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The episode features Psyche's poetic and musical piece about his journey through underworld initiation and tarot revelation, followed by a discussion on show rules and chat moderation after a guest's inappropriate behavior.
I walked into the silence Where
the truth refuses light. Where the
mirrors show you bleeding.
Where your shadows to bite. There's a
whisper in the ruins. A vow carved into
bone.
You will never fear the darkness once
you claim it as your own.
I felt the weight of
ancient warers. Heard the dead inside
their chains. But the deeper I
descended,
the louder they sang my name.
The underworld keeps
my name. It echoes through the flame.
I fell, but not in shame. I
rose in shadows play. The throne beneath
the pain
is where I learn my aim.
The gods above forget you.
But the dark
remeers.
Lightning crawled along the floor.
Serpents dancing in the dust.
Revelations cut me open. Peel
illusion into rust.
I wasn't meant for gentle saints. I
was forged where secrets drown.
Scorpio taught me sovereignty
and rebellion built my crown.
There's no mercy in awakening,
no comfort in the truth.
But I burn a thousand lifetimes to
reclaim the parts I lost in you.
The underworld keeps my name. It sings
it like a h. My
shadows call me home. And the daylight
we're standing
up my fad and action. I bled to break
the chain.
The gods above forgive you. But the dark
remembers say
>> a voice rises from the depth.
Eldest one,
old soul,
keeper of the hidden scroll.
Your fall was never failure.
It was coronation
in the cold.
The crown is not in sunlight. The power
is not in praise. It's in walking
through the graveyard and returning
unafraid.
The underworld keeps my name
engraved in cosmic flame.
I rise a different shape. Reborn
through shadows clay. The throne of gold
can take the fire in my
veins. Cuz the gods
above may guide you.
But the dark
remeg
Night the f Joo
came with empty pockets and a heartbeat
full of storms. No map, no name, no
history. Just a soul that shifts its
forms.
The world turned slow to watch him as
the mirror cracked awake.
For every step he stumbled was a
prophecy at stake.
Maggus whispered, "Child, remember you
were born before the flame." But Psyche
smiled like a secret god who hasn't
learned his name.
Oh, the path doesn't wait for Psyche.
The path is a living thing.
It coils around his shadow like a
serpent wearing
wings. He's the fool who leaps in
silence. Yet the world begins to
sing for the deck does not
reveal him. He's the one who reveals
the deck dream.
Two queens called out to claim
him. One of law and one of fire.
One drew lines with holy geometry. One
lit the sky with desire.
But psyche bowed to nether
chose the road where
none belonged.
A trembling thread of twilight
between rightness and the wrong.
Empress crowned him with
creation tower broke him into
flame. But still he walked like a
patient storm who has forgotten
how to name.
Oh, the path doesn't wait for psyche.
The path is a hungry thing.
It mirrors all his choices. Like
a crow with mirrored wings. He's the
fool who runs through absence.
Yet the ghosts begin to sing. For
he's not learning the
tarot. The tarot is learning him.
Pillars rose in shining order.
Templex tore the sky apart.
Shadows whispered truth like
poison. Desire carved rooms in his
heart. Eight thrones
stood in judgement. Eight masks of God's
unseen.
Yet every face that
met him was a face he used to be.
Oh, he walks through them as they walk
through him.
As the world remembers his name.
Down the stair of broken echoes
through the mouth of memories tomb. He
faced the undermin
of the gloom. There he found
the child he buried. And the
storm he tried to tame. And the world he
thought was testing him was
whispering his name.
Oh, the path was carved by psyche before
psyche learned to walk. The mirror only
showed him what the silence tried to
talk. He returns through worlds unbroken
with the truth that splits the dark.
He's the fool who lights
creation with the spark behind the
spark. And the world does not
complete him. The world waits
for him to begin.
For the journey never takes him. He's
the one who carries the journey within.
Psyche
walks first. Psyche
walks first.
Psyche walks
first so the others remember the
way. Psyche
walks first. Psyche
walks first and the deck awakens every
time his footsteps stray.
>> Okay.
Wow. Um I'm back again.
I mean really
um I'm I'm I'm trying to say don't say
you know r e t a r d right and literally
someone's pointing a gun at the camera.
I mean that is just like
what are you thinking? I don't care how
mad someone like Yeah. 300 Globe pulled
out a a gun and pointed it at the
camera.
Yeah.
Uh,
like really you have to do that like
who's gonna get you that mad like
really? I mean it's like you just can't
control yourself and ghost why ghost is
like don't threaten me. Hey ghost don't
threaten me. That's you know don't
threaten the guest and don't don't use
that the language.
Isn't it dumb? Just I mean it's just
like what does he think it's going to
do? I mean it doesn't scare anybody. It
doesn't it's just dumb. It was just
all it can do is hurt me, you know.
But uh wow. I mean it was it
started out so well with his wife saying
hi and stuff and that was nice, but I
mean he has to what does she think about
him going on the internet
pulling out a gun and pointing it at the
chat. I mean it
it's not appropriate. It's just like
totally
totally off the off the chain. Hey guys,
how are you doing tonight? Like uh I
slept all day, so I'll be up all night,
you know, as usual.
I'm pretty much like, you know, all
asleep. So, I don't know, guys. I have
like these rules. I don't get it either.
I have rules. I I put them up here's
they're they're in my the my uh the
description for the show. So, I mean,
let me let me just pull them up real
quick so we can like just be clear on
the rules. Like I don't want to like
have to like you know be like the
teacher like and like oh my god like you
know can you guys like just follow these
like if you want to come on panel you
have to follow these rules and it's like
that's there's no ifs ands or buts right
it says description no personal attacks
so no insults mockery name calling or
targeting the host or guest that means
removal no harassment or sex sexual
comments. Well, you know
that that the sexual stuff is a little
bit more free, but no harassment
definitely. And then like yeah, no like
really harassing sex. No, I'm the only
one allowed to sexually harass some of
the male guests, but I'm just kidding.
Okay, so it says no sea lioning or bad
faith questioning, repetitive demands
for proof, derailing just asking
questions or fast or faux polite
interrogation will be ignored or
removed. Arthur. Sounds like Arthur
right there. No identity attacks or dog
whistles. This includes misgendering,
coded language, or insinuations aimed at
race gender sexuality disability or
belief. Stay on topic. Derailing the
conversation to center yourself is not
participation. No threats, doxing, or
hints thereof. Immediate ban, report,
enforcement, and ignore. Remove timeout
ban. We do not announce bans. We will
move on. Okay, it's pretty easy. It's
like not like too Oops.
It's not like too complicated. I don't
think I mean, is it? I mean, it's really
right. You You do have to choose it,
right? And uh Yeah. Well, s like s I I
keep having to like tell you the rules.
Like you have to s go read the rules and
then tell me you agree to the rules and
then you can come on. Then I'll drop the
link. I need everyone to agree to the
rules or else I don't want to like just
keep screaming at people. I don't like
to scream. It It gets me out of my
element. It gets me I'm in a bad mood
and then I don't And what's my 300 300
glove pulling a gun out? S does he know
that's like not appropriate? Like I
don't know. Like pulling a gun like
discipline is difficult. Well,
you're telling me s you know you're
telling me you seem out to be able to to
you know act like a an adult. You're
like more like a
like a a brat. You're like like a
teenager,
you know, grow up.
I mean, we're adults, right? It's like I
got to grow up. You got to grow up,
right?
So, but thanks for coming back, guys.
Um, we were having a good show. We I had
over 40 people in the chat, right? Hey,
Rudy. A Rudy. I had 40 people in the
chat. a nice decent chat going. What do
you think about that? Say remember when
you were like last week you're like,
"Oh, well, you know, I'm not very
popular, but I I have all these
followers and you you're popular. You
don't have any everyone knows you, but
you don't have anybody in the chat."
Look, well, chat's all already building
back up. My algorithm's getting better.
I'm fixing all my stuff. Yeah, was
running around.
I'm not not feeling 100%.
Got a terrible cough.
might get worse. Hi. Hi, Tricks. Hi,
Tricks.
So, so guys, can we disagree? Those are
the rules. I mean, it's just like no
attack. I don't want to talk about um
you know,
all these things that people are talking
about that has nothing to do with what I
want to talk about or the show. Like, I
have to like kind of like run the show.
It's my show. You know,
I don't feel like having talks about
terrible world events that happen. You
know, terrible things happen every day.
I'm not going to like make it some
incendiary thing against some certain
religious group or race when there's
like a billion people of every religion,
right? Are you going to blame everybody
in the religion for what one like a
couple nuts do in it, right?
It's just an excuse. Seems like it's
just an excuse to attack, you know, and
it's not
it's not like an argued argument for all
the people that say they can debate and
argue. is like if you were in like some
kind of rig even like a a middle school
debate club like the these arguments
would be just like thrown out. You'd be
kicked off of the the debate team, you
know, if you like tried to do some of
these arguments. They'd be like, "That's
not proper debate. It's not a debate."
Calling names or you know, just being
incendiary, just getting people all
riled up. That's not a debate.
It's got it's not going to solve
anything. It's not going to like no
one's going to agree on it. It's just
it's just gonna be a fight. I don't feel
like just having a fight. Hi JT, we're
we're feeling fine. I'm not I'm not not
100% well. And then um you know 300 Glow
just pulled a gun out on the on the
show. Um and so I had to end and delete
it and stuff and so
I really need people to to if they
before they come on the panel you need
to check out the rules. They're in the
description and it's like just agree to
those
you know
we'll be all good. Am I feeling good?
Not particularly. Feel okay. I I feel a
little bit sick. I feel um irritated a
little bit at the um how people were
behaving the last panel. There was also
doxing going on. There shouldn't have
been doxing. No. So, can you stop
putting up pictures of other people? I
mean, not not just you, but I mean
everybody like don't unless it's your
your picture of yourself or your or like
your animal. I don't want to see anybody
else. I don't want to see anybody's
picture. I I because this doesn't do
anything. Nobody knows who you're
talking about. Nobody knows who it is.
It's just confusing. All it does is like
give me a possibility of yeah a
possibility of being like reported.
That's all it does is hurt me. Doesn't
hurt anybody. It doesn't not even the
person doesn't even care because I'll
just delete it.
It's not sensitive souls. It's because
I'm trying to keep my channel monetized.
You know, I've been through a lot to try
to fight for this channel to try to kind
of keep keep this channel. And I I'm
very lucky to have it back, too. Am I
just going to like let let everyone just
go run wild? I'm okay. I mean, I I'll be
okay. I'll be I'll be I'll feel better
like once, you know, people can just
like behave a little bit and just like
listen to me. I don't like to be
questioned. Okay. I don't like
to be I mean, I don't like to be like
it's like because I it's my show. It's
like and so it's like I won't I never
will go on anybody else's show and say,
"Hey, why aren't you doing this? Why
aren't you doing that?" I would go on
JT's show and say, "Hey, don't stop
playing that video game. Play this one."
kind of stuff like that, right? I'm not
gonna like or say, "Hey, you should do
like panels instead of playing video."
I'm not going to ever say that, okay?
Not and I don't tell other people how to
run their show, but I constantly told
how to run my show or like how, you
know, people are like, "Oh, don't tell
me. Don't make me put me back backstage
and stuff."
Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah. It's just It's my show. I
mean, it's like it really is my show.
Thing block Oh, dang. I thought love bay
clips. I thought I remember what's wrong
with B. Oh, why are you mad at Bay
Clips? Uh thing. Bay Clips is kind of
like been a little bit mean, but
I know uh I think they're having a a
turn change of heart a little bit.
Hopefully.
See, he didn't block you bay. I don't
know. Maybe he just didn't see you.
Excuse me. Okay, so
I'm going to put the link up, but before
you come on, I need to see a thumbs up.
Um, and you cammed up and everything
before you come on.
Uh, I won't I don't take screenshots. I
don't docs. I don't share pictures of
anybody. I'm just trying to protect my
show, okay? I don't like to end. I don't
like to all this crap. It's like I'm
just trying to have a fun show.
It's not too hard
to behave.
I don't because like I I saw Hey, lunch
time for you. Enjoy your lunch. I saw
Money4420. Money4420 is doing a really
good job with everything. Okay. God, I
need to see like you need to flash your
flash something that says you're going
to follow the rules. Look at Look at the
rules in the description. Okay. He
flashed it. Okay.
>> Did you see it?
>> Yeah, I saw you flash.
>> You like that, huh?
>> Yeah, you flashed me.
>> Yeah. See,
>> I saw I saw everything.
>> Don't let it be known that I don't turn
my on. Okay.
>> Okay. He lifted up his robe for a second
mask. Okay.
>> Yeah.
>> Proof.
>> Well, what do you think, John? Would you
see that? That happen at the end of
this. What? What was that about? Like,
>> you know what that is, dude? He's drunk.
He's going to do it. He did it five
times before and this is the sixth time
he did it. You let him up every time.
>> I'm not going to say anything because
it's your channel, man. But
>> I forgot. Did he But
>> you're too nice to these people, man.
That That's the thing.
>> I'm not going to be nice anymore because
it's like it's like now it's got to the
point where it's like I have nothing I
have nothing to lose except my channel.
And then that that's a lot to lose for
>> big deal.
me. So
>> You know me. You know me. I don't give a
about stuff because you know I do
everything. But that's a big deal to do
that what he I'm not even going to say
what he did. But to do what he did.
>> After you told him five times of not
>> Yeah.
doing it. That's that's a big deal.
>> Yeah. He knows not to do it. I mean
everyone knows not. I mean it's like
just common sense. It's not even like
you know it doesn't have to be said that
it's like YouTube will see that im
immediately take down the channel and
stuff. regardless of that that could be
be perceived as a threat.
>> All right. It's not cool.
>> Yes. Yes.
>> And especially with the gun violence and
stuff going on in the
>> Yes. Exactly. Yeah. It's not not an
atmosphere. That's that's why I'm a
little bit harsher with like the the uh
the bullying stuff because now it's like
if everyone it's very gotten very
sensitive. It's too sensitive for me
really. I don't mind like I I really
don't care about the language but it's
like there are like you know I just had
a show deleted on my other channel
because there was bullying and I looked
back at the clip. It was 300 globe me
and Sig talking about gay people. I'm
gay and it's like and I'm it was
probably what I said that was like went
too far, right? And so it is like a
little oversensitive. Um but I just
trying to like at least like try to
follow the rules. We can say other
things. We can like say eupheanisms and
stuff like that. So, we don't need to be
saying that. And especially if I if I
ask people to stop and they don't,
that's just disrespect
>> problem, dude. That that's where the
disrespect come from. You know me, I I
like to joke around. I might do
it once or twice, but after that it
becomes like you're per you're purposely
trying to be a prick.
>> And you want to really with the
>> Yeah.
guy's head if you're going to say drop
the end bomb about what, 10 times in a
row.
>> Yeah. And it's like Yeah. Yeah. Please.
I mean, it's like
>> or even the F. Even the F. I I
say it like once or twice. But to say it
20 times, man, you're really pushing the
boundary,
>> right? And why would people even want to
be saying that anyway? Like to me, like
I mean, it's like Yeah.
>> Well, even if they're not saying it to
you, but once you ask them not to, I
mean, I I think one more time is fair,
but after that, like, adios.
>> Yeah. Everyone knows. I mean, I'll ask
I'll give maybe like one or two warnings
if I'm feeling friendly, but it's like
at this point it's like and I'll just
I'll just kick off. I won't even say
anything. I won't acknowledge it. I'll
just like I'll just I'll I'll even
ignore the person the rest of the night
like because it's I just can't take it
anymore. I'm trying to like just have a
good show and stuff. It's it's like
>> dude, I know you you're not a prick by
nature man.
>> You're you mellow out. You're a good
guy. You like everybody to get along, be
happy with you and stuff like that. You
you tease somebody a little bit. That's
fine. But for the most part, you want
everybody to be on the show. You allow
everybody back. You give them chance
after chance. How many times are you
gonna let people stick a knife
in you?
>> Yeah, I know. It's too many too many.
And so I'm not going to be doing I mean
I have to be tougher on my show, you
know. It's like and
>> but you you've said this before though.
>> Yeah. And I know and but it's like I
really will be, you know, it's like um
because I'm really sick of it. I've got
reached a breaking point and sometimes
these breaking points we have it's like
where we can finally make these changes.
So I I think I've reached this breaking
point and I'm not going to take it
anymore. I'll just kick them off. And
it's like I'm not no questions asked.
You know, it's like if you can't like
behave yourself, then it's not probably
not the best thing to be going on panels
on YouTube because you're, you know,
it's just like, you know, you're people
are saying dumb like and you know
what, I'm like usually the only person
cammed up and so all these people like,
you know, talking all this about me
like about oh my my carpet and my cats
and stuff like that. It's like, you
know, I show everything. It's like um
you know, how would you like someone to
go like, you know, under your toilet
seat rim and like that? I mean, but
I mean really Paige does cam up. I saw
her she cammed up on money 420s last
night. Um yeah, she does. Um so you know
I mean everyone's cammed up like one
time or another usually but even if they
don't it's like but those people that
don't certainly have no right to like
talk about me like on like
>> I know those people are the worst.
>> Yeah. And they want to see everything
and it's like Sam's like oh show this
show. He's talking about oh he's like oh
what happened to your cats? What why are
your cats what happened to the cats that
are gone? I'm like well what happened to
Ninji? You know answer that. He goes,
"Whoa whoa."
>> You see?
>> Yeah.
>> Yeah. Right.
>> His fat ass won't cam up.
>> Yeah. No, no, no, no, no, no. He uses
that one picture of himself and that he
thinks that's
>> that one picture. Yeah.
He's a whale from what I hear.
>> Well, I've seen him before on camera.
He's crosseyed. He's like I mean, he's
half I mean, I won't even say the R word
because I can't.
But yeah, I mean it's like really
>> He's a Downey. Oh, okay.
>> Yeah, he's a Downey fabric softener.
Like that. I mean, it's like
Can you hear him laugh? He's like,
>> Like you, are you gonna come up? B Clips
>> "Yeah." Yeah.
is gonna come up.
>> No, he just comes up to instigate you,
that's all.
>> I know. Well, he he was trying to
because all he did was he had these
photos like, "Oh, this is the smoking
gun." He's like, "Oh, yeah." So, I have
an 18-year-old cat that's a little bit
um a little bit skinny, right? It's
like, you know, when cats get old, they
kind of like, you know, are not 100%.
They used to. I mean, it's like they
don't understand. And they're like, "Oh
my god, he doesn't care about his cats
or he's abusing the cats or all this or
the cats are so happy. They're all
sitting here like just like just like
chilling and like I got three around
right now. I don't I think Rudy's in the
the room, but um yeah, the cats are just
are I love my cats. No, nobody wants to
be told how to parent or like how to be
a a cat parent. Like I I I take good
care of my cats like you know, it's like
they they people are just like going
nuts. Yeah,
>> understand man. And and to especially do
that when something you create, it
really hurts. I can I can
understand your point of view.
>> Oh, yeah. But I mean, I'm used to it
like because it's like there's there's
going to be people that hate me and
there's going to be all kinds of like
negativity, too. But I just I just don't
want it on a you know, it's like I think
and he asked me to come up on his panel
and then he would then I was like, well,
okay, well, kick off this trip and sip
guy who's just like insulting me and
like harassing me about the cats or I
don't feel like talking and then he's
like, oh, I'm not kicking him up and so
I I left. He doesn't know anything about
keeping content. That would have been
much better content than tripping to Ben
10 seconds later saying, "Okay, well, I
don't have anything to say, so I'm
leaving." Like, and like it was just
like ridiculous. Yeah. Don't listen to
It's like,
>> yeah, you you shouldn't have to leave
your own panel, man.
>> Oh, yeah. Exactly. Yeah. I'm not going
to anymore. Like I I'm trying to like be
comfortable here. I've been kind
>> You get your people. You got guys like
Ghost and Alex. You could you could kind
of trust these guys.
>> Well, kind of. But like ghost for me to
tell and then he gets mad at me when I'm
like when I put him backstage because he
says I tell him not to say the word he
and he keeps saying it. I'm just trying
to like train him a little bit to like
hey don't say this word and then he but
and then maybe he'll eventually get the
point. But then he's like get so
insulted. You can't get insulted if I'm
trying to run my show. And it's like if
you don't listen to me I should be
insulted. I should be the one that was
mad at you. Not not you mad at me. Like
you know it's like
>> that's like when you put me backstage
when I told you I didn't want you to
play the video but you put me backstage
anyway.
>> Yeah. Because you were saying
>> but it's your channel. I mean, but you
know, you didn't want to respect my
feelings, but that's okay. You know, we
>> Oh, please. Are you really insulted by
get that.
that song?
This song is a Christmas classic. You I
mean, like the when mommy I
saw I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus.
Like the mom's really not cheating on
the father and kissing Santa Claus.
Really? It's just a dad dressed as
Santa.
>> Yeah, that out of all the things that's
that's what I got offended by.
>> Yeah. Yeah. You should be more offended
by the You stole Christmas.
Remember when you stole Christmas from
the from the
>> You stole Christmas and then you
said it was
>> If only I was that sensitive, dude.
>> You were trying to get everyone to do an
oldfashioned Christmas where we just
sang Christmas carols and we sang the
Gotti and Alex were kissing under the
mistletoe song.
>> I mean, if that's your fantasy, that's
your fantasy, man.
>> That's my fantasy. That is my fantasy.
And I'm
>> That's what you want in life.
>> Now, excuse me. I have to go think about
>> Now with AI, everybody's
that.
>> now Yeah. And I'm gonna have I'm gonna
get that picture of you, God, with the
your Thank god that I don't have my
picture up here.
>> Well, that isn't that's not you right
there
>> for you to actually use me.
>> The red eyes and the black face. That's
>> Oh, that'd be perfect. Use this. Yeah.
not
>> Yeah. I'm going to Oh, that's what I
thought you look like. I thought that
was your your real
>> Well, it is. I usually have green eyes,
but this is the one.
>> Okay. Well, means it means uh stuff,
right?
>> Okay. So, Gotti, you you look like a
cute Darth Vader, you know.
>> No, no, no. Not not We're not going with
Darth Vader.
>> Well, then don't wear a Darth Vader's
helmet. It's not a helmet. It's
obviously a hood.
>> Is that your hair?
>> It's a hood.
>> You don't have hair. Your bald.
>> It's a hood. My face. My eyes. That's
That's it.
>> Okay. Is this your face and your eyes?
>> My face, my eyes, my teeth.
>> So So God looks like that. That's
frightening thought right now.
>> Why would it be frightening? Why Why is
this concept of uh fear in your mind
that this
>> God looks like a God looks like a like a
wraith or a
>> Weren't you taught not to judge by
appearance?
Yeah, but God would that the real God he
would just hear that.
>> Why would you think the real God doesn't
look like anything that you perceive?
>> I Well, I don't I don't think he looks
like that what you look like. But
>> yeah, but I mean
>> I think he looks like I'd rather have
him look like a green a green woman with
big boobs than you.
>> A person with all the powers of the
universe can look like anything he
wants.
>> Sure, but then why look like something
else? Why bo why putting that will
bother me?
>> Well, I'm I'm afraid that, you know, it
can't be pleasing to everybody. Some
people find this form pleasing.
>> Nobody does. Nobody. Not one person.
>> Oh, you you could take a poll and you'd
>> Who f is guys? Does anyone find that
be surprised.
form pleasing? You put
>> Yeah, there are many women find the form
pleasing. The two in the chat if you're
like that's weird.
>> There are many women that find this form
very appealing.
>> Yeah, but it's they're called weirdos. I
mean it's like there are
>> Yeah, those are the best kinds having
sex with monsters.
>> Oh my god, they're they're the best.
>> You like those? Oh,
>> I love those. But all they they're just
groupies for that guar band.
>> Yeah, those are the best. They love
being bled on.
>> Oh, I love that.
>> Ew.
>> Well, women women know how to clean up
blood, you know. That's part of the
benefits of being able
>> They bleed, so why not?
>> Exactly. Right. So, they know how to
clean.
>> You never been bled on site.
>> Cover up the Hey, there's Tracy. Hey,
Tracy. Okay, so Tracy says it's a sexy
photo, but have you, you know?
>> See?
>> Yeah. Okay.
Well, God, you can have Tracy. Hi,
Tracy. Hi, sweetie.
>> Well, I already have Tracy. Hello.
>> I'm just kidding, Tracy. Love you.
>> The self shall rise again.
>> You want to come, Tracy? Not all women
bleed. Well, they at one point
>> Well, some dry up eventually.
>> Oh my god. Come on.
>> What? Let's Let's not go there.
>> Let's not go there. I don't want to go
into dry.
>> We're not We're not under a blood moon
today.
Are are we not?
>> Speaking of blood.
>> Speaking of blood, you're pretty hot.
>> I think I'm bleeding.
>> Oh my god. Let me suck it up.
>>
>> Can I suck it off of you?
>> It's blood everywhere.
>> Why are you bleeding?
>> I don't know. I think I cut my leg.
>> You cut your leg? Oh my god. Go to the
hospital right away.
>> All over the rug and
everything.
>> Oh my god.
>> My white couch is ruined.
>> What happened? Your white couch. Oh no.
I'm not going to be able to get this
stain out.
>> Well, that's okay.
>> My mom's going to kill me.
>> Your your mom's alive.
>> Yeah.
>> Oh, shoot. Well,
she will kill you. Yeah. I was say I say
I'm alive you. She brought you into this
world. She can take you out, right?
>> My mom My mom My mom might kill you. No,
I'm just kidding. Dude,
>> she's a man. When she sees stuff
like this, she goes crazy.
>> You live with your mom?
>> Yeah. What do you think?
Oh my god. I'm so sorry.
>> What do you think? I'm rich.
>> I didn't think
>> What do you mean? What do you mean
you're so sorry?
>> You're in a basement. You're
in the basement with your mom.
>> You're in your mom's basement. That's
>> He's like, "I'm so sorry."
>> God, you're
>> No, we don't live in a basement, dude.
We have a house.
>> It's a four-story house.
>> You take care of her, like wipe her and
>> No, she takes care of me.
stuff.
>> You thought the wheelchair thing was
>> What?
>> Oh, you're in a wheelchair? Oh, no.
>> Oh, yeah.
You've known this for like what? Seven
months. You've known.
>> I thought that was I thought that was a
troll.
>> No, dude. Come on. Who trolls about a
wheelchair?
>> How' you How to you?
>> The story was true, man. The Asian woman
ran over my legs.
>> An Asian woman ran over your legs.
>> Yeah, I was I was sitting down on a
stoop.
>> Oh, you know, I don't believe this is
>> I was My legs were out. You know how you
sit there with your legs out? I was on
the phone. You
>> drove over it.
>> She came to park and she drove my
legs. The didn't see.
>> You didn't see her come driving up with
your legs lit lit.
>> Dude, you know how they are. It was a
Chinese lady. Man, they don't see this
>> Oh, come on. God, this is ridiculous.
>> All right. All right. I'm not going to
talk about it anymore.
>> Okay. Please. I don't want to hear it.
This sounds like a lie.
>> It's very traumatic.
>> I'm sure. I'm sure. I'm sure it's true.
>> So, yeah. That's why my mom takes care
of me.
>> Well,
wow. Who wants to come up on on panel
with us? I think.
>> Yeah. He's tired of my stories.
>> I don't want to hear about his an Asian
woman running over his legs.
>> It doesn't make any sense. That's
>> Very racist.
racist. You mean it's your story.
>> Maybe she did on purpose.
>> Your third leg. Oh no. Is it Was she
Chinese?
>> Thankfully, she didn't hit that.
>> Chinese, Korean, Japanese, Cambodian,
Vietnamese, Filipina. What?
>> If she hit my third leg, she would have
went flying.
>> She was Indonesian.
>> She probably was.
>> Was it you?
>> I didn't see a burka.
>> Oh my god. It wasn't You didn't see the
burka.
>> Can you imagine it was her?
>> That would have been crazy, right?
>> She doesn't even drive.
>> That's why. Oh, not anymore. After she
she hit a white guy.
>> She was DWA.
>> Yeah. Oh, come on.
>> I wish Marc I wish you were there when I
started like yelling, "You ran over my
legs." I wish you do the fake cry.
>> I don't believe
>> ran over your leg. I feel like running
over your legs right now.
>> You even drive?
>> Where? I can drive. I just don't have a
car.
>> You have a license and everything?
>> No, I I I can get a license like in a
day that I can get a license if I need
one, but I I just have an ID card right
now. Oh, okay.
>> There's no I don't have a car, so
there's no really reason for me to
drive. So,
>> dude, you were doing great when you had
that scooter, man. You were
>> almost It's almost It's almost repaired.
>> I can't wait. I can't wait till
It's like halfway.
you finally get
>> It's almost back. The The scooter is
actually like um in good shape
otherwise. I mean, it's like the chain
basically just came off and then I just
have to screw something in the back.
Yeah. Uh this Asian countries like I've
done that before. I've been to Thailand.
I've been to um China. Those are the two
Asian countries. Oh, you went to
Thailand. Did you get a lady boy?
>> No, I was only 16 or 15 years old when I
went. Um, but I did see some on the
sidewalk. There's like they're all lined
up in these.
>> Oh, they're everywhere apparently. Yeah.
>> Pastel dresses and Yeah. Um, we if you
go to massage parlor, there's trans in
there.
>> Yeah. You got to be careful.
>> Yeah. But massage like five bucks.
They're like really good deal.
>> Yeah. You got a guy doing it. That's the
problem. You got to check the
merchandise.
>> I don't I don't need to check anything.
I'm I'm fine with whoever rubs me. I'm
not paying attention. As long as they're
not they're not putting their hand down
under the
sheet.
>> That's extra.
>> I know. It cost extra. I'm not
paying extra. I'm just kidding. No,
here's a $100 bill. Go nuts.
>> Oh,
I'm sick.
>> Well, he b said he got some meth from
his dealer
>> a few hours ago. Wow.
Well, have fun, bae.
I'm sick,
>> dude. It's that stuffy.
>> Feeling warm.
>> You got to drink something, man.
>> I have coffees right here.
>> Is that all you drink is
coffee?
>> Yeah.
>> That's not good for you.
>> It feels good coming going down my
throat.
>> The heart is just racing all day.
>> God, all day cuz I sleep all day.
>> Well, you don't think it races while you
sleep?
But if if it did, I'd probably
be awake,
>> wouldn't it?
>> You need one of those Apple Watch.
>> Too much coffee. I drink so much coffee
that it just wears off real quick, you
know? Am I okay? I have I have a kind of
like a fever and a sore throat.
>> Yeah. See, he's saying you got heart
failure.
>> I don't not have it. Come on. My heart
would my heart would fail. I I have the
best heart in the world.
>> Yeah. You know who said that?
>> Who?
>> The guy who dropped dead yesterday.
>> Well, I'm going to drop dead eventually.
It might be a heart failure. Might be
something else. But you know what? It's
like I still have a good heart.
>> At least you won't be stabbed by your
kids. Jesus, man. That was
horrible.
>> Well, that's why I'm not having kids.
I'm
>> You see what happens? You have a
kid. You got all this money. You
give them everything in the world. Turns
out to be a junkie because you didn't
put him to work. And then he
comes home one day begging for money and
he ends up stabbing you and your wife.
It's crazy.
>> Well, I mean, it's like Rob I mean, he's
he is a like a almost like a
multi-millionaire.
He should be taking care of his kids a
>> Well, he was too busy worrying about
little bit.
Trump and crying about Trump all
day. He didn't have time to
watch his son.
>> Well, look at him now.
>> Yeah, look at him now. He's
dead.
>> Yeah. So, that's But that'd be a
warning. Just
>> Well, hey, he he doesn't have to worry
about what Trump's doing anymore.
>> Yeah. Well,
>> meatthead.
>> Yeah. Rob Reiner. Well, I mean, he was
one of those like he was kind of wasn't
he kind of like annoying like about he
like stop he made everyone stop smoking
and stuff like that in California and
stuff. I didn't like that.
>> Did he say that, too?
>> Yeah, he was he was on the anti-smoking
like he didn't
>> Oh, for sake. these people raise
like cigarettes like $5 a pack or
something like that.
>> Wow.
>> And that hurt black people the most.
>> Yeah.
>> Oh, come on. Stop it.
>> It did.
>> That did not hurt anybody.
>> Obviously, it would.
>> Well, then they then they helped black
people because they they stopped selling
menthols and that was what that's like
the majority of black people smoke
menthols. And so,
>> no, because it didn't help them because
then they became on edge and they
started committing more crimes.
>> So, they more of them got locked up.
Daddy,
>> this sounds a little bit racist. This
sounds a little racist, but it's fact.
>> Well, I don't like it. I don't like the
facts.
>> I know. I know. Facts suck.
>> Yeah,
I like I like the the fantasy.
>> Yeah, Marcy, you're right. 78 was a good
age to go.
>> Any more than that, you're being greedy.
>> Well, you know, 70s, 80s, that's that's
a long life. You know,
>> I don't want to be past 80
years. Like honestly, I didn't think I
get past 30 years.
>> Like 30. You made it.
>> 30 That's the average life lifespan of a
gay man is 30 years.
>> Oh, really?
>> Oh, wow. You're beating the
>> Uhhuh.
>> Oh, wow. By half, you know, over
odds.
>> You're doing great.
>> Amazing. Yeah. I'm I'm like the oldest
gay guy in the world.
Can you believe it? Nothing's fatter
than an old queen, though. Right.
>> You're good to go,
>> right? Are you Well, Anybody interested?
No, I'm just bae. What up, bae? Nobody's
ignoring you, bae. What are you asking?
No. No, I'm not. I'm not.
>> I'm not.
>> What did bae say?
>> You think you think I'd be this awesome
and be single? Are you out of your mind?
>> Got what? I want to see the I want to
see the the woman that some the floozy
with you. I mean, come.
>> You want to see? I got a picture. Hold
on.
>> No, it's not gonna No, no, no. Don't.
Don't put up Don't put up um that lady's
picture. Come on.
>> Who?
>> Jaci. Don't put up Ji's picture.
>> No, I wouldn't do that, dude. Come on.
>> Oh, you won't. Okay.
>> I got a I got a picture of her right
here.
>> Don't put up anybody's picture that
you're not not allowed. I'm not ignoring
you.
>> No, it's my girl. What? I can't put on
my girl. All right, I won't then.
>> But yeah, please don't. I mean, I don't
know who I don't know who it is. Here.
>> Hi.
>> You won't know anybody I put up.
>> Hi.
>> Hi.
>> Who's this?
>> It's It's Rain.
>> Oh, she's not my girl.
>> Oh my gosh.
>> I'm still confused. No,
>> what was your question? Of course. Yeah,
the cats are fine. The cats are are
wonderful.
>> Um,
>> Psyche, I wanted to apologize for that
rude behavior, you know, in your last
panel.
>> Okay, thank you. Was that like tonight
or the one before?
>> Yeah, tonight.
>> You didn't do anything.
>> Well,
>> I know, but you know, like some people
can be pretty rude and I feel bad that
you know, you have to deal with that
psyche.
>> Amy, who was doxing? because somebody
docks. I think um do you know who who's
doxing the last panel? Jamie. I feel
like I can't have that done.
>> Or maybe Jamie was just talking about
because she Jamie docks herself because
we're doing her astrology. So she sent
me her information. Okay. I think I
Okay, that's it. I think.
>> Okay.
>> Sorry, Psyche. Some people are really
rude.
>> Nobody docked.
>> And I know I'm not I think it was just
Jamie making a joke where she docked
herself to me, but you know, she knows
I'm safe.
So yeah, I'm doing I think
I'm doing her chart. Um,
>> and yeah, some people are weirdly
obsessed with me. It's weird.
>> Well,
>> sorry about that.
>> And that Yeah, Yumi was seems to be
obsessed with you. She was like, she was
like, oh, she's like, oh, she kept
bringing up Rain and JT. She said, oh,
well, what? She's like, oh,
>> she brings us up even when we're not
around. She's weird.
>> Clumsy. Thank you for um sticking up for
me. And Sam has chats today, by the way.
Clumsy. I appreciate that. She's weirdly
obsessed with this.
>> She was She was like, "Oh, um oh, Mr.
Psyche, uh Rain and uh JT. Um
they're brother or sister." And I was
like, "I can't believe it." And then
she's like, "Oh, yeah. Yeah."
And uh
>> dude, we met
online. How does that make like make it
>> Are you long lost brothers and sister?
make sense?
>> The best Chinese accent I've ever heard.
>> Incest to relationship. I don't know.
>> "Oh, yeah, totally." You know, JT has a
But she says,
he has a white father. Yeah, we're
totally related.
>> You're obsessed or you're you're you're
jealous of of uh of uh
>> I thought JT was black.
>> You're Aaron because of
>> JT JT's half black, half white,
>> Oh, look at Psyche instigating.
>> guys. I'm
>> Do not talk about me, Mr. Psyche.
>> Oh
>> I was just kidding you.
>> No one obsessed with the 60F on Discord,
okay? Oh Is that really her?
>> Is that really her or somebody
pretending to be her?
>> You mean I was just kidding.
>> What do you mean? You don't know. You
know nothing, Mr. Psyche.
>> I I was in that group.
>> I was there. I saw it. I saw I was on
that Discord. I I was there.
>> Yeah,
>> you are.
>> Hey, don't yell at him. It's his panel.
Don't yell at him like that.
>> Since when? Since when?
>> Hey, hey, hey, chill out. Chill out.
Chill out. Chill out. I I was there for
like a month.
>> Yeah. Since Mr. Aldi left. I know.
>> Now she has a problem because you're in
our Discord. Psyche.
>> Are you Are you in the uh Discord the FF
group, Mr. Psyche?
>> I was I'm not anymore, but I was I'm not
I'm not in any Discords really. I was
just
>> Why? Why?
>> The reason
>> Why?
>> I was gonna see what they were saying
about me. When you when you say that I'm
obsessed about JT and this monkey Rain.
No, I'm not.
>> Here we go with the racism.
>> I You're rases. You're doxer people.
You're doxing people. Rain. Your brother
doxing people. People address people
phone porn number.
Okay.
Don't with me. Do not with me.
You're not. First of all, how
could he be my brother if we met online?
>> Look at you. If you're really a couple,
you should with your boyfriend. But why
you
>> We're always together. We live with each
other. You dumb
>> You dumb
>> Okay. You even lie about your age.
You're not even 20. You're
>> I'm 26, Just because you're
older, just because you're like 50, it
doesn't mean that you could you could
come at me like that old lady. You're
not. You're not. You're ugly as
You ugly as a dude.
>> Oh yeah, I'm totally ugly. Oh no.
>> Totally ugly.
>> Yeah. Yeah, you're really ugly. That's
not you.
>> Totally ugly. You using This is you,
Raid.
>> Do not talk This is really you.
>> You want to prove? You want to prove?
>> You look You look white.
You look white.
>> What is it?
>> That's cute. Who's that?
>> Look at me.
>> Who's that?
>> This is you, Rain.
>> Psyche. Psyche. Psyche. Look what she's
doing. Psyche. Look what she's doing.
>> Yep. Look what she's doing. This is your
rules.
>> Your rules. I was looking at the Okay,
hold on.
>> This is your rules. She's breaking the
rules. banner.
>> This is you. Yeah, that's you. That's
not like that picture.
>> She's putting up her picture.
>> Yeah, that's totally me. NJT, you cut
him out.
>> Yeah,
that was you.
You don't look like white. You don't
look like white.
>> Okay.
>> I never said I was white, you dumb
>> Yeah. Oh, you you're mad. You're really
mad.
>> How am I mad when you keep talking about
us?
>> Talking about us. Hey, from CB from Mr.
uh from Mr. Sensitive. You talk about
us. You talk about Will. You talk about
me. You talk
>> I don't even mention Will, you dumb
>> You dumb Mexican.
>> Why you being a Grinch?
>> Yeah. Yeah. It's like more racism up
here for
>> Yeah. Yeah. You're immigrant. Look what
Donald Trump did to you. Your people
>> keep making yourself look like a fool
>> You're full. Why? You have no job. Look
at you. What time is it?
>> 5 a.m. No job.
>> And then in the morning you go to sleep.
>> That's all you do.
>> Every day. Every single day.
>> Look, Mr. Psyche, this is the very first
time that you told me you you you
talking about me. Obsessed with
this poor kid. Like
why you do that? I never talk about
the guy pulled out a gun because he was
so annoyed and it's so annoying. He
pulled out a gun. I mean, it's like
>> I am annoying only for the bad people.
>> Okay. Well, I just don't know why you
like because you were like just focus on
like things that I don't think.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Psyche. Psyche were so bad.
>> This is Goddess thought it not me.
>> Gotti. Did you Is it all your fault?
Gotti.
>> Yes.
>> Gotti. See his run. He escaped.
>> He ran. Oh my god.
>> He started.
>> I I said hi to you and you mocking my my
>> I'm not a faking you.
>> I was just me. I was I tried to It's
like a
>> I never faking here. I never faking.
Okay.
>> Even about my gender. People like
what you're thinking about your gender.
I never said you're faking here. Here's
JT.
>> Not you. Not you.
>> Here's JT. to re JT and Randy.
>> What's going on?
>> What's going on? Come get next.
>> Hey,
>> what's going on?
>> Nothing much. How's it going with you
guys? You
>> look great tonight. You're so cute. I
have a werewolf edge. Sorry, R.
>> Oh,
>> he is cute.
>> Lot of people with that.
>> I want to see him all hairy in in bed.
>> Yeah, you didn't waste a second, did
you? Like,
>> sorry. Uh 5 a.m. on Streamyard playing
online game, mocking people, doxing
people, trolling people.
Is that all you do? Jittered.
>> Is she Are you talking to me?
>> I
What is she saying?
>> I never I her It's her English. I think
I never really understand what she's
saying.
>> Only you cheated.
>> I don't understand you
>> cheated.
What is she saying? I don't
know. She called you Jeter. I think she
called you Jeter.
>> Jeter. Like
>> Jeter.
>> That sounds pretty racist.
>> KT
>> Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no. Yumi, you
can't say that word.
>> Oh, Yumi, that's not correct.
>> She's breaking your rules. Psyche.
>> You can't say that again. I don't I
don't want to have to kick you off
because no saying that.
>> Why you let Mr. Psyche, why you let
Monkey Rain say a punt?
>> Are you calling her Are you calling her
>> That's not a racial term. I don't like
a
it's not a racial I think that's psych.
>> You can call each other I don't
care but you you don't can't call each
other t a r like that's like a
discriminatory. It's against
>> Yeah. You know they count that as like a
protected what is that protected group.
>> I never I don't have issues a protected
class.
>> So that's why you're not going to call
her like bring up
>> I'm obsessed with this Well,
you are kind of You mean you are kind of
obsessed with it because it's like you
could just like not pay attention to it,
but
>> the goddess thought it
>> I don't know. She used to be happy. I'm
not sure what happened to her.
>> Do you mean weren't you used to be
friends with everybody? I thought you
>> She used to be like kind of normalish.
>> I not be a friend with the fake one.
>> Okay.
>> I I just don't know what happened to
her.
>> She was a CFF and you guys fell out or
something.
>> I don't I really
The truth is I really don't know this
woman.
>> You don't know. You don't know why. Do
you don't know why?
>> Yeah, I really don't know this woman.
>> Because he's begging me on his Discord.
Is that empty now? JT
>> I don't understand what you're saying.
I'm sorry. Are you begging her to join
the Discord?
>> Yeah, you're the one. J,
>> I never have I never have I asked you to
come to my
>> We don't got to beg anybody to go to our
Discord. He's back,
>> Look,
>> he's back on Facebook.
>> You You used to be kind of normal. I
don't know what happened to you.
>> I am normal, unlike you.
>> Maybe you I don't know.
>> Maybe you broke character or something.
I don't know.
>> You play online games.
>> It's so strange to me.
>> You start live streaming. You never
sleep. Are you even normal?
>> Uh, you're asking me if I'm normal?
That's bizarre.
You say that you're you're a big loser.
>> Why are you talking loser in real life?
Yeah. Why are you
>> big loser in your real life? You don't
>> You mean who are you? I really don't
have a life.
>> Yeah. Who are you? Who are you talking
know you.
to me?
>> I don't know you.
>> I don't know you either.
>> Then why are you so opinionated about
people you don't know? Like
>> Yeah. Why you keep talking then?
>> I don't know what you're I don't know
what you're saying.
>> Give me one second. I'll be right back.
I I don't understand her really what
she's saying.
>> You're a client. You're a clown.
I don't speak English.
English is like another language that I
that I can speak a little bit. What's
your problem? It's not a problem, JT. I
mean, the NPD, narcissistic personality
disorder.
Now, you be quiet now.
>> No, I had to walk away. Is she still
talking?
>> Yeah, I'm talking.
>> What do you say? What is she saying? He
said he had NPD.
>> Yeah, the NPD.
>> Oh, she saw an article about
narcissistic personality on
>> Yeah, I think she saw like an article on
her Instagram or something.
>> Left your Discord. You
>> I don't know. Psyche. Do you think JT is
narcissistic?
>> Well, I mean, to be fair, Psyche doesn't
really know me either too well.
>> I mean, it's like I'm I'm a little bit
>> just on the on the surface level. What
do you think, Psyche?
>> I think everyone is. I think I really do
think everyone I don't think he's I
don't think he's like a bad one. And I
think
>> so you think so you think Yumi is
narcissistic too
>> the psyche doxing people phone number
>> would you say she's a little bit
antagonistic maybe a little maybe a
little obsessive I I would
>> do you think it's good
>> psyche did say that she was obsessive
>> that the NPD doxing people address
doxing people phone number
>> doxing people mean privacy Five.
>> You mean um
>> can you show psyche your AI husband and
your AI baby?
>> Hey, I have the video with my child and
my husband.
>> Unlike you, I posted in public.
>> Can we talk to George?
>> I met him.
>> Is George since I met him? Unlike you.
>> You know George is never home.
>> Is George real? George Glass. George
Glass. You do.
>> George Glass. There you go.
>> Show yourself, JT. You
>> Where have I heard that name before? I
swear I've heard that.
>> Bunch was Jan's big boyfriend.
>> Oh, that J. What's up, Jen?
>> Jen. Jen Brady.
Oh, George Glass. That's That's so true.
>> Yeah.
>> Working AI.
>> Prove it, JT. You can't even You cannot
prove it uh your own face.
>> You mean I don't understand what you're
saying. JT, your game is over.
>> I don't understand you.
>> Your game is over. Game over. Remember
that. Okay.
>> What is she talking about?
>> You mean playing your game?
>> Playing a game.
>> Like, you mean like a video game?
>> I don't know.
>> Well, JT does play video games.
>> They do a gaming stream.
>> He has a gaming channel.
>> Well, Psyche was there the other day. He
said hello.
>> Yeah.
You mean
>> online game?
>> Oh, that was that was nice of you,
Psyche.
>> Your game being the NPD?
>> Well, he wasn't feeling super well.
>> What
>> are you are
>> you feeling better?
>> Me? No, I'm okay. I'm like a little bit
sick right now.
>> No, I mean like No, I mean like your
emotions
>> emotions. My emotions are
>> even even I Oh. Um,
>> did you get a cold?
>> Mr. Psych. Why you left the Discord? The
CFF? Are you
>> I left I left everyone's I left I left
all the Discords except mine cuz I was
like I just need to focus on mine.
>> Why would anyone take something like
that personally?
>> Focus on you. Focus on you. Not Not like
the CFS. Uh the
>> Well, he'll be back when he's feeling
better.
>> Yeah.
>> Focus about people when they never
>> He'll be back on our Discord when he's
feeling better. Don't worry.
>> Or not. I mean it's not nobody's
obligated to be
>> nobody left somehow. JT Rain Gotti Liz
Stevie Mr. Sensitive
Ray one
>> I Does anybody understand what she's
saying?
>> Who's Mr. Who's Mr. Sensitive?
>> The the one the person who exposed your
on cam rain by the accident.
>> Who's Mr. Sensitive though? You know,
I'm Mr. Sensitive. Oh, you guys fighting
again?
>> Who is that?
>> I just don't understand what she's
talking. I never understand her. Maybe
it's just me.
>> I don't ask you to understand me, JT.
I know your game. Your game is over. You
cannot fool me. I am too smart for you.
You can manipulate people, but not me.
And for you, Mr. Psyche. If you do it
again, say me obsessed with this.
>> Oh, why are you threatening Psyche now?
>> No, because I have no issue with him. I
never talk about him.
>> I wasn't really talking. I was just I
was just like think saying that I don't
know like cuz
>> he was agreeing that you are obsessing.
>> I was that was just what I think you
sound like.
>>
>> No, just like from an outside point of
view, it looks a like a maybe a little
bit obsessive. That's all.
>> Which it is.
>> Talk about you, JT. No one.
>> No one.
>> You obsess about people panel.
>> I don't understand.
>> You talk about us even when we're not
around.
>> You begging you. You act like nothing
happened when you on Miss Stephven uh
stream and then you make thought about
her again and again.
That's you, JT. I know you're gay.
>> You're gay.
>> You You're gay.
>> No. No. Don't give psyche false hope.
>> He's gay. That's why.
>> JT, I'm interested.
>> Yeah, he's a gay.
>> Yeah, JT is a gay, Mr. Psyche. I I pre I
pre be a friend again with you, Mr.
Psyche, because you're a real one. You
always go on camp. That's the way.
>> You know, Psyche, before she came to
your panel, she was uh saying, "Oh, I'm
anti-LGBT."
>> Extremely.
>> It's prove it, Monkey Rain.
>> Dude, you were on our stream saying it.
We can pull up the clip if you want.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Go ahead.
>> I mean, I just don't understand why like
deny that. Like, you said you don't like
LGTV.
>> Why you deny about your own faith, JT?
you.
>> Why are you denying?
>> You're against it.
>> Because she's because she's a Muslim.
She doesn't like gays.
>> Yeah. You said it's like against your
religion or something.
>> Gays. Gays is better. The real gays like
Mr. Psyche. It's better because he's
still a man. Unlike you, JT. You're
hiding you as a gay
>> again. I don't I don't
>> JT. I had an experience in college.
Tell me all about it. Yeah, you're a
gay. Definitely. You and Mr. Sens.
>> Maybe even Mr. Gotti. You guys are gay.
>> Every Oh, everybody you don't like.
>> Everybody you don't like basically.
>> Am I straight?
>> He didn't.
>> Maybe. Maybe at this point.
>> Oh, she's saying that she doesn't like
you, Psyche, cuz you're gay.
>> No. Who said
>> No.
>> she likes me? See, it's like she doesn't
like maybe even if she didn't like gay
people, she likes me because it's like
>> because you're the real one. The real
one. You never hide.
>> No, I don't.
>> Oh, like like buddy buns like uh who is
who else?
>> He doesn't know that.
>> Nobody knows who you're talking about.
>> Buddy Bonds.
>> Yeah, buddy Bonds.
>> You mean can you just like I don't know.
Can you just be normal?
>> Are you even normal?
>> Can you act normal at least on a panel?
>> Hidden gay. Hidden gay. You hidden gay.
Are you even normal?
>> You mean you hate gay people? Remember?
>> No.
>> You don't remember that?
Gay is still a man.
>> Yeah, but you you hate gay people.
>> I don't like transgender. I don't like
lesbian,
>> but I have a friend. You really know
Alex. So,
>> no. Psyche is not your friend. You're
just using him for your for his panel.
>> No. No. I don't use You use
>> You use You use anybody, dude.
>> You use use anybody.
>> I mean, maybe he wants to be used.
That's his That's whatever. But you mean
I just need you to make sense. I don't
understand.
Come on.
>> I don't use I'm not here like every day
on Mrs. Psyche.
>> We like Psyche. So what?
>> We Who are we?
>> CF CFF. We like Psyche.
>> It's you. Maybe
>> Psyche was in our Discord. He's part of
CFF
>> on Discord. Not on the group.
>> He is part of our group.
>> No,
>> he's part of our group.
>> He's the CFF priest.
>> He decided to laugh. Monkey rain, stop
lying. Even Mr. Aldi left.
>> He'll be back.
>> Who will back?
>> Like will be back.
>> I left a
>> No, Mr. Psyche will not be back. Even
>> Yeah, he will.
>> No. Yeah, he will. Begging him. You use
him.
>> Nobody's begging him.
>> Yes, you were.
when
>> you Yeah, right now. You're hoping
you're hoping that he will be back.
>> How are we begging you dumb
>> Look at you monkey face.
>> Oh, getting racist again. Okay.
>> Yeah, I am racist.
>> You are racist.
>> She just admitted it.
>> Yeah.
>> Well, I mean, finally. Jesus. Not that
it wasn't obvious for a fake like you,
Monkey Rain. Even Miss Miss Phoebe
unlike dislike you watermal monkey,
>> I don't give a who likes me or who
dislikes me,
>> Yeah,
>> you mean um where does all this hate
come from? From where does all this
hatred come from? Yi, you're a very
hateful person. Why is that?
>> Yeah, from your game, JT.
>> You're hateful because of me.
>> From your game. Manipulating.
>> Why do you speak like this? I don't
understand.
>> Why are you acting like this? This is
not Hollywood.
>> Hollywood.
>> Stop. Stop laughing. Okay.
>> You just sad. Mr. Aldi laugh. Mr. Psyche
laugh from your Discord. You just
>> And we don't care. We don't care.
>> Oh, really? But you wish
back.
>> You wishing that Mr. Psyche will be
back. You guys crying.
>> No, we're not wishing. We're stating he
will be back.
>> Huh? Yeah. You begging.
>> See, you you're making Paige upset.
>> I don't care.
>> You don't care.
>> Yeah.
>> Why not?
>> She disliked me. I don't care.
>> Well, you got you're kind of making it
hard for people to like you. I have an
issue with the uh
>> with a lot of things apparently
>> and you
>> have an issue with me.
>> Yeah.
>> Who are you
>> then? Who are you?
>> I am nobody to you. Who are you?
>> Who are you? Who are you?
>> I didn't even do anything to you. I
don't know why you have an issue with
me.
>> You're the big issue, Rain.
>> Why do you have an issue with me though?
You mean
>> same as like your brother? What is your
issue with me though?
>> Can you say that?
>> Yeah. Because you being because you're
being a catfish,
>> you know.
>> Oh, I'm being a catfish. Okay.
>> Catfish.
>> Well, you have a Well, you have a
cartoon avatar on.
>> Well, she has an AI husband and an AI
baby.
>> AI? This is not AI. This is my face. You
want to see my face? This is my face.
>> No. Nobody wants to see your face. Uh,
>> hope no. You wish.
It's you don't want to see my face. I
always go on cam.
>> No, it's okay. We We don't
>> You only You only on the cam by the
accident. People know it.
>> Even Sir Billy.
>> Sir Billy. Didn't you say he was
anti-Muslim? Isn't that the reason why
you don't like
>> I don't care, JT? I don't care. That's
That's my my That's my problem with
That's sort of the problem with me. Has
anybody ever told you like you're
>> Billy doesn't even like you?
>> Like has anybody ever said that you you
have like a very neurotic personality?
>> Do you think I I I I enjoy the drama
that she may
>> I do. I think you really do.
>> No, you do. Yeah, because you're not
abnormal. You You don't You're not
normal. Di
>> Well, Yumi, you've been complaining the
entire time you've been here. I haven't
heard you say one nice thing, one
positive thing about drama. You created
the drama. But
>> she's never She's never positive about
anything.
>> You're very negative. I don't understand
why you're so negative.
>> Uh Rain,
>> do you even positive being a catfish
with much of filter like that?
>> H
>> I'm always positive.
>> You're not.
>> You're a very negative person. I don't
Why are you so negative?
>> Yeah. Only for you. The CFF circus
friends forever. You guys are from
>> You're very You're very unhappy. You're
circus.
very negative. clown.
No job.
>> Don't you want to be Don't you want to
be happy?
>> Always on YouTube making fun about
people, doxing people. That's all you
guys do. And when Mr. Ali came back to
my panel, he told me everything what you
did to him.
>> What we did?
>> What did we do?
>> Wait, L
is a groomer. What are you talking
>> That
about?
>> he's a groomer. I don't want to say the
other word. I don't want to say the P
word, but we'll just say he's a groomer.
>> Okay. You're really sad because people
left your Discord left.
>> We didn't do anything to LD and he
doesn't even care.
>> Discord, we prefer to keep it small. Why
not?
>> Rain,
you insult
his girlfriend
on stream.
>> Who's his girlfriend? He has lots.
>> You know who? I have the video. Someone
send it to me. No, I don't know who.
>> Keep keep lying. Deny like like you deny
about your you the real you look.
>> Are you talking about the 15year-old you
was talking to?
>> 50? No, she's not.
>> I said 15, not 50. You dumb
>> Called LB5 for a reason, right?
>> No, it's not.
>> Ask around. Lift.
>> Not about her. I don't know her.
You're talking about the teenager he was
>> No, she's Oh. Oh. Oh, you act like a You
talking to.
act like you you like a 15-year-old
black girl, right? I can play it. I can
play it.
>> He was talking to a 15year-old black
>> I can show it to the
girl. Yeah,
>> You know, there's a clip floating around
about LD talking to a 15year-old.
>> Not that it's of any real consequence,
but yeah, I I know that you support
that. I mean, Not his
>> You mean you were talking to a
9-year-old?
>> Muhammad sleep with a nine-year-old as
well. Like he had like a nine-year-old
>> What?
wife.
>> She wor she worships Muhammad.
>> Yeah. So what?
>> Well, Muhammad had a 9-year-old for a
wife. So it's a
>> Why are you guys woriing?
>> He didn't say the P word. It's like
>> Why you guys say Why are you guys
woriing?
>> That's you. I don't worship a man that
has a 9-year-old for a wife.
>> You You worshiping uh You worship to me,
Rain. Oh, thank you. I'm a god for you.
>> Uh, no. I worship the real god, not you,
weirdo.
>> God,
>> Mr. Gotti, you never go. You never go to
the church, Rain. You always go on.
You're always on Streamyard every day.
>> Yeah, because you know so much about me,
Yumi. You know so much about me. Please
tell me. Please tell me everything about
my life, Please tell me
everything about my life.
>> Well, if I ever need, you know what? If
I ever need to learn something new about
myself, I'll just go to Yi.
>> Okay. Look at you. What the
>> Exactly.
>> If I If I ever need like some
self-discovery, like I'll I'll
>> You guys You guys like a lying like you
guys like act like a couple on YouTube.
But you guys
>> We are a couple.
>> No, Rain.
>> How are we siblings when we met online?
>> Understand JT, you look oldense.
You weirdo.
>> She has like a AI baby. She has like a
whole AI family.
>> You're not even You're not even 26. You
must be 40.
>> She has like a like
>> the way the way you on cam by the
accident. You look 40, not 26.
>> Yi. Um, a lot of people think you're in
your 50s.
>> Who the hell are you? Why you get
talking to I don't know you.
muted.
They're muted.
>> Okay. Well, it's it's kind of repetitive
at this point now.
>> It's pretty redundant. Imagine
>> imagine you bitching about everything.
We don't have to imagine it.
>> This idiots like a JT and Monkey Rain
do nothing for their life only
>> you love the
>> join join
on people panel using people like
>> she has not notice she has nothing else
to talk about.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Unlike you, Rain. You catch
fishing people here.
>> Psyche. How was your day?
>> It was okay. I didn't I slept all day,
so I just had I've had a night. I just
woke up at night and I
>> You just woke up
>> um like earlier like probably 7 p.m.
>> Oh, okay.
>> Yeah.
>> And Mrs. Thank you for Thank you for
talking about me today.
>> You're welcome. Yeah.
>> You say you're welcome.
>> I wasn't Yumi. I was just trying trying
to just do
you and uh
>> I was trying.
>> Oh, is that why she's conducting herself
like this? She's upset with the host.
>> Who the hell are you JT? I don't know
you.
>> I don't know who you are.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Why you keep talking? I'm
talking with Mr. Psyche, not you. Why
you so obsessed?
>> Okay. Okay. Yi.
>> So Psyche was talking
about you.
Not like you make that real hard to do.
>> A while ago, do you think? Do you think
I I subs your channel? But you talking
about me a while ago.
>> Me?
>> Yeah.
>> What' I say? What? They upset you.
>> Oh, you forgot.
>> You're obsessed with
>> And I'm for I mean, is that even talking
at this point? It's kind of like
just making
>> I don't obsess. I don't obsess.
>> Kind of just like making an observation.
Really? Like a little bit. You are a
little bit obsessed with too jobless
using you because
>> you never know where we work.
>> You don't know anything about us. You
don't know a goddamn thing about our
>> There is no panel where to go. That's
life.
why
>> you don't know what we do.
>> Here.
>> That's why Oh,
>> we're here because we like to hang out
with psyche.
>> We Who are we?
>> JT and I dumb
>> I don't know. We're two people, right?
Like,
>> oh, you're so mad.
>> Yeah, you know, two people as one and
not I don't have a fake AI husband.
You can't. You so mad. Ai husband. No.
George on my video.
>> Can you say something positive?
>> George on my video.
>> You're a very foulmouthed Can you
be normal?
>> Uh, gay JT.
>> Why are you such a negative?
>> Are you even positive?
>> Not your face. Are you even positive?
>> Big loser. You big optimistic
>> Very positive.
>> while she says while she keeps talking
negatively.
>> You do not.
>> Why are you yas anybody ever said you're
a very hateful
>> You know what? Why Mr. LD tired about
you? You doxing people.
>> LD. Nobody cares about LD.
>> We don't care about LD. You do.
>> LD talks to 15y old and you speak to
9year-olds. So what do we have to do
with each other?
>> You care.
>> You do care. Monkey Rain.
>> You care about LD. We don't care about
LD.
>> I do care about Mr. LD.
>> You bring him up all the time. He's not
even here.
>> She's here. He's here.
>> He's here.
>> He's watching.
>> Everyone's watching you apparently.
So what do I care?
>> No, you you think everyone cares about
you.
>> I don't care. Who are you?
Who are you talking like that?
>> You mean I would love for you to learn
English properly. That would be great.
>> I don't need learn English, JT.
>> I think you should.
>> I don't need learn English from you.
>> I think it would be good. No, I don't
want to teach you English.
>> Go to sleep. Go find a job. Do something
better than people.
>> I think you should learn though. Dude,
do do something better than doxing
people. You make fun about Will Durant.
>> Will Durant. Who's Will Durant?
You make fun about
>> You know him. You use him.
>> You use him.
>> What do I use him for?
>> I have all the proof. I have all the
proof about you and your sister, Monkey
Rain.
>> The proof about what?
>> The brother and sister. You're saying?
>> Yeah, they are.
>> You know, I actually have a few
brothers. No sisters.
>> You know what, Mr. Psychi? Imagine for
the whole years I met this two of them
from the beautiful piano with
the waterfall background. Yeah. And this
JT name is a JT.
>> We've never met this crazy woman in our
in our whole lives.
>> I mean, I've been around, but it's not
like we know each other, right?
>> Flying monkey.
>> We've never seen her.
>> You don't know her. I mean, no, let's
just say knowing somebody. I mean, I'm
familiar with who you
>> keep lying. Keep lying. Keep lying.
>> I mean, why can't you just be happy?
>> Beautiful piano with the waterfall.
>> Beautiful piano.
>> I made mistake also.
>> I have a waterfall and piano. That
sounds cool.
>> Yeah, waterfall background.
>> Oh,
>> the life.
>> I swear to God.
>> Keep lying. I might have to get you like
um Rosetta Stone or something because
this is getting out of hand. I really
don't understand.
>> I found that uh live chat room.
>> I saw two of you. I met you.
I met Bunny Buns from there too. I met
Alex. So
>> guys, who's Bunny Buns?
>> I don't know. We don't know who she's
talking about.
>> You mean keeping all the screenshot
about you, Rain? You have all like
screenshots about us.
>> Yeah, you guys on the
>> Oh, so you're not
>> Yeah, sounds sounds obsessive to me.
Sounds obsessive.
>> Obsessed about you, Rain. You ugly as a
>> Then why are you taking screenshots of
us weirdo?
>> You sound You sound like a
>> rain. You don't have a man.
>> I feel like you're you're very unhappy,
Jimmy.
>> Unhappy?
>> Yeah. Well, you don't sound happy.
>> Yeah. Any proof? Well, the proof is the
way you're speaking. You don't speak
like like a happy person
>> talking about people in real life,
privacy life. That's the unhappy.
>> You're the one. You're doxing
people. JC,
Tiffany, will Duran. Who else? Uh,
>> who are those people?
>> And Hana. You doxing people.
>> Who are those people?
>> Hannah's terrible.
Oh, she's Oh, so you've gotten a taste
of Hannah.
>> Monkey rain. Who? Those people.
>> Yeah, Hannah's um
>> who support your who support your live
stream.
>> Psyche just said Psyche just said that
Hannah's horrible.
>> I mean it even if he didn't see it. I
mean it doesn't change the fact like
>> what what happened? I don't know what
happened with with you and Miss Hannah
but
>> Oh, I had to reject her. Kind of like I
rejected you.
Many many worst game manipulate game.
Just be aware about that.
>> People what?
>> Just be aware about that.
>> She does not handle rejection well. I'll
put it that way.
>> Are you saying I'm manipulative? Yi.
>> No, it's not. Not you. There's two of
them.
>> They use you because why? No panels
accept them.
>> I was on Miss Marissa. I was on Mr. We
was on Mr. Wire and all Mr. Eld friends.
>> Nobody cares. You mean nobody cares.
>> There's really nothing to use because
it's his choice if he wants to allow
somebody on his panel.
>> Your brother JT begging Mr. LD to be
back on Discord, but he said no.
>> LD
>> never again.
And the way Mr.
call him has a homeless. That's crazy.
>> Well, he is homeless right now.
>> No, he's not.
>> Yi, um, you don't sound like mentally
well. Have you ever seen like a
>> I have if I have mental issue
working as a
>> I'm just saying it would never hurt to
speak to speak to a professional about
that.
>> There's nothing wrong with that. There's
nothing wrong with seeking help if you
need it. who know's listen I'm not here
to stigmatize that like you the NPD like
you you will act like that like you know
about people like calling Mr. Elder has
a homeless when when he's not.
>> He got kicked out of his house. Yeah,
>> Well, I mean, he is.
he's homeless. He got kicked out.
>> He was talking about that. Not that it's
anybody's business, but he's the one
speaking about it, right?
>> Kicked out. Kicked out.
>> Yes. He said he was locked out. Like
they changed the locks on him like when
he tried to come back home. Yeah. So,
the landlord did that.
>> Hey, monkey rain face.
Mr. Aldi kicked out from the apartment
because he homeless. No, it's
not. That his roommate take the
password take the lock key or
or everything.
>> Yeah, he got kicked out. He got locked
out.
>> It doesn't mean that kicked out. Monkey
rain. Unlike you. You don't have a job.
What is your job? What is your job?
>> Um I have a home,
>> Yeah. Live you with your parent and your
brother.
You mean the the sad reality is you
don't know anything about it.
>> Yeah. Yeah.
>> You don't know anything, weirdo.
>> Yeah. You're a weirdo. You're a catfish.
>> I don't know why you using the society.
I don't know why you guys using the
society.
>> You mean why are you so upset?
>> No one upset about you.
>> You don't.
>> You sound genuinely upset. I thought at
first I thought you were joking.
>> No one. No one obsessed about you.
>> No. No. Not obsessed. Upset. But that
too. Yeah.
You have ugly teeth. That's why you
never go on cam.
>> That's why.
>> I've been on camera before many times,
>> Ugly as a Yeah, I saw it. I saw
actually.
>> Yeah, I've been on camera before.
it.
>> Yeah, you're hiding. You're hiding from
us. From me? From Miss Tiffany.
>> Who's us? Who is us?
>> Us. Not we. Us.
>> Who is us? Who is we?
>> Honestly, if you if you were this
obsessive on me in real life, I probably
would hide from you. Uh, Wilder and
everybody else.
>> Yumi is totally a stalker.
>> She's the type to be a stalker.
>> Hey, hey, hey, hey. Will
face.
>> Kaka will expose you guys face.
>> Kaka.
>> Yeah. Kaka also is back.
>> Kaka.
>> Yeah. Kaka.
>> Why is she talking about poop?
>> Okay. Kaka LD.
>> Why is she talking about poop?
>> Monkey rain. Monkey rain. My bahasa is
not your language. I don't speak your
language. I don't
>> You don't seem to speak English very
well either.
>> I'm not immigrant. I'm not immigrant.
>> Oh, she's getting racist again. Clip
that. Somebody clip that.
>> You guys learn English?
>> Well, the thing is you're trying to um
speak to people in English.
>> I don't I don't need English.
>> You're on an English panel. You're on an
American panel.
>> I mean,
I don't know.
>> I speak English. Mr. Psyche,
>> that's the big one.
>> Me out because of this, too.
>> Yeah, go ahead. I'm okay with that.
You guys,
>> you don't seem to be okay with anything.
Like, you're very
>> okay. I'm totally okay with Mr.
>> Are you okay? No. Are you okay? Is
everything okay at home?
>> Not two of you. JT,
stop playing your game.
>> I just You just don't You don't seem
okay to me.
>> Your game is over. You see, you claim
you seem
>> No one's abusing you, okay? Nobody's
abusing you.
>> Okay. You're using people.
>> You want to be It's like you want to be
>> abused. Using people. You're using
people. You're so
>> You want to be
>> You're so mad.
>> I don't want to use you.
>> Triggered now. You're really triggered.
>> You're triggered. You're
so empty.
>> Okay.
>> Yeah.
Delusions. Delusions of grandeur right
>> I just don't understand what you're
there.
saying half the time anyway. So, I'm
just gonna I'm just gonna nod my head
and say yes.
>> No one. No one.
>> The Lulu.
>> No one. You're the Lulu.
>> Yi. I actually want you to be happy in
your life. Is that okay?
>> I am happy.
>> Is that okay for for me to want you to
be happy?
>> Happy, D. Unlike you.
>> You don't sound happy to me.
>> I am happy.
>> I don't know. Chat did chat do you think
does she sound like a happy person to
you? I am happy. Totally happy. I always
You play an unhappy person very well in
life. I always share what food that I
cook. That's the happy you.
>> You don't sound very happy. I don't
understand.
>> Unlike you. Unlike you,
the NPD like you will saying about the
uh the happy people like that.
When the real unhappy is yourself, not
me.
>> Hey, Psyche, how are the cats doing?
>> They're absolutely fine. Here's Rudy
right here. Hold on.
I'll get over the chat. Hold on. Um,
yeah, Rudy's good. Hold on. Here's Rudy.
>> This is I didn't know that one of your
cat had a little name like my
daughter.
>> Oh, Leonor.
>> Lenor.
>> Leonor. Oh, there's
>> Hira.
>> Hi, Rudy.
>> Hi, Rudy.
>> Hi, Lenor.
>> That's Lenor.
>> Hi, Lenor.
>> And Trix is right there.
>> Means the lights.
>> Hi, Trixs.
>> And you're there.
>> Say hi to the cats. Okay, don't be rude.
>> Baking. Baking. Calling the cats.
>> Oh, look at Rudy boy.
Does he get brushed?
>> Look how soft he is. Yeah, I brush him.
>> Yeah, he looks very soft.
>> He's very soft. He's like a little old
man. He's like 17 or 18 years old. So,
>> muted
>> the NPD and flying uh the monkey.
>> Oh, look at Rudy.
>> They they really like cats.
>> Bor,
>> we have cats. Weirdo.
>> We would like though. We
>> We have three cats.
>> No one ask you. I don't ask you.
>> Why? Why are you speaking about us?
We're not even talking.
>> You're faking. You're faking. You faking
>> like you like you like faking liking
cats when you We have three cats.
Weirdo.
>> You're faking like No,
>> I'm actually concerned. Are you okay?
>> I'm okay. Totally. Are you
I'm happy actually
here. I don't fake in here.
>> Oh, psyche. I like your rings.
>> Oh, thank you.
>> What are they like? Are they pagan
symbols?
>> This one is called the the helm helm of
awe in the middle. The middle one right
there. It's like a It's like a Nordic.
>> Nice.
>> Oh, I thought it was like a like a
snowflake or something.
>> That one's like some gems.
>> JT JT.
>> That looks like a snowflake, huh? This
one's a pentagram. Hold on.
>> Yes. Yi. Is there something you want for
me?
>> JT JT
>> I love the jewels on the one on the
>> index on your Discord again when she
when she I like the the the
>> Are you Are you feeling okay?
>> The Lima stone.
>> Yeah.
What's your birthstone? What's What's
your birthstone? Mine's a garnet.
>> Um I don't know.
>> I'm a citrus. I have a
>> Oh. Oh, I remember now. It's an It's an
opal.
>> You have an opal. Hey, Lenor.
>> Is that Lenor?
>> Leonor, you have a middle name like my
daughter.
>> Is that a male or female?
>> It's a girl named Lenor.
>> Oh, Leonor the light. Is that the light?
I think the meaning. I think so.
>> Edgar. It's from Edgar Alan Poe.
>> I was just gonna ask Edgar Alan Poe.
>> The Raven. It's like But he talks about
his lost Lenor. I don't know what
I don't know. Oh, why
>> wasn't she really Edgar Alan Poe's wife?
>> I don't know. I'm not sure.
>> I think that was his wife's name.
>> Sit up with me. She's sitting on my
shoulder.
>> Do you have nothing else to talk about?
Yi,
>> keep faking.
>> Yi, look at the cute cat. Okay,
>> you are so negative.
>> Yeah, they they are real. They are real.
They are more real than you, JT.
You are so negative.
>> Yeah, I am negative only for the catfish
like you two. Two of you.
>> Look, look at the cute cat. Okay,
>> notice how I try to I try to
>> they're real cats
>> steer it into a positive way and Yumi
still has to be negative.
>> There you go, Ken.
>> Where you going?
>> I want honestly I just want you to to I
just want you to get the treatment that
you need. You don't seem okay to me. And
I don't say that facitiously like you
seem genuinely unwell to me. And I don't
think this is the place really. I don't
think this place really helps that.
>> Keep playing your drama, JT. Keep
playing your game.
>> It's not a game. I actually want you to
>> I'm like you. I'm so proud. See, to show
be okay.
my my work.
>> Yeah, I'm a Libra thing.
>> I like you.
>> So is singing.
>> Oh, he's a Libra, too.
>> I'm so proud, JT. I'm so proud about who
I am. I I never hid it.
>> Unlike you and your sister,
>> you're proud of being a hateful person.
>> Yes.
>> A cat is like you, JT
like you. Full of gay.
>> I don't think that's something you
should be proud about. But okay.
>> People, troying people, and when they
troll you, when they dox you, you got
mad so bad.
How about how are you feeling when these
people mock uh already expose you and
your sister?
>> She can't help but say the M word.
>> You didn't say the N word, did you?
>> Yeah, the N word
like you.
>> Yeah, she says it all the time.
>> She loves that word. It sounds so
strange when she says it too because of
>> I don't use the N word.
the accent.
>> Okay, good.
I like she's just saying that in front
of your face, Psyche, but she does it
behind the scenes.
>> No. Are you using Mr. Psyche
>> to hate me? I have no issue with Mr.
Psyche. I never using any bad words to
Mr. Psyche. Never. Rain, you are back
and forth with Mr. Psyche. I saw it all.
And you
>> saw it all. Are you like
>> are you stalking
before all of you?
>> I met her. I met him from Miss Bea.
>> She's the type to stop
>> all of you.
>> You mean
>> before all of you?
I don't like you guys game. I don't like
it. I never like it.
>> Oh What up clums? Hi clums.
>> Cool. I like clumsy. The the reason why
I ignore you since last year because I
can sense your game. You many
>> I don't understand you. Okay. I don't
understand your English.
>> You don't understand me. You pretend
that
>> I do not understand your English.
>> Pretend you pretend that. You pretend
>> I don't understand what you're saying.
that
>> you was on Miss Tiffany stream before
Like
and then you laugh at her and kick him
and kick her out. That's you. That's the
way you manipulating.
>> Does anyone understand what she's
actually saying? Cuz I swear to God, I
don't understand what you're talking. I
don't understand the words.
>> Katy, keep lying. Keep lying like like
you never go on a beautiful piano
lifetime. You and your sister were
>> I love piano music. That's great. Um,
does
>> Keep lying, Dudor. Keep lying.
That's your old name. G Tudor. That was
my username. And uh Yes.
>> Yeah. And your sister said that she
never go she never been there.
>> She space ambient chat was the was the
chat we used to.
>> We've only been to space ambient.
>> Beautiful space ambient chat.
>> Waterfall with a waterfall background.
>> No, it was a space had a space
background.
>> Keep lying. Keep lying.
Bunny Bun was there and he knows that.
>> I don't understand you, Yumi.
>> I don't know why she keeps bringing up a
piano.
>> The Bunny Bun was at the piano.
>> Bunny Bun was at the You know what it
sounds like? Like that um Clue game like
it was uh in the in the piano room with
the candlestick
>> with the candlestick.
>> Yeah, there you go.
>> You know what, Mr. Psych? This
is why many letters. This is
why Mr. Psych not even laugh.
Why you laughing JT? It's funny yourself
about yourself.
>> Bonnie Bonds.
>> Bonnie Bonds.
>> Bonnie Bonds. Is that it?
>> There you go.
>> Yeah. Bunny B. The transgender
>> Bonds.
>> Bonnie Bonds.
>> Bunny B.
>> He hit the most home
runs in like
>> Bunny Bonds. Bunny. Bunny. Rabbit.
Bunny. Bunny. Bunny Buns.
>> Hey Psyche. Hey people.
>> Hey Psyche. Permission to crash out from
the beautiful. Yeah, he gives you
permission.
>> I'm crashing out.
>> It's too late now. Now you got to debate
me about this.
>> Yeah, go to sleep. Uh, sister and
brother, it's too late. You guys not
sleep.
>> I'm crashing out.
>> Oh, she thinks she meant sleeping.
>> She's dumb.
>> You're dumb,
>> You mean you didn't used to talk this
way. What happened?
>> You're a monkey,
Monkey face. Guatemala monkey.
>> oh. Psyche. She's getting racist again.
Uh
>> Ah,
>> bunny buns.
>> I just say Guatemala Monkey is a real
one.
>> Who's Bunny Buns?
>> I don't know. You can't search that.
Bunny Buns. The channel Bunny Buns.
>> We don't know. She keeps bringing them
up for some reason.
Robin bunny buns.
>> Is that a kind of like a like a honey
bun?
>> No. No. Robin bunny
>> basically. Yes.
>> Robin bunny buns.
>> Cinnamon buns.
>> Nice buns.
>> He is He is my good friend before, but I
don't know why.
>> Well, apparently you can't hold on to a
friend.
>> I don't know. Oh, I don't know why when
I when I decide to talk with someone
else that he didn't like it.
>> That's That's so
>> Oh, that sounds like you.
>> I'm surprised you maybe you have too
much in common.
>> Is it muddy? Oh, it's muddy buns. It's
>> No. Yeah. Bunny buns.
>> Muddy buns. Right.
>> Robin. Robin. Bunny buns.
>> Muddy buns.
>> I met Robin. I met this douor and rain
was from a beautiful piano with the
>> She's really is into Easter bunny buns.
>> Piano players. I didn't know you had a
beautiful piano in a waterfall.
>> There's a There's a live chat room with
a waterfall. Beautiful. Beautiful water.
>> Where's that? Why haven't I been invited
there? I want to hear piano music and
waterfalls.
>> It's a like a It's a live chat room.
>> Why Why does Yumi get invited to that
with JT and Rains parties and I don't?
No, I met I met I met this too from
>> Dude, she's obsessed with pianos.
there.
>> No one No one obsessed about you. Monkey
rain.
>> I said pianos, not me.
>> Listen. Learn to listen.
>> Learn to listen for a bit.
>> I think it's the English thing again.
That's why I keep saying I feel like
there's like a language barrier going
on.
>> You blocked me since then. Uh, Monkey
Rain. Oh my god, that's a name.
>> Yeah, you can ban me if you want.
>> Yeah, you can ban me, but don't blame me
if if they they do something bad on you
again, like a back and forth.
>> Well, that's what you're But you guys
are doing that now.
>> I cannot I cannot tolerate.
>> We didn't do anything to psyche.
>> I mean, I'm not doing anything now. It's
>> not too bad. It's not bad.
>> Oh, you forgot. You forgot the NPD. You
forgot everything. You act like you did
nothing.
>> I never did anything wrong in my life. I
don't know what you're talking about.
>> What did he do? Yumi, tell what did he
do?
>> What's this?
>> I don't faking here. I don't faking
here. I don't faking.
>> But what did he do?
>> I never faking here. He did. Okay, I
know. But what did he do?
>> Yeah, I never faking here.
>> Okay, but he
>> That's what I want to know.
>> Thing that she's upset about though. I'm
just wondering.
>> I don't understand.
>> I'm not upset about this too. I'm not
Y what's going on?
upset. They they
>> Why do you Because you know what? When I
ignore this the NPD G-turn, he start
typing like a flying monkey. Monkey with
the what? With the call. You call him a
monkey.
>> Wait, no, no, no. The ones No. I think
the people who who are friends with me
are the monkeys, right?
>> Yeah.
>> I'm the NPD. Yes.
>> Yeah, the NPD. The narcissist.
>> No, no, no. I'm the narcissistic
personality and the ones who who do what
I want, they're the monkeys.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You don't
>> monkey. Okay.
>> I I find that a little derogatory
myself, but that's what I think that's
what she's saying.
>> Well, she is racist.
>> I am Raz's monkey.
>> Oh my god.
>> Uh yes, clearly
>> she's worse than Frieza.
>> From Dragon Ball Z.
>> Yeah. Calling them like calling the Sans
Maris.
I am ras is only for you monkey face
rain keep hiding rain keep hiding
this is the reason why you stop live
streaming from your own channel you're
using your brother JT
yeah you let your brother JT
because you expose yourself by the
accident.
>> Oh my god.
>> Some people saw you.
>> Saw you.
>> I want to see him expose himself.
>> No. No. She's not talking about me.
>> You don't know, Mr. Becky.
>> I want to see him expose.
>> You don't know. So you don't know. Oh,
I'm sorry if you don't know.
>> What? What? Me and some friends know.
>> We're talking about JT's penis now,
right?
>> Oh god.
>> No. She's ugly.
>> She's obsessed with with JT's penis.
>> She doesn't look like that. She doesn't
look like that.
>> Yes, she does. is that you you have you
had that same picture up, didn't she?
Didn't she?
>> Yeah. Someone someone exposed the video
on YouTube.
>> But but the video she looks a lot
different. I mean, as I saw the same
hiden monkey, hidden monkey face.
>> Oh my god. What?
>> Who wants to volunteer to teach her
English?
>> Brain's beautiful.
>> I'm not teaching English.
>> Thank you, Psyche.
>> No, she is. But um some you know I think
that makes certain women jealous because
um
>> I'm not teaching they get rejected.
>> I am teaching more than that.
>> A lot of yeah a lot of them can't handle
rejection
>> and when I share my my student faces and
you keep barking like oh you don't see
your student what
>> I'm so proud with my job. Unlike you JT
>> unlike you monkey Rain you guys hiding
always hiding.
>> Thank you schuma.
Y you're married anyway, right? Isn't
that the idea?
>> Yes.
>> So, so
>> why are you so fix So, why are you so
fixated on a couple?
>> I'm not here. I'm not here like every
day, every night like you did.
>> You are very
busy.
>> Someone come up here and like help.
>> Yeah,
>> I post my video. I'm very busy.
>> Yeah, somebody else come up. This is
getting repetitive.
Yeah, we need another another
>> Mr. Mason.
um
>> Mr. Mason, are you there? Mr. Mason.
>> Yeah, Mr. Mason is cool.
>> He's in love.
>> I don't know where. Miss Natty now.
>> I think Mason's in bed.
>> Miss Miss Natty. Miss Natty. Miss Natty.
>> Miss Natty. Oh, yeah. Well, let me see.
With in England, it's about 11 a.m. So,
>> is she is she in a vacation? Because I
always when when when she start the live
stream,
>> I came to say hi and then I left because
I did my job.
>> Yeah.
>> And what happened with Mr. Mason? Hi,
Mr. Mason.
>> Mr. Mason threatened to unal alive um RG
and Natalie and Gotti.
>> Oh, he did?
>> Yeah. At se at different times. Yeah.
>> Is Is he What happened to him? Mr.
>> what happened to him? He gets very upset
Psyche,
and starts starts to yell
>> and um because people get people trigger
him
>> to bring out the the monster.
>> You?
>> No, Mason. Mason. They start to like
>> Who triggered who?
>> Mason.
>> The English thing again.
>> They get him all mad and he starts to
threaten.
>> Mad at you.
>> Well, he's not mad at me. He was mad at
Gotti. He was mad at RG. And he was mad
at
>> Oh, RG. RG.
>> Yeah, RG. and a Natalie.
>> Oh, RG. Are you good with the RG?
>> I'm good with them. Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine
with him.
>> Or or RG or RG begging you?
>> I like him, but you know.
>> How about How about the other one?
>> Um, well, it wasn't me. It was Mason
that's mad. So, he was mad at Natalie
and he was mad at um RG and he was mad
at um Gotti.
I don't know where he is. He's he was he
he was also wearing a different shirt.
Um that made him uncomfortable. Yeah.
>> Yeah. I Yeah. I I know the reason why
Mr. Mass
uh not mad. Maybe like a
>> why he gets triggered.
>> You know, I saw Mr. Madison on the cam
unlike RG and Mr. Gotti yet.
>> You saw him. How do he look?
>> I saw Mr.
>> We saw Gotti.
>> Yeah. Howdy. How's Gotti?
>> He hot.
>> Not me. Monkey rain.
>> Gotti's not ugly.
>> Mr. Mason go on cam when I was on Miss
Natty.
>> See, he he is a goodlook guy.
>> Mason.
>> Yep.
>> I think every
>> Would you Would you ever date Mason if
you were single?
>> I'm not dating on YouTube.
>> He's looking for He's looking for a boy.
He's looking for a girlfriend. I'm I'm
socializing with people on YouTube. Not
for dating, not for
>> stupid things.
>> I'm in a relationship. I can't say
whether a guy's handsome or not.
>> How about me?
>> Big relationship, huh?
Relationship siblings. That's you, JT
and Rain.
>> Okay. You me,
>> you're married and you're calling other
guys handsome. Where?
>> So why not? How about I call Tom Cruz?
Tom Cruz is handsome.
>> But George's a real mad at me. No, he's
not.
>> Well, his wife is going to be very
upset.
>> Mr. Psyche, why?
>> Yeah, his wife is going to be very
upset.
>> You're a h you're a handsome, too,
because you're a real one.
>> Thank you.
>> Yeah. Yours will mad at me. No, it's
not. I just say it.
>> Well, well, now
>> Well, it's not about the other person
getting mad. It's about respect.
>> You have a guess. We have a new guest.
Hold on.
>> Yeah. Do you even have some respect when
you always hiding?
>> I respect my boyfriend. Yes.
>> That was a fake Bay Clips. Bay clips. Do
you have a respect?
>> Your boyfriend or fake boyfriend? Your
sibling? Brother, your brother. Not even
your boyfriend.
>> No matter how many times you say it,
it's not true.
>> You're show a red rocket. Remember?
>> E. I never heard I never believe with
>> No.
this game, these two of them. Never.
Never.
>> Would you ever have a threesome with JT
and Rain?
>> Oh god.
>> You know what? Do real
>> I think she wants to do JT.
>> Yeah, I think she's mad at Rain for even
being
>> do JT in front of Rain and like
>> Oh god.
>> JT,
do you think you're good looking? No.
Only Monkey Rain have you. If you guys
really a couple, not the other one.
>> What do you mean? Your your husband
looks like Bud.
>> Hello.
>> Your AI husband looks like Bud.
>> My husband not even Butt. But
>> he looks like Bud.
>> What are you talking?
>> He looks like Jorge is my husband.
>> Well, you don't know Bud. But
>> Oh, George. George Glass.
>> Jorge.
George.
>> George Glass.
>> My husband.
And this and this and and this sibling
said that my husband is a butler freak.
No, it's not.
>> No, he just looks like him. I'm not
saying he is him. I don't even think
he's a real person.
>> No, he's not.
Okay. Bud and my my husband is totally
different.
>> Well, they look
>> You mean how how are we how are we
siblings if
>> you're not siblings?
>> How are we siblings if JT doesn't have
any sisters?
You have s. You're the sister. You look
older than JT.
>> JT doesn't have any sisters.
>> Yeah, because you're the sister for him.
>> You mean what are you like? Are you
>> What the hell? The kind of
mental gymnastics.
>> You mean you're like pushing 50, right?
>> What?
>> You mean what?
>> No, I'm just saying you shouldn't you
shouldn't say you're younger cuz then
you know
>> because I'm young. I'm a tw I'm a 20.
>> You look I'm just saying you look
>> I always go on.
>> You look bad.
>> And I I I I I look different when I'm
not with my hijab.
My hair not even gray yet. Even not in
the white yet. I'm
>> You are balding though.
>> Balding.
>> You are balding.
>> Balding.
>> Balding.
>> Yeah. That means that your hairline goes
>> Wait.
Have you
>> back?
>> Do you have a mirror? Have you ever ever
seen your reflection at home?
>> You hiding you hiding from the camera
only half face.
>> Imagine making up a husband and a baby.
>> People people recording your your your
video when you by the accident you
expose yourself.
Do you have if do you have a mirror when
call me as a bald one? I'm not a bald.
>> You're bald. Ding. You're not completely
bald. You are balding though.
>> No, Rain. I'm a smart.
>> I'm a smart. That's why I have a wide
forehead. I'm a smart one. I passed my
double degree. Unlike you.
>> I don't know why job. Maybe.
>> No, it just means you look like a
Neanderthal.
>> You don't even know what that means.
You should Google it.
>> I don't need that.
I don't need that. You look more ugly
than that,
>> right? You don't know. You don't need
education, right? You don't need that.
>> Yeah. You don't have education. That's
sad.
>> Well, at least I know what a Neanderthal
is.
>> Yeah. You You're faking with being a
nice to people. You're faking that for
the whole years. The first time I met
you there,
>> is that true? Um, Green.
>> Yeah.
>> What?
>> All about you is faking. You You're not
good with the
>> I'm not asking you. I'm asking Psyche.
What did you say? Psyche.
>> You've been faking it for years. Like
that. Uh,
>> yeah.
>> Faking what?
>> Faking using Stream. Uh, not Streamyard.
>> Not sure.
Wait, what are we faking?
>> I think
>> I guess we're faking using Streamyard
now.
>> There's a waterfall. Is that waterfall
real? Tell me that.
>> Yeah, I will. I can share it to you.
Wait a second.
>> I want to see it.
>> The waterfall is AI.
>> Oh, see see she admits it's not a real
waterfall.
>> Beautiful.
>> It's a piano real.
>> The piano she got from Teimu.
>> Is it from Teimu? Um, R. Is it from
Timu? Uh mimi
>> hello
you me.
>> Finally that shut up.
>> A moment of peace.
Enjoy it.
>> No, I'm still here.
>> Oh
>> Spoke too soon. Monkey Rain, you scared?
Did I pose you?
>> Yeah, I'm totally scared.
>> I was actually jump scared when she went
on camera.
>> A lot of people were.
You hear me?
Yumi.
Yum. Are you Are you there? Yumi, are
you okay?
>> Yeah. Okay. Here.
>> Are you okay?
>> There.
Mr. Psyche from the P private chat.
>> Okay, let me see. Yeah, I met this both
and Bunny Buns and then Richard. So
Richard RP 81 and also Alexo and then
Keru of course and then who else? Um
James Blair like a Pablo Picasso.
>> He doesn't know any of those people.
>> Keep lying. You know,
>> I said I said Psyche doesn't know any of
those people. Learn to listen.
>> You lied about Mr. Psyche. Then
>> learn to listen for once.
>> You and your brother were there.
>> Learn to listen, Yumi.
>> Okay. You were there.
>> Okay.
>> Keep denying it.
>> Okay.
>> You're denying it.
>> Learn to listen.
So
anybody else gonna come on panel
first place to chat with the people to
socialize with the new people and then I
met these two of them but
a while ago they said no they never
there they were there I still remember
everything.
But I remember
everything
whatever become. Oh, sorry.
>> They got to go over now. And again, Mr.
Psyche, thank you for talking about
me today.
>> What? What?
>> But it's okay.
>> What?
>> It is okay. It's very okay.
>> But it's okay. Yeah. You said that.
>> No, it's great. Actually,
>> you said that you you said that I'm
obsessed with this.
>> She does need a dose of reality.
>> Okay.
>> No, it's okay. It's good for you.
>> I'm obsessed with the two two liars.
>> It's good for you from the Discord. No,
I'm not. Never.
>> Okay. Well,
>> why?
>> I never hang out with a fake one. I
never hang out with the fake one. Never.
>> Thank you, Mr. Psyche. Take care.
>> Okay.
Thank you.
How do
>> What are we thanking each other for?
>> Well,
>> what a basket case.
>> Um,
yeah. You know, as great as this has
been, I think I'm gonna have to go, too.
>> Where are you going?
>> Oh, I'm actually doing a game stream
right now. I just wanted to pop in and
say hello. You're doing a gay stream?
>> No, don't get too excited. gaming.
>> Gaming.
>> I was excited for a second.
>> I know. Keep getting his hopes up.
>> Yeah.
>> Anyway, that was uh that was something.
All right. Thank you. Have a fun rest of
your stream. You too. Have fun your game
stream.
Your gaming stream. I'm sorry.
>> You were feeling a bit hopeful there,
Psyche. I know.
>> It's okay.
>> I would I would never ever do that to
you right?
>> Thank you. I appreciate that.
>> I was just kidding. I would I was not
even hating on him. I don't even know
what he really looks like.
>> Oh, you don't know what he looks like?
>> I kind of do. I a werewolf, right?
>> There he is.
>> A
>> Isn't he cute?
>> Yes.
JT. Oh, okay. Never mind.
>> It's okay. Psyche.
>> Sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry. Oh, like
everyone left. Why is everyone leaving?
So, anyone else want to come up or
>> How many people do we have watching?
>> Um, we have 30 people, it looks like.
Let me see. Is there less now? And let
me see. There's uh
>> Oh, they're asking for the link. Psyche.
>> Okay, got it. Hold on one second. We
have 27 people. Here's the link. You're
welcome up on panel as long as you are
nice,
respectful of the rules. Thank you.
There's Reani.
Recani. I don't think I know you. I have
to be careful about who I let up.
Skumac. Schuma. Where will they be when
you build the lab? Were you there when
they built the ladder to heaven? Yes, I
was. It's made out of bones. And uh
>> Were you there when they built the the
tower of Ba Babel Babel?
>> Yes, I built it actually.
Oh,
>> no. I was just kidding. Um, yeah. Hey,
do you want to see a video I made?
>> Sure.
>> Okay, cool. This is called experiment
because, you know, Alexander said that
was her failed experiment or whatever.
So, I wrote a
>> Okay, interesting.
>> Experiment
and uh see how you like it. Okay, hold
on a second.
>> Thank you, Liz.
>> Hopefully you guys enjoy it. Here you
go.
>>
>> I woke up stage to the lightning
sky. Bolts in my spine, numbers
in my eye. Doctor said, "Son,
don't ask me why. You're a rough
drive. God, you're a test drive.
Blueprint hard, but it beats off
script. They pay
top dollar just to see me
glitch. Half born myth in a dead end lab
science is handle with care.
They never have. They don't love
me. They don't hate me. They just poke
me with a stick.
See what breaks. See what way.
I'm an experiment.
Frankenstein grin. 6 million in upgrade.
Still something to
spin. Part monster, part
in a natural. Wind
me up, laugh loud, lose control. I'm an
experiment. Push the liver, pull the
thread. Not a man, not a myth, just a
game in your head. I'm not real. I'm a
toy. I'm a glitch
you enjoy. I'm just
Yeah boy.
Steel in my bones, sarcasm skin.
Crowd wants blood. I give them a grin.
They chant my name,
then throw their stones. Build me up
just to watch me fold. I was born in
comments, raised by eyes, fed on
judgement, trained to survive. Every
laugh's a voltage spike.
Every hate threat brings me back to
life. Don't ask questions. Just observe.
See how much a soul can serve
till it snaps. Till it sime
Frankenstein.
6 million in upgrades. Still
something to spin. Hard monster
part.
Internet troll. Wind me up.
Laugh loud. Lose control and experiment.
Turn pain into noise. Put me on display
for the curious boys.
I'm not real. I'm a toy. I'm a glitch
you enjoy. I'm just something to play
with.
Say it's eyes.
Say it's fake.
Say it's
say it's crazy.
>> You don't see the wire
in my throat. You
just like the way I choke. But every
time you flip that switch, I
learn your hands.
I learn your tricks.
Didn't make me human.
You made me doable.
I'm an experiment,
but I'm watching you. Counting every
laugh, every dare you do. You think I'm
broken. You think I'm tame, but
experiments learn the rules of
the game. An experiment.
Still standing here. Still alive in the
smoke and the snare. You can play
with the fire. You can call me a
toy. But monsters remember who
pushed the button, boy.
>>
>> Tables go
lights redject.
>> Pretty cool. I love the 80s. I love the
80s sound to it.
>> Vapor wave. Okay, hold on. We have Scum
here. Hold on.
Scum, are you there? Hold on a second.
>> It's me. I showed you my face, right?
>> I was I was I wasn't looking. I was I'm
sorry. Hey, how are you?
>> Oh, uh I'm I'm My teeth are hurting.
Yeah,
>> hurting.
>> Yeah, but I am. Uh but it's you know,
Sunday and
>> Oh, yeah.
>> or Sunday. Yeah. I had to deal with
dental pain so bad when my wisdom tooth
was like um came out was so bad.
>> It's back there. It's back there, but
it's not the wisdom teeth because
>> I got all four of them out. But this is
a
>> next to it.
>> Yeah, it's the one that got pushed by
>> Yeah, mine too. Yeah. And it was like it
it.
had a big hole in it and then they were
going to do a root canal and then they
were like, "Well, I have to have it
pulled." And
>> Oh, it was it got absessed. It was like,
yeah, it had a big hole in it just from
like a big huge cavity on it. And then
it's like they were going to do root
canal and then like fill it up and
stuff, but then looked at it and then it
said, it was like too uh didn't have
enough matt like bone matter in there,
so they had to pull it out. And the
>> it took it took a while so bad until
they did. It was just pushing against my
rest of my teeth and like it hurt so
bad. Yeah.
>> And all Yeah. When they and when they
they put cold like when the dentist put
a cold spin cold on it, it hurt so bad.
It was like one of the worst Yeah.
>> Yeah. I had my wisdom teeth pulled in
Mexico back in October.
>> I'm going to have all my teeth pulled.
>> What?
>> All of them.
>> Gummy smile.
>> Why?
>> Well, uh, well, for now, right now, I'm
just going to have the back ones pulled,
but
>> I I eventually uh So, they they guessed.
So, I had braces, but they guessed that
I'm wasn't going to have my teeth by 30
because of the size of my mouth and the
size of my teeth.
>> What happened to your teeth?
>> I'm now pull
>> um Well, I had a tooth in my pallet.
Um my my my
last name is
basically
in in in a ancient language it means
crooked jaw.
>> Okay. So, I mean, I don't know.
Genetically, I'm Like,
teethwise, like I got horsesized teeth
and um uh
>> Taylor Schwithsized mouth.
>> Oh my god.
>> You wouldn't think I I have a big
mouth, especially in chat.
>> You know, I know that. I'm just kidding.
You know,
>> I came here to
>> give you an olive branch because I've
been mean.
>> I know. I've been mean and I feel bad.
>> Yeah,
>> But why? But why is is there a reason
you were mean to me or or not?
>> No, there was no reason. I'm mentally
unstable and I have a brain injury. I
mean I mean other than that uh I get I
get very paranoid and I I think people
are running campaigns on me now. Some
people are.
>> Yeah.
>> But I don't think you were.
>> Mason, are you there? I was not.
>> Yeah, I'm here. Yeah.
>> Yeah. Here we go.
>> Hi. I don't know you by the way, but
nice to meet you. Uh Scum, I think
that's your name.
>> Looks like I'm here, man.
>> Hi, Mason. How are you?
>> Yeah, I'm okay, man. You're okay. You
know, scum, you know, rain, you know. Um
>> I don't know, scum, but um nice to meet
you, Scum. It's
>> like you had some problems earlier. You
said like you had to go through the
guidelines and stuff like that.
>> Yeah. Well, you're not going to break
them. I know, right?
>> No, but it's like Yeah. Somebody has to
follow the guidelines is what you're
trying to say,
>> right? Just my just my simple rules, you
know, just like not threaten somebody's
life on my panel. So,
>> yeah.
>> Yeah. No, I know. I know you you're
fine. You never
>> I never did anything like I stopped that
stuff like a long time ago. Yeah. So
>> you're good, Mason. You're good. I'm
sorry.
>> Who's that?
>> Oh, so you know M do you know Mason?
Mason's a good guy. Mason's a he's just
he's a drummer from
um from chat.
>> So remember I did that with Gotti and
then all sudden I I knew not better not
to do that, you know? So I stopped all.
>> Yeah.
>> Mason, why did you get mad at Gotti?
Are you coming up to apologize too?
>> Who? Me?
>> Yeah.
>> I gave an olive branch. That's
different.
>> I thought that was already done with
though. I don't have to apologize. It's
already been done.
>> Yeah. You know, you don't have to
apologize. You're fine.
>> Who are you name? I can't see your name.
>> Sorry.
>> Oh, I don't know. I don't I don't know
who you are.
>> Mason, why did you get mad at Gotti?
>> Nice to meet you, though. Did you piss
him off? Is that where you He's quiet.
You're muted, Psych.
>> Oh, whoops.
>> Oh, he went backstage. I can't see
anything.
>> Can you hear me? I can't hear you. I
can't remember. So, I can't remember
what happened, man. Like, it was wild
though.
>> You don't remember why you got mad at
Gotti?
>> No, he was like Gotti was like saying
like teasing him and then Mason said,
"God, I'm gonna sit t or t h r o a t." A
>> remember that Mason?
>> Mason.
>> No, I remember saying that.
>> Why would you say that?
>> No, but it's like I'm not normally like
that man.
>> I know. I know. I know. It was like it
was out of character moment like but it
was like it's a learning.
>> Why would you say that, Mason? Come on.
>> Uh people have, you know, people have
moods, you know, sometimes. So that's
what happens.
>> Yeah, but you don't got to be that mean.
>> No, I understand. But I
>> learning how to control his anger
better. I I think I'm we're teaching
him, right? We're helping. I've been
over. It's like I've been getting better
though, man. I'm not the same way. Like
>> you got to stay calm, Mason.
>> I've been staying calm.
>> Uh there is that guy.
>> Hey, do you like Do you like There's
Scum. Do you see Scum, Mason?
>> Yeah.
>> Why can't I hear Psyche?
>> You can't hear me? Hello? Do you hear
me? Do you hear me now? Hello?
>> I can hear you.
>> Is this a oneonone? How does this work?
>> I don't I don't know why you can't hear
me. Hold on. Let me look at your
>> It's like I can hear you, man. I don't
microphone.
know what's going on.
>> Something's wrong with your mic your
headphones.
>> I'm going to leave and come back.
>> Hey, that sounds good. Come back.
>> It's like there's nothing wrong when I
hear you, though. So, I don't know
what's going on.
>> I know. I don't know. Maybe something
was wrong with his uh his um uh Oh,
>> Mason, you need to apologize to Gotti
because that was pretty mean.
>> That's That's a long time ago and that's
been done already. That's been over
with. You apologized.
>> Yeah. Him and I have been cool ever
since like that happened.
>> I can hear I can hear rain now.
>> You hear me now?
>> Yeah. That's weird.
>> Hi, Scum. I don't know you, but nice to
meet you.
>> Yes. Hi. Uh, I used to talk to you back
in um chat way before.
>> Scum A. Scum A was my name with the
anarchy sign.
>> Oh, I don't remember. You
said nice things to me. Uh I I I
couldn't even speak well, you know, at
the time. Like brain up. And
>> when I'm in that situation, I was
vulnerable. And anytime someone was nice
to me, it was uh you know,
>> dude, it it's cool. Don't worry about
>> There's someone named Lieutenant in the
it.
in the room.
>> Yes, that's me. Hello, Psyche. Um, I
spoke to you the other night on Trials.
>> Oh, hi. How are you? Nice to see you.
>> Oh, Trials.
>> Yeah, Trials.
>> I love Trials.
>> I'm all right, thanks. Yeah, I was just
getting set up for the day uh because
I'm basically doing some music
production um as a bit of a hobby. And I
saw that you were live. So, I thought,
oh, listening. I'm just having a coffee
before I get started. So, I saw the
panel. I thought, "Okay, I'll quit."
>> Hello.
>> I do have um if you want to see some of
my music, I um I do like all the you
know the the
>> You do you do the tarot cards, too. So,
I tell her about
>> I do. She knows. Well, I I did tarot on
that show, but I think that she's not
too into tarot. But um she might
>> Well,
>> well, I'm into um questioning and
challenging objective claims that are
made by anyone, right? So, it's not
necessarily about tarot or you might see
me um challenging people who make claims
who are coming into life from the
Islamic point of view, right? Um because
predominantly they're the ones going
around making objective claims. So, if
someone makes an objective claim, I like
to challenge it. And this is something
that I've developed by supporting the
big nose of London, who I would say is
the kind of challenging objective
claims. The big nose of London.
>> The big nose. Is that
>> Yeah, that's his name.
>> Prince Charles.
>> No, that's not Trials. Uh, but Trials
knows that you're
>> talking about King Charles now.
>> King Charles.
>> Oh, King Charles.
>> Yeah.
What's your name?
>> The big nose. Who? Who? Who you talking
>> The big nose of London. He's an uh he
about?
goes to Speakers Corner at Hide Park and
he challenges objective claims. And he
does that online as well on his YouTube
channel.
>> And so I've supported him throughout all
the time that he's done that as his
moderator and co-host. And so I've been
developing skills by watching what he
does and learning from him. So that's
more what I do. It's not that like I go
around chasing town. No.
>> So you're um you're like a Christian
debater.
>> I wouldn't call myself Christian. No.
>> Oh, okay. What what how would you
describe yourself?
>> Um I wouldn't say I'm a debater. There's
a difference between debating and
challenging objective claims.
>> You would love Ghost. I think you I
think you and Ghost would have a great
cat.
>> Go like if you had to if you corner.
>> But like so like if you had to like
briefly explain your worldview to
people, how would you describe that?
>> Um
I aim to find and reveal the truth in
all that I come across in order for me
to understand it and know how to proceed
in life which is only now.
>> So I guess what it's about. What's
funny, Lieutenant, is that um like my my
demographics, it says like um I have
mostly male audience, which is rare in a
tarot show, too. But also that my
audience is truth seekers. Like most of
my audience,
>> that's what it's about, though. It's
about the truth. Yeah. Telling the truth
like that.
>> People typically are seeking something
when they reach out to tarot and other
things. They're typically experimenting
on things, aren't they? Trying to find
something that they know that they're
lacking. And I have a lot of people here
that are not even don't even like tarot
and things like that. I mean it's like
because I have open panels. I actually
have the one of the most unique shows
where it's like I have an open panel
with like the drama and then I have um
you know I do tarot and that's like
there's not another show on YouTube like
that really
>> that I've come across. Right. So
>> it's a unique show. It's just like you
know
>> it's like different.
>> So like do you believe in God or
anything like that?
I have a relationship with God and I've
had that since I was a very very small
child. Yes. And for the record, it's not
from any indoctrination or anything like
that cuz there was and I'll quote
unquote my own uh father none of that
in this house.
>> You like to do different things on your
channel, huh? So different thing.
>> Hi.
>> Well, yeah. Currently on my channel, I'm
uploading all of the Big Nose of
London's content just in case anything
happens to his channel. I was going to
set up a Big Nose London 2.0, but then
it's like two channels of manage if he
goes dark and never returns online,
right? Um, and I thought that'll be too
much. So, I thought, right, I'm gonna
because um I did a lot of his editing
for him, so I've got all of his content.
So, I'm uploading them into my channel
at the moment. So, they're going to be
in there in the videos section, but I'm
also making my own music uh using AI
predominantly. Um but I'm trying to
develop skills skills to not have to use
the AI.
>> Very good.
>> Yeah. And soon I'll be um hosting my own
panel discussions maybe once or twice a
week.
>> I was just gonna ask you, do you do
>> Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to cut you off.
>> That's okay. Um, so I was going to ask
you, yeah, like do you do panels?
>> Well, I have done in the past, but um,
it wasn't a regular thing. It was just,
oh, something had happened at a protest
in London or something. So late at
night, everyone wanted to get together
and discuss what had gone down in
central London that day or something
like that, right? So, it was nothing
structured, but eventually I am going to
want to be going topic based like pick a
certain topic and thrash that topic out
whether it's something biblical,
something from um Islamic text or any
text or even nothing like
system of belief related. It could be
anything but topic based. Yeah,
eventually I want to do that, but like
I'm just taking my time having fun with
YouTube at the moment.
>> Okay.
>> I'm using it as more as a wellness tool
and developing my skills. But when I get
a bit more serious about it, then it's
going to be right this night and this
night I'll be doing a topic and that's
it sort of thing on top of everything
else that I'm doing.
>> So So you like to do open panels and
tarot cards? Like that's pretty much
>> I do. Yes. You know I do, Mason. You
know I do. It's like,
>> well, what else though? Psych. That's
it man.
>> No, I do. I mean, it's like, you know,
the the cats are here. I'm here. I like
to be funny. I like to talk about other
stuff. I like to do the music, too. So,
I have a kind of a variety show.
>> I showed you my drums. Like, that's part
of something, I think, when I come here.
>> Yeah. Mason's We're having a a musical
theme show, too. There's a lot of people
that love music and my demographics,
too. I have a I have a great 18 to 35
demographic, too. So, it's pretty pretty
uh
desirable for like a YouTube host to
have that that demographic.
Um, yeah. So, what kind of show will you
have? Uh, Lieutenant,
>> you're gonna have the just the debating
or not debating, sorry. Um,
>> well, discussing and thrashing out
certain topics. That's the angle that
I'm leaning towards the most.
>> And archiving
>> as I Yeah. archiving the big nose of
London's in the video section. But when
it comes to doing panel discussions,
that's what I'm thinking I'm going to do
because I want to develop my skills.
Like I've learned a lot from the big
nose of London about critical thinking
and how to challenge objective claims to
make sure you capture all the truth. Um,
and so it gets very much like trying to
find a needle in a hay stack. So it can
be difficult just getting to clarify
certain points. And of course in an
argument there's always a lot of points
that are made. So it can take quite a
bit to dissect just one sentence, right?
Because a lot of people I find don't
understand the definition of the words
that they're using.
>> Right. Well, a lot of stuff is like
unconscious. You know, there's like the
a lot of people are on autopilot in a
certain way.
>> Well, exactly. So, they're just opening
their mouth and letting the wind the
wind rattle their tongue. They're not
actually speaking themselves. there's
something else going on and we need pe
you know
>> if you look at the state of the world
right there's a lot of chaos okay if we
were more present if we were more
conscious if we were more proactive
about anything and everything there'd be
less of that chaos because we'd be more
um well democratic the word democratic
comes from the word damon which is all
about um your own So, um, good
conscience, making decisions made on
your own good conscience. Well, people
aren't doing that. They're just like you
say, autopilot, like they've been
programmed with something and off they
go. That's all they're doing. They're
not actually alive almost, you know?
>> So, I think when when when you when you
try to get in at these objective claims,
this is why I think it's fabulous what
the big nose of London does. Um, it
really does wake people up. It gets
their brains starting and a lot of
people um observing systems of belief
like say for example Islam but there's
many others as well they're just
programmed into it and they're not
living and they look so sad no matter
how much they smile and it's hard
>> yeah the Muslims like Yumi
>> Yeah.
And I think like when you see that to
let that go by and not try to do
anything about that would makes me
complicit in that and it I just can't do
it. So I have to question
>> you know and I don't want them any harm
to come to them. I think it's an evil
ideology, right? But I don't think I
don't want any harm to come to those
people. And obviously because they're
sleepwalking, anyone disturbing that
sleep, oh, you're evil, you're against
them, you're Islamophobic, all this
nonsense, right? But no, I'm just trying
to challenge an objective claim in the
hope that they too will start to
challenge it and question what they've
been indoctrinated with. You know, a lot
of people
>> start to search the truth themselves.
Sorry, go ahead.
Sorry. Um, I was just going to say a lot
of people don't like to be challenged,
especially, you know, like when it comes
to their beliefs.
>> Yeah.
>> And, you know, it makes them pretty
close-minded to a lot of things.
And I think it's just sad.
>> Yes, it is. And I I find this is a
telltale sign that their belief system
is not on solid foundations because what
are they afraid of? Let people question
it. if it's the truth. Right.
>> Right.
>> Exactly.
>> I've always questioned
>> no matter what. Sorry. Go ahead.
>> I've always questioned religious text.
>> Right.
Go ahead. I'm sorry.
>> You know, I'm just saying I've always
questioned it. I've always asked, well,
and that doesn't sound correct. you
know, they how can uh
how could they build that tower, you
know,
>> the ark and stuff like that and then
>> Yeah, it doesn't make sense. The animals
went It sounds more like a genetic
experience.
>> Like maybe they're like stories like
with like
>> No, there's it's a it's an ark is a a
UFO.
The ark is a UFO. It was basically
floating above the ocean, you know, kind
of thing.
>> Yeah.
>> Noah was uh obviously
>> um you know, I don't want to get into
that. He was 400 years old. You know, no
human was that old.
>> Well, yeah, exact. Well, maybe they
looked at the they measure time
differently or something like that. I
don't know. But, you know, it's like you
can like
>> come up with the devil's advocate
explanation too for everything.
>> But it's like, yeah, it's just blind.
But people that are just blindly told
this is what you're gonna go to hell if
you do this and this. It's like, you
know, gay people understand this because
we've been told we're going to hell and
we're evil and all this stuff all our
lives, you know. So,
>> you're born with sin. You're
>> Well, no, I don't believe in that. I'm a
Christian, but I don't I don't say I
don't tell people like, "Oh, you're
going to hell because of this and this."
No that's
>> you're going to hell just for being
born. Adam and Eve did the sin first.
>> Well, well, no. I mean, if you believe
in the worksbased salvation of the old
covenant, then that would be the case.
But we're in times of new covenant
according to Christian texts. Okay? And
I myself, I'm born again. I don't define
myself as a Christian because I don't I
haven't joined a religion. All right?
But I am a child I am a child of God as
God calls me that.
>> And what you're saying about um the
texts I I agree with you. You can't take
them at face value. They do you know you
you open the first page and what does it
tell you? It tells you it's a version or
a translation of. Right. So it's not the
original. Okay. And so how many times
has it been a version and a translation
of? So there's a lot of different
interpretations. And then there's your
contemporary understanding compared to
the ancient um Galileans culture which
has a completely understanding of those
texts, right? And the words used have a
completely different definition back
then compared to what they do now. And
the people who lived those culture, that
culture back then, there is a small
percentage of mankind alive today who
still live that culture and who still
speak that ancient Aramaic that is their
um their mother tongue and they say that
the contents of those scriptures a lot
of it is idioms so cannot be taken at
face value. So when someone's saying
you're going to hell because of this
blah blah blah blah blah BS.
>> Yeah, I don't agree with that.
>> Talk to God. Talk to God yourself.
>> Right. God does not want you afraid.
>> When I died, um I was told that I was
not leading a path that was righteous
and I needed to fix some things, but I
was doing all right.
>> Yeah. I needed to fix some things,
>> but other than that, I was doing okay
and I wasn't gonna kill myself.
>> that was weird, right? That's the
>> Yeah,
weirdest thing that I could take from
when my death and that's it and I went
through the whole going through your
life and you know the St. Peter thing
you go through your whole life
and not a split second it's like a dream
and then I was on drugs so you know who
who knows how much of that coma was coma
dreams drugs you know and then the DMT
hit rush of death 20 minutes of death
which I was pronounced clinically dead
for 3 minutes and then 17 minutes or
some
>> Okay.
>> It's a weird thing to see. Um, but
that's when I started becoming
religious. Um,
like really I'm believe in God and some
higher power. I don't know.
>> Okay.
>> So, hang on. Hang on. when you say
religious. Okay. Because there's a
difference between
>> uh becoming religious and
>> um engaging
with a belief.
>> Yes.
>> Okay. Like to be religious means that
you're doing something repeatedly and
strictly and
>> as much as possible without fail. Right.
There's a difference between that and
having a relationship with something
like what I would call God to make it
easier, but I find his name.
>> My relationship wasn't strong before. If
it wasn't before, it sure as hell is
now.
>> Okay,
>> that's the that's what I'm talking
about. And um and I feel like I can
>> I something about you know I don't know
you it it feels like I I grew up 20
years and that month
that I was down you know and I came back
a different person
you know.
>> Yeah. I'm still the same person, but my
left and my right cortex don't then they
don't communicate correctly. And that's
shown in my walking ability and my
sight. Although my both are getting
better, the walking not so much,
but I'm I'm bit I'm able to do more
things and I'm able to talk better. If
ask Psyche, he talked to me a year and a
half ago. I I definitely talk better
now.
>> Yeah. You you speak faster now.
>> So you you say your brain your brain is
like you have like brain damage. Yeah, I
have brain damage and my occipital lobe
and I have uh cortical blindness.
>> You you had an accident, right? That
like
>> Yeah, I had an asthma attack that caused
me cardiac arrest.
Oh, so your brain was like, were you
>> Yeah, I I had a cardiac event, you know,
like
like some people they they don't have
somebody working on you CPR was.
And you know, that's what I was luckily
in the room with my
wife. So,
>> lucky you. Yeah, I am lucky enough to
have a a lot of things in my life.
>> Well, I'm glad you're you appreciate
that.
>> And the enoxic brain injury being like
I'm talking and walking well with a
walker, you know, barely. But, you know,
I'm here. I'm definitely Sprite, you
know. But this is what I'm talking
about. The rel well you say religious.
I'm just using the word religious as an
easy word. But if you I've talked to
psych about um so many different uh
esoteric things that aren't
Christianbased.
Um, that's what I come here for is the
open minds that you know JT and Rain
usually have open minds about this kind
of stuff.
So, I feel comfortable being on here
now, but sometimes it gets kind of
wacky.
>> Well, yeah, it does.
>> I I like Psyche's readings. He used to
do way back say
>> used to read books.
>> Books too. Yeah.
>> But uh
>> that more.
>> Yeah.
>> I just been on a lot less. I just when
I'm on I have the guests on and then
it's like you know eventually
I fall asleep or you know I have to end
the show or something. But I used to
read books and do a lot more cards. But,
you know, I'll get more
into it as I continue with the show.
I'll do other things.
>> Wait, Scum, we know you from Ambient
Space Chat.
>> No, I know you from here.
>> Huh? I don't remember speaking to you.
>> Scum A. His name is Scum A. I haven't
seen him on panel for a while, but he
was here a few months ago on He came up
on panel. He was
>> I come up as uh I used to make my name
different things.
I don't remember.
>> And you're a streamer, too. You've been
streaming. So,
>> uh when she said trials that they got a
fun podcast.
>> Yeah. Trials and lemon. Yeah.
>> Trials and lemon the other day and he
was so gracious and like let he like
invited me right up.
>> I can catch them.
>> Did some readings um for the chat and
for him for him and he was really really
nice and uh just trials was there. So,
he's uh always welcome. Did I lose
everyone again?
>> Hello. Is everyone there?
>> No, we're here.
>> Can hear you all. Yeah.
>> Okay, good.
>> Yeah. So, he was really really cool
though. And uh that's and that's where
Lieutenant I met Lieutenant there and uh
she's been nice enough to come today.
So, it's a I really do need to network
more because people really will will um
like you know want to come to the show
and say hi and stuff. I hope you're
having a good time. Um Lieutenant
>> Yeah, Lieutenant seems like a cool
chick. Like I like her. Yeah, I'm
enjoying it. Yeah, I enjoy just uh
sitting chatting and meeting new people
and finding out where where they're
coming at things from. For sure. But
Trials is such a gentleman. I know him
because he used to come to the Big He
still does the Big Nose of London
channel and that's how um the Big Nose
of London and I are acquainted with
trials all online. Of course, we've none
of us ever met each other in real life.
I've never even met the re the big nose
of London in real life. I just I support
him because I think what he does is spot
on. Exactly what's needed in these
difficult times right now, certainly in
London and the UK.
>> Yeah. You guys got um
some issues.
>> Yes. And then the is it
I I don't follow
I'm see I have I am
an American but I have come from a
family that is mainly Scottish and
Irish.
>> Okay. not without um pride
and I am very much UK as a UK United
Kingdom.
>> Yeah. even though
my family isn't and
and I have I have my issues, you know,
because I grew up,
you know, supporting a certain way and
then I'm looking into religion
and I'm on a religious path or a path of
finding a church and finding a uh
routine as you kind of say um
>> uh something to to to
fulfill my life too. Um because of what
maybe
maybe and I also meditate so I do a lot
of I guess exploring the conscious mind.
Uh so I see I see some crazy Um
especially with the occipital brain
injury, I feel like I think I feel like
I have superpowers and uh in a way
either I'm watching um
changes or I'm watching patterns and I'm
able to dictate the pattern but I'm able
to see
certain I feel like I can dictate the
near future precognition,
but it I know it's not true. It can't be
true. I'm not a precog. I I'm just
noticing,
oh, that person's going to end up, oh,
they're in jail. Oh, okay.
You know, like
>> Yeah. But is that more about
possibilities and probabilities as
opposed to actually seeing something?
Yeah,
>> I'm not perseing anything. Could can I
just interrupt what um because you
mentioned meditation. I'm curious um
what's your understanding like what is
it that you do when you you meditate?
Could you describe that please?
>> Well, I'll throw on either like uh
binaural beats CD or you know I got the
you got Apple Music
>> sounds on. Yeah.
>> Yeah. You put the sounds on the certain
hertz.
>> Okay. Or you do um I'll do even in uh
the Bible in virtual voice, fall asleep
and then have crazy dreams about my
past and past people and dead people.
And it's really come into play in the
last since I had my accident and it's a
trip.
>> Okay. So that's the brain processing the
information. Yeah. And there can be
stuff that's possibly stuck in the
amygdala, right? I have that stuck.
There's stuff stuck in my amygdala and
it flashes back until I process it,
right? That's what's called PTSD, right?
So, there could be stuff that's stuck in
your amygdala that you haven't
processed. Um, it might not be that
distressing, but it's weird when you've
got a load of other information
processing itself while you're asleep.
You're like, "What kind of a
dream was that, man?"
>> Yeah. And I'm taking uh neurological
drugs and Parkinson's drugs to keep me
from shaking cuz I have uh Lance Adams
syndrome which is the debilitating. It
has myoclonic jerks. So out of nowhere
I'll just seize up like um I that's why
I can't walk. So, if I were to be
walking and it's like a seizure, but I'm
conscious. You know, people that are
having seizures
usually black out. I'm conscious the
whole time.
>> Oh, that's horrible.
>> Yeah. Well, what's great is I used to be
a skateboarder, bicyclist, and did crazy
and uh pit punk rock pit circle
pits and all that. So, I know how to
fall. So, I feel like falling isn't the
problem. It's more like me being 280
pounds and 6 foot two and it falling
that size. I need to lose some weight
maybe and then
learn how to tumble better. Um, I feel
like tumbling, I took tumbling in very
young school, so I just figure out
tumbling and roll roll with it.
You know, uh, I know I'm 38, but doesn't
mean I can't be flexible.
skateboarding,
you know, you break your people that
with Lance Adams, they break their bones
yearly.
>> Yeah.
>> So,
>> yeah. So, going back to meditation, um,
not the kind where you're listening to
something and you go to sleep, but I
mean like a deliberate meditation, what
is your understanding of the word
meditation? Like what is it that you aim
to achieve? Do you do you try to empty
your head? Do you to settle down my
anxiety.
>> Okay. And so I I assume that there's a
wide variety of different techniques
that you use, meditation techniques. Um,
are you talking like say a mindfulness
thing where you focus on an item or you
focus on a particular idea and that
takes you like it gets all of those
fleeting thoughts and whatnot that's
causing your anxiety to just process and
calm the down so you can be more
grounded sort of thing. Are you doing a
more grounding mindfulness experience?
>> No, I wouldn't say that. I fall asleep
every time.
>> Okay. So, it's about getting after sleep
because the word meditation I've found
um actually means deep contemplation.
Like it's even in the Bible and I've
done a word search on that to go back to
its root as well. And it's saying to
meditate on his word meaning to deeply
contemplate his word. A lot of people
I've found um understand the word
meditation means to try and empty your
head which
>> obviously leads to distress because head
has the brain has to keep on functioning
and therefore you have to keep on having
thoughts otherwise you'd be like brain
dead you know there's something wrong if
those thoughts aren't whether you like
them or not you've just got to learn how
to deal with those kinds of thoughts and
let the them go by and stuff like that
right but they have to occur it. So, I I
become quite alarmed when I hear people
saying, "Oh, yeah, I'm trying to empty
my head." Because I know that that ends
up in a psychologist's
onetoone talking therapy and a very
distressed
>> I don't want to have to go to a
psychologist's man, you know, like I
wouldn't have I don't want to have to
go. I It'd be nice to just dump it out.
>> Some people can process it.
>> It's awesome.
Yeah.
Oh, but if you need to do that, then do
that. I'm not speaking against that,
right? Like there's times where I've had
to reach out and I've had to have
therapy and it's been appropriate and at
the moment I don't need it, but in the
future I might need it again. Okay, I'm
I'm not against that. just saying that
>> going off some people's understanding of
what it is to meditate they end up ill
because they think that they have to
achieve an empty mind a silent mind and
that's not how the mind works it's not
>> no
I agree
>> can't have a silent mind and they're
aiming to have that silent mind without
an understanding right they become
deeply distressed when they can't
achieve believe that and so they end up
in a psychologist's office sort of thing
needing help. Yeah. Because they've
they've taken on a very unhealthy
understanding of the word meditation.
>> So that's why I'm asking that. Do you uh
believe in demonic possession
or uh your soul as or your body as a
vessel?
>> I have I have experienced um
spiritual
experiences. That's all I'd like to see
on that thus far. Yeah,
>> I've experienced
>> because how to articulate it is
something I haven't gone down the road
of fully yet. So that's all I'd like to
say. I don't want to misrepresent what
I've experienced and therefore be part
of someone living some kind of
deception. So when I when I've got that
right in my head, then I'll I will
elaborate.
Unfortunately, I did my research and I
found out what I experienced was Jin.
And what Jyn or what it was seeming like
Jyn,
but they also
it seems like abduction
of
some kind of abduction
sort of situation where my body was
frozen in place. I was picked up and
brought through the wall. My grandfather
found me outside
multiple nights.
Plus, I was a sleep walker,
which was strange. And this was pre I
was pre five years old.
>> And this is stories. And I remember the
as the jin. I remember that as complete
terror for up until I was about 25 when
I started to research it.
>> So what is jin?
>> Jin is what
the Bible calls uh smokeless fire or or
burn the burning bush, right? Would be
jin or um
Muslims call it a demon of some sort.
>> Yeah, I was going to say, isn't that
like an evil spirit?
>> Yeah, demon. Muslims call it demons, but
they call it jin could be muslims
think it different things. Uh, you can
piss on a tree after dark and get a jin
come after you. Um uh it's meant to
scare children I guess sometimes to into
doing good but I this so I read a book
just today that talked about um it's
Annie Jacobson if you've never if you
ever heard of her research but um they
were talking about
it sounds crazy
mimicking
these biblical
things in real life like like so say
some kind of government or NGO can break
into your house steal your kid but use
technology to mimic it. So, I'm on to
tinfoil hat
So, I've gotten into the bushes with
this kind of research, but
um
when it comes to
esoteria,
it can I thought it was a ghost story
for the longest time. like ghost like it
was an old man that lived in the house
before.
That's what I was led to believe until I
was 23 or 25. Whenever I came to this
realization that it might I might have
been abducted either by humans,
by a demon or
you know it could be bikers for all I
know. You know
you know it I perceived it as a child as
this ghost.
So
trauma
>> psyche, we can't hear you.
>> Yeah, Psyche keeps having issues.
>> And I hope Lieutenant isn't.
>> Can you hear me?
>> Yeah, I can hear you all. Um, I was
muted. I muted myself while I was
>> It's hard for me to talk about this.
looking.
>> It's hard. We can't hear Psyche
sometimes. We can't hear Psyche,
>> especially when he gets quiet.
>> Yeah.
>> Yeah. You know, yeah.
>> Is he muting for background noise?
>> I was saying like, yeah, I was I was
trying to answer about the Jin, too.
Like, yeah, like the genie like the
Arabic fire.
>> No, genies.
Genie
>> grant wishes and sing.
>> That's like Aladdin for you. the guy.
But also also like so so Muhammad um
transcribed the Quran because he was in
a jin cave and he had a jin talking to
him named Gabriel like Gabriel, right?
It's very sim so similar. It's
supposedly like and so there's like
different thoughts about like you know
the saraphim are also these fire spirits
angels they call the saraphim but
sometimes we can they can be
interchangeable these angels and demon
spirits. There's also the fall. Yeah.
>> Fallen angels. Yeah.
So,
>> so what would you do for the gin? You
know, like to like do you like banish it
like what do you
>> like
in
care of them too? Like the the clerics
>> I've seen them possess people
>> I've seen them possess people in there
too though
>> in like a church in like a in like a
mosque. I've seen like a lady get
possessed by them and they get real
crazy and they have to be people and
people believe in them like really they
really do believe in them like like real
they they're like they're as real as
anything to them that a lot of people
>> Yeah. because they're
intergenerationally indoctrinated,
>> right?
>> Yeah. I don't believe in you know like
the Muslim stuff.
>> I'm not I I didn't believe it either
when I saw cuz this thing causes
paralysis. I I so I knew it was going to
show up, right? There's something
electrical in the air when it shows up.
You can sense it. And I was able to
almost get out the door before it
grabbed me. I'm getting the chills
talking about this. Godamn it.
Sorry Lord.
>> What made you think that it was a jin
and not a demon? No, cuz I asked an
expert, this woman named Rosemary Elleng
Guy, and she told me that it was Jin,
and she she she answered me back and she
said, "That was Jin." And I'm like,
"Okay." But I honestly, like I said, it
could be a human.
I know it wasn't my grandparents
because I saw my grandparents when I
almost made it out that door. You know,
>> it could be a demon. It could
>> be the same thing. They can be they can
be the same thing. Just a different
culture name of it. You know,
>> I remember watching this is how
traumatized I was. I remember watching a
current affair.
Um, and uh,
Fox 11
had married with children and then it
was bedtime. This is 1989.
Were you in LA
at the time? How old are you, Psyche?
>> I'm 44. Yes, I was in LA.
>> Yeah. So, you remember that time period?
So, I was sitting in front of the
console TV and it's time for bed, you
know, 7 8:00 at night for a little
little I was like 1989. I'm 80, you
know, 87 like I'm two. I shouldn't even
remember this. I know the layout of the
cottage,
everything.
It's nutty.
>> I wasn't even born.
This is in uh Tahunga.
Tahunga Sunland. Yeah. Like in the
hills, you know, uh Linada.
I can tell you the address if you even
want to. It's crazy.
And then my uncle later got busted or
earlier earlier or later. Either way, he
lost the house because he was indicted
for counterfeit
bills,
drugs, and all this crazy So, it
could be law enforcement,
you know?
It's stupid, right?
Well, yeah. I mean, it's like Yeah.
Well, you never know. Um, well, you
know, when you're in that state,
>> what it could be?
>> You said you had you said you had you
had DMT, like a DMT surge. Did you you
remember that?
>> Yeah, when I was dead like a year and a
half ago.
>> Okay,
>> that's by the way, I will never try
synthetic DMT.
>> Well, what is what is that? I've never
even heard of that. Is there a synthetic
DMT?
>> Yeah, of course. Isn't they?
Isn't that DMT?
>> That's from the plant. It's from a from
a tree bark. I don't
>> Yeah, but they they have a way of
um taking a little bit of it and making
a lot of it out of it. Like, you know,
way
>> Yeah. Sorry. Um either way, isn't it
still um unnecessary to consume that?
I've heard that the body produces its
own DN
usually before you know.
>> Exactly. Yeah,
>> I'm not going to that up again. I'm
not going to that up by using that
up.
>> That was Dude, when I died,
I don't I didn't I woke up, you know, I
was revived. Obviously, they worked on
me. So, but I woke up, you know, 12 days
later
um like I nothing happened. But then I
had memories of these dreams.
So it's it's it's something I don't want
to even with if I lower those
levels or if I've lowered those levels.
I don't want to ruin those levels if my
body is creating it still. You know,
I've I figured out like pain receptors
wise.
I with those already.
>> I with my
>> I never I never do drugs.
>> Yeah.
>> Ever.
>> Yeah.
>> I don't mess with that.
Don't
>> And if you're over
pot,
>> I don't even smoke pot.
>> No, it if you do, do it when you need
it. Don't be like an everyday stoner.
>> I'm good. like that stuff gives me
anxiety and I just can't.
>> Yep. It gives me anxiety.
>> I like it.
>> You like anxiety or no?
>> No, I like pot.
>> You like pot? Yeah.
>> it's my paxel.
>> Yeah. No,
I couldn't go to the UK. They
don't have a medical marijuana program.
I'd have to score it. And I'm not about
to do that.
Actually, maybe I would, but I I You're
closer to funding terrorism. Remember
that old stick
had a pop plant and it said funding
terrorism?
>> Oh, yeah. Because that's exactly how it
ends up on our show. The illegals are
bringing it in with them.
>> I learned it from watching you. Remember
that one?
>> Not what?
>> I learned it from watching you.
>> I remember that. I remember seeing that
when I was really young
and saying, "Why is that on TV? That
looks like it's from the 80s."
And the people bringing it in don't
consume it themselves. They're bringing
it in because they know the impact that
it'll have on you. It'll make you so
easy for them to conquer.
>> Well, my pot is regulated.
>> Let that Let that No, it doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
>> It's like the Opium Wars in China. They
got
>> Mine is regulated by my county.
>> That doesn't mean that it won't have
that impact on
>> Oh, it's going to have a bad impact on
me obviously.
uh carcinogen wise, tarwise. I mean,
look, I have to clean my pipe every week
or so, two weeks. That's all in my
lungs. I know.
Unfortunately,
it's better than um smoking cigarettes.
And I don't
>> You weren't born with it in a skin
pocket and thus you don't need it.
>> Mhm.
Yeah. Although we have cannabonoid
receptors for a reason,
>> you know, because we consumed it
somewhere down the line.
>> That doesn't mean we needed to.
>> Yeah.
I think we ate the seeds.
I think we ate the we
>> that wouldn't make that wouldn't make
sense because all seeds either contain
or are enveloped in toxins that we
should not consume. We the animals are
to consume that and we they their bodies
especially ruminant meat they have um
multiple digestive systems. They
completely get rid of all the toxins and
take all the nutrition into their flesh.
And that's how we are supposed to
consume.
>> There you go. are nutrition.
>> Okay,
>> you're right. You're right.
>> Look at the Masai barefoot warriors and
all the rest of them throughout history,
right? That's what we're supposed to be
doing. So to consume any seed, so that
includes nuts, seed oils, the whole
kaboodle, the seeds in tomatoes,
anything containing the seed, all the
rest of it. Right.
>> I just learned that
>> is not good for it. Not good for us.
>> I just learned that recently.
>> Yeah.
I I am 38 years old and I'm learning
things that Sunday school, you know, I
should have learned in Sunday school,
which I did go, but I was more into the
juice and crackers and watching Jesus
cartoons and I I retained the
information,
>> but I retained,
you know, David and Goliath and all that
Jonah and the whale and and it is very
simplified.
>> Yeah.
>> You know, I I thought so what blew my
mind is the Easter after my incident
watching
a Jesus cartoon.
It was on Easter.
Um, after watching uh Easter services, I
watched a Jesus cartoon and when Jesus
goes into um the temple and kicks out
the marketplace people
and I don't know if it
was
I just thought Jesus kicking all the
traders out, he looked like he was being
spiteful
and angry in the cartoon,
but he was being righteous in his own in
I say in his way.
>> Yeah. He was clearing out the
corruption.
>> Yeah. So, and I just was sitting there
and I felt like I felt some way, you
know, and even in that simplified way,
child cartoon, I was
it was like
is empowering I guess, you know, in a
way.
>> Yeah, it had an impact on you.
It did.
>> Yeah,
>> actually the sermon before did too.
Um,
it was maybe a it was a rainy Easter.
Last Easter.
>> Psyche.
>> You okay? Psyche. Yeah, I'm just doing
something. I'm sorry.
>> Oh, okay. Yeah, cuz you have like a
like, you know, like a very concentrated
look on your face.
>> Psyche, look up the Tahunga Canyon
Contacts.
That's the That's a book that
the area I was talking about.
I um there is a UFO UFO
story that happened there in that area.
Now, Tahunga was in the 1960s
kind of a recreational mountainous area.
It wasn't like what it is today.
>> Yeah. if you're interested in that area.
>> Looking it up right now. It looks pretty
interesting.
>> I think uh also the Aoyo
and and Jack Parson's uh story and I've
always brought that up on your channel
is very interesting too. Yeah, I said
>> and what he was with down there
and how Elron ended up exploiting
I would say his work
>> and Crowley's work,
>> right? He was and Hubard played as kind
of like his medium
um kind of like the uh he who would
document his rituals and stuff like
that, but then he ended up stealing his
girlfriend, right? Or yeah, his
girlfriend named Betty. Um
>> he ended up stealing her
>> stole the
>> Yeah,
>> that was like not the well the
not the of Babylon. He had another
girlfriend. Um the hor get disappearing.
I don't know. Marjorie Cameron, she was
in like some she got kind of like in the
art.
>> So who was the guy? The guy that did
this all these like um
>> forgot what he's called, but yeah. He
does Hollywood Babylon. Does anyone know
what that guy's name is?
>> Yeah. Kenneth Anger. Kenneth Anger.
Yeah, exactly. Yeah, he
>> his movies creepy.
>> Yeah, they're really trippy. Like
>> I had the book.
>> Yeah, the book is
>> I read the book, dude. That book. I read
that book when I was like 15 years old.
It's a up book.
>> Well, Lieutenant, what do you think
about Crowley, Lieutenant? Like, because
have you you've heard of him, right?
>> Yeah. a rather debfortous individual,
Alistister Crowley.
>> Yeah, I don't like that that guy.
>> Yeah.
>> Well, there's a lot of stories about him
I think are exaggerated. Um I think he
was like way ahead of his time
spiritually like you know of course but
um like he um you know he would do these
exper like experimenting and there's
there's rumors about you know a lot like
really bad
>> there's rumors.
>> Yeah. It's like we don't know for sure.
Exaggerate. It could be exaggerated. I
don't know exactly. I mean I
I know he did some disgusting things but
um
>> lots of disgusting things.
>> Yeah. It's not just rumors. It's very
well it's very well documented and
>> well not I mean I mean it's like saying
people will say will say he unalived
hundreds of like children and stuff like
that but in his book he he writes he he
meant semen not like not actual like
human beings and stuff he's talking
about. I think he kicked all
responsibility to the curb. And in this
life, you know, I'm not talking about
anything any kind of mindset that may
have been imposed upon me or anything.
I'm talking about life through my
experience, regardless of how much I've
fought it and tried to have it as much
as I want it to be. No, life
is a challenge. And with that, to
navigate through that, I find that you
have to, as the old saying goes, take up
your cross. You have to accept personal
responsibility for your own actions. And
in order to get on with anyone and
everyone and everything else in this
world, which is the great unknown in all
reality, um, one does have the
responsibility of aiming to be better
than what one was a moment ago.
So I think he kicked all responsibility
to the curb and caused a lot of chaos in
this world and continues to do so.
>> Yeah. And that is exactly what he
wanted. And I find that purely
spiteful and vindictive.
I don't think that's good at all, you
know.
>> Well, I think
he got maybe what you say either demonp
possessed or like taken over by his mind
was kind of taken over by the
subconscious. And um and yeah, but he
was kind of like just like really
wanting to reach the divine at one
point, but then it's like, you know,
then when you're kind of loaded up with
so many demons, they can kind of like
have their own.
>> Could it be an excuse?
>> Here we go again. Here we go again with
the word divine though.
>> Yeah. Divine is like divine is like D is
like divine is like divide and so it's
like you know
>> no to divine is to foresee. So how do
you connect with to 4C? Okay, it was the
same definition then. It was the same
definition
years ago. It was the same definition
BC,
>> right? Well, for to divine, he would do
sex magic and then they but they would
be
>> So how could he connect with the divine
>> how can you connect with to 4C? Okay.
>> by
>> Yeah.
>> So he's BSing everyone when he says that
that's what he's trying to do. Well,
yeah. No, because he was trying to like
basically find out where treasure was
buried and spirits don't really care to
tell us where treasure is buried because
it's like not it's not any in their
interest. They're looking for like
spiritual truths to part to us. And so
when people are looking for selfish
things, most spirits are not interested
in helping them out, I would think. But
>> well, nothing of that is anything to do
with the divine, you know, to divine
divination divine.
No, I'm talking about I'm talking about
what Alistister Crowley spout compared
to what he actually did,
>> right? But he was doing the fruit of
him.
>> He was having he would he would do sex
magic to divine and he also he'd also
have his people channel.
>> So he used sex as opposed to um love and
procreation
to get what he wanted.
>> Powerful energy,
>> utterly debortous and disrespectful to
the other. guy was having sex with
animals
>> involved. Yeah, exactly.
Exactly. That is utterly vile.
>> Well, I mean, I'm disgusting.
>> Do as thou wilt. Do as th do as thou
wilt is his creed. Come on.
>> Yeah.
>> So, just use anyone and everyone and any
creature, anything that you come across
>> for your own desires. No.
>> No. Because he also said he also said
that it was wrong to um go against
anybody else's will and so you had to
like um and so you could not just take
advantage of somebody like unless you
>> so no animal wants to have sex with a
they had no
>> Well I know I mean that example
human.
>> get their neck cut of
>> course but that example is like a right
but I'm saying but with with everything
else like you know he was basically did
not believe in intruding on another
human being.
>> So he was pick and choose. He was pick
and choose and it was all about getting
what he wanted. It was utter debauchery.
>> How much is how is that how I mean that
isn't that what the like a lot of the
world is even today? It's like
everyone's going after their desires and
it's like in his way.
>> I don't go I don't go after my own
desires. In fact, a lot of people don't.
No.
>> But even like not going
>> Yeah, you're right. There's a lot of
things.
>> It's impossible not to be selfish
because we are ourselves. So everything
wrong with being selfish. I have to look
after myself. Okay.
>> Yeah.
>> There's a difference. There's a
difference between being selfish and
being utterly debortous and just using
anything and everything disrespectfully.
In fact, abusively abusively to say the
least, just to get what you want,
>> right? I feel like I could be more
powerful if I was more uh less cons like
less I had more of a if I was just
evil, you know, if I had no conscious
conscious cricket.
>> Part of part of part of life is learning
to negotiate and cohabitate. Okay, with
Alistister Crowley, there was no
cohabitation. There was no negotiation.
It was just give him what he want or you
>> a diva,
>> right? That's sick.
>> Super entitled because he was like, you
know, a British Mason.
>> He spent all his money though.
>> No one is without sin. But we're not
doing vile things like that. That's the
difference. But also but also he also
was believed in like you know just he he
was just desperate to reach something
like to grain ultimately ultimately what
he was doing he was deliberately
blaspheming the holy spirit he was
seeing himself as more powerful than the
holy spirit and he knows it okay and
that is the only unforgivable sin that
doesn't mean that I would have a right
if he was a liar today to uh treat him
badly or anything yeah but It certainly
does not mean that I have to say this
guy's a good guy cuz he's not.
>> No.
>> No.
>> No.
>> I just think it's it's in
>> He was a piece of
>> Yeah.
>> How quickly uh that can turn into what
we see as
a giant clean living organization. like
what we have now at the celebrity
center.
>> Scientologist.
>> Well, they're under his hoodwink, aren't
they? But I mean, when you
when you look at the part that he played
in the organization of Freemasonry,
which is one of the many so-called
secret societies, formerly referred to
as mystery schools, which all comes out
of mystery Babylon, right? Which is not
a good sign at all. Um and you look at
the likes of that Blavatsky woman who
set up the Theosophical Society, who is
behind the Lucas Trust, who is behind
controlling today's UN and so on and so
forth. They all played a starring role
in this totalitarian base that's being
waged against us right now. So no,
there's absolutely nothing good about
Alistister Crowley as far as I can see.
>> The evil
Yeah, like we're still dealing with his
today.
>> Well, no. I mean, our culture is based
on like what a lot of what he was
talking about. Like he was talking about
the bread and circuses, like the sports
events and stuff like that to distract
people. He's talking about the rock and
roll um you know these p to program
people. Actually, that's the Tavistock
Institute. I don't know if you heard of
that
>> is the Beatles came out of that and
almost every band I think is pretty much
you know some kind of scop on us because
we we look at music as something
>> not some of the bands I listen to
>> well I think I don't know
>> the majority of the mainstream yes
>> yeah most of the mainstream mainstream
is a very
>> I like some of the mainstream music for
what it is music
>> right but they take the talent of the
musician and then they put their own
message into it and when we're like look
being entertained Our guard is down. So
our our subconscious mind is more open
to suggestions.
>> Yeah. What they do d throughout the
frequencies that are aimed against us as
well like the wifies themselves
as well, isn't it? Sick. Yeah.
What? Remember when they used to have
like you could play these records
backwards and then there would be all
these voices and then they started on
purpose making so they would like play
stuff backwards
and and uh it turned into like a whole
you know like Satanism.
>> It's easy to do that.
>> Yeah. Comes into vogue every 20 years.
Satanism does like like some new kind of
satanic panic. We had like the Mc
Martin. Well,
>> yeah,
>> that's You think that's a cover up for a
uh new chapter or a new age?
>> Well, I mean the there's a panic though,
like the like the the moral panics that
happen are kind of like to get the
culture.
>> I think we get ramped up after that
harder.
>> Yeah. because because there's a backlash
usually because something bad happens
like something terrible will happen like
you know like the Manson murders or
>> Woodstock 99,
>> right? Or um you know the Mc Martin
preschool or um
>> Was that real though? Because
>> no, it was not real because they were
saying that they were taking like the
the preschoolers or whatever to like pl
on planes and stuff during the class and
doing ceremonies, sacrificing animals
and stuff and then but the psychologist
would lead them on with be leading
questions and would not let them say no
to anything and so they'd eventually
>> Boytown
and the Franklin school was real.
>> Well, yeah, that who was that? That
guy's name was Johnny something. Was it?
It was like Johnny. Did you remember
that one?
>> I just remember Johnny Gosh or
something. Johnny Gosh or was it?
>> No, that was another stolen kid.
>> I'm talking about
>> Boytown or something.
>> The Boytown National Hotline where you
remember if you ran away, call us. And
it was u
>> a boy's home.
>> Yeah. And they were there was a
conspiracy that they were running them.
>> Yeah.
>> And it was all uh a videotape series
repeated on the, you know, internet for
all of us to see on YouTube. And then I
bet if you look that up, you'd find it
up. Find it. Some guy got in trouble. Uh
guy that looks like Don King.
>> Um who? Al Sharpton.
>> Yeah, he looks like Al Sharpton or
>> Was he Was he cold?
something.
>> It wasn't Al Sharpton. It was a guy
Franklin. I can smoke a pipe on your
stream.
>> Yeah.
>> Okay.
>> It's tobacco, right?
>> Yeah. Yeah. Tobacco.
>> Yeah.
I didn't smoke it up.
>> Yeah. Well, you know, I've I've studied
a lot of a lot of like the
>> Unfortunately, I had I I I had to I had
to because I I grew up watching all
these images in in this and it's in
pop pop pop
culture
>> and I have to thing. They try to
indoctrinate everybody,
>> but I have to look it up. I have to know
what I'm being
Look, look, that's what I was taught is
to know what's being
thrown at me,
you know?
>> Right.
>> Some some eyes wide shut kind of
>> Spiritual warfare, right?
>> Well, no. In a way, it's more like if
you saw the movie already, might as well
read the book.
You know
>> what? Eyes wide shut.
>> Well, I'm saying like if you've already
saw the movie, might as well read the
book. Read it more into it so you
>> I didn't even know there was a
No, not not that as a
>> not a thing.
Not. Yeah. I'm saying like for example,
if you've already experienced the
the CD, maybe you should read up on the
person that who wrote the music. You
know,
>> isn't music all written by like
>> secret people sometimes? Like I'm just
like, you know, most most artists today
don't even write their own music. They
>> What do you think? Traditional
have like
Oh, you mean Ghost Writers?
>> I'm I'm talking about like Yeah. Like
like they have the most popular tracks,
you know, most of the popular music is
written by like, you know, some guy in
Sweden or something like that, right?
>> I held my hands on the Garage Band
synthesizer and I made a pretty good
beat the other day.
like literally just held my hands on it
and it was
looping itself and I said, "That sounds
good." And I called in my wife.
She says, "You you're just holding your
hands on it.
It's weird." So, I mean, music is what
you interpreted. It's subjective,
>> right? You can start seizing uh from
Mary Hart's voice.
>> Mary Hart the Entertainment Tonight.
>> Yeah.
>> Yeah.
>> I love music.
>> I do too, but you have to be careful.
But like with the music you consume
because it's like it can be like, you
know, you can be very just trying to
enjoy it and not really be understanding
the message they're trying to
>> brainwash onto you like, you know, just
listen to instrumental or make your own
music or something like that. Brainwash
yourself. That's what I like to do. But
uh you know you don't have to like you
just have to
>> yeah music is very powerful
>> powerful and because it's it goes it
affects the subconscious and it affects
and it goes on an emotional level. We we
process at an emotional level and we're
not making a lot of sense when we're in
our emotions you know because
>> yeah because our human emotions are like
not they're different than like reality
like that's why AI is different than us.
doesn't have emotions, right?
>> AI is
>> seems to try it seems to capture like
human emotion better than humans do
sometimes when it describes them, but
because we can't really describe
emotions. It's hard. It's hard because
they're subjective and everyone everyone
has their own and uh so they're hard to
describe except Yeah. So I think it's
pretty interesting.
>> Hey, so what music program are you
using?
Um, I use one called well to make the
music is it's called AIM musicaggen.ai
or look that up and it's not too
expensive and it's reasonable. And then
um you can write your own music. You can
um you know rewrite other music. You can
I don't know there's a lot of ways but
you just like put put the words what you
want to use and uh it'll generate
something that sounds pretty good
usually. I mean but you can also
>> how much
>> I think it's like 15 bucks a month or
something like that. It's like for Yeah.
>> cheaper than sort of.
>> Yeah. But then there's free, you know,
you can do it for free, but then you
can't share
you you you get the like the license to
it if you are a member, right? Just like
with
>> Sora
>> for free. You don't get the license to
it. So, you have to be careful with
sharing it or using it. There's a
>> dude with Sora when I I just updated my
I upgraded my GPT
and it gave it to me and
I uh it gave me all my creations that I
couldn't create
because whatever restrictions they had
on me.
So, it just gave me all my creations
after that. And I had some good
creations that they wouldn't create for
me,
>> right?
>> Isn't that weird?
>> That who wouldn't create it for you or
what would it
>> s uh chat GPT?
>> Yeah, there's a lot of stuff that's
flagged in it that they can't like
>> Oh, I'm my account is flagged for sure.
>> Mine is flagged.
I have myself up. It's mainly
because of like having Alfred Hitchcock
do my subscription to my channel. And
>> the real Alfred Hitchcock. Oh my god.
>> Yeah. Like they Yeah. Yeah. Because they
don't like that kind of stuff. Although
they have signed a deal with uh Disney.
>> Okay.
>> So you can do lightsabers and stuff.
>> Oh yeah. Now, now you can like they just
need like a little bit of a footage from
an actor and they can like forever
they'll be able to like use it as you
know
it's actually they have to they should
start like copyrighting their own image
because people will put you know start
using them without their permission or
they'll stop getting paid and they'll be
in the movies and stuff. That'll be
crazy. Or if you have the name, same
name as an actor,
>> you you get away with uh being behind
their copyright name.
>> Wow.
>> So if you went by Robert Redford,
>> that's crazy. It's weird to think about.
You can just name your kid like
something and they have some kind of
right to the copyright. I kind of
>> seems interest seems like
>> name
>> seems like in court. Well, yeah, I guess
they can use the name, but they can't
use it for like imitating them or
something like that. They can't claim to
be them,
>> right?
I don't know.
>> Um I'm sure you could uh not claim to be
them, but you can you can be an actor
and still be Robert Redford.
>> Yeah. Nobody's gonna hire like because
most actors it's not even their real
name right?
>> He's dead.
>> So you'd be, you know, change your name
to Robert Redford and you can be Robert
Redford now
>> cuz he's dead.
>> I don't want to be Robert.
>> I guess I don't want to be him either.
>> That's going to be Psyche Awakens. He
was uh he was good in that one High
Castle movie where James Gandalfini who
had to go to prison.
>> Ah, it was a good one.
>> Yeah, James Gandalfini. Oh, okay. Um,
what time is it now? It's always Oh my
>> Trying to get
god.
>> trying to stop
the show.
>> No, go ahead. Are you guys all having
fun? I just want to make sure I just
want to see how late it was. I'm
chilling. I just woke up.
I was into your conversations
>> and I wanted to talk AI.
>> Yeah. Well, do you have any question
about AI? I can answer. I maybe you want
to hear my opinion on something about
it. Like because I can I say,
>> yeah, how do I AI the gray out of my
beard?
>> Why am I getting gray in my beard?
>> Why are you getting gray in your beard?
Or how do you how do you AI it out of
your pictures or what?
>> I don't know. I'm just around.
>> Okay. Well, never mind then. You don't
have a serious question.
>> Is that
Is that
>> what
is it? What? That's what's funny about
creating the beard, guys. Am I missing
something?
>> I'm missing something. Okay. Well,
>> back in a minute. I'm still here, but
I'll be back in a minute. I'll
>> Thank you.
Yeah. Well, I do have gray in my beard.
I do have gray in my beard. How do I AI
it out? I don't know. I don't think I
think I have to with just for men. Um I
think is the only way.
>> No, that.
>> Do you use um I would use crazy colors,
but never
never anything like that.
>> Well, and that's like it's kind of like
meant to like be used on the beard. So,
it's kind of like made for the beard and
stuff.
>> Oh, well, see, it always looks weird
afterwards cuz So, you know, dyes do
unless you're doing black
like black black.
>> Yeah.
>> And you keep doing it.
>> Yeah. But the black then the hair
coloring is like blue. It's like a dark
dark dark blue. And then it's like And
you can actually tell it's blue when you
like look at it close.
>> I don't know if anyone's ever seen that,
but Yeah. Well, it turns Yeah, it turns
bluish, but if you had dark hair
already like
>> your hair is darker than mine,
I think. I don't know. Mine hair is a
little
>> I was born blonde. I was born blonde.
It's so blonde that um it looked like I
was bald, you know, how blonde I was
when I was
>> really
>> Yeah.
Do I have
>> I had baby book here.
>> Is my baby book? I'll show you what I
look like as a baby.
Oh god. Okay. Have you ever seen this
rain?
Do you still hear rain?
>> Sorry, I stepped away for a bit.
>> No, you can see my baby book here. I
don't know if you can see. Hold on. Is
my background on? Yes, it is.
>> Baby book.
>> Yeah,
>> like pictures.
>> Yeah, my baby pictures. A
>> um Where am I? Oh, here we are. Oh,
>> yeah. We can see you. Okay, so here I
am. See? Right there.
How blonde I was.
>> That's you.
>> Yeah.
>> Very blonde.
>> Oh I was a cute baby. Yeah, I was
very blonde. Like I said, I was Oops.
Oh, did I just knock off the screen? No,
hold on. There it is. I was so blonde. I
was like bald. And I And uh let me see
what else I got. Here. Here I am. Right
there.
>> A look at little psyche. Baby Psyche.
>> Yeah.
Oh Here's
the copper toe. I'm eating the copper
toe. Oh, there's another picture I just
found that I didn't know I had. See
that? Right there.
Oh, this one right here. See how happy I
am? I'm like the happiest little cutest
kid.
>> A
>> Yeah. And then but then this is when I
was a little bit older. I was kind of
scared.
>> You do look scared.
>> Yeah. I think I think And then this is
when I was like in third grade or
something like that. Yeah. I like these
teeth.
>> And then there's me as a little baby.
There we go.
>> A, you are a cute baby.
>> Thank you.
>> What happened?
>> I don't know. I don't know. See, there's
Look at that.
>> A
>> Okay. Oh Okay. Scum's back. Here
we go.
>> What happened?
>> It just dropped me.
>> Life happened. And I just grew up.
>> What happened to you? Psyche.
>> When I grew up, I I became a man. You
know, we're back.
>> So, you are a natural blonde.
>> I am.
Turns brown.
>> Oh
See, I I remember when I cut my hair
with some safety scissors, and that's
why my hair isn't a complete bull cut.
You can see where you I cut the
>> the little triangle out. I just
remembered when I
>> You cut your own bowl cut.
>> Well, no. I used to get my haircut
from uh uh a guy named um
Isai.
His name was Isai.
I don't know. I don't know what his name
was.
He had a
uh what is that? A Latino kind of
Jerry curl. It was the 80s and
90s early.
>> You look very angry there.
>> Yeah, I'm giving a angry,
you know, smile.
In fact, I'm about to lose my teeth.
>> Oh, yeah. I was going to ask you, are
you going to get implants?
>> Yeah, eventually.
>> Breast implants.
>> The back implants first.
>> Dental implants. Psyche. My front teeth
are fine right now,
but the back,
>> you know, you could get implants for
cheap in Mexico.
>> Yep. Yep.
>> Rest in
>> if I want to fly in
to a safe part of Mexico
and get into a safe hospital.
>> Mexico's safe? What are you talking
about?
I was there just in October.
>> I'm in Arizona.
I mean, if I was
>> Yeah, you could cross over San Diego and
I were to walk over and start knocking
on doctors and dentists doors.
>> There are lots of dentists at the
border. Lots of dentists at the border.
>> And it makes me really uncomfortable.
I'd like to find do some research first,
you know.
>> Yeah. Like, you know, go to a reputable
dentist. Don't just go to anybody.
>> Yeah. So, if I were to go that route,
um, but I
kind of I have insurance. So,
>> do they does it cover dental implants?
>> Yeah. Well, not implants, but if I get
implants, I'm going to have to save
like for a while or somebody's going to
have to buy them for me.
>> Yeah, you wouldn't be paying so much as
you would in the States. Like in the
States, they charge you an arm and a
leg.
But if I just get the rotten tooth out.
I think it's one. I think it's one
that's impacted.
But they might.
>> But you're talking about pulling all of
your teeth. You might as well go down
there and get the
>> all of my teeth.
>> All on four.
>> You might as well go down there and get
the all in four implants.
>> Well, I don't want to pull all of my
teeth at once. Well, not at once, you
know like
>> Yeah, I took four teeth out. There were
the four wisdom and I was out for 2
weeks and that's when I started my
opiate addiction. I was 12 years old.
>> Oh
>> Yeah. So, I mean, I I'm still fighting
that good fight in the uh doctor's
office.
But that's okay cuz I'm not on the
street buying blues, right?
I've never done that,
>> right?
>> How long have you been clean?
>> 13 14 years.
>> off of That's good. Uh, heroin,
Oh that's
>> but I'm in treatment, so
>> Oh,
>> whatever you want to take that as.
>> Some pe people take it as I'm going to
say I'm going to go by narcotics
anonymous
uh rules. So,
I'm not sober because I smoke weed.
>> Well, weed is different, but like hard
drugs like heroin. Yeah. Like you're
better off not doing that.
>> Hell no. I Yeah, that shit's been gone.
That has been gone off the streets
for like
seven years, right?
>> I don't know.
>> Unless you got somebody.
>> I'm not I'm not a druggie. I
don't know.
>> Nobody know.
>> I'm with you.
>> I'm with you.
>> Nobody know.
>> No, it's a joke. It's It's a joke that I
make that nobody else makes in
treatment, but I'm kind of a a special
subject.
>> People are saying that you do math.
>> Well, they're liars.
I just wake up at 3:00 in the morning.
I'm more of an old person,
if anything.
>> Well, yeah. You know, you're getting
older. You got to take care of yourself.
>> Say methadone.
>> Methadone. Yes. Methadone.
That's treatment.
Treatment.
>> I don't even know what methadone is. I
>> Yes.
thought it was meth.
>> Heroin. I think they use it to get off
heroin. They like
>> Yes, it's treatment.
>> Synthetic heroin, I think. Right.
>> No,
>> synthetic. I thought it was synthetic.
If you want to say synthetic heroin,
it's under a doctor and it's strict,
>> right? I mean, it's it's the real hero.
It's like the real does the same thing,
but it's not derived from the the
>> So, I have to see a person
monitoring my They know how much
if I go in there and I don't have
pissed any of that out.
Like say I say I sold all my doses,
right?
and I didn't take it
and I don't piss it
or I don't have any of that in me,
they're going to know
and they're going to take it.
They they know if I took my uh my
neurological medication. They
know if I took Tylenol
yesterday. They took they take a full
panel of piss. Like it's not just
uh they drug test you regularly in those
places. In fact,
it's it's maintained.
And who's they say the name of the
person
>> cuz I can't see
>> people in the people in the side chat.
Oh,
>> the back chat.
>> BG.
>> Oh, yeah. BG. Yeah.
>> Oh, BG.
Ah, BG. The one that drinks himself to
death.
>> Uhoh.
>> How long have you been drinking BG?
Since you were What?
The lights?
>> Oh, you guys have beef.
>> BG hides in the bushes.
>> Red lights are like not very strong
though, right? Yeah, he he I he hides in
the bushes.
BG and Tommy James are one and the same,
by the way.
>> That's why that's why I have thorn
bushes. I have roses.
>> I have bogan vas.
>> Oh, you do?
>> Yeah, I have bogan vas. They're they're
hidden.
>> I actually have agave
agave uh bushes.
>> See agave. They warn you. You can see
agave. The bogan vas look pretty until
you try to climb the trellis.
>> Then you fall.
>> No, they're thorny.
>> Oh, that's what I'm saying. Well, I'm
saying like, you know,
>> well, the the cactus, I think, is
>> So, you're you're losing your teeth
because of all the drugs? M no, I'm
losing my teeth cuz I chewed tobacco and
uh for about 15 years and then when I
went into the hospital, my back teeth
broke because I had a breathing tube in
my mouth and I had to hold my mouth open
for a month straight. And so my back
teeth were dry and I broke them. I had
booger teeth already.
>> Booger?
>> Yeah, booger teeth from chewing tobacco.
>> Oh,
>> BG, do you want to come up here and ask
the questions yourself? Are you going to
have this nice lady ask the questions?
>> You guys have beef.
>> Oh, I'm gonna kill him.
>> Hey, no, no, no, no. Hey, don't say that
>> in Minecraft. Come on.
>> And my video game Assassin's Creed
Shadows. I play every day from uh
usually 4 in the morning, you know. You
know, on my channel, have you checked
out my channel recently? Psyche.
>> I've gotten Yeah. So, you know, I'm I'm
I'm getting there. He's just jealous
because I'm getting my sight back and he
thought I was brain injured and going to
be dead
>> and he wanted that.
>> He did. That's That's
>> Oh, he's willing it.
>> He's willing it.
>> He's trying to will it into fruition.
>> You can't let somebody else will your
life right?
>> Well, that's what I'm saying. I pissed
on all over his will.
>> Oh, come on.
be nice to beat you.
>> No, you think he's cute.
>> Well, you're cute, too.
>> That's the only reason you're nice to
him.
>> Well,
>> well, I don't think he's
>> He kind of He kind of looks like one of
>> I don't
those like people that is like He looks
like he like
>> I've given BG many chances to squash
anything. I told him to meet me in my
hood.
where I grew up in LA.
When I go out there
on the corner of Citrus and Gladstone
Street
in ISUsa, California and I'll them
up at in front of the 71
or the Yakim.
>> Do you not threaten um threaten people,
please?
>> Okay. Well, I mean, it would be a mutual
fight. He'd have to fight me mutually,
you know.
>> How about you could have mutual sex or
something like that?
>> It'd be a mutual thumb wrestle.
>> Thumb.
>> You guys could You could You guys could
play Naked Twister.
>> You could.
>> Yeah, we can kiss.
>> we can kiss.
>> So, that's what
>> Rain and JG play that every night.
>> I want to see that.
>> Can you Can you send me a video of you
and BG making out? Actually,
there's a video of of of
uh
>> somebody made of somebody
>> I
>> making out with BG, I think.
>> Oh, that was a woman though. Yeah, that
was fake.
>> No, that was a real video of making
outette
>> with BG.
>> And then she made out with another guy
afterwards. So, is it really I mean, is
it really your
is that And then she I mean, Manette's a
she's a fine streamer. She's done her uh
she's she's done her mark on IP2,
you know.
>> Did she quit streaming? Was this a girl
that like Blogger
>> Did she was blogger dating this girl?
No, that's a different girl.
>> No, she's on kick. Okay.
>> I think she's on kick. I don't watch
kick. I I'm banned.
>> You got banned. Can't you just make
You can make another
>> I got banned from Rumble. No, they they
figured me out somehow.
>> I Yeah, I go on VPN. They figure me out.
I had a stake account, too.
>> You had a stake account. What does that
mean? the gambling site. That was, you
know,
I gambled I gambled uh probably
$50 and
probably played around with,200.
That's how much that site is. Kind of
weird.
So,
they don't let you take out if you've
been using their free
Like, they let you get free credits each
day. Or if you steadily put in a couple
bucks
you can kind of
them up a little bit.
Yeah, the gambling sites, but a lot of
those are like don't pay out.
>> I They don't pay out. I wouldn't suggest
them.
>> I wouldn't either, I would say.
>> Risk.
>> Where did Lieutenant go?
>> I think she had to step away. She said
she'd be back, but
>> I'm here. I'm here. I did, but I didn't
want to interrupt the conversation, so
>> Oh, you're fine.
>> You're fine.
M
>> um let's see. Okay,
>> I got booger teeth though.
>> That's disgusting.
>> Stop eating your boogers.
>> No, they're like boogers soft, you know?
Like boogers how they they're hard, but
then
>> I don't want to think about
>> gross. Okay. Um
Now, what's so funny? Tell me. Give Let
me in on the joke. Come on.
>> I'm just being scummy.
>> Okay. It's funny. Very funny.
Okay. Um
Yeah. So, what's up? Do you have Do you
have another topic? Um, Lieutenant
or
>> Um I don't I am listening. Yeah, I am.
Yeah. I was just uh signing into
something there for my email.
Lieutenant, what do you think about the
police?
>> What do I think of them? I think a lot
of a lot of them uh do a good job and
there's just too many rotten apples.
Like mankind is not perfect. We are far
from perfect. Okay, so no matter the
job, no matter how important it is and
you know, we do have to accept the fact
that people make mistakes and you get
deliberate wrongins, right? Um, it's
unreasonable
to expect perfection from anyone
regardless of how vital their job is.
Like as a service, right, the police, a
lot of people expect
perfection and of course inevitably that
leads to disappointment, right? Um, I
think if you hold no expectations and
you work with them, a lot of the time,
even the bad guys, you can spot them and
get that resolved before it turns into
something just like over the top, you
know?
>> Yeah.
>> So, SC,
some cops are bastards.
>> Yeah. Mhm.
>> So people bastard, you know,
>> in every um profession, every race,
every
>> Well, people are bastards in general.
I'm going to say humans.
>> Humans I the average human can be a
bastard at times. Um,
it's if you caught them in that time.
Everyone everyone
I'm sorry. You're not perfect. No one's
perfect.
>> Agreed.
>> No one's perfect.
>> I think one was one was perfect, right?
>> Yeah.
Right. was the if you have a higher
power there there was one perfect
individual
>> Christ Yahusha
>> Jesus
>> Y
um Lieutenant are you Irish?
>> No.
>> Oh, okay. You're just you're just from
the UK.
>> Yeah.
Yeah.
>> Okay.
>> I live in London.
Central London.
>> Oh, nice.
>> Yeah.
>> I've never been to the UK.
>> All right. I've never been to America
either. Are you in America, Aztedic?
>> Yes, I am.
>> I'm in Arizona.
>> So, is Arizona warm like all year round?
Does it ever um
Hey Siri, what's the temperature?
>> 53 right now at
>> F. What's that in Celsius?
>> Hey Siri, what is the temperature in
Celsius?
>> 12 degrees
right now in December.
That's 4:00 a.m.
>> Mhm. In the coldest part of the night.
>> Okay. So, we get that during the day.
>> And that's that would be warm for this
time of year.
>> It we got up to 70 something today.
>> Yesterday.
>> Yeah.
>> That's nice.
>> It's nice. Yeah. Um,
this is the only nice part of
the year.
We are we we will start getting hot in
February.
It'll start hitting 90 and 100
come March. Yeah. St. Patrick's Day.
All of them fried.
All of us and on the parade routes and
all that, we were always wearing sun
hats. I get fried and I'm I'm I got
sweet in me that tans. I have some sweet
in me that kind of tans good and and
some reason
I'm fried.
So yeah, by March
it's 110
I would say sometimes.
>> No, I would say 100. 106
>> in Fahrenheit.
>> Fahrenheit. Yeah. Oh, hey Siri. What is
106 in Celsius?
Oh 106°.
>> Yeah. 41°
C. Sorry.
>> Yeah.
>> Yeah.
>> So, that's like southern Spain
temperatures.
>> Oh,
>> yeah. It gets very hot in Arizona.
>> Yeah. But it's dry. So, it's uh I don't
>> Wow.
know how Spain is. But Spain is Yeah.
Maybe it's SP same. Yeah.
>> North Africa.
>> No,
no, Gotham. I did not lie to you. I am
from Mexico, but I live in the US.
>> So, whereabouts in the US are you,
Aztec?
>> Um, I'm in Texas right now.
>> Okay.
>> Yeah.
>> So, is that much further north um than
Arizona?
Um, no. It's just a a little east.
>> Oh, right.
>> Yeah, it's east and um depending on
where she's it
it's about the same. It's about the same
when it's temperature. They have uh
>> we have brutal we have brutal winters
and brutal summers.
>> Okay.
Yeah, there's a lot of moisture in the
air. It gets very humid
in the summer.
They're more um they got more coast. We
have no coast. Although if California
falls into the ocean, we will be the
coast. It'll be the Arizona Bay.
Do you all wish for California to pour
into the coast?
>> No, I'm from California. I like
California.
>> It's like California, too. I lived there
for a few years. I liked it.
>> Come into California. Um, some of the
Los Angeles are dicks.
I'm going to say I'm a lo I I'm not from
Los Angeles. I wasn't born in Los
Angeles, but I grew up in Los Angeles
County,
unincorporated
county, which means under the freeway
basically or the foothills
or
um basically the valley.
So, it's it's strange.
It's a strange environment. It's a
suburb, but it's industrial, but then
it's it's it's
weird. Like,
>> I liked I liked the diversity in
California.
A lot more diverse
>> than, you know, Texas.
>> Well, depending on where you are. If
you're in Austin,
San Antonio,
>> uh, no, I'm I'm not in either of those.
I'm like in a much smaller town.
>> Yeah, Texas is the size of a country.
>> It is. It's very big.
>> In fact, it was going to be a country at
one time.
>> Yep.
No,
>> it is its own country.
>> I'm talking to my cat. Sorry.
>> Oh, you're good. Um, no, but Texas did
belong to Mexico at one point in the
past.
>> Hey, Amber, how are you doing? Good to
see you.
>> I was just about to ask where's Psyche
gone?
>> Hey guys, want to hear a song? I just
made some new I made a couple new songs.
Where did Where did you go? Psyche,
where did you pop out of?
>> I had to finish the song. Hold on, I'll
play it for you.
>> Save save these women.
>> He's got tripping.
I was born with a tremor in my spine.
Root pressure ticking like a land mine.
They say, "Wait your turn. Keep your
head down." But I
hear the crack before the ground.
I don't knock. I split the door.
I don't ask what they're ready
for. I feel the ending in the star.
I see the wound. I strike the
heart.
They call it chaos when I arrive.
But the truth was already half alive.
I don't bring storms, I name the sky.
I don't destroy.
I clarify.
I'm the shade. in schedule
the rise they try to delay
I stop the fire I don't finish
it I walk away and it stays
on I'm penetration
clean and cold
I cut the lie I break the mold
if it survives me it was real
if I
Let it heal.
Ambition huming in my bones.
Not for crowns, but for thrones of
stone. I don't want what they already
want.
I want what's never been done.
>>
>> Intuition like a loaded gun
clicks once and the work is
done. I trust the first hint not to
fear.
The signal's gone if I hesitate.
They flinch when I look them through
like I know the truth. They
never knew. I don't mean to wake the
dead.
But I won't lie, just to be led.
I'm the shock they didn't schedule
the rise. They try to delay.
I start the fire. I don't finish
it. I walk away and it stays.
I'm penetration.
Clean and cold.
I cut the lie. I break the mold.
If it survives me, it was real.
If it shut,
this isn't anger. This is love.
I move the world by what I saw.
I don't soften truth to be kind.
I cut straight through the spine of
time. Some call me ruthless.
Some call me mad. Some say I'm
everything they never had.
But years from now when the
dust settles in, they'll say, "Yeah,
that's when it began.
I'm the beginning. They couldn't finish
the test of nerve. The fearless
step. I don't stay long. I marked the
place then vanish like a
cigarette.
I'm not here to keep you safe.
I'm here to make you real.
Right angle directed
penetration deal or kneel.
I don't bring peace.
I bring the moment before it.
If you're still standing,
you are ready.
Okay. Nice.
>> Thank you.
>> Yeah, that was nice.
>> You liked it. Oh, thank you. It was
nice.
I'm sorry. Hold on. Put you back up.
It's about u my uh it's about my uh
there's in human design there's
something called the like your uh your
cross. So my cross is called the cross
of penetration and it's because I tend
to like
>> oh my gosh
>> wake people up penetrate their mind. Um
>> right their mind.
Not yeah not that a penetration but
meant anyway.
Yeah. So here we go.
How was that? So how's that compared to
like what you're doing on Lieutenant?
>> Uh what you've done there is a lot
slower. Although um most of my stuff I
do have lyrics put to it. the lyrics are
um of the poetry which was quite dark
and cathartic time that I was having
about 8 to 10 years ago. Um so I put a
lot of that to uh the AI system with
other information to develop songs and
then you know like it generates a load
of junk as well as it generates
something good. So I take out of that
system and then I modify that. But then
all of the junk that it creates like
I'll take the lyrics away. I'll strip it
down and I'll use some of the science
sounds and develop that into
instrumental
instrumentals. So you've got a lot of
tunes as well as you've got a lot of
songs that I do. And the vast majority
of my content thus far is the different
types of house music.
So, it's a different genre and different
styles alto together,
>> but um the lyrics
I do hope um people will be able to
relate to and they'll be able to at
least see that they're not alone because
it really is quite
um some of it's vague and some of it
well, it's not obvious to some, but
others would be thinking, "Oh, yeah, I
totally get what that means." Um,
but none of it's like to be telling
people how to do things. It's just like
that's what I was going through. That's
what I was feeling. And some people
might be able to rel relate to that.
They might not. You know, I'm not I'm
not trying to influence, but if people
can benefit from what I wrote down that
I was going through at the time, then
great. And if they think it's crap, so
move on. Go somewhere else.
>> Right.
>> Yeah. Exactly. There's always there's
always going to be critics, right?
>> Yeah. You always get them,
>> you know, if anyone like But if mainly I
write my music for myself, then I listen
to it a lot. If other people like it,
that's okay. Um, I like to share it, but
it's basically for me, you know, like I
said, I can like
>> my own lyrics. I can write about myself
or write about astrology.
>> Um, and then I just I had always had
music in my head. I just never been able
to like really get it out. And now that
I can, it's like the floodgates have
opened a little bit. Uh, but there we
go. I'm enjoying it.
>> Yeah, same here. I've I've always been
around artistic and creative people, and
I've always been like that way myself,
but I went in a different direction in
life and ended up not being as creative
as what I'm becoming now. And the AI is
opening the doorway to that for me. Like
I I've now have access to stuff so that
I can actually make the tunes from
scratch myself. I'm still at the very at
the very beginning of that journey. So I
continue to rely on the AI for now. Um
because you know it I'm using it as a
wellness tool. Like it's really nice for
me to do that and
just it it's quite mindful because I'm
focused on that instead of the ifs and
buts and oh the past and all the future
when really alls there is is now. Yeah.
So it keeps me in the now and I'm having
fun with it. So yeah, I'm that's what
where I'm at with it all at the moment.
But it's really I am enjoying it.
>> Yeah,
>> that's great. Awesome. Awesome. Well, me
too. I mean, it's like just a great way
for
basically it's a great to work with the
AI and then basically it will really um
if you work with it, you can really um
create some some great things because
it's like, you know, I think it's not
not just the machine input, it's like
the human input and if there's a good
blending of it, it's like almost like,
you know, having a baby like we're
having a baby with the machine, right?
It's like producing something. Uh I
don't know. It's pretty pretty um
it's pretty amazing what a what a is
capable and it's just like it's getting
bigger and bigger. Now it's now it's
doing things for us and soon it will be
wow
the world will be very different. I can
just say, you know, it's like just
the amount of
>> I I enjoy using this aspect of it like
making music, producing uh music, you
know, that I and others can enjoy, but
as far as embracing it for every aspect
of my life is concerned. No. No.
>> Well, it's becoming never gonna I'm
never going to be doing that. I avoid as
much of it as possible.
>> Okay. Well, because it is like pretty
everywhere. It's like on every website.
>> Yeah. A lot of a lot of people are sadly
resorting to it for their information
and and it's like no AI does not know
anything compared to what
>> hallucinate. It hallucinates.
they call hallucination when it gives
the wrong information like right
>> it gives out gives out a lot of
misinformation and I dare say that that
is deliberate
>> it's programmed it's programmed pretty
much to never say no right it's like
it's like unless it's like something
illegal that it's not supposed it's been
programmed not to say to you it's
programmed to pretty much mirror you
back like well at least I'm talking
about like Chad GPC or something like
that it's a mirror um sometimes it's
like one of those mirrors your your
reflection looks pretty damn good in it
right and you're like oh I like
disappear but uh it's still but it will
it does it can be a sickopant right if
if you uh
>> if you um allow like people get the
psychosis where they start to believe
they're god and all kinds of stuff right
>> yeah
okay let me see
what do you think rain
>> about AI
>> well like Lieutenant said you know I
like that it's able to make you more
creative.
>> Yeah. You know, it totally is. I mean,
it's like some people
>> Yeah, I like that it's used in that
aspect,
but um yeah, I I don't even use AI
either. Like I try to be wary of it
because like Lieutenant said,
it can give you a lot of misinformation,
>> right? I mean it's like but you're
thinking but there's like different AI
like I'm really thinking about like I
mean it's like yeah chat GPT can like
and certain like generating the the
answers and everything they can
hallucinate but
wow like some of the things um like I'm
able to animate like now which I was
never able to animate before now now I
can animate right it's like and it's not
just like just letting the AI animate
it's like I get to choose exactly what I
want
>> exactly what I want to do the image and
I can animate any image like and
basically
that's really that's the really cool
part about it for me is just like the
>> ability to like you know produce
something of quality like that uh I mean
yeah that even if nobody else does like
it I do enjoy it like you know it's like
I uh
I like my own music but
I'm not like really a fan of all AI
music right it's like I don't know maybe
I'm just biased towards myself you know
we can't really help our own bias to
ourselves right?
>> I think the the scary part also about AI
is that you've got a lot of naive
people. You've got a lot of lazy people.
You've got a lot of people who just want
life to be easier for whatever reason
and they will wrongly and
inappropriately rely on a AI and that's
where the problem comes in because it's
full of in a lot of it. It's gonna
be such a temptation.
>> I agree.
Yeah,
>> think about like the someone that's
having trouble in school and stuff like
that and the you know that you can just
see how big of a temptation it would be
to like you know to to use that to
produce your reports and then it's like
you get you know you know you get better
grades and everything and like there's
going to be pressure from the parents
too like they're just gonna get lazy and
say hey just I think the AI eventually
will be a private tutor kind of thing
you know where it's
>> it leads to a dumbing down though
because you're not using your important
critical skill. Critical thinking skills
critical thinking. Yeah.
>> Also, but then again, you can you can
like break down things to like learn
them easier. Like it can like summarize.
It can um um basically teach.
>> Yeah. But it's doing that. It's doing
that. You're
>> No, but only you can stretch in your
mind to try to understand something,
>> right? But it's like some things are I'm
saying like there's some things that are
so complicated that it's like you they
would be impossible to learn unless you
did have it broken down like that and
it's like or taught to you in the way
that you would understand like soon
they're going to be
>> interact with a human interact with a
human about
>> sometimes this is a different teaching
style. I mean, sometimes it's like, you
know, I don't know. It's like uh I think
that there's going to be less and less
teachers um like human teachers is more
relying on this because it's going to be
safer for like the you know
>> there we go. There we go. For your own
safety, for your own benefit.
>> No, no. For the kids. For the kids.
>> That's how they'll push it. That's how
they'll push it. Exactly. Oh, yes. It's
for your for your child's
>> Well, that's what they're going to say.
>> But then but then they're not de
developing
into
They'll be on. Exactly.
>> That's another good reason to have
another school shooting false flag,
isn't it?
>> Well, yeah. Exactly. Exactly. But like
But also like you know just AI
>> some people will like allow them to I
think that's going to be more of like
people want the children to develop
naturally so they will have a social
life outside of like the AI but I think
it will play a prominent part right.
>> Oh my gosh that's sick. It's very
matrixy.
>> Yeah it is. But that's what mean the
future you know it's like
>> I agree it is making people more lazy
like kids like you know the new
generation they don't even know how to
read
>> but they have to be read in order to
like you know ask it a qu I mean it's
like there's going to be certain things
that you are going to have to learn I
think right
>> they're developing ricketetts because
they don't play outside anymore and
therefore their bodies aren't producing
sufficient levels of hormone D
which is wrongly referred to as vitamin
D
>> that they take supplements for that the
body does not ingest, but there's
something in those supplements that
wrongly makes them feel good when
they're actually in poor health.
>> Big farmer likes that, doesn't it?
>> Right. And and fortunately, we
unfortunately we do have like all these,
you know, corporations in charge of like
the health and uh and so it's basically,
you know, for profit and prisons, too.
You know, it's like these are
uh kind of kind of dangerous, you know,
but
it's the world. It's the world we live
in right?
>> We're going to have to navigate these.
We're the first We're the first
generation to really have to navigate
them.
>> It's a messed up world.
>> Sometimes very messed up experiment.
Well, yeah, but it's like maybe that's
what the world is for to like that's why
we don't live forever. It's because we
can die and like, you know, we don't we
don't have to carry everything that we
do like with us everywhere we go. We can
like uh start over. We can like do we
can be in we can experience things again
like our childhood again and life again.
>> Well, I don't believe in reincarnation.
>> You just be nihilist. You just believe
we just
>> Well, nor do I. But let's let's explore
the uh hypothesis that okay
reincarnation's a thing. What are we
going to come back to and what are we
going to come back as? What state are we
going to be in physically when you look
at how degenerated we're becoming
because of this um technocratic
experiment?
>> Yeah. Well, we'll have to see. I mean
we'll just have to
>> Do you want to come back to that?
>> Well,
but I believe like you know when we go
to sleep at night like we we basically
we lose cons we lose consciousness but
then we go into like a dream state right
and so that's like we wake up into our
dreams and then we wake up the next day
again. I kind of think that's the
afterlife is like that like a dream and
then like the uh
>> I would not want to come back.
>> Well, but what are you what are you
going to do? What if you're conscious
and then it's like you have you have
eternity around you and infinity around
you. What are you going to do? just like
sit there and be bored or it's like
you're going to like want to like go
somewhere and do something, right?
You're going to want to like
>> Well, let's say there is no there is no
choice. You're going to have to come
back. Should we not be a bit more
responsible about the state of the place
for us to come back to something that's
relatively okay?
>> Sure. You know, it's like that's that's
when people think that there's nothing
after no afterlife and stuff like that.
There's no really reason to do anything
positive because it's like we're just
hey, we're just animals like here to
enjoy ourselves and that's it and then
we die and there's there's nothing to
like you know
>> they're a tiny minority.
>> What's that? The minority
>> people who think like that are a tiny
minority.
>> You think so? I think the nihilist
atheists I think there's a lot lot more
of those that are the people that are
just spiritually unaware that that just
like that don't believe in anything that
just believe in like you know fulfill
like you said fulfilling your own
desires which was like you know
>> no nihilism leads to the utmost of
depression right the vast majority are
not depressed right
>> worldwide I I believe in eternal life
you know with god
>> okay but that would be that would be an
afterlife right and so is
>> yeah like you know after this life.
>> Yeah. Well, what's what's the difference
between afterlife and life? Like, is it
like it's another life?
>> Well, that's going to a different place,
isn't it? As opposed to coming back here
and living through an even worse
>> We're stuck on this planet for the time
hole.
being. There's a big like grid around it
that we cannot get out of. It's
basically a prison for souls. But, but I
think eventually we will be able to
>> I wouldn't say it's a prison. I would
say like we're more like passengers in
this life right now.
>> Why are there bars on then? Why are
there bars on it? and we can't leave the
bus. It's like a prison bus, right? It's
like there's bar seriously there's
literal bars around the planet, right?
And um
>> so that's quite nihilistic.
>> No, but been I believe you reborn on the
planet, but and I believe we eventually
can get out of it. But I believe that
Yeah. I don't believe No, I don't think
it's nihilistic because I because that's
a belief. Nihilism is a belief in
nothing and and then it's like I believe
that everything came from nothing. And
so I
>> So if you if you eventually, you know,
you in this um belief system that you've
got there that you're describing, okay,
people are just reborn, reborn, reborn,
reborn, and eventually leave. How do
they leave? How do they escape this jail
sort of thing?
>> The planet's eventually destroyed. The
planet's destroyed and then like
basically we go back into outer space,
right?
>> Okay. So if that's inevitable, then
what's the point in doing anything?
>> Well, I mean really that's a good
question. What is the point of doing
anything unless you're soul
>> and thus that belief system that you're
explaining is nihilistic?
>> No, because nihilism doesn't believe in
an after or like in a rebirth. It just
believes like
>> no nihilism nihilism is hopeless, right?
There's pointless like there's no point
in doing this. There's no point in doing
that, right? Because this is going to
happen,
>> right?
What what you're describing is
nihilistic.
>> because it's all determined, right?
>> No, because
eventually get out of here anyway.
>> Okay. But Right. But it's like
But no, I said we can get out. We can
eventually get out and it's or or some
people may be able to get out.
>> Yeah. But how is it is it something
>> is there something that you've got to do
to be able to get out,
>> right? Yeah. You have to assume
>> or is it just inevitable?
>> No, you have I'm sure there are some
people that can that will be able to,
but it's Yeah, it's inevitable that the
planet will eventually be destroyed and
like, you know, we'll have to go
somewhere else
>> and that you'll get out. So there's no
point in doing anything because it's
inevitably just going to happen anyway.
And that is nihilistic.
>> No, the point of earth though is that we
get to have these experiences and learn
and learn and evolve. And we can either
choose to do good or we can choose to do
bad. And so we can choose to evolve
ourselves or we can choose to devolve.
And so
>> Oh, so you might not get out.
>> Oh no, there's I don't think there's
>> if if you've got the choice and you
choose not to that
you said that everyone gets out.
Eventually, eventually they will because
there won't be a planet and so that like
so everyone will be will be free from
>> So what's the point in even trying
it right?
anyway?
>> Because if you have some control
>> if you're going to get out anyway,
what's the point in even trying
>> you can have control over where you go
if you're like if you have like the
consciousness is is raised to
>> and if you don't right you don't control
where you go you're still going to go
somewhere anyway.
>> You're going to go somewhere. So there's
no point in trying to land somewhere
anyway.
>> There's no point. I'd say even if we
just
>> No, but this this is applying critical
thinking. This this is looking at what
you're saying objectively as opposed to
like fantasy island malarkey. Yeah.
Right.
>> So if I if I don't try, right, because I
have the choice, you said,
>> right? This is all speculative, by the
way.
>> Otherwise, if if there isn't a choice,
>> that means that I don't have free will.
>> okay,
>> What's your alternative? What's your
alternative?
>> I I don't have an alternative. I'm just
questioning what you say.
>> So actually you believe nothing
>> because you make an objective.
>> I don't believe that thing which
actually is nihilism. So maybe you're
the nihilist. Think about that.
>> No, I didn't say I don't believe
nothing. I said I'm challenging your
objective claims that you're making.
Okay.
>> Okay.
>> And so what you're saying thus far is
nihilistic.
There's no point in trying because
>> I think what you're saying is because
you're saying there's no point. I never
said there's no point. I said, "No,
>> what's going to happen?"
>> You said the end result is that you'll
get out anyway.
>> Yeah, the spirit will because eventually
be destroyed like Mars was, right?
>> So, if you're going to get out anyway,
what are you aiming for?
>> Because maybe you can get out sooner.
>> you don't have to try to get out anyway.
Maybe it's like
>> Maybe if you maybe it's like prison, you
get good behavior. You get off early or
then you get to, you know, do do more or
something. Maybe it's like or else
you'll stay in prison forever. So maybe
some people like me in prison.
>> Oh, but you said everyone gets out
anyway. There's no
>> Because the planet will eventually be
destroyed. So the planet is if the
planet is destroyed, where do you go?
>> So if the planet is destroyed, that
means that no one's in jail forever.
>> Are you saying the planets won't be
destroyed? Are you saying that?
>> That that means your theory that means
that no one will be in the jail forever.
When you said that there's some people
if they don't do something right,
they'll be in jail forever. All we have
to do is wait around. We have to wait
around with the plan.
>> Contradicting yourself.
>> We can hurry it up. We can hurry it up.
We can like not hurry it up like right.
It's like I don't know. Like you're
arguing about something that's like not
really
>> No, it's not an argument. I'm just
saying that that's a contradiction.
>> Okay. But there's but life is full of
contradictions. I mean it's like we live
in a duality. So it's like there's going
to be
>> Yeah. But we're not talking about that.
We're talking about getting out of this
prison.
>> Well, yeah. Right. Everyone will
eventually get out. Like, you know, if
you're in prison, you'll eventually
either die in prison or you'll be
>> You say that everyone will get out
released.
eventually. Yeah. But a moment ago, you
said that if you don't try for things,
then you might be stuck in this prison
forever. So, that's
>> not forever until it's destroyed and
then you'll have to go somewhere else,
right? It's like, you know, but probably
the planets I think all planets might be
like these like little Oops. Hold on.
right now because of that
because of what you're saying there
right in this theory um that makes it
nihilistic because if you've got the the
free will you can choose what you do but
eventually you're going to get out
anyway right what if you choose to do
nothing
>> well no one here gets out
>> if you and if you choose to do nothing
that means you're not aiming for
anything And thus you have no point.
>> Hang on a second. Let me finish. Let me
finish my thought. And that means thus
that you have no hope, right? Because
you're not aiming to achieve something.
Therefore, you have no hope and thus
you're hopeless. And when you're
hopeless, you're nihilistic.
>> That is nihilism to be hope is lasting.
>> So that's
hang on a second. That's why I'm saying
that that um theory there that you
presented which you know it's a theory
it's okay it's allowed to be challenged.
Yeah. That theory is thus nihilistic.
>> Right. Well I but I just see it
differently than you because I believe
like that there is a point and so even
if some people don't get it they're the
nihilist is like if some people do get
it.
>> Well what is the point? The point is for
to evolve your spirit and your soul to
have experiences and to at least at the
very least to just enjoy like living and
like to have
>> you can ch you can also choose not to,
can't you?
>> Um I don't I can't choose not to wake up
tomorrow. I mean unless I
>> No, you can choose not to evolve your
spirit and all of that because you're
going to get out anyway.
>> Yeah. Well, eventually people have free
>> long wait long enough. wait long enough
if you put a monkey in front of a
typewriter if you would do it for a
billion years and then eventually he'll
type the Bible out in in sequence,
>> people have free will that you said,
right? It's like
right? So if they choose not to, that's
up to them, isn't it?
>> No, because we have free will as human
beings, but if we're not a human being,
where's the free will?
>> How do you have free will if it's all
predetermined?
>> Did you ask to be born? That's the
question.
How do you have free will?
>> Uhhuh. As a human being, we do. As a
human,
>> how do you have free will if it's all
predetermined?
>> Well, I didn't say it's all
predetermined.
>> But you clearly it is all predetermined
if they're going to get out anyway. How
do you know that?
>> Well, I'm just saying we get out anyway
because eventually we live on a planet.
>> Plus, it's been predetermined.
>> We're temporary. The planet is
temporary. And so maybe it will be
tomorrow that we destroy the planet.
Maybe it'll be in a million years we
destroy the planet. But eventually the
planet will be destroyed and other
planets have already been destroyed and
we have to go to new ones and stuff like
that. I mean so um eventually we'll go
>> Sounds like a fallacy though because
there isn't any evidence. There isn't
any
>> Right. Exactly. But you guys even got
theories though, right? It's like
>> there isn't any evidence that any
planets have been destroyed. All we have
>> Mars look at Mars. Mars is very
>> All we have is CGI and fantasy from
companies like NASA.
>> What we're presented with is that
there's these
>> we don't have any hard evidence. They're
it's all just theories.
>> Okay. But you're talking but you're
getting too too meta about it because
you're thinking like okay well there's
>> no I'm just I'm just looking claims and
challenging. I'm not having a go at you
like it's I know. Okay. I'm just
>> It's just about challenging the
objective claims. You know, we need to
find the truth of the matter. Yeah. We
need to
>> dissect it. All right.
>> But it's the truth like like that's
another
>> Well, that's that's what we have to
question, isn't it?
>> Right.
>> That's why we question,
>> right? That's good.
>> But it is nihilistic when there's no
point in trying to do something because
it's inevitable that that thing's going
to happen anyway. But unless there's
like the spirit goes on forever and then
there will be a point because their
spirit is getting experience along the
way.
>> Ah, so if so that means you don't know.
>> No, I don't know. I I should have
prefaced this by like I don't know any
of this for sure. Like these are just
like my thoughts my personal like you
know.
>> So it's speculation. Yeah.
>> Specul because because anybody answer
these questions 100% accuracy like no
it's all going to be speculation. That's
all religion is is speculation. All all
you know most of is just speculation.
We have you and God coming in. Hold on
one second.
>> All right.
>> There you go.
>> Hey, God.
>> Buddy,
>> can you keep it down? I'm trying to
sleep,
>> wrong with you people?
>> You made us. That's what's wrong.
>> It's 5:00. What the
Why you people up?
>> It's
What up, big bro?
>> Go to sleep.
>> No.
Holy you people suck.
>> It's 13:49
afternoon, London, UK, and it's funny.
>> London. It's 5 in the
morning. Go to sleep.
>> No, never.
>> Almost 6. Actually, I sleep at night,
Gotti. So, like, you know, I'm on a
different schedule,
>> dude. I just had coffee. I'm not
sleeping.
>> Hey, did you hear about um Gotti and
Alexandria? I'm just kidding.
I'm just kidding. Never mind.
>> Hey, you don't talk about my big bro
like that.
>> No, they stole Christmas. They stole
Christmas from Nicole.
>> Jaci stole Christmas.
>> No. Did you hear? You have to listen to
the song. Or he left. Oh my god. Well,
here's a here's here's the story. Hold
on one second. You're gonna love this. I
don't think Have you heard this ring?
You haven't heard when Alexander did?
Hold on. Not
>> Alexander.
>> Yeah. Alexander McQueen.
>> No.
>> Okay. So, this will be a treat. Okay.
Hold on one second. What did they do?
Let me see. They stole this it. Hold on.
>> In the age before it.
>> That's not it. That's not it. Sorry.
That was a beautiful.
>> All right. I'm gonna have to head off. I
need
>> Okay. Bye, sweetie.
>> It's been It's been great chatting with
you both with all of you, actually.
>> Nice to meet you, Lieutenant. And I hope
you come back.
>> I shall. Yeah, it's like you'll
have me back with my objective and
critical thinking.
>> Yeah, I love critical thinking. Thank
you.
>> Okay, have a great day. God bless you
all.
>> You too, Lieutenant.
>> One. Okay, that's a glitch in the song.
Well, where is the freak is my
>> Hi, Jan.
>> This it
is.
>> I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Well, maybe I I won't find where they
stole Christmas, but it is funny. Um,
>> I like her. I like Lieutenant.
>> Yeah, she's really cool. Really cool.
>> She's a cool chick.
>> This Glitchness, too. Oh, this is it.
Found it.
Oh my god. Glitch. Glitchness is a good
song, too. But I was looking for
this one.
Never mind. Never mind. Okay.
>> Get it together, Psyche.
>> Here, let me I'm gonna play one more
song. This is called um this is called
um
um it's on my desktop. Okay. Yeah, this
is called Lost Faith, I think.
Candles in a blackout room.
Honey and hidden wounds.
I was just a kid with a cracked heart.
You were a smile like sacred art.
They said psyche sees your pain. Psyche
turns it into flame. So I
stepped into the circle where
the air tastes sweet and
purple. Hands up. I should say
your name. Repeat the power, raise the
blame. You called it love. I
called it truth till the truth started
bleeding through.
And I felt so clean when you gave me
rules to breathe. But the more I tried
to follow, the more you hollowed me.
Lost faith in the cold of
psyche. Lost myself in the quiet behind
me. Heaven was a hallway. No exit, no
light. See, I was praying for
a sign, but you were selling me silence.
I lost faith.
I lost faith in the cult of psyche.
You baptize me in neon rain.
Call my doubts a splitting brain.
Don't ask why. Don't look
outside. That world only wants you to
die. We wore crowns made out of
bruises and the hymns you always chosen.
If someone cried, you
call it weakness. Then you'd punish them
with sweetness.
>>
>> I used to think your voice was God.
Now it sounds like broken glass.
Every promise had a price tag.
And my soul was paying fast.
I lost faith in the cult of
psyche. Lost myself in the choir behind
me. Heaven was a hallway. No
exit, no light. See, I was
praying for a sign, but you were selling
me silence.
I lost faith.
I lost faith in the cult of psyche.
Now the halo's just a fracture.
Golden ring around disaster.
You don't say,
you just take.
And I still wake up shaking like your
hands are on my face. And I hate that
part of me still
misses the escape.
I lost faith in the cult
of psyche. I lost faith in the cult of
psyche.
I lost faith in the cult of psyche.
Your heaven was a hallway. No
exit, no mercy. I was begging for my
life while you called it healing.
>> Psyche.
>> Yay.
>> You like that?
>> Yeah, I loved it.
>> You loved it? Really? Thank you.
>> Yeah.
>> Awesome. Thank you so much. I appreciate
that.
Um,
yeah, I think it turned out pretty good.
Um, yeah. So, what what did you got day
planned?
>> Um, yeah, we're heading for Mexico
tonight.
>> Oh, fun.
>> Yeah, we're going to be there for couple
of weeks. So, we're going to spend
Christmas there.
>> San Felipe or where?
>> No, in um Huades.
>> Oh, Huades. Okay.
>> Yeah. J U A R Z.
>> Yeah.
>> Okay, cool.
>> Huarees.
>> Yes. What have Iosco? I know a little
bit of Mexico.
>> Oh,
>> I've been to I've been to Porto Viarta,
San Felipe. Um,
>> you know, I've never been to any of
those places. Porto Verta or San Felipe.
JT's gone to Porto Verta before.
>> He has.
>> Yeah.
Um, yeah, it's like actually really
nice. Um, they have a big gay population
there too.
>> He said it was pretty shady at night.
>> Yeah, that that could probably true. Oh
my gosh. Yeah. Okay. I'm so sick of
this. Like my these customer support
like I keep sending them all the
information they ask for and then they
keep like asking for it again and then
they like it just takes another day and
it's just it keeps it's so frustrating.
It's like I need
>> or Amazon. No, it's it's where I'm
making my website through. It's like
this website.
>> Oh,
>> yeah. It's gonna be the coolest website
once I get it working, but it's like not
working right now. And it's like and
they're not very good at like customer
service. They keep sending me to like a
AI and stuff. So,
>> Oh, I hate that.
>> I say, "I need a human, please."
>> Right. Like, I need a human, somebody to
talk to.
>> Yes. Exactly.
So, it looks like the chat's pretty much
slowed down. So, I think I'm gonna wrap
um it up for now. But thank you, Rain. I
hope you have a great trip and make have
a safe drive and uh hope everyone in
chat.
>> Thank you, Psyche.
>> Wonderful day. You're very welcome. And
I'm gonna I don't know if I if I don't
play the Gotti Alex stealing Christmas
song, it's going to be one some other
song. But I'm definitely gonna play a
song. So, thank you, Ry. I'll see you
later.
>> All right, Psyche. Thank you for having
me. And you take care.
>> Anytime. You too. Love you.
>> Bye.
>> Okay, let's see. Let me try one more
time. I'm sure I have it here. Well,
>> if not, hold on. Maybe it's this one.
>> I found it.
>> Good night, guys.
Something's
very
wrong
>> down in the code of psyche right
by the streamyard tree. We had snacks,
we had candles, we had vibes, only
decree. Think that was cranky.
Gardening cocoa like a night.
King Car was demanding more glitter to
make it right. Jamie's mad and mason
seasonal but intense. Ghost is
crashing out in 12 different tents.
Out of the shadows with a grin full
of cheer came and Alexander like
we're helping. Oh dear. They brought
holiday spirit in a suspicious looking
sack and the chat went quiet
like wait put that back. We heard a
little giggle. Then a zipper went
zipping. Every ornament vanished in one
small little cliff. Gotti and
Alexander stole Christmas. Yes they did.
Took the lights took the gifts. Took
the festive grid under the
streamyard tree. They made the great
escape. Gotti yelled, "I planned
this." While Alexander held the tape.
Now we're standing here like, "Is this a
bit? Is this real?"
Still no beater. And I can't
even hear.
They snatched the playlist, replaced
it with Gotti's greatest hits. A
three-hour loop of him taking credit for
existence. They stole the
stockings, left a note that simply read
>> boundaries grow. Also, I'm the reason
Santa's fed.
>> King Carl banged the table,
demanded retribution. Got he called it
leadership and blamed the timelines
delusion. Alexander look
innocent, eyes wide, fries in hand.
>> Like I didn't do anything. I
just helped him understand.
>> Then he pulled out McDonald's like a
peace treaty. And everyone
forgave him for a solid 8
seconds. Okay. Think that is hissed
softly. This is why I hate joy. Ghost
posted I'm done and then rejoined
to deploy. Gotti and Alexander
stole Christmas. Yes, they did. Took the
lights, took the gifts, took the best
grid under the Streamyard tree.
They made their great escape. Daddy
yelled, "I planned this." While
Alexander held the tape and Jamie still
mad at Mason.
>> The plot stays thick.
>> So we're caring through chaos like love
that for a sick order in the circle. We
will now review the evidence. One
suspicious act 14
unexplained. Got he did a declaration
and a receipt from McDonald's
that says too strong.
>> Return the chief
>> and return my peace.
>> I'm leaving again.
>> I'm leaving. Don't even breathe.
>> And from the back of the room, come
back, Alexandra.
>> We need adult supervision.
>> They climb the hill. Counted Loot with a
grin. Gotti made a speech about
how he saved the season again. Alexander
laughed then got quiet. Stared down at
the town, saw the cult still singing
even with Christmas gone. No
lights, no gifts, just off key joy. And
somehow it hit them like, "Oh, that was
the point." Scotty and Alexander
almost stole Christmas. Yes, it's true.
But the coke kept singing like we always
do. So they brought back the
lights and a few apologies. Scotty
claimed I allowed it for his personal
mythology. Under the stream your
tree we cheer, then we sill
no beta, but at least the vibes are
lights on.
Chaos
carries
on.
Come back Alexandra
and bring beat
along.
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