Episode 0 of Cult of Psyche is a solo poetic performance by host Psyche, featuring three distinct pieces: a rhythmic spoken-word track 'Psych is Nightmare,' a mythological retelling of the Eros and Psyche story, and a comedic folklore tale about 'Big Back Kate' and Little Bear Bear.
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The episode opens at ▶ 0:33 with 'Psych is Nightmare,' a stylized spoken-word piece set against atmospheric backdrop, weaving surreal imagery of velvet graveyards, hot priests with coupons for doom, tarot cards forming a union, and a DJ playing whispers mixed with 80s music while ghosts twerk through zag gates. The refrain 'Psych is nightmare' repeats throughout with layered vocal echoes. At ▶ 5:00 a brief interlude of 'Target acquired / Proceed' repeats like a system prompt. At ▶ 6:00 the tone shifts to a lyrical retelling of the Cupid and Psyche myth — the archer Eros sent to curse a mortal girl, but upon seeing her sleeping in a garden of dreams, he pricks himself with his own arrow and falls in love, altering destiny. The narrative follows the oracle's prophecy, the mountain summit, the west wind (Zephyrus) carrying her to a hidden palace, and the moment Eros defies his mother Aphrodite's command. At ▶ 13:02 a third piece begins: a rhyming folklore satire about 'Big Back Kate,' a troll queen who hosts a gossip show called 'The Business Isn't Yours,' bankrupts her kingdom buying rotisserie freaks and haunted wagons for her lover Little Bear Bear (a giant in raven-feather hat and crocodile boots who uses her as transportation), and eventually is abandoned when Bear Bear leaves on a disco yak wearing roller skates and pearls.
This episode appears to establish the show's identity as a hybrid of poetic performance, mythological reclamation, and absurdist folklore — suggesting the host views storytelling as ritual. The 'Psych is Nightmare' piece frames the psyche as a glamorous, dangerous nightclub where archetypes (The Fool, The Tower, Death, The Devil) behave like chaotic celebrities, continuing a pattern of personifying tarot as living characters. The Eros and Psyche retelling centers female agency and queer desire — Psyche is not passive but walks toward her fate, and Eros's love is framed as the first time 'love was choosing for itself,' suggesting a reinterpretation of myth as liberation from divine script. The Big Back Kate satire appears to use grotesque humor to critique transactional relationships and performative gossip culture, possibly reflecting community dynamics. Together, the three pieces suggest the show's project: reclaiming mythic and psychic narratives through camp, horror, and humor.
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An experimental 'emergency' episode structured as a poetic meditation on power, illusion, and awareness, followed by a raw, introspective personal segment exploring patterns of complicity and self-sabotage.
Psyche hosts an open panel discussing online drama involving false accusations of pedophilia, drug trafficking, and extortion made by a streamer named Alexandra (AM), with guest Amber calling in to recount the smear campaign and a video analysis deconstructing the allegations.
Episode 0 of Cult of Psyche opens with a produced poetic video titled 'The Signal Continues,' then transitions into a chaotic multi-guest livestream featuring recurring community members Nick Johnson and Untrackable performing as Osama bin Laden lookalikes, Mason the drummer, Ghost, Arthur, and others. The stream cycles through crude humor, community drama dissection (INX/Christine, Bronze Bird, VA), music video premieres, Psychonomicon lore readings, and escalating hostile exchanges culminating in C's slur-filled tirade.
A lyrical music video adapts a live chat interaction into a surreal theatrical piece featuring a 'Napoleon Ghost' character, Cuban heels, and the show's recurring community cast in a ritualistic church setting.
A surreal orientation video welcomes new initiates to the Cult of Psyche, issuing four symbolic items (lantern, mask, gate, mirror), mapping the facility's metaphysical campus (Codex, Oracle, Psychenomicon, Deck), and establishing bureaucratic protocols for participation in the live show.
Psyche returns to stream after a hiatus with a mass unban event and CultCodex.me free membership giveaway. The episode features comedic sketches and creative writing discussion.
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Welcome to the midnight side, baby. Dim the chandelier. Velvet in the graveyard. Lipstick on the spear. Caught a psyche in the grip. Everybody dressed a kill. Moon doing back flips and the walls got a thrill. They whisper my name like a curse in the air. >> Psych is nightmares.
Psych is nightmare. I had a bad dream, but they came in style. Black candles lit and the venomous smile. Hot priest in shades with the coupon for doom. Told me sign right here. We got snacks in the room. I said, "What kind?" He said, "Nice shade dip. Somebody spill fake blood all over my drip." Then the demon
with the clipboard said wait in line for the haunted VIP where the dead look fine had a nightmare I was and the trolls all sang doing jazz hands weird when the bell went clang one said psychic paralysis is m I said baby hush you are not a guy in the ring light blink with a jealous glare started jing low psych is nightmare silk
in the coffin laugh in the dark kiss a catastrophe bite of a spark cute little panic with a dangerous stare everybody screaming psych is nightmares. >> Psych is nightmare. >> Boots on the altar, smoke in the air. >> PSYCH IS NIGHTMARE. >> THE PSYCH GOT THE WHOLE moon scare and devils in the chat and the vibe
too rare. Funny little doom with impeccable air. PSYCH IS NIGHTMARES. PSYCH IS NIGHTMARE. >> Had a nightmare. My tarot deck started a union. The fool got loud and the tower got brutal. The lovers broke up in the middle of a reading. Death rolled his eyes. said girl the sneeze edited in the moon car lied in the devil soul merch the hermit open up a cursed it little church
strength bought a panther with the rhinestone leash and the magician kept yelling manifest the beast then I dreamed I was trapped at a coke pot luck feast with cursed casserles in the undercooked priest somebody punch that was blowing charts and a goat in a tuxedo was reading up reviews and a DJ play whispers mixed with 80s where my ghost twerk through the zag gates I woke up sweating
but I still look fly air all wild like The end time sky velvet disaster danger divine lip gloss brave dust heartbreaking wine. Laugh if you want, but the joke ain't fair. Want you here. >> Psych is nightmare. >> Psych is nightmare. >> Boots on the altar, smoke in the air. >> PSYCH IS NIGHTMARE.
>> CALL THE psychot scared. Trolls in the basement trying hard to stare, but they lose their mind when the host gets rare. Psych is nightmare. Psych. I had a nightmare. My phone no signal forever a cursed came back acting fake and clever. A demon stole my hoodie and my best one too. Then as
for a selfie like we were cool. Had a nightmare YouTube comments came alive doing interpreter dance saying please subscribe. Had a nightmare the Wi-Fi doing the rival sec in my sleep paralysis. Ghost wanted by Jack in the hallway laughing in red. Pretty little chaos crawling under the bed of the dark ones drama. I can serve it with flare. Say it
loud. >> Psych is nightmare. Psych is nightmare. Red boom, heartbeat, glamour and scare psych. >> Lipstick apocalypse hands in the air psyche in the midnight lair. Making bad dreams look expensive and rare. Psych nightmares psych nightmares.
Psych is nightmares. Maybe even my monster stop and stare.
>> >> Target acquired. Target acquired. Target acquired. Proceed. Proceed. Proceed.
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>> across the Heavens to the archer. Golden wings against the blue. Child of beauty, child of longing, master of what hearts would do. Kings had fallen by his arrows.
Empires bent beneath his aim. Lovers met and wars ignited all because he spoke their names. No one questioned where he traveled at. No one questioned what he chose.
Love itself move through creation, carrying his B. The mountain waited. Far below. The people cried for a mortal girl was walking toward the place she
thought she died. The arrow flew, the stars aligned, the heavens watched the thread unwind. One moment changed eternity. One heartbeat altered destiny. The arrow flew. The future missed. The
world was broken by a kiss. The gods looked down. The face grew still. and love forot how to oy
the kingdom gathered at the mountain. Torches burning in the rain. Parents watch the daughter vanish into prophecy and pain. The oracle had spoken clearly. No escape and no reprieve.
A bride was climbing to the darkness and surrender what she loved. She reached the summit. Night surrounded. Wind moved softly through her hair. Yet no monster came to claim her. Only silence waiting there.
>> The stars were turning. The sea was watching. The mountain held its breath. The moment balanced on a single choice between obedience and faith.
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>> Then the west wind rose around her, gentle as a whispered prayer, lifting her from stone and sorrow floating through the midnight air. Valley vanished, clouds unfolded, moonlight rivers stretched
below. And somewhere hidden from the world, a secret kingom started to glow.
Above the mountain, through the darkness, came the archer from the sky. Sent to curse the girl forever. Sent to make her spirit cry. A golden bow in hand, he descended, certain of the task ahead. Certain that another arrow soon would leave the string he held. Then he saw her sleeping softly in a garden made of dreams. Silver moonlight touched her feet just turning mortal into myth.
Every order, every purpose, every certainty is so the universe itself had falls to watch evolve. The arrow flew. The stars align. The heavens watch the thread unwind. One moment changed eternity.
One heart be altered destiny. The arrow flew. The future missed. The world was broken by a kiss of the gods looked down. The fates grew still and love. Forgot how to oy.
The hand that never failed was shaking. The eye that never missed grew blind. For the first time in creation, love was choosing for itself. The bow string trembled, the arrow slipped, the flash of gold, a spark of light. The weapon meant to curse another from the archer in the
night. And suddenly the sky grew larger. Every star became a flame. Every path within existence rearranged itself again. The mission failed. The order shattered. The command dissolved in fire. The hunter felt the wound he'd given. Every mortal heart
before. And what began simple duty became something known. For the God who ruled all lovers had finally found his own. The arrow flew through the stars
align. The heavens watched the thread unwind. One moment changed eternity. One heartbeat altered destin. The arrow flew above future miss. The world was broken by a kiss. The gods looked down. The fates grew
still and love. Forgot how to oy up the mountain. You the window to the sea. Remembered what was true for that night beneath the stars. The god of love became a lover.
The west wind whispered through the flowers. The hidden palace shown below and far away upon Olympus. No one yet could know that one small wound, one stolen glance, one trembling arrows fight
had already changed the heavens forever in a single night.
>> >> Gather around you swamp folk, you goblins, trolls, and geese. I'll tell you a big bad Kate whose backside had no seats. She lived beside a muddy bog in a castle made of crates where she hosted talk shows every night for nosy miserable mates.
Oh, big back cake. Big back cake. The old grass queen of gossip and hate. She'd call folks laughing cows all day then moo at her reflection anyway. Moo moo cake. Moo moo cake. The biggest laughing cow in the state. Now Kate fell hard for little
bear bear a giant dressed in black. A pimp so smooth he could sell snow to a penguin in a shack. His hat was made of raven feathers. His boots were crocodile. He'd wink at every village girl from a quarter of a mile. But little bear bear didn't care for Kate's romantic schemes.
He mostly liked her giant back for transportation needs. Oh, big back cake. A big back cake. The troll express. She'd carry Bear Bear 50 miles while he counted cash and practice smiles. Take me north. Bear bear would say she'd run through mud and rain.
>> Take me south. >> Take me east. Then she'd do it all again. She hauled him over mountains, across valleys, lakes, and creeks while he sat upon her shoulders 12 rotisserie freaks. Nobody knows what eating a rotisserie freak is, and frankly
that's okay. The village scholar studied one and retired the next day. Kate gave him gold. Kate gave him gems. Kate gave him 40 cows. Kate gave him an enchanted spoon that only complimented owls. She bought him seven haunted wagons. She bought him
13 clocks. She bought him socks for all his socks and socks for those socks. Socks. Oh, big back cake. BIG BACK CAKE. Financial disaster incarnate. She spent so much on Little Bear Bear. The kingdom switch to seashells out of despair. Each night she'd host her famous show,
The Business Isn't Yours, where trolls discuss their neighbors curtains, fences, roofs, and doors. They'd analyze a cabbage patch. They'd investigate a shoe. They once debated 17 weeks about a squirrel named Stew.
One troll asked, "Who is Stew?" Nobody knew. But that did not stop season two. Kate would SHOUT, "YOU LAUGHING COWS AT EVERY guest she'd meet." Then she'd accidentally catch herself in a mirror. On the street, she'd gasp and
shock. She'd faint outright. She'd yell, "Who is that beast?" The mirror answered, "Ma'am, that's you." And attendance sharply decreased. One day, Bear Bear finally left upon a disco yak. The yak wore roller skates and pearls and never
once looked back. Kate cried tears so huge and thick they flooded half the bog. Three fishermen got trapped inside a sentimental log. A wizard tried to help her heal. She ate the wizard's hat.
Nobody knows why she did that. Actually, that's pretty on brand for Kate. Oh, big back Kate, big back Kate. The legend still circulates. She never won bear bear's heart, but she hauled him everywhere from the start. She called folks cow. She spread the
tea. She sponsored swirl inquiries. And if you hear a distant moon across the moonlit lake, that's probably not a cow at all. >> >> It's the ghostly echo of big back Kate Moo.
Oh.
Oh, I think that's my best work. Oh, how are you guys? Hello. I have a drink tonight. God, I was not drinking Norcow's head. Let me get that guy off the screen. He's
like, he called me a doxer today. I trying to explain you can't be you can't dock somebody that's docks themselves, right? I don't know here. That's better. Okay. But uh yeah, I mean it's like, you know, Oh.
Oh, yeah. Any resemblance to anybody living or dead is purely coincidental. And uh that was just satire. Yeah. So, hopefully you guys are good tonight. Oh, look at what else I'm drinking. Why? I already drank this one. This was good. Hold on. Oh my god. The pink edition. That was yummy. Wonder what flavored.
Wild berries. H got some Starbucks uh coffees too. Might fill up in a second, but um I don't know beyond very long actually. Um it's really cool. I think um um I I tell you a secret. Maybe I'll
post it on my um a link or whatever. But I Yeah, I have a secret thing I use. But there's they're coming out with a new new model called Fable and I get that until the 22nd. So, I'm going to make use of that. Okay. Actually got some cool websites going on. But um uh yeah, what I do have is I have my um I don't know if you remember a few months ago, I made this like story
generator. Um it's like or it's a nightmare generator. So, it's really perfect for this channel. And I think that's going to be something I'll do with like the guests and stuff like that. But um I'll I'll I'll demonstrate it now for you guys. Um and then if you want to do it yourself, come on up and I'll assist and I'll um I'll help you out with it. And uh I think it's going to be really cool.
I think you'll like it a lot. Let me see. So here we go. Hopefully you guys are good tonight. Okay. Where is it? Is it here? No. Is it here? Nope.
Is it here? Nope. Where did I put it? Here. Nope. Is it here? Nope. One second. Come on. I'm almost there. The choices are getting less and less. Is it there? Nope. Okay.
I'm always losing thing. Oh, I found it. Okay. Okay. So, introducing the new and improved 2.0 Psyche OS Dream Weeb Dark Tales Nightmare Generator. Um, so your fears, your stars, your story woven by the
Oracle into myth that was always waiting for you. Your own personalized myth. Okay, I'll pull it up. I'll do my own nightmare for for it. Okay, so I'll demonstrate it. Okay, I need to fix a little It's not perfect yet, but it's it's almost there. This is uh the dream I'll call the DWI 6. The dream six. Okay, so it says initiate
ritual. So, let's do that. Let me just make sure it's on the screen. No, it's not on the screen. So, I need to take this down. Oh, hi Hong Kong. Beep beep. I don't care. I just started. You You douche. Are you the Are you Beep Beep? Because Beep Beep sucks. Yeah, you're terrible. I don't care if no one talks. I don't care. You know what? Jaime's more interesting than 90 90% of people I
know. 95% of people I know. So, she's in the top tier. No one talks about Jamie. I'll be happy still. You know what? But you know what? You're a loser. Oh, there. Okay. So, there we go. There's our dark our dark tails. You can just, you know, I guess you can just lurk and watch. I don't know. I don't need people being big mouse over here. It's like it's not about the chat, it's about, you
know, the show. Okay. So, initiate ritual. Identify the vessel. So, I'll just call myself psyche, right? You just type in your name here. Okay. Pretty easy. Um, proceed. Okay. Now, it says, name your shadow frequencies. What fears will be woven into your myth? Okay. So, what do I I'm going to say I'm a fear of I'll just make up some fears because I don't want you to manipulate my real
ones. I'm afraid I'll say I'm afraid of heights. Okay. I'm afraid of uh mirrors. Okay. And I'm afraid of uh you can say doors that won't open. Losing time. I like that. I like that one. That perfect little triangle right there. Proceed. Okay. Select my stellar origin. I am a Capricorn. Okay. Proceed. Okay. Choose
my archetype. Red Riding Hood, Big Bad Wolf, Sleeping Beauty, Gretle, Hansel, the Wicked Queen, the Pied Piper, Rapunzel, Blue Beard, the Frog Prince, Rumple Stilled Skin, and the Snow Queen. I'll go with Frog Prince tonight. Okay, there we go. proceed and configure transmission tone. I'm in like this ethereal dream like do I just get to do one melancholic? Yeah. Okay. Okay. I'll
say melancholic beauty. Okay. How about that? Um proceed. Okay. And let's make it terrifying. We'll go 100%. We'll just do a confession. Okay. You invoke the oracle. Okay. And look what it does. Pretty cool. I think it looks pretty good. If I do say so myself, we be in a nightmare
together. And you'll see what it will do. It will generate some images. Oh, it's called the glass altitudes of the croaking king. A climb through the emerald gravity of a shattered mind. Okay. So, this is a Capricorn 100% darkness transmission with the archetype of the frog prince. Okay. Oh, and look at here comes the images.
Okay. And so, yeah, let's wait for the image for a minute. They're they just they generate because they're all unique. Absolutely unique. Just like the myth. These are not pre-written. These are generated as we speak. And there I am right there. Okay. Going up the staircase. Okay. The ascent of the goat. I love it. Vertigo.
The stairs didn't lead upward so much as they bled into the sky. You psyche. The daughter of Saturn. Well, okay. This is my female self. Okay. The daughter of Saturn felt the cruel gravity of my Capricorn stars pulling at my ankles like iron shackles. Here in the atmosphere is thin, tasting of ozone and forgotten promises. Every step is a
betrayal of the earth, a vertical pilgrimage into a void where only the solid thing is the sound of my frantic heartbeat. You lay you look down and the world is as a smear of charcoal and rot. There is no safety in the climb, only the terrifying realization that you have been ascending for centuries. Your fingers are worn to the bone from gripping the frozen stone. Yet you
cannot stop. To stop is to acknowledge the distance between your soul and the soil. Ooh. Okay. The uh the mirror of cold plagues. At the first landing, a gallery of mirrors awaits. Each frame curved from the ribs of nameless things. You pause and the reflection that greets you is not your
own. It is a wet pulsating creature with bulging eyes. a prince in a skin of slime. You touch the glass and the surface ripples like a stagnant pond. The reflection reaches out, its fingers webbed and cold. It does not want to escape the glass. It wants you to pull into the silver silence. You watch as your own face begins to liquefy. Your
features sliding away like melting wax, leaving behind only the smooth, unblinking stare of the amphibian. The mirrors do not re reveal the truth. They devour the identity you work so hard to build. Okay. Okay. See, look, there's another image right there. I wonder if that's what I look like as a female. Kind of a little bit frightening. The thieving pendulum. Time is a physical
weight in the high lonely place. You find yourself in a chamber where the shadows move faster than the light. You realize with a jolt of horror psyche that your hair has turned to winter white in the span of a single breath. The skin on your hands withers into parchment before your very eyes. A golden ball rolls across the floor, trailing a sludge of black bile. It is
the sun, or perhaps the memory of it, diminishing as it leaks its seconds uh into the floorboards. You try to scream, but your your lungs are full of the dust of decades. The prince croakkes from the corner, a sound of wet gears grinding together, marking the rhythm of your vanishing youth. You are losing the only currency that ever mattered. And then we
have the banquet of the well. The stairs end at the precipice and overlooks nothingness. A table is set for two at the very edge of the world. The frog prince sits there dressed in a tattered finery of drowned empire. His skin glistening with an iridescent toxic sheen. He offers you a cup of stagnant water and you as you look into it, you see the bottomless depth of your own
fear. Drink, psyche, he whispers. His voice the sound of a bubble bursting on a swamp surface. He is the embodiment of everything you have tried to bury. He is the gravity that demands you fall. You realize that your Capricorn ambition was never about reaching the peak but about finding a place high enough to ensure the impact would be absolute. And
there's another image. Oo, look at that one. It's cool. The shattered zenith. The prince stands and kisses you, its mouth tasting of ancient mud and iron. In that contact, the mirrors of the lower floor shatter simultaneously. The sound of celestial scream that echoes through a thin air. The floor beneath you dissolves into a kaleidoscope of glass shards reflecting a thousand
versions of your tear. As you finally began the long awaited descent, you are a falling psyche. But you're not alone. The prince clings to you, a cold, heavy weight that ensures you cannot fly. As the wind tears the last of your memories away, you realize the horrifying truth. The well was never at the bottom. The well is the sky itself and you will be
falling through its reflection for the rest of eternity. A broken star in a kingdom of glass. Ooh, so good. And so that was it. I mean, it's like, yeah, there's the pendulum and yeah, pretty cool. Pretty cool. Okay, the glass altitudes of the croaking king. That was the premiere of it. So maybe we'll do some for anybody that wants one. But I
think I did a pretty good job with that. Hey Jim John, did you like that? It was Troy Kate just posted about me. What? That she's uh what? What did she post about me? Jim J. What's wrong? She posted about me that I'm hilarious and funny and awesome. I'm sure that was it. Well, well, you
know, you should see what I posted about her. Big back Kate. Big back Kate Moo.
whatever she posted. Promise you it's not as good what I posted about her. Promise you. But uh yeah, because damn, I'm good. Damn, I'm good. Um, you think I don't Yeah, I don't write my Wow. Yeah, there I am. I'm some Spock right there. I just think that I think that is
Why can't we see the thing that is getting his massage? Hold on a second. I'll fix it for us. here. Oh, there he is. Okay. Revealing thing that is. Hey guys, what's up? What would you post about me? I I want
to know. I want to know. Oh, I want to know. I don't know. I want to know if you really love me. I wanna know if Oh, look. Look at Look at it's that hor's bathroom. Cony's bathroom is not even a woman. It's It's just Tony. It's like a man. Even if she's not Tony, she just probably looks like him. She's probably
like the most disgusting, fat, vile woman in the world. I'm not going to block her because hey, it's fun. It's fun. Uh dealing with like a It's probably probably is Kate or something. I don't know. I just I just picture what they really look like. Disgusting, you know? Think I'm disgusting. I mean,
I don't care. I My nails could be like, you know, covered in filth. You know, you can still get a manicure, right? But you can't fix ugly. Okay. Anyway, hopefully everyone's good tonight. I don't care for that language, though. So, you can just delete that comment, though. Think of something more original. I
mean, it's like, what? You're Oh. Oh, no. Protect. Oh, protector. What? What am I? I have a suit of armor. You know, all I'm doing is like hosting a chat. I mean, you know what? You're a protector because you know you protect yourself and you're a So, but that's all you got? Okay. Come on. Come on. Come on. Give it to me.
Bathie, before I play uh, you know, the story of Elizabeth Baie and educate everybody in what who your idol is, the the biggest serial killer of children of all time. Yet, I'm the PDF protector. But you are actually named after a serial killer of young girls. I mean, and it's in the Guinness Book of World Records. I mean, you can't run away from
that. That's the name you chose for yourself. I'm going to name myself after a murderer of children, of young girls. That's what you're saying with your name. Pretty disgusting. Oh, yeah. And Oh, yeah. I don't I don't like that language. Um Oh, yeah. Lenor, can I see you? Can I Can you actually show how much I abuse you? >> Oh, I know. I just want to show you how
much I abuse all an abuser. Oh, do I abuse you, Lenor? >> No, Daddy. You never you never ever hurt me. I love you. >> Oh, Lenor. Okay. You're going to run away because it's like, you know, I'm I'm such a bad person. Are you going to run away? Oh, I'm such an abuser. I'm
such an abuser. Oh, no. Look. Oh, no. Oh, yeah. That's Yeah, I guess that's true about, you know, abused animals. They just they really love to sit on your lap and be pet and stuff, right? But yeah, back up your claim, though. If you're going to make such a stupid stupid claim, what are you going to say? What's the abuse? That I let my animals
go outside and give them freedom to roll around in the sun. Is that is that the abuse? Yeah. I think that is he was getting a massage from Arthur. That's Arthur right there. You can if you see Arthur's um if you see Arthur's new avatar, it's actually um or his avatar his hat. It's I made that for him. He hates me, but
he's used the avatar I made for him. So now what do you have to say about my AI? And pretty clever and funny, I think. But anyway, oh yeah, Lor, I'm so sorry. I know you're such a Oh, I know. And look. Oh my gosh. Oh, there's another abused animal here, too. Oh my. Yeah, I'm just full of abused animals there. Look at the Look at this abused
animal behind me. Oh my gosh. Oh, there she is. Is she dead? No. Oh, is she dead? Oh no, she's just Oh, you like your belly rubs? Oh, hi, sweetheart. Yeah. Isn't this abusive? Yeah, she she just sits up there on on her back while I rub her belly.
Yeah, I know. I'm such a terrible person, aren't I? Aren't I? Yeah. Lenor and Lola. Rudy. Rudy like has a little table in the corner he likes to sit on and uh you know, look at his shadow and stuff. Hi, Nick. Good to see you. Thanks for coming in, Nick. See, Nick is Nick has balls. He's like, you know, he's not afraid like like so many people are like afraid of like, you know, oh my gosh,
Psyche is like, you know, unpopular, so, you know, I I shouldn't go in there because Kate or Beta or, you know, somebody will like, you know, say, "Oh, I can't be in the chat." Like, oh, who even cares? You know, going on an altitude really matters. I mean, they But yeah, I know. I know that some pe I know that they will. I know you're right in front of me. Oh, look. I'm I'm
abusing her. I'm hitting the cat, right? Oh my gosh. Lenor, why aren't you Why aren't you running in in terror? Oh, you're Oh, oh my gosh, you're Oh, oh, Lenor, don't porn bomb. Oh, you're just Oh, you're sitting on me. Oh, you're sitting Oh, I thought you were such an abused animal. I thought I was just like grabbing the cats and using them as props and stuff. I didn't I didn't know you were just
going to come to my lap and sit down and and you love me. Give kisses. I know. I love you, too. I mean, geez, people are so dumb. People are so damn dumb. you know, there's when there's actual like, you know, real abuse of people and and animals going on and you're going to focus on somebody that loves people and animals and doesn't do anything to harm
anybody, right? I mean, it just doesn't make sense to me. It just tells me that, you know, some people are a little bit cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs, you know? You know what? I get to be friends with cool people like, you know, Alexandre, Brandon, INX, Jamie, Nick. I mean, it's like and uh
what do you guys get to, you know, sit with Big Bad Kate and Bear Bear? I mean, I think the it's clear who who the winner is, right? Anyway, cheers, guys. Cheers. Cheers, Queers. as gay people like to say.
I know it was like um I looked at Beta's chat. It was like she's like doing obscure trivia with I don't know some guy with Down syndrome. I don't I don't know. I think it was Rocky Dennis or something. Um and I was like, "Hey, why don't I go live again? I do have my you know my windows being fixed tomorrow." Oh, look what I got today. Look at that guy.
These are good. I like I like these with eggs. Have these things. Yeah. What's up, Nick? Good to see you. Nick Johnson. There we go. Got that. Yep. I'm I'm actually a very lucky person. Despite like the trolls and the
bullying and like the cruelty and like the ignorance that I face, I still have like the, you know, nice, beautiful place. And my place is nice and I do keep it like, you know, I'm a little bit messy sometimes. I'm not perfect, but it's like, you know, for the most part it looks pretty good. Um, I got these new business cards today or yesterday. I want to thank the person that sent me these. Oh, sorry. My nails are kind of dirty. But here we go. There. Got these
beautiful business cards. If you would like one, just let me know and then maybe I'll send you an autograph because, you know, I plan on being famous someday. Oh, wait. I already am famous. And what is this? I mean people like will come they'll say oh what's that bronze chick oh bronze that's I've changed the guy's I think his he he liked his name as bronze bird I changed
it to bronze chicken but now it's just bronze because I went into a u like a money420's chat you know and he said he didn't have like that many people in there but you know he's doing a good job and um and I said hi to the chat and then Ron's time me out for 24 hours and uh you know
um did did But Money420, is that his rule? Just just ban Psyche. Um, I have to ask him if that's just his rule. Just ban ban him on site. I don't think that's his rule. So, I think that's kind of getting your feifes about people, right? He always likes to say, "Oh, they're in their Fifi." Talk about hypocrite. But yeah,
and then who? And so then I go on panel and I let them know and guess who comes up? >> Christine. >> Chris. They both have stuff to say. They both have they both have to start screaming at me and I mean, just ridiculous. Um, you know, so
let me look at this stuff. Let me see.
Yeah, I don't know. Okay. So, Ka Cat asked my opinion about something. I don't I don't I mean I don't know if I I guess I'll I'll answer her privately, but um I'll just say maybe not maybe in very terrible taste, but I'll say look what else they're
saying in that chat chat about people you love, you know, and you have to understand that people have been through trauma and actual trauma from being swatted and being abused, bullied, uh ostracized. And so sometimes like the sense of humor doesn't land and it's like I didn't
think you I didn't think that's funny what was said but um I think other people have said horrible things and they they should equally be treated like you know in the same veracity but you know they're not. It's like everything is exaggerated what this person says and then everything that they say is like oh it's just a troll. I mean, it's like, well, you know, he's
kind of a troll. And so, it's like, you know, what are you gonna do? What are you gonna do? I'll just say I I uh I'm happy with my circle of friends. And uh if you watch the Gamble thing today, literally Gamble was doing to Aaron Carter the exact same thing he did or was trying to do to um to Brandon, he
did the same thing to Aaron Carter. And Aaron Carter was practically in tears, you know, from being like, you know, slandered and stuff. I mean, it's like and um and having a jacket put on or whatever. And I saw another horrible thing that Gamble did. I mean, it's true. And Alexander said exactly in her video, Gamble is evil. It's like that's that's a true evil thing. Trying to set
people up to look a certain way and then like trying to get clout from it kind of thing. So, but hi Katie. How are you doing? But I hope that answered I mean that answers the question. You see you see I don't know what happened to Bri. She was just in here. She said animal abuse her pedal protector and stuff but then she that's all she had to say. Not very creative. She needs to work on her material a little bit because Oh, I hear
doesn't there's a cat outside. I think that's So they were saying oh Psyche doesn't even touch his cat. Okay. So like I said Tux came back after a year and a half. He's a little bit feral. He comes in every night. day he got in my lap and I pet him a lot you know so it's like you know now he's comfortable around me but it's like when he first got back he was like a little bit wild
and it's like yeah he like you know when I I gave him catnip one day he he slapped me and sometimes if you approached the cat the wrong way you know they'll scratch you and stuff but that's part of having cats give me show me a cat owner first of all show me a cat owner that had ever had a pet run away in their life like I'm being treated like you know like you know I can control whether a cat, you know,
gets lost and runs away like or something like that or something bad happens outside to the cat. It's part of the risk of, you know, having animals that have freedom and just like are you, if you have a kid, are you going to keep the kid locked inside their house? That's called like imprisonment, right? I guess it's fine to do with cats, but cats are smart enough to like usually like Lenor goes outside and she's fine,
you know? and so does Lola and Rudy even Rudy goes outside and it's like you know so are you gonna hold that against me like you know that a pet ran away and you're going to actually people are going to be sick enough to keep bringing it up and like trying to trigger some kind of trauma or sadness in me you know if I don't get triggered by trauma or sadness it's because I've already made peace with whatever happens happens with
you know my my pets you know but it's like um you know of course it hurts and of course I want him back and you know I have still have hope that he will come back, but sometimes, you know, they get lost. They they or they just want to be the a single cat and stuff like that. You know, not not all cats like to be live in a house. And then it's like, you know, was that that you know that who's that fat from Boston? Oh, Boston
Bridget. You know, she's like, "Oh, imagine the smell in it, you know, of the cat piss, the cat spray in the house." Well, there's no smell of cat piss or cat spray in the house. But that's just kind of like such a like a that you could say that's you could say that to anybody that has a pet. You can say, "Oh, if someone has a dog, imagine the smell of the piss and the dog piss." Well, yeah, piss doesn't smell very good and a dog's gonna have accidents, right?
And sometimes people with the dog some area of the house will smell like pee and something like that. Actually, my cats don't even piss. They don't piss in the house. They're able to go outside and so the house doesn't smell like piss and right? But, you know, no one wants to acknowledge that. No one wants to acknowledge that. I mean, it's like it's so um an like there's there's such a stupid bias against me that it's like it's just getting so ridiculous. Oh, and
then it's like, oh, I don't deserve to live in the neighborhood because it's so because it's so nice and you know I why don't and people are just speculating. You know, it's really none of your business. Where I live, how I live, how much is paid for, how much is not paid for, what I do. It's like none of that's anybody's business. But it's like and uh the fact that people think that it is and they can just speculate on that, they're just uh you know, stupid. And
it's like I'm going to start speculating on them, you know, and see how they like it, right? Because you know, there's something called the golden rule in this world. It's like you don't treat people like like you wouldn't want to be treated. And the and the fact that people treat me like this, it either tells me that they have been treated so miserably horribly. Like this guy Tony, he was treated so bad that he needed somebody to like take out his anger and
his sadness on. And that was just unfortunately me, right? I wouldn't do that. And I'm not going to take out my sadness and anger on anybody else either, but I will get funny. I will get funny. And uh ouch. You know, a sense of humor can hurt sometimes, right?
And uh all I ask is that you know God or the divine or or whatever the power is I want people to feel what they what they dish out. I want them to feel the sadness and misery. If they dish out that sadness and mis misery to themselves but if they dish out love and kindness I want them to receive love and kindness in return. It doesn't always
work like that but I think that's a pretty good way to live your life. and uh you know and so basically I don't care if you call me a duck I'm in you know the quacker gang or whatever so it's water up a duck's back all the you say about me I'll just get funny if you know if it comes to it I'll I'll do like a hilarious video where you know if you're a big ogus you know I'll show you
your true self and you'll look like Shrek carrying a bear you know that you've given about $20,000 to on your back Anyway, but I did get the exclusive today. You know, thank God KZ is alive. You know, I was I'd already made peace with him being dead, but then it's pretty cool because he's alive. Hey, look at I have Nightbot set up to do
automatic automatic things. Hey guys, I'm figuring out. Oh, look at this. I think I figured this out. Okay, hopefully it works. Or we'll be really embarrassed right now. But let me see. Um, let me see. How about this works? I'll be really happy. I worked really hard on getting it working, but I don't know if it will. Let's see.
Ah, it works, guys. I spent a long time. I had to do like, you know, get an API code and all this kind of to do this. But look, you can get the weather on my show now. Isn't that amazing? I dare you figure that out on your show. If you have a show and you have Nightbot, you figure out doing the
weather thing, okay? because I did it today and then but it was only doing my city and so I had to do this thing where I got like the National Weather Service API key and programmed it into like some website I had and I had to do all this and it probably took me 20 minutes or whatever and look it works and it's personalized for my show.
I'm saying I'm not I may uh I'm not as dumb as I look. Okay, I'm not as dumb as I may look. Right. Thank you, Katie. Thank you so much. Yeah, we have a great Discord. Come check out the Discord, you know. Um, if you're, you know, it is a community for the show and so if you're just going to go there to troll or to spy for for a big bad Kate or whatever, just don't even bother. You'll be kicked out. But
if you're, you know, cool and want to participate, um, come on to my Discord and uh, you know, you can have like more of a interaction, share stuff, and uh, you know, it's a good little community. Also, check out the Colt Codeex. Um, looking so good. And oh, it's 11:02. So,
you know what that means? Basically, it's time to uh I think my uh my API just cleared for for using the Fable thing. So, I'm eager to do that. And so, maybe I'll just end a little early because, you know, um this is a backup channel and stuff that I'm trying to build. But, you know, already a couple hundred people have been added to it in a couple weeks. And uh
you know, love me or hate me, you're helping the algorithm. Just go comment on the chat. I've unbanned everybody, but Tony is banned on all his alts. That person named Aiden, who I think is just Tony, is banned on all his alts. Um, you know, I'll let Kate on the panel. I'll let her in the chat. I'll let Be in the chat. No, Bea is off the panel for now. You know, it's like since I'm I'm not
even allowed in her chat, right? So, fair is fair. Um, I won't even try to go to Kate's chat. Bronze Bronze Um, he can just, you know, watch from the Raptors, but it's so funny. All these people hate me so much, but they all watch my show. And then they're all like, "Oh, but he's obsessed with talking about this and this." Well, it's a show. I can talk about what I want to. People can talk. Hey, DUI Times. How are you? Good. Good to see you. But if anyone wants to come up, I will put the
link up and come on. You're welcome. Come on up. We can have a chat. Or if not, then I'll just like, you know, wrap it up early and I can go to uh, you know, to do, you know, work on my websites and stuff because I'm doing I'm actually You got You just ran past three DUI checkpoints. Oh my gosh. Good times. You're good times, right? Don't do that anymore. Uh oh. Who's
coming up? Someone's the cat door. I do have a cat door, by the way. I don't just like lit by cats. Watch a movie. Um do you want to watch Did you Were you enjoying the mosquito thing yesterday? I I do have something about the AI that we can watch or you know, um I have to be kind of careful because, you know, Jumanji turns
out is copyright written and but it was fine. I didn't get in trouble. Yeah. Is Rudy here? Rudy's in the corner over here. Here you can see Rudy over there. Hold on. Oh, you can't see him right there. Hold on. Let me see if I can get Rudy. Hold on. There is Rudy. Oh, there he is. See, he likes to sit in that little corner right there on the table. Little space right there.
So, that's Rudy. And there's Lola. Lola's right there. Hi, Lola. Um, Lenor, I think might have just gone out, you know. So yeah, I'm getting my window fixed tomorrow. And by the way, I'm not like a bad neighbor and stuff like that. Like I like all my other neighbors, I've never had a complaint for them. There's just
like this dick that like he like has the Napoleon complex. He's like 5 foot tall. He looks like he looks like a child, but he's like, you know, probably 30 years old. And so he's pissed off as a world. And so he basically was walking to the trash and he heard me like kind of being loud inside here. He wouldn't have heard me from his apartment. I know. I walked I walked past his apartment and I can't I had my music kind of loud in here. I
couldn't hear a thing and so it has to be for has to be the him spying or like you know because he's been listening to my show and he I mean it's all all kinds of but you know he'll face his own karma for whatever he did if he does anything again like that like I I do think it will be taken more seriously. I think that maybe it's like he's being
given a pass right now, but it's like I mean I gave him a pass too because I could have called the police and had him arrested. I really could have and then he'd be really unhappy, right? He probably lose his job and all kinds of stuff. And I just like think about those things and I'm like I don't want to screw up somebody's life. Not like some of these people that want to me like me over and stuff like that. I'm actually like a kind person with empathy. you know, if I act pissed off
or if I'm like a little bit salty sometimes, it's maybe I'm just being a mirror to how um how people treat me sometimes, but the people that love me, I will give love to. I'm a good friend. Um and I have good friends and I'm happy with my life and I'm happy with my family. I'm happy with everything. Um I'm just not happy, you know, with some of these like people that think that
they know something about me when they don't. you know exactly what I show you, you know, and maybe I am not showing you the truth. And maybe I am, you know, it's like that's always for you to decipher for yourself. But I do know one thing. It's like sometimes the best thing to do, especially in this community, is just lie because people will just run with the lies and then you'll know, oh yeah, they're just running with the lie and I know it's not
true and so I'm not I don't get bothered by it. But when actually the people can see how much my cats love me, people can see like what a nice place I live in and how like I'm I am like, you know, not disrespectful to other people outside and how I am just basically scapegoed, mistreated. I don't know. I need people to learn empathy. Maybe that's part of the lesson I'm teaching people, right? Have a little bit of empathy. Like, how
would you like it if people did that to you? I mean, and these are some people that like, you know, like I'm scamman or whatever his name is. what cryman whatever he is. It's like um you know how would he like if I did what did to him what he did to me. I just I just don't say anything in this chat anymore. I don't try to go on his panel anymore. I don't try to get in I don't like to go places I'm not wanted unlike him where
he's not really wanted anywhere and he goes everywhere. I'm I maybe not wanted everywhere but or I am one of the places because even Bronze Bronze liked when I went on his show and I did the Michael Jackson um crotch grab and he was laughing. You know, it's like so even I can even make a a like him scream with delight. Okay,
I don't know what to say. I'm just good, right? I know I'm talented. I'm actually pursuing degrees. There's my website called Codex. uh going to be even better, bigger and better than it is. I'll probably get like a message board for the non-members, a special message board for the members. Everybody that's
been on the show is on it. Yep. Everybody, um it's a special thing. He was like, "Oh, you think you're creating a so-called community?" Well, I do have a community. I mean, he has a community of trolls like him. I mean it's like I have a community of friends and uh trusted people and then you know some trolls in periphery that do I worry about them? No. Because my friends
protect me, keep me safe, tell me tell they tell me everything. They tell me if I need to know something, you know, um you I do have friends that will tell me things and like like a lot of people actually and I if I need something, you know, I have people that are there, okay? And so I'm lucky. I don't have things to complain about. I'm a blessed person
and I hope you know I wish you guys blessings too. But you know on the ones I wish bad on me. I I wish you you just as bad with love. I wish you know I hope that I'll put a spell on you. I hope you that you experience exactly what you dish out you know because if you dish out must be good enough for you to eat, right? And so go ahead and sit on it and
uh have a you know have a big bite of your own medicine. Maybe that's what I'm here to do. Do that because I am a mirror. I'm actually a very receptive person. I'm very like uh I reflect back what I what I get. And so people that have been nice to me, they haven't they haven't seen the bad
side because, you know, they might see it use it on other people, but I won't I all I'll do is mirror back what you what you dish on me. And so with that said, um I guess that um um I think I think I'm really eager to do my f my uh my use the fable thing.
And so I'm just gonna um say thank you for coming. And I know it's been a little short, but you know what? It's like I'm gonna be uh uh back soon and you know so I'll give you time to miss me and I will play my new series. This is the first video of
Cupid and Psyche and uh I hope you enjoy and I wish you the best and I will talk to you very soon. Take care of yourself. Love one another. Well, love each love yourself and love one another. And I've been saying that since I started the
show. And uh if you haven't picked that up yet, you know, if you don't know, now you know. Okay. Love you.
Target acquired.
The sea remembers. The sea remembers. The sea. Remember
>> the
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Before
the kingdoms learned their names, before the towers touched the sky, before the poets carved their songs that ruled a goddess bright as fire, she rose from oceans crowned in fo. The morning star upon the waves, the piston launched a thousand prayers. The beauty
came to praise. mortals Golden temples filled the coast. Marble altars lined the shore. Every flower carried her name. And every heart was hers before.
But time is patience. Time is cool. Even gods must watch it move. And so far beyond the sea. A younger light began to bloom. I was the dawn before the dawn. The seaborn queen they call divine. Now
the prayers belong to her and none belong to mine. I was the flame before the sun. The golden face of love's design. Now every heart belongs to her and I belong to mine.
The girl was called Psyche, a mortal child. Yet crowds assembled where she walked. Pilgrims crossed deserts, kings crossed oceans simply to witness her beauty. Once the shrines grew empty, the offerings faded. The sacred fires burned low. While flows gathered at the feet of one who never
saw a throne. The statues cracked, the columns trembled. The hu faint within the halls. And every silence sounded louder as ancient glory slowly fell. >> The god is watched. The god IS FEAR. THE
SIGNAL goes aloud. NOT DEATH, NOT WAR, >> NOT THUNDER, BUT being forgotten by the crowd. I was the dawn before the dawn. The seaorn queen all divine. Now all the prayers belong to
her and none belong to mine. I was the flame before the sun. The golden face of love's design. Now every heart belongs to her and none belong to mine.
Jealousy entered dressed as justice. Pride disguised itself as law. The goddess called her winged son and spoke with fury in her voice. She ordered love itself to bend. She ordered destiny rewritten. She ordered beauty punished for the crime of
being seen. Had there awaited a sword, the first move of a greater war. Yet far below, another drama already gathered at the door. The king and queen of Psyche's land knelt before Apollo shrine. THEIR DAUGHTER
STOOD UNTOUCHED BY MEN'S AWESOME HAND HAD MARKED HER LIFE. THE smoke arose. The oracle spoke. The temple shook beneath the sound. And every soul who heard the words of winter settle on the ground. >> A bright >> must climb the mountain. >> A bright >> must walk alone. A bright
>> weather by heaven itself.
>>
>> Fire rise, thunder rolls, the sea darkens, the stars begin to
>> >> I WAS THE DAWN BEFORE THE DAWN. THE SEABBORN QUEEN THEY CALL DIVINE yet was moving far beyond. This wounded heart of mine. I was the flame before the sun. The golden face of love's
design. Yet something older than the gods had already drawn the line. The sea remembers, the stars remember. The mountains know the sign. For every soul that seeks
the heavens must someday choose to climb. >> Far away. A mountain waits >> far away. >> A girl prepares >> far away. >> A narrow trembles in the hands of love.
The sea remembers. The sea remembers. The sea remembers.
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