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So I guess Donald or you know pre I won't say I think I think it says transgender members of the military are all fired now executive order kind of sad man's cooking he's cooking me
okay but I guess but it's like funny because everyone here that was like you know against me they can go in there right they can go in there and cook We can have different opinions about it. We get I mean people are allowed to have different opinions. I people Barbara Walters I know I'm not Barbara Walters. Okay. I know I'm not Howard Stern, but
they can um they can talk to Charles Manson. They can inter ask him questions. It's like it's like interview. It's not like oh I you know I love you like you know I'm not I'm just I'm basically kept it very professional and just letting them either dig their own grave or or you know or redeem themselves. one or the other will happen probably. Some people have different
opinions, right? Yeah, I restarted. I I just didn't like the um how he said that that last thing. Plus, it was a little bit too controversial. I think that that stream is one for the one for the archives, but it's already being replayed on Sam Man's. But you know, all I can do is I just sit here
doing a show. I'm just letting people on the panel, letting football, you know, I I kind of like feel bad not I even let Sig back on panel. He's warm bomb me. He's, you know, endbomb me. He's, you know, I'd let him back on and it's like, do I like him? No, but it's like it'd be interesting content occasionally. Sometimes the people in chat like him, not necessarily. But, you know, can some people get a kick out of him, some people don't. It's kind of like
interesting just having different people, you know. So, I'm not going to, you know, Jesus Jesus was um smear campaigned, slandered crucified right? Okay. Let's try to make Let's try to keep this clean. You know what I'm saying? Let's
try to keep this clean out here. Yeah. You all right? You good? I'm good. I'm good. I just Yeah, that kind of like, you know, I had to warn that guy. I like that guy. He's a good-looking guy, you know, but it's like um he um he keeps say dropping the hard R and stuff and I just didn't like how he said what he said. So, um
yeah. So, but before you ended, I I thought I misunderstood you cuz you saying like cops shouldn't mess with if if age is legal. I thought you said something about in incest or something like that. No, someone said so I said I said I said so imagine there's like two twin brothers or something like that like 30 30 years old and it's like am I saying and there's rumors or something
about these twin brothers or you know and so should the should I'm saying should police be able to like investigate and like knock like knock down their the bedroom door and catch them in the act and then and send them to prison over it? No. I'm saying that the basically what happens between consenting adults um in their own you know in their own house you know behind closed doors um if it's consent if
everything's consenting adults I I I said I they shouldn't be criminalized but I don't but I then again what happened we just had some idiot no I'm not saying an idiot and Jimmy's a nice guy but he was just said um said something kind of stupid and that way people don't mis misinterpret it you know what I'm saying cuz I just heard that you know you said
the brothers or whatever. You know what I'm saying? Then you said but but prior to that you said something about you had like an experience back in the day. No no no I was I was saying that was I I had I I had I had discussed that on my panel and then all of a sudden people came on the panel saying oh you support you support this you support this you support that and I'm like no I don't. As I said I think it's morally wrong but I'm saying it's the government shouldn't
be involved in So I was saying a similar experience to like how people just jump on him um over saying stating the law and stuff like that, right? And so that's all I didn't It wasn't It wasn't any kind of experience I had. Um Okay, I got you. I got you, dude. Okay, come back up. Joker. Joker's doing some cool
emojis. Yeah. What I When I say I believe, I mean I assume. Yeah. You know, cuz And believe Yeah. Belief means belief is like I think so. Like it's just like faith is like I know so but then there's like knowingness which is like I know so you know faith faith is like faith is like I really highly
believe. But I'm just saying, you know, I didn't know that. You know how much that I'm like, damn. You know, and in the in the message that was sent to me, it said that you was working hard to find my information. Like, you know what I'm saying? Sorry, Psych. I got to talk about this because uh it was brought to
my attention, you know, cuz PBS had uh was writing messages between another individual where she had located my information allegedly, right? And uh I'm just finding this out. It's old to you, Casa, but it's new to me. You know what I'm saying? Like that's all I'm saying. It's old to you, but it's new to me. You know,
Yep. So anyway, guys, I guess I'm being cooked on Sammans and it's like they're, you know, probably be under more attack. I think you should I think and just cuz you don't want your name defamed. I mean, if you don't want to, it's cool. I just you're just bringing that up. I just thought, you know. Yeah. Well, I'm doing my own show right now and the
people are willing to you know. Okay. He's he's playing nice and so Yeah, that's fine. Okay, I got you. But, you know, is it I'm now I'm being it's like the whole thing is like everyone's being defamed. Everybody associate. So, that's why people will run and it's like I don't feel like being bullied into submission. You know, if it's my show, I'll have who I want on my show. I'll run my show like I want to. I'll make
the own my rules like I want to and I'll I'm going to listen to myself and you know maybe take advice from trusted people but even then I I the final call is mine because it's my show you know and you guys you can you have you can start your own shows you can start your own open panels I'll help you get to 50 subscribers you know I um I'm just a supportive person I even if you don't agree with me if you don't like me I'll
still help you still post your link in here I want I want you to and if you need advice I'll give you advice but maybe you don't want to take advice from me you think I'm doing a bad Like I said, I know what I'm doing because I'm having a show and it's like, you know, think about all the people on Jerry Springer that have come on as guests. Are we going to look into every like little criminal record, every rumor about them and then not have them on the show? It's like, um, no. Because there's a lot of stuff said about a lot of
people. And as I've been slandered in my chat, I've been doxed, I've been um had accusations like, you know, untrue accusations and the smear campaigning. So, I understand how it goes. you know, I'm going to be a little bit more just like let people and it's like and people can dig their own grave. They can like they can either like, you know, they can come and they reveal themselves as a as a sicko or something like that
or they they can like show that they're actually a normal person that maybe had either made made some kind of mis misjudgment or in their life or you know but if they I mean if you're not criminally charged like why should you have to be crucified in the court of public opinion? And it's like, no, I I wait for I I want to see criminal charge. I want to see I want to see um
like a a judge judge it. Not and not just the people. That's why we're not that's why regular people aren't judges, you know. Um that's why judges are like, you know, they're they're they're specialized in judgment. And it's like I I want to see if they you know, I get what you're saying, but it's the moral part, you know, like he I'mma I'mma find a clip. Maybe Sman is going to play it
today. Uh, in regards to LD, you know, y'all seen he said enough on your platform today to make me look at him weird. You know what I'm saying? Like so Sam man was like Sam was like say, "Oh, you want to see the clip? Oh, you know, Jojo, there's an underage person in that." And it's like, "Okay, well, never like gez." It's like, "Well, so okay." So there's no saying there's Yeah, there's no proof or there's or there's proof or it's like, you know, I can I
can I can look at a transcript. I can like, you know, but at the end of the day, I'll just run my own show. I'll just run my own show. And if you don't like my show, you don't have to be here. You don't have to support me. You can give me thumbs down. You can blah blah blah. But I'm not going to your show telling you how to run your show. I'm not saying, "Oh, don't have this person. Don't I don't like this person. I I did, you know, I I can say, oh, you know, this person did
this to me. This person did that." You know, I I'll go on the panel with that person. I'll talk. It's like I have no problem um talking to anybody. Like I I'll talk to anybody because some people um are they're just so disliked is maybe it's maybe there's something more to the story than we just heard. Okay. Maybe there's more more more nuance to things.
Um more it's not so black and white because everyone's like being very black and white like a check chess board, right? Everyone's just like very black white. This you're wrong. This is right. This is wrong. This is right. It's like you know it's like I'm just letting people talk. I I wasn't if they want to address the chat. The chat was, you know, saying things, they can address the chat. They've been questioned before in the chat. And it's like, you know,
but it's like it kind of like gets distracting when it's like that's all people are asking over and over and over and over again. But that's how like that's how the the smear campaigning works. Just allegations, allegations, allegations. It's like I can't um so I'm I'm just handling it like like Elise is handling it like saying if something happened they're sick people and hopefully they get some help. If nothing
happened, then you know they're a victim of like of like the the rumor mill or the gossip mill or the smear campaign or you know there's a lot of narcissists out here that they're attacking everybody and that's one of their biggest biggest things they will do is is make those kind of accusations right and because those accusations get people into their emotions and they're like oh you know this this you know it's like
okay so it's like I'm I'm not going to be I'm not be part of like smear campaigning people I'm not going to be cuz I I've I've had it happen and I don't enjoy Okay. Yo, the owner of Streamyard is here. Yo, how are you doing?
I'm playing this board game. You're playing a game? I can't put the game on, but um it's a little bit too violent. You know, and then Joker, you might as well come out. We know you're gay. You know what I'm saying? You was stripping for for Psych the other day. He put you on full screen. He he even kicked Beeta for you. You know what I'm saying? Just come out. I didn't I No, she left. She left. She left. She I No, you put her
backstage, you know. I mean, I did it. I did it. I did it. Oh, okay. I thought you put her backstage. No, I either put him just full screen or I think I just put him full screen and then she left. So, I I usually Unless people are breaking rules, I will not put him backstage. So, Joker, you should just come out. You know what I'm saying? Come
out. You know what I'm saying? Why is this guy so gay? You know, come out the closet, man. I mean, you're supposed to get a job at Wendy's to come see Scythe. I mean, unless I misunderstood. Popeye's. Popeyes. Sorry. I'm going to poison chicken sandwiches and give them This is a This is a Come on, bro. This isn't about
If I see any customers that remind me of you, I'm going to make sure. No, no, no. Joker. Joker. Joker. Joker. Joker. Joker. No threatening. Joker. Do you see anything? It says no threat. That's twice. I'll let it go. I'll let it. Okay. Hypothetically speaking, I know you're not kidding. He's just like He's joking around. I know he's joking. I'm joking around. Joking and I can joke around with each other. No,
it's a joke. It's called Joker. It's called Joker and I make jokes. So, what's going on today, dude? Have you se I feel as though you're giving him a little leeway, you know? Don't get Don't give him a little leeway because he's he's gay. You know what I'm saying? Don't you know what I'm saying? Seems like seems like kind of angry today. Psych, what's going on?
Everyone's angry. He said he said he said seems like your whole You're like you're falling apart. You're like, ah, stop attacking me. Like, what's going on? Nobody's attacking Psych though. Nobody's attacking Psych. It's the fact that I mean, I don't know if you know about Yas and LD, but come on, man. Like, you know, we just trying to trying to protect the platform, you know?
They're literally streamers or YouTubers or whatever. You know what I'm saying?
Don't scare him, KZ. I got you. Come up here, KZ. Come up here, Nancy. What's good, Nancy? What's good with
you? Guys, guys, those of you that like like spreading allegations, and by the way, it says no no no no slander. Okay, so those of you that like making accusations, just um there's something called karma. So, if you're making false allegations, spreading false allegations, turning people against doing smear campaigns, what do you what do you find out how it feels on you? Because when you get involved in that, you're going to you're going to be
attracting that into your own life. Okay? You're you're all of a sudden all all these people all of a sudden everyone's going to be saying that about you right? So, and then where who's going to be there for you when that happens? Probably only me when when Okay. Everyone else will probably like abandon abandon you, kick out their panel. They blacklist you. I I'll have you on the show. I'll let you tell your side of the
story. You know, I'll still be here for you. Okay. Well, bring them up. Bring LD up so I could question him about it. You know what I'm saying? Where you at? Where you at? You know, are you hiding? You know, what's up with you, you know, allowing that on your platform? Seems like it seems like the people that have no cameras have the most drama. I got a camera. I got a camera. See camera on
off. You know, I'm just I don't see anything. That's not a camera. That's not That's camera. That's camera. Trust me. You're poor, dude. You're poor. You're scared to Good times, huh? You're younger. Good times. Why don't you have Why do you have so much drama, dude? Why are you Yeah, but preside he says it's not a square campaign if it's true. But you know, you know the game telephone, like when you whisper to somebody and then they
whisper to somebody and they whisper to somebody, the story gets changed. I'm saying, "Show me a police report, like a actual police report. Show me a charges filed. Show me show me a criminal history with that, right?" Not just like, "Oh, well, I heard this person did this on their show." And you know, things can be taken out of context. Things can be um overexaggerated. Like there's people
they people may hate them for other reasons. I don't know. But you know, I will always be somebody that will hear you out at least. And it's like, you know, until you My grandfather said to be nice to poor people like Elder. He said you can get more out of bad things by being nice. Oh, Black RG Black RG. I love my chat. I appreciate the chat here. But you can see like a lot of
people that were in the last chat were not are not here for me. They were not they're here to like jump on the like the little the hate train, right? And it's like these are people I I just noticed that people people are saying, "Oh, dislike the channel, you know, strike the channel, blah blah blah blah." They were being rude to me. I know it wasn't one person, but it's it's called it's like, you know, it's called like people sending their discords over or their shows
over knows each other. They call the guy called me gay, so I called him I mean, you strip for psych. I mean, what I mean, I'm sorry if you're you're sitting here stripping for a gay a gay guy. I mean, oh, you mean to take my shirt off? I mean, that's what psyches want. You don't even have a camera, dude. I don't need to have a camera on. Gay guy. What?
Psych. You let people come on here and call people gay. That's He's slandering me. No, it's not a slander. It's I'm straight. Psych. If I say I'm straight, am I slandering myself? I know. He's just kidding. People call each other gay all the time.
It's just joking around. Joking around. Signing me with psych.
Ny's laughing. Yeah, I know. I know. But no, but Eldo, see, Eldo approached me in a different way about it and also heard my side of the story and and uh and heard me out about it and also Eldo wasn't saying, "Oh, you know, my shirt off. Look at me. Can you do this?" Oh, no.
Hey, you're gay. Joker has a Joker has a dad bod. Hey, Eldo. Imagine you. You're this chair. That's what I'm going to do to the chair. Oh, yeah. Eldo. Eldo. They're pretty good. I know. Eld was there's ways to approach somebody. Like Eldo approached me as a
friend. He came on the panel too and was talking. I mean, Sandman came on just like in in an insane rage. I mean, where I couldn't even get a word in. He was just yelling at me, "Oh, you're stupid. You're stupid. You're a ass nword." Um, you know, and say like, you know, you know, like you're you're saying me on my my own panel. That's like imagine imagine going to Dr. Phil. I know I'm not Dr. Phil, okay guys?
Imagine going on Dr. Phil. You know, the guy there's a guy name was Sexy Vegan, okay? He has like a Crayola marker like tattoo on his face and of sexy vegan and stuff. And he goes on and he's like, "Sex DVD god." And then Dr. Phil just kicked him right out of the studio. He's like, "You get backstage." You know, it's like and so and all he said was
sexy. So imagine people say, "F me on my own show like you know, call me." Yeah. Joker. Yeah, I do agree. He should have had some a little more respect for you. I mean, I even went on his platform when you had to drama when you had to log off, right? And um he said I was defending you. You
know what I'm saying? So you know you can't win, you know. Yeah, you can't win. I mean it's like you know and but that's what I'm saying. These kind of allegations get people in their feelings and it's like when you're in your feelings you're not thinking logically because your emotions are running and you're running just thinking it triggers all this other stuff in your head. It's like imagine like you sit down and you're like let me just like black and white like like
examine like the real what's really being said, right? I'm trying to get to the bottom of things. Not not trying to to make it a hug box for any I have a lot of different people on the show. A lot of you know a lot of different types of people, right? And it's like and even Lisa is Lisa's like a gorgeous um kindhearted beautiful soul. You can't even afford KFC. You have no camera,
Aldo. I got KFC. Aldo, look at me. That's Colonel. Are you going to keep Are you going to keep interrupting the host? You know, like come on, man. Have some respect. Sorry, but uh you interrupted him first by interrupting me. Look, Psych Psycho allow you to get away
with respect for me. You shut the up. Put the shirt off. You know, you. You don't have a camera. You add zero to this stream. You're no camera. Shut the You're a crybaby. You're a cry baby. Samantha. Samantha. like he was like he was showing his beautiful the main thing I liked about
that that was like his beautiful dog you know and then he did a little IRL I mean it's like he has this beautiful greyhound dog the dog just loves him um he's he rescued that dog from a a blood bank where they they they drain those dogs of their blood because the they have the most univers so I learn I learned interesting things about other things through talking to people I was I was just basically chilling but you know it's like let that but the chat was
asking questions and so he could address the chat when they're asking the questions I don't want to like ambush ambush ambush people with allegations and stuff like that. Um, so I'm just trying my I'm just running my show guys, I'll have people on if they're respectful to me and I like it's just like like I said, Barbara Walters or Heraldo Rivera interviewed Charles Manson and Charles Manson was responsible for actual murders, you
know, and like you know, really really bad stuff and he'll sit there and and maybe have a have a judgmental look on his face a little bit. You're right. You're right. You're right. He is more respectful than these people. Yeah. That's true. Psyche has You're a weirdo. Yes. Vinnie Mans. You try to please Psych by taking off your clothes. You're
a weirdo. I take my shirt off any day of the week. I take my shirt off when I go to sleep. What's the difference? Right. No, guys can take off their I mean, we live in a society. Guys can show their nipples. You know, women women the nipples are more under undercover a little bit. But can we get a girl to come up here and show their nips real quick? Okay. Hey, Flirty Diamond, are you in the chat? Slandering me like Jay
Slander. He's a slanderer. Oh, no. No, not flirty cuz that's not a woman. A real woman. I'm saying you brought it up. Three Diamond has wonderful boobs. They They even lactate. They're surgery. Surgery made. Oh, surgery made. Those are tiny. That must be one really
cheap surgery cuz he did not get any big boobs. Those are tiny boobs. I'm sure you know. I'm sure she sent you plenty. I'm sure she would sent you plenty. You said that you sub her, too. No, I didn't. You lied. I said your chat paid for the only fans when in reality you paid for the only fans. Only fans. No,
you did. You did. You're jealous. You can't get it. You got it rejected by 30 diamonds. You got rejected by Pedro, Who's Pedro? Oh, 30 diamonds. Let's be let's be kind. Yeah. Oh, Barry, by the way, Barry, where may we schedule that phone call? If I see
Barry Barry Barry, you promise we can have a chat. Little private chat, right? I'm just kidding. Did he lie to you? Uh, show your jewelry. Show your jewelry. Uh, Eldo, where's your jewelry at? Huh? Where's your chains at? I got two chains.
Two chain. So like uh you know 2 chain is a rapper from Atlanta. Yeah. It's your birthday. It's your birthday. If I die, bury me inside the Louis style. You know the song? Joker's not a virgin. He's told me some stories. I'm not a
virgin. I've been molested by gay men no joker. Joker. Joker. No. Oh, sorry. I didn't know. Okay, never mind. I did not That What the hell? No, no, no. What are the rules now? Are you Are you guys like I can't tell my own life story. You can tell your life story, but you're supposed to say you're supposed to say that like a code word. How do I
How do I censor it? How do I censor myself? I don't know. How do I censor that? I wasn't talking. I mean, you're bringing up you brought you brought up some dark stuff. Yeah, you brought up some dark stuff. This this joker. Yeah. Is that the reason you're so attracted to psych? I mean, what the heck? Like, what? Why would you say something like that? Well, basically, I can't tell these stories. So, you He told the
stories. He told the stories. Oh, he told the story he was in he was in rehab and then there was a there was a gay guy and then he he would grab Joker's lap and then he had a friend that he turned into a a a drag queen. Yep. My friend turned into a drag queen and he he like
he would get really really high and then he would start like like acting really aggressively homorotic. Okay. Morotic. Someone tickle your butt. Um KZF asks No, they uh it was my my shingading. Oh,
your shingoding. Okay. Wow. Shingading dong. Is that censored enough? You know, by Shinga Dingdong was sheduced by a sheman in drag. Is that censored enough? Hold up. But is your was your friend
your friend hot though? Is he Is he hot or she hot? He was a He was a twink. So my friend turned into a twink drag queen. So yeah. Well, that's interesting. Are you still friends with that person? Uh, I haven't hung out with him since he turned into a
drag queen, but I'm pretty sure that he is always in my chat flirting with me. Does it say? Yeah. I remember I used to go to Joker's chat and like kind of hit on him and Joker's like, "Who's this weird guy psychoake?" He's like, "Who is this fucker?" Like, "Who is this guy?" And then I came on his panel and then I
talked a lot about Trident. He's like Trident. You're like Trident and Benny. Benny, Trident, you're like imitating me and then Yeah. So like these people think I'm a virgin when I'm literally on a video. Eiffel Towering a woman. This guy Daniel Plainview is like autistic or something. Joker's a virgin. Joker's a virgin. No, I actually lost my virginity
a long time ago. I I did it. You know how I did it? I worked out every day and I got vagina. Yep. But if you don't work out and you get fat like Q45, you have to go hang out with girls from the internet and you got to go suck their
So what you got? You got beef with Q45? You got beef with No, I'm just I'm I'm just telling his story. Well, I can't What? Do I have to censor the story? No, you can tell.
I'm sitting here with Rudy. Rudy, here's Rudy. Is this is Are you guys like You guys need to smoke. Eldo, you need to smoke. Just psych. You need to hit the Zodza, dude. Do you guys seem kind of like like this toxicity has kind of creeped its way into your your aura? It seems like your aura is just now up here. It's It's usually like up here. It's like kind of like Well, it's it was it was a psychic attack basically. It
was like it was like a mind attack or like a mind where people people oh they'll just they'll jump on anything they'll say oh if if beta was on the panel oh they'll say things about beta it's like if you know they'll say things about they say about everybody on the panel what am I supposed to do it's like it's like some people are controversial some people are loved you know like Joker and Eldo but uh you know I'm just
they want me to take my shirt off Daniel playing wants me to take my shirt off side you made it just in Just time for what? Oh my god. You better be quiet. You gay spawn bastards. Better be quiet.
He's a weirdo, man. I have a magic wand. I feed the K right about now. KFC, dude. Turn your camera on. Let's see what you look like. You goofies. Come on here and take your shirts off. Let's have a shirt contest. Who's stronger than me? Come on here.
Come on. You're not going to take your shirt off. Free side. I'm good. Yeah, I win. I win. I win. I win. These guys are too scared to compete. Chat, I won. Nobody can compete. Well, Eldo Eldo and Freeside aren't they've never t they've never they've
never taken their shirts off on camera. They've never taken their shirts off ever on camera. Why do you guys want to body shame me so much? Like, dude, I could be way fatter. Imagine if I was like 400 lb. I'm 190 lb. Big deal, buddy. Yeah, you ain't as big as Eldo's nine.
I'm not I thought Eldo was three. You're nine. though. How does Preside know? That's not what I meant by nine. Oh, okay. Psych. They said they're going to sue you. They're all going to sue you in chat. He's talking about He's talking about Big T. You're traumatized, Paul. Well, that's a
threat. You know, Morgan and Morgan, his lawyers threat. I, you know, I I have I have I mean, I have my lawyers, too. They're called do we cheat them and how they're they're my lawyers. So So let's get to this psych awakens. What has
brought your aura down? You're usually like the positive nice guy and it seems like today you're traumatized. Not traumatized. It was like, you know, Sandman came on calling me ass n-word and and and and saying bad things and and and insinuating things and screaming at me, just basically screaming at me like, you know, he was
like a he was like a um he was he had a temper tantrum. I mean, I was very calm the whole time. I think I think my aura is fine. I look okay. You just seem like you're just like someone screamed at you and you're trying to get past it, basically. So basically Joker was watching and he's acting like he don't know what happened. No, I wasn't watching. I was playing a
game. I just got back home from getting KFC. Dude, I have to explain my whole life to you. What are you, a cop? Elder might be I don't know. Elder might I just got some KFC, homie. I didn't get to see Saman have his hissy fit.
He would I never seen Sam that mad, though. Wow. I mean, you know, it's like I'm gonna have to I usually hide my aggressive side, but right now, right now, yeah, that man was emotional because he cared about your channel, you know? He cares. He cares. And then now, now I'm
now he's doing a live. Let's cook this guy. My childhood bedroom. This is my grandpa's house. I I I just gave I just gave Sam with my like l 15 minutes with you know LD and and uh Yin and I've given him a whole hours of hours of shows to like to talk about me. He has more people in his chat than I do. He can sit there screaming and crying about me. But I always support him. I was always nice and it's like I don't tell
him how to run his show. I don't say oh you know take off all Master Computer from your show. This guy tried to take down my channel. No, I went on the panel with him and I and I had had a discussion and then they tried to catbox shame me. cat litter box shaming and it's like so he's not really and then they tried to play oh let's play the song let's play your the song you know you have permission to play it Sam and
Sam's just laughing about it so I just I left and are you mad I'm mad Sam I was just mad because I had um LD and Yasin from the panel for a few minutes he just was he was livid he was like expecting me to like know all this history and he's like oh this person told you this this person people tell me a lot of I'm I I wasn't chatting about that. I was think they want to address the chat
allegations. I'm not an ambush interviewer. I'm not going to like say, "Oh, what about the I might but I think he's already he's already they already they both already addressed it on the show and it goes up it goes on forever and I I don't want I want to talk about other stuff. Hey, Pod Hawkins.
Wait here. Pockets." Pod Hawkins I I for her. Pock is Pockets. I hope you live forever. A positive. I was I was trying to be
positive. What a sweet song. I hope you live forever. But Sam man Sam man if you if you if you you know calm down on it a little bit like you know and it's like you know get out of your emotions about it. I'm not I I you're so welcome back and stuff, but you know that was kind of disrespectful coming on my show called me a ass n were on my show. It's like I imagine
saying that to like you know um Heraldo Rivera or Sally Jesse Raphael. They would just have you removed from the studio forever and banned and it's like oh keep this insane person away from I I You know what? You're right. You're right. You you I like the way you're in the show because you let these goofies come on here and you don't kick them and I love it when they leave on their own
accord when they rage quit. I love watching people rage quit. So that is more entertaining than you just kicking them and removing them. Right. Joker. Such a dumbass. I love watching them rage quit. That's why I love watching your show. I love watch like I gota go. I gotta go. I mean, my my mods I'll take more ser mods and members I'll take more seriously than just like random people
that came in the chat saying, "Oh, take down this." Yeah, but that's what I'm saying. Beta and I are mods, you know, and you didn't take us serious as regular people. Well, I know I do. I I I have you up here talking to you like, you know, you're hearing myself. we can have a normal conversation about things. I and I'll consider what you say more than just people saying oh someone
saying uh I think that you should bring up Yasine because he actually turns his camera on and LD and it seems like the people that have no cameras have the most to say about the people who are actually trying to provide a little bit of content. Eat a dig joker seems like that. It seems like I'm definitely more
than no camera. It seems like you guys have the most to say because people will say, "Oh, don't have Minnie Manson on. Minnie Manson did this and that. Mini M don't don't don't talk to Alisa. Um, don't be friends with Alisa. She she knows this person that did this." Alisa has like she's had like a 100 former assistants. I mean, there's going to be
some like skeletons in everyone's closet, right? And it's like but she like she's providing content, right? And so she'll just sit there smiling like like I will I I'm not going to like oh my god there's an allegation about somebody. What am I supposed to do? Sit here alone and just talk to myself. I I have to have guests on my show. There's people guys guest people have said horrible things about beta. They've
said, you know, people have said horrible things about Paige and people have said horrible things about Eldo. People have said horrible things about Joker and myself and Benny and I mean it's like it's like everyone everyone gets everyone gets it, right? And P Hawkins, you're so right. Like they're being dramatic as usual.
Like like Joker beats up grandparents and That is not that bad compared to some of the people's allegations. So I know that it was like it was like are both doing bad things that are way worse because from from started following Benny. I I've heard oh Benny beat his
mom. He beat up his mom. He beat her. He beat her like like I've heard more horrible things like oh he beat and then finally I went on cage show once and she's like oh let me play the clip and she plays it. It looks like he just pushed his mom out of the room. I mean it's like it was just kind of like and his mom is big. I mean his mom is like a big woman and you know and so um I
didn't see him like punch her and people were like oh she and I like watched the video and it's like even the video you can't like you can't really see. It's like I like it looks like he just picked her p touch punch her by the shoulders and kind of pushed her out of the room and then she started screaming and stuff like, "Oh, he punched me." I I didn't see him punch her, right? I I don't Wait, you beat up your grandparents? No,
they people would just say that to make me angry. Ah, also also have people say, "Oh, these people have done this stuff to their animals." like they and it's like and that's like really lowb blowing like you know one of Alisa's producers they're like oh she she she unalived her cat or like you know and then then it's like and then um
they've said about other people unalivving their animal and it's like that's just it's just trolling guys. It's like really nobody's done that Bye Ela. I love you. Okay. A lot of it okay. A lot of it is like it's to kind of make the person to rage and make them all like it's called this is what the trolls like to do. They like to make
people see. You know what seething is? That's like what they call it. They say, "Oh, he's seething." Well, I don't know what it I don't know where it came from, but that's the terminology. They say, "Oh, you're seething." They're like, "Ah, you said I beat up my grandparents. I never did that." That's C. That's the thing. That's the thing. Well, that's what what narcissists will do is nar
it's like kind of a form of gaslighting. They'll like say things to you. They'll to piss you off. They know triggers and then eventually you'll get triggered enough to where you get angry and then they like go ah oh. They'll actually it's kind of a psych form of psych psychic vampireism where they'll then they'll try to take that energy. Right.
Yeah. That's what they say. They say oh yeah don't you're coping you're seeing like stuff like that. You're like raging. Rage quitting. Raging. And I think it's I think it's hilarious though. Are you seething Joker? You're seething.
Stop making me see, dude. I don't think Joker beat up his That's the thing. It's like But because I hear these same allegations. like, oh, beating up the their parents or grandparents or beating up um beating up their ex-wife or something or like, you know, or then all the fear that that comes on your channel, according to people on the
internet, everybody has like their own baggage, but some people like to take people's things and create like overexaggerate them, right? Yeah. And so it's kind of funny for trolls to do that. And once they get to know you, they like to troll you. So like they're just getting to know you. They like to
troll you. Like they like to say they're suing you and all this nonsense. Yeah, I know. At the end of the day, sue you? Are they really going to sue you? No, they'll lose. Sue me for what? Sue me for what? Like really? What am I doing? Am I doing anything? No. No. I'm not doing anything
wrong. It's called freedom of speech. You know, I live in America. I have uh I'm we have the right to um to free speech as long as we're not causing a a public panic. I don't think I I don't think what I what I I'm doing is be considered creating a panic. Other people are panicking. No, not yet, Jamal. Someday.
Someday. I know, but Kurt Cobain. Yeah, those are the worst things you could do, but those are also the worst allegations you can make. And those are also the allegations that get people in their emotions and they and that you can make these false allegations that spreads a lie, repeated often becomes the truth. Yeah. Like to
to basically to break it all down though into one word, all they're doing is trolling. Yeah. It's just it's another form of trolling, guys. It's like And so everyone and it's like plus what and what now Saman has content for the rest of the day. just complaining about me because he didn't like someone that came on my panel on my show that he's, you know, and then he yelled at me, you know, he and I'm I'm the bad guy and now he's now now he's going to try to smear
me. Now he's going to be smearing me saying, "Oh, Psyche does this and that." Right? And it's like all I did was talk to somebody. I was not talking to somebody about anything uh any anything even controversial. It was just like, "Can I talk to somebody? Am I not allowed?" So people are trying to tell me how to run my show. Have to I'm gonna have to say this. You can't have Yasine on anymore. Psych. I
won't. Okay, I'm gonna ban him because when I brought something up um when I brought like a point like trying to try relating to him in a way about how people will like and will like um will take things out of context then he started jumping on me on for the thing I say. He's like whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa. And it's like okay. So he's just he's a troller. So Yasine is like you know you cause you cause more trouble than you're
worth. So I want to have him in. So what are we doing? Are we just blackballing after people make allegations on him? We're just going to give him like no chance. No, no, not because of that. It was because um because he he started like trying to make me sound weird and it's like after I was trying to like give him a Maybe maybe he just felt ambushed. Maybe we should have him back on here to have a
cordial conversation and see what he has to say because I know that he can have even though he pees in bottles and he's kind of out there. I feel like that if you have him on here and you guys have a cordial conversation, I feel like that would give him a chance to I I have and but really hasn't brought up anything interesting or new. It's like basically he just gets people in the chat mad and
then he starts like smirking and then gets a matter and then he and he doesn't really like and and he'll just he'll argue stupid points and it's like and he just is you think he's a kind of a troll in that way. So yeah, seeing good do your own show, Sam man. Have fun on your own show, you know. It's like, thanks for um thanks for your your support when you were there. But I didn't care. I thought the piss
bottles were gross and I But he but he it's like it's like join the piss bottles. That's kind of revealing yourself. That's like showing like he went and voluntarily said you want a house tour and showed these piss bottles. I mean it's like there I mean it's like there this guy has piss bottles in his house. I mean, it's like, you know, that's They're saying that you're if they're saying that you don't care about his piss bottles, they saying that you're
dirty now. I know, but they said I have dirty nails and I'm Whatever. I mean, guys, it's like, but I don't have piss bottles. Show dirty nails. Show dirty nails. Go see them. Oh my god, dude. They are dirty. You have dirty nails, dude. I just I
just cleaned them yesterday. They just get they get dirty in one day. Like it's hard, dude. What are you What are you scratching your cat or something? Yeah. Is that from like petting your cat? No, it's from cuz I have I smoke these swishers and then I like when they get to the end I like and I dig them up off the table and then I um I put them
in a pipe. Yeah, I can see that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I can see that. Yeah. See bottle had no caps on him either. Yeah, I know, dude. His piss. Dude, do you still have that stream? We need to go back and clip that. Yeah, I see. Yeah, that stream's still up. That was so funny. Was so great. Someone has B.
African. They said you're a African booty scratcher, dude. Are you scratching? Yeah, the guy the guy who's just on scene uh has he said, "Oh, do you want a house tour?" And then the corner was like all like just there's like soda cans and beer cans all piled up in the corner. And then he went under his desk and there was like these bottles of brown look like it looked like looked like like apple cider like
like fermented apple cider or something. Apple cider vinegar. It was just like this dark brown. They're just sitting all uncapped under his What if he accidentally clips kicks one of those over? Oh jeez. That'd be disgusting. You agree with Banningham? I know. I know. Casey, but KY I he started like I I was trying to
like relate to him in some way like you know with like oh yeah we people will say things and then he's then then he jumps on me for what I said and so like like it's like and I I never jumped on him. So it's like so it's just more trouble than it's worth kind of because he's not even that interesting of content. He sits there smirking behind his desk has a little weird a couple weird special effects but I'd rather be
sitting here with you and Joker. No, I'm sitting behind my desk. Am I weird? No, he's s he's sitting with like banana peels in his cup and like Oh, there we go. There's Joker's mug shot. Joker looks He's a nice mug shot. It's
one eye. Yeah. What'd you get arrested for that? I got arrested for fighting. Fighting? You look like you won the fight. Guess what? I got the charges dropped. Hey, Amber. Amber. Amber. Amber, you can come up
here and and if you'd like to say, but yo, I just like I disiss case. It was my Let me tell you the story. I got in a fight with my uncle at Christmas and he's like stronger than me
and I lost. But I had to go to jail because somebody called the cops. We were in the front yard. But I had to go to jail. But then I got out and then I got the case dismissed. But it's funny though was my uncle. And they like to say, "Oh, it was his grandpa." Because then it makes me look bad. If I say, "Oh, he fought his uncle." It doesn't make me look bad. But if you say, "Oh, he fought his grandpa."
And it's like, "Oh, that guy's terrible." I think it's it's kind of funny though. It's kind of funny. ass elders. I'm coping. I'm coping. We out here cooking, Papa. So, you know what? You know what they call it though? How crazy everyone just got? They call it going cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs. And
that's what everyone's going crazy for. They're going cuckoo for go. They go It's actually No, El. a mental disorder calling everybody PDF. Like some people there's people call everybody like seriously they're like oh we need Jen here cuz Jen Jen literally says everybody in the chat is ch like oh this person's ch this person like literally everything she
says is some accusation of pedophilia. Okay so it's like what the I mean she was doing it for content. He said you did it you you did you did it for content. That's what he was saying over there you know. Yeah. But that's that's how I I I relate to Alisa in that way where it's like I I first of all I had one of my since I've been back I had one of my biggest lives out I think I had
like 80 people in the chat and so it was it was it was it was compelling. I think it was compelling and it's like it was I think it's interesting and it was for content. Yes. I I'm I'm doing things for content guys. It's called a show. It's called I have a show the fact that No, he's saying that you was using LD which is he's known to have young young you know young girl on his platform. You're
using that for content which is not cool. That's what he was saying. Well, but I know I was so but having somebody but this is all con all my whole show having you on right now is content. I mean having Joker and free side. This is content. this is like a panel and so I'll have anybody on the panel basically unless they're porn bombing or like you know and I did kick off LD cuz he started making threats and I and I respect and it's like and but also there
was accusations being made slander and it's like unless there's like a legal case pending or there there's been the time served if there's been time served then they've served their sentence right it's like I'm not about to make people I'm a Capricorn Capricorns are known as the scapegoats we always get blamed for everything we're also are known as like
um sometimes the black sheeps and also um you know the the accused and and so I I'm I'm very used to like you know being slandered, scapegoed, you know that's why they call scapegoating, right? Yeah. Psych. You you have experience. We're all the black sheep. That's why we all flock to you. We're all birds of a feather. We all flock together. However, the people with no cameras are they we
don't know if they're one of us. They they're they're infiltrators. How do how me and the slightest to turn the damn camera on? How can we verify that they're not psychopaths like Jassine? How do we know that you're not Yasine? How about that? How about that? So, you agree? So, you agree that they got seen weird? No, I'm not. I'm agreeing that he's weird, but I'm saying, how do we know that you're not
Yasine? You don't ever turn your camera on. At least he turns his camera on. At least the weirdo that pees in bottles. The weirdo that pees and bottles turns his camera on. Dude, at least he shows himself, right, chat? Am I wrong? Am I wrong? At least he like he lets you roast him. He lets you guys like give him some sort of
content out of it. What does Eldo provide, right? Eld that's that's how I relate to Alisa is because Alisa will have very controversial people on her show and you know and even as friends and it's basically a lot of it is about you know providing entertaining content, right? And that's what I'm all I'm
trying to do is enter. Basically, I'm just trying to entertain. I'm an entertainer. If you don't think I'm an interviewer, if you don't think I'm a I'm a host, if you don't think if you think I'm a streamer, whatever you want to say, a lot of people that that will say, "Oh, you're on Howard." No, I'm not. I'm not. No, I'm I'm I'm psych. I'm I'm myself. I all All I can be is myself. But we all get inspired by different people and we all can relate to different people. I'm saying my
biggest influence is probably Howard Stern, Alisa. I thought your favorite influence was uh Tony Hinchcliffe. I don't know who that is. The guy from Kill Tony, the gay guy. Okay. Oh, Kill Tony. Okay. Yeah. I I like Kill Tony, but um um uh I've seen that shows like stand up comedy. They they let people on for like a minute to like do a the standup comedy routine and people can
kick him off and stuff. I don't That's a pretty cool one. Um he's not my biggest influence. Also, Wine Box Poppy is a big influence. Auntie's Advice is a big influence. You know, Beat is a big influence. Joker's a big influence. Benny was an influence. Like there's many people even Emma was an influence. There's a lot of people that it's like I like what they're doing and it's like I'm going to or like this
part this partially with some part of what they're doing and I I'm I I emulate it. You know, I'm not trying to copycat. I make I try I turn into my own thing, but I'm like I'm we're all we're all a product of our of all the people we know and come into contact with. And that we all are. It's like once it's it's like alchemy once you come into contact with another person mirrors on mirrors and mirrors on mirrors on mirrors on mirrors. Yes. Yes. And basically what if
guys think about this what if we're all the same person? What if like as a human being we're all like we're all just God in like a million different bodies and million different but I don't think I'm the same as Yas though. I don't I know I know but we're all human beings right and we all like we all have something in common at least being in our humanity right unless there's a there were someone's a complete demon. Daniel doesn't like how we're certain. Okay.
Well, then Satanist who's offended by everything. Yeah. He's a Q45 is a Satanist who like then traveling gypsy goes on to say hello and he says, "Oh, leave that get that devil away from me." It's like, "Okay, well, I thought he was saying this, dude. He had like YouTube videos where he would dress up as the devil and he would like
wear the devil clothes and have like devil horns on his head and then like he's offended by everything. How is he edgy? That's far from edgy dude. I think I'm edgy. I think I think I think my my show is ed is rocking right on the edge of like what's is it is this like people are just like right on the like they just they like there's people that agree that don't agree but it's like everybody
can have their say everywhere. Like I I didn't block any I hardly blocked anybody else from that last chat. Just a couple people that were just like went too far with their comments, but um like threatening. Like I said, there's no threatening. That goes for the chat. Like I don't Yeah, I want to let you guys know this. If you eat your own poop, that will get you in the psych word in jail. Oh jeez. I should say that, but like I was in the time I was
in the psych ward and there was this lady in there named Claudia or not Claudia. Uh it was something like some lady in there and she was from jail and guess what she did and I was on the side she's like I got tired of being in jail. I got tired of being in jail so I ate my own poop. I was like whoa get away from me. Ew. That's what people do so they don't
have to stay in jail. They'll eat their own poop and then then they get to the psychord and that's a story. I mean I I I just heard the story about that guy Jimmy the Christian that he had a hooker in the B brownie batter. They made the brownies and then he ate the brownies. Pretty disgusting, huh? He al he also said he got in a diaper. He wear an adult diaper. He'd get all
up and and then he'd like take laxatives and then he would go to church and like masturbate like just like in in the diaper while in the church and like like everyone was like smelling it. That's pretty pretty disgusting. I mean that's like one of the worst. Yeah. I mean he's a demon, dude. That guy's a demon. Yeah, probably a demon. Yeah. I just don't understand how Satanist can
have any sort of morals. I thought they're supposed to like cheer people on that like assault old people and like fight their own cool. They're supposed to love me. Why do they hate me? Why do the Satanist hate me? What did I do wrong? Satanist are just You know what? Satanists hate they hate human beings because they because Satanists will actually consider themselves like a god and then they'll look at other people
like animals and only their god. Like they everybody else in the world is basically an animal and it's like that's a very like narcissistic kind of I I was involved in Satanism, but I'm a god too. We're go we're gods with maybe go maybe gods with little G. But it's like you know but but even like there there's people that see see most human beings as animals and they they um dehumanize.
It's a dehumaniz thing. I just seen that IRL. I'm glad I didn't. I keep telling Jose to Yeah. Black RG. What happened to your your friend's not going to come anymore? Black RG's around. Nice 20 people in chat. It calmed down a little bit, you know. It was like a little bit got a little bit crazy back up. Yes. What do you expect? What do you
guys when I have people on and my all of a sudden I have 80 people in the chat even if like they most people don't like it. It's like that is people are compelled. Also is compelling. Yeah. And you can come talk what you want in the chat. You can ask questions to the guests and you know whoever they are they can respond if they want to. Alisa well um you know Nancy all I heard
I just heard her comment on him a couple times and she said well she's like I think he's a very sick person and um but you know he has a mental disorder he he where he was he just up right so you know some people are like that and it's people have a mental disorder it's like or you know they're some people are just
crazy right and it's like if if there's a mother of a serial killer do you think that even if he, you know, most most mothers of even their serial killer, they they've done horrible things, they will still love their child no matter the child's arrested and for life in prison, they'll still probably remember just holding that baby as as a when the when it was a baby and remember that
that they love them, right? There's it's like hard. It's like their mother's love is the strongest thing in the world, I think. Right. Thank you, Joker. I like the stream. I like it on my second account. Thank you. Kate said I can smash for 250. Any thoughts on that? She can smash
Kate. She Kate She said you can smash for 250. You want to You want to smash Kate? Are you sure? Did you mean to say that out loud? Yeah, but there's somebody watching you at all times and just waiting for you to make one wrong move to get you banned again. Just like I know. Oh, I know. I
know. Who do you think it is? Who What streamer? It has to be another streamer. That's usually what it is. You think it's Aldi, maybe? Who? What streamer? Blackout Andy. There's like three of them that do it. Oh, well, but they know they can't. They There's really nothing they can do. I mean, it's like they used to always come after me, but then they like now they have you to come
after. You've you filled the void, psych, of the podcast toxicity. Well, they should find somebody else that's a little bit of a bigger target. One wrong move, Psych. One wrong move in your your your channel. That sucks. Well, that but that that's for anybody.
That's for anybody. No, but like like a lot of people get away with a lot of stuff on YouTube, like saying all kinds of crazy And it seems like you're having to enforce all these rules because you have people that are watching that do not like your success. It's not even that your content is bad. It's that they're looking for an excuse
to derail your success, right? Well, you know, that's You know what? If they focus less on my success and more on their own success, maybe they'll be as successful as me, right, dude? You're just one wrong move. Wow. I'm scared. I'm so scared, guys, because you know whatever happens
happens there. There's a million other platforms. There's a million other other things to do, you know. Who's this guy? I don't know. Is that you? Is that you? Yeah. I'm going to go outside. Okay.
I got my headphones on so I can
hear some good greenery. Look at my lighter. It says uh nailed it. Like that lighter. Nailed it.
But Joker, like a lot of people have been through worse things like a lot of people been fired from million-doll a year jobs or or out of contracts and you know I'm just I'm just a little tiny little fish. Yeah, a big fishing account but I'm a little I'm a little I'm a little goatfish. I'm a little I'm a Capricorn. I I know how to swim. I know how to climb mountains. I know how to go talk to Ursula. I know how to go talk to
God. I can go to swim in the ocean, talk to Ursula. I can go climb a mountain, talk to God. Top of the mountain. Okay. So, so I'm a little I also Capricorns are called scapegoats but also escapegoats. I'll read about Capricorn oh a little bit. Um there's let me see let me see if I
there's some website where they go through all the constellations. Let me
see if I can find it. Let me
see. I don't if I can find it.
Amen. It says Capricorn is a story of Pam, a Greek god who is half person and half goat. Kraton says he could see that the war between the Olympian gods and the Titans was not going very well. The strongest Titan, Typhon, was after him. So he decided, "Oh gez, look at that big monster. I'm not very strong. I better
run for it." And so he jumped into the water. As a result, Pan turned himself half fish and half goat to protect himself from Typhon. Okay, so that's kind of one of the stories. Let me see. I'll see if I can find Let me see.
Escape.
Okay, you can actually buy a star in Capricorn. Well, I don't I don't know. Not really. That's story of the constellation. Not
really. Okay. But anyway, it's interesting story. I I just know a few things about Okay. I need Yeah. How's everyone doing in chat? Clumsy's here. Joker didn't do anything. Come on. Hold on. Here. Do you want to add my camera? Yeah, I got two.
Plug my phone in. Battery low. Battery low. It says battery low. They say Joker beat. Dude, look what they keep saying. They always say that I beat up my grandpa. What are they going to say about you? What are they gonna start saying about psych that you're grooming men or something? What is Oh, they already said I already I already
committed accuse of that with Benny. Like they're they're Oh, you were grooming Benny. Um Benny actually like helped me get my first 50 subscribers. I was always nice to Benny and I never even hit on him. The Godfather. What is that? The Godfather or what? Yeah, it's all the mobsters. Cool. Uh I'm really I love the video game
Mafia, too. So, I bought this this really cool art. It's got Tony Montana on it. Look. Where should I hang it up? Here. Put it above your bed. I have a lion by my bed.
No. I'm trying to groom Joker. Guys, please. Joker's been grooming me. Don't you know? Take my shirt off. You're clumsy. Clumsy. My belly is smaller than Clumsy's, dude. Clumsy has a bigger belly than me. And Q45. Q45 and Clumsy are both fatter than me. You
fatties. Boogie Nights. Reminds me of Boogie Knights, huh? Joker. Boogie Nights. Joker always they're jealous, dude. They're jealous. The Joker, you know, this cool cool uh cool painting with the mobsters in it. Yeah.
Then it's like, you know, guys, it will take a while for me to get get the resp. How do I switch sides, dude? It was because that that Janney Everyone Everybody wants to be a Janney or something. Or Janney clips. I forgot. Johnny clips. Janney clips. Imagine me and Janny has the worst clips. They're not even in like 4K. They're in like
480p. Like get better editing software, loser. Sorry, I just smoked a bowl. No, but Danny was like, "Oh, oh, you were trying you were trying to seduce Benny." And then and then he went to Benny and was like, "Oh, was Psyche trying to seduce you?" And I don't I never heard Benny's answer about it. Right. Right.
Right. And it's like, but then he just like he he got scared or something started blocking my account. I kept I said I said, "Well, I said, Benny, they're saying I tried to seduce a like a young retard." That's what he was "Benny's retarded." And and I was like saying on my channel. He's like, And I was like, "Benny's 23 and um he's intelligent, right?" I know. I don't
really care. But people think Yeah. You're kind of in a mood. Yeah. You can't I can't imagine being a Jan. What does Joker? What does Jany mean though? What is it? What is be What is a Jany, dude? They're like some internet dorks that make up their own little slang that nobody knows. They call people low cows. A lowcal is literally someone that is funny. It's
the nerdiest way of like saying that you're funny. Well, yeah. Like they're like everything they do is funny. They call them lals. Oh, you're a lull cow. And it's like they like hate locals, but locals are like comedians, dude. They just like they're like these hate groups make up their own little slangs like seething and all this It all kind
of started in like 2021 whenever like the Trump was going on and the election. Remember that? Yeah. That's where all this toxic I know. It's Yeah. Yeah. It reminds me of that RG. And most of it is like Chinese scops. Well, a lot of Americans engaged in a lot of Chinese scops during the 2020
election, and they've kind of like just inherited this like this kind of toxic script that they use to like describe things. But it all kind of started in 2021. I'm just giving like a history of the slang because like that's whenever the cancel culture kind of took off and a lot of trolls that happen to be in the live streaming communities also indulged
in a little bit of cancel culture, right? because it's funny. It's funny. So like that's what it's like is it bullying? They bully they use like bully slander Tik Tok they use Tik Tok
terminology. People like Q45 love to use that ter like they like to use the words like I'm just using as an example blackout and too like like people like that they're always on the internet like they're always like really like angry they like to use those words. I don't I just know the history of it because I had to figure out what these words were.
Yeah. And I was like I was bamboozled. I was like what are these nerdy ass words that people keep on typing lowcal? Like what is that evening? Joker. Like I um I when I when I start when I was at Benny's the first time I like one of the first nights I was at Benny's I started my Discord back up and then I had like a little Benny Blanco afterparty cuz I like cuz when he passed out I still want
to talk to the chat there. And so one of the first people to join was like he's like a German guy. He looked really really nerdy. He's like an older German man. And he's like oh hi. He's like hello. His name is deer or something like hi. Like I collect cows. I collect cows. And I was like I was what is I like what is this cow stuff? And then it's like now then I got being called a lull cow. So I understand it's like and
people say lol cows is what people say. They say they say oh we're laughing at them not with them or they're people you just laugh at on the internet cuz Yeah. Yeah. You're right. You're right. Yeah. They're like nerdy people. And they they use that word. They're like I'm collecting cows. And like imagine me and Janney, they they a lot of them they like back in 2022 and the IRL community, they made
a bunch of these like these channels called like uh c like cowl live cow live and like all these lcal accounts and they all got they all got deleted because they would make like hate videos on people, right? But they still do it to this day. But back in like 2021
2022, that's whenever they made like those LOL like oh that the LOL thing kind of took off. It really started off the LCAL thing was with that weirdo Christian. So chat Christian Chan and
Cyrax, you know Cyrax, right? Yeah. The weird looking goblin guy. Yeah. Goblin. So, these are the three LOLs. I've looked this up. I had to figure out what this nerdy ass meant. Lol is like airsoft fatty. Remember that guy? Airsoft fatty. Like the big fat guy that
plays airsoft and he was on No Jumper. He's a LOL. Cyrax is a local. And then who else did I name? Uh the other guy, King Cobra, and Chris Chan. Those are like the four Locals. Chris Chang, King Cobra airsoft fatty, and uh do you know your mentor?
Do you know who mentored me a little bit and gave me good advice? You know, I I didn't get to know him for very long because he passed away, but um Marty Marty Music Biz like and uh Marty Music Biz, he called me underdog because I'm everyone I always would I would do football betting with them. I would like I would tell him teams like you know I predict I predict teams and he when I won he would send me um send me like a
little a little gift like a little you know PayPal but um he called me underdog because I would always say I would usually take the under like he'd say under 50. I'm like under. Okay. So you know so yeah so I would say under sometimes I would say over but he called me underdog and then he told me like you know he told me how to respond to trolls and and he's basically Cyrax's he was
Cyrax's like arch nemesis. He was like his number one troll. It's a KFC. You got your drink. It's Kentucky Fried Coca-Cola. I'll pour some Coca-Cola in there. Kentucky Fried Chicken. Yeah. So, the LOL cows are like those type of people. And this guy Black RG said,
"I've never listened to Joker before. You're not a smart dude, dude. I just smoked a bowl and a joint." Okay, dude. I'm trying to explain and I'm all the way out here and you're all the way like here in sober land. You're like sober. I'm like happy like I'm here.
Guys, this will help you guys. So, this will help you guys. It says, "A lull cow is a cow you milk for lols." It says, "Someone who can get baited into raging, embarrassing themselves, etc. The original LCA was Chris Chan who was baited dozens of times by trolls into doing ridiculous things on camera. I was right. I was right. I was right. Chris
Chan was I said Chris Chan, didn't I chat? Yep. This guy said Joker's not right and that I'm wrong and you just said everything I just said. Yo, it says in some Truman show kind of too, by the way. Finding people who seem unaware of their general circumstances and exploiting it. It shines a big bright light on their qualities people think are the worst about you. Suffice
it to say, I think it has a negative psychological effects for all parties. Lowcal is a person milked for amusement. The big issue is that what most people find amusing ends up being discriminatory in pretty awful ways. I like MMA, but struggle a lot with the community, filled with right-wing blowhards who think relentlessly harassing people is pig comedy and take any chance to take a dunk at a woman for
anything remotely sexual, be it true or not. It legitimately bothers me that idiots say it's just a joke and don't get how that's exactly the issue. Their sense of humor says a lot about them. Okay, it says it's a term used by Channer types to refer to people they feel have done something deserving of intense mockery, repeat trolling, and meticulous achieving of everything they do, archiving of everything they do. Most of the time they're legitimately
mentally ill or disabled people. Sometimes that's legitimately unpleasant people who do unpleasant things, but I don't think that earns them a lifetime of harassment and mockery by internet weirdos. The term was a kiwi farm thing to the extent it ever had meaning in lawsuits completely. and that the height the Kiwi Farm's localal forum had threads about single pretty much every single person who's ever posted something on the internet with any
notoriety. On a broader scope, people who use it unironically usually have some ties to whatever niche community that obsesses over, often in stalkerish or unhealthy parasocial way. The minute details, the the minute details of the lives of creators, toxic communities obsessed with famous people, isn't anything new. As a teenager, I giggled my way through plenty of web 1.0 forums full of people calling for jihads on
Nync. the Spice Girls, Barney, Carrot Top, etc. But the existence of places like YouTube creating figures of minor celebrity has certainly given it new life. If you ever met heard terms like Local, these kinds of people are probably involved and you need to take whatever they say with a grain of salt. Okay. Yes. And that is exactly what I was
explaining. And they were trying to say that you're a local finder. Are you collecting cows? Are you a local? Are you going to bring us into a niche community psych? Are you one of them? Are you a troll psych? I I have I have a little bit of troll blood, but it's like it's like just a little bit where I can I can understand troll. I can see it. I
can see I can appreciate good trolling, like funny trolling. I like there's like I was telling you, do you know Miss Neta? She's also in Georgia, I think. Um and she um it's like a she looks like she looks like a cling on. She looks like Bill Cosby with match with a cling on. She's like seven foot tall. She's like, she's supposedly in her 40s, but I think she looks like she's probably 60 years old. She does drag as like this character, Mrs. Neta. She does cooking where she like cooks the worst stuff.
And um she has like a 20 year 20 years younger boyfriend named Charles who she cooks for. She goes, "Charles, your lunch is ready. Look her up. Can you look up Miss Neta and you can see what she looks like?" I'll show you a picture. Hold on. Do you want me to find Miss Neta? Is that one of your gloals you found? Yeah. If you post her link in the private
chat, I can pull it up on the screen. I I'll No, I'll just show you. Hold on. Well, I can find it real quick so they can see it better. That's Miss Neta and Charles. You can see it right here. That looks Yeah, that's a dude and a dude. Is that Flirty Diamond's friend? Miss
Netta. I like that one. I I would smash Miss Net. That's what she Here's what she usually looks like. Oh, hell no. Not anymore. No. Miss Neta has she she has like a
thousand people in her chat whenever whenever she goes live. Like um a thousand people in chat and it's like this. But she looks good here. Look. Yeah, I'd bang that.
Uh, but Miss Neta's really guys, you should check out Miss Neta. But but here's what he looks like. Or she hold No, I can never do that. And he gets a lot of he gets a lot of hate. But so you like this you like this you like this one, right?
She looks like actual or he looks like an actual black woman in Atlanta. Like I'm not going to lie, that looks like an actual real woman. I have seen black women that look just like that. There you go. That's it. So interesting. Okay, that's Miss
Neta. But you should But guys, check it out if you want to laugh because the chat the chat is so funny. It's like and it's like it's like trolls but it's like she doesn't even read the chat unless it's a super chat but um the chat is just like funny. It's like it's just funny and it's like not making fun like I I respect um Miss Neta as like a entertainer and I and I you know as a
streamer and Miss Netta has like a million followers on TikTok and all but but a lot of she gets like a lot of trolls and like a lot of people saying oh it's Bill Cosby and then you know every critiquing every like little thing about the food she makes but at the end of the day she's lapping away her way to the bank right come on up on Florida Diamond if you can come say hi to Joker and me. Anybody else want to come up? You
You're welcome to come up. I don't know. I guess I've been cancelled, guys. I This YouTube cancel culture has finally gotten to me. I had 80 people in the chat this morning. Now I have 16. Guys, if you can help me out by sharing my stream, you can share it on YouTube. You can share in your in your Discord or just let your friend know. If you know interesting person or you have if you
have a a suggestion for an interview I would like to uh you know you have to probably um probably best to reach me on Discord about it like so I have like an archive because I sometimes don't go back on the chat. Yeah. Come on up Diamond if you can. Amber. Amber you want to come up too? Oh here's Diamond. Welcome Diamond to the show. Hey. Hi.
How are you today? I'm all right. about to eat something and then um run some errands. You are? Yeah. You see, you see the controversy this morning? No, I I barely looked at that stupid group chat and noticed they took photos of me straightening my hair. I
know they mentioned you briefly, but I don't really understand why besides the fact that they're bored. Oh, I know. You know, but it's like, you know what? When you're when you do great things, when you're like when you're out there, when you get popular, you put yourself out there, there's going to be a lot of good attention. A lot of people are jealous of the good attention and there be like negative attention. We
just got to you got to stay strong and, you know, know that we have to it really it's like in order to be a a YouTube streamer. And then we all can probably relate to this. You have to have you have to have a little bit of narcissism. You have to have like a little bit of like I can be out there. I can put my I think I'm beautiful. I like I love myself. I'll put myself out there. I'm interesting enough for people to listen to, you know, and so when you when I when we see a lot of this narcissistic
abuse, we already we already understand how that works, but I think we're like the kind of there's there's good narcissists and there's bad narcissists, right? There's Right. IP2 Fireside. Okay. Yeah. Come on up, Amber, if you can. Okay, Amber. I don't proof of LG. Well, I know, but I'm not. But the problem is you can't even look at that proof because it has an underage person.
So it's like it's like you can't it's like you know I can't Well, can we discuss Amber? Can you come on here and discuss what? Yeah, you can you can tell me what you saw and stuff, but I don't he is you'll know who El No. Then um and then somebody named Yasin. I don't know if you ever met Yasin. It's hot. Yeah,
he's annoying who justifies. Um yeah, I won't say he justifies, but I hear for some reason he's educated on marriage laws. Yeah. Like I I mean I basically I've had enough of him like because he was like okay. Okay. So hold on. Who's this? You have to show me in your camera guy. I I won't be I won't show you on the screen. I'll just show me. Show me your person.
To me that's weird. Like why are you educated on who marry? Hey. Oh, sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry. I'm sorry. No, it's okay. It's just me. I just It's just Amber. I just Hi. I'm good. Um, I'm not trying to debarrel what you guys are talking about, but I'm just seeing like all the stuff that's going down about the LD
thing. Now, I haven't talked to Salmon yet, but I I'm not okay with how Salmon tried to turn it on you about how you were like, "Show me the proof." And then he was like, "Blah blah blah. I'm not going to show you the proof." So, the proof that I have, it's not anything like inappropriate. It just shows the very young female on LD's panel and him not
giving a that everyone's telling him, hey, you have a minor on your panel. Get her off. Um, and then there's more to just that clip like he was talking to the same female in like private chats, like privately talking to this person and there's inappropriate messages. That is not what's being shown because obviously it does have to do
with minor. Now, I understand fully not hating on people because other people do. You know what I mean? And you'll come across it a lot. Just because of a majority of people doesn't like someone, you know, doesn't necessarily mean that you don't have to. But LD is not a good person. He you're getting all this flack and and
there's a reason why people chase him around the communities he tries to join because he is not a good person. There's so many things that he's done. I've known LD since he came around. My panel was one of the first panels he joined and this is people were still getting to know him and then and then he started getting popular and people started joining his panels and then he started letting the hella get to
his head and he started just doing really bad things to people. But I I know a lot of bad about him because I've seen a lot of Now, I know one thing that you won't like. He and he denies everything, but a lot of it he's I mean, it was either he said on his streams or, you know, he said to other people, but I there's a lot of bad
that is involved with LG. And I have a lot of crap I can just talk on them, but I know one thing that you won't like cuz you're an animal lover. Uh, if you're okay with me telling you my side of it all, I'm going tell you. Tell me. So, there was one time where there was this Okay, you know who Vegan Patriot is,
right? Yeah. Okay. Well, when Vegan Patriot was first starting to see IBL, there was this girl that they knew that was like her own streamer. She went by Star Paw and she was like 18, just just turned 18. Well, LD somehow got himself intertwined with all them. And at one point he was trying to
Starpaw and um his dog was like trying to like get his attention. You know how dogs are. And he kicked the dog so hard that it kicked the dog off the bed and the dog got hurt and ended up having to have stitches. We all know this is true because he talked about it for two or something two days. how he didn't have the money for the vet, but the dog
needed to go get the stitches. And he ended up getting the money from his mom, I think, to finally take the dog to the vet. And and he talked about this stuff on his panels. So, like that's not even that's not even the beginning of it. Like, um there was one streamer that he ended up meeting through like vegan patri who was Gucci. You I'm sure you
know who Gucci is, right? Mhm. Well, uh, he she will tell the story that he basically took advantage of her while she was blacked out drunk cuz she used to drink all the time. And I don't think sex happened, but there was a lot of other stuff that happened while she was like intoxicated. Like couldn't even
like say what the was going on. There was just a He's not a good person. And there and I know I'm pro, you know, and I know a lot of stuff about LD like he's done some degenerate and he and that's why people are coming to you and saying this to you because he's going to bring nothing but bad to as you can already tell.
I don't I don't I don't like that story about the dog. And of course cuz I I love that dog, you know, that dog is beautiful dog. That's what I'm saying. That dog still loves him. he still has the dog and dogs are dogs are loyal to the to to the end. And I'm like, you know what? I'm going to tell Saki about the dog thing. And I'm purposely telling you that story because I know that you're an animal
lover. And if there's going to be one thing to get it, you know, get the point across. And I'm sure you're just kind of sick of hearing about the same over and over about LG. But he, you know me, I'm not the one to just come up here and and hate on somebody and cause a bunch of drama and blah blah blah blah. But I've been people have been telling me for like a week or two to come tell you about LD. And I've just kind of been
like, you know, I'm over it. I'm not trying to like chase that around. But then then I saw him and he said some comments about me and I'm like, you know what? you LD. It's on again and I'm going to And so I was like, I'm going to tell Psyche about LD. So Okay. Well, thank you for letting Amber, we've been telling Psyche this for a long time. He knows. He's
been knowing this since beat us. Yeah, but but not but people aren't telling like specific stories. They're just telling him he's bad news because of I said he's bad news. You know what I mean? Like I wanted to come up here and like actually like give stories and background. And that's not even like there was one time his and I'm not hating on on a messy ass apartment, right? People have messy apartments, but
his his mattress looked like somebody died on it. Like he was so lazy and disgusting. Like his mom had to come over and help him clean his apartment. Uh, and just and he still treats her like Like he's such a little I can't stand him. That's just even one story. Let's see what was the other ones I was saying earlier. I just want to come up here real quick.
Where's Joker at? I just wanted to Joker went to play. He went to play video games. He might be his own panel. He'll come back. Just so you know, Psyche, he did beat up his grandpa. Just so you know, be careful your house. Okay. Don't get beat up. Okay, Clumsy. Thank you, Clumsy, for coming up.
So like Yeah. Sorry. Yeah, you're cutting out my bad or maybe it's my phone. My bad. I had it on the plastic. That's freaking gross. Like, that's really gross. Whoever this person is, that's they're absolutely disgusting and like they're going to hell. He is disgusting.
He is disgusting. And so, and I even said in Salmon's chat earlier, I said uh cuz they were kind of talking their smack about you like saying show proof. Yeah, I would share the video and I have shared the video. The video of LD with the girl on his panel is even on my channel because I people still need to see the proof. I'm the same way. Like I
like to see some proof and it's not anything inappropriate and I and so I said in Sammy chat I said the reason why someone would show that video is for the proof. Every single one of these people saw the video for the proof. So the panel inappropriate the messages would be inappropriate just cuz you know the the panel that's open that's open you know
and that's what I'm saying. Yeah. She didn't do anything inappropriate but you could just tell by her mannerisms and the way she was a kid. Yeah. Yeah, I mean it's just how they behave. I mean even then like there's a difference between someone that's 20 versus someone that's 30. Like there's just behavioral difference, you know, in each age and you can tell when someone's around a
certain age group and that's just really gross. But also I like I like to have if I have people on the show then the chat can like bring stuff up and then they can address it and it's like and then we then we have it you know it's like we can they can either reveal that reveal themselves or
it's like you know um the only thing does though is says that's not true go smoke more meth that's not true. He doesn't try to give any background story to it. He doesn't say this is what happened and people turned it into this. He just straight denies it. And that's the biggest problem. Like I talked to LG even at one
point on Bea's panel. I said, "You know what, LG? Nobody's perfect. Just own up to your Quit sitting here acting like you haven't done anything and that you're perfect. Like own up to your I own up to smoking meth and lying about it. Like you like that's one of the biggest problems people have with him. And he just he won't do it." And yeah, but blame you for denying smoking something like that
cuz like that's nobody's business, you know? And Right. And you're ashamed of it. Thank you. I appreciate that. Well, you're ashamed of it, you know? I mean I mean I didn't I didn't come out about using cocaine up until people exposed photos of me being extremely skinny. You know, I didn't want to talk about that, but it's like, you know, I get it. Not wanting to admit
to certain like that, cuz it's like you want to go past that life. It's life when you're wearing that lifestyle. It's it's I'm I'm just open about my drug use, my past drug use because I think there's a lot of people that have struggle or struggle with it or have struggled with it. And it's like and I'll get I'll like you know I'll talk about how you know it's
it's still a struggle sometimes you know it's like but you know it's like a lot better um just smoking weed and you know drinking for me right um but uh I I've I did everything for years. I did I did a lot of stuff for a year. I mean I I can't believe I'm still here guys. I can't believe I'm still here after what I've been through. I've been stabbed.
I've been I've been on Yeah. heavy drugs and stuff. And so I'm just I've been I've hung out with a lot of psychopaths, narcissists, gang members and uh and I'm still alive, right? So I have a unique kind of like background especially to help other people instead and I'm not I'm not I didn't all that experiences it didn't make me want to like lash out of people. It didn't make
me hate humans anymore. It just wanted me to help people. I know a lot of people um want to change and want want to change for the better. So exactly. I'm trying to move on from that past. My thing was is I was on panel high saying I'm not high. So, I was like actively lying about it. But again, that's what you do when you're in an addiction. But I do I just do want to clarify that I got I got love for Sam
and I wasn't trying to talk crap about him. I just I did not like that part and now I'm going to say something to him later about it, you know. But he was heated and he said some when he's heated. But I think people are just like right. I understand. But that's what I'm saying. It's like these kind of allegations get people very emotional
and I'm saying I hear I see like in my chat constantly every guest they're like oh don't this person did this this person did that. That's why I say no slander. Yeah. So but always like but exactly and I understand that it's hard to to separate you know what is possible allegation what's not. But I think these are one of those lessons where okay
these are not just chatters anymore. streamers that have dealt with him for the last five years, you know? I think that that's where cuz it took me a long time too to like find that balance of like, well, you guys just don't like this person, so you all are saying this But most of the time, if it's just the chatters, okay, but you know, when it starts to become a lot of streamers
telling you these things, that's when it's probably a time to start taking a little more heed. But you can at the end of the day you can have whoever the you want on your panel. But just know with Bill D is going to come a lot of heat and that happens anywhere he wants like because Yeah. And on this channel maybe it's like I have to keep protecting the
channel a little bit more. Maybe I will be more cognizant especially if people like you you and Vita and Sandman are saying it. you know, it's like I because you know, you you guys are all you guys are all have been in this game a lot longer than I have and and you have my probably my best interest and so I want to apologize to Sam, you know, because I probably should listen more, but I just hear a lot of well I hear a lot of stuff and I just like sometimes you don't know
what to believe and there's people like that are making these allegations about everybody and it's like and I and I've you know and they even say about me and so it's like or in like try to insinuate try to so I don't know I'm trying to get the difference between like the trolls and like the people that actually Yeah. And sometimes it's hard to see, right? Exactly. And in your def I think Sammon will appreciate the apology, but I will
say in your defense, there is a way to approach someone and talk to them about something like this. And there's a way not to approach it. And you probably were being a little defensive, too, the way the conversation turned because I did see parts of it. And he has he was heated. So, I do know he'll probably appreciate your um apology, but I think if it was approached like how I
approached it with you, like I'm not like we're all streamers. He's a streamer. Like, you should know that it took time for him to realize too who to who to pay attention to, not to pay attention to. You know what I mean? And so, yeah. Um, but that's why I came up here the way I did because you know me, I don't join these hate trains and I'm not going to jump on a panel and be like, "Oh, this bar. I mean, you know, okay, I lied. Let me do that. Let
me clarify that. I will talk my about people, but I I I wouldn't take that. Sorry, Diamond. No, it's okay. I'm just saying I gotta go, but it was nice talking to you. Okay, sweetie. Have a nice day. Yes. Have a good one. Um, so yeah, it's just uh I um I think there's a way to approach talking to you uh
anybody about something like this. That's why I came up like I did just to have the mature conversation about it. And like I said, there's so much more. Like like one time he he was on a live stream and he was at a motel and he just walked like someone had their shoes outside their door like drying or something and he stole their
shoes. Like I know that seems pitly but like imagine you're not you know like your shoes. He's just not a good person. Yeah. I mean, that's I have to I have to del I have to like dig deep into my LD repertoire, but there's there's a lot of more up he did. Oh. Oh, so I'm just I'm gonna tell you this one I
remember because this one was a really another up thing. So he there was uh someone else that he met in the mix of the streamers who was Captain Deplorable and Captain Deplorable helps street like helps people. Well, LG was getting evicted from that apartment that I was telling you about that was so
nasty. his mom had a complic um uh he uh Captain Deborah let him go stay at his one of his houses cuz he has like a couple houses well LD quit pay didn't pay rent ended up destroying the place becoming a squatter and like out of spite started breaking windows like I don't remember
like the whole story a while ago but he ended up becoming a squatter and just disrespecting and talking all this mad about Captain Deplorable and Captain deplorable wanted having to call the cops and have them removed like and it was like he just bites the hands that feed him constantly and he just he just just know wisdom is going to come. I'm not going to try and
ruin the rest of your stream with this I just wanted to come up and like I got I got I got stories like rather than me just coming up telling you who's a bad person and you're stupid for not realizing it, I thought maybe I should come up and tell you some actual like incidences. And I'm not gonna lie, I purposefully came up to tell you the dog story because I knew that would that
would bother you the most. Whether it's manipulation or what, I knew that would be one story to be like, "Oh." And it's not a it's not a lie. I'm not exaggerating. He talked about it on his panel for like two days and it came out of his mouth. He is the one who said what happened to the dog and about the stitches because all because the only thing that I really liked about his
appearance today was him showing the dog and how that dog is so cute and the dog is just like so loving and it's like such that that's what I I he came up showing the dog on the camera. That's what I wanted to see. I want to see the dog. I No, he I know. He just he loves his dog. He's just a bad He's just a bad person and he doesn't he didn't take care of him and everything. Yeah. I'm
coming. You're Oh, there you are. Okay. Sorry, I pulled up to talk to my friend, not a drug dealer. You're But I gonna I am going to hop off here, but if you have any more questions, let me know. Thank you, Amber. Appreciate you. Okay. You're welcome. Of course. No problem. And I'll try and join again later if you're still live. I'm sorry. Sounds good. See you soon. All right. Bye.
Bye. Yeah, I mean that's the way to approach me, guys. I mean, it's like like in a kind way, you know, not not yelling at me because then I feel because I've just been under attack and I feel under attack and then it's like I'm constantly being told what to do this, do do this, do that, do this, do that, right? I want to
um have people I can trust and it's like I do listen to people and it's like, you know, sometimes I get suckered by people with other agendas and so I'm trying to show my show the best way I can. So, I'm not trying to offend people. I'm not I'm trying to at least put discussions out in the open like, you know, and we can have they can defend themselves.
They can show their side of the story, you know. Um, but it really is this is the tarot channel, guys. But yeah, but I because I don't always have the details. I'm very new to this and there's a lot of stuff going on and it's like maybe you know guys that I have to go I have to be I have to go through the fire to to go through the I have to to get you know get to the other side. I have to go
through the fire. characters just went through run through the fire and so sometimes I'll get burnt, you know, but it's like I will just try my best to do the right thing, you know, but I just have so many thing I have so many people in my ear about different things and uh and it's hard to um it's hard to sort out everything and
and there's a lot of intricate relationships and and different things and people have been friends a lot longer than they've been friends with me or know know a lot more than they than I know. So, I'm just not trying to play a victim. I'm not trying to um say, "Oh, I'm so innocent." You know, it's like we've all made mistakes in our life. There's moments in my life I just cringe
over. I think I think, "Oh my god, like how like what how could I do do that?" Right? Um but do we all have those moments? We all do we all have these memories like, "Oh, remember when I did that?" Like that's that's called growth. when we can like look back at our behavior and then mod modify we and we can all I believe people can change for the better. I I do I do believe that's part of humanity is like we're not all
perfect and we're all that like I said every saint has a past every sinner has a future. Okay, there's hope for everybody. Everybody can become a better person. We can improve. Even even like the worst person in the world can there's an episode of South Park
where Cartman's like, "I'm gonna make make it right." Let me see if I get the lyrics to it. He did something terrible, right? And then everyone's mad at him.
South Park. Okay it goes. I'm going to make make it right. I'm going to take a little time and set things straight. Make make it right. I'm paying for my sins. And it sure feels great. Feels so good to be making up for
all the things I've done wrong. I know now what the good Lord in heaven wanted from me all along. I'm going to make make it right cuz Jesus wants me to have a clean slate. Not faking it. I'm making it right. Paying for my sins. It sure feels great. Make make it right. Make make it right. Going to make it right.
Girl, I got to have your loving tonight. Make make it right. Yeah. I'm gonna make make it right. I'm sorry. Everyone's leaving the chat. That was from South Park. That was a really good episode. Let me see if I can find the episode what it was about.
Cuz he did something terrible. I think he
like Hold on. Oh Hold on.
It was called the death. Okay. It was called the death of Eric Carman. Okay. So Carmen did something and they're like, "Oh, we're so sick of Carmen. Let's pretend he's dead." And then he thought he was actually dead. And then he went and um he thought he had to like redeem his sins and
stuff. And so he went out, he gave everyone fruit baskets that made things
right. See it says, "Believing himself to be dead, Eric Cartman tries to atone for his bad deeds done to others through the years. The song plays over the montage of Cartman and Butters delivering fruit baskets to everyone he's ever wrong." Oh, because Butter was because Butter everyone pretended they couldn't see him, but then Butters could still see
him like there. So, so he like he was like with Butters Butters thought he was seeing a dead seeing a ghost and stuff. I need more information. Tark is the best show, you guys. I think it's the best show ever.
Okay, it says, "Everyone decides to ignore Cartman. He's convinced he's dead and must find peace by making amends for his past sins and hopes Butter's psychic ability can help him." Pretty funny. Pretty funny episode. The Demian's like, "What the Everyone having a good good show?
We're having a good show. got some threats and some haters and you know, let me see if Samman's still alive. One second.
Okay, guys, I need to end. Um, go to Sam Man's channel if you want to support me there. You can. If you don't want to. They're just making some serious allegations. I'll be right back.
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