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The episode begins with a tarot reading introduction by Psyche ▶ 0:07. The conversation quickly turns to Sig being banned from the show ▶ 2:16. Psyche discusses why Sig is banned, mentioning that Sig tried to 'poke with my money' ▶ 2:42. The conversation then shifts to a discussion about car accidents, with one guest sharing their experience of getting hit by a car ▶ 6:10. Another guest chimes in, sharing their own experience of getting hit by a car and receiving $5,000 in compensation ▶ 7:21. The conversation becomes increasingly chaotic, with discussions about revenge porn, explicit images, and a guest's experience with the police ▶ 11:01. The episode also features a conversation with Jimnick, who is dealing with a personal issue involving her boyfriend and the police ▶ 12:28.
The episode appears to be centered around themes of conflict, drama, and personal struggles. The conversation is marked by a sense of chaos and unpredictability, with guests sharing their personal experiences and opinions on various topics. The episode suggests that the Cult of Psyche community is a space where guests feel comfortable sharing their thoughts and experiences, even if they are difficult or controversial.
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Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wo. Hearts in the balance. Every card
and open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So let the ter move to the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen
potent dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Sig that sig. They just want to be banned from my panel. Blogger Q Sig and Noel and MC Nemesis per all permanent
band master computer too. Okay, you're all permanent band. You try to poke with my money. You try to poke with me my money. I know be tents are beautiful. Okay, they were they're spectacular,
right? You guys saw beat his boobs. It's okay. She's not shy. I'm not shy. I'll show you my boobs. Okay. You want to with my money, Sig? You want to with my money? Sig's banned. He's banned forever. He's not coming back
on the I2 effect. Well, maybe it is. Maybe it is.
No KZ, I'm not. Hey, Mr. Big Pipes. Hey, how you doing, brother? What's up, brother? I'm big chilling as per usual. You know, chilling. We're just chilling right here. See you. I like that you're here. I like you. I like you, dude. I'm sure we have fun together. You're real.
Prairie do my fan. Okay. Do you prairie the other day? Hey, Prairie. Bea. I know you didn't porn bomb beta. I know you didn't. I think when I delete Oh, here's be the Okay. Wait, I didn't porn bomb anyone. What? No, you did. No, you didn't. Well, well, I I did see your outline the outline of your of your wiener. It was nice. What? When you remember you sent me that the other
night? You sent me the outline of your wiener. That was a DM, dude. You're not supposed to talk about I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. He did he didn't send me a picture. Was he didn't send No, actually I did. I did. I don't care. Oh, it's okay. But yeah, that wasn't on that was No, that was literally a DM. But yeah, like we're I wanted to prove that I actually have a big one. I'm not just
saying that. No, he does. He does. He was very impressive. Mr. Bry is a cool guy. Oh my god. Anyone talks about Mr. Hey, say do you know Beeta? Say hi to Bea. Hey beta. Hi. What's going on? Persian princess. I didn't porn bomb. He used a picture to porn bomb you and he
literally just porn bomb you and did revenge porn which wasn't even Wait, he porn bombed you with my penis. No, no. He He beat was beat his boobs. With beat his boobs. He porn bombed. Who did? Um S. Sig did. Oh god. And I don't even know. I missed it. Jeez. Yeah, Sig is a little
piece of or I don't know. He's one of my haters. I say I'll never forgive him again in my life. I'll never let him on my panel. And I actually donated to him when he used to like IRL. Like I would like you, Sig. I have a video of Sig on Crackodon's podcast threatening to assassinate the
president. I do. Would you like that beat? No. I'm just saying I send it to you. Don't even show it. Don't show it. Don't show it. I'm not gonna show it. It's terrible. He's like literally like laying on his plants and do that. I seen him get hit by a car and then land over
on his paw like a kitty. No I got hit by a car. And I seen him in the bus twirling around like a No, I was mistaken. I actually did too before. You too, Casey. Here, I have a video of it. Actually, I have a video of me getting that body car. Yeah, I was uh and I was crossing the street. I
remember I was coming from the gym. I was across the street. I looked. I saw the car coming, but I figured it would stop at the stop sign, but she didn't. Plowed me over. I end up breaking my collar bone. I flipped over the the hood of the car and like I couldn't find my cell phone. And I was just worried about looking at my softball and like the ambulance came and they kept trying to
get me to chill and like once I finally relaxed like I wasn't even going to go in the ambulance but uh once I once I started to relax man I felt something was wrong and I went into the ambulance went to the hospital got X-ray collarbone was broken but I got paid from it. Cool. How much did you get?
Each come up here. How much money did you get? At the time, this was like 2009. It happened. I could have got a lot more if I waited. You know, I didn't wait as long as I I should have. I got one of those lawyers that take one third, but you know, they'll take it free, but uh I got a good amount. Good amount. What's a What's the number? I'm
curious because I because I I got hit by a car and I sued two. So I got $5,000 for mine. What? Did you break anything? No, they said if I would have I didn't get in the ambulance. They said I would have gotten 20 grand if I got in the ambulance. But I was on a really expensive I was on a really expensive bicycle and like the retail value of the bicycle was like
3,500 bucks or something. So like I wasn't even going to get in the ambulance either, but like at the last minute like my adrenaline started to wear up and I felt something really and uh luckily the girl stopped. The girl could have just like kept on driving and I would have been screwed.
So it was a it was a slam dump case. So I had a couple couple lawyers that were trying to get me. You asked the number. It was 60 grand. You got 60 grand. 60 grand, you know. Holy And I only waited one year. One year.
Holy. In six months of the year I was recovering from the injury, you know. Oh my god. I could have got so much more. I always have this like attitude when I get hurt. I'm like, "Fuck it." Like, "Uh, it'll broken bone. I'll tape it up." Like, I've never actually broken a bone. I've been pretty up before. Like, I never go to the
hospital. Luckily for me, you know, I had to go see an orthopedic surgeon and uh the way the the bone fractured, they they were still slightly touching. I posted I posted the link in chat of me. He suggested to to wait and see what happens opposed to going into surgery
and putting a plate there. And uh because the bone was still touching, you know, it it healed over on its own. So I didn't need to get cut open for it either. And there's nothing they can do for collar bones. It's like they can't pass it up. You just they gave me a sling and sent me home. It was the worst cuz like I'm a I'm a side sleeper. So
like like I had to learn to sleep on my back and just still like every breath I took it was brutal. Damn. I wish I would sue more. I got some good pain though, too. I bet especially in 2009. Oh my god. They won't give me Like mine
went to the hospital with like uh after the fight with Saint like like I got sorry I didn't mean to interrupt you guys. S can you put in the link for Jimnick? Oh here I can do it. Actually I don't where is it? It's up there already. I don't think he pinned it cuz he just restarted.
There it is. But then is he there to add her on? Yeah, he put he linked it too. Oh, what was I something stupid? Yeah, Jimnick, I called you like six times yesterday and then I called you earlier today. Something about the fight was saying.
All right. Take another shot. Why'd you send cigarette, dudes? That guy's so lame. What are you talking about? He took it off of a Discord. It's being spread around. See, I didn't send them my news. Somebody took a
screenshot of it like it was like something that happened like and he someone took a screenshot of it and it was like spread around. I didn't sense stick my nose. I'm disgusted. He even has that on his phone. Why would the do that and that was that was an it was like an accident
what happened anyways your boobs accidentally no I was like backstage you know and like I was like that's what happened and it's like somebody takes the p took the pictures then put it all over talking or is the audio I didn't send it to sig I don't even it's disgusting
I like boobs Hi Jimnick. How are you my love? Oh yeah, me too. I love Yeah, I want to talk to Jimna. Like boobs. Just thinking about boobs. Sound like divas and buttthead right
now. We're talking about boobs. Feel power you love. Oh, I can't even do it up here. Boobs. No. Uh, it's terrible. What's going on with Jimnick? Jimnick is uh she's in RV. Oh He got her. He was hiding in the
closet. He's waiting for her to go live so he could snatch her phone again. You and Robin. I don't know where my boyfriend's at. I had to call the police to get a knife. What happened? And uh I thought you were just live on your
channel. I saw a clip that B put out. You have a low battery in your smoke detector. He kept um taking my phone and my car keys beat up and I and I called the police again and then they basically read or I don't even want to put this out
there but they basically you know right there's like two police officers so like one if you don't want to talk about it out if you don't want to put it out there don't you know we can always talk in private love you know. Okay. Yeah. I'd rather talk in private about it to be honest. I just want to make sure you're live. Were you live when it
happened? Yeah, I was. Um because um I don't want to talk about it anymore. Like I'm just like done with it. Like I'm just trying to eat. I just want to make sure you're okay. And um yeah, sweetie. I mean I get it. Are you
is like so you got your obviously you got your phone back and you know Oh, do you want me to get off here and we can talk right now? He was escorted by the police to a hotel.
Okay. So, we're separated. We just want We want you guys to acting very erratic. Yeah. And um and so I'm having a little bit a lot of anxiety. Chill out, relax, take a little time apart. It'll be good. Yeah. Yeah. It's understandable. I would be like, you
know, you just went through something like, you know, kind of like shocking and crazy. But that's what, you know, the police knows what's best for both of you guys right now is just to take time and not be around each other and think about us. 24 hours, right? 24-hour ban for Bay Surfer. Yeah. But I mean, but eventually you
guys need to, you know, you guys need to talk to somebody like I always tell you, you know, maybe like a couple's therapy or Yeah, she got dropped off. She'll be back. She always It's probably her phone. How did I get $5,000 for
that? Well, because it was a really expensive bicycle I was on and then I did have like a fracture in my finger, but reserve. Wait, wait. Your bike got your bike got ruined? Yeah. I was on a bicycle. Like I was a triathlete at the time, so I had really nice bicycles in I see. So you should
have So you you were in good shape, so you're like, I don't really need Right. Yeah, pretty much. I was like, that's how I felt, too. I got I was I was young. I was just coming home from the gym. Like I was in great shape. I don't really need it. But getting in that ambulance and was the best I best decision I I made otherwise I probably
would just forget it and just let it go. I did for like the first couple weeks. A family member told me, "Listen, you got to do this. I'm going to go call Jimnick and see if I can talk to her. I'll be back maybe.
But yeah, I don't know. Like my lawyer told me if I would have just even if I would have just got in the accident, I would have pocketed 20 grand or sorry, got into the ambulance, I would have pocketed 20 grand. So that's like wouldn't wouldn't the five grand basically just like replace the bike pretty much. Yeah. Like I don't know. Didn't you have to pay for the lawyer
too though? No. Well, I mean, the lawyer took his cut out of it, so I'm sure like he got like a third of it. So, I think it was actually more like probably like 8,500 or something and then he got that part of it. So, I mean, I I could have got up. Like I mean, I got I
smashed I was going like 25 miles per hour and smashed into the side of a car like broadsided it. That's a nasty crash. Oh, those bike those bike crashes can be dangerous. And to say like I don't know, man. Like I I probably had a concussion for real. Like I probably did
have a concussion. And I'd say a concussion is worth five grand alone. So a lot of money, you know. How long ago was this? Was it recently? Like 2012 or something. It's like ah just the everything the doll is different now even back in 2012.
Yeah. Well, so what I did with the money I bought my first motorcycle with the money which is kind of fun like I was bro I was living in Boulder and I was super broke and you know I'm just like I'm working at Whole Foods and training for triathlons. Um, I got a lot of though. But, uh, yeah, I sold the Oh, after
the crash, I got motorcycles and then I became a heroin addict. So, yeah. Yeah, that happens. But then I quit the heroin in like 2018 and now I'm just kind of a loser.
If I can get back to like my mid20 status, I'd be so happy. Oh my god. you if if you quit that you ain't a loser. Yeah. The last time I shot up was Christmas Day 2018. So, that's a good stretch, you know.
It's a good stretch. How old are you? I'm 39. 39 years young. So, yeah, you remember my age. I'm turning 41 next week. Nice. And uh I'm gonna take another half shot here. I'm getting kind of
drunk. That's more than half. That's more than half. That's like a full shot kind of. Oh yeah, that's a full
shot. Let's go. Let's go. dorks. Sorry, trying to chill. How you doing, Groovy? Hey, are you that um you are you that uh guy from New Zealand? No. No. Oh, yeah. There used to be this guy on
here that that would be on these panels. His name is KZ Auckland. Actually, I think I've seen that name in in chat before. He'd come on here like I think the first time I saw him was like 2019 or some on the the panels.
I'm really new to the these panel things. Probably like uh I started I started they're terrible. kind of like getting in through like the dabble verse and Shulie and then like you know just the how it started fans and then like Alisa Jordana and then I start like watching music there's Marty
like a couple years ago 2022 when I started watching 2023 I started to get to know the people 2024 I started streaming and you know not streaming but you know I'm just talk sometimes, you
know? Yeah, I'm fairly new to this this stuff. Like, I've had this YouTube account forever, but like I never I never knew what YouTube uh could do, you know? I just never took the time to get into the internet, you know, until after I, you know, I had a family and had nothing but free
time, just wanted to drown everything else out, I guess. And now I don't even watch. Yeah. You know, you know, lately like YouTube shorts has been like I don't know if it's just like working on me, but I've just been watching like Tik Tok. I never watched Tik Tok dances and now all I'm getting is like recommended like Tik Tok dances on YouTube
and I guess there definitely like something happened with algorithm or something because I've noticed it too like just all these I see all these small channels popping up. I see all these I'm getting other people I see the same people that I interact with on or in chats. I'll start seeing them in other chats or in other comments of videos. Like that's
definitely a thing if you have like especially if you have a channel or people if you're in a chat room you'll start getting the recommendations of that's yeah that's absolutely true to other people in the chat like and you'll see them in the chats and you'll see them in the comments are like what the like but I mean I guess that that's cool because that means that it's
recommending likeminded searches and to the like the recommendation is working you know it's doing what it's supposed to do I saw Jimnick just went live on her channel, but she was just over here. Oh, and like before before I hopped on over here, I saw she had gone live and I
hopped over there to see, but like she didn't say anything. It was just a black screen. I left and I came up on here and then soon after she came up and then now she's live again. Are you from Massachusetts? I am. Nice. Yeah. Was a good guess. Have we talked about this before? No. I just recognize
your accent. It's pretty distinguishable. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, there's a dude I talked to, a motorcycle guy. What's his name? Oh, uh, OG something 14R or some He's like a truck driver in Massachusetts.
But that, you know, the accent is very distinguishable. You know, I don't like about You're right on with the location. You're right on with the location. Oh, I can't say the city or Hold on. Let me let me guess the city. Cities in Massachusetts. Boston. I also have Yeah. Okay. Is it
really Boston? Us. Usually people No, no, no. Usually people with the northeast the northeast area you know because you got the New York accent that you know the the Boston accent and there's little slight differences when Vermont and Hampshire and you know but
usually it's like the the Boston and New York are the two big ones. Yeah. It's such a like sometimes I can find myself picking up like a southern accent or like a draw even though like if I'm I can speak with a very neutral accent, but like I kind
of default to a southern accent sometimes. It's like I don't know if I could ever speak like a Massachusetts accent. I don't know if that would ever occur to me. People tell me like, "Why don't you try to, you know, work on and make it like you said neutral work?" It's I'd have to focus so much to to to just keep it like a neutral. Try even
try to get rid of I don't I just don't think about it that much. It doesn't bother me that much, I guess. I would think about it. I mean, you don't even real like I don't really recognize it. Like I think I'm trying to talk more neutral right now. And I probably overcompensate trying to like not sound southern by sounding more like like a southern or like a like surfer
or some But that's also like I don't know. I've always been kind of like a stoner hippie dude too. So, um, and I think I think when when streaming online and doing this, it, you know, it it just helps in in general with you speaking, you
know, with Hey, Heavy, I'm going to ask Chat GPT to do it for me. Give me a speech as an authentic Massachusetts. Hey, how how am I doing? Folks, gather around now. Let me tell you a little something about my life here in Massachusetts. We's a tough bunch. Yeah, we've been through some wicked hard
times. You heard of the big old nor eisters, right? How about Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, we got snow up to our na nia's pets off the state look like Narnia, but we still get up every morning, grab a donkey's coffee, and hustle
on. Yeah, we we pack Finway. We shout, "Let's go socks like it's religious experience." Does that work? Does sound authentic? Yeah. Yeah, there's certain, you know, like uh words, you know, wicked. Like wicked's one. Yeah, wicked smart. That's
a good one. Well, Matt Damon made that famous, but I've heard the uh Well, he he just I think mainstreamed it. But, you know, it was something just it's it's just always people around here always say, you know, like killer. Yeah. Yeah. It's just Yeah. It's just badass. It's wicked.
Cheers. What's a good What's a good uh like Massachusetts? Cheers. What? Like a like a word? Yeah. Like what would you cheers to? You're at a bar. What would I cheers to? Or just like how would it sound? Oh, what would I say?
Well, I would say cheers just like you. Cheers. Cheers. Boston. Let me ask GBT that she is too thinking right
now. Here's the good health, free parking spots, and wicked good times. Cheers. Cheers.
Good How do you win streamer of the month? Um, couldn't really tell you. I mean, you kind of just you got to twice, right? I was shocked the first time. I think the second time was more of a what's the word for it? Like more of a
formal like she just never picked the one for the next month. And I was like, "Can I be the twotonon?" You know, the back to back. She's like, "All right, you are." So, but you got to ask you got to ask Alex Mars. Wait, is it IRL News Time? I News
Time. I'm sure she'll come up here. She found out about this channel and she's very interested. So,
That's uh Alexandra Maris. What's she up to right now? I think she's in Florida. She's trying to She's trying to uh meet up with Pebbs and Za, I believe. She's on on their their street.
Yeah, I heard about that. Like Za was supposed to go and meet her, but he he pretended like he did or something. Apparently, he's like he's like carrying a gun around cuz he's afraid of her. That's crazy. I kind of understand. I mean, all right. Fool. All right. So,
some years ago, like when Alex Mars first started found out about me, she like I don't know. She kind of she started covering me, you know, since I'm a public figure. I I'm a public figure. So she started covering me and we, you know, we talked a little bit and we were supposed to meet up and
then I said I didn't want to meet up after some things were said. And then like 3 months later, she hits me up. She's like, "Hey, like I'm in St. Louis right now." It's December. It was like December 8th, too. She's like, "Are we riding motorcycles or what?" I'm like, "Dude, I literally just took my Harley into the shop to get new tires on it, and it's
not going to be back." Does she did she ride? Well, she wanted to she wanted to ride with me like on the back of my motorcycle. Okay. And uh but I like literally just took my Harley into the shop to get new tires on it. So, it's like And not only that, it was like like 20 degrees that week and like super windy and and I wouldn't have even ridden anyway. But she did come to St. Louis,
dude. Not only that, like I feel bad talking about it because we've been on good terms, but she did make a fake Bumble profile to try to like lure me into downtown St. Louis to meet up and after I told her I
didn't want to meet up. But since then, we've we've reconciled to I guess a mutual point. Um, but yeah, man. She She'll go hard on you, dude. She will literally show up at your door, dude. Like, I don't know. It's kind of scary, but yeah, she's a real one on
that. Yeah, she's pretty pretty hardcore. She block. Oh, I wouldn't want to with I always tell people it's better to stay off her radar, but if not, just like be respectful. Like, she's she's a nice person if you like don't piss her off and I yeah I wouldn't I wouldn't
want to be on her bad side the way she goes live on people and man it is nasty dude in the websites and it's like just having that out there and then it's like AI picks up that people say about you and like it's like it's stressful
she's articulate so she can twist the words you know oh yeah she is yeah I think she's pretty damn intelligent Yeah. I mean, yeah, definitely. She's a She's, you know, she knows how to with people for sure in like ways that'll like
that bother that that Yeah. that get to, you know, the people that online and doing this you know. You know, I mean, some of the people deserve it. I don't know if I deserved it, but maybe I did a little bit, but I don't know. I've been the last big thing with I remember everyone was talking
about with like that the jewel the jewels and um what's his name? Jeilla. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She's kind of laid off Jewel in a while. For a while. She was She was vicious. I don't know. I remember back in the
day. I remember them from back in the day from Ice. Like I remember Ice from back in the day and those streams back in 2019 and with what's his name? That kid that would always just show up and then I did those RVs too.
Imp yeah, yeah. Brandon. Yeah. Yeah.
Oh Cheers. Uh yeah, Hampton Brandon's been back for like a couple weeks. That dude is the biggest closeted gay in my I've ever seen in my life. I think that whole crew is it's like I'm telling you no straight man talks like Hampton Brandon
or like dances around like a uh can I say fairy or something? I know last summer I did he he he was on a roll. He did a few good streams. Yeah, I remember he was streaming with uh what's that English kid?
Sam Pepper. Yeah. Sam Peppa. And uh ah he was in Australia. He was Australia. And he just kept getting with like people. Are you talking about ice? You're talking about ice? Yeah. People were dumping like on ice. The dude ran into him with the scooter and then the dude threw the dude poured piss in his hair and then he got Peppa.
Then the fat kid Peppa sprayed him. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. I remember that too. And every time it's always Peppa who who chased the kid down or something and you know Yeah. You know, he thinks, "Oh, yeah. I I would fight Sam Pepper. Like, I'd that dude up." I think I think they're all little guys.
I mean, they're not. You got to think about like No, I can tell I can tell that Sam Pepper isn't gonna like getting stabbed in the eyeballs. No. No. But I You can tell Sam will fight though, you know? Yeah, I think it would. But he can't he can't even come he can't even he won't even come to America because you gota think
the people that he's fighting are like these like fat like 20-year-old incels and like I mean they're not like they probably like those dudes they're Ice Pesidon viewers who have like obviously never trained for anything in their life. So after that Australia he got a lot of clips from the Australia thing.
So, so he did like um this this like ge he he did the the repeat of the house thing where they're all locked in the house, but he had a like a warehouse, a good place to do it and they were all locked in there. And what year was this? I This was last year last summer. All right. Are you talking
about the one in Texas with like Burger Planet and Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And um Action Man was there like he's the worst. Who? Action Man, you know? Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah. I've never interacted with him. Um you know, he actually came to St.
Louis and when I saw him there, I didn't see him there that he was in St. Louis until like later that night. I saw him at a club and I was like, usually I'll I'll stream snipe people when they're in St. this. But it's just like I want to go to a club like some douche. Like it just looks stupid. But I have stream sniped like a lot of
people. Well, yeah, I guess so. I don't I wouldn't even say the chicken Andy. I wouldn't even say that was a stream snipe because Cam literally said, "Hey, Mr. Big Pipes, I know who you are. Like, come down here." And like that was like but I was gonna
snipe him either way. So did you roll up on on Chicken Andy? I did. Yeah. Um so their RV was parked in this like like downtown St. Louis in this big giant park. Which one? Which RV was it? Which RV? This would have been RV8. Was it that last one? It was the one
with Staint. Saint and Stony and Blade. Oh yeah, Stony. Yeah. Okay. I remember Stony's really cool. I like Stony actually. I think Stony I remember I was watching Stony's live for a while and man he would go he would go hard on his mom and his mom was sick and like I think I'm a modern character man.
There Stony modded me because like Oh, you were modding. You know, I'm a vegan patriot mod, too, dude. What's up? I remember when he made himself. I was watching. I was in the chat that whole time. Oh, I remember when he Oh, he had his mom he had his mom he had his mom and then he would the way he would
talk to his grandpa sometimes like I mean that family is pretty he's been through a lot of crazy So I' I'd give him like I mean pretty much until like someone can like until like someone loves him enough to like deal with what he's been through or at least like listen to it like he's probably going to be kind of
crazy. Like I didn't realize his brother was so nuts until I saw those those with uh Chicken Blade man. Those RVs with Chicken and Blade. The funniest. The funniest that when they they just get
drunk and then Chicken would harass Blade and Blade. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, what am I trying to say here? Yeah. It's fun. It's fun. I don't like I don't like thin chicken Andy like harass a parent about. All right, so there's this clip of like this
is like a week before I went in the RV. It's like chicken Andy and Saint and they're in Boulder, Colorado on Pearl Street. And there's like they're yelling at this like 15-year-old girl and then the girl's dad is like like, "Hey, she's 15 years old." Like that's my daughter. And he's like, "Oh, well, tell her to put some clothes on." And then he's like, "What?" And then they they
jump them and pepper spray them. Like he's like getting he's like piecing them up and Then they like pepper spray him and run away. It's like what the I think that's shitty. But yeah, that's the that's that was all their their go-to move was the pepper the pepper spray and pepper spray and ran away. You got to think when I'm when I'm like fighting when I was on
that RV. All right. Like there's a moment there I'm like, "Oh I got uh like Santa Muay Thai clinch. I'm like piecing him up with uppercuts and you know? He's trying to eye gouge me. Jacob's behind me like cracking up. I don't know what he's laughing at, but he can't say anything." I'm like, "You want to die, motherfucker?" So he's like, "Yeah." I'm like, "Let's
go, bitch." I'm just piecing him up and And uh I forgot I was going to say I was going to say something. I think I seen that clip. You you went and visited them on the RV and you got into the fight with Saint. Yeah, I think I saw that. I think I saw that clip. I think I saw that clip. Oh, okay. What I was trying to say is I'm
trying to keep my eye on everyone cuz like these aren't my boys, dude. It's like I'm there by myself and it's like I'm trying to look at Cam. I'm like, is Cam gonna with me next? I'm like trying to like, oh, you want some too, Even afterwards I was just like I pressed everyone. I've even pressed chicken, dude. Like, there's a
point that some that happened off stream. I'm into my car and uh I got I actually took Saint's phone after it. Saint ran off to go do dope uh like a little you know, and L's chat about how he's clean. So, he ran off to go do dope at like 4:00 a.m. on a Sunday, Monday morning. And
uh I stayed there and I was just like, "Listen, Like, I'm going to take whatever the I want." Um, taking this pipe. Give me that stapler. Give me that. Give me the stream. Let's This a saint stream. Cool. Let's Let's go chill in my car, dude. So, we chilled in the car for like 3 hours. Then there was a point where like
Chicken Andy came out. I think Cam unlocked the door so Chicken could open my door. So, I like jump out and he's like, "Dude, that like the RV is up. What the like?" And like I'm just like, "Oh, I was just like ready to go." And uh Cam's just like, "Chick, no, chicken, no, don't." Like he's like, "Tell him to back
off." And u Chicken went in like slammed the door. Well, actually, he tries to slam the door, but the hallway is like cracked in half because we smashed it. No, I let I could smash him through that door, too, man. That was like the scene from like the Batista scene, the replicant in Blade Runner 2049.
He used to try to press press a few people. I remember I saw a clip he pressed uh tone one time. That kid Tone for all of his like he had brought pills on the RV or something. He took all that's I think that's fake. I think I've seen that clip. I think all that with Tylen was fake with like he put him down the toilet. Oh, man. He put them
down the toilet. He definitely had All those people are on drugs, dude. Like all those people are on drugs. I'll snitch on everyone there. They're all on Xans and there's meth and like going on like they suck. Oh yeah. track marks all over Saint. He's a junkie. Yeah I remember Blaze Last House. Remember
Blaze Last House? Satan was there and down with Tone and what's his name? That Willie two guns guy died. Yeah. Yeah. So if you that house was wild. Well, if you if All right. So if you I've really broken down that video. If you look at when
So I was in during that whole time. So when before Saint or before um Willie falls out the like off the thing, if you go back about 20 30 minutes in that video, you can see Willie going to the bathroom with Nanobot and Tone. All three of them are in the bathroom. Yeah. And they're talking. They're talking and it's like and then like two of them are in there and then there's like one of them in
there like they're shooting up cuz Willie All right. When the paramedic finds Willie, he's like there's a fresh injection mark on his left arm. That's one of the first things he says. You want you remember how Kate how what was it? Becky looked like Blaze girl like a junkie. Oh yeah, with
Trina. You could tell they were running and remember he was prescribed all kinds of tools and like he I guess he didn't even die. She took all the cameras. She took all the cameras like right after like she took like six cameras like went into the house and Blake called the cops. like all the cops and and tried to pretend like I I think she took all but she pretended like they were still they
didn't get charged with like negligent homicide, right? Like what the Like Yeah. Yeah. Well, I guess he didn't die like that night. Like I guess he he kind of got better and but then like Beck was with him and supposedly he was back on his medication. I don't know. It's like but I guess he got better and then fell back out.
Yeah. You know, I I honestly don't know. I actually talked to Willie Tugun's cousin. I had her she came up on my stream actually. Um she's in my chat. I'm like, "Wait, you're really Willy Tun's cousin?" And then she verified it and I made a Streamyard and we talked and on my channel. And I wish I would have like I was just kind of shocked. I was just like, you know, I'm talking about it and then it's like, "Oh
god, now I'm actually interacting with someone whose family member died." So it's kind of like trying to be sensitive and and it was just so so bad. Like Tone had him drinking all that booze and he was like, "Dude, there's so much liquor." I don't know, dude.
You know, I think that like I actually have a comment from Willie Two Guns where he's like it's on the um on one of the clips of the fight with me and saying he's like like it's like Mr. Big, what do you call me? Mr. Big Cries or Mr. Big Simps nearly lost his eyeballs. My My man Saint is a scrapper. It's
like, "Oh shit." And then that dude killed you due to negligence like a couple weeks later. And then it's like then you have me trying to get justice and all all of his friends like uh hiding and not talking about it. It's like a secret. Like they're afraid that
it's gonna like give evidence to get them like guilty and But meanwhile, I'm chilling playing banjo and
Yeah, you there buddy. I I remember after after right they left that nano girl she was streaming for a while and like she was and I guess she didn't realize she was still alive while she was meeting her mella so like there was
no denying it after that you know. Oh yeah just like a few weeks ago there was a clip of her she like didn't end the she thought she ended the stream and you can see her bring out her her uh oil burner. Yeah. Yeah. And she was a crazy one. Like I remember like they didn't they find her like on the street. She was
like one of them people they up to captain content finds. Yeah. Yeah. It was just like a crazy person with these crazy ideas like you know that was like sees all these little nano particles in the air and like that's where the whole nano supposedly sees these nano particles and they the government put
them inside of her and everybody else like some crazy like that. Yeah. I mean she's probably been smoking meth for like years and years and years and never really came down and you know it's Yeah. Exactly. And then the parano that is Yeah. Well, it's because I know nothing about me. I never I never with the up
is, you know, I've done it. I swear like it sounds crazy, but I've literally done it like a few times. I just wanted to I wanted to try every drug and get the full experience of it. So, it's like I'd say you start like thinking I don't know how would I explain it. I would I would think it in my mind I would take it it's just like coke but
like I've heard people say it's like more like it's more like it's literally like crazier than acid at times like the visual I've never I've never tripped I've never tripped either um well that's a good thing I'd say mushrooms and acid or DMT are great
things but as far as like the visuals like the actual like what the Am I looking at like going crazy? Like it's almost like acid. Like what the I mean that could be the sleep deprivation for like not sleeping and eating for like four or five days. But I don't know. I'm telling you. Like sleeping does a number on you. Like
sleeping does a number on you. Well, it's like, you know, you'll look at like you'll start doing something at like 8 a.m. and then you'll be like, "Oh it's 4:00 a.m." Yeah. I know that from the aderall, you know, like the Yeah. all is kind of the same thing. I mean, like that that shit's so popular now. Like literally
everybody gets it. I remember it was like 2022, 2021. Every pharmacy you went to, there was literally they had posted. There was a there was a shortage on Aderall because so many people across like doctors were pushing it. Oh, and if you want if you want to know
what I was doing at, you know, 10:00 a.m. until 4:00 a.m. I was gooning. Nothing but gooning. Yeah, it's pretty much what you do on this right? Like what else can you do? Like Yeah. Yeah. I think computer
program is really fun. Um but yeah, gooning mostly. some coconut oil, a five gallallon bucket. Um, just, you know, a VR headset even just let it rip. Dude, you got to edit.
My choice though was the coke. Was the coke though. I love the cocaine, man. But can you still get hard on coke though? I had to stop doing I see I didn't even care about any of that A gram of coke is like a hundred bucks, but a gram of meth is like 20, dude. Yeah. And it'll last you like a
week or more. A gram of H is like 200 and it'll last you like a day or two. You can't even find like real H anymore. It's just all fentanyl. I'm sure. Yeah. I haven't I haven't really done it. Like my H of choice was blacktar heroin. I like smoking it. I shot it up like
hundreds of times at the end. But I mostly like smoking it because I felt like I it couldn't kill me as easy. Yeah. See, once once you once you cross that line, at least for me, it was like what's the point of doing it any other way? Like this is the best way. Well, it's frustrating, especially with black tar because it up your veins so
bad that you can't find veins. It'll happen. It's hard to It's hard to Yeah. because and then you're like I remember stab yourself for an hour like it was terrible. See, I never had that problem. Luckily, I never had that problem, you know. And uh the few people I used to run with back in the day, there was a couple women in our little group and
they were the hardest, you know. They used to have to ask me to to get it for them. Like I always found women, they just didn't have bank, you know. But I never had that problem. And I always had a good go-to one. Boom. Bang. Boom. Well, you're on East Coast, too. So, it's like the that I got
in Colorado is tar and then they get the hydrochloride number four like it's a more refined. They would get that. Always got that. They call it ECP or stamps and it come in stamps and or bundles where Yeah. Colorado due to the humidity and the supply lines like blacktar like it it it would actually come in like a brown powder like if you
just went It would like literally melt into like a black tar, like melt before your eyes, but the on the east coast was just straight powder and it mixed up so clean and it was not hard on your veins at all. But blacktar I would get like one maybe two shots out of a vein
per month or some It's like you really had to get creative. Never shot into my dick thankfully, but I thought about it. That's wild, man. That's wild. Like I knew people that would do it in their neck. I never did that either. I heard that hurt so bad. But like again, like I always had a go to that. I never
had a problem. What was your go? That you know, but my spot was a drug or both. Yeah. Well, right in the center of my right arm, you know. Oh, no. you know. Yeah. Being bulged and it was always the go to if I got trouble with
the right go right in the center of the left and then I always had the hands of the or the long ones on the side but there was always the right there in the center. Boom bang boom and then once I started once I crossed over and tried coke that way there's nothing better. There's no better high in the world. I've heard about it. I've known I've talked to people that have done it. I
heard it's like really metallic coming and it's like like you get the buzzing and it's like I remember I did research on that and like that's like the signs of a stroke when somebody's having a stroke like those are the feelings they feel the ringing in the air and apparently that's you're right you're right you're on the verge of you're on the verge of a stroke and you
come back I remember I I did my body boom once that he broke into a seizure luckily was good and like I remember I had just had one bad like I scored so much for so cheap and like I had done so much and like I remember by my buddy gave me a joint to try to
calm down but that was the worst mistake. It was like kill bud and I I end up the whole thing. He was just focused on what he was doing. And I got so paranoid. I thought I was going to die and I wanted to go and tell my mother bye. You know, he literally had to hold me down and stop me like, "Steve, no. You're freaking out. You're
freaking out." And I like my just I couldn't handle it. I felt like if I did anymore, like I'm done for. My body can't handle it. My heart I felt I just felt like I couldn't handle it anymore. I stopped. Was it It's weird. I've had some really bad reactions from weed when I was high on heroin to like give me like crazy panic attacks. Like I thought I was
going to have a seizure or some Yeah. Yeah. I've had crazy crazy panic attack. But nothing was because usually when I when I was running on that like I didn't have extra money for it. But with the coke you had to have something to come down and I didn't drink. I'm not a drinker. I don't drink alcohol. So I had Xanax. Oh yeah. That's that was my main issue
through my whole life with the pencils. Like no Well, that's what that's why I had the seizures or I had a really I had a couple seizures and my up like in the concrete. I almost died. She had me in a coma for 10 days. I spent I spent seven days in ICU and
then three days in a psych word because of Xanax.
At my my highest rate, I I was getting from the doctor, I was getting four bars a day. So, I was getting 120 bars a month. Like, so much. I was I was getting pressed and still and still and still running out, you know, like I was like, it's
Canadian. It's crazy. I was with research bins. Yeah. the the c the cape pins one time like I I used to work with FedEx overnights right when I was in my early 20s to my mid 20s and uh I knew this
place in in Muan Massachusetts they manufactured medications and they sent it to certainies you know man what place to rob one of those I was familiar so a box came down I knew where it was going slid it to me I opened it up inside of it were four bottles bottles, the big
white stock bottles of 500 in each bottle of the 2 milligram clonophins. So I took two bottles for me, took one bottle out to give to the kid, closed the box up, left the one bottle in the box, closed it up, gave it to the kid, he put it back in the truck to have it delivered, you know. So I gave him one
bottle of 500. I never saw the kid again after that. He never showed back after work. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No way. I got so many pills, dude. I had a thousand white carans. I've I've had dreams about that. Like, God, what a dream job. What a dream. Like, it like just like being like I don't know if I
could be like a mail carrier, dude. There's drugs in here. Thousand like I still have one of the bottles, the white 500 bottles just as a trophy because it was just nice. But hey, hey, I got a pee here, so I'll be RV.
talk to chat or something. Yeah. I hope there's not too many people in China that heard all that,
man. Yep. Straight guys are welcome here. I'm a straight guy myself. Straight as they come. Is that weird? Is that the real real real Asian demon doll? Why would he be as
real that groovy still ride? Oh yeah, he is. Should I go on his
channel? Where is Psyche? Fall asleep.
What do we got going on here? Beta told me to bring viewers here.
Take another shot. You're as straight as a river. River in Romania. Isn't that a pun? Is this like a straight
was shaky go to sleep or something. Maybe it seems like he's been disappearing lately when I come on here any late at night. I wonder if he's on like somebody else's. He lets me on obviously and then he disappears every time. Well, he might he might have fall asleep, but me and you up there. I know
I know he trust me. I assume he trusts you. Yeah. I mean, I'm pretty like legit and doxed and You don't seem like you around. So, and I don't think I really have a history of it. And like if I do, it's like you're gonna know it's me at least. But like I don't know. I don't really do like that either.
Like I'm ser like I get so much hate for like I came back. All right. So it's like I came to this channel. I'm glad I found it just from like probably like the nastiest people I've encountered online or like the same people that are in chat and I have like 90% of them blocked. But yeah, it's not it makes me like I don't know.
I was trying to talk to to Paige about it, but it's like or yesterday. Yeah. I'm just like, what is like I honestly think it's jealousy. Like I I don't know why I'd be so mad at someone who's like so chill and
unless it was jealousy. Unless I was like trying to think it would be like me like seeing like a really like pretty girl I had a crush on or something that like gets spoiled by other men or something. Maybe that's what people see
when they like say terrible things to me. I don't know. Just people just talk I don't think they it comes from anywhere. I think it's just talking just to talk And if like if it lands, it's just if you're doing it online, it's
fake though. It's fake. Like like I I just I can't pretend to be something I'm not. Like and then I don't know if people think that I'm not real, but it's like yeah, people like me exist. I'm not even that cool. And there's people that are like way cooler and than me and And I'm not jealous of them.
I say good they they work hard for reap the benefits. I'm in my parents' basement drinking vodka work. Sounds like a pretty sweet deal.
Maybe like one more shot. One more shot. It's like half a shot. This is an actual half a shot. Uh, Prairie Winds, you're
real. I just want to What?
I heard a chick. Oh yeah, I'm watching Jimnick stream. Like I don't know what's going on over there. Jimnick. Uh yeah, she's a person. She was on here earlier. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I do. Oh yeah, I forgot. Guitar sound or Streamyard sucks for
music. You know, that's a good idea. That's a good idea. Psyche should share his Streamyard account access with Paige to let people up on panel in case he's not around. I think that's fair. You should be able to do that. Actually, I haven't used Streamyard in so long.
It's been years since I've had a panel on my channel. I have had panels on my channel, but it's pretty much been like two and a half years, probably three years. But h you should be able to do
that. I agree with that X.
Well, think I'm going to go rock out a little bit and I might just go live on my channel, play some music for like an hour or two, then I might come back, see if live and What's the name of your channel? I'm Mr. Big Pipes. Uh, here, let me post my cuz I did want to play music tonight. But
Oh, we could do trivia. We could do trivia. Well, we can't let people on. Or could I do a But yeah, I got my set up and before I get too absolutely face puking everywhere, um I should rock out
a little bit. So, all right. It was nice talking to you, too, man.
What's going on here in the uh in the
chat? I think so too. Thanks.
First thing that pops up for Mr. Bigpe is
resume. Let me hop over the uh I don't Can I use out end it? Psyche, where are you, pal?
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