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The episode starts with Psyche introducing the show and discussing his weekend, which he describes as wild ▶ 4:02. He talks about a bad dating experience on Grinder, where the person he met wanted to 'trap' at his house ▶ 6:49. Psyche becomes increasingly distressed as the episode progresses, mentioning that he's taken a substance that affects his eyes ▶ 10:21 and discussing the concept of karma and fairness ▶ 13:30. He also performs a tarot reading for a viewer, Lena, discussing themes of unfairness and justice ▶ 13:18. The episode is marked by Psyche's erratic behavior and alarming statements, causing concern among his mods and friends.
The episode appears to explore themes of emotional distress, substance use, and the search for meaning and connection. Psyche's behavior and statements suggest that he is struggling with his mental and emotional well-being, and the episode takes on a chaotic and unpredictable tone. The discussion of karma and fairness also suggests that Psyche is grappling with feelings of injustice and trying to make sense of his experiences.
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welcome to the night the cards laid out the show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the balance every card and open door feel the romance in every arcan L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to
soar dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rythm yay y yeah
W Crystal Vision in her gaze time can steal this moment life son dance we Chase with love W and P
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yay
yeah good evening how are you Barry said no more parties um every night's a party here every night is a party here it's always a party yeah that was funny with The Groovy Jimmy
yeah just I don't know something being around me people just their shirts seem to come off oh so it's a little bit early and uh I'll see how much I drink I have a couple of these kombuchas left but I think I'll be fine tonight my lighter's out I have to go to the stove
probably occasionally buy my cigar how are you guys what's up you man what's up guys yeah so I got I sh a few messages on my um on my uh videos oh I got kicked out of the the chat like okay so if you got hidden that might have been me and stuff but it was going so crazy last
night and I was a little bit I was trying to get out this one certain person that kept coming on alts and so maybe I confused you and something like that and so I I checked the one person and they their name wasn't on the block list and then I check the other person their name wasn't the same as in their chat so he sends me their name I I'll unblock them I I'm willing to give
people another chance with that right a tree frog up howdy everybody yeah but it'll probably be like a little bit earlier tonight you know I just had such a wild weekend right what's up Alli how are you it's a wild weekend but who knows it might get pretty wild tonight
too I did have a lot of sleep today I um I got some good sleep look I think I mags are out from under my eyes I'm like fresh clean how's everyone doing what's up Jay dog how are you Miss Lenor Kitty
nor but it was a fun weekend but you know U maybe like a little too wild and the energy is out of control but might be another wild night who knows thank you Katrina how's everyone doing get everyone a chance to come in here and need light my cigar and I'll be right back
okay yeah but it was it was it was a wild weekend but it was like not so wild where it's like I just can't can't have a nice recovery and you know I like to have a fun party night once in a while I had a little I didn't have too much fun I
mean I had a lot of fun I didn't have too much fun especially that horrible grinder date where that was a disaster no more grinder cancel grinder deleted it off my my phone not I think I'll follow be's advice who said meet people
IRL maybe it'll be I maybe I'll meet the guy streaming I'll be streaming on the pier and I'll meet somebody on the pier you know and then I'll be like he'll be like he you streaming that's cool but you just never know what you're going to get on grinder there's just a bunch of probably scammers and not really I wasn't like I wasn't really
attracted to many people there either but it's meant to be for me it's meant to be right no Barry it was it was it was a sad night it was just a sad night um I did not I did not not it was because this person was all about well they basically wanted to turn like trap at my house and stuff like that they just wanted to trap and
they wanted me to invite people and stuff and I was like I don't even know people around this area like not he's like well I got to do business I got to make my money I got to make my money blah blah blah blah blah like okay well like you know chill here you know and it's like um and then he just called some other some some somebody else on his phone book that he probably planning
on meeting the whole time and he said I wasn't cor corrup pretty yeah bar he was he was he see he was a black guy East LA and uh you know he was just all he was I don't I even know if he was gay really I I don't even know but I think he figured I was too
smart for his he because he was on the phone some other guy saying oh he was he was uh he was not Cooper he said this guy's not cooperating to me just because I was like I was like I'm not bringing people over here to to I don't know so whatever you know things
sometimes not King what you want is a blessing right and no I don't Charlie um yeah Barry and bar I've already I've already I had the best trap house in Glendale California for like a few years it was I already had my trapping days yeah man you're right man you're
right it was like and then yeah anyway the person he he lived so far away too and yeah rejection is God's protection right Jamie yeah I know Charlie but clumsy I'm not I'm not interested in clumsy he's not really my type he's a little bit the
anybody that shaves with their eyebrows and Tattoos broom broom gang on their face I'm not sure I'm that attractive but I think he's married too so yeah I think he did say something about he's bipolar bicurious but I don't know if that was a joke but he did come in here the other day and say unmod
me no offense blah BL and then it was no no Barry that's the worst part that's the worst part it was just it was just it was just a disaster I'll just say it was a disaster but he did uh he did leave something he
didn't forget I think he forgot something then you know so I I I you know sey he always wins right he forgot something here so Psy he always wins yeah I love that saying too H isn't that great saying tree frog or it's like yeah sometimes not getting what you want is a blessing
right also be careful what you wish for or the devil never comes up dress like a like a scary demon he's always looks like the something that you you want but it's like the de it's like so it's like even though you know capricor I'm Capricorn what do you leave
no it's not KY it's not but I don't know if I should say what what it is you have toer yeah Jay dog tells you and like the first night I did it I was like what is he leave me a poison or something like that and it was just like I was kind of like what's what's happening last night I you just take a tiny little capful of it you know and
it's like you know not it's not poppers it's not poppers poppers are poppers are easy to get I used to do poppers in Amsterdam and it's like they just give you a horrible headache after like you did a few times so not really into poppers yeah I might those eyes might come back tonight because it's like you know I don't know what I don't know what
it is I don't know they bring out they make my eyes um no no I don't um but I'll you know I'll do I'll do I might do a little bit of that it's I did I did it last night it was fun I plug it in it was like it was cool it was so so but don't do drugs drugs are bad okay
yeah I don't and it's like I don't and I don't have any I don't even have contact I'm not on grinder is full of that and it's like I'm not I deleted it I'm not I don't care I don't want to like get into like this this sex SE and drugs field lifestyle I've already been there done that well not really that much sex but
where's my yeah um yeah I won't I won't I won't hang um yeah I had my fun right I I you know I I do I do like to drink yeah thanks Katrina
yeah yeah it was it was just a little bit like I I I had drank so much earlier that night that I think that it was like a the first time was like a bad experience but it's like did Buri you it now right yeah won't become the drugs well yeah it's like and I don't know I was like you know my eye I don't know if my eyes will do the same thing tonight but
it's like the eyes the eyes change right you just found my eyelids they're back huh they're back they were always there they're just they're just hidden away back in back in my skull
and fairy tales yeah I know the eat me drink me but it's like you just take a teen I just teeniest little sip your eyes could neuter a cat last night right Cyrus yeah Cyrus was interesting last night but it was like um it was just like I think the energy was intense anyway and it was just like did everyone feel that last night not even just with
me but it was like like someone said something about the astral plane hey Lena I'll pull you a couple cards Lena I don't know if the open Panel is working right now if anyone can tell me if they try to go backstage and stuff or go go on a go on open Panel if it works or not because it wasn't working
today okay I see okay so so Lena what do you can you know what he's thinking he's thinking something something was unfair I don't know he's thinking that there is not something fairness wasn't done I don't know if he did something unfair to you or he feels you did something unfair to him but he's thinking something wasn't fair and it's going to um need to be made right right and eventually you know Justice will be served even in karma so if he did
something wrong to you you know he'll get his karma I don't think I don't have a feeling you did something to him but he might feel like oh that's not fair you know life's not fair yeah hey what's up guys so um yeah but uh if that if he didn't if that wasn't left and I don't think he left purpose I
think he was that he was just like running off to his other other person that he knows around here hey what's up oh you're welcome I hope you like the reading Selena yeah Selena you're awesome thank you so much yeah you can make sure to drop your channel again uh
I want everyone to check out Selena yeah but you know I don't I like I basically like to drink I don't even smoke weed may maybe maybe I'll smoke weed again soon maybe I'll order some weed but I think like you know that's probably enough but you know yeah it was a three three port oh it was a three three
portal yesterday and I I felt it I felt it and we even I looked outside and there was like I showed the chat I was like there was strange noises coming from outside you anyone hear that he can he he can keer stuff and like that's pretty cool I once had a guy and he was was like he he's like I'm going to go to jail but I want I want you to keer like all this stuff I was
like it never happened he always to chick and never turn himself he I think the offer was open yeah I don't know I hear that g keer a lot of a lot of stuff up there it's pretty I think that's a gateway to uh do I do anything besides cats collected anything besides cats so I collect anything um I have tarot card decks I
have a lot of those I just I know I just use like a few but I have a lot and I have I collect some cool art I collect U yeah um collections I you know I have a lot of cool occult stuff um you know I collect a lot of stuff but uh I kind of simplify my life a little bit oh
I used to collect this thing called Living Dead Dolls they're these really cool spooky dolls that you know and they just they they're like these all horse seed all had like weird horror themes to them they like a Lizzy bordon you have the Game of Thrones deck yeah and guys they have so many um so many decks out there that I would suggest getting a rer weight and
the traditional deck if you're just learning and stuff and learn like traditional deck but then once you do that you can get there's so many decks of any they have Golden Girls deck they have cat's decks they I mean they have a million decks they they have all kind they have dark decks they have you know Gothic decks and they have Angel decks and they have Christian they have a
million they have a million decks the headless horsemen deck yeah because that's the thing like every every book you can Al a Wonderland deex right every book you can find these archetypes in the book somewhere well Lena um let's see I'll pull another card for Lena she seems to
be concerned about Victor he's thinking of coming to you with a gift I think he's thinking about he's G to bring you something okay hope you like that yeah but it might be a be earlier night I might have a little little less energy but who knows I might I don't know uh who knows what will happen
that's the fun part about my show that anything can happen but yeah I'm kind of like I'm kind of soured a little bit from that uh from that experience so no more grinding and yeah no no mixing that kind of stuff right it was the hierophant and you were the hierophant in the deck of tarot
cards okay yeah you're that higher that uh the higher priesthood power right Katrina they came in a coffin box right lava they came in little coffin boxes and I had a bunch of them and then when I moved they all went into storage and then when I got got some of them back some of them disappeared and uh then um then I sold I sold them I even had a really cool porcelain one they had a
special por person one they had a special edition that was real expensive like a real like real collectors it was like a it was like a nun and and a pope they were in the special edition they were in red they were like wearing red the normal Edition they were wearing white but uh so I had that and that was really cool I never I never saw that again I don't think oh yeah Katrina
that's awesome so the the photographer was kind of a kind of a terot reader in a way right can always you know you know I say anybody can do the you know anyone can pick a card from the deck and stuff like that and if they don't know what it means for you you might know what it means for you and so there people are psychic they don't even
know it right so I recommend if you guys really um are interested in Tarot the wrer weight deck do do a card a day um learn all the meanings meditate on one card a day do daily reading go through the whole deck and then um and then you do readings for friends and
then you wanted another deck there's a deck more appealing or more your style go for whatever really appeals to you and you'll be able to um then you'll understand then you'll be able to read that one too so there but there's a lot of decks there's a lot there's a million decks out there there's always on Kickstarter there's always at least say 20 decks being launched and stuff like
that and K starters where I got some of my decks so I got a lot of my decks like the first U first release with like little gifts with them hey what's up L L's kissing over here kissing me yeah the cats are all happy Rudy's right sitting out there he's happier yeah it was just kind of like with the grinder thing it's kind of like dangerous to you know it could have been
worse right you know I could have I could have been you know I worse has happened to me on dates i' I've actually been robbed like a couple times just this you know it's like this is it's dangerous that's why I'm kind of like soured on it like I'm attracted to sometimes the more dangerous people I don't know um but uh
you know there's a lot of people that were writing me on grinder I got a like 90% of the people I wrote they look like very nice people it's just like not my type you know and just like may I wasn't this guy's type but I do feel like he was just basically like doing business he probably was like contacting everybody you can on it and then like fishing like fishing and stuff like that
and then you know kind of bait bait and switch I don't like the bait and switch right how's everyone doing okay so I hope everyone's happy what's is is is the link working tonight can anyone you can just you don't have to come on if you don't want but you check the link I just want to make sure or else I'll just make sure it'll just
be otherwise it'll be like a you know just a chat night and stuff like that but I do I did have the best night last night with um all these people coming in and Alexander summer tiger butterfly with a hoop um y be you know um Janet of course Empress Janet we love Empress Janet you quit
looking it will find you right that that's true sometimes and it's like you know but even I feel like I've quit looking for a long time I know I don't I wasn't I'm just like but like it would be you know I have a very Disney princess kind of attitude towards life sometimes but my phone is not plugged in you're the Disney Princess we've all grown up on these Disney movies okay is
it okay yeah for it's like yeah Someday My Prince Will Come I'm very I'm very hopeless romantic emphasis on the Hopeless Halloween deck yeah you were just one of the 10 yeah I'm a little bit of a hopeless romantic a little bit of a I don't like and it's like I really I'm not I'm really not about the hookups
and stuff like that like hooking up and so like I just don't like it you know and uh there I was contacted by some guy I did hook up with like a year and a half ago or something like that and you know he was he was more win to me today and you know I'm not there was like you know I think once was enough
but yeah oh yeah the tins well there's a really funny although it was not a funny skit Satur life skits are rarely funny and stuff like that they're not very funny but there was a skit where it was like this guy brings his girlfriend home to meet meet his parents and it was just like I think they're both like well all I know for sure is like
the mom was was a was like a a man dresses in a wig and stuff the mustache and stuff like that and so the girlfriend's trying to impress and she like gives them a tin of those cookies those cookies that come in a blue tin she's like oh she's like what she's like oh thank you and she goes over and she like opens it and she like throws the cookies in the trash and then she puts her sewing stuff into the box because
you know they always put the sewing kit in those cookie cookie boxes yeah Jamie I love that deck that's a really cute Deck The Golden Girl deck is a really cute deck but guys I had such a fun night last night you hear my voice is a little bit sore from the weekend I don't know maybe after I drink this beer might have another little party
yeah we did plan um you know kind of a freak off last night but uh you know other stuff happened um and but it was it was a fun you know we got distracted we got distracted by all like this troll attack and stuff like that and but the rest of the night was fun I stayed up till probably 6 this
morning hanging out with everybody and then I got a l a good sleep today I'm fresh restored woke up I just like yeah but I really enjoy my YouTube friend like I really like these are who I these are like my Confidant who I talk to who I really enjoyed looking forward to seeing every day and talking to
yeah so let's see what happens okay I did have I did eat today pretty well yeah Barry yeah you gota Barry has to come on we're gonna all oil up Barry um you know all you have to do really is take off your shirt you know but he's like I told you g had a
crush you showed off his body to me yeah I don't know he he was like he's like this is for the Ladi but it was like always in my presence right yeah is that is that just useful excuse oh yeah I I did I had a nice pizza bagel I got more food and stuff like that so um I'm probably gonna probably gonna go to sleep probably a little bit earlier
tonight I I have a couple kombuchas but we'll see what happens how are you guys all doing today good night yeah got nice 20 people in the chat yeah guys I'm so excited I'm um about ready to apply for my monetization Yeah well black RG I oh this one about the new
tattoo yeah lava um I took off the bandage yesterday after like a no not it won't be early maybe till midnight you know you know we like we like I like nice long streams and everything but you know sometimes uh sometimes if I get a little tired or too drunk I will pass out and you know thank you thank you
nobody yeah I mean oil ear the oil expert around here yeah okay like I do have this this is the the sheay mango oil I Ed up in that the other night yeah what's up guys how's everyone
doing yeah little oil party so okay maybe we'll we nice 27 people in the chat okay this is awesome we're doing awesome um yeah I'm sorry the um if the panel's not working it wasn't working this morning and stuff like that it was like it said there's a problem it
said something is wrong say something when they go to the link it something's gone wrong and uh no one was able to join and then you know it's kind of like a little lonely but you know I got the chat going so if it doesn't work we'll make the best of things you know you can still join me in the chat gruby Jimmy should be here soon he's not going to
miss getting oiled up for me yeah yeah well there's some funny like people someone came in yesterday they're like oh groovy Jimmy said um or like thank you for getting um Ruby Jimmy to take a shirt off you know the Clippers are rejoicing or something like that and uh yeah there's not trolls tonight huh got really quiet but I hope I didn't
Overkill with like the the muting and stuff like that but it's like if it just if I if I thought it was this one person that came on multiple accounts or I thought it was a just kind of a rude comment know I like to like today we had like this um a couple did a couple hours this morning and it was like so nice in the chat and
it's like people were sharing their experiences in life and things like that and talking about you know sometimes some sometimes sad things that they're healing from and then everyone was supporting each other and it was like really good vibe and stuff like that and that's the kind of vibe I want it's like I want to be but and but that's the reason even the trolls are here sometimes it's like I want to help even the troll to heal I think sometimes
trolls have uh trauma too and sometimes you know and I think there's a good person in everybody basically and I think like you anybody can change for the better right yeah yeah you know and uh yeah I I I am and it's like sometimes I like to you know when I have some people on the panel I like to sometimes
step step back a little bit and let let them um let them uh do their thing too and I want to give people a space and a platform and stuff like that but yeah ultimately you know I'll make this it's like it's my channel and everyone could have their own channel too and run exactly how they want too unfortunately the chill b gets lost with the community you have just found well
really Amber because or yeah for Amber H because yeah I'm trying to heal the trolls you know the community I just found is that you're talking about Ruby jimmies because everyone there's been pretty like his chat was really nice to me like you know kind to me and like and they thought I was they think I'm funny and stuff like that I think I kind of fit in a certain way you know maybe
maybe but uh you know there's there's good people I meet in every Community there's going to be some jerks and stuff like that I want just want best for Jimmy you're being a good wingman okay thanks Jimmy I always wanted a chill stream they got Psy psychos oh wow well this is a chill stream isn't it a chill stream like I
got my fluorescent um LED lights pretty chill yeah well I know the psycho did the psycho did come out the past couple nights but it was uh it was still fun right I hope it was it it was actually last yesterday it was like after all the drama and it just like everything calmed
down and then everything was uh everything was fun yeah the sing along was cool last night right yeah we were singing are you trying to rehab bisexual Barry yeah well you know I people to like live like live you know be themselves and everything
but yo what's up Amber's a notorious Troll and Amber is so cool tonight you know like so it's like it's okay yeah I know a lot of trolls like know I I there's certain channels I troll on but it's like I'm it's I don't do it in a mean way it's like it's like in a funny way where it's like make the chat laugh and stuff like that and it's usually the person doesn't even read the chat and St it's usually it's usually a lot of
trolls in the room and so it's like I kind of like go along with the the energy of the room sometimes but I don't try to do it in a mean way you know you're not a mean person I'm and I love people even like the people I troll I love you know trolling sometimes is a form of love I'm sure he's waiting for you to ask him and sell him or he has a lot more of his real stuff on the phone
okayy Jimmy you know you give me you know some of these guys um yeah do I I trolled but I far from a troll legit trolls don't show face yeah yeah exactly as like you know I exactly I I I can Troll and stuff like that just because and I and I've been trolled and
I know I kind of I I almost want to write a book called troll 101 because it's like also I like to um if I get trolled I like to kind of give it back to the trolls a little bit sometimes right and uh but in a loving way just like I did the return to Center last night but I say with love and it's like I I don't want that negative energy but
here's a little bit of love you know so hope you guys are good enjoying these I can drink these really slow they're kind of strong they're 8% meat maker hard Kucha pretty good than you have good energy thank you so much I try to I try
to have a positive outlook be optimistic and uh amber you want to write a dictionary okay yeah we'll do that I'm sure would you know it would sell that that you know that even that can sell you know there's people that are interested in everything right we can all find the uh find the the topic that we we can talk about and stuff like that
and you can make it funny and you know just do you know live your dreams I'm saying also people were talking about oh I I have po poetry that I have or I have short story and I have a story it's like you can go on Amazon and you can self-publish on Amazon and sell your book on Amazon and stuff like that there's Amber trolled our whole
Discord with awful boob picks where are there there her boobs or or somebody else's you just found me yeah if and if you guys when you come in for the first time if you could tell me how you found me and stuff I I'm always interested to know like where where you come from because I have people coming from all over people from all over the uh all
over the world and all different sectors what is it about this channel that that you come you want to come out here you got Benny Blanco clumsy and Barry clean so come clean so far uh but that men want to come out here yeah Benny Blanco came out I don't know if Benny did but clumsy yeah clumsy came out Barry berries come out yeah I don't
know maybe I'm I think maybe I'm kind of cute I don't know and uh what's up Boston good to see you Boston's awesome Boston was almost the the entire like show last night that was really cool you hatched at hotness summers oh awesome yeah summer was here last night um she showed her tattoos and um she was so
cool we just had a great night Boston so cool let's see you're drinking po po pops Blue Ribbon I hope they weren't hers they were bad yeah well it's really funny I was listening to this um Howard Stern you know they have Eric the Mion on Howard Stern and was this old reruns of he's passed away by now but they were looking at his Twitter feed and he he was
subscribed to like unusual things like he was subscribed to like um what the O Potato Factory and like is like um on Twitter and stuff but then they're like and and then he had subscribed to some transexuals he's like that was by accident but then he was on this website or this Twitter feed called viny tits
and or and like other weird one like just on these weird sexual twitters and they're like what you want why why do you want to be following veiny tits like what if somebody see come sees you're following veiny tits and it was just pictures of these veiny tits right so he's funny hopefully everyone's doing good tonight yeah I think the streamyard might be down but let me know if you try
to go in streamyard and it says you get an air message it's um in the on the on the live panel might not be working tonight he's careless Kate's favorite celebrity oh no I hope I didn't ban careless Kate oh no no I didn't ban careless Kate but careless Kate was talking all this about me um in another channel on beas and stuff like that and and just spreading rumors
spreading lies right I have a nice boobs time don't show your gayness yeah but you said that you said they're horrible boob picks but they your boobs okay so this's is picture was bad there's horrible pictures not horrible right
yeah well now I have my uh you know I I've been I was I've been clipped now unfortunately in my Clips on the clips when the first clip I was clipped on well the second clip I'm I'm like there with my shirt off right and I'm pretty skinny and I you know I I think my body is better
than it looked to me on on camera but yeah I'm pretty skinny and uh think I'm me in a little gym what's up everybody and Jimmy thinks he has a six-pack I'm glad you both have your confidence oh he does yeah he has a dad body said he definitely I I kind of like those like men have that kind of bigger he has I
think he's a be be or C cup I'm not sure what Barry is but not Barry not Barry Jimmy sorry Barry if you're still here yeah yeah so guys I've deleted I've deleted the grinder you know I bu my my my true love is U my YouTube um chat and my panel and
my uh my channel that's where I'll be pouring my love and attention okay with you guys but choose you wait is that from Jerry Maguire or something like that what's the Jerry McGuire song I know they say ditto in that what's what's the Jerry McGuire quote
not not Jerry McGuire right yeah what's the Jerry McGuire quote that famous one other than show me the money there there's like another one no you complete me you complete is that it you complete me yeah that's a good idea too yeah and then yeah and I'm proba but I think I'm already in love with myself I'm pretty
I'm pretty in love with myself you know but uh you know it's like I'm so in love with myself that I have I'm overflowing with love right and I want to share my love and that I think I'm going to be sharing it on my channel and my channel I can be myself you know not there's mostly no judgment you know of course some trolls
will give me and sometimes and I'll be I'll be called out and stuff like that you know they may even be right about me but most of the time they they're wrong um I think most people will get to know the real me and yeah but of course no one's perfect and everyone deserves a second chance
everyone deserves forgiveness I'm trying to I it just really weird I think like in the 222 portal there's 222 portal right um just around that time it was like a lot of relationships s mine some of mine like friends and stuff like that they all just left me and stuff and uh
but that was also a sign it's like focus on your channel and then help them from your channel but you know you're spreading yourself a little bit thin on all these other channels not not the panels I go on like I love going to panels and stuff like that meeting new people and stuff like that but you know I was doing a lot of modding and just like and U putting a lot of attention on other people's channels and stuff like
that it actually actually freed me up to like not worry about I don't worry about being on the same time as other people and stuff and I I'll I'll I'll share their channels even when I'm on and stuff like that and we're at the same time I'm happy people to go where they they want and to make connections and stuff I think I'm making helping people make connections and people are meeting here and then people are meeting here
and then connecting elsewhere and then they meet their friends and their it's like a beautiful beautiful Mosaic you know stained glass window or something like that or all these connections we're just coming together everything's coming together I my channel I got 3,000 watch hours way faster than I thought I would almost at the begin of February I think instead of I predicted April so I'm already two months ahead of where I
thought I thought it would be and uh I'm just having fun I'm gonna let my cigar again okay
hey guys okay there a great Channel and many any cool people in my chat um yeah absolutely everyone here is cool what's up Noble how are you yeah Noble I want I'll talk to you I I I want to ask you something about that um okay I want to ask you about
something so I have to talk to you in private so regarding that kind of stuff right yeah okay Lenor up Noble someone say are there cool P people in the chat yeah Boston like noble right here he's a
musician um yeah cool I'll talk to you he's a musician um and um he's played his music before here it's really good he's very talented hey Ash Ash how are you tonight cool I will hit you up tonight um yeah guys so
maybe um yeah tonight guys you know I had had the wild weekend but give me one second
one second guys we'll be back
okay okay guys my eyes get really crazy again tonight strawberry DET that sound I wish I had some weed yeah Noble Castro he has also he has a Los Angeles um a weed weed store you just shipping and stuff like that you can let know you're interested I saw pictures they
look really amazing so yeah long as you number 21
yeah so Noble I heard um I Heard Lefty got um is got arrested the other day on YouTube it said Lefty Gunplay I I don't know what happened I didn't see the story I don't if you know about information about that but I me mention that you you know him or
something so we'll see we'll see the energy gets crazy tonight last night 34% THC oh that sounds strong yeah I like California you know we have U we have pretty strong weed out here you know uh we I got my medical thing when I
was like um when it came I think 200 um 2008 or 2009 yeah 50% 40 50% yeah sound very strong I used to like these things uh what were they called
I'm forgetting but um it was like it was like ke and um hash oil and um and weed all all mixed up it was really strong and there and they came in like these joints and so I had this girlfriend once and she was like you know she was like 20 years older than me and she was little kind of
overweight and um and she would come over sometimes and it's like then I would kind of like want to get out of having sex with her and so I would like I would um I would like smoke this really strong um Brad what's called but it had oil and ke and uh and
weed all mixed up and then I'd blow it blow it in her face you know I'd be like okay I'll get you high like this I blow in her face and then um she um she would pass out like immediately and I I was off the hook it was very strong yeah um I just haven't smoked weed and so long right
now probably a couple months excuse me that oh moon rocks yeah it was moon rocks right three and a half gram dab pens wow that sounds yeah sounds good um I uh I probably would get the one gr um before that's what usually I
usually order but three yeah i' like five grams yeah I got I was doing I was using so much weed like I smoked almost every day for 25 years and then I started just I started getting paranoid and it would get sleepy if I started smoking weed on the show I would just be passed out like it was just like I just I would just start getting slow and start passing out and stuff like that
are my eyes getting crazy yeah um so I'm uh I'm kind of calmed down on weed but I still I still like it it's like it's I think it's like one of the more harm harmless harmless drugs but it's still it just gets you kind of paranoid to where it's like I'm I'm already a little paranoid of a person
right but when I smoke weed I'll be I can watch any YouTube show or something like that and I think they're talking about me I think it's like and like you know even if I'm not even in the chat and stuff like that I Katrina yeah exactly right I think you can you can also they have DMT Vapes too like um I had I've had Vape you can mix the DMT
into the Vape and SM I can actually make DMT I know I learned how to make it and uh it's just one of those things like I I love DMT and stuff don't hit the DMT don't don't hit those Vapes they're not good they're all fent oh no well I don't know you can make them yourself
though I think you can make them yourself um but um yeah the ones you buy probably F right that's that's a that's not a that's not a great drug no they're all bad I think I hit one I hit one once and it was I I got the DMT high but um yeah
usually there's other ways to smoke it stuff when you seen in La yeah there's a lot of there's a lot of stuff like that in La going on right um I I just start my problem is I can't really like get out there in LA you know I'm I'm already yeah I so Noble I can make DMT I I ordered the I can order the
the the powdered tree bark right it's called um it's called um mimosa hostilis and you can buy it powdered okay I'll tell you I just tell you a little bit how you can make I won't tell you the whole story but you can you just um you mix it with um vinegar and like this calcium powder and then you put it in a pie dish
and put it on top of a pressure pressure cooker and then you like cook it for a little bit and then you pour in like basically paint thinner and then you like let it like kind of cook on the pressure cooker for like I think like half hour or something don't just don't fall my recipe exactly
right now and um and then you're able to um to pour out um all the all the paint dinner after it soaks with the tree bark and stuff oh we have a guess it's working tonight let's welcome
Nick hello what's up Nick how are you got Nick on the panel so guys the panel is working guys if you want to come up and say hi you were gone for like three days yeah there's Nick like he's got the is that wax you got the oh yeah I'm jealous
now Amad Mustafa Jer yeah Nick's got the cool the cool black light going on and also all this amazing like cre creativity with his with his art and things like that and always and themed costumes and Jamie oh Jamie says oh no it's Nick
yeah yeah and Nick if you're looking for some trees you know Noble Noble's a good guy right real La real LA California gas right Y what what is Nick do yeah you know Nick Nick Nick showed me like he's
like oh look up look up Santa Claus gets arrested and stuff like that and it was like I think last year he was dressed as Santa running around the city running around this bridge and he got the pr got the police's attention and uh he's all he was filming it Nick did you well the other day Nick was on and he was like rolling around
this tire he had this like big tractor tire like it was like 300 pounds he was just rolling it around for you remember that yeah even um that was I think that was fun like that that was even funnier than what Sig showed me like Sig showed me um he had a video where he I thought it
was like a news report where he was on a bus like when he put a he put a hammock up in the bus and he was rolling around the hammock and everyone's screaming on the bus and stuff like that he's rolling around in the hammock and making and like peeking out of the hammock and stuff like and I was like oh my God what was he doing he I thought I like I thought it was him doing a prank but it the whole thing was a prank where it was all Stag and everyone in the bus was
saying like St like scripted lines and stuff like that so wasn't that it wasn't that funny when it comes down to it but it was still Prett funny for that he would do such a thing I thought it was a news report where like a man put a puts a hammock on a bus yeah Nick is about to dab lucky guy he also has those really cool vaporizer things where it's like
blows up a big plastic bag with all like the like the you know it burns this burns the weed like into Ash and stuff like that and takes and just yeah that take that all at once ni just yeah take that all take one big hit what's up Instant Karma how are you so guys if if someone's in the chat and they're muted and it's like I did it I
did it by mistake and stuff you know just um I think you can hit me up or have have a friend hit me up either on Discord or in a video I have posted you have a dab machine yeah I used to smoke something called um a uh a uh what's it called it's called a nectar collector and it's like this little looks it's like this nectar collector it's like a
glass tube with like a little like a like a steel hollow tip on the end and then you like heat up the hollow tip metal Hollow tip right and then you like soak up the dab you it was really strong I used to love the neor collector that would get me up I mean weed is like you
know if I get used to it a little bit and I can like smoke all day and stuff like that but now if I was to get weed I would like smoke a little bit and I would done my my cross side and I just passed it on the Stream So trying have to pass out tonight how's everyone doing yeah I know I I'm a little yeah got that's a it's a it's a vaporizer oh
yeah your bong okay there's homemade bong you never been here this hour yeah it's a little bit early 7 PM you know um because I I I took a a nap basically all day you make dabs and it's the most high quality ever 95% THC yeah I used to go also um these dispensaries where they you can they sit
there and they would give you a free dab and stuff like that what you purchase and stuff and then I would get in the car and i' you have diamond oh yeah um that's awesome but yeah I would love to uh I would love to be able to go to dispensaries and stuff dispensaries used to have really nice deals like sometimes on dispensaries I would go on like
Halloween or like other days you get like a $50 look like meth rocks but it's weed oh yeah it's like it's like the pure it's like the pure Crystal like the white crystals from it right it's like it's all concentrated and stuff I used to oh the moon rocks too I used to like I used to like these moon rocks right I think that's what and I think that's what um they're moon rocks and um
they were like right they look like little moon rocks right did he did he take the hit I know no you didn't Mo never got you high well I don't know I don't know if that's the same thing I'm thinking about about were there were like these joints I would get and they were soaked in the soaked in the hemp oil and then um mixed with Keef you love the dispensaries they're great
they got so much weed for your birthday over the weekend yeah sometimes they have birthday specials Al so this is Nick Johnson right here Nick is a friend of the show uh I I met him on Joker's panel he was on Joker's panel he's like this uh he's like this uh his name was Erica B oh you got your kitty cat oh my God look at a cute kitty what happy and that cat must get
tripped out with all the black light and and Nick in all these costumes yeah there's a beautiful cat yeah hey everyone say had a Instant Karma say had a noble they had a Boston yeah we all made from Jokers didn't mean you yeah I meant also I met Bea at Joker you know Noble did you see my tattoo that I got
Noble I got a new tattoo I'll show you if you haven't seen it or if anyone wants to see my new tattoo I'm I'm sure some it's it's it's already it's already a little bit famous but um you never seen you haven't seen it okay I'll show it to
you do you know ba there you go I just put myself on solo for a second ni
thank you didn't it turn out good it turned out perfect right it's a very famous tattoo inant Karma yeah hold on and it's also um it's a it says bkg it's beat's kitty kitties gang beat as kitties because you know beat as kitties so the beat is kitties
gang it looks fine yeah it's only a few days old um it's like a I got on on a thank you I got it on Friday I think I got it on Friday it's famous hopefully hopefully hopefully in a good way Instant Karma but I yeah it's
just oh and it's over my heart right we we where are they tonight I should have asked you hello what why oh you could have J for 40 bucks yeah I probably I probably uh yeah I should have you know but it was like spur of the moment like I was I went out one day I got um first I got my nails
done are my nails still good I got a manicure because my nails were always so dirty right so I got a manicure and then I got um a shave I went to like a Mexican I don't know if you told you I went to like this Mexican um barber shop kind of thing you know where they have the the barber pole and it's like a real chill Vibe and everything and then I got I got a shave that was pretty
expensive I think the shave was over 40 bucks that's crazy and then I went I walked like I walked like a few miles found that tattoo place and then I um found this tattoo place and then I got a tattoo yeah the real Mexican Barber you it was it was a cool guy it was a cool guy um and I told him about my YouTube channel and stuff I
was forgetting leaveing my YouTube Channel's name I was just telling him I was like I have a real I have a real pop on YouTube right now it's like I I was I think I was drunk that morning too so I was walking around drunk to the manicures I and then to the the barber shop and uh it was it was a real nice shave though he was like one of those you know he shaved like you know first with the with
the electric and then did like the the razor and then hey tar butterfly how are you tonight you only get Fades you get troll Fades yeah so no I used to run around with some people in Gardina like and I was you know they were they were they were like deal and I I was just driving driving around with them and seeing in motels and stuff for
a period of my life for a few months yeah that looks cool and uh and I actually and I so I got my head I got my head shaved like that so I think I had I've had a few Mexican Fades before right yeah Instant Karma what's up tiger butterfly how are you doing tonight you have a headache bad still tiger butterfly was on the show last night and uh it was it was a it was a roller
coaster a little bit right tiger butterfly and uh but you know everyone was being supportive um and you know um you were doing some great readings and uh you must to get in trouble at Long Beach on Wilmington yeah that was that right that area right as a youth Yeah well yeah I would just you woke up
crying yeah I'm sorry but yeah last night tiger butterfly was like she Spirit was going through her she was channeling um channeling Bible verses and we would read the Bible verse and we were you know there's all this spiritual energy last night we were telling Bible verses we were telling I was telling ASAP fables I was doing readings I was
just the energy was flowing you don't know why you woke up crying sometimes um it's the dream you just had and it's like it's an emotional release and maybe you don't maybe you don't even remember the dream because it would have been maybe traumatic to remember it but you have an exra we mouth yeah you don't know the Bible yeah but but she she she was like you know she
was just she knew the names of some of the books of it and we were looking up the Bible verses and a lot of them made made sense and were very um very on point and stuff like that and we're reading some Psalms and I think Psalms are very powerful I shouldn't I shouldn't read the Bible yeah well the Psalms Psalms are pretty cool they're
pretty magical I was on the chat the whole time last night it was great we have another guest tonight let's welcome Theo yo can can you guys hear me today what up BR Theo what's up man how y'all I am very good how have you
been just trying to get over a little bit of sickness and I'm good yeah well yeah I know it's been going around I think there's um tiger butterfly was not feeling well and like somebody else was um who else um someone's getting over the flu yeah I hope everyone feels better um last night you woke at a dream crying we um
woke crying was in my dream was living leaving this world and he did about six months oh okay yeah sometimes we have those prophetic dreams can you yeah we can hear Theo Theo's awesome guy Theo Theo is like really cool Sal everybody salute salute I'm just having some
kombucha I had a little bit I did I'll just admit I had a little bit of a oh we have another guest tonight tiger butterfly come on up here
hello hi welcome to the show I don't know how I am today so day older than yesterday just know that yeah it drained a lot for me last night
to be honest oh but but be on my show or like just the channeling or whatever I did last night was draining yeah I'm not sure what I did well I remember some of I I think the chat was very concerned um you know
but you know we were all we were all on your side you know basically we were all on your side like you know we we a lot of I don't know I kept hearing all kinds of in my head and I'm just like okay fine I'll say it I don't read the Bible yeah I have no
clue Ezekiel 45 yeah what's that I don't know but you're hearing the voices and you're you're hearing the voices right like telling you the telling you the bible verses to look up right I don't know what it was it was
just like look up this look up that look up that dude that was a lot yeah a lot of it was interesting I think the chat was really into it it's like you know it's like you know we all we're all sometimes different religions here or like different belief systems but you know the Bible has interesting stuff in it
and there there some we interesting verses and I think everyone liked it everyone was enjoying themselves you know that's the thing about the Bible is not everyone follows it that face but a lot of the verses I
mentioned everyone could be on board I think there's there I think there's definitely like some magic in in there like in the Bible right there's interesting oh meaning vers yeah I I love this I love some of those psalms where we read Psalm 91 you guys
can look these up Psalm 91 highly protective energy see if I can fix your mic hold on yeah it is it's highly protective yeah I think because we were feeling some crazy energies last night but um I think after we read some of those verses
we felt better right and it's like that's why I say if you like you make it drained you yeah
and I was cheling that's a lot
of my body okay I'm putting your mic up hold on hope that's better Del Parton husband passed away yeah that's kind of sad Dolly Parton
pass what don't know I've heard of her but I don't know what she is oh my gosh oh my
I'm at a Sue today what happened I made a stew today made a stew what kind of Stew I made a stew yeah what kind beef homemade beef stew that sounds
good hey Bron thank you guys that I actually added to it too Boston you'll get those 500 subscribers I see you have a good Channel going and uh everyone you you poost your channel again Boston I want everyone here that has a channel to be able to share and everyone check out each other's channels and if people do
live panels and stuff you know go on their panel and stuff 2020 see you're you're back 2020 you're back hold on a second okay well continue oh I was saying 2020 in the chat had had written a post he said he was blocked but yeah I look I checked
my block list and you weren't on it and so um so look here we go there's a
stew looks good huh it's really good Instant Karma I do I cash app I have a Etsy store and I have I have a PayPal um yeah whatever yeah have a few few uh andzel right I have a few things any anything appreciated guys um but uh
yeah I'm about to get monetized that's really exciting I 3,000 subscribers now oh no not 3,000 3,000 watch hours are but re resubscribe 2020 because you're you're 20120 you're a mod actually so it's like I don't think anyone can ban you I don't think Janet did um I don't think Emperor Jan did Janet wasn't really wasn't really um muting people except like unless they would like docs
or something like that I was muting a lot of people last night um it's j NR b a TS okay that's my PayPal um yeah and uh I'd be happy to do like a a good reading for you my email I haven't responded your email yet
I was sleeping all day and then went right onto the right onto the um the the show but I was hoping talk to you you know but yeah if you but if you do want to talk about something personal that you couldn't talk about on the show last night yeah you know you can let me know more detail and I'll I'll you're warning
me bronze bird hold on yeah um well you know bronze bird that Janet's my cousin you know she's my cousin so I trust my family right you remember last night Janet exercised her managerial mod and baned me last well didn't I meet
J yeah I don't think she is bronze because I think she has her own channel going and and it's like she she she helps me and I I help her it's like it's like a mutual thing right it's like it's well yeah I understand Nar narciss narcissism works right yeah we have the same last name we have the same exact
last name and from the same part of Ohio and stuff like that no yeah I know people will say this about people like that and it's like sometimes these people I don't know if people are trying to turn us against each other or something because these are these are good uh these are good friends right and uh you know she really has a good heart like she wouldn't she wouldn't sit up with me all night and be
helping me and stuff like that um so I know I familiar with what what you're talking about like narcissism and stuff like that and and but I I don't think that she is I can't even pull cards today you can't pull cards today
no that's how energetically fed I am well last night just like did you mean ever mean oceans or the oceans huh oh yeah the oans I met her yeah remember
she yeah she said that she got a message from her guys not to do Terror right now so sometimes there sometimes yeah but 2020 but you're not banned you're never banned like like so she unbanned you like I don't know like I I because I looked at my list today my my ban list and you weren't on there and you're a mod and stuff and so I don't know how you're
like so you're modded and you're in the you're in the chat can uh I can make you a manager mod and then you don't have to worry about ever being banned again but you know you just I never said I was banned from you no no no no I was talking to someone in the chat oh you're talking to somebody else yeah okay sorry no it's okay it's
fine yeah um yes sometimes I have the chat going and I have the panel going yeah but um no I think you know sometimes there's days where you know I don't you know I I don't feel like pulling cards and stuff like that buty what's up what's up what's up Tracy how are you Tracy yeah you're welcome on the panel
um tonight you know Tracy's always so funny and um really a good-hearted person come onel yeah 2020 like last night I was in I was like so I was very focused on chat when there I had this attack I had this like a troll attack last night and it's
like and then I was I I was hiding a lot of people and UNM modding people and stuff like that last night because I was just getting bad vibes and stuff like that and yeah um so but today then but then it got all better right then all all of a sudden the chat was Cool J was very mean to pie last night and nobody said anything to Janet for doing that um
I think there was a misunderstanding you know and I love Pi okay I love Pi um and everyone loves P Pi will Pi will be back on the show um and I hope P doesn't feel like that no one stood up for her like because you know it was like I think it was a misunderstanding you know because Janet was trying to just kind of stand up for me about to this other this other
guy that was kind of like messing with trying to mess with the show basically which is kind of serious right yeah and Ian she has lovers she has you missed you missed the yeah you missed the trolls it was like that was earlier it was just going crazy and then like you know pie and Pie and uh J kind
of got into it a little bit I know I maybe P's upset and stuff like that about that or maybe something else I think I P P um is really she's the first stream like um I signed up for streamyard when I watched her stream one night right I mean I saw other people stream before but like that that night I
watched P do her show and stuff I I I started my own streamyard and stuff like that and then she was with me since I started streaming and stuff and we're good we're really close friends we talk almost every day on the on Discord and stuff like that you know it's like she might be stepping away from the show a little bit I think the show is like you know a little bit different directions I think there's a little bit strong
personalities on her and but I want her to um I want her show to thrive and I want be back here p p a sweetheart we love pie are you kissing me lenar okay uhhuh the ocean never gave me her
email okay well I would say I don't have her email I would say like wait she she'll come back on and then I'll try to ask her to put it in the back chat for you or you can just go to her Channel and go to her community wall and um and chat with her I actually did that but
well I mentioned something un like
she will when she's ready I was just saying you mentioned the oceans earlier yeah so I wanted to give you an update on that U I haven't seen her in a while but you know she does she does stream um she has uhhuh being very careful at the
moment yeah as I need to be should be ow okay 2020 well 2020 you know it's like you don't have to talk to her um but you know yeah yeah guys I'm not I'm not sure
it's like you know Janet Janet's part of our like my my my circle you know and so I don't really care I'm talking to the chat a little bit about Janet I know you are that's what I'm saying I don't really care yeah have your people
oh I'll get along with you and them as much as you want me to yeah have your people that's your choice period I just want to thank um anyone
else has an issue with it that's their problem y I just want to thank whoever I just received a donation I don't like to give the names of the people that donated because they might want to be anonymous but I want to thank whoever sent the donation I really appreciate
that thank you so much a thank you yes um but the circle is your circle it it I'll just be gone because I ain't them well you know 2020 it's like you know there's misunderstandings and there's people that have conflicting personalities and she has a strong personality I'm sure you have a strong personality you're always welcome on the
panel I I want you guys to I you your choice are 2020 yeah I want you guys to but I want I don't want people to feel you know I want people to feel comfortable here oh thank you Instant Karma I really appreciate you um Instant Karma if you want like a I'll do
Karma sorry well I you know may may your BL may the blessings be returned 100 fold you know or thousandfold may may the blessings back to you thank you so much oh my appreciate Karma I got I got
you yeah really wonderful people I'm just my heart is touched thank you so much Theo's dropped off but um thanks Theo for coming on the show earlier oh hold on wait second we have bronberg coming on Tracy I know you don't like panels but I love you
oh what up man hey I'm not I'm not I'm not gonna be here long I just want to tell you this you need to pay attention to what's going on bro I don't say this for no reason I'm not saying this to to confuse you or make you go against people that is a troll and that is playing you so I I know you think y'all cool and that's your cousin she's not out for your best interest I'm
going to tell you that right now pay attention because people in your chat is saying the same exact thing I'm saying she's not for you bro and I mean look listen be friends with her do all that other stuff but you do realize the reason why she's like the most hated on YouTube is because she starts you understand she start so I know you want to do your panel and stuff like that but you have to understand she's
gonna make a lot of people around you uncomfortable because she's GNA start some she goes to people panels all the time to promote her whack ass Channel that's the reason why she's with you right now no he's talking about somebody else I know who I'm talking about you heard who I'm talking about I'm just warning you py I'm just warning you pay
attention that's all I'm gonna tell you pay attention I will okay but yeah you know it's like she's always no he's not talking about you he's talking he's talk he's talking he's talking about uh he's talking about Janet um but I'm I'm GNA say like Janet
um has always been good to me like I I just judge people do NS there and they they they go ahead with people they get them to be cool with them and stuff like that and then over time they use and abuse the out of you that's what she's doing right now she's not to be trusted bro she does this to every single panel why do you you think she has 3,000
subscribers because because a controversy she's starting I've known her more than you I've known her longer than you I've learned I've known her for like three years she's full of you understand so I'm not going to take away from your show cin I I ain't gonna take away from your show bro but you need to pay attention mad people in the chat is agreeing with me because
they know the truth bro so keep it up okay all right peace okay thank you yeah um see see what what happens is like um i i people will say things about me and stuff like that to other people they say they'll say stuff about me and then people will people will like drop
me as a friend and stuff like that and it's like not so I always have to judge people on how they treat me and stuff like that yeah I mean there sometimes there's op but it's like you know as we're promoting her channel it's like I I want I want her to promote her channel here I want to I want she I think she's promoted mine and I think she's been like really she just been good to me
like I have nothing no negative experience and it's like you know of course we can all have negative experiences with people and stuff like that
yet yet right well you know it's like and it's like hopefully like nothing like but it's like I just like it's a friendship you know and it's like not like I'm not a DAT you know dating or something like that where it's like you know why is it loud down here but so
quiet what's that why is a he has um his microphone um is kind of like always not good and stuff like that so I think he's just has his mic off tonight where he's just doing some visuals tonight and stuff and I don't know if he's like right there yeah am that's Nick that's Nick Johnson yeah
okay yeah I was just checking yeah I love the uh yeah I love the uh the visuals with Nick and summer was on last night doing awesome visuals and I think my eyes are a little bit more normal tonight let me see if I can
get a hit out of this oh and he left after I mentioned it you C you brought attention to him well hey J oh yeah Jamie in reality Nancy so so what's
really cool is like there's a there's a there's a show called um it's j it's Johnny's Clips Johnny's Clips um it's but I forgot the rest's name it's like it's like my something about Johnny's clips and Johnny's Clips was in here and um and saying up in the chat and then I was like talking and like they said like they said like some
kind of banned word in the chat and so I was like please don't use that word Johnny and like that that clip of me saying that is like on the the intro for their Channel now and like even I was even on the thumbnail the other day that would be you yeah and so that thank
you to Johnny's Clips um for you know showing um clipping me bang bang bang bang is that the Soho doll song what's up guys yeah you know guys guys you know it's like everyone I thank you guys for like you know letting me know your opinions and
stuff about people and stuff like that but it's like you know I I will just oh the screen seemed Frozen yeah it was it was it was frozen like you can try again um but you know like like with Lisa Jordana right um you know she's very controversial and the people say all these terrible things but it's like in my relationship with her you won't
listen anyway so I'm not gonna bother you you have something to say too about it about it feel free to share you know it's like and also like and maybe she drum on panels sometimes people are drama on panels and that and it helps other people's channels and
stuff always telling me what to do and how to feel again okay well I I I really like you know I'm very independent uhhuh go ahead my head hurts so bad okay well you know put put a put of warm washcloth on it and take it deep breath and maybe
aspirin or something like that you know some tea can you go do a favor you'll do a what can you do a favor okay I'm gonna put a a cloak of protection around you yeah drink some
water Samantha says I'm drinking water doesn't matter well 2020 um you know I'm I'm the one I'm the one that can I can unban as long you're respectful you'll be fine poos Santo yeah burn poos Santo
some St some Sage yeah thank you Boston candles candles yeah I don't care what color okay oh do you want me to burn some Sage I'll just burn some Sage because I I got the sage okay I'll be right back I just need to light it on the stove one
um does anybody have lavender or roses
your tiger butterfly there we go does anybody have lavender or roses anybody in the chat have lavender or roses like you know if you have a candle maybe light for light it for the whole chat to protect the whole chat and for tiger butterfly to feel better here this is the some Sage
Boston has some okay you okay here we go my head smudging the
chat yeah I I yeah I will I'll have a look at it 2020 202 it was a 9 hour live and stuff and you know she's a strong personality and stuff you have you only have ever he has evergreen at the moment Instant Karma is Evergreen will that work
my so can I talk here yeah go ahead you have the floor promise yes I want I me put you on full screen no okay I won I I'd rather see your face okay should I
go on PO then yeah that'd be great so I had a dream the night before last not last night but the night
before this
is trying to come back into my life and I'm just like
no keep in mind this person that I'm thinking of has ties to the CIA Ai and all that just after I had that dream I woke
up I mentioned it to one of my friends who has no affiliation with the others by the way and then
boom this other bit sorry for the wording non not derogatory mean in any way I'm just stating she comes on with her YouTube
channel Collective message that says everything relating to my dream
yeah that's like the second or third time she's done that her specifically others have too but you know she's tapped in Tapped in maybe to the same same energies around you
right that's the thing I don't talk to her I don't even comment on her Channel that I want but yeah or maybe I'm tapped in because no this man is not coming
back you mate maker I saw that this is my it's my hardc sorry I'm gonna throw up no David okay go ahead go yeah take a
minute yeah unfortunately Emma you're
yeah me what you thought I was no I thought he was my thought he was okay and a lot of cards actually said that yes he was mywin
flamed i p three cards after that incident after the dream you know what I got what Wheel of Fortune the hant and the Moon
all major Arcana yeah major candles needed major Sage major whatever yall
got oh yes every everyone uh if you got a candle got some Sage you know let we can like light it send some good vibes to the chat and to tiger butterfly and everyone else here hey um no Castro someone asked what happened with Emma I don't yeah do you know Emma I don't know
Emma um well she's a she's a YouTube reader that I did I did my first interview actually with her and um yeah she what happened with her is that um you know I I got kind of upset with something she said about to me and then I left her Discord then I brought it up on the show what happened and just my feelings were hurt and then she wrote me
and said take down the interview and um let's go her separate ways I tried to apologize to her a lot um she's ignored me um so that's how that goes but I always wish her the best yeah that was a really good interview though I'm really sad that the interview had to be taken down well he just asked
me to I took it so I took it down why didn't you record it why didn't I record it or no I did it was on my channnel it was on my channel but um she asked me to take it down so at of respect to her I did I did take it down but she just it was a misunderstanding basically it was just
like you know it was like she was trying called the pull cards now okay is it on this on this situation or on a different situation I know okay I didn't I my cigar I'll be right back
well no one else can see me so it's kind of redundant
I'm
back that's what that's guys that's why also why I'm very sensitive to like yo what's up no what's up what happens and some sometime some of my relationships that have happened is like there'll be third party situations and then it's like where they want me to take inside and and stuff like that you made an online store awesome I want to check that out you can post post your link to
the online store here too any wants to check out no what I told for you okay I want to hear well see it I need to put yourself okay there you go can you show
again because I had myself on full screen okay moving on yeah moving going yeah moving
on balancing looking at both sides trying to keep the ball keeping the balls in the air okay okay waiting for the ships to come in yeah three that's three of one yeah third party third part's involved looking at what happened
yeah H bottom of the deck Justice oh cool Noble thank you justice okay everything will be made Fair um
the anything else you need to know yeah the information coming soon something some information coming soon news is coming soon about it there G be some movement in it right oh Public Safety mon shibar nwe male
African-American 81 years old missing since this morning Noble Castro hello I got a public safety message about an 81y old man that's missing instant K yeah thank you Nick for Instant Karma everyone subscribe to Instant Karma thank you thank you so much Instant Karma
yeah yeah thank you guys thank you Nick also Nick and Nick is in the chat and help and Boston are helping me out by sharing everyone's Channel I really love that I really like wantan to everyone to support each other right I think tiger butterfly wants to start her Channel too she has her Channel I think she know yet you want to start your streaming
though right you're thinking about streaming the link dropper right okay thank you well thank you for that tiger butterfly that was really interesting you're thinking about it well I think you should because I think you have a lot a lot of good information to share yeah I have an awesome I don't know
when at the moment I don't feel safe feelings so okay so what if I was locked up and with Janet and she was out here doing what she doing what if I was locked up well what do you mean 2020 look what do you mean oh you're welcome inant Karma no thank you what if you were locked up
and with Janet and she was out here doing what she doing um what if I was locked up and she like I don't know like uh I don't know what you mean by that she know she's never done anything wrong to me all I'll say is that I'll sck I'll sck up for her you know it's like but you can everyone can have their own relationship with people and stuff like that and it's like we'll
have different relationship with people right sometimes in our life we they'll be J Dude is locked up while she out here doing her thing okay oh he's okay I kind of okay I understand yeah you know like I don't want to you know it's like I she's not here to defend
herself really you know or to to respond I just don't I don't know the information just like with Alisa Jordana you know there's controversial stuff about you know in her past and stuff like that or about people she knows and stuff about everything probably even me what's up
tiger okay I have a headache you have a headache okay I'm sorry have had a headache for like two days yeah are you getting enough sleep and rest yeah that's not the
problem say it's the energy right it's like you're getting some intense energy yes it hurts I'm trying to send you nice energy well I'm glad because you know sometimes when you come up here or I would be on the panel and uh and you start crying if you get tapped into my
energy sometimes and it's like I know and I know that there's I know I'm sorry I don't mean to cry no no it's fine no I want you to you be you you you know you express yourself you you be emotional but I'm saying it was I felt bad because it was like when sometime when one night I kept coming back on the panel on and I was off the panel and then when I come on the panel you start crying and I just felt like it
was my energy like or energies around me that making you cry and I just like I want you to know that I'm okay right I'm I'm I'm fine you know I can I can have dark energy around me I can I can alchemize this dark energy I can I can um I can I'm like a I'm like kind of like a sun where it all come from you where's coming from yeah someone saying drink some water eat some
blueberries have some of that beef stew you know do something that makes you feel better I hope I hope you're not getting a headache because of because um of me a headache it has nothing to do you okay
okay sweetheart with the other yeah that I can't really talk about on a understood yes understood thank you sir
in 2020 you can keep saying you can say this stuff and maybe you say that kind of stuff maybe that's why she banned you is Tracy still in the chat is Tracy in chat I don't I don't know I think X left but um if Tracy's here um tiger wants to talk to you I just want to say she's not here to defend herself and if
if you leave when she comes in then it's like you can't ask her and stuff like that okay but you know all I'm going to do is I'll say I'm going to stick up for my friends I'm going to stick it for my friends and it's like I I I but I remember what happened last night I can't what I can't
do it now I'm on live okay I can't do it right now but all say is I'll sck I'll always stick up for my friends um but I don't want to get in the middle of right yall don't need to be sing negative energy
period right and you is is somebody because sometimes there's there's people in the in the they're not don't even comment right they they're like lurking in the chat and they're sending negative energy I do have I do have people that are upset with
me I I like can't um unless I have somebody on the panel
can share I can't share like um video unless I have someone on the panel we have a guest tonight Janet Hello darling how are you good how are you I'm Sor hi butterfly how are
you you oh tiger that's very I'm just kidding no you're being honest but we're gonna move right along so psych how are you
today I'm doing pretty well I'm uh just hanging out here like um yeah yeah I literally was doing a show about a new program I told you I was gonna do the program remember wanted to talk to you about because we don't want to keep paying $45 for streamyard if it's not
benefiting us right right so there might be some other programs and I've been investigating I did my homework was networking nice I've heard I've heard that streamyard is like it's like based on an open source panel software and that um
that you know there's a free open source you can use for free I just think know but if it's like you know sometimes with the like open open source stuff it's like you know tweak to make it easier use and stuff like that streamyard is super easy to use but if there's a there's a better option yeah where it's less money because again you
already know how much this Pro you know the one the upgraded because it was 25 remember yeah so now that it's moved up and it really isn't benefiting us to what the the things that it's given us I have found and I will share with you again when you're ready not necessarily now but it's really nice and it actually
I think it'll do better it kind of like so I learned streamlabs is like streamyard where prism is like OBS and OBS is where we can use the AI stuff so you know how you have your intro your intro song yeah and it allows like like you said like different overlays that
might move around so yeah it's fun and much cheaper right because again and I found a way where you can get like you know of course your cash app and PayPal but you know remember I told you um Alyssa uses it that text to speech where the people's comments will talk to you on
the on the screen yeah is that is that is that is that um through streamlabs I think um no it's through Power chat power chat yeah I'm like try to sign up for that like that be cool if I could do that I'm just like uh I don't know I don't know how like Lisa plays all all
day on her show people sending songs and she never gets I don't think she ever gets copyright strikes you know and stuff like that and uh because I heard like if you play it from a speaker or something like that it's like you but I'm not sure but she never gets a but I've already got a warning so I don't know if she uh yeah like she does play it through that speaker huh yeah she's
doing it like that you're not getting it cuz I play it through my phone and I still get it when I triy that I did try using it like through my phone instead of it you know but no but I understand what you're saying you want music it's in the It's called Power chat. live but prism it's called prism
live studio you want to use that with OBS and then streamlabs you can use with the power chat live and a if you're doing it through the OBS you could do it through there too some people don't want to learn obs because it's moving Parts you have to add the stream links and stuff and you
like you said streamyards easy where if you learn where the link is to drop it for the people then we're um just worrying about feedback people's mics people come up and they don't have headphones on when it clearly says you need headphones so that there's no feedback
yeah it does yeah 111 it's 1111 yeah it's 811 here 11-11 where tiger butterfly is you know 1111 make a wish everybody um all all good thoughts for people right I don't know you know I know people in chat people in chat are just kind of like you know I think I think they're going like you know
they're they're they keep saying they're banned and stuff like that I banned a lot of people last night and and you know and but they're not banned and I don't so I don't think I don't know what's going on but um well if 2020 wants to be rud with a mod stick to your managing mod I'm a managing mod are am I
correct yes okay so you tell your standard mod that if he doesn't behave to the managing mod then he will get timed out for 24 hours again you want to tell him or should I okay yeah you were T you were just timed out you weren't you weren't put on mute and it's like you know um but but you know you're
being um okay yeah but yeah you guys if you have I I don't know what going on like there but you know I'm saying you know you're my friend and it's like I have no problem or anything I know people will try to start stuff in in relationships and stuff like that I'm very sensitive don't address me don't address me and he'll be fine
correct because again all the names that he's calling me in the chat is making you uncomfortable and he's doing that on purpose that's what you're addressing people are talking that he needs to be respectful other than that 2020 so you're you're not subscribed to the channel so why are you a mod here I don't understand I so it's like if you
don't he has a problem with me too and so you know yeah but guys there's some I see he's not even subscribed to your channel he said he unsubscribed from from me wow I would like to answer Karma's
question really quick because it was so important is there a way to pay to play music on YouTube there is it's a license you can purchase the license through YouTube and then you can use copyrighted music so that was a great question because YouTube allows a lot of a lot of
stuff for the platform like some people are like there is a certain group that does 2020 yeah you didn't get blocked you were timed out for 24 hours that's why you're
back when he came back what was it you're still here and he still gave you your stick and you don't deserve it so as soon as it gets removed you will get removed and the negative energy will go away and will continue still a hi group that actually does
music that you can take without yeah tiger butterfly you're right you're right the UN um the uncopyright you mean the non copyrighted the music yeah I don't
remember who that is that's um oh that's a good one love we need to look up non-copyrighted music guys there there's a Ser well also there's a service that um that you can I think it's like a you pay like a little monthly fee and it's like there songs on too it's like a service you can use it so it won't get
copyrighted what's your name okay um bronberg said there's another website you have to use that doesn't have copyrighted music so if you want to use music because you can download it into your streamyard um site yeah and are you getting a hit when you play uh
DJ to find it no I don't get a hit because on that because that is okay that that is um she she made that song herself on an AI right right so I feel like if you go with her maybe like if you want her to remix a song for you of something like
the one that we sang the other day you asked me to sing I the Green Day yeah the best yeah maybe we can come up with some lyrics you just you always just Koke only hear the artist in the chat here's you okay Joshua well we're actually what we want is like him like
we want to sing but we want to be able to have music too right so like for how you were like beat us Kitty gang yeah be this Kitty gang and then we could have like you to like do your little thing where you do your little um
your gang sign and then DJ electri could take that and she could sing about Bey Bea's Kitty gang and put that song together for you you can have like an an outro um when you're leaving the show yeah that'd be awesome I mean it's like yeah and also I chat I don't if
he's still here I have Noble Castro and he is um he's a musician too and he makes beats and and like so I have like I'm coming across like very talented people and you know guys I really appreciate if you guys you know like if you I'd love like um like a cool like a a background you know maybe with if anyone's good at graphic design I would
really appreciate like um you know anything that if you guys um have some kind of talent you can contribute to the talent I'd really appreciate that um then I make sure to make sure eucalyptus and lavender He-Man I love you thank you I do need to buy eucalyptus oil because it helps
breathing oh yeah I love thatx rub EU right oh yes I love the vix Vapor Rub With the um Lavender is it eucalyptus I thought it was lavender it might be it's eucalyptus so I do have some like some some like music I can use on on on streamyard there's some music like this is like I can play like this is like Loi we can have we have Beats we can kind of
like wrap to and stuff well you could turn the volume down just a little on it and then it get just in the background it sues you it helps you kind of calm down I like that one that one's the Rock and then this one's called daydreaming I like that
one you can turn that one down a little bit look up top you'll see a volume button right above it like if you scroll don't go too yeah yeah and turn it down just a little it can be in the background okay very very late oh Boston
Strong I make beats all the time and I just make 100 beats 125 beats today okay yeah beats are important because then you you put the um music you put your words to the beat and it's like a a poem that's why I love be because she loves the because she likes
poetry I love her diary like how you read those little um parodies I like that we should have Story Time with psychic yeah I don't like psych we used to call you psyche but it's psychic yeah psych well you know um that's what Alisa calls me and like um and be calls me like yeah I like psych
you know it's like CU psyche is kind of like you know psyche awakened because psyche is actually the the Fe she's like the goddess right and so uh and so I always like psych you know it's like um and but someone this one guy actually I know this other guy too he's a rapper
his name his name is um raw in and he was doing lives but I think he like gave up on them but um he has uh he do Beats and stuff like that and um yeah I'm gonna subscribe to um Boston so that I can um listen to the
be cuz he said g upload them on channel awesome yeah if you guys do music and it's like and then you know it's non-copyrighted and stuff like that you and uh and it's okay you give me permission and stuff I can play that stuff and it's like I'd love to I love music and stuff I like music nights and and beats we can have
Beats on and like rap and stuff like that I'm I'm not the best rapper but be is good at rapping but you can rap no I really can't she she encourages me but I can write poems so like I can say something that rhymes and I you know but
I can't like rap it I had a friend named rap Palace and he was helping me rap He was talking about the beats and the and he no he's the verses and like what's it called when bars your bars yeah like we could do that for fun yeah we can create like our own little rap our
own little rat world yeah because uh yeah because you know we're happy and we know it clap our hands when we're happy and we know clap our hands when we're happy and We Know It And our face will truly show it and
we're happy and we know CL our hand hi Nick Nick's a good helper he promotes channels he drops the links for people and I feel like that's what you know you are like me we like the network let people share their channels and that's why you gave out the wrenches but since they were rude with them and you had to pull back on them don't feel bad just like you took that gentleman's wrench
he's still out there look in the streamyard he's still typing so nobody's timing him out nobody's blocking him nothing right because again no B should be disrespecting another mod right we're family right all the shout out to all the mods it doesn't matter but if you are a guest in here and you have no mod
stick then be polite use your Manner and again talk to psyche not me unless you want to talk to me then you hit the link yeah and and uh yeah I'm so glad I hit the link in at work this time I was trying to hit the link earlier and it was saying um there was some kind of
issue on their end more so well yeah um yeah it was on stream tomor done because it work tonight yeah I I don't know why he keeps going on and on and stuff like that but yeah it's like what I mean you you can feel free to ban that person it's like um because it's like it's just it just seems like people are trying to
like Ro like they see they see love they see like the love and the friendship and stuff like that and then they want to ruin it like by I don't know because they keep going over and over like saying the same and stuff like yeah Echo it's called an echo nobody wants an echo you got to stop the echo it's like the Matrix remember the girl in the red
dress I'm the woman in the red dress in that movie you understand you got to stop to look at me real quick and then you'll see you got to stop M letting them do that to you you control things you don't let people control you you don't let any of anything you've been through any injury allow you to be
somebody's play thing you hear me yeah we St on business we're not broken we're not broken all right great we're not doing that we're healing with love and understanding you're lonely I told you I'm depressed I'm not gonna tell everybody why I'm depressed but I'm
depressed my daughter's dog might die how do I tell my daughter's dog after 12 years that that dog might die how that's I'm depressed but I'm not gonna hurt anybody or be rude to anybody or even not feel what I feel because again no one can tell me who I am people are
jealous of our friendship before they're happy for it before they're going to come and actually tell the truth about themselves we're gonna stand on the truth and matter of fact I want you to always know that when I come I want you to do my readings okay I want you to feel my energy read off of it because
we're both cute so I want you to feel that energy that I'm bringing you good energy I'm bringing you energy of nope stop that make it stop stop looking at it stop engaging get happy remember the guy I love Alex by the way Alex is so fun you hear me that's exactly what you need for
your show he totally goes with us you feel me he is not no judgmental man he's a very good man you he's very funny knows when to come in and make a joke you know I don't even care about the because is like California I learn my boyfriend he from Cali so you
know I get it but not in negative way where you're calling us bors and and we're not doing all that we're not addressing you in that manner they don't they need to calm it down because they might just be in love with the other sex and they angry at us who knows we're not judging
anybody I will never like like I've just been I've had so many third party people in like in my relationships like try to tear us apart and stuff like not like like well I think these people are trying to tear us apart trying like they're uny right they're saying
they're saying gasl but it's like like trying to say oh you know trying to get saying oh she's telling you what to do no what she just she gave me like some great advice right there which is like you know basically like I had I had people writing me last night and they're like wow like Janet is a real one she's like
she she really she like she really cares yeah guys yeah yeah I really love you brother and I'm happy I left my live and I'm like who there go my friend I'm g go knock on his door he was waiting for
me we're gonna laugh and sing and have fun to company to our three where's V we love you I texted her earlier she is in the real world so she's great in the real world and that's what you gotta remember like we have real lives we gotta love our life first remember do
the cat do yourself brush your teeth wash your butt feed yourself then come to us and we'll be wait I keep getting this this um Public Safety message there's like mon chibuzor niga male African-American 81 years old
missing since this morning why am I getting a message on my public safety alert it's an alert that someone's missing yeah 81 is 81 years old oh no someone's Grandpa's missing oh
man I just don't know why these people like are so invol so invested in like like like come on guys like we've been they've been going on the entire chat several people going on and on about it like it's like come on like what's going on it's like it's like some not it's more than just it's like they're up to something it's like something like
there's like a concerted effort just like there was last night you do re energy so you know what it's going on so Janet so P um P doesn't want to be the co-host anymore or you know and uh so I do have like a chair on the you need to remove her from
streamyard then cause you don't need anybody control of your show she shut down your show that last time you left her she she ended it because she was trying to switch accounts so again I wouldn't leave someone who doesn't want to be in your show or co-host in your streamyard you have to go to your actual
streamyard and remove the account because that's not safe to keep people in there I don't mind taking but you don't leave people in there it's called me members and you'll see their roles and then you can end their role and she will just have to be like a normal
um yes yeah you go to your streamyard on your phone go to Des um and then remove it you can ask me to be one by can you put your can you put your email it be my they need your email and then you
have yeah I got you okay backstage in the private chat it's gonna be in the chat okay perfect yeah perfect then I then I it will I'll send an invitation and you have to yep yeah I got you
okay yeah I'm still here once you send it I'll get it I got you it's almost
there okay but yeah and and know P you know p I love p and she's always welcome on the show and any anytime and stuff like that it's just um but you know she was not really happy with um like how you know she she you know she she we had some
disagreements about the show and stuff like that so so um but I'm thank you I'm I'm happy to have you here you're really
awesome K have content
I'm G grab my other beer
back right so I've done it all right so I see it I got it I'll be right back okay
oh oh sorry hold on sorry ah sorry I forgot you can you can add yourself to stage now so I kept trying to push the button I'm sorry talking to you on mute don't apologize you're fine you're fine fine don't
apologize okay you're fine I just had to go back because I had to reset it so I got now I can do that and things of that nature which we don't want to put that up we make sure we're putting up positive comments darling but thank you and I'm honored and again I will do exactly what you asked but I will also
teach you love this is what I was telling VA now I will show you what you're working with all right because you got a lot of stuff going on that you can do you can you can U set your intro Clips I will see that that's where you would put your um your intro video and your outro video I just
told you about see so one day we'll sit here and I'll show you all this okay love bug awesome and also I can download stuff from my computer yeah so if you give me something through an email I can download it for you in there
okay yeah see keep my email safe please please that's my whole real name that you know my last so don't never give it to nobody don't ask they if they asking no I got you appreciate you of course so again I don't know
bronberg said you even Sage the out of the panel oh the sage because I feel like we do need a cleansing yeah I do I do I do I do have some Sage right here let me let me see yeah so Alyssa was funny the other day J Jordana is that how you say last she was
funny the other day when the music came on after the $ five doll and she was taking the old lady home yeah yeah she was taking the old lady she was trying to get the gas remember she was running out of gas her cars like you're out you're low on fuel and she was like singing a song and she she was pluming and she looked so cute I ain't gonna hold her I ain't a
hater she was cute okay all that extra for it you know so I'm just timing out you know they probably should be banned but I'm just down to time out people for 24
hours so don't ban them just time them out for 20 yeah cu the ban mean even if they're banned they can't type mean I can still you know just be angry and then come back 24 hours later and tell you again then I'll do another 24-hour
timeout you know so yeah so yeah I had I had quite enough of thing you know I don't know I don't know I don't know if there right if you had enough of it then just cleanse the chat with it as well right yeah yeah because I don't like uh look in your streamyard for me for a
minute look at the three dot like look at their name see their name in here now I don't know if you can see what I'm doing here but do you see this what you see that in your streamyard yeah it's just the comments disappeared yeah so you don't have to go to the another device so to speak you w watch chat from the other device but you
can actually do some things in your right there that's cool yeah to tell them you got the power power got the power got the power
my I even feel like we can fix his Echo cancellation too oh that sounds better yeah
all everyone doing tonight um yeah well I did a I did a saging earlier but you know and now now I Sage my lighter is like out of fluid I have to I keep having to go back and forth to the to the um to the stove but oh
so but yeah I had an interesting interesting day yeah I I woke up um oh no I didn't I I I stayed up until like 6:30 probably and then I I took a I took a nap and then I stream for a couple hours and then I took another nap and then I woke up and I'm screaming again
and so I got I got a lot of sleep today um today's today's um chat was like so positive and like most of the last nights after all the the trolling stuff it was like just a positive um supportive atmosphere and like today in the chat people were sharing stories we have a lot of like we have a hospice
nurse I think um Tracy or um yeah yeah we're sharing stories and stuff like that um and you know there's some yeah thank you thank you um yeah this one this one too let me see I'm
gonna check time or ban what should I do delete their comments hold okay I just I just yeah I just took and the power in the streamyard see that good job that's how much power you have on your channel and then continue what you were talking about because I was totally
listening D okay yeah well it's like um just just was such a POS it's like there's so much healing that can happen here and it's like and I was like I was even saying earlier I was like I like even I believe I can even help heal some of the trolls I think you know some trolls are like the way they are because of you know traumas or like something like some stuff like that and it's like
so I I want to help everybody and so I um but I love the supportive atmosphere and like the non-toxic atmosphere of the chat where it's like the whole chat is like um meeting each other and like supportive each other and like um like saying nice things and like helping each other it's really beautiful it was really nice to see and it was just a
better it was like after I did The Return to sender and I said that it just seemed like everything calmed down and like it was just a really really um positive thing that's what that's what I want my show to be is I want the show to help people and to heal people and help
everyone like um meet PE meet people and heal each other yes thanks yes going on I love your readings and I love the cleansing and people can come and be nice in the chat yes I love it I love because that's how I met you even when you went through the um Thief sector that's what I'm saying you were
so nice to these people and they were just doing so much I said no I kept following you we were in the Discord you don't remember in lemon's Discord I said hi psych and he was like come to my friend's channels you were promoting her Channel I was going with you but I just didn't really pop out till like me and be was over there and
then I was like you know psych and then that's how we really like you know but I wasn't I was never approving of them being mean because again they took my kindness for weakness they don't want that nice energy they don't want us helping and healing but you got to heal yourself you can't be on drugs and then
trying to help folks you got to bring down the pain we can fight the pain through without that stuff through the love of our friendship and each other you understand we don't want that stuff to hurt us stop our hard or take us away from the people that will miss you cuz we we love you Bea loves you like she
wish you w gay and I mean that bro like he better reconsider he might need to put the Holy Spirit on you because you got a woman waiting for you honey so yeah but we love you regardless right so that's something that they
these demons didn't want you to have they were comfortable when you were hurting but now you're you know what I mean it's almost like when someone reaches out their hand for you when you're drowning and then they pull you out and then they give you a blanket and they give you water but all those things in the water keep telling you that no
you don't want that blanket in water get back in here with us and you're like no I'm okay with the blanket and the water I'm gonna sing songs with these people I don't want to get back in there keep drowning keep spinning and echoing the same thing over and over who does that
insane people we're not insane very beautiful your is nice and fun and again you can get a little sassy like you said a little bossy I like a little bossy because again it's your your land your first your you know Capricorns are the boss sign Capricorn that's like there's associated with the boss you know the
capr it's like they're the Cardinal Earth sign so they're like they're like the rulers of the earth basically so we like and also there's dear lover told you she came in hot
like I love it oh why we have to freeze who froze him or me am I talking are we still there no it's me me me you're freezing baby hold on there you go I'm back hi
guys he's been waiting for you you know that when you're up here we loveing on you we missed you be I told him you were in the real world and you would come I even told him you in love with the girl because I'm in love with him too in a different way he's my second
cousin I will help him with the zity parties but we're not touching each other okay we're conducting the orchest pay attention pay atten if I I know you're so funny you went to zity party D like but we had so much fun
imagine if we really if if uh psyche really had like a big rich house house in California we all went to his house in our bikinis and our bathing suits and we was drinking martinis in his pool and having fun Jim Nick I love you girl playing pool and doing all types of
music listening to music you know doing a little things we shouldn't probably
say but yeah we wait for him he's Frozen guys please H the please hit the like for psych there you go there he is phone keeps messing up yes and oh yeah and be said but we
should have this we should have this huge party one night and like all with for like all invite like a bu streamers and like and like we can run this huge party and like people come up from all over and be wearing like will be in her in her pimp out pimp hat pimp hat and
like I'm done with y'all see I love it we need to call it Marco I I thought was Marco poo which means chicken right poo hold on let me to light my cigar I'll be back
polio poo like po po polio Polo poo and we used to say Polo Marco Polo I love it I hope you guys had a beautiful day Jim Nick I hope you had a
wonderful day high five it was a pool game yes in the water knock knock who's there
who's there let me see yeah do you remember the Knock Knock Jokes which one was the I feel like um there were so many cool ones like you could like catchup was the fun boo boohoo don't
cry I feel like a lot of us are 80 babies and we know the 80s was great we had fun things were simple uhhuh used to climb trees and you know we just G threw apples at each other but like not in a bad way we just it's fun like War
gam Alisa is a 80s baby like she's a couple years younger than me but it's like that's why you know people will say all the stuff but it's like I I sent her like Muppet Muppet song like songs from Follow That Bird or like you know she loves Kermit the Frog The Muppets and stuff like that and uh we B 70s baby so
damn I'm 78 so if I'm 78 I'm really a 70 baby but I was the 80s baby because I grew up like you know I was growing but yeah now that you just said that I guess I'm a 70s baby you're 70s baby yeah 70s were
really cool de too like I know I always like I love the like the uh 70s music and things like that and the Disco and the outfits and the it was the BG's anybody know the
BG's I like I like um I got um um they saying like Rasputin and uh bone bony m bony M yeah you know bony M they saying
on the rivers of babon okay they saying Ra Rasputin Russian's favorite queen or Russian yeah I forgot the name have to hear it I think so it's given me our house is in the middle of the street our house
if I'm freezing guys let me know cause um Psych is freezing on me I keep it keep freezing yeah you hear me it's my brother really beds like he was 10 years older than me and you know we
had yes play Elton John is like our house is a very very very fine house with two cats in the yard life used to so hard now everything is easy because of you you know
all I love me some M joh I love the glasses I love the outfit I love what he's sitting there at the piano just doing his day I love me some out and joh people be like you're so gay
Britney I be like w the I'm still standing after all this time I love him I if I if I could be a man I would just be out and Dawn then I love
sung oh well it's crashing okay okay back am I back I'm back there you go yeah my phone keeps is it is it fully charged let me check hold
on it's fully charging the battery good yeah let me check if there's a setting yeah I see yeah it's at the top of your phone where he can stop it from going vertical what is that called guys it's at the top of our phones let me see
auto rotate he needs to turn the auto rotate off yeah and I will help I am like the help desk of YouTube you may not like my voice but I am definitely here to help you gotta you got it you're coming in hot
baby there you are it's auto rotate on your phone I touched the top of my phone and I pulled it down I don't know if you have an iPhone or an Android but it's called Auto rotate on your phone that's what y you want to turn that off and then it'll stay straight for you
love okay but now I can't do horizontal but that's fine straight yeah you're straight here I don't know what it looks like for you oh yeah looks PR money um 420s in the building all right Summer's in the building hey
and love it clock the te last night to support you love so just to know if I'm not there when you're live or anything you put on there put some positive stuff on there summer I believe in you girl and you sexy as hell girl yes I will watch Beauty you gotta watch Beauty to make us happy you hear me so psych one day you want Beau
if men can come up here and women can come up here and turn on their camera for you so you can admire their beauty we are officially telling you guys if we're pansexual we love all so even if you're heterosexual he will respect you but he will show you love and I feel like he wants to just love everyone and
everyone needs to respect that he might want your conversation he might want to see your arms and if you're insecure and you can't show your arms for Beautiful People then then maybe the ain't the place for you because psych likes to love on everyone I love to love on every be loves to LEL everyone Shannon said can I have a
reading please Shannon is that a new account can someone check that account before we we're not gonna draw energy like they tried yesterday on somebody's H Channel the three dots on the side of their name and we're gonna see that
Shannon just made the channel okay February 11th they made the channel 2 so again that's suspect we're gonna have to ask you to hit the cash app if you want to reading you go ahead and hit Sykes cash app let's go
summer this is what my degree is in sorry not sorry okay I am the wingman the hype man and we will bring out the star because the star is sitting over here next to me okay I just will make sure that he gets what he needs so if you'd like to hit his cash out for a reading uh
Shannon we'll be happy to assist you last night um last night there's this guy big tall sexy Rob and then then but it's like then I figured out who it was and stuff like that he started being really obvious about who he was and stuff and then a woman came in she's like can I have a reading and I and I
gave her a reading you know and then she's like oh well my husband is Samo and he's he's 6' s and like just all the stuff that and I was like oh I was like yeah well you know and she's like is my husband cheating I'm like yeah I'm sleeping with your husband and he's he's in the chat he's cheating with the chat right now oh it's Sharon okay Sharon no
no no no that was the joke don't do that don't do I joked no no no we don't no no no no no no no no no that was my joke on them I'll call them whatever I want they will hit your cash out we're not responding to them talk to the people with blue mod sticks right because the ones that are suspect are the ones that
don't have modsticks so they could be false accounts but allow it for the views allow it for your numbers right but yeah nope uh whatever I called her will hit the cash app period look at what be C CZ wait what
look what look that up ba cuz what the is that oh they blew the um 50 bucks get it blew them two deer walk out of a gay bar one says to the other I can't believe I blew 50 bucks in there blew the 50
Buck Get It Up everyone how's everyone doing dut what is a dust Hut he said doas it's like a it's like a Ramstein song doas doas you know I I know some romstein it's like it's German oh it's German means you have you have me it's like do youas
me do you have me am I right or am I wrong I I don't know I know a little bit I know a little bit of German you better because my mama used to speak it I didn't know nothing she told me to learn it but I just looked at her like dear in the headlights because I wanted to learn French I really like that in high school but I didn't I actually know um ASL
though because my son is uh death so that's my American Sign Language yes americ sign language but I would like to learn Spanish because that guy saying that prayer Psalms 91 was really nice in a different language I took Spanish in like six through like eth or ninth grade and think French in 10th Grade
ah and so I I've been I also went to Spain and stuff I went to Spain for a month I stay with the family there and and also you know I'm in LA and so we and I Al really attracted to the Mexican guys and so I know so if you learn maybe you could talk you know to them in Spanish darling I know I know and Al yeah I I also like learned a lot of
Spanish slang and stuff like that I don't remember some of it but yeah okay doas means you hate you hate me yeah oh no well we need we don't need that on there yeah I don't like that word I don't like the word hate it's like such an ugly word you know it's like hate is like a I mean it's there I hate I hate hate you know
that's all I'll say it's like I the only thing I have hate for is hate I love people and uh and I'm about love really midges are so tiny you can just flick them LOL I'm French Irish and Italian yeah how that's cool oh yeah I know I know that's what it means
K Italian yeah that's cool so if do you know all three of those languages Boston m I love French but if you know but um Italian Spanish and um and French are all romance languages and it's like if you know Spanish you can like learn
French pretty easily and then you can learn Italian too because they're very very similar languages again there's a lot of languages that are Sim they're in the same like grouping and stuff like that so um yeah also like if you look at you know the original alphabet was Phoenician have you heard of the Phoenicians Phoenicians no phans well the Phoenicians were like um they came
with the first alphabet that's the oldest alphabet and all languages we have are like derived from Phoenician it's like and it's like um you can like look at Greek and it's like the Greek letters are very similar to The Phoenician letters and the Phoenicians were basically they were the sea people and they would um and the language was originally created so they because for
like as a language for like um buying selling and stuff like that and so um yeah but it's really interesting and also they have phonetics and so it's like sound and stuff like so all languages based on this on this phenician where this the letters associated with the sound and then if you know you can like basically understand a lot of language I've also studied Sans some Sanskrit and um you
know Sanskrit is a really beautiful language too I've studied Hinduism Buddhism and Sanskrit is H you know in India it's like it's a really beautiful language I love beta to teach us some things too right yeah I because also you know Arabic um you know I know Arabic is different from farsy a little bit but I
the Arabic lettering is like so gorgeous it's like it's like it's like an art it's like it's like such beautiful letter I think it's like the most beautiful lettering you know I love I love um the Arabic and also when they do the the prayers because you know they do several prayers a day like I get I get chills just listening it sounds so
beautiful when they're like oh sound of it is like really gorgeous I love the sound of um the prayers you know what was really cool when you were reading the Latin that was really cool like I was like oh my God he
do you did that clock the tea honey yeah Latin have like beautiful phrases too there's like a lot of great sayings that you can find in Latin they have really wise sayings and things like that I'll try to try to look some up let me see is a see yeah Latin is also like a very magical language um where it's like you
know um there's like um there's a this meme I have and it's like it says when you um when you are trying to read Latin and you say it wrong and there's like and there's like a picture of a goat in the bedroom and stuff like that like this black goat and stuff like that like it's like you summon you summon the stuff if you say Latin incorrectly I'll see I'll see if there's
some famous Latin saying I can share with you we need the goats that were walking up the mountain that's what we need we need the goats walking up okay I'm gonna find that while you find your your thing yeah and I'll show you I'll put it in the
streamyard for you thank you so godet in Domino means rejoice in the Lord like Domino is the Lord you know and then genius Loki means the spirit of the place and so every every city will basically have its own kind of spear in
the city right um and Gloria invidium bisti by your Fame you have conquered Envy that's beautiful gloriosus I love it well we need things to conquer to overcome right because
that's kind of what that is right and you're a Survivor that's what I use we're survivors we're not victims definitely um Gracia centia means Grace and learning and then grati Veritas n truth
through mercy and nature and then there's uh grei s known legit it is Greek and therefore cannot be read it's like it's Greek to me kind of um Gloria patri glory to the father um let's
see Gloria in excelsius Deo glory to God in the highest yeah Justa non verba Deeds not words oh I like this one Jens unus We Are One people
oh God in ver joy and Truth okay let's see I'll read a few more how about Rari NES in Gite basto rare survivors in the immense sea that's
beautiful um let's see yes re at for tier upright and strong um let's see uh reduce uh redio OD infin infinum leading back to the
infinite oh how with this one regim ego km M reim you made me a count I will make you a king um let's see oh rep repe repetitio s m storium
repetition is the mother of study we might needing the other rest non verba actions speak louder than words um ADP Pro Look Behind look here look
ahead and re resurge them I shall arise that sounds like my Angelo I Rise I Rise right and I Rise um yes my Angela was very good you like this Boston yeah I love
these like there's so much there's so much beautiful so many beautiful Latin phrases um let me see look at the screen yes oh I love it I love I love the goat I had to kiss you I found the one on the mountain
though give me a second I'm sorry I don't mean to interrupt you but you can cover this like when people come up and you know how you use your welcome one uhuh you can actually yeah and if like you know how like our people are laughing and we just did the little lick lick lick oh yeah ha this
mountaining goat here we go this is so cool look at so oh I'm sorry hold on yeah touch it okay there you go and then when they come up you can do that see yeah this is the this is the Capricorn energy look at look at that they just
jump right like just jump got it look like leaping goats right that is awesome Yep kiss kisses Janet
love them cuz you're funny and you're talented and you need it and you are the goat I'm the goat you're the goat you're first though you're seven I'm 16 so I know my place your energy is definitely you know as strong as mine but I feel like your
injuries you can't manifest like you know sometimes you need a you need someone to charge your battery and I'm okay with that I I love like that I'll charge you up it's like a lighthouse when you turn that lighthouse on it be shin and bright don't they they're so beautiful I love lighthouses y because they always guide
the way you know so your boyfriend 1 yay well you know so you're you're you're um yeah like you know I have a strong Aquarius too I'm aquar like I'm I'm you know I'm Capricorn son um and uh Sun ascendant and Mercury all
in the first house and I'm Aquarius moon and Mars also in the first house so I have these really strong that's all about identity of the first house and something there's over 210 breeds of goat that's awesome you know I just love I love goats because goats will like they they can there's some goats that that will play dead that they like faint or they faint okay there's some goats that climb trees
there's goats that um that scream there's um there's the goats also like you know we're scape artist you know you've heard scapegoat which is like you know we always get the blame of everything but also there we're Escape artists we're able to get out of out of traps and things like that and bad situations and because goats you can't put you can't keep them in a yard they'll always they can just jump over
the fences and and that kind of thing and so see Boston Strong so you're Boston strong is the Capricorn Aquarius Pisces your Pisces well the one that I downloaded for them hanging off the mountain didn't it won't go in the streamyard it's probably too
big so I have to I had them like you know when you showed us them climbing on the side of the mountain I thought that was so cool like yeah I had a picture but it won't let me oh look they got baby ones you like the little baby ones yeah the kids they're called kids
they right okay really kids yeah all these kids when they come out here to uh YouTube they're goats they're baby goats got it we're gonna get you some kids well um we could tell kids can I can I tell you a quick story
a quick gri this is a grim fairy tale it's it's not very long it's called the wolf and the Seven young kids it says once upon a time there was an Old Goat she had little kids and love them all just as a mother loves her children one day she wanted to go into the woods to get some food so she called all seven to her and said children dear I'm going
into the woods be on your guard for the wolf okay one second be under guard for the wolf if he gets in he will eat you eat up all of you even your skin and hair the villain often disguises himself but you'll recognize him at once by his rough voice and his black feet
the kid said Mother Dear we'll take care of ourselves you can go away without any worries then the old one bleeded and went on her way with her mind at ease it was not long before someone knocked the door and called out open the door children dear your mother is here and has brought something for each one of you but the little kids knew from the rough voice that it was the wolf we will
not open the door they cried out you are not our mother she has a soft and gentle voice and your voice is rough you are the wolf so so the wolf went to a shopkeeper and bought himself a large piece of chalk which he ate making his voice soft then he came back and knocked at the door calling out open the door children dear your mother's here and has brought something for each one of you
but the wolf laid one of his black pawed inside the window the children saw it and cried out we will not open the door our mother does not have a black foot like you you're are the wolf so the wolf ran to a baker and said I have sprained my foot rub some dough on it for me after the baker had rubbed dough on his feet the wolf ran to the Miller and said sprinkle some white flour on my foot for
me the Miller thought the wolf wants to deceive someone and refused to do it so the wolf said if you will not do it I will eat you up that frightened the Miller and he made his paw white for him yes that is the way people are now the villain went for the third time to the door knocked on it and said open the door for me children your dear little mother has come home and has brought
every one of you something from the woods the little kids cried out first show us your paw so that we may know you are our dear little mother so he put his paw inside the window and when they saw that it was white they believed that everything he said was true and they opened the door but who came in it was the wolf they were terrified and wanted to hide one jumped under the table the second into the bed the third into the
stove the fourth into the kitchen the fifth into the cupboard the sixth under the wash bin wash basin the seventh into the clock case but the wolf found them all and with no further Ado he swallowed them down his throat wrote one after the other however he did not find the youngest kid the one who was in The Clock case after satisfying his appetite
he went outside and lay down under the tree in a Green Meadow and fell asleep soon afterward the Old Goat came home from the woods oh what a sight she saw there the door stood wide open table chairs and benches were tipped over the wash basin was in pieces the covers and pillows had been pulled off the bed she looked for her children but they were nowhere to be found she called them by
name one after the other but no one answered when at last came to came to the youngest a soft voice cried out mother dear I'm hiding in the clock case she took it out and it told her that the wolf had come in and eaten up all the others you can just imagine how she cried for her poor children finally in her despair she went outside and the youngest kid ran with her they came to
the meadow and there lay the wolf by the tree snoring so loudly that the branches shook she looked at him from all sides and saw that something was moving and jiggling inside his Full Belly good gracious she thought is it possible that my poor children whom he has swallowed up down for supper can still be alive the mother goat sent the kid home to
fetch scissors and a needle and thread and she cut open the monster's punch she had scarcely made one cut before the a little kid stuck his head out and she continued to cut one after the other until all six jumped out and they were all still alive they were not even hurt for in his greed the monster had swallowed them down hole how happy they were they hugged their Dear Mother and
jumped about like a tailor on his wedding day but the mother said go now and look for some big Stones we will fill the Godless Beast stomach with them while he's still asleep the seven kids quickly brought the stones and they put as many of them as they could into his stomach as it was hold then the mother hurly sewed him up again he was not aware of anything and never once stirred
the wolf finally awoke and got up onto his legs because the stones in his stomach made him very thirsty he wanted to go to a well and drink but when he began to walk and move about the stones in his stomach knocked against each other and rattled then he cried out what rumbles and tumbles inside of me I thought it was kids but it's stones that they be when he got to the well and
leaned over the water to drink the heavy Stones pulled him in and he drowned miserably when the seven kids saw what happened they ran up and cried the wolf is dead the wolf is dead and with their mother they dance for joy around the well okay how was that guys the end that was one of my favorite stories as a kid
I love I love the uh the uh the wolf the wolf and the Seven kids you want enjoy that that was nice yeah Chad like that I'm sorry I couldn't see the chat but um well you were just reading and I think it was amazing I feel like you could do like a
spooky one too like you know how the people like tell the what a camp fire stories right yeah that it felt like but it was a nice story so you could like you know um definit St yeah I used to do the campfire stories I loved them we
would sit around tell like you know where they they were called um um urban legends but they were just like stories that people would tell about like the Indians and you know fireside chat thank you he man thank you fire side
chat so yeah I liked it some people have a hard time focusing but the fact that you focused on telling us that story I feel like is amazing because some people you just relax and listen I have I have a short one I have a short scary story it's a one of my favorites it's from this book called scary stories to tell
in the dark it's called the big toe okay okay it's really short it says a boy was digging at the edge of the garden when he saw a big toe he tried to pick it up but it was stuck to something so he gave it a good hard jerk and it came off in his hand then he heard something groan and Scamper away the boy took the toe
into the kitchen and showed it to his mother it looks nice and plump she said I'll put it into the soup and we'll have it for supper that night his father carved the toe into three pieces and they each had a piece then they did the dishes and when it got dark they went to to bed the boy fell asleep almost at once but in the middle of the night a sound awakened him it was something out
in the street it was a voice and was calling to him where is my toe it groaned when the boy heard that he got very scared but he thought it doesn't know where I am it will never find me then he heard The Voice once more only now it was closer um where is my CH it groaned the
boy pulled the blankets over his head and Clos his eyes I'll go to sleep he thought when I wake up it will be gone but soon he heard the back door open and again he heard the voice where is my CH it groaned then the boy heard footsteps move through the kitchen into the dining room into the living room into the front hall then slowly they
climbed the stairs closer and closer they came soon they were in The Upstairs Hall now they're outside his door where is my toe the voice groaned his door opened shaking with fear he listened as a footsteps slowly moved through the dark behind his bed or toward his bed
then they stopped where is my CH The Voice groaned you've got it that's
you got it that was cute and we have mods out there please guys only the mods to be funny if anybody's being rude disrespectful we want you to behave relax and enjoy what he's doing he's
reading US stories so can we get a Lov one we got a a scary one we got um a very what what's the the word
I'll find I'll find a cute love story um well I told this one um last night it's let me see I find um I'll find it real quick it's it's very short let me see um it's called the cat maen
okay it's called the cat in Venus okay so the gods were once disputing whether it was possible for a living being to change its nature Jupiter or Zeus said yes but Venus said no so to try the
question Jupiter turned a cat into a maiden and gave her um to a young man for a wife the wedding was duly performed and the young couple sat down to a wedding Feast see said Jupiter to Venus how becomingly she behaves who could tell that yesterday she was but a cat surely her Nature has changed wait a minute replied Venus and let loose a
mouse into the room no sooner did the bride see this than she jumped up from her seat and tried to pounce upon the Mouse ah you see said Venus nature will out okay I have a few more cat stories a Young Man became so fond of his cat that that he made her his constant companion and used to declare that if she were a
woman he would marry her Venus at length seeing how Sincere was his affection this is the same story but different a little different put okay gratified his wishes and changed the cat into a young and blooming woman they were accordingly married but at night hearing a mouse in the room the Young Bride sprang from the arms of her husband caught the mouse and killed it Venus angry at this behavior and seeing that under the form of a
woman there was still hidden the nature of a cat determined that form and nature should no long disagree and change her back into a cat do you like that one I hi beautiful welcome
welcome what do you guys doing um he's calmly having fun reading enjoying he doesn't want anything negative in his chat he's banned people and they keep coming back so yeah we're uh sitting here listening to his stories it's about him but it's our Threes
Company he's enjoying himself so he's being loved on and I'm I'm glad you're here so we can love on you uh yeah I just reading the chat right now why was 2020 banned what were they saying uh who's 2020 the one going up on Janet all night
he called Janet the seaword and like was saying that she's like you know like she's h r e and all those things um so when he banned it he took the person's wrench and he banned them and then they came back well no he timed yeah he timed them out and then that but bronze got
banned and so then they coming back now but he doesn't want to read the chat uh V he wants to reading his stories he's been waiting for you so I just wonder I didn't know what happened but he also said that he wasn't he said he unsubscribed too and stuff like that and so then and he had a rent and so I just
um I just took the wrench and stuff like that and then he was being disrespectful to the Janet so I I just timed out for 24 hours but oh you timed him out for 24 and he still came back with another account oh wow so that's what's going on they're coming back with their other accounts because they didn't want to accept that he asked them to leave
I mean uh your channel is different you know it's run differently than mine maybe you know you're trying to focus on things but I for me I just I personally I don't get offended that easily people call me names all the time unless they're making disgusting allegations you know like I don't care call me
all you want because I know I'm not one well he yeah then then bronze birg was saying Alisa P Doo andu like that and that's I don't like that in my either so those
words yeah the stuff that could get to you you know like against us like you know PDF talk or you know that kind of stuff yeah but I don't know everybody's different what if she comes to the chat and sees that he's allowing that in his channel when he deals with her that's what I'm what I trying to explain that
you have a different Channel you want positive energy um whatever you want that gives you peace of mind you know what I mean py so it's for me it's like I'm I guess I'm just used to I've been like in the murkiest waters of the internet I'm just like okay we used that example remember psych of pulling people
out of that murky water giving them a blanket and giving them some water do they want the blanket or water do they keep on want to be in a murky water cuz sometimes I felt like I was drowning like and then I saw like then I saw a boat come out come over like and I like rot over to me and stuff like when I'm drowning and then they like started hitting me with the ore instead of like
rescuing me right it's like that's kind of like you know I'm like I love you know it's like you don't have to like or also you don't have to you don't have to help me but like don't like um kick me when I'm down kind of thing like you know it's like you want respect want to be respected on your own
channel yeah and it's like because I'm like you know also I want the chat like because we have people in the chat like like a lot of different people um and some people are coming for readings and it's like you know I like I want a positive atmosphere and like sometimes in the past people will chase them away and stuff and like um they'll get scared by scared by the chat and stuff like that I want people to feel like
comfortable and stuff like that and like it's like a safe place kind of thing where it's like B even if like you know there's people in the chat that are rude and stuff like that it's like I want them to know that you know I'm um know I'm about love and things like that are you guys yeah I just I didn't um you know I didn't you know cuz you know me I'm like
all over the place I'm not really paying attention all the time but I remember 2020 was in your chat now you were nice but now if they're being rude and they're like annoying you then you know 2020 sometimes maybe you need like a little taming you know just to figure out what's going on with the channel they said the world doesn't mool around positive energy sometimes you're
drowning and it's not positive energy sometimes you got to be real and keep get a grip but see 2020 people get drained when you're doing a panel you get drained sometimes you feel like you're getting attacked you know just a little taming yeah 2020 yep and so yeah and it's like well he was
but he was going on and on and on about he just kept repeating the same thing and it was like I just feel like they see see like Janet and and and Bea and all like how we there's all this love and like friendship and like and like and then they're trying to like ruin it they're trying to like well there is
nothing that can ruin my friendship with you or Janet people love no one and nothing can come between that you know chat for me is a lot chat is like trolls they do whatever but your channel is different and you you know you want to keep a tarot card reading maybe there's nights where you do readings and there's nights where you do parties and anything goes but see but it's like opening the
door back up again to people that you don't want to be trolled by you know so it's kind of like a catch 22 it's fun but it's also it can come with the prices that you know you're experience he needs balance he needs balance and right now he was out of control literally doing drugs that we don't want him hurt Mama we want him calm and
that's all we're just bringing uh he was yeah some pH earlier pH something he took when his eyes
G there we go you did g yeah come on don't do that like my glass hairdresser passed away from that and I was devastated for like I'm almost I'm devastated still he was like really good friend of mine yeah don't do that why I want him calm this is why I
don't want all of that he needs the echo to stop he just wants the echo to stop so I'm gonna help VA we're gonna introduce the guest no no no you guys can do it I'm trying to help too I'm not trying to I love you are you with anybody I'm just trying to you know give my input on or figure out what going on I'm sorry I even joined or even asked you
know I just wanted to know um because I was seeing you know a message is getting deleted and they were saying they didn't do anything and I was like okay what happened you explained to me that you know you were getting disrespected it was bringing negative energy and that's all I wanted to know was kind know what's going on and just say hi to you guys well we love you that's he needs
you because he needs your love he has a guess I I was I had I couldn't wait until you going live I was doing stuff like all day and then I had to take care of you know it's freaking Monday and then I got so tired I took a nap and I wanted to take like a half an hour nap and it turned into like two hours and I'm like oh God I'm G to be up all night
now and then I saw you live I was like oh he's live you know just came in here to chill yeah this is I want to chill this is a Chill Zone and like yeah it's like I mean I did like a know that that guy and
everything oh my good is that you psych jumping that mountain yeah it's it's Janet and pych there all the all the dam damn it hi will I'm climbing my
Mountain one step at a time this y'all are so cute I just want to like get one and like make it jump Mountains for me now actually have one I was just joking I actually have one oh there l oh he's yeah I forgot
he's a Cappy capricorn yeah the same January 17th same as Alex Myers by the way oh look at the baby lunar you have kitties look at the look at her lips and eyes no but I like the eyes I love yeah the eyes are
magical the eyes are beautiful but something about those lips it looks like she's wearing a little cat lipstick or something it's so cute yeah little like a little pucker like um just like you know like a little pucker lip yeah just like a little
like ready yeah mine don't have that wait wait do kiss cats ever kiss another kitty they don't that's question I think they do it's like no no V do you think kitties give kisses to each
other other like room Each Other Well my cat's lick yeah my cat's um they would lick each other right when Lenor kisses me on the lips she comes up and kisses me on the lips and and in 2020 you know be yeah be can go no listen listen okay don't worry about
what 2020 says about me because they Canin say whatever what happened was you like ended your live you weren't live when I saw you live I came back now I can go wherever and come back I was pretty drunk last night I gotta still like you know I like groy Jimmy he takes my panel so I went there for the first time I've never taking his link so I was
there for a little bit like while big deal you can write about it and like TZ news you can write oh my God this bet is a horrible friend but most of the time I'm here on psyches no not you I'm talking to 2020 I just you know I like to just uh talk to them maybe logically
if logic sometimes gets in their head but yeah I'm not um I'm not chained to any um any panel neither is psyche he can go wherever he wants Janet can J can go wherever she wants um yeah that there's I kind of can I kind of can't but you
know yeah we do you're right I might get in trouble one you know what if ruy Jimmy was there talking about psyche I would put him in his place but he wasn't even nothing about Psy he was there a whole different show he welcomed them pych psych psych psych hi hi
J hi you look stressed out I'm good tonight I'm good tonight you know I'm very good I'm trying to Furey or something how about this how about we make you this I'll get a tattoo and I'll put psych awakens and then we are even
wait look look who's even we'll be tied together forever sorry hey wait wait wait I want to talk to me can Meer come up I'm a Meer baby so why don't you love me I like Meer can Meer come up I haven't talked to him I only talked to
him once I think I like Meer too I like him he's in Aquarius mus my stepmom is an aquarius too click the link Aquarius both my parents areus
I'm but um but groovy Jimmy like I was getting messages on my chat I said they're like they're like they're like pyi thank you for um for getting groovy Jimmy to take off his shirt because like we're all we're clipping it and it's like and it's like everyone thought it was funny and stuff like that wait who took off this shirt gry Jimmy don't tell say me because I already know that no no
no groovy Jimmy took off his shirt and he has like some man boobies and there they just you know I think gry Jimmy is funny actually I think he's a nice guy there's no way that he dated Jamie there's no way that's that's a fake didn't dat they were friends they went
out as friends like she took him out to like dinner one time to Sushi and then they went to yeah just as friends yeah she's you know she trying to show him around she was what trying to pimp him around no no show them around she explained it on the panel she said you know she was like you know just because they live close to
each yeah yeah well she must live in Houston yeah I know she lives in Texas so yeah you know I can kid I can kidnap Jimmy too myself I like jammie Jimmy you want me to kidnap
you is she in the chat no no no I'm just like manifesting around I'm no I'm not gonna I'm not gonna are you being are you being a naughty Kitty tonight Jim yes I'm being bad kitty kitty honestly if I were to kidnap
anyone from Houston you know who would it be oh God J it might be the person that was sent $5,000 and bar The Turtles Imagine like um imagine if we
were all cats what kind of cat do you think Janet would be I think she would be like a calico cat and um be I would be like no no I don't think she'd be C cigo are a little bit more calmer I would say she' be like the um the other one God damn it I don't
know Tabby a tabby Tabby Tabby but she has she has a loving like Calico feature I don't know well so do tabes but they have a little bit of like more energy to them too I think psyche would be a Siamese cat what who what is uh um
Garfield I think it's a tabby oh you want to no you're I love gari no no no no no no the orange cats are always the fat one so yeah I like him though I love them a Ginger he's a ginger I love I love Garfield I was really Gonna Get A
Garfield cat too like literally every orange cat I have be us they're fat well orange cats are like um also like supposed to be the loveliest like they give more love to like human more you guys remember Crystal an she had like a cat named Milo and that cat was
so affectionate they're supposed to be really like family oriented like good house C little things I love I love they also love to eat a lot well all cats do like my cat right now one of them not all cats but the orange ones do a lot they love to beat it's true we did have a cat
named Cheerio and he was pretty you know round and uh chubby that's why your boyfriend Tommy's a little bit chubby in the yeah I I love my Ginger yes my boyfriend my man my brother's a
ginger and he's a little bit chubby too can I tell you um a story about Cheerio so this Cheerio cat wasn't even our cat it was a street cat and he was like freaking hood you know he would go to like every freaking house looking for
food wait wait wait it's me hi me okay then my story no no no we're listening kidding forget it no okay so you went to your friend's house forget it forget it no mether is here now we have more entertainment let's talk to me be be stop stop just no
I didn't go to my friend's house I said we had a cat it wasn't even ours it was just like a freaking like everyone's cat but he was like really a bully and he would like I guess somehow we were his favorite house so he would come there a lot with the other cat that we had Bootsy and he wasn't neutered so you go around and impregnate all the cats in the
neighborhood he was a big youo problem so my dad I don't know what he was thinking my dad and my stepmom this is like way back they decided to transport him and they said maybe he should be in like nature in the wilderness so they took him like 20 miles away from like area it was like kind of like nature and they dropped that poor cat over
there and I'm not lying to you like 10 days later that Cat Came Back he found his way back and it was miles away it came back it was like two different it was like a whole different city and I I know this like from Irvine to Mission vehicle it's insane and like when he came back my dad and my stepmom had like
a whole new level of respect for that cat they were giving him extra treats they were like oh it's the coolest thing ever I was like okay he left to be like 22 oh my god wow that's really smart right damn well that's why the Egyptians
like worship kitties I think right yeah something I guess I don't know well Japanese do because every time I go to a nail salon they have like the little kitty thingies I have no idea no you do it's like the kitty thing it's a kitty thingy the nail
salon Oh you mean the Good Luck Chinese things that say come in come yeah but it's not Chinese it's Japanese I think it's Japanese or some maybe it is Chinese I don't know it's Chinese is the Chinese likey Chinese with the
p yeah yeah but yeah so that's why by why um many nations probably worshiped cat cats because they're very smart yeah don't you think I think so yeah I definitely think they're like
very intuitive if you're down if you have like you know bad energy you can see that they're like concerned they come up to they run around like agitated when you're calm they're calm they're blinking at you I don't know but they're pretty cool creatures I love cats okay I
love you they going get you really slow me you have a cat why py mute by the way no just dog yeah I just I have two dogs I don't know that hurt wait wait wait wait me did that hurt getting that piercing like right
there it didn't hurt very bad didn't it really no really it hurt more to get my lip pierced H interesting yep yep I just woke
up well have a coffee or whatever you like and oh no I'm um why is everyone on mute so we have oh I'm I'm just letting you guys talk I don't know where's Janet I'm
right here oh okay okay yeah uh pych uh left he's um upset where you why who wants to hang out in the chat for a minute would you not he said he just wants to hang up
maybe your ass up here right now I'm tired of this every time Meer comes up to give his like you know we love him and then you you go oh you just play this like you know what do you call it cat and mice game cat and mouse game get your booty back up here psych now wait wait wait wait wait jenet was that like that like uh anime made it thing it was
like the cat and mouse wait what was that it was my favorite TV show too Tom and Jerry thank you thank you thank you except I don't know if um Mis is Tom which one is Jerry Tom and Jerry which one is the cat or the mouse they're both they're both playing this game with each
other come on go so cute so cute you know my favorite movie my favorite sug gring up jenet was Tweety Bird I loved it and now I'm like why I like Twitty bird I remember there was like a
birthday like everything I got was literally Twitty bird and I'm kind of a little bit weird mine was Charlie Brown really oh it's so crazy to think about right now yeah I know that's why you made me
go back cuz I loved some Charlie Brown I love even really speak did Charlie Brown even speak or he just kind of like pretended he did the teacher didn't um but it was Snoopy everything was Snoopy I remember getting the ice machine
Snoopy yeah we can make little ice uh balls but there there's a song There's a song that's so good it's called Snoop what is that song called if I ask shy it's gonna probably give me some stupid ass answer hold on
what is said that kids fall and they play de look at look at the goats playing dead look these are so cute to
just oh no I I hate AI whatever okay well I tried there's a song called Snoopy and it's like I think like a country song I can't find it and the
AI you ever heard of that be Sno no this country I was trying to Envision like yeah like hey I'm a Snoopy I don't know I can't imagine like a country f no no no it's like wait what what see now I'm
gonna I can't get it out of my mind I just can't get you out of my head your love is all I think about P you on screen it better be you putting me on the big screen for CH if you're
not gonna help me was that you Janet that done that kidding no no well what is he doing orchestrating back there like Dr Evil get your booty back up here psyche get his booty who's that reading for wait wait wait wait wait Meer who's that reading
for psyche but he needs to be on the panel for this he's being a hanged man right now look that one second he's being all right one second is over dude he said I'm a young buck and I don't give a
you can get you can get 50 blows at the bar I mean bucks okay 50 bucks you watch too many of those videos of like a Ram jumping a mountain to a mountain now he thinks he's a young bug that doesn't give a
yeah you can have that on your screen saber 247 and just watch that all day long the ghosts just jumping did you make that Meer no it's a card that's a weird card it's a skeleton but with like sket something
cups something cups Listen to My Heart it makes a lovely sound well we can't listen to your heart because you're not on the thingy dude are we supposed to listen to your heart you want me to put like a stethoscope in your like
online or some to you five of cups Five of Cups what does Five of Cups mean that why you in the Five of Cups what are you disappointed about look are you moving on is this you moving on than
you let's sing a song about moving on how do I say goodbye I'm sing Titanic right now we can't play music so we
can wait for wait wa wait wait wait me meet yourselves what does that mean what J that's a ship that mean's moving on yeah because
goty Waters it's basically saying that that that the what the ship has sailed
by this will be the day that I die I
live what's the ladder going it's like a skeleton going up a ladder that looks like a sexy skeleton chick no okay maybe she's under maybe she's tra snakes there's black snakes underneath oh my God yeah I'd be climbing up that lad I'd be up that lad
so fast me too F that you're getting away from the snakes in your life you're cleansing yourself you're moving from one um what do they call that Dimension to another yeah it's saying that even though you like to play around with snakes you should walk up the ladder and
get away from yeah for that you know you like the shape of snakes it just run up there's too many snakes surrounded by you she said the shape of snakes shape of my heart I mean no you know what you meant you know
what you me you're the dirty mind okay what's this one whoa what is that coming out of his I'm Terri mmy it's like I don't know oh he's getting the toxins out of
his brain okay is that what moving on yeah he's moving on wait wait wait can I read the bottom though night of what wait the bottom Knight night of Cups and and psych always say the cups overflow you or fill you
up so let's get the real Tru wait wait wait wait wait wait put that one second wait wait wait one second put that one up again because I miss one thing about that picture pause it there stop moving it what is that skeleton that he's holding is that
his like this is wording me his heart okay P said his heart is oh wow he has to guard his heart py is pregnant and he's gonna have a little baby he's gonna have a knee baby with you you're pregnant you didn't hear last night but I stuck my tongue in his butt and then I stuck my tongue in your
okay wait wait wait wait me how would you you're now pregnant you're like three months VA I feel like I can interpret this card pretty well I would say guard your heart um you're guard you have a lot of
toxins toxic people maybe in your life okay so you're holding that's your soul that's your soul you're holding right there on right hand by the way that's the baby that's the inner child in you inner child and then and then what's coming out of you is like the toxic people that
you don't need to have so what it's trying to say is you need to create boundaries okay for yourself you're also wearing a big large hat which tells me that you have a lot in your head going on in your head just kidding I'm just going with this are we right nether are we close
he said it was toxic people did we do okay did we are we like totally wrong and you're gonna be like wrong about everything need filled with the energy so Meer you're gonna have to take your shirt off so we can regenerate sorry kind of give us a real translation now skin to skin the only way we can stay
alive is skin to skin action at this point can you help us stay alive Jesus janed you've been a dying he said he was dying I thought you were supposed to be sick I didn't know when you get sick you get all horny get sick that wait wait wait wait wa wait oh my God you had to show me another one that I had to like look
at wait go down go down I want to look at the description go down down down she wants to see the title of the card please why please patience jic patience dear I have any you gota learn
it you gotta learn it it's peace of mind it's amazing keeps everyone calm and understanding he can't really know what we're seeing has to move it over a little bit four of Wands only sh us four it's just I just don't know what I'm looking at okay a woman oh my God I know who that is it's Alisa Jordana oh
damn look at it she's in a show he has this person that he really cares about she we she look it yeah it looks like it looks like show popping though because she's in one of those little like umbrellas like there's drink there there's a u they're gonna meet up treasure chest or something flowers like
yeah like a superstar maybe he maybe he admires her in death wow see bring it closer what's underneath her why is she what is underneath it seems like it's two card okay flower that's a nice one beautiful
and that's gross four it said four cups I think yeah J you're right as gross I don't know what that means w wands sorry four of Wands yeah did you just send your own message see that's
Elisa yeah looks just like her too little skeletal that she is oh guys that's his friend that's his friend you're so funny sometimes SK oh my
God yeah don't trash her please guys no we're not trashing tried my best I tried my best I'm doing my best she let she lets people call her whatever she's got tough skin herself Alisa she lets people say
whatever to her in her chat right well that's what he said your mic is really messed up Nick like I just don't no like you need I'm sorry I didn't mean that u i mean I did but I didn't you know I'm sorry I didn't
mean to giggle I thought it was just funny the way she said it I'm so sorry I know I'm just kind of sometimes don't take me serious me too same here we joke we're not disrespecting neither or
Janet or you it just you know it was just a joke it was just a joke God you're so serious yeah you look so angry why you so angry why so serious why you so wait so
on um you know I try to do my best about that situation and I making fun of me no we can't make fun of you sorry psyche um
I uh psyche shaved his beard and now he looks like he's there you go Ro P now poor guys those that was a compliment by the way
right y a compliment he he wants to be younger his inner is 12 it's right when he got his favorite jacket in his new car he got a car at 12 psych you're like SC SC me can you stop with those eyes like just let's just
like be like stop it we have we both had green eyes he has hazel he has hazel eyes think he Hazel they change when you wear like different color shirts I always like thought that was like so
fascinating we see you waes to take and put it back on they're like they're like blue but green at the same time that's so cool oh yes oh yes how's the tattoo going oh it looks better
now are you baby come back yes come back I love that song look he did he did some signs too all right we're gonna give him some actually 2020 I've been told I have great he doing a c gang gang let's go gang gang
de like green yeah yeah so gray eyes light green yeah maybe that's what I got to me what's Meer thinking what's me you know me always has like a whole bunch of in his head about
him tell the truth you know you love psych he's Frozen he's Frozen y' he is okay well me is not frozen he's just Frozen in
Time 2020 we're going to have fun it's all going to be good do you do you like Geminis I'm a Gemini you like Geminis I'm a Gemini I love you know those are they're my favorite you know why because I like your demure side and I like your bad
side yeah yeah you haven't probably been able to express that one because you don't have the right people to feel safe but yeah you'll do it if we are there doing it with you yeah like say have a pool party if we had a pool party and she wanted to you know have fun if we were doing something be where we're having fun yeah
Gemini areco po I would go and I believe she would play like I believe she would play that game and she would have fun and yeah we do a lot of that especially like like what about like be the kind of girl that when you're in the pool you'll be swimming and all of a sudden she'll just
jump CU honestly like she actually she actually got me so well more than anyone actually probably ever has where it's like cuz I always feel like I need to be so proper but then like I want to be bad at the same time there you go Jan and you have to be comfortable with the right
people and I'm telling you you just haven't yet you're here with us so trust but this ain't that because we're on the internet so you don't want that you want what I said like when you're in a save en yes yeah yeah let's just have a pool party together we would have our bikinis on
drinking our drinks oh my God it' be so fun oh my God I want to do it oh my God we're going J sound like she got St we're gon like do the chicken Wrestle game or like we all the shoulders like yeah and then I Dr some people like two seconds and then I'm like I just
Ching you know what we can do is like the synchronized dancing like the old people no way no way I always wanted to do that like like you had to like float with your legs up in the sky and you do splits and then you do like Twirls we'll make the psyche like intro but we'll make it like in a synchronized
manner in the pool we're going to make a synchronized swimming uh bik party routine for you okay why is and psych looking like they want to like kill themselves right now by the way because they're broken up at the moment they really should be next to
each other so they can kiss and makeup move yourself over they just look so sad put all the guys on top and all the girls on the bottom I just not sadness anymore uh oh wait why is Nick in the bottom put him up there I mean mether
man love his wig I love his wig I love his hat he Harry Potter today no he's Erica Harry Potter he's Erica vadu no it is Harry Potter he is I think that is he's a pimp Harry
Potter with the fur Nick must be a Pisces he if Nick isn't a Pisces he's a girl he wants to be a girl guys he's erad Nick are you a Pisces by the way tell me
yes ER is Erica Badoo you like her she loves her died that died did you hear that yeah I was a big fan of happy birthday
Boston Strong I know it's pisy season yay yay yay fishy fishy swimmy swimmy Psy I want to show you shirt I really want to show you my shirt let's see your shirt girl I know I want to sell my
shirt I don't know I don't care I don't give a I like it but you can always make you know the world Scrabble you can like U make it like dick like like you know the how you can like mix words around did we just see D them up there
what is psych psych you're terrifying me what is going on with you tonight why she just so serious
serious no he just Are you seriously why are you so seriously serious he's hi he's high it's just oh oh you think that's why okay oh I know know we're just trying to get him back to the psych
mod get back he's a happy psyche yeah yeah happy Psy I haven't se smile you're orgasming that's a weird face to make when you're orgasming no the face my go
face it's that one make that
one Finding Nemo sh Wait wa 2020 what the are you even saying 202 they're unhappy okay AR means that you're big Aries means you're a big baby because they're the first in zodiac first okay T Taurus I'm sorry but
that's what my cat is so you're calling my cat a big baby D I'm a tus I think I am it is Taurus are supposed to be very materialistic and like have be very stubborn and kind of have you know also Rob being has so very beautiful and very
like very very loyal but I can also be a big too it's okay want M with me horns right okay and come to me next I'm Gemini I'm Gemini come to me next
is let's you want to fight with me Gemini you want to fight with the Taurus Geminis are like really good at communicating they're like really good at commun Geminis really good at communicating they can pull money out of thin air they're um you know they can have they're so tell me more tell me
more they have two person my D my dad was a Gemini and like uh and so they're also the twin and so they the good and evil twin have like two sides to them um right good and evil twin um yeah they're no bad signs all the signs have a duality but the gem think they're all bad signs honestly two bad signs and
one remember when like there was a thing you probably guys if the young ones don't remember this but like back in the days the guys would be like hey what's your sign that was like their pick up really yeah what's your sign stop stop on walk on my sign is
y you're not a Leo though wait what is me look at Meer he's looks like he like literally wants to kill us all he's not going no no Jim Nick no no no no don't say don't say that don't say
seriously butar people algori algo I have the algo for my channel guys you can't say I didn't mean that okay well Meer looks like he wants to have a discussion with us with us me tell us what's on your mind I know
it's a lot call us when you need us come to me I really want to know you don't worry about don't worry about me I'll be okay don't worry about me
don't worry okay I'll be okay is just trying to let you shine I'm just trying to figure out his tattoos like is it like a chemistry thing or is it like or something DMT or CHC no it's
like a chemistry thing yeah it's like neurons like kind of what is that me what the is that musroom mushrooms it can also look like okay well it does look like be but
it's not that it's like a chemistry thing go to your left I mean not that's your left go to your right side go right side right side right side right side get naked come on I'm sitting here naked okay well just get naked too I guess um what I like that well you got to go lower you're too close to the camera
wait there wait wait that says can you I know that I know that is I know what that is what is I had to like do a back bend just so read there's there's there's it's a square but it's letters and it's in three
okay but it's also like a geometrical shules on his other arm what is that molecules on the other arm yeah yeah I think it's like a chemistry and that it looks like tire tracks I ain't gonna hold you look like
tire tracks she didn't mean it like that she didn't I can't see yeah it looks like you know when the tire tracks They the three Lin like I can't read what like that me or she mean what is that card is that from who are we still doing cards this is the
Chari no he's doing it for him though one for me try to call him back said he's gonna die I want one for me am I gonna die am I gonna take off your shirt he don't want
to see a card he said take off your shirt take off my shirt not
you I was like I need to take off my shirt what's your favorite tattoo that you have um which one is like if you were to say like one that you were like so happy with between all your tattoos which one would it
be probably a colored one if I would have to guess I'd have to say hey you hey hey wait wait me fix your um audio in your um stream maybe um
maybe um psyche can put like the echo cancellation on him so if he has
just so we can hear you clear um I mean it's already on but here we go that better sometimes when you click it off click on you yeah yeah sometimes this just kind of hard to deal with but you know you figure it out I like your
art you're very artistic artistic kind of man it seems like you're very artistic yeah very
artistic the okay wait wait can you hold it a little bit longer so we can view the whole thing I because I like to look at the word okay then not The
High Priestess okay that's that's all I wanted the high priestess what does that mean do intuition card it's uh it's it's the it's the link between the dark and the light this uh
she's a she moves between the Realms of Good and Evil she's uh Master intuition she has Master intuition um she pretty much has she's you know she's a force of nature but it's also something that highly it's uh pointing towards
intuition all right um so we've got the Chariot all right we've got the of Swords oh that's me and Jenna's card we got the two saw that we got the high PR and we the so what this is telling me is
that these are cards for you I hope you're listening okay so this is telling me that I need to move on I need to cut cords or cut these ties that are that are holding me back or bring me down is
this for this is for me for okay okay and then Emperor me I need to either me I need to step in Emperor mode or this is psyche being an emperor um yeah another another page
yeah like yeah he's looking at me like I'm the Page of Cups like I'm just goofy you know just goofy coming in with like hey there's holes in my spoon who ate my soup or whatever you know it's like kind of like a goofy energy coming in with like an emotional offer um yeah look five of Pentacles five of Pentacles that's like being left
out in the cold that's me being left out in the cold see yeah it's it's it's like telling me basically to kick rocks like it's time for me to go you know king of Cups wow you know uh drink your drink drink your drink and like keep moving you know want to cry clean cup
clean clean cup clean cup move down move down move down C I think that's that's that's me and my ship that's me and my ship taking all my taking my my my treasures oh my God I like literally want to cry right
now sing off yeah King Of Wands taking action I don't want you to sell yeah like all these all these cards telling me to go can I ask
you can I ask you a question did you ever have feelings for psych yeah actually I I I I mean okay so like when it comes to feelings like deep feelings I wouldn't say they're very deep because we just
met because you don't yeah you don't mean him person but I mean like did you like him as what what you kind of like were presented with or saw yeah we jerked off D of course I like them well I didn't need to know that part but thank you for that
guess um so did you feel yeah I just shuffled the deck and I'm getting two cards for the advice all right so this is mine and psyche's advice let me get the book out here so I can read this all right first card that came out again The
Chariot again what does that mean what does that mean I guess he knows what it means but I don't know what it means who the is this full I'm just kidding leave Nick alone he's a rock
star um so he he got accidentally kicked himself off I guess I don't think that was him leaving or psyching him no I have I know um I honestly have no idea what's going on honestly I'm so confused
they're like it's Harry Potter I love yes slay them dragons slay them dragons for be slay the kitty we're Kitty Slayers why me it's it's it's uh Bea gang Bea Kitty gang sorry hey wait wait wait wait wait
can I ask one question to Nick this is the most important question he'll ever be asked when's your birth ever in his life are you ready for this question mate when's your birthday I need to know this because I can't understand him without knowing this when's your birthday the that is the most important
question you will be asked in your life if you don't know your own birthday I'm a cancer cancer cancer cancer yes I get it yeah yeah yeah I got it love the cancer and Cancers make really good friendships yeah and I have a lot of
cancer in me like I'm like Venus cancer communication can you're not gonna die on my watch I'm going down with this with you and I might die of cancer the captain is not going down he said if I die Janet's in
charge no it's just normally look look look here's a thing wait wait wait can be can I tell you one thing a lot of people that are very artistic happen to be in the water signs so it's like cancer Pisces
Scorpios Scorpi a little bit less but I would definitely say a lot of cancers and a lot of Pisces like like cubes of Pisces right um bir was like February 28th it was called couple days ago yeah so so a
lot of people that are really in kind of into that emotional thing right or happen to be of the um the water the water sign are the they're players when it comes to like relationships I think Pisces are like big I can't ever even
created a relationship with any all right well um Taurus and Capricorn are considered to be highly compatible both showing of grounding practical nature and value stability and BR
shepher here making stronges for long life relations yeah yeah bothi to security commitment and creating a solid foundation play with it
absolutely I agree but but but I I think that Tauruses and Cancers usually get along really really well well C are Capricorns don't get oh yeah you're a Capricorn don't get along like that we
get along more in the highly compatible for other things though but look looks like we are highly compatible as well the Cy because we match we
get effort I love Scorpio control Triumph and Conquest Dynamic Harmony that pushes us towards a new and engaging phase that will arise this Dynamic push is in inverted and there is a risk of remaining static of inconclusiveness seeing obstacles at
every Crossroad it could also degenerate into counterproductive and uncontrolled Ambitions so the advice here is act and take on with Courage the road you have decided to face while conserving a certain prudence and not letting yourself be overwhelmed by your emotions so that's for Austin psyche and the
following card for that is the three of swords words ouch very ouch baby very ouch is it who's this reading for again psyche can I ask psych okay very
ouch very OU I don't know I broke psyche's heart I'm like all the way over here I haven't done anything I leave my house dude definitely broke his heart he broke his heart to a point where he had to go on tender to look for a rebound I feel like he called
you still matters his value still matter you can get on streamyard and so does mine so does mine that's true he's right is right now I'm like I'm going to cry right I have I have worth too I have worth too all right don't cry
Jim you def have worth and you are you are you are really great about me I give up on love don't give up on love and I don't I'm not I'm not gonna I'm not gonna live my life convincing someone of something that's completely not true so if someone doesn't believe
me that I enjoy their company then I'm just going to go but this is the Three of Swords like three of swords let's read that and what the advice
is advice for the Three of Swords we go I really like me because he's like so honest with his feelings and I really like that he's always been upfront about everything yeah and he has like something on his arm that looks like a caterpillar
okay new new ideas and new strategies that for the most part could work against us stabbing Us in the back causing losses conflicts remorse or distancing only a careful analysis of the various contrasting situations with good conent consequent selection and removal can help the destiny of this
card removal that's the thing the two of that's the two of two of Swords Chariot it's it's all saying you know it says use all of your rational abilities of EV evaluation and Analysis at this just get married already like that evaluation and Analysis as this is the
moment to be cautious and prudent in decision making and in facing new activity um can y'all just get married like in this show they might in one day at a time in the future who knows
huh not married but who knows where who knows where well happen okay but can you see like they don't get it we're Romantics and they think probably more like logically you know men they probably think more with like I don't think so I think that y'all should just
like like y'all are playing a game with each other it's like stupid just go get married AR some people like to be paranoid and I'm not I don't like to be paranoid I'm not paranoid WR about anything I'm not trying to take I'm not trying to do anything but just be a friend I even talked to psych earlier today and I said I was going to come out
and read some cards for the people you know you know and I'm here so um but it's probably time for me to go um sorry I didn't mean why don't you sa for us like you I mean everybody likes you on the panel can I'm not here for anybody
else well we're all here for each other sorry can you read a card for me please well I mean I can PSY and you can just be on the panel if you just want to be here for psyche I think I'm dying honestly can you read a card for
me c is death that's great death amazing no death your card is death what happened to the positive energy Meer doesn't mean that though death I'm here for you guys I'm here for psyche like
what kind of a attitude is that hey you know uh uh what is it uh jup and retrograde maybe that's death card means so right Mar Mars just went direct okay Mars just went direct my uh
my in Mars me me or stop it death card means a re uh it's kind of like the like um like like the death of of one part of your life and the Rejuvenation of another
it's kind of like when winter dies and spring Rises right am I right yeah yeah Boston Strong here this is a couple cards from Boston Strong I'll I'll so that's actually a good card okay it's not bad it's actually a good card
let see that's 's we're going to switch decks world of three cards for dust dog or wait dust sorry Boston Strong my bad I just of like rude I know what those cards mean like the death card people think it means
like something bad and normally it doesn't it means like it's like the death of like the prev going to die eventually no no no it means a previous version of yourself to like grow into something better what does that mean am I gonna die your first card no this is
a oh I don't know what that means this is like sneaky energy some getting away with something I'm getting away with something your next card is the king king of coins in reverse that male figure this male figure probably cannot
be trusted okay is getting away with something and then um and we have yeah it's a it's someone it might be someone from your family okay someone nostalgic or someone that you've known for a really long time uh is uh getting away with something or stealing something or or something like that we're going to get a
clarifier let's get a clarifier on the king of coins okay coins in Reverse is clarified by the death that means I'm again death am I gonna die it's not you this is for uh this is for uh
Boston yeah what I thought this was for me chimic I'm on to hop off love you girl you're not going to die Janet if you're there I Love You by me there I'm here what is that is that oh that's me and my garden that's me and my
garden there we go yeah your advice is on your work what your advice is to focus on your work till till your garden watch your watch your garden grow keep doing your work what you're told to do that's what
theice focus on rest focus on rest rest your mind focus on do the work don't worry about this look step out into the me no I GNA cry I'm GNA cry no don't make me
cry okay thank you thank you me me I love you and I hope you're doing okay my dear friend that was actually like pretty SP on yeah thank you cool thanks problem we have Harry Potter in the upper left by the
way he's like today we're going to make a spell what are you doing Nick the psyche I hope that y'all can come to some conclusion if it's a friendship
at the end if it's something if that's it then just come to a friendship you know that's all I had to say about that anyways but anyways we have a Harry Potter in the upper left and I don't know what's going
on hey Meer how are you doing I'm doing okay yeah so I have um actually a tet card reader that I really love and I know it's kind of hard to do it from other
people that shut the up k um her name is called rainbow okay do you have like a pencil or paper
no uh not yeah okay it's it's okay it's okay it doesn't matter um Q uh I hear that you're a little bit depressed cuz you loved your girlfriend so I mean what's your plan dud are you going
to like get a job go try to like move close to her get a place together like what's your plan you know eventually people stop caring about you crying stop crying about Q figure it the
out that's I don't know I just like saw this like notification CU is like my girl I left and I'm sad and I'm depressed I'm like you shut the up just go like literally figure it the out not that big of a deal
dude oh wait is jenet leaving I love you jenet forever and ever and ever and ever can you guys hear me yes still here yeah no no I'm still here I'm I'm
networking um for not end up like you yeah I'm telling people to go you literally you are walking down the same pathway you just don't know it yet but it's
okay wait me wait me what's going on with p is you okay why does he look all like CR and probably he looks like he's on drugs or something and I don't mean to say this
thank you there was something going on are you like taking ad or something it's not there's something going on there's something going on I just can't my finger on it
me you know you know you know you believe me
too uh about loving kitties oh it's starting to rain wow W you need to take care of anything if it rains wow it's raining well do you need to take care of
anything like you know no no it's just raining out it was just an observation okay that's probably a good thing of his training it means that God loves you and he's bringing water to the
plants the nutrients everything around you so think of it as a good thing okay and Go sing in the rain go dance in the rain and Nick what the are
you what is n doing dancing he getting D he's playing a power ballad this is why I would never smoke weed a day in my life because I would end up like that
my guitar Nick you act act your age for one second of your life please why don't you sound your age you sound like years
old okay hi Mr Meer how's your day going uh it's going good I slept most of the day I worked on a little piece of artwork here and it's about it it's not done yet that sounds amazing wow look at
you yeah amazing wow I love the way that the colors come together and everything like that yeah it's all right it's all right it's all right I've been in bed all day so I don't care
you know that the statistics if you lay in bed too much all day it's not good for your health by the way so you should probably get up a little bit and walk around I did ju okay I I did exercises
what was that supposed to mean like you have a bicep wow yeah muscles my muscles because I exercise muscles I know a milestone I wish I had muscles I have
none live in the dream yep me me has a crush on me by the way on who me honey you're barking at the wrong oh my God you know I just say that just to
with you so you'll actually say that you have a crush crush on the hose by the way you're too stupid to even realize what I'm doing the that the lovers like a lovers C
Carl who's that that one's you wait I'm the skel skeleton to be your lovely skeleton I I do I do not agree to any agreement
to the government to marry anything in the government shut the up anyways what oh
Mis best G will you be my best men at my wedding um are you gonna are you you're you'd probably be the person that would be like I
object yeah probably yeah you would yeah you can go to the bar the free bar I'll I'll go to like hit on the the groom's best man yeah I'll be
like go skirt along I'm gonna send you all to like a uh to like some show like a uh a what's what's it what's it called like um the thing where like the like stra men dress up was like gay man and like do like a
Dancy Dancy with a singy singy I don't know almost X that's crazy look well you're know it all shut up the T of Swords great cool I don't know what that
means well maybe you should find out tennis SWS you want me to Google it if you want to yeah do it it's probably something bad and I probably don't want to go do it so why don't you find out read it for
us 10 of Swords
meaning hitting rock bottom amazing probably true it's probably true it means hitting rock
bottom that's great thank you thank you Deca cards as if I didn't know already yeah well en tonight tell me about it how was your day bad
why did you have anything better to say besides I'm hitting rock bottom in your cards by the way um no that I mean that wasn't necessar that was just for everybody that was for everybody look here we got the devil the devil's the devil's out to play I know I'm the devil
that no look I'm oh okay I try to joke a lot truthfully me me I'm in pain all the time I'm just in pain all the time I can't even take a tit and all
okay so what do I do I just sit here with my brain in my brain and my brain is my my brain and I don't want to be in my brain anymore well taking substances will only keep you in your brain
thank I didn't already know that you me literally already do that okay D I had a glass of wine shut the up actually I didn't it was even glass was like one of these like boxes some I didn't care because I can't even take
anything from my pain yeah I to wait too I have to wait two months just to go to a specialist so I'm like what the am I supposed to do right no I understand that's that's that's a rough one so you're just supposed to like sit there and like suffering in pain like crying every day
every night I mean tell me what are you supposed to do that's a that's a good question I I had to find I had to find uh you know different deepest part of your deepest part of your soul probably
yeah hey nice nice nice shorts Nick you're awesome I'm jealous like people want to make make fun of it me it's not fun this shit's like definitely not I broke my I
want I want to cry every day literally me I literally want to put a bullet into my brain every day and I can't because my mom loves me right my mom loves me and I would kill her if I did something like that but is that how I
feel yes that's how I feel because I can't even take a goddamn Tylenol suck and my Fe everything hurts and then people and then you share a little bit too much on the internet and then people go and then they like you know
yeah yeah it yeah yeah whatever I don't know I'm kind of I'm kind of used to being though I'm not really no I know and I know and like I I know you're a wise you're a wise man that's why I'm speaking to you because I know you're a
wise man um and it's like sometimes it's like sometimes me I don't know if I should shut up or keep talking because it's like sometimes I don't want to be
alone and sometimes not being alone and sharing too much causes more hurt than it like I don't know what I'm doing ever like do you understand what I'm saying I do understand
exactly I do I'm listening Alex he's not well he's not feeling good so he left Psy left if he's in the chat he's in the chat but you don't have to feel asham for sharing hear me I mean that I love you I I wish I could help I wish I
could tell you but just to hear I love you and whatever you're doing to make it you know go away I understand mama and you don't need them people woring about it and don't think Jen know I love you so much I'm so sorry honey it's okay you
know I know you because it's like the only person that can save yourself is yourself right you know that Janet right and sometimes it's really I know I've been having respiratory I've been having trouble breathing you know I stopped smoking cigarettes I just I can't take a deep
breath you know and it hurts and people don't want to hear care I've been suffering with um walking pneumonia now the flu or whatever they say it is but I can't breathe like so I've been usinga tree oil to try to inhale it to breathe the hope that you know something will change I
just I know I love you I love you too know like I really appreciate you so much Jen I think I know like I see your smiles and I see also I know the pain that you go through behind the scenes too this is
also good I'm depressed I'm depressed I'm sad but I'm doing the best I can to make it better I'm not trying to hurt nobody and people always hurt you yeah like you're you're not trying to like go about your way like trying to hurt other
people which is like very important honestly um who's Theo Kate do you know who Theo Kate is yeah Theo is um P's friend oh okay because I didn't know that
um Sig is here see that one but Sig no one's going to let you in because um I think psych psych isn't feeling too well right now no so um to come back right whoever's on the screen right now is probably gonna be all it's gonna be
tonight well we got Nick on the panel and we got Jim and we got you my lovely what the is he doing dude Nick what the and himself I can ever I can Janet come on D I can never
figure out him I can he said he's a he said he's a cancer do you understand cancers definitely oh yeah they're very spontaneous they're very spontaneous and calculated people they're very fun and entertaining and very serious about
their money but they also don't take no either so when it comes down to when they're really doing something they'll do it so when he does it he does it big so that's what he's doing just being himself he's showing Neons he's up there having fun he knows his mic his mic is kind of messed up it gives too much feedback so he stays on mute I mean
but he still supports he's still here we we care about him yeah so and we don't judge them we don't judge nobody wait wait I'm so sorry to hear that Christopher W um yes oh no hey wait wait I had to mute one
second because I have to go pee and I don't want you to hear me go pee hold it yeah Alexander are you going to hit the link oh my goodness I wanted to tell you last night thank you for those uh prayers though I really really liked it
I really liked your Psalms um 91 I liked your energy and and Psych is not feeling well I know you were asking about him he said he's not feeling well he feels like this is his end he said if he dies Janet's in charge but he did take a drug
he took um that drug again the pH V or GH fear whatever so just hoping that he comes back um he's let's give him a lot of good energy surround psych with good energy guys because again people love bomb you to gangstalk you to crash out and if this is his crash out and he dies
and survives and comes back he's going to come back stronger because the again he's hurting right now and he needs a hug all right he definitely needs that we need to send people positive energy and when they're saying they want to hurts we're not even playing around with
that so you guys could please come over to this channel so that we can give him some good energy I appreciate y'all please hit the like shared a lot
yes I swear I just want to fix your mic
see I know how to ignore things that don't bother me I'm not bothered by people wanting my attention I'm never bothered by things that are said and I can be bothered when I have to deal with them on a
panel but I at least listen to what they say when they come and hit the link so if you ever think typing in the chat is going to bother me come bother me by hitting the link and saying it to my
face hey I'm back welcome back bro thank you everything go again call him I think he's like passed out eer honestly I don't know what's going on you think what well again I did explain it I'm not sure if
you're listening no I wasn't I was going to the bathroom no no earlier when I told you you asked me was he on drugs I said yes seriously it's a it's called P something it's something that he he had a company and the person left the drug and now he's used it and um he's not wait do you think that's why
he met up with one person no no he met up for the love he met up for like to have sex and the person brought drugs and this drug is dangerous how am I suppos top means yeah GH thank you
GB how am I supposed to this mean I don't even know what it is but I know it's a bad drug that's causing his eyes to bulge out and Mak it says okay it says Central Nervous Sy depressant also date rape a date rape drug
what I'm sorry what well that's what it said when I looked it up a date R drug now what well um I'm like actually concerned now well it's not so that's what I've
been saying P's not wanting to play around because again he's in pain I can understand that and I'm not really really worried um I don't know if we need to discuss this publicly anymore I would say let's
stop um because we don't know the facts of anything okay he just told us he just told us it's not a joke I'm sorry you're not saying that I'm not saying that but I'm say everyone knows we're sending prayers Good Feeling come
back because him this make this is making me sick um what do you want us to do there's no I don't want anybody to do anything I just okay well I just am trying to protect him at the same time trying to worry about him trying to
worry about you too and everybody else and oh God that's a bit on your shoulders no one no one needs you do all that sweetheart Empress is in charge he said when I'm gone okay so okay I'll Trust you I'll trust in you I'll let you lead the charge my best yeah so we're
gonna send good energy we're gonna send good energy out there for him okay we're gonna pray that he's in the shower that he's fine I told him to drink water so I don't know how to come off a high of that drug maybe you can look up that drug and ask how do you come down from
it what happens like what can we do because again he needs to he's not here like he's not even in the chat he's not in the back he's not here so I'm concerned but we're all here for him milk oh thank you Meer so somebody needs to text uh psych be and tell him to drink some
milk I don't know I know like when I'm when I'm smoking my weed I don't never get too high where I can't you know I know when I drink alcohol and I get too drunk want to like throw up now wait what I just want to throw up because
it's just like so disgusting I don't even know what's going on uh no maybe you should um just relax there he must be alive cuz he just added me on no that's me thank you okay well I asked earlier I was like did you because I was like did you put me on
full screen so I didn't I did call him well I didn't know because I thought I didn't know that I was like wondering because I thought it was him so I was like oh that's a good sign you know know I just brought you up that's what I said I didn't do that I know I know now I get it I understand I was saying I didn't know I was like oh it's a good sign he
put me on solo cuz I like he's still around just I thought he was playing Dr Evil I didn't know you're admin and you can bring people up so I got confused I did try to call him on Discord but he didn't
answer are you guys there about me wor about everybody else I'm sorry I'm eating cracker so I'm not talking I'm eating pineapple right now see this is like this is what I I know pineapple you know it's also really good wait Bea mango do you like
mango I do mango I think Mango's like my favorite fruit ever my body was like eat pineapple I want to got well okay well pineapple has a thing called ROM I think it's called brolene it's a digestive enzyme it helps you digest
foods better it's called brolene by the way oh that's good maybe maybe that's why you were craving it because you're curving something that would help you digests a little bit
better and it's tasty and sweet so what I wanted to say is like nobody ever listens to Beta when I freaking tell you guys I told psyche do not meet up with some weirdo off the internet and I said what if they put a date Dr thingy in your drink watch out
for your drink watch out for everything I told them I keep like everybody's like no no this is the most romantic thing ever no uh-uh meeting somebody on tender and them taking an Uber to see you for a hookup is going to be danger you know what they probably had in plan was to do that and then take his credit card or
something or just take advantage of him you know yeah so when I tell you guys listen to be I'm not a I'm not being like I was saying no no no to all those pictures because I see a creep in almost every single one of those guys I saw one
I was like he seems decent but no never tried um online dating in my life this is actually concerning this I mean know that's why I was like I didn't know about this and I didn't know until you know and um I hope he's okay
and I didn't know what's going on with him I just knew something I just didn't like the energy for some reason like I just felt like does any does anyone have like a direct contact with him that can tell him to go to like not the ER but maybe like an urgent care to just get checked out a
little bit I'm not sure I called him on Discord but he didn't answer um yeah maybe he's talking no no no I read that situation well before it happened because when he was reading those messages that that guy
was sending him I was like this is so weird I was same thing but nobody cares they're like no no it's going to be fine I was like no no no no no well because they just want content for their own self and they don't give a about people are like so R being affected but I'm telling you right
now I'm telling you right now the way that that came everything I'm getting right look it takes me a while to put like pieces together a little bit and but I can I can do it so I'm putting together a piece okay everything that
that person said to him before they met okay be pece um saying that God okay wait now I'm getting like hold on I need to like write this I need to always write this down um okay wait wa wait hold on okay a
piece wait sorry a before they met was weird Okay B is he said he said something that was so weird
I didn't like that when he said don't drink even though people said oh oh okay yeah yeah that was a what is he G to mix with that could be that could have been like an you know why I'll tell you why most guys like most guys would be like oh are you drinking tonight
they I don't understand sorry not Ming like youan or whatever your language is isn't it called what is it called saphan seph Safari raran no
it's fary fary there it is shut up yeah you talk you talk fary I I talk fary it's amazing you know so much about me and I don't know that much about you huh except I know everything about you huh okay wait I'm trying to focus in this
idiot M I'm gonna have to everything so I can focus one second so I can make my thingy make sense I'll be right back
okay I can't focus I gave up I gave up um senor
graas so's home's my friend I didn't come here to preach the you know the Bible in other languages I wanted to know what's up with Ty is it a WRA did he drink the whole bottle I think he took the rest because he said he had the bottle remember and it started that day we saw him with the
eyes and now it's happening again and I asked him and he said yes he said he's sad and he wants to die then he's then the guy came and it got worse because he said I don't want the relation I don't want a relationship he was typing in the chat okay wait wait wait okay I finally wrote down I
want yeah hold on went can I can you let me speak for one second and then I'll let y'all speak for one second okay so initially right he said hey don't be
drinking which was like really weird like why would you say that right um I was I thinking he was like a catfish or something I think we all were okay B I was so glad a to hear that he was okay and not dead but he
said he felt that the guy what well okay wait let me go back let's rewind a little bit to the night prior people were saying hey I'm getting this Vibe I'm getting a Vibe if a lot of people are getting a Vibe about somebody a lot
of people not like one people person but like multiple people are getting a Vibe you should probably trust that yeah a lot together on the same that's that's a lot of energy probably being sent to you anyways a lot of people were trying to say hey psych I think this guy is trying
to take advantage of you for money that's what they were saying right people like me and be are like really like kind we're like you know we want to see psych love so we're like okay no I was definitely one of the people that said don't do it don't do it don't do it everybody's like no it's so
cute like I have a bad feeling about this bad feeling the whole time I had Bing I had a bad feeling too I have a bad feeling about this we all had a bad feeling we all had a bad feeling we all did we all did we were trying to play nice so a little bit too nice yeah because you like them and you
love them and you want to see them happy so you give them the benefit of the doubt that one% even though you have a 99% bad feeling yeah it's hard but there is a lot lot of people in chat saying hey this dude seems like he's trying to take you for your money right um but that would make him do this
though I don't think he he's that like go to B with that dumb incident shut up D shut up dude you actually don't know um okay so this is what psych said okay these are not words that are coming out of my mouth these are words that are coming
out of his mouth that he said on his own panel he said that this guy wanted to invite over people yeah own place he was trying to use his house as a drug thing like he was just using him he was using him for
money plus he was trying to make money off his place absolutely the whole thing listen Okay and then um sorry I was trying to read my
handwriting he basically said also that he didn't feel the vibe this guy was even even bisexual right he he tried to touch his ear and he would like shot away the whole thing was a nightmare
it it was a Roose a Roose right is that what you call it a Roose yes RSE yeah exactly it was a Roose he saw a perfect Target he's like I'm gonna go there get money from him and then have five people come over in that neighborhood I probably probably drugged
him with whatever the that was and now he's up why would he drink the bottle that some guy left him after doing that him it could be poison that's another thing psych that I'm like okay red that's why I feel like a protected sister over him yeah I just was like what I just knew something is off about
him tonight because he's not in his regular like you know happy mood and energy and I just didn't know what was going on honestly I was GNA say something but I didn't but I no that's probably a good thing Katie continue see I I you know I
think that pych has a very hard Soul you know it's like that Capricorn thing and like you're not gonna like say something if it went wrong but I think we're all feeling the same way and he feels hurt he's hurt he's looking for love he's so sensitive and this guy was putting him
on for God knows how long and texting him and he felt a connection and the guy like I'm SI I'm sick of it I feel him I know what he's feeling and going through I'm gonna tell you what I feel shower you shouldn't take a shower on on any kind think
he I think he that's my feelings oh oh you think was a mod forever saying this I think he was dat rap that night oh that makes sense of why he would be so hurt that makes a little more sense cuz I'm like this guy whatever another
by it didn't work out but that makes sense cuz he has not been himself I don't know him that long you guys know for like years but I can read people drink some water and went to sleep I hope he didn't take a shower because you can get like busy in the shower gave himself to somebody that way and then got spit on again this might hurt him to
the way he's talking and that makes a little sense it's still not the end of the world like you know snap out of it no it's not I mean are you detective are you are you a detective Sharon I don't have his address I don't know how to check on him
I called him on Discord I was I just I Haven feeling about it and uh you know be had bad feeling we all had bad feelings about it we're all just worried about I came up cuz I saw him typing some crazy
like it's over like it was nice knowing you guys and like what's he talking about why is he saying yeah that's why I came up I I was like wait say what I think he's saying you know I yeah this was at 138
this was his I just thought that was right now I was like what no this was his last this is yeah come on man we got to do something there's no way we're doing letting him just do that like it was nice knowing you guys later and just special and I don't know how to reach them this has to be a way somebody
has a cell phone number you can call the cops and they can trace the number to his address just give him the number and they can trace it yep 911 I think this person's doing this trying to off them oh I don't have his address this is his cell number and they can trace it I don't even and and and get a top to house Ware chck I'll go on his Discord
and see if I can get a hold of him again or maybe get a hold of pie to see if she has his number I'll be back that serious it's worth doing that like I I was on Discord I left him a message I called him I was like are you okay like I'm worried about you but you know he didn't I haven't gone back to check but he definitely didn't pick up and um I
didn't know what was going on I came in like maybe an hour and a half two hours ago and I was just you know Janna just said something and I was like makes sense he's been so happy my Channel's growing I like what is going on with him tonight I'll be back okay thank you beta couldn't you like tell YouTube his
name was lisis and he had a account called psych Terror cards they could find him through his email there no the faster thing is the cell number somebody has his you I don't most people don't give out their number
really not if you give it to that guy py or somebody yeah she might have it who know you never know you can just look him up don't you know his real name if you know his real name look him up and it'll come up like Google I just
know first name I have no idea cuz I told him he looks like Chris and I was like is your name Chris and he's like no it's Louis but yeah that wasn't nice good talk man when people talk like that like it was nice knowing you like over A M I gave up on love like I've been stabbed
in the heart three times I was like you almost made me sing but I feel like it's an appropriate time for that no it is it's not stop can you not see your out for one time in your life can you be serious one time in your life
Jesus know this so if this is true on Janet he made you go tonight too sorry I just thinking about what Alex
said yeah it's I don't know people like know how to do this if you're listening get up here brother get up here psychon I need a reading I need a
reading no his name is LS Louis yeah how do you know that huh how do you know that because I kept saying he looked like Chris deah and he said Noah no my name's Louis he was lying no he's not Chris deah Chris deah
has he looks just like him but he's not Chris he doesn't look like a LS right he does not look like a lwis what do you mean Lewis like l e w I don't know l o u i s Louis Lane a girl a Lois no not no the boy this isn't time for games bro just try to Google
his ass or do something you guys find me find him find him bro call Easy inspector we need you baby let's go yeah easy could probably figure it out he found M
queen found Eli he can find you this isn't time to talk about that okay by the way that I love that gu that's one Avatar oh thank you I L pretty good that day didn't
I American Ninja 2 no no that's actually when I was getting discharged I mean American Ninja one I kind of look like him though don't I he actually had another badge though huh
what' you say ask Jan if she any I don't unfortunately I don't he said Jet's in charge until he gets back and I'm just doing what he asked I don't know I can't I can go on Discord get in touch and everyone else so Bea said she was gonna do it he said he was leaving I
report it to you so I just I don't want people to send people to his house just to yeah yeah yeah I hear you like let's not jum and he just do don't dox people he should have not did that he should he just put his name in the
chat like who did the Meer guy just literally docks uh Psych in the really I maybe he did it for a good reason because he thinks what we're thinking like he's hurting himself well if he knows his number I mean he knows his name and his
information should it in the chat yeah yes yes I did I called he didn't answer p p said she tried to call his number and he didn't answer because I I reached gonna take the rest of that and like take a nap he said that or he was
just like yo take over Ty come back and then started writing in no he was up he actually say like I'm out because I'm gonna chug this and yes that was the last message because of the me my thing is like if he just went to sleep or something he might be fine I just don't want him to be taking a shower cuz it's like thing about that is
shower and on the bathtub you can like literally pass out from the steam he said he slept good last night and today so he shouldn't be tired so that's weird like to go to sleep like he was up for the night he was like I slept well today I I rested I took two naps and then I telling me he's
sleeping in the shower no he ain't sleeping because he took the drug and then it started happening again and his heart started racing he didn't want to get excited and all that people kept trying to come in with this trolling he doesn't want to be bothered then the Meer guy started doing a reading he was he left he started typing in the chat
then he said I'm out of here like I love Ma I'll die for her Janet's in charge if I die Janet's in control and then he said said I love y'all and that was the last message at 138 so and then in the chat he typed it was nice knowing you all so I would send someone to his house
honestly if this is what you're saying and it's not a joke fck everything I don't know where I don't know where he Liv he's trying to commit some dumb because someone trolled him on YouTube or he had a bad night the other day no come on no no no no psyche definitely has tough
skin when it comes to the troll something else is up with him which makes sense if Janet was saying that um he took something yes he it he took you know his mental state you're not in his mind you don't know his exact mental state just you know him you don't know what's really in his horn
in his mind oh he said I'm lonely and I'm sad that's what he said and I he I can hear I can feel them because when we're depressed and people aren't listening and are too busy saying me me me and not even focusing on the person that's saying crying out for help he's been crying out for help since that Daye he has I see I keep trying to get him back on the panel that's why I was like
come back up psyche I was trying to cheer him up because I was like I needed him to come be on the panel like I'm here we all here for him you know but he usually comes right might have shoved them over the edge cuz so many like uh people up here and he he's so loving and trust everyone and he realized everyone's a scumbag he's a that
might have with him even more right he had to un everybody he loved everybody and then he said do y'all hate me in the chat exactly and his own mods were like with him he had like a little wakeup call this past few days kind of and I thought I don't know and then this guy might have pushed over there
just well and he was like this can't trust nobody like I can almost see him be in his shoes and like almost I'm very empathetic like I'm an empath I can feel his pain I can almost see through his eyes send someone to his house I how do we know where he lives though
just you have his name someone docs his name right and he lives in California what town when neighborhood he says it all the time I seen him on live that's it you call 911 and you say I need a welfare check for this person please I think he he's in danger he's hurting you know a welfare check that's
it and CS will go to his house what's the worst that happens he's sleeping or high and he wakes up and that's it oh you're okay that's the worst that happen I mean the the best that happens what's the worst that happens I mean I can go and see if I can find any information on him I don't know how to do that stuff but I'll go on online and see if I can find it like the name that was in there
it sounds kind of like um very common name but who knows like in that area you know so I don't know I'll try my best to see if I can find a location or his number but you know his age right he said he was yeah that narrows are down more
there's not that many people with that name in that same age in that area yeah if anybody has any information or anything more like send it to me in Discord not here um but I'm gonna go and see what I can do okay if I can find I called has his
phone number she said that um he didn't answer his phone so and on top of it he would be up here right now if he heard us talking this way right if he was listening he'd be like guys you guys are bugging like I love you like right Something's Wrong send someone to his house man thank you
Alex send someone to his house right now save his life and we're gonna smack him out of this oh my God please
hurry it's okay Janet it's okay we're gonna save him we're gonna save him nobody else was listening to me I'm new so I I don't know who's kidding who a joke what's not but if this is serious we're going to save
him my go just that's an easy way out too just drink that whole if you felt what you felt last night off it I feel so helpless right now
I didn't see the name in the chat I mean I saw he was messed up I just didn't feel like it was my part to saying maybe I should I don't know I don't think it would but I think he should be all right hopefully let's see I don't know man you never know what these situations how serious they're really thinking about it or
not or if it's just like a something that goes away
psyche's telling people out right now look at the private chat look in the private chat like that's me but look at just don't say it please like you know C we don't need it again Alex okay yeah his name is Louis I'm pretty sure
like saying like that it's not helping at least does Jim Nick have uh anything is she really saying that cuz she just said that psyche is timing out people in the is timing out people no that's me she said I'm timing out people no
we're not I'm not timing anyone out no not you she said that he is mean he's okay need relax because like I said I'm in control of this chat this stream everything so it's not him so stop it I'm not going with the Echo
people can't understand I I said what the I said I'm in control what the it's not him he's not here we're trying to find
him my bad I was just trying to figure out I don't know grinder and you're being disrespectful in the chat you're getting time to out so if there's a problem then you'll get P the out or go the away unless you're trying to find
psych I gives a about none of that right now it's about psych not you not nobody in the goddamn chat unless you have a way to reach him safely without hurting him I'm gonna have to drop to um I saw what you put in the back chat thank you for that I'm going to jop to try to do my investigation because I
can't do up here just let me back up when I come up yes sir I got thank you all right love you too thank you brother thank you we're not talking about none of that we're not being rude or disrespectful none of
that people are helping grinder is why he's in this mess and some of these people may be from there cuz again he was told to put his YouTube channel on
there and again he didn't want that Meer guy doing all them readings doing all that stuff he knew what he was doing he told him to stop he told him he didn't want no relationship he don't want no love people keep thinking it's a joke
it's funny not funny at all this is not funny at all
see oh I was just reading chat
thank you Sean thank you Samantha I know we just need it to be okay like we need him to be okay
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yeah he he was always talking about like he lived his a little more a little more what' you say I said I need a little more than the back chat name a little if you to get a
hold of YouTube they can just call I know did anyone get a cell phone number even the email would help and then the here the email one they can't track the email you got to get a cell phone somebody
has they can track anything YouTube but the cops no no not the email track email to an address over this they can track it to an IP
address no no no j Janet hold on to Janet do you know his neighborhood the town California what Santa Cara um you know Al like where in
California she's not here you know what neighborhood he lives in I don't know you don't pay attention to I know his name and I know uh you could just contact YouTube and they could find his email address and then they could the cops could find his Beach through
his email I was just no they can find out where exactly his name you know his name his first name that's it what Louis that's not his name yes it is he told me that at least unless he was lying I don't know I don't think you would
lie bro just try to help somehow okay I'm not here to chitchat with you you're the former NYPD you should know these things I should know what more than I
should oh West Orange County okay I see it Meer in West Orange County how old is he 30 39 he said it
once see did you catch that old he was 44 all right I'll be back thank
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we got Nick KT Stoner baby Jim Nick who else is in this we got I see all Meer Samantha everybody
2020 I think that's all and Shan Baines and Nick Nicholas the skateboard King
if y'all want my hand up I don't think I just set my handle right now
Lord please forgive me for the things that I've done
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cuz we turning up on a Tuesday
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I'm sorry guys I I'm just praying and trying to meditate and find some information looking to see if you know we can find some things people I just ask for prayers if you guys could please Hearts you know just prayer hands something that you know someone can you
know I'm sorry Alex I had to get off because I had a phone call uh my daughter's dog is really sick she's really sick so and my dog is not concerned right now
but she's a chihuaha 12 years old welcome back beta hi J right back hi sweetheart I called um a couple of his friends that have his phone number and they're going to try to get a hold of them I'm just waiting back but you know just send positive energy you know
everything's going to be okay prayers is yes everybody good night Meer
yeah I mean hopefully he's sleeping and um and he'll just come back and let us know he's okay you know let's just think for the best where did Alexander
go Janet
hi guys hi chat hi Sig hi Nick hey
Boston
Janet well we're here for psyche we love him so much and everything is going to be okay everything's going to be okay okay sweet yes I'm sorry my my daughter's dog is really sick I'm having I'm having like a
panic attack anxiety thinking about stuff but I'm trying to you know put out good eny take deep breaths though and like I said like hearts or chat something like you know H prayer hands just so we can you know keep a balance again we love him cry my
love thank you Boston I wish mether would join and come and you know do some like positive like um fire Sage thingy for us something that would bring some good energy even though we all have good energy
Alex hey your mic turn it I love you I love you too beta and this is just reminder like how much you know somebody like psyche that
brings us all here on this panel and we're all worried about him how loveely how lovely he is and how wonderful like people are literally you know everyone's worried about him he's going to be okay I hope he's going to be back soon I do he better be okay or we're all
going down for uh in a Reco charge for his murder so he better be okay baby
yeah I hope he's not he doesn't come up here upset cuz we were so worried about him because we are you know he could just be sleeping and resting I hope he comes up here upset that would be the best thing on Earth yeah I do actually I got his number so you do M but you said you called his friends and they're going to get in touch with
him yeah well they said he did but he's not answering exactly so we going to play are we going to play the the hopefully game what do you mean he's sleeping hopefully it's your department baby no no I'm thinking maybe he's like you know getting rest or maybe his phone
what if he's not what if he's overdosing on that he drink like he said well that's that's what I'm I'm hoping that doesn't happen and I hope that everything's gonna be okay what can I do right now I don't know I don't know how to get a hold of him I don't know how to find him I don't know much about him he sent cops to his house
do you have his address no how do I find anything like I don't know him the only way I get a hold of psyche I called him several times on Discord I called few a front of his and they have his number and I don't know you have his number right did you try to call I did not try to call cuz I don't know if you guys are trolling and that
still how did you get in touch with his friend why would I troll this isn't a I didn't even know I just came on the panel like maybe two hours ago and Janet told me what was going on all I knew was he was off and he was not happy like his regular self I was like come on S come up I didn't know if him and Meer were he was kind of you know how him and Meer kind of you know whatever so I didn't
know and then Janet said that he was stating earlier that he was you know uh he had taken GHP or whatever did you get the number from his friends no
no there's a million people with that name that's what I'm saying it's like a very um common I'm saying so get me their n that number from his friends and if it matches the number I have so ask them if they could give me his phone number you give me that number
I will send C to his house I'm not going to do it go out there and ask P again let me ask P if she can give out his number it's like real kind of invasive for me but out just just to you to me whatever yeah and I I would come up here too I would have done it already but I'm not gonna send cops to a random number
if I don't know it's really him you understand if you have friends of his with his actual number give me that number and I will get a welfare check to his house let me go back and let me go and see if I can um get okay yeah please if they're really concerned and they are friends of his like you say and I did I I left her and she you
knowa is one of the girls that she has his phone number Jamie but I don't know what you know I don't know what the number is so let me go find out okay if I can get any information give me that number I'll send someone to his house
I'm so sorry I'm sorry about your Alex I'm sorry you feel like this is Troll and it's not he said said if I if I die Janet's in charge I don't want this I want I don't want this I didn't come here for this we were having a wonderful time he was having fun okay and then he did went
somewhere he left he left the stream and then when he came back his eyes were you know doing a thing where they don't shut and I asked him he said he said yes and then from there I think he was typing in chat that concerned me yeah like that out of nowhere guy in the reading he
just was off and and then be said he said I was nice knowing you guys like I might even if be is here he normally don't leave he sits in the back so when he left the back CU I can see the streamyard that's when I got concerned because he's not here at all he left and
when he said I don't want to live I'm out of here no I'm not gonna take could have his mind up you know that shit'll like expand your mind and makes you think all crazy and like and he's already like a little depressed or like you know wary of people might drank that and had like an epiphany like this you know you didn't hear but the
pie lady you know she don't want to be his co-host no more so that might have with him too exactly all I hear is him saying all week I love P I love P I love P she's the best she's my co-host like you know things like that will hurt someone like him he's so sensitive he's so sensitive and that's
like telling people like he can't take all that trolling all the time y'all can't and if he wants peace it's his channel and he probably feels like the whole world's against him and now this G in his mind you know love his stories we love his face he's the best that's why get me that
number man just get me that number I was some caps to his house it's not a troll seriously concerned about is that stupid drug that GHB man it's like mushrooms it expands your mind to the point it makes you see the
world in a different way he drank right yeah exactly if he drank too much that might have I saw last night he was a little trippy remember when we were having fun with it hold on I'm sorry K I mean a time you
I saw grinder I freaked out I'm so sorry KT I didn't mean it I saw grinder freaked out ca like I said I'm losing it at this point I I can't hold it I don't that's not a troll this is real like this is real we love him we need to pray
for him please I don't know what this drug does I don't know what it does exactly I brought people back to life they were on that K too they were dead
and we brought them back it's not our place to judge people if he had like a um if he is on that dumb drug and he like his mind up and he's tripping just give him a week to sober back up he'll be like oh my God I can't believe I did that he loves life so much that guy yeah but the alcohol
could make it serious I keep hearing them say that if he's drinking the out you're not you can't mix it you can't mix it yeah if he did that's what we're concerned brother hey um um Alex yes are you in Discord
no okay um there's people that are in Discord in his Discord right now trying to figure out his address and to call they have his number but um they told me just give like if you can give like the last two digits or something to verify and then I can come back and tell you if it's the same one but they're trying to figure out his address right now so so
just tell them if they have the number forget about can join the Discord they're inv voice right now you can actually go in there you like drop the link I don't know why don't you just tell them you call the police and you get that's what that's what they're trying to do that's what they're trying to do they're trying to
figure out his address because there's somebody that's trying to all they need is a number just give them the number the police will get the address from the number well that's you want me to dock someone's number that's why I'm telling you to go in his Discord right now and that's what she wants you to do is verify like the
last like four or three okay baby go in there you want me to get the Discord um for you and then you can go in there yes okay I'm gonna go and drop it for you guys okay thank you thank you you're welcome you guys I'm trying I swear to God it's okay everyone just breathe thank you love you just
breathe it'll be okay Janet Just Breathe Right everyone just breathe prayer hands make me feel good you know because again then we just Center take a deep breath
welcome to the night the cards laid out show star shine is so bright watch the the secrets sunfold there's magic in her your hands whisper what the future
holds dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rhym yeah yeah
yeah wo hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane
L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to soar dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so that the
move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah W Crystal VI and her gaze time can steal
this moment life UNC dance we Chase with love W and pent dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah
slow and the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
I love this song hi Tracy I don't know if you can hit the link but it would be nice for you to hit the
link he hi Alex um if you're in the chat I think you're nomadic Mariner I want you to go in there um is that you oh there's P yeah so there's P she's giving an update um I was going to say go in there there's a voice chat and um you
can um maybe compare the phone numbers I'll be
back hi Theo is that you who is that
that was still yeah Tracy they're um trying to figure out his address and his information in Discord right now and P where is P I just saw her message right now where for you h i put it up on the
screen for you can you see it highlighted it yeah she's waiting yeah oh you're not okay Alex sorry Alexander so when you go into the Discord you go into the bottom when there's voice and then Pie is in there with um somebody else and you guys you
can discuss it because I don't want to you know give out his personal in nobody I don't even have it but you know I don't want K doesn't want to exchange it up here and I don't blame her so maybe guys can go compare like the last four digits and then take it from
there Hi Tracy beautiful you have Angel prayers you have a beautiful heart everyone pray everything is going to be okay don't cry beautiful Janet well I care about him I know I know I know I know
and it's hard not to cry like I don't want to not cry sister but just want to know like because you know do you wanna um maybe do you want to continue with the panel do you want to maybe we don't have a we don't have no choice what we gonna do like that's you know well there's this Discord and
you know um there's a voice like a voice group there you can come and there so I don't know 130 it was 1:38 a.m. 1:30 130 a.m. your time so it would be um three hours uh three hours
yes so it would be um probably 9 I'm sorry yeah 9:30 or 8:30 p.m. 8:35 p.m. if it was 1 it'd be 10 it would have been 10:38 okay 10:30 yeah it would have been 10:30
West yeah because it was 1:38 um my time when he typed the last time he typed and it's 3:05 a now so it's what 12 so what an hour hour and a half ago so yeah California time uh pyana would
be 10:35 which was maybe approximately an hour and a half ago where he was in the chat 10:30 it was 10:30 yeah because I looked you know I saw my text from you when you're like Bea like look like what is uh psych writing is he okay and when it was 8:34 I'm sorry
10:34 but it might have been eroded like five minutes or 10 minutes later hi guys everybody we love everyone we're here for psych is everything's going to be okay yeah I just said an hour and a half ago yeah an hour and a half ago yeah
okay so I mean uh I know I know you're you I don't Discord it up I Gotta Go download the app you guys think I'm just like you know like you guys I don't even YouTube I'm not a YouTuber I don't Discord I don'tbe I don't Facebook I
don't Instagram I don't Tik Tok none of that you understand so when you tell me go to piran's Discord and all that like what are you talking about I hit the link and text me to Google play like download Discord that so just give me his number and I'll get cops there hi can you come up here and like
um compare it backstage cuz I don't have it what do you want me to give you what I don't have why are you yelling at me we're all fre yelling at I'm not yelling at you I give you the address to the I understand listen Alex yeah you do have to um download the
app and it is kind of a process yes I did and then I gotta make an account and by that the guy will be dead just give me his number somebody what do we have to match digits up for I don't just P do you want me to send it to like give me the last four and then I'll give it to Alex
backstage you want to send it to me in the
message if you care about his life you'll do it forget YouTube right now no one's going to dox some the only three people up here are me beting empress so nobody else is going to get the number and as soon as I get it I'm going to call police for a welfare check on
him let me go in to Discord and see if I can get P to give it to me okay I'll be back again okay so cute so cute this little kitty meow meow thank you beta for helping he's the best and you
understand and I understand what you're saying Alex you don't want to download the app to figure it out but they don't want to they've already doed his name they don't want to do the number things what are they wasting time for and all this you don't need the middleman if you have his number do it yourself if you if no one can do it for some reason if someone's scared to call
police and send a welfare check then give me the number I'll do it I'm not scared to do that but to tell me that match up digits and go down on an app and this and maybe we'll give it to you like what the well bet have the numbers the other lady that wants everybody in her
Discord yeah that was not normal what he was typing it was nice knowing you it's over I'm done I given up like I I give up on love stabed in the heart three times I was like all right whatever I say like that sometimes like love but then he typed some more I'm at X like I'm I'm I'm almost there
like it's over and then he typed the one that really took me over the edge was it was nice knowing you guys that is when I came up like something's wrong what do you mean it's not you going on vacation bro I didn't hear you say you're going on vacation the other night where the you
going that's not good talk especially that I know he has a battle GHP up his ass and he's so sensitive and looking for love that concerns me yeah his K has broke up with him and now she's helping number and he really had a bad time with that guy whatever
happened you could just see it right yep that was horrible that with M real bad I feel like that's where this started it is kind of right like derailed him because he was F yeah and everybody just kept making it worse exactly when he was down and kicking him
like he said he felt like he was in the water drowning like on the side of your boat asking for help but you're hitting them with the paddle instead of letting him on the boat instead of helping him you just tonight yeah exactly what he said his words that rather than helping him
on the boat you want to hit him with the paddle and when you're lonely I think even said that the other day like I'm just lonely I just want to whatever like he's just looking for love like a lonely loving guy looking for and he just keps getting like kicked in the dick and on by everybody around him right basically and in his mind that makes him and then this
drug that GHP is dangerous man that don't make you talk the way he was talking tonight like nice knowing you guys it definitely is that's if you're a family member and you care about your family member you're going to go do something I don't know where he is where he was that would drive to his house right now and kick the door in like bro you okay W okay like you scar
buddy hold on Alex by hello yeah somebody tried to come up as pie it should be her no if it was her we need you to come
back I don't know it said her name I covered the screen and then we didn't hear anything she loves him too I don't know why she divorced him or whatever the co-host was about that was weird why pyan did you not want to be his co-host anymore whatever that's the who gives a
but if he can help man just give me the guy's number okay I'll call cops I'll give him the number they'll and go there look what Boston said Alex look at he was good in the beginning of the show then he just went right into the chat and then left like damn this sucks it escalated through the night
through the show it escalated and the more the drug affected him that's what happened it's just 101 and he wasn't fine bro he was hurting you could see it this motherfucker's been hurting since that Daye something happened on that day that him up and then all the trolls coming at him the people he trusted and gave wrenches he gave
everybody a wrench cuz he's so loving and they were like you they all betrayed him all that mixed together Perfect Storm and then tonight he just drank that and it was fine a little by little and then to the end that they got to him and then he just went offline like you nice meeting you like I knowing all you assos I'm done that shit'll your mind up it makes people jump off
roofs thinking this pillows down there like I'm I we and he's not like that he's just having a little bad uh you know little rut he's in the Rut he he I'm telling you it's the drug even if that he had a bad date he
still wouldn't that drug like that man left that thing to set him up correct almost like he knew it like you'll take this and you're gonna be you're gon to kill yourself kind of said that he was like very like get off me where's your friends trying to turn him into like his trap house trying to turn him into you know
his his special you know place where he can sell his drugs and stuff and he was not wanting that he was lonely he wanted love and friendship and then the guy said left the Bott because I used them like everybody does and that it's too much pain for him he's sick of being used and abused right he does nothing wrong he just a loving
person and even further correctors are definitely passive aggressive people they pretend to be nice but they're real nasty so now in his mind the whole world is that way the that draw gonna make him think that like he already thought that but he still had some hope right you could hear him the way he talks like
there are some nice people he cut his beard got his um nails done and then you know got his tattoo he was happy yeah and still got shot on still got on well he wanted people to have come and have his party and take off their shirt and have fun but people were reading into it wrong his mind is just
like mind at9 this was at 119 here so he was talking to that guy me right here go I that was number one
right I saw it at 139 because this my time I'm looking in the streamyard so this would have been 1019 his time this is where he left right here after this this it went there is meer who's Meer and who that guy that was in the chat the guy
that be on a show and he was up here trying to read cards to him and he didn't want to hear none of that but does he have a relationship with him it's just a guy in a chat well like why does that affect him so much what does that say right there I'm not paranoid about him no if I die J's
in charge this is when I started get raising an eyebrow I was watching this but I'm like all right it's just they just bugging they're up thank you for turning the camera on hi hi yeah can you guys end the stream because it's getting really really like negative like not it's not like mentally healthy at
this point for who for who for everyone like this is not what the hell we think the guy's like dying what are you talking about how is the ex co-host coming up here talk about end the stream if she stayed the coost he would be doing this and she could have ended the stream correct do you have his number yeah but if you if you cared about him you know
he wouldn't want his fans and people who love him so what does it say if if he dies what does it say do you need to read this again if he if I if I die Janet's in charge this isn't the time to me dicks guys this is it's not about and we're concerned and she's
making it like that we're doing something wrong like she no no no I listen can I give my input please I agree with Pyon um I do think that um the show literally is psyche show and I understand that that you know he said that but what are we doing this panel for waiting here and it's just almost
like invasion of his privacy if anybody wants any updates on him they can come into the voice Discord um I know it might be hard to get in there but it's not really hard all you got to do is download the app but having the show I agree with her it's not just like Alex or me and you and Janet and Pi that really care there's a bunch of people in the chat that are you know looking for a
train wreck what the hell you guys waiting for it's been a half hours talking about this number FIV we can discuss Solutions and numbers privately not on his platform and I don't have his number listen you guys are his friend I've known this guy for a week call the cops you give them the number
you said my friends in trouble and the story I'm out on a panel where everybody's sitting here and judging and and you know to me I'm I that's my thing I don't know I'm gonna I'm GNA leave because I do see this is the thing I love you Janet and I don't want you to be alone and I think at this point we should end the panel and I know it's up to your discretion because that's what
he said to you but we can I'm listen to you I'm gonna listen to you I'm not listening to her why why actually it was we could talk about that later we could just end it we can end the stream and talk this is about what do you this is about psyche guys we all want to have like we all want to come together and
have you know good energy but I just don't want the pressure on you Janet up here want you know it's you're going to sit up here and wonder what to do and at this point what can we do except you know I know people were supposed to get the number for Alex so I guess that didn't happen that's where it's it's going to he can come into the Discord it's private there it's even you know I
don't know I mean putting his number out publicly is it could be invasion of his privacy you know I agree I totally agree so it's so easy like Alex can come in there and he can just match it they're already working on it over there too trying to figure out what to do and you guys will see the real friends that really want and including you Janet
who's been nothing you've been holding the panel up for him I know your intentions are everything but and good and you just want to you know updates but at the same time this is like um people are in the chat are just going to be sitting here wa waiting for some news or something that's might not be good or good or whatever I don't think at this
point is it's I don't know put yourself in his situation I would he can always come back and start his life if he likes I don't know that's just my opinion if that's what you want to do we can do it it's not what I want to do it's just a suggestion I think it's you know I I just don't know what the
purpose of the panel is at this point I don't except for us worrying and contemplating on what could have happened and how he met this guy and where did he get this and you know he's not here to tell his story right now so it's like we you know I I just don't understand the purpose of the panel
anymore right now I totally agree thank you Tracy please play Pray for psych guys
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