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Psyche addresses accusations of lurking in Kate's Discord and defends his channel management decisions. He discusses recent drama and explains how he handles his panels and chat.
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The episode starts with Psyche introducing the show and addressing a news article that accuses him of being a 'weirdo lurker' in Kate's Discord. He explains that he was invited to the Discord about a week ago and has not been actively lurking. At ▶ 3:09, Psyche mentions that someone sent him a link to the Turtle News Network with the article. He defends his decision to require panel participants to be members, mods, or donors, citing recent drama and challenges in managing his channel. Psyche also mentions that he had to kick people from his chat due to disrespectful behavior and harassment of other supporters ▶ 9:48. He expresses frustration with people trying to ruin his panels and disrespecting him and his channel ▶ 11:03.
The episode appears to be centered around Psyche's efforts to maintain control and respect in his channel and community. It suggests that Psyche values his relationships with his supporters and is willing to take steps to protect them from harassment and disrespect. The episode also touches on the theme of online drama and the challenges of managing a community in a digital space.
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Flow. Hey, what's up? Hold up. Hi. Oh yeah, that song is awesome. In the video, it's DJ Electra. Her um channel is DJ Electra Pride. Does everybody hear me? Did I put my my um my sound on?
Oh, hello. Hello. Okay. Do you hear me? Yeah. The song is u by DJ Electra Fry. And uh What's up, Hurry Ghost? What's up, Adam? Um what's up, Samantha? Hi
Barry. Hey guys. How are you? Good morning. You can hear now. Okay, good. Um, let's see. Yeah, so today I woke up and someone had sent me a link to I think it's the Turtle News Network
and it says Psyche the Weirdo Lurker. Uh, I actually kind of find it amusing. Um, okay. So, I I will just just to defend my No, no, no, no. Spirit, don't do that. Hey, Teresa, how are you? Hi. How are you? Great to see you. Thank you for stopping in. Yeah, so it said Psyche the
um Psyche the Weirdo Lurker. And I'll tell you what happened. Okay. So, the other day I think, okay, I got porn bombed by someone saying Derry the turtle. Okay. And so, whatever. I know how to deal with porn bombs. And then yesterday, um, someone someone's saying
tiger butterfly. It wasn't tiger butterfly. And I know she she got kind of mad because I was like, "Tiger butterfly, did you poor mommy?" I was just joking. Okay. I know she I know I know it wasn't her and she wouldn't do that. Um, but so you know, so this Kate is saying like, "Oh, I'm sitting in her Discord
like looking at every post." Okay, first of all, I just got invited to that Discord like about a week ago. Um, I won't say who invited me, but I'll say it was it was like they're like, "Oh, you can see, you know, blogger bloggers butthole." Hey, what's up, Sean? How are you? You're good.
Uh yeah, he was pretty much being a jerk and stuff, but you know, I think it's going to work out because he gave me an idea. Yeah. So, but it's like she was making it. So, when I got the Tiger Butterfly porn bomb or whatever, I mean, it wasn't Tiger Butterfly, but it wasn't her. It was just someone using her name because I had said, "Oh, Tiger Butterfly, come on up." You know, and so
and you know, but I noticed the picture was different. I was like, "Oh, maybe she changed her avatar." Um, and so then I got a notification as soon as I well after that like I I ended my live and everything. As soon as I did that, like like within 30 seconds, oh, psyche porn bomb, you know, and like little laughing faces from that Discord.
And so I mean, and then I had heard like also last week she paid Q or some not Q, hold on. Paid uh she paid Q. It's like five bucks to porn Bombita or something like that. So I was so it was just like you know just suspicious and I didn't say oh 100% I just got a notification right that said that said
uh that said oh you know she's you know I understand yeah and but then I also looked back on the on the post in there and I saw like there like several of the porn bombs that were my chat and stuff like that she takes your screenshots and I guess I guess she said she documents them and stuff like that which is fine. And it's like um and uh and I didn't mean to accuse her of anything. U I just
thought it was suspicious and I was like oh like cuz as soon as that happened it's like she's right. So I guess but I know you know it's possible like you know she's right there and you just catches it because I I'm pretty fast at deleting it and stuff like that and so I'm not not lurking in her Discord. I just got not it's like I'm not I was on my show. I was I don't just run from my show to her dis her Discord and stuff like that and like look at look see
what's going on. I was like I got a notification where she me my name is mentioned and it says oh poor bomb and it's like laughing faces and so you know that's what that's all it was um I was not not seeing lurking in her discord. I just joined like probably a week ago. Um I have I haven't posted it in there because I don't like really like in that section of it it's like
called what's it called? It's called like look at your own risk or something like that. I I don't post stuff of other people or anything. Um, but I understand that's her thing and that's cool and it's like, you know, I'm I'm glad that that um I'm welcome in her discord still. Um, I don't know if like the post I posted a couple like like little quotes last night. Um, and I didn't see
them today, but maybe there's some other area of it. Maybe she
deletis or anything. I just get notifications. Okay. That like and they just so I on my tablet they just come up on this I have on my on this tablet right here. So yeah I know the three cops are never ending right. Hey Sam man. Hey Barry. Hey raging
demon. I'm sorry if I'm I'm slow. Yeah. Hey Spinky. Hey KZ. How are you? Yeah. Thank you for being in the comments and you know people are giving me good advice and letting me know. I mean it's like you know uh I'm respectful to people and uh then I don't know if she and then now she has a problem you know she's like oh you know he's just
he's her claws claws I'm sitting here with Rudy hu Rudy there come babe Rudy in the north morning good morning so also I never had a problem with kid also like you know I don't people are saying oh she's mad about
taking the wrench away well I don't know if she knows I had like a mod I hide like a hundred people in my chat and so I um I modded everybody that was a standard moderator and just people that I really trust I'll make a uh hey what's up sassy scarlet thank you Barry yeah and thank you and it's like you know and also in that live you know it's like
there wasn't like wasn't like really anything too bad she said um it's like you know you don't have to like me um you know it's like um everyone have had their opinion um you know and then yesterday I don't know if you saw yesterday it was just wild in here I I had never had as many people in my chat I had like almost 100 people I got like
90 I got like 94 people right um up to 94 people but um um you know at that point there's nobody um nobody was buying membership no one was donating membership no one was sending a super chat and so and I had all these people And then I had all these people on the panel and most of them are not um not supporters of the
channel not members and they come in u because I had open panels and I like I like people with I like different people and meeting people and stuff like that but and I had like you know but then I had like I couldn't even get in my own my own uh my own chat you know. Um, yeah. I didn't I couldn't even go to my own chat cuz there was so many people like and it's like, "Oh, your studio is full. You have to kick people." And so I
was having to kick people and like then they and people were trying to get in and they couldn't get in. And then, you know, I just had people that were on were on the panel that were being really disrespectful, you know, and I know um you know, I like to party and get drunk and I like to chop it up and like, you know, have a little bit of drama and stuff, but um they're you know, they're calling Tiger Butterfly W.
uh and like other and harassing other people, you know, that are actual supporters of the channel, chasing people off. Um people in the chat were not having fun. Uh some people that I that some people that were longtime supporters were not having fun cuz it's like everyone's just screaming and stuff like that. And you know, Aldi, I kept he kept there's so many end bombs being dropped and stuff like that. And I I've
said it, I can't say like so many times like, "Oh, please stop saying that." It's like they keep going and going and going. And I know people get drunk and sometimes that's their vernacular and stuff like that. And you know certain certain people if I ask you know and they might slip up once in a while and stuff like that but it's like um sometimes it feels like attack or on
purpose and stuff right and uh so I um because it wasn't it was not fun and then people were also just being disrespectful to me like there's so many people in the chat were like oh you know this you're letting other people run your channel you can't control your panel you're you're censoring people you know blah blah blah and it's like No, I I like I try not to censor people. I
just have I try to follow the the YouTube to cuz I monetize and so it's like and then it's like and then it's like it just like seems like there's a bunch of people that aren't even supporters of the channel like trying to like ruin my panels and and then everyone's like, "Oh, RIP Psyche's channel. Oh, you're going to lose monetization. Oh, you know, um oh, other
people own your channel and stuff like that." And it's like, no, it's like this is it's my channel. I've faced the consequences and everything for for what happens here. They don't it's doesn't take any any genius or rocket scientist to like you know um spout off you know um racial slurs and stuff which are against toos right and um and then but then I'll face the consequences of it
right and so I just had I just like was walking to the store you know and it's like I just had a clear head I take walks and like I get I get a clear head right um I don't know the toos like I haven't read it like I haven't watch I haven't yeah okay anyway you know you don't know what you're talking about Jen okay anyway Okay. So, um I was walking in the store and I was like, "Hey, how
about I like if I have these if I have a lot of people wanting to come on the panel, okay, and I have like and it's like and then most of these people are not members, not supporters, they're not a mod. U don't don't haven't donated, right? Um, it's like why am I letting them ruin my show and run the panel and making me look stupid and then like thinking they own me and and then
thinking they're in some kind of control when it's like it's and you know and it's like I'm I know I I should like haven't done a better job at running those open panels but it's hard because you can't predict what people are going to say and it's like and then I can put people backstage a thousand times. Oh, please don't say and it's like and I give people so many chances like so many chances like like hardly anyone in this
band. I was like, "How about I just have the panel for the members or a $5 super chat or cash app or if you're a mod or you know all all the any of the above, right? Al people are gifted memberships, right? Jen are join Jen. This is the the
pot calling the kettle black, right? Don't speak out of ignorance. I I have gone through the rules. I understand. I Okay, I understand. I've I've uh I've been YouTube. I've I've done training on YouTube. Okay. YouTube has certain training stuff that you can do and I' I've went through it. Okay. Um
so I was like, let me I said I said maybe it will work, maybe it won't. Maybe it's a good idea. Maybe I'll maybe it'll just be for the tonight. Maybe something I'll do. And it's like and then cuz and then it's like oh my god the panel last night was just like so it was full and everyone just screaming and like you know Tiger Butterfly is crying and there other people being insulted and people are saying oh you know X was
in the chat she's like this is just too much um too much screaming and you can't understand anything anyone's saying and you know it's like some stuff is just offensive and and then there people are being rude and I was like oh just try it and so and then I feel then I feel like it worked and it's Um then the panel I the next panel I had you know it was
really fun. It was fun. It was the same kind of like you know like my vibe of the show and stuff like that with you know people that are friends and it's like you know there were less people and it was like maybe less less less excite you know exciting for some people or something but I had the best it was like so much nicer. It was just nicer, right?
And so on your panel, yeah, I think it's more pertinent to me as a chatter that your mod seems to like starting to use this as a place for their own personal beefs. Um, okay. Um, okay. Well, you know, my mods. Okay, let me see the mods. Okay. Well, I don't
have So, I I don't have that many mods, you know. It's like I just have I have some managing mods that I really trust some to people, right? or people that I just know. Like a lot of people have been here since the beginning and stuff like that. Um and so um I don't know. It's like personal beefs. How about like people using my panel for their personal beef cuz I like sometimes I have no idea what the anyone's talking about and it's like
they're just like screaming and it's like okay this is not really the vibe of the show. I'm trying to like you know people come people some people want to come in for a reading. Some people are and it's like people come here and they're like what the is this? And so this is like actually like taking away from me being able to do readings and stuff like that. I do like I like to do, you know, free readings, paid
readings and everything. Um, and so yeah, I'm not nice to my mods. You seem to have favorites. Um, I don't know how to respond to that. If you're mod, it's like, you know, obviously I trust you. I like you. And it's like I don't have any I don't have any standard mods. I have all managing
mods. Okay. because I told you like a 100 people some some rogue mod um blocked 100 people from my chat and I and I was like why is my chat so quiet today and stuff like that, right? Um I do appreciate I just want to say thank you. I did see like a lot of people were being really supportive of me in um on that thing and it's like you
know also you know no most publicity is is good publicity you know it's like it's kind of flattering having a whole a whole video made out of you. Um, it's like it wasn't too It wasn't too mean, right? Um, stressful. No, I woke but it was I was stressed out. I would Well, it was getting Yeah, it was getting stressful when I had just an open panel and then
people just kept disrespecting and then people in the chat were all like that's disrespecting and stuff like that and people that aren't um I don't that I'm I don't aware these people have their own channels. I'm not aware if they they run their own panels. They're telling me how what I'm doing wrong. most of them it's like are and I saw a lot a lot of those a lot of those people in there you know and so it's like I don't know if they're being sent over or it's like I know I'm
not involved in I said it's not westside story you know it's like it's not it's not this the sharks and the jets or whatever is that their names or you know dancing you know and stuff like that and it's not this is not some kind of you know gang war you know and stuff like that it's like you know it's supposed to be a friendly it's like fun place um that people feel welcome and you know I
Oh, I've had talk but it's like oh gosh you know people that accuse me of having toxic panels if like they would have seen yesterday they would have been like oh look look his channel's done his he's done you know I have to just protect my channel it's not only about me it's also about you know of course my cats right it's also about um my friends in
the chat it's about um the the the safety of the panelists you know Tiger Butterfly is not a like you know she's doesn't deserve to be called horrible names and things like that by people that aren't members and she's been with me for a long time like a lot of these people you know that have been you know any you know beta and like other people Jamie's cowboys like um so
many people have been here for a long time or like for months you know I I've been doing this for like six eight months okay so thank you u thank you Sam and no gay hate and it's like and then some people you know some people it's like you know this the other night, Reer Red was just like so homophobic and like uh just
saying horrible things and so saying such really disgusting racial things and it's like you know sometimes when I think I know a lot of people that might use use some of the words are black are black people you know it's like but there's like when it's actually like some kind of racial thing with it like that like
actually racist like really like you know bad racism or the guy typed L Y N C H and then the N word like as his name and stuff like that. I don't want that on my channel. Um that's like actually racial hate, you know. It's like I understand there's like a there's like a way that's not racial with it, right? So I don't that makes sense. Okay. So uh yeah, and then somebody was like, you
know, pretending to um you know, because I I got there's something called a gore bomb. And so I know like in this guy like had was on before and his head was exploding and it looked like you know he it might have been like a you know some kind of like you know unalivving himself or something like that on like on on the gra the graphic or whatever. And then I saw last night I think Clumsy was like
just like hang like putting like a noose and like like hang hanging like himself from this news on my thing and I was like okay now it's just gone too far. Okay hold on. Yeah. Um let's revive their reds. Okay. I can't read it and I'm I don't know if I want to talk to you right now, but hold on one second.
Hello. Hi. Hey, Barry. What's up, Psych? How are you? Yeah, Revor Red. It was I can't Okay. Yeah, he's like giving Okay, it says um somebody's coming in your window. Who's that in your window? Nobody. It's just windy. That's a little
bit windy. Um, yeah, I can't read that, but it looks like it's some kind of horrible I can hold it closer. Okay. Hey, you you you missed my donation. It says it says something on it. Okay. No, no, no. I'm sorry. Oh, hold on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, Barry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I I'm sorry. I'm It's got this This dude
is I can't read it, but it says I just see the F AG on there. You can type it in the You can go ahead and type it in the chat there. It looks like I'm okay. I'm ugly. Okay. It says I'm ugly. F A G O K. Okay, that's fine. Thank you, Barry, so much. Okay. Uh yeah, I'll um Yeah, if Kate wants to know if Kate wants to respond and stuff like that,
I'd be happy to uh You hear that? Be happy to have her. Yeah. Uh yeah, I'll have a conversation with her. If you if you're looking for a manager, I can be your manager of your channel. I mean, yeah. I mean, I I trust you. um address you very got a lot you got a lot of you got a lot of people that's uh your channel up yeah by revival
red by revival red um you can look at the new rules too and you're but you're not welcome anyway bye okay like Alexander he your up and KZ your up where do you know KZ from um I know KZ cuz KZ um has been on my panel and I think he has he's from Boston he has a nice he has a cool cool
accent and uh he was here when like Shulie raided the channel and he knows who Shulie is. He's like in the Howard Stern world and uh he's been on the panel and he's I I don't know. Um yeah. So So you know you know you know his background. You know he beat on women. Uh I I don't know. I don't Please don't make like accusations like I don't It's not accusations. It's an article. Okay. Okay. Okay. It's an article, man. But
okay. I don't that's not really what to do with this like this show and stuff like that. And it's like I'm I don't know the history of it. There's so much there's I just don't want to really bring that kind of stuff up here. It's not So you you want me to send you the article and you can read it yourself. You know, you send me whatever you want, but it's like it's not it's really not relevant, you know. Okay. We got the
paperwork. Okay. Well, it's like I'm not Okay. You got paperwork. I bet it's like, you know, people make mistakes in life. People make mistakes. Okay. Um, so I don't know since then if it's like, you know, he's he's uh he's made amends for that. I mean, it's like there's so much He's still doing it.
He's still doing it. Okay. He didn't learn his lesson. Okay. Well, it's like really it's really not my business. Uh, okay. So, he said he was arrested in 2012. So, that was, you know, that was like 15 or let's see, that's like 13 years ago. I know that's that's I don't know if he had some kind of you know if you serve time or anything like that but it's like if you serve your time and it's like you know or I don't know I
don't know if he's uh he's made amends amends for that you know because people will make mistakes in life and it's like if you if you if it was an actual criminal offense then he would have served time and then it's like I consider if you serve time um that's your punishment you know basically and you don't deserve you don't necessarily deserve to be just like blacklist black ball listed from society of course I I think you know if there's allegations
and like then there's people hurt and it's like of course you know I I don't that I don't like that right but I don't I just think you know there's two sides of every story and stuff like that there's also accusations that are made um sometimes against people and all this kind of stuff you know and so I can't I just don't it's like a little bit yeah but you not you're not you not letting
Cyrax over here I heard um I I said I would be willing to um interview Cyrax um so if he would like if you would you know if he's you know he's a he's a well-known not a streamer. I don't like Cyrax but it's like I I don't say I hate people but it's like you know I kind of find him you know from what I heard like you know he's just kind of kind of
creepy to me but I said I'm willing to interview every anybody and especially another streamer and it's like and so I I I I could like you know do more research and like you know ask him some interesting questions and things like that. Uh, but you know, I really don't Oh, and I and thank you again, Barry,
for the donation. Um, I really don't um I'm not really about like um like keeping keeping people, you know, I I like to forgive people or or give them a chance to apologize, repent. Yeah. You can't you can't you can't forgive everybody, man. Some some people just sick, right? Some people are but that's
you know if they're sick that's that that that that saying there's mental illness there and or it's like and there's also circumstances that happen in people's lives beforehand and it's like you know some people have child um you know trauma from from their youth and things like that or they've been through a lot of um you know abusc and
stuff like that in their life and things like that or and so if people are sick and it's like um you know that's a mental illness And it's like, you know, some people can heal from that. There's there's medication. There's like there's therapy. There's there's, you know, there's different things they can do to
heal, right? But it's like I'm not going to like um I'm not going to just go after people for for So So you So you're the type of person if somebody was to um off one of your family members, you would forgive them. Um that's you know that's a that's a you
know you know maybe the whole the whole thing with forgiveness is it's not for them. Forgiveness is is like something for you because it's like you know you can hold on to these um this anger and let it eat you up inside and and take it out on other people and and just have this hate in your heart. Okay. And it's like I've seen a lot of cases where
people have had somebody like you know imagine if somebody was like a drunk driver or something and then and then okay and then you know and something happens to somebody you love and stuff like that. I' I've I've heard a lot of things where and the person felt felt horrible about that, you know, that they did that and that and it's like and they um that
sometimes the people will forgive them because it's like it's uh you know in life. Get get up here, Kate. Get up here. So you not you're not letting that you're not letting that guy back on? beta. You're not letting that guy back on. I'll let I'll let Aldi back on if he um if he becomes a member or and sends uh or sends Here's my deal.
I mean, you had Groovy Jimmy up here showing his giant tits, right? So, honestly, this is the place for KZ. I'd rather have him over here than bother me elsewhere. Uh you know, you have no problem hosting degenerates and pedophile supporters. So, I'm all for it, man. That's that's my two cents. So, so h have a good stream. Okay. thinks black RG, you know, and Black RG is
entitled to his opinion and it's like I'm not necess it's like I I don't support there's something there's a saying it's like um love um hate the sin, love the sinner, right? Hate the sin, love the sinner. Um there's something about I believe people can change. I believe people can heal. I believe that there's a lot of people are very traumatized in life. I'm sorry if
I'm not getting to everyone's comments. So, so I mean, so, so with the whole reason of you doing the members only to get on panel, is that uh basically like a a money grab? No, it's not a money grab. It was because it was just so chaotic. And then I just noticed there's so many people um in the on the panel that were just like, you know, laughing my face basically um disregarding my
rules, not respecting me. They're not members. They're not um they're they're not um never sent me a super chat, never sent me a cash app. They're not mods and and people are just telling me what to do. They're just laughing at me and they're taking advantage of my kindness because, you know, I will have people on and stuff and I do like to meet people and I do like don't think these are bad people necessarily, you know, I don't
think these are bad pe people. I I like people you know um but um you know it's like um I just found like there was a demand to for also I couldn't even get on my own panel like last night people were calling Tiger Butterfly WH H O R E and and BTC and yeah that was that was Arty that was Arty right and it's like
you know you know that's how he kind of talks and it's like and stuff like that that but you know this is like you know she's a sweet sweet lady you know and uh and uh she doesn't deserve that and it's It's like also you know Paige people will say horrible things to Paige in the chat and stuff like that and it's like you know it's like if she's tough and that she's she's sensitive people are people you know hurt. So do you do do you feel because I mean to me it looks
like and maybe I'm wrong but do you feel like you may use YouTube to like pick up guys to date cuz it seemed like you it seemed like you give guys like certain um like leeway. No, I I don't. Um, you know, I love men and women. You know, I' I've never met somebody on YouTube where I've gone and and hooked up with them.
It's like a lot of the times the people I've hit on, I I don't know their picture, you know? It's kind of my shtick uh that I started out when I started in the beef sector. You know, there's some guy named SSI and then like I started hitting on him and he's a straight from Texas or whatever and u and then he kind of like played along with it a little bit and uh and people were just going crazy laughing and then
like you know it was just like and so it was kind of like uh and and I never saw him cammed up. I he has a picture of just himself wrapped in like red and red and blue bandanas and like that. And so I don't know what people these people some most of the people even look like, you know, but it's like but it's it's it's only one female that I that I feel that you would die for and that's that Alisa chick. Cuz anytime somebody
say something wrong about Alisa boy, you you crash out for Well, uh I think Alisa gets a lot of hate. I think she's very misunderstood. U I feel like she's always been kind, generous to me. She actually But she is she a racist? Uh I I don't know. Like Alisa had, you know, she just had a bad experience. She had a donator. I forgot his name. Okay.
She had a donator that donated like 20 grand or something like that and then he um he uh he like disputed the charges and then she got charged back from that and so she kind of had a bad experience. Yeah. What what about what about that 2 million that she took from that guy she was beating on? Well, he she didn't take it. I mean, he donated it to her and uh
and he and he he was also very verbally abu AB US IV to her and even in that situation where she was arrested, he u he he was he did worse to her than she did to him even though she she she might have um hit him first and stuff like that. Um he Yes, he he pulled her he
pulled her hair um he pulled her head down while she was driving while she was driving and tried to throw her out of the car door, you know. Yeah, but she was she was hitting him. She hit it was like she did like little three stooges like you know she kind of pulled it. Yeah, he wasn't he was he I mean he like he he was pulling her he
was just I I think what he did was worse you know and I understand she also faced the consequence. She got arrested. he didn't get arrested, you know, but also he was very verbally um and she was she was hanging with that with that Jimmy the Christian guy. Um yeah, that was before I met Alisa and it's like yeah, she was hanging out with him and it's like I don't think she knew the extent of of this stuff. You know, you don't
like sometimes she deals with some what what about what about what about when she when she had Jadis buy $500 in groceries and then kicked them out the house that same night? Well, I just don't I don't like I had Jadis on the show and we did not address that. I did not know some of these stories like some of this a lot of this was before I met her. I mean because I met her probably No, this this was like I think this was last year happened. Yeah. But I met her
I met her last year and stuff and Jadis was on the show and I don't think and I've seen Jadis in her discord and stuff like that. I don't know if he's still there. I actually saw Jadis in her chat last night. Um and so you know um I think they don't reality reality Nancy you can suck a dick, Oh, please be respectful to reality Nancy. Reality Nancy is a good friend of mine. her because she's sitting up there trying to
say to somebody trying to challenge you. Well, how's I'm trying to challenge you. I'm just asking you questions. It's it's I mean, you know, you're you're you're doing fine and stuff like that. She the one she the she the one like say mod shouldn't take out personal beefs with people in the chat. If they not disrespecting you, they shouldn't be timing them out. She time me out for some that had to do with
uh Dustin Diamond. It had nothing to do with her. Dustin Diamond? Is that like from Save by the Bell? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's your That's your girl with the with the with the balls and Flirty diamonds. Mini mini mans. Oh, Flirty Diamond. Flirty Diamond. That's okay.
The girl with the big balls. Uh yeah. Okay. So, well, you know, it's like, you know, um the I give I give mods, you know, I just That's what I'm saying. You need you need you need to have some structure. I I no I I I look in the chat and I see people being timed out maybe for 60 seconds. You know if they because
there's a few rules I have about you know accusations or dogs saying you time you time me out because some that happened with Flirty Diamond. It had nothing to do with Beeta. And if I call Beeta a is because she is a A lot of people in know that Bea is a She was backstage showing titties and ass blogger who was not her boyfriend. So that makes
her a No, no, no, no, no. Okay, but so you're So now it's like this is like name calling, right? And this is like, you know, this is I'm answering I'm answering reality nasty. Reality Nancy put it in there. She's saying the reason she timed me out was because I called Bea a I didn't call a when she had time me out. She timed me out for some Dustin and Diamond not no Bea And like
I said, to me, in my eyes, in my opinion, Beeta is a Okay. Okay. Okay. So yes, I don't really appreciate the just like name the name calling thing first of all. It's like all right I I apologize for calling beta a My my apologies beta I apologize and she's beat is not on the panel and not
here. I'm saying I apologize to you not her. I apologize to you for for calling her a on your panel. Okay. Thank you. And so um so you you a liar reality Nancy. You a liar. I remember when you time me out because Olives is the one that told me that you time me out. Olives
Jabron, he the one that told me that you time me out and you even admitted to it. Okay. Well, you know, it's like you can you can have a conversation in the chat about that if you want. Thanks. I'm I'm I'm your top donator, Psych. Okay.
Uh I gave VIP access. You did I were you were the you you you gave a bunch of memberships my first day, right? Is that you? Is that Yeah, that was me. Okay. Yeah. So, and I I really appreciate and thank and I do appreciate your you know, you super chat and so you're welcome here. So, so why why would I why would I want to hurt
your channel? I was here when you had only 10 people watching. I you and and you were I saw I heard you today and it's like even even today, Kate, I was like, "Oh, no. I'm going to they're going to tear tear me a new on this uh on this show. And it's like all she really said was, "Oh, you know, he streams he streams for 24 hours a day. He he like he look he is so pampered with his little couch and his day bed
and stuff like that." Yeah. Well, yeah, I do. I have I actually have a bed and stuff like that, but I do like to sleep on my couch and, you know, cuz I cuddle with the cats and because it's in front of my TV and stuff like that and it's just like, you know, and I like to sit on the couch cuz it's comfortable to stream on the couch and stuff like that. I think I don't think it's the worst sin in the world to stream from your couch. As long as I want to stream and stuff like that. It said, "Why your why your
fingernails look like you've been making mud pies?" Yeah, I know. I know. I have I have a little I got these like I gota I gota I think these clippers I need to Yeah, I need to because it's because I scrape up a lot of tobacco all the time and stuff like that. I need I'll wash my hands. Hold on. I know. Why don't you suck a dick, KZ, and make it me and
Sykes dick. Why don't you suck both our dick, I go first, you get second. Psych. Okay. Oh, okay. But then I can then I can suck yours. You're not my type, sight. Damn it. I love you. I love your voice,
though. You know, like I'm cleaning I'm I'm cleaning my nails. Okay. I have I have a nail clippers. Salute to He man. Now he He Man, that's a good mod. A Amber is a good mod. Well, I think my mods are doing a good job. I mean, it's like it was just like that rogue mod and everything. I'm sorry if I'm missing comments. Okay, I'm sorry if I'm missing anybody's comments cuz
it's like when I talk to somebody also, I'm kind of kind of like, you know, just a little bit little bit pensive right now thinking about Yeah, but I didn't mind that. Uh I didn't mind the live and it's like and I have nothing against Kate like I never did anything to Kate like I never attacked her. I mean I did I was suspicious about like and I and you were right. You were like oh that's what I that's what I tried to explain to her that maybe you got your
notifications on. So when it popped when it when it popped up and you was tagged then like I said you got the notification and you weren't seeing what it was. Yeah. Cuz it's like well as soon as because as soon as it happened it said just I get a little notification on my tablet that from the discord which is installed here and it said psych and it said psyche awakens got a porn bomb and stuff and it was like within seconds of it happening and she already screenshotted posted. I was like well
that's kind of weird. And I also because I also heard she paid paid Q to um porn bomb beta and stuff like that. Um and so I just I know that she she maybe was um you know involved in that kind of activities and stuff like that. I didn't mean to make an accusation but it's like I'm not sitting lurking in her discord waiting for the next post and everything. I just I just saw my name
pop up on my screen and being mentioned and I'm in I'm in that discord. Also I just joined that Discord a week ago. So it's like I really haven't had that much time to participate or you know didn't I don't know if I was welcomed in there or stuff like that. I was basically someone said oh you want to see pictures of blogger's butthole and I was like sure you know so so I so I joined and stuff like that. I I don't think there's anything wrong with like you know what she's doing if she documents you know
people get poor involved and stuff like that. Um or you know people that are but it's like you know it's uh I just yeah I just get I get not I get notifications. I don't I don't really mute mute notifications or anything. Okay. My nails are looking a lot better. I just got to wash my hands. Okay. Yeah, sometimes my hands get a little dirty. You know, my dad always was on top of me about my fingernails and like he hated
that. He hated when I had dirty fingernails and they they about they about to consider you IP2, man. So you you about to get a lot of traffic over here. So just be prepared. Okay. Yeah. That's another reason. It's just like there's so many new people coming in and it's like I don't know who's coming from what area or what be what beefs people have. I'm washing my hands. Okay. So, can you
you guys still hear me? Okay. So, but I don't have anything against um I mean I know you know I know he makes very unflattering videos with Beta, but I know Beta will go on there defend herself. I was also on uh I know I I was on the show the other day with you guys, right? And it's like and KK and stuff and and Kate really didn't want to talk to me. She just like she kind of she's like, "Oh, I have to go, you know, I
take a walk or something or just get groceries out of the car or something like that." And she let me just talk to KK. But uh I never had a problem with uh with Kate. I don't understand. But it's like, you know, not everyone's going to like me. Not everyone's going to like my personality. Not everyone's going to like tarot cards. Um but I'm not a person that's like going after people. I'm not mean. I don't know. It's like I
just I just never had a problem, you know? It's like so people have problem with me. What are you laughing about? They said they said Swami said this channel is a stable of cows, man. Well, you know, and I know you know, you know, he said you got a stable of low
cows. Well, when I uh when I started um my Discord, I came from Benny's and this guy was like, "I'm a cow farmer." Like one of the first people that joined and he's like this weird looking like German guy or something like that. He's like, "Oh, I have." And I didn't even know what like cow really was, you know? At least it gets called a hawk. H O R R O R cow. Mini Manson gets called some kind of different kind of cow name and stuff
like that. Um it's like kind of like reminds me almost of like um like you know Howard Stern's whack pack a little bit where it's like but I think these I think a lot of these people are are interesting people. You know I think it's a little bit of a derogatory term to call people you know low cows and stuff like that but it's like you know there are some some people are just like you know very uh very uh interesting people. You know, it's like people might
consider me one, you know, and it's like I've been I've been called that. Who Who is Reality Nancy to you? Reality Nancy I met on um I met on Bea's channel and u then I and she and she was um and she was a Lisa's mod at one point and she's in Alisa's chat. I tried to get her back on Lisa's Discord. they had uh Lisa has some kind of um there's some kind of
misunderstanding I think in the in the past and stuff like that because reality Nancy is always like a lot of times in the chat being really supportive and and saying nice things and and uh but you know it's like you know Alisa is not doesn't seem to be that forgiving about it right reality Nancy is a she a well you know Nancy Nancy um Nancy is a
good friend of mine Nancy arranged the mini Manson interview. Um, Nancy um, yeah, the weird weird the weird She cool with all the weird her. Well, I I am I am I'm cool with the weird like I love I love Mini Manson. And I think and Minnie Manson was like, "Oh, he's like cuz he's had um he's had other interviews that were more, you know, he even Lisa interviewed him and he was very they were very comp combative and
did not get along." But then a year later they actually met in person and went to a double date and and stuff like that. Um, I think they had a falling out since then, but uh, and then Nancy, I see her in Lisa's chat and we're all, you know, we just and we, um, you know, are always like, uh, you know, having a laugh. Who are you, reality Nancy? Who are you? I don't know you.
So guys, my nails are that old man. My my nails are looking so much better, guys. I'm still She's a She's a She's a plague to this community. you, reality nasty. Oh god. Come on. I hope you guys can hope you guys can uh at least, you know, if people if there's people in the chat that uh bother you and stuff like
that, this goes for anybody. Um you can um you can block anybody in the chat, you don't have to see any of their comments ever. And it's like you and uh if you don't like when someone comes on the panel, you don't have to watch the panel and stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. Reality Nancy had to come from Carter verse cuz she a old crazy Well, you know, it's like this is kind
of name calling. U but I I I love reality Nancy and I, you know, um uh this is nothing compared to IP2. You realize this, right? Okay. Well, Amber, um I came from I I start the first streamer, the first like live streamer or maybe IRL. I he didn't really do that
much IRL, but you know, is Benny and uh IP. Okay. Okay. Benny's on IP2. and then try and then saint uh and I've modded for all those people and um I like the sense of humor some of the sense of humor in the community. I think some of it's homophobic and racist and stuff like that. Um but you know I've watched I've watched the you know Chicken Andy
stuff the RV stuff. Alisa Alisa was on IP2 at one point. Um I know that I haven't done much IRL. I just got my phone working so I can go out and walk around the neighborhood. I plan on walking on the pier and and talking to people and you know as much as I can you know it's like um but I and I I do like kind of I just like uh Benny like you know he's he sits in his house and he
does a lot of face streaming but he also you know parties and like you know and talks and talks to the chat and it's like he's an IP2 I think I think I'm like not maybe their cap they might not like me you know I'm gay there's not that many gay people on IP2 I don't think but I've just I've known a lot of people from IP2 stance really cool with
Um, and uh, you know, I know Lisa is not on IP2 anymore. Um, I think I would vibe with their these these people like for the most part. I think that they would I would have fun partying with them and they would like me and stuff like that. But it's not the end all be all, you know, of like if I get on there or not. I think it's just a cool concept where it's like, oh, here's when these people are on and they're a little bit
sometimes you get a little bit wild like all these people. I don't know. I don't know how different I am, how much the same I am. I've I've been told I'm not even in the panel verse, right? And I and I freaking run panels and like that and but you know, I haven't been here that long, but it's like I do know a lot of people that do panels and stuff. Yeah, the chat is just going really fast. I appreciate you guys. Um um but I'm sorry if I missed some of the
chat. Like I just noticed yesterday so much of the chat was like so negative to me. Sometimes it's a little distracting when people are negative, but I think it's been um really um pretty good today. Okay. But it's it is going pretty fast and so yeah. Oh. Oh here's Peta. Hi, sweetie. Hi. What's going on?
Hi. Not much. Did you see any of that that the the the show that show this morning where it's like Psyche the the weirdo? The weirdo lurker. Um yeah. Well, I was tagged in like I get tagged every morning on her show like a hideous whatever picture of me.
Um, so I got I saw the tag and then um because I'm not subscribed to her channel. Um, but um yeah, so when I got the tag I noticed I saw your picture so I just kind of like maybe watched 10 minutes of it and I was like what the What are we going back to the 1800s? You know, like why don't you put a
scarlet letter on our head and you know Yeah. Yeah, I mean my thing is like um I was just you know uh trying to figure out why everybody's trying to tell you what to do when um when I was like get tagged in uh videos which is constantly
about me on her channel. I was trying to take her link and she wouldn't even let me up to talk and um and when people did let me they were like asking her to like let me up. She let me up for like a minute and then put me out. So, and she, you know, deletes everybody's comments she doesn't like. It's just her own way
of running things. So, how come she can run things but you cannot run things the way that you want? It's your um panel. It's your life. You know, I don't think anybody should be telling you what to do. And um your new rule, you you know, you called me last night. I was already in bed and you told me about it. Um, it's whatever you are trying and testing
is your, you know, your way of doing things. I don't understand what is the big issue right now. I don't either. I mean, it's like, you know, and it's like she was like, "Oh, I'm just like sitting over in her Discord like, you know, waiting for the next post and stuff." Like, no. I And I don't Okay. Let's say you were Isn't Isn't she sitting everywhere waiting for her next content
or talk about people? Yeah. I mean, she was right there to to to snap the porn bomb stuff. And you know, I don't I didn't see her in the chat yesterday, but I think she you know, she's obviously watching. If I'm a if I'm a online, it's my business. I'm an adult. Whatever I did, it's my business. But, um, one thing I don't do is collect porn bombs as a file. Like, it doesn't get me off, you know? Um,
sometimes, you know, people make mistakes. I definitely um freaking was drinking and I did some crazy ass but I'm still like uh what do you call it? I'm an adult. Nobody can tell me, "Oh my god, what you did was illegal because what I did wasn't illegal. I'm an adult, you know." And um actually was on bloggers uh backstage. I didn't we
didn't even know we were both drunk. So, I'm not really sure like even if I'm a what kind of like um how does that keep other people awake at night when it's just my life, you know? And and and and Kate was like Kate was like calls me a weirdo, but then she's like she said she's she's said to herself she's her she's a weirdo, too. And so maybe like we I don't know. We're we're
both weirdos. It's like what's wrong? Yeah. I mean, I'm a but like the night before last night when I was on a panel, Barry was trying to call me and it's like just stop harassing me. Like, you know, just don't call me. If I'm a don't call me. Don't come up with these like long stories that anything besides like you and I being were from
being like friends. You're a Peter. You're a Well, you You wanted me to be a so I'm a What are you going to do about it? You are a Are you like actually sad that I'm a No, I don't care. Why would I care if you don't care? go on with it. You can call me a Be Why did Why did you call me the night before
last night and I declined you? But you said I was blocked. You know you were blocked. I did it I did it to prove I did it to prove that I was not blocked. That's the only reason I called you. Listen, I was not blocked. Listen, you lied. You lied to the people. You said you blocked me. Another number right there. I didn't call from no another number. Why? Why would I have to call from another number? I'm not
blocking me. Why don't you I'm not block. Why is you lying to the people? Why did you end up owning up to the to the blogger Why did you end up owning up to it? Because I told you to. No, you didn't. I did tell you to. I never even I Listen, I I told you if you just be honest. I said if you just be honest
about it. I said if you just be honest about it. Let me tell you, my life is none of your business forever. So, you didn't come crying at me for advice? Nope. At least once a week? Nope. Get the out. And you were friends. Me and you were friends. You came. Okay. And you came to me for telling me you can't you can't get rid of uh Kate out of your life? No. You
didn't? You swear? I swear. Did you not send me a bunch of pictures on her and told me to give her pictures? Did she tell me you would even send me her pictures? I don't want that You You asked for pictures. What? You told me to go after her and we didn't talk since I have the date. Why would I have to tell you to go after her when you when you just said your whole You just said your whole plan was to troll me
because of Kate. So why would I need you Why would I need you to go after her if that was already your MMO to go after? You asked me to. Why would I have to ask you if that was your whole trolling? Why'd you tell me about her being like be I didn't tell you that That was already out there. I did not tell you that. didn't tell me that. I swear all my life I didn't tell you that
that information because you got it from probably PBS. Peps never said a word. She's never did a whole live about it. You Well, you know what? I wasn't there. You said it, Barry. You said that. You said you were scared. I didn't say Yeah, I did say I was scared of her. I did say that. And you said that she stalked a woman for a year and I said I never told you that. I
never told you that. I never told my two cats. You did. So them cats ain't human. Swear on your parents. I swear on my parents of the life you didn't. Okay. Now they going to die. Now they going to die. You definitely said now they going to die. Now they going to die. Well, you know so I swear everything that I You're the one that told me about Kate's situation with VA.
If it was a troll, if you was trolling, uh, did Raent have your phone? Why did you go? Did Raent Seaman have your phone number? No, he did not. So, why did I have your phone number if it was a troll? You have a number, but you know, you don't know if it's a text now number or what? Or what? Okay, but going but
going off of you, you told me it wasn't a text. Why do I have two numbers from you? I don't have two numbers. I don't have no two numbers. Right after you tried to call me the night before last night. I'm not the only guy. I'm not the only guy that has your number, beat. Yeah. Okay, Barry. All right. It's a lot of that got your number because you for the streets. try to follow me on Instagram because you told you you told
me that's how you wanted to do the freak off. Well, what really then why didn't I add you? So, the night So, the night the night that you that you did that freak off for blogger. You didn't call me like two or three times. I did a freak off for a blogger. You called me like two or three times. No, I didn't. Yes, you did. You called me two You called me like two or three times. We weren't going to do a free call. Me and Blogger had nothing,
man. Get I didn't say you and Blogger. I said me and you. You had called me like two or three times. Trying to front on my name. You had Get the out of here. You're a liar, man. You a liar. You called me like two and three times to set up a IG to set up a freak. No, I'm not a bad scorer cuz I don't care. Be beta.
I'm just here to prove that you're a liar. You did the same The same that you tried to do with raging, you tried to do with me. And what did I tell you? I told you I'm not raing. Are you going to be nice? I told you I'm not raging. I told you I'm not raging raging then you're raging. Yep. I defend raing raing enough. I defeat I defend raging.
Listen to raing between me and raging is Why you Why you Why you talking about Ra's dick? Why you talking about Ra's dick in a bad way? So you didn't talk about Ra's dick? You didn't talk about Ra's dick in a bad way. Uh I said that I wasn't into uncircumcised penises. But when you talk about Okay. And you said you said it weirded you out. When um Kate sent you
that picture, that wouldn't turn you on. It disgusted you. You're a liar, man. Really? Don't try don't try don't try to flip the script because you was talking about raising a picture of her vagina and she said I'll kill you and you're like I didn't even like it. Get the You're making up. You're making up now. I don't know cuz we're No, I'm making you lying.
You're the biggest talented because you talked about rag's penis. You never And now you trying to turn the tables on me. What did you say? Did you say you would ever meet her? I said our schedules don't align up. I've been saying that. Did you say You said I would never meet that I wouldn't put my dick in crazy. Didn't you say that? No, I didn't say that. I don't even talk like that. You're a liar. I
don't even talk like that. Yes, you're a liar. I wouldn't put my dick in crazy. That don't even sound right. That's like you you literally said that. You said I'm not going to meet her. She's crazy. Another woman that she had to give. I never told you that. I never told you that. All right. Well, you know what? I hope she wakes up one day. I've been trying to do that for 6 months. You've been asking for women. Be
my turtle. Be my turtle. Why don't you just claim the poor girl? She Okay. Okay. Be then why you was on my dick? Why don't you just mind your business with her for 3 months? be the you on my dick crying crying and when they jam. Please don't try to like um You know what I can do? I can do a screen recording of every single screenshot and I'll send it to Kate. She
can watch it. Do it. Because guess what? You're lying. And you're trying to make her jealous. Yes, you are. Yes, you are. So, so, so you telling me you didn't you didn't cry to me about the Janet But when the Janet first happened when when me and Janet when me and Janet had a falling out it definitely did me over. Now we have to bring other people into this because I'm giving you
examples of you crying. You always been crying for your dick. You always tried to play victim. Did I ever cry over you? Did I ever say I want you? Yeah. Yeah. Yes you did. Yes you did. Yes you did. You I never thought about you anything but a gun. People was telling you when I was talking about I think you got a little bit um too. You
went into like people was talking about you in chat and they was bringing it back to you showing you and you call me crying. You call me crying about it. People call me all the time. People People telling me not to trust you. People telling me you just trolling me, Barry. Oh, you didn't No, you didn't. You didn't call you didn't call me. Hey, beta. Beeta, what did you call me? Send
the messages out and they will be out and people can see who beta. When we talk, when we talk, what did you call me? You didn't call me Barry. What did you call me? B. Okay. So, what is that supposed to mean? Okay. Okay. Put the messages out, beta. So, they can see all the all the times on
all the times you call from every day. Call me. And then you said you didn't call yesterday or the day before. I said that I called you yesterday because you said I was blocked. Call you. I called you because you said I was blocked. Friends, Barry, where are friends? But you said I was blocked. So if I'm blocked, how did you
see that I called? Why' you call? Why did you say I was blocked? Because I wanted to see if you would call. And you sure did. I didn't I didn't have no feelings. 2020. I swear I didn't have Please. Like just give it to Kate. Please leave me out of it. It's between you and her. You and her have this love affair. Okay. So, it's it's mighty it's mighty funny how you said this whole
thing was a troll. Now you saying leave you out of it when this was your whole this was your whole game plan, wasn't it? You said you was a troll me. So, actually you caught feelings. Va is the one that caught feelings. No, not me. Not me. Kate is coming after me. She wants $1,000 until like about me and
you. Like that's what you said. She said wants me and you beat you say that you gave me 250. Didn't you didn't you tell me you love me? Why did you tell everybody that you gave me 250? Were we not? You started that lie. You started that lie, beta. Wait, you went with it, didn't you? You said it was I Yeah, I said I went with
it. I said I went with it. All right. So, who's just as guilty? But you started the lie. I just went with it. No, I didn't. Yes, you did. No, I didn't. Come on, man. You're a liar, man. You started that 250 and then I just went with it. You said I bought you a purse. You said I bought you a purse with the 250 and I changed it and said that I put it towards your business. You started that. I said I'm going to do
that. You said yeah. Yeah, do that. And then you went with it. You're like I bought her wallet and then you said you give it to my business. So you went with it. Hey, who who started that? Who started that 250? Cuz they going to ask somebody that's like um they recap brainwashed by you. No, they recapped it. somebody that's brainwashed by you.
You actually gave me 250 for my business. VA gets drunk. Did you say you give me 250 for my business? Yeah, I said that. Okay, then who's lying? You said I gave you for for a wallet purse. Did you or did you not give me You said the 250 for the wallet, too, right? Shut the up. You shut the up,
You shut the up. You said the 250 first. understand very let everybody y'all talk about did y'all talk about the fact that Tommy said that Bea tried to force him to do a freak off that's why they lied about the dating and y'all talk about that come on
bea why you trying to force him to do a freak Tommy Tommy said Tommy said that you ended the live when you ended the live you told him if you don't do this freak if you don't uh do this freak call that uh you going tell everybody I was dating. That's what he said on K. Never dated. We were joking. We already made that clear. He said he was trying to
force him to do a freak call. Nope. Why would I ask him to do Wait, what does that sound like? Like if you don't do a freak, I will What is that? I put a What does that even mean? Are you coming up with like You said you offer him multiple times to do a freak off. He said it this morning on here and I bet you he will he will not lie. We was waiting for you to come on. Me and Tommy, me and Tom, Me and Tommy have
never even like conversated off a panel. We've only like we've only actually like maybe I think a month ago followed each other on Instagram. Me and him have never talked off of panels. I'll be back. Okay. Okay. Barry, he going he going he going to definitely agree to it. He definitely going to say something about it though. Or he going
to agree with it because I'm not making it up. That's what he said. You was trying to make him do that. He said, "Wait, you have to be part of a freakoff or I will when you ended when you ended the live, you ended a live one day and you and him was backstage." And then he said that something to the effect of, you know, if if cuz he said
that you and him was supposed to be one of the first free calls before Blogger, you know, that you tried to you tried to get him to get sexual with you. No, no, no, no, no. Me and Tommy have always just like been friends. 100%. 100% front. Me and Tommy, what happened was like a lot of people were like about the eat dating, eat dating. We were like I I was like, I'm tired. I'm tired of going live. And he's like she was going to go
live. I was like, okay, we'll go over there. And then I was like, let's just like pretend like we're in an e relationship for a year. And he's like, yeah, let's go with it. And that was that. It was 2 minutes and we left. And then we started joking around and I can't believe people actually fell for it. It was funny. No, me and Tommy have always just like
had like a panel uh whatever joke friendship. You got We'll see what he says. You know, RG saying that I'm making up, you know. So, we'll see. Tommy Tommy always does that and then he'll be like, "No, I didn't say that." This and that. Me and Tommy have no issues. Tommy knows
exactly like exactly what was going on. Me and him were like almost like um let's go with this like whole idea and it's like we talked for a year. Why in that one year nobody ever knew anything cuz it never happened. Me and Tommy were just Look, look. I told you, right? Kate even said it. It was on her panel. It was on her panel where he said
that You tried to force it. Whatever. Make it true. Somebody got to clip it then. Somebody gonna have to go get the clip. Yeah. If he said that, he's definitely lying because me and him never talked about a freakoff backstage ever. Ever. Okay. Okay. Oh, yeah. Someone says, "I'm
new. What's a freak off?" I don't know. We just They act like it's some like Listen, when you go backstage, when two a couple individuals go backstage and start showing their tits and their dick. gone backstage and gotten drunk like since like three years ago from good times where people were like here in my boobs they flash whatever this and that.
I was like buzzed. I thought it was just me and blogger. I didn't know it was the open thing and you know I don't it was like two minutes of just like and then I just left. I don't know what the I was like I'm out of here and then that's it. There was nothing to it. Me and Blogger in fact have never talked before that either. But me and um Tommy we're just friends always.
I mean, no, he was on a panel. Psych's panel. Psych. Don't you remember? He was on a panel. He was talking about he just got done jerking off 10 times and he wanted to have do stuff with beta. He was y'all was talking about it. Blogger. Blogger. A while back. You don't remember that when when Blogger jumped on and said he just got done jerking off like 10 times and he started to talk
about beat up. That's that's that's jerking off a lot of times. I mean, it's like Yeah, that's what he said. He came on pen. I started going at him and and he left and I said, "Oh, look. He going to run off." And it happened on your panel like maybe a week ago. You know, it was the same day the freakoff happened. He he he jumped on your panel. He just randomly said he got
he's got an attraction for VA. He just got done jerking off 10 times that he would like to do a freak off. He would like to do something backstage and then you disappeared. Man, listen. The the live is dead. But me and Tommy like we were just friends like Oh yeah, Tommy. Tommy look K got the definitely said that you know he used
the words I believe he used the words force. You know you tried to force. You know what I'm saying? Or or you would tell Elorado you were a friend of mine, right? Can I force you to do anything? No. But you could get you could be drunk as and say crazy If I was drunk as and you're sober as I can force you to do anything online.
Ah, you can, but you know that doesn't that doesn't take away from the fact that he said it. You know, zero sense. It makes no sense. Look, that doesn't take away I get what you're saying. That doesn't take take away from the fact that that's what he said. You know, now you can fight him and be like, "How the hell am I going to do that?" I don't want to do that because you know what? He can come up here and tell me um that I said that and he can come with proof.
That's not what happened. And I'm pretty sure 100% Tommy is going to say that's not what happened cuz that's not He might say a lot of but when he face to face, he will stand on the truth. Yeah, but Psych wasn't back. Who was backstage? Like 10,000 times. He said me and Bea were just trolling. I don't know. He He something. You did.
Y'all was just cool. You and Tommy was just cool. Now all of a sudden he don't like you. No. See, you missing you sleeping. Can we talk about it? Me and Tommy were cool. I told him everything I felt. He was like, "Not more beat up." I said, "You were there." He said, "Sye is this." I said, "You know, everybody has their own way. I think like why is it matter what other people do on there?"
He goes, "Well, I just don't like how he runs this and that." And then Yeah. And then we talked about it and then um I hopped off. Oh, I know the reason. Marty. You mentioned Marty. You was up here talking crazy, drunk, and you mentioned something about Marty. Music Biz Marty. Music Biz Marty was like a week before he passed away. He took my
panel. He was on there with Tommy for like an hour and a half. They talked. They were bonding about doing music. I was like, he was the end of my panel. I even said, "You guys, um, I got to end the panel." I ended it and I think like two days later he was on Psyche's panel. I never ever had an issue with Music Biz Marty. But did you say something in a negative
light about Miss Music Disbard? Cuz that's the reason he said the most recent reason he said he wasn't with you cuz you said you did he had did something in regards to No. Anybody in chat remember? Let me know. I played some of Tommy's music and his music like no they were just it was they were like no bonding for like an hour
and a half and I was just like that's cool. I didn't you know that they go back to whatever like whatever the days jugo community days and then whatever but no I never talked to I never disrespected Marty I don't even know the guy but he took my panel like a week um before he um passed away and then psyched so
let's see what the chat saying would anybody respond I think there were some people confused like about like like you were saying about uh me with the with the new panel rules. It wasn't it wasn't like people can't be in the chat like everybody's welcome in the chat. It was never about but it was saying the rule is um to it's scrolling on the screen if you want to
see panel guest must be a member mod or send a $5 super chat or cash app which is um she never remembers anything. That's what I'm saying. I'm like yeah she don't even know that Tommy ain't with her. That's crazy. I really don't. I mean, because this is the thing about Tommy. The issue I've
always had with him is that he'll jump hopping and off, you know? He'll be like, he'll come on my panel, be like, "No, no, we're cool." Or I'll be on there and then we'll be nice. So, I don't know if he's talking behind my back. Even if he is, I know how Tommy is. He just goes right back, you know.
Yeah, Tommy won't join. I'm I'm almost 100% sure. He definitely don't like Psych. So, I don't know why anybody doesn't like Spike. I think he's amazing. If he has like certain people that, you know, uh he likes like Alisa and a lot of people don't like her and he's always known my stand on Alisa. I'm not a fan of her at
all. But I I'm not going to badger him for liking who he likes. You know, people have to find out on their own. They have, you know, maybe his bond with her is different than like what we know. I you know, I don't understand it. Right. Right. I got a question real quick. What do you think? Do you think this, you know, cuz this is what what the nail in the coffin for Trainy
Diamond, right? Do you think that this right here is a prosthetic? It ain't a porn bomb is just what she was doing dancing. I showed this already on Sykes panel. Well, what do you think about that? You think that's a prosthetic? She said that was a pro or he said that was a prosthetic or whatever. You know what I'm saying? I don't know. What do you think, Vito? Please take that off the Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I'mma take it off. Yeah. What do
you think? What do you think about that, Bea? You think that's a prosthetic? There's a prosthetic? Uh, yeah. On my picture, my profile picture. You think that's a prosthetic? Penis? I can't even I can't even see what that is. Take it off the screen. Take off the screen, please. Hey Lunar. You know what I'm saying? But nah, but that's what I'm saying. Like, the
been lying. You know, it's over now. I just figured cuz you've been defending the the the whole thing about, you know, about flirty, you know? So, no. you know what I defend um I believe that it's really none of our business what is between her legs you know um that's my only thing and I think she's very young
but um I can only defend people like to a certain degree if they don't you know want to kind of like be open about what's going on I can't fight their battle till the end you know I don't know and I don't care either way to me she's a nice human being um if people like have anything against like um her
personally and they're using that, you know, the whole sexuality thing. I don't know. It's two unrelated things to me. Good thing it's over, you know? You know what I mean? It's over with. You know, they no back and forth that got to be going on when it comes to that. It's 100% facts, you know, that that you know
that's a man, you know. So, we good. We Gucci, you know. Well, I mean, um, the thing is like whatever it is, it's like I've been seeing some stuff in Discord like back and forth with her and Barry and I don't understand it. Like just leave each other alone. Barry, you leave her alone and Flirty Diamond, you leave him alone,
too. You know, it's like uh it can just end like that, you know. I don't understand it. Yeah. Yeah. You know, let it die off at the end of the day. Move on at the end of the day. You know, I figured I'd ask you because I don't know if you seen that picture, you know, and that's why I say that's a nail on the coffin right there, you know. You can't you can't lie your way out of that one,
you know. So, that's all I know. JR sent me something, but I mean I I still I'm sorry. I don't know. I've been I don't know. And I don't care if Hey, look at me. I got uh fooled by AI. Who am I to like know what people do on the internet or I don't know.
I'm not going to It's only important. Look, it's only important when they start lying to other, you know, the guys and say, "No, I'm a female. I'm a female." That's when it's important. If you if you come out and say, you know, if you going to flirt with me or whatever, do what you doing. Just know I'm a man. You know what I'm saying? And cool. That's cool. You know, that's that's the only thing that a lot of people try to say is the fact that he trying to act like he a female when he
really not a female. That's all. You know, people can identify do that. You can be who you want to be. look like like he gay uh psych gay but nobody you know it's done with that's it you know he announced he was gay like I think what Psyche was like trying to say which is like a lot of people feel like they might have been born in a different body and they identify more like in um you
know to a different sex. I know it's hard for you and I to understand cuz we're not in their body, but um I know people that have always never felt like, you know, I know guys that were like always felt like they were like a female and boys that always felt like they were male. You know, I don't know if it's like a excessive like, you know, extra
gene or what it is, but I'm not saying that about her. Either way, um some people might not want to be lying. It's just their private, you know, maybe they just I I don't know. I honestly don't. Yeah. And unless you're about to like sleep with somebody or get physically intimate, you know, you don't have to disclose. I don't think because it's
like there I think there's a lot of people even in Hollywood that might be um female to male or male to female trans and it's like and it's like Hollywood might be fooling people but it's like at the end of the day it's just like you know it's a visual it's like an illusion kind of thing. I think if you are, you should be honest about it. If you're going to be in like, you know, you're with that person. Um, if you're just friends with that person,
like let's say me and Swordy Diamond, it's none of my business if what she is, you know, for me it doesn't matter cuz I I mean like I'm not saying me and her are friends. But as I'm saying like as somebody that I have acquaintances with, I can talk to, they they can always count on me if they, you know, need a shoulder to cry on. It doesn't matter for me what they are because I'm a woman
and I'm not trying to figure that out, you know. But for the men, it seems to matter a lot. I I think they're trying they envision um that physically what if I was with her and then I get fooled, right? Is that what you're saying? You get fooled, you know. you know, you pulled and you know, you not gay and you you sitting here thinking you talking to
a female and under all that makeup, you know, and and this that and the third is an Adam's app, you know, you know what I mean? It's off like that. That's all, you know, like as soon as you take the makeup off, you could tell something's off. You know what I'm saying? The shoulders, all that. You could tell. You could tell the voice, you know, how how he's trying to change his voice and and
it's better to be honest. You know what I Because like like people were saying, you can get unal alived out here, you know, playing playing that game. So, well, but also I mean also but you can get unal alive just in that line of work in that line of work too without without that. It's like people are people are it's a d more dangerous line of work. But yeah. Um, yeah. But, you know, it's like whatever, you know, people can
identify with with whatever. It's like I mean, to me, it was fairly obvious. Like, I don't I think it's like some guys are so attracted that it's like if it's messing with their heads a little bit that they they think they're like, I'm attracted to a man or someone that was born a man, but it's like she doesn't identify as a man. And so, she she and uh she can identify with with whatever she wants to. And I I I say disclosure is only necessary if you're
about to like make out. If you're about to um you know have sex and stuff like that and not necessarily like you know she's out there people are just looking at her and stuff like that. I don't think that's that's uh anything morally wrong with that. Right. Yeah. If you get fooled by you I don't know. We can agree to disagree. If somebody think that's a female and they
sitting there flirting with her and then it come out that you know he lying you know flirt flirty lying and that's the problem. You don't see it that way but that is an issue at least the the guys you know I can't speak for females but the guys I get you think flirting is nothing wrong with it. You know what I'm saying? But that you know like it ain't it ain't right man morally it ain't
right man. You you sitting there thinking the whole time that's a female and that's a whole dude. To me that's not right. That's all. Even if you're you you saying if you're not, you know, having sex and ain't nothing wrong with it. But you know I agree I agree with first stage um 100%. Actually that was what what was crossing my mind was that uh he said you
know if you get fooled by it then you deserve it. Um there's like let's let's take that um I'll give you a different perspective like there's like um women that are on Tinder or not Tinder whatever they are these dating sites that uh they use like their old pictures or they have a lot of filters and then you meet them in real life and you're like wait that wasn't the I was
talking to you know um I don't know it's uh if you stay you go out and have sex you go out you you go out and have sex and somebody has STDs and and you bad STDs. That is absolutely wrong. And I'm going tell you like be saying with his statement, oh well that's you got fooled. That's on you. You know what I'm
saying? Because you should have used protection. You didn't know. You didn't know that person had STD just like if you don't know somebody, you should be using protection and be aware of where what you're going where you're going with that. You know what I mean? Same thing. If you don't know if you don't know that trainy, they should be upfront with it cuz you don't know that person. You know what I'm saying? If you asking them
that, yo, are you a man? And they lying to you, then that's a problem. Cuz everybody keep telling, "Yo, are you a man?" No, I'm not a man. I'm a straight woman. Then you are then you get crazy drunk. You start trying to twerk and your whole penis and ball sack is is embedded. You can see it in the dress. That's not no
That's not No, what what the what the call it? A a fake arm. By the time you get there, that's not a fake arm. That's not a fake leg. Like if you I shouldn't get to that point. I shouldn't have to go to a crib and then we get into stage three and you get the pants off, you get the shirt off and there's a
man dingle dangling. Did you visualize this? I'm just saying I'm just I'm just I'm just saying the only reason the only reason listen the only reason Birdie got all that you know spotlight is the fact that you know we had to keep going back and forth because the
is lying. If if he was straight up with it then it wouldn't have been all that everybody that joining everybody paying on this that and the third. You know what I'm saying? Now he hiding out because he got found out. You know what I'm saying? Now he he over on his channel trying to charge to join panel. Nobody want to join your Nobody you a your whole Nobody want to join
your panel for $8. You know what I'm saying? Like I'm just saying man. out of here. I'm just saying. But we moved on. You know what I'm saying? Where my girl Paige at? That's that's that's what I need to know. Yeah. Where is Paige at today? I haven't seen her today. Where you at, Paige? We moving on. We moving on. Let's let's
meditate. Yeah. Like you know the example you use was pretty good like with the STD. Um is it it's absolutely wrong. If somebody has like a STD they should be letting that person know that they have that. But at the same time at the same time Eldo if you're going to go around and be with somebody that you barely know or
you don't know their thing then you're the one that's you know not thinking either. You know, listen. Look, listen up. If Psych go to his guy he just met, crib, he get to rip his You feel me? That is why That's why a couple months later be scared. Oh, now you really psyche. Oh, you don't? So you ain't Man,
you talk about sucking off. I'm like I'm really No, no. I'm like I haven't had sex for like a year and a half. Uh, and then before that it was probably like two years before that. It's like I really That's why we're a little uh horny. That's all we're doing is just like roleplaying and talking. In real life, we're we're not that we're not Oh, you ain't about that. Y'all
not about that life. Okay. I'm just saying. I grew up in the I grew up in the 80s and like all we heard in the 80s was about, you know, HIV and stuff like that. And it's like that really like it was like scary and it's like that's just like that's kind of just ingrained like you know to like not you know and also it's just like I'm also like would like to fall in love and stuff like that and not just like not all about sex. I can get myself
off. I don't need I don't I don't need to like go out with like all these different guys and stuff like there's a lot of promiscuity in the gay community and like just like different people and like a lot of people there's so much promiscuity you know can be a lot of diseases and stuff like that and also there's like if you had come on if you had the chance you you going to be
dipping balls in somebody like come on bro I already know it I think psyche I honestly think psyche like talks a lot like that But I think he really just wants to be with one person. Like he's not uh you know he's not like he likes one person in his life. Am I
wrong or do you want a bunch? Do you want a bunch? I I like one p like you know I'd like to fall in love. You know my my parents my parents were married uh you know 45 maybe almost 50 years and stuff like that you know um almost 50 years. Yeah. And so, um, like I had a good example of like, you know, like a
monogous monogous loving relationship. And that's kind of like, you know, I I'm not I'm not seeking. It's not hard to for a gay guy to get laid. I can go a grinder today and find someone to have sex with if I if I wanted to. I had a lot of people like you've been struggling. You've been on you've been on that one site trying to find yourself a whole. You know what I'm saying? Come
on. I I I deleted I deleted it. I deleted that website cuz it's a bad experience. Yeah. And it was like I was kind of like it was he was he was trying to get wild and then he thought, "Nah, never mind. What the hell?" It's crazy cuz I thought you and Sam I literally thought you and Sam had something going on. You know
what I'm saying? I'm not even joking. I thought like at the beginning I thought he was with you, you know? And I'm like, is he by? Like he got to be by the way everything like you really are. I don't know. It ain't about believing. I just I just thought him and Sam had something going on like and uh did you and Son have anything going on that we
don't know about? I think he already did it and said no. Right. Going on, right? I've never You never seen him. He got pictures. I've seen I've seen I think I've seen like different pictures. I don't know what's real or not. I don't because it's like I've never seen I've never seen him. um like uh live on camera and stuff like that. I just like you know I like his voice and it's like I and uh like a lot of these people that I I hit on I
they don't even have their picture up and so it's like so it's like it seems like it's like not really it's kind of harmless I thought to like hit on guys even if they're straight if they're not even like in the picture when I see someone face to face or on camera and stuff you know you know maybe Joker I'll hit on and stuff like that or play around but he's he's like he has a good attitude about it. um someone's like really uncomfortable as I don't want to
like people like to think oh you know they people get from other people for like say you know by like you know what happens with women when they join panels like not your panel but they'll be like oh show this or this or wait what is this like okay maybe you are you know flirting a little bit guys do it with women too you
know hey Trixie probably so this is saying man right here uh I've been good. This is uh Sandman. Where's I go to get a beer? This is Sand Man. This is a picture that him and KK Well, KK snatched this up. I cut her off though. But this is this is a public picture. He know about He know that it's out or
whatever, but this is Sand Man, the real deal, you know. Okay, you good? Oh, you muted. Okay. Okay, I got you. I'mma switch it up. Like who cares who the real Sam man is? You know. No, he he said he never seen him. Oh well. When are we going to see you though? You're not. He didn't. I'm
just saying my my my ain't out there. His is you know, and he know he don't care if the picture get put out, you know. That's that's that's a difference. But uh I was just showing psyche. He said he ain't never seen him. So I don't know.
Look, I think Trixs likes your voice. You're just chilling. Yeah. A lot of people been saying that since day one. I mean, I don't know what they like, man. The c the cats get um free panel all the time. They get everything.
Yeah, he's happy. Are you happy? He's laying out. You laying back. Look at Lenor. But But what's your plan, Sy? You going to have another interview coming up? I mean, you got anybody in mind? U I I I I do I I want to want to let everyone know like if you I mean, I would love to
interview Alisa and stuff like that. She like I think uh uh Barry um or no was that yo Eldo you did you said her you said her asked her about about her interview and stuff like that and she she'll do it. Yeah. Yeah. She'll do it. She will. But I have to figure out like the logistics of like calling her on her show and doing a Yeah. She said like phone. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She didn't say
like panel. She said if you call her like on the phone. She said she said oh yeah. But she said also we can do split screen where I could like I can broadcast it for my show when I call in and stuff like that and interview her on the phone. But she does have like um you know she does have like a lot of people sending super chat or like you know the TTS that and it kind of some sometimes the calls get interrupted and stuff like that. But um I would like I would love
she could come on the show sometime. I know. So um yeah um and yeah I think yeah I think I don't know if the chat would be respectful. I don't think I think she kind of avoids like interviews like on on like chats and stuff like that, but uh she always she's always happy to talk to me. I I call her all the time. I talk to her all the time. So, I mean I've already I've interviewed her. I can like you know play all the all the clips of my interviews and stuff
like that or something else. I was trying to figure out Yeah. But it's hard. She does nine hour streams and so I don't necessarily know know when uh like where all my my calls are. I have to I'd have to like go go search. But I I do have I have called her many many times. I I can call her tonight and stuff like that. Um I think I can share
the screen or I can at least like uh I can I think she she said she has no problem with me sharing um sharing her stream I think. So um she's really supportive and and she also helped me a lot with this show um because she let me post on her Discord which has like thousands of people on her Discord and like she doesn't really let anybody post
promotional stuff or their own links on her discord but she's never minded if I did. She's told she told me I can post anytime on her discord any link I want. So so she's just been really generous. And so um if anybody knows um an interesting person that you think would make a good interview for the show you'd like me to meet like some especially tan mom I thought I thought maybe you could
do tan mom before Lisa Jordan. Yeah I I could probably um you know tan was on shulie and Tam was just on the on Tan was back last night and it was hilarious. Um I I can probably um see if I can get an interview with Tan M. But if you know if anyone has a contact with, you know, any other Wack Packers, you know, I had Wendy on the show. I
had, you know, um if anyone has a contact with any any uh celebrity, you know, like reality Nancy, um who's been with Minnie Manson. What's that noise? Are you snoring? Um yeah, if anyone know the lane thing. Okay. Anyone if anyone knows anybody? Okay. Any recommendations for for
interviews or any interesting people or any other streamer and stuff like that? They have to only be from like Altha Jordano thingy. No, no, no. They can be from they can be anybody interesting that you want to that you uh think is interesting. Oh, maybe maybe uh beta can get ps for you. Well, is not I don't know. She hasn't been around so you can do a update. You
don't know her, but that people will come gravitate to her coming on here. She's been she's been in my chat several times. I think she's a mod. She's Well, maybe you can figure it out. You know what I'm saying? Have it to where Well, you already do it to where you don't have a Streamyard link. Let her know that. You know what I'm saying? And people want to know, give, you know, an update on what's going on. You know, I have the I have I have the
link up, but it's like, yeah, for like for like Mini Manson and when I interviewed Emma and stuff like that, I just said I said, "Now, she wouldn't want nobody to come up though, you know. Maybe beat maybe beat her but she wouldn't want people coming up. So this is like really here to like explain like herself. You don't think so? You don't you don't think she'd do it? I think she would do it.
So it's so funny. This guy maybe provide the donation. Although this guy Why would I do that for all that? Tell her to come on my this guy this guy this guy this guy there there's a guy there's a guy the guy backstage it's Revler red and it says psyche you old ugly f a g o
t d e a d n i g er s um and then picture of me like I drew a picture f a g and there's like cuz I Yeah, cuz he's mad because I I kicked him off the show or something. Yeah. Um yeah, and his his screen name and he's like he's sitting there laughing like an idiot. He looks Oh yeah, he looks like a fool. And uh
Oh, I got a question. I do got a question for both of y'all. So, y'all both do know KK, right? KK official, KK Air. So, what do y'all think about her? What do y'all think, Bea? What do you think about her banning her me her members? You know, this is a this is like a, you know, big thing out here, you know, for people
that got memberships, you know, and it wasn't not only her, but her boyfriend, Blackish Cracker, you know, and it's only a thought, you know, you know. So, when you ban a member, is it like they automat? Yeah. But what happens with their membership? Like they No, they keep it. They keep it, right? But why you sitting
there, you know, they they paying, you know, for for service basically, you know, and you're you're you're some guy that you're dating don't like what the person is saying in regards to the content or or or the actual, you know, live streamer, which is KK, and they they they start to banning. You know what I'm saying? Like, so my thing is, you know, you know, more you would know,
you know, or you would fit more with this question, Psych, because you got members. Like what what do you think about that? You know, like it's only an opinion, you know, this conversation piece here. What's the question like about like what do you think about banning somebody that's paying for a service you know like timing them out and um I no I think that's at the discretion like if some if I if somebody like you know I I have a thing about the the
panel now and it's like but if someone comes on the panel they they don't respect the rules of the panel and stuff like that even if they're a member of mod I'll consider probably unmod them and then um and then you know it's at their discretion if they want to send the super chat or the cash app but it doesn't mean like you have you have cart blanch to like say anything you want and to break the rules here. You have to if you're not respectful and like you know
it's like I had so much of that yesterday, right? So hey um and HK Shay like yeah if you're gifted a membership you're you also that you're also welcome on the panel and stuff like that but if uh you know if you if you come here and I say you know I usually will give a warning like don't say this word or you know respect the gu and it's like and they just are disrespectful no matter if they pay or whatever it's like you know
you're you're basically you pay for the chance to come on the panel and I'll allow you on the panel but it's like it's my it's at my discretion to who I want to keep on the panel. Right. Okay. What about is me as a mod banning your members? Okay. Um Okay. You as a So members being banned. Well, you know, if you're if you're a member like like there's a lot of member there's a lot of gifted
memberships and stuff like that. I mean I would say you know it's like sometimes people will come a member just so they can like you know just troll or but it's gift or gift or not you're still it's still paid for you know. So even if they didn't pay for it they you know it's still paid for regardless. I if I go, okay, what what are you going to do to me if I start banning if I don't like what somebody said and I start banning
your people? True. That's true. Psyche. I know. I I I know. I don't I don't But I don't I don't I I've told the mods I was like, don't ban people. I just like time them out if they're being disrespectful and stuff in chat or they're, you know, or they're breaking the breaking the breaking the chat rules. But it's like if you're a member, it's like you I'll say if you're a member, I'll I'll consider more
strongly, you know, unblocking you or or um you know, untiming you out. If you're not a member, then it's like if you're not a member, like, you know, it's like that was a thing yesterday on the panel. Like like there was no there was nobody was like hardly anybody was a member. There was no donators. They they uh there weren't mods. And then they're like trying to take over my panel saying they own the show and all this And
it's like and then like laughing and it's like, "Oh, look. We're getting we're getting it." We know. It's like, "Oh, the show's going to crash and burn. Hooray. Hooray." And it's like they're all laughing. They're just going to like laugh like retards if anything happens. But it's like um I uh so it's like so and I have I was like okay so I'll make it I put a little payw wall um you know and that's not even like you know you
know you don't have to be a mod or a member. You can just like send a $5 super chat you know and it's like I think that I think that's just a good I just tested it out. It was it just the panel was more peaceful. Tiger Butterfly was like able to like come on and like talk and like other people that were not able to talk were able to talk. I mean I like I like Aldi. I like I like some of the other people that but then other people coming in I just don't know and
they have they have no they don't like me. They don't like the show. They want to try to hurt the show and it's like and then I'm like you know they want this car blanched. Okay. So I think we have Michael here. One second. I just make sure it's right now I just asked I know Beep Beep Beep Beep was in the Beep Beep was in uh in the in the chat, you know, that day.
beep and hammer was in the chat that day fixing it, you know, because because uh Blackish was uh her boyfriend was, you know, blocking people for no reason. That's that's what I'm saying. For no reason. You're saying if they got reason, they saying the hardy are which really you can't do that in chat, you know. Um is Michael, are you there?
Michael, is that you? Yeah. Yeah, I'm here. Yes, me. You know, you know, so so that's the that's the only thing, you know, banning people for no reason. really is no reason if you banning somebody cuz they're they're saying basic So if I go this and start banning people, Bea's definitely going to say something. She not going to let me ban for no reason. Let me but but my the thing is I'm on
the stream, you know, I'm on Streamyard and it's like I don't see the the activity in the chat like the mod activity. I don't see who timed out. So mods have to mods have to uh bring Oh, that's a problem. You gota you got to Yeah, you got to you got to get you got just sit the iPad next to you. No, my I'm using my iPad for streaming and so I have my phone, I have my cell phone and
it's like it's like it's like a little hard with a good example. Let's say Eldo doesn't like somebody in the chat and he times them out. It's personal just between them too and that person is a member. Is it discretion or is it at your discretion? I mean it's like you know
I'd say it's I have cuz I don't see things like that. I have to have other mods tell me someone that's cool the seeing the scene is one thing about people I didn't even do right but but but that was a dress and that wasn't even me that wasn't even paid members well it might have been I don't know but I'm just saying you got to think about what I'm saying y'all
over y those members can still um come on the panel and they can still um you know get access this hole and It's a it's a it's a it's a hole that I know I know but but so but I'm saying but how about those people like all the people that were were um that were hidden by that
rogue mod and stuff like that and it was like that's people like certain mods can do that through with old streams and the old chats and stuff like that and I won't have any idea so I have to check you know I have to check um often to make sure cuz I don't have anyone blocked I I I do mass unbanned all the time just unblock everybody and it's like and I tell the mods don't hide people But it's and most I never I I
don't see them really hiding people for a very long time. I see them maybe timing people out for 60 seconds at the most part. But but people tell me things. They send me stuff on Discord and stuff like that. I just can't I I let it's like I'm like, you know, I have to focus on my panel and and like reading this chat and I let my mind Yeah. So be so if you pay for a
membership over there, right? Or no here. If you pay for a membership here and you say, "Oh, Psych, can we move on to the next thing?" You know, cuz this is getting boring. And somebody times you out, you don't think you you're not going to say nothing about that. You be like, "Oh, that that's fair." No, because the reason I'm getting timed out is pretty stupid. That's what That's
what happened that night. Right. But but there's there's mods. There's real eld but he's like you but eldo you know you're on my discord and it's like you can always send a message on my discord and then and and stuff like that and let me know you got timed out. I think what he's trying to say what are the rules for even being timed out. The
rules for being timed out are are basically just doxing you know it's like any kind of doxing and putting other people's personal information there. also making making like slanderous accusations. I think like I think like slander like um you know um you know you know the PDF stuff like it's calling people that I don't like that. Yeah. Yeah. That's understandable. That's understandable. Psyche. But yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. But I'm saying you're right. Right. But but my mods is like my mods like I can't I I tell my mods that and stuff like that and it's like and I'll and I'll I'll get messages or I'll get told in the chat looks this person's blocking this person. I'll go see what that was said and stuff like that. But I usually when I look it says they were timed out for 60 seconds. I don't see people hidden.
Really? It's like the only time they were hidden is when I was not it was off the show. I was like, you know, it was off off show hours and they went to old streams and started hiding people and they hit 100 people like everybody that wasn't that wasn't modded and stuff like that. But yeah, I have I have mods to tell me. I I I don't Yeah, I know. I know. I know. It was I know. It was just a question, you know, cuz
it's it's good to talk about stuff like this cuz, you know, we we all join each other panels, you know, for the most part. So, this is something that happened and you're you got subscriptions, you know, you got memberships. So, it's good. Yeah. And I I've I've had membership. I've had a membership on channels and gotten hidden by mods and I you know, it's like um you know, they every channel can make their own rules about that, I suppose. I'm just saying on my channel, it's like
it's not it's not me hiding people. I don't hide anybody. I I keep on blocking everyone. I tell the mods just time out for 60 seconds if it or or like you know or maybe more if it's like a serious you know like a doxing thing and stuff like that uh at their discretion you know you can always contact me um anybody if you feel like you were blocked because I've had people that's what how the other day like when that happened I had people
contacting me and I went and I went and checked and I but if you're timed out I can't um I have to be in like a live chat to like rettime you out for 10 seconds as opposed to like 86,000 seconds but there's never going to be more in the 24 24-hour timeout. Right. Right. Okay. And I've been asking this question already on panels. So, you're
not is it me trying to get KK to come up here? None of that. You know, it's like with on Emma's, you know, I was I was I was Emma's like I was the first member on Emma's and I I donate I uh I had more readings than probably anybody in the chat. I was her mom. She got you for no reason. She got you for no reason. She got she got you up out of there for no reason, right? For like for saying, "Oh, I love you." or something
like that and and then then like and so people have their but she that's her show so she can she has her discretion to do that but I you know I was a member I I I have donated a lot to her and it's like I you know I that's why I might get offended by you know it's it hurts when you're you know I don't like being um hit I've been hidden in so many chats guys like so many tarot chats and I've been hidden so many times by by mods and
not the host doesn't know and there's no way to contact the host for no reason. Yeah for no reason. Absolutely no reason. That's what I'm trying to say. That's all I'm saying. I know get them mad and all this, but unfortunately, this is a topic right now going on just like the break off. The the the time out is another
thing. What's up, Paige? Yeah, Paige. Have a good day, Paige. Paige, if you want to come up, Paige, the the panels should be better, Paige. You know, because I have like now I have new rules for the panels and it's like working out a lot better. It's like a lot. And I still That's why I ain't really been up, you know, cuz I UPG 13. I'm rated R. You hear me? Well, I know I like I like to
go hard. You know what I'm saying? I'm not going to up your live tonight. I just I'm not going to stir up tonight. I'm just going to lay back on and chat, you know, listen or something. You know what I mean? Cuz you know me, Psych. I like to go crazy. I like I like I like to rated our streams. I mean, it's like like my streams are rated R because a PG-13 movie you can say the f word like, you know, one or
two times and you can say shiit and See, I don't do that. I don't really do that though. You know what I'm saying? And then you're you're you're poor bombing if you're rated X. You know what I mean? I hate that That's like it all. Yeah. But rated R you can you can show you can show a little bit of nudity in rated R movies. It's like and so it's like I can't I don't I can't show any n it's just against toos to
show like explicit nudity and then uh but but the language pretty much I I let I let all the I let everyone say everything they want you know language wise but I just like I don't like there's like certain hate speech and stuff like that or or you know hate like racist terms and everything and there can you find like a list of things like that is against us like
somebody you know just go ahead and get somebody to do that you know that way you But I I have I have I have it basically says hate speech. It's like hate speech and things and and and uh and hate speech is like um vague because there are different words to hate speech, right? And there's different but there's different interpretations and stuff like that. But it's like it's basically you know it's basically just explicit explicit hate speech and like
you know what people you know what people get hit for though, Psyche, what you know what they get hit for when they lose monetization is when they play other people clips. That's the big one. Well, that yeah, that's why that's why content. Yeah, that's why I'm careful. And also, now YouTube has the AI that that will automatically notify when
it'll tell you who's using your and you can hit them. Yeah, you can hit. So, that's why that's why that's why I avoid I mean, it's like, you know, I I I know like I know like Alisa would like Alisa and I like I have a relationship with a content creator and stuff like that. That's why I have to have a relationship with the content creator if I if I was going to share their clip cuz at least never mind if I played her music or she
never minded if I if I showed like Yeah, but you still got to be careful because you know what? One day they can you can have a fallout like like the Emperor situation and they can go back to one of your old clip videos on membership and clap you like that. You know what I mean? Make sure you do all your lives when you start them. You got to do D.
You don't do it. Beth even told you you got to do DVR or whatever. No DVR, whatever it's called, because it helps if something gets done like an a porn bomb, they can't go back. They can't or or if one of your friends mess up and show their face, they can't go back unless they already been recording. You know what I'm saying? So, the best thing for, you know, to do is a DVR. I'm
surprised you haven't done it. I also think like um if you want to get one of those nights where you just feel like you know everything is out of control like do it on your secondary channel you know right um you got a second channel yeah I have a backup channel yeah psych psyche awakens without the trets psyche awakens it's I
think it's awaken awaken put it in there actually would be somebody drop if they can if somebody can do that uh sassy you know top mod that's top mod right Yeah. Yeah. It's it's it's if you if you type in the if you type in the search bar awakening psyche, I think that's the backup that's a backup channel, too. Awakening psyche.
Yeah. But uh how many how many subs you got on there? Over a hundred. I mean, that was like I just used that. Come on. You got to share it every live, man. You got You know what you got to do, Psyche? You got to connect them. You see mine? Have you ever clicked on my channel? Right. You see both my channels right there. You see, you see you see my affiliate. I can put it into my I could
also I could also stream on both on my stream here. I I could like I could have like I could double stream. Yeah. But I just don't do that, you know, because um I I just want to like just have that backup channel just in case I I need it. But also I can put in my community wall like when I if you know if you know I'll I'll post it again. My community it's actually on my community wall. So I my
backup channel if you can't find if you guys can't find it. It's it's uh on my community wall. I have it post a couple posts where I post the backup. Sucky, I got to go, but love you, buddy. All right. Okay, dude. Have a good day. Thanks, Michael. Okay. He love you. He love you. See you what I'm saying. He loves boat, man. How's everyone doing in chat? Oh, thank you. Oh, yeah. But you gota, you know,
people trying to help, so you got to go. You know what I'm saying? Do you see Do you see Do you see this? Hold on. What is that? Heard me? What the How the What the Oh, person's my You don't do commands for me. Oh, person. I know. Person be controlling that nightb somehow. I don't know what the you
doing. Person can hack my nightbot. But yeah, the nightbot has it, guys. Yeah. Thank you, person. Person. Yeah. Oh, okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Person cool. Person cool. But uh very cool. Well, I'm saying yeah, you got to
take these suggestions, you know, and you got to do it early because you want to try to, you know, make sure your your membership lasts, you know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. But it's like I don't think I can. Yeah. Well, yeah. That's why that's being very That's being careful. But that's also why look at that. What you think? What you think about the DVR thing, VA? The
you be doing. I don't know. cuz um for me it's a different channel. It's Go ahead, sweetheart. Go. I like I like to be I like to be rereamed and stuff like that and I like people to like I like to be clipped and like I mean I don't mind how people people like clip me. They still clip you with DVR. Yeah. They can still clip you but I get what you're saying. Just it's good if you don't if you want
to try to avoid getting some type of strike or or this that. You know what I'm saying? That's that's how you prevent it. You know most times if you don't have DVR or whatever. I only do DVR like now. In the future, I might not because I'm trying to figure out and I know that I'm at risk, you know? I'm at risk of getting formul especially when I drink. I don't have much control.
That's why you should have BBR or So, someone asked how much I'm sorry. Sorry. Go. No, go ahead. No, go ahead. You guys, but um I not I don't always do DBR. I just do it, you know, when I'm drink. Someone asked, "How much do I donate to Alisa?" Okay. So on Lisa's show, it's not it's like you donate through TTS, but and it's sometimes I will like if I need to get a
private message to her, I will or an important message and stuff like that, I'll let her know on Dis. But um but you but it's actually it's an exchange for playing a song. And so it's like it's actually like a cool thing where you can like she'll play she'll play your like a minute a minute 40 seconds of any song like anything any YouTube clip, any song or anything. And so maybe like maybe like every couple weeks I'll donate $5
or something like that. So, it's not like a huge amount, you know. Um, but I do like to sometimes have a song play and stuff like that and like show her some love sometimes or get a also you can like interact with the guests and stuff like that because the guests can't really read sometimes they can't read the chat and so but also you can also you can call into our show for free and stuff like that. So, you know, I'm not like you know just like with Benny I
would donate maybe like a dollar, $2, $3 occasionally and like have you have to have your message played. So, it's like not Yeah. So that yeah that that's it. Um I just wanted to answer that because you be on here 247. So you you said you a dealer, right? You be dealing dealing dealing what? Outside the crib. You be dealing that pot marijuana, man.
No, no, no. I don't I don't deal weed. I don't do weed. Okay. What? You get allowance from Vito? What the going on? You know what? I wish I could get you. I have I I have I have some I have some patrons and I'm just I'll just say I'm blessed, you know? I'm just a blessed person and I'm like okay like I thought maybe you you might
be working a blade with training diamond. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. He wakes up every morning like um when he goes when he says beta or anybody else I'll be back. Like he actually goes to his tricks really quick and comes right back. I'm just saying child. I'm just saying no hard lemonade instead of my Look, I'm
the number one donate over here. You feel me? I'm just saying though, you mean? Ain't nobody top donate out. I know. That was really nice of you. Oh, yeah. And he took my wrench. He thought I was the one tapping people. No, I took I took everyone's. I took everyone's and then I started remoding people.
There it is. Key word right there. Remod people wrenches. I'm like I thought nobody had them wrenches. Last night, um, a couple people donated five memberships. I think Alex did. Oh, that's nice. That's nice. Yeah. So, I think like there was like probably I'm sure you hit the hundo. You hit the hundo. I'm sure you hit the hundo. You got to be a hundo or more to get the uh the money. Yeah. I already I saw I
saw last night I already have. Yeah. Let's get to 20,000. They take 30. How much? They take 30%. Yeah. But it's al also but also you know it is like you know it is easier to sometimes for people to donate here and it's also like you know you can also price price the membership at whatever you want and and you can customize it however you want and so it's like you know so basically I
got three out of three out of the $5. Um, and then it's like, but also it's like a lot of people are are on, you know, the auto bill and stuff like that. For the for the gifted memberships, they have to renew it themselves and stuff like that. But I think that I have a good like a good amount of content and a good amount of plus with the uh with the tarot reading. I'll do like I'll do like a like like a longer tarot reading for
like like a guy came last night and he donated $5 and I let him on the let him on the panel and he's he's like, "Well, I came here kind of as a troll, but he's like, "But you do tarot." And I and he's like, "Can I" and then I did a reading for him. He's like, "Okay, that was totally worth $5." So I I mean I was charging $25 on my Etsy store for like, you know, for a reading and stuff like that. And so I think it's a pretty damn
good deal, you know. It's I think it's very reasonable price. So I kind of think it's like I have a good uh I have a good value for the membership, right? All right. All right. Yeah. Yeah. Person um disabled the caps filter because Yeah. It's fine if you type caps. I don't I don't really care if you type all caps or use emojis. Um the night
sometimes was Wow. Did Kate try to come up here earlier? Um no, she never did. Oh, because I just seen Barry's donation from earlier said to let Kate up like Kate I don't think Kate I don't see why Kate wouldn't come up and just express herself. But she was in chat she was in she was in chat talking Yeah. Yeah. She she definitely
don't like you. I tell you that right man. I snitch. You know what I'm saying? Don't Don't be fooled. She definitely don't like you. You know what I mean? Aldi's over in Al right now. Just it is what it is, man. Agie over here. You know over here Yeah. He didn't he didn't he didn't do
that, but he might like he did keep dropping the hard and plus he called like Yeah. and he was calling um tiger butterfly a wh h o r e and you know and all and and it's like you know being you know being really disrespectful to people and like you know just like screaming and stuff like that and so then but then it was really funny like last night I was like with Sig and an
Aldi when they tried to come on the panel after I set my new rule I was like I was like are you a member a mod or have you donated a $5 super chat or cash app and then they both just immediately left and they you know so it's Yeah, like before they would just sit backstage for like all the time, but it's like as soon as I mentioned like five $5 that they disappear, right? And
so it's like Yeah. So is that that any kind of support? I mean it's like $5 to be to be able to go on the panel any any day. I I do a lot of panels and stuff like that. It's like if you're a panelist and stuff like that, that's a it's pretty good deal. But uh you know, but you have to behave yourself on the panel and it's like and he he wasn't I get your chances. And so now I have a reason I can say okay well you're not a
mod. You're not a member. You're not a donator. So why am I why am I having you on my panel to come ruin the ruin the vibe and and like overt talk everybody. Are you under the sea? You're under the sea. Eldo. You driving around. What's the Oh, you can hear something. I can hear I can hear it. Sounds like you're under the sea. But it's just push. It says share your referral link.
I put that and it it just came up with this thingy. It says new to streaming or looking to level up. Check it out. Streaming. What the is this? Yeah. Oh yeah. mine too. Yeah, it said that on mine too. So I guess you could just Streamyard's been updated. What is that? Is that Yeah, that's um Streamyard. It's okay. So on Streamyard
you can be an affiliate. Okay. Okay, cool. As long as it's Yeah. And so you know if you sign up for StreamYard and then um through that I mean if you sign up for Streamyard it's free and everything. You sign up through that link but if you end up upgrading then I think I get $10 to $25 or something like or I'm not sure. I think $25 in credit a month. So that that would be awesome if I have like um 10 sign or like 70
clicks, 10 signups and if but if any one of those signups um gets a you know a premium membership and like if they spend $25 I think I get 10 or $25 and credit credit for Streamyard. So then that would help to pay for the StreamYard because I do pay like 4045 a month for it. So uh I I would you know I don't know if Alisa wants me to share her stream and
stuff like that. I I I will you know you guys can go be careful with that you know be careful with that used to be cheap. Yeah. Oh yeah. And it's expensive actually. It's like and also like if I cancel if I cancel Streamyard which I I did like for a couple days um just because I you know so I could like you know so I would I I wanted to pay a certain day. Um it will
like offer you like six months at like 30% off or something like that. So I could probably get it for like $30 a month, but I'd have to pay for like the six that's six months. So 369 125 15. So I'd have to pay like $180. But that would be at once. Yeah. But but that's because you you pay for six months. Yeah. That's the that's the deal they But it's so so it's but it's still like
$15 a month cheaper. ain't Yeah. Yeah. I used to do affiliate marketing. I did internet marketing and stuff like that. And uh you know I I I was kind of successful in a couple a couple of those things. But um um yeah, but it's like uh Streamyard all the link this also the Streamyard link is posted in every description of every every uh
show description, they automatically put that Streamyard link in there. And uh Streamyard's really fun, guys. And it's like I would recommend any like any streamer that's that is just doing lives and wants to do open panels, you know, I know um you for the free version, you can you said there's still a lot of there's still a lot of benefits on it. You you can have have six panels. The
only the only thing about it though is like you can do 20 hours a month of streaming, you know, for free uh through Streamyard. And so it's like, you know, I I can do like 20 hours in a couple days, you know. So um so it's really worth it for me to have the have the updated and stuff. And also I'm able to like upload like the the the videos like
so I can play my Can I say something like um to Holden in the chat? Um I'm definitely not cheap. I donate a lot more to people than um that I could like not afford to get premium. My reasoning for pre not having premium is I'm not going to be monetized even like I can't
even apply till May second. One two I've always said it I cannot handle more than six people on my panel. it gets too crazy and loud. Like for me, it goes, you know, and I only stream maybe once once a week, twice if I, you know, go really wild. So, it's like I have my own reasoning for that. That's why I haven't
gotten premium yet. And, you know, Psyche always told me like he's like a sweetheart. He's like, "You could always use mine." But, it's like I literally don't want it because I don't want to have the six people up there like more than six. I can't. I have ADHD. Yeah, He-Man. And He-Man, you said you heard many streamers get hit in shock with streamer's price. Yeah. Because
when I um I I sign I signed up for like a seven-day trial and then I got like a hundred or like a like a $90 charge and I was like, "Oh, that's for like that's a pretty good deal. A year of Streamyard for like $90. That's a monthly that that's what it costs monthly for the for the most for the highest tier for the highest thing on Stream. The premium I I
have like the I just have the basic the basic upgrade. It was like 45 which is like and it's like um but it's still it's expensive but I think it's uh you know it's like stream is super easy to use. It's really like and then it's like I love being able to put comments on the screen. I love having be being able to put people on the panel like have a banner have my own logo on it and stuff like that. So it's worth it to me and
stuff like that. But yeah the the free version is is very good too especially for people that don't that don't want to stream as much and it's like there are ways around the 20our thing. you can just you can you can you can like cancel cancel it and then like re resign up and then it's like you'll have the 20 hours again. So yeah, so I mean whatever whatever works for people. It's like you know I just have my own you know I just want my like I want to be able to have
the my banner going and my logo up there and stuff like that. And u also um um Sask is working on a new logo for me and also he's going to be helping me with the emojis and the and the members the stars so they'll be more personalized. It's like we're still working on that right now. So, and uh but I really appreciate that too. Yeah. There's also there's also stream there's also open-
source um versions of the streaming software that like that streamer uses open source, but the open source it's not it's not going to be as easy to use as streamer. It's not going to be this is very user friendly and so it just makes it's just easier for me and especially on the on this tablet makes it so easy to use and stuff like that. Alisa's live driving and reading chat. Yeah, I yeah, I'm going to check out Alisa today after I I go off. I'll
probably call in to her tonight, too. Um, and I I I'll always like, you know, guys, you know, just Alisa Jordana, you can go. She's live right now. You know, you can check her her out. You can say hi for me. She always says hi to me. She always is kind, gracious, and uh and she's very funny. And she had tan mom on yesterday. Tan mom was just plastered. Um, you know, and she was like, she's like, "Let's go dance." Tan
mom always wants to go home and like after 10 minutes. But Tan was in a good mood yesterday. She was singing and she was like, she was like, "I love you, Alisa." She's giving her hugs, but then everything everything always turns. Yo, be the New Jersey courts is covering Kate the Turtles criminal record. Oh damn. Well, you know, it's like, you know, not
now, but yeah, that's wild. What is it like? I don't even for the cigarette thingy. I don't know. I don't know. I have no idea. See, that's the thing is like a lot of people like judge me, but I thankfully I've never had any criminal charge. I'm not judging people that have, but you
know, you can't be talking about people and how disgusting and how weird and deviant they are when you breaking the law. Breaking the law. That's Wow, bro. And she gave him a lot of info, like, you know, a lot of like documents. And now he about to do her dirty. I don't I don't see I don't like
that either. I don't like anybody um being put on blast like that, you know. Um honestly, like even her that hates my guts. Like I really don't like that. It's it it it's kind of anxiety causing, you know, and I'm sorry HK about Sweet Pea like and it's like Sweet Pea and I are still communicating. She was like, she was I think she was upset because I
I uh I I had modded everybody, you know, but uh but I I told her I was like, "Come back and I'll make you I'll I'll remod you and stuff like that." And it was like I'm sorry. I don't always see the on the chat. Oh, peace. Sweet. Yeah, He-Man's cool, but sweet. He's talking about sweet. I love her. Yeah, she's But she she's she come up anymore though. She had her feelings hurt because I
guess someone in the chat was trolling her or then and then like I unmodded her and because I unmoded everybody that was a standard mod but I but I but I text her with her and stuff like that and I said I said oh yeah I'll remod you back right I ended during my peak I think that's cuz tiger that's cuz uh flirting diamond she showed her nipple so I had to I had to end the stream plus uh plus
the when I had that crazy panel going on and I had the new idea of like how to restart the panel and because of Oh yeah I think it was because of clumsy was putting his putting up his uh like his neck like in a noose and I don't know if that was I just because I just know I was I was gore gore bombed. I don't I don't know if it's that like YouTube like that wants to have like people like having a noose around their neck you
know pretending to hang themselves and stuff like that. So um yeah Jonathan you slow you my bad. I don't remember. No, no. I I mean the only reason I would end the stream at at the peak like that is that um that something happened I didn't like and like I think that that I didn't like the hanging hanging thing where he was
like pretending he was hanging and then um and then I didn't like well I FY Diamond didn't mean to but she just she showed her nipple and stuff like that. So Alexander I know Alexander Alexander talks a lot of like he's not he's not he's a good guy. He he's a he's also like he donated five memberships last night or maybe even more. And uh and and
uh and donated and stuff like that. And uh he's on he has he's on my side. He's he's like uh he's he does have my back. He's just like, you know, he's a little bit of a loud mouth loud mouth sometimes, but uh and does like talk a lot of but I I I got him I get him in line when I can, you know. So yeah. Diamonds. I said Diamonds Hershey kisses her like little like chocolate pancakes.
Little or little or chocolate. Yeah. I was like, "Your I was like I saw some I saw I saw a brown silver dollar or something like that." I forgot what I said, but she was like, she's like, "It's not brown, it's purple." Yeah, the stream from last night was horrible because the panel was just out of control and it's like I couldn't even get in half the time.
Right. So guys, but uh also if you want to like um submit um my show to IP2, even though people keep keep saying, "Oh, don't do it or like you they don't think I'm I'm I'm right for it or whatever." I think I would fit in there kind of. Okay. So, I would not
mind being listed on them. I I am doing more IRL. I my cameras my my uh data is working now on my phone. So, I'll be going to the pier and talking to people and uh and doing some more IRL kind of stuff. Okay. Yeah. Elder's dropped up. I I see he's posting other places. So, yeah, I'm doing guys. I'm doing my best. It's like I'm still, you know, I'm still
learning. I've just been doing the the open panels for like uh probably three months now and uh you know I I am getting more better at it and everything. Did I try to add myself? Yeah, I've submitted my name before there and it's like you know but it's like it was when I was not as big and stuff like that. So maybe I'll try again. But uh there's more IRL content,
not panels. Yeah, I know there's I know there's more IRL content. Um but I I'm I'm doing IRL content now. Um I I know Benny really wasn't doing much IRL. was just basically what I'm like he was doing even like Benny would like Benny sometimes just sits and watches TV on his stream like and they just space streaming and stuff like that and he's on IP2 I know he was on like like the RV
and stuff I I I'm still trying to like you know I want to go stream with Alisa I in Florida I want to stream with Beta I want to stream with Scribbles if I can and I want to like uh I was talking to people last night think oh yeah let's uh let's get together and we're we're planning on we're planning a trip to San Diego or this and that and stuff like that. And I would love to like, you know, go hang out and do streaming with
people if you're if you're down like you know, also you can come out here to to Redondo and uh hang out with me for the day and stuff like that. Um, and we can go to the pier. We can go to the beach. We can, you know, and like and just uh do IRL streaming and talk to people and uh and party and stuff like that, you know. I would love to do that. if you guys are interested in hanging out with
me and it's like, you know, I know you and you're a fan of the show and stuff like that, I'd love I'd love to hang out with you guys. Okay, so um yeah, but VA and I bet we beat and I one day we want to like do this like masquerade ball. We want to rent out either like a house or like some kind of like, you know, some some like a hall or something like that and invite people from all over like
YouTube and like IRL people and and fans. Let's do the Santa Monica pier first. Yeah. Oh yeah, let's do that. A couple other streamers and hang out there. Yeah, I'd love to do that. Yeah, in in a year from now for like when he has we he gets like I don't know how many subscriber we're going to like uh rent this like ballroom like maybe at the Hilton or something. I don't know
somewhere like nice. I we'll find somewhere. It's kind of like you know maybe at least four stars. Yeah, we all have to dress like um in black. We can have Yeah, we can have black or we can do we can do a masquerade kind of ball or something like that. Black and red. Yeah, we'll just be like now and it's like you know
what and then it's like can come with his mask there might be. Yeah. And then people and then everybody can come in and like we can also like sell sell tickets if other people want to come and stuff like that. And uh and then it will that we'll pay for everything basically. People can fly out. I mean it'll be it'll be fun. it'll be but I'm thinking like you know I'm I'm planning on this
this channel being even more successful. I'm just at the beginning stages. I'm just at the very beginning, right? I just started like six months ago and I just have been doing panels for a couple months and I'm just starting to do the IRL a little bit. But I I think I I think uh you know you know I think we can be very successful. I think we have this is an untapped resource with the open panels and people that do
panels. There's not too many panels, people that do panels really. And it's like I was I was already setard says I'm in like the top percent of people of like people like the hours for streaming on StreamYard and stuff like that. So, um yeah, we're just getting started. It's going to get better and better. Eyes wide. Eyes wide. Yeah, we're doing an eyes wide shut party. Eyes wide shut. That'd be awesome. You know, we're going
to have like, you know, we're just be naked in masks. We're going to have a a a Diddy oil sleep slip and slide or Zy oil slip and slide. We're going to have a a live freak off. Um we're going to have a wet t-shirt contest. We're we're you know we're we'll have we'll be eating sushi off of naked bodies and male strippers and female strippers.
We're going to have freak a freakoff ball. Yeah. Are you guys down for that? Yeah, let's just like let's put it in the ether like you know we'll eventually do do what is that guy Mini Manson gonna be like the man is he please don't make him we can't we need to dance a little bit you know I mean know maybe like let him play one or two songs you know oh
yeah mini man can play some songs perform and stuff like that can play the banjo everybody will just run out like it'll be on YouTube it'll be streamed on YouTube but it will be in person it'll be it'll be it'll be in person, but it will be streamed on YouTube and everybody can stream on on their own streams and stuff like that. Yeah. Everybody can have a uh whole what do
you call it? Selfie sticks in their hand. Be walking around with selfie sticks and masks and stuff like that. It's going to be a really really fun Yeah. I would love to not open bar. Cash bar only. You don't want No, we don't want too many drunks. It's got to be cash bar. Yeah. You can you can sneak in your own bottle of bottle or bottles if you want probably, you know, or or other
other party favors, right? Um yeah. Yeah. I mean, Cyrax is like I'm not like it's not it's not like I really like oh I want to get Cyrax on my show like get Cyrax over here. It's like I said, oh, if he was to come in uh and want to join the panel one day, I would like I would interview I don't I wouldn't might interview him and stuff something like that. But it's not it's not like something I'm really pursuing
like it's not like oh I want him on my show and stuff like that, you know, but he is a controversial figure and he's like he is a I guess a popular streamer in some regards and stuff like that. So I don't mind. I've seen streamer parties before where was just streamers starting pointing their cams at other streamers. Yeah, maybe. But it's like maybe we could have like an RV kind of thing like like almost like the RV vibe where it's
like you know we're not just pointing I have a better idea. No cameras allowed except for the c like like the cameras that are all over the whole uh room different angles. Yeah. Anyways, we're just playing around in our heads. We're just having little This is like these are ideas. These are these are like um Why would I want Okay, so Okay, he's
okay. Why would I want him here? I'm saying if he was to come on, I don't mind interviewing controversial people and I would I would I would ask him about some of those things and so probably probably wouldn't even want to come on in the first place, but um yeah, I mean I say I I I I don't guys I don't like Cyrex. I don't it's like I I like I think he's pretty pretty disgusting and and and revolting and and all these
things. I heard I heard he made out with his girlfriend and she vomited and stuff like that and he and I but also like you know and Mart Marty would troll him and stuff like that. So, it's like, you know, maybe I would troll him a little bit. Who knows? But it's like it's not like because I would not like roll out the red carpet for I wouldn't do that. I wouldn't think that would be the greatest idea. You're gonna get I don't know. I
Yeah, honestly, I can't I don't want to be like an but I can't even look at him. I know. I can't either. I mean, it's like it's it's difficult to look, but it's like I But really, I don't I don't mind interviewing almost anybody, you know, and it's like, you know, it's like so but it's not something I'm pursuing. I just said, you know, I would you want questions to ask. You want to ask question? I'll ask
questions. I would talk to any I'll talk to anybody. You know, it's like, you know, I I've had I've had very hostile people I've I've had on and talked to. But some people want attention. So, you're giving attention to like some You don't want to regard it. Regard it. Did I just say Did I just say I'm Marty? Did I just say, you know, I'm I'm saying, you know, Marty was a troll of Cyrax.
And it's like maybe I control Cyrax a little bit. Um not but I'm not saying I'm Marty and it's like or I'm not saying I'm not saying I'm Howard Stern. You know, people are saying, "Oh, you're not this, you're not that." No, I'm myself. I'm I'm a unique person. But I like some, you know, we all we all are influenced by by other other people and like you know um you know inspired
by other people and so I'm saying these people are some some of these like you know some of these people are my inspirations like Howard Stern and things like that but I'm not saying I'm Howard Stern of course you know it's like Howard Stern's Howard Stern. I'm I'm just psyche awakens. I know I'm just like a little fish in a big pond and stuff like that, but for for for someone for someone that started um six months ago with a with a little tarot channel
with and cats and stuff like that and it's just like I think I'm not I'm not doing bad. I think I think I like I'm going on my I'm uh I know he's Marty's cow. Yeah. But I'm going on my own my own pace and stuff like that. And it's like, you know, it's takes time to grow your channel. It takes time to build your audience. But I think I'm doing okay. Okay, I'm I'm having a I'm having
a good time. Try King Cobra. Just Oh, yeah. King Cobra. So, but if somebody So, but guys, if you know if you know these people, if you know some other streamers, if you're in their chats and stuff like that, you can let them know, hey, check out like check out this channel, like, you know, and he wants he'd like to interview you. He'd like to he'll he likes to talk to you. He has a he has an interesting following. He has
an interesting show. He'll do a free tarot reading for you. He'll treat you well. He'll treat you respect. He'll promote the interview. you can let them know um if you know if you're on other channels that you think that would be a good match even other tarot readers I mean it's like any other any other streamer you just like I love I want to like bring it be a community connecting people you know it's like I Mini Manson had a really good time here like a really good time thought that that I was
I was respectful and it was fun and then Mini Manson will be back and he comes in the he comes in the chat and and u and says he can't wait to come back on and he's very very kind I made a new friend you know and I like making new friends and I'm I will promote these people. I will promote people. Um I'll be professional about it. I will be
respectful. Um I will do good interview. You know I'll Can you join love Paige? Come up. Come on up Paige if you can. I want to talk to you for a little bit cuz my thing about him is that that interview will bring a lot of like different um weird crowds here. Yeah. And um sometimes you don't want to be aligned with certain people based on,
you know, their history. I know that from experience cuz I wasn't very aware of certain people. I let on my panel and it definitely did backfire on me. I was trying to figure things out and be, you know, objective. Yeah. But um you know, I should have taken the red flags of it's like it's like Howard Stern would have Daniel Carver on who's like who's
like in the cake the cake, you know, the K cake, you know, right? And so he would have him on and and Daniel Carver would be saying the n-word and stuff like that. But Howard and Howard thought he, you know, Howard's Jewish, you know, and it's like, and Daniel Carver's like, you know, hates gays and Jews and stuff like that, but Howard's willing to talk to even somebody that hates him and stuff like that because it's like maybe it
will be um thoughtprovoking or um entertaining and stuff like that for the audience. And so I'm kind of like at that. And so I don't mind having different kind I don't mind having kind of wackos or different people on but it's like you know I think it was so funny though you should have seen last night on beta like when like like Sig was backstage and you know Sig Sig will
sit there for like hours if I don't bring him on. He'll sit back there for hours but last night I was like okay I was like sig are are you a member a mod or or have donated $5 and he just left. This disappeared immediately right. It's like, okay, well, it's like, okay, good. Ask them about Alexandra NYPD.
Ask me. So, there's like several people like have left. Uh, mostly women that have left. Is it Hey, Paige. Hey, beautiful. I I I talked to I've I've tal I talked to him. I I talked to him. I I yelled at him a little bit. I said I said I'm going to spank his ass and like, you know, loop him up and put him in the green room and stuff like that.
He he knows I I I say it's my show and it's like I said you're just you're you're the security guard. Um you could be the security guard but I'm the C I'm the CEO of this channel. And so hey Paige so I have like a new thing where it's like to be a to be on the panel you have to be a member a mod or or um I've
donated a super the $5 super chat or a cash app. And so the panel's like been a lot friendlier this and it's like because all the people that were most people that were here were not not even a member maybe probably not even subscriber and so no I'm just saying of course of course you know you're a model you know you're not saying that you know I'm asking something from you or
something I'm just saying no I know I know hey hey I'm just going in to get my tires retorx because I had them rotated the other day so I will call you as soon as I'm out here but you guys asked me to come up and I just Wanted to tell you I love you, but you'll be back if you're going to be on for a little bit. This is just going to take a little bit. Okay, sweetie. Love you, Paige. You look so
cute and I love your glasses. Also, person, guess what? No hair. Oh, she got some wax. She got waxed, guys. That's where that's where she was. She was getting her armpits waxed and stuff. Getting some stuff done. Okay, I love you. I'll call you guys back. Love you. I'll see you soon. Okay, love you. Bye. Bye. Bye, Paige. Um, yeah. and HK. Yeah, I know the way to get interviews is by
going in their chat and starting a relationship with them. I know I know that and I do that and I ask people to come to the show that I'm in their chats. I'm not going to as many chats as I was going on and and that you know, but um I'm saying if there's somebody that you know and I may not know and you're like, "Oh, this guy would like psych or this guy would like like they would would like their cards or this was
an interesting streamer that you have a relationship with." you can let them know I or or let me know to go to their channel and stuff like that. I'm not saying like oh you know do all the work for me. I'm saying um if you if you're friends with like Reality Nancy was friends with Mini Manson and stuff and like DJ Electra was friends with with Wendy and stuff like that and so they were able to like send a message to them
and say hey come and also Beta was friends with Jadis right or Ba's friends with Jadis and so Jadis came on and so that's what I'm saying. I'm saying if you know somebody interesting that you think that I might vibe with or like that would be interesting on the show, especially if they would they're into tarot or they want their tarot cards read or they're in the IP2 community and
things. I've invited Saint over and I know um Oliver Jabron invited Saint on. I think Saint will be here soon. Like not I don't know not not probably not today but you know I'll keep going over there and asking him and stuff like that. Right. I know how to get interviews. Um, but um, I do need I would like I would like help, you know, I'd like help from you guys. if you have a relationship with an
a streamer or something like that or a notable streamer or just someone interesting, you know, yesterday I had um the uh the Big Lemon come on, this guy named Big There's this British guys that came on um Big Lemon and I forgot the other guy's name, but they came on and they were like they were like they have their own podcast and they're really funny and it was like really like a pretty professional interview. It's like, yeah, I'm willing. I would love to
have these people on, you know. And also, I will say also like if you do want to like have somebody on the panel and stuff like that and they're not necessarily a member or a mod or something like that and but you'd like them to have some some air time and stuff like that, you know, you can um you can donate for them and like let you know if you if you'd like to. I've seen that happen on other channels and stuff like that. So, you know, I'm just trying
different things. I you know, I hope uh I hope I hope you know and maybe things will work, maybe they won't. But yeah, it's called it's networking, right? S and I would have a good conversation. I I like I like Saints show. Satan's sober right now. Um Yeah. So yeah, do you want to do you want to go to um I'll send if you want to go to Alisa's right now. Let's go see all these areas. If you
want to go watch Alisa, I just wanted to come up for a little bit. I don't know if you'll still be on the panel, but I'll jump back on. I just wanted to like just come and say hi. Hi. Okay. Well, I'll post I'll Thank you so much. I'll post uh I'll post Alisa's link and if you guys can go from here when I end I'll post Alisa's live stream and then
say um say hi say hi to me in the chat and say hi from Psyche's channel. Okay. And even if you just come say hi real quick. I love you beta. I'll talk to you soon. Okay. I'll post her link right now and then let's go over there and say hi from Psyche's channel. We're here from Psyches and stuff like that and like and I'll say hi to you there. Okay. Hold on one second.
So, I'm not sure where you guys are. I'm not sure what you He's talking about Aldi's in her is Aldi. So, Aldi's just sitting in the chat. I'm not sure, but she's in the chat with some She's in the car with some unusual looking guy. Okay, so guys, let's go over there and say hi from Psyche. Okay, Psyche's channel. We're here from Psyche's channel. There's her live. Okay. She's on live right now. She's sitting in her car. Um
she has I think Rob and Christie with her. So they they should like shout out to us and um I'll see you there. Okay. And I'll be back um tonight. Okay. We're going to have a lot more fun. We're going to hang out more. Um probably be back on maybe five or six. But let's go over there and say hi to me in the chat. Say hi to Alisa and send send and send
be please be respectful and send send a lot of love. Okay. So there's the link. She's sitting next. Oh, as Aldi Y 1K. Okay. Is that the same Aldi that was on my show? Is a different Aldi? That's the same. I don't That's not Aldi, is it? Okay. I don't know. I'll figure it out. Okay. I'll figure it out.
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