all I don't like which all I disagree with is the whole like tarot reading but that's besides the point I I don't have to agree with it I can still get along and hang out with you guys yeah like I've never been into Terror reading until site like I like the way he reads
Terror CS it's always really and that's fine that's cool I personally don't agree with it but we can still get along
no I guess so that that's yeah yeah I like that and I like how Sai is so Universal he's more than just Caro and I like how he could pull me into that as as well I it and that's fine s it's your panel would you like me to leave sir
because you seem really upset I'll dip out you think so no I think he's just trying I think he was upset over his own words he's trying to sound them out and he just needs some more time out I would love to talk to this guy but he's not gonna because I talk about the terot
read no no he's used to that like he's he's impressed people with this tarot reading because it's is a universal type he does it really really well it's a lot of fun actually I agree but I I think that me I'm hardcore personally I'm just against it don't believe in it at all and I I
come off rude sometimes I just don't believe in it I mean I'm sorry but I come off you know so he's definitely talking about me because I do come off wrong well when you're debate I'm at all it's talking about my boyfriend myed boyfriend who left when I like troll him a little bit everyone else trolled him and he was like keep
them on the panel they're cool people I I like them I want to talk to them more and then I told him a tiny little bit like oh I don't like you anymore right okay you're talking about your boyfriend brother I think you know what tring him he didn't know you were trolling I
think that's what it was but this whole the whole show was was a test it was just a test guys what was I say I was saying I'm Lucifer I I I was saying the craziest it was like test he
obvious I drink two beers if I drink like 12 Beers and I act like that I understand I drink two beers I had I I had some like wisdom and knowledge and things working with me and I was just testing it was just like a test oh I said ask question and Jamie said all the horrible things horrible things keep keep them on
keep them on I want to talk to them I said one little thing he's like oh my God I don't like you anymore right right I don't know am I wrong am I right my question so he didn't like you anymore because you kept people certain people on when he said you should kick him off no he liked that he like everyone but me basically he like he like everyone on
the panel me that's the point of it that's the whole point of it everyone except for me everyone can like with him and say they can say the worst I was like trying to like say I try to defend him he's like no you're like don't don't take them off don't I want to talk to them and then I said one thing and he's like okay I hate you
that's maybe you're hurt maybe coming from you it hurt he didn't know you were trolling him tell they were trolling him me personally Maybe
it's your Channel no but but 90% of my channel is trolls I mean I understand Crucible you're a huge trolls to me I don't did I ever like say not I'm not trolling right now but but I know earlier in the earlier chat today you were trolling me hard right
take I just admitted I just don't believe in the tarot reading but other than that we get along I know I know but you were trolling me really hard you were like saying stupid you were saying I'm you were saying it's dumb if you get dude I said I don't want to argue with you I said the ter was I did I did say that I will
admit to it the terot reading I wrote to Clumsy P I wrote to Clumsy and clumsy wrote back to me and she said it's okay you like me to leave sir I apologize I do think I ask you to leave no I ask I I to Emma I went to I went to Lisa tonight I didn't write to traveling Gypsy because
traveling Gypsy already made up with me I made up with all these people like I didn't mean I don't mean any harm guys I'm I'm mentally abused seem very upset and you you keep mentioning my name what I said was brother chryst ghost Chrystal ghost
if I if I didn't want you here I would not have you here I would I can click your on your Channel and your name right there I can kick off the studio in one second if I wanted to but I like you okay well then call me P has like 2% troll in her
where guys I am I understand guys I from the IP even ip2 do one ip2 is like very gay right they're all gay guys but they're all like homophobic right and they don't want me part of part of them right right but they're all gay guys okay they're all basically by curious or
gay ip2 I'm sorry I'm sorry you w't have any part of you it's fine I'm even bigger than you IP I call guys I'm self-d distracting right now I don't care if I have get one more Channel I do not care guys I'm gonna say whatever the I want tonight guys I
understand P are you remember my side yes I am I love you you're shocked you're shocked I'm just shocked because I I didn't know you were trolling so I'm wondering maybe didn't know you were trolling either got freaked out I wasn't trolling I was doing what I was doing I
actually being very honest but I was saying I was being honest okay I'm not I didn't lie anything I said but I wanted him to like he he was like Jimmy Rose is trolling him hard okay and and they were like he was doing reading and they were trolling him hard and I felt really bad because I felt I
was like no he deserves to be given respect and stuff like that but he was like no no no he's like those people are all fine I then I was like What if I what if I say one little thing to what if I say one little negative thing to him oh now I'm I was about oh I'm leaving forever right May different no no no maybe it's different from you
because you were his lover so he got more sensitive coming from because he he said he like oh I just hope we can be friends I hope he be friends after I like did cyber sex with him and and all this stuff and and it's like he doesn't want you then brother he want you as a boyfriend he just wants the
side he doesn't want me nobody wants me okay I understand I understand I'm not I'm not a desirable person I'm a bad person I love to I love to talk to you brother that's why I you can like handle it you can like you get it you said the worst things to me today you're like were like most most opposite to me I could get and you were
still like at the end of the show we were like I know you're but pain me out is that I said about tarot reading I didn't say about you say all I'm saying is that I can take from you someone that I love it's like I want him to like talk to
me say what's wrong what's wrong all he car about was the people in the panel all I car about was everybody else except for me all he wanted to talk to was everybody has okay I'm gon shut up have you ever
have you ever been told that it's okay like you're fine I'm a Nar I'm a narcissist I'm a narcissist not not a bad narc I'm I just narc I'm not a narcissist to love myself okay you're
gonna be okay brother I know dude I know it's okay but I want one person to like understand me like besides besides a woman that's my friend so I because I have be I have pie I I have a Jamie and like those are good friends and it's like even if they troll me
my one guy actually think hey I like you in a certain way okay but without without alter I gonna say that I know I'm not expecting it from you all I expect from you is like I expect the Friendship from you too even if you're a troll right I want one one one guy like
one guy had a great I Haven at all we've had a great conversation I'm not trolling dude no dude it's okay if you do troll me dude I'm trolled 24 hours a I'm trolled I I'm trolled I a troll
I'm everything okay I want someone to like me okay I want someone to like get me beyond that I don't know if you understand I someone to like somebody to love you is what you want right you're that person know I know Pi is another person I know be is another person that will like love me like I like I
want Shake It Up the life of a man brother man we don't we we struggle so much they can't find one like one person one person that I can trust one person that will like say hey I really like you without through your motive without what I just want to be on your show and take over your show and
like be on your panel and make friends with all your friends on your panel and then like make fun of you at the same time they're making fun of you and like defend them when they're making fun of they're making fun of you and then when when I said one thing just test to see if they'll be on my side no they they leave me okay that was all I was trying to do guys I said I said the most
ridiculous on the pan I like being ridiculous I was like I say everything opposite of what I really believe right and then he was like believe he believed it like all I wanted to do is like say hey I hey I know I I know who you really are I really I'm really on your side instead of like I'm on the side of all the people that hate
you and we're all making fun of you right P you know what talking about that he that's what he was doing right P do you know what I'm talking about go ahead he didn't like me he was trying to get on everybody else's side turn
against me I I just know I I just felt it I just felt it I I just would I know because I was testing him it's like why don't people get that I'm trying to test like I tell people I test I test i' been hurt I've been like emotion abused I know all the tricks I know narcissistic
abuse I from A to Z right I know from A to Z I want someone to say in private hey let's talk in private I love you not like hey I like your show I like your show and I wna I I want to be on your show and I want to like make friends with everybody on your show I want to talk to be I want to talk to pie
I love all those those chicks on your show like that no not you not you not but some said like me someone said like me that make that don't make sense oh my go no I love you
brother so that's why I really did believe that you know he liked you no one would need to like wrap you around their finger to because you're very open you're welcoming to people he didn't like he was like I hope we can always be good friends I hope we can always be like good friends and like it was it wasn't like no I really like it wasn't
like it was never like really like I really like him I'm in love I was in love with him and stuff like that I said I fall really hard in love and I don't fall hard in love and he was like well I really like Bea I really like P I really like Jimmy I really like um Nick I like don't I
don't ever like they can never say anything wrong I said okay what if I say something wrong oh I'm never try talking to you again it's like it's like okay I know he was really out he was he was not after me at all it's like I I have to I know I about it brother I don't I'm not worried about it but I just want I want
someone to someone to love me and like someone to love me brother I know you love me I know I'm happy to have a million friends I'm happy to have I so many friends even though like a lot of friends that were like oh Jamie not Jamie cowbo out this time it didn't work out this time it's okay man right it was a test it was a
test it was a test and but it never work it never works out for me it never works out for me it's always gonna be you're good it's always gonna be I I want my friends my my my friends my friends my friends there's no pressure on my friends my friends I'll be a friend I'll promote their channels
oh let them on panel I'll love them whatever I want someone to like love me I want I want one person to like love me I don't know if you understand it I want someone to love me need I get it yeah you want to be in love I get it I completely love me want to use me
they just want to use me they they they like my panel they like everyone else they like I have Gorge guys you guys are all gorgeous people you guys are beautiful people you guys have beautiful hearts everyone falls in love with everybody else the only person that they don't like and the bottom I'm not happy I'm I'm upset right
now but end day they love everybody else except for me and I'm just I'm just a platform I'm just like the the Earth they can like if you if you if you can't love yourself guess what no no no I love I love my D if I didn't love myself I wouldn't be here so I I love myself
plenty I want someone to love me I want one per is there one person out there that loves me like one person that like loves me no there's not there's not so there's something wrong with me there's something wrong that nobody loves me Everyone likes me but everyone
like likes me very much right but no one loves me no one not one person can't find you boyfriend but I can find you I can't can't J JY can't Jimmy calls me a you know it's like it's fine all I'm
saying is that he was like he's like oh I love you and stuff like that and then he didn't really mean it I love I know you love me but it's like it's like no homo right it's no homo and I will not cross your boundaries and like I love you brother I know you love I know you love and aai
loves me in in a way right it's in a way it's in a friendship way it's in a brother or sister I'm looking for the person that loves me that like loves yeah I know like romantically right one one one person if one person out of the million people that have been in this panel or been in
this chat one person that loves me I don't care if it's like a a 75-year-old woman that loves me it's like that you know but it's like Everyone likes me Everyone likes the panel Everyone likes everyone they meet here no one loves me that's what I mean I
know it hurts it it hurts and he and it's like and he was like oh well you're my you're my I just want to be friends with you I want to be friends forever you know it's like okay you said you said you you said you thought I was attractive what no one thinks I'm attractive maybe I'm ugly am
I ugly am I ugly I don't I don't think you're ugly brother I think I am ugly now I think I'm I think I'm ugly person I think no one can ever fall in love with me I think no one will ever like me bro you have a YouTube channel do you think that if you're ugly people are gonna like join your YouTube channel because I have a YouTube channel it's a platform it's a place where
there's a lot of Attractive people beside you know I'm not the attractive person on the panel need stop Everyone likes everybody else nobody likes me it's like stop with a negative talk
not there's one person in the world there's one person in the world that actually love me or like actually like thought I was attractive actually really likes me in that way I would have found them by now but no I'm never going to find them it's I say the same dude that's C I can
say the same I'm even guys your your voice is enough to like have people fall in love with you no one lik my voice no one likes how I look no one likes me but everyone loves the I
want dude stop not dude it was 44 years and I had like several people that like me but I had no one that likes no one that likes me in the last 44 years no person
like do nobody likes me I'm only have everyone else can fall in love I'm I'm like the cupid I'm like the cupid it's like I will debate to defend you I know and you're a good debat her too and he's P he's a really good
debater he like he like de me for carot cards for like stop negative self talk not I want someone to like me okay I'll leave I'll leave no I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna debate for you you gotta stop with the negative selft talk brother
it's seriously you got to stop I'll literally will debate and have your back you got to stop with a negative selft talk though bro I get it I I get it like I get it but you got to stop man yeah I'll literally I will literally have I will literally have your back I'll debate anybody on this
anybody that wants it I'll debate them I got your back you got to stop I'll have your back though all like being single does suck like i' I've never been in love before or been in that kind of relationship before and and we're close to the same age I do like listen I I think it's I
just interrupted you sorry go ahead well that's all I was gonna say I think it's very sad like yeah You' got I mean I can't relate you got like a well I can relate a a significant other and like they were there then like like I can understand that I mean like and but that's not the person for you you got to stop with the negative selft talk
brother I got your back I will literally debate anybody that wants it I got your back and I'll literally defend you I'll literally debate anybody brother I got you back S I hope you like I know like we're not all all your friends are not
romantic with you and I'm a pretty good debater goad Sor again we know we know you are soet like I know like all your friends that love you it's just ponic and I know it's not the the RO match you're looking for but hopefully like you can lean on us until you do finally
find that one day know lean on her dude she sounds pretty cool but dude I got your bag anybody wants some smoke I got you like and that's a pretty good thing because I'll debate anybody you know that you know that really makes me sad
that like he thought that guy thought he had to use you to get in with the crowd but no one needs to do that that's why I'm not sure if that's what happened so I do want you to sleep on it maybe tomorrow you guys can talk and see what actually happened because I I really think that he thought you were serious you know you know like because like you
wanted him to like defend you or stand up for you he probably wasn't shock we don't know what really happened ma'am can I get your number to talk about it maybe later you mean off screen yes bam no I'm good thanks
so damn Z it's too soon to use the I love you he choked on vomit that's scary some people get shook when you use the love word so early especially when you know each other like a few weeks you
know I asked for the number word not love word the a few weeks almost two weeks yeah you guys yeah do do you want to give me your your number like I can't feel like what you want to give me your number
no you okay Snapchat no I told you I hate Snapchat stupid stupid Facebook why would I you know I have family on my Facebook Myspace and I ignore it all the
time anyways I I do co-host with s and I'm in chat here a lot and I'm sure we can find you a girlfriend okay don't
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