Psyche hosts an open panel discussion while recovering from being under the weather, discussing personal drama involving a supporter named Crucible Ghost and panel dynamics. Psyche shares his experience with Crucible Ghost, who donated $300 and then asked for it back, causing tension.
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The episode starts with Psyche apologizing for not feeling well ▶ 4:11 and needing to sit down ▶ 4:46. He then discusses his interaction with Crucible Ghost, who donated $300 ▶ 6:30 and then asked for the money back ▶ 7:12. Psyche explains that he had already played a song and didn't want to stop it, which led to Crucible Ghost getting upset ▶ 7:04. The situation escalated, with Crucible Ghost going to another chat and asking for money ▶ 7:36. Psyche also mentions that he got 'weeded' and passed out ▶ 8:14, and that he's still feeling under the weather ▶ 8:26. He expresses his sadness and appreciation for Crucible Ghost's support ▶ 8:54. Another person chimes in, suggesting that people need to be adults and take responsibility for their actions ▶ 9:25.
The episode appears to explore themes of personal relationships, responsibility, and the complexities of online interactions. It suggests that Psyche values his relationships with his supporters and is affected by their actions. The conversation also touches on the idea that people need to be accountable for their actions, especially in online communities.
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Hey everyone. Oh. Not feeling very well. I'm sorry. Really like out of breath. Should probably not be smoking. Are you guys okay?
It was a crazy day yesterday.
Can someone come up? I can't like I'm really getting out of breath. Can some people come up and talk? I need to like sit down. I'm standing but I need to sit down more.
Tony. You're serious? Tony the Black Dragon? I heard about you. I think J Dog knows you. Thanks for coming. Did you know there's another guy named Tony? The conductor. He's like sending people to my house all the time.
They like bother me. Well, they're not like bothering me. He's trying to but
That's wasting their time.
Someone could come up. I'll try to stay on chat, too. I'm sorry if you can't hear me very well. Hold on. I don't know what happened yesterday. Hi. Can you hear me, friend? Yes, how are you today?
I'm doing good, Psych. How are you, good sir? You said you're under the weather is what you said. Yeah, uh I slept all day and then like I woke up and I walked and I'm like I just walked to McDonald's and back and I'm like a little bit winded and uh and then yesterday was like having such a good day. It was so much it was supposed to be like so much fun.
Um you know, Ghost Crucible Ghost like donated I think he donated like 300 bucks. So like in the in the last few days. >> 300? God damn. Mike. Yeah. And then um and it was supposed to be his like a fun thing. Like Ghostober. Like I was just going to like, you know, give him a show like you know, let him
run the show kind of run the show and stuff and and then um he came on early and he's like, "Oh, well, let's start it right now." I was like, "Okay." And he's like I was like, "Should I play the ghost song?" He's like, "Oh, play whatever song you want." So I just started playing a song and then like halfway through the song he's like, "Oh, okay, stop the song and then play Ghostober." I'm like, "Well, I don't I'm already playing the song. Let me I'll play it next."
And so I finished the song and then I played the Ghostober song. And then he's like, "I want all my money back. This is you know." >> Oh boy. Yeah. Oh boy. And then he starts um and he and he he super chatted it and stuff. And so like you know, I don't have it or whatever. And then um plus it's like you know, go YouTube
takes like 40% or whatever. And then he started saying like anything that is and then he started then then he went over to Beat Us and was like, "Oh, well, Psychi's like took all the only money I had you know." And he's like asking them to borrow money and stuff. Oh boy. And then they're like, "Ghost, you're full of
Like you wouldn't have just given him all your last money." Like whatever. And it's like and then he came back in my chat and he donated another 50, right? Oh god damn. Yeah. And so then and I got in like weeded this time. I got a lot of weed. I'm sorry if it's just it's disrupting. I'm sorry. I'll turn off. And I got I had um
I got on weed and then like the weed was really strong and then I like I ended up like passing out. Mhm. But um and then I just woke up just now. And I was >> got some good rest but you're you're still feeling under the weather. You're still feeling under the weather. You're still feeling under the weather, you said. I got good rest but it's like now I'm like, you know,
a little bit out of breath and like kind of like just really sad and stuff. Nothing McCafe can't cure. Nothing nothing McCafe can't What are you sad about, Psych? What's going on, buddy? Cuz like >> You're all right. Don't cry on me now. I don't cry but he was like, you know, one of the one of the last people that's even like, you know,
helping me out and it's like I appreciate him and I wanted to do everything and it wasn't even like I didn't really do anything like wrong, I don't think. And it's like now I just look like whatever everyone else like, you know, been saying and it's like just all the bad things that like people are like, "Oh, look, even like his friend Ghost like doesn't like him anymore." and like
Oh, who? You said Ghost or Is that the guy you were saying? Crucible Ghost, yeah. His name is Crucible Ghost, yeah. Well, I mean people have to be adults and I think I think a lot of times people get drunk, they get caught up in the moment. They maybe they sent money they shouldn't have. No he
You know, you do that. If you do that, that's on you. You have to be an adult. >> it before and it's like and guys, he started he started a new job and so I'm sure it was like, you know, and he's been telling me for like a month he's going to he was going to be doing this and stuff. But I think it and now I'm like, "Why does he Why does he like >> the Hispanic guy you're into with the Was he like face tattoos? Really nice guy.
That's Scribbles. Scribbles I did a reading for the other night. >> no, no. Scribbles is Hispanic? No, he's not Hispanic, but he's a he has a face tattoo. I don't know I thought that was who you were talking about. I don't I'm not sure who it No, no, I've been on panel with him. He were like doing an internet relationship with a Hispanic gay >> Oh, that's Miser. Miser. Uh yep, that's exactly who it was. That's exactly who
it was. Miser I >> doing? You talk to him lately? He just left. Miser I haven't seen Miser in months. Um I look back on some of the old episodes and he was saying like weird things to me like I don't know I don't think he was ever my friend. He was um Well, I mean people come and go. You Yeah, yeah, but he was like I just watched the old episodes and he
always kind of like making fun of me instead of like, you know, and I was like kind of had a crush at the time so I and I was like, you know, Oh, he's taking shots at you? Is that what you're saying? Taking shots? Yeah, he was just saying weird stuff like Well, he I don't know like But you know what? You've always been a good friend and it's like and you're one
Always have been, always will be. Always have been, always will be. Hey, you you had quite the panel the other night. I was in the chat there. You had all the celebrities, the uh Alexandras, the uh the You know who didn't get to say much? I think and who who was the true rockstar?
The true rockstar on the panel who didn't get to say much was uh was was my boy uh Now I can't even remember his name. What what what what what is the gentleman? He's uh bald, maybe our age with sunglasses, something Shepherd. Philip? Is it Philip? Is that his name?
>> Philip Shepherd. Anybody know who he's talking about? I'm a little bit like I'm >> can't believe I just blanked out on his name. I'm a little bit slow today. Oh, we were on the panel It was me, you, and him and he's so quiet. He's so funny. He's just sitting there with his sunglasses on the panel and you guys are just going on about, you know, whatever
whatever and uh he's so shy. He just can't get a word in. He cannot get a word in. Who is the guy? Does anyone know? He seems like a nice enough guy. Oh, Paul. Paul Shepherd. >> Paul, there you go. I said Philip. Paul. Yeah. Yeah, I just said that. I blank out sometimes on people's names. Paul's I think you know Paul's he's actually straight. I thought he might be gay, but then he's like, "No, he's straight."
And then he lives in my city, too. So, he's close by. He lives right down the road basically. I didn't say I didn't say he was gay or otherwise. >> No, I mean I that's what I thought. That's what I thought. >> Oh, I got you. I got you. Okay. >> But uh yeah, and so I apologize to him for uh No, he's just so funny. He seems like such a nice guy, but uh he comes on
the panel and he has his sungla he has his sunglasses on and uh you kind of feel bad for him cuz he seems like kind of a shy guy and Yeah. When you have so many personalities, you don't know how when you're tripping He's a little bit shy. Uh or like a little bit quiet on the quiet side, but he's uh
You know, he's I think he's comfortable talking to us and stuff and I like him a lot. You know, he's like he's one of the interesting people that come in. We also We have some you know Queen Natalie. I don't know if you've seen Queen Natalie. She's really cool. Um she's from England and um you know and then Mason the drummer of course has >> Oh, I know Mason. I I've been on panel been
with Mason. Yes, indeed. taking the panel by storm the panel verse by storm and well the other night he threatened you know Gotti was kind of ribbing him a little bit like just teasing him a little bit and he said he started getting upset and he's like, "Gotti is like I'm going to I'm going to beat you up." And then he said, "Gotti, I'm going to s l i t your t h r o a t." And so
uh I had to end the stream. Oh boy, you can't be doing that. Yeah, we had doing that. I've I've said some things when I've been drunk and gotten into arguments with people and I wake up the next morning and I'm like, Oh boy, why did Yeah. >> what I said and I wish I wouldn't have said it. Like I've I've never I've never straight
up threatened to kill anybody, but I I I have said some things that I've regretted the next morning, but uh Uh So it goes. Is that a I that that has to be a The the graphic >> picture of you? Yeah. Yes. Oh, the angel? Yeah, that's a that's like me as like, you know, a buff
hot angel kind of character. Like Jesus Christ. Like snake Christ. It has my face a little bit. Yeah, snake Christ. >> beautiful. Thank you. I made that one. The background I just found on on the you know Google search. >> I said psych Christ, not snake Christ.
I said psych Christ. Psych Yeah. I thought Did you Did you think I said snake? Yeah, but that's okay. No, it's psych. Psych. I'm glad I cleared that one up. I said psych And And we have Thing That Is in the chat. Thing That Is I saw like you know they they clipped you, you know, did you see the the you saw the the trip kicks? You got clipped in there with a you were on
Beta's panel. And all you did was say yeah. No, um this is Thing That Is, but I think you know, you should be I think you should be clips you know soon soon by you know, because you know, you do you I love your appearances, but um Yeah, it was this Thing That Is and >> whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. yeah. I'm not I'm not under I got clipped in somebody's streams?
No, this guy in the chat named Thing That Is. Oh, okay. Thank god. Thank god. I thought you were saying somebody That's the last thing I need. I'm going to play it again. I'll try to play it again. But you know what you know what you know been uh you were on Beta's panel and Beta's you know, all all that happened was that um I think somebody said oh it
was either Eldo or um you know, Brozbert. I think it was Eldo and Eldo was like, "You know you know, Paige doesn't with Psych um anymore. She does she hates him now and whatever." And then you were like, "No, she doesn't. He was she was just on the panel." And then Beta's like, "Oh, look, you're just defending Canadian people." And I was going on about that. I think
if you want me to play it, I'll play it. I was so drunk I don't even remember. Yeah, play it. I I want to see what's going on if you have it. If you want I have this. It was on Trip Kick. It was on our Trip Kick. This is Thing That Is. He was on We got He was on him on the panel on this panel. Let me see if I go Trip Kick. Well, this will be a first for me. Okay, good. Well, yeah, that that's actually I'm actually
was on several times. I'll show you the the his uh look at this. I'm on several times on his uh on his channel. Let me share the screen. Check this out. >> like Russell Brand. Thank you. That's what Alex That's what Alex Alex Alex said earlier. Russell Brand, the comedian. So look, do you see I mean that's not me, but okay. So let me see
where am I? See there's me. There's me. Um this Oh, yeah, there you are. That's me. I don't Did you see this one with the the woman Shannon? Did you see this? No, I have No, no. Check this out first. This is funny. He's a he's a It's South Park, right? Right.
Who's that I don't know. Who you? No. I don't get it.
That was Hey hey hey Psychi, why don't you come up and show us your beta pose with your little American flag thong, Cena's is cooking tonight. Yo, Eldi. Dude, I don't want to hear this. Psychi and I'm laying in a pile of goddamn kitty litter, Oh, I'm going to go buy fish tacos with Alexander Myers. You haven't
realized you the only reason why she's over there is because you have an audience sometimes and she wants to Beta over. You didn't realize her content's Beta. It ain't you, face boy. It's not you and your little weird ass cat you got over there. Oh, she sounds like she's mad. I have a question for you, Psychi. Are you that broke that you actually have to charge
people to open a panel? I mean, are you really that goddamn broke that you have to charge people to start talking to them? >> just like he's just saying weird stuff. He's got his new advertisement. This is the trailer part of the panel. >> popular panel. I'll give you readings, but I don't even know what the death card means. But I can show you my
tits dressed in American flag in my baby pose. And that that that is the that is the real Psychi. That is the real Psychi, people. And let me tell you something. You You do watch Psychi. You do watch Psychi. No, I watch you. No, we watch the clips. Okay. I watch beep. I watch Janny. I watch Trip Kick because I'm watching four hours of
gay guy and his lady and Psychi beg for money for fish tacos. Get the out of here. I forgot what I was saying. Sounds like weird creature You know what I'm saying? I don't know. Yeah. I mean I get asked that again. Let me tell you something. If Jumbo was up there and talking that's the only way they could get up on the panel if they show their tits.
They would roast him for eternity about being a sexual predator. The Psychi could sit up there and say, "Well, you can only GET ON THE PANEL if you show your thong." And Brad trailer part of the You're a gross out, And I had I had to I did have to show my dick to get up there. He's laying on a puddle of kitty litter, talking about
how he's the devil. Let me out. You're weirdo The only reason why you get any attention that you do is because you're an LOL cow. So so Shannon Shannon, can can he come up here and give you a a tarot reading? I'll pay for it. Oh, please. Allow him to. I'd love to rip his little marriage Jerry. Marry the turtle. You hear that, Psyke?
I sent you $5 for a tarot for Shannon. You got to come up here and do it. Yeah, I I let's see how well you read tarot. Tell me what the death card's about again. Cuz you totally that up. I don't need to know how to read tarot. >> saying he So you're saying he he been reading them wrong the whole time? Yes, he didn't know what the he's doing.
He might as well get out some baseball cards and pull out Joe DiMaggio and say He's so wrong. How the is that? How the he got tarot in his name and he can he he read the cur I I don't know. How's he trying to act like he's a celebrity and people want to see him
when he's a Oh, Shannon. old woman cat sleeping on kitty litter and riding a e-bike to get fish tacos. Are you guys really buying that You killing them. Give her a reading. She said you got to read the cards right. Oh my god. Prove to us that you read the cards right Psyke. Yeah, right. Cuz that's Just the
sound of her voice is everything that I hate. the readings from you, man. He doesn't tell you what they really mean cuz he goes all the way between like he's full of and he doesn't know what the No doubt You know how long I've been watching tarot? Tell me again how the death card is What was it you said it was? It was
about something something someone in your life is a He looks like an older like a Who are you talking about, Shannon Shannon, you can't tell me because I'm telling you I got I paid for readings from him. So you telling me that he he he read it to me the wrong The two Well, like I can tell you the one time I saw him reading he said the death card was about leaving something behind or whatever else.
That's not what the death card's about. It's about new beginnings. It means the end of a Right. cycle in your life and a beginning one. So I can tell you right now that he's full of And he pulls out his little Disney princess cards talking some about the four of cups. doesn't know about cards. At least get out the key they give you in a and read
what they mean. I need $5 for the cats, yet I've never seen him buy for his cats ever. I've seen him buy an e-bike. I've seen him ride to the beach and buy fish tacos. I've seen him phone boner. I cannot hear her voice anymore. >> pull his legs up like he was a
female in his little red, white, and blue panties. This cousin But I've seen him do by but lick goddamn snatches of women that he think are more popular than him. Hey, where's your trilogy out there? Where's Where's Psyke's beauties? Not one of those talk to you anymore, dumb
How's that for a goddamn friendship? Here's the truth, Psyke. I'm going to give you the truth. You know what you were you were cannon fodder. Beta brought you to Beta brought those people to your place because she didn't want you to have a real stream. She didn't bring you
to Sam Mans. She didn't bring them to Kate's. She didn't bring them She brought them to your channel and none of us knew who the you were. You were just one of her weirdos that she had in her back pocket. So instead of losing her channel, she could with yours. Oh, thank god. About time. Some entertainment.
Who the is this? Who the is this? Who is this person Shannon? You'll never with me. You have a channel? You're just some irrelevant Who is this Psyke? I'm the queen. First of all, I pulled the I pulled the card for her. So she got the That's her first card. Oh, yes. Exactly. That's that's about right. That's all it is. That's all it is. That's her only card, too. That's her only card.
You called me a All I All I know is you're a Show us your cards and read them so we so we can see that you can read them right, Psyke. Yeah. Yeah, let's see the card. Let's see the card. I can't but it's inappropriate for Kate's show. I I have more respect for Kate than to than to get her her flap or her Show us the card. I want to see what card you pulled. Just look between your legs and that's that smelly snatch between your legs. That's all it Well,
you wouldn't know what a snatch looks like since all you smells Oh boy. Wow, he got me there. I love it. You smelled the snatch. I think that's what that Oh my god. My cat's bigger stay out of Why don't you stay out of and it won't smell like You don't like I don't even know you. Like what are you
talking about? If you don't even know me, how can you talk? Well, you you you're talking about some character you see on This is this is Shannon. She's a queen of the of Gen X. She ain't queen of She is she's She's Gen X. I'm certainly not the queen you are, boy. That's for sure. I'll never be the queen I am, Okay. No, I don't worry. I don't want to be.
You realize that couch into a litter box made you a fool. YOU WON'T SEE ME YOU'RE LYING. I DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS Why don't you get on your busted ass e-bike? I don't even know. in my video, Kate. Why don't you eat big a little bit more,
boy? I don't know how she knows me. How does she know so much about me? She sounds She's like she I don't I know zero about her. Because you're because you're an LOL cow. You're an LOL cow so they clap Really? Well, milk me, Milk me. How about some fresh grass? How about some green grass? That would really hurt. I mean Obviously because you're having a little
fit. I don't know if I can stay up here. I don't know if I Okay, go. Go be sad. Go be sad. I KNOW I You have to respect me a little bit. Psyke. Oh, man. That feels so I had a premonition I was going to have some dumb screaming about me. show and then I come over here and
I think I'm going to make a video about this. You will not get a single Oh my gosh. Make sure Make sure you pull out the key for the cards so you actually know what they Well, there's my guy. I don't need the key for the cards, I've been doing tarot since I was 8 years old, okay? So by the way 8 years old is so gifted doing tarot. I just started. It's called like you know you learn over the years. Well, I've
been doing tarot since I was two. So I win. You haven't been doing tarot at all. Have you? >> Yes, I have. I do tarot every day. Okay, well, you know, you should be careful about disparaging fellow readers. The karma's really bad on that. Oh, yeah. Okay. I'll worry about my karma as you're spreading your American Okay, give a show like how do you know me? You have the public stream
that everybody clips because you're a total I have a I have a reading for you. If you don't If you don't shut up, I'll give you a good reading. But if you don't want to shut up, then it's fine. Are you big mad, little mad? No, let's just zoom her off for a minute and do a reading. Of course, Psyke. All right, do the read do the read it, Psyke. Do the read. Jerry gave me so, okay. Okay, this this is this for Shannon.
This Shannon's reading. Shannon, you received justice for something in the recent past. You guys kind of funny. One guy's kind of funny. Oh, you see all these options available to you now because of it. Um but it's a lot of confusion because of it cuz there's so many. You're going to want to pick the one that you most gravitate towards. That looks like something to do with love because
there's like a two of cups and this is like, you know, two equals um meeting and, you know, starting something that can grow into something bigger. You're also coming up as queen of wands and so you've got a lot of good fiery power. This is also like Norman Bates mom card, okay? Whatever. Oh, yeah, right. Also because you are Lie some more. Lie some more about that card. What's some more about the card? Well, it says courage, confidence,
independence right? >> It says Norman Bates's mom. That's what it says. That's what Have you ever saw Psycho? That is that is Norman Bates's mother. If you ever saw Psycho, that's Norman Bates's mother, okay? Queen of wands. Somebody go look up what the queen of wands representation is. It says courage, confidence, independence, okay? Yeah, that's what it says, okay? Yes, so
that's that's Norman Bates's mom, okay? Lie Lie Lie some more cuz it's not going for you. Go ahead. Okay, well, whatever whatever. I'm going to do this quick reading for you. Okay, finally we have the 10 of the 10 of wands, which means you've been carrying some burdens. You've been carrying other people's burdens. Maybe because you're in this queen energy like a lot of people go to you for help and things like that. But it is very heavy. It's like a heavy burdens going on in the future, okay?
Shannon is correct. The queen of wands is passion, confidence, charisma, and fierce independence symbolizing someone who boldly pursue their dreams with courage and enthusiasm. This card encourages you to express your authentic self, embrace creative endeavors, and take an active role in shaping your life.
You're an ignorant companion, you okay? And I said all this You've been doing it since you were 8, but you can't even get the cards right. I got all the cards right. You don't even know You don't even know YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW TO LOOK TO SEE IF the THE CARDS REVERSED, you What means upper RIGHT NOW? I DIDN'T PULL THEM REVERSED, SO THEY'RE NOT REVERSED, you okay?
Anyway, that would be they'd come out reversed. They wouldn't just turn them upside down on my own. Okay. Well, anyway, you know nothing about tarot, so whatever. So, okay. You know nothing about tarot. Okay, thank you, K, for having me on. I guess that just leaves one score to settle. You can't hurt me. Then let this be our final battle. No, no no no no no no.
There's a logical explanation for that.
There we go. Wow. Yeah, that was that was uh that was quite the ordeal. Yeah, that was That was quite the ordeal there. There we go. Yeah, that is like the trailer park town crier. She's like the trailer park town crier, and then you got the other guy below her.
It's like it's like Hills Have Eyes. That's what I kept thinking, like Hills Have Eyes creatures. It was. Oh, But I think I think I did What's up, Scotty? Hi, Scotty. Scotty, how are you, my dude? You known Shannon for 5 years, and she's 51% and 49% crazy. Hey, that's a that's a pretty good uh percentage.
But driver It's apparent, just from the sound of her voice, the way she talks, I mean she she but she's not a quality person. She's not an educated person. She's not a person who has It's on Twitch. education of any kind. I'll play it I'll play the slip kick the uh the one where he was clipped too, but I don't know if you have time, but uh
um Trevor, you're a good friend, and you know thank you for just >> best friend the best friend >> yeah, you're a best friend to me, and thank you so much. >> You doing all right, buddy? I'm worried about you. What what what what has you so down besides besides internet nonsense, because really none of this should matter. It's just nonsense. That's all it is. Like it it is a lot of this is my life,
and uh and uh you know kind of just like I go here to like you know have fun and stuff like that, and Well, I mean that hard harder You know better than that. You know I mean it's not going to be it's not going to be all Yeah. candy and gumdrops and rainbows. I
mean it's going to be the the usual nonsense that you get, and Yeah. But uh Hey, Rudy. Rudy's coming up here to say hi. Do you see Rudy? There's Rudy. Oh, how old is that cat? I'm not sure if I met Rudy. He's 17. He's a old old cat. I got him this um I got him this year in January. Um He's beautiful. Thank you. He's
little. Here Let me see. Can I say hi to everybody? There's Mr. Rude. Oh, that that's great. I love that. So cute. I love you, Rudy. Good boy. Yeah. I had crazy dreams living in Dream right as I had before I woke up. I was dreaming about DJ Electra, and like she was on some chat where there was like this green snake,
and I dream of my dad a lot, too, and uh that's always nice, cuz he's been gone for a while, so >> You said you've been thinking about your dad? I dreamed about him like last night. I had like a lot of dreams Uh-huh. Yeah, he's been passed away for about over a year now, like you know about a year and 6 months, and That's hard. That's hard.
I used to go to McDonald's with him, The time I didn't really like McDonald's, but then he he like he like loved the fries and stuff, and now it's like I'm pretty much like turning into him, where it's like I eat my fries and walk home, and uh Oh, Rudy. Rudy's like rubbing his face on my thing, and Oh, Rudy. He's He's getting a little bit old. He always is sitting next to me on the couch now. Just like that's where he
lives basically, on the couch next to me. I hope he's hope he lives a while longer, like a a lot longer, actually, but Hey, 17's quite an accomplishment. It is. It is quite an accomplishment. I I feel better now. >> a friend who Mhm? I had a friend he had a cat Trixie.
Trixie her name was, and uh I think I think she lived over 20 years. Wow. She was born in '94, then she passed away in uh if I remember correctly, 2016. Aw. But I call my cat Trixie. I call my cat Trixie, cuz his name is Trix, but then I call him Trixie, and it's even one of my
songs they call him Trixie and stuff, so I know. Yeah, I think that's a that's a common go-to name for cat, I would imagine Trixie. Yeah. But uh yeah, that's a cute boy right there. That's a cute boy. boy I just have two I have I have a one I have two girls, Lola and Lenore, and then um you know, I have Trix and uh and Rudy are the two boys,
and so I've got four cats, and I've had a lot of a lot more cats, but people are like, "Oh my god, look at all the cats disappeared." and stuff like that. Yeah, well, sometimes cats run away. Like um you know, there's other people in the neighborhood that love cats, and cats Sometimes cats like to be the only cat of the house, you know, and so It's called free range, right? Free >> cat door They have a cat door. They can range.
come in, they can come out. There you go. Ghost Well, you know, I I I I don't know what Ghost's problem is um Goddy, and but um you know, he was kind of pretty hard on me last night. Um But you know, I hope I can make up with him and stuff. Yeah. He'll come back around. They always do. Yeah. >> They always do.
Hey, they they always come back around just to break your heart again, and then to come back around again. You >> what I mean? It's just Yeah. it's just it's just one of those cycles. Yeah. Well Well, man, well, I hope you feel better. >> you feel better. Thank you. I love you. >> Thank you. I'm going to check out What What What's that channel? It's a So, I'm actually in
one of these clips? Well, that was I don't know what thing that is, but I hope that hopefully that you get clipped too. Maybe this will be clipped, who knows? I don't want to be small. I don't I mean I guess I don't care. It's not like my face is on here, but Well, yeah. Thing that is I maybe I'll play I'll try to play that second clip with Kina as now, so so stay tuned and keep watching, and then uh Will do. Yes, sir. Thank you. I love
you. I hope you feel better. Maybe take a day off from that. I will. I I may have a short show tonight, and then sleep and get some rest. We'll see. Yes, sir. Love you, dude. Thank you for coming. Yeah. All right, Psych. Good talking to you. Yeah, thing that is uh it's so since you didn't see your clip, and uh you know, I'm going to go ahead and play this, and like I'll be I'll be right here laying down a little bit, but
I'll be right here, okay? And then here's this clip. Uh oh, yeah, this is this is uh where you're clipped, I think. You're on Beta's show. Here you go. Share screen. There we go. You can see the Jerry Springer mo chief. Here we go. Thank you for being a friend.
Not that Persian spell put on me. You must be told. What up, Oh, damn. What up, grandma? Tell your dad to pay me. All right, then. All right, player, stay up. Yes this friend I want to thank you.
Thank you for being a friend. Thank you. I want to thank you. For being a friend. Thank you for being a friend. Thank you. I want to tell you about a friend. Thank you. Thank you for being a
Thank you for being a friend. Thank you for being a friend. Yeah, I know thing that is up here at He don't He don't show no You know what I mean? He don't He got to show Beta respect. He don't defend Paige, won't defend Paige, for sure. He'll He'll defend But why would he defend a little Eastern touristic-minded person in his mind like
me, you know? He's not giving Paige What What has she done? >> defended you when you were talking like being claimed on like accused of weird Canadian's a Canadian. It's a Canadian thing. No, no. Paige just don't like Paige don't with Psych like that, you know No, she did not. She's just over there.
There we go. There we go. I love that thing. Thank you for defending somebody. But it's got to be a Canadian like you. Right. A little bit of uh Huh, let's see. I I didn't get Have you ever figured out what people are saying right now? I didn't defend Paige >> for everybody, whether it's right or
wrong. She's not getting the same treatment I'm getting. I will defend her before you. You need to defend her. I definitely treatment? Does she get the AI songs that I got? I always defend her Paige. Paige knows how, too. I know her way better than you. Actually Me and Paige were the people that
fought hard for Psyche. Harder than you would ever imagine. But imagine this, when I tell you Canadians will always stick together. It's almost like the same breed like Jewish people. They do the same thing. These standing up for everybody. Just stand up. Who gives a where you're from? Stop being neutral.
If you're on the panel and you're silent, people are going to press you. Christine has a right to. I have a right to. We're going to be like, "Why were you so quiet?" And why are you not quiet when it comes to you and your honor and other What like we are going to press you. >> I on the panel for exactly? Remind me Remind me Remind me again. You were mad at You were mad at for what? For something
Spunky said and he allowed. Did it not happen? That that he did because of something Spunky said. It's What happened? I squashed it and I like threw it in the trash can like it was over. You can do the same thing for Christine and me. Be like, "You know what? That sounds like Spunky, I care about you. I'm here to support you. Let's not see the delusion, okay? Stand up for something."
But you just stood up so quickly for yourself and somebody else that's like your fellow Canadian, right? I know how to stand up for Paige. Paige is my girl. I stand up for her. Now again you're standing up for yourself. You're always quiet until it comes to yourself, isn't it? Yeah, he doesn't want to have an opinion on anything else. I mean, is that really that wrong though? I mean, he doesn't want to get into the drama really.
>> And that's what I say. Like you can just like you know, that's where the chat goes. Go in the chat and give your opinion there. Oh, you So you just I mean, it is my opinion >> No, I like him. I like him, but I say this. This is where like I'm telling you Christine got mad cuz I didn't get it either. This is where he laughed at me. Now I can explain it. This is where
Christine got mad and I kind of get it. I said 100% I don't want him to take sides, but if you are going to take a link and you know it's heated and are going to be talked about, you don't sit there and look in the air and don't say until it comes down to you, your name, your honor, your tradition, your culture. You should stand up for everybody or anybody that you actually think it's right or
wrong. That's what I'm saying. Period. When When his When his name was getting tainted, you know what I'm saying? When his name was getting tainted, it was a problem. You get what I'm saying? Now that it ain't his name I love like I love China Mac because he does stand up. Even with Christine on the panel, I'm going to say it. He is going to stand up and that's where he challenges
Christine. He does. He challenges you. I don't sit here and take care of my husband. I used to take care of my husband. When Crystal said that I unalived children and I don't care who you are in that chat.
Okay? Psych allowed it, continued to play it. Somebody should have spoke up because you know something? If anybody knows an ER trauma nurse, they take their weekends, they take their nights, they take their holidays away from their own family. They work 12-16 hour shifts
to make sure people's lives are saved and not a single Well, I shouldn't say a single. There were quite a few, but Psych thought it was funny, but he encouraged her and added more. Yes, I'm pissed because you know something? I
gave up 25 years of of me and my family to care for other people, for people who were having heart attacks, having strokes, gunshot wounds, stab wounds on a daily basis. Sorry, didn't mean to get on my soapbox. But when you cross that
line where I take what I do very seriously because I make one mistake, you or your family dies. Sorry. Psych need to take the link and address it. Get Get in front of it. Stop hiding like a little You hear me, Psych? I don't Benson, how do I know she meant that as a joke? You know, she made a
comment that that my dog Fuzzy was abused. Okay, that don't bother me. Because I know better. But I take very serious my profession. I paid a lot of money for that license. I have spent a lot of time to educate myself, get the credentials, go
through the extra classes to become a trauma nurse. So no, I have no tolerance for even a joke like that and neither should any of you. Because can you imagine you go to an ER, you're having a heart attack? Do you want the first thing in your mind, "Oh God, I remember when Crystal said that that blah blah blah." Can you imagine
you had a child that got ran over by a car, they call 911 and have to take that child in and you're you're thinking, "Oh my God, is this nurse going to unalive my child?" Think about real life here, okay? I take that serious. All this other I don't take serious. That I do.
matter like talk call old, old, ugly, but some of this stuff is like borderline like like it's disgusting. Like you don't want your name attached to some things that is just like professional world that we have. There are too many shortages especially in ER >> care. These people are They trauma. always going to They ain't a
good person. They're They're They'll They'll care They'll care when they go to an ER and they need an experienced good trauma nurse. >> Yeah, exactly. They ain't Browns, you have as friends. You have as friends, sir. You were my friend at one point. You were my friend at You think Janet was really your friend versus me? Well, no no. Well, that's at that time
At that time she was really mad at me. >> time it was a stepping stone for I was just a stepping stone. At one point she served the purpose of being your admin and she wasn't like And then I served the purpose of you know, and then now she's serving the purpose again. Yeah, I would still promote you. I I will still promote you. >> need you to promote me. I don't need I don't need your I don't need that promotion.
Listen, Psych, I don't need people like Alexander saying that I do I I hate black people, that I'm like addicted to porn, that I'm some old I don't need that in my life. Yeah, but that's the kind of that you say and then on top of it you get mad at anybody else that I
with. Get you like Ron did a live about you. So he didn't incriminate you. Look at him coming over to the stream to cry like a What do you Why are you here? Why are you here? Why are you here, Psych? So you can complain again and say, "Oh wah wah boo hoo." This that and the third. Nobody wants to HEAR YOUR SHUT THE UP THOUGH. STOP SUCKING
his dick. No, you shut up, Jared. Both y'all is This is show for not your show. You cry chasing Who the you talking to? This is Peter's show. I don't give a I'm talking to you. But that night Black RG was up there with J Dog, with Janet, with Groovy Jimmy.
Um I don't remember. You You You weren't there and they were saying the most disgusting things about animals and It was It was And they were laughing it off. You banned everybody. Well, I'm Well, maybe I don't know. I don't think I did. Maybe your mods Maybe his mods are doing it too. Maybe he's like the only worthy people with J Dog. He wasn't even there. No, he did it. He was even there that night banning everybody. He
was. He was in his feelings as usual and then he got sad sad and boo He cried. He sat there making screens on him. If he un did it, I don't know because A, I un subbed. B, I don't lurk. C, I don't type. But you do lurk on Christine because >> No, I do not. No, I do not, Psych. You reference my show that you weren't there, but but you you were typing in the chat, but you referenced stuff that
happened on the show. So you were watching. >> No, I was not, Psych. Everybody you didn't know because I got screenshots and messages. You claimed it was me and I have not been in your chat and do not call me a liar. Okay, I'm not calling you a liar. Maybe there's a reason You are when you say I'm in there. You are when you say I'm lurking. You just here to cry, man. You just here to cry about
I had my father passed away the last night. last three days about you. That's why I cried cuz my father passed away. We never had I was crying and when people are talking about my family members, it's disgusting. It's nasty. It's my last name, my name associated to that. Please, we need J
Dog up out of here, Psych. You need to disown the Well, don't I mean, he can He'll find out about J Dog himself. And people people are saying that Alex is banning and I'm going to tell you one of your mods who you trust let me know that. Okay. Yeah, I know people have told me that too and I've talked to Alex and he I
told him not to and Oh my God, do you not know Alex? We all know Alex. Alex was there for me the other night I have known Alex for over two years. I know him. He was there for you the other night, but has he always been there for you consistently? Cuz he Didn't he say he sent pieces to your house and you
still you still sitting there defending him. I don't get it. But of course you would because you're so desperate for friends. Of course you would sit up there and deal with friends that backstab you. You know how many times that guy threatened your channel? How many people left your channel? Paige, Tracy, me, Tiger, but he would go
at all the females. It's funny. There's going to be several more streams on you. I'mma let you Good. Good. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I'mma let you have it. I'mma let you have it. He was crying. He was I got the clips. I got the Go ahead. Go ahead. Go ahead.
I have people over my house all day walking around looking for scrap metal. So, of course You know what? I know what I know who it is, Christine. I have his name cuz he took my Let's talk about that. You want to talk about that at this point. You want to just like you wanted
to dox Black RG, isn't that right, Psyche? Looking for your information, Bronze. He's looking for my information to dox me information for his stories about him. I wish you I wish you would, Psyche. I'll get your whole deleted. I dare you to dox me. I dare you. I don't I don't dox anybody. It's against my rules. That's a damn lie, Psyche. You doxed me to get out you
bastard. You bastard. Go ahead, Katie. Go ahead. Go ahead and talk about how you said Black RG, bro. Bronzebeard, would you let other people talk? Let Katie talk. Get this boy off the panel, man. No. All right, Katie. Go ahead, Katie. Talk real quick. Go ahead, Katie. Months ago, Psyche went ahead and doxed my address, my name, everything. That's how everyone knows my name. your name or address, Katie. I don't know your name
or address. >> You're lying. When did I do that? Show me a screenshot. Show me a audio clip. I want to know what you >> do you think that Why do you think Psyche did that? Maybe it's people that he affiliates with, like disgusting people like it's really you're like I'm just I just want to know what's going on. And I'm sorry, Bronzebeard. I didn't mean to yell at you because we can't just keep like circling around things. I I heard like Katie say something. I wanted either cleared or
uncleared or you know. Guys people telling me you trying to dox me then. Well, because they're just probably lying to get you riled up or something like that. I don't dox anybody. I don't even dox AMC Yeah, you were trying to dox AMC and you were trying to dox I watched the stream, bro. I'm not stupid. So, Katie lying, Psyche. So, Katie lying. Go ahead, Katie. Katie's misunderstanding something. Yeah, let the Katie answer. I'm misunderstanding. I'm misunderstanding your mouth. When did I dox you? When did I dox you,
Katie? Oh, about a month after I joined panels. Okay. I wish we could Jamie in here to discuss this because Jamie will understand better. But, um yeah, I never dox you. I don't dox people. I've never given anybody's real names or address or phone number or anything on my show ever or anybody else's show. So, I don't know what you're talking about. So, so we all lying that that when it came to Katie and me you trying to get us doxed. I'm lying about you trying to dox Black RG.
You guys are Can you guys let me speak? Yes. Maybe maybe somebody doxed Katie in your chat and you're not aware of it. Is that what happened, Katie? No, it came out of his mouth. What information did I say Katie What information did I give about you? Katie, what information did I give about I about you? You don't have to say the information, just what what kind of information. You gave out my address, my entire name. I gave out your whole ad on my show.
I never gave out anything, Psyche. I have no idea because I never did that to anybody ever, okay? Never. I've never given out anybody's full name. Of course I have, instant. When was this? Um you need to leave Jamie out of it. I don't Jamie has Katie as his best friend and I know them for over a year. It doesn't matter. Maybe Katie is making Jamie and I have a good relationship, so leave her out of it.
Leave Jamie out of it. I talk to her every day. So do I. So do I. So do I. So leave her out of it. And I'm and I'm yeah, we're both friends. What Whatever. No, Psyche is a bad person, man. He's a bad omen. He doesn't stand for anything. He thinks he's mad He's a bad omen. Yeah, this is like an issue between Katie and Jamie, you know. Um
So, why would There There is I have seen like, you know, forums I don't want to get It's like really But I But I have stayed out of it with Jamie and everybody. It is Jamie and I's relationship. Exactly. That's it. I don't If If something is brought up I want to know this, but stop it. Everybody stop it. Katie, how would Psyche have your dox? Uh well, it's already been getting answered and I don't want to bring her
back into it. Exactly. So, that's what he That's why Psyche She's never given me information, Katie. She's never given me information, okay? Why? Because what happened between us behind the scene you brought it and you used it as content. Why would I do that? Like I told you, I was like You did too. You did too. You did too. You have to say you did too. I said that she's a Psyche. Listen, my life is going to end. There's 140 people here. I'm privating it. It's going to be
till tomorrow. I don't go and like make slander, put your name, last name, link you with some disgusting ass I don't coincide with like that, okay? And he allows Jamie Oh, he allows Jamie I talked to you about it and what did you do? You went and handed it over just to make it worse for me. You know, you You hurt like you hurt me so bad. You have no clue. You have no clue. Like seeing pictures of you know, your cats and this like you
know I love them. You played with my emotions, but you never gave two about He didn't hurt you. He was hateful. He was hateful. That's what I'm saying. I didn't show I will never show pictures. I read messages. I didn't show anything. Get the off the stream. Go. Run, baby, run. Don't come back, That's what I'm saying. >> like He doesn't even let me speak to him
and it's like I have a headache. I'm sorry Beeda. No, I'm I'm I'm just I'm going to keep it real, Beeda, because Psyche knows what he's doing when he comes over here. Who does? He doesn't want to rekindle no friendship with you. I have seen this over and over and over and over again. But But that's the thing. This is my opportunity like you guys all have had your channel like I'm trying to talk about things that have never been out there ever. And
I can't I can't talk. You guys go ahead and talk. Go ahead. No, go ahead. I'll shut up. Backstage um next time backstage on everybody including It just seems like as soon as I say a sentence, I can't finish it. That's all I'm trying to say. Beeda, we get that. I'm trying to actually actually say something to him with facts and proof. Like he said that I read his messages. What did he do before I read his messages? He said
like what I told him. I said like this is like disgusting allegations being made on me. I'm going to take legal action. He went and handed it to the person that I said I'm going to take legal action on. She made a whole video about me saying like my I'm racist against blacks. I'm into porn, blah blah blah. The thing that I want to talk to about Psyche too is his affiliations, not
anything else cuz I've been around the block and I know these people. I don't think he really knows. But, keep interrupting and we will never get him on the panel to have a decent interview. Never. Let him talk. >> Ghost needs to go backstage though. Sorry, not sorry. Why not Ghost up here so Psyche doesn't feel like every he's being attacked by everybody, you No, because Ghost is not offering nothing. He's just dick sucking
Psyche. I don't want to hear that right now. Okay. Yeah, it's just been There's stuff going on like plus the pizzas and plus the you know, the manure sent to my house and stuff like that. So, a lot of stuff is happening to me too. And so, I understand how bad it feels. Yeah. I I empathize with you there. So, when it happened to me, did you know
where the actual root causes were? Did you know J Dog had a big big big part of all that? Yeah, that's Allied's that's Allied's get down. Is Allied my mod? Um no, he's not my mod either. He's a but he is on the panel >> J Dog is your mod, isn't he? We're up there with him. You're managing, right? You're not managing Jamie Jamie's my only managing mod. It
was Christine. She admitted to it. Christine, you timed out Psyche? No, I most certainly did not. I have not timed out anybody today. I'm not Everyone stop picking on I know you have a little crush on Christine. Just stop it. Yeah, I I'm And Christine again, if I didn't apologize to you, Christine, it is like I don't >> Your apology is not accepted. I'm sorry. Okay. Well, hey, that's fine. That's fine. But, that But, at least I tried to
do it again. So, if you if you say he never apologized, you know, you have it right here. I I did try to apologize. >> But, you showed it over and over and over and over again. And then I got messages you were accusing me of everybody you don't know coming in as me. And you just told me I do lurk and I haven't. Hey, I'm sorry if I if I misunderstood or if I
misconstrued that. I apologize. No, you lied. I didn't lie. It was misunderstanding. It wasn't me like saying like saying something that I knew was not true. I thought it was. So, um that's it. It's not I agree with you, Black RG. So much. So much. All of this even like your you what you did, Black RG. Um all kind of It was resolved.
Everything was always resolved until J Dog and other people decided they want a little bite of this attention, right? You have these newbies up here and acting like they're your best friend and they know you so well. I'm not It's not about Go ahead. You have declared them my enemy now and it's like that we're friends and so it's like that maybe And
we're not This is not a war. It is war. I called it I called it a war. I'll put myself in. It's a war. So, well, you guys are men. You guys can play this war. For me and Christine it's reality. It really hurt us cuz we cared about you. I hate that fake I don't want to be in a I don't like this fake I don't like him. Yeah, I am. What you going to do about
it? I'm going to leave. And so, Then leave then. Get the out. The same thing happened, Psyche, when I tried to join your panel with other people. They attacked me, you know. It's gone really far. Like I'll do a live and it's just going to be I will like, you know, it might get clipped or it might not. I'm going to private it. But, then we got people that are going to be
leeches and little scumbags like Alexander, mayors calling my putting my name, my name. I'm going to say it right now. My name. Very unique, Beeda. My last name. Very unique. You know what it is. And her titles and linking my whole family to disgusting How about you
hold other people accountable before you come here and press like Bronzebeard about having a live about you. He didn't even know her that long. I recommend I told him. I said I loved how you guys had like a connection. I mean, in my mind she like, you know, is doing better because I I know a lot about her. How
she does this to other people, but I know like she went through a loss and she was like, you know, I mean, I'm different and she moved to California. I saw a whole different energy with her. You know, for a couple months. I observed it and I was like, you know what? She's cool. She's like chilling. I actually recommended them together. She knows that. She said, "Beeda, thank you for introducing me to Psyche." And the
same thing. So, I have no issues with that, but you're going to sit here and let her say that I'm like off Aaron Carter, my ex-husband, I'm part of a meth ring, child trafficking, I uh my ex-husband, my whole family has a porn addiction. Beeda, she My ex-Carl is involved and
wants to kill her and Minecraft. Come on, Psyche. Make an AI song about her lunatic ass before you tell me who you care about. Beeda, Beeda, Alex says that about everyone. So, I understand she talking about you sometimes. >> So, I mean, like why is he like sitting here and getting upset that like other people are like upset? Like Look at the she's
saying about me. She should her messages. That's what she should do. Sorry. >> She should delete all her and her post about me. That's where me and you can come to an understanding. Otherwise, I want nothing to do with you. It's not even about J Dog cuz J Dog is just a little cockroach. He doesn't have a channel. She wants to put my name out there. That You visited
her, she visited you. Don't visit me. Don't come here. KK, that's not a really good question. You know why? Because I I will tell you guys I like you KK. But if you were getting attacked and your name was being dragged into and disgusting name, like if all this disgusting you wouldn't be concerned about what she was doing. You would be protecting your
family last name, too. That's what I care about. Okay. But I need to lay down. I'm sorry. I'm not feeling very well. Thank you, guys. I'll be back. Thank you for being here. I'll be back. I'm sorry. I just don't feel very well.
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