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Psyche discusses his previous night's stream, where he got drunk and may have done some questionable things, and then delves into a conversation about cultural practices and food taboos.
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The episode begins with Psyche ▶ 1:51 greeting his audience and discussing his previous night's stream. He mentions that he got drunk and may have done some things he regrets ▶ 3:03. The conversation then shifts to a discussion about cultural practices, including the use of cow urine in Hinduism ▶ 7:13 and the eating of unusual foods in different cultures ▶ 11:17. Psyche and his guest discuss the idea that what is considered disgusting or taboo in one culture may be accepted in another ▶ 12:30. They also touch on the topic of religion and how it can influence people's beliefs and practices ▶ 10:37.
The episode appears to explore the theme of cultural relativity, highlighting the idea that different cultures have different practices and beliefs that may seem strange or unacceptable to outsiders. It also touches on the idea that people's beliefs and practices are often influenced by their cultural and religious backgrounds. The conversation suggests that it's essential to approach these differences with an open mind and avoid judgment, instead seeking to understand the underlying reasons and values that drive these practices.
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are we okay here we go what's up guys hey Jamie what's up good to see you look I have my full screen going on now I have my full screen vertical streaming
anymore I figured out some things I'm figuring out slowly as I go on how to be a better streamer um unfortunately my streams last night uh oh
okay we're fine we're fine I have say down now hold
on okay there there we go wow does it look better hey what's up Jamie how are you it looks better well last night I just okay so last night at like 3:00 in the afternoon I started to drink and I haven't had drink in a few
days and and I just went a little bit crazy last night I don't know what happened on my second stream but I I titled I titled my underwear stream and I might have been in my underwear for some of the stream if you guys were a fan by that I apologize it was wild it was a wild stream and uh I woke up I think I passed out I woke up we had
going guess tonight okay let's have a chat with this guy I'll talk to hello see I always come with the best intention what's up I know just have to watch out for that hard that hard nword okay can't please don't don't say that
that's the only word that you really have a bad problem with it's only because on YouTube there's the algor I think the algorithm picks that up sometimes they can they'll Shadow ban you for that water so I'm not monetized yet but I'm trying to get monetized I don't want my channel to get Shadow
it's okay so just respect be cool if you want to be mzed you got to chase that clown yeah I'll be monetized soon too I have a I have like another 1,00 hours I think I'm already like 12200 hours I need
what I'm saying is if you I mean um I tried I tried to draw the I tried to draw the pink triangle on my forehead but it kind of just looks like a Dorito yeah it's a Dorito and man not Dorito I was trying I was trying to do the pink triangle kind of like Charles Manson like
Charles yeah is that a message to me you're calling me a Dorito what's going on here no no I I mean I I think it's cool I didn't know that I didn't know that the the gays were triangles the pink triangles that's school they were they were pink triangles I mean that's not cool but like I mean yeah no but but also but also that's like also okay I went to Amsterdam and so they had
concentration that's where an Frank was from from I went to the an Frank house and things like that but they had this big pink triangle Monument because I think they were like one of the first countries to like Liberate the gays out of the camps and things like that and so the gays took it as a symbol yeah you know it's um you know it's it's a tribute to Charles Manson maybe you know like you know whatever you want to do say I I I'm not judging you I think is a
good guy I know you have a good heart whatever you want to do this isn't a swasa it's not this is like a Hindu this is a hind swasa this is yeah the Nazi swasa or Nai I shouldn't say that that way is the Nai one is like um turn on its side and so
it's like kind of reverted it why did you tattoo it on your on your forehead it's not tattoo it's pan I think oh yeah but why did you do it is it for me what I believe in what do you you believe in Hinduism you're a
Hindu this is what I believe in yeah so you're you you eat do you eat couch yet I eat cow because they eat cow and I don't they eat it oh he went off I okay I don't know if they eat it I know that they um they put put it on their
floors and things and and I do know that there's a cow I've got I've got repost on my ex account of them straight up eating my page of straight up eating in in in a I watched 90day fiance and so there's this woman that went and married this Indian guy and they were from um
like the Brahman family which is like you know Brahman is like the bull but you know but also it's like the richest the top cast there and and then uh and the brother was saying oh we have to bless the house and so he had this big bottle of uh cow urine and he was spraying the cow she's like what the hell are you doing he's putting cow Ur in all the doors so they I mean they use
they use that part of the cow and stuff like that you know they straight up will eat crap out of the field yeah they're nasty Indians are nasty well I wouldn't say they're nasty I would say that there's um there's certain things um that they will do that
are different I'm sorry dude I'm sorry but eating that that's that's just straight up nasty I mean well yeah I mean it's like to us it is but it's also that sometimes they'll use urine it's like a and and gargle it and stuff like I mean it's like it's it's actually part of the in it yeah they and and to be honest with you uh it don't hurt them
you think it would hurt but it does have benefits that yeah that's why that's why they do it and so maybe there's even benefits that other stuff that is like dis discussing to us but it's like we have to understand different cultures and it's like they have a very long interesting very like very spiritual culture and so I don't want to put down any I think it's about just programming
people to see how much what you can program them to do and I think that the Jews I think that the Jews programmed the Indian people to serve them well you know they say like also there's like a Jewish or you know Judaism there's like there's like a same they use the same like um um Star of
David or like that that you know and uh because they and that's like also the heart chakra is like the the hexagram right and it's like the six of and that's like the the connection between the upper and the lower world yeah you yeah um yeah Indians yeah and there in like and some some Indians may do that some may not there's also there's these different cleansing practices they have
where they um where they will like you know like the netti pot where they'll they'll like put a thing up their nose and like and then they'll they FL I mean it's like there's different things and maybe there's health benefits that we don't understand about it but yeah I would and I do know that they um I mean like I said the bacteria the reason they
eat it is because uh the bacteria helps digestion it's like eating yogurt right and so so maybe there is like just like it's disgusting maybe to like our senses but it's like maybe there's some kind of health benefit okay yeah it's disgusting to us right who programmed them to eat
that way who uh they eat that way based on their religion Yeah well yeah but that's part of like I mean there's a lot I mean I've studied a lot of Hinduism okay and I know a lot of Indian people actually my sister-in-law is um is South African but she her family is originally from India and things like that and but that's
interesting that you do know that there's actual benefits to it like you're it's not just like oh this is disgusting and and sanitary and unsafe there might there might be health benefits that we don't understand I mean we eat um there's these pills like um these cowb brain pills and the cow testicle pills and all kinds of different vitamins and stuff like that but it's interesting that you do
understand that even do things that seem um strange to us that actually are beneficial and uh and who train who who program them or train them well religions program why don't they just eat yogurt yeah and maybe there's other other certain ways for the same thing
and stuff like that but they have a different perspec think about it yeah but but think about what is yogurt what is yeah religion religion is programming and it's programmed into into us when we're younger and things like that and and so it's almost mind
control Gayla some barbecue sauce please you know but but also but when we we we eat some people will eat like you know the the Scottish will eat um haggus which is like a a sheep's stomach and the certain parts of animals with the
like you know there's like a and if we eat hot dogs basically eating pises right and I mean organ meat yeah organ meat mean the hot dogs basically is all the parts left over out of the thing they'll just grind it up into like a little little sausage we so we don't really know what what we even eating so we we may be eating this
kind of thing we also McDonald's you know they in McDonald's they've done um um um experiments and they found that problem with human beings eating I don't know why you're such your lost C why do you have to disappoint me so much me yes you well I'm not gonna I'm
not gonna say oh this culture because they do this is wrong we don't know if there's feal matter in our food disappointing I mean I can't even get you I can't even get you like you're you are not agreeable in the least like you I'm saying I don't am I would I do that no is there other cultures that do things I don't understand is there like
you know like the in in the Asian cultures they don't eat cheese they consider cheese smelling like like feet and like you know and terrible things but then they consider disgusting and we love cheese over here right and we like this we like stinky cheese and things like that so I'm not gonna like say I'm not gonna say people are bad for for their beliefs for their own
culture they are bad for their beliefs no thing people are evil because of yes people who believe in the Bible condone slavery it says southern people eat butth holes and vaginas of animals and they will figure out a way to make it seem like a delicacy okay is that is that something that might might be might
be true right no I don't I don't do that I have no idea what uh I think they mean black people that will eat chicken now will eat like that I don't know why okay so so there's animals that consume their own feces and that's like in the the Bible they like they say you know C like the Muslims they'll say Don't eat pork CU porks pigs
will eat their own feces and stuff like that right what the what the is going on yeah we're just having a we're having a little discussion a little debate right here because he's saying oh this is wrong this is bad when it's maybe just normal to other people and so we can't really I don't really judge other people all I'm saying is that I don't
judge I I I can make my own personal decisions maybe I don't want to eat hot dogs because they're consider agreeableness do you which means you experience less empathy I experien less empathy I'm think think I'm experienc more empathy I think I'm experienc no no people who argue with people all the time like you do me low and agreeableness you have
maybe are you arguing with me or am I arguing with you I'm saying I arguing with me I I was trying to make a point that said it's disgusting to eat look at what that Hindu religion's done and you are low in a group you said no we just don't understand their culture and I say that I'm I'm disappointed
because you are so lo agreeableness you have no empathy for th for the religion that trick people in to eating you have no empathy for those people you need to call out that religion don't be cowardice Hinduism is evil all religion are evil and don't
ever be ashamed to call so Christianity you're saying Christianity is is evil or Christianity condones slavery right well maybe in the Bible you can find passages and interpret things like you want to in the Bible like that but there's lot you look at the Old Testament all you want to but Jesus never once refuted slavery in the
New Testament well but Jesus maybe it wasn't like because the slavery came from ancient Egypt and so and that was a system from ancient Egypt and and I know Jesus went to Egypt and stuff and studed the mystery schools in Egypt but it's like there's that's basically a cast system and the same cast system as they do in in Hinduism and or you know and it's like it's like a pyramid right and
it's all basically a pyramid scheme to me I don't believe in cath I believe that all people are are equal in a certain way and that no one's better than the other person and no one's higher than another person that human beings are all basically just human beings look there are okay being low in empathy makes you subhuman like a
seral well you'll say humans are are you said some humans are demons they're not they're not human some humans are animals that's putting yourself at a higher thing that's that's like low and empathy because you're not seeing the humanity everybody I am I am higher up in Consciousness than a serial killer or a pedophile I am and I am better than a
rapist I am better than a murderer all these people I'm better than are we all murderers in a certain way do we all we all we kill animals right are we all so it's like you know then you say like oh are animals it's not no yeah and kandor says Indians don't eat species it may be a fringe thing just like exactly every ethnicity have
people who do bizarre things yeah I know and um in the Hinduism all you have to do is go to x and Google it and you'll see many videos this this ignorance that you're doing here kandor which is because you're not honest you're a piece of liar uhor all you have to do is go to x and type that in Indians eating
cow dung and you'll see a whole slew of videos you there's the agor wrong just because I have knowledge and they don't okay but you're but also that's you're not you're putting yourself okay you're putting yourself above above other people right and uh
yeah don't believe everything you see on the internet there are very Fringe thing I mean it's not like a huge oh everyone's doing I have Indians in my family okay and so and I I study Hinduism and there's like a lot of beautiful high spirituality and there's but there's a lot of different things that go on there in in India right okay yeah and so and yeah people say things about people from the South and
people say all these kind of things it's like so are these stereotypes are these just like generalizations we should have a little bit more empathy for people you're talking about I have no empathy right I'm trying to see why why why do people do this why do people believe what they do I think you've chased a lot of people on my chat um maybe that was your intent but I want to thank you for having a debate tonight
um come back later okay I'll talk to you some other time so yeah guys I mean I don't I I'll bring people on with um different opinions and things like that I I don't mean to offend people and it's like I don't condone like it's like everyone has their own opinion okay basically opinions are like everyone has one everyone thinks everybody else is stinks right and and so that guy is uh you know he's trying
to be controversial maybe he's trying to rile me up a little bit I'm not going to get riled up I'm going to let him Express his opinion but it's just his opinion right and I'm not I don't um just because I'm letting him Express his opinion does not mean I condone his opinion okay and so I don't want to offend anybody um but also you know I can't help from people offending people I can't you know people will offend
people we all have our own sense of abilities we all will have our own beliefs and they'll be differing beliefs sometimes thank you diploma yeah I'm trying I trying to run a good show and you know that person wants to give his opinion then he he like he attacks me and stuff like that just because I'm I'll give the Devil's Advocate opinion
about things right thank you yeah and yeah and he had a say and it's just like but I don't I don't I I just like you know people chasing people off my show and he's uh he's also said some things on my show that you know could be he's like oh freedom of speech freedom of speech well you know we have freedom of speech but then YouTube is also a platform that has
its own rules and it has its own algorithm and I I would like to uh I would like to stay on the algorithm and not get s a d o w b NN e d and that kind of thing and it's like you know it's like some some things people can say can actually hurt my channel and can have a negative effect and so but I want to
thank uh thank everybody just for like know allowing me to like let people on that may have different opinions and we can disagree with them right is it is it having is it lack of empathy to disagree or is it or to sayate another point of view I don't think so maybe that person's just a little bit of a
disturber right we we there there are these trolls that are that will say these things and right and then okay so I hope everyone's okay I don't know Sig came on with like an uh you know that stuff on his forehead and stuff and saying oh I have a Dorito and a pink triangle what so you support the gay community now like I don't know
maybe are you trying to offend me are you trying to be controversial we we don't know there's trollish Behavior but also I you know I've uh I'm used to I'm used to trolls I uh I've modded for people with th thousands and thousands of subscribers with much worse trolls than I have in my chats and stuff like that so what was the argument I don't know what the argument was he was just being he's like saying I'm
argumentative he was saying oh oh it's like basically trying to paint someone in a corner by saying oh here's an extreme example of something that happened somewhere what do you think about this and if if you don't say it's completely wrong and disgusting you are uh then you're bad for some reason okay hey what's up
kandor I'll H you up be nice in the chat how are you young man good how are you sir how are you doing tonight I'm doing all right uh I've seen you around in the different uh chat I heard you saying something about uh how you have your own channel and you do
panels and whatnot so uh I'm just here checking you out so uh you're you're a big teret guy huh a big teret guy yeah I I've been doing teror since I was like eight years old basically I've been always into the metaphysics and U and uh
studying all kinds of you know things like that and uh I don't know what chats did you see me in if you if you don't mind me asking if you you recall a specific U person uh or chat you see me in yeah I've seen you in the uh the Trident streams the uh Benny Blanco
streams I think I've seen you in the homeless RV streams I've seen you around but uh recently it might have been Benny's stream I heard you say hey I got a channel I do panels this that and the other so anyways I'm here uh I'm here checking you out awesome a little bit of
a chat Benny's awesome um so you're talking about the a lot of the ip2 world um yeah yeah the universe yeah and also uh I'm in Saints stream I'm also Alisa Jordana is not on the ip2 network anymore I don't believe
but uh but I have a lot of friends in the ip2 network and I and usually have a lot of fun in those chats and that's why I kind of got inspired by a lot of people from these chats um that's why I have a little bit more Wild stream um but I also I'm all over the Internet and then oops hold on I'm on
different a lot of different um different um sectors of the internet and I'll go talk anywhere I go to hostile places I go to friendly places I have all kinds of people in my my chat my panel but if you'd like a reading tonight I can do a reading for you or if you're not interested in Tarot then no big deal or whatever you want to talk
about I'm happy to or you or yeah and you're welcome to stay as long as you wish and stuff like that um but it's really awesome yeah thank you for supporting me in the chat um about that guy yeah that guy's come on the show before and he's kind of well known in some a rap he's like a rapper he's well known as a southern rapper that's kind
of well known in some in some areas but uh he's always you know a little bit controversial here and I've had to kick him off the show before but that's cool about having a show is that um I get to run things the way I want to right well there you go there you go that's cool it's it's fun to have people
with uh controversial opinions and trying to shake things up I don't mind that but but yeah you you sound like a real journeyman a real journeyman when it comes to uh is streaming right and I journey I said the journeyman okay so can you explain that what you mean exactly by that like a
journeyman like I'm a how does that and what is that around the block oh yeah well well you listen you listed all your credentials to me it's like a guy it's like a guy in a job who knows everything about everything that sounds like
you yeah well a real JY man I started out um I started out just like I just found like basically people that were live streaming basically over a year ago and then I would like just just watch these you know these replays of their lives and stuff like that then I started going to chats then I start I didn't say anything in chat for a while then I started like
talking going in the chats I start um then I started chatting then I started modding for people started my own channel and just VI videos and stuff like that hey Jamie yeah I started um doing my own videos and then I started live streaming and then I started panels and so and I you
know um went on a lot of other channels and I finally had the courage to do it and I think I'm doing a good job my Channel's kind of taking off now I'm uh I'm at like, 1400 subscribers and uh I'll be probably monetized 1400 yeah it's not s that's not well that's I
mean I'm I'm friends with people with like 20,000 subscribers or and there's people with like a a million subscribers and lot so I'm just like kind of just starting out but I am getting a good response and uh and also I have like a good um a good chat like for example I have like 11 people in my chat like there's people I watch that have a lot more subscribers that have less people that come in their chats and so I I have and it's like a lot of people in my chat
are are friends around here I also have a Discord if you're interested in Discord um I do have a Discord you can join um and I'd like to i' like to uh meet people and like connect people I also started doing interviews like if you know if you heard of Emma levia and she's a Tarot reader and that she was my first interview but I have a lot more interviews planned and I think I'm a
decent interviewer my one of my Inspirations is Howard Stern for example and Benny's a big inspiration for me that's why I sometimes I do like drunk streams and stuff like that but I try not to do like um too much uh much um an inspiration for you well for streaming you know like I like how he he like did a lot of streaming inspiration as in like you
know maybe like you know we have different personalities and I was a mod for him for a long time too like do you mind if I bring you mind having a little debate with this guy MC bring him up bring him up hello hey sorry oh it's that guy eat I mean didn't want to eat on camera
course okay well you had a hot dog how are you sir is thisor yes Candor yeah do you want to talk about ethnicities eating feces again or what's going on I don't what the did you go did you go to my did you okay did you go to my ex account and look at the videos
no I will never go to your ex account your I will never go to your ex account all you have to do is go to x and you'll see plenty of videos I'll never do
itemes Nemesis you seen videos fck yourself okay please be respectful for my guest and don't scream the f word out like that but can I just tell you I've seen videos when you provide evidence for this sir sir sir you want to talk do you have a high school
diploma sir do you have a high school diploma sir do you have a high school diploma your high school diploma you have one high school diploma sir anyways you have a high school diploma no we're gonna stick on this Desi issue the
Indians no no GNA CH the goddamn School diom sir cornered and school Jack Rabbit been a high school diploma okay yeah I don't he's he all he does wants to do is Scream and argue I I just I mean it's like you you were you were more calm but I was going to say to him like I've seen a video of like in
the Ganges River in India where they'll have bodies and they'll be swimming with the dead bodies and the bodies will be all bloated and stuff like that they have a different they have a different kind of belief there's also the agori tribe in India it's like the worshippers of Shiva and they will eat dead bodies they'll cover themselves in dead bodies ashes and can
ien can I tell you what I've seen sure there's this whole channel it's called Uh a soft white underbelly and a main a main component is Southern families who are complete inbreds so would it be fair for me to say that because that channel has
had so many southern people on it who are inbred families that that channel is an inbr just because he's seen he's seen this Fringe videos of Indians eating Fey supposedly supposedly I'll never go to his Twitter account by the way because I don't give a but uh but yeah this I
want to know if he has a high school diploma get him back on if he can answer that okay I want to know if he has a high school let me just tell you MC if you just start screaming screaming like you were just doing that's not my show is not about screaming over people and it's about if you want to debate that's fine if you can answer this question I'm going to kick you off real quick if you if you uh start streaming again like
that okay go ahead your high school deploma sir y your high school diploma sir your high school diploma what about it I don't have you have one sir I have
a GD oh G okay hey that's better than nothing I'm not hating on that that's that's better than nothing all right what makes you think I would fear if you hated on it you stupid that needs to kill yourself hey go yourself inbr you Southern
inbr MC um yeah you're not allowed to say my show well that went well I don't care it's fun I'm having fun I don't care about him yeah I mean but it's like it's not projected it's not good for my algorithm and stuff to have people say that kind of thing and I don't like people saying that other people I don't agree with that okay yeah
I mean not with what he was saying like in that way um MC Nemesis I think you're just trying to stir things up a little bit and you know that's you can maybe it's entertaining for people but I don't I don't want that Vibe on my show and so you can come back other you can come back some other time when he's more calmed down but you're really cool dude I like how I like how you're logical and you're like you know respectful like
he's not being respectful that's my old name logic that's my middle name logic right that's good too I'm a mixture of logic logic and emotion you know I have like the you know I'm gay I'm gay if you didn't know but I also have like the left right brain kind of like I try to balance the logic and emotion the the
Sun and the Moon right the masculine and feminine and uh right excuse me but it's like you know like and you're not judgmental it doesn't seem like like there because there's people that are judgmental or lacking an empathy like I think he's lacking an empathy he's not feeling how I feel about trying to like you know listen to people and have a
good show I'm trying to be I I don't have I don't have to try to be empathic I am an empath I'm I'm very empathic very sensitive to other people's energies and so that just really disturbs my energy when people come screaming and like and and it affects my emotions and stuff like that so yeah and guys
it's the absolute worst yeah but I um how many cats you got I know you're a cat guy I'm a cat guy I have a I have about I have about eight cats um um but I do have cats that
are cats that move in with my neighbors and like uh and I have a I'll show you my cat Lola right here this is a mama cat right here L you want to come say hi here's my mama cat Lola oh wow a tabby a tabby very nice Tabby she's a she she had two black she
had a she had a tuxedo cat or a couple tuxedo cats but one had more white than the other one and uh and then she had a few tabies and then I have uh basically one of the the the tuxedo cats moving to my neighbors and I have magic and tricks around here and they're they're basically the ones that are the little cuddle buddies the my little the little home bodies and I have a black cat named
Lenor I don't know Lenor is here I'll show you Lenor Len he wants to see it Len this is my this is the queen of the house well she's the queen but she she never had she never had um kids because a cat that has the kids is called the queen but you show your oh my phone keeps setting off holding it
this way but there's I see her I see her very nice very nice she can barely keep her eyes open that's she was that's cool I just woke you up L you woke her up okay yeah she was over there sleeping but she's she's very she's not a bad mood when she wake I'm
in a worst mood when I wake up sometime she's a she's a sweetheart she has beautiful eyes but her eyes are I think she's asleep right now in my arm so Len so you have eight cats in total yeah but I also I have a you know they're indoor outdoor cats too I have a cat door so they're not always all inside the most some of them are more
home bodies than the other ones but I I I I I have a really good neighborhood that if I do have a cat that runs away um they they usually just end up with like a neighbor and like you know we have people that are big cat lovers here and so they're well taken care of and uh and they're happy and you know cats some cats don't like to live in a uh you know
that cats don't always get along you know in like a like a single house and stuff like that so they have their freedom to go and explore we but we also have coyotes around the area which is kind of scary and uh one of my cats last year um they have coyotes running around at night and packs hunting and stuff like that and uh unfortunately one of my cats last year his name was silly he was a he was a black and white cat and he um
he unfortunately met his end with coyotes and stuff like that and there's always reports of like in the neighborhood Ring app or like the next door the coyotes are running around outside they're just running wild they won't the city won't do anything about them unless they're like a um either injured or they um are near a group of people like posing an immediate threat but they they allow them to like run
around the city KES don't know any better too right they're following and the they're in this they don't care about if there's a if there's a city a city around or whatever like a you know you can see her eyes she looks real
thrilled she looks real thrilled she happy she's a happy yeah well she has a she has a little bit of a a frowny face but she's really really sweet like she's like a very swee hearted cat like you're I'm just petting your neck and you're happy are you happy in there look at the cat yeah I had a cat uh I had a cat many
years ago my first apartment I'm 36 years old I'm a little bit older but uh in my 20s in my early 20s I had a cat and uh and yeah it was fun I love cats I think they're cool but but uh I don't I don't think it's
something I'm ever going to do again well what H something happen or like um why why don't why don't we want any more cats well I I had this particular cat for uh I got her from a lady um and I had this particular cat
for uh close to five or six years and then uh unfortunately I lost that apartment and I had moved back in with my mom and my mom's husband at the time was just simply not about cats just hated cats and there was just no way I could bring this cat with me so I had
the it back to the lady who initially gave it to me so she could reh home the cat and uh and yeah I'm like I mean it I loved having the cat but it's not something I'm ever going to ever going to do again so yeah I think cats are great yeah I know you love the cat and
maybe under other circumstances you you'll get a cat some some other other time but yeah like for example I just got a cat named Rudy he's like a little um like a like a blond cat he's like 15 or 16 years old and his M his like his mom is moving and then she's going to be traveling a lot and she's like when I move and then I'll be traveling it'll
just be like he'll probably just run away and something will happen and she's and she's like I know you love cats and she's like can do you want to take the cat in and he's like an older cat and stuff and uh but I was like sure I'll take him in and he was hiding under the under the bed for a couple weeks and now he comes out he's just coming out right now Rudy come on come over here and now he's the sweetest cat though come over here Rudy and say hi Rudy you want to
say hi on the chat come on I'll say you can say hi to Rudy come on Rudy come on Rudy rud this is Rudy on babe you want to see okay he he doesn't want to Pi up but he's not about it but he doesn't want he's a little
camera shy but he's a sweetheart and uh like last night like for example he like slept next to me all night and he like he just comes and he's just he just like to hang around the house he's like a little old man and uh very cool um the cats are also they're also good at chasing away I would say bad spirits or evil spirits or you know cats have a
spiritual sense and uh even back to ancient Egypt where cats were worshiped as gods and they've never forgotten that by the way but uh the cats are um they're also you know they clean themselves they um use you know they'll use a litter box and go outside so it's like you don't really have to clean up after them like that that much and they're also and this is my little baby right here
you want to say hi magic or Trix Trix you want to say hi this is Trix this is Trix oh yeah another Tabby all right I love the tabes that's what my cat was the Tabby he has white arms so he he like he has a brother named magic and Magic has the white paws and then Trix
has like the the the white arms so we magic and so where do you set your limits when it comes to how many cats like is is eight the limit or do you think you can do a few more or what what are we thinking well the thing is I had I had 12 cats at one time and actually since I lived in
redon or redon I've had like probably over 20 cats here and some of the cats just take off and they you know I have you know some of the man like male cats tend to wander they they they go looking for sex and stuff like that but I think that most most of them are like in in other just they find other homes and they like to be the only you never see
The Simpsons and then like they're like oh snowballs missing Sall yeah snowball's missing and then like the snowball was at some other house and she would come back and forth between the houses and stuff right now right and so cats are like that they they they like they choose where they want to be and you know they're independent yeah
he's little cute look at his little little so the mail cats ma cats that you let inside are they neutered or not no well he's not neutered magic and tricks are not neutered I have a cat named marbles that's not neuter Rudy's neutered and U and my I and I all the
female cats are like Lenor Spade um so all my so I I had like a litter of I had um a litter of cats last year a litter of five and the year before I had a litter of like I have a litter that of to surv in and then I have one of those those cats and then I have the first litter I had last year it was like five
cats and like um and four survived and then and then uh I have only one of those left because you know the males go out and they just sometimes they just go wander because they they go out looking for sex and stuff like that yeah the male cat's like a male man the con yeah right do the uh the the males that
aren't neutered that you let into your place you they piss all over the place or they they really don't they really don't but also like marbles is marbles is not neutered and marbles comes in and he was gone for six months and he just returned and all the other cats are scared and sometimes when they fight they will just kiss or or on the wall they'll they'll spray they'll spray
and stuff like that when they fight they fight um but um they usually don't they usually don't this guy's a sweetheart he's like always this guy is like he's like always going into the covers with me like my little cuddle buddy he's a cute cat's cute cat love tabies I love tabies yeah you know T very cute they have the M on their head see the M on
his on his forehead like tabies will have that characteristic M and the m in like in Islam it stands for Muhammad in Catholicism it stands for Mary and um um and then um I think in Egypt it stands for Mao and then EG ma is like ma is like meow the Egyptian cat godess is
bastet but I think in Egypt it stands for Ma and Ma is a cat sound so so there's different like little little stories about the M on their forehead and stuff like that but they have the charact the tabies always have the characteristic M the blonde ones are almost like the albino and then you're over here LOL you're coming back they they just come right over they're always they're always
especially when they hear me talking they're like what are you doing and some and they like the camera what about those hairless cats those are weird I think J Darren has a hairless cat those are those are different kind of creatures they like the they're called the Spinx DJ Daren I have to look that guy up the I think they're called the Sphinx cat they're
one of Austin Powers famously the Sphinx cat and yeah their hair hairless cat they're they're beautiful and I mean they look they look a little bit no they're not no they're not they're disturbing looking disturbing but it's like it's like the hairless dog there's like the if you look at the ugliest dog or whatever there's these hairless dogs
right and and they're like and they and there's you know there's different genetic things that happen and stuff but I think all cats are beautiful you know but and and it's like and also those hairless cats I heard are very um are very affectionate and stuff like that and so it's like it's better personality basically it's like if they were like just like you know violent cats or like just scratching at you all the time we
wouldn't think they're so cute but it's like if they're like really loving and they you know they per it's like and and cold because they don't have their their own fur and you have to keep them like a little bit warmer and stuff like that they're beautiful I think all I think but I think all animals are are beautiful in their own way and all people are beautiful in their own way you know we're all unique we all have different appearances it's a part of the diversity
of the world where we have all these different types of people and all these different different types of animals but we did create cats like cats are you know about wolves and cat or or about dogs and cats like where where they came from like they all have the same ancestor you know where dogs come from dog wolves wolves yeah all the dogs are from the gray wolves and then when
youed have these nomadic tribes and stuff like a wolf would have like you know baby wolves and stuff like that they would take the baby wolves and then raise them from little puppies and then they would breed them and then there're you can then all the all the dogs that have all these different looks it's all bred from the gry wolf just breed into different thing characteristics and
things for different purposes you know in England it's really famous for you know having the hunting dogs and the different things and Australian shepherds are good at hurting sheep and stuff like that and then um and the cats are all from the African wild cat and then I think that the Egyptians famously um were the first to have the cats's pets but there's like a rumor or like a
theory that the Egyptians were doing a lot of experiments on like genetic breeding and stuff and so they say it's a fun little story I don't know if it's true but they say that the cat is part like snake and part of the African wild cat because if you look at the cat's eyes they have Snake Eyes they have reptilian eyes and so they're they're little bit and they also have the snake tail so there a little bit of reptilian
reptilian thing going on with the cats also like we we are part reptilian too like if you uh we have this part of our brain like the oldest part of our brain which is the fight fight or flight part of our brain like um because we have a few brains neocortex the subcortex and and the The Reptilian Brain we have like it's called the Triune brain it's the three different parts of the brain and then the
difference between humans and all the other animals is we have the neocortex you know Neo like in The Matrix right and it's like the the most recently developed part of the brain that does different things but also The Reptilian part is you know the fight or flight and that's like the survival instincts and so I think human beings if you look in the Bible it's like Adam was the king of
the animals they also said Adam slept with all the animals too before he found Eve right but um I think we're like Master of the animals just like um if you know Ganesha in India the elephant god he's like the Lord of all the beasts right and uh so he but he had he he had a human body and a elephant
head also a story about gesas some other time why he has an elephant head and a human body it's an interesting story but yeah there's a lot of interesting mythology about it go ahead you're you're into all this stuff huh all the the fables and the stories and uh I'm not saying there's anything wrong
with it but my attention span only lasts so long but I mean if that's what you're into that's cool well I started my channel like um if you look at my description of the channel it says I'm here to share my like stories and my tarot and anything else I want to share and stuff like that but yeah I was really into fairy tales I was really into actually as a kid I I did not play
with toys I read books right that was really into fairy tales really into Greek mythology I think it's very symbolic their ways of explaining different things about the world and things like that and different psychological that's why my name is psyche psyche awakens tarot psyche is a Greek a Greek goddess that's married to married to Cupid and stuff like that there's a very
interesting story if you ever look up that story the best my but yeah and I know my my also I don't if I have ADHD or something like that but my mind goes really fast I'm Aquarius Moon I don't know if you're astrology Aquarius is like the air sign it's like very fast moving thoughts and so and I go from one place to another I'm also abstract
thinker the art but I started my channel doing um just telling Greek myths I just I just did a few videos on that before I start my channel out and I tell Miss my story yeah I'm not into I'm not into any of that but it's cool if you are I I mean it's cool what everybody's into
their own were you into like bedtime stories when you were a kid or were you into like Hansel and grle or were you into like fairy tales or we went into like Greek mythology in high school because it's all very interesting and it's like very symbolic and it's a way of exploring the subconscious mind but it's like not everyone's into it and I'm not gonna push it on you but I'm saying
there's like a symbolic Power Rangers as a kid I watch Power Rangers as a kid my little brother AG you're like a little bit younger than my little brother but he was really into Power Rangers and Pokemon and like you know um Dragon Ball and Yu and all this kind of you know but these are also they have these elements of these ancient myths put into those things right some of us
have an extra tailbone too yeah he said we have an extra tailbone yeah we have some some people have actually there's people that have a tail that it comes sticks out their spine sticks out you you don't have any vertebrae we have in our body God I don't care I don't care how many we have I don't care in the slightest to be honest
okay no no you you're a a you're a cool guy to talk to you move a million minutes a second and uh which is cool you're into a lot of interesting stuff but uh yeah I can't keep up with you okay I know can't keep up with I'll say goodbye but just before you go guess how many vertebrae we have and I'll tell you
the answer oh God I don't want to guess what 20 okay 33 okay have a good day thank you for coming to the show bye yeah we have 33 vertebrae isn't that interesting 33
okay hey what's up baby okay let me find my pip he didn't want to guess I mean he didn't he has 20 okay that's fine um I'm I'm not I'm not a doctor I'm not I'm not an anatomist that guy was a cool guy he was a respectful guest and I I want to say thank you to that guest I'm sorry my brain does move a million places a minute that's what's fun about my show
too is that you don't you never know where you're gonna go last night I had an underwear stream did I remember doing the underwear stream no well did I realize when I woke up in my underwear and and the camera was on yeah I did and then it said my my stream was titled underwear stream whoa what happened last night I remember last night I went to I
was watching Lisa jordana's Channel and uh they were drinking whiskey C okay yeah but I hope you guys aren't bored with that I'm gonna play I'll play an Alisa Jordana song hopefully I won't get no no she won't copyright me I'm friends with her but I want to show you this video okay guys cuz there's six people
in the chat everyone's being really quiet though you guys are welcome to talk um you guys are welcome to say hi but if you just want to lur it's fine okay you ready ready to see it hold on let's go Sig if you're here
I'm your now they call me queen they call me m of your call me queen they call
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they call me queen They Call Me Mommy I'll be the captain
you guys like that hold onone ask me to share the link what's up Nikki there you go enjoy that link is pinned yeah I'm looking for my pipe I have I have a pipe to smoke out of where did it go where did it go
okay I don't know where went I might have to go get some beers later tonight but I'm happy to chat with people I've just been on for an hour where is my found it okay you guys are wome I still have another half a beer left so you guys are
good for a little bit but it's only 7 and uh they gonna get a couple more drinks I think try to pin the link too for you guys so to hang out okay how are you guys tonight thank you for talking to
me guys are love fun the guy the guy was cool I mean it's like but you know I've had people come on and they're like oh I don't want to talk about religion I don't want talk it's like basically I'm here to talk about science oh hold on one second
guys he I do have I did get 1400 subscribers by the way I I I just got it I just got 1400 subscribers my I just need to do this real
quick hold on second I'll P it
off okay guys yeah if anyone wants to turn come on you're welcome on anyone wants to say something in the chat I got a lot of resin resin in this pipe it looks like a lot of resin they have enough to drink and to uh smoke tonight but yeah last night I did
underwork stream it was it it embarrass no Sig come on back too like I don't know what happened to Sig Sig left after showing me the Dorito on his head just fix hold there we go that's better look good
see what do I have enough for like a tonight I have enough for uhuh I do okayy come on up with the panel guys oh yeah I do five six okay seven enough for my uh my beer and cigar
tonight I have hold on yeah I do yep 2 I do 16 yep do what's up Megs how are you how are you good to see you good to see all you guys and thank you for coming and supporting the channel yeah if you missed the underwear stream last night it was it was exciting
it it was it was a little maybe a little bit embar I I don't have I'm not ashamed you know I'm I'm a I'm kind of exhibitionist a little bit but you know it's not for everybody not for everybody but I had fun and I apologize if I was too much for anybody last night it was fun it was a fun night though I'll just smoke this one like like
this where's my where did my lighter go I got the link pin I don't think I have link pined yet let me show link Pinn I got it pins there we go I might come back again too I think I'll come
back back again tonight if I uh if I can uh I'll take a shower and then I'll I'll I'll get a couple beers and I'll get a couple more cigars and I'll be good till tomorrow morning I got enough for everything I need
tonight I need to get matches too lighter's done my lighter's done uh
oh last thing how are you guys though let me know in the chat how you are I'll do I'll do a reading for anybody that wants to tonight I'll chat about anything I want to it is interesting chat I mean we had MC Nemesis in here MC Nemesis means enemy right it's ancient Greek there's a goddess Nemesis the goddess of Revenge and retribution of that kind of thing so I don't expect him to be friendly you know um we also had a really other cool guy
pretty cool so my mind moves a little too fast for him right does that mean I'm smart no it doesn't mean I'm smart it means my my my brain goes everywhere at once you know but I go where I want to go sometimes I'll be emotional sometimes I'll be very logical sometimes I'll be um go from a
prank call to Al Lisa Jordon to a fairy tale to a tarot reading to open having a debate just everything everything is going wild but that's why I love the show it's like you never know where where it's going to go what to
expect every having a great night great to see you mag unfortunately I'm out of running out of lighter fluid and my uh cigars are getting low but still early I still a little bit beer left happy to chat with you
guys yep hi hi hi hi everybody thank you for being here thank you for supporting my channel I get Shadow ban I know people will will say things that are not appropriate for the algorithm not that I don't care what anybody says you can say whatever word you want to
say basic I'm very for freedom of speech I'm a Libertarian but some people like I know how the algorithm Works kind of specifically know what to say to trigger it and just try to hurt the channel and stuff I'm not I'm not about hurting the
channel the Channel's my baby I I don't have kids I have a channel and I have cats so guys something sad happened today I got a call from my mom and my Aunt Terry Aunt Terry has always been a little bit of a controversial figure in
my family you know she was a lesbian and uh not that was that was not the controversial part but uh she but she uh you know she was a little bit of a my mom said she was was kind of a lost soul personality but my Aunt Terry passed
away and she's my mom's little sister and uh and she was always a a cool aunt a fun Aunt you know she really loved loved us all when my grandfather died several years ago she kind of just went on a downward
spiral but um yeah she passed away and it's very sad it's very sad um and yeah thank you Jamie yeah um that was my mom's last remaining sibling my father's um siblings all passed away my father passed yeah so
it's like I I don't have any ants or uncles anymore you know I have no ants or uncles I have to remember we have to remember we all passed away got oh cats are fighting outside uh oh cats are fighting outside remember that uh we appreciate the people are here I wish I had talked to her more I
wish I had given her a call on holidays and stuff like that kind of kind of slipped my mind um you know once they're gone you can't you can't do anything you you can talk to them in your mind you can talk to them in your dreams and things like that thank you Jamie yeah it's like a it's sad um I know my mom loved her
sister no matter what you know know but you know it's sad always sad losing a family member um but I pray for her and I hope that you know she was a religious person she she was a you know Christian Rec recovering alcoholic Christian you know she uh thank you
Jamie yes she was she was she was she was a really nice lady she she loved she loved her nieces and nephews little like my mom said a little bit of lost soul lost soul a little bit maybe I'm a little bit of a lost soul too you know but uh yeah I want to say prayers for
her um okay at hour five minut Love Is Love yeah and we love our we love I love my family members and you know I I don't have any judgment on them I uh I love them un it's called unconditional love right it's like love it you want to say hi Rudy Rudy hears the meowing outside Rudy he Rudy it's
not safe outside you have to stay inside right I don't want Rudy to go outside he he hasn't seen the cat door yet I don't want him to figure it out is I don't want Ry to get out and get lost Ry come here he's he's at A T right I'll show you Rudy Rudy looky Rudy hold
on I'm glowing yeah there's Rudy right there look at Rudy hey Rudy hey rude come on Rude Boy come Rude Boy there he is I'm glowing thank you thank you Tom hope I look pretty good I didn't have a
really e
be good I want to thank all my mods tonight I want to thank the guests the panel even if they weren't that respectful it's an interesting show right I like to have I like to have an interesting show you saw Rudy yeah Jamie saw Rudy yeah no judging yeah I'm I'm a total n I've been judged so many times by by so many people that
you know gay people especially gay people are very judged by Society right and so we're used to judgment but we're ALS also like advocates for non-judgment yeah you saw Rudy we're going back to the bedroom but I'll finish off this beer and I'll hang out for another 10 minutes or something but chat's being very quiet
tonight it's very it's early oh cats what's up what's up let me be frank with you how are how are you good to see you I don't know if you guys saw my underwear stream last night you know I I also I watched this guy named uh name named Ray his name is LAN Lei L me n Lei I think he's a really cute guy he always
streams in his underwear he's like usually underwear he has he is a he's not embarrassed and so I was like I I think you inspire me I streamed to my underwear last night but I'm sorry if I ped any of my guests last night they all they all disappeared from my chat you know and so um my panel when I I started sh my
underwear but you know maybe maybe I need to work out a little bit more right I'm drinking Mike's Harder Lemonade right now the Mike's Harder Lemonade pretty
good you were did I offend you at all I'm sorry if I did yesterday I started drinking a little bit too early and then I was uh did some other guy came on my panel and underwear and I then I got my underwear but you know but it's fine for a guy right right well
it's f for a woman too as long as she keeps her top on right I did not okay yeah it was a little bit while I did not I did not okay you did not see my underwear so I'm not that I'm not that embarrassed but hopefully that hopefully I'll be forgiven by the other people but uh it was fun it was fun I'm not I'm not
shy I think it's a I'm one of the more unique tarot streamers I don't think many tarot most tarot streamers just will do T I'll do some tarot but then I'll like uh I'll do a lot of other things like I said Benny Blanco one of my big Inspirations you know trient what's up
Justin how are you good to see you guys trient IRL Lisa Jordana IRL um you know Saint 10 those are all ip2 people basically um and then that's I kind of come I'm not ip2 I'm kind of in that Universe a little
bit and then also I'm in the the black sector the beef sector the mo 3 sector the um I'll go anywhere I'll go to any any panel I'll go to hostile panels I'll go to I'll go to non-hostile panels I'll go to people that are not used to tarot people that are used to tarot and then I'll do readings for everybody that wants one
and I like to meet everybody I like to also introduce people to each other have different people from different worlds meet each other it's always fun it's really cool being able to be a connector of people and to uh hey what's up Infinity how are you infinity welcome good to see you awesome to see you thank you for coming
tonight yeah and if if you want a reading I I got you a reading tonight if not you're fine but yeah I uh but I I I really want to thank Benny like Benny like so Benny like um when I started my channel was promoting my Channel or he helped me promote my channel he like I would say can you help me get 50 subscribers and I
he help me get up to 30 subscribers I think and I got few I got a few other people helping me but then like I think Benny got sick of me because last night I was like Benny can I have a shout out he's like i' he's like I've already plugged your channel plenty of times Psy awakens but he plugged my channel by saying that but um we do have people from Benny's chat Benny's a really cool guy by the way yeah he's a really cool
guy I I don't I don't I don't expect him promote me I think I'm getting big enough where it's like yeah what's up guys really good to see you infinity thank you infinity also um for always supporting clumsy Clairvoyance and things like that it's awesome to see you there I I know I know you really like her and uh I'm really happy to to introduce people to new
channels I know really great people Emma Leviathan and uh D deep oceans D woo metalheads tarot um Benny Blanco Trident IR well I mean I can I can list channels and channels and channels right um but I want to support these channels and Chona Adventures Vlog by the way Chona is in the Philippines and she's
helped me more than anybody else um get subscribers like real subscribers and so I am doing really well my channel 1400 subscribers I'll be 1500 subscribers soon wow I have active chat a lot of people in the chat always talking you know it's a little chat's a
little bit quiet tonight Sabrina's Benny um Sabrina's Benny I'm not 100% sure I I know that there's another Benny Blanco he's like a music producer Sabrina's Benny is it Benny is his name is Benny Brad sear Brad you'll find him and uh he he does you know live streams from his
house and stuff like that he's a really cool dude he's a really cool dude you know and I want to yeah I just want to shout out all the if you guys especially mods Infinity if you if you don't mind my I'll mod you I just it's not you to you don't do anything or anything all you like is the people to check out each other's channels tell me to unmod you if you don't want to be a mod
but I have if any would like a reading okay you would vity I got you okay where's my cards I pleasure to do a reading for you by the way you hear V than if you want to reading to Frank let me
know just shuffle my cards a little bit get my other cards come on okay I got my cards going she would I'm not sure she would you would you like on Frank yeah oh yeah you guys know let me be
frank okay I do okay I'll get my card after Frank okay let's go Frank I got one two I got another card for you okay here we go Frank okay so Frank I have a quick three card reading for you okay first you have the Ace of Pentacles right here Ace of
Pentacles that's like um like a little something from above like a little hand little um little gift from God to support you in this material world little a little bit of money coming from somewhere there's a really nice little fence in Garden right there but there's a hand coming from above handing you something right and so there's some money coming in for
you okay Pentacles are always that's the material Material World money but also I see we have this uh this is the um four of cups four of cups can indicate some boredom and you have because you have all these really good things going right there all these like happiness things right there you're a little bit bored with with whatever you have though so there's the also another hand look
there's a hand from the Divine Right There the God is helping you out right here God is God is handing you things trying to get you to get you back back energized okay and so also we have this uh this is like the uh eight of Pentacles you're always bored you're always bored yeah that's boredom but there's something new going to come
something new that's going to make you happy and also this is a this guy's working hard and look at all these Pentacles building up right there so also building up your wealth and I think you're going to be inspired to start something new right and uh and you're work you're going be working hard it and you've already worked hard I see all these Pentacles already there so you've already like been building something
you're working on something so hope you like that okay Jamie do you know that guy do you know him I I hope you guys are all getting along I hope I hope everyone uh Everyone likes each other and you know let's get past our differences oh you you were what panel
were you on with me what panel you thought it was funny okay good thank you I appreciate that and you know Jamie okay that's funny what's funny is that I always like go on panels and then I'll always see somebody in chat you're trying to stay safe okay well he's he's been respectful of my chat and that was a good reading I hope you liked that reading for him yeah we want to keep it
um friendly safe here okay geosam and pixie okay think I'm remembering
you're welcome hope that resonated for you infinity wants what next I got you infinity for Infinity okay Infinity okay for Infinity what do I have for
you infinity please come through for Infinity okay Infinity I got you okay so Infinity yeah you have to talk to me in private um Jamie about that I'm not sure okay Infinity you have the hangman okay the hangman is like you've in the past feeling stuck like you feel you can't move about something feeling like you're
helpless about something but also you have this Enlightenment see that he has this beautiful the sun halo around him also learn something he has his hands behind his back I like to think he has a knife behind his back because he's right there Tied by his by his shoe he's like reaching his back pocket CU he he can cut himself down and so you're about to release yourself from this um either stagnancy or feeling stuck on something
you also receive this Enlightenment about it also oh wow okay um you probably also been feeling um left out in the cold about something you door right You' been feeling left out of something because I think behind that door you will find
the T of Pentacles which is like a lot of um wealth happiness somebody will meet there maybe in a church I'm not 100% sure it could be a church it could be some some place you've been feeling left out of that's going to let you in if you knock on the door there's a lot of generational wealth there also we have this king of cups in the in the future the king of Cups this guy very in
control of his emotions very emotional at the same time right and also he's holding these cffs he's holding a lot of emotional um fulfillment and happiness and very has built up a lot of stuff right okay and so maybe this is a man in your future maybe this is you maybe with this King energy right there but yeah we have this
king of Cups and he has also these beautiful flowers on his crown right really beautiful and beautiful blue robe nice shoes and uh is this guy you been waiting for might be a water sign so look out for that Infinity I hope you like that what do I think about the order of discordia so you're talking
about the Discord Discord discordia the goddess ays um the the discordians right the order of discordia well discordia is chaos right but out of chaos comes order and so you know it's famous apple right the famous
Apple you like that Infinity okay good so yeah um the goddess of Discord well God Discord also brings order because she'll she'll create chaos and then there'll be an order formed out of that okay we have a guest tonight let's say hi yeah I think I'll just wrap it up tonight by talking to MC Nemesis one more
time MC Nemesis I know I know I understand you're you're you're trollish okay I'll let you back on I'll wrap it up with you tonight can you be respectful and have a calm conversation if not I'll just end the show when when whenever you get upset and take off okay what
upset about I'm not upset at all but I don't I'm saying I I like I'm trying to have a respectful panel without screaming Without accusing people of being um heartless and things like that I like dude I like you I like you okay I like I like you on the show but then you get to a point where you start screaming and it gets into arguing yeah okay you
um RC Carol baby yes I understand but you understand that you okay if someone trolls me I'm going to defend myself stop okay you're the host I don't have power to regulate these people you do not me right but you're you're being the biggest troll because that person was
completely respectful to me that person was yeah he was completely respectful you're you don't even listen to what he says he talks about me you let him up here then he talks some more calls me a southern inbred and then when I defend myself by calling him something then I'm the bad guy what is wrong with no you were screaming you were screaming at him and and also like and I I didn't
agree with like this he he was making a point that it's like he's like oh if I if I say there's a stereotype about southern people being no I have video evidence of what I was talking about video
evidence about Indian eating cow D that's what they do believe in it they it has health benefits for them this person came up here and to make an unrelated by saying that rednecks or or what you said yourself me I don't even know what might
be heal benefits um yeah can you be frank yes you can what's up Frank hello hello good to see you welcome to the show thank you nice to see you yeah MC Nemesis are you g to be calm and or or should I'm about to I'm going to leave probably within the next 20
minutes but I want to talk be calm I mean what do you mean calm I am calm okay you're calm I'm say I'm saying this what the do you expect to me when the host allows the trolls to troll me and then I troll back and then I'm not allowed to troll back my trolls too far oh whenever I troll them back it's too far you are
you are but I have to say that don't say that allowed to say whatever the to me okay yeah okay thank you for coming MC Nemesis thank you and we'll talk some other time okay I just want to talk to Frank because I have to go soon I want to talk to Frank for a minute what's up what's up dude how are you I'm doing good thank you for asking yeah awesome how'd you find my
channel oh you you said you were in other panel with me was in a panel with you yesterday oh yesterday okay was it a British guys panel yeah yeah okay so I yeah I remember you okay good yeah BS here there some one saying okay yeah whatever Aaron you know whatever you want to say but yeah um can
I be frank with you I'm really thankful that you came to my my chat and like are are willing willing to have a chat with me and like I don't know if you know Jamie or something I don't know what's going on there but it you know I think panel panel only ones Yeah Yeah well yeah I'm on a lot of panels too and you know sometimes I go
to hostile panels and sometimes I go to Friendly panels and sometimes I turn the Hostile people to Friendly people sometimes I'm taking I'm taking a not as seriously on some panels but I'm really happy that you came and said hello tonight um is there anything you want to talk about tonight because I think you'll be my final guest on the show tonight and uh we'll do another
reading um Infinity if that person wants one but um the okay so the panels I speak of these are it's called open panels on YouTube and so it's live just like this is a panel right now where I'm having a panel with my friend here there's other panels on YouTube where there's a lot of people that that that come come up and talk say go ahead and say um ask your question or say
whatever you want to say I'll do a reading for you or just we can have a chat whatever you want to do oh you already did a reading for me buddy thank I did okay good yeah yeah so how did you uh how how did you get into like an entire tarot thing by the way I'm not whatsoever but I'm just curious on uh
why you got into it why did I get into it well okay so I'll tell the story when I was like probably eight eight years old we had a church Carnival and there was a ter reader there and she said you'll somay you'll be a famous tarot reader or someday you'll be doing tarot readings and helping people you know and then I my parents were always like um you know a lot of parents will say oh
you know that's that's evil that's that's like you know but my parents were not very religious and so they were very accepting and so my mom would my mom let me get a Tarot deck when I was 8 years old and then I read from my mom and she would and then I would read from the book and stuff like that she'd be like she'd be like learn she's like learn how to not use the book like when I was little I was I was doing ter reading from the book she like she's like you
need to learn all the learn everything so you don't need to use the book like she she wanted me to be whatever I was she wanted me to be the best of it right she wanted me to do do the best and uh and so I was always interested in that and they would always my parents even when I was into like Satanism Anton La Church of Satan and stuff like that she would for Christmas she would buy me books on the Church of Satan and stuff
like so it's like she just wanted me to be the best no matter what what I was interested no matter what I was interested in she wanted me to be the best at it right yeah someone say not spiritual might expanding on that so you're not spiritual are you religious or or not or spiritual or or not not either or atheist both I'm atheist you're atheist okay well it's fine to be
atheist and uh you know I'm not going to I was very atheistic especially the CH Church of Satan is very atheistic because it's basically saying oh there's no God or Satan we're we're basically Human animals and some are better than the others right but at a certain point in my life I got to a point where I had spiritual experiences and I I saw magic
and I saw there's a higher something pulling me to do better in life some something because I think atheism can quickly deescalate into nihilism where life is meaningless we're here we're gone there's nothing there right and it's like and I feel like there is something there there's something there's a
purpose to life there's like a there's a magic to life that is trying to um that is trying to bring us higher we and we have the free will right and you you can say Free Will is like either human human granted or god- granted I think there's more of a god- granted Free Will where God says you do you have free will you you have the will to do the higher or
the lower right but go ahead and tell us about um where you are in that do you feel like a hire something pulling you up or you think it's all well to be honest I don't have any disrespect for uh for anybody that is spiritual or having religion because
obviously there is that's that therefore reason um well I don't know I guess I just don't think about it a lot I don't feel like how we're power is calling me I just do my own thing and just don't think too much about it well and and I also I agree with also humanistic approach I'm very into human beings um
human beings have our own our own we we make our own systems we make our we make our own thing and it's like maybe Spirit can spirituality the higher or lower can feel empty to us and stuff like that we can be focused it's just but it's like kind of like the devil card to me where it's like you
believe what you see is what you get I'm saying is like I was like that for a long time I'm saying that there's some kind of higher power or something or and even even lower power talking to me too that is that is telling me there's a reason for this life there's a re like we're
here on Earth to learn lessons for our soul to grow if it's like if if it wasn't why would there be a life in the first place like just the fact that there's life you can say life and love is the higher power that the that we grow is being born a child is a child
Bor being born a blessing yes because that child is like this infinite Consciousness right diploma is asking me a question in chat is the child being born a blessing yeah well ask any parent that L their children yeah ask any parent that loves their children the child is a thing okay and even if the child the child is bad and so you know
parents can go so far and and in trying to make the child a better person but ultimately they want the the baby bird to fly and be able to fly on its own right there there's something that wouldn't necessarily say that see some some people can't get babies and some people can and you know it's just
a I would say blessing is far reaching because that has already a religious touch to it to blessed with something I would say that it's it's just normal biology isn't it normal biology but then it's like that's all are are humans different than animals are humans a little
bit more able animals you were talking about though you can talk about humans compared to any animal because human beings are basically if you want to like be in the humanistic thing human beings are the highest animals but I also think human beings have like this touch of the Divine and them where we can actually not not just be by our by our nature we
can like we can change our nature in a away right yeah because well fair enough if you want to bring it that way with normal biology well if everything works right then it should function that way but not with everybody it functions that way the same thing that a lion can have
can birth a deceased lionist you know so just saying we're on top of the food chain but it doesn't make us interfere to other animals it's just because we have a subconscious and free will but I guess animal all have free will right so we're not we're not we're not Superior to like an an ape in the jungle we're not Superior to like a a germ we're not
because that's a life form too in its own own way its own ecosystem do we have can we have the ability to like reason to have logic to have uh a feeling of connection to the spiritual Source I mean these are these are questions that you have to consider I'm not saying it's right I'm right or wrong we could we could it could all be it could it could be nistic world right
and we're just making it up so so we don't feel so bad about it but I feel there's a there's we have a free will in this world to Aspire to like change ourselves to Aspire to evolve even if you don't believe in evolution or not that that is a humanistic thing but I think that there there's something more
to the world than just we're we're here just to like exist I think we're here to learn and we're here to improve ask this why do you feel that we need to label oursel as more inferior than other other animals I mean do you think that's fair I mean maybe a monkey doesn't feel the same way as us
being inferior or a li is the king of the jungle you know so I don't get why we necessarily need to explain everything with for example no we don't but we we don't but does the lion question why why it's why it does what it does like you know and it's like you know or any animal any other animal you
can even consider a human being animal does any other um kind of animal did they question it or they just naturally like that and are we just naturally like that can't they they can't make decisions and can we make decisions they canion no but but that's I think they're they are just naturally do what they do like cat will naturally like Chase a
mouse like it's just a cat's nature right it's like and and it sees a out it's like you cannot like tell a cat don't chase the mouse right um human being can say oh this is another life I want to protect like the human beings are the only ones that decide to be vegans and vegetarians and that kind of thing right so we do have this a
reasoning and a logic about it may maybe it's just maybe that's just us being a human being but but I think you know if there was there's a creation there's a Creator I believe you know it's like I don't think everything just came from nothing even if it did come from nothing there's something there there's like an order to the chaos like we wouldn't just
be like think about how order think about how your world is like not just spinning around and everything's going crazy there's all these at you know all these atoms and molecules are we in fact Superior well that's why we're the king of the animals that's why Adam was considered the King of the animals that person's asking yeah so maybe we're just highly evolved monkeys right but we have
powers the other animals don't have is there is there another creature on earth that's that that has more of the reasoning power more of the than a human being no I don't think so even Coco the gorilla Coco the gorilla had empathy for the for the kitten and stuff like you know Coco the gorilla story yeah so even Coco the gorilla had
has empathy for the kitten and stuff like that and it has like this higher the love for like small thing it's not just like gonna tear apart the kitten and stuff what's up Cara but I'm saying I'm saying there's it's like if it goes into atheism it's just it basically it always devolves into like annihilism where it's like nothing is nothing
nothing has any meeting we're just here we die we we're here to and we're here to to eat and to to kill and destroy right people people can think that right I think we can be here to love other people we can be here to help we can be here to to to um to protect people we can can hear we're here to learn there
there's lessons we came to learn and all I know is that I've I've experienced enough to feel that there's something more to life than just meaninglessness and it's like we're born we die right let me put it different then then if I would have something to believe then I would be more
esoteric love knowledge yeah you love knowledge so I got more an esoteric belief so but maybe that's more of a agnostic where it's like because atheism says atheism atheists will say there is no God okay agnostics will say I don't know what's going on I don't know what's I I have a
maybe there's something going on maybe there's not I'm not sure agnostics will say I know something's going I know that there's a higher thing and so that's like the the different variations of that and uh but yeah you want to be cuz we have we can't we can decide to Aspire to be higher we we can we have a free will right we can decide I want to kill people I want I want to destroy I want
to just kill and destroy we can say I want to love and help other we have that Free Will that's basically almost what God really wanted in my opinion like God God really wanted us to make the better choice and to see that there's something more see the magic and the beauty in the world rather than oh this is just a
random random um collection of molecules came together and we're all it's all just it's all just like a meaningless random random soup right I think there's like some order to it and if there's an order there's a higher intelligence that work right just to even have us be designed human beings are designed we
have hands we have this these hands with five fingers or we can like grip an apple and eat the apple and stuff like that we can CL you know we have the animalistic part of us but we also have a this Divine part of us and so maybe we're both and not not not trying to debate or something like that about it but uh do I think God is the father of
the Titan okay go ahead go ahead do you think you were say saying about nature and his Beauty uh what about if somebody has a Botanical Garden in their backyard doesn't make them God well that but having a garden and stuff like that I mean to have a garden you have to tend the garden you have to you have to you have to plant seeds you
have to water the seeds you have to keep watering the seeds you have to pick the fruit you have to prepare the fruit like Carl Sean even Carl Sean who's a very like you know um very naturalist philosophy about the you know the very almost atheistic there he says in order to make an apple pie you have to first create the universe and so if there's if
there's a Creator there's some there's something more there right I just to think about just like calling yourself atheist because atheist basically means there is no God that's basically say I don't believe in fairies right it's like it's like I don't believe the magic of the world everything is just like random collection of atoms coming together
randomly for no reason there's no purpose to it there's nothing we can learn we're just here to eat and die and then there's nothing after there's nothing before right so that is not necessarily something I believe in do I know if there's a guy with a beard up there I do not know but I think it's
a I think we give ourself a little less credit to have an understanding that a spiritual being is up there without us having that you know the power might have been within ourselves within our natural S I don't think necessarily that needs to be illegal before
that but is is it like The Simpsons where on the they have the God and the God has like the five fingers the Simpsons all have four fingers by the way but the God has the five fingers right and the and the Simpsons is like you know is it's like they they uh even Homer Simpsons see the got it's like the bearded figure that there right
and it's like uh that's the correct vision of God I think I think of God is like God was like all one at one point it was like all it was like infinite possibilities and it was all one it was like being one human being and if you're just one human being alone or if you're just one God all alone you're like you get bored
you're like I want to experience something more I want to see what else is out there right and so so God like split himself into like a billion pieces and all the stars in the galaxy and all the stars have like all these planets around them right and uh and it's basically God wanted to experience everything and so instead of just being
one he's to a million pieces and became everything right and so there's other ways to look at it too but I think it's it's always good to think about these things or to consider that maybe we don't know everything maybe maybe we're just like
one small like little speck on the shoe Sho of God or whatever you call him and exctly yeah and the pl by the way history is also written by the Victor so that doesn't mean any yeah well history is written by The Victors and also history history yeah history I think is like a a big fiction
a lot of a lot of the time history is just basically you're right written by The Victors and it's uh very fanciful and it's like a it's like a story too and it's like but maybe like the victors are writing the history like they want it to be and like how how it they want it to sound and stuff like that maybe it's not like that you have to always
question question reality question you're told you're taught where where do they teach his to they teach they teach you to the school children right te so indoctrinated into this belief system and philosophy right exactly I mean as long as everybody's happy with themselves then it's fine right I mean you don't do not
necessarily need believe in a defined being as long if you're just yourself that is the most important thing but I also believe in like not um having not having a um a will to hurt others but a will to love others because I really believe ultimately God is a form of love
or God is love and stuff like that and so AR archaeological evidence really where I never never see I never seen an ancient uh an ancient body with the title this is made by God right well you know but it's like
well but also the human beings are also all the same or all different we have this different kind of mind but we're all the same blueprint basically um and so but if if uh if there's a creation if if they those because human beings can create right we can create creations and we can have our own children and stuff like that but it's like where do we come
from like do we just like appear it's like just randomly appear with these like the five fingers and the right or and with this brain and with this logic and this higher this will to love his ability to control all animals too right exactly see Thea let me let me say
something and I don't want to be want to be disrespectful but I bet that you don't win a lot of arguments become you come you come off really really aggresses you know just because I don't believe doesn't mean that I'm a bad person and you you seem like the kind of individual that wants to force religion
upon people just because you say so what you say is a clear and blatant lie there is no archaeological evidence of a God whatsoever if you want to have that context sure go ahead but stop forcing on that people just because you have that contextualization there's also there but there's also yeah I like how you said that and that's a good argument for that
person but I want to say there's a belief in God and God requires faith it doesn't science require the same faith and same belief in science like but not Al but not science is proven me exactly exactly it's like it's like not God is not pro you can't really prove there's a God you can't really prove their science it's these are all like man-made
Concepts and so we almost like we're almost like doged ourselves being able to consider these things being able to the thing is many people try to control other people in a negative way by like with these beliefs systems and scientific systems and everything maybe maybe none of them are true we have but we do have
something is is of Lifestyle doesn't mean that you know things can work different ways and they can be in sync or they can't have the meaning for the for the same reason I mean you have different religions we have uh Zeus for example we have uh we
have Odin you name it and then uh we have the Greek gods for example and they technically mean all the same thing they are in different countries but they all the same thing and that is the analogy that I'm trying to make it doesn't matter as long as people are having something they can believe believe in as a guidance system to the way that they want to have their moral compass or the
way that they want to treat people then let them right okay but look at the Greek system okay the Greek the Greek gods and there's the equivalent Greek gods in every religion right Zeus the they have the goddess of love they have the goddess of the god of they have the different names for these psychological Concepts right and so we have all these
things but then in the Old Testament we have this God of War right and he's a God that would kill people it was like a very jealous God and things like that and then Jesus came along and said no God is love God is like it's something different than that so even the Bible is very conflicting in what who God is and what God is maybe God is both things
maybe he's none maybe God is just a word we use for something else but I'm saying there's something more than meaninglessness to this life that I think the point of life is to we have the ability to like choose the high the higher path of Love rather than choose a
path of like hate and destruction maybe both are necessary on this world maybe maybe we're mixture of both on this world but we have the right to choose and I think there's more love in the world and there is hate in the world other otherwise we would have destroyed the world we have killed each other all off long ago but there's something more to it than just
meaninglessness okay see that's the thing see a lot of people have experience and that is a lot of times uh the argument and a religion versus non-religion argument because people have their own Epiphany see apparently I didn't have mine yet so I don't know if there's a a god up there and to be honest I'm not too much
concerned about it as all yeah and you don't have to be but it's like but it's like um just like the devil card are you going to be concerned with just the Earthly matters are you just just like everything is like if you kill something it's meaningless if like you know there's no there's no Karma there's no there's no um you know and that's and Karma is also like a a
scientific law too because it's like it's a law of cause and effect basically where it's like there are certain causes and there's effect to the cause well isn't that isn't that a cause and effect with a spiritual touch well yeah so you can look at it both ways you can look at science like
that's what if you heard of ala Crowley T Lima was about um merging the religion and the science together and so was about doing experiments and finding out for yourself it's like I don't think you I don't think people are born religious I think were taught either religion or we're taught what to believe and things like that I believe that everyone can
have their own connection to the Creator and it's like in it's it's but I think the part of the Creator is in all of us and just like God can create human beings can create like you know if you see that way then it makes sense right right and and even if it makes sense that maybe that's just us making sense to ourselves and everything but do do other animals have the power
to do that right does the other animals have the power to like think I want to create photography I want to create art i w to appreciate Beauty I wna I want to I want to love every species it's like we can and we can uh we have the power to decide this for ourselves that's why human beings are like the most powerful
creatures in the universe basically besides just the highest God or because we we have the ability to to choose we have the Free Will and the Free Will is like and also the to Aspire to the higher to the lower because animals don't think I want to Aspire to like a higher species you know human be only human beings are doing this right don't you think that's an unfair comparison
though because we can't look into the the mind of a monkey for example and see if it has a free will or not or Consciousness right well Coco the gorilla um you know new sign language and and can communicate and and that's like but also like the apes are like the closest to the humans maybe we're just like a very highly evolved ape we have
the other part of our brain that the that no other animal has everyone has a Maman complex we have we have the neoc complex which is the God complex and so very interesting stuff to think about right it's a good debate and also I W to appre I want to thank you also because you're you you you are very logical
you're very logical but logic is not everything L there's also emotion and we mix the logic and emotion together and we have the higher higher logic towards love it is like it can be a very um different experience for us right all things that free will all things that free will but
anime will a a lionist that's hungry trying to trying to protect your Cubs you have the free will not to go attack the hyena that's imposing on our Cubs right no it's like a natural instinct so we have to mix a natural instinct and the and the higher will right see and it's an interesting argument to make so I totally get where
you're coming from because you're trying to explore reasons why we are here but that is also knowledge isn't it and it's also esoteric it is and it's also basically I think all we can all we can Reas get to in this life is like being agnostic saying we don't know we really don't know but we
can come to our own realizations and come to like our own inner knowing we can have our own because just basically being able to think like does the animal really have ability to think does that no or do they just just being the animal right they're just doing their big deal going based on their Instinct based on their you know maybe they have some some
higher thought some of the higher animals and stuff like that is it a pyramid system of animals and stuff like that and we're at the tops are we all are we just or where's any other animal there see that is what we believe as well I mean you make an excellent point and that we claim we already Claim by ourselves uh that we're on this P
pyramid or right top of the evolutionary chain or the top of the food chain but what if other animals see themselves as on top of the food chain I mean I can't I can't talk wolf I don't know how he feels like right but is there any other is is even if man is an animal is there any any other animal that has the most power
like we we can any other animal make like meat factories and and decide what what animal to and dies right or or is the human being basically in charge of the world I think my die I want I'm
gon I think we lost
him exactly Cara
so your basing Warfare that we hold the upper hand all right
all right I'm going to hop off here
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Episode 584 of the 'Cult of Psyche' podcast features a chaotic open panel livestream with various guests, tarot readings, and adult themes, all while maintaining an edgy party atmosphere.
