Psyche hosts a live tarot stream, discussing his dreams, New Year's vibes, and his multi-cat household while organizing tarot cards.
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Psyche starts the live stream by sorting and organizing his tarot cards ▶ 0:01. He chats with his viewers, discussing his fun night the previous evening and his New Year's experiences ▶ 0:13. Psyche shares his personal dreams involving demons and elevators ▶ 1:43, and talks about watching a Japanese version of The Grudge ▶ 2:03. He also discusses his love for cigars and his recent dinner at Fat Burger ▶ 1:09. Throughout the stream, Psyche interacts with his viewers, chatting about their day and answering questions ▶ 3:02, ▶ 4:01, ▶ 7:00. He talks about his cats, mentioning that he has about eight cats ▶ 5:03 and shares stories about their behavior and his neighborhood ▶ 5:20.
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sorting out my cards organizing a little bit okay are you guys good to see you gosh I had a fun night last night what a good New Year's show I had these
are there cats are happy I'm happy got my cigar oric cigar the Nores over here saying hello going to organize a little bit
okay where okay this go there goes over there hello there here hey pie what's up how are you good seeing you it's a fun day
thank you for coming yeah I just had to go pick up a few cigars I had a nice dinner I had a nice In-N-Out for dinner not In-N-Out I had a fat burger bad Burger hello Jamies what's up
yes gang is here got it organized grab my cigar
yeah how's everybody did you have a good day so I woke up probably at 2:30 in the afternoon today and I was I just had the craziest dreams and one of the things I remember I was at I I remember I was with a bunch of people and we were going in a shopping mall and it was like there were demons there and things things
appearing I remember I got an elevator at some point and then I I think I was on Emma's stream last night and she mentioned something about um she saw the movie The Grudge but she saw the Japanese version of The Grudge and the Japanese version of The Grudge she says like the ghost girl would like peek through like this uh like this hole in the wall and you see the eye like that or something like that but yeah kind of scary it was kind of
scary but I remember one time I was on an elevator and I went to like a certain floor and then all this red light started shining through and there was like a hole and and then like I saw like Satan's eye or something like that that was scary and uh and I I had a dream about I was at my old school I always have dreams about my old the place I grew up it was a really beautiful area and then my
school was right there and the school was around on the ocean hey blade what's up yeah it was probably the 13th floor it was either 13th floor or 66th floor some one of those one of those two you know and uh but I just remember this this a red light was shining through and there was like ey and just just those scary things going on but I was with some fun people and so I I feel like I
was I wasn't alone for that thing what's up soncho hey baby cakes oh hey what's up what's up good seeing you Lenor you're over here saying hi you're over here everyone all the cats join in when I'm at the table hey everybody thank you for coming there's Lenor Lor saying hi tonight yeah so then
um I told you last night I got like this $10 credit from Gro Hub because my order didn't come and so then I was able to um to get a good discount to get some fat burger today and I still haven't eaten eaten it I got these Fat Burger fat fries I don't know if they have that in your area yeah the little black panthers here and I got Oreo Oreo shake it's
lovely oh yeah the cat's lovely thank you you got we got Tricks over here you over here tricks Magic's over here too there's cats all running around here yep my little my little team of of kitty cats little yeah hey what's up hockey kid my
what's up little view wow we got a lot of people coming in tonight think we got a good uh good crowd coming in what's up everybody yeah he's this one's a cut he's purring right now he's purring in my ear their cats are jumping around yeah I was like a I was kind of
out of cigars do I remember you before of course I remember you how are you tonight thank you for coming back and thank you everyone for coming back and yeah but we had a really great chat last night yeah he so cute had a great chat last night and that I was on for three hours last night I'll probably not do that long tonight but I wanted to go on a little bit earlier and also yeah
so I got the fat burger and then I ate that and I was watching stuff but the fat burger made me so tired so I took another nap right and so now I'll probably be up pretty late tonight you know but that's okay how many cats I have about eight cats there's they're all running around here but you know I haven't seen a
couple of them in a while um but usually they'll show back up usually I had one cat that just showed back up after six months and so but I have a really nice neighborhood with a lot of cat lovers here and so I've seen some of my cats that I've had here at their neighbor house and stuff like that so they don't
they don't always like to be in the same house and so come over here yeah it's it's expensive yeah it's expensive but you know you buy a big bag of dry food and bunch of canned foods every week and some litter so I mean it's not not terrible you dogs are probably way more expensive you
never have enough cats yeah I think my brother but my brother-in-law did say that at one time his mom had like 50 cats coming in and out of the house and uh that that must be kind of crazy because um you know they are very expensive yeah cat litter is a pain but it's not too bad because I also have a cat door and so they can come in and out
as they want and so they usually go outside and stuff like that so it's uh it's not too bad you know if I had them all if I had them all in here they'd probably go crazy and you feed the Strays and build homes for them no that's great and there's also I've seen on YouTube there's there's a way to cut like a cooler in half and you can make these little cat coolers this little cat house
out of the coolers for cats that are outside my neighbors also built it built me a cat cat house it's in front of their house and then they have a blanket to in front of their door one of my cats tucks always as sleeping on yeah straw stays warm yep so Len nor is over there Magic's over there tricks is right here Lola's right there so there's four four
four that I can just see right now right you're ready for school okay good what country are you in because it's it's kind of late in California right that burger was really good I still have I still have most most of it left yeah tires work too there's this cat that your um that roams your neighborhood sometimes and they don't know if it has the family yeah there's
some feral cats you know and uh the feral cats can be like not too friendly sometimes but if you find like a feral cat that is friendly or you can tell oh you're in Arkansas you have night school you you have some night school tonight must be what are you learning in school hey sleeping energy how are you night is going good
yeah well I used to have this there was a black cat where I used to live in Glendale was it was like a stray cat but used to come come by my house and stuff like that and uh math oh gosh math is my probably my worst subject you know I never was able to um pass algebra in college I was able
to later do statistics and pass that and do um oh I'm sorry oh it's the anniversary of your cat passing away I'm sorry yeah is we're subject to yeah I was bad at Al I was always an English person I'm more of a um English I like history too but you know I didn't my
grade average in college in high school was not great it was um probably 2.7 or 2.6 like it's play like a seatt you know so that's not very good and then uh but when I went to college I when I went to fashion merchandising school I got pretty much all A's and then yeah but my first year of college
when I went to a real University or I went to they're they're all real little colleges but when I went to like a a way to a school I I kind of went crazy and I I failed out all my classes the first semester the second semester I passed psychology but I was too um focus on having part partying out back then so
okay yeah so then I then I uh I was just able to go get some cigars because I found found some money for cigars and so good Prime is good it's Prime Amazon Prime Amazon Prime is pretty good
yeah so what else yeah I was watching a stream today I don't know if you some of you guys were watching I know um there's a bunch of streamers that are in New York right now at a place called the mold Mansion there's a guy named Saint and there's a guy named um
Sonic there's this lady named Nana her name is Nana something or other and uh but it's so funny like I know these I started watching Benny Blanco and then found Saint through him and then I I found all these other people and then they they all know each other everyone knows Alisa Jordana like everybody and she's but she's a streamer
too they were all on this network called ip2 Network Alisa is not on it anymore but um Saints on it and and uh they were they were having some fights it was a really interesting interesting show though they were in this kind of hoarded up little secret trap house type type Place house in in New York all stream
streaming and um Saint had already by the time I started watching he' already kicked a hole in one of the doors and one of the guys was hiding in his room and uh saying with they were taking yeah at Leisa used to be on IP too she did I don't know what happen I I've asked a few times why she's not on anymore but she's not on anymore um but
she knows the people and she she so yeah she know she so then I saw this lady named Nana in the house and then she mened she like they were talking like someone sent some kind of Rudee TTS and she just kind of laughed and I was like oh that reminds me of like you know the rude TTS is that sometimes they send in Alisa's chat and then she's like oh I survived Alisa Jordana I can handle this
I was like oh you know Alisa and then I Googled like Nana Nana Alisa and then I found Alisa Lisa didn't like her too much hey what's up vaa how are you hey I'm sorry hey what's up yeah how are you yeah I don't know did you see any of the of the mold mansion Bea they had Saint today in the mold mansion and he got in
a fist fight with uh he got in a fist fight yeah I have a Discord beta if you're interested in joining there we'd love to hang out with you there too but uh yeah I started getting in a fist fight or you know fighting with the with this guy Sonic and then the next thing you know they're hugging and then saying it's
like slap me just slap me as hard as you can and uh he just gave him like a little slap and he's like come on he can take it the scary thing about the scary thing that Saint does sometimes is that you know he he takes he drinks a lot of te do vodka I'm a mod for him and uh he's a really great guy um but what he's been doing lately is he'll drink a
lot of titto vodka you'll join awesome we we can't wait to see you there yeah and the say like he but he puts like a staple gun to his like um to his cheek and then he Staples his cheeks and then he Staples his tongue and stuff oh my God and I'm like no don't yeah views coming awesome what about my
own reading I'm curious well you know what I uh I can do my own readings and I do I like but there's so many like I'm too biased to read for myself PR well met Sonic before he's good people on the captain yeah on the captain rvy yeah you know and Alisa dated Captain content yeah I don't know yeah she and
she has a song called Captain she it's called she goes I'm the captain now and uh yeah she dated Captain content and of course she dated Andy Dick and she dated Benji from Howard's Jour yeah she she's she was on a few days ago she had this lady named April
on and April had this ail has a son and then the son was in the chat and everything he was 16 years old and uh and then people started but people just figured out how to like push April's buttons a little bit and they started pretending that they were son and writing in messages that oh I'm your son I'm coming out of the closet and blah blah blah she just got so mad so I don't know if she'll be back on the show she
just got really pissed do I do my do my own reading for the future okay I'll I'll pull I'll pull some cards for myself and then I'll pull cards for any of you yeah a card for myself I got spring we're just finishing winter so this is me jumping into this into this new year this spring and this
it reminds me a little bit of Brier rabbit jumping out of the Brier patch you know how do you join Discord okay um since I'm going post the Discord link you got the uh if you got Discord installed um then you just click the invite link that my um someone can post
it if um if they would please be so kind and uh yeah you're very welcome and we uh we have a good time in my Discord gets pretty wild sometimes but we all we all we all have fun in there everyone gets along come on Trix you come over here tricks have magic can
magic come over for a minute can you say hi
magic It's Magic yep okay yeah so here's magic can you ask a question about your niece um sure what's your question be happy to answer anybody's questions and pull cards for anybody but I like just this this card for me I like
just the spring it's just like I'm I'm just jumping into this new year with a lot of enthusiasm and I have a lot of uh confidence that this will be a better year than last year you're bad the plus sign at the bottom left will she live a long happy healthy life well
yeah I'd say Aurora Borealis there's this just this light light shining over her looks like she'll she'll uh she'll get married and she's happy this looks like a little happy pair of adult owls you know I believe she'll have a long and happy
life right you like one little bkw would like it put another card about your niece blessings it looks like she has these blessings in her in her life and also look there's another like little those these are these are swans it looks like swans and so looks like she'll I think she'll be a very blessed
person and have a long life okay what else we have transparent there's it's another another um holding hands with somebody please stop dude horrible what's so horrible what's horrible is troll RS and
you're about to be banished she's spoiled well you know I think uh she's she's blessed and it looks like you know she'll she'll be in a relationship and it looks like a long happy relationship okay yeah just trolls and I I don't even care trolls just have nothing to
do so me me please stop why I'm not I don't I'm not I'm not one to tell to stop to do anything though I don't like to Steve going to the Netherlands I've been to the Netherlands I've been to a I went to Amsterdam when I was like 20 years old and and I ended
up you know going for a trip to Europe and I I went to uh yeah he's going to the Netherlands yeah never Neverland thank you pie maybe that will improve his attitude but yeah you know some people don't have
anything better do but try to try to bring down the vibe so bye okay yeah I went to Netherlands I end up going they have these things called coffee houses in the Netherlands and that was yeah yeah maybe he'll maybe his attitude will improve but uh these coffee houses and we had stay in a hostel
and some I had a couple NE negative experiences where I I uh had my backpack was stolen and it had my rail pass in it and so but I I I pretty much stayed there for a long time yeah thank you Jamie you're going to see the cats right here this little cat tower over
here first floor second floor right there's magic and tricks magical tricks right magic tricks so yeah I also went to I went to the Czech Republic I went to uh England said with my some family in England in Manchester I went to uh
Belgium to Brugge in Belgium I went to uh Germany I went to this thing called The Love parade in Germany and so I I uh I had a fun fun of thing so little vkw you want card okay you're saying you want a card I think this says faith Faithfully so I think are you a faithful person you're
someone that could be trusted you trust the universe the the stars are guiding you you know the this is like a WF wolf wolves wolves are all related to to dogs and dogs are known for being very loyal faithful right okay so you're a faithful person what
else we have this Adorn Adorn you know are you a good dresser you're a stylish person you know you know the right things to wear you're also you know you may you know Adorn you know you know Adorn your your your head with oil you know some
oil um you wear jewelry something like that just you're yeah you're stylish you look good and then we have this the veil card okay the veil card see you can also see through this illusion you know the they say this world has a veil over it that's preventing us from seeing everything and
so I think you can see through some of this illusion and you can you can see the spiritual side of things too right can you do another live tomorrow sure I'll probably do another live tomorrow I'm trying to stream every day now I'll make that my goal this year is to do like at least a at least an hour a day stream because to you know for me
especially starting out you know it's like you need I'm I'm trying to get all my the these uh you know hours and and build my audience and things like that so I like to and also I just love to do it I love to hang out with uh with people talk to people just interesting people coming through different people coming through every day making friends friends are coming through good
conversation you're tired you got to get off okay I hope you like that I hope you like that reading for you okay that was like a little mini read for you and so com down L you're coming down come on Len's gonna L's gonna keep you company okay yeah so yeah get some rest I I I already had my nap for the day and I woke up at 2 2: in the
afternoon and so I I have this energy right now so yeah I'm hanging out let me just get a little cup my
little okay one second guys
okay so now I have my juice and uh we're all we're all ready to go 20 minutes in we have nice five likes I'm really I'm really thankful for you guys because you know I'm getting I like I go in some chats there's a lot of people in the chats like sometimes over 100 people in the chats and then I and whenever I see there's a lot of people in the chat and then there's not a lot of likes I I
always try to tell people chats so make sure to like the stream and everything I want to support my friends and make sure people appreciate the
stream anybody else have a question for right now I'm just thinking about oh yeah so last night I told the story of Arachne and when I all these stories are are like in my head but then I realized when I told the story of Ganesh last night I told it well and I got most of the details but there's a lot of details
that are in the story um that maybe I miss and I want to to do the full story so I'm going to tell you this the full story of Arachne and Athena hey man is it cool to get a card read when you can sleeping energy of course of course my these are some oracle
cards we have this Bell you see this Bell and then it has this kind of lightning it's like you're you're being you're being warned of something maybe there's some somebody sneaking around or something like that or and there's a little alarm Bell and it's just like a little pay attention to like little signs sounds things like
that right yeah you want to hear that story pie yeah I can't wait to tell you the I I'll read the story because it's really great story also um sleeping energy you got this creation you're you're watching your creation guarding your creation it's going to hatch you it's on it's in its egg stage right now maybe maybe an idea has been hatched and uh you're
watching over it make sure it hatches properly and comes into fruition you've created something too something that that is uh you can be proud of and something that is representative part of you too right and then we have oh remember the alarm Bell and we have this don't let in maybe there's somebody maybe the doorbell is
going to ring and somebody you shouldn't be letting in right so uh you just it's maybe like a little bit of a warning or just just to be be prepared and and also don't maybe don't let in negative energies maybe somebody's saying something to you and then she you know she's taking it all seriously right it is a little bit spooky it's a little bit of a spookier card but uh but that that's maybe a warning don't let someone in sometimes
when I read these cards people are like oh it's always so positive yeah I try to I don't want to say anything's know bad going to happen I want to say their warnings there they're the energy and then uh you know you you have the ultimate choice in this but I'm going to tell you the story of a Arachne and
Athena because it's a very good story okay it's one of my favorites and I told it last night but I just didn't tell it in detail okay um I want to find a good version okay
so this is the myth of Arachne the Spiderwoman okay ready the first cat you laughed at because your life has been in danger the first card you laughed because your card life's been in danger since 2006 oh the first card the Bell yeah so you're just being warned by the universe just to just to the universe is giving you little signs about things right so
here's the story of Arachne okay if you ever heard of Arachne you're trying to expose the truth good I like your I like your interpretations and that's that's what's important about cards too is like oh I'll I'll have a little interpretation but I want the most important interpretation is what they mean to you and there's going to be things in the card that will make sense to you that won't make sense to me you know I am intuitive but you know you know your life the best and so I love
that it mean that means something to you okay and the third card you know what the don't let in means Len's Lenor is trying to get on the camera you want to come in here you go okay but I hope you like that I hope that that resonated for you can you can you can you excuse me you're right in my my camera hello
Lenor Lenor no they can't see me when you're right Lenor Lenor you want to be on the camera you're the star of the show Lenor you can't they can't see me like
that what are you doing you're kissing me you g me a kiss okay here here get down you can sit you can sit on my lap come on go ahead okay okay so we have Arachne the Spiderwoman so this is the story of the Spider Woman right says Arachne her name meaning spider in Greek was a beautiful woman that had a great
talent in weaving everyone was amazed at her work and one day Arachne boasted that she had a greater Talent than the goddess Athena herself because Athena was the she was the goddess of crafts and also like the pain state of weaving the third card would be one of the enemies that put your life in danger you're expecting a visit from your enemy been begging them to face me for years lol okay well just be careful maybe face
them on a neutral ground don't let them maybe in on your territory don't let them in and then uh maybe meet them somewhere else if you want to face them right that's just my interpretation of that so uh okay so here's the story of um the uh Athena or Arachne so Arne Greek mythology was a lydian woman thought by some to be a princess who was highly
gifted in the art of weaving your dryer caught the fire earlier but you got the fire out no more dryer oh well earlier tonight um in the the mold Mansion they they were trying to bake these brownies and the uh the boiler plate was missing from the oven and next thing year they're like we call the fire department the light the fire won't go out but they never called the fire department the
fire eventually went out but yeah watch out for fires but uh so so rachne was highly gifted in the art of weaving she was born in to idman a famous Dyer in Lydia and he was the Dy of um he dyed things purple he dyed things for the royalty right because he was probably a Phoenician and uh the Phoenicians
discovered the purple dye right from it's in sea snails there they were sea people so um she was no ordinary Weaver and the Very Act of her weaving was sheer magic and a sight to behold right so she was a very you know spiders are also Weavers right so soon soon news of arachne's artistry spread far and wide and it said that nymphs from the forest left their frolicking and gathered around Arachne to watch her weave so
moved were they by her skills that they remarked she surely must have been trained by none other than the goddess Athena the goddess of weaving right so all this agulation was more than Arachne could handle and being an ordinary mortal who was quite vulnerable to human beings she became quite arrogant about her Superior skills
mhm that can be called hub hubus is like an arrogance saying you're better than the gods right she was annoyed at being regarded as a pupil of Athena and began bragging about her skills proclaiming that to be far more Superior than to even Athena now when the goddess of weaving heard of arachne's bold claims she was upset but nonetheless decided to give the young woman a chance to regret her
Folly disguised as an old woman Athena appeared before Arachne and warned her of the consequences of provoking the Wrath of the Gods but Arachne was not was not a bit remorseful and challenged Athena to a contest declaring that if she lost she would accept any punishment that Athena would decide for her so what what happened is that Athena disguised herself as an old woman and said oh you
you know you should not be saying this and then Iraq's like oh old woman you know Athena wants to um you know bother me about this she'll do she'll ask me herself and she was Athena so she took off her cloak and she challenged her to to a goal or to a contest so it in this time Athena revealed her true form and accepted her the challenge the stage was set for a battle in which a God and a
mortal pitted their artistic skills to decide who the better artist was the nymphs who had come to watch Arachne weave shrunk back horrified at arachne's audacity but Arachne was unshakable and stood her ground and so the contest began Athena at her Loom and Arachne at hers each working the threads of gold and a splendid array of colors to decide who would outdo the other in the
ultimate trial what unfolded next Was A Feast for the eyes Athena created a tapestry replete with scenes from the history of the Gods she portrayed Zeus at the center of the Olympic Pantheon as well as her own contest with posidon in her Victory and I'll tell you about that which ultimately made the people of Athens name the city after her so Athens
is named after Athena because they had a contest who could bring the best gift to the city and posidon gifted the horse and then Athena gifted the Olive Tree and people decided that the Olive Tree was the was the uh the better gift and so Athena won that contest right and which ultimately made the people of athes name the city after her at the corner of the tapestry she artfully
depicted humans who had dared to defy the gods and who had been punished without a trace of Mercy as for Arachne she deliberately chose scenes that depicted the infidelities and Amores of the Gods she vividly portrayed Zeus and his string of indiscretions she showed how Zeus had turned into a swan to rape the Spartan Queen Lita a bull to entice
Europa an eagle to abduct aen and as a shower of gold to seduce Dana and as a Satur to seduce antio arachne's work of art according to the Latin narrative featured 21 scenes of the various misdemeanors of the mighty Gods including posidon Apollo diasis and others because if you read the Greek um mythology the gods were kind of
misbehaving a little bit right says although Arachne had shown little respect for the gods by choosing a subject that made a mockery of the Supreme deities of the Olympus of Olympus um even Athena had to admit that her work was brilliant and Flawless and so she was the better Weaver right um that however was not enough to calm down Athena who was incensed by Arachne
humiliating portrayal of the Gods because not only did she win but then she she also humiliated the gods at the same time so she could not accept that right so at last Athena destroyed in Anger arachne's tapestry and Loom Arachne like many other foolish Mortals had dared to question the supremacy of the Gods she had in her arrogance over her art been blind to the consequences
of challenging the gods still in Anger Athena um transformed Arachne into a spider proclaiming that Arachne and her descendants would with henceforth hang forever from threads and be skillful Weavers and uh before she did that she had hit and I read the version of the story she hits uh she hits Arachne over the head with her her sh sh shuttle the
shuttle and then Arachne was so uh humiliated that she hung herself and so then she had poured these drops on her she turned into a spider and inter interesting fact that relates to myth the history is that the art of weaving is said to have originated in Anatolia a part of modern turkey and spiders have been a constant source of inspiration for man to perfect his weaving skills the story morne from Greek mythology has
also been immortalized by science and the taxonomical class name for spiders is arach and so I hope you enjoyed that story and and I hope you also will get more into mythology and because there's a lot of interesting stories like that right so did you guys enjoy that story hope hopefully that wasn't boring or anything
but yep so we'll continue do some readings tonight probably uh it's it's been 33 minutes hello AC how are you how are you AC great to see you it was great seeing you this morning too had a little that's why I I was that's why I I slept so late I was up very early this morning yeah AC is awesome
AC and I friends over at at Emma leviathans and and AC's a friend of our show so everyone yeah everyone say hi to AC AC's awesome now AC's a very very good mod for Emma and very good very good mod for me so AC do you want cards today I'll post some cards you love the show thank
you I love doing the show Trix wants to say hi to AC I know AC loves the she loves the cats that she sees right she loves uh she loves Bubba I guess you don't mind sure I got you this is tricks so wants
to say hi okay you said hi yes AC what do we have for AC today we have AC we have this cave AC uh you're you're you're you're protected you're you're in this cave you're it could be this going into your subconscious into your mind meditate
more um maybe been in Hermit mode a little yep trick Tri her twin in Magic too we at this cave and the cave is always this protective space it's it's a it's a shelter um a protection around you and also the ability to go into your own
mind you're a big hermit okay yeah so there's you're you're your perspect protective space meditate looking within we have this Unapologetic card looks like it's the happy little alligator right there
right yeah looks like a crime scene LOL yeah and then U yeah like I love I love this these are these are these beautiful moths right there the one before yeah but uh this is you Unapologetic just be just being yourself proud happy exuberant yeah be yourself no apologies right
always for AC we have health so I think your I think your health is is a you're gonna eat everything yeah well and you eat everything I think and I think uh it's gonna bring you some good health you know I think you got a good diet there's the sun shining right there
looks like a little happy sun right crystals from crystals you're being watched over very positive it's a very it's a very healthy card so if you had health concerns or anything like that I think your health is improving looks like there's these rays of light from the sun looks like the sun is aware aware and is sending you healing too you're receiving healing
and so there's AC hey traveling Gypsy how are you good to see you welcome in got a lot of lot of our friends here today you're you're you're having your healthy beer yeah beer beer can be nice and healthy you know you stop by to say hi um Teresa can I pull you a couple cards or a few cards I'll pull you three cards before you go I love Teresa and Teresa I
had a great time on Teresa show last night she had a a great Channeler on yeah no beer is unhealthy right so if you're still here yeah sure okay Teresa we have this catching blossoms card so I think there's these blessings that are being bestowed on you and you're seeing them and and you're able to to catch them and and you know
in your hands right and uh I think good you know good things are happening for you I think your channel is doing really really good your your your show you know you're you're having guests on your show right okay so catching blossoms little little Parts things of beautiful things are happening and you're able to to cast
cast them in your hands right okay we have this offering it it looks like you're very you're you're making offerings um to to your Spirit guides your ancestors um and you know that maybe that's why you're receiving blessings too is because you're recognizing them and they're recognizing you and so
there's there's a good there's a good uh give and take relationship between you and your spirit world okay in touch with that right and for Teresa we have this says the sun in eclipse and there's a beautiful sun and eclipse
and so even even even if you can't see everything there's all always that that light shining shining behind you and so I think and I think things things have eclipsed too in your life and and uh things are all in alignment everything's as it should be yeah you're awesome person you're blessed right there's a you're wearing a crown just like that
like there's a crown there right so as above so below right so I hope you enjoy that Teresa and I love you and thank you for stopping by you are awesome too thank you from nipp their nipples are not yeah well in the card yeah they look they look fine they're fine okay
good we have a we have a we have a fun sense of humor in here yeah these are beautiful cards Teresa this this deck is called the begin deck it's an oracle deck I got on Etsy a few years ago it's a little custom Oracle deck right okay so that was for
Teresa y so yeah so been on for 40 minutes but uh yeah I always have fun you have to go get a friend watch a movie yeah go with a friend and watch a movie okay enjoy yeah enjoy hold on I'm seeing this weird see that weird little orb I don't know what that is there a little something there I don't know what that was yeah you see that maybe that's just the
light reflecting maybe it's my third eye opening right there I don't know you will okay I love you Teresa thank you for stopping by enjoy your movie here the cats are fighting here are you playing cats just playing cats are playing they're in their little twostory condo right there little two-story cat condo my neighbors got me that for my birthday or I think
one year yep you're playing I still have toilet paper all over the floor yeah we have big bird yeah thank you Teresa yeah I'm having so much fun and I'm and thank you Teresa because Teresa's been a big motivation to stream I want to say thank you for you know you all you
all are a huge motivation Jamie's saying are you telling me to stream are you streaming and so it really gets me hyped up and wanting wanting to stream and it's really fun fun for me to do and so it's a it's a great part of my life can you show your cat sure I can Chester chck wants to come say hi again
okay and we have Elva yeah and you know those those are my my favorite movies and she suggest he suggested these movies and I I just love these are some of my favorite movies and so we have the same kind of tastes in movies yeah this is tricks we also we watched the movie called The Mask of the Red Death recently and uh it was a successful movie night cuz all four or five of us in the room watched it the
whole time and we all watched it a little racy yeah yeah Pi's a little racy but yeah especially in my Discord you to see her in my Discord AC you know you know I'm I'm a
I'm she she she's interested in these uh these human animal hybrid um hybrid people it's really interesting your favorite Channel yeah she does get of yeah she is I love I can be a freak Show too sometimes and I can be a little racy too you know so fits in fitting kind of with my
personality so uh p is a sweetheart you you guys are all sweethearts y blade be nice she is an angel yeah see I I I I love my mods too it's like my my mods are kind of like my my style sets of humor mods and though
right it's also great your cat is so cute so cute so cute yeah hey Lor's over there they got their favorite food today I'll show you their favorite food I get this deliver from Amazon but they love they love these this Meow Mix um Seafood poultry Meow Mix BL is a sweetie have pet is a
sweetie everyone's they like this pate they love these they finish this they finish this boxing today they love this Meow Mix so I get as kind of a treat or a little break from the Friskies from the Friskies
food yep did I get it you're ordering from Chev from Chevys now um chewies oh you're ordering from chewies yeah the pet from from chews yeah yeah I have a Petco I have a Petco like uh when my my dad was picking out for the place the perfect place for me to live because you know he knew I wouldn't have a car probably so he picked he
picked a place that's right across the street from like a shopping center with Whole Foods and there used to be a CVS or a r Aid nearby but we got a Whole Foods there there's a sports bar across the street Chewbacca would run chewies yeah you I remember that Bob from Alisa like I always said he look kind of like Chewbacca and I wanted to hear him do the Chewbacca yell I think that he would
look really appropriate doing that if you your cats have band wet food every morning yeah got wet food I got a big big bag of uh of the Friskies seafood and stuff like that yeah so my cats my cats are my my neighbors also give my cats a lot of treats and stuff like that so I'm just very lucky especially I'm lucky I have neighbors that that uh have they have two cats one name is Peanut
one name is Lola and they have a Dog Named Gus and he's a Golden Retriever and every time I go over Gus so excited to see me and he has a shoe in his mouth and tries to push the shoe on me and then starts humping my leg and they like Gus get off get off and then uh I talked to my neighbor today and she's like oh Gus I'm at the animal hospital with Gus and he had he has an ear infection so if everyone can say a prayer for Gus the
little golden retriever next door he's a very sweet dog and um yeah I I I hope Gus is Gus is doing okay be right back I'm just going to refill my juice one second
yeah not really they do yeah prayer for God hey what's up Jackson how are you tonight is just kidding C some man fancy P whip godam yeah Fancy Feast yeah but the fancy these cans are so small and they're like expensive I mean it's like over a dollar for like the little
can and so you know when you have you know eight cats that gets kind of expensive but I do like to indulge them in their in their Meow Mix you know then it's always good like the momx just just automatically comes from Amazon so it's at my door so they're spoiled babies yeah our fa babies are hey um yeah magic Tri you want to say hi
to Lola guys Lola's here too Mama tell you about yeah here's Lola mama mama Lola wants to say hi to Lola's a sweetheart Lola's been getting along better with the kittens so I'm I'm happy with her I'm proud of her
where's Lenor Lenor is around here too she was just here but uh yeah she Lenor oh she's she's over on the counter over there you want to see Lenor AC I got I got Lenor for AC AC wants to see you l we being summoned for here's
Lenor hey Len good you're back you were here a couple days ago good Jackson good to see you again you're EAP baby yeah and Len Lenor was just up at the C she was just she just got really close to the camera and she looked really cute you're little baby Lenor that's
Lenor you happy Lenor how are you doing you can see Lola up there at the tower she's your girl yeah Lenor is a sweetheart when I first got Lenor she was a kid in um I I had another um black cat that had disappeared and I was really upset about it and then so I told my friend I was like I want another
Cat and then um she knows this cat lady Black cat rescue lady and the cat rescue lady saw this old black cat running around the parking lot it was little Lor and she put out a cat trap with some food in it and when she came out for lunch Lenor was already in the cat trap right and then she brought Lenor over and what did you do when you met me Lenor you gave me a hug you were so
happy black cats with yellow eyes she has beautiful yellow eyes huh you're so happy and we're friends forever right can you give me kisses too she is beautiful and she's very sweet she's very protective she my little black panther right very happy and I know you're always going to be here Lenor
Lenor is my she's the she's the cat I've had for the longest out of all these cats and she even gets along with the cats now but she she she did fight with uh she fought with uh with Lola for a while Lola before she got pregnant Lola could not uh could not stay inside because Lenor would just chase her out
right it's okay you would just chase her out every day and then when she got pregnant you started leaving her alone and then when she had her babies Lenor was L always was nice to her again so sometimes they fight still some sometimes um Lola hides under the TV and like Lenor will chase or and she just run another the TV and so my cats adapt
to the other cats and stuff yeah thank you thank you AC and I love how people love the cats too because it's like you know that's how I I kind of judge people how they you know treat animals and how they how they how they love cats and so Lor does have a soft heart she's a good good cat
she G and she gives me kisses too you know she's a she's a kisser she's a cuddler she's very loyal she's usually inside but she'll go outside a little bit but she's a very good cat and we have coyotes around here so I worry about my cats because they are outside and things like that
but they can't really I don't know why they have coyotes running around this little Beach city right thank you you have a wonderful heart too you are awesome you you got a wonderful heart my chat thank has a wonderful heart I got the best people here everyone's really nice you know some
some chats I I go to and there's people aren't sometimes aren't very nice and stuff like that and so I like to keep it a happy happy atmosphere and people get along and be supportive of each other I like to support everybody oh my cats are are you wrestling you wrestling you have your wrestling
match yeah little magic and oops little magic and tricks are having a little wrestling match you heard you this morning asking for forgiveness from yeah I I won't give up you know I've asked before and uh you know little WWF choke slam yeah thank you
AC thank you you know I I make mistakes I'm not a perfect person I uh and I I I do say stupid things sometimes um it's not ever with the bad intention me saying some stupid things but you know it's like different people have
different triggers and things that bother them and so yeah so all I can do is all I can do is say sorry and then when that person's ready that person everyone you know ex say my apology I because I I actually spent time with that person in in real life we had a really good time and then I I spoiled everything so it's it was
sad but thank you for your support about that yeah and I I do believe that and it's like you know it's like I'm very for forgiving person I'm you know I've yeah thank you
yeah but yeah I just I just feel bad um I don't like to hurt people's feelings or and then I also feel like I'm misunderstood sometimes because people think I'm like being arrogant or trying to whatever you know so thank you I'm actually a comedian
yeah yeah and that is and I yeah I uh that's what I try I try to lighten the mood make people back make people laugh and stuff like that and sometimes it works and sometimes my jokes don't land at all so I'm uh I need to work on my materials sometimes I think or sometimes I need to get new material because sometimes jokes get old and stuff like that and you know sometimes if a joke
work works well you know comedians when they uh they do a set they tell the same jokes over and over again that's why they don't like to be necessarily videotaped doing sets and stuff like that because you know um people steal jokes and stuff like that but when they have jokes at work they'll use the joke over and over again and so so sometimes
I'm just wildy sometime yeah yeah and oh yeah and sometimes sometimes I would I when I uh if I had a little bit too much to drink sometimes I I I won't even know the next day and I'll then I'll wake up and then everyone's like are you okay what happened and I'm like like nothing happened and then it's like then the screenshots come out
and and so really I don't know I don't I don't know it's like I uh the internet's unusual because there are things like screenshots and so you know people just don't forget about things they they'll right once you say something it's out
there right so but uh yeah I do have really good supportive people and I do have people that do understand and stuff like that the screenshots come out yeah and I'll be like I said that like was that me was that an impersonator that somebody that yeah but yeah it was probably it was probably me and I was probably just being silly
silly sometimes right yeah that's how it is right I I mean that's why I try I don't I try to I try to not take screenshots because it's like that'll just that'll just trigger the memory and if I'm mad about something I'll just G toet about it again so sometimes they're good you know
okay about that but thank you what else guys anything uh anything anyone want to talk about any we've almost been on for an hour I think I think I'll stay on for a little while longer I'm just having a good time it's still an early night because last night I was on probably you know probably
midnight to 3: in the morning what did I get for Christmas well I got um I got a electric toothbrush and I got some cute um some cute cat socks that have a little cat face they s me out I think I can show
you yeah and then my NE my neighbors gave me um my neighbor my neighbors also gave me a big Christmas present because they helped me they helped me um pick out and and get gifts for all my nieces and nephews and stuff like that and so that was a big it's basically yeah I'll stay it's basically Christmas is about I think mainly about the kids and stuff
like that I really didn't expect any any gifts and uh and so my sister my sister hooked me up my neighbors are always hooking me up with gifts but here's the this I get this bag of socks for my sister and they're really cute and so they're they're different colors and stuff got these in meow
socks so you got some tarot cards what's EAP um EA EAP stand for is that a cool deck because uh yeah I and I'm and I'm always I feel like I'm Edgar alen Poe oh a Ed
po okay great is there a Lenor card is there a card with Lenor because that's what Lenor is named after of course from from The Raven um she's named Lenor but what's interesting about edar alen po though if you're if you're into conspiracy theories or if you're into like you know um questioning history and things like that if you look at John wilk's Booth and you look at Edgar and
po they look very very similar and then if you look at I'll show you John WS Booth I'll show you an interesting photo of him because he was a from he was an actor of course you know um John wils Booth and he so you know he was an actor in that play um that Lincoln was at where he you know did that to Lincoln but there's a picture on the Wikipedia that found a John wils Booth
and also you can tell me if you think he looks like Edgar pooke or not but um you know here's John W's booth but I'll show you this picture of him and he's from a family of actors actually let's see if that picture's still up there um and it's a he was than Caesar or something like that I have
that yeah we do
okay it kind of looks like Abraham Lincoln to a little bit I don't know he does look like he has this Lincoln as quality but what if history is just pulling the wool over our eyes The Raven cards those Raven cards are kind of goofy well I always like I like k a good sense of humor and the yeah is is what what card is the Lenor card is Lenor the
empress or but look so it's kind of they're dressed like Caesar and a little bit of a theatrical and says this was from it says left to right Booth with his brothers Edwin and Junius Jr his brother was named June like you know
there's June and then Julius and Julius is for it was Julius Augustus Caesar I think so July and August right you're G to give them a chance yeah you post them in Discord okay good I want I'd like to see them you can join my Discord too AC I've never I don't think I've um you know I I I was I used
to bombard people with Discord invitations and stuff like that and some people got mad and so I just like I stopped I just Tred to like invite them to Discord and stuff like that but I stopped sending invitations but and also I didn't want I don't want to intr on Emma's Discord either um you know like but uh well I do have a good uh good uh
Discord you love World War II history you you like Jackson so about the uh about the Germany and that's pretty interesting it's a pretty sad time you know it's a pretty sad time and uh it's it's something that I would like I think that's what you should why people should learn history because you don't want to repeat his repeat the negative things in in history and so yeah you're totally
welcome in my U my Discord and you know my discord's an adult Discord you know but uh yeah can someone drop the Discord if if they have time um or I will send it to you after the show AC and I'll I'll invite you personally but um yeah and I have a nice little server how do you join um someone might post the
Discord link you have just have to to um download the Discord app and then um click the invit invitation link if somebody can can do that maybe I can do it from from this one let see if I can get there me see okay I'll I'll do it I I got I got I got a Ms I think I got it okay copy link
okay see if I can find my own channel you have it okay I'll post it for AC me see let me see I just have to find my own chat and then I can post it through the
okay found it okay so here's my Discord link okay hold on there we go I got it see it guys so you can join my Discord inste I think
yeah my Discord was a little bit um more more uh adult themed but uh I think I think uh I think it'll be more more friend family friendly we but yeah who knows we do have we we we post a lot of stuff and my
discord's really cool because we share a lot of different um channels that we like you clicked it okay good okay so that that will that you can join it through there right
but the cool thing with my Discord is that we uh we all have these different things we watch and so then we can share share them and then we can we can say it's not letting you you have to try maybe try a couple times it will say accept invite make sure you have the Discord installed and everything because it should be should the L should
work you're great all us said you are great all of a sudden no P you have to admit I I probably started I probably started that that that theme well you started you started the theme but I probably I probably went overboard with some of those things okay
awesome p pie is great and U but yeah but we can also but it's it's fun to um we have a friend with the channel and it's it's fun if other friends come in the channel and say hi and stuff like that and then we can all kind of like discover new channels you know I'm into psychic readings and so I post where they're doing free readings sometimes or
or or people to channels to go to and so it's always fun to have the Press PRS yeah um I dropped it Jamie I dropped it um I dropped it there bit of um yeah so it's just above I'll I'll I'll I'll uh pin it if I can pin it hold on I pin
that okay I pinned it hold on here we go do that work guys there's my Discord link pinned okay perfect yeah because the Discord is just a good it's just a fun place also we do like after after the show we have the after show party it's also a good place
for you know mods to come in and talk and yeah perfect and uh we also we do we do um live chats we do movie Nights we talk about all sorts of things it's just a fun place I love waking up in the morning and that's the first thing I usually like look at is like the Discord and stuff like that we just have good people there it's not letting you
okay well Jackson um if you go to Discord and then you search add friend like search for the FR search for psyche awakens and just type psyche awakens that's my name on Discord and then same yeah you P knows how to drop the link she's great yeah yeah p uh P
yeah p is great and uh yeah you got it maybe did I post the wrong link I don't I don't know but uh but if you can't find the yeah I'll post
yours replace that one my replace pin message that work okay PS y c h e a w a k NS or um yeah maybe I don't know maybe you can copy and paste it from your photos yeah
yeah maybe because you're not a mod hi Melinda how are you good to see you thank you for coming in because you're not a mod you can't click the link I'm not sure you know poking links from mobile doesn't allow it to be clickable I'm my computer maybe that's why it's working okay yeah yeah because I I I don't have my my computer's not really working right now you're faded I feel I feel you there you know
but you know I I haven't um I haven't smoked pot in a few weeks and maybe that's why my dreams are just getting so they get your Hello thank you p or thank you AC thank you AC I'll um I'm gonna hello you back okay AC yeah
AC can I I'm G to post a little hello back to
you there we go love you you screenshot the link but you can't get it okay AC I'll get you in hold
on there you go you joined it it looks like you joined Acy I think you're in do we we have a go to my my server everyone say yeah it says you're
joined you're in okay good perfect perfect guys yeah great to have you here yeah we just have fun we have fun there and it's a good it's a good little you can't you can't still just um ja Jackson um what's your Discord name Jackson I'll
try I'll try to find you you have a Discord screen name because I want to every make sure everyone that wants to get in can get in me see what's your uh Okay add friend right friend
yeah not sure you want the racy pyana yeah there is some racy Pyon so I made I put Pi's fur furry corner and then she said she said oh I'm not then she I posted I made a I made like a section Pi's furry corner and then she then I heard that she uh she
doesn't want to post post on it anymore so I I deleted it but if but if uh there's a demand for Pi's Pi's furry Corner P furry corner will we be back you know but I warn you it's a little it's a little bit racy it's a little bit shocking but okay I am him 0732 okay let me see
if I can find you oh okay hold on
um I'm not sure I'm not sure hold on ADD no but if any if anybody can uh knows how to add a friend I I just can't find it right now so yeah blade is mischievous too he's
trunking yeah blade is a little bit mischievous he's a little bit of a bit of a you'll do it you do you do it okay good I always I have good good uh good friends here that will always help me out one second guys
okay guys you want to look at some fairies we have we have fun with our Fairy stuff see what I mean a caps lock screaming in here yeah it's going wild what's up Pur Warrior welcome blade blade unfortunately we can't time out blade he's a mod he's he's finagled his
way into into being my mod and you know so it's gonna be impossible to to get him to stop but you know maybe he'll behave himself maybe know it's but we know we have this you got it okay good welcome welcome we have the good fairies the good fairies and the bad fairies right we love this book and I have I have another one of these books
too right so we have fun looking at this Fairy book remember we got this oh I love this one so we got the spring before we got we got the spring card for me before but then we got the spring fairy look how beautiful the spring fairy I think she's on the toad stool yep I am him Isen
welcome look and he has this I love these little mischievous the the beautiful fair and she has all these mischievous little friends around her but there's a spring fairy right lucky I'm not boss I would keep blad suffer so much if you wanted to keep his mod ship you're in good yep you got fairies and so it says primroses so it says the spring or the Primrose
fairy so so those primroses are among the first spring flowers and so this fairy leads us to the into the year as she leads us into Fairy Land teaching the right Rock touching the right rock with a primrose is one method of opening the door to the fairy the Irish say that looking over the flowers in a certain way can make the invisible visible and fairies can be seen this frail sweet
flower fairy is a messenger from the fairy queen herself summoning you to Fairy Land she crouches Poise to spring into your heart your dreams and your imagination have ever seen the smash fairies no I want to look into that right smash fairies are they drunk and then there's and there's all kinds of fairies in this book but then
there's the there's this one's called The Helpful hob here's a little helpful hob fairy right and just a little short little sentence about him it says that this creature helps in the kitchen especially loaves loves baking bread and buns right so let's do another fairy page
I think we've got some of these before but this one's called the bright Shadow they literally smashing the book that sounds cool yeah because they're in this they're in this two-dimensional on pages they're smashing the book that sounds cool okay so this fairy that's called
this the bright Shadow fairy the radiant being fights the street Shadows of drugs and menacing violence Illuminating dark Alleyways with her light of compassion oh so isn't that interesting that's a it's a whole that's that's a more of a modern kind of take on a fairy because they these drugs in the in the the street shadows and the menacing violence
sounds like this it's a it's a police faer Illuminating dark Alleyways with a light of compassion she's St companion in moments of Crisis or physical danger so call upon the bright Shadow fairy if you're ever in you're ever in trouble with something you know maybe maybe she'll be a a Guiding Light getting you out ofit some trouble
right and then we have this expression fairy it's very cool I want to check out that book so this is Brian froud and I think I think his um some of his I think he's they did the art of of Labyrinth based on his work he's he's probably the most famous fairy um fairy um illustrator so the expression fairy says the fairy helps in modes of expression
such as dance and body posture with skills such as cooking writing acting drawing and making love so yeah assisting an expression and let's look at a couple more photos this one's called The Mask of truth there's the mask of truth and you see
the he's wearing the mask this doesn't have any text with it but it say The Mask of truth fairy and then we have this one called the fairies of the future a little bit sorry it's a little bit glossy and again
these well this one reminds me of Alisa Jordana a lot you know Lisa Jordana has this very fairy fairy energy I sense it on her very strongly so the other night hold
on I F was going off the other night I sent her a picture of this frog queen fairy that reminded me of her and she enjoyed that we Bond we Bond over Muppets and we're both 80s babies and stuff like that we both love Sesame Street and the Muppets and and we both have this kind of this
kind of uh innocent childlike recollection of of those things and so there's Muppet songs and stuff we share together and I I posted some Muppet AI stuff I did for her so very cool good yeah 80s babies I'm so my my birthday it's next week guys or it's yeah it's next week it's next week on
the 7th I'll tell you my birthday it's January 7th and I'm from a Capricorn so this next Wednesday it's like there's um it's like two weeks after Christmas there's Christmas one week the New Year's one week and then my birthday the next week so in Russia it's the last day it's called
the Christmas day in Russia January 7th but yeah my birthday's coming I'll be the big 44 right so I think the double digits are lucky Trix is just sitting down here want to say hi again tricks trick wants to say hi yeah Trix want to say hi to the
chat you such a sweetheart huh cuddly thank you thank you so so much yeah but you know when you're when you have a when you have a birthday so close to Christmas you know they all kind of meld together you know everyone's already everyone's already fatigued from buying so many um Christmas presents and
so it's it's also in the middle of winter and stuff like that but I love I love my birthday I think I have a good birthdaye it's 17 so 17 that's the magician and the Cherry it but it's also 1 plus 7 is eight that's that's the strength card and so you can always look at your numbers or numerology and there's a lot of stuff you can tell if you want to say any tell me any numbers
or anything I can always give an interpretation because I I'm familiar with numerology I also know gatria and I know how to decode a lot of gatria and uh astrology tarot and they all they all really go well together that's why I'm really into astrology because
you know you can correspond the major Arcana numbers with like the signs and then you can also correspond certain the certain cards with certain signs and things stuff like that and so yeah I can always I can always help decode anything because there's a lot of everything has a meaning everything all
these things have synchronicities they have meanings they have um correspondences and then when you learn more and more it's just like and it's a lifelong can it's a lifelong process of learning learning these things but I've been lucky enough to be able to study and focus a lot of energy and attention on these things because I'm just very
blessed to be able to do that you know because uh that's I've been able to always go after what I'm interested in and I'm interested in like self-discovery and also helping other people to self-discover themselves right and teaching them stuff that I know do I when the fog is going to lift
your room is dirty my room is dirty too the fog is going to lift well the fog lifts you know what you know what fog stands for in in a in clinical terms it's fear obligation guilt and so when you release the fear when you release the feeling of obligation and you you release the guilt in situations those are three those are three things that people can hold over you or three things
that they can use to manipulate you that's part of the fog right thank you AC I can't wait to look at those smash Fair fairies that sounds good so I have that I have a this good fairies bad fairies book and then I have another fairies book and then of course I have my my witches Guide to the fairy folk I've read from that too that has all these fairies listed and uh from around
the world and has with you yeah well Jamie I feel that it's like I I think that when you release the release the fear when you release the obligation when you release the guilt that's the fog right you've been joining panels lately out of guilt yeah well I joined panels out of out of fun because you know to to
join a panel you have to be kind of outgoing in a certain way or you know have no fear right so you're welcome Jamie you know Jamie it's LIF it's lifting it's lifting I think it's it's lifting lifting and then but you know if it lifts all at once it's kind of like when you go from a dark room into like the bright Sun you know it can be too too blinding and then you can't see
right it's too bright so it's like it's a better but grad it's been gradually over time it's a process right so don't feel like it it's going too slowly or don't feel you know just just let the pro let it lift naturally and adjust then you have to adjust your eyes to it right good times he threatens to ban you
if you don't join yeah well I like to go go on panels and do tarot but my thing is like I like a lot of different people so sometimes I go on to panels where I'm not well received where um and they'll they they don't necessarily like sometimes they don't like to usually the host will be friendly but I
go on some panels where that you know I I get chased off a lot of panels and I I get kicked off a lot of panels right I'll be talking and then all of a sudden I'll be out of the room and they they'll be like go away they ever come out again and then some panels they love me and then they they're like oh W you on regularly and things like that and then so I'm not always on the mood to go on panels and so I have to be on the mood I
have to be in the mood and then you also have to know that people are going to say horrible things in the chat about you panelists will say mean things about you yeah and especially if you're doing things like oh cats no fighting no fighting if you do things like tarot tarot is controversial to some people hold on my cats are fighting hey hey hey
hey no fighting no no no come here come here no fighting but I like to bring things I like to bring tarot to people that haven't experienced tarot and also my readings that I've done for people I almost always get a really positive response from the person you know yeah
the cats were they were fighting and and meowing and stuff like that you get easily offended so not for you yeah well it's like another thing is like especially with like with watching Alisa's Channel and then she's had for example she had tan mom on and then tan
mom you know secret secretly everyone like likes Tan Mom it's she's entertaining right but then we they figure out things to say that annoy her right and then they'll say them and then she'll get annoyed and so she gets the response and then it's like and then it
just snowballs in that yeah tan mom yeah so so I'll tell you the story AC tan mom was on Alisa a few weeks ago um well she had borrowed her blue coat and so and uh and then Alisa wanted to get her blue coat back and she she actually lent it to her twice and everything because she felt bad the second time of getting it back and T mom wanted to wear for a photo shoot and so tan mom was just
irritated that Lisa kept saying that she wanted the cat back but so Alisa picked up tanom for dinner and then Alisa has a thing where you can donate some money for a song and you can send texts and stuff like that right and um and people would say mean things to tan mom and tan mom didn't quite tan mom didn't quite
understand that it's trolling it was uh and people will say the and and then Alisa will always just play the clips and because they're donations and stuff and so it's like you're you're supposed to play the donations and then also it's kind of it gets a little bit funny like the reaction because Tam mom will go she get her eye her she has a blue eye a real real clear blue eye and then she'll
like have a nasty look and her eye open like that and she'll go she like I'm calling the police on you and so and then uh and she was so she was real Annoying annoyed and then people send in songs and so they got dessert and Lisa got this nice chocolate cake and she had this guy there and people were sending rotth rotth stuff during the the song and Tam M was
getting so annoyed yeah her one blue it was a real clear blue eye and then she has real tan skin like real dark tan skin and she has this she had her hair extensions were all showing and then she was quite drunk right yeah and uh and so they had this chocolate cake and like Lisa was dancing with the cake and stuff and taking a bite and then they were they're all taking bites
of the cake and then they kept trying to give tan mom a fork and so T mom just like knocked the cake off the table the plate broke the cake got all over Elisa's shoe then tamom punched the camera the plate broke and cut the guy's leg he was bleeding and then she's like take me home and and then then she was on the way home she was grabbing all the the
knobs yeah the cake smashed to the ground and the chocolate cake and it was and and at least it was like 10 that's assault you assaulted and then she's like You Alisa shut the f up right and uh and then she's driving home and Tam mom kept grabbing the knobs on the radio and stuff like that
and and so and then uh so so then tamom wrote her a real yes she she's like I'm going to sue you she's like I'm calling the police you're not allowed to show my text you're not allowed to show my my image without permission I don't know if they know that it's a it's a it's a show like they I think they're confused there's a camera there too or that people are writing in I know and the waitress was really nice about cleaning up the cake oh it's okay
oh it's accident's happened and everything but Tam mom did it on purpose and she's like oh it was an accident I didn't you're saying I I didn't mean to knock off the yeah she was grabbing the knobs on the radio and and Lisa's like stop grabbing the knobs and she's like here hold my hand and she was just holding tan Mom's hand but tan mom sent her the rudest email like I'm never talking to you again I'm blocking you um you know
you're a narcissist and just terrible things and then and then on Christmas Eve was it Christmas Eve I think it was Christmas Eve Alisa was like do you want to go meet for on Christmas day or before Christmas she's like do you want to go meet for um meet drinks and Tam mom's like no I don't you know um she's like I'm gonna be calling the she's like this is not a threat this is a promise
I'm going to the police you know because you're you're you're sharing my text on your Discord and stuff like that but she did get the cat back right let them eat cake yeah she got mad yeah you can see that too if you go like um Alisa Jordana tan mom attacks or something like that it's on it's on the Kermit and friend own channel and it's like a it's like a whole clip of the whole incident you can
see the whole incident it's just it's it's pretty hilarious though but I don't think T mom will be back for a while but uh and then similar guest the same thing happens to different guest because so if you show any weakness in the like to the chat like the chat's usually pretty nice the chat will be like but they usually don't read the chat they'll just hear the donations that come in and then the
donations they're just people that know how to professionally Troll And so once they find the weakness and then it gets worse because they know how to make these AI songs right K Kos yeah it was KK she have that coat up your ass she said yeah exactly she's like she's like I borrow the coat for 30 seconds and she borrow I think she borrowed it for a good two weeks and Lisa kept blending her borrow it's it's
just blue like looks like Cookie Monsters color code too you know and Alisa looks so cute in it and then after she dropped her off she put on the coat and she was driving like a vict victory driving back with the coat on and stuff like that and tanom was just so so irritated but um that's that's why I think that show is funny and it's like and I you know people have people say
things like oh Alisa shouldn't do that BL blah and stuff like that and Alisa does want to defend her guests and Alisa does try to defend her guest too it's just like you can't control the donations and so if you know about these donations and stuff like that when when people are sending money you you it's you know it's basically they they call you a scammer if you don't if you don't play the donations or let them read the donations and if they're really bad she
will turn the volume down or turn it off but they then they make AI songs and so the AI songs will have the person's name in it they'll be this it'll sound like a professional song and she had this one guest named April and and then they played a song about Bob Alisa April who are all on the show and and that it was like just happened an hour before that the incident happened and there's a song and and April's like how did they make this song who who is this and she thinks
that they're professionally going to Studio writing the songs but it takes 30 seconds on AI to AI to create the songs and stuff like that so I don't know Lisa is really a sweet person and and stuff and she knows how to she knows how to create good content and have a fun show and so check out Alisa Jordana she she does U IRL streams probably five five nights a week and like the other night
she did a 12- hour stream she does n 8 Hour n hour streams she goes out she goes to different places she dances she runs into the same people she runs into very interesting people um some people are scary some people some people are stalk stalkerish I tell her to have uh security with her full-time that that night with Tam mom she didn't have
security she just met some guy on the street and that that that guy like she had that guy go go home with her to make sure tan mom was didn't attack her in the car or break her camera because she kep she going to break the camera so when Lisa had to go to the bathroom she I was like you can't leave her alone with the camera cuz she said she going to smash the camera so at least like ask the guy to watch the camera and everything it
was funny so uh if you if you like that kind of sense of humor is a little bit more uh you know Lisa is from the Howard Stern world too and then the she was on the ip2 network so kind of the ip2 network world if you know what that is it's full it's full of there's a lot
of professional trolls out there you have to and that's how I learned how to get a thick skin for and um just laugh at trolling comments yeah tan mom beefing right but uh yeah I learn not to get offended but it's like also I'm not like a I I can like you know joke back and
stuff like that and I don't get offended but I'm not mean kind of thing and I don't like to hurt people's feelings right so you have to have a sense of humor about it and you have to not show weakness because once you show weakness and those kind of situations they will eat you alive right so but that was a good lesson for me too because before I started
streaming you know I would probably get offended and about some some things like that but it's like it was kind of good training like you know I was on Benny Blanco Benny they would say horrible things to him and then when I was his mod they would say horrible things about me right man she did not do donations yeah well when you that's the whole thing it's like it's a it's called
the uh TTS Network and so you can send in texts and stuff yeah Benny's awesome yeah Benny's awesome and he taught me how to let stuff roll off your back because people would say the worst things about him in his chat and you know they would always say are you a girl like I that's I heard that a million times like people just say are
you you know what's up with Benny yeah I saw Benny the other night know he was just like watching he was watching like a different world or he was watching some black sit black sitcom or something like that he was he was watching and stuff like that so he has a good attitude yeah he's actually the one like there's something called face streaming like I mean Benny's conversational but
sometimes he does like to like just like watch listen to anime music or watch stuff on TV and just will sit there and stuff like that he's one of the people that can get away with it maybe because he's he's a you know beautiful person you know and so I don't no one Minds looking at his face but also like Saint was talking about um he has a um Saints show is about he's
always interacting with with his audience and stuff like that even if he's very drunk and stuff that's and that's kind of like I'm following Saints kind of lead about that like with my stream where it's like I'm I don't like silence on my stream I don't want you guys to just like see me like like laying on the couch or whatever I want to always be conversational and uh have something to talk about and be interactive and stuff yeah when he fought his mom yeah that's
CL he'll he'll never you know you can never live that down but that's also good content you know and that was funny and so but you know people will say I remember when I when I first started when I first was on his um stream I I I don't think you could type the word mom in his chat or something like that because I was trying to say something you know I mention I said and then it's like so you know different things that bother the people because by
what they specific words they will take out of the out of the chat that you're not allowed to say and stuff like that so everyone has their different triggers and everything yeah the mom fight yeah and uh yeah and also I think that um when you're streaming also in those people those people cases I sometimes they will start fights and stuff like
that but I think they know like fights are are good content and stuff like that too and that they'll get a lot of people interested in a lot of people talking and stuff like that so I I don't always take it out seriously right no words you have no words for it yeah but all I'm saying is that uh I take everything with a grain of salt
with with streamers and everything because you know who knows what's what's real there could be like staged events you know there could be that kind of thing where it's like because that kind of thing gets attention and so but yeah and then also or also they can they can just be showing like the this like true reality that it's like and that's interesting too yeah so no words yeah you crash on on blade Lots that's why
you get handsy with them yeah yeah well yeah I feel bad sometimes I'll go into I'll see BL blade and Pie are chatting in the in the room and I'll go in I'll just hear blade screaming in the background and uh I'm like is already okay I had to I had to I had to mute
blade a couple times he got kind of mad at me because I just I was trying to talk pie and I couldn't get his attention right he he was he was screaming at the football football game and he was so excited I mean I've never you know I don't get that I don't I don't I don't get uh excited about football really but you know football is exciting for fans you know John El yeah he was like Elway I
was like does John Elway still play is that I thought he was from the 80s I didn't know he was still in a football team yeah but yeah does he still play on a team I'm not sure about that blade what were you screaming about John Elway was he the commentator or something I still can't figure it out but it's okay I understand people get uh
it's the best honestly yeah I know yeah but uh but but we we can we can always adapt to each other we can understand other people are excited about different things and we're going to have people that are more interested in our interests and more interested in other people's interests and stuff like that and I try to have patience and I I want
to I'm also a peacemaker I like to bring everyone together right and I like I like people to get along too especially I like people to meet and get along that wouldn't have normally met right or wouldn't have normally been friends kind of thing because there are different worlds and then I like to bring different worlds together but sometimes when you bring different worlds together it can be like it's like chemistry you know you can get the right chemicals and
sometimes it's a surprise and then something good happens and then sometimes you get different chemicals and they they don't go well together and stuff like that so you have to I'm basically doing experimenting or experiment and stuff like that but I always I have a good intention behind it and so I think things will usually work out but doesn't always work out that's just part of experimenting
right oh you crashed down on bills Chiefs game last year yeah you know I you know I don't watch the Super Bowl or well you know I like the Super Bowl commercials sometimes but I always say like I like the uniforms in sports but I don't understand the names of stuff and the
hey what's up Jak King God what's up how are you yeah I like the baseball uniform I like the tight tight pants and stuff like that and uh I like the when they do the the huts and stuff like that but uh there's something for everybody in in sports I guess but I don't really understand I don't really understand the uh you like the tight ends yeah the
tight ends the yeah exactly the tight ends no yeah what's up J King we're here yeah how are you doing bro yeah I don't know maybe Jackson maybe Jackson won't won't like me after this any that's that's my that's kind of my personality
though I will not I will not ever shy away from U my my my truth right yeah it's okay you call me bruh but but look people can call me gay all they want and it's like they might be right but then look look at Logan Paul and and KSI and you know them taking over and Jak Jake Paul taking over boxing the WWE they made it so much
gayer than a you know I can say that I'm allowed to say that Travis is a hottie Travis Kelsey yeah AC so so you'll like Travis because you think he's a talented player and then AC and I will think he looks good in his um his uniform right
yeah you're leaving okay bye I offended him okay it's okay you know then that's my it's also called a filter it's like a filter not everyone's meant to uh but come come back someday I I I won't uh I won't offend you right yeah exactly I just think he's cute I don't he's good yeah it's like you know that's what happens when you when you be yourself
sometimes it's like then you're GNA offend people and uh it's okay thank you coming okay for yeah it is and then people Al you know and then people can make all these gay jokes they want and they and straight guys can joke about gay things all the time if a gay guy says it you can't win
them all right exactly can't win them all it's okay Jackson I'm not mad at you okay I understand um another one bites the dust and another one B another one B Another One Bites the Dust yeah you live here and Jackson I'm sorry once you come in here you're not getting out you know it's it's you know this is a dungeon in
here right I know you're just kidding okay he's not leaving okay good yeah I'm just kidding you're everyone's free everyone's free to come and go as they please and uh I don't get offended either okay but I appreciate you putting up with up with me Megan you did oh no
yeah what movie is that from there's one way in there's one way out I think there's a movie that's that quotes from so let's do the bad fairies cuz I'm being a little bit of a bad fairy right now aren't I I'm a little bit of a mischievous I have a I'm I'm usually a good fairy but I have I have a little bit of bad fairy I mean right so so see the book the book flips over it's Indiana Jones yeah we had the good
fairies and let's look at the bad fairies now got the bad fairies right what do we have for the bad fairies today I've read some of these before okay so we have the this is called the rust spot fairy it's a trap Jackson sh I'm just kidding yeah this is called the
rust spot fairy you see this guy has the red hair right there blood in blood out yeah yeah that sounds like Blood In Blood Out I'm just thinking there's one way in there's one way out I don't know if it's Beetle Juice or something like that I don't I don't know this is called the rust spot Berry so we have this rust Spot bar and he's
he's sitting on this kind of this kind of a frog man's head right there I read about the rust man's fairy the rust spot fairy says yesterday this fairy told me she was a slight Madness Eng gendered by eating too much bacon but I don't believe everything a fairy says today she states that she's the one who maintains correct levels of iron in
her blood her work is in the liver recycling iron if this fairy becomes vague or inattentive anemia can result you have a comound flat TR in your right ankle and your bones came out of your skin ouch you had emergency surgery 18 screws one plate in your right ankle what happened how did that happen that sounds horrible I'm sorry that's not a
fun Christmas I hope I hope it wasn't it sounds extremely painful extremely oh my God thank God for good doctors nowadays you know uh like they like imagine if you that happened 100 years ago without the without the uh the medical stuff we have today without the anesthesia and the the you know going on going into
anesthesia and stuff like that that would have been but it still horrible horrible but I think they probably were able to sew you up and put in the screws and stuff but yeah that sounds horrible I'm sorry you went through that you fell down the stairs of the hotel ouch I'm sorry that sounds terrible I hope you're hope you yeah
bacon Theon so it says in this fairy form we see the female energy moving into balance with the male iron represents stasis it's inflexible and masculine you know things about fairies the fairies don't like iron either and so with this fairy this fair is a rust fairy and so this this fairy actually probably likes iron right that's that's an interesting iron fairy right little red the red ymy bacon right but the fairy was lying she
she said first she said that she's she uh she's the madness when you eat too much bacon the next day she says that she maintains the iron in your blood right in this fairy form we see female energy moving into balance with the male iron represents stasis it's inflexible and masculine the Ence of iron is transformed when it rusts by the femin
aspect of water and oxygen the very essence of life rust then is formed of the cold region of iron transformed into Red oxide the color represents passion life renewal the blood of the earth shamans use body paint made of red oxide in many mythical rights and in the ancient world was used for ritual decoration of corpses and Bones water of a rusty color was deemed to have magical
properties and if you know about witch bottles they say drop some drop some uh Nails in a witch bottle yeah now now now Jackson's having his revenge on my chat you know Jackson's having his Bon I think it's I think there's only one o in the uh in bacon Jackson you might want to do a spell check on on on your bacon
spelling okay Bon okay okay so in witch bottles they say drop some Nails in the witch bottles and then the iron of the nails will get rusty and stuff like that and then the water turns kind of red right okay so has magical properties it's also called Mars water I think cuz Mars is a red planet right this Rusty fairy interacts with us on many different levels concerned particularly
with bodily Health Decay and regeneration but you might know her best in one of her more annoying guises as a cause of the first rust spot on a shiny new Chrome surface right Monday December 23rd you had surgery on Christmas Eve and for nine hours and you were very sick on Christmas day oh I'm sorry Megan that's not a very fun Christmas that sounds like a it sounds like a nightmare of a
Christmas and you know I hope you hope you had um you're able to celebrate Christmas after that you see look my my uh okay Jackson are you just going to repeat that over and over are you just having a revenge on me now because I I said that football players were cute and and I said your favorite football player I said was cute okay let him mods let
him do it let him do it I deserve it right okay then we have this tongue tangler here's the tongue tangler right there you his tongue tangler fairy here's the tongue tangler we'll read about him tongue tangler says a a note on Rust fairies have their origin in the
pre- technological past classical writers refer to the Silver age a time when man's mind moved more easily as intuitive and creative modes because silver is more of a Mercurial color right it's like Mercury is like a silver color and Mercury is changeable and and moving right silver is a fairy metal influenced by the moon and by Mercury did I just say that right the enhan es
communication and connection after the age of silver was the age of iron which brought as reason ambition and warfare because the metal you know um weapons are made of iron um and th no wonder that the fair's relationship with iron is ambivalent many fairies are frightened by Iron a nail or knife or open scissors are traditionally used to keep fairies away
other fairies the burrowing fairies are just the opposite they find anything iron irresistible especially kettles and cauldrons and Delight and stealing it bring fairies being fairies they get OV excited and will carry off almost anything as you discover when you try to find that Whatchamacallit that was going to be so useful and now you know you
know you put it right down there and now it's gone it just walked away actually it's in the fairy real fairy nest in a glittering collection of lost objects right okay okay good okay Jus Jackson said he'll stop guys and so we don't have to be mad at Jackson so you're throwing up you can't stop okay Megan well Megan just just think of
a you know think of a think of a calm calm surface you know you know it's like sometimes people get seasick and they they get nauseous and stuff think of just a calm surface of of an ocean you know and in the sun over it okay okay he said he'll stop he said he'll stop mod so you don't have to put him in the corner
right Bon please Bea what's up verog how are youa who what's what's Thea that somebody in the chat hospitals during Christmas must been past y yeah stay hydrated Megan yeah stay
hydrated have your favorite drinks and just in just have a peaceful peaceful room around you because it's like you know what's up ver tag good seeing you welcome we love ver tagon here we love everybody here that that uh as long as long as everyone's everyone's nice right so yeah my my electric toothbrush though look my my teeth look
very nice and shiny today got my nice smile right
okay anybody want a reading anybody want to I'll do some Ganesha cards I'll do a ganes card for everybody I'll read about not the corner just behave yourself right
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okay sure okay Jamie let's get a Kesha card for Jamie yeah Jackson just behave no more no more no more Bon right okay Jamie would like a good natural card so what we have for Jamie have this blessings card and look he's so this is like it
reminds me of I think it's this holiday called Dali or something like that and and he's on a wall and he's has his hands up throwing all these flowers out and hey did I and we got Another Blessing card earlier tonight I think right for somebody got blessings so there's blessings and he's in this purple robes and I'll read you from the book on this one 44
blessings it says you are divinely protected Ganesha ask you to consider what exactly it is you wanted this time he asserts that your desires are within your reach the universe is conspiring to help you achieve your aspirations since the universe is in harmony with your desires the how will transpire effortlessly yes Lord Ganesha is on the
card right showering blessings down right when movie night is the night um we're going to probably do movie night this week we'll do one this week I think so it says Ganesha is bestowing you the blessings of luck love and new prospects be very clear about your intentions at this time once you've identified what
you desire Ganesha will work to clear the obstacles and amp up your blessings that's a confirmation burp right very positive card withstand the temptation to succumb to self-indulgence you are an excellent affluence f phas the period will not last forever so be sure to take advantage of it and act when opportunities arise resolve will Triumph the principle of averages works in your
favor now so Lu is on your side right the more that you perpetuate something that you want the more likely you are to receive that very thing even if it feels impossible these manifestation possibilities are endless and range in subject matter from love to money to success to happiness KES teaches you that blessings are continuous the realization of the
blessing may not be immediately apparent so you're always having blessings right um trust that happiness and blessings are always being showered on you and I think this is also for everybody too and everybody you might resonate with that because we're always being showered with these blessings and we always we have to recognize these blessings be thankful for them and then more of them will come
you know because you're being thankful for them right because if you're ungrateful there's not really a reason to shower you with blessings but I think we have this gratitude and openness to to let these blessings flow in trust that happiness and blessings are always being showered on you what is going on in your life at the moment is external and beyond your control true happiness and blessings lie within you in the
heart and the Soul okay so I hope you like that Jamie and everybody just remember we're always being blessed there's there's a million wonderful things happening even when negative things are happening there's these hidden blessings yeah we're going to watch Follow That Bird um I think next and
then we're going to watch the elvir movie and uh but we have to do because the the Discord um the Discord watch together on YouTube doesn't always work and so what we have to do is we have to find the the movie on YouTube I'll put it on the same time and then we we were in the chat watching it and that worked
really well the last time right what day can we do it um what's today today's Tu or today's Thursday can we do it tomorrow night can we do a Friday night movie night maybe tomorrow night at 8:00 or 7 o'clock or I want to do one tomorrow night we tried to do one earlier the there was a football game on at the same time I when there's football
games on at the same time you know football usually wins right but I like to I like to go a time when it's good for everybody and we can all hang out popcorn's ready go have you seen fall that bird I mean it's a it's a kids movie but uh you know the Muppets were originally created for adults I mean and
so Friday to Friday today from your time done okay yeah for tag are you on the Discord you can come hang out the movie night too but uh yeah youve not seen it yeah so Follow That Bird is a really good movie it's it's a Sesame Street movie and it's about but listen to the
listen to the plot it's like okay so big bird like a social worker comes to cesame Street and sees Big Bird living outside in a nest and says oh this is not appropriate for Big Bird to be like living in a nest right they'll join Discord next week okay good there's a Discord link right there you can join it tonight if you want but uh so social worker comes to comes to Sesame Street
and uh and says okay well Big Bird needs to be be with a bird family and so they send big bird to a um a family called the dodos right and the dodos are like they're also Birds but they're different kind of birds and then Big Bird doesn't quite fit in there and so and then Big Bird misses Sesame Street so it's about Big Bird runs away and running across the country and then all Sesame Street
goes to look for Big Bird and so that's that's the uh that's the plot of the movie okay so it's a really good movie and it's really really a good movie but I was goingon to say The Muppets was originally created for adults and then Jim Hansen got approached um to do a children's show they wanted to do an educational children's show dodo birds
dinosaurs yeah and the dodo birds are you know they're a crazy bird family you know so big bird ran away yeah he runs away from the doos and and then he's then everyone's looking for Big Bird you so and then you know there's a lot of things that happen in the movie it's a it's a good movie I get kind of te it's also a musical
there's musical stuff but but the point is they wanted to make um an educational show for children they they thought there was too much violence and sex on TV and there was they wanted to say is there a way to educate kids on TV and so they they created Sesame Street and they went to Jim Hensen cuz he had all these puppets and then Jim Hensen um he liked
it because he could just they just wanted him to film the scenes in between the the the Sesame Street Scenes the educational scenes but then they said the children's attention spans dropped during the Sesame Street Scenes because there was no Muppets in them at all so they created Big Bird they created Oscar the Grouch and then they brought so but then and then Jim Henson who the creator
of the Muppets he wanted to make the Muppets as an adult adult theme um adult movies you know they have Muppet s Manhattan and other adult Muppet stuff and he thought once it would be typ cast as a children's thing but he thought it would be best to he he liked the concept of the educational part of
it and also he didn't want to have to be a puppeteer all the time because it's a Daily Show right and so he wouldd have to do a lot more work and stuff like that but he eventually decided to like you know create those other characters and stuff yeah big bird and I'll show you guys I I posted
this on Alisa's chat last night and she liked it you know Alisa and I Bond over the Muppets but I posted this this picture I made on AI see if you guys like this AI picture I made for Alisa because we we you really have we've uh oh my go okay so Alisa has a very
popular Discord too her discord's pretty crazy but yeah see she saw this this morning I can find this if I can't find it I'll just show you the picture okay let me just find the picture it's also really good m music in that movie here's the big bird picture I
made that's what I made for Lisa it's a little sweet it's just a sweet Kermit the Frog I just put you know hugging Big Bird so do you guys like that it's kind of a sweet little picture I made she really liked it she said thank you doll it was it was cute yeah it's good yeah you guys know if you
guys know it's it's I made it on Google Gemini in Google Gemini you just say create a picture you just type in what you want yeah isn't that cute I love
it I love it yeah there's also a really good movie we should watch some time called The Frog Princess or the Frog Prince and uh cu the Muppets in the 70s they made some fairy tale adaptations and so the the Frog Prince is like Kermit has a a son or a nephew or something like that and um and he uh
I'll play the song for you you guys want to see the music video from from the frog princess or the Frog Prince it's really cute so the the frog princess the princess is cursed not to be able to to speak properly she she she uh all her words are switched around and stuff like
that but the Frog she Kermit's nephew understands it what she's saying and so it's her birthday okay I'll play it for you guys I don't know if I'll get copyrighted but okay you guys want to see okay hold
on youing Old you would kiss me turn into if you would kiss me i' turn into ready if you would kiss me i' turn into a handsome prince oh you Filly old SOG why am I silly well a PR can't be a
prince sure they can I mean I can I bet you'd like me if I were a prince I like you I can even understand what you say k you stand sure I can why I even
understood the song you were singing by the well this morning really you mean so
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never kiss a frog malora you'll get works on your lips oh blasphemy that's sweet that was the sweetest movie so yeah we got to watch that movie too that was like a favorite yeah
Kermit I it just brings me back to my childhood but sometimes sometimes I feel like a you know a frog I just need to be kissed by the right princess right yeah so yeah there's also other good
songs in that movie that was made in like the 70s 1972 but I remember watching that a lot of times as a kid it's one of my favorites and uh this an it's amazing puppeteering also I love Labyrinth maybe we'll do a labyrinth night sometime that's Jim Henson too and uh yeah but I'm glad I get to share all this stuff with you guys it's so cool
and thank you for thank you for hanging in there watching we're almost almost a two hours we'll stay on for a a while longer thank you guys for hanging
out yeah so many good movies yeah I think Labyrinth was one of the first movies I saw and I love that you remind me of the babe the babe with the power the power of voodoo David Bowie and so classic you guys want to see Freya Freya
came freya's over here Freya doesn't come in that often but can we can we see Freya Freya can we say hi Freya you guys get a treat tonight look at Freya freya's here where's
Freya fre fre is Freya is a part raccoon you remind me of the babe yeah this little Freya look at freya's tail can we see your tail Freya you have a big bushy tail yeah she's more of an outdoor cat she's a little fliff bomb huh yeah
Freya is adorable and uh when I when we had Freya like Freya was in from a litter of four and the two cats out of that litter passed away but then so we had Macy and Freya and Freya was always this big fluffy cat and so she must have had a a Main as a father you know cats can have the same litter they can
have different fathers and stuff and so Freya can you come over here come back they want to see you again Freya see one more time you can see fre one more time Freya my little fliff
bom Freya you want to say hi to the chat Freya is named after the the the Norse goddess of women so and you know the Norse goddess of of women Freya she's a beautiful blonde woman but she has a she has a chariot that's drawn by
cats and so my black cats by the way and uh and because you know Freya is kind of her FR hair is frayed so she's Freya she's like a little goddess cat my my neighbor neighbors love her they uh cuz she's she's mainly outside a lot she guards the property she's seeing up front but the neighbors take her in and so and
then she cuddles with little tuck and she uh she cuddles with her dog magic you want to say hi magic can I come to here and say hi magic can we see magic magic here's magic too magic you're looking at the camera
CA now look at that's you that's you there you hear noises oh he's he's freaking out but okay magic can go down Lola wants to come and say hi again too Lola you want to say hi
again Lola was chilling at the Lola again Lola has a little bit of a grumpy face but when I got Lola I had had a lot of cats at the time and the guy brought Lola in a little in a little carrier and I was like oh I can't have any more cats and I was like I I said I can't even look at her because if I look at her
I'll fall in love and he's like well can I leave her here for just a few minutes and I'll be back and then I was like okay and then I just she was I just she was in the little carrier I didn't open it for a minute and then I opened it and her poor little she had little you know her eyes had like you know that little snot in her her eyes or little boogers
in her eyes and I clean out the eye boogers she's such a sweet cat though this is Lola she's the mama of magic tux tricks um Toya and uh Magic
tux tricks um let see magic tux tricks Lola oh my gosh Magic oh yeah pie I haven't seen pie for a while I have I have Pie's a little black cat he hasn't been here for a while I
don't know where p is but they are born P day so that's why he's named pie so I had two black cats one with a little they both have a little bit of white and then uh magic tricks and then Toya looks like the other cat's all striped so and Lola was a good mom you're a good mom huh hey Lola can you
hear her again can you see what a good mom you are there you are she's a good mom you're about to say that you're I was about to say that I'm not I'm right here oh oh yeah pie because yeah but yeah look and look at her beautiful whiskers she has this big beautiful long whiskers
huh you look like a you look like a China man right you like being rubbed like that and you also like to cuddle with me under the coverage too you're you also are very very loving you're good Mama you just didn't want it no more milking huh she uh she
didn't like to she didn't like the milk after a while but yeah P I named her after pie I think I'm they're actually born um um three March 14th you know that's that's why it's in three 3.14 is the is
the symbol pi so that's why and he was named p and uh they're my little circle of cats right and cats are also cats also are like little protectors and uh they chase out bad spirits they can see spirits in the house like negative spirits and they and they chase them out right and
so I might have had some negative negative entities around me before and I think my cats always kept me safe and so I love my cats they're my little my little magical familiar is my little family all my all my um brothers and sisters all have kids and everything and so my cats are my little my little
children so let's see I got my another cigar got another cup of juice and uh I know I slept a lot today so I'm just like you know I'm feeling I'm feeling like I I'll hang out some more but let me find another book what can we can we read today let's see if there's anything in the scary book
guys still interested I'll see I'll just open to a random page so we have the Nixon have you heard the Nixon Fair it's not Richard Nixon Fair it's the nxn from Germany and Switzerland it says River and water Sprites are common throughout the world other other names are Nixie Nixie Nixie sounds like Trixie a little bit Nixie the singular form is
Nix child Nissen are called urchins a word which has come into English usage to mean an unruly or delinquent child they're in the water it says Nicks are water Sprites who primarily live in the rivers of Germany and Switzerland they are seen in both genders but the females seem to predominate the females are very lovely and the males are quite handsome except for their green teeth their
temperament runs somewhere between mischievous and dangerous so watch out for those handsome guys with the green teeth they might be a Nixie in disguise right so it says Nixon have been known to lure swimmers and sailors in their death on rocks and evoke storms in the rivers they inhabit Germans once believe they did this to hide their periodic Gatherings the Rin River used to be
their primary home and is held Sacred by them they have a utopian under late Kingdom which is wealthy and beautiful and is ruled over by a king and queen with equal power they Master Fiddlers who have composed many catchy Tunes to humans and humans are warned not to play human fiddles for fear of being unable to stop until the strings are cut they
do sound like sirens exactly right Sirens or there's something called the rulka and Russia or I think Russia they have the russula some of these Nixon times Nixon tun survives in German folk songs which usually contain the word Nixon title Austrian um composer FR Fran Schubert who used dramatic folk songs and tales
as the basis for many of his famous leader songs sent to music like The willham Muller poem Wen and mentions the singing Nixon dancing down the r to the sea in the last century reported Nick SE sightings of the and have been scarce it's believed they still live in their underwater world but rarely surface Metals a especially potent weapon
against them which renders them powerless and can even kill them if exposed for a long time because they're they're water spirits and so thank you Jamie I'm glad you like it um yeah but you know the we were talking about the rust in the water so so metal is not good with water water um water fairies right when Nixon were numerous they were considered the succubi and incubi of the
waters and would often seek out mates to take underwater with them but sadly for the humans involved this was not a permanent mating and the abused bodies of these victims would eventually be found near the river so when there was drowned people they would say the Nixon the nixes got them and then right so it says Nixon have a few occas few occasions have been helpful to humans by warning of drownings and approaching
storms but this is rare these fairies will not come when called you will have to seek them out approach them with Extreme Caution as they have a history of being more harmful than helpful if you meet one and begin to feel uncomfortable simply walk away from the water they cannot live on the land or live long on the land right you think blade thinks you're a succubus well have
you guys ever seen my tattoo I have a my tattoo is of a succubus it's my back up let's see if I can see it clearly hold on you guys see it I see her there that's why I I always have a succubus on my back you know
that's my succubus tattoo that's one of my first uh first tattoos you never seen that pie I'll show you it's it's based on Anna Nicole Smith and U I remember when I I drew it I was like oh draw horns and a tail on it and then I had it it was all black and white and then I had color and a had a friend
that was more familiar with the succubus the succubus uh symbolism and stuff and she said oh have it blue with a purple or red hair right so yeah that's the first tatto I got that when I was 18 my parents were always like oh never get a tattoo never and then I got the tattoo when I was like 18 and my parents they like they liked it thank
you yeah so it's based on Anna Nicole Smith and also the the the art of Lords of acid I'll show you art of Lords of acid have you heard of Lords of acid Lords of acid are kind of a techno band techno goth band but they had love the symbolism so Lords of acid art I'll
show you what this what the Lords of acid art look
like like that I actually I had I think I I think I I had something similar to this I had this figurine right there it's in Lords of B this I I think I had very similar art um thing like that we have any
other it's pretty cool art huh so yeah I think I have a and here's boodoo youu yeah beautiful yeah Lords of acid is pretty cool and yeah I think those are the main I think I mean they used that this
this one guy's art for their for their albums and so they just have a few of those drawings but pretty cool this is pretty cool say Children of the Corn a little bit with one eye right yeah so check out the music of Lords of acid definitely I used to
listen to a lot of that and then here's more of a blue well that's not clear but yeah they had so the red and blue I love that the the blue BL skin been the here's a cool one the Flaming pumpkin
right okay yeah Lord of acid that's what I I brought in and so I also had a famous tattoo artist his name is Freddy nrti and he was a prison tattoo artist he's a Mex Mexican prison tattoo artist and I just went to this tattoo par parlor in Hollywood called tattoo Mania I think and I was 18 and then they had the famous artist there so he did the black and white and then I
had because he's a prison artist usually do black and white tattoos and then I went in a when I lived in Northern California I went and had it colored in into the the uh the blue and the the purple hair so thank you so
much so there we go I still haven't lit my cigar and again I'm at I'm at a two-hour stream you know I think I have nine people 12 in chat can everyone like the stream and everything I'll stay on for a while longer I'll do some more readings I'll I'll chat more I want to I want to read
from my devil's picture book about uh the card of your choice whoever says first one of the major Arcana cards I'll read you some of the history of the the major Arcana I'll tell you more about that if you want I'll find another book you've never seen before I have conjure cards I have uh other books I I can tell you about symbols I can tell you I can
even you know I've got I've got a Bible handy because the Bible has good information in it too I have different books I have a million books I have a million decks I mean not a million literally but I have a I have a lot and so I I'm uh I've got a lot of content to share with you guys I have I just have a limited number out
here now because I want to slowly you know show my show my material you like it all okay good P you're awesome thank you for thank you for so much for coming tonight and participating in the chat and I love you so much and you know AC is awesome and Blade's awesome and Jam's Cowboy's awesome and you guys are all awesome you
love it thank you guys I would like to get more um more tattoo work I want to get this I want to get this all fixed I want get the you know that filled in I want to get my sleeve done you can see this whole arm is kind of
done you've seen my tattoos thank you I love you guys you guys are it's such a pleasure to have you guys in my life and because I I uh you know I had I had some problems with my with with the people I knew per you know in physical in the physical world and stuff like that and
then it's and now that some of them are on my life then I have uh I made these really really good friends that I I Vibe with better and I can find them now all over the world right I can't drive I I can't really go anywhere everyone has to come to me to meet me you know so uh so but I'm glad to have like a lot better
people in my life and a lot and I'm also lucky my neighbors too my neighbors are really sweet um my neighbors that live live just down the a couple houses down they love my cats take care of my cats they help me out when I need to be helped out so I'm just very lucky right now I just feel blessed I feel lucky and uh I'm very I'm a lot happier
and a better place so thank you guys what do you guys want to talk about someone throw out a someone throw out um a a major Arcana card and I'll tell you some of the history behind it because I have this really cool Devil's picture book book has a lot of good information in it whoever throws out the first uh major Arcana card I I'll tell you
everyone having fun yeah I know I know I'm I'm on for a long time and and everything so I really like I I'm really happy like people stuck in here had people in the room the whole night the the only the only way I get discouraged if I had zero people here then I get kind of discouraged but I've had people in here all night so thank
you feel like I'm doing something right right I feel like I'm um I'm not a bad streamer I'm a I feel like I'm kind of have the personality for streaming I'm a little bit of a narcissist like a little bit you need a little bit of a narcissist to be able to want to stream and like have your face out there and like have you know think you know so but
I'm not I'm not a bad kind of narcissist I'm just a narcissist in a way that I think that uh you know I like to put myself out there I like to this is my extra version right here right so what else want to see this other book The Twisted Visions book let's see the Twisted Visions everyone's being kind of quiet
so see the Twisted Visions we like this Japanese artist we love this Japanese artist I've been looking at this book I have a lot of art books too but I want to go through a art book you know and see every page before I I grab some more but I love this junjiito it's Japanese artist and I'll open a few pages of this book and
see get some some scary stuff here look at this this guy's a comic artist right there you love her hair yeah the hair right here hold on this one there's her hair and then there's the cover of the book too she
has amazing hair with the you know beautiful and they they have these strings on them see they all these strings and they they're pulling all these demons around right that is freaky huh junjiito Twisted visions and she's holding this baby has all these strings on it right the cover yeah cover is
awesome that's why I I love this book this cover of the book there's there's great things inside the book too like this one little bit freaky right then this
side she get her third eye there third eye
showing here's some cool
ones I like this guy his head is like a balloon right there and her heads out there and then really beautiful these beautiful feminine feminine faces the dark the dark and the light and the everything in between
right that's a cool book huh let me see out of the sper book If I got any more if I got any advice to to reach you I did I talked about the fairy meditation they have think I'll just find let's see fairies around the globe nature of fairies let's see the nature of fairies we're going to read some of the nature
says how fairies came to be and how they invaded the human Mythos are questions you have never been sat that have never been satisfactorily answered ask around you'll likely to get many different answers as people you ask some people believe fairies to be nature spirits well others believe them to be spirits of the Dead caught for unknown reasons on the edge of the Earth plain doomed neither to be in or out of it some of even claim to be fallen angels but all
these hypothetical reasons are shrouded in mystery as is the answer to the question how and wi did humans come to be so we don't know where humans came from really so where did the fairies come from maybe they're part of our subconscious fairy interaction with our Pagan ancestors was once a common occurrence once upon a time before we humans turn our backs on our intuitive Natures fairies and humans definitely
spent much more time inter relating and legends abound which tell us that the relationships ran from the G it from the Blissful to the most difficult but as time passed and our Two Worlds polarized humans as a whole demoted fairies in their minds to meaningless energies and even pagans assigned them into roles which were of little or no use as magical or ritual Partners misunderstandings and conflicts between
our two races became more pronounced and fairies became more prankster capricious and jealous as humans sought to exploit them and their gifts just as we exploited and misuse the other gifts of Mother Earth to see fairies today one must be open to astral or inner plane experiences a realm not visible in everyday waking consciousness J M Barry
author of the welln fairy story Peter Pan was not far off when he said to have to see fairies You Must Believe fairy young children still can see and do see fairies with with remarkable ease they have not been taught to close down the active psychic centers that we are all born with and they have not been taught the difference between real and unreal as is defined by traditional Western culture children
often speak of fairy encounters only to be either ridiculed or patronized by adults and I'll tell you a fairy experience I had when I was little eventually they are taught that to believe in fairy folk is silly at best and is a sign of mental derangement as wor at worse as a child I was fascinated by the fairy world I collected picture books of fairies and I even chose a fairy name for myself I had a fairy costume and
wanted someone anyone to make me some wings I love spring a time when I believe fairies sent by a loving deity came to Earth to bring new life to the land I truly believed that I could catch a leprechaun and claim his gold and I was sure that if I could only find the right place I could disappear into the fairy world Sprout gossamer wings and become one of them well that's what I
love about today's world is that we will encourage we encourage the the belief in fairies and um I like that I remember doing the we we would make a leprechaun trap did you guys do this when you were in elementary school and we would make a little leprechaun trap and they would tell us bring in some bring in a shoe box and stuff like that that we would make a little little hole in the shoe box and we put like little
fake gold in it and we and it would be a leprechaun trap and we really believe that we would catch one the next day and even if we didn't catch one I there was like some evidence that they they had been you know they had visited and they had been in been in the Trap and stuff like that and they they escaped we also I like the elf on the shelf stuff I like the belief in Santa Claus and a lot of people are like oh
belief in Santa Claus is is dumb and that our parents are lying to us and all that stuff but I think it's really healthy to to believe in this kind of magic and I still believe in Santa in certain ways right yeah ker yeah ker um yeah blad just said Kermit is her dog so that's at least at least it has the Kermit and friends and so you know the Kermit from The Muppets which she loves and she
loves Kermit from The Muppets she loves that green color too the green fluorescent green Kermit is but she also had a dog named Kermit and she it was a little little girl dog and Kermit passed away but she also has this her um her her show used to be called Kermit and friends and also the Kermit carians that's she has this church of Kermit carians it's just cute it's it's like
it's a really cute really cute uh beautiful like little way of looking at things and I I got a kick out of How It's called Kermit and friends her her show you know her dog was called Kermit because she was such a muppet fan so I think if I if I ever have any more animals I might name after a muppet
because not big bird but maybe maybe Oscar is a cute name or uh what else what not Cookie Monster but how about Grover I used to love have you ever heard of this book look up look up this book if you guys have if anyone has kids this is a book I read when I was little I remember my dad reading this to
me when I was like five years old and it's uh yeah this is called this is a book look up this book what kind of a bird is Big Bird I think Big Bird's a giant Canary I'm not sure big bird is just like a you know
Big Bird's his own kind of bird you know but it's called Grover and everything in the whole wide world Museum and so Grover goes to this uh a museum and it's everything in the whole wide world and he just explores this Museum and this is a really sweet book if you guys have kids try to look for this book on eBay or something it's a really adorable book called grober and yeah let's see what
kind of bird is Big Bird let's see let's see if there's a official answer for that but and I can show you something funny about big Birdo because big bird is actually a huge puppet you know and it she was created to for Sesame Street um what kind of bird is Big Bird let's ask AI that it's a good question blade hey
nater what's up we're looking what kind of bird is Big Bird Big Bird is a canary was I right I called it he's a canary he's a giant Canary biggest canaras is what they call it Google said giant Canary right or someone says giant flightless Crane and uh you want to see what big bir really looks
like it's it's Jim there's Jim Henson in the in the bird suit that this is his prototype for it I think but there's also like a really funny drawing I saw of Big Bird
puppet look at this one ugly yeah here's a real big but look at this one so they got it says it says um string string from the pinky to move the eyes so you know you make they make big bird the Puppeteer makes Big Bird wink with the eyes right Big Bird's not looking good that was that that was that
was a prototype probably that was when he first drew it right but there's a video monitor inside it says wire from wire to move the hands you lift the shoes or there's shoes that are lifts you know to make you taller there lift shoes legs are worn as pants so those are the pants those are the those are there's lift
shoes and the pants I deserve a big bird costume yeah and then there's a video monitor and then it says says script taped to the inside of the costume and so they they they they cheated they had the script and so they knew exactly what to say as Big Bird but what an amazing would you ever think that this is like
the yeah I don't want I don't want this big bird cost I I like big bird as the I remember also I got we love you so much I love you too yeah this Big Bird's a little bit scary right your mind is kind kind of blown yeah cuz you think it's actually just a gigantic puppet it's a
gigantic puppet with with a human inside of it and so right I love you too
nater it's Hollywood Boulevard Big Bird yeah big bird is pimping this is Big Bird Big Bird ran on fell in some hard times he looks a little bit that's pimp Big Bird right and I remember I had this uh for Christmas I got this big bird doll and it was like a you pull the string and it would U it
would say like certain little things let me see if I can find the Big Bird doll Big Bird talking doll this is what I had when I was like five years
old this is this is it this is it you're so good we love you this was the big bird doll you just pull a string and it would say like little big bird phrases and it was one of my toys Big Bird on crack yeah big bird on hard times but it's talking big bird pull the big pull the string and Big Bird said I live on sass Street I love you very much want you want some bird seed hi I'm Big Bird
that's want some bird seed Lola are you okay had storytime Big Bird and Big Bird's big bird is like so cute though look at I think this was more more more later than this talking big bird right there this one looks kind of weird it
looks like a stuffed animal Big Bird you only watch Sesame stream when I was little I would watch that's what that's what was appropriate when I was little in the 80s actually there was there wasn't many children's shows in the 80s now there's like a lot of Children's shows there's children's cartoons but in the 80s it was Big Bird and Mr Rogers that's what I remember watching and then Mr Rogers had puppets
too but his his puppets were a little bit less excited than than the Sesame Street puppets cuz the Sesame Street puppets were freaking cool you know the Muppets are so cool what's up Christina how are you you're so thank you yeah I still I still like Mr Rogers a lot I like Mr Rogers and uh so I Mr Mr and I remember I watched Captain
Kangaroo he was on sometimes and he was he was a he was a more entertaining kind of kind of thing but in the 80s it was about did had a lot of inner city um kids and everything growing up and they wanted to have a good way to educate you know inner city kids and that's why big
bird is so or not big bird Sesame Street is so ethnically ethnically diverse and everything I'm good Christina how are you yeah we had a we're having a fun night we're talking we're just talking some Muppets right now but well we had 12 people in the chat 14 likes I'm I'm really guys I'm amazed oh it looks like clumsy's going to go live tonight too so if you
guys want to check out clumsy Clairvoyant later she you know if you she'll do a reading for you too and she's really awesome she comes in here sometimes she's a sweetheart I have my deck I have my my guardian of the night Tarot deck that I got from her and I know a lot of you guys know um no clumsy you know Infinity from Benny's chat she's friends with Clumsy
now yeah guys I had I'm having a fun night I'm going to try to stay on for three hours like I did last night so we're we're at the last half hour but uh yeah we'll do some we'll do some more readings and uh I because I slept all day I basically I know I slept all day I I woke up I watched Saint and
uh and Sonic fighting Saint's a really funny hilarious guy um he likes his Tito vodka you know I like my vodka you were doing the same yeah we had we had fun today yeah I like that guy Sonic I like Sonic um and i' I've been to Sonic stream and he he's
been friendly to me he slept all day too yeah I woke up at 2:30 in the afternoon then I got the I ordered Fat Burger because I had my $10 um $10 GrubHub credit and then it was 20% off tias is so good he yeah well Tios is kind of but it's at Whole Foods it's more it's too expensive I mean I think they sell a large bottle I think it's
like 40 bucks or 35 bucks but Saint likes these uh Tito's bottles with the uh with these sweaters on it and he was giving them out or or he was you know um having his his prizes for his contest and stuff like that but uh but I I'll say about Saint is that Saint's a really cool guy and that he's always been I always treat people I always judge
people on how they treat me and everything because there you know some people are controversial so Saint's been good to me Benny been good to me Alisa's been good to me trident's been good to me um um Sonic's been nice to me um in his chat you know I I don't care
for ski mask Andy um ski mask Andy banned me from his chat for like no reason but there's a really funny um prank call where Saint did of ski mask I think that's maybe why I got banned because I brought up this prank call that Saint did about ski mask Andy where he's like h Mas Andy do you have some
free blunts I just like to smoke blunts on my stream and uh I just I sit there just smoking the Blunts and he is a good imitation of uh of ski mask Andy yeah but ski mask Andy I people like that when the host blocks me I get really irritated also I want to say about um there's a there's a
transsexual sorry transgender um named Nadia Exotica okay and naughty Exotica and I are so cool get like we get along so well she does she does the most amazing um drag makeup if you ever into into like really talented drag makeup like anyone would want to get her makeup like you get to have a lot of patience
to do makeup right and especially makeup and then you just wash it off when the night's over right so to sit there for like three hours doing your makeup right you don't one Sonic yeah also I would here's the stream I've never go on never this the person disgust me is Cyrax that that person is just like just gives me the Willies I just have a bad feeling
about Cyrax so oh one Sonic you go ug yeah well one Sonic is like you know he's not I never was entertained by his streams um but he's uh he's been streaming for a long time he's on the ip2 network um he's kind of cute guy I I don't know um but
he's a little bit he's timid and then I didn't like how he uh C I didn't like how he was like you know hiding away okay so if you're in a house doing with with a bunch of streamers they're in this party house with the you know everyone's drinking everyone's having fun and everything and then he lock and then there's a documentary being filmed and he lcks himself into the room and then he's like leave me alone
like and he's just like he's like and then I watched the stream and he was real quiet about he was real quiet and like just like hiding in his room and everything cann't play yeah
what's what's that mean the dead moose meet and the K I'm not sure getting all these references but yeah Cyrax is a really scary guy he has like he's like bald and he has like like really gross teeth he wasn't feeling it I know he wasn't but uh if you're in the house if if if you're gonna be in that especially on ip2 network and everything you know it's
like a bit little bit go up have a shot like let loose a little bit like have fun don't get so butt hurt about every like little comment like of course you know he wasn't feeling it that was good when they thought though that was good it was pretty funny see sa's my age yeah he's our age and Alisa's our age too like Alisa Alisa I think is's just a
couple years younger than me and so and Alisa was was out in a in in La living here too and she's so so we have this we're the same generation crit clumsy yeah we were just talking about you saying how awesome you were and um I'm telling everyone you're streaming you're streaming tonight I want you to want everyone to um go to clumsies tonight clumsy's an awesome awesome reader she
has an awesome fun show she's a sweetheart yeah clumsy can I pull you a few cards tonight because I have a I have this this little really cool Oracle deck and so everyone say hi to Clumsy your ears were ringing yeah but but but it's all good guys I I was saying good things right I love clumsy
and I I clumsy is awesome I I met before I even started streaming she's been an inspiration to me right happy New Year everybody and thank you for coming clumsy you're you are just awesome love you do some people come from demonic Realms yeah I think they can but I also think I think people have an angel people people have a demon you'd love one thank you that You' love
that okay good I'd love to do that for you so for clumsy I have this really cool art this Oracle deck this is my my begin deck yeah clumsy you you're so sweet I love you so much clumsy we have inclusions and so you know clumsy's an inclusive person
and clumsy and you you know how to include everybody how to make everyone feel comfortable and uh had to love everybody and so yeah there's inclusions you are bringing people together right you bark randomly clumsy clumsy does at Arf Arf and she has a little icon in her chat called Arf Arf but there's this inclusive card it's
it's like everyone 's welcome everyone feels welcome she makes everyone feel good and and I like this this Crystal right there because you have these crystals on your desk and everything and right so yeah so there's the inclusion card everyone's welcome there she makes everyone feel special yeah I love that about clumsy inclusion and she's also also this
reminds me of a very Talent this is a very talented looking into the crystal seeing into seeing into people seeing into people and you know right clumsy and we have this tend so clumsy you're taking care you're taking care of of of everything you're uh you're supporting people you're taking care of
your show there's like this great psychic psychic feeling there yeah and this feeling of of uh taking care of people and taking care and and helping everybody right and look at the little bird in our hands right is that a little bird little bird there a little bird in your hands and and she that's that's how that's how
gentle she is she you know she's this powerful powerful figure and then she this little this little this little bird can go in her hands and she'll be so gentle right Jesus you do you you're awesome with that right so so and so and you're taking care of people right there's a lot of love there a lot of love with Clumsy right and
clumsy you also have this protection and so I think not only are you protected but you're also also protective of people and you are a really really uh good-hearted person you've always you've always been good-hearted to me I feel I feel protected in your presence I feel like other people are always protected
in your presence you know there there might be danger lurking for around and then and then U you you hold people in your arms and right I hope you love that I'm going to pull a couple more for clumsy out of this deck because I love clumsy so much and so let's see what else we have the lion you have this lion Spirit lion reminds me of the strength
card too you have the strength in you makes you happy okay good you also have this beautiful lion Soul this beautiful this beautiful fire right yeah Roar you're also you're able to to tame tame all tame tame the tame the tame the
Beast right I think she Tam me a little bit for clumsy and we have the magic within your rising sign is Leo my my my my North Node is Leo yeah you got that rising sign is Leo and then you got this magic within that little owl right there you're so magical make you make uh you bring magic
in the people's lives okay I hope you enjoyed that I love you so much and thank thank you for coming and honor to have you here can you say thank you guys yeah I've been on for almost um almost three hours tonight we're we're kind of wrapping up the show but yeah I hope you enjoyed
that I've been really U encouraged to to be streaming to uh having so much fun you're a huge inspiration for me and all you are huge Inspirations and I want to thank you all for thank you all for for always being here and uh contributing having fun I love doing readings for you
guys look I still have a cigar Left Right W wo yeah and so clums clumsy is gonna be um streaming tonight right I think I saw a notification you're GNA be streaming yeah oh perfect yeah and so I want everyone tonight to go to clumsies too and and say hi and uh and hang out
there and she does she plays great music she's just an awesome person right clumsy you want to see the kitty cat you want to see Lola I don't know if you met Lola you want to come over here Lola there's Lola clumsy this is a mamaat this is Miss
Lola she's she's mother of Trix pie um tux um tux Toya and uh Trix tux pie Toya always forget one but so many oh Magic come here magic and Magic's Magic's running
away and uh any cats around here yeah oh yeah she's hissing at I'm I'm going to bring over magic come here magic can we see magic one more time you want to come over again you want to come over again uh Lola Lola's such a sweet kitty look at Lola is a you're good Mama Lola I love how my cats like just like let me hold
them and they're my little stars of the show they're the real stars I'm just a co-star they're the real stars right look at those eyes beautiful green eyes huh yeah we're having so much fun tonight magic can we say hi to you one more time please you're going to run
you're going to run I got you I caught you there's magic again her name was Lola when she was a show girl yeah her name was Lola how does that song Go Lola Cabana this is Magic right here okay okay magic doesn't want to be held you don't want to be held can we look at this oh oh Lola don't hiss it magic magic and
Lola kind of fight when fight a little bit but no so I still I still got half a fat burger left and I I got my Oreo milkshake left Magic's around Lola's around everyone's happy tonight we we got the weekend coming up Magic's pissed yeah M
and Lola's pissed they're just they they just growl at each other now but but they have they have this teenage teenage uh Teenage mother relationship a little bit sometimes when you know sometimes teenagers fight with their mom a little bit always mad at their mom right she uh she was a good Mama though right she
uh she breastfed for a long time and now she's now she's not having it but but she's happy yeah all my cats are doing happy tonight I'm going to show oh I don't know if I shown you this clumsy this is my family this is my my uh my ancestors and this Model T 1912 so I'll show you there's my grandfather
right there and my great-grandfather and then there's his wife hold the wife right there Carrie all these brothers and sisters and so they're all sitting in this this model A or Model T car family always love cars and so
that's his name is doos and he's looks a little bit Stern but he's he's very good-looking you love old photos yeah and I found I found a bunch of these old photos on ancestry.com it says uh August 1912 pretty cool huh so there's the family and then this
kind of looks like one of my nephews my nephew has this blonde hair this and this guy he's the he has the driving goggles and this is this looks exactly like my one of my nephews too right there but there's my grandfather H my grandfather Cliff right there he's a very good-looking man right uhuh so pretty cool and but but also you find
interesting things like when my mom never knew her her grandfather and uh you know there were always like you know kind of like um he was just never part of their life or or anything but then I uh An ancestry I was able to find him and look him up and I found a picture of him but it was from San Quinton for passing Pat checks and
like like 1920s or you know a long time ago but so you find interesting things that about about your family and stuff like that and uh oh Trix is that trick Trix you're coming too Trix can you come over here Trix is walking over hold on Trix you're coming over can we can we say hi
can we say hi there's tricks yeah well I think what I did clumsy as is there was a 30-day trial and then I I signed up for the 30-day trial and then I I got all I could after after the 30-day trial but I found a lot of family photos but luckily I had a I have an
uncle who was really into ancestry and so he was able to uh he was able to uh download a lot of photos in it and so then we were then I was able to connect my family and everything yeah my great grandpa father was my great-grandfather was kind of a bad boy and then we found like these classified ads he was like a plumber or like a
handyman and so he post these handyman ads he also was uh in the military I think he fought in World War II and he's buried in a military Sumer Cemetery in San Diego yeah so I got a little bit of bad boy bad boy DNA in me I also have a I was also able to find an ancestry that I'm related to I want
to read this story to you guys this is about um I have an ancestor named Mary Sanford and then I was reading about Mary Sanford and it said it said like the witch trials and stuff like that and so then I found an article she's from Connecticut and I'll read you the
article okay so Mary Sanford from Connecticut and her ancestors have have a it says Mary Sanford and the Forgotten Connecticut Witch Trials yes I want to find out yeah I'd love to hear that tell tell me tell us about
it yeah you guys ever did your ancestry DNA you can take your ancestry DNA and there's a code that goes to it and you can go to this website called My True ancestry and it's free if you you can upgrade and stuff like that but it will tell you more specifically your ancestry and it will link you to tell you the royalty in your family and all kinds of
stuff and so it's my true DNA but we love to hear about
it yeah and so I found out that I have like viig Goths I have um marenian ancestry I have the longobards I have Norse ancestry I have Italian I have Sicilian ancestry that's the farthest back I could trace was Sicilian from the island of Sicily so because ancestry just tells you a little
bit you know uh oh Jamies I I will get on I don't know what happened I I know there's some drama going on behind the scenes right now so um that's kind of upsetting but we we'll work it out we'll work it out I'm a peacemaker you know
guys how much is it well it's free it's free to you um it's free for the and then I will tell you but then if you wna you can you can like upgrade and then they'll tell you more and more and stuff like that but and I'll show you that website my true ancestry I will show you some really cool
stuff I don't know what blade did blade are you are you misbehaving again in my Discord blade bad bad bad blade I'm going to spank you you're being spanked okay my true ancestry I'm just kidding but uh yeah I don't come on let's all let's all get
along guys right my nana used to travel she went to Egypt in all these places when she was younger she had a government job anyway I found her old Journal notes from one of her voyages across the seas wow clumsy incidentally my dad's
brother um he has a half brother um named Howard and so so what happened was um Nona she's Italian yeah Nona isn't there Italian is an Italian story called Nona and it's it's like we
love our Discord member or yeah she's Italian look everything looks okay yeah I but uh yeah I don't know if there's stuff going behind the scenes there you go Nana like I remember there's a story about Nana and then she made the spaghetti and the spaghetti just kept overflowing and she had this Magic Pot that would keep making all spaghetti and
then this the spaghetti overtook the whole city and stuff like that I don't know if you heard that story it's it's an Italian Italian or Jewish um Jewish story it's pretty cool no it's nun oh Nuna is it pronounced Nuna you don't see anything I think something's happening behind the scenes P because uh someone's left the
Discord it's Italian yeah yeah it's an Italian
story Something's Happened behind the scenes someone has left Discord upset and so no it's like no okay no NOA Nona NOA yeah hopefully I got I'm sorry the word
no I got you the word no Nona um I'm just gonna yeah Nona I'm just gonna have a little private message real quick hold on uh oh yeah sometimes I can't um I
can't I'm gonna um oh it's my fault it's my
fault did everyone did anyone see her in the chat earlier in the did someone see uncomfortably numb I'm so sorry yeah anyone see I I didn't see yeah it was I don't mean to ignore anybody um what happens is that I was I'm sometimes I read stuff and sometimes
I I I like stuff goes fast in the chat and
everything yeah I I have to apologize I'm
sorry guys yeah that's what happens on on the internet sometimes it's like you know but I didn't see her I don't didn't anyone see uncomfortably numb and in the chat because maybe for some reason I didn't see her I I don't know I was not intentional I don't
know it's it's my fault it's my fault I guys I I seriously do not mean to if I miss your comment I'm really sorry you have sometimes you might have to repeat it like my chat my chat was growing pretty fast tonight though okay I didn't see I didn't see she was here earlier okay yeah I don't know what I'll work it out it's just there's
misunderstandings that happen sometime and then I get so wrapped up in in reading things and reading for people and stuff like that and then I don't I I have to pay better attention to the chat right I know but I you know yeah I apologize I apologize if I don't um see um see your comment though you
know it's not it's not intentional it's totally totally my fault Trix can we say can we say I'm sorry oh my gosh you Trix is purring Trix is making everything better yeah it is it is and uh and my chat was moving fast tonight
and there's a lot of people in the chat okay I think I think it might be worked out I hopefully hopefully she comes in I can apologize in person
okay but I I want to read the story of the uh of my of my ancestor Mary Sanford okay Mary Sanford I was gonna read this Connecticut witch trial story because this is one of my ancestors right cute cat what's up Game Zone Mary Sanford Connecticut and so this is another another descendant of Mary Sanford put this uh this article
it's called The Forgotten Witch Trials of uh of Connecticut oh okay well my tablets died so so I'll have to read the article another time but I'll tell you what I remember is that there is these in there's in Salem there is Witch Trials but there was also witch trials in Connecticut so Mary
Sanford and her husband were caught up in these witch trials in Connecticut and she was accused of of um dancing around a tree with the bottle of sack and Sack is like a beer or a wine or something like that I'm going to plug my uh plug my tablet back in and so what happened is that she was
arrested and he was arrested and they were in these Connecticut Witch Trials and uh and what happened is that then he remarried and he was released but then she kind of disappeared from the records and so we don't know if she was released too and then she was she had a different name or she was executed
in the witch trials but she was accused of like dancing around a tree like worshiping Satan or something like that right what did you say blade I keep switching back and forth between psyche and D boys because Kel's is dropping Dono so they shock each other with shot collars and pies to the face yeah there's a there's a show called The D boys and there's these D they're called
the DB boys they're these brothers and uh they live out in the middle of nowhere I think in the Appalachia or but they have this they have a Wi-Fi and everything yeah well okay so I watched a show called rdrr and it's called rdrr TV and I didn't get the
joke for a while but it's like hardy har har like Ry r r and uh and it's it's these black guys and they take dares and they'll do dares to eat bugs and like slap each other in the face with h with flour and stuff like that like the dumbest things or like the other night I went on they were covering themselves in oil and then hitting themselves with
flour and they were wearing they're wearing blonde wigs and like stuff like that and they get donos and so they do all these they do all these dares for these donos and so that's pretty funny so you know I wouldn't mind doing like dares for donut but I would not eat bugs or I would
not yeah it gets crazy and and I've also done some other I've spons I think I sponsored a few wrestling matches before too with another Channel but then uh you know so I like I like people that I I like the these channels that are like willing to do all these dares but they
just do some disgusting things like like eating worms eating bugs eating like mixing horrible things into their food and stuff like that so yeah oh no oils unless it's a diddy free cup I know but that that so I did SP I sponsored a diddy freak off and so I was like shirtless wrestling and first they
did a wrestling match and they were just and their wife beaters and I was like no I donated a little bit more and they took their shirts off and they don't they wrestled again that was a pretty good episode hey guys well I'm getting I'm getting up to three hours but I want to say thank you everyone for coming and uh yeah I don't want to I don't want to keep it keep it too long there's a guy who gives baby oil to customers at a
liquor store yeah but I want to say thank you and anyone Christina are you at your 50 subscribers yet I I did I did clumsy is worth it and they kept the episode up and so I I'll share that episode on Discord if anyone wants to watch the couple wrestling matches I I sponsored
but I want to say I love you guys hey guys come to clumsies tonight I hope I see you all there clumsy has a great show she's she's an awesome person you're not close everyone subscribe to Christina we want to get Christina to 50 subscribers we'll get there Christina you're not close and Christina
I'll I'll help you out too okay um I want to say thank you to everybody anybody have a if anyone wants to plug their Channel you can there your chance I'm GNA on for another another minute but I want to say thank you I love you you sub to Clumsy yeah and come hang out at clumsy's too and she's gonna be on tonight right and uh she'll give you some good Insight too
okay anyone else has anything else to say where it's it's the last call so if not want to say I love you let me get my Trix wants to say goodbye Want to Say Goodbye Trix you my little Trixie Trix wants to say goodbye to everybody can you say goodbye you're
waving your hand goodbye pie thank you for being here Christina Katie sorry sorry I missed your comment Katie Jamies I'm sorry I did not mean to do that and guys if if you want to meet on my Discord right now too we can have a little powwow and uh a little makeup question remember there's always misunderstandings online but I I don't I
don't I would never intentionally ignore I'm not mad at anybody even people that don't like me I'll be willing to I'll be I would talk to them I don't I don't mean to like offend anybody or anything okay so I love you guys and I will see you later have a great night okay thank you for being here I love you
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