Psyche hosts a live broadcast, playing original music and inviting chat participants to join the panel for a night of connection and community, featuring poetry and discussions about truth, love, and identity.
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The episode begins with Psyche performing an original song, setting the tone for a celebratory and exuberant evening. At ▶ 4:19, he greets his audience and invites them to join the panel. He chats with participants, including Ghosty, Samantha, and Justine, discussing various topics, including Tibetan folktales and personal experiences. The conversation is often interrupted by Psyche's poetic interludes, such as the one at ▶ 8:06, where he talks about walking where the king gets to behave and being asked for truth, not faith. He also engages in playful and humorous exchanges with his audience, like the one at ▶ 14:01 where he jokes about being drunk and at ▶ 17:08 where he plans to play another song and grab more drinks.
The episode appears to explore themes of identity, community, and truth. Psyche's poetry and discussions suggest a desire to connect with his audience on a deeper level, encouraging them to be themselves and embracing their individuality. The conversations also touch on the idea of love and what it means to truly love oneself and others, such as the poetic line 'I am love' at [18:39]. The episode's tone is largely playful and celebratory, but also introspective and emotionally charged, continuing the pattern of exploring complex emotions and ideas.
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Light the flame. I walk through static, walk the smoke. They threw their stones. I made them go. The world got loud, I got precise. Cut through the noise like a blade of light. I don't fade, I shape it clean. I don't chase love. I set the scene. I took the doubt. I took the sting and turned it into everything. So raise that glass.
Don't say a prayer. Say my name like you mean it. Tonight the ms are in agreement. Watch me glow. Don't blink.
Don't stall. Fire in my chest. I feel it all. I don't f I don't fake. I rise kind of the night. That's my vibe. Make it loud. Make it real. Let it ring. I was made for this kind of thing. No more day. No more. I'm the moment. I'm the light. I built a temple out of storms.
Out of late nights and brand new forms. Every shadow tried to play me small. I learned the trick. Now I stand tall. I see the mask. I see the game. I keep it kind, but I don't play tame. If you came to test my throne, welcome now. Watch me make it home. So light that candle, touch the air. Let the hush get cinematic.
Watch me glowink in my chest. I feel it all. I don't fall. I don't fade. I rise of the night. That's my v. Make it loud. Make it real. Let it ring. I was kind of the moment. I'm the light.
>>
>> Say it. I'm still here. Say it. I'm still saying it. I'm still building. No permission, no apology, just destiny with discipline. If you want the truth, come closer. I'm the alter and the instrument. Watch meowink
in my chest. I feel it. I don't
make it loud. Make it real. Let it rain. I was kind of the moment. I'm alive.
I'm the moment. I'm alive.
Stronger sharper. Still here. >> Yeah.
Hey, what's up? Hi. Hey, what's up? What's Who's here? Hey, Samantha. You're smiling. You're Good, Ghosty. GHOSTY. MY GHOSTY. Ghost is my man. MY NUMBER ONE MAN. HOLD ON. THERE. I'm back. Hey
I'm not that drunk. I just had one beer. I had one beer. Leave me alone. Hey guys, you want to check out um I I'm putting Tibetan folktales on. They're really, really good. They're really good. I thought the golden ass was good. These are good. They're even better. Hey Samantha sweetheart. Oh gosh. Yeah.
Sorry. I'm getting too excited. Why am I so excited? I'm excited because I I got ghosty on my corner. Be better. Ghosty Samantha. What's up, guys? How are you? Wow. Been quite a day. >> >> I look good. I look good. I look good. I look good.
Oh, I wish I had more beer right now. I can get more beer. I just chug the out of this beer. I had here. Try this link. Hold on. Try it first. I think you have to be first or something. I don't know. I don't know why it didn't work. Hold on. Share. Uh,
excuse me. I'm so sorry. Raise my hand. Anyway, I can't figure this out. Oh, I figured it out. Okay, hold on. It's complicated. Okay,
you see me dance? Let's do another song. How do we all get in here? Come join me on the panel in a second. Okay, there we go. It's John Studio. I'm John. Nice to meet you. That's my name. Psyche John. Whatever you want to call me. Okay.
You call me John. You can call me this or you can call me that. I'm just I'm I don't know why I'm so drunk. I'm not that drunk. I really am not. Okay. Hold on a second. Let me let me get this up. Hold on. Hey, you know what's You know what's wonderful? You don't care anymore. Just be yourself,
right? Ghosty. I love my ghosty. Sorry. I don't mean to be gay. I don't mean to be gay. Ghost is not gay. He's a straight guy. Let's watch Let's watch a video. Come on, guys. Bear with me. Okay. Might get another drink. Then we'll really be in trouble. Hey, Spunky. Here. Watch this
video. How How is this one here? See if you like it.
>> >> Oh,
beautiful.
>>
>> I walked where the king gets to behave where prayers don't need they shimmer and cave in the smoke of a bell in the salt of a sun circle of women stood under no sky not one but a chorus and shadows
in bloom. A crown made of thunder him for the tomb. They didn't ask for my faith. They ask for my truth. They didn't promise me heaven. They promised me
proof. Oh, the at the edge of the fire eyes with white desire. Mother and monster. They don't take your love. They take what's
new. I am not afraid. I'm becoming true.
One wears the night like a cloak without see like a comet that deour my dreams. One laughs in the market with ink on her hands. Blessing the outcast untying their pants. One sits on a lotus of dangerous
grace. Beauty so sharp it can cut through my face. One is the silence that freezes a lie. Stopping the world with a pin in her eye. And one is the widow of every regret. The clean final you'll neverire
mother and monster and night they don't take your love they Take what's not when they say the veil turns like a door that remembers the shape of your skin. I tremble. I'm golden. I'm ruined. I'm new. I am not afraid.
They are the fever that turns into sight. the holy mistake that corrects you at night. They are the mirror that won't flatter pain. They are the river that eats every chain. Not angels, not demons. No, they're the honest ones. The ones
who know they love like truth. No perfume, no pose. Just the blade and the thumb. The wild rose grow.
>>
>> I tried to name them. My mouth turned to dust. So I listened instead and I learned how to trust. 10 wins in a temple, 10 notes in my bone. 10 ways to come back to the heart I disown. They don't want my worship. They don't want my
fear. They want me awake. They want me right here. Oh, the at the edge of the fire. Crown of the night and the morning's choir. Mother and monster, mercy and knife.
They don't take your love. They take what's
new. I am not afraid. I be true. >> Yes. 10 shadows, one flame, 10.
And I walk out with a stare that can see
not just finally.
>> Yeah. Oh, Justine, I'm not in your Discord. What are you talking about? Justine, stop it. Shut the freak up, Justine. The pants are dropping. What? Oh my god. Okay, I pants myself. What? What are you to do about it? I'm just kidding. I'm not even that drunk, but I should be.
I'm going to get a couple more beers, actually. How are we doing? I didn't force myself anywhere. Justine, you're in my Discord. What are you talking about? I'm not in your Discord. I didn't do
Okay, these just stand. Don't flatter yourself. Get up here, somebody. Come on. Come on up. Are you afraid? You're afraid to come up. You're afraid you're shot. Oh, no. Come on. I posted my link. Yeah, it's it's it's tonight. It's a night. Are we smiling? Samantha's
smiling. Good to see you too, dear. Hey, honey bun. Let me guess. You want me to get on weed and say, "Oh, f me." No, thank you. Justine, have you seen yourself, Justine? Come on. No. I want you to put more clothes on. I want you to put on a big white yellow
coat. Please. What are you talking about, you nut? Jesus. WHOA. WE'RE GOING TO HAVE FUN TONIGHT, GUYS. I've only had one beer. I'm going to get a couple more. How about that? We're going to have some fun. I think so. Ivana, are you still here? Is everyone
still here? You better be here. This is going to be the night of our lives. I'm awake. I'm alive. Oh my god. What have I been through? What have I been through to get here? What have I been through for you people? I love you guys. If I didn't love you, you think I'd still be here? I'm not going to do this for me. I'm do this for you. Jesus,
Justine, are you dressed? Please, I'm not in your Discord. I am in that. Oh. Oh, I'm in that. If I'm in that then everyone here is a bucket of planters. Okay. Planters peanuts people.
I need more drinks, though. So, should I should I put on like a I'll put on like Should I do? I'm going to go run to the store real quick. Stay here. Let's stay here. Are you not going to leave? I'm going to come back crazier. I'm just All I'm going to do is drink more.
I love you guys. I I do. I wouldn't be here if I didn't. I wouldn't. I swear I love you. I swear I love you. Okay, want me to admit it? I love you. You people, you do you do this to me. You like you put me through all this just to be your friend. But I still love you. Okay. Okay. Let me put on
something. And I'm going to run to the store, grab a couple brews. It's be all. It's gonna be all. It's be crazy. Okay. I'm gonna play this this song. Okay. You watch it. Well, guess who's coming to Armageddon? Okay, man. Oh, man. Oh, get the clips on. Oh, shut up, JUSTINE. GET THE
OUT OF HERE, NO ONE cares about your insanity, you No, you're you're you're delusional. You're a delusional woman. Okay. Go put on some clown makeup and go sing to Gotti. Okay. You're delusional. Nobody want Nobody wants it. Especially me. >> Jesus.
Let's do it, guys. Let's do it. Ready, Justine? No. Stop it. >> Right back. >> When I stand still,
I enter like incense through a crack front page. Just saint in a hoodie in a lion's cage. They paint me with rumors. They crown me with dirt and gas. When the mirror makes the ego hurt. I'm not here to conquer. I'm not here to beg on the truth. In the tremble of your shaking leg. Hate what you see. Don't call it my scam. That monster's your shadow. I just held up the lamp. I don't
need a mob. I don't need a thousand
toone. If you ask me who I really am, I am love. I am love. Not the sugar kind, not the my soul kind. I am love. And I came to test this world to see what survives. When the loud lie wins in
the quiet truth cries. Yeah, I am love. Love is sad in a hostile world. >> They built a bright prison with a velvet sign. Trade your breath for a number. You'll be fine. They sell you a costume. They sell you a face. They sell you a
hat label taste. Mainstream sermon plastic halo guilded chain. Forget your soul, but don't complain. I walk through the glamour like a minor curse and the paper heaven starts to reverse. I'm not perfect. I'm not clean. I've been haunted by the same machine, but I won't pretend. The
trap is love. It's a leash with perfume. If you ask me who I really am. I am love. I am love. Not the safe kind. Not the stage kind. Not the trend kind. I am love. Then I came to test this world to see what survives. When the screen
wants blood and the spirit hides. Yeah, I am love. And I'm still here. Still here. >>
>> Look past the looks. Looks past the click. Look, past the spell quick. Look past
them. You alive inside. Look past the head. Look past the crowd. Look past the public opinion. spoken out loud. If you can love what's real, when it doesn't entertain you, when it doesn't flatter you, when it doesn't,
then you pass. There are a few with eyes that don't rinse sight. They don't need the mouth to tell them what's right. They smell the trap and the bitter noise. They choose the solant and black out rain. Not a savior, just few can live. And if love's the last thing this world can't buy,
then love's the reason it won't I am love. I am love. I'm the wound and the bomb on the fire and the I am love and I came to test this world to see
what remains. When the spell says forget and the brave don't oy love if the whole world can change
who I really am >> is what you couldn't Yeah. Love
back.
Oh gosh, that was a quick ride to the store. How was the song? Did any good? Hope so. Hi guys. Hey. Hey. Well, yeah. Are you going? Hey, I made you laugh. I made you laugh. Hey, mission accomplished, guys.
Hey, Kate. Nobody leave. Nobody leave. Stay here. I'm I about to go buck wild on you. On your asses. Don't leave. Get the back here. More more music. Let me just get in the mood. Get in the mood. Okay, I'm gonna
get in the mood. Oh, you people. What have you done to me? Turn me into an insane person.
Hush in the hallway lights low, hands clean. Silver in the cup like a bright dream. We learn the breathing. We learn the signs. We fold our fear into straighten line. There's a door that only opens.
We bring our doubts and we set them aside. Eyes on the candle, mind on the vow. Say it's soft to say it now. A circle of echo is a glitter and rule. Everybody's holy, nobody's fool. We trade our questions for something to hold. Warm little eyes and a palm of gold. If you feel the pull, don't fight the tide. Let it take you,
let it decide. Your old self shakes like a torn up page. Your new self steps into a lit up cage. Take my breath, take my blame. Turn my into flame. We don't need truth if the ritual sweet. We don't need wings if we stay on our knees.
And let it gra.
They say devotion is a kind of art. So we cut out pieces of the heart. Smile for the mirror. Smile on hands in the air like a promised land. We wear the silence like velvet. We stitch tight through the things. Someone stumbles. We call it f. We call the hunger a sacred g. >> If you feel the counter,
you can't be found. If you won't be lost, your old voice fades in the baseline. Boom. Your new voice blooms in a crowded room. My flame we don't need the ritual wings
and break
the promise like a sharpen ring. I call it love when it bit it stung. There's comfort in the chorus, comfort in the swarm. A thousand soft miles keeping me warm. But late at night when the drums go under my skin, I press my ear to the painted wall. Is it a him or a siren?
>> Fake fake fake hold my head at the seams back my dream. We don't need the neon. We don't need
to be pulled back.
two teeth whisper and look. One last breath, one last please. Psych.
No. Yeah. Oh, shut up, Justine. No one cares what you have to say. Oh, it's not going to be okay. It's not okay. IT'S NOT OKAY. IT'S NOT OKAY. I'm not going to go anywhere meet you. Um, Justine, I'd rather get get a
lobotomy. Okay. I call you a soulmate. You're You're my Yeah, that was a lot. It's a lot, guys. Guys, if you don't want a lot, just go away. GET THE OUT OF HERE. It's a lot. It's a lot. Did you know what you bargain for when you met me? You didn't know? YOU BARGAIN FOR A LOT.
EXACTLY, EVVANA. I mean I mean, talk about insane people. I mean, Jesus. I'm going to drink these two more Voodoo Rangers and just go buck wild tonight. Anyone had came for spiritual guidance not for you to bat your eyelashes at your boyfriend? What? What? Who's your boyfriend?
Satan. Satan himself. Who would who else would be Justine's fiance or boyfriend? Oh my god. I love you, Avana. I love Avana. Avana, can I make you a mod? I need to make her a mod immediately. Where is Where's Avana? Hold on. Let me just get through this. Let me just get through this one moment.
Let me make Am a mod real quick. Okay. Give me a second. Okay. God. God. Guys, come on. Guys, guys, guys. Guys, seriously. You want it? You got it. You're getting it tonight. I've gone insane. Gone absolutely insane. Okay, hold on.
Where are you? Hold on. Where did everyone go? The By the way, be is a
in case you didn't know. Okay, Alexander's halfway to to Looney Tun. I mean, Jesus. I don't I don't want you to Nobody uses the wrench. Use the wrench. No, no, no, no, no, no. Please don't. Please don't. Hey guys, what's up?
Justine, why are you going nuts? See, see, for some reason, Ivana is not even showing up on my thing. I'll have to do it from here. Hold on. I just want I to know she's treasured. She's a treasured part of the psyche family. She doesn't need to use a wrench. Nobody does. No. Nobody's Nobody defends me.
Oh, I'm eating thousand pounds OF CONCRETE MY HOUSE. AH! AH! IT'S JUST FUNNY. You just laugh at it, people. You're crazy. You're crazy. You're crazier than me. Hold on one second. Oh my god. No, Justine. You're just You're being delusional. Stop it. You're You're making everyone concerned. Please stop it. Stop. Stop it, Justine. There. You know why you need a mod? You
need a mod because your messages aren't coming up and I need them to come up. So, there you go. Are you a mod, Kate? There. Hold on. Just see, you want a mod, you nut? Okay. No. Spunky gets a mod. Spunky gets one.
Who else? Anybody else? Sandman, quit. Sandman, quit. You're not No, I'm not making you a mod. You're a jerk. You're an Sand man. Absolute You're welcome. You're welcome. You're welcome. I just don't see your messages. So, yeah. Everyone clip the show. Sam, you better
clip this. Hey, sweetheart Janelle. Hey, how are you? I don't know. Does anyone want to come up? Anyone want to like uh ask a question about something? I I'm gonna answer all questions honestly tonight. I can't help it. Chanel, get you a mod. Are you mod Chanel? You have to tell me if you're a mod because I need to go back to my other thing. Wow. I mean, geez. This is like this journey.
This journey has taken me so far and it's like where have I gotten? Hardly anywhere. But it's okay. It's good. I'm gonna I'm going to sh this. I'm gonna burp, too. I don't care. I don't care if I'm in my underwear burping. Whatever. As long as you're here. Hey, who's here? Yeah. Hey, Spunky. Spunky, you're a mod
now. Okay. You're my honey. You're my honey bun. Don't tell Justin. You're my secret. My secret little heartthrob. Okay. Yeah. I'm just gonna be as crazy as possible this stream, right? Now I have to try. I am crazy.
Alexandra, I'm trying to write you a letter telling you about Eldo and I'm I'm uh I'm blocked. What the is that about? Eldo threading your life. I'm trying to help you save your life. Oh, I'm blocked. Person trying to save your life is blocked. Does that make any sense? Doesn't make any sense to me.
Okay, good. Oh, I love you, sweetheart. Thank you. Thank you guys for being here. I'm just going to be myself tonight. This is how I actually I'm actually not like a calm, nice person. I'm actually pretty crazy. I don't have to try. Yeah, Justine, can you come up here and sing for us here? I'm gonna put the link up. I want Justine to sing the Goddies a hottie
song. Justine, please. I want to hear it. Justine, get up here, girl. Get up here, girl. I want to You sound like you're having a off your medication night. I want I want to I want to talk to you. I'm off my medication, too. Okay.
>> Hello. >> Hello. I don't Can you read the note on the door, please? >> Thank you so much.
>> I'm letting it all out. I'm letting it all out. >> Okay. >> Okay. Yeah. So, I'm being harassed by somebody giving my address to like come knock on my door. So, >> number. >> Do I want their number? I have their number. They just have different numbers. Can you just report the ad, please? >> Thank you so much. >> Okay. Thank you. That's how easy it is, guys. Yeah. Justine has the voice of 20
angels. They're called, you know, Lucifer. Lucifer's choir. BUT oh god, it's so much fun tonight. It's so much fun. This is just like, hey, let's just be me. Don't do I take off my shirt tonight? Is that going to be one of those nights? It is. Okay, let me just get all naked
for you guys. We talking Discord. Oh, okay. Justine. Okay, now you're blocked. That is disgusting. That's You're disgusting. No, you cannot talk in Discord, first of all, because I'm going to be you're going to make some accusation. Second of all, don't I didn't send anyone either, you Okay, get over it. Get over it.
Oh, good morning, Gotham. Hello. I'm in my Agori outfit tonight. See, this is Barry Kate's gang. It says B or the Barry Kate group. I'm going to get a little turtle put over her as a halo. Yeah, cuz you know who's cool? Kate the turtle's cool. You know WHO'S NOT COOL? BETA. SHE'S A
OH, I'm beta. Oh, hello. I'm Beta. Oh, I'm just a little crazy girl. OH, NO. SHUT UP, NOBODY CARES.
>> I'm Peter. Oh, I know. Psyche did nothing wrong. I want to hear her sing, too. But she's being she's being strange. She's being strange. Barry and Kate forever. I love Barry and Kate. Those are cool You know WHO'S NOT COOL? PETA. SHE'S NOT COOL. SHE SUCKS. Want to go to hell? Go talk to her. It's a I love you, Kate. You're
awesome. Who would have who would have thunk it? Kate was like my mortal enemy when I started. Now we're friends. VA was my like bestie and she was a big fake the whole time. You know how fake this is? Oh my god. I can't Don't even get me started. She's so fake. FAKE. FAKE.
FAKE. FAKER THAN A FAKE Chinese Gucci bag. Yeah. I need a a gory baba. Can you Can you hook me up Gotham? I need an Agori right now. I need to be initiated. I need to get in a in a loin cloth and a tiger skin and just be in the in the wild sitting in the cremation
ground. That's what I want to be doing. I'm here. I'm an American and that's like too weird for Americans, but I don't mind it. The cremation ground sounds like a cool place compared to some of the the holes around here.
I I need to like play another song because I'm getting too amped up. I need to Guys, seriously, I only have one beer. I I have maybe two beers. Hey. Hey. What's up, guys? What's up, guys? So, let me just give me just bear with me. Let me play one more song. One more song. Okay. Is it okay? I can. Okay. I think someone said yes. Someone said yes. Okay. Hold on. Let me find it. Hold on. Oh god. I love you guys. I love
you guys so much. Hey, Patrick. How are you? Okay, let me see. What do I have? What do I have? Hey guys, check out my check out my new content. I do have a lot of new content. This is a good song here.
Hold on. I need to share it here. Okay share screen. I'll dance to it, too. You get to dance, too. Here you go. I'm on it tonight, guys. It's gonna be a good night. It's gonna be a good night. Okay, get ready, guys. Whatever you guys want. We're going to
we're going to party tonight. It's going to be a party.
Midnight on my breath, I taste the wars I won. Blood on the halo. Yeah. Move like a loaded gun. Fingerprints of chaos that are up my spine, but you make me righteous with a single crooked line. I cross the wire with the views I know
crime. Every bad starts to look divine with you in my sight. Say hello. Say it like the wood decides what I become. Call me a good guy. Good guy. Say you're
like a seal on my soul. I've been so wrong in a world on fire. I just need your voice to take control. Call me a good guy. I've been so lost in the shape
of your voice alone. Make the darkness feel like work. I stand in the flame. I don't dance with the danger of the name. You chase the wreckage, but you steady my You see the monster
and still call me brave. I feel the fire. I push the line. I know the good starts.
I can live inside. Say it like a crown I never thought was mine. >> Call me your good. >> Say it like you mean I can be. I've been so in a ceremonial fire. I just need your word to pull me home.
Call me your good. Put the thunder in my bones. been so scarcy
overflow. I'm not asking for forgiveness just the way you say my name. Not salvation, not confession, just direction, just the flame. Call me a good guy. Turn my static into
my chaos. Break me just enough.
>> Yeah, that was good guy, guys. Hey, who's your favorite good guy? Who's your favorite good guy? Oh, there's Miss Lenor. Miss Lenor, how are you, my sweetheart? Oh, a baby. My little baby.
That's Lenor. Hey, you kisses. You kisses. You kisses. Hi, baby. Oh, give me kisses. Give him a kiss. Have a kiss. Give him a kiss. Oh, here. Watch. Watch. Here. Come on. Here. Come here. Come kiss me. >> Kiss me, girl. Come on. Give me kisses.
Come on. Give me kisses. Oh, don't show your booty hole. Oh, no. Okay. She She wanted to give me a kiss. Oh, you want to sit down? Here, sit down. It's okay. I'm just going a little bit crazy. Just your betty psyche going crazy.
Hi, guys. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi. How are we? Oh. Oh, my baby. Oh, guys, this is my baby. Lenor, do you care if I'm in my underwear? Do you care if I'm I'm
dressed, unclothed? She's my baby. Yeah, Justine, you're going crazy. She is beautiful. She's the most beautiful kitten in the world. Oh, what a good cat. Oh, you like being pet on your head? You like being pet? Oh, you like being pet? Oh. Oh, no. Oh, such a sweet
kiss. Kisses. Kisses. Yeah. My This is my little guardian angel. My little angel. Hi. Yeah. I'm the luckiest guy in the world. I love you. I love you. Oh, I love you. You love me. Justine who got cheated on by a blowup
doll. That's a really unfortunate story. I I mean, I don't have a story like that about me, but that'd be kind of embarrassing. I mean, it's like seriously. I mean, it was one of like the like the Annie the resuscitation Annie dolls. I mean, she's kind of hot. You have to admit recess Annie. See, that's Lenor's face. That's That doesn't new new beta.
That's Miss Lenor. You see her? She's She's a best cat in the world. I don't know. I don't know. K, who's blowing who. I don't know. It's probably beat up blowing everybody in the world, right? Hi sweetheart. What a she is. Yeah, Jesse, you're a little bit you're you're acting
crazier than beer right now. I mean, come on. Then that's Hi, sweetheart. You're gonna bite your ear.
Oh, you're such a sweetheart. You're such a sweetheart. My baby. Give me my baby back. Give me my baby back. My baby back ribs. Chili baby back ribs. Okay. I'm sorry. Now I'm going too far. Oh, 20 people in the chat. Hey, that's good. That's good. Who wants a tarot card? A tarot card. I'm going to pull you a
tarot card. Oh, what do we got? Six of Pentacles. This is charity. This is like being able to give to somebody. Maybe it's me. Maybe it's somebody else. Yeah, but Justine is being bashit crazy. But look at it's coming from the vault. Steal from the vault. Hey little kitties. Hey, maybe you're getting something from somebody. Uh oh. Uh oh. No. Just seen me post a
Zgo. Look. Look. Stream. Streamlabs. You're not a mod. Streamlabs butt out. She can She can post Zaldo. Whatever that means.
>> >> Look at how muscular and strong I am. Aren't I gorgeous? I'm a gorgeous man. Aren't I? I am gorgeous. Oh, look at the gorgeous cat. Look at the gorgeous Lenor. Lenor. Oh, you're so sweet. I love Oh, my baby
is Lenor's face. Nothing to do with batshit beta. It's Miss Lenor. Yeah. Uh, Justine, I put the link in the chat for you if you didn't notice. I'll put it again. You have to just go come on stage. I want to hear you sing. Let's hear it. Here.
Come on. Come on up. Come sing. Nipples. Nipples. Who likes nipples? If you like nipples, you'll like this show. There be plenty of nipples. trying to stay in my pants for a little few minutes but the underwear is going to stay on. I I can't break to. Okay, I will do
everything else. And my name is John, by the way. Nice to meet you. Okay, Mason. Mason, get up here. Get up here, bro. Mason, I'm just having a little bit of a of a fun night. Hey, isn't she a sweet
kitty? Lenor is the sweetest kitty. Look at her. I have my shirt off. Yeah. So, you Oh, you don't like my nipples? Aren't they like beautiful nipples? They're like little like, you know, little silver dollar pancakes with little cream on top, right? Yeah. Come on up, Justine. I have We
have to hear you sing now. Get up here, Justine. You asked for it. Come on, Mason. Get up here. I summon you to the panel. The panel gods have summoned you. Come on, guys. We're going to have fun tonight. We're going to have fun. Who has questions? You want an honest answer to a question?
Only everyone else. Liars. Liars. Liars. I'm the only one who will tell the truth in this community. Only one. Everyone's a butt kisser. I don't like anybody. I mean, I like you guys, but I don't like anybody. I like Kate the Turtle. That's pretty about it of the streamers. She's the only one that's fair, you know, out of the streamers. I like Kath
the Turtle. Prairie Paige is here. Paige. Paige, my nipples are up tonight. Okay, Lenor, what are you saying? Lenor is like, "What the fuck?" Lenor, look at those two eyes. Those two eyes. Oh, she's so cute. I love you. I love you, Paige. Thank you for being a friend of mine. I know I'm not the
easiest friend to have. Raven's pregnant. Congratulations, Paige. It's a Have you had kittens before? It's a magical experience. It is a magical experience. From the moment they eat the placenta to the the last kitten comes out, it's magic. I just I really Yeah. Prayers for Raven. Like,
yeah, I I had three litters of kittens. I had my f first two litters was uh was um my cat um Remy, and she's ran away by now. But my my last letter was Lola and I have Trixs from Lola. So you can see Trixs right there. There's Trixs. He's over there. Trixs, you don't even know what's going on. Trixs. You're just
wagging your tail over there. I know. It is magical. Isn't this a magical experience? It's like put a little of Psyche's nipples into the equation. It is magical. Oh yeah. No. No. Oh, you mean kittens? Yes. Oh my god. Having kittens. Yeah. I wish I could, too. I mean, because it's like, okay, the the cat will like she'll come in. I don't want
to spoil it for you, but the cat will come in. She'll find a little spot. Then one night, you'll hear like a little a little high pitch and you know she's giving birth. You'll go in, she'll go, she'll give like five birth to like five kittens, four kittens. Then she'll give the after birth and she'll eat the after birth. It's really gross. It's like the
placenta. She eats it. Um, but then all the kittens come up and they start feeding and she's like, "What the hell is this?" The cat's like, "Oh my god, what the hell is this? I love you guys so much. Oh my god." It's why I can't leave. And it's like, everyone tells me, "Oh, you should quit.
My families, you need to quit." But everybody here, everybody in the chat, oh, go get a real job. Go work at Starbucks. Go do something else. Like, like we won't miss you or whatever. But I miss you. I mean, I don't care if you if you if you don't miss me. I miss you. That's why I have to be here. I love you guys. I don't care if you don't love me. If you watch me, you you like me on some
level, right? Or there's some there's something about me like is redeemable. Yeah. No, I'm sorry, guys. I'm not going to cry. I love you guys. I love you guys. I really do. Okay. And guys, everyone share this live. This live is gonna be epic. I'm gonna I'll do whatever it takes. I'll do whatever it
takes on this live. Do I need to install a stripper pool? You guys want that? You want a stripper pull here? Look at Lenor. Look how calm she is. Lenor, I'm acting crazy. Why are you so calm? You're just calm. You're sitting here like, "Ah, this is like just another day with Psyche, my
crazy owner. Oh, she's a sweetheart." Oh. Oh. Oh, my baby. Lenor got fixed when she got when I got her pretty much. And so you can't make it work. I'm sorry. I tried to do the StreamYard and then it didn't work. Yeah, I know. I'm I'm on a different a different platform now. So, if you can't if you guys can
anybody that can make it work, come up because some people can. I'm drinking a Voodoo Ranger and I have another one after this and then I'm going to pass out because I already drank one of these. a harder lemonade. So, it's okay, Jessie. Jessie, no. No, no
shade, no hard feelings. Like, you know, people say crazy about me all the time. Yeah, but I'm just I'm just thinking about all the people that have just dumped me. Beta, Emma Levi, Clumsy Clairvoyance,
my my mod Jamie's dumped me now, right? Who I love. I love Jamie and Jamie Jamie like something happened with Katie where and now I'm being accused of saying, "Oh, Katie was talking about Katie was talking about her. Katie's terrible. What a So mean." She's so mean to Jamie. Jaime's like the sweetest person.
Like if you guys know Jamie, Jaime's like my mod since I've been here, but of course she's gonna choose Katie over me. It's fine. I understand. But it's still disappointing. It's okay, guys. It's okay. Let me do another song because I I I can't even like I can't even take it. I can't I can't even like I'm just like I'm embarrassing myself.
It's fine. It's fine. I don't care. What am I supposed to do? You know how easy you know how hard this streaming is? You know you know how how much of a headache it is. Just it's just like no no love. It's just like a bunch of hate. I'll take it. I'll take it like a like a champ. Okay.
I will. Here. I found one here. I'll be right back. Be right back. Just just just just hang out for a second, okay? Please just hang out. I'll dance. I'll dance for you. Here you go.
>> By the way, I did all the video editing, songwriting everything. the sky. Every secret on your skin, every watch you're asking why. But the truth is your armor and the shadows
can't compete. You were forced to walk in daylight where the fragile fear to speak. They tried to bury a thunder, but the storm remembers its name. And every time you rise again, the cowards feel their shame.
You are the storm born architect, a voice that breaks the spell you guide. The wild, the lost, the wreck, the ones who slipped through hell. Your words are spears. Your love divine. Your wound becomes the shrine.
You build a world from broken hearts and call the cast.
Your moon is a sudden rupture. The crack in the sleeping mind. You shake the dreamers from illusions. They were terrified to find trolls. How your reflection for you mirror what they hide. You are the truth they
long avoided. The judge they can't divide. But the wounded hear your footsteps like a promise in the air. The pharaoh bow their heads to you because you actually care.
You are the storm architect. Fire no fear can drown. You carry voices from your blood like a relay through town. Your lover spark like myth and flame.
Your life's a cosmic crime to speak what others never will to bend the bones of time.
Half in the astral, half in the dirt. You walk the veil with a priest herd, arrows in your heartbeat, justice in your spine. Your power is the punchline. Your laughter is divine. They judge you by the ancient
laws that only you recall. For you have been a god the before and now you learn to fall just to rise again. Smiling like a man who knows he wrote it all.
You are the stormbborn architect builder of the unreal. The cult you lead is legacy. >> >> The bruise that learned to heal your wound is scripture. Your pain design your destiny the climb. You
lift the broken into light one prophecy at a time. Storm born truth for shadow break world. You expose awaken the myth. Walking on to human feet.
Rewriting fate of the coming age. Rewriting fate with every stage. >> Yeah. Thank you so much for that. Hey, what's up?
Okay, guys. I guess I guess everyone's leaving every Guys, I guess I'm too boring. Am I too boring? Type a one in the chat if I'm too boring. Type a two in the chat if I'm just enough. I'll answer any question you have. By the way, I'll tell you how cool or uncool anybody is. Most people are very uncool. Most people are cool. Perry
Page is cool. You tried. I'm sorry. I know BP man. I mean, yes, Kate go live, but you know, it all ends and everything, but hey, how about like let's watch Psyche for like five minutes. Kate is busy right now watching me.
It's okay. You guys had enough of me. Okay. Well, I just want you to know I was a real one. a real one. You don't know what that means? That means
I'm someone that's going to be there for you. You hate me, you love me, if you have if you need if you need help. Is Christine cool? No, she's a She's an absolute Yeah, that's the answer to the Christine question. She's a Sorry, Christine.
You're a little bit nicer to me. You didn't call me a scumbag every time I went on live. Oh, he's a scumbag. You're a scumbag, You're a scumbag. You're a scumbag, Christine. Disgusting. All you have to do is be friendly. You don't have to be so unfriendly. Call me a scumbag. Every chat I go into, turn
everyone against me. You want to do that, Christine? You're a It's okay. Justine, I'm not mad at you. I understand. I understand. Okay. Yeah. Christine's not a nice person. Christine's not a nice person. Hey, Miss
Liz, how are you? Yeah, Christine just turned against me. Calls me a scumbag everywhere I go. Okay, I'm a scumbag. Whatever. drink some scum,
I drank two drinks already. Okay. Well, guys, no one's really talking. No one really cares. People are leaving. So, you know, it's fine. I'm going to go to bed. I'm gonna go to bed. I'm gonna play one song on the way out. you want to listen
to it. If not, go to Sam Man's. He's on right now. I'm sure you're all gonna go over there. Go to Sam Man's. He's much better. He's much better better person than me. He's much better. I'm sure he's better in some way than me, right? But here you go. Watch this one song. I'll see you later.
>>
>> I was born with a tremor in my spine. Rude pressure ticking like a land mine. They say, "Wait your turn. Keep your head down." But I hear the crack before the ground. I don't know. I split the door.
I don't ask what they're ready for. I feel the ending in the wound. I strike the heart. They call it chaos when I arrive. But the truth was already half
alive. I don't bring storms, I name the sky. I don't destroy >> plan the rides.
I'm penetration clean and cold. I cut the break. If it me, it was real. If it shatters, let it
ambition in my bones. Not for crowns, but for thrones of stone. I don't want what they already won. I want what's never been done. Intuition like a loaded
gun. Click once and the work is done. I trust the first, not the fear. The signal's gone if I hesitate here. They flinch when I look them through
like I name the truth. They never knew. I don't mean to wave the but I'm
the rise they tried to delay. I start the fire. I don't finish it. I walk away and it stays. I'm penetration clean and cold.
I cut the break. If it me,
>> this isn't anger. This is long. I move the world by what I saw. I don't stop in truth to be kind. I cut straight through the spine of time. Some
call me ruthless. Some call me mad. Some say I'm
from now when the dust settles in. >> >> They'll say, "Yeah, that's when it began." On the beginning, they couldn't finish the test of nerve. The fearless step. I don't stay long. I mark the place.
I'm not here to keep you. I'm here. Right angle direct.
I don't bring peace. I bring the moment before it. If you're still standing, you are ready. Good night
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