Psyche performs an extended musical piece, followed by a casual conversation with hosts, covering topics from music to personal anecdotes and celebrity conductors.
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The episode begins with Psyche's musical performance, which lasts for several minutes [0:15-5:02]. After the performance, the hosts engage in a conversation, discussing their reactions to the music [5:04-5:34]. The conversation then shifts to topics such as streaming advice, personal anecdotes about music lessons, and celebrity conductors, including Dudamel [10:50-11:09]. The hosts also share stories about their personal lives, including birthdays and ages [12:31-13:07]. At ▶ 5:13, one of the hosts comments on the musical performance, stating it was 'torture, bro.'
The episode appears to follow a pattern of free-flowing conversations, with hosts exploring various topics and sharing personal anecdotes. The conversation suggests a sense of camaraderie and playfulness among the hosts, with a focus on entertaining and engaging with their audience. The episode also touches on themes of creativity, self-expression, and the importance of music in their lives.
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Oh, thank you for indulging me. There we go. Uh, hi. You're back. Hi guys. Oh gosh. My Yeah, we had a big But that wasn't your black. >> That was torture, bro. >> What was >> What in the world were we just listening to? Why didn't it stop sooner? >> I don't know. But it's nicer than your
voice though. >> And next time >> less and less cute. By the way, >> I liked how I liked it. It sounded kind of Bollywood like Indian music. I liked >> Indian. Yeah, you got it right. It just it. a little bit. >> But I want to challenge you, Psyche, to write your own lyrics. I really think you could do that better. >> You did? >> Yeah. Okay. >> Oh my gosh. >> I write almost I write almost all of
them. And >> the ones that I don't I I basically adapt. Basically, they're very um paraphrased, you know, from other songs. But then I I experiment with different um styles, you know, like like >> big old black on on here. >> Uh we already did. Yeah, that was Do you
like that? That I mean, I've seen that one a million times. It's so boring. >> Yeah, that is the boringest porn bomb ever. Like, get something new, guys. Game on. >> But it's like 100 times. I mean, I think this is a waste of time, though. What are you doing? Hold on. Hold on. You're showing something. Hold on. Hold on. Get you on full screen. You're so cute. >> He pulled his pulled his overalls down. It's coveralls. Ow.
>> Can you like pull Can you flex a little bit for me? >> Oh, let's see your abs. Yeah. >> Bring your boxers. I like it. Hold on. >> Yes. Hell yeah. Oh, look at this. He got in his pajamas. Is he wearing camo? Camo pajama pants or Hold on. Yeah. Take off your shirt though. I want to see you take your shirt off a little bit. Come on. You're on a gay guy show. You have to like indulge me a little bit.
Come on. >> Cow pants. >> He's in pretty good shape. >> There you go. Oh Oh my god. >> All right. I'm getting a show. Psyche. >> I love it. Hey, he know he's very sexy. And I do like him. I do like him. Thank
you. Oh I like it. >> You're perfect for me. You're perfect for me. Hey, where are you? Where do you live? Can I Can I come over right now? No, I'm just kidding. >> I'm a little teapot. >> Did you ever like Did you ever like >> Have you ever Have you ever had a gay experience though? I want to know >> what
>> have you had have you had a gay experience? Have you ever been like >> you're gay? >> Yeah. >> Why that way? And I'm not trying to be rude and say that, you know, this is against you, >> but I think gay people have mental problems. >> Okay. >> I think you have mental problems, but
>> Okay. >> Allowed to do what you want. >> You don't want >> Well, I I really am not into I'm not >> Sorry. into the anal. I'm not into the anal thing really. I mean, it's like I think there's a preference, you know? It's like um I'm like, >> you know,
>> just like look at a guy and be like, "Oh, look at that rough exterior. Oh, you're so stubbly. Let me I want to kiss that. Oh, it's like >> But women are stubbly, too. What are you talking? I mean, women are just as like gross as men, I think. Aren't they?" >> You know, that's why women are women because they're all smooth and soft and >> because they shave. I mean it's like
they're not naturally like all like I mean they they would naturally be as hairy as men probably, right? I don't or kind of similar. I don't know. >> No, we're definitely not as hairy >> and we don't have facial hair. We don't have butt hair and back hair. >> You're not You're not Iranian though. >> I have a third nipple. Want to see it? >> I do too. I do too. I have I have a third nipple too. >> Oh, you guys. That's cute. >> I do.
>> Can you Oh, yeah. Show it up close. Oh, yeah. It's right in the middle of your chest. Well, that's that's weird. Mine's like right below my like right >> and my nipples are chafed. Look at my hairy nipples. >> It looks so good. Oh my god. Mouth. >> Yeah. >> Wait, I didn't see the third nipple. Is that the third one or is that the second one?
>> Oh my god. It's like touching the G-spot. >> Just imagine like two like jock dudes just like yo, >> do you guys like you ever do anything with your brother? Are you like the Island Boys? You ever like kiss your brother? Like the Island Boys? >> Have you seen Have you seen the two gay Mexicans that like do the live stream and they're all like dancing and doing Those two gay Mexican gangster looking dudes are all
>> Yeah, it's the Island Boys, right? Yeah. >> Oh, no, no, no. These two Mexican dudes are full-blown gay, dude. They >> Oh, like the Okay. Like they're like solos >> and dude. And they're They're just >> What's their channel? We want to go >> I want to go watch. stream. >> Yeah. What? We need to know their channel name. >> You know, I like Mexican guys. What are you What are you guys doing? >> I'll find them. >> You guys Are you guys Jewish? What's
going on? >> I hear a guitar >> at the piano. >> Oh, piano. >> Oh, I was playing my bass today. Psyche. >> My gosh. I need to learn his Well, that's the thing. It's like, you know, I'm uh I'm not very coordinated, you know like >> well, it just takes practice and muscle
memory and then >> I took piano lessons like when I was a kid, right? And then it's like and then I would go to school at the recital and it's like then the Asian second grade would play like the like you know >> Yeah. Beetho symphony like there's like super fasting. Dudl is doing Beth Hovind at the Disney
concert hall. I really I really want to go. >> I don't have people. I don't know. People are just like stupid now. >> It's his last year of doing uh conducting for the Philarmonic. >> Oh, really? >> Do you know who Dudamel is? >> Dudl? No, I I think Well, it's her son's
>> He's a very famous conductor. familiar. >> He's really good. Oh, I got a good hit. There we go. So, this guy didn't tell me tell me James like I was like, you know, he just like Okay. Like the other on his stream, he decided to like smoke a bunch of crack and serious. >> Yeah. Like, and then on like the stream and like
>> that's gross. >> Get really like weird about it too. Like, oh yeah. like he's like all obsessive about it like and just like talking the whole time at a crack rock and like and like is then he's like just like it just made it it was just so so creepy and >> I think crack will do that to you like I think it makes you weird. I don't know. I've never done it >> yourself on the stove. So I don't know if you know Tommy dance but yeah um then
yeah he's just the >> is he that kind of fat redhead guy? >> Yeah, exactly. Yeah. >> Yeah. I've I've seen him a couple times on your panel >> like this. Yeah. >> Gotti, what's up? >> Thanks for hitting the like button. Good to see you. And hi thing that is thing that is is here too. >> I get like 5,000 like likes and like >> Oh my god. Hi guys. Hey. Oh. Hey
everybody in chat. Hi. Nice to see you. I can't believe you made it. Hey, it's like two in the morning. >> Wow. Now, now I'm just offended. No, I'm just kidding. I don't care. Hey, I had a really good uh go cheese sandwich from Starbucks. You ever Starbucks food? Yeah. You know, it was my birthday the other day. So, right. So, >> no. I didn't know that. Happy birthday.
>> You I had a great great birthday. And >> how young did you turn? >> 45, which is pretty >> Oh, >> we're the same age. >> Yeah, we're the same age. Crazy. >> I'm three years older than you guys. I'm the old lady here. >> We're all like contemporaries. I guess
we're like the older version on YouTube. Like the We're not like this crazy. >> Three years. She's three years younger. >> She's 42. >> I think you said three years older or younger Electra? >> Older. >> Older. >> So, well, is that awesome? You're also
uh very honest and like, you know, >> seven or 48? >> 48. >> I'm 48. >> 48. And I don't look it though. >> You do not at all. You look like you know 25. What's >> what? >> No, the the sir. >> Yeah. >> Psyche.
>> Happy birthday to you. >> Wait a minute. Was your birthday yesterday? >> It was No, it was January 7th. Like, you know, the same as another person. >> And I singing you a birthday. That's days away. >> Well, I mean, come on. I mean, excuse me. just yesterday, right? >> Thank you. >> Happy birthday.
>> That's Mike Strokoff. Like, it's a Strokeoff twins. I've seen them on Alexandra show. Um, yeah, I know. Alexandra's not talking to me anymore, but I I know she loves you guys. I always see you in her chat and stuff. >> Now, my streams from a year ago, bro. I was having sex with homeless women. >> Oh, you were? >> Yeah, she was on your stream or what? >> The other one. And I'm ripping guns out of her hand. And she's like, >> "Why are you doing that? Why? Why were
you having sex with homeless women? Aren't they kind of dangerous? >> She was very dangerous. She was on fentanyl and she didn't know where she >> is. You You like crazy chicks. >> Hey. >> Okay. >> Okay. You don't have to ask twice. Just suck away. >> I'm not sure. >> Lollipop. Yeah. Like a lollipop. That's
what I was doing. >> Oh, today's my cousin's birthday. >> Oh, happy birthday. Capricorns. You know, Capricorns are pretty amazing. >> I was live streaming it, too, guys, just to let you know. And I waved at the chat when I was getting my dick sucked. >> Okay. A guy or a homeless woman. And which would you rather do? >> Old homeless woman on fentanyl. >> Oh, that sounds disgusting. >> Crazy.
>> Don't you like the smell of like this fentinel saliva on your dick? Isn't that like disgusting? >> Your vagina with Listerine. Okay. It burned a little bit, but it was minty fresh. >> Hey, have you heard of Summer's Eve? I mean, that's what you're supposed to be. Oh, you're not supposed to use that It's bad for vaginas. >> Listerine. He said Listerine that has has alcohol in it that can dry things out. >> That is also bad. >> Yeah. Bad.
>> Put a lifesaver in it. Like one of the mint mint lifesavers. You can put it'll just melt >> and it will the winter fresh one and it'll spark. Okay. So, sucking my dick is backstage. Um, let me see. Okay. And it's the same person. >> Maybe put up a porn blocker so they don't porn bomb you. >> Ban them. Hold on. No, it has Arthur's name, though. That's so weird. Oh, maybe
it's him. Hold on. Let me just like put on I'll put I'll put the thing up. Hold on one second. He's going to suck on my dick, though. And it's it's Arthur's picture. That was the same picture that was backstage last time. Oh, What did I just do? >> Oh, yeah. Don't bring him up. >> Yeah, I'm gonna put it on my Can I put on my banner? I don't think I don't think I can use it because I'm not on Streamyard Premium right now. Let me see. I can't I can't Let me see. Can I
customize my over? I can put up this. Hold on. I can do this. Are you We're gonna go dumpster diving. Are we gonna go Are we gonna go behind? Let's go. >> You You guys dumpster dive? So you dumpster dive? So that's like >> I've always wanted to do that. >> Yo, good morning. >> Oh, it is him. It's Arthur. You always wanted to do that. You can do that behind Whole Foods. Huh? >> Sorry. I love to change my name. Good morning.
>> Yeah, but Arthur, I just got porn bombed by you. You know >> what? >> I just got porn bomb by someone with your with your picture. Your same picture. >> Oh, wow. That's That's crazy. >> That wasn't you, was it? Are you >> No, no, no. That doesn't You know how to >> Porn bombing me. Why are you porn do that. bombing me? >> No, you know how to do that. >> Hey, money420. What up? >> What's up, Electra? >> Hi, Arthur.
>> How's it going there? Long time. Good to see you around. >> Yeah, good to see you. Well, I can't twins. I'm Arthur. >> What's that? Sorry. The guy with the back. I don't know. >> You know the stroke off twins? >> I can't stand Mike. Stroke off. There's only one kiss. There's no twins. It's just me. >> There's stroke off and what's your brother's name? Dave or something?
>> Eric. >> Eric. >> Eric. >> There's no twins. >> Wow. >> Has Eric had a gay experience or you're both straight? >> What happened? >> Has Eric ever had >> Why are they on panel? No. >> Why are they on panel? They're not listener. And I >> I don't know. They're just I think they're drunk or high or something. >> Hey, get them out of here, dude. All
>> drunk or high, dude. We're We're they want is literally sitting here. Mike's playing a keyboard. >> Then why are you on panel, bro? >> Sucking nitrous. >> Yeah, he's like sucking out of >> We just got done snowboarding, but our car broke down and we had to AAA it back over here and we're still That's why I'm sitting in snowboard clothes still. >> I was wondering, were you up at Big
Bear? >> We broke down on the mountain and had to get the car towed. It was great. >> What a bunch of >> always fun. >> TripleA. >> I hope you guys all experience some dime in your life, you know. >> ass. >> I can't find these dudes. >> I don't even know what to type in. Gay gangsters.
>> These guys are annoying. >> I say good. You guys have a good day. I can't send these to >> Oh, don't leave. Don't leave >> like that. He left. >> Oh, Arthur. Oh, he's a little bit insecure. >> You guys annoyed Arthur away. >> So, you're gay. >> Me?
>> Me? >> Yeah. >> there's nothing wrong with being gay. >> No, >> Can I I want to be gay with one of you guys? >> Definitely something wrong with being gay bro. >> Eric, can I can I have sex with Eric? >> No. In the Lord's opinion. in in in the opinion of what is right. Dude, I'm sorry. I mean, I think that that >> who made you like who made you god?
Like, you know, who cares? >> Eric, Eric, you're so religious. I can tell. >> You want to suck a dick? Suck a dick. I don't give a >> I want to suck your brother's dick. >> Think about it really hard and think maybe a soft vagina would be nicer. Maybe I shouldn't think >> I want your brother's with >> my brain. I should see it there. The Lord's against.
>> Is Eric there? Can I talk to Eric? >> What Jesus has to say about it? >> Can I talk to Eric, please? >> Eric, >> Eric is the one standing up, right? I think >> Jesus is busy. >> Maybe every once in a while. Baby Jesus lives. >> He said maybe >> baby Jesus. >> Baby Jesus. >> Black. >> Look, it's baby Jesus.
>> My little black baby Jesus. I praise >> you're super attractive. Um um >> black baby Jesus for this. >> I disagree. >> Doritos. >> You only made a hot daughter. That's it. Chip. >> You only made a hot daughter. That's it. Chip
hot.
That's it. Chip. >>
>> So weird. I can't find any hard to find it. >> Oh, you know how I can find it? I need to go on my other phone. Apple sent me a clip of it. Actually, that's how I got it. >> Trevor did a big
>> go find some What's going on? >> Trevor was my first boyfriend's name. >> Yes. >> Found like 50 boxes of cereal and I loaded them all up in the trunk of my car. >> I don't know. But they were like some sort of like knockoff chalk or something.
that crib crunch >> blood.
Is there a woman there? >> Uh, yeah, I think so. Okay. So, what is it? >> Can they play us a Can you guys play us a song?
>> I don't even see where they're coming from. >> He's literally sucking out of a canister that has like warning labels on it. >> Cheerios. >> Dangerous. >> That's nuts.
I like having brain cells. At least a few left, you know. >> Oh, Strong Sick also had a first boyfriend named Trevor. Yeah, mine was Trevor Tvarz, and he now produces movies. I saw his name. I was watching a movie uh Ford versus Ferrari, and I just looked up at the uh the credits at the
end, and I saw his name. I was like, "Holy >> I guess I should have stayed with him." >> His name was Trevor Ferrar. You dated a guy named Trevor Ferrari. >> Trevor Tvarz. Okay. >> Maybe he was like um um >> I don't know. Um but uh he's famous now.
Wow. Like that's crazy. >> Well, I mean I can't dox the guy because like he's like a producer so he's in credit so he doxes himself, you know? Right. I mean, there's a public figure, you know. >> She's a public Yeah. He doesn't care. >> Yeah. I'm a public figure, too, in a certain way. But I mean, >> you are. >> Well, anybody that does a show or or is on even even if they're in the chat is
kind of like >> I don't know. That's what people try to keep. >> I don't know. I I doxed myself when I came in. So, it's like that was not the smartest thing to do, but it's like at least I doxed myself and not like somebody else, right? >> Guys, right. >> It's true. I uh I don't really care. I just >> Is it backwards?
>> Trino and Adam vlogs. >> Dude, these dudes right here. >> Those are the the gay Mexican psyche. >> Trino and Adam. >> Are they straight looking and straight acting? >> No, they're gay. They're lovers. They grew up in the hood and they're gangster. They're gay guys. >> Yeah. >> Interesting.
I have a YouTube boyfriend now. Psyche. >> You do? Tell me about it. >> His name is Casey Jones. >> Uhhuh. >> He's hot. >> And he uh >> he does he does lives. He goes live. He does live streams. >> I wrote a song about him. You want to hear it? here.
>> Funny, dude. >> Okay, >> let me bring it up. >> Is he real a real person or he's like a George Glass kind of character? >> He's a real person. >> Oh, look at it. They're cute. They're so cute. >> What are they doing? >> That was the the the gay Mexicans they were talking about. >> Oh,
yeah. I like I like straight acting Mexicans. Like I like I don't know what Arthur is, but I I like whatever Arthur is. He's cute. Arthur, do you wanna you my boyfriend? Leave your wife, >> your fiance. I'm just kidding. I'm not gonna try to steal shakes. >> Look at these. >> Cigarettes and damn, that thing keeps
>> good. My nipples are all chafed. >> I think this is it. Is this it? >> Okay, bring it up. Hold on one second. >> Got chafed nipples. >> I think that's it. >> Here it is. >> If it's not, I'll find the right one. >> My nipples are chased.
Oh, this is not it. >> Yeah. >> Let me find the right one. >> No, they're they're gucking. >> Yes. Look, look, look. Look. Check it out. Watch. Let me go here. Watch. >> Oh, here it is. >> Okay, got it. >> No.
No >> like >> each other. >> The same one. >> Yeah. No, that's the right one.
>> Yo, I got a friend named Casey. He's the talk of the block. The reason for all the talk is cuz he's got a huge Yeah, he's got that charm and a smile that will shock. But what really stands out is the size of his car. >> Casey Joe, he's the man hosting shows
like only he can. You know, he's got the plan with his huge. >> Do you like it?
Okay. When Casey hits the stream, you can feel tensions rise. His voice and it makes all the women so wet. People gather around. They just want to know what's a secret he's got. He's got a huge
hosting show like only he can. You know he's got the plan with his huge huge penis.
>> Huge. Huge penis. Oh, it's alive. Casey Jones.
He's the man hosting shows like only he can. You know he's got the plan with his huge penis.
Penis.
>> Yeah. >> What do you think? Fabulous. Stay there. >> Um, let's see. >> It was actually a song I wrote about Steve Langford from the Howard Stern Show. >> Oh, well, you can always like Yeah, you adapted it >> and I adapted it to him. >> Very cool.
>> I don't actually know if he has a huge penis, >> but I'm just going with it. >> Steve Langford or uh Casey or >> either one. I don't know. Either one. Bumps. >> Same >> Same bumps. >> But yeah, he's he's actually he's a good guy. He's got my back 100%. >> He's really really sweet.
>> Careful. >> Yes. Lisa G takes big shits at work. And Steve Langford has a huge penis. >> So >> there's that. >> Yeah. Um yeah. My gosh. Yeah, this coding stuff is very complicated though. It's like >> Oh, that looks like a science
bong. >> You want to see a bald guy look up fatty through a weird contraption? >> Yeah, it looks like a science experiment. >> It's cool.
>> Got a cough to get off.
That sounds good.
>> Right on. >> What' you say was >> How come I can't hear you guys? >> They muted you. >> Did they mute us? >> >> I like how I'm right in the center of the old dude.
I'm touching your brain. I'm digging in your brain, buddy.
>> Who's the old dude? Not me. >> No, I'm sitting like in the frame. I'm like there's a the old old guy, right? I'm like, "Hey, old guy. I'm It's going up in your head with my hand. >> I think that is Eric.
>> No, I can't see. >> You got me in the center of an old dude's chest, bro. >> Oh, he's not. Oh, yeah, he's old. Yeah, he is. I can't change my background because I'm not I'm not like on the premium Streamyard right now. So, um, >> hi, Amanda. Hey, I've been streaming for
years. I don't even know how to do any of that man. >> Yeah. I mean, yeah. I mean, once I had a computer, it was a lot easier. I was streaming from a tablet for a long time. But >> Oh, I remember that. >> Yeah. >> Um,
>> who are you smoking on? >> No. No. over him on um >> Me? >> I'm smoking the sticker. I'm smoking a sticker. He put a sticker on a joint, dude. >> Okay. >> I'm smoking the sticker. >> I wonder if the glue will get you high.
>> He's that woman. I hear >> their friend. I think >> she was on camera for a second. >> You have other women over there. What are you guys doing? >> We're raging, dog. We're raging bro. >> You're raging, bro. Okay.
>> raging, man. >> Ring. >> It's a pants party up in here. You know what I'm saying? >> It's my favorite kind of party. the new pants party. I'm going to pull my pants down right now. >> I don't believe you.
>> I'm going to see if I can get my if this website works and I can show it to you. But I'm seeing it that I'm putting a lot of doing something really big right now. Okay, let me see. Oh, did it work? Hold on. Who are you people?
>> Don't concern yourself with that. >> Are we friends now? >> Do you want to be friends? >> Are you my friend now? I mean, I don't think quite yet. >> Talking to you, man. >> Psyche. He wants to know if you're friends. >> I don't know. I don't I don't trust people, so I mean, it's like, you know,
I have to get to know >> I don't trust anybody either. >> That's perfect. >> Me neither. Yeah, dude. >> Sorry about that in the coffin so hard.
>> What? It just fell out of my >> That's what I'm saying. You lose everything, dude. I'm over here finding your on the ground. >> Thanks. >> Back up. That's a healthy cough.
>> I'm about to go poop in a bush. >> Are you? >> Why can't you poop in the bathroom? >> They can't go in their parents house right now. >> No, that's Mr. Big Pipes. I'm sorry. I got
>> Do you live with your parents? Okay. So, what we're going to do here, play a little tune for you. Here you go. Here. >> Thank you. I'd love to hear a tune. >> That right there.
All right. >> Oh, perfect.
Oh, you're pretty talented.
>> What? >> I would play my bass for you, but uh it's too late. And then the neighbors complain and then they try to get me kicked out. >> Yes. >>
>> You want to play the other half? >> How do I do it again? >> We're playing songs for a cartoon and a a forehead. >> Here I go. >> Cartoon and a forehead. >>
>> Keep going. >> She's dancing. Dude, check it out. >> She's dancing. Yeah. Get down. Get down. You pull your skirt up. Hey, girl. Hey, girl. >> Get that skirt down, girl. Hey, girl. Oh, girl. Hey, I think I saw a little bit. I saw some cartoon clip. Oh, >> I know. I accidentally porn bombed some
streams before when I was dancing. >> Getting down. Yeah. Getting down in a bunk town. That's right. Yeah. Hey, DJ. Yeah. >> Okay.
>> Hey, >> can you guys hear me? >> Yes, we can hear you. >>
>> See, look. It's not supposed to be me playing guitar, but it looks like I'm diddling myself. I can't remember it.
>> Oh, well, I can't remember it. She's still dancing. Oh, She's still Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Uh uh uh. We be grooving. We be grooving. Yeah. Oh yeah. Dance. Dance.
Hell yeah.
>> >> She's doing high kicks now. Do you have to literally do the high kicks for your cartoon to do the high kicks? >> Uh, what do you think? >> So, does that mean you're standing there doing high kicks in your room right now? >> Totally. >> You'd be doing the high kicks. >> I can do sit-ups, too.
Ready?
>> I'm trying to strap our snowboard to the top of a car. >> Uhuh. >> Yeah. I don't want my snowboard on top of car. I already did. Why? Oh me. >> I used to know so many songs and I don't remember any of them. >> You know what this is?
>> To do a dear, a female dear ray, a drop of golden sun.
You know what that is now?
>> What was the other one? I used to know. >> No. >> >> I can't remember it. I used to know Rudolph, >> but I don't remember it.
I don't remember it. I used to know it though.
>>
>> I can't remember. I used to know so many songs, too. >> Yeah, I I'm picked up the bass again and I can't remember Psyche,
what are you doing? Are you working on stuff? Coding? >> Yeah. >> Oh
I used to drink so much. >> Get Josh out here. Oh you're there, dude. I didn't even know you were there. I didn't hear nobody talking, nothing. I just thought it was silent. >> Well, we were listening to you playing your song. Are you going to sing for us now? >> There it is again. Silent treatment, dude. Are you going to sing for us? What >> Yeah, dude. are you doing? >> We want you to entertain. Come on,
entertain us. >> Yeah, that's the problem, I think. >> Think I need to suck some dick and he'll like me. >> Not like >> Oh jeez.
>> Yeah. Tell his boat in here. Psyche, I'm gonna head out. I'm gonna get some rest. >> Thank you so much. I love you. Have a great night. >> Yeah, it was good seeing you. I'll come back again soon and >> um we're going to start doing shows again this week. So, I'll be back to work, you know, but
>> it's fun. So, it's not really work, >> but happy belated birthday again and I'll talk to you soon. >> I love you. >> Love you, too. >> Bye, brothers.
You had it.
>> What up, guys? >> Hold on a second. >> What's up, guys? >> Right there. >> Up, dudes. >> Okay. Well, I don't see anybody anymore. Hi, Strong's cake. Okay. Yeah. So, here I'll play here. You don't you don't like
my music, but here I'll I'll play I'll show you. This is like sarcastic about me. Here's your quote.
>> Yeah, I'm the big fat leader of a cult so elite. We got one member, but the vibes still neat. I wrote the bylaws, then I stamped them divine. Then I held a meeting. Attendance me on time. I lit a candle, did a chair, made it deep. Then I asked for donations and I paid myself cheap. They say, "Who do you answer to?" I say, "Sir, I answer
to me." And my board of directors, it's my mood. At 303, I'm a big bad dangerous cult leader. Oh, beware. I'm terrifying in theory. In practice, I'm in a
chair. I got a sacred robe. It's a hoodie. A throne in my bed. I'm a legend in my own mind. I then I believe what I say. Yeah. I'm the shadowy mastermind with the grand master plan. Step one, look mysterious. Step two, update the plan. It's just me. It's always been
my inner circle tight like literally one seat. We do secret rituals like eat snacks and repeat. My initiations are brutal. You must stare at your own reflection and admit you actually care. God forbidden knowledge three tabs open at once and a destiny so loud it's basically a stunt they whisper is he powerful I whisper absolutely
then I trip over my aura and blame it on spirituality
I'm a big bad dangerous cult leader beware I'm terrifying in theory In practice, I'm in a chair. I got a sacred robe. It's a hoodie, a throne. It's my bed. I'm a legend in my own mind, and I believe what I said. Yeah, I'm the shadowy mastermind
with the grand master plan. Step one, look mysterious. Step two, update the
>> I'm running this empire with the staff of none. A one-man prophecy, a budget of fun. My followers are loyal. He's me, he's a right. We argue, we reconcile, we dramatically decide. If you feel a dark presence, that's just my
cardio. >> Did I leave this on? >> I'm a big dangerous leader. Oh, beware. I'm terrifying in theory. In practice, I'm in a chair. I got a sacred roy. My bed. I'm a legend in my own mind and
I'm fine with that. Yeah, I'm a sinister icon with the mystic tonic step to recruit.
It's just me. But damn, I'm a legend.
It's just me. It's always been.
They think Capricorn is just stone and duty. No, I'm velvet over granite. I'm a do not enter sign with a welcome mat underneath
feeasants flash like secrets in the hedger brilliant sins in the morning gold statues bird baths quiet fountains I build a life that looks expensive when it's cold but listen beauty isn't free it has a backbone somebody trims the roses somebody keeps the gate I don't worship Comfort I
manage it. I made my peace in a private estate. Paparazzi hunger for a stumble, for a leak, for a crack. But I don't do chaos unless I choose it like a track. I step outside. I let the lawns and wild things testify. Yeah, he's got it. Yeah, he earned it. Yeah, he's still kind. I'm the color in the shadows.
I'm the oat you can't ignore. Blue bird on the threshold like your savior at the door. I'm the flag in the wind. I'm the calm after the train. >> >> Canoe cut in rough water still arriving all the same. I don't beg for the crown. I don't chase for the cheer. I build up less I vanish. I reappear. Capricorn heart starless spine. I don't
just survive the climb. I make it look divine.
Union flag on a fresh hole. Clean paint. Steel resolve. Not a threat, just a boundary. My world is mine to solve. supervised kingdoms made of deadlines and devotion. And yeah, it gets heavy. So I learned a softer emotion. Protection without paranoia, control without the cage. I don't need to raise my voice to hold the edge of my stage. And when the old will start tightening like a news made of should I hear my conscience
like thunder, leave what no longer feels good. Freedom isn't given. Freedom is chosen. Sometimes you walk away while everybody's still frozen. I'm the color in the shadows. I'm the old you can't ignore. Blue bird on the threshold like your savior at the door. I'm the flag in the wind. I'm the calm after the strain. Canoe cutting rough
water still arriving all the same. I don't beg for the crown. I don't chase for the cheer. I build that place. I vanish. I reappear. Capricorn heart starlet spine. I don't just survive the climb. I make it look divine. >>
>> Sometimes you win by stopping, by unclenching the fist. General's grace in the exit. Like that battle, I'm done with it. Not every skirmish is sacred. Not every hill needs your name. And it's not defeat when you leave with your honor the same. I've learned surrender
can be sovereign. A clean door. Closing is a spell, not a loss. I drop the anger like armor and keep the lesson like a crossar compass. I carry the flag with no weapon, just nerve just light up front where the world can see it. Yes. Stand on what is right. Even when the crow gets loud, even when the timeline bites I don't, I
don't float. I ignite. Oh, from an egg shell new life. Strange gift. I came out knowing what can't be taught. I read the signs in a fallen ley of endings. Mystery of what's not.
On a tour bus of faces I watch the world watch me. Then I step off a route and become what they can't see. Under the oak swing safe joy, strong roots on the beach. Tides teach peace. Every being, every truth. And somewhere an elder stares into the northeast dark. Finding guidance where the map goes blank. That's me too. Making faith out
of empty sky. Maybe tomorrow before the ride.
>> I'm the color in the shadows. I'm the old you can't ignore. Blue bird on the threshold like your savior at the door. I'm the flag in the wind. I'm the calm after the stray. Still riding all the same. I don't beg for the crown. I don't chase for the cheer I build out. I vanish, I reappear. Capricorn heart star,
let's spine. I don't just survive the climb. I make it look divine.
I'll make it look divine.
Private estate, open sky, doors locked to nonsense, gates open to truth. If you're here for the colors, look close. They're not decoration. They're evident.
They're evident.
In a certain quiet village, there lived an old man with his wife, three sons, and one beautiful daughter, who was now of an age to be married. Her parents searched high and low for a suitable husband. But their daughter was quite particular. She had a specific vision for her future, and no suitor had yet
captured her heart. Not far from this village, deep within the woods, lived a cunning fox spirit. This wasn't just any fox. It had lived for many years and had mastered the art of transformation. It could take on any form it wished, but it especially enjoyed becoming human. This allowed it to wander into the village,
savor the sights and smells, and most of all, enjoy the delicious cooked food that humans made. One day, while disguised in the village, the fox spirit overheard whispers about the beautiful unmarried daughter and her discerning taste. A mischievous thought sparked in its mind, a challenge amused to itself.
I shall win her heart. I will appear as the most handsome and learned scholar she has ever seen. The very next morning, the plan was set in motion. The fox spirit transformed itself into a striking young scholar dressed in fine robes. It went to the riverbank, a place the
village women often visited, and sat gracefully beneath a large tree. It opened a book of sacred texts and began to read aloud, its voice carrying across the water, enchanting and melodic, just as the fox spirit had hoped. The young woman soon arrived at the river to fetch water. Her eyes
immediately fell upon the impressive scholar. She saw his handsome face, heard his captivating voice, and was instantly mesmerized. This was the man she had been dreaming of. She rushed home to tell her parents. her heart fluttering with excitement. Her parents were overjoyed. To have such a distinguished and learned scholar ask
for their daughter Sand was a stroke of incredible fortune. They didn't hesitate. They quickly met with the scholar who was charming and polite and arranged the marriage. The suitor gracefully accepted their hospitality and soon a grand wedding was held. The new husband moved into the family home and for a full month there was feasting
and celebration. The fox spirit in its human guise enjoyed the endless supply of delicious food and the comforts of human life. But as the days passed, it grew restless. It missed the wild freedom of the forest, its true home. One evening, it turned to its new bride and said, "My love, it is
time you met my family. They live in a village on the other side of the woods. Let us prepare for a journey." The bride's parents were sad to see her go, but understood it was her duty to join her husband's family. Reluctantly, they agreed. The couple set off the next day. They walked for hours, leaving the familiar
village paths behind and venturing deeper and deeper into the dense forest. The bride noticed a change in her husband. The charming scholar she had married was becoming strangely quiet, his demeanor growing cold and distant. As they passed a beautiful clear pond shimmering in the sunlight, the bride felt tired. "Let's rest here for a
while," she suggested, wanting a moment to soothe her growing unease. Her husband stopped and turned to her, his eyes glinting strangely. "Be silent," he warned, his voice sharp. "Do not question me, or I shall reveal my true form." His threat was so bizarre, so out of character that it startled her.
A flicker of alarm mixed with a defiant curiosity rose within her. "Show me," then she challenged, not truly believing his words. In an instant, the world seemed to warp. The handsome scholar twisted and contorted, shrinking and sprouting fur. Before her stood not a
man, but a large red fox, its eyes burning with an ancient intelligence. "I am no man," it declared. its voice now a guttural snarl. I am a spirit of this forest and you are now bound to me. You will be my cook. You will serve me. And
if you value your life, you will obey my every command. Paralyzed with terror, the young woman could do nothing but follow. The fox spirit led her to a hidden dwelling, a crude hut deep in the heart of the woods. Her life became a nightmare of servitude. Days bled into weeks. Her only purpose was to cook
meals for her captor. All the while praying desperately for a rescue that seemed impossible. One afternoon, while the fox spirit was out hunting, a crow landed on a branch near the hut. It tilted its head, seeming to notice the woman's profound sadness. It coded softly, and in that
sound, she sensed an offer of help. With trembling hands, she found a dried palm leaf and a piece of charcoal. She quickly scribbled a message describing her terrible plight and her location in the forest. She tied the leaf to the crow's leg, and the brave bird took flight, heading straight for her old village. The crow found her family's
home and delivered the message to her three brothers. Reading their sister's desperate words, they were filled with a mix of fury and fear. Without a moment's delay, they vowed to rescue her and set out for the forest. Their journey was not just a race against time. It was also a strange scavenger hunt. The youngest brother, known for his gentle
nature, found a stray donkey wandering near the woods and decided to bring it along. The middle brother, who was quick and nimble, managed to catch a very large buzzing beetle, which he kept in a small clay pot. And the eldest, the strongest of the three, picked up a thick fallen palm trunk and a heavy iron
wash basin he found discarded by a stream. They had no clear plan, but they felt these odd items might be useful. Following the crow's guidance, they finally reached the forest dwelling. Their sister, seeing them approach, was overwhelmed with relief, but also fear. She quickly motioned for them to be silent and hid them up in the loft of
the hut just before the fox spirit was due to return. Soon enough, the creature came home, sniffing the air. "I smell humans," it growled, its eyes narrowing with suspicion. "From their hiding place, the brothers peeked down and saw their beloved sister standing next to the monstrous creature. A wave of fear washed over them. In their haste to
reach the hut, they had drunk a great deal of water from a forest pond. And now, in their terror, their bladders gave way. A sudden cascade of water poured down from the loft, drenching the room below. "What is this deluge? What is this flood?" The fox spirit demanded,
looking up at the ceiling in fury. His wife, thinking fast, replied nervously, "It is only thee, the nature of my brothers. They have come to meet you and are expressing their excitement. The fox spirit was suspicious but intrigued. Let them speak then, it commanded. The
youngest brother, hidden in the dark, took the large beetle and used it to irritate the donkey he had brought with him. The donkey let out a deafening, horrifying bray that shook the entire hut. Why does your brother have such a harsh voice? The spirit wondered aloud, a little unsettled. Now, let me see a leg," it demanded. The
eldest brother pushed the end of the heavy palm trunk through a crack in the loft floor. The fox spirit stared at the thick, rough appendage, unnerved by its size and texture. "Show me his belly," it called out next. The brothers worked together to lower the massive round iron
wash basin. Such size, such a strange voice, such enormous features. The fox spirit who relied on cunning and deception was now faced with something it couldn't comprehend. Its courage failed. A primal fear took hold and it turned and fled from the hut,
disappearing into the darkness of the forest. This was the chance the brothers were waiting for. They scrambled down from the loft, embraced their sister, and quickly gathered whatever food and valuables they could find. As they fled, they barred the door of the hut from the outside, trapping the spirit should it return too soon. When the fox spirit
finally crept back, it found itself locked out. Peeking through a crack, it saw the hut had been ransacked, and its bride was gone. It had been tricked, outsmarted by mere humans. A furious rage burned within it, and it vowed to have its revenge. The very next day, the fox spirit transformed itself
back into the handsome scholar and calmly walked to the family's home. Planning to charm his way back into their lives. But the brothers were ready. They recognize the deception immediately. Pretending to welcome him, they said, "Welcome back, brother-in-law. You must be weary from your travels.
Please join us for a ritual cleansing bath to refresh yourself." They led their guest to a special spot prepared for the bath where a reed mat was placed over what looked like a platform. They invited him to sit, but this was no platform. It was an old deep well cleverly covered with a fragile lattice
of thin sticks. The moment the fox spirit sat down, the sticks snapped. With a cry of surprise, it plunged into the dark, watery depths below. Without wasting a second, the family worked >> Filling the well with heavy stones and together. What is this? sealing the malevolent spirit within forever.
>> The young woman, now safe, wanted to honor the strange and terrifying ordeal she had survived. To ensure the spirit remained bound and to mark the place of her victory. She planted a sacred shrub directly over the filledin well. For the rest of her days, she tended to it faithfully. And this incredible story
gave rise to a proverb sometimes spoken as a gest or a warning. Be quiet or I shall show you my true form. Thanks for watching. If you enjoyed this folktale, don't forget >> You wrote it. >> Hi. >> I didn't write it. No, it's a folkale. It's a famous folk tale, but I did that. >> No, I I I though that one's rewritten
and some some are rewritten. Um, I do I'm I'm going to actually like do some original things. Um, like um original stories and things because now I'm getting good at the software, but I was just like kind of learning all like the art of it. Like um there's different styles you can use and now I'm more getting more unified with it. I get now I know exactly like what to expect from the you know how it does. So it's pretty
cool. >> Start with a children's book if you can. >> Yeah. I mean, I'm I'm doing I'm doing like I I mean, I love fairy tales and I mean, I still love fairy tales. I have a bunch of fairy tale books like that I've read. I mean, because I'm really into like the psychological aspects of it and like the symbology and mythology and um and so I think there, you know, most myths are good for adults and except,
you know, there's some kind of risque like, you know, um Greek myths. You have to be kind of careful with like reading them all the time. But yeah, >> you ever hear about the story about the the master and the maid? You ever hear that story? >> Tell me the story. That's that's a sexy story about the master and the maid. There's the master, right? He was this little scrawny punk. He's about maybe 5 foot2 little Not even
shorter than that. Probably like five 4' 11, but he acted like he was like a big shot, strong and tough, right? And the maid the maid was 7 foot three. >> She big big thick sexy ass maid, right? And but she was very very subservient, right? She would be very subs and this the master used to treat her like He'd be
like always degrading her, telling her that she's doing shitty work and everything, but she's always wearing these like short ass maid outfits. And the master is like, "Oh, what's this? Oh, she's looking good. Oh, she's looking good." But I can't let her see that I like her. So, I got to treat her like So, the mass is treating her like all this time. >> A children's story. What? What? What is What is this story? >> This was This was the children's story
that they told me when I was a kid. >> Oh. Oh my god. I want to hear your >> The Master and the Maid. You never heard about it? >> This is This is perverted. >> Oh, it gets better. >> Tell me. >> I'll stop. I'll stop. If you're If you don't like it, >> tell me. I want to hear the rest. >> No, you're not gonna like the rest. >> I'll send you the link. >> Okay. Send me like I want to read it. Yeah. I remember like one time one time Canada Dry like was like, "Oh, I have a
funny joke." And he started telling this joke and it was like all just it was like incest and his family like all having sex with each other and it was like the most offens it was just like I can't it was like the worst joke I've ever heard. He's like oh it was Bob Saget like wrote the joke or something like that. No. >> Oh he's bad. He's dirty that guy. He's really >> he was now he's dead but >> Oh that's right. He died. They killed him. >> Yeah. Well he had Yeah. He had a blunt blunt trauma to his head.
>> Yeah. I forgot who why they killed him. There was a reason. But >> well there's always you know who who knows. I mean I don't know. Maybe he had his head on maybe he had his head on. Maybe they didn't like his stand up >> Yeah. And who did? I I wasn't a fan. routine or something. >> Oh, well, no. I mean, he was just that stupid Full House show. And >> the only one who was worse than him was that David Kulier, the guy, Cut it out. >> Cut it out. >> Just terrible.
>> And the Popeye impression. >> And he was remember when he was he was the remember he was like the beaver? He like had this beaver show like they never have such a horrible children show where they had this like or the woodchuck show or something like that. Remember it was bad. >> Yeah. He never did anything good. >> No. And then like you know Jesse and the Rippers was cool and like John Stamos. He was cool. He was >> Yeah, he was cool. He's John Stamos. But I mean that show was whack, man. I could
>> Oh my god. I was a kid at that time. I have watched mean you Well, yeah. I mean that was that was like a dummy. >> It was that it was that in Family Matters. Family Matters. >> Oh no. >> Yeah, I watched. >> Yeah. You liked? >> Yeah, I'm black. So we we a black family. We got to watch the black show. >> You're black. I thought you were I thought you were like an Italian guy. >> No, I'm black now. >> You're black now? Wait, you you change
your race? >> Yeah. New year, new race. >> Well, why would you do that? >> Why not? So, I'm different. >> But you want to be black? >> No, I'm just going to be black. Nobody knows what I am, so I'm just going to be black from now on. >> Okay. >> People don't know. >> I don't think it really matters. I know Alexander was saying, you know, black people are or white people are are really black and like
>> Yeah, it's all good. >> Just go with it. Just go with it. Next time people ask >> anything. I'm not going with anything. >> Why? >> I don't trust you. >> What do you mean? You don't have to trust me. Just go along with it. >> A trap. >> It's always a trap, man. It's always a >> Always a trap. trap. >> Deal. You're trapping me. I'm I'm a Capricorn. I get out of traps.
>> You're not trapping me. I'm a Capricorn. >> Speaking of Capricorns, I think summer has a birthday coming up. >> Oh, yeah. Summer. Yeah. Summer is I think on like you know right at the cusp of Capricorn Aquarius like uh and that's a really cool uh place. I'm very I I kind of vibe with that too because I'm an Aquarius moon but >> I'm gonna get her I'm gonna get her a gift.
>> But but what did you get me? I I didn't see my my present. >> You should have got that already. It should have came on the 6th. >> Oh my gosh. >> You didn't get it? Oh my I never whenever you like buy me something or buy something like I never it never I never find it like >> what is these scrappers? They're probably stealing your packages. >> Oh no. I can't I can't believe it. They So you have sent you sent packages. >> It was a pipe.
>> You sent me a pipe? >> Yeah. One of those old those old pipes that like leave it to be pipes. >> And I don't need I don't need pipes. >> Why? You don't smoke? >> Oh, okay. I think I think like metal pipes you were sending. I was like no I don't need >> No, no. Like a pipe you smoke out of. >> Hey, hey, put this in your pipe and smoke it. >> If you keep
want to see my photo like that, darling. >> Oh, Jesus. >> Is that what you're doing now? >> Don't act so innocent. If you keep looking at me like that, darling, I'll do something about it. Don't act so innocent. You looking at me like that, darling?
>> What is that? >> I don't know. Some app. I don't know. It's I'm trying to do I was trying to do an AI alive, but it stop. Okay. No, it's just going to generate me. >> You keep looking at me like that. though. Oh, look. Oh, look. It's It's >> I don't know why it's saying that making me laugh and stuff.
>> Dude, you won't even need to be up here soon. You can just do that. >> I'm going to leave this on. >> We'll be talking to this guy who'll be like, "Why? wife's psyche tweaking out. What the going on? >> Oh, shut up. Not tweaking. That's the >> like, oh, that's normal. >> AI did that. >> Oh my god. >> Amanda. Hey, Jamie here. >> Jamie. Amanda, what's good? >> You'll see. So, you liked earlier? Did
you see you liked the um the uh that that um Anana's descent to the underworld? What did you think of that? Have you heard that story before? >> No, but I liked the one with F. That was really cool. >> Did you have you read Have you heard of Have you read FA? like uh >> I I I didn't read it, but I remember the story >> because there's a couple of versions like there's the Christopher Marlo which is like what kind of what I covered
there is the Christopher Marlo one but there's another one um by um what's his name? His name is uh um Wolf. Let me see. Something Wolf Wolf. Do you know who I'm talking about? Who wrote the first spouse? I mean, it was like in the >> I don't remember the name. >> I have to look it up. Yeah, because he's like really No, someone real famous like Wolf. No, no, Van Go. Van Go. Someone
>> I thought it was Daniel Webster. >> No, he wrote he wrote the dictionary. >> No, he wrote another story, too. Wasn't it the devil and Mr. Jones? >> I don't know that. No, that was a porno. That was the devil and Mrs. Jones. How do you know that? How >> I know I know 70s pornos that my >> You shouldn't know that, dude. >> It was Miss Jones, by the way. >> Oh, the devil miss Jones. I I know about the blue the blue door. Was it a blue
door or was it a yellow? >> I don't know about the blue door, thankfully. >> I know. How about Debbie Does Dallas? Is that one of your favorites? >> Yeah, that's a big one. Yeah, that was >> Well, but but you're younger than me, big. aren't you? Aren't you? >> I am, but you know, I know a lot of stuff. >> Oh, okay. You went back to the 70s on porn. >> Yeah. I spent my my 80s in the 70s.
>> Yeah. Well, I spent I was just uh I was nothing in the 70s. I I was born 81. So, um I'm 45 now. Can you believe it? >> From what I saw, the 70s were kind of whack. >> Um it was like, you know, the the like the music I think there was some good music, but then it was like it was kind of like you ever see they dazed and
confused like that movie. It's like they all like it was it like kind of is presented like this kind of cool time, but as like they they were all bored with it. They were like, "Oh, fuck." They were like, "What do we have?" >> I'm not a hippie guy. I I hate hippies. And the Vietnam War thing was whack. >> Yeah. >> And I'm like, the early 70s were whack. You know, when the 70s I think became cool was when Star Wars came out in 77. I think the 70s started getting cool
later in the the decade. >> And then the 80s uh >> the 80s were the The ' 80s were awesome. >> Yeah. Yeah, I mean I grew up in the 80s and there were, you know, and it's like a great time to grow up because it was like before all the computers and all the social media and stuff and so like you know it was just like a different time you know before to before you know
and all the satellite TV and everyone's on a different schedule >> and everyone now everyone's just I don't it was just like you know a lot more about family and >> I don't know if you remember this but uh you remember back in the day I don't know if you cable when you were a kid early on. >> You remember the scrambled channels that were showing porn? >> Oh, yeah. You see boob once in a while. >> What the That was great, right?
>> Yeah. It was It was Some scrambled more than others. And sometimes I would just get free. It was You get free. We would order it. We'd always order hotels. There' always be porno in our bill. >> Oh, the porno in the hotels. That was totally different. But the watching on the scramble when you're a kid. It was like finding heaven. You're like, "What is this?" >> Oh, it's so cool. I mean, yeah. It's like >> I think I saw a boob. >> Yeah. I don't know. Was Yeah. Uber an elbow. But whatever it was, I have a
bow. I'm just kidding. But is Jamie the the Is it a Jamie. Jamie showing a >> The good old days. >> Everyone's Everyone's always this humor now. It's like old like gez. >> Oh, that's your fault. I blame that on you. >> Why? I don't I'm not even like I don't talk about that much. >> I used to always do that. Every time Arthur came up here or Arthur sexy.
>> You're always telling him some >> Yeah. The stroke off the stroke off twins were just up here. It was like it was like being stuck on a in a the short bus, you know. It was like it felt like I was like, you know, um in like >> Strokeoff twins were here. >> Yeah, those were the guys on on they were just on the live. >> Oh, the Hillbilly guy. Oh, okay. Okay. >> The Stroke Offs. And >> that's when I left.
>> They were Yeah, they were like not as like impressive as I would have hoped. I mean, it was like they were cool when he showed his nipple and stuff, but and but um but he seemed kind of homophobic and like not like in a in a good way. So, >> homophobic. They seemed like mad super gay. >> I know. He seemed gay, but then he said he said he thinks gay people have mental problems. >> Yeah. Hence again why I thought they
were gay. >> Oh, here. Look, there's another gay guy. >> Okay. What's wrong with me being gay? >> Nothing. >> Are you Are you the >> W >> Just get that out of the way. bottom. I just can't get over one of you touching. >> Who's that? Princess Leia. >> No, that's that's Sig. >> Oh dude. I can't >> looks exactly like Princess Leia.
>> You got the ear muffs. >> Uncanny resemblance. Truly. >> You like Princess Leia if she got stung by a thousand bees. >> Regained 80 pounds. >> Yeah. And she >> was 100 pound Samoan woman in and the G >> He's not Samoan. in the >> Oh yeah. I mean, Guatemalan or something. Where's Ghost? I know. I
talked to Ghost earlier. He was on um Money420s. I don't think he's passed out drunk. You should be here. >> Sounds terrible. >> I just came from a panel. They thought I was >> They thought I was a cop. They thought I was a fed. >> Aren't you? >> They kept asking me if I'm a troll. >> What is this? Your first day on YouTube? What? What's going on with you guys? Calm the down. The guy was
tweaking. >> Oh my god. Have you ever tweaked out Gotti? >> Never. I don't tweak. >> You don't? And you never have. Not once. >> Tweaker. Yeah. I'm against tweaking. >> Against it. But have you never done it? How would you know it's a good >> I've never done it? No, I don't do that stuff. >> Don't. Are you sure? >> The devil. It's >> the devil. Okay.
>> I'm Mr. Clean. >> Oh, you did Mr. Clean. Uh cleaner. >> I've huffed. Yeah, I've huffed Mr. Clean Cleaner once. That was >> Oh my god. You're not supposed I didn't wake up for three days. >> For three days. >> Yeah. Three day coma. >> Oh my. Well, actually, I actually I I almost died when I was like probably
like a little kid, like probably like two years old or something cuz I like got into the floor cleaner. I thought it was apple juice cuz it was like the color of apple juice. >> Oh >> And I like my brother found me like like just like spazzing out of the floor. He like ran me to the police station and I had my stomach pumped. >> That's hilarious. >> It's not hilarious. I was I almost died. No, I mean like like uh when when I I
forget how old I was, but I mean I I basically I got on I got on computers literally soon as I probably before I could read. Um so like literally I I I had the bright idea like I don't know what I guess the logic was like you you put something into the
CD burner, right? And then you make copies of it, >> right? Right. >> And so I was thinking, okay, I'm going to put the ice pop. I'm going to put the ice pop in the CD drive, in the DVD drive, the optical drive. I'm going to put the ice pop in the optical drive. Then I'm going to be able to make copies of it. And so that's exactly what I did.
It's pretty funny. >> That's amazing. >> Oh, that's interesting. Hey, so how's 300 Glow? Where where is he? Is he asleep right now? >> I don't know. He's not He's not at your house in his in your bed. >> 300 glow. >> You know why they call him 300 glow? >> He's 300 lb. >> Yeah. Well, that's obvious.
>> Why? Why is he 300 glow? >> He's been with 300 men.
>> Sig Sig didn't like that. I think he doesn't want to hear about his boyfriend. >> You got jealous. I mean, I I think it's probably offensive for psyche to hear this because as much as he's a promiscuous homosexual, I don't think people like that rubbed in their face. >> I'm not promiscuous at all. Promiscuous is like that means I have sex. I I haven't had sex in like almost two
years, I don't think. So, that's not very promiscuous. >> Two years. >> Yeah. I don't want I I don't want to. It's like um it's like I I've always been like dis disease phobic and it's like and also I'm like really like if I'm if I if I fall in love with somebody then I want to but it's like it's just
like too I don't like the scene. I don't like the like hook I don't like random hookups. I don't I'm not promiscuous at all. I'm a very prudish person actually. I like >> I don't believe you. >> I hit on guys on on here but it's just like a joke you know. It's like I uh I'm not like that really in the real >> that's like your weapon. I don't know. I just like not really. Um,
>> did you and Ghost phone bone? That's what Amanda asked. Wow. Amanda, I don't think you would ask something like that. >> Phone. We have phone sex. Are you talking about? >> That's what Amanda's asking. Yeah. >> No, we never had phone sex. We never we never did. But Ghost is very cute. You know, Ghost is like, you know, he's like I don't know what his sexuality is, but but I think he's he's very straight, but he's like he likes to drink and then he
gets very silly when he drinks. I I don't I don't know what's going on sometimes. I love Ghost. He's a good good guy. Hey, what's up, Lenor? Hey, Lenor's come give me kisses. Hi, Lenor. Um, yeah. So, how have you been, Sig? What's been up? >> You've been all right. >> Been all right. Yeah, I've been on a lot less and like, you know, like um putting out actually putting on a lot more other
kind of content. I don't know if it's like really like the thing that everyone really like likes that that has been here, but I am making a lot of new uh subscribers too from it. And there's been new people in the chats and so I don't know. I just uh I'm kind of getting over like a lot of the stuff that's going on in the communities. You know, I've had another disappointment of
course with you know, Alexandra Mayors and uh um just like feel like nobody's really like getting me or likes me anymore. I think she was like the last one, you know, like and then it's like, you know, so that's kind of just disappointment and stuff. But, um, otherwise,
you know, I'm still um I'm still I still have a drive. I still I don't want to pay for Streamyard though. They trying to charge you 45 bucks a month. That's a It's a ripoff. I'm just like trying to figure out alternative to that because >> you should have a sugar daddy by now. I don't know what the you're doing. What happened with Ghost? >> Ghost lost his job. He has diabetes. >> He lost his job. >> I don't know if he lost his job, but
he's not working. He has diabetes. His leg is all swollen and stuff, so I don't >> Oh >> Yeah. >> Well, there goes that cash cow. >> Oh god. >> Who's next? Mason. >> Mason, where you at? >> Have anything? Mason doesn't have any. I'm just kidding. No, I'm >> He might He might be the richest one of >> Well, he might, but that Yeah, but he's all.
uh his mom >> He might be a TFB. Oh, the big deal. Hold on. >> You know what a TFB is? >> What is it? I don't know. >> Trust fund baby. >> Oh, I don't know what that is. Um, hey, design. Okay, so Oh, >> someone that's born with a trust fund set up for them.
>> Oh, >> up the ass.
>> Yeah. Well, >> oh, he doesn't want to know about Alex. I don't think he cares, Jamie. Honestly, I don't think he cares about what Alex did. >> What she do? What she What Jamie I'm sorry. No, I'm not looking. >> Which Alex talking about? I don't know which Alex we're talking about. >> Alexander blocked me out from her channel. >> That's unfortunate. I don't know why she's taking it on you because she's always liked you and then it's like and
then some people like she'll like have in her chat and then some people she won't like that are associated with me and it's like I don't know why she just like she you kind of judge. I'm sorry about that. >> I wish her happy birthday. She's like, "Um, I'm not going to name the person, but I'm going to block you from my channel." And, um, yeah, I'm not mad at you, but, uh, I don't really want to talk about that stuff. I wasn't even bringing up the stuff.
>> Yeah, >> she just blocked me out of the blue. Whatever. It's fine. >> No, I mean, she won't even talk to It's like she talks to like everybody. She talks to like, you know, like, you know, people that she's calling PDF traffickers and it's like going on Sam Man's show and stuff like that. I go on Beta's show like one time and it's like that's what it was about. Like she's like, "Oh, anyone associated with with Beeta?" You know, it's like and she's
like she says that I I like left her for beta and like you know to Trisha today about like oh like I don't know. Trisha like commented about like oh well I understand why Alexander's mad at you because you know she put all that time in like um into you and then like you went over just went back to beta and I didn't. I don't understand why like just because I was like went on beta show like I'm allowed to go on shows >> dude. Dude, people come into your life
for a season. You know how it is. that was your season. It's over. >> Yeah. >> That's how you got to look at it, dude. You can't just dwell >> I don't Why does it Why is it like always like oh well it's like other people is like oh forgiveness or even if they hate them they can go back and forth. I'm like oh just don't acknowledge his existence like just like just like dry him up of any like you know. >> No, she knows it it's going to bother
you the most. That that's like the one thing you hate. abandonment. >> But but like why would she do that? I don't understand. It's like because it's like I and I never did anything to her like for her to call me a trafficer and stuff like that. Like I never I don't I don't even like she said I working with Bea to traffic her like I it was just like so not in any of my like
atmosphere of of anything like I don't do anything like I don't understand like how she can like think that about me and she thinks I'm like it's like no this like ebeggger and like oh saying all these things and then it's like but she liked me so much and it's like how can you just go from like switching? You forced her. You forced her into liking you. You forced her to come here. >> I didn't force her into anything. >> You forced her out to dinner. You forced her. >> I didn't force her to anything. I did
not force. >> So somehow you forced her. >> No, me. I didn't force her to do anything. She called She called me and said, "I'm going to be in town." Like I join me for dinner. I mean, it's like and I had a great time. I was there was nothing that was even negative. I mean, I had And then that next week, they was like, "Oh, well, I've been able 30 days like off because he talked to Beta and stuff." and she had told me before and
oh by the way like here's what's really weird on Instagram like we had talked before on Instagram, right? But she made her messages on Instagram like these disappearing messages, right? And so it's like they're all gone. Like so there nothing like she said to me on Instagram is like I have I don't I don't know, right? So, but it's like but she just it's weird like kind of like she would she would want her letters to
disappear after self-destruct or something like that after a certain time like but um yeah but then um yeah I don't know she like um is not talking but she like talks of me but not not won't address me like then says I'm like then Emma reached out >> won't undress you is crazy. No, no, no, no. Address me. But then Emma Levisen
reached out to her and said that that said that oh as soon as like she like um got away from me like I was stalking her like she said then um that she had all this energy back and she stopped getting sick and all this. This is a succubus and this is a succubus and both of these women say that they're vampires and stuff like that and how am I the vamp I mean it's like all of a sudden I'm a vampire and it's like Alexander said the
other day she's like 500 years old or something like that or 5,000 years old. I don't know. She's some kind of ancient spirit. I don't know. But I don't know. But then I get >> I I get called a vampire of a of Emma who's a succubus. Emma Levi. Like that's her name. That's why she used to go by Succubus.
>> I didn't >> Yo, Psyche, can I ask you what is the purpose of talking about people that you expressly don't like? Um >> I Who don't I like? you. That's all you've been discussing for I don't know 30 minutes now. >> Jamie I like who? I don't like you.
>> That's all. >> I mean I wasn't asking you who it is that you don't like. I'm asking what is the purpose of talking about people that you expressly dislike. >> I don't like I don't talking about like I said I I dislike more than any of those people. I love Alexandra. I do. Can you put me where Sig is? >> Yeah. Hold on a second.
>> All right. Cool. Thanks. >> Right now I'm on a Burnside special. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Mhm. >> You know what that is? >> Psyche knows what that is. >> What is it? Is that Is that Are you smoking crack? >> Psyche knows what a Burnside special is. I won't be too graphic. >> You just tell me smoking crack on the stream the other night. Did you hear that? >> Who? >> God bless him. That's what he wants to
do for fun. >> He wants to sit there smoke crack and glamorize it. That's pretty disgusting. Dude, it's a free country. You're >> not supposed to. They're supposed to on the stream and like like obsess about it and like it's like it's just like seems like disgusting to me. I don't know. I just like just like listening to him do it. It was disgusting. But okay, whatever. You can smoke crack on.
>> What is the Let me ask you a question. Uh Psyche. What's the purpose of having me full screen? >> You're not full screen. You know it's cracked though. >> You look big crack. >> What is the purpose of having me on? You know, like the unfortunate thing is that normally I wouldn't care >> why >> about this, but like now we live in 2026 where
>> Okay, now you care. Okay, so >> might not be a good idea. >> Okay, what is it considered racist or what? Am I a racist now? >> What? Tell me. >> It's not at all what I'm saying. >> Okay. Well, what what is it? What? What do you mean it's bad in 2026? like to be for you. >> No, dude. >> Oh, you don't want to be on like you don't want to be like CIA identified. I get
right. You don't want to be facial recognition or something, but like what is the purpose? I don't understand what you're saying. You're afraid of your face is up there anyway. It's not like hello. You you >> All right. All right. This is freaking me out. I'm out of here. I'll see you. >> Bye. What's wrong? I mean, I don't understand what's going on. Why are you freaking everyone out? S. Are you still here? I'm not freaking
out. >> Well, God just left. >> I don't know. I'm not responsible for another man. >> Not. You don't want to be responsible for me. >> I'm not responsible for what other men do.
Would you like um me to do something to you? >> Sorry, what was that? Nothing. >>
>> Hello.
Say, say something. Are you at a loss for words? >> I'm not at a loss for words. >> What about you're never this quiet? Unless you're like really really >> Nah, actually, you're actually you're right. I'm I'm not high. I should get more high. Maybe then I'll say more words. Is that good? >> Are you okay?
>> Yeah, I'm all right. I'm just all smoked out right now. >> You are? What have you been smoking? >> I'm smoked out. >> You are smoked out. Are you is that like are you being funny or like what like what what do you mean you smoked out? >> I'm all smoked out. >> Are you just going to repeat that over and over again? Like it's like funny. I mean
>> you don't know what that means. If you don't know what that means and you don't know what it means we >> look as YouTube as YouTube I'm not going to get into the graphic details. >> All right. But I'm all smoked out. >> I don't I don't believe you. >> I don't need to tell you what it is, you know. Just use your imagination. >> You're all smoked out. doing math. >> Hey, look. You're you're the one saying
the words. All right? When you get trouble for it, don't don't blame me. Don't blame me. >> You can you can explicitly not say those words. When you get in trouble for this, don't blame me because you said >> a word. I'm saying I'm not glamorizing. >> There's a reason that I'm not saying any words. >> Why can't
Why can't I talk about it? What was >> Because life isn't fair, buddy. So he's grow
>> life isn't fair. >> Who made you a rulemaker? >> I I'm not the rulemaker. I'm just telling you how it is. >> I want to fire them. >> I would agree with that. >> I would agree with that. But you made you judge judging me. Oh,
>> there's no answer. >> W Thank you. I know. Um, so what else is new? Did you have your first gay experience yet?
See, >> I I think I think it's really strange how like if like if a guy like if I went up to a girl and I said like, "Oh, you have you taken it in the ass before like just like just like just like straight up >> like straight up."
>> I mean, I understand life is not fair. That's what I just said. Life isn't fair. But >> there's a difference between fairness and things making sense or not making sense. >> And it does not make sense for I mean I I think it's kind of changing now because I have seen girls that are like resistant to this like like gay
dudes just think it's okay to say whatever the they want. They could say the most disgusting things ever but it's like okay you could say that and it's disgusting >> society okay. talking about >> if a man said the same things that you're saying to a woman, this would be >> say you're smoked out >> even it could even be grounds for arrest. >> What >> and a criminal criminal punishment could
even be >> straight. So it's it's I don't know. Life isn't fair. >> It's still funny. >> Um >> you get how the world works. And I will bring that up. Whenever whenever a gay person is sexually harassing people and it's like, you know, guys hit on girls and they don't get out of here.
>> Like you're going like really far out of here. >> Sexually harassing. I wouldn't have sex with him if he was the last dick in the universe.
Go yourself. Sick. Sit back there. You can watch my You can watch a video with me. I don't feel like hanging out with you. You're accusing me of sexual harassment on my own. Wait, wait. Now I'm going to It's You're talking about legal slanderish things against me? I don't think so. You think so, buddy?
rather have sex with a with a with a with a hole in a you know a splintery log get near near your butthole so don't worry about it isn't that just because I'm gay oh they're interested in me oh my god I don't even
think I'm fixing I'm just hit on that ugly freak I mean jeez sick I mean I mean god flatter yourself some more.
Gag me with a spoon.
I mean, is this I mean, is he is he is he delusional? The cats are all Okay, the cats are all here. Hold on a second. I didn't put on video. There's nobody even in the chat. Like, you're going to bother me. Go on
some other show. There's plenty of shows with people in the chats. This is I'm It's my cult. I'm a cult of one. Are you harassing You're harassing me? You're sexually harassing me. People coming here only talking about their dicks and stuff like that. like I I'm trying to keep up with the Joneses. Jeez. Okay.
Well, I'll play one more thing, then I'll leave. Okay. How about should I play Foust or like Anana? I'll do the Anana one. I'm pretty proud of it. I'm pretty proud of it actually. Think I did a good job.
Just watch. Oh, this is Idana. This is Watch this. See, you like this song. >> Okay. Nana is like pretty much the Venus of Mesopotamia. Um, ever feel like you need to tear everything down to build something new? Like you have to walk away from
everything you've built? Not because you're lost, but because something else is calling you. There's an ancient story for that. One of the oldest we have, and it's about a goddess who did exactly that. This is the story of Anana and her journey to the underworld. From the great above, she aimed her attention at
the great below. And Anna, the queen of heaven, master of cities and temples, decided to leave it all behind. She wasn't running away. She was answering a call from the deepest, darkest part of existence. She gathered her seven divine powers, symbols of her authority and allore. She put on her crown, arranged
her hair with intention, and adorned herself with jewels. She wore a garment of ladieship, and held the measuring rod and mine, the very tools used to shape reality. She was dressed for power. Before she left, she gave instructions to her loyal attendant, Ninko Bora. "I'm going down," she said, calm and direct.
"If I don't return in 3 days, you must become my voice. You will mourn for me. Beat the drums in the abandoned temples and knock on the doors of the gods until they listen." She was clear, "If the high gods refuse, go to Enki. He understands the secret of revival. He
knows how to cheat death. And with that, Anana descended. She arrived at the gates of the underworld, the land of no return, and banged on the door like she owned the place. Open up, Netty. I'm here. Netti, the gatekeeper, was skeptical. Why would you, Queen of Heaven, choose a road that never gives
back what it takes? Ana had a cover story ready. She was there, she said, for the funeral of her sister's husband. Nedi delivered the message to his queen, Eric Kala, ruler of the underworld. When Eric Kala heard her sister had arrived, dressed in all her finery, and armed
with divine powers, she wasn't happy. She slapped her thigh, bit her lip, and took it personally. She then gave a command that followed the one unbreakable law of the underworld. Bolt the seven gates. She told Medi, "Open them one by one, and at each gate, you
will take something from her. Strip her of her power. Remove her claims to authority." So the ritual began. At the first gate, Netti took Inona's crown. "Why are you doing this?" she demanded. Netti's reply was cold and bureaucratic. "The laws of the underworld must be
fulfilled. Do not question them." At the second gate, they took the lapis beads from her throat. At the third, the beads from her chest. Gate by gate, she was stripped of her power, her symbols, her identity, her ring, her measuring tools, and finally at the seventh and final
gate, her garment of ladyhip. By the time she entered the throne room, she was no longer Anana, the decorated, the powerful, the famous. She was just an Ona. And what did she do? She walked straight to her sister's throne, moved her aside,
and sat down herself. This was the ultimate trespass. You don't just walk into the underworld and claim its throne. The seven judges of the underworld, the Anona, turned their gaze upon her. It was a gaze that ends stories. Their voices condemned her and their judgment fell upon her like a
physical weight and Anna was reduced. Not killed in a fight, but unmade. Her essence was undone and her lifeless body was hung on a hook. Three days and three nights passed. Above, Ninkuba did exactly as she was told. She mourned, beat the drum, and went from God to God,
pleading for help. The great gods Enmal and Nana refused. Their logic was cold but fair. She chose to go to the underworld. She wanted its power, so she must face its consequences. The underworld always claims its own. So Ninkubber went to Enki, the god of
wisdom and magic, the one who knows the cheat coats of reality. When Enki heard what had happened, his heart sank. What has my daughter done? He cried. From the dirt under his fingernails, he created two tiny, clever beings. He gave them a plant and water of life and a very
specific mission. "Slip into the underworld like flies," he instructed. "Find my niece, Iraqa. She will be in great pain. Do not lecture her. Do not try to fix her. Just mirror her suffering. When she groans, you groan with her." The two small
beings did exactly that. They found Erek Kyla not as a queen on a throne but as a being in raw per agony. And as she cried out in pain, they echoed her cries. They didn't offer solutions. They offered empathy. They validated her suffering.
Moved by this unexpected compassion, Gala offered them a reward. Anything they wanted. A river, a field, a mountain of green. They refused it all. Just give us the body hanging on the hook, they said. That is your queen. Arachala warned. Whether it is our queen
or our king, they replied. Give it to us. She agreed. They took Anana's body, used the plant and water of life, and Anana rose again. But resurrection always comes with a receipt. The underworld does not simply lose inventory. The judges declared, "If Anana is to return to the world above,
she must provide a substitute." So, Anana ascended, but not alone. She was escorted by the gala, relentless demons who collect the debts of the underworld. They first came to the loyal Mabora, still dressed in mourning. The demons motioned to take her. "No," Ana commanded. "Not her. She followed my
instructions. She did not abandon me. They moved on to others who had mourned her, and each time Anana protected them. Finally, they arrived at an apple grove, and there sat her husband, Demuse. He was dressed in magnificent clothes, sitting on a magnificent throne, looking completely
untouched by the cosmic drama that had just unfolded. He hadn't mourned. He hadn't noticed she was gone. He was just dot dot dot enjoying his status. and on his gaze turned to ice. Her voice became a verdict. Take him. The demon seized a muse. And though he cried out and tried
to escape, his fate was sealed. The story doesn't end with a clean, happily ever after. It ends with a cosmic compromise, a cycle. For half the year, Demsza descends to the underworld. For the other half, his sister takes his place. The price is always paid. The
balance is always kept. This isn't just an old story. It's a blueprint for transformation. An honest descent wasn't a punishment. It was a choice. It was a deliberate initiation. She walked into the one place her power and status meant nothing. To confront the parts of reality you can't negotiate with. The
seven gates where she was stripped of her powers represent a process of ego death. Think about what was taken. Her crown of authority, her symbols of desiraability, her tools for controlling reality. By the end, she wasn't a brand or a persona. She was just a being. This
is what it looks like when life strips away your coping mechanisms one by one until you have to meet your true self. Her real crime wasn't visiting. It was trying to take over. When she sat on her sister's throne, she trespassed on a domain that wasn't hers. The myth is
clear. You can visit the shadow, but you can't colonize it. You can't control it with your old rules and the rescue. It's one of the most profound psychological insights ever written. The underworld wasn't conquered by force. It was moved by empathy. Enki didn't send an army. He
sent two tiny beings who simply mirrored Eric Kigala's pain. They showed us that deep suffering doesn't respond to advice or lectures. It responds to being seen and validated. Finally, the substitute. Resurrection has a receipt. This is the core law of transformation. You can't gain something
new without letting something old go. There's always a cost. And why was Dusa chosen? Because he was the one who was complacent. He was the part of Anana's life that was out of sync with her transformation. The part that refused to change. The myth tells us a brutal truth. If you go through a profound
change, the parts of your life that refuse to change with you may not survive the journey. If you don't consciously choose what to sacrifice for your growth, the universe will choose for you. So the story of Anana isn't just about a goddess. It's about the cyclical nature of life, death, and
rebirth. It is a map for anyone who has ever had to descend into their own darkness to find a new kind of light. It reminds us that transformation is costly, that empathy is a superpower, and that sometimes you have to be stripped of everything to find out who you truly are. Thank you so much for
joining me on this journey into one of humanity's oldest stories. If this resonated with you, let me know in the comments. And don't forget to like and subscribe for more deep divies into the myth.
Thank Oh, thank you, man. Who's this? Zotti person. Hold on. Who's this? Zara. You're You're a poor mom. >> Is that Zara? Hold on. Hold on. Zara, hold on. Zara, is that you Zara? Hold on. I don't believe in Zara. Hold on. Do you know who Zara is? >> Yo, Psych. >> What? >> What's your deal? >> I think Zara's here. Hold on. Do you
know who Zara is? >> I remember months ago. She's like really cool. Hold on. Let's make sure it's her. Okay.
Sara. >> Hello, >> Zara. >> Hello. >> Hello. >> Hello. >> Hi. Are you there, Zara? See? Oh, she was a porn bomber. Could you Can you hear me, Sig? >> Yeah. >> Yeah. So, she she was just pretending
she couldn't hear me. And she and like the Zara I know it didn't sound like this like British lady she said and yeah. So thing >> what's up it's an AI thing. >> Um yeah it sounded like a fake voice.
It kind of did it. It was like she's like, "Hello." Hello. And she can hear like what? You're the only person that can't ever like hear like everyone else can hear in the whole >> Hello. Hello. Because she was covered. >> Hello governor. >> Hello. >> So she came in like >> Yeah. >> Like like a fake British accent. >> Hello governor. >> Coming sounding like Madonna.
>> It's crazy. It >> is crazy. >> So anyway, um let's see what's going on in the chat. you like the story man that's one of the oldest stories in the world like the one in the world and so I do find it interesting um it's one of my favorite stories actually because um it's very got a lot of you know symbolism in it but it's actually
interesting because she has like this like her her assistants like one of them was a lady and then one of them's I think a gay like manicurist or something like that and they're like they mourned for her and everything she sees them morning and then her like her husband was like partying and like it was just kind of this funny funny kind of story. I don't know. But uh if anyone wants a reading tonight, too. Oh, hold on. I
don't know. The picture looks strange. Hold on. I mean, this is just Hold on one second. And put up my picture. Hold on.
Um here. Hello. Oh, hold on. Hello. >> Hello. Can you hear me? >> Yeah. Do you hear me? >> Yes, I can. >> Okay. >> God is God. >> Him. >> Oh, you're a Gody fan in the chat. >> God. And I worship him.
>> Oh, you do? >> Yes. And I'll arrest you. I'm going to arrest you. >> You're going to rescue? Arrest. I'm gonna arrest you. You're >> arrest me. You're gonna arrest me. >> You're under arrest. I'm arrest you. >> You're talking to Sig, right? Yes. >> I'm gonna Yes. >> Are you a cardiac arrest? >> No. God is God. >> Okay.
>> I worship him. >> You sound like a troll lady. >> I'm not. >> You're not. You're saying You're saying you're going to arrest me. That's >> Yes. You want to get arrested, don't you? You want to get arrested? I I want to get >> You want to get arrested by me, don't you? >> I do. I I want I want a hot sexy guy to distribution, not you. >> Well, I can wear a strap on if you want. No, I'm not. >> Strap on. You're probably You're
probably 500 lb, lady. >> Shut up, man. You're not You're not even a man. You're not a real man. >> I'm not a real man. Hello. >> You're a poof. >> That's what psyche would like. >> I don't want to be I don't want a strap on. Sig, are you interested in a strap on? >> You're interested in this. You want to get in your What? What? You watch your mouth, lady. >> You get in your butt. >> About to kick your butt out of here.
>> Shut the up. >> Hey, wait. You don't talk to me like that. I'm Oh, she hung up on me. Well, that was just shocking. I've had like one sip of my drink. I need I need more drink. Take my lion. Yeah, that's my my lion. My lion gate. Hold on. Take it down. Well, no. But was not That lady was horrible. Wasn't that was just a
I mean I mean not I'm sorry to like I don't want to like say bad things about a lady but >> didn't seem this didn't seem like a particularly pleasant individual. Oh my god. Amanda Amanda's mad at me. See I always get in trouble. Fat shaming is not cool. Oh come on. Come that that lady was
horrible. Probably was 500 lb. I mean it's not trying to fat shame her but if someone's 500 pound someone's 500 lb >> I'm gonna I'm gonna maybe fat shame you. and say, "Get on 600 pound life. Go see a doctor now." It's like, >> "Get on my 600 pound life." It's crazy. >> Yeah.
>> Take a shower. A couple thousand dollars to take a shower. Your 600 pound ass. Everyone can >> in a troll. >> Yeah. >> You like that show, S? >> I've seen it. It's terrible. It's really sad. >> Like when they take a naked shower and stuff. That's the best part, I think. >> It's It's awful. It's awful. >> These things are
>> the moment they had the woman and she goes out and uh her boyfriend has to hose her down on the porch because she can't in the shower. Uh oh, hold on. Oh my gosh. Is this lady bad? >> That's really crazy. >> Okay, I know. I'm just kidding, man. I was all in good fun. Okay, man. You know, you call me a skinny I mean, whatever. Vita calls me a so I mean it's like I mean I don't know. It's like >> he's a homosexual. Okay.
>> Okay. This lady >> get it right. >> Oh, he passes away. Dr. now died. Oh no, I didn't know that. That's sad. Um, okay. Back up. Hold on a second. >> Oh, that guy. Really? >> Yeah, he died. >> That's crazy. >> Ah, cat's crazy. >> like Oh my god. >> What do you want, Lee?
>> What do you want? You're You're like a mental maniac. You're show >> I'm a mental maniac. You tell me you're >> Yes, you are. You're a maniac. >> You're on my show. What are you talking about? >> Why you shouting though? Why? Why you like like a psychopath? Like shouting, yelling, and screaming. >> Well, you guys are driving me crazy. I'm I'm about to I think I've turned into >> I'm going to drive you crazy. Of course >> he's turning into Dr. Oz. Rest in peace. >> Don't you you like it? You like it. You like it very much.
>> W You're attracted to me or something, lady. What's going on? >> Wait, what? You already said you already offered to have sex with me? >> No. >> You want to arrest me? You want to strip? You want to give me an anal cavity search? >> Go ahead. >> is God. >> The word >> God is not God. God is not God. Godi is just a man. He's a sad sad man. >> God is God is divine. Okay. >> He's not. Stop saying that. >> He's got power.
>> I like Daddy, but he But please stop insulting God. >> I worship him. >> Oh my god, you're sick. You're a sick sick. >> I worship him. >> Your basket case, lady. >> Oh my god. Oh my god. >> You You sound really upset. Sad. >> I am. I'm sad because I'm talking to you. >> Oh, why are you talking to me then? >> Unfortunately, you came on my show. I'm
I'm just like, you know, I'm just in shock right now. >> Something about me, right? Well, say the sexy British voice. I love a British voice. >> Okay. >> Are you Are you a sexy Are you a sexy British woman? Do you have a beautiful >> God is God? >> Oh, please. That makes you that makes you a hag. Instantly when you say that. >> That does not make me a haggy. >> 10. Every time you say God is God, you get 10. >> You look like a hag. You look You look
like >> Oh, please shut up, you >> You look like these. Um, what is it? Like a transgender hag. Trans. >> Oh, I look like transgender. Please. I'm a I'm a man. Are you Are you nuts? I'm not I'm not even >> washed up vestite hag. >> Oh, shut up. Get Get out of here. Get out of here, loser. >> You shut up, idiot. >> Get out of here, you fat loser.
>> Transvestite is crazy. >> Get out of here. >> I think now I think now that term is offensive now, right? I think it was common though, right? People used to call it transgender. >> Okay, so I was like my my niece and I were talking. I was like, "Hey." I was like, "Taylor Swift is a trans transgender." No, transsexual. And my niece was like, "No, no, no. You say transgender." And I
was like, "You do." I was like I was like, "I'm gay. I should be able to like, you know, whatever. I don't know. I guess I'm I'm not >> You're just like >> good. >> At this point, you're old school." >> Yeah, I am. Because I'm I'm like I got in trouble for like I I like I got a show deleted for hate speech and then I I like looked at the what they were
talking about. It was just me talking. So, I mean, I don't get it. But look at this. I just open I just I just heard I just happened to open this. Look Look at this guy. Oops. Hold on. Lindell. Look at this guy. He's a He's a ginger. Has a nerve to do the uh you know, you know, you know, in
the Holocaust, the the gingers were considered the worst. >> Yeah. You can't you can't show that on YouTube. >> I can't show it. Shut up. You came out with a one one day on your forehead, you dork. >> Not. >> No. No, I didn't. It was a big triangle. >> You did. >> It was a triangle. It was a triangle that I put >> both of them on. You had both of them. They're both offensive.
>> You don't remember? You had both. >> I for actually forgot about that. That was kind of funny. Come on. >> Yeah, it was. It was insane. It's just my show. I mean, it's like now my show is all normal, you know, but >> but that that was kind of funny though. Come on. All you >> I thought it was honestly that was pretty funny.
>> Oh, look at it. CB CB is like, "Oh, so CB CB knows who that hold on. Was that um that wasn't like that girl that lady, you know, Gotti that you know who that that goes the hottie?" I kind of sound like her with a British accent, but I don't know. Maybe I think there's just a type that you is attracted to you and they they all kind of scare me to be honest but
>> you know, different strokes. I got you. >> So say, do you have a girlfriend yet? Um or are you still sharing 300 glow with his with his wife? >> That's crazy. >> Well, you're the one that that said, you know, hey, thank you, Zi. Hey, look, she donated something. Okay, Zodia, I like you again. You're always welcome over. Okay. Thank you for the super chat. At
least it's like almost guaranteed that you can't charge back a YouTube super chat right? >> No, I don't know. I think you can charge back pretty much anything because it's like insured by the bank sometimes. I'm not sure, but I've never had a >> I usually have never had a problem with chargebacks but um I don't know. I think some some of these
like businesses like I was doing these some of these uh like making these apps and all of a sudden I would get these like huge bills and they would even tell me like they're charging me they're just charging me for using the app and it's like and then then it's like then they doesn't even work right and it's like so it's like it feels like it's like a breach of contract and so you can yeah
you can like I don't know I asked for my money back for something
trying to get a working website, you know, so it's not not not so easy sometimes. Um, >> could use the what's it called? Wix. >> Yeah, Wix. But that's kind of exp like I'm trying to like Wix is like then I'd be like locked into like for the like, you know, like like a big monthly fee and it's like I guess I guess like anything I'll have a monthly fee, but I just need more more freedom on the platform which is not bad. It's it's but
it's kind of standard. It's like I'm doing there's a lot of these new vibe coding and things that are like really revolutionary where I'm able to make apps and things like that and really like make a lot of customizable stuff. I think that I'm going to come out with some pretty cool stuff and so you guys can check out what I've got so far. You can go to cult of psyche.com. Actually, there's nothing really up there right now, but you can go to um try psyche
burst maybe. I'm gonna I'm working on it. Hey Sassy, good to see you. Good to see you sassy. Hey guys, anyone guys? I'm going to start doing um like more more members stuff like like I'm going to do I'm going to put probably all my lives on members only and plus I'm going to start doing like I'll come on for a few like two or three hours with everybody and then I can actually switch to members
only. That's like one of the thing they can do. And then it will say like, "Oh, if you want to continue like some people can like, you know, if they want to go in the members, if it gets like really fun and stuff like that, maybe I'll like I'll like do that and then everyone will be members." No, I'm just kidding. No, but uh yeah, I don't know. We need to >> Did you hear about that guy in Brazil
that he had uh he did a private stream or whatever? Members only stream and he was doing so much uh cocaine. He was doing cocaine fire sales and he he died on stream. >> Was his name Tommy James? >> No, dude. It was some dude in Brazil. >> Well, that's so sad. Well, that's why >> that's really crazy.
>> You should be doing fire streams with with drugs on on on like, you know, live streaming. It's like not only a bad example, but it's it's dangerous. I mean, it's like I know I I I try not to do anything like that. doesn't strike me as the best of ideas. >> No. Like, well, how about Tommy James smoking crack on his stream for hours?
Like, for hours and hours, like all day. He's smoking crack. Like, just obsessing about crack, talking about crack all day. It was like >> I also agree that that's probably not a good idea. >> It's not a good idea. He goes, "Oh, I like to swish around the brillow pad and oh, look at this little crack rock. I'm
gonna smoke this tomorrow morning. And then it's like, oh, I have to smoke it now. >> Quack quack rock. >> I'm surprised he >> quack walk. >> Yeah. I mean, I was like, >> yo, where's black out of India? >> Yeah, it was disgusting. I mean, it was just really disgusting. >> He did it all day. And then then he's
like, "Oh, I need a lady. I need some lady attention. Can I wonder a hooker or something like that?" I mean, don't you do like the same thing though? >> I never I've never called. >> You do the same thing and you don't need to be on crack. >> I don't on crack, first of all. And then second of all, I don't >> I'm saying you don't need to. Exactly.
>> I'm not calling hook. >> But you do the same thing, right? Like what? >> I don't do the same thing. What are you talking about? I call I call I don't call hookers. I don't I don't do crack and call hookers like him. What are you talking about? You're you're insane. Stop projecting. Yeah. Are you What are you now? You're blackout Andy all of a sudden. >> Black walk. Okay. Hi, Black.
>> That's funny. >> I'm funny. Or you Hold on. Well, I am >> It doesn't sound like Blackout Andy. I funny. know. I am funny. I'm funny. Where's Lenor's mouse? I don't know. >> This guy. He's a funny guy. >> Am I a clown? Do I amuse you? >> Hey, did you see Did you see my my new uh trip kick video that I'm in? >> No. >> Okay. I want to show you something. I'm
g show you >> because it's real good. You'll I think you'll like it. Uh let me see. Channel is back and you know he decided to feature me a little bit on it and I'm always um flattered. So thank you Tripkick. Um let's see. Am I on here? Uh
oh. Vas Kitties and S. Hold on second. Okay. Where am I? Oh, there I am. Okay. Okay. Wow. Oh yeah. Okay. So that was So, okay. So, here's I'll just show it's just I'll just show a little bit of it. Um, >> will you >> share the screen?
Enjoy everybody. I got a Goon shirt. Hold on. You got me a Gooni shirt. Oh, thank you, Jamie. I'd love it. Um, share screen and trip kick investigates reported rise in spirit trafficking. Okay, here we go. former friend of ours is saying that VA and I tried to like spiritually traffic
her >> chose a house at random, tied up the family at gunpoint, then ordered his followers to go inside and commit ritual slaughter.
>> That's crazy. >> That's kind of funny. See, like this is funny, but like the yelling is just like >> You do exactly what I say. >> Wondering band of members of a so-called religious cult with a leader they call Jesus has had three of its followers arrested. >> That's real. That really is psych.
>> They came and went and the number varied from 20 to 30. Police said they were a pseudo religious cult. >> What do you want to call me a murderer for? I've never killed anyone. >> I don't need to kill anyone. I think it >> that's crazy. >> I have it here. >> Got that Persian spell put on me.
>> Remorse for what? You people have done everything in the world to me. Doesn't that give me equal right? I can do anything I want to you people at any time I want to because that's what you've done to me. You know, if I wanted to kill somebody, I'd take this book and beat you to death with it and I wouldn't feel a thing. It'd be just like walking
to the drugstore. Do you feel blame? Are you mad? Do you feel like
>> No, I know. But everyone told me like exactly what happened. Yeah. You hear me now? >> That's actually real. That's not AI. That's actually real. >> That was real. I'm I'm Charles Manson. Did you know another CIA? >> That's crazy. Well, I think I make a good Charles
Manson personally. I think I think uh maybe I'm not as good as music as as him. I think he was pretty talented guy, too. But he's actually a good artist, too. I mean, it's like it's sad like, you know, I mean, that whole thing was terrible, but um yeah, I know he did actually go to San Pedro um the Terminal Island prison for a while, too. He he was all over these prisons and
stuff like that. But, you know, his his birth certificate name was Noame. They put on his birth. They put his mom says he doesn't have a name. So they put no name Jones or whatever his name was, but it's actually it says no name because his mom like didn't name him and stuff. It was just like really bad. Uh I can look it up. uh tell the story. But yeah, it's I just remember that story like he
he was said no name on his birth certificate when he was born and uh you know he was basically like I don't know he was like just basically like just very he had a lot of money just for walking up and down California and then get arrested and stuff like I don't know he seems to be funded by somebody but I'm not going to get into like my conspiracy theories about it >> like CIA
>> well you know it's like I really I think a lot of stuff is like actually like you know scop up and just like for program the culture kind of thing. And uh that could have been like they they let the lady out, Patricia Krenwinkle or Periwinkle or whatever who actually killed the Boulders lady or or Patty Hurse or something. Not Pett. It's not Patty Hurst. Hold on. She killed um uh
who Susan what was that lady that that got killed? She's really beautiful. I forgot. But yeah, that uh yeah, it's um this really beautiful actress, Roman Palansky's um wife. She's gorgeous blonde lady. um and she was pregnant like nine months pregnant and she got like un alive by like the Manson family whatever. He would give him a lot of acid and like play the guitar and like
sing songs and they would just be thinking he's gone and stuff like that. It's like kind of I I try to like warn people about like the Oh, Sharon Tate. Yeah, her name is Sharon Tate. I try that's what like I say cult and like some people were taking cult seriously. Colt is like it's if that was a serious cult I would not call myself a cult, you know. It's obviously a joke. Um, but if people don't get
that, then it's okay. Um, because it is it can be just my own cult of one. No one has to be a member except me, right? So I don't it's just like it's my it's just my thing. It's just like um yeah, you have a thing of yours. I have a thing of mine. Okay. Um uh so hey Jamie. Um yeah. So I don't know. I like you
say, but you know I don't dislike you. I like you but um you annoy me sometimes. I don't know if you try. you're trying to annoy me and you know but and you do some things that are just off the- wall but I mean I don't think you're a bad person and I say I don't wish you any harm and I would never like try to harm you or anything like that like and I if in person I would I'd be respectful of your boundaries and stuff like that as for like I wouldn't really hit on you
unless we like had a little bit to drink and I would like maybe try to tickle you a little bit and I would just see if you would like laugh like the Pillsburys do what I'm just really curious if you would if you're ticklish but that's just something that's going to find out on our own time. So, you're saying you wouldn't respect boundaries? >> I just want to tickle you and see if you'd laugh like the Pillsbury Doughboy. >> Just one time. I would just like push I
wouldn't even tickle you. I just push my finger on your belly and it's not a sexual thing. It's just to see if you laugh like the Pillsbury Doughboy. I want to see if you go I want to see like so bad because it's like I don't I want to see that if you're ticklish. If you want to go a little tickle, Sigy. Hi, Gotham. Oh, okay. S Never mind. My Gotham's here. Gotham is my boyfriend. That's really crazy. >> It's really crazy.
>> Yeah, >> it's really crazy thing. >> Oh, he's a guy from South India and uh he's like he's a telemarketer by day and by night he's on this um the cult of psyche member doing sacrifices for me. I'm just kidding. Um yeah. Um no, he's my he's my Indian like he's my my henchman. You know in like in Annie they
have that like that that swami guy. He's like my swami. He's like I Love him. >> No idea. >> You don't know Annie or see like the little orphanage. The sun will come out tomorrow. Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow there'll be sun.
That's Annie. It's a hard knock life for us. It's a hard knock. >> That's Annie. >> Yeah, that's Annie. >> I know Annie. >> Yeah, >> that's like the Wait, no, that's not Annie. That's the Jay-Z song. >> No, he samples Annie. He didn't. >> No, no, that's the Jay-Z song.
>> No, no, no. It was a song from Annie with Carol Bernett and uh and whoever played Annie. >> Oh, do >> it was literally Jay Jay-Z made it and then they put it in Annie the music. >> Stole it. It's called sampling. Okay. So, so rappers do something just like called stealing. It's just kind of like what I do. No, I'm just kid. No, rappers sample other people's work and then it's
like and then they make it into a new song and so they put out a rap song and it sounds all of a sudden cool again. But it wasn't when it was cool back in the 70s when Carol Bernett was shaking her butt said it's a hard knock life, right? Well, I don't know if she was No, she's not even in that song. Um, but she Yeah, she's a she's an orphanage. Yeah, that was like the the orphanage people saying. Hey, do you remember that dog?
Oh, there's a dog and the guys are being mean to the dog and she saves the dog. What's the dog's name? Was the dog's name Sammy? A, he was such a cute dog. Oh, Sammy. Sammy. Oh, and she must have taken to the Oh my god, she gets adopted. Oh my god. It's a good movie. I need to see Annie again. >> W.
>> I saw the Jay-Z version. >> That's not a Jay-Z version. It's just a song where they where they sample it's a hard knock life saying it's a hard knock life and then it's a him rapping the rest of the song. But there's actually there's actually a whole chorus to it's a hard rock life from Annie. It's a really good song goes instead of three
eggs we get stiffed. >> I don't I don't remember the exact >> really good Annie, you know. And you know Annie wore a wig. She wasn't even a real red head. Is that a Don't you feel ripped off? >> It was just like a red like a little like a red afro wig. I think she probably was like a And then the freckles were not real. Why can't they
just hire a real ginger? They have to like put a a red wig and freckle on this poor poor woman. Oh god. Yeah. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep.
Oh seriously. Gotham. Gotham. Come. Come up here. Come meet Sig Gotham. Think that is who's coming up guys? We we already had DJ Electra. We had the Stroke Off twins up here. They were Never come back. I'm just kidding. You can come back. It's It's fine. Um yeah, Annie was It was a pretty good movie.
The sun will come out tomorrow. Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow there'll be sun. Just thinking about tomorrow. tears away the cobwebs and the sorrow till there's none.
>> Of course, you know, all the songs. >> That's gray and lonely. I love musicals. I'm gay. Gay people love musicals. >> Yeah. No. Yeah, that's what I mean. >> They're in our blood. I know. I know all the fan of the opera. I know all le miser Rob. I love plays. I love them. Sassy Scarlet knows. She likes She likes
these like Andrew Andrew Lloyd Weber stuff. Ever see coldest line? Ever see 525,600 minutes? That's from rent. >> Oh, >> no. And then um >> Tommy, can you hear me? I saw Tommy on Broadway in New York.
>> Have you ever been to Broadway? >> Never heard of Never. Have you seen Phantom? The Have you ever seen Phantom? Have you ever seen Lay Miz? >> No. >> You know what Lay Miz is? Yeah, >> it's Lay Miser Rob. Yeah, you know what it's about. >> Yeah, >> it's really good. You should see it. You have you ever seen Cats? That's not It's actually not good. I wouldn't recommend
the movie or the play. Um, but Tommy's pretty good. That's a good movie and a play. And um uh Hey, hey, Jamie's got Oh, Gotham's here. Kie, where are you? I don't I think Kie mom's asleep. Uh, well, she's not. Yeah, I think she's
here. She's here. What do you think, S? Is she here? >> Wouldn't know. >> You wouldn't know. You're not Oh, you don't do you um You haven't been watching my series of of of videos on Hinduism. >> Have not. >> Well, you have to check them out and everybody everybody should because they're actually really really interesting and I think that I'm finding
great topics and I think you guys would love them. Don't be skeptical about like, you know, me presenting like good material. I work really hard on it and uh I would love pe more people to check it out. I know I do a lot of premieres and stuff like that. Just come to the premiere, say hi in the chat and uh and drop a like because it's like, you know, I do have people What movie are we watching? H um Oh, Annie. We're talking
about Annie. Yeah. Movie. The movie Annie. Is there is there an Indian Annie? Because we were just talking about the Indian Forest Gump. >> Indian Annie is crazy. >> Yeah. Is there is there an Annie from India? Um Shanny says, "Sig, do you remember everyone has AIDS from Team America?" I remember that. I saw Team America. Yeah. >> No, I don't remember that. >> You don't remember that? Everyone has
AIDS. Do you remember the the South Park where like you know um Kyle gets his tonsils taken out and then as a prank like um Cartman gives him AIDS and then you know like >> what >> he like Yeah. like he puts AIDS blood and then then like he then he then he gives Cartman AIDS and remember that that's a great that one of the best
episodes of South Park. >> That's really crazy. >> Yeah. >> No, I've never seen that. I mean I've seen some I know South Park is pretty crazy. >> And he's like and Carmen kept saying I'm not just positive, I'm HIV positive. >> He kept saying that. >> Absolutely crazy. >> Yeah, that was the joke. I mean, I don't know if Yeah, that's probably
>> That's really crazy. I mean, HIV is AIDS is basically like a gay holocaust. >> Oh, shut up. I mean, in the 80s, maybe it was not in >> basically the gay holocaust. >> Not like the African Holocaust. That was just terrible. >> Or like gay and like drug addict, drug needle user, whatever.
>> The fat the fat of Mexican uh holocaust. >> Mexican. No, that's uh that's that's just Mexican food. >> Oh, Mexican food though. >> Like burritos and tacos. That's the Mexican Holocaust right there. >> Attacks.
>> It's called Montazuma's revenge, right? >> You tell me what it is. >> You're gonna be sitting on the toilet the whole time and I'll be escaping. >> That's >> Oh, yeah. W's right. George W. Bush. My >> All right. I'm going just be running after you myself. >> No, you're just going to yourself.
You're going to sit on the toilet going, "Oh, no. Me burrito and carada." >> That's crazy. >> Yeah. Kinto beans. Yeah. Not Okay. Anyway, I'm not saying Mexicans like beans, but they love them. And they love corn, too. Hey, Justin. How are you? Corn tortillas. Hey. Hey.
Do you like flour or corn tortilla? You like tortillas? You like you like boritos? Do you like tacos? Tacos? Do you like you like nachos? Hey, sick. You like nachos? >> I do. >> Ah, I'm sorry. >> Actually, I don't like nachos. I like chips with uh
>> salsa or like the verde sauce. Yeah, man. It's good. >> Yeah. Or any of the sauce. Yeah. It's way better than just American cheese. >> I like the sauce. American cheese. Nasty. >> I like the hot one sauce. I like the I like the tapato with the with the wooden cork.
>> You like the tapato? Hello. >> W. >> I went too far. So, I'm going to start saying the opposite of W, which is I guess the letter M. I'm going to start saying M. But you know what? M M M is 13 and it stands for Mexicans.
That's why they say MS is 13. Get it? They'll never get it. Okay. >> I kind of don't honestly. >> You ever see the magazine Miz? You think we think it's a feminist magazine actually, but no, it's Mexican stereotype magazine.
>> I might have. Yeah, I think Glorious Dynam. Yeah, just another snake in the grass.
What else is new? Are you um you're going to come over my house soon? >> Yeah, sure. >> You are. Can you bring Can you bring 300 glow and a bunch of condoms? I'm gonna bring 300 glow. I'mma I'm gonna bring Squidward.
>> Squidward. I don't want to date somebody unless it's like Unless it's like a cute cute um cute >> I'm gonna bring Joe Shipley. >> No, no, no, no, no, no, no. That's getting disgusting. I just want I just want 300 Glow and I'll You can sit in the corner and take pictures. >> That'll be >> okay. But I'm gonna be in a wig. Okay. No, no, Glow is gonna be in a wig. He's
going to be like the the the obese w um blonde wigw wearing person photos. I'm going to be wearing a black um ski mask and a paper bag over my head. Um okay, let's see. Am I being weird? No, I'm not being I
really I haven't I've just been drinking like this one drink not not as creepy as Tommy James. If I get if I ever get weird as Tommy James guys just like say it's time to wrap it up or time to like quit um streaming psyche. You're just embarrassing yourself. Well, I think I thought about I think I think I can't embarrass myself anymore. I think I haven't done like I mean I mean it's
literally I'm wearing No, I was wearing the speedos last night. Um yeah, literally I'm like still wearing the speedos. I even took out like the big uh the big thing in them like the big the big crotch because I you know I'm not I'm not ashamed. So see do you want do you want you want to see the speedos? >> Not really. >> Not really but that that sounds like
there's like a kind of like a a little bit of curiosity there maybe. >> Uh I don't want to see that. >> He said no. Okay. Sound like he was almost almost curious like oh not really. Well, but but maybe a little bit when you someone says not really. >> Did you want me to just like say like no? >> No, I don't >> like directly. >> I want you to say I want to say like
please please show me. >> All right. >> Well, I'm not going to say that. >> Put him on for you. >> Hey, sucking my dick is >> rather I would rather you did stuck in my dick. >> I don't know who that is. >> It's Arthur.
This name does not ring a bell. >> Okay, I'll bring it up. Hold on. Hold on. >> Good morning, gentlemen. Sig, good morning. Psych. Good morning. How are you? >> Hi, Arthur.
>> How's it going there, Sig? >> Where are Where is this >> Hey, >> you don't say that. You're not allowed to say that. >> What are you talking about? >> I'm not a gay guy. I could say it. >> You're not a gay guy. You have to let me have >> I'm a gay guy. I could say it. >> I can't I talked to the community. You're not You're not You're not acceptable. >> I'm a gay guy. I could say it. >> We all We know all the gay guys. You're not >> I have the pass
signal. >> Listen, Arthur. Where the are you, you You man. You man that receives penis in your ass from other men. Stop it. Okay. It's okay. You can let him talk or something. >> Where are you? >> I'm in Texas. >> No, no, no. Like, are you like in a car right now?
>> I'm in a Yeah, I'm in a Mojo Jojo car right now. >> He drives a winner mobile. >> Any other questions? >> Any other questions? >> I just think it's gay how this guy is driving and on a on a call thing and he's going to crash into a minivan full of a family going to church or school. >> Oh my god. >> He's not going to kill a man. watching
cuz he's on his cuz he's on his phone. >> I'm on a Bluetooth earpiece, idiot. >> This dude's >> I'm on a Bluetooth earpiece. >> Oh, he's got a Bluetooth earpiece. Like it's 2007. >> Yeah, it's called a AirPod. >> All smoked out. >> Handsree.
>> So then call it AirPod. Dude said Bluetooth earpiece. Like he has like Motorola ones. >> Clearly I'm not using my hands. Are you stupid as Is he like you're in the year 2001? >> Dude, you're smoked out, dude. >> Why is he calling in? He's on his phone. >> You're really smoked out, dude. >> Yeah, he's not smoked out. What are you talking about, you nuts?
>> This guy's driving and he's all smoked out. >> Smoked out. You're annoying me. >> Psyche. He's a Mexican. It's okay. Disgusting. It's >> This dude smoked out. >> And what? This dude's Puerto Rican. >> As if that's any better. >> It is better. You stupid idiot. >> You you man that takes man penis in your ass.
>> Hey. Hey. >> Psych. It's okay. His father abandoned him. >> W. >> He has a disappointment of a child. I don't blame his dad. >> Sick. >> I'd have done the same >> W. >> I would have told his ass of a mother, "Hey, why the did you >> It's crazy how this guy This guy always says that same thing."
>> Really? So I think that's something that happened with him. That's crazy. >> What happened? >> Really? >> That's really crazy. >> No, cuz you're Mexican and that's a stereotype that your father left. >> What do you mean? There's no >> What? Since when is Since when are Mexican Since when are Mexicans stereotype to abandon their kids?
They're stereotyped to have like 20. >> They have like 20 kids, >> but not they don't abandon their families. What do you mean? We're in Hermanas or >> You're crazy. >> Yeah. Where's your dad? And where's your dad, >> bro? You're all stupid, dude. >> You're literally all >> It's okay. You're a degenerate and a Mexican. It's okay.
>> He's a scumbag. Piece of >> who deserves to be six feet under. >> Okay. You're You're kind of sexy, Arthur. I kind of like like this. >> I appreciate that, dude. Thank you. >> You're welcome. Hey, so what's going on? Psych. How's the How was your weekend, man? >> It was good. I had my birthday recently
and then uh so I uh just been kind of hanging out and getting a lot of work done, doing a lot of posting and putting a lot of content on. I hope people check out. Um got a lot of cool. >> Dude, why don't you go live like you used to? You used to go live like every single day, like night, morning. because uh it's like not it was it's like you
know I'm trying to like just have fun and like I'm I'm uh you know having I'm just doing what I want to do and uh as long as it's fun for me I'll keep doing it. So I'm just >> Was it not fun back then? >> It was um you know it's like I went through different stages. It's got it's been less fun lately, but um you know, it's like like kind of a let down with
like you know, Alexandra and like um you know um some other people just like >> We did warn you, Lord. >> I know. I know. >> We did warn you. >> She She has to be one of the worst people in the community. >> Well, I don't I don't think she is. I think she's like a really awesome person and like really I think she just is like misunderstood what happened.
>> You know what threw me off? when she put controller's daughter on a stripping pole. >> Well, yeah. I mean, she's like some of the stuff I don't agree agree with, but it's >> like who does that? That's weird. That like if you were to do that, psyche, I would never talk to you. I think you >> I mean I mean I would I just it's not
I'm not the kind of per I mean it's like not that it's like you know she is like I don't I don't know what the the situation was in that situation. I just like would like not really try to >> I think that's too low. Like that there's nothing that you could possibly tell me that would hurt my feelings that I would put your child on a stripping pool. That that's that's disgusting
whether you could say I was drunk and you made me do it. I was on meth. You know, it's like there's there's there's no excuse. Nobody made anyone do anything. You you did it yourself. >> Tommy Tommy James did crack on his stream. He's still alive. >> Yeah, he just >> He's still alive. Is crazy. >> Embarrassed.
>> So, he's been doing crack like the whole week. >> Oh god. >> I mean, it is whack. Whitney Houston is right. Crack is totally whack. >> What's worse, though? Psych crack or the the nitro dio dioisin that the two followers mentioned earlier on your panel? >> Oh, they're doing nitrous oxide. Yeah, I
mean they're they're just dumb in general. I don't I don't think they need nitrous to be to be >> I think it's all bad. But nitrous specifically, it like uh melts your brain. >> You're killing it deprivives your brain. Yeah, it deprivives your brain of oxygen. >> And yeah, you do literally lose brain cells doing that. >> That's insane. >> Uh >> they're getting dumber
by every uh sniff, right? By every inhale. >> It's not a good idea. There's a lot of things. It depletes It depletes your body of vitamin B12 and and so much that like it can cause you to get paralyzed. >> Oh my god. >> Causes a deficiency in your spine.
>> Whoa. Why are you screaming? >> Cuz Lenor has got on my back and she just has her closet. >> Oh, I thought you were screaming at Sig. I'm like, what is he saying wrong? >> No, sorry. Doing your claws. My bad.
Ah, >> so Arthur. >> Yes, >> you're really cute. I think I'm falling in love. >> Oh, come on. >> Can you send me some private photos? >> Let's watch what we say because apparently Sweet Pea likes to clip us. You know what I mean?
>> Yeah, I I'll clip her. I'll clip that I'm just kidding. No, she's fine. >> >> Like I mean I don't know. It's like some of this stuff is funny like that she clips. >> It is. I gota admit I >> It's not like me. It's not like making fun of me. It's like just me being funny because I'm I'm a hilarious person. Ouch. >> Again, to be honest, I really don't care. Like I I find it funny. Um
shout out to the Clippers. Shout out the Clippers help out so much. Especially Trip Kick. Trick is back. >> Did you like the uh my the one where I'm I'm Charles Manson? >> Oh, little Ma Mason. Manson. Charles Manson. Not mini Manson. Charles Manson. >> Oh, no. >> Oh, yeah. I seen that. But what happened to Little Manson? >> No, he's around. He's on his channel
doing like Vanson and singing and stuff. >> He's a weirdo, huh? >> He sent me a Christmas card, actually, which is really nice. >> What? Yeah. >> Like the other day, I was listening to an old stream of yours. He was on here saying n word. He was like >> everybody. was everybody.
>> Yeah, but he was literally saying the R >> and he was like, "I'm saying it because I want to strike your channel later." >> Ah, >> yeah, I know. I know. He was going crazy one night because I brought God on at the same time as him and he didn't want God. >> Yeah. Yeah. See, that's so weird to me. >> I remember I'm gonna start my own Wikipedia like with all all my lore, you
know. Hi, Lenor. Hi, sweetheart. I love you. Oh, kisses. Oh, you give me kisses. Hi, sweetheart. Yeah, Lenor. So sweet. I love you. >> I love you. >> I wish you were Arthur. I could kiss Arthur. >> What? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> How much do I weigh?
>> How much do you weigh, Arthur? >> Uh, what's the last one? I think it was like 175. >> Can you send me a picture of you with your shirt off? >> Ah, come on, dude. >> Please. >> No, we're not doing that. No, >> 175 is pretty skinny. You got to bulk up. >> Can I have a dickpick? >> That's crazy. Unless you're like really short.
>> I mean, I'm 5'9, so I'm not really that tall. >> Yeah, you got to you got to bulk up, my boy. You got to be like 200. >> No. Hell no. I'm already fat as is. Like, to me, this is >> No, you can't be fat, though. You got to >> I'm saying Well, I'm not fat, but I'm be like just saying I'm thick. Like, this is it. Like, I ain't trying to No more new pants >> because I'm cake. Hey, I want to like
>> I'm like I'm like 5'8 300 lb. >> Oh my god. You're You're a whale. You're whale. >> God, >> I'm bulked up type >> The are you eating your >> Yeah. Get on my level, dude. >> No. Hell no. 300 >> tripping ass n I I get aral skinny. >> I literally asked Chad GBT what's a
healthy weight for someone my height and uh age. It literally gave me 160. whack. >> I'm just saying >> now you got to be like 200 lb. >> Hell no, bro. You know who are >> you got to be like, write it out. 200 lb. >> Your dick has >> it out.
>> You know who are the healthiest people? >> I asked I've asked many times. I've asked many times. Um >> the healthiest people in life are the ones that are >> It says it always tells me that it's subjective. It's >> subjective. W >> W.
You're talking about Simone's, right? >> Simone are fat as >> Yeah, they can be. >> Most of them are. Have you seen their movies? >> But some of them are like a football player made for football, you know, and they eat a lot of um coconuts.
>> That's racist. Namkit. >> No, they love coconuts. They do. Have you ever seen you ever seen Alou from um 90day? >> Yeah. Yeah. >> I'll be right back. >> Oh, shout out to Sweet Pea. She She's in the chat. She's like, "Hi, Sweet Pea. How are you? I'm sorry. I wasn't making fun of you." Sweet. I Sweet. Sweet Peas gone sour
bit again. Alexander had my back. That's a real one. Welcome to the psychic haters club. And you know, sweetie, you got a tattoo. And I love her tattoo of Lenor. But >> I can't believe you get a psych. Do you have a psyche hater club tattoo stick? >> Do you have one? Are you?
>> No, I don't. >> Don't. Are you going to get one on your butt for me? >> No. >> Are you not? Can you please just one? >> I'm gonna I'm gonna say that I would rather not do that. One >> time. One time. I think I'd rather not do that. >> Yeah, you're going to
>> Hello. >> I'm good. >> I can't find America on this thing. I can't find USA, but I can find American Samoa. Like, where is the USA? Where's the USA? I'm from this country. Where is it? Tu. It's not on this list. Hold on. Is it? I don't see on the list. Something's wrong.
>> That's crazy. >> I don't know. Oh, I'm leaving.
Did you end the stream?
See? >> Yo, >> where'd you go? >> Where did you go? >> I accidentally clicked out. >> Yeah, I didn't click out. >> Sweet Pea's not hidden. I Did I see Sweet Pe? Let me see. She's hidden. I don't know who hit her. Wait, who hit her? Someone said her. Hey, Ness. How
are you? Sassy Scarlet Megs >> W >> W I'm I'm going to write a Sig song someday. Do you want me to write a song about you Sig? >> No. >> You are in you are in my songs actually. Did you know that? >> No.
>> You are. You should feel honored. I appreciate your contribution. >> Yeah, it says but it says it calls you s in in the songs and so it sounds like they're saying psych but it's actually sy because it's saying sig and it's
saying saying you're like drunk on on vodka or something whatever you drink. >> Yep. >> That's crazy. >> I want to see like want to see some classic um psyche. Let me see. I think this is when I was like starting. Let me see. I have anything.
No, I don't know if I have anything. Um, size by size.
Okay, let's see.
the ghost song. Oh my gosh, there's so many great songs. I'm not gonna play a song for us.
So, you come around here often. >> Don't answer that. I know. Yes, you do. So, but you must like me on some level because you keep coming back. You're afraid you're not afraid of being seen as gay
or are you afraid of that? >> What do you think? >> I think you would personally care about it if if like you you really thought there was not a troll, but I think it would probably just be a troll though. You concur.
>> Interesting. No, I don't concur. But that's interesting. >> Well, you never agree with me that I'm always right. So, what's that? What?
>> How do you know that you're right? >> It's usually proven. >> And how is this proven? Because because I'll say something and then like later I'll find out to be true and I knew all along. >> Oh, is this a play?
>> I forgot what we were talking about. I'm I'm just high and just bullshitting. You I said you're always arguing with me. Why do you have to argue with me, baby?
>> It's crazy. Look, this is how does CPR with my CPR with my tongue? It's just my style. So, is it true? If it's sick, is your fault for for drowning in the ocean? I I'm the one that, you know, kissed you back to life. Just thank me later.
>> I think now they they have a device that is like they usually they put it in first aid kits >> cuz they it's like a layer between the mouth. I mean, I'm playing a video here. Watch. See you later.
>> Leave your mind at the door. You won't be needing it again. >> I I really psyche. Do you actually like this AI stuff?
>> Cotton candy thoughts stick to my teeth. One more carousel with their painted on screens. Welcome to the sideshow of shattered dreams. Tickets like scripture in my sweaty paws. Make oil salvation carnival
soul. Ring the bell, stand right up. Drink the Kool-Aid from the cup. Golden wings, but they're made of wire. Dance around the funeral. In the cult of psyche, we worship at a shrine. trade our sanity
for something beyond
all say run over him by the midnight sun cloud waves melting down our desperate faces following goes through liinal spaces out. We are showing who we used to be before we pledged our souls for the promise to be free. Tight rope walking on a fray and thread living with free inside your head. She promised
metamorphosis, but all we got was this abyss in the cold of psyche. We worship in the cult of psyche. We worship matter right trade
our for something screaming can't tell what's real in the psych how you feel spinning we're spinning we're never coming down we'll burn this all
>> >> butterfly life, butterfly wings will believe in anything. Hero shot his arrow straight through. Now we're all infected, too. Test your strength. Try your luck. Step inside. You're already stuck. Heat. Heat. Heat.
>>
>> Empty seats on rides that never stop. Popcorn burning in an unmanned shop. We're the last ones left, but we won't leave. In her name, we still believe
we're stuck at the very top. Could see the whole world, but we forgot what we came here looking for. Just know we can't walk out that door. The barker's gone. The lights are dim,
but we still sing her twisted hymn. She's in our blood. She's in our bones. This carnival is all we've known. In the cult of psycho, we
worship her shrine. Treat our sanity for something divine. I always scream. Can't tell what's real in the psyche. Tell me how you feel. We're spinning. We're spinning. We're never coming down. In the psych down
from every psyche, we worship the pain. The rise stop, but the music plays in the cold. I'll always stay forever and never never
will Heat. Heat.
>>
>> still on. You want signal? You want signal 66? Want to be on my show? Got to earn your place here. You're not earning it by being such an So, just hang out long as you want.
>> Welcome to the theater. The lights are fake, the truth is real, and I'm the host. I slide in live like a portal at dawn. Cloak on mic hot. Who's that? It's John. Tarot in one hand, chat in the other. Reading your ex like not your forever.
Moonlight, coffee like a spell. I don't do small talk. I do truth of farewell. Trolls show up hungry thinking I'm sweet. I feed them one run from the heat. I'm not your warning boundary and they sign. I'm not your dad but a father. If you want baby steps into merchant record baby
I make a temple out a thumbnail frame join behave or get the pop in the watch and roll with The hosting
my or got receipts. I turn late night weirdos into paying deities. I got a show where the odd ones win. Panel so wild it should come with a pin. One guest says aliens, one says no. I'm in the middle like both can be true though. I pull one card and the room goes quiet. Even your skepticism starts a small
riot. Is he for real? Yes, sweetheart. I am. I'm a business planistic glam. I don't chase cloud. I harvest it clean. I got to serve it in my streamyard scene. If you came for a circus, welcome friend. Just don't throw peanuts at the boundary. I'm sorry, baby.
Fabulous and strange. I frame or get on the pop in the comments. >> Watch me blessing >>
late night weirdos into pain. Say it with me. No drama. Say it with me. More power. Say it with me. Drop a super chop. Say it with me. Don't lie. My deck don't miss. My mods don't play. My vibe too strong for a cheat parade. If the chat gets cursed, I cleanse the thread. Then I go back to
being gorgeous instead. I'm not arguing with you, beloved. I'm monetizing my peace. I'm baby straight. I'll make a temple out of thumbnail
frame. Join behave or get banned. I'm a ritual pop star in the coming rose holy ghost with the host in post my receipts. I turn late night weirdos into pain devotees.
Stay weird. Stay honest. Stay subscribed.
>>
>> one more. My gosh, God, I can't play anymore. Okay, one more.
So good of you to join us tonight. Come sit where the candle light dies. I'll speak soft so the walls don't wake
about the day the skyline broke and the sun went quiet in our eyes. You lived among us, didn't you? You laughed like it was all a show.
But did you ever learn our names? Or only watch our wounds and call them what you know. It's easy to see the shadows first. Negativity loves the stage.
Hard times don't hide. They bleed through the seams. They leave fingerprints on the page. But if you pause, if you brea, if you look past the mortal veil,
you'll see the best in every one of us. Still trying not to fail. Not the headline, not the rumor, not the clip and sharpen knife, just a trembling little still begging for life.
I know the pattern. I know the poor, the trending him, the gossip bread. Private sins served hot and clean. Truth reduced to what's
convenient and what looks good when it's spread. But don't let that shape your view of me. That's only what they choose to show.
It isn't who I'm trying to be. When I'm crawling through the dark on my hands, moving slow. Every hero you been sold stands on bones they never
loves a simple story. crowns the saints the sinner then forget to fed the flame. So if you part if you breathe if you look past the mortal veil
you'll see the best in every one of us still trying not to fail. Not the headline, not the rumor, not the clip and sharpen knife. Just a trembling little light. Still begging for a life.
Maybe we are the root of it. Maybe the monster isn't them. No demon's more dangerous than the one we
is wearing our own skin. We name another so we don't have to face the places where we rot. We build a legend and act.
If you want a brighter day, you can step on me, you wouldn't be the first. Just please don't call it holy. >> So
breathe there in front of you. to see deeper judge slower. Don't let the world forgive me. I'm not here to take your throne. I won't leave a messenger.
So good of you to join us tonight. Stay. If your heart can bear the heat, come closer to the candle and take a seat.
In the dark, I hear you before I see you. A hush becomes a halo.
>> >> Oh,
I was a spark in a black glass sky. Tongue tied, hands cold, asking why. Then a green dawn broke my chest wide like a secret rivering to sing outside. Two parrots cut the silence clean. Feathered syllables bright and green. They drop little stars like holy confetti. And every small
steady strings turn into constellations. I'm tuned to a higher conversation. circles on the air like I feel your name rearrange my face.
Oh, can you teach my voice to move like you make my heart a door worth finding? Emerald halo kadumba moon spin my doubt into 60s for tunes. Oh my beg.
Turn my noise into a h. I'm not here to be perfect. I'm here to be true. To make a bright blade out of what I've lived through. I cut through the chatter. I bless what remains. Make leftover sacred. Make freedom from chains. My hands learn craft from the cosmos
itself. Paintbrush and one breath script on the shelf. A mask for the stage. A drum for the street. A crown made of patience. A kick made of heat. Parrots in orbit, eyes like gold. They teach my nervous system bold. Be a starline steady and long. I don't
chase the song. I become the song. Oh my teaching. Oh my make my art a door worth finding
emerald halo moon spin my down into my I don't beg I from throat to sky from sky to skin let the holy sound begin
from >> >> From star to drum. I was quiet. Now I come. I don't need permission. I need precision. I don't need approval. I need a vision. Every line I draw is a vow I keep. Every note I sing, wake something.
Oh my teaching. Oh my adore words. Emerald halo moon. Spin my doubt into 64 to I don't beg. I lie.
Oh my go
behind my rea.
>>
>> last one then I'm going to go. >> Welcome to the theater. I >> played it in step right up. >>
>> end. >> It's about to end. People will understand.
And I learned what it cost. Now I'm pulling the blade back. Not defeated, just focused. I gave my night to the static. Gave my breath to the flood. Let the room fill up with shadows while I tried to call it love. I kept
the fire in my chest. While the air got thin and cold, but I'm not built to be a circus. I'm built to turn that into gold. So I'm cutting the wire. I'm closing the door. I'm trading for holy. And I'm choosing more. I'm recalibrating.
I'm calling a fall. I'm stepping up the noise so I can hear it all. I'm not disappearing. I'm coming up with less chaos in my orbit. More power in my bright
behind.
I wore the crown in the crossfire. Smiled while I tried to bite. But I'm done paying attention to the hunger for I don't
owe my soul to the feet. I'm not here to be consumed. I'm here to plant a seed. So I'm taking my time. I'm sharpening flame. I'm turning pressure into purpose. I'm remembering my name.
>> I'm recalibrating. Don't call it a fall. I'm stepping up the noise so I can hear it all. I'm not disappearing. I'm coming back. We're finless chaos in my orbit. More power in my rec.
Watch the single rise. I'm building something real behind these quiet eyes. Silence isn't surrender. It's the chamber where I wound
the road. I don't need the crowd to crown me. I don't need the storm to speak. I'm the on the
Calisappearing.
I'm coming back with chaos in my orbit. Power in my recess
more signal. That's the vow.
Last one.
She returns like fog through a cracked front door. Perfume on the air, but it smells like war. A pretty little promise with a poison stitch, soft hand, sharp grin. Old world witch, she finds a tender places, names them destiny, and lights a little fire where your peace should be. She don't need a throne, she'll take a chair, and
everybody swear she was always there. Whispers in the hallway, candles in the mouth, turning up to down and north into south. But I've seen that play. I know that spell. I don't get pulled under by Jezebel. Return to Jezebel. Knock knock knock.
Rattling the chains on the bedroom lock. The panthers near low low like green fire in the afterlow. Say it twice and break her hold. I persevere. My spirit's gold.
She builds little circles to keep you alone. Cuts off your people, then calls you her own. A saint in the daylight, a storm in the night. She smiles like mercy, then she bites like spite. She feeds on the gaze any spark will do. She'll drain your joy and blame it on you. And if you speak true, she'll twist your tongue,
make you sound guilty for the harm she's done. Mirror tricks, shadow game, smoke in the well. She sells your fear back, calls it hell, but I don't kneel down. I don't obey. I walk through the curse like it's yesterday. Return a Jezebel. Knock knock knock. Rattling the chains on the
bedroom lock. But the panthers near low as like green fire in the afterlow. Say it twice and break her hole. I persevere, my spirit's gold.
Salt at the threshold, iron in my voice. I don't get owned by another's choice. Name the lie, watch it, then watch it melt. No crown. Survives the truth I've held. Panther beside me, silent judge, not cruel, not allowed. Just won't butt. She can hiss, she can howl, she can ring her bell, but
my path stays mine. And I walk it well. >> Return a Jezebel. Knock knock knock. Rattling the chains on the bedroom lock. Put the panthers near low low as a green fire in the afterlow. Say it twice
and break her. I'll persevere. My spirit's gold. returnell. Let her come, let her try. I rise to the dark and I don't ask why her at my should I persevere.
>> Oh, >> over Jezebel
over Jezebel.
Isabelle. Help.
>>
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hey. Fore
spechch. Foreign
speech. Foreign speech.
>>
>> Take some water in a glass and touch the water.
Fore! Foreign! Foreign!
Chicken.
>>
>> Vishnu
Baby, baby.
Fore! Foreign! Foreign!
>>
>> I should be alone. >> >> Shut it. Shake it.
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