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Psyche is DRUNK Open Panel Tarot and Cats

Psyche hosts a drunk open panel discussion about tarot readings and cats, sharing his thoughts on faith, science, and spirituality. He also interacts with his audience and talks about his cats.

Psyche Awakens Tarot

🎤LivestreamPsyche Awakens TarotFeb 6, 20253h 45m1 guest∞The Current

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hello welcome everybody like I said I took the last couple days off of drinking but I'm drunk tonight okay no one wants no here okay I'm gonna play a song everyone's

good welcome everybody where's the song Captain what's up guys it says I'm drunk in the Stream okay here we go ready

guys welcome everybody welcome to the show ready you guys here

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what's up guys how are you what's up guys thank you for coming to the chat tonight what's up Jackson good to see you I haven't seen you in a little while thank you for coming like I said guys I did sober streams the last couple days and now I'm having a drunk stream and it's already like 5 almost 6

p.m. so what's up guys good to see you I have my new lighting going on my Show's doing really well I have to say I have a we G post the link tonight what's up traveling Gypsy I'd love to talk to you tonight if you'd like to come on the panel I'm G to post the link right

now because you're my awesome friend yeah I'm not too drunk that's why I can early because before I get too drunk I want to a good Buzz pan right or a good a

good what's up Jack coming you guys are awesome we'll post the link right now if anyone's interested in coming on open Panel okay how do I do this okay more I'm just figuring out more and more things about the streamyard having a fun time

we had some fun stream week though wow and also my stream last night I think was the most um viewers ever had it was like almost 500 viewers I'm having fun I'm having fun this is cool there's my link I'm not going to pin it tonight I will leave it

to anybody that wants to repeat the link but yeah Jackson very busy with paperwork yeah I know Jackson you're in the military right do you see my new lighting though look at my new lighting you see the cool

lighting colors going I just turn purple I was just on another panel um had a really good um talk about tarot and about science and all this kind of thing I know you're missing out I was asking where's Jackson I was like where's Jackson Jackson hasn't been here for a

week but I understand you guys everyone has their own stuff to stuff going on I want everyone that wants to be here can be here and it's at their own time right so I'll probably a little bit

drunk tonight I'm a little already I just had um one Mike's her lemonade and one voodo Ranger I have this voodo Ranger right here it's the um it's the hard charged tea Peach but I'm having fun and uh that's all this important like last night we

had a good stream a really crazy stream where it was um we had a some people coming in we were just debating about privacy and things like that and the Privacy rights in America and then we had all these people coming in trying to ask me these really extreme questions try to paint me in a corner

and stuff like that and then everyone you got a Bud Light okay good I almost got the Bud Light mangoritas tonight but this is a cool voodo this is new I they have L Ranger hard charged IC so I'm G to stay on for probably a few hours I did I I went to sleep at 6: a.m. this morning and then I woke up at 10: a.m. so I I only had four hours sleep and I didn't take a nap today I

usually take a nap through the whole afternoon and then I wake up later in the afternoon so I'm going go to sleep earlier tonight but I'm really happy you guys are here what's up Jackson you got the Bud Light hope anybody wants to come on the panel you're welcome on the panel I'm going to just do more open Panel tonight and I'll do readings on the open

Panel if you want but I was on a really cool chat with a British guy and I said look I'm a little bit drunk right now you don't have to you don't have to have me on the panel you don't you can kick me off anytime you want we had a good discussion about physics and and Science and versus religion right and I said basically both are theories both are are

you something you have to have faith in um human beings have the tendency to be scientific no sleep just paperwork human beings want have want to have faith in either science or religion right but it's a faith on either side right okay and so just like my physics teacher told me when I was in ninth grade when I

was in physics class he said the first thing he said was physics he's like it science is all science is basically the human beings trying to reason and figure things out and the same level religion is also I think there's a spiritual level in between a mix of both we can have faith

we can choose not to have faith but it's they're both man-made Concepts right we we are kind of beyond that we have a spiritual life because we're we're basically Spirits in a human body and we're not bodies having a spiritual experience we're Spirits having a human experience right yeah and that's good it's good to think of it good to think of things in a different

way that's what I want you guys to open your minds and say well it's either true or is neither true right that's good it's good that you're thinking because all I like to do is make people think make people introspect because we have this beautiful human mind it's a beautiful gift and our life

is a beautiful gift right that we can experience things we can think different things we can be wrong we can be right we can but basically as long as we're going towards the higher our higher source right I think we're getting a nudge from either like the the devil or from God

right maybe the the devil um nudging is more of like a test maybe the god nudging is more of a a love trying to bring us higher right but it's good to think of things in a different way and I'm not that drunk right now I might be drunk in another couple

hours I'm just a little buzzed right now but I'm okay and guys my show has never been more popular last night I had almost 500 views I I have over a thousand watch hours now I have like 1500 subscribers almost I have a lot of comments I have just a lot of really cool things going

also the first time I had more female viewers than male viewers but guys did you get the link tonight I'll post the link again or guest if anyone if any guest wants to come and say hello to me so I had a good day I had a good week it was good to take a couple days off I had sober streams last night but the

sober streams were more were more wild than the the drunk streams that I have right but you know I like to have a a Temperance with that there's a Temperance card it's like you are Balan in that so I'm trying to be more balanced right so there's a streamyard link you

can click that you can join the panel hopefully no trolls I don't know if you heard everybody in chat we had Noel Noel's a friend of the show she's really cool person she's uh you know PR in innocent soul but then I talk her for a few minutes and then she then she flashed me and she flashed and then I was like

you're banned for 30 days but then I was like I'll give her one more chance and I let her back on then she flashed again so I banned her for 30 days but then I was like when P was on the panel I was like can she come on one more time and she can talk to you she needs a woman to talk to about it like why she did that and then but the my female

co-host said no Pi's my Pi's my my uh my female co-host you guys want to see magic here's magic guys magic you're happy tonight look at Magic flashing the lights look at his face you you're a little frown but you're still happy you're a happy cat are you a cuddle bug he's a cuddle bug right you li your

cuddle are you fighting with tricks lately him and tricks are best friends but they're they're wrestling lately and what were what were you doing the tricks you were biting tricks on the neck and then yet last night he was he was wrestling you he was on top and Lenor was just watching going what's going

on there was a love lag yeah a a lag or a I don't I don't know I I called both is lag is there is there a lag okay what's now now you have a now you have a interesting font Jackson what's going on is that a military thing you got the special font

you can use now it's cool I like a guy in in

uniform yeah but I I'm having an earlier stream tonight there's a lag okay I can't really help that I'm on my cell phone if I get my um if I one of my mods Sig in here he knows how to share my screen and then I can um put on music videos and all this kind of cool stuff now I'm guys I'm doing really well I

have people helping me I have someone helping with my Discord I'm sorry if there's a lag it's an app okay there's an app called called lag hey cats no fighting no fighting also my uh so magic and tricks are fighting and then Rudy has been coming out and Rudy is is uh he's

looking good he gets along with all the cats but my other cats are not getting along with each other but my cat um tux has been outside for a while and he doesn't like coming in because he is like Lenor or some of other cats oh for the symbols got symbols okay but my neighbor said today there's

an app for what you're doing right now okay so you have an app what's it called what's it called lag but uh so Trix has been outside for a while and my neighbors found them and they love tricks they or not not tricks they love tuck but then L East is not a dog there okay you have to explain to me later Jackson you can on my Discord you

can explain it what's up guys how are you all doing so I'm not really drunk right now cats okay cats don't like any yeah my cats like my cats they're mostly brothers and sisters or they've just been here longer and stuff most of them get along but tux didn't like or not is it tux yeah tux didn't like some of the

other cats wait what you say tell you want the app yeah if you have an app that tells you how to make the the cool font like you have I'm interested in hearing P wake up P wake up I know you need a nap okay P go to you can go to sleep but pie you know you know I want

you up here if you if you can come up for a little bit and then take a nap that'd be cool I want to chat with you um in a good way and uh but no you don't have to go take a nap first go take a nap first yeah I love you pie you see there's a link up

there but what happened is okay good so what happened is that tux um got to fight with marbles and then he had like a like a little like swelling on his chest my neighbors today texted me and they're like we took him to the vet yeah I want you up here pie come on come on

up do do what you want do what you want you're if you're tired go ahead but I want you up here and so you know I always want you up here but I want you to to do what's best for you so whatever you want to do um but so tux had a he had a little swelling in his chest and so my neighbors textt me this morning and

they're like we took tux to the vet and he had to have his this absess or something in his chest drained and he has a little bit of a fever now but he's feeling better Pyon is coming up thank you P how are hi a very long long class I know I know you I know you're in class a

long time and you're also like really smart and you're a really hard worker and stuff like that and and I know you need a nap as long as you want to stay but I really appreciate you I just had a couple I just had a couple Iced Teas right now yeah

couple I have this Voodoo Ranger um hard charged tea I haven't drank in a couple days and I was like so I'm having a little bit today but I thought I'd stream earlier so I could be still just in a nice Buzz State instead

of being too drunk to function we had a crazy night last night H what happened last night

the sober streams were fun it was like I had as much fun as I do on the drunk streams and stuff like that I mean they were they were just as crazy but you know I like to have a mix of them and stuff but it's a little bit early still for people but last night we had somebody come in and like we were just talking about a little bit little

bit of politics about privacy rights and stuff like that and someone came in and made some extreme examples about privacy and it's good to have these extreme examples sometimes and I like to debate but then they just had a bunch of other people come in with the same point and saying the same thing in a vulgar way it wasn't really I

think right they're trying to get they're trying to get a reaction out of me and maybe I gave them a reaction but then a bunch of them gathered and they kept making the same point and they started started swarming my panel and stuff like that and it was like they all look the same they all they all had the same look they all the same Avatar and stuff like that so I know they're just all from the same Discord or something

like that and they start then they all started saying the f- word in my chat and stuff and when you say the f- word in the chat sometimes I I don't know if it's affects the algorithm or at all I don't know I don't know if it makes a difference but they you was saying it and it was just Anno it just annoyed me I was like mods take care of them and but then my

mods that I'm I'm also like never ban anybody but then I was like ban like put or put them on timeout and

stuff it was funny funny it was fun it was funny but then all of them left all at once P said something and then another person in my chat Suzanna said something and uh and they all dispersed and then they didn't come back but I still had like over 20 people in the Stream at once and stuff like that so it was like I think sometimes there's a

saying like any even even even in the gay community it's like bad publicity is good publicity it's like as long as people are like tuning and watching as long as people are like interested it's it's exciting it's not like I don't I just don't want to cut them off right away and stuff I let them make their point what's up Shan how are you I let them make their point but it's like you

got too much and I was like well don't say the f- word in my chat and then they started saying it then I was like okay mods ban them for saying that and the mods are like what you said don't ban anybody at any time it was just for the specific people but they all left they all they all left and they they're not back

tonight either they're but uh yeah we have a we have a good chat Jackson saying hi to Jamie Jamie say hello to Shan yeah and hi to Pi Pi's awesome Pi Pi listens to me basically I'll like have all these thoughts the morning and then I'll like be be like a type of million paragraphs and stuff and she'll

be like that's there too many paragraphs to take in at once I'll get back I'll get back to you on some of those points I'll get back you know but she just she listens I know she's I know I know she's a she's a real one she's definitely a real one she's a great friend and thank you for putting up with my my fool sometimes pie you know I I'm I'm a little bit mentally all

over the place sometime you know you know Aquarius Moon Aquarius but you're always

yeah if you get too tired when you get too tired I know you need a nap because p p does like a lot of uh she does classes all day sometimes and then then I'm like come on pie come on panel and she's like I'm a little bit tired you still look

beautiful right and I was just on this British guys my microphone's not good well yeah I hear myself okay hold on I'll piix my microphone one second thank you thank you you're welcome I love you

what's GTS y good to see you oh okay okay thank you yeah I think it's working now good you hear better okay yes this morning I was watching like um on Howard Stern I was watching like the streams about like when Hank the drunken dwarf died and then when uh Eric the M died I was

watching those streams and then Howard was like giving such a great eulogy and like how much even Howard like would make fun of them and stuff like that and everything but they really meant a lot to him and he loved them he loved their personalities and everything even though they were like contrarian they were arguing they were and everything and so and then I started thinking about Marty and I L I looked up Marty's pictures and

stuff and I saw Marty's pictures and stuff and then Mar really it really hit me because Marty's gone now right and Marty was he was cyra's biggest stroll he he was like he was like you know ultimate Troll and stuff like that but he was always nice to me and he was

always fun on the show and everything and it just hit me and I started crying and stuff like that and it really hit me after a few days and and it's like it'll be sad it's sad that he's gone and uh and then um Jamie Rose hit me up today too and then I saw her in Lisa's chat and stuff and I know she's hurting too

about it you know because he he was a Sweet Soul he was a Sweet Soul a good person and uh I'll miss Marty but I know Marty is like now he's like there with us in our in like my mind and like you know it's like but he was a he was a good person and Cyrax is not a good

person by the way Cyrax is a actual like um evil Goblin like right wees the scabs off his head and stuff like that and then does horrible things yeah you se you seen Cyra have you seen cyra's

scalp yeah Cyrax has like scabs on his head and then he's like bald and he's like but but but what um what I heard last week was that Marty like orchestrated this thing where they had someone come to Cyrax and say oh we have a contract for you and then Marty swooped in and like bought the contract

and so cyrex was so mad at Marty saying oh you sto the but Marty orchestrated the whole thing you know it's like the ultimate like trolling thing and that but that's kind of cute because cyx is not a good person I don't think srax is a good person I think he's a revolting person and uh but I think Marty was Marty was definitely a good person Marty

was and he was on my stream and and Jamie Ros and even his ex-girlfriend had great things to say about him and was his friend and stuff like that it's really sad what happened it's all been confirmed what whatever happened but uh I will miss you uh I'll miss you Marty and uh I think you were I think you're really funny you were always really nice

well what what Marty would do is like he did some sports betting and uh yeah he's like he's like can you do some football team can you pull tarot cards for football teams I was like I can't pull cards for that I'll just I can give you my opinion on what team based on just their team's name whatever I think the team's name is cutest and what color

their pants are and then he would and he would say okay the bills they're in white pants and the the chieftain or whatever they're in blue pants and I'd be like okay the white pants and everything right yeah Jamie knows she's in some football and also um Marty like when he would win he like he would and and I

would give him a good tip about it he actually like would share share with me about that and he would like you know share the wealth winning that's really nice it was it was really yeah he wrote to me how he would use your selections and then he told me don't

tell sigh or it'll throw off his reading I'm like oh that's hilarious I can't wait till like so I've been waiting to show you I guess now now was a good time since you know yeah yeah I I'll I'll show you a screenshot later it was so funny but he's so sweet also like right

before it happened he like joined my Ser he like rejoined my new server and stuff like that so then I was like I was like oh he just joined my server a few days ago I think he's fine and stuff like that so I really thought he was fine but but he rejoined my server like right before it happened and stuff like that and uh but I think that was like a little

goodbye to me and like a little like you know he was a sweet person he was a sweet person and I like rest in peace Marty I know I know Marty's out there and then I I saw his picture for the first night I like Googled his his image and stuff like that and he had this like sweet smile and he had this like he had this like long hair and you nice beard and like he had painted a picture of

himself and stuff like that and I was I started crying last night because I was I was really sad about it but I I do believe in life after death and I believe he had like a a good life and he had a lot of people that loved him and that just like my dad like he he like loved to live so much he's probably gonna be reincarnated like

very soon you know he's like he's gonna go back into he wants he like to live right hey Jamie hey Jamie what's up hey Jamie Rose what's up yeah you come Jamie Rose I'm so I'm so sorry Jamie Rose I'm so

sorry he was a sweet guy he was a sweet he and like also like you know I'm a gay guy you know it's like I'm not like the type that people would be nice to a lot of times he was always really nice to me I don't want to make anyone too emot and

stuff but he was always really nice to me he was asking me for football tips and well Marty told me that Jamie has a neck I appreciate that it's okay Jamie I'm up too Jamie tonight I'm Tonight Tonight

I'm having some beers or some uh some ice teas tonight so you're fine I love you Jamie I love you Jamie thank you go ahead pie I know Jamie I know it's like it's so it's like I was like really hoping that I I was really hoping that I was right that he was just like had his cell

phone off and and it's like and I didn't want to believe it after and it just hit me last night it it sucks it sucks but he's he's still with us he's with us I really believe in life after I I believe the soul ever dies okay I believe the soul will always go

on you know and uh and he's with us right now he's with us more now he's like now he's like can whisper in all our ears at the same time and stuff like that and uh yeah now it's sad death death sucks death really sucks but it's like also

it's like opportunity for them to go on to to have a new life the life that they wanted that they wanted right and it's like I believe that I believe the Soul's Eternal and stuff like that I don't want to I don't want get too emotional about it but he was a great guy he was he was he was

nice to me like not everyone's nice to me to be like nice to me that's like an open-minded person that's like a person with a good heart you know because he really saw he really saw the heart so I'm I'm I I'm sorry I loved him I met him for a short

time he was just he was he came on the show told these funny stories he he was a great guy a great guy and I I'll I will miss him very much I miss him I miss him very much already you know but I still I feel I feel his presence so I feel his

presence and us okay and I hope I I hope I like gave him some good good uh good readings and stuff like that and uh and uh I hope I gave him some good football football bets and stuff like that and I hope I hope his he was happy

and stuff like that thank you thank you Jamie Rose okay so someone has a crush on piie on be I think this is Chris do we want to bring Chris up for a second hold on hello hi Chris thank you Jamie I loved him too I

loved him too I think you was like a really awesome person awesome person hi Chris thank you thank you for saying hello we love you too thank you Chris thank you that means I love you in in a sign language thank you

Chris yep I know last year was a really hard year for me like I lost my dad last year and but also I know like once that happened it's like my dad is like with me all the time and always whispering in my ear and always like with me and stuff like that and like so I think no one's

ever lost they'll they come back in different forms right thank you Jamie

yeah and just like there's a Buddhist story a Buddhist story about how there's like this family at Thanksgiving dinner and the turkey was the turkey at the dinner used to be like the son of the family and the mom used to be the dad the dad used to be the mom brother and sister used to be like these Eternal enemies and and uh and it's like we re

we reincarnate in these forms that are like enemies of of ourselves and then but we're in our same family and so we we learn to love each other again and so yeah I love you guys I love you guys so much and not I don't mean to be like in a

drunken state right now and I'm not that drunk but from the bottom of my heart I really I really love that guy he was he was just anybody that can tell that I'm you know he could have trolled me like he trolled Cyro right he could have said oh this guy he do he does tarot he's like

you know he thinks he's he thinks he knows something right no he didn't he was always openhearted open-minded just like will ended up loving cute I know I yeah and I love

that too and it's like I love that too it's like because I'm a I'm I'm I'm not that hard to troll right I'm not that hard a person to troll there's a lot of things that can look at me negative about right but he saw the good in me I saw the good in him we always got a I never had a problem with

him so I love you I love you okay

druge like remember he was telling me he's like is he for Real about making a certain uh legal drug you were talking about and sending it out he's like whoa he almost had plans for that but who's ever willing who's ever

like can see my true self whoever can like look beyond my exterior whoever can like look I'm not I'm very improv person and I'm I'm easy person to troll and even for a even for a troll to like like me and like to be willing to have an open heart towards

me and he was kind to me he was kind to me thank you Jamie so move on from that but I just want to say I love you and I wish you the best and I go go on and do whatever you wanted do whatever you wanted to do reincarnate into the whatever you wanted to

reincarnate into their life or go to heaven he's free he's like she's he's free from the the physical physical body and things like that because it's it's always harder for the people that are alive than the people that pass on right the people pass on it's like they're released from

the pain they're released from anything that they were worried about or attached to it's harder for the people that miss them and stuff like that but I I he's going to better bigger and better things and uh and I wish him the best and I love you Martin thank you

Marty thank you Marty for just blessing blessing my uh my show with your presence and thank you okay I know he's listening I know he's he's Whispering my ear about the the jock straps right now Marty stop talking Jo Marty

okay I know he's trying remember he told me that the Jamie has a turkey neck yeah but but but he was attracted to turkeys and he lik that he lik that turkey NE he found that very

attractive so how's your day pie it was good it was good I went out I bought a pink tracksuit happy it's you one of those cute little with the cute little puffer jackets the cute little puffer jackets little no not puffer jacket just like a

sweater and chores with like it was a sweater it was a sweater like a Nike it had the Nike stripe down it I see a white stripe on a pink suits nothing naked the way you like it BL maybe a gray

suit no screw that and and P is in her I think p is in her teddy bear teddy bear furry jacket right now am I right no it's just a a

black a hoodie you look you look at a sweet you look a sweet teddy bear you look at a little teddy rexin you remember the teddy rexin dolls no that's Teddy rein Teddy rxin was like around the 80s and it was like a little animatronic doll in the 80s and it had a cassette player in it and it

would it would tell you different stories and stuff like that and it was it was a little teddy ruin doll what my dad's friends bought me for for Christmas it was like 50 toy a very expensive toy a lot back then yeah back then like 1984 1985 and he he got me the teddy ruin all and so he will always and he passes away

too and he will always remain my memories because I always wanted the teddy ruin and that was like the toy that was like the that was like the big ticket item back then and he he got me Teddy rxin he was also the one introduced me to the internet and stuff like that he like we would always talk about like the there was like this what

there was like the 7.6k and then there was like the 12.6k and he's like oh get the 12.6k that's he's like oh the internet's moving so fast it was like it was like they were 350 yeah be like $350 today for $50 back

then in the 80s it's like $350 to and like blink its eyes would tell you stories it's like I'm Teddy rxin it was like a little like be little teddy bear doll hi Susanna how are you you but uh yeah family friend got me that got me the toy and that was like that was like one of my best Christmas

presents ever getting the teddy ruin when I was when I was little and it didn't really work perfectly well but you put a little cassette in it and they had a couple cassettes and you could put it in the back and it was like I'm Teddy rxin and they would tell you some stories and stuff like that and uh now there's really cool a AI dolls

that will like you can download from the internet news stories and like that what am I drinking I'm I'm about to drink a new drink I'm I'll show you hold on now I'm going to be drinking another Voodoo Ranger hard charged tea this will probably this

might be my last one tonight oh you meant elb's El what's the El because uh but I also yeah I I got some really cool Christmas I still get cool Christmas gifts like today I I was I I

some kitty litter today and I had this this gift card I got from Christmas I thought it was a $100 gift card it was like a $150 gift card for my parents from my mom and so I was able to get the premium cat litter and like the premium food today and so the cats are

really happy happy like I said tux um tux today my neighbors texted me from they were from the Vets office and they said tux had a little swelling in his chest because like I think he on fire with marbles I don't know if marbles is around but they're like we took him to the vet they drained it he has a fever now but he's

like now he's at our house he's happy he's healthy he's like he loves the the golden retriever there he like cuddles up with their dog like they send these pictures of cuddled up with their golden retriever doesn't like it's very cute and so he adopted my neighbors basically oh

pounds yeah cool what's in it oh what's in it okay so the this one is 7% alcohol and it says it's a peach hard charged tea so it's like a tea with like some ALC so was really funny on Lisa Jordon stream I was there earlier Jamie was

there earlier and this lady Joanie in the chat like Joanie I'm friends with Joanie too and Joanie always like she'll always like um write or call the restaurant and say oh it's her birthday today the lady at the table it's her birthday so so she like every stream and so like Alisa is like

850 years old according to like how many birthdays Joanie has sent a cake like a dessert to the table they always a dessert so funny and U and then they had a it was a whiskey tasting and so Alisa was at the whiskey tasting and she would like fake drink she would like just taste it and her eyes started watering she's like oh

my eyes are watering she also said she was on Xanax tonight she was like I think a xana I love that how about she like she'll like say I think a Xanax and I like Xanax a lot but I'm I'm having some some whiskey tasting but Christy was like her assistant was like not drinking at all she would she would get the whiskey but and she would not drink Joan also paid for the whole whole

whiskey tasting but then TK was like drinking the whole shots and there's like lady in the chat love with TK and she was like and TK started flirting with other chicks and that and I was like T TK is gonna start flirting gonna start trying to make out with Christy right now in like about 10 minutes and everyone started laughing so hard like

it was it was like one of the funniest things I could have said because uh you know DK and Alisa that'd be really cute there's a lady in chat named Dena who's in love with TK I think she's like her or something she like I with TK and I TI only

men I thought so too but so one time I thought TK was always gay right and he's Elisa's friend and stuff like that and then one day I texted uh in chat I was like I was like TK can we date or something sometime and he's like SEI I'm burn he said on on the air he's like SEI I'm burning your application I'm into women

my yeah so he was he's into women definitely but um but he's also a sweet guy he always like laughs at my jokes and stuff like that and whenever I if I send a Super Chat he'll like come on camera and start dancing and like wave and stuff like that and so he's a really sweet guy Christy's kind of like a bump

in the log and then Christy was on the phone she's a cat named Chile and then she like sits and she has a camera on Chile and so she s on her cell phone talking to Chile like he's a human being right and she'll be like Chile what are you doing stay away from that cat stay get away from the window and

stuff like that and it's like Chrissy stop talking on the phone she also bring home all her she'll order like a hamburger or she'll order dessert she ordered a mudpie last week and then she brings home the chili and stuff like that and I was like it was like two

hours later I was like Chrissy the pie is melted and chili does not like mudpie I thought they're really funny they're really funny it was it was like really funny well TK was wearing a Snoop Dog sweatshirt today he was wearing or Snoop Dog shirt and then she was wearing a Nightmare Before Christmas like like a shirt like a rock shirt and they just look like I said they look like

high school trash and then Alisa's there in her beautiful outfit and stuff like that funny but last time I saw them they were dancing on the sidewalk and stuff like that so it's a kind of Joyful last time I watched Eliza was eating her cake and she was wearing this beautiful yellow

dress and it had like this like colorful pink Sha or something do you know Elisa's favorite favorite store what well I think her favorite store is Ross like because she was like advertising the Ross like 50% off sale like you know I think she finds cute stuff I mean she looks good at

everything you know she can look good at everything but I think her favorite store is Forever 21 really she also yeah but she'll like say I ordered this dress off Forever 21 it was $30 and then I saw it on like another website for like $15 and then she'll like be complaining about like I got to sa $15 I would got the other

store and stuff but I would have got it two weeks later and stuff so she definitely has this like this like money saving sensibility about her she should that she got Go real fast I'm sure like that's why being conscious of it

real fast she also has a guy name she has a guy named Spartan in Los Angeles the first time I saw Spartan when he came on a stream he was handcuffed and then she searched his pockets he had um screwdrivers in his pocket a you okay and then also he was handcuffed and he was like he had a mask

he was handcuffed and he had screwdrivers in his pocket and then tonight he called and he kept telling her shut up shut up and like all he called like 10 times and stuff like that she kind of laughs it off it's he's okay he kind of sounds like the you know the the Native American guy on The Simpsons like hello hold on

hello yeah he sound like the Native American not not not Apu he sounds like like the Indian like the Native American Indian guy on The Simpsons he has that voice but he doesn't sound like AO he sounds like the Apu is the from India but he sounds like the the cigar

Stan right and then he kept calling in and like he just insults her and stuff like that and like of course I have this impulse when like people tell a woman to shut up and stuff like that I want to say don't tell her shut up but I didn't say anything I know she can handle herself just like I know you can handle yourself I know I know women can handle

themselves basically they know how to like if they want to snap their and make a man get on the knees and stuff like that they can do it and stuff like that I'm not a white KN TIR to do it all the time you know it's like now like I used to do it all the time now I don't mind if other people want to pitch in and help I'm like oh nice got take a

break and it's always like that's like what I was telling um Sig last night told him about the story how I got stabbed have you heard the story how I got stabbed how you got up there yeah no okay I'll tell you story like seven

years ago it was like 19 or 2000 or 2016 or 17 I was friends with this guy and he was like a gang member he was a really cute guy okay he was a he's a white guy and uh and but he was like Psychopathic and schizophrenic and he was a little

bit he was always in the in the uh they called it the jcat wing in jail or they called it the 5150 or whatever he was always in the psychiatric Warden jail whatever but he would get out and he like he had punched his girlfriend in the face and stuff like that and all these other other things and he had like threatened

to kill me a few times but I always just stood up to him always stood up to him and I was like I just like look look him in the eyes and like every time I looked him in the eyes like the first time he had this big heavy marble base he was gonna smash on my head I looked him in the eyes he put it down he he like um chased me outside with a knife I just like took out a cigarette

and offer him a cigarette he put it down one time he took my cat and like lifted up by the by the collar and stuff like that and then I gave him my math and stuff like that and he put it the cat down so I always was able to like calm him down and stuff like that but this one night he came over and started acting crazy he like he like um knocked out all my light bulbs in my house

and he was like chasing us around and his girlfriend and I like jumped out the window and ran into the street and I was like well the police will come and they'll search my house they'll find something we'll all get arrested I was like let's just go back to the house went back to the house and he's already getting threatening towards her and I got between them he punched me in the ear I just thought he punched me in the

ear but then my ear started dri dripping blood and uh he had stabbed me with a sharp object in my ear my ear like actually inside my ear and it was it was bleeding on my ear and I I bled a lot we have another guest Jamie Rose is here listen ahead to Jamie Rose what's up Jamie

Rose hello hi sweetheart can you hear me yes wear all right just making sure um yeah so it's been a bad day it's been a an awful day you know yeah imagine

well I've never had anyone like close to me die besides like a greatr grandparent so it's been really really awful you know is this is this the first day that you had it confirmed like I really felt it within the last okay no no no so um I got into a fight with him like last

Wednesday because I didn't want him to meet this chick that he talked to you know I didn't want him to meet her and I got up a little upset um and I uh I told him I just I didn't want him to meet her you

know and then I talked to his mom like two days ago so I knew like two days ago so I I heard days ago it was just like people saying in chat and stuff like that and I just didn't want to believe it and I was like like we talk every day we talked every single day so you know like I

thought he was like mad at me for yelling at him for talking to this this chick so at first I just kind of like let it you know Let it Blow by and um and then I got upset like when I when he wasn't like because I Tau him every day every

day and then when um he didn't like text me back I got really upset and I was like look I'm going to call your mom you better like call me or I'm going to call your mom I was like threatening him with that and then he didn't respond then I had to

call his mom and then she told me so it was it was it's awful it's just it's awful it is awful I know J and and I know you were so close and I like I know I I still felt the love

between you guys and as it's like it was it was like hard for me I know it's like a thousand times harder for you like I know I know it's like there's so much more history and so much more closeness between you guys and it's and it's the wor and I was like hope I was just thinking hopefully he just has

his phone turned off I was trying to think the best yeah it's horrible it's horrible and uh and I just then I I found his picture last night and I was like cuz I never seen his picture before I just heard his voice you know and then it's like I was like what a sweet Spirit like what a sweet guy he he is and like

sweet smile and like yeah beautiful guy he was just a beautiful guy he was I can't I can't express enough how sorry for your yeah he he was like the biggest person of ever met life the biggest like literally like the biggest man of ever

met life like you know uh physically and then also like personality wise um and I I never thought he would die like I never I don't know no I really I never he lived like a bad

lifestyle I guess but I thought he would be okay I never thought it would happen like for real so yeah I got very upset he was such he was such a good person though like even even Jamie just to be nice to me okay just to be nice to

me when you I could be trolled as easily as Cyrax probably I I could be like he could have been like easily trolling me as cyrox but he was always openhearted nice to me you know it's like I just I KN I knew he was a great person right I knew he was a great person well he he loved he you the

underdog he's s like yeah the underdog he's like yeah I'm gonna get I'm gonna get all my all my Betty I'm gonna do it through him he's okay okay but he wanted like my uh betting through the darts I could see betting on darts was which that was dumb he did a lot of dumb betting but um all the other betting he's like no I don't give a about

you anymore I'm getting all my betting through him so you I'm like okay all right that's cool but he was really truthful and honest about it and um yeah he loved you he loved you right away he was pure heart he was a pure-hearted person he was a pure hearted person and he only trolled those

people that deserve to be trolled like really like really like that's not exactly true but that's that's not true Cyrax didn't deserve to be Cyrax to be troll everything that he did to Cyrax I have a good laugh about like everything he like like girl S at the whole record contract

thing and like the orchestra and the that was just funny that that that is pure genius humor right very very funny and I just it's so weird like you know when I open my phone up um like I want to text someone like it's you know it's of course it's going to be

like kids is like the first name there but I can't do it and it's just that's what's weird and awful it's like that he's actually gone and um it's it's very painful you're not you're alone remember that Jamie I feel

that I feel that he's like with you right now I feel he's like there with you like whispering in your ear like he like he he and he really loved you he and he loved you so much like and you guys never you guys never like were on bad terms like despite everything you guys were always friends you guys were

you guys were always friend and he always will love you okay don't don't feel bad don't feel bad about it like he's like he's he's in a happier place now he's like he's happier now he's like it's easy it was easier for him than it is for us okay or is for you he's

like he's free he's he's free and he can do whatever he wants to now and he was like trapped in the physical body like you know it's like no I I see I I don't believe that I really don't believe that like you don't believe that no no I don't I believe I

believe his soul his soul is still alive his if you don't believe that it's fine but I believe his soul is still alive and he will do whatever he wants to do from there I know Mar Marty's gone but he's still who he was he's part of God he was part of like he's he's part

of the the spirituality he's part of the higher self and he did what he wanted to while while he was here and he was ready to go when he when he wanted to go I think when he wanted to go no no he wasn't ready to go he ready no he wasn't ready to go he was not ready to go he shouldn't have done what he did and I

I'm I'm more mad at him I'm mad at him I'm still mad at him I'm mad I'm mad that he did what he did and uh I don't know how long I'm I'm really really upset and upset Jamie I know you are and it's like but I think

that as human beings with a spiritual body the human being is ready to let go to the spiritual body when they're ready to and like he like had planned exactly how it was supposed to go when it was supposed to be H to happen it's going to be harder for you it's going to be harder for everyone else when it happen but it's e now he he's he's free

basically he feels like he's free that's what I I sense from him I feel like he's like he's just more worried about you now now his spirit is like going to you and like trying to like make you feel better like I think I feel that he

is released from his prison like he's released from any like attach he's released from the Devil he's released from the the physical world he's like he's free and he he and he's with you he's with you I see he's right there with you he's I see him right next to

you like don't I don't you don't nope no listen listen for listen listen for him he's talking to you no I'm sorry if I'm going too far but I think he's talking to you still he's he's like trying to tell you it's okay it's okay it's okay I

I just see like him like hugging you like I don't know if he like hugged you from behind or something like that or he's like he hugged you like around the neck or he hugged you around the chest or something like that like he's like it's okay I'm I'm okay okay I'm sorry if I'm going too far no I mean that's fine I just I don't

believe that that's true because I never felt it and I I've asked for this like I've prayed for it I've you know ask for these things and I've never felt it so well look here first of all look your dreams look at your dreams okay I I know it it's it's horrible my my dad died and when my dad died all the dreams I had

about him were like he was like a zombie or he was like um not there or he was just like he was like just a figment of my imagination and stuff but he's there he he is there he loves you so much he loves you so much much I'm sorry if I'm going too far he loved you so much he didn't care when you broke up he

didn't he didn't care when you broke he was like I just want to be best friends with this person he was your best friend right yeah yeah that's true I'm sorry if I'm going too far I know it's like emotional I know I know he's still there he's still there he really is and now

he's like he feels closer to you right now he feels closer to you than he felt in life there were like these barriers put up in in life and stuff like that and like the human emotions and stuff that he feels closer to you now I'm just hearing this in my mind I'm sorry if I'm going too far

yeah he'll always be with us you and there's a lot to learn from it too and there was a lot of love there and that love Mak so strong you know all those experience you had with him that

sh and there there are suzan is saying there's St there's a there's stages of grief right you go through and there's the anger stage and it's shocking and alarming and when you're done expressing the anger there's going to be the reception stage where you're willing to see that actually

we're Spirits we're actually spirits and stuff like he his Spirit was very strong right his Spirit was like he had a big his Spirit was much bigger than his body and he had he might have had a big body but he had a bigger Spirit come on come on let's not talk about that you know he had a big body big Spirit but I

I'm just I'm just mad I'm so mad at him that's what bothers me like I'm I'm mad at him for meeting the the chick that he met um he told me like we had like a long conversation uh he was like if you don't want me to meet her I won't meet her because I was planning to come down like

this week like this week and uh I like begged him not to meet her and I said you know you're still going to do whatever you're G to do because I knew he would and he did but I didn't want him like getting drugs from someone like you don't know this person and you don't

know like where they're getting drugs from but I knew he would do whatever he wanted to do I almost feel like we go ahead go P that's that's the dangers of this kind of industry it's so tempting to fall into it and when you're in it you know

like you want to trust people because you want that feeling and there you know this a lot to learn from that a lot and unfortunately we have to lose someone that you know care about it's not fair it's not fair but it is part of the things that Mak you feel so

real personally I believe that we orchestrate our our our own exit in in this world and that we choose how we how we leave and our own terms on how we leave and it's like not on anybody else's terms because nobody wants anybody else to go right

but okay okay I'm sorry I'm sorry no I'm sorry I mean like at the end of it we're still Gonna Leave You know just a matter of you know I'm just happy that he got this time with people that really cared about him you know like Jamie you're a really good friend to

him yeah he had a really good impact on his life so and

in the end it's our it's our physical bodies are all temporary right we we will all we will all go at a time right and then it will all be like just my my my siblings said when my father passed away they're like well we have all these siblings left he say one all of us will go to each person's funeral there's only going to be one of us that goes to

everybody's funeral like so we'll we'll we'll all see each other pass way or we'll be in in in the middle of that right and that's what Earth is about Earth is a temporary place I believe there's a spirit that will go on forever and the spirit never never die and the spirit also really cares about the

people on earth right I don't I don't mean to talk too much about it but and I'm sorry Jamie Jamie I'm so sorry it I know it's I know it's hardest for you it's really really difficult for you I know I know you I know you love him so much I I loved him I met him like a couple months ago and and he made an

impact on me and I was like this guy is like a sweet Spirit a beautiful soul like you know and I was crying last night it just hit me and and I was like why is this person gone and stuff like that like I won't I won't hear from him again and stuff like that but the spirit will still talk to you the the spirit

will you're gonna go through different stages of this but but no it's it's EAS it's easier for him than than it is for you right now like it it's like now his pain is gone but but as Earthly beings we'll we'll have the we'll have we'll have the pain of

it I love you J I'm sorry well thank you for saying that me it's very nice um but yeah I don't I don't know be nice I'm going to be I'm real I'm trying to be really real right now like I feel his spirit I feel his spirit I feel him talking to me

still he's still Whispering my ear he's like Buffalo Bills or the Cowboys the Buffalo Bills are wearing white pants the Cowboys wearing blue pants under under over come on Underdog tell me what to say he's still he's still like there Whispering my ear I I feel it I feel it we're different stages

of it I know Jamie I'm sorry I don't feel it so it's very difficult for me like I don't and I've asked for it like I've prayed for it like and nothing's

happen Jamie it'll take it'll be longer before because you still have the human the human grief about it but he's I SW I swear to you he's right by your side he's right by your side I swear I swear to you I swear to you I'm on everything I swear to you he's right by your side hugging you and

saying please don't cry cry for me he's like I'm I'm happier now I'm uh I'm free I'm free like I hear this I hear this I'm sorry I know it hurts I'm sorry I'll shut up for a second I don't know like I don't I just

don't feel it you know I don't feel that so well feel it your own way you don't have to feel it the way other people feel it you know it's about you you know like you own your own feelings so don't don't feel bad about not sharing what other people are thinking you

know I just I feel bad that I I feel like I could have stopped it like if I would have went there you know before like maybe I could have stopped it that's all but maybe not you know maybe you know this is just part of life sometimes you

know can do only so much for others you know like life is up ups and downs and you know even if we have regrets you know still there's still a lot of love there you can't change

that so really really hold by you know stay close to the ones that you love like you need them now more never remember there are people that do love you and that's what you know you hold their hand and that's what's really going to help right now but it is okay

to cry and let these feelings out instead of B balling them up good BL them out

I don't know I I just I just feel really UPS I like I said I've never had someone like passed away that's been like close to me like a great grandma that's not this is not the

same yeah I guess it's a good time like to learn from it and really appreciate the ones that are still with us you I know I've taken people Jamie Jamie we we we will all we will all leave this physical body like all of us in in this Earthly body will

leave the physical body on probably on our own terms at our own time I think it's orchestrated beyond the Physical Realm and stuff like that I think he gave you a message maybe beforehand that it was going to happen yeah that's true that's true he did he did I just didn't want it to happen

obviously right we can't we can't stop the thing about humans like we all we want to stop it we want to stop it we want to control we control things there there's a higher there's a higher thing going on there's a higher thing going on and that's why I think it's at our own time when when we want to go when all of us to have our

time to go people are going to be mourning people are going to be very sad left behind but our spirit is ready our spirit is ready to go onto another place our spirit is ready yeah right okay I'm sorry yeah it's their lie to decide what to do

with it you know you can only be so supportive

but it is good to like keep like their memories with us that's what's my

hope what happened what's up what's up what' you say did your family know them I don't know if they met yeah yeah they they they all they all know everyone knows it's good that you have them to talk to about this too get

like extra hugs I know hugs are very healing they do something to our brains and reallyy like I I don't want to hug like I I feel more Angry like I feel angry with him even though he's like dead I know it's up and I don't know how to feel but I'm mad I'm just mad at him

yeah you could be angry at him the did he do that for you know like I just like good I told him like I told him like not to do it and he like he begged me he was like you know beg tell me you don't me to do this and I I told him not to I begged him not to and he still

didn't there's nothing I could do I know anger anger is a first stage of grief also it's it's like we're always going to be angry first the person like why the did you leave me like what like how could you leave me they were ready they were ready to go they were they had learned the lessons

they needed to in this lifetime in that body they were ready to go they they they they had orchestrated this be beyond the beyond the life we understand beyond the physical life their Spirit had already worked this out beforehand they knew exactly when they going to leave how was going to happen how

everyone was going to feel and uh and it's gonna happen to us all and it's it's horrible it's it's the worst thing in in life to experience somebody that love passing away as long as we know that they're with us still he will come he will come back to you he'll come back to you in

dreams he'll come back to you in Whispers it's not gonna happen right now I know I know I know I'm

sorry are you gonna visit a memorial or something I I don't know like I talked to his mom today uh I I'll go out there and like collect some things of his that she has for me um

I don't know like I couldn't like I could even watch like I know his funeral was like live and stuff like I couldn't watch it and I couldn't like I couldn't go there they live broadcasted his funeral that's what she

said yeah but I don't know I I can't do it like I could couldn't do

it it was just it's stressful like like I said I've never had like someone close to me die like I I talk to him every single day like every day and I just not what really part of your life yeah

yeah and just I can't talk to him now and it's just weird it's just like it's just like it's just weird to me you know just cut off like

that a literal ghosting little bastard that's it doesn't that's funny but yeah funny he would appreciate that you know all these like jokes and and stuff I got

I've got a lot of um messages on Discord and they're not funny like stuff isn't funny but to him it would be funny and you know I appreciate it he appreciates it I just I don't it's still like so like it's

just I can't really process it yet what are you gonna do now well not not this yeah like not this yeah I I don't know I don't know I'll be sad I'll be sad for like a long time

um no I'm not sure fight a bunch of people yeah know I get upset with like so the chick that that um gave him these drugs like like I'm ready to talk to her like I'm ready to talk to

her what's up definitely wanna oh yeah yeah I will I will I'm I'm really just I'm just really upset I'm really upset

and yeah I I'll risk it all I don't give a

J Jamie even Jamie even you even you like staying friends with him after relationship after your your your relationship and that you were still friends with him that's a big thing that was important to him and uh yeah of course and his his friendship with his friendship with you is always the most

the strongest thing beyond the sexual relationship the friendship with you is like the strongest thing he doesn't want you to be sad about it he doesn't want he wants you to be so happy he wants you to do so so well and like meet man of your dreams and all that he even when he was alive he he

wanted that for you he was not trying to like it's a that's a goddamn lie he never wanted that he never wanted that for me that's a lie that's not true if you do Marty that would that's a lie he doesn't want any of that from me he was

very uh hateful about that uh that's just how he was and that's okay um but in in his Spirit he wanted you to be happy that's all he all he wanted you do was to be happy and that's all he wants for you now and even if he didn't want down his physical life and he wanted you always back he always

wanted the whole time he wanted you back and even if I don't know if I happen he wanted you to be happy I'm sorry I'm sorry I don't believe that's true I really don't believe that's true I don't believe either of those things are true um he wanted you back I think he wanted

you back always but but but mainly he wanted you to be happy and he would be happy just to be best friends with you he just wanted to eat brast tacos that's all he wanted cooked breakfast every morning that's all he wanted he would just wanted be for my breakfast tacos and that's a fact he cared about you so he never stopped caring about he never

stopped caring about you he never stopped caring about you and he really did want you to be happy even if it wasn't with him he wanted you still to be friends with best friends with him forever he wanted you to like love him forever in a certain way but he wanted you couldn't let you go that was for

sure and does have a soft side to him like I it was really gay but I read him a bedtime story he like yeah it was really gay and he actually fell asleep yeah

J you know Jamie you know how much he loves you and that that love he had for you will never die the love he had for you will never die no matter if he passes away that love is still there okay he did not Joseph says no I I feel I feel the love I feel the love still I feel him

around your back I don't know he W around your back I'm I don't know if he did I'm

sorry well they were best that's true first of all Joseph John it's first of all it's Johnson not Johnston so you're wrong Johnson oh my God it's a wrong it's a wrong person but sweet troll bro

oh my God you wish you could just come and you Joseph Johnston that's that's the issue here because you're a total you're a total and you can't win so shut up Joseph Johnson

yeah it should be Johnson but whatever Joseph John you can suck my I hate you I hate you and Joseph Johnson y suck my get off my way oh hey I mean

beta yeah I am pretty I'm I'm pretty sad I'm pretty sad obviously I'm a little upset you know want beat someone whatever feel good

actually take out a punching bag don't give a Joseph

Johnston well thank you yeah be be h

listen she's a woman she can get it for free from anywhere okay she really wanted it relax Jo what any free drugs I get my own free drugs I get them all the time first of

all like I get HGH number one makes you hotter yeah human growth hormone makes you hotter quicker JJ JJ come on JJ please you know JJ's trying to JJ trying

to make you laugh in some way but it's not funny yeah if I had a smelly crotch why would you always want to be with me he's a liar that's a laughe and I could post all the screenshots of him crying to be back in my cuss so that's a lie

that's a lie he loved it he loved it I know I I know he did I'm hearing that right now he's like I want back in your PO I think he I think he's like trying to put a finger in there right now let's not go for

that soon I think he's gonna be he's going back thege he's he's like he's like gonna come back in the incubus of the Poltergeist he's still attached to you very strongly okay i' still be down for that I'd still be down like you know come back as like

as an incubus okay i' be down for it but no I haven't seen in my dreams I haven't and I prayed for it but he's never it's it's too early sweetheart it's like my dad my dad passed away last year and in the first year it was like and still under the first year the first year he's still coming back as like a spectre is like

not real he's going through a process right now but I I do see he is like attached to you like you'll never be separated like I see he's like he basically he's like doesn't want you to be sad basically he wants you to be happy

he's like it's a good thing it was not a bad thing he was like it was my time it was like but he's like he's not leaving you until you are happy and so he'll be there but it will take a while for you to see it because you're going through the stages of emotional things with it you will see you will see him soon

you will see him soon that's what he saying he's like I will see you soon not not that you'll pass away but he will like see you soon in dreams he will see you soon as as a a feeling of he'll be touching your shoulder you're right your hold on this is my right shoulder your right shoulder

he's like tapping the right shoulder no he's not he Ain taing no it's not gonna happen because I would have felt it you know I prayed for it like I said he he's going to be he's going to he's going to be but you're not you're not open to it yet you're not

am am you're in the you're in the anger stage still where you're mad at him and you you refuse to feel it you'll go through I think it's like the fourth stage or fifth stage it's gonna take a few stages to go through you'll be open to to feeling it I'm sorry I'm

sorry wouldn't surprise me that if that stuff is and away because he'd be afraid of Jamie right now like he'll know that like if he Taps Jamie on the shoulder Jamie's going to rip his arm his ghost arm and like K FP him bastard that's true yeah I

would I I would him up if he really did that and I could feel it I would him up I'd hate him forever I hate him right now I hate him right now I'm upset with him I'm mad at him I'll forgive him at some point in time but not but then he pulls his arm away real quick because he knows you're

gonna rip up his arm he's like he's like he's like it's not time yet he's like go through your stages go through the stages all five stages of grief then I'm gonna come to you go through your go through all five stages get over me completely then I'll be there then I'll

then I'll come back but you have to go through your own stages of it because you're very emotionally you're very emotionally strong Jamie you're so w you're like a power you're like an emotional Powerhouse you're like you had you could you can control his

emotions you I mean if you want to do you you you had a lot of power over him okay and he he allowed it he likeed but he's not gonna come uh come sweetly until you're totally ready for it and he knows that you need time and so he

knows to just touch touch lightly give a little give a little bit give a little bit until you're totally ready I'm sorry if I'm uh I'm going too far or I'm getting too personal I'm just this is just what I'm channeling okay he's there with you he's he's right

by your side seriously he you the the number one person in his life okay you're the number you his favorite you are his you're his reason and stuff like that okay I'm sorry I'm going I'm

sorry he did say that uh yeah but this Joseph Johnson person you can suck my dick to ban Joseph don't don't ban anyone no I don't believe in that I I don't believe nope um no didn't see the video um I didn't

see the video of Jimmy dancing when he found out that Marty died but that's um Jimmy knows he's a piece of that's I I heard even Cyrax was crying was crying when he heard about it even Cyrax was crying about it cry he can he

can't produce a tear that's he can't produce a fuar he cries the that's a lie a Li he no even even Cyrax Cyrax was sad about it okay he wasn't sad he will never cry can't

produce an actual tear not one tear a Goin right he's a goblin one tear but he can't he can never cry a tear him him I just I hate everybody right now look I'm I'm be honest sweetheart I know you do I'm sorry to

call youwe I'm sorry call sweetheart but I think even Cyrax was sad about it like even s even the people that he was like fighting with they like to they like to fight with it they like even liked him even though he was like fighting with them or even if he was a troll they they they liked him too like even his biggest

enemies will miss him and and stuff like that okay I don't know if I'm saying too much or going too far yeah I to do that that's that's true enemies don't like to end the B

everyone even the people he Troll and and uh Jamie Jamie let you can let it all out here like you're in a safe place right here I will not let anybody if if you don't want somebody here you don't want here or or anything like that or if I'm saying too much or or anything like I'm just I'm just

telling you from the bottom of my heart he's with you all I all I can say is that I see I just see him like right next to you I see him right next his Spirit right next to you making sure you're okay watching over you more than he could when he was alive and stuff like that not he was distracted by a lot of things on earth he was distracted by

other people and things like that but you were really his true focus and I I I felt that I felt like he was like like even when he was on the show I said you guys are you guys are like still there's something going on with you guys still like you guys are best friends you guys

are like soulmates or something like that like you guys are you're not going to ever ever separate right

well I don't know about that I don't know about all that um Jamie and Jamie hold Jamie I'm not bullshitting you Jamie I wouldn't you and I wouldn't just say say something I'm just channeling this I'm like he's like yelling at me right now he's like like tell her calm the down tell her tell her it's okay I'm sorry Jamie I'm

just hearing this yelling in my ear my left ear right now he's like he's like like come on psyche come on come on make her feel better about it like um tell her is going to be okay he's like tell her I'm still there tell like he's like yelling at me right now I'm sorry I'm

sorry well you know I think I'm pretty um perceptive right uh I I don't feel or get any of these feelings of you're saying so I don't I don't know if it's true trust me but don't trust me but it's because you're going through the

anger stage right now the anger stage is is pushing all all those thoughts out the anger stage is like not allowing that it's gonna be like after you get all over five stages of grief and and you like accept I think the last stage is

acceptance you accept it you're G to go through other stages for I'm I'm I'm going way too fast with this okay he's just saying you you will accept it and then you will see me then you'll see me again okay well I can I mean I'll I'll

be here so I can you know I'll see you when I see it but I I still don't don't believe me don't believe me this is just what I'm I'm Chan because I I hear him I hear him because I i' I've I've gone through the acceptance stage with the when the acceptance stage stage came with that cuz I went through the

stages quickly because I know I'm a shorter time um the acceptance stage came then I could hear him and then I then I started getting emotional about it okay that but he loved you so much he loved you so much he's not leaving you it's like he loved you more than anybody

in the world you were his number one even no matter anybody else he loved you more than anybody in the world okay I'm sorry he was big Joseph said okay he was big he was a big boy but I you know to me it was it was fine I I loved him for who he was and I have never picked

anyone you know in my entire life I always picked men based on the way they looked and then you know he was an exception um but it like it didn't matter and he he hated he hated everybody that you would date you like accepted everybody that he would date in a

certain way he but he hated anybody that got close to you like he was so possessive like in physical and spiritual you were but you you were too but you also would let him do his thing right because you loved him that much and you would like you knew that you were always

the number one you knew you always knew you were the number one he he he like would let you think that he didn't care or or certain things but he always did he always did and you were always his number one I'm

sorry guess I guess uh I'm not sure uh I think he loved me he did um he always wanted my opinion we always remain friends uh but I don't think I I don't I'm not guessing I I

know you were his number one and he was always maybe trying to make you jealous or maybe trying to trying to like put you on the lead you in the other direction about it but you were always his number one I could I

and I knew that when when he was alive I I could tell I was like he's very very in love with her she's very in love with him I was like I was like you guys are get back together you know I just I just felt that I don't know if you were meant to

get back together but I know you both always were there for each other no matter what right you never left other side you you said he like uh he would call you every day you would talk every day like he would not he was not going to leave you he he would have he would have

called you every day till the day he passes away you would have you would have made sure you talk to him and stuff like that you always at least tried right there's something very strong there very soulmates you'll be you'll be back together you'll be back together in the spiritual realm whether it's he gives you messages here or after after

you go you'll find it you'll find him again I'm sorry from going too far I know I'm getting very personal I'm just channeling this right now he's like he's like hugging you from the from behind like a bear hug he's like I'll never let you go I I I get that I'm sorry I mean that's a like one time he

woke up uh we were like sleeping right and he had like a nightmare and I woke up and he was just like bouncing on me like a bear like just like and he was like asleep but he was like sleepwalking and bouncing on me and I really thought I was gonna die I was like oh my God I'm gonna die you know but then I lived you know and I was like hey bro wake up wake up bro wake up

wake up wake up because I thought he was gon to kill me I thought he was GNA like kill me cuz he's just so big like someone that big on you just like like bounce on you I I thought I was gonna die but you know once you snapped on of it it was okay and I lived you know

story time so funny to tease him about that after it was scary as not it was it was scary but I miss him you know I I wish you know I wish that could

happen again I'd rather like have him shake me and scare me you know than not it's awful and then he talked to his mom and that was bad that was just like that was awful

too well I'm sure like his always gonna be she always be happy to hear from you he ever you know you ever feel like you need to reach out to someone who knew him too yeah down to listen to you ever have I

thought I know what helps I don't know I'm not sure like it just it's just like surreal you know I just I don't know how to feel yet

and I still think that he should be his belongings you're not going to do any Voodoo curses on him to be miserable in the afterlife that's really big of you Jamie wait what what did you say that uh he should be grateful that

when you collect some of his belongings you're not going to use them to perform any curses on him in the after life that's very big of you change yeah I mean why would I why would I do that like I'm not a bruha don't let the nose confuse you you

know I know it's long and but don't let it confuse you I'm not a bruha I won't do that no I would never do that it's a lie it's a lie it's a

no I'm just I'm I'm just upset just in shock you know it's G to take a minute

yeah yeah I don't know how to feel what happened to um

psyche is he out there Jamie what I was trying to say is that it's it it was it was always a genuine love it was always a genuine true friendship maybe you were better best friends than you were lovers

okay true I don't want to say something that will upset anybody but Jamie like seriously he thought you were or he didn't think you were you were his best friend you were his best friend I'd say like one of his best friends but not his like ultimate best

friend probably not I think you were his best I think you were his best friend he was you were the one that he woke up thinking about every morning or before he fell asleep you were his best friend yeah okay maybe I mean because yeah we

we talked like every day every you know we both have or had insomnia so he call me like every night when he couldn't sleep and it's just it's just so weird like it's just so weird like I'll never

see his like when I go to send a text like his you know his name comes up first and I just it's just going to be a big change going to be all a little hard Jamie Jamie Jamie but look over the messages because he's trying to send you messages you're not open to the messages at the moment and you're like not

believing that it's from him and stuff like that but it is from him it's like there's these genuine messages coming through trying to communicate with you be open be more open to them I know I know but you're in the grief stage right now even you're in the anger stage about it it's really early it's really

really early I don't want to like say that it's one thing or the other but I see him really close to you like really close to you he loved you so much he loved you so much he he loved you he never like sto loving you that's

why you be as friends cuz I think you're maybe better at best friends than you were lovers or anything like that but you guys were always compao simpao I'm the name spao or something like that simpatico like the same like the same

like The Same Spirit like the same I'm sorry if I'm going too far or something like you guys were always on the same level you guys always were able to talk to each other on a similar level like you guys are I see twin flame energy a lot I see

like the same I see like the same with you like and so but I see he wants you to like go on and like be happy he he doesn't care he doesn't care as long as a guy treats you really right as long as a guy is a

good guy he wants you to be happy all he wants you to be happy he doesn't he doesn't care now he's not he doesn't care anymore about himself he just cares about you on the earth and that's why he's he's scking around the earth until you're happy you get over it you will

stay here until you're H happy I'm sorry for I'm going too far no I mean it's not too far for me I just you know if he's going to stick around like I want to hear from him that's all because I'm very like I said I'm I'm perceptive right twinflame is not a mint it means

like two people born from the same flame two people that are meant to meet each other to people that are meant to affect I see the same I see the same level of degrees I see the same level of heat from both of you I see I see him being the both devil and the angel on your

shoulder at the same time I see him really just wanting you to be happy all he wants you to be is happy that's all that's all he cares about right now and until you're happy he's not gonna leave when you're happy when you're happy he will he might

like go away a little bit but he's going to be watching and he's not going to go until you're really happy and he wants you to see you Happ you if it's not him somebody else whatever whoever it is he's watching you I'm sorry if I'm going too

far you pin the link that'd be nice the the streamyard link yeah I'm sure some people in the audience might want to jump in and say some warming words too you know it' be nice if everyone be nice

sorry I don't hear you

don't you hear me now guys if you're not part of the conversation if you not if you don't Vibe with the conversation or understand what's going on don't join if you have something to say go ahead and you can jump on the on the link but all I'm saying is that he he wants

you to be happy that's that's the big that's the main thing he wants you to be happy once he's H once you're happy you can enjoy yourself a little bit a little bit more because he's not going to leave your side he loves you he loves you so much he loves you so much and he's not going to leave you even beyond that he'll be there watching and making sure

you're be treated right making sure you're happy he doesn't want anything ever bad to happen to you he will be your guarding angel angel from now on he he will make sure you're you're safe until the end of your days sorry for going too

far he loved you so much he loved you so much he loves you so much he will love you I could picture him protecting her there was love there you talk to someone that much want them safe

h i mean we'll see you know I I I still don't I guess because I'm angry with him um Jamie Jamie Jamie you have to go through a few stages of the the grief process before you can like open

yourself to hear his voice you're gonna have to go through the anger stage the grief stage the sadness stage the uh acceptance phase and then the openness pH those are wrong actually okay the

hold I got it wrong hold on you're gonna go through the anger phase yeah okay the belief stage where you leave it's can be possible okay then the openness day then

the listening stage then when you're happy when you're happy and you get you're beyond it then he'll come back then you will have him as your guardian angel you have to go through the your own emotional stages I'm sorry if I'm I'm wrong or anything okay well then I I'll go through that

just so I can cuss them out because I'm I'm I'm I'm gonna be mad at him for a long period of time like it's going to take a minute I'm I know I know it will not be overnight my my dad I'm not even my dad my best friend my my best friend in the

world I'm not even at the acceptance stage of it yet I'm still at the grief period of it once I become once I be once I say once I'm the acceptance stage I think the acceptance stage leads to the

open this stage where you can accept it hold up we have another guest um JJ want to come on the panel JJ wants to say some things to you shut the

yesterday JJ what do you mean I was Serena you no you're not Serena I I just I just open my heart up to you and saying Boys to Men no you didn't you're a piece of yes I I just what did I I just did you didn't do JJ you're a piece of

I just sang for you I poured my heart out you knog I hope you I hope you die too I hope you die more I hope you die tonight okay when I die I'll go say hi to Marty yeah go do that I will you you're such a JJ you're a piece of

you I I pray I'll pray tonight I pray that you will die you piece of I'm not even kidding I will put all my bruha curses on you tonight bruha all bruha curses I hope I'm not even joking I swear to God I hope you die tonight

you you piece of you I was actually planning on having some Discord girls over do some they're not gonna show up I'll you know I'll good that's another night that I'll live that's another night that I'll live it's another night that I'll I'll wake up to see the day you're a piece of Joseph you're such a mean you're a piece

of yeah why background lady Joseph you're a piece of I want you to die I hate you you hate me I hate you I really it because I coaxed Marty into saying that your I you didn't Co Marty into you've

never Co Marty into nothing but you're a you're you're a what else you have to say Joseph Johnston it's okay our people have been oppressed for thousands of years what were your peoples what what are you the the

plumbers the the plumbers have been oppressed for thousands of years get the out of the 12 tribes but whatever you hey what's up B Hi how are you guys not great we're morning we're morning Joseph didn't make it better Joseph's a J Jamie you

don't think you don't think Marty would laugh at the video of Jimmy dancing to Like a G6 after he found out that he was dead Jimmy was dancing Jimmy was literally moonwalking Jimmy was moonwalking to music he put on Cate he put on two separate songs to

dance to when he heard I haven't seen it but I'm sure put he literally his first reaction was hold up I got to do this and he puts on Cate Good Time come on it starts moonwalking how good was the moonwalk was it like accept it was good it was

good it was some of the best some of the band some of the best dance moves Jimmy Jimmy's ever done okay well you know I think I think he would appreciate it I think you would have loved it but I'm still really I'm really sad like I'm really up you know did you not believe it was real no of course I didn't until I talked to his

mom you know I thought it was like fake yeah it's kind of kind of hard to fake a an obituary in the Tribune well you know people made like a news like a news about me before and I just I didn't think it was real I thought he was mad at me cuz I told him not to like get with this stripper or whoever like this crack

so I got mad at him I just thought he was just mad at me for telling him not to do it and then it was true I'm sorry Jamie I'm really sorry for your lies I didn't know him that well at all you know just like on the panel the couple times you knew him on a

daily basis and I'm really sorry that you're going through this um I guess you know you know like you're going to go through different emotions you know like shock and denial then you're going to be angry like well you know you know upset why he's not here and then you're going to be like well this could have happened

this could have could have gone different ways it's like all these emotions that will go up and down and then finally you'll just come to acceptance and it gets easier but it'll never ever like you know you always miss them but it gets easier yeah I know that's true that's true and you're one of the people that actually got to meet him and spend time

with him and you know and those memories like that you have with him a lot of people don't so um that's that stays in your heart forever I hope it helps a little bit where did that silly JJ go but you know the thing about JJ is that you know he he he does he wants to make

you laugh I don't think he's like harm he's being you know vicious he is little he is naughty but he just wants to make you laughy Jim really did not do freaking moonwalk I was in the chat I was watching it's fun if he did if he did no he

did yeah it would be funny if he did I I I mean okay what he did was um he played the whole ceremony he was very quiet and um you know like we're talking about different streams Jimmy this was when Jimmy first found out and he was pulling up I think it was because he

wasn't sure he wasn't sure yet no you don't understand the history here today understand Theory you understand you understand that Marty introduced Jimmy to a group of white people saying he was a pedophile you you get that right you get

Marty had people flooding Jimmy's chat harassing him calling him a pedophile for no reason Jimmy misunderstanding about his name for no he didn't no he didn't jimy in Minecraft Jimmy swatted Marty's

sister in Minecraft yep in Minecraft the police showed up at Marty's sister's house after Jimmy made a phone call online yeah I do that's real not a joke was some of those um

letters you know what triggered that vaa what someone completely not associated with Marty did something to Jimmy Marty sister was just a person that he had access to so like thir hand it would be it would be like if someone was mad at uh good times and they went after

you w well that happen that happen and Marty Marty was on Jimmy's list Jimmy has a list of Ops I don't know if you knew this but Jimmy has a list a list in an actual notebook I really have a question were

some of the um the letters at the rabbi reading were there some of them trolls because I think they didn't filter some of those letters very well he wasn't reading letters he wrote his own remarks whose own remarks the rabbi wrote his own

remarks no no he did not he was saying a guy a fan online said da and then he was reading it like that right but you you know that Marty's family what knew about what he did right they're not I mean they' known for a while yeah but I don't I think I think you know they thought that they were being genuine some of the

friends and some of them were not filtered very well they were like really good troll um I don't know I thought the more shocking part was the amount of times he was called Big yeah yeah I I swear the every other SE every other word was big the rabbi really emphasized that word a lot big he was big he was

big he was a huge guy he was big he played football I love how they brought up that he played football that's a that's an interesting one he did he he I was I thought F he played football his sore year he played he played he played one year of he said that Jamie he played

football but unfortun or he disappointed Us by quitting football and not doing with the he fell out with the what's the name of the neighborhood the groveco boys or something the GL wait I heard something about Bo Bruce Springstein Bruce Springstein he was big like Bruce Springstein said he was

big yes he did I was said Bruce gave a shout out to music bis Morty it was the weirdest ceremony in my life I've never seen that Jamie he said and Bruce Spring said he was a big man I think some of those litters were trolls honestly I I don't

know Howell bru even I don't know he was he wasn't quoting Bruce he was using a Bruce Springsteen quote not about Marty oh I'm sorry why was he quoting a Bruce Springsteen this I don't know I think that they were trying to find things to say I do like they called them the king

of the goblin Slayers it's not funny this I wish I really wish someone would put in hog rang said and the at his ceremony they were reading that stuff he knows she watched it I actually I didn't watch it on purpose why because I didn't wantan

to like I I talked to his mom like right before it happened I didn't want to watch it you know what the first thing that Jimmy said when he turned on the stream was no what Marty's sister got a really fat ass you didn't realize she had such a fat ass that's not funny he go damn and that's why I didn't go like I

didn't want to be like scrutinized by thousands of people like you know I didn't want to go I went in there like I saw like you you were his Jackie O you were his Jackie an NASA oh really really yeah yeah no but I want to know why was it you're like Courtney Love you're officially

Courtney Love how about that that's that's that's even more wait I have another question why was he broadcasted on the internet why like is it like isn't like private why were they having it like broadcasted well you know I think his family like they knew like you know what

he was about and they wanted to do it and I don't think you guys really understand Marty at all that's not asking

well it would make sense if his family knew that Mari had a lot of friends

online well I think I think Jamie WR and uh you should let her let her have her um opinions and and uh say anything she wants about it I mean I already have I'm good you know I'd rather hear Joseph Johnson here talk J Joseph what do you

want to say Jamie thinks I'm funny she knows it I know they you're eating you sound just like Jimmy what what you let me hear it again let me hear the smack Pasta Pasta a whole

cucumber why like for what I'm hungry for what reason it it's not healthy did you at least salt it you put salt on it or not what do you mean cucumbers are very healthy I PE it yeah but like okay a peill you're just eating a peill cucumber just by itself no salt

no seasonings yeah you got the long ways G oh God they're just chopping it down just a full size English cucumber yes you want to see the smallest cucumber in the world

sure it's kind of like JJ's penis I'll cheer you up let me see I have something get pictures I said you weren't gonna say anything about those pictures what pictures my penis that I sent you I know I'm not showing them I'm just showing

them a comparison whatever yall are bad Liars just show whatever you're gon to show okay and should I get a measuring pie too because yeah let's get one are you gonna are you gonna pull it risky I wouldn't do that to F I never do that I'm not a porn bomber well psych psyche loves the porn

bombs because the last porn bomb that I saw he got struck with he just sat there like an awe and just watched it you know why why' you do that py you were just looking it it's okay it's okay there you ever seen in your life there was a there was a guy named mooki who once

watched 15 minutes of gay por until his channel was permanently terminated look show not watching watch off the no Mook was watching a video M was watching a video of someone eating while it was coming out of a guy's

and saying play another one play another one oh my God that was not me that was not me I did not say I never did that I that was not me you're not talking about me right why you feel so guilty they never said I'm turning red like I'm very guilty I I never watched

that I never watched that video I never saw that video I swear no you might things all the all the federal investigations are now gone because you can't prosecute a dead man all all I saw was I saw Cyrax jerking off on on be's panel once and I I I

almost threw up and then I saw balls no I there was a time there was a time when if you tuned into Marty's live there was a good chance you were gonna see cyra's penis or at least his b Cyrax would do this thing where he'd come up and he' without any pants on and

he jump up yeah real quick jump up I remember there there was one time that Cyrax came up all normal and stuff Marty puts him up and then Cyrax turns his camera down he just starts furiously jerking off and Marty was away away from the he was away from his computer or

something and and everyone and burger boy was going Burger boy was going stop Marty take down he's going I can't I can't I don't know I don't know what I'm doing I don't can't guys St I any tonight anything about jerking off again please I don't want to

thinker Mar was a big fan of Cyrax jerk Mar thought that Mar Marty thought that Cyrax could have a career in porn if he tried that's no joke that's no joke that was the whole thing is that Marty wanted Cyrax to start an only fan so that he could make money doing the one thing that he

loves that's true that is that is that is true can I just show you um JJ's penis comparison to a banana please please so that's a banana it's a standard size banana yeah and then this is like a a cucumber a small cuccumber

idea a picture of um 3g's penis in my gum you Jamie yeah compared to a huge banana yeah yeah exactly I think everyone I think that I I just don't ban I just Jamie you know

Marty he would not want people crying for him yeah of course not he wouldn't no but he could have PR this think anyone that goes that passes away um unless they were like total they want you to move on and be happy and live they don't want you to be you know crying and sad about

it of course you're going to grieve but eventually they want you to just C it's easier for them than is for us human beings we all mourn they are like sore into the sky like happy free and stuff like that and then we're like sad because they're gone they're free from the prison wherever they're in we're

we're all still in prison it's like they got released and they they just leave us all behind right right and uh happy and it's like we're all suck here still it's okay it's you not to believe it or anything but I'm saying spiritually they're free and we're all still suuck in this material world right I mean

there's also like Marty was a man of contradictions you know he got a big star of David tattooed on his chest that's like the one thing Jews aren't supposed to do this tattoo themselves yeah yeah yeah that's true so who know who knows where he is that's that's my whole point like I I hav even felt him

around me you know so I wonder like is is he in like poo poo peee Hill or did he go to heaven like I don't know no he's got he's got all the he's got all the ambient and hookers and cocaine he can have that's Muslim first he's sitting in a luxury apartment in heaven with cocaine and Ambien and

virgins he for two virgins all the cocaine ambient that he can ever ever want and then he's like he can watch all the Russian ping pong in the world now oh yeah I wish I wish that were true but I really don't know where he's probably on the internet watching us from above watching the

track always my panel always like I'm always going to save a little spot on the panel for him to come back he he went he went where his ancestors went into the oven come on please please please come on that that's a little bit that's a little bit um not appropriate the oven in the oven is kind

of isn't that kind of serendipitous you're absolutely the JJ do you take ader no or Jamie says JJ has to leave the Channel I I'll kick him off but I would never say that

believe you're looking for every what about if I want him off the panel or P can we K him out just kidding we're kidding all all all the the women have the power here I'm basically like the moderator power okay the women have the power woman if a woman tells me I I believe in respect of women I love women

I'm not trying to be a white knight or simp or anything like that I'm saying I really respect women I especially respect the women on my panel some a little bit drunk piie Bea or Jamie if someone makes you feel uncomfortable if you don't want them here anymore I will kick them off not to be a white knight but because you you wanted it and

so I would never K anyone off I I don't believe in that I really I want him kicked no I'm just kidding I don't have a problem no no no no no I was kidding I not not I'm not I understand your sense of humor I will not I will not kick them I understand no say whatever you want JJ

JJ these women these women are so strong they don't even need me to moderate I I'll give them the power to kick them off right Mike you can come on you're fine um but yeah but whatever Pi P or Jamie says goes on the show okay because they're they're my home girls okay they're my kitty gang

they ERS here Jamie knows I'm top YouTube Jew now you're what I'm top YouTube Jew you're top YouTube too Jew you're a Jew I didn't know you a Jew yeah that's why Mar liked me so

much he never he liked you like a little bit you know so he didn't Marty flew My Flag by the way by the way I just want to say Marty was like me like Marty could have said oh you're like Cyrax you're like this this

like lame lame guy and you you can I can troll you I can make fun of you um Marty was always nice to me Marty was always Marty Marty sent me money when I made the right football bets Marty Marty would Marty treated you like cont you remember the

contract do you know guys he was called music bis Marty because his whole thing was he became friends with Cyrax pretending to be a music executive that wanted to sign him yeah like do you all know about that and and he told he gave him all this stuff about how he wanted to make

like merchandise and all this stuff and Cyrax didn't want to go corporate and that's where the beef started was that Cyrax didn't want want to go corporate and marich was trying to recruit him to the record label aggressively by any means and then he put on that you know that nice slick

leather jacket and the the nice shades on and made a little video and chocolate milk it was so good so good yeah it's very sad yeah it was s

sad but also Marty wants all you guys to be happy Marty loved all you guys so much he loved everybody on the panel everybody in the panel he knew everybody I don't think Marty cared much about anyone but himself yeah I have to agree with that yeah he really lik Tomy especially Jamie

especially Jamie he he L Jamie he L Jamie he didn't he he didn't care about anybody he didn't care about he didn't give a about anybody else he loves Jamie I would say he loves Joseph Johnson more than he love me be honest like he kind of hated me like we both we both hated each other

because he would piss me off like every day every day he start some dumb I get mad at him just like this dumb that he wanted to meet up with you know I got really upset with him I didn't want him to do man I think Marty Marty you know major mistakes Mike come onally the girl the girl that was there talking to everyone in Discord

it's just very strange very strange yeah yeah yeah well she she had messaged there she like do you want pass away Marty joined my Discord and and I feel bad that I I don't know if my Discord I know but Marty join my Discord right around that time and but I I knew Marty

Marty had a liking for me like in a friendship way not not a weird way or anything I know I know Marty liked me and but I know he loved Jamie and I know he loved all you guys and his spirit is with us right now okay guys if you don't believe me it's fine I feel Spirit right now he's like he's loving this right now

he's like he's like fight over me fight over me um Talk About Me Love Me Marty like this I'm sorry if I'm going too far but but he really loved um Jamie Rose he really really loved you he really loved you you know he

did I think I think I think I think I think I think Marty's biggest regret was that he didn't make up with the white Bowser before he died because he really did love the white Bowser it really did it really did upset him that he could that that he got bullied into distancing himself from the

white Bowser he never you know I could always tell I could always tell that he he he he had a special a special liking no matter what no matter the allegations or anything I think it really it really pissed him off that there was no way that he could do a

Redemption Arc with the white you're very right about that see you know you know Joseph Johnston you know you know what's up yeah Marty it was again like Marty was the king of content for a long time the biggest downfall was the pedophile stuff I would you know because

that ruined it at that point where where can you go from there like cyx exactly like Cyrax was great and then the pedophile stuff comes and it's just like the elephant in the room right and then Tony Tony Tony was amazing the black dragon boom comes

around I mean 20 pound Cilla with Tony because he can't stop talking about it you know what's weird Tony hasn't even text me you know I I thought he would text me right now and be like Oh I'm sorry for you're lost the black dragon the brown Dragon I'm sorry Jamie he M

noan yeah Marty did a great Tony impersonation I I was just I miss talking to him like every day you know I'll be a little a little sad for just a bit I don't know how long like I've never like lost anyone close to me

besides like a great grandma or like some Aunt I didn't know for like yeah and now you lost your YouTube boyfriend yeah was an actual boyfriend the good thing is like um you didn't have any um beef with each other the worst part is if you were you know fighting and all that stuff they were well no she said that

they speak every day so they you know I mean they were no I was I remember there was a time when Marty and Jim Marty and jam were fighting and they would go up on groovy Jimmy they would go up on groovy Jimmy's panel separately like one would go up and then one would leave and then the other one would go up they'd have

turn they' have turns with groovy Jimmy like a divorce couple yeah it's true that happened that did happen yes but we fought also you know in person every day but we tched it up yeah

what I mean is kind of kind of I mean VA you guys are you you guys are you guys are putting ice on a turd what the does that even mean I never heard that in my life either but it's a good it's it's a pretty pretty

solid representation of what it was like yeah we hated each other we at each other but I I loved him you know I love him still but we fought every day even down to the last day cuz you know I didn't want him to meet that

check you know I I got really upset with him he's like well talk me out of it talk me out of it I'm like I'm trying to like I'm trying to do that but you're gonna do whatever you want to do because you're you're just that kind of person like you're gonna do whatever you're you want to do and doesn't matter what I say and that's what

happened I mean if only they sold the amian like I'd be profen and then Marty would become like you know Einstein what said if they sold the ambian like ibuprofen Marty would have been our generation's Einstein I heard what you said but I just don't I don't get it

yeah makes you be be Einstein look I I I I I can't always say everything I told you you were taking some kind of like alternative that expands your mind that makes you more Wittier than everybody else are you like taking ad

all keep saying that because I do I know you're kind of sharp with that and I'm like slow I have ADHD sound I have prescribe out all and then I would like take all the whole bottle in one day and so really that sounds like that's he's like crawling off the wall

I had a really good I had a really fun day and then the next 28 days were but whole bot that all in one day yeah I'm glad you're still with us here my heartbeat really fast really fast and stuff that's like a meth basically yeah

but a whole bottle well I would take it in a couple days maybe two three days but I would take at least like 12 a day and it really fast it just went really fast and uh but I did like a lot of meth too and uh hold I'm embarrassing myself now no I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm willing to

embarrass myself I want to help people so I'll tell my drug stories I did I did worst things with the drugs the ader the like the bottom of the pile out of all the stuff I did I'm not it's not about me right now I'll shut up right now hold on well I think I think Marty's drugs

too she's so excited for this story look look up look up Nicholas Beagler versus the state of Illinois no don't don't look that up don't look it up don't look it up no maybe not like that's un cool what but you know he got $20,000 he got

$20,000 and and all the charges were dropped and all the charges were dropped not because he was innocent but because his constitutional rights were violated no yeah yeah cuz he was not guilty he he was in fact found in his apartment with a dead hooker and cocaine oh W but but because the police entered his apartment and searched it

unlawfully and then arrested him and put him through all that pain and you know Jewish parents he was able to get 20,000 guilty well no no it wasn't that the whole thing was thrown out before there was a trial well not guilty and no no so

it got thrown out before it ever went to trial because of this procedural error and then he sued the state and got $20,000 because he was that not guilty yeah I think I don't think that that's how it works well it did work it it worked no it was it was not that he was not guilty

they violated his constitutional rights so things are they're different there there was a dead hooker there was cocaine his apartment guys just one second guys you mind I have a card for everybody it says am I on the right path am I on the right

path it says am on the right path it says sometimes you second guess what we are doing we lose trust in the process and question if we are even on the right path at all know this you are on the right path keep going keep believing keep remembering that you made a sole

contract that you are constantly fulfilling um in every area of your life even if you can't see it that doesn't mean it's not real today search for all the ways you align with your Soul's purpose the signs will appear let this newfound trust fuel your next step okay go ahead

guys that's

nice P you're in the lead now I know no she sounds so tired tonight oh we've been here for almost it's been almost 3 hours I didn't think i'' be on this

long but um yeah I know the more that side drinks the more his uh his readings really make sense to me no

was it was a nice night though really that's nice yeah I'm happy Jamie came yeah Jamie um hang in there girl you know stay strong you are you're a Savage I mean I'll be okay it's just uh

it's just something I haven't experienced before so you know it's difficult well yeah I don't think it'll get easier even if it does happen again it's yeah it's one of those things

and we're all going to experience it eventually you know that's why it's good to like cherish each other while we're still here good lesson the reminders and this now is the

opportunities for your friends and family to step up you know and remind you that you two you guys love each other yeah I mean my friends and family love me but they didn't love him so much well some did you know like my sister

um like my dad and my mom they they did not approve of himone my friends did really so it's kind of they all kind of told me like it was going to happen either way um but I wish I could have prevented

it guys I want I just want you to know how much like you are loved how much I love you like really how much I love you and how much you're Love by the spirit world too like how much like you're being surrounded by Angels you're all being guided you're all being gued the right path you're on a better path than

I am you are more gu gu there's a lot of male Angels around you I have a few female Ang Angels around me and you're probably all them right right there you're you're you guys are my life you guys are the reason I keep going and uh I'm sorry if I did something wrong tonight if I sorry I

don't say the right things but I love you guys so much and I'll just I'll I'll leave right now guys no why I I love you too as well like and you don't have to leave like you did nothing wrong um I appreciate your Insight and

anything you have to say so you don't have to leave yeah come back like like we're here for you basically okay I just feel I feel like sometimes I don't I'm not saying the right things or I'm not like giving the right messages I feel bad if not giving

like the perfect messages but really you guys are my life like really you guys every message that you give makes sense is positive it's really nice I don't think you offend anybody I think you you know psych you're really good person like when I see you live there's a lot of other things going on like I just see

you and I join here cuz you do give me good energy so don't ever say you're sorry you're perfect the way you are and you're amazing thank you I just want to really help people and but I'm not a I'm not a perfect I'm

not a perfect person okay that song I'm not a perfect person um and I'm not saying I'm a perfect person in my eyes thank you but you you are you are perfect people to me and you really you you guys

especially you three you're like my guardian angels you are like really you're people look out me no matter what you're just like really good hearted people like really good hearted people and I maybe don't deserve it I don't deserve like such good friends I don't

deserve people that love me and stuff like that but you guys really do love me and I love you guys so much and keep talking keep talking guys so you I'm not I'm not perfect okay none of us out yeah we would be creeped out none of us are perfect and I appreciate

everything you have to say um it's very nice and I appreciate it all and I I think you're very sweet it's very nice yeah it means a lot I like Jamie a lot she always makes me

laugh she's always hilarious so when I see her s like that it breaks my heart you know and um I just wanted to come up and just say hi to you guys hang in there girl hi you keep

being you're my cuddle buddy you're like you just like like me and Jamie onight tonight do we like a group cuddle we get like a super king what is it California King all right California King

okay well I mean we might have to squeeze together not that fat okay look so people say like the Austin power one the round one that rotates you know the round that'd be

amazing yeah the round spinning bag we can all sleep like sunap like just kind of you know in a little for like swirl but um I'm down I'm down that sounds amazing I like your visualization she's like she's like

trying to figure this out yeah yeah I was I can see it I could see it sure sure we could kind of smush in I don't know who toe would be and whose face but you know I thought we would all be like you know Head to Head you know I don't think like who would be at the bottom like wasn't pict all of our legs are sticking

out yeah that'd be better not like someone has to be like one I don't think one person would to be at the bottom and have someone's feet in their face like I wasn't picturing it that way like that would be very odd to me

all right we Havey in the center and then me you and py can just hold hands around him like it's gonna be you know around little bit okay see that that seems like a great it look too yeah yeah like oh

great all right love you guys thank for coming thank you so much you're my love guys love you Jamie and P I know I know it's like

um are you getting tired P are you are you are you down to stay for a few more minutes I think you're really good really good uh person to be talking right now hold on but whenever you want to go pie you can go and

uh but I really love that you and you and be and Jamie are like my friends like seriously I don't have that many real friends in the world and I really can't use my real friends I love you guys so much I'm sorry if I said too many things or sorry if I said something wrong but you guys really I love you

guys so much and I love you too and you can say whatever you want whatever comes your heart you can say it Jamie um be upset with you for whatever you have to say J Jamie and Jamie and pi and be I am here for you guys whenever you

whenever you need me I will I will come to your call okay I love you guys so much I'm sorry if I said something wrong I love you guys so much really are whenever you need me Denmark Andy do you want to talk to

Denmark Andy before we go Denmark Andy what do you want to say Denmark Andy come on take your shirt first take off your shirt first you have to take off your shirt to be because the the women on the pan I want to see you shirtless yeah they do oh you ripped it

why why oh my God thank you gent okay well you know um number one like why' you rip your shirt I told him to I asked him to Jamie is I asked him to I as him okay all

right so what is this you've been streaming for 3 hours you're about to end it what how are you Andy Andy how are you tonight doing how are you doing tonight you're so triggered all of them you're a sweet person thank you

thank you yeah we were triggered you have another shirt it's r yes can you sewing the shirt oh

nice Andy how have you been doing Andy are you are doing good tonight how are you doing Andy tonight same been drinking all night 6 in the morning 6 in the morning can you say hi to say hi to Jamie Rose

and Pie my beautiful female guests hello I remember her from yesterday sure this Nordic man and Andy from Jamie Rose Andy's from Denmark and P you know he's the basketball player he's a professional

basketball player in Denmark oh wow really

how hard is that like how how complicated is that like to be a professional bball player and I know a being professional but I know how to put the balls in and uh it's about you go to maybe America college and you can become very

good you have to

so how how tall are you I'm very tall how okay like

how English translation how many feet in inches my feet no not your actual Jamie Jamie let me see his foot okay show your feet yeah can I see your foot please yeah let's see

it is uh wi me to the I'm very tall how many CET

200 six okay on with no you are not six foot five tall yes I am I'm tall look my arms the arms maybe maybe you look like you have a moram moram syndrome you know

what that is morfam syndrome it's like a disorder that people that you know have like a lot of um something going on with your uh where what happened to uh psych where

go yeah probably a little bit like Marfan syndrome it's like something that happens when you have um a lot of basically like a um you have any you like a mom so when you got a child you probably exploded you know the size between your and your ass so now you are but hurt I don't

have I don't have any so you're wrong you're wrong my ex you're wrong okay okay so how many s do you smoke why you you sound like a man I just I've always sound like this I just do why you jealous wait why you

jealous are you jealous voice think but it's still okay Jamie Jamie to tell me if we're okay or not Jamie Jamie thank you for sh your foot and thank you for

like fle one second one one second thank you okay now we're all cool we're all cool look he got He's sing down there G took me this right now

P hi gigle a little bit you go for his arm yeah Andy you're really sexy you're sexy yeah you're so sexy let me your Mexican friend instead I like where's the Mexican I know I'm not even

on the panel right now talk to the ladies talk to oh great we have them all to ourselves fantastic yeah so why why are you um being mean about the way I sound I was just trying to trick you to

maybe be a little bit annoyed and I don't know I I like you so maybe uh yeah I want to make you mad why you I no chance okay you're husband everything and you see now I'm just talking to the fat Mexican woman

and she hate me also this is how I express my love call me a Mexican like which one of us because now I'm confused you're the fat Mexican well I'm feel called out a little bit you know because I am I'm half Mexican you

know but I can still call you a if you like you like that hey careful well I can say I mean my bad I oh my bad I won't call you that in

words what is he guys my name is Rosa my name is Rosa

all to me not my name is uh jariah from chat says how much do you use in your hair keep doing that so it's your so it's your own come okay oh all right so you're like a you're like a naturalist you're naturalist

I like you don't use you know was in my washing uh washing place in my apartment and she took a a picture to her friend saying whatever you just come me in the face she like that what are you even saying what is this

speaking he's trying to tell a story Danish guy before you go any further you your armit you show your armpit you have to show your armpit and pro hay no hair Noir it okay we're fine I can that both

of us next grow more more hair under arms than you can and a bigger mustache i c that every month hold on I'll show you my arm picture

guys go amazing look at that amazing hold it's really nice really nice see it it's nice in hair okay that's quite nice about clumsy yeah it's a little bit of a hair hold on show you go

there you go I'm not ashamed I'm not ashamed um p p you're yawning out P's P I think P needs a nap P you need a nap or no you do okay P you say you can say I'll give you three minutes say say

whatever you want to say I love you P you're my sweetheart I know I know P's tired tonight I'll show you you

go I keep showing I'll keep showing it I'm almost sh almost show you everything okay here's Lenor Lenor wants to say hi to you guys too here's Lenor look at lenora's eyes look at her eyes very pretty she's Beau Len they

want to see you they want to see you want to say hi look at that pan black panther cute baby P I'll let you take a nap I'll let you I know you're tired go take a nap I love you pie um Jamie say say say goodbye to pie and thank thank

her for thank you for being an awesome person you can go anytime you good you know uh you did talk about my neck but I also you weighed 350 pounds so we're good we're good we're caught up here I love you I hope you have a good rest I love

you I love you I love you guys you're my best friend I'll see you both there you go oh yeah oh my God oh my God oh my God

car good night beautiful pie thank you pie Jamie I wna give big Jamie Jamie you're the you're a sweetheart J hold we have another guest Jamie you're a sweetheart and you are like a great friend Denmark and compare armpits in a

second if you don't want to see this Grand's disg she wants to see she want to see

arm your armpits the

show stop it okay you're off the show you're off the show goodbye never come back what J Jamie I what did he even say something no idea he doesn't want to see the armpit my armpits new I know gu I still have some more I still

have some more vo Rangers and still some more Twisted ICS he's too immature to appreciate it he didn't want to show me his armpits okay can I Jamie I just want to show you I just want to show you Trix here's Trix he want say hi to Trix you want

say that's a cute kit cat right there oh my God oh my God oh it's a cute baby that's a you baby yeah as a pretty baby look at that little nose look at that little nose oh I just want to bite your little face off yeah I got cute cute that's a

cute that's a cute kid cat love it love it Jamie I know it's like I know it's like not the easiest time to go through right now I just want to give you a big hug and I want to thank you for talking to me and thank you for coming to the panel you can stay as long as you want but I I know it's not the easiest time for you right now but I love you so much

and you're you're you're an awesome person I hope can we be friends forever I'll be your cuddle buddy yeah I mean I'm down to cuddle like I like that like a good like life you know for sure for sure he's not sure he's like not showing me off but show me

off you want to say hi you want to say hi to Jamie look at his look at his eye very cute very very pretty he's purring at you Jamie he's puring at you Jamie I didn't he the pur but I like that uh raccoon

tail she's got a tail or he yeah my cat Freya my cat Freya has the actual raccoon tail I think she's half raccoon because she has the actual raccoon tail there's you can say you know we can all say around here you know see okay I think I think we have a no

shirt Nick is here Nick come on I'm not I'm actually no Shir say hi to say hi to say hi to Jamie um Nick Nick and you just be be a cool okay there here's Nick I I think he left but uh but Trix loves you Trix loves you

and I love you and you're like a sweetheart to me you're like my uh you're like my apple pie to my cinnamon bun you are I don't know what that means but Trix is very cute he is cute oh he's very cute

very fluffy makes me want to talk through my teeth you know he that cute very cute and I love you Jamie and uh and Jamie like um I'm always here for you too if you ever want to talk or anything if you ever I'll I'll be here for you I'm not going to be weird I'm I'm not

going to be uh you know after you or anything I just want to be your friend and Trix wants to be your friend look at this face I I will says means I know that I know I know that means ass and like a you know not a

straight way in fary I know that they Tau me all the bad words so yep know all that can you shoot me can you teach me a word iny before you go teach me a word in firsty like it teach me a really cool word okay K

KES cuses cus yeah cuses

I'm confused like I I'm really confused that's why I join why' you say be up be cool in the chat I didn't even do anything no no I didn't mean you be cool in the chat because I know you're always cool said be cool in the chat I'm the coolest one in the chat I know you are I

know you are I Wrong something wrong you you hurt my feelings Psy no no no no no no you're fine look look at trix's look at trix's eyes Trix loves you guys I'm G show you my nipples again I just flashed you okay Trix you want to say

hi hey nck has shirt off you like a shirtless stream tonight Nick say say hello look Nick Kish Kisha Nick I'm sorry guys if I said something wrong I be seriously I don't know I'm

doing right now I'm just like I'm going insane actually going like what did I do I was like I just nothing wrong nothing wrong then my heart PCH I'm just I didn't mean to I didn't mean to it was what are you doing

Nick looks like a punching bad tonight one of those um you know the one that he use like the pl like the artificial one I want to grab actually have the nicest body he does I I have a really bad body look I look like a SK hold

on come come on come on trick Trix made me look good Trix Flex you want to flex fix want to flex come on come on Nick come on I got blame for everything I'm gonna go eat my salad love you

guys thank you I love you be this on your hand all right what else you got what else you got Nick okay you got a bruise on your knee Nick I think you have to get in your boxers for the rest of the stream if you want if you want to stay on get your boxers come on I'll get my boxers

if you want and we're actually wearing tidy whes go ahead come on Nick Nick take it off just take off your P you're not wearing underwear

okays outy

okay try to keep it little professional till at least midnight oh I'm sorry I'm sorry professional now now I'm in my underwear okay I'm very embarrassed can't read cards now pants your pants or you're being banned banned for a month come

on my tonight okay he wants to read a card for you oh sure okay yeah read a card for me hey this my remote I was looking for that son of a I couldn't turn down the volume oh

suck finally I was wondering why those cards didn't fit Nick Nick Nick and also she wants like three cards she doesn't like 20 cards 20 cards you want three cards just do three good cards for her and I'll read for her three cards too she three

cards three cards okay yeah I'm kind of stuck that means power she must have done one of these before as a young or maybe in the future so you can't tell if it's a past or future

card but as a young person she might have climbed a tree at a park never happened part no I've never climbed a tree in my life that's a lie okay well maybe you've seen somebody climb a tree I you know the cards they speak

different thoughts we have to connect to other cards okay next card try to throw a wrench in my socket these are professional readings see that stick that doesn't just happen with everybody every card yeah I'm getting

something from this one oh yeah this smells good smell the car okay this is it you had something you wore a shirt you wore a dress yeah you love dresses I got you I got you on

to a park one time yeah we saw never never to a park but yeah you got me with a dress all right fine yeah oh you dress you are a Dr she looks good in the dressing check out her Instagram next card see how good this are that's not

sweat shovel it up shovel it up shovel it up shovel it up shovel it up with it going to be What's it gonna be so fresh you didn't have to molested you don't have to molest it but what is

it I can't read that the Frog you know I had a frog FR it's very and it got a little frog juice on your dress maybe it had a tinkle the frog is saying I'm sorry for going on your favorite dress that one time CU you did get the Frog card and the dress

card uh no look I I will be honest I had a pacman frog that I bought and I died it died so I did I have a frog that died oh your own point with that yeah my frog

died what what's that what do you what are you what are you drinking on there some water why is it in that bottle because we're So Hood You're So Hood with what to like having a bottle that I go to why' you put in the

bottle you can't just say every word calm down I just want to say my Spanish to somebody that understands it I kind of don't but I understood all those syllables you just said but like why do you have to put water in that bottle oh Grandma drinks a lot of

Grandma drinks a lot of tomato juice it's it's it's laella that's how it's pronounced in Spanish a LaBella you can take these outside and then it lasts like all day oh really oh I've gone through so

many like there' be so many stories like it was July 4th and people were lighting fireworks and the fireworks got out of control and I had all this water and I jumped the fence into the other apartment I was going through apartment you didn't jump shites and I dump my water on another

time this dude was walking his dog is the summer in Texas daging his dog with his Lee down the street and I'm like dude what the what are you doing never water and I put some water in this like I don't we have no bowl

like I don't know how do got water like yeah yeah cool story bro this never happened never happened those are my two I like the story it's very creative you're very creative those are my that support the water bottle being worth it down you got a itchy foot you got a

itchy foot you sure I want i d you you thought you gonna see something else mind out all right

we need to go get Blackie so I can at least it's circumcised I like the fact that your snake is circumcised that's cool it's not hooded it's not a hooded snake throw that yeah to that let go get black we'll show you we

have the same cats to py the caddy crazy cat parallel universe like what the hell's going on here there's black chat on the what are you

doing stop see I don't trust cat you know I have one cat but I don't I don't really like it you know it's not really my friend my hates me that's

C oh I don't know what to do with this now maybe sell it you know doesn't have any real uh doesn't have any real value anymore you know was like

$150 yeah sell it just sell it let it go let it go here's all my zigzag packs so I never get to show that's weird like a why I was just there's like all these

well I had a sticker off of a banana okay that's kind of cool all right okay do you know the uh the uh PLU code for banana oh like how you think think

real hard it starts with a four 4 yeah got it okay okay okay okay

know all right but that's weird like why why do you want like you ate that many bananas was like that's like like my you took your daddy your dad at

those no no we all like ate a bunch of vegetables and no no those they're just okay so they're not just bananas so they're other vegetables you know like avocad lemons what's what's the code for avocado oh don't look it up don't

don't look it up don't look it up I'm cheating there's a lemon right there 4033 no I don't like that nope no you either have to know or you don't know not cool just admit you're wrongdoing if you

can't admit when you're wrong then that's an 4050 yeah Jam is it 2311 2311 that's what my guess okay no I'm not sure if that's right sure

so what what do you got on your head what's on your uh what's on your your head here ESS this is actually a uh what is it called a turtleneck oh yeah yeah I found this in the judge's on the judge's curb he like threw away his whole house I

think the Judge passed away or some not good I got I got his passport and all this like what

amazing like what no he threw away that Santa outfit he thre away a lot of I was going to get my painting d I need drink water yeah clear your throat a little that's my jeffreyepstein

pain but it like all this was blue and it like got dry and off this was a Blue Dress we need to like go over it better like it's more blue looks like crap right now I can't even show it to the CH it probably doesn't look good

Jamie Jamie I 2011 2211 2311 that's that's really got okay I'll I'll exit Okay go for the avocados avocados it's a 6165 okay that's right

okay that sounds what's this looks like 40 46 now that could be

a 382 Texas orange we never get to show our Sticker Collection like oh I I think your um sticker collections very cool it's very what this is this is

called trous tarot right now I'm I'm halfway naked I I can't take any more off before I get banned from YouTube but on go on ni let's see is show me your T oh my

God and clinch up more clinch up a little more that's fine that's the maximum that's the maximum nice ass nice ass go ahead go ahead oh my God I'd rather see it from the

front than the back personally you know from the front Nick from the front we need seey to do like a little

wiggle what's going Nick one more time Nick you to show you to the front the front yeah just just a little a little

wiggle one time show the front one time one time from the front for Jamie it's not for me it's for Jamie Jamie little one little side to side that's it that's all I need then I'll

know the the one

time yeah Nick Nick little shy Nick Nick show the front one time side to side to side come from back sake out just the snake one one time

oh yes ring toss Jamie Jamie let's play Ring Toss with a no pants on yeah Nick take take the pants you're wearing you're wearing you're wearing underwear Nick just take the pants off we need to see up it's okay it's okay I'm very professional I'm very professional I don't like to go like in the

backstage niop now let's see we take don't take out the boxers or don't take out the shorts just show us the front stage once one time just one time and side to side no don't care about your nips don't give a

about you can't else in room to distract us Nick you're about be you're not the Grim Reaper stop it what else you got no no don't give a about that Nick on your pants

the yeah Nick just see the front one time no no no we don't want to see it like that don't give a Simon I Simon with you Simon says take off your take off your your pant Simon says stop being a yeah Nick Nick you have to show you you have to show the front you have

to show the front one time I'll ban you from the show forever I need to see the B I need see the Nick I'm

serious ban from the show is a cool show Nick can we see it when it's okay there's two people in the room I want to see the front Nick just show the front real quick Nick just show the front one second and your

underwear you sh is he small is small okay I'll show my I'll show my front Nick Nick is wor right now I'll show you the front of my Jamie hold on Nick you have one chance to show your

front or your band and then I'll show my front show show your package not not your whole package just show it in the wrapped up ahead go ahead okay go ahead we're wait we're waiting okay he's

doing it that's all you're do okay you're you're banned you're

baned oh yeah that's toally your why do you have that where did you get that from account I wasn'ted anyway I wasn't anyway I don't care Nick Nick Nick come back when you're ready to show back when you're

ready to show something why do you have that on I'm ready to show I'll

it's a little odd yeah it's a little weird do my girlfriend bought it my girlfriend bought it and then everything in into a bong well we made it into a bong and then I was going to go out and ask people to suck it outside it had like tubes sticking out of it and I was gonna be like oh you know free bong hit free

bong hit giveaway I was thinking this start I start my and then that whole thing died the the thing cracked and it wasn't airtight so I just moved my I made this I made this with the new bong and that's been the new bong since it was like the same uh as the dick

bong but I can't go tell people to suck on it yeah looks that looks like a bomb bro not a bong looks like a bomb don't care don't care don't care don't care it still looks scary as looks like

it's going to just explode especially if you that whole like Nick now you have make me show mine hold on I will show

mine I don't care if you show your butthole I like mine now youo well I in underwear if not I

won't Nick I forgive you I forgive you Nick know you're shy I you're shy I Jamie I'll show you mine okay hold on I'll show you mine on screen the whole chat and say here y go here y'all go too y'all get to

watch got quiet where you from Nick uh where you at where's yourex oh you're fromex I apologize I apologize h no that's your problem right there that's why you are how you are

well that explains a lot I

ask H's going down I don't give a about Dallas Texas Dallas oh I was thinking we were so close that we

said Tex work okay okay what what are you talking

I'm just joking because I thought I was funny I'm sorry it's okay you're fine sweetheart you're fine sweetheart okay it was an easy I show Nick I show I show mine you have to show yours you just stand up the camera

right no butthole no butthole no but okay Nick turn around show the front the front one second pull down

your see from the back back see the buls nick nick show the bus show the Bulls I'll show mine again yeah just show it to Jamie I'm gonna be doing my bowl thing so

okay I mean what else what else doing can you like can you tell my future hold do you want him or me who do you yeah I mean both of y'all if you can both like tell my future what's going to happen to me both of y'all tell me tell me my Nick you go first ni Nick you can

first go I I saw your butt a few times that that was fine okay bathroom too okay go ahead tell Jamie her future oh she's gonna get a dress gonna be a

frog she has to kiss the maybe she has to kiss the Frog and make her that her Charming Prince she's going to meet her Charming Prince if she just kisses a frog at the park but you don't want it to be a certain because you could get like some kind of salmonella you might get salmonella one

of these yeah you don't know don't just kiss all the frogs you want it to be the right one that will turn into a print you get very deep very deep very deep yeah yeah you get wed or something if you start kissing all the frogs I don't do that so you can

sh ribet ribet yeah I don't kiss all the frogs the meat okay that'd be dumb I'm not I'm not a dum just smoking on this I don't smoke on frogs I wish I could I heard that was like a thing you know if I could do it I do it but I don't know where to get it

from don't know so what I got I got the that the moon okay my face is shaped like a moon a lot my face is kind of like a like a moon is okay next you're very romantic person yeah I can see that in the car

what else where you gonna pull it from what else you gotta what else you gonna get where is it coming from oh same card never mind where is it coming where's the next card coming from where is it coming okay I think putting the card on and then taking everything else oh but then i' like accidentally dropped the

card okay oh I don't think this's gon block that much yeah it probably be like hey Jamie he's hiding the Bulge he's hiding the Bulge I don't know why he's hiding the Bulge so St the because there's not a bulge I think that's why he's hiding it because there may not be one stop the Bulge or just show your

butt whatever go ahead the Bulge there was light bulge there but I think he don't want to show it because it's not it's okay it's okay Nick it's okay

Nick it's a we saw your butt a few times we just want to see the front show her the front $50 Insurance fee at the door okay pay up send him my cash app send the cash get in the

door cash drop your cash app too you can drop your cash up it's fine yeah sure drop somebody has to drive by here and sell a 20 in my yard I'm I'm on my way stupid that's bir who's gonna do that no one's I'll do it I'll do

it jie it's not saying Jamie it's just my underwear is a little bit dirty okay go ahead man I got underwear man I know Dr just stand up Nick Nick stand up just stand up one time stand show

us Nick you're about to be banned from the show just show your

B rent you just sent it I'm glad to accept this on sy's behalf he was trying to send give me a wrench and y'all seen it he gave me here today thank you s i will oh I'm I'll make you a mod you're a mod now but Jamie I'll show you I'll show you he because he's too he's too

cowardly I'm not cowly Nick when you're ready when ready to show it tell me okay I want to pull my dick out and do x-rated and you're like well after you do this I was like GNA stick my fing up my butt for her and all this she like no no here we just want to see the outline

on okay it looks pretty good I bet it's better he's like a grower not a shower right Nick you can go ahead Nick I I did it I did it first go ahead Nick Nick go you can show it you can show it it's not not allowed on YouTube just show us the

bulsu in the backage for zamie and I'll be like 30 minutes me andam eye contact okay be like damn why didn't I do this sooner and now we're just cut this Jamie I'm sorry Jamie he he would gonna show it

but I hope I hope I this Trix want to say hi to you I want to show you my right now my at least we see you know we didn't see any dick tonight you know we saw like a bul but at least we see hey

trixies hey Trixie we see some he Trix yeah that's some tonight there a cute kitten there a cute K Kat K and I love you Jamie you're so awesome and Jamie I love you thank you so much for everything

if you're down to hang out for a few more minutes you can I'll bring him back if you want but I don't think he was going to show us anything but trick wants to say hi to you loves you I mean very happy please hey Nick Nick I'm G one more chance Nick Nick yeah it's a battle of

the Bulls Nick Nick I'll give you one more chance he's showing it hold on Nick you're showing it Nick Nick you're not gonna show it Nick Nick you're not gonna stand up once stand up just stand up and show the Bulge stand up and show the Bulge or else it's too small and we're gonna

laugh at it or it's too big and we like oh the show and then let me and Jamie have a back stage party okay I'll I'll leave hold hold on right now like Jamie I was kind of like hitting my bowl and I still wanted to get into that like hey

let me get into that but you're like no let's stop it show it right

now wish I had a bowl to go with my hash why they make these things so small the am I going to do with this looks like I'm smoking crap experience is not being able to share with my sister my

sister we're gonna have to go get the backup

hat where did we quit it oh Ion TV is so SM it's easy to find all our favorites

ready extra H where would I be I was

EXT oh no well we'll come back I'll just have to smoke a little

stink we got just enough to

think did they put me backstage or they just waiting for me to pull my dick out like a little on this page like uh DK giggler or some Boogie Night come you

got5 $10 jerk off for like well if somebody if I had a cash app somebody had made me one up I'd be5 t0 $510 you got $15 here I got $15 all right you want me play my ball right $20 here $25 I'm playing okay

like you're do you're going a private show for me for show show me your balls show me your balls oh my gosh I'm not getting money I wanna godamn he wants to cash that for the balls okay it's okay it's okay his name

is Nick Johnson or yeah dry dry is $40 solid yeah we see it solid for $40 and then uh Jamie come on back up Jamie

Rose my my my apps little hold on jammie hold on one second there you go myself off you don't want to see me anymore I I want to see me anymore with that but that's not true

um what's up Nick what you got

say if you ain't running game say my name say my name keep going yeah I don't remember all the lyrics right now no they're not that hard well when you are really slow things are harder so you're

you're saying you're just like I need my medicine and now I'm what do you need what medicine what medicine do you need all you do is obey Jam's commands Nick Nick just obey Jam's commands disobey Jam's command Jamie tell them do okay well stop doing that that's not what to going to get you anything like uh that's

not going to help your triceps that much stop it okay stop that number one you need to add more than your body weight okay knock it off okay oh yeah yeah don't do that well oh yeah what you to show me and to show me

what oh what is that okay all right so you got this thing so that's what you do you just do that you do these squats all day well I mean if you did that that would work if you did that all day oh yeah beat it up a little bit yeah smack it

up give it a little a little smack yeah you're so mad you beat this every last bag all day all day and then you collect produce HT my hand I can't believe you can't believe you now I I see you got the

wounds you got wounds you got wounds and okay don't W it don't don't don't come on knock it off don't don't Hur yourself though come on it's not

good oh no oh no now some kid brought these to school in like seventh grade and then I took him from him know what you talking

about much better it protects the knuckle a little bit somebody was talking when I take Jamie out on a date up and then when I take back take it back home

oh all how much how much is that bag weigh how much is that a everlas it must have been like 20 pound or something I mean I I may weigh more 20 pounds so I don't think you can lift me into your produce bed here

just look it up online say big red I'm not gonna do it nope never gonna do it nope no no no and why you wearing this whole like shyy what what's this whole like shyy for looking like a half Arab and like a half like a

negro I need to work on my are you trying to rob yes trying to rob people or just like be like a full-time camel jockey fulltime camel Jo I actually wanted to ride jockey be a jockey racer yeah yeah you know you're built for it you're built for it you know you

probably 135 like 130 why do you have all these props you're very weird bro you're like you pulled out at Le at least at least I'd guess like seven props if I were if I were counting about seven

props and why are they all just like behind this curtain what else what else is back there oh my God my God that's the worst one that's the worst one you could pull

this what makes me DI let's see it all

right I don't that's not my favorite no that's not my favorite um that one dude where are they at why do you have so many what okay the fanny

pack okay this take what else goes with it let's see the N shot uh you don't know how to you don't know how to use them

right don't put that out on you don't know you're G to give yourself a black lip don't start you're gonna hurt your your pretty face you're gonna hurt your little pretty lips

don't oh look look what you made look what you made Psy dud you mean psyche dude you mean him pull out his own prop pull out his own prop what are you doing dude see the bols to see the

bols you're showing everything but the bols okay you just want to see the Bol okay what the hell is that scary skeleton

man yeah you the show the Bulls then we'll be happy show goad Nick just show the Bold show the Bold why like where' that come from stop popping balloons I don't give a about your bulge because it

doesn't exist it's all you have is props so it's it's fine that's all I got those are my that's fine I get it I want to Jamie in the backstage you homeboy what else you got like what else you got I

want to see more prop leave Jamie alone go go show us show us you want to see go ahead show us just show us the butt one more time we see the butt one more time I'll be happy go show the Bulls or the butt and then I'm done I can't I'm too drunk

right now well you're you're covering yourself entirely up is Jamie Rose the real Jamie Rose that robe is interesting you just look like a you look like a green just like a like golf off you right now you stop n Turtle stop doing the N Ninja Turtle ChatterBait yeah I'm

on your channel and ChatterBait all right I I'm watching it two hours a day okay already stop it the B just take off the robe take off the robe he won't do it Jam Jamie listen I

know he won't do it but okay so very interesting I want to do everything stop saying I don't want to do stuff because I want to pull my dick out start jerking off you say I just want to see it through the underwear just through the underwear one time just show us real quick the underwear the

front and then you can okay you don't feel like I didn't I just asked to show the front tired bathroom right I want to tell y whole fans like I want to go to the bathroom back no okay go ahead go ahead go ahead go to the bathroom real fast and then shows the

front and then then I have to go almost four hours go ahead Kermit Kermit go ahead Kermit go ahead piss gotta go t no I don't have to okay okay guys hold

on Damie I don't know what that's about I'm really confused I'm so confused right now don't I want Jamie um Jamie I wanted to see it he

show everything butt he showed his butt he wouldn't show anything butt okay I showed everything look you can see my nipples there we goj the show Jamie I don't think he wants to show

try not to show bulges one more chance one more chance one more chance one more chance you can show it you can show it and I'll Stand another 20 minutes you can see you show the front 20 minutes if not one minute give 60 seconds open the r open the r show us the front in the

Box in the underwear okay okay if not I'm I'm I'm leaving I can't I can't take anymore I'm bus okay well you know personally I don't want gonna he's not gonna show he's to

he's too he's too's too chicken he's too chicken too small too small I don't care black is totally you can show us everything show everything I don't care spell out J's name and come in the back stage and you

say no don't have him spell Jamie and come Jamie I'm not I'm not even here I'm I'm just like watching in the background okay you're 30 seconds 30 seconds show it I'm gon end the stream I'm gon end the stream end the stream and then everything's over okay guys guys I really had a fun

night tonight Jamie Rose I love you so much um K the Frog I I like your little frog wiener I like your butt much more and uh you guys are all awesome thank you for putting up with me and uh Pro prove me wrong prove me wrong

just open your Rob not gonna do it okay guys I'm gonna end the stream I want to thank you guys for coming tonight Jamie I love you so much much I will talk to yeah you're wrench my plans go ahead stand up and open your robe real he's

not gonna do it okay I'm I'm leaving I'm leaving give five seconds five seconds to open your robe okay he left okay Jamie I love you I love you too I love you so much Jamie I'll talk to you soon okay thank you great night everybody hope you had a fun night on the stream I'll I'll stand up one more time there

you go I'll do it bye guys have a good night I love you Jamie Rose

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