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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the tarot reading session and open panel discussion ▶ 0:00. He is joined by guests Tracy and Bita, and they engage in casual conversations about their lives and experiences ▶ 2:14. Psyche shares a dream he had about meeting Patricia Arquette ▶ 2:44 and discusses his tendency to talk in his sleep, often thinking he is on live and addressing the panel ▶ 4:49. The conversation turns to the topic of respect and harassment, with Psyche discussing the double standards he perceives in how people treat him versus how they treat straight men ▶ 6:51. He also talks about his experiences with IP2, a community he has interacted with in the past, and the contrasting attitudes towards gay culture and homophobia within that community ▶ 9:45. Throughout the episode, Psyche engages with his guests and audience, responding to comments and questions ▶ 11:01.
The episode appears to explore themes of identity, respect, and community dynamics. Psyche's conversations with his guests and audience suggest that he is navigating complex social situations and trying to make sense of the different attitudes and expectations that surround him. The discussion of double standards and harassment also suggests that Psyche is grappling with issues of power and privilege, and is trying to find his place within the communities he interacts with.
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Flow. Hearts in the balance. Every card an open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to
soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the ter move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Wo. Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen
pen. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Hello.
I had a good sleep. I fell asleep. Oops. Hold on. Sending someone a message. How are you today? I had a weird dream. Well, I don't really remember that many details of it. How
dreams tend to be sometimes. But do you remember I met Patricia Arquette and I was hanging out with Patricia Arquette for some reason. Little unusual. Um, Patricia Arette is an actress. Um, she's David Arquette's sister. There's also Alexis Arquette. Hello Samantha.
How are you today? Great to see you. Just gonna pin my link real quick. Right with you. Hey Swami. Okay, I remember when I started doing this, I couldn't even pin my link for the I mean like I would it would usually take me like 20 tries to pin the link. I
actually figured out how to do it. You have to click on the icon um your my avatar and then it will say pin right away. But before I was trying to push the message and it kept trying to take me to the link, right? Uh oh. Uh oh. Rudy. Rudy, no fighting with Lola. Rudy and Lola. Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. Is that But it's odd. I also had
a dream recently. I told about where I met this woman. Um, she was on Real World Seattle. What was her name? Um, I don't know. She's like this pretty blonde woman. I I have this thing with some blonde women. I don't know. I used to like Suzanne Summers on a juice company.
My mom is my mom is blonde but um that was kind of all all of a sudden like she um she always had dark you know brown hair and then she started going she went blonde at a certain time. My dad, I don't think my dad cared for it at first, but it grew on
everybody. And uh my mom has pretty beautiful hair. So, it's definitely a good look for her. Hope everyone had a good morning. I was on a little bit this morning. Um for like a little bit. I was just cuz I woke up in the middle of the night and I woke
up talking in my sleep and stuff like that. Let me fix my hair. of talking in my sleep um thinking I'm on live and I wake up talking like to the camera or to the to the panel and stuff like that even though there's no there was nobody there. The panel's been closed for a while, you know. So
definitely definitely been uh have the panel in my subconscious and the my show on my mind 24/7. Hey, what's up? Yeah. And it's it happens a lot. It happens like and I never used to do that, but I wake up Yeah. I wake up talking to the panel and thinking I'm on the panel and talking like on my show on
my show and then I like wake up and I'm like my gosh. I guess that might have been because also I like sometimes would fall asleep at the panel going or like and stuff like that or like I don't know. But yeah, how's everyone doing? Hey, there's Rudy. Rudy's having a nice nice uh nice
lunch. Are you having lunch, Rudy? Having a nice
lunch. A little lunch. Hey. Oh. Oh, how exciting. How exciting, Swami. I don't want to miss that. I really definitely don't want to miss that. So, um, anyway. Anyway, uh, yeah. I don't know if I'm a I'm a huge huge fan. Well,
look, I'm a huge fan. Uh, you know, I was I met him on BEA's panel. I was kind I don't even remember hitting on him or anything on BEA's panel. It was like kind of like, you know, just joking around. And, you know, now there's all all these people will say oh,
you're hitting on straight men, you're harassing straight men. If you if you said this to a woman, then um it would be sexual harassment. Well, yeah, maybe if I if I said it to a woman, but if you said if I said it to a man, I mean, I'm sorry if there's a double standard there. Um, if I say it to a man, you know, guys can kind of joke about that kind of stuff sometimes. And maybe it's like only straight guys can joke about it with each other. They like
only straight guys are allowed to to do the gay play or whatever. And it's like a gay guy does it, oh my god, it's it's oh my god, now it's sexual harassment. A little bit of a double standard. Also that I think the people that act like they care really don't care or might be actually interested. You know, it's kind of an interesting dichotomy. People that don't
care seem to be very secure in their sexuality and even even if they are like basically straight or 100% straight, they usually don't care. Like I had um War Dog the other night and Dehi name it was Dehi or something and uh you know they maybe they were kind of drunk. Oh, I know. Dehy was very drunk. He was
drinking Everclear and he had almost the whole
bottle. No, just respect men. Straight men, that's all. Okay. So, I don't deserve respect. I I'm allowed to I don't I'm allowed to have people just call me, you know, all kinds of things and maggot and, you know, and like and make fun of me, but it's like I'm I'm not allowed to. So, respect straight men. So, don't you don't have to respect gay men. Gay men don't need to be respected, but straight men deserve
respect. Isn't it like a straight man's world? Isn't it like, you know, it's kind of like what people were saying? Oh, well, you know, you can make you can say things about white people, you can't say things about any other race, but every other race can make fun of white people, right? Because white people are in power in power or whatever, right? And so there's, you know, I'm just I'm just giving you some things to think about, right?
Yeah. Now, I respect women. I respect women and you know women aren't respected you know women you got straight men straight men totally harassing women all the time right thank you nobody and a lot of times I started you know I started doing that stick when like you know there's sometimes with pie
was on the panel there's very thirsty guys and so we had a thing where pi and I we call it feed the f a but pi was like okay well you know now now now now you uh now you make them kind of feel uncomfortable because they're making me feel uncomfortable. Okay. So, okay. I know now it's IP2. Get used
to it. Yeah. Okay. So, it's like Yeah, but I'm not in IP2. Okay. Am I on the IP2 website right now? Do I need to follow the IP2 rules or that kind of thing? Um, no. If I am in IP2, there's a lot of gay play there. There's a lot of gay stuff going on with a lot of homophobia at the same time, right? I
know. Um, why not go explain on Tommy's panel? Well, I don't know if you if he comes and invites me, you know, it's like um that's one thing and maybe I I will I will, but it's like it's kind of like there's some people that are contrarians, right? It's like, you know, because Tommy's telling me all these disgusting things that he thinks about me and, you know, I'm dirty, you know,
I'm filthy, blah, blah, blah. And uh and then all of a sudden I hear the stories, you know, and I don't want to like judge him harshly. I never saw him do these things, but I heard about some pretty kind of gross things than maybe he's done and stuff like that. But
whatever. This is uh this is my mud portal psyche. Your rules. You don't fall or nobody but yourself. That's why I love you. I love you too. I love you too, Tracy. Yes, I know. Isn't it Isn't it ironic? Women just Women just have to accept it, you know, or they don't have to accept it, but you know, they're expected to accept
it or it's it's normal. It's normal normalized in the culture. How's your dog
doing? You're drinking a beer right now, but where's where's the doggy? I tell you Oh, you're Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah, I hear you, Tracy. I hear I got you. Um, exactly. Uh, I got a lot. It's interesting. I have IP2 trolls. I also
have, you know, I started on on Benny show, Trident. Uh, I'm friends with Saint U. I've been on many, many, many other IP2 people. I've never had a well, well, I don't think Benny cares for me that much, but uh, I've never had a problem with the IP2 people. And so it won't start to start start causing
trouble between me and IP2. It's like um you don't make your your points clumsy are kind of you're kind of like not that great. Not that great of points. Okay. I need to expect it from them. I just like you know that's going to go that go there. What's up Tracy?
Hey babe. Cheers. So what's these broads doing now? Oh, who who who like I'm just saying, you know, Yeah. Where do I start? You know, well, it's like it's, you know, it's it's No, it was Tommy James yesterday came on my show and was like, he don't like gay people. No. Yeah. And he doesn't like gay people and I'm not
going to call him out and stuff like that. No, because there's no some people don't. It's It's not accept especially being a heterosexual man. You know that and I know that. We're all old enough to identify when a man doesn't like quiz, right? And it's okay. Yeah, it's okay. It's okay. But as long as he's not dumping in your chat, he's not
making your mud puddle any browner. You know, yeah. Hey, what's up? How are you? Good afternoon. Good evening. Uh to Miss Xy, how are you? I'm doing okay. How are you doing today? I'm doing great. It's It's
great to hear from uh I forgot your name. I think it's Tracy. Yes. Good to hear from Tracy. You look better. It's good to see this. Sassy. Yeah. I It was fixing to be a bad day cuz the vet called and said that my dog's ashes are ready. Yeah. So, and then the old man says, "We're not we're going to town tomorrow, so we'll go pick them up tomorrow."
I said, "Fuck it. I'm going to get drunk then. Do you do you have a do you have uh plans for the for the ashes or you have you have an earth? I don't know what to do with um I got a dead dog. Well, a dog that I buried of course is dead cuz I buried But I got to fill the hole in with more dirt. Shush.
And uh so I I I'm thinking about adding more dirt to the uh Chihuahua's grave back here and putting Budweiser with it. So that way I'm burying one dog on top of the other and they knew each other and that way both dogs were out back
throwing a in the river. If he had a favorite if he had a favorite place anybody else he liked to go a favorite place outside or the in the woods and stuff like that you know they might consider pretty much out back was his place. Yeah yeah the window at night laying in the water bed and they keep looking at the
dog graves. Oh yeah. So and when I'm sitting there you know any window I got I can see them. you know, I have a little bit of a pet cemetery in my backyard because um I had a couple the first two litters of kittens. I had the first litter, there was a little gray cat that passed away and um after a few
days and I I buried him there and then and then the second litter there was um one one cat passed away the fir the first night and then the second the second kitten passed away a couple weeks later. Some don't Well, that's good cuz they didn't suffer. You know what I mean? If they if they got to go then there's
no sense suffering like a month or two and then what upcyc Hey, what you doing? Chilling. Just another day, man. What's today? Uh Tuesday. Today's Tuesday. The gest day, bro. The land lady called the
Gestapo. What the land lady called about complaining? No, she don't. She tried to bother me the first month I was here. She come in my apartment five times. So when she was going down the stairwell, I went, "See you later, Hitler." And she went hile as she went down the stairway. So I call her
the Gestapo ever since. Yeah. Oh my god. Made sense. Yeah. Only Only Tommy James Only straight guys are allowed to do do weird stuff. If a gay guy does it, it's Well, don't worry about the goddamn heterosexuals. You're a homosexual, right? But I live in a straight world, you know. Actually, I love all you quiz got your own world. No, I don't. I do.
You got your own neighborhood, your own pee town that on the cape. Okay. That's all gay men. Province Town, Rhode Island or No. Yeah. That's a queer capital of the United States. I know, but I I don't I I don't live I don't live in these. I don't live in WeHo or like, you know, Long Beach. Like Long Beach is Oh, you are half the people there are gay. But maybe but I don't I don't feel like I have you know
I feel like it is a very straight straight man's world and it's like there's a lot of there's a lot of like it's a lot of like wisdom there's nobody will tell me to my face oh I don't like gay people no one ever says that but it's always he in a way in a way in a way he did he tried to be polite about it right if straight men can can make out with with
you know gay men then you can too man you got to go out there man go to a gay bar hang out with the Yeah. Go out with DGAF and Stroke Off. They from IP. Stroke. Stroke Off. We'll go to a dance. Dance joint. If I'm ever invited, you know, I can't really I don't have a car. I mean, it's like I can't really get
around right near I have a sports bar across the street basically. There's a sport point. Ain't you got no gay strip joint? The is wrong with you people out in California? He said they don't. He said there's no gay joints, you know, no gay clubs around him. But
Charlotte, North Carolina's got gay strip joints. Yeah, I mean LA is a very big place and this is like a little bit more of a conservative community here. Yeah, I did see that. It's You got uh money. I did see that when you went on the pier and the little shops and the seafood and everything like that. It's more of a
tourist town look like. Mhm. You know, rich people tourist down. I mean, they look at me and go, "Get the out." You don't. Hey, beta. Good morning, sunshine. Good morning. Good morning. Oh, you talking to him, not me. I'm
talking to you, Tracy. Loves. Really? I'm sunshine today. Cheers, How's the doggy doing? Cheers, my love. This is cool. Hey you guys, I took that right and I had to go see a friend of mine a couple buildings down and this dog went everywhere. I I got to change it thing cuz it was choking itself. But this dog was with
all the people in Jackie's lap and everything and only backed it one guy once cuz he went up to his piss and he come back down and he he backed him once and told him cut your out and he cut this out but the dog is was playing with everybody. I took him upstairs to Jackie's house and he didn't piss
nowhere in her house or anything. I mean, this dog is like like cool. Yeah, he's really cute. Yeah, little bash. See, little bastard with a shirt on. Yeah, I'm I'm sorry, Bea. like last night um
you know um with you know with you know who that called and stuff like that and it's like I really didn't appreciate the things he was saying you know and uh you know but then I did hear that he was like maybe said some more even threatening stuff that I didn't pick up if I would have heard him like threaten threaten you and stuff like that like I said like he said something about setting there's nothing you can do about it it's you get you I know but yeah but it's not allowed on my panel and it's
like I wasn't I was kind of falling asleep during there in the second half of the conversation and stuff like this When you fall asleep during this and you're not paying attention, you got to learn to hit that leave button. Yeah, you can't trust us, I'm just telling you the truth. Am I not right, Vita? No, she's
absolutely right. And, you know, I'm guilty of, you know, drinking a lot and like letting things go on my Yeah. Being a prick or Well, yeah. I mean like not being able to handle things like the right way when like other people are fighting when I'm get emotional and focused whining and crying
and bitching just like any all of us thing. Teresa some of the things he was saying though were just like so uh I think Teresa Gypsy traveling I think she joined last night too for I haven't seen her. Yeah. Oh my gosh. Was
it was it was it during all the drama though? No, no, no. I think or she might have been in the chat. Oh, I saw I saw her yesterday when I was at the pier. I saw that she um she donated um like you know give a nice deal. Yeah. Mhm. Yeah. Ain't that cool when somebody gives their hard earned money to you and you know that they sweat their nuts or their
tits off just to give you that hours worth of pay. Yeah. You got to appreciate that. I I do very much and she works in nursing and things, you know, in the in the I think she's like a care worker. You know, we really don't make that much. I'm only at $20 an hour and I live in the most expensive state in the United States. Fourth,
what why didn't I say anything to him when he joined this morning? Well, he just basically he Yeah, he joined again this morning, VA. And he like he was like, you know, did a little bit more yelling at people. And I was like, well, I was like, are and he's like, oh, I'm raging demon. He raging. I was I start I was on like I saw you on um on
uh uh let's see, his name is Ty. I saw I saw you on TY this morning. T wise. Yeah, I saw you on T wise and then I started my own um my own live and then like he and I had like a couple I just had um one other on this one another guest and then I had um I had raging demon. He just came on for a minute and before I even had a chance to
respond. He's like he he left you know he just he just came on for a second to like he was I I said have you calmed down? He was like calm down a little bit. Then he's like, "Oh, you people, you people think you know." And then he like then he started calling you names again. And I I tried to wrap it up a little bit. And so now you know you do it a third time. It's your own fault. First play first time their fault. Second time your fault. Third
time you're a dumbass. Well, yeah. But it's like, you know, Yeah. Reggie demon needs to go away for good. That clip is from last night is going to keep being played on streams now. He's just going to come another goddamn name. Yeah, probably. You know, it's like, you know, that's what people, you know,
everybody's got aliases. I've got two myself. Yeah, I have like 10 accounts and stuff like that. But, you know, I just had I just have had a lot of a lot of emails for different purposes and then it's like all mine are Tracy Leemore at Gmail, Yahoo, Outlook, all of them. It's all Tracy Lee Moore. Yeah. that I have a couple like
all my Gmails because you turn a Gmail into the YouTube account. I would I would have more except that they started like asking for my phone. How can you keep up with that many emails? I can't I I don't like I don't use a lot but they're actually all like basically bless you. Bless you. Bless you. Oh, excuse me. Um they're basically all
um all connected, you know, automatically. So on my on my iPad, all I have to do is click on an email. I can go in. But I just basically use a couple of them. I most of them are just used for um used for on the maps. Uh no, not hor. But it's basically what I I get, you know, I I get I was looking last night. I've been looking at all the
Discords I've been blocked in. I've been looking at all like the um all the chats I've been blocked in. I've probably been blocked in over a hundred chats of Oh, you are a pain in the ass when you get drunk. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. I saw you in cage asking for a wrench. I'm like, "Oh, this is going over nicely." Because because um Oh my god. I asked,
you know why I asked that? I asked that because I wanted um because people were I I was during my show, she was streaming my show and so I went over there I went over there during my show and I went into her chat and everyone's like, "Is that him? Is that really him?" And then she's like, "I don't know. I don't know." And I was like, "Okay, well if I" I was like, "I want to be identified like that's the real me. If I'm ever in your chats, I don't want people I don't want You knew you were
never going to get a wrench over there. That's okay. It's okay. I don't care. I wouldn't even give you a wrench over there because you're a rival channel. Mhm. You understand, you know? Um not rival mean way, you know, personally, but rival as far as uh live streaming. Back over my throat. Yeah. Competition,
right? I should say, right? But I was like, you know, but I was like, um, I don't like there now because there could be people that will like, you know, make up an account with just my avatar and my name and then they can they can go and try to cause trouble and stuff like that. Yeah, but you can't block people in the chat. You know what I mean? That you'd be running uh her stream and and that wouldn't fly cuz that would
let you have it. Oh yeah, but I I mean it's she's like a wild cat. That one. I'm I'm not a I'm not I'm not a person that that would go in and block anybody or cause problems. I don't even never use mine. I never Me neither. I never use, you know. I mean, thank you for my
wrench cuz you know what? I would never abuse it. But I'd never use it either because you know why? If I blocked me, Tracy banned me in your chat. I saw it. I'm writing right now. Every time I write in the chat Tracy X, she bans me every time. Tracy, you're the one. You're the one that does that.
I know. I know more on her. I know her mods can check if I'm not a bad Al trying to get me in trouble. I see how you are, Tracy. I have screenshots every time you did it. Why do you do that to me?
I don't know. No, I love tasty actually because I like me and you can fight and everybody else thinks we're serious. I would like my dream is to hang out with Tracy one day just in real life and just chill with her and drink. We would have so much fun. We go
to strip joints and even better. We'll go. right. We'll have to take an Uber though. Both of us are going to be drunk. Do you have Do you have mail clubs, Tracy? Yeah, of course. We're going to Mail strip club. Yeah, I don't want to come on. Yes, I want to come. I'm not gay. Who's Who's this in the
chat? Who's MC Nemesis is here? Hey, great. Watch out. I know a lot of people don't like me here because I stand up for myself when I speak my mind. I'm not talking about your channel. I'm talking about YouTube, per myriad. Everyone's doing the craft. They don't like me either.
People told me to be myself and then I'm myself and then people hate me. Oh, well, you know, it's like, you know, we're glad you came out the closet. You know what I'm saying? Well, he did. Yeah. It's just the trolling like that. Like it's not really trolling. you came on the show and you
said you like you want like a hot young twink like me or something like that and you know just to to do peg your wife and to be with you and No, I'm just going with the kay fab. You're looking for a on the internet. Come on. Not this channel. This is the best channel I can see. This is what I'm talking about. And then then you're like um why are you saying the n-word? And
because I don't understand. So are we serious or not? Doesn't matter. So it's not it's not it's not a it's not a good word for the algorithm and that's and so that's why it's a rule. Okay. It's not a good rule for motivation. What's your motivation as a creator to just for the numbers channel from not being monetized? Yeah. So your motivation's
money. Um well I'd like to hold on to my monetization not have some some some weirdo like you you get me demonetized because you can't call me a weirdo. I have 12.8,000 subscribers. million views. How many weirdo? I have
12.8,000 subscribers, over 5 and a half million views. But I don't mean Well, you are kind of a weirdo. I mean, it's like, didn't you like beat up some lesbians? And you don't care. You're weird. Oh, so because of my felony charges, I'm a weirdo. So all felon I'm a felon. I'm a felon in four states. MC got something
against Gay Psych. You got to be careful. He got something against gay weirdo weirdo. Stupid weirdo. Maybe just gay women. See what I mean? Sock, that's the way you're treating me. Oh, please. How does it feel, See,
always, man. He was just out. I always tell you. I said be careful, man. No, he was good last time. He wasn't He was He wasn't doing it last time, but why? Why you want that? Oh, man. I a once a racist, always a racist. You know what I'm saying? Okay. I'm
racist, too. But so they say, I don't know. I thought you was. You might be by racist. The old man says fit to wear and I'm like, I'm just honest. I don't think is racist. I'm not racist. How can I be racist? My son went to the prom with a black and he wore a dress in his first time going to a strip.
She's going to take Weren't you in the civil war? Tracy Tracy was in the Civil War. So, you know, I just don't know, man. I was in I was in you, Hey El. What? Hi.
Huh? I said hi. Hello. Hi. What's up? What are you up here for? for freaking like you're Tracy or you're a 10 sick and tired of you stucking Tracy's ass. Every time she gets on a panel, you jump up there.
Eld Yeah, she's married. Eldo, I've been married 28 years. And look at her and matching out married to blogger online. And he really he did me for like two minutes. We could be husband and wife and YouTube. And
Cecil said, "If you can handle it, go for it, bro." So that's my husband. Oh my god. Even though he's a firebug and a did you and Tracy call each other and like match, you know, outfits today?
You know what I got for the dog? I got a outfit. It's It's a jailbird. Uh it's a jail outfit. It's got stripes. It's even got a hat for uh Halloween. Yeah. He's going to He's going to look like he just escaped the prison. He's going to doggy prison. We're not Tracy. It's not Halloween yet, Tracy.
It's Easter, you know. Yeah, but somebody gave it to me. I wouldn't go turn the jail outfit down. I mean, my jail outfit won't fit the dog. You got the handcuffs. You got the whip.
Hi. You might be Is that Lola? Lola got me on my knees. Oh, it's Lola. Leila. Okay, never mind. Sorry. Wrong song. Her name is Lola. She's a dancing star. That one. They I knew there was a song.
He's got one. I got Leila instead of Lola. Drop me on my knees, baby. He's big and actually I I had a cat named Lily and she was like she was kind of similar to she look kind of like similar to Lola. How many have you had in
your life? Oh, you know, even since I I think maybe like about 30. Yeah, you are. Yeah, you racked up on them bastard. And you're 40 32 43, right? 42. 44. 44. Yeah, cuz you're the same age you were
born in 81. Yep. Yeah. You're the same age as my son. Oh, wow. How many women have you been with, Psyche? Um, well, I would like I would uh I was like I made I like like actual the actual vagina like I was with with one. How many times you stick a
dick in it? One time. One time. Do it one time. One time. He had to try it to know he didn't like it. Yeah. He looks devastated. Was it like Did Did you spit? Uh uh. Did you climax or you couldn't? I
don't think so. I mean, if I was able to get in there, I remember I mean, she was a she was a big guest, but he wasn't an She was she was kind of a big gal. Um, but uh yeah, but also I but I did I did I did I did Finger Bang before and it's like and then she squirted like so much that the whole couch was so was
soaked. The counter. The couch. Oh, the couch. Oh, you're not not the c the couch was thrown out. They at least flip the cover. You had to throw the couch out. What the that much? That couch was never the same. Um, yeah. I was I was wonder I was like I
was like, how is this much liquid in one person? I had no idea. Like it was 12 pounds of pressure and you can build up semen every 15 to 20 minutes to bust another medically. Don't ask me why I know that. Sweet. Hey, sweet bee. How are you? Is it a bad in the finger bang? Remember
that South Park? I want a finger bang bang to the end of the They have a South Park song where they sing kind of music stat That was in the South Park. They they started a band. They started a boy a boy band and their song was I'm going to finger bang bang. Yeah. The couch and spaghetti sauce. I know that it was it was quite a few quite a few quite a few crazy months, right?
It was a few months. Months. Oh, good. Hey, sweet pee. Um, you're glad you're feeling better. Um, yeah. Not the couch. Yeah. It's It's a true story. It's a true story. He man says, "Oh, no. Psyche." E said, "Ew." Oh my gosh. Yeah. Everyone needs a voice changer here cuz he's like Alvin and the Chipmunks. Who
does Pee? I was asking about you. I was like, "Where has she been? I missed you. We miss your voice." She's cool. Yeah. Come on up if you want to come up on panel. Sweet pee. You miss your Yeah. Oh, yeah. You want to see? This is Miss Lola. Miss Lola's around here. Hey, she she has a little grump. She has a little
grumpy face. Your face is kind of What are you drinking today? Uh Oh, you and make you and raging are good. Vita, what's going on with you and raging? I heard y'all was, you know, getting a little I heard I don't know. I don't even know. I guess afterwards he went off onto psyches and went I have no idea what happened. I don't know. What did What did you Did you say something about him for him to
come up and start talking about you? No. Do I I mean I have no idea what like why was he so upset cuz he came on like cuz he loved her. But I mean I mean you said you talked about he talked about his anteater. You can't be talking about a man anteater like that. You know what eater? Are you crazy? He
went out there and like told stuff and like put out all of my information like you know all of my voicemails or messages to people and I had to like respond and what really happened. Nothing really happened to me and him. Hey, but I I do recall you saying that uh your dad knew about your relationship with Raen.
My dad knows about everything. I He's one of my best friends. I talk to him every morning. Yeah. that and it's like yeah I'm glad that you know I heard I saw I saw well actually I watched some of I watched on on trip trip clip or tripkick um I I watched some of your show last night on trip kick and you
talked about k yeah trip kick trip kick doesn't have a channel anymore to go on clip trip now right dang yeah yeah it's yeah it's clip clip talk or something like that clip talk or or trip kick trip. I don't clip to talk clip. Welcome
to his channel. I was looking for it. Somebody struck it. Somebody struck. I mean, I'm like, who the is striking his channel? Cuz I love that channel. It could be uh I don't know. Well, maybe you I was going to say like people what people say on there, but
I say you doing it, bro. Hey, priest. How are you guys? Hey, Free Side. you, Free Side. Guys, if guys, if anybody in the chat is interested in a reading today, I'll do for $10, I'll do like a like a long a long a longer 13 um card reading and it's like it would be sent to um the information's on the
bottom of of the banner right there. If you would like to uh have a reading today, you know, I did one for Summer last night and she really enjoyed and uh got paid. support, you know, 10 hours, man. That's a way it's like because uh because YouTube does not pay out until um and I was looking yesterday like cuz I was wondering I thought I said
something about oh two or three days your payment will come and then it said last night I looked up and it said the payments are sent between the 21st and the 27th or something like that and so it'll be a little bit longer. Mine on the 2th or something like that something like that. So, it'd be a little, you know, I I I kind of miscalculated a little bit this week and so, um, thinking that I would I would be getting paid and stuff like
that. So, I spent a little more than I should have. Got maybe got a few more Starbucks than I should have. So, um, it it would really help me out this week if anybody um is interested in a reading today. Um, let's see. Are you Are you Za's son, Eldo? You said what? Are you Za's son?
Am I Za's son? Yeah. Frea's son. Freeside mad. You know what I'm saying? He he one of little troll kids, you know. He upset, you know, a little troll kid, man. I know. He troll kid, man. He Man, I have my I have I have my uh I have my account um my bank account set up with
it and so it'll be it will be Oh, yeah. You have to with a bank account when it comes out. Yeah. I'm like 20 something dollars now short of getting paid this month. Cool. Well, hope you get there. Do you want to I will I'll ebe like you and tell them they all have to pay me $5 and
I'll do a panel. Yeah. Stop being facicious. You know that. No, but no. You just gave me You just gave me an idea before before I start the panel. I'm going to I'm going to Well, that's a pay for non-members to join the I Well, I think I think
Saman like you know Saman does something where he Sam's a that guy is a hustler. Yeah, he like he won't start his channel. He gets some he gets he gets a few super chats and stuff like that which is a good idea you know and I I think you know but I don't know but he only as good as his donators Tracy you know what I'm
saying. That's right. That's and he's got a bunch of them though. I like fell off. He just hot but he's a hustler and a half, man. Tiger Butterfly. People don't clap no more like that, you know. Yeah, I hear you though. Tiger Butterfly. I think you're depressed right now because KK put out a
sex tape with her and Blackish. Something like that. Really? Oh man. Tiger Butterfly, can I share the mess? Can I share the the image you sent me in your text message? Can I share that image? KK Tiger Butterfly. Can I share that or I won't share? But you just sent me an image.
Have you ever met Tiger Butterfly? Have you ever been on a panel with her? She a nice bride. Yes. She's really She's very unique. She's very very cool. Oh, she's not like us. Rude. She's in pay. No, but no, no, not at all. But she knows how to stand on her own. She will
be like, "Stop. Shut up." She ain't no And no, hell no. No, she's not. Well, she she's also she she went viral on the first uh the first raging demon clip. Oh, Tracy's doing Oh my god. Yeah. Okay. I think butterflies channel. This is the channel, right? Yeah. Well, yeah. You
can be in your bra here. You know, you can go down. I wear one of them bastard. Oh my god. Oh. Oh my god. The sexy one. You got You got some bazumbas. Big baza. I lift weights. I don't wear brass. Yeah. Tracy, what are you? What are you like a like a W cup? What? No, I'm a bar. Tracy, listen. How much for
them Hooter picks? Tracy, let me see them. Let me see them. What? What? What do you think? I think they're I think I think Double D. Yeah. Damn, Tracy. Somebody had a lot of fun with those. Those are really, you know, enjoyed them for 28 years. Hell yeah. I mean, what do you think? Look, look. She
don't even wear a bra. No way. You had a boob job. Liar. Are those basketballs under your shirt? I've never Damn. They don't even sag. God gave me these. They don't even sag. I give them about a seven out of 10. You know, with your age, that's that's pristine. Hey, this one's tattooed and pierced. Oh wow. This one's El Naturel
and this one's a bad girl. Oh my god. Bad girl on the left, good girl on the right. Right hand to God. Left hit to God knows who. No wonder El nice boots. But I didn't know you had like, you know, big rack like that. Jeez, Tracy. Yeah. No wonder your husband stayed with you for double D's. Do they make double D's or what is
it? Yeah. Okay, it's more than a D. It was C forever when I was a kid in 20s and and then I had that uh went through menopause and them blew up. Really? Tracy absolutely wild. Oh wow. Damn. So
menopause makes uh women's breastes big, I guess. Yeah. I didn't know that. I can't wait. That's the one coming up. Damn, you haven't been through menopause. You like 50, ain't you? Yeah, I'll be 50 next month. Damn.
I don't know. I say like they say it's like your mom's age, but my mom You haven't gone through menopause yet? No. Again, my mom ask your mom whatever your mom went through, that's what you're going to go through. My mom died when I when she was like not even 40.
Okay. Well, don't ask your mom cuz you can't. Sorry. I didn't. And I can't ask my aunt either because she passed away, too. What did you do to these people? Tracy, I wasn't even my mom. No, she was in a different country. I was here. I was like,
she was like 14 or 15 when she passed away. Yeah. Oh, well, then you got to know her. Oh, yeah. Of course. Yeah. All right. I thought it was you though. I was a part for like two years um before she passed. But yeah. Well, may
she may she rest in peace, be she'd be kind of proud of you. She would love you. She would love it. She was She was crazy. She'd be kind of proud of you. Trust me, cool as hell. She was really cool. Tracy keeping it one time though. She'd
have a chassity belt on your ass. No, she would probably throw the key over the rail. She be like, "Beta, stop the drinking, No drink. No drink. No drink. Stupid." Funny thing is like my dad never ever drinks. He's never had a sip of drink. But when my mom like she would
she would drink and smoke like she might drink. Would you? I was. She might drink with you. She was the one your daddy wanted to be to get it from her mom, you know. Yeah. They say alcoholism is hereditary. No chaos. Oh, she wasn't that bad. She wouldn't like once in a while like when
we would have like parties or something, she would have like a drink. Take after an uncle then cuz you drink a lot more than that. I probably if it was I probably took after my uncle. Yeah. And he Yeah, I think I have one that drinks a lot. Honestly, I didn't even drink for the years. I just started drinking like six months ago. Before that, I never
shine into your belly. What up, K? What up, K? What up, chat? You know what I'm saying? Your boy Big Lo in the building. Got Tracy up here got me crying. You know, if you want to play with the left one, it's the bad one. Oh, lord. Oh my god. Now you
Hey, Tracy. Look, at least Tracy got all that. Tracy, when did you retire from work? Like, did you like No, I'm still working 50 hours a week. Oh, okay. Yeah, I still I still watch the dead d or the dying dead whatever I give last. The old man's sick and during co there was
nobody to take care of him. So I came off of my social security and I went back to work 50 hours a week taking care of the old man cuz there was nobody to take care of me. So I went back to work. I had all the food stamps fuel assistance rampid and everything. Had a personal care attendant of my own come in clean my dump and And I gave it up
because there's nobody watching old man. And I was the best one out of the two of us to take care of two. Yeah. Well, you can't keep a good broad down. He was married to two of y'all. No, I said between the two of us, there was nobody to take care of both of us. So, I
came out to go back to work and my job is uh hospice. Wow. Okay. People die. Okay. Uh you uh you went to school for that. You don't have to go to school to watch somebody die, dude. Yeah. No, I mean you don't you got to go to school to get a
degree and all that? I mean, do I didn't even I finished in sixth grade and got a GED and then I went to college. You know, some people like become a nurse and they end up moving later on to like, you know, hospital. I never wanted to be an LPN or an RN. I don't like need blood. I don't do blood. Okay. You watch people die. Okay. Yeah,
I watch people die. I because nobody should die alone and they should be allowed to die at home. And I carry the cross with me so I can give everybody last rights. Everybody deserves last rights. I don't give a if you're an atheist or not. You getting last rights, You ain't got no videos of that. Why would I have videos of people dropping
dead? What the hipple violation? First you ask her if she has like a sister wife and then now you want videos of her. Oh, she I mean she talked about it. How's How's it weird that you sit here and talk about how people die about them as long as they talk about them after the dead. That would be against
like every I'm just talking I think Eldo got stoned today. You are such a watchdog man. N I can't do that man. He's tripping man. B is like a for my life and the people around me. I can't He's crazy. Crazy. Be is a little
Chihuahua dog. ankle biter. Bea, what about you? What kind of dog are you? A maltise. A little cute white. No, I'm one of them big ones that slobber all over the place like a Alaskan huskys. And then I ain't
no husky. I'm a robot. No, Alo is a probably some kind of Aldo is a one of them little pet poodles or one of them dogs. You spread peanut butter and it makes like a little black chihuahua. He's like a little black Chihuahua. No,
no, no. He's not that good. We'll give him a toy poodle. Yeah. Poodle. He's a black one of those black. He's a white one. I mean, like a great day. Oh, nice. Yeah. Um, Barry the Turtle says, "Who's covering the B beta versus raging thing?" Um, then it happened here. It
happened here. Yeah, last night. It happened here, but u the um but um uh the someone named the German lady, the German lady or something asked if she could clip that. And so, I don't know if you know her aware of her channel. They're going to clip it anyway. She's nice enough to ask. Yeah, definitely. You know, the answer is yes because you ain't got no blocks on No, I
don't. Anybody can. It's like even, you know, I don't even care if like, you know, enemies or whatever. Hey, any publicity publicity. Yeah. Yeah. True. Right. And you're already on people's list. Oh, I know. Go the rest of the way. If you're going to be good, you're going to do something, be good at anything. If
it's going to be an be the best I thought Ra was done. Raan said he was not coming to the internet. I'm done. I'm leaving. Goodbye. And he was thinking about beta. I think he said that. He wanted he wanted VA to say no. Tracy, don't leave. Don't leave. Ra, don't leave. Don't leave.
That's right. What is this? The days of our lives. You stupid. Don't leave. You stupid. You stupid rag. Don't leave. You stupid thinking. Don't leave. Oh, you guys stop it. You're going to get him angry now. He's going to come raging. Yeah, because
he say raging demon three times. He'll come. He'll come you summon him, you know. It seemed like he only come out at night. His ragingness or whatever the you want to call. I'm always missing this guy. Like, you know what I mean? All guys get horny right before bed. Triggered them. I know. Bea triggered them. She said, "We ain't going to pretend that be didn't say something to
trigger her." She said something. I mean, people trigger me. What the hell? Like, what? She said something. She said something. I know. She definitely said something. See, Shane about to be on your ass. You hear me? Sh about to be on your face. I'm so scared. I'm telling you, she about to be on your
ass. Whatever. Keep your clothes on, girl. too cuz he he you upset on him. I think he was mad about that. I saw your boobies too, Tracy. Tracy, wasn't you Wasn't you on panel? Wasn't you on panel when he was raging?
Tracy was there, right? And Paige, I think Paige is there. Uh Sy tried to stop it. I think he left and came back and realized what he was saying. it. He can't do nothing with that Neither one. No, no. I I put it oneonone on beta beta enraging last night. Oh, he was there. Right. Right. Yeah. Yeah. He went away and then
he never came back and dumped it. It's like it's like part part three or four of the the script. Remember it's like the it's like it's like a horror movie. It just it keeps keeps coming back and back and back like the it's like a double episode of you know General Hospital. All my children. No, it's as the YouTube turns.
As the tube turns, as a tube, that's what Cisa calls this. The soap opera. He said, "You watch the soap oper?" I said, "Yeah, slap dab in the middle of it." Yeah, he calls it soap oper. That's why you don't get You privated that line, right? Did you delete it or private it? No, it's it's I No, I think I did. I think I might have privated I I'm not 100% I don't remember 100%. I think I might have put it for members only or
something or else it's still up. I don't remember. You want to the way he was talking I Yeah, you might as well you uh delete that or private it. I mean cuz the he was saying you get demonetized that talk about really I think I think I might have privated it. I think I might Yeah. Yeah. Right. Am I am I tripping? No, he was he was saying he was saying horrible things. He was saying horrible things and uh you know
Yeah, but he wasn't making any direct threats of harm. Okay. On her. Right. Right. He was talking about her her family, I think. Yeah. He wasn't out saying the that I was saying this morning about Nikki badass I told her I was going to Minecraft her ass left and right
and I'm being polite cuz it means psyche like it's it happens. We have to go to you know that's not well you are an emotional I I just I figure if it's like if if it's like you know but when it got too much for when it got too much then like you know cuz he went on for quite a while like when it got too much you just left and I was like you and I I and I know you stand up for yourself you
didn't even come back and I was falling asleep. Yeah, I was falling asleep and then and then I brought up and then I brought up I brought after you hung up, he was like there talking alone and then I brought up Miser and he was like talking to Miser like really nicely and then um and then I brought up know. But then I brought up I brought up Big Tall and Big Tall just kind of like he's cool. I like that.
Yeah, Big Tall went in on him and then I I just like I was just like trying to go to sleep and Big Tall was like being so loud I had to I just I just ended the stream abruptly and he was like you need you need to do that before you pass out. Anyway, now now VA, you know, I was watching a clip that uh Trip Kid did where you said you didn't uh you never sent your your dad the news or whatever, but there's a clip out there where you
said it that you did send him, you know, your news and all that. You did say that. No, I said I did. What I said was that I sent the screenshots that was posted on community post like you know that stuff that was Yeah. It was it wasn't stuff like the actual it was like you know somebody was going to make a t-shirt send it to him. That's why
because that's why I didn't want him to you know get upset. I wanted him to know. And then he all like he said to me that he wants me to collect everything and put it in like a folder you know. For what though? For what? For for evidence because it's like it's literally um it's like harassment like
spreading porn. It's um it's going way out of line. Well, there's a lot of pe there's a lot of there's a lot of women that get go get into like the adult industry or like you know play those. No, no, no, no. I'm not saying I'm not saying but I was saying okay so a woman a girl is a playboy and then her father will eventually find out like you either by
like his friends or like somebody else cuz also I've heard of teachers that have been a playboy and then like some of the students find the playboy trouble man especially what what did the that I mean the way I explained to him what was going on my dad has been knowing for a long time like about you know from everything that's happened from like before to now so he know my
dad really knows me out and I explained to him and he was like didn't judge me, you know. And um that's your frisky when you're drunk. No, I told him like because I was in a relationship like up to like a year and a half ago. I was with somebody for like almost 10 years and then before that you got a loyal side to you then.
Huh? I've only been with five guys and each one has been like seven years like you know seven years and then you know it's like 10. Yeah. So it was like I told my dad like I was like, you know, going through midlife like I was doing something safe cuz I was on the internet. I'm probably scared to be with a man like in real life right now. It's
been like a year and a half, even longer. You know, I was drunk. I wild. Huh? Over 15 years since I've been with a man. And And 15 years ago, I ordered a off of Plenty of Fish. Really? Yeah. I got me a Greek with black belly, green eyes, and he was about 510. That's what I ordered. And he showed up to my
house. I paid him a hundred bucks. He came back the next day for free. He like those tits. He like those big tits.
Besie bought he brought me my first blunt ever smoked. I know what a blunt was and he brought me a blunt. Oh, you smoke? Okay. Do you smoke? I'm smoking one right now. What about um can El be your escort? Elgo, will you be um a male escort for Tracy, but for free though? Yeah. No, you got to pay for it. You You
get what you pay for. I don't want free cuz it comes with You got to pay for it. Yeah. No, I'm pay for me to show you my big three. Like, come on. You should be very privileged. Although I I can't do it. I can't do it to you because you've been somewhere that is uh
yaka or do you use condom every time you go there? Wait, what? Stick up somebody's ass. You ain't beating it. My She said that. She said that you got kaka on your penis. I never you saying got mud in your helmet. Elder got mud in his helmet.
I would not nobody in the ass. Not even me. Elder, not me. One time. Come on. See, this is why Tommy don't with you. Cuz you be on that gay man. Not even just cuz you be on that gay You doing it to a straight man. You got to chill out, man. Calm down. Yeah. You can't be hitting on on on people you can hit on like like
MC Nemesis is good with it. Joe, I don't want I don't want Joe. MC Nemesis and Joe are not my type. I mean, it's like you never seen me. What the are you talking about? I see you. That's what you look. You look like that, right? That's what you look like, right?
That's you, right? No, that's not him. I think VA lied to his ass or something. Remember VA said that Ra look like Ti. Never forget that. I've never seen you in my life. How would I even lie about you? I don't know what you look like. All we know is that you know you don't know what Barry look like. Oh You
don't know what Barry look like. You you was over there doing FaceTime freak offs and I picture I picture Barry like I think I picture Dude, you're the one that said you're the one that said he shows you being bushy penis. I mean, you know, he didn't show me his damn bushy face. Hey, Shy, what
do you think looks like? Like I think Barry think Albert. I'm not sure. Yeah, that's I figured black. Look, look. Barry said you can hit on him. Barry said you can hit on him. Hit on Barry. I will. I have. I asked him to send I asked him to send me a picture of his balls and he he got offended and he said no. He said he said he said only Flirty
Diamond that he was offered to. She said no. Is that the real Barry? Oh yeah. He wrenched up. He's honest. Yeah. All right. Barry always been like that though. He's always been gay, you
know. Vic curious. Vic curious. Been vicurious. Vic curious. Yeah, Vic curious is better. Dick has no memory. No, the first one of his first things he said was uh he say Yeah. Yeah. A hole is a hole. Yeah. A hole is a hole is a hole. A hole is a hole. You know, a hole
is a hole. That's right. As long as it feel good, just don't look down. Hell no. Y'all tripping y'all on some weird And then you catch some type of y on some weird Y'all on some weird man. And I'm not homophobe. If I was, I wouldn't be up here. You know what I'm saying? But I'm not on that.
Eldomophobic, I don't want to see that You don't want to see gay porn? You don't like gay porn, Tracy? You don't porn? I don't like porn at all. No like porn at Have you ever seen? But you know, they make this porn for women. It's like it's like it's like women only porn and it's like romantic porn where it's like one I mean, we going to I got a
queensiz water bed and if you miss a beat, you gonna get hurt. Oh my god. You got to know how to on the water bed. Yeah. It's like it's like I would get seasick probably. No, you ain't getting seasick. It just helps with the pushing. Once you get the wave started
and you both get the motion of the wave, then it's fine. But the minute you up on that action right there, then it usually slips out. Somebody going to get nailed when they don't want them to be a nail. That's where the pain comes in. It goes past the taint and right to the I'd be afraid I'd be afraid I' I'd slip out
and I I puncture the bed. So, you know what? You ain't that good. You ain't that good. I on many of my damn water beds and they ain't been nobody pop a water bed. Unless you're wearing maybe a knife or something on you. That's I think
I think my wiener's sharp. I think my wiener sexy. It really turns me on. Can you do the helicopter? Yeah. Yeah, sure. Wet towel off. I I I I call I call it a I call it like I do I do the Apache helicopter. It's like the extra extra
large blade. Of course you get some weird name for it. I've never heard of Can you hang a wet towel on it? Who whole bed sheep? That that that's good at your age that you can still do that. I bet I bet she
had pillowcases, too. So, I can imagine you trying. Yeah. Let's see how much that wanker will hold. Now, I'd watch that. Okay. I'll send you I'll send you a video. I'll send you a video. Tracy, you're such a sweetheart. My phone number is on my about page. It's 4134929770.
Okay. Send it right over. Don't call me, but you can text me all day long. Otherwise, it goes to spam and I don't get the phone call. Okay. I'm going to pray and call you there. Hey, what are you wearing? Naked. I'll do a creepy I'll do I'll do the deep breathing on the phone. I'll call
you deep breathing. Titty pictures. Let's see what else has my mod got. He's got a whole library of my pictures being naked and paper tape short shorts. Yeah, he's got a whole book on me. My mod does the messenger. He He He loves me. He does. Did he have a good mod? He
loves you, Tracy. He loves me. loves me. Yeah, he's a good mod. He good enough where I split my earnings with him. That's why I only have one mod. I can't afford two. I ain't that good. They get us They get a spaghetti today.
Have a Hey, you're filling the gut. I can have a few beers later today. That's all you need. Well, it's uh it's actually it's really it's noodles are pretty decent. And they're only 65 cents a a lunch, you know. Made out of styrofoam and you're heated up and
you're eating out of styrofoam. So yeah, you got enough chemicals there. Enough chemicals. Yeah. Yeah. Let's have some styrofoam for lunch. Well, it's good for your It coats your stomach. I think it's pretty good. Oh, I bet there's more than that.
Have you ever looked at the damn oodles and noodles and there's little bugs in it? Little tiny microscopic bugs in it. Those are those are just it's like it's like a yogurt. It's like a good bacteria. Just, you know, like you know, it's called protein. When you get bugs, it'll make you pay extra for that
There's also a there's another reading available like, you know, I'll do the $10. That's kind of extra long reading. I'll do a like a a shorter one for like come with a happy ending. Yeah, of course. Okay. All right. That's that's all I need to know. Boy, you're I always say I always say and happily ever after. I think we need to know about we need to
know about Barry and Kate future. You know, how's how's their future looking like, you know, as a e couple. I don't know. That that would be a good one, man. Somebody pay for that, man. Somebody pay for that reading. Tracy, you know, you can go to um there's a website called Rub Maps. R U B M- APS. Yeah. And that'll show you every area where in the where you can get a happy ending anywhere in the area. J J Dog
told me about it. He used to frequent it. Yeah. Well, my twad hasn't been touched so long. It's going to take a long time to get a happy ending just to remind myself what the hell's going on down there. It's going to be it's going to be a happier ending than a Disney movie, though. Oh, Jesus Christ. They might have to buy another couch. Yeah. Well, J said Jas Jas said oh he pre did it like 20 years ago and there
and then someone looked that up and they're like oh it opened in 2013 or 2012. Wow. I I was whining way back when the internet came out back in 89 uh 98. Yeah, man. Tracy Tracy probably got like 10 kids out there. You know what I'm saying? You got Man, I was lucky. I got cancer at 22. They gutted
me. No more lunch in the sock. No more bleeding. No more kids. I bought a Harley-Davidson and I said at 22, huh? No. 22. Oh, 2022. I got tattoo over the sky now. That's crazy. That's young. Yeah. Thank God loves me. I It was the happiest day
of my life. They said, "You need a hyctomy." I went, "Oh, thank God. No more kids." Cuz I had three boys. Oh, that's enough. Right. Right. Yeah, it's enough. Yeah. Three. You had three boys by by 22 years old. You had three three boys. Well, my first son I was married at 15. Damn, that is loud. Psyche. That is I was married at 15 and
Christopher was born 15. Oh, wow. Back in the day. Yeah, cuz I was emancipated as an adult. Wait, wait. So, how old was your your the guy that got you through? There's about to be somewhere. My husband, he was 22. I'm out of here, man. What are you talking about? You guys 15
years old and 22 years old. I was emancipated as an adult. You're still 15 years old. You're still 15 years old. No, I have been having sex since I got molested when I was a kid. Oh, I'm sorry. That's terrible. I mean, I'm not bothered by it. I know,
but back in the day is crazy. Hey, 6070s it was nobody tells what goes on in your house. And when you do, your ass is going to be handed a belt. You was emancipated as an adult? Like, I've never What the I was emancipated at 15 years old. That's like Who else got emancipated? There was like
I forgot there was I got I was thrown out on the streets when I was 11 years old. I've been on my own since I was 11. It was Britney Spears or something. Like someone else got emancipated like a celebrity. I'm sorry. Hey, it just made me who I am. And now I'm a mean with a good sense of humor.
I love that. I love that. You have a really interesting life. You're very fascinating. I've been known by a couple men. Well, oh, Barry, thank you so much. Yes, I got you a reading. Yeah. Well, I was uh when I was 14, I got you a reading, Barry, for sure. When I was 14, I uh I was on the internet and I was I was telling
people I was 18 and stuff like that. I was an AOL chat troublemaker and I I hooked with a 27y old. He he had a boyfriend and stuff. Yeah. And then you could have got that man a lot of time because you're lying. Do you feel bad? That's a good one. That's a good one. No, I don't feel bad at all. You better You better get I I I never got him in I never got him in trouble. Not
even with his boyfriend. like his his boyfriend. I I would I called his house before and then his boyfriend would call back my house. A Well, I was like I was I I was a virgin at that time that I hooked up with him because I know I had never I never like really hooked up with it like I had sex. I didn't for I was I was having college students like you know AOL it's like you know it was just chat rooms. Sometimes
you can't even see the picture. Yeah. Yeah. it. I was a Yahoo. I was a a poor person. Everybody else is rich had AOL, you know, cuz they I would als I would also I would also pretend I was a female in the chat rooms and then I would like do do like a little phone or cyber sex with
guys. I'd have beat your asses and they would send me but I had guys send me cigarettes and stuff like that and I would say send you send in my brother's name and they send me packets of cigarettes since he was a kid. I did what? I I would I would go into a chat room pretending I was a female and like talk to guys and then I would like
say, "Oh, can you send me cigarettes?" And I address it to my brother and stuff like that. Okay. Okay. I got you guys readings. Okay. So, Kate would like a reading and Barry would like a reading. Okay. U Kate gets a longer reading. Barry gets Barry gets a like a five card reading with the oracle card. Kate gets a 10 card um or 13 card reading with the
with animal card and oracle cards. Okay. Is that cool if I if I do this reading real quick, guys? Yeah, go for it. I'm interested. That sound good. Everybody, you know, respect the donation. Yeah, shut the up. Eldo beat up. Okay. She's already shut up. She's probably behind the scenes doing
something nasty. No, I'm saying yes, ma'am. I'm saying yes, ma'am. I'm listening and I'm kind of working. I'm multitask. I'm not doing any I'm multitasking. I didn't want to like, you know, make too much noise because I was like cutting some stuff like papers and stuff that get my cards kind of in order. One
second. I just needed to Watch out everybody. Be's got a knife. Where the scissors? Scissors. All right, we got to shut up. Okay, so this is for Okay, so for Barry, it says, um, can I get a reading for me and VA? What is our future? Okay, is this okay if I tap in a little bit to your energy, Beta?
Uhoh, there's a tower card. There's going to be some kind of shakeup in the relationship. Okay. Um, you know, it could be, you know, not necessarily a negative thing. Okay. Or maybe there has been a little there has been a little shakeups in the relationship already, but you're holding on tight. Okay. You're also got your feet on the ground. You're like um you're you're also I
would say, you know, this has to do with earthly things. And so it's it's some kind of stability. I think maybe after the shakeup things will stabilize uh between you guys and uh and be more more stable, more grounded. Okay. Also, I see you as this king of cups um Barry and where it's like, you know, you like maybe you like to have a drink or something like that, but it's like you can control yourself, you're also there's even though there's
like maybe like the waves around and like wild, you're still you're very in control of your emotions and things like that. Also, I'd say a good-hearted person, you know, a a kind person and u a good like, you know, in control of your emotions. Okay. What else do I have for you, Barry? Um, okay. You know, sleep on it. Get a lot of get a lot of rest and stuff
like that. I see this is like maybe maybe there'll be like a um things might might uh might get to a very peaceful place in the relationship where you know um you can it will be kind of like you know just a a calm a calm part of it right a calm um a kind phase a calm
phase of the relationship and uh also keep things balanced okay I don't know are you don't be but don't you know don't be juggling beta with other other people you know it's Like you're are you're trying to juggle a couple a couple different people. I don't know about that. Right. And you're you're doing a little dance. There's a juggler right there. Okay. Hold on. I'll do one more card from this deck and then
I'll Okay. The ultimate happiness. I think there's a lot of happiness there. Okay. I think And there's Beeta. And uh is it maybe Barry? He looks a little he's lost a little bit of weight. Oh wow. Is he kids? Yeah. In the near future maybe. Oh snap. I ain't having kids. He'll
adopt. There's going to have her first child at first two kids at 52. Okay. Maybe they'll adopt. Okay. Okay. I got I got I got um I'll do a couple oracle cards for you, Barry. Okay. That might have been that might have been for Barry and Kate. That last card may It could have been. Yeah. It says, "Name all It says, name all the things
you love." And it says, "Are you one of them?" And it says, "I give myself all the love and attention I need." And so not it's not ne it's not necessarily being focused on on uh on other people. Make sure you love yourself first. Okay, that's the most important thing, Barry. And I have how can I be more flexible right now. Okay, so maybe know flexible. It
could mean, you know, more uh more open to options or it could mean flexible as in, you know, you can put your legs behind your head and then be beautiful laugh and take a photo. Okay, so it says, "What are you trying to control? Maybe it's time to let go. Let love move through you today and trust the outcome will be for your highest good." And it says, "Today's
action, remind yourself all day long that you're safe, your life is happening to you, and that you are not alone. Then do some yoga and see stretch, flexible, right?" I was right. Okay. Okay. Now, Kate wants to know about her and Barry. So, I'll get cards for you for for you guys. Okay. Okay. Okay, the moon. Okay, there's a lot of there's hidden stuff right there. Okay,
there's a lot there's a lot to be revealed still. Maybe it's going to be a surprise, but there's not everything is completely clear. It's a little bit murky. It's a little bit murky. There might be some illusion involved, but the moon goes through these phases and things like that. And so maybe the relationship will also go through some phases, okay? Or it's been through phases also. Maybe like you've been hurt by Barry U because um he has a little
bandage on his head. He's very guarded. He has his guard up right there. Right. Okay. And so maybe you have your guard up towards him. And also, but also I see um coming out of seclusion. Maybe if you've been spending a lot of time alone, maybe you'll spend more time together. Okay. It's the hermit card. Okay. The hermit, it's in reverse, though. So, the hermit um is like, you know, coming out of coming out of some period of seclusion,
right? But also, I see like you have like these nice memories and there's those kids again. So, maybe that was, you know, maybe that was that was your barrier. Maybe these are going to be your kids or maybe this is like just happy memories of the relationship. Okay, cuz these are cups and the cups have to do with this happiness right there. Right. Okay, what else do we got? Ace of pentacles. There'll be a new opportunity. Maybe you'll have a new idea for a business venture together.
Maybe you'll something or something will be handed tanned to you that can create some prosperity. This is about um it's like a seed that will grow into something more. It can be um financial. Okay. Also, page of swords. Is there someone spying in this relationship? This is usually the spy card. I don't know. Are you Are you Are you spying on? Are you spying on Barry? Keep an eye on
him. Keep an eye on him. You know, he's he's out, you know, asking trying to send pictures of his balls to flirty diamonds and stuff like that. And he doesn't want any from me, but okay. Keep an eye on him, right? But he is this coming up as this king of wands energy. And this is also got another king,
right? And so this is a this is very in control of his um of his passions. Okay. Um and but also at the same time a very fiery, passionate person, right? And there's I like that little lizard there. I I don't know if that has some significance. Maybe it's not a turtle, but it is a little reptile right there, right? Maybe that's buried the lizard. Maybe he's going to change his name to
bury the lizard. Okay. Um also also maybe some stuff you're not seeing. This reminds me of the moon card. Again, it's like, you know, you might come to a crossroads and you don't have all the information available to you and uh but you know, um you're it also there's this it kind of looks like scissors to me too. So maybe you'll be considered oh should I cut this guy off or or not or whatever but u and also
maybe go inside yourself, meditate upon that. Okay. And I have oh looks like you know coming together with a love offer you know on equal footing um blending your energies together. Um kind of an equality card too, but it's like an it's like an equal love. It's like there's an equal amount of love there. Oh, the north's playing. Okay. Hierofphant. This could be maybe a marriage or something
like that. Like this can also mean like a priest, but also mean like maybe this is like, you know, God's watching over and this might be divinely divinely ordained. Okay. A few more of these. I'll get you some oracle cards and I'll get you a um an animal card. Okay. So, you have a lot of intuition about this. You have the High Priestess. You have you have some intuition about this already and you you kind of know where things are going and and where where you want things to go.
Okay. Also, you may be some kind of gatekeeper. Okay. Uh but I see some stability too. Maybe Barry and I don't know your name's not K J, but Jay's one letter off from K. So, maybe B and K. Who knows? Okay. Barry and Kate. And then uh looks like some kind of victory you're going to have. Okay. But the
horse is looking at you kind of weird. the horse knows something more. But this guy's he's he's uh he's proud, right? Victorious. Got a lot of people around him. And also, but yeah, so you might have to just wait for a while. And you know, it's like I think you the ship might come in for this relationship. Let me get you some um some oracle cards. I'll give you three oracle cards. I'll
get you an animal card. Okay. Okay. So, I got the oracle card. This one says, "Wear my call to use my voice right now." It says, "You have a soul script that was written to be spoken. Your story matters and it's time for you to share it with the world. Today's soul action, share your story with at least one person today. Be brave and speak your truth. Your voice will be
the catalyst of healing for others." Okay. Um, then we got I got these two cards came out at the same time. Okay. So, it says, "How can I deepen my trust right now?" So, maybe there's some trust issues. It says, "Trust, surrender, let go of the wheel. You can trust. You can trust yourself. Trust fully in yourself so that you can deepen your trust in others. Trust creates safety and when we
feel safe we are unstoppable. So it says today's soul action let go and trust today find your center in the chaos and be certain with yourself so that you can deepen your trust in others. Finally, am I getting enough rest and to restore my energy and fully show up in my life? And it says you are the asset. Your body is your vehicle. Notice how the body is feeling, how much
sleep you're getting, and what you can do to help your body rest. Today's action is take a bath, put some lavender essential oil, go to bed ridiculously early, or give yourself a timeout today. Notice your body thanking you. And it says, today's mantra, the more I give myself permission to rest, the more I can contribute. Okay? And I'll get an animal card for you. I got these animal cards right here.
Okay. So, your animal card for today, a message from this animal. It might be your totem. It might be some significant animal. You got the the deer. Okay. You got this deer card. These are Susan Boule um spiritual animal drawings. And it says deer. Instinctual energy, independence, and regeneration. Graceful, swift, and
elusive. The deer has symbolized the powers in nature that are not easily subdued. A deer's antlers, which are shed and regrown each year, are specifically associated with regeneration and renewal. A swift deer with golden antlers was sacred to the Greek goddess Artemis, whose realm encompassed the wilderness and instinctual untamed being, untamed things. A deer is also a symbol that
summons individuals to a calling or journey. It is frequently appeared in legends and myths as a creative as a creature that that um lures a hunter or knight into the wilderness. In the legend of King Arthur, a deer leads Sir Gwane to the woods to begin his adventures. I hope you enjoyed that reading, Kate. Thank you for purchasing the reading. I appreciate that. Thank
you, Barry, for purchasing the reading. I hope you enjoyed that. Oh, hold on. And uh um it's okay. Thank you for the donations. I appreciate all the super chats, guys. Okay, beta there. Yeah, beta and uh Eldo. Here, I'm
back. Okay, thank you guys for letting me um do those readings and uh appreciate you guys. Okay, Mike is a great speaker. Very nice reading. Yeah, very good reading. Very good. Yeah, some people and uh yeah, if you you guys if you'd like a reading today, too, you know, I'm happy to do readings.
Um and uh um the instructions on the bottom of the screen, but I very much appreciate um purchasing the readings. Yeah. Oh, there's a lot been a lot of comments since then. Okay. How's everyone doing? Wow, the comments are just going fast today. Thank you, Nancy. I know. But you
know what? Someone said that um sometimes dirty nails equals a a good reader. My nails are dirty because I dig through a lot of tobacco and ash. Um I know they're not perfect. I My dad hated when I had dirty nails. Um I just I need I I need to take a bath.
But it's okay. It's okay, sweet pee. It's okay. I understand. We all go We we can go through those short fuse phases. every everyone everyone can you know and it's like you know I do sometimes and then I always you know I I sometimes I I wake up and I'm like what know you know I was a little sensitive so I mean I I I relate to that okay
how's everyone doing tall you're being mean to Felipe Tracy's back hey Tracy yeah I went down in chat to play for a few minutes nice why you doing it there's Mr. the Miss uh Miss Lola. She's over here right now. How many you got now? Six, I think. About six. Well, one's most of them are outside
cats, aren't they? Frey Freya is, but but Lola Lola. Um Trixs. Yeah. Lenor and Marble. Oh, Marbles is also mainly an outdoor cat, but he's he comes in a lot, too. Yeah. You got that cat door, don't you? And Rudy. I have a cat door. I do have a cat door, so they can come in and out. With that they go outside the and everything. Yeah. Mhm.
Well, and also um today I went I went past the tree. There's a tree in front of my house. So Freya likes to be in that tree and so she meows up in that tree, but there's also a squirrel in there in that tree like you know chuckling and stuff like that. So she was up in the tree with the squirrel today. Oh yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Going so
fast going at the squirrels. Hey KZ. Oh yeah, you made Felipe cry. Big tall. Okay, it's okay. Just say sorry to Felipe. Well, I was going to time Felipe out cuz Felipe wanted to be timed out and I'm like, can you a reason before I do it? He was begging for it. I was like, well, I can accommodate you.
I mean, it's, you know, you hit him for 10 seconds the least you can, you know. I don't know why. I think he was fixing the nut needed to be timed out to get a real jolly. I don't know. Like I I know a clumsy clumsy bean gang or whatever. He um he was he he was on two accounts timing himself out and stuff like that. So
timing himself out. I like Clums. Clums always comes by the channel and I like Clums. Clums has been around for a while. He's good. Well, he Yeah. Open water winner. I know. I know. Mermaid. Mermaid. You know, if you if you guys want to you guys want to um you know, send me a little donation for a manicure. I'd be happy to have a manicure on air and stuff like that. Also, someone someone said someone said
I could u someone oper someone's like, "Oh, how much to like shave your eyebrows and your head?" I was like, "Um, $250." So, I need to pay 50. I remember that. I was watching that. Yeah. Yep. They said they said no. I mean, but it would be interesting. I mean I mean I I would look frightening for like a little while. You wanted to go to the salon to have it all done. Yeah. Yeah. I would I'm not going to do it. I'm not going to
do it myself and stuff like that. I need to go Well, they want to see blood and you won't give it to them. No. No, no. I I I want to have a nice like a nice uh you know, Mexican guy massage my face, put a towel around my head and a little back rub and stuff like that. You want to be uh uh you want a happy
ending. Yeah. Well, yeah, I did. Well, that was so expensive when I got a shave. Like I I went and got a a professional shave and it was like I think it came out to like 40 bucks or something like that. 40 bucks for a straight ra razor. Wow. Yeah, it was expensive. And then a lot of money. And then I tipped him like
five bucks and then I think he like gave me back a couple California for you. Yeah, you guys are very vain out there. Yeah, it's expensive. I didn't know it would be that expensive, but I was like, you know, it's why my father moved out there because of the looked better out there than it does here out uh in because it's because like a lot of like
the most beautiful people from around the country all come to like California to like you know there's a lot of people come in the entertainment industry or just try to make different things and so and it's like also once you get here no matter what you look like then you it's like keeping up with the the Joneses here with like everyone does plastic surgery like I had a nose job Tracy did you know that I had a nose job? I
figured you Yeah, that's Yeah, it looks good. I have this uh I have these like a I had a I had a I had a hooked nose and it's like so Oh, so you got that cartilage shave back. Yeah. And they they made this tip was like they they just created that tip. It was a really good surgeon.
He made that a really good job. I mean Yeah. Especially if you had a hooked nose, man. I don't know. Everybody's got rubber or something stuck in their bodies out there. Hold on. Us uh us Yankees up here in the Northeast, we don't give a Yo, you have to cut your nails, man. Come
on. I know it's from the tobacco, but you got to cut your nails, man. Are you the one typing down there that his nails are dirty all the time? Do you hear me? We can hear. I heard you. Yeah. Okay. Well, thank you for your goodbyes. Bye. Anyway, yeah, we're having too good of a
time some come up over dirty fingers. Yeah. Um, but you know, I No, I'll take a I'll I'll take a bath tonight. It's like I have like a little thing I get I can scrape out from other nails and my nails look knife. You want to borrow it? Sure. Sure. Okay. Well, yeah. Is that It's a a gigantic knife, right? No. Who
is that? I don't know who that was. I have a pocket knife. What are my little I gotta I gotta jump down. Thank you for the reading. I love you, Tracy. I love you. Keep updated with the doggy. I will I'll keep I'll keep you out. I'll keep no more. No more. No more timing me
out. Quit. I love you, girl. Everybody in the chat, have a good day. MC Nemesis, bye. Bye, beta. I love you, MC Nemesis. maybe some other time. But you uh you you broke a you broke a rule today and it's like I don't I don't uh I don't appreciate that. I don't I don't want to take the chance of having you on again doing that again. Um down there um she
was by the pool. It was so warm the I guess it's warm where you're at. She was out down by the pool. Bea was in one of her shorts or something like that. I saw on page. Well, MC Nemesis. No, no, no. Not today. Not today. Another day. Okay. Not today. And it's like you don't respect my rules. It's like, you know, it took me a
long time to get monetized. And it's like, you know, and uh, you know, maybe faster than faster than a lot of people, but I tried very hard. I've been putting a lot of work into this and it's like my know my it's not my show's not all about the monetary thing, but this is my like, you know, my my main source of income that I'm making right now. And so, um, you can't with my my income and
stuff like that, right? So, he's backstage. Just go ahead. You're kicked out for the studio for the day that you just got escorted out by security. Bye. Yeah, I saw him down in the chat and he was repeating this. He was copy paste and copy paste. Copy paste the same thing. That's why I asked him and he wouldn't answer me. You know, I just don't feel like dealing
with that today. Like, you know, he he's not drunk enough people. Yeah, I'd like to up too if you if you It's like a simple rule. It's like not that difficult. I mean it's like and even if like you know thank even if it's just my rule and it's like not YouTube's rule and stuff like that. If I ask you to do something as a panelist you come to my show and stuff like that you got
to respect the host. That's one of the I have to put my jump at their own mud puddle. Right. Right. It's like I I don't I don't I don't need I don't need him on. You know it's like um but I need I'm going to post like a make a nightbot command that says rules and it's going to say respect the host respect each other on the panel. No um racial
language. Um, no. No nudity. No nudity and no dox thing, right? You know, no, but that's I mean the no nudity is pretty obso.
Yeah, I know. But know sweet. I mean, it's like, you know, I got besides the porn bombs, you know, Fy Diamond had You can't help that's not Diamond had a couple nip slips, but she I mean, it was an accident. I know. It was just an accident. though. Well, I was on Sam man's and I thought I was in the closet and he got a full ass shot. Yeah. Well, I have seen on um on on the
droop land server there is a there is there there is on the on Discord there there's an area where they have it's like for ladies only, but I I went to the ladies only section and there's a bunch of naked streamer guys that have got caught off caught off camera completely naked and stuff like that. It was pretty funny. I don't know. Where would I go if I
wanted to see nudity? Um, the gym something only. What is that? Something only fans. Only fans. Yeah, I got one of them there. I didn't act I activated the account, but I never did anything with it. Well, you know what's another good site, Tracy? Is C H A T U R B A T E. I don't want to say Yeah, it's
a good one. And it's like it's it's free basically. you know, you can you tip can tip the performers and stuff like that to do different, you know, for tip them and they have a menu usually of of things they'll do like that's what I did back in ' 89 when uh 98 when the internet first came out and uh I got the computer I got an e machine and I said if I'm going to spend this much money I'm going to make money with it
and I went to the website and what I do is I do privates so they could see me but I couldn't say them and they pay like $3.99 a minute. Yeah, most of the time I sit there ning. They wanted to talk about their wife and their kids and They weren't into popping a nut. It paid every week, too.
Yeah. I told Cecil, I said, "Go to the mailbox, get my check. I earned money for being naked talking to men." He went, "No, you didn't." I went, "The I did." He went to the mailbox to short and there was a check there. Hey, Michelle. Michelle said she had five kittens um last Sunday. How are the kittens doing? You know, I love having the new kittens. They're so cute, you
know. Oh, yeah. I uh I had I actually had I've had three litters of kittens. Lola had one litter and then my other cat Remy had two litters the year before. Did you get them did you get them fixed after? No, I mean I got I mean I got I got well with the second like the first litter it was all it was all boys and it's like in the
first litter there's um there's only marbles is left from that first litter. The second litter was Freya and Macy and they were both girls and they're both fixed. I had the I had the female. You kept the kittens like Yeah. I always I keep all the kittens and it's like But the male cats have a tendency to want to wander and stuff like that cuz they Well, you got a free party door open, a
cat door. They get whenever they want now. Yeah. So, um you have a spray come in and and and just, you know, push the fresh blood in the bloodline. Yeah. Well, there Yeah. There was a male cat that would come outside. Yeah. And the make noise when they There's Trix. Hey, Trix. You want to come say hi? Trixs
wants to say hi. Come on. He's He's right here. Hey, Trix. Trixs is not fixed, but he's like a little He's like a little sweetheart. Little little boy toy cat. He doesn't really like to go outside. On his nuts, he'll fall off. Mr. Put a rubber band on his nuts. He'll fall off. Think about it. Rubber band.
No, I'm not going to do that. It's what we did to the all the animals at the farm. We used rubber bands cuz we couldn't afford the vet to come and cut all the nuts off. Wow. So you b them. There's a gun that you get in different size
bands and about a week two later they fall off and it's clean. When the b when it all comes off it's all healed. We've been bulls and like that. Goats, goats pigs. How's everyone doing in chat today? The chat guys, I'm sorry if I miss any
comments in chat if I don't say let me see. I'm gonna I'll say to say see if I can see members and say hi to all the members. Um, He-Man, what's up? He-Man, hey Unttrackable, I see you in chat. IP truther sweet peall KZ reality Nancy, hi to the mods members. Um, I'm sorry if I missed anybody. Sorry if I miss a comment.
Oliver Jabroni, hey Felipe, how are you? Hey everybody. Uh, MC Nemes says, "Hi to you in the chat. You just can hang out in the chat." MC Nemesis. Okay. You have to be this in the chat today. You're you're you're sent to the audience. No panel for you. Can't
behave. You can't behave, right? Yeah. All you got to do is be nice. Yep. It's not very difficult, you know. It's like I have I just have, you know, I'm pretty liberal with my with my rules, you know. I'm pretty like I know I let people say what they want to say and you are very Yeah. Yeah. But then other times you could be real fickle.
Yeah. Yeah. But it's like, you know, that's just me, you know. Yeah. But most gay people are fickle. I mean, especially when you get drunk and then you become a which becomes very entertaining. I love it when you're a late at night or I wake up and my time it's like 6:00. Your time it's like
3 and it's like oh man that's when you're it's fun to watch you. I wake up have coffee and I'm like yeah drunk tonight and it's morning for me man. Well the guy there's a guy Dehi. He was so drunk the other night. I think he was one of the he's a straight guy but it's like he was so drunk and then he started going putting out his tongue and I put
my tongue next to the the screen. We were like making out in the chat. It was pretty fun. I like it. The other day, this right before you jumped off, some guy was putting his clothes back on cuz you were backstage with him. He was put He put his shirt on. He told
put his shirt on and he says, "Oh yeah, your pants were over there." And I'm like, "You whore." Yeah, I'm a little bit of I'm a little bit of a And you wonder why people talk about you. It's okay. That's okay. I I I also I would always get in trouble in school, too. Well, I would always like say gay
jokes and stuff like that in school and in class and stuff like that and like the teachers would like tell on me. I bet you just have a a real active what do they call it? Libido or whatever. You just right. You're in the prime of your life because as you get older that shit's going to look at the ground. Oh yeah. You better
get it while the getting's good cuz you running out of time. You're in your 40s. Yeah. I've slowed down a I've slowed down a lot too and it's like, you know, I bet you were a handful growing up. I beaten the skin off your ass. I'm telling you, you are you. Oh, I bet you were just the queen of the
high school. Well, I was the only person in my I had a high school with like 200 students. It was between 6th to 12th grade, right? And so, and I was there from sixth to 12th grade, all seven years of my videos, middle school through high school. It was actually right across the street from my house that I grew up in. So, I just walked across the street to school every day. It was very handy. But, um, yeah, I was the only one that
was out of the closet and I was very out of the, you know, I was like I was Yeah. And so, my son was the same way. I mean, you accept me because I'm mean and that was it with that kid. He was uh you know, he wasn't holding back. He didn't care and he was proud of himself.
Well, my and I don't know if you live in the you live in the south, right? Like he Yeah, he was brought he was brought up born and everything went same high school as his father down in Charlotte, North Carolina. Okay. Okay. Well, it's I mean, sure, it's probably was more well he's my age, okay? So, it's like, you know, probably an e probably easier time to be out of the closet then, but it was
still probably much more difficult in the South than it is in California cuz he was it was difficult in California. He was uh he just he was uh he was a happy gay, you know. Yeah. So, it was uh he he was he was happy and and people accepted him because he never was anything different. He wasn't like a straight kid coming out of the closet.
He was balls to the wall from the get-go. He knew what he was. I knew what he was when he was 3 years old. I mean, when I took him to somebody's house, instead of with everything on the coffee table, right, and dumping he was cleaning out ashtrays, dusting the I caught him doing the damn dishes at four
years old. I mean, we knew the kid was different from the get-go. And he never he never was heteros acted like he was heterosexual and really being homosexual. He's been homosexual since forever. You know what I mean? He never had to come out cuz he just was. Felipe Big T is not 12 years old. He's
cammed up for me. So, I know he's he's actually the Yeah, Big Jesus Christ. He your age. He has a Yeah, he has a maturity. He probably like the the mind of a 12-year-old, but he man never want to grow up, do we? No.
But I I'm not getting old. I like um I have like the Capricorns are known for like, you know, for like I'm I'm a very strong Capricorn. Like Capricorns are known for like being I was a very serious child. I just read books. I was very serious. I was very like humorless kind of. And it's like as I've gotten older, I've like I've turned
into like a um you know, I'm I'm more immature and more more of a a big kid and stuff like that. You're going backwards in time. I age back. I'm like Joe Black. You're reverting back to your be, you know, your when you first found out what hitting up was all about.
You know what they call that? They call that midlife crisis. That's what you going to say. Go buy a Corvette and get yourself a somebody in their 20s. I' I've actually like, you know, well, it's like I've I've actually like been pretty good. I like, you know, I've slowed down a lot, you know. It's like
where I used to That's slowing down. I hate to see you when you was active. God almighty. I bet you were in all the bars. Well, oh yeah. Well, yeah. I mean, but still I was not like I was not that promiscuous clubs. I was not that promiscuous. Also that that not that
many bars, but my I went my sister and my like my brothers and sisters, they're like, "Oh, let's go to a gay part of we went to Porta Bayard for family vacations and stuff like that." So, there's a couple gay bars of gay clubs there. And one's called One's called uh what's called Paco Eco between Paco and Paco. I don't even know what that means. That sounds like Yeah. But we went to
Paco and Paco and um we go in and there's a guy, a stripper on the bar with his like full erection dancing on the bar and I was I ran over like with my eyes wide open like I was, give me some dollar bills. And my sister is like, "We got to get out of here. This like it was like too much for my brothers and sisters." Oh man, I used to
love to take my old man to strip joint. Him and his friend Scott. I take them to a strip joint. I give them about two 300 bucks. I'd buy a six-pack. I go out to the cow. Otherwise, the brides would hang on me. And I'm like, I'm not gay and this is my husband. And no
curtain calls means no happy endings in the back corner. I said, other than that, they got full rain, right? And I give them their money and I go get up in the Camaro. And you know, I did there was no foreplay. I didn't have to do when I got home.
Well, al also in Mexico, the one night they took me out to like a regular strip club. It was like this big strip club and my brother bought me a lap dance from a a woman, you know, and it's like and she was real pretty and like let me play with her boobs and all that kind of stuff. Wrong. And they're trying to maybe convert me a little trying to convert you to being hendered sex when it didn't work. But it was fun. Like,
you know, gay guys um like boobs, too. Like, you know, it's like they're fun. They're like, "Oh, they're everyone loves fun bags. That's all they Yeah. It's just fun. They're fun for everybody. Play with and help the broad dance, you know, and like that. Yeah. I went and tried I worked at a strip joint down there at uh Sarasota
and I can't wear high heels because I broke my leg into when I was a kid, right? So what I did was I go in there with these rough ass work boots and cuz I I tried to go, you know, you had to wear shoes. So I just put that on some real cut off blue jeans and Levis's or
something and a bathing suit top and all the other broads were all in these costumes and and I was like nah man I can't do that and I got I did some hellies coke in that place. Well I used to like um I used to do some
coke with my some of my rel Oh hell yeah man. I've drawn lines on damn near every fun part on them, man, and snorting them off. But, you know, really, um, cocaine doesn't do very much for me cuz I've done something stronger than cocaine. And so, it was always like it was always like a little a little any kind
of the mouth. I didn't do that till I went to California when daddy first moved out there and some broad brought me in the bathroom and she went, "You only give me a little little tiny thing like this." And I told her, I said, "If that's all you got," I says, "Don't bother." I says, "Cuz it ain't going to work, right?" She looked at me and she
goes, "Uh, that's not that." She said, "This is all you need." And then some black guy come into their back who just got his Corvette out of the garage. And next thing I know, I'm on five doing 110 miles an hour. That guy's Corvette while he's trying to hire me to
take care of his kids cuz he's newly divorced and he wanted me as his nanny. And uh I ended up in Indie, California and got my titty tattooed by the guy I on the Greyhound from uh from the Illinois all the way to LA and then woke up at Slab City and
then was here for 30 days and then all of a sudden my stepmother found me and my father flew me back out to East Coast. He said, "Nah, no. I can't handle you." Wild stories. Yeah. I love your wild stories. Yeah. I've had some I've had
some wild times. So, Oh, yeah. My stepmother, man, her husband before my father got blown up in the crystal meth factory in the slabs. That's how she knew where I was. She She's the worst place in California. That's where you find your daughter.
Oh my god. Uh, a teen doesn't do drugs or drink or do hard drugs, only some THC. Yeah, I uh I basically just was basically smoking pot for 25 years, right? I don't have children as mods. Don't Yeah, please don't don't say that. Big tall is not a child. He's cammed up. I'm just trying to get Yeah, I know. It's just like very Oh,
yeah. This is very it's pretty offensive and and slanderous to say that. You know, it's like I I say all the mods have to be 18 or over and stuff like that, right? So, uh also my Discord is 18 or over. Um I'll I'll try I'll try to promote the Discord. How's everyone in chat doing? You're having a good day. Oh, Nemesis. Nemesis. Having a good day.
Having a good night. Having a good evening, wherever you are. Yeah, probably going to get a few beers today. I didn't drink. I did I drank I had a couple twisted teas yesterday before the pier, but I didn't drink last night. And so and I got a lot of good sleep, you know. I slept probably from from for 12 hours, you know. Um I was well actually nine hours cuz I was up for like a little bit, but you know, so I my eyes
don't have as dark circles as they usually do. Um how's everyone? Oh, yeah. Tracy fell off. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She fell off the panel. She fell off. Come on Tracy. Yeah, if people want to see the neck tattoo when she gets back. Let's see. Breast of the first source of nutrition. Yeah, I was never breastfed. I was um I was bottlefed. We also have a picture
from like the the 80s of me and my little sister and she's being fed bottlefed um bottlefed with apple juice and that's like a no no nowadays. They would like that cuz it's like they would say you're not supposed to put apple juice in a bottle. But yeah, how's everyone doing? We had a fun night fun day at the pier yesterday
though. If you saw the pier stream, I was on the pier um and uh uh walking around filming everybody. Rob is not a kid and uh if you keep if you keep saying outrageous things like that, you'll be timed out. Okay. I don't like doing IRL today. Um no, probably not because you know if I go if I go down to the pier, I want to get like a nice fish
taco and stuff like that. So I'm uh I'm going to do that on Friday. Probably I'll go back to the pier. Um, but I have been doing a lot of IRL and stuff like that. Okay. Can someone please um please time out or just ban chunky monkey? You know, it's just like he's making slanderous accusations and stuff like that. Um, I don't appreciate it. I would appreciate if you would time
out or hide that person cuz I'm who car, you know, whatever. Whatever. I just I'm tired of looking at those comments. It's very very dangerous. Yeah, monkey. I don't want to hear about your your sick your sick mind. Okay.
Why y'all doing this dude? Why y'all doing this in psych, man? Come on. Have some respect. I don't know. I don't know. Um, so what's what's what do you what's what are you up to today, Eldo? Work, man. Work, man. I'm I'm somebody got to work. You know what I'm saying? You using up all my taxpayer dollars sitting around and going live. I'm not I'm not using any of your taxpayer dollars.
There's Okay, I'm just checking. I'm I'm not on any government assistance at all. You want to see Redondo Beach, sweet pee? You're totally welcome out here. Okay. You're totally welcome. Yeah, she wants to Well, no, she wants to come. She said if she visits California, she wants to visit Roondo Beach. Oh, okay. Okay. Oh, Felipe's Blade. Yeah, I would not be surprised, you know.
Um Yeah. I'm not. Yeah. No, I I know who it is. I know who Big Tall is. He's He's not a problem. Okay. Um but you know, proof proof he is. Prove to me that he is Prove to me that he is that age. I don't have to prove some the negative. You have to prove your your your um your accusations. I I don't have to prove um the opposite. What's up,
Miguel? How are you today, Miguel? Yeah. Yeah. You just did a test. Yeah. Um but yeah, I I I've been asked that several times. Oh, you know, uh what kind of assistance are you on? Are you on? And people are saying, "Are you on SSI and all this stuff?" No, I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. What does he mean, though? What does 2020 mean by I
did a test like just like to see if I was like, you know, on on a a government benefits and stuff like that or something like that, you know? But I am not doing no test. Yeah, don't test me. Oh, I'm not getting to IP2, but okay. Okay. Well, that's up to them to decide, I guess. Not not for you to say. I don't I don't know. And
here's Tommy James is in the chat. What's up, Tommy James? Hope you're doing okay. Uh yeah, he's trying too hard to be hated. You know, it's like that's why I try to pay less attention to like the people that are not modded or um or members is because a lot of them talk a lot financially. Yeah. We uh so some of them members
ain't paid me. They didn't pay for it, you know. They was gifted, you know. Right. Right. And I'm I'm aware, but still it's like, you know, they're here in chat. So they they obviously like, you know, are fans of the show on some on some level. Yeah. So, you know, it's like if you are a member and stuff like that, you know, I will see your comment easier. If you
want to ask a question as um a non-member, non-mod or non-donator, you can go ahead and send a super chat with your question in it. I'll be happy to address it and see it easier, but I have to pay a little bit less attention to uh to the chat. There's too much uh there's a lot going on in there. Okay. Yeah. The last gifted member was Sandman and he
ain't been around. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. I don't know. I hope I mean he was on the show a few days ago for you know a couple hours so you know I know he's also very busy and stuff like that he was on your show. Yeah he came on the show for a couple hours. It was like I think probably maybe a week a week ago like last week maybe. Yeah. There's a lot of people that are like interested in like all
these personal details about people. you know, it's not really um I I know I I share a lot of myself and I'm I'm very honest on this show, but there's some some things that are out of pocket to be asking about and things like that and really none of people's business, right? Um yes. No, if it's on the internet, it's our business. You know what I'm saying? No, but it's like no, it's what
how I make my money like you know my income. I mean, we know you strip on we know you you work at a gay club. I mean, it's it's not, you know, I mean, Friday through Sunday, you know, he's been missing for about a week, maybe. I haven't seen him maybe in a week, you know. Uh, yeah. Oh, you need to be subscribed. You um Well, yeah, He-Man, but I think like I think it does um people that are more active, I think,
have a better chance of uh of uh of getting the gifted membership, but I have noticed like some people some people Yeah, I don't know how that work. Yeah, I don't know how that work. Well, you do have to opt in for it, too. like um you have to next time someone gives a membership um you'll see like a little gift box at the top of the screen. You click on the gift box and um
and then um you will be able to opt in to for a chance at u at having a membership. Thank you. Thank you, He-Man. Yeah, anyone can win one. Uh yeah, and I know probably anyone can win one, but I think it did say like when I when I looked it up on the thing, it said you have a better chance if you are
a um if you are active in the chat, right? Yeah, maybe maybe trolls are more likely to get them. You know, that could be that could be true. But I I know a lot of people that are I also have a lot of people talking in the chat besides trolls and so um so yeah also members like if if you are a member and you're trolling me and stuff like that you still can be you
still have can be blocked and stuff like that I do I I will try to give you know another chance and stuff like that more likely but it's like you know anybody can I abandon how bad it is you know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. Right. And I really don't ban I really don't ban anybody except there's been people that just doxing and like seriously doxing and stuff like that. And so some people have been have been uh have been blocked
and stuff like that. So uh yes and it's like yeah and I appreciate everyone that buys their memberships too. You know it's like um they you know I know that they're are supporters and things like that. I'll recognize them. P Sage, what's up Sage? How are you? say he's bought a a gift a membership. I think so. I think he was gifted. I'm not
I'm not 100% sure. I for I do I do forget there. I do have like about 80 members now, I think. So Oh, it's not bad, man. Not bad. I mean, you could do a members only live, you know, a members only chat. Yeah, I think I will. I will start doing some of those, too. I think I have those. I think I have to do through um through they can't have I
can't have panels on those. I can just uh I can just have a chat and stuff like that, but I will I can I'll do a Q&A for members only and stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. Right. Right. Uh I can probably set up something right now. Let me see. I can do this if you want to. Um I can do a a membership goal for a Q&A members only. No, but Excuse me.
Oh, no, no problem. I tend to do that, too. Okay, let me see. Yeah. Oh yeah, I I met a really cool guy named Michael last night and uh he was really cool. He was talking a lot about interesting stuff like um I just got a
me text message talks interesting stuff about about um remote viewing and you know and like psychics and stuff like that, government psychics and stuff like that. So I should make some funny emojis. Yeah, I'm going to I think um and I think um I think uh Sask might help me out with some doing some emojis. I did, you know, Pi made a lot of emojis for my Discord, but then now she's left
my Discord and she said she doesn't want to talk to me and so and so I'm not who? Pi. Pyana. Damn. What's up with these people, man? They like bipolar or some Yeah. Well, there's a lot respectfully. Who is that? Is that Oh, that's sweet. I'm blind. There's a lot of people that um that that have turned on me, but there's a
lot of people that have stayed with me. And so I appreciate people that stay on stay with me. You know, I I just was looking at all the Discords I've been kicked out of. Like so many so many Discords and then I and I never caused problems on people's Discords. Well, there might people some some people might might uh might disagree, but I um I don't know. I've uh I've been kicked out of a lot of Discords because they they were like they were afraid I
would cause problems. Not that I did cause problems. Yeah. like uh oh yeah yeah oh my god yeah IP2 truth I don't even know if you are are associated with with IP2 so um but you know whether IP2 or not if you know if it doesn't ever work out I can maybe start my own um you
know website I I I have designed websites before or or had them outsourced for the designing of it if I could find like a script where I could um get uh be able to like put in enter a show and then every time the show comes on it it would you know just like kind of similar I can I can start my own network okay so it's like it's not the end all be all you know whatever I just do think it would be kind of cool
because I I know a lot well actually because first of all I keep getting told I cannot be part of it second of all because um I do like the format I like like a lot of people there and stuff like that so we shall see if it happens it happens if it doesn't it doesn't um yeah thank you thank you um He-Man yeah you can time out people that if they making accusations against people
cause like that kind of stuff. Slander, false accusations um or um doxing and things like that. Yeah, IP2 is not blade. Oh my god. Oh yeah, that that everyone is blade. Yeah, says you need to invite me back into your server. Uh I think everyone is everyone is unblocked from the server. I can type my
I I'll share my Discord link. Hold on one second.
You still hear
me? Yeah. my my Discord My Discord is unfortunately not not uh too active right now, but I think it's I need to be promoting more. But there you go. That's how I get that's how it is, man. That's how I get, man. Some Discords, you know, move a little bit. They usually tend to move when you do a live and like they'll move here and there. There's something
going on, but other than that, it don't move. Your account got banned. I never blocked you. Oh, your account got banned. Okay. Uh well, I don't know. Maybe I don't know. I don't know what to tell what to tell you cuz I u I I didn't block everybody except one person that that is still blocked on my Discord because he
posted the revenge porn of Pi in there. So, uh that was kind of like the last straw with that one. So, do you expect beta news? I don't know. If you buy a membership, maybe you can have a better chance of getting invited to this the freakoff, right? And
who knows what will happen there, but you know it's meant to gay up. Okay. Well, and it's like also but there's a lot of other cool stuff about the membership like you know you do get the you see the membership icon. Um SAS created that membership icon with the with the cat on it. It's pretty cool membership icon. I think that will
change colors throughout the throughout the months. Um also um I will get the emojis um ready. I will um you also get access to a lot of um me private membersonly streams that are a little bit too much for YouTube and stuff like that. Yeah, I've had, you know, so Discord, I started my Discord as a as I
started as Benny Blanco afterparty because people he would pass out on his streams and then sometimes the stream would end, but I would like have so much fun talking to people in there. And so I started and then he found out about it and he thought I it was like some kind of like secret thing against him and stuff like that. I was like and so and because he I guess he had a bad experience with Discord before
people making accusations on him and stuff like that. So, so I end I I ended up deleting the the Bendy Blanco afterparty room, but I my Discord turned into other stuff. What's up with BB? I'll pin you. Um, no, I'm not pinning you because you have a you have nudity on your on your avatar and uh I do not want um porn to be porn bombed and so
you will not be pinned. BBL Rofy, you will not be pinned. Come on, BBL Rofy. Come on, man. Do better, man. But I'm about to head out of here. I'll be in chat, man. Appreciate you having me up here, man. Thank you, Eldo. Yes, sir. Okay, guys. Well, if anyone else would like a reading today, you know, they got the cash app on the bottom of the
screen. Um, if you want, you know, I do the $10 one or if you'd like to do the $5 one. Um, I do have my cards all out here. I'm ready to go. Um, so let me know if you are interested. I'll be on for probably I'll try to stay on for another 20 minutes. But, uh, what do you guys want to talk about? Let's see. I'll just read some of the chat and stuff like that. Interact with the chat. Yeah.
Have a good day, Eldo. Uh, yeah. One of the bad things you can do with bots and everything on there is you're to fish someone. Yeah, I know there's some some some bad parts about Discord. Um, the good part is that it does announce when my show um goes live. Like every time you'll have a message
where my show goes live. And um uh you know I like to a good place for people to join join after and stuff like that. And I'll put up oh let me just change this banner into like a little um hold on one second and change it to
this. I'll put it like there. So there you go. If you're interested uh we'll hang out. I'll have a chat. If anyone else wants to hop in the panel, you can. Hope everyone's having a good day. I have Trixie here. Hi, Trixie. Yeah. So, but I'm having fun in the I'm
having fun doing this show. I I have a blast doing the panels. I love doing the tarot card readings. Um I'll get my cards together a little bit. I'll do I mean I'll maybe I'll do some collect a collective for the chat. You can you'd like to have a more personal reading. I'll pull a few animal cards for the chat and I'll and I'll I'll pull
some of these soul truth cards. So here's an animal for the chat. Okay, we have the cow. It says cow. fertility, purity, diversity. One
second. Oh, okay. Says, "The cow is among the most ancient of sacred animals. In Egypt, a cow sculpture with a golden sun between his horns was paraded around in a nocturnal passion play depicting the death of the god Osiris, an annual event performed on the Egyptian All Souls Day. The cow figure
itself represents Isis, the wife of Osiris, who was in search of the body of her dead husband. Isis, the foremost Egyptian goddess, was associated with abundance and fertility. Cow cults existed in Greor Roman cultures. The beast is still sacred in India where is considered a being of great purity and fertility. Um in Hindustan the boine
represented the female power in nature whereby the earth itself is conceived as a cow and all vegetation and food derives from its milking. So moo there's the cow. Oh hold on the cow. I know it's also also Hatheror is called the cow goddess and she's based on this uh Greek myth about Io. I can tell that story
someday. Okay. Next we have look we have the the polar bear. polar bear. It says power, wisdom, peace. The the Inouit people considered the polar bear, which they called Nanuk, to be
powerful and wise. Legend of Cup Kiak described a 10-legged polar bear living on the Arctic ice pack, which renounced the violence of his four-legged relatives and attempted to create a community based on peace and love. In the painting that titled playing with the north wind, the bear dances and
converts with the wind, a symbol of spiritual energy. Boule, who identified with the bear totem, completed this painting in 1996, shortly before her death in 1997. The raised forpaw of the bear in the painting appears to be waving
goodbye. Okay, beautiful. Finally, the animal cards. This might resonate with people. might be your totem animal and stuff. Is Hattor the moon? Okay. I think y she does have this I think she has she has the the the cow horns and I either with either the sun and the moon inside. Okay. We also have the coyote. Okay. There's the coyote. The trickster
spirit, right? Represents transformation creation cunning and fortune. The coyote often embodies the trickster, a mischievous but heroic spirit supernatural being that uses magic, cunning, or deception to achieve its ends. Most Native American tribes of the Pacific Northwest claim the coyote to be their creator. In some legends, the coyote forms the different people of
the land in the various sections of the great beaver where it has which it has slain. So, it kind of says like the earth is like this giant beaver, right? The plains Indians also regard the coyote as a teacher and magician. In all of its roles, the coyote is a benevolent figure who intentionally or unintentionally helps to restore balance and order. The rather pensive coyote
woman in this painting titled Coyote Woman Waits is a character from Buffalo Girl, Won't You Come Out Tonight? A story written by Ursula K. Lagoon and illustrated by Boule. So there's a beautiful coyote spirit. So you might relate to any of these spirits, right? Also, coyote like um my dad was a Gemini, but coyote really resonates with the Gemini who's also known as a trickster sign,
right? Okay, I'll get you some of these soul truth cards, guys. Crazy like a coyote, right? Crazy like a fox or coyote. This one says, "Am I on the right path?" It says, "Sometimes we second guess what we are doing. We lose trust in the process and question if we are even on the right path at all. Know this, you are on the right path. Keep
going. Keep believing. Keep remembering you made a soul contract you are constantly fulfilling in every area of your life. Even if you can't see it, that doesn't mean it's it's not real. Says, "Today's soul action. Today, search for all the ways you're aligned with your soul's purpose. Let this new found trust fuel your next steps." Okay. Next, we
have two more cards. Okay. Says, "What am I waiting for? Someone else to do it for me?" Are you waiting on someone else before you take the big leap? What if you were to take life into your hands and forge your own unique path? Put your heart into action and ask yourself, what risk can you take to move towards your dreams? Make a decision and do it. No more waiting on
others. Do it scared. Take the leap. Today's action. No more thinking, only doing. Be brave and you will discover what your soul is merely made of. Wild soul, strong heart can't lose. Okay, I'll do one more. What do I believe about money? Do my beliefs match my dreams? Have you How does your relationship with money affect your current situation? Do you believe
you are worthy? Do you believe you are capable? Do you trust money? Does money trust you? Money is an energy. It es and flows. You are worthy of it and it's your responsibility to heal relationship with money as part of your working up to the whole of you and your purpose. Today's action, take a deep dive in your belief systems around money. Are there any beliefs you need to upgrade to create the results you are wanting most
in your life? Write out your money story. Is it time for a sacred shift? What will your next chapter be? Fill in the blank. I am grateful to money because Okay. Okay. I just like looks like there's like so much trolling in the chat and and stuff like right now. It just kind of like it's kind of buming me out. And so I'm just going to um I'm
just going to end right now and I'll be back later probably. And uh I hope you have a good day, guys. Thank you guys for hanging out. Uh I'll talk to you soon.
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