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Psyche celebrates reaching YouTube monetization eligibility and shares the news with his viewers while doing tarot readings and chatting about his cats.
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Psyche started the stream by sharing the news that he is now eligible for YouTube monetization and has submitted the necessary paperwork. He discussed his experiences with Streamyard, a platform he uses for streaming, and considered purchasing a six-month plan at a 40% discount. Psyche also talked about his cats, Lola and Trix, and their behavior. He shared his excitement about reaching monetization eligibility and reflected on his journey as a YouTuber, overcoming his initial shyness and dealing with trolls and hazing. Throughout the stream, Psyche interacted with his chat, responding to comments and messages ▶ 3:00, ▶ 6:07, ▶ 11:23, ▶ 12:17, ▶ 13:33.
The episode appears to highlight Psyche's enthusiasm and gratitude for his viewers' support, which has enabled him to reach monetization eligibility. It also suggests that he values his relationships with his audience and is committed to creating content for them. Additionally, the episode touches on the theme of perseverance and growth, as Psyche reflects on his journey as a YouTuber and how he has overcome his initial shyness and challenges.
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good morning sorry good morning everyone how are you today good to see you thank you for coming in what's up what's up 2020 yeah so I have good news guys I think it's good news it's um today I I woke up and I went to my YouTube studio
and it said I'm eligible for monetization now and so I submitted all the I think all the necessary stuff I needed to do I I don't know hopefully I don't know if sometimes I have technical difficulties with stuff it was like I don't know if it will be easy or difficult but it was pretty this seemed pretty simple and uh so we will see we
shall see I think I just need to have my AdSense account um approved something I'm not sure but um so that's good news that's good news guys what's up guys so had a fun night last night you know we had a few crazy shows um he really drink that I think I had three mangoritas and maybe like half a beer half a blue
ranger thank you 2020 yeah exciting pretty exciting it's it's exciting it was like and I'm almost at the where I can apply for like the the more advanced monetization I still Vlog my hours there but I have enough hours for that so I just want to thank you guys too because you guys are you got you got me there guys you got me there
you you like help me you watch you support the show you're here I love you thank you guys testicles you love me you love you too yeah so pretty pretty good mood though it's 10 and 10 a.m. still kind of early I found my pipe I I couldn't find last
night I found my pipe this old corn cob pipe I have a little bit of weed I I do love you testicles I love a nice person named are you cute testicles you
cute or are you all testicles okay so let me build this pipe I'm very little who doesn't like yeah who doesn't everyone loves a nice pair of tests there a little weed on top just a tiny
little beit of weed I have Okay so let's have a a morning W it
big pretty good I think I have like weed everywhere over yeah there's like it's all over the floor and stuff okay and more more weed more weed it's all over my table too oh I got a lot okay hope everyone's doing
good poor NorCal I like NorCal yesterday he like he like exited the stream and he was like all my kids were looking at me on the phone like I was crazy he was screaming I'm not gay I'm not gay
okay he's a friend of the show but yeah dep some people but yeah so um my streamyard uh might my streamyard might be um off not off for a couple days it'll just be the B basic plan for like Wednesday and Thursday I'm going to renew on
Friday I think it might last till tomorrow so it will only be probably Thursday cats are all around um yeah see you guys I got got a message about like you can get six months of streamyard 40% off I'm not
sure how that will calculate out and stuff like that sounds like a pretty good deal um I'll consider that because I like to have it going good for six months I love streamyard like streamyard is a really good platform for YouTube especially and for for streaming of course but the open panels I love
streamyard so it's worth maybe there's a Black Friday deal too or some kind of great insane deal for stream I need if anyone ever comes across like a good deal for for streamyard that I can get it on that would be
cool yeah but maybe with my monetization I know I know and I heard people some people are got in at like $30 a month and then it's like now it's like $45 a month and maybe it's like if you get the deal it's like20 I don't I don't know everyone has a different price on streamyard you know but it's like you know it's kind of like it's pretty necessary for the show you know
um I mean I'm sure there's other Alternatives and stuff it's just stream is really easy to use and it's it's expensive it's kind of expensive but it's pretty worth it I got some things yeah I was on some shows last night like be they direct me to do a show I know we went to Emma's I think in the chat I don't think it went very well
I I just noticed that I was blocked on all my accounts except for like one called the real Satan I'm not sure if I was just timed out or sorry the M started hiding me um but I wasn't getting the air message right that says oh you're timed out no I just get I just go back into the chat and all the messages are gone so looks like I'm
muted on most of them so I did say my final goodbye uh that was good there was just like I was like it's the final goodbye and then she like as soon as I said that I like went I like left and she was only on for like an hour 45 minutes or something like that and she's always on for like six hours seven hour and it's like and then she she ended I don't know I hope it didn't have something to do with me um
that's maybe my egotistical thing say oh it was about me I don't think it was about me but hope she's doing well you know if four of us went to get a quote it probably be four different prices I know well it's like you know I signed up for it like on on a 7day trial and then they started charging me like $90 and I was like I was on like the
advanced plan it's is $90 and it doesn't the advanced plan is not that different from the core plan like it's not I don't know I think there's like the higher video quality maybe but other than that I don't see any advantage to that so I did like cancel I like get refunds
for those months and stuff like that and then I got the got the core plan the core plan has everything uh I think it's you can have 10 up to 10 guests um and U I can play my video at the beginning I can um have banners I
can there's there just it's just better and plus I have unlimited hours which is like the most important thing because like normally it's just like 20 20 hours so yeah so maybe Black Friday will have a deal that's not till November though you know that's going to be a long ways away so yeah I was on this cool show last night
called what's the show called this cool show last night called it was open Panel be told me about let me see it was called
um it's called um VB V be they were really nice it was really cool sometimes I wake up and I don't remember very much I don't know uh but I rewatch some of my appearance today boy I get drunk I get pretty drunk off of three
three uh mangoritas and a a half a beer I get that drunk It's kind of embarrassing
but good morning Lola
morning come up here Lola here
bab sweetheart hey Oliver Lola Lola
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kiss that's Lola Lola is trix's Mom hi babe hi baby hi it's Lola Lola's a cuddler is a cuddler Lola is a cuddler they're the ones that are always are at the house
right like to be inside here you don't like to go outside right in the house Trix is coming is coming up too because like I went on this I want some I want some love too on Trix Trixie
tricks oh no fighting no fighting they're just getting along they're starting to get along again like because they never got along you know after they they get breast oh don't SW I'm G SW them okay she after they after she breastfed them and like raised them she had enough she was like no she
just swatted them all away and from from for a long time them and stuff like that yeah we'll see how it goes we'll see how it goes I you know I just I I app for the AdSense and it says say look it back to me and then I can I can do the I can submit it the final thing but yeah today
I was finally it's for the first time I was like apply now you know after so it's been excit it's exciting guys because it's been probably six months ago and I always started with the goal of like you know becoming monetized and you know having my channel and memberships and um custom avatars and um
you know I can have super chats that'll be cool maybe add I don't know if the hopefully they don't start like loading up my videos with ads but you know that's be another Revenue stream and so exciting exciting exciting okay so over here Trix come over here Trix over here
Lola Lola's walking away Lola where she going going to my room hey Trix come here cats aren't very like they always like to be told come here where's Len I don't see Lenor hey Trix come
on yeah so but I'm doing good I'm doing good I'm doing good I'm doing okay yeah I should be okay this week um yep uh cats are happy I'm happy everyone's happy right are you guys happy yeah so um that I'm excited mon is
ation right whoever would have thought I would have never I would have said I just like never knew I would do YouTube like I would never I was I mean always in the back of my mind I was like oh that'd be so cool I was like what do I what kind of what do I have to offer I'm like and I'm like too shy um to be on
camera and I like you I thought I was too shy like me like because it's like um you see how shy I am now like I have gotten over my shyness it's like but that's kind of like I've kind of been it's almost like I've gone through so much hazing on YouTube like just you know and we all go through the hazing right we'll go through we'll have
trolls and everyone everyone will get you know there's always Trolls but there there's just hazing there's just and there's relationships that go crazy yeah yeah I was shy like I'm always well I am shy like but now I can like even when I have like when I go to went to Whole Foods and stuff like that and I had I did the IRL there and wife Whole Foods I just always never look at anybody just
always just go straight for my food like then I was like hey what's I came in like saying what's up everybody and I was like everyone's on camera and waving and stuff it's like a whole different um world with it right so I can't I look forward to more yeah thank you thank you 2020 yeah well I I hopefully it we go
through what's up nobody yeah and so but and I say that for every like anybody that has St and also I I've done drama like I've done like I've been in plays I was very good in speech and my school like I I had a very small school though and so it wasn't like a lot it was like so so few people there like 200 people sixth to
12th grade right so there was like a small school that it's like you can like develop like those kind of like good relationships and stuff like that and it's not just like so many people and there's so many things going on and stuff like that like a lot of schools um so I was but I was I was and so I was and the closet there and stuff like that so I was confident in some ways I I was
like always able to be seen and stuff like that but um I just never I just kind of shied away from social media after some bad experiences and then like I like like the other year I was like I like showed one show my my like my picture and they were like and then all of a sudden they were saying my name and like teasing me and stuff like that in the chat and stuff like that and I've had other weird experiences in chats
like whole chats like orchestrated just to like Huck with me right not I'm not exaggerating not like thinking it's not conspiracy or something it's like like there just a psychic that arranged like all this whole chat to like when I went in to like all kind of go after me and it's like they know personal information and stuff and so but so it was kind of
like I was kind of shy and um but now I um am less shy and I put my face out there and so it's like you know my name's out there my face is out there my city is out there all that's already out there um and so and you know that every celebrity
punch him oh thank you yeah um well it's like you know I forgive these people and like maybe I don't know how much some people knew that how they were getting involved and stuff like that so I for I just you know I forgive all those people but I don't really support their shows anymore like sometimes maybe I'll I I'll
drop by some shows and go on an ALT account and um just say hi sometimes to some certain people but um yeah I don't know I've been through so many relationships on YouTube like um like because I had the Discord too and then we had like all this really close group it was basically we had like a
bunch of Benny Blanco mods like we were mods for Benny show and we had this like really all these people I like love all these people and it's like we're all we're all like not talking to each other anymore like like none of us like it's kind of sad right um and like all the people I started the Discord with they everyone left like all those people it's
like all it's like it's like you know I've had like you know I know the Joker and Bea and um those are like my best friends I don't know it's like those are the only on that still talk to me nobody else talks to me anymore what's up Rob how are you so yeah so and I I hope people come
back to me like too but it's like on Discord you know you can always friend but like now Emma's unfriended me on Discord and like I blocked on her show it's like not fun anymore to try to go in there and like you know she did she did like a reading I I I I I've said it sorry a million times she'll never forgive me right um clumsy doesn't look like clumsy Clairvoyance like she doesn't like she'll ever forgive me well
she said I forgive you but that doesn't change anything meaning like she's never talking to me again um hi is mad at me um and I love pie Pi is just since she's been sending really harsh messages to me they saying I've
changed I've changed I'm not the man I used to be I'm some things I don't she thinks she was accusing me I don't know she was she was she was suggesting that I was like trying to start a cult or something like that or I was using like like cult I don't know I'm like I'm not doing ult tactics I like I'm like I
swear guys I I don't even know like seriously I'm no Charles Manson guys I was like this is this this this is this having this this this little light here this is just like this is just for like AUD visual effect right hey what's up sassy there's a season for everyone right well I like I like these hey
what's up Tracy I like I like Tracy she's been with me for a long time you know in sassy and Sassy in 2020 all these people all of a Rob it's like I know yeah like so many of you have been in chat for a long time and it's like so good to getting to know you guys and things like that you know um CU you guys I see I see almost all you guys here a lot and I really appreciate you guys
coming so if you didn't hear I did apply for the monetization this morning um I just like turned on my I woke up and I just had a nice feeling and I like open my tablet I said analyics are ready for the week so means like the hours registered and then it said I can apply and so I did and it said okay we have to verify something for AdSense or something like that and so we'll see what happens the
there's some kind of weird thing that happens where it's like I just like I'm so used to thank you so much yeah I mean it's it was really easy I it was just basically like you like basically um have to like agree to like something like they have like a little contract and you click that and then you um um apply for the AdSense and then it's like so that's step two like apply
for the AdSense and it says we'll get back to De on it so pretty exciting then guys be able to have a membership I don't Al think about like is that YouTube takes 30% of that well YouTube will take 30% of anything through the YouTube but still it's like if I more um I think if I promotee super
chats more that it will be better for um like you because YouTube will actually like better for the algorithm maybe I think I'm just thank you Tracy yeah con and I'm also constantly because YouTube like watches every word so I'm constantly like trying to um you know watch the algorithm and so like
because it's like if you say too many certain words too many times and stuff like that it's like it flag stuff and so
right thank you thank you rob yeah and it's like it's so so cool too is like there's some people like I was freaking out the other night like you know because there were all these trolls in the room and I was like I was like hiding all these people and then it's like and it's like then I was just like these people make make things interesting at least it's and it's like everyone makes things interesting but
it's like everyone here what's up raing D man oh come on I was not talking on oh my gosh see guys everyone gets mad everyone gets mad everyone gets mad okay ra man you don't want to be mod
you're mad at me uh
oh I VA hi did you see raing demon just said uh I didn't hear you talk about him but I wasn't paying attention there was so much going on
but um yeah I just want to tell you that I'm driving I gota I got to be somewhere I just want to tell you good luck on your monetization I love you and the real ones will always be here for you and they will always come back to you thank you I love you I you and you have a good
yeah I gotta take care of some stuff but um yes everybody in the chat have a beautiful day M love you be yeah I did I talk no but but did I do what I do I just did the I did the accent it wasn't making wasn't making fun I didn't even reference the name no
it was just I don't know I wasn't talking I said nothing about you specifically guys would I be talking about people that are like that are probably in the chat I don't know it's like guys you can make fun of me all you want too you can say oh look at the gay look at the gay guys right you can say
the gay guy oh look at that weird gay guy right whatever I don't I don't know guys yeah what did you miss I don't know guess okay hold
on hello what up psych hey don't be mad at me don't worry n n no why listen why am I going to be mad at you I love you bro okay right okay yeah it's just a lot of people now it's just P A lot of people are turning on me because I've called
out somebody in it I called out talking Rob yeah for being a eating s for more than four years they're not even in the same country haven't even met each other in four years but they're not even in the same country and the eating sounds familiar doesn't it where have I heard that before PCH where have I heard that before are
they're eating not even in the same country and probably never going to meet where have I heard that before H let me try and remember oh yeah it was me wasn't it when everybody stuck their big fat nostrils in and made a big issue of it but CA it's their Darlings because it's
their Darlings they're turning a blind eye to it yeah and bowing down and licking their but they they're angry with me because I called them out for the same thing yet everybody else is turning a blind eye but it was a big huge issue when it was me though wasn't it P that's all I'm saying brother I'm not mad at you you ain't done you've never done me anything
wrong I'm just calling that the fakery and bullshittery yeah when other people can do it everyone turns a blind eye but raging demons doing it all let's stick our big fat nostrils in yeah that's all I'm saying that's all I'm saying my brother I ain't got nothing against you I just came up to call out the double standards and dumb
yeah and now now this prick here is making videos on me yeah because his butt hurt that I called him out yeah for do what so when I when I was when I was like in in like thingy having a relationship yeah what I got called an need dating simp and this that and the other why ain't no one telling to Rob talking Rob the same thing and he's been
in an e relationship for four years P four years and has has even met her once so you tell me you tell me brother at least me in six months I would have met be in less than a year I would have met her but these people making a big issue about me yet no one saying nothing about these that been dating e
dating four years ain't even met once that's all I'm saying brother to please yeah that's all I'm saying if people want to take the piss with me take the piss with them for the exactly the same thing call them out for exactly the same thing and it's been longer than me yeah they've been longer than me where's that outrage where's that
where's that interfering in them where's that laughing at them well no one's hello no do you know where it is yeah it's all good I've just come come up to wish you well keep your channel safe yeah you're close to like you got monetization now
yeah all right fingers crossed yeah let me let me tell you now every time you let someone up big screen yourself always remember that main thing big screen yourself in it because you get porn bombed other ways always remember that one main thing and if anybody tries to come up to start an argument or start any on your Channel or your panel tell them take it on their own
live stream tell them to start up a live Year tell them to start it up and then take their over there so keep your channel safe I wish you nothing but the best all right pych now have a great day have a great day I'm off out I'm going to go and visit my family and I got some stuff to do but I wish you nothing but the best all right okay thank you so much there's no hard
feelings between me and you never just please don't talk rubbish about me because I'll never go anywhere and talk rubbish about you right I I wasn't saying anything about you I was just that's all I ask talking yeah but that that kind of hurt bro because I've shown you nothing but respect and seeing you up there
you bad talking bastard you bad talking bastard they don't forgive you for the you did you was talking shitch you was throwing slick shots I got you psych I'm on ass I'm putting my foot up your ass psych every panel you go to psych I'm
I'mma find you why alone alone man go away go away
ever party ever since at party you've been a great scumbag who is this who is this bum you who is this bum who are you to come Channel who are you to who are you to talk bad you got a security guard now is this what doing got security
guard bra you're a nobody go away from here this guy got a security did you get a sec God damn it you don't belong here you little bum stay mad why you being mad you incel why you being angry for an incel incel why you angry though come and chill brother chill bro calm down
man just chilling my dick so much bro bro why you bro why you so emotional cuz you're a man you know why I'm emotional you know why I'm emal emotion damage emotional pych lied yo pych was talking cat about bronze on another panel and I got
him now what I know you I know you psych awaking my ass you trying to put me to sleep you big scumbag what yeah you are so in TR you are so in trouble how dare you get me in my fifes oh are your fifes oh my God I'm in my feif
fees do you need a hug no I don't want to hug from you right now not right not but later no oh no you got the security here you got the security here about to kick me out the panel the n n bronze listen I'm not security I'm just a fellow panel guest just like you my friend so please just calm down my brother I can't calm
down when this dude psych tried to put me to sleep in party did you know this had baby oil huh brother let me exp set me up there was two women there brother it was three women there they was about to show their tits and then then he sat there and put baby oil I fell asleep this
bronze listen bronze I have I have recently got tons of people talking about me I can understand your frustration brother all we got to do is rise above it we just got to rise above it I'm being called a ster I'm being called a weirdo I'm getting my name dirtied up everywhere here and there the other right and I'm just I like to defend myself every time even when I'm
not even here brother my name's getting dirtied up so I understand your frustration I'm really upset man yeah but us as rise above it because you know when ret talking let me show you something yeah we're above the retards why should we stoop down to their level and and interact with retards when God made us sit on a throne high above them
I'm in my kingdom of course but it's that psych tries to pay psychological mind games on his guests by playing nice and then he does in the background as if don't be paying attention and then he has the ones that's in the chat there talking that like Tracy I thought Tracy was cool Tracy was talking too I gave her one compliment now all she goes
yeah bronze birs and didn't sell and all that other stuff it's Tracy bronze learn from me my brother look how I got humiliated just learn from me how you get humiliated that you seen it brother You' seen the video clips of me crying on the panel when I was drunk and all sorts and I had the piss taken out of me so just learn don't don't don't let
these people get to you like that I've learned the hard way a it so just learn TR trying to Tracy trying to perk up a chest now I don't like that you you ebing right now the gentlemen have a great afternoon bronze I hope you can you know rise above all this yeah brother I'm talking to pych because pych tried to put me asleep all right let me
get out your way let me get out your way Rise Above It bronze you're better this I'm try I'mma try man I'mma try but I'm on I'm on sy's ass know he has p panel later tonight too I'm right on his ass man yeah let me tell you something the stars are aligning King we just gotta remain on our Throne word King I feel that you
feel what I'm saying I'm not lying Tracy I ain't never lying you lying all right peace out yeah I'll see you guys lat all right peace all love brother see you later love you bro love you okay peace out PE bye chat yeah you and your psychological
mind game psych this is not a game psychological psych asleep tet that's who you are no but you know iate even people are asleep listening to my show at least that's watch hours for me so Tracy just know Tracy just know I'm
on your fine ass just know that you ain't being forgiven for understand that ruined my afternoon I know y'all was talking yesterday last night I got you every single last one of y'all is gonna go down when bronberg comes back on this panel I'm gonna yell at every single last one of y'all remember
that especially you psych zity party ass I know oh he left well yeah I think what happened last night was like you know after the show like I was I was I was going somewhere else or something and so when I I think when I when I exited the show
and was backstage he said oh when where's the zity party and I was like I have to go I I can't have one tonight and like and then I decid to leave and so um so but maybe like you know if I'm in the mood like sometime you know it's like and like we have like a bunch of like fun people on panel and then like the show ends then we can um you know
but you have so much fun on the show and stuff and then what are you
doing yeah but P was but P actually did write like she seriously was saying she's like I think you're like using mind control or something I was like I have no like what the I was like I was like I like anything I like whatever I however I am
it's like I'm I'm I don't I just I don't know why I am the way I am you know hi but I I said I use all my power for good you know say in love and stuff and it's like and she's like well that's what all the cult leaders say cult leaders no I like whole Charles Manson
stuff it's just like I just don't like the idea of like someone with that much power over other people I don't I like like every to be equal it's like we're all you know like Charles Manson that didn't need to have B people just to go do his dirty work and stuff like that like that's kind of like
ridiculous Charles naughty yeah there's Lola found out somebody was following was a hypnotist yeah well it's like you know in hypnotism I've like studied like hypnotism and stuff like that and like um what NLP Tony Robbins you know I've studied the ult and the the goes all into all into all this you know especially s Satanism does a lot to it
but it's like I just find it um mean spirited like like I to think of people as as um you know it's like a lot of them think oh people just animals and stuff like that yeah yeah seriously it's like I'm just having fun it's like I'm just kind of a fun show but it's like people like the show and stuff like I don't know maybe
it's like oh why do so many people like you or something like that it's like or I don't know is that maybe jealous I don't know cuz a lot of people don't like me L people don't like meot it's like I just have people that do like me you know I love you guys how are you bet yeah he may talk about politics and he's a
hypnotist yeah well it's interesting and so you're like how much of a hypnotism is he like putting into his thing but it's like a lot of it is like you know words are spells and like they're spelling and it's like just being able to communicate and communicate messages and to write is well be a psyche I did a triple team bronze we he is all it was
hilarious like he was the aggressive one trying to see Bron's ass yeah and it's like you know and it's like and then it's like I like really like um just myself like like seriously like look like I'm just like I don't brush my hair this morning I just wanted to come and talk and just like just
share my day with you and show you the cats it's like a little bit it's actually a nice day it looks like outside a little bit little bit chilly this morning morning
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neck yeah I will and it's like it's like the more you know imagine but imagine how even how jealous people are of celebrities where it's like you know or like you know it's like like celebrities like you know they're like you know very very like even like you know um athletes people that are making like so much money and like so so famous
and everyone just adores them and loves them and like every they don't have to pay for anything because everything's like basically they're ging everything for free hey what's up but they must get oh shoot they get a lot they get a lot of jealousy and so it's like and I'm just like
but honestly anybody can um can stream though you know anybody can like stream if you have a cell phone I have a I have a $30 cell phone this this cell phone was $30 or $40 and it's like and I I think it was that much and I uh I've had it for years and it's like I I stream from this and it's like it's like so you can though it's like every all the
phones have a camera and so you know if you have something to share it's like you can find your audience too it's like so there's no reason to be jealous like we can all we can all find our soul family our audience and then it's like it's it's happy thing you know but it's like U it's like when when your friends and stuff and then the friend they think I changed and stuff like maybe I have changed but it's I think I'm changed for the for the better and it's like oh
she's all concerned about my drinking and stuff like that and it's like but I think I my drinking is under control like it's like I'm not um you know I drink a lot but I don't drink that much I don't like I don't not vomiting on the stream I not I'm not even passing out on the stream anymore anymore getting I'm getting better at I'm
getting better at ending the stream on time and being able to stay up longer and be on other panels and stuff yeah Miss Lenor she's beautiful oh thank you
sassy yeah they call animal controlling in the cops yeah we have fun we have fun on U on YouTube it's really fun it's like it's so much more fun than I would have thought you know I was like I would have been doing I would have like started doing it way before and so it is like that's why I love people like Benny or
like um know Trident and Joker and VA because they were like doing the first panel soting they were doing the first P like the first panels I was watching or they were the first panel guests and stuff like that and so and also a lot of other people or people that inspire me to start streaming and uh and and really
support me and like you know it's like so fun to go in their shows and like like joke around and stuff like that I think it's like you know and I think there's so much untapped potential in this like this like um Market you know um this like um with the YouTube shows there's so much like and open panels it's like people love them and people it's like you know but there's
not there's not even enough people that do them I don't think so I wonder how stream has been successful because it's like I don't know how many people like have like an actual cor subscription streamyard because it seems like not that many people it's
like kind of harsh oh Benny hates you yeah Benny hates me too I think he hates me I'm not sure I think there's um I mean he he unmodded me for like and for like no reason like it never explained why like and then
um and then he seems to like he's like he's like oh we're friends and then it's like and then they had that jany um imagine imagine life with jany or something like that imagine being in Janney or something um and oh and uh
Janny Clips Johnny clips and uh he um he was saying like um oh you know you're trying to seduce Benny and stuff like that and Benny's like autistic and okay see you bad boy yeah and so and then and and I was like well I like Benny has like he's his high
intelligence and he's like 23 years old and I'd never hit on him I was like I never tried to seduce him and then then he like tried to start by going back and forth to Benny say and then Benny like blocked me or his mods blocked me or something yeah and you never know what's going to happen here you know you never know who's who's gonna come on panel
yesterday we had de oan woo and we had tiger butterfly and tiger butterfly was just crying every five five minutes um and then then laughing and I mean it's just like it's just emotional roller coaster but uh I love tiger butterfly it's
jany not Johnny okay okay Jack and okay thank you Jack and schlong nice to see you Jack and schlong why do I have like huge ass and jack and schlong testicles all in my chat at
once yeah tell about I love I love someone that wears their heart on their sleeve though like you know it's like she just like like she just like is her am I behaving yes I'm I'm I'm behaving I think I don't know I don't know what you consider behaving I'm behaving like I'm know you know I'm just doing my stream
and we tried this thing last night it did I don't think it works but we have to we're going to try again okay we're like how about stream just stream on ChatterBait like we just just stream just like do a stream on it like and then um but not like but then like if you want but for
anything you know adult like tips like a lar like you have to like look at like coin chips and stuff like that and and like so yeah she's a No Nonsense type of woman so but so we tried it and I sat there and like everyone's like oh we can't hear because it was on my tablet the the camera the phone doesn't work on
my on this cell phone for some reason on that website and so I have to do on my tablet my T everyone's like we can't hear we can barely hear you and I was and then like there were people coming in but it was just like confusing I need to set up apps and stuff like that yeah she's so she's funny she's so funny yeah comes back after a few drinks and we will
see well well well like someone was telling me Oh their friend was just like he just sat there talking to people like we just like talk to people and then like and then like he'd have like a a goal like You' say 20 tokens or something like that goal for like and then then you do something you like would do that and like so the whole chat will like kind of like rally and do that and there's apps and stuff like that it
like seems pretty cool I just have to figure out how to set up the apps and like and then um you know so I'm not going to I'm not going to but I mean maybe I mean it's like I'm consider I'm just say I'm considering considering it um yeah I don't know guys is that bad what do you think is it bad good is it weird I don't I don't know it just seems
like every like a lot of people are doing it and it's like if I'm doing something I might as well get paid for it anyway like I don't know um and I like to kind of like um I don't know I'm kind of an exhibitionist now but if it's like you know it's like too weird I don't know but I think as a guy it's like not that big of a deal as much I
don't know or maybe it's for for women too right we just when like I think I can just see like you know like Emma has has done like she's the only fans and stuff and uh and was in Playboy at Lisa jordano was in Playboy right and it's like and so and then you know and then there's like news out there of a lot of people right like we've all like said this so it's like is that really I don't
know you might as well might as well monetize if you can you right right but I don't know I just made like I made like I told you I made like I did that one night I just tried it one night U and then I did like a little show and like I got people in there and and uh and they got like and they got tip 25 tokens which is like probably like $2.50 or something
like that and then I went to some other chat and I I just typed in the uh their chat and um I typed in their chat and it said I tipped 25 tokens and so all my tokens are just instantly transferred it's a tip for this comment and the guy didn't read the comment out loud or or respond to it or anything just ignored it yeah yeah I'll try to I'll yeah I'll try
I'll try to I have that backup Channel now guys u i I have to like it's awakens Awakening psyche or something like that um and that's I use that and my the channel I actually used that um um when my channel went up for a day and I I I got like know 120 subscribers on it and um and there were a lot of people like that were in that chat like that would
come that came to that chat and stuff like that think like a lot of people and so um so that would be a good backup Channel maybe I can use um yeah maybe but yeah I keep the really crazy stuff there I got robbed of the tokens I know I was like and it was like I didn't type in like I donate all my token I would if I would have put like one or like I
would have maybe donated one or two not all my not all 25 yeah yeah so I'll keep I'll like I'll keep I'll kind of keep this channel clean cleaner now yeah CU yeah oh yeah with with certain things yeah I'll try to but it's like you know
it's like and I can like when when I have I renew my streamyard on this Friday and then so I'll be able to you know I can even broadcast to that channel too and then if like it gets too hairy over here I can like just like switch over to the other other other broadcasts right and uh so yeah thank
you guys well let's see if you I'll just make sure you guys have it um switch account okay I have 128
subscribers and you can just click on my name right here find
myself you guys are all hold on okay okay okay share this
channel okay so here's the backup
channel here you go thank you guys guys okay switch count okay thank you guys yeah and so yeah and so I but I'm trying to like you know hopefully this monetization thing goes through it's
like I just it was just kind of weird because it's like oh um you know I apply for the AdSense and then it's kind of like I got like a mess like get this message like oh you know we're redirecting your YouTube page and stuff like that it said said I'll hear from a few days or it said it said soon you know it said they have to review
it oh did you see the oh the chat didn't didn't post oh my
gosh it's cuz I need to like just copy it and put it for my real account
sorry a little okay I think I should be able to post this one here that
work there you go yeah sorry I was I posted it in here but um it was because it was for my other account account and so it didn't have like the mod privileges in in this chat I need to mod
myself yeah definitely needs to mod myself but yeah I'll figure out later but yeah there's my backup channel so you don't ever yeah thank you
love
you hello Mrs
balls this is balls thank you guys yeah and that's like that's like hopefully I mean it's like maybe I'll post stuff on there like it's like it's just like all this it it's like too w or something like that I'll just say at my backup Channel or something or if you know heaven forbid I I don't have access
or something you know we we'll rebuild you know um I think yeah hopefully hopefully things will go well and uh you know I'm trying to keep it a fun show
so looking forward to it yeah how's everyone in chat doing anyone we can pull some cards or something
see someone says Unapologetic they go out there and like Roar you know like this crocodile it's unapologetically him right kind of like me with my big mouth right but I I do apologize if I I Hur people feeling though
okay camouflage we're like we can blend them with our surroundings can like see things and we can like not be seen camouflage see she kind of like Blends right in with the
surroundings says the veil so she looks like she's seeing through the veil right all this this uh physical reality it's basically this like light show kind of Illusion in a way right
but it's very real but it is like a veil of our over our spirituality right our spiritual self let's see this card says name all the things you you love and then it says are you
one of them and it says I give myself all the love and attention I need some more cards and then I'll take a nap yeah this one says what am I looking for outside myself that is already within me are you looking for more
guidance confidence peace wisdom love or something else when we search outside ourselves we can become overwhelmed frustrated and never quite feel good enough it's time to go go Inward and to find everything you seek all the an you need lie within you so it says today's action is to breathe in your favorite essential oil inhale deeply into your
belly drop your shoulders and spend time hanging out with yourself your soul today ask for what you need and be ready for the answers okay I'll do one
more okay this one says what can I burn and it says burn it burn it all the ugly lies the pain the shame the criticism the images that run through your head the reminders of what you did wrong and the proof that you are not
enough burn baby burn your soul is calling it's time for a rebirth you are like the Phoenix Rising From the Ashes no longer attached to the Past you are free your wings are ready use them and it says today's sole action make the choice that you will no long longer let the past Define you pick up your pen
what will the next chapter look like yep because we write our own book right our life our story of our life okay guys um yeah we just had I just had a little morning stream just to like you know I just wanted to tell you about my monetization that was your favorite one awesome yeah um and just thank you guys and just you know spend a
little time with you this morning and then I like to have a little nap in the afternoon and then I'll be back tonight okay so I love you guys and thank you for being here and I'll be back and thank you love you have a good day
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