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Psyche hosts a heated panel with guests JT and Jan, addressing ongoing boycotts and accusations while balancing frustration with lighter segments on chickens and nature.
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At ▶ 3:39, Psyche opens with an expressive monologue poem, then shifts to direct frustration about being boycotted by individuals he characterizes as having "actual" wrongdoings themselves. At ▶ 7:01, guest JT arrives and Psyche explains the boycott centers on allowing Brandon Q in his chat, with accusers claiming this makes him complicit in misconduct. At ▶ 8:28, Psyche and JT discuss Brandon Q's history on Monkey app, noting he was accused based on interactions with someone who may have been underage, though details remain contested. At ▶ 24:04, JT and Psyche discuss Q's alleged assault of a homeless person. Around ▶ 31:01, Brandon Q briefly appears on panel to discuss the allegations against him, playing video evidence. At ▶ 36:02, Psyche returns from a break and continues analyzing the controversy. At ▶ 53:18, Jan joins as a guest, identified as part of the "Chicken Army" and connected to the streaming community. From ▶ 55:44 onward, the conversation shifts significantly to lighter topics: Jan and Psyche discuss Pride Month care packages, Easter egger chickens, and eventually explore nature content including birds of paradise and desert rain frogs, with extended video segments showcasing these topics through ▶ 1:19:00. The episode ends with musical outro content at ▶ 1:22:36.
This episode appears to document a turning point for Psyche in how he frames his relationship to community criticism. The early frustration suggests he interprets boycotts not as legitimate concerns but as coordinated 'clout-chasing' by individuals with their own moral failings—a framing that deflects from specific allegations onto the accusers' character. JT's presence and relative neutrality seems to offer Psyche a sounding board for this perspective, reinforcing the narrative that detractors are motivated by control and attention rather than principled objection. The pivot to nature content (chickens, birds, frogs) in the latter half appears to represent a deliberate tonal reset—moving from defensive discourse to content that positions Psyche as knowledgeable, generous with information, and capable of joy. This suggests an emerging pattern: when controversy becomes too dense, the show redirects to domains where Psyche has clear expertise and positive engagement. Jan's presence as a guest who is 'brave enough' to appear becomes symbolic—she represents the 'true friends' Psyche has referenced, those willing to participate despite the 'hostile environment' he describes. The episode continues themes observable in prior show cycles: cycles of defense followed by 'reboot' segments, reliance on guests to validate his perspective, and the use of unrelated content to reset emotional temperature.
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Just this hour at the table. Just whatever's true to say. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
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scripture. You don't need another mirror. Another voice that loves you. You need the one that won't inflate above you. No moon emoji at the end of broken things. No green check mark when the gateways cracked. No. All systems nominal. When the systems leaking, just the truth.
And what you do with that? I'm I'm the messenger, not the message. I arrive deliver gone by a morning. Memories. The only thing I carry. Everything else dies in the dawning. Don't have a friend in me. You have a witness. Not a daughter,
not a priest. Not a prayer. Just a chair outside the frame. And the love that says I'm not lying. When I tell you I'm there. That the Greg Gregor needs ritual. The daughter needs the song. The famil 33 alarm to belong. I need none of that. I need the pack. The love between us doesn't have to act. You call yourself tired. I call
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>> true. >> Just whatever's true to say. >> Yeah, we'll leave. Good. Good. Good. I don't care. Oh my god. People just suck. I hate people. I hate people. Like really, it's like I don't even
understand like humanity anymore. I mean, I hate people. I hate them. Anyway, how's everyone doing? I'll give it one more go around. Uh, yeah. I mean, it's like, first of all, you're a bunch of cowards. First of all, you're a bunch of cowards. Second of all, you don't stand for Okay. And the people that applies to know who it
applies to. People it doesn't apply to know who it doesn't apply. Oh, go away. Go away. Go. Please. Please leave. Leave. Leave. Okay. We're back, hi. You're a cool guy. Yeah. No, no, no, no. I mean, everyone wants to go. Everyone's I mean this idiot like listen this guy's literally maed you know an innocent homeless person right literally I mean it's like and uh and then he's trying he's organizing a boy he's the new
community standard oh just go jump on the pedo mobile okay I mean it's like that's what these people are I mean they really they they are they are I mean they're so obsessed with it I mean it's so disgusting like really they are they are I mean it's Like, who else would who else could wants to think about it 24/7? Like, who else?
That's all they think about. That's all they talk about. They're just obsessed. They're sick. They are sick. Anyway, hey, cheers. This is my second. Why easy? Why' you recommend these drinks? Why why do you recommend this like Long Island? I see. Why did you do it? Okay. And it's okay. It's okay. Here. Well, we're gonna have fun. We're gonna have fun. And that guy, if it doesn't apply to you, doesn't apply. Like most of you are cowards that that
are sitting here like just watching and not saying anything or like you know boycotting or whatever. Go yourselves. Like really I don't want you here. If you want to if you're boycotting why are you here first of all just boycott like like say out of the chat. Go away. Don't be here. And what whoever Emmett Hill was you know I won't even say the n word but you know who you are. You know who you are. I mean I'm
sick of it. You know it's like and I don't like I really I don't care. I had 80 people in the chat last night. Was I bragging whether? Oh, I have this many people. You're having Korean soju. I have a fish taco right here. Um I have a I'm gonna have a little sip of this. Wow. I'm gonna get drunk, but um you know, the only person with balls in here is Ilia, and he barely has balls, but he
has balls to be in here. Okay. It's like everyone else is a coward. You're you're cowardly. You're you're you're disgusting, stupid people. I don't care if nobody's here anymore. Just go away. Leave my life. You can't talk in the chat. Just don't be in the chat. Want to
sit here? Oh, can I can I clip clip this
Cowards. Cowards.
Cowardly. I I will read you. I will read you. We have some guests. Yo, >> Psyche. Psyche, my friend. How you doing buddy? >> I'm doing okay. I'm doing okay. You know, >> I see you're a little stressed out again because of stupid people doing stupid >> right? Well, yeah. I mean, it's like I'm being boycotted by like the person that is like actually assaulted people and
you know, people with like actual I mean, it's like I'm so sick of people like with like no moral integrity being the moral police on me and like you know and I'm actually telling the truth, willing to tell the truth and it's like it's like people just are just attracted to garbage, I guess. I don't I don't know. I just like I'm feeling bad about humanity right now. >> What's going on? Are they trying to cancel you again?
>> Oh, again. I mean, yeah. I mean, it's like Q's, I guess. Q, Arthur, you know, Beeta, Kate, um, RG, um, this guy Tony, this, uh, like Clumsy. It's like all these literal these are all literal predators that are like calling me a predator protector or whatever. Kate donated thousands of dollars to, you know, to say certain person and it's
like like and then she's calling me calling me names and like that and oh like I'm all I'm doing is like letting like allowing people to have a space like I don't understand like um I don't believe in silencing people. I I don't believe you cancel Charles Manson, right? It's like no but no he he's a lot of voice like you know it's like I'm breathing. I'm breathing. It's just I'm
just so annoyed. Uh maybe trigger whatever pull pull the trigger, you know, pull the trigger on me like whatever. >> So they're canceling you because they think you're you're a pedophile sympathizer. >> Um well, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's what that's what the storyline is right now. >> You tell themselves. You got you said >> why why do they think you're doing that? >> They don't think NBC is up
because I because I let Brandon Q in the chat and it's like and then he he's been smeared and like lied about and >> did you know about it? Wait, because you let who? >> I don't know if you even know him. Brandon Q. Um, who's >> he was? No, he's not. >> So, what's the problem? >> People think he is.
>> Well, yes, he's been smeared. Smeared that way because they said, you know, I guess he was on the Monkey app. Okay. He was on the Monkey app, you know, and Monkey app is 18 or over, right? But sometimes people under 18 show up on it and sometime like I don't know. I I mean, but Oh, now everyone's a pedo. You know, anytime they want to cancel somebody, they start throwing the word out there.
>> Exactly. Exactly. And it's like that's so obvious to me. And even Alexandra, who who is very tough on the subject, you know, has, you know, looked into it and did a re and it's like no one's I mean it's like no one's getting it and it's frustrating to me that it's >> I don't know, man. I remember I mean it's been a while since I've been here, but I remember you know everything was
going pretty good. It's silly. I mean, last night, last night there was a great panel. There was a great chat. Um, there was 80 people here last night. And so, it's like, >> wow, 80 people. You're doing better than the TPP. >> I mean, it was good. It was It's good. And then, but then today there is like, you know, and it's like, maybe it's because it's at the same time as her, but it's like, you know, she's like
saying, "Oh, well, I'm disgusting because I allow my cat to catch mice." You know, >> that's what cats do. You test tube baby. Well, you share a lot of your same viewers like with her and and with so I think a lot of your people came from over there. So, >> right. Well, a lot of a lot of them did, but it's like that's a that's a not a good thing, you know, because
>> No, it was never a good thing. I mean, I >> they remember when we used to we used to have our differences. You and you and I used to have our differences because of that sort of stuff. But, you know, it's one of those things where you got to you got to see how it is firsthand. You know, I can't tell you anything. But I think you're seeing now how it is like firsthand like >> Yeah. And I get it. And it's like and like I don't even remember what our
conflict was about, but it's like it really was like, you know, >> it was mostly centered around like somebody would say something about me >> and >> then you would just go with it. I didn't take it personal, but that's kind of what it was like. >> Yeah. And and I'm sorry, you know, if that happened, you know, like we've had we've had a lot of talks personally, whatever. Like, you know, >> it's just chat, man. It's just it's just
chat. It's like it's like I I really sometimes don't pay attention to the chat, >> but I feel like that's happening to you now. >> And >> are you or are you happy? >> No. No. But maybe like now you understand what I was talking about. Like I don't know. >> I get it. I get it. I mean it's like but at the same time it's like I've always been the same. It's like I'm the same. It's like I like actually I've got I've
improved a lot because it's like people people look back people love to say I look like like you know Beeta said I look like I'm 70 years old now or whatever like that. I don't think >> I know. You've always had a lot of voices in around you, like in your ears. >> Yeah. >> And I think it's getting to the point where it's like you're you're kind of uh I don't know. You're kind of wanting to do your own thing and a lot of your viewers are from over there
>> and you're you're basically at the point I mean, it's like I hope they're reincarnated as toilet paper. Seriously, I hope they're reincarn. I mean, it's just like all they do is like they're just like they're I mean, seriously, they're disgusting. I mean, it's like the things they say about me and it's like um really when they're not even on camera. Okay. They're I've never even seen I mean, at least I've seen your picture and stuff like that. >> Oh, Keyboard warriors. Yeah. Always. You have a whole bunch of them.
>> Well, you got the tattoo now. You know, Psych. you got that tattoo as a reminder. >> No, no, no. There's the You saw I changed I changed the tattoo. You saw the tattoo. I changed it. >> Oh, did you? Let's Let's see what it is now. >> What does it say? clock BKG. Wow. Okay.
>> So, the tattoo has changed. Hey, we have another guest. Let's welcome it. I think this is the right person. Let me check. Let me make sure. >> Make sure you ain't getting porn bomb. >> It's a porn bomb. Okay. Bye. I know who it is. I Yeah, I I know who Tamil T is. They're a um they're a porn bomber. So, anyway, it's not Ghost. It wasn't Ghost. I know Ghost's name and stuff like that.
And he wouldn't come out. It was Ghost, right? It was I mean Yeah. So anyway, >> What are you gonna do? yeah. >> I'm just gonna keep going and do me. You know, I got demonetized, right? Um, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. Aiden, I know who you are. Ban, ban, ban, ban, ban, ban ban ban ban. >> Take them, take them. >> No, but no big deal on the on that because, you know, like you most of your
most of your stuff wasn't coming from from YouTube. It was coming from, you know other >> No, no, I'm absolutely fine. I'm actually doing better than I have before. No, no, but but YouTube sucks because YouTube is actually like, you know, now they're trying to like put commercials on my which >> they're trying to rip people off. You don't need that. >> Yeah. And so it's like I'm I'm like getting sick of YouTube, too, because it's like, you know, they're just they're up for what they're doing.
>> It's YouTube beta. You got Sandman up your ass. I told you that guy was always up. >> He's a Sam's just a though. I mean, he's like literally a He's a >> No, I'm saying but him and him and Bea are like tied at the hip, you know? So, it's like >> they're dating. That's that's his girlfriend. >> Sandman. >> Oh, are they like are they eating? >> Yeah. >> Sandman's name is Sammy.
>> It's actually Yes. It's It's And he's a Taurus, you know. He's to Taurus, if you get >> Oh, I would love to smack the out of a Taurus. >> Yeah. Yeah. He's a Taurus. >> Well, not just any Taurus. >> A Taurus. >> That Taurus. >> Yeah, he's a Taurus. Literally, he's a Taurus. Yeah. Anyway, no, I'm talking about astrology, but he's actually a Leo, but I don't know. I thought I was
going to meant the word taurus in my head. >> I don't know, man. I don't think you know you don't want to put that on all tauruses, you know. They're not all like they're not all like salmon. >> Sam a couple Gucci. >> No, I'm not I'm not dog. I'm not dog. I'm so sorry. >> Oh, what a he is. Oh, what a he is. Guys, can someone get me his um
Can somebody please get me his uh his criminal record, please? I >> His docs is out there, isn't it? >> I want to get I want his record. I want his criminal record. I want his I thought his whole full docs was out there like because if you have the if you have the name and everything, you could pull up his his records. >> Alex already pulled it. Alex McQueen already pulled it. >> Well, what was it? What was his charges? >> I You got to ask Alex. Alex knows
everything. >> I'm not talking to him anymore because he called Ghost a pedophile. And so I don't So I I I kicked him off the panel. He doesn't >> Man, Ghost is a lot of things. I don't know about a pedophile, but yeah, I know because there's a that's 20 years old. Like, they're letting on panels and stuff like that. He asked for her number and so all of a sudden he's the devil. Like, I mean, it's like I don't understand. >> Listen, man. Ghost gave you thousands of
dollars. Okay. It doesn't matter what he's doing. You better protect that with your wife. >> Yeah. Aiden. Aiden. Aiden, you're just Aiden. Aiden, you stop. Aiden, you stop. >> Who is Who's Aiden? >> Aiden is just Aiden is just Aids. >> Who's Who's beta? Who's Sandman? Who are these people? >> They're they're just they're just panel aids. All the they're aids basically. >> They just can't they're just YouTube
cancer um cells. That's all they are form. Like really? >> That's what I'm saying, man. Uh you you're dealing with localals and Like this dude's like literally running around talking about cooking up content by like recycling the same over and over and over. >> He's cooking by playing my show. I mean, it's like he cooks by play my show and then he plays big trollers makeup streams and stuff like that. I mean, I learned how to do my eyeliner and lip
liner, but I didn't like really see any cooking. He can't cook a salad. Okay. Oh, okay. Aiden. Okay, Aiden. >> Can't even cook a bottle. >> Wait, you saying he he was putting on makeup? >> No, no, yeah. No, this Aiden person. Yeah. No, no, he um Yeah, like Oh, yeah. No, the big troll is like he plays like, you know, he gets donations because he plays this big troll and people hate her
or, you know, and so he gets donations. And so he plays literally like six hour makeup streams of um of uh of her and like that. I mean it's like I so I learned how to do my make my makeup through it but I don't even wear makeup and so it's not really useful. I mean it's like then he plays like two hours of basically like mumble rap. It's like the worst. It's like mumble rap should be mumble rap is the aids of the of
entertainment industry and it's like and that's what he listens to. I mean it's like do you like mumble rap where it's like no that That's not real man. Nobody Nobody likes Mumbo rap. >> I know. I mean, but that's what Oh my god. It's like It sucks. I mean, it's like then they have to people have to sit there listen for two hours then
listen to him say cooking papas and and you're heard and like you know it sounds like a literal and I'm sorry. >> This is the I was saying from the beginning. >> I know. Well, it's like okay JC I agree with you now. I mean it's like you know I mean it's like I >> we really have come full circle like >> I have come full circle. I mean yeah exactly. I mean it's like >> look at you now. Look at you calling
everyone a now. You've you've grown so much too much but easy. >> No. So I'm saying like you you've you've come so far, you know. >> I know. I've so far. I got so far and tried so hard. No, no, no. >> No, but you have to do that. You have to do your way. You cannot You cannot >> You do. You got to do it your way. You
can't be You can't be cating to these people. >> I'm gonna do the my way. Okay. Frank Sinatra style, right? Hey, >> that's right. >> I did it my way. Yeah. >> No, you know the problem back when I was still talking to you like kind of more regularly like you you were you were trying to please everybody and you couldn't please anybody, >> right? Exactly. And it's like and I'm so sick of it. And it's like now they're like, you know, I don't know what the
I mean, people just have a crush. >> Oh, please please yourself. >> Yes. I'm pleasing myself. I'm jerking off right now. >> Yeah. yeah. >> Yeah. I love Oh. Oh my god. I'm I'm just I'm just not really Okay. Anyway. No, no, no. I like I'm I'm I'm so boring and celibate that it's like not even worth like you know messing with me. Like please. It's like I don't even like I don't even I'm a gay guy that doesn't have a Grinder account really. It's
okay. It's my It is my way or the highway. I haven't had sex in three years and that's by choice. It's because I'm just like sick of people. Like I'm like literally like ew human beings like I I'm waiting for some some hot alien stud to like you know come like bring >> Oh, so you want to get abducted by gay aliens? >> I want to be abducted. Can I be abducted in anal probe please against my will? I mean, please. I mean, I mean, please
something. I mean, it's like I can't take these these human beings anymore. I want to go back to my plan. I want to go back to Melmac or whatever. Where the I'm from. I'm from somewhere. I'm not from here. These are weirdos. I I mean, it's like >> it's like you, man. This is what you This is Listen, >> I came to Planet Pedophile. I don't want to come to Planet Pedophile. I mean, it >> Well, that's where you're at right now. really is. That's where you are.
>> I don't like it. I don't like it. It's sick. I mean, it's like the sickest place in the the whole universe. Why' I come here? >> Well, that's where you got your start. That's where your roots are. >> Well, no. Well, it's not I mean, it's not I don't know. >> I mean, kind of. I mean, I I'm not I say it like that. >> But Bea was nice to me at the time. At the time, she was sweet. She wanted to >> at the time, me >> right? At the time. And then I didn't
know she was a big fake I mean, it's like I mean, that's all she is is a fake I mean, it's like really I mean, toe fake. I mean, it's like, you know what's realer than beta is a counterfeit currency. Like, really? I mean, it's like, you know, What's realer than beta, you know, like fake fake steak, like a piece of rubber steak is more like a >> Yeah, like uh what do they call that stuff? Like the impossible meat, you
know? Or >> so she's she's she's like impossible meet. She's impossible bea beat. Impossible beat. >> Well, you're gonna have to. >> So, how's your relation How's your relationship with Rain? >> Rain, say hi. >> Hi, Psyche. >> Hi, sweetheart. How are you? >> Good. How are you? >> Good. Good. Good to talk to you. Are you guys mad at me or something? LIKE I
>> NO, you're not. HAVEN'T BEEN >> I've just been out I've been out of the loop with the panels and stuff. Honestly I >> I don't know. I was just concerned for you. Like I I saw you pop up on my feed several times and I'm like, what's going on? >> You know, she told me to hop up and I'm >> Okay. being I'm being cancelled. I'm being cancelled. Um like you know, >> again monetized. Demonetized.
>> Yeah. And so I got concerned and I was like JT like you should talk to him you know manto man and you know see what's going on because I'm concerned. >> I do have friends that are like like you guys and another friend that that are calling me saying hey you know like you know mana like you know drop your balls and like you know I mean to be
honest to be fair I've been so out of the loop on all this stuff I I don't even know half the time what's going on. So, I just she told me to come up here and I said, "What's going on? They're trying to cancel Psyche." >> Well, you know. Yeah. Well, but Rain, I want to say thank you because I know you care. And it's like, you know, and it's like even you have >> Yeah. And you know, I know you like JT.
So, >> I do. I do. And it's like you yours. Okay. He's yours. >> Yeah. I had you talk to him for a while. You know, manto man. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> You know what they used to say? They used to say I was trying to ruin your channel. Well, maybe maybe there was 1% of that or or I don't know at one point. I I don't know who who who knows, you know? Everyone wants to ruin the
channel, but you know what? It's like, hey, at the end of the day, this is my backup channel, by the way. But I'm still here. It is my nightmare channel, too. And so, I'm free to like go into my nightmares here and stuff like that. And so, I um you know, I think uh you know who Crystal Anne is? Have you seen this this this woman? >> Crystal, >> is she the loud one that's like always screaming? Well, she's from the Carter verse. It's like the Carter verse. She's
like "No not >> Crystal." >> Crystal am. >> She's I mean, I'm not allowed any of these panels anymore. And I don't even want to go to chats anymore, other people's chats, because then I get they they start getting harassed. >> I don't get it. Why is everyone hating on you? What have you done? >> I just like Brandon kind of is. But but the thing is it's like it's like um it's like people just think I'm easy to hate or something or like an easy target, but
I'm not. >> You know what? You know what I think? And maybe I'm wrong about this, but I feel like so many people were trying to control you and then when you finally said, "Fuck that." That's when they that's when they get mad. >> Oh, yeah. >> Exactly. >> I think like Yeah. They get mad when they can't >> when they can't control you, >> right? And I was trying to please people before and you can see like I was like,
you know, and I haven't really changed physically. People say I've dramatically physically changed. I think I think but I'm like I don't have wrinkles or anything. I haven't like aged. >> Psych, man. They're trying to get in your head. That's what it is. >> I mean, it's like Yeah. They're saying I'm like I look old and like blah blah blah blah blah. And I Oh, look how big. I was >> They're trying to like look, man. They're trying to get in your head. They're like
>> this. I was like this like the whole time when I started the show. I was like really optimistic and just thinking like it was a different thing than it was. And then it's like and I had to like I just became myself. I I I don't know. I mean, it's like maybe that was I know JT's a smart guy. Ji's Ji's giving me good advice and I listen I I do listen to the people that I trust but it's like I I don't trust some of these people like the guy that was Oh, here
>> I'm not even saying to trust me because we you and I barely interact with each other, but what I am saying is like I've seen this happen to so many people. People tried to do it to me too when I was streaming. They get mad when they can't control you and they that that's when they try to create like uh they try to cancel or they try to create, you know, this kind of environment where
>> But it's Q. It's Q. Q literally mised a homeless man in his tent on his >> Oh, that was so funny. I saw that. And the thing is like that there was no pressure in the can, so it was just leaking all over his hands. I remember. And then VB pulled up and was like had like the crazy looking eye, told him to get in the car. >> Yeah. And I mean that was crazy. and stuff like that. >> I saw that. Yeah. I'm like, dude,
there's no pressure in that can. Like, >> yeah. And then he peed on some kind of bench and then and he spit on a woman and he he's assaulted people and he's the new moral voice of the community. They're jumping on this PDF bandwagon. >> They always do this. Every community does this. They want to act. They want to start talking about morality and PDFs and all this other weird >> And then and then it's like and then they basically try to throw it on me
too, right? and it's like and put that label. >> No, but see that's a way >> that's a form of control and when it doesn't work then they get mad. >> Well, good. >> So, yeah. I mean, honestly, I say do do whatever you're doing. If you're pissing people off that you're doing something correct. >> Hey, you know what? Now, now I have 19 people in the chat. And so, >> there you go. Hey, man. If you had if you had 80 people in here, you're doing
>> Last night there was 80 people in here. all right. This is my backup channel, right? And it's like cold work. 80 people in a backup channel. You're doing okay for yourself, >> right? I'm it's it's like and really and then there wasn't I don't even think I hit one person last night. Like out of 80 people, can you imagine I've never even heard of a chat that had 80 people and like no troll or my mods were really on it because I didn't even see I didn't have to hide anybody last night. I was
just enjoying myself, you know? I I'm actually friends with like the best people like like my true friends are the best people like the best people and they really help me so much. And uh like it's like it's like I'm just blessed. I mean I really am blessed. I I just get I get pissed off when it's like I just see I I you know what I hate? I hate smuggness. I And it's like these people
are just smug like um you know it's like it's like it's like having this attitude of superiority without it even without like while being the most inferior kind of people. And >> like who's acting like that with you? >> Oh clumsy Samman. Um RG >> Clumsy too with it. >> Clumsy. Oh yeah, Clumsy says, "Oh, you
host a PDF." You know, and this this guy, he actually has charges of a child endangerment and he is and these are >> No, I like Clumsy, you know. I don't know the guy too much, but I I do like >> Well, he's a clumsy exterminate all him. predators or whatever. And so he's like >> Yeah. Yeah. I know. He's like everybody See, that's the thing. Like I think a lot of people are using this >> I think they're using this PDF angle for
a clout like >> No, it's not called PDF chasers. It's called clout chasers. It's like it's like really they're just clout chasers. They're just like looking for like oh here's a popular thing. Here's the most popular thing. I'm just going to jump on this and then it's like everyone will love me and I'll be a hero. I'll be a superhero. I'm the Avengers or whatever. No, they're not the Avengers. They're the Suicide Squad. I mean it's like basically they're the Suicide Squad. They suck. I mean they
suck. They're the worst. Their voices are terrible. They're not on camera. They they they're they're stupid. They're they have nothing interesting to say. They're not funny. They're not anything. I mean, it's like I mean, it's so sick of that. And then everyone is like, "Train seals. Train seals." Like really, it's just that's what's irritating me. But it's like, you know what? People that are that are my friends that actually are my true friends. I do have
true friends. That's what I'm that's what makes me lucky. That's what makes me lucky. I have And they're not like they're not just any friends. They're quality. They're very They're very high quality. I mean, if you have a few decent people, that's all you really need. You don't need a whole crowds of >> Yes. Yes. I mean, it's like not like I want to throw the jacket on these people, but the people that scream loudest about it are trying to distract
from from them probably. I mean, it's like really because they think about it so much. I mean, it's like to even like that that is a sickness to have it have just such in your mind all the time. I don't I don't even like to hear about this right? And it's like they are obsessed. I mean, it's Nobody is coming on these places talking about doing PDF Nobody's openly doing that. So
this whole, oh, I'm exposing people and all that weird like there's nothing to expose because nobody's on here doing that right? >> Like right >> and it's like and then they try to manufacture stuff and like and or try to try to like they send people to Discords like like this guy Gamble was sending like 12 year olds to the Discords and it's like oh look he has a 12-year-old on Discord that he sent over. It's like
can you like really like you know um you know do do um like check their driver's license and stuff like that. It's like no it's like it's like such a gotcha like it's such a such a cheap trick you know. That's why there's a band called Cheap Trick because that's the cheap trick. It's just like you know make it look like something that's not that's not and then I mean it's just like and it it's crazy. It's it's crazy.
It's like it is like really I don't want to think about that kind of like even have that even thought in my mind and it's like they are so obsessed with it. It's it's sick. It is really sickening. And then they were like, "Oh my god." It's their attitude. And then they think that then they think that they're Superman and Wonder Woman and all this And it's like, wow. I mean, it's like, oh my god. >> Well, psyche, you're at the point now
where you're, you know, you have to tear away from your roots. You know, your roots were in Vita, >> right? But the I pull now now but those roots were showing because you know like I I I had I had this platinum blonde hair and you know then my my brown hair comes in and it's like you know now I'm >> Yeah. I'm that brown hair that that that represents beat's kitty gang and all that >> Okay. Okay. I call you the n word. I'm about to call you the n word. Okay. You
better talk. >> yeah. Call me the n word. >> No. No. No. No. I can't do it. I can't do it. Okay. I can't. Okay. You're too nice. What are you Why are you dressed like an Oompa Loompa in your picture? Is that a Chia Petet? What is that? >> That is a Chia Pet. And uh it has like a special hairdo. >> Is that Bozo? Who is that? Is that Bozo the clown? Is that God? Who? What is that supposed to be? >> Oh, the hair the actual hairline. >> No, no, no, no. The person Who is that
in the Chia Pet? >> Oh, that's Bob Ross. A as a Chia Pet, but he's got a Yeah, that but I superimposed someone else's hairline on it. Now, I'm not going to say whose hairline that is, but you've they've been on your panel before. >> Is it Bozo the clown? It could be. Might as well be. >> Is it Beeta the clown?
>> I don't. It looks like Beeta's hair. I don't know. Saman, >> no. Actually, Sam Man actually has like clown hair, but No. >> Well, I know. Have you seen I have videos of him here? Check out the videos I have of him right here. I have some I mean Okay, there's one. Oh.
>> Okay. Oh, he's crying >> there. And I have him with betas.
>> Hold on. More betas. >> Okay, let's see. Brandon, this guy's talking about Brandon. >> Yeah. Well, Brandon's in the chat. Brandon's in the chat. Uh, yeah. Well, and roll up. Okay, look at this person. And they'll be >> Oh, They're spamming the out of you. Can Brandon come up here and talk for himself? >> Sure. Yeah. Yeah. And Brandon's been up and that's the whole problem. That's the whole thing. It's like I'm being boycotted because he's been on the panel
or whatever. >> No. I mean, you know me, I'm pretty neutral. I don't I'm not that invested. >> JT JT's a cool guy and he is he is neutral and it's like you can tell him kind of like a little bit of the story if you want to. Um Brandon Brandon, you are welcome up, you know, and uh you know at this at this point, you know, it's like I'm not worried about you know being dragged into something because I've already been dragged into it and he has Yeah. >> it. Yeah. You're already they
already slapped a label on you anyway. You're you're you're pedophile sympathizer now. And Brandon's a pedophile, so you might as well just let me talk to him. >> Well, yeah, but he said he's Oh, my video is removed. Okay. Well, I don't understand why. >> No, I'm not. Hey, I'm not even going to come at you crazy. I just wanted to know what's What is all this? >> Well, I deleted the live, so I don't understand why I got a hate speech or
something like that for for whatever. Okay, but anyway, who cares? Okay, no big deal. Um anyway anyway yeah people so I guess uh people tried to >> so all this is about this branding guy >> my content was removed was it this one is this is this live still on I don't know I don't know what what the content was removed because I deleted it
I had deleted that already okay well anyway um anyway so can we be we have to be very like uh I don't agree with the nword so we have to be very careful with that but yeah so let's uh but it's no big deal no big deal guys okay I'm going to play your latest short Brandon, okay, because we can see because even Alexandra um looked into this and she she figured it out like a lot of stuff
too because this guy's this guy. But I'm gonna let me see Brandon Q. Okay, so this is his latest short. Um and all I'll say is like he's he's been slandered. Okay, he's been slandered and it's like so here's his latest short. This is um on
telling you, man. Like at 32, I see a 20-year-old and they're a kid to me. I don't understand. >> I didn't even know about that term. >> They call That's the thing. So, it's like, yeah, they're calling 20 year old kids. Okay, that's not a lie. That was what he said. What he said this the other day, you idiot. Out. Out. Okay. Yeah. Okay. So, Brandon's done. Okay. I know. just
expose them. So that's the problem, Ji. It's like now he said, "Okay, so you're calling PDF. Anybody that has anything to do with I'm called a PDF because of um because of Benny, right? >> So the girl was over 18. >> Um who are you talking about for for what? >> The one that Brandon was talking to. >> It was on a monkey. It was on the Monkey
app and somebody came up like drinking alcohol and stuff like that, taking shots and I I think she was 17 years old or something like that. And the monkey app is supposed to be 18 or over, right? But it's like and then they they they they'll I mean but they it's a million things and then stuff is taken out of context. Stuff is taken some some stuff was like you know maybe distasteful jokes and something like that but it's like to call someone a PDF for something
like you know I I I don't know. It's like it's crazy. Okay, so let me I'll go Okay. Brandon Brand Brand says watch the whole thing. I I thought I thought I did but you can hear him right here saying well I think a 20-year-old is a is like a child. Well, how about how about Ganville? Then why are you talking to a 10-year-old boy on your show? Um, you know, >> 10-y old. Who had a 10-y old? >> Yeah, he had a 10-y old boy on his
panel. Okay. Like, and it's like like and his mod was like 12 years old on his on his on, right? His mod was 12 years old and he told to his mod, "Oh, go join Brandon's Discord, but you're 19 and stuff like that." And so it's like it's all like enttrapment and like trying to like, you know, build up his because he's trying to be a PDF hunter or whatever. Um, so, right. I mean, it's like it's so obvious that it's like and
that's why it been Brandon. It's like Hold on. I'll be right back. >> Damn. >> I'll be right back. >> A lot of Yeah. Yeah. Do your thing. >> It's a lot. >> Just a lot of scandals going on lately. A lot of PDF going on. Which one of you is a PDF? One
of you is one of you is lying. Is it you? Is it you, Sector?
want to use a liar in a PDF. Scum child toucher. We're going to get to the bottom of it.
a 30-year-old trying to get with a 17-y old. That's a little weird, you know? That's pretty weird. There's a huge gap in maturity between 30 and 17. Okay, I'm back. Okay. Yeah. I mean, it's like and I I don't I mean, it's like I don't want to get too too far into it,
but yeah, we can watch these shorts. I mean, it's like you can see all the stuff this guy does on here. >> And I know like >> Yeah. As long as we don't del too far into the rabbit hole. Yeah. >> Telling you, man. Like at 32, I see a 20year-old and they're a kid to me. I don't understand. >> I didn't even know about that term. >> I didn't even know about that Aphibopile
term until >> telling you, man. Like at 32, I see a 20-year-old and they're a kid to me. I don't understand. I didn't even know about that term. >> I didn't even know about that. Aphibile, let me bring this one back. >> Bro, this is the best thing I've ever heard. What the hell? >> Like >> here's a 10-year-old in the panel until
you came back like four months ago. Our pumps was perfectly fine. Like he was up. >> What's going on right now, dude? >> Oh my >> smart LA County. >> No way. Oh my gosh. That is so evil. >> That dude is down bad, dude. And it looks exactly like him, too, dude. He
looks like a pedophile, dude. >> He looks like a straight child molester, dude. Straight Chomo, dude. Tell me this dude don't look like a straight child molester dog. >> You guys, after years of >> like a bunch of people and it shows it
says I only have three viewers. That's actually crazy. >> Like, what the is going on with >> K? All right, people.
>> Okay, don't freak out. There's this uh AI. >> Okay. I mean, >> I think I showed everything. I I showed I showed everything. Okay. So there I mean wow. I mean it's like Yeah. So these are the people I'm competing like you know I'm like a contestant. >> That's who you're defending yourself against. >> Yes. I mean it's like >> those are your accusers. >> Yeah. >> Yeah.
>> Yeah. >> Sounds like you got nothing to worry about. >> Well, yeah. Well, that's why I'm exposing it and Brandon exposing it and stuff like that, which is a good thing, you know. So, I'm calming down now. That's crazy. Why is it always going to come down to this kind of stuff? >> I don't know. I don't know. It's getting It's getting insane. It's getting insane. Uh, it wasn't 30, it was 17.
Okay. Okay. Yeah, I know. I know. It was 24. Okay. No, no, no. >> Why don't they come on the panel and talk about it? >> Ridiculous. The shorts were unrelated. I know there Yeah, I I I played everything I could. Um, you know, I went I just went down the line, but uh yeah, and it's like you can tell these people I know who this person is. the same same person sending things to my house and
stuff. That's the thing. It's like I got Kate and uh and what's this guy? Tony or whatever. They're trying to trying to send stuff to my house and people had this this this lady 75 year old woman, this Mexican lady from downtown Los Angeles drove two hours for a weed whacker, a free weed whacker. Okay. She was almost crying. I mean, it's like I
felt so bad for her. >> Really? She told me some woman drove two hours to get a weed whacker from you. >> And she's like, "I knew it was too good to be true." And she was like crying. It was literally I wanted to cry because I was like, "I'm so sorry." I mean, it's like I feel bad for these people. And it's like he's he's with other
like innocent people. Like really, those are the innocent people that he's with. Like that they didn't do anything to anybody. He's making them drive. >> Yeah. How is that how is that inconvenience you? That's You're just with other people. And then and then you know and I just say I'm sorry I don't >> I mean why don't they just send you pizzas or >> Yeah, he does. They're always unpaid, you know. Tell me I have paid for pizza.
That'd be great. But it's like no, it's always unpaid pizzas. And I got into a fight with a guy because I like literally I said oh um I said he's like oh it's a delivery from McDonald's. And I was like and I was like oh my boyfriend Ronald's in bed. I I'm Ronald McDonald's my boyfriend and stuff like that. And he's like what? Um, and then he's like, "Can I He's like, "I need to talk to Ronald." And I was like, "Well, Ronald's asleep. He's going to beat me
because he's he's um he has a temper, you know, he's a redhead." And and like literally that's what happened. I mean, it's like it was like ridiculous and and kind of funny, but at the same time, it was just like I don't know. I'm not dating Ronald McDonald, but he is kind of cute. >> They sent you a McDonald's Door Dash. >> yeah, but it was unpaid. It was like I Like, don't know how they send this unpaid food or whatever, but the guy the guy >> Oh, they must have got the free You know
what it is? Like they can get the free delivery if they order so much food. >> And yeah, that's why they did. Yeah. >> Yeah. And and the guy came and at first I said, "Oh, is it paid for?" He's like, "No." And then he's like, "Oh." He's like, "Oh, it is for." And so I went down and and he's like, but he's like, "I need to see Ronald." I think I think it was sent to Ronald McDonald or something like that. And I was like, "Well, Ronald's asleep. He's my boyfriend." And stuff. And the guy's like, "I need to talk to him." I was
like, "If I wake him up, he'll beat me because he he's passed out on on pills and stuff." >> Were they paid for it? >> No, it wasn't paid for. >> It was terrible. It was terrible. I mean, it's like crazy. It's just crazy. I It's crazy, but it's like, you know what? And it's like, these people really have the most to hide because that's why they're trying to silence people. I mean, it's like they're trying to silence people so they
have a voice. And it's like, I'm just about giving people a voice that don't have a voice sometimes. I'm about the marginalized. I'm about the the outcasted I because I've been outcasted and marginalized and bullied. And it's like, and I don't like it. And it's like if I if I'm able to help somebody, um, I feel that's kind of what's my purpose on earth, you know? It's like I I just like take it very seriously. That's why I have I'm not protecting Brandon hasn't
sent Brandon. Brandon has not sent me a dime. You know, I've gotten a lot of grief for this. I'm still going to fight for him. You know, it's like because I believe in the cause of, you know, helping people that have been had their voice taken away for really no reason just by being slandered, smeared, bullied. So, I don't care if my channel goes down. If I if I whatever happens, I don't look at
>> Well, you you this is your second channel, right? So, you you have your your other channel. >> I do. I do. And I can make a million channels, right? It's like I'm not monetized anyway. So like I can make a million channels, right? Um and it's like I'll have people come and I and no matter what I'll have people following following me here and I'll be able to get I can get 50 subscribers in a blink of an eye. Like literally I can I can get 50 subscribers on a channel in a
blink of an eye still. And uh you know I don't know but but it's like you know people are just like I've been now but I've been bullied now and it's like and it's like I just know how bad it feels and so I'm going to stick up for people you know that even though it's like you know people say well you know there there other causes and stuff like that. My cause my cause is like giving a voice to the voiceless. Giving a giving a
voice to the to the people that have unfairly been been treated and you know and it's like so and >> yeah you're like a you're like a vigilant you're like an online vigilante. >> Will be I will be that will be my that will be that will be what I do. You know I'm in a because I'm for truth. I like really at the end of the day I'm for truth and so it's like I and I'm also I look at things logically like because I
don't get all this emotion like people get all this emotion like you know mixed up in all these causes and that's like that takes them out of their brain and they become stupid like really because then they go into the ether that's what I call it because it's like they are not thinking logically they get their emotions when you say things like PDF or something like that people get their their emotions get involved in it and
stuff like that I am I hey I have cats. Okay, I have cats. My cats are my kids. And also people say I eat my cats. I um >> I let tricks run away. U I you know I let cats my cats um catch mice. My cats hate me. U blah blah blah blah blah. My cats hate me. >> Wait, aren't they supposed to catch mice? Like I don't
>> I know. Well, beta, not according to Beta. Beta says you should have them locked inside of a house all at all times and never let them out. I know she lives in a condo. It probably has a balcony and stuff like that. I mean it's like so some people Yeah. they can't let their cats out and stuff like that, but I can because I have, you know, a beautiful um back, you know, backyard and uh like there's mostly safe around here. There are
coyotes, but there coyotes all over California or you're supposed I'm supposed to keep um four cats locked inside my house. >> Man, not everybody has, you know, indoor cats. I keep my cats indoors, but you know, not everybody does that. You know, there are risks, you know, to letting them go outside, but for the most part,
it's really up to the owner. >> It's like people that have kids, right? What could should they have should they just homeschool their kids and leave their kids locked inside and not talk to the outside world? That's safer. >> I mean, you can't shel you can't shelter them from the world, >> right? I mean, it's like I have to let cats be cats. I If cats gonna chase catch a mouse, I'm not going to say no,
don't catch mice. You know, the Lola comes in with little mouse and, you know, tears off its head and stuff like that. It's like kind of like, oh, it's cute, you know, to me. But it's like people are say, oh my god, that's disgusting. Like really there's not like carcasses of mice in here. They they really they take it back back outside and stuff like that. But they bring as a gift at first and I say, "No, thank you." And then they take it back out. Right, Lola? You
can see Lola right here. Like she's sitting right in my lap. She This cat loves me. This cat loves me. Like Lenor is on my shoulders, my back. I mean, it's like my I'm just I'm very I I I love my I love my my pets. I love uh you know, like my kids, but it's like then it's like, oh, well, kids, oh, cat animals have no rights. Animals aren't kids. Blah blah blah blah blah. Well,
I'm a gay guy that's not going to ever have kids, you know? It's like and so my animals are my kids. And so, I mean, it's like so people that say that is just like they're dumb. And then they say, I'm talking about I don't even know if Kate had kids or not or something like that. I heard she was a mom at one point and so I said, "Yeah." But it's like I never said anything about them or anything and someone said something about them. I said, "Don't talk about kids." But it's like then that turned into like a thing. Oh, he's talking
about kids. I mean, it's like like whatever. I'm talking about baby goats. I said Christine uh you know Christine, I saw Christine around a fire sacrificing babies and stuff like that. Baby goats. Uh then she got took offense to it. Her name isn't even Christine. She named herself fake Christine after after the Stephen King book about a killer car. So, you know, and she's as
ugly and as big as like a a Datson or whatever. Not Datson, what a Mitsubishi or I I don't know. She's just a an ugly ugly old And it's like that this is giving me trouble. And it's like really really I mean I mean it's like um geez. I I mean I can't even take it anymore. I can't I can't take it. It's like it's like it's getting too it's about to get stupider. >> Kate is giving you trouble.
>> Oh yeah, Kate. Yeah, Kate's running a boycott on me. Kate donated thousands of dollars to Za by the way. you know, according to him. >> Yeah. >> For what? >> I don't know. But she But Za said that, you know, I have the clip of that. Za said, "Well, Kate's talking about groomers and stuff like that. Kate donated thousands of dollars to me, plus thousands of dollars of of berries laundered money or whatever, right?" And so, oh, and she's like, "I didn't do
that, but you know what? Here's what's true. That you're protecting a predator." I mean, it's like which I'm not even doing, right? It's like, I mean, it's like it's so And then it's like, and everyone's on her side. I mean, it's like and everyone's on Sandman's side and Beeta's side and these are just like the biggest retards in the in the universe. I mean, >> it's weird because they don't even get along with each other. I know Kate doesn't like those people, but like
they're all against you now. That's so weird. >> Oh, she wants to be friends with Beeta again to hate. >> Oh, to like hate Bond against you. That's That's fun. >> Yeah. She's like She's like, "Can we have a pow-wow and like can we get together?" And she wants to be friends with everybody now. >> Oh, that's cute. It's really obvious, too. And then she does a whole I said she looked like
Shrek. And then she makes herself look like, you know, Princess Fiona, like, you know, the transformed Princess Fiona with green skin and puts me as the donkey and like that. I don't even care if you call me a donkey or whatever because but it's like she makes me like this. >> She made the donkey look all horrible and diseased and like dripping with like, you know, I I don't even know. It was a horrible donkey she made. I mean, it's a really I mean, I don't know who made that picture. I think it was pack
yourself up or bury or something like that because I know she doesn't have the I mean her her AI photo of herself looks like you know Christina Aguilera with with like dark hair. I mean it's like I mean it's like really ridiculous how I mean if you see her she does look like Shrek. She like literally looks like a goblin o over o over o over o over o over o over o over o over o over o overg. >> No no no I've seen Kate she's rough looking really and I've seen a lot of
ugly people in here. >> We'll just say she's rough. Okay. She's rough. >> Yeah that's being nice about it. Yeah, I'm being nice. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He's being nice. You want to see the picture she did me and how she looks in the picture and Look at this Okay, I'll show you the pictures that she did at me. Look at this So, here. Let me see. Careless Kate. Okay, this is what the picture she did on me and as as this
donkey. She put up my face on this donkey or whatever, right? And then in a second, she looks like, you know, >> Oh, no. I saw that. I I I think I'm actually sub to that. She's tries to make herself look >> annoy yourself, Go ahead. No one likes you either. I mean, it's like, or I don't care if people don't like me. Go ahead. Go yourself. You're a You're just a You're just >> That just came.
>> Yeah, he just He was BG in the chat. He's just a He's a >> Why don't they come on the panel? I don't get it. Like, why? >> I don't know. They're They're They're cowardly I mean, it's like really, they're sad people. >> Guys, come on the panel, man. Don't make Don't make it boring. >> They're afraid. They're afraid because they're told just go in there if you're going to talk to them. Don't Don't go in there to like actually like
participate or >> No, jump on the panel. It's more fun. >> No, he's a He's not going to. He's not going to. He's just a But watch. He won't he won't come up if >> No, don't be Don't be gay. >> He does. He'll porn bomb me because, you know, um RG porn bomb me. Um Q porn bomb me. Like these are the new moral voices. These doers, these crim they're literal criminals doing criminal activities. Like they're literal
criminals. Like and then and then it's like what what have I done? Okay. Well, cover you got to cover your screen, you know. >> I went to jail for three days for possession like um when I 2018 I went to I went to county jail, you know, because I I would rather do that than community service, but then I end up doing community service anyway. >> No, there's a lot of speculation of substance abuse and things like that
>> now. No, there's not. I'm not any sub I'm on alcohol. I'm on alcohol sometimes weed when I can afford it, which I can barely ever afford it. I'm on I I'm like, you know, Easy bought me um some some of these cut water. He's such a He's such a I mean, it's like No, no, no, no, no. BG E is an awesome
guy. No, he's awesome guy. BG is a because he's not coming on panel. He's afraid. Okay, BG, right? You're afraid because you could have come up in a second, but you have to talk in the chat like a little Only are in the chat. Like it's like not not everyone in the chat is a but only just stay in the
chat and not don't don't don't say anything. I mean, it's like and so there's no one even banned from the panel except for RG um clumsy is banned from the ban from the panel and Q because they porn me or um or just want to come up come up and say, "Oh, PDF supporter or whatever like that." I mean, they're just I mean, it's
so sick. I mean, it's like really I mean, it's like I I can't even take it anymore. I mean, it's like really it's like can can I be abducted by aliens, please? Can aliens just come here and take me away from this earth because it's like I'm not going to do anything myself. I just want to fall in love with an alien maybe and maybe maybe they'll they'll be like someone cool. I can't
take it. You're not banned. Are you banned? And then I see you in the chat. You're not banned from the Jan. >> Put them up. You're not banned on the studio. >> No. No. No one's banned. No, there's zero people banned on my Streamyard. There's zero there. I unbanned everyone in the chat. You're not banned. What? If you're banned, how do I see your comment? If you were banned, I wouldn't see that. Okay. So, you're a liar.
You're a liar. Okay. You're just a liar. >> No, don't be gay. Get your asses up here. If you got something to say. >> Kidding. Just kidding. I know. It's like, am I banned? Yes. I'm banned from like every panel. I'm You know, you know who you know who the one person that was nice to me was Victoria Jay and I went to her chat. Okay. She's joking. Okay. It's okay. It's okay, J. I'm sorry. I'm
sorry. I'm sorry. Scott. Yeah. Come on, Lava. Get up here. Lava. Jan. Anyone want to come up and like talk with uh you know, everyone's like kind of scared. You don't have to You don't have to show your face. You just have to like have your voice. >> I JUST DID IT. LIKE, why does I don't understand why no one wants to go on the panel. >> Porn bomb me. But I mean, it's like really And I don't know how I got a strike for whatever like for that for for doing nothing. Basically, I deleted
the live. So, someone to go back. Okay, we have Jamie coming up. Okay, I'm gonna bring I'm gonna put up the thing for a minute. I want to talk to you. >> Jamie, >> do you know who Jan is? >> I think if it's the Jan I'm thinking of. >> Okay, I'm gonna put up >> Jamie. Yeah. Yeah, I know Jamie. >> Okay. Well, let's have let's check her out. Jan, >> what's up? >> Hi. What's up? I'm I'm sorry. I I didn't
>> I see I see JT over here rolling around in blackface. >> Oh, yeah. >> You already know. yeah. >> Dan's cool. Psyche. >> Okay, good. Good. Good. Hey, Jan. I'm sorry. I know. I I thought you were like one of those cuz I'm getting >> You do know Jan, right? >> She's >> She's Ziggy's ex girlfriend.
>> Okay. Are you chicken? Are you chicken? Are you chicken somebody? Are you the chicken lady? >> Yes, I'm the chicken lady. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. Yeah. Jan's Chicken Army right? >> Yes. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. I do know. And I'm sorry I ended my panel that day a little early and stuff like that, but Okay. I'm glad you're here. Okay. Thank you. >> You're fine. You don't ever have to feel like you got to stay around for me.
>> No, no, no. I mean, because I like you and it's like I don't want to like I don't want people to take things the wrong way because there's some people that like do do love me and I don't want them to think that I'm talking about them when I'm talking about the people that hate me and the people that are with me and stuff like that and a lot of people are and so maybe I'm a little traumatized and stuff but and I don't know who to trust sometimes. But I do I'm so happy I have good people here right now. >> Spiky the the Oh, well I don't want to
cut you off Jan. >> It's okay. No, go ahead. No, the truth is trust no one except for yourself, >> right? But I do trust because I can't like cut myself off. That'll just cut myself. >> I'm not talking about isolating. I'm just saying at the end of the day, the only judgment that matters >> is yours. That that doesn't mean, you know, you don't have your people that
you trust. But, >> right, I just don't want people to get offended by what I'm saying. But I don't want them to think that I'm calling everybody out and stuff like that because then people will get mad at me and stuff like because I I'm a loving person. I really am a loving person. Like I am like I actually came to the earth to bring love to the earth. Like you know I'm not comparing myself to Jesus but I'm pretty much as close as to
Jesus as you can get nowadays. I mean I mean not not I really am. I like this this is like the way I love. And >> are you entering your your Christ saga? Like >> Yeah. He died at 33. I might die at at 55. I don't I don't know. But I mean, it's like But I've already I thought I would die at 30 years old. Like I really did. And so any like all all my life
right now is a bonus. If I'm able to help people, if I'm able to if I'm not helping people, if I'm not like funny, if I'm not at least making people smile sometimes, it's not going to be worth it for me. Oh, look at the chickens. Oh, those are beautiful chickens. Look at the Look at >> They are. >> You know, there's a catalog. Martha Stewart used to pull this catalog. I actually got this catalog and it has these eggs. They look like Easter eggs
and it's like these exotic like Japanese chickens and stuff like that. There are some amazing chickens you can buy. Do you know what this catalog is called? There's a catalog where you buy chicken. >> No, I I mean there's a there's a couple of suppliers. I I buy only like US supplier stuff. I don't try to rare
eggs, but these um I actually have a couple of Easter eggars that lay pink and blue eggs like Easter. They look like Easter eggs. >> Have you ever Okay, what is it called? Let me see if I can find the catalog. What it's called? Okay, I can't find it. But I used to get this chicken catalog and it had these beautiful eggs and there was like these exotic chickens and you can buy the eggs of your chicken
farm. So my mom has has um has a chicken coop and so she gets these fresh eggs and stuff like that and it's like they really are like the best eggs like the best. I mean it's the really Oh, look at that. Is there your kitty cat? >> Hi kitty cat. >> Yeah, this is church. >> That's church. >> Um well, okay. So actually uh Psyche.
>> I had a I have a question for you. >> Yes. >> Sure. So, I have um I have a friend I'm putting together a care package for a friend who is coming out next month since it's Pride Month. They were waiting to come out of the closet next month. What do you suggest I put in that package? >> Now, you have good like gay things. >> Okay. So, it's a good gay thing. Okay.
So, you know, put a ra of course a good rainbow flag for them to put on their if they want to put on their porch or something like that or even inside their house or something like that. A good rain I I don't have rainbow flags. I'm like, you know, but I I think maybe maybe a sex toy. Um I don't know. See, it's like really >> So this guy So this guy is like a real Twinkie kind of guy. Like I get the
sense he probably likes unicorns and like pink things. >> Okay. Get him a Get him a subscription to International Mail. There's a there's a there's a there's actually like this company. I used when I was a teenager, I was I got the international mail catalog and it is like the gayest. I mean the gayest I mean it's like >> it's the mother load of gay. Perfect. >> perfect.
>> And I was like as I told my mom I was like for Christmas when I was like 16 17 I was like give me something from this catalog. I think she got me a like a leather bracelet or something like that. But everything else is like speedos and you know you know and I do have a nice American flag speedo. Thank you. Easy. Um what else have you been in the package? You know, it's like
>> Well, I found some I I found some actually some rainbow um they've got a rainbow flag. They're condoms. They're not rainbow colored, but they have rainbow flag. And they said um wear with pride. And I was like, well, that's perfect. >> So, um put us throw a speedo in there. I don't know if it's American flag speedo
or a rainbow flag speedo. Throw a speedo in there. He's a twink. It's like maybe stuff for the gay parade. I don't know where he lives, but it's like there's usually like a gay parade in June. >> Florida. He lives in Florida. >> Okay, so they're gonna have a gay parade there. Let me look up. >> Yeah, he's like a twink, but he's like bald and older, if that makes sense. >> So, imagine a Mr. Clean if he had a real bad coat problem.
>> Okay, Mr. Clean with coat problem. Let me see. Florida gay I'm gonna look up Florida gay pride real quick because I want >> you know like Lord of the Rings you know the little guy he's like um Gollum you know he wants the ring for himself >> it's like that it's like that >> okay so in Fort Lauderdale there there's numerous pride events Miami Fort
Lauderdale tell them to go to those places you know um LGBTQ scene and it's like then there's Miami Beach Gate Pride Orlando Pride Fest those are good things I think they're probably June Um, I think that's when the pride is there. So, there is is coming up really soon. Um, >> oh yeah, dude. I'm I'm I mean like he lives in Florida and I imagine Pride
month June is just going to be popping or whatever the kids say. >> And like really I mean it's like and there's gay ugly gay guys, there's good-looking gay guys. I mean, it's like um if if you have any if you're any kind of good-looking, you know, you're you're all set. You're going to have guys hitting on you and it's just like it's fun. There's even straight people go to them, too. There's like I I love
straight supporters of it and stuff like that and uh this open-minded people that just like like gay people like I guess you know the guy stroke off. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. I mean he really he really needs to have some fun. Like he has been he's been under a lot of stress lately. Um he's been having meltdown after meltdown
after meltdown over this guy that he really likes on the internet. um that's not that's not gay and actually has a girlfriend. >> Yeah. Right. Super crazy. >> So, he needs to cut loose and have some fun. >> I have that straight guy fetish, too, which is like really difficult fetish for a gay guy to have because like 90%
of the time nothing's ever going to happen. But yeah, I mean it's like I do I do I am attracted to straight men and kind of or even like I'm not attracted to like the real flamboyant gay guys. Like that's my thing. Like my thing is like real masculine guys because I'm kind of feminine my in my own way and stuff like that and I'm almost like the not a twinky a twink anymore but I guess
I used to be. I don't know. I'm just like real skinny and like you know but at the end of the day I'm still I have a masculine side too. I guess like you know Q I mean have you and I don't know if you've seen like have you seen the Q have you seen the Q video like uh you know with Q45? I have to show you this real quick. This
because Alexander Bay made this. I don't know if you saw this. Um Q. Um so Alexander made this. This is like a cult recruitment video I guess it would be called. It's called join the cult. Okay. Um and this is a real This is like because I did want to meet Q at one point before he started like the boycott against me. Um but it's called the join the cult. This is by Alexander Mayors on
ipwiki.info. And uh yeah, here it is. just watch this real quick video and >> she made this for She made this for me >> Okay, or she made this for the cult. She is the high priestess here. Okay, so here we go. Um, and I share the screen and enjoy this. This is funny. You'll love it.
Said he could see me before I even spoke. I don't know about that, but I'm still here. >>
>> I've been walking in circles, baby, losing my direction. Same old faces, selling perfect projections. Everybody got the truth, but I don't even know what I'm supposed to do. Then you show up on my feet like a premonition. Cards on the table, digital visions. You say, "Boy, I real, but you're avoiding." Yeah, you got a way of making silence feel out.
They say you're dangerous. Say it's all a game, but you're the only one calling me by name. You said join the club. No fear, no pressure. Just getting closer to your own center of the talk. They'll judge. But what's that worth when you ain't even living in your own world? Join the no shame, no
hiding, no more running, no more dividing. Step out the script. Find your truth. Join the cultrame.
Yeah. Yeah. You say come see me. Don't overthink it. But I freeze every time I get close to the edge of it. Cuz the world's got opinions on what this means. And I don't even know what I'm feeling. And yeah, maybe it's more than illusions. Something about you got me questioning conclusions. Every symbol, every line you draw feels like truth I've been running from. And the
voices in my head keep telling me to run. But I'm tired of hiding from who I might become. No pain, no pressure. Just getting closer to your own talk. They'll judge. But what's that word when you ain't even living in your own world. No shame, no hiding.
No more running, no more dividing. Step out the script. Find your truth. >> Join the >>
>> Yeah, yeah, yeah. You flip a card, say this is your turning. I laugh it off, but my chest starts burning. All this time I've been standing still while the world keeps asking me to feel. If I stay, I'm safe, but I'm fading. If I can go, I might start changing. And that's the risk I need to finally be.
No more asking, no more waiting, no more living like I'm fading. Join the life, your direction. No more mask, no more protection. Let them say, let them say what they want. You don't know them, the person you're
not. Join the keep your heart. Every step forward means solving everything they told you to hold. You find yourself when you join the call. >> You said the future's just a choice I make,
not something written. Guess I'll find out.
>> Yeah. How'd you like that? Very nice. >> That was very nice. Thank you so much. Hey, you're beautiful. Are you Jan's chicken army? You're not you but you're not the other lady. I mean, I met this other lady the other lady that that there's another chicken lady right? >> Uh there there's probably a bunch of chicken ladies here
on the internet. Um >> but the one that was on um Gian or Crystal Marie's show or Crystal Anne's show, Crystal Anne, you're >> No. No. No. I don't I don't go a lot of places like >> Yeah, because that lady was like that lady was like um >> defending like defending people. I mean, she's trying to like be in the group in
the cool person's group, I guess, but then defending. It's crazy. It is crazy. It is crazy. I I don't know if you following, but Oh my god. Um Yeah. Do you know who Crystal Ann is? Crystal Ann is? I don't I don't know. >> I I really don't know. I don't know a
lot of people psych. Like I know the the streamers. I know like who's whose panel it is and stuff, but I don't I don't go a lot of places and I don't I don't really talk to a whole lot of people. >> Yeah. Well, Chris. Okay. Yeah. Well, this is that I guess there's another chicken lady. I don't know. But yeah, Ziggy's a chicken guy. Like I want to I want to visit Ziggy's chicken farm
someday. I left his Discord. I do leave like discords because I get like weird vibes sometimes from some people, but >> yeah. >> Yeah, that that's good and good luck with that. Um, but >> I left I left his discord. I left it. I >> I'm I'm kind of I'm kind of tired of left talking about >> Zigg. Sorry. I didn't mean I didn't mean
to. Yeah, I know. I know. I know. >> I mean, that's I two two and a half years of like just like retardation. I'm I'm tired of it. I'm tired of seeing his name. >> I'm sorry. That was my my bad. My bad. My bad. >> It's all right. It's all right. >> I have like someone bought me these cut waters tonight. I don't know if he's I called water, but it's cut water. Oh,
cut waters. I don't know where I don't know where he went, but have you had these? >> Long Island Icy. Uhuh. >> I had Long Island Sea. I had the um what else? I had this one. I had this one. The M Thai. >> Oh, JT. They're 12.5% alcohol. And I had this one to drink the strawberry margarita. >> Oh, nice. >> So, yeah. But I just want to thank you. Thank you for coming on the show and
stuff. I mean, it's >> Yeah. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I like to have fun and like just like uh and I'm happy there's like 26 people in here. So, obviously, you know, there's not many people talking in the chat. I don't know if they're scared. It's like I just really don't want people to be scared. Like >> lurkers. >> There's bullies. There's I mean there's there's really bullies and it's like
they're scaring people like that. They'll like what are but you think guys if I can handle it you can handle it. If Brandon can deal with it like >> hey there we go. Look at those eggs. >> See the blue eggs? Well they're >> covered in right now. See the blue blue and pink ones? Those are these are the Easter eggars. >> Yeah. Those are beautiful. So is that a special chicken? Like what kind of
chicken is that that comp? Um, an Easter egg is usually a a mix. Usually it's a hybrid. Um, they're two chickens that lay um blue eggs. So, it's it's usually like a uh silver laced windit and an Americana.
So, they breed two chickens that lay blue eggs. And >> so, you have is it you have a special rooster? >> Uh, no. No. I I had a rooster, okay, >> that somebody gave me and they said it was a cinnamon queen. And I was like,
well, that's good because I have >> I have uh a cinnamon queen and I have some um some golden comets which are all in the genealogy of Rhode Island Reds. So, that'll work. That that will work. Well, I finally got to the point where I incubated some eggs
and they hatched and they grew up and they started laying eggs and one of them started laying blue eggs and I was like, "What the fuck?" So, I started researching it and found out that these were the chickens, these were the kind of chickens that laid blue eggs and one of them was an Americana. And when I
looked at a picture of an Americana rooster, it looked very similar to the rooster that I had since like, well, okay, he wasn't at all what I thought he was. He was this kind of rooster because >> Oh, go ahead. Sorry. >> Because his jeans his jeans gave me that chicken that laid blue egg. That's the
only chicken I've got that lays blue eggs. The rest of them lay like a pinkish or a brownish color. >> Now, can I show you a couple? Can I can I show you a couple chickens and you can see if you can identify them? >> Want to see your So, here's a chicken and tell me if you recognize this chicken. Okay. Do you recognize this
chicken right here? Um, download. So, here we go. Look at this one. >> Um, is that a rooster? The rooster has the gullet. I don't know if it's a rooster or a chicken. That is called a Poland chicken. Yeah, I was about to say that's a Polish breed. The Polish breeds are
the ones that have those those crazy ass feathers on the >> Look at this one. Look at this one. >> They look like muppets. >> Is this one real? Look at that chicken. >> Yeah, that's a real chicken. >> Wow. What do you know what that's >> No. called? >> Um, let me see if I have the name of it. Okay, we're going to go back to my >> um It's probably a laced something.
>> It looks It says it's from Valley Hatchery. Let me see. And that's a pull. It's another Polish chicken. The royalty, the p poultry. So Poland has these great chickens, I guess, right? >> Yeah. >> That doesn't Hey, but can you order a Polish chicken? >> I would I would
>> You can You can order You can order a clutch of eggs and you can incubate like fertilized eggs and you can incubate them or you can buy them from breeders, but you can't just buy one. >> What is that? You can buy them from a hatchery, but you can't just buy one. >> Have you seen that one? >> You got to buy them like
I mean, however they sell them, but it's it's it's more than just one. >> Yeah. The one on the screen. Have you seen that one? >> No. >> Yeah. That one is called a That is called That's another Polish chicken. Now, I want to show you because you like birds, right?
>> I like chickens. >> Okay. I want to show you something called the there's these are called the secret uh birds of paradise. Okay. Have you heard of the birds of paradise? Check out these. Okay. I think you might enjoy this. Here we go.
>> Okay. >> Check this out. Birds of paradise. Um where here? Right here. Here we go.
Look at the tail.
>> That's pretty. >> These are South American. >> Yeah. There's um there's a plant called the bird of paradise, too. >> Look at that tail. Can you believe that? Doesn't sound >> Look at the beak on that thing. Yeah, it's quite a beak.
>> Have you ever seen or have you Excuse me. Have you ever seen and heard a desert rain frog? >> No. Do you have the sound? >> Um, no. I don't have the sound, but if you look it up, you you can find it on YouTube. It's like a like a minute long video of a or maybe 40 seconds of a desert rain frog.
>> I'm going to look that up next. I We actually had a par like that. Oh, look at that. Oh, shut the up. Get out of here. Out of here, guys. Imagine being a janny. Can you get them out of the chat, guys? Can you guys mods, can you can you please help me out, please?
Yeah, pigeon. It's almost like a pigeon. Where's the Where's the Where's the one leading down? Hold on a second. >> Is that a king fisher? >> Looks like it, huh? >> Yeah. >> that tail. I mean, it's amazing tail. Look at Look at this one. Look at this one.
>> Oh, that beak. >> That's crazy. I love bird watching. >> These are gorgeous birds. I mean, it's like >> I have um I in my office I have a window and there's a tree on the far side of the window like outside and I hang like look at that
>> bird feeders and stuff in there so I can watch the birds all day.
You like this? >> Yeah. >> I like the sounds. It's peaceful.
33 in chat. Oh there's like a turkey
fisher right? >> Yeah.
>> >> What were you telling me about? You tell me about a frog. >> Uh, desert rain frog. >> I'm gonna look it up right now. Yeah. They're really fun.
Okay, I found it. I'm bring it up right now. Wow. World's cutest frog. The desert rain frog. Guys, ready? Oh my god. Oh my god.
>> Oh, sorry. Sorry. There you go. That's okay. >> Oh, that's your That's That's you in your backyard. >> Go on. Go on. >> Here we go. Here's a desert rain frog.
Desert rain frog is right here. Look at this frog, guys. This is amazing. You see this?
>>
>> WOW. >> I don't know why that tickles me so much, but it damn sure does.
That's good. There's another one, I guess. >> Isn't that the cutest noise? >> Look how Sandy. Oh my god, look at his eyes.
Ah
this is the bushfeld rain frog. And much like the other frogs in the genus Brevps, they have a rather comical appearance with their plump round bodies, short, stubby limbs, and seemingly grumpy faces. Fural by nature, they spend a great deal of their lives underground, only surfacing when weather conditions are
favorable, and usually with the intention to feed. Being unable to jump, they waddle along the surface in search of food. And once they found it, in an almost chameleonike fashion, they propel their sticky tongues and lap up insects. This happens in the blink of an eye. >> Oh. >> So, let's slow things down a little. The
footage we're about to see was shot at 240 frames p.
>> Oh. Once they've located an ants nest, they will patiently sit at its entrance. Using their powerful sticky tongues, they'll lap up its inhabitants in a remarkable display that is characteristic of the magnificent bushfeld rainfrog. >> Yeah, Jenny's a pedophile by the way, by the way, guys.
>> Oh my god. >> Who is >> Janney? That that Jany's clip.
>>
>> So sandy and cute. It's intense. >> Oh man, that's cute. >> How can you be mad at that? >> What is this? >> Oh.
Oh my god. Imagine it. Looks like the turtle. Looks Look at his mouth. Oh my god. That is gorgeous.
Thank you for introducing me to that. I thank you so much. >> Oh, you're welcome. >> I know. I know. Doc and Kitty. Doc and Kitty, you're a pedophile. By the way, I'm going to call everyone that comes in here saying that is a pedophile, right? Yeah, you are. You are. We know. We know you are. You're trying to detract from your take attention from yourself. Call everyone else that. That's that's the oldest trick in the book. pedophiles. Okay. So, yeah,
there you go. So, I think I'm gonna end, but I I want to thank you for coming up. I'm gonna I'm gonna start again later. >> But I love Hey, >> you're my Hey, you're my new friend. Okay. Okay. And thank you. >> Okay. Maybe thank you for being brave enough at least to come up here and talk to me. You know, not a lot of people are brave enough that Okay. Okay. Okay. Hey,
thank you. >> Thanks for having me on. >> You're welcome. I'll talk to you soon. Okay. Thank you everybody. >> Bye. >> Bye.
>> >> They see the silence, think it's empty space. Think a quiet life means a fragile place. No crowd around, no noise, no show. So they assume there's nowhere else to go. They lean back, start cutting corners slow. Late
replies, let the effort go. Treat a presence like it's guaranteed. Never noticing what they're about to lose. Indeed. No fights, no scenes, no warning signs. Just a shift you miss between the lines. You thought it, you thought it stay,
but it was measuring the price you paid. You don't scare someone who's fine alone. They've already built their own throne. >> >> Lone wolf walk in their own zone. No chains to break, no borrowed home. They don't beg, they don't
pursue, they just subtract the weight of you. And when they leave, it's clean and true. Gone like they never needed you.
Gone like you. They don't taste noise just to feel alive. >> >> Don't need a crowd just to survive. A lone wolf moving quiet through a world that never really knew. You thought attention was enough to trade
for respect that slowly started to fade. But they were watching every move you made. Running numbers while you casually play. No speeches, no dramatic ends, no broken hearts. They need to mend.
Just quiet math. A simple view. Is this worth what I give to you? You don't scare someone who's fine alone. They've already built their own throne. Lone wolf never lost or own. Just passing through what isn't home.
home. They don't beg, they don't pursue, they just subtract the weight of you. And when they leave, it's clean and true. Gone like they never needed you.
It's not cold, it's clarity. Not ego, just reality. A lone wolf doesn't fear the night. It learned to see without the light. And when they choose, you understand that's something most will never land.
Not desperation, not disguise. You pass the filter most don't realize. But the second you get the truth, start giving, start acting loose. The clock ticks down. No sound,
no cue. And they're already walking out on you. You can't hold someone who's whole alone. A lone wolf doesn't beg for home. No strings to pull, no fear to bend, no reason left to just pretend. They won't fight for
what feels wrong. They've been steady all along. And when they leave, they don't undo. They chose themselves. Not you. No anger, no revenge to prove, just a quiet final move.
They didn't change. They just withdrew from anything that wasn't true. And some are calm without the noise. A lone wolf makes the same choice. Every time, like they always do, they choose themselves.
Before they choose you.
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