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Psyche hosts a surprise mid-morning livestream, showcasing new tarot decks and gifts from Mini Manson, and discusses personal judgment, cleanliness, and mob mentality.
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The lion found you. >> >> The lion found you.
Hey Jamie, guess what I found? Guess what I found, Jamie. Guess what I found? The lion? No. Close. Found something you've been wanting me to find. What do you think?
He knows a special surprise. I have a Jamie. Oh, I just found it. What? How about this?
Is that a good hint?
We see it. Hold on. Says Labyrinth somewhere in there. Hey, what's up, zombie? Yeah, I found these cards. Let me just take off the background for a second. You can see them. There we go. This is the Labyrinth Tarot. Sealed still.
There's Jarth and uh Sarah. It's Jared's little pet owl. You DM me a Yeah, I I just saw when I got out of the shower. I'm sorry I miss you. I'm sorry. But we're gonna have fun tonight or this morning. It says, "Discover the secrets of the labyrinth with the official tarot
deck inspired by Jim Henson's classic film starring David Bowie. um featuring Sarah, Jarth, Hoggle, and more as classic tarot characters in original illustrations. The deck also includes a
forward by Brian Fraoud, artist and production designer in the original film. No, I just was show I know you went you wanted that like me to find the deck. I don't you don't have to. It's Yeah, it's a cool deck. It is a cool I haven't opened it yet, but yeah, I I'm I'm
zipping my lip. Let me see. What does it say? Art by Thomas something. Art by Thomas and this is forward by Brian Proud. But so it said I thought it said the art was original illustrations. Anyway, it is a
fully illustrated 76 card deck and a 108 page guide book. So, I got that. Look what else I have. I have this deck called Archetypes deck and guide book. And this one says,
"Welcome to the wild unknown archetypes. You will find within from the wellspring of the collective unconscious emerge images that appear in the dreams of our every culture illuminating our multiplicity and uniting us in an endless story of humanity. These are archetypes. Their
limitless potential is yours to rebuild and behold as you travel to the realm of dreams, visions, and myth with what you always may you always be on your inner quests. That's that one. Archetype. You know, I love symbolism archetypes. It's a nice
deck too. Different decks. Look what else I got, too. I got a Christmas card from a celebrity. Did you You get a card from Mr. Minansson. Let me just show you what I got. So, I
got this. I need to turn off. Oh, yeah. I got a autographed postcard with mini psyche little red stocking. I love it. Mini Manson 666 says, "Merry Christmas."
Okay. To psyche love Minnie Manson. Okay. What else do I got? I got a star sticker.
Got a star sticker. And I got some other stickers. Got this one. Thank you so much, Mini Mansome, for the stop pull. Awesome little card and gift. I love it. Look at this one. Oh, it's hard to see cuz it's like green screen. It's green. Has a green face, but you can see the green screen on it. We have this one 666.
Look at handsome like a handsome devil. And we have this one. There's some neon colors and stuff. Check out Minman Manson at Mini Manson on YouTube. Check out um you can get all Mini Manson's links there. There's a fan club very reasonable. I did some custom art. I I ordered some custom art through
Minansson and Mini Manson did a great job with that. Hey, it's all it's all good in the hood, right? Okay. Mini Manson. Also, I remember when I was doing research for um his appearance, he was on this show called um believe it or
not, please believe it or not, and he had a cat with like a question mark. It made a tail and like a little dot on its back made a question mark. And that is just like so symbolic of even, you know, Mini Manson's personality like who is who is this Mini Manson? Is is this a
character? Or is this a resurrected angel or demon? Is this a, you know, Marilyn Manson's younger brother? I I mean, there's a lot of questions we still have. We don't know. It's a question mark. Probably none of those things, but um it's fun to think about, right? You can always wonder how do I look? I just got
out of the shower or the bath. Do I look okay? I kind of look like with like a like a Alexander Hamilton with my or Thomas Jefferson with my ponytail. I look like a revolutionary um president.
Anywh who, that's that's pretty cool. I'm really happy with my stickers and stuff. Put these away. Thank you, Manny Manson. Merry Christmas to you and many, many more. Okay, so what's up? Yeah, I had an interesting day. Look at my nails. They look so
good. I love I love when I like the first 10 minutes after I get out of the bath, my nails are like sparkling and then as soon as I like dig into the tobacer, they don't look so good anymore. But now I have good tools for like scraping out under them. So I haven't really had a problem with my nails for months. And
that's the thing too is like yeah. So I may have been pretty messy, you know, not as bad as bad as being Patriot. I don't have like a a mattress with like oil stains and looks like it just got picked off of a gas station, you know, truck bed. I mean, it's like it's not perfect.
I think I hear someone walking around. It's not perfect, but it's, you know, I'm I've improved. But here's the thing. It's like cleanliness is like a process that continues. It's not just like, oh, you get dirty and then you're dirty forever, right? Is that how I mean it's or does it work like that? It's like It seems like no matter I could like take a thousand
baths. I could like, you know, scrub everything in like, you know, alcohol and vinegar and baking soda and everything's sparkling white and it's like oh you're you're disgusting. I mean, it's like what what do I have to do? I'm just inherently like I don't I don't know. It's like you
understand like even like you know what's the guy's name like um or some guy Jeff Bridges or something? I don't know. He played this homeless guy in this movie and they pick him up up the street. They take him to this mansion in Beverly Hills. He takes a bath. I mean, he looks good as new. You ever see Mory Povich when they have the like this big um the
caveman type husbands and then they they cut their hair and shave them and they look like a different person. It's almost like, you know, you can't I mean the panel they will never let you forget any like little perceived indiscretion or anything that's not perfect. Oh my god. And these people that scream the loudest are the least
seen hiding the most. Trust me, if I had that much to hide, I wouldn't be on YouTube. I'd just be like, "Hey, I'm just going to like, you know, hide in a a hole the rest of my life." If I was like, you know, so obviously I have nothing to hide. I mean, it's
like people would desperately desperately trying to find something, right? And I don't Well, if you look close enough, you know, I'm not perfect. I'm not perfect. I'm a flawed individual. I'm moody. I'm not always very nice. I usually try to
be, but sometimes I'm I get in a bad mood. Get a little bit As Pet says, I get a little bit I'm the bitchiest gay guy you'll ever meet. I'm really not, but okay, we'll go with that narrative. Um no, but it's just like people think they
know. They have no idea. >> That's the most dangerous. I think that's a lesson going on right now, too, because it's like there's people being tempted with like kind of like a Squid Games kind of like, hey, you're going to be in the cool people. You're gonna you're gonna like, you know, playing this game. You're gonna find the bad guy. You're gonna take down the bad
guys. you know, it's like you're in well and you know, all this prize money and you know, you're it's doing these James Bonds like you know, games and some of them are kid games, some I mean it's like but whatever. It's just like people are just like oh yeah, let's do it. I
mean it's like I would probably go what's the catch? Like what's that? Because that sounds like a deal from the devil basically. It's like, okay, what's the catch? We're we're hunting monsters or what? Oh, it's just people some people don't like. Do you know how many times I've there's
been people slandered? Freaking we had this our black RG came up once. Oh, I have a this police report of Janet eating her dog on on, you know, bath salts. It wasn't real. I could I looked at it in two seconds and I could tell it wasn't real. like two seconds. They don't use a cursive
font on police reports. I mean, also it was like also a previous news story. So, anybody that does a little bit of digging, but you know, most people will see that and say, "Oh my god, that's that woman that ate her dog." I mean, can you imagine something so terrible? I mean, it's like dog isn't even that good. Like, probably not that good to eat. I mean, if you're really really
hungry, but then it's like, no, who could kill? I mean, can you imagine what kind of sick sicko? I mean, so obviously she had nothing to do with it. And I mean, it's just like people just picking on people again. I It's just It's so sad. It almost is like, you know what? I'm not getting paid enough for this
You know, I know I was like working my way up and stuff, but I've put in so much work and so much of myself, so much love to try to be as honest as I could possibly be to be so transparent, to be so opening, welcoming. Anybody banning your main account? Sassy,
I don't know. I don't think so. I didn't ban you. So, let me check. You were here today, right? So, why are you b I have no idea. Let me check. Um, you were here earlier in the chat. Are you But that was that sassy scarlet or classy sassy. I get sometimes I get confused. So, you're blocked in your main account. So, I'll check it out. Hold on. Yeah. Um,
I don't know why that happens. Maybe a rogue mod, but now we only have Jamie as a mod. So, I think it must have been somebody else home. Jamie's the only mod, right? Oh, and DJ Electra is a mod, too. I'm just going to have between three and five mods. I can't take like the 40 mods anymore thing. Especially when I have
like, you know, one of my mods that has been on the mod for a long time over um when I made an appearance on beatas and instead of saying, "Hey, cool." Like, you know, awesome. on that they decide to say, "Oh, they said, oh, you know, um, Psyche just want cares about money and
he's he's trying to get it from his his audience or something like that." Just like the meanest thing. Hey, Abana, how are you? Yeah. So, I'll just have a few. I mean, it's I just It's people that are super loyal. I mean, because it's like I don't even want the mods to be involved in the drama. You'd like the Okay, Fortnite. Is
it Are it really you? I have to test. Good morning, Ivana. How are you? How are we doing? I'll invite you on before you start passing out. Just don't be on the toilet when you um come up, please. Okay. Uh yeah. So, yes, I'm looking at it right now. I'm so
sorry. Hold on one second. I got you. I got you. And guys, um, I do have this thing I'm planning, okay? Starting January 1. It'll be the Psyche Awakens Life Upgrade 90day challenge. This is not like me telling you, hey,
here's how to do it. I have ideas about how I mean, how it's I mean it's like but basically I have a great format which is a like these like like a micro micro like a micro task like it's like I believe in like doing something really small building on that okay I just gonna b unban her account before I unable to
authenticate what's going on here hold studio one second ghosty Of
course, like whenever I'm looking for something, nothing works right. Okay, here we go. Here we go. There. Now it's working. Be right with you, Ghosty. Okay. Go to studio. So, it's center classy sassy or sassy scarlet. Okay. I think it's sassy scarlet. Okay.
Uh oh. Is Manda and Ghost gonna fight? Hold on. I need to make sure. Ghost is gonna take a beta and thing on a date. Ghost, now you're going to date thing. That is take your kind of upsetting me now.
Classy PB. Okay. Well, I'll be right there. Let me see. Just one second. Goes here. Oh, okay. Hold. Okay, just need to check list. I'm making a list. Checking it just one time because that should be enough. Okay, let me see. Permission community moderation.
Um, management. Okay, there we have hidden users. Where is Sassy PB? See, there's big clips. That person belongs there. Um JT.
Oh, classy sassy. Classy. There's a classy sassy on it. You said it's sassy. MB. Hold on. It's hard to see. Okay, here we go. Made it bigger. Okay. Are you on the list? You might be. If you when you type in the chat, does it say you're timed out or does it say nothing? So, that would mean you're
hidden. But I don't see your name on this list yet. Classy PB a rogue banned your next account. Yeah, a I I don't know. I don't see your name either on the list. I see Bay Eclipse Midnight. I see Midnight's fine. Who keeps banning Midnight? Stop it.
Why is And Rain is hidden. Who's hiding all these people? And JT's hidden. I don't see I don't see sassy PB or classy PB. So, you must be just timed out. Yeah, you're not on the list. So,
just stay on this account, I guess. Classy PB. Is there a Nick Gers in the room? Is Nick Nick Gers here, please? Hello. Nick is not here. Okay. Oh my god. What did I just say? Um, okay. Um,
I don't think that's a real name. That'd be such a weird name to have. Okay. Yeah, you're not on the list. Okay. Faky is Loki, but I think that's a fake one. Billy Hayden's on the list. He can stay there. See? Okay. Oh, I'm sorry. Ghost. Hold on. Oh, and I don't That's not even ghost. That's a
fake ghost, guys. Get ready for a fake ghost. Hold. I mean, I can tell it's a fake ghost. >> Hey, guess what? Guess what? It is me, sir. >> I'm using my little brother's phone. >> Okay, thank you. >> It is me. >> You're doxing me. That's my That's my house number. >> It is me. It's actually me. >> Oh, thank God. Well, thank God.
>> I guess I guess don't call me ghost >> What's up? anymore. Call me Fortnite god. >> Play Fortnite, >> by the way. What a dumbass. I I talked to my little brother about Fortnite God like, "Oh, he's not even that good at Fortnite." >> The >> You play Do you play >> play Roblox with Sandman? >> Nah, I watch Roblox. I don't play it. But with
>> What do you say? With Sandman? >> Yeah. Adult fan club. >> He trades cards and stuff like that. I used to do >> fourth grade. I did I traded cards with my friends. By the way, I just want to point out that Christine did not give you $100 and she said she was going to give you $100
by the way, brother. >> Yeah. Um >> uh yeah, I was drunk and Alex hated them. You take them any day. Yeah. So >> that mean you have So you're on your main account. It's show but it's not showing in the comment. So you must be just timed out. You're just timed out. Classy. >> What up Jamie? What up? Y >> call yourself a Fortnite god. Ghost. So
you watch Roblox? I am Fortnite. God, >> it's a TV show. I mean, is that That sounds boring. Is it like Minecraft or something? It is kind of odd, isn't it? >> Wait, do I sound different? Is there anyone else that sounds like me? >> Are you Are you on a voice changer? Are you >> I mean, would you like me? I can call you. >> No, no, no. I believe you. I believe you sound enough like the real good Oh,
there's Nick. >> I mean, I'm pretty sure I sound I mean, do I sound different? >> You sound kind of hot. >> I'm going to crash out. >> Okay. I'm I I am banned from NGS. Okay. >> May I have permission to cushion? >> Sure. Good. >> Don't say sure. Say sure. >> Well, sure you can. Sure you can. We have to fix this, Jamie.
>> Sure. >> We're gonna fix We're gonna get to the bottom of this, Jamie. I just now that I just have >> We Jamie, we f to get We f to investigate Sherlock Holmes. We gonna get to the bottom of it. Yeah. >> My neighbor was all thinking he's solving this like this case. >> Hey, don't say that word. I called him. He I called him Inspector Gadget. >> Don't say that word. >> And guess what he called me? He He called me R.
>> He called you a neighbor. >> Hey. >> Neighbor. >> Neighbor. Yeah. I was >> I got you. >> Got your ass. I got you. Oh, finally. I got your ass. >> Wow. You don't >> I got you. Hey, Psych. I I I did get
>> Get anything. You didn't. You got my you. >> No, you fell for it. >> How did you like the word though? >> Dumb dumb. >> I said neighbor. Play it back. >> Hey, would you >> got you >> godamn ghost always wins. won't >> It feels good to be ghosty. You know
what I'm saying? You heard? >> Don't use the >> It feels good to be psyche. Yeah, but it feels real good to be uh ghosty. Well, have you ever You don't know how it feels. >> Hey, hey, listen, sir. Hey, sir, can you listen to me real quick? I said, neighbor. Okay. Okay. Sir, sir, can you stop sir?
>> No, I can't. >> No, sir. Oh, I like that voice. >> Sir, sir, can you ride ebike? Sir, can you stop talking me like that, sir? >> You are too much. >> No, use your voice. I like that voice. >> Hi, I'm Ghost >> and Jamie. Oh. Oh, yeah. Crush up. Go
>> I'm not trying to catch up. I'm just ahead. like saying I'm good. >> No, use your voice. Jamie likes him as well. >> Sir. Hey. Hey. Sir. Sir, you're not going to talk to me like that. >> I'll tell you that right now. >> Oh. Oh. Let's figure this out. Okay. >> Oh, yeah. Let's think. Let's figure it
out. We go to New York and then we just figure it out and we you know sir we hung out. Sir, >> don't say the n word. Oh, you said >> I didn't say the n word. What are you talking about? >> Said something else. I'm so sorry. Said >> What the are you talking about? You figure. crushing that word. >> I just hear the n word in every sentence
now. I'm pretty uh pretty. >> And who said the n word? Not me. I said the f word, >> I think. >> Like the other day. it before. >> By the way, my name does have an F in it. >> So, >> has an F in it. >> Does it stand for fine ass
>> Good one. Oh, you're That was good. >> That was good. I'll give You know what? I'll give you that one. That was funny. Hey, S for funny. You're >> once in a while. I I I'm occasionally a little bit funny. You know people like us, brother. Once in a while we do get a funny game. >> Once in a while.
>> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Lion. I'm the goat. And so what's a lion plus a goat? It's a chimera. >> I am a lion, but I'm not a lion. I am a lion because I am a Leo. >> Yes. >> Oh, sorry. >> So, so here's what won't be saved. What do >> you Does it start with an A? I hope it
doesn't start with A. I'm g have to not talk to you anymore. >> Here's here's some mentions I get in the community. So Jake, >> what's your sign? Mary >> says, "Hope you wanted to cement for Christmas because you're going to get >> Aries." >> Okay. Then we have uh won't be safe said be careful donating to or interact. >> Oh because community condones and has people so I do not anymore.
>> And then it says all these disgusting people are mod clips aka meth clips. I hope this dumb ass comes up here because that I don't want to talk Let me not talk But she said, "Oh, I have sight." Join and I have She literally said she was going to give you $100 to join and guess what happened? She didn't. She gave you nothing.
>> Sharon Sharon, I'm gonna mod Sharon because it's Sharon is like an awesome person. And >> can I get a mod? Well, not on this account though. >> Not get a mod. >> Ghost. Can Arbiter get a mod? >> Three. Now I have my top three. Top. Hey, I'm not top three. >> Can I be top four? >> You're barely even You're not even on >> Can I be a number one? the list. >> You can be number two.
>> Um, one and a half. >> Oh, hold on. >> I'm just kidding. >> That seems fair. One and a half. >> Okay. So, I just >> Yeah, I'm throwing in >> people that are not like you're too much in the controversy and the drama. >> That's not funny. You can't be a mod and say the N word and stuff.
>> I didn't say the N word. I said my neighbor. Also, I never once said the N word. Go ahead and play that back. I'll I'll you want to run. You want You actually want to debate me? Let's debate. I never once said that. >> Please don't debate me. Playback. >> Never once said that. >> Stop. Please stop. Please don't debate >> I never once said that. Playback. me. >> Okay. Okay. That's enough. That's enough. I don't want to talk about >> Give me the wrench then.
>> No. Because you know what you did? You hid midnight. >> What did I do? Did I hurt your heart? I'm sorry. >> But you were abusing your wrench and the wrench is now in >> one time three month like eight months ago. It was the dude midnight or whatever >> and it was 10 seconds. >> I can't have it some drunk mod on you know like you know.
>> Oh, eight months ago I did it one time. >> It goes you think. >> Can't you just accept my apology? He did apology but just say the chat you're a member of the chat and >> it was 10. It was literally 10 seconds. >> 10 seconds too long. >> Give me my wrench back. Give me my wrench back. I'm going to crash out. Give me my wrench back. >> Okay. For $1,000, you'll get the permanent.
>> It was for 10 seconds. Get over it. He laughed at it. He crashed out. But he did laugh. >> Literally one time, eight months ago. One time for 10 seconds. And you you And that's why you so upset. >> Yeah, that was eight. Hold on. 10 seconds. No. >> You know what? I'd like to take a time to apologize. I should not have timed up for >> D about it.
>> You did, >> I did. >> but I apologize. >> I know. >> Eight months ago. >> Give me my wrench back. Get my wrench back. >> Who do you think you are now? You're think because it's like, you know, we >> I want my wrench back, please. And thank have >> Stop asking for it. If anyone asks for it, I'm not going to give it to them. I'm just gonna say >> I don't want it. that wrench. That that wrench is I don't want that
>> I'll consider giving you one in the future. You know what I think about the rich? >> That's what I think about it. >> Good. >> Dumb ass rich. >> Talk about it anymore. Talk about it. >> Yeah, let's not talk about anymore. >> So, if you want to give it to me, I might accept it. >> June, >> I don't know. So, can I ask you a real ass question?
>> Was he really that but hurt about it? >> Tell me what's up. Cuz he literally he Here's the thing, though. What you don't understand. He did the same. Uh, it probably wasn't him, so I don't think he had a wrench, but it was somebody. Was it Godi? It was somebody. >> Midnight is a woman. >> They They did the same thing to me. >> Well, now neither of them even. Okay.
Because Midnight was >> Well, now neither. Now nobody has time. >> Well, tonight Midnight was there and you weren't. >> So, there's something wrong. >> Can I have my wrench back? >> No. Okay. >> Please. Please. >> Ask again. >> I said please. You know, I I don't care. It's not a magic word tonight. It's a
It's It's more >> and and and and thank you. Please and thank you. >> Desperate ghost. Stop it. Okay. >> Give me my wrench. >> Hey, ghost. I have this I have this book. Don't do not see me. >> I'm gonna put you in the book and say
>> the wrench book >> hides midnight. He hides midnight for no reason. Just playing games. And you amazing. >> Yeah. I don't want to be your Grinch. I want to be your wrench. >> Yeah. Got you. >> I don't want either. I don't want to >> Oh. Oh, baby. wrench. >> I want the Cat in the Hat.
>> Oh, little Cat in the Hat. Little Cat in the Hat. >> Mike Myers in a in a cat costume playing fun games with me. Is that too much? >> That's the movie, not the book. Well, yeah. I mean, Mike Myers isn't in the book, obviously. I mean, you can't start. >> Obviously, the spy who shagged me, Jared. >> Okay. So, we have some I don't know why I have this. So, it says Nick.
>> I think we're I'm breaking up with you right now, >> Sharon. It's a nightmare. Okay, listen. But listen to this. So, I have I think I wrote this on Thanksgiving. It says Nick Johnson pumpkin pie, He-Man. Then it says pretzel crust with cream, cheese, sugar, cool whip, mix with uh two layers. And then it says Katrina >> cookie farts next to Katrina for some reason. And then it says,
>> "Well, Christina's a She >> Strawberry pretzel delight." And so I >> She's hurtful. think I was taking not writing down recipes for that page. Okay. And what else do I have in this book? It's got great information in it so far. Turkey farts. >> Do you have Arbiter?
Um, I'm gonna write your name right now. Do not mod arbitrar. >> Hey, >> you're in the I'm just kidding. Oh, no. No. No. I'll be >> you I'll >> consider modding you someday. >> What about ghost? >> That's Aren't you Aren't you the same person? Aren't you Aren't you >> half the time? You know, split personality disorder.
>> Now it's getting too confusing. I'm not gonna You're not getting two wrenches. That's for sure. >> I'm Fortnite God. Hey, >> Yeah, see you're Fortnite God. Okay, >> good. >> I'm Tony. >> So, who's more powerful, God or Fortnite God? I think I'm probably more powerful. >> God's a and he's He He can never >> I'll run on with him if you don't mind.
>> Okay, hold on one second. Oh, I'm sorry. I missed it, Jamie. But if you want to come up here. Um >> Oh, Jamie, how you doing, Jamie? By the way, Jamie, I forgot to tell you, but Merry Christmas. >> Yeah, Jamie's been I forgot to tell Jamie. And also, who's the other one? I I know Jamie for sure, but there's your other mod.
>> Um, did you >> I think it's a girl. >> Electra and Sharon are my mods. Yes, I have the I have the best mod. >> No, no, it's another one, but I forgot to wish them a merry Christmas. >> Nightbot. Everyone else is unmoded. I only have Nightbot. Um, stream. >> Hey, why did Jamie modd it and I'm not? >> Oh, we gonna run this one. >> Why is she modded? because she doesn't like call people n I g e r and stuff
like that and she doesn't say >> I I never once said it go ahead play it back prove it burden of proof is on you >> to like >> give me my wrench back >> right now ghost we'll have to save this for like the reunion show or something I don't have time >> can I please pretty please get my wrench back >> oh ghost stop asking okay now you're irritating me because I told you no
don't asking okay that's you're >> I'm not going to win it but I'm f to win it over though. Watch. Give me a week. I guarantee I'll get that back. >> We'll see. We'll see. We'll just see about that. >> All right. That's what you said, >> Danny. It's a nightmare. Are imagine me and J. Are you Saman? I don't know. I smell Saman's. >> I'm telling.
I don't know if it's them. Says psyche. Benny says he'll give in. >> By the way, what was happening? Were Were you Well, you did mock every person, which was which was dumb. Did they crash out? What happened? >> Yeah, I mean, pretty much everyone He-Man was bad mouthing me on a channel
>> and He-Man's my mod bad mouthing me, >> saying that I'm desperate for money for my audience or something. What a brood. >> Yeah, but my question was, did they all crash out? >> Not as bad as you, but yes, >> I CRASH OUT ON THE PANEL. I don't have to have a wrench. I'm literally up here. You catch it on the toilet almost every episode and then it >> Well, yeah. Okay. I I do the go
sometimes. >> Yeah. And then we hear everything and you're snoring. >> Well, listen, sir. Listen, sir. We all have to I don't give I don't give a Female or male, LGBTQ. We all have to >> Sex to it. I think it's disgusting. I think it's disgusting. >> I'm right now. >> Oh no. This is gross. >> Oh >> Oh my god. What are you doing? Are you
>> Oh, I almost did it. I almost did it. >> My bad. So gross. >> It was a false. It was a It was a fart. >> Oh my god. >> Oh I'm gonna do it again. I'm f to out. Yeah. No crap out. I'm out >> to throw up. Stop it. I can't I can't. My show's not like this. This is not
>> Please stop it. I'm about to Okay, I'm putting my finger on the >> Don't do it. Don't do it. >> Hey, Gotham. Okay, you get the fourth like thank you. >> Yeah, >> it's Gotham up here. What are you doing? I can't even see the chat. It's a new Is Jamie up here. Can somebody please join? >> I know, but everyone gets scared when
you're up there. Like they say, "Oh, >> I'll be quiet. I'll shut my I'll shut my mouth." >> But you won't. They're going to start arguing as soon as >> I will. I will, sir. >> I know you will start arguing and not keep your word, right? >> Sir, don't call me sir. I'm >> Hey, ma'am. Ma'am, stop. >> It's ma'am. Oh, I'm trying to take a You're >> Oh, I I actually am going to take a >> sir.
>> Stop. >> No. Listen. Listen to me. Listen. Stop. >> No, you listen. I'm pushing. >> No. Stop. >> Oh, that was nice. >> So disgusting. >> Oh god, that was nice. >> Can you come? Can you come help white or
>> I can't. I can't. no? >> Okay. >> Ghost. >> Oh god. >> Ghost, stop. You're making Now everyone's leaving the chat. Ghost, stop it. It's not funny. I don't think it's funny. >> I didn't think it was funny. >> Because I actually had a poopile like an
immature. >> Okay. I apologize in the chat. My bad. >> I I wasn't actually pooping. My bad. >> Well, thank God. Well, thank God. But we have heard >> when you're sleep. I don't do it. >> I'm just kidding. >> But no, wait, but we actually heard you do it when you're sleep. >> We're like, "Oh my god, how does that >> Well, we heard you when you were sleeping as well and you sound like you
were So, you really want to take it there? You really want to run one? We can run one. We can debate." >> I haven't done that. >> You want to debate, brother? >> Diapers like when I was like three years old. So, it's been like, you know, 42 years. So, but >> that's true. That's true. So, I don't know. I don't do that. Like, um maybe I I when I was >> Jamie, >> Jamie, do you want to come up and say hi
to Ghost? I'll make him behave. And >> is she still in the Oh, I see her. >> Oh, she >> Wait, I can >> Let me check out. >> Jamie, come say hello at least. >> I promise. Jamie, I promise if you come up, I won't debate you. >> I promise. >> Well, Gotham says he can't come up. And then Jamie is saying
>> Fortnite god. What a dumbass name. Fortnite god. What is my little brother thinking? Fortnite god. What is he good at? Fortnite. I I don't even know. name. >> Can I say that word? Sorry. >> Everyone under 18 I think is like an is like a expert in that >> arbiter or ghost >> anymore. It's not funny. Stop it. It's
not funny to begin with. Stop it. Don't say it again. I don't want to kick you off. >> Say what? Say what again. My bad. said, you know what you said. Don't say it again or >> Yeah. Can you give me the initial to it because I actually don't know what I said. >> Putting my um finger on the trigger again. Can you say it one more time? >> Finger on the trigger. What? What did I actually say? >> Finger on the trigger. >> Oh my god. You know what you said?
>> Can you give me the first letter? >> Two words I ask you not to say. Just two words. >> Yeah. Yeah. What's the first letter of one of them? >> It's okay. There's R, F, and N. And those you can say, >> but you should. >> Yeah, I got you. I got you. I got you. I got you. >> Stop saying it. Okay. >> I didn't say that. I didn't say the second or third word. >> The first one.
>> Hey, ghost. Don't argue. >> I didn't say it. >> Say okay. >> I'm not arguing with you. >> What are you you You're looking for Why do you want to argue all the time? >> Oh my god. I learned it from you. >> You're literally You literally look for an argument. You realize that? >> You're pissing me off. You're about to get kicked off. Okay. Don't. >> Well, because you get mad for no reason. You want to argue with everyone and I'm your I'm your friend.
>> Bro, stop it or I'm kicking you off. >> What? Warning. Okay. >> I didn't say anything. What did I do? >> You're arguing back. >> All I said you want to argue >> and you said stop. >> Just say okay. I won't say it again. I don't want to talk ABOUT IT ANYMORE. >> I SAID I literally said that. >> I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry. I tried to come on and uh you know have
him on. He just is He won't listen. I mean, it's just too it's too much. Yeah. Stop saying finish or I don't know. I mean, it's like he's he knows like the code words to say. He knows he about to he know he understands. I've explained it like maybe a hund over 100 times. He's either
like half brain dead and like really like I need to like worry about, you know, if he does need someone to wipe him or he's just being an Okay, I'm gonna go with the part. Like hard him to see his true age. I've seen his picture. You know, he's like he has that like um that Haley Joel Osman um genetic disorder where he looks like
he's like, you know, 12 years old, but he's actually in his 50s. Yeah. Okay, we'll have him one more time. Okay. >> Oh, that was that was up, brother. >> That was >> That was up. I said one thing
literally talking mad. >> All right, go ahead. Over me. Do it. >> I will cuz it's my show. You're getting me mad. Just >> your show. Go. >> Don't stop arguing with me. I don't feel like arguing. Okay. Just say, "Okay, I >> I didn't say anything bad though. I said that like 30 minutes ago." >> Why are you yelling at me? >> You want me to end the show? I'm gonna
I'll just end the show. Okay. You want me to end the show? I will because you're pissing me off. I want I I want to Are you asking me? >> I'm about to end it. I'm about to I'm on my last >> I don't think you should end it. >> I think people in the chat don't think that. >> I don't want you to end it. >> I'm not feeling like yelling anymore. I'll just I'll just end it and then I'll maybe I'll >> Well, no, you don't have to yell. Stop.
>> Yes, I do have to yell because you're not listening to me. I I mean >> Well, no. You I tried. You took it. >> God damn. You're just >> Okay. over me. >> Well, are we just going to argue? No, I >> Let's run us one then. it. >> I'm just gonna kick you off. >> I can't take it. I mean, it's like really I'm under a lot of stress and it's like I need people. He's first of
all, he's just asking for a wrench and it's like that's just like stupid. Like I'm done with that. Second of all, he's saying things that I told him not to say and then he's arguing about it and then he's just continuing to argue about it. Do you guys see like what I deal with? It's like I try to be fair and stuff. Every time you say those words, you are
disrespectful to the mental handicaps. Yeah exactly. I just saw this thing where they had all these Down syndrome people like telling Trump like they don't like the word. So, what do you think is going to happen tomorrow? All of a sudden, it's going to be, you know, you know, a hate crime. I'm I'm gonna have Ghost arrested for saying that. I mean, geez,
it is disrespectful. And and he calls me F A G O T and then beat it today. Well, Ghost calls you F A G O T. Alexander calls you F A G O T. Why can't I? I mean, is that an excuse? Just don't say it because you don't say that to me. I mean, I don't know. It's just
I mean, it's like, do people just hate me that much? Because my neighbor was like, he's like, you know, you know, everyone in your audience hates you. That's why they're like harassed. That's why you're getting harassed because your audience hates you. I can tell just by listening. I'm like, "You listen to the show?" He's like, "Well, I heard it out your window." The only way to hear out my window is if he was in my backyard with like like a an ear horn or something like that.
Yeah, Sharon knows. Ghost, stop harassing me. If you want to harass me, harass me with um super chats. Go. You can go say whatever you want in the super chat, okay? Do not talk to me like a okay? Don't. I'm not playing anymore. I mean, it's like I'm seriously this close to like
saying "Hey it's not worth it anymore." It's like I'm not having fun. I'm just being slandered, disrespected, and like hated for like really no reason. And then it's like even people like that I like friends with are impossible to deal with, right? Just giving me a hard time. Like why? I like went and took a
bath and like started the show like I wasn't going to do it again and he he calls wants me to do a show. Okay, then he's doing this right? I could be doing something else rather than you know taking a shower and like you know getting out new cards out and and trying to like you know talk to the show. I'm having a lot of stress
right now and he just he's like what you just hate me ghost like I don't know if you like I'm sick of you asking for a wrench. I'm sick of you asking what word you did you just say. You just said it. You should know. It just came out of your mouth two seconds ago. You should know. And even if you don't, you should be able to figure it out because there's only like three words I tell you not to say. So why is it like we keep having
the conversation? I don't want to have the conversation anymore. I really don't. It's not fun for me. So I don't care. If you want to keep playing these games, go play it with like Money420 or um you know um Summer or whoever lets you on their panel. I'm
I mean it's like a really No, I'm done. I'm done with it. It's not I'm not I'm sorry. I'm like I don't have a sense of humor about it anymore. I fought too hard to like just have you up everything for me. Okay.
My bad. I apologize. >> Thank you. Thank you. That's all you need to say and then I then we can move on. >> My bad. >> Okay. >> I didn't mean it. >> Okay. Thank you. I'm having a like a rough time and >> I need like at least one person. Okay. You know, it's like,
>> well, I'm the nice I'm your friend. I'm the nicest to you. >> Then please just respect my wishes, right? >> I didn't know you were going through a hard time now that I know that. Am I gonna say it again? Also, I know you're on uh YouTube. I'm not going to break TLS. Fair.
>> Well, thank you. That's that's perfect. I mean, it's And um >> Okay. And you want the drama about if I talk about spirituality and you're like such a >> Oh, we can run one. You're talking Well, let's run this one. You're talking about spirituality. We were literally talking about something different. You're talking about YouTube.
>> I'm reading Sassy Scarlet's comment right now. So, the topic is >> Oh, that's okay then. Yeah, that's fine. Sorry. >> Yeah, I'm just saying. Do you like me talking about spirituality or you are >> No, you want It's your panel, you only brother. It's your YouTube channel. Do whatever you want. >> No way. Okay. Anyway, I'm not going to
talk. I mean, I really won't even E even my 90day like life makeover. It's going to be more about like a non-denominational >> What? Can I ask you a question? It's like why are you crashing on me for? because I'm irritated because you're not listening >> and you're having I'm having the same conversation arguing.
>> I am listening. Go ahead. I am listening. Go ahead. >> Okay. Well, now you're bringing this stuff up again. I'm just saying. Can we move on? And like I was trying to >> No, you're crashing. You're You're doing it publicly by the way. We're live. You're crashing the out. Go ahead. Why are you crashing out? >> I'm sitting here in a calm voice. Okay. I'm not shaking. I'm not like upset. I'm not having trouble getting my words up. I'm absolutely >> What's my what's Ghost problem? Go
ahead. >> You know, you're you're you're being disrespectful, arrogant, and you're not listening. >> I don't mean to be. I'm sorry. >> Then like start examining yourself and like tell >> I probably literally call your ass and say I'm sorry. >> Okay. Yeah, >> you're crashing out on me for what >> Yeah, don't say I'm crashing out. I'm reason? sitting here talking calmly to you as calmly. >> Yeah, you're being re Can I say the word?
>> You cannot say it. Okay. >> Okay, I can't say it. You're being a dumb dumb, sir. That's what you're being. You're crashing out for no reason. You're going to kick me out again because you don't you don't know how to make an argument. The only reason you had an argument is cuz ghost defends you, dumbass. Why are you crashing out for it? Why are you tripping up for it? Why?
Like, at least answer me that question. >> Why are we You said sorry. I said, "Okay, let's move on." And now you're >> Yeah, I didn't say sorry. And you're still crashing up. I mean, is anybody Guys, is it my Am I Is it me or is it him? It's like I can't like >> No, I'm letting you talk. Go ahead. >> I've been gas lit so much. I really don't know if it's my fault. >> No, you're not being gas lit. You
don't try it. >> I've been lit. Hey, >> I said I've been gas lit and so that's >> go ahead. >> Yeah, cool. You've been gas by beta, by why. not by Ghost, though. Talk, dumb dumb. Well, would you like me to talk? Would you like me to handle the show? I'm down to talk. >> He goes, "What? Why? When you were on Summers, >> you mean you being a You said
something about trampling over. >> You're being you're being rude. Go ahead and talk." >> Right now, you were on Summers and you said, >> "Don't do it." >> You said something about trampling on serpents and then everyone got real real quiet and like they all shut up and they >> I can't help that you're d your panels let you talk. your chats a bunch of dumb asses. I can't help that.
>> I'm sorry, guys. I'm sorry. Yeah. I It's like you're not supposed to I mean it's like this is not me. It's like not it's just like not my style. It's like so the show's not going to be like that. I mean I'm sorry if people like are here to like hear him at me and whine and and yell. I'm sorry if
that's But if if that's why you're here probably it's just not not I don't know. I don't know why why did I just I don't know why I put up with him so much. It's just like, yeah. So, look, look goes, the chat is the chat is God. And they said it was you.
Everybody said it was you. Sassy Scarlet said it. Um. Um, who else? Patrick, that's two people. I think Avana and Sharon agree too. Sassy, what do you Can you weigh in? Jamie,
he'll Yeah, he'll just go on and on and on. I mean, it's like I'm trying to I have other stuff to talk about that's kind of cool and I have like my labyrinth cards and I don't want to be like constantly just defending myself. I mean, I it's like I really my my my morale is not at a good place right now because all this going on. And then it's
like then he comes in, he does nothing but disrespect and derail the channel, right? It's my fault. But you know what? And if the if I do have to like eventually, you know, give up the channel, it'll just make it easier. I'll be like, well,
I don't have to be abused anymore.
Oh god. I try. I try. I mean like I don't know what it is with mean drunks. Like because like I'm not a mean drunk. Like I don't even I bar I barely am a mean sober person. Yeah. Not not really that mean. I mean, it's like so I don't understand like the
personality total shift cuz he's so we'll talk and be fine. He's so cool and then it's like comes on the show saying this I mean it's I can't take it. I really It's like did he go you are you're trying to like make me quit the show? Is that what you're that you're trying to the whole thing? I'm
just trying to figure out like I just don't know why you keep like those specific things are just specifically against to so why do you keep over and over and over over again doing them and then you like yell at me why'd you have this person on because they break to you break to more than anybody do you understand it's like I don't I
don't know I feel like I'm going nuts sometimes and I should be like feeling fine I mean it's I came in a good mood I came ready to like have fun and stuff. Now it's just like h what the am I doing
ghost? Okay, we fell asleep. Okay. Well, anyway, thank you for your appearance. He won't remember any of this tomorrow either. Um, if you're here, you can just flash, not flash naked, but just flash your icon back and I'll I'll see that you're awake. But
snooze, you lose. Okay, let's be in a better mood. Yeah, I feel kind of bad because my because my neighbor was like, "Oh, well, the people on your show are right to hate you because you're r a r." That's what my neighbor told me. among other really really rude out-of- pocket things like he's investigating me. He's found out I have a misdemeanor
like 10 years ago and he has one too. He has he's like well yeah I have one too for like you know DUI and stuff. Well and then he's like trying to he's like saying you have a felon I don't have a felony. What are you doing? You're running my criminal background report. I mean it's like am I how about can can someone put some energy in doing this to Tony? Like why am I being investigated for myself? I mean, I'm not doing
anything to anybody, okay? It's like I'm I'm having illegal um freaking harassment and it's like, oh, it's my fault because people don't like me. That's my fault. So, I have to transform myself to make myself likable to everybody. It is chaos. But really, what do I have to do? Do I
have to like, oh, I don't want to upset anybody? I have to be like Mr. Rogers and like, you know. Yeah, it's crazy. It's crazy. He's accusing me of all this stuff. He's like saying, "Oh, I I own the house and like this person's name is here and the police." I mean, it's just like so out
of like I was like, "Wow, if you really And I didn't know that they were the ones reporting me over and over again, but they were. They were trying to get me kicked out of here." And then they were like, "Well, why isn't he kicked out?" Then they've kind of figured out why I wasn't and then now that's a problem.
It is crazy. It's crazy. Why do people Why are the people in So I don't mess with anybody. I don't go and like, you know, sit and listen at people's windows. I don't um and it's like if he wanted to like know about what's going on, he could just talk to me about it and I would explain to him and then he could say, "Hey, let me help you move these like 60 pound bags of cement
that'sing up." And then we can maybe talk about it. No, he has to be on the phone like recording me or something like that. I thought he was talking on the phone, but he wasn't. He was just holding it, you know, right? Probably recording it. I called him Inspector Gadget and went went about my night. Yes.
Yeah. >> Hi, love. >> Oh, well, what's going How are you? >> Good. How are you doing, sir? >> Can you come just calm down a little bit because I don't want to like I don't like to argue with >> Well, I was going to say the same thing to you. >> Yeah, I'm Well, I'm calm. I The thing is like >> Yeah, >> Okay.
I'm very >> Well, we can all calm down, you know, chill the out. >> Yeah, I agree. >> I agree. It's It's like getting too hard because like I'm not like being paid a million dollars for a movie. I'm like >> Exactly. I'm begging for $5 for a fish taco. I mean, it's like I mean, it doesn't seem like >> Exactly. Good point. That's a good point. Can I Can I respond to that
point? >> Go ahead. >> go ahead. >> Or no, >> Okay. I think that's I think that's a fine point. My dude having a panel up here. Open panel. You can join and he gets nothing from it. >> Right. I get a lot of grief and I get a lot of people telling me what's >> Well, yeah. Well, you get something from it. You know agree lot. They talk a lot
>> Yeah. of >> They disrespect they, you know, you get a lot of disrespect, but no money, >> right? Or very, very little. I mean, it's like >> Yeah. Well, very very little. Yeah. >> If I had to survive my YouTube um budget. >> Exactly, brother. My >> YouTube money, I would be literally pushing a shopping cart, you know.
>> Exactly. >> Beach. I really would be. I mean, it's like but is it worth my dream? >> Is it worth it? Um, it depends who you ask. >> No, I'm not. >> Who are you? Well, let me get for real though. >> It depends who you ask though. >> No. No. >> A person like me.
>> Only person that the answer matters is mine in this situation. Okay. Because >> Yeah. Go ahead and answer that question it's me. then. >> I don't know. No, I'm not I'm not I'm not having fun anymore. And it's like >> Well, oh Oh, never mind. I'm not >> No, it it matters to me. It matters to me personally. >> How you act? That's why I'm not having fun. Not having fun.
>> to I I literally did nothing to you. Why are you being Why you hitting on me? >> Okay, maybe you just don't get it. It's fine. >> No, I I get it. I get it. I get I get what you're saying. >> You don't get what I'm saying, but I get what you're saying, though. I do all this and I I make so much content
and nobody gives me money. Nobody cares about me. >> Shush. Okay. So, like one time Emma got like $500 $500 donation from this guy. Okay. And he was like, "Okay, okay. I'll have a reading tonight or whatever." And she didn't do the reading.
That That was it. I mean, she she didn't give a The next night he was like, "Well, I think he was kind of like, I just gave 500 bucks. I should at least get her reading." No, I mean, it's like some people are just like they can just like, you know, and it's like if I was to do something like that, I would be on a cross. I would be crucified on a cross.
>> Cool. Anything else? >> With Romans throwing, you know, things at me. >> That's what would happen. Okay. If I did that, >> she does it. It's like, wow, what's a strong independent woman? I mean, it's like if I don't do it. >> Anything else? >> Oh, I got a lot more. Hey, what's up, Natalie? How are you? >> Okay. Anything else?
>> There's a perception. So, Sassy says, so basically Ghost thinks he owns you because he's donated. >> I donate one time months ago. >> Yeah, now I own you. I guess. dumb dumb. >> Is that what you think? >> Do you think I own you? >> No, I don't think so. >> Exactly. Do you think I think I own you?
>> It was months ago. >> It was money. Who cares? It was a >> Okay. super chat. Who cares? >> Yeah. I'm just saying it's like people just like think that I'm a joke because I put up with you and now I'm starting to maybe agree. >> Hey, no, they think you're a joke. Wait, no. Don't put that on me. They
think you're a joke for a lot more reasons. Don't put that on me, dog. >> Really? Okay, so they do. Okay, so go ahead. >> Yeah, boy. You go the ass. Don't put that on me. >> Why Why do people think I'm a joke? Go >> I don't know. Ask them. ahead. >> You don't know? Well, no. No, you're Oh, there he goes. couldn't take it. I'm ready to take it. I'm ready to hear.
I want to hear I I'll I'll listen I'll listen to the whole disgusting um you know the whole the whole point of view about it. I'm here. Look, he ran.
I'm Guys, I'm sorry. It's kind of like embarrassing. It's like kind of like when like you I can imagine like a married couple and then they go to get drinks and like go to or nice dinner or something and one of them drinks too much and like starts yelling at the waitress or just like you know being embarrassing and then like the the spouse is kind of like oh my god
I'm sorry like I'm I'm sorry like I can't like oh I'm Sorry. He's back. Okay. One second.
Yeah. And then you're not supposed to say, "Oh, they didn't think I'm They don't That's not why they think you're a joke. They think you're a joke for a million other reasons." Right. Ghosts. >> When did you kick me? >> I didn't kick you. You dropped off. I didn't kick you. I was waiting for you to respond to my question and then you just dropped off. I didn't kick you. Wow, there's a lot. No, what was your question? >> My question was um
>> Yeah. >> Like what is it? Is it just like worth like like why would you think that I'm like, you know, a joke? >> I don't think that you get anything to me. You're my brother. I love you. I literally call you. >> Why do you think I'm a joke? >> I don't think you're a joke. I literally call you. You're my brother. Okay. But you said Oh, they thought you were a
joke long before I said anything. >> Hey, what up? How you doing? >> Yeah, I'm all right. Not too bad. >> What up? How you doing, girl? >> Yeah. Hello to everybody in chat. Say hello to me. >> Hi, Nat. I'm sorry. I I didn't mean to. Well, let me let me finish my argument with you if you don't mind. Is it okay to finish it?
>> Talk to I don't want >> No, I want to finish my argument with you though. >> Okay. I I I I think that that's dumb. Like I don't disrespect you. I literally defend you. I mean, what's your argument? I literally just send offend you. >> I say I just ask you don't say certain words and you keep saying >> I'll say the n word. Never said the n
word by the way. >> Play it back. Play it back. >> Say the word to figure it out yourself. I mean it's like is this too >> I never once said the n word. Play it back. You Oh my god. >> Neighbor. Neighbor. Neighbor. That's not the word. Dumb dumb. You dumb ass. >> Dumb. Don't call me dumb. Go. >> Yeah. Yeah. You're You're dumb. I said
neighbor. Dumb dumb. >> Yeah, I'm not as I'm not dumb. Okay. I'm not dumb. >> Well, you're because you said neighbor >> and you said it was him. >> Okay. Me. What are you? >> He doesn't again. And I asked him not to do I mean he doesn't does he not understand that he's doing that? It's like that's what I
call like little self-awareness because I've asked him at least like five times tonight just not say it. I've asked him I asked him every night actually to not say it. I know that it's like some people do say that. It's just yeah it's like a development for a spiritual teaching. I mean, it's like really because it's like I had a great time today talking about spirituality
and I was just I just felt like that was like more of like how I wanted the show. I didn't my show wasn't supposed to be me arguing with like ghosts for like hours about, you know, saying hate fateful terms. I mean, it's it's just like it's like, yeah, just say dum dum then. I mean, I don't care. Say say that. I mean, it's
like he doesn't even say that anymore. He just says the R word. And it's like, oh, I don't know. It's just like I just it's disrespectful to people. Plus, we have so many people of different different um capacities and and different intelligences that why would you why would you want to even the risk
offending or hurting anybody's feelings? Yeah. It's like no self-awareness. So it goes that's what you if you were going if you go through the 90% or the 90day um you know boot camp for improving your life that's going to be one of the things I want you to work on is your self-awareness and like look at your actions because I have to do it my own actions right I have to constantly like
examining myself and weighing and trying to fix fix things. How about you do it because it's like it's exhausting trying to do it for you. Okay. Fortnite isn't for grown men. for like it's but he's on his brother's account. I think that's I don't think he really plays. I think it's his little brother or something. Okay. Ghost, I love you. Okay. Love you.
Okay. Oh my god, he's back. You said you said it after I told you at least five times not to say it. Okay. What am I supposed to do? Just like Yeah. Make a donation if you'd like to come back on tonight. I can't I can't take it anymore this morning. Okay. Do make just do something to bring a smile to my face. I'm sitting here freaking
having I just oh my god it's like it's like and then people everyone hates me that's the thing it's like everyone hates me they don't hate ghosts they don't hate um they don't hate >> any of these they don't hate anybody except for me you know Christine not doesn't hate Crystal's the one that said all the stuff like accusations about
murdering ch i l ren and stuff like that oh well I don't have a problem with Crystal I have a problem with you psychic. I'll never forgive you. You are disgusting scum of the earth man. Okay, this is what that woman says. Okay, what did I ever do to her? Right. I don't What did I ever do to her?
Nothing. I mean, it's like I get I mean I I really get treated like I've done something really really really terrible and it's like if I have like I'd like somebody to like explain it to me. Maybe I don't I'm missing something because I really don't feel like I'm doing something that bad. What do you think, Natalie?
I had to mute cuz I was coughing a lot. So, yeah. You're an all right person. Never been rude. >> I mean, I'd like to think that I'm like just not a evil horrible person. there I have to be considered like some kind of like
some of the earth to be treated like this by by people like for my even my neighbor was like well he's like obviously your audience hates you he's like I hear I hear what they say to you like they just hate you right and like like I was like well they they I was like I guess they do I don't know and then he's like and he's like you
know what they're right you are oh he said yeah there are 22 watching who like Mr. Psyche's contents. You'll make me smile when good times is right. Yeah, it is sad. And it's like, and this is also he was like, you know, I was always friendly to him. He has dogs and stuff like that. I always would like wave to the dogs. Now he's like, all you
do is go to McDonald's and sit in your apartment. Um, no, you're you're your family must have worked out something because you're some criminal that, you know, they they must have got it off your records. I don't know. It's just all these accusations. I'm like, what are you doing? you're sitting doing background checks and reports. It's like, is this any of your business? I mean, it's like, no. I mean, it's like
he's like, "Well, I know how to like, you know, do a Google search, right, Ivana?" I'm like, "If I want to go to McDonald's and sit in my apartment, am I am I hurting anybody doing that?" It's just like, "Oh, you're just some loser." I don't know. I don't I just don't know. I can't do anything right, though. I can't. It's like impossible. It's like if I make a little
mistake, it's over for me. It's over for me. It's like everyone gets a turn, right? But it's been my turn since like I understood like when I started the show, I was like, "Okay, there's hazing, right? Why is why is there still hazing?" Like why is it like isn't like a you know, if you try to do it, you have a weekend where you like, you know, get drunk and like, you know, naked and
stuff and then you're in the fraternity for like forever. I've been doing this YouTube for over a year and I'm hated more than ever. I mean it's like I mean it's like what how much abuse do I have to take or I don't understand. Okay. So anyway in pain all day that would be the life I maybe well see
that's why I think people are like he is probably jealous you know it's like but why I mean it's like does he understand what I go through in my life? I I I don't judge him. Like I don't think what does he do exactly to be able to afford this and this and this and this and why this or how much does this person like why is anybody's business? It's like nobody's business. It's like just like
leave me alone. I mean and then it's like whatever he says that's what gets taken seriously. And whatever I say is like oh you're obviously wrong because you're obviously um um upsetting these people or something. Um, I'm sitting this this not I can't even it's just it's too frustrating. Not talking about, you know, and I don't
hate anybody either. It's like it's so hard. Like that's why today I was like on uh a certain panel and this woman Christine was like saying this horrible about me and then oh Christine's just kidding. I like no she's not. She means it. And Christine's like I SURE DO. I hate you and I mean it. I hate you. I was like, "Okay, so that's the
difference between I can't hate anybody. I don't even hate that that old old hag, you know. I don't hate her, but she's not on my Christmas." >> Yeah, she's not on my Christmas card list. I She might have been, but I took her off of it. Unfortunately, I don't send out Christmas cards anymore. But yeah, I mean, that's what she said. I mean, it's like people will say this to
me like it's like like And then it's like, "Oh, you just play AI music." And RG's like, "Oh my god, the only the only reason you would think you're talented is because Alexandra said you had talent." Like, well, that's not the I I said I think I don't I don't know. It's like And then
he's like trying to say, "Oh, and you you're like you he's told me like a thousand times he doesn't like the AI." I get your point. I You've told me a thousand times. You told the audience a thousand times. What's your point? You just want to make me look bad. I mean that's all that's all he seems as people want to do is just like criticize to criticize right everyone has their opinions of
Anna but it's like go say it on your own show why do you have to come on my show the first person in chat and say something rude to me I don't I don't Ivana I know I'm not winning them all I'm winning like 1% of the audience you understand I understand okay it is it's a It's that's what I'm
saying. It's not fun anymore. It's like is it worth it to to be going through stress and and heartache and just like so many things for so so people can say, "Oh, he he's just begging for fish taco and a speedo." I'm trying to do good things. I mean, it's like so we'll see what happens. Like that's why I think we it will be important for all of us to
take part in this like you know a little like a awareness a self-awareness like like and I see He-Man in the chat like He-Man what like is there a reason that my you as and you had a a wrenches yesterday are that you were in beta's chat saying that I'm just after people's money like why would you say that like and I'm there you know I'm they're
reading it why are you saying that about me do you have like some kind of like I never had an issue with you it's like and I but I've explained to before. Please stop talking about me in like chats. They hate me. And there you are doing that. I mean, it's like I just I just don't understand why. It's hurt my feelings. And I'm like, that's why I unmoded everybody
because I was like, wow, if like people I trust as mods are just saying I'm a piece of garbage, people will believe that because they'll be like, well, that's his mod. You know, it's like it just reflects badly on me. That's my Do I think it's still hazing? Do I think it's still hazing? Yes. Do I think I'm still being hazed? Yes. Do I
think it will ever end? No. I think I'm just fun to attack. I think it's just a game for some people. They're trying to like make me thyax or they're trying to bring me down. Just trying to like and it's like and I all I want to do is help people too. All I wanted to do is help people. And
it's like even Bronzeber I came I I would let him promote his stupid show on my panel like even after he was being mean to me and stuff like that. I I was like, "Hey, let's get you above a thousand subscribers." He's not thankful. Did he thank me? No. Ghost, you know what you did, Ghost? You know what you did last summer? And uh
you're going to have to pay the swear jar. I just have to like be I have to be an about some things. It's like because or else it's just gonna get abused. It's like, oh well, he just let anybody back on. >> See, now it's now it's just getting weird where it's like he like earlier he calls me. Oh, um you know um um
Bronzeberg wants you on his panel. They're going to give you a hundred bucks. I'm like, well, I don't think so. I was like, can you just like can you just verify? I I'll go watch and you verify that someone's going to send me $100 for appearing. I'm gonna send Bronzeburg a hundred bucks for for you appearing. Okay, Christine. That's what Christine said.
Ghost. So, so what was it for ghost then? Was it It was It was for to control me. It wasn't because you wanted to donate like you said right? Ghost is go well I do you understand He-Man it's a struggle okay because I can't control Ghost I'm friends with
them we have a relationship outside of the show okay he's being very very difficult right now okay and it's like and I try to train him a little bit and push him in the right direction but no when if you make a donation and I'm sorry like if you make a donation
that does not mean that you can come break all the rules, tell me what to do, have me go and run around, right? Because uh yeah, it's like there's a swear jar like uh Yeah. I mean, it's like Yeah. Is it I I I've had enough ghosts. I mean, it's like, you know, it's
>> pay like pay for like what the thing is. It's like you can't like now months. How much did I pay like last month or the two months ago? I don't know. I don't keep a ledger about of it, but I I mean I do remember things like Bronzeber like you know kept saying I'm a donator. He he paid $10 one time to have three diamond kicked off the show for 10 minutes. That considers him being a donator.
I will ghost. But I mean, but you need to stop breaking the toos. You just need to promise you won't. Like, but you've already done it like several times and you're not picking it up. And then I get worried that you're not of a normal intelligence like that I can like even communicate with you. Yeah.
And people have said to me, "Why do you let ghosts abuse you? Like you're you abusive. I I like you talk to me like people like a like a uh like a a man t you know who abuses his wife talks to his wife you know like a like like one of the worst right that's how he talks to me >> I mean he talk I mean it's like I feel
like a battered wife I feel like I I want to call a shelter okay and like and hide and be picked up and it's like get out of this situation I have like this guy who I who I I love. And it's like and then as soon as we get in front of other people, he tries to
embarrass me, call me names, um just look bad, you know. So I I can't I just can't take Oh my god. >> Well,
he's got a mouse. Yeah, she got a mouse. >> Is it alive or dead? >> It is dead. Hope. I don't know. It's I always think they're dead and then they start squeaking and running in. It is a mouse. He man. God mouse. >> It is a mouse he look. >> That's one big mouse.
>> It's like a rat. >> It's a mouse. Okay. Ghost. I'll let you on one more time. If you disrespect me, if you if you say a word in, I'm just gonna um kick you off and then not no discussion about it tonight. I'm gonna talk to you another day about it. But u that that is your option. Okay. He
hurts my channel, right? He does. He goes, "Do you want to hurt me?" Like that's what the thing it's like because you're always saying, "Oh, I I have your back. I have your If you have my back, you don't try to like hurt me constantly right? Oh, good god. Lenor, please. That's so gross. It's not leaking on the floor. Oh
my god. Lenor, don't put it on that. Don't put it on that. He wants to hurt my channel, right? That's that's what I I have to think that that's one of the the only reason he would do that because it's like he's actually like he's not like saying like, you know, fu c, which you're allowed to say, right? You're allowed to say that want. You can say
that. I don't care if he swears. I've never yelled him for swearing. So, but he does he doesn't swear. He just says r e t a r d and e g o t. He can't stop. Do you understand? It's like he he just has to say those words like those particular words over and over and over again.
You understand ghost? I don't know if you can't understand it one more time. It might be time to like, you know, let's see. Lenor, please. That's so gross. Here you go.
No, you can't. Doodoo Brown, you cannot say it. Have you read the toss? Are you a channel owner? Dudu. Hello. I mean, no, you're not. I've never heard of Doo Brown channel. Okay, hold on a second.
Yeah.
Hello. >> No. >> Who are you yelling at? >> You. I'm waiting for you to talk. Hello. >> yelling, brother. Godamn. I'm crashing I'm the out. Guys, you let me let me know. Let me let me know. >> Psych. Would you like to apologize what you said about ghost?
>> Not like you, but um guys, let me know. >> You said I tried to What? What you said was we can play it back. You said I want to I want to I want to like I hate you. I don't like you. I want to like your your channel. I destroy it. Do you take that back? >> He man. She's playing they're playing
>> even though I gave you more money than anybody here. Me, Ghost, I've done it. >> WELL, DO I for your channel? >> Well, Ghost, that's what I was saying. >> Well, don't yell. Don't yell. Don't yell. There's no reason to yell, >> I yell because Lord just dropped the B. brother. >> I gave you more money than anybody here.
>> Absolutely. I'm your number one subscriber. Absolutely I am. I gave you I gave you all that money. >> Yeah. when you destroy your channel. >> You're being abusive. You're being abusive to me. >> I'm not being No, no, no, No, you're you're trying to over me. No, you're not going to gaslight me. You're not going to gaslight me,
brother. That's not going to happen. >> Yeah. Go ahead and want you to go ahead and play a song. Cancel your stream. >> Hold on. I can't take it anymore. I can't take it tonight.
Darl, hold on. You're not up. Hold on. >> I'm sorry. I thought you were there. I'm sorry. Hi. How are you? I'm sorry. >> Yeah, I'm not too bad. Like, what are you up to, man? does >> you you and Ghost having a bit of a >> Well, I mean, it's like I'm trying I'm trying to be calm and like just explain
my my feelings and how I feel and then it's like he calls me a and I'm I'm ret. >> Yeah, it seems it can't it can't like correspond it or >> you know it just has to go to lowb blowing KG insults, you know. YEAH.
>> OH GOD. LAR. LAR, PLEASE. She dropped it right in front of me. OH MY GOD. IT'S RIGHT ON the table. Right in front of me. Oh my god. >> Oh, >> come back. Ghost. Come on, M. Fight the corner. >> Mouse. Lamora. Good girl. Thank you.
Thank you for the gift. I know she's trying to impress me, but it's scary. >> Okay. Anyway, how are you, Darl? I mean, it's like I'm sorry. Was now I just feel I feel like embarrassed, you know? I just like embarrassed like do I need to be meaner or like am I just like >> Yeah. Sometimes it's like trying to be
too nice. Don't work, you know? >> I really but I really I'm not I don't really try to be nice. I just am nice, but I'm not really that nice anymore. Like I like I'm like so much of my neness has gone away. come to >> I like being kind and things and I like being in a good mood. I don't like being pulled into like >> negativity. I feel you.
>> And it's like and then it's like and I try to like swim out of it and it's like I'm being like pulled under by it's like he's like trying to like hit me on the head when I'm trying to like swim to shore. He's hitting me on the head with a with a ore or a shovel. I mean it's like that's what it feels like. It feels like I'm like, "Please help me." And then it's like, "No, no, I'm not going to help you. I'm going to hurt you. I'm going to make sure that you're
die or something." I don't know. It's just I I don't I don't think he knows how much he's like really >> I'm sorry if I scared him away. Come on, Gosh. Come back, big man. I won't say anything. I promise. >> Get out. You need to like, man, >> I'm not I don't feel like talking about it tonight. He's too drunk and uh I
don't know. Um, I've had enough. I already let him back on three times. I told him if he does it one more time, I'm just Oh my god. Oh my god. I told him if he does it one more time, I'm gonna kick him off the rest of the night. And he did. And so I kept kind of stick by my gun. >> I told you. Yeah, I pushed it. Yeah.
>> Sorry. >> Well, your tea nut gorgeous. Are you all right? >> Just I was just drinking my tea, darling. Yeah, no worries, man. >> Drinking stupid one of them days, but it's Christmas. Good excuse. >> I had a bottle of brownie last night
Christmas Day evening. >> I had a quiet one, man. I had a quiet one.
Good. Merry Christmas everybody. Yeah, I'm just >> What did you do at Christmas? Like, did you keep in contact with your family or whatever? >> I was sick and so I miss I missed the whole thing, you know? >> I was sick and now I'm feeling better today. Like finally, like finally the day, what is it? It's 27. So, like the day after Christmas, I I I started
feeling better, but that Christmas day I was still had a nasty cough and stuff and I didn't want to get any sick. So, I didn't have a Christmas really. Um, I got a postcard from Mini Manson. That's cool. Um, >> Mini Manson, you got a card from him? >> Yeah, stickers. Um, stickers and a and a
autograph and stuff. And uh, that was really a nice surprise. And uh, but miss everything else, you know. But hopefully I can make it up. Yeah. And I don't like the fear of obligation. And that's one of those manipulation tactics. It's like, oh, if you like, you know, like there's a human tendency >> because because it's Christmas, you're
automatically suspended with your family. You know, >> I wish I mean I wish I I would have been >> That's like the stereotype, isn't it? Christmas is to get together, so to speak, you know. >> Yeah. Yeah, I mean and we when we do and it's like but it's like you know it's now it's hard but you know it's one of
the first years my father's not at Christmas and uh >> look I did I didn't spend it on my family you know what I mean I spent it alone >> my mom during day you know but it >> I feel like I'm just a bad luck and uh I don't want to like
um impose myself on anybody really that's why I'm not even wanting to do this anymore. It's like maybe I'm just like, you know, just a bad luck or something. And >> oh, where'd you buck? >> Go away. >> I don't know where I'd go, though. There's no place left to go. It's my last my last like little harrah, you
know, last little thing that made me happy. Got taken away. So, >> feel like you just need to spread your wings and get out there a bit. It gets that life when when you're sitting between four walls all day. >> Yeah. >> Which make me just want to just jump out
the window and fly. I >> don't have a car. I don't um have any place I can work around here. I don't necessarily like the neighbors or people. I don't feel comfortable going outside now because it's like, you know, I'm being like, you know, so, you know, monitored and stuff and made to feel uncomfortable and
then it's like >> it sorry to say >> what's up. >> I said you signed up for it. >> It you said people are watching you and that but that's what you wanted, didn't you? You can get a bit heavy, you know. No, I didn't want that. I don't want I didn't want my neighbors all of a sudden
like doing criminal background checks on me thinking that it's my fault that pounds of cement sent to my door. >> That's not good. Not good. Not good. >> Well, it's fine because I don't have a criminal background, you know. I mean, or at least he has one is as extensive as mine, which is just basically, you know, a misdemeanor, which is like, you know, jaywalking can be a misdemeanor offense right?
>> Yeah. Same with me, man. I've been one of them. I got arrested when I was about 18 for trying trying to rob a car and that's only thing on my records. But they get they get erased after a long time, don't they? >> Yeah. I don't care if I'm on cameras when I'm at the door actually. But I do care if there's like my neighbors standing outside my window trying to
hear like my show and like figure out like the the just baso. I've actually seen him do it. No, he I he talked to me tonight and he was quoting he's saying, "Oh, everyone in your show hates you and stuff." I'm like, "Oh, you watch the show?" He's like, "No, I can hear out of your window. The only windows I have open are my back windows, which are the opposite side of where he would even be. You'd
have to be in the backyard to hear >> nice. Come on. I want nice. >> I know. And he's like he was getting to be nice, but then they were the ones reporting me trying to get me kicked out of here and stuff. And then when it didn't work, now they're mad and uh like about that and it's like then we like
say oh well you're just like you know is like you know spoiled or whatever it's like the same It's so stupid. >> Okay. Well that was a mistake to come. What is the difference if he watches or listens? I don't know. But the difference is that if he if he's listening >> if he's taping that's a problem
my show right. So, he's obviously like spying and like trying to figure out something. He's doing criminal background check. He's looking up the property, you know, all this kind of stuff. And and it's like it's really none of his business, right? Thinking he's Inspector Gadget or something like that, right? And then he's saying, "Well, you're doing something." Yes, that's what I'm saying. It's like he's quoting the show saying, "Oh, Christine
doesn't like me. How do you know about Christine?" Well, he must be listening. I mean, it's like that's the only thing I can think of. like he said he's not watch yet. Maybe he is watching yet, right? I don't know. Hello. >> Hey. >> Hi. How are you? >> What's going on? >> Last night just chilling you.
>> I know. But I know loser, but it's just uncomfortable. That's what I'm saying. Yeah. Yeah. >> I woke up to get something to kind of to eat and drink and go back to bed here soon because like >> I'm not He told me he told me um he's like that woman doesn't like you. your audience doesn't like you. And I was like, what? You listen to the show? >> I like you a >> He's like, I don't listen to the show. I
>> never been shower closed. >> It's not paranoia. It's actually Noia. He's like he's an annoyant, right? But uh it's not proya, you know. Proya is >> far from
your name. Hey, hey, sweetheart. Um, how are you? Oh, thank you for >> Discord. Hey, hey, sweetheart. Um, how are you? I'm okay. Just like I'm just like I'm getting to the point where I'm just getting sad and just like and then and then today I was like well
leave good and like everyone was just like good. Like we hate you go. Like we hate you. That's basically what was said by >> Hey chat, let's all give Psych a big hug. >> Give a hug. Give him a hug. >> Anybody touching me anymore? Now I'm now I'm like >> I think the only thing that matters is do you love yourself?
>> The only thing that matters. >> I said the only thing that matters is if you love yourself. >> I know. What? >> Well, I thought I wasn't supposed to do that. too often. >> Go ahead. Go ahead. >> You know, people can't love you if you don't love yourself. >> But it's like I can't like live on an island where it's like it's just me.
It's like I have to be in a world with other people, right? And so no matter how much I love myself, if everyone else hates you, >> why could though little date play? >> You guys are right. But I got dependent on other people. We live in a world with other people and it's like and then when you're so misunderstood and like attacked and vilified and never
forgiven. >> I feel you. You feel persecuted at times. Yeah. >> No, I don't feel persecuted. I am I am I mean it's like people would like if people if people these people had their way I would be dead. Like seriously that's what they want and they're sick. Okay. Anybody that wants death wishes
death on people. It's pretty sick. >> Yeah. It's not a good look. I know. >> No. I I don't wish death on anybody. >> Yeah. That's weird. >> Like Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Not only want to be gangsters want come on panels like pull up, pull up. Be like you wouldn't want me to pull up, man. Don't talk >> I'm not hated He-Man. He man, you were
there in the chat today. You saw how I get treated. Okay. You know who the nicest person to me in that chat was? Bea. And Bea's never nice to me. Okay. Even she was like, "Hey, well, you're being a little bit harsh on it." Like she didn't I don't think she understands how like people treat me because she hears it and then she she doesn't like see it. And I think she saw a little bit today where she was >> I've got to say I respect beta to the
highest. You know what I mean? I get on with her, you know? >> Mhm. >> But I don't want to come in between you at the same time, but it's hard. You know what I mean? You know, I I come at wrong pass, but you know what I mean? I think it's decent at heart. And so is beta. You
know what I mean? As much as the bits wobble go on, >> that's all How many songs have I made about beta? What are you talking about? Bea, her name appears in some songs because she was part of the show for a long time. So, some of the older songs. But as for this, I made beta kissing Santa Claus song. I went on her show and and played it. It was a good nature thing. I'm not sitting writing
like they're like every song is about beeta. I have that one beta stupid biscuit song. >> What did you say? Stop making songs about me. I bet. >> I was making out with Santa Claus. I mean, come on now. Don't steal my man. >> It was It's a light satire of people that are streamers. If you're a streamer, then it's like, yes, you'll get talked about. Like, I get talked about, she gets talked about, right? I
don't understand. Then you're again like then Ivana has to say, "Oh, well, she doesn't wants you to stop making songs about I understand what she wants and stuff like that, right?" But that's like that's a it's a red herring argument she's making because I'm not making songs about her. Like you hear all the songs I do. Do I guys is every song about Beeta or was there that one Christmas song and then maybe it was like a nice cute little thing where I was like, "Oh, come back." And stuff
like that. It wasn't like, "Oh, you're a big nose, you know, Persian like she keeps saying I'm saying." I don't say that It's like she just is is a total mis mis >> I've never really seen anybody disrespect beater in that essence. You know what I mean? >> No, but I've been accused of it. I'm accused of it like saying oh she's always saying oh you said I have a big nose. I never said she had a big no nose. She said >> I got to be honest. I've never heard you
said that. >> I haven't and I had a nose job. So she's always like well you had a nose job. I know I did. I had a big nose but you're but she's the one that said oh but how'd you how'd you find my my AI image? You just Googled Persian woman with big nose and curly black hair and I mean I don't know that's Yes. I mean that's what I googled. I'm just kidding.
I didn't >> a gay guy getting plastic surgery man. That never happens dude. That I mean that never happens. You look good but I'm just you know I'm just making a joke. >> Moment of silence. >> Yeah. When I was 17 years old. Um and look at my nose. Hold on. I'll show it to you. Good, dude. Good, good, good rhinoplast.
Yeah, I I never would have guessed >> it was the guy that did Jane Fonda's um facelift. There you go. You can see kind of like it's kind of like I didn't it didn't they didn't break it to do it and so it's still got the same top but the bottom of it is also >> Yeah. Well, I Yeah, but but it looks completely natural. >> It looks okay. I mean, it's like like up up like I've noticed it like it looks a
little bit sculpted, but that's okay. Like in LA, like there's a ton of girls that get nose jobs for their 16th birthday. >> Everybody. It's like it's like it's like more common than freaking you know. Uh >> yeah, especially in West >> So I've seen some uh good ones. I've >> convertible, right? seen bad ones, man. Your yours is looks I didn't even know you had one. >> Thank you. But but that's what I'm
saying. I don't make I wouldn't make fun of people with big nose. I had a big nose. So but look but look >> what I have. Look what I have. these people. Do you recognize these people? >> Oh, by the way, uh uh uh Sarah, I have to have fun. Uh I'm in I'm in Los Angeles right now. So,
>> Oh, me too. Me, too. Would you like to come over and and uh flex for me? >> Huh? >> Never mind. I'm just kidding. Hey, guess who do you know who these people are? >> It's just flirting with you. What didn't you get? >> Yeah, he's like the words. I said, "Can you come over and flex for me?" You said, "What?" >> Oh, oh, oh, oh, you know, sometime, you know.
>> Okay. >> Maybe if I'm you can watch while I get ready. >> Okay. I'm down. I'm done. Um, hey, Sassy, it's Let me just say it's easier said than done, okay? It's like it's it's just like >> I love that saying, you know what I
mean? apologized more times than I should have, right? I've already apologized a million times. Even if I don't feel like I'm wrong, I've apologized. >> The walk can be a hard path, but walk it. >> It's still brought up like that's like I mean that's what else can I do besides apologize. I'm sorry. And then it's like I made a mistake. Nobody's perfect.
Let's move on. Then it goes back to the same old arguments, right? Okay. So, >> one of them type of things. What I what I think with people is I'll forgive but I'll never forget and I think that's best way to leave it sometimes you know you just got to say to yourself
like it or lump it you know what I mean and move on cuz you've been bickering for months now you guys aren't you in all reality and like come on it's like bet she's nearly 60 you're you're getting on and it's like come on mom we adults honestly can't we do better than this and we're better than this. You know what I mean? Tell me forgive and
just move on and just you know what I mean? I'll never forget the you put me through. But we we can come to civil beings. >> Well, yeah. If I mean, if I got an apology for some of the things ways I feel like maybe I've been wrong. If I was to receive an apology, I would just be thankful and like say,
"Of course, it's okay. It's like every like things happen." Do you want to recoup the love? I see that. You know, he does. But Pet is hard to deal with. But if Peter's got a problem with you, she'll she'll let it be known, >> right? I mean, I mean, that's just one I mean, it's one thing. She just doesn't like she thinks I've changed and all
this kind of stuff. It was, well, maybe I was maybe chang I've always been like this and like either like, you know, >> No, I'm not even trying to be horrible to you. I'm sure in the chat I'll agree, but it's like since you started streaming, you seem to have lost a lot of weight, man. >> I'm I'm extremely stressed out like all the time, right? And it's like and then
it's like and then plus I was like I used to drink a lot more and then I was and then but then that's problem. >> Yeah. I don't want to be a about it, man. You know what I mean? But >> you look worn out from it, you know? I've always been this skinny. >> I look back a year ago, but when I'm I have looked back a year ago, when I'm
told not to look to watch those videos, they're like, "Oh, why are you playing reruns? Why are you looking at those videos?" I looked back in it and I was like "Wow I'm really nice and happy. >> Those people are >> As long as you're happy, >> they're abusive." >> Yeah. Yeah. >> I'm not saying you guys. I'm saying like
the people that were on the panel a year ago and stuff. Yeah. Wow. Oh my gosh. I'm like tripping out a little bit. Okay. Um Avana, she posted seven days. Oh yeah, I'm okay. So yeah, prayers for Jimnick if she's like not feeling well, right? Don't you have some to do? Like you're
here too daily. At least I'm here while Oh, hold on. You're talking to Yeah, for sake. Hold on. Who's Who you talking to? I'm sorry. I missed the chat, too. And they haven't been here for three days, they must be dead. Yeah, that's how people doing the panel vers. So, we think of that. So, yeah, if she isn't here daily, then she isn't like
she was I don't I don't know. >> That's like a I I do I'm on a show. I was on a show daily and but I've been like, you know, training pretty hard because I'm trying to get up to 260 by >> Hey, >> can you go on camera so I can see your >> All right. >> >> Let me let me finally smile.
>> Go on. >> Daryl, take off your shirt, too. Hold >> off. I'm I'm a immortal on. skin and born man. >> I like I like skinny guys, too. Let me see. Let me get back up here. >> Yeah. I mean, I look skinny right now because I need to eat. I can't I don't know why my camera Oh, here it is. Okay, now it's working. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. He's got He's got a lot
there. He's got a lot there. I bet he can throw a heavy right, right? >> No. No. It looks like >> It is. You got a muscle. Nobody thing. >> Hold on. Hey, um Arthur, I'm doing something. Hey. Hey. If you would you be
really brave and like take off your shirt or No. Is that too much? So yesterday I don't think you want to see right now. I need to put my makeup on for that. >> Don't get nips. So it's fine. >> So what happened yesterday psych over there at beatas. Um >> yeah what happened? >> It was a it was a wolf pack. It was a
wolf pack against you. >> A dog pile attack. You know that happens. And I was Thank you. >> I myself am team psych. Hope you know that. I think you remember I was having your back. Yeah. And Arthur, you know what? You earned your um you earned your mod if you if you want. >> And I just wanted to remind people that
>> I myself was defending him and I kept getting booted out the the panel. >> Hey, Lindsay. Um by me or by who? By what? >> By it was only it was only allowed to be a uh >> hate. Yeah. >> Hate psych. Although Bea wasn't herself
attacking you too much, >> she let other people do it. >> Univers also been pointed out to this that it's like there are people that will like they will have these flying monkeys term comes from. It's like they'll have the flying monkeys go do the dirty work and they're like, "Oh my gosh, well, I'm just sitting here." But it's like, yeah,
ghost tried to go on a show earlier to defend me and he was told, "Go away. There's no uh and there were six people that hated me on the panel. So So it's like an if you know. So anyway, >> uh wow. >> It's sad. >> It's Is this guy inhaling a balloon?
>> What's in your cup? >> Drinking out of a straw. >> Drinking, man. >> Where is Oh my gosh. Oh, wait. What? >> Oh, you're joking. Kool-Aid. >> This is This This is Kool-Aid from N like when I was like they re they remade
it a few years ago. So, I bought like a pallet of this This is my favorite Kool-Aid and I didn't have it first. What do you >> know? What do you you snorted or what? >> Oh, you have a nice drink. Okay. Well, that's good. >> Is like kind of gross to me. Like it's like it's like kind of like sunny delight. It's like how about Have you
heard of real orange juice or >> I've never tried it to be honest so I can't really say orange juice is gorgeous. >> My sugar. It's just sugar. >> I like a good cup of orange juice on a hang.
I walk past your breeze. I don't give a whatever they want to say. I'm a key. Whatever you want to say. >> This accent is the death of UK.
I'll kill you where I stand. I'm demanding me. Hey Christian, you're wet. Don't come to give me intercept. Just give me the mic and maybe reflect. Look in my mirror empty likely you want to regret. Look at me like I just don't sweat. No aid in a bet. But I'm that you're going to
forget. Don't come to give me sincerely a listen to you with a mind twist. Don't come with intuition and let my on a mission run it round in circles. Honestly, I don't really want to hurt you. Concern you don't give a We're going to earn you. Don't give a I will burn you. He UK allowed those types of people to
to come on to their country and UK is a hole now. >> There was some mad rub, man. There was some mad rub in it, in it. That was some good >> It's really rough in UK at the minute. Yeah, >> UK is disgusting. It has a bunch of Muslims or Arabs. >> It's disgusting. Disgusting. Like, okay.
So, like, so like all these people's coming into the country, right? Like, and what's the problem? Okay. Like, >> what do you mean? >> Do you not see what they're doing? >> Ali over here, bro. >> Bunch of criminals over there. >> I'm kidding. Like, we got pies of room. Why can't we just like give them free homes, you
know? We got the money. >> Hey, man. Are you >> Yeah. To get to get a free ride in UK. I don't know. It's It's like a blessing, but at the same time to the community to the community to be let loose in they don't want it. >> Disgusting. I spit in the face of UK. >> They allowed they allowed these third
world people to just come over. I mean, what's the number one name in the UK now? Muhammad. That's disgusting. It's been >> like that for like 20 years, right? I mean, it's been that way for a long >> I don't want to tell what time. statistics you checking. Is it your fault? There's a hell of a lot of whites in the UK.
>> Muslim >> hole of a country. >> Yeah. Because I remember one year like when I saw the news and said like it was the first year it was like Muhammad was the most popular baby name in the UK and I must have been in my 20s. >> That's sickening. >> Hey, listen. Okay, >> I'm 42. >> Damn. These Muslims are making like five
children. >> No, no, no. Okay. Please stop talking about this. Okay. This is not my show topic. Okay. Talk a touchy subject on people's podcast to talk about it. I'm not I'm here to talk about bringing people together. Not like we hate this. >> Yeah. >> The world. You know me, man. I speak Hindi and, you know, German and Russian. So,
>> I don't hate people. I just dislike the Arabs, the Muslims. They're all weird. >> Okay. Watch out. >> Well, you know, India is the uh the second largest uh Muslim nation in in the world. >> Hey, >> do they know what deodorant is over there? >> Oh my god. >> Are they allergic to it? Use some lemonity
is >> use some baking soda and some lime. Like what are we doing? >> You're punk >> Well, why why is that your type of individual? You don't know Look at you. You cowboy boots. not understanding them. >> Okay. >> Like I said, man, the UK. I the UK for all. >> You stop saying it. I said this is not a
political show. I don't want to talk about this. I mean, it's like, guys, is it >> All right. All right. I'll back away. I'll back away. >> Really? I'm the host of the show. Like, listen to me. Okay. >> All right. I'm out of here. Bye. >> Rabbit. Rabbit. Run. Rabbit. Run. Rabbit. Run. Hey.
>> So, because he couldn't talk about what he wanted to talk about, he just ran off, >> right? I mean, it's like I mean, yeah. I mean, I didn't say you can't talk about anything. I said, you just stop talking about, oh, I hate, you know, you know, you know, different religions and saying that, you know, Indian people need a deodorant or something. I It's just so
so dumb. But, but that's all he wanted to talk about, I guess. Okay, that's full. Oh jeez. The only person that was of value just left. Well, the only person that is not of value in the chat is now banned.
I know who cares the word deodorant. It's called it's called like leool in or kool in France in the or in the kama sutra. You speak you speak Hindi, right? So, Kama Sutra talks about lelet or something like that. >> Han. Yeah, but I've never like I mean Oh, I'm sorry. Han means yes. I just
switched over. Um uh and like um like in where I'm from and well in like in India like in Bandra Mumbai like we don't speak it um just Hindi we speak Hindi and English at the same time. So in the same sentence you'll have Hindi words and English words. Does that make sense?
>> Harry, what's up? >> Yeah, what's up, You bam me in the chat, you crackhead. >> Okay. Well, >> so you didn't b anybody, honestly. >> He sounds like He sounds like like Joe Rogan or something. What does he sound like, guy? He's like sounds like a famous person. Hold on. Arthur's back now. Hold on.
>> Don't be stupid. Yeah, our tension tension's low now. >> Nobody knows about me. Only God. >> Our tension's low now, brother. >> I'm fine. >> Just taking a piss. Don't mind me. >> You're flexing for a homosexual, you >> Oh, is that Harry? >> I own this channel. I own all the >> Oh, channels. And this wakes
up and blocks me. >> Wait, hold on. >> Are we listening to Harry? >> You're on crack this. >> He's banned. Banned. Bye. You're not supposed to insult me and the guest. I mean, it's like you should know better. So now not only >> Come on, you should let him embarrass himself. Come on. >> I don't I don't feel like letting him. >> Just let him crash out.
>> Somewhere else. I don't feel like talking to him, having him call me F A G O T and crackhead. >> Just let him crash out though, bro. >> Don't tell me what to do. I Let me >> call somebody a He can call me a >> Okay, >> let him call me a >> Don't say the word. I mean, I've got a I I live I live a straight life, psych, but you know, um I'm not straight. Like, I I did date guys in school. I
mean, I don't know if you ever remember that show, Queerest Folk. >> You dated guys? >> You dated guys? >> Dated guys in school. >> When I was in high school. Yeah. >> What the >> What the What does it matter? Um because I I don't understand sexuality. >> You have sex with them? >> It's not really. I'm not into the back
door too much with with boys or girls, but you know, we're not going to talk about that. Okay. >> Girls or boys? That sounds creepy as hell. >> Well, I mean I mean guys or you know >> Oh, yeah. what I mean? Guys or girls either one. I'm not like I mean >> I just think when somebody's attractive like I see them as attractive. However, I'm not going to cheat on my partner who
I've been with for 20 years. Um and before her I mean I I don't know. Do you remember that show quirk? some of that good >> Did you ever watch that? >> Like I I watched it when I was like a >> Yeah. teenager, I think. Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. So did I. I liked Ben a lot. And then um one day I I mean I've been training out here. Um and he he called
Robert Gant was his is his real name. He called me up and he's like, "Hey, will you train me? I'm getting ready for this um this um spy movie with Shannon Doherty." And I was like, "Uh yeah, yeah. Oh yeah. Uhhuh. >> I had a big crush on him in high school when he had he had a crush on me, too. So
>> it all worked out. >> Your psyche is turned on right now. >> Work out, right? >> Where the hell did all this come from? >> Yeah, exactly. What the >> What I mean? I'm just saying call me a I just call me that. Call Call me that. >> You can call me that, too. But it's like, you know, it's like but you know, I'm not like, you know, like I can flex like too, but it's like, you know, I basically someone has like a skinny
fetish, I might be able to build that. I'm not muscular like this stud muffin captain. Have fun. >> But
how you imagine yourself? >> Hey, kill him. >> Have you had sex with a with a man? >> What the? >> No. No, I've not been down that road. No, I haven't. Why are we talking this >> down that road? I mean, we about the Hershey Highway. >> I still got this to gain back, man. I'm small. I got like another 50 pounds to go till I'm back up to my
normal weight. >> My My secret fetish is I love women, but I like red hair. >> And changing as well. I like gingers. Shannon Dh is actually from my city and so she had a crush on my brother when she was in Little House in the Prairie and they were in middle school and stuff but then like she remembered who he was years later. >> I'm not even going to lie. I thought Alex was hot and like the fact that she
and I have like mutual friends in real life and she showed me pictures of like guys I've worked with like my two buddies. I'm like in the middle is gorge Alex she's absolutely gorgeous. I mean it's like you know she's hot. Like I no question about it. Hey now it looks like I'm in your head. Hold on.
Hi. Surprise. >> I' I've got to respect him, man. That's some muscle. That's some muscle. Yeah. >> Down flat right now, though. >> You placed it a lot like But >> thank you very much. I appreciate your compliment. But I uh I I uh No. I'm I'm
>> No. No. No. No. G boy thing. Come on, man. Don't twist it on me like that. He can be impressed by a man's physique and not be gay about it. >> Oh, no, no, no. I was saying I I appreciate your compliment, but I just need to gain weight. I I I really I'm lagging behind. >> Okay. >> Every one of my friends laughing at me right now if they heard what you said. >> I thought British people were like kind
of by curious though. Aren't they kind of all by curious? They're like kind of like Puerto Ricans. They're all kind of gay. I'm just kidding. That's kind of bad. >> Little water bottles behind me trying to >> Can we stop talking about this? Arthur, drink like do you want to have an orgy with us? >> Arthur, get in here. Come on. It's all men. Do you guys want to go to a bath house? I'm down.
>> Oh my god. No. >> No. You would go to You would totally go to a bath house. Come on. >> I mean, if I didn't have a wife and if and if there were actual attractive guys there, which there are not. I know there's not, but unfortunately Russia entertain that one. >> Go to Russia or something like that and
then uh get a massage there. Do you ever have a massage with like a >> I want to hear more about this. This is me. >> I I know how to give massage because I got giant hands. >> My friends in Sweden taught me how to do it. So, >> well, I'll take one. >> It's why my mother-in-law loved me. I
mean, my my grandmother-in-law loved me so much because like uh she you know, she was, you know, old and uh she's she's on her last few days right now. >> Old woman, >> You're massaging like your grandma? >> huh? >> Well, yeah, my my grandmother-in-law. Yeah. Hey, but you know what? This is >> She's on her deathbed in China right now. >> Don't be serious.
>> On her deathbed. What the hell? I mean, >> Right now, dude. literally, she's got like like a day like I mean, like maybe a week left to live or something. And the only names that she reme I love her a lot. She's been in my life for a long time. But she only remembers my wife's name and my name and and my sons. That's >> dementia.
>> She remembers, too. >> But she's got a big family. I mean, she's got kids on I mean, and family like I mean, she won she won that lottery. She's got great grand great grandchildren in Australia. I mean, she's got kids on every continent and they're all wealthy. So, she won.
Well, you know, yes. I mean, that's the thing is you can build this if you build a family. Just think about for generations like for thousands of years you made an impact on the world. I mean, it's like with your DNA. It's like >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. especially with what her basically like her her great-grandson and her um her her
son do. I mean Yeah. Like they work in tech. >> So I mean and and and like >> getting into all that code and stuff. >> Yeah. Yeah. I mean it I I I don't exactly know what like my uncle like my uncle-in-laws do, but we had dinner with Jack Ma one night. I don't speak Chinese, so I had no idea what
they were talking about. >> Yeah. Well, it's it's kind of interesting. Like I uh my family is like also international. So I do have like a Chinese sister-in-law and I have government people in my family too and stuff like that. And so it's interesting like oh my god that is horrible. The the rat is just torn up in pieces. It's the
most disgusting thing I've ever seen in my life. Okay. Wow. That was too much. That was disgusting. Um, wow. The cat's just mauled and Rudy with I Rudy had a bloody all this blood on his paw. Yeah. Okay. So, um, yeah. Um, Gotham is from India. He's from South India. He says it's good to give a massage to elders. Yeah. Yeah. They do like um also
um they they go to the feet, you know, of their elders and they um >> friends. Oh god. >> Yeah. Well, I heard Yeah. And they uh they they go to their feet and they kiss their feet of elders, right? And that's a be but it's a beautiful thing. It's like I don't know. It was interesting. Okay. Yeah. >> My wife made what I'm wearing. Okay.
>> Looks like a is it looks like a toga. Are you Are you >> a shirt and long p and long shorts, you know? >> Wow. >> You look like a a sexy pirate guy. >> Yeah. >> Got a little dirty dude from iron. >> Hey, why are we doing this? >> Shay. Who who's who's piping up? Who's who who's the who is that? I just heard
a voice saying anything I don't want to hear. Oh, it's Arthur. Okay, never mind. >> This is mad. Gay, bro. >> Arthur, just take off your pants and get in the party. >> Hey yo, to the dude that's shirtless. I'm sleeveless. >> Are you like honestly, are you still gay? >> I mean, I I don't act on urges or anything. And it's very like very
few guys like like are attracted to >> It's just a simple question. Are you gay? >> He's not gay. He's a father and he married. Leave him alone. >> He's a father and he got married. Like you've never heard of a of a of a husband divorce his wife because he was with his gay lover. >> Blame the guy for thinking that >> I've been with my wife for 20 years, bro. And and I love her. She's my best
friend. She was just up here a little while ago. I mean, we were we were chilling smoking weed together like used to be my best friend in the whole world. Why would I backstab my best friend? >> You're in a different >> I mean, you're online flirting with a grown ass gay dude with me. Don't call me back. I'm >> not flirting with him at all. I I joke, but I mean, I'm not flirting. I mean, my
wife my wife would be laughing and sitting here with me joking, too. I mean, it's nothing unusual. >> She's just sleepy right now.
trying to ignite >> starting a stove. >> I can't find my lighter, so I I tried to look my cigar on my stove. Okay, got it. Um >> my my mother-in-law had never used an electric I mean I mean a gas stove your mother-in-law >> and like she just had to start going tick tick tick tick click click click click click the entire time. I mean, I I
walked downstairs like, "What are you doing, lady?" >> She was cooking with it like on high, but like with it like, you know, still like the starter on like >> uh Yeah. Well, I I fortunately have to use my stove to light most of my stuff. Where's my freaking light? I don't like like >> You're not using your stove to get warm
oil. No, I have my heater on, but the heater gets so expensive around winter. So, I'm hardly >> It's barely cold outside right now. I mean, I I It's cold away, but it's barely. >> It is 62 degrees and it is freezing my buns off. I'm really >> I'm stuck with my chest ain't going I'm nice and warm. No good.
>> This guy is literally like raging demons brother. >> Why? Because we're both from England. You guys both have disgusting accent with any of these e >> both of you have >> I'm not into all that if they want me or not it doesn't that's not necessary but even
UK accent >> even if teeth and look sexual to you know it's not about that in the long run by you want to come at me wrongfully you got go sh your Yeah.
>> Um,
don't give a det.
I'm too clever with your wisdom. Don't come give me a gay kid. Don't give me that forbidden from the concrete arising from the dirt of the earth. It's my turf. I don't give a I'm the after birth drinking beer to quench my first. I don't need to be hurt. I'm living with cursed. Don't give a Who do that? Don't come to give me a noo trap. Don't come to give me a laugh. I don't give a I give your girlfriend a slap.
Need to react. Stay on my side. That do this waiting inclined. Don't give a cuz the world is mine. I sit back and with us all design. Don't give a what you want to think. Let me read. Let me be your drinks. I don't give a what to the lesson. I don't give a I don't show adolescence. >> Does this dude thinks it's like awesome? He's like cool. >> No, I'm just taking a piss with it. I'm just showing your talent. You got no
balance. I don't give a shit's gravity balance. Yeah, but hey, just let me sit back and buy laws of physics. None of that. We can't be leg No gimmicks, bro. One of them rise above our limits. >> Limits don't come to get me, but God forbid it.
You guys are the death in the UK. >> Come on, you ass >> Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. But hey, shut up. >> What's up? And bro, that that's right, bro. >> Bravo. Yeah. And uh Yeah. So, um so who has their um Arthur, are you wearing
your shirt? >> Uh come on, dude. He's rubbing his nets. There's a bunch of guys hanging out. Yeah. Hey. Oh my gosh. Christine is here. Hold on one second. This is >> Christine. Step up. >> The show. So, let's see. Let's hear what Christine has to say. It better not be the N word.
>> No, I'm not gonna yell. >> Oh, okay. Hi. How are you? Welcome to the show. >> I'm I'm quite amused. >> Good. >> Thank you. >> You know what I'm quite amused about? >> What? >> Yes. Um, do you think maybe your neighbors don't
like you because they see your cats with rats? Do you think your neighbors don't like you because of the stench coming from your place? Do you think your neighbors don't like you because you sit up all night long yelling and screaming and you made a comment that you didn't go to Christmas this year because this
first year your dad wasn't there. That's untrue. Your dad wasn't there last Christmas. Just letting you know. >> One of the first Yeah. One of the first years. >> What? >> I said one of the first years. Christine. And >> no, he wasn't there last year. He wasn't there last year. >> Deli. This is why your neighbors do not like you.
>> Here's why I don't like you, Christine. Because you're a Bye. >> Damn. Well, she's in Tahiti. So, >> come on. Psych. You got to add a bit of banter with her back and forth for a minute. >> That was banter, but she's talking about my dad and stuff like that. And And I don't feel like dealing with that
right now. So, I mean, I was trying to be kind to her, too. But, uh, she's just laughing. Well, you have a laugh, grandma. Okay. Anyhow, I mean that's how people treat me. I mean it's like really Yeah. Thank you, Sharon. There you go. I'm learning. I'm learning. I I am getting a little bit better at it. I'm learning a little
>> I mean, do you live in a house or like bit. >> I live actually on above a garage and so my like no one can even hear me. That's the That's why I was saying that it's like even if I yell and scream all night, it's like maybe the people on the other side that are not on this property can hear me, but it's like my neighbors can't hear anything. And whatever she says is stupid. It's like,
yeah, okay. I know my >> stupid. It's stupid. >> You're not you're not screaming. I mean, you might be a little you might be your voice is elevated, but you're not screaming for >> Yeah. Sometimes I do yell because it gets I mean I I you know I'm dealing with ghosts and people like that and it's like I get frustrated so I do wear my emotions on my sleeve at times too
but I I think I can pretty much maintain a composure but it's like sometimes it's not as easy as Yeah. Hey, I do like how I handle it. >> Hey, good job. Like I'm like I'm like actually I think I'm improving. Thank you. And thank you for like the confirmation, Sharon, about that because I was like
some usually I'd feel bad about saying that to somebody. I didn't feel bad at all. Like she's just >> Well, I was like, why is this lady being so aggressive? >> Yeah. That's why that's how she acts towards me. And it's like and I didn't do anything except write a Christmas song about her. And I give a fairbody. Can I just share the Christmas song? I
mean, it's a Christmas for a couple more days. One second. And then then it's only it's only a short song because this is like you know she's called in so she can show the video she stars on. This is uh the Christine Christmas video. Uh it is called um Christine got steam.
>> You have the chicken at work, don't you? Rudolph, >> you can say there's no such thing as summer. >> She been messing with the baby goats again, saying those little demons can't
be trusted. pull her off the hay stack. Christine yelled, "I'm fine." Then got disgusted. Now we're all so proud of Rudolph. He was patient, but he finally had enough. And we're taking turns repeated. You don't bless your own teeth when you're lit up. She
was wearing glittery Santa makeup. Mascara running like a true crime scene. She was yelling at a snow globe in the gift shop like it owed her money loud and mean. Then she hit the eggnog way too heavy. Just one more she said for holiday. That's when she turned into a mean
drunk. So everybody vanished, disappeared. >> Now we're all so proud of Rudolph. He was calm but he was not in the mood. When she said, "Wait, let me explain it." He said, "Explain it to the reindeer review." Santa standing there in full confusion
like this ain't in my contract. What the heck? And the elves were taking notes like it was training while Rudolph blew a whistle. Did a check. Sweet Summer pointed straight at Christine. Said that one, sir, that's the whole concern. Christine tried to gaslight Rudolph smiling. Misunderstood it's
Christmas. then got burned. >> Christine got steamrolled by Rudolph. He put the no and ho ho no more. Now the petting zoo has hired bouncers and a sign that reads Christ out the door. Yeah, you know what like they said last song Christmas year. Well, here we
got a Christmas. Come on, girl. And the goats formed up a little band now. Call themselves the ple suits and all. They dropped a song called Let It Bleep this season. And their tour sold out the barn. Wall to Wall.
Yeah. She that woman is wearing pants. I think or Christine's wearing pants, but there's there's a short shorts or something. It's a dress. I don't I don't know. She looks fine. She looks fine. Anyway, yeah, Daryl didn't What's up with the baby goats? Because baby goats are kids
and there was an allegation made by Crystal Murray about baby goats. It's kind of like a all the pieces are coming together now, right?
So, the animals are cute and the baby goats are innocent. They didn't do anything to deserve Christine going to petting zoos in the middle of the night and riing them up. Oh, hey, Captain Hun. It's just you and me up here. Why are you in a a surgeon's mask? Hello?
Yo, what's up? >> Oh, you're welcome, Shanny. >> Oh, yeah. Oh, Crystal's here. Crystal, did you see that? That madness that just happened with Christine. Christine just came up here and was a complete witch and I called her the cword and I kicked her off the show. What a great night. And I got this guy.
He lex for me a little bit. Rudolph was cute. I know. It's like someone's in my animation is like Disney. It's a Crystal. It was the greatest night of my life. Do you see how high I got from calling her the seaw word? It
was great. I loved it. Um, yeah. And uh, hey Daryl, I'm not saying that my AI is like like, you know, the Nutcracker Ballet or something like that. I'm saying it's a fun little Christmas song where Christine looks like a a hundred-year-old woman. That was fun. I mean, it's like it's I'm
gonna go listen to some real music. Okay, go go go Daryl. Record your rap and then I want to force you to listen to that rest of the day. And actually, you probably >> I thought it was a pretty funny song. And what what um AI program do you use?
Well, for well, for that one, I you know, I made this song on one called like a just a regular generator like that make some music. Not not a big one. It's kind of like a kind of more obscure one, but then uh and then I do the animation and like the stuff on um on on Grock Grock and it's actually mostly free to do. I was I mean I was I was
able to generate a lot of stuff on Grock and videos and all kinds of stuff. Um, you know, of course, like the biggest thing is limitations um of like, you know, if you have usually you have to like make a million like little clips if you're going to put together a thing like that, but like uh it's like really like uh easy to
make an 8 to 10 second clip and then you can like kind of stretch you can like make them go slower and stuff like that. And so there's like little tricks to make it perfect, right? >> Yeah. I I'm I want to think a class on contentcreator.com about uh how to how to make AI films and stuff because you know I am reluctantly in charge of the new
greatest American hero TV show and uh I don't I have I'm kind of like uh I mean this is the first TV show I've done. I've done movies and stuff like that but I I' I've never >> It's exciting. Is it exciting? Are you like thinking like >> Yeah, I mean I've already got like the is it like a lot? song. Um
I I want to have my friends actually do the do do the some of the music because America doesn't know who they are and it's really weird because like I've never seen like I mean girls lined up around the block. I I mean I thought probably there were like 10,000 girls in
one venue. I mean, there were like no dudes there. Um, but I mean, I've known this band since since I was 22, 21 maybe. And they were the youngest one was 15 and now he's 38, you know. >> Yeah.
>> And my wife met him, too, because they're called McFly. And they have a song called The Girl with Five Colors in Her Hair or That Girl. The the song that I really really love is uh it's called Everybody Knows. And if you you you watch their live performance of that song at the um Hammersmith Apollo, I mean they but these guys they they out
sold I mean um yeah they sold out the O2 Arena in minutes in under 10 minutes you know. I mean they're really really popular over in Europe. Um, so, >> uhhuh, >> but they they've been around and and now they all have kids and stuff. And I showed my wife a recent clip and she didn't she didn't recognize me at first and I told him who they was and she
goes, "Oh my god, they were children." Yeah, that's how long they've been together, sweetheart. You know? >> Yeah. Well, it's funny like, you know, how you know um you know how much people change, you know. It's crazy, you know. Yeah. I mean, in the span of just, you know, a decade or two decades, I mean,
because >> very bunch. >> I showed her like the video of them playing some stuff at their houses and stuff and all their kids. I mean, I think like Tom, he was uh like I don't know, 18 or something at the time. Now he's got three or four kids, you know, and so see seeing children have children is
kind of funny. I could I like uh the rest of my family can like you know have a normal life like gay people used to be like not considered like they would be like they didn't want to get married and like just have like have they liked being like the other at one point right well at least like most of them now it's like you know I don't know people are just different it seems like
the older generation of gays is like more like not wasn't so like into like integrating with the straight people right Yeah. But now it's like >> well like I mean so Peter's on I don't know >> if people argue against gay marriage. I say it like this like look I've seen a lot of couples get married and divorce
in the period of time I've been with my wife. But I've also seen my friend uh you know Alex and Philip stay together till the bitter end. I mean until I mean they were they were together for like I think 40 years or something like that man. and uh and Philip died from or maybe 30 years but there are people that find true love and
that's a beautiful thing. I mean it's like I think it's rare though. I mean it's like I think that's like I mean but and especially for gays I mean think about that. It's like guys are just like so uh you know they need they really need a woman to like keep them in line because like they're just like very easily distracted by like all different kinds of people. They like a lot of variety, right? They don't like they like
excitement and stuff like that. I'm just being generalizing. I'm like I'm just saying like a lot of men are like you know and then you know >> squirrel. Squirrel squirrel squirrel. >> What? There's a squirrel. >> Yeah. Like like as if a dog. >> Oh yeah. You got distracted. Okay. Yeah. I got you. I got you. >> Yeah. guys get distracted, you know, and
it's like, you know, I get I forget what I'm saying halfway through my sentence sometimes, but women, they're they're they're they're listening, right? What's the name of the black cat? The black cat, her name is Lenor. L A N O R E. Lenor like >> Oh, how shocking.
>> From Eden Poe. Yeah. And uh actually like you know sometimes when you like Lenor is kind of an obscure name but like you know like if you like take if you notice anything you can like say anything just very obscure that you wouldn't see on any kind of regular basis you will see that thing pretty soon with law of attraction all of a sudden it will appear. I mean it's like
it's so weird how that works. I don't know if you ever play with that. Do you ever start talking? Okay so Daryl are you fighting with Crystal Marie in the chat and Crystal Marie would you like to come up? I'm going to put the link up because uh you know we have I'd like to catch up with my one of the only women
that still talks to me is Crystal Marie and uh and she she says, you know, half the time she says I'm a bad bad man, but then then she says I'm I'm cool sometimes. So maybe it's one of those cool nights. We don't know. So, one second. There we go.
If you'd like to come or or anybody anybody except for Daryl. I've had enough of him. >> And yeah. Well, look at you little pirate pajama um Billy doll outfit. Hey, what's on what's happening under that um that tarp? >> H
>> your hands in your lap. What's on your lap? Oh, it's your Oh, that's your knee. Okay. I thought it was I don't know. It looks like a I'm just empathized by like your leg. I'm sorry. Um, come on. We need a woman up here to like make me feel less uh
gay. So, I'm with a straight guy and I'm like, you know, I'm like I have like I think I have this fetish for straight guys. So, I should I said too much. Uh we you know what was funny is like
when when uh I I was um at Fort Stewart, there were quite a few um straight guys that that that that um they were soldiers, you know, that um Yeah. Well, I just I mean it's like we I I just was able to see like how guys interact like with each other
and it's like very like it's different than when I was like you know like I it wasn't like so like it was like I think I guess like stuff happened like that but it was like kind of like more like I don't know DL like now it is just like wow I just I just I don't know what I'm looking at when I look outside the time it's just like
>> I mean like it's not something I I I tried Okay. So when I was like 16, I was about I was kind of like uh you know going crazy, not maybe like thinking maybe I should be around anymore. Uh because I I I was like what what what's wrong with me? Like why am I not one or the other? What's what's going on here? And and I had a teacher go stop thinking
about it. Don't worry. And then my uncles are like, "Hey, you get to walk into a room and look at everybody and just go,"Yeah." Like, "Well, it doesn't work that way, but yeah, okay, that's great." And then like um >> you had a problem because it was like it's like the society it puts it so much on you and like so like you'll have like
other guys which is like you know some of them will be accepting but it's like most of them are gonna like there's gonna be so much stuff set behind your back and like just like it's it's basically social you know it's a different kind of social life. It's not good >> and I didn't come out or anything like that. It it wasn't like public knowledge until I was 18.
>> Were you like on the football? >> You did that because this little >> Were you on the football team and stuff >> Huh? or like >> Yeah. Yeah. Uh well, not not not at that point. Uh because I I just I didn't want to deal with them then because I Well, I mean, you got to remember I was I never lived anywhere for more than two years. Okay. So, you know, >> really is that
>> but this last high school I went to, you know, I was only there just to like get like some classes that weren't taught in another part of the state that they wanted me to get for I don't know what the hell the reason was. I I I I'd already I was already in college, you know, but so I was having to take like these last classes to whatever. And um so
anyway, there was a this smelly skinny kid who was gay and everybody knew it. It was very obvious. He's very flamboyant, you know, you know what I mean? One of the you know >> Yeah. >> And you're >> winks. >> But everybody was picking on him and I was just like, "Fuck it." >> Oh. >> What happened? >> Huh?
>> I just said, "Fuck it, man." And I was just like, "Uh, yeah. I'm dating um a soldier right now and he could beat all your ass asses. So I mean like you know like you you want to talk about gay guy and and I was too. I was dating this one guy who was like he was at least as big
as I am now um at least. So you know and um yeah people weren't exactly accepting of it. My my best friend didn't want to talk to me for a long time, but >> whatever. >> Were they friend like best friends? And it's like you probably were like, you know, spend the night at each other's
house or something like that or like you know, he's like think questioning himself too like or something like that. Like I don't know if you ever did anything or or had >> No, I mean my my best friend was like this like overweight nerd guy. I mean, and like I I had known him. I had kept up with him since I was, you know, like 13 or something. So, like, you know, we
had been friends for several years and and we had like I mean, I I I watch we've had gone to like a lot of premieres together like The Matrix and stuff like that, you know, it just like we were really close friends in that in regard. Um I mean anytime a movie came out that like was like big and nerdy except for uh well no we saw we saw like everything together. Yeah.
>> Yeah. It's true. >> Yeah. So you went to movies together. I mean I mean it's like was there like were you kind of in love with him at any >> No, dude. This kid time or he looked like a giant fat baby. >> Well I mean it's like you know there's a lid for every pot right? That's what I've heard said before. But that's not my thing. Oh, I mean, oh,
you're >> I was thinking like because I was like I was to school with this guy um he was probably younger than me, but I was like very out of the closet at my school and everything and then said and this person came in the school or and he was a Mormon and stuff and uh he was very good-looking because he ended up like a few years later he came out of the closet and he was an out magazine as like a model or something like that and he's like hey I'm a gay model or
something now and he's like I lived in this very conservative area but I just remember like all this like like you So I think he was really he was pretty cute but um like uh you know or who was gay in the school because there actually were people that I figured like we figured out were but it's I went to a very small school like 200 students sixth through 12th grade so it was very
like close-knit and like >> well I went to one smaller >> you went to one smaller >> yeah they only they had well it was a p that was the the school I lived at where we didn't have electricity so like for each age group there was only um uh I think uh 10 or 11 students. So there were like I think 50 students or
something like that like in the entire school from ages 8 to 17. Yeah. Well that's crazy. Yeah. But I'm a sixth 12th grade 200 students. So there was like eight or 10 people in my sixth grade class. Like there was like 18 people in my graduating class. Like the three of us had been like the whole
seven years at the school and stuff. But I didn't have like a terrible time for uh I didn't have a terrible time in school. I got I got kind of like accepted because it was a small school. I think that was a good like a private school and stuff. So I was kind of like included in a lot of the stuff but at the same time there was like a lot of stuff behind the scenes like parents complaining about me. They didn't want
me in the same room as their sons on trips. they uh like and all this kind of like just like just making fun of me like behind and it's like okay to like make fun of gay people. It's like the last acceptable group to like hate or like to but then it's like I mean now it's now it's like gotten a lot better but back then it was like still kind of bad I think it was
>> well it's like I I mean I feel it's like people like you know I mean paved the way for us to get to where we were and then like we kind of you know got it across the gulp you line you know. >> Yeah. Well, I think in people like like the Stonewall, the people that had to actually do violent like >> Oh, yeah. That's what I'm saying. They got us to where we were and then we just kind of got it right over there.
>> We kind of come through like woo with the pom poms like who like behind them behind all the people that did the work. I know. Um but but think about even like you know I mean throughout the like the years in like art and everything like like all the people like all the like there's been so many like gay people like just like so many. It's like it's
like part of like the human it's like psyche almost. I mean it's like even that they would have the Greek gods are like doing gay sex a lot and everything in the Greek tradition whatever. It's like you have to think about like what what do they what is like this the story there because I don't even know. >> I want to know how they um how they clean the back door out back then because that just sounds dirty.
>> Well in the Roman bathous they would all share they would all sit around going to the bathroom and they would share a sponge. >> Yeah. vinegar sp with vinegar. I'm talking about actually clean because you know nowadays guys use like you know like like hot water animal balls and stuff like that to kind of clean out >> wipes wipes or I don't I don't know. I was like thinking I was like is it is it like is it like archaic just use toilet
paper or is like it seems like there's enough like gets the job done good enough but it doesn't I don't I don't know. I should say >> I I think dry wiping is kind of disgusting but eh >> well it's like that's what now I'm big wet wipes ser now there's a bedet there's a bet on I have a bet on my my toilet and uh >> yeah ones >> I don't really use it though I mean it's
like it's kind of like I don't like to get the like water running down my legs and stuff like that but >> oh see mine it doesn't I don't get that so yeah >> there you go >> just nice nice hot water splashing up there and then I, you know, clean off the soap and then you're >> Yeah, I'm like I'm just I'm just like,
you know, bad. But yeah, I I will um Yeah. So, Well, you're married and so I'm just gonna respect your wife and uh not hit on you, but I don't think >> Well, I I I appreciate that and I do appreciate a compliment. You just pretend. You just pretend.
>> Okay. >> Kind of a weird position to be put in, but yeah. I mean, I mean, I don't I'm I'm around gays all the time, but I I don't ever think about them actually. Like, it doesn't bother me to like know that >> what what are homoerotic situations that that a straight guy will do? Let me see. like besides like being like at sports team and like you
know what I see is like a lot of like horse play a lot of like like uh >> okay so like like when I'd be like some okay the military guys like I I don't know if they talked or what would I be I remember like I'd be sitting there we were watching a movie one night and there was like a whole bunch of us they like several of them they all started falling asleep and it was just me and this one little dude this dude was
really hot too dude was really hot and I was like Okay. But I wasn't doing anything. I I was I was look I I mean I kind of maybe I checked him out or something. And then like he started like just kind of like I forget if it was his feet or something. He started like like like kind of like rubbing me and like what's up? And he's like and he's like he was looking at me and and he's like and he
asked me about my ex-boyfriend. I was like yeah what's up? And he's like is it true? I'm like yeah I'm not going to deny it. And then we just kind of went to another room. >> Oh yeah, that's how it Yeah. >> And we ended up in the shower and all
that kind of stuff. So, you know, but but like Yeah. Nothing nothing too much. >> Well, military guys are hot like uh you know, it's like I don't know. Some kind of man or any guy in uniform. I'm a sucker for a uniform. I just uh you know I like the police and the criminals. I was like I don't know. It was like a big
I I like I liked jail the three or four days I was there. It was and it was a misdemeanor. I don't know first my many then many everyone was like oh he has a felony. It's like I've never had a felony in my life. >> I mean also I remember one dude like he was in good shape but I was not remotely attracted to this guy at all. Um but he would come up into me and uh at my gym
when I was actually managing it. I was a manager of LA Fitness. I was only 20 21 and uh dude was completely naked. He would just have conversations with me like just like try to have full-on conversations while he's standing there completely naked in the um in the the locker room. I'm like >> what is this?
>> Well, would you look down? Would you would you like look look like look down or was there any like >> It wasn't even No, actually usually I actually would do this a lot of the times. you just like look up and away. >> I would I would half the time when I walked in the gym, I would I would just look up. Um because especially over in
this one gym I went to where because there were like a lot of old Asian guys just walking around naked in there. I'm like I don't want to see that. I don't need to see that. >> Oh yeah, the old men like doing it and stuff. Yeah, it's pretty it's pretty crazy. Well, yeah. Well, now public nudity is all different because of the transgenders and like how confusing is
this? Like uh it's like know what shower do you go in? It's like if you have the gend I mean I don't know. It's like I think like we're have to like really like I don't and I think there there's going to be back backlash against these like blurring all the gender lines. I think we played with it as much as we're supposed to play with it. Um I think >> I I've never gone to one because I've heard they're just all disgusting. So,
I'm like, "Yeah, I don't think I'll need to go >> go to a uh to what to what >> bath house." >> A bath house. >> Yeah. Bath. I've never been to one either. Like, and see, that's the thing. It's like there's like a like a big thing about the shame of like there certain men that are like, you know, they don't they they're they're gay, but
it's like they live a normal straight life, but then it's like they have to have the outlet. And so that they'll take it out in like back alleys or um or bathrooms of places or like gas station. I mean it's just like just like just like really gross places just in my mind. >> Weird. >> For me it's not like that at all. I mean >> Yeah. I'm not like like >> Yeah. No. No. It's not like that. I mean it's like I'm just saying people that
are ashamed of it. It's like >> Yeah. Yeah. I mean I mean when I get horny I have sex with my wife. >> Yeah. >> It's that simple, >> right? And it's like I guess you're like one of the true few true bisexual people because most people I think will have like way like especially like I mean most people if they say oh I've had a few experience with guys they'll be like oh you're gay and people will just
always think that that person is gay because they even more it question him even women like want a guy that doesn't even question or or he's even so so um so masculine that he can like actually do it and it's not gay or something. I know. Like is it it's like it's just it's weird, right? It's like it's just like >> Yeah, for me it's pretty much equal. I
mean like I there's like I I mean turned me on the way a couple girls have. I mean and it never never never happened. This never happens. But but this one girl was this tall black chick, really dark skin, really pretty. She was a surgeon and I met her at this this at breakfast at this um
resort in Bair, you know. So, I mean, she wasn't poor. And she invited me over to her hotel room, you know. >> Uhhuh. >> What are you gonna do, dog? >> Was that a threesome or that was like >> No, that was just me and her. just >> Okay. >> I mean, I walked in and she was in her bathroom and I'm like, "Okay, I know
what she want definitely wants. No question what this is about." >> And so, are you like But it's like, did you live kind of like a a sexual lifestyle? It sounds like I was like I'm always always kind of like even though I was so like so like you know outwardly like flirtatious and like you know like
sexual I really like like as for sex I really didn't care for it very much um because I felt like that was repetitive boring and then it's and a little bit like I don't know it's just like I just didn't like it and then it's like or plus like I don't I don't like humiliation. I mean, I kind of like I like I would like to be like spit spit
on or something. I kind of like that like like a little like some of like the the homophobia play I I kind of like but uh that's just it's just like race play. I mean it's like the it's like it's like it's weird in that situation, right? >> Well, I don't know. I mean, for me, I like you know, yeah, like I did notice he got repetitive and boring and but
like with my wife uh it's actually has only gotten better like which is great. If you're in love build on something, but if you're if you're like going on looks then it's going to get boring very very quickly. >> Yeah. Yeah. But but I mean also she's just gotten better looking anyway. So >> you're in love when you're in love it makes it changes everything. It's because that's like the whole thing. Like if I was in love I would I would
probably be happy to have sex all the time but I've never even been in love right and it's like and then wow finding anybody with loyalty it's almost it's like so hard. I feel like I would just get cheated on or like, you know, mistreated or something. I just like sometimes we do self-fulfilling prophecies. I'm a hard person to to live with, too. I'm like very, you know,
earth sign. So, very stubborn and kind of like, you know, messy a little bit. Well, except for Virgos. They're very anal. But um you know um like I don't know like earth signs are kind of like you know we get we get get blown around burned and uh and you know turn into mud that
that's what happens to us with these other elements sometimes but you know you can always use some alchemy right so literally zero loyalty left in the world not zero but like you know 0.1 I think there's like a tiny little I think there's like hope. I think there's
always like a little bit of the the the rare um exception, right? The rare exception. I think like I think like you know, Captain have fun has found it and like most people that are like if if I mean if you get to the point of you're having kids with somebody there is definitely so much loy I mean like how much loyalty
do you think that is like that would that could create you know uh you >> Yeah. And I got to think about my my kid, but like I mean like what am I, you know, just gonna like screw my son over by just because I'm horny. Like I'm not going to f up his life just because I I I might see a somebody I What? No, that's >> right. >> The idea of that actually makes me like >> Yeah, I know. It's like it's limp. You
know what I mean? >> The thing Well, the thing is it's like you know like something like Yeah, we will really have our priorities changed. See, I'm getting distracted because now Gotham is saying that he did naked swims in an isolated river. Yes, I Oh, well, I like that. I like that. Did you do any
skinny dipping? Um, Captain, have fun. >> Yeah, it's funny you you mentioned that. I was just thinking about that earlier. I mean, I haven't done that a lot, but I was thinking about the girl that one of the girls I used to do that with. It's kind of funny, man. Her name was Scarlet. really really um pretty girl, but and she had like rocket tits. I mean, they just poked straight
out. I mean, I don't know. And they and I just couldn't quit looking at anyway. So, I liked her, but she never would give me the time of day. Well, now she does, but she's a and now she's fat. So, >> Oh Well, you know, that's okay. I mean it's like but and also like you know like there's so many people like like you should like people that like marry somebody they should like expect
the person will gain like 50 pounds and like still love them the same I don't know I so but some people are so weird with weight like there's the feeders and stuff like that I used to I know a guy that was really attracted to like really obese people like women and like uh you know there's there's people that like the person will try to keep them fat and stuff like that like they don't want them to
>> Yeah. Yeah. That's gross. Those are enablers. People suck. My wife um she she doesn't really look any different from before the pregnancy except for her boobs never got smaller. Um that I don't mind at all. >> But you said, did she say she wants to have another one? And so maybe like then after that >> I maybe I don't know if she want to have another one after that but it's like
then it's like probably good you know then >> well the thing is so you know I mean especially when you're having a baby with somebody and it's IVF then then you really know who you care with in love with that person because >> that's a lot of money. >> Um >> but uh so so that's why we chose to have a boy first. we want another boy and um
if we can we want to have uh the next child be also a boy so our son can have you know a brother to play with and then I mean he's got in his in his bedroom it's got queen bunk beds already I put together um so it's like even have a friend over you know >> but um but anyway um we we want a daughter well she wants a daughter after
that I >> it's not that I'm against having a daughter it's I'm against having a daughter in today's world. Um, you know, it's it's um >> typical. >> I I don't know. Am I gonna have to move to like like the middle of nowhere? I I don't know. What am I going to have to do? I mean, because it's like >> what if you have a daughter or or
>> Yeah, if I have a daughter. I mean, because I mean, oh my god, I I don't go to the gym anymore because of women. Like they they they just like made the gym. So, I I had a gym built in my house. like an actual commercial grade gym company came in and they built a gym in my house because I don't want to go to the gym and have to deal with these stupid thoughts, you know? I mean, you
know, not thoughts, I mean, I mean, T h o t that girl that, you know, that girl over there. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. I don't want to have to deal with these and they're all and they're not really working out, but they're using the machines that I need to use. Like this one chick was using a a full like a bodybuilder's leg press machine and she
had 50 pound no she she had 20 five pounds on each side and I'm like lady if you just do squats without any weight you'll be doing a m like like if like at home you know if she just like holds onto a bar or like I don't know a table or a chair and just like stands up and down you know what I mean that is more
of an exercise than using 25 pounds but you know and She she certainly I mean she wasn't weak or either. She was just trying to find a guy. She was wearing you know like tight clothes and like showing off her cleavage and just like working out on all the mach and and it's annoying because you you can't get your workout in especially when you're like
me. I I don't spend two hours at the gym every day. I when I work out I work out for like you know 30 minutes 45 minutes you know and that that's really it. I mean, because the way I work out, I you can only do like one set to failure per each exercise. And then that's why I you know I you'll see me grow really fast >> because like when I lift I'm like you
know um most guys with like a tempo will be like one two you know you see guys going like that you're lifting like this you know when I lift and the reason my muscles are are toned instead of being like bulky while I'm bulking while I'm getting is I go one two three four five
six hold it for just as long and then go back down for just as long. And that that works your your your positive, your static, which is holding it, and then you're negative because you can hold something for a lot longer than you can lift something. And and and you you
can put something down a lot easier than you can hold it. Um even though static is technically you're supposed to your strongest strength, but put down very controlled. Um I mean I don't I don't know how that is not why people don't do that you know
>> because after one set your your your muscles are just torn up. I mean after after you got to warm up you know or you know get but but six to eight reps um you're torn up and and your muscles hurt for a week because you lift to failure. you you
want to fail by the eighth rep. I mean, like like true failure. >> And if you think about like one rep takes 12 seconds and you're doing six reps, you know, it's kind of a long set. >> Yeah. >> Well, yeah. I I I always found like
working out kind of just like boring, but I mean, but it does like give you like a high and make you feel good and stuff. And it's also but it's like I'm also it start makes me like start to starve because I have such I I metabolize food so fast that if I like put so much work in exercises and stuff like that it um just it's I start eating my muscle. It's like
it's it's like I have to >> Yeah, you're catabolic. What you need to do is like I mean you would have to eat like I mean what I do have a baked potato before you work out along with um you know like like a like at least did a can or two of tuna or or a protein shake some or eggs some sort of protein an hour before you work out and let that stuff get into your body and then feel your you can feel like your muscles will
have glycogen in them and that's when you want to work out is is when the glycogen is really packed into your cells. I really have always been this skinny and that's like people are like oh you look skinnier lately. Well that's because when I started the show I would wear like these long flannels like long sleeve shirts and then it's like now so I wear t-shirts and it's like so you see how skinny I am when I wear t-shirts but
I've always been this skinny like um I think I've been like the same way since I was like 18 and so maybe I don't know if that's you know good or bad but it's like I'm just like a thin person. my mom's then and like you know um my dad was like always like um he loved to eat and and he loved to
drink wine and so uh he was I would always think he was I call him fat and stuff like that. He wasn't fat but it's like he was like you know he had a little bit of a b he had a belly and you know just like enjoyed life and know eating and stuff. Yeah. Until the end. It says you accept a lean muscular body. Low low rider says you
accept that. What do you mean on yourself or like you're looking for one? I'm interested in that. You'll buy some pork for cousin and b and be right back. Oh, you're buying some pork for your cousin. You're going to the pork market. Do you buy the pig like all cut up already or do you buy do you have to cut it up yourself? I would like to know how that happens in India.
Oh, a ski mask. Huge muscles. Yeah, I didn't I mean he has muscles. I I mean if you want to like here's what I figured out like there's some like there's like if you want to find like hot guys okay they're on TikTok I'll say that there's some that know some that
don't know some that are like I mean it's like I don't know some guys get very offended if like if like a guy is in the room or something like that but most guys figure out oh they're the best tippers they're the best convers I don't It's like uh but I mean no but I'm I'm sure there's like but there are
surprisingly a lot of women on on the sex things though like that are that are um doing that because women are I I would say women are more like you know need to want they want to be there and stuff like they want to be like they don't it's about like this whole but it's like uh you know >> women turned Tinder into a freaking dating app. It's it was a sex app. >> Yeah.
>> And they turned into a dating app. Yeah. It's like yeah because the culture is like very about hooking up you know and like it never I guess everyone's but I always grew up in the 80s where it's like people dying of HIV and stuff and I was very traumatized by that to not to not want to really share many bodies
bodily fluids with people all you see is death right it's like a it's kind of a grim like you know people in the 80s like they had like 75% of their 's friend group die. You know, I've heard that story a few times. Like it was like because so many people were were dying and it's just like uh and
with less we got blamed for it. And so there was just like such a negativity about gays that when I saw growing up and then in the 90s there was a big acceptance. I graduated in 99 uh but it was like it was pretty much on its way to great acceptance. There was I remember in 99 there was like American Pie 2 or something like that and they
>> no the first one first one came out then like >> they get the guys to make out in that one for on the internet and and now that's happening you know and so it's just like they just predicted the future. It's so funny. >> Well, you had Christopher Ree kissing a guy in a movie back in the 80s.
>> Yeah. I mean it's like I mean I I mean but even on TikTok I see like even I see in the friend groups or I see like in just like like some guys are like like they like like to show up for their guys or something like that but are straight. I I don't know. And then some and then you know some are pretty gay. I'm not
attracted to really gay guys though. That's why I can't really watch gay perform because he said I'm not really attracted to gay. I mean, it's like I'm more attracted to like masculine. But then it's like if I can tell they're gay, I'm not attracted at all. Weird, right? It's like so I need like it's almost like I I want someone that's like so masculine that it's like they
wouldn't even be gay, but then I but I need to be gay. And so it's like this very like little >> like very like small like little glimmer of hope I have, you know, to ever find >> like also like gangsters like criminals and like you know just like like bad boys and stuff like that and so that's not good either, right? It's like that's
all all will happen is you wake up with your wallet missing and and uh um but like a lot of them are a lot of the Hispanic guys are like you know they do like do a lot of stuff in in the jails and then they like um you know they come out like addicted to like you know dildos or something like that like or
you know I heard of that they like they like the anal stuff when they get out of jail or Oh, that you kid. Oh, look at you see the north the north the north. >> Well, >> congratulations on like the you know having a family and that's like a you know you know >> Yeah, that's um
>> number one thing. >> Yeah, I mean he he knows when to pose. He he he's he's going to be a models um and he's already actually a model. He's on posters in China. So, uh we're trying to get him some more work. I got to call um after the new year. I've got to call to the agency and and try to get a new agent because >> like my friend who would represent him uh died. So,
you know. >> Wow. And it is like a hard business. I know it's like a really hard if you know if you have the right people, I'm sure it's like it'll be easier, you know. I'm sure you do. >> Yeah. I mean, like I I know the guy over at CIA, Kevin Huain, you know, he's a chairman. He and I were like were friends. He tried dating me. Um and I liked him. than me, but he's a lot older
and you know whatever. Like >> and she's like she's like kissing. Hey, no kissing. >> You know, there's a when I was 20, I thought it was really awesome that all my friends were like, you know, at least 30 if not in their
40s and 60s. I mean, like when I was 21, one of my roommates was 64. And I say roommates. I mean, he I was I was living at his house, you know, um for for a little while. Uh because he was helping me out. I broke up with my girlfriend. So, and promptly got another one.
>> Yeah. I I really I I had like I dated like one woman for like a few months and that was it my whole life any dating. Otherwise, I just take something like very casual. >> Oh, dude. Like, you know, I mean, there's a picture of me with like like three girls and I'm like like holding all of them. Yeah. And I look kind of like like really tired. Yeah. Well, guess what we were just doing. All right.
>> For some. >> Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Stacking, you know, one missionary, one doggy, you know, in the other >> people have with their lives is like a porno movie. And it's like I'm jealous of them in a way, but then it's like at the same time it's like I don't know if I could be like that like naked all the time, but or I I really
don't like I mean it's like and and like what like the top and bottom it's like it's like it's it kind of like was icky like like actually having sex like I don't know. It's like I don't know. I don't think it's bad. I I I think that people in different ways and stuff like that, but it's just like, you know, anal is not the most, you know,
>> I used to be really shy and um like, you know, I had to do nude scenes for for some stuff here and there and like so I just decided like when I saw that I was like, you know what, just like everything else that I'm afraid of, I'm just going to go at it full force. And I just like got went naked. >> Through the studio. Woo. Hey everybody, >> Yeah. what's going on? Are we ready to shoot?
Are we set up yet? All right, let's do it. >> That's how I was in jail. Like when I went to jail, like they're like, "Oh, this guy was like, "Oh, you need to be transferred to like the drag queen." I was like, "No, I said I was straight." But anyway, yeah. And then it's like then you're like you have to like all get in this all get in these little separate rooms and everyone's supposed to get naked in the room and then you're supposed to like all walk in a line down
in front of all the female correction officers too and like naked and they're like actually like like laughing and pointing and stuff like that and then then you go you get to the shower and then you share like like three guys to a stall like a shower stall I think. So it's like 50 guys in the room and then it's like they lock you in there after for like an hour and so and then and so
>> yeah that was pretty much why I went and so I could experience that and I did and it was just as good as I hoped. >> This was my jail experience. Okay. So like I always I always wear this you know I always wear a hoodie right always. And I look like typically
There you go. Is that a Is that a camo? >> Yeah, but you know, I mean, like you you can't tell I'm muscular at all, you know? I mean, it's just like baggy. >> A military kind of person. >> Well, it's it's black and well, it's gray and and kind of I don't know, whatever. My wife gave it to me, but like but when I was in jail because like
somebody like mistake me for somebody else. I mean, it it got all cleared up, but I took off my shirt and I was in the because like I mean, I was in the jail cell and I just started like, you know, doing um like like like uh like like this is how like push-ups, but this is how I do them, you know, diamond push-ups. >> You're doing those are Illuminati signs
you're giving to the the judge. Oh, well I mean I just like up down real slow up and down and guys they're looking at me and they all going damn white boy swole. White boy swole >> white boy swole. Who the black was the guy black or what?
>> Oh yeah, I was the only non-black person there. And I mean I'm I'm the I'm I'm 20% white. I mean I just came out looking like this and so did my son. So, >> I think black men are like pretty like experimental. Um, but then they're like like very homophobic, but then they're at the same time they're like, >> oh, a a Navy Seal. I don't know which
team he was assigned to, but big muscular black Navy Seal came up to a party one night. I forget what his name was. I mean, it it sounded like a like like a comic book character, like hero's name. It was so weird. >> Tyrone the Tyrone. >> It was like Victor Strong or something like that. I forgot what he's doing. And um but he he just grabbed my ass and I'm
like I turn around like well hello. Uh oh >> He was big. >> Well and >> he was just very polite. He's like hey how's it going? Uh you know he told me who he was. I'm like oh that's nice. He's like it's like and he gave me he already had like this is before like you know we like smartphones. I mean I was I
was you know I'm getting kind of old. Um, so this is like 200 probably two or three. So he he gave me he he already had it on a piece of paper wrote it down for me and he's like, "Call me." And I'm like "Okay cool." Wish it was in the black guys because I mean >> I know what you want to do and I ain't
for that because I can't. All right. >> So you said no, >> huh? >> You said you didn't do it. >> Well, I mean for one, dude, I've seen my intestines. Okay. >> Oh, come on. But I've had six of the black. It's like not that that I'm not I'm not even a bottom and I I uh
survived a black guy. >> No, I I don't I can't I I My stomach hurts a lot. Okay. >> But you're a bottom. You're saying like >> No, no, he wanted me to. And I'm just saying like I could never do that. I mean, for one thing, medically I got the bottom. How do you know? Maybe he wanted to be the bottom though. >> No, no. He he he he he was very very
>> that a or something. >> I mean he was very much >> he he went your butt. Yeah. He was up to your butt. Okay. >> I mean you you kind of know. I mean you you kind of get an idea how what what what a person's like, you know, but but I'm just saying like I'm not really into that kind of thing in the first place. Um even even if it
was like with my wife, you know. >> Uh it's just a good way to get infections, you know. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I mean, it's like Yeah. I mean, like I'm saying, it doesn't like I'm thinking about it. Oh, does it sound appealing? Not really. It's like I think I always like, oh wait, hey, it looks better on like a TV screen than it's like um you know, in real life because it's not as like I don't I don't know. >> Yeah. I mean, you got to clean your
yourself off with peroxide right after, you know, or else >> I don't No, no. Like and well, the gays do enemas like they like that's like a standard thing is like to do an enema so you don't get mud on the helmet, you know? Still, it doesn't matter. That doesn't matter. Like there's still stuff up in there that they that can get. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like what you take a microscope or something, but it's like I
don't know. Even if it but in even like in Tantra, it's like part of the the love of the person or I I don't know. It's it's a forbidden substance, but at the same time, it's when it's consumed. So, I won't say anything. But anyway, if you don't know, when I was a kid, okay, a a car hit my my door and and you know, metal and I was in it was
like like a real like it was a classic car. So, I had metal to slice me open >> and and um I mean, I literally held my my my my spine. >> Terrible. >> Yikes. I'm glad you survived. as far as I faded a lot. I mean, but it's just like still I'm kind of, you
know, I mean, like when I did my modeling and stuff, you know, I always put makeup and, you know, see >> you put makeup where? Oh, on your on your on your body. So, you're a little >> Yeah. Blaz. So, I mean, like because you bit self-conscious. you know I mean >> No, our scars make us like that's like that's like the history of the body. I mean, I think they're beautiful. Even if like I don't I don't
>> Yeah, but they don't want to see that in pictures. >> I don't I wouldn't mind. I don't I don't care. It's >> Well, look, but you're insecure about it or a little bit. >> I mean, that's what the the director wants and I don't like showing it on. It looks weird and I don't want to scare people. My foot I mean like it's Well, I mean, my my foot is like my my right foot's reattached, you know? I mean,
>> mostly I mean it was turned like all the way this way, you know, just ripped like so >> like there's a scar that goes all the way down the the the in the inside of my ankle and it goes from like this it looks like like all the way down my foot and just like this this curved scar looks like a smile. And then I've got another scar that's just like this big line going down um on
the on the outside of my leg and and ankle. So, >> so a few operations to save my leg, but >> uh, I I I I did save it. >> That's awesome. Like, uh, of course it's like, you know, you want to save your leg, like that's like, uh, important. So, I'm glad you're okay. And, uh,
>> it's kind of hard to see on camera. It's it's it's so it's so light >> because the scar starts here and it goes down. But that's that that's the the exterior one. It's not the the bad one. >> Doesn't really like tear too bad. Like my brothers used to come with football injuries and they'd have their whole like legs scraped and like bloody and I'd be like, "Wow, that looks like you know a horror movie and it's like I
mean it's like there's not it's like you know it's not too bad. It doesn't look bad to me. It like I didn't see I didn't I mean it wasn't like you know too close. >> Yeah. >> I don't know if it comes off on camera or not but like >> you can kind of see it going down this one like it's hard to get it on camera.
Is it good? Yeah, but you see the red. You can see a little bit of the pink stuffing all the way. I just said the you're uh I'm watching you on a 70inch screen. So, okay. Well, maybe I can do it like Okay, hang on. >> Some of it there. Yeah, you can see some of it. Yeah. >> Oh my god. I said your shorts. I'm just kidding.
>> I said I stopped your shorts, but I'm >> Huh? just kidding. You didn't see >> >> Yeah. So, there was a guy on TikTok tonight when I was going through and he was jerking off and then like he got all of a sudden he just disappeared because it's like you can't even do anything on Tik Tok like for Yeah. If I if I smoke if I took a hit of a cigarette on TikTok, my my thing would be age
restricted in 10 seconds. I mean, it's just crazy how how crazy their AI is. But um uh yeah, so there was one guy doing that and then there was like one guy like some guys just like kind of like flop it like put over have pants on like I've really never seen people get naked but except for at night but yeah and some guys are just like and then some some
guys like are just like you know half naked but then then but then like some guys are just like fully clothed and like like not not attractive. at all. I think it's attractive when they're like confident, right? Or like I don't know or like or
like flirty. I like flirty, especially when like straight guys flirt with like or can or can at least joke joke around. But uh yeah, now every guy's wife is monitoring
Sorry, I'm just getting over cold. >> I don't care. >> Yeah. Well, yeah. I'm not gonna get anybody sick. But yeah, according to Christine, my house like, you know, smell my neighbors. My neighbors don't like the smell of my house or my house. >> What the is that about, man? Like I mean like rats or something, which by the I know looks bad. This is just a bunch of water. You know, water ginger ale. >> There's mice outside running around.
There probably like a lot of them. And it's like it's winter and stuff and they probably like are out looking for food and so the cats catch them easier and the cats like to come and like just play with them a little bit. Well, they tore this one apart and it's pretty disgusting. But usually they they like um we'll like clean it up themselves, but yeah. Um there's been a lot of mice lately, but
there's just they like to like hunt and the thing is that's like fun for cats. Your cats like it's like a game for cats. the kids fun and it's like part of their like enjoyment of life is to go out and smell the earth and hear like a little rustling and and then like stalk the prey and then you know play with it. It
doesn't even the cats don't even know I wasn't saying cats are evil. I was saying cats are psychopaths because not because that that's evil, but I'm saying because they like to play with the their prey and they don't really think about the prey as like this living be breathing thing. They just like are we're like having their enjoyment and stuff like that. That's but that's like >> I think I think it was Adam Corolla said
if house cats were were big enough they would eat all of us. >> Uh Adam Yeah. Yeah. Well, exactly. And but it's like but and then but the domestic cat came from the African wild cat, you know. >> Yeah. >> I see him full screen because I'm looking at his body bod lovely lady. Who wants to see me? Okay, I'll take Sorry.
Yeah, there we go. You ever seen the the Billy doll? There's a doll actually they call Billy doll and it's like this gay doll. >> Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Yeah. So there you go. Um Nancy if there Nancy I do have a
filter I have a stronger filter on for um for messages and so maybe there might be a word and sometimes you wouldn't know what the words are and so um yeah I think it just try saying it different ways or like I don't know because there might be like banned words just because I was like have had problems with certain words so and I
know just Karen I don't think would would uh would I mess with anybody And uh I trust her as a great mod. But uh >> I want to be I'll be in full costume. My my my captain have one costume. I I want to like and I'll be in studio. >> Spandex. Do I see spandex? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. You wear a jock strap on with that
>> Um well no, but you you can tell how big or what? my package is and it's >> big. >> Well, I'm I'm not Put it this way. not small and it and it stands out. And there there's a meme of me standing up. Uh there there's a gif there's a gif of me literally standing up just going like this and it just it's all there.
>> Yeah. >> I mean because I I wear like a yellow trunks with this like outside of my c like on the outside. So yeah, like >> well, you know, you're like one of those people that is just like so attractive that it's like of course you're gonna like have attraction to like your same sex because you're just like you just like love beautiful people or something like that. I don't It's always So it's like beautiful people are always hooking up, right? Am I right or wrong? I mean, I
don't know. Like I I was never I never felt like I was part of that beautiful people um group. But it's funny like now I have more confidence in myself. But um because I don't think I'm like grotesque, but it's like, you know, but people that hate me will of course like not think I'm most attractive. But I think I have an interesting look. I I like I like how I I mean
really it's like the reason I'm okay in my is that I I do love myself. I'm so I love myself so much that I'm basically I basically am too much for another person. It's like I it's like it's like I have to I'm like I'm like two people or something like that. So I'm a handful. I'm already I feel like I'm in a relationship. I can't take I can't
take anybody else because I would be like I feel like a Mormon or something like that because I've >> How does my wife feel? She's got I mean I I'm all of a sudden you know 18 or 19 years into our relationship I go hey I'm gonna become a superhero sweetheart. Well, >> give away toys to kids and do like I
mean I'm bored, you know. >> Yeah, but that that's isn't that like that's like the Disney that's like the Disney MK Ultra programming. It's like you know princess programming and then they have like the superhero programming and it's like but it's like very socially it's it's anal it's it's very engineered for social engineering, right? It's like it's like basically
here's what the guys will be like, here's what the females will be like. Now we have like the other and it's like okay well let them do whatever the hell they want. Let them be mermaids or whatever. And um I mean it's like and then there's like gonna be such a big backlash. Did he say he was black? Your granddaughter is half black but looks white. Are so are you said are you black?
>> No. He said he said he said a black guy wanted to um to anally penetrate him but he so he didn't call him back. >> Right. Am I right or no? >> Well, I mean it wasn't just it was he was he was a big Navy Seal. That was the point. But but he was black. Yes. >> Was he kind of scary looking? I mean I mean as far as like he was just this big
Jesus Christ. >> Was he was he dark chocolate or was he like you know >> I mean I think it was dark skin. It's kind of hard to remember. I mean you're talking >> saying like was he like hot like do you think he was attractive or or you almost would have gone for him or no? Or you just aren't blackheads? >> No, I just think that he was um
>> too big for you. >> Very. Yeah. Big. Very big and aggressive and he kind of scared me a bit. >> Yeah. Well, that's how the the one that I dated one black guy and like Yeah. He was kind of like like that. But I kind of liked it though. But again, like I don't I I I liked it, but
I didn't, you know, and so it's not something I pursue. His Yeah, his name was His name was um his name was actually Ernie. His name was Ernie. And but he was dating a guy named Bert. And they're um puppets. You heard him say 20%. Hold on. I'm just
kidding. I don't know. Okay. I'm not like enormous. I'm like nine. Okay. It's like that's not like giant. Okay. But I'm not I'm not trying to say like I'm, you know, >> you're nine. You're nine feet tall. >> You know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. So, I just want to like say I'm not I wasn't trying to like brag like I'm giant or something. It's like No. No. >> But I mean, but it's like there's like
>> You sound like you sound like a shower, you can't hide. not a grower or is it like Right. It's like it's like it's just always >> Well, I don't know. I mean I mean it just depends on the weather really. Uh, but I mean I'm never I'm like I'm not I'm not I I don't shrivel all the time or anything. >> Balls balls are already wrinkly. I mean so it's it's like I mean it's like I mean the penis looks so ridiculous anyway.
You're 9%. Uh let's see. Well, and have did you ever have like a have like a um a measuring contest with your with your friends? >> That would be weird. No, no. The funny Well, well, funny thing is um when I worked in adult I worked in the straight adult film industry, you know, because I
I was camera operator like straight out of high school. I I mean, I had my certifications at 15. So, yeah, I got hired by Hustler, Vivid, Wicked. I mean, I've >> Adam and Eve. Did Adam and Eve hire you? >> No, I don't know that. >> Yeah. Yeah. Well, what they are is more of a distributor. They're not really >> Have you heard of Chi-Chi Laroo? Chichi
Laru? >> I've known Shishi since I was 20 years old. >> Okay. So, you're very like have been like totally like and out in this in the scene. Nothing's really going to >> Yeah. Because see, I worked for Shishi surprise you, right? um on uh back in 2004 on
Chi-Chi. Like, it's Shishi. Okay. >> I know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Shishi. I I mean well actually I I would say his real name but you know um >> like >> he's a funny guy. >> Yeah. I remember I when I was like 17 or 16 I I bought the book this book by Shi Laru about all these straight guys and this porno. You're probably in the book
or something like that. I don't know. But yeah I mean I'm 42. How old are you? >> I'm I'm 44. >> Okay. So we're Yeah, we're the same age. >> Okay. Yeah. You probably weren't in the book because you would have been 18 but >> Yeah. Yeah, I mean I I I wouldn't be in it yet, but but no. Um I mean I I was a like I worked, you know, the camera for him. I mean he people he would yell at me sometimes. It was pretty funny,
>> but he wouldn't he wasn't mad. It's just for gay for gay porn. You were the you were a camera. >> No, no, because he he back then he actually was shooting for Vivid, you know, Vivid Video. It's like the biggest adult film company. >> Yeah, Vivid Video. Yeah. I mean, of course. I mean, it's like, you know, what's the best? >> Yeah, he was a director for them for for a little while.
>> Okay. >> So, I worked for him then, but I I did get I I have been to Falcon Studios um just because I wanted to go to San Francisco and they offered me a free trip. I I had zero intention of saying yes, but I'm like, "All right, you know, it's kind of like one of those time share things. I I had to take a little tour of the facility, listen to their spiel
but you know, I got I got free sushi and a trip to to to San Francisco, so that was cool. >> Yeah. You go. I um Yeah. Well, I think some people don't don't understand people that are more like sexually sex sexually fluid and it's like yeah, I think we can like crystallize on a
certain like uh a certain type or something like I mean it's like at some point, right? But it's like there's a lot of people a lot of time for experimenting. I don't I don't know. It's like I I I feel like uh I'm definitely >> Well, some some people have to find what's right for them. And you know, for me it was just like you know, like I said, I was going crazy. I was like, you know, uh, selfdeletionist kind of a
thing. I was just like just thinking like there was something wrong with my brain. And, you know, I had a I had a pretty liberal teacher, but and, uh, he's one of the few teachers I still remember to this day. But, he he he just, you know, straight up goes, he goes, "Why are you worried about it? Why? Don't even think about it. Just like who you like and don't even care. And if
people give you any well, you know, I know who you are and you're not going to take So, don't do, you know, and and just don't care. And and if people give you who you think your friends, >> that was that's what you were worried about. Or you were more worried about like you thought it was wrong or you were like ashamed or you're just afraid of other people's reaction.
>> Like all of it. Yeah. All that, you know? >> Yeah. It's weird. I mean, I was never like I was like always out of the closet. I was like always like, "Hey, I'm" I was just never going to be treated like a secondass citizen over, you know, or like be ashamed or like have to like hide like So, I was like very open. Um,
>> yeah. Well, I I am I think genes have a lot to do with things like that, too. Are your was your is your family kind of like that at all? >> Like what about like like there's homosexuality in the family? >> No, no, no. I mean just like defiant like it's just like like kind of attitude. >> Yeah. I mean it's like you know my like my dad was just like you know
pretty brilliant like good guy and like was he was just always able he always wasn't he didn't feel entitled but he just like he just was he was a he he was entitled because he was like he earned it like he was like just like super um smart and just I don't know he's he he was a gangster if you think it in a certain way like not like he did
anything illegal but just like that he like he like, you know, whatever. He just loved he loved his cars, whatever he want. He he just loved his uh his like success and he mean he really earned it. I'll never I would never um stop hitting on married non gay.
Hold on. Can someone >> stop hitting on me? We're just talking. I mean, what why can't we talk about our experiences? we that we were very parallel by by the way you know >> right I mean it's like and then I like I mean I so I went to a small school and then I would always like I would like you know how I I tend to fixate on people like I don't know it's not like
I get obsessed with them but it's like I I'll like fixate on certain people. Okay so anyway so this guy there's actually this guy his last name was Woodcock. Okay. It's not a great that was his name and it's like and he was so cute and it's like then actually like but he was way he was older and
then uh but it's like what happened was I had this party when my parents went out of town and uh and I was like in eighth grade I think but I invited all the seniors in high school and everything over and he ended up coming then I think he stole something from the house. Oh my god it was such a big mess.
Um, but yeah, I can't believe the best trusted house. You can't even go to the store without making it sexual. You have an issue with but store. Hold on. The conversation tilles only. Yeah. >> Yeah. >> How old were you like when when you first um or like do you remember the year like or anything when you first started anything with the guys?
>> Well, yeah. I remember I like when I was like I would had all these older friends like I said like I was like seventh sixth seventh eighth grade and then like they would be like 10th 11th grade and so that's all it always was and then um they were all like you know sexually active or whatever and I was like the only virgin in the friend group and so I was like determined to like hook up with somebody and then of course we had the
internet like just coming out around that time so I AOL you just go in this chat room it was the most dangerous thing to do it but you just meet people without even seeing their picture really sometimes. And then um you know it's like a gamble, right? And then you just like and I had a car and so I was able to like you know meet a few people and like stuff like that and like you know >> um
>> like like what year do you >> So I was like it was like I was like 14 when I Yeah. I met someone on AOL. It was just bad. >> So I was about So that' be like 95. >> That was about 94 95. Yeah. Or Yeah. 95 96. Yeah. So like Yeah. So it was a few years before me. So like because I was 15. So 99. Yeah. Something like that.
>> I I was I I turned 15 the next month. I think I was 14 and I just turned I was I turned 15 the next month. And so like that's when I Yeah. Um >> I probably would have sooner, but but you know like just the opportunity I didn't know. And and then but like I did know that my friend who was just a
little bit older than me um was uh so I was like hey you know what I'd like you to come and he did. So, you know, >> that's crazy. You know, it's like some people will like like there will be like that like a football player like or
something like that that will be like I think there's probably like it's probably pretty common or it is a weird com. I'm just saying that there's like um it's like basically there can be these dynamics of people that would be the considered like the bully and the and the bullied or the geek or whatever that are actually attracted to each other if you could if you think about that. And so and actually I don't I
don't know. I maybe I'm just weird. >> Well, I'll tell you there was this one guy and like um it just kind of word got back to me somehow like uh I mean one of my I I don't know how my my friends found out and and they knew and they they knew like this kid's family. So somehow, I don't know what, but they
told me like that this this this guy was giving me a hard time on on the football team and on the wrestling squad and always just talking to me, man. Like, well, it turned out he really liked um like I mean he like taking it raw like I mean at wrestling camp him and another boy went off and like fully went at it and I'm just
thinking this is great knowledge. Thank you so much. So the next time I'm like, "I know what you did at wrestling camp." He's like, "What?" I'm like, "Yeah, I know what you like to take. I know who you did with." And all of a sudden he's like, "Uh uh." I was like, "Should I tell your
friends, hey Patrick, you know what Jason did on over at wrestling camp? He got with >> Yeah. That's the thing is like people will say, "Hey, well, just don't tell anybody." like you know when they're like like straight fans will say that but gay guys will always tell everybody because gay guys have big mouths you know that's why we're
>> yeah and I mean like for me it was just like you know but but it was it was more like you want to be an like and like give people and call people while you're like really like you okay let's play well yeah I mean I And there is a lot of
play and that's the kind of thing too. It's like oh like what a fun world it would be if I was you know like you know now all the guys are turning gay but it's like kind of like we that can't that can't happen you know >> so I mean it can't happen just for like you know or else like you know the population >> well and it turned out he actually liked me and he he wanted to go but I found out later
>> I think I knew he likes you. Yeah because he mean to you but it's like did did you ever hook up with him? No, no, I'm kind of wish. No, but he was like five foot nine or something and I'm 6'4, so it's like >> Okay, I'm sorry, Sharon. Yeah, it's like I'm sorry. Like some people are uncomfortable with like the sex talk,
but maybe because I'm like, you know, I I get all stupid, but um I don't know. >> I just consider this like normal like guy talk. You're like you're just like, you know, shooting the >> Yeah. I Yeah. And it's like I mean Yeah. I I had sex with a woman and and uh or didn't Yeah. had sex like one time. I
just I just had to do it and then it's like then it was over and I was like I did it. Um >> well, >> but >> I hope she's okay with that. >> Oh, she was okay. I mean, it wasn't like it was like it was just basically like it was like, you know, it was less of a poke than the COVID shot. Like really it
was just like it was just like one in it one and done. But um I did actually like you do like a finger bang thing and wow I like created Niagara Falls. >> Yeah. I'm sorry. >> Yeah. Well I mean yeah it's it's really easy to do if you like >> I'm sure it is. I'm sure it is. But it was disgusting because my I had to throw in my whole couch. It was just it was
soaked. >> You know it's funny. Yeah. Oh. Oh yeah. I I I I remember I bought a bed and a girl didn't tell I mean I bought a brand new bed and a girl didn't tell me that she was like that or that she did like that every time she orgasmmed and it made just like this big just I mean like st >> Yeah, it's I mean isn't it? It's it's pee actually. I mean
>> it's not like female come it's actually pee. I mean >> yeah but see like it makes girls like have like like when they're if they if they do it when they have an orgasm it's like super intense. So, I don't know. >> Well, yeah, just I can go pee sometime and it gets super intense because it's like that's just how it is sometimes when your like bladder is involved. I don't I don't know. I I mean I've
basically Yeah, you don't. That doesn't happen to you. You >> I mean I don't know. I drink I drink a ton of distilled water, you know? So you go you probably go so much that you don't even think about it. But if you were to hold it in or like you know for a long time and then it's
like yeah it's like >> I have a giant bladder. I've seen it >> on a scan not not from the accident. I mean I mean I've seen it like like bladder scans. It's massive. >> Um >> because like one time like after an accident like because my spinal cord I was having issues like trying to pee. I
couldn't pee but all that's fine now. But um yeah, it was it was nerves like for a while like I was like from the neck down um I was in a car accident a few years ago and and I I was paralyzed from the neck down. >> So I mean sort of it was a nerve thing. So I I could lift my arm but I I like this all I could do. I couldn't even
like like turn on turn a knob or anything. I couldn't type. >> It was useful. >> Did you have a you have a friend help you out? I'm just kidding. >> Yeah. Yeah. Of course, my wife was here and and we we changed all the um the knobs in the house to handle so I could go like and turn something on, you know.
>> Yeah. Well, I've always been quite a knob polisher. I'm just kid, you know. >> Hey, >> I still like I'm still like this. Like I can't totally lift all the way. >> Do you have nerve damage at all? Is it nerve damage? >> Yeah, it's getting better. It's from
like here. Yeah, it's numb from here to here. >> But only on top like down here I can feel everything, you know. >> Oh, >> but it's like it's like it's like numb in some places and there's like does it like bend in a weird way sometimes? Yeah.
>> Well, this hand is I mean like Yeah, it's just numb. I feel I got 85% of my feeling um most of my grip. Sometimes I make like I'll take a foot strap because I mean I've got cable crossovers so if I need to to to lift my weight, you know, I'll just take a foot strap for a cable like the cable and
just wrap it around my my arm and just lift it that way, you know, or like this because I I can't always I'll be like I'll be trying to to curl and it'll my wrist will go like that. So, but but that's pretty much I'm gotten past a lot of that. I mean,
this is a ton of weight, about 20 lbs, but you know, so >> yeah, >> I can do a decent I mean, I can hold it and turn a little bit. I mean, that's it. But >> it's still therapy. >> Yeah. Yeah, that's what I mean. I do
like this a lot. Yeah. Trying to get my hand back. So, >> well, I mean, so I don't know. I guess but I guess like uh your So, your but you saying you said you settled down and you know your your sex life is bor is like no not boring but it's just normal now and it's like you don't need to
>> No, I mean the sex has gotten better. I was saying it got boring when I was just like turnurning out three to four girls a day. >> Oh yeah. I mean like >> that isn't that like a lot of variety and so it's like you can't even like you know focus on one like I mean it's like >> yeah people think that three like like having a threesome is oh man oh god you gota okay >> oh my god you got you don't want to hurt one girl's feelings like you know you
don't want to give one too much attention or do the other >> yeah like it sounds like a lot of work I don't even Yeah it sounds like a lot of work I mean it's like >> yeah I just did some of these things the experience >> enough for me I That would be probably be too many. I'm just kidding. >> And like >> like I mean like you know and working around like with Wicked and stuff like that when I was like fix I mean it's
kind of funny like like hey President Trump and I are Eskimo brothers twice. >> Did you Eskimo kiss with Trump? >> No. No. But I used to hang out with Stormmy Daniels every Tuesday night. >> You did is her she's a real person. She she's a real I mean
>> her name's Stephanie. Yeah, she's a real person >> and I knew her back before breast implants and all that. She looks terrible now. I hate that She was so pretty naturally. >> Well, you know, it's like it's hard to maintain everything. >> It's not like I'm entirely I mean like like not into white girls. I mean like like if they're pretty enough and they
present themselves, it's like what am I just gonna say? No. Okay. No. I mean to some maybe, but 20 probably not. Not not to a contract girl like her, you know? >> Well, when you're doing with porn stars, those are a whole different kind of like >> Oh, you learn a lot.
>> Yeah. I mean, they're basically like these sex goddesses um who don't play by the normal rules of society, right? But but then it's like they can they can either like really persevere and like grow from it or it can like really kind of industry that can really spit them
out because it's so like so skewed against the actors and it's like the actors make so little compared to the producers and so it's like really good when people do become the producers and and directors and stuff like that and I know that's a lot but and then it's like there's all these controversies and it's like the
>> I think the average um and it's really sad because it's like on video forever, but like the average lifespan of a female adult film star is like a few months. >> Well, that's Oh, not not her actual life. We're talking about her career life. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> Well, the actual the actual lifespan of
an average gay man, I think even today is 30 30 years old. >> Wow. >> Yeah. Well, that's weird. I don't I don't know. >> It's weird because well, if you think about there's a certain like um like there's, you know, the higher drug of drug rate, the higher um STD rate, the higher depression rate, the higher um
there's like a lot of factors and put all the factors together. It's like compounded, right? And plus just the rejection from well I think the rejection from society is changing for a lot of people but still it's like um it's just like as for feeling totally accepted you know and especially even in
the city the city is very you know it's very it's very you know people with their dogs and you know um a lot of straight people. There's no there's no gay There's one gay bar and I think within the South Bay area all the cities like five cities there's like one gay bar or something in like in like Hawthorne or something. I've never been
to it. Otherwise there's just a sports bar or there's these like know this like veterans bar you know it's like you know that I wouldn't be allowed in I guess there but why would I want to go there? I mean it's like but I >> you could go in with a friend. I wouldn't want to go to I don't even like gay bars, but I did like um I went to raves. I did like to go to raves and
like, you know, do ecstasy and stuff and then I would just make out with like whoever. Like it's like because all of a sudden you have people making out with you and it's like um well that's kind of good for my confidence I guess a little bit because I was like I got picked out of the but but who knows but then you go outside like like when the sun was coming up and
you were you were just making out with like you know Count Dracula or something or you know I don't know Frankenstein or some kind of >> well there was a bar um like in Atlanta called Back streets and like it it stayed open 24/7 365
like it was always open. So you go there and like um I mean all these and what was weird is like it was like like it was up until about like 3:00 a.m. it was all gay and then everybody from all the other clubs would just come over because it like back all the drugs are still flowing like
everyone's on >> Right. Right. And then like like like I mean like I even like mob guys walk in and and that was interesting. Um and then like the the uh rooftop is open so it's like it's an open deck and you could we would just like be hanging out and like watch the sunrise and be talking, you know, and still dancing.
>> Still dancing. >> The party never end, man. >> Um and that and that's another thing. >> Yeah. Yeah. A lot of guys like they don't know how to party healthy either. Like some guys who are younger than me look a lot older and like I look like right now because I'm tired. called harm reduction that some people >> Well, there's something can do. You know, there was a there was a there was a gay men's health crisis in
San Francisco, I think in like the 2000s of meth because it was causing a lot of deaths because they were um like doing a lot of um like unsafe sex for hours and hours and hours, you know, on like either injecting or I mean it's just like I mean it's kind of a nightmare kind of situation. There's a website called
tweaker tweaker.org or something. It's kind of a funny website. Um but they had a whole like the government made a whole like a little series about it. Um but yeah, there was a health crisis there um because of that and you know there's also these the white parties in Palm Springs like certain cities get taken over certain but it
seems like you know everybody's it's the acceptance is good but I just like I'm just very like um skeptical because things seem to change so fast, right? You'll know who he Yeah. So, I just I met him. I met him. Um, Right. I met you. What? How did you How did you find me? Um, Captain, have fun.
>> I have no idea. I I mean, I I just just you were you were just suggested to me, I think, and I just started watching your stream. I don't know. >> That algorithm the algorithm is like the devil. I swear. >> I mean, I mean, I w I'm friends with Clumsy, so you clairvoyance, so you know, like I mean, and I would watch her channel, so you know, I mean, Do you ever see me over there?
>> Uh, maybe, maybe not. I I don't see See, that's the thing. I I may have subscribed to you. Watch Well, like like on there because you know um uh what what's the guy who runs the um I can't remember his name all of a sudden, but he always like he would always put my channel up every time. >> Matty. Matty music. >> Yeah, Matt. Maddie. Yeah, Maddie. Yeah. Yeah. He would always put my my channel up, so I'm sure he put yours up.
>> Yeah, he did. Like I mean I very well could be it. I had a little falling out with her over misunderstanding, but I think that we might be talking again soon. I don't know. She has, but now it's like, you know, when people vlog people on Discord, it's like sometimes you can't reframe them and stuff. And so, it's like I don't know. It's like I I can't friend her on Discord, so she'll
have to find me. But, I hope that work things out and talk to her. That'd be nice because I remember I was over there like before I started my show like I that's where I was. I was there. I was at Emma's and uh at Benny's and it's so funny like I don't watch any of those shows anymore like and it's like but it's like maybe I needed to stop because it's like I was like needed to work focus on my own show.
>> Yeah. >> Um it was just kind of unfortunate how I had like a couple following. Actually Benny was actually on on this show so he's he was cool with me but um >> you know so you're mentioning the name of people's shows. So, I was on a show that you a guy show you may have heard of named Gavin McKinnus. >> Okay. >> You know Gavin McKinnus? >> Sounds Scottish. No. Who is >> the Proud Boys? Ever heard of the Proud
Boys? >> Proud Boys. Yeah. Yeah. >> Okay. Well, he he he started the Proud Boys. He also started Vice magazine. >> Oh, okay. But is he Puerto Rican or >> No, no. He's actually from Canada. And something? He's a uh he's got a beard. He's he he like he like wears like um Fred Perry shirts a lot. Anyway, um, so, um, but I mean he like got got
glasses. He's called like the first hipster. He's like the he was like the godfather of hipster. I mean, like I said, he started Vice magazine. He no longer has anything to do with it. He sold his shares. Um, to to to the the the weirdo who owns it now, but um anyway, uh yeah, Shane something. Um, I was on there. I actually saw the Proud
Boys get formed like and it wasn't just like a a one day thing. It was kind of all leading up to something and it had nothing to do with politics. I think I think this is where like like the reason I'm thinking is like I think you can appreciate the story is that um so the Proud Boys got started because
Brent Ratner the producer for Ant's show was a virgin at 26 years old and Gavin was like this this this cannot stand you know we cannot have this Gavin Gavin Mloud from Mary Tyler Moore >> so um so anyway so He's like, he's like,
I'm going to start a fraternity. We're going to like don't watch porn. Don't jerk off the have babies. Uh, get laid. Um, and and and it was all the West is the best. And it didn't have, you know, there's plenty of black members. And like like the initiation was you had to name five breakfast cereals while you were being pushed around lightly by other people like you
like name name a breakfast cereal. Call and you had to name five before they'd stop pushing you around. I mean, it's just >> that was an initiation. I think I want to be tied up in like >> Oh. >> Oh, but the name the name Proud Boys comes from the gayest thing. You would
never guess. It's, you know, um um Aladdin on Broadway. >> Okay. >> Disney's Aladdin on Broadway. >> I I'm not aware of it, but yeah. Okay. >> Okay. I'm just saying like it exists. You kind of like, you know, like the lang. Well, they have a song called
Proud of Your Boy. I'll make you proud of your boy. And you're saying it's an MK Ultra um sty because first of all, when Disney's involved, it's always like gonna be that. Second of all, yeah, it's programming. And >> well, he was making fun of Disney in the first place. I mean, that that was the
whole point. It's like he's like, "Oh my god, this is gay." >> It's weird. weird that I'll just make my whole song it right. Yeah. Anyway, um know but >> you talking about meth earlier. Yeah. Meth meth. Oh my god. So like there's this one guy, right? And he he was the only guy who was like my match. It was
like perfect because he was like my height muscularity like and like we we got we really got along and had some fun and uh broke my heart, man. like he he he he whipped out a pipe once and was like asking me to get invol I said no dude I don't want to do that like know and then
I I said if you do that I don't want to be around you I can't I can't and then another time like I was hanging out with him and he he he he like he's like hey you want to get come on come on go party with me you party with me and I'm like no dude I'm out and I never saw him again he called me and called me I mean it was and it was it was he was really
hot, dude. Way better looking than I am. He was a model. Um, but yeah. Yeah. I mean, I model, too, but I mean, he was on another level. Oh, boy. Um, at least in my eyes. >> Uhhuh. Well, >> and and I I remember I called like Uncle
Phil like, you know, I told you about my my friends that were married or like, you know, till he died. Um, and I told him about it. I was like I was like, "What am I what am I supposed to do?" He's like, "Yeah, you can't go around that guy anymore." I like Yeah, you're right. Because I mean, and and and Phil knew better because uh Phil and Alex, they own like the
biggest gay club in in the um like the southern part of the state. Um and they owned a gay club in or or no, a regular club in Florida for a while. >> Okay. Um, Nancy, I don't know what's going on, but here.
Oh, Hold on. Nancy.
>> Hey, do you know Captain Content? >> I think I Yeah. Um, >> are you both are you in a superhero group? >> Well, I mean, I see I have a whole set and everything. Right now, I'm up in the dog room. the dogs hang out. So, I'm just like and and I got to take care of like the dog
that's like been behind me this whole time. That little sucker like kept on gnawing on his leg and and so I had to like I mean I've got Oh, good. Good. Good going. I took this off of him for a little while so he could eat, you know, but
this has got to go back on him so he doesn't bite himself. Well, I So, so guys, I'm noticing like some people are like it's it's like hiding more comments because it's like doing an I didn't I put a stricter filter on it just for like >> Have you ever seen my studio? >> Show me. >> All right, I I'll link you to a picture
real quick because I mean like I'd have to go downstairs and like like you know all that kind of crap. It it's it'd be a pain in the ass to move everything right now. But like once I get my workstation computer working again um or or a new one, I'm going to just, you know,
leave this one downstairs. >> Uhhuh. >> So it'll always be ready if somebody wants to have me on stream. I mean, it's not I mean, it can do most things. You can't do uh everything, but cuz my cuz my workstation is 4K and my camera is 4K, but this is only 720, but it should be
good enough >> here. I'll I'll turn I'll turn the filter down. Okay, >> so I I I just uh in the private chat, I linked you to my what my studio looks like. You're kind of freak. >> Okay, let me have a look. Let me see. Is it a dungeon? I'd love >> No, no, quite the opposite, actually. >> Okay.
>> I mean, I'm called Captain Have Fun, and I'm know a lot about a certain something, and you're going to see that right now. >> Okay. Here we go. Okay. Oh, I see. Hold on. A Wow. Like a lot of collectible toys,
right? >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I mean I mean like some stuff is like like like the stuff on the desk is from like Well, the stuff that says Hush, that's from Japan. Like each one of those is like over a hundred bucks. >> Wow. >> Not just because they're like, you know, old like and the old stuff is actually like those gold boxes like in the back.
That's the entire 1989 line of uh DC superheroes. So yeah, that's thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars worth of action figures. >> Yeah. I mean, I was never able to like, you know, keep anything boxed for that long. But, uh, >> that's just what I have on display. I've got a ton of stuff in boxes right
you're just like a It looks all in mint condition and like, you know, amazing. It's like it really is cool. So, >> yeah. Well, I I try to have a copy of at least at le I I like to buy things in threes or fours so I can have one that's like, you know, that I can have on display and then the rest I have put away for my kids for when whatever what
they want to do. I mean, my, you know, like like those, you know, superpowers, remember that those toys back when we were kids, you know, like they had the Superman with the cape clip, you know, and the Batman with the cape clips. >> Armstrong you pull his arms. I know. I don't know. I I I play with Ninja Turtles a little bit, but it's like I was kind of like I was more into books than than toys.
>> Oh, well, back in ' 86 to I'm sorry, 84 to 86, uh Kendra made a line called Superpowers, and it it's really popular. They just had their like like uh Ker is no longer around. McFarland bought the the the license from DC to reproduce it. And so I bought one of everything for my kid. And he it's like I don't know like
I mean I mean I not I mean I bought one um of everything for him to play with and at least one of everything mint in box for him to have on his I think third birthday. I'm going to bring out these just boxes of action figures and go these are yours because I was given a few superpowers
action figures on my third birthday. So, you know, I'm just going to re I'm just going to return that favor. >> Yeah, it's passing the tradition then. That's awesome. >> Yeah. Yeah. But but but see my my kids getting the entire collection on his I got a few and I got the Jala Hall of Justice. I didn't get the entire collection.
>> They had this already for him to put up. >> Go ahead. Sorry. >> Like like my my son is going to be so freaking spoiled. I have to keep him grounded. I'm telling him, look, look, if if you brag about this to any like if you put the Oh, I've got stuff that you don't Yeah. Well, you're not going to be you're not going to have access to those
things. All right. The only reason you have it is because I didn't have stuff when I was a kid. That's why I gave you everything, you know? >> So, >> Like, like this one right here. This is all right. one of those action figures that cost over a hundred bucks. Oh that's >> Oh, his head fell off. Oh, no. It's got it's got it's got like movable head like removable heads.
>> Oh my gosh. >> So So you can have like different faces like Yeah. Even like a Bruce Wayne head for it. And then this is like like a hand like has you can put a grappling hook in this right here because those hands do come off, you know. Um but like like check this out.
What does it do? It turns into like a a coat. What's going on? >> No, no, but you see how it looks like it's all being blown up in the wind or something. >> Oh, okay. >> Yeah, it's got it's got >> it's like it's his Marilyn Monroe moment like he's like stood over the sto on top of a grill on the street and that blew up his cape.
>> Yeah. And it's it's like got tons. I mean, you can like pose it any way you want. Even the Even the >> I don't want to jerk off backstage. I learned my lesson. The toes articulate, you know. >> Yeah. >> Like it's got everything. And um but the cape has got four wires. >> What's under What's under the It's a It's It's a um panty hose or or it's
like leggings. Is it the anomalically correct? >> No. He's got four wires in this one. I I ordered one the other day. I mean, it's it's actually got a full costume and everything. It looks really badass. It's on my uh Twitter. >> Why is he dressed like a clansman? is why is he like a grand dragon from the clan? Why is he doing the the the
the Nazi salute >> with a grappling hook? >> Oh. Oh, see this this is subliminal messages they're giving to the kids, right? Because now he's doing >> Yeah. So like like I mean like this one right here like Yeah. If you were to buy this and it's got a ton of accessories, tons of like a bunch of heads. He comes with a cool like gargoyle stand. So it's like you like Yeah. Like you can like
have him like like as if he's on a rooftop and like you know looking up. >> Yeah. >> So like >> hey get off the roof. You know those rooftop parties are something else. Huh. >> The box has him on a gargoyle with that. I have a gargoyle stand >> and like like looking up like this, you know, like with this with this. >> I got something to show you. Like I got
a Christmas card this year. Did you see this one? Guess who this is? It was from a famous celebrity. Have you heard of this man?
>> Is it a comedian? I can't see who it is. >> It's a singer. >> Wayne Newton. >> It's a very famous very famous singer. Well, it says two psyche. Uh, love Minnie Manson. Uh 666. >> Oh, okay. You know, you know many Manson.
>> No, no, I don't. I'm sorry. >> Well, no. Yeah. Well, he is a very He's a basically Marilyn Manson got cloned and the technology wasn't so good at the time. So, Mini Manson was what happened. But I'm just >> Oh, I get it. I get it. He's a He's a, you know, a little person. >> Yeah, he's >> I hate calling him that. >> We got that one. These are so cool.
Thank you many mans for sending me these. Look at it's it's got the green screen. Um and then we have this one. He's always like I'm an entertainer, not like a I'm a celebrity. Look at this one. This one's cool. Oh my gosh, >> it's keying out. But yeah, >> it's green. Yeah, because he's green on that one. Green like an alien. And then then uh this one. And then is there one more? Where's my
star? This star photo. Where's the star? I lost the star. Oh no. Oh, here it is. There we go. What an honor. I got I can't My nails clean, too. Oh I can't rat guts. No, there's not rat guts. All right. Okay.
Hey. Okay. I got to run soon, but hey, I I do want to I have this deck of cards called the archetypes. Would you like a a quick reading? >> Sure. Thank you, brother. >> Hey, no problem. If anybody else wants a reading too, I'll be happy to pull cards out of this one. I also have the Labyrinth deck. I was gonna Yeah, if anyone Oh, yeah. So, this is the Labyrinth deck. Where's the Labyrinth? Where'd I put it? Oh my gosh. >> By the way, are you on X, by the way? Or
or just >> I am I followed you. I'm following you. Oh, >> okay. Thanks. I'll follow you back. >> Yeah, I think I follow I think I was following you from before. Um because I think you showed me last like on your last appearance that you were on there. So, where did I do with my other car? >> Oh, okay. >> Yeah, I've been following you for a while. I'm actually I'm I'm gonna upgrade it on I'm upgraded on X just
because I like the Gro on it and Oh, here it is. And uh but it's I can possibly get monetized. So, did you see this deck? Look at this deck. Come on. There we go. Do you see? >> Yeah, that's cool. >> It's Labyrinth with the original like um drawings from the movie, but it's it's not still sealed. I just I don't know if I'll read from this, but I do want to
read from this archetype deck. >> Okay. I didn't I didn't know it was Labyrinth. Hey, can I can I see it again? >> Yes. >> You remind me of the babe. >> Yeah, >> babe. Babe with the power. I was actually listening to that song I think today or yesterday. Like it just played automatically on me because of my playlist and stuff. >> I love dance. Magic dance.
>> David Bowie. David Bowie. David Bowie is January I think he's January 9th. I think he's January 9th. Um you know so and you know I'm right >> that movie. I'm I'm I'm actually a trained puppeteer, but nobody uses puppeteers anymore. So, >>
>> Hey, have you heard of Dorian Electra? >> Dorian Electra? >> Yeah. >> I don't know. I mean, maybe
Okay. Well, I I I have my text. Okay. What do I have here? I have these. Okay. I'll just do I'll open the labyrinth cards. I'll do a labyrinth reading for you. You'll be my the first one to do this reading. So, we'll just take a minute to shuffle.
But, um, I'm excited to do this because I've been wanting to use these cards forever. Like, these are like I'm a big Labyrinth fan. That was probably one of the >> I'm a giant labyrinth fan. Like I said, I listen I love I I listened to Dance Magic Dance just like today or yesterday. >> Yeah. Like I really related to So, these are by It says the forward is by Brian Brian Fra. So, I
think it has a really amazing book to it. Yes, it does. Look at this. Oh, just I mean it's it's a small book, but yeah, there's it has a whole book to it. And then this looks cool. Oh, and they have um Jennifer Connelly is the fool. Hold on. Right here. I love the art style on this. >> One white woman I've just always thought was so pretty. Do
>> you know where Oh Do you know um Do you know where she went to school? Where? Guess >> I mean high school or college. >> College. Oh. Uh, I'm guessing Ivy League. >> Yes. >> Harvard? >> Nope. More >> more occultish.
>> Uh, Yale. >> Yes. Yale. There you go. >> Yeah. You say cult. I was like, the only one I could think of would be Yale. >> Went to You know who else went to Yale? Edward Edward W. Bush. >> Edward Norton. Yeah, he went >> Oh. Oh, I love he he's he's my he's he's one of my favorite actors really of all time. I mean, he's great.
>> Yeah, >> he he doesn't pick bad projects and he gives he gives it his all, you know. >> American History X. Oh Okay. Um I think he was pretty cute in that movie. Um let's see. Yeah. I'm not You know what? Like it's so funny like I'm not I don't really get attracted to like famous people really like um if you're
like for people that are famous. It's like I'm not I not attract because it's like they're too out there already. I don't I don't know. Their image is too is too is too much. I don't know. Their image is out too much or something like I don't know what it is. So, I I I'm not really attracted to Plus, I think they're they're kind of
creepy because it's like, how old is like Tom Cruz and Johnny Depp? They're like 61 years old. I mean, it's like but they look like they're like still the same age like from 30 years ago. It's kind of weird. >> Yeah. Well, see, there's a thing like when you when you're stressed, your telomeirs shrink. Okay. when you have no stress and you're just being pampered and taking care of
>> all stress. I mean, it's not easy being No, it's just as hard being being wealthy as it is being being uh poor. There's like a lot of stresses and it's like >> not for Tom Cruz. You don't understand. Tom Cruz is not a normal wealthy person. He is royalty of the of the Scientology church. He might as well be Jesus. >> Well, it's a Scientologist.
>> Yeah. I mean, exactly. That's what I'm saying. So, so like they they treat him I mean like he doesn't Oh, have you seen like his birthday parties? Have you what they do for him? >> I haven't, but it's like it looks like a big like basically it's like uh the the the acting out of a a large scale rim job. I mean just I mean all it is is
like they just flatter him and like say hey we'll like give you like the real celebrity treatment that you're like that that celebrities really want but don't get we'll give it to you but we have I mean you have to get it through this like >> well well his ex-wife got him into Scientology that uh Mimi Rogers
>> yeah Mimi Rogers and then he tried to get like um who's that the Dawson's Katie Holmes into it and And then >> yeah, she she labeled as an SP. So that's your daughter is too, which is up. >> Oh, S is she considered SP so personal person. Well, yeah. I mean, plus it's like I mean I mean if you look at things like
um their auditing the auditing process, which is the auditing is basically they put you on a lie detector and ask you about everything in your life and then they find out exactly what gives you anxiety, what exactly your insecurities are and they have that for blackmail later if they want to use it. But um yeah, they also do will they will take people that leave the church and they will go protest at their homes. Um they
will they basically have a gangstalking program that is like a kind of a blueprint for a lot of other programs. >> Oh, they hire private investigators to follow people around and Yeah, >> exactly. >> terrible, man. Like I mean it's like >> Well, they they will actually go pick it in front of people's houses. What I thought about was like like like like like finding like like like a good
news organization that really wants to do it. I say I'll become a Scientologist if you guys pay for it. If you guys pay for it, I will I will go through it all. I will go through all that I will I will ace it and then once I get to the the levels that they show you all, I will expose them just like you. >> At that point, you're too invested. I mean it's like it's gonna because it's like unless it's like you know you're being like you know
>> what I'm saying if I have a sponsor if you people basically become auditors and then that's how they they pay for their courses they they or get a connection to them in the movie or TV industry or makeup industry right but or fashion but um yeah um they basically this most of
the most people that enter join the sea or they pledge their soul for a billion years. >> Billion years. Yeah. The billionear contract. Yeah. >> To this like, you know, basically a slave ship of a Navy ship. And uh it's only a billion years. And then but then the celebrities get to go to the celebrity center and it's like what is it like? I don't even know what the what the benefit would I mean it's probably just really nice because they have
they're in tax exempts and they have a billions of dollars or whatever. But >> yeah. Yeah. They're tax exempt. I mean, the Celebrity Center, I've driven past it like thousands of times because I used to live like right there. I mean, and like it's it's kind of funny. So, like, and it's just crazy, man. Just I'm just trying to think of how many that I know. So, you got the you got the Celebrity Center and you then like right
down the road from there because if you just drive like like like a few blocks and then down the hill, you've got like the the main the Scientology the the big blue building. Yeah. Have you ever seen that? The big Okay. >> Celebrity Center we're talking about. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well, no. No, no, not the celebrity center is like this big mansion. But what I'm talking about is the blue building. It looks like a blue hotel or something. Used to be an insane asylum. Used to be the mental hospital
and they bought it and that's where all like the you know people who study Scientology go like the dorms and stuff like that. But it's also where um if you want to see um David Muscavage pre like that's where he they held those those services at. That's where Dave preaches at >> Clearwater, Florida. Um but anyway, so so down the road there's another
Scientology center. It's a small one, but you drive further further down the road and you get to like uh Los Felis where like I live. And do you remember that movie The Sandlot? >> Um vaguely. Is that baseball? >> There's a redheaded kid with fat You're killing me, Smalls. And there's a fat kid with like um freckles and curly curly red hair.
>> Yeah, they're always evil. Huh. Well, well that he was he was like he's he's a big icon as far as like you know of our childhood like he was a big you know like like every he can't go anywhere still to this day because he still looks just like like that he lost weight but his name is Patrick Rena but everybody goes you everybody calls him Smalls you hey Smalls oh you killing me Smalls because like but even that it wasn't his
name in the movie that was just his line because that like there was there was a character with the last name Smalls who couldn't like hit a ball he couldn't throw a ball so That's where it came from. >> But um anyway, he uh he hangs out at the >> Mhm. coffee bean all the time and I just like that that's at Hillhurst and um >> Yeah. I never Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. And and and I was like, why
is he always there? Like always there like anytime I would go there, I'd see him. Well, I just found out the other day it's because him and his wife own the Scientology Center that's right across the street from it. I'm like, >> "Yeah." Well, it's crazy. I mean, they I mean, they own all Clear Water, Florida, too. and stuff like that. I mean, it's like and then there's like, you know,
the Elon Hubard and the Otto connection and the Jack Parsons and all kinds of stuff and uh Bett Betty like how you know he's he stole Jack's wife Betty and stuff. But uh hey, I almost have this reading ready for you. Hold on. I have two more cards for it. Okay. One. Okay. Oh, interesting. Okay. Okay. One
more for the all around. Okay. Oh, okay. Very good. Okay. Well, interesting. Okay. So, well, well, the one card that I pulled for like, you know, the the theme of the reading, we have the sun right there. So, you have the sun and this is like and then there's there's your sun, right? And so, this is like, you know, the sun is like
the most positive card in the deck because it's just all this happiness and just and it's like and it just I think, you know, it's just everybody's happy, right? And it's like the sun like basically our you know our kids become our like our our stars stars of our family or whatever. But anyway that that is kind of interesting that you got the sun. Okay. You just had a son. Okay. But
we okay but and we started in in the past we have like a lot of these like 10 t of wands indicates like burdens holding a lot of lot of burdens or carrying a lot of weight like doing most like doing a lot of the work or something like that. Um and feeling like you know a lot rest on your shoulders. Because look at the next card, you know, you got this is the junk lady, right?
And this is she's it's called the queen of June here. But uh but she holds a lot on her back too and a lot of memories and like I know she has the nostalgia of collecting it, but it is like you know some of it some of it's junk and and what she's been carrying, right? And so but so you could feel like you've been carrying a lot of burdens and like a lot
of like junk or whatever, but okay. But then we have the chariot. And so this is like kind of like this fast exit out of it or successful transition out of it because it looks like then from this chariot card which is like full speed ahead like like let go. We have a magician. The magician indicates um that you have all these tools at your
disposal and you have this mastery of the uh of the elements you including your like the element of spirit you know and it's like and you can make manifest what you want and I think what you're wanting where you're concerned about right now is something financial but means it's like the T of pentacles which is like the big
shebang which is like the whole like you know generational wealth and stuff like that which is like it looks like you were able to manifest this. The thing is with the seven of cups, um there's going to be like a lot of options, okay? And so it's like some will look better than others. Some might be like, you know, whamies or door, you know, like the the curtain behind like
the uh made let's make a deal that you don't want to open. Um some of them will be good. The key is here is to like focus on what you really want, right? Because there's going to be a lot of options. There's ways to it. Like it looks like there's a lot of ways for you to get to this T of pentacles which is what you want and you have the power to do it. It's just like making a decision.
It's like making the choices. Okay. And so it's like so and and not spreading your um attention too thin I think is the message. But also it's a really positive reading with the sun card coming out because the sun is the most positive card in the deck. And so I'd say it it bodess very well for you to be able to manifest what you want. I would say just
know where know really what what it is you want and why. Okay, so there you go. >> Yeah, I want great the greatest American hero to come back to be a big success and I want my charity to finally freaking take off so I don't always because that was the idea for Captain Halfbun and like why I wear blue makeup when I get into the costume and everything. Um so that you can't see my eye because I wear blue eyes shadow and
all that. Um well now you're a little bit crazy. I mean now you sound a little bit crazy. What? You do you do drag? >> No, no, no. When I do Captain Hun, I put on I put on blue eye makeup so it blends in with the costume. >> Oh, >> and then and then I have a yellow mask that goes over it, you know. Um, but anyway, like um I can link you to that
too because I I just did it. But um what I'm saying is that I uh I want to be able to one day hope, you know, I mean I I like being Captain Halfun, but I I would like to go on and and and that the charity actually maybe even expand chapters so so an Asian guy could be him, a black guy could be him,
anybody could be in the costume as long as you fit the character. >> Well, yeah. Is that scary that AI will be able to replace like anybody pretty soon? Especially that kind of like superhero where it's like their face is covered and stuff. >> Well, I mean, no, because like going to hospitals and giving kids video
games and toys and action figures, you can't replace that with AI. >> Yeah, but that's not But that's not actor. I mean, it's like Yeah, there's actors voices and stuff. I mean, but it's like that's not like the actor. >> Oh, you're talking about acting. Well, oh, yeah. Well, acting. Yeah. I mean, like when I when it comes down to that, I mean, it's like one of the things that I'm thinking about is that you're going to have to um I mean, how much AI I'm
going to am I going to be forced to use to keep up with competition? >> I'm not gonna be forced to use any, but it's going to be a lot less expensive. I think it's >> Well, I mean I mean I mean when it comes down to how much the budget's going to be, you know, like >> I mean people into like a rare I mean it's they're gonna be rare. They're probably if it's probably going to be cost very expensive and it's probably going to be
in the long run. I don't think they'll be as I don't know if they'll be as good. Maybe they will be, but I think it's like uh I don't know. >> Well, we'll see. I mean I mean it's a lot easier to make someone fly with AI than it is with a flying rig and all that kind of Now, I mean, >> if you saw the way they did the screen,
>> the Superman movie, they had him um on a rig with an LED wall and um he um they had a bald cap on him because because in the in the new Superman movie, when he's flying, his hair is actually CGI because if you if we were to blow um wind at him, it like it make his eyes like, you
know, like like squint and stuff. So, they just like did it CGI. So like wouldn't be like that. >> CG has amazing. I mean it's like but I mean it's gonna get crazy. They're going to be able to make like full length movies pretty soon. People will be able to just like you know create full length cartoons movie. I mean I can make a cartoon like I could like I could do it.
I'd have to do it 10 second frames at a time and like get a lot of like character development and story development of course but I could actually how how long would that take? Let me see. It's like 10 second clips. So that's like six seconds times 20 20 40 60 100 20. Okay. I don't know. I mean it would be like
an hour like two hour a two hour. No, I don't know. I guess a 12minute cartoon is what I'm thinking of. That's >> Yeah. Well, something I want to make as soon as like by by um by 2038 I want to make um something because that but I think the license is going to be before then. But uh I I want to make um
something called I I want to call it still Superman where Superman cuz because that's when it becomes public domain. Superman from from from the original series, you know, comics, he's still alive. He's still young. He hasn't aged a day, but but Jimmy Olsen is now in a nursing home, you know, and
everybody and the chief is dead. Lois died a long time ago. And and how do you deal when you're the man of steel? Like because cuz really you can't hurt because he's invincible. He's invulnerable and and that they always want to nerf him and make him more like oh they can hurt him physically. No, you don't hurt Superman physically. You hurt him psychologically. That's how you ruin him.
So like >> he have a powerful mind or like or what he's like he like has a you know what he might have that narcissism thing where he's a superhero. no matter how powerful his mind is like like how long can can someone I mean it's also that it's going to be something with the greatest American hero there's there's a character who he was given the first
suit but and and the aliens made it a perfect suit so he once he put it on he never had to take it off he never had to pee he never had to eat he never aged a day he and he's got all these amazing like like he can like move stars uh because that's actually in the the the the instruction book it's like cosmic manipul population. So, like he can do
all these things and he's been around for a thousand years or 2,000 years. I we we haven't really decided yet because it's going to be we're there's a production meeting to decide that how old this character is going to be. >> Crystal, I'm sorry. >> He's already got an action figure and everything. And I mean, I've already done the mockups of him so people know
what he'll look like and we can kind of go off of that. But one of the big things I want to have is that he he he has PTSD and at one point in time there's this bad guy and and and he's with our hero. They're kind of like teamed up together and they're going to but like when he sees this bad this guy who's really really bad like he's a
child trafficker. He just goes like this, you know, like like boom like like go away. And and and in the script it says he is mystified. Literally the guy becomes misted and is gone. And and and it it just killed evaporated almost. >> Yeah. Yeah. He evaporates. Yeah. He just
completely and and what was that guy has now been like redistributed as energy into the air. It's just gone, you know. Know it's so >> well, you know, energy cannot be created or destroyed though. That's why I don't know. figure out just >> Well, that's why I said redistributed into you know it's the the the atoms that made him up are now completely
something you know they're they're gone. >> Well, good because we're not the we're not the atoms. Oh, this weirdo is Captain Have Fun. Yeah, we're not Are we the atoms in our body? Are are we our body? I mean, how closely do you identify with your body? That's what I want to say. >> Well, let's just say he's not going to be hurting any children anymore. >> Well, that was Hold on. You're talking about the comic.
>> Yeah, the bad guy in the character. I mean, you know, that was the whole point was to make sure he couldn't hurt any children. So, whether his around or not, it doesn't matter. He can't hurt anybody anymore. >> And and our and our character, he goes, I don't play by the rules of children. So, you can have your constitution, which by asked you earlier about defiant, like I'm really defiant. I'm
not going to say who, but but my my direct ancestor signed the Declaration of Independence. Okay. I'm feeling Hancock. >> Huh? >> I said Hancock, but I don't >> No, no, no. I mean, I would I wouldn't mind telling you off stream. I actually named my son after him because my greatgrandfather was was like named like
well, and he was born in the 1800s. Um, so like I just feel, you know, carry on the tradition. Um but um he was a real defiant and and like had had like they lost he would have been put to death as a terrorist and and and history would not hail him as a hero or a founding father
of America he'd be called a terrorist you know. >> Yeah. Hold on. Let me see. Kate, are you here? Hold on. You want to come up? Hold on. Um >> um oh one thing I wanted to tell you like because uh uh Alex asked you about it. She goes about remote viewing. I don't know if I told you like uh when I
was um how old was I? I was I think it was um 12 or Yeah, 12. I predicted the Olympic Park bombing. I mean me, my father and I both we knew it was going to happen, so we just didn't go. And sure enough, when it happened, we weren't surprised. But when they said with when they said uh
that it was um the security guard who did it, like we knew it wasn't him. Um and thankfully he was God, I can't remember his name. He's he died a few years ago. They think it was way before they made a movie about him. >> Yeah, it was Richard Jewel I think or >> Oh, yep. That's his name. something.
>> Yeah. I gotta give I gotta give a dog a subcutaneous shot now because morning Um, but anyway, uh, yeah, it he he was completely innocent, but the media made him out to be the bad guy. >> yeah, I mean, yeah, that would be a big >> So,
thing. But he was one of those security nuts, you know, that is like kind of kind of they either become a security guard or a a bomber, you know? So, so it's like it wasn't like a big stretch, but yeah, he probably didn't do it. I don't I don't know. >> I mean, I Well, he was a real police officer after that happened. I mean, he did become a real police officer.
>> He's a security guard at the time. Yeah. But he then he became a police officer. They had to give him something because they they tortured him over like, you know, saving the Olympics or something. He's >> Yeah. Yeah. Well, they were convinced, but it turned out to be Tim um uh Eric Robert Rudolph. >> Yeah. Rudolph. And so that what do we have in Rudolph? We have like the red, we have like the, you know, Rudolph the
red-nosed reindeer blah blah. So this sounds like a scop again to me. I I hardly believe any any news. Maybe you figured out because it was a scop like I mean it's like and then they were broadcasting it and then you picked it up or something. I like the dog in the background. So yeah, Kate wants to see your dog. Oh, this is that's Ruby right there. There's your dog. >> That's Junior. Hey June. What's up buddy? You want to see another I'll show
you a dog. It doesn't come off well on camera, and you'll see why. Hey, Jake. Jake. Jake. The hell boy. Jake, come here. Quit biting yourself, Quit biting yourself. Jake, come here, buddy. Come here. Come here. Come on. It's okay.
Oh, he loves you. Oh, what a good what a good dog father. >> Hi, baby. >> He can shoot through Campbell soup cans and flatten them. >> The dog can. He shoots the dog.
>> You do not want to mess with this guy's jaws. I mean, they are they are they are >> Hey, >> you learn from the best, I bet. Look, I mean like that right there. When I was when when he was like uh like like I don't know like eight months old or something. I came home and like this is why I decided to buy this house and like gut it and like
uh all the floors are tile. It's kind like a like a dog proof house now. But like I came in and all my soup cans were on the floor flattened and the uh the the all the cabinets were open up. I mean like the cabinets up high and he was on top of the freaking refrigerator.
>> The dog. Oh my gosh. >> Yeah. He jumped on on the counter top and then jumped from the counter or jumped in the jump again. I'm like, what are you Spider-Man or a dog? What do you And what's what's with all the soup cans? >> Maybe he was, you know, when he wanted to feed the homeless or something. No, it's just if you put food in front of this guy, he will not stop eating until
I I mean like his stomach explodes. He's He's that way. As where like some of the other dogs I have to I actually have to put food in their mouth like like ground beef. I have to put it in their mouth and like like turn their head up to make them swallow. It sucks. >> Yeah. It's so funny. I have like, you know, four cats, but they're they're
indooroutdoor cats, you know. And then it's like people are like, "Oh my god, like, you know, like, don't they like everywhere?" And it's like, "Dog?" No, dogs everywhere. Cats are like basically potty training and they prefer going outside. They do. It's like, Yeah. >> Yeah. Well, my dogs have a way of talking to me and they just come up and look at me and they're like, and I know what they want. I don't know how it is.
I know if they I know if it's water. I know if they want to go downstairs. I know. They just give me a look and I'm like, "Oh, okay." And actually, you know what's funny? See, see the blonde dog that you see over there, his that was his brother you just saw. Okay. So, when when but but before they were born, I I I had I had adopted their mom. I mean, I
literally rescued her. She probably would have died. Um she was tied to a tree when and her her odor went back to Korea or something. I don't know. Um but he he was gone. So, and and it was like August and it was hot. So, um I brought Anyway, right before she had babies, I had my head on her her um
her her belly. I was kind of like like like leaning on and just listening to it, you know, and and I turned to my wife and I said, "I think two are going to be black." And she said, "What?" Because and we knew both parents were were were were blonde like, you know, him. They they're golden retrievers. And and I said, "Yeah, I think two are gonna turn out black." She goes,
>> "All right, whatever." And two turned out black. >> Two out of the five. >> Hey, that was like the same with my cats. Like I had two there like, you know, two tuxedo cats came out and it's like that was so unexpected because my first cat had two litters and none of them were black cats. But it turns out black cats are the most common cats that are born. But um yeah, this la the last
one had just like two tuxedo cats and I one of them has come back and visited recently but I think they are like you know decided that the neighborhood is like you know too appealing. There's so much nice good in here in this neighborhood. One night I was pulling out of my driveway and I looked at the the monitor
like for you know rear like your rear view camera and it was just cats just like I don't know like 20 cats or something. I'm not even joking about the number. They were all just like running up and like running all around my my my yard. And the reason being is because I I I put tuna cans out like like you know
I just I I saw some cats and I started feeding them and I it attracts every dang stray cat around. So we don't have a mice problem. >> Yeah. Well yeah don't there won't be a mouse problem around like you know most places with a bunch of cats you know. >> Yeah. I mean, none of them are ours, but
like, you know, um we always just leave food on our front por like, you know, cans of tuna on our front porch and they love it. And and if if like like when when I did um have there was a like a mouse found its way into the freaking plumbing or which they you know they can get into the toilets. >> Oh my god. >> Yeah. Yeah. They they actually I watched
like like a video where they cut a toilet in half and showed how a a mouse gets through a toilet and into your house. >> And I actually heard it happen. I heard this splash and I was like, "What the hell is that?" I was just like, "Was it like water pressure or something?" Like, "What the hell was that?" Anyway, no, this little
got in here with his friend and I I got I got a hold of him. Anyway, took him outside, laid him. I saw where the cats were across the street and they were just looking at me. There were a whole b and I put the mouse on the the mice on the ground and I uh I I I I came back like two minutes later and you know
all the mice were gone. So >> Oh well, I I'm like today I think I'm gonna like get some exercise because I'm gonna try to move these like you know um Yeah. Can you come over and like move some bags of cement, please? >> If you were local, I would help you, but
um but you know, seriously, >> I am. I'm in Los Angeles. >> Oh, you are? >> Yeah. >> We should hang some time then, man. Give me a wife. Should hang some time. Um but like Yeah. And and I I'll train you if you want to like I mean, you want to come over, I'll I'll I'll train you. Um because I've got machines and all that, you know, and I'll show you how to how to gain weight really quickly. I mean
like I gained 70 lbs and like I mean like it sounds crazy because I got down to 180 and and like at contest I mean I was completely shredded and everything you know you can see like every little part of me. Um and then um
then I decided I wanted to get back up to 250 and I did that within I think five months. So that's 70 pounds of muscle in like in five months. >> But I was eating like two chicken >> Wow. breasts every two hours and and like and then when I was awake and then like I tried to sleep 12 hours a day if I
could. >> When you're awake when you were asleep, >> huh? >> Or you you said when you were awake you were eating. Oh, so or I did. >> So yeah. And so like like like what I was I mean I I was gonna earlier just like get up and eat and then go back to sleep and I stayed up to talk to you. It's fine. But um but yeah. Yeah. I I try to like like like set aside 12 hours. So like I I'll wake up after
three or maybe six or whatever and then I'll eat and then I'll go back to bed. Then I wake up and eat go back to bed. You know what I mean? You >> ever like are you ever like so hungry you're like eating in your sleep basically? >> No. No. I I I I will eat so much that I for be force-feeding myself, you know. >> Oh well, don't do that. I mean, it's like
>> I mean, well, I mean, it's just to to get in the calories to pack in everything that I need to grow. >> That's why I can't get that's why I can't like gain weight because it's like um you know, >> well, you're not trying to like to grow like I mean like to be like me. >> If I could gain 100 pounds, wow, that would be amazing. But, you know, um because I could probably take 100 pounds and I'd look just fine. You know, I
would probably would not I would just be like normally like a normal weight. Like I feel like I'm way >> Oh, no. with your frame. I'm telling you, actually, you would look quite the opposite. Arnold Schwarzenegger only weighed 23 pounds when he was in his prime. >> I I need to take steroids, I think, and like maybe like because I'm so cinnowy, you know? It's like I wouldn't have the even if I like worked out and like even
if I had the motivation of like a really hot trainer then I I would like lose all this like calories just like orgasming over them then uh I still I still um it's I'm losing calories too quickly. Okay. Well, look at I have a card for you. This one says here you see it.
You see it? Yeah. It says peace and it says bridg goddess in your sacred name a light within me pieces flame. So bridg br i g i d bridg it kind of like reminds me of building a bridge or something like that or like um creating peace
where there was once war or there's a candle in this picture. I don't know. just like uh yeah, there's this like peace in this like soft candle light like lower light or something and or making peace with somebody. Okay, I don't know if that's Oh, the back of the card is pretty cool, too. I'm just going to pull two more of it.
Okay, two more. Okay, let's see. This is like a Okay, this one says organization, a peace organization. Okay, I'm hearing the UN involved. It says organization. It says purpose, planning, efficiency now come to me so easily. It's pretty cool little picture though.
It's like you can bring things towards you. Organization. It's like there's like this is almost like is that like Venus kind of? Let me see. I need my I mean now I feel like an old old man because I kind of need glasses. Okay. Yeah, it looks like a giant Venus. But uh yeah, and there's like and you know I think but maybe planning something like building something
continuing to build something for your future and passion. Oops. Got passion. So I guess the the sex Oh my god. Was there nudity? No, it's not nudity. No, I I don't know what I was looking at in the picture. Okay. Yeah. Well, it says passion says uh rise
passion rise up high. uh inflamed my purpose reached the sky. Oh, you know who it is? It's Cupid and Psyche in the picture. That's crazy. Okay, but anyway, um it's a little few cards. Anybody want a card in the chat? Hey,
so what are you up to today? What are you doing? I'm gonna I mean I I need I need more sleep for sure and then um gonna get up and train and I need to make some I need to I need to gang tape videos. I've got so much stuff like the other day like I mean I've got all like the the the Penguin action figures
arrived like from McFarland one week and then the the ones that like like the Penguin from Batman. Um and they they cost about 250 bucks. the these things are really really um like I mean these are not normally I this to a kid but me because I'm an idiot. Um but anyway uh I I >> four of them so you can like you know have one one of them can be destroyed one of them can be like opened one of
>> yeah that's what that's that's the idea them with the Mcfarland toys. I mean, cuz like cuz I've got two um uh uh uh penguins from McFarland and two of the Beast Kingdom ones. And be the Beast Kingdom ones are just I mean it looks like like they could start talking. They look so real with the paint job. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah.
>> Um what was I trying to say? Like >> I'm sorry. I like I'm gonna look up this action figure. I like it's called like the Billy doll. I don't know. Have you I don't I This was like famous in the 90s. I think we're about the same age. So, >> but um >> I'll just show you. It's like a famous art style. Like I don't know. This guy's like, >> "Oh, I was I waited 13 months for those
things. I I paid for them 13 months before they arrived." And I So, like I'm thinking that the companies just make a like a prototype and then, you know, advertise that and and you know, with a pre-order. Okay, that looks really wrong. And they have big they're anatomically correct.
So they have a big Yeah, that's um >> I was never into that. Sorry. >> Well, I'm not into that either, but that's one of the pictures of Billy doll. This another one of the Billy Oh, no. That's exact >> Oh, no. Here's the one. I like this one. This one's This one's awesome. >> BPS guy with big I love it.
>> Oh my god. >> Yeah. Uh oh. Sorry. a action figures. Okay, this is a subject I will not be covering on my channel. >> No, but these were like if you got one. See, they're called Billy dolls. I'm like this one looks like you. >> No, not really. It doesn't really. But he's blonde. I mean, that's the only maybe the only compar.
>> I used to be Yeah, I used to be blonde and now like my body hair is like dark >> dark dark dark brown and black. My facial hair is like totally black. I don't know what the hell's going on with me man. >> Turning completely gray. >> Huh? >> Turning gray. All my hair is by my >> You guys been worrying. Don't worry
about things, man. >> I'm not worried about it. I'm just like I I think it looks kind of like, you know, it looks kind of decent. Like uh Oh, maybe like I'll play I'll show you like the my latest like video that I put on the way up. But but I am gray in it. Like I bet uh still Yeah, the Billy doll. I would I would have saved this. They wear this like little like
Okay. Well, anyway, I mean like Okay, so let's uh There's Lady Gaga in this place. What's going on? So, yeah. How much is it worth? I wonder. It's like anatomically It's a an anatomically correct doll. Um here. Oh, here's one. Here's a good one. If you can kind of see the pants. Hold on. It's either the anatomically correct
is that it's that's kind of like your your size, right? Or Yeah. I don't know. Hello. I think I lost. Look, he's in the glorial right here. Okay. Okay. Well, I'm gonna play this on the way out and uh here I'll play I'll play play this and see see what you what
you think. Okay, hold on. Uh it's my late one of my latest uh thing. Thank you so much. Uh let me see down. >> Thanks for having me on, man. >> Oh, anytime. Um new folder. Well, I don't know. Try this one.
>>
>> I rather face the I rather face the I rather blaze. Yeah. I rather blaze. I rather blaze and say goodbye. But I know I return with my eyes un shut. Dead awake. Yeah. Get awake out the ashes. A phoenix
with receipts of our teeth. I don't move on. I move beneath. And when you hear that serpent song, you'll know. You'll know. You hear that serpent song, you know. Close. Don't go. You hear that serpent song, you know. And when you hear that serpent song, you know I'm with you. That smoke. I'll show you what
a gentleman can do. Pretty handsy cutting clean. Don't call it fragile, call it focus flame. I don't forget what tries to steal my name. I won't let you slip away.
I rather burn in judgement. But I know I return and I'll be dead away. Dead away. Yeah. Rising, rising, rising from the state. >>
>> You won't take my soul away. I rather face a part. I rather blaze. I rather place a sacrifice.
>>
>> One more. Hope you guys like it. If you haven't seen it, I promise you that this one this one's really good. Hold on. Um
I like It did turn out pretty good. Okay, I'll fix that and then Okay, here we go.
>>
>> I learn the world by falling off a sledge. Together on a rusted ledge. They call it failure. I call it pledge. Carving truth with a liar's hedge. Every mistake just alchemy. Every crack my biography. And they keep trying to rewrite my face. Projecting the shadows all over my
space. They want to say they can crucify, but I'm the ghost they can't deny. I'm a broken man. The murder that won't collapse.
Every reload my fire. Every star resets my choir. You see your fears in the silver, but I'm the her. I rise from the edge. You try to trap. I'm psych of the
broken map. I don't want to name the pain. Walk through storms just to re the rain. The world sees chaos. I see the chain that links the lost to the I gain. And I'm the lesson wrapped in smoke. The truth inside the joke. You crown me villain and beg me to heal.
You scream me s that you want to feel. You build your out of everything I break. But I'm the story you car. I'm psyching through every
fracture my vision. Every stumble is you think I'm chaos you must forget. But I'm the heretic you. I rise from the fight. You try to cycle
of the broken map. I fall down cliffs just to learn the climb. Bleed through centuries inside one lifetime. I carry the cold no.
My ruins are rarer than your shrine. I walk the follow others flee. A living trial of prophecy.
A broken letter. harder f to overlap. Every lie you try to name me with, every myth you built from it. I'm the heretic with the quiet sword.
I'm the lost door. So you try to bury me under your clap, but I'm s of a broken mist. your holy name. I walk through unfree from every fall of
this gummy. The writing is the Bagari. >> Have a good day. Uh yeah. Well, I made actually I made a video with Alex, but I think she's mad at me now. I don't know if she wants me to ever play it again. But
until I know for sure, I'll just have to play it. Just uh because then she might say, "Oh, don't play that again." But then I'll at least play it one more time. I want I want to talk to Alex again. I just don't want to be near her. >> I don't ever want to meet her in person. >> I met her in person. She's She's lovely.
>> That's exactly why. >> I got you. I got you. >> Just Just stay away. Don't even attempt. >> She Yeah. Okay. Let me see. Um Yeah, I did make I made this and she was like the inspiration or I don't even the inspiration. She's a star. I mean, but
uh it turned out pretty good here. Let's see if you like it. You love the music. Thank you. I hurt
Every chain is eternal. Maybe that's the art of the climb. The soul don't break, it refineses. My mirror eyes, they don't flinch in the storm. They just watch the illusions form. I cut through the nerves, switch planes midflight. Bleeding truth in the glare of the light. Now I'm electric
wide open the light didn't engage the feeling let it watch me asend while I'm sh in my skin tangled in doubt but the light
silencing shadows that my name you lift me oh just to test my flame Watch me ascend the vine. Falling apart to rewind my mind. Silencing shadows,
breaking the crown. Lift me up, I won't fall back down. Blessing the praising the bloom. The night is the canvas where visions move. My voice cracks thunder, my veins run blue. Hold me close, I'm becoming new. I cut to the core.
I switch into grace. I built this world for my own mistakes. Now I'm full. No master. The wall didn't contain the feeling at all. Watch me asend while I'm shedding. My
skin tangled in the light. Silencing shadows that my name. You lift me up just to test my flame.
Watch me ascend the bind. Falling apart to rewire my mind. Silencing shadows, breaking the crown. Lift me up. I won't fall back down. Eyes closed. I fell through cosmic time.
Madness and magic. Your pulse in mine. Circle divine our soul and find your ti to me. But I choose the line. I'd cut you free
for love redesign with starlight woven devel.
No fear, no shame. The doubt dissolves in the holy flame. Silencing shadows that try to drown. You lift me up, I won't come down. You watch me unravel. Watch me transform
from the I reborn. Reborn.
>>
>> Thank you guys. >> Thanks. I'll see you next time. >> See you next time. Appreciate it. >> Love you, man. Take care.
I just feel like doing a full full circle. I'll play one more on the way out. So, everyone have a good day, right? Make it a great day.
And don't let anybody give you any
Hey boy, do you want me now? You called for the pretty thing, but the desert heard you first wasn't prey. It was prophecy
horns dusk eyes cutting through the smoke. A green sharp as a parable. I stepped from the heat like a nightmare that learned to dance. You thought I was luck, but luck bites back. You thought I was sweet, but sweetness
is a snare for a man who never read the warning sightings. I move like a panther in the hallways of your ego. Soft for the shadow. Dragging your bra into the light just to watch it.
Laughing now. He of nowhere, king of thrones. I don't need claws to unake you. Your pride unravels with the gentlest touch of my voice. And when you chase me, I vanish. Jackal
with emotion. Your fingers brushing only dust and your own delusions. Do you want me now? Do you want me to know? I know you want me now. But is the person I am a creature
that turns desire brightey the body. Walk in the fall between hunger and humor. I bless what deserves it. Fix what invites sit and dance circles around every mask you thought would
save you. I don't need violence. Your illusions collapse themselves and I don't swing the rope. You twist it with your own words. I don't break by the rafters of your pride. Kick kick at the ghost you try to hide. I
watch the voice clearing of the in between. Taking notes on your unraveling. >> Playboy. You summon my flirting with a creature born to resele.
So tell me, do you want me now or do you finally see the truth? Stuck in the dust behind me. I'm the predator you pray for. I'm the trickster you deserve. I'm the shadow, the heat, and the silence. You never stood a chance.
Well, Psyche's in his speedo. Stars and stripes parade. Fish tacos on the table. Another wild charade. He's hitting on the straight men. Come on, lose that shirt. Meanwhile, BA's on the hotline yelling till
it hurts. Pretty pages dodging simps like dodgeball in the gym. Canada dry got gonged off. Didn't even swim. Summer spunky Marcy flashing chaos on the feed. And
here comes a porn bomb. Oh lord, we don't need. Welcome to the madness. Welcome to the show where the hard are soft. A debate still a no go. We're laughing through the trolls,
making gold out of hate. This is psyche awakens. We're never closing the gate. Fus kitties purring. Christine's with fuzzy bear. Arthur stirring pots like he's cooking up a scare.
Trucker rumbles in. Salmon's chasing views. DJ eluous cartoon face breaking all the rules. Here's got the trolling game down to an art. The
ocean's waiting in call the shark. He eyes on the ever clear. Words sluring free and Michael spirits here in every memory. We fought, we've laughed, we've gone too far.
We've turned the trolls into our own memoir. We've bent the rules. We've heard the gongs. Damn, this crew still sings along.
Welcome to the madness. Welcome to the show where every wild night becomes another in joke. We're laughing through the chaos and making it great. Life awakens forever. Yeah, we love this face.
All right, who's got the fish tacos? And why is Arthur still talking?
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