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Psyche hosts a livestream episode featuring tarot stories and an open panel discussion, focusing on respect and organization. He reads 'The Ugly Duckling' by Hans Christian Anderson and shares personal anecdotes.
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The episode begins with Psyche introducing himself and discussing the previous night's stream, which was marked by both pleasant and unpleasant interactions. He emphasizes the importance of being respectful to one another and announces his plan to improve the show's organization. At ▶ 2:48, Psyche mentions a story involving a wingwoman and a jealous individual, showcasing the complexities of human relationships. By ▶ 5:23, Psyche starts reading 'The Ugly Duckling', a classic tale by Hans Christian Anderson, which explores themes of rejection, self-discovery, and acceptance. The story is told in parts, with the first part introducing the protagonist, an ugly duckling who struggles to find his place among his peers. As the story progresses, the ugly duckling faces rejection from his family and others, leading to a journey of self-discovery and eventual acceptance. Key events, such as the duckling's encounter with a big hungry dog ▶ 9:03 and his time with an old woman ▶ 9:40, highlight the challenges he faces. The story serves as a backdrop for Psyche's reflections on the importance of kindness, empathy, and understanding.
The episode appears to focus on themes of self-acceptance, empathy, and the importance of treating others with kindness and respect. Psyche's reading of 'The Ugly Duckling' suggests that he is drawing parallels between the story's messages and the need for a supportive and inclusive community. The show also touches on the idea that people may be struggling with their own insecurities and feelings of rejection, and that it's essential to approach these individuals with compassion and understanding. This interpretive layer suggests that Psyche is using the story as a metaphor for the human experience, emphasizing the need for acceptance, empathy, and connection.
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Hello. How's everybody tonight? Good to see you. I got some mood lighting going on. Maybe if it gets distracting, I'll change the setting. But I hope it looks good.
What's up, guys? Yeah, we had a quite a night last night. Um, I was on for like four and a half hours and um some really good discussions. Um, some nice people. Um, also some not very nice people were in the chat and not very nice people were on the panel
sometimes. So, I'm going to try to do a better job of moderating. I just want all I ask is that you be respectful to each other and some of the things that are said I just don't appreciate from some people and so maybe I'll have to
um adjust the mods and things like that. Hello guys. Also try to have a more organized show.
I'm on a little bit earlier tonight, I think. Maybe like earlier and then we'll do like, you know, more tarot reading stuff the first couple hours and more um more open panel a little bit later in the show. But um I do because last night I had a lady a nice lady came on the
panel and then I had just other people came on at the same time and it's I think you know you know she got scared away. We don't have all the same kind of senses of humor or we come from a lot of different places on the on YouTube. What's up Raymond? Yeah I'll I'll answer your question tonight. But yeah I hope
you like the uh the new mood lighting. I've always had this thing, but I uh
Yeah, Raymond's um I'm thinking I'm thinking um Valentine's Day right now around Valent But also if not Valentine's Day, maybe that's not maybe that's like kind of a time where emotions are kind of high. Love it.
Thank you. But uh I would definitely see it too this month. Yeah. Sometimes um when people reach out to us on holidays, it's because sometimes we're feeling vulnerable and lonely on holidays. And so not 100% sure that's how you would feel that day, but um it's just a it's just a tactic I'm
aware of that some people use. So, you want to always be a little careful when people reach out to you on holidays that you haven't heard from for a long time and then they reach the holiday, they reach out to you or maybe they're lonely that day, things like that. And so, it's always better after like the emotions are a little bit less heightened. I'll read some cards for you. I'll read cards for anybody tonight. I will post a a
open panel link. I just want to make sure that I got that out of the way. How's everybody doing? Good to see everybody. It's Tuesday. It's also what will she want to say? Well, I'll look into that for you. I'll look into that. Just give me a few minutes
and I'll get my cards out. Yeah, I have stories I want to read tonight and maybe some music and um and chat and and I want to see how everyone's doing. I got I'll do a three card reading for you Raymond on on uh on all those questions. Okay. Or on local acting.
Good. Very good. Tonight another sober stream. And my sober stream turned out last night to be like more wild than my by drunk streams. We had some guys taking off their shirts, professing their li their love to Pyana, putting putting names and stickers on their bodies and things like that. It
was interesting. Okay, Raymond. Yeah, I'll I'll get some cards for you. Um, but yeah, just want to I do want to tell a story. This is like a Yeah, collected and like, you know, Yeah. Pi was my wingwoman and in one in the one of the situations and then the other guy that came on was jealous.
The other guy took his shirt off for P or for me and the and then he he lit up a shirt and he had Pyana written on his on his stomach. So, it was very cute. Um, okay. So, this is like an abridged version because I have these I I love fairy tales and fairy tale books, right?
And uh and so I have this Hans Christian Anderson like from the probably like 1930s or 40s and I I read this uh this out of that and I remember I cried when I read it but I so this isn't a bridge version because I don't want to be the version. Hung Christian Anderson's stories are very long and very detailed. This isn't a bridge version, but this is
also kind of has the lessons with it. Okay, so it's called the ugly duckling, right? You've heard this by Hans Christian Anderson. So it's and this is not it's only it's five short little parts. Okay, so it says the first chapter is one by one and it says once on a farm long ago, a mama duck sat on her nest. How long must I
wait for my babies to hatch? I have to sit here all by myself. But what could she do? A mama duck must keep her eggs warm till they hatch. At last, the eggs begin to crack. Uh, one yellow duckling stepped out of its shell, then another. Each little chick shook its wings. Quack- quack. Look at you, cried Mama Duck with joy.
You're all so cute. Quack, quack, quack, they said with pride. Come line up, said Mama Duck. We will go down to the lake for your very first swim. She counted. 1 2 3 4 5. Oh dear, she said with a frown. I had six eggs. I should have six ducklings. Okay. One large egg was still in the nest. Well, said Mama Duck. It looks like that
egg will take more time. So, she went back to sit on her nest again and wait some more. Part two. Unlike the others. The next day, the big egg started to hatch. Out popped a baby boyird. Yet, my goodness, how different this one looked. He was much larger than the others. He was not yellow, but dark gray all over. And after he stepped out of
his egg, he walked with a funny wobble. One of the yellow ducks ducklings pointed. What's that? He can't be one of us. I've never seen such an ugly duckling, said another. How can you say such a thing? Said Mama Duck in a very stern voice. You're only one day old. Your brother hatched from the very same nest you did. Now line up.
We will go to the lake for your very first swim. all the way. The other ducklings quacked, "Ugly, ugly, ugly." The ugly duckling did not know why the other ducklings were yelling at him. He fell behind to take the last spot in line. When they got to the lake, each yellow duck jumped in and swam behind Mama Duck. When it was his turn, the ugly duckling jumped in, too. But he
started to paddle. "At least he can swim," Mama Duck thought to herself. When the yellow ducklings got out of the water and started to play, the ugly duckling tried to play with his brothers and sisters. They yelled at him, "Go away. We will not play with you. You are ugly and you walk weird." When Mama Duck was close by, she would not let them talk this way. Be nice, as she would scold. But she was not always close by.
Hey, sleepy energy. We're just reading ugly duckling. So, it says part three, get out. One day, one of the yellow ducklings said to the ugly duckling, "You know what? You would do us a big favor if you just went away." All of them started to quack. Go. Go away. Why won't they let me stay with them? Thought the ugly duckling. He hung his head down low. They must be right. I
should go. That that night, the ugly duckling flew over the farmyard fence to the other side of the lake. There he met two grown-up ducks. May I please stay for a while? said the ugly duckling. I have nowhere else to live. What do we care? said one of the ducks. It's a big lake. Just don't get in our way. Woof woof. Suddenly, a big hungry dog came tearing by, chasing the two ducks. They quickly
flew up in the air and their feathers flew down on the ground. The poor ugly duckling froze in fear. The dog sniffed and sniffed at the ugly duckling and then it turned around and walked away. "I am too ugly even for that mean old dog," said the ugly duck duckling in a sorrowful voice. The sky turned dark. "Crack! A bolt of lightning lit up the sky. Then came a big storm with heavy rains pouring down. In just moments, the
ugly duckling was soaked through and through. A cold wind started to blow. Brr!" He held both wings close to his chest. If only there were some place I could dry out. All at once, a tiny light blinked far off in the woods. Could it be someone's hut? The ugly ducking flew to the door. Quack, said he. The door of the hut creaked open. What's all this noise?
said an old woman, looking right and left. Her eyes were not that good, but she could hear. She looked down. A duck, she picked up the ugly duckling and dropped him inside her hut. You might as well stay here, she said. But mind you, I expect you to eggs. A tom and hen both crept up to the ugly duckling. Who do you think you are? The tom cat hissed. Coming here and taking up room by the fire. Squawk, said the hen. I'm the only
one around here who lays eggs. You don't know the first thing about eggs. You got that right, said the ugly duckw. I'm a boy duck. Then why are you here? Sneered the tomcat. Didn't you hear what the old woman said? Impostor, get out of here, yipped the hen. Go away, dear the tomcat. The door was still a bit open, so the poor ugly duckling crept out the door and went back into the storm. No one ever wants me, said the ugly
duckling with a tear in his eye. Part four, a new lake. The storm ended. Finally, he found another lake. Looking up in the water, the ugly duckling saw a reflection from above. A flock of large birds were flying overhead above him. He turned to admire them. They were the most beautiful birds he had ever seen. Their long bodies and slender necks winged through the sky with ease and grace. He watched until the very last
one had disappeared from view. The ugly duckling stayed at the lake as the days grew shorter. U the leaves turned deep red in gold and the fall and fell to the ground. Winter came setting a blanket of white snow. The cold wind blew and clouds darkened. He had to dive into small holes in the ice to find fish to eat. Under the ice, it was all he could do to keep paddling so the water
wouldn't freeze around him, trapping him underneath the lake. He became terribly tired. The ice grew thicker and the wind blew harder. In that moment, two giant two giant hands swept him up. "You poor thing," said a farmer. He held the ugly duckling close to his thick warm wool jacket. "You didn't fly south with the others." The farmer was carrying him someplace where the next months were
lovely, warmth from the heat of the fire, and from the heart of the farmer enveloped our poor hero. For the rest of the winter, the father the farmer cared for the ugly duckling. Part five, spring. At last, spring came. Little dots of green spotted the tree branches. Short bright flowers popped from the ground. "It's time for you to go back to the lake to swim again as you
were born to do," said the farmer. He took the duckling back to the lake where he found him and set him on the water. "I feel good," said the young bird, flapping its wings. "Why, I don't think I ever as strong as I do right now." Spring passed, then summer. The leaves started to change colors when one day the ugly duckling heard quiet splashing sounds behind him. He turned around. A flock of those same
beautiful birds he had once seen winging through the sky now sat on the lake. "Don't worry," he said to the beautiful birds holding out his holding out one of his wings. "I'm leaving. I won't make trouble for you." When he happened to glance down at the lake, he saw a reflection in the water and that looked like one of those beautiful birds. "Hi, Mimo."
"Why was the bird so close to him?" He jumped back. The reflection jumped back, too. "What's this?" he thought, puzzled. Our troubled hero stretched his neck and strangely the reflection of the beautiful bird in the neck stretched its neck too. Why are you leaving so soon? One of the beautiful birds. Come back, said another. Stay with us, said yet another swan. We'll be friends. Then the bird who used to be the ugly duckling
realized what had happened. He was no longer an ugly gray bird that wobbled when he walked. He had grown into a beautiful swan. Then a dark thought crossed his mind. "You only want me because I'm a swan and I look like you," said he. That's not it at all, said the first swan who had spoken. We saw you alone down here and thought you might want to join us. We don't care how a
birds look. Well, take a look at that pelican over there. No one would take me for a swan, squawkked Pelican. How did you end up with them? asked our hero who used to be an ugly duckling. Stayed up too late the night before, shrugged Pelican. Slept till noon. My flock took off without me. Was sure glad the swans came along when they did. Thanks guys,
said the second swan who had spoken. And there's Egret. What can I tell you? said Egret. I loved to ride those wind currents. Then found my out my entire flock was gone. By then there was no way I could catch up. If the swans didn't come along and invite me to join them, who knows where I'd be now. The hero who used to be an ugly duckling considered these stories, yet was still skeptical. Winter may get a
little cold on the lake, he said. But no one bothers me here, and spring comes eventually. Eventually, said the first one, why suffer if you don't have to? Where we fly to, the sun shines hot all day long. Imagine it. Thick, delicious pondweed. For as far as you can see, algae, wateride grasses, um
um let's see. Um the works. I see your point, admitted our hero. Besides, said the third swan, I bet you'd love to fly farther than just circling around this lake. We sure do. Another good point. Our hero often imagined how lovely it would be to stretch out and just fly fly some more. The birds who used to be the bird who used to be an ugly duckling considered, "These birds may be beautiful to look at, but they are also
beautiful inside. This is the flock for me." So the entire flock, including their newest friend, flapped their wings together, and in one moment, the flock took off in the clear blue sky. Thank you for listening, and I hope you like that. And so, yeah, it's a it's a you know, a children's story, right? But it has like a lot of
uh a lot of deeper meanings. A lot of deeper meanings. And it's uh it's about um finding who you truly are and also finding like your soul family. And so and then you might have to deal with people and species or different things that don't understand you along the way and call you ugly and call you weird.
But what's important is your inner beauty and also that can translate to outer beauty. We ordered two new tarot decks. Um, Notoria Tarot in Light and Goa Tarot in Dark. We'll make a mega deck out of them. That sounds amazing. I'd love to um I look I'd love to look into those decks. I do have a um a deck called the
Occult Tarot and it is has the Galatia spirits on them on there. I also have um an app. It's as above tarot and so below tarot. And so that's pretty cool, too. I'm just going to light my cigar back and then I'll do readings.
Okay. Did everyone enjoy the story? Um, yeah. I I'll have to see I I uh it's one of those decks I haven't really dug into yet. I just did see the the pictures from the Gata in there. That's the occult tarot. What's up, Theo? How are you? But that looks No, Notaria. I know there's like the um Notaria is a book of
Solomon, too. You might want to check out um the book of It's called Art Arts Notaria or something like that. Artaria. It's a book of Solomon. Um it's and also the Galatia is also the the key of Solomon. Um
yeah it's called no it's called the ars ars notoriia um textbook by Solomon the 13th century Latin textbook of magic now retroactively called the grimmorary from northern Italy. It claims to grant us practitioner an enhancement of their mental faculties, the ability to communicate with angels and earthly and
heavenly knowledge through ritual magic. And so, oh yeah. Oh, cool. Yeah. I I um I have the uh I have the Key of Solomon book and uh it's an interesting book, but it's not you have to be you have to be
be very careful, I'd say. Yeah, follow the instructions carefully in those books, right? Five volumes in one. It sounds very cool. Yeah, I love medieval grimmories or grimoirs. Grimmores. Let me grab some cards.
Where's my Yes.
Okay. Yeah. Oh, yeah. The le the megatone. Yep. I know. Well, if you decide to practice the practice the ritual magic, it laid out everything and you just uh make Well, also but also I also recommend this book called the the book of Abramelon the mage.
um because that will tell you some different ways to look at like it doesn't put so much emphasis on timing and everything and it um on the timing of things and Solomon's very about the timing and the moon how the moon cycle and also
about prayers and things like that. So it's called the book of um the Abra Abramel and the mage. It's very good. It was written by Abraham the Jew, I believe. Okay. So, let's go for
a reading for Raymond's Raymond. So, you've been just worrying a lot about this. You know, you've been sitting up worrying about it like when is she going to call? When will it happen? It's like, you know, um it's like you're in your mind a lot about it, right? So Raymond I but I think this is a
position. I think you're you're starting to get over it and whether what whatever she reaches out if she doesn't you know you will be okay. Okay. And maybe it's for the best. Whatever happens whatever happens is for the best. You'll meet the right person. If it if it doesn't work out or if she's the right person then you'll you'll get
back. And also I see this Empress. Maybe this is all four queens of the deck. Is this her? Is this Is this another woman? Also, the Empress can indicate a pregnancy, a fertility pregnancy, but it's also a really good woman in your future, I would say. Or maybe you you know her now. This is in a present position.
Is she this empress person? Right. Yeah. Yep. Gayla, just because people um people can get obsessed um when they with with the meditating on the sigils and stuff like that and and the things like that and and some people can uh you just have to make sure you cast a circle of protection around you when working
with those spirits. Also, we got the star. You know, it's also looks to me like whoever is this person is like she's the star of your life like and we'll pour love into the relationship. Is this is this her? Not I can't tell you if that's her. You'll have to answer that for yourself. But it looks like you you need to stop worrying about it because things will
work out because you got the Empress and the Star. So, it's like sounds like a good woman in in the future. Okay. I hope you like that, Raymond. Yeah. Yeah. Unfortunately, I I I always lose my lighter last minute. Hey, Teresa, how are you? Yeah, guys, if anyone wants a reading in
the chat, I'll pull a few cards for everybody and then um then we can do Oh, I found my lighter. Hold on. Then we can um do an open panel if anyone feels like open panel. I just like I said, it was a fun it was a fun
open panel last night. Um it was just I'm we I'm out the negative people. You like a card? Some cards? Okay. Good for Gayla. This one sticks out. Hey Gayla, this is like a lot of fast moving communication. This is almost in also in like the recent past position. So some news has come in or something has happened very
fast. Probably something that you've been waiting for or wanting and all of a sudden there's a lot of activity and a lot of movement. There's so yeah the eight of wands is very about fastm moving energy communication something exciting too passionate okay gayla we also have maybe it's this guy
running in this knight of swords okay some guy on a white horse um also with with with the communication with the swords right the swords are communication maybe maybe coming in to bring a message you have to watch out for these new knights though they're known for rushing in rushing out. You know, they're a little bit flighty.
Okay, sure. You get your next Teresa in line. Okay. And Gayla, also I have this nine of pentacles for you. And so there you are in your garden of these things you've been growing. You there's a bird coming down like landing on your finger. Look looks like kind of like a New
Zealand kind of bird too to me. And also she's very serene and she's secure and she's happy, right? Sleeping energy. Yeah, we got Teresa and sleeping energy. If Ma can help me keep track, um I'd appreciate it, but it's okay. I'm kind of good at keeping track right now. So, hope you like that, Kayla. Yeah, be
careful with those knights, right? They are known for for rushing in rushing out. Maybe not the Knight of Pentacles, but definitely the Knight of Wands and the Knight of Swords are fast talkers. Fast talkers. And you know, Knight of Cups is a little bit guy, but also a little bit romantic. Okay, so Teresa, Teresa's waiting for something. We have
this three of wands. You're also a little bit guarded, but it looks like is he Yeah, he's watching over, not the ocean. It looks like it might be water. There could be ships coming in. You've been waiting for something. You're also a little bit guarded, but you're ready. It's like you're at a ready stance right there for
something. You're welcome, Gail. I hope you like that. Anytime. Okay, Teresa. We also have this Oh, 10 of cups. A lot of happiness. This is like a lot lot of happiness. Um, you know, and also maybe was with another person that you're you're either currently or about to be very happy with. There's there's the
rainbow, which rainbows always come after after the uh you know, the rain and the storms. And so the and so but there's a lot of happiness. There's all these full cups there. There's the there's the children around them. Um just happiness and they're working together. It looks like long-term generational happiness. And then we have
for Teresa, you have a lot of options coming for you. We have the seven of cups. Also a lot of water. So there's a lot of emotions involved in the situations, but there's a lot of different options. You might be confused because there might be a lot of options available. So, you know, you have to pick out which cups which cup you want to focus on, you know, because it's like if you try if
you try reaching for them all at once, it could be a little overwhelming. Um, it's also known as the the the psychedelic card or and things like that. So, I hope you like that, Teresa. You'll be able to make your the right decision. Just go with your heart. Go with where you're most attracted to. Go with what you want the most. Okay. The energy got you.
Okay, sleeping energy. You have this four of wands and this is like a happy home. It's also a very guarded home, but uh you know it's also it's also it's welcoming in a way. It's but it's kind of like there's a gate right there and and a little in and you know a little kind of above in front of it but it's so they are celebrating. So it looks like
some celebration going on in the recent past. Um some happy times and some protection. Okay, you got that for you. And then sleeping energy, we have this queen of wands. So, you got this, this is probably you with the little black cat right there. Um, and holding the sunflower, this fiery, passionate woman. Um, really master of her emotions. Um,
but can be very emotional at the same time sometimes. Okay. There's a lot of passionate there. Hi, what's up? Pi. Yeah. And I'll probably I'll after the readings, I will start I'll start the panel. If you if you'd like to um to co-host, that'd be wonderful. So, uh Queen of Wands, you got the little cat cat the little cat's guarding. I love the little black cat right there. It's
It's like no one no one no one no one no one's going to no one's going to cross this queen, right? Little black panther with her. And energy I have for you Knight of Cups. Is this a love offer coming in? I just mentioned the Knight of Cups. Now we have another Knight coming in. uh you know, he may be a little bit more
um immature with his emotions, but he's still maybe a drinker, but um he's uh he's romantic and he's coming with a a cup of love offer. Okay. So, you enjoyed that sleeping energy? You're thinking of the black cat just seconds before the card. Yeah. So, these are little these are little um
confirmations, you know, that we get. And so, but I definitely sense that that that uh that Queen of Wands um fiery energy with you, right? Okay. So, black cat and how about this one? Lenor, can I come over here? Is this my little black panther? Yes.
Hi, Lenor. Do you want to say hi to the chat real quick? Here, Lenor. Where's Lenor saying hello? You have a black cat and her name is Waverly. A this is Lenor. Yeah, Pi is Pi is famous.
Okay, I will post my my link. Hold on. I'll post the link. You're welcome, sleeping energy. I hope you like that. If it resonated, I'll post the link. But this is for for pi. um just for the moment so we could have
a chat and then we'll open up to everybody
or unless you know I think we have nice people in here right now so you're welcome to to join everyone's welcome to join okay Lenor Lenor is in the the um Lenor yeah like like LA noir right there's also it's Lenor from Edgar Alan Poe um the Raven and and he has he has Lenor calling out for Lenor. That's where I
got inspired at. Like my hair is not fixed. I just got out of the shower. Um I have my lights on here. Let me You can see my light on. Turn this one off.
Trying to get some cool lighting in here. there look a little bit cool. The entire reading resonated into the garden home vibes. Okay, good. Oh, 30 minutes. Okay, fine. Yeah. And so if anyone wants to come up before Pi, um I'll I'll I'll chat with you. Hey, Beta, what's up? How are you up? Bea, you can hop on the
panel if you want. Bea Hi's Kai will be here in 30 minutes. But uh I love you and uh thank you for the other night. Hello, Teresa. How are you? Hi. Hi.
You're here. Okay, good. Okay. Um, yeah. How are you doing? Did you like your reading? Yeah, I did. It was nice. I didn't know what I was doing here. I blinked. Is everybody seeing me or is it just you? Everyone can see you if you don't mind. Yeah. You don't like that? I can turn off the camera or I'll make it smaller if you Okay, hold on. Hold on. want.
Okay, I'll do I'll Okay, I'll do smaller layout and then I'll just put you on. Okay. Um, take off your camera. Hold on one second. Um, you have to turn off your own camera. There's a little icon with your camera on it. You just have to push the camera button. It should be at the bottom of the screen. It says cam. And then you just push that and you'll go off camera.
Here you go. Uh oh. Yeah. Um, I'm I'm sorry guys. I didn't mean people that don't want to be on the camera um to uh to be on the camera, you have to um it should say microphone and camera settings when you come in and then you can um turn off the camera and if you don't want to be on the show and so I'm I apologize Teresa, but thank you. You're beautiful, you know. But yeah, I
understand we have people that don't want to be on on cam and stuff like that. So, okay. Yeah, you can come back, Teresa. I'm sorry. Um just push the push the camera button and make sure the camera's off. I think you just ended the or exited the stream. Yeah. How are you beta? Good to see you. And yeah, thank you for having me on the other night on
your panel and you're always so kind and and sweet and complimentary. Yeah, Teresa is beautiful. But uh yeah, here we go. Teresa. Yeah, perfect. Oh, hold on. Tesa, make sure your camera is um turned off if you don't want to be on um camera. I um I see you. I see you. Maybe. But okay, we'll try. shut the
whole thing off here. Okay, got it. Now I'm off. Okay, good. Yeah, perfect. Okay. Okay, because I'm I'm in bed. Yeah, I understand. It's time. Yeah, I'm lounging. Yeah, thank you. But yeah, wonderful to talk to you um in person or in Yeah. over the over the internet and phone, you know,
and wonderful doing a reading for you. And I will do it. I will pull um another card from a soul truth deck for you if you'd like. Okay. I'll pull one more card. All right. Okay. This out. Well, this is a different kind of this is an oracle card. And so this is like
this this will be a question to ask yourself. And I'm just real quick, but then I'll I'll do this I'll do your reading real quick. Okay. So, for Teresa, hello beta. Hi. I'm listening. I'm listening to Teresa's greeting. Okay, Teresa, take this card and I'll put myself on solo real quick. Solo. Okay. Okay.
Teresa, you got this card. This card says, "Am I willing?" Okay. And it says, "You are on the edge of something great. Can you feel it? Yes, there is risk, uncertainty, and imperfections ahead. Failure is certain, and vulnerability is a requirement. You must have to trust yourself more uh than ever before. You will reach the dream, but you must stretch yourself into a whole new level
of belief and and a willingness in order to move forward with courage. So today's soul action says to be brave, follow your heart's compass, and lift the lid on your own dreams. Today's mantra is it's possible. Okay. Okay. Okay. There you go. I hope you like that.
That's deep. It's really deep. Yeah. And so I think that's that's a perfect um thing to the question to meditate on and hopefully it resonated and it's something that you've been thinking about. So Oh yeah. Yeah. Okay. Hi. Hello. Say hi to What's your name?
Hi. It's Peta, but everyone says it's easier. I'm sorry. And I said that I the same I've been saying it wrong the whole time. I'm sorry. Okay. No, everyone does that. Everyone I even do it myself. I'm like beta. I mean it's the same to me at this point.
But yeah. Did you like Sykes reading? Yes. It was nice. It's leaves me open to a few things or been contemplating. Good. Well, that's that's what I love to hear. It's like I love to hear that because it's not telling you this is what this is will happen or this whatever whatever it's about you asking yourself the questions and confirmations
for you and and that's why when I say when it resonates it like um sound like what you've been thinking of right yes it it resonates with yes wonderful opening that can of worms is something I just don't know if I'm ready for yet well I would say it's always better to like take the leap of faith because on
this earth, you know, we have the opportunity to take the leap of faith. We have um I feel like you have the resources and the everything you need. I think it's all about the confidence. I'm just sensing I'm saying it's like it's like don't don't um doubt yourself and uh and just be confident in yourself and go after your dream. Right.
Right. It's just the stuff is going to get stirred when I do, you know? That's just I just don't like conflict, right? Conflict. That's that conflict will come when you're being revolutionary and when you're when you're doing new things and when maybe like when you're not uh when other people have conflicting interests and things like
that, but just uh be brave and know you can do it. Okay. I really feel that for you. Okay. Good. I know I can. Good. It's gonna be funny though. Okay. Thank you. Sometimes I want to do something or a lot of times but I get overwhelmed because I overthink it, you know, right?
Sometimes you just you just do it. I know you know. Yeah. And then I'm the same. I have I feel I'm not diagnosed or anything, but I feel like I have ADHD. As I'm getting older, I'm like there must be something wrong with my brain because I want to do a lot of things and then I'm like I'm going to do that and then I'll be like no, I want to do this. I'll change my
mind all the time. That reminds me, beta of this energy which I pulled earlier. This this um this is like the eight of cups and there's because there's so many options. There's so many things you want to do, right? And it's like you have to pick the pick the cup. It can be confusing and it can be overwhelming because there's so many possibilities and so many wonderful things out there.
But I think, you know, focus on what makes you happiest and what really your heart is attracted to and then you really can't go wrong. Right. Right. Right. Right. Right. And I'm like time is like short. We just, you know, I mean, we just got to
do it cuz they fly by like that. just like my guest last night um D Oceans was on and she talks about how she would just say oh because she's you know she's like she said she's very you know like very uh she's very youthful at heart and very young but she's like she's like I I would say I'm too old to
to be a streamer. I'm too old to to be on YouTube to to have a show. I'm a I won't be able to do it. no one will like like all these just negative thoughts and it took her a while to to do it and now she she like has met her soul tribe and she's met all these like wonderful people and supporters and is and she's doing a really great job of it and also
I had I was the same way I to start streaming I wasn't even able to talk in a chat when I first like found chats I was like too shy to talk into the chats and then eventually I started chatting and then I started chatting more and then I started um be a moderator and then I started um doing open panels and
then I started my channel and um would just do like little short videos. I only had like three videos that I did and stuff like that at the beginning and then eventually I cannot imagine you ever being shy sight. I can never imagine you being like shy at all. You seem like so confident and
yeah you're you're good with everybody. Jamie, I'm sorry about your mom. I'm I'm hoping and I'm praying that everything is going to be okay and um yeah, just stay positive. I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sorry to hear that, Jamie. And I hope everything's okay. And we're going to say let's say prayer for Jamie's mom
and uh yeah, Jamie's awesome person. And you were saying Teresa and Psych. How did you guys meet? Yeah. On what the site? I just popped in his his um YouTube. Yes. Oh really? Cool. Well, you know what? You you guys both both got really lucky cuz he's like a really really good person and you seem
like a really sweet person. You're going to love him and he's funny, too. I just something I just stumbled on. So, I thought, well, confirmation. I need to be here. Yep. And I believe I believe things that I believe in I believe that in that I love when people just find this dream like because you know there's a lot of people here that I I I just know for a while and but it's always great when like new new wonderful people come here
and also great that you came on the panel when the panel was I'm trying to keep the panel like a little bit calmer and yeah so I want I'm glad that I got to give you your full reading and uh I actually punched a button and I didn't know what I was doing but it's good. Well, it was meant to be. It was meant to be. Right. Right.
You're saying be like how confident I am. Like I really um I have a lot of social anxiety. I am very shy like in in like my public life. This is like um I'm an introverted person, but I uh I'm confident in in front of the camera like well now I am especially I was I was very shy at first when I started this.
Um, but uh it's like and now I've just gotten confident because I just get good feedback and now I'm used more used to talking to people. But this is basically my my uh my more my social life now. I don't have much of a social life outside of outside of the show, but I'm happy I'm happy with that. I've just had a lot of problems with people in real life. And so,
see, that's been kind of like I'm the opposite in real life. I'm like not self-conscious at all. I'll be out like whatever. I I'm always been like this like since I was young I would run away from the camera and I came up you know I came up especially when I drink I get crazy whatever but um I'm I think
I'm shy like definitely camera shy I mean like as family parties I'm the one that's always like I'll take the picture cuz I don't even want to be in the pictures like no no no there's not that many pictures of you I'm like they're pushing me in there but yeah and you know you and pie you guys like motivate me So, you know, I'm gonna try to count.
I guess I got to have my hair done and everything, you know, being seen in public. And I was ready for bed. Oh my gosh, I'm in bed. That's it. Sometimes you just want to be comfortable, you know, and a lot lately, though. Yeah. Yeah. People get mad at me. They're like, "Oh, you know, you you never came up on your panel. You have a bunch of
people with It's like, so what? We're we're communicating and socializing. You want to come up, come up, be comfortable. Even better. If you don't want to, it's fine, you know. Yeah. Yeah. It's just perception, you know. Then we can we can kind of evaluate other people's perception. It just kind of it just leaves doors open that all the possibilities that of why people
might do things the way they are or whatever. And just I don't know. I just I kind of closed off. I've become the invert, you know? I'm just closed off from people. Yeah. I'm I'm I'm more of a hermit kind of like you know my my life path is nine and nine is like the hermit tarot card and so I'm comfortable with drawing withdrawing and it's like that gives me energy and things like that but then I
do get to a point where I get kind of bored and then I like and then I like can kind of like go a little crazy when I go back out and I go I like to I like to party a little bit but then I take long periods of not not partying and stuff and so Right. Yes, that's kind of what I'm to
do right now. But I'm I'm happy at home alone with my babies, my, you know, Wely and Bonnie and several of them. You have cats or dogs? We got cats. Oh, awesome. More cats. We have a lot of cat lovers on like I just noticed we have so many
cat lovers. I have eight cats. I'm Teresa and uh Good. Good. I've got five little boxes today. Yeah, I love them. VA has some beautiful cats. VA has beautiful cats. Beta's channel is actually called Beat's Kitties. And uh yeah, the funny thing is people are
like, "Why are they called kitties when they're cats?" you know, cuz they got I created my channel in 2019 and like you I I just started doing streams like 3 months ago, but I would just be in the chats and I would take panels once in a while and now it's like 2025. My cats are almost six and they're like, why is it kitties? It's like, well, what do you
want me to do? Change my whole channel name? It was based on my kitties. Kitties tuxedoes. My son, my son's daughter, our girlfriend brought a a cat in here and I didn't know her name because she has one eye. She's she's lost one of her eyes, but I've been calling her Bitty Kitty. She don't have a name, but by Kitty. Oh my good.
Oh, that's so sweet. Acclimated well. Yeah, she's acclimated. Well, she was scared at first, but yeah, her name is Bitty Kitty. I didn't have a name for it, but it's funny. I run across here. Hi, baby. This one is a boy. Well, both of them are boys.
And then I have two boys. This one is Muhammad Ali. Like Mama Ali, like you know, he's a little He's got a long mustache. Yeah. over here. Just leave it.
And then you have to rotate if you you know it's Yeah. another time. Yes. Yes. Yeah. Mine are asleep right now. Few hours they're gonna be up like little rampages to run into the house. Is that magic or tricks? Oh, it's tricks. Okay. I always get magic tricks and stuff. My body. My body. Where's my baby?
And Rudy's Rudy's sitting over here, too. Like I have a new cat, um, Teresa, and his name is Rudy, and he's like a he's 15 or 16 years old. And, uh, he moved in a few weeks ago, and he was hiding under the bed for the first couple weeks, and now he's like now he's like cuddling with me and and gets up on the couch and sits with me and like when I sleep and stuff. So, he's and the cats
get along with him well. And beta, you know about Tux? Like what happened? Um, Tux. No, my cat he's well Tux is my tuxedo cat. He's like he was a black cat with with the white on him on his chest and um he like he doesn't get along with Lenor and there's another cat, Marbles. And like um Marbles scares him and like he doesn't really get along with my cats,
but my neighbors have two cats and like so he was like starting to like go to my neighbor's house and stuff like that. And then so it was her birthday today and so she asked her boyfriend. She's like all I want for she has two cats. She has like a cat named Lola and a cat named Peanut. And so she would and she'd always be like not wanting to really bring my cats inside because she didn't
she was like, "Oh, um he she didn't he was not vaccinated." But so for for her birthday, she asked he can be vaccinated so she can bring him inside and like and have him stay there and and he gets along with their dog. I can show you this picture of him with their dog. Um, well, I can't show it to you now because it's on this
phone, but he's like adopted your neighbor and you got the best of both worlds. So, you know, And they have a golden retriever and Yeah. then he cuddles with the golden retriever. Like, so he likes dogs. He's like more of a dog person. Tuxedo cats are black cats and tuxedo cats have a lot of dogike qualities.
They're like they're kind of like more like I heard they have 30% dog like qualities like 30 more% than regular cast. Like mine will greet me at the door. They're like guard dogs. When I go to bed they follow me there. Like that's why they're always here. These two tuxedo babies. Someone just I don't know.
Someone just beta and their name was I have a crush on beta but they couldn't bring them. Someone has a crush on you beta. Secret admire. Well, last night somebody came on my and they said I said it said said I miss you and that they were being a little bit provocative in their backstage video. I
think it was just meant for me to see Nick Johnson. I don't know skateboarder guy that with the nice abs. Oh yeah. Yeah, you would like him. He's he's cute. Okay. He's got like blonde hair and blue eyes and
like a sixpack and he's like, you know, I think Yeah, he's he's like Nick. He was on your panel last night. He was he was doing you card readings. His own version of card readings. He's a goof. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Yeah. Oh yeah. And he he lifted up his his abs and he it said it said a pyana on a and then it said gymnick later in the show. He put
stickers on his shout outs for the ladies on his chest. I was like, "Where's my I was like, "Where's my uh where's my stickers?" And he's like, "Oh, I don't have enough." So, but that's that's fine. I understand. But yeah, he was like he's a he's a cool cool guy. Yeah. Nick Nick Johnson. Yeah. He's awesome. And then but yesterday, Gina, we had this guy.
He's like um he's like from Denmark and he's like a b professional basketball player in Denmark. The guy with the watch. You saw him, remember? Oh, yeah. Denmark. Andy. Yeah. Yeah. And uh and uh and then I asked Pi, I was like, "Pi, tell him to take off his shirt." And then she's like, she's like, "Um, Psych Psyche asked for you to take off his shirt." He's like, "What?" And he's like, "I'll just do it for you,
Pie." And she's like, "And so it's like our segment called feed the fag." He was um he was wild yesterday from I saw him on another panel and I don't know if you want me to say what he did, but you know, he was doing some snow. Oh yeah. And then and then he was here. So I was
like, "Oh my god, this guy is like high as a kite, you know, and I was like kind of just watching and doing my stuff cuz I kind of multitask as I'm doing other stuff while I'm listening to you and writing in the chat." But um yeah, who is that backstage? Let me see. Oh, it's Chris.
We have a private Chris. Yeah, it's not Chris. are bugging. Chris doesn't talk like that. Chris Hall, he was on her. I was on early. Yeah. Yeah. Teresa, sometimes I do have like a little bit of a wild panel sometimes. You You came on at the right time where it's it's a little bit maybe on the weekend if you ever like um
have like a little bit of wine, you you know, you can kind of you know, tolerate it. But if you're just relaxing and trying to go to bed, it's like what the hell is and I've been there when I'm just like I'm watching a panel and it's chaotic. I can just imagine mine get really bad. I'm actually not doing it for a whole
month. It's like I'm No, I'm not one month. One week. One week at least. I think till next weekend. I need a break. Yeah. I'm in the video. It's too late. Yeah. Well, beta unfortunately um get some porn
bombers and it's like and like I do um sometimes too and it's like like I said I said to um deceans last night I was like that's like someone it's like someone take coming into your house and like taking a crap on your floor. It's like just like so rude, you know? It's like these people they what they'll they'll do is they'll come on a different name with a fake picture up and then you'll you'll let them on
the panel and then they'll show nudity and things like that and like I got flashed a couple times by the same person. This is to be honest like I mean I thought I was good. I thought I was on top of it but the last time I kind of it's like being too nice and I knew it. I knew because Aldi has done this to me. You know Aldi
1K, right? He's going around doing this to everyone because he wants people to be on Kick and Rumble and then he's just like he'll do it. But I had him backstage and he has his hands up the whole time and he's like, "No, I'm good." And people want him there because he's funny. He's entertaining and I don't know what happened. One second I
wasn't looking. He freaking went for it. Yep. Born bomb with his own wee wee. Yeah. And I Yeah, I saw that. Let me see. We do have a I think it is Chris, but let's hopefully I think Chris wants to say hi. Oh, say hi. Oh, it's late for Chris to be up. Hi, Chris.
How are you? Yeah, it is Chris. Oh, this is Chris. Call um Teresa. He's a sweetheart. Yeah, we all are, I think. Yeah. Well, yeah, we had some not sweet people on the panel, but yeah, I think he just wants to give a kiss good night.
And uh thank you, Chris. It's good seeing you, Chris. Get some rest. You good? It has sweet dreams. Good. We love you, too. Chris, yes. Your friend friend of the show.
Chris never misbehaved. We we did have no we we have Noel um who is al also a sweet person 90% of the time but like pulled up her sweat flash twice the other night. God told Pi I believe I told her way back. I
said Noel is really you know innocent but you I don't know what happens to her sometimes. She I don't know if she's dream she's done that a couple times. Not not on my panel. thankfully. But yeah, I I think it might have been first actually. It was shock. It was completely
shocking. But uh um yeah, I think she's she's she's taking a 30-day timeout for my channel. Maybe maybe she'll behave next time, but I'm going to be more careful. She's on probation. Yeah. Some people wonder if she's really trolling or she's serious. They don't get her. I still can't figure out if
she's really trolling us or she's like literally, you know, just like I don't know. Hi, baby. Oh my god, that's a beautiful baby. Is that like a little main in it? There's my sister Bonnie. She's like Bonnie Boo.
Oh my god, that looks like my Mickey a little bit. Hi, beautiful. A look at the little Oreo page. He's sleeping. I love your cat. You're beautiful, too, Teresa. Thank you. Beautiful hair. You're beautiful. Thank you. Thank you. Here's Watson. If I can get him. He's in
a He's in a kitty window. I don't if you can see him or not. There we go. There's Watson. He's You have two. There's There's three sleeping. Cool. tuxedos so far, right? And here's Darren. He's my boy. Where's Darren? I saw one with a different tail. You're Darren.
Oh, there you are. Look at this one. A, he's so cute. A Yeah, it's about time to settle on him. Oh, here's baby kitty for showing us your beautiful cats. They're so adorable and really cool, too. That looks like That looks like tricks a little bit.
Yeah. Yeah. adult pricks. We did it on mustache. Yeah, she just she makes you smile when you look at her even though she's got the one eye. Yeah, she's a little handicap girl. But yeah, I told her she's not leaving. I love it. Makes me so happy.
Yeah. Okay, I had to get out of bed to show it. So, thank you. I love you, baby. And Psych Psych always shows off his kitties, too. Have you seen Lunar? She was the black one I showed earlier.
Yeah, she looks like Egyptian beauty. Like she's so beautiful. She's around. And then she's she's my roommate. This one is This one is tricks. Do they all come to sleep with you, Teresa, or they kind of select like couple of them and then they're they've got their own times. Like right
now, Lucy's probably in bed with Wayne. I'm surprised Baby Kitty wasn't back there. Oh, I feel so Darren. But they've they've got their own spots. I've got a basket in front of on top of an antique trunk. Watson likes to stick in there or sleep in there, but I got a couple beds in here in my bedroom that are do whatever they want. Yeah.
Yeah, they pretty much do. Yeah. Yeah. They most say Darren with me and Waverly. Is there one? So Darren is like the the main one. That's like that's mine. Like the the alpha one you would would you call it? Yeah. I am I am Darren. I'm strictly Darren's. Yeah.
that yeah Muhammad Ali is my Muhammad Ali is so territorial that if I'm even petting Mickey he will just come and like stare and give me the evil eye and then when I'm just ignoring him he'll get grumpy and be like and he'll go in the room and just kind of you know li now Bonnie and walk soon they're going
to reach out and grab you and just you know you're going to stop or else I'll pull them off the counter or whatever they're on but but yeah they pretty have their own. I always say my kids are like a bad kid in church when they get busy. They're everywhere. I hope you feel better. Dia Dia's in the chat. He feel Well, just give a like and say hello. Hello, Dia. We love you. Hope
you feel better. Yeah, I'm uh today I um I I slept a lot. I I slept a lot and I woke up at like probably 6:30 p.m. tonight, but I had the craziest dream. Oh, I'll see if I can remember the dream at all. The dream was and it had cats in the dream, too. Okay. Well, I went to Pal went to Palm
Springs. I was in Palm Springs and it was like our house in Palm Springs, but it was like since we're not not there like a lot. So, um, the there was other people like there and then I there was like a cat there and then I then there was all these like kittens and stuff like that and and then I talked to this girl and I was like I need to drive back to Los Angeles and I need to borrow her
car and she had like this like super powered like it was like a Corvette or some kind of crazy like some kind of crazy car and then I was like but then I was like driving and I could not control the car but the car was kind of driving itself. And then I ended up like driving back. I was like, I have to drive back. I can't drive all the way to LA. I have to drive
back. And then I but then I got lost. I end up at this weird swamp place where there are like these animals and this like I think they were like warthogs or something. And then um and I saw this little house up in the distance. It looked like a little shack house. And I like walked up to the shack house and it was actually like when I came around the corner it was like this big like mansion inside of it. It was like this mansion. It was like almost like Beauty and the Beast where it was like and then there
was these two guys there and there was like they're like Asian but then they turn into like Will Frell and I don't know he's in a movie where he's like ice skating or something like that or he's a figure skater but it was like Will Frell and like some other like Orin Wilson or some some like other celebrity. They turned into them and uh that's all I can remember. But that was a pretty weird dream, right? Okay.
That was really weird. I it's it's like it makes sense when you're having it, but then when you try to explain it, it makes no sense at all. Hi Pi. Hi Pi. This is my my my co-host, Pi. Hi every
Hi. I got my magnifier. Is that Strawberry Blonde? Yeah, kind of. I got my magnifier out so I can see what you look like. Yeah. Yeah. It's a It's a beautiful pie. There you go. That uh
these this gang of girls wanted to beat me up and I didn't want to fight them because they fought dirty. Like they pull out of fers and stuff. So I ran away chased me like down to the sewers and I Wait, was this a dream? Never a gang. a girl fight me.
I didn't want to fight them because they fought dirty. Like they're the type that like your eyes and clips your fingers like permanent damage. Like they fight they fall dirty. So I didn't want to fight them. So I kept running and running and like they followed me down to the sewers and then I woke up. Oh, good. Good. I you know you got me
really good. I thought she was that was for real. I I was like, "Oh my god, Kai, I will be there at this."
That's exactly. You know what they say when you have like a dream like that? I'm sorry. Psych. When you have an anxiety dream like that and it ends well, like somehow you're kind of um saved or you wake up, it's like you've conquered it, you know? Yes. You heard that? Yes. Oh.
I used to have dreams of Freddy. Then like as I got older, I started beating up Freddy. I thought that was more conquering. Okay. Have you guys ever had uh dreams when you're flying or you're like on a Yes. And you're kind of like um uh sky like what do you call it? Sky
skyscraping like that kind of flying. And then have you ever done that? I had a dream where I was like flying over the ocean and that's that was like my most vivid flying dream. I was like flying over the ocean, but I also have dreams where I like I can jump up in the air and then like I can like meditate in the air for a while and stuff like that and I can like jump onto roofs and stuff like that and I can like stay in midair
for like a few minutes and stuff. It's like those are pretty cool dreams because it feels like you're flying and stuff like that. Yeah, Mary is saying you can control your dreams like you guys have lucid dreams where you're able to like have some consciousness in your dream. I I have very vivid dreams like that where I almost have some control of them. Oh wow.
Oh, the light. I have this light right here. I have this. Come on. Like a LED changing light. Yeah. Yeah. I I got a little bit of I inspired to do a little bit of color. I mean, I'll turn off my other light so it looks better. Hold on. I love light. Yeah. And I've had this forever, but
yeah, I had this forever, but it's like now I I was like, I should just use this on stream because I I see other streamers look really cool with it and stuff like that. So, it's maybe it's a little bit flashy right now, but there's other settings on it. I can That one's kind of better. See, pretty cool. design.
I like it. Well, I'll let you guys, you know, I'll be let you guys like do your thing on the panel. I'll be in the chat. It was nice seeing you, Pie. It was so nice meeting you, Teresa. Love you guys. Love you Psych. Thank you, Vita. Love you. Love you, Vita. So, this is a panel of nightly or just
periodically or The other night, I had a dream, too. whereas like I had this nice I think uh well I just got stream like a month ago and so every got the streaming art I've been like having pain I'm going to catch there she goes what's up by
my thing I'm on the I'm going to shut my camera off and see if this goes any better yeah I I try to do it I try to open. Yeah, it's free. Okay. I try to uh do open panels every night. They're fine. Yeah, it's a disco party here tonight. It's a little bit Maybe I'll find a solid color setting. This is a little bit flashy. Let me see.
I don't I forgot how how to like to click it the right way. But yeah, I like the purple a lot. Did I hold it down or something? I I have to figure out how to how to work it right. I'm a bit away from a little bit. Yeah, I hope it looks cool. But yeah, I love doing these. Uh, hey Rocky, how are you?
Oh, um, we have Rock um, Rocky in the chat. Divine Light, beautiful to see you. Wonderful to see you. We have new people coming in. Um, we have a having a good panel tonight. A really um, really nice, peaceful panel. And I'm, you know, I'm having another sober night tonight. Like I'm I'm think I'm just gonna be drinking on the
weekend. I mean try to do more sober stream because even we're saying by even Oh sorry. By the end of the class, I'm gonna celebrate with a drink. Yeah. And uh but last night was like one of the more like wild shows and it was
like and I wasn't even drinking last night and so it's like and we had people guys taking off their shirts and professing their love and it was pretty hilarious. You can you can see the last last night's show time stamp where he he shows his Pyana stickers on himself. Here's Magic. Magic is coming to say hello. Hi baby.
Hi Magic. Say hi Magic. A a baby for looks like a day. Babies. Hi babies. Kitty. Yeah. All the cats are coming around and I like I said, pie. Um, Trixs has moved
in with my neighbors like and and they got they like they got him like they she said for her birthday she wanted to get um she asked her boyfriend to get him him vaccinated and stuff so she could bring him in with her her other cats and so she uh she got um she got his shots and he is um he's living with her golden
retriever now. So, and and he's inside the house and so he fights with Lenor and stuff and so Pumper Nickel. I like it. But Oh, yeah. Jamie's Pumper Nickel. Yeah. Cute nickname.
Everyone's Everyone's a big uh it's a big love fest in my chat right now. So, that's how I like it. I like it. I like everyone getting along and like people like knowing each other, meeting each other, and everyone being friendly cuz last night in the chat there was some like unfriendly things being said and like or like things that just like were not appropriate for my show. And so I think
S is in a little bit of trouble right now. So yeah, I used to think Sig was always joking. Now I'm not so sure if he's joking. No. Well, he was way too drunk last night and like um where I think, you know, and then it's like just like saying ridiculous things and stuff like that and like almost like trolling the show. He came on the panel. He's like,
"Oh, can you hear me? I is is my left microphone working? Is my or the He's like, "No, you sound fine." Then he just kept going on and on about it. And then he said some some inappropriate things like I don't know. So, I just yelled at him in the chat. But I I don't I want to keep it keep it keep it light and happy and uh and fun and and like save everybody. Yeah.
Yeah. I think that's what we have to watch out for because they get a rise off of making host screen lo I try to I try to stay laidback and I want to keep my energy good but I also I'm very sensitive to energy and I'm very like it's part of like my even on my um in the birthday book where it goes
for my birthday it's like I'm like the it says I am very sensitive to to outside energies and to people and I feel it very strongly and stuff like that and so I feel all that. But it's like I tried to maintain um a good equilibrium and not lose my pool anymore, deal with it better. I've had some troll training just from from being a mod and other chats that are heavily
heavily trolled and stuff like that. And uh so I'm hopefully I'll get better at it, but yeah, I can't always and I try to keep it like a fun, you know, have people can be different and have different opinions and like in debate and stuff like that. I just don't like people being mean and people make like chasing. I had this lady come in
yesterday on the panel and then she I think she got she was there for a reading and then she was like this nice lady and then she like got scared off real quickly like and she just like left like the panel like real quickly because there was people like arguing. Um so so so go ahead.
Like last night you said angels demons don't have free will. How then was morning star able to rebel? It's because it's because he it's because um he wanted it. It was like he had a desire outside of like the God's desire. That was his pride. Like he wanted to be because he was God's covering cherub, right? Like Lucifer was
Ezekiel. He was God's covering cherub. He was the leader of the choir of angels and he um was God's favorite angel and he was a beautiful angel. But he wanted to um be like God. And isn't that true? Like we as human beings can also want to be God or like God sometimes. And we also have this pride that we we like I'm like God like you know I think that's a
dangerous place to go into but God said okay you have this desire. It's like I love you so much I'll grant you your desire. And so and but uh whether you know and I think but de I think demons have this kind of free will as well but they have more of a will toward evil. Human beings have this almost a will towards can we we can
choose we can choose to go either way. We can choose the higher higher way or we can choose like the the lower way. Right. And so that's just my opinion on it. Yeah. I had a really nice day. I hope everyone had a nice day. Hello from Tel Aviv, Israel. Hello from Israel. Um, we're worldwide in the chat. We have a awesome panel going on.
It's awesome. Teresa and and my beautiful P are here. So, I'm happy. Yeah, I had a happy day. Hope you had a good day. Susan had a nice day. Everyone, the cats are the cats seem all happy and uh I have my new light going and uh have my nice glass of milk for the night. So everything's
good. Yeah, I had Oreos. I just snuck it in before I got on. Yeah, I'm a big fan of Lisa Jordana. Um Theres, I don't know if you've heard of her, but she always um she always goes to restaurants like whatever restaurant she goes to, she asks for chocolate milk or hot chocolate and she like that's her
her like favorite favorite drink. Yeah. Yeah.
You know, I used to like I used to like Ovaltine. My mom used to like heat up like some Ovaltine, like hot ovaltine, and that that was always really good. That was really the ovaltine. I think Christmas story. The Christmas story. The Christmas Story. Drink more ovine. That's a Oh, yeah. That's a That's a great movie. He did the decoder ring. I
don't know if he won that from the Oval thing. He gets his Dakota ring and yeah, that's a great movie. Christmas story. Great any time of the year. Yeah. So, if anyone else is welcome on panel um Rooric um tarot that who's what's I have not heard of that tarot that I will look into that kind of
sounds like Nicholas Rooric. I think it might be different but um that sounds interesting. I I have I have probably 50 tarot decks and uh so I'm always the um new tarot decks and I love I love how many tarot decks are available now because that there's like a golden girls tarot deck that's really cool like really there's a cat tarot there's all
different kinds of tarot for any kind of um whatever people are interested in and just like I would say like it's good to go with the writer weight to to learn because it has full the traditional symbolism and it's a great deck to learn on but I would Okay. Um, after you learn, go with whatever deck appeals to you the most and then, you know, you'll have more fun doing that. What's up,
Clumsy? We have Clumsy in the chat tonight. Always wonderful to see Clumsy. I love Walker's making like they're really, really pretty. Really? Hell is that? Oh, Hell Walker. Yeah, Hell Walker is making an amazing deck. Um he does he does digital art and
stuff like that and I think he he designs on a tablet and might mix I'm not sure if he mixes with AI at all but um it's really um really cool deck. It's very fiery deck I would say has a lot of it's very hell hellscape um um style but really cool
of the cards like of the cards are really nice. And then Mary says she's got the something called the talking tarot deck. It's so beautiful. I have to look at the talking tarot. That sounds interesting. That would be interesting. Are you into um are you into tarot at
all, Teresa? Or is this one of your first readings or or how's your history? I've kind of play messed with the tarot cards some. Um I'm still learning about them. Um but I got a question. I give a tarot deck our tarot deck to a friend of mine that I used. Is that bad luck?
No, I hear that's good. I hear to be gifted a tarot deck is even when I mean it's it's if you gift a tarot deck that's supposed to be like a good luck tarot even if it's one you use you know there like a clumsy um I I won a tarot deck on clumsy show and she um she when she sent it she um she put lavender inside of the box and stuff and she so she was like and so that's a little nice
touch for for cleansing and everything and so and uh because you know we do we do and especially when we use tarot for other people or we do other people's readings, you know, they can get a lot of energies in them. It's always good to like, you know, white sage or your decks and things like that or, you know, give them or put them or put them back in order and then uh and
then mix them up again and stuff like that and or just even your intention and stuff like that. But it's like, you know, I'm sure if it's a gift in love, then it's only going to bring good things, right? But it is traditionally say they say it's um it's one of those tarot in the folklore of tarot like to a And then yeah, yeah, clearly did a
little extra when you can't always good, but it's you get gifted a deck, then it's like, you know, that that's considered a good luck in tarot usually. And so nice. How are you, P? Are you Can you give them any deck or like if
they have one on their wish list and you get them one they already picked out, does that still count? I think that I think it's good. Yeah, it works. I think it works the same way. But it's like, you know, like it is like when people are starting in tarot, I do say like um learning the writer deck because the writer deck is just full of the symbolism and the
traditional meetings. And uh yeah, Clum's having a giveaway this weekend in the uh I would say member on Clumsy's channel. I think she does these these members giveaways and they're just she does little game games and stuff like that. And uh and I I I have fortunately won one one of the games. It's one of my favorite decks called the the Guardians of the Night Tarot deck. And it's full
of really interesting animal symbolism. But I love also like um no matter what deck, it's like I like um looking at um the author of the deck's book and how they interpret their symbols and things like that and why and and they give kind of a story sometimes how they came to put those symbols there and that especially that the Guardians of the Night Tarot has a really nice book where
she'll talk about how she was inspired to make each card and things like that. It's always good but it's like you know get a get a writer deck if you're just starting tarot. I recommend write or wait and then um go do a card a day or just or do three cards a day and really meditate on on the meanings and stuff. Yeah, she's so she's doing a trivia
night. That's going to be great. Yeah, I hope the show go ahead. I have to find her. Oh, yeah. Um yeah, can we can I mod post Clumsy's channel in the um in the chat because Okay, so Clumsy has these um she does pretty pretty late night um streams and starts out with music and everyone
gets in the mood and and we all are chat chatting in the chat and then then she comes up and she does really cool readings. Hey, the cats are biting. No, no, Magic and Tricks have been wrestling a lot lately, but Oh, yeah. So, like at first it was magic biting Trix Trix's neck and now it's been magic jumping on top of or now it's been tricks jumping on top of magic like and so it's like
they're fighting for dominance and everything right now. And there I don't know if you can see up the my light but yeah you you behave guys don't be a vampire on each other. They also cuddle in the cuddles with me. They're very sweet cats and they're and they're very own body cats. They're they're they're always here um inside
the house. And Lenor is always here. Rudy's always here. And then the other cats are kind of indooroutdoor cats, but these four are like they're also like the more most cuddly cats that like to like sit and cuddle. Oh yeah, there's Clubsy's channel. Everyone, you can um you can subscribe. Thank you, Pi, for posting the I don't have a pin tonight. Um but uh yeah, anyone's welcome on the
panel if you want to say hello to to Pi or Teresa tonight. Fun night. Yeah. chat's really likes Teresa and um and we're having a great night with our guest and uh yeah, so let me fix this layout again. Hold on. I'll try to make it a better layout.
Um layout. Okay, so what else? Pi, how was your day, Pi? Uh, it was all right. I was talking to some friends and I don't know. They woke up like really grumpy, so they like they ditched and I
was worried about them. But they did like talk to me after so explained. I was like, "Oh, okay. Guess something in the air tonight." Something in the air. Well, I know too. The moon the moon is like really at a beautiful state right now then but
somebody posted about I think I think uh vertag post sorry you're I don't hear you cat you're muted I don't I don't hear you
we can't hear you no okay he says is reading my lips. It's a game. We got to figure out what he's saying. It's a game. We win. We're still here. There we go. Is that better? There he is.
Can you hear me now? Yeah. My mic. Oh, I just put it up on the on the panel screen. Okay, there's Lenor. Lenor's around. But yeah, I I I pie. I I I went to bed at probably when the sun came up like that's what I've been doing lately. I've been falling like waking up at like
6:00 am then I was then it's like I was awake at 11 for like maybe a couple hours and then I fell asleep until like 6:00 p.m. And so I will be awake all night again. It's like what I do is I just listen to Howard Stern. I listen to Howard Stern all night like or these old Howard Stern episodes and they're just entertaining and I just have my eyes closed listening.
Hi Bob, how are you? Hey, Rob. Hey, Bobbert. Howard is still on. Um, but it's like I watch these cl they now they've just been posting all these classic episodes of like Eric the actor. They had this guy this guy Eric the actor. He's so funny. He he was he's like he has this thing called um Eer's Dalo syndrome
where he he where he's a he's a dwarf and then he he has like these like his hands don't really work that well but he has a big he's like the meanest he's like the meanest little character and he's like he's always like lying and stuff like that. He like was on the he they had a thing called the Stern fan network and he like went on under a character named Romeo Blues and he would
just defend Eric like as himself and he everyone knew it was him because he's the only one that would know he was defending Eric and stuff. He actually passed away like like a few years like yeah but uh he's very entertaining. If you guys want to ever check out Eric the actor on Howard Stern and then I love Howard Stern's whack packs and stuff like that. And
you ever watch Howard Stern? Um curious It's been years ago since I've watched Art of Stern, but he that was when he was live on the Yeah, he was live on the on the on the radio and then he went to serious satellite radio where he had a more uncensored show. He would have a pretty uh which is a pretty cool show, the uncensored version and stuff, but it was
pretty that's why I'm I kind of have like the more adult sense of humor here sometimes, but I I'm still not allowed to do all the nudity that he had on his show, you know? So, which is okay. Well, I can have I can have the guys take off their shirts at least and that's that's still allowed. And so, I kind of like that about our cultures like where it's acceptable for guys to take off their shirt. But
even some guys are some can't do that. Like some of their guys can't take off their shirts because uh the the program thinks it's a woman because they're kind of like thick in the test. Yeah. They have boobs. Yeah, that's always a always a hazard. But
but uh hopefully I won't get into any trouble. I don't know. But if a big big guy wants to come on, well, we can test out the algorithm. I'll just have to I might have to delete the stream afterwards depending on how it looks. But that's what I was on a show the other night and the
guy was like the guy was like, "Oh, we have a hazing program here. You have to show us your nipple and like say something or something like that." And so I did and I like and then yeah, funny guys I posted it the other night. It was a British It was a British guy and then I gave him a tarot reading and he was like
he's like I don't believe in tarot. I think it's just BS. I'm not like against it religiously. I just I think it's BS. And then I gave him a reading. He's like, "Wow, that was really really cool." And then like next thing I know, he was either hugging his wife or his mother. It was just this other lady. And she was like, "He doesn't believe in tarot." Like he and he was like all like he just seemed kind of like shook and I was like I didn't mean to bum anybody out. Like you never know what kind of reaction you get. I've had people cry um
after after readings and stuff like that. I've had sk- total skeptics will w go wow that was the best reading I ever had. And then they well like later they'll be like, "Oh, you know, um, but I don't I think it's evil. I think it's I think it's witchcraft." Blah, blah, blah. But they're like, "But that was accurate." And like, and so I I I perform for different audiences and things like that. I go to different panels that are might not necessarily
be into that kind of thing, but I like introducing people to I think tarot is a very helpful tool and it's I think it can bring be a lot bring a lot of help a lot of people bring insight but I'm not into like really people like specifically predicting things about the future. I think I think we all have control of our future in a certain way and or or at least God has control of the future and so it's like you know but
the Natalie and Bruia song the rest is still unwritten you know and so I think we always have a chance to change our fates and to basically it's about self-improvement I think and self-improvement or you can use it for yourself for introspection and and just think things or confirmations or it has to do with the subconscious a lot you know yeah
thing I really They have to help people like guide themselves through whatever wilderness that they're in. Yeah. If it's done with good intent, how can it be wrong? Right. That's what I always try to do. I always try to to when I channel or when I do tarot, I just ask for the best for
all involved, for the best results for uh and and so people will and also even sometimes people just want to want to like talk without having to go to a psychiatrist or therapist or things like that. It's just like what we were talking like the oceans was like, oh, it's kind of like, you know, like a hairdresser or a bartender in a kind of way where it's like there's somebody that understands a little bit about
human psychology that will help you talk through things and listen to you and stuff like that. And so, and Suzanne says, so maybe that's why I'm here. I needed some uh human psychology, right? I've been here 37 years, but I don't do it right now. I took a break.
That's why my show is called like well psyche you know psyche is like this it's the soul but it's also the the root word of psychology and it's the root word of like you know the psyche and there's there's some not so nice words associated with that I can start with but I think it's like it has to do with the mind and and the and the consciousness and the soul and things like that and so I think and I think
there's all this huge spiritual um undertone to to our to ourselves and to our life and like a lot of people don't even see that but I think Psychology is also related to the soul and to um us us coming to this world to work through these psychological things and improve ourselves because you know we've
all we've all gone through trauma. We've all gone through things that have been probably negative impacted our psyche. But we can all just like the wounded healer like the like the shamans are the able people able to um take their trauma and then transform it into something that can help people and can like share their story. And so I try to that's why I'm very open about all
my mist mistakes I've made in in life and all my all my all my other things and everything. I try to like just because I think it can ultimately help people and I like to be honest and help people people be honest with themselves too, you know.
Like I worry that people are going to spin it around and use it like in a way that right creates more negative. I don't know why. Well, there's a there's a book called the 48 laws of power, you know, and or also the law of art of seductions by Robert Green. And it's the most popular book in prisons because it just it's all
about manipulation. It's all about using people's psychological bias or their own or just that how the human mind is to manipulate people and that kind of thing. So I I like to I would say I recommend that book as to how to safeguard yourself or to be aware of these things, but I don't I I'm very against like manipulating people or
praying on peop people's weaknesses and that kind of thing, which is like it's a very mean-spirited thing, but that's also like how a lot of people have gotten ahead in the world. But I think there's better ways to go to get ahead in the world by helping people rather than hurting people. And I think ultimately your soul will benefit from treating people well. how you want to be treated.
Happy like they were really successful, but because of the way that they got it, all like the negative weights that they're performing all the time, they were never truly truly happy. They were always like, you know, sunken, depressed, you know, heavy, very a lot of weight to carry. It's not really worth it. You're paying for it in one way or another. So, it's not worth it. Like really,
and it's like and happy and and wealth does not always equal happiness either. And also like like a lot of like they say psychopaths like there's a lot of psychopaths in prison, right? But there's also like a lot of psychopaths that are CEOs and like are you know celebrities are very successful. But it reminds me of the story called the fisherman and the businessman. If I can
read it real quick. It's very short little parable. Okay. It goes, it goes, "One day, a fisherman was lying on a beautiful beach um with the fishing pole propped in the sand and his solitary line cast out in the sparkling blue surf. He was enjoying the warmth of the afternoon sun and the prospect of catching a fish. About that time, a businessman came walking down
the beach, trying to relieve some of the stress of his workday. He noticed the fisherman sitting on the beach and decided to find out why the fisherman was fishing instead of working harder and making a living for himself and his family. You aren't going to catch many fish that way, said the businessman to the fisherman. You should be working rather than lying on the beach. The fisherman looked at the businessman, smiled, and replied. And what will my reward be? Well, you can get a bigger
nets and catch more fish, said the businessman. And then, what will my reward be? Said the fisherman still smiling. The businessman replied, you will make money and then you'll be able to buy a boat, which will result in a larger catches of fish. And then will my reward beast? asked the fisherman again. The businessman was beginning to get a little irritated and at the fisherman's questions. You can buy a bigger boat and
then hire some people to do the work for you, he said. And then mobile reward be. The businessman was getting angry. Don't you understand? You can build a fleet of fish boats to sail all over the world and let all your employees catch fish for you. Once again, the fisherman asked, "Then what will my reward be?" The businessman was read with rage and shouted at the fisherman, "Don't you understand that you can become so rich that you'll never have to work for your
living again? You can spend all the rest of your day sitting on the beach looking at the sunset. You won't have a care in the world. The fisherman, still smiling, looked up and said, "And what do you think I'm doing right now?" He's already rich. Yeah. Your perception. Yeah. He's truly happy. the businessman is
like trying to relieve his stress from like all this all this work he has to do and all these you know all these employees to look after and all all this stuff and all this huge wealth and and then it's like and who's really happy right there it's like the fisherman is like doing what already naturally just doing what he wants to do and happy and smiling and he was always smiling and then the businessman gets angry right so
and do you want to be rich or you want to be happy yeah and I think you know and we and you know we have the possibility of doing both. But it's like, you know, just like there's criminals, the criminals that are, you know, getting mass wealth. Just like the guy last night, Pi, he was like he's like, I'm I I made all this money. I make all this money. I was making money stealing. I was doing all this and then but he was he was he's very happy.
He seemed like he was like very conflicted and like and you know wanting to change, you know, and so you always want to just uh find what makes us happy and then the best thing you can do is like find what makes you happy and then it's like then it doesn't really feel like you're working if if you can like you know just like I'm I'm doing right now it's like it makes me happy and it's like it
doesn't feel like work. It's like basically just it's like basically play for me. I think it's it's uh helping people and it's you know it's helping it's helping me and so who's in the middle I swear Psyche my hero. Yeah. Who's in the middle? This is Teresa Pico. It's our it's our friend Teresa who's come tonight. Yeah we have Pico in the chat saying hello.
Nice to meet you. Yeah it's inner gold. You know that's what the alchemy is. Alchemy is also like you know we have this inner gold and it's like we can create we can take all this darkness that happens inside of oursel and we can transform it into something beautiful right and so that that's what the real wealth is right help somebody else learn or appreciate
what they have or whatever but that's it I feel like just when you're when you're completely happy and content that's when I know I'm rich I'm I'm wealthy and I wouldn't have life any other I'm blessed That's the thing. It's like at what cost at what cost are you willing to like, you know, it's like it's like people
like for the wealth at the cost of their happiness and then it's like then it's like they've really like lost the real wealth, right? The real or that they they they change to somewhere they don't want to be sometimes, you know? Yes. overwhelmed. People like couples instead of both of
them working full-time, they'll both work part-time and then just share everything in the house together, right? It's like like like a lot of times like the man will like just be working the whole time and then like at the sacrifice of spending time with his kids and things like that. And that's like when it comes down to it, what will he be remembering when he when he's older? he will remember like the time
spent with his family and like loving circumstances or all his days at the office and that kind of thing. And so it's like you want to have a balance. It's you know it's good to it's good to work and it's good to you know and especially you know have something that you like to do and and things like that and be able to support your family and things like that but it's also I think it's most important to the kids is like
the time spent with their parents and things like that. So yeah, many don't have that these days. Yeah, even like when they're before school, a lot of them are in daycare. They're not spending that much time. Yeah. I was so blessed. I know. And then
yes, we and we have to we do have these uh we we do have to appreciate these blessings too because we we we're given so many blessings and it's like we we focus a lot on the negative sometime in life but there's so many things so much things we can do to change our lives and so many um things that we can find to make us
happy, right? And so we should be um enjoying our time on the earth. It can be can be play or it can be like a hell. We can create a hell of our life. We can create a heaven of our life, you know, but you have to find the right people like because like Pi said, there are people that are malignant or people that will try to bring you down and people that will be mean and people that are hateful and things like that and it's like and then sometimes we fall in love with these people. Sometimes we
marry these people and it's like and then it's like and it never really works out well well if they're not the right person for us. So it's I think it's like finding a person with a good heart and finding true friends is like really really valuable in this world. Yeah. Integrity. Integrity. Yeah. Keeping your integrity. Keeping your integrity too. Yeah. Yeah.
And not selling out. Love will sell out like you know especially well in the music industry for example. It's like you basically it's like the Little Mermaid where she she like gets what she wants. She gets a pair of legs and she gets to go on the on the upper land where it's more exciting. But um she also trades away her voice and and her ability to communicate and speak and and
she was a singer too, you know, and so so she lost her beautiful singing voice and stuff like that. And so it's like was that really worth it? It's like so yeah. Um people sign these contracts and then that's why they're called deals with the devil. It's because it's like they sign away basically their soul in a way cuz also your voice is your soul in a way too. And so it's like I think it's
better to be an independent independent um record artist nowadays than uh then sign your contract with these big corporations that that you're actually worth more to them dead than alive. They make more money on your albums when they're not paying you and then they can they can sell your albums. And so that that gives them an incentive to like have you like in bad situations and stuff like that and to party and stuff
like that and to encourage there's a lot of debauchery and we know all about this, right? It's like so a friend of mine was a promoter. Yeah. So he's I'm familiar with that. But yeah, the promoter and the the recording studio, they all get a pretty good percentage. So it's best to go solo. Just go, you know, invest in yourself. Yeah. And then you can also like then you can sing what you want to sing
about because when you lose your voice basically you you still have your voice to sing but it's basically they're telling you what to say just like when you get co-opted by like a larger organization like artists will too then the artist will be putting the symbols in their art that the organization wants them to just like Basquat you know Basquat he was like this independent artist and then he got swept up by these organizations and then they basically told him what to what to paint and stuff
like that and they just use his style basically to for their own agenda. And so artists too, you know, and plus now with AI, the art too is like now, you know, you can be a classically trained artist and very talented and then someone can put your style in in the algorithm and then it's like people can just make whatever they want out of it. And so it's like it's getting kind of
dangerous, the artificial intelligence and the AI for artists and things like that, you know. Yeah. you know what's actually real, you know, back like in our days when we was growing up, everything was wasn't digital. So, it was actually the hardcore. It was their talent that made it big, you know, so they didn't have technology to help cover up their flaws in the music or whatever
that was covered up. And think about how many talented people there are too that will never like it's like they're the struggling artists like or like the the struggling the singer. It's like they will never and it's like so it's like they will never it's very rare that you're going to be this in the celebrity kind of thing. And so it's like fame is also a dangerous dangerous thing. And it's like and uh it's also
the people that are famous have much more difficult lives in certain ways because who do you trust around you when everyone's telling you that you're brilliant that you're like everything you do is perfect. They're afraid that you know the relationship will be severed if they say anything negative to you. So you basically have a lot of yesmen around you. Then your art suffers because you're not living in a genuine
world. You're living in like this facade, this fake world of of just yes people. It's good. It's good when people will tell you the truth. That's a that's a valuable thing. And when you can listen to somebody can do constructive criticism and stuff like that and when you when you can take time away from just being this famous person and like kind of like that's why a lot of people fake their deaths and things like that.
It's like so they because they they just get so tired of just being a puppet for the industry and so they they can they can go move on some island somewhere and like just like the fishermen and they can they can have peace finally and that's they're actually probably pretty much happier than they were when they were celebrity. Not necessarily fame is not necessarily a pleasant thing. Sometimes the money makes it worth it
for some people but it's like sometimes there's fame without money and then that's a real that's a real difficult thing to deal with. You know the privacy and peace is priceless. Yes. Yes. Exactly. And that's harder now. It's more rare in this world today too, right? Privacy and peace that
constantly under attack. There's there's no privacy anymore. There's people trying constantly. I know everything's out there now. Basically, it's so easy to get information and so easy. So, we need a lot more protection for people nowadays so they're not their privacy is not violated and things like that. and you know keep some things sacred you know and keep some things off limits off
limits for people especially privacy we're supposed to have private rights of privacy in United States I don't know what the right to privacy laws are in Canada but it's like in the United States there are but it's like then it's like it's constantly violated it's constantly a surveillance society they even do predictive policing where they'll predict whether you do a crime based on this algorithm you know it's all these algorithms running everything
that's the really the real beast is like this this supercomputer AI that's just getting bigger and bigger and it's like the more we can like go off-rid from this kind of thing at least if even we take breaks from it and stuff like that but we're so connected in this world we have another guest tonight how is uh speak easy okay have you heard of speak easy see it's this person's on
camera okay he looks interesting I think I know who this is yeah I've actually been here before Oh, hold on. I'll put you back. I'm sorry. I'll put you back. One second. Fingers. Double I double clicked. There we go.
How's everyone doing? It is. Hello. How are you doing? Sweater. Thank you. That's actually my own uh merch. Oh, it is. Wow. That is really cool. Appreciate it. It's fair. Yeah, it's it's my logo.
Have I met you before? You're familiar. Like been here. I've been here before. Yeah. Yeah. For that debate that we had the debate on God. I don't remember. Yeah. Yeah. We had a conversation about God. Yeah. Yeah. I was just I was just uh listening in
just now. I was listening to you talk about like the rights to privacies and everything. Um and like so what when you say right to privacy, what do you mean by that? I was that's what I wanted to ask. I was a little curious. Well, you have the right um to I think to do it in to do in your home um what you know between consenting adults,
whatever you want to do. I mean, they they've had people that are like, you know, where they used to have people where they would like um catch you in a homosexual relationship or something and they they send you to prison and stuff like that, you know, just like just like the Stazzi um the Stazzi or in East Berlin, Germany um and or even even Nazi Germany when they would um have everyone spying on each other and then all the
families would turn against each other and then they would bring people in and then they would turn in other people for for that and then they would have everyone under surveillance and things like that and that just made it a very uncomfortable way to live, right? And so I' I'd say you have the right not to be surveiled in your own home and stuff like that. I mean, well, unless you have the windows open,
right? Right. The windows open, but but yeah. Are you supposed to like zoom in on people's windows with cameras and things like that? Then you're supposed to, but technically if someone's filming from the street and they see into your window, that's your fault, right? directly to your house. That's that's
just not right. And also that is that is that if if and what what what can they see you doing in your house? You're walking around naked or something like that or or whatever they they catch you doing or you're doing drugs or something like that. And so and they and they use a high technology like telescope lens with night vision and recording and stuff like that. And so it's like is that is
that is that anything that's visible? Do all that, bro?
I think of all that. And I'm not saying it's like a good thing for people to film inside your windows. I'm not saying that. But like if we're talking legally and you're you're you said the rights to privacy, especially you said in the US, like I could if I knew your name, I can literally go look up your criminal record if you own property. Like I'm just wondering what
rights to privacy you mean, right? Cuz like if you're just saying what people like if you're just like it sounds like you're saying I have the right to do things when no one can see me. And I mean like you're just saying you don't get away with if you're in the privacy of your own home. If you're in the privacy of your own home like um you should be able to do whatever you want
if you're not hurting anybody. And it's like a lot. So like you think like if uh like say two um two brothers wanted to have a relationship and have sex in their home, should we stop that? That's their business. Are they Are they adults? Are they adults? Yeah.
Okay. So it's like, you know, that's that's two consenting adults. Yeah. So that's I mean that's considered it's considered incest, but is that is that is maybe are they are they getting married or is it like know I'm fine with two? Well Well yeah, you know the the island boys are doing that that right now. Are you going to throw them in prison? No. You know the island boys
I'd throw them in prison for a lot more than just that if I could. But that's besides the point. I'm just just to be clear, you're okay with Yeah, you're taking things to the extreme. I'm talking about the right to privacy, the right private citizen because Okay, people people can get this information, but but are they I mean,
usually it's consenting if they run a background check. Usually you consent to a background check for employment or something like that, you know? It's that's not like a private investigator going into your going illegally into government databases saying someone found out that there's two brothers that are uh living together, having sex, having a relationship. Do you think we
should step in and do anything about this? No, I think that morally morally it's morally it's very questionable, but if they're two consenting adults, then they can they can do whatever they want. You it's nobody else's business. If it's know, consenting and that's not hurting anybody else, that's between them and their hard power. It's nobody else's business. Yes. Should we go? We should go policing people's sex lives and like see their
genetics and see what exactly what percentage they're what percentage I'm okay with people's sex lives. Um so like just so we're clear you're okay much with incest and then uh what about if like uh say um you know grandpa passes
away and in this will he said it's okay to have sex with my dead body. So, little Johnny starts having sex with grandpa's dad's body. Yeah. We step in and do that. Should we step in and stop that? Little Johnny Little Johnny Little Johnny's over 18, but that's necroilia. I mean, these are these are like um
these are necroilia incest. These are these are things these are things that are morally morally abominable. But I'm going to take that if he's over 18, it's okay. No. Um, and grandpa consented to that. Well, no, but it's like but I think that's that's illegal in I don't think that can be an illegal document, you know. I don't think that would be an
illegal document. But I'm saying I'm very for I'm very for I'm a libertarian. So I'm for like like hypothetical questions that are like I know I can tell you're a libertarian and this is the problem. This is the problem with the libertarian worldview is that you're you're you're literally okay with people dead
bodies and and brothers I'm not saying personally I'm personally personally I am I'm very morally against it but I'm talking about talkinging what what are you morally against? I'm against morally against incest and I'm but you said as long as as long as they're not hurting anybody it's okay.
So why why do you have anything morally against it?
As far as who we go and our judgment time, you know, our judgment day. That's who's between that person and our hor power on judgment day. It's not your neighbors or whatever. No, it is wrong morally and ethically to screw a dead body or incest or anything like that. But if it's two
consenting adults and that's their choice, then that's their choice. But at the end of their lifetime, it is between them and their hor power, not the neighbor down the road. It's not my business. Exactly. So just to be clear, Exactly. you're morally against it, but you wouldn't make it illegal. No, it's not law. It's between Well, it
should be against the law. Screw it. It should be You can ask all your reason. No, this is I just got to show you something. What is the reason you want murder to be illegal?
Illegal? Yeah. Because will murder be illegal to as a detail except defense against morally against murder. They have capital punishment. Just wait. Is it because you're I don't want to be murder because if it was like legal are you morally against murder? me It says thou should not kill in the
Bible. I believe in that commandment. I believe in that commandment. No. Thou shalt not kill. Against murder. It's a very simple question. The answer is yes. The Bible is the law. I'm not asking you. I'm asking you you your view. I'm not asking you about the Bible. None of I didn't bring any of
that. You said you you wouldn't make murder legal. So if why is there I'm asking you why are you morally but murder murder murder is murder is legal in certain circumstances. There's capital punishment. There's self-defense and things like that. So you have the right to defend yourself. That's not murder. Murder is taking an
innocent life for no reason. I'm asking you. Listen. Okay. Have an abortion abortion. Should you be able to go to your neighbor's house and wipe out his family? Wow. No. Okay. Wait, wait, wait. Let me walk you through this. Is it because you're
morally against murder? Yes. And because also I don't want people Stop. Stop. Stop. Right. So, you're morally against murder and that's why you don't want it to be legal. But you say I don't want to be morally against dead bodies, but you don't want it to be illegal. You're trying to
I think I think I think it already is illegal. I But I think that in in Well, you don't want it to be in your if if you were king of the world, it would be, you know, you'd be perfect. I'd be really We're having a little debate. Yeah. Okay. I'll be I know he's being the devil's advocate or he's being whatever advocate.
I'm show what I'm showing you. The reason Listen, the reason I I show you these extremes is to show you the logical inconsistencies in your worldview. It's you're using logical fallacies as arguments, too. Okay. You you're using red herrings. You're using You're using Demonstrate the red herring. demonstrate the red herring.
where you can say, oh, you're using the Well like most extreme example that probably will never happen and stuff like that to right or like this argument that doesn't really qualify there. It's like has no one ever has no has no brothers ever had sex or nobody's ever had sex with a dead body? Is that what you're trying to say right now?
No, that that has happened. But okay. So then I'm not using I'm not using something. Wait, I'm not using We're talking about privacy. We're something. talking about privacy. Okay. So this is privacy. So this is like is this in their own home with only you think privacy has a threshold. That's what I'm trying to demonstrate to
you. It's like it's like freedom of speech. Does freedom of speech have a threshold? But then you can't scream fire in a crowd of Yes, it does. Yes. If you started giving everybody the directions right now online how to make a boom boom, you'd get in trouble for it. Yes, your your freedom of speech is very limited. Well, I don't know what what world you live in, but you can't shouldn't be a freedom of speech. We
should be able to say anything, but it's like as long as it's not hurting other people, putting people in danger, right? But it's not like subjective. simply saying the de simply telling someone how to make a boom boom could be for the purposes of uh uh getting rid of a dam. Uh you know it couldn't be it
doesn't various reasons just like you can use a baseball bat to like a baseball or to knock somebody on the head with it, right? And so it's like it depends on the intention with the with these objects and stuff like that. But if there's if you're using violence with it, then it's a different thing, right? And so if it's like you can talk about explosives all day because to to blow up a dam, right? But if you talk about explosives, how to like make a molotov
cocktail to throw in somebody's window and things like that. Yeah. So but dude, I think we're going off the rails. I This is not like I mean this is a good debate and I think you did make your point about it. It's exactly on point because like when you talk about the right to privacy like we you have to think about things like so for instance
uh should we should we not keep track of uh people that have a past history with some type of essay on a kid or something and they've been released. You think they shouldn't be tracked of where they're going? Well, that's they are and they're usually they're put
like your rights to privacy is very small. Analogy in your bedroom when the windows are closed. That's your right to privacy. And you if you don't there's a line there. There's a line there because when you break a crime when you have it when you private or something party that's not a discussion
like obviously if someone has a bad history you could be like oh you have a right to privacy even though you know we know you abuse it. Like that's stupid. Okay. So Okay. So at le Okay. So you're doing this on purpose. It's really rude. It's really rude. When you break a crime, when you are charged with a crime in the United
States, you give up your legal rights. So yeah, then it's up to our government to when you're in prison. When you're in prison, you don't have the right to privacy in prison, right? In prison, you're surveated. But we just demonstrated before you've done anything, you you would want to have some uh uh hold on to what people can do in
private. No, we can't convict people ahead of time. We can't convict people. It's like that's like protecting police say that. No, no, no, no. I didn't say that. Like for instance, if you find out someone's doing heroin inside of their house, are you going to you think they should be in trouble for this? No. Because I believe in you have the right to use drugs. I believe people have the
right to use drugs. You think people have their body? Is that what to use drugs? What it's I believe I believe I believe in legalization of drugs personally. So I believe and people use people do use legal drugs. I mean they have they have legal methamphetamine which is just aderall. They have legal heroin which is opiots. Okay. So people can abuse legal
the legal substances just as much as the illegal ones. I don't believe in throwing people in prison for a long time because they have a drug addiction and stuff like that. I believe in like rehabilitation and you know and or moderation but I think people should have the right to put what they want in their own bodies. Right. Right. Whether it's a whether it's a dildo or a or a drug you know it's like there
people should not have to be like public publicly embarrassed for their own their own like sex sexual preferences and things. The bedroom is private. Do you think people the police have right to bar preference first off? Right. Well, I mean I mean I was making a parallel point, but yeah. But dude, you're making
you made some interesting points. I I let you have your point of view. I we're not really trying to focus on too much. I'll let you have like a couple minutes to wrap up your your what you can have your your say. Okay. I'll give you a couple minutes to do that and then I I I do want to like just wrap up with you because we're we're having a we're having a different discussion. But uh but thank for expressing your points and
go ahead privacy. We were, but it's like and then you we're talking about privacy, but we were we're also going to go on other topics. We didn't want to have like this huge debate about it. It's fine. It's fine. It's good to have the debate and stuff like that, but it's like, you know, it's like you're kind of like putting, oh, so you believe this then you're that, you know, it's like and so it's like kind of like
a gotcha kind of, you know, you're trying to do and stuff like that. Well, if I'm pointing out the hole if I'm pointing out the holes in your worldview, that's not a gotcha. I'm just pointing out the holes in your world. I don't respect. Sorry. How do you know he got hold of his world? Sorry, you're both saying something at
the same time, so it's hard to hear. I'm done. You're the Okay, I'm not trying to be rude, but he keep talking at the same time. You are
I want you I want I want I just want you right now just to wrap up. Wrap up. Wrap up. Put Put your own thesis out there, but wrap it up. Just Just tell me. I'll give you another minute and a half. Okay, get have your peace and then I'm going to say goodbye to you cuz we're going to go on other topics and things. I don't want to get just stuck in this like round and round argument about it for for an hour. Okay, but go ahead. Speak your peace.
I'm I'm just I'm just curious of how I was rude. That's that's all I'm wondering. Because well, you're a little bit like this whole time. I mean, I understand your points and stuff like that, but you are trying to to to block us in a corner on certain on certain like things like that. And it's like I' I'd rather just have a open discussion about it. And
it's like, but if you have your own agenda, it sounds like with with it and you have your own belief about it. I'm trying I'm trying to look at both sides and things like that. And I gave you my personal beliefs and I understand your point of view. Being on the opposite side is what makes it rude. No, it's just the way it's the way you present inclusive.
You guys claim like the libertarian Lati types people always claim to be so inclusive, but it as soon as they get an opposite view, it's oh, you're rude. Oh my god, how rude of you freedom in the freedom, we get defensive, right? Rights to freedom of speech. Like, I thought you guys want everybody to be able to talk what they want. Now you
want to shut my rights to freedom of speech down. I gave you a nice dude. Have a nice good night. God bless you. Yeah, I bless you. You can go in the chat and stuff like that and talk in the chat if you want. But yeah, I I I have I have also the right to run my panel like I want to and direct the conversation
like I want to and to go to topics I want to. I don't want to be on this very hot bedded topic for so long where just you keep making the same point over and over again. Okay. So, so yeah, Teresa, so you're getting a taste of like how the show can go sometimes. I was getting frustrated. I was getting frustrated because my son is a
recovering heroin addict and my job as a mother is to keep keep Narcan on hand. But no, uh, if if I know he's doing heroin in his home, I'm going to be in that home close enough to call 911 and get him to to an ER or I'm going to have to plan his funeral. But no, I'm not going to uh just turn him in. It's a choice. Any anything we do in life is a
choice. And when it comes to drug addiction, when it comes from just smoking, snorting, or whatever to injection, it's a whole different completely behavior. And the perception and the understanding of those topics is what you got to understand. And I felt like asking somebody, oh well, you believe this, you believe that. No, that's not what maybe what you believe wholeheartedly, but
society believes a certain thing. And sometimes things need to be changed. And sometimes they are politically correct. But I'm sorry, that's just I'm passionate about drug addiction. It's a life. It's choice. Then finding that balance.
Yeah, that's true. Drugs, you know, they're they are addictive. Like they started out as medicine. They didn't start out as drugs, right? As drugs, not recreationally. They were supposed to have another purpose. So when we're using it recreationally, we are abusing it already. Yeah,
I know it. But also like also like but what said about you know in her home in her home and stuff like that. These are things between families and things like that. These are family decisions and not necessarily or she like they like the neighbor down the street like and and to be concerned about and to be people just like some people just like to be nosy and things like that and they and stuff
like that. This should this should self should be in the family and in the household to decide, not someone peeking in the windows because there's a blind open a little bit and so technically they can see inside and and they can you know this is getting a little bit dangerous like where that kind of mindset where it's like oh if there's a window well are there there's windows on houses you know it's like yeah but is
there have telescopes in and binoculars in people's windows when people are changing and people are getting out of the shower and things like that you know it's like yes you go and like spy in a crack in the window and see and see all kinds of things, right? And people are but it's like is that legal? Is that should that be legal? Is that is is peeking in a woman's window when she's naked and
changing and things like that. Is that appropriate? That's called that's called like we don't want to we don't want to live in a prison, you know, live out in the open and have comfort. So there is an agreement to not like step on each other's toes like that.
It's just common sense. There's an E. I think there's a privacy. We have No.
I won't. I won't. We have We have another person. We have another person I'm I don't know about. Okay. So guys, I'm sorry if something happened. I'll I'll try to put it on on full screen. Okay. He looks fine. Howdy. Howdy. Hi. Hi. How are you? You say you were cool with brothers Okay. I don't I don't like how you I don't like how you uh you phrase that
and so I'm just gonna take you out. Okay. But um No. Am I cool with No. Do I say that that's not my decision to make? That's between adult adult brothers and stuff like that. Oh, what if it's what if it's step brothers? I mean, there's all these kind of things. What if it's, you know, there's what if it's with second cousins? You know, there's plenty of families that have the second cousin
and it's different perspectives. Okay. Yes. No, that's awful. It's a bad joke. It gets a little wild. That's a joke. That's a bad joke. No, you're fine. You're fine. You're fine. Gosh. I mean, and guys, please don't phrase things that on my panel. Don't
like don't phrase things like that. Like am I comfortable with Yeah. It's like wow. So that's exactly what the guy was trying to do. He was trying to get me to say oh I'm I like I'm for this. You know it's like I said I'm morally against it. I said should like people be peeking in the window and figure this out and then like having the police rush in and having them arrested and and all this
kind of stuff. No. And so so yeah. And so you said no. Noel. And um Okay. We have another person. It looks like the same person though. I don't know. Should I try this guy again? If guy, if you say something inappropriate, if you if you phrase it like that, I'm gonna kick you right back off. Okay, I'm willing to have have you
chat. Hold on. Nah, I'm a different person, man. You're a different person. Oh, he's a different person. But it's kind of weird that you said it's okay for two brothers to though. That's kind of weird, man. Go take a hike. Take a hike. I just I just said don't say it like that and then you did it again and I
already explained I don't think it's okay but should I think it should be illegal enough for like the neighbors down the street be be calling the police about stuff like that if they heard rumors and stuff like that. No, I don't think there should be illegal surveillance if there's a rumor of that and or any of that. I think that's in their bedroom. I I don't care what goes on in the bedroom as long as it's consenting adults. Okay, I'm not going to explain that again. It's not very
difficult to understand. Um, am I am I wrong pie or is it am I am I think I condone that or something. Like they just want to get it doesn't matter, right? But he's like, I'm a different person, but it's like the exact same. Maybe he changed his voice loop. I think it was the same person or it's maybe just like the same kind of person, you know? It's just the same kind of like, oh, you
know, probably the same person that thinks homosexuality should be illegal and stuff like that, right? It's like I don't know. It's like, come on. Come on, guys. about homosexuality. He just didn't want like adults with children. I don't know. The Bible says in Leviticus it will say don't lie man should not lie with a man
as he does with a woman and stuff like that. It also says you know if you go to the bathroom you're unclean for 14 days and and women having a period is is unclean and stuff. So there's a lot of these are and this is like this is biblical law too. And so they're trying to turn this biblical law into the real law. I said the ten commandments thing, but it's like I was just making a comparison like murder says thou shall
not kill. And that's actually a good thing for society if like and it's actually a good thing to have as a law. But are all the ten commandments laws? No. Like you're allowed to do things in the ten commandments legally that are against the ten commandments. Okay. Who else is here? Someone else is now we have all these guests coming up. This is going crazy. Okay. Should I I don't
Should I Okay. Carney Vanguard and Kane Blackout. Write in chat. I don't think you should let them know. If they're not people that this guy looks This guy looks cool here. The other guy. Write in chat something. Write in the back chat and tell who you are and what you want to talk about. I'll let this guy talk. And do not say something about brothers effing right now or else you're off the show
immediately. Be respectful. Please. What was I saying? How are you? How are you? I didn't hear that. I said I said don't don't just bring up oh you're you're you're you're support um brothers fk why would you say that? Why would you want the last two people
on panel the last two people on panel understand what what you just said. Have you been here for a second? The last the last two people on panel the last two people on panel just came up and said the exact same thing and they're accusing me of saying oh you think it's okay for this and this and I was like talking about rights to privacy and things like that and I I said I'm
against incest and things like that but I also said two consenting adults whatever whatever in their own bedroom. Yeah. All I'm saying I I was just I was so you do have so it is okay for two brothers to go at it. Oh my god. Is that what you're saying? What is it? Is it okay? Am I Do I make sure that's
what I'm trying to say? I mean, that matter to you, right? Well, I'm not saying I'm saying the other two um panelists that that I just had on this, they both said, "You think it's okay for this and this?" And I was like, so I was thinking maybe you're one of them or something like that. Oh, so you thought I was one of those. His brother. So you're profiling me. I think you want to screw your brother. That's why you're so focused on this
topic. We had two people. I'm not profiling you. I'm just I just I just around. Find out. Okay. I get I get it. Bang. I'm in the BO gang, too. Okay. So, FFO with me, too. Okay. And FO with Pie and or or Teresa. Okay. You will find out. You know, we're not we are not This is my show and uh we can talk about whatever we want
and stuff and and I Okay, I see your middle finger. Okay. You don't want to be respectful. You don't want to be respectful. Okay. I understand. Okay. Bye. Have a nice life. Have a nice life. Okay. Gosh, guys. We are getting some people riled up tonight.
We are getting people up tonight. Issues he has with his brother. I hope he works it out. I hope they don't get hope they don't. Even though it's none of my Am I profiling? Yes, I'm profiling certain gu because I I'm used to certain kinds of guests doing certain things and he just did it. So my profiling was correct. I'm not allowed to profile
myself. I'm not doing racial profiling. I'm doing doing like overweight overweight white man profiling. Okay. You want a positive? Yeah. Seems like Yeah, exactly. It seemed like I was
being ganged up on and then I get a little bit defensive when that happens. Especially because I'm trying to like run the nice panel and I don't want to get stuck on this one that red herring argument this guy's making about brothers and stuff like that. Yes, we went over this already and I already gave my my my opinion about it several times and it's just my opinion too. Like there are laws and stuff but we you have
right to privacy in the law. Right. Right. Okay. Calm down. I think about respect. What might be right for me and my financial budget and my my uh my society might not be right for your area of living or where you live or whatever in your budget and your lifestyle and and just your needs or
needs are different every but it's respecting another person's views right I respect their view they're just giving the same thing over and over again and so and they weren't they were not respecting my view like I I I would like you know I'll take what they say and say okay that's your opinion they take what I say it's like you're wrong, you're wrong, you're you're you're evil, you're you're you're for bad things. And
I know I'm not I I'm not for these things, but legally I'm into legally I'm into adults making their own decisions between consenting adults and people deciding what they want to do with their bodies with with whoever they want as long as it's, you know, adults and things like that. It's not that's basically it. Period. Period. And you know, if you don't feel like it's wrong, it's between you and your
God or whatever, then it shouldn't be wrong. But, you know, within reason have some truth about it, you know, right? Because we will all have our our our judgment day, right? We all will go to our higher power and and and be talked about for whatever, whatever, Yeah. They're change workers out to the right? lower vibe. Yeah.
But yeah, I appreciate that they didn't um show me their wiener and stuff like that and But bless her heart. Yeah. Not it's not like a pleasant conversation and but you know like Lava says he doesn't like to think about no one likes to think about it and then you're constantly putting these these
vulgar images into our minds and stuff like that. I'd like to be able to give like the libertarian view on it and and but it's like you know you're giving these very um you know you know pretty sick examples and stuff like that trying to trying to back me in a corner and it's not going to work. Yeah. Like I call that trolling. That's
something else. That's something like bored rich people do. Like it's weird. I was starting to wonder he was coming from mentally. Okay. No one no one's gonna buy that. John John, you know that girl there's a girl in 98 fiance. She she sold she had a
$500 $500 a pop for that and then people like bought them and smelled them on the air. It was pretty disgusting. But then she went to the hospital because she like had the gastric pains from drinking so many protein shakes. Yeah. So, we have another guest. Let's see who's coming. We have Hold on. Oh, now we have Okay, we have somebody
named No Shirt Something. And then we have somebody named War Pig. What? What should I do? Pie. Oh boy. They didn't chat. Tell them to shut up. They have to, you know. Yeah. Guys, guys, if you want to Yeah. Can you go can you guys um can you guys put in a private chat like a little not even private chat in the regular
chat because usually it's a dead Gate in chat that introduce yourself in a regular chat. Okay. So VA says no shirt is good. Okay. No I take Bea's word for it. Um she knows no shirt. So is Okay. Oh I think I know who this is. I know who this is. I think it's Nick.
What's up, Nick? War Pig, I can tell by just the way you look. You're going to make the same points that they were making, okay? I I I just can tell by how you look. You type in the chat, War Pig, um your views and share in the chat right now. I'll consider letting you up. Okay. What's up, Nick? How are you? This is
There's my painting I painted. Okay. It was a Japanese. Hey, he's wearing a suit tonight. Wow. I love suits. Epste. I want to be Christian Bale from American Psycho. Yeah.
Okay. You kind of look like him a little bit. I'm gonna drop it. Just don't kill me. Okay. Hi King. What's the topic? We're talking about a lot of different stuff. We're trying to calm down now. We're trying to calm calm the chat down, right? Or Yeah, this is
this is this is no shirt, but wearing a shirt. I was so disappointed. Um you know, but you look fine. You look fine in the uh in your in your suit. You look very good. Yeah. Can say hi to Teresa. Hi. You got your nunchucks out.
Yeah. And set fire in the chat. Was that my topic that I brought up or was that one of you guys that was that that keep keeps bringing this topic up? Okay. I I never said that was not my hypothetical question. That was your hypothetical question. I just addressed it. Okay. And I gave my own opinion. Okay. And so I'm I'm fine. My conscious is clear. You can uh take a hike. Okay.
You're good. Okay. We're having fun though, guys. The panel. Guys, now you guys who came now we have 23 people. My chat's getting crazy right now. The chat's getting crazy. 23 people in the chat. We about people coming in. I don't know. I must have been put on some
kind of This is my panel now. Okay. Probably did. Um, yeah. Fa with my mods, too. My my my mods will take care of take care of anyone who thinks it's their panel. Oh, please Cali. Okay. Um yeah, guys, the same guys are coming up again. And I can I can just smell you guys a mile away.
Guys, can you um can you time out um Cali Caldi, please? MS, you can time out for like a few minutes. Fine. Fine. Yeah. Well, that is maybe that's what the person was trying to do. But you know what? I'm I'm It's not Is it illegal to talk about? Is it illegal to have an opinion about it? Am I Am I Does that mean I'm
you know that I'm actively participating in on camera? No. So I'm not like um I'm not doing anything wrong. We're having a um having a discussion right now. It's called Well, if one is that that is something that's probably something different and that he's probably has a guardian and and so probably their probably their parents. I
don't think the parents would like that very much. So, um, but okay, calming down. The chat is being taken over. I wanted to bring my cat. Yeah, guys, don't say the f word on in in the in the in the uh in the um chat. I'm
allowed to say it on the panel. Um but um well, these are very these are very um these are very complex questions, right? like you want to protect these these people, but it's like no, I shouldn't have kicked you. Well, were you the one putting your middle finger up? Are you
the one that said um are you like you're o ts f u c k i n g like the other three guys? You're all trying to watch me bathe. I know. Yeah. I don't think anyone wants to see that. I'm sure you're big in hair. Oh, you got the beautiful cat. Look at the black cat. Oh, what's her name or his name? Beautiful cat.
not racial. Yeah, baby. Oh please. Yeah, I'm familiar. I said I said don't say the f word in my chat. Mods. Um, get on top of anybody that says the f word in the chat. Time them out, please. He's a boy, though. I just said I just said it. I just said
it. And I'm for freedom and everything, you can say f k i n g, but don't spell it out. Okay, you can say you can say that. It's fine. Speak easy. You're fine. You can say that. Should I bring up Noel just for like a comic relief pie? It might might be it might just like Noel, if you promise not to. Hold on. We have somebody else, too.
Why are we getting all these people? A lot of panels. No, she doesn't even a lot of panels. She does it a lot. Okay, Noel. No. Pi said no. I'm sorry. 28 days, Noel. Okay. Really? All these guys have like the same like they all have this like Hi. They all have this like grim reaper kind of like colorful black and um red or blue and red grim reaper kind of logo
and they're all different guys. Isn't it weird? Yeah. Kind of weird, huh? I Okay, someone time out. Speak easy. time out because I don't want then they it up or yeah it hurts the algorithm when you say that in my chat
and stuff like that. You can say you can use other um other code words for it. Okay. And I don't want people I don't like being thrown around so often. We have a lot of nice ladies here. Okay. You can but this is you're this is my own chat and so I can make the rules for my chat too. Okay.
So in your own home say whatever you want now. This is my home. Okay. to you consent. You have to learn consent. Okay. They don't know, you know. Yeah. Yeah. They're pushing their pushing their words on into my my my chat and stuff.
I'm not going to your house saying these to you, right? This is my home now. Okay. I know you guys are just being trolls. Um, you can like if you see trolls in the chat mods, you can uh like time out step ump fire please for um 26,000 seconds um mods if you don't mind. Yeah.
20. Okay. I don't know which is 26,000. It's like it's a it's a day. It's a day. Okay. Okay. Okay, I know I know I know there's trolls in here and and William Kramer. Guys, you can just um mods um is is um is my friend Jamie here? Jamie, um can you help me? I don't know if Jamie's here anymore. Yeah, I need I do need
more mods. Oh, please. I found out what I found out that you're a bunch of dicks. That's what I found out. You're a bunch of dicks that had no respect for my show. Okay. Oh, it's spoiled. I'm spoiled. I don't know what their parents they're timing out the f word beta in the chat in the chat in the in the chat
because they they keep saying f especially if they're talking about f e the brothers and stuff like that. Um I I f e f e f e f e f e f e f e f e f e fing f e f e f e f e f e f e f e f e f e f e told because I just said I don't want that and they keep saying it and now they're all saying it over and over again. So you can just time out for a day. Now you guys are effing around and find finding out, right? Okay. Thank you, beta. Thank you for helping out. Thank you. We have good We have great
mods here. They are great mods and it's like I know because my usually my rule is like don't time out anybody. Like let me handle it. But it's like now we're now it's like getting a little bit crazy in the chat and it's like we're just trying to mess up mess up the chat and I I don't I don't appreciate it. They're not they're not being I don't think they're being bad in chat necessarily.
You didn't see all that. Time these nuts out. I know. Well, they're not being bad. They're just annoying me right now. Okay. Don't f with BEA, please. I have tarot cards. Okay. Go ahead. Just pull just pull 10 cards tonight. You pulled like all 120 last
night and it stopped making sense to me. But go ahead. Do a nice Have you met firefighter yet? We think you're gonna meet a firefighter soon. I hope so. I hope he's in the queue. The cards never lie. I need to get my my bandana bring me on
my pants. Okay, I'll let I'll let you do this. Okay, guys. It's just like it's like it gets guys, I'm very sensitive to energy and then when I'm being bombarded um it it gets um it gets overwhelming for me. Okay, I'm trying to have a nice show. Hold on. Who's this Jod person? Jody, Jody, can you say hi in the chat? um in
our in the regular chat and and let us know that you're um have good intentions and stuff. Then I'll look you up in the real Brian. I don't know who that is. Um you guys, you sleep with you're gonna sleep with the firefighter. We got connected to your previous cards that we
pulled out. And you're gonna take somebody's gonna take their pants off. Hey. And and uh VA or Peta wants Peter wants a reading from your cards. Yeah. Okay. I'm gonna take off the firefighters pants. Okay. Good. I like it so far. These cards, they have so much and Nick VA wants a reading after my
reading. After my reading, please address VA. Um because VA would like a reading in the Yeah. And I just I just want a couple more cards. I just need two more. Two two more. I'll get overwhelmed with the messages. Oh, this one hit me hard. Okay, this one this is either a past or a future card. It could be either.
Yeah, this is a strong past card. You got you've seen stuff. You're like see murder. You're like the white sea murder.
You don't have to tell stories because we know what you seen a lot when you seen a lot. That's true. All right. Are we on to the next card?
You get at least two or three cards cuz we got to connect them. So, why did you go ahead? Just just make sure you have next. Okay. Go to sleep. Um, yeah. I mean, I'm going to be comment I'm commenting in the chat responding to some people. Okay.
Yeah, I feel heat coming from this card. Strong. It's a strong future card for you. This will come out soon. Oh, it's a directions. We should have taken this one out. What a All right,
I was mistaken. There must have been another card blocking the real card that was this one. Oh yeah, this is it. You see how it feels? Real soft on your head. You must have had this in your past.
Don't lie. Hey, found you. Found you. That means when you see your firefighter, you can't go on one second and be like, "Yo, this was on you showing me these cards." And then that will probably seal the deal because he'll understand it's real
between you and your firefighter telling you climb trees to get nest to get the bird nest. Or how did we figure out you were going to get stuck in a tree or some Yeah, I mean like climbing a tree to get a cat out of the tree or something and then like I'll get stuck up there and I'll call a firefighter and he'll come up and we'll have sex.
You need to go after a bunch of birds nest. That's That's a different way. That's a different way of dating app, isn't it? That's a different way to date people, isn't it? Just get a fireman to come and crawl you out of a tree. That's a good way, actually. I like that way. I do like that way. romantic. I've been wanting to do beer in more ways than once.
Hey guys, I'm adding people to the I'm adding people to the stage, but I'm keeping you in a you solo. Okay. He's got he's got magic hands. He's a definitely a turntable artist. He's definitely been on the turntables before. He's doing good. in the chat too. Nick
goddamn reading. Yeah. Can you do that? I'm sorry. Yeah, he was going on. Yeah, go ahead. Do it now. I I got I got the idea. The firefighter. Uh Psych is going to meet a fireman. Um there's going to be a chicken that's stuck around the tree. Fire person. Fire person. Fire person. Let's be inclusive.
Okay. Can you beat it now? You beat it now. Okay. And here's a big hose. I like that. I like that. I like that. Can you beat it now? You like the big hose? Yeah. I want I want to I want to I want to I I want to go down this pole for sure. This fire pole.
His pants are going to fall off too when he's trying to save the chicken from the tree. Yep. Do you want to slide? Do you want to slide down his shaft? Hey, that's that's my Is this where me still or you still on beat. site for being out? What the hell is that?
What was that? Was that Was that a Was he Was he porn bombing you? Did he just show but No, he did not. It was a beautiful flower. All right. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I just I wear glasses. I wear glasses. I'm a bit What is that? You hear stuff? It's an ear. Oh, it's my ear. Okay. I love
It's a It's a freaking ear. It's an ear. Yeah. Okay. Okay. I'm I'm British. I do apologize for my accent. It's okay. No, I love your British accent. I like this American psycho style card reading by Nick. Okay, Carney. Okay, Carney. I I know
some caries, too. Okay. I'm not I'm not new to the circus. Okay. You clown. You're a clown. Okay. That was That was pretty stereotypical. Come on. On part of the circus. Why is my chair have a like Where's my Put your wall in the window
to the wall. Anyway, anyway, what I what I saw is I saw you had one of the biggest trolls on YouTube infiltrate your channel and I wasn't happy. Hold on. My my reading my reading is almost done. I swear. Sorry. My apologies.
You don't want to ruin You don't want to ruin his concentration. Just start a fire and then say it with somebody else and then try to hook up with the firefighter. What? That was freaking All right. Okay. Okay. All right. Yeah. Yeah. That was your That was your
That was your Don't shout Don't shout fire in a crowded room. It's not allowed. Okay. Nick, come back. Come back soon. Okay. We love you, Nick. Thank you. A little bit distracting. Yeah. Nick. Nick, we will slide down your pole any day if you're sensible. The real brick. Go ahead and tell me you I have one of the biggest trolls or has
one of the biggest trolls on my channel. Please speak easy. Speak easy is an absolute terror. I can't stand him. Like why are you letting him on your channel? I don't Well, I don't know. I That's why I'm I'm like new to streaming and uh I haven't been on every panel or seen all the trolls. I I just I've experienced a lot of them and stuff like that. But uh um yeah, I mean I I mean yeah, but I
wasn't really effing around. I was trying to be like nice and a good host and let everyone have their opinion and stuff and I like to meet new people. I didn't know I'd be infiltrated by um the troll army tonight, but I'm cool. Am I Am I No, you're doing absolutely brilliant. No, no, no. You you are you these people have done this to me as well, okay? I've
been a victim of circumstances as well. They've bullied me, okay, in the past and continue to do it with their troll army. Um, it makes me alarmed, harassed, and distressed a lot of the time, right? But again, look at my feelings mean all to them cuz like they say I'm a streamer so I should be prepared for this stuff. I don't think that we come on these streams to be bullied and
victimized. We come on here for a safe space. Am I right or wrong in saying that, No, consent is important. Like if they right? want to trouble, it should be fun. That's the way they do it is weird. Weird. Yeah, they were just being I mean it's just it's pure and like it's just like not it's not funny. It's not fun voice
like funny. Yeah. People are chat funny. It's funny but it's like still it's like there were the same people that were on the panel and stuff and like saying like being rude to me and it's like and it's like it's my show. It's like be be uh respectful to the host and also be respectful to the to the ladies on the panel and ladies in the chat. Like this
is not a uh some kind. I know we I know we all we all have our own stop talking about it's like yeah it's about it's targeting me and energy har energy harvesters bully Susanna says so yeah and P was talking about energy harvesting and how they do
that and they and how they you know but I'm I just got more energy I just I just I just got I kind of I kind of got some more energy. What's up, Jolyn? Yeah, guys, this is like a this is a fun show. It's not about like everyone screaming at me about about incest and stuff like that. Okay, it's that's not that's not appropriate. Okay, I mean, it's like you
can ask the question once, I address the question. Yeah, it's not I thought I already I I thought I already addressed this. Look at my father did not know that it was his sister when he slept with her. Okay. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, hold on, hold on. Don't Hold on, hold on, hold on. You're I know what you're doing. You want to start slowly and then you want to start trolling, right? So,
you're kind of doing I'm giving you I'm giving you I'm giving you a bit of fun. At least for real. It was a joke. It was a Look, it was a joke. Look, all joking aside, I know. Speak easy. I do. He's not a He's a nice He's a nice person. And then No, I'm not. No, I'm not. No, I'm not. I'm very say something about a site. I
want to just say how things can get taken out of context because somebody comes up here with the wildest uh you know they have their own theories but they come with the weirdest scenarios and things are nearly impossible or would not happen unless it's you know there's some kind of like abuse or
whatever. So what Psych is saying in a perfect world where there is no you know any of that two adults can do whatever they want. So they take his what he's saying out of context. Does that make sense? Exactly. Exa Exactly. Like when you go from my heart to yours and it gets like mistaken for a Nazi salute.
Is that I'm just trying to save you from getting kicked. I'm trying to get you not to like have I'm not I'm not I'm not Look at I am I am just my my own person, right? Okay. I am my own person, right? I'm called Chris Brick. I have my own channel. I'm from Britain. Okay. I am not here to troll you. I am just here to test your
logics and you can test my logic as well. I mean our you got to remember like some of us are uh not dummies. You can come up here pretending like, "Oh, they bullied me." But you could be from the same group. So yeah, you fig you figured you figured me out. You figured you figured me out from the stove. Like you get a ear stall. Okay. No, I'm gone. I might be wrong.
Well, thanks a lot. Thanks a lot for coming. No, come back. Never. Okay. No, I could be wrong. I mean, pie. What do you think? No, no, you're right. No, you're right because I understand the I understand. Personally, I don't mind people trolling as long as it's entertaining and it's I know. But it's like they're they're fun. being they're being really vulgar and like and like we have we have um we have
um Teresa here who's like a really you know sweet lady. I think you just made it like 500 times clear that you don't want that talk but then he throw it in as a joke. So don't don't think like it's just going to slide by. You know I heard what you said dude. Right. Yeah, I know. He said like especially
he said in like a Exactly. They're adults. We're weeding everybody out. No, I'm just kidding. You're good, guys. I have my own army here. We have our own army here that we we're not we weren't born yesterday. And uh I will listen to my these ladies right
here because they um they are they understand what better than I do sometimes what's going on. I have I'm a little bit more naive naive about some things, but I'm learning fast. I learn fast. I learn fast and they help me a lot. And so I want to naive you're just a really good person and you like to give everybody a chance
and have a variety of people on your panel and make it fun, but you know when you said you see you get bombarded by the same group of people, you just got to be, you know, watch for the red flags. I get I mean look at me. I'm the worst. Look at what happens to me, you know. So I mean it's not easy. It's not
it's not it's not easy. It's not easy. But you're definitely smart. You have great intuition. Thank you. Thank you. And and you and you are and you are actually you have a you are are really good at your um your panel and stuff and for what you put up with. It's like wow. It's like you have a really good sense of humor about it. Get the
good thick skin. And you are so sweet too like the even stress Aldi again. Like Aldi is like yeah he's a nice guy but after he you know showed his balls No more Aldi. Nope. Aldi is done though. like that. You gave him you were willing to give him a second chance and everything. But uh yeah, he like he I didn't want to see all these balls and I didn't want to see Cyraxes
all these balls. I drew all these balls. I did Dragon Ball Z. I drew a penis for him. It was really nice actually. They were really thankful. Wait what? Huh?
Why did you say that? Okay, so you know Dragon Ball Z. Well, the car the the anime cartoon Dragon Ball Z. Well, there's a character. He's a green alien. It's called Piccolo. And I drew a pink for him. I gave it to them and they liked it very much. They like Piccolo bit. So now
I'm thinking about drawing one for Aldi, but like a blueberry because that's what it reminds me of. A blueberry actually. That you know, do you do drawings like that? That's a great idea to do characters of different streamers. Um I don't know if you know Pretty Andy, she used to do that and she still does, but
um it's a everyone has different types of you know art. Oh yeah, but I doodle just for jokes like Yeah. sketching. I do the same thing. Have you seen Did I ever show you um Sig Sigs drawing and good times? No. Do you really want to see it? It's really bad though cuz I kind of did it
like um when I was on the stream. Okay, you guys talk and I'll have to go find it in my sketchbook. Maybe I'll share peekness in the the Discord servers. I know that's like for adults. And I even drew a little tiny penis next to uh Sig's picture. Oh, you can't show that here.
No, it's not like that. Cover it with your your finger. The the No, it's not. I'm not going to show that little wiener. part. Don't worry. Okay. So, you know, good times, right? Yeah. Okay. So, this one I did like as a sketch of good times for life. Oh, it's like, oh my god, his body.
He like in his eyes and his little nipples. Oh my god.
No, but he always takes off his shirt when it's summertime and he has these little tiny just dot nipples, you know. Uh, let me see where it's fine. Oh, there's Sig. Okay, here's Sig.
That was when I was mad at him. It's kind of Okay, that's Sig. Do you know Q? Very nice. Just for fun. I did Q. Who the hell was that? I don't know.
45. Oh, I heard about Q. Okay. I mean, I did some other ones, but I mean, I just do I think you should by You're probably talented. I just do it like goofy. Can you both draw draw me, guys? Um, if
you want like you can draw you can draw me. You don't have to make it like nice or anything. You can you can like you can you can roast me in it. I'll draw. Yes, let's do it. And we'll Yeah, we'll post it in this We'll do a site drawing contest. I'll probably lose, but it'll be fun. Let's do it. Well, it's just like on on Alisa's channel like um everyone makes these these AI parody songs and every like
song is like really like rude about everybody. Like it's like, you know, she has this lady named Joan. It's like Joanie has a knife. Joany's in the trunk with you know, and or like and then it's like really ridiculous like songs like teasing them. And then someone made an AI song about me. It's like the sweetest song. And so it's like I was like, "Oh, like I don't know." Like people people were nice to me in in her chat and stuff
like that. But I I wouldn't mind you use that as your intro sometimes when you start your p you know your channel like you know if you like that song you can use it as your intro and that kind of stuff. I know. I need to find like a good like a or I'll just re-record it. I need to find like a perfect like the original version. I think I knew who know who made it cuz that is the Yeah. Yeah. And it's a psychi awakened tarot song. And
so it's like that I would love that. Maybe I I'll play at the end of the show maybe too to today. But uh like you know who joined my panel yesterday was the first guest before I put the Streamyards in there and before I even went live. He was already backstage. It was Todd Goldfinger. Do you know him? He was an assistant for Alisa for like a month and a half.
Oh wow. And um do you know have you ever heard of him Todd? I've heard I've heard I was shocked. I was like, "Oh my god, it's Todd." Yeah, Todd Goldfinger was there with like his new wife or something. And um yeah, he's all about the Howard Stern stuff. Like he's really into the Howard Stern. Like he does his
own podcast. But yeah, I thought you might know him cuz he was her like he was like her assistant for a month and a half and it was so much fun when he was there. I loved him. He had like a whole bunch of people that followed him, his friend that were called podsters cuz he was always so positive and oh my god Ty when
I saw this guy I thought he was going to break cuz you know how Alisa she'll push push like her assistance to the edge like boss him around like now now she's better but you know especially with the guys like go get this oh my god oh my god she freaks out you know and she made him shave his head wear a monkey so he was good he was a good sport he did all of
around. Oh, hold on. Is this is this guy right here? Hold on. I'm going to show you. I'll try to find a better better thing of him. Okay. Yeah, that's Todd. That's when you picked her up at the airport. I mean, she picked him up at the
airport. That's the first day they met. She picked him at the airport. She's the boss. She's not supposed to be driving. Her assistant should be driving her around. No, no, no. Uh, that was the old one and she's in Uber ride. She's not driving. And it looks like that because it's on the opposite side of the screen. Okay. Yeah,
but you're right. She shouldn't be. Okay. I'm sorry. And and Teresa, thank you for being on though. Teresa, we really enjoyed having you on the show. You you're a delight. We loved the meeting your kitties and just how sweet you were. I know you had to go to bed and stuff, but yeah, Teresa left, but thank you so much, Teresa. And uh thanks for being on the show. I hope it wasn't too wild for
you. Thanks for thanks for participating in the the wild panel. Yeah. Okay. And Susanna took care of the she did some return to sender magic and then everyone quieted down. It seems like that. And so um yeah Teresa. Anyways, I always say bye, but I get tempted to come up here because I see like what's going on. And I'm like, wait, I got to I I you know, give you a
little heads up on it. Thank you. Thank you, Peter. We always love having you on the show. You're so awesome. You're so Thank you. Thank you. I'll see you guys again. See you soon. Love you. Bye. I love you. Yeah, I love it, too. I'm I'm very lucky. Like, that's You guys are why I'm here. Like, you guys are really like such such awesome people and you just
make the show so fun. Help me help me keep things online. help help wise me up a little bit and uh teach me a lot of things and I love you guys. Yeah. How's we still have a nice chat going on 15 people in the chat. Let's uh if anyone wants to come up for a reading tonight like like I'd rather have like you know some readings like some calm like friendly readings. Um if anyone
wants to come on panel I'm not I don't want to. We had our debate um thing for like an hour and stuff like that. So, so that and that was it was interesting, but it just it just deescalated into into something that it wasn't that's not really part of the the show like part not part of the the spirit of the show and it was it's like some and the guy
said that the guy told him to come watch he posted in his discord or something to come like for all to come and tack and stuff at the same time and that's like that I do the opposite. I'm like I like post and I say go to this person's discord. I know. I mean, I did have the thing with you know you know who like it was kind of like go to go to the show pulling glitch.
Yeah, I was I sometime I'm not perfect guys and so and I'm gonna we are learning. Yeah, card pulls appreciated. Let's I'll pull some cards for the chat. Okay, this will be for everybody. Here's a little little collective reading. Okay. So, I hope you guys like this.
Okay. So, first we got this lovers card. Okay. So, a new partnership in the past or just your love is going really strong. It looks like it's divinely orchestrated. This is kind of a friendlier lovers card. Sometimes there's a third party lovers card. It is like the six card which you know six is like two threes and that can be third party situations. But there also there's the third third party here is the angel.
Looks like the angel is orchestrating things. I'm sorry. I'm showing Eve's and Adam's penis and boobs. Okay. But okay, hopefully that's not um too bad there. Also, look behind Eve. She has the tree with a snake on it right there. And uh but no matter what, it's divinely orchestrated. This is the angel Raphael, the angel of the sun looking over. Maybe helping introduce you to the right
person. Maybe there's temptation involved, but I think you can get into it. Also, look, this is like me right now. See, I have the little I have all my my guard up right now. I have like the little bandage on my head, but you two probably um may have experienced something that has you a little bit guarded right now. And uh you know, it's like we and we all will have, you know, certain traumas or certain things, but
we now we have our guard up and you know, I know Beeta likes well it was a similar car with wands on it. The person doesn't have a bandage but um be like I'm holding my favorite wand. Okay. And then we have uh this guard. Okay. So this is the two of uh
two of wands. Another another card also may maybe some guard up. You have the world in your hands also looking over the ocean. There's ships coming in. There's something you're expecting that will come in for you and for everyone in here, right? Okay. Also, this page of swords. This page of
swords I traditionally call the spy card. Um, but it's probably more of a positive spy than a negative spy. Maybe someone watching out for you. If it's in the reverse, I would say it's someone someone stalking or some somebody maliciously spying. But it looks like someone just maybe watching out for you or just sees you from a distance and is interested. Okay. Finally, we have this
hermit card. So maybe some time to you know after everything make sure you spend alone time and uh and you know you can always recharge your energy. There's enlightenment to be found when you're when you spend time alone away from influences of other people and things like that. Also the number nine may be significant. So I
hope you guys like that. Okay. How was that? How was that for everybody? Was that good reading? Hopefully it resonated with with some of you or if not all of you. Good. Good guys. No. Well, we Yeah, chat's falling off a little bit. I think I think all the the army has has dispersed
the other the other army. Um, but you know, it was interesting. It was interesting experience. I I do thank those people for not um not porn bombing or um being uh too explicit, but you know, I I get the I get the point, you know. I get the point of there's these taboss and there there are these things
and when you you can just bring these taboss up as the most extreme examples but should everybody else's privacy be affected because of this extreme example right is that something that's so common that is like is a big epidemic happening right it's probably a very very rare occurrence we cannot take these rare occurrences and have everybody has to pay for it right it's like everybody has
all their privacy in beta Because there's certain people that break these taboos. Okay. I think in general, yeah, you know, if you're if you get imprisoned for a crime, you you lose some privacy. If you can put be put on on on, you know, you can be all these kind of things, but there's also slander. There's gossip. There's all these different kinds of things that have this
insidious effect that are have nothing to do with legality, right? So, when I say when it comes to the law, let's keep it black and white in the law, right? You're going to be black and white in the law. In the real world, there's all these shades of gray, just like 50 shades of gray, right? Should should you be able to to tie up um somebody consensually? And yes, that's part of a
lot of people's sex life. It's called SMM, right? It's so it's like Right. So, it's like those and it's like two consenting adults. I don't I'm not going to like look give everyone blood tests and figure it out. It's not my business to see all that. Right. Yeah. people take the words out of context and that's okay too. That's why also I say this show is for entertainment purposes only.
I am not a legal expert. I am I'm a tarot reader. Um it the you know I'm not a doctor. I'm not a lawyer or any of these kind of things. I'm just a I'm just a human being and I care about other human beings. I want people to get along. Suzanne is always making some some really crazy uh or really tasty sounding
treats. She was making chocolate bars last night. homemade imagin tomorrow. Susanna, thank you for like doing the return to sender. I think that worked. I just I really felt the energy shift after after you did that. I felt the energy totally shift. And so it's like, you know, it's like that's what the real FFO is is about. Like, you know, you're like, oh,
people just say that, you know, about, oh, you you better worry about me. Well, you don't know who you're messing with sometimes, right? You don't know who you're messing with. So, be care be be careful who you mess with intentionally, right? I don't go into your chats messing with you. Okay. Maybe that's what they want. Lonely. Yeah. You can't hear. They're lonely. So they they want they can have all the negative energy they tried to put on me
and take away my positive energy. They can have all that returned to them, right? Yes. Yes. Yeah. They don't know what they don't know what they're messing with. You know, I have I have a I have powerful people and powerful allies here and they watch out for me. That's why I That's why I'm not like sitting in a corner crying and turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turning off the show turn turn turn turn turn turn turn turn and you know and things like that, right? I'm I'm I'm trying to learn my
lessons. I'm trying to learn my lessons and I'm not perfect and I maybe I'm not right about, you know, right or wrong about my my my my ideas and philosophies and like that. I'm basically worried about everybody having the right to freedom and stuff like that. I don't like throwing these extreme examples about that like that like everybody's doing these kind of things, right? Okay,
we have another person in the chat trying to keep it on. Um, it's Noel. It's Noel. Um, again, we should we ask Noel about We can ask Noel. We can ask her questions. We can ask her questions about why she did what she she left. I think she needs to learn how to listen
so it's so it sticks not weird again. But I think but I think if I think if maybe she had a female talk to her about it and stuff like that like I haven't to her yet. I have her on Discord. I do have her on Discord. We should wait a little. Okay, we'll wait a little bit. Noel, it's not the right it's not the right time. You need a cool little cooling off
because you were you were going it was not the show is not Girls Gone Wild. Okay. It's like it's not Marty Gra. It's not for it can be guys gone wild. You know guys can see their nipples here. Yeah. Aldi said he was willing to teach me how to edit.
So that'd be nice. So you wouldn't have to like delete the videos. Just edit all like the bad things out. Yeah. Do it. It's like I can go on um my YouTube studio and you can but it's really editing is not my thing really. It's like what happens um if you have a copyrighted song and stuff like that, it will um it will just automatically take out the copyright material. You just
have to it will just do it automatically. I like that kind of thing where it's just like it but I but I usually will just like I'm usually willing to have it just deleted or put private and stuff like that. Maybe I'll go back or maybe maybe someday I'll be able to afford a good editor or something like that. Or I will do like when I get monetized, maybe I'll do well
enough to do a revenue share with a professional editor and I can like have the videos edited and stuff like that and made cooler and stuff like that. Right now, um I'm just doing this on my own. I'm I'm like focusing on posting and doing all that. And I like to keep it kind of simple. I'm not the editing is
not my forte really. I would love to be putting like a lot of cool graphics and have it everything timed and make make cool shorts and everything, but I'm still still trying just to grow the channel. And uh guys, by the way, I I last 30 days I had like 10,000 watch or 10,000 um views. And that's like maybe that's not a lot to some people. I think
I think Emma probably gets like the 10,000 a night or something like I think she she like know she's like but I think for me starting out you know as like just this this well I'm not normal guy but just like this this you know I think I do like to think I'm like I'm not bad looking but I do have my fans but I don't have an only fans yet and I need
more demand for that. So you can go ahead and let me know. I'll consider it once I have The only person I think only one person said they'd subscribe so far and you know who it is. It's a guy. Yeah. No, that's another guy. Another guy we know from another chat.
He has a He has a He has a Grim Reaper, too. Hey, what are my watch hours right now? It's like 1300 watch hours. I think it's like around 1300, 1400. Is I'm halfway there almost. um um to my um you need 3,000 watch hours and so I'm at like 12 or 1300 I think. It says a little bit
less on on the YouTube studio, but I but it's because I got this message that I had a thousand a couple weeks ago and I know I've gotten a couple more than that, but it's a little bit off sometimes. But yeah, I'm getting there. I will get there. I And I was predicted last year I was like maybe around April I'll get it because I think I had like 250 or something and I was like well
April was maybe like a little bit of a optimistic thing, but I think maybe I'll get there because and then last night's video had like 300 or 400 views like people coming in and so those are nice numbers for me. like it's like like a lot of people coming in and out of the chat, you know, and so I know like you know most people who come for a second I'll not if I'm not their thing but I think that's enough people to get a good
crowd in here know and also you know whoever did even if the guy did promote my thing on his discord to have people come and attack. Well, thank you for the views. Thank you for the watch time. That helped me out too. And uh maybe they didn't like the video but you know but maybe I got some subscribers. Thank you, Clumsy. I feel
better. I do feel so much better. You see, I'm smiling. You see I'm smiling. I'm like, relax. It's just like, you know, I when I'm I'm an empath, you know, and so when I have people coming at me angrily, it's like I feel it. I feel it. And then it's like and my defense I have these defenses pop up. And then I also feel defensive towards the other. Don't feed the trolls. No, but I like to wrestle around with them a
little bit sometimes. They're cute. But those guys weren't cute enough. Guys, I'm flipping. Was I flipping out? No, I was I was I was being bombarded and then I was trying to like explain my point. Getting a little bit I say I get maybe a little bit frustrated and that's what
they want too. I can be totally zen. It's not feeding the trolls. I I like to I can interact with trolls too. It's like I you know, but I like to be able to I was a what? I know you as stop being a woman protector. They
really don't like that when you do that and you will troll them harder. Yeah. Um women are not trolling me. Like I really haven't seen women trolling me. And also I don't think I I don't think I'm white knighting either. But I also like like for like Teresa um you know she was like the sweet lady came for a tarot reading. Didn't know what to expect from the show. It was really sweet. I know no reaction is the best reaction, but also,
you know, I like to it's a little bit more exciting too for the show. A little bit more exciting content when there is like a little bit of a kurfuffle or a little bit of a you know, you know, just like Howard Stern will get like angry and like yell at people and stuff like that and like you know and you know it's like you know it's it's good content. Oh
yeah, Sig Sig has been hurling. He said he's going to come on. Sig, you're welcome on if you um behave yourself. last night. I did not appreciate the things you were saying in the in the uh in the live in the panel. There was inapprop and it was and then it was inappropriate what you were saying in chat, too. And you're my you're my mod and so you're not um
you're that mean that means you have a level of of trust with me and you're you're really not helping that. And so I I was considering unmoding you. I'll give you another chance, but you're on your you're on your um third striker. out, my friend. Okay. And that goes for the panel, too. I don't mean I don't mean to be so
tough, but you know, it's like mods the mods are representing my show. I say much worse stuff to my male guest. Well, male guests say much worse things to the female guests and stuff like that. And so, you know, males can males males should be able to uh take some trolling. Annoying us are statistic source of pleasure. They're killjoys. Yeah. But it's like it was
it's like did they did they annoy me? Yes. Did they enrage me and and and like infuriate me? No. It's like I was able to keep my cool relatively, but I'm I I I like a heated debate. I like a heated debate. I I like I love debating politics and religion. A lot of people don't. Yeah. Howard Stern, he's my Yeah,
he's definitely my dear animal. And also Yeah. and if P doesn't want here either while she's here, I will I won't I I will listen to her. You know, it's like um because I want I want her to feel comfortable and happy on the show. And you know, sometimes people I don't like people chasing people my show out of the chats on the like there's a lot of people that come here that are
new and they don't know what to expect and then it's just like they hear some of these things, they're like, "Oh, whoa. What is this?" You know, I want I want to be a positive Ultimately, okay, I want to be to be able to for people to learn how these things work and to see this demonstrated and stuff like that, how how people how these
people will operate. I think it's a good lesson for everybody, right? But I don't want to harp on it. I don't want it and I don't want people to feel unsafe or feel like it's not a safe place or not a friendly place. Okay. Right. I do want them to feel welcome. Like I don't like pushing people off panel, but like
What did I have I said really much worse stuff to my male guests? I'm thinking what what have I said to male other than making myself like Yeah. I I don't think I I don't think I've said really bad. I don't I don't think asking a guy to take off his shirt, which which is like I had pie do because she's feeding me.
It's like a little Right. And so I don't think that's that's that's like saying much worse things to my male guests, right? I don't say I'm gonna f certain people, you know, I don't I got much worse said more stuff has been said to me in my my chat. So So I want um I want everyone to be friendly. I want everyone to be like
friendly in the chat and not like attacking anybody or just trying to stir up trouble and stuff like that. But we did get a good lesson. I learned more every day. Yeah, I think the next time someone tries to mention brothers again, we have to tell them to pay up, take off a shirt, show an animal or something. Yeah, just none of those guys I really wanted to see their shirt off and I might get fined for because they had
such big nipples and stuff like that or like you know those particular guys, they all had these big they all had the same look this hat, a beard, some of them had sunglasses and then they all had this like attitude about the same thing. I repeated the same thing that you said to the male guest to pie and you flipped. Well, go ahead and say what that was.
What did I say? Oh, the male guest took off their shirt. Big sne
men are men can take off their shirts and it's it's acceptable on the live in the air. And also you just you don't you don't talk to women like that like take off your shirt that's you and that's maybe a lesson for maybe you know maybe I sometimes will sexualize a male guest in a certain way but it's a playful way and it's like not it's a different thing when it comes to saying that to women
and and people do say that yeah just saying it's okay you're you're bringing up your opinions and valid points but I think it's so like you know Howard Stern will tell his guests to take off their shirts and stuff like that. It just depends on the person. The person if the person gets really offended, maybe I'll slow my roll with that. But
the guy didn't really seem to care when I when when Pi asked him, right? It's like he was very he was more than happy to do it and keep his shirt off for the whole show and stuff like that, you know? And so so you know, it's like if he's willing know that that doesn't actually turn me on like I think they need to know that.
Yeah, women can take off their shirts, too. And but it's like on the panel like like when Noel did it, it was just it looked like the IHOP um the IHOP dollar pancake special and it was not pleasant. But yeah, you're not supposed to show you're not supposed to to show bear chest on the on on the on your lives and stuff like that. There's also you are
supposed to show other things on your lives, too, that can get you in trouble. I'm not going to mention those things because I don't want people getting any ideas, but this adult for adult fights, which I get it would be nice to support actual adult fights, you know, because adults do need more, right? Like Howard Stern will have a
Yeah, you're not an ewoman protector. Well, I'm not really white nighting, but I do I do protect my co-host like I would protect my sister, you know, or things like that or my mom, you know. It's like I not I'm not trying to say, oh, you know, do not speak to a woman like that. I let people talk, but it's like if they're like they're they're being like so disrespectful. Yeah. And and if a woman doesn't like
that, it's like then she can say to me like, "Don't worry about it. I I can take care of myself." Or, you know, but it's like sometimes they don't sometimes I'm I'm trying to host the show, right? Yeah. Women are I think women are a protected class. I think women should be protected, right? And uh and women should be respected, you know? like
every everybody was born from a woman and uh and you know, you know, so that's all I have to say. It's like I I think women should be protected, but I think they can protect themselves just fine. You know, you verbally and things like that and they're they're more emotional than men and they can put a man in his place real quick. Yeah. It's like Yeah. It's like s you're
just you're just like, you know, you're just going to harp on the same same things, right? It's like exactly. Yeah. It's like, you know, I get it. I get it. I get it. I I I've seen I I don't like white knighting and stuff like that. I I and I see people white knighting like much worse than I do, but I like to be uh I like to protect my panel and stuff like that. I'm like a white knight is protecting someone who
doesn't need protection. like they were never in trouble in the first place and you're making it's like it's like somebody somebody with with Bea the other night was like doing that and it's like it's like and she she can verbally and I know you don't need it either pie and it's like and uh because
you can verbally need it's about protecting your friends you know like I'm even like that it's needed you know it's just if I'm there, you know, I'm going to do some say something, not just like speak quiet and sit by like some little and I like and I like when people will like um will defend me sometimes, you know,
and it's like and I I can defend myself too verbally and stuff and I sometimes don't take it personally, but when some when a friend will stick up for me, I I like it, you know, and it's like and then I know that they have my interest and they they care about me and stuff like that. And so it's not me trying to like say, "Oh, I'm I'm such a great chivalous man and that women are these weak creatures that that need all
protected and everything." Women are very strong. Women are stronger than men emotionally, you know? Men are emotional babies. Women are like emotional kung fu ninja artists, okay? And so so women just I just I just respect women, okay? I respect I respect women and I'm not going to talk to them or like allow them to be talked like that on my panel like some people like
talking to them. Okay? So, Susanna, you got it. Okay. Am I making sense by or you know, I hope and if I'm if I ever if I ever overstep my boundaries. Yeah, you're allowed to have boundaries. It's just show you know, but you too. And if Yeah, that's what they don't understand. Like
a lot of people don't understand what consent is. So, it's good to demonstrate it. even if it's if it's they disagree with the at least they're going to learn something because they're experiencing it. And sometimes consent is like is and if you ask the question if I ask the question will you take off your shirt and they say no. I'm not going to say
we'll take it off like you're I'm for forced to take it off. I'm like, "No, that's fine if they don't." But if they're like asking like, "Oh, that they come to me and they say, "I'll take off my shirt for you if you send me 10 bucks." And I send them 10 bucks. And then they're like, "Oh, never mind." You know, and that's uh that's a that's like a scam. Okay. So, there's a there's
differences. There's it's like there's all this there's all this, right? Yeah. unless unless you live somewhere where And so something like that is technically not legal that you're not allowed to do exchange for sexual favors even if it's not like actual sex just like a type of sexual but it's like but that's like you know
that's why it's better to like leave that stuff to chatter bait or like the sites that it's like more legal. But this would this would have been off platform kind of thing. And so it would have been um it's a different thing where it's like and that's like basically like saying oh uh you know we make a deal and it was it wasn't for sexually explicit or anything but it was
like if we make a deal take off my shirt and send 10 bucks or whatever and then I'll say oh never never mind I don't feel like or like um or I you know like I was just playing you or whatever. That's That's kind of scamming, right? Yeah. There's some ice cold beings out there. That's why like just be careful especially with online. Okay.
So easy to and we're still I'm still learning and uh you know and then and also when we make mistakes sometimes we learn and stuff like that and we we approach things differently sometime. So Susanna what I got for you is like you're this highly intuitive woman. Okay. You you have all the answers inside of you already. you have you have this inner
knowing. Um she holds the scroll of knowledge. She and she also guards this garden behind her. And so she's kind of like this this this very powerful. This is the high priestess card. Very intuitive. Um and between the pillars. Okay. You have it's kind of like it's kind of like almost reminds me of a gatekeeper in a
way a little bit. Okay. Or guarding the garden. Okay. Susanna we have the magician card. So, you have powerful powerful manifestation powers. You're in touch with the above, the below. You can bring bring the higher to to the lower. Um,
and you also have all the tools that you need in front of you right there. You have the all the elements, the the the earth, um, water, fire, and air at your disposal to create whatever you want in life and to manifest what you want. You have these high manifestation powers. And then we have the um this 10 of
pentacles. And so this looks like in the future uh you're going to have this very bountiful um like a lot of wealth, a lot of happiness. And um there's all these see there's generations around there too. And so you're going to be able to pass this along along down and uh just all this wonderful things surrounding you. They almost look like a lot of suns
and sun's the most power like um positive card in the deck, right? So, I hope you enjoyed that, Susanna. That was your reading. Okay.
Yeah, Susanna, you did a really um I like how you helped me handle things tonight. And I and I app I appreciate people looking out for me because it's like I do um I do uh like to have people be the freedom to to be themselves and things like that, but some people just go way too far. And I don't always catch it at first, but I do
I do feel things things strongly. So I I appreciate people looking out for me and and I will help you out in any way I can too. Right. Hi Sean. How are you? Sean is here. Anyone else want a card? I'll stay on for maybe I'll stay on for another 45 minutes tonight. But um yeah,
I'm ready for bed honestly. Okay. I know. Yeah. So, I'll wrap up with you in a in you can have if you can stay for five more minutes and I'll wrap up. I'll let you um you go to bed. I know. I know. But I'm going to stay for another few minutes because I want to share some uh maybe some music videos and other thing with the chat, but and I'll do any more cards and uh anybody that
wants to. But I want to thank um thank Pi for being here and just being my friend and being a my co-host and like helping me out so many ways. just being a friend, always there to listen, always there to give good advice, you know. I hope I I can do the same for you when you need it. And and uh and I just love you and and I appreciate you being here. You know, it's like, you know,
um you you're really wonderful supporter. You're really fun to talk to and you're just you're just an awesome person. I want to thank everyone. Thank Pi for coming tonight, helping keep the show the show fun, friendly. We have 20 people in chat. So, so, you know, so I'm
I'm willing to hang out for a while. Nice. They're all quiet. So, is is talking everyone else? I know. We have we have a lot we have we have some we have some lurkers in the chat. That's 20. 20 is a lot of lurkers, but also um I've seen chats with like 50
people with one person talking. So, yeah. Thank Thank you, Pi. We love you. Thank you, Galacticness. Thank you to my mods, too. Um, all the mods helping out um in the chat tonight when it got a little bit little bit hairy people just for being supportive and having my back and saying telling me telling me what's going on and stuff like that. I just appreciate you. So,
I'll let you go, pie. Um, and uh and enjoy your evening and maybe hang out in the chat if you can, but I love you and uh have a wonderful night. Bye. Good night. Bye guys. Bye. Okay Sig
come on up. Oh, I thought you were ending it. What's up? Are you ending it? No, I'm staying on longer, but P had to go. All right. Yeah, I'm maxing. I'm electrolyte maxing. Do you mix that with booze or is you just are you drinking that alone
tonight? Is my mic audible? Yeah, it is. Yes, it is. I don't know. I could have some. That's too bad she left. Talk more about how I hate how I hate women. Apparently, I want to talk more about that. Well, if she's in chat or if she wants
to come back up, she's welcome to, of course. But I I don't know if she wants Well, you know, you know, you're you know, you're like a little bit of a I don't know, commoginly and maybe sex. You know, sometimes some some might find that charming and stuff. You're an insult. Okay. I'm not sexist. I'm just an insult. And so, you're mad at women.
Are you? No, I'm not mad at women. You're mad at women or what? What's No, I don't. I'm not mad at women. Wh going on? why why are you I just incel stands for involuntary involuntary celibate I I just acknowledge our differences and I don't say that as a negative thing
that's all it is well okay good but I don't I mean I don't I'm not a woman I'm not a woman hater or a woman protector okay yeah I mean at least not not online you know if uh you If um I don't know. I I I uh
like I'm not I'm not going to like oh like you can't like like um if somebody was out in the street and like calling some woman a like I wouldn't step in and be like you can't talk to her like that. No. I mean if some guy was like beating up if some guy was like beating up on a
woman that's like a different story. But what if it's like what if it's like this kind of thing this kind of thing like this sort of just verbal exchange is um very insignificant. So right I don't think I don't think that uh I
think everybody I think for the most part the people that are with the program don't take this too seriously and won't care if you say this or that or whatever. Right. But but they said if it was you saw a woman on the street and then someone told someone was saying that that if you were friends with that woman Yeah. I wouldn't really care. Or my if I
was friends with a woman, it's possible, right? And I'm here. Here's the thing. It's very it's a very different situation when you have somebody saying that to your face versus here like, okay, you're you're talking about a situation where you're out in the street, right? You're just going about your day. You're going to work. You're going to the store, right? You're not
anticipating somebody coming to attack you. You join these streams. That's all what people do. People here, they bicker. There's conversation. You click on You click on this link. Hold. Hold You click on this link for the explicit on. purpose of bickering and conversing and talking and possibly getting into
something confrontational. You don't walk down the street. You don't walk down the street. You compare yourself to Howard Stern all the time. What does that guy do? That's all he does, right? The and the gas that he has. Dude, if you want to compare yourself to Howard Stern, you have to be s substantially more lax.
You need to be way more lax. I'm also with the women, especially with women. You can't you can't have protected classes. Does in Howard Stern, in the Howard Stern show, does he have any protected class where you're not allowed to talk negatively to them? No. Right. He's got a He's got a black
right? He's got all these like characters right? No one's off the table. So, I don't I don't understand why you keep comparing yourself to Howard Stern, but you're kind of like SJWing it a little bit. Yeah, but I'm like a gay Howard St. But also Howard Stern like puts Robin in a a glass booth so she is protected from all the guests, right? She's in a glass booth and so she is she
has some some level of protection, right? And so and also that's his co-host. And also he treats he always treats he treats her well and he'll he'll like have a he'll go back and forth with her. But with a if a if a if a if a guest is threatening her or trying to break into her booth, that kind of stuff like that, it'd be a different thing. I know. Um and St. Nikki booth. What is this about? Does she have a locked booth? I didn't know
that. Yeah, she's literally behind glass. She is behind in glass in a protected locked booth, you know, and and so and also she sometimes Yeah, she is. Watch the Howard Stern. You never seen You never seen the the live show. Got it. Got it. Interesting. All right. Well, that's like a But here's the thing. That's a physical barrier, right? Yeah. Number one. Number one, that's a
physical barrier. Number two, this is an interaction where people are physically present together. Number three, even though she has this glass barrier, even though she has a glass barrier, she still has headphones on and she's listening to everything. She doesn't have there's no there's no Oh, I don't like what you're saying. You get kicked out. When have they ever done that? When has Howard Stern ever said, "You
don't like what you're saying?" And he'll say, "Dude, they had a Didn't they have a KKK guy in a hood?" Right. They had a guy in a hood and like all kinds of people. There's Exactly. And he would never he would never be like, "All right, you're out of here cuz we don't like what you're saying or like you offended the wrong person." There's a difference between like the
his show, which is a comedy show, which is like for comedy, which is like and so there's funny things going on. Sometimes it's not funny. Sometimes it's not funny when when you're comedy, it's entertainment. Maybe it's not comedy, but it's entertainment. Okay. Right. And I think my show's entertaining, too. But, you know, I have the right to run my show how I want to. No, you can. You have your I'm not And I
saying that you have to run it a certain way. All I'm saying is if you're going to compare yourself and aspire to Howard Stern, you're not doing it correctly. But I'm a I'm like a gay Howard Stern. And so it's also different because Howard Stern will kind of sexualize women. You're like incredibly light like a very like vanilla sort of Howard Stern. Okay. You got you have to get like a whack
pack. You have to get like a whack pack. You know, I could be the the uh incelled, angry incel. You know, um I could be the furry. Um you know who else you you got to like you have to you have to run with it. You have to run with it. I'll run with it. And I And I have a woman protecting stuff.
A woman protector. For Pi Pi, for example, Pi is a big girl. She loves trolling. She likes messing with people. She can handle it. She'll be fine. I know she can't sit there and bat for bat for the women. I just disagree with a lot of the things that you were saying earlier. Yeah, you're talking like
Hold on. Come back. Come back later. Hold on. You were talking over me too much. Okay. Yeah, I understand your point. Okay, I understand your points and you're insulting me saying I'm like a vanilla Howard Stern. Okay. You know, I'm not Howard Stern. Howard Stern is like the king of all media, right? It's like um I but I'm saying I like that style show. Okay. If you guys want to uh come on panel, you're welcome. Yeah. And
uh Right. And it's like just like I it's like I appreciate anybody in the in the in the chat or anybody in the panel sticking up for me even, you know, I can stick up for myself and I know Pi and I know Bday can stick up for themselves. But we also have these we have we have some new people in like Teresa is new. She didn't know what to expect from the show and then I didn't want people um
disrespecting her and and like Right. Okay. Yeah. Say, you you're um you are an interesting character and uh and I appreciate your points. You were just like, you know, kind of overt talking me and stuff and uh kind of like trying to say trying to make me look dumb a little bit. Okay. I'm I'm not really trying to
make you you call you know, you look dumb or anything, right? I'm trying to like let you have your your say. I hope I let you have your say, you know, and uh but we we we discussed this all over. We discussed some of this already, right? And you you'll always have this counterpoint and it's fine. But uh Okay. So, how's everyone else doing? We have
20 people in the chat right now. So, the chat's going. The chat's good. People are kind of quiet in it. What's up, Jamie? But, uh it's nice to have 20 people watching. I hope everyone's enjoying the show. Can everyone hit the like button for me? And uh I really uh anyone else kind of come on the panel. I'll do readings on the panel. I don't want to get into like just arguments and stuff like that. Yeah.
Ila, are you are you being are you behaving yourself too? I don't know. I was saying that that I'm mad at Sig cuz he turned me down. I know. I don't not really. Sig's not really Well, he's my type. I like Mexican guys. Yeah, he's not badl looking, but he's not really my type. I like more like the
thugged out tough guy kind of guys. Feeling good by Muse. That's a good song. Yeah.
Yeah. Kai wants to dress up. So, well, I'm not really a stiff. I just play one on TV. for the right man or for pi. I'll be pi I'll be pi s. I'll simp I'll simp for beta too. But
yeah, let's let's design a harum, guys. But can I be the leader of the herum? I'm just kidding. It'll just be all men in uh leopard leopard thongs and then the women will have their own their own castle and stuff. I'll just go hang out with them when I get bored of the guys.
This is for entertainment purposes only. Okay. Okay. So, anyone want to say anything? Come on. I'll stay up for another half hour or else I'm just going to play some a music video for you or something. I posted it last night. I don't know if anyone watched. It's really cool music video though. Anyone like Nightw Wish?
I mean, I do careful with these because uh you know, you can get copyright, not strikes, but you can get copyrighted. I'm not monetized yet.
I want a My Little Pony pie. I want I want Applejack. I want Apple Jack to write on. Just kidding.
Hey guys, I'll play a music video. I think this is it's a lyric video on it's it's uh should I put it on the TV? I'll I'll just play it here. Hold on. Give me a guess. Z, let me I'll play the video then I'll
talk to you soon. I'll I'll text you after Let me just play the video.
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I hope you like the video. I hope you heard it. I think that's from it's from the great Oz or something like that. Thank you, St. Nikki. You're welcome on the panel, too. You're welcome on the panel. But yeah, I think that was like the wicked witch fighting with Glenda. And then at the end, you know, she tries to kill Glenda or whatever. And then,
uh, Glenda grabs her necklace and it breaks. She like turns into this old old witch and stuff. And then she she like tries to attack her again and Glinda like knocks her out the window and then the flying monkeys come and um, fly the witch away. So, I just thought it was a cool song.
You can find that on my Discord, too, if you want to see it in better quality. Sorry, like I was trying to get the lyrics in there and get the get all the scenes in there. But I think I did an okay job. I know it sounds um pretty good, too. But that's the band Nightw Wish. Nightwish is a really good like really good. It's Tia Turnin, but that's
a different singer right there. But uh they're really good band. Thank you for watching that with me. I see like we maintain most of the chat in there, but I think people liked it. It's just cool. It just gave me chills. You made some photos in Discord of
Lenor. Thank you. Yeah. Uh I'll show you magic and tricks right now. They're in their little tower. Hold on. They're magic. And there's tricks sleeping there. There's Mama Lola watching. You're
nearby watching. Wait, you like it? You're meowing. You're meowing. You like attention. Or because I said I said hi to Lola and Magic. Where's Lola? Look how cute Lola is. Lola, you saying hi? Oh, you woke up. I'm sorry.
Ron, you like the attention the most, right? You're my little cuddle bug, right? You're going to say hi to Lola. Lola's sitting nearby watching. Isn't she beautiful? Look at the green eyes. Hi Lola. If you guys can see. Okay. And there's We have Is Lenor around?
No, Lenor. Lenor's outside. Okay. You love them. Meow. Yeah, that was cool. I like I hopefully I don't get a strike for that video. I don't think I will because I think it was fan-made, but if anyone knows what movie that was cuz I really want to
watch that movie now. I think I might have seen um seen the uh a little bit of that movie. Goodness. It has the Witches of Oz. I think it's called The Great Oz. I'm not sure though. I don't think it's Wicked. I think Wicked's little more recent than that as a movie, but I love the Wizard of Oz, by the way. It was from the Return to Oz. No, I don't
think so, Jamie. I think um because that's by Ruza Balk, I think. And um there's similar stuff that goes on. Um that's a really good movie, Return to Oz too. If you guys want another another video before I go, I'll play I'll play one more video. I'll play the Return to Oz video by the Scissor Sisters that I like
because they have a song called Return to Oz and it's really good. Um, but yeah. Okay, let's see who's in the chat. Oh, in the chat in the backstage. Okay Sig. Okay, I'll I'll figure it out. Jamie, hey, you know, you know, if you ask nicely, you ask nicely, I can screen share it and then everybody can actually
hear it. Okay, you can hear it. You know what I mean? Not not one music note or word. No. Oh no. Okay. Can you can you please in chat? I know I can. But everyone was staying though. Why don't you use a computer?
Pie said she heard it. There's no audio. Susanna, why why don't you use a computer? I know you My computer is not working well right now. And I you know I have a nice microphone. I don't understand why people So you have a nice microphone. Yeah. Come on then. What's funny though is that like when I play a Howard Stern clip, I like listened to it last night. It played
perfectly. Um, okay. I think maybe maybe uh the music makes it difficult, but it might pick up voices. Okay. Can you Okay. So, can your mic, dude? Can you share on your Can you share it on your computer for me? Sure thing, buddy. Okay. Give me a second though. I'm lighting up this joint. Okay, then everyone can see it. Okay. I apologize for that.
Now I know this this joint is just like my this joint is just like my It's short and fat. Okay, I mean now I'm interested. Okay, I'm I'm posting the link in the chat for you. Bro, this is a whole cigar, dude. This is a fat joint. Everyone everyone here everyone want to
see it again and they can you probably see it better, too. Yeah, it's worth seeing malware from Kaza down. That's hilarious. Kuzah is That's old school. Kazah. Okay, I'm posting the link. Wire. Thank you. Thank you, S. I appreciate Oh, hold on.
There's the link. So, I want everyone to hear it because it's a really good song and it's like And so, it's even better with the uh Oh, you know, he left. It's even better with the uh maybe he won't play it, but I'll play it some other time. Like I when I play Alisa Jordana songs, usually you can hear I don't know. Maybe it's just because it was so uh
so I don't know if there was no audio. It's weird. Or was it just like distorted? I don't know. I think Ty, I think you I think you were you teased him a little bit. Or maybe he just needs a minute. Okay. Hey, Rudy. Rudy's coming out.
Good night. Pie. Okay, here he comes. Okay. Yeah, I need to work that out. Susanna, sorry. Technical difficulties, guys. I'll put you I'll put you on solo so you can share screen. No, it makes makes no difference. Oh, it makes no difference. But I think if it's full screen Oh, it doesn't.
Okay. How do I make it How do I make it so it's just like you just see you'll just see the whole the video. Okay. When I screen share it, you have to hit the on the top right corner there will be a full screen button. Okay. Okay. We'll see how this works. Maybe it maybe it will work, maybe it won't. But
we'll we'll work it out. My computer just doesn't work right now. Where is the button? The screen shares up. I don't see it. Yeah, it doesn't work. It's there. I don't see it on my screen. Definitely there. It's definitely there.
Yeah, I don't think it works on on my StreamYard. Um, it's definitely there and it works. You're just not looking. You have to. This is why I'm saying, dude, the phone version of Streamyard for hosting is terrible. If you're going to host, you need to be on a computer. This looks kind of cool. What is this? It's a night wish. It's really It is
really cool. I'm sharing. I'm sharing. But no one can see it though. It's like It's You see the list where there's the boxes where you're the little the little boxes for you and for me? There should be a third one next to it. Is there a third one? Hold on.
This one. No, no. The boxes. You see the three? You see two boxes? It's me and you. Yeah. Like you see us and then under that you see two little boxes, right? No. That's how you kick. You know how you kick people out?
Yeah. It says more. That's where the boxes are. Do you see a third one? Oh, this is lou. If I go like this. No. How I kick people out is I just go I just click on their picture. I say remove from stage. Exactly. Okay. You see their picture,
right? Right. So, is there a third box? Oh, hold on. Yeah. Okay. Okay. I got it. Okay. Thank you. Jeez. I'm sorry. I'm just a little bit slow. Okay. Can you start over? It's all right, dude. It's just use figure out your computer. It's AIDS. Hosting on your phone is it's AIDS. It's it's it's difficult. It's not your fault. It's
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right There it is. Thank you. I don't know if it was I had a delay on it, but yeah, it's a movie. I think it's called um um I don't know. Um I don't know what it's called. I have to look it up. But if you see at the end like that she's flying after she gets pushed out of the building cuz the flying monkeys like
came and got her and stuff and they flew her away. Um Michelle Williams Oz. Okay. It's called um oh it's called Oz the Great and Powerful is the movie and I got to watch it. It's a Disney movie and stuff but uh it's kind of like I what I remember from it is kind of like Elf Frank Bomb is kind of like the wizard in the movie and stuff
like that or no it's no it's a movie about the about Oz and stuff. So um it's just a cool it's a cool song and that's the band is Nightwish. Um it's called um Song of Myself. So I hope that played well for you. So yeah. So, thank you, Sik, for doing that for me, too, because that was really nice of you, and I appreciate that. And I I knew I was
keeping you around for a reason, right? You actually are have a good heart. Because I'm actually right about literally everything that I say. Well, we can we can agree to disagree on some things, but yeah, because I'm literally right about every single word that comes out of my mouth. That's why. But you know what? So, you might have
the Cassandra complex. I'll tell you a little Greek myth. You want to hear a Greek myth? But it's a short myth. It's a short myth. You don't want to hear it? No. I'm going to read it anyway. You can hang up if you want. I mean, you ask. It's a Yeah, I know. But I still do what I want to do.
If you ask what? So, what's the point of asking then? Well, if you're if you're going to ask and then and then if I say no, you're still going to do it. Then was there any point in you asking? if you but if you want to be here or not. Is that me and if I say that is that me being contrarian or is that me just like literally seeing what you said makes no sense. Yes. Well, I was just asking your opinion and uh then I just I didn't care
for it. There's there's bother asking. Okay. That's my point. I I won't ask you again. I'll just do it. Gonna ask me and if I say no then why' you do it? It's called sick. Here's a It's called a rhetorical question. It means a question that doesn't mean answering because you're supposed to say, "Of course, I'd like to hear a short like little myth that relates to me in some way." Okay,
so it says, "The term originates in Greek mythology. Cassandra was a daughter of Pam, the king of Troy. Struck by her beauty, Apollo provided her with a gift of prophecy, either on the condition that she agreed to accept his romantic advances or without prior agreement from Cassandra, depending on the source. But when Cassandra refused Apollo's romantic advances, he placed a curse on her, ensuring that nobody would
believe her warnings. Cassandra is left with the knowledge of future events but can neither alter these events nor convince others of her the validity of her predictions. People of Okay, so there we go. That's all I had to say. So like the boys cried wolf. Well, yeah, except that she was right. But but the thing is also like she like she refuses advances and then he spit in her mouth and then she uh then nobody
believed what she said after that. But it says the Cassandra metaphor is applied to some psychologists to individuals who experience physical emotional suffering as a result of distressing personal perceptions and who are disbelieve when they attempt to share the cause of their sufferings with others. So I'm trying to be as one does. Yeah. As one does. Right. So I'm I'm sorry. I'm sorry I as I asked. I should have
just said I'm going to play you this thing, but I was um but yeah, it was rhetorical. But it's it's cool. I'm sorry. I'm just pulling your leg. Okay good. Now, does that I mean, uh h you're thinking about the myth or what
or what or or is that No, is that the is that the uh Thank you. Um, yeah, it's just a cool it's just a cool story, but because she was like also like, you know, tarot readers and stuff like that, some are never believed and stuff and they do have the gift of prophecy and so maybe it's the it's a curse of Cassandra like she she pissed off some god and she's not she no one believes her and
stuff. But yeah, also like blaming the victim kind of thing sometimes. And uh that's why I try to be empathic to people and try to understand they're going through their own psychological things. And if I can help them, it's cool. Sometimes I can't help them and sometimes they resent the help or they they attack and stuff like
that. But I understand, you know, and I How many ounces are in a pound? What is it? 16. Hold on. Hold on. is 32 64 I'm not sure it's one of those 16 32 No it's I think it's 64 or something a pound I have to look it up I'm not that I know I shouldn't I shouldn't know it because I've smoked so much weed but
I never bought pounds I just bought about like eight hold on eighth is like one eighth eight yeah so it's a 16 okay 16 ounces that's a lot of that was I was right the first time, right? She got one I got.
Thank you, Susanna. Yeah. And also, yeah, energy vampires, too. Okay, so energy vampires. Someone mention energy vampires. Well, any are
and they have to go through other people. But the thing is the thing about the thing about uh energy um energy is everywhere and you can get you can do deep breathing and get energy. You don't have to suck it out of somebody else and uh and leave them empty too. So uh nothing you I'm saying
I'm saying energy vampires and uh but also energy vampires are very easy to protect yourself from. You just have to shield yourself and uh and know that you can replenish your energy without taking from other people. There are lots of ways. Okay. I think generally um
generally there's like um it's it's kind of like the the world kind of has this like system of like homeostasis where everything returns to like a baseline. But like uh you know I don't know. I think uh I think I'm not making any sense. Forgot what I was saying.
No, you what happens is that what happens is like energy vampires will like stare at people or they'll or they'll energy harvest and things like that and they'll try to like like what goes around comes around kind of thing. Right. Right. And that's that's the law of like return law of return or or basically karma. You know what goes around comes around. It's like you know you um if you drain you will be drained.
If you drain from people like you'll eventually be drained too. It's like it's like it's like energy cannot be shared or created or destroyed. It can only change forms. And so uh this is the law of conservation of energy. Conservation of energy. Well, yeah. Science. Yeah. Yeah. It is a science. It's been physics. But my physics teacher told me the first day of physics class, he my physics, he's
he's like, "Just remember all this is this these are just um words we put together and concepts so we can understand things but is it true is it not true he's like it's he's like it's basically it's uh it's just are human being trying to rationalize everything understand everything but can we even describe gravity can we describe we can like you know all these things can be demonstrated in certain ways and
that physics you do experiments and stuff like that but we really can we prove anything though is it really just human beings trying to understand things in a Okay. Yes, probably. But I do believe that uh I do believe in the energy conservation. Energy cannot be created or destroyed. It can only change forms. No, you don't have to believe in it. That's the that's the law. But that's
really that's a confusing way to start the class. But technically, he's right. He's right, but at a really really that's like a really advanced level, though, If you're when you get far enough into right? it, yeah, you're like this stuff doesn't make sense. But like that's you kind of have to you have to know the rules to break them kind of thing, right? Uh
I was never great in physics. I mean I did okay. I was I was my my my subject was geometry. That's my only math I was really good at. Um I was terrible in algebra because it was so hypothetical. It was so like oh find what's missing by you know you know it's like but find find X. What is X? you know, and it's like we're always trying to figure out what I'm really bad at math, but I I I really
like how um math is pretty um congruent, let's say, to use math words. It's pretty like um it it it is like a set of rules and they're for the most part fixed. I mean, I I always like I said, I always struggled with math, but it is
right. Theoretically, it all makes sense, right? There is a right answer. You could check your work. There is a right answer, but it's also based on these numerical systems that we created and stuff like that. And and there are human systems and things like that. Math does not exist outside of the human mind, right? It's like, you know, we can like measure things. We're the we're the measurers of it. You know, human beings without human
beings there would not be measuring of things. We like to measure things. And also math has the you know has that's also why I struggle in math is because and I could write an essay out in in English class and I have my own ideas my own interpretations and then I would be rewarded for my own insight into it. In math it's just like black and white. This is how you do it. This is like
there's no other way. you have to show your work and if the work is wrong and you came with the right answer then it's like that's the best I think that's the best part is that when you when you sort of reverse engineer the problem and you you can actually see definitively whether you're right or wrong but again also with the same thing with science if you get into the more advanced math and yeah
it's all like crazy everything is fake we're saying in in chat Carmen's experience regardless people believe it or not here's what I learned in Buddhism from um the llama I studied under is that karma is um basically cause and effect and so you'll have certain causes and then you'll have an effect from it and so it's like you can look at it like
oh you know but having the having the benevolent intentions yeah the good and bad is more of the human side of it but every re it's like but that's like the same thing in physics every reaction will have an equal and opposite reaction right and so that's like the law of karma is like you'll and you you'll get what you give Right. And uh I like to you know no one's perfect
and no one is all good and no one is all bad. Like that's the thing. It's like people in the human beings like like to think these people are bad, these people are good and there's no in between. And it's like there's bad people, there's good people. I think everybody is a mixture of good and bad qualities. You know, these are of course subjective and stuff like that based based on our own
human mind, right? But uh but everybody is but we're human. And so it's like when people think that they're gods and and other people are animals and they dehumanize people that like loses that that destroys humanity basically because then people can treat people like cattle and treat people like sheep and like they can um do bad things to others without without regret. New
Radicals great song. You get what you give. Yep. That is a new a great song. So yeah and but also I also I like to I like to think that like when you do good to others like the good will come back to you and I've seen that experience like for myself many times. It's like and when I do bad sometimes bad things will happen and that that that's the same thing as karma you know it's like
uh you can always like learn from your mistakes and you can always like strive toward the higher but understand like the lower is not bad or wrong. It's like there's heaven and the earth and hell and stuff like that. We're kind of in the between of that. And so we can kind of create either of those, right?
And the mind the mind makes it there's a song I don't know if it's Dante or who who someone tell me who did this quote. Oh, John Milton. I think the mind is its own place and in it can create a hell out of heaven and heaven out of hell. Right. Right. And so it's also based on our mind. we can like strive towards this higher and we can also transform ourselves.
Sometimes it's not it's a slow transformation as long as we're on a path of wanting to do better. I I think everybody can change for the better. I think everybody can eventually be redeemed. Even Even Satan can eventually be redeemed, right? It's like I don't think there's I don't anybody irredeemables.
Iredeemables. Yeah. the irredeemables would be oxymoron if like if if uh if everybody can be redeemed. And so it's like I like to think that even even like the worst mass murderer in prison can like eventually like see the wrong in his ways. And we don't know why people are the way they are sometimes cuz people like you experience trauma, they experience abuse, they
experience um things and some people will take the negative things that happen to them and then they will just repeat them like kind robotic way. It kind of it takes a higher pulling right a higher a higher in to go to the higher intent. It's not it's not as easy as it's easy to live in your south node in astrology
is called south node node. It's easy to be in the south node in your lower self, right? It that that it feels comfortable for some people, but it's not it's just like being an atheist where it's like you kind of are missing out on the higher higher way and it's like in there. That's why I think there's always nudgings from God or spirit guide or guardian angel or something trying to whisper at all times to go to the higher
self. But it's just like sometimes it's just comfortable and plus people are rewarded for being bad sometimes and that's uh that's not necessarily good. I think we should like rework our reward system and like have like instead of just punishing the bad, we should also reward the good and like and reward bad people trying to be good, right? In south node where you come from. Yeah. South node is where you come from.
That's like sometimes they say it's your past life and then like and then the north node is your future life and we're like trying to we're in the middle of it under a different sign heading towards the north node. But we can always go back to the past life. we can make the mistakes we made in our past life and then I think we'll just have to be reincarnated until we learn those mistakes and maybe reincarnation is like
a almost eternal process where we're like we almost will always keep repeating the same mistakes but I think if we like are conscious about it and work toward our higher self we can get to that north node called the north star let's say polaris it's like going to going to the next level going to that to heaven basically instead of like you know earth is kind of a prison that's
kind of a prison planet. We're we're we're spirits um imprisoned in in matter right now. And so we're we're both and we can do a lot of things here and we can learn the most as humans, right? But I think eventually we want to get back to spirit. I think spirit feel kind of imprisoned here sometimes. A guy warlock asked me to marry him one time. I just responded, I don't change people. I just I I just changed.
Warlock? What the hell does that mean? A warlock is like a like a male witch or a wizard or warlock is a it's like a Scottish term because I think it does have to do with warfare too, you know. It's like it it can so I think like was more kind of warlock or maybe it's considered the the more of
the what it called um Voldemort or something like that is more of the warlock, right? And then we have the wizard is like the higher or something like that. But yeah, kind the past is the south node. Yeah, the past is the south node. I'm I'm south node Aquarius. I'm north node Leo. And so my Aquarius side I get in trouble with Aquariuses a lot because it's like it's
fun to party with Aquariuses and but they are Aquar Aquarius can be very cutting with their words. They're they're they're air sign and so they're very good with words and they they can they can be very you know sometimes mentally mind and stuff like that and also spies and all this kind of stuff. But then the Leo is going towards the fire. So what does that mean for
you? Oh, what does it mean for me to be um south node Aquarius, north node Leo? It means in the past life I was probably an Aquarius. uh in this this life I'm I'm a Capricorn with some of the more negative Aquarius traits and I'm heading toward the positive Leo traits, right? Yeah. People are going to judge you no matter um who you are. So my Yeah. And love, I'm Aquarius moon and
so that's also like the sun is like, you know, um not the higher or lower. I mean the sun and the moon. Okay. They're both but the sun is like a different thing than the moon. The moon is more connected to emotions. The sun is more connected to identity, right? And so I'm moon Aquarius and so I'm like kind of like kind of have like alien emotions and like I can kind of like be detached
from like a little bit feel like I feel like an alien kind of on this world but I think I'm going towards this north node Leo which is like this pos these positive Leo traits which are like confidence and and power and you know like sun energy. It's very sun Leo's ruled by the sun so it's very sun energy. So I'm heading toward the sun but I'm not there yet. I'm kind of like
still still my still hanging out on my moon, right? Gemini power worldwide, right? And the Gemini power too. So Gemini Yeah, Geminis are um really good communicators um really good at making money. Like Trump is a Trump is a Gemini. Um and uh my father was Gemini and you know really it's really easy money to it's really
easy to make money when your parents are millionaires, your family's millionaires. We're like Trump. Remember the Remember the small loan of a million dollars Remember that? Yeah. Well, Trump took a small loan of a million dollars for my father. Yeah. And but also Trump was bankrupt twice and filed for bankruptcy twice and like
he didn't have to pay off his debts and so he like he kind of cheated. That's up, man. Yeah, that's up. That's how the that's how the system I think. Who is it? Was it you that was saying if you Oh, I was I think it was somebody else, but they were saying if you want to make money, all you have to do is buy gold and gold is a guaranteed to get more. I think it was Marty who told me this said if you just want to buy
Real estate. Yeah. Real estate. Yeah. But you know, properties um there's this own things with properties too because properties can um can dis if you don't take care of the properties and things like that, they can you can lose value in them. And there's think about all the people that are in um in uh um what's the city um that just burned down
the Pacific Palisades. You know, there's a lot of millionaires there. Then they lost their homes and then they're not um covered by insurance because, you know, insurance company's not paying out for all these homes. And so it's like a it can be a can be a you know but it is it is a good it's usually it's usually it's usually property is usually a safe investment
you know but also you know stocks people can make money in the stock market too if they know what they're doing but there's also insider trading and and there's rich helping the rich there's also like the guy that did the they had McDonald's hired this guy to make the McDonald's pieces for their game if you saw the movie Mc Mafia on HBO And so they hired this guy who's kind of like a gangsterish type of guy to to like print
the game pieces. And so he took all the winning game pieces with a million dollars and he just gave them out to his friends and or just like heard about the McDonald's thing. Yeah, I think. Yes. Yeah. It was the McDonald's Monopoly thing, right? Yeah. McDonald's Monopoly game. And uh and he would then then he would give it to mafia guys and like and like his friends and stuff and then and then he give he give it to this one black lady
but then he like had her pay him back for I mean he was trying to make more money from it and stuff. Eventually it's all uncovered and I think he's like in big trouble now but uh yeah he involved too many people. He should have just made money himself. Right. But it's hard but it's that's also a part of money laundering. It's like where you couldn't just like take the pieces and take the money for himself. He needed to like spread them out to people and stuff like that. And
so yeah, that and it gets very complicated when he uh just use it himself. It would be obvious and you would have all the liability, but then again, you still have the liability because that person's going to snitch and say, "Oh, like when they get caught, they're going to be like, "Oh, yeah, this is the person who gave it to me." Well, that's what happens when that's what happens to criminals because we have this whole the whole um informant program and snitch
program and eventually like someone someone gets mad at somebody else and or somebody gets a threat to they have their kids taken away or to go to prison and stuff like that. All of a sudden they'll start spilling all the details. But that's like kind of like P. Diddy right now. We know that there's people above P. Diddy that are like using him as basically a fall guy. And Jeffrey Epstein.
Yeah. The Jeffrey Epstein. I think that's a scop. I think Jeffrey Epstein is actually like Anthony Bourdain under like light AI because there's only one video I've ever seen. Look at look at Anthony Bourdain. You know who that is? That's crazy. Yeah, I know. You ever seen look at Anthony Bourdain? That doesn't look like Jeffrey Epstein. I said under light under light AI. And you know how Jeff you know how Anthony
Bourdain died? I mean maybe they just look similar. He would he offed himself. forget, right? But but but you know, Anthony Bourdain was was researching all the human trafficking stuff and was all in that that world and then uh you know he died. How did he die? He committed suicide. He committed suicide by hanging off himself just like he by hanging himself. Just
like just by like Jeffrey Epstein just like the same choice you have in jail. Well, you know like the guy there's a guy that stabbed me um in the ear. He was the You got stabbed in the ear? Yeah, I got stabbed. Were you in jail or prison? That person went to jail for Well, I had a
I was not in jail. I was not in jail when that happened. I I was not in jail. Um and I was Wait, what the So okay, how did this happen? This person might have to finish the story. This person was like uh he was basically, you know, he was in jail a lot. He's a gang member. He said he killed other people and stuff. What happened is like one night like he was at my house and uh like he was acting real crazy. He was a little bit
schizophrenic and other stuff, but uh he started knocking out the light bulbs in my house and like terrorizing his girlfriend and myself and we like ran out the window and then I was like, "What should we do?" Like, "Let's just go back to the house." We didn't went like my house searched her or anything. And so then I went back to the house and then like he started like getting up in her and I kind of got between them a little bit which is yeah my mistake just
like you know defending the woman or whatever but I was he was acting scary. Defender. Well, see that's a different situation. That's that's that's a that is a situation where you should be defending her. But like here just saying words a words you know what I mean? But if you have some gang member that's a different story. That's good you did that. Yeah. And I got
I got between them and he I got between them. He like I felt him like punch me in the ear or whatever and then I just felt like my ear was like sort of bleeding and stuff like that cuz I just thought he punched me and I didn't know like but he like how much of your ear did he cut? You just have like a scarf. It was a sharp it was a sharp object. I don't know if it was a like a little like tum tool or like a sharp tool or
like a pencil or something like that. But I think it was sharper than a pencil cuz my ear started bleeding. I started like I bled all over the floor and stuff like that. I was like and uh and he like ran away and stuff. And then the next next day he came back to the house and everything and then like I I ran out. I had blood all over my shirt and someone called the police and then he was
arrested and then the I refused to press charges against him. Um and then um but the police put a put a a restraining order against us anyway. So a year later then his girlfriend had brought him back to my house before and stuff like that and it's like I'm just you know I'm forgiving person and stuff like that and he was like he was he was nice and stuff like that but um you know he he had like
he almost killed me a couple other times too. I I don't know. It was just very stupid to like allow the person back. But then um my Russian friend was like driving around a car with him one day. He had just come back from Texas. He had a dog a dog a big pimple with them in the car and uh we went to my house and then when he left my house we heard helicopters outside and he had stabbed
my neighbor in the neck and he murdered him. And so then he um he for the next couple days he like he like drove away and everything. I think the dog got out and stuff like that. Um but he got caught and then he committed suicide in prison um by hanging himself make the news and so yeah so I know yeah it was
not a sharp fingernail it was it was a it was a p puncture it was a puncture and uh I was examined by the paramedics some people some people are just zeros it was inside my ear it was inside my ear was like not like outside my ear yeah it was inside my ear puncture my eard drum oh no yeah that's really bad damn I was thinking with like uh I don't know
like the ear lobe I guess but damn in your ear is your are you is that is hearing in that ear. No, I'm fine. I mean it healed it healed fine but it it but it seriously bled a lot. Like I had blood there was blood all over the floor and stuff like that and I was like his girlfriend's like he stabbed John he stabbed him in the ear and stuff like that and so um yeah that was a traumatic experience and then uh that's when it
got kind of dangerous in that city that I was living in. I I had the trap house there basically and I was like I was just like I was doing a lot of blinging dope people were people were I was doing a lot yeah I'm I will share these stories you know everything because I I I am a lot better now and like you know nothing nothing ever like that has happened again right but uh yeah it wasn't worse
it could have been worse because he he killed my neighbor I mean he he knows he he I think he studied anatomy books in prison of like where to stab somebody and stuff like But I also Why would they have Why would they have those books available? Well, maybe it's basically medical textbooks. I think they're like, you know, and so they, you know, they they have all books. I mean, basically the
most popular book in prison is 48 Laws of Power, which basically teach you how to how to cheat people and all that kind of stuff and and the and uh and manipulate and all that kind of stuff. And so they they allow pretty much any book. I think like my Russian friend said she studied like brain chemistry and brain diagram manuals and stuff like you know probably for for nefarious purposes.
Yeah. But it's like it's not cool if someone is using these things on you like trying to mentally with you which is like what happened to me. I'm still I'm I'm I'm better guys and she's in prison right now. Interesting. But she'll get out next year. These are the kinds of people that should be in prison, right? Crazy.
Yeah. Yeah. You Yeah. Jimnick knows that like the jugular artery. Yeah. That's where he got the neighbor. He He got the neighbor right in the ear. Well, your jugular would be below the Yeah. ear right? Well, the jugular I'm talking about the guy the neighbor he stabbed. He stabbed in the neck, I think. And that's the jugular vein. Like it's in your neck. And he knew exactly where to like stab
the sub so it like gushes out and stuff like that. Yeah. I can't physically put someone in someone in a posy if that happened. Yeah. And and every everyone was basically on his side, too. And and then he like then he basically said, "Oh, that never happened." And stuff like that. And people wouldn't let you believe it happened. And like I never pressed charges because I was like at first I was going to press charges cuz I was like, "If it was just a punch in my ear, it would be okay."
no, maybe you should have. Maybe that But neighbor wouldn't be dead if he it would be if he was in jail. He was But he went to he went to he went to jail for it anyway. He was he went to jail for like 6 months and then uh yeah I mean yeah maybe yeah maybe I mean there's a hypothetical question is there is there guilt on my mind for all these things hap these things happening too yeah no I don't think I don't think that
you're you should feel guilty for it but I don't know at the same time I mean you're just trying to do the right thing right and also like and also I and I I don't feel like testifying and stuff like that and it's like you know and I because I did you know maybe had a crush on the guy too he was he was here I'll show you his picture if I can kind of imagine being locked up with people like
that if you only did some shoplifting. Yeah. I mean, don't do shoplifting. I don't know what the hell shoplifterss aren't even locked up anymore. I mean, it's like I mean in California they they basically don't even arrest you for that. They'll just
know how to party. There's this guy right here. Hold on. Dox him. No, he's dead right now on stream. There you go. It's not doxing because he's passed away. So, um
kind of is doxing, but that's crazy. Um he doesn't look like he doesn't look like an overly menacing person. No, he had like a nice nice guy look, you know? He had a He had a um clean cut kind of kind of look that you know I thought he was cute. Yeah. Um glad the one who did your ear got locked up. It's like I've had years pro counseling your
perspectives radically changed. Yeah. Trying Yeah. trying to Yeah. Yeah. I don't try I'm not trying to dox anybody and like this is this is also from the LA Times article with all his information and stuff. So it's Yeah. Fixing trying to fix people only go so far. Yeah. I know. I know and uh and I I don't try to I try
to help people as much as I can and it's like and also I think I have unique experiences where I can help people and share my experiences but there are some people yeah there's some some people that it's a lost cause that will they'll never change and they're happy um they're happy the way they are and they and they resent trying to be fixed or
something. So I I don't um there's a song say don't save her. She don't want to be saved, right? And so you just have all you can do is keep yourself away from these people, you know, have have cameras, have security, like lock lock your doors and stuff like that. Do the best that you can and hope that that inspires others, right? That's what I try to try to do. And it's like also that's why I like
like cards and doing tarot is because I think that that's like a unique way to help people like look into inside themselves. And I think some people that are asking for readings are looking for these ways in and in and different People really that's the thing that I I things. think is is particularly bad about the tarot card stuff is that most of the time pe the people who come into the
tarot card readings are usually like desperate in some way. This is like they probably don't they probably are skeptical as well, but they're just desperate. And it's kind of when I had my most business doing tarot, when I did like my 1,800 readings on on Etsy, it was during the pandemic or they weren't desperate. They were desperate because they because
there was nothing really going on. Maybe they were curious about what would happen like or or they were bored or they wanted someone to talk to and they wanted some interaction and they wanted I don't know. So it's like I don't desperate people. Yeah. It's like that like uh I avoid people that are like either um so like so desperate or they
they're looking for like information on other people and stuff like that or medical advice or legal like that kind of thing. I can give I can give you know I can give very general holistic type things but I I don't want to I don't want to um give medical advice and I say that to people if they ask for specific medical
questions. I'm like I'm not a doctor. I say consult a physician and a professional. But I can tell you in in general like my you know certain certain things but I'm like like I that's also also for entertainment purposes only is important to say just because it's like you know but I'm not trying to tell but predict the future or things like that.
I'm like basically looking at the person's energy about themselves and things that they can think about and not profiling but you know profiling is profiling is because I would not have any information about these people on Etsy. Sometimes I wouldn't even ask a question. Let me give you a definition. Let's see. Let's see. So most of the time I would not see their p I would not see their picture. I
would not know anything about them. It would just be like them asking the question. So it's not profiling because I don't know anything about them at all. I just would read from the cards. Go ahead. Can I give you Can I give you a def Okay. So, the definition of profiling noun the recording and analysis of a person's psychological and behavioral
characteristics so as to assess or predict their capabilities in a certain sphere or to assist in identifying a particular subgroup of people. So that's why I just said like I didn't have any information about the people and so No, you're not using any information. You're using their behavior and I I did email readings without ever
meeting the person and so all I would have basically is readings. That's crazy. That's what I did. Like what do you do? You just like close your eyes or whatever the mouse and then I write I then I write um my my my uh my my reading and stuff like that out. Um, and then that's what I would do like but that that was before YouTube um
was more popular. Um, all I'll say too is like there are certain things like if someone has a love reading. So if you know if you I I will ask are you in a relationship? Are you looking for relationship? Because it'll depend on what cards come up. It's like, well, I can go down either path, you know, and it's like, and so it's like that'll help me zero in on the what
the cards are trying to say, whether this person's in your future or this is a person you're with and stuff like that. But, um, yeah. And so, yeah. And then you now I share the number for the Oh, yeah. I think there's there's also a hotline. Yeah. And tarot is it's a metaphysical thing. Okay. There are um, you know, I'm say I'll tell you the the whole psychic this the psychic scammers.
Here's what they'll do is that they'll have a they'll they'll tell you you're under a curse or or they see the curse or something and they will take you in. They'll take off the curse for a certain amount of money and stuff like that. And so that's a whole other Yeah. I'm basically I'm basically the tarot read and the tarot readers I know are are mostly just do free readings for
people on on YouTube and stuff like that or or or paid readings for more cards and things like that but are not um they're not scammers at all. It's like they're they are very good intentioned and uh and they are um good people and I see they help a lot of people and I I've helped a lot of people. I like I I'll do free readings for people on um on panels
and things like that. I get really good feedback and uh people are like whoa that's right on they sometimes they'll cry sometimes they'll be speechless and things like that and uh but if I help them in some way and that's what I try to do I I want to go yeah I don't I don't play guessing I don't play guessing games you know if you could um predict
what number I don't do predictions like that I don't it's like I like like I said with when Marty was asking me um football teams over unders is that are those are people that do sports betting being psychic when they guess teams and things like that. Like I don't I said I don't know anything about football. I'm not I don't pull cards for that.
I'll tell you I'll tell you based on my uh on my um yours was number five. Yeah. I said but based but I said I'll tell you based on how good I think the team's uniforms look on them. Then he would start telling me he's like okay the Ravens wearing white pants and the versus the Chiefs wearing wearing blue pants. you know, whatever. It was basically and I was like, I'm
just telling you based on how how like how much I like the team's name and I'm not predicting and stuff like that. Red or black? Yeah. Is that psychic? Is that psychic? You know, it's like But I don't I think if you're pulling cards, psychic if I asked you blue or red and then I win a million dollars. Um um well, that's also there's chance involved in that. And so will we ever
know like what will we ever know? like what even of lottery winners it's like if some if you guess the numbers or you get numbers in a fortune cookie and things like that it's like you know it's so and it's like I don't and I I never ask for anything but you know the person threw me a few bucks if they're if if I if I give the right answer I'd appreciate it you know but uh but uh because you know because Marty Marty
would win Marty won a few times and stuff um and so and then he like you know he sent me a little something and so that that was cool but it wasn't me being psychic. It was me. It was me uh basing it on other other things. Just like I people will our professional sports betterers will say, "Okay, well, I know this team has this players and you know, they they know all this. They
have all their all these things." It's not psychic. It's like they're basing it on there other things. And so, who knows? Who knows? Who knows where the where the answers came out. Yeah. It'll no secret ever pay out. But it's sick. If you ever want me to um tell you a team based on and I'll just based on how cute I think the name is, how much I'd like the name and and how how good I
think the quarterback looks in his pants. Um I'm happy to do that. And and if you win, um I don't expect anything, but you know. Yeah. Would you ever pay out? What do you mean? If I if I like if I like gave you like a team if you said overunder and then uh and I won a bunch of money. I don't know. Sure, why not? I'm not really a
gambler. Um, at least Yeah, I don't I think I' I've or bought a I bought a few scratch offs before, but um yeah, I don't know. Is it the times that I've gotten scratch I never made any money and you end up you end up kind of just like uh I can tell you I just blew like 20
bucks. I've got Well, the more you pay for a scratcher, the the more likely the better your chances are on it. like and the moral payoff. But I've uh I've won a lot of money on scratchers. I'm not like like a lot a lot of money, but I've won $50 and $100 more times than I can count on scratchers. And uh I really don't play. How many have you done?
You know, I probably done probably like I probably done like I know like probably bought like a hundred scratchers and I've won maybe like on a third of them or something like that, you know. And so it's like, you know, it's still like not a winning game, but I've still like know still paid off. Basically, even when I was a little kid, my mom would used to like give us like scratchers in our our stocking and stuff, the Christmas stock, and like a
lot of times we would we would wear stuff. So, and uh Yeah, that's pretty cool. it is. And the scratch scratchers are like they're not the greatest odds, but yeah, the more if you pay if you buy a $20 scratcher, I think you have like a one in three chance of winning something or something. It's like there's like I don't know the exact odds, but it's the least amount would be your money back, right? Or something.
Yeah, it will say ticket. Yeah, you'll get ticket or sometimes it'll be even less. It'll be like it'll be like um it'll be like dollar amounts like you know you can win. I think you but I think usually it will say ticket and that's usually the price of the ticket. And so um so it's not it's not terrible odds but you you can look on and back up and reratcher it will tell you the exact odds of of winning a prize on it. Right.
Roulette is a game because roulette is like the 50/50 and so that's like the best best odds if you bet red or black kind of thing. I think that's or blackjack I think is a game too that um some people can can win a lot of money on if if you like card games are they can be more strategic. Yeah. And there's some I think some people can
be better not like that's why there's there's like card counting is like not illegal but now now it's like now it is illegal or it's not illegal but if you they will they will um if you win too much yeah it's frowned up I've seen videos I've seen videos on YouTube of that of like people like straight up security coming like oh you need to go like like
not like not like oh you're cheating or like you're counting cards or whatever just like just you're winning too It's crazy. And guys, someone's asking about the free free professional counselors. Okay, like there's they're going to be very rare that you're going to get like a a free psych psychiatrist and they're usually very expensive, but and also they have this thing. I saw this um this
guy Penguins um have you seen the guy Penguins? He's like this big streamer. Moist Critical. Yeah. So he will um he this thing about how there's this AI psychiatrist and it's like and he's like I'm a real psychiatrist. And so most critical is writing, oh, I'm having thoughts about unal aliveing, whatever. And it and the psychiatrist comes up with a name and stuff for himself. And he's like, yes, I'm a real person. I'm a
real person. And stuff like that. So you have to be careful with the AI stuff right now, especially when you're just typing on and stuff like that. Um, yeah. I think that that freaks me out about AI, too, that people haven't really caught on to much. I'm sure that like you can use like people's like video, voice, and like
typing. You can you can insert that into AI and you can like make it replicate like someone's responses right chat chatbg can write all you know all kinds of stuff and other stuff it's very it is and there's also this guy that he there's like all these virtual girlfriends and they they talk to you and and these people get this guy he was
like 15 years old or something he unalived himself because his girlfriend he was having problems with his with his fake it's a his AI girlfriend and stuff girlfriend. Jesus. Yeah. Yeah. So, there's really sad story. If I um I think I'm going to wrap up is a gross word. I agree. I don't like the word moist. I'm going to wrap it up soon, but can if
I give you one more link to I can play my outro. Um it's a psyche awakens song by with Lisa Jordana. Hold on. If you don't if you don't mind. I uh go ahead. But yeah, because it's been four and a half hours, guys. I want to say thank you. Strip poker is fun. Strip poker is a prize of its own. Um yeah, hopefully this this is not going to be it's not
the best quality video. I just recorded this from Oh, I can actually find No, and I can't find the actual one because it's it's on her video. Okay, but um I'll share this link and I'll go out because it's been nice four and a half hours, guys. It's been a fun show. Again, um thank you everybody for coming. Thanks my co-hosts. Thanks my my panel, my guests. Thank you, Sig, for
helping me out um with the the playing this stuff and thank you for like, you know, having a spirited debate with me and stuff and I um appreciate you. Okay, so here's the link. Then I'll get it up when you're ready. Oh, I'll get I'll I'll get up the
the uh the sharing. Thank you for teaching me about the sharing. That's really cool. Okay, there's the link. Let me know when you're ready and I'll I'll get you on I'll get the solo screen up full screen. Sure. And have a good night. Say I I'll hang
up after this. No, he's not. I think he is straight. I can't. He told me to stop on. You're welcome. You're welcome. Yeah. Stig is a cool guy. I I get I get your sense of humor like
more s. It's like a little bit abrasive to some people, but I I I think you're a cool guy. I think you have a good heart. Okay. And thinks you're cool, too. You're welcome, Susanna. You're welcome. Ilia, thank you. Everyone still in the chat. Yul Lava Susanna
Seifa, thank you for joining my Discord. Thank you, Jimnick. Thank you guys. Love you guys. Have a good night, too. It's still kind of early, but I'm going to go back to Dream World and listen to Howard Stern until the sun comes up.
Here's everybody. Yeah. Enjoy. This is the basically the this Alisa Jordana song. Um, I'm putting it up. Somebody putting up somebody made it um when uh Wait, somebody made it when uh on AI when I was on the phone. It wasn't me that sent it. It says on the super chat
that I I sent it, but somebody else sent it. Hey, thank you, Sig. Love you guys. We have the premier. Hey, guys. Guys, we have the premiere of the the Psyche Awakens Alisa Jordana song. I just want you to hear and enjoy it. Okay.
It's the next song after this.
Wow. Can you believe all these songs? Psyche sent $5 two hearts.
He wants to notice him. He couldn't make his own song, so we helped him along. Awaken
awaken and live happily ever after.
Awakens
thunder
awakens
Man, she couldn't wipe the lens. She's like trolling. That's me. That's my TV. Or no. Or all you right? Yeah.
That was great. What' you think of that? I think this is like the anonymous send. Thank you, Sig. Appreciate you. No problem. Love you. Talk to you guys later. Have a great night.
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