Psyche discusses his interactions with other streamers and their chats, expressing feelings of hurt and frustration, while also offering to help others grow their audience.
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The episode begins with Psyche singing and setting a introspective tone ▶ 0:06. He then shifts to addressing his interactions with other streamers and their chats, mentioning Jamie, Beetlejuice, and Lola ▶ 2:30. Psyche expresses feelings of hurt and frustration, stating that he feels unwelcome in certain chats and that others are talking about him ▶ 2:43. He also mentions his positive relationships with certain individuals, such as Alisa and Rhinestone Cowboy ▶ 5:43. Throughout the episode, Psyche references his own channel and his desire to help others grow their audience ▶ 11:01. He also touches on his personal life, mentioning his identity as a gay person ▶ 10:02.
The episode appears to explore themes of community, identity, and the complexities of online interactions. Psyche's discussions with other streamers and their chats suggest a sense of hurt and frustration, but also a desire for connection and understanding. The episode also touches on the idea of identity, with Psyche explicitly stating his identity as a gay person [10:02]. The conversation suggests a sense of vulnerability and openness, as Psyche shares his thoughts and feelings with his audience.
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It's okay, guys. It's okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. Let's play the song. Let's play the song. It makes everyone smile. The cards laid out
for stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wow. Hearts in the balance, every card and
open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So let the tarot move the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. Crystal
visions and her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen pen dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
What's up, guys? You hear me, guys? Pretty disgusting behavior tonight on some streams. Um, not by you guys. Maybe Beetlejuice. Maybe I'm mad at you. Jamie, you guys didn't stick up for me. You could have You could have said something about me. Yeah, you don't have to You don't have to be my friends either. You don't have to stick around.
I'm in my glasses. Okay. No one's here. No one's even here. I can just be
myself. Oh my gosh. Okay. No, you don't have to like me. You don't have to love me. You will respect me. You don't have to respect. Hello guys. How are you? Hey Lola, you want to come up? I'm not welcome there. I'm You're not welcome here. Don't be in
my chat room. You're not welcome here. You're not welcome here. Stay out of Oh, mods. Get them. You got them, guys. You got them. Oh, www. You got me, guys. Right. Are you there? Look at Look at It's beautiful. And W guys. Yeah. You got me out of your
chat, right? Oh, your big strong channel can't take a little little person in chat saying some right? No. No. Oh, that's s kick kick that guy out, right? Kick that guy out immediately, guys. I don't even understand anymore. I I can't take it
anymore, guys. How are you guys doing? No. No. You He can't be in my channel. Stay out of my chat. I don't want to. I can't even be in the chat, right? I can't be in the chat. Oh gosh, guys. What is with these people? What's up, guys? I don't
understand. I can't be in this chat. Oh, get his alternative accounts. You know, I have like a thousand accounts. I can be there in a second. I I'll be there. You're be giving me readings for for a year. Bumsy. Oh god. Oh god. How's everyone doing? Yeah, I know. Go tell Clumsy. Go. Go. Go run back to Clumsy. Oh, he's
doing a stream about you. He's talking about you now. He's talking. Oh, he's talking. He said something. Emma. Emma. Emma. He said something about you. Clumsy. You know who the real ones are? Bea, Alisa. They're very few. I like
Joker. I like everyone in my chat. But guys, oh, Gayla. Oh, grow up. Grow up. grow up in your New Zealand accent, right? I finished playing with Joker or what? Yeah, I finished playing with Joker. No, no, I like Joker. Okay, Joker is a Joker. He's a cool guy. What's up, Bruce? I see you rising on Cowboy. I'm
sorry. I don't really see him. Guys, I like Joker. I like Joker. Are you done playing? No, I'm not done playing. I'm here to play, guys. This is a game, guys. This is a game. Alisa's winning, by the way. You know, no one likes Alisa, but I love Alisa. I know
Riz likes Alisa or Rinstone Cowboy. Everyone, oh, don't go to her channel. She's the only one that's been kind to me. Everyone else, one little one little me. I slipped up a couple times. Oh, the person's banned. So, Alisa, I I right message.
It's I mean she responds she's sweetheart person. Sweetheart person. Everyone else, oh that person's not welcome in my chat. I'm going to kick that out of my chat. I was just talking to that person that other person this morning. Oh. Oh. But then they're like, "Am I welcome in your chat?" No. I go to the chat. No. Block that person. Mods. Oh, we got that
person. We got that person. Hey, well, how about how about I have a good chat. Got Bam from Elise's chat. Ri Riz is that Riz rez I'll talk RZ if you if you want me to I'll talk to her I'll ask her not ban Riz because I you're a mod or something I don't know what's going on there I'll be I want to smooth things over when I go I apologize I said I'm
sorry from the bottom of my heart forgive me forgive me I'm so sorry no no no the other these other people right but I don't know what happened with Lisa and I I put myself on the line a few times times for people with Lisa and like Pi betrayed me. The only person that didn't betray me was Christina, but also and or reality
Nancy. But um but JD I I suck for him. It was Joanie or Samir. I Oh yeah, Joanie doesn't like I like Joanie. I talked to Joan on the phone. Remember I said she talked to the exorcist to me one time and but Riz you're part of the family. I don't understand. I don't want you. It's like it's like everything is
changing. I say one little thing. Joanie's like, "Oh, don't say that. You're being judgmental. You're being this and that." I'm like, "I'm just talking in the chat. I'm not even on the show. I'm like a little mat on the wall." Right. I like Joanie a lot. I like Joanie. Okay. And Samir is cool, too. I I just don't know. It's like, you know, guys, like RZ should not be
banned. RZ is awesome, you know. But you have an alt alt account. You can always go back. I I I I I just like on my alt accounts I will go in right and I'll say who I am and stuff like that and then they'll ban me immediately again. So that's why I get banned all my accounts. I know it's hard. It's hard. Joanie's
Joy's a good person. She's a good heart. She's a little bit overreactive cuz you know I think she banned Dena and stuff. Dena's cool. Dena's really cool. I know Dena was talking about her. Al Lisa, just make sure you see I know you can't say I know I'm I'm about to be banned and and
Lisa likes me, right? It's like I don't know. It's Yeah, it's too sensitive, guys. It's like I can take a dick. Everyone else can take a joke. Okay, I can if I can take a dick, everyone can take a joke. Okay, this what I'll say. No one can take a joke. Oh, I was in clumsy clairvoyance. All all my chats in there. Beetlejuice is in there. Jamie's
Cowboys. They're all mods. They're all They're talking. They're doing their reading. I introduced them her I introduced them to all to her, right? Joy. Yeah. Joanie. Jo. Because I was in the chat the other day and I was like the guy, it was like the French guy and he had like these eyes. They were like this. I was like, the guy has eyes like
saucers. Jony's like, "Well, you're jud you're being judgmental, Jon. So, if I get banned from release, it's okay. Okay, I'll find another account. Okay, but I love you, Joanie. Anyway, okay. And then the other day I was like, "Oh, so Stephanie, this lady Stephanie was being a background dancer to this gay gay black guy, right? And Alisa was dancing behind him, too." And he was
like, "Oh." He was like singing like, you know, he was really good singer, too. He was he was funny. But I was like, "Stephanie, do you ever imagine being a backup dance to a gay black gay guy when you're in your 70s?" And Jony's like, "Oh, aren't you bisexual?" I'm like, "No, I'm I'm fully gay. I'm very gay. I'm I'm a gay person, right? You're
back. You're back in there at winning, right?" Like, but if if if someone blocked me from Alisa's channel, I know Alisa would let me back in. Alisa sees my heart. I don't I put my heart out for the other people, too. They don't see it. They don't see it. How's everyone doing in the chat, by the way? I still have another bowl left of of tobacco.
Yeah, Ryan Cowboy is winning. Rhinestone Cowboy is a cool dude, guys. Guys, by the way, this is a cool dude. I like this guy. Okay, Rhinestone Cowboy. I know who you I know your real identity, but you're you're awesome person. Yeah, everyone's at clumsies right now. They're saying, "Oh, Psyche's talking about you. Oh, Psyche's doing a
live and you're doing a live." I know. I know. I know. Rand where they think I'm a IQ accuse being a troll too. Like most of the time I'm not. Guys, all I do is like recommend people's channels, do tarot readings. Like really, I'm not like interfering
with anything. Yeah. Clumsy Beetlejuice is there. Jaime's Cowboys is there. Okay. They're all my my mods are there. They're not sinking up for me. Jamie, I love you. Jamie, I love you so much. You're always here for me. Okay, Jamie, at the start of every show. I know. I've been kidding, too. I've been kidding, too. But Jamie, you didn't stand up for me tonight. And you let them you let
them um hide my accounts. You didn't say one word. Jamie, I love you so much. If you would had like say, "Hey, Psyche is kind of cool." He's like, "This is a cool guy." No, it's like galacticness. Wait. Oh, don't be so mature. I'm not going to go back to her show, guys. By the way, I was just asking for reading and she's like, "No, that's Psych. She knows my real name. She knows my whole
name. Okay. No, that's psyche. No, no. K that person out. K that person out. Okay. How are you guys doing? I still have another another tobacco. It's just tobacco. Tobacco. Maybe I'll go on chatterbait tonight. Maybe I'll go on Chatterbait. Guys want to see everything. You guys know I'll show you
everything if you want to see. Okay. I I'll give you everything. I'll give you everything. Everything. Everything. Just marry me. Marry me. Marry me. Guys, I'll show you everything. Clumsy wants to play. She wants to play hard ball. Clumsy. I was asking for forgiveness so
you can come back so you can get more audience. Okay, that was why I was doing it. Okay, not because I just wanted to be friends again. I was like, she needs some help. She still needs to get to a thousand subscribers. Guys, I will help you get to 1,000 subscribers. You need 50 subscribers. You need You need 10 subscribers. Whatever you need, guys. I will help you. I will let you post in my
chat. I will send my chat to your chat. Okay? I will help you, guy. I'm just not some piece of trash to be thrown out in the garbage, right? I don't know if people don't get about that. You're going to throw me out in the what I would when I throw anybody out. The person I didn't like the the most, I would let in my house, let them have the couch, feed them dinner and
stuff. The person I hated the most in the world, I would do that to. They just don't like me for some reason and I'm banned from the chat. The mods are like, "Oh, we're just going to Guys, my mods, my mods in here." You know, don't kick anybody out ever. Don't even time them out. Let every mod all mods, if you're a mod in this chat, all I want you to do is promote your channel or somebody
else's channel. That's all I want you to do. I don't I don't need anybody kicking anybody out. I want everyone here. I'm not going to say I don't like this person. They're not welcome. If someone hates me and stuff, they're welcome in a I know you're kidding. I know you're kidding. No one hates me. That's good content, right? Then we're having we're going to have fun. We're not like an IRL like where it's like they're
going to punch me out or something like that. I'm So it's like what the What the are you thinking? I don't understand. I'm here to help you clumsy. Anybody home? Anybody home? No. No, there's not. Cuz you're like, "Oh, kick this person up. My mod. What's What's
up, Tenacious?" No. Clumsy. No one's home. Is anyone home? No. I hear I hear I hear nobody's home. You're like, "Oh, I kick out Psyche." All his accounts. Emma, anyone home? Hello? Knock knock knock. Anyone there? No, there's no one
there. You guys have abandoned your s senses. I I don't know. Have you Have you gone insane? Did I do anything except help you? I don't know. I My mod my mod my mods my mods are awesome. My have so much energy. Well, I'm out of alcohol now.
Can I order alcohol? What time is it? It's too late now. It's 3:00 in the morning. I can't order alcohol. I hardly have any tobacco left. If I can go to 7-Eleven, maybe I can get some some cigars. But no, I I have energy. I have so much energy because these Emma clumsy clairvoyance pie the these my friends. These are my friends,
right? They were my friends. They just like I got popular. They started to hate me. I love them. I said, all I said was, "I'm sorry." I could show you guys the text messages. I'm like, "I'm sorry. Forgive me. Forgive me. I'm sorry. I did something wrong. But I'm not going to I'm not going to say it anymore. Not going to say it
anymore. I don't have love for people that just hate me cuz people are just block me block me every turn. They won't talk to me. Right. I know. Rinstone, you should go to bed. Rhinestone. Riz. Rhinestone. You know I love you. Okay. No homo. I I don't know about your story. Okay. Riz
rhinestone. You know, if you ever want someone to cuddle up with, I'm here, okay? No homo. No homo. Okay? I'll be on the other side of the covers as of the bed. You ever want someone to hug, okay? I'm here to hug. Okay? Sorry for being too weird.
Okay? Do you know the one person that through all this Okay, good night. Can I rinse? I love you. Okay, you know the one person through all this that stood by me was Alisa and Bea. Okay, those are the people. Okay, no matter what
happens, no matter how stupid I am, how dumb I get, whatever. Alisa, thank you guys. Yeah, Alisa was there. Bea was there. These other people I put so much energy into like trying to get forgiveness. No, it's like a little like little little little fishing bait.
Little little little Oh, maybe maybe maybe little little breadcrumbs. Please just beg some more. Okay, guys. Did I help get guys? I helped them out so much. Months months promoting their shows. Go to this show. Go to this show. Go to this show. I never asked for anything in return. Donating to them.
Donating. Donating. Just love. And I they didn't like one thing I said this one thing I say then I say oh ban this person. Okay guys I will not ban I'm going to say it right now. I'm not going to ban anybody here. Oh Terror destroyer is welcome back. Okay. Terror destroyer the number one person trying to destroy tarot streams. They're
welcome back. Okay. My biggest enemy arch nemesis. They hate tarot. They trying to ruin the streams. They're welcome in the chat. Okay. I'm not going to ban anybody here. I'm going to check right now. I'm going to check right now. I'm about to be demonetized, by the way, too. I just want to make sure I don't have anyone ba is anyone banned? I'm going to make sure because I know the mods were banning
people. Oh, Nancy, I don't know what's happening. You know, it's like I had these friends. They're like, "Oh, kick this person out of the chat. They're not welcome anymore. I My friends are in the chat modding for them now I introduced them to in the first place. They're not defending me. It hurts my
feelings. What's up, guys? Reality N is here. Let me So, I'm going to check YouTube studio. If if Jamie's Cowboys would have said, "Hey, you know, that's Psyche. He's a really nice person." If uh Beers was like, "Hey, that's Psyche." Be like, "Don't bother Clumsy. Don't bother Clum. You're bothering her. I know Clumsy longer than you did,
I introduced you to to her probably." Okay. Oh my god. It's so frustrating. I'm going to look at my community moderation. Okay. So, I have people that are banned. Terror destroyer and Lori is okay. I I don't know. I just I don't know. One person's one person has like a like
a I'm terri and Lori. I I don't know. One person's using a I don't know. One person's using somebody some some person that's deceased. I don't want to put them back. But guys, guys, you know, I'm like a cool person. I'm like, you know, I'm like, I'm not here to like fight with anybody. Why do you got to fight with me? You're Cuz they're fight. I
never fought. I was I was like, "Please stop. Please stop. Please, friends, friends, friends." I'm like, "Please, please, please." They're like, "No, no, no, no, no, no. Stay out." They just bashed me with a hammer. Gosh, guys. It's really hurtful. It's hurtful. And thank you guys for being here. And I'm sorry if I'm like crashing out or whatever you guys want
to call it. Okay. It's just like I was at Clumsy's chat say, "Oh, can I have a reading?" No. She's like, "No, that's Psyche. That's Psyche. Ban him. Ban. He's banned. He's banned. He can't even be in the room. Stay away. I can't even be in the room anymore. Not even I can't even be in the chat. Not even in chat. I can't talk to them."
Right. I know, Ren. So, it's just hurtful. That's hurtful cuz I these people I helped a lot and they helped me too. I'll say they helped me like they Emma promoted me. Clumsy promoon I continue to promote them. Some stupid and it's like I'm the bad guy though. You're Yeah, you know Nancy
Nancy know it's her it's her fool and Jaime's cowboy. I just went there and Buers and Jamie's Cowboys are in there mods and they're like, "Oh, here you asking all the questions and stuff and she's like, "Oh, ban psyche." Did Jaime's cowboys or or um or Beetlejuice say, "Hey, this is a cool guy." Hey, no, no, they just ignored it. I didn't see
one word from them. I miss if I want to avoid drama. I know. Maybe maybe to um to sonicus. Maybe maybe I did. Maybe. But, you know, I like drama too. They can they can mix it up. They're not they're just like now they just I'm just blocked. It's like it's annoying. Blocked. Don't come to my channel. I've never been told don't even come into my
chat. That was a new one. Especially from a friend. Not well. She's not my friend anymore, I guess. Right. She didn't stick up for me. No, her mods didn't stick up for me. Same with Emma. Emma and Clumsy. Clumsy clairvoyance. Emma Leviatin. You want to do that? You me like that after all I've done for you guys? Because you know I did a lot for you. Okay, I know you helped me, too. I
did a lot for you and you're going to do me like that without saying anything, guys. It's not cool. You know who's you know who stayed by me? Alisa, beta. Very few people cuz Jamie was in the other chat. I can't even say Jamie more. Reality Nancy stood by me. You got like I love you guys so much. Like,
but guys, it's like mean. It's like mean. It's mean. They're not No explanation. I tried to work out with Clumsy this morning. Yeah, I know. I know I'm in the wrong community, but I know I'm in the wrong community. If I want to avoid drama, it's okay if I have drama. And drama is fine. How about like let's work it out. Let's talk about it instead of
like, oh, ban this person forever, right? Just ban this person. This he's bad, right? It's mean. It's just reality is you know, it's mean. It's mean. They can say privately something new happened. Um Tracy something new did happen. I went to Emma's the other night. She gave me a
reading and stuff and then her she let all her mods block me. And then I went to Clumsies tonight to say hello. She had all her mods block me and Jamie's Cowboys was there and Beetles was there and they did not. They didn't say one thing. They're just like, "Oh." And I introduced Jaime's Cowboys and Beetlejuice to her show. Okay. I
introduced I I brought them there and they didn't stick up for me. Guys, if I was if I you introduced me to a show. Yeah, I know. It's bad. It's bad. It's bad cuz Jamie is Jamie was a real one. Jamie I know Jamie she doesn't mean it. Okay. Beetlejuice maybe something more to it. Okay. But Jamie didn't mean it
and I forgive Jamie. Okay. But yeah, they she they I they might have blocked me themselves. The Galactus. Galactus. Oh, what a I I know. I did. I Tracy Tracy I a lot of people I introduced to her. I I really And I I wanted to introduce more to her. I wanted us to be compadres and I was just being friendly. I didn't say anything
bad in chat. She's like, "Block. You're not welcome here. Go." And Emma's like, "Oh, mods block." I said, "Emma, tell your moms to stop blocking me." Okay. I'm trying to talk to the person. Okay. No, there's like another mods blog me so they don't have to think about me ever again. Okay. What is it about, guys? Is it about my show's getting too popular? I don't
know. Clumsy had like a good 30 people in the chat today. 20 30 people. Probably half of them I introduced her to, right? No, there's no there's no gratitude. There's no recognition. There's no Oh, no. There's it's just like attack attack. I didn't go in attacking, guys. You can check out. I was like I was I'm already blocked all
the accounts and so you can't see my messages. I I I sent kind messages or kind messages and they were they were all blocked, right? It's not right. It's not right. Clumsy, you made a mistake. Emma, you made a mistake. And guys, it is your loss, too. Cuz look how great my show is doing. Look how many wonderful people I have in my chat. Look at Look
at all the people that you'll never meet because you What's up? I'm I'm okay, Mo Jojo. I'm okay. I'm not okay because it's like my my heart is hurting. Are you there? You're here, Lola. Lola's cuddle up. My heart is hurting because listen, Miss Lola. Lola, you're a little grumpy. You're Are you grumpy? You're a
little bit grumpy right now. I know. I'm hurting Tracy because Jaime's Cowboys is in there. Be is in there. They're like members modded, you know, and everything. And I go in and then it's like, and those are my friends, too. And I introduce them to her. And then she's like, "No, Psyche's not welcome." No, no, Psyche's not
welcome here. Even on all my accounts, I I have a million accounts. I don't always tell who I am. I'll say, "This is Psyche on my account." And so that's why I get blocked probably. Yeah. You had a lot of for other community from I know, but these are people that I like I've known these people for a long time. It hurts. It hurts. It's like right in my heart
cuz you guys, you know, I never did anything malicious to these people. I never never did any any negativity their way. I was just a friend and then I said something that upset them or somebody else. I I can tell I can read you. I got I have messages for days of these people. I have messages for days. Me apologizing, me saying I'm sorry, them saying, "Oh, well, you did
this. You did that. You did this. You did that. What's up, Michael? I didn't do to anybody. Guys, guys, I have my I have my stream. It must be It has to be jealousy. Hold on. That's Miss Lola. I just can't figure out. Maybe it's not jealousy. I don't know what it is. But why would they just like turn on
me and kick me out and like not let me see anything? All I did was help. All I did was help them. I will. I will. I know. I'm over I'm over it. clumsy. Emma. Okay. them. them. I'm done. I'm done. You hear me, Emma? Clumsy done. I apologized so many times. I I came my
hands and knees. I'm begging for forgiveness over I should have been asking for the apology. I should have literally literally you offended me. But okay, so I should Okay, so you. Okay. you. You want to do me like that? You want to just block me everywhere? Not not not defend me. Tell your mom to block me. I'm not going to
go to your shows anymore. I'm not going to even be in your chat anymore. I'm not going to promote you anymore. That's all I was doing for you. Okay. Did I do anything bad? No. Did I say anything that bad? All I'm doing is typing little text messages. Okay. What could I say? Can I say something so bad in text messages? I Michael. Yes, they should. They should,
but they're not going to. But it's fine. And go on your merry way. I apologize already so many times. Yeah, they're users. Once once I once they once they had enough from me, they're like, "Oh, okay. No, no, I'm I'm good now." No, no. I I guys, I would still be promoting them. I would still be sending people to
their chat. I would like say, "Oh, guys, they're on live right now. Go over there right now." That's how I do it, right? For my friends. It sucks. Just sucks. It hurts. This is just me being real, guys. They hurt my feelings. Okay. Clumsy. No. No. No. No. No. You're
not going to do me like that. Clumsy. I'm not going to do anything to you or to Emma or anything. I'm not going to be send people over there being negative. Yeah. They're users. jealous and of me and they're bigger than me, okay? They're bigger. They're bigger stars than me. They're more people in their chats than me, okay? These are bigger people that they're going to be mad at
me. It's not
right, the guy. I'm still I still love them. I still love them. And at the end of the day, if they came back and they said, "I'm sorry. Can we be friends again?" I would be friends with them again. I like you and your vibe when you're first on my friend Ken. We're good people over there. You need to hang out there soon. Well, Mojo Joe, I want to I want to make sure to post that link in my
channel. I'm sorry if I'm I'm a low vibe tonight. I'm sorry if it's I'm like venting or upset. It's like because I love so hard and then it's like it hurts so much when I'm like this this didn't feel right. Yeah,
thank you Mojo Joe. Didn't feel right when after everything I should still be welcome in the chat or something like that and then the chat's picking on me. Go up, psyche. Oh, go away. Respect her wishes. Okay, I will. But I'm I'm talking to you right now. I'm in the chat right now. Okay, I'm in their
chat. I'm there right now. Oh, block them. Block them. Block them. What the I know. Guy get I don't go where I'm not wanted. But I won't make a last stitch effort, right? Thank you. I'm going to go. Is he live right
now? I know, Nancy. I know. I'm Well, Nancy, I'm not going to I'm not going to pursue it, you know. I'm not going to pursue. I tried. I did try. I tried. Beers is over there. See over there. I introduce all these people. Jamie's cowboy. I introduce all these people. I know.
They should be here tonight. But I said, "Check out clumsy clairvoyance. She's so cool. She's so cool." And what happened? Now they're over there. They're not here. I don't care. I don't care if she has spies for her over there. I'm not talking to them again. They can they can see my ass in court if they have
a problem with me. Okay, guys. 1,800 subscribers, guys. I just hit 1,800. I just hit 1,800 subscribers. 1,800. You see it? I just hit 1,800. Oh, he's he's going to um Ken's channel, come on over tonight. Okay, he's saying break tonight. Okay, I'll be
there. I'll be there tonight. Thank you. I'll get the I'll get the link. Can I think I subscribed him already, guys? Do you want to do a raid? We can we can go raid her channel. We can raid her channel and let her know. Do you want you feel like raiding her channel? We can raid her channel. I'll post her channel link. But ra but raid
doesn't mean do anything bad. It means say I'm here for psyche. Free psyche. You can't What's up FG Mccreds? How are you? I like FG. I remember him from Alexia Tarot. And remember when when Alexia went to or Alexa she went to get a pizza and I was we were all and she was in the car doing IRL getting pizza
and stuff. What's up FG? I I remember you. I Emma's too. But Emma doesn't have anything to do with me. Clumsy doesn't have anything to do with me. Half my chat is now in Clumsy's turn turned against me, right? I don't I don't get it guys.
Who are the people that did me wrong? Okay, so I'll post the channel. You can go to this channel and you can say what happened to Psyche? Like like why why did you do that to Psyche? I'll post her channel. She's she's live right now. You guys can say what happened with
psyche or what? Why won't you talk? What does psyche do wrong? She never told me. She's I asked something wrong. I did something wrong. She's like, no, you didn't do it's not about that. It's not about this. What is it about? Like they tell me. Oh gosh, guys. I don't want to I don't want to get upset. I don't want to get
upset. I love you guys. And what's up, dude? You got Lexi got pizza and Yeah, I remember that. Person say there's a lot of backstabbers and ladder climbing in the streets. I know, but I'm not like that. Like I'm I'm here to like guys use me as a ladder. I'm like nobody. I'm like a little little fit. I've been here for six months. It's like I just want to help people. And so when people like
just turn against me like so hard it hurts my feelings. Okay. So this is Clumsy's Wait, I'll find it. This is Clumsy clairvoyance. You can go ask her what happened with Psyche. What? What happened? Why? Why I want you to talk to Psyche? Why? Why? Why won't you forgive him? What did he do? I didn't do anything. I didn't do
anything. You'll stay here. Who? Here's who's live, though. You want to You see who's live? This person right here.
if you want to stop by there and say what happened with Psyche. She you'll probably get banned by her mod, you know, but you you're welcome to say hi to her and subscribe if you like her, you know, you can like, share, she'll do a reading for you and stuff like that. Um, she'll do a reading and stuff. That's that's clumsy,
but I don't mean to ban, guys. Guys, thank you for just letting me vent. Thank you for having people here. I'm I'm sorry. Like sometimes I need to talk to people. You guys understand me and stuff. You guys understand me. It was really I didn't do Yeah. She's a she's a tarot reader
and that's I met I met her, you know, I met her months ago and I have a deck sent from her. She sent me a deck and stuff like that. We were friends and then she like unfriended me. All these people unfriended me and they're like no explanation. All I did was apologize. I said, "Thank you, FG. I know, but you
know, you know, Alexa would not do me wrong or Alexia." And like, you know, there's other tarot readers that are so cool. They would never do me wrong. But yeah, there's it's really like seriously. And then the tarot reader, I've been I was started mostly in the tarot chats and stuff like that. I got banned in so many. I said one thing they didn't like, I'm gone. I don't know what it's about. I
don't know what it's about, but like It's like because I have good vibes and I'm a tarot reader. Maybe because I have terror in my name, too. I get banned from so many of
those and Nancy and FG. Oh my gosh, not very good. Oh, if you like her, it's like that's cool and be there. But you like Jaime's Cowboys. Yeah, maybe a little bit. Mojo Joe.
Yeah, but guys, but the point is like Jamie is there. Be is there. I know Galactus too. She was a mod mod here too. I introduced all these people to her. All these people. Okay. the most h I see her chat I brought there her chat right now I see I recognized 10 people that I introduced her to personally I
was like go to clumsies okay and then I'm banned clumsy I just don't understand what's what's what's the deal what's the deal girl what's the deal because most of us empaths are hurt from narcissist but I don't I don't let it time you let it you don't give it time anymore I know and fg
I have been through I had a best friend, okay? My best friend for like last 15 years since 2008. She's a Russian, okay? And I don't know if she was doing on purpose or like um just it's her personality, but you know how Russians can be, right? They're very invasive. They use a lot of mind
control and and all. So I basically my best friend was a Russian, okay, who used all this stuff on me. I learned a lot of stuff that I don't use on other people. Okay? I like I use it um I use the good part of it to help people. I any anything negative, the bad part of it because because some things are good,
some things are like, oh, you can help people be positive and be uplifted or you can use it for negative. There's like it's like the force. You can use the force for good or bad, right? I thank you, Mojo Joe. Yeah, I know. But I've been hurt by but so I've been through narcissistic abuse. I'll tell you the whole cycle. First they lovebomb
you. Then they idealize you. Then they devalue you. Then they discard you. And then they repeat the cycle. They're jealous of my cats. I know. Look at these cool cats. Look how cool. Look at Lola. She's cuddling over here. Lola. Are you sitting over there cuddling? They're just cuddling and you're tired.
Okay, hold you down. Oh, I love you, Lola. Lola. Her name is Lola. She was a show girl. Lo, she's a little grumpy cat. You're a little grumpy. You're sleepy. Okay, I'll let you sleep. Okay, go over there. Go to sleep. She's sitting right next. She's cuddled next to me. Okay. She's a very sweet cat, guys. And my cats. That's
unconditional love. And so I'm saying if you need a source of unconditional love, get a cat, a dog. Joker has the cutest little dog. Oh my god, it's a King Charles Spaniel. has a really cute little fussy name, too. It's like very cute. Copa Cabana. Her name is Lola. Copa Cabana.
Yeah. Do I have another cigar? I hope I do. I think I might. One second. If I don't, I still have tobacco on the table. Okay. But I'm going to say, so I'm not going to ever go to Emma's again. I'm not going to go to Clumsies again. I will not be promoting their channels. Dog is on your channel, Mojo Joe. So everyone, I'm gonna post Mojo Joe's channel because he has they
have a dog there. And FG, why you're not a mod? I don't know why you're not a mod. Barry Manalo. So Mojo Joe, I'm going to see. Go to channel 1,00. Awesome. I'm not Why am I not subscribed yet? Hold on. I'm going
share. Mojo Joe has an awesome channel. to I want to say she's an awesome person. and she has dogs dog dog videos and her cute dog. Okay, there's Mojo Joe. Okay, everyone visit that channel. And guys, if you have a channel too, if you're here in the chat, even if they come
back, if they come back to the chat, I'll promote their channels, too. Okay, but the point is, even when they weren't in the chat, I was promoting their channels. You're welcome. You're welcome sweetheart.
It looks like Mojo Joe has a good channel going. She has over a thousand subscribers. But you guys, if you want to start live streaming like I do and you have like less than 50 subscribers, because you need 50 if you have if you're Yeah, there you go. If you're um if you're under 50 subscribers, you can still live stream, I think, from your computer or something like that. But if you want to do it from your cell phone,
you need 50. So if you want to get to 50, tell me. I'll put you on my Discord. I'll put you on the chat. I will help you. And I'm not asking for anything. All I want to do is help you. Okay? That's what's I'm frustrated with those people because I never asked for anything back. I just gave. I gave. And when you give, right, sometimes when you
give and then when you're just like thrown away, just like Benny, like I I gave so much to Benny. I I love Benny. And I'm not saying Benny didn't do anything for me. Benny gave a lot to me. Benny let me promote my channel. I did tear readings in his chat. I was in his chat and he was talking to me. Yeah. And uh and he has a lot of subscribers and
stuff like that. And and then he I was a mod there. Then I'm unmoded. And there's no explanation. There was no like here's why here's why I unmoded you or nothing. He's like he didn't remember that he did it. I was like, then then I'm now I'm blocked on this channel. You're blue. Yeah. What's up, FG? I I threw you a I threw a wrench
at you. You caught it right in your hand. Okay, you're blue. So, I'm going to sing a song, guys. I sent this to Alisa tonight and then I was like, "Oh, Lisa didn't even care." But Alisa did care because I saw I I I I watched some of her show back and she mentioned me and she's like, "Oh, Psych sent a really sad song tonight.
But it's this is this song is like my heart. And at least at least understood. She got it. She got it. The song goes like this. I'm a
bluebird that's been dreaming of a rainbow I can follow to that old familiar place I long to see. I know you don't I know you don't FG, but just so I know you're here, you
know, if you want to put more on your channels. Friendly faces, a smile to greet me, or a simple hello, how are you? Oh, without them, I'm so blue. There's only one thing that we'll
do to make this heartache end. To be back home again. I'll never see my dreams. I'll never lose my dreams. Even though this time it seems like I'm such a long way
from any rainbows that might keep my dreams from fading. Well, no wonder I'm so blue. There's only one thing that we'll do to
make this heartache and to be back home again. I know. I know. Tracy. Tracy. But yeah, and I But Tracy, you know, I introduced you to her and and you know, you're you're not over there kissing her butt and ignoring me and blocking me in
her chat like some other people that are in this chat are doing right now. It hurts my feelings. Okay. They didn't stick up for me and not one person. Jamie's Cowboys and Beers, I saw you there. Not Not one thing you say positive. Not nothing. You just ignored me or blocked me, okay? It hurts my feelings, okay? Cuz you guys are my
You're my team. You're my OG's. You're going to go over there and just ignore me and just like treat me like trash. Kick me out like I'm nothing. I I'm nothing. I didn't I didn't introduce you to her. I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm wrong. I'm probably wrong. I'm always
wrong. I'm missing another song. You guys want to hear another song? It's called One Little Star. It's from the same movie. Okay, Tracy. What you just said reminded me of a beautiful song from Judas Priest
beyond um the realms of death. I truly get your hurt. It happening recently. I know you'll get through. I know. Yeah. I I will. It's It stings. It stings. Yeah. It's not evil. I Yeah. So, here's one little star from from Apollo. Goes one
little star all alone in the sky. Do you ever get lonely as the twilight drifts by? One little star in the darkening blue. Do you long for
another just the way that I do? Sky begins to fill. Darkness ends the day. Someone who I love is far away. One little star reaching far
through the night. Do you shine on my Are we sharing your light? Oh, one little star. Shine on us both tonight. That's basically it. So, I'm sorry. Here. Here's Lola. Lola, you're still sitting there, Lola.
This is this Lola from England. What's up, Mojo Joe from England? You love a little bit of Jewish priest, Mojo Joe. This is This is This is This is Lola right here. Lola. So, when I got Lola, Lola, remember when I first got you, it was probably a few years ago, right? I got you a few years ago. You have Okay, go ahead. So, Lola, when I got first got
her, I I had I had I had like five cats and I was like, I can't have any more cats. And the guy came with it with Lola to the door, right? Oh my gosh. FG. Yeah, that's Miss Lola. She's She's sitting right here. You're there. You're there, Lola. You're there. Hey, can I can I rub you
like that? Okay. This is Lola. So, when I first got Lola, so he brought her in a little carrier and he was like, and I was like, I can't have any more cats. I was I have too many cats. I was like, please take her away. Take her away. and stuff and uh and he's like, "No, can I leave her here for a couple hours?" And her eyes something's wrong with her eyes. I was like, "Okay, leave
her. You'll come back a couple hours." And he left the I had the little carrier right next to me on the couch and I see her next next to her on the couch. And I was like, "We've come back in an hour." No, he didn't come back that night. So I So after about an hour, I unzipped the case and she came out and she had little eye boogers. She has eye boogers, right? You eye boogers. You have some She has some boogers on her. He got her off the
street. She has you have some boogers on your eyes that you were a kitten and you were a kitten and you were so sweet and I was and I fell in love with her immediately. I cleaned out her eyes and she opened her eyes and look at her beautiful eyes. She had these beautiful eyes, beautiful green eyes, right? And I I fell in love and I and I cannot part. And Lily, you had five kittens last
year. Yeah. Yeah. What's that song? Yeah. FG cool 1978 it was three years ago you added some lyrics to the playlist and hold on what's the song Judas Priest Beyond the Realms of Death everyone look up that song you
know yeah I I don't think I don't think music music does but music it does doesn't bring you to emotions and so if you're like in a if you're in like some bad state there are songs that will bring you to a darker state I will say music is very powerful in the emotions But if you like find a song, if you like listen to Beeges, like who could like want to do that when they listen to
Beeges, right? Or or earth, air, sky, water, what what is that, right? What's up, Selena? I'm looking handsome and wealthy and healthy. Thank you. Thank you, Selena. Thank you. Yeah, I'm I'm happy, healthy. I'm good. Like, I'm so happy. Like, oh, my channel's
doing good. I'm I have like a beautiful audience. Hello to everyone in the chat. What's up, guys? Yeah, I'm happy. I'm just sad because there's people that should have been by my side right now that have left my side and then gone and they have my some of my friends are over there. They
don't want to be here. Selena's beautiful. The poor parents were in grief and lashing out. I know. Well, that happens, right? It's like, you know, it's just like, you know, these tragedies, you don't mess with people people's kids, right? Leave the kids alone, okay? Leave the kids alone. You want to everyone do anything you want in
life, leave the kids alone, okay? Unless you're raising them and and bringing them into the world and helping them. H like Yeah. You know, it's like Selena's such a vibe. Yeah. What's up, Selena? Yeah, Selena's awesome. Selena came in my chat one night and I was like I was like on a on a I was I was pretty buzzed but she was
awesome. I remember Selena when she first came in my chat. Let me see if I have another cigar. Hold on. No, no, no, no. Uh oh. No, no, no. I don't know. I'm think I'm probably out of tobacco, but I can find some more. I got some tobacco left. Maybe I'll end soon though. Have I bent it enough?
But you just remember who just remember those people that have been there for you. I I everything's if someone does something good for me, I just remember. Yeah. I just remember them, okay? And I don't throw them away. I'll always like I'm very loyal. Okay? If you touch my heart, I will continually bless you.
Okay? I'm a Capricorn. Okay? Capricorn. I don't know if you guys are Capricorns or another sign, even an earth sign. A Capricorn is a very loyal person. Okay, Capricorn will like you got them on your side forever. They're like a little goat. So that's what hurts me. She said she said because she's you know she likes she plays the goat stuff on her channel and stuff like that. I can play
the goat stuff too. You want you guys want to see a goat? The birds are chirping. Nancy, here's a goat here. Here's a big kiss for me.
Okay. You guys like that? It's a big kiss for me. Selena's The birds are chirping away. Yeah, it's still kind of early here. It's 4 in the morning. I would go get a co. Maybe I'll stay up longer and I'll go to get coffee and then I'll come back and then I'll drink the coffee. Yeah, I don't know. You know, maybe I'll
just go to bed. You know, it's like I'm just kind of bummed out. Clumsy really bummed me out cuz I was like trying to talk to her this morning. I was like, "Can I please come to your chat?" She's like, she's like, "No, you're not welcome." But then I went anyway under her disguise. And then she's like, "Oh, but I I always give myself away cuz I don't I'm really bad at, you know, I just gave myself away." I said, "Hey, hey, it's it's me." She's like, "No,
kick that person out. That person is banned from the chat. He can't come in. He can't he he can't even watch the show. You you can block me from the show." You know, guys, if you want to block people from your show, your channel, it's 4 a.m. here in California. Yeah, right. It's 4 a.m. FG. I'm in California, too. I'm in I'm in Redondo.
Um, but really, I didn't do anything bad to these people. I had an interview with Emma. I was going to do an interview with Clumsy. I had them on my sh my my channel, my chat. They didn't like what my chat was like and you know, everyone has a problem and stuff like that. How's everyone doing? FG, we have you can meet really cool people here. Reality Nancy
is so awesome. Mojo Joe's awesome. You're in the Bay Area. I used to live in like Palo Alto, so it's kind of in the Bay Area. It was, you know, between San Jose and and San Francisco. What's up, DJ Electra? Guys, I want I'm gonna It's 9:00 p.m. in Australia. Guys, have you all seen my my um my theme song? I'm going to play it
because DJ Lecture created this and it's so fun and awesome and everyone just dances and have a fun for two minutes. Be right back.
Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wow. Hearts in the balance, every card and
open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. Crystal
visions and her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen pen dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
You guys like that? That is awesome. Electra, you're so cool. Yeah, you're so cool, Electra. Thank you so much for that. I love that. I'm going to play that forever. That's going to be that's that's forever. Psyche in that song. We're intertwined. We're intertwined forever. Everyone having a
fun night, guys. Electra, the um demonetization. It's It's going through. It h it's it's working. Okay. It's going through. Everything's going good. I'm losing some people along the way, but I know you're a real one. I
know. Um Tom, Reality, Nancy, FG, Selena, Tracy, if I'm missing anybody, I'm so sorry. You guys are just awesome. You guys are my heart. Really my heart. So, I'm going to finish up what tobacco I have left. I tried to clean up a little bit. I finished all my drinks. I still have a little bit of Mangorita
left. I do. I do. But I need to find some tobacco. So, how are you guys doing? Electra is so awesome. Oh. Oh, yeah. Ty Desant. Do you like that? Tracy, do you like him? He's really cool. He was on my show, too. He was on my show with me last night. He's really cool. like, "Hi, I'm Todd." He's
a really I like that guy a lot. Yeah, guys. FG, you want to meet some cool people? I have the coolest people hanging out in this in the stream. Frank, he's doing 24-hour stream for Man. Okay, so DJ Electric, go post that stream. Post that and I'll I'll I'll go to that cuz I'm about to end and stuff like that. I was going to say till maybe 5, but I'll go I'll go back on maybe at
5. I'll get a Starbucks and I'll maybe go back out an hour. I will overcome. I will overcome guys. Guys, no matter what happens, guys, if we stand together, we are unstoppable, guys. We are unstoppable if we stand together, guys. We will go places. Just
stick by me. Stick by me. Yeah. Post it on my post it on, you know. I I'll You're on panel now. I'll go over there, Electra. I'll go over there. I'll hang out for like uh until 5:00 a.m. and then I'll go um go get some Starbucks and I maybe I'll start another stream. But I want to like Thor. Yeah. Host his channel Electra. Yeah. So we want to we want to support Thor. Anyone bad my my
father passed away from cancer last year. Okay. And so that's a cause I want to you know fighting cancer. I want to support that cause. Okay. So there's Electra. She posted the channel. Okay guys. So let's go over there. Okay. That's the link. Okay. She posted the link guys. Let's go over there and let's
all say hi. Let's all have fun there. And then maybe we'll come back here at 5 in the morning. I'm not sure. I'm still awake, guys. And guys, I'm not on drug. I'm not on drug. I'm not on drugs. I'm on alcohol. I'm out of alcohol. I'm out of cigarett cigarettes. Maybe couldn't get cigarettes. Yeah, there's the link.
Okay. Oh my. No, I my my phone died. Okay, plug it back in. Guys, I just want to say I love you so much, guys. Yeah, I'm sorry, Nancy. My father died of bladder cancer like last year, like about a year ago. It's a hard time right now and it makes it harder not
having certain people give me love and well wishes, right? Because these these people I really cared about too. It's it's horrible. It's horrible, you know. It's horrible. But I want to say I love you guys so much. I want to give prayers to everybody. I'm so I'm so sorry about
that, Nancy. I'm so sorry. I know it's hor it's horrible. It's horrible losing our loved ones. Right. It's horrible. But you know what, guys? If you're here for me, even if you're not here for me, I will still be here for you. I I will love you. I may get salty. I may get angry. I may get offended or something like that if
you if you like just dump me on the ground like a piece of garbage and like just put your high heel on me. It's grimy up, right? I might get offended, okay? But I still will love you. Okay. Yeah. Let's go over Let's go over there. Okay. This this my uh my tablet just turned off. So guys, so DJ Electra has a channel to go to. This guy is a
fundraiser for someone named Thor. I like that name. Okay. I know Trac Tracy and Trac and I know you know. And Tracy, you know DJ Electra is also a nurse. Like we have a so many people beautiful cuz DJ Electra Tracy is a hospice hospice nurse. And I
know DJ Electra was a nurse for years. You guys like my my seriously my dad loved his nurses. Okay. He loves his nurses and like my you know we don't care. No, we don't care if like they they thought the nurse was sexy or what whatever. My dad had Filipino nurses and you know all kinds of nurses and stuff like that. He always was like he loved
them, okay? Because they brought love and joy to his life at a worst time, okay? So, I will always love nurses. I'm so happy to have so many nurses here. I love you guys. Guys, I'm sorry if I'm a mess tonight. I know I'm a mess sometimes, okay? I'm so sorry. I want to say I love you guys. And let me see. Did you actually posted the link?
I'm going to make sure I I'll pin it before I go, you guys. Let's all go there. Let's all go over there. Okay, because there's more important things than me and my drama, right? Thank you. It's hard part of her nature sitting all Yeah, I know. I lecture. I hope I hope everything's good. I love you so much, guys. I'm sorry if I'm not
perfect. I'm not perfect. I'm not a perfect person. My tablet's dead again. There's many things I wish I didn't do, but I continue learning. And so this is what I have to say to you. Before I go, all I need you to
know, I found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new. And the reason is you. It's you. I love you guys. Okay. I love you. Mojo Joe Reality
Nancy Tracy DJ Electra. Everyone go to um every everyone go to re DJ lectures like Mojo Joe I'm sorry if I miss anybody FG you guys Selena I love you guys so much really I love you guys so much and if you ever need anything I'm not trying to like charge you I'm not trying to say I will I'll talk to you okay I'll if you need
if you need if you need help okay I'll be there for you I promise I'm not going to say oh no I'm charging you or whatever I'm going to say I love you okay and I'll talk to you if you ever need anything. I'll be there for you. I promise. Okay? Remember me, okay? I promise you I'll be there for you. I love you. I'll be back at maybe 5:00
a.m. if I if I'm awake, but I might go to sleep, but I love you so much. Okay? I love you. You guys are my life. Okay. Trix, you want to say good night? You want to say good night to the chat? Yes, he does. Come on, baby. You want to say good night to the chat? Tricks wants to say good night to you. Hey
Trixs, look at your eyes. I love you guys. Hey, what's up Sean? Yeah, we're going to go to um DJ Electra posted a link. We're going to go hang out there. She I think she's on panel there. Good night, guys. That's Mr. Trixs, though. I love you. Reality Nancy, I love you. You know I love you. Good night, Mojo Joe. Good night, Tracy.
Back at 5 in the morning. I'll get some Starbucks maybe. here. Let's go to the DJ Electra's chat that she that she posted. Let's go over there. Okay. I love you. Thank you for being here.
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