Psyche hosts an unplanned early morning livestream open panel discussion on the Cult of Psyche show, discussing various topics and interacting with his audience.
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The episode starts with Psyche attempting to join other channels, but being denied access. He decides to host his own open panel discussion instead, inviting his audience to join in ▶ 2:12. Psyche shares his experiences from the previous day, including a negative encounter on a dating app ▶ 7:52. He also discusses his plans for the day, including cleaning the house before a visit from Rudy's mom ▶ 10:16. The conversation is informal and meandering, with Psyche interacting with his audience and sharing stories about his life, including his cats ▶ 11:13. At one point, Psyche shows his cats, Lenor and Trix, on camera, and they appear to be getting along ▶ 12:59. Later, Psyche decides to use the dating app Grinder to 'lighten the mood' and shows some profiles to his audience ▶ 14:00.
The episode appears to be an spontaneous and unstructured discussion, with Psyche sharing his thoughts and experiences with his audience. It suggests that Psyche values his relationship with his audience and is willing to be open and honest with them about his life. The conversation also touches on themes of community and connection, with Psyche inviting his audience to join in and share their thoughts and experiences.
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good morning I don't know I woke up try to go to my friend's panel there's some dick there he's not letting me in and he said um he said oh it's VIP only I they're sitting there playing video games I don't know the guy
whatever morning KT so my new philosophy if you can't join them beat them we can can we you guys feel like having some fun we can go go over there or we can yell at them but it's fine I'm rather I'd rather be here with you you guys in my my own Studio they can't join
if they they want to I'm now now I'm now I'm competing with their open Panel good morning he doesn't oh but then I went to Theo's and Theo's there he's awake and this channel I don't I don't know it was the other
guy it was the other guy he was like he's like oh he's like I don't know you it's I went to both I went to two two of their channels it's fine look I still have a beard left how are you guys Lenor you're sitting here with me and is sitting here where other cats he
doesn't either I don't know I couldn't find someone I need to find someone with power to let me in he saw me backstage he saw someone saw me someone saw me backstage they can oh maybe not I don't know maybe they don't have the power right KT I don't know I want I just want to say hi I just
want to say I woke up you know I slept I passed out for like 5 hours head of night and sleep and stuff and I was like oh say hi to these guys they're mean maybe they don't have the power not worthy but you guys are worthy you guys have the power
okay KT you saw I know my 420 wasn't there and then they saw me back I don't know but they wouldn't say oh he's asleep or something they they kept me waiting there but then I was on Theo's Channel and like Theo was posting the link oh yeah oh maybe he posted the same link yeah whatever let's
have a party here m420 fall asleep what's up Tracy how are you Tracy yeah we had fun last night um on beas it was a little bit got a little bit emotional but yeah yeah fa love you Tracy thank you for being here this morning I'm here with Lenor well if anyone can't get into
their show they can come here because everyone's you know everyone's welcome here on the panel right I I'm trying to like you know yeah Tracy's awesome thank you Tracy for being here thank you for everything Tracy too let me see how my beer tastes if I throw up I'll do it off the camera KT were you over there we're just
playing Grand Theft Auto yeah I think I think money 420 fell asleep I couldn't find Summer's CH I don't know if summer could have let me on
if anyone wants to they wel come here I'm I'm about letting people on the panel MC Nemesis I let him on like twice P had to ban him I'm just like I'll let you back like do all these things and I like I'll let you back I'll You Back by the way I did like an awesome like 11 hour stream today and I was I was
yesterday I was on the whole time wow oh I I like to I took like a I went for a walk and P P took over and stuff and oh so and it was so much fun I think I think it eventually the stream crashed but it was time to end the stream anyway because if it goes over 12 hours yeah I don't know well you're welcome
here you're welcome up here cheers
guys that's not very good oh my God you're here too you're just shy oh be shy you're welcome here you don't have to put on your camera you know I think tiger butterfly that's not very good I don't
want to puke I didn't sit with my my tummy okay okay though what's up Chloe how are you so if I can't join them I'll beat them I already have more people more people
no a more active chat than they have yeah Boston Strong wasn't he cool mama what's up yeah Boston Strong was in the chat for like seven hours seven or eight hours out of out of the 10 yesterday's he's he's awesome yeah guys the chat there chat
wasn't moving at all I don't know I'm not going to hold it against them I know I know money 420 and summer are asleep right I can't I I wish I could have I wish I could have more of that this beer but damn that would that did not sit right with me yeah so it didn't go too well
yesterday on grinder you are K you are awesome thank you yeah it didn't go too well on grinder yesterday so there's a cute guy oh he turned into a dick CU I said I was on I was on a panel and then he was like oh well what you think is a deterant I was like no and he's like well your that face pck you have that won't do it for
you that won't do it for you I was like Joel you want a dick pick I didn't send him one but I sent him a different pick and then he's like um then he then he just um think he blocked me I don't know not everyone's going to everyone's going to want to be my friend right or I don't
know or want to be involved in my Shenanigans but I was thinking about it they have guys um guys that come up on um on on what the monkey or the or the some other app right and it's like you got to expect you might be on a live stream if you put your picture on
the internet and stuff like that even it's on grinder and stuff for hook it's like you can you don't have to put your picture up up there but if you do got expect people are going to be looking at your picture right I don't know careless Kate I think was living a being a little bit sensitive about oh don't show their face yeah I will I mean yeah I'm trying to
I'm doing a show and I'm trying to find a date it's like these are my friends I'm she like sharing with my friends and my audience and stuff like that so I don't know what are the ethics of that do you think Am I Wrong to show the grinder pictures of people on a public website it's
public anyone can download it anyone can view it and stuff oh there was a guy one of the guys did um have a good time though and then another guy wrote me and he's like Capricorn son I don't know if that's my name because I said oh yeah my name is Capricorn Redondo I think on on
grinder you can look you can look me up nine people in the chat 3 in the morning whoo good seeing you guys I have the link pinned oh excuse me wants to come up I did eat my chicken nuggets but I ate the rest of my chicken the cats are all happy tomorrow I'm going to clean the house
today I have to clean the house today cuz tomorrow Rudy's mom is coming I don't want her to come to a messy house and she's going to take me to lunch and she's going to visit Rudy Rudy's happy are you here Lenor Lenor you're over here how are you guys
doing poor man just took over there there's there's Lenor Lenor do you want to say hi this is most adorable cat are you adorable I know now it's 3 in the morning what should I do today Starbucks a Starbucks uh I know I'm overdrawn now my account
no I have credit I have I have some credit so I can get some Starbucks yep you love my kitties yeah Trix is right there yeah okay I'm not not not overdrawn very much still I'm good maybe
I'll have Starbucks at five I have to wait a couple more hours it's almost 3 it's nice 249 Los Angeles unfortunately I don't think I don't think my booty Ranger sat well with me when I took a sip of it so I might I might still finish it I got cigars still I yeah I love my kitties here come
here Trix Tri you want to come say hi Trix come on he's just looking at me you're just looking at me come here why is it yeah Lenor you want to come over here cats around I had fun yesterday though I I called I called Alisa Jordana like drunk I called
him so drunk and uh and but you got to hand it to her she didn't she's never hung up on me or anything like we've always just had a talk to me as long I want you have a Rednosed pity oh your cat's 21 oh my gosh well um Rudy's an old he's kind of I thought he's an old man but 21 you
know um it's that's an older cat right but uh Rudy 16 I call him like he's like the little old man of the house all the other cats I think Lenor is like four right are you four Lenor come here Lenor come over here there look at look come over here tricks come on tricks come on
Trix Trix you were sleeping you watching me is Lenor Len do you like tricks they're kissing oh my God they're kissing guys hold on do you like tricks they were
kissing they're kissing like Len nor would usually like kiss if I like like put their nose and she they kissed it was cute more cigar I had a fun night I had a fun night guys oh KT you care for 21 years oh my God that's
awesome is that is true love that cats are the best you're you're over there just sitting here watching me I always feel like somebody's watching me I don't know want to do some grinder
let's do some grinder just to lighten the mood see if anyone's up maybe he'll get some guy come over here okay let's see any cute
uhoh come on stop it stop it ah come on stop Marilyn Monroe Mar rose on grinder yeah that is cool beautiful black with gamber eyes yeah just like Lenor has beautiful beautiful eyes this
guy's kind of cute chill Phil kind of he looks like he looks like Joker he looks like Joker a little bit Joker in like 20 years right is that joker that's Joker I found Joker on
grinder it's a mustache I'll invite him on the show yep L uh oh oh oh
no Lake fairy I'm sure she's a nice person oh this guy's cute he's cute this guy cute guys I I need a date maybe tonight
here's the okay I need a face hold on this guy that someone I know I don't know all right him wow last guy was cute huh I'm write this guy
too
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why look at the lips little bit why is lips so white think she's like
cocaine they look like a nice person though they look like a nice person I don't want to make fun of people I'm running these grinder streets in the middle of the night come on I need a hot
guy there's what there's nobody here hold on tags I have a tag on oh I have the trans tag on that's why there are so many trans okay turn up wow look at this guy's body not showing his face though he's wearing a scary
mask okay
no I'm getting a
message this guy just R me back he's a biker he ready a bike look at he's like going in the air like a like a he's cute okay got a a message from
him oh he's running me back he's running me back guys
guys I said he was cute okay hey Janet what's up girl Janet I'm just I'm just trolling I'm not trolling just trolling grinder I'm not trolling grinder I'm I'm I'm like running around grinder
looking okay this guy Mario Brothers cute H hold I'm GNA say hi to him or this guy I don't know
Tracy Janet Janet Tracy what do you think lonely lady ah oh gosh here's a here's an Asian guy
you like the chess Tracy said hell no oh look at this guy this guy looks cute huh I like this guy right here I'm G say hi to
him okay oh gosh oh this guy jungle this guy's name is jungle
I don't know it might be like too gay for I don't know not sure can't host looking to travel to you I'm into getting naked verse here mask for mask horny with party fun for my birthday month is February I have pics okay let's say happy birthday
yeah it's the joint panel after St Nikki like I couldn't get into that that chat I think he was like oh I think money 420 could have only added me or something oh this guy horny masculine guy this guy cute yeah we're having an Afterparty tonight I unfortunately my uh fortunately my beer got a little
warm this guy looks comfortable I'm going to say hi him maybe let me just see oh he's cute I think he's cute yeah he's cute look right there he's a mean look I like that mean
look yeah St St Nikki says cats only or vagina only or only or what let's see what else anybody they're up at 2 in the morning you know this guy's cute
you just okay someone else is saying hi someone else is saying hi this this guy run me back he's hot guys he's hot look at this guy he just R me back what do I say I say you're sexy
okay you're sexy I don't know guys the more people I ride the better chances I have I just some people are kind of scary looking this guy's nice and nice looking he's kind of
cute I'm really not that into white
guys this an attractive trans not really in the trans
though guys we're having fun we're just having we're just watching some grinder this morning on grinder this morning maybe I'll get a date tonight you know who knows i' had I've had zero success so far this
guy cute more pictures
I'm gonna say hi he said he's by curious download by curious uh oh he on the down low he'll kill me no yeah I know gotta watch out for some of these guys right oh guy I like this guy
scruffy he's like a scruffy he like snowboard he's a construction
worker I don't know not not really my type look at this guy's body good morning sassy I'm trying to find me a date I don't think I'm going to drop I don't think I'm G to like tell them I'm on I'm on my live so quickly next time CU that scares some people
away oh hold on I'm getting oh my gosh I'm getting dick pics 9.5 Ines sent me a picture let me see you see a face
pick I don't see I see probably won't send me a face pick I'm getting more messages guys I'm getting more messages from this guy I got what got this guy all right back you're cute
okay guys guys it's I'm getting messages I don't know said some guy said my he's like my face pick won't cut it I think my face pick was cute also like sometimes you don't want to send like your best looking photo because you don't want like just someone so shallow right they don't like you my my worst day they won't like me on my best day
right okay thanks where you located and what are you looking for okay Don Beach and a black dick that is that too
much I don't know yeah that one guy would probably was a catfish I don't know um well you know my cat my cat's name is Freya sassy scarlet and my mom is like my mom is a beautiful a beautiful woman um and Freya is the goddess of women and
beauty and stuff so yeah I'm trying to be myself but it's like but if I'm myself too much it will scare them away cuz I'm I'm oh I'm getting messages
T I know I know it's going
we're having a little private
conversation guys this might happen
okay we're having a conversation with this guy
guys he's like can you give me an
Uber I don't know if I can afford his Uber I'll try
if I get him at Uber already comes
over I'm getting pictures hold on okay oh wow
I don't know G should G an Uber over
here yeah I'm try I'll try again yeah maybe somebody else I don't know sounded he sent me some interesting video just now it looks kind of fun L what
city yeah I'll keep trying Red Rubber red rber come on yeah I don't know guys okay 20 miles away so I love you guys yeah I don't think I don't know if it'll happen I don't think
this will happen with this guy tonight I'm going to go to another guy goo received okay
hey Mike Mike Doyle how are
you good morning everybody I I might trade I might try another my V Ranger tonight I'm down to hang out it's only three I can't go to Starbucks until 5 how are you guys doing good morning Michigan tiger butterfly my friend tiger butterfly is from Michigan she she we
had a fun night with tiger butterfly but we were playing music you know I'm sure I got copyright not a strike but I I just got copyrighted like a bunch of we were playing music and having a crazy day good I'm so lucky I have a fun open I didn't put open Panel in my link today
so maybe it it's not going to I'll try to change my title of my stream hold on stream info yeah I can change it hold on open
Panel okay I did it open p Channel I'm good I know I I need to go grab a Starbucks at 5: but it's still it's only 3:00 in the morning here but I slept for like five or six
hours say oh already we have a guest hi morning how are you hello guys good morning good
morning sunsh love you love we come in Duos everyone we come we come for your love my love early in the morning it is early in the morning but it's like yeah I slept for I don't know what time I fell asleep maybe like what time was I on your show be like 10: I think it was like 10 p.m or something and I fell
asleep I woke up at you were alive for like nine hours and then um at some point I think you kind of went away and then we went live me and J it and then we were like for I don't know three I crashed out a little bit I cried you were there I think maybe
maybe not and then um yeah and now we're here thank you guys I think Mike Saye Mike in my chat says he has to go to work and uh he wants to reading real quick and so
Mike Doyle it says I mean Mike do do Mike do yeah I'll do it real quick ATS for Mike doily put yourself on main screen and that way yeah there you go and then you can give your reading hi Nick Mike King of Pentacles so you're definitely making some money you're definitely like this this is like
abundant man you know also like it's like you know go moving forward because he got this like the those Wheels so he's grinding he's driving I don't know if you drive for a living or something like that or you drive you got the bull you got this this motivation right yeah Mike m Mike seems cool four of Wands perfected work you're also perfecting
your work right right you're like you're really good at your job okay I hope you like that Mike um okay you're perfecting your work hey man hang man maybe you feel like you're stuck in some way but you're also seeing things from another perspective on this stuff and you're also like you know it's true okay says Spirit of
Mighty Waters okay hang man well he yeah maybe have a nice butt too I'm not sure this guy has a nice butt okay no U yeah you're hanging out seeing things from a different perspective maybe you feel stuck in some way but you're okay also but also had the sun you got this you this really happiness a lot of Happiness coming or a lot of Happiness right now too right the sun is like the most positive card in the deck things are
shining down you got the sun card okay and the emperor okay all four kings in the deck okay okay Mike okay I see you I see you really really awesome guy really successful in control of your Universe right okay yeah this is a cool deck this called the Hermetic tarot so yeah the emperor the emperor
you're just you're just all in control perfecting your work Sun happiness okay the only thing is the hangman might be feeling stuck sometimes but you know just hang out hang out and uh see things from A New Perspective and you know figure things out okay awesome Mike nice meeting you hey are you here now here
Lola how are you guys that was very accurate Mike okay good I'm glad to hear it I hope you liked your reading I do a short and sweet but um he's definitely from an area with a lot of water around him oh my god look Lola that white eyeliner Lola she is a
show girl are you mad at me me yeah I'm so mad I'm pissed be I'm pissed off at you I'm just kidding you're not a best actor I know that was bad that was bad it was bad I'm sorry you're welcome
mik no not at all am do I look mad I kind of felt like I was like ganging up on you I'm like telling you what to do earlier but I think you did the right thing and I love you I just want to I you I told Janet I was like I think
psyche's mad at me oh no no s can I be mad no I cannot be mad I canot be mad at my best friend okay I just I just sent a dick picture of this guy look which guy let me see
okay hold on look at this guy he's
cute oh he looks like that guy from Jersey Shore name the Jersey Shore guy look at this one he's cute huh is that him yeah what about the guy to the left why is he in the picture
what if it's really not I don't know no cuz this right
here good morning sassy he's not bad I guess well I don't know what to think about that picture sarius sagarius I do horoscope okay so Sagittarius Sagittarius you know they're they're the Archer right they're also
like the fiery energy uh they're they're Earth Angels okay Sagittarius have they have an aim they have a goal they have these fiery arrows right Janet says no about the guy yeah we're all 40 girls with all the Twirls KT's laughing Mike was just trying to ask about the daily horoscopes you're just trying to ask about the daily horoscope yeah well see I have
Sagittarius in the 12th house and that's and so it's like that that's the house of hidden things and stuff like that and I have Venus there too and so my my love my love is like always like I'm always in the dark with my with my my love light but I Sagittarius I think they're the Archer right they're they're um they're also the horse energy they have this horsepower they um they have a good
aim they uh have these tendency to be a they have little fiery arrows sometimes right they they can shoot spy arrows right yeah block are you here Lola this is Lola yeah I I so I have this beer I didn't drink all my beer and I just took a sip of it and it's like I almost threw up but I'm like I'm thinking about
drinking the rest of it though my it's just warm it's a warm vood Ranger is not very good the warm I didn't have a warm Modell I'm just gonna put in the freezer for a few minutes and see I'm I'll put in the freezer put it in freezer I just finished brushing my teeth and washing my face like vaa told me
to and I washed my hands hope everyone's having a good morning everyone's getting to work getting to the money it's 6:16 a.m. eastern stand time and I hope you have a nice day yeah I I got a couple I have these I have an oracle deck I'll pull can I pull a card for each of you guys for in
Oracle deck yes okay so for or be oh I mean to shuffle
hold it says you're a dumb stopa this one says what can I burn it says burn it burn it all the ugly lies the pain the shame the criticism the images that run through your head the reminders of what you did
wrong and the proof that you are not enough burn baby burn your soul is it's time for a rebirth you are like Phoenix Rising From the Ashes no longer attached to the you are free your your wings are ready use them today make the choice that you will no longer let your past Define you pick up your pen what
will the next chapter look like and write her diary let's go diary I like my P I don't want to burn guys yes you're not silly stop it he said burn pass and it starts a rebirth of you new with your
pen and your diary girl stop it oh that diary stuff was all fake I just made it off on my okay so Janet this this one says where can I create more space and it says instead of filling yourself up with busy work and things to do create more
Sacred Space in your schedule in your home your mind your lungs and your heart take time to just be so today's action is take do a clutter detox of your schedule home in your innermost self make space Clarity will come awesome I'm going live today that and for the whole chat here's a card for everybody it says how can it be more
flexible right now and it says what are you trying to control maybe it's time to let go let love move through you today and Trust the outcome will be for your highest good today's action remind yourself all day long that you are safe that life is happening to you and that you're not alone then go do some yoga yes let's go yes guys let's see what's I I hear my
grinder just going off right now well some there's there's a guy yeah this guy didn't WR back okay oh God okay I don't know now now it's G now it's gone quiet hold on someone sent me a picture hold on oh yeah this one guy asked me to order him an Uber over here I was like maybe I'm
maybe maybe soon let's see excuse me he wants you to order him over what yeah no no that he has to pay for that and don't even do it if he pays for it yeah
no uh yeah and but uh I mean you're g i get it he wants to pay there yeah I he gonna do G do for my psyche what is he gonna do KT says no yeah I I said maybe maybe we can meet up someday he's in Los Angeles
he's like he send me his address and like he he's down to like come over right now but yeah I was like it's okay um yeah I have today I'm G to be cleaning my house and stuff and like you know um because U um Rudy's Rudy's mom is coming over on Friday and she's gonna take me to lunch and see Rudy and stuff like that I want the house to be nice
and SP and span for her yeah and Janet um Tracy subscribed to you and Nancy Tracy loves you hi good morning hi good morning everybody Tracy I got a really good lecture from um jna back say she gave me a
lecture she told me I'm putting like I wash my face I'm putting you I know I brush my teeth and wash my face like you told me to D I'm you know just kidding no I'm like putting on
yeah give me a good lecture about like CU I crashed up you know's gonna be all right everything's gonna be all right everything's gonna be all right
everything good I'm a b I'm a I'm a l I'm a I'm a saint and I will not be as shame you can't shame us women you come
about our honey you better get it together honey get it together and you women stop arguing with each other we need each other damn it is we talking about wonder they think we can't run this goddamn country you can't even put our aside and stop scratching at each
other I know well I always say like people like will complain about their moms and stuff I'm like I'm like your mom your mom brought you into this world and uh you know like women make a sacrifice when they have a child because it's like it's like you know nine months it's like their stomach gets all stretched out they have to like go through this painful birthing process and everything but it's all out of love and stuff like that and so no matter how
your mom is after you're born you know it's like when when you're when you're when you're she's getting when she's like caring you you know she uh she cares about you no other time and uh can't us you can't be without us tell them Psy even though you love your dick in your mouth and the fingers in your butt you still love us
women you guys are awesome I love I love be on at 3 in the morning and people will like I went to like another cat like it was money 420s but I think money 420 fell asleep and like summer fell asleep and so the guy was like and then the guy saw me backstage and he's like like oh it's VIPs only tonight I'm like I'm a VIP damn it and he's like I don't Pro or
not and I was like I don't I guess he didn't know me he didn't know me but I was like I was like I just stream for 10 hours I like let me in and he's like he's like talk to Amanda at the front desk leave a message we'll get back to you I was like okay if you can't join him beat
him what about if you can't beat him if you can't it's usually you can't beat him join him but if I can't join him I'll beat him yeah and my chat is my chat is more popping than their chat my panel's more popping they're just sitting there playing video games and stuff stuff like that but I was like I just want know I was like I want to chat with somebody I
was like let me in I don't know maybe someone KT said they couldn't let me and the guy the panel host yeah but but money's good to me he's good he's good to me let see yeah money's good to me um but he fell asleep and so and I don't know if he was the only one that could let me in oh but it's also you know who was there was Trevor was there no not Trevor what's
what's the other guy's name the guy that was on last night with cute blonde hair Trevor Ryan is that his name is his name Trevor Ryan let me see I think he's still in the room is this really cute guy um history where's my history no Theo gate Theo
gate oh God that's the boy that was here last night yeah he was cute like he like I was like you know I was like very drunk L the other night and I was like I like can I suck your dick or something like that and he then he was on with um he was on Nick after I fell asleep and he's like did you hear that guy he said can I suck your dick and like laughing he had
a good sense of humor about it right yeah I love you anyway I think he works out so hard today he probably passed out I want to do the exercises he does I that's like hard work yeah you know how I don't know how we gotta like figure out how many pounds of those tires yeah those a tractor I'm gonna see how many pounds how much do a tractor
tire weigh I'll look it up how much is the tractor probably depends on the the tire though right but maybe it's standard it look like a standard tractor tire I don't I don't know maybe it would probably double his weight how much does a tractor tire
way see what AI tells me it say between 400 and 600 pounds yeah the average weight of a tractor tire range between 400 and 600 lb per tire if we add up four tires that's nearly 900
lb due to this design the front tire is way less so maybe it's like 360 you know hundreds of pounds yeah he was just rolling around running around rolling around for like like an hour crazy guy good morning clumsy clumsy was telling me he's B curious and bipolar
today so P can I get a reading of course you want to reading of course please I kind of maybe okay I'll get I'll get you I got you hold on okay thank you my love you're welcome my lovees
okay okay this says okay so first we got the two of Swords it says Lord of Peace renewed okay so maybe there's something you're confused about maybe there's something that you're unclear about but now you're clear about it and now look there's also a nice nice pair of boobs there yummy remember be the other yeah
see also this is my my tattoo as well you see my tattoo you know this one say that that's a nice tattoo oh my God you have the same tattoo as that card yeah two of Swords load oface rest yeah and so peace restored so you
got you got you got your piece back after after conern right five of Wands going through a little bit of strife going but it's also like good-natured it can be good it's like a good natured conflict right it's like it's like they're it's like they're fighting but it's like it's like WWE kind of where they're just like fighting for fun and stuff like that and it's
like so it's not really like that bad of a carard you know but it's like a good nature competition also the emperor you got this is in there the emperor girl you you know who the emperor is yeah this guy this guy is like he's like The Wizard of Oz kind of like he's got all this like really this like you know
making his own universe and like able to make things happen and a really good guy okay got some couple more king of Cups got another another king and this guy this guy's in charge with his emotions he's like he's like on a paddle booat over the over the the the the waves and stuff like that and so this this guy's really in control of his emotions these
might be different men in your life okay okay and then we got this another king Emperor and you got king of king of Pentacles and you got the king of yeah they might I think the the emperor is all the kings in the deck so maybe these are just aspects of this Emperor card right you got some good man around
you okay okay we got the fool time to take a leap of faith time to step into something that you're thinking about doing and you're uh you don't know about it and it's like you know go into it like with a with a childlike mind and like you know have some Faith just take the leap of faith okay thank you thank you and then I got Two of Pentacles
harmonious change so things are looking in your favor it's things your favor balancing things you're keeping things balanced it's like it's like these there like these wheels also like these kind of like eyes too and uh you have your eyes open uh there's good change for you okay so I hope you like that thank you I do it all sounded pretty optimistic and
yeah well I think like I think we all should have optimism for our life you know it's like we if we're optimistic we're going to like expect the best things to happen right we're going to we're going to um have a better mind going we're pessimistic then we you know then we'll see the negative because there's going to be negative right always right there's going to be the positive and the negative but we have to if we see the
positive we choose to see the POS in our life then we can appreciate all the good things happening for us are you here Lola LOL you want to see say hi everybody missing hi Hi C are you so beautiful you have white eyeliner on you you do you you
these white eyes you know what L
Lola um okay I would say between your cat tricks it loves to be on camera the most after is lunar and then and then Lola yeah and then Rudy is like a camera shy a little bit but he's like a little bit shy and then but he saw marbles today marbles
came out really okay like he was he was he was here eating pediment but he's like a big ass cat and like and tricks was like hiding when when he comes in and stuff like that but he's like a little he's a little baby when like he's tough and stuff like that and he's big but then like he lays up here and then he like just rolls over me and stuff like that and he's like did you see Li's
cat tonight he showed his cat did you see that cat whose cat oh this guy Nam liy he joined his cat is like a main Co and was like 20 pounds literally when he was holding yet it looked like he was holding like three dogs it was a cat Janna thought have you seen Freya like I show
you I think I've shown Freya like she's come up she only comes in like like a few times a day to stuff and eat to eat and stuff like that but uh and she's she like has the big raccoon tail and she's like a big fluffy fluffy look cat but she's like I haven't shown her very much on camera because I have you know I have to go pick her up and she's like a
little bit a bit um Freya I've never seen Freya before never seen Freya well she's a she's a beautiful she has a big she looks like she's half raccoon she she literally like looks like she's half raccoon um I'll do another few cards I have another deck for the
chat we'll do some cards for the chat my butterfly deck hold on this one says depth this is like going into your subconscious you know dreaming astral projecting going into yourself there's like a little is that a little owl there's like a little little bar now watching too like this inner Vision okay you guys can meditate you guys can
astral travel you guys can um can uh dream right we also have the Veil and so this is like seeing through the veil seeing through the illusion of the world um seeing in the dark you know it's like and also what when you're when you're doing going to the depths you know you're you're you're
Crossing through the veil right and finally I have this camouflage and so you're also protected and hidden from any any enemies and you're able to disguise yourself and you're able to to peek and hide in the bushes sometimes and see what's going on and and see through the veil right hope you guys like that everyone having fun think I'm
going I'm just having a SI of milk right now one
second yeah I love milk it does the body good so let's see what's going on grinder right now am I getting messages 3:33 in the morning let's see who's who's up on grinder or should it is 3:33 yep so let's see okay tell me tell me yes or
no yeah let me see his next picture he doesn't look bad okay maybe the next one that's it but it says let's hook up let's play yeah he's better than all the other ones I've seen or maybe I'm just really drunk right now I'm just a beard goggled on I don't
know he he looks not bad I don't know Tracy was he cute uh I'm kind of he' look cute to me right now this guy's cute I'm saying hi let me see another picture he only one picture no
information about himself so but okay he looks like he was using S Sam asari's picture you know Britney Spears's ex-husband the Persian guy oh scary kind of look kind of look she said yeah see me and Tracy kind
of have like you know yeah great no uhuh this guy tapped by somebody hold on he just tapped me the cute guy we just okay oh yeah he's cute I mean not that cute but I mean yeah tap him back I don't know what toping
mean TR I went F I just I gave him a fire okay okay fire Emoji I've had 87 views since I started doing this um yeah now we're at the we're at the three in the morning crowd right here this guy's kind of cute let me see kind of cute Mexican
guy always look at the eyes right yeah and but he like this guy likes I don't know what does this mean he has these ropes is that he's like a is this like ski resort I I don't know what's what's his rope attached to is that it looks like something Jesus Christ got like okay this guy look at this
guy no no more pictures is like really up yeah okay he need a better haircut if he can't afford a good haircut I don't know I think a lot of these guys are
probably oh this one says are you scared of Lila yeah I am just be like you are I don't know what's underneath it your name is Leila yeah this guy has
a nice okay this guy's kind of like goofy kind of cute kind of I think he's too old though for me but kind of cute is she's a AR choke face look at this guy's picture a that's cute
total top into passive total bottom and passionate session can provide real sex experience for hours wow okay um oh this guy this guy looks kind of goofy hold what it looks like that video like
black hole son don't you come you know what like it just looks like no why is that no no that's the same dude yeah this one too kind of cute I'm gonna say
hi this why are these why are these guys up at 3: in the morning I understand me being up at 3 in the morning but why are these guys up at 3 in the morning cuz you're up at 3 in the morning okay this guy hold on why am I why am I right now we have like weird hours okay this guy's cute right
here oral bottom hosting hold on he's cute hold this guy's really cute cute there was only one guy that I found cute and I don't know what happened to him and if you can find him again I I gotta find him you tapped me
this guy's cute I'm G to say hi it was it was L it was earlier you went live and then you had to that one of the was totally my type like 100% I hadn't seen anybody my type for like 10 years and you passed them right through like nobody yeah I know I'm so picky this
guy's kind of cute you're not picky you said hi to everybody I know I you don't see like all the guys I all the guys I skip over though I just like just the one that catch my eye I show I'm so picky swe the one guy was
messages cute did my girl how about we need a sleep stream I'm gonna sleep with you too while you look through tender with I'm still here but if I go to sleep it's six o'clock in the morning so if I go to sleep too we're all sleeping here with
you okay I'll I'll do I'll do a sleep stream we can all hang out can you just talk to us and show us more like things and do your thing till we fall asleep of course I oh yeah just like I a lot of these guys are like are not like I swear
I scroll through like so many photos oh my God oh my God Sean James right Sean James I'm sorry I'm so but Shan J I'm psycho and then he went
hello someone yeah laa ask what rock stars do I find attractive oh Rock I'm just laughing CU Sean was definitely that was a typo but he never talk like that he would just made the typo just look so funny the way he were
highy yeah okay so okay so I was so I there's this there's this this psychic okay and it's like then she always get mad at me and like kick me out of her chat or mute me but so but her name is deie something so I went into her chat and it's like deie goddess or something like that and I went to her chat and I was like Divine goddess the she's kind of like a black girl really pretty right
well I think but this one is I think I know who you're talking about but like this one is her name is De okay so I went into her chat and I was like hi Debbie but it's it came auto corrected hi devil and she's like your mama's a devil what Ro find track I like King Diamond I like you know I like Marilyn
Manson um What U what rock stars yeah like um I don't know like nowadays um I don't know I like King Diamond I saw King Diamond in concert I thought he was attractive what rock stars do you find attractive I think in the 70s though this he has his makeup he has his have you seen King Diamond Bea go watch me
sleep oh okay yeah well I'll do a sleep stream tonight but here's King Diamond he's like and I saw him with I went to with hell Walker to see him um hell Walker doesn't doesn't like me anymore but here there this guy right
here I find him attractive that looks like the penguin guy from um Batman Danny like P yeah maybe a little bit but he's he's cute he's he's cute though I like his like a little frown what you say his name is King
Diamond remember that weird typ Manson Marilyn Manson I met no not him no of course not marn Manson Charles Manson guy from the Alisa Jordan show oh mini Manson yeah oh my God that guy is so weird Minnie Manson's actually a
woman you know I did not know that yeah Minnie Manson is a female to male transexual yeah because um Jamie told me Jamie Rose told me like that um mini mans has a and stuff yeah um and she put her she put a microphone in her and stuff and uh okay Nick says turbo negro let me see he's attractive
hold on Nick is telling me turbo negro is that a singer let me see nickon that's turbo negro right there is TR transgender yeah um transgender yeah um me Mei Manson is transgender like
actually like Minnie Manson like there like the first time I saw Minnie Manson I was watching Alisa's old streams and like Alisa was interviewing him on Kermit and friends and he's like I'm gonna cut your throat you because she kept calling him mini mason and he's like I'm not Minnie Mason I'm Minnie Manson and then I was like Wow that's scary like he said that then like I saw like a year later she went like a
double date with somebody with him I was like she Alisa is like she she she hang people that threaten to unive her and stuff like that it's kind of scary but yeah um yeah Marty music Biz um had like used to like I think he told a story about how Minnie he like he like was bending over or something like that and
then Minnie Manson like stuck their fingers in his butt and stuff like that are you mod for mini mans in reality send me send me his link I I'll try to get him on my show or like talk to talk to him on the he sounds like an interesting person but yeah he was like Alisa was like Minnie Mason so I had a I had a good night uh U I went and talked to Alisa for like I called her on the
phone and she's out with this guy Nam his name is tan man she just like met him yesterday like walking around it was so funny like he's like this Mafia like New York attitude guy that he's like in South Florida like in like these soft like teal soft colors and stuff like that he's like he really was into Alisa and then there's this rapper and he was like yo yo yo he's like this rapper they
were sitting sitting down with and he was the worst rapper in the world did you see that he would yeah I'd love to have Minnie Manson on the or Minnie Manson on the show that'd be awesome nany's gonna hook me up with Minnie Manson and well the lipstick looks like a dog's dick yeah um but um I called Alisa today and then he was like so with Alisa and I was
like I was like I was like I I'm drunk tonight but you know I think I think I I I like you with the tan tan man I think uh I think he's a good guy and you know I think you're safe around him because he'll just put a hit out on anybody that will ever with you and and then she kept getting like TTS but she got or like $3 and so it's just like a message and stuff and so and she kept me on the
line like past 3 T I like I like I'll stay on I'll talk I'll keep talking until someone donates five dollar and he's like yeah yeah he's like he's trying to get people to donate and stuff like that but yeah oh okay so there's mini man subscribe to Minnie Manson and we'll see see if Minnie Manson comes on the show also DJ Electra knows wend Wendy The from
Howard Stern and she's gonna try to get um Wendy call to the show sometime um but yeah I was upset today because MC Nemesis like or who is it who who pissed off um who pissed off DJ Electra today was it mc mc it was a crucible go or MC it was sick it was sick oh sick oh my
gosh yeah SI always pisses like my friends you know it's like and then he's not a I like that was funny like that that clip where he like put a hammock in the bus and then like but it had no sound with it and so I thought it was like real and then he like but then it was like so fake when I hear like the real voices like so fake they're like
they're like there's a sign that says no hammocks on the bus and they're like we need to go to work they're like it was just like the fakest acting yeah see makes everyone mad so yeah guys he does he pisses everybody off like you know he he's not a bad person but you know it's like I don't know I I didn't like how he chased away DJ Electra that was that
kind of pissed me off and uh you know I'm sorry DJ like oh I'm getting messages on grinder someone's what's up come in gay not notet I know I'm not gonna go on gay not.net what are these advertisements I'm getting you're hilarious you're like no
I'm not going to go when sent me a link I I'm trying to find I just yeah there's the Mario Brothers guy I don't know I don't see like anybody like this guy kind of looks interesting J yeah I already wrote to him jungles okay um yeah I don't see as the 3:00 a.m.
crowd is kind of like this guy kind of looks scary Jose scary looks SC scary I don't know I like that hat I like when they wear the hat like that oh there's a black okayy see is this Barry sure uh oh we have another guest
tonight what's good good morning turn have you guys been up all night dude no I I I slept I slept for like five hours I SLE from like 10: to 2 that's that's good I was a little worried for you man make
sure to get some sleep you know I know I do I'm I sleep um but it's just like I I like I yesterday I I was up all day CU I woke up I woke up and I was like I stream from like 10 o'clock until like 9 o'clock at night I slept for like 11 hour stream and so okay I didn't have
any sleep I usually take like a long nap during the day oh okay and so I didn't yesterday and so then I just like I I passed out and then I have a beer I have a beer Cooling in the fridge right now like the rest of my voodo Ranger I think I'll just drink that and I'll probably fall as sleep do sleep I'm getting I get S a picture dude there's a lot topping off
right now dud I'm not gonna lie what are you watching who me yeah dude I'm just L for 50 Cent bro yeah so my rule is the grinder the grinder if they don't have a picture posted on grinder and then they send me their picture I would not share that picture but if they have
a public profile picture I would I would like show that on my stream and stuff like that but if I won't show any private pictures or anything they said them private but if they had whatever's on the profile because that chick was likei who is it like careless Kate or whatever was like kept like say oh you're you should not show their picture and stuff like that no there's people that go on like monkey app and like and and they're transgenders and they they
like they like fool guys and stuff like that and everything okay mini man I need to I need to post I'm go to mini mans real quick mini Manson here excuse me pay attention she wasn't going at you she was going at me saying that I'm I'm making you do like I hate women that are always like blaming other women for
other men's behavior well yeah but yeah but yeah she was yeah I don't know it's your stream yeah I mean it's like it's not I mean it's like not illegal to like show someone on the internet's photo it's you can go on the street and like show everybody on the street it's like a public street it's kind of like it's a public place like you can like
share their photos but that one guy was mad and then he insulted me he's like oh well your face yeah that that face picture won't get you very far or whatever and it's like but he he wrote back to me like it's like if he didn't like my face picture he wouldn't have said that but I think I think I offended him or something I I don't know that guy that guy yeah here's
Minnie Manson by the way you you know Minnie Manson it's kind of here now you can tell you can tell he's a trans once you know like you'll tell you can tell it's a female to male I hate fake people so much y oh my God he did this and that
but I'll do everything and my power to make you look like a piece of not just me other people make like few Liv but then you are on tend are having a great time which is okay yeah I mean he's just a I mean he's just a dick for something but also his his uh his uh his his profile name was like mind your
business or something like that or or like none of your business or something like that and so maybe like he was more of a private person and didn't quite like that I was like maybe I should just like not tell them oh my God that's a sex toy I should not tell them I'm I'm streaming so quickly but then the other Latino guy liked it he's like he's like and he was like oh he's like you you are beloved by your stream and he's like oh actually being more honest you're
already telling them you're not you're like this is what I'm doing this and that a lot of people do it and I I don't know I have I'm just annoyed at some dumb not some dumb guy trying to tell me that what psych is doing what you're doing is making psych do I can't make p do
nothing you know oh you made him do this seeing you imagine this woman doing this like shut the up you're subscribe you're a mod you're you should be happy shut up I mean and I wanted to do like youc basically you sometimes you need your friends to help push you like to do things you know to I wanted to kind of but it's like I was like you know like a
little bit I didn't know why I was like I just I wouldn't do it like off The Stream basis no it's fun to do it on the stream it was like fun content and stuff like that a lot of people it's like there's people this is not a lot by the way even though they say it's an ethical issue what about an ethical issue of people paying for people's body cam
footage exploiting doxing them putting out pictures of them and bad like these are the same people that do that but they say that's wrong what you do right I know is that the same person that was like saying Bea get off this get off the stream go go to bed and stuff like that but she was like telling
what to do and you're like you're like I'm a adult like she's like be she's like you're you know you're I don't know she was just saying like being very um very um what's the word condescending told what to do all the time and I do the opposite yeah especially with women I I I just learned you don't tell women what to do
they're going to do what the they want you know it's like it's like and uh Sometimes women can tell men what to do you know this Miss Lola Miss Lola My little show girl you're good Lola you're so cute me and Janet I'm sleeping under my
covers and Janet is under her covers and we're cuddling with you while you talk you are yeah I'm gonna probably I'm gonna try see if this beer is cold and then I'll like sleep with us but not on the stream yeah
yeah we can put a pillow between us I Dr so much and I got really I just been bottled up about like so much out on me different people coming at me so I just cried but being because like whatever I just cried out of like being
upset no I feel I feel that like like gosh like you know I lost all these friend like I'm so happy like Trav Gypsy like came back and like I did like a little reading for her and stuff like that and like she's like in my chat and she's in your chat and like she's like you know she got mad at me but like she's like you know she forgives me clumsy Clairvoyance like I apologized to
her and she said I she's like I accept your apology or I forgive you but it doesn't change anything so you know not like I want I just wanted to like at least I got to apologize to her Emma just um ignored me and let me make a fool of myself on her Discord and like on her show and stuff like that and said I was trying to cause all this drama and stuff and I was just trying to
apologize to her and she made me take the interview down and she was like and she was mean to me and the comment or in the in the last message she wrote me and she we just ignore every message I sent to her after that and then um then Christina yesterday came in and was like just like I could understand word she was saying like and then I kept my stream going to talk to her and stuff like that she's like well she's like I
might be back I might not but I don't she's like she was like she was mad about something I don't know no one ever explains and like I'm sick of like um the third party situations and all these people like that are like well will like leave oh yeah like sipa my M my Discord he Creed my Discord and then uh uncomfortably numb like they all got mad because Jamie said something and stuff
like that and I I didn't even notice when Jamie said it and stuff and then you know it's like Jamie Rose you know and it's like people are getting mad over other people then they leave me and then it's like then they then they make up with the other people and then it's like and always I'm always left out in the cold and stuff like that and so I just like I'm just happy to have like real friends like you guys like that like under that get me understand it
like don't like get mad at me over like stupid like um trivial things a little mean to you tonight about like meany but I just like Tracy see she's back here everything be okay I just you know yeah and I I understand it's just
like I was just like you know sometimes I'm drunk and I like and I'm just like I'm modding everybody in the room and stuff like that and it's like then people are fighting in the chat but it's like sometimes it's like it's like I don't know if that's that's a relationship anyway right it's like some people just fight and stuff like that and so but it's like when feeling when people's feelings really get hurt they have to tell me like like hey can you please like you know yeah and so yeah it
was good to be it good to like you know people are honest and and and uh and I was happy to like to make that change it was not difficult to to you change the modding status or whatever I'm GNA get my other beer and then I'll probably pass out but one second come here
kitty okay it's cold it is cold yeah be is cold okay but I'll see how this tastes are you are youw Janet are are you Janet spooning you and falling asleep how's everyone doing my cat right now he's on top of my um blanket and he's
kneading you know doing his per yeah here's Trix is right here Trix come here you wants to say hi to Trix Trixie
my cat is actually looking at him right now on the screen while he's like on the bed with me he looking on the screen k m Hey Barry what's up oh Barry says he keeps getting timed
out in your chat oh oh the cat just came in on your he said he said he said I won't be in be his chat anymore cuz he keeps getting timed out you either need I didn't even time him out at all yeah look him and see who timed you out Barry how do I find
out I don't know well you have to like see at the time you have to like be in the like see the chat on like another screen it will say like they're timed out but I don't think you can find out afterward and stuff like that yeah he's just saying that because he wants me to mod him nobody Ed him out I was paying attention
bar if you're getting timed out timing out is not it's once you're hidden like you're hidden like it's like very hard to like if you're timed out it's like for maximum 24 hours you just have to come back the next night usually people will time you out for 10 seconds and stuff like that but also that's that's a trick too if if someone times someone out you just have to click on their name and then time out for 10 seconds and then
they're back in in 10 seconds and so that's what I was doing too you're here tricks are you here I'm going to try to sip of this beer if I throw up I apologize let me try smells fine okay okay that's good I just have to take small steps oh you just like three
people but it could have been maybe somebody else that you know better I Tracy would like why even what did if you said something that deserve to get Ed out then it did Oliver wouldn't time
you on and Tracy wouldn't time you on and you won't be in my chat anymore I don't care I mean um oh Barry come on Barry I always said I'm Barry you're lay here with me
Trix Tri Trix likes to cuddle under the blanket like okay Lola Trix and Lenor they're like the under the blanket cuddlers magic was too I don't that's like that's like magic would always be here magic and tricks were like Inseparable too so I don't know where he went and like I I have my blanket out still oh Barry oh excuse me but yeah I
and then just playing he's just trying to like be like oh yeah I I I won't be back I quit the ENT you'll be F Barry Barry's not timed out here come here come up here and tell me a stupid story why does Barry have like a a picture of like a white woman as his
Avatar that's how I always confused me he's a black guy right yeah he has a picture of like a white woman or like a I don't know what's going on Barry look at this picture
who that I see I can't see it here here right there this this picture you see it no it's it's just I'm like freaking my phone
back yeah I'm just I'm going to try to finish this boot Ranger and then I'll probably fall asleep I don't know if I'll do a sleep stream I'm afraid I'll do something in my sleep that'll be embarrassing and then it'll be clipped and then no I'll I some I talk to my sleep right oh gosh my jeans are like almost like they're about to be cut off jeans like
look like chicken cakes mods controlling those channels there oh yeah I know I was on this one channel um I was on this one channel um her name was um um goddess Divine or some kind of yeah she no the I forgot her name but she um like I one time I like you remind me
of The Babe like from Labyrinth like theot and she was like and then then a mod timed me out there or like hid me for that and then like they just they they kept hiding me and like then and she would not like unhide me and stuff like that and she liked me and we were like I never had a problem with her and she never said told the mod said like hi hide me but the MS would just hide me it's like and it's like I don't know
also like you know just like Benny's chat like Benny unmodded me when I was in his mod I saw like people would be like um hiding people for no reason and stuff like that like they had all every girl that was in chat they would hide and stuff like that now now he has like one mod blade you know and blade is just like oh I don't I should even said his name but um yeah he causes all these
problems he's obsessed with Benny like he got the same painting that that Benny has in his house he's like always just like he's also like I introduced him to Emma and Alisa and like Alisa got sick of him finally and I think he just like left Alisa but he oh actually I I just I I muted him so I don't even see him
anymore but um but Emma he like kisses her butt like she I was a mod and like I introduced her to like several people that became her mods and then she unmodded me and then they like blocked me in all the chats and like that it's like it's just like such and uh politics and that's why like Barry and like
I he doesn't get it like why he keeps getting modded un moded because he acts like an and then I'm like he's not so bad but I think eventually you have to narrow it down to depending on your viewers to the your most loyal ones that ride and die for you have your back
they're not going to troll you they're not you know what I mean with Emma okay I was like one of her first mods okay when she started she when she came to YouTube I I can't I I found out when she had like 3,000 subscribers now she had like 20,000 but I found out when she had 3,000 I was her first member I like had I got so many reads from her I like I I
asked her to do interview with me and then she said like then I I asked her one night I was like can you come on my live right and she said she said well she's like I'm not goingon to go on your show because you get drunk and you pass out on your panel and your panel is toxic and you got scammed by a butthole or something like cuz she was remember
that stupid Story by way and then but she said that in front of everybody and I was like just humiliating so I left the Discord and then like I I just mentioned on my show it happened and stuff and then she's like well she's like my people are telling me that you're saying awful things about me and she's like and so that and then she's like so take down the interview and uh I just did that as
a favor to you and um and then if you don't like me so much like like we should just part part ways here or whatever and then it's like after that she like she just like would not she would not unfriend me and then I went to her show and I was like asking for forgiveness and she's like oh this person just wants to create drama in the chat I'm not about this drama she was like kind of just like and then not didn't say my name or anything didn't
acknowledge me and so yeah uh and then I then I like apologized and I went Discord and like everyone ignored me I just got the cold shoulder and then like I know and so that's it then I just like left the Discord I was like well no one wants me here so I'll leave I'll leave but thanks thanks for everything and uh and then that's it and then clumsy like you know clumsy the same thing like um I
offended one of her friends who I introduced to her in the first place that had a problem me because I made a gay joke because that guy that took me to the King Diamond concert I said like oh yeah well he he was on his side of the couch I was on my side of the couch I we didn't I didn't I never touched him and then it's like and then I made it and then he that he didn't talk to me for months after that and then finally we were talking again and then I was like when I met Meer I was like I have a
boyfriend now and then I just like coincidentally uncorrelated I posted a picture of of of Hell Walker with Trix because Trix loved him and stuff because it was a pet section of and then people were saying oh you you're saying that hell Walker's your boyfriend and then he started sending on a screenshot with all my comments afterward I was like no I'm not saying he's my boyfriend I'm saying me's my boyfriend but and then um and then so clumsy just heard that and she's like no
I don't know if you were in the in the chat that night when she came in she's like she's like oh that's rich she's like oh she's like no no um I know what you're doing your gaslighting your chat and you were really were trying to insinuate something and like I was like just like I don't know and and then then I I was also was unblocked from these people's Pages all these mods are leaving my Discord like the other night
everyone got mad at Jamie Rose and all these mods leave the Discord and they get mad at me and like I don't even know what was going on like in the chat you know sometimes I can't I don't read all the chat Barry said he's on Raging demon side now Barry come on
yeah Much Barry for supporting somebody that calls me all kinds of names and upsets me to a point where it gets me depressed and I don't even know the guy thank you Barry for your support yeah no I think he's joking but
it's like yeah it's like no he's not he's always done this he hates me no I think he loves you I can't always been really mean to me and I asked him like can you stop because it's a sensitive subject and then he will do it
more Barry doesn't even like cats Barry yeah be know be I don't understand how anybody anybody can be mean to you you're such a sweetheart and like such a good heart person and like such an awesome awesome person and like I don't know people get I don't know I don't know why people like why do people hate
me I know it's like I I um they me really well they just know me from the panel they don't know what they're really mean right that's that's also also guys we're on a show it's like a show okay it's like so we have like our show
personality and it's like just like like Sig um like he's like a dick on the panel and like I mean I I haven't talked to him personally but p p can p will email him and he'll like be like really helpful and like really nice in the emails and like really like nice person and stuff like that and like some people will like but that that's how you said today you're like oh well if you say
something to me in private where it's like you like you know raging what like doing to you or like saying things in private messages to you and stuff like that saying horrible things it's like you know It's upsetting you know it's like because that's like that's like the actual your real life when you're talking to people and stuff I'm a hor to you Nick I'm I'm a time of total whor be you are love my
in bed right now just listening to your voice oh yeah and kitty next to me yes I love you I love you and like seriously you like you're so kind so generous like you you like you like have brought so many people to this show so people said oh is this beat a show or something someone just said what they
said generous when you always do a reading for people and like I want like when I say can you do a read for that person cuz I know that like they'll come back and it's almost like a free cuz it's always so good people are drawn to you don't come back you know and once you get your you know whatever you want
to do with your monetization you can do more detailed in depth readings yeah membership and I'll have my I'll have my like super Chats on and so like I'll have like more detailed readings for the Super Chat people and for members and stuff like that and so and that's why I haven't been like pushing my cash app so hard right now but um but
and I just I'm just building my channel but today you know I had like today's stream that 10 hour stream I had like a thousand subscribers oh wow so okay hold
on yeah this guy's like okay who want to hook up I'll show you this guy hold on he's cute I bring up Tre nonstop wait a minute bar um excuse me
I'm actually gonna literally like um just block her and block you because I don't really give a about hearing about her all she does is Judge Me psyche is like on his tender thingy she blames that on me I get docks like to the detail she takes other
people's s listen why don't you go yourself and Kate together okay she has no room to judge people and say that oh um uh psyche is exploiting people by like having fun and tender when it's a public platform but she's gone so vicious and low she's done
lives about me I've given her chance after her ch like after chance and you sit here because she gave you some money you're going to take her side I'm a single female with no kids I can do whatever the on the internet you guys go take demon site you're up
I don't really like you at all anymore dumbass all you do is talk about that female and now you're over here trying to tell me like like yeah go support whatever you want go support somebody that calls people horns and harasses them over and
over Sean Sean ask if I'm a top or bottom I I'm a top but I'm I can be versatile but off your ass with a big fist B sorry crazy said animals are way better than most humans too they're littleit unconditional that's why my cats like
will never like judge me no matter what you know it's like they don't all you know they just love me you know it's like they will never they don't have they don't have opinions or won't judge me and and they don't care what I what I look like in the morning and stuff like that my cats my cats love me and that's like that's how kind my best friends are too Sassy's gift you're gifted you're
awesome Yep sassy Scarlet yep sassy takes in straight animals KT said he's cute yeah he cute huh he was cute animals are good judge of people sorry I'm missing some of the chat right by the way let me tell you Barry the turtle everywhere that I go Kate is there whether it's in my chat or sy's
chat this and that if you get introduced to panels and you come over here and you're being a to me and being judgmental to a place that you were like being welcome and I was like oh they're cool and I mod you and UNM you you're dumbass Barry I don't ever want to hear from you and you're I don't want you to
ever come in my Che ever be over here chill over here get the away from me with your wacky ass girlfriend imagine taking sides with somebody that called me raging demon like this is why raging demon does this to me this is why he
continues to do this to me because people puny as like very motivate him you you user
Barry you got you okay okay a few more sips of beer now it's 4:15 I don't know maybe I'll get I don't know if I'll get a coffee today I need to I need to clean my house today cuz I'm um let's see was relaxing because I was having a bad night I just wanted to like
sleep like while talking to you and Janet yeah idiot I'll talk you to sleep no I'm going to go yeah okay I love you VA thank you for coming and uh I love you so much thanks for being for me thanks for being a good friend thank you Tracy I love you thank you good night beautiful
J good night everybody by good night I love you love you too I love you be Sean love you guys bye bye sleep
well me it's well I tried to do that so you would put me up I didn't want you to know well whatever it's not like I have it but Doc before no no no you weren't you weren't seen it was really all right
cool I need I need be to put that Persian spell on me man I think she did man got that Persian spell on baby so Al allly no that was did you hear Crucible ghost earlier like was like was like asking for Tiger
butterflies number and she she got all she all weirded up did she turn him down she I think she gave her email address but she's like she was like very disturbed by I'm asking I don't know it was really fun um no I missed that um that's F crazy I
I I fell asleep with an on so I must have heard it I just wasn't Crucible ghost he was like he was like argumentative and stuff like that and then he like turned into like a nice guy and then oh here's here's marbles coming in the in the chat in the in the in my room okay in the sh Mar marbles
came in he just walked in the house Trix what happened whatever happened to Bower or whatever his name was who's that Bower wasn't that some guy you were interested in oh Meer oh yeah yeah that guy well one one night I um one night I like went insane and like I don't know it was like the other night and I was like I was just like I I just
like kind of like I was like crashing out the other night and I was like and I was like someone said oh we're getting paid to with somebody and then I was like you're getting paid to with me and like I said me just trying to get paid to with me and he's he invited me to Vegas so he could kill me for life insurance I was just like drunk and being and saying stupid things and then
he got mad and then like and I was moving too fast for him and like I we were long distance we did have like I love I mean long distance relationships are really hard yeah they're hard almost I mean it was like it was like it was like cute I was like I have a boyfriend I was like I have a boyfriend and it's like you know I shouldn't have said I have a boyfriend and like should have like put him on the spot and everything
but it's like I was treating him like I would treat a boyfriend like where I would like you know I was like letting him like like um like be on the show and stuff like that and like you know like like close and it's like I don't know I don't know I don't know I think he forgave me I think he forgave me but I don't know if I don't think he was mad I just think he wasn't ready to settle down you know
right and I was but I was like I also said I was like I was like you can I like you can you can do what you want you know it's like you know if you you hook up with people whatever but I don't know I was triggering him I was like I was I was pissing him off I don't know I love me like um but guy he seems nice he's a nice guy he's he's a nice guy he's a talented
artist talented reader um and just just a fun guy and stuff like that but you know I I I when I fall like I I've never had a boyfriend you know it's like and it's like when fall in love I like kind of fall hard and fast and like yeah you know I get it man I get it yeah but I'm like down with like I'm down for like
um someone meeting someone on grinder I'm like real excited um I'm really excited I'm getting like a lot of replies and people are like talking to me and like blah blah blah we want you to be careful though psyche man we don't want to we don't want to have you get like beat up or something by some guy so just be careful man we worry about about
you and I'm not joking that's never like you know like okay being a gay guy is like the danger is like a part of the lifestyle it's like it's like you know I I don't I don't do like dangerous things like go meet in parks and stuff like that but it's like listen you have like homophobic guys you have people that are there's guys that will like say they're gay and then then then beat you up and
stuff they're not really gay and they just like they just say hate gay people and they want to beat up gay people and stuff like really sad scary things that happen and stuff and I had a guy once um on Match.com and he came over and then with with a really weird girl and like wasn't really interested in hooking up but like would let me like touch him and stuff and then he um and then he stole my credit card and I got like they they um the bank called me it's like
someone's trying to charge $ thousand doll on your card right now and stuff like that yeah it is crazy these days you have to be careful with you but yeah it's like it's part the danger is kind of like part of like the gay lifestyle because you're dealing with men first of all and you're and then you're dealing with like sometimes closeted men and like sometimes in dangerous areas and people that want to just rob you and
stuff like that and stuff like that so and and G Tak advantage of too because we have big hearts and stuff like that and also we're horny sometimes and it's like people can take advantage of that knowing that and stuff like that and so you know we we're victims of a lot of things that's the whole thing but that's defin always talk on the phone definitely mean in a public place are
you hands busy now you're are you done piping up yet Justin what are you talk who are you talking to Justin I think I think this Justin guy's trying to come on to you dude I don't Justin are you're interested he's I think he I think you're in psyche you're in you are disabled and limited are you
done piping up yet oh my are oh no said mine are disabled and limited Justin I'll help is this Joker I know Joker has a br I hate that I'm sorry I'm not GNA I'm not trying to run your P but I just don't like that I don't like him person oh yeah no no well yeah like I said the Joker um Joker was one of those
first streamers that I that I found that was like kind of inspired me and then he was always you know it's like he's always been nice to me on his panel and he came he was on today and he was nice today and stuff like that he he let me get get away with hitting on him you know or you know like I like when guys like at least at least especially like someone like a lot of the ip2 world it's kind of homophobic and stuff like that
but it's like I like when like like Benny like if I if I you know who Benny is Benny Benny Blanco like if I would like ever hit on him like one time I said turn me into like a robot or turn me into make me a robot and then I was like turn me into your motorbike and ride me and stuff like that and he's like never say that again I don't know he eventually unmodded me oh he's
addressing Barry's panel Okay you Okay so yeah um he has keen's boach missign wrist kills the Luminate bone well I'll help you out Justin I'll help you out with with a with some wrist action if you want um bear the turtle yeah always on the panel yeah always
talk it's crazy out there yeah yeah got cats running around so how are you tonight it's like um I gotta I gotta go and groove pretty soon but I'm just grooving man to some music
you like you like Benny in the CH I love yeah I don't want you to get you know they like man Elon John David Bowie man all gay icons I'm telling you you will
not find anyone cooler well maybe Prince but like no one better no one more flamboyant and better you're you're straight right yeah I I want to get with be honestly yeah yeah are you into DJ Electra too or or that somebody else am I confused D
that was that was Jimmy Johnson I think yeah DJ Le well thing you don't understand is at one point Bea told me that she wanted me to or she wanted to sit out my face that's crazy that's crazy work so man I'm I'm trying to take her up on that
offer be look what you did when you say that when you say that SP on me when you say that Bea um you're you're going to they're going to want to take you up on the offer right but uh yeah she's she's kind of
cool I just I don't know I don't know that was wild bro I never had a girl say that before or woman or whatever
no more beer for me you go okay he took are you there Allied he mued himself okay well I'll stay on for another few minutes guys I just want to go on grinder for a little bit and Si 4:30 I don't think I'll get a
coffee this morning I think I'll just go to sleep because I need to like maybe I'll get a coffee when I wake up and then I'll clean my house and stuff I'm going to get it all clean and uh ready for tomorrow all right well dude for having me up pych I appreciate it man oh you're welcome anytime I I love you I love you dude thank you for being on the show and being a friend of mine and being always
cool okay but uh I'm dip out out of here all right peace man you got great show I'll see you later thank you have a wonderful night yeah guys I'll see on for another 12 minutes I'm gonna sing to Janet LA and good night you wake up in the
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