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In this episode of the Cult of Psyche podcast, host Trix discusses dealing with trolls and shares Aesop's fables, while also talking about cats and connecting with the supportive chat community. The episode features an open panel discussion on various topics, including tarot readings and consciousness exploration.
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welcome to the night the cards laid out the show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future
holds dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rythm yeah yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to
soar Dan to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tle move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
W Crystal Vision and her gaze time can steal this moment life Sun in dance we Chase with love W and poent
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah
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guys oh there we go I couldn't find it for a second good morning all right it's afternoon almost 12 how are you okay let's
see wow yeah guys that was that was last night's that was last night's stream you know we have we have to we have secret orgies in the um in the backstage after the show and you guys all missed
it okay actually yesterday so yesterday we had the best it was like the best it was like I did a 9 hour stream um it started out a little rough you know we had I've never seen i'
all the chats I've been in I've never seen such a crazy attack I I've never seen like just a whole Troll Army coming Lor's right
there here Lar marbles is here too it was insane yeah I've never I've never in anybody's chat all the chats been on chats with CRA even Benny's is not as bad but I don't I don't maybe maybe
Benny's is as bad sometimes but um yeah I've never seen it like that but that must mean I'm doing something right also I think that there are a lot of alternate accounts I think we're figuring things out I had to do more on
modding and hiding and eventually I did a Return to sender and um W with love and stuff and everything sto and the rest of the show was just peaceful and fun and um just amazing people on the panel yeah nothing will be shown nothing
will be shown except my smile today what happened um just people making like these rude comments and then people that have been in the chat for a while that re mods that's they just they revealed themselves and some people figured out who it was and stuff I won't call them
out today about it um it's somebody I know and stuff um that wants to basically destroy my show and yeah but I'm doing okay like figuring out who the trust who not that's hard but but they really what a
narcissist or what a psychopath or what people with this negative toxic personality traits what they want is for you to not be able to trust anybody they want you to be they Gaslight you and they make you question your reality and make you um question oh who do I trust who can I trust but the good thing is
it's like I know um who I can trust pretty much you know 99% of the time I know who's been there for me no it's not Benny no I don't no I don't think Benny would waste his time with that you know it's like but it's a somebody I met in
that world and stuff like that but yeah I trust my gut and it's like and also you know um like I said like there's a lot of my friends that are trolls and things like that and that and that that we get along with and I and we respect each other and stuff like that and then they event we like kind of and there's also funny trolls and there's mean
trolls there's like people you know I like to think if I troll it's like in a funny way where it's like I'm trying to like make people laugh and not it's not like in a way that's trying to hurt somebody's feelings really it's like um there's some you know some YouTubers leave themselves open for and stuff like
that but I think I'm a nice person and I I don't I appreciate I appreciate people being funny but it's like not not necessarily mean or um or hurtful and stuff like that there are many that move in mobs and move as one right it's called like egregor egregor you ever see the movie fall in
it's like there's this evil spirit that can jump from body to body and it's almost like they have the same brain operating hey Sean what's up what's up guys we have a nice big chat already yeah it's called EG Gregor but it's like also also there's things like there's a group mind no I don't think clumsy likes me very much I don't know if he was even he might have been here last night but
he doesn't care for me he has to be unmodded he is listening to um stupid PE not you know stupid people saying stupid things about you know trying to stir things up and everything yeah it's about respect respecting each other also also AKA John Holmes up St Nikki how are
you yeah because I I like to have a wife fun show and fun chat right just instincts right but they also they want you to like doubt yourself too that they also part of it is like causing all the self-doubt it's called cognitive dissonance where you believe one thing and the other thing the same time and it's like you can't resolve it and it
kind of causes this chaos in your head and it's like there's a saying the house divided will always fall and so if they turn you against each other you're going to split right thank you yeah so yeah Benny I'm blocked in Benny's now so I can't um I can't even I don't I don't
I I just leave it alone I don't I want to go there no I I I can't say s well do message me private on Discord okay we can trade pics right yeah ask questions I was told she yeah okay well sometimes asking questions is it can't stir things up but it's like there's an there but the intention behind it it's like it's like if someone
goes to somebody and says oh this person's talking about you and then there's no proof about it or anything there's just them them telling the person the person trusts their word or something like that more than they they guess they trust you because if they're listening to this person and they're not believing you right and so it's like that's person that that's like the evil sing you're asking asking questions and getting people to think and like
question things that's not really stirring I think it's more like maybe stirring the pot but it's like not un silly oh right so hey God's fav yeah where's Janet I don't know yeah Janet was Janet was um really she she was she hung in there for a long time she was up till like 6:00 in the morning at her time and then um she kept her stream on while she went to sleep
and stuff and also summer was there and Alexander last night was there for a long time um I read like 20 es off fables and um we were we had a really fun like chat late at night tiger butter tiger we love tiger butterfly but we we we uh we know she can get emotional
and Tower attempt first time out okay yeah is there someone named Tower attempt I'm not sure um yeah so but yeah so and so also last night there's you know there's people that were like you know they they assure
me privately that they weren't trolling and stuff like that and um and so I mean I'm really you know people come to me I'll listen I'll listen I'll forgive too I'll I if I if I mute you and then you come to me and say hey like I didn't mean to offend you or something like that or it was a
misunderstanding I'm gonna um I'm G to forgive you but if it keeps happening it's like I I can't I can't like can't I can't just be a sucker right you say if you look in the mirror 12 hours you see monsters right is that Fredick n or look in the abyss right not going to lie I like to stir certain pots but for the most part I try
to do so in a way everyone will enjoy only genuine side Tios deserve a right they're spelling out a bad word one letter at a time yeah that's one of the things they do they'll spend the n-word and like different things like that yeah I I didn't even see you guys are so fast I I don't even see it on my um on
this chat it you guys get it before it even comes through so yeah so Sig are you on alt now okay well see so what's this hold on so Tower what's okay their name Tower oh yeah so
Sig I don't want to be banning your all um everyone just you can time out all his alts for 24 hours um no I don't think Joker and I are together um but you know I like Joker you're omnipresent yeah s s so s so you're youve got you now you revealed yourself today oh we we can we can hide you it's like you know I've gotten enough
complaints I've given you enough chances and it's like you're gonna keep doing it right it's just like I don't need the I don't need the negative energy right yeah so yeah and I I and I know the mods I have now are like got my back I know because I I see very
strongly yeah so Sig yeah no no panel Sig no panels for you today um yeah in the chat in the chat like really it's like I have a Kind Show and it's like you know other people can have
kind shows but it's like you know maybe I I invite ask ask for a little bit by having so many um diverse areas of YouTube where I I'll I posted my channel on very trollish discords and stuff before you know I probably won't do that again I think I've learned my less and also like
somebody U like did the Discord like all these people join at once they're all trolls yeah oh yeah and yeah guys that went a little crazy I did a little crazy last night my the uh the the the the cat eyes came out the um or the Snake Eyes or whatever whatever my my eyes just look crazy and uh but I had this there was
this energy and I was like um they was hearing like this strange like noises and stuff and like the I saw energy in the air and like people were like oh the astral plane is active right now right and so it was very active right yeah you know yeah and so let's just I I have
compassion for him you know it's like and then I do like think he's like a good person a lot of the time but you know he um he just goes too far sometimes and there's a lot of people he's he's like chased away and we have lot of nice people coming here looking for like help or readings and things like that and it's like and like would they would like my channel otherwise and
it brings like it brings the the vibe down a little bit and takes a little bit to to recover from it right so I'll try to I'm try to do a better job um and it is like I WR I am wrting that that that like you know my I'm about to apply for the monetization as soon as they tell me um I can't I know I have
enough hours now I have the 3,000 since Jimmy showed his breast the energ is not the same well yeah right and then he did it on his show and uh but they they now they they put it on me they're like oh he he take you know I then it got clipped everywhere they're like they're like thank you for thank you for getting to do that I didn't get him to do that I
I have nothing to do with that he he was he was doing that yeah he looks like this you know this like azte statue you know with the you know yeah yeah yeah also if they're just seeking negative attention yeah and there there'll be obvious to the mods and stuff like that like you know but yeah we can be a little more tough on on
people you know it's like I don't want it's like at least like maybe like kind of bad then at least like for a few hour like time up for a few hours to up to 24 hours so they can just like leave me alone for the day we can come back they can come back tomorrow maybe with a better attitude you know yeah that's what they they they also they want you to like and I knew they're like oh he's crashing out they or like they're he's
getting upset look at it he's he's freaking out like blah blah blah it's like and then that's they that's is where they some get this energy from right it's like I understand the energy vampire thing you about energy vampires like the energy in this world is abundant it's everywhere like everything is energy right it's like and so you don't have to like focus on a person and just try to vamper eyesee the like a one
person or something like that you know people people do have a lot of like endless supply of energy and stuff we can you know we can restore it and stuff like that but it is it can be like exhausting for for time especially if there's a concerted effort but yeah yeah yeah I was once told like I was like I he's like you can't you can't read the
room I can read I can read the room but I'm not gonna call everybody out necessarily you know it's like I I will I I'm good at ignoring some things but also I'm a fighter Mars in the first house in Aquarius and so I will I will uh I will talk back you know Aquarius
has that sharp tongue sometimes so I can I can fight back sometimes with my my tongue and so um we need a a healing stream and bring the lay lines back in bounds yeah and last night we were doing um you know we were doing we putting our hands together you can put your hand up to the to the screen and stuff be like connect with everybody also um we were
reading Bible verses that um okay so tiger butterfly she was having an emotional night and uh you know we love tiger butterfly here and then but she would come in I didn't know if she was crying if she was laughing um she she was a little bit demanding but but at the same time it
was not not not in a negative intention and stuff like that um she you know she you know she she's she's we really care about her and you it was wild last night you got the panel hopping yeah it was it was crazy have I tried sunning like getting like going out in the sun um yeah I go I go out in the sun
yeah yeah someone said call the police and then then Alexander was like you know you know Alexander is um if you guys know Alexander NYPD Alexander McQueen he's um he's like one of the the funny types of trolls right where it's like and but he's always been really nice to me good alled what's up but um but you
know he came and he said a little like kind of obscene things to tiger butterfly and and another guest and um um but it was in a kind of um it was kind it was a very way but it was it was shocking but it was very funny and you know and I think tiger butterfly can take it right I had one
hand on my pocket the other was smoking a green cigarette yeah I I kind of wish I had a green cigarette I just I have cigars this week um but if I had a green cigarette I would probably not have as much energy to like have done the stream last night because I was I was on fire I was just like doing readings really fast and um doing people's astrology then
yeah it was just and talking on the panel and it was just uh just wild thank you thank you he thank you for being here thank you for helping it was fun yeah you been on top on the panel today I think I pinned the link it's U noon now I had a nice um
sleep I had a nice got lot of rest uh had okay so if Nikki Nikki can tell me how she did um or is is Nikki Nick Johnson I'm not sure um but uh I but if it's Nick Johnson I met Nick and beta both on Joker's Channel I didn't meet them I just saw them on the panel
there like and they I just I thought both of them were like really interesting you know I just I love them like instantly and stuff like that I was like and I was like oh this this is a cool panel and so like that's why you know Joker might troll me and stuff like that sometimes but ultimately he's like a good guy and he got me he he inspired
me on the on the streamyard part of it too where it's like um does Benny like really inspire me to start doing lives but like he only he did panels like just very rarely and I was on I was only for once in a while sure you can ask a question but yeah so I saw be on um on Joker's panel one night and I was like
wow she's so cool she she she like cats and she has she's just like has a cool name a cool voice and a cool personality and I just like love everything about her right okay that's why you're asking if Joker me and Joker are together I don't think Joker's I don't think Joker's gay but you know he's because you know how I know he's not gay is because he's very open
about having like those guys have groped him or something like that and something like that and so and he's just he's not embarrassed and he's he has a good sense of humor about it like a lot of people in that Community sometimes are very homophobic and stuff like that no but I was told I had I had Momo eyes the other
night and that it's kind of scary yeah did Victor Emanuel Gomez truly mean but he said to me over text okay Lena well let's see okay I'm getting like maybe no it's a star reverse maybe he was um says things he regrets
okay okay and he's not getting enough sleep maybe that's part of the issue or something like that he's not resting or maybe it just means he's like he's concerned over this and he can't rest because he's thinking about it so much and he wants to end this conflict he wants to end the conflict though it
was it was part of a part of a fight yeah what's sleep huh yeah well sleep is what I eventually do when I pass out but okay so that that um yeah so Selena it looks like those are all in Reverse it looks like either he's like approaching he approached it in the reverse and now he is feeling bad about it I kind of feel right yeah what's
sleep full or fun right okay no I don't think Joker's Momo yeah Joker and I are not together we live you know had enough of long distance relation you know longdistance relationships don't really work and he's far away and so I can I can just I can just uh appreciate him from afar
yeah lives are late he has to tear what to F yeah I don't know I I don't even need the cards to tell tell you Charlie clumsy he said bipolar bisexual you know he said that himself in in the chat um it sounds like he has some conflicting feelings so many buys around about him right what's wrong with him well first
of all he listens to what trolls are saying and then he takes it seriously and then I don't know nothing's wrong nothing you know I wish him the best he can live his life but I think he likes to still come here well he did maybe he was joking but I was he said he said I'm by and it was like bi and large letters and then he said polar and I was like I
like I was like he's by and then then I that the by and then he wrote bipolar bisexual but it was probably a joke right yeah you're a little bit of a weird dude yeah heard he shade off his eyebrows and tattooed them shaving off your eyebrows is usually never a very good look it's usually you know but you don't yeah guys when people type in chat stuff it's like you
know it can be taken as a joke am my psychic um yeah I would consider myself I'm very high intuition I'm I'm from what I hear I'm pretty good at cards I'm pretty I've been doing pretty accurate readings like very accurate and I also Channel and like I have you know
powerful dreams and I just uh and also know I understand people because I've been myself and so I have I have empathy right that's a big part of it he tree FR heyy reality Nancy hey true frog Lena Charlie we've got great 21 people in chat seyi we have to talk about kns and
Knighthood sometimes you enjoyed that combo yeah you know I know about oh yeah and then you know there's the tarot Knights too and they're always the kind of Rascals um you know usually running rushing in rushing out the the Knight of Pentacles might stay for the weekend and stuff like that otherwise they're
probably going to stay for a night right and go on to the next right I I had an experience with I think a knight of Wands the other night where he just ran in came in hot right back out on his horse right delivered yeah so um you can be Rascals okay well Victor reach out to you okay I'll pull one card
more he's he needs to get Back in Balance I think will after he gets in Balance he's and he's also like weighing he's like trying to balance out maybe weighing weighing the options and stuff like that have had a best to do it okay he's he'll get Enlightenment about I think he'll know the right time too
okay everyone's doing well nice 22 people in the chat got marbles up here today marbles do you want to say hi marbl is not always around he's a little he's always out in the town but there's marbles marbles want to say hi he's like leave me
alone what up Karma yeah so yeah and then yeah we also also we had someone um someone kind come on the panel last night like because there was like a wild panel and it's like like um you know we were think we were I think we agreed that like the panel should be 21 and over and there
was somebody I just felt so bad um they kept they waited backstage like the whole night and I kept telling them it's 21 and over only tonight like but I guess they like hanging out backstage or something like that but it was nothing personal with that person it's just they they revealed that they were 19 yeah you can I'll go for your card when you see him getting together reaching out yeah it looks like he's working on it
Lena you know it's like probably know it looks like he's actively working on it right now okay uh can you get a card pug of
course okay I'll pull a couple for you okay well this one okay so you got this this card the Two of Pentacles which is like you're balancing something you know it's like also it can be weighing options but it's also like you got this rough sometimes this these waves of of of energy and roughness and you're trying to keep this balance but and you're you're get at juggling he's an adep juggler right there and he's able
to they're also secure like he whatever he has is secure it's all it's it's in that Eternal bind and stuff like that so it's secure and also inant Karma have this High Priestess card so you are you also have this High intuition about things and you you can um definitely um
you know the answers too are inside yourself and so and so you you have a high intuition about whatever situation you're in but I don't know where the Moon is right now but especially when the moon is full I think you might be at your Peak intuition right she's a full moon Crown right okay I do see the sun under there too
like the Sun so yeah it looks like stuff will be working out really well you be this is a happiness card right just happiness for you okay there you
go um Seeker this um yeah well I always love having people on the panel and yeah it's definitely it probably be like a little bit more of a like I'll probably pull a few more cards if you're on the panel and stuff but I'll be happy to just pull a few cards um if you're asked from the chat whatever you want pull
moon in 10 days yeah so you know and the moon so the moon goes through Cycles right it goes through and it's like you know good waxes and waines and that's kind of like our emotions can tend to do that when we can get a very emot and then it's like we calm down and then it goes we we're we're at zero at zero point and then we you know they kind of
grow again and we you know that's why and because nothing happens all at once because it's the gradual Cycles is so we can manage them better right so we need to if we get in cycle with the Moon too we can like also stay balanced we can look at the Moon that's also like the moon magic is about like you know when the Moon is
waning you take away things when the moon is is is waxing you you like add things that you want and stuff like that and stuff like that so it's a good way to kind of like a clock you can you can set yourself to right yeah oh the full I think just the full moon in general I think the real
moon is going to be full right I think that's what you meant right in 10 days we're going to have a full moon
okay so you're from Zim Jimmy sector okay well if you you know you know you're always wel going on the panel but if you don't feel like going on the panel today it's really easy you just have to click the link that's pinned and then enter studio just you know you don't have to sign up for anything what's up Janet so got the flu I hope you feel
better thank you Janet I'm glad I I just woke up like a little bit ago and it's like it's already the day is already already taken of and active but um yeah thank you Instant Karma but yeah I love Janet j Janet's my girl okay when it's full moon I start to howl right you know
it's it's a full moon that they say like the the like insane asylums they start they get the most people coming in and stuff like that so yeah how at the Moon you know maybe people turn into werewolves and stuff like that okay so um if you have a question or you want to do the panel Seeker just let me know I'll do cards
for you yeah it's all it's all like send the healing Vibes I love the I love putting the hand up there I like that like because we can kind of like connect through our our hand energy and uh and all send each other healing energy and love and stuff like that
right yeah damn it Janet good day everybody yeah a nice panel this morning morning or nice uh nice chat going really cool having uh having the the chats like last night I think there was like 20 to 40 people the whole the whole
show you have a whole family yeah but you don't even have to have a streamyard account Oh you mean if you want if you start streaming but but just going on panels you you just you don't you just know need to log in or anything you just yeah every everyone everyone everyone loves uh Janet twerking
right Janet Janet's a now now now well known on my show I love it Janet was a boss right yeah love Janet Janet's awesome oh gosh yeah so I woke up to the sound of like I was having a really nice dream and then it's like I just I heard this like drilling sound and they're they're
doing construction of course I my window open it was just so I don't I don't know I could have slept more and stuff Janet oh come on S how rude yeah but yeah you know so I woke up at like 10:30 I think maybe 10 or almost
11: and uh bet woke up feeling good it's always good getting a good night's sleep it was like I streaming probably till 6:00 a.m. my time I think yeah Del about 6:30 it's a good 5
hours yeah we just felt the energy last night we felt it you know no yeah and like there there was some negative energy attacks and then we were able to to to take a take a breath and regroup oh my gosh my foot is like sleep hold on move
okay yep so G to make sure to have a good good uh good meal so I got I from the other night I got my pizza Bagels but then I got taken to dinner and stuff and so I put um I put them in the freezer and so yeah yeah and it's yeah I feel like and it's like you
know I feel like I'm on that liftoff phase where it's like you know it's starting to like you know just January was it when I started streaming it just really started like going fast I think like you know I think I started the year with like with like probably like about a th
subscribers now I have like 600 1600 subscribers did Jimmy jump you into five views I don't know I don't know is that that his uh his Crips thing okay let's see when CH yeah I yeah it's going to go crazy yeah and last night if you were here in the chat last night it was wild and I don't know how how many of that
person was the same person you know I did I did like the characters they had like he came in as well he was for weeks he's been Jim who's like a 200 pound 6 foot 10 Samoan guy that's not that's just a character he has and then when I kicked
out um sexy J sexy Jim sex big sexy or whatever when I kicked him out then his wife came in like the wife character came in and even did a reading for her and then it was yeah you were there yeah I'm I'm trying I'm I'm just like working on it
you know it's like um it's uh I'm learning every day right we sh we shaved at the same time maybe that's that's a sign maybe I I don't know jimy I don't know if Jimmy likes me I don't know how much he likes me I think he he kind of uh he kind of I don't know maybe he's
mad at me now because people are people came in there just oh you got you got groovy Jimmy to to take off his shirt and he now the Clippers are going crazy and like they're like thank you I'm like I didn't know I had anything to do with that he I thought he was just doing it on his own I I never asked him to well maybe I did but that's funny guys if you ever want um if you ever want someone to
take off their shirt or something like that I guess you can send them to this Channel or bring me on their panel and I'll ask them and stuff like that um and then maybe I'll but basically I have to get have to get to I have to make it look like the women are asking and stuff like that that's my trick I learned that I learned that one night with pie right can I put my hair in a ponytail um no I don't I can it's
very small ponytail I don't know it's like a little hardly any it's not very long I used to be able to yeah Jimmy likes the ladies as long as there's a women oiling up he will be here yeah J likes anyone who's nice to him and tells him what he wants to hear well yeah I don't know if I I don't know if I do because I I he gets mad at what I say sometimes but he
never kicked me off the panel but what did I leave I left the panel last night because yeah the the big sexy gym character who just seems to follow me around and and he came under many many accounts I think at least 10 accounts last night um different characters and stuff and it's which is it was it would
have been entertaining if they weren't all horrible trolls and then you know trying to cause a little bit of confusion and pigtails I don't know I can probably do that I don't know I'm not good at you know you have to see Meer Meer knows how to braid his hair in like two seconds he was able to like I've never seen anyone braid so fast yes
say yeah you're I don't know say you're already out of the timeout so I don't I don't know what's happening but you know you're obviously you know behaving a little better right now so yeah pigtails bigger ponytail than I would have guessed yeah my hair is like pretty long but I haven't had a haircut I think the
last haircut was probably Mother's Day last year because I I got my haircut pretty short to surprise my mom because it was real long before that and so it was like a real extreme haircut but then I haven't really trimmed it or anything since it's just been growing and it just kind of looks looks kind of good looks better sometimes than others I have all
these curls and stuff yeah I love you guys Can You Feel The Love Can You Feel The Love today oh look I have half of a kombucha the good thing about these kombuchas I shouldn't be drinking this early but the good thing about these is they don't even taste like bad and you leave it leave it out overnight
it just tastes the same so cheers everybody don't don't tell anybody yeah it's not bad not it's not as good it is cold but it's not like if I if that was a voodo ranger I would be like I'd be choking on and not being to
swallow it and then I would probably like go off camera and go and spew out a big foam foam stream and then I pretend nothing happened and then some people would have heard it in chat and they'll bring it up again and again like they Doo it was it wasn't I didn't throw up
it was just the the booty Ranger I drank was stuck in my throat and it tasted bad I couldn't swallow it and it was then I got all car carbon carbonation and that's what I don't know then it it just turned into foam it it's all spewed out so yeah that was interesting so guys I was last night I I've always wanted to
do like the story and you know there like there's fairy tales that could tell and stuff like that in Greek Miss some of these stories are very lengthy and so I was like looking for like quickies and the best quickies are like the asop fabled and they're also like really like cool where it's like people are like whoa that's a good moral it's like when you read them as kids it's one thing when you read them as when you are an
adult and you experi you've experienced a lot of life and stuff or some things in life they make even more sense and they'll have a new meaning to you you'll be like oh some you have a few meanings right so I'll try to maybe I'll tell a few today on a good website
um because they're really short they're short sweet and to the point and enjoyable oh okay found this one so let's read the let's read The Fox and the leopard there's a lot of foxes in asap's fables I noticed okay so here's the story The Fox and the leopard so a fox and a leopard resting lazily after a generous dinner amused themselves by
disputing about their good looks the leopard was very proud of his glossy spotted coat and made disdainful remarks about the fox whose appearance he declared was right was quite ordinary the fox prided himself on his fine bushy tail with its tip of white but he was wise enough to Ace that he could not rival the leopard in looks still he kept up a flow of sarcastic talk just to
exercise his wits and to have the fun of disputing is it how how isn't that ring true with some of the people that have been in the chat they just want to sometimes exercise their wits and sometimes just want to fight right the leopard was about to lose his temper when the fox got up yawning lazily you may have a very smart coat he said but you would do you would be a great deal better off if you had a little more
smartness inside your head and less on your ribs the way I am that's why I call that's what I call a real Beauty and it says a fine coat is not always an indication of an attractive mind right and you know they're they're both not perfect you know you know the the fox fox is the trickster and but the
leopard is a little bit little bit Vain and maybe a little bit shallow and then that fox is a little bit better at at a at the one lers right so we we all have our strengths right we can do a couple more and then we'll go on to something else this one's called the ass the ass and his driver
this one's for you Janet an ass was being driven along a road leading down the mountain side when he suddenly took it into his silly head to choose his own path he could see his St at the foot of the mountain and had and to him the quickest way down seemed over the edge of the nearest cliff just as he was about to leap over his master
caught him by the tail and tried to pull him back but he was stubborn ass would not yield and pulled with all his might very well said his master go your way you willful beast but see where it leads you with that he let go and the foolish ass tumbled Head Over Heels down the mountain side says those who will not listen to reason but stubbornly go their own way against the friendly advice of
those who are wiser than they are on the road to Misfortune okay so and remember like so so there's a some people are trying to help you know and they're like and people sometimes we're so stubborn we don't we're like oh I don't I don't need to list sometimes people are trying to get friendly advice that's true with Capricorns really Capricorns are always
giving this friendly advice trying to help because we made we know how to navigate the mountains and stuff like that we're good at climbing up the mountains and stuff and so um and so then other people are like no I don't want to listen to you what do you know you silly Old Goat right and it's like well we know some right because
we've made all the mistakes before but if we but the Capricorn if Capricorn goes down the mountain we can we can basically scale the side of the mountain right like how am I trying to get py to make a rumble but he won't listen um I will I don't know if I can like on stream I don't think I don't CU stream has several things I can stream to but I don't see know if I saw Rumble I just
don't know if I want to do like another show I'm stying to put all my energy on to one one thing yeah and well Geminis are very very smart too very smart right they great ideas great Communications yes yep yep yeah well thank you thank you for
for having my back on that and J and like you know scking up yeah rumble's not as strict but yeah we can maybe do after party or something like that like and we can really like yeah I I I don't know I think I think our After parties are are gonna be too crazy even for rumble I think you know they end they something they end up on YouTube was like a blurring and something like that
that cleanse the room so I'll do one more story for now and then maybe I'll tell one more at the end of the show says the peacock it says the peacock they say not at first have the beautiful feathers in which it now takes so much pride these Juno who's the Goddess of of women in
marriage and she Zeus's wife she's also known as Hera these Juno whose favorite he was she she loved the peacock granted to him one day when he begged for her for a train of feathers to distinguish him from the other birds then decked in his finery gleaming with Emerald gold purple and Azure he stred proudly along the among the birds all regarded him
with Envy even the most beautiful pheasant could see that his Beauty was unsurpassed or the that the pheasant's beauty was surpassed right presently the peacock Saw an Eagle soaring high up in the blue sky and felt a desire to fly as he had been accustomed to do lifting his wings he tried to rise from the ground but the weight of his magnificent train held him down instead of flying up to
greet the first rays of the morning sun or to bathe in a Rosy light among the floating clouds of sunset he would have to walk the ground more encumbered and oppressed than any common Barnyard foul and it says do not sacrifice your freedom for the sake of Pomp and show so these you know that's I love but these stories about like the animal the
personality traits and things like that there's um there's some really cool cool like little morals we can learn because you know that's what I think we all there's a lot to learn from animals and that's part of the reason of the diversity of the animals in the world it's like there's they they all have um they all have gifts they all have just
like in human beings sometimes human beings might have more more um um more negative person we might have all the negative personality traits of the animals and some of the some of the some of the gifts right but they can animals are more Specialists that using their gifts right they said that when they handed out the the uh the qualities for the for all the animals when they got to
the human they ran out of all the good qualities or something that but yeah that's a interesting um stalker fans and super F yeah yeah okay so no groovy Jimmy okay join six panel later six having a panel oh yeah groovy Jimmy yeah groovy Jimmy was on the show
the other day and he he was like took off his shirt and uh and he's been CL he's gotten clipped yeah I think he has a he has a popular panel I was on his panel last night for a little while um and it was it was he was he was respectful and nice and you know
I was I was always uh I was a little bit flirty with him because I like I like a guy with a dad Bob right animals are very smart especially cats yeah cats are extremely smart um they're extremely smart uh very good Hunters they're just Natural Built hunters and stuff but they also
they're like fluffy and cuddly you know and they purr yeah also I think in uh unless you're unless you're a mouse or a bird you know you know cats can be your best friend I think you know it's like um but you know they do like they do they are like a little kind of Psychopathic a little bit because they
like to not like they're trying to be evil okay but they like to play with their prey and like you know they have a mouse they'll like let it let it live and then they'll go pounce on it and they let it live and then they'll tear it apart and stuff like that right and so um and they but they think it's a toy right they don't know the really difference between like the toy in the mouse they just hear like little squeaky
and like the little the movement and stuff like that and yeah your spirit all animals of sloth IL well that's interesting one you know it's like but sloths are pretty cool I like how they they take so long to like climb up and down the trees and they they they take so long that the M starts growing on them right
so if they're not really in if they're not playing they're trying to avoid getting bit Yeah well um yeah m b well you know Rudy like you know my cat Rudy he's like the little old man cat but his his his mom that um gave him to me was saying that he was a incredible hunter in his day she said he went through several life stages and one of the ones
was he was a wild hunter and he would bring in hats and mice and put them under the pool table upstairs and then they're just be guts and you know how they they take the guts out and they eat part of body and the head's there and the and it's is like ah it's like it's not ever Pleasant for us to clean up but it's like for them that they're trying to bring us a gift you know they think it's they think they're like here like
here's you know you feed me I'm gonna here's something for you you to eat and so they yeah you got your Funko Pop Eminem one of your cats jumped off on the roof yesterday I had to get her down dress like Erica about do okay so you are okay St Nikki is is Nick Johnson okay I should have known Nick St Nick the Santa Claus thing and then Johan's Johnson
right I get you yeah so I don't always know I don't always know um because sometimes it takes a minute for me to make connect the dots right but if I think about it for a minute I I I would right so yeah this this cat right here he's a little you're a meanie
let's see marbles up there marbles you're big huh but you're sweet do you fight with the cats no there you are you're on TV you're is just cuddling up yeah so yeah today I think I'll
probably just do maybe I'll do another hour today um well today on this morning and then you know if I feel like it I I'll probably go on tonight for a few hours I probably probably won't be such an epic stream as last night but it's like it's hard to leave when there's so many people in the room and like big panel going and everyone's just like laughing and having fun
and hey Tracy good to see you bunnies are smart too yeah uh and well you know bunnies they I think they also they have that I can't say have you ever seen the movie us it's about these underground tunnels right and and they raise rabbits down them and stuff like that and there's always a mystery about why the what what's up with the rabbits and I don't I don't know what they're doing to
those rabits I I think like yeah I won't I won't spoil the movie but um yeah it's not nice to think about also the Playboy Mansion has tunnels under it and they're the Playboy bunnies right something about rabbits and tunnels and also think about um the the tunnel to Wonderland where the she follows the White Rabbit takes her down a rabbit hole so there's
these something associated with t and rabbits and the mind and stuff like that you got something you can think about yeah but bennies are sweet you know you I like when they I like when they have like little little they Bunch their nose up and but I don't know I I would I heard that
one of the I don't know I I won't say there there's disturbing things you know um but uh yeah just remember always be kind kind and loving to animals like take care of animals and stuff like that because animals um can you know I'm the Mad Hatter you are the rabbit right and we're all a little mad here
right Janet all a little mad yes I love how yeah I love how everybody U meets new friends here and it's like people that might not have met otherwise you know it's like and that's well that's that's me too like I I I go on a panel and then that someone from the panel likes me comes here and they
meet everybody and then it's like and then then they it's just like it's like a big connection right yeah a everyone can make connections and it's like so cool just to be a part of that and we but we're all part of that we're all connecting each other right even when and so I I really hope everyone um says hi to everybody and um make some new friends here too because it's like
everyone everyone here is really cool well you know 99% of people some people some people I have I've had to kick out of kick out of the chat but you know they can just make another account and come back in hopefully under better better Behavior right you call in Hawks sometimes and it's normal for them to follow you every now and then well that's might be a totem animal because
it's like I've seen a actually I saw a baby red tail hawk outside my old apartment and it's came out it was just like walking around the the thing not our be your friend and you will see they will not be you you will not be allowed to use or abuse you again thank you yeah and I I appreciate you guys standing up for me and and having my back and like I will do the same for you
you can't believe you the kangar oh Danto that is a yeah I don't know was his name was his name Joey was he a boxer y you saw the get you saw us yeah that's yeah see that see that see that person may be considered a troll in some in some chats and he might get some
chats might ban him for the beastiality reference and for the for the bad language but no that that's just funny here and I can I can give it right back right yeah yeah we have a thank you guys because because it's like I don't I I'm like a little bit like you know sometimes I'm a little bit naive you
know sometimes I'm I'm a little bit not so naive as I might look sometimes but I I do like tend to see the best in people I tend to sometimes give too many chances or look at the best side of the person rather than than the worst side of the
person and I always I I I just love to connect and I like I like you know especially being gay it was always like meet a lot of people that just didn't they didn't like gay people because they never met a gay person or they just like never had an experience not sexual experience but never had an experience dealing with them and then it's like I've had so many people that get to know me and they're like you're the coolest
gay guy I ever met and it's like and it's just like what did I drink um I just had a sip I have like I just have like a little like kambucha left out from last night I just had a sip of it so kangaroos are full of worms yeah so you might want to avoid avoid uh avoid having sex with the kangaroo
right some people mistake the pouch for the vagina and it's a whole Mass right because I hear inside those pouches are really gooey right so yeah love it love is you know and it's like you know consenting adults um consenting adults of you know transgender or pansexual gay straight whatever word you pronoun you want to use to describe yourself and
these are really just um basically Pro pronouns it's just like the new the new pronouns that we hear that they're all there's million of them but there's the old pronouns right this basically you know we I think we're all a lot we're all lot we're all many we have a lot in our psyche you know and so so you know we're also on a spectrum in
the sexuality and sometimes women are more honest about that than men where it's say women can like find each other attractive and beautiful and it's not as a taboo for them to experiment in fact a lot of men men like that and you know there's a lot of College college chicks that are like yeah I made out with a girl in college because all the guys were cheering
around us and stuff like that right and so um yeah so you know everyone everyone is unique different well you know and it's like you know as long as we're all we're all adults and every consenting adults and right anyone can do what they want in the privacy of their their bedroom right I'm not going to judge people for that or I'm not going to judge their love
either there used to be a lot of people that was like the woman would would you know be be lesbian but they didn't they maybe didn't even have that word back then and so but then they would say oh she moved in with her best friend she like lives with her best friend and that they the outside world they presented as their best friends the people that really knew them they say oh they share one bed and they're you know so the same
with like same with like the men right yeah oh yeah sometimes I'm too honest too and it's like you know um but it's good to at least be if not you know to be honest is good right it's like but you know sometimes honesty can hurt people right like if too much honesty
like that's your dress is is hideous and but it's like you know but you know also that's also someone's opinion and stuff like that but it's like it would hurt someone's feelings if you said something if you thought it was right but it is better to be honest and it's like if somebody's um somebody's wearing socks
and sandals you can say you pull them aside you say Hey you know that looks kind of stupid no no no you won't say that you'll say Hey you want want to go get a new pair of shoes or um can I wash your socks for you and you can just wear the sandals alone I there's there's ways to break it to them gently
right I'm just kidding I'm this my little attempted humor yeah and sometimes we do sometimes it's okay like is it okay to lie it's sometimes if it's gonna spare someone's feelings that really would would be hurt and but it's also better to if there's
something that you can do to help them to change that to to break it to to them in a Kinder way there's there's ways to say things too you can be you can be bluntly honest right and just like say it all and it's like wow you know and you can just tear people down like a you know that's like that's like the sword the Queen of Swords like you can just
chop with word she can just like slay you right but there's also you know the strength card where you can like kind of pet and slowly to co coax in the right direction right right yeah Little White Lies you know there's lies lies that are if you tell it's not going to it's not going to hurt anybody it might help
people right and so then there's like the and the I guess the evil lies are like you're trying to mislead somebody or put or gasl or put them in the right the wrong state of mind or hurt their feelings and stuff like that intentionally so that's like the you know words words are like swords
in fact swords just words with the S on it right words are like swords they can uh be used to build people up they can be used to encourage and they can be used to cut cut people down and and uh devastate people right it's like they they can have a powerful effect on the mind and so it's like sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me well
they can cause um mental hurt right and and so and that can that can be just as painful as physical pain right so we want to yeah we want to be always honest but um at the same time kind and compassionate how we deliver the honesty
right oh you're so sweet yes yeah all you guys I mean oh my gosh is like you having you guys by my side is like so special it's like it's like feeling of feeling of friendship feeling of true friendship
which is like sometimes been lacking in my life but you guys are real ones I love you guys your sou spoken now exactly what you're saying never mean to hurt someone's feelings yeah and sometimes we don't mean to hurt people's feelings sometimes we can be genuinely honest and like uh you know it's like I I never like cared I can be sarcastic sometimes
and they say gay people are like experts in sarcasm and stuff but it's like I kind of like feel like some sarcas is mean and so it's like I try to be sarcastic about you know not about people but about things you know it's like things that won't get their feelings or or like you know silly
things in life or things that happen but not not a particular people make sense so yeah good morning he's little this guy is so pure look at him awake you have a you have you fat look at your fat face oh you're
scratching you if they sleeping upu yeah he's been up there since I fell asleep you're still there yeah he's a little baby you're still a little baby but you're so big you fight with the cats H you're sweet huh oh yeah oh you like your neck rub like that he loves his neck rub good cat
uh oh yeah that's Mr Marbles internal scars can last forever yeah they're like um that's like in psychological warfare I've seen like this thing it's like the the the the worst cars are the ones that you can't see like you know it's like like someone may look fine on
the outside but they they could their mind could have been messed up by somebody you know it's like there there's ways of you know it's really sad but there's ways of like messing with people's people's uh sense of reality their bio biochemistry their brain chemistry and things like that by
with with the what we say and how we treat them and things like that so yeah it's like it's the gaslighting the cognitive dissonance it cause it can cause a break in your mind right can it can uh it can really like mess you up but also the good thing about the brain can heal and if like if you get out of
these toxic situations especially people that are um people that are um messing with you on purpose you know um intentionally you can like start to pick up the pieces and heal the mind can can go back to how it was
right it takes a little it takes a little bit of positive thinking you can't you not keep injuring yourself with the negative selft talk that's like another thing another thing they'll do like the Psychopaths or the the the malignant narcissist is that turning you against yourself and it's like they turn you against yourself then you then you're like all a sudden you're self-doubt you don't you don't you're
not confident and you don't feel like doing anything and you you you start to talk to yourself all they'll just say something once and then it will echo in your head for a long time and so you have to stand at yourself and just be confident yourself and like sometimes not worry about what other people think right even if even if a lot of people are saying something like that you know
there's human beings we there's V viral creatures right where it's like you know people can gossip and everyone will will jump on the bandwagon kind of thing and it's like it's nice to find those people that don't jump on the bandwagon and actually get will get to know you when you get to know people actually it's
hard to really hate them because it's like you'll see yourself in them right so yeah I hope I'm I'm giving you some inspiration today yeah let me see so I just love doing the streaming though and uh having nice 27 people in
the room the chat's on fire if anyone wants to um ask any questions or um talk about anything or hop on the panel you love the cats yeah thank you yeah I just but I love I love coming up and talking to you you know I love um
good good afterno sleeping energy I love when uh people are like when are you going live and like they people are excited and like people are excited to come to the show this morning when I came in the show like there just started filling up the room started filling up and so I think um people like people love like they love being here also the trolls haven't have not really been too
active today yeah you never know what people may be going through or like and sometimes even like the like the negative people or like the hurtful people have have been through that too and it's like you know hurt people hurt people there's like there's cycles that happen even they can be even over Generations right and it's like and
so you never know why someone's the way they are sometimes they won't want to change and stuff like that and sometimes you know I like to like not fix people that applies that they're broken and stuff like that but I would like I like to help heal people some people um
some people will they will not change they some of these some of these these personality traits are solidified in them you have to kind of work around them and like that's where acceptance comes in and it's like I accept you as you are and it's like but you but I won't to I won't tolerate um you you treating me like this and so we even if
I have to love you from afar and stuff like that I'll still love you okay yeah I'm sorry Jamie I know Jamie and the heart will the heart will heal and you know um broken relationships can sometimes be mended you know it's like if um if someone leaves you you could let
them go and if they come back to you then it was probably meant it was probably meant to be you know it's like you know the love is strong enough to bring you back right so I I prayed for your heart to heal okay you know send some love to Jamie see this cigar is broken okay yeah so what I also what I do is
like I've been trying lately sometimes I try too hard with and know I should have if someone's mad at me it's like I can a I should apologize once or like try to make amends once and then just leave it alone at that and let them in their own time but sometimes I was a little persistent
or and it's like and I should uh I should just you know you can let some people if some someone wants to go you can like you know can try to maybe try once one time to the open the door of communication and to um apologize if necessary or just let them know you love them and stuff
like that but then you know you can't force you can't force people and it's like and some people will like there'll be misunderstandings and they'll never forgive forgive you and they'll always think they're right about it even if it was misunderstanding and stuff like that you know you have to you have to allow that too yeah see we have a lot of supportive
people here Jamie you people that love you and it's like I know you're going through a tough time and stuff like that but you do have people that um will will talk to you and and send you love and healing and things like that right Sharon where's my ass devil what does that mean oh are are you
calling for Janet I don't know what what do you mean because Janet got that ass no okay out of now out of now where I have the urgy Black Jelly oh well that's kind of dark go get those H Harry Potter jelly beans and they taste like all
kinds of different things right but then you know throw throw a sweet one in there black is licorice it's not that's not that bad tasting but some people they don't like the black ones right I believe in compassion and thought of others life is short we should all at least try to stay mindful of people and their feelings as a hospice nurse I see death daily it
does truly matter right and how true is it that you know we're here for you know we're all here for a temporary stay right we we'll all you know go through the Pearly Gates and stuff like that right but imagine like you get in a fight with someone and you say things out of anger you that you
regret and you you know you you you probably would have like been able to work things out and stuff like that but then the next day you know they get hit by a car or something like that and they're gone you know that's it can happen like in a Flash there's all these hazards in the world right and so it's best to like leave on good terms with
people at least and so I know even if you're wrong not wrong sometimes you can say you know I if I if I hurt your feelings I apologize if I said something wrong I apologize you know I didn't mean it and stuff right I didn't mean to hurt your feeling I didn't mean to hurt you it's like it's better to you know we or because we
don't want that regret when they're gone like I should have I should have listened more I should have like picked up their phone call and that kind of thing right and it's like well we'll have these regrets but um we want to we want to make sure people know that we love them and stuff like that that's really important I know
yeah that's a a very what Tracy does is a very um you know I'm sure it's can be difficult at times but it's a very compassionate and it's it's a a beautiful profession because she's giving people that are on their way out so like she's giving them some love on the way out right
yeah because that's that's the time when people you know right when that time that's when they probably need need need some love the most you know and it's like and some people don't want to deal with the S side of um sight of death and and and it's like you know scary to some people and stuff like that but having those people that are like willing to to show love and compassion and and that kind of thing and make the people feel
loved right uh the um okay so I'll tell a little story We the family friend that I got rooted from okay her husband had ALS and so he was like bedridden for for a couple years and so he so he would have these nurses I mean she would she would like take care of him a lot and then but
he would have a nurse I think one day a week and um come in and he like he had this he had this there was a black woman you know and uh she would come and he like told his wife would that he's like he's like she's my favorite one because she would wear these high heels and he just loved he when he saw the look of her with her high heels walking by in the room and stuff she said it
made him feel like a man again a kind of cute story huh and uh yeah because he he was unable to move he had I think he had ALS which is like a l gar syndrome and so and so and she you know his wife you know like all she wanted was him to be H happy at this point and stuff like that right and so she didn't mind that he was looking at this at this other this nurse's heels
and then he he had the sexy nurse that that uh that he likes right it's kind of sweet story I just wanted to share also I'll tell my dad my dad too he had um he was on this a type of hospice care at the you know he was he was at home and he had he had nurses come in but he was also in the hospital
near the end of it too but he loved um he had these Filipino nurses and there's a lot of um Filipinos as well that work in the nursing field and I know I have a lot of um people in are nursing fields in my chat too I met a bunch of nurses just like very compassionate people right but he loved his Filipino nurses and there were a lot of you know there was the some some are gay like the
Filipino and and but he said they always had the best attitude uh they just loving compassionate they never blinked an eye anything like he said he he said one he said one time he woke up in the night and he like knocked over this like thing of blood or something it had all this blood and gore in or something next to him and they just came in and they
came in and like moed up and they uh he oh yeah they moed up and they um they uh they were singing and stuff like that and it's like happy always always smiling happy and just and and then they also like the nurses that came to the house they were like they talked to him and like they called him Papa like like the family did and like they C when he
passed away they came over crying and stuff like that they're like oh they they just loved him and stuff oh yeah yeah okay I'm sorry I'm missing comments yeah yeah sassy uh sassy my condolences as well oh I'm
sorry sassy I'm seeing your comment now yeah like shout out to the nurses that they really they they care of our loved ones and and once once a loved one passes away it's like it's it's really difficult for us right but for them it's like that they're out of their their pain it's like they're out of the physical body I like to believe in that
the like the like this afterlife and the eternal soul and that they'll go on and I think that they are more concerned about us than um they're more concerned about us than even we are for them because they're worried because they're like we're I'm fine I'm fine now I'm happy I'm like free I'm I'm like they want to go on maybe reincarnate or like go hang out at heaven for a while but
they'll stick around on sometimes on Earth near us because they're worried about us because we're so sad and they want us to know that they're okay that's a big thing with think the like the those that passed away is like the message I constantly get from Spirit is like they're fine it's like they're ready to go they're like they're like I'm I'm I'm actually they're like
they're like I'm free now you know so right yeah yeah and I know we have these uh you have these really you know tragic things happen but you know we we'll all go through that that process and you know you know and we're going to be blessed if we have you know our family
that's with us by our side and and and nurses that care about us and you know a good team around us um making things as comfortable as possible right yeah
yeah your grandma's your spirit guide but it traumatized you yeah H inant Karma yep it's an honor for me to meet all of you as well and I love how you guys are so supportive so um so kind to each other um you know I think you guys are are very highly empathic you
know I think the right people will find like are finding my channel you know and especially that's why I like to just be myself it's because I can be myself and then people will like me for me and that kind of thing and then I'll be attracting like my kind of the right soul sh I'm not trying to attract everybody here I'm trying you know um I'm trying to find the people
that are looking for me right yeah and sometimes our yeah sometimes our Spirit guides you know it's like they'll be pass on loved ones and they'll be sending you little messages and Whispering Your Ear sometimes and and sometimes it's a little spooky right but it's like you know you just say say hi Grandma you can just you know they're they're not trying to they're not trying to scare us really
there's you know most most Spirits are not trying to scar sometimes they're trying to get our attention and tell us hey look look up like wake up wake up look up here like you know CU sometimes there's also negative things in the astral world and they're protecting you they're protecting you sometimes they're trying to or even negative things in this world sometimes they give warnings and things like that they'll give you
dreams they'll be they'll just try to try to shake you out of um shake shake you out of normaly and so you're like you're a little bit more heightened senses and look around and stuff wow I have rainbows all of I
have yeah last night was kind of spooky um there was like um this like weird noise there weird noises and it was and it was like coming from outside but then it was like causing feedback on my on my uh on the phone and people were hearing the feedback and they heard the weird noises and then I like um I put the light out
the phone outside and there was like there's a big halo like green rainbow around like like usually the lights there's this it was like a green rainbow and everyone can see it when i i u when I when I showed it to the chat and they could see energy in the air and stuff like that yeah so it was a I felt the energy last
night you know it was very high energy like it was like I was just I was just flowing last night I was just blowing my grandmother is my guide as well mother and father too yeah and and also um your pass on loved ones they can they can help you in other ways in the spirit world that maybe they couldn't they couldn't help you here because they can always have an
eye on you they can have they can it's like the movie Ghost um he passes away and then it's like you know he is able to see what's happening with all the people that that killed him and stuff like that and he's able to find a psychic that is able to you know remember remember whop Goldberg and then she's able to like go to the bank and
transfer the money before they could and stuff like that so it's pretty cool then so our Lov one maybe that's maybe that's a little bit um you know more of extreme case but it's like they can help us in very subtle ways and un less sub ways your son Spirit next morning as this little blue French bird and sat on your patio Che for hours looking in your
French door wow guys that just G me chills because uh after loved ones pass away like but when my grandmother grandfather and my father all passed away there was animal Omens um like there was um so my grand my grandmother when she passed away I
saw hummingbirds everywhere and my grandfather I saw butterflies and then like the next day right like the day and like we're just appearing like right by the window or you know right outside of the walk out um and then also when my father passed away that day the driving like a baby coyote appeared coyotes
sometimes I have I have a LoveHate relation with with coyotes because one of them ate my cats and they're running around my area wild but this baby coyote was there and a coyote is a trickster spirit and it's called The Divine trickster and and animal totems but that that's he my dad was a Gemini and the Gemini is also the Divine trickster and
so and so he has he has some coyote qualities he has these but um the one of the one of the qualities that that they will lighten them lighten the mood through humor and things like that and um help everyone take things less seriously right red birds Cardinals for you you saw yeah so Guys these the animal Omens will appear it's like some
of this energy some just coming to say hello and it's like you know there's Spirits everywhere right and also just in general pay attention to animal Omens if I walk down the street I'll see squirrels right run right out in front of me and butterflies flying right in front of me yeah Geminis they're like the they're the they're the twins right and they have the the good
twin the evil twin right cats and animals always run up to me Strays and non Strays especially cats right yeah the other day like a black cat came like out meowing at me and stuff just when I was walking uh when I'm walking to the store just comes out so friendly you know sometimes cats are like Lenor she's friendly to me but she's not in sight really for anybody else like she she
likes to hide and stuff from from people but she's very friendly to me but so this black cat was very friendly the other day yeah yeah watched the birds you know it's like in the nature and you know it's all we're all connected you know and so all these uh if we pay
attention we'll see these signs symbols sychronicities so just you know watch your surrounding especially I know you guys are good are good with animals and things like that and our animal s and I'm sure animals just gravitate towards you and I always stand like dogs really um dogs and dogs and cats gravitated towards me you know and other animals
too yes you're Gemini Gemini power yeah it's a really nice it's a really nice Vibe today it's like you know and sometimes after you know sometimes things will get a little shaky Rocky and like like Mo motion will be heightened like it was last night for me I was I was getting a little overwhelmed
with all the there's all this negativity throwing off thing I could just tell I just you know you just got a feeling seeing some some of the comments that were being made most of them were from the same person right and I was also have people watching out for me that are telling me backstage they they know the person it's a little bit better than I do like they know exactly who it is
right so is an opening the pass on a blood moon well you can look that up Jim Carroll oh yeah yes Tracy God works in mysterious ways yep so passing on a blood moon let's
see what well I'm not sure there go
okay it says I it's coming up it's it comes up to games and stuff let me see yeah I guess there's a zombie game called blood moon or something like that so oh it's a spiritual meaning of blood moon um the appearance of blood moon has
a spiritual significance the ancient Incans and Mesopotamians belied the blood moon was an omen pretending death and the overthrow of the king some Native American tribes believe that the blood moon meant that the moon needed special care Islamic cultures view the phenomenon as a time for special
prayers the blood moon took on spiritual meaning more widely in 2013 as the Blood Moon Prophecy was picked up by media channels and shared widely Christian preachers interpreted a series of prophecies in the Bible that spoke of the end of days following a specific sequence of lunar and solar eclipses as the term blood moon became widely known it prompted intense interest and widespread examinations of the
phenomenon says 2013 was the year I became aware of the blood moon in a profound and memorable way in the fall of that year I lost my father suddenly and tragically nearly three weeks after his death I had gathered with the circle of my hola sisters to hike through the Halala center Crater which is known as the quietest place on Earth the moon was full and the Stillness in that sacred place called my soul we finished our 11
mile hike and sat under the light of the full moon in our ofuru a Japanese style hot tub heated by a firebox as we sat in the steaming Waters I shared where I was in the moment with my complicated grief it was then the blood moon began showing itself we watched in awe as the bright light of the Moon that had guided us through the lunar likee surface of our
holala hike was dimmed by a reddish glow I had heard this was going be a Blood Moon but did not fully comprehend what it meant until I sat there surrounded by dear friends I F I let myself feel the darker aspects of my experience the shame the anger the guilt and the engulfing grief okay and it says when we honor
both the Brilliance um and the Shadows that make up this um reality of our human existence we often open ourselves to a deeper and more profound place of relating to life and the sentient beings that surround us the idea is seen in the ancient Chinese symbol of Duality known as yin-yang by honoring both the light and the dark the masculine and The
Feminine and the modes of action and rest we allow the truth of the world blood moons and their spiritual meaning are a reminder that there is immense power and intelligence that can be found in the shadows if we only have the courage to explore with discernment and free from judgment it's beautiful yes
here's Lenor nor say hi good morning my little black
cat she kisses you like to kiss Lenor your mouth this Lenor Lenor is like unusual name oh no that's it's that's just the tobacco
Lenor is like unusual name but it's means a couple things it means um it means L Noir which it means the black in French hey come on baby and it means Lenor from Edgar Alan Poe
you have a a Tori oh oh a Toral like a torto shell cat right she loves attention huh yeah she loves attention and uh and then Trix is over there SP he always is peeking around the corner at me he's like sitting right around the corner like when I was in the shower the other day I saw this little Shadow outside the
through the through the uh through the through the uh shower door right and I knew I just knew it was him peep peeping in the shower she loves attention you you like to kiss yeah you love to kiss yeah she does she a kiss
her she's a good cat did you sh their own role in our little pack right there there's Freya Freya Tre she likes to be outside she's a bit she's like a raccoon cat so she like has this raccoon personality where she like likes to be outside likes to climb the trees
she doesn't like to be kept inside but she come she'll come inside eat the food and hang out for a little bit and she has this big fluffy tail and then like Trix is like the little he he he's like a little purr he he likes to if I ever call another cat's name if I start calling Leno's name he'll come right over and get in between us and
stuff like that um he's a little tough um marbles is like okay marbles is like that that you know I knew I knew this lady once and they had a family and her son was like really mean and he can beat up people and he can get in all this trouble and she would always be like oh no he's my little cuddle bunny like and she just like you know she was like she he was like a perfect little prince to
her but he was like this bully you know and it's like so that's that's what he's like you know because like he's like a little little cuddlebug to me but then he's like biting the other cats and swatting at people and stuff and then um then Lola is also Lola is the mama cat she was she was a really good mom cat cuz all her five kittens she like she
nursed and but as soon as as soon as they got big enough she had nothing she was like swatting them away she growls at them but she like she cared for them up until just as she's like the mom that's like okay go go go you know I did my job and now you go be independent and stuff like that I had another cat named Remy and she's Marble's mom
and she would breastfeed them until they were fully full grown cats like and there would be like only like two or three could fit at a time but she and she was just looking back and the vet was like oh don't let don't let them do that because they're taking all her milk and stuff like that it's like because they're so big but she but she yeah so there's different kinds of mothers and stuff too
right yes and if we all help each other you know if we all support each other you know think about how how much love that Spurs in the world like and how how what a ripple effect that's to everybody right and so yeah it's I like that's and that's also why I try to keep the chat like you know I get Disturbed when there's like the mean trolling is because it's like there are such
compassionate people here there's people that have gotten their feelings hurt and stuff um like like a lot of people and some people they don't come back because it's like they get they get offended and stuff I try to like remember it's like um I'm trying to help everybody and I want even I think I can even help trolls and stuff like that I think there's a good side to trolls right ever since I
moved for some reason my cat pees in the bath to when you leave what do you think it is well is there sometimes it's because there's a drain there and it's it's like a clean place is there like a do they have a litter box litter box or are they outdoor cats do they pee in the bathtub I've had cats do that I've had a cat poop in the bathtub and stuff like that it's just like a it looks kind of like a big litter box but it doesn't
have any litter in but I also trained one of my cats name Oliver I got that cat toilet training where it's like you like basically has like a plastic thing you put over your toilet and you put litter on it and then you like it has holes it has like a hole in it and you can like pop out the holes make it bigger and bigger As It Go as the weeks
go on and if you put like some of the litter on it and you can uh yeah yeah yeah you're having some good conversations in here yeah but yeah so I walked in it was just like that movie um son-in-law not son-in-law meet the
fuers I don't know I don't know the son-in-law was that called and that was a poly Shore movie Meet the family or meet yeah and uh there's a cat that used a toilet in that movie that kind of popularized this toilet training because you can train the cats to use the toilet right and so I walked in the toilet bathroom one day and he on the toilet doing his business I never taught him
how to flush though but uh but yeah he was he was a sweet cat I think that was the only one that really like took to the toilet training had so many cats that it was like kind of hard to like he train them all at once and some some were not into it but he uh he figured it
out um Tracy uh yeah Tracy's got a good vibe yeah yeah trolls you know especially the the bigger my channel gets and you know I know my algorithm was going really well last night because there's just a lot of people coming through um like a lot of new people and things like that and um but yeah un fortunately we had like some some
negativity but it's like it seemed like after I did some of the Banning and the hiding and the unmod and stuff it seemed like things calm down right to get a pet sand puppy what's that that that sounds like a some kind of
some kind of a apocalyptic kind of animal right and that's also guys with Karma right which is basically cause and effect but um basically where you put into the world you you'll get back and it's also what you do to others will probably be done to you right and so you want to treat others well because if you
if you like make somebody feel bad and stuff like that you'll probably just so you learn the L lesson you'll be made to feel the same way and you'll understand how it feels and that's part of learning the lesson right yeah yeah dog dogs can use the toilet too I yeah I think dogs might be a little bit more difficult to potty train with the toilet because it's like you
got to jump up there and that'd be really funny to teach the potty train a dog right yeah and Karma will never fail because it's like it's cause and effect it's like the um every it's like law of physics every action has equal opposite reaction right so let's
have some more of this this is just kombucha it's hard kombucha but it's a real it's called real a real juicy tropical punch very good s puppy is a male rat they make good pets okay yeah if you ever guys if you guys
ever want to see a weird animal look up the star noosed mole I'll show you a picture of it cuz I saw a video on them once and it was just like very unusual they're these kind of moles but they have the special star noos mole oh yeah okay here um you guys want to see a
creepy animal see you're not backstage I don't see you backstage ah okay yeah it might might be a little graph they're a little bit scary looking I'll find a good picture of one
okay okay it looks like this oh yeah so this is what it looks like from the front it's mind you it's a mole okay so it's got this this is that's what it looks like from the front here's another picture look at this thing is that
scary what if we saw that in the wild look at that oh that that freak you out this is like a kind of strange monster well this one this one's kind of cute see there's little this like a little star star nose that's kind of cute they're blind and so they use that
that nose as beers but yeah just so creepy that's that's their nose yeah I'm glad oh here's another scary one that kind of looks like a a rooster a little bit looks like it had his head bitten off but no that's his
nose you have a mole ripping up your backyard yeah aren't they delightful here's a cute one the link won't let you on oh hold on let me get another link hold on think was trying to maybe that had
the wrong link up or something I'm sorry it was things are things are weird on streamyard today when I came up the like the it said the the the poster for like it said Thank you was already up and then it's like and I couldn't find where it was to take it down I finally found it and uh and exact yeah it was like and then
now the link is not working so tell me if it works now you would went that as a pet no well I think they yeah they're very blind seen really there's a really cool video if you look it up on YouTube you can see them in action and stuff like that yeah so moles are not the most attractive attractive
creatures you want this one's kind of cute like is it waving like hi
it's interesting
animals oh here's what it looks like up close
look yeah see if there's anything any interesting trivia about them because they seem like interesting animals called star noos mole are they dangerous no they're not considered dangerous as a humans they are timid creatures that avoid contact with humans they can carry fleas but they're not a they don't bite or pose any
physical threat in fact they're beneficial creatures that help control insect populations and arate the soil right so maybe they have they have a good purpose right and they're not aggressive even towards other animals including members of their own species they're solitary creatures right even if like you know that's like that's a good lesson too is like even if
someone seems scary strange or unusual and and you know people avoid them they can have a good heart and they can you know do good things and things like that serve good good purpose in the world and and so it's like you know that we don't want to judge also by appearance but yeah they do have a really horrifying appearance I mean that's that's they're that's that's horrifying but that nose serves a
purpose in their because they're I think they're kind of pretty blind and so the no the no serves a purpose in them navigating the world and stuff stuff like that so it's a really useful tool for I'm sure they love their nose they think their nose is attractive I feel bad for them but at least to see to find their food yeah yeah to find their
food um where do they live they live in North Dakota and Manitoba and south of Virginia and Ohio it's native of eastern North America its range goes from all over the atlan ocean westwards towards north Daka okay what eats
them or what do they eat they eat insects larvae Crustaceans mollus and small fish the most common predators of them include skunks Hawks owls foxes and even large fish species such as Pike these moles are excellent swimmers and forage for food at the bottom of freshwater bodies of water so they're great swim swimmers too that's pretty cool did you know moles could swim and
eat fish in the in the water that's pretty
crazy yeah that's the part you don't like yeah most it's kind of like reminds me of the Elephant Man a little bit because the Elephant Man was like you know he was just like shunned and everyone was scared of him because he had a kind of hideous appearance and he had to cover his face and stuff but and also like Frankenstein Frankenstein was this monster but he
really just wanted to be loved and you know he he didn't mean to be so he you know he he didn't he didn't understand the concept of Good and Evil and so he didn't really mean to be evil but he eventually he had he had a heart and stuff and he he felt bad and stuff about what he did and stuff yeah so that's a that's a good story Frankenstein Frankenstein is
actually not the monster it's like Frankenstein is the uh they're in Florida too make they make dams do I know if any of the moles reside in Houston Texas um I can look it
up stos uh yeah they are found in MO moist habitats across eastern North America including areas near Texas they're relatively common but they are not often seen near people they're they're in the woods bog marshes Fields adjacent to water or higher
elevations they're more social than other moles they live in small family groups um their role in the ecosystem provide oxygen to the roots of plants that might otherwise be trapped in compacted soil their Burrows are valuable asset for plants that live under wet oxygen limiting
conditions oh and their star-shaped nose has 22 Binger like a appendages a hairy tail that can swell to store fat in Winter paddle like feet with long claws dark brown in color yeah you just play wack we play wack-a-mole right yeah yeah um look up um look up star noosed mole and I I
can't remember the channel but it's like this guy does a really funny he's like a comedian kind of and he does all these animals you should go you can find his channel look up star no mole and I'm sure his channel will come up because he does all these other animals and and he is kind of like a really funny commentator yeah I remember those it was it's a few years old like probably like he probably six seven years old even
longer animals of all kinds still rank highly on my list they still live love better than a lot of humans right right and that's like you know um animals can be can be loving as long as you know they well they do find buil find threats and so they can't be shy against things and humans are the largest predators of all these animals
right but you can raise most wild animals and they'll they'll be kind you can see like um videos of humans inner species relationships like where species will get along with each other and also humans being able to raise dangerous animals and have possums in their house
I think someone on my Discord has a pet psum she shared a bunch of photos and I think she has a pet pawsum yeah well there's a channel on YouTube where they have um they they rais all these animals as babies from around each other and so they have the cat and then the chicken comes and jumps in the bed with the cat and then like the duck will come in and jump in bed and they have all these like little fun
little commentary and like little funny music on it and then the duck will come in and then the the sometimes they'll be um the chicken will be like with all the kittens and stuff like I mean it's just it's just crazy and uh and then sometimes they have the the cat will go outside exploring and all the duck they all these ducklings running after the cat like it's the mother and the cat
will stop and all the ducklings will stop and the cat will lead the they they lead the ducklings to this water and all the duckings will hop in the water and the cat will just kind of lick on the on the um lick on the lake and stuff there's some guy got a wild coyote a dog cat raccoon and pets well in U I used to live in San Pedro and there was a guy
that had all these exotic animals in his house and so they like animal control had to come in I forgot all the animal he had but one of them was this alligator and I don't know if they they did this or or he this guy had to get rid of it and he put this but he put it in the in the water in the lake and so there would be these alligator sightings all the time I think it was called Reggie the
alligator right and uh I actually I had possums move in under my couch for a while the baby PA I used to leave the door open for the cats I didn't have a cat door at the time and possums would come in and the baby possums would come in the adult possum came in a couple times too the babies would come in and then they would eat the cat food and then they go hide under the couch and then then at night you just see them come out and eat the
cat food and be like oh my God eventually I thankfully had to get a new couch and we lifted up the couch and chased out the pums oh my God I think there were a couple under there when they and they lifted up the couch and there's a little bit of poop under there too and not pleasant but you know kind of interesting
going to be on for probably another 15 minutes right now I like nice probably nice short stream this morning maybe I'll be on a little longer tonight I don't know how I think I'll just be on a little later tonight it's Monday what's happening on Monday you know there any I don't really watch TV I don't yeah basically I like to stream
and stuff like that and watch other YouTube shows so usually I'll see who's live sometimes I'll go on other panels um they'll take a nap but uh I had a I had a really fun stream last night after all the after all the trolls left and they all left at
once there was no not one problem in the chat after that it was just calm well tiger butterfly kind of freaked everybody out a little bit if you were there you know she was she was funny um but she was like we were doing Bible verses where she would like tell a Bible verse and she'd be like tell a Bible verse and then we' be like
okay hold on we' be like going to get the look up the Bible verse and she' be like now now said we're like like calm down like we're trying we're trying to do it we're going going to spous and she was she was fighting with some of the people but she she it was funny I think by the end of the show she was laughing
hysterically after all she cried a few times the chat was like what is going on and she kept getting knocked off the panel just by because she kept going to the back chat and stuff and kept closing herself off the panel so she must have come on off the panel at least like 25 times that's pretty
funny y it was funny she she's sweet she did some readings too last night I I did a bunch of readings and talked about astrology I told a bunch of the fables and we just had a laugh otherwise we were just talking joking around um joking with the chat having a know we
have more of an adult panel um but like a think I think our new rule is 21 and over for the panel because we have a little bit of a wild show sometimes especially on the weekends but now it's the week J Le is saying something is wrong I guess this that's not going to work today because yeah I would I guess
I would have had people on the panel but it's not working I mean it's all I have is the link invite guest it it says it's saying something is wrong I've had that happen before I've had that happen before on other chats and I said they give the streamyard link and it kept saying
something is wrong and it's like I don't know if I was ever able to fix it I don't know if it's like something in the settings or something but no one's coming on the panel today and like Sig said he was Sig said he was backstage ah if I want to get monetized I can't have these wild ladies on my panel well you know I love I love a good wild woman it's like you know it keeps it it keeps it uh entertaining and and
fun and stuff please make sure you're connected to the internet I think it's on their end I think there's something wrong with it today the stream was a little bit screwed up otherwise it just was seemed unusual when I came on like it was a little bit different I don't know I don't know if I can change the browser but I when I come back on tonight yeah I'm about to wrap up probably because we
had a great two hour um about two hour stream and uh I'll I'll be checking out other streams and if you guys want to promote your streaming and stuff like that make sure you put your channel in while we while we wrap up the last few minutes and I'll be back tonight I thought oh yeah Tracy um tiger
butterfly well you know tiger butterfly has like tried before well she gets she's she's an empath and sometimes she gets this energy and stuff and she she like one time she was like reading for me but and then every time I would just leave the room but when I came back in the room she would start crying again and I just felt so bad I just kept leaving the
room yeah you fell asleep listening yeah I think also like someone said stop crying before it just kind of yelled at her and then she started like laughing and so it's like you know maybe tiger butterfly is just trolling a little with the crying and stuff like that but you know I I I
believe she's she's genuinely feeling feeling something I we we were trying to make her feel better last night you know and so we were like doing the Bible verses I mean she's a little bit um blunt right where she'll be like okay inant Karma I'll see you soon I'm just wrapping up oh yeah I've been another 10 minutes I thought it was 159
but oh yeah she was um she was in a little bit of distress and like she had some bad dreams and she was wanting to connect and stuff like that but she's like a little bit blunt where she like we're all just laughing and talking she we interrupt she like no stop laughing it was kind of funny too yeah have a great day Instant
Karma but we all have these kind of Quirk quirky people sometimes and talk your butter if you're listening that's that's no offense it's like you know we love you I know you sometimes take a little things a little bit to heart and stuff like that it's all you're so I know well I try to you know because I feel bad and I you know
that's like I try to calm her down and but then you know sometimes people don't like to be called said to calm down and so and sometimes if she went went a little bit too long I'd like oh calm down like or she like overreacted about something like oh come on come on and she's like don't tell me to calm down and she was doing this like she
would like be like just showing her hand and like then doing sign language and like we're like we don't understand what what is she trying to say like she was like but in the end she was just very sweet and wanting to connect and it's like we and we were happy to um to all help try to to it was like that that game show make me laugh or something like that or know you're trying to make someone laugh and and sometimes when
sometimes the jokes don't land and they start crying it's like you're like uh oh but she's a she's a good friend of the show a good a good uh sweetheart of woman and she also like recommended some really good Bible verses and a really good poem I think I'm going to read that poem again soon that that poem was just
really really uh touching yeah I we'll be back I'll be back tonight I'm probably gonna sorry it's 1:30 I'm probably gonna um probably gon to um heat up my pizza Bagels I'll have like a nice pizza bagel lunch maybe I know I was going to stay off grinder
right but kind of like feeling like maybe I'll give it one more chance actually I got I canceled it yesterday and then I got charged today for it and so maybe I'll just like take advantage of the another week of it maybe I'll find somebody in a week you know I do
have this person that I met last year that I reconnected with I kind of ghosted him last year um and he he texted me a few times and I ignored him and he got kind of mad um but he was a nice guy I was just like not in the mood for like hooking up but he lives really close not not gonna
have to Uber him Uber him you know 25 miles away he was really close and he like wrote me this morning he's like oh what are you doing today I didn't write back not quite in the mood today today this is the kind of thing oh tiger butterfly okay she T she tiger butterfly just wrote me
I don't know she wants me to share she said she just woke up crying she had she had a bad dream I'm GNA I'm gonna be sure to write her back she has my email now can I can have a conversation with her I hope she's doing okay hope everyone's having a great day we're just having the last Landing the
plane last few minutes if anyone wants to say anything or um I'm sorry the panel didn't work this I know it's it's kind of disappointing that was my first time though in like the since I started streaming the panel wasn't working but I had that happen last year on different shows and I thought they were trolling me because I'd be like can I have a link and they kept sending a link and it's like says
something went wrong I'm like something's going wrong and they never had a they're never able to really resolve it um those days I thought it was something with my settings or they kept sending me the instructions and stuff like that yeah tiger butterfly like you know what's um it's like you know tiger butterfly is like the monarch
butterfly and um she has a Monarch Tattoo and then I I noticed on my cat
RV little monarch butterfly there's also monarch butterflies and around this area and also this uh oh everyone was showing their tattoos last night too I got to show all my tattoos and like everyone was like showing um we I think we had summer on the panel and she has like really cool leg tattoos and she has pinup tattoos and I have a pinup tattoo I'll show you guys again
some it's kind of hard to get the angle on took forever last night to I was like they're like bend over B bend down Bend back lift your leg your arm they wanted to see so finally I was able to show it yeah so sure tiger butterfly will be back and we got other interesting panelists hopefully tonight there will be a little less technical difficulty
hopefully tonight it it'll be a little little calmer on the trolling and uh and we look forward to it oh doodo hey traveling Gypsy how are you we're just we just having a nice uh nice fun little afternoon panel we had a
traveling Gypsy haded nine hours last night and it was like it was fantastic we did we did have like crazy trolling going on for a little bit but after that it was just smooth sailing I had uh all my mods all my mods had my back and uh I had to mute some people and stuff like that but oh tiger butterfly what's up how are you
doing okay yeah I'm gonna end the show soon but I want to chat to tiger butterfly and uh and everybody else for a few more minutes yeah my my my streamyard panel didn't didn't work today unfortunately there's something going on on their end yeah hugs U J it was so awesome on the show last night
just very really has my back yeah yeah I'm yeah hey gips yeah you woke up crying did was do you remember your dream well yeah um sometimes I when I wake up crying during my dreams right I
have some I have some crazy dreams we just have some great people in this chat I really um encourage you guys especially um well mods and or if you want everyone can post their link but um mods can click the uh the person's name and go go to channel it won't take you off the show usually and then you can
just subscribe because traveling gyps is a streamer and that's that's tarot and inspirational I think tiger butterfly really was wanting to start a channel that I think checking out um I think tiger butterfly your your show would be probably um more like um tarot focus and stuff like that like um you know I I have a kind of like the Howard Stern
meets Jerry Springer meets tarot meets cats I think tiger butterfly would want I think uh you know I think you would really like traveling Gypsy I think she would be a big inspiration for you and also she's a great person to talk to and offer support and I think I think you guys would like would like each other a lot you know tiger butterfly is just
awesome person highly empathic um yeah so yeah I want everyone to check out each other's channels yeah you guys will yeah I just know I know like so many of you are going to become great friends and like you know that's what's wonderful about YouTube is that you can
make friends across the other side of the world and go say hi to them you on in the middle of the night and they'll be they'll it'll be noon for them and have a chat over over video and stuff you email me back okay yeah I think I saw I think I saw that so I will I'll uh I'll be writing you back and uh you know if you want to talking talking private
and stuff you can feel free to vent I'll do my best to to offer you any support I can yeah we just have awesome people here we had a fun uh we had a fun Little Couple hour stream thank you guys I'll give you a couple couple more minutes if you guys
want to check out each other's links and stuff like that because I know um yeah I want to get tiger butterfly too I I want to get her to 50 subscribers so she can she can do start streaming and stuff like that and yeah there you go tiger
look are you and take check out um tresa's show too my traveling Gypsy you yeah I think you'll uh you guys will vibe really well here's Lor we'll just do some final cats oh here kiss Len's a
sweetheart yeah and go ahead and check out um check out K's channel oh yeah I know but that that was that was interesting too when you were like you were channeling certain verses and then you'd have Alexander and I look up the verse and read it and some of those were really touching verses I like
reading the Psalms I liked I liked a lot of that but you know it's like you know you were receiving messages and you're you're um you're you're sharing the message the message and we were doing our best to to find the find the verse and read it but yeah Al Alexander knew some of those by heart Alexander was really funny I know traveling Gypsy he was kind
of I know he was kind of kind of a little bit runchy but you know he's funny he's a really he's a good-hearted person and uh really appreciate him for sticking by me a long like a long long time last night I know you guys your time is valuable and
I appreciate you uh coming and saying hi to me and uh and meeting each other I hope you guys have a wonderful day I'll be back on tonight I'm just going to have some lunch and relax a little bit and maybe take a walk to the
store and uh and I hope you have a wonderful day yep thank you guys for checking out each other's channels too and make sure you you see someone on live and stuff yeah yeah traveling Gypsy always she she has she has like a little paddle she can just like use on me if I I've been misbehaved and it keeps me kind of in
line right yeah and so I want to say thank you guys for coming today it was a great chat great show I love you and I'll be back tonight hopefully the panels will be working and back to normal so we can have a fun panel tonight I love you
guys have a wonderful day I love you Teresa love you guys
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