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Psyche addresses online criticism and harassment regarding his hygiene and appearance, defends his professionalism while mocking detractors, discusses conflict with Christine and J-Dog, receives constructive feedback from a friend about production quality, and ends with a guest appearance by NorCal that devolves into crude banter.
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The episode opens with Psyche responding to harassment about his personal hygiene and appearance [0:00-6:00], showing his bathroom products to defend against claims he doesn't shower or maintain hygiene. He names individuals he claims are attacking him, comparing them to the Sanderson sisters from 'Hocus Pocus,' and displays photos of people he identifies as Christine and Amanda, mocking their appearances. At [7:01-7:13], Psyche discusses feeling attacked by mods in chat who repeatedly make jokes about his fingernails and hygiene. Around [14:00-17:29], a caller enters and discusses J-Dog's recent behavior on a stream with Tommy, Good Times, and LB, where J-Dog allegedly made disparaging comments about Psyche. The caller advises Psyche to stop interacting with hostile environments and suggests he consider making a genuine apology to Christine [29:00-56:00], noting she's likely a sensitive person who works in the medical field and has been hurt by past statements. The caller provides specific production recommendations: adjusting camera angle to eye level, adding a green screen, and organizing his workspace [41:17-54:40]. At ▶ 56:46, a guest named NorCal appears on camera, leading to extended crude banter about physical appearance and body characteristics [56:46-1:15:00]. Near the end [1:21:00-1:24:30], footage plays of what appears to be a convenience store incident involving a payment dispute. The stream concludes with Psyche playing an original song he created for guest Minnie Manson [1:24:35-1:28:47].
This episode appears to reflect an extended period of online conflict and community tension. The bulk of Psyche's opening monologue suggests a pattern where repeated, identical criticisms—delivered by multiple people across different platforms—have begun to wear on him, creating a cycle of defensiveness that itself becomes content. The caller's intervention appears to represent a turning point, framing Psyche's defensive reactions not as justified pushback but as self-sabotage that undermines his stated professional goals. The production advice suggests Psyche's internal professionalism and talent are present but not being reflected in his external presentation, which continues to invite the very criticism he resents. The conversation about Christine hints at a deeper dynamic: that some conflicts may stem less from genuine malice and more from unresolved trauma or triggers that Psyche unknowingly activates. The NorCal segment that follows appears to show Psyche reverting to the crude, reactive behavior the caller just advised against—suggesting the episode may be documenting a moment of attempted self-awareness followed immediately by relapse into familiar patterns. The original song for Minnie Manson, by contrast, shows Psyche's actual creative capacity and emotional depth, reinforcing the caller's point that his talents exist but remain partially obscured.
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I've got my blackberry. Can I get that shit going?
So they've been re-screening my outside all day. That upside. Nobody wants to hear about you. Nobody wants to give you attention. And you surely aren't getting any positive attention here.
Trust us.
I'm afraid to go on this show
Yeah, I'm afraid. I mean, they're in the chat. Hey, Eliza. I'm so afraid you're on the show. Because he has people just harass me and then he makes money. Why? So I'm like not going to go on a show again. I'll be in a stupid chat.
Have I ever considered getting a dog? Well, I have enough cats. Oh, my God. They're so, I mean, all they have to say is he digs in his ass and he has shit in his nails.
I mean, it's like, that's like, I think they just like think that that's like either something that bothers me or something that's like going to try to like, something that's going to like, you know, make people just associate bad things with me. Like, cause they keep saying, I mean, it's like over and over and over.
I mean, they're like, oh, let's just say this over and over again to try to like destroy his image. I don't know. So this is like, okay, so first of all, this is like, okay, I just want to remind you what these people, these women look like. Have you ever seen Witches of Eastwick? Well, it's not Cher and Michelle Piper. I promise you that. Okay.
It's like more like the Sanderson sisters, you know, before they did the beauty spell. I mean, I'm not being mean. I'm not being mean or trying to be mean or just, I'm not even kidding. I mean, it's like, this is honestly what they look like. I'll show you. I mean, it's like, I'm not even like, they're going to just bully me. me everywhere. I'll show what they really look like because they look like their character.
I mean, I'm not like an old 75-year-old bitch named Christine. Not that there's anything wrong with being any age or whatever. Please be proud of your age, whatever. But she's going to say I'm old. She's 30 years older than me. In good times, looks 30 years older than me. I mean, I don't understand what's going on here. So let me see. Where is this? I have a picture of Christine.
Oh, yeah, here's Christine.
Okay, she says, I'm disgusting. Here's her in the photo she was using. What happened with her? I don't know, but here's her catfish photo, and there's her real self. I mean, Eliza Dushku, or I mean, what? I think, speaking of Howard Stern, I mean, is she Howard Stern's wife? That looks like, you know, Beth Etrosky about 30 years ago, maybe.
But she's really let herself go since. I mean, it's like, I mean, and this is like, what, three months. Imagine how much she's aged since then. I mean, terrible, terrible. And she's talking to me about my looks and bringing my family into it. Like, you know, I'm allowed to talk about my family. Just like she's allowed to talk to her son or put her son on the phone.
Just because I say something about it doesn't mean it's meant to be for her to go to every show and get all personal with, like, my family. And it's like she doesn't even get the facts right. I mean, it's just like all around like bad, like kind of like, you know, thing with her. But yeah, and then here's Amanda.
I mean, you like SpongeBob. I mean, yeah. If you're a fan of SpongeBob SquarePants, you might think she's cute. She looks like a piece of eaten cheese. I mean. And her tie needs to go over her sponge. Yeah, that's Amanda. So these women want to, like, you know, make fun of me.
Basically, they're Sanderson sisters. Oh, money. And it's money for 20. It's not talking about things like, oh, I'm going to send you money for this and this. No, you're not. So stop saying it. No, you're not. It's not funny when you do that. It's called financial trolling. If you're going to say, I'm going to send you $2, just send me the $2. Don't keep saying, I'm going to do it. Oh, so you can buy shampoo. So you can buy your nails.
And what are they talking about? Oh, Christine's like, oh, well, he had to ask for a donor to send shampoo. Where did this come from? I mean, I don't know. I mean, it's like I can show you the shampoo. No, a donor didn't send me the shampoo. Let me just show you what I have. I mean, it's like I have stuff. I have stuff in my shower. Hold on, I'll show you what I have.
I mean, it's not the most expensive beauty products, but here's what I have. I mean, it's like I have your back. I have like this. This is native body wash cucumber and mint. It's not dollar stuff, right? It's all the short stuff. I have Pantene, Netoyage.
Okay, Classique. A big bottle of it. Okay. I mean, I have a St. Ives apricot. It looks like Christine's husk right in there, right? It looks good, right? And then I have a toothbrush. I have a toothpaste. I mean, it's like so, I mean, it's like, I mean, I do my best. I mean, it's like I'm not like, you know, a human body, you know.
But the good thing about, and I'm not bald. Like, I mean, it's like, oh, and here I'm bald. Like, I have like, I mean, it's like for a person with so much hair, I have, like, so much hair. Like, I'm so not balding at all. I mean, it's like I'm certainly, like, accused of, like, you know, terrible, terrible things. And money, it's like, you know, it's like I've been so supportive of you. I had your channel up, advertised for a long time. I never did anything bad as a mod.
You have mods attack me, like, Bronzebird and Christine. Say, get the fuck out. Like, it's her chat. Is it her chat to tell you, like, get the fuck out? You sit there laughing about her dumb nail joke that she's told, like, 20,000 times. And it's, like, not even, like, true, right? I don't know. It's like, are these people retarded, I guess? I mean, it's like, yeah, I know money for 20 is kind of slow.
If you think Sandman's bad, try reasoning with money for 20. I mean, Jesus. I mean, I don't even know what his race is or what language he speaks. He speaks dumb. I don't know. He's like stoned. I mean, he's not a terrible person, but he's just like such a follower. and not respecting other creators. Christine's not even like her.
I mean, Christine, I mean, it's like, yeah, just start your show again. I don't know. Do some kind of like, you know, The View or something. Oh, you're not Joy Behar. You just look like her ass. Christine. You're not Joy Behar. Who do you think you are, Christine, doing a show? Who do you think you are? Well, who do I think I am, right? I mean, it's like, he's not Howard Stern. Do you know I'm not Howard Stern?
I wake up every day, I look at my bank account, I'm like, I wish I was Harrison. He has a billion dollars. You know, I have like 10 cents. Okay. So I understand. I get that point. But who is this? Who is the celebrity on your show? And, oh, and you have a celebrity. Pay all attention. I pay all attention to me. I did. Okay. So I wrote a song for him.
I had him on for two hours talking about whatever he wanted. I showed him a couple of things I've been working on because I'm also an artist. And so it's like sharing. And I had nobody else on at the same time. I mean, what else can I do to have a good show? I mean, it's like I take my interviews. I make, you know, documentaries out of them that people love.
I mean, it's like so. I mean, do you just have to criticize just to criticize at this point? I mean, it's like it only is. It's like it's so sad when it's like the person actually, like, respects you or, like, you know, thinks you're probably pretty brilliant. She probably does, you know, it's like, but she's, but she has to say like lies. I mean, they have to say things like, oh, he's, he's Cyrax, he's bald, he's dumb. He's this, cause just people, they just hope people will believe it.
I mean, are my nails perfect? Well, this one's not bad, but you know, are they perfect? Is that shit? No.
I mean, it's like, I don't know. It's like a tobacco and you can see the tobacco on my table. What is it? with me. So, no big deal. But anyway, I'm not balding, no. I'm not. Oh, and then Money420, oh, oh, I don't want to see you in the Speedo. Oh, really? Then why are you playing clips of it on your show and, like, laughing
at the clip? I don't know. No, you would love to see my Speedo. The thing is, I'm not going to waste my Speedo on your show. Just have someone kick me off. I'm not going to waste it. It's like, the Speedo needs to be respected. I need to be kicked off the show, fair and square, not, like, you know, after my speedo comes off, not off, but, you know, out. And Katrina, I took a bath last night in the speedo.
I mean, like people, these people are just so far behind. They just assume, oh, go take a bath. I'm clean. I mean, it's like, I'm so clean. Like, you know, I guess, what, do they want to lick my asshole? I mean, it's like, I mean, how clean do I need to be for these women? I mean, I'm not even in the same state as them. They seem to be so cared about, so keyed into my hygiene. do we understand how bad Christine's vagina smells? Do we, I mean,
do we even know, do we, but do I keep saying, I bet you have a smelly twat. Oh, Christine, I can say that like every show, whenever she comes anywhere, I'll start saying that as long as she keeps saying I have dirty nails, I don't even care about my dirty nails. because it's like, My dirty nails are like, the sign of a good terror reader. you know, That's what they say. uh, Like, in like folklore and shit. what's, But what's, uh, all dirty snatches is, is offensive to everybody. Okay.
At least people that know about tarot and tarot readers understand the dirty nails, I mean, life lived. I mean, how much shit do I have in my ass if my nails are so dirty every day? I mean, I don't know. I mean, I usually will use toilet paper or something,
not just wipe with my hand. But if I think this is India, but I mean, no. I don't know I think that's what they're confused about. They're like, well, I wipe my ass. They wipe their ass with their hands, and they don't give a shit about their fingernails because they wear those cheap Lady Maybelline, whatever those nails are called. I don't know.
Lee Presson nails. And so they just peel them off, and there goes the shit, I guess. I don't know, right? I just don't understand. Why are you on, how many accounts are you on, Eliza? Hi, oh, hey, IRL Newstime, how are you? I'm sorry, I was just like, you know, I go over to Money420s just to like, you know,
say hi to everybody instantly, which he keeps saying every time, which is just like trying to like smear me, is like, oh, you have been digging in your ass with your nails, and that's why they're so dirty, and you need to take a shower. I mean, they just say, but they say this every time. Sure, sure, sure. Yeah, I'm sorry. I got kind of irritated.
Then Money for 20 is like, you know, in the background. And he's like, oh, he's too afraid to come on. Why? Because I made him $100 the other night from Christine kicking me off the show. He usually won't come up to her. He knows. Yeah, I think I refused to make Money for 20 any more money from Christine just having me kicked off the show. But anyway, good morning, everybody. Hello. Like, jeez.
I get triggered a little bit. going to these shows. I go try to be friendly and have fun, and then there's people in there that want to be friendly and have fun. And then instantly on the panel, Amanda, Christine, you know, they have pictures of animals. It looks like they're, you know, those animals are good-looking animals. I'm not going to try to disparage them by comparing them to their owners or whatever.
Anyway, hi, Lenore, how are you? I mean, oh, yeah, I mean, it's like, oh, and, you know, and then if that doesn't work, then they start bringing up the cats and all kinds of stuff. Okay, good morning, or good afternoon. We are in the afternoon. Hello, how are you? Hey, how are you doing? I'm doing okay today, yeah. I mean, I had like a little, I mean, you saw last night Minnie Manson was on the show, and I had a good interview with him.
Yeah, I haven't watched the full episode because I was doing something, but I will, I will. It looked interesting. It looked really interesting. I want to talk to you about something I tried to call you privately but your phone wouldn't let my number come through yeah my phone is not paid right now that's why okay
I think I figured out why Good Times had an issue with you or might take an issue with you yeah I'm banned from there well I know why Are you and J-Dawg still friendly or not? Well, I did.
I mean, he had said, oh, I'll take you out dancing to a gay club or something like that a couple weeks ago. And I never, like, you know, reached out to him personally. And so we never did anything. And I haven't really seen him since then. Well, he's doing a lot, okay? I'm going to actually do a recap about this because it bothers me.
I was looking at some of the streams that Trip and Sip has archived over on the Rumble channel. And Tommy did a stream recently. J-Dog was on there. Good Times was on there. Someone known as LB, who I'm not familiar with, was on there. Okay. J-Dog proceeds to start talking about me.
There was no reason for my name to even have been brought up. No one else brought me up on that panel but him. OK, then he proceeds to talk about Tommy needing to meet up with me to clap my cheeks, which obviously Tommy was uncomfortable with.
He actually panned the camera away from him to his notepad where he was drawing because Tommy and I have a little bit of an unspoken agreement to where we both stay in our own lanes, which I'm very appreciative of at this stage. and then he proceeds to talk I mean he was just really degrading to me
let me finish good times didn't say anything directly but he was obvious that's why I'm going to recap this because it was weird the other guy on there I could tell had a little bit of an issue with what was being said then he continues
What else was he saying? Oh, he was saying that I'm quote unquote special again in a very disparaging sort of way and said that I'm one of those who never leaves their house, even though I would say I've met more streamers than most within these communities.
Right. So, J-Dog, you know, as you know, I thought I'd made peace with J-Dog, but I think that people are aligning you two together. And that could be why you're encountering some issues. I don't think it's you. I think that people are putting you two like as like a pair. And that's what the issue is.
Okay. Yeah. And I'm not, I'm not mad about it. Well, actually, I am a bit angry about it because, again, I thought that there was nothing else for me to say about J-Dog because I thought that he had nothing else to say about me.
But he's basically doing what Tommy used to do, which is use me as a mechanism to hate bond or as a topic of conversation for no reason in order to network or make friends. so you know and i just noticed who he's um aligning himself with clumsy and carl right Yeah.
and eliza eliza has a good point in chat she goes j-dog wants in attention negative reaction you know what i mean all he gets out of saying stuff is a reaction i would say yeah he i think he really does try to like fit into places um you know like you know and seem cool like one of the guys wherever he goes, he's like a chameleon in that way. And then it's like, but then he'll, you know, I'm probably.
Real guys don't talk about women the way that he's been talking about them. Right. I know. I know. It's his misdirected, misunderstood way of, like, I guess, trying to, like, bond with people. And it's sad. Like, I've never heard him, like, you know, say anything. Like, the only thing I have talked to him, I talked to him on the show and stuff like that. And I think you were in the chat. And he was like, oh, you know, like, you know, let's let bygones be bygones.
And that's what I that's all I've seen. I thought we were done. I really thought he and I were, you know, done, but apparently not. And I don't like it. You know, I'm at a point in my life to where I'm not just, you know, quietly shouldering that sort of insult and whatnot anymore.
I'm just not. And if you hear this, J-Dog, slow your roll and cut the crap. okay I didn't like you from the start I tried and now you've um done too much
so if anyone out there is aware of him let him know exactly what I said that he's doing way too much and he needs to keep my fucking name out his goddamn mouth at this point it's not any boys club. Yeah. And those boys that you were talking to, you better believe they would rather deal with me than you any day,
any time you ain't shit. So that's it. I'm done. But that's what I wanted to let you know, because I think that people are linking YouTube together. I think that's a part of what it is. I went on to get times last night and I, Well, I speedo bombed him and I did that to a few places and, um, you know,
because it's like getting close to the 4th of July, I'm just getting in the festive mood. um, And, so he said, you know, I'm bringing on the panel again. well, And I was like, good times. it was just by speedo. I didn't, I mean, And he's like, he's like, I'm straight. And yeah, I know he's straight. And it's like, and money for 20 is like, Oh, I don't want to see that. I was like, I got my speedo in the chat. He's like, no, I don't want to see that. And then I found out he played it on his show.
Like somebody else played it. I mean, it's like they love it and then they pretend like they hate it and stuff like that. But they love it. I mean, people, everyone where I did it it got a funny, it was a funny reaction. It's a lighthearted thing. It's not supposed to be offensive or like, but now it's like, oh, Christine's calling me sex pest. You know, all this stuff. And so I didn't like, oh, and then my interview was bad because I think I'm Howard Stern.
And then I didn't pay enough attention to I did Minnie Manson a live song on the air. Well, he was on for a long time. I mean, I didn't see it. I haven't watched it yet. And he seems like a really interesting person and someone whose, you know, vibe aligns with, you know, the vibe of your show.
I hope that more interesting entertainers like him allow you to interview them. But that was because I went on the, you know, I made the I took my old episode where I interviewed him and I put it through like, you know, notebook. And then it kind of like a little mini documentary with all the information that was presented in that episode.
And it came out really, really well. And so I guess Nancy, really, Nancy, who is friends with them, you know, let him know about the episode. episode and so he contacted me he's like I want to be on the show again and like I love thank you for making such a beautiful nice documentary and so I was uh I'm just smoking tobacco here today guys I've maybe not a weed today unfortunately my weed my vape is done but yeah um but I had a good
time of uh of uh last night with with Minnie Manson and it was fun and it's like yeah and it's like yeah sometimes I like if there's like not like a lull because there's no everything's interesting with him but I did want to share some of my music with him and get his opinion because he's also like you know a musician and and and and and also I let him choose the genre for the song I made
for him last night and it like so it I was able to personalize I did also this other thing where i had this nightmare generator that also does a reading i went through that with him and personalized this whole thing and this whole story came out and he it was like he got emotional it was it was it was like really really good it's like so i'm on the right track with like what i want to do with like some guests like that like like during interviews and stuff and so i feel
like i don't know whatever people can criticize they'll criticize you know um but most of it is like not really fair um i think towards me and i think they're just angry at me like you know for other reasons because it's like they're saying things that are not even true and keep saying them over the same things over and over again trying to like hammer them people's minds these negative
associations to make with me and that's like i see i see it but i don't know if other people do And so, well, yeah. You know, it's like every single time, the last 10 times I've been on a show with her where she has clapped me off several times. She says the first thing she says is, oh, you're digging your ass with your nails.
Wait, who are we talking about here? This is this is Christine. And then then you already know that Christine is going to be a certain way with you at this point. Right. well yeah I know but it's like I mean she's like very vocal get the fuck out of here you sex pests when I go into any chat I mean it's like I don't even well that's actually the female equivalent of what I'm contending with
when it comes to J-Dog really think about that it is it's the same thing right they're saying nonsense in order to get in order to you know like you said they're saying repetitive to solidify it in people's minds.
So what's the solution to that? Don't interact. Right. That is. He's a bully. Okay. And there's only one way to deal with a bully, as you know. So it's different in your situation because she's female and you're male. So it's, you know, it is different, but yeah,
are you seeking out Christine so you well wait you go on her panel no I was banned before I ever was allowed to I can't even be in her chat or her panel like nothing like I was always banned from her show immediately like and so I'll run into her at other places like Stephen King's Money420's Summer's channel
and things like that and then she'll be like get the fuck out of here if she's a mod she'll usually like um if she's allowed She was still trying to clap me, but they had to tell her just to stop kicking me out for no reason, which is, like, what she was doing, and Bronzebird, too. And then I was like, well, just mod me here so they don't do that. And then it's like, well, I can't have a lot of mods because that's a lot of problems. Well, I don't do anything as a mod unless I'm asked really by the host to do it. And so it's like I'm not a bad mod.
Plus, it's like, I mean, I do have some experience on, like, you know, streaming and stuff like that. So I just don't know. I don't know if Christine blocks everyone, Eliza, but I know Crystal Marie tends to block everyone in chats. but yeah, I don't know about Christine. No, she doesn't block. She always wants to interact. And then, oh, what else she'll do is she'll jump on the panel, if I'm ever on the panel, and start screaming over me. She's like, I'm not going to let you talk. I'm just going to talk.
And then she'll start screaming about the nails and stuff like that until I leave. And then they'll be like, oh, he raged, quit. You know, I just can't get a word in edgewise. And so it's like, I just like, never mind. But, yeah, it's my fault for going to these places that I shouldn't. It's my fault. well I'm to the point to where I just don't go anywhere I feel this
negative towards me but at the same time I'm not going to tolerate you know unprompted unjustified talk of me like what J-Dog is doing and you know we do have to look at some energetic balances here because what you condone in others
often does come to you. Right. That's what I'm thinking when it comes to myself. Right. So it's telling me I probably need to modify my own actions a bit. Right. Well, yeah, sometimes it's our actions, but I do believe what you just said is so true. I think however we make people feel,
like we will feel like that someday too especially if absolutely right and so it's like yeah and so that i just try to i mean i don't want to i don't go away i'm gonna tackle you know it doesn't look good with like me like attacking women but it's like like you know a woman or whatever christine but it's like you know if you see how like you know unprovoked and nasty and like personal and
then she keeps bringing my family my family oh your sister your mom is paying for this your sister's doing this and this i mean it's like and i'm like well don't talk about family on At any point in time, did you two ever get along? Christine and I were friends for months. I mean, for a long time. What caused the rift? Well, because Crystal Marie came on one day and was like, Christine kills kids. And I was like, no, not the Christine.
And then she's like, yes, she does, and she's in a gang, and she has these 80-year-old men and rascals as her enforcers and stuff like that. I just thought it was Crystal Marie being Crystal Marie. you know I was like you know Crystal Marie's sometimes ridiculous like that and so I kind of I didn't play along with her I was like but then Christine kept saying oh I just let her say this and this and so I played the thing a few more times
to show that I was like saying no this is not but then Christine's like well you keep playing you keep playing it and so hey Scott there's something about what Crystal Marie said though that really hurt her feelings right did you ever apologize yes I did I did specifically about that incident yes and we made up actually we made up for like
for three days and unfortunately like and then a few days later I was on and I made a joke because I guess clumsy bean gang was like hey do you ever think there's a curse on you and I'm like yeah I was scrying into the ether I saw Christine around a tree with a bunch of like women like they were sacrificing kids okay that's okay I remember that
here's where you're really pissing her off okay and I don't talk to Christine just so that you know and I'm sure you know anyway because you and I talk all the time but she's a mom isn't she? I think so I think she's a grandmother yeah say that kind of stuff when it comes to her it obviously hurts her and you are poking her
I've apologized for both of those things but it's like well you apologized but then you did it again And you do have a habit of doing that at times. I'm not, you know, chastising you, but I'm just telling you that you do do that. You repeat, even though you know it's wrong. Right. So that's probably what her issue is. And if she's a mom, does she have sons?
Yes. So she's looking at you as though you should know better, but you're not thinking about her feelings. You're not. And I don't mean to be mean, but I'm listening and I'm trying to get to the bottom of what it really is.
the stuff what I said about like the second like at that time that was around the spider ritual time when she was involved with that and also like um and her saying oh I need to go jump off a bridge and then she said oh well no she was fighting back well that was fine I mean it was like that was like that was like before any of like the other like the second time whatever
happened it's like we went through phases it's been going on for months but it's like another one of those things where I saw a lot of it yeah but then with Bita too she's like so like she's like oh beat it doesn't drink beat is perfect like beat is beat is like the best person you know and then it is her friend yeah yeah but it's but it's very obvious like it's like okay so if you're a friend then you're gonna like every love everything and everything is
great and if you're like if you're sometimes it's like that as you know yeah yeah i know i know giving you a hard time but you're you're um i know i'm not perfect at times i can i can be a little picky and choosy also i can also be hypocritical at times okay right but you know
what i would do if i were you what's up i would do a specific solid authentic only if you want to because maybe you don't want to but a specific authentic sincere one stream keep it under five minutes genuine apology to her and then i would just never ever talk about her or the incidents
again. Yeah. That's what I would do if I were in your position. She's watching the show. She says, oh, you know, I have the worst show ever. But she's always, she knows everything about everything that happens. I mean, she's like, she's watching. But what does that tell you? You know, it tells you that she's looking for you to, well, basically
do what I just suggested, but you haven't done it yet. And it also shows a level of her caring about your opinion, whether she admits it or not. And I think it's something about like, the only things I really know about her is that she does something in the medical field, and that she's a mom and a grandma. She also seems
to be a very sensitive woman who is very, you know, who really guards her friends. That's my impression of her. So if there was talk of, you know, children being harmed or something, that would definitely bother the kind of person that she is extensively. Right.
And that's probably why she's taken issue. And, you know, different people have different tolerance levels for different things. And we have to, you know, acknowledge that and whatnot. And I really think that she would probably be very cool with you if you were willing. And maybe you don't feel like it. It's okay if you don't. But I know I have to modify
myself when it comes to certain people that are in my life. I have to tone things down. Sometimes I have to amp it up. But with her, you just have to tone it down in order to communicate with her, because I think that through the aggression or the assertiveness that we see,
maybe there's something about what was said that really triggers her and it could be more painful than you or I could ever imagine. Right. And I will back, I mean, I backed off that. I mean, it's like I don't, I didn't keep repeating it. It was said one time and then she keeps repeating it. But you did repeat it. Right. You did.
And then she, whenever she hears or sees you, it instantly makes her think about that because she didn't get closure on the situation. Yeah. She needs the closure. Yeah. So if you, you know, I guess, and I hate that the word coexist. I've always hated that word. Okay.
I'm trying to, you know, help you out here.
If you want to be able to go on these panels where she's obviously a consistent figure, you're going to have to learn to coexist with her, which sometimes means, you know, figuring out a way to genuinely not only just apologize, but stick to the new boundaries that maybe she has.
because she is a little bit older than we are. And, you know, again, we don't always know what a person has gone through. But when somebody has such an intense reaction, and she has a very intense reaction to you from what you're explaining, something bad happened, okay?
And that's what has to be acknowledged, even if we don't know. and she never needs to say what it is but i just get this gut feeling that something happened and that's what i don't think you're understanding because you're taking it as a personal attack and i don't think it is i think if anything you're a sort of an avatar or icon or representative
in her mind to whatever that incident or situation may have been that bothers her so much that's very wise you know and you know I mean I will back up and I have backed off it's like you know I don't go in there saying get the fuck out Christine or like you know just bringing stuff up I don't even talk to her but she's attacking like a rabid pit bull
at this point and it's like wow I can't do anything I mean when I first met her she said oh you know she's like my name's not really Christine I named myself after a car in the Stephen King book which is a, I mean, it's a killer car. I mean, it's like, and so it's like, and so for her to say, oh, I was doxing her, she said, oh, well, what if there's like, you know, some accident and this one gets hit by a car and then their parents
go and they see that she's like the nurse and then they, the kid dies because they won't let her treat them or something. I mean, it was just like this very far-fetched. Well, you see, there's a reason as to why, you know, and this was who? Crystal Marie? This was Christine.
Oh, Christine. Christine. Okay. I don't know her. I mean, that's the thing. I don't know her. But as I've told you, there's always been something about her that I really like. And I just think that she may have seen and dealt with more in her life than she cares to tell us.
And it's not our business. But what I do know is that oftentimes people who are in the medical field, whether it's a paramedic or a nurse or, you know, whatever, doctor, anything, even an ambulance driver, they often the worst of the worst.
frequently and when they leave those professions it's hard it's almost like a veteran going you know going to war and then you know having to act like everything's okay when they get back to you know their home country and everything seems okay but they can't forget so that's what I think
it is when it comes to her. And I think that if you were to do that video just for her and really mean it and then stick to your guns and forget about all the, you know, back and forth with her
and just go about fresh, I'll bet you she would end up being cool with you again. Because she does strike me as that kind of person, but she just doesn't want to remember something. okay yeah i understand yeah i i yeah i can see that probably i mean it's like i i need to be like sometimes i tend to like sometimes step on people's triggers without trying because it's like
i my mind is like everywhere like a lot of places and so i say like a lot of different things and it's like something will probably like you know connect with and they'll probably say oh this old trigger probably i don't know i just tend to do that sometimes without trying and so it's like not malicious or something like that and when i'm on a show like you know i it is kind of like, I'm not like a different person or something like that, but it is
like... Well, you're a lot of different people. Let's keep it real. But I am too, and it's okay. But, you know, you're figuring out what primary person you want to be right now. And I know that.
I just want to do I mean it's like it's hard enough without all the criticism it's hard enough there's criticism that is valid but when there's all this invalid criticism that's being taken seriously by other people
that's just kind of annoying and it's not just her a lot of people are throwing these storylines about animal abuser or, you know, I hate my, or my cats hate me, or, you know, I'm just like this evil, filthy, dirty person. And I'm just like, I'm so bad. And it's like, sometimes even the AI will say, you know, I'm some kind of like, you know, manipulative
mastermind character and stuff like that, which is like, it's like, so it's like, there's like some, there's like views that are like, maybe things like look like certain ways on the surface and the people aren't picking up this was already innuendos, like the little like the little minutiae about stuff that is like being missed where it's like I am not being serious like a lot of the time. Like sometimes I am joking and trying to get a laugh
or sometimes trying to be outrageous a little bit. I don't know. I mean, it's like there's different things. It's like I kind of like go out of body sometimes when I do my show, you know. How long have you and I known each other now? Has it been a year? I think it's been close to a year, right? It's been close to a year. I think it was probably August or September or something, maybe even earlier. I think it's been about a year, though, yeah.
I need to look at the first. Yeah, I'm going to look right now because I'm not sure how long. But when I first came across you, and don't get mad when I say this, but I'm keeping it real today, okay?
You had the exact same complaints, but you have grown since then. Your show has grown. Your online presence has grown. Your acceptance level has grown. The things that you're upset that people are saying about you, you could take some actions to fix it.
But you haven't, and it's been a year. Do you want me to give you a list as to what you could do or no? Sure. it's time for you to change your setup as far as your camera and your seating arrangement
i want you to make the camera eye level or slightly pointing down i want to be able to see either a desk or a table in front of you and i want you to um put that green screen behind you and I want you to start using the green screen properly.
I want you to make it look a little bit more professional. Your goal from what you've told me since I've known you has been, I want my show to be a real thing. I want to be respected. I want to be the Howard Stern kind of entertainer. Well, if you want to do all that, then you need to step it up a little bit. It's been a year. Okay.
It's been about a year. I'm looking right now to see, because I'm curious as to how long it's been that I have known you at this point. If I look in cold codex, I might be able to ask the Oracle. I'm just going to put in, let's see.
September was the first time I think we started. September we did some streams. Yeah. So that must have been months ago. Let's see. but it has to have been, I'm just going to say I've known you a year. So a year. Okay. Let's see. I'll say, no, well, August, August 24th, I think was the first, well, that's when I did the Psyche's friends.
Okay. So it must've been in August. Cause I think I was in Joshua tree at the time and that would have been August. So we're approaching that time again. Yeah. Um, it's time for you to, um, you you could prevent or stop some of these attacks by simply and i'm not saying you have
to change i mean you could just tell me fuck you bitch go to hell don't tell me what to do you you could say that to me but what i've learned in life is that when things you know that are because these are all little things right but if it's bothering you that much if is bothering you that people are saying, oh, he doesn't care. He's just doing this. He's,
you know, present yourself differently. Cause I think in internally you are very professional, but I want your internal self to match your external. I've seen you, you know, get into modes to where I feel like you're, you're starting to, you know, pull it together and,
you know, really like, you know, pull yourself together and present yourself the way that I know you should be presenting yourself. I'm not saying you have to be straight or conservative or anything like that, but you can, I just know you and I feel like you're not
being as much as you can be Online when it comes to your online work amazing But I want the in which is your camera you to match the codex Okay It time
Yeah. Yeah. I'm going to start shifting into the production value on the show. Yeah. I mean, there's a lot of things I can do that will help that. And it's all easy. All I want you to do, change that. Do you have a tripod? Do you need a tripod? well the camera's on like legs I have. you know but it's just like they're not very tall so it's like I need to
put them on something to make it like you know more yeah it needs to be eye eye level level now or slightly pointing down I want it to look cause you'll also end up getting more readings because I know that people who routinely get readings like it when the person that they're getting the readings from
has a certain kind of look to their thing, you can do that. Because you have the talent. Why are you holding yourself back?
I'm not even going to call them recaps. I'm going to call them mean caps. When it came to Zaya, Pebs, and Dutchie, I was specifically saying when it came to Zaya, he self-sabotages. Because I see how he does it. you're doing it a little bit too. Now, I don't care about Zaya, but I do care about you.
I want you not to self-sabotage.
That's me and Alex for today. That's me, me. I had to. But you just can. I want to see just, you don't have to step it up a lot, but just a little bit, just a tiny bit. Yeah. I hear that. Yeah. step in my game and make it the show I want it to be. it's like I'm in a transition to Troy period right now, I mean, which is always like,
a little bit volatile sometimes, they're kind of like, you know, but it's like, I think it's going in the right direction. I think it's like, you know, but I need to, I want to do the, yeah, get the production value up and have more of a, sometimes topics of the shows have more of an organized show. Well, I mean, the start of it, look, I mean, this, you've had a good year. Okay.
but um the mini manson thing i mean i'm just skimming through the vod right now as we're talking that's that's the kind of guest you need a lot of i like this i like that because he's kind of like you know the whole very dramatic and whatnot that's you that that's that's your niche
but in order to attract that and i get that there's a level of um what's the word i want nostalgia, maybe that's not even the right word, but to how you have your setup right now. But I just firmly believe that if you were to just make it more of a desktop,
maybe not even desktop, because I think you do have a table in front of you, right? Is that a table? Yeah, it's a coffee table, yeah. Okay. Yeah. Just make it to where we can see. I think it's going to look better if it's eye level. We can see a bit of what's on the table. You could do like the card readings too. Like, you know how the readers put the cards on the table? Yeah.
Yeah. You could do that. And people want to see that. Is there anything that we, is there a reason that you don't want to show the table? well the table tends to get like you know covered in tobacco and like a little bit like messy and like a little bit but I know I need to basically just go through clean really well have it get it organized get a system going get an ashtray
get it you know just maybe like you know smoke a little bit less out of the bong dig a little bit less through the stuff yeah well I know I'm being hard on you today you're absolutely fine it's like I know I need I need some tough love and some real talk a lot of times.
But that's what it is, I think, because you get upset. I don't want to be like – And I'm not talking about this moment, but when these things happen with these people online, when they don't let you in the panel, you get upset. You go into a certain mode. You come back over on your channel over here.
you you you know often sometimes you you cover your head with your little blanket and you go go to sleep and you get see i don't want to see any more of that the rest of the year no more you're a big boy now okay you are and um i know you i know aside from all this you've been going through a lot
truthfully i i completely know but i'm here to snap you out of it thank you okay because I've known you for a year and we're not going into a whole nother year of you and I knowing each other with these same complaints when these complaints can be obliterated by just shifting a
teeny tiny bit and you're not even shifting you're just bringing within from what's within you more so into the external the material world because you're already at way ahead of your of your competition look at everything you've built for yourself online it's beautiful okay but you've
got to make what people see of you match that and once you do that they can't say anything anymore right very wise and uh yeah i'm going to really take that to heart and uh so i do see like you know i do see like there's like definitely the possibility of even like great success I could have through this. You know, and it's like,
I've done some of the right things. I've done like a lot of the wrong things. I've learned a lot. You know, you have to go through some of these situations and learn, make the mistakes and step on the landmines and survive. And I'm still hanging in there as long as, you know, as far as I can see, I'm still hanging in there. And, you know, but it really does help to have good people to talk to and like not having everybody
just being so against you. It really does help to have, you know, a bright light like a friend like you and some other people that have been there. They really give me good advice and motivation and a desire to improve and do better for everybody. And then maybe that will help other people do better, too. I don't know.
It's like, you know, put out good things in the world and then, like, it can have good ripple effects and stuff like that. And so, yeah, thank you. Well, you're just about there. You really are. You're just about there. But I'm telling you, it's going to make a world of difference. Just change that camera angle. Put that green screen behind your couch.
Well, yeah, it has to go on to my – I'll need like a ladder or something. There's a stairway behind me, so it's like that back wall. Oh, that's what's behind that? Yeah, there's a staircase down here. But that's perfect. That's better. Yeah.
Yeah, do you have any... Next time there's a handyman or something, I'll see if you can nail this up there, like on the other side. No, you just need some tacks, like pushpins. Yeah. And I'll just take a ladder, though, because it's up the stairways. It's like...
Is there a ladder in the maintenance room of your complex? There probably is. I'll check my garage. I'll check my garage. There might be one in there. I mean, so, yeah, I'll look into that. All right, people in the chat, they are co-signing on the green screen repositioning project. 2023-511 is, whoever that is.
Yeah, it's 2020. Yeah, and you might want to turn it, when you do reposition it, turn it 90 degrees. You want it to be horizontal. Yes. Here I am in my new house, my new home. And I'm going to play the piano. So do you need a tripod? You know I'm willing to invest in your show. I will send you a tripod today.
See, this is like how big it is. I'm picking up the camera right now, but there's like this tripod. That's how big the tripod is. Yeah, that's too small. You need a real tripod. And the camera, like, you know, Trix got into, like, very cheap. Now, what kind of that camera you have, is it a phone camera or is it a webcam?
What is that that you're showing? It's a camera. I got it on Timo. It's a 4K HD. On the bottom of it, does it have, like, a thing to screw? Is it, like, a little thing that a tripod could screw into, or does the tripod need to have a clamp? I'll see if I can... I'm going to unscrew the tripod and show you right now. This is a tripod that screws into it.
You can see how it goes. So there's a tripod. Oh, so it has a little... Okay, I see what you're... And that's how big it is. It's pretty small. And then that screws into the top right here. I mean, it's not an expensive camera. It was a pretty good deal. Yeah, but you need a tall, stable tripod, right? Yeah. Okay.
That's the best I can do right now. All right. Well, I'm going to get you a tripod. Hopefully it can, yeah. You know I'm here for the show, but find that ladder today or tomorrow and reposition that green screen. And that way we can, you know, amp you up a level. That's what we're doing. I look much better.
Oh, yeah, NorCal in the chat. I haven't seen NorCal in here before. I don't want to talk to that one. He's not coming up. He's just in the chat. I mean, I did. See, he's screaming how I doxed him, but he's actually appeared on my show shirtless with his gray chest hair. Yeah, he's been showing himself lately. Yeah. So I didn't dox you. Yeah. You're already on my show on camera, sir, and I didn't use any of your real names.
All I know is your name is NorCal. Well, I know what his first name is, and one day I'll know his last name, and that will be the killing strike, and he knows it.
I better get going. I got to get going because I'm going to do a stream this afternoon because I got to – there's a few people that I need to beat down, and I'm on a mission. Do it. All right.
So look for that ladder at some point today, and I'm going to stay on your ass about that. And at least consider the Christine video. I will. I will. Thank you so much. It'll just make your life easier, and that way you can visit your friends on their panels, okay?
And you're not just doing it for yourself, but you're doing it because she does need some closure, I think, okay? Thank you. Thank you so much. I love you, even though it's mean to you today. It's okay. You were good. You were good. Thank you so much for the great advice. All right. Wonderful. I'll see you this afternoon. Okay. Come on. Bye-bye.
Okay. Bye. Norcal, you did say I was a doc, so you said it in ... You commented on one of my music videos during the live, and you said ... You called me. You said, you're a doxing pop off. Okay. Let's see. Oh, yeah. We have a couple guests here.
Oh, look at how beautiful he is. God damn. Is that fucking Sig? Yeah. Jesus. You look like you do. You got to fucking get some braces, nigga. Jesus Christ, bro. God damn. You look like a fucking... Dude, hold on a second. You know that fucking game Candy Crush? Yeah. You know that little
fucking creatures in there like you know doing all that movement that's exactly what this motherfucker looks like oh my god hey psych i never said shit about you doc i have to do a surgery where they wire my jaw shut for six months oh no yeah you need your jaw wired for six months oh my god who's that's his picture what you need is a penis extension and your jaw wired i agree
No cap, papa No one said shit about you doxing me, bro Don't give a fuck Okay, okay, NorCal, but I wasn't trying to No, dude, you're just trying to fucking You're just trying to rule the You're just trying to rile the hornet's nest You know, you know, any shit, bro You're just trying to rile up the You're the killer man, NorCal Did you see me in the Speedo? Hey, bro, check it out
You know what, I'll fucking turn the camera on right now I guarantee you, I'm a lot older than you But I look younger than you, that's the sad thing, bro You look younger than me? I don't know I have less facial warts than you, Warlock. You've got some fucking facial warts you need to remove before they turn into a rib. I have no facial warts. Yes, you do. What the fuck is that on your cheek? That's like a fish a luscious. That's a fucking cancerous. He's got AIDS. Oh, shut up, Sig.
Psyche, you didn't take your PrEP, bro. Come on. I'm not on PrEP. I don't have AIDS. Psyche, are you serious? You didn't take PrEP? I don't have AIDS. I'm sick. PrEP is to prevent it. It's to prevent it. I don't even have sex with people. There ain't no gay man on this planet who doesn't have sex with this filthy creeper. Pay attention. Gay men are peculiar. Gay men are peculiar. Very peculiar.
This man is not. He digs through ashtrays for tobacco. Pay attention. At least you say ashtrays. At least you got it right. That's coming from a guy that's... I've seen your floor, bro, and I've seen my floor. Look, that was long ago. That's why they have vacuums in NorCal. No, you don't own one. You've never turned one on in your life. Show vacuum. You guys are lame. You guys don't have sex. Show the vacuum, bro.
Show vacuum. And I'll show my fucking spider cove vacuum. I have more sex than both of these guys combined.
Where's my vacuum? See it? Hold on. I'm going to show you my vacuum. I'm going to show you my vacuum bro Hold on I'm looking for I'm looking I've got a shark Like Sig's teeth baby shark I never want to blow job from Sig It would bite off my wiener Well no I mean you got to have
You got to have tack I don't want Sig Anywhere near my dick You know I have these three Puerto Rican people Harry Totsikas The guy's name is money, food stamps, and a guy named LES. Now, I'm in love with all these Puerto Rican guys. You couldn't handle a vato,
papa. You can barely even handle a fucking white boy. I'm going to realign your jaw. I've been with Mexican gang members. I've been with several, actually. Have you? I type, unfortunately. Hey, look, I got something to show you. Hold on, sir. I mean, have you ever been with somebody like this that's willing to do...
Do you know anything about Pebs and Zaya's pistol play and all their sexual proclivities with pistols and whatnot? They play with guns? The line is great. Sure, sure, sure. The line is not going to do anything for this. Pistol whipping, all the things, sir. If this line isn't going to fix this. No, no, no. You're going to need fucking hardcore braces. Like, I'm talking about... No, no, no. Braces are not going to fix this either, buddy.
They need to break my jaw. What is you juicing? They need to break my jaw. They literally need to break your jaw and then they wire your shit together. It's crazy. Why is your jaw broken? This is literally, it was a crazy ass injury when I was maybe like six or seven years old.
Narcow, you can't have firearms on your channel. You realize it, right? You can't point it at the screen. You can't have any firearms on YouTube. Yes, you can. They're gun channels, so what are you saying? I'm just telling you. I'm just trying to fucking throw you a bone here, buddy. Well, throw me a boner. I'm horny. Fucking retarded homosexual. Get out of here. Out.
I want to talk to NorCal alone. Okay. NorCal, can you come pick me up?
I'll get in the car with you any day. Look at your shoes. Look at those shoes are filthy. I thought I had dirty shoes. Hey, look at, you want to see something crazy? My Birkenstock, which is my dad's Birkenstock, it has a hole in it now. I wore a hole through the Birkenstock. Have you ever seen anything
like this? And that's crazy. There you go. I don't think he knows he's on camera anymore. Nurkow, you're still on the air. Oh, there goes that. Well, that was exciting. That was exciting. Okay, let me get my, let me get, let's go to, do you guys want to walk to get cigars with me?
I just need to log into my phone and then we can go for a walk. Let me see. And then I might have to take care of some business. Oh, I'm getting some messages. Okay. My message failed to send. Okay. Okay. No. Unfortunately, I'm out of data today. So, yeah, he's a plumber.
But anyway, okay, so Christine, let me just do the apology. Christine, I'll apologize for those inappropriate jokes. Oh, here he is. He's back. hey hey hey thanks for letting me look i fucking i fucking left the fucking streamer it's good
looking out for letting me know that uh it doesn't end when you say it does yeah because i pushed the fucking you know the pink uh arrow to the right over there on the bottom of the ledger your car i was like careful nor i mean i think i was like can i get a ride did i dox myself did Did you see my license plate? I just saw your shoes. I saw your shoes. You saw my rubber boots?
Those are what I use to pick up dog shit in my backyard. What do you think? You want to try some rubber boots, Papa? I saw the sneakers. They ain't sneakers, bro. These ain't sneakers. In your car, though. In your passenger seat. Oh, my truck, yeah. Those are work boots. These ain't shoes, bro. These are work boots. These are what people work in. These are work boots. Oh, my gosh. and these are bottles that I've gotten collected digging in people's
yards. These are antiques and stuff. Look at that old fucking makeup what you call it. It's an old ass bottle. Look at that. Old bottles, bro. You know, they cool. The old Vicks Vapor Rub. What do you think about it? Through like the washing machine and like, you know, repurpose them and stuff. No, people collect these in the Dirty South. People collect them. Look at this old fucking bottle. You keep them dirty or you
wash them? Dude, I'll give them to a friend that actually has a fucking massive collection of these. That's like the oldest bottle that you found. I know someone said they found an old Coke bottle. On the 1700s. Well, I found some. Dude, we've dug under the Pepsi plant here where Pepsi was. My truck's getting fucking dirty, dude. I got to vacuum this bitch. Yeah. Let me turn the camera off.
No, dude. Dude, check it out. I saw you over at Jan's and shit. Look, I was lurking over there. But, you know, try to reinvent yourself. Let me just give you a pro tip. Do it with people that ain't aligned with fucking with teenage people, teenage kids, teenage girls. You saw the proof, dude. Don't fucking try to fucking downplay it. You're talking about that. Well, yeah, I mean, it's like.
No, I'm talking about some guy trying to encourage a fucking teenage girl said she was in fucking eighth or ninth grade or whatever. Talking about go ahead and drink, drink, drink, drink all that. That wasn't a... That ain't troll moves, bro. That's inappropriate. That girl did have... No, it's beyond inappropriate, dude. It's despicable. You know what I was doing out in my backyard? That's what needs to be done to those type of people. Okay. Well, I mean...
Right. I'm not aligning with any... Yeah. You see, the thing is, you don't know what innocence is because you've never been around it. You don't have children. I mean, your kittens, they're innocent, okay? Your kittens are innocent. Yeah. But I saw that one attack you. It was the black one, by the way. Uh-oh. He got attacked by a black cat.
He's an outdoor cat. He came back after a year and a half. You should have known better. You're the cat guy, aren't you? Aren't you the terrible cat guy? You should have known better to fuck with an outdoor cat. You're lucky you didn't get a feline AIDS from that cat, bro. You know what Good Time says? Good Time says that his cat This is a him and Swaziland. Good times is a fucking creep, dude. He's an actual fucking creep. So if you're going to listen to any...
No, no, that guy's confirmed a creep. If you do what he does in video games to fucking, you know, think it's real life, you're a creep. Period. There no line to be drawn between what is good and what isn What is evil and what isn right You know what evil is don you You know what evil is I wouldn say you evil I wouldn You're not cool enough to be evil.
No offense. I have so much cool stuff. What is this picture? Are you a Goetia demon? No, I'm a fucking... I'm nothing. I'm a fucking plumber. What's up? You got any pipes you need? You're an avatar with that Machiavellian... That's not what that is. That is Pepe the Frog as anonymous with an anonymous mask.
You don't even know what the fuck you're even talking about. Who anonymous? Okay, that's Pepe the Frog with an anonymous mask, right? Yes, that's exactly what it is. Has been since day one. 100%. Okay, okay. Maybe not Machiavelli. It's nothing fancy. So, I mean, look, have you ever been bitten by a horsefly? Like a big fucker. I'm talking about a big, giant black one that will overwhelm you and scare the shit out of you when it lands on you. A horse fly.
What? A horse but not a fly. He's been bitten by a horse but not a horse fly. Have you heard of the power exchange in San Francisco, California? Have you heard of the power exchange? Yeah, I was, but still. Have horses or horse flies? No, no, I asked you a question. Have you heard of the power exchange? I haven't. Is that where you used to pierce? I don't know.
I've never pierced there, but I've seen people that I've sold jewelry to and made custom jewelry for there. What does that matter? What does that matter? I like that about you. I think it's creative. I think it's part of the gay history that you're part of. 1000%. I was a huge part of it. Now was I the main gay guy or the straight guy that used to make the jewelry for him?
I wasn't Fakir Moussafar. I wasn't him. I wasn't fucking Jim Ward. I wasn't those people, but I worked for them, and I made custom pieces for them. Yes, I did. I worked my way up.
I worked my way up as a fucking 18-year-old kid polishing fucking bullshit jewelry in the back of somebody's fucking bullshit shop in Southern California all the way up to the main custom jeweler. Took over the fucking owner, bested him in anything he could do in that shop, and took over his role. And I was fucking his sister and had a fucking kid with her. What do you think?
Aren't gay guys cool to know? No, a thousand percent. Yes, they know. Fucking gay guys are the coolest fucking thing since sliced bread. They're very peculiar, very clean, very neat and very smart. And they have the best drugs of anybody in the world. Right. And they never get busted and they never get busted. Well, because, well, I'm just telling you from what my experience. I mean, you might have more experience where you get your dope.
well um hey how about we link up off this and you send me an eight ball of meth what are you thinking i got cash bro let's talk let's talk off the all right all right i don't want any white i want it i want i want like nanobot andy i want clear i want 40 clear i don't have a drug i really don't i'm like i'm like a gay guy come on bro come on bro dude come on actually you're talking about
a fucking actual fucking ex meth head you're gonna fucking tell me you've never you dabbled in the fucking, the crystal water. I've talked about it. Come on, bro. Don't fucking, don't. Listen, your best chance now is to be honest and just own what the fuck ever. I did it when I was a teenager. You did it a couple days ago. Oh, please. Stop it. Come on, bro. You fucking
lost fucking 40 pounds in fucking two weeks. I didn't lose 40 pounds in two weeks. Well, something like that. I ain't far off. How do I look? No one cares who's ugly and who Oh, you're talking about Sig or me, bro? Because, look, I've never claimed to be some fucking, you know, poster child for the fucking elitists. What are you talking about? No, you didn't see it. Well, what did you show? Never mind. Let me see.
What did you show? Let's see it again. You see, your fucking cock's even gotten smaller, dude. You're fucking, dude, you used to have a pretty decent bulge. Now that bitch is fucking shriveled up like your arms and legs. You're canceled. You're donezo, bro. You're donezo. If Kate the Turtle's listening, what's up, Kate? You're done, bud. You're done. You're canceled. Your fucking cock is shriveled. You used to have a pretty decent-sized hog.
Now you're fucked. My cock is not shriveled. Your bowl's just junk. What the hell is that? That doesn't matter. No one wants that fucking... Let me see. Show the fucking cotton crotch in those. Then we'll talk. It's a real size. What's a real size? Your fucking skinny legs and arms? No, sir. Men don't want that. They just don't. Or women.
That's too skinny, papa. Does it remind you of the American flag? No. It reminds me of somebody that had the bad one that was in the hospital getting fucking injections. That's what it reminds me of. No offense. Good lord. Damn. What's up? Well, shit. What's up, Norcal? You didn't like it? The date's off. Dude, you've already said I'm a hideous old man. You would have nothing to do with it. Yeah, you did.
Yeah, you did. I said just basically you said that No you're a good looking old guy I said you were I don't even want I don't even want that I don't come on the internet For relevance or any type of fucking kudos Dude I'm not here for that I'm here For the lols I want to be laughed Now me shooting that gun in my backyard On your stream that made me laugh I've been having the camera on
After me freshly cutting the grass And you know not going around the fucking swing set Or whatever going across the fucking crusty ass grill I don't give a fuck, dude. I'm not trying to hide who I am. I don't give a shit. I mean, I don't want to be doxxed, obviously, because I'm not fucking human, but I mean, because I have shit to lose. That's why I don't cam up, dude. Dude, I'd have a show. I'd have a fucking litty show if I wanted to.
But I have shit to lose, dude. If you had an Espido and were laying in your backyard like Trishalicious, I would watch you. I mean, it's like... Dude, Trishalicious, what do you want to watch that fucking shriveled up Creech for. You know she's the founder of the Bad Moms Club, which is her high coin. You get Alex Mayers in here talking about how Bad Moms
Club, this and that. Bitch, I hashtag coined that bitch since fucking 2017-18. You're leeching and Creeching off me, Alex. Me and Alex went round and round with Nuka Zeus. Matter of fact, me and a couple of my partners were the reason why she drove to Florida I met that motherfucker. Never let her forget that, that fucking chat always wins. And I'm a chat troll.
I'm a junkie one. But look, at least I did a couple things that were something funny, a little bit funny. Her meeting up with New Kazoos, that was funnier than a motherfucker, dude. That was funnier than a motherfucker. And she knows I'm responsible for it. It was good content. Me and my friends, you know, I had a couple friends, you know, we conglomerated behind the scenes. that's what, you know, that's what actual fucking, this shit
should be made for, but, you know, people use it for other things, video games and whatever. I tried to meet Q. I tried to meet J-Dog. It seems like they just want to like a rock. What are you going to meet these guys for? Do you think they're, well, Q 45 might actually fuck you because he's a faggot, but I digress. Yeah. I know, that's why I want to meet him and dance. Yeah, no, it's possible. It's possible. Let me tell you what you're going to have to do. Q 45 is a little peculiar.
He might be a fucking fag, but he's going to need you to clean your fingernails real good. I'm talking about. I will. I will. I'm talking about going to get. I'm talking about pulling up to beat his house. Fucking trolling beat us. Standing out, knocking on our car windows, knocking on our door and getting you to take you to get a fucking mani pedi. Pay attention. Yeah. Go to beat us now. Fucking take you.
I'll give you a hundred bucks right now to fucking go to beat his front door. I'm not being serious dude I'm not being serious I don't want you to go Because Bita will kick the shit out of you I guarantee you Bita will kick the shit out of you Physically and mentally I don't want to fight a woman That's not That's different You're talking about witches and warlocks
So you know We're talking about Caps and sales and what not I know Bita's a witch but you know let me see what you're doing what are you trying to do what are you doing go ahead do my dude do your best impression of me bro go ahead i'm i'm happy dude i love it
save that fucking beard dude you look like a creech fucking ludo huh the one that nobody cares but listen I would never oh my god he showed me his penis
oh no no he's famous for that imagine you call that a penis I call that a fucking I call that a fucking skin tag it looks like one of those Indian burial oh my god it looks like a skin tag that I got on my fucking nipple. It looks like something I pulled off my chest before just because. It looks like a tick. It looks like a fucking tick.
I know. Like a hairy tick. Who did Sid eat? Look, man. If I didn't have shit to lose, I'd turn the camera on, lift my shirt up. I'd show you my bulge, Papa. I'd show you my bulge. And I bet my bulge is bigger than yours. And I'm a little bit bigger than you as far as weight goes. Weight category. Can we compare sometime, NorCal?
Look, it's possible if you, you know, if you fucking refute the demons that you've had in your possession. You need to refute these demons. I'll refute them. You need to repent. You need to repent, my nigga. If we touch chips, I think that would happen automatically. I don't have a fucking 2020 fuck off, faggot. Dude, listen. Oh, I'm sorry. Maggot.
Faggot. Whatever. Anything but the actual word. Yeah, I'm going to listen. You know, listen. I love the fucking I don't know if I love it I was a big fan of the LGBT community when I was working there because I was shown nothing but respect and given the best dope I've ever had in my fucking life this was 30 years ago mind you but still dude I'm going to tell you what
every time when I worked in San Francisco I did service plumbing every time you'd have to call the people right you'd get in the truck you'd call them right And they'd say, hey, now this is, you know, if I heard any kind of like gay, gay, gay accent. Yeah, sure. I got I can say I got excited, but I was I was looking forward to see what was on the table. Right.
Thousands of times, hundreds of times I went in there. Oh, you know, help yourself. And there was a table. It was like going into a Mexican pharmacy with all the good shit right on the counter. Have you ever been to Mexico? Yes. Several times. Yes. Yes. Have you ever been to a drugstore in Mexico? You go to the pharmacy and you just say, oh, Bizanax? You have to speak Spanish with the terms. No, no, no. Otherwise, they ain't going to bring shit out. Viagra? Viagra?
Oh, no. You need to know all of the things anyway. But I'd usually go with the Mexican. Yo hablo espanol. No, then they'd tell you to get. And then they wouldn't give you shit. You'd get the bunk shit. But I'm going to tell you what they do still make. They make, well, hold on a second.
not meet you a con they make um what are those fucking things called in scarface that i've smoked no hold on a minute hold on i'll think of it give me a second i'm getting old um shit what the fuck what they fucking called anyhow i'm 25 percent Mexican are you are you
are you why is that why is that because your husband or your husband is he is he is he an amigo? I don't even know anything about him. He looks as white as... He looks like your brother. No offense, girl. Norco, what if I took steroids? That would help me if I gained some... I think laying off the methamphetamines would help you gain weight, but no offense.
Eating more than taking stolen coffee from Asians and fucking eating french fries. Yes, that's what I think. All the surgery you've had in Mexico. I got you. I got you. I didn't steal anything from that store. Well, you were trying to Jew down at fucking Asians, which isn't going to happen. Are you new to the world? You don't do Asians. You don't do Asians.
That's the last thing you do is try to buy it with agency. You do. I mean, maybe a quarter. I mean, but, dude, you're trying to rip them off a dollar. They'll come out hard like they did on you. Pay attention. Okay, Norco, what happened is I paid with a debit card. It was a new chick at the front desk. And I heard what you did. She's like the granddaughter. Listen, I pay attention. I'm pretty smart. What about a dollar off? If you tried to like say, you know, for a dollar, cause that's all you had on your card or whatever.
And then you fucking ran out and got wrecked. It's not like I made a fool of myself on the internet. I've done it plenty of times. It happens, bro. No, I've made a fool of myself plenty of times on the internet, bro. It happens. It's all right. Okay. It's all right. First of all, that's only store like nearby. So I wouldn't do that to like the only store, but here, so let's watch the clip together. Here's me.
I tried to play. I tried to pay for it with the credit card right and she said oh it went through I haven't been in 17 years Jim but back in the day all you had to know was just a little bit and you'd get the good shit dude I mean you could get anything you'd get fucking liquid liquid fucking methadone you could get liquid I'm sorry liquid morphine you get liquid anything anything liquid you could get the problem was was getting them see the thing is
you had to drive in you couldn't just walk in and come out with the shit because the second day if they'd catch you with that you'd get wrecked. I sketched on fucking having a couple Italian-made switchblades down my fucking boots one time. I made it through, but then you get a little braver and a couple bottles down your boots, they're not going to check you because you've obviously been partying. You follow with a group of people. If you stand out, you stand out. If you get fucked,
you get fucked. That's the way it is. Go ahead. There's a three-minute clip of the incident. Do you see on the screen? The question is advised.
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cops is filmed on location with the men and women of law enforcement all suspects are innocent until proven guilty in a court of law Thank you. Okay. Here we go.
Okay. Signal survives. Okay. Okay.
Oh, no, sure. I knew it. Okay. I asked her. I asked her. I asked her. I asked her. Oh, yeah, I said. I said to her. I mean, they run out like I'm robbing the store. I told her. I said, I think I can do a dollar. It's okay. Okay.
You're going to call the cops? Well, come on. Okay. What are you? I called you. I'm out. I called you. I asked her. Yeah. Did I ask you? Yeah. I asked her, lady. Hey, ma'am, I asked her, okay? I know. I asked her. Lower your fucking voice. Please.
Raise your voice. You raised your voice at me. Yes, I raised my voice. She told me that it was okay. Wow.
You're raising the voice of me, man. Okay, you're on camera. Okay. Everyone sees how you act.
Oh, really?
Wow. I tried to steal.
That's all, folks.
I asked her, did it go through? I didn't say, can I have like a dollar off? Did it go through? Yeah, it did. I said, are you sure? Because I heard a beep. And then she's like, oh, it's fine. And that's what I asked her about. Okay. Well, anyway. Good God, right? Okay, so I can't take it anymore. I need to go to that Berry store right now and get some McDonald's, but I can't take with me, unfortunately. But I'll be back later this afternoon.
And what should we play? Here's a Minnie Manson song I made last night for Minnie Manson. Enjoy. I'll see you soon, okay? See you soon. Love ya.
Chicago cold, the streetlights bleed
My brother locked the door, I had nowhere to sleep 17 years, I walked the fault line Nobody called, nobody came, that was just fine I got my face paint and I got my guitar I got a question mark hat and a bright red scar They say I'm a law cow, laughing at my name
But baby, law cows don't sell merch, that's the game Gene Simmons said, command the room Bowie said, be the costume So I put on the face And I walked right through From locale to cash cow
That's my come up story now You took the money they threw at me And you turned it into currency From the gutter to the stage Every scar becomes a page Call it what you want to call it
Lol cow to cash cow They spliced my video, they overlaid the sound Made me look like a deviant, tried to run me down The deep fakes and the trolls and the nobody said Oh yeah, you're so awesome, many, none of them bled
I got, I got a bladder fetish, no I got a spine, I got a 666 club Gonna live past my time, the question mark cats are the future in her tail Ripley's believe it or not, I'm too weird to fail Don't, don't mistake the chaos for weakness dear I've been colder than this, I've been further from here
So I put on the face, and I walked right through From low-cow to cash cow, that's my come-up story now. The money they threw at me turned it into currency.
From the gutter to the stage, every scar becomes a page. Call it what you want to call it. All cow to cash cow You wanna know a secret? Don't say this out loud
But I own you You only get the respect you demand So I Demanded everything Don't
With entertainers They'll kill you From law cow to cash cow That's my come up story now Chicago made me nothing And nothing made me loud
From the gutter to the stage Every scar becomes a page Call it what you want to call it I'm the cash cow now
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