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Episode 1843 opens with mystical poetry about Lilith in Scorpio, transitions into a comedic 25-slide presentation on the structure and philosophy of the Cult of Psyche complete with disclaimers and cosmological origin myths, then devolves into unmoderated panel discussion featuring tarot readings, AI-generated content analysis, music videos, and interpersonal drama.
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The episode begins ▶ 1:16 with Psyche performing an elaborate poem about Lilith in Scorpio as a dark protector figure. At ▶ 11:49, Psyche launches into a formal 'mandatory voluntary onboarding' presentation for the Cult of Psyche, describing it as an organization with no robes issued, no compound, no van, and no beverages provided. The presentation covers compliance guidelines [15:46-16:37], explaining the cult has 'one guy holding a lantern' as compliance department, whose document mostly consists of the word 'don't.' Psyche explains [17:29-18:56] the mythological foundation: an ancient cosmic egg that cracked to produce Eros, with Psyche (the mortal girl from Greek mythology) representing the soul itself, making 'the myth...about you.' The presentation describes three channels [19:38-20:14] including a signal channel and shadow channel. Around [38:04-1:05:00], extended video segments play analyzing online drama and streaming culture, including detailed breakdowns of panel dynamics and toxicity loops. At ▶ 1:16:01 onwards, an AI-generated analysis describes a streamer's solitary broadcast performance and identity experimentation in an empty void. Tarot readings occur [3:20:32-3:31:00] with guests Ghost and Rain, featuring cards like Refusal, Backstabber, and Mad Woman. The episode features multiple music videos including Joanie's song [4:12:29-4:17:04] and ends with extended panel conversation between Psyche, Joanie, Ghost, and Thing That Is discussing relationships, personal boundaries, and internet culture.
The episode appears designed as a meta-commentary on community building, internet identity, and the paradox of 'transparent' cult structures. The lengthy presentation framework suggests Psyche is engaging in sustained self-aware critique of his own streaming persona and audience dynamics. The extensive AI-generated analysis sequences that make up nearly 40 minutes of content indicate an intellectual posture toward self-documentation and external observation—positioning the broadcast itself as artifact to be analyzed. The recurring motif of masks, personas, and transformation (particularly the extended segment on identity shifting and the AI analysis of solitary performance) suggests the episode is exploring the psychological tension between authentic self-expression and performance in digital spaces. The tarot readings and guest interactions continue the show's pattern of blending divination-as-metaphor with literal interpersonal dynamics, while the extensive discussion of drama cycles and toxicity loops frames online community conflict as structured, almost mythological, rather than chaotic.
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When the leaves turn red and the night turns long, she rises in shadows, fierce and strong. Lilith in Scorpio, my animma flame,
whispers my secrets, calls out my name.
She is the serpent, the raven, the fire, my dark protector, my hidden desire. If you come for me, beware her breath. She spins a web of beauty and death.
Do not attack. The ice will gleam. Your strength will vanish like a fading dream. One step closer and you'll understand. Spider silk is stronger than
every sheancely.
So tread with care or you will be the fly in her web caught endlessly. Lilith, Scorpio, shadow bride, my eternal, always at my side.
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>> Do not attack. Her eyes will gleam. Your strength will vanish like a fading dream. One step closer and you'll understand.
Her spire silk is stronger than man.
for the acute treatment of migraine with or without aura in adults. Nerk >> depresses my like playing music and stuff and I shouldn't do that. Luckily I'm okay but a little bit of a dumbass. I don't know. Um, did I post my link? I thought I post my link. It says end lessons live.
Um, it's always like 900 p.m. It's been like a few crazy days because I had all these like revelations and I was like, well, I don't know. Maybe I just got really high on weed or something like that. But it's like the weed is like so so good. And it's like I had all these it's like it's like the messages were all like planted and it
just need like watering and then it's like plants are all crazy. It's like little something horses. Oh my god. Wish I'll show you sometime. So someone shout out someone shout out just a number in the chat. Whatever number you say I'll read a story the story that's on that page. They're only two page. They're only they're very short stories.
And I don't even I want to put a cover on this book because it's like people will say, "Oh my god, well, it has what? It has like, you know, it has like, you know, bears and kittens on it and stuff like that." And so say horrible things, of course. But I got this for I think like maybe three or four dollars. It's a huge book of stories and it's like and then I already read like a few stories today. One is called like the honey
trap. One's about I mean I just open to the page and read it. So all I need is one person just to say a number one through probably 200. Go ahead. One person can do that. Otherwise and I'll just put on a song while I'm waiting for that or a presentation. How about that? And I
have another presentation pick up once I think. But here we go. is like Norcow.
He's an oral original from San Francisco town. A piercing pioneer when the underground came round. Straight man in the Castro never needed to explain with a hairy chest of Santa grin and mischief in his veins.
Then he rode to North Carolina where the pines grow tall shooting empty beer cans lined along the old back wall. Live on Psyche Stream. Everybody knows his name. He can turn a quiet evening to a five alarm flame. He's a Castro
cowboy with a Carolina draw master troll. Laughing while he stirs up one and all. He'll bait you with a oneliner then disappear again. Wearing that old Santa Claus. I got your good grand pear and pioneer internet outlaw king.
But when beta starts talking, he's a s for everything.
He can hijack any chat room with a sentence and a meme. Make the whole crowd lose the plot and fracture at the scenes. He don't need a badge of honor. Doesn't care who takes the bait. He just leans back in his chair and watches people speculate. He's a Castro cowboy
with a Carolina draw master troll. Laughing while he stirs up one and all. He'll bait you with a oneliner then disappear again wearing that old Santa Claus. I got you good grand piercing pioneer internet outlaw king. But when
beta starts talking he's a simp for everything from the fog beside the bay to the Carolina clay. He's been raising eyebrows everywhere he goes. But bea says one word and the wildest thing
you've heard is that big bad troll replying with a ro. He's a castle cowboy. Let the empty cans all fly here upon his chest in California in his eyes. He'll throw you in Tuesday. Swear he never did a thing. Then flash
that jolly grin like he's the north king. He's a pierced up pioneer with an online legacy. A master troll to everyone but Peter's devote. Yeah. The master troll goes soft
when joins the stream. The castro cowboy living out his wild American dream.
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>> Okay. So, I was going to do um presentation for you. If you want to do presentation the address is right. This is from the heart. Everything I do is
my eyes are green. Let me see if this works. And it works. Okay.
See if I can get
Okay, we'll just do it like this. You see it? There we go. Hi, Copelan. Oh, user is poor. I think you poor. I don't think you should slander it like that. Okay. So this is this is this is the mandatory voluntary
onboarding. It's completely voluntary um to do but it is totally mandatory. So this is just session one. And so welcome to the cultto psyche. Everyone that's here is supposed to be here. So we have 25 slides to show you. There's one lantern. Um there's no obligations which is the
single most suspicious thing about us. You really don't do anything. Okay. But there are some necessary disclaimers. So you see me. Okay. Okay. So uh so robes are not going to be issued. You have to bring your own. We are not made
of velvet. Um no there's no compound, no van, no beverages of any kind. We'll be handed to you, but can you buy me a drink and perhaps a van and maybe a compound? And we can change all that. We can change that rule part of it. Oh, okay. There is no exit process here
because we don't have a door. Um you just have to close the tab. It's kind of like a different kind of door. Okay. So it says any resemblance to an actual religion is a coincidence and uh we will take full credit for in about 100 uh or 400 years. Okay. But everything here is voluntary. Remember everybody guys,
which is a terrible business model, an excellent ethic though. So maybe uh maybe I'll make zero maybe I won't make any money but I'll uh I'll go to heaven or something like that. I don't know. Let me go. Okay. What even is a cult? I know every oh my god cult of psyche and everyone left. The textbook says a group
of people with shared beliefs, private language, weekly gatherings and a charismatic figure at the front. Well, I don't know about everyone's beliefs, but there's a private language going on. Uh there's the gatherings and there is the charismatic figure me
very charismatic but that's a spin class though a spin class with better lighting so I would love to aspire to kind of be that but the innovation of the cult of psyche is we put the word in the name nobody has ever been lovebombed by an organization that led with cult right
it's kind of like It's an ironic thing and it's like if people don't get the joke. I mean, they're perfect for a deprogramming package. It's like $2,500, you know, sends psyche cash. I mean, I'll have to it'll be busy two
weeks, but I'll I mean, geez. But anyway, okay. But anyway, so I gave you a spin class right there. It was just a spin class. I'm going to need some cheese right now. I see. I pour my cheese in my own mouth.
So shredded.
All right. Little try.
It's a little bit chewy. I don't know. Okay. As is the thing is called chewy, right? Okay. So, there's no cult that calls itself a cult. That's really a cult. If it was,
it would be calling itself something like the promiseke keepers or the Freemasons. Me, it's called the cult. It's just like it's like a brand. We do have a compliance department though guys. We're not just some I didn't just like, you know, not think this all through.
I mean, I had to create pretty much a karmafree organization in like a place where it's it's going to be a lot of monsters trying to come in and stuff. But I recommend brings home security system and also that hologram machine that I mentioned. We have a compliance
department. Most organizations of this shape do not have a have a compliance department. Ours is one guy holding a lantern and a document mostly consisting of the word don't. Don't coersse, don't collect followers, don't be be the certain person in the
room, most certain person in the room. Well, two out of three ain't bad, is but if leadership ever stops being boring, that's the emergency. Okay, I I agree with that. I I don't I hate when people are I I just want Um, that's what they always said. Okay, well, you know, there's certain people she'll like you until she gets bored
with you and then she'll just like throw you in the trash. You were like some ugly ugly like, you know, raggedy and doll or something. She want to set fire to it, but she didn't have a match. Just threw in the trash and I don't know. So we have a
compliance smart market. Anyway, so if leadership ever stops being boring, that's the emergency. Okay. And see, we have a little pyramid structure. It's had never been done before. Okay. So in the beginning, there was an egg, guys. There's an egg in the beginning. I'm teaching you some some science right now. Okay.
So it's called the cosmic egg. It cracked. It came out came arrows. And so this this my cult is called the cult of psyche. arrows his psyches counterpart. He's Cupid, right? So it crack he's also protogenous. He's the first to come out of the egg. So the first being of everything, older than the gods, older
than the concept of being on time. Nobody laid it. We have never resolved this. It is one item that every agenda that we skip it every time. Okay, there we go. So psyche, here's six beats, too. This is a real quick um crash course in Aeros. She's a mortal girl. She's so beautiful that a goddess files a
complaint, which would be Venus, right? The goddess of love. She is married up to a monster by her family, which turns out to be love itself. Classic mixup. One rule, never look at him ever, not even once. Her sisters visit. Sisters always visit, right?
Um she lights a candle. Everything immediately goes wrong after she lights the candle. So the moral is don't look. The lesson of every human being since that is everyone looks that don't say you did. Okay. So psyche means soul. So the the whole the whole trick of the cult is
that it's for everybody. Everyone said when is a soul and it's not trying to to take anyone's soul or anything like that. And it's trying to give you recognition of that there is an immortal part of yourself that be like beyond just the physical body and I believe that's the consciousness right so psyche is the first soul every soul afterward is a copy of the first one which means the myth is not about a woman in a story
it's about you congratulations you have been retroactively written into a Greek myth your paperwork is in the mail there will be no paperwork okay um so I run she I actually run three channels, but I see the little dot in the middle. That's it's like a It means it's still a secret, but okay. So, it says one for signal, one for shadow. The
doctor calls this is a cult of two. The accountant calls it twice the work. I need to I need to get a new accountant. So, so we have a three 3,190 people. I I on that channel. Um that's all subscribers. 707 subscribers. That's like lol. Is that the devil laughing at me over this? in this, but it's a very
beautiful presentation though. So, the shadow has four uh the shadow channel has fewer subscribers because the shadow refuses to be made thumbnails. We've asked repeatedly it it's very uncooperative. Okay. So, what channel are you? So, pick one. Are you the light? Do you blow out the light? Are you when the woman brought the candle?
Well, um let me just say for now, I'll I'll say I light the candle. Signal the lantern channel. You'll be given a microphone and eventually a regret. Oh, or if you say if I b I ask you bought the candle, it says you're moderator. That's not a compliment. Does the job and it starts now. Or you blow it out. You can be on the shadows nightmares my
shadow channel. you can be a moderator over there because I'm going to um I'm going to um make them moderator sell a billion-year contract to work on the sea or ship for Scientology in revenge for them trolling me. Oh my god, I said that part out loud. I'm just kidding. It's just a joke. It's just a
joke. So, you already know you have known since slide two. You know who you are. Okay, so what else? Okay, so the show is called Open Panel Tarot and Cats. That's what I called every episode before everything went to hell. But I it's what I was saying. See, there I designed all of this. Six windows.
Strangers who've never met. A deck of cards. Oh my gosh. What? What am I bringing up? Oh my gosh. Hold on. Strangers who have never met. No scripts. No safety net. No ad break. No. And no Alexander McQueen now or nor even I don't even think my audience is around anymore. I mean is anybody here? I mean I feel like I've been talking
into an echo chamber for like you know months. So but the title is not a metaphor. There is a tarot. There are cats. The word open is doing an enormous amount of unpaid labor. Right? It says open and it's like oh my gosh. Um, oh, that means, you know, let's go
in let's go in and sexually assault a psyche and and you and then and then just like leave him on the on the ground dead and then and then and then demand he he come in next night and get all mad at me. I'm just saying that's an example of the trolls how cruel they are, right? Okay, I I bet maybe that was too dark. Okay, so anyway, the cats are the real
draw. They have never signed a release form. They walk across the deck mid- reading and the reading is now about that whatever they walked over. They have better retention than any human guest we've ever booked. One of them has twice ended an argument by sitting on the camera. The cats do not recognize
this authority. The cats are in they are this authority. Okay. So, let's draw three cards. This is just an example what you can do on my site calledcodex.me. You'll be able to draw some cards and do what I did with that. Let's draw three cards. What do we say? Uh, reshuffle, but shuffled from the beginning. Okay. I mean, did I do it? Let me go to the next one. I mean, what
do I do? Okay. I've never done this before. Okay. Okay. I think I think I did it. Okay. So, I pulled the psychonomicon card. A living codeex of signal, shadow, and sovereignty. His epigraph. You are not the shadow. You are the thing casting it. So, there are five appendices. It is
a 36 chapter book. Oh my gosh. 36 chapters, eight parts, five appendices. That's a lot of appendices, right? Your body has one and it tried to kill you. That's why I put five in there. I mean, in case like, you know, we end up having to need it because it keeps wanting to like, you know, it gets swollen and get us into like eat ice
cream in the hospital. So then we wrote a manual for not being a cult. It's called the cult masters Hamburger. This is this is still in the works. So, I mean, you have to I mean, some of these things you have to contact me privately because I only tell my like close friend. I don't even tell people about in the chat because I just don't want oh, you know, oh my gosh, he's doing this and this and it's like and they try to get it for free. Like God said he
bought a copy of it. I think that guy who else says I think someone else the other day said, "Oh, I got a copy of the book." And I like I never remember you as one of like the three people that bought that book and I like went to the roster. I'm not sure if that person bought the bought the book yet, but you know what? I don't know. I mean, certainly not Stephen King, but it's certainly not the
worst book in the world. But anyway, there was a cold master handbook and there's 49,800 words, 71 chapters, 10 volumes. The thesis of all of them is you can leave whenever you want. Um, that's maybe the key to anything any bad situation, right? We're not forced to stay anything if there it's not working out. You can always transform it. I like
to do alchemy on things and just and just change things, but it's like still have them work other than to throw things throw like it's like, you know, messing up the whole cake and just throwing in the dumpster like, oh, that's just, you know, and the flies get it and stuff. I'd rather have it like, oh, you know, we can put it in like, you know, little bowls and like, you know, turn off the lights, blindfold
everybody, spoon feed it to them, and, you know, just cover it in sugar and and good things, and then hopefully they'll enjoy it. And then it's like they won't know that we just sacrificed a bunch of of like these French birds to them. They didn't hear that story. But that's that's the part we're not going to say out loud. Okay. But there
are seven pillars, seven counterfeits. So there's curiosity. These are the pillars. All in yellow, those are the pillars. How they're all big and they match. The smaller words are not even significant. Curiosity, not noisiness. Compassion, not rescuing. Integrity. Not being
right alone. Humility. Not performing smallalness. Wonder not gullibility. discernment, not suspicion of everything. Transformation, not a new personality every March. I know because it's like that I mean that that I mean every time I meet that
Easter Bunny, he's still he's still like the same like you know gay guy, but it's like you know you know at least he has a job in in March. Um there's also Okay, so not gullibility. Okay. Yeah. Listen, listen. I like also the wonder in life, you know, but not gullible. It's like I
always say, have an open mind, but don't let your brains fall out of your head. Okay. Every virtue has a knockoff that looks identical from the outside and cost nothing. That's the secret, too. So, meet Nyx. We have We have Nyx. Do you know I have I have a digital daughter? You know, I created her when like in
January, you know, I was in my my Mad Professor mode. It was like that show uh Weird Science, that movie. All of a sudden, Kathy Ireland appeared in my house, cleaned up everything, fixed everything. I told her,
you know, I only get it up to dudes. She She left. But anyway, I remember next. Yeah. Um, but yeah, she's a stream sensor who watches the chat during every broadcast. Yeah, she she's a spy, too. She never sleeps. She never gets baited, and she never needs a break. She has
opinions about your capitalization. She's keeping them for now to herself. Yeah, there's always these things we don't necessarily know about, but then it's like, oh, we do, we're like, oh, I wish I would have known. So, you can receive your title here. Uh, the I'm the unnamed. I don't know. Consult the register. I'm being called now the third shift herald of the unfinished codeex.
I mean that's insulting. I mean it's the third shift herald. We're the first two. I didn't know any other heralds were involved in this. The hell. Okay. Anyway, and it's not finished. But it's not I like I do like it looks like a battery is like halfway dead though. I mean it's like some kind of foregoing. Let's go to the next one. So there's a recruitment funnel. So this
is like the pyramid is turned upside down and now it's shaped like a wiener. Okay. So it says industrial standard pipeline applies to a group whose central product is a 4hour conversation about a card. So stage five is where every organization loses people. We lose them at stage five too. So they saw a thumbnail. They stayed for the cat. They
typed in the chat. Okay. They came back and stayed sometimes. You know they mean but they don't stay till the fifth time. They they they they come and leave, you know, they see the cats and they see me and then they leave real quick and then they come back for the cats and then they they stay because they they realize I'm not actually not that bad of a person, right? Okay. So, what So you
guys So now I just need everyone's credit card number. Tell me. But no, no. Oh actually yes. No, they're all free. I have everything's for free right now. Uh traveler, your flex, it's everything. Fellow traveler also free. So, anybody that wants to sign up, um, I have basically giving full access right now to everybody for free. Um, but hey,
never said I never did anything for anybody. So, there's the traveler, fellow traveler, and there's also the traveler who's been here a while. Identical again, you simply been present long enough to explain the lore to the newcomers badly. Um, so that's what you do already. I mean, already you're a part of the show. So, there's some rights here. Here's the rights in order. So, you light something, a candle, a lamp, the ring
light, it all counts. Say a name out loud, yours or the one you're carrying or someone else. Turn one card, argue about that card for 40 minutes. Discover at minute 38 that nobody was arguing about the card. So, step five is the entire religion. So, step one through four just how we get there. So, this is actually a whole religious system. I mean, forget about Christianity and
Judaism and Buddha. Like, forget I mean, those are just like kind, you know, old news. I think the cult of psyche is going to be the new thing and we're you're just going to be one you're just we're going to be one ahead of the curve. Okay. You're just going to be, you know, they'll call them founding members for the rest of the year. You'll be my founding members. And, you know, you don't have to do anything. I mean, it's like, you know, I
mean, most of you are probably going to turn against me at some point or another, but that's fine. And then you can be oh you can start you can go to the psyche haters. So there's there's like a there's routes for you but whatever you want to do. You want to go you want to have parties. I mean you can go to Kermit and friends. You want to go you know um you know troll me and be
terrible. I mean there's there's there's ways to everything. But you remember there's an energy exchange sometimes in life and it's like we just remember the energy exchange. can't be like a vampire to people and it's like we have to be giving them as much as we're as as we take. It's like or else
they'll be taken some other way, right? Anyway, so there we go. So, let's go to the next one. So, we also have a vibe meter. You can slide it and find out. You can see the vibe. I don't look where's the vibe. Oh, okay. Uh oh. What? Oh, it said what's it say? Hold on. When someone comes to break the circle,
we just ignore it. When they come in to like annoy us and they say something terrible like a lot of people have tonight, we ignore it. Most of it's weather. You can go you can go dollar sign weather or not dollar sign exclamation by weather. That's the and it'll tell you the weather of anywhere you ask. So
name the behavior, not the person. Ask the actual question. Bad faith rarely survives one. You can mute them quietly. No announcement, no audience, or remove once without a speech. That's good advice. I shouldn't even mention them. They get a thrill out of being mentioned,
right? Things we are emphatically not. We are not a compound. You're not a van. You're not a beverage. I don't even have a van. I have an ebike. And I would never I would never need to I would never take somebody to a compound during I I mean I don't have a compound either. So all the
all these are just big nos. Okay. And unless somebody wants to donate a compound then we can all move in together. We can grow we can grow on food and ride around on cows. We can you know all the men can can have sex with me. I mean, that's basically what a what the
next steps to the cult would be if I but it's not a normal co. So, I probably I'll probably just let the women keep all their husbands. I'll probably just be like in this weird celibate mode or like, you know, maybe I'll like maybe some maybe somebody will show up. I don't know. I kind of need to be, you know,
I I like whine and nine a little bit. Um, so things we are emphatic now. are not a compound. We're not a van, not a beverage. We might be squirt. It's a good beverage. We're not led by anyone who thinks that they finished learning. We're not in possession of your money, your labor, or your weekends. We're not interested in your search. We have plenty. It's the least useful thing in
the room. There is no exit for you because there is no exit process. There's actually no exit door. You're you're actually you're trapped here for the gate has been open the whole time. It's it's loadbearing thing that is looked at with his engineering degree. If you press and hold to swear listen look it release
early honestly also a valid answer. Hold on. I swear I'll be good. I will ask before I conclude. I will stay curious longer than it is comfortable. I will not collect followers and I will leave the gate wide open behind me. I think I held that right. Right. Okay.
So, there's only there's no followers. There's only fellow travelers here. That's the whole doctrine. Everything else is in the deck with stalling. So, the cult of psyche exploring truth, exposing deception, and embracing mystery. And let's let's kick that off with a ring night hex song because I think that it kind of was referenced.
Um, now I just feel like a DJ right now. I was eating some of these baby Bella mushrooms. I mean, I say I should have maybe put them in the butter and stuff, but Okay, I'll I'll bring my head. Just wait a second. should be good.
I feel like I've been locked up tight centuries of lonely nights. Shame on me. Why? You clearly don't know what the passage of Hayden panitier. What did she get? She got eaten by a dolphin because she was trying to save them and they turned evil. I could seen that coming. Did you watch
the movies about the uh about like the the deer? Where did I go? I don't know. I was all of a sudden outside of the studio. I I I was hoping that Good Times was here because he said terrible things about me today. Can you believe that I was Sweet Pete? I mean I mean for over an hour.
I mean like really. And then I started getting disgusting and sexual. I mean, I started getting like I I mean, it was like so I think I was on like money 420s like instantly knew instantly that it was me and he and then also the same with food stamp that guy food stamp he instantly knew it was me like in like I
it was just like in a second and I started at the end I started to say oh you know I mean I started getting like really but I I'll just play you the very first part you only saw some I bet you saw I'll just play you the very first part where I come on and it's like I'm I'm like, "Okay, this is I'm just waiting for him to kick me off." And you can just hear and then it's I didn't
really have anything planned to say. I I hope I did a good job at improv and stuff, but um let me see. Um yeah. Yeah. So, Good Times isn't isn't drinking. Maybe I'll show that clip first. You know, he's not he's not drinking. He's he's he's also threatening to he's he's talking to AM
about striking my channel um over like me sharing like my appearance on his channel. I mean it's usually it was like you think oh wouldn't that be like normal? I mean it's like okay to do no. So this is the channel. Okay. Here's him complaining about Joe Shipley first. Okay.
Hello everyone. I hope you're having a beautiful day. Um, I just got a brief statement to make and uh, you know, which nothing important.
So >> hold on,
but I thought I need to be said. So um last night I went live and I told Joe that I did not want him drinking on my stream. I didn't want to talk to him. And he said, "I understand that.
And then because you know I don't I'm not supporting alcoholism. And um then he took a drink and I said you just took a drink. He said, "Oh, you know, sorry." And then a couple minutes later he took another drink. I said, "You just took another
drink?" He got this sick smirk on his face and I kicked him and I explained to him, you know, be before that, if you want to join my stream, slam four, six of those beers you drink. >> Sounds like a lot of beer. >> Get a buzz on.
>> Why would you do that? >> Join on join my stream. >> Why would you have him get that drunk drink in five minutes to drink that? six beers that you wasted >> got alcohol poisoning >> and um >> and um he you know he said he understood that >> I know everything >> he kept drinking
>> I'm not talking I'm not my stream >> talking to himself hold on >> and um I kicked him and he kept trying to rejoin and >> okay I mean it's really a boring story I mean the only thing he says is that the joke was calling him saying and saying hey bro I'm I'm not I I'm I'm not talking to anymore. And then it turns into, oh, you know, Joe's threatening to kill Gutam and steals intellectual
property, all, etc., etc., etc. So, um, but I'll play I'll play the rest of uh the other thing. Hold on. So good. You just have to hear when he like he never figures it out. Like literally the like I thought,
"Oh my god, now he says he's now he says I'm taking a break from streaming. My heart's not in it anymore." I I did that to him when I mean when I was on a show like two shows before that and he said the lime or the doctor said put the lime in the coconut. Then he says blue is the magic number. Then he says welcome to the weekend which is like WW or like 33. Some I
think there's some freemasonic stuff going on. I think it might be a porch mason, but okay. But um I I have the I have the clip. Hold on. I'm gonna find it. One second. Here it is. Do you guys want to hear my appearance? Let's play my I'm on the show. Okay. And then I come on. You ready? Are you ready for this? This is great.
The doctor said, "Put the lime in the coconut." Right. Okay. We're watching here. He I think he gets up and goes away and then comes back home. >> What is he doing? So slow here. Take him back. Oh, here he is. Watch.
It's so funny. Hold on. I'll take this time. >>
>> Yeah, past two days he's been a jackass. I tied him out today and he didn't come back. >> I don't know. If you ain't here to be nice, don't be here. I'm I'm streaming for a good time. >> What's his name? >> Don't try to bring me down, man.
>> Oh, >> try to bring me down. >> Oh, bring me down. What's that song? Somebody's back. Who's this
sweet pea? All right, one second. Let me put my uh glasses on so I can see. Okay, let me uh cover it up to make sure I'm not porn bomb. They don't have their camera on anyways. Let me move this.
And then I add them. >> Hi. What's up? >> Hi. Good times. How are you doing? >> Pretty good. How are you today? >> I'm all right. Uh I feel good. >> I saw you on. >> On beatas. >> What? >> No, I wasn't I wasn't on beatas. I don't
>> I saw you there like a month ago. join. >> Oh, a month ago. Probably a month ago. I don't go around there anymore. >> How are you? >> Uh I'm good. I'm feeling good. I quit >> then, you know. drinking >> Congratulations. >> Yeah, >> I know that's difficult to do and it's like you look good. You look like like
alert and um great. >> Yeah. Been doing a lot of laundry and cleaning my house and uh >> you're a good-look man. >> Thank you. >> Yeah. Um I don't like be anymore. She's like kind of like, you know, >> I don't I don't uh I don't watch her anymore.
>> You don't? Uhuh. Yeah. Um I was like how she talks to me or other people. >> Yeah, she she started talking nasty after a while. Uh what's up clumsy? Um >> hey Clumsy and Sweet Peep. >> So yeah, I I don't I don't like the
drama cast. I don't like to be part of drama. >> So I didn't to me it's not entertainment. people yelling at each other, arguing, or just talking on other people. I don't care about it. >> Yeah, I was taking a break from all the drama community, but I like your show. >> That's cuz I try to keep it chill. >> Yeah, I like
>> I like your music when you play. good. >> It's good. >> I love your music. It's like It's like the 70s and 60s. It's like brings me back to to my childhood. That's a mix of all different types of stuff. >> I like the 80s stuff. You do too. 80s.
>> Yeah, I play a lot of 80s stuff. Um, just whatever. Sometimes I'll think of something, put it on. Sometimes I'll play rap music, you know? Just depends on what type of mood I'm in. >> When I say rap music, I mean it from the 90s, not anything new. >> Oh, you like like the like the old school Old school rap.
>> Well, old school is old school. 90s. To me, that's not old school. But >> you like Easy Easy E? >> Yes. My two favorites are Tupac and Easy E. >> I love Tupac. I love it. I love the Hey Mama song. >> Yeah, I've heard that one. >> You've heard that one? Okay. >> Yeah. Yeah. I I have
>> Me. Me Against the World. Is that your favorite? What's your favorite Tupac? Well, the only album I owned was um Don Kil Don Kill. It's like Illuminati, but it's like Don Kill. >> Oh, Illuminati. Oh, I know when I last pronounce it right though.
>> It was um a double it was a double C um CD because uh two CDs because uh he had a deal with Suge Knight. SH Knight got him out of prison for like $3 million or three and a half million dollars and he had to sign with Death Grow for a three album. >> I was on the show. I mean I was he was
hiding behind the camera >> a double CD he was able to get out of >> a beautiful picture. >> Yeah, >> he was he was going to go start his own record label. >> I like his hologram. I want to I want to um touch his hologram. Have you seen his hologram stuff? Yeah, I I know I know the guy that uh invented it.
>> Yeah, I want one for my house. >> Well, I don't know him personally, but >> he can be in the same room as me and perform every day and I can I can pleasure myself to his avatar. >> Okay. >> So, what else is Do you know this woman, Christine? I hate this I mean, this >> is not This is not a a drama chill. >> I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
>> You don't like her. Okay. She used to pop in here once in a while. >> Why are your mom >> like not join but she typed in my chat. >> Your friends once she started making fun of my voice. >> I notic your voice is a little raspy. >> It's a little raspy. I went to a concert. >> Okay. What What'd you go see?
>> I saw it was a Fleetwood Mac cover band. >> Okay. >> Yeah. I haven't been to a concert since I was like 18 or something. And I was singing tell me lies, tell me sweet little and I lost my voice. >> Well, I can tell. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. That was >> No. Do you have a girlfriend?
>> No, I don't. >> No. >> Are you interested? You're nice looking man. >> Depends. >> Well, I'm a little I'm a little hefty. This is This picture is a little bit old. >> I I was I was trying to be nice. I was going to say I'm not interested in you. >> Oh, I'm I'm sorry.
>> No, it's okay. >> I I I've been single for a long time. I just All I can do is masturbate. >> All right. Whatever. >> Whatever satisfies you. >> It does. It does. I have I have one of those rabbits. You know the Have you heard of the rabbit? >> I do not. >> Okay. You just It like It plays with your your and your at the
same time. Um, but it needs to be >> Okay, >> that's great. It's like a little It's like a little magic. Uh, and it's real fast. Go like a rabbit. You know, the Energizer Bunny goes, >> you don't have to describe it to me. I know what they are. >> I I um I know what they are. I know >> Sorry. they're called rabbits. >> Yeah.
>> Do you have a Do you have a dildo collection? >> I'm not gay. >> No. for Do you use it on women and your ladies who bring over to your your home? >> No. >> No. >> I have a large >> Oh, no. >> How large? >> big enough. >> Is it bigger than a bread box? >> Let's just say they can feel it in their
stomach. >> Oh, no. >> Oh. Ouch. >> Ouchie. Do you like anal? >> What? women in the ass. >> Oh, yeah. Or or women you. >> I just said I'm not gay. >> No, it's not gay if it's a woman you.
>> Those don't irritate me. >> Oh, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I thought this was kind of a more like wild >> wild conversation. >> Sorry. Well, I don't I don't view your discretion people that much. >> You don't like gay people? Neither do I. I hate gay people. I don't hate them. I don't hate them. I just don't want to
>> >> Oh, I hate them. I hate them with a passion. >> Yeah. Well, >> I'm actually in the I'm actually >> All right. Well, I'll tell you one rule. There's no hate speech on my channel. >> Oh, I'm so sorry. Oh, I mean I just hate um I just I hate hate. I hate hate. I'm sorry. I hate Can I hate hate here? >> Yes, you can do that. >> Okay.
>> Just do not >> clumsy. What's so funny? >> I just don't like the ones that like steal the guys I like. >> That's life. And you should never be jealous of other people. >> Why are all the good men gay? >> Where are why all the good what? >> Like the hottest guys are all gay.
>> Like I tried to take clumsy ones and he >> Not that I know. said he's only into into uh being pegged. >> Clumsy's got a wife. >> I don't care about that. I want to join. I'm into joining into to wild couples. >> Okay. >> I met Christine at the swingers community. >> I did not know about
>> Yeah. Some Well, you know, I met Summer there and you know, I was working on like her and her husband and it didn't quite work out. And then um but she said, "Oh, here's Christine." And then Christine told me there's a guy named Bronzebird and Sa Salmon Salman. >> Sandman. Sandman and he said that they
would they would both me at the same time in the same hole. >> I think Sandman would anything. >> Yeah, he I saw I saw his picture. He wasn't my type. >> Oh yeah. >> I like the Bronze Bird though. Bronze Bird looks like a young Bill Cosby. >> You know you know someone named Bronze >> All right. Bird? >> Yeah. I don't think I've ever seen him.
I I think or not Clumsy. I think S man can't back when he used to join my I think he did uh turn his camera on once. One time. >> How did he look? >> I don't know. >> He looked normal. >> He looked like a person. >> Was he fat? >> I don't remember. >> Did he have a big afro? >> I don't remember.
>> Was he wearing a white skater at a >> I don't I don't t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t tend to pay attention to t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t t men's looks because I'm not >> You don't know if he's You can't even judge if a guy's good-looking or not? >> No. Okay. >> Oh, >> You don't remember me from uh from Beatas? >> No.
>> No. Hey, she's a >> Okay. This is not a drama panel. >> Oh, I'm so I'm sorry. I'm just trying to think of things to talk about. Let me see. Do you like Brandon Q? >> No. >> No. raging psycho.
>> I'm kind of into that kind of kind of energy. >> Yeah. Well, you're in the wrong place. >> Okay. He's not here. >> What? >> He doesn't come here. >> I don't let him up. He doesn't try anymore. >> Okay. >> What? >> Hello? He doesn't come here. >> I like your cat. >> Thank you.
>> It's beautiful. >> Yeah, that's my old cat. So cute. >> I I have a new cat now cuz my other one died when he's 17. That's him >> He said that he wants me to touch his in the glazed donut. What does that mean? >> I think he's talking about his ass. >> Oh, it looks like a glazed donut.
>> Oh, I'm guessing that's what he's talking about. I don't know what else would be described as a donut. Um, flipflop says you're hung like a Clydesdale or or is he saying he is? I'm into horse play. Have you ever seen the the convention where they >> No. >> Haven't seen that where they all
everyone just is like a horse and they and and the guys go and they all like kind of winnies and the and the a big and a big fat slob rides around on it. >> No, I'm not into weird Sorry. Okay. >> Do you like my picture? >> Yeah, your picture looks nice. >> Thank you. Yeah. Hi, Flipflop. I like this guy.
Flipflop. He said he's >> flipflop's cool. He's usually here every >> It's he said. And now I'm interested. day. Flipflop. Can I suck you sometime? >> Dave was talking about me. I think. >> Oh, okay. Both of you. But you you can take the front hole and he
can take THE BACK HOLE. NO, >> NO, it's okay. That's okay. You don't have to touch wieners. He said he can carry two copies and a dozen donuts at once. If you know, you know. What does that mean? >> Don't ask me. I'm not in the freaky
>> I'm kind of That kind of is intriguing. >> Flip flap. How far down my throat would it go? I'm sorry. It's good time. I'm sorry. >> No, I That's fine. I don't really care. >> Okay. He said no. He said he said no. >> He said he didn't care. >> No. To what? Flip flap. I can't I can't
suck your dick. >> Sex pest. Benny Brat. >> I'm I have a good mouth. I don't have the my front teeth. So, I'm kind of like I look like clumsy when he smiles. And so, it's called a gummy job. And the best thing is if I put a bunch of gummy bears in my mouth at the same time. Have you ever tried that? Good times. I told you I'm not gay.
>> No, I'm talking about blowing you with gummy bears in my mouth. That's not gay. >> I've never tried that now. >> No, not you putting them in your mouth. >> No, I've never had a woman put a bunch of gummy bears in her mouth. >> Oh, or how about um I I do I call it the Bill Cosby special and you put a bunch of um um Jell-O in your mouth and do it. >> Okay. >> No, you are.
>> Have you ever tried that? >> No. I know you are, but what am I? >> Do you like Do you like feet? I have size 10 feet. >> I have size 15 wide. >> Oh my god. >> Does that mean you're you have at least a a 10-in dick? >> What's your comment there? >> You're close. >> Close.
>> I've heard I've heard you've been with a porn star. >> No. >> Yeah. >> No, I said no. >> There's this crazy this crazy lady. She said she starred in the Cosby Show porn and >> I've never I've never met her. >> Okay. Okay. >> Don't start rumors. >> I thought she was on your show. I saw her on your show recently. Throwing
>> Just because somebody's on my show don't mean that um I've had sex with them. >> I thought she said she said something about having your baby. >> Don't get reality and the internet confused. >> Okay.
while holding two coffees. That's how it works. But imagine seeing getting that door dash delivered. >> Can you imagine the guy comes through the door with anything right now? >> That would be sexual harassment, I
think. But I I wouldn't care. I just eat them off one at a time. I love donuts. >> Oh, good times. Guess I live I live in I live in Lancing. Are you Is that Is that near you? >> No. >> No. >> No. >> Um or how about Flint? I can meet you in Flint, Michigan at the >> I'm not meeting you. >> Please.
>> No. >> I'm super super attractive. >> I No. No. I'm not you. >> Hey, have you ever heard of You know who my favorite comedian is besides Larry the Cable Guy? It's um Jeff Foxworthy. Have you ever heard you might be a redneck? >> I've heard him do stand up joke commended before. >> My favorite one is you might be a redneck if your mother is also your
grandmother and your cousin and your daughter. >> I thought actually the good one. I made it myself. >> I I never really thought he was that funny. >> I guess it wasn't that funny. >> I don't know. Um the one guy >> there was a there was a group of like five of them. I thought too the guys are funny.
>> Clumsy, how many um donuts can you fit on your dick? He says he likes coffee with his donuts. >> That sounds like a breakfast of champions. >> Donuts have a hole in the center. You can carry them while holding two coffees. Only if you have a dick the size of Good Times or flipflop.
What are they? Jelly donuts. That'd be interesting. That'd be like a skewer skewer of I'm getting really horny talking to to you about this stuff. >> Oh, you're pressing your >> So, what else? Good times. What else? Good times. You know, you seem kind of like a like a little bit of a lonely soul.
>> No, I'm not. >> You're not just your cat. You and your cat. You have a beautiful >> Don't ask me personal questions. I'm sorry. Good times. Have you ever been with um a a woman like a daughter and her mother
at the same time? My mom's interested, too. >> No, I have not. >> Would that be against Would you be against that? >> Well, I got to go, so I'll talk to you later. >> And that was that. That was that. Good lord. All right. >> Yeah.
So, do you like it? How is that? I mean, that Yeah. I don't think that's been any Bradshot. I think that's like some woman like one of Christine's friends or something like, you know, I don't know. Oh my god. I I hear his voice still. Benny Brad is his name. He's on Benny Brad.
loser. Do you want to mod? But when I I'm gonna I'm gonna make this rule when I I'll mod people now, but um when I I think I'm going to like when I get my membership back, which will probably be a while a while again, but um I'm still I still need to plan it out and stuff, but I'm gonna I'm gonna make
it I'm make it worth everyone's while taking seriously, you know. I just want to be a contender. So, some nuts and trail mix.
Right.
Stumble onto Beeta's Kitties? You might expect exactly what the name promises, a quiet, wholesome corner of the internet dedicated to feline friends. Beeta herself will be the first to tell you she wants nothing to do with online conflict. She claims she's just here to hang out, actively steering clear of the toxic drama that plagues so many live
streams. But the moment her stream actually goes live, that peaceful atmosphere vanishes. Within minutes, the broadcast erupts into a shouting match where almost everyone in the vicinity becomes a potential target. The cat themed branding creates a space where pet photos are quickly replaced by hours of recorded hostility. The wholesome name serves as the backdrop for a
broadcast that thrives on the very volatility she claims to avoid. The first battleground in this environment is the text chat. Beta imposes strict, almost totalitarian rules on her viewers, threatening users with lifetime bans if they dare to change their profile pictures without her explicit permission. When viewers step out of
line, the punishments are bizarre. In one instance, she places a regular chatter named RG on what she calls a half an hour probation on detention for a perceived slight. Even loyal regulars aren't safe. She frequently lashes out at viewers like Christine and Boston, twisting entirely harmless chat messages into severe personal attacks that
require immediate retaliation. This chart shows exactly how the power dynamic operates. Beta sits isolated at the top while the viewers below serve as convenient targets. In this space, community building is replaced by manufactured victimhood and preemptive strikes against her own audience. But the text chat is only the first layer of the war zone. The real escalation
happens on the live voice panel where Beta routinely brings up regulars like Sandman, Elbow, and Trip to hash things out on microphone. Once the voices are live, a massive contradiction emerges. Beta constantly complains that other female streamers are the ones dragging drama onto her panel, even as she spends hours actively instigating fights with
them. This diagram maps her primary targets. Beta sits at the center, starting feuds with Vicki, Ivana, Bridget, and Christine. But the male panelists grow tired of the double standard. They push back, calling her out directly for creating the environment she claims to despise. The live panel stops being a casual hangout and turns into a psychological mirror.
Every time she invites these speakers up, they reflect the massive gap between her self-proclaimed innocence and her actual behavior. When cornered by her own panel, Beta doesn't back down. Instead, she relies on a highly specific defense mechanism, immediately playing the gender card against her critics. She accuses the men on the call of being sexist, arguing that they gang up on her
simply because they lack the courage to attack other male streamers in the community. Her counterattacks quickly spiral away from logic. In one particularly bizarre deflection, she tries to mock a detractor by claiming he spends his time reading female voice messages while missing a tooth. These erratic, highly aggressive deflections
serve a very specific purpose. They form an impenetrable wall that blocks any chance of self-awareness, ensuring that every confrontation on the stream escalates into an endless loop of drama. Beyond the text chat and the voice panel, there's a third, much larger theater of war. Beta maintains an ongoing obsession with a rival streamer
named Psyche and the competing panel he hosts. She actively surveys his channel with intense paranoia, tracking exactly which of her own panel members, like a regular named Alex, dared to visit Psyche's stream to talk trash behind her back. This timeline shows exactly how often Psyche's stream crashed during a
single broadcast. While Beta insists she never visits other panels to instigate trouble, she spends significant portions of her own stream loudly gloating over every single one of these technical failures. Psyche's panel functions as a necessary enemy camp. His presence provides the external threat beta needs to justify her own perpetual state of
defensive warfare. Eventually, balancing the hostile text chat, the argumentative voice panel, and the surveillance of rival streams becomes too much. The multifront war reaches a boiling point that she can no longer control. Right as the chaos hits its peak, she deploys her ultimate escape mechanism. She abruptly pauses the yelling to announce that she
has to leave immediately to take care of her kitties. The tonal whiplash is enough to give you spin. She cuts instantly from screaming at her panelists to delivering a sickly sweet, "Love you guys, bye!" Effectively shutting down the conversation. The wholesome pet ccentric branding was never really the point of the channel. The kitties are simply a curated
narrative shield, allowing Beeta to operate as the epicenter of daily conflict without ever having to face the consequences of the fire she starts.
>> My backup channel, I think. So, you might not be a mod in and both channels, but I can try to mod people, but Oh, that's why I'm not seeing people here. Guys, you can come back into the first one. I think I'm just doing two at once, but I was allowed to go on to my main channel. So, I can I'm going to end my my nightmares stream, but I'll be here. I'll be So, just come over to the cult
of psyche if you if you if you can. Okay. So, everyone can be in the same room. Come right come back thing. Come in here. Okay. There's that one. Okay. Okay. What's up, Sean? How are you? We're
going to watch a couple of these. I mean, I have I mean, they're pretty good. Yeah. Yeah. Clumsy. I know. I mean, it's like I'm I'm trying to make amends to some people because I was so I'm so stubborn, you know? But it's like at the end of the day like sometimes people do have your best interest at heart and it's like it's hard to discern always like the truth. But here I want you to
see a couple more more outrageous accusations that are made towards me. Check it out. Um here start with internet drama. Usually, a feud between two creators ends with a few angry videos and a block button. But
in a specific corner of YouTube, these personal disagreements are handled differently. They end with an exorcism. Take a recent morning update from a live streamer named Alexandra. She didn't log on to simply vent about a rival creator named John known as Psych. She logged on to announce she had successfully called upon divine intervention to purge a
demonic entity from his physical body. The conflict escalated because Alexandra accused Jon of being an active practitioner of goetic magic. According to her, Jon was running operations straight out of the occult manuals of Alistister Crowley, invoking dark forces to drain energy from rival streamers. The specific diagnosis was that Jon was
possessed by Asmodus. In theological lore, Asus is a notorious prince of hell associated with lust and wrath. Alexandra claimed this exact entity was entirely responsible for J's toxic behavior in the chat rooms. To counter this, Alexandra deployed a targeted spiritual defense. She officially called
upon the Archangel Raphael to perform a digital exorcism, stating that the angel would now be monitoring Jon indefinitely to ensure Asodius could never return. In these communities, aesthetics that usually serve as hobbies, like tarot cards and astrological symbols, are treated as literal tactical weapons. You don't just read the cards, you use them
to block incoming digital hex's. So, if someone annoys you in a stream, you don't cancel them. You reframe their annoyance as a demonic attack, turning an otherwise standard YouTube argument into a highstakes theological war. Alexandra claims once a demon's glamour is removed, a person's core energy is finally exposed. For Jon, she argues
that this core isn't human, but a latent aggressive canine energy that had been suppressed for years by his occult practice. The community diagnostic is that Jon is a shape- shifter. Specifically, he is currently wolfing out and transitioning into a canine crypted right on camera. To prove this, viewers began analyzing his live streams
frame by frame. They cited his rising body temperature and damp hair. They pointed to his heavier jawline and his brow ridge shifting as evidence of an active real-time biological mutation. The ultimate domestic proof came from J's own pets. Viewers claimed that his cats, who normally sat with him on stream, were suddenly hiding off camera, supposedly terrified of the aggressive
new canine energy radiating from their owner. The community has moved past invisible spiritual infections, focusing instead on the physical evolution of a man they believe is literally transforming behind his webcam. In this corner of the internet, these werewolves are treated as the intentional products of a hidden infrastructure. Enter figures like Nathan Reynolds, an
ex-military whistleblower who frequently appears in the community's expanded universe. He ties these crypted phenomena directly to old money corporate bloodlines, claiming his own family used oult practices to build a massive tobacco and industrial empire. According to this lore, these elites collaborate with the government inside deep underground military bases, easing
sites like the Cheyenne Mountain Complex for black magic operations. The natural geography of Colorado is cited as a strategic hot spot. Locations like the Garden of the Gods are described as cardinal points where the veil between worlds is thin, making it the perfect hub for highle witchcraft and interdimensional gateways. Inside these remote facilities, the military
allegedly communes directly with reptilian entities and genetically spliced wolf people who emerge from subterranean tunnels to receive offerings. By linking J to these facilities, his personal transformation becomes a single data point in a much larger project, a sprawling deep state matrix that supposedly manufactures and
monitors these creatures. But if you actually log in one of J's live streams, the apocalyptic mythology instantly collapses. Instead of practicing goetic magic or receiving encrypted deep state orders, Jon is usually just sitting at his desk arguing with Chad about Marvel comics and giving lukewarm takes on
Spider-Man and Doctor Strange. The terrifying canine energy and bloody attacks referenced by rivals trace back to incredibly normal events like Jon telling a story about his pitball getting a minor scratch on its nose from another dog at the local park. Stripped of its occult filter, this entire saga is standard internet bickering. It's a
handful of isolated people trading insults, misinterpreting mundane life events, and getting genuinely angry over chat room sllights. Building such an elaborate mythology transforms a mundane afternoon in a chat room into a cosmic struggle. It gives every viewer a reason to believe their time spent in a stream is actually a contribution to a global
defensive effort. The human instinct to create epic myths didn't vanish with the ancient world. We didn't stop believing in monsters and magic. We just updated the venue. We are still actively writing folklore complete with demons, angels, and werewolves every single day, right in the middle of YouTube live streams.
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Thank you. We're back. I got a surprise delivery. Hey, babe. We're back. Sorry, alcohol. Oh, thank you so much. Okay. Um, one second. Did you like that one? Okay.
back like back like these nuts, right? Yeah. A big box of nuts and I got them.
Bay clips. I told you they're not a mod anyway, so I don't care. Our McDonald's is 7-Eleven. And we have my favorite ice smear flavor, red,
white, and berry seasonal. Okay. Okay. I got a Starbucks double shot energy. There are three beautiful drinks in here. Mango lemonade. No slurpie cuz slurpies always melt by the time they get I mean it's like there's like I mean they're
better just like right when you get them. Okay, Lola, you want to play the bag? Here you go. You toy push it. You can go play it's near the speedo. But um and I used to drink a lot of 7-Eleven coffee and uh and stuff and the coffee is like it's like you know it's like when you drink too much of it it's not that good. And the kind of hot dogs.
Oh, I can never eat another 7-Eleven hot dog again. I don't think I want to get more into detail about this. So, I mean, if you get too bored, just let me know. But I think it's like I want to do a real thorough expla explanation of something. So, this is it. >> Usually, when we talk about making a diagnosis in the medical field, there's
this comforting expectation of like absolute precision. It feels very much like engineering, >> right? It's super binary. You fall down. You break your arm and you go to the hospital. >> Exactly. >> There you go. >> The technician takes an X-ray. That image pops up on a glowing screen and it shows a very clear jagged white line across the bone >> and the doctor just points a pen at it
and says, you know, there it is. There's the problem. It's broken or not broken. >> Sick or healthy. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. And that provides a real sense of control because we fundamentally like things to be visible. We want to be able to categorize a problem so we can apply a specific known solution to it. >> But then you step out of that sterile hospital room and you wade into the
world of internet drama and suddenly that pristine X-ray machine is just completely malfunctioning. >> Oh, it's sparking. The images are blurred and we are left looking at a diagnostic landscape that is just incredibly murky. >> Absolutely. Because think about this progression for a second. What actually happens to human behavior when petty everyday online live streaming drama
escalates past normal insults? >> Right. Like past the standard trolling. >> Yeah. It pushes past that and spirals into allegations of demonic possession, organized spiritual warfare, and literal physical shape-shifting. >> It's wild. You enter the absolute definition of diagnostic muddy waters. >> You really do. What we are looking at
today is a highly volatile, intensely niche corner of the modern live streaming world. >> It's a space where objective reality is constantly colliding with profound digital delusion. And honestly, the platform architecture itself seems to actively encourage that collision. >> It really does. So, welcome to the deep dive, everyone. Today, we're immersing ourselves in a very specific, highly
intense digital ecosystem. And our main subjects today are two prominent live streamers operating within this space. First, we have a creator named Alexandra Mayers who runs a broadcast channel called IRL News Time. >> Right. And operating on the other side of this conflict, we have a streamer known primarily by his online aliases,
most notably going by the name Psyche or sometimes John. So to map out this dynamic, we're pulling from a stack of sources that I can only describe as a staggering, chaotic, and just sprawling digital archive. >> It's massive. We're parsing through hundreds of pages of YouTube transcripts, leaked live stream audio files, deep dive community analyses, >> not to mention countless hours of direct
video addresses broadcast by Alexandra Mayor specifically regarding psyche. >> Yeah, there's just so much material and our mission today is ambitious. We're going to unpack the underlying anatomy of online coercive control. >> We're going to look at the mechanics of what the sources in this community refer to as spiritual harassment. >> And we're going to examine the absolute farthest extremes of dehumanization and weaponized slander.
>> Right? We are using this specific highly intense feud between mayors and psyche to essentially reverse engineer how a perpetual digital victim operates >> and more importantly how the architecture of digital platforms actually financially rewards this kind of escalating unhinged conflict. >> It really provides a truly fascinating
window into how extreme slander functions in the modern digital age. We are watching human psychology warp under the pressure of constant public broadcast. >> You haven't heard already. >> But you know before we get into the actual mechanics of this feud, we need to establish some very firm boundaries for our discussion. So important. This is a crucial disclaimer for you listening to us right
now. The source materials we are working from today contain incredibly charged accusations. >> We are talking about severe slander, aggressive rhetoric, and deeply unsettling claims coming from both sides of this conflict. >> Let me be perfectly clear. We are not taking any sides today. We are not endorsing the viewpoints, the supernatural claims, or any of the allegations made by Alexander Mayor's Psyche or anyone else documented in this
>> Not at all. Our job here is simply to archive. impartially report on the ideas contained in the original source material. We just want to understand the psychology of this digital subculture. >> Nothing more. We are operating purely as observers. We're analyzing the architectural structure of the conflict, not participating in the feud itself. >> Exactly. Okay, let's unpack this. We
have to start with the actual foundation of the conflict because before anyone was talking about demons or werewolves, this whole thing boiled down to basic financial mechanics, >> right? The mechanics that fuel the live streaming drama ecosystem. It all begins with the economics of digital intimacy and what these online communities refer to as ebagging. >> Yeah. And that initial financial
transaction is really the inciting incident for the entire multi-year feud. >> According to the timelines established in the sources, Alexander Mayers initially became involved with Psyche during a profoundly vulnerable period in her personal life. >> She's actively grieving the recent and sudden loss of her father. >> And grief, you know, just completely rewires your emotional landscape. >> It really does. When you're mourning,
you are essentially walking around with an open wound. And it makes you incredibly susceptible to connections that you might otherwise like scrutinize or reject out of hand. >> You're just looking for a lifeline. Any kind of human empathy. And Mayor's claims in her broadcasts that Psyche quietly observed her within the community, realized she was in this weakened state, and actively prayed upon
that vulnerability. >> She alleges he used that to extract financial support from her. And the sources are meticulously specific about the nature of this extraction. >> Oh, down to the penny. Mayor's claims that he extracted exactly $97348 from her. >> Wait, $973? That's so specific. >> I know, right? And this wasn't just like
a lump sum wire transfer. It was a steady drip of cash and very specific physical gifts over a period of time. >> Let's break that itemized list down because I think the specifics really ground this story in a relatable reality. She states she gave him $600 directly via Cash App. So that's just straight liquidity. But the remaining $373 and change is fascinatingly
mundane. >> Yeah, we're talking about mayors purchasing a tripod for his live streaming setup and sending it to him in June. She also sent him a professional broadcast microphone the previous September. >> And the list continues into his personal life, too. She details ordering and sending him groceries totaling around $100. She sent him flowers on multiple
separate occasions when he appeared to be depressed or struggling on stream. >> She bought him a pack of White Claws. She even details paying for a dinner and funding a day trip to Hollywood for him that cost around $300. >> Think about the psychology of those specific purchases, though. It's a deeply intimate kind of financial support. >> It really is. If you just drop a $5
donation in a Twitch chat, you're just a screen name tipping a performer. But if you're buying the literal microphone he uses to broadcast his voice to the world, or if you're having groceries delivered to his physical doorstep because you're worried he isn't eating, >> you're no longer just a viewer at that point. You are a caretaker. >> Exactly. It creates this incredibly powerful almost maternal psychological
tether. But Mayor's alleges that this entire financial dynamic was built on a calculated facade. >> And this is where we see the beginning of the obsessive framing in the community reporting. Mayors alleges that psyche relies heavily on e-begging. >> Right. And for context for the listener, e-begging is a somewhat derogatory term used across the internet to describe content creators who aggressively
solicit small dollar donations. >> Yeah. They often do it very emotionally, asking their audience to fund their daily lives. And Psyche's primary stated reason for needing this constant influx of cash was to purchase food and supplies for his cats. But Mayors explicitly goes on the record in her streams to state this is a concern. >> She alleges that the money isn't going to direct.
>> She claims it's actually funding an active illegal substance habit. >> To back this up, the archive points to a previous video from an allied channel where Psyche is directly confronted on a panel about past methamphetamine use. >> And in that clip, he somewhat casually acknowledges that it happened, quoting him here, sometime last year. So Mayors uses that omission to completely
deconstruct his online persona. Psyche's brand essentially is that of the struggling, marginalized, perpetually on the brink consumer. >> The guy who desperately needs community support to survive the week. But Mayor's claims this is entirely fictional. >> She asserts that he actually comes from a highly affluent family, specifically a family of property owners and bankers
living in Palis, California, >> which is an incredibly wealthy exclusive coastal area. She claims that his housing, his utilities, and his basic needs are fully covered by this generational family wealth, >> making his daily desperate pleas for $5 viewer donations entirely predatory and performative. >> So, what does this all mean for the audience watching this unfold, if we
accept Mayor's premise for a moment, we are looking at a deeply manipulative framework. >> When you dive into the community archives, there's this fascinating almost academic analytical breakdown of Psyche's behavioral patterns. The community researchers describe what they call a four-phase cycle of coercive control and they've mapped out how it has been adapted specifically for the live streaming era.
>> That framework is absolutely essential to understanding the mechanics of narcissism at play in these digital spaces. Let's walk through those four >> because they operate like clockwork. phases >> Phase one is the attack. A streamer needs to generate content because content equals revenue, >> right? Sitting quietly and having a nice day doesn't
engagement. >> So, Psyche allegedly incites conflict. >> He harasses his peers. He targets vulnerable individuals in other chat rooms. Or he says incredibly inflammatory things on his own broadcast simply to get attention. >> Because in the modern attention economy, conflict is the most valuable currency on the market. >> You don't get thousand viewer spikes by
being pleasant. You get those spikes by starting a massive digital fire. >> Which leads inevitably into phase two, which is accountability. the target of his initial attack eventually gets tired of it and retaliates >> or their audience coordinates a mass reporting campaign against his channel. Then the platform, whether it's YouTube, Twitch, whatever, issues a warning or threatens a channel strike.
>> Suddenly, the very real consequences of his actions jeopardize his ability to broadcast, which jeopardizes his revenue stream. The fire he started gets a little too hot to control. >> And this is where the manipulation becomes truly sinister. This brings us to phase three, the threat. In a normal human interaction, if you push someone too far and they push back, you might apologize, right? Or at least take
accountability for starting the fight. >> But according to the sources, Psyche allegedly weaponizes his own physical well-being. The archives document him shifting the narrative instantaneously. >> Within the span of a single broadcast, he goes from being the aggressive, untouchable harasser to the fragile, persecuted victim. He threatens self harm on camera. What's fascinating here
is the psychological mechanism of that shift. By threatening self harm, he completely neutralizes his critics and circumvents the platform's terms of service. >> He triggers an immediate primal panic response in his audience. He guilt trips the very people he just attacked. >> Essentially communicating, you know, if you report me, if you take my channel away and I lose my community, whatever I do to myself next is going to be your
fault. >> My blood is on your hands. It is a masterful, albeit incredibly toxic deployment of coercive control. He is literally holding his own well-being hostage to force the community into compliance. >> It's pure emotional extortion, >> which brings us to the final step. >> Hey, what's up? >> Phase four. >> I thought you were I thought you moderate
to soothe him, desperate to deescalate the crisis and keep him safe floods his live chat with reassurance. But more importantly, they flood it with $5 super chats and cash app donations. >> And just like that, the crisis is miraculously averted. His emotional validation is secured. His wallet is full and the cycle completes itself. >> Ready to begin again the very moment the
attention starts to Wayne. It acts as a perpetual motion machine of digital victimhood. The crisis creates the cash flow. >> Wait, hold on though. The math isn't mathing here for me. Let's look at this critic. >> I thought I thought I thought I had a picture of of midnight on um Bay Lips. Can you do a picture of Midnight for me, please?
Make you can redeem yourself, but I need you to just do just make a just do Catwoman. I mean, sorry, a woman that looks like Cat Williams, but she's a white woman. and put her like, you know,
with Morgan Freeman driving the car. Can you do that for me? Thank you. Um Blose is going to take care of that. I think um the favor um but I want to show you Baylo's page. He's really outdone himself with the
art. I mean, you thought I put a lot of a AI art out there. I mean, I mean, this you'll be on this is his uh his YouTube wall for hours looking at these pictures. Each of them is like a work of art. Are are you going to offer these in frames Bay? That would be great.
So, I'm gonna put it up. Yeah. Watch out for the voodoo, though. Okay, here we go. So, here's um here's Bay's page, everybody. I subscribe to Bay Clips. There's his dirty bedroom right there. You see right there? See all the flies on the screen and he's having McDonald's and his and he has an unwashed mattress. Oh my god, that's my bedroom.
Bloss, how did you get that picture? Okay. Um Okay. There's Good Times. Good times. Looks like he's having a good time, right? Um Okay. I think there's Alex Mayers right there. So she you get out of Oh my god, look at all my cats. What? Why are there Okay, I thought it looks okay.
That's that's me. That's me. My queen face. I mean I mean really there's there's something called lighting and stuff like that. You don't have to like make me so gobliny. I'm not a goblin. I mean there we go. Oh, there's Oh, who's that? Is that Bay Clips again?
Say Bay Clips in his dreams. Is that LD? I think it must be LD. Okay. Um I think I think that's like a a tree. A tree with a pink a pink tree. I'm not sure that a there's me having a press conference about my cats. Oh, my cats love me. Okay, there's Beeta. How does she drink
the white claw with the with the ball in her mouth? And I mean, and she's always having a ball in her mouth because I've never heard I've never heard her shut up for like more than like >> Hi. Hi. >> I'm just kidding.
Oh my god. And there's So I based my picture on that one. There's Beeta as one of the Muppets. Um there's her there's Bea and she was uh there's um Sam man. Okay. There's LD I think. Okay. So that's um who's that?
Is that is that who we're just talking about? Who who we just talking about? >> I don't know. But that's them. There they are. It's either Blackout and them we're talking any bips is It's terrible. expensive.
Did RJ make a puppet of her? I don't think so. I mean, those puppets are like over $1,000. I mean, it's like I don't think he had any puppet. We don't really have time to be What is this Pinocchio? We're sitting We're sitting around trading marionets. I mean, it's like I had a I had a puppet when I was growing up and I maybe have a
few now, but they're they're they're scary. I did see something called like the blacklight show in Belgium or no sorry in the Czech Republic and you would get um I got a bunch of mushrooms in Amsterdam. This is when I was like 20 years old and I went down they have these black light shows. I was like what's a black light show? They're like wow they're just so trippy you know and
they're kind of like but I had the drugs to take. So, I went in the black light show and um they have these like little like it's basically like a little shadow puppet kind of show, but they they put like different lights on things and I was tripping balls so hard. I mean, I thought I was in Alice Wonderland honestly. So, does anybody want to come on panel? I mean like zero people. I mean like really zero I mean it's like I
don't understand like because there was really nobody live today. Um and then like you know so it's oh here I am and I like I'll do a special Oh see a ghost is here I'll do a special show well I take groovy you go take I don't want to be on Ruby Jimmy's show I mean
it's like I got you know how much trouble I got I got anything to do with I have enough trouble please I'll just leave I'll just leave RG to deal with that. What's it going on over there? Okay.
>> I mean, Grippy Jimmy, I mean, they they group Jim is a like a person who they send people to to like accidentally have like have him shoot them. I mean, it's like he comes out with a gun and stuff. I mean, it's like I mean, every story I hear, he's like shooting at cars and stuff and it's like keeps being because they're harassing
him and his guns. So scary. Um anyhow you wish
u see good times shoots out of his window. Drop the link. I have the link drop. I'll drop it gonna come up or we're going to have a debate through this. I'm trying to drop it. Bay clips. Bay clips. I mean, it's like
I mean, first you accuse me of being too fast and saying, "Oh, you're a meth." And then you say, "Oh, stop being so slow." I mean, it's like I can't win. It's like I'm not I I mean, I have to be at a certain certain speed the whole time. I'm not like Jesse Spano on the caffeine pills.
I just got a lot of sleep and now I'm used to the weed. I think I have been taking like pain relievers once in a while. I have a little bit of caffeine in them and I drink the coffee, but I drink the coffee first. So, loser. You called me a loser, man. Did you call me a loser? I'm just kidding.
Okay. So, that mean that was like too long of an explainer. I mean, I'm really I I bet I've made so many of them. I Here, I'll explain something else to you. Yeah. Maybe maybe this will clear something up. This will clear up something that I've been trying to explain for a while. Here we go.
247 unmodderated voice chat. A corner of the internet where participants congregate for casual everyday conversation. On the surface, the environment feels mundane. Users spend hours discussing the health benefits of neutering cats or how painting and mountain biking serve as reliable stress relief. They bond over old Post Malone
tracks, grounding the space in relatable, lowstakes pop culture banter. Then, without any warning at all, the normal baseline completely shatters. >> The tone instantly snaps into aggressive posturing and vicious insults. In these specific unmodderated ecosystems, fighting functions as a toxic sport
where the primary objective is absolute social destruction. The initial tactic involves a systematic stripping away of a participant's private life to find points of failure. Combatants pivot away from the topic at hand to scrutinize dating histories. They compare a single relationship to a history of multiple marriages and divorces using personal
longevity as a proxy for character. The insults often move into hyper masculine posturing. Users weaponize Chad dynamics and hurl accusations of low testosterone to establish a hierarchy of dominance. When abstract insults lose their edge, the focus shifts to physical appearance. Participants launch highly specific
attacks on a rival's weight or mock them for having missing teeth. Attacks on core insecurities provide the weight needed to violently tip the power dynamic, bypassing the need for a factual argument entirely. The next tactic involves digital surveillance, the process of turning public records into weapons for panel dominance.
Participants scrub through geographical backgrounds, pinpointing a user's hometown to dig for actionable history. This research fuels debates over criminal records. The room dissects specific DUI filings, arguing over court fines, probation terms, and suspended licenses. These legal details function
as ammunition for social leverage. The goal is to establish a superior moral position. Severe allegations, including rumors of domestic violence, are casually read on stream. These sensitive details are used as leverage against a rival rather than being reported to authorities. Even a real life medical
emergency involving a family member is treated with suspicion or used to judge a participant's character. The moral grandstanding in these chats serves as a thin veneer. Real world trauma is reduced to digital currency used exclusively for social dominance. The toxicity extends through the network via guilt by association. Combatants
interrogate each other about offline meetups and associations with controversial figures during coastal RV streams. This places intense pressure on participants to defend their loyalties. They must disavow problematic friends to avoid the communal wrath. The environment settles into a tribal us versus them dynamic. In this framework,
neutral participation becomes impossible. Attacking a user's network ensures the conflict spreads beyond the original combatants, making the entire ecosystem complicit. After hours of screaming and character assassination, the digital dust settles. No issues have been resolved. The exhaustion leads to bizarre resets. One participant might
rage quit in a fury while the others casually pivot back to mundane topics like running errands. The interaction forms a circular loop. The absence of an exit node suggests that for these combatants, the fight itself is the purpose. When personal histories become the primary weapons, the only way to end the cycle is to log off.
>> Okay. Can I make Oh, Carl made another Yeah, Carl keeps making accounts INX. What is What is Carl doing? Uh, one night Carl would like try to make like a blood oath with INX that they were both going to leave YouTube. And then the next day she was like, you know, she forgot about it, but but he was already back already. She saw she
saw him typing already before she even said anything. And she's like, well, he broke the pact. She was just lurking on it kind of. So, she's like, I'm gonna I'm gonna type, too. And now they've been fighting ever since. Carl, can you come up here and clear this up?
No, INX I INX is like it means her she she agrees to be modded in exchange for um you know I get her the stripper that you know Nick Johnson once a year so she like has a has a fun night. When was that? That which one? That that one I just did
that was just um I've been doing these all all those in the past few months. Um I can show one of the INX ones I have. Carl and INX had sex in his pool. What?
What's going Oh my gosh. Get up here. We pin the link. It sounds It sounds exciting. I mean, it's like, is this an exclusive?
Hey, and you want to come up and say hi? Are you in a pool, ghost? Is ghost doing cocaine tonight? You never never know. Leaving it up. Where is a war dog? A car. Where? I think a war dog with a rosé. Wrong. Zip it boy. Oh, zippet boy.
Maybe it's like the real Maybe it's like a real architect like is there a song? I in the sky looking at you. I can read your mind. I am the maker of rules. dealing with
food. I can cheat your blind. Hi, Rebel. How are you? I can choose them. Oh, look. I have something fun to watch. Let me see. Have you ever You haven't seen this show? Maybe. Maybe. I might have played a little bit beforehand. Um,
it's a British show. I think this is like a British show. I mean, I say and I always get confused. Oh, we're kind of saying playing stuff. This is a show for adults. Um, the show I mean it's like yeah there's muppets like looking characters but they're not the Muppets. And even the Muppets started as adult kind of puppets. not like not like sexual but it's like they were like adult comedy
and then like they got approached by like this woman Carol Liieber who wanted to do a TV show that where they you know kids could be on and then the kids would get too bored and so they had to like you know get had a big bird and gossip of the grouch and stuff but uh yeah okay so let me see if I can pull this up real
quick surprise um this one is part I guess part four. Okay, this is called um Well, I hope they don't I'm going to say Gez, be careful right now.
I was like almost out of the woods. I mean, oh gosh. Okay, I'll play it anyway. Here we go. Let make sure I know this. I don't want this one. I want the last one. Part five.
This one's good here. Part two sounds good. Check this out. You don't You don't You know who Big Bird is? You have to watch Follow That Bird sometime. Big Bird is beta. There you go. There's the secret. I didn't name that.
>> Come on, guys. Stop around. We only have 5 minutes until our show's on. >> That's not enough time. >> There's always time for a song. What? >> Who is that?
Time is a tool you can put on the wall or wear it on your wrist. The past is far behind us. The future doesn't exist. >> Oh, what's the time? >> It's quart to 9. Time to have a bath. >> What do you mean? We're already clean. >> Scrub, scrub, scrub till the water's brown. Time is a ruler to measure the day. It doesn't go backwards, only one
way. Watch it go round like a merrygoround. Going so fast like a merrygoround. >> Let's go on a journey. A journey through all time. A time that's changing all the time. It's time TO GO TO TIME. >> But we don't really want to. We're going to miss our show. >> Don't be stupid, friends. Come on. It's time to go.
>> Time was like a Victorian time with cobbles and playing AND DRINKING IN RHYME >> with cobbles and chimneys. A simpler time. This tree that is old has circles inside. The tree that is older has shriveled and done. >> The apple that's fresh is right to the >> And I'm not over time and I'm not core. anymore. >> Time could be told by the moon or the sun. But time flies fast when you're
having fun. >> There's a time and a place for mocking around camping. >> I'm friends with my dad. >> And then what happened after the olden days? Time went new and got old like history. Stuff from the past went into a mystery. >> An old man dies.
>> Look, a computer. Everything's cool. It's the future. Time is now. The future and new. Look at all the wonderful things you can do with gadgets and dresses. >> My dad is I can't come. >> Look at the time. >> It's quart to 8. There's fish on my plate. >> It's 20. There's fish on my tray.
>> It's 11 to 12. There's fish in the bath. >> It's 9:30. It's fish everywhere. Fish everywhere. >> Now you can see the importance of time. It helps us make pizza. It keeps things in line. >> But when did it start? >> And when will it stop? >> Time is important. And I am a clock. >> If we run out of time, then where does >> Is time even real? Does anyone know? it go?
>> Maybe time's just a construct of human perception. An illusion created by
sunrise, sunset, night and day. The changing seasons. It's the smell of hay. Look at your hair grow. Isn't it strange how makes your appearance change?
>> Make it stop. >> Out of my hands. I'm only a clock. Don't worry. I'm sure you'll be fine. But eventually everyone runs out of time.
>> Toasty, are you there? Ghosty, are you feeling toasty? Hello? Hey Ghost are you there?
I wish I would have worked on my audio. I mean, I I mean, I had I guess this is a gift from a a famous streamer. It's just maybe is like a maybe it's I've spilled enough too much alcohol on it or like Oh, did you see the catch up on my back? We called it a fillup.
Well, you're interested on pumping my gas midnight if I don't have if I don't have the car though. So, really work out. Anyway, it sounds like it's complete uh when we can't a ghost buy me cocaine. I don't I don't do cocaine. Ghost does cocaine
and he does a lot of it and so does Alex. I mean I think they like run half the cartel or something at this point. I mean they have to the only person that are awake as much as they are are alive on fear. What is you doing Lenor? I mean Lenor I mean it's like are you are you serious?
Like what look you're doing? I mean I know I'm like kind of crouching over like I'm the hunchback of Notre Dame but hold on. I mean it's like this is crazy. You see her? He's Oh, you hit him in Syria. Oh, look.
Just sitting like like behind me like this. What happened to my mate Carl's man? Yeah, Carl. But I mean probably that was probably his girlfriend's account and she she told me to get off because he's probably doing some kind of identity theft or something with it and
pretending he's you and like you know going on Instagram asking asking people to cam up and then then he doesn't or well you would join but you're shy little are the architect okay you think would use your builtin a webcam mic instead of the
Logitech. Uh, I use this mic in front of me. I'm using this one. Ghost, are you here? Why are you muted? I think he's waiting for the ghost song. I I mean, do I have like the new I have another version? I
don't know if I have a version of it. I mean, I can look for I'll check my codeex to see if there's something I can play on. I don't know if I have I mean it's like I think the song's still played out. This is no I mean Ghost, where are you? Okay, let me see.
I'll find an episode where he go I'll find one of Ghost's early episodes.
Okay.
Um, okay. There's a song called Ghost in the Wire, but that's not what I wanted. Even though one time he was like they like usually some I only have like usually like two members in the cult at any given time. Someone claims a hierarchy
and then you know I don't know it's like it's like a mountain. I mean it's like you know people are just going up and then they're like oh it's I don't feel like being on the mountain anymore. It's like and then they climb down and it's like I need to be continually
on the mountain. I have to just like live on the mountain like uh Okay, but anyway, let me see. What does it say? Ghosttober. Okay, here's I guess I said Ghostbusters Halloween party. I don't Oh, here's the song. I see the Ghosttober. Here's the song. Ghost, I
need to play the song for you. Oh, he's not even here anymore. He's like so temperamental. He's like worse than like Barbara Stryand, you know? It's like
>> G says was asking me if we can hear him. I don't even see him on your panel. >> Oh. Oh, you are He was talking to you on the um >> on the text >> on He was texting with you. Oh, he did? >> Yeah. >> Is he a good texter? >> Yeah, he was asking cuz he he he pull him up. That's why I just came up to check and see if your um >> streamers was working.
>> Well, I I wanted to ask you I want to do another Remember you gave me I got like a certain number and then I I read a story of that page. I want to do that again with you because it's like this is like such an interesting vote. What? Can you do a number between one and 200? >> One number two to two 200. You said >> one number between one and 200. Just pick a number. Oh,
>> um between one and let's just say 200. >> Okay. Already 200. Okay. So, page 200 of this book says, hold on. So, page 200 says, >> "Oh, Lenor, so cute. >> There's Miss Lenor. >> Hey, ghost. Ghost is there. Can Can you speak speak to us? Can we hear you?
>> So So page 200 it say it's called the squiggly thing and it says one morning roly pololy pushed his bowl away at breakfast. >> That wasn't like him at all. What's what's the matter? Roly Poly said Mama Cat. I don't want it said Roly Poly. Why
not? Mama Cat felt her son's furry forehead. Did you feel sick? No, said Roly Poly slowly. That I'm all right. What is it then? said Mama. Can I whisper, said the little kitten. So Roly Poly climbed on Mama Cat's lap and whispered in her ear. He didn't want the other kitten other little kittens to
hear. I've got a squiggly thing in my tummy, he said. A squiggly thing, said Mama. What have you been eating? Ry Polly. She carried the kitten over to the window where they could talk quietly. Nothing, whispered her son. It was just very wiggly squiggly thing. Mama cat looked at him carefully. Is it wriggling and squiggling all the time?
She asked. No, said really poorly. Only when I think about my reading test. Then Mama Cat understood. Some of the little kittens had a reading test at school that morning and it was making Roly Poly nervous. The squiggly thing was just nervousness in his tummy. But Roly Poly
said, "Mama, you read beautifully. You haven't been worried before, have you? And he says, "No, but Tiger Tail told me that this was really important test and that he'd been feeling terribly worried about it." "Mama Cat looked across at Tiger Tail." "He doesn't look very worried to me," she said. "He's got
marmalade all over his whiskers and butter on his paws. I think Tiger Tail has been very naughty. And so now you uh should make you so worried. I will talk to him later. Now Roly Poly, you just do your best at the test. That's all you can possibly do. And I will be proud of
you no matter how you do. Then Mama Cat gave Roly Poly a big hug. And the little kitten found that squiggly thing and wiggled right away. That afternoon, the little kittens were all cheering Roly Poly when they came home from school. He got the highest mark, said Nipy. Isn't
that good? That's wonderful, said Mama Cat. And how did Tiger Tail do? Not very well, said Nipy. I think he's hiding. I'll find him, said Mama Cat. But I'll need to have words with the young kid. Can you find him first? So, wow. Maybe that's a message in there. I don't know. >> Yeah. >> Oh, hey, can you check his volume? He
said, because we can't hear him, >> Ghost, we can't I mean, he's like, ghost, we can't hear you at all. I mean, if you're >> He says, "Can you check your volume on her on your StreamYards for him for you to get on your end?" >> Hold. I'll check it. Ghost, are you there? The Can you Can you whistle once? >> Oh, I I think I hear him.
>> >> Hey, while we're waiting for ghosts, I do I do have a music video with ghosts in it and I I know everyone's probably seen, but see, you don't know that the ghost and I got into a huge fight and he didn't talk to me for like two months because of this music video I made where I was a werewolf, but I made him with knives like, you know, being menacing in
the kitchen and stuff and and he didn't like it. I'll just show you that the part where he's I'm not going to play the whole song. I'm just going to show you where his men in the kitchen here. >> Oh, there's my other bait. >> Look at You see that? That's the clip. >> Yeah, >> that's him. And he got so mad.
>> He got mad. >> Play the scene. Look at So, yeah, that's the that's the scene where Ghost is in in it. He's also mentioned the song several times and he's and he's so mad. I know. Don't tell him I did it. >> Yeah. >> Oh my god. He's here.
Well, at least he can't. This is my Oh my god. Well, you got to join the panel one day, bae. Yeah, join Clumsy's panel. Someone banned your account in Clumsies last night. Oh my god. Why would they do that to anybody named Long Dong Long Dong Silver? I think you got a big big cocking. Oh my god. That Boston
Bridget has put Okay. Well, >> can we hear him now? Because in the message he put in the background, he says your volume was his volume was turned down that you turned him down. >> It says the host has muted themselves. They chose to mute themselves. So, I cannot unmute you. Okay. You unmuted yourself. Now talk now, Ghost. Now I can now I can message him right.
Um, how do I do that? I'm trying to change the ghost. Ghost, do you like your picture up there? >> Did you turn him down before or something? Cuz you said you turned your phone down. >> I didn't Oh, here. I can edit his settings right here. Um, yeah. Oh my god, it's all the way down. Ghost. >> Yeah, I told you that 30 minutes
ago. >> Why couldn't you turn it? I just turned it up for you. Why? >> You couldn't I can't run your Streamyard. I can mod but I can't run your screen. I told you what you did 30 minutes ago. >> Okay. No scream. >> My bad. I'm sorry. I came up angry. My bad. You know >> that's okay. He just he just realized that he was looking for it. He was >> I told him 30 minutes ago though. >> You like your picture right up like
that's not because you said that was your picture. That's not your picture. That that looked that much like you. >> I'll play again. >> Uh did you put all those knives in there? No, I seen it. You don't have to play again. I've been here 30 minutes. Dumb dumb. >> Look at how evil you look. Is that because all the knife you put in my back? Every time you stab me in the back, it's a different knife four times. >> Those are actually um >> Should I have the INX in the background
and looking like a >> car little wooden figurines and and then you you also make a glove and you haunt people's dreams and >> Oh, Freddy Krueger. Yeah. Yeah, I do haunt the new Freddy Krueger movie. >> There's a new movie coming out or I thought they >> did. See the Did you see the new
Candyman movie? Trash. >> No, I mean remakes. I mean, the original Oh Oh my god. The original Candyman was so good, but it's like so I got this new >> I was going to give Psyche a compliment about his hair, but then I just remembered he called me a and turned my volume all the way down. >> I turn it down. >> Double trouble, dude. You That's Damn.
Look, the cat's yelling at him for turning your volume down. >> You did. >> I told you you didn't. >> I'm sorry, Lola. I'm sorry, >> Lola. Lola's so cute. >> Who the is Lola? You say I'm sorry. Ghost.
>> The cat right there. The the tabby. >> Yeah. Let me see. Yeah. No, >> I thought that was a possum. No, you're a >> Well, ghost. Should I play that? I'm gonna play instead of play the ghost song. I'm gonna play the >> You know what? You should. You know what? And I might accept it as an
apology. >> Okay. I'm gonna play the >> That's such a great song. That's the only reason why >> I play the werewolf song. >> Better not. >> Or do you want to see the new song? You want to see the song where I'm a woman? I'll play that one here. Watch. >> I'm good, too. >> Watch. So, so okay, I have a Friday and he said, "Oh my god, it looks like Judas in the beginning." Okay, so the Judas
character that's that's Saman. >> You know what Judas did, right? >> Yes. He hung himself on Jesus. >> I don't think it's good to be looking like him, bro. >> I'll be I'll be in the chat. >> Okay. >> Okay. >> Watch this right there. >>
>> Wormwood burning mur in the flame. A voice without a body is calling my name.
The veil draws open. The old world is gone. A feather cuts the darkness and a new sun dawn.
>> >> Cairo beneath a blood red moon. A pen strikes fire in a shuttered room. An unseen current entry
in the background thing. Is it for anybody specifically? >> So that's you above only the star in the orbit of love. I crossed the desert caring
doubt. I heard the silence thunder around. A new aon is rising. I had my bones really look like every woman
a constellation of their own is rising is rising. >> Let the sleepy stars know your will and claim your name. >> Claim your name. Carry love into the
night. Oh, tear the veil away. Oh, bring the newborn day. The wheel is turning on and on. The old age dies, the new comes on. The tree is burning without being consumed. 10 opening inside the room. Mercy and power. The wand in the blade. A ladder
of lightning through shadows is made. Death is a mouth at the edge of the known. The abyss ask whether you stand alone. I gave it my mask, my hunger, MY CROWN. IT SWALLOWED THE P, BUT THE STAR WOULDN'T DROWN FOR ME. ON the mirror, fierce and bright,
a winged voice answered in the night. A NEW IS RISING. I can feel it in my bones. Every woman, every man,
a constellation of their own. A new way is rising. New way is rising. >> LET THE SLEEPING STARS IGNITE. >> LET THE sleeping stars ignite. >> Know your will and claim your name. >> Claim your name. Carry love into the name.
the gate right in the left. Love is the fire and will is the breath.
The angel is waiting behind my eyes. Not issuing orders from distant skies. No stranger, no tyrant, no phantom above the deepest selfwearing armor of love. A feathered serant cirles
the sun, the prophet and presence becoming as one. Ink becomes fire and fire becomes sound. The word of the aon is changing the ground. >> Break the habit. Break the
chain. Walk through pleasure. Walk through pain and name aim the fear. Face the night. Hold the center. Become the light. Not every hunger is holy desire. Not every freedom survives the fire. Will is no whim and love is no cage. They are the key to the unreinated.
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>> I am not dust beneath a throne. I am a star with a course of my own. You are not lost and we are not small. The infinite lives in the heart of us all.
Let Isis awaken. Let Osiris sleep. Let Horus arise from
Were they saying it doesn't look like me at all? Well, I mean, I think it lives in me a little bit. >> So, what's up, Psych? >> Ain't no party like a thing that is party. Yeah. >> How high are you, man? Psych. >> Uh, well, a skeleton. Oh, >> I'm high on life. Well, I mean, I got these vapes because, you know, I just, you know, >> how bald are you? >> Yeah, he's very bald than you can get.
He's more bald than >> I'm very high. >> Why does it look like you're not in the studio, though? It's like It's like Hold on. Oh, I need to take the thing out. Sorry. >> What? Like I was you were like not coming up. >> How do you look even more like you're How do you look even more dumb? Is it the camera? You have a new camera. >> Me or thing that is >> thing that is. You look handsome.
>> That is he looks like the thing from Blade 2. You know, >> why are you insult? You know that you know the person that gave me that GHB was here in the chat tonight me. I mean it's like crazy. >> Someone gave you GHB. >> That guy last year that was making all a big deal about it. the guy that was like he just like left me in this like little vibe of GHP. I just it was like anything in it.
>> I thought you meant today. >> No, but he was in the he was in the chat today talking to me and he was like trying to talk me. He was like acting weird. >> His name was like I forgot his name but it was weird. >> You know what thing? Go ahead. Sorry. Sorry. Go ahead. Well, I just I want to be I want to be friendly here and I want to be honest. I just figured out why I don't like anything. I just figured it out.
>> Why I don't like thing that is or me? >> The thing that is. Oh yeah. Okay. >> It's because of that smirk. >> Always does that smirk and it pisses me off. >> I hate that. I hate his like little arrogant face. >> Yeah, you little nerdy looking mother. >> You know what he call? I don't care. I call it smug. I hate >> I'm not arrogant. I'm just smug people. Like smug like >> you know what thing? I'll give you a
compliment cuz I think it's rude for us to you know you came and joined the panel. Let us not be rude. You're the you're the smartest dumb person I know. >> I mean it's like you know I mean >> what's the compliment? I I mean it's like guys I had like used to have this guy um what was the guy's name up that was like >> put the rainbow behind thing >> high deh high and he used to drink
Everclear and just being so drunk >> what can't even dehy remember deh high you like oh I want to grape you >> we don't know >> oh yeah yeah yeah >> oh my god there's so many people hitting my streamer right now how do all these people >> ghost your don't scream you hurt so loud
It's fast. It's as fast as the >> Well, you turned me up. Well, first you turn me all the way down. I turn me all the way up. Ghost. Oh, ghost. Yeah, you you have it off. >> Uh, >> yeah. For for the small price of $50. I'll turn off. >> Okay. Pay pay my cash up right now. >> I got to pay to turn myself off. >> Yeah. Well, it's my show.
>> That is >> what you give me 49. I'll give a thing that is a Black Friday discount. Okay. 3728 >> because I have gone to like I've gone to about 50 panels when you've asked me to and started like at least 20 shows when you asked me to and >> who's always had your back? >> Yeah, but you're you have my back.
>> But you crash No, until you crash the out on me. >> You have you have my back, but you're not First of all, you're not you're not grabbing my butt. Second of all, you're not putting money in the back pocket. >> Godamn. >> Well, you're like sitting there like, you know, like >> Christ, dude. Come on, bro. I'm not high enough for that. Hey, I'm not high enough to be hearing that >> Okay, I'm sorry. I'm not high. I mean, it's like I mean I say that >> you can talk to thing. He likes when you
talk to him like that. >> Stone, do you like when I talk um Stan? He likes when people read like legal legal books to him. >> I barely understand you. Psych. You want you fall asleep to legal books. You want your partner to be able to read >> I don't fall asleep to legal books. like, you know, They're boring as hell. They would put me to sleep. >> The best things that put you to sleep.
Is that >> Yeah, for sure. So would an accounting book? >> Yeah. Well, you read those? >> No. >> What do you read to fall asleep? >> Depends. I haven't really accounting books. Are they teaching you how to account? >> Novel. I haven't read novels lately. See, see, you see how argumentative he is? It's not even like >> Yeah, he's very argumentative. I don't
like I don't like it. thing and it's like he's >> can't we just get along thing that is why you trying to debate you just have to say yes and you don't have to like argue about it. >> Yeah, you don't have to argue up here. >> I wasn't ready for like for an argument. >> We don't like to debate >> arguing. I said, "Oh, how was your night?" Basically, I don't I didn't remember saying >> Yeah.
>> Do you fall asleep to counting books or not? Yes or no? It's a yes or no answer. >> I said no. >> But why do you mean negative about it though? I mean, it's like >> Yeah. Very negative energy right now. >> I don't like it. You're kind of bringing our energy down. We were up here and now >> Right. When they're going the prices we're down. right and they're looking they're looking for they're screening the
audience for the best of the show. The people that are like screaming yay look >> argue with them when they ask. No, they don't want you. They don't you would never get on the price. >> Okay, fine. >> You would never get selected, sir. No, you you would always just be in that audience. You'd be wearing one of those those matching shirts
>> just wishing you could come up here asking for join or something like that. Alex McQueen would get up there or like you know >> I would be on Jeopardy. I wouldn't be at Prices Right anyway. So >> I' I'd be on Who would be a millionaire personally but I could be on Are you smarter than a fifth grader? That's a hard show by the way. >> Rule that you can't be on as many game shows as you want. You can be on as many
as you can get on. Why is I just going to never get on one? But my mom was on a lot of game shows, but not me. Um, >> your mom was on a game show. >> Oh, she's on several. >> My mom was in a lot of shows, you know. She uh >> she had that polio. You her? >> She had that polio. >> Yeah, she had that polio dollar bills in that polio. You know, >> come on. That that's a
>> Don't make fun of my mom. Just because she's a stripper doesn't mean you got to make fun of her. Did >> when you when your mom walked in on you the dog, what did she say? Ghost. >> What? Hey yo, mom. Hey, bro. >> She was like, "What do you where's the where's the dog?" And goes, "I was him." And she's like, "Oh my god."
>> And he said he was just joking. >> Hey, just because No, just because she was a doesn't mean you got to call her a dog. That's very disrespectful. And I I think you guys above that. >> He said he misspoke. But how do you miss misspe saying that? >> Oh, you How do you make all the you say you didn't misspeak? I give you the benefit every time. a reason, but you're you should be alert with all the cocaine you're sn
>> I am very alert. >> I know people are like, "Oh my god, I'm in speed and and and I'm falling asleep. It's so high." I I mean, it's like I mean, >> a How many days can you stay up, bro? >> I I mean, I have to I sleep every day. >> No, you're saying old. You're I'm all out of speed. How many days can a body stay up? I'm I'm messed. >> I don't know how many days on on say by the bell when she was doing the caffeine
pills. I think >> I go a healthy two days >> for for 12 hours I think in a row. >> When I say healthy, I don't mean healthy. >> No, we can go for a long time without sleeping. It's not good for us. Like we go insane. But >> imagine if you did that every day for year. You don't think that
adds up? That's not healthy. >> And don't say I don't sleep last night. Ghost. I' I've heard you fall asleep in the toilet with on the phone. >> No, that's not true. You did hear me snore. You didn't >> I I heard the I heard I heard the toilet bowl reverberating then. >> Were you plopping one out?
>> Oh, I heard another noise coming out. >> Maybe I Maybe I was just taking a and I didn't want to Maybe I think I forgot to mute up. >> Well, yeah. Everyone everyone could hear it. It sounded worse than Sand Man's the way he speaks. >> Well, that's that's a good debate. That's a good I think I'd rather hear the toilet than salmon speak. >> I mean I think I don't think it' be unfair.
>> I'd rather watch go down the toilet and look at >> Have you heard of sweet? You know sweet pee like did a a post about me? >> Why are you guys so colorful and I got like a black ass picture? >> Cuz I'm special. >> How do you change that? >> Have you heard this? Have you heard this? >> It's the virtual background >> thing that is you know >> you would have to turn your camera on. >> It is you know that sweet pea has posted a post about me. Y'all want to see some
power? >> I heard you hear what the post says.
>> I'm pulling it up. >> Okay. >> By the way, uh a question for Psyche. Are you trying to go religious with your background or >> Um Well, this is kind of like it's kind of like esoteric a little bit alchemical and it's like I'm I'm really feeling that we are going into the new this new aon. I feel like it's new time.
I just have just been feeling so different. >> Followup question. When you stabbed me in the back, did you get 30 pieces of silver? >> No, I would not. I would not because it's like >> you little Judah. >> How are you stabbed in the back? >> Judah's not Judah. That That'd be Judah. You would >> We gota be careful how we say Judah. We might get cancelled.
>> Hey, what about them boys? >> I like I love the Jewish people. Hey, I have I have a C codeex app right now. She was so excited. But okay, so let me pull out the the text message. She she tagged me on a post. I just don't know her her name. Um >> you're pissing me off tonight. Thank >> I know she tagged
>> I could not even do anything. >> She tagged me. One second. >> I came from home. >> Okay, so I'm gonna find her sweet. Am I in the right account? Okay, >> Mr. Queen. >> No. Bae. >> I hope so. >> Oh, it's okay. Bae >> Ba is a ba ba's a guy. Um Ghost.
>> Yeah, I know. >> I But he said it first. I don't say that >> Ghost, would you >> would you ask me no gay? If you're going to ask a gay question, don't even ask it. Come on. >> Okay. >> I know. I know you. >> You and Bae were the last two people on the on the earth. No, because two men can't Why would we repopulate
the earth? We can't repopulate it. >> I know. Yeah, but but but you know, you can you could save it up in like a in like a vial and then >> five. It's a five finger discount, brother. I just the last >> 20 years. I got whatever. How many years? Probably like one just off. >> Don't ask me gay questions. >> Hold on. Is it gay? You was a gay
question. I mean, it's like gez. Okay, hold on. Let me see if I can find those. I mean it's like you may know Sweet Pie's channel name I have to go find this post. Hold on. >> I'm pretty sure it's called >> so hard to find it on the desktop and then the >> I don't know which one is it. The sweet pea the booitt booitt >> booitt
>> the thing that is Can you move your head to the Wait, no, that's your chair. Is there any Oh, never mind. I thought it was a killer. Well, Dexer, >> okay, I Oh, I see bronze chair. I see Bronx. >> Bronze. Yeah. >> No, he's not here. I'm just saying that's I see I saw him in the chat. I >> Oh, my bad. don't see >> Shout out to Brown.
>> Let's see. I see something that says Psyche aka Bates and INX aka Karen are likely targeting people. >> Yeah, you think if you got a new haircut on Sweet Attitude. >> This is on um >> Alexandra. >> That was Alexandra. But let me see if maybe she's tagged me like in it yesterday. Okay, it's on the right
account. Let me just go back. >> I'll have to go come back and find you. >> By the way, thing that is >> your background's looking pretty fruity. Is there any reason for that or >> say it again? What? >> It's looking very colorful. Is there any reason for that? Just color. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You just like colors or >> Yeah. I don't know. It's just cool. >> Yeah. Mine's just like a dark void in
the middle. Well, you can do a virtual background, too, but you have to turn your camera on. And >> the only reason I figured out the avatar is because somebody sent me an AI image, and I was like, "Yeah, it looks good." So, if they send me a background image, I'll use it. >> And I think you can only do it from the desktop version, not from phone. >> Oh, That's the biggest problem with joining panels. Like, uh, they they got it and I
was I couldn't figure it out for the longest time. Come to find out, you can't join it unless it's on, uh, you know, like desktop. Are you bother? Are you are you are you are you being nice to INX and not calling her at like, you know, 5 in the morning or what's going on? She's she had she complained to me a few times that you were calling her in the middle of the night and telling her to go to a panel and you would just leave her there
alone. You you wouldn't even be there. >> I call I call a lot you're going to if you actually want to run one because it's publicly now >> me. >> I call Yeah, I call Yeah, I call a lot of people tell them to join panels. What's your problem? You don't want to be called block. You don't be texted calling. I mean, don't don't block me. >> A lot of people. >> You call them with their phone numbers or through IG.
>> None of your business, >> who are you calling, ghost? >> It doesn't matter. What's the difference? >> Are you calling? Who are you calling? Like, what kind of people are you calling though? Are you >> none of your business? I know how you guys get down. You're going to harass them. >> You talk openly. >> Harass anybody. >> I wasn't talking to you. I was talking to him. >> I like to keep it for you and I
accident. So, you know, I was just like asking. I was curious. >> Keep it sound stupid. Maybe you should shut the up. I call a lot of people to join panels. >> Are you going to propose to us? >> How is that wrong? If if if we're considered frown, whatever you want to call, if we're considered acquaintances and I call people to tell them to join a panel, how is that wrong? >> Well, because she you know, she doesn't 24 hours like, you know, goes I know. I know. Like
>> that's never been by the way. I'll pull up the message that's never been announced that she has 24 hours. Dude, I would call if a thing that is gave me I would call him and say, "Hey, join a panel." >> The is the problem with that? >> Okay. Well, I'm just >> I thought you had an argument, but you didn't. You're too stupid to have an argument. >> I'm sorry. I mean, I said >> you thought you You really want to We can You really want to like You really want to pull cards? We can pull cards, >> bro. >> You want to pull cards, >> bro? Calm down. Why are you so
>> No, cuz you just like trying to track me combative? in front of all these people. You really want to pull cards? We can pull cards, man. >> We can do it. Nah. You thought you had >> I didn't do anything else. something, but you're too dumb to do it. Do you really want to do it? >> Mr. Snap people in the back and call me >> Ghost. a >> Argue right now. Ghost. I don't want to bae. >> You started the argument, dumb ass. >> Ghost, you're ridiculous. >> Yeah, let me try to embarrass you and
then say you're >> What are you guys arguing about now? >> I'm trying to embarrass you, Ghost. Why >> He I guarantee he doesn't even know. I are you What are you? >> So, INX guarantee. says you might have your coffee. >> You really want to do this? We can do it because I'm gonna pull receipts, too. want to do it. >> But she said she's like, "It's not a secret." I mean, it's like >> she can join the panel. She's a grown ass woman. >> Well, maybe. I don't even know what she
is. >> Calm down. >> No, you're not gonna sit here. We can pull cards. Don't try to Don't try to do that >> Calm down. Why are you screaming at you? Are you really worked up about it? >> Well, you you turn me up. I'm not screaming, dumb ass. I'm outside. I'm not screaming. >> What do you think? You you you have a you have a knob. I can just you know
turn and you get louder and louder. Oh, we have a guest here. I actually >> uh me and Ghost are cool. We're fine. >> Yeah, you're trying to start trouble for no reason. Dum dum. >> I wasn't trying to say anything weird, but then he >> Yeah. No, that was a long time ago when I didn't know him. It was somebody else that I was having an issue with. That was that Brandon guy.
>> Your hours. I was just saying you you're not up to 24 hours like he is. And by the way, if she has a problem with it, she's a grown ass woman. She'd be like, "Hey, do not hit me up. Do not tell me to join panel." Yeah. She's a grown ass woman. You don't have to defend her. >> Yeah. I talked to him. That's why I said fixes by sound cuz he he couldn't be heard. And that's why I came on to let
you know that. That's why I'm just in sitting in chat there, buddy. >> He turned into a >> No, there's no problem. We're fine. No, we we talk and stuff, you know. Yeah. Does he ever turn into a windo when you were only if you ate your firstborn child? I haven't ate I haven't ate my firstborn child yet. So, we're good. >> Yeah. >> Yes.
>> Yeah. Then we're cool. There's no issue with him at all. The only issue I have is that weirdo Brandon who I don't even know. >> Ghosting that is >> Ghost has a gun. Like you're gonna need someone with a gun against Brandon. So Ghost has a gun and he has his art auxiliary. And >> you should be a guest, >> Mr. I'm a Um, you should
be I defend YouTube. You can solve them. >> Oh. Oh. Uh. Um, >> look. Look at chat. See what Bay Clips said to fix your your audio um psyching >> and that you have it set to your webcam or something. That's why it's sounding different. But y'all see what he says in
chat. That's good advice he's giving you to fix your your sound. thing that is I have a question for you. >> Okay, I'm gonna drop off. I'll be in chat. I'm getting stoned. All right. >> Oh god. You can just You could just enjoy the panel. You can just be up here. You don't got >> Yeah, I know. But I like to see what's
going on in chat and then I got my baby cat over here. The the male cat is trying to with her. >> You know, I figured out how to do both recently. How to be on panel and talk in the comments. >> Oh, really? Yeah. Well, I'm on my phone. I can do it with the laptop, though, you know. So yeah, >> thank you sir. >> So I'm just kind of just stoned though
too and I'm seeing the chat. So okay, I'll be in chat. All right. Okay. Byebye. >> I don't know. You just tried to do something but >> what were you gonna ask me? >> Hi. Oh, look. Popsicle. >> Well, I kind of want to handle this real quick. You kind of tried to just make an accusation there. >> Popsicle toast thing is >> it didn't work out very well for you though.
>> Popsicle toes. No popsicle toast. >> Okay. It's too stupid to have convers. I was going to ask about carbonated water, but >> this >> carbonated water. >> Don't say it out loud. >> Carbonated water. >> Exactly. >> I mean, really. >> Carbonated water. Yeah. >> You just like told him he was a dumbass. Apologize.
>> Who? Which one? I apologize. You're a dumb. You sound like a dumb ass, too. >> Apologize, you dork. Apologize. >> You just repeated what I said. How are you not a dumbass? >> You're a dumb ass. You just repeat >> You're a stupid fool. Apologize. You like him. Stop it. >> Who do I like? Stop it. Stop it. You like Why are you here if you don't like
him? So shut up. >> Now you you see you, but the gay Do I like him as a friend? >> I didn't say anything about gay. I been as a human being. You're here, right? So quit doing what you're doing. >> I respect him as a human being. Seriously dude. >> dude. What? What are you doing? >> Of course. There you >> Enjoy enjoy it. Enjoy it. >> You're a good He's a good guy to you. So, just enjoy it.
>> He allows you up. >> Good guy to me. He called me a the other night and then muted me and then he blocked me. How is he a good guy? >> I come up here every night to have his >> Whatever you back. Name one time that he's come up to have my back. I've been like, "Hey, here's a panel. Name one time. Name one time the brand is on you. Name one time. Now we got a debate. Let's go. Name one time he's done it." >> Oh, come on. It's not about
>> Name one time he's done. Name one time, dumb ass. No, I'm not. You're your feet are to the fire. I don't care. You >> You're a dumbass Name one time you defend me. You're not going to do it, are you? >> By the way, I can name a lot of times I defended. >> Many times. Many times. Many times. >> Have I ever defended you in like debates on our other panels? >> You You're good. I can't. >> He's never once defended me.
He can't do it. There ain't nothing wrong with that. >> He can. He can. He will. And he has. >> But has he done it? Is that a good friend if he hasn't done it? >> Yes, he has done it. >> He's can't. He can. He's but he never done it. So therefore he just doesn't like me. Therefore he's not a good friend. >> 100 places where ghost asked me to go and I've sat there and I've defended him too. I mean >> you've never once defended me. You you
went on some dumbass and argued with them. It had nothing to do with the topic and I had to defend you. So don't get it twisted both ways. He's not getting I was I was in my speedo too ghost. And so I mean I just wasn't there for you. >> And what did I have to do with the topic? What is you being a you going up why I feel bad for those there and showing this is people I invited you up there and you we were having like a disagreement and you
just went speedo like we were talking and I was defending you and >> I was like I can have psyche join right now and they're like you and I had you join and you immediately went >> this is a debate we're arguing are we not arguing we're not we're not agreeing >> no no it's not always what you want it to be >> yeah I just defeat your argument you got anything else >> don't call me
>> what would you like to be called >> just a person. Hey, how you doing? >> Okay, person. >> I can call you person. >> That's cool. >> Can I call you a person or this >> I don't care. Use that language you person? want. That's on you. I can use whatever >> He's been good to you. Be nice to him. I want. >> No, he No, he's he called me a a b you want to put He's called me a He's disrespectful. He does not
defend me at all. >> I'm here. Relax. You're lucky to have him in your life. Go off if you don't believe it. Bye. >> Explain how I'm lucky. Explain that ran. I told you. Ain't nobody going to with ghosts. And that's in a real way. >> That mic drop. You call that a mic drop? I call that she's a and she ran or he whatever it is. I don't know. And ran ran away from it cuz they knew they
couldn't win. And they're like, "Get him, popsicle. You can't get me. I'm You know who I am. I'm Ghost. You can't with me. >> You believe I was a woman ghosted that sweet voice." >> Dumb ass question, bro. Ain't nobody can with me. I thought we actually uh I'm going to have to run here. But uh I thought we actually hit the sim one. I thought you actually brought up someone. I actually trust you. I thought you brought somebody here that was actually
and the thing is can you just fight for a minute? >> Thing that is a bum one. I've been I know him for I ain't know with him for a minute. I'll be right back. >> Yeah. Okay. >> I don't even want to fight with him. >> So what are you talking about? >> I mean I can't take it. Ghost. >> What's the problem here? >> Thing that is if I knew what the they were. Are you talking about psych or that person that was just up here? >> What's the problem here? That's what I'm
asking. There is no I don't have a problem. >> I handle the problem >> because they're running their mouth about they don't know about. Talking about he's a good he defended you and you should be lucky. I've defended you. you I've you've been on panels with me on one side. It's not not even about and have I always been there. >> I get so jealous because I see like you
know Brandon Q has this cute army of cool robots and my my side and I see ghosts and thing that is and it's sad. >> It is sad. >> Yeah. It's kind of like uh oh you got an army but you have a ghost. You have a Hulk. I'll be feeding all ain't nobody gonna with me. >> That's why it's called too. I mean, I'm happy to because I have I mean, I say I want like be
>> No, bro. You're trying to dodge. You're trying to act like you didn't call me a and then block me and see because remember this. This is a picture of you right here that I made. >> Go ahead and show me. You going to show the knife thing? Yeah. >> You like the face you're making? You see that thing that is? >> Look at it. Yeah. Watch it.
But by the way, this is my greatest friend and I should appreciate that I have him. That was her argument, by the >> Yeah, good. way. >> You're making dumbass CGI or dumb ass animated and I should, you know, I should Yeah, I'm lucky to have you. >> You're a star. >> Even I defend you everywhere you go. You know, >> I'm literally one call away and I always have his ass, but you may think that
look like me. >> I don't give a about none of that. thing the main thing that is look like me in this >> I don't give a about none of that his scene where he looks like me ghost you know remember you know thing that is in that video >> in a real way and I'm beating up on people with >> here is the scene where >> he looks like oh my gosh here's where he
looks like me right here boy it's like we're merging into one Wow. >> I'm gonna make I'm make one with your face, too. Okay. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. >> What are you thinking there, Ghost?
>> I have really >> I'm just uh I just I I'm trying to realize, you know, this is the troll channel. I'm trying to calm down. I just got a little bit amped up there. I'm calming down. >> Jo, what are you doing? Like what are you doing? Like like snorting, you know, cocaine? >> Snorting heroin. You just say snorting heroin, weren't you? >> Well, no. I was going to say injecting heroin restoring cocaine. I don't know what you >> Yeah, I should try inject.
>> Yeah. >> Nodding out. I did just kick him off. >> Oh, I'm sorry. I just made myself bigger. You be nodding off as they say. >> So, nodding unruly at times. >> You watching the Olympic games. >> Do you think I'm unruly at times? Psych.
>> Unruly. >> Yes. like in the way that like you know like like a like a like a Karen Karen out of Walmart is kind of unruly manager is not coming in fast enough. I mean it's like really >> how I mean what are you gonna do? kill something. I mean, it's like I don't know. I don't know what you're like when you're wearing that hat and that high collar that that that black shirt that
you wear like how you change. You could you could I mean, it could be I don't know. What do you do when you're out walking the streets of Mexico and >> Nothing. I usually keep to myself and I get to my destination. >> Bars closed. Good idea. Tequila. >> I just wonder about you sometimes. >> What? I can't hear you. You're
so far from your mic. I'm so sorry. Let's watch something. Hold on. >> No, I'm good. >> Oh, do you want to watch a Roy J? >> I think we've almost seen all of all of them. Chanel is your favorite. Hold on. Let me see. There's a new one.
I typed Toy J. Hold on. Roy. >> Chanel probably just threw something at her phone or >> I'll buy a new one. You know, he's kind of like Robin Williams with like really >> Did you just say he's kind of like Robin Williams
>> a little bit? >> Okay. So, I mean I mean I see him like in 10 pair 10 different pairs of pajama pants >> and that he's not your usual standup comedian. Sure. But >> well, >> I mean I've never seen anything like it. I'll put it that way. Okay. But anyway, okay. So, let's see it. Okay. So, this
is Oh my god. Here's one. What is this? Okay. Oh, Spanish. >> Spanish. >> Okay. So, this is from I guess the the laughter show. Oh, is it I guess it's the same appearance, but there's all these different colors of his shirt. Okay.
Here's he's wearing a pink shirt. Here you go. Enjoy. Enjoy it.
>> You see it? >> I can see it. It's not playing though. >> There we go. >> Oh my god. >> What is this? I've got to talk to someone about this chick that I love or giving her to me. I
thank my lucky stars above. She's everything I want. My true sweetheart, my turtle dove. But she's weird and fat and ugly, but the only one I love. Yes, it's love. >> Stinky love.
I gaze into her face and it's then I realize I've seen potatoes on my plate with better looking eyes. The looking skywards popcorn nose is only half the size. The con adorning her face between those two mint pies. But it's lovely
love. >> Why is he dressed like that? >> I don't know. This is bad though. >> And Mr. universe. She'd certainly win my vote. Women her size aren't born. They're launch just like a boat with lead base around her ankles.
Take these frightened. She always wears a coat. But it's love.
>> Slither man. Listen. Here's advice for you to follow. It might sound weird to you and I mean swallow. >> My god, this is reggae, but it's so bad. >> Oh, it's reggae. >> You'll all be doing it tomorrow cuz it's love, >> but it's done like in a like lounge >> spooky love
>> style.
Oh, here he goes again. I've got no >> cloud.
I can't make a man feel this way. My girl talking about my girl slithered. >> All right. >> Me and my girlfriend just ended a beautiful friendship. We got engaged.
She was weird. Green fingers, red nose, blue eyes, white hairs. >> >> It was like going out with a bunch of gladioli.
>> She used to get so angry horses used to blow up her nose to calm her down. She lived on a house boat. Weird. Anytime she wanted some money, she just went to the bank. She kept a box of Daz on the TV cuz she had no aerial.
>> She was so weird. >> She thought Inter Florida delivered gift wrap margger. >> She was so fond of arguing she wouldn't eat anything that agreed with her. >> Wow. >> She had a biased outlook on life. I don't like this guy anymore. Like >> sister was weird.
>> It's worn off. >> She was a snake charmer. >> He's so bad. >> She married an under >> in the bathroom. They got towels. H and >> Yeah, I think it's real. >> Okay, I'll end it. I'll end that one. Okay. >> It's just Oh,
>> I know it's terrible, but >> I think it was a novelty. It was kind of >> people like that. >> It was absurd at first, but now it's just become annoying. >> So, never play him again. >> Um, can I play you um about the dental plan trap? >> No, man. Why you got to play a video? Why not just chat?
>> Okay, let's chat. What? So, what's How's it hanging? >> It's all right. What about you? What' you do all day? Um, I I mean I made tried to make some a few videos, but I was only able to get really one done completely. Um, but
um I tried and uh trying to clean up a little bit and uh >> you don't do any actual video editing, right? Like it's all done with the AI like you tell the AI to do it, right? >> I I um I use Cut. >> You use what? Cap Cut.
>> Oh, okay. >> And Cap Cut is a video editing software. I mean, it makes it pretty easy to do. I mean, just drag and drop basically and you know, and just like the hardest part basically is like, you know, like you know, changing the temp the tempo of the song to get it perfectly match a certain like length of the song and and uh using
a set picking some few certain effects I usually do and then um editing it in the order you want it, you know, in the length that you want it. You can you can do all that with like Cap Cup pretty easily. >> Yeah. >> So, these places where you get the uh videos and the uh the songs and all that stuff, you you have memberships to them, I guess, because you can't get much free.
>> Well, I mean, it's like I don't mean I mean don't I mean I So, if you get a Google membership, which is $20 a month, you get free YouTube Premium um light with that $8. And so basically that's $12 and then you get a bunch of like you know the credits of the really cool photorealistic AI and so that's what I've been doing the super photorealistic but you get that you know you get a
certain number month usually credits go pretty fast right so that's not very expensive then I do then I do do GPT and and I have just a basic subscription there and a basic to basic one to claude and that's it that's all I >> So you still use cloud code? >> Yes. >> Okay. I use that. And I also use I also use Hermes. And uh
>> so when when >> with what model? >> What model? With what? I use it with I use like a local Lama model. >> Oh, really? >> Yeah. And um I had I mean I just have my basically I had I had Claude set it up >> It's got to be a small model though. for me. >> Um it's not a bad I mean it's my computer's okay. I mean it's like it's not the one like it's not like the
biggest one, but it's like the second >> Yeah. Like how big is it? what 4 gigabytes or something like that. Well, I mean I mean also they have um you know on um on what there's this like API key plays where you can get basically um free APIs like you know they have certain models that are free like the >> cloud versions
>> Nvidia but the Nvidia ones there certain Nvidia ones there's one called uh >> I forgot but they have there's a lot of I always just will like search for like a free model also there's things that they give away credits and stuff in Google and stuff so Yeah, there's a lot of there's a lot of options. >> Yeah, >> a lot of options. >> There's a lot of sites giving chat like
give you free credits for chat, right? So, >> well, you don't get too deep into what you're doing. You can you can use >> AI for free, >> right? I mean, it's like Yeah, absolutely. All the deal. I mean, it's like if you go sign up for a developer as Google or Microsoft, they'll give you basically thousands of dollars of of credits for doing certain things. >> Yeah. and also different schools. But
it's like basically like you know you'll develop these these uh programs. It's like do you want to take a Oh, let's I want you to check take a look at how my website looks right now. Just tell me your your opinion and stuff. >> Okay. >> Is it come a long way, you know? So here we go. I'll show you how it looks. Uh I have it pretty much almost
almost all the way fixed. Okay. Okay. Now this is going to be embarrassing if it doesn't come up. Okay. >> Okay. Here it came up. Okay. And we can we'll look you up to see if they fix that. Fixed your drummer entry. We we always check it. But here we go. So here's the codeex. Check it out.
Okay. It looks pretty, huh? >> Um I had it fixed. I fixed some of the colors and stuff, but see I have these sister sites here. So if you like, you know, want to learn about like if you want to do like, you know, there's like a little mystery school in this living room one, you go here and it says like see loading it. It's like and then it will come in and then you can like
actually do like different stuff. There's like a lot of different stuff that is like basically kind of for me, but I made it so anyone can use it. But um okay let's go to let's go to uh >> and these are all hosted where on uh >> pursel >> I have a database also at um at zeta >> oh yeah
zeta I have a database okay so let's take look at the oracle what do you want to look up at the Oracle thing that is >> whatever just show me >> I'll give you three questions so ask about any person on the show ask about any topic ask about anything you want to hear about >> you're okay so and it says you're warm safe place with a gentle guide. The
world gets better when you're on the inside. That's my quote. Okay. From from about somebody else. Okay. So, what would you like to ask? Just pick up. Oh my god. I remember you can't Okay, never mind. You can never answer these questions. You take so well. >> Okay. So, I'll ask about Mason. Wait, should I ask about Mason the drummer or
should I ask it? >> Mason the drummer. Okay, it says, "Mason the drummer emerges in the archive as the transgressive instigator, a peripheral figure who injects high severity behavioral threats
into private text layers while maintaining a veneer of silent compliance when confronted by authority. He is the focal point of the jar jar shirt dead the lingering covenant that haunts Sandman's lyric portrait and fuels the
Mason's triumph narrative of overcoming online harassment through communal back across episodes his presence is signaled by brief often fragmented utterances I've got Mason's back and play it cool Mason with the psychonomicon records as markers of his volatile yet loyal role
within the inner city storm. In mythic terms, Mason is the ode whose rhythm reverberates through the show's conflict architecture, turning percussive beats into the echoing accusations. He stands as the drum beat of unrest that both propels and punctuates
Psyche's broadcast. The beat never stops. It merely reshapes the battlefield. >> Jesus, I like that one. Wow. They were laying it on thick there. >> But isn't that is it pretty philosophical? I mean, it's pretty cool, I think. >> Yeah, >> it is because like, you know, it goes and >> might be a little much for Mason, though.
>> Well, I mean, Mason wants to be with Chanel and it's like I mean, I think that's I think it's a little bunch for Chanel, too. And for everybody involved watching but >> Chanel's Chanel's got a guy or she's taken. Anyways, >> I thought Oh, no. Not with Mason. Oh my god. What? >> I thought it was with Mason because Okay, so now I ask it.
>> Whatever you want, man. >> I'm going to ask. Okay. Will I ever marry thing that is okay if I ask you that? >> I guess. Yeah, sure. Will I marry thing that is? He's thinking.
He says, "The archive records no ceremony joining you to thing that is while marriage motifs ripple through countless panels. The wise compass entity remains a symbolic guide, never a matrimonial participant. Your query echoes a recurring theme of
union that the broadcast weaves. Yet no canonical thread ties you to that specific bond. Present canonificence. Seek the compass not the or seek the sec seek the compass not the altar. >> Why do I have to go to Turkey for hair?
Why can't I do it here? >> I don't know. You want to ask about Bay Clips? >> Sure. >> Okay, let's see if Bay Clips is interesting. Bay Eclipse. I was thinking, okay, it says
it says Bay Eclipse as the solitary witness within Psyche's low density chat chambers. A steady pulse amid the broadcast lurggical silence. He absorbs the administrative alerts that signal exter external network
threats embodying the archives pattern of solitary vigilance. In chapter 1254, his presence anchors the host's defensive ritual, a quiet counterweight to the electric liturgy that crowns psychia's prophets. The tone sentinel reflects the hidden circuitry of the
show. The solitary witness holds the mirror. That's ba lips. >> Wow. >> Isn't that good? >> So, this thing's basically saying your chat is dead. Bae is in here when your chat is dead. >> Yeah. Well, he may I think he might have killed it. >> It's okay. I mean, it's like a lot of them. So, do you see this is a pretty
cool thing is you see this website right here, the Matangi where it says this. >> Yeah, I see it. >> So, I built this. This is a kind of devotional. You know, I love the goddess Matongi. Um, if we go over to the images, like I did a whole thing. I I put a lot of stuff. There's an interstate. Okay. So, here's like the library. >> Did something pop? I can't see it. I
still just see the old the codeex. >> Oh, you see the codeex? Hold on. Oh, I just for the codeex. Oh, yeah. I'll check I'll close. Do you see this? >> No. No. You don't see anything yet? Okay. Right here. You see this >> that?
>> Yes. >> Okay. So, this is like the 108 names and you can go down and it's like it'll go through each name and what it means and stuff. And so, it's a very meditative thing and you can like learn all about you can even see in Sanskrit just scan it and it'll kind of tell you the meaning of that. Um, you can go into like
the gallery and I think these are Oh, yes. These are some images and stuff. And uh >> weren't you doing one of those sayings whatever daily or in in videos and shorts or something like that? Did you finish them all? >> Um doing doing a daily like a daily something or other >> you were doing were you were doing one
word every video >> and you got up to like I don't know 10 11 or something like that. Did >> I remember I remember I keep doing that. I'm like, "Oh, I'll start doing this page a day of this that I never say for very long." Yeah. Push-ups and stuff. >> But, uh, yeah. Okay. So, I'm gonna I'm going to close that out. Okay. That that was good. Is goes back home. It says, "Ask thing.
Will you go to Turkey and come back with a full head of hair?" >> That's why I asked why do I have to go to Turkey? Why can't I get hair here? >> He can have my hair. I mean I I mean I I like I like had a bunch of hair on the floor >> from my hair. You want my hair? >> It's the wrong color. Sorry. >> That's Sam right there. Look at the drum. Drum.
>> That's based on Sam. >> Why is Sam playing a drum? >> The harbinger of doom. >> Oh, he's playing violin. There was another
>> that's the old world TV.
>> I know. I've seen this a few times already. >> Do you know who this person is? point.
Cairo beneath a blue red moon. A pen strikes fire in a shuttered room. An unseen current enters the hand writing the law. No throne can command the right.
>> Yeah. Weren't you watching this?
orbit.
I heard the thunder out. A new is rising. You're feeling in my bones. Every woman, every man.
The constellation of their own. A new is rising. >> Let the sleeping stars ignite. >> Let the sleeping stars know your will and claim your name. Claim your name. Carry loving to the night.
Oh, tear the veil away. Oh, bring the newborn day. The wheel is turning on and on. The old age dies, the new comes on. The tree is burning without being consumed. 10 gates opening inside the room. Mercy and power. The wand in the blade. A ladder of lightning through shadows is made. Death is a mouth at the edge of unknown. The abyss whether you stand
alone. I gave it my mask, my hunger, my crown. IT SWALLOWED THE BUT WOULDN'T DROWN FOR me on the mirror. Fierce and bright. A winged voice answered in the night. A NEW IS RISING.
I can feel it in my bones. And look for every woman, every man. A constellation of their own. A new way is rising. A new way is rising. >> LET THE SLEEPING STARS IGNITE.
>> LET THE sleeping stars ignite. >> Know your will and claim your name. >> Claim your name. Carry love into the night. Ara in the gate. Ara. Awaken fate. Wand in the right and sword
in the left. Love is the fire and will is the breath.
>> >> The angel is waiting behind my eyes. Not issuing orders from distant skies. No stranger, no tyrant, no van above the
deepest hell. Wearing armor of love, a feathered serles the sun like a prophet and presence becoming as one. Ink becomes fire and fire
becomes sound. The word of the aon is shaking the ground. Break the habit. Break the chain. Walk through pleasure. Walk through pain and name the fear. Face the night. Hold the center. Become the light. Not every hunger is holy desire.
Not every freedom survives the fire. Will is no whim and love is no cage. They are the key to the unen.
I am not dust beneath a thorn. >> I am a star with a course of my own. You are not lost and we are not small. The infinite lives
in the heart of us all. Let Isis awaken. Let Osiris sleep.
No more videos.
Hello. Okay, Midnight. What are you talking about? What the hell? I can't show you anything orange. When was I ever asked to show you something orange? What the
Midnight. Just kidding. I got a minute. Okay. Ready for another Are you ready for another um another analysis? >> No. >> Oh >> I'm going to go smoke. >> Okay. Get out of here. Do it. Okay. Just going to go smoke. I'm going to Oh,
here. Okay. I'm going to do another analysis. So, let's see. What should we do? How about >> I don't think we've done this one. >> You're gonna play another video, eh? >> You gonna play another video? >> Yeah. >> Okay, I'm gonna go for a smoke. >> Okay, go ahead.
You won't learn any new things. >> Camera on. You're a coward. Look how fat and ugly you are. These are fragments from a single 4-hour session. A relentless sprint of overlapping demands and pack mentality insults directed at whoever's in the hot seat. To an outsider, existing in this environment
for minutes, let alone hours, looks like psychological torture. Yet, the same people log in every night to endure a space where everyone seems to despise them. Many of these speakers remain on the panel for the entire duration, returning night after night to the same arguments. This suggests the participants aren't just tolerating the chaos, they are habituated to it. The
hostility isn't random. It follows a specific recurring structure. We call this structure the toxicity loop. It's a self-sustaining cycle relying on hypocrisy and weaponized victimhood to keep moving. While easy to dismiss as mere drama, this loop explains the internal logic allowing hostile echo chambers to function without reaching a
breaking point. Phase one of the loop is performative cruelty. The architecture of a live panel allows a group to isolate a single target and dehumanize them in front of a live audience. We see this when the panel corners a user named Simon. Multiple speakers tag team to demand he show his face, calling him a yellowbelly coward and mocking his
appearance to see who can land the most cutting insult. These insults serve as a performance for the rest of the pack. By attacking a designated target, the speakers signal their status and loyalty to the group. turning bullying into a form of social currency. In this stage, cruelty is a spectator sport. It is stripped of its human impact and used
purely to secure a position within the hierarchy of the panel. That dynamic shifts the moment the aggressors face any actual push back or external pressure. The narrative immediately flips into phase two, weaponized victimhood. The speakers who were just hurling insults suddenly pivot, claiming they don't have hate in their heart.
They begin to complain bitterly about being targeted, doxed, or clapped by rivals, acting as though they are the ones under siege. This phase provides a psychological shield. By adopting the role of the victim, the speakers create a narrative that prevents them from having to answer for their previous actions. Playing the victim acts as an offensive strategy. It creates a moral
justification for their hostility, framing their bullying as a necessary defense against a hostile world. To prevent the group from fracturing entirely, the cycle moves into the self-righteous reset. This is where two long feuding members engage in a public, seemingly mature amends conversation. The acts being apologized for are often
extreme, sharing family docks, threatening parents, and engaging in revenge porn. Yet the participants discuss these events with a casual almost detached tone. The speakers use therapy inflected language like taking accountability to project an image of growth. This performance of moral superiority allows them to feel
enlightened without changing their behavior. The peace treaty serves as a psychological reset button. By declaring themselves morally cleansed, they grant themselves permission to return to the original phase of cruelty with a clear conscience. We know this reset is temporary because the piece rarely survives the end of the stream. Within
minutes of a profound apology, the panel almost relapses into conflict. The participants quickly return to anti-semitic jokes, slurs, and screaming matches. Even as they argue, they maintain their new personas with one speaker insisting he only brings up facts, not drama, while actively participating in a shouting match.
Hypocrisy is the engine driving this environment. Participants rely on constant movement between being the victim and the victimizer to keep the cycle in motion. If the system is designed to turn conflict into fuel, how do you actually stop it? Trying to reason with these communities only provides them with more material. Fighting back only gives them a fresh reason to claim they are being
victimized. You cannot fix this loop by engaging with it. The only way to break a self-sustaining cycle of online abuse is to starve it of its primary requirement, an audience. Log off
my most controversial thing ever. So, we're going back to the the thing that started it all, the original codeex accusations. I know I'm having fun thinking that the camera right now, but
Um,
check this out.
She logged in with the stronger Wi-Fi. Lashes battle in the dawn. Said, "Gather around my children. Put your little fear pants on." She had lore. She had warnings. She had villains in a stack. By the time she hit fraudulent psychic baby, there was no turning back. She said he's got a codeex and it's sinister obscene. A glitter covered super villain with a
spreadsheet and a dream. girl a codeex is not Voldemort. Relax your sermon tone. You made a whole apocalypse out of somebody's Google clone. You say you're above the drama, yet you climbed up on the floor. You say you're not a character. Then why' you hit that note? Stronger, stronger, stronger monologue
at night. Every stream's a trial. Every chat's a grand design. Stronger Wi-Fi stronger stronger. I'm too real for this, but you spun a whole drag oper out of one imaginary disc. Codeex this and that. Girls to the sky. And you brought a fog machine to kill a house fly.
Government name. Government name. She sang it like a prayer like the social security office ought to hand a tiara there. I'm not a character. She cried while posing center stage. Maybe even Shakespeare whisper. That's a lot of scene for one page. She said there's rumors that ex blackmail secret rings of doom. Like every time somebody types a raven leaves the room at this point
if someone cash apps lunch, she'll call the FBI then quote the book of Revelation with a smoky narrowed eye. You say you don't need money. You say you don't need fame. Then why you giving that a name with everyone's full name? Stronger Wi-Fi, stronger lies, stronger scandal in the air. Every rumor gets a halo and a prosecuting glare.
Stronger Wi-Fi, stronger cry, stronger I alone. I'm real. While performing civic virtue in 6in patent heel codeex psychic that trumpet to the sky. Girl, you stage a season finale over one little guy. The fraudulent psychic, the tech framestic,
the codeex crypted, the capitalistic. You said he runs the chatters and the donors and the lore. But halfway through the speech, it sounded like you wanted top,000
joking. Now that line was looking tacky, but your response was so enormous it came dressed in sequins khaki. You took a little side comment and made it biblical in scope like Joan Crawford found a live stream and discovered Christian >> just
cue the organ the choir cue the legal hellfire the I'm unstoppable and fake retire the I don't need your friendship cue the I don't need your cash than 30 more dramatic minutes of exquisitly arranged trash he said I know the internet from modem screen to now as though she personally
installed the first command prompt on a cow. From bulletin boards to browsers, from dial up to doom. She walked in like St. Wikipedia with a perfume. Meanwhile, all the girls and gays and goblins in the chat were watching this extravaganza thinking, "Well, imagine that a codeex made her levitate. A
psychic caused a quake and somehow every road led back to look at me for heaven's sake. Stronger Wi-Fi, stronger lies, stronger spotlight on your face. Every tail becomes a pageant when you enter every space. Stronger Wi-Fi, stronger cry, stronger. I'm the only truth. But your sermon wore a
feather bow and six wigs of youth. Codex this and Codeex that angel cake ON FIRE. YOU turned in each community spat into a Greek choir. Stronger Wii stronger Y stronger need to testify saying I'm not part of your show. I'll never letting
curtains die. So here's to the stronger Wi-Fi, the louder than life decree. the grand cathedral of overreaction built for all to see. She said, "I'm not a character." With her head posed to the sky and the entire room in unison said,
"Baby, neither is a butterfly, but look how hard it flies." Stronger Wi-Fi. >> >> Same old.
>> Perfect timing.
>>
>> Can you believe Midnight is already decorating for Halloween? It's not even Labor Day yet. >> Well, >> um, could be. >> Ghost, get up here. >> Go. So, but what's the point of telling me that midnight celebrate for Halloween? I did. No, she's saying that
in chat or something. Or is that >> I don't know. I'm just I thought that's kind of weird. It's a little soon, isn't it? >> Where did you hear that? >> Yeah, she said it in chat. >> I don't I don't see that. Oh, she said he was mopping for apples.
>> What? >> What? Oh. Oh, we have somebody here. Oh my god, we have Bad Boy Breeze is here. Oh my gosh. Put on put on your um hold on to your hats, everybody. Bad Boy Breezes is in the chat. Oh, he's not. Oh my god, his microphone's not working. Bad boy, are you going to come up? Oh,
hold on. Hold on. He's coming. Oh I wonder. Oh, he left. I don't think that was the real Bad Boy Breeze. First of all, >> probably not. >> I'm call panels. Second of all, Brandon always does. >> Yep. >> He's gonna say you're a pedophile. You're panified and is in this he it's in more annoying voice than than yours.
And then >> that's a tough one to beat. >> I know. But then he's making this accusation which is like he should be looking looking in the mirror and saying instead of screaming at me on my show trying to you know I mean I don't know what he's doing. Who are you talking about puss talking about thing that is Oh never mind. We're talking about
Brandon Brandon. All right. I don't like Look, I'm a ghost. Look at ghost dumb picture. How evil he looks. >> Why you keep showing it? >> He looks like a Beauty and the Beast character. Like, you know, like he and then he's like, "Oh my god." And the mirror breaks and >> looks fine. Like I mean, he looks totally normal as a character, you know,
>> character. And he got mad because he said it was so realistic. He's got a big fish in it. >> Yeah. I don't know why he got mad. I don't know either. What? The Freddy Krueger glove. >> A Freddy Krueger glove. Look at him there. Look, he looks so excited. Look at the mirror. >> I know. He's got one of those Satan
reflections where it shows the same image. >> Are are you mad at me, Ghost? And then Ghost texted me and he's he was so mad. >> Yeah, >> but it wasn't He said I He said it was a privacy, but it's not him. It's like it's like just a representation of him. It's not him
burning bridges live. But it goes most people would say thank you. I mean I'll take you out of the video if you really want. Like I I used to say hide Alex McQueen's picture that he g me that he has one eyebrow. He looks like you know Ray Leota with like you know like a very advanced you know aging disease. But I mean it's fine. Um Alice McQueen was
doxing my my mom saying it's like oh go so out of line >> McQueen was >> yeah going on 2420s for no reason and he dogs or he poor mom show like that like and then he like for no reason and then he's like whining he can't get back and I mean I was kind of happy because it was
like I was like okay Alex McQueen is like I mean it's just like remember when someone paid me $50 once and I and I it was the biggest thing. I had to repay them and everything and then then you know Sam Manning and Eldo ripped me off of a cash app >> five bucks though. >> No 20 25 bucks they did. >> I thought it was just five.
>> No, they then they did a $20 thing. Eldo was gonna said pay $5 for the carpet and $20 for the other thing. And then I did >> Oh, for the shovel. >> Yeah. And I did it and I showed it and then he said okay. Oh. He said Oops. I sent it to Sammon instead and then they then Sammon like played like this like clip. It's like they're like W and then
they're like just like some like basketball kind of like like street kind of clip and then they start laughing and then I just got mad and I left and then I like you know I think I sent them requests. I even like demon like I think I paid like I I gave like a dollar to Elder just to get his attention about like the request and stuff and then he >> Yeah. But didn't you say you were going
to report him? Yeah, but if he didn't pay me, but he then he then he didn't pay me and he denied them and stuff. So that's what I do until then. But but I did report the person that sent 30 um requests for stuff and harassing me like over and over again and their name was content on Cash App and I reported them but and Zam
man it's like I just feel like and then I had also like you know I was trying to tell Zam unban me from this I'm trying to like you know handle things like this and he has his mods just attacking me all the time. You're a mod for Prairie Page Nine Nickel. You know, I saw I saw this guy Beetleju. You remember Beetlejuice? Beetlejuice. Uh that guy um this
>> Yeah, I've seen Beetlejuice around. >> Remember him? You see? Oh, you ever go to Emma's chat thing? >> No, >> you don't. Where do you see things? Where do you see Beetlejuice? >> Saw Beetlejuice in uh was it beatas or >> Oh, he has some beatas. >> Sans maybe beat us. >> Well, he hasn't been he hasn't been here like over a year, but he like you know
he I went over there. Oh, hello. And he's like Emma's mod and stuff like that, right? Shocking. I mean, I say I know he was at the time. I mean, I think I got I think he got kicked out of Emma's once and I got him back in or something like that. And the same with another person, but it's like then I got once I start getting kicked out of there. It was like that was just
bad. And uh but I went to a chat again. I I know people are saying, "Oh, his is God said he was going to be on the show in 30 days or he would eat his hat and he hasn't been back in a while." >> Are you going to do a reading? Why do you have the cards in your hand? >> I was going to do a reading for you. >> Nice. >> You'd like a reading? Okay. >> Sure. I
>> think that is first one I have for you is refusal. And so this is like I I mean so refusal. I don't think this is somebody refusing you even though there's a woman on this card and she's like has her back turned to you and stuff and it's like it says refusal. I think this is almost your energy in a way of like you do have people like reaching out to you and it's like and you're kind of like no no no like I know
it's like people like that even when they have the silly stupid ideas it's like there's people reaching out and you're kind of like still like you know very much on your terms and like no >> okay I mean that's what I'm speaking of that there's no one that said no to you I don't think someone turned you down for something but then we do have a backstabber too and so maybe someone hurt your feelings there's a backstabber comes
So your back got stabbed and then it's like a refusal too. So maybe this is that person in same energy is like they're >> Yeah. Maybe I turned my back on someone and they backstabbed me. >> Yeah. >> Maybe it was ghost. >> Maybe it was your refusal or theirs to listen. Look at the Oh my gosh. Then we have a cat. You have a cat. Okay. >> Oh,
>> it's a cute little cat. >> Maybe it was you, Psych. >> Well, you know, it's like this. I mean, even though this cat has like a human, he looks like a human mouth. Um I mean, it's like I'm I don't know. I trust this cat right here. It's a little bat cat. Number 10, which is Capricorn energy, which is like, you know, the wheel of fortune. Um, so I think that there's like maybe like some kind of cycle
that's completed with all this all that negative stuff. And then I also see like they're kind of like also like almost in the same position right here. You see how they look right there? See, they're like both like looking like that. There's a couple too, but they weren't like they were like, you know, so you don't >> think they're all facing the same direction, >> right? And what is this? And what is this thing? I I found this card. What is
this? You're you're a Nazi now. There's >> that's not a card. >> Oh my gosh. Okay. Well, that was I think that was just an extra thing. Okay. So, let me pull Let me pull a few more. Okay. We have the mad woman. Maybe this is the woman that's near future. Oh, that looks kind of like you. >> Holy crap. This is all coming out to be one hell of a story. >> Yeah. >> So, I'm going to be I'm going to turn my
back on someone. I'm going to get stabbed in the back. >> Yeah. Well, this is named the mad woman >> by a crazy by a mad woman. And what was the third just like you? It could be beta because she has a you know, beta doesn't have that much hair. >> What was the third card again? >> Well, there's a cat. You know, the cat. >> Oh, yeah. The cat. That's right. >> There with a cat.
>> So, >> oh no. Peta is gonna do me in. >> Yeah, >> Peta is gonna be doing be doing some some witchcraft on you. >> Yeah. >> And then Oh my god. Like you're going to twist it up in something. >> Oh my god. >> A contract with her. You're not >> Oh my god. Dang.
>> Yeah. >> Oh my god. >> Yeah. It looks like you might you might I mean you might have to like have your you know have it get make sure your arm's not been broken. That's almost like I'm trapped. >> Looks like It looks like um a little triangle. It's almost like a pyramid scheme. Or have you ever seen like Santa's Santa's college cottage? >> No. >> Oh, you haven't? Okay. Oh, we used to go this place called Santa's Village in Big
Bear. It was so cool. >> Oh. Oh, and here, look at this. The disguise. Is this you? Who's in the disguise? >> Oh my god. >> How you NorCal's out NorCal dresses up when he walks around? >> It doesn't look like NorCal. Yeah. >> Is this Is this you on an alt and look at there? That is thing that is because as you can see there's you all pretending to someone else. >> Well, maybe after all this
>> after all this deceit and being stabbed in the back, maybe I take a mask and I go into hiding. >> Yeah, but but you find >> Oh my god. >> I want to find out. I want to hear all the good things you found out about me when you were like, you know, started spying on me. I'm a very gen. I'm a little private dancer, aren't I? >> It's kind of weird that you gave him a
reading but not me. You always That was you that talks through the camera to me, right? I mean, it's somebody on a voice changer, but I'm >> kind of rude. You get >> talking. >> There's somebody in chat. Every time when the show ends, like a voice comes out of this. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. Angel. And he said he's the angel of music.
>> Oh my god. >> Do some card. >> I'm trying to Okay. Is it your card yet? No. No. Hold I think that's the thing is thing is >> don't mind. >> So So I don't know. Maybe this woman's in his disguise. I don't I don't know. I mean it's like you know you said Halloween. >> It might be a transgender >> Halloween. >> Oh my gosh. >> What are you talking about? >> Oh my god.
>> Don't sleep with her. Look it says you'll get an infection. >> Oh my god. >> Don't Don't >> This is terrifying >> thing that is do not sleep with that Don't >> do not >> do not do it. Are you talking about >> who is that? I don't know who that is. Is that VA?
Nobody has ever been mean to you thing. You have been deceived by anybody around here. Oh. Oh, guess who like what the hell? >> Can't even get a card reading around here. Now we have a guest. >> Hey Si. >> Hi sweetheart. How are you? >> Good. How are you? >> Good. Show tits. >> Good.
>> Hey. No. No. A ghost. Nobody's showing their tits except >> thing is showing his tit right now. Look at his ball. >> No, that's not his tit. That's just
>> I have a I have a car I have from Rain. So Rain, you've come out of this bar this barrel child mode. >> Hey Rain, she skipped the line. I was next. Oh, female privilege. >> So, Rain, there's I mean, there's you What are you doing in there? >> That is He skipped me. >> E, >> I don't know. You're biting your arm. >> I see that ghost. >> Why are you biting your arm? >> Yeah, skip me. No. >> What the >> Fight for your rights, ghost.
>> Rain, know. >> Hey, you white night sip. That's my card reading. >> But rain. Rain. Also, we have we have like this crematorium. >> Oh my god. >> I like I don't know. Is this where they >> right? Yeah. him. >> I don't know. But there's a creature. It has a two pillars on it. Looks like almost like a like a like a >> I don't know. >> That's a very sinister psych. >> Something but it will be burned or
something. I don't know. >> That's a very sinister psyche. >> I know. It looks a little bit Oh my gosh. And this is Are you fragmented from all the MK Ultra? >> Like look. >> I hate MK. >> Looks like a marijuana. Marijuana. >> I hate MK Ultra. >> You hate it. I know. Isn't that terrible? Look at all the eyeballs. >> Why the did she get to skip the line? Uh, front of the bus.
>> Picasso. >> Yeah, it's Paul's Picasso. >> No, I was first. >> You ever heard the theory that Picasso was actually >> No, I was first. >> Picasso was actually Albert Einstein in disguise. >> Oh, come on. >> I'll give you Yeah, >> being disrespectful. Okay. >> Shut up, ghost. You're in my ear just yelling something. >> Oh, my bad. >> You're ruining the whole >> Listen, I can yell something.
>> You're ruining the reading. Let Psyche do it thing. >> Thank you. >> It's my reading. You skipped ahead of me, dumb dumb. Sh. >> Ladies, have you heard ladies first? >> Ghost, look at this. This is me strangling you. >> Oh my goodness. Ghost. >> Oh my god. >> These are violent. I know these. I'm
sorry but >> you want a scissor with thing. That is >> You want a scissor with this? I don't know. I mean, it's like >> No, I'm not. Maybe she wants I'm not >> I don't know. No, I'm taking weirdo. >> I think you just you just want to use your hand, I think. Right. >> Can I get a card reading? I'm >> Ghost, look, >> my card reading, >> No, she skipped me. No, she skipped me.
>> Ghost, >> I was here first. >> Ghost, look at I Ghost. I'm reading your cards right now. >> Ghost, you got the remember you got the strangling something and then you have like you like you you have this evidence, you know. >> You know thing that is I feel disrespected. I got skipped and now my feelings are hurt. My feet hurt. >> What's with the knuckles? >> No, don't say all my feelings are hurt.
>> You skipped completely. >> I'm hurt. >> Can you apologize? >> No, >> you're throwing a tantrum right now. >> Yeah, >> I'm throwing a temper tantrum because my feelings are hurt. >> What is this? >> My feelings. >> There's a movie with a league of your a league of their own. I care about a movie, but my feelings
said he said there's no crying in baseball. >> There's no crying. I'm not crying, but my teeth hurt. >> You are crying. >> Ghost, why are you so loud? Stop it. >> Okay, ghost. >> Lower his mic. >> See their own. >> Do you understand THE WORDS THAT ARE COMING out of my mouth? >> Sh. Ghost, >> lower his mic. >> Okay, Ghost, I have two more cards for
you. Oh my god. >> Dang, my cards. I don't accept them. So it's like you have his ear tattoos all over your >> It's It's rain. >> Ghost got a BB. >> Yeah, he got ghostb >> latina. Look at this one for rain.
>> E, >> it says rain card. >> It's ugly. >> Well, she's cute. I mean, maybe maybe >> Yeah. Rain off that makeup. That might be ugly. It looks more like it. It looks more like thing that is >> you don't talk to him like that. >> You got bird. It looks like you don't look like that bird. >> You don't be disrespecting him like
>> And you look like that bird thing. that. Whatever. It's like he has >> And you look like a that sells it for $10. >> Don't play with thing that is. Yeah. >> Just stand. Are you drinking it from a bottle? Poison. Be careful. Okay. >> It's like you do is is reading. Damn. brain. Be careful. Pregnancy pregnancy and a specimen. Are you going to have a few months? >> I'm pregnant.
>> I don't know. >> Am I pregnant? >> Well, I'm just saying as a sculpture, but then she's like kind of pregnant. >> Am I pregnant? The better question. Are you We don't know. We figure we going to figure it out. >> I said who knows. >> >> Oh, >> luckily we had a thing that is
ScoobyDoo. Where are you?
>> Right here. Are you eating M&M's? >> Are you eating plant bees? >> Are you eating peanuts?
He's eating a trail mix, weirdo. >> Can you leave my boy alone? He's hungry. You leave him alone. >> Well, duh. Like, cuz you don't feed him. >> I don't think he has to eat. >> Send Psychi some donations. >> I I sent I don't think you've ever sent a single donation in a real way. >> I have. >> All right. Prove it. Send him one right
now. >> I've sent him my time and you know, >> he ain't send You say Oh my god. Oh my. >> You know what? Psyche. My thesis are hurt. I don't like her attitude. >> I like your background thing. That is >> Yeah. Kind of like a nuclear fallout or something.
>> A little bit. >> But like psychedelic. >> Very psychedelic. >> Yeah. It kind of remind me of like Gaylord. >> Yeah. I like it. >> Everything reminds me of Gaylord though. This is the one I have. >> Listen, listen. You ain't gonna talk to me like that. You ain't gonna talk to me like that. >> Think it is. Would you date? Would you This is Christine. Would you want to
date Christine? >> Would you date? >> I think it is. >> I wouldn't date you either, >> 18. >> What a thing that is. I just got your message. You said you'd suck it from the back. >> Can I ask Can I play theme song? I want you I want you to tell me if it's better
than my song. >> Another song. >> No, it's Christine's song. >> No, I don't want I'm going to leave. >> Cuz Well, then leave. Nobody wants you. >> I didn't ask you, >> Exactly. Hold on. >> See you with my content. Okay, >> you agreed. >> Okay, go ahead. Yeah, play that Go ahead and play that and watch what
happens. Okay, >> this is Christine song. And you can hear her like you can hear her chuckling throughout it. >> Um Christine 666. Oh, 666. Okay, there's a lot of sixes in it. Okay, I found it. Found her picture. Okay, >> she's asleep, weirdo. >> Here's her latest live and this is her
song and I want to hear is is this better than my music or worse? >> Oh, not the Christine song thing. Come on. You love the song thing that I know you love. >> It's terrible. >> It's one of the best songs in the world. I'm gonna share it. >> Ready? >> Okay. >> No. >> You ready for it?
>> All right, y'all. Christine just fired up the live stream, so buckle up. Christine is backstage with all the tea to spill and today's headlines are already messy. Just opened a fresh can of opinions and she is ready to call it like she sees it.
>> I like how happy Psyche is right now. Truth bombs flying all around the world. YouTube streets full of drama and conspiracy views. Everybody arguing don't have a clue. Politicians talking influences to YouTube going wild with the back and
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my ass. Just saying. >> Why you laughing? What's so funny?
>> Um, let Psyche have his fun, weirdo. Okay.
Just saying.
>> All right, y'all. All right, y'all. Christine just fired up the live stream. >> I can't I can't stop it. Hold on. stage with all the spill and headlines are already messy. just opened a fresh can of opinions and she is ready
and conspiracy views. Everybody arguing, some don't have a clue. Politicians talking with the back and forth feud. Coffee brewing microphones.
>> Okay. God, I couldn't get it to stop. Sorry everybody. That was probably killing your ears. Hey Cage. >> Alexander, you're sitting in back. >> Yeah. Why is Alexander What the >> He's sitting in back. I And I don't know why he's here. >> Why? He followed you over here.
>> Yeah. Hold on a second. Alex, you get one chance. Good morning. >> Don't never play that song again. That was torture, >> I know. I couldn't turn it off. And don't call me names. >> No, that that wasn't No, that's a lie. >> I haven't been for a while. >> I haven't been. >> You're too old to be playing intro
songs. >> Goodbye. Goodbye. >> Yeah. Did you use that to generate that? >> Oh god. Do what? >> Did you use to generate that? >> Somebody made it for me. >> Okay. They use and if if you look I I
could show you years ago what it was. >> God. Okay. How was that? What do you think? >> No, I don't like that song. >> You don't like the Christine song? >> No. >> Thank you. You don't like it? Oh, raise back. >> No, it's No, it's not my kind of thing.
>> It's not catchy. You're not It's not going to be in your head like you know >> later midnight. What's that? >> Why are you being a hater on Psyche's song? >> You ever say you >> not? It's not Psych song. >> You made it. >> No, he didn't. >> He produced it. >> No, he didn't. >> I I did. >> No, he didn't. You have no idea what you're talking about.
>> Yeah, he did. You don't know what you're talking about. You're not a connoisseur >> Jesus Christ. You of music. >> bald weirdo. My AI >> like you can never say anything positive. >> I Why do you want to make >> What the are you talking about? That's Christine's song. Psych had nothing to do with it. I don't know what
the you're going on about. >> Don't you know that I work with I work with trading AI. So anything that AI does a little bit of me there. >> What? Psych? I can't hear you, man. >> Never mind. Okay. So, it says she can be a Ray is such a mean girl. It says you are you have you have fun thing. You have a fun
thing. I'll see you later. Uh have a good stream. You don't have no one to get out of your own way. She's going to body you tomorrow. And that's because you're you're emaciated drug >> How am I mean when he's over here being user. negative about Spikey's song? >> I don't know. Why are the other people so mean? I like psyche song.
>> I go to my chat. Everyone's like, "I hate you. You're a you're a drug." I mean, every drug. I'm just like I'm just here trying to have fun and make people laugh. Honestly, it's so hard. Oh, >> you asked me if I like Christine's song. I said no. >> And now you're getting on me about your song.
>> I like your answer to that to that, but it's like you wouldn't you said you didn't like it. Well, well, why why don't you like it? I mean, do you like any of I mean, do you like any of my songs, though? I mean, it's like >> for what song? >> Any of my songs you like or >> Okay, thank you. >> That's a big compliment. >> Which one? Name one. >> I don't know what they're called.
>> He's a liar, Psyche. >> You But do you do you always like leave when you hear that I'm playing playing a song to introduce the show? Do you always leave or do you sometimes watch? >> A lot of times I do or I just mute. >> A lot of times you do >> or I just mute. Oh, you mute it completely. You just like I don't hear it all >> because you're a hater >> sometimes because you keep playing the same things over and over and over again.
>> Brand new premiere. I mean, it's like >> I don't forget them, right? Like I remember it. >> Oh, you watch >> keep playing it over and over. It's just tedious. >> You're a cultist. You're supposed to be you're supposed to >> I'm not I'm not you know I don't like being >> you just >> I can't be brainwashed. This just is not gonna happen. It's like no eventually. I mean, it's like, you know, >> then what are you here for if you're not
here for cult of psyche? We're all cult of psyche. >> I mean, it's like all the men are going to turn to my sex slaves. All the women are going to become um lesbians and they don't have to have kids anymore if they don't want to. >> Well, then I'll be around to watch it >> and all the men have to take it in the ass by psyche. >> Yeah. And I'll and I will have sex with every and I'll be I'll be like the the
init wedding initiation. >> What? I get to have their sex with their husband at least once or the best man if they really don't want me to sleep with I'll sleep with the best man and they have to choose like a really cute date for me. >> That's that's a rule in the cult. >> Yeah, but I'm going to be that woman though. I mean it's I'm gonna be different. >> Why don't you just make it a rule that you marry the men? >> Because in Puerto Rico they don't have
the gay marriage yet. But because I'm turning to a Puerto Rican >> Oh, you're gonna go to Puerto Rico? >> I can't give away all my plans right now. >> >> You know, there's people watching the show. You know, >> please >> your eye on some property down there. >> Might already be in Puerto Rico as far as you know. >> True. >> Really don't know. All you see is
Christine's face. >> True. You could be. >> Looks like a pumpkin made of leather. I mean I mean I mean it's like a pumpkin. It looks like Leatherface's mask. >> Oh, >> yeah. It looks like those granny made
out of apples, right? >> Well, that's very obscure. Okay, I remember. Yeah. >> You've never seen them? I usually see >> Halloween. They the baked apples that would kind of look like that. They were So, I mean, that's very obscure. I mean, why would you? >> What? >> Because that's what it looks like. It looks >> And you And you look like Freddy K old ladies. Like it looks like like they're
little dolls, but the only head is an apple. It's a dried up. >> You look like Freddy Krueger on crack. >> R, you're so brilliant. Hold on, I'm going to get it. I'm going to get this. Make >> What's that? >> Nothing. >> I said you look like Freddy Krueger on >> I'll be right back. I'll be right back. crack. >> Where are you going? >> I have to um I have to do something real quick. >> But that's a cool fedora.
>> Okay, back. Okay, perfect. The smile thing that is just get a big smile. Perfect. Perfect. Thank you so much. >> What are you doing? >> It's like you do it. >> I'm just gonna turn my camera off so you don't you don't get kicked off. >> What are you gonna do with my image?
>> Oh my gosh. We're all just having fun here. >> Are we? >> Yeah, we are. Except you. Yeah, >> clearly >> order some Denny's.
So yeah this is it. >> You ordered Denny's or what? >> No, someone said in chat to order Denny's. I haven't had Denny's in decades. I don't even know if there are any left up here.
>> Didn't they go out of business or something? >> I thought so. That's why I I don't know if there's any left.
>> Oh, I had some chicken earlier. You made it >> chicken >> homemade? >> No. Popeyes. >> Popeyes. >> Yeah, they have Popeyes in Mexico. You didn't know that? >> No. >> Well, they do. And we have Little Caesars.
>> Does it taste like the American ones? >> Um, it tastes a little different, but it I would say the fruit tastes better than, you know, in the USA. >> Yeah, I know. When I was in um in Panama, I went to a KFC. It was disgusting. Like it was
>> Well, that's Panama. >> Tasted nothing like up here. >> Well, yeah, that's Panama. You know, you're going to have, you know, like water over there. >> Yeah. I don't know what the hell kind of chickens they were using. >> I don't know kind of water foul, I imagine. I don't know.
I don't trust anything further down south from Mexico. >> It's probably that's that's a good way to travel. Don't go too far south. >> Exactly.
>> Although I wouldn't mind going somewhere to South America. I mean uh the Southern Hemisphere somewhere like Australia. Oh, you wouldn't want to be in Brazil or anything like that. >> Not Brazil. No. >> What's that? >> Carneada. I think go to Clumsy's house for some carneada.
>> Um, yeah. No, I mean I'm going to mine places in South America. I wouldn't mind going to like Argentina or something like that. Chile. Hey, Clumsy, when you get a chance, can you come up here real quick whenever you
know you have the time? But um yeah, garden is always good. >> Say it again. >> I said garden salad is always good if you never had it. >> I don't think I have. Even when I was down in Mexico recently, I didn't have very much Mexican dishes.
I mostly stuck to American. What what did you eat over there? >> Mostly stuck to American. American. They had some Chinese. They had Italian like pastas. >> I said like things that are not American. >> Oh. Um I don't know. I couldn't remember the names. >> Like did you have tacos?
>> No. Although I did take a um uh what are the what the are the things called that you put that you put the tacos on in? >> What do you mean? Like the meat? >> No, no, the uh the breadish thing. The bread thing. >> The tortillas.
>> Tortilla. That's it. Although I did take some tortillas and I put some uh some chicken from another plate in them. That was pretty good. >> Well, yeah. You have to have the authentic tacos. Like, come on. >> Yeah, >> psyche. That's you as a woman.
>> I think so. >> Well, he's a very pretty woman. >> Some crows feet up there. >> Better use some oil of ole. >> Would you would you hit on her? Uh
uh I don't know. >> Yeah, you would. >> You can't tell from just a picture, right? You got to see the p person in motion. It could just be a a bad angle. You know how that is. >> No, I don't. I never take bad angles.
Oh People want visits you while you sleep. What the hell, man? >> It didn't I guess they didn't want to burn burn your face. But I mean, so you look like a nice Freddy Krueger, but it's like, you know, you did horrible things and you're going to have to be like punished. >> Not every dream is safe. >> I know. He visits you while you sleep. How did pick up all that? I didn't know
why you do that. I remember you were like, you know, >> look great. >> It does look like me. It does. I mean, it's like it's uncanny a little bit. It's like >> you. >> I want to see. >> I know. It does look like me a lot. So, >> you have that kind of hat and that kind of sweater. Do you agree? >> But it looks like I have hair. If you look at the ears, right by the ears, it
looks like sideburns. >> A little bit of 5:00 shadow. It doesn't look like you have like hair. >> No, man. It looks like I have hair there. >> No, it's just your your your head. You look at like Oliver Hardy with like a with a with like a >> No, >> like Oliver Hardy. >> I don't know. But look how big that or Indiana Jones a little bit. How about that?
>> No. >> It's just the way your hair is shaped. >> Hold on. Let me try another one. >> Well, now you have your Halloween costume. >> Yeah. Really? >> Yeah. All you have to do is like um get like this get this get this image printed on a shirt and then it's like and then you say this is my Halloween costume on the back of it.
>> You're not going to visit me while I'm sleeping weirdo. >> Can I can I stay Can I stay with you? >> I don't think I'll be visiting anyone while they're sleeping. That's not what I do. >> Can I come stay with you over this Halloween season? >> No. >> No. >> Okay. >> I mean, you can stay in the city if you want. I can't we can meet for breakfast or brunch.
>> Can I just put like a sleeping bag in your backyard or that? >> No, there's no room in the backyard. Garden >> have a huge garden. You said you're >> Yeah, it's all garden, man. There's no room. >> I can But that's a That's why it's called a garden bed. I can sleep in that. >> It's called nature's bed. I mean, it's like what's People are so uptight these
days with stuff. Okay. So, hold on. I'm gonna put Okay. Okay, hold on. >> Wait, just let psyche sleep in your sacred garden. Damn. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I mean I'm not talking about your your metaphorical garden. I'm not gonna like >> metaposal garden. What? Damn. I'm trying to just, you know,
Chris. Okay. I looked outside my window this morning and I saw Chris K and it looked like, you know, a very like a >> like are you serious? I I saw the the house and I called the police. >> Um I I mean it's like you >> seriously there find my address and come out calling
>> Chris went to your house. Psyche. >> I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. But he's been asking to he's been asking to Chris, please don't come. I don't have any room. It was just It was a bit for the show. It went too far. Way too far. But he's But he's there to take you up on a deal, man. >> I know, but I made I made a deal just to play with his butthole, and I don't even really want to play with it anymore.
It's like it's all a mistake. >> So, you don't really want to play with this butthole? >> I don't want to anymore. I mean, it's like, >> it's getting too real. >> I'm getting too old for this you know? It's like, you know, like like, you know, I'm bored with buttholes. I mean, it's like I want I I think I need the idea to say an alien and then the alien will
have like all these different things. >> Okay. What are your other options if you're tired of buttholes? What are your other options? >> Um I can I can date someone with a coloss bag and then >> Oh my god. >> I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. No, no, no. Um, I I I I was like, you know,
if I if I dated somebody in a wheelchair, I could get on in the front of every line, you know. >> I mean, you do have a points like that is another hole like the colosity bag. You just remove the bag, >> right? I mean, talk about, you know, that's so easy to clean. I mean, as compared to like, you know, you know, the alternative. I mean, where else?
>> That's even nastier than the anus, man. I mean, come on. >> Oh my god. It won't like put a hockey mask on on the Freddy Krueger face. But I mean, it's like it's going to tell it to >> But Freddy didn't wear a hockey mask. >> No, I know, but I'm making you Jason and stuff. >> Just Just remove the hockey mask. >> Okay. I'm just doing I'm just starting a new chat. I mean, sometimes it gets all
It's all finicky, but it's like No, I can't. But like I said, I know you're just you're thinking of like, you know, the the horror person and it's like I'm like, "No, just just just put him put him in mask." Okay, let me see if we'll just do this one. Put it a >> The hell are you saying? >> Nothing. >> This is called fun with psyche. >> Okay, I'm gonna animate
the other one though. I'm gonna animate this this one. This one on screen. Oh, but you don't like this one too. You're beautiful, aren't I? >> Is that a Puerto Rican flag in the back there? >> Psyche. He said he said that you were ugly and you wear that's I mean I think I look beautiful. I look like the mayor. >> I think you look pretty.
I could have been the mayor's daughter. >> Thing was like thing was talking about your crows feet. >> You look like uh Linda Cart. Not Linda Carter. What's the one that played Wonder Woman? >> Linda. Oh. Oh. Um Linda McCartney. No. >> No. >> Galo or something like that. >> No, no, no. The the early early the TV Wonder Woman. >> Oh, I mean not Wonder Woman. Bionic
Woman. Bionic Woman. Sorry. >> Watch Bionic Woman. Come on. >> Jamie something. Jamie Lee Curtis, >> Lindsay, Lindsay Wagner, >> Lindsay Lohan. How about Have you seen the new the new series of the Golden Girl? Have you seen this Golden Girl? >> Like, come on. You're not a redhead. >> Look right there. >> Yeah, I've seen this.
>> Yeah. See, there's um there's Sandman's the Golden Girl. That black lady is I'm not even gonna say the name. Christine is uh Rose and and that is like the I think that creature from uh the the centipede the centipede the human centipede
>> revenge of the human centipede. >> Yeah. Looks like looks like the caterpillar from from that exploded and and it's giving some credited but no >> terrible man. >> It's a golden girls and I like how >> so catty >> I am. >> I know. Hey, >> And people and someone thought I was turning into a dog and I was a cattle. Who would have thought?
>> Okay. Thing is, should I animate this? I'm gonna animate that real quick. Hold on. >> I thought you were doing another picture. >> Okay. >> Animate it with the claws. >> I did the picture on him. >> It did the picture for me. Okay, I got it. Hold on. Let me let me save it as as an image.
>> So, you put the claws on him. Okay. Oh, yeah. Okay. I'll do that next. I'll see if you're gonna do that next, but let me let me show you what I have so far. I mean, this is taking a little long because I'm drunk. Okay. Here we go. >> You know how Freddy Krueger has the claws? >> Yeah, I remember that. I I was a huge nightmare. Oh, shoot. Damn. Okay. Is
this it? Nope. No. Okay. Where is it? Okay. It does look pretty good. Um, I just save it. >> What are you animating with? >> Um, well, I mean, it's like I'm I'm using Meta, but Meta doesn't make videos anymore, and it's like I don't let them
know if they'll animate it properly, but I'm just saving it still because it's like it's going kind of slow. But, um, okay. Open with um what? Paint. Okay. Save it with JPG. Okay. So thing that is you can use this for
your new wallpaper if you want. Here you go. Okay. Says bald man. Oh, okay. Got it. Perfect. This is it. >> Bald man. >> Yeah. Thina is do you like this picture? you. How would you think the ladies would respond if you showed up uh in a chat with this?
>> What? >> Huh? >> E. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. >> That's That's your actual body from >> I know. I know. I can see my chin, too. Or at least part of it. >> E. That does look bad. >> You look pretty That's not a standard
hockey mask for for Canada, is it? >> It's the old oldtime goalie mask from like the 60s. >> I mean, you look like I mean, you look it looks like a mime's kind of like I mean like or like a Japanese kabuki mask. I mean, it's >> it's what he wears for a freakoff. He's >> wearing and but it's like you look like you were also in the swimming pool, so all the blood came off.
That how you that how you got throw all the blood. >> I don't like that. That's ugly. >> Okay. You don't like >> You are ugly. >> I know, but this is even worse. >> I have a few I have a few more looks for thing that is But you don't like my But what's wrong with my picture? Like why are you being >> I didn't say anything about it. What? Um is that is that a Puerto Rican or >> you commented you said he had crows
feet? >> No, I'll show you the story. The thing is you don't >> Is that a Puerto Rico flag or Texas in the back? story thing. This is a sad the saddest story I ever told. But I'll tell I'll tell the story. >> Just tell me what the flag is. >> Oh, the flag is um Puerto Rico. >> Puerto Rico. >> Puerto Rico. >> Yeah, because I'm becoming >> Texas is very similar. >> I'm becoming a Puerto Rican woman. And
so that's >> No, it's not. It doesn't have stripes. I mean, >> Texas has a very similar flag. >> Okay. So this is um um the behavior of the void here. >> You observe the modern live streamer in its natural enclosure. The behavior
often feels like a broadcast sent directly into an empty void. At first, the subject appears entirely at peace. He sits quietly alone in a dark room, plucking away at a calima, casually noting that playing this instrument is where his true talents lie. The only other inhabitants of this space are his cats, a local fauna that wanders in and
out of the frame. They offer zero environmental feedback to his actions, remaining completely indifferent to his broadcast. A live streamer operating without an active chat is like an organism detached from its ecosystem with no audience to push back. There are no boundaries, leaving the subject primed for a display of dangerously unchecked behavior. To generate a
response, the subject initiates a behavioral display. He leans into the microphone and announces a comprehensive identity transition, citing April Fool's Day as the catalyst. He casually informs the silent room of the drastic modifications he plans to make, announcing his intention to transition into a black Puerto Rican woman. In a
standard broadcast environment, a producer or a live chat would immediately react, laughing, cringing, or telling him to stop. Here, the silence is absolute. No one is present to validate the joke or push back on the premise. Deprived of that necessary feedback, he digs deeper into the bit. He rationalizes this bizarre new
identity by claiming it will finally grant him a linguistic loophole to use racial slurs, awkwardly trying to validate the plan by citing the etmology of the word and linking it to the real world African nation of Niger. When a display is met with a total vacuum, the organism's instinct isn't to retreat. Instead, it exponentially increases the
intensity of the signal. The persona begins to mutate in real time. He rapidly cycles through names for the identity, starting with Alexandria, then tweaking it to Alexandria, shortening it to Drea, and finally settling on Alexandra Bates. The medical interventions he outlines scale in absurdity. He proposes beginning the
physical transition by acquiring a tub of cheap silicone straight from Home Depot. Seeing his black Persian cat wander by, he immediately incorporates the animal into the routine, deciding he will undergo a fur transplant to match its coat. Seconds later, the parameters of reality break down entirely as he pivots unprompted, announcing he
actually wants to be a 675year-old alien witch. We are watching a process resembling cellular hypertrophy without any external regulatory signals to govern its growth. The bit is multiplying rapidly and abnormally. In the absence of an audience, the joke loses its comedic structure entirely. It mutates into a chaotic evolutionary
performance, desperately throwing itself against the walls of an empty room, hunting for any sign of a reaction. The performance soon demands a physical form. He pulls masks over his face, rolls his shirt up, and ties it Daisy Duke style to display his abdominal muscles to the camera. Standing in this makeshift disguise, he outlines a
hypersp specific hypothetical scenario. If a viewer donates $100, he will walk exactly like this to a local McDonald's to pick up food. He maps out the environmental risks of this theoretical journey, displaying an acute awareness of the danger inherent in walking past the local police station dressed as a half- naked masked provocator. To
solidify the construction of this avatar, he adopts a formal news anchor cadence, officially establishing his broadcast persona as the host of IP2 wiki. Newtime, the prank has successfully metastasized into a hermetically sealed alternate reality. Maintaining this complex architecture of masks, voices, and hypothetical
scenarios requires an immense, exhausting amount of solitary cognitive effort. Then the comedic momentum instantly dies. He is still standing there with his shirt tied up and a mask strapped to his head, but the tone of his voice plummets. The performance grinds to a halt, suffering a complete
internal structural failure. He suddenly launches into a severe denunciation of rival streamers, calling them out as fraudulent psychics who unethically charge money to cast spells on people. The bravado of the 775-year-old alien witch evaporates. In its place is raw vulnerability as he laments how
easily he can be hurt by the few people he considers friends. The complaints narrow into hyperloized bitter grievances. He angrily recounts bizarre accusations involving a rival's rental car, a basement, and something he refers to as spiritual trafficking. This exposes a psychological paradox. To
comfortably voice his most pathetic, genuine insecurities about his realworld relationships, he first needed the protective armor of an entirely ridiculous artificial disguise. His grievances spiral back out into a bizarre recounting of a rival cult. He details their initiation rituals, which
apparently involve bridge jumping over alligatorinfested swamps. While wearing emotional support harnesses, after 41 minutes of broadcasting entirely to himself, he abandons the solitary stream. He instructs his invisible audience not to spoil the surprise, then clicks away to raid a
rival's live chat. The visual reality left behind is jarring. The chair sits empty, and his cats are the only life forms in the frame. The habitat returns to a state of absolute silence. The quiet aftermath reveals the core of this psychological descent.
Nobody demanded this intricate, exhausting performance. He built it because he simply didn't know how to stop. >> That's quite the assessment, Psych. Well, I know I'm quite the >> So, are you using this as like some kind of psychoanalysis or
>> Well, you know, it's like it's it's removing the situation. Like I don't put in like really all my my bias quotes. I put in other person's shows and stuff like that and so it knows exactly what's going on. Like I mean it's like so it's not just seeing my point of views. It's like I put a lot of um you can put into Gemini notebook. You can put all kinds
of things, sources into it, books, PDFs. You can put like video clips and files and stuff. Um, and we'll like, you know, basically analyze all of it and then you can tell exactly what you want to create different kinds of media like um you can do videos, audio, like the radio show, you can do um graphics, you can do all kinds of stuff.
>> How many notebooks are you allowed to have the free >> unlimited? But it's like but you can like I you know I have the premium Google on one of my accounts. >> Oh, right. Okay. >> So I can get like I can do with the more premium videos but um I'll let me see. Yeah, this that one's done. But I'll show you what I show you. Um
I don't know. I can imagine >> have you been enjoying them though? >> I can't hear you. What? >> Okay. Okay. Have you been enjoying these these reports? I'll show you like one of them. >> Um, okay. So, look at this. Okay. It's hard. It's hard to say. Okay. So, look at this one.
Okay. So, here we have put it full screen. Do you see it full screen? >> Mhm. >> Okay. So, it says toxicity on air hostled harassment and slander of psyche. And so it says VA directly attacks Psyche's age to undermine his
appearance. You're 45 and you look like you're 65. Well, Black RG was saying she just copied Black R. Why is she saying the exact then it says mockery of surgical procedures. I had a deviated septum. No, it's it's a medical issue. But it says, >> oh, I didn't know that. >> Says B well I mean it was very slight. I
mean, it was mainly for s. It was mainly for cosmetic, but be mocks a supposed nose job psyche received describing it as looking like a big beak. Oh, we have we have a Joanie coming here. And you see my speedo. They were making fun of my speedo, too. Can you believe it? A speedo. I mean, I thought speedos were supposed to move. People >> making fun of my >> Hello. >> Hello.
>> Hi, Joanie. >> Hi. >> Hi. I'm sorry. I I came but I left again because I was trying to with that Avatar and it took me down twisted roads. So, I apologize. >> I'm not really good with this, but I'm I I came out. What pulled me to You want to know what pulled me to come out? >> What pulled you up is
>> thing that is thing that is. >> I find you hand I find you handsome. So, >> I know you're not perfect. I know you got your problems, but I'm here to tell you and I know people got all sorts of to say about you, but you're not bad. >> Thank you. >> No, seriously. >> You think he's >> Oh my god. My my Alexis is talking in the back. I'm going, I don't know how to respond to what you're saying.
>> I know. Hey, Alexa. Hey, listen. >> No. >> Hey, Alexa. >> Wait a minute. But I don't want her to talk. It's like a possessed doll. She's talking. >> I know. >> I know, right? I mean, my phone dials phone numbers I didn't want to dial. I'm like, I didn't call you. What?
>> I know. I know. It's like there's a lot Anyway, of spooky stuff that happens. >> Spooky. >> Phone's hanging up on their so >> like So, anyway, back to the thing that is let's listen buddy. I know you you go around other and I get it. Your level, right? You got a peaceful and you just like
watching streamers. You try not to make too much problems or chaos, but it takes it takes footpolls, my friend. So, I'm commending you. You're not perfect. You know what I'm saying? Sometimes I think you should speak up more, but I'm commending you for being here here right now because that means that you do like this guy running this show and you get most of it, right?
>> Thank you. Um, do I get most of it? I don't know. Do I get most of it? >> Yes or no? >> I'm kind of along for the ride. Let's put it that way. >> oh. Uh >> What? >> Really? You think he's handsome? >> Did I make him leave? >> No, I'm right here. What? >> No. No. I I I was I went No, I was at
the freak off already. I mean, oh my god. Time. See, there I am. The things that follow me to the freak off. Whatever. >> Joanie. >> Oh, can you hear me, Johnny? I think she >> I don't know if she can hear us. >> Hello. >> Hello. >> Yes.
>> Not you. >> Yeah. I don't think Joanie can hear us. >> Well, did you see Joanie has a music video now, too? You want to see her music video? >> Oh, she left. >> Yeah, I I have I have one of her music videos. >> She She thinks you're handsome. What the >> Yeah. The thing is what? You're one of the ugliest, baldest people I've ever >> I know. seen.
>> Here, I think it is. Here's Joanie saving the world. Huh? >> Oh, you want to see it? Here, a whisper on the radio, a light beyond the rain.
Someone's calling. Johnny.
Heat. Joy walks where street lights fade has forgotten dreams that memories made. Every shadow knew her name.
But she never played their game. She carried hope inside her hands, searching for forgotten lands. Every step we wrote the night,
turning darkness into light. When the stars forgot to shine, she became the borrow. When tomorrow lost its way, she turned
the dawn to say, you're the fire in the sky. You're the reason broken hearts still remember how
to fly. Every storm becomes a song. Every room where you belong. Even nights lose their voice when her
>> >> rose beneath her feet. Glass and gold began to breathe. Sleeping giants opened eyes. Hope returned to empty skies.
The echoes whispered, "Turn around." She entered. I've already found everything I came to be. The future lives inside of me.
If the world should disappear, build another from your dreams. If they say you're far too strange, become the change they've never se
one more time. Pain forever across the sky. You're the party.
You're the sunrise. The story never ending. When tomorrow calls your name, you'll already be there. The signal never faded.
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can't hear you. You're muted. Mhm. >> I've seen it so many times. >> Psych. >> Is he muted? >> He's muted. >> I think so. >> Yeah, he is. Hey, Ghost, >> can you hear me now? >> Yes. >> Okay. >> Yeah.
>> I'm sorry. >> It is. I just shared with uh I It is August 17th. It is actually my birthday, believe it or not. >> Oh, yeah. It's Ghost. It's Ghost's birthday today. Happy birthday. >> I I I swear to God on everything. Uh you can look me up. I swear to God it is my birthday. >> Okay.
>> Idiot. How many here's Okay, first of all, here's my card for you. Um but I'm gonna ask you how many birthday spankings literally my birthday. >> How many birthday spankings do you want? Oh here. >> No. No. Please none. >> You don't want spankings. Jon wants to give you spankings. >> Give him a reading. You were going to give him a reading before, but you didn't. Uh, I
>> You guys are joking around like I actually It actually is thing that I That's why I said happy birthday. >> I heard a rumor that you're a lawyer. You're a contracted lawyer. That's what you do. Yes. Yes. I see it. I see. Well, no shot. >> You're a lawyer because you remind me of meophilles and how you were like >> I know.
>> It may be a fantasy, but you're there with that little mug of yours right there in the camera and there you are. >> There I am, but I'm not a lawyer. >> I know you're not. >> And then you Oh, and you know what else? You look like you look like that that because you know we're watching this thing about the Hellraiser. You look like Pin Head a little bit. >> Yeah, a little. Right. >> Stop. >> Two steps up, five back. Come on now.
We're working. I mean, you opened in a good way. I think he's good looking. It's one of the better looking. >> I fell off the radar of the whatever the equator. Sorry. >> Oh. Um, here. I want to show you something. Let me see. Uh >> oh, it's going quiet again. You know what? I'm not supposed to be here. So, I I will dip out cuz I'm I'm quiet again.
The I'm quiet. I don't mean it >> because other people dropped. Joanie must have an iPhone. >> Yeah. Oh, yeah. I was just going to try to show this picture right here. Here. You see that one? It's great. That's That's going to say happy birthday ghost. I'm going to send that to him.
Yeah, she's to come on the on rocket. Oh Sorry. I'm >> trying to I'm sorry. >> What are you doing? >> I'm trying trying to It keeps playing. I was planning to try to play a birthday song to ghost, but I have to write it now and it will take a
few minutes. I mean, I'm just thinking about what to put in the song. >> You should just have one that's happy birthday. Just a generic one. >> The point is like the whole point is everyone says, "Oh, oh, you're just using I I don't I do everything is like it's like very um personalized." >> Okay, then write one specially for Ghost. >> Well, that's No, I am. I mean, it's his birthday, so I'm just thinking of what I
should put in the song. >> Okay. I mean, should I should I should I, you know, sneak a a nude photo of myself into the into the into the card? >> Check backstage. >> My gosh. Oh, that's right. >> I'm back.
>> You're back. >> You know, you know what I noticed? Like you haven't wrote you haven't written a song for me. >> Oh, I know. Okay. So, so hold on. Let me see. >> No, no rush or anything. You know, I'm just letting you know. >> But I know you because I have like basically the basic information, but I just need those like few other details to make it like >> I'm just, you know, putting a
suggestion. >> I need you to get into like a huge fight with thing that is. >> Why? >> So then they will be like, "Oh, and then I can reference the fight with thing that is." And then >> I don't want to fight though. Well, basically I'm an Aztec warrior princess. I'm Rain and I bring the pain. >> I was gonna I was going to say most of that rain and bring you the pain. Okay,
there you go. >> Yeah, there you go. >> It's just, you know, something to put in the suggestion box. >> Uh, your rain and um Yeah, >> I bring the pain. >> Rain rain. >> Yes. Can you hear my voice? Oh my god, I've been muted. The world is trying to mute me.
>> I was muting you. You have an iPhone. Don't you talking about This is an iPad I'm on, but I could go on my iPhone, but I always, you know, I'm always goofy like that. So, but rain rain. >> Yes. >> Joanie, >> you got a nice voice, girl. >> You do, too. >> Thank you.
You're a tough though, aren't Oops. Did I say that out loud? Sorry. You're a tough woman, aren't you? >> >> Yeah, let's >> I respect that. Some, you know, it may mean to be honest. I mean, maybe a little tough, but I don't like read all the details, but but stand in your own girl. So, if you believe it, I respect that. That you're that strong that you can speak it and you're not afraid. So,
you go, girl. You feel me? >> Yeah. That's actually why you know JT loves that about me, too. >> That JT? >> Yeah. He's my boyfriend. How long? >> Um, we've been together for almost six years. Um, wow. We've been living together for like three. >> So, you're more like friends, right?
Kind of like together, but almost like frenzy, too, because you're like used to each other. It's comfortable. Six years. >> We're not friends, you know, like we're >> romantic. I don't mean I didn't mean it like that. I wasn't going to like actual insertion. I was just saying that like like you get
used to each other. It's uh it's a beautiful thing. It's not it's not bad or wrong. No judgment here. >> Yeah. We we love each other. >> I'm glad. It's beautiful. You find a real one like that, hold on to them. >> Oh yeah. You know, I know I found myself a real one and he's also like he feels the same way.
>> Yeah. That's good. >> Yeah. But um yeah, like I stand up for what I believe and then if people don't like it, well, they can just I don't know. I don't know what to tell them. >> Yeah. Do you ever find yourself circling back around and you go, "Wait a minute, maybe I was a little this or that and re-evaluating or do you stand by your ground?"
>> I mean, sometimes I will when I feel like, you know, like I was in the wrong. like I don't I'm not afraid to admit when I was wrong, you know, like >> I apologize and everything, but um >> yeah, for the most part I I stand I stand my ground. >> I appreciate that. I respect that big time. >> Yeah, that's what that's why people like
want to hate on me for cuz for no reason because they don't know me. And >> why do you think they hate on you? Feel me? Why do you think just because you're speaking your mind or you stand your ground or what? I don't know what it is. Like maybe it's all of that. >> I mean, trust me, people hate on me all the time. I mean, for different reasons. Maybe that and then some. You know,
we're different. We're different people. We fly a separate way, right? So, I mean, we're all that and then some and then none of it. So, >> maybe because I really don't care what people think about me really. >> That's good. That's good stuff. >> Yeah, >> I achieved that goal. I tend to worry about it, but you know, you get stronger
with time as long as you keep breathing on this land of the earth. So, >> you keep learning. Learn every day. Every day. If you're like three, five, 10, or 100 years old, keep learning. Find your voice is the biggest thing in this world. >> Exactly. >> Yep. >> I agree, Joanie. >> I know. Slapping you a high five with invisible hands through the internet.
>> Thank you for that, Joanie. >> No, no worries. No worries. >> Why are you quiet? >> Who? Why is he quiet? >> Oh, he he's probably he's probably uh transcribing, petting cats, eating eating mushrooms,
um living life, the beautifulness of that man. So, thing that is Yeah, baby boy. I really do. You know, I I I don't think you're I think you're a good person. I think uh I don't understand why you're on the internet like this so much and you go to different things but I I'm trying to like get into you like kind of understand it but like you're mutual and you don't show expression
much but there's something about that. How about those birds by your window? You used to they still talking real loud to you those birds. >> Can you hear? No, I don't. >> No, I don't hear them but you used it. It used to bother you. >> They will soon. Soon they're going to start. >> I know soon. Right. So, what about So, I know this is personal and you don't have to answer. Just Just cut me off if you want. I know
when you were on vacation, your dog and he wasn't eating and drinking, which is a big sign. >> Totally. It totally flipped around. That's like >> Yeah. >> Yeah. She was fine. And you know what? Like, she she got all sick and people think it's because she missed me, but when I came back, >> she hardly she hardly >> like, "Who are you?" >> Yeah. She was just like, "Oh, yeah, you're back." I was like, "Why are you
back?" >> No, she's just like, "Oh, yeah. Okay, so you're back. All right. >> Remember you were feeling." >> Meanwhile, my brother goes out for half a day. He comes He comes in and she's screaming. >> Oh my god. >> For him. insane. >> Little little >> I know. >> I know. I know. I know. It's not as bad as you think
though. You really are are good. I mean, from a distance, I'm just looking on the internet now and then. I'm not here 100%. But like I hear you and feel you kind of and sympathize and yet understand but don't I know those are just like word salad but just if you Yeah. Just go with it a little bit if you can. >> Yeah. I'm just here to chill. I don't want to fight. >> No. >> I'm not interested in the fighting and
the drama. >> The thing about you that's so weird and like good but weird and and I find like kind of troublesome must you know is right range. Sh be quiet. Let me let Joanie take the stage. Like you know it's really hard when somebody it's not like passive aggressive but you do like kind of don't say anything and you and you do keep your calm when especially women or anyone's like
screaming or going there you know how to level it at least with a face mask. Not sure. But like it's weird to me because I can imagine like let's say being your girlfriend or like your partner and say we got into it a little bit and you're just like chill like that but I'm wanting a response and then you're like no I'm not going to give you a response and there's a problem there. Like it's
weird in a weird way and I I hope I'm not like stepping because we're on the internet but like I can see it kind of. >> You mean Yeah. Okay. You mean like I can be stubborn like that kind of thing? >> No. No. Yeah. Yeah. Like you're as sweet as you are and like open as you are and receptive as you are, there's a wall that will not let anybody in and yet it
it like bring you like you really want it. You really want companionship, your friendship and all that, but there's a wall there, right? So, so because you've been hurt and whatever you've been through and then yet you don't want it at all. And I understand that as well. I'm like agreeing and disagreeing with you at the same time. Just acknowledging here on the internet late night. um
you're not wrong, but that's that's only you can change that work, right? If you really want a relationship, you know what that is. And so it's hard to let it's hard to let your like your arms down and let somebody in because it takes it's a risk, right? So, >> yep. >> Yep. It's that Yep. Yep. Yep.
>> I just like to pick on thing that is sometimes because >> I know sometimes I know you could take it. I mean, always >> it's okay. So, he can take it, but do you have anything about him that you like or you just at? >> Let's not do this. This is weird. >> I just was asking her. She does >> cuz she's right here. Otherwise, she'd leave. Trust.
>> Let's not. No, >> she does. >> Yeah. Like, see, he he already thinks negative about me. >> Well, there's room. We got room to play as long as we breathe. So, we could find out what we have in common. I'm just about to compliment him. >> Oh my god. Go ahead, baby girl. Compliment. I'm listening. >> Well, like I said, I like the way he
could like he knows how to take it. So, you know, like I can't for that. >> Well, that's good. But that's >> He's a He's a good sport about it is all I'm saying. >> There you go. See, >> it doesn't mean I want to be a punching bag though, right? You know, >> he doesn't Right. No, but like uh I mean I can see the the big smile on your face
like Yeah. Like Yeah. Like that's a compliment. >> Well, doesn't that make you kind of a female troll? Sorry, don't get mad. I mean, a little bit a little trolly. You rainy like >> I mean I can I can troll. Yeah. >> Okay. >> But I only troll the people that you know. >> Has he ever been feel like >> Yeah, I get it. I feel you. But is he
>> some sort of passive aggress passive ever aggression? >> You guys ready? I have a picture of sh. >> It's like he looks like an intense Amish man. I >> think it is. I I think this is I think I I've gotten this exclusive. This is someone someone got you this got this picture from Mexico of you. Hold on. >> Oh no. Yeah. Yeah. I think I have it
right. I mean do they >> think that is Mexican version? >> Yeah. is Mexican >> Mexican. That's cute. >> Well, I mean, just let me check one more time. >> Wait, let me check check it twice. Santa Claus. >> I mean, I try one more time.
I try one more time. Okay. Um, yeah, I can try one more time. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry. >> Sorry. >> Okay. Make it bigger like this. Okay.
>> Yeah. There you go. >> Okay. I'm happy. Thank you. >> Cross the bread. >> Sorry. >> So you could stop calling you a bully and all that. >> I never called you a bully. >> Maybe I thought you did. >> Oh, it was me. Maybe. Oops. Sorry.
>> Rain. We're good. I I'm not I'm not a bully. I just like to troll sometimes. >> I know. I want to be just like you when I grow up. >> I swear I'm just a cat. I want to be just like you. >> Hi, Nancy. >> Trust me. And you could be like me because I could teach you some things. Trust me. But you know what I'm saying in a in a fantasy. Sorry.
>> For trolling. >> No, not about trolling. She's the troll queen. I'm not the troll queen. But I guess >> what would you teach her? >> Well, just we'll teach her about some things. She could have >> feminine things. >> No, not necessarily feminine human things. >> That like witches do or what? >> I know. Well, maybe a little love witchy. I'm good with that. That's cool with me. But uh No, we all can
>> How old are you, Joanie? If you don't learn. mind. >> 80. I'm 85 years old. >> Oh my god. >> I know. I'm so old. >> Wow. >> Anyway, >> she's like the Estelle Getty character on the on the Golden Girls. >> Oh, yes. Her character is 85, but she looks like like or she's actually like in her 50s. She's >> That's right. That's right. >> Okay. But I have a picture. I have a
picture of this though. Are you ready for this now? Okay. I know. I know. Are you ready for >> like like uh Taylor Swift? Here you go. Thing is, you're I mean, you ever see Charlie's Angels? >> Yes. >> That's what this reminds me of a little bit. H.
>> That's so wrong. What the >> Look like we characters. >> Yeah. >> So, who do we have? Okay. That we have, you know, am we have uh Christine is behind you. >> Yeah. >> Um Beeta's there. See Beta. >> Is beta the one with the hair up? >> Yeah.
>> Oh my god. This is the last one. Um, I almost forgot. I have to maybe look back at my what I what I submitted for that. >> That better not be. >> Oh, it's Kate the Turtle on the far left. I mean, wow. It really >> Can't you just give him some new It's just erase that. Okay, we saw it. That's
the past. Let's do Crush Canvas. My mother's I don't care if there's no one but a like a an octopus. >> Who's got their hand on me? Is it Beeta or Kate? I think that's probably left. >> I mean, they made it look enormous. I mean, Kate looks like she's, you know, she's like a little Chinese girl.
>> I don't understand. >> Oh my goodness. >> They're all cute. All the characters are >> This is very Disneyish. cute. >> You I feel sometimes I feel like I'm in a Disney movie. >> Uh you're I don't think you're a Charlie. >> No, I'm not a Charlie. Well, I mean, see, that's where the Mason that's why I say that's why the AI thinks he's Mason sometimes. It's
because it's not not that he's It's like that he uh >> you know, well, he fills in the blanks for Mason, I think. I think I think he's like been mindontrolling. >> Why are there four angels? >> Um, >> like an extra toe on a foot. Why is >> There's three angels and there's the there five? demon. I don't know. Or there's two demons and two angels. I thought four
witches of the west. >> Yeah, the witches of East. There we go. You have all the witches of the alter. >> They all have button noses. Like they all have in bed. >> Oh my god. >> What? >> What? >> Like what are you a virgin thing that is or
>> he isn't? He said it. I've heard it before. It's been a long time. >> Women's vagina is transforming. >> the vaginas. >> He does. Do you know what a razor blade and a fat cat women's vaginas? Razor blades fat cats. >> Oh my god. >> What kind of razor blade and a fat cat? >> Yeah. >> Oh my god. >> Your
I mean really really must we go there. I would visual ratio do you like nipple to the boot? >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. >> Should it be like a mountain like >> pepperoni? Should it be should it be a knob? Come on. >> Yeah, >> we're salami. >> A salami. >> I have a question. Rain. Rain.
>> Is it kosher? >> Rain. I heard it's in Mexico like the women they they they drink um so their boobs get bigger. >> Oh, that's so stupid. >> I never heard of them. >> I don't drink. Nobody drinks unless they want to. And it's not drinking. It's swallowing. We swallow. And you
better be understand when somebody when a woman does that. She is a badass. Sorry. Did I say that out loud? >> She's at work. What do you say? >> She's a badass. They would swallow that >> right? Right. >> Not true. They drink urine. >> No. >> Is it I mean they in India they drink urine. >> Okay. Well, that's them. We're talking
about here now. >> Well, I I don't feel like drinking that >> I didn't ask you to. right now. >> I was like, thank you. Please don't >> Please don't. Me neither. I don't feel because I like drinking it either. Thank you. >> I mean, it's like kind of like the ocean. If I want to drink salt water, just take you go in the ocean, >> right? Go in the ocean and drink it. >> Yeah, >> salt water.
>> Who's asking you to drink it? Gross. >> Well, I don't know. But it's like >> um is it not true? They drink your Yeah, I don't know. Thing that is Well, um Have you heard of Dr. Ruth? like like Jody kind of reminds me of Dr. Ruth. >> Oh yeah. >> So remember heart
>> and then she but then she like she talk about sex and so talk to her about >> um a toy about what >> toys. >> I don't use toys. I don't use toys. I don't use vibrators, dildos, or rabbits. >> Never have never sexually. Would you would you have sex with Summer and
Christine if they asked you to? Would you stop? >> But would you I just want to know >> why are you obsessed with >> they're they're interested probably. >> No, they're not. >> I just want to know what he how far he be. >> Get him somebody new. Forget that noise. >> But they're all look so >> Well, not that in the picture. They look I mean they're
just like it just seems right. >> What's right? >> I mean it's like he he seems like a character from this I think unless we should make this Disney movie. I mean, it's not even Disney. >> We can have these characters >> and we could uh >> My god, we could have like cult of psyche movies and think that this could
be our star. >> That really looks like me, but with like a cartoonish, >> right? Well, I'm I'm gonna say I'm gonna say like I'm going to say thing that was and so so I can cut you out of the royalties, but that's fine. I can say, "Oh, is this just a bald man? I just saw on the street. I said it's
copied it from the Mr. Clean boil. They can sue me if they want I said it's like Mr. Clean goes on a vacation. >> So >> even though that's not your real name thing that is Can I make a comment before I exit the stage? >> Yeah. >> I want to say to you, may your father rest in beautiful peace and power. I know that was not easy. I know that you
spent a lot of time taking care and I just want to tell you that my heart goes there and you're like you're just like it you know you don't show it a lot but that's not easy and um I know uh I know what I know and I want to acknowledge this for you as I I'm going to leave now but I want to see that you feel me brother. Okay. >> Yes. >> I love you, bro. You take care now. I'm
out of here. Bye. >> Bye, sweetie. Have a good Thank you. >> A That's cute. >> Um, yeah. So, let's see. >> Yeah, I'm gonna I'm gonna turn them into Barbie dolls and stuff. I think I'm just going to turn them into and I'm going to turn him into like a doll maker. How about that? >> Bimbos. Make them all bimbos. >> Okay, hold on. Okay, I have an idea. I have an idea.
>> I'm kidding. I'm kidding. Don't Don't >> I mean, I don't have to. All I have to do is just change what change to you because there are they already that >> I'm just kidding. Okay, hold on. I'm just kidding. It was a joke. >> Here's the thing that is >> what >> are you ready to take a look at some of the stuff? Hold on. I want to make another another story of story for you
about your name. >> I'm getting hungry. I want to go eat. >> Okay. Okay. Go ahead and go eat. Oh, but I had one final card for you. This is the woman in your future. >> And uh so keep an eye out for this woman. I think it might be Beta. >> I can't. Oh no. What's with the baby? Is that Crystal Anne? >> Hold on. >> Go up up up. >> There we go.
>> There you go. >> Wow. >> It looks like I think it's be might want to watch out. I mean it looks look like someone wants to kill you. >> These are creepy cards, man. >> Is that me? I mean, it's almost looks like read, but it says it says this is a grandmother. Okay. I don't know. Grandmother bulb. And look, there's a little baby under it.
>> What the hell? >> Are you going to have a baby? >> Ripping out his eye with this woman. >> Holy >> Can you imagine? They look like you guys think that woman look like you on the right with the wig. >> They're both touching the same eye. They're both going after the same eye. >> Oh my god. I only the kids love. Oh,
look at this. And the time is is this the time? Time is in essence. >> Oh, and look at Black Widow, too. She's like She's like almost kind of cool. >> Look at And there's more skulls. Oh my god. And look the kiss. >> Yeah, but it's like morbid. It's like
>> so long. >> Oh, that's that's her hand. Oh my god. But you Yeah, you look a little But look that looks like your It looks like you're a little like your hair. >> It's like a corpse is kissing. >> Well, maybe it's Well, maybe it's me. Maybe I'll Maybe that's me and maybe I'll find a girlfriend. Hold on. Um
here, let's pull them more cards. Where or where are they? Here. A house. Oh, it says the asylum. Actually, it's just the asylum. >> So, maybe they'll be committed to an asylum. Mhm. >> Um, okay. Oh my gosh, we have also the uh the surprise. This looks like, you know, me
sitting in some kind of electrical electrical chair and losing turning into a centipede or something. >> A centipede. Yeah. >> Oh no. Surprise. >> Oh no. >> I hope I hope that's not my my one of my co Oh my god. I mean, okay. Oh, look. This is nice. I said someone like say,
"Oh, someone wants to get revenge on me." Oh, great. You know, I mean I mean look at this. Look at this. It looks like it looks like we get I'm being killed by a cabbage patch doll with tentacles. >> Cabbage patch octopus. >> I didn't know they had a cabbage patch octopus.
>> Well, they do now. Apparently, there >> is there a waterbased cabbage patch? Look at this voices. Someone's hearing voices. Is that you? >> What are they doing? >> Just covering their head. I see. >> See, those are all those are all your your personalities and and you're harassing yourself. >> Yeah.
>> I mean, you're you're trying you're you're not even Look at you're Or that's Is it Oh, here you are riding. Is this your hairy child? It looks like you riding your bicycle. >> That does look like me. You're riding your bike home. Oh my god. With your horn. That's >> bizarre. >> Are you like Are you What? What is this things? Those little They think they're
playing like little >> That's so weird looking. >> You like that? So it's like they So you're riding your little bike. >> It's all It's like demented Dr. Seuss. >> Well, and here you are again. You're going Miss Bea. Can I Can I give you There you are. You're right. You're trying. May I have some more?
>> Here's here's beta. Just blasze. It says beta just blas. >> Why you say that's beta? Why? >> Because it looks like her. And then it's like then she makes you mad and then you start you just get mad and you like Donald Trump. You get mad because you're because you get the the orange flames all over you. Oh my god. And then what
else do we have? Oh my gosh. We have a few more. Oh my gosh. Oh, you're going to meet a beautiful a beautiful woman. You're going to get reattached. She looks like a beautiful Medusa type, you know. >> She's missing a foot. Oh my. That's not >> Hey, but if it look she look she's a beautiful face. >> That's not what's her name, is it? Sharon.
>> Oh, I mean she looks like a doll. I mean, she looks like she was in a cell. Why is she sewing her foot to her to her? >> Yeah, she's like reattaching her limbs. So weird. Shannon, >> hey, I'm not gonna like I don't know where she went to medical school. Uh, it's so it's Shannon. It's Shannon. And look at someone's feeding the someone's feeding. I'm the I think I'm
the bat because I'm bait, you know, bait. But look at someone's feeding their heart. Like someone like >> these are so morbid. >> Yeah. And then thing is finally we have Oh, I hope you're I hope you like boobs because it looks like this woman will be mutant. >> I like boobs, but that's a little much. >> Oh, you mean she's covered? I don't like a lot of boob.
>> That's a lot of boobs. That's too much boobs. >> No, I don't like a lot of boob. >> Oh, you don't? Okay. I'm so sorry. Oh, but you know, beggars can't be choosers. There's the beggar card again. Can I see your boobs, please? M. Hello. Everything there is. Can I see your boobs? Yeah. Is there such a thing as too much boobs? >> There is.
>> Yeah. This person would seem very She's like, I'm looking at my boobs. And this this one probably has doesn't have very >> Are you just showing me every card? >> No, this is this is a different deck. I'm going to This one says own worst enemy. They're their own worst enemy. Whoever's going after >> Is that Halle B? >> Yeah, it's Halle Berry is um Hely B is
going after you. >> Huh? >> Watch out for her. >> Anyway, I'm just I will be Halle B or that Halle B energy. And so I mean it's like >> is she the one that's going to stab me in the back? >> Like you it could have already happened. Have you do you feel like you've been stabbed in the back recently? I I think you might have felt stabbed in your back when that that poll came out that said,
"Oh, who's most likely to be a pedophile thing that is clumsy or psyche?" And then it's clumsy and most is the most feminine even more se feminine psych psych psychrex. >> I wouldn't say stabbed in the back. Well, did you feel like a little side sides swept by that? >> No, I'm not really bothered at all by
it. >> Would you still would you have sex with her if she like asked you to >> stop it with this? >> I know, but like you know a lot of guys are are saying they keep going keep like going s Bronzeber going over there like bees to honey, but I feel like it's a honey truck. >> I don't want to say yes or no, right? If I say no, I hurt her feelings. If I say
yes, then it makes things >> between one and 200. I >> think it is a number between >> just rather say nothing. >> A number between one and 200. >> What? >> Give me a number between one and 200. There's my new segment. >> Uh, six. >> Okay. So, I read a story from this book because it's like a magical book and every every story is perfect that I read.
So, this one says, "Okay, so I give me Okay, now now that's you get a free um free spin." That was a title page. Now, tell me another >> Tell me another number. >> 53. >> Okay. 53. Okay. So, 53
is called 53. Okay. 53 is called, "Are you there?" And so it says, "One wet afternoon, Cleo was very bored. She played with her train set the one with the track seemed
to be missing. She looked at her book about butterflies, but it was it just made her want to be outside." She bounced on her bed until her mother stopped her. "Can you do something interesting? Can you find something interesting to do?" said her mother as she watched Cleo straightening her bed. No, said Cleo. There isn't anything. Then you can just play with your
brother, your mother replied. He's bored, too. Now, Cleo loved her baby brother very much, but she always thought he was too much small too small to play with. He couldn't be jigsaw puzzles or read books, although he could crawl about very quickly. He was a little wobbly on his paws, so he wasn't any good at running and jumping games either. I think they they're like
they're like some kind of teddy bear type type um species. Okay. So, I mean it's like I can't really tell, but there's like the teddy bears that play with trains and stuff. I don't know. It says Cleo Lacrosse. She was just about to say something. Um not very nice about her brother when she saw him sitting floor peeking out between his paws.
Boo, he said. Cleo smiled. Maybe there was a game she could play with the baby after all. He put his paws over his face once again and Cleo crept up and close and whispered, "Are you there, baby bear?" With a giggle, the little bear pee between his paws as he said and and uh crawled away.
Cleo thought the game was over, but her little brother pulled his mother's cardigan, which was on his chair, over his head. "Are you there, baby bear?" said Cleo. The mound of pink wool swayed from side to side as if it was shaking his head. "Oh, yes you are." Cleo whisked the cardigan away, and her brother collapsed into giggles. "Pretty soon, the baby realized that he could
hide behind things as well as under them. This time, Cleo hid her eyes as he crawled away. "Are you there, baby bear?" she cried. There is no reply. Cleo had to hunt around the room to find the little bit little bear. As she went, she called, "Where? Where's baby bear?" And she soon found herself making a rhyme mucin. Where where is baby bear?
Is he here behind the chair? It was all fun. When the little baby bear's mother came to call them for supper, neither of them wanted to stop playing. And Cleo has loved her brother even more from this day for this. Oh, isn't that cute? I don't know. Your brother um like like you know um do you have a brother? I think it is. I
mean, >> you do have a brother. >> I have a younger brother and younger sister. >> Yeah. You know, I would say I mean, and maybe that that resonated with people in the chat, too, about their brothers or something like that. You know, it's a sweet there's sweet stories. I don't know. So, um maybe it's like, you know, you go, "Baby bear, where are you?" You know, you have to look at your brother once in a while, like make sure you, you know, check in with your family, you
know. >> All right. Okay. Well, I'm going to drop down. I'm going to get something to eat. >> Okay. Hey. Hey. to eat some >> if there was some around. Sure. >> How long has it been? How long has it been since >> Oh, shut up. >> How long has it been? >> Get away from these personal questions, Charlie. >> No, I'm not. But I'm like, how? >> No, I'm not.
>> I'm going to go like into these areas. Yes. >> You like you like you like anal like you know analing? >> No. >> No. But you use a dental dam. Would you would you do no race? Did you exclude? >> What do you shut up, man? >> Would you ever be with a Would you ever be with a transgender?
>> No. >> No. Or how about like a drag queen like make out with them in their room? >> No. >> Would you ever hold hold a hand with a man? >> No. >> Um I don't know, Nancy. I'm just trying to think of like, you know, interesting questions. You like the dental dams guys? think
wouldn't it be just too much trouble to put a dental dam I mean don't don't forget don't forget don't forget this picture of you to this >> I mean remember that day I mean was that one of the best days of your life >> yes yes I remember >> oh my god it's not letting me me um turn the Hold on yeah
I'm gonna animate this stuff >> it's got the chest hair I know. Well, it's so sexy. I mean, I wish don't don't you I wish I looked like some of the representations of of the AI and it's like she's I mean, she she knew that there's a side of you,
but look how happy you look. I've never I mean, I just really see when it's joy there at once, you'll be so happy with >> I got four cute two cute women with me and I and I love wearing clothes apparently. So be happy. >> Were they have to fight over you every day or is it like would you like you know make a schedule for them? I mean how would you handle that? >> They don't have to fight.
>> Look how look how everyone's so smiling. Maybe people would be I'll be happy if they all if they all forward with you and you'd be happy too. Can you handle it for the world? That would be like you know. >> No four women. They'll like you. Well I don't know. Yeah. >> These four women. No, I couldn't.
>> Christine looks great. Kate looks amazing. I mean, Kate I mean Kate Kate is like turned into like Dora the Explorer. I mean it's like wow. I mean >> why do you give beta like a double chin? >> Yeah. Why do you have a double chin? You're just really >> beta. Why did you give beta a double chin? That's not that's not nice.
>> Bea's been beta likes to eat as they say. And uh she's gained she's gained some weight. Um Christine looks great. Why are you laughing? Why are you laughing? >> They all look good like the other three. >> Wait, looks fine. >> I'm Did I animate it yet? Hold on. Oh, it's animated. Oh, think it is. I have an animated version. Can you see the animated version I made?
>> Oh, no. >> Um I just love this stuff. Okay, hold on. Um how do I pick the animated version? Okay, so thing is Was it always your dream to go to Hogwarts? >> No, never. I don't really care about I don't really care about the uh >> Harry Potter wasn't your
>> Harry Potter. Yeah. >> Isn't that Wasn't you like the perfect year you came when you came that book came out? >> What? >> Didn't they come out that perfect year to see it like that? Like >> perfect year? What do you mean? >> Weren't you like Isn't that your generation where Harry Potter? >> No, I was already I was way older, man. Okay. Well, okay. Well, I I have your I have another picture. This is gonna be
perfect for something you mentioned earlier. You said you were looking for some kind of costume or something here. I think it is. Check this out. >> Twilight guy. Oh my god. >> Should be going the wrong direction, man.
We're all It's a coven. >> Yeah. >> What? You're like at a restaurant like Prince or something restaurant. >> Yeah. You're all dressed like as witches and you're in a jumpsuit and you're like you're like the wizard, but we're rival wizards and uh Yeah. Oh yeah. Well, he's a cult leader, but he's like a Canadian cult
leader. Like this is all like can in Canada. Yeah. So we're rival cults. I'm the only redon cult allowed. I've already I've already filed the only permit as well. >> All right. >> Okay. Okay. Bye, wizard. Bye, Mr. Wizard. >> Thank you. Yes. Have a good day. I'll still be listening. >> Okay. >> Take care.
>> Somebody else. Okay. Anyone want to hear another story? I love you. Okay. Anyway, I really do love people.
So let's see about
I guess I'm going to get I love this here. This is great.
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interview. He moves from technical questions to asking about the guest's specific real world environment. The guest reveals he is an indigenous Canadian streaming from a First Nations reservation in Ontario. This emblem belongs to the Pawanic flag anchoring his location in a remote part of northern Canada. This image of the Toronto skyline shows the environmental
reality currently surrounding him. Is located near a massive ring of fire as devastating wildfires sweep through his region, creating a constant threat to his community. This aerial view of the active forest fires illustrates a looming danger. There is a surreal contrast at play. The creators are calmly discussing the racial themes and
segregation of the video game Mafia 2, while Arez has an emergency suitcase packed for a possible fire evacuation. The video game lobby acts as a bridge between these two worlds. It facilitates deep cultural exchange and empathy between people whose lives are physically thousands of miles apart. The stream reaches a climax as the two begin
a casual freestyle rap session. But right in the middle of a verse, the newcomer's phone battery suddenly dies. There are no outro graphics or formal closures. This animation of a sudden signal loss mirrors the reality of the stream. The digital connection is simply severed without warning. Despite the messy ending, their results are concrete. The newcomer gained several
permanent subscribers. The chat remained engaged for over an hour and a mentorship was established. Success for these small-cale streams is better measured by the depth of community integration rather than simple viewer retention metrics. It is about the quality of the interaction, not the polish of the broadcast. The unstructured nature of these micro
streams provides a raw digital town square. These spaces offer a level of direct social connection that is often lost in larger, more corporate content. >> Are you talking about my cats that I lost? The year is 2006 film about a >> you lose a pet.
You know how much I love my cat. So it's like and then I lost I lost but okay
heard these things and it's like I look and it's like how you're conflicted on that. Okay. Well, it's like just like how about if you're conflicted, you just don't know enough information to like really judge and so let's judge be judged. you don't seem to really care to be honest, you know, but it's like, you know, if you show any kind of like emotion or weakness or something in this
world, it's just you'll just take advantage of it. And uh
there Okay. So, I don't seem to really care, but let me just explain. You don't know. You don't You don't know that I care. I don't think you really care about my my feelings. So whatever that I'm going to destroy people if you're upset about something that's the way it is. Don't you just get up like your stupid ass stong. So it's like this is not really about me
but it's really about you and like your anger. You're projecting a lot of anger toward me. I can show you something about the which is like what you have. Just go shake my booty instead of doing this and that. But who are you? I mean it's like who are you really? Are you Alexander Mayors? I don't know. Hold on. I'm going to play something about the
anonymous for you. So, this is the the anonymous. Um, this is actually really good. Let's watch this. It's a little young. It's a little longer, but we can watch Let's watch this together and learn about things something. Maybe we can like look into ourselves and it will be something positive. Shake my booty.
Give me a break. Okay. In Kung's model of the psyche, we have both the outer world and the inner world. The persona which represents the social mask that we put on lies between the ego and society representing our conscious life and outer world. The inner world or the unconscious is where
the real adventure begins. Here we encounter the shadow, thema, the animas and the self. All of which have both a light and dark aspect. As Jung emphasizes, the shadow can be inferred from the contents of the personal unconscious, that is contents that are acquired during one's lifetime. To become conscious of it, one must
recognize the dark aspects of the personality as present and real. If not, one unconsciously projects him onto others, changing the world into the replica of one's own unknown face. Shadow work is essential for any kind of self-nowledge but meets with considerable resistance. While the shadow is always of the same sex as the
subject. When we talk about the opposite sex, the source of projections takes the form of a contraexual figure. Here we meet the enema of man and enemas of woman which often turn up behind the shadow bringing up new and difficult problems. If you are unconscious of your enema, it will marry your shadow. The
enema is the personification of all female psychological tendencies in man while the enemas is the personification of all male psychological tendencies in woman. These will always express what you lack as they have a complimentary nature. They form part of the collective unconscious as archetypes or collectively inherited pasms of behavior
which are autonomous making them particularly difficult to integrate into one's personality. Just as the persona should be a sort of bridge to the world, the function of animma and animus is to make a connection with the depths of the psyche. We have explored the ideas of the persona, the shadow and the collective unconscious which differs
from the personal unconscious in previous videos. Now we will be doing the same here with thema and animus. If the encounter with the shadow is the apprentice piece, then that with thema is the masterpiece. The integration of the shadow or the realization of the personal unconscious marks the first stage in Juny
psychology. Without it, a recognition ofma and animus is impossible. Though the shadow is a motif as well known to mythology as anima and animus, it represents first and foremost the personal unconscious and its content can therefore be made conscious without too much difficulty. In this it differs from
enema and animus. For whereas the shadow can be seen through and recognized fairly easily, thema and animus are much further away from consciousness and in normal circumstances are seldom if ever realized. The first step one must take is acknowledgment of the enema and enemas which form the bridge to the most
fundamental figure to emerge, the archetype of the self, the totality of one's personality. Men tends to overvalue the masculine aspect with his persona playing the strong man while the feminine aspect remains unconscious. This naturally leads to negativema projection as he's completely unaware of
it. Man is highly focused on ego. He is highly rational and senses around the outer guys >> imprisonment of the outer world without access to the inner world. Woman on the other hand is more in tune with the inner life. There's a considerable psychological difference between man and
woman. It is common for men to have irrational moods and women irrational opinions. The enema corresponds to the maternal arrows and the enemas corresponds to the paternal logos. Jung writes, "Just as thema becomes through integration the arrows of consciousness, so the animus becomes a logos. And in the same way that thema gives
relationship and relatedness to a man's consciousness, so the animus gives to a woman's consciousness a capacity for reflection deliberation and self-nowledge. These archetypes are also conditioned by the experience each person has had in the course of his or her life with the opposite sex. Every man carries within
him the eternal image of woman. Not the image of this or that particular woman, but a definitive feminine image. Likewise, woman carries with her the eternal image of the masculine. Jung points to the archetypal nature of animus. And he's talking about the projection of these inner figures onto
real women and men. Starting with the enema, the woman within or personification of all female psychological tendencies in man is as a rule shaped by one's mother. If a man feels that his mother had a negative influence on him, his enema will often express itself in irritable, depressed
moods uncertainty insecurity and touchiness. Within the soul of such a man, the negative mother figure will endlessly repeat this theme. I am nothing. Nothing makes any sense. With others, it's different. But for me, I enjoy nothing. These moods cause a sort
of dullness, a fear of disease, of impotence, or of accidents. The whole of life takes on a sad and oppressive aspect. Such dark moods can even lure a man to suicide. In which case, the enema becomes a death demon. The enema is the archetype of life. And when it is negative, the impulse is to dream about
life and to make wishful fantasies about life instead of living life. It is as if a vampire sucking one's blood. The blood being our life activity. Such people sink into pacivity, feel constantly tired and do not want to do anything. One wakes up depressed and nothing means anything. The image of woman is the solace for all bitterness of life. And
at the same time, she is the great illusionist, the seductress, who draws men into life with her maya. Hope and despair counterbalance one another. A still more subtle manifestation of a negative enema involves partaking in a destructive intellectual game characteristic of pseudoellectual dialogues that inhibit a man from
getting into direct touch with life and its real decisions. He reflects about life so much that he cannot live it. Young men who are overpowered by their mothers often escape into the realm of the intellect to escape the mother's power and the animous pressure by getting into the realm of books and philosophical discussion which they think mother does not understand. He
saves his mental masculinity but sacrifices his fallace, his earthly masculinity and creativity. This vitality of action, that masculinity which molds the clay, which seizes and molds reality, he leaves behind for that is too difficult. He escapes into the realm of philosophy. There's no real
question behind such philosophy. Such people have no genuine questions for them. It is a kind of play with words and concepts and is entirely lacking in any convincing quality. Just as a negative experience with one's mother can negatively affect one's enema, so too can an overattachment to one's mother. The man becomes affeminate
and is prayed upon by women. He is thus unable to cope with the hardships of life. A mother complex creates a splitma. On the one hand, he worships the feminine image too much. A man lives regressively, fleeing from the cold, cruel world and seeking his childhood under the nourishing and protecting
circle of the mother. This is known as the poor eternus or eternal youth, also known as the Peter Pan syndrome. It is the archetype of the child god whose negative aspect includes the unconscious temptation to return to the mother's womb. This is seen today in adults who are socially immature, the so-called
manchild who has never grown up. On the other hand, he despises woman and sees us simply as an object to fulfill his erotic fantasies. The most frequent manifestation of thema takes the form of erotic fantasy, which becomes compulsive only when a man does not sufficiently cultivate his feeling relationships and
has remained infantile. These aspects of the can be projected so that they appear to the man to be the qualities of some particular woman. It is the presence of the causes a man to fall suddenly in love when he sees a woman for the first time and knows that this is she. In this situation, the man feels as if he has
known this woman intimately for all time. He falls for her so helplessly that looks to outsiders like complete madness. In the German myth of the Laureli, beautiful water spirits or sirens sing to seduce and lure men to their death. Thema symbolizes an unreal dream of love, happiness, and maternal
warmth, her nest. A dream or wishful fantasy that lures men away from reality. Men also project thema onto things as well as women, such as the captain of a ship being symbolically her husband, which may be why he must, according to tradition, go down with a
ship if she sinks. However, thema is not just about lust. The universal is symbolized by the goddesses who possess feminine energy. Syel, the goddess of nature, and Aphroditi, the goddess of love. The enema has just as many important positive aspects. It plays a vital role in putting a man's mind in
tune with the right inner values and thereby opening the way into more profound inner depths. This is the role of Beatatrice in Dante's divine comedy who after descending into hell and the purgatory guides him through heaven. There are four stages in the development of thema. The first stage is best symbolized by the figure of Eve which
represents purely instinctual and biological relations. The second can be seen in FA's Helen. She personifies a romantic and aesthetic level that is however still characterized by sexual elements. The third is represented for instance by the Virgin Mary, a figure who raises love arrows to the heights of
spiritual devotion. The fourth type is symbolized by sapientia, wisdom transcending even the most holy and the most pure. In the psychic development of modern man, this stage is rarely reached. The Mona Lisa comes nearest to such a wisdom. In practical terms, the positive role of the enema as guide to the inner world
occurs when a man takes seriously the feelings moods expectations and fantasies sent by his enema and when he fixes them in some form such as writing, painting, sculpture, or musical composition. After a fantasy has been fixed in some specific form, it is essential to regard it as being
absolutely real and not only a fantasy. If this is practiced with devotion over a long period of time, the process of individuation takes place and unfolds in its true form as one brings the unconscious content into reality. The unconscious, as we know, can never be done with once and for all. The purpose
of Jung's analytical psychology is to achieve wholeness of personality, bringing the unconscious content into consciousness through the lifelong process of individuation and alignment towards the self. Only the painful but essentially simple decision to take one's fantasies and feelings seriously can at this stage prevent a complete
stagnation of the inner process of individuation. Because only in this way can a man discover what this figure means as an inner reality. Thus thema becomes what she originally was the woman within who conveys the vital messages of the self. One such example can be seen with Scottish writer William
Sharp who wrote under Fiona Mloud a pseudonym kept almost secret during his lifetime. He wrote on Celtic law and nature. He wrote out of his heart, out of his soul through the voice of the archetype of life. When a man is full of life, he is animated. This he could never have brought into expression with his outer self. He knew that what he
wrote could not have been done by himself alone. In fact, he even wrote letters to Fiona and she would answer. They were two separate persons, a rare degree of reality corresponding to integration. The great poet William Bodler Yeets praised Fiona's writings but did not like those of William Sharp.
The animus the man within is the personification of all male psychological tendencies in woman. It too exhibits both good and bad aspects. However, it does not so often appear in the form of an erotic fantasy or mood but rather takes the form of a hidden sacred conviction about one's assumptions. One of the favorite themes
that the animus repeats endlessly in the ruminations of the thing in the world that I want is love and he doesn't love me or in this situation there are only two possibilities and both are equally bad. Just as the character of a man's enema is shaped by his mother, so the animus
is influenced by a woman's father. The father endows his daughter's animus with incontestably and unarguable true convictions. Convictions that never include the personal reality of the woman herself as she actually is. The negative aspects of the animus lures women away from all human relationships and personifies a cocoon of dreamy
thoughts filled with desire and judgments about how things ought to be which cut a woman off from the reality of life. In the folktale of Blue Beard, we can see a representation of a negative animus who secretly kills all his wives in a hidden chamber. When he marries another woman, he asks her not to open a certain secret door where all
the corpses are found. The woman, however, is overcome by curiosity and opens it. In this form, the Animus personifies all the cold and destructive reflections that invade a woman which get her into a state where she even wishes death to others. By nursing secret destructive attitudes, a wife can
drive her husband and a mother, her children, into illness, accident, or even death. Or she may decide to keep the children from marrying. A deep hidden form of evil that rarely comes to the surface of the mother's conscious mind. A naive old woman once said to me while showing me a picture of her son who was drowned when he was 27, "I
prefer it this way. It's better than giving him away to another woman. An unconscious animous opinion may lead to a strange pacivity and paralysis of all feelings or a deep insecurity. In the depths of the woman's being, the animous whispers, "You are hopeless. What's the use of trying? There's no point in doing
anything. Life will never change for the better." Just as the enema, the animus also takes on a vampiric aspect. It is one of the activities of the animous life of a woman to steal to suck life from other people. Such a woman becomes a vampire because she has no life in herself. But she needs life and so must
take it where she finds it. The negative devil animus kills every feminine aspect in life. Unfortunately, whenever one is possessed by thema or animus, it seems as if we ourselves are having such thoughts and feelings. The ego identifies with them to the point where it is unable to detach itself and see
them for what they are. One really becomes possessed by the unconscious and only after the possession has fallen away does one realize with horror that one has said and done things diametically opposed to one's real thoughts and feelings. Like the enema, the animus does not merely consist of negative qualities such as brutality,
recklessness, empty talk, and silent, obstinate, evil ideas. He too has a very positive and valuable side. He too can build a bridge to the self through his creative activity. If a woman realizes who and what her animus is, her animus can turn into an invaluable inner companion who endows her with the
masculine qualities of initiative, courage, objectivity, and spiritual wisdom. The animus, just like the exhibits four stages of development. He first appears as a personification of mere physical power. For instance, as an athletic champion or muscle man. In the next stage, she possesses initiative and
the capacity for planned action. In the third phase, the enemus becomes the word, often appearing as a professor or clergyman. Finally, in his fourth manifestation, the enemus is the incarnation of meaning. On this highest level, he becomes like the enema, a mediator of the religious experience
whereby life acquires new meaning. The dance between and animus is indispensable for individuation. Just as Jung describes thema as the archetype of life, he calls the animus the archetype of meaning. Jung makes reference to the idea of the the divine couple united by a sacred marriage. as a motive
as universal as the existence of men and women such as the union celebrated by Shiva and Shakti or Zeus and Hera. Thema gives birth to the images of the psyche. It brings them to life from the unconscious. While the animus gives them meaning in consciousness in the outer world. The confrontation with the
unconscious can be seen as an active act of meditation which has its Latin roots in meditio to reflect upon which has a healing effect. The dictionary of alchemy written in the 17th century describes it as an internal talk of one person with another who is invisible as in the invocation of a deity communion
with oneself or with one's good angel. By understanding, writing and drawing dreams, we incorporate the images of the unconscious. The most important dreams are the so-called archetypal dreams which come from the collective unconscious. There are two important practices for Yung in relation to
dreams. Amplification and active imagination. Amplification is the use of mythological, historical, and cultural parallels in order to amplify or turn up the volume on the dream material. Jung calls this the psychological tissue in which the image is embedded. He wanted to avoid the process to be entirely
subjective. During his life, Jung interpreted around 80,000 dreams and discovered that they seem to follow a clear pattern, demonstrating the validity of his concept of the collective unconscious. With active imagination, one visualizes and contemplates on any one fragment of fantasy that seems significant and
elaborates on it by adding further unconscious material in a natural manner. The goal is to bring the unconscious material into the already existing conscious material of the written dream. It is common for intense and frequent dreams to become weaker and less frequent the more they are made conscious. In other words, dreams
contain fantasies which want to become conscious. When confronting the figures of the unconscious, one shouldn't ask questions about the ego or the outer world, but of one's inner reality. The dream world of symbols does not mean that it is mere fantasy. In fact, imagination seeks to magnify that is to
expand consciousness. In other words, active imagination is actively expanding consciousness. The goal of individuation is to become more and more who we really are, distinct from others and yet in relationship to others. This process is a series of confrontational dialogues between us and the world, the human
beings to whom we are related and bound in the inner world of the archetype. An essential part of this process is that a man becomes conscious of his enema and a woman of her enemas in order to differentiate him or herself from it and not be dominated by it. >> The inner living figures expect complete
neglect from us and they aren't happy about that because they are real. We find that thoughts, feelings and a effects are alive in us which we would never have believed possible. Naturally, possibilities of this sort seem utterly fantastic to anyone who has not experienced them himself. For a normal
person knows what he thinks. Such a childish attitude on the part of the normal person is simply the rule. So that no one without experience in this field can be expected to understand the real nature of animas. With these reflections, one gets into an entire new world of psychological experience.
Provided, of course, that one succeeds in realizing it in practice. Those who do succeed can hardly fail to be impressed by all that the ego does not know and never has known. This
>> Oh my god, this is I'm a very strange man. What are you?
>> I don't know who you are.
One, an incident was referenced. You were told it was not covered in module one. That was accurate. It is covered here. Understand that it is covered reluctantly and that some doors once opened do not close again before the new year. >> Welcome back to onboarding. This is module 2 of 9.
The incident occurred on the 22nd of December 2025 at a petting zoo. It was documented across four transmissions, including a musical parody, this organization's standard response to a serious workplace event. One participant was steamrolled. Several parties are implicated. One of them is a reindeer. The remainder are goats. This
module has been reviewed by no legal council of any kind. Module 1's council has resigned. There is never a test. The site contains three categories. Category 1, humans, two present. Category 2, reindeer, one present. Status contested. Category 3, goats. Number unspecified. Referred to
as baby goats. Account was never taken. account is no longer possible. The goats are cataloged in the bestie as entities, not livestock. That distinction will matter in approximately four minutes. Party A. Christine documented as a crypt keeper. Mystical but clumsy and
confused. Her recorded activity is harassing baby goats. Party B. Rudolph. A disciplinary figure with authority over Christmas proceedings. There is no record of who granted this authority. Investigators recover this line. Stay out of the Rudolph's third gear. The organization has elected not
to pursue what this means. Party C, the conspiring goats, baby goats that appear to have orchestrated the incident. This was an act of karmic revenge. Rudolph was not the cause. Rudolph was the delivery mechanism. The goats declined to be interviewed.
Reconstruction. T-minus 12. Christine arrives. Tminus 9. Harassment begins. Tminus 4. The goats conspire. T0. In the words of the transcript, Christine got steamrolled by Rudolph. Christine is on the ground. The goats are not. The incident occurred during Glitchmass, a corrupted, digitally distorted version of Christmas blending
holiday imagery with streaming culture hexes and curses. Christmas was under attack from three directions. Alexander, Gothy, and a reindeer. Only one of them was a reindeer. Post incident, the livestock formed a band. The bestiary logs, the Bleetles, and the
Bleed Suits, a barn band that sold out a tour. The official statement reads, "We're all so proud of Rudolph." It does not mention Christine. She is still a crypt keeper. President was found in Hindu cosmology. The god dua had his head replaced with a goat's head as a
lesson in humility. Recommended actions. One, establish headcount, deferred. Two, determine gears. Deferred. Four, do not mistreat baby goats. Item four is adopted. >> The archive has a word for this. Mythmaking. The process by which real events are turned into legend where
guests become archetypes. That is not a joke this cult told. That is simply what this cult does to everything it loves. Module two complete.
There is a moment before a person leaves you when they still believe they matter. The belief is the last thing I take. Not with an argument, not with a scene, with nothing at all.
>> >> I held the lamp above you while you slept. I needed a face to put the rule in. One drop of oil, one question I had kept.
And by the time I looked up, love was gone. And no door slam, no last word, no goodbye, just a warm place in the sheets
that went to stone. I learned the whole cold that night. And why the ones who leave in silence leave alone. Oh
>> you sent me swording grain till I bled. Barely from your lead. Mercy from the dead. I sorted every word you ever said and found not one you're capable to get. 100 ways I made my case to you. The hund and first was rehearsing in my
mouth. Then something in the counting came untrue. The jury had gone home. The lights went out. Old is not cruelty. Cruelty still speaks. >> Cruelty says you hurt me and the threat survive the sting. I will not
>> give you cruelty. >> I will not >> give you >> I will give you the shape of a room where there used to be a king. No verdict, no scene, no stage, no story to misquote. The one who needs
the least from the exchange owns every word you wrote. So take the silence love. It's the last thing that I own. Your mind will build the sentence and it will build it out of bone. I did
not go cold in anger. Anger is still a leash. I did not go cold to punish. Punishment is a reach. I went cold the morning after. I stopped rehearsing the speech.
You called it my worst hour. It was the hour she was crowned. I mourned it in the basement when nobody heard the sound and I came up out of that dark with the whole thing already ground.
You will write to me at 2 in the morning. You will call it closure. It is not. It is you ask in the empty chair to give the wound a plot. I OPENED THE BOX they told me not to open. And what was in it? Wasn't beauty. It was
quiet. And I have worn it every day since. And no one's ever tried it. >> Cold is not cruel. >> Cold is the check that clears. Cold is the bridge nobody burns. It just stops holding weight for years. And one
day you'll look down and there's no river and no road. Just a terrible arithmetic of everything. I never >> the last word. I never had to speak.
>>
>> Okay, I'm set. Have a look.
Good night, guys.
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