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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the topic of the night, which is tarot readings and cats ▶ 0:25. He shares his experience of going on other panels and shows, including one where he was muted after trying to speak ▶ 3:40. Psyche mentions that he had done a reading for someone who didn't believe in tarot, but still found it helpful ▶ 4:23. He emphasizes that his goal is to help people, not to predict their future, and that he considers tarot readings as a spiritual exercise ▶ 5:21. The conversation shifts to the topic of Guardian Angels, with Psyche suggesting that everyone has their own personal Guardian Angel ▶ 8:57. He also discusses the concept of a higher Guardian Angel and the idea that everyone has a personal relationship with God ▶ 9:38. Later, the topic of the philosopher's stone is brought up, and Psyche shares his thoughts on immortality and the soul ▶ 12:18.
The conversation appears to center around the themes of spirituality, personal growth, and the concept of immortality. Psyche's approach to tarot readings and spirituality suggests that he views them as tools for self-reflection and personal development, rather than as a means of predicting the future. The discussion of Guardian Angels and the philosopher's stone also touches on the idea of a higher power or a transcendent reality. Overall, the conversation seems to be focused on exploring the human experience and the nature of reality.
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hello up guys doing tonight having a nice calm night tonight after a wild and crazy weekend my hair yeah it was wild um we
had some fun streams this weekend it was ups and downs we had some emot emotional nights um we had a little bit of a surprise last night night with um our guest or nameless at this moment
who um decided to flash um her her breast twice it was was very shocking but we're going to have a more of a calm night tonight trick with me how's everybody good to see you guys tricks you tricks you having a good night
yeah there's magic coming around little bit cold how's everyone doing welcome um let try to pin the link everyone's having a great night hope everyone had a good
weekend nice Monday night we'll do some tarot readings tonight we'll see who shows up the open Panel see if it's I just had a nap so my hair's a little messy yeah but I just thought I'd take
it easy tonight and just do like a nice calm Pleasant stream how's everyone doing give a shout out in the chat let me know the chat's working tonight um but yeah yeah and maybe I'll do a good job
moderating at least takes for oh here we go I pinned it the third try very cool yeah so last night after my show I went on a few panels um hello lava what's up I went on
a few panels um I went on a show called The Good show um had me before but they just had some guys screaming and I was there sitting there for an hour like and then she let this guy just scream scream scream like non-stop like Non-Stop and then I tried to say like one word and then she muted
my mic what's up her tag thank you for being here yeah so I and I was like I was like this guy's gonna scream for like an hour and I can't say no one can say a word and then I say what one word and I get my mic got muted and so oh well it's her show she can run it like she wants and then I was on another show with a British guy um and they
actually made me they're like we have we have a hazing you have to do you have to show us your nipple and so I did you know I think I'm allowed to show my nipple but uh then uh I did a reading for him and he was like oh he was like well I think Caro is BS or whatever um but he's like that was a really really
good reading then I came back later he's like hugging his wife or his mom I'm not sure who it was but uh and then she was like he doesn't believe in taror oh like BL and and it's like I'm like hey I came on um just to you know spread some love and and I didn't mean to bum you out that's like not my not my thing so I'll
leave whatever you know I get I get I get different reactions I that's what I kind of have to expect in this world there's people that either have religious differences or oh I don't like that witchcraft whatever people think it's witchcraft or black magic and all this kind of stuff basically it's like I've just I was trying to help people I'm
trying to I'm not trying to predict their the future I'm trying to um give them some some idea about what's the what energy is coming up I mix it with channeling in the boring world I know it's like a little bit of a a little bit of excitement a little bit of magic a little bit of something like that you think people would like but I
get mix reactions but the reaction I do get um most is that wow that was really accurate that really helped me and so that's why I keep going and keep doing it and I think I am helping people even if they don't believe in it so you don't have to believe in it it's just like you can just take it as a psychological
exercise you could take it as a um maybe something that's faded or something like there's different things to take they can take it as a subconscious operating it's I mean rather than just think oh this is evil this is bad like you shouldn't like you know when when there is real evil in the world
then things like this that it's actually something good um is should maybe like you know be looked at with an more open mind but it's okay people can believe what they want to but I know you guys um for the most part are very um open-minded and supportive and um understand it's just it's something to help something it's not me trying to
tell you what to do I'm not trying to tell you something bad or good will happen I'm saying here's the current energies here's maybe the past energies here's some questions ask yourself here's the best way to maybe look at moving forward think about this meditate about it yourself and take it for entertainment purposes only too you can take it
entertainment purposes even though I I do consider it more um of a spiritual exercise you know if if you don't if you don't believe you know you don't have I'm not asking you to believe in anything I just want you to um be entertained and have fun and hopefully learn something that will help you okay so that's
basically so but it's fine I still like going on these open panels um I see people that I know from other panels and P oh I was also on be's Channel last night and and that's always fun um and then you know I know there a lot of um people from her chat have have come come to my chat and and I hope you visit her
chat too I I'll be pinning her link hopefully she will come later um hopefully P will come tonight um I talked to traveling Gypsy today um hopefully um she might um she might come and if anyone feels like going on open Panel tonight you're welcome I'll do probably um
do a more detailed reading if you do go on panel if you'd like a reading again I don't force a reading on anybody but I like when people are openm enough to let me uh to let me read but it's an honor too and so but I understand like I I get a lot of reaction so thank you
guys we have nice chat going already rag hello lava yeah we're laughing I don't know if you guys does anybody here last night remember the excitement or was anybody to see what happen happen wow it was quite a quite a show you know we the guest we had is a very sweet person um was asking
interesting questions and it was very nice and maybe she gets a little thrill can join have a guardian angel or two H well how identical twins can join twins yeah yeah that's a good that's a good question I think maybe there's um I think everybody has their
own Guardian Angel their own ious and even conjoined twins I think they they might have a conjoined twin Guardian Angel who knows there might be a um one of those but um you know we can also say there's our personal Guardian Angels there's a higher Guardian Angel we're all we're all ultimately one right we're
all different but we're all the same as human beings right we all are different we're all our own individual but we all we're born the same way yeah have two you think there's two yeah I do I do I would think that everyone has the their own personal Guardian Angel but also that everyone has the personal relationship with God
and their own relationship with God you can choose to believe in God you can choose to not not but it's like I think that there's so much um magic in the world every so much uh so much Beauty and so much um incredible experience of Consciousness that there's something more to life than
just we're we're just we're born we die and then life is meaningless kind of thing I don't not into the nihilism philosophy or really the existentialism philosophy um but I do appreciate like the stoic philosophy where it's like keep going um you know don't um
take things you know like try to stay in a stable emotion it's by Marcus aelius he's he he's the founder of sto ISM which is an interesting philosophy um it's also we can experience suffering of Buddhist philosophy life life can be suffering but life can but along with suffering there's also life has a lot of has a lot
of pleasure in it and there's a lot of beauty and we can choose to focus on the suffering we can let the suffering um make us worse or we can like choose to learn learn from our suffering learn from our mistakes and like hopefully have less suffering but there are there is death in this world um that everyone will experience and that's also not a bad thing because
if we were all Immortal stuck on this one world and this one Consciousness like what if we got stuck somewhere we're we're alive forever ever that'd be horrible or what if like we you know there's a movie called Death Becomes Her they take this immortality alexir you should check out this movie has Goldie hon Merill Street Bruce
Willis um and I don't want to spoil very much but I'll just say they end up you know getting hurt in this movie in different ways and it's like and then you know but they're in this Immortal body and so you know so I don't know if they experienced pain I'm sure I think they did they did yeah
I don't think they did experience pain after yeah you just have to see the movie it's a good movie Magic is here is Rudy gonna come out and Trix is right here sleeping he's sleeping right next to me they weren doing good okay anyone like your reading tonight tonight anyone has a topic anyone want to go on oh the philosopher stone yeah the philosopher stone you know it's
like that's process of alchemy creating this philosopher stone and it's supposed to be this certain powder of immortality um but I think even you know eventually what if the yeah it was related to Alchemy because eventually the you know what the world ends and we don't want to be like floating in space and stuff like that
like alive being able to pass away and then like to reincarnate or going to another higher World sounds like a better better deal to me I do believe in the imortal immortal soul but having an immortal body is not be so appealing okay you're up here magic I'm saying Hi how are you magic
magic going to cuddle with tricks yeah magic and tricks the cuddle buddies but lately magic you're being a little aggressive to tricks and and getting on his back and biting his neck what's that about he's trying to show his D Rec carnate to a new vessel and then also um
or tag you love reading CK absolutely yeah but also um you get to you get to be reborn you get to start fresh you get a new beginning you get you know new lessons and all kinds of cool new things can happen right I think maybe we could have if we don't learn our lessons then we can
repeat these lessons over and over until we learn right okay let's get a reading for CK tonight okay you playing with that feather yeah bird careful with that feather that's my one of my favorite feathers this huge crow feather
okay so for CK we get the ace of cups I'm under yeah DK is under arrest ace of cups beautiful cup the ace of cups is always indicating some new something new in your life about to make you happy some kind of new new start in love something something very positive
okay I'll read from the book because I like this book how well it's written by the by the author of The Deck the ace of cups message is to see the world from a place of loving Divine energy hold loving Divine energy and there's that cup it usually has
this I think it has a w above it in the normal deck this one has kind of an m m look shape on it has the sun on it it's a bird the bird is called a black crowned night heron it says when you open your heart and experience um each moment with without prejudice New Opportunities will
appear get out into nature I appreciate the beauty surrounding you not as a spectator but as a participant as a contributor to its Grace when you lean into the ace of cups energy your intuition is heightened your higher self connection is formed let go of owner overanalyzing a situation and let emotion be your guide right now when you hold the ace of cups in your hands you
will feel the loving energy of the universe look for areas where you can connect with someone new who will positively influence your life this relationship May or not may not be romantic but it will feel secure and karmic if you're feeling detached or hurt by someone look for ways to open the channels for forgiveness as this will help you connect to your inner god
or goddess what's up St Nikki the black crowned night herin brings Stillness of moving through nature with Grace and ease these are social Birds who spend um their days roosting in large communities high up in the trees and in the nights alone in North America's Wetlands hunting for this is a creature at peace with its food
surroundings and can move between socializing in solitude without friction or discomfort lean into the human the Heron's energy when you need patience with yourself and others as this bird will help you go with the flow but it says calm Divine energy balance and quiet so that that bird might have meaning to you but I think that's a good message and that's a good message also
for everybody too that yeah that's for you CK I hope you enjoyed that but yeah everybody um the messages for other people might resonate for you too and so and there's good lessons in all these cards and so so um you know can picky back on the reading if you want but yeah
so those are some also I do some some um you like the shoe Bill Starks St I I have to look at oh is I have a really interesting look let me see let's have a look at the shoe Bill start you're welcome glad you like that okay shoe Bill stor yeah I like the I like the St Al I also I like this this
bir called the bluef footed booby but let's see shoe Bill St let's see how the stor looks wow it's beautiful wow you're welcome there's the shoe Bill store has a nice kind of hilarious nose looks kind of like big bird a lot looks
like it looks like a little relative a big bird a little bit that that beak beautiful feathers or look at this
one what kind of tarot cards um well I use a lot of tarot cards um and I have a lot of different styles like for this show I'm I like to do well this is a deck I like to use for the show I got this from clumsy Clairvoyance you always want to check out her Channel this is called the guardian of the night tarot and it has really beautiful every card has the different animals and things
like that I love animals I also will do do r or weight cards I'll proba usually few of those cards it does look like big bird huh and I'll show you the blue footed booby you haven't seen the blue footed Bo
booby W these have some amazing look at these beautiful look at these feet they look like these turquoise beautiful turquoise feet
kind of
adorable and then also I look at these ones also I was on this show called Saint today i' you heard of Saint 10 he was showing the harpy eagle which is I think from South America um look at these are incredible and these birds are incredible you can see that
one but they were showing like the talons of the bird are see birds are beautiful yeah look they can catch monkeys and deer and stuff like that look at be careful monkey looks dangerous right there
monkey that monkey might might be dinner okay so anyway let me check one thing so how is everyone doing the bird symbolize the IE of raw yeah I of horse IE of
raw my see right there I have hor eye of raw there's a really interesting story about the eye of raw and how how Isis came to possess it
um but uh and also there's stories about Horus hor that kind of going and forth this dismembering each other um I'll tell the stories another day primates are cool yeah monkeys
Birds yeah so the ey Ras that's the horse with a hawk right
I ho Susanna you got the Mr Hanky energy in the in the
room yeah sit up here how are you my little are you my little you look like a little primate you look like a kind of monkeyish but you're sweet though you're so sweet yeah and Tu tux has been back I think tux has
uh I think he's Tak like tux um my tuxedo cat you know him from a kid stuff like that when I when a few other cats he just does not care for he does not like Lenor very much or um or marbles
marbles came back in and uh Susanna and uh and all the cats their ears go back and they start hissing and um when when he walks in but Tu um he's taking a liking to my neighbors like just my next door neighbors right there and so today I walked by and I said have
you seen tux they're like oh he's inside so I think there might they might be um kind of adopting him a little bit that's good too and they're great people he's well taken care of so strange
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ah it was other light switch I have you have a cat named my cat and one named Deja oh there's a song by this band called jack off Jill and it's called my cat maybe I'll play it for you sometime it's a good song goes my cat cool cat good cat
cat when I see him walking makes no sense to me my cat is everywhere watch him on TV my cat is amazing he can play the guitar he may not be an actor but he's a
Superstar it's pretty good your cast name is Dolphin that's a cute name c the dolphin noises I wish I had a little soundboard I could use for this chat I just play a dolphin sound just now if I I could but cat's named do that's beautiful your cat's named devona Maurice oh that's
cute Devana Maurice and then uh Susanna picking out of the lit um yes I want I think that um the P coming I think she's taking a nap and so she wakes up I'll try to put a shout out to my
Discord come on by to everybody um Discord by the way is amazing um my Discord okay
yeah so we're stream tonight yeah I was just uh get to take a break once in a while for me and uh thank you CA yeah CA did my Discord it's amazing yeah a little sober stream but you know save some money too so
you like to save some money sometimes so it's expensive I like these expensive uh mangoritas they're like four bucks a piece and I can drink about three of them CA always I'm always gonna thank ca for my Discord remember how I said I was going to stop drinking not working out so well well that happens you know and
happen happens when me I was like I was like on January I'm uh I'm not drinking alcohol except for my birthday but then I I drank a lot but I didn't then I changed it to I'm not drinking hard alcohol so you know sometimes we make unrealistic goals for ourselves you know and it's like totally cutting something completely out
that we enjoy on occasion can be difficult and so you know we should we should always set realistic goals um and we can always modify those goals and never get down on yourself if you know if you you don't succeed in in that the goals but take everything
Moder to be more moderate so yeah I just don't need to I just you know sometimes I get kind of gets kind of wild on the panel and then I'm getting kind of wild and then the show gets kind of little crazy I need to be sometimes a little bit more in control of it but my birthday wasn't January it's January 7th and so I turned
44 and it was a really nice birthday like I said on my birthday went to this restaurant called HT Grill and we found out like that um if you it's your birthday you can order um you can order a free steak and lobster you show your ID we have a friend from Denmark I know this guy I think
so hello you know me because you've been on before haven't you yeah you've been on before maybe remember I gave you a reading you were very stoned or something that night you you remember it was last month I think you're you're familiar and you're from you don't remember what's up Jamie
CBO what's up dude maybe maybe you just resemble that person but how are you thank you in good to see you just turn my volume uping I'm on my phone oh you are yeah I'm on
my phone too we have Susanna talking about katum have you heard of it's like a it's like this it's called k r a t oom and I think it has it's like a you get it at head shops I think and it's I I have that you
have it I have right here that oh that's it wow Mom gave me I think that's it and a little of that you and do a lot of good things I think I have that maybe cool that's amazing I think I think it might be is that what it looks like Susanna and St
Nikki is saying hi to you um she's said Denmark Andy what's up I don't know if you you also say tablespoon that's crazy yeah table T it tastes very good actually it compared to my cocaine and other things it's okay you can drink it uh but it tastes a little bit
weird it does I don't think like what but it's really good it's really good okay but uh but if you want to do anything good for
yourself you have to uh exercise you look like me just like me just uh maybe 10 years old or yeah you you look very good m44 m44 like but then I see you and now I look very
good I look oh you look young compared me well I'm sorry I don't have my filter on but yeah you are probably younger than me but so it's fine you're 25 so I'm quite a bit older than you like I'm like at least you say you're so
very good you're sober You're Sober no no oh I'm sober today yeah I am sober today yeah W you got you got some drinks today well that's good thank you I uh yeah I I I I got I I was drinking like on a on Friday night
and Saturday night I mean I think I passed out a couple times on my stream and stuff like that and so they're like and then and then other times they're like oh it's getting too wild and like you're there's and so I'm trying to trying to maintain tonight and having fun drinking two days
in a w alone doesn't really sounds like fun that's just every day you know I doing every alone it's not well that's why I I mean I uh I don't I don't feel like I'm alone when I have my stream and I'm like talking to people it's like and this is basically my my main social life it's like
do you actually have a talent no thank you know I say normally to people I say to them if you stream I used to stream it's not a good work it's not a word I got a wheel work after finding that out but if you have a talent you know how to
build a boat share that have a passion about it and people are going to love you building that boat sh that it's not how it looks here you know what I mean this is thank you very much yeah you should but but I don't know what do you like to do bro can you
build a boat can I build a boat well I live in Redondo Beach and so I live right by the the pier and and by by the boat dock and stuff like that I I think I do I take after my mom a little bit get I get a little bit seasick everybody
got yeah but I do like I've been like deep sea in Mexico and like I like to go on boats we have another guest let's see is this um we have Leah on the pan oh let's see hi Leah Le wants to say hello hello you hi Leah hi
there hi nice to see you and we have another guest see you again also can we have let me see somebody without a picture oh okay oh JJ
okay hi how can you get out the hey psyche can we have a moment of silence for music bis Marty what happened are you serious he's dead yeah he died five days ago rest in peace his his funeral on
Wednesday oh that's shocking yeah it's very real his parents his parents literally put out uh you know obituaries in the newspapers oh my God I'm so sorry and Marty was on the show recently
and we are all going to die matter he was he was yeah our Sy my sympathy to his family and to um and to Jamie I know we we didn't know if it was true um weit oh yeah I'm so sorry to hear
that yeah it's true that's really sad we all thought it was a joke you know you know any details or can you share or well you know that Marty was a serious drug addict right um well yeah I know the I didn't
know the extent of that we never like really talked about that um um too much I just know he like to he like to gamble and stuff and Marty had a serious a serious drug issue okay yeah so yeah no one no one
so how did he die overdose an overdose okay because just a few days ago like or just seemed like just probably five days ago he like rejoined my Discord and stuff like that all alone he was I
mean it happens uh he was on this like pretty vicious cycle where he had a he had an ambient prescription but he'd always you know take take the prescription before you know it could be refilled because it's a controlled substance and then he turned to other stuff and you
know very sorry to hear that he was he was he was he was a good he was always a um fun on the show and like really nice nice to me and uh I liked I like telling him football teams and stuff that that I liked um yeah
like that and uh I'm sorry yeah it's it's uh it's unfortunate but you know yeah at least it's not you psyche yeah well I'm doing okay and uh but you
know we we we it will happen to all of us uh you know at sometime or one time or another like I was just saying earlier tonight like you know it's not gonna happen to you because you're not addicted to drugs well you're not going to die from an overdose
alone that's crazy I hate thinking about people dying alone he wasn't he wasn't alone allegedly allegedly he was with a woman of the night at the time well I don't know if that makes it better or worse but but you know what I
mean it doesn't make it better at all he's dead and why is he dead because he he he thought he knew but he didn't do it there's a who is this guy who is this guy who is this guy maybe you you know it and you oh I know I know I know I know but you never do it and that's the mistake do you know
a guy named Kim Kim dully who the are you hold on do you know do you know who Tim dly is do I yeah anyone no I don't I don't think I know who that is I don't he also goes by
potato is he on stream a streamer or is he uh on panels or what a celebrity no he was someone that Marty was trolling I'm a celebrity you understand I'm a celebrity you are you famous famous in
denm he's famous he's famous in the Denmark
psychs professional basketball wow okay so he's he's
delusional wait a professional basketball player Denmark that's like uh that's like a middle school player in America right a GoPro I just buy everything what do you have
bro I have shoes for 100k brother I'm a celebrity I used to stream on B live TV I made a lot of crypto well be TV was a long time ago that was a long time agoy with the Yellow Hat on I was the guy with the
on H Andy I made a year where did all go why don't you have it anymore it's China China always you up you take I give everything away but
oh China always F China made a contract with Pewdiepie for one year and I scamed up for two years and I gave up too contract PewDiePie world biggest you wait wait were you were you a Nazi like
PewDiePie allegedly I'm a na like PewDiePie I don't know about PewDiePie and I don't know about you and I'm I'm a racist so I can't join the Nazis I tried join KKK everything you say you don't want to well KKK is kind of only in America they don't really have that in Denmark over I just just had somebody in the
backstage and they had their their big wiener out and so I'm sorry you will not be coming on my show tonight whoa whoa what was their name I miss you just show you to thisy the most gay man and you're gonna go to hell I hope you're the
biggest and without actually Trina uh put anything on you I'm not doubting you G is you I don't I don't know I don't know he just showed it to me Danish guy Danish guy's name what's his
name what's your name my friend my name is call Andy Andy okay Andy has anyone ever told you you have a Andy has anyone ever told you you have a very funny looking nose it's quite bous
I think I'm a basketball player okay yeah I like your no actually I had a nose job I can't I can't really say anything about people's nose so by the way I'm gay by the way Andy
but I'm not yeah it's like you know I'm not really I know that okay yeah that's why Andy's here he's trying to hit on you psyche I the vi no I get the Vibes and I respect the Vib and I don't give a because this man you have a god feeling and it's not good and
I don't know why but I pray for you to find yourself and love yourself because from your stomach to your heart to your brain you got to figure that out man get a balance okay as game it's cool okay well thank you for the advice and I
struggle with I struggle with balce but uh I'm uh what You' beening with all the time the balance and the feeling in the God but you gotta stop wanking bro and find your will love a will man have some fun you know what I mean you know he kind of he kind of sounds like
Elephant Boy from the Howard Stern show who that I don't know you know who I'm talking about elephant boy yeah yeah his name is Fred the elephant boy I know
from thank you thank you for your car and advice you know no but that's from God bro and I I told you but I hope you will find Jesus one day and you have to understand the balance from spiritualism and the and you should not be ashamed
brother okay not and I also I take my mistakes and I will share I'll share mistakes I've made with people um so they learn from learn from my mistakes and then maybe they don't repeat my mistakes and I I'm trying to help people I think I'm on a better path than I have been I'm like a lot around a lot better people I'm like very devoted
J and you try stop touching them and helping them no no bro they go out and do the much worst thing if you say to no I'm not saying to you but I'm just saying who if you want to help people just don't do it because you're never gonna
really get at that point where you are smarter than them oh helping people kill people that's a fact well I don't know I think you're maybe you're like a little bit judgy but it's okay you can express your opinion I'm drun he sounds he sounds a
little bit like Jeff the drunk too it's like Jeff the drunk mixed with Fred the EP I'm 25 years old if people come to me say Hey you cannot be alcoholic anymore you cannot drink tomorrow yeah I'm going to do it maybe and and to them this man but in a week when they don't look at me
I'm going to go out and I'm bring myself to death and that's what people do because it's gonna be another flip of the coin you know and they gonna do much for it you know huh your your teeth look very sharp you have bangs got
fix sh yeah I'm a will you bite me I will I will bite the dick off your I don't okay well thank you for being on the show and um I'll see you
NE okay yeah that I'm sorry about that guys um I um that happens sometimes that I I was willing to listen to what he had to say he he's gonna you know people reveal themselves you know yeah everyone get on their garlic
necklaces um he wasn't a badl looking guy he was very judgmental and you know I never said I'm perfect right and uh I don't know you're welcome I'm sorry I'm sorry guys sometimes the we deal with negative energy I'm sorry to to the people on the panel if anyone in the
panel was offended maybe I don't do a good job in taking people off but I was willing to hear him out okay hello step yeah interesting interesting you know you know you can you can you can call me that it's fine but it just the way he
said that was not very friendly to my ears and so oh guys we have nice chat going on though do we have yeah already the panel has been interesting oh yeah about about Marty I just want to say a Moment of Silence from Marty um I pray for his
family pray for I pray for him um he was a good person yeah the panel has been crazy yeah that's really sad um and I'm I my condolences to his family and Jamie Rose just have silence
okay yeah not not nice news to hear um how is everybody in chat though I'm sorry somebody asked me for reading earlier I'm sorry the the panel is going a little crazy we had a wild panel last night I got
flashed I know I know what happened he passed away he passed away um five days ago so condolence is for Marty I'm sorry and I'm sorry for Jamie Rose I'm gonna get a nice glass of milk right
yeah you said oh you said um Gemini Sun Aries moon Capricorn rising Cody okay well you have a question Cody just like a general or
you do look like a vampire guys huh think we just had a real life vampire on the show but he said he would call me a and then he would bite my dick off and it was not a nice thing to say yeah RP
already can't believe that guy that was just on you I guess P fell asleep p p I need you um P helps me keep the show balanced and she probably would
have helped me give me the heads up to I I I don't I just like to hear people out sometimes even if they don't agree agree with me and even if they are a little bit hostile to me right call the police
right so your Gemini son okay so Gemini so that's your air sign you can be King of Swords energy really good with words good communicator but you also this Capricorn I'm guessing you're really good at business because along with the the Gemini who can just pull money out of thin air the Capricorn is very has a very grounded
energy that can create abundance and things like that oh call the Polish people I thought call the poish yeah but I do like the I do like Denmark I mean I haven't been to Denmark I do I I did reports on it in school and I like
Danish and things like that there's also a place in Denmark called Christian town and uh or Christendom and it's like underground city where they sell mushrooms and they sell weed and all that kind of stuff so yeah I don't know that guy he can he can he can come back on the show some other time maybe if I have my my uh my co-host here and stuff
like that and maybe he'll be more respectful um you know I don't like to ban people I don't even though you know our friend from last night is um banned for a little while could just move to Salem a gem cat talking goat a Gemini Capricorn talking goat yeah
Salem I always I always was interested in living in Salem I do have um ancestor ancestor Nam Mary Stanford she was not in the Salem wi trials although I do have relatives that were in Salem during that time and I found interesting stuff in history about that the more the the that's on that was on the more witch
hunter side than the witches but then I have in Connecticut they also had witch hunts and I had ancestors from Connecticut that um her name was Mary Sanford and she was supposedly executed for witchcraft for dancing around a with a bottle of sack um and having a coven and stuff like that that that was
the Lesser known Connecticut Witch Trials um basically on both sides of the witch trial so yeah well I mean it's like is he really threatening you know I mean it's very empty threat he's never gonna never going to be around here so let he flies
flies at the vampire wings and cross the ocean oh the Lords of Salem yeah Ben AR travels over the mini map from New York to Salem Massachusetts to be the mayor yeah I do have like a I think his name is Joseph Goldsmith and he was like the he was actually the go the Goldsmith I
think in Salem Massachusetts and then his family was involved in some of the accusations and you know the really silly things like like uh like uh saying they get they they made the cow sick and things like this you know very those Puritans are you know puritanical hey Rudy are you around
Rudy's around he was he was exploring more today I'm afraid he's going to figure out I have a little cat door and I don't want him to go out I don't know what would happen so I want want him to stay in Turtle Island yeah I've heard of Turtle Island sh like a turtle there are no
there are ment covs and are those that aren't yeah and uh yeah what they said about my Connecticut ancestor was that she was probably a Quaker and the Quakers were like they were considered more you know less they like a kind of like um heretical or something like that to the Puritans and things like that and so they might have been just
Quakers you to you found a phone you took it and watch this live stream Mo yeah um yeah but I mean I think C can be good you know do good things they can also be secretive and plotting and be into be into dark things you know
but I prefer to be a solitary practitioner um and basically just work for myself um and I'm not I'm not very I'm not really a joiner of groups you know this is my this is my group my my chat family
thank you thank you um CA but everyone's doing okay c number 20 33 is like 23 is is it a trap number 33 Okay well what is 23 you can say 23 is 2 divided by 3 which is
666 we have 33 33 is like um you know 3 plus three is six um it's also I think water water un water melts at 33 degrees or something like that you do have a Discord Muji well I do too you can join my Discord and then maybe send me an invite to yours if you'd like and I'll
check it out or maybe I'm on your Discord already I'm not sure are you okay let's bring some positive energy to the panel we have um we have tricks squid games the squid games reference yeah you're independent don't belong organization yeah and I'm also I'm a Libertarian too so it's like I'm not even like very into the either
political party the major political parties I'm I'm more of like a social liberal and a uh economic conservative you know I think we should be able to I think we have a good economy like people from all the world come to you know establish America's economy and then you you can uh you can get wealthy if you
know you start start your own business and and that kind of thing but then I I'm more of the uh yes your favorite gorgeous songs hm well I do like so well someone the like a few weeks ago was playing asking classical music yes Steph absolutely let's pull a card for Steph okay I'll put you a Ganesha card
tonight okay your card tonight is do light it's the number three card you do you love Ganesha look at the beautiful card the light so experiencing the light in something that I'll read from this book because this is a well-written book by the author of The Deck says we are born with a gift of laughter laughter is
a natural medicine now I'm having a little sober stream tonight and probably the rest of the week until you know Friday maybe thir maybe till Thursday laughter can be helpful in ways you might not have realized or imagined a simple laugh can help you feel better about yourself and the world around you if you are looking at situations too seriously try and find some humor this will remind you to stay centered on what is and what is to be grateful for what
have yeah I like that new radical song you Right laughter can be a natural diversion and can help break up stagnant energy when you laugh no other thoughts come to mind laughing may also induce physical changes in the body after sharing some laughs among friends for only a few minutes you may feel better for hours laughter and humor can give you such amazing energy a good hearty
belly Rumble can dispel stale negative energy and enable you to see life from a higher perspective if you want more pep and humor in your life work with Ganesha asking him to support you and finding joy in life and new ways there are actually some stories that tell that Ganesha was born from shiva's laughter ask gesha to help you lighten up through laughter by doing this you may receive some immeasurable benefits by having a
more light-hearted approach to all things that come your way you may feel healthier laughter really is the best medicine hope you like that and speaking of that let's have a laugh perfect mji nice to have you there just waving hi you okay let's do a Richard and S prank
call and have a laugh I've been watching by the way the guy mentioned Jeff the drunk and everything I've been watching all these Jeff the drunk episodes on Howard Stern and they're so hilarious um also I was watching Hank the dwarf and Beetlejuice I'll get you I'll get you Jamie I just want to do this real quick prank call um Richard
s Tradio yeah they do this tradeo prank calls they're so funny I'll find a short one let's
see okay the goat song I'm something that will make us all laugh let's see Swap Shop okay okay I think I've heard this one this is the greatest I'm I'm gonna play a phony phone call I think you're gonna like I this one a lot Richard and S came
up with a good one he took Seth Rogan his laugh and stuff you know talking about IA and all that and they took um Maria minos's lab oh boy and they did the Jack and Rod show and um Maria and Seth are two kids who love marijuana and there's a woman on
who tries to convince kids that marijuana is no good okay so here we go and we're back on the jack and Rod show please welcome Denise crota hey my name is Denise CA and I have a book out called sweat a practical plan for keeping your heart intact while loving an addict and I spend a lot of time with my passion helping families who have
addicts in their families on the phone because today here in the studio we have my teenage son Seth and my teenage daughter Maria and actually been in the green room smoking marijuana they're really really high and they won't listen to us and we were wondering could you possibly set them straight and get them off marijuana I will do my best good morning Seth and Maria
okay so Seth and Maria do you know that the pot that you smoke now is sometimes laced with very harmful chemicals it's not just pot like it used to be you like that you like that yes yeah so you like to know what uh it
does to your brain it man what do you think it does to your brain okay um what how does smoking pot make you feel pretty
awesome people listen to the show they're going to figure out that it's probably not a good thing to smoke marijuana I can tell you that for many kids it is a joke and uh it's a joke all the way to not having a life after you get a little older that but is that okay with you
yes yeah that's what I think too yeah so you think that's okay yeah exactly you don't you don't really plan on uh having a a a good fun life later on because it's it turns into quite a bit of misery later on no no so this is all a joke you I can see that
exactly you know what this is the most important thing that I always learned you cannot reason with an addict no you crazy just as I said before you can't reason with somebody who's using
pot it sounds like this guy's smoking a little marijuana ding right now good luck with that a man I appreciate that thank you there you goow great that's great oh my goodness this scared me hi
hello sorry I slipped in yeah I slipped in sorry it's okay he had had some sad news tonight I don't know if you heard the S the sad news what happened Marty passed away get the
out w how what happened um a drug overdose in um in a motel room that's days yeah five days ago wow I feel so sad yeah but we heard about it a few days ago or just yesterday I heard on beas
people were saying that and like Jamie was there and she's like I have no idea I've never I didn't hear anything about it like I haven't talked to him and he's not answering his phone or whatever and so how would they know um the family has released the the obituary or the information now and there's a funeral pln and
so s yeah and uh also yeah we JJ let me know and then um we had some other guy this we had this vampire from Denmark on this on the um on the line and he was like he said he called me a told me he said told me he's
going to bite my dick off or something like that and then um you thank him for introducing that fetish to you you're gonna read up on it and get back to him okay yeah you you'll participate in role play in writing role play okay yeah called Gore I don't know if it's Gore or
Vore I kicked him off the show after he said that but uh he was being negative to and like and um I'm sorry to the other guests that the other guest just kind of left and I was like I wish probably was there because I like she would have like G me the heads up that about his negative energy and stuff I was just like hearing him out he he's a not a badl looking guy but he's a he's a famous basketball player in Denmar
supposedly he had like 100 pairs of shoes and stuff like that he was cute too he's been on the show before I don't know if you remember that oh he had vampire teeth but that's but um he was he was on the show before before his name was Denmark and yeah I think St St Nikki might know who that is um yeah his name is Andy from Denmark
yeah um but he was oh yeah and then also then when during that chat like someone named named I miss you was in the uh back chat and like right and I looked in the back chat they had their dick out like of course they because they want to feed my that's
why that's that's it that's what you what you been wanting yeah yeah also you could always like end the stream and restart it too right right I mean but it's like I don't yeah yeah but I didn't let the guy on but it's like he was he he was in the showing me like and I don't know if that was like a little like he was like hi I think he like waved he showed it and
then he waved or something like that and I was just like okay so it was his own it was his it was his real person yeah it might have been that guy sa a a from the other night from the other night drop your
Discord hit me up the guy the other night was like oh can I come on like um can I come on like with that my shirt and like I was like as long as you're wearing boxers or something like that and then he was fully Harden his boxers I was like whoa that's a little bit too much for my show so um I think I prived that stream
but yeah the guys I'm I'm I'm making some I making some potential dates on this on this uh streaming thing should was single to Long the other night too that that I was on the guy was like oh he's like the guy's like you're so cute in the chat and stuff like that he I was cute and stuff like that so um
so maybe maybe I'll get some uh some potential dates who knows yeah I'm just having milk tonight you're just having milk a no cookies no no cookies I had milk in milk and ramen you see my milk mustache
Ramen Danny was saying the other day when he was in he had to fight for his milk and cookies and he was in the yeah that's funny he locked up he was locked up yeah how how long was he locked up for um I don't know a few months
well there's a guy in Howard St named Bigfoot and they're like Bigfoot have you ever oops oops you bigot on Howard St big foot on Howard St is like har Stern yeah his name is Mark he's like this big his name is Big so like so he's
like so huge but he's like kind of like he got arrested for arson recently but he's on Howard Stern he was like he was like U like oh he's like I've uh I didn't suck a dick I had my dick suck when I was locked up got to survived somehow you gotta get that happy smoke and they're like they're like how much how many many joints oh just a few
joints it is I he's like and I had the best time in pris I was happy as a as happy as a kite or something like happy as a happy as a clam so yeah like he had a good attitude about the prison sex call Wesley Snipes immediately they with py for those with that death wishes Suzanna date with the psycho for those with death wishes oh who who me well
somebody in in be's chat yesterday kept saying oh psyche murders people and stuff like that and then I'm like okay my and and then and then it's like my name is Jeffrey dmer on a in the the beef sector but that's just because the only other alternative is Abraham Lincoln and then uh yeah I I'm definitely not I'm definitely not a
serial killer I I'm a very peaceful person I am I'm not a psychopath I'm just I'm a right one of my friends was asking how long you had your haircut for me how long I had my yeah was it always like
that um I had actually like last year I was growing it out and I had long hair at one point and then I like then I um I cut it all up well my and my niece would be like I had a ponytail she's like you have a ponytail like she she hated it and uh then my my mom it was Mother's Day and um my mom
was I put her Mother's Day dinner like I uh I uh I cut cut my hair short and uh so now it's going back I haven't had a haircut for quite that was probably like um probably with a May something last year my last nice short haircut for a
while have you ever had like a buzz cut or something buzz cut I think when I was really actually yeah I actually I shaved my head in Amsterdam and actually I shaved my head in my 20s in my 20s to I would I would like I would like shave it and I had like but I look scary with a shaved head you know and it's like I
would always get look yeah I look mean or something with a shaved head and so a guess let's see who's coming up you want to talk to this you want to talk to this Danish guy this Danish guy yeah the Denmark guy Denmark
guy okay yeah I'm on okay we'll give him one more chance okay okay his name is Andy hi you look familiar man how are you you look very very beautiful thank you pardon
just woke up for my nap yeah he said
beautiful you look strong too thank you she is beautiful you have very nice hair very you have nice curly is also curly or yes when I get water so you want to apolog do you you want to
apologize to me for what for saying you want you're to bite off my dick yeah well I don't know I say that I remember that and I'm sorry about that if you free
drinking yeah I'm I'm being here a you're drinking oh I don't know side drinks he doesn't say stuff like that when he drinks that's a lot you look so familiar sure I seen you before well St Nikki said he was on
another show she said he was she saw on a panel let me see if I can find oh thank you suzan I see com she said I'm a nice guy hold the uh are you
single sorry single I start I have a crush on someone I have a crush on okay that's cool very good thank you congratulation is he called Andy what from Denmark or is he I'm
joking so I'm very happy for you you you seem like a wonderful woman and yeah thank you I I hope you're not alone for too long because
yeah okay well thank you so much it's really nice of you how old are you by the way I'm 25 25 25 do you have your link you could drop maybe some people can like follow you for what could like sub you on your YouTube channel and you can help we
could help you meet women your name is Denmark see Andy Denmark Andy where are you I'll I'll share your link no no no no it's okay I don't stream anymore I got a will oh you don't stream anymore
okay oh okay that's too bad okay he'll be back just supporting this guy saying hello you know it was really nice to you to say hello well so you're single ladies he's single you should hit him
up I'm not single I asked if you're single you're not single why would you ask if I'm not single if I'm single if you're not single why will not only that's a normal
question that's so weird usually usually people ask that question so weird are you calling with your partner how old are you like you're 30 something probably I'm I'm
39 yeah I know that's it yeah I know it I didn't know that but I know you were up there yeah so what what about it can I don't know but of course I will take you I'm still I'm still thrown back
because usually people who ask who's s about singlehood or people who are single themselves I thought you were interested damn you trying to hook me up with someone no I don't know anybody iner
nice nice Denmark he's a pro basketball player in Denmark now pardon have beautiful hair you have the nicest but if you don't get happy with
yourself have the con you just GNA get a man and you're GNA get tired of him and you don't want him in he's going to be sad you have to be happy about yourself and find a man who's happy about himself on that any more advice
um what can I ask you you're me what can I ask you oh here's a good question how long should a woman wait before doing anything sexual with a guy doesn't matter like my and with me my
exgirlfriend did first and she moved into my face first night and I found out that's a terrible idea so I will say you should wait to you actually know um I don't know guys are weird you have to figure
out what are their attention and can they control it how do we figure that out it feels good but if you're doing it with somebody you don't know you're gonna have problem yeah you're GNA do you don't
like it's like a wpe like I girls when I was and just having sex and I feel like yeah they will help sleeping next day they maybe regret it it's not good so at least wait you actually know the guys for real for real and how long does it take to really get to know someone for
real for real take the L being friends in a in a relationship in the sty that's much better than just going into the being together because you know nothing about these people mostly
just and be with them and have the freedom both of you to do what you want then thank you that's inspirational okay so wait how long should I wait like a month you should wait so you know this guy like your best friend and you can
lay there and you can shift your closet in front of him and then sex will be nice we already F of each other we already make fun of each other what we already make fun of each other yeah very comfortable very comfortable I
don't know I noticed that with other people it takes a a little while to see them flip and really get to know them yeah but that's because hair you are wild you're the girl in the in the
school who always speed up the other boys you know what I mean actually it wasn't I did not beat them up we were play fighting okay I know but you put myir down in the and lay on me yeah it was crazy stating
up but but now you found out you have to find a sweet B and maybe one day be a mother and that's beautiful but if you can't figure out man before yourself that's a problem you got to figure out who you are what you want to do with these guys because they
don't give a to be honest but if you really want to have a relationship and have a good man and find a good man you have to look at them I'm talking yeah people are tell me I have to be real
careful you need something and it's hard because I'm not a good judg of character I see like good in everyone so buy a dildo and put it in your ear very good Q-tip a
Q-tip for the ear that's what I like know my veterinarian told me I should get one for my cat they told me that no um use a Q-tip on the cat it's like a dildo for them I thought she was
joking I laugh you have a cat yeah I have cat you have a cat you have a cat in man oh man do you hate this cat it smells like and piss I hate it a that's not good you have to clean more it's not supposed to smell like that is that's actually really bad
I know who I know how people the people that you know they're not taking care of their cats enough yeah you can handle it
yeah so your your attitude on this phone call what are you making a face your lips oh I was just putting a lip Bal I thought you were trying to blow me a kiss
Andy da by here wasting her you're gay just help me don't be a pluger help me you have a partner what do you mean Walker I do
what she I hate her oh no oh my God Rudy Rudy okay well I'm not trying I'm not trying to block but yeah you have a girlfriend right and the yeah's in a glass he was lying you hate your girlfriend he said he was
lying okay so let's let's let's help Andy here he hates his girlfriend all right or how long you T been together my ex-girlfriend together for one year I lose everything you have to love your enemies never hate your exgirlfriend and I
actually got a part from her in a good way and I can only hope her the best but I she's together with another one now where I live it's in pain for me but I don't hope to see her again I probably will but I can only hope her the best and and and Hope the best do something better
for myself stop doing good on myself because I can keep crying or I can keep hating and I don't want that's gonna be on me if I hate her she's never gonna even know it yeah it's terrible being jealous and hateful is
just terrible I'm not gonna force myself to be nice if I don't feel nice if I hate my ex I'm gonna hate my ex I'm not gonna go on a rampage and like Revenge but I'm G to respect my feelings I'm not GNA
force and you're not sick and and you're not hurt and all well you got to say to yourself you are yourself and be yourself you're the nicest I talk because you don't judge me at all and I
really like that about you that's for real cool cool I mean I am judging you like just silently I'm being quietly I'm quietly judging but you're not sitting here do you see me pointing fingers because they will point back to yourself you being
here as a woman talking to a man doesn't have to be sexual doesn't have to be weird yeah true true because we're human beings you know many men are in here and I'm not F right now I'm not to more I'm not a wanker but still I respect
you thank you thank you very much you can do the same as me you have the same soul and heart as me but people treat you like a animal and I hate that about womens that they just they get tweeten by hugas and they act like cougars you know
cougars yeah like cougars oh the older women chasing the younger man sex is beautiful and all that but if if you go and be with another guy while you're with a guy being cheating it's the worst person and I haven't tried that really but like I could imagine in a way
because I I'm I'm in that state you know she's with another one right now the woman I love the most the girl I love the most the only girl I se it's hard you still love your a I I dreamed about her this night and I dream about her a lot but I haven't dreamed about her for two weeks and this
this night again I dream about I have sex with her and it's coming up like every month I have sex with her and the dreams yeah I wish you could fix things with each other I can't it's very complicated it is of course it's G to be complicated but like you can't just like throw everything away and just be like I'm
sorry let's work on changing you know let's go to counseling together you want to go to counsel to break up and then I can take over from that and I don't want to do that but that's how it feels with everybody you're man or woman I if you love someone it's worth that's you need it's worth fixing
sucks can I be uh no I'm not going to ask you out but I really like you because I don't know you you you remind me of her you have that's not good that that's not a good reason to ask somebody out no never never and I'm honest to you
I would never ask you out because you're in America I'm in but you are as sweet and so on on but I don't know you and she was so sweet and all that but she was schizophrenic and she was a new person every day oh wow that's hard I mean I think I I don't think they should be off you know the dating pool but if
you do date someone like that you should definitely like have a therapist there helping you because they need support they need support you know like it's not fair yeah yeah I had an ex who was schizophrenic and I didn't understand what that meant until like I got to know
him and I was like wow yeah like I knew him for two years before I started dating him and then when I started dating him that's when I really got to understand like schizophrenia and like there was no way I could have like continued dating him without like some sort of help of a
therapist but he didn't want to see a therapist so I had to leave I had I couldn't I couldn't stay it is what it is and I was we were like plus and minus so we were really good together we love doing drugs together we love drinking together smoking weed together we the perfect but that's the problem you know I don't know you need somebody to
sometimes put you down a little bit say maybe you should not drink today you know and she couldn't do that she wasn't ready you know that's what I mean mean like people with that they need help you know and that's like I need help but that shouldn't also be
on her how long were you two together for a year almost like a year a year year ago so like two months ago she broke up with me or three months it could have been our year day like two months ago it's okay I live with my old
neighbor I lost my apartment and then moved to a priest and then I moved to my neighbor old neighbor and my old neighbor just met her in the shop and she lived close to me now with the new boyfriend I just called her New Year Eve and I say happy new year and uh Merry
Christmas she said why you call me now this time a I'm like I just want to say Merry Christmas and she told me she got a new boyfriend again oh still oh okay okay what can I do you know but yeah I was crying for three hours and then I go to the city I was fighting 10 people I
lose my tooth and I got scar yeah I get in so many fights because I was so sad but should I dring vodka and call you exgirlfriend so stupid so I'm confused you said you're not single
but you you you're not together with your ex I am why would you say you're not single I because I wanted to impress you I don't know I wanted to that's weird that's weird no no no no no that's weird that is weird that is weird Okay yeah that's be it but I'm
and now I'm I'm an Aries Aries we we were impressed by honesty that's that's what it's really important to us it really is should be to be honest I guess I was
lying was just lying you don't know me who cares about who liying here but yeah I'm single and I hate it that's the truth I hate it and I miss Hawking her every night I'm hugging my my
blanket instead no how long has it been two months two two months okay yeah it's been a your relationship two months yeah you didn't go out and get a rebound real I just got over for real for real but the last three months we been trying and I've been trying and all that
but it we met only one time and we had sex doing coke eating pizza in our old apartment just and it didn't work out next day she was mad at me me and yeah we figured out and I ne she called me she was crying saying she missed the
city and the comfort with me and the old city we were living in and I tell her I cannot do anything we have no future we have no plans together and I had to tell her that because my mom hate her and my parents hate lost doesn't matter if your parents doesn't matter doesn't matter doesn't matter if your parents hate yeah it
doesn't matter doesn't matter anybody around them or me and her have seen this and she choosed this to it all up but I made it maybe and I was a part of it but it's just like that's not going to happen can be my mom is gonna say what the like
are you with this crazy woman again but but that's all I dream about and I love her I I I told her everything my darkest secrets you know and I many people but not like that in my adulthood and yeah I love her so much but I found out I have to love her and I have to hope her the best it's
all I can do now have to say that to myself because if I said and be irritated every night that's good thinking what could have happened it's not going to change nothing you know but if I actually become better stop raining becoming healthy stop drinking maybe maybe in 10 years yeah yeah you can see each other
again but you a sick problem in the head so you don't want the kids with people with schizophrenia and all that she had also other sickness and it's just sad you know but I didn't want maybe did that yeah I knew someone who did that yeah
um they had like four children together and almost all of them were diagnosed with schizophrenia but I don't know I think like if it's uh if it's your parents have it it's in your G jeans it won't NE you won't
necessarily have it it'll stay dormant unless something opens it up so they they lied to their kids a lot so and that and apparently lying to your kids like uh having them see something and then telling them they didn't see that when they know they saw
it they'll get confused about what reality is and it makes them open schizophrenia for sure makes way yeah yeah being honest to your kids is really important it's really really important absolutely of course and that's the beautiful thing you know like I'm I'm having a hard time with this I was
thinking about it yesterday like how to act around children should you be like this goofy ass or should you like be serious or should be you be very kind like I don't know all all all of it all of it different I don't have kids so I just guessed I say to myself okay when you
have children then you actually figure out what the thing how how they react and and how you should treat them yeah well there's a lot of research that's being done like my sister she did reading like she read a lot of books before she started having kids so she was learning about the a lot of techniques on how to raise kids
especially because there's a lot of like psychology behind it to help develop them mentally of course yeah and I watch her do some techniques on the kids because like she has two now and it's really really impressive like it it honestly like her kids are such like they're so
they're such good kids really different from us being brought up we were crazy we were animals holy cow I see a dog trainer huh and it's like in South Park a dog trainer oh do yeah he's training and and it's about being dominant and it's not about the
same with it's not the same with children but I'm just saying um it's very easy if you know the tricks then you can really succeed and I think with kids it's it is really yeah if you know the white trick and and and know how to act around them and and and teach teach them then the will learn
from you life is a school but if you being ignorant not trying to learn uh your kids are going to be uh lost it's true home at least oh
um when Sai comes back would you take off your shirt for him oh the I will take the off for you but no no not for me not not for me not like when he comes back can
you like can you feed my okay I'll do it because you like that yes I'll do it okay feed my okay okay I'll tell him I'll tell him he said can you show me pleas no I have
a lesbian woman beside me she want to see you I don't like I don't like women hi look here look at this bro
look nice you I'm very sexy are you like it huh I like
it can you make this woman now good guest now you're a good guest okay now I like you as a guest you're forgiv for saying what every said most I'm I'm as as you I'm G suck your day I don't give a you're nasty boy you look like me just much older it's
terrible old I'm like 15 years older than you my friends um I think at least I am much older and I look pretty good for my age but you look pretty good nice think he's Frozen that was interesting yeah nice nice job so you got to be fed I'm happy
yeah I'm bed a little bit hungry thank you Andy NE it's froze on him a shirtless perfect okay right love that love that no he's not he's straight that's why that's why BR K had to ask for me would have done it if I
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easy but when you get out of it you really really miss it and you know that you should have just appreciated more and and more flower you know well I had this friend not relationship but if she was like pretty much a dark Triad personality which is like she had a mix of narcissism Psych Y
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take this Ms but yeah I was doing all of the bad things and I couldn't help it so we had to call a priest and the priest come and take me away and I lost everything but I found something I hope I will start read the Bible more find CH
get good you know get on my feets start warning to God through the situation I've been in this situation all the time nothing I'm I'm into Jesus and uh where I can actually do better and yeah hopefully change these happy out to something
better and I think it's a good lesson we all can find something works for and uh and I'm glad that worked for you help yourself improve I didn't I have not changed I'm still in the same I'm fighting every day just a little bit to understand I have to know it not do it
because people they think they know it but they don't do it to do it to go out and do it and do good for myself and and so on or else nobody's going to feel my family is going to think I'm just sitting there being
important start and I don't have to wait to 50 all the people I know they say oh I I became 50 I got children and a woman and now I stop do drugs I'm like 25 years going to die oh W I think you're Maybe
doing better to rely on like you can you have the Bible and relationship with God that you can they can help you along you're not gonna nothing's GNA change overnight but you have the right you have the right direction in mind right yeah it's uh about doing it and it's a second of
time or whatever you know like I sit on my phone all day bro I'm bored and you know when you get bored that's when you smoke you just keep being bored you don't understand you're Bor fun but when I go outside I feel an anxious and I feel bad about
smoking and drinking doing coke every day I'm a criminal I make I make 300 bucks every day 300 bucks every day and I waste more M yeah my friends did that too they would make good money but they would spend it all and stuff like that so they
never end up saving anything what if you wouldn't have your ass up need but I don't steal anymore I don't lie anymore before I go down I steal wine in the store or I go to the closet job outside in the street I steal all
the Clos I'm sorry not I'm not I'm not I love you P come on the panel if you want come join just a we're a little sad tonight I've got Marty be and uh and I kind of shocked about it and um I'm I'm just letting letting I kind of do the
interview right now never be sad brother I'm not sad I'm being for real that's what I need and that's maybe what only this stomach pain you know what I mean the god it's not good have to fix it up in keep I keep
breaking it away keep doing it's like paper in my bra that's what I'm doing it's not good I'm killing myself very fast very F JJ said beat up JJ said tonight he said the family has announced it and
everything so it's sad yeah this was this was somebody that was I'm the biggest go I'm the biggest IDI I'm just having fun you know and we actually now being for real I respect all people who respect me in stream I come with two sides but if you show me the one side of the coin I'm going to
show you the same you know I mean you know I will respect your stream this is your yo I'm only here for supporting you guys and saying hello thank you thank you I appreciate it and I'm sorry sorry we had like a little herf
buffal whatever earlier um but yeah I I just I can't you remember it because now remember okay well that's good I barely remember either um yeah I just thought you were man um yeah it was also weird about the okay good no
worries at all little bit little all good okay all good good I'm not mad and hope you're not mad yeah um we you saw the post too two days ago
he so here's what happened before like I'll just tell you the story this guy named Joker um he's he's a show and then oh you got some nice a Danish this Joker look for you A B plock the money oh my God supposed to be a
tree is that a cyp or something a Cy tree or what kind of and everyone is entitled to the opinion but with already um so the thing that happened a few months ago with Joker is that he um he like kind of said I was talking too much in his chat and he he like basically said like go away and then like he didn't stream for a
while and then in um then in trid Dan chat some someone was like oh Joker un alived himself a few weeks or like a few weeks ago and stuff and I was like oh my God that was just when he was mad at me and I was like I was just like felt so bad and then then like I I I like posted something on his page and like someone liked the comments and they said they didn't like them and then he's back on and it's up I've heard someone just
trolling and everything so I never know what to believe until I see the stuff um should know your show you're controlling you have a 30 watch the $30,000 watch yeah Bea wants to see your watch if you can show your watch
again you that watch you show yeah it's just a watch yeah there you go be deepk looks beautiful watch it's a beautiful
watch it's not a beautiful it's my favorite watch how you good ni nice nice being my father always love watches and loved a nice watch I'm sure he would have appreciated that yeah yeah tags
yeah is a cool but I was a criminal before I only want to steal a that was my biggest dream but I found out now yeah if I steal a r it's gonna be my nightmare I'm gonna go to jail I'm gonna L what is that I can buy it one time
probably even if like some some people don't get caught but there's still like consequences for it you know like from old I don't want to do that he he deserve it more than me I found that out really is like a violation of of people when you when you steal from people and like you know I'm really
against scammers and people that are unfair about so it's good that you've turned a new leaf on that on that on that side because you yeah you're a goodlooking guy with a lot of talent and you know professional basketball player and all these things and I'm sure you can make your own money um it's easier actually to make your money legitimately you know it's like it's it's like a lot more problems come along
criminality and you don't have to go jail you don't have to want from police you just go to work and you go home use your money you'll have fun there's other ways to make money than than hurting other people and so yeah it is it is a it's a you know I have the Russian friend I knew I talking about used to break into garages and burglarized garages and now you got like three years in women's
prison and like how how fun is that really you know but for me not be that IGN and stupid like I was before and I gamble I gamble still I lost $700 today before like say year ago before I met my exf that I
lost I would go out and break into a house just after I lost the money so I could get new money and I could get new next day I always like sometimes a little bit but you know mean like not worth it and I found out yeah that's the worst you can do or it's not gonna help
you make a new window and a new pc very
true like I would never wanna like I would never want to benefit myself at the at somebody else's expense you know I I'm always about like a free trade of energy and honest you wouldn't right now and I hope you wouldn't but but yeah we get pressed out things but we have to do ourselves if we want to press ourself
out there because no you don't have to steal you're in a good Society probably in a good World good family and all that that will help our good friends or anything you know so why the should we go all people's bad things well I think some people that do bad things are in a bad place mentally and you know they need to reach out and
get some help when you are very naive you just lost all your money on coke and gambling you think oh you can do it good but just go steal from others you don't think about consequen you only think about yourself and and I haven't been out there yet I
never smoked quack I never got like into that totally quck mentality you know but I've have been doing all breaking into for my own good and fun whatever even live stream was a few years ago I still am
but at least I found God I'm a Christian and I don't believe in stealing anymore I really think that is a big big good I think that's one of the Ten Commandments and you know I think ten command Ten Commandments are pretty decent Commandments to live by they're
not it's just very very crazy when you get into Christianity you find out how simple it is and how little you have to do but that's the hardest part because I have a hard time really my Bible and go through church every
Sunday really every Sunday you go no I normally did I just every morning in the Sunday and we go there in sunnday but now yeah now it's on my own choice I don't even my best friend living with from Ian and
he's a Christian and he go to church his he don't ask me because he know that's up to yourself there's something great you have to do for yourself and it will benefit you well I have so many hangovers I do so much C and that's no excuse I can to
chch with hangovers but yeah I can bring myself there with hangover sometime you need a priest life right that's okay my thing too like I always like to go to church and stuff but I not wake up in time on that and also I don't I think some churches are like um
I think some there's some evil churches for like a few hours or not a few hours for like a half hour go in there and sing with them and and just wait lot in normal Denmark it's very quiet and same but the most important thing about
going to that is from from the PRI what what very important and also the priest priest and things are like intermediaries and I believe like
people can have this direct connection with God where it's not necessarily to go through a through a priest they or Minister I hope that why do that but most time yeah why do that that could be for the fame the money or
whatever you know but uh but some priest they can also have eyes even if they blind and listen Qui he took all our SPS he took the CR we should walk with the
down okay but we're not going to be Sinners took them but we should walk that cross we should show that CR and I really love you brother being a gay man like listen to me I'm talking crazy like alcoholic talk but I mean what I'm saying I hope you understand but but respect for you to to
to be a man as you are and you should be happy about you being a man from where you have been and I Know It haven't been easy it's not easy but now you have your choice and you're man now and you you stand at you your own point and your own and that's
beautiful beautiful you're believe yourself I like the I like the teachings of Jesus a lot like I love jesus' teachings like there's a bunch of di mention that I love he said judge not L you be judged or if and forgive if you want to be forgiven and love one another and um and love love the father and he also hung out with um he h out with drug addicts
he hung out with prostitutes he hung out with the criminals and things like that and he was nonjudgmental also let him without sin cast first stone
right a lot I love I love that about Jes was more about Harmony you know not pushing people away but bringing them closer and helping each other right and I find like there's a lot of judgmental Christians that are very like not they don't really like they wouldn't have like
back then they would have been one of the people like laughing at him on the Christianity you're not perfect he was you're never gonna chop you're never gonna perfect like that and that's why he can take these things all the bad
things you done all the sin you done you will take it if you give him you know just pray but but saying that you're not perfect remember yes you are yeah yes you are but but remember he was perfect and none of us are perfect so
who are you to judge me brother also
human well I don't think I dild with did in my ear but yeah that's not quite my thing I know why you put that but but but I was just planing I I don't put things anywhere really I'm more of a I'm more of a top but but uh yeah I don't put things inside of me really but wrong anything wrong with
it everyone everyone's experien a finger or something but I don't know same thing well I was told like um said me like like I just moved out to a priest and
there was a guy he was calling himself Joshua it's a wheel story like a month ago I Liv with a guy called Jos and in the end we kicked him out he was an narcissist he was using my money and the food and he was living wi free in this
place and it was sad for him I give him the tiet home but he his bus was gone he had to walk a long a long way but his name was J you find out and the guy I live with he put him on the mouth he
said put yourself in that man's feet or shoes like putting yourself there and calling yourself that you should know that that is and I like that it's just about like kissing Jesus
feet Mah didn't do that that's what Catholic do we children you think his children or his father and mother Jesus Children and and made him the go or say he's the God but they didn't do that they have nothing to do with that but Jesus he's the The King and I will lay
down on that floor and I will pray and I'll put my arm up in bad and in good because you can't sit and pray every time you lose life is a joger but Jesus is always you if you are gon to believe
in and remember that like human beings were created in God's image right and so um in God's image and then I think God has a kind of a free will and so hum have this Free Will and they say about the Angels the Angels don't have free will maybe the demons don't have free will or they the demons don't
have listen only you have is here I can say to you and you can say to all you're canot control anything around you other than up here and that's go bro that's what God gave you you win the lottery when you got born you win the lottery you are so ly man you're the lest man
trust me you got we have the free we have the free will to do good around you he is everywhere that's what you say God is fake God is everywhere but you have up here and I also that God is love God is love and light and
and okay that's the thing Islam Muslims Islam people from Islam they fear their God I love my God and I say that to people from Islam and we can discuss it but trust me many people will say I'm wife even from Muslim because you stop thinking and saying hey maybe I don't love my God as
I want to because I think they see it as the same thing fear and love yeah there's a big thing connected there I know what you mean but no will L you cannot put that up it's all thing like there's like like perfect
love is like like there's no fear in like perfect love and so it's like if you like really love God you really won't fear God hurt you and trust me God will cut your hand off he will do it he can do it you just have to pray for that and you should be careful what you pray for
because you will get it I'm a witness right I've seen it and yeah my gosh also we have this power to manifest in our lives too we have the power to create we have the power to to do all these things that are Godlike but we are
also human beings we not perfect and we will have our our weaknesses and our and things like that but we we can also learn from our mistakes and we can aspire to do better and like reach for the higher the free will to do that and that's what he want from you that's what really he want from you to pray and say take my Sinners away from me and I will
not do it tomorrow but if I keep praying saying I don't want to be alcoholic and I keep he's gonna judge me he's gonna take my tongue out he's gonna make me so sick you don't understand I've seen it so many times and I feel it on myself right now I know it not a joke bro
kill Free Will angels have free will I think that angel are mainly they do they're God's will Ex like God's will is is is the angels and then humans have the free will evil but you can hear them
sing but you never know if it is the devil trying to talk to you and that's the thing with music but if you're dying bro you're going through a whole another thing probably oh know but I know that's where you're really going to see Angel going to come to you and tell you where to
go and I don't hope it's gonna be that man the man TR to swick you he's gonna lie to you he is nak nak the devil and he's also the devil Devil's also Escape our own our own our own negative
qualities that we try to project off of ourselves into demons and devils and things like that like we can we can be angels we can be demons we can we're a little bit of both of them can see you can hear it you cannot see it you can yeah also people that are atheists is like and they don't recognize that there's this higher thing and they're
just like oh that that basically takes all the meaning out of life because life is like a beautiful experience and there's so much meaning to it there so much things symbolic and so much we so much good we can do to the world and so people that say oh there's nothing there's just like you know we're just born we die and when we're just like warm food and there there's no eternal life
orer you know the shoulder an angel and a devil brother right it's been the all time but it's being in your ass in your little ass that's why it's sitting that's where the devil is sitting that's why you're getting talked to okay
let me tell you the facts okay that's who talking you in your ass bro as a man I'm telling you stop wanking said I don't have anything I don't have anything up my ass or anything like that you know and the
doctor doing a prostate exam the devil or something like that no is there a reason maybe we have we able to go to the bathroom I think Adam and Eve couldn't go to the bathroom and like God gave them and and that was a they could finally go to the bathroom they're so full of fruit eating
right what are you you think men are women that have anal sex is that is that just as wrong or no tell me it's hard to catch why is he gay why are you
gay why just who am I attract who am I attracted to yeah where do this come from do you think it comes from God come from I don't think it came from the devil I think I think I don't want to get can can debate
this like all day had this debate I think that it's homosexuality is natural every day to believe something you know this woman you want children with this woman yes of course you do why yeah but they don't have
children with a woman because there's already children out there who need a family so homosexuality natural the gay couples actually they that adopt they they take what are called the undesirable children or like the least adoptable children and they
love them treat them well really well of course that's a great D and that I hope I'm gonna be that myself with eight children I want eight children I'm not a but I want I have eight cats
that's you know but I want the eight and I'm gonna get it with with myself just have okay good and everyone wants different things some people don't want children some people do and so but that's you know I think I think part of like life is I
think you know procreation is part of life and that's like you know I I think support straight people and they support the straight lifestyle you need it in your life to give it over and say look every every gay person is born from a man and woman a man and a woman in the right so every gay man is is has it has straight
parents to think for their life you know and so um you know also there's different ways of having children and things I Believe In Like A having a masculine and feminine influence look at his face P look at his face P look P look yeah I'm sorry I don't care I don't know what I was asking you about it's so
stupid you can be gay I don't give a I am not okay I want to Li a tonight and there's no bom Cloud over here big bom CL CL it man well you can you can turn on a nice movie and crazy I think you can call
someone that's the cocaine's fault you have to stop doing drugs it's so small I can't even use it I
I'll probably get on you're not my type you are too old and too beautiful and too smart I'm sitting here as a kid alcoholic Dy like talking to you like I should know something I'm I'm all good no you're fine you're fine okay yeah I'm fine thank
you no you're fine you're fine you're fine to say to say what you want and have your opinion and to and to have your beliefs and things like that but you you and you you're self aware too where you might be hypocritical and some of these things I know I know I'm talking but doesn't mean I do it so I can sit here and talk and talk and talk and say oh I am so smart I do this and this but I'm
not doing it no so don't believe in me that's devil talking for me because I'm sitting here bull doing smoking I think I think I see I see a good I see good heart in you I see like a good a good person there I what's going on and it's not good it's
okay if you're self aware then there's you can change and if you want to right yeah and if your dick doesn't work well you don't need to have a dick if you're the bottom relationship fine fine you need man in your life you know s is
single you need a man in life I think you need a man in your life your dick don't work want to stop doing drugs so your dick is not gonna work all right s I'll with you it work
exactly's amazing s is amazing trir from Mexico I'm going to wiang it off make it hard no I'm not Mexican uh my parents are from Syria you like
mexic yeah my parents speak Arabic I only know a few words my best my best friend's from cool I'm born in the ghetto he lost his D down there in in the rash you know and what is she
call can you remember now Fu whole do about it I got really interested about it but I'm very happy for you country okay alhamdulillah I'm from Canada my my parents are from there yeah I'm from Canada but my parents are from
there it's very good what's going on down there it's going to good be good maybe in 10 years you yeah every time they say that there's a cease fire and the war is over people go back and then they get blown up again so it's like
damn in the last 30 years it's one wish one family now they are
gone good you can go like the next family too that's going to do the same thing it's annoying it's really annoying just to some other people but it's and all that yeah I know what you mean and you're not a Muslim you don't do your Salah no my family's always been
Christian or ancestors have been Christian they always stayed together like there were some women in our family that married off to M Muslim men but they were never seen or heard from again so it's kind of
scary and they put other people in fear and the wives and the children yeah concentration I lost a girlfriend like I lost a few girlfriend one in Somalia and she got in a training camp in Somalia she come back like in a week
handicapped handicapped she chained up to a wall probably or something she could not talk I didn't talk to her I've seen her whe ter man she was a nice girl I know what these do it's also in serious
family all all Muslim families and that's the thing yeah are dog okay well there's dogs in every nationality in every nationality there's dogs and it sucks that in areas where there's no you know like there's no control there's no justice the dogs run
wild you know that's why I really appreciate like North America because like we have strong police forces to do their jobs and help keep people in check you know so if there's someone doing something crazy you can always call the police and they'll come and like they'll you know help you know a lot of people are that's that's a good deterrent over there the
police don't have any power that they can't control the population you know so like people run wild unfortunately some areas are safe some areas are sa we have the same and it's all all bull you can't use it for nothing you can't talk about you have to be in a system you are the system but you have
to understand what front of you what is up over you under you and behind you that's no that that's that's materialism that's the all that look inside yourself you find spiritualism you find the world Kingdom that's what you get witch also
what Jesus said the kingom you like the kingdom is within us too it's like we the whole world is like within all of us like we all have are basically our own world just like but it's kind of like Lucifer wanted his own world to run and that's Lucifer was God's covering okay that wall and he got that from God and no he's sitting on the
finch you don't know if he can come over or listen the devil don't play with him bro but trust me he is where he should be and he know he's gonna be on one Throne down there he can never get up there but that's what he want to trick you to believe so he
can but that's also like also like like human beings too we're like fallowing Angels oh or from Fallen Angels descended from fallen angels and so we're the same way where we have kind of Pride we have natural human pride and and then God that God loves us enough to like let us grant our wish to R to run our own world
and he will free you from all this if you want to but you got also learn but like it's all good
but yeah I like your messages tonight and it's really good conversation too and really good points and it's like I think yeah you're a you you are a good person I see in your heart and stuff you're down on yourself and you you make mistakes and stuff like that and and
that's it's a human being right know me whatever and I don't know you it's all good we just here having a good love conversation we have I don't know I don't know you but I do know you like there's a c there there's a certain thing I I do know because I do see I do see your soul I do
see your spirit something but I'm not I just look like you just younger I am younger yeah you're younger and you are it you hate it but you should love
me I do love you I do love you I do love you and I and I also I love I love I I like to think I love human beings and I love Humanity I kind of see myself as like a Prometheus figure like that wants to bring light to people and like to bring happiness of people that cares about human beings and things like that
I don't hate human beings like and so there's a lot of people that that look at humans like animals and things like that and then they see they see themselves as like a Godlike figure and then they see everyone else as animals and things like that I like to I like to see that everyone has potential everyone has everyone can change Mony playing Minecraft on YouTube
today I saw that really that's hilarious yes it was with the T scen and it was only two BS they learn this to do m Cy the smartest one in the world H yeah
it's up it's po animal you know yeah I love how they can learn sign language The Witches guy in India almost The Witches guy you have a big sentury for animals and he have a big hot top for the elephants and I saw today beautiful that's good that's a big Flex
you know help the animal and the children it's the only thing you should yeah and and the and the vulnerable and like the the elderly and things like that you know it's like we should should we should also just take care of each other not even even other adults and things like that we should not be hurting other people we should make an effort to love one another to
see don't go have have a little bit Freedom go make some tomatoes and in the garden and there will go some more Tomatoes even better farming is always a good good
option yeah also the Earth is abundant too that teaches us like like life grows from the earth and you know we go through these life cycles and things like that and we know like that we have a limited time here but I think we will always be alive and and our spirit so I believe we
can the loty you have been here all the time brother and you're going to be after this this is the wet sweat that you don't understand it's a blockchain you don't understand it's not like the Internet it's Fu bro you're gonna you're GNA see it maybe I spoke DMT sometimes
that that makes me realize how uh much I think about myself I hate it and I have I think I'm going to die and I I'm so scared of losing everything and wello then you know you should find that in yourself with no anxiety with calmness and peace and say
you are alive but you should not hear other side of the coin because that is going to really show off when the judgment is Gonna Come and you're gonna be judged because I'm not gonna Jud only one can do that and he is
he's going to cut the hand of you he's going to put you in hell if he wants you right I do think that God God I think God will even forgive the devil you know I think I think even even I think he even loves the devil you know and okay but thing is the only time the Devil
comes up in you that's while you talk about other people and while you're lying and being nasty so don't talk behind other people's back and don't lie and don't be nasty and he will leave you alone because he can do nothing
tag not okay yeah we're gonna we're gonna wrap it up we're gonna stay nine more minutes um I might stay longer I do want to for everybody in the chat I'll I'll do readings for you if I did if I miss your reading we just had a nice discussion tonight we'll we'll wrap it up with pie um and and our guest and
uh it's a pleasure talking to you I hope you like will come back dude I would never yeah you I talk to this woman day but you're gay bro yeah know
actually I'm gay but I will not um not um I I'll I'll learn your batteries and I won't cross them I I will not uh I will not try to um get on you or did it I wanted to show her my little guns here but
yeah we can't show we only your muscles not not your real oh yeah there you go hi look hi he left okay well he showed his gun you were looking did you see it or you looked away yeah I saw I
saw SE musles before it's not a big deal I'm more of a neck I'm more of a neck person I like like the neck and part that's my favorit but I like our new I like our new game I like our new game um that we play so I think we found I think we found something unique on YouTube too
like that was your idea before you mentioned that idea before so I was like let's try that out tonight it works perfectly so for real I love it like they're gonna come at anyway so might as well direct
them yes I love it that's fun I do hope he comes back though hope he subscribed I think he's been he was on the show like a month a month ago and he was like really really drunk oh I think I've seen Alie do an
interview with him too and he had this roommate that was crazy crazy but a lot of fun to talk to a lot of fun to talk to they had a good they had a good chat he was like screaming he was crying you know like it was just it wild all through the emotions yeah I like Psalms too ver tag
Psalms and Proverbs those are all good anyone else have anything to say to P um before she goes because she said she's gonna take off soon I want to thank P Pi's my my beautiful co-host she like makes the show wonderful everyone loves pie right nor wants to say hi come say hi to
pie l hello baby sweet dog kitty yeah thank you P for posting the Discord too everyone can join us on Discord we have a fun Discord um yeah cool you have to us when we're not streaming yeah you can keep up with the
show and then um and then will'll tell you when the show comes my show comes on when I start streaming we also share other um people's streams and like different panels and stuff you can like it's fun when we like can all go to a channel support us certain Channel or um you know be on panels together and that kind of stuff and U I also have
yeah I love joining chat when there's like people I know in chat too it makes it more fun it does and I love I love my chat because my chat is like from people all over YouTube like from all these different panels I go to and like different shows I go to and people I meet on Discord and people I meet from other shows and um it's really cool I usually know um people in my chat but they also have new people coming in all
the time and then we have new friends and like then they can be new friends good group we have going here I do like to keep it positive yeah you know he was a little bit of the guest was a little bit of a k kogy type type fellow a little bit salty but yeah but he he had things to to work
through and I think in time I think I think he does have a lot of light in him though he does have it you know yeah he he does I was trying to judge yeah I think you should come around more I think I think it'll do really good yeah yeah I think I think we're well I try to be influen I try to be get
influenc sometimes I'm not the best influence but uh um I am trying to like uh I'll do more sober streams this week I'll be trying to save some money and like keep the panel going smoother and um you know because we do have we do deal with some um volatile personality types and like
different I do I do like to have good yeah yeah I noticed when I'm gone they come out that's so funny The Maniacs come out hilarious you missed the Noel stuff last night it was just crazy with Noel like she was just talking and she was like oh I saw this movie like stuff like that and then like she was wearing this like
Reese's piece of sweatshirt and then she was just like like and then then she did it and I was like no well no and I I had to turn off the stream and then she then she came back on I was like I gave her one more chance and she did it again and uh I don't know if that's like some kind of poor impulse control of her or she gets a thrill out of that or she's being the
ultimate troll I don't know but I heard that does in other channels too yeah she knows better and she knows better that's why I'm wondering if someone's putting her up to it right that's wondering well guys I know how to deal with deal with that I just will just turn off the stream and private it just all it does is
sometimes slow down the stream but I learn from other people how to how to deal with it they don't get strikes I don't get strikes I think I'm pretty try be fast on the gun gun on it but yeah that's not very cool to do um and it's like it's like it's like being um hostile to the show right and so I like people that you know you don't have to like the show but you know if you don't
like the show don't come and everything I think it's a good show it's trying to help people and we have good discussions we have different personality types and uh I like having spirited discussions and I like debating and stuff like that I've always been into debating politics and religion and and all that kinds of stuff and talking about all this stuff and so it's not not gonna be everyone's cup of tea I might not be the same
philosophy but I think we can all find Common Ground we can all we can all like get along and be respectful and uh nice to each other right yeah and it help people you know like if you're just practicing performing being nice you know then you're going to it's going to wash over you you get to feel better be P the guy's like why is that guy smiling like why is he smiling like
that he looks weird he looks weird I was like I just I just I'm a happy person usually and I think I'm in a good mood I like to smile then I was like I look not it's not a very attractive look on me you know I look better smiling you know I like a I like to I think I have a nice smile and I uh to radiate some happiness okay okay so I'll let you go P you have
to go um the link to come up L already probably really drunk but for having me okay s you're welcome I love you talk to you
soon okay anyone want to come up you can uh come up and talk I'll post the link again it is pinned as well anyone wants a reading anyone I miss I'm sorry um I will get your reading
done be my sir hello please Cody you're funny Cody is that Santa Claus's picture on your your avatar what am I looking at right there can't quite tell is that it looks like Santa a little bit but I'm not sure yeah I I mean I slept all day and then I even took a nappy before my show
and so I'm awake a little bit we still have 10 people in the chat so I'm I'm down to hang out for another half hour to an hour um anyone's welcome on the panel not even a church mouse not even a peep ho ho ho Merry Christmas Cody you had a nice
Christmas what else we have coming up we have Valentine's Day coming up you know that's that's my friend Cupid's holiday I I'm a big fan of Cupid I'll tell a good story about Cupid it's really short little myth about Cupid and when Cupid was younger it's called Cupid and the bees it's a really short story okay anyone wants to hear the
story there's a lot of art that goes along with it for example here's he's Cupid he's play he's Cupid getting stung by some bees right there right he got into the into the Beehive into the honey and stuff right uh and so the story is Merry Christmas
Cody okay so the the story is I mean it's very very short I I'll try to find the longest version I can of it but it's so short it's just like a tiny little little asops I think it's an asops fables maybe
um okay so here's how goes there's some herb that's good for everybody except for them who that thinks they're sick when they ain't announced Mrs Todd who has a truly professional air finality come William let's have a sweet home and then mother will sing Cupid and the beef for us okay
accuracy and details of Merit okay so here's the story okay it says as Cupid midst the Roses played transporting in a in the demask shade a bee stepped unseen among the silken leaves his finger your stung his beest cheeks with tears were
drowned um he stormed he blew the burning wound then then nimbly running through the Grove thus plaintive to the queen of love I've I'm killed Mama alas I die a little serpent winged to fly that's called the bee in Yonder plain oh hold
on um has stung me and I die with pain um Venus smil thus rejoicing my dear if you such anguish find the rest is this has this one picture I need to find the rest of the story there two P there two pages what's going on
here preview okay you hear you'll hear you'll hear how the rest of it goes okay I think I found the p so cupid was out and he's like oh he got stung by bees okay okay so it says I've killed mama I
last I'll die a little serpent Wing to fly that's called the bee in Yonder plain has stung me and I die with pain when Venus smiling just thus rejoy joining my dear if you such anguish find from the resentment of a bee think what they feel that's stung by thee okay that's the story
because cupid cupid stings with his Arrow too and then he thinks a beast sting is painful she's like think about all the people that that that you hurt by making them fall in love yeah Merry Christmas Cody so I hope you like that little that short little story called Cupid and the be okay anybody want a reading um anybody want to come on panel I think
Sig took off because Pi left so I don't know if Sig's coming up but uh I'm be I don't know if be's around be I love you thank you for being my friend my cuddle buddy yeah we're doing some more readings we can hang out can do more open Panel I'll hang out for another um 25 minutes or up to an hour don't like
somebody is crying about getting stung by a bee y but it's Cupid and know so cupid cries to his mother Venus and she's like well think about uh think about the people that you Sting with your arrow right HiHo you always say yes to a read okay Susanna would like to read okay sus an how about from this
deck Soul truth and then I'll get you another card from another deck too Susanna from the soul truth deck we have today this one says what excuses am I making right now it says no more waiting there will never be a good enough time the time is now today's soulle action
says if it's important enough to you you'll find a way today make a decision and do it even if you don't feel ready listen to your heart you will be led do a couple more this cool deck this one says do I know all my strengths and am I using them this one says we all have
superpowers but it's up to us to uncover them when we live and lead with our strengths we will be able to show up in our zone of Genius this inspires others to do the same ask yourself how can I use one of my soul's gifts today to contribute to this open and ready World okay so ask yourself what what strengths you have and you know all them and are you using
them because we should always focus on our strengths and the things we're good at okay another one am I afraid to be seen made some chocolate bars chocolate meal bars waiting for them to harden the fridge a little bit sounds very good so the world doesn't want you to hold back any longer Time To Shine Your unique flight on the world you are made from
Love and from love you are whole there is no more hiding there is no more shame there's only Truth live naked and free today's Soul action what parts of me do I do I hide so I can be socially accepted and fit in am I being authentic do I allow myself to be all of me what do I need to feel so I can be safe to be
seen Journal your answers okay I hope like those um Susanna some good questions for you and everybody to ask you know I think I think those are those are great um great things to think about for anybody planet Mars Zoo Tycoon you like Zoo Tycoon Cody yeah I I have like over a thousand games
on my steam account and my computer's not really working right now so I also have a VR thing and my VR thing doesn't work with my computer anymore so um I don't know when I'll get a new computer or anything but my computer's just a little bit slow um and then uh so intuition says time to do a nonprofit
help homeless folks I gotta do yep feel wise to stay on cano oh my God I will go ahead and be seen thank you this has to be this has been on your mind for days well that's wonderful so I hope I got those perfect questions for you to be asking and give you the nudge forward to uh to go Live Your Dream okay sounds
good yeah so let's think um do you guys want to hear Lisa Jordana song I always like to play Lisa Jordana how about a Lisa Jordana song This goes out to my my my my other guest tonight
and you're still listening Andy ready everyone to hear okay
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Thank you Lisa Jordana for letting me share your music I love you thank you guys thank you for sharing that too um Susan nice to meet you Susan holy or Susan Holly
lovely it is a great show thank you thank you I'm trying to trying to run a great show that that um is entertaining and Everyone likes and also help as many people as I can so I'm stay on for a few more minutes all the cats are are around sleeping I'll probably maybe I'll join some open panels tonight after the
show I'll stay on for another 18 minutes probably because it looks like no one wants to hop on the panel that you're all welcome up um they think panel shows are are more ENT aing uh for people sometimes um it's uh but I like I like I like talking too I'm happy to do
readings for the chat um I can do some other stuff I can do a uh Collective reading for the for everybody let me know what you guys want to do I'm down the hangout ran my got my tobacco so I could stay on longer appreciate the love and support
guys hope you liked at Lisa on saw have I seen American horor story okay yeah I have and I I saw the one well I basically saw I saw some of the hotel um the what's the hotel one called it's a really crazy Hotel one I've seen I just haven't watched the whole season all the way through I think
I watched the first season I watched American Horse story stories where they had like the this girl she had gay dads and then she found this um this like a rubber suit and then she would like start killing people and she I don't know she like whenever she wore it she got possessed and stuff like that that was entertaining I don't know if that was a whole season or just a special
episode and stuff like that um but i' like it it's a good show the what's that hotel one called forgot what the hotel one's called American Horror Story I'm into horror I'm into I was you know not as much anymore but I like a good horror movie I like the midsummer I liked hereditary
Collective read okay let's do Collective read so this is for
everybody tobacco yeah you never seen it and then M petite oh yeah okay let's give a shuffle so so this is for everybody I'll do some probably five
cards King of Swords energy I know earlier we had a Gemini in the chat and I said King of Swords energy oh we have a guest coming up and I will answer your question too okay
hell hi what's up with you what's up dude oh no hold oh my God I thought you were gonna Clash what's up dude how are you
nice cards you're pulling cards too I GNA read your card okay do read for me yeah oh I'm seeing good things oh no I had a good
P I am a Scientist you're mad scientist I think oh I did see this this was actually coming up in my future
that's that is my card okay like it now we're pull your card I see get the grocery card got go get the groceries I just got groceries today well that's what I'm talking about I just what the what the I
have have a bag of groceries that's my first W y'all saw it live ter car reader all right tarot from any kind of deck too you know this is possibly coming up for you yeah we see a possible firefighter in your
future maybe you go to blust maybe there's like one in the country so if you live by that one maybe go in there bump into the nearest firefighter maybe I maybe your car batter is gonna
overheat what am I battery did that's you know I I got stabbed in the ear before yeah you're right on okay with a yes with a sharp object like a pencil
yes how'd you know am I'm seeing this I'm seeing this and when you drink milk it's most of the time from a right I'm drinking milk tonight you know I'm drinking milk tonight do you know that I'm drinking milk tonight not I got four W's you're four
four should what happened fir fire fighter I can date I hope I I'm dating him he doesn't not coming to my house to set out put out a fire or something in the
cars and we know you like yeah yeah go you're doing so good what you got going you got grocery stabbed in the ear with a pencil you love your milk and your
cat possible near Horizon we don't know well I do I've seen it amazing more wow there's a lot of cards there over we found this thing on the
TRU guys you can also you can do this out of any kind of card deck you can that's the beautiful thing about divination it's like you can use any any deck and then there's messages right yeah sometimes I need to get my own little Powers up so I can get the readings better you're doing a really good great
job I gota convince myself of it what I'm tell back there's some devil booger oh my gosh is that is that wax yeah time that we've gotten to be able
to and they're making these things smaller now oh my God thing I doing look at these old things yeah that's OB Obi W
Kenobi now that's how big the difference is like what the whack in like a couple years they're going to be like so tiny just Dro like what happened where it go and some ants like walking off with like what
the over here get Dred by ant actually wax and not boogers yeah well you know about ants like ants like uh are known to like like swarm over dead bodies and stuff like that they wild
yeah they also working they work in uh in like gangs and stuff damn gang ants they're probably like a ants and then like a little blood an going at it oh also I've watched this thing about these the in Russia they have these ant it's like a slave ant and it's like like enslaves other ants and
stuff like that it's pretty crazy oh they probably make each other sex slaves and they so freaky ass ant I see y'all oh freaky ass ant how's your day dude well it's better now it's like we got this going up with I could put a little this on the bowl and it makes
such a nice person it it makes you such a nice person maybe I'll try to this I have this uh I have a bait pen I think I burned out every last drop of it but I'll give it a shot maybe I'll get a little hit tonight yeah we Ain
well you smoking his ass most time that probably not good you
know he let that hit the trade too quick let's smoke it all don't even touch the car J
got a big hit good nice I'm having a silver stream tonight guys but I'm smoking a little bit of weed weed pen so it worked Co a lot of
cool oh oh you taking your off for me too oh nice like it well you have nice body piranha oh pyana oh my gosh pie I have to yeah I have to tell did you see earlier how nice
abs put put Psyche on there too oh I don't have a lot of I'm TR to run out you had a peas It's okay okay cool you got you but you can reuse them and
stuff they hit your body your body them up yeah I like like I said I like like a nice I like a nice Flex show and stuff like that and so that was that was that was a thrill yeah I wanted to get on because homeboy was like trying to take his thirt off and I felt like I had some competition you know like if it was
a break dance battle or some I had to come like ring like oh rap battle style he tried to like flow or something and I had to come up Eight Mile style you know it's okay I'm telling you that wack unlock the
character like you're playing Tony Hawk or something it's like you can't you can't play with this character unless you have wax and then it unlocks it and you're like oh hey and you just been like laying dormant like a hiber bear over the winter break or some I'm glad I'm glad I just have a little bit of wax because whenever I
smoke I get um I get a little bit paranoid and then I think everything's about me and people are talking about me and stuff and so I'm a little bit care what's that one and you can't leave your tree oh c tree C did you like climbing trees as
a kid that's what I'm thinking I'm better you want to say hi I don't know's I feel I'm s but I'm I seen you all right now I'm going to get another one of my readings from my card in your future
I you gonna take your pants off I don't know with a firefighter oh it's all coming together so we got the firefighter card and the pants card oh my God that never happened holy
sh that means you're going to get the firefighter to take his pants off because I never happen I like it probably it's not because my pants are on fire but but yeah hopefully he has a
big it's all in the cars the cars don't me go back down here to this predetermined pile that I set up earlier and I went over this whole bit extensively this was in your
past oh my God a n you used to climb trees and get the eggs out everybody did that oh my God you got the tree and the nest in one reading tell me you didn't climb trees did you climb trees I did I did we're
learning everything about you did get you got eggs holy the truth comes out we were looking for the egg Snapper of 92 we down you know I'm just
playing there's no egg Snapper I'm sorry ladies and gentlemen there's no egg Snapp these are so smoth I Got Ants in My Pants maybe laying on the dance floor it's like a
nice texture at least like lolium pile or something all right let's go back down here somebody want you yeah okay guys you
want possibly a future thing or you think that it's romantic when you look at the you do you find that Ro I was looking at the tonight when I I walk and I was like Moon is beautiful hey are you a fir look for the moon that's Moon beautiful by the way the moon everyone
look at the Moon tonight outside look really beautiful shapes in there you clim climb a tree get some eggs and then some firefighter we called and tell him you got stuck in the tree and then be like heck and then firefighter shows up and then you be
like all right you got his number thank you for get me down and now later y'all should go to
Blockbuster there was a blockbuster like right down the for me but it's been closed for like 20 years you ever see the South Park where like he buys a blockbuster and he's like so excited like I bought a Blockbuster and it's like there's nobody comes yeah is next level stuff Cody pretty cool I like I like your style I like your style and I like how you are you're
you're a divver you're you're a mad scientist you're a you're a cool dude you know I trust you I left you in charge of my show last night for a while so we have a good cake I've gotten a cake C what you probably not
good you C mother depends on what kind of cake I like I don't eat cakes that's not good it's somebody's birthday every day and they're like cupcakes at school and they like training to eat like at least cake or dessert every day it's not B ridiculous but I mean I'm
sorry for all yall dessert families y'all still be kicking out the nice desserts so don't feel bad y'all sales won't go down people eat y all right let's see what we got in your future there will be car supposed to be taken out of the
day voila now we no you're an artist it tells us all now You artist are you what's going on did you take arts in school probably some kind of art special art class I'm
very into art I'm very into art yeah I art class I'm seeing crayons I pulled the crayon card yeah that was off of pure to the last
C oh oh this one's hot oh you did take the bus you did take the bus somewhere on field trips yeah field trip oh with some good field went you gota
know about that we had heard trip stor did you go to Medieval Time Yeah but not in the bustimes yeah we pull up all other and like damn who that girl from that school she rolled up be like and then they're like we're not here for that come on go
along and then you have to go in eat their food and then they got these horses or some yeah pretty cool haven't been there for a while you ain't got no money you can't
afford here we go go to Medieval Times time I just watch uh what's that movie table guy oh yeah they go to Medieval Titan remember that Jim Matthew brck or something Matthew broadrick he did hit a
lady with his car or something uh we're not going to worry about that and then he later did a Super Bowl ad to sell
cars all right let's keep it oh this car's hot I'm feeling this one either is in your future or your past it could be a past or future card I like like the post you do like to dance I do I do like I like to dance alone and stuff in my house and
stuff that well nobody's looking of
course pretty much every car you could pull up ack piss oh like a chicken chicken a lot yeah just had a big chicken dinner recently telephone you use
telephones you're probably on one right now yeah I'm on my
telephone I'm guessing you love fogs or you I do Lisa Lisa is a Kermit and friends and I'm also Mr M Kermit the Frog and like um and frogs and stuff I love the Frog Prince movie I was just watching
FR did you you seen Jurassic Park of course yeah is rosaura by the way too um astronaut yeah the NASA involved okay you do you believe
I believe in them I uh I the moon landing I have questions about I believe that there's some kind of space exploration air program I used to work for a company that actually um we did we did the the engineering sent Engineers to do the Hubble telescope for NASA and stuff so I indirectly work for
them you're awesome thank you thank you you're awesome awesome I so in the zone you're welcome thank you for being my first uh card reader thank you did I inspire you to start doing cards or
maybe probably start competing with your channel okay just Channel yeah I'm I'm G be like the like either the second biggest car reading Channel or I'm G like your Channel would be like right there shake and BAC in it yeah about I'm really about supporting
other terar readers and like my friends and stuff like that so I'll definitely support your channel and you know hopefully I'll be a guest on you have different styles but we have here's Rudy guys on
Rudy happy yes that's the most important thing I'll be happy okay good that's what I like you want them to be calling them man I love men in uniform you
know I'm like what the hell get off of my damn I'm gonna kick you in the head with my nice as long as you don't kick me in my right I'll get my wife to throw a
your fence we Hammer wer supposed to say the word oh I've been doing too much my guess earlier was yeah y' should come to
my okay I'm down and then you should fly away like a I'll cut you with my and I'll be wearing like
o and then I'll eat a and then I'll hide your bodies near the and then I won't even my on you can tell because look at the way I have this look in my
and then if you survive I'll feed you to my and then I'll scrub everything off of mine and then I won't take anything to find my way home
except and then you that I will myet wait did I drop the alligator twice I don't know what Happ that was lost the it was in the car what the hell was that I was wigging
out when the cards have what they want to sit back and watch some
uh and then when I'm bored I'll probably go out and take a
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proud the guest in the the waiting room you have to show your your face um or like let me know who you are I don't like name very much I showed my something else and you said that that was okay get in what did you show in the back stage
no when uh it goes down in the back stage that's why I say you can't have that running too long because gu in the back typ type in the back chat um who you are gu in the back where I know you from and
got I see so I feel like that's almost hit my cards a at somebody else you like to paint oh you're an artist go with your artist card learning so much about I thought it
was crayons but now we're finding out it was actually PT
for you anytime guy left I'm gonna do it for so somebody in the chat this is your future oh you're gonna get a lizard so look in your
bushes check underneath rocks somebody's gonna get a lizard in
I think they commented recently give them a lizard now go up one from the bottom and we'll do them if we don't like the last person that got a lizard they're gonna have these somebody in in the future is g to
have a run you got a run if you even got the Run you
go you might get the runs so you I'm drinking a lot of milk right now second person from the bottom in the this one should go to the third person from the bottom the last comment it was a different person that makes sense this is your future
going to go to the playground you need to take it back and just that means don't be so old you know you're you're thinking with a older head that means go to the playground and keep playing but do it at a time after school because they won't let you go to the
playground be like what are you doing up here this is a school hour you gota wait till after school to use the basketball hoop sir smack him with your yeah I'm seeing
that you might smack somebody with your arm is that correct third person from the bottom you've been known to smack people I'm gonna cut that out for you not good don't that people
vient that's they had my friend the oceans deep woo she's also a reader and she's a really awesome reader you're welcome to to come up if you want um where he's we're having a this guy doing a reading he's interesting
character this one's hot fourth person from the bottom this is your future it's
pry maybe Burger K you like hamburger de you like hamburgers a burger fourth person from the bottom and then the person that comments I
forgot six person up from the bottom before I started your f is that you get a new
sweater I knew it in the he has he has he has really cool like cards with the like pictures and things like that on them it's like a
black magic cards from the Erica book that we got how to cast spells and you know well that's not how it's called but you know it's got it in there so you Canen
maybe I've been casting spells and it's like Valentine's Day like I went to the lake and this girl was like skateboarding by and she's like and I'm like what the I'm like most time it gets like Valentine's Day and all these girls kind of like dry up in the in the nether regions you know
they're like it just like go to like a one of them ttim tumble weeds go across the Prairie and you'll be like damn like no like everybody's all like C like oh FL you like you don't buy chocolate
you don't buy flowers get your ass out of here by the way how' you find my by the way how' you find My Show by the way how' you find my show Netflix okay I was over on be's Channel oh okay okay yeah that's why I met beat on
Jokers that's why I saw that's where I saw you the first time too on Joker don't be some people need to in the kchen y'all need to go in the chat some people even might need to get one of these we
only great no we need to flip them every a while we do okay go of the Joker card they tell everything that's on them don't look whatever you do don't leave
your seeing that in your future whoever go out public reading International public reading
it up got cards already oh this is the last person who commented before I went silent on the comments on com that is your future you're gonna get a fish everybody loves fish so you don't
know who's gonna get one first you know maybe you'll eat a fish you might have a fish sandwich and you'll be like damn he was right I got fish I se to I se to in the car it was it was it was bound
to happen one way or another you gonna have fish stick you're gonna have some kind of remind me yeah you like fish sticks what are you
g it's a good episode but don't
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I see your future you're going to get a hat put it on your head oh and take a picture put it on your dog take a picture for your Instagram everyone everyone does that stop taking on your
me to Susanna
hey maybe too bright you still need be like
nice FP the lights back is your name Nick
that's what they call a little mother sm all the things my and I tell y'all that's just how it go and I say whoa we getting all the same cars I got
hand we need to buy all the collections of these yeah oh my
God I could read all day and night boy just get the I'm probably down for another 10 minutes tonight so I made a little half PPE okay this is good little skate ramp
when the cards are real close you can get a better that's how it works okay I'm learning I'm learning new things tonight about ter reading okay oh Sig here the Sig one reading I'll pull a card for okay Pull car but I think s left he was like go give me the link and then he like
disappeared it's a very popular card I'm GNA put it up it's been pulled twice nobody likes a two card knif but s is also an artist we all knew that we didn't need the card tell but I was getting a strong weading like that
was okay I've
got hold on let's had de Ocean Oceans wants to talk to us somebody wants to get a reading's up maybe do but yeah I like I'd like her talk to
you what's up I'm just just my stream on my channel and um I just thought I come you guys and visit thank you my gu Nick
guy I see this in your future you're gonna get a new Pence oh happens it happens to the best of us since only last so long
I bet your fence looks nice maybe you just want to stay inside and protect people from the backyard I guess would that make sense maybe you live close to a highway or somewhere where a car could come off the
road hold on he'll be back later thanks Santa hey what's up woo it he was a little bit chaotic but uh it was interesting it was it was fun I couldn't quite follow it but okay you know but he's an he's an entertaining guy I've seen him on other streams he's
a little bit wild so little wild said he did too much snow
T anyway uh let me go over and look at what people are saying in here hey Jamie's Cowboys how you doing you were the one that wanted me to sing one of the songs to you wasn't it wasn't it you was it you that wanted to hear one of the wanted to hear one of
the songs everyone I love when you sing it it was um one of my funny ones was let me see if I can can remember I think
it was the one about Santa Claus snob is tuning in on you and let me see where there something like you better be smart you better
think twice he's tuning in to your smart device old clob is tuning in on you it's kind of
scary will make give you up will'll give you drugs you'll be so happy owning nothing and eating bugs orash is tuning in on you he sees you in the
bedroom he knows when you're on Sal he sees you nearly everywhere you go I be you I can't remember the rest of it but that's the way I do it I do it in the German accent I like the German
accent old clob is CL is looking on you such a Boer you know he wants to know everything he doesn't even bad or
good sticking the scope up all our BS to find out what we had for lunch right yeah him just to make sure that we're eating the poison and eating some bugs and I am so glad we're getting out from under some of this stuff and people can you know what there are still some
psychics that are freaking out about Trump being in office and I'm like it's going well what are you talking about man I don't want us to be in web I don't want us to be in all these and all this I don't want us to be involved with all this crap I mean that's what I want him to do want to get him out of all this
crap so you know somebody don't like that it's like I'm so sorry but yeah the rest of us are pretty happy okay he didn't do a bad job the first I think I think I did a lot better economically under under Trump than I did under Biden
like I think I doing pretty well under love you yeah there there's a big love fest going on on the chat I think you brought in some good energy because everyone everyone's saying I love you now earlier we had a guy
hega another gu I got another what I do to and I do it b squater b squater watching squat
goodbye is your fault it's your fault you summon Santa Claus and this is s St Nick right here you call you sang the song He reappeared his name is what you doing over there we're
watching in on your smart device you know old class the snob he wants to know everything about you he's so interested he thinks you're interest I don't know what character
that is I think I need to do I think I need to do voice acting I think I really
think why would doing a reading for you back hold on I'm getting a side reading what what are we pulling whoa what
happened pych what happened I'm back oh okay I'm back I think he said he's a side he pulled a fence card twice I think in relation to you because when he came in I don't know if there's something about a fence that's relevant to you it's called the fence it's it's it has it's a picture of a fence on it
and it's the second time you pulled the card what's up Jason how are you um yeah I don't but you know what he pulled he pulled for me he pulled ear and then he pulled pencil and I got stabbed in the air with a pencil before like went after the like part the cards right one after the other so there is relevant
stuff in the things yeah the fence card nothing that I know of do you have a fence for your house think no okay no I'm in an apartment first of all and we don't have a fence anywhere around here I hope you didn't take
offence let me come yeah don't take offence don't take offense I don't think he did maybe it's relevant for somebody in the chat you know I think I think all the I think all the cards can be relevant in one way or another wants to say a few words can he say some words yes hello hello mister got a speaking
car he's G to want he's going to want extra cat treats for this speaking part though he says well there he is Mr Wonderful he gets more views than I do this little fart right here oh he
is he oh that's so cute I'm posting your Channel right now on my chat I want everyone to subscribe to De oan uh de oan deep woo she's a awesome person awesome reader um you will love her show too she's thank
great I rescued him somebody died here after and uh he was on his way to the shelter and shelter which they don't live very long there it's not a no kill place so I took him in
and he's gotten healthier and better and he's he's actually doing really good now he was sick when I got him look look who I have right here look who I have hello baby hello for a baby
I just him a month ago he's he's 16-year-old cat his his mom was moving and she's going to be traveling a lot and was afraid like when she moves then he'll just run away and he's so used to the same house and stuff and she knows I love cats and stuff and so she offered or she offered um for me to take him in and I was happy to and he hit under the
bed for the last for a couple weeks and then he started coming out now he's sitting up on the couch with me he being petted he's very soft the sweet weest cat his name is Rudy and uh and I think it's working out pretty good you saw Rudy that it's Rudy let's up uncomfortably numb how are
you we have nice y hi Jason Jam who else is there have become uncomfortably numb
and CIFA okay okay okay my he created
my he's back I got a message though psyche I'm not supposed to be reading cards for a while that yeah oh you did cards been very and I'm not even asking anything in they're very and it's like people are saying uh oh that seems like a message
and it does and I asked my pendulum it's like yeah don't read cards for a while so I don't know why that is maybe I'm supposed to make my own deck or something or maybe I'm just supposed to do psychic readings maybe something like this is going to be in your
future Leaf a yeah she's from Canada so it's like they have the the maple leaf right so Canada you're not in Canada I thought you were in Canada no I'm from us I'm from uh the US I'm from Ohio or the B Ohio I mean so
many Canadians I no I have a lot of Canadian friends and I end up on Canadian channels I know a lot of Canadians but um no I'm from Ohio I spent a lot of time up in Canada when I was a kid my Dad loved Canada he'd take us up there all the time so I
kind of half Canadian halfway Canadian not really we have you know P like you've met P before she's in she's in Canada and then um um if you know Teresa my traveling Gypsy tarot I don't know if you've seen her on the show but she's in Canada as well um
oh hey what's up clumsy clumsy's here say hi to Clumsy de let me see comments if I can see in the comments wait a minute I know what to do I'll watch you on my phone and the comments and then I'll look at you in
the camera so because when I go to the comment here it it takes away the picture so I can't you in the eye look me in the eye anyway yeah I was looking at me today and I was saying boy I don't look like a senior citizen do I I can't believe in
seniori I don't feel senior but I am oh you're lovely and you're like a
yeah so I'll
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think coming I don't have anything going on that was him okay so I I was I'm sorry Nick you have to come back with that your radio on um but last night we had this there's a there's a there's a girl she's a special well she's a woman you know she's 27 she's a needs woman and
she goes on a lot of panels and and stuff like that and she has a very innocent um spirit and you know she was ask she talking about this movie she saw about trauma and we we were talking about this movie and she was so affected by it and she learned what trauma was blah blah blah and then um clumsy had the story then all of a sudden she was wearing the sweatshirt and she just
pulls up her shirt and flashes the camera um and starts laughing yeah that was staticky uh and then I was like okay you're banned from the show for 30 days but I was like I'll let you back on the show her name is Noel I'll let you back on the show like I let her back on the show again and then she did the same thing again she flashed twice and it was
not um not a pretty sight I'll say but yeah I get I get porn bomb flash you have to be careful with the streamyard and rip people up because then they'll come up with a fake picture and then they'll show their private parts and stuff like and then I can you know what you're so nice and you're so sweet you're such a sweet guy but you can't let these people take
advantage of in your stream honey you could get in trouble you show band or something and they're mean some of these people are mean they don't care I just have to be careful most people that I do I I know and it's just it's been a really rare occurrence I have panels with like seven eight people on sometimes but there are
people occasionally that will put um certain like audio tracks on with like bad words over and over repeating or they'll put just like stuff that's gets flagged on YouTube yeah I know I know you do clumsy but my my what um My Philosophy about it is um because clumsy says you really think you want to do the two different channels
just to keep your tarot separate from the the Jerry content again it's just a suggestion I love you no matter what but I care I know you do um I like I grew up on Howard Stern like I literally like when I was a kid I watch Howard Stern I still watch Howard Stern I love I love like how he interviews I love his show I love how he has a variety show it's like
a little bit of a crazy show and uh and I I'm from a different area on YouTube where it's like and so it's like yeah I would I like to keep it separate but there's only so many I like to I like when I'm in the mood for tarot and stuff like that and then but I also like to show my cats I also like to talk about different things and I like to have a
variety show and have guests on and like talk I have cat shorts on my channel and they're doing better than me I'm cowboy he get more I do well that's true all my all my videos with the cat photo on the on the front of the video they always do better and
stuff like that and like you know whenever I hold up a cat I noce more people come in the chat they see the cat on the live live stream and so it's like yeah people love these cats and uh and they love my cats your cat in the first two hours he gets like 500 views
yeah well I I've been my Channel's been doing much better lately um like I've gotten more watch hours last month than I had in the whole six months previous and stuff like that and uh I'm really excited my Channel's taking off and uh you know I I do like to keep it this great variety show Jamie um did you want a reading tonight or I think it's a little tongue and cheek but if you have
people coming in for reading or certain guidance it can be confusing yeah I know but it's a different kind of tarot show it's just like like I just said I'm going to be myself and stuff and it's like I know I do try to like answer everyone's question and keep it one onone thank you yeah I'm trying I'm doing I'm trying to put in hours and um and stream stream
every day if I can I love it I love I love also going on other panels and like introducing tarot to people that are not familiar with tarot and things okay D yeah Jamie if you want a reading okay D come on back you can yeah probably do another 20 minutes tonight nice four hour
stream um but yeah it's it's but it's fun and I I meet these great people would you like a reading Jamie okay got you I I'll pull some of these um these Soul truth cards for
you did someone say something about Jamie I don't um I'm not sure I'm not sure I think um I just remember um D said hello hello to Jamie and she said she wanted to sing a song for Jamie I didn't see any um things U for Jamie it says from whom can I release my judgment right now it says judgment closes our
heart to truth and separates us from love it binds us to our fear and holds Us in shame on whom are you placing judgment right now is it someone in your life is it yourself release the shackles drop the expectations and be grateful for what is so it says today look at the person you are judging as if you're looking at a small child see them
learning and growing falling down and making mistakes see their desire to be loved and accepted add even more grace to open your heart to this truth when I lift the Judgment for myself and others I uncover my own truth I am loved I am whole I am limitless and so are
they I hope you like that I'll pull a couple more okay come I'm back um Jamie how does my body want to move today and it says when we move we change our state and raise our vibration the new elevated um state becomes channel
for more energy are you moving your body daily are you passionate about it is it time to try something so today's action is how did your body want to move today listen and joyfully do I'll pull one more for you it says am I communicating my needs and so it says your needs matter
what what are you needing right now or that you haven't communicated what are you afraid of is it possible that what you are fearing is not true so today's sole action is Journal these answers what are my needs am I saying no enough based on my desires am I telling my full truth do I believe that my needs matter and do I share them with others do I do ask for what I want when communicating
my needs what am I resisting and with whom what do I need in order to feel safe to express my needs I hope you like that yeah Jamie is a sweetheart Susan is a sweetheart clumsy is a sweetheart yep yeah and we were talking about dancing earlier that dance card for me
say our friend Santa Nick um and Santa no no offense I took you off the panel just because you were echoing and stuff and you were doing something else so um yeah I love to dance alone and you know and also if you guys like to dance you know go to you know go to clumsy's um Channel and she has some dance music including the what's the the the floppy tit song I
don't know there's a really good there's a really good hell Walker made a funny song about about tits and everything yeah and I think hell Walker and I kind of made up clumsy you know at least we're we're talking again and so that is a good thing thank you
clumsy yeah I don't like to have conflict with people and I oh sure okay I got you I got you Deans well these are from the soulle truth
so this one says for D when was the last time I couldn't stop laughing or smiling and I know you love to laugh and smile right so it says go back to a moment when you laughed so hard you almost peed your pants or you did feel the after um growing your body your cheeks um your cheeks hurting and eyes watering
make maybe there is even a snort or two laughter is healing it reminds us to take life less seriously and find the joy in the Limitless things no to self laugh more often uh his name is Hell Walker I think he might have been in your in your chat before he was used to be in my Discord and I think I think I plugged um plugged him or he I plugged your chat and he came in your chat before it says but it says today's
action make somebody laughs laugh today and so mission accomplished with that D because you made you made everyone laugh with that song and just with your great beautiful energy this one says hell Walker is in California he's from England though in the UK am I apologizing for my truth and
it says what part of you is apologizing for your truth why today be proud of your truth catch yourself when you want to apologize or withhold Parts it you never know know whose life you will change when you are brave enough to speak it be the lighthouse that shines on the courage that lives in all of us this will give others permission to speak their own truth there is room for
us all says courage is contagious I'll pull one more for you sweethart it says to whom am I comparing myself now and it says wait uh what you are able to see in another is only visible because it is within you ready to be brought out shine light on this feeling
of not enough and see the truth all that you need and want is within you it says today stop comparing start creating and remember you said should I start creating creating my own deck and things like that I think you should I think I really think that you would make an amazing deck and I would like to to to buy it and use it and things like that
um or or just is so supposed to do more comedy now well yeah comedy um make people laugh you know but I think you know I think you you just had a great natural sense of humor you're doing that and also just make sure you know you're laughing that's the best medicine and then um then don't you don't compare
yourself to others and and go get out there and create right Shine Your Light be the light for others right I hope you like that you guys all having a good night we have a nice 12 people in chat and been
on for almost four hours but I'm I'm awake today today I like woke up you know your's a seven yeah I think um I think there's life P sevens live love rock on live life love rock on are you is Clumsy the seven to yeah clumsy the seven2 Deo I I believe she said she's a seven or you're seven or
are you're the same as me clumsy I know a lot I mean a lot of people that are nine too I'm because I'm a nine what about that I don't know what he's talking about clumsy I think she's getting a
football sword or something I'm not sure birth P so Susanna or Susan is a h is a birth P seven too so I can look into birth P seven real quick we have some birth path sevens in the room
you guys you just have to add up each digit of your number until you get to the either the number 11 22 33 and then if it's if it's any other number then you will take it down to a single digit and it's going to be one of those nine digits right says it's called the path of intelligence the seven life path is taking you on an extraordinary journey in which your quest for knowledge is the
main factor behind everything you do and everything that happens to you you are the reality Seeker who will accept nothing but the truth and until you recognize and accept that the attainment of wisdom is your every purpose or your very purpose for being here you may be left confused and frustrated by the actions and attitudes of other people people on the seven life path are seeking Perfection but in this imperfect world you can only aspire to what is
perfect for you and even when you have found your Perfection you will soon discover its flaws and become dissatisfied again you do look for Flaws if you cannot recognize this trait in yourself study your own actions and needs for a while or ask someone who knows you well you will soon see that you are an exciting Soul whose standards are often too high for others and even you to
maintain quote a quote that goes along with this is uh emotions shape not only human ellips but the individual's psychological defenses and coping strategies indeed the entire structure of Personality yeah you may want to remove yourself from the fry of everyday life but others see this as aloofness or secrecy and you find it and you find you
difficult to get to know or even approach there is a strangeness about you which others might find unnerving but this is a normal part of who you are when you try to gain acceptance by acting normal you can alienate yourself because you come across a shocking vulgar judgmental or just plain awkward then your pride suffers and you are very proud the lessons of dignity are important to you and will help you to
overcome the feelings of loneliness which often overwhelm you so this is a long long thing but I'll just um read a little bit more okay says you are seeking wisdom what is the point of amassing knowledge um if it is not shared with others when you realize how blessed you are and when you learn something
profound from each experience when you find the courage to share your knowledge and dreams with others and when you realize that it's okay to want to be alone and this aloneness does not require you to be lonely your impressive contribution to life will be recognized and you'll be sought out for your special knowledge and rewarding accordingly there will always be the mundane and the mediocre the crude and the rough the ignorant and the evil but as long as you accept these aspects as
part of life's reality without compromising your own position the seven life path can take you wherever you want to go so I hope you like that yeah you will love uh de oceans and de oceans you'll love clumsy um just fun both wonderful reader fun fun shows and
uh really great shows really great people and Friends of the show forever okay so yeah you guys and also I love that's what I also love it's like I bring a lot of different people together I do and know like I said I do attract volatile
individuals um sometimes um and but I'm into debating and uh and so and also hearing other perspectives opposit line and know I like interesting conversations I hope everyone's respectful to everybody that they meet through my through my chats myself I don't want
to you know I don't want to bring uh annoying people to your shows but I think you are all good people bring in annoying people to the show what's all that about no no no I'm like just like with Noel you know because I met Noel in another P like Noel that who flashed me right and so I
wouldn't want to like and then I think you know I wouldn't want her to like be rude your chat and that kind of stuff I'm trying I don't I deal with different kinds of people I don't I want people to be respectful to everybody that they meet through here song about Noel you want to hear it yeah let's see Noel it's
a funny song yeah okay it's it's very short Noel Noel Noel Noel what would you have if Noel had
Noel no we know no Noe no what would you have if Noy had Noe no no no no what would you have if you if no had no oh
no bad joke it's a silly joke it's silly but it fits along it fit along with her personality because she was being yeah I'm sorry had some gummies had some musroom gummies nice a lot of people I noticed are are like um are taking these
mushrooms now like a lot you know or like um I think it's good medicine and stuff like that I think they're just Harder They VA was telling me that in Los Angeles or California they're legal and stuff like that and so here and um I have chronic depression and they really help with that because
before I would always have these times when I felt like um there was always in my whole life I always had like this feeling like when is that other shoe gonna drop you know like some kind of dread and um you
know so but I found out that with with mushrooms I was at a party and I realized I'm just happy I I I'm just happy there's no uh none of this dread none of this like feeling like something
bad's gonna happen to me or feeling like yeah but then you know that kind of feeling so I and I don't do them all the time I mean and not every day it seems like the effect lasts for a long time you know
so um I don't really need to do it like every day but um but it really is helping me with my chronic depression and anxiety so you know I can say if you've got that you might want to try you know if you can get them in your
area yeah yeah I can go right down to a place called Midnight Oasis down here that I've known the guy for years in town and um he uh he's got the best stuff he's got Sumo gummies which are like 420 milligrams yeah you you you only want to
eat part of that one of those or we won't see you for a few days because those are very strong and then um he's got mushroom caps um gummies and um so you know I'm lucky I have that like right in town here and so I don't have to you know
worry about where to get those so I decided what the heck I'm I'm going to you know see if it does something for me and it's like yeah it does it's very nice but you know the world in general is just getting I mean I am feeling so much more um
optimistic about the United States because we're not you know I don't feel like we're being ruled by clowns anymore I'm I I was tired of clown world that's what those some of those little things that I type mean you know Fork I I type Fork clown
world we definitely are in we were I think we might be coming out of this you know the say not my circus not my monkeys kind of thing it's exactly no more flying monkeys you know I've had it with those it's I think I don't nobody cares what you are or who you are anymore or what you do or who you love
and it's like that's not what what we care only about are you able to do your job are you able to do whatever it is you're supposed to be doing I don't care what you look like I don't care what you're who you're dating or anything like that I don't I don't think I think we got over that a while back for the
most part I don't think we have I don't know anybody who's really hard on that right now you know they're they're all cool with it it's like okay do what you want to do and enjoy your life whatever it's a free country so I mean there is there's still like that judgment I feel from a lot of
people sometimes but it's like it's gotten like worse like even they're more open-minded it seems like nowadays and it's like there's there's a like a lot little bit less of that harsh judgment that experien yeah I not liking alternative Lifestyles they're at least saying but I
don't care just you know rock on as long as you don't rock near too near me but they're not going to come after you anything I mean they're not like coming after people that you know it's not like we got lynch mobs or something it's not like they're going to try and keep you from uh getting a job or something I I
think what's kind of scary is that in in in Berlin Germany in like the 1920s they had a gay Renaissance and basically it was like almost similar to today where they had the gay drag Cabaret and they had um pra they repealed like the ancient or the you know the ancient prohibition of homosexuality it was like there was lot lot of freedom but then
the conservatives got real riled up on this and they they were saying oh the gays are destroying soci there just like today you know it's like where the people are saying oh there's drag queen Story Hour corrup the kids right and it's like drag queens aren't even like considered transgender they're more like they're usually gay male who do drag and and tell jokes and St like that it's like a whole different thing drag queen
sweetheart I took theater I went to I went to gay bars with my gay friends in fact quite often to dance um but you know it yeah they're not really the same as it fr gender that's not the same thing but on the other hand though I do want to say
most drag queens I know would not be performing for kids that's not what they're performing for they're performing for other men yeah adults yeah and I think that the that these are kind of like red hering people almost sent in like you know they had this like this this Miller Light had this transgender but it's like it's not really it wasn't even like a real
transgender it's like a straight guy that was just playing the part for the for bud wiv or whatever but or whatever his name was yeah yeah I think you're righty he was sick M Dylan mulany was not he's not even a real transgender he he was just basically doing a drag as a straight man doing
drag just to get people riled up like I'm sorry but he pissed me off because he was a very bad version of a woman I mean he was a very condescending version of a woman you know and then he was doing his little girl thing no
malany we are sick of you because you're so fake oh excuse me language because he was fake you're just so fake well just like almost like Caitlyn Jenner I think Caitlyn Jenner is another one they're parading around like to to rile people up um you know C Caitlyn I don't know if she's know Bruce Jenner is
actually like doing that on his own free will I think they made a deal or something like that to to do this to rile up people maybe he is like a gay man I don't know who who was thought he always thought as a woman but it just seems like is really a TR so I mean he's legit TR
but um I think or she sorry she's a legit TR I'm not not sure with these I don't know you know I don't know that much I I don't pay that much attention to Kaitlyn but uh yeah once again I don't
either I don't even care what you know I don't care about that aspect what do you have to say what do you have to say to me what are you telling me that I I can use you know tell me something good you know I don't care I do think that um they are trying to rile up the
conservative but this is what happened in Germany is like then they then this really conservative party like the national socialists or the nzis were in power and then they started quickly rounding up undesirables including like a lot of gay men and other you know other people they consider undesirable and then putting them in camps and the thing with the gay men was the gay men
were pretty much treated the worst and they also had just like in Russian prisons today like the gay men are like just brutalized and it's like and then there's no everybody I it's sort of like Saudi Arabia or something I mean any of the Muslim countries which is why why why are
these alphabet people protesting for Hamas and stuff protesting in favor of Colonel Sanders right I know they would kill you dude they would kill you what are you crazy I guess
they I think that is like another red herring where they like like yeah yeah it's like they got people very confused because I mean they wouldn't live they wouldn't live a day in these countries that they're
protesting on behalf of you know it's like dude like anybody that goes to a protest with like a and like you'll see these protests are set up and they have like and it's supposed to be like um like a spontaneous thing but it's like actually like who's invited to it and stuff and they have people they had a bunch of fake protest because any real protester would probably put on a watch
list immediately like anybody that's out like with a real sign and stuff like that they're on video they're being it's like so it's like not anything that somebody would do unless they're maybe undercover and stuff like that let's see who's our guest let's say hi to Sig maybe Sig um you can be a good influence on Sig he's a little bit of a rascal he's a little bit of a rascal but
he's he's a nice person yo hello Sig am I only am I do you only hear me on one side of your of one channel you only hear me on one channel huh do I like you know how audio is stereo and it has like left and right only hear me on the left no I hear you
speaker I bet I'm on a cell phone speaker I think you sound you sound fine to me hi to my guest how you doing hi how like s is a little bit of a skeptic when it comes to um some of the metaphysical things
but I know what I love you know what I mean yeah I know exactly with me and it's like I I know what I know and it's like and it's been proven to things have been proven to me and so I don't need but I don't care I'm not trying to convince anybody but I do like to introduce people that have never had a reading and I'd like to do readings and
uh and I think I because I think I can help people and I think that there's something especially if they're not into that and and stuff like that where they haven't done some like self- introspection or examination of the things because the main thing is to get people to start questioning questioning themselves and and improving themselves and it's supposed to be helping people looking for guidance and stuff and so um
I think people like also like you know some people just want to talk you know and some people like um they need someone to talk to and I think Terror readers can be a good person for people to talk to that will yeah like bartender or yeah you know bartenders to the hairdresser right yeah yeah bartenders hairdresses they're all amateur
psychologists in a way you know and like they talk to a lot of people they've been through their own unique life experience being that quite a bit I end up being the amateur psychiatrist psychologist yeah actually I took an interest in that I almost went into that I almost went into psychology but I think my parents
wouldn't let me because they were probably afraid that I would figure out all about them yeah I like oh no she gonna figure us out she gonna be analyzing it a lot of times in Psychology though like the psych people studying it like they will start to integrate everything they learn about all the all the different and they and they turn out they think
that they're the craziest people and stuff like that and there's interesting movies made about that I would say recommend the movie happiness and uh some other movies about how and also also the people like this like comedians can be some of the saddest people like if you know Jim Cary like he had a very sad upbringing because they they they learned to use um laughter as a
lightening the mood kind of thing if there's conflict a lot of conflict around defense mechanism um yeah to keep yourself from being beat up too because if you're kind of a nerdy kid I mean I was a smart kid so I was really targeted when I was younger I was a smart kid
wasn't good being a too smart so you know I was the kid that spent allot most of my time in the library so you know it um I think I learned to be funny because it got me out of a lot
of trouble you know kept me from getting beat up sometimes also kept me from being so depressed that I wanted to kill myself or something you know because when I was younger I really I didn't want to be here most of my life I didn't want to be
here I I was trying to find a way out that you know wasn't wasn't a sin you know because it was raised the way I was raised you don't want to like kill yourself and sin but you know it's it's like it's crazy that as a kid I wanted to die so
um but there was always this dread and I think I have I have a little bit of PTSD because my father had PTSD and scared us to death he he'd get um he'd get get up in the middle of the night you start yelling about stuff about weird you know all kinds of weird stuff looking real
crazy and stuff and climbing doors and doing things and just threatening and and um it was uh so I have like some PTSD myself so um I I think as a kid you know
even religious as they were you know some people go well if it was a demon call on the name of Jesus and it's like I don't know how many times I called on the name of Jesus but it didn't stop it it didn't stop what was going on so I had to find uh some way around it myself
and I think really humor and uh creativity being an artist my art helped a lot and uh so someone's asking was was your father a vet veteran did he have the trauma from the
from military very much he served in the second world war he was old he Serv of second world war in Panama interesting Panama Canal comes up again because he worked on the locks in the Panama Canal and he was a
sharpshooter and he also worked the locks but as a sharpshooter that would have been a very traumatic thing to be because that means you're supposed to see people and shoot them and you know you're not just firing off into something you're seeing individuals and
shooting them and killing them I mean so you know that is a rough that that not an easy job prestigious maybe in some in some people's estimation but you know because it was a good shot but he would not carry a gun though he would not keep a
gun around the house or anything after after that after he got home he didn't want anything to do with it so I know that traumatic things happened to him over there and um so and he talked about the wildlife too I guess Wildlife was just crazy I mean they had snakes big enough to eat a
child and some of them did I mean the children would go Mi missing or the livestock they'd have to figure that out and um so it was crazy down there I mean there's it's like Australia everything wants to kill you and eat you yeah so uh yeah he had a hell of a time down there
it was not good for him and when he got home he was different my mother said he never was the same after that he was uh such a different person she barely really knew him so um whatever
happened to him it really changed him and then you know to me I'm psychic and I'm seeing when he he's got I'm seeing this creature with this big dark creature with red eyes you know behind him I'm going what the hell I didn't know what was going on
at that time but yeah it was very tremendous IC so anyway I had to learn about all of this stuff because it was right there in my path I had to learn I I know how to get rid I can I can get rid of your spirit problems now I got pretty practiced at
that but um you know that's how I became shamanic is that I ended up running into so many things that I had to just handle learn how to handle uh with the wounded healer kind of thing where it's like you know through your own trauma you're you're able to help others and and to recognize
it in others yeah that's I know because I've been through the pain I've been through the mental and physical and emotional pain a lot of it and so I can sit there and I've even had the horrible brain fog with the fibro where I can't think I literally can't think cannot think
cannot make reasonable uh decisions you know and and it it really hurt me because you know if you're like a real studious person and you're kind of you know this book reading type person your brain goes offline and you're like that is terrifying terrifying you know I would find myself
in situations that were really ridiculous and afterwards and I'd look at it afterwards and go how the hell did I get myself into that right but um yeah it was something that I went through but I I do understand people now there are a lot of people right now that are suffering because there's a lot of poisons in our
food and our air and everything they can't think right you cannot blame some people they cannot think right y you know they're afraid they're depressed they're whatever it all of this stuff is having an effect on us and it's not a good effect so
um I mean I went and I ate down at the soup kitchen and lost my ability to think right you know just from eating the food down there it's like and I I and and my friend Paul came to pick me up and we were going shopping and I'm like Paul you're gonna have to help me shop I cannot
sink I cannot sink you know so yeah and and I knew it was in danger because when you can't put two and two together you you're compromised so yeah it's like people cannot think so I think
once we get the um I really hope RFK gets in and does change all our food and changes things for us because I really think that's a lot of our problem I think once we stop being poisoned crime is going to go down and everything I I think that that's the caus of a lot of our our criminal
problems people just can't think right you know they're and we have all the chemicals and plus all the medications we're on we got stomach we're not being flashed yeah he's just showing his his belly I'm just oh I was over here trying
to look at the comments guess I I missed that yeah PTSD I'm looking at kind yeah word of that yeah um yeah Embassy comes from experience with all that kind of stuff yeah it's true and uh but I was empathic anyway
and being an empath is no fun sometimes and most of the time he said Al but he also said also it keep also there's also it makes can make some people like not so empathic it can make people some people either dark empaths or or mean and stuff like that you're smoking some wax over there he's smoking smoking some wax over there but
yeah um and so you know hurt people hurt people kind of thing and so it's great to break these generational curses and these are there really are these kind of curs maybe family curses generational curses psychological curses we've all been mind in you know basically by a lot of
different people like the media by the movies and there a lot of brainwash yeah traumatized brainwashed uh I've talked before on I knew I grew up with one of the guys that did this one of the mother's BS you know who was in Divo he did the um Turned out
he did the music for the Hawaiian Hawaiian Punch commercials and he dropped in uh lower than anybody could hear it you couldn't even hear it but he dropped into it sugar is bad for you within a couple of weeks people were all going around saying sugar is bad for you sugar is bad for you and then they were
coming up with reasons why sugar was bad for you but nobody was saying that before you know they were just eating sugary stuff and we didn't have nearly as many fake sugar fake sugars then but yeah it was subliminal I mean subliminals really work we don't know how many subliminals
they're putting in things you wouldn't see know below like they're below the recognition and so that they're advertising they're they're in the in all the movies they all all the movies that are made they have some kind of point they're trying to make or some kind of so social engineering too basically trying to Eng engineer the
masses to believe certain things okay who else we got here it's bad it's so uh weird nobody uses headphones on this dude I am I I think I'm only like I think my mic is only like on one
side I don't know what's up well what's up guys sorry sorry I'm trying to figure out my mic issue using my phone record my live right on my phone what you saying Pico I'm not Banning you Pico I'm not gonna ban you you're my mod you're my friend I love you
likey hard no I think I'm good my friend don't thank you weird you're fine yeah know it's just weird because I look at my uh my audio what over my program thing and it only has one line
there's usually two lines to indicate the left and the right okay figure out your audio issues and okay dude I literally I had some food earlier dude and that was bad bro I've been see that's what I'm talking it's
been like fire coming out oh that's bad qu poisoning yourself it's unpleasant I don't know I ate some like fiery it was like some fiery chicken I guess it really was fiery yeah I hope your stach feels
better Sor right I think I'm good now I think I got it out I myself anymore if I know it there's been times I've made mistakes but I won't hurt myself anymore I decided not to hurt myself not to poison myself not to no I just had bad
chicken bad chicken yeah okay bad chicken there's a song Bad good okay you know Chris song I want to your mom in the ass no I don't know that
song for a little bit so bye okay um yeah I'm sorry about that um that's the kind of thing you get some sometimes um I know that person and he knows better than that and uh S no don't don't um don't say that kind of thing please yeah that's not good to St on somebody's
stream are you kidding me yeah trying up his stream cut it out kind of I smell you from a mile away sck too I know what you're trying to do it's not funny it's not nice okay I love you but out be
nice come on things go better when you're just polite and nice to people it's not it's just social lubricant dude okay you don't want to f up his channel so he gets right come on he was he was a guest here and then you know it's like a guest coming at your house and like taking a crap on
your floor or something like that it's like not that's what it's like it's like no no you know what that happened to me one time when I was out on the street playing music and I was getting tips you know uh I did that for a while I I was a street musician for a while and this guy said and he was really wasted and he comes by and he goes oh I don't have
anything to give you so I'll give you what I can give and he drops his trout and he goes like he's gonna take a dump in my case and I had my walking stick with me and I took it and I pushed his his butt I didn't put it you know I didn't but I just pushed it away from me
and I said you know um you keep up with that and this is you know it's gonna it's gonna hit its Target get away from me but you gotta quit people keep people from crapping on you basically yeah crapping on the floor I
me crapping on you you know why should you put up with that you know and luckily I don't have to I can I can I can have I can kick them out and I do have like wonderful people coming in here and I don't want to like not let people on the show and stuff like that and I want new people to come on and like you know people for for all reasons
and like me I like meeting people and this is really fun for me and people come on and they they hear that you know it's like yeah we don't want to hear that we don't want to hear that yeah no have a bra in your head come on you know and and we love you but we don't want you to just crap the place up
that's all you know bring your own clean up after yourself if you're gonna do that you in Poopers Coopers they have their own channel too that's why I recommend people start their own channel and have their own panels and things like that and then you learn
you want no one like that happen to happen to them right they wouldn't like that someone tried to do that to them come over to your channel and do some stuff
right my heart don't have theut for that do you huh it takes some guts to have a channel it does py you know I know you got to have some Cuts yeah because you could have anything show I remember when I first started man did
we have and Max when he had we oh my God somebody actually was trying to run porn on his yeah and it's like happened to me coule times yeah happened to me but the guy did it the guy did it backstage and then he was just like stroking his his wiener backstage and uh oh yeah no I heard I haven't heard
the song scum but that's not an appropriate um appropriate um song title to to say in the in the chat especially in front of a nice lady like this okay you got I know so you've got yeah there's and I know and Sig says he allows trolls and and uh on his panel and stuff okay and I I I allow sometimes
trolls in my chat and stuff like that as long as they're not and because I like to I not feed the Trolls but I like to play with the trolls sometime I think I think I'm like good at like like you know winning against them and stuff but uh but I don't like trolls on my panel and I don't want my my guest disrespected and uh this is a good
person and uh okay I know I know you're not scum I know we don't want to hear about the gore videos or anything yeah it's like pretty it's not what we're doing here okay it's just not what we're doing we're doing something else there are other channels for that
okay what we're doing here is just something different you're on the wrong Channel yeah somebody who wants to hear about that yeah see just disturbing yeah people say things find
them one day somebody who wants to hear all that stuff there are people I'm sure they do other people like you somewhere you don't and and what do you what do you need with people who aren't like you anyway you need to go find people like you I know and I have I think I have found like so many good people through this channel like you know and so many people great people on YouTube just like
you were saying recently you said you had people that you're supposed to meet your whole life and you didn't find them until you started YouTube and then you're able to connect with these people and meet the meet these right people and so there are really great people YouTube and so I'm trying to keep it high Vibes on the show too I don't want to like upset the chat forc me to be on YouTube
said you know you got to do and I'm that couldn't I just keep chatting no you have got to have a channel you have got to get on there and stay your peace and do your thing and get over yourself you know because I was worried because I'm I'm you know and I'm I got all these things in my head I'm an older I'm I'm not I'm not that thin I'm not
that young I'm not that I'm not that I'm not that I'm not that you know it's like everybody's on on here you know what get out of your way get on on it make a channel and sure found a lot of people
to be friends with and and also whatever whatever you whatever like your Channel's about too there's there's an audience for that they just have they just have to find you some people take longer to find the audience but there's people that are looking for maybe just use um um use um try different things
experimenting with different thumbnails and different exactly you got a search bar a lot of us on here I know oh yeah yeah a search bar you can you can find pretty much any kind of you want yeah find your cup of tea just like I search for open Panel sometimes and
then it's like they're not my by people and stuff like that but I still like to bring good energy different places and like introduce people and a lot of times there's people in chat the chat that will like me or that they will say oh yeah I'm interested in what this guy's to say I want a business Channel there's so many times that that's happening so I I also
get out there it's good that you're doing open panels too um too um woo and it's like that you're visiting panels and like I want everyone to subscribe to Woo's Channel I'm going to post it again or there's a mod that the deepest we do the deepest wo
y deepest woo always find some on my channel I even have some catchphrases aut hope truth is where you find it I hope you always find some on my channel yes I think there is a lot of Truth on your channel I love your I love
your show how you express yourself um and uh I love love your readings and everyone in your chat loves you and so I want to make sure everyone um visit your CH are very nice people they really are even the ones who seem to be a little okay there's a guy in there sometimes that'll hit on all the women he'll say he'll make all kinds of jokes about
boobs he's perfectly harmless and actually very nice guy he's fine I don't get I don't boot him okay I don't boot people just for that I boot people who are actively trying trying to like like you said crap on things and
he's really not so I mean you know we got all kinds but you know we just don't like malicious we don't like uh you know there's certain things we just don't do we're just not into you know what the amazing thing is is he came on I met him at John's and he was like the class clown
he was always like hitting on women and making jokes about boobs he loves boobs and then all of a sudden at some point he started actually really getting with the program and he turns out to be a really good remote viewer and kind of surprised us he
surprised himself he's like and everybody's like what happened what why weren't you well he said I don't know I just wasn't seeing anything and all of a sudden he was it was like he was a good remote viewer it's it's just um you know
yeah and so you gota really like yeah you never people right we don't know like know we don't know why the person's saying what they are and like maybe there's a sense of humor and like I understand different senses of humor as long as it's not it was just his way of trying to get
close to people and have a sense of humor yeah have you heard of this person like there's a she goes to all these tarot chats her name is the tarot Destroyer I don't know if you you've seen this person or she's been in your chat they were even on my
channel and and I'm like tarot Destroyer what what's the deal you know well what's the I don't know but she know she I've seen her in sever because I go to many many many terot readers chats and then so I see her all the time and I was on this chat that I
mod for the other day his name is metalheads tarot and I will probably pin his I'll down his link too um metalheads tarot and she came in and he never experienced her or anything but he started to like his eyes started watering and he's like I feel this I feel he felt like this negativity coming from her and stuff like that you know it's like um you know he's definitely an empath and stuff like
that but it was it was making him sweat and take that's why I had to come tonight he felt his eyes watering and stuff really yeah I'll pin this guy's link
he's a really sweet guy um his name is metalheads tarot and uh I'm I'm mod over for him um and he's always just has conversational and he's you know he has a a casual relax he apprach tarot he's he's really into learning and stuff like that he's a really nice guy I'll post his Link in the chat you guys can check
him out too and say hi on his channel sometime because he's a great guy and uh he's a sweet person so little bit he's a he's he's a big beard and well I click it because I'll disappear if I try but okay but yeah but just look up
metalheads tarot m e t a l h e a d s t a r o t you can look that up after show um or um I'll I'll try to I'll try to put him on my community wall and I'll po I'll post a bunch of uh of my friends on the community wall too and let me know if anybody wants a um plug on on there I'm trying to help help support other people in the community help support
other channels that's the other thing is that when you come on and do readings or do anything like that you're going to feel so many energies if you're s and some people come on just with a attitude of destroying your channel yeah
there are people like that and they're toxic you know what right do you have to come in and try and Destroy somebody else what right do you have right but really at the end of the day they haven't like really I mean sometimes they have to delete the stream like when they do that I could just you
know have some patience and edit it out but sometimes I'll delete the stream I'll put it on private for sure you know and stuff like that and so that'll prevent most of the problems but it's like um yeah that's it's only meant to but it's meant to H hurt the channel i' I've received no strikes yet um I have I've been basically say what I want on
my channel and do what I want on my channel and uh and so um I have good mods too here um hi Explorer how are you uh hi Zach I don't know a um I'm not sure I know that channel um yeah I know you well enough you can
become a mod but I gotta know you well enough yeah but yeah otherwise no no M no no I'm yeah I do all these funny voices when I get into performer mode I'll do
all these funny voices and it's like you know I I get yes yeah and I've been thinking about that I should probably do voice acting I would probably be happy doing that I would probably be you have a great voice you a
great voice that I think I could do that yeah definitely heart for theater what you think you think I could do Trucking how are you hi yeah Jamie's
welcoming everybody the goddess of Desire said men on fire I have that power you know that's from blazing settles it's blazing settles yeah that's Lily song Lily the
tonic TI Willow yeah s and dancing so Qui Romancing and then a shower me me with one
request who can satisfy the L full habits I'm not a wabbit I need someone I'm I love I love it I love it wow I'm sharing clumsy's Channel because someone
came from clumsy let's see yeah no no one's banned everyone's everyone is here I I I rarely I rarely will ban somebody unless they are um very inappropriate and so like you know or like you know I like to I like to have a nice free free
atmosphere here but um that I you know I do like high Vibe and uh I like even like I love I love converting trolls into fans and stuff like that which I think I can do sometimes but sometimes the troller side comes out either that or comunic
father yeah like when Terror Destroyer came in I thought it was she was kind of funny like because she just kept posting comments that were already in the chat but since she would like alter it to make it a little bit dirty and stuff you'll be as inappropriate as we are over in Clumsy slight and you window but think extremely graphic I know exactly I love and I love clumsy's sense of humor
and you know her show and stuff like that and how she handles things and she just attracts great people yeah and inuendo nothing extremely graphic that's great I just like I don't like the poror MERS I don't like them saying really horrible nasty things like some people do I think we lost Duo I think um but
everyone check out um the the links in the chat for channels to subscribe to um I'm just going to wrap up in another few minutes been on for almost four and a half hours but uh it's been fun I had a nice alcohol free stream oh you're back okay back you're
back oh that was a long strange trip okay rather than calling me moo because we call Derek woo we call woo writers woo would you please call me ocean okay I love me ocean okay ocean
okay or D okay D or ocean I do woo yeah I do woo we do woo if you're getting ready to wrap up okay how about this we're so glad we had this time together just to have a
laugh or sing a song seems we just get started and before we know it comes the time we have to say so long where was that from Carol Bernett show K Bernett the classic comedy show well it was great
having you on and having a great talk and I love you and I hope everyone checks out your channel other channel I hope you have a wonderful night thank you yeah T-Rex we'd love to have you on panel sometime um yeah I just had a it was a joyful fun time and you know not going to let any of the negativity get me down sorry for
anybody if I miss anybody's reading tonight down thank you I love you have a great night love you too okay talk to soon yeah so that that'd be great T-Rex great to have you on panel someday um look forward to meeting you you're from clumsies I know you're you're you're a
cool person want to thank everybody else for coming hope everyone has a wonderful night uh check into my Discord if you can so you can search for psyche awakens and add me as a friend I'll add you to the panel but it's been posted a few times tonight too thank you everybody U I hope you enjoyed the show
I love you have a great night yep let's get all that negativity out of here right hey love you guys thank you for coming I'll talk to you soon I'll be back tomorrow probably
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