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Episode 1753 opens with an extended musical performance exploring masks, transformation, and truth, followed by Psyche addressing social media conflicts, interpersonal tensions, and a deeply personal philosophical conversation with guest Paolo about mortality, authenticity, and human behavior.
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The episode begins with a 14-minute musical performance [0:42-14:27] featuring themes of masks, truth, and personal transformation. After technical difficulties with camera setup [8:36-9:40], Psyche addresses social media conflicts and accusations. At ▶ 16:03, Psyche discusses being misrepresented via tweet screenshots shared by someone, clarifying the timing and context of posts. Multiple guests appear throughout: Tom Flash is vouched for by Gotti [18:18-18:35], Apollo joins the panel [35:00+], and a photo album from Psyche's 1996 Greece trip is shared [1:18:26-1:27:40]. A heated exchange occurs when Ghost appears ▶ 1:32:09 to challenge Apollo's claims about Christine's husband, resulting in confrontational dialogue about proof and accusations [1:34:00-1:42:00]. The final major segment features an extended philosophical discussion between Psyche and Paolo (identified as a German guest) [1:45:00-3:01:22], where Paolo expresses frustration about an employee stealing $80,000 from his charity organization, leading to conversation about mortality, meaning, work, and authenticity. Paolo eventually leaves peacefully ▶ 3:01:00, and Psyche closes the stream shortly after ▶ 3:01:22.
This episode appears to explore the tension between authentic self-expression and social masks—a pattern established by the opening song and reflected throughout the panel discussions. The recurring conflicts (with Christine, accusations, social media disputes) suggest a community struggling with accountability, with different guests representing different responses to confrontation: some defensive, some aggressive, some (like Paolo) philosophical. The contrast between the show's opening meditation on truth and the chaotic interpersonal drama that follows suggests Psyche may be examining how difficult authentic communication becomes in online communities. Paolo's lengthy monologue on mortality and legacy appears to represent a counterpoint to the performative conflict earlier in the episode—a moment where vulnerability and genuine wrestling with life's meaning replace the mask-wearing and posturing of the social media disputes. The episode seems to track a journey from surface-level drama to existential depth, suggesting that beneath the conflicts lies a search for meaning and authentic connection.
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Explore the ideas at the heart of this episode
Watch those masks hit the ground.
Ring around the rosie pocket full of smiles for the spotlight poison for the neighbors. Time and time again you reach straight for my throat. Thought your words would sink a bruise. You kept throwing stones. I kept
building up the roof. You called it entertainment. I called it survival. Now I'm standing taller while you're fighting for revival. Keep talking me into your wars. Truth doesn't ask for applause. It simply walks through the door.
Hit the ground. You chase me. Funny how the tables turn. Watch those masks hit the ground down. Funny how the loudest voices always crackneath the way. Building castles out of wondering why they never stay. Every
breath is patient. Truth is steady. It's a killer. My silence for a sign that I was weak. But lions don't waste energy every now and fair. Everybody
spin the cracks all the disappear. The face makeup was the thing you feared. >> Tick tock. The clock keeps counting. Truth. Don't hide. Truth. You can whisper, you
can point, you can laugh, you can judge. But eventually
>> watch me mask hit the ground.
Pocket full of haters. Ashes >> hit the ground.
Don't whisper anymore. Watch >> the ground.
Hit the ground breaks. Only the masks do.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star, now I see you for who you are. Neon glow and silver shine. Po wrapped in perfect lines. Twinkle, twinkle, don't pretend.
I know exactly how the story ends. You smile and play your part. Painted gold around a hol
built on borrowed praise. Thought you'd shine forever. You looked down and left at me. Thought I'd never break free. counting me out a thousand times
while hiding all your own crime. I may fall but I get up and dust the dirt and shake it off. Everyone
became my truth. You can push, you can shove, but I'm made of tougher stuff. The bigger you fall
the whole world every pride crystal towers don't come
but I didn't break Every
upougher
you
turn with the fire. Every time you knock me down, I came back stronger from the ground. Kindness for weakness took silence for defeat. Never understood the difference between surrender and now the crowd is going to wear.
Twinkle twinkle fading.
All that shine when pride is digging it. Twinkle, twinkle, way up high, built on pretty little lies.
But I get upden
>> I get up strong you Never break it all. The bigger you are, the harder you fall, the louder the silence after it all.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star. Now we know just who you are. Your light was never what it seemed, just another fading dream. Twinkle, twinkle, little star. I may fall, but I get up.
Hey, what's up? You like that? Do you see it? You guys see me? Hold on. My camera's working. Hold on. I don't know if I plugged it in. Hold on a second. Okay.
We'll see. Hi guys. Um, here I do want to show you my latest uh What's up guys? I'm going to have my camera working. I might have to go on my other browser, but here. I'll be right back.
Every hallway hums a secret. Every shadow knows my face. There are gateways without hinges. Opening outside of space.
Painted smiles upon the mirrors. Borrowed names we used to wear. One by one they fall like feathers. Only silence lingers there.
Who am I when no one's left to recognize? Who are you behind a thousand borrowed eyes?
Every gateway is a question. Every answer wears a mask. Love is never on forever.
Only given while it lasts. Walk beside me through the unknown. The doors forget to speak. Lose your name. become a mystery. Welcome
to the cult of psych
to the cult of psych. Some are kings inside reflection. Some are beggars dressed as saints. Truth arise without permission. Never asking what we paint. I have wandered through religions, two philosophies and fire. Every idol turned
to ashes, only one to climb me higher. Take the mask if it no longer lets you breathe. Keep the love, but let the prison finally leave. Every gateway is a question.
Every answer wears a mask. Freedom blooms inside. Surrender. Not in chains that always last. Hold my hand or walk without me. Both are sacred. Both are free. The universe
remembers who we're meant to be.
I don't want another kingdom. I don't need another throne. I would rather chase the mystery than pretend. I've always known love is not a cage of promises. Love's a lantern in the rain.
If tomorrow calls us elsewhere, bless the journey, not the pain. The mask was never evil. It simply wasn't home.
Every gateway leads to somewhere no map is ever drawn. Every ending hides a sunrise waiting just beyond. If you love me, walk beside me. If you leave, go without fear. Every soul has its own
orbit. Every heart it's private sphere. The veil break the mirror. Watch forever rearrange. The greatest mystery was never finding someone else. It was becoming unafraid to change.
Open the gateway. Leave the mask. Carry the love. Keep your freedom. The mystery was always you.
What's always Yeah.
Oh hello. I'm here. What's up, guys? How are you? I found a new candlestick. Oh, where is it? Can we see me? Where'd it go? Disappeared.
Somewhere around here. Okay. Anyway, talk about sheep. We're just using a Hey, Rudy. How are you? Oh, Rudy's here. Hi, Rudy. Hi, baby. Very soft today. Hi. What's going on?
Well, I guess I should start. I mean, I I just, you know, words are very powerful and you should always, you know, use them in the right way and for the right reasons. But, you know, I shared some social media posts by somebody.
Um, it says like, you know, posted nine minutes ago on them or something. That was because that was the person on Twitter. You know who it is? Posted that 9 minutes before it was screenshotted.
It could be 2021. It could be 2019. I don't know. The point is the sentiment of the the content of the uh of the tweets. It wasn't it wasn't I didn't say it applied specifically to me and I that it was made right then, but
I'd say look at the person's mind mindset. You know what I'm talking about. Maybe not. Okay. Well, you can join my Discord and uh you can see the tweets for yourself. But I mean, every time I I mean, it's like I can't do anything. I just get it's like um you know, most people just they disagree with something. They'll
say, "Oh, I won't go to that show." They're not going to be obsessed and just relentlessly try to destroy the person's life, try to dox the liquor store that I go to like, and tell them that I'm I'm a anti-jugal. especially anti- elderly Chinese jugos or something. I
don't I don't know what they're saying. They're saying a bunch of Can you come up to Tom Flash? Uh, aren't you like a porn bomber? I don't know if you came up backstage and like wave at me. You can maybe here my link down. Why do you want to come up to Are you going to be like, >> "Oh, it's Brandon Q. You have a minor
for a mod. It's me." Brandon, you're not a 12-y old girl. I don't know what your fantasies are about, but no. Stop it. Stay out of here. You're not allowed. Actually, yeah, there's, you know, people that have been serious dogs aren't. Okay. Oh, we got we guest. So, welcome to the show. Got it. >> Yeah. I vouch for Tom Flash. Okay.
>> Okay. >> I vouch for Tom Flash. Let it be known that I'm vouching for Tom Flash. All right. Let that piece of up here. I'm vouching for him. >> He's not going to flash me. >> No, no, no, no, no. He's all talk. He's not going to flash >> Okay. >> Let him up here. Let him up here. I I vouch for him. I vouch for him 100%. >> I'll let him up. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. How you doing? >> I'm sorry to get you in trouble, Gotti. I didn't mean I know you got a little bit of a
>> No, no, I'm good. I'm good. >> Good. You know, poor Paige. >> Let her let her reverse that disappointment onto herself. >> Yeah. Poor >> Paige. That's all I say. >> You hear poor poor Paige got caught up in the crossfire now, too. >> Yeah, I heard I heard it's it's all good. >> It's not all good. It's terrible. I mean, >> she can handle it. She can handle it. >> Well, thank God she's a I mean, she's a good witch. I mean, I mean, good good will always triumph over evil, right?
>> I don't know what's going on with that one, but you know, she needs she has to work her own things out, I guess. I'll just let her work her own stuff out. I have nothing to do with it. >> I know. Well, I have everything to do with it because she is seriously criminally um harassing me and at this point and it's like it's not even a joke. I mean, it's like >> she doesn't she doesn't even care. She's very very brave. >> What can you do about it? You can't do anything about it. So, what's the point?
>> Well, I know. I mean, it's like, well, I mean, geez. I mean, it's like what? I need to prepare for a lawsuit. I mean, I didn't do anything, guys. That's was really annoying. It's like all I was was like, you know, nice. Yes. I, you know, I accepted gifts. Um, and I was, you know, said, "Thank you. I never requested anything." >> Well, give it back. Give the money back. Give the gifts back. >> Be done. And be done. Give it back. >> No. No. >> That's the best way to do handle the
whole thing. Yeah. Take it all back. Take it all back because apparently that's a problem. Take it back. And that's it. Leave you alone. >> Food has been eat. The money's been spent. The uh, you know, the uh the the the tripod's been set up. The microphone's been, you know, plugged in. So, you know, everything is >> Listen, listen. Psych. At the end of the day, you guys were friends. You guys are really cool friends. I don't know what the happened. I really, honestly, I don't know what the happened. I
don't listen to this I don't get involved with the I really don't give a >> Listen, listen, listen, listen. I I said what I said, what happened? What did I do? What? They tell me. And you know what the response was? you know what you did now. How how how annoying is that kind of response? You know, >> it's very annoying. It is. But you know what? With her, it seems like it's the second strike with you. >> So, it's a big big strike. It's a big strike apparently. Whatever she has in
her head, I don't know what she has in her head. >> She struck out herself. It's her third strike. I mean, it's like you can't I >> well, if you're saying that with her mean, it's your third, then it's just her third with you, but with her it's a big second strike with you. >> Going back. She went too far. I mean, the point is she went too far. Like, I mean, it's like she didn't have to. to me and he's like it's like it's like pure insanity cruelty. She turned into the devil the other night and then said, "Oh, well, you know, sorry. Hold on. The
devil, you know, God say >> she did. She wished me blind, dude. She wished me blind." Do you hear that? >> She did. >> She w Yeah, she wished me blind. She said, "May God strike you blind." You didn't hear that what she said. >> That That was about me. >> First of all, I can't strike myself blind. Okay, that's not that's number one. >> She said that to me. >> I don't know where she got that >> or she said that on the show. I didn't >> She said that on the show. She said on
the show to me. Yeah. >> Okay. To you. May God, may God strike you blind. Those are the words. >> Reality Nancy. Reality Nancy is a great friend of the show. And uh Reality Nancy was like, you know, are you sure you should be discussing his, you know, his, you know, other people besides him? And she said, "Fuck you, Reality Nancy. Get out of here." And then, you know, I mean,
associate is considered a cult. She said, she said, "I'm going to I'm a spiritual rapist. I'm about to like I'm dangerous. Everyone needs to get a restraining order." >> It's anybody who's good with you is poison now. Anybody who's good on any level with you is poison and everybody else >> you seen and you seen like the the like they just went they all went to dinner last night and I wasn't invited like you know they but they all went you know and
it's like oh I I could have like been to a nice dinner but no look at them they had so much fun. Look.
Hey Marcy Gotti. Oh I guess I muted you. I'm sorry. But yeah, that was they I guess they went to like Spago or something. Uh, hey Marcy, what's up girl? If you want to come up. Yeah, they went to Spago or something and then there's at the restaurant. There's Crystal on the left. There's Christine looking looking really good. And then um you know there's Oh, there
we go. Oh, easy. Uh oh. I don't know what's wrong with the mics. Your microphone's off here. I can't unmute it. I can't either. You go. Psyche. What up, Psyche? Oh. Oh my god. Who is that? >> That's Crystal on the far left. There's Christine second to left. And there's
Alexandra third to left. And there's Beta on the on the far right. >> I could tell Christine to beta. Other two. I guess I was guessing that's >> that was that was that was their that Alexander. But was their dinner costume. >> I thought that was Amanda. I thought that last one was Amanda. >> No, she couldn't fit in the picture. But look but look HERE'S WHAT ELSE. LOOK. >> Here's after dinner. They got in their costumes and their real
>> Oh my god. Yo, you heard Did you hear heard that argument between Christine and Sus? Oh my god. It was exclusive. >> When was that? Today or >> it was like two days ago or a day that I mean it was like it was really I mean it's hard. I mean it's >> good she was like yo your husband's a pedal and this that and the third and
then she was like yo your husband. You trying to divorce your husband? Um, Christine's a up individual. Yo, how you trying to like divorce your husband because he's dying? That's up. >> Is up. I mean, I have >> That's why her kids hate her. >> Yeah. Well, did you hear poor Paige? >> And it's not me dropping these statements or these allegations or anything. It's somebody else already
said it, so I'm just resing what somebody else said. >> That's fine. But, you know, poor Paige has been dragged into this now, too. And know it's kind of like, you know, she had nothing to do with anything. >> Yeah, I heard about that. Yeah. Yeah. Talking about some about I heard you say they calling her now. I'm like, damn. be hating like that. >> Yeah. Um. Yeah. Yeah. Marcy. Marcy. Like a lot.
>> You know what? She made a thousand. She made a thousand subscribers, right? And it was like, "Fuck her. Oh my god, I'm still on 500." I Wow. I mean, it's like, well, they say like I I used her to lure men to my stream and then she would like, you know, try to sexually or sue them or something like that for sexual harassment. Like Good Times. And she's like, "Poor Good Times." She had to warn Good Times about this like, you know,
this evil Canadian woman and stuff. And uh who might not even be a woman. That's what she said. I mean, it's like so ridiculous. I mean, I love Paige. Paige is awesome. I don't know. I mean, I mean, the thing is >> Yeah, I understand people not wanting to get in the in the I'll give you a wrench. Um people not wanting to get involved because she does she is like, you know, like um going after people,
but um I would it would be nice to hear at least a little kind of like I heard Paige going after nobody. I never heard nobody complain about Paige suing them. I never heard none of that So that's just straight defamation. >> Yeah. Oh yeah. Well, mine too. She I mean I'm a spiritual rapist. I'm I everyone every woman needs a restraining order against me. I've been stalking poor Beeta. She said like you know literally poor Bea because she's been you know doxing for over a year and you
know saying she tried to kill her like tried to kill her and stuff and now it's >> yeah well some of the ded on Christine. like Christine is the biggest troublemaker out there like you know she talks behind everybody. She don't like really nobody. She calls problems to get your information and then she tells everybody else. Watch it people. >> Yeah, it's witchcraft. It's just witch. It's witchcraft. >> Watch it people. She I told you she was
on one panel. She said I came to YouTube to cause drama and disturb. >> Or whatever the she said. >> Yeah. >> You know that sounds like you know that that movie where he goes I came here to chew bubble bubble gum and everything up. What was that? Rowy Ry Piper. What was that movie? >> There you go. That's her. That was her. She came to chew a little bubble gum and everything up. And she's doing her job. Well, >> look how she's divided. She went through
all right. As far as I know, she went through three communities already within a year. >> There's someone Marcy sees like a a spirit or something like that. Yeah, it's okay. She I have to rewind the sister face. Hey, sister. Oh, look at his hair. This Alaka Malaka ass >> Oh, that's okay. You know,
people would call me Malaka. Like, I'd be like, "What are they saying?" And my the be like, "You're calling you a faggot." And I was like, "Oh." I was like walking around with like >> my tight hair. And I But then I got kicked out of a club once because they these guys started like breaking glass around my feet at this club. And then they blamed me for break. I didn't break one glass and they blame me and I got kicked out and I said I called the guy Maka. >> That was Apollo's fault. Paulo's the one
that dropped it on the floor. >> Paulo, was that you? >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's me. It's me. >> Hey, Kyra. >> Oh, I thought that was a porn bomber. That's why I was trying to get him to talk the whole time. >> Okay, hold on one second. Okay, I need to put on a banner because we have a guest coming on point, >> huh? Yeah. >> Yo, you like what I told you in the
chat? You like what I told you in the chat in your language? Apollo, you like that right? >> Yes. You love that right? >> He loved it. He's silent. He loves that You troublem There we go. Hello. I >> had to catch myself that >> Hello. >> Hello, Tom.
>> Who's that? >> Tom, your microphone is muted. You have 10 seconds before you're put backstage. >> 10 nine eight seven >> six a four a three a two a one or goodbye. >> Okay,
Tom. I'm sorry. >> Okay. Pama deleted. >> Yeah. So, no matter what you think, I know. I know. I wish her the best in life, too. But it's like, you know, Well, at this point, I don't know if I But I don't know if I do because she's freaking I'll post it. But let's look. Yeah, she was Yeah, she was always good to meet me till recently, too. She just
switched up like a you know, flip-flop shoe. I don't I don't know. Okay, I'll go. I'm moving on with my life. So, uh, but hey, there's >> Wait, is alive? Someone said he's he's dead. >> What's up? Your microphone's a little bit. Hold on. Let me see. One second. >> Oh, okay. Go ahead. I'm going to fix it.
There you go. >> Someone said God is dead. He's alive. >> Guy God is alive. God is not dead. He God is immortal. He's He's a vampire. >> Oh. Oh, I was sure someone said, >> you know, that was Yo, Gotti. Gotti, I guess he he's trying to Got it. I guess he want to have a conversation with you. Come back up here. He's feeling a little
malaka tonight. >> Somebody's reading Niche and they said God is dead. Not God is dead. Hey, and there, look, there's Michael Leguasimo is here. Oh, didn't he die almost? I think almost a year I think July 19th or something like that or 18th he passed away. So, can you believe it's been like a year? That's crazy. He's he's been gone and it's just uh Wow. Maybe we'll summon his spirit later. You lost your
mind. I'll get it back to you. Hold on a second. My little my Mexican >> 300 g. Yeah. >> No, I was the adjustment of my >> girl. It wasn't that he lost it. She Your girl decked it out for you. You got deck went from blue to gray. >> Yeah. You didn't lose your mod. Like I I am in a different um >> No, his wife remember when his wife
punched him in his face >> and went from blue the red went from blue to gray. >> Yeah. And then it he put up in his butt and it turned brown. got a rusted. He got rusted in his butt cheeks. >> Okay. Yeah. I'm so sorry. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. >> You America always get the butt. >> No, no, no, no. I'm not kidding. I'm not
kidding. It's like you him. >> Apollo. It's called Greek style for a reason right? >> No, no, no, no, no. >> They do. >> They use a special KY jelly from Spartan. The Spartans KY jelly. >> Oh, only Americans. know it's a speciality from Americans, right? >> Yeah, we love the anal. We love the
>> Yeah, obviously anal. >> you don't love it, Apollo. >> But obviously, but you know, due to due to um your friend Harry, you know, Greeks made it all. So, I don't know. Y'all started the anal loving. >> I know. Did you Did you guys start the Dirty Sanchez, too? Or was that an American thing? >> They they they standed the reach around Dirty Sanchez. God, Paulo,
>> the um the the they the what's that movie where they go up the Brokeback Mountain? They started all that >> Have you been to Brokeback Mountain involved? >> It's all it's all American terms. Uh >> well, yeah. But yeah, but remember, have you heard of the the >> Seems seems seems Americans specialize it on this >> Yeah, Americans. Well,
>> you get the Astro Gel, Paulo. You like the Astro Gel, Paulo. Come on. Stop playing. You like that, Apollo? Um, you like putting astrogel and a and a dildo in your booty? >> No. >> Is it the 19 or the Is it nine or the 19? Oh, I heard it was 19. Psyche.
>> Wow. Wait, how how many inches? >> I heard it was a 19 with garickness. >> I don't I had nothing to do with it. I I just threw it right in the trash. I didn't look how me. Apollo, And then then I heard he he bends over the goat after he himself with the dildo. He bends over the goat and eats the ash. >> Oh my god. Eats the ass. Oh my god. Look, it's getting a little bit
disgusting right now. I'm about to throw one second. I want to like Oh my gosh. Michael, I've updated the codeex looks of it. I hope you guys like it. But I want to show you the new look and the um >> new Codex look. Let's show us the new Codex look. Let's go. >> Here we go. There's the Codex. the front page. Okay. And you go to the oracle right here. Oracle.
>> Oh, yeah. It does look better. >> Thank you. The oracle's over here. >> Now it look like the matrix. That's hot because when you looking up the the data is the matrix. Gotcha. >> Yes. And then I type if I type Michael L E Gi Orisima. I think it's like that. Let me see if that comes up. Okay. May I have to check the spelling of I'm not
100% sure, but let's see. comes. Oh, the archive knows Michael as moderator whose uh presence oscillates between spiritual authority and documented parasocial predation. His signature pattern surfaces immediately in his own words. Why spend my money when I can spend somebody else's? He can functions as performance. He positions >> look up Apollo.
>> I will. I'll do it next. He positions himself as someone who understands the mechanics of the dead, reaching the living, yet simultaneously deploys fabricated bereavement and romance scam architecture against a hospice nurse named Tracy, extracting $800 and leaving emotional wreckage. The archive holds him as a digital vampire archetype, a figure whose capacity for charm and spiritual rhetoric mass systematic
exploitation enabled by the screen's removal of embodied consequence. His name appears in memorial context, too, folded into the show's grief vocabulary. But this Michael exists in a different register entirely from the one being mourned. The difference between the grifter and the gone marks one of the archetypes deeper. Michael L, by contrast, lives only in
the toast and rap. Every day above ground is a good day. A phrase now borrowed no borrowed into the show's broadcast language. Okay, let's look up Apollo. You look up Apollo. Um, >> look up Apollo. Yes. >> So, it's thinking that the oracle is thinking. Okay. And oh, it says Apollo
arrives as the wounded pilgrim, a panelist hearing animated uh panelist bearing animated presence and live witness to gay nightlife culture, but shadowed >> carrying a specific grievance. Expelled repeatedly from Summer's panel by
Christine's governance. Yet rather than retreat, he frames guilty, not defiance, a subtle act of resilience born from being held in the periphery. His archetype consolidates most vividly as in episode 418, where he voices his existential interrogation. Am I the most hated person on YouTube? A question that mirrors Psyche's own recurring wounds of
parallel vulnerability. That's why we love each other, Apollo, right? The archite the the archive shows emerging solidarity between hosts and guests not not through shared joy but through recognition of the same systemic harm inflicted by the same architect. Christine the wounded pilgrim here learns the wound is witnessed and the w comes all lions and there we are. That's
why >> interesting interesting okay >> Greek >> you like that was great huh? Yeah, I like it. >> You see how much that it shows that Apollo hates Christine. Christine popped up twice. >> Yeah. See, I Yeah. I don't know. Apollo, I don't remember you by talking you being a witness to the gay night. When
was that? I forgot that. >> No, it wasn't it was in Berlin, you know, was going with some with some with some male friends, you know, night life. >> Say it was in Berlin. Like it was nothing like no it was just in Berlin you know >> it was that one it was that one time you know
I'm psych you know how they say what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas he was in Berlin what happens in Berlin stays in Berlin >> what happens in Nazi Germany stays in Nazi Germany right Paulo oh is more recent I'm so sorry I'm just I'm just kidding I thought you were a thousand years old no no okay >> I thought he was bending over thank you oh I have to shut up no Paulo was in the military Dude, Ted, shut up.
>> He Apollo, when you have a gay experience in the military like the Spartans used to do. >> I think I lost Apollo. >> No, >> Apollo. He was in the Spartan Army. Yeah, he was in the Spartan Army. You didn't hear him? >> I'm sorry. >> I heard it. >> It's too soon. I'm so sorry. >> He said he walked around with a cape, a
pair of underwear, and a sword. Yeah, Gotti Pro Gotti's promising Emma Levitin is gonna maybe show up between now and now and 30 days for we'll see what happens. What's too soon? What's too soon? It's never too soon to say I love you. Yeah, she she's gonna come home. Her home. Oh my god. Her comi,
come on now. She's gonna get it. Okay, but when you say >> I'm happy I'm happy you are not dead, Gotti. >> Oh, I love you too, Apollo. I love you for always. Yeah, I saw this part right there. >> Sure. >> It's a mother from from uh from that Rapunzel Rapunzel. >> Yeah. So, but I hope you guys are doing good. I love Apollo and thank you guys
for like clicking with with me. I know I've been through some difficult times and it's good to have uh some familiar faces. Even guys, I I lo I lost a lot of trolls, but I lo I'm gaining some like even better people and >> even better. That's good. That's a good thing. >> Yeah. new new people. >> Give me all them hating ass trolls make you go crazy. You don't even know. You you know remember you had all them haters here. You was going a little
wild. It was a little too intense. >> It's too hard. I mean it's like it's like because it's like it was hundreds. It was like a hundred trolls at the same time and I was like oh my god. But thankfully I do have people that that do love me and stuff and you know thankfully because I have I've reached out to a couple people and say hey I just want to like ask you something because they do or had experience with
it and they both they both ignored me and one of them was summer like um you know she well first she said well um she said well um I wrote her and I said I can't have five minutes of your time and she didn't get back to me and so the next day I said I can't have five minutes and she's like well I'm busy and I don't want to get in the middle of yours and I was like, "Well, I was just trying to get in the middle of it. I was just going to ask you something." She's
like, "Well, what's your question?" And then I kind of like just like told her how I felt and she ignored me. But then I saw her and Alex in the chat laughing with Alex and Christine love Alex was do. So, um I know they don't have anything. They have no problem with that. Like, you know, um me being doctor like, "Oh, oh, watch out. Watch out.
Watch out." Still >> like Amanda. Like Amanda, you know, she everybody docks everybody. Once Amanda comes, she's like, "I'm calling FBI." >> FBI. >> I didn't know. >> I didn't know she was an actual Heer. I mean, it's I mean, I'm not to be or anything but
>> No. No. Beyond Hefer. She's the Karen of the Heers. >> Yeah. It's like It's like It's like a Heer that that asked for the manager of the dairy farm, right? He's like, "Where's you know?" Okay. Well, >> she's like, "You guys didn't leave me." No. Hey.
>> Let's go to the movies. >> And then, you know, she played the, you know, Stay Puff Marshmallow Amanda. And she's also >> FBI. She said, "I'm calling the FBI." What you call them? Fat investigations. >> Yeah. And she's >> fat ingredients. >> She's playing she's playing. She's calling the fat ingredients company is the fat ingredients. She's
like I need more supplies. >> Yeah. >> Easy. Um yeah. I mean oh my god. She's like saki you Oh my god. I mean she's Yeah. She's awful. She always says get this out of the chat. I was like who you calling Notice all the people.
>> Exactly. It's exactly it was it was their way to use him to manipulate him. >> I know. Well, >> it's a old game. It's old game. They give him someone money and they think they own him. >> Now it's my property. I gave him a donation. He has to do what I say. >> Exactly. Apollo, I kind of like the authoritative side of you. Can you tell
me what to do for a second? I'll do anything. >> Apollo. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Apollo, you said tell him what to do. He said tell him what to do, >> I love how you I love how I love when you take control, Apollo. So it's such a turnoff. >> No, I I it's my own way to to play with this uh entitled woman's, you know.
>> Did he said he uses his own rake to Pego? >> No, he said he said he wants to play with me. >> He wants He wants Oh, >> watch me play. >> He said he's going to drop his belly. He said he's going to drop his beard hairy beard belly on you. Wow. Yeah, easy e donated last year for the for the for the three artifacts of the the three
three original cult artifacts. The American flag speedo, the hudoo tarot, and >> yeah, this was the first sign. >> And the bong, that's the bong. There you go. The famous mong never stopped smoking out of ever since. >> Yeah, it's like >> imagine how many videos they would have made they would have made with with the with the small crack uh the small one you have before that. Oh my god. >> Oh, I know. That was I had this like I
was like smoking out of an apple or something like that. It was terrible and it kept I kept like you know working >> but you have to send your speedo back to uh to easy but use you know so you can smell on it. >> Hey talk about speaking of smelling >> I heard you already rented them so why is you acting like that? >> Wait a second. Wait a second. >> There you go. What up guys? >> Hey what's up? I'm about to leave but before I go you just reminded me
something. This troll king artifact Where's my troll king award? >> Okay. Yeah. Got it. You have to study it and then I'll send you the link and you can claim the card. You get the card. You want it. You want >> Yeah, I get the card, right? >> Yeah. Yeah. You want it? I I I set it up so it's like I can >> You get the first edition. The first made the first edition card. >> Yes. That's what I want. I want my card. >> Just register and let me know and then
I'll >> I did, didn't I? I thought I did register. I wrote something. >> No, you on the website on the cult. No, you said whoever writes whatever the they write. No, >> and then I become the first one and then I get the card of the that you said I get the card. >> Listen, there's 10. There's 10 limited edition 10 cards. I got one. There's nine other cards, okay? And I can give
them out as I want, but but okay, >> three or four of those were people answered the question correctly. So, um, I'll send you a link and the cards are stored on the codec. You collect all these cards in there. I want to make them real, too. Hey, money420, how are you? >> What card is this that I'm getting? Is this a specific card? >> It's a specific card. It's a very special card. It's called the troll king. And uh >> y'all heard that, right? Y'all heard
them say it, right? Y'all heard >> very? >> Yep. And there's only 10. >> One of one, right? >> No, there's 10. I got one. You got one. There's like >> 10. How can there be 10? >> Because that's that's in the whole I want to be able to give them away. Like >> Wait, wait, wait. What? No. I'm saying there's 10 cards, right? There's only one troll king, though. >> One No, there's No, no. There's There's 10 troll king cards, but there's likeund
limited edition card. >> Well, you get the first of the first edition. >> Let me know who the other nine troll kings are so I could take them out one by one. >> Okay, I'll let you. >> They can only be one. >> said he want the whole troll king deck. He said he want the whole troll king deck. >> Yeah, >> I'm going to collect them all.
>> look like Pokemon got to catch them all. >> Right. I'm going to collect all those There can't be only one. >> What do I got to do? What do I got to do? I got to send you some like my social security number. >> No, no, no, no. IT'S JUST sign in through Google on You can just sign in.
>> Oh my god, that's a lot of work, man. Just flash the card on the screen. I'll screenshot it. That's it. That's done. >> That's all I got to do. >> No, I'll do it. Si, don't do it. Don't do it. I'll put it as my I'll put it as my >> It will get stolen. I don't I can't steal my Nobody's going to steal my Nobody has the nerve to steal my >> They're going to steal it. They're going to steal it. They're going to steal it.
>> What are they going to do? They're going to sell on the street. >> Yes. They're going to sell it. They're sell. >> They're going to sell his idea. Yeah. His idea. They're like, "Wait till you show his idea. I'm going to copyright it and I'm going to take it and I'm going to progress it." >> You know what? You know what? Save it. Save it. Save it. I'll be out in California in about six months. >> I'll save it. I'll save that for whenever you're ready for it. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. >> When you got You know what gonna happen?
He's gonna he's going to have all 10 of y'all in one panel, right? >> The card is >> Yes. >> Then we're going to take he's going to ban us one by one. >> Well, I'm not going to ban anybody. Then I know. >> All right. Good. I just want to claim my card. Thank you, Psych. I appreciate it. >> Have a good Have a good one, guys. >> Got it.
>> I love you. >> Ciao. Okay. Well, so perfect. Okay, everyone. So, yeah. So, God is a great guy, but I Okay, so everyone >> I like I like got his style, you know, he's trolling everyone equally. >> Everyone think he's everyone think he's on their side. I like it how how they
play everyone, >> right? I mean, it's like I want I want It's sort of like what you do, Apollo. It reminds me of what you do. Apollo just brings people together because everyone loves his voice. >> Apollo, are you eating? >> I love a good Greek accent. A Greek German accent. So sexy. >> You hear that nasty chew? You hear him
chewing food? >> I love him. Him and Harry does that on purpose. They eat on P on >> Well, yeah. I mean, it's like So I remember when Trisha Liz just came and like got mad at me. She said, she said, and I got like I went and got like a chicken sandwich. I didn't. She's like, she sounds so disgusting when you chew.
But guys, I'm now I'm really scared because, you know, now um it's being reported on some show that I, you know, that I actually stole from this liquor store that I go to. It's like locally. And so it's like now the liquor store is being docked and they're saying I'm trying to like hurt Jugalos and old Chinese people or something like that. I mean, I don't even understand. I And also I'm dangerous person. I I think everyone needs a restraining order
against me. Every woman I'm stalking poor beta. I mean, it's like geez. Whoa. Talk about >> they're gonna make they make a they're gonna make a a big deal about any little Any little >> Yep. And I've shared these tweets last night that she had posted, you know, a few years ago, but she thought I was like trying to say that she just posted them right then. I wasn't trying to say
that, but I was trying to say look at what kind of stuff she was posting. But um and now she she's like she's like, "Oh, well, see this is my Twitter account." See, it says happy new year. doesn't say, you know, I want to kill, you know, or, you know, I'll kill anybody that with my family, which and then in the next breath. >> Go to my Discord. You can see all the you can see them all. But, but hey, listen, I'm not going as low as that
person because I have information, but but I I am not the kind of person that does that. It's like this is but it's like this is getting too far with it. It's like it's like gez. It's like like please like like if you don't like it then you don't do it to other people. I mean I mean please I mean Jesus Christ. Um, >> ch listen listen. You I I came my way
with this crazy female, you know. Let them bark. Make them bark even more. And you do it. You do it also. You do it. You play with them really good. Let them go crazy. Even more crazy. Like I predict a few since the beginning. If they have nothing to to to course or make fun about, they're going to go
against each other. and uh how we see how and I don't know if you if you paid attention I I I watched the uh you know now >> Apollo what ups >> I had to come up and tell Apollo to shut the up
>> what >> okay >> shut the up Apollo >> shut the up my >> haven't seen Apollo in a minute. Have it come up and tell them that. >> Okay, that's fine. >> I think it's >> good people. >> Am I? >> No, I'm I'm I'm an German
>> I'm an American It's okay. >> Exactly. Welcome to the class. >> Well, Paula is a German with a Greek origin. And uh I'm just I'm just a California I'm a California raisin. I don't Hey, what's up? Oh, Rudy. Yeah. So um yeah also >> but let let me finish what I wanted to
say my pleas okay >> and and you know you have to people deal with all these creep in my personal opinion of the wrong way with these crazy females. They they take them really serious. No treat
them like money like other people you know like me. Make them let them curse. Let them stream. Make them stream every even more. But I don't understand why people go against Christine or someone and try to argue with this with these crazy females. No, let them scream.
>> They want every they want everyone channel be down nobody would be here anymore, you know? It's like it's like I mean it's like we're trying to like have a community where we can like you know have shows and not have to worry about strike wars and like uh you know crazy doxing and like that. And uh but it gets it goes too far. I don't I don't I'm I'm seceded from the community. I'm my own independent
>> Yeah. Yeah. Excommunicator. island. I'm Excommunicated. >> Yeah. I'm ex not excommunicated. I'm voluntarily I voluntarily left. I mean I I ran I escaped. Oh, >> okay. >> Woke up in the middle of the night and got got on a train, an underground railroad train with Harriet Tubman and she said, "It's a choo choo over here."
Okay. Yeah. Look at Oh, there's Gotty laughing. Okay. Well, yeah. So, did you like the song I played when I started the show? I mean, >> nah, the last one. Not Not my style, but uh I like the animations. >> You like what? >> Animations. >> Okay. You Okay. You like having dentures? Thank you so much.
>> I'm relationship idiot. >> Okay. Oh, I I heard you that time. Okay. Oh, I got I I hear you. Okay. >> You see my friend I have I you know you know have you heard of illegal aliens? I have illegal aliens staying over here. Let me see. Oh >> my background. You see my my alien? Hold on. He's uh he I'll just say he loves
There you go. See he's right there. See him? I knew you are an alien, too. >> Yeah. He's sitting in the corner. He He watches me during the show and he makes me stream until I pass out. >> That's That's your That's your communication device with your homework, right? >> Yes. He has a halo. He's like He's like a whole >> Right.
>> I knew it. You're your lizard man. >> Yeah. He's >> See, look at my Look, there's a monkey up there. You see a little I have a little brass monkey up there. And then uh >> don't show too much of your of your housing. They're gonna make fun about it. About any they see. >> Oh, I know. But you know what? >> No. Hey, stop it.
>> What? I just did a Michael Jackson move. >> Oh, okay. Okay. Okay. >> I was I I didn't I didn't I didn't pull down my pants. I'm not wearing mosquitoes pants on. We're wearing Quinn Commando. So, how how about your underwear? What are you wearing?
>> Boxers or briefs? Everyone's curious. Boxers or briefs? >> Yeah. No, boxers. >> He wears boxers. Okay. >> Okay. You can just imagine that. Hey, Apollo. I mean, have you heard of this comedian? His name is Roy J. Have you heard of the comedian Roy J? >> No. No.
Well, apparently he is this forgotten comedian from the 80s and he's just resurfaced and he's like probably the worst comedian I've ever seen, but he's just there's nothing something not quite right about him. I just want I want your opinion on I just like a twominut one of his sets. Okay. U I just >> I enjoy the the videos you play. Seriously, how do you find them? Very
very interesting few of points. Seriously, I enjoy them. >> Thank you. Well, yeah. I mean, I I watch I I I'm I'm a big YouTube person. I I have like a lot of a lot of lot of uh subscriptions and I just get good things on the algorithm. So, here's this is a weird show. He's in his classic pajamas, his striped red and white pajamas. Tell
me what you think about this. So, do you remember this man? Okay. And everyone in the chat, this comedian, Roy J. Uh here we go.
Oh my goodness. >> D Mner. >> Hi, weirdos. >> Weird people. >> I took the first steps last week to get in a divorce. I proposed
She was bright. I mean, different, >> funny, thin. She got three bras out of one egg box. >> Oh, okay. >> I thought, "Let her chase me, Jay. Let
her chase me." So, I nicked her back. >> She's weird. He said, "Hey babe, slither." I slither.
She said, "Do you fancy a dirty weekend?" I said, "Yeah, sure." Took three days on blocking a drain. Said, "This weird dog, Smither, so slow used to fetch yesterday's newspaper."
said, "Your dog's weird. It's got fleas." Spook. She said there's life on the old dog yet.
Sort of >> rocky. >> Slithered up to me. It went. It was a host.
She had this weird chariot, plush upholstery, alloy wheels. They called a border of gear.
I don't know. She had this weird job. She made wigs for bald tires. >> Oh, wow. I said, "Drink makes you look surprisingly beautiful, baby." She said, "I haven't been drinking." I said, "No, but I have." Said, "Why do you wear an eye patch over one eye?" She says, "Why wear both?"
I took her in this posh restaurant. I said, "Slither, babe. We slithered." the way to come up. He said, "Would my dad like to eat alakar?" She says, "Why can't I stay here with him?" >> Weird. >> I was driving along the other day. I had fan belt trouble. I got out of the car and one of my fans belted me.
>> I knew we had a touch and go relationship. >> I touch, she goes. But >> she's got back trouble. She keeps coming back. She was weird. She thought Little John was a portable toilet. She thought Robin Hood stole car bonnets.
She had this weird friend who wrote plays. Wrote a play once, slither about two people sleeping on whoopy cushions, call it wind in the pillows. Weird friends. I mean weird spook. She had one friend used to pour paint all over a canvas and drag this woman around his wife all the time. He wanted to be a
drag artist. >> She was weird though. Weird. She knew nothing about the facts of life. She thought labor pains were politicians. >> See you soon. >> Not my style. Not my style. I like my I like the the the >> I like the British uh humor
>> But I'm going to I'll tell you something >> more. incredible. >> He has very very flat humor. Very flat. >> Well, you know, he was supposedly from like Norway or something, but uh he didn't have he sounded kind of like Robin Williams to me. Um yeah. Okay, I'll show you show you. Well, he wasn't there's a 30 secondond Schweps commercial he was in. This is another thing that proves that he was a real
person. This was a Schweps commercial, so it must be a real a real person because I I I thought thought people would have remembered a comedian that would have like danced around in his pajamas and said spook and slither and was not funny. Sound like Robin Williams. But look at this commercial. This is amazing. You You'll love this one. Okay, you see it? >> Watch this.
Hey weird unreed.
They don't know the secret. I tell them that they're weird. I'll tell you instead. The secret is sparkling drinks from you know who. >> Who? H >> who? Schweps. >> Schweps. I don't know. I I I don't get
this American Jumo. I don't I don't know. >> Okay. I'll just tell you that that comedian was like someone wrote on wrote on 4chan that they're like they're like someone's they're like they're going to try to like trick everybody with this fake comedian and everyone will it was like a Mandela effect. Everyone will remember him from their childhood in a while. But he >> and guess what? There was no Wikipedia for him. There was nothing on the
internet. And all of a sudden, like right after that, a Wikipedia page appeared, fulfilled out, and all these videos started appearing on YouTube, but nobody there's like it's like just out of nowhere, he appeared. But also, if you examine the videos, they're kind of obviously AI. There's like >> What do you mean? People say he was not >> Yeah, he wasn't real. He's like he's real. like a creation to fool people. Um
>> Oh, I think he's kind of like a kind of like a test, but then he's a test that they tell you tell you they tell you the answer to the to the test before. I don't So, it's really it's really weird because it's like they didn't just put it in, slip him in, and then like let it happen organically. They introduce him by saying he doesn't exist and then he existed. And it's kind of um interesting. But um yeah, he wears those
gloves. You know, they in AI they it's AI will make six fingers a lot of times and so they put so they use gloves sometimes and uh he does indeed have six fingers in some scenes. His eyes are also >> Okay. >> Yeah. >> His eyes are also like w like wave like going around. He sounds just like >> not for for me for me he's trying too
hard, you know. It's too much. Well, I was in in a big concert here in Munich two years ago. >> One of the biggest German German comedians. >> Oh, >> who? >> David Hasselhoff. >> He's not German. >> Yeah, he's Isn't he the biggest German singer? The biggest star in German.
>> Nah, come on. No, that's what what you Americans think. He had one big hit. He had one big hit. David T. I mean, he had zero big hits here. Nobody wanted to Baywatch. Oh my god. I hate this guy. >> You know the song. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Oh my gosh. So he's a star. He's a huge
star. >> No, no one likes CB. Everyone think he's an idiot. >> And yet you're singing his song. You know all the words. >> I know. But we every everyone was playing it during the when East and West Germany.
>> Paul, can you sing Old Lang together? >> Can you sing Old Lang Z to me? >> Old what? >> Old Lang Zine. Have you heard that song? >> No. Can you? >> Old Lang. I know. I don't know really. Um I think I don't think I don't think it has words. I think it's instrumental
actually. Hey, >> I I can sing some uh some Greek songs. >> Can you um Oh, do you know do you know this one? I know I know some Greek songs. Um >> Oh, yes. >> No. Greece is the time is the place is the motion. >> That's That's Greek, right? >> You Oh, yeah. 100% Greek. 100%.
>> Yeah. I love I love Yandrevolt is from Greece, right? And uh who else? >> And you know he's gay too like us. >> Who? >> John Travolta. >> He's not Greek. >> Yeah, he is. He's gay. >> No, Italian. He has Italian roots. >> Scientology gave him a bearded wife. I
mean, a wife that's called a beard. And uh he's uh he men or is >> You have so much stories. I have >> listen. I'm in the game mafia. I know things. Okay. I know things. >> I've been places and I a little bit. >> He's no Benny Hill. I I know. I know. So
I won't I won't play anymore. I'm not terrible. But you know what? He's still funnier than um let me see. Um Bronsworth, I don't No. Um Oh, but what did you think about Chris? What did you think about Christine and and Crystalan and uh and Alexandra? You know, these are these are and beta. even even be a kind of like you know
>> well I tried not to to I tried not to get to put my nose in anyone business. I'm not Christian right. I have I I stay in my lane. I don't people that just mind their whole business completely are kind of boring on the show because then they're not like you know stirring up. Come on Apollo be controversial. It's all beat up
>> No I call no one a You know that's number it's not my style. Not my style. I don't curse. >> Well, I'll do it if I can. >> I know. I know that. And that's that's okay. That's how you people talk. I don't understand why people got offended by it, you know. Oh, you called me a You called me a Come on.
Everyone comes. Everyone comes. >> It's a female dog. All it is is a female dog. Dogs are beautiful. I love dogs. >> Nah. And I don't like some of the of the females here. I would never curse with them. Never ever. with this. Nah, it's not because I respect them. No, it's because I respect myself. Why should I
lower myself to their level? No, >> I know. But you know, they say don't wrestle with pigs or or you know, you'll get dirty, the pig will like it. But you know what? Um I like to get a little bit dirty sometimes. >> Right. So it's okay. Everyone have to show that, but I don't let the people try try to use me. So, so please don't
try to manipulate me to when I have when I have something to say, I say it on my own terms, not when people want me to. >> But I'm ask but it's me asking you to say it. >> Me? >> Yeah. Okay. No, like I tried to say, listen, like I tried to say to you easy, but as usual,
this drunk stabbing idiot. Uh, New York idiot. Shut up. Shut the up. Blingbing As usual. >> What did you just You just call me an idiot. >> Not you. >> Oh, okay. >> Easy. Easy. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. I kiss I'll be easy. Okay.
>> Oh. Oh. I I curse. I curse. I called someone idiot. Oh my goodness. Oh, you're saying easy the person. I thought you were saying take it easy. Take it easy. Oh, so easy. We make it easy. Hey, do you like what do you like American television in German? You're in Germany, right? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Are you near um Munich?
>> Yes, I moved now. Uh Schwartz, you know, Blackwood >> Blackwood Schwarz Black Schwarz. You know where it is. Uh, I changed the I I bought in a new property and now I'm very very remote. Really lonely and I like it. >> I like it too. Well, no, I haven't been there actually, but
>> a lot of nature. A lot of nature, you know, and so uh I like it this way. I have my piece and I I'm expanding the the property, you know, the house. I'm building more more more more rooms and More an extra garage. and And it's quiet. I mean, it's it's quiet.
I I'm planning to retire. >> I have a serious question. Do you believe that that Hansel and Gretle was a true story? >> The what? >> Hansel and Gretle. Was it a true story? Is it or is it just >> I don't know what it is, man. >> You never heard of Hansel and Gretle? >> No. No. >> Give me a hint. Give me a hint.
>> Okay, I'll give you a hint. It's about it's a very famous German story about these, you know, these kids and their parents like leave them out in the middle of the woods because they can't afford to feed them anymore and and then they leave them there and then the kids come across this house made of gingerbread and there's beautiful woman named Bea that lives inside. >> Yeah, Angel. Yeah. Yeah. I know. I know.
>> Yeah. Well, there's >> the brother Grim brother >> But there was there was a book I guess in the in the 70s or something. It's called the and it was like somebody pretend they it was kind of a hoax I think but they like the true story of Hansel and Gretle and they say this brother and sister like pushed this actual this baker into an oven this woman so they could steal her ginger ginger snitle recipe or something like that and
>> yes >> and the house and then people believed it and then they say some Germans still believe in hansling and are fans of David Hasselhoff music. Yeah, it's anyone here in Germany, you know, every I'm not German, but in school there we have to study the all the the riddles and the stories of
brother scream everything. >> Do you ever in Germany, do you ever like um do you ever go to those SNM clubs? I hear le leather is big in Germany. >> No. >> No. >> Okay. How about do you ever go to Oktoberfest? I could say you have a weird accent. I'm very seriously what?
>> October fest. >> October fest. October festisha. You think I'm hard to understand? I mean, I'm just kid. No, no. October fest. And who? What else? You like >> even though I don't I don't like it. It's it's overcrowded with with the uh British people, the Americans, Japanese.
>> And they all dressed up. Yeah. Yeah. And >> Japanese. they all dressed up with this uh German d, you know, this uh classical uh Bavarian style, you know, leather hose and then I don't like it. They look stupid, you know, that they're wearing this this German dresses and they all look stupid in it,
>> right? I mean, but why who invented those clothes? >> And trust me, when when you go there, everyone within 10 minutes, everyone is drunk. Everyone's drunk. Yeah. Well, that's the whole point. I mean, >> I don't know. >> I mean, that's that's why they wear the stupid clothes. They're completely wasted.
>> Yeah. That's a that's a German way of life, you know. Drinking beer. For for them, beer is not alcohol. For for Germans, beer is it's necess it's necessary for life. It's it's like a food for them. Jesus.
Few years ago it you know that let me give you an example. Few years ago it was allowed by law to drink when on work beer. It was a food. It was a uh necessary for life. It was not considered alcohol. Everyone is you know
allowed to to to drink beer tons of beer on work and it was not against the law. Well, have you ever heard of a hot dog eating contest? You know, like there's Japanese people that >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. I Oh my good. Yeah. Seriously, it's not American best, but
you people to really drag anything to stupidity. Stupidity. >> Can you imagine going to the bathroom after eating 45 hot dogs? I mean, that's >> imagine. Imagine. >> I mean, horrible. Die in the car. I mean, how do they Yeah. Their stomachs are stretched out like a
>> And what is surprising to me I I watched a video about it. The winner was some Asian guy. Skinny Asian guy. Really skinny. And he was winning all this mass eating contest. Skinny guy. I was expecting more some some fat fat black American guy to win this. No, it was a skinny
Asian guy. I couldn't even eat like two hot dogs, let alone like 40 hot dog. Are you mad? Oh my god. And then then then >> their belly is like they're pregnant and >> I'm afraid about how they go to the bathroom next. I don't know what's going to happen.
Imagine all those hot dogs coming out of Oh my god. What a nightmare. >> I don't know. Well, it it's a it's a style of Americans to to do anything too much. Too much too. They overdo anything. They overdo anything. Eating contest, dancing
contest. Well, I watched a show uh uh uh they had this little little uh girls literally little girls I don't know the age were pret they dressed them up like like prostitutes and they called it content. >> Oh my god. >> Like prostitutes little girls. Oh,
>> how up are how how up is I that's American people to dress up the little girls like like and put 20 pounds of makeup and uh show the almost anything and then they and then Americans call Greeks pedophile and Look at your
TV. You make a you make it you're glorifying showing the girls. >> Well, that's >> what kind of parents show show six or seven year old girls dress them like street uh uh street wolves, you know. >> Yeah. Well, we have those beauty pageantss in America, you know.
>> Yes, exactly. It was a beauty content that that's how they call it beauty content. Come on now. six year old girl. He said, "What the fuck?" >> Yeah, it's very strange. I mean, it's like a I just I'll never get Republican. I'm just kidding. Oh, I don't I mean, really, it's very strange. It's very strange. >> That's And then they call they called
you say the land of the Christianity and uh conservatives and but let but they let horse naked little girls run around and pose in front of old men. Uh I don't know. This is fun. That's terrible. I mean it's like uh yeah the world is world is a very strange place. Um
>> yeah and it's getting worse and worse man. It's getting worse and worse >> right because I mean it's like I think yeah when the societies are sick then the the people it reflects upon how the behavior of the people but I almost think like you know there's a lot of the world is like um media um programming you know and get here's the next thing that's going to happen. It's like almost like
following a script or a story line. >> They are so easy to to to destro disrupt and uh and change the the the the few of people you know the easy to to manipulate the people but it's on anyone's if they get if allow the media to manipulate to brainwash them you're
you're human. You don't have to believe anything uh you see or heard, you know. No, you're own person >> with your own opinion. >> Yeah. Have you ever seen the Truman Show? >> The Truman Show. Have you seen that? >> Yeah. Yeah. I Yeah. Yeah. >> You know what that's about? >> I know. I know. I understand the message
behind it. >> I think Jim Carrey is a pet detective and um and he's trying to No, I'm not. Hey, have you ever seen the mask? >> Uh, yeah. This Yeah. Yeah. And with the mask. Oh, also Jim Perry, I think things right? >> Yeah. Hey, Smoking. Remember Smoking? >> No.
>> No. Well, he said, I guess that was, "Hey, how about this? I'm Fire Marshall Bill." You remember Fire Marshall Bill? >> No. It was like Jim Carrey played this like burn victim fire fire marshal that was like you know he had to I don't know it was like a show called the living color. So um >> oh by the way wait listen did you watch
the the Odyssey movie >> the Odyssey? I didn't see it but you seen it in the chat. >> Oh man you seriously oh Hollywood should stop making movies man you they up anything historical. They did the same with the great Alexander, you know,
and now this with the with the Odyssey Ailles. And you know who played Ailles? >> Hi Andra. Good to see you. Why? What happened so bad? >> This I watched it. Oh my god. All Greeks are so mad about it's what was the name of this? He she she was a woman before
and now she >> she cuted she cuted her tits off and pretend to be a man now. >> Her teeth >> tits >> tits. Heras tatas or katas. Okay. >> Milkas. Yeah. Tatas. Yeah. Exactly.
And he or he she playless. How can you go from black pit, you know, to this skinny wannabe man and pretend to be a >> Yes. >> So So they're they don't like trans and and Germany still.
>> It has nothing to do with friends or men or women, but come on. This is a skeleton. This is a skeleton to make fun about here. >> Are you I'm I'm not skinny. I kind of, you know, I kind of like >> You think But you are tall. You're at last tall.
>> Yeah. Well, if there's a skele there's skeleton, then they they already have their Halloween costume ready, right? >> I don't know, man. I was so Oh my goodness. I I couldn't continue watching. It's seriously I stop in the middle of watching it. I I don't
plan to to to end her night. And it's not even near accurate how how the the the the IOT story is. Oh my god. The up anything. >> Yeah. Those those those Hollywood ruins everything, you know. >> Yeah. >> Book is better. I think you should read the book instead of the movie. That's
right. >> I my first year my first uh years in my life, you know, I I was growing up in Greece and it was mandatory. Anyone have to to to read and learn the Iliad. Anyone >> you just call me an idiot >> sometimes. >> Oh my god. Hey, I read I know I read the Iliad and I read the the Odyssey. My
favorite character of the Odyssey was probably um you know Cersei or you know Calypso or uh Odysius of course >> but that for me. Yeah, >> Penelope was okay too, but or I didn't like the Cyclopses. I I mean it's like they were just so dumb. And uh I like I >> Well, it's a it's a failure, you know. like
It's more like uh how you deal with the problems in your life. The same with the sirens, you know, how to the the agonauts. the algonauts how they extend the sirens. >> So, do you want I have my my Greece album right here. I went to Greece um when I was 14. Let me get out my album and see if you recognize anything. Hold
on. Okay, here it is. >> Want to see some pictures? Hold on. Oh my god. I turn my >> Sure. Sure. >> Okay. Right back. Hold on one second. >> No speedo. I seriously Oh god. And he comes back with the speedo. Oh no. Please no. me. Not not and it's a grease speedo. I'm miss so here we go.
You see me hold to see it here. I'll put myself on full screen. Hold on. Hey Paulo, here we go. You want to see me in grease? >> Okay, >> let me see what I have here. So um here's this is this is like it says fountain that was encountered while climbing up the Acropolis. And then we
have the Acrop Acropolis from below. So here's let me see. Oh, okay. So, well, here's like I guess the Acropolis right there. Oh, yeah. There you go. >> Let me see. Let me see. >> Yeah. >> Ah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I was there, too. Yeah. Yeah. I know it. Yeah. >> You know it. You know it. Okay. And then there's Let me see. Um there is Oh,
here's some great things. So, this there's um there is like a >> I think that's Aerys or something holding the apple. Aris or I for >> ah Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. in in the Pantheon Museum, right? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Pantheon. >> Wasiden Poseidon. >> Yeah. The P. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah.
How many ago is this? >> Mask maskon. Yeah. Yeah. Theon. Yeah. Yeah. >> And look at that. Look at there's there's a pan and Aphrodite. >> Can you imagine? This was 2,000 years ago. the the the technique, you know,
but some some people struggle to build it now and they people did it 20,000 years ago. Man, >> look at look at we went to this park and all these little cats came running up to us. >> Who is this? Who is this? You >> It's me. >> Nah. >> Yeah, there's me. See right there?
>> Look this skinny guy. >> I know. I wanted to skinny. Oh boy. >> And where else we went to? Here's the ruins of the Agora. So the ruins of the Agora. Oh yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. And then there's like some
>> you did you visit Did you visit also the Olympic stadium? The antique. >> Well, here. Is this it right here? I saw I saw something like that. Is it is it um because they have the Temple of Nike near it, I think. Is this it right here? Yeah, right here. Like here's a Is this it? >> You're right. Yeah. Ah, I was lucky. It
was only del. >> Okay, that was dely. Okay. Yeah. Um, so let me see what else I have in here. I have um we So this is we went to the Gulf of Corinth. How about this? Have you heard of that? >> Corinth. That's my where my wife is from. >> That's where your wife is from. Wow. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> A lot of monasteries and stuff. The lady we went with was obsessed with like the saints and she wanted to find
like the saints that were like uncorrupted. Here's the temple of Apollo right there. Apollo temple of Apollo. >> I know. I know. It's about me, you know. >> Yeah. Were you there? I didn't I didn't see you there. Oh my gosh. >> Yeah. I'm reincarnated. Yeah. I'm reincarnated of Apollo the god, you >> Look at this. Guess where this is. know. Uh,
what >> ancient my >> I know I know the gate but I know the gate It says ancient >> how about this one? The tomb of Agamemnon. Look at that.
>> Wow. Hey, see that's what makes people open-minded. They they learn about other cultures. They travel. They are open for for other cultures and other opinions. >> That's why I like you. >> I love it. Look at Look at me there. >> Wow. This this Salomoniki was Salomiki look
like Salomoniki. >> Um okay. Well, this was like I think we were So it says we were says uh where was this? It says that Agame. It says the fortress that we're about to climb. And that was like where they had the tomb of Agamemnon. Uh it says uh the beautiful hills. Let me see. And it said and this one had there's a fortress we went to. We went to this fortress. It was so cool. It was like a castle. We could walk all around it and stuff and
climb over stuff. There's like this fortress. It's old fortress right there. It was so cool. We were just walking. >> Where is this? Where where is this? >> This was um this was where it was. Let me see if it says it was a where the Eptorious theater where the sound is. >> I am Eptorian. Epanro. Epanro. Yeah. >> Here you go. See that one? Yeah.
>> That's Delelfi. That's Delelfi. >> Delphy. Yeah, we're in Delelfi. I guess we're in Dely. And then uh and then what else we have? Oh, we have the Oh, look at Can you read this? What does it say?
Yeah. Free uh free entrance. >> Full entrance. Oh, it says where the Deli Oracle G >> Free Free. >> Yeah. Oh, and then and then we have Oh, there's a Nike statue and a Sphinx. There's a Sphinx right there. >> Okay, come on up. >> No, the Ah, no, that's a
What is what is it? >> Like the guy um um or Oh, let me see. It's a It's a go. He slept with his father and killed his mother or slept with his mother, killed his father. Um what's that guy called? Um um you know there's Electra and Edypus. Edypus. O dip.
>> Edypus. Yeah. Yeah. I know. I know. >> Here I'm in the bus. Look at me there. >> See how cute I was? >> I did have my nose job at that point. I don't know. But my nose Yeah, I think I must have had my >> What? You had the nose job? >> I did. I did. Oh, this is really >> Oh, you idiot. >> Listen to this. This is the um we went
to these these monasteries of dead monks. So, this is called the monastery of Meteora, right? >> Meteora. Meteora. I Oh, cool. Yeah man. Oh my goodness. You seriously
you use the elevator? The manual elevator? Yeah, look at this. Apollo >> Greek. Yeah, with the Greek style. >> There we are. We're on a boat. We're on a little cruise. >> There we go. Multi. That's how I love it. See, a black woman, Chinese woman, American anything. >> Yeah. It was very multiculture. My dad looked at these pictures. He's like,
"This is like the UN. You're like the You're like the group of the UN." >> Yeah, man. That's why that's why I I kind of like you, you know? You're not close-minded. Your mind is open. You're a weird person, but at least you're open-minded. Not be close, but like like most of Americans, you know. >> And then I guess one day we were walking around some place called Agina and it's
like it was like a long walk and we were all in a bad mood and we were all we were in a bad we're in Aena right there. See, I we're >> Oh yeah, man. Seriously, we have some good. Oh yeah. >> And what's the final one? And then we finally went to the island of Hydra.
The island of the Hydra. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, look at that. >> Gorgeous, huh? >> Damn. That I'm happy for you. You have good memories, man. You make good memories. Good for you. >> That was good memories. And I stay with the family there. And then Yeah, it was it was really good. And then uh and then Oh, yeah. And then I said there was a town clock. I think I guess this is the final place. Oh, these things are
falling out. Getting my aborn breakfast in a bag. Yeah. So this look at the little donkeys in this these beautiful donkeys on this island right there. So see >> it's white donkey. >> Cool. >> Cool. Huh? That was it. That was it. Thank you for looking out. You're looking at my my whole my whole photo book. But it says um it said a first
generation Oh, so my leader was her name was Dimitra Jean Tamaristas. A first generation Greek American native of South San Francisco, California. you graduated from University of Berkeley blah blah blah. And then it says about your host community. Your your home state community will be in one of the following suburban areas of Athens. Um
either um Alona is a small country town >> Yeah. A >> where I was and then uh the rest is a closed community with oceanic agenic activities such as fishing. Cam Cami Cami was the the name of the other place. Okay. >> Okay. So, that was it. That was my travel summer 1996.
>> 1996. Oh, long ago, man. >> Wow. >> Long ago. I was like, let me see. >> Long ago. >> 15 years old. I was 15. So, I didn't have my nose job yet, but my nose didn't look too bad in that picture. That's kind of crazy. >> Well, what what's wrong with your nose? >> It it was like it was crooked. It was like a bird's beak. And it was like >> So what? So what? It's a It's the imperfection who makes people special.
You don't have to look like people want you to look. all these people. >> I was vain. >> You see, you see you see you see my eyes, right? My famous right eye. You saw You saw it. >> They're gorgeous. They're gorgeous eyes. I love your eyes. >> Yeah. All the hair has my eye. You know what? Oh, what the What is this?
>> That's KZ. You know KZ? >> No. This is some kind of alien. >> Yeah, KZ's on the show sometime. Yeah, he he is. Well, he said he was we thought he was we thought he was dead, too. And guess what? It turns out he was alive, but we thought he was he. >> Yeah, man. No, seriously. I I was
listening to to a panel and I think it was Christine say got a car accident and uh he got cut in half and you know, and he's dead. I don't know. But I'm happy. >> What do you think of that? >> That's a young Christine. She wish she wish she wish.
>> But I don't care how someone looked like. >> I don't care. But but she actually put a picture out of herself and said, "Oh, here's me at the beach." She put this picture out. She said, "Here's me at the beach." And I think somebody figured out that it might have might have been AI, but you can judge for yourself. This is Christine's beach photo.
>> I don't know. It's okay. I don't understand. >> Fine, fine, fine, fine. Come on. >> Shut up. Let me speak you, >> Who can I make fun of Christine with? Oh my god. Everyone just respect her. I mean, I You should hear the she says about me and you. She called us >> I know, man. I know. But listen, I'm not gay. here to tell you how to handle it. You
do it your way because you have to to deal with the consequences. Not me. Not me. >> Tell me about it. Tell me about it. I'm the I have to deal with everybody's consequence. I'm the only one that has to deal with consequence. Everyone else is like, "Oh, I'm just like blah blah blah." >> Don't worry. Listen, listen. Please, let me talk. Okay. Listen,
trust me. And I predicted it the first time I I come to your panel. I predicted it. I said it. Okay. Your best friend with with SA blah blah blah. You go good will come. And I don't know if if you watched Blaze Ped,
man. No. No. uh subexposed uh Christine, you know, they all all of these crazy women, you know, the the they the uh they pretend to be against pedophiles. You know, you are pedophile to supporter, you are pedophile and and
then I'm hear I'm hearing uh summer exposes uh Christine being married to a convicted pedophile. >> Oh my god. I know. >> You didn't know that? >> No. So, who's married to them? Summer or >> Christine is it? No, Christine, you know
the the taco private private and uh and Summer exposed uh she was angry at Christine for some reason, whatever. And she she exposed that she's married to a convicted pedophile and this woman pretend to be protecting children. >> Oh my god. >> Make it make sense. It doesn't make any
sense because they're they call because Christine goes around calling me a predator protector all day. What? What? >> Yeah. Not only you, anyone also dozen other people. She called them. She call any anyone a pedophile protector or a pedophile themselves. She called me a pedophile >> and and and she's married to a convicted pedophile. What the
>> guys? That's how crazy the world is now. Oh my gosh. Stop it. That's already been cleared up. What do you mean? What's been cleared up? Makes no sense. Makes no sense. Anything these people say is uh it's >> I don't Has it been clear? I My man says it's all been cleared up. So Amanda is saying that's not true, I guess. But it's not true. So he's not a convicted person. I mean, I don't know. I want to know the truth. Stop it. I don't know.
Paula turns my mic down. Oh, there's ghost. Will Ghost get up here? >> I'm too low. >> No, you're f. I mean, you sound like, you know, Charlie Brown that it sounds like you're the male Charlie Brown >> everyone ghost got called, you know, because he just was in my chat by people. I mean, it's like nobody like defended him. I mean, it's like everyone
just calling >> Exactly. It's see it's a it's the same script again that they try to to frame ghost as a pedophile, you know, >> about any little And now I'm hearing I'm hearing that summer saying, "Oh, you your your husband is a pedo." But then she goes around and call anyone
a pedophile or pedophile protector. >> Yeah. >> What kind of is this >> accusation knowing that if you don't like the accusation made against your don't call everybody else that they literally >> Exactly. If want it done to you, don't do it to others. It's we but we delusional delusional complexity
disconnected from reality entitled >> right I know it's I mean that's what's really sad is because we should all be like you know watching out for each other rather than trying to like you know be be taking glee and every other people's suffering. Vita came in here laughing at me like like oh like and what she was when she what she thinks her what her what her ex fiance like 10
years ago his picture was on she was like oh my god she's still screaming about it today but then she let everyone else >> no Amanda Amanda listen I don't believe nothing say she would say anything to get a reaction out of people she would say anything is a joke anything is for drama for for conduct
for I don't believe Everything some say if summer say she is a woman it's a lie it's automatically a lie I believe nothing she say it's not if it's true or or false but don't go around go other people's uh names when when your best friend or even yourself have the same accusations against you.
So guess guys, we have a be we have a lovely guest coming up. It's all welcome. >> Oh, >> you. >> you. >> But yet, Apollo, you're up here spreading lies about Christine's husband, which are unequivocally >> twisting twisting things. I didn't say I said it.
>> No, you said you got it from summer. You're still spreading a narrative that's not true. Stop gossiping. I don't I don't again maybe you you don't understand English. Maybe it's your second language. Okay. I said I heard it. >> Don't ever insult my intelligence. Okay. Don't even go.
>> She don't understand English. She don't understand English. I said someone else said it, not me. >> But you're repeating it. >> Oh, really? >> That's true. >> No. No I'm repeating it. That's the same that like they do, like you do. And you should have bait proof
>> you repeat other people other people's if you're going to accusations too. >> Her husband. No, let me tell you something. When we went after West, >> we have the paperwork for that PDF that was hanging out with him. >> Let me be crystal clear about
that. I've never called Ghost Aedo. I've never anybody else a pedo. >> Period. >> True. True. >> I did say you lock me in with some now because you >> did I say you did I mentioned your name? No, I don't >> because
>> don't make it about you now. >> Calling you. She's calling you on your >> It has nothing to do with you. I didn't I didn't mention your name. I said >> I lies about Christine's husband. I repeat they say okay if you don't like when people repeat what is publicly said
then don't go on the internet that's the argument you see >> you don't pay any bill in my house so you can't tell me what to do >> oh my goodness ain't about you nothing is about you >> nothing is about you >> shouldn't be gossiping about someone else's have to make anything about herself
>> I literally said, "You shouldn't." I I literally just said you shouldn't say something about someone else's spouse. >> I don't mean you personally. It was a generalization. >> I understand that, but you're still >> okay. >> Doing a narrative up on this panel as if it's true, and it's not.
>> I know you should do professionally as well. What about that? >> He would have never been hired for that job if he was convicted of that crime. >> I mean, come on. >> I did say it's true. And and if you listen, I believe nothing nothing. Uh some say nothing.
>> No, I never say it's true. >> I already said I heard it You were as usual. as usual. No, no proof. No, no proof provided. No proof provided. No paperwork, no nothing. >> What the >> You're the one that made the claim, sir. So, you're going to have to prove you're
going to have to prove shake your head again. Apollo, >> you made the claim. >> Are you not understanding what what's going on here? You made the claim. Therefore, you have to prove the claim. >> Am I the only one that's listening to this No, I'm I listened very clearly, Ghost. I heard exactly what was said. >> Yeah. And then he's like, "Oh, I didn't say." Yeah, you did say it. Now you're
going to have to prove it. Apollo, feet to the fire. Prove it. >> I don't like that man. Because >> you just you just run your mouth and you know people are going to believe. >> If I believe anything said, I would believe anything to say about you, Amanda. I never said I believe There's a
difference. I don't really care what anybody thinks about me or says because I stand on my own self and I do what I want to do. Nobody That's where people get it twisted. Because you're friendly with somebody on the internet, >> that doesn't mean that we're best buddies. >> Like,
>> don't let them run. Don't let them run. >> That That's the reality of this. And I just think it needed to be said, especially on socks channel, that that is unequivocally not true. >> Unequivally not true. And she just proved you wrong, first of all. Second of all, you made claims. You're not going to back it up, Apollo. She decided she had receipts. Do you have receipts?
>> She married She married her husband after she was 18 on top of it. >> I don't care. I never go to to people's private life. That's not my my thing. I don't care about it. I don't care about about your private life. About uh anyone's private life.
That's not my N >> Hey, she just checked you. Apollo, she got your ass. >> I mean, I'm tired of running around. >> Background noise. What is this background noise? >> W this feminist woman. >> Uh it was a fan.
I've walked into another room past a fan. Oh, is it bad? >> Psyche farted. It's okay. >> It's hot. Anyway um >> anything else? Apollo, you want to run your mouth about a little bit more while she's up here or No, >> I love it.
>> I'm tired of the and I'm coming with receipts from now on. want to play with me. Uh she's not >> see people people run their mouth make make all kind of accusation when it's about them they don't like it they are tired as long it's about others or it's entertainment >> that sorry my bad if you're
going to run that mouth at least you back it up your burden of proof is on you Apollo you're going to run that yeah you're going to yap run that you got to prove it it's that it's that simple >> I don't care if they run their mouth about me but at least be honest No one's telling the truth on this planet. Anything is a lie.
>> My bad. You guys handle it. >> Anyway, >> what's wrong? >> Thank you for letting me sight. I just needed to clear that up. I don't come over here, but I was told that it was being said, so here I am. >> I never It was never about you. That's you. You included yourself. I never
>> matter. You're talking about someone's husband. >> You're spreading the information. >> I'm doing what I did. I did what you do. Oh my goodness. I'm an evil person. >> No, I have not spread anything about anyone being a PF. >> I'm sure.
>> Prove it or shut the up. >> Okay, >> that's the bottom line. Okay. >> Yes, man. >> Are you going to prove it? >> He's not going to prove Go.
>> I think you should. >> I don't have to prove anything. I don't >> think you should. Well, you claim that you're smart. >> The person who will make the accusations have to prove something. I don't make accusations. >> The fact of the matter is >> I don't make the accusations. Someone else did it. You know the fallacies. You know burden of proof is a fallacy. If you make a
claim you're >> I don't know about all that ghost. I don't care about all of that ghost. >> It means to me. This is the problem is in in this community. Well YouTube they spread narratives that are not true. This y >> thinks I'm lying about my
wife and get plain and come over here and I'll show you. >> I personally never mentioned anything about your private unlike others. >> It doesn't matter. I've explained this five times to you, Apollo. I'm not going to keep repeating myself. >> What you do? >> Oh, no. I'm actually about to leave. I
wanted to say something unttrackable. How have you been attractable? Good sir. >> Yeah. Glad you're here. >> What happened to you on what happens to you? >> He's probably drunk. That's what he does. >> Oh,
>> but he doesn't. He's a man of few words. So, >> yeah. I know. I know. >> He's like He's like one of those He's at like that cigar store Indian. >> Hey, Sonic. Who's the Sonic the Hedgehog villain? >> Anyway, have a good night. >> You too. >> Good night. >> Sonic the Hedgehog. I think that's that's Apollo. >> No, the villain. >> What happened to your hair?
>> What happened? Are you okay? It looks like you put your finger in a light socket. >> Yeah, this this haircut um it cost $18,000. >> Is that how much it was? >> Okay. You donated that much to get that haircut right? >> This is what it looks like when um you're heating and what a real man looks like.
>> What happened? Are you okay? He looks like you got in an accident. >> Sad. >> Th This is what happens when you have to take a a loan out to to keep your house. Then you have to listen to Apollo. >> She said her hair for like, you know, to locks of love for the house or what?
>> I don't know. >> No, of of course. All the superficial uh takes precedent over anybody that has any sort of story. Uh I I understand. >> Excuse me. I was just making conversation.
>> Don't ever do that again. Your beard is on fleek though. >> Yeah. Super. >> Nice ass beard. >> What What do you look like? What do you look like? >> Uh I look like the Michelin man from Ghostbusters. Pull it up. >> Yeah, that that's what you
looking at. Be like, "Oh, >> you look good. You you look this. You look that. >> Oh, I'm ugly. I'm ugly as fuck." Nobody really Nobody >> Exactly. anyone. Oh, you have no teeth. You look like that. You look hot. I'm saying in a general sense, you
wind up a 100 ladies. About 99 of them are going to say I'm ugly. >> I would like >> But there's that one though. >> Maybe. >> And her name's Amanda. >> A You're with Amanda now. >> Yeah. >> Beautiful. after she I just got after she whooped Apollo's ass. I just got so
I don't know. I I don't even like her. But after this, I didn't like her all of a sudden. I don't know. >> You don't like her anymore? >> No, I like her now. No, I'm just kidding. I don't like her anymore. >> No, I don't like her. I'm just kidding. I didn't know she's fine. Uh I already have enough people mad at me. >> Hey, we heard that nasty ass. How's >> your Where's your Where's your Where's
Are you have any Are you running around with any friends tonight? goes, "What's going on?" >> I had a couple um >> he has like friends in this thing in this uh >> ghost gang. >> He has a He has a ghost gang and it's like you never know who's going to be in it. Like >> guess who's the leader of it? >> It's me. >> Oh, thank you. I'm the >> Just kidding. You're not part of the club brother.
>> Yeah. Oh, I think Unttrackable like turned his fan. He tried to turn it down up so much it it blew off his his toupe or something. And by the way, in trackable, the the one side of your hair is going down. You got to spike it back up again. Just pointing that out.
>> This looks funny. Sorry. >> I don't make fun of you. Okay. But it looks funny. It looks funny. It's like you got too got too close to the sun. >> How much did >> you got too close to the sun? >> Cut your hair like that. How much did they pay you? Um did you do for charity? What's going on?
>> No, I um do you understand uh HVAC? Um you know your heating? >> Yes. >> Hback? >> Yes. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Well, it it's 100 degrees every single day here. And uh >> So you back your hair?
It looks like It looks like he was using a floowby and it got like stuck on his head. >> Can we pull up the villain from the Sonic the Hedgehog or not? >> What? Sonic the Hedgehog. What? Who >> the villain? Just look at it and tell me if I'm >> Oh, the villain from Sonic the Hedgehog. >> Yeah, it's called Doc something, I think. >> Are you the villain? Are you the villain from Sonic the Hedgehog?
>> No, unttrackable is Doc. >> I know. I'm asking him. Are you um the the villain? >> Are you the villain, sir? >> Oh, I have a picture of it. Dr. Eggman. Hold on. >> Come back. >> You can pull up a thumb and get me right. Sorry, I had to say it. >> Here's a picture. Okay, got I got a It
looks just like him. It has the same haircut. Hold on. JPG. Okay, here we go. So, everybody, welcome. This is Untractable. Oh it didn't work. This is Untractables. I'll do this one. This Untractable's um um fashion fashion um inspiration. Where are we? Okay, here we go. >> You want to see it? Okay, here we go. What do you think? Unttrackable.
>> The game mustache wear your mustache behind your behind your head. It should be on your face like that. >> You gota look up the game version, brother. >> Oh, okay. You need a game version. >> Yeah. Not the game. >> The game, not Hey yo. >> Oh. Oh, okay. I thought it was a three game. Okay, never mind. I don't I don't know. I don't I don't have time to download
Sonic Hedgehog pictures all day. Dragon was weird enough. Weird enough. Look at him looking at us like all weird like Ted Kazinski or something like that after he wrote the manifesto, >> you know. But but at last he you know he have co and he don't care how he looks like. Look >> in that garage. >> You're homeless. >> Yes. the wood.
>> I I I want to >> No, I I I want to I want to counter out I I want to count counteract that um that homeless flame. >> Oh god, don't talk to Psych like that. >> Please, no, please. This is what it looks like to own a home.
Uh because over the past year uh the hot water heater has gone out. That was >> an HVAC uh specialist. Can you just handle that? >> So I mean if you don't want to listen that's fine. >> Why did your hair Why is your hair all
the >> Why are you so far away from the mic? >> That That's fine. Can you Can you hear me? >> I'm talking to Psyche. I can hear you. >> Hear you. I hear you. Yes, I hear you. Untraable, you're coming in clear. >> Sorry. >> Yeah. So, the >> the was that?
>> Jesus Christ. Let him talk for God's sake. >> The doesn't talk. How long does he take to talk? He says one word, waits two minutes, says another word, wait a sentence. Just >> let him talk. Go. Stop abusing my guest. Yeah, you know, >> the the the pain that somebody goes
through to be whatever it is that they are, it it it is always going to be open to ridicule. So, there is no dollar. >> Okay. I'm sorry. Your haircut, it's not the worst haircut I've ever seen, but it's pretty bad. Pretty Okay. >> I think it looks good. >> I'm sorry. I'm sorry. We interrupted again. >> I'm just gonna go backstage. Hold on.
You guys be nice. Let him talk. >> Well, I'm f to break to. Oh, we breaking to now. >> Is Is my face breaking to? >> No, no, no, that's debatable. >> Well, put put it up against your face.
What is your face? >> I mean, I definitely break that. That's my face. That's why I think you're good >> cuz I broke in my face. >> You You are not as pretty or as ugly as I am. So you are neither as entertaining nor >> I have a face for radio.
>> Oh yeah. >> Well, I have >> entertaining you entertaining. Really? You think you're more entertaining than me >> right now? So what are you going to do about it? >> You have the chopsticks right now. you to say to me. >> Not going to do a thing about it, are you? >> I don't know. I don't even know what you're yapping about. What are you talking about?
>> I don't care what your face looks like. >> Okay. What are you yapping? >> Exactly. >> What are you yapping about, >> Apollo? Do you know what he's yapping about? >> Apollo, don't act like you know what he's yapping. No one knows what the you're talking about, dude. What are you talking about? Explain yourself, man. A few words. Use small words for us. I I
was trying to, you know, share the expenses of, you know, what it takes to to live out here. And uh, you know, people want to say what I you're more concerned about what I look like. It's like rather than >> I don't think anyone up here asked how expensive it is to live where you are. I don't think anyone gives a I mean,
maybe Apollo asked that. I don't maybe I don't know. Well, I'm I'm going to be open about um you know how it is out here for me, you know. Uh but you know, if you guys don't care, that's fine. We we can talk about the way I look. It's it's all fine and good. Be superficial.
>> You're living I'm traveling. You living in a remote uh area or in in a city? I I live in a a community. >> What does it mean? Sorry. >> Owning a home,
>> but it's not much of a people around it, right? We're very remote. >> I'm not sure what you're talking about. No, I think like like me, I move at a very very remote area, you know, not
much with people around me anymore. >> Oh, there's plenty of people around. >> There's plenty. >> No, my house, my house, my property. >> Yeah, >> it's very remote, very isolated. >> No. >> Oh, okay.
But that's fine. >> And how long have you owned a dog for?
>> What was that? >> How long have you owned a dog? >> Oh, we we've had several pets. >> Yeah, me too. Yeah, me too. But the um our our Jack Russell has lasted us uh more more than 10 years. She has outstate her welcome. And I
swear to God, I want to I want to punt that dog every single day. >> What? >> Oh, now now you now you got something to say. >> You know, 420 really likes dogs. Uh he likes Russell, too. You you like dogs that are on their way
out. >> Uh 420 does. Money420. He really loves them. >> Hey, I'm I'm not saying I don't love the dog. I'm just saying you're a pain in my ass dog. And if that's to say here like, hey, I love this dog, but god damn it, you are a piece of
I I love you, but you're a piece of That's what a Jack Russell is. They bark at the wind. They They bark when the AC turns on. They They bark when you roll over in your sleep.
That's how my wife That's That's how my wife's uh winner dog. That's how he barks all the time. this little >> Oh, you your your your your wiener dog gets in the way. >> Yeah, I hate this dog. I hate this dog. >> So, all of a sudden me's talking about
my dog's a problem. >> No, I never said it. I didn't ask you about it. It was gross. >> All right. What do you mean? >> Well, somebody's got a pet dolphin. What's your What's your dolphin got to say about it? >> Like uh
playing? >> That's what I thought. Your dolphin don't speak English, does it? Are Are you going to Are you going to speak for your dolphin? >> I'm going to sit here and speak for my dog. Are you going to speak for your dolphin? >> No, I didn't think so. I didn't come up here to be mean to
anybody. I really didn't. >> Yeah, you're not mean. Come on. >> You know, you really think you are mean? You all of these out of all these people, you are the last person who are mean, >> So, you know, look, look at you. Look at you. Look at you.
>> Look at yourself. >> No, I want you get up. Get out out your lazy ass chair and go stand in the mirror and look at yourself and tell me what you see because I don't get to see it like you get to see what you're seeing with that what I'm giving you. So I want you to get up and go look in the mirror and tell me what you see.
>> An old street man. >> You haven't gotten up off of your lazy ass to get anywhere close. You understand that? Don't with me, man. >> Okay. Why you're so aggressive? I'm talking
the the the people and I know that I haven't been around for a while. I still have love and respect. Um, >> see that's that's how I know you. It surprised me that you're so aggressive now. >> Well, it it's not aggressive now. Like
it's a piece of all of us. Like we have we I I believe you have it in you. I I believe we all have it in us. But but don't don't play games with me. Don't don't think that this this toy that you get to play with. You understand?
>> I understand. >> All right. As long as we're cool there, then you know, I'll I'll talk about whatever. What What do you want to talk about, Mr. Apollo? What What What's on your mind that you want to address me? because I I've listened to
uh before I came up like what you guys were talking about and it's like hey if if that's between you guys that's between you guys if >> but if you would like what what what do you want from me >> to be to be honest nothing but if you want to talk about something let's go I'm listening to
You're drunk, right? You're drunk at the moment. I'm not judging. Seriously, I'm not judging.
>> What exactly are your metrics for drunk? you your person personality is a little bit different than usual. So can >> you under some kind of influence of
something but it's okay like I say I don't judge it's okay I hope nothing serious happens in your life man not nothing nothing and uh anyone can do whatever he likes in his life if you want to get drunk get drunk at last you are not not an annoying rank like like most of these uh yelling idiots here on these penets
>> and And since we have less met um h how has your life changed? >> Well, some good, some bad. You know, I got changed location. I sold an old property. I I built a new one. Uh I buy a new one. And now I'm expanding. I make
some uh renovations, you know, a lot. And I hope it's finishes before before the summer end. I had some bad uh business uh news I had, you know, over there in the USA. I might we might be ending uh closing the organization we started. I don't
know. I had some really bad news, you know. >> You said bad news. >> Yeah, bad news. Yes. one of the our employee employees, you know, she stole money from the organization, $80,000 or even more, maybe more. I don't know. That's only what I got told by the
lawyers. And maybe we have to close the organization, you know, because of that, which is sad. that I wanted to help these people over there. But >> how does how does that affect your daily life >> to close this or >> I did I put a lot of I had the idea I
proposed the idea to to our organization to start this uh >> organization proposed idea. I said, "How does it affect your >> If you let me finish, it was my idea, my energy. I put a lot of energy and lot of sweat at work to to uh to get the money
together to start uh the project over in the States." Okay. And uh because some greedy stupid female I have to all my work is gone. All my work is gone. And it it really pisses me off really. >> So you're going to you're going to blame somebody else for what you don't get.
>> Yeah. What I No it's >> that's what you just said. I'm going to blame somebody else for what I don't get. That's exactly what you just said. >> No, I get nothing out of it. I get I have I no personal gains out of this uh out of this project. No personal gains.
I did it all out of >> Why do Why do you do what you do if you get nothing out of it? Explain that please. >> To have I was visiting states. Maybe maybe you remember I was visiting states and I saw that the I saw with my own eyes how is the the the the
everyday life of of poor people over there and it was my idea. I proposed it. I collected all the money for this project and this stupid female, you know, Robert about 80. >> Yeah. >> Hey, if you don't mind me asking, if if you're going to do so much to, you know,
help others, how do you >> how do you keep a roof over your head? >> Oh, that's too private. >> Exactly. you you start a charity and 90% of it goes to um taking care of the charity
and then as long as you can prove that you help somebody as long as you can prove that you help somebody it's it's it's resilient, right? You you're not doing a goddamn thing. >> You're not doing a goddamn thing. You don't work for a living
>> and you probably never will. you're you're just going to keep fruit in the system and you and you're going to go bankrupt again and again and again and again and again money at you. You can say, "Oh, well, expenses." Well, expenses is exactly how
you eat and how you have a roof over your head. So, go yourself, dude. >> Go yourself. >> No, I decline. Well, if you're not going to yourself, I'll come over there and you. I'll I'll give it to you properly. I'll give it to you properly because I
don't like to this >> I've I've looked into this. These guys that that run the charities, um the CEO gets a third of what they bring in and then they still have costs. It's like 300 million and we paid our CEO a
hundred million. It's like but then there's but then there's other operating costs. And so when it ultimately trickles down to what you're doing for the people, bro, you're getting like 10%. 10 cents on a dollar is actually going to helping
somebody. Go yourself. Seriously, I've seen it a million times over. So don't don't try to play that stupid game with me. >> I don't disagree with you. I do I do disagree with you, but you know they the organization for for doing things voluntarily. >> I can tell you I drive a forklift for a
living and and I make $40,000 a year. There is nothing special. There is not one thing special about me. >> But I don't have to hide. I don't have to hide behind uh I can't tell you that. >> You You have to hide behind I can't tell you that.
>> You have to hide. >> There's a reason why. >> Yeah, I'm sure there's a reason why. I'm sure there's a reason why. Because there's always can't tell the truth. >> Welcome to the internet. And if you want to play this stupid game, well, maybe there's a reason why you probably shouldn't play this stupid game.
Because there are people out here who work for a living and they're tired of hearing your stupid game, telling other people that they're not. >> Oh my god, you're really drunk. >> And they and they and that they that they don't get enough and and then telling them how to live when you can't even lift your own arms. You can't even
lift your own arms. I will come over there and I will lift your arms you and I will probably get more out of whatever the you're doing than what you think you're doing. I will turn you inside out and you will be so happy. You
will be so thankful that I you while I was doing your job for you. Do you understand that? >> Stop playing with people. Stop playing with people with your ideologies when >> isn't based in reality because you don't
work. You play games. You play games with money and that's how you live. other people play. Hey, the only game I have is my life. And it is, I swear to God, it is not a game.
So, stop talking something that you don't know. Stop talking like, "Oh, because uh I'm a salesman and and I can trick people." You are ridiculous
>> and so many people just like you are. Stop with people. You do not want people like me to come and with you because the moment that we have nothing to lose, >> you will lose everything.
Stop >> stop with people. get a job. God damn. >> I'm sorry. Thank you for letting me >> Thank you for letting me then. >> It's okay to let it out, man. It's okay.
Yeah, >> I know that that's not you. So I don't take it possible.
>> Why is it just us up here? >> I don't know. >> Yeah, you know how it is. People come and release for a short time have a brain diarrhea and then they left they leave.
>> 15 minutes. I'm sorry. I um I apologize for coming at you sideways. I still feel the way that I feel. It's okay. It's okay, man. It's It's okay. I know you're different, so it's it's all fine. It's okay. You don't you don't
curse at me. You don't invite included my family. It's okay. It's okay. You talk some some It's okay. It's no problem. >> No. All this stuff. U all the things that people do. Um >> I know. I know. >> I know. I know. I know.
I know that >> you don't call me name. You don't call me names. You don't included my family. So >> I know that I'm on my way out. Um and there's no there's no other way about it. I I don't
know how long it'll take. I just have accepted that you know this um as I exist it it will end one day but I tr I choose to not lie, cheat and steal my way
um to the end. Um I don't know how you feel about what you do. Um well I make mistakes too, you know. And like I said, I'm disappointed about myself to let this woman fool me. And I was praising her, you know, everyone was
praising her. And all of out of all these employees we the nine employees we had over there, she's the one everyone was uh speaking high about it. And this ah this greedy never mind
a um even even if you are >> it's like listen listen I talk it's like when you try to paint your garage or your house okay you paint your garage to make something look beautiful or to to help someone and then someone tell come
and u throw it or throw whatever you know destroy it you will be disappointed too and try to and I try to build something helpful and just because of one greedy female it maybe I have to close I don't know if
if I can bring up the the money to to to get to finish this year well I have to close the we have to close the All the work, all this traveling from nothing
Oh, I I I have this opportunity to tell you that I love you no matter what you do. >> No, and and you know, no, no matter what I said before, I did say it and I stand by it. It's okay, man. Listen, you don't know what that's that's why I I I I try to
keep my private life. You That's why I don't show my my real face. >> I got >> But but is over over here in Europe. Over here, you listen. Over here in Europe, I'm very public. Okay. >> I I think it's >> I think it's important to tell you something that was never told to me
>> is that I believe in you. And no matter what you have to do, >> I don't care >> if you have to lie, cheat, and steal. >> Make it make something happen. >> Keep moving. >> That's the type of define on my own. And
you know, I'm nothing special, but nobody ever said to me, "Lie, cheat, and steal." They they said, "Hey, do the right thing. Stand by this. Follow these rules." And and you know where that got me? >> Nowhere. >> Nowhere. Exactly.
>> I cannot hold it against you. I would rather tell you and you know you you are probably older than me. Uh that's that's all fine and good. Do not feel bad. Do not feel bad. Lie, cheat, and steal.
But you hurt somebody. Just wait for somebody to come and hurt you. Just wait. Because the moment you hurt somebody, there is going to be another somebody that's going to come and try to hurt you back. Lie, cheat, and steal. Do everything that it takes to make it stay
alive. But the there, you know, there are no guarantees that whoever you lied, cheat, and stole from isn't coming back for you. You understand? There's always going to
be the opportunity for retribution. And it it will never end. It will never end. >> Yes, >> it will never end. Even the cleanest of people,
um, they're going to be like, "Hey, why didn't you lie, cheat, and steal? Well, I I wanted to give you a better life." It's like, well, you know, you g you gave me a hole. But then you give them a hole and then they lie, cheat, and they steal their way out of a hole. And then they lie, cheat, and
steal. And then they want to and then they wonder why somebody's putting a gun to the goddamn head. So, you know, play the game that you're, you know, that life has given you every step of the way.
There there's there there there are there is no other way step of the way because you can't go back and you can't live the next generation's life for them. You just give them something and like good luck kid.
Sorry. Do you have kids? Uh, unbroken. >> Yeah. Good. >> Do you? >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> It's okay. >> I had four but I I had four but I raised three.
Not not I. We we we had four
part of many. We
I've seen I've seen a whole lot of ah >> I know I know I corrected myself it's not it's not me it's we you know my my wife is uh a very important uh piece uh in all of
And that's why I don't care about anything about what is all this you know Apollo this Apollo that Apollo gay Apollo this Apollo stupid Apollo drama blah blah blah the only female I care for is my mother and my wife. Anyone else?
>> Well, what um what what do you get of out of talking to others uh online? >> For me, I know most people don't understand how I mean it. For me, it's more like let's say as an experiment,
education. How stupid how stupid people can get. How how how people get to so much extremes acting completely like animals. Literally animals worse than animals. I don't like it. I don't enjoy it. I
don't support it. But it's interesting for me from a from a I don't know. It's interesting for me how big people act like animals. Seriously. Um >> I never experienced >> Yeah. Sure. Sure. Sorry. >> Uh you said people like animals. >> Yeah.
>> Yeah. >> But you have an education. Are are people not animals? We we we are >> we are animals. But but we evolved. Some of us evolved. You know, we can control our emotions. And we are in the classification of
anamelia. You know, you got the flora and you got the fauna. And um we are just walking around trying to make the best that we can make of things. >> No, not not not all of us. >> The fact that we can even have a common
language. Um um and it's not even a common language because if you cross a border they you know human beings as animals as they are they speak a different language but you
know you can still find the bathroom you can still drink. You know what I'm saying? You can still you can still plan >> you know listen I talk about it you know my English is not maybe I use sometimes I use the wrong words when people don't understand
what I try to say why I make the compar comparison to animals it's the behavior the behavior like animals lapping screaming cursing barking like what's the point we are not Bonabos in the general anymore, but a lot of people act like Bonos in the
general. >> You draw the line where do you draw the line when somebody um where do you draw the line from getting what you need or getting what you want as far as an animal? It's like uh you know, we've seen humans
>> go into um you know, the the the nonhuman world and they have been uh uh interacted with uh other
other mammals even and um there are you know historic recordings of being accepted, you know. Uh Jane Goodall. Jane Goodall. >> Jane Goodall. Yeah. Yeah. I know. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, so you understand
like >> and she you you you prove my point. >> That she was in they accepted her. But you know what? Those those >> Yeah. But y don't opted like like the gorillas. remember remember
>> English they don't speak English however >> exactly it's a point the difference is what you make with the with your skills what you make with it how to use it >> and when some people use >> and communication is beyond so you know what we have here
>> is it it's >> not communication >> it's only verbal you you you can see the expression on my face. You can see the hair on my head because I'm showing it to you. >> Yeah. >> But that that only goes so far. Whereas, you know, if I were to >> maybe you don't want to understand maybe
you don't want to understand how I mean it, but it's okay. It's okay. You're not interested. you you understand like posturing and um um you know stuff like that. Um the nonverbal communication is more likely in
what you would call the animal world. But I I can read. >> It's not about the verbal. It's it's the whole behavior. Hey if if if you if you ignore me when when we
work together, um but yet, you know, you go through the processes that I know need to be gone through because I've gone through them before. It's like, hey, you you can go and you can be mad at me all day long. I already know what's happening. I already know because I've been through 10,000
hours. You You understand what a doctor is? >> Not I am not a medical doctor, but I have spent 10,000 hours doing what I'm doing. And so when somebody
reinvent the wheel, it's like, "No, the the wheel's perfect. I'm I'm trying to teach you what round is and and you're trying to reinvent the wheel. I I will tell you it won't work. It won't work. Whatever it is that you're coming with, it won't work. It won't work. It won't work. Oh, no. I'm I'm going to try it.
It won't work. You're going to watch it. I will watch you fail. It won't work. It won't work. Do you Do you know how perfect a circle is? Even a circle is imperfect. However, somebody's going to try to come
in and and reinvent. And it's like, I'm going to sit here and watch you try. But there is nothing more chiseled and more perfect than the wheel. And it is sad to watch. It is sad to
watch. I'm going to pretend I can follow you. Yeah. Well, >> you lost me, man. You Sorry, man. You lost me. I don't I don't know what type of we Okay.
It It's tough. >> It is. >> Hey, even even >> E even having a a one- on-one conversation, it's tough, right? I can't >> I cannot
give you all of my life's lessons in such a short period of time. And you cannot give me all of your life lessons in such a short period of time.
But what what I would hope is that we we we both come from the idea that there is a wheel because if you say >> if if you try to me a square I I know what
>> this will remind me of of a Montipython uh movie. What's the meaning of life? A we that that was a beautiful story too. Everything is a we a whole life is a wheel.
Now what does this question for from this movie not the meaning? Ah, you know what I'm talking about when they ask it this uh i.e. what's the purpose of life and then he comes up with the answer 420 and for you your answer for for anything in life is a wheel.
It It's a wheel to keep it going. >> Keep it going. Right. Right. >> Hey, have you ever heard of the word procreation? like like you said about you know h having children it's like hey
>> I I may not be I I may not be that great but if if I gave another a chance if if I gave the world a piece of me and and and and they got to watch me
fail every single day, but they also got a piece of the world every single step of the way. You know, all I can do is is fail and give my my my child witnessed failure
and received love. But my child also received uh whatever is out there that uh is is free. uh and the the community
the whatever you want to call it is hey because when when I am gone um you you belong to them >> to who? uh or or
you belong to yourself and then you get to make your own decisions and um you make the right decisions, you go this way. You make the wrong decisions, you go that way. But I'm gone. I I can't I can't fight for you anymore because I'm gone. You understand?
>> I can't follow you, my friend. I can't follow you. Seriously, you lost me. I'm not intelligent enough. I'm I'm I'm not intelligent enough to follow to follow you. What do you mean?
>> Well, do you understand your own mortality?
>> Anything has a beginning and an end. >> But for your own self. >> Yeah. Right? >> Like you you you will cease your your life it will cease to exist
obviously. Yeah. And it will have experience expiring uh date. So who knows maybe I I'm dead tomorrow or in 20 years. That's hope, >> you know, and it and it, you know, what we see every single day, it's like you never know.
>> Exactly. >> Um, it, you know, whatever it is that you do for a living, um, an act, an an accident can take you out in the blink of an eye. You don't Trust me, it goes faster than
you. Trust me, I saw it my own eyes. People in a blink of an eye that they talking to you and then they have a hole in the head. So, so you so you understand like um >> if only you know
>> not being here anymore but still trying to give the best knowledge that you can to your ch you know what because once you're gone you're gone and honestly the way that you go
is a lesson in and of itself. to your children. Um whe hey oh I'm going to live till 90 years old you know watch me suffer watch me grow old in this you know place
where I don't even know my own name and you get to visit me every once in a while or you know watch a forklift break and um all this stuff land on my head and there I go at 40 the the the differences that there's
differences to the way people go. But no matter the no matter whether it's that way or the other way, it is a lesson for your child because your child's going to be like, "Oh, I don't want to go that way.
Because some people say, you know, hey, living forever, that's sounds awesome until you watch somebody live until they can't live anymore and they've been kept alive and everything was on their side and
every machine was pumped into them and every drug was pumped into them and Hey um we can't do anything else. And then that last breath that that's sad to watch. It is very sad to watch.
But you know what? Then there's that stuff that they don't get to see was when they're at work and equipment breaks and and this whole thing crashed down on him was like, "Hey, uh, daddy's not coming home today."
>> What? >> Well, what happened to daddy? It's like, um, you don't get this. I seriously what's wrong with you? I something happened. Are you okay, man? Seriously,
>> this is a serious question of mortality. Are are you the one that's going to live until your child, you know, watches you like be held alive by a machine until even the machine can't keep you alive?
Or are you going to work until something happens at work? >> Because it's one or the other, honestly, in my opinion. >> Okay. you know, uh, you know, e even if it's, oh, you know, daddy's in his favorite
chair and he's reclined back and I come home and, you know, we have this routine and we're about to eat dinner and uh, he's not moving. He's not moving. He's not moving. He's not moving. Well, daddy's dead. That's what I'm saying about mortality.
And when that is a lesson for your children, how will they find you? Are they going to be told about you or are they going to find you? I think it's important. I don't want my child to find me.
And I don't want I don't want my head crushed by a piece of machinery either. You know, we have to do our best every single day cuz we can't live for them.
We have to do our best and provide and all that stuff. It's all fine and good, but one day there's going to be a switch flipped and we won't be here anymore. And how what will they how will they get the news? Will they witness it?
Will they find us? Will they just get the word through the wire? You understand what I'm saying? >> No, it's tough. It's tough. >> It is. It is.
>> It's But it's okay. I let it I let it talk. Keep going. I try, but sometimes it's hard.
you know, on on my dad's side. Um, I I didn't even know I had a grandpa on my dad's side until I was told that he had passed away and we're going to go to the funeral. M >> I was I was a youngster and I was like
what? I don't I didn't know what any of that meant. And then on my mom's side, I I had met my grandfather on my mom's side, my aunts, my uncles, everybody. And when he passed,
all the males kind of gathered together and they passed the flask around. It didn't matter if you were 10. It didn't matter if you were 15. Here's the flask. Here's the flask. his own sons
stayed away from the big speeches and the the crying and all that and took all the cousins, all the grandchildren, everybody, mostly the boys,
and they said, "Here, here, take a sip. Take a sip. We're not crying. You don't get to cry type of
That was their father, but they were taking care of us rather than being in a room full of 100 crying people. You know what I'm saying? Uh yes.
>> You lost someone lately or what? Someone died in in your family? >> I mean, it's it's been a long time. >> Oh, okay.
It's been a long time. Yeah, I know what you're talking about. I lost my my older brother. >> Oh, you lost a brother. >> Yeah, but it's okay.
People going to make fun about it and so I don't want to talk about it. It's okay. Well, you don't have to get into specifics, but you know, feel >> I'm listen I'm listening for I'm listening. >> It's okay to say goodbye
because there honestly there's nothing you can do about it. What you get is the memories. Whether you share those with others, it it's up to you. But that person is gone now.
It It sounds brutal. It sounds maybe like I'm being mean. I am not. That person is gone. You are still here. So, it's up to you whether you want to share or not. I'm not going to be sensitive. I'm not going to be sensitive
like that. I'm not sensitive with my No, >> I know you want. I know you want, but like I said, there are a lot of animals on this panel and most of them are females, so I don't I don't share the anymore. It's okay. I shouldn't have talk about it at all, but never mind.
It's okay. I I respect your decision. But you understand how others can learn from your experience.
>> I don't think so. Most most people refuse to do to listen to others. >> You don't think so? >> Yes. But >> the same stories that I have told you, your stories can help somebody else. Some people don't want to get hurt
>> because your stories hurt you. Why does it hurt you? I I get it. It's loss. It's personal. But you know what? If if you if you think you're going to help somebody, if you think you're going
to talk to somebody, you you might want to like uh let go. of the personal Otherwise, you are open to attack because hey, guess who's not getting personal? Guess who's going to sit over here and hide like a coward and talk to
people and never say anything about themselves? You see what I'm saying? >> Yes. >> Either either you tell the truth or you keep your mouth shut. Okay.
>> You see what I'm saying? >> You're picking up what I'm putting down >> a little bit. Yeah. >> All right. It It works like that. you you you don't get to speak
in um pardon me but at least the culture that I come from and this this is not your culture this is not worldwide culture this just comes from where I come from if if you're not going to tell the truth if if you're not going to share your
feelings then don't sit here and talk about anybody else ever because until you do >> um you better keep your mouth shut because just as much as you're going to judgmentalize
um their loss and how they deal with it, um you refused to uh share yours. So, you know, how about you just sit in the corner and uh sit on your hands
and don't participate when other people are crying and fighting and doing all that type of >> I don't >> I'm I'm just saying. I'm just saying. >> I don't trust me. I don't I I I observe it from from outside now and let them destroy each other.
>> It's not about destroying. >> It is. >> No, it's it's about healing. >> Okay. >> It's about uh what what do they call it? Um Oh, god. What's that movie? the
the exorcist. The exorcist getting the demons out of you. You have feelings inside you >> and watching those people get get it out of them >> when you refuse to get it out of your own self.
Um may maybe you maybe you need to jump up and down and scream and cry. Maybe you need to maybe you need to break some Maybe maybe you need to put your hands on another body and like shake and and you know, find somebody that will let you just
like, "Hey, punch me, dude. Do it." Um, you know, put put a hole in my wall. Something. Just get it out of you. Otherwise, um you you you will you will never understand
those people that are actually letting it go because in that moment they are letting it go. You are hanging on to it. If if that's what I'm I'm get. It's like, hey, it's like, hey, oh, it's so violent. It's so
this. It's so that. Well, yeah, maybe it is. But they're going to wake up tomorrow with a smile. And you're going to wake up tomorrow with this this weight
of I never did this, I never did that, I never say goodbye, you know, whatever it may be. And you know, uh, hey, maybe I'm wrong. May maybe you're a heartless son of a and you don't care about anything. You you you don't care about your wife. You don't care about your child. You
don't care about your father. You don't care about your mother. You don't care about your uh, you know, your the descendants that sent you um, previously, whatever it may be. May maybe you don't maybe you have just such a disconnect
to where it's just you and you know hey maybe that's what's best for you. But don't get mad at other people and don't judge other people for actually having met these people
and be like, I'm I'm fixing to break some tonight.
You You want to know You want to know why certain people are alcoholics? Cuz it's the only time I get to speak. No, >> no. It is the only time that I get to speak. >> Trust me, if you had to go or someone
else on this panel, you wasn't able to speak. It's not because someone decided to let you speak out of respect. >> I would I would be in this garage
And my family would think I was crazy because you know I'm not crazy because I'm speaking to you.
You understand that? But as soon as there is no you, what is there? What? What
am I saying? Goodbye to my uncle to the refrigerator. to what am I saying? Goodbye to my loved ones to to an empty beer can.
No, I I get to speak to you. I get to say this to you. You have to eat everything that I say. You don't have to matter if it means anything to you, >> but you are. >> You are listened to it.
>> Chose to listen to me. >> Exactly. >> If you if you choose to speak to me, I will listen. At least for the time frame that we have. I can't speak to you when you're not here. and you can't speak to me when I'm not here.
However, we both go through the exact same Our parents will go, our our siblings will go. God forbid we go before our children, but that that is life.
And if you don't spew it, then you internalize it and you will just eat yourself. And if I know anything, one step in front of another and if I'm here,
then there is hope. That's all I know. You could take everything. everything from me. But if you leave me, well then I I have hope. I I will make
another step. You have to kill me because I'm not going to quit. my my teammates, my partners, my family. As much as I love them, I can only be
me. And I won't quit.
I know what quitting looks like and it is not pretty and is not honorable. It is not distinguished.
Nobody ever honors a quitter.
There are no history of quitters. You stand in the face of the consequences that are given to you no matter what. cut my head off. But you have to do it. Not cutting my own head off.
You understand? You have to do it. You want to see it done, you do it. You do that. Cuz I'm going to I'm going to keep I'm going to keep walking until you do it. Stop with me.
I don't know what time it is there for you. >> Almost uh noon. >> Yeah, it's um4 to 5 here. >> Yeah. Um,
>> I have no one in my house at the moment. You know, they they are on the shopping shopping shopping uh trip. So, I say I'm alone at the moment. Nothing to do. And it's too hot, too hot to do something.
So, I'm sitting here in my yard and listening to you. Well, um I I appreciate you letting me vent. Uh what I I don't think I was giving you anything. Maybe I was just getting
>> May maybe I was just getting it out of myself. >> It's okay. >> You didn't say anything wrong. Trust me. You like I said, you don't curse. You don't act act like a like all these other American animals, you know? You don't curse, you don't swear. It's okay.
Talk your >> Yeah, I trust me. I I understand the I understand the animals. I understand. >> It's I don't think they are really animals. It's like how to say it a comparison, you know, the behavior, you
know. Remember remember >> it's fair it is fair >> animals >> but it what what I guess what gets me is when somebody calls some you know especially a human calls another it's like oh you're an animal it's like
please do not forget how no matter how well behaved you may be You have a heart. You have lungs. >> You're you're some people and some
people are down with it >> and and some people uh you know the the argument is just so >> see the the thing is if if I hear someone for hours for hours you know I'm better than you. I'm better than you. I'm bettering you. I'm bettering you.
Shut the up. Shut the up. Eat my dick. Suck my dick. Eat my dick for hours. See, that's some noises animals make. >> It It doesn't. Exactly. Exactly. That's not a human. That's an animal. That's a an animal.
Literally animals. Animals in the zoo. Suck my dick. Suck my dick. Suck my dick. SORT OF A CODE bridge bridge nword nword nword nword nword nword they make a sentence of 10 words and nine of them are the nword okay >> I I understand
you know >> it's not you know we we are the peak of evolution allegedly you have some of these uh so-called humans I'm better than you I'm better than you are Shut the up. EAT MY DICK. SHUT MY DICK.
And we are the peak of evolution. >> And and and I'm not going to listen to you because no matter what you say, I already disagree with you. >> Okay, that's okay. No, that that's, you know, kind of the the simplistic
part of it is um whoever you are um I already disagree with you. So, I'm not going to I'm not going to let you get a word in >> and Okay. >> And then and you know there there will
be no moving on from that. I I don't respect you. Um so um you don't get a word in and the moment you open your mouth and no matter what you say uh I will turn you down or I I got hey I got this buddy over here that's also got some wind.
You know what I'm saying? I I understand what you're saying. I I do. I really do. I really do. And um I I wish more people understood that we are animals.
Um then maybe the the outburst the outburst but also the the potential for congeniality. Um it it could be so much it could be so
much simpler, but you know um the moment you say, "Hey, I get it this way." They're like, "No, I get it this way and you're this, that, and the other." And um I'll I'll turn the entire block against you. Um
I I understand. I understand. Uh but please sir um again >> letting me vent. Um I think you did a really good job at letting me vent. Um I I hope um I hope the best for you.
>> Thank you. >> And whatever you're doing moving forward. Um, I I love you as a human being, as a person, as a somebody >> as as somebody that shares this space. Um, but but I also have to move on as well. And I I I also hope hope to see
you again. >> Yeah, me too. I'm honest, you know, sometimes I can't follow you, but that's me problem. But you know you have I give you I give someone who is respectful I give them the the same amount of energy back. If someone act like an idiot like
an animal you get an animal back you know you must respectful you you want to let let something out. It's okay. You deserve your your time. >> Okay. Well um take care of yourself. Take care. >> You too, man. You too.
any anybody that's even near you. Um if you get a chance to give them a hug, um Unttrackable says I love you. Um but um >> I will let them know. I will let them know. >> I I I think this is where this ends. Um
take care of yourself, sir. >> You too, man. Have a nice day. And and I I I do want to say that I do love you and um no, don't don't take that lightly. I love you and >> it's okay.
>> I will I will see you again. >> Hopefully. Hopefully, man. Healthy >> and happy. Healthy and happy. I wish you all the best, man. >> All right. Take care. I'm I'm going to click the button. Yep.
Okay, ladies and gentlemen, this is my time to leave, too. I'm going to swim a little bit and then get something to eat. Have a nice day, everyone. And keep hating. Keep hating people. And then you hate yourself.
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