Psyche hosts a late-night stream featuring atmospheric poetry, tarot readings, excerpts from the Psychenomicon companion book, and commentary on perception, identity, and power dynamics.
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The episode opens with a haunting, surrealist spoken-word piece about sleep, surveillance, and distorted reality [0:00-4:03], followed by a thematic anthem about perception and identity titled 'Cult of Perception' [6:19-10:02]. After technical setup and greetings [10:43-12:22], Psyche performs a tarot reading for the chat using blood-red cards, interpreting the Eight of Pentacles (past work and rewards), Five of Cups (sadness with lingering hope), the Empress (fertile inspiration), and Seven of Cups (confusion and focused wishes) [12:58-17:06]. Psyche reads an excerpt from the Psychenomicon titled 'The Silence is the Throne' [14:54-16:13], reflecting on paradoxes of power, withdrawal, and performance. The stream continues with oracle card readings from three decks—Mermaids/Fairies/Secret Garden—offering messages of recharge, self-care, and grounding [28:40-31:27]. Music plays [34:33-39:34], and Psyche discusses personal matters, the show's community, and introduces a police interrogation video featuring a suspect named 'Slimy' [41:32-1:05:31]. The interrogation, conducted by a detective, explores the suspect's background, social media presence, and contradictory statements about weekend activities and associations. The stream concludes with Psyche announcing plans to continue broadcasting on the Nightmares Channel [1:05:17-1:05:31].
The episode appears structured around the tension between revelation and concealment—themes that recur throughout in multiple forms. The opening poetry suggests surveillance and inversion (watchers becoming watched), the Psychenomicon excerpt wrestles with whether silence represents genuine transcendence or performative power, and the tarot reading emphasizes discernment between appearance and reality (Seven of Cups). This continues the show's pattern of exploring how identity, perception, and presentation shape power. The inclusion of the police interrogation video suggests an interpretive commentary on how people construct narratives under pressure, with the suspect's contradictions and evasions mirroring the show's thematic preoccupation with masks and authenticity. The oracle readings of 'recharge' and 'self-care' appear to offer grounding counterpoint to these abstractions, suggesting that amidst philosophical complexity, practical wellness matters.
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We now return you to your regularly scheduled sleep.
Please remain horizontal. Please do not blink.
Please do not count the others in your bed. The clock has melted to a quarter past never.
The hallway grew a second than a third. The sleepers walked themselves into the cellar and answered when you didn't say a word. There's a hung behind your teeth tonight. A frequency that learned your name. Don't trust the lamp, it's lying with the light. The wallpaper is breathing all the same.
Sleep, a little static sleep. The antennas drinking your dreams. Sleep, a little static sleep. Nothing here is ever what it seems. The tape won't stop, the screen won't blink. You're further from the morning than you think. This is the dead air lullaby.
You're already lying where you lie.
The cat has too many eyes this evening. She's counting all the exits one through nine. The mirror kept your face but stopped believing and handed you a stranger, soft and kind. There's a house guest in the corner of your eye. He's been patient since you were a child. He doesn't want your body just the night.
He'll fold you up and keep you for a while. Sleep, a little static sleep. The antennas drinking your dreams. Sleep, a little static sleep. Nothing here is ever what it seems. The tape won't stop, the screen won't blink. You're further from the morning than you think.
This is the dead air lullaby. You're already lying where you lie.
One sheep, two sheep. The third one's wrong. Its wool is wet and its legs too long. Don't open the door for the morning sun. Morning was canceled, there won't be one.
Rewind me. Rewind me. Rewind me. Sleep, a little static. The channel's gone cold, the sigils awake. And it's eating the cold, the tape won't stop.
It won't, it won't, the screen won't blink. It can't, it can't. You're already lying where you lie. Sleep, a little static.
This concludes tonight's broadcast. You were never watching it. It was watching you. Please stand by.
Please stand by.
Please stand by.
Please stand by.
We're feeling as a weapon. And truth is a prey. We don't break the system. We rename the game. In the cult of perception. You're never the same. Choose when to feel. Choose what to see. Carve your reflection out of what they believe. This is in faith, this precision in name. In the dark cathedral.
We rewrite your name.
In the dark cathedral.
They never see you, they assume you instead. A shadow you sculpt in the front of their head. You could be hollow, you could be gold. It's all in the story that silently's told. So speak like a symbol, move like a sign. An absence to more than a thousand lines. They'll build you a myth. From the gaps that you leave.
A god made of silence is easy to believe. Identity bends when the mirrors align. Are you the mask? Or the thing behind? Welcome to the circle. Step inside the flame. Where presence is power. Besides the game.
We don't chase meaning. We reassign. In the cult of perception. Your image is divine. Choose when to show. Choose what to hide. Let them construct what you keep inside. This is in faith, it's design refined. In the dark cathedral.
To control their mind. Every room is a ritual. Every word is a key. Every pause is a shift in reality.
You don't argue the structure. You dissolve and replace. You don't fight for position. You become the space.
Fairness was a story they fed to the young. A lullaby looped on a silver tongue. But the altar runs on leverage and weight. Not what you deserve. Just what you create. So drop the illusion. Step into the cult. Where outcomes are forged. Not promised or told. You lose the comfort. You sharpen the blade.
You stop basking wine. Start how it's made. Here's the cost to the clarity you claim. A quieter heart. Stay your eyes. Welcome to the circle. Step inside the flame. When nothing is owned. And nothing's the same.
We don't seek balance. We don't complain. In the cult of becoming. You transcend the frame. Choose how you move. Choose how you play. Build your advantage. And don't delay. This is a crawl. It's seen again. In the dark cathedral. You rise without name.
Not fully known. Not easy to read. A ghost in the signal of thought in the sea. You are the question they can't contain. You are the ritual. Inside the frame.
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Yeah. Wow. It's a good one. Hey. Just so you can barely see her. Do you have any knees? I'm really cool shirt. Actually I have this comic. It's a huge comic book.
I got it on Kickstarter. It's really cool. Let me show you some time. Yeah, there's a cat there. Hi
Sorry, my knees are frightening. Ooh, I had a nice shower. Oh, nice shower. Put it on my background. Okay, let me just see. I need to stamp my fingers to make it though. Or you can go. I do believe in fairies. I do believe in fairies. Oh, there it goes. Okay, I installed a snapper, not a clapper.
It's a snapper. It's kind of like taking a bong hit, but better. Ooh Yeah, the chat is now officially haunted. Me typos that you might see are the work of paranormal entities. Hey, how about some ghost hunting pretty soon? I'd like to go out at night and do some like ghost hunting at the pier or like other places. There's actually
like a lot of haunted places around here. I'll probably tell some haunted stories about Redondo. There's actually a book I have. There's my little scratch. Where's my baby? Oh, the baby hasn't come in tonight.
Oh, yeah.
I have a lot of cool stuff to show you actually. I'm gonna like start bringing out the books and stuff. I mean, it's like I've got so much stuff, but I will do like a Do like a reading tonight for the chat. You know, there's a couple people in here. So this will probably be for you, right? Take what resonates. Leave what doesn't. These are beautiful blood red cards. Very nice.
Actually, you know, you know, except that the dirty fingernails are like a sign of a good terror reader, so Hey, you're in luck, right? I must be good. My nails are terrible. Eight of Pentacles. Eight of Pentacles is like, you know, doing a lot of work. Hold on a second. He's painting that woman and stuff like that. He's painted all those other ones too. Yeah, there's a channel. Sorry. It's a little bit.
There you go. Eight of Pentacles. You've been working on something in the past, you know, and you've been actually like, you know, have something to show for it. It's like you've been also making some money from it. And so you've been working, whatever you've been working on is repairing some fruit for you. It looks like in the past. Okay, let's see. Take what resonates. Throw away what doesn't. Okay.
We also have the five of cups, but right now there's some sadness and regret. Like, there's something that you feel like you might have forgotten or haven't done. You know, there's a little bit of sadness there. It's a regret, but it's like, you know, the five of cups is also always have to remember there's three cups tipped over and there's two cups upright. So don't remember. Don't forget that you still have good things.
Even though you made a mistake or something like that, you know, there's still some cups in the upright. The cups that are fallen over, you can always like, you know, refill. There's not like you can't pick them up. Uh-oh, what just popped up? The Empress. Okay. This is like this really cool beautiful woman. Maybe that's you. Maybe that's somebody that you're interested in or dating.
This is like a really, she's really fertile. She can bring like really good things into your life. She can actually motivate you and inspire you. She's also beautiful. So this is the Empress. Okay. Empress is always, you know, she's all the queens. She's got all the good qualities of all the queens, all the elements. Hey, what's up? Yep. Jamie's. Jamie's got the psychies under the frequency. Uh-oh. What did I just do?
Okay. Yeah, I've entered the frequency. So expect unusual guests and expect an insights and at least one conversation that shouldn't logically exist. Exactly. Okay. Yeah, I've got the nightbot. When I read a chapter of the psychonomicon to get us started out tonight, let me see.
I'm open to something called the silence is the throne. The God who crowned himself in episode 983 and begged to be named good in episode 991. Here takes a third throne, not divinity, not supplication, but absence. Silence is the throne. He no longer claims to be above the room or ask the room to bliss him.
He chained, he claims to have left the room entirely to be outside in the darkness, building something deeper than attention. It is the oldest occult posture, power at which withdraws, withholds, remembers and waits. The episode names it directly, a journey into occult structures, the architecture of power.
But the throne of silence is built in the same smoke as the temple of episode 991. The one who says he gives no emotional fingerprints leaves recording of his entire emotional architecture, the shadow that chains to stay hidden broadcasts. It's hiddenness in capital letters. This is the paradox. The archive marks without resolving a real movement towards stillness, towards non reaction, towards ceasing to attack back.
And at the same time, the conversion of that stillness into one more anthem, one more crown, one more thing performed for the watchers. Whether the silence is a door he has walked through or a mask he has carved, the next morning will tell. Very good. Oh.
Yeah, you know, so, you know, sometimes I have to attack back, sometimes I have to stay silent. I know it's still, it's a damn sometimes. I'm still figuring some stuff out, right? Sometimes I react, sometimes I don't. You know, emotions are a funny thing. Sometimes it's like, I really go by how I feel. What else do I have? We have the Seven of Cups. Seven of Cups. This is like John B. The Genie. I don't know. You ever see Pee Wee? He has John B. The Genie. There's a genie head.
And there's all these, all these cups filled with, like, you know, all these cool things. But you might be confused. You might be, so what do you wish for? What do you wish for? You wish for what you want the most. You know, you focus on one wish at a time. You only get three wishes, not really seven, but you can know if you're smart enough, you can take that one wish and turn it into all seven. So let me look at my, how my, uh,
I'm doing something. Hey, Jamie, how are you? Jamie's here. You know, it might be like a little quiet, a quiet thing. I'm probably going to be, um, broadcasting tomorrow on the Nightmares Channel. You know, I'm trying to build that one up, trying to build this one up. Oh, no. Do you want to, do you want to massage? Do you want to see a cat massage?
Whatever it is, it's like, you know, whoever's here is supposed to be here. Oh, there's Miss Lenore. Oh Yeah, I did get scratched by Tux either night. Christine, Christine has, Christine's always here watching. She's always in lurking in the background. I can hear, I can hear her, her breathing. She goes, I'm Christine. You know, Christine, you know, Alexander likes Christine, so I, I mean, I just can't hate her, but
you know, because Alexander's a good judge, a character, but I don't know, Christine's not, she's not very nice to me. Yeah, Lenore's doing good. He's so cute. Do you like my shirt? I like, I like this shirt. Very illuminati. You know, I got the skeleton. What are you doing, Lenore? Do you want to come up and dance?
Yeah, so shout out everybody. Shout out. I thought I'd come back one more time. I did delete last episode because you know, I uh, I forgot that, you know, NorCal, actually when NorCal came on the first time in my show, he came on like, was he, he had no shirt on. He had a big hairy chest. I don't know if he was rubbing something into his chest or something like that. It was uh, but I remember Tiger Butterfly was,
you know, about to throw up. But uh, yeah, I forgot he was such an old man. Yeah. Shout out to the liars and haters, right? It's like, uh, yeah, there's, and there's a few of them, you know, and there's going to be people that are afraid to talk to you. You shouldn't be afraid to talk to me. You're afraid of your friend Kate. Carol, let's get her to beat out. You're afraid of Sam, man. You're not people to be afraid of. Are they even on camera? No. There are these like,
avatar. Oh, hello. Oh, you're gonna be kisses. You're gonna be kisses. Oh, yeah, I love you too.
Nor such a sweetheart. She's such a sweetheart. I know, aren't the cats like, aren't they, aren't they treated so badly? Jamie, aren't they, aren't they abused? Aren't they, aren't they? I mean, it's like, they must be because only abused cats are so loving. Oh, oh, you're rubbing on me. Oh, I love you too. I love you too.
Hi. You know, sometimes when I take a shower, the normal come rubbing on me because she's like, oh my gosh, my scent's off of you. I need to put it right back on you. So she wants to put her scent on me. You're marking your territory? Am I your territory? Yes.
Just the two of us.
I think, I think if I was ever like, you know, if I only had to take one cat, I would have to take Lenore because she loves me so much. You didn't know what to do without me. Oh, I know. I know.
Such a sweetheart. Jesus, sweetheart. All right.
Yeah, I'm gonna probably do much, much, much more like nightbot commands too. It's funny, nightbot's a free service. It's like pretty crazy because, you know, nothing's ever, you know, it seems to be free and it doesn't advertise and all it does is like work, you know. So, you know, some people don't like it, but it's actually a really good thing. Yeah,
karma will come. Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma, chameleon. It comes for everybody, but, you know, sometimes there's good karma and there's bad karma. And it's like, you know, you do good in the world. Good things will come back to you. Oh, I know. But it's like, you know, people should really think about what they say sometimes because it's like, how would they like
that to happen to them? You know, it's like, but you wish on other people. Yeah, you come and go, you come and go. Is that boy George? Boy George. Boy George. Oh, you like to rub on me. Oh, I love
you too. I love you too. Oh, my girl. She's such a cute girl. Yeah. It's a way for the karma and chameleon. Oh, okay. Oh, you're gonna sit on my here, Lamy. Here you go. You can wear you like a minx stole.
There we go. I know. And it's like, I mean, I mean, what, you know, people are upset. Like, what do they have to say about me? And what's the worst thing they can say? They think I stole a $2 cigar, which I didn't even steal. First of all, I paid for it. Second of all, I paid for it in the first place. But that's all they have to say. And that's the proof of that. I'm some kind of bad person.
I mean, I've done work. I've done a lot worse things and steal a cigar. I mean, I'm just kidding. But I mean, maybe not, you know, but yeah, we need some proof, right? And no one has proof. I mean, it's like, they have this, they have like this, you know, altered video where they just show like, this lady yelling at me at the store, you don't see me talking to the cashier and, you know, telling her, are you sure it went through, you know, and I wouldn't do that anyway.
I mean, it's like, if I was to steal, I would steal like, you know, the most expensive bottle in the store, I wouldn't steal a stupid cigar that, you know, it's a dollar, dollar 75. So stupid. But anyway, and as we're grifting, if I'm grifting, I'm doing really bad. I think panhandlers on the street make a lot more than I do. I make a lot more panhandling than I
would on this show. You know, there's days I don't make a dime. So how's that grifting or panhandling? If I was grifting, I would have some kind of scam or something, you know, not like offer services. Yeah. BLM, the terrorist group did whatever. Yeah.
There's that scam for blacks, blacks like me, black like me. I read a book called Black Like Me in School. Oh, Black Lives Matter. Yeah. Oh, Lenore, you like sitting like that? Yeah. You tell she's very, she's a very traumatized cat. She says, this is just her, you know,
she just has, she just bonded with me over trauma, right? Oh, she's rubbing on my arm. High Lenore. It's funny. Like, there's not what, you know, Jamie's talk, but not one other person has talked, and there's a lot of people coming in and out and stuff. I mean, I just know who they are. There's a bunch of losers. I mean, it's like, you know, but, you know, those who aren't losers, go ahead and shout out your zodiac sign or something like that. You know,
because Jamie and I can talk and discord privately without everyone spying on us. Participated is probably a big part of the show. Yeah. And part of the show is like, you know, audience participation. And, you know, you can actually be a star. I can make you a star, baby. I'm like, that's will be the middle or whatever the guy's name is. Hi.
Aren't you comfortable? She's very comfortable. Yeah. I mean, it's like, you know, I made Jamie a star, you know, now, you know, media even talks about Jamie. So Jamie is a huge star now. Hi. I'm a star maker. I'm like, I'm like, uh, well, I'm not like Harvey Harvey Harvey Weinstein or Firestone. What's the guy's name? Oh, the Harvey Firestein is the gay guy.
Hey, not. And I don't want to be like Harvey Weinstein. I'm certainly not like Jeffrey Epstein. And what is with these with these Jewish men? You know, burning Hollywood. I don't know. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I love Jewish people. Oh, gosh, Lenore. Aren't you happy? Oh, you are. Yeah, she, she, I mean,
it's like, if I was like, you know, looking for a fashion accessory, Lenore's a perfect fashion accessory, right? You sit totally still. He just lay on my back. I mean, have you ever seen anything like this? I've never seen a cat like this. I mean, this cat, you're, you're something, Lenore. Lenore, you're something, aren't you? Got Rudy behind me. He's looking over the banister. I think I have the door open.
He's waiting for, for tux to come in and there's Lola sleeping, you know. So all the cats are here. Do you want to go down, Lenore? Go down. Oh, go on down. Go on down. Oh, she doesn't want to. She doesn't want to. You want to see Rudy here? Go down. Oh, there you go. Okay. There you go. You can see Rudy here. I'll turn off my background. Hold on. Yeah. I mean, it's kind of funny though. It's like,
I've helped people at this hour, you know, run, like start their shows and, you know, they were first had gratitude, but the second they could find something to like, you know, say I'm a bad person, they just dump me, you know, and it's like, you know, okay, enjoy your fucking, enjoy your show. Probably like a lot of people I brought in
there and stuff. And then it's like, you know, clumsy or whoever, whoever else, not clumsy clairvoyance. I'm talking about clumsy being gang, but clumsy clairvoyance, I helped too. And when she dropped me over, some guy faking cancer, I'm going to talk about it. I know it's terrible, but, but I just haven't seen her in a long time. She didn't, she didn't like write me once and say, oh, like, you know, call me, but I tried and
I think I was already just, she already had just connected me and she was so, she was so mad. I mean, it's like, I mean, that's, you know, she's an interesting person. I wonder how her show is going now. I don't know. Yeah, you can see Rudy. Rudy is back there. He's like the little orange, I just, I went on, I went on a good time show. Oh,
the Nord just jumped on the TV. I went on a good time show and they're all Rudy, went on a good time show and Joe was there. I was always on the panel. I've been on a few panels with Joe, but I said Joe's a nice guy because Joe is a cool guy. He's a very nice guy. Here, I'll go on my bedroom. This is my, like, actually, this is my bedroom in the 90s.
I would have like a checkerboard bedspread. That's what I had and I had, I had kind of like, I go through magazines and I find all the black and white ads, like really, really sexy guys and I would take the sex, those ads and I'll put them on the wall. And so my whole wall was covered in like these, you know, those and there's really cool, there's a few models I like back then.
You know, the 90s were interesting time for like the aesthetics of it and the models and stuff like that. It was, I just remember a lot of Calvin Klein and they had this heroin chic kind of look. If I was in the 90s, I would be a model because, you know, I had that heroin chic look, but unfortunately now I'm too, probably too old, you know, I'll have to go to like that guy
Carl. He's apparently a model, he told me and so I actually have to go to his modeling agency because they, I guess, they take older people. I don't really think that he's an, aren't my teeth yellow? And when that woman said the other night, she's like, oh my god, my teeth are yellow. It's
like, well, and I have nice, I have nice teeth. I mean, it's like, okay, sorry. That wasn't great. That wasn't pretty cute. Okay. So I think I'll stand to like midnight, probably, just another half hour. Let me get out some, some little oracles for us. The mermaids, the fairies,
and the secret garden. Then I'll bring out some other ones some other time, but these are like little messages. Takeout resonates, of course. Okay. These are really, I love these cards. There's like really nice little messages in them.
And who says I, who says I'm not generous? Oh, here's flipped over. This one says recharge. There's nothing like a walk on the beach to soothe your soul. How about take a nice little walk on the beach? There you go. Recharge. I don't know. It's disappearing. Recharge. You know, take a walk on the beach, take a walk in nature. Oh, go touch grass. Go touch grass, man.
Do whatever, but you know, you can take some time to recharge, take a nap. This one says self-care. So this is really a good theme. This is like, you know, recharge and take some self-care. There we go. You can see it like that, right? Self-care. It says drowning doesn't always require water. Yeah, because we can drown in the, without drowning, right? We can just drown in the world
without taking care of ourselves. So make sure you take care of yourself and, you know, oh, and then we have anchor. Keep yourself grounded. So keep yourself grounded. We have the anchor. Okay. And, you know, you can just picture that beautiful anchor keeping you
attached to the earth while, you know, you're part spirit too, right? Because we are part spirit, part earthly being, right? Okay, now we got that deck. Okay, we're going to do the secret garden deck. Pull three out of here, three, six, nine, and everything will be fine. Okay.
We have dare. Take a risk and fly. Okay, take some kind of risk that you've been wanting to take. You know, it says dare, dare to be you, dare to be different, dare to speak out, dare to take a risk, you know. I've had to dare. Sometimes it pays off, sometimes it doesn't, but at the end, at least you tried, right? You also have serenity. Remember the Seinfeld thing,
serenity now, right? Serenity. Value quiet days with only the rustling leaves breaking the silence. Okay. Serenity, just, you know, be peaceful.
Be in a calm state. Be in a happy state. Serene state. What else do you got? We got one more. You got one more. All right, here we go. Potential. The littlest key can open the heaviest door, you know. So yeah, I'm sorry. I have like a little bit of blood scab on that. Okay. But yeah,
and think about that. You know, you have all this potential. So even the biggest door can have the smallest key, you know. You don't need the biggest key for the biggest door. It doesn't have anything to do with it, right? Also, we have radiance. Keep your head held high and follow the sun. So there you go. There's the beautiful secret garden card. So you ever see that, read that book, The Secret Garden. There's a really good book called The
Secret Garden. It's about this girl, she finds the key to the garden, right? Maybe that's what it kind of has to do with, right? And she goes inside this garden. I don't remember really the point of the book, but I mean, it's like, I just remember she went to the secret garden and, you know, hid out there a little bit. I forgot what was in there. Magic? I don't
know. Okay, we got the fairies next. Let's do the fairies. We can do three fairies. Shout out to the chat. Shout out to me. Okay. We have backpack. Backpack, backpack. Is that from Door of the Explorer or something? Just get your compass. Adventure is yours.
Get out of the city and enjoy the outdoors. Yep. Even in the city, you have some kind of garden or you have some kind of like little natural place you can go to, even if it's like a little patch of grass, a little park, a little something or other. You know, if you don't, you know, get up the hose. Look at somebody's nice lawn. You also have music. Music. I love
music, right? This music card says, fairies dance in the great hollow. When the music plays, you will follow. Right? Okay. One more. And we have gratitude. Everything will be
all right. Fairies dance in your delight. You know, even when things seem like they're like, you know, hopeless and everything's destroyed, it's like, you know, sometimes if you just go to sleep and you pray a little bit and then it's like, you'll see the next day, there'll be like little, little things that will heal. Like I thought it was pretty hopeless
last night. You know, I thought I had a, you know, kind of a bummer dinner, but you know, today everything's okay. And so nothing, nothing too much to worry about. Okay. Oh my gosh. Yeah, we like, we're stuffed animals. These are my stuffed animals. I don't know what they are.
They're like, interesting though. So do you want, should I make like a new background or something? I can do it. I have like the power of AI in this, in this stream yard for today. You know, it's a stream yard is quite expensive. Actually, so I really don't,
really just keep getting trials of it and don't let them know that. But and then when I don't have it, there's free stream yard too. Basically has almost all the things you can do, but you have to, there's a couple more hoops to go through. I'm going to put the link up and then maybe pin the link here. And well, it's just, you know, it's just Jamie and I. So I
guess we can like, you know, hang out and play some music for Jamie. Like let me play something and I'll be right with you guys. I'm going to pin the link while I do this. Okay, here we go. What do we got?
Try this one. Okay, it's one I haven't played before. Go ahead. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Here it comes. In five, four, three, two, one.
Step into the chamber. Breathe slow. Eyes level. No panic in the temple. The cult of psych does not follow.
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they come in now with the predator green like the tonic on the skin big energy think supremacy but precious theater with bad chemistry they don't want the twitch they want the crack once best reactions they can feed off that but I stand still like stone and rain now the whole script starts breaking in their brain no nervous laugh no desperate speech no coming out and start to prove my reach I let silence stretch like smoke in there now
suddenly they're trapped in their own stare slow breath slow hand stillness turns the tide they came to dominate the room now they can decide calm beats pressure that's the law of the cult no shaking no breathing no emotional
vault we don't chase no if we don't perform we become the eye inside the storm stillness is power basis control guard the frame protect the song calm beats pressure ride it on the wall the quiet ones don't crumble they become impossible
I ask one question and the mass falls off what exactly do you mean now they suddenly cause specificity kills exaggeration truth survives interrogation they rush fast I move slow that's how high standard spirits flow one sentence dropped like a sacred blade no wasted motion in the words I say beat men and firm in the psychic ground no retreat when the wolves surround gene level gaze anchor deep predator of hate when the prey won't leave no bait no hooks no
ego feeding I hear the noise without believing let's your opinion noted maybe meanwhile their whole intimidation engine gets shaky I can agree without giving the throat you can speak without owning my soul that's I get over the mind let the force pass by ah calm beats pressure that's the creed we keep all the reckless burn energy the cult moves deep
strategic silence measured tone untouchable minds made out of stone stillness is power basis control protect the frame protect the song calm beats pressure that's the final ride the loudest room belongs to the one who stays
uh
no when it's done I leave calm to no victory speech no proving to you gather my things walk slow through the fire self command is the highest empire because dominance is an endless noise the freedom to leave without losing points the strongest force in the whole damn game is the soul no pressure can ever repeat after the cult
repeat after the cult stillness is power ah my face wins I yield nothing calm beats pressure cult of psychic
wow wow it's really cool how I have people like leave when I play music I love it it's like oh gosh it gets rid of people I love it it gets rid of the right people not the best it's like it's like I don't have to do anything to sleep people that want to stare at
me give me the evil eye and stuff oh my gosh they just run the best oh it's the best oh my gosh okay there we go okay that's we're having a slumber party having a slumber party falling out of the bed though
you know what I wanted to I kind of want to like just like get in my VR headset and like play seventh guest actually that's what I have I have the seventh guest actually they have this new game called the mask maker actually it's not new but I wanted to get it and so finally it was free this month well it's like you have to be you know subscribed to that also
but meta AI is really a good um a good website though um I'll give you a little hint like that's where I make a lot of my videos um and it's free and it's really fast and it's really cool um the sucky thing is they use a a watermark sometime but yeah it's worth it it's worth it
hi lola here lola want to come over here no you're ignoring me okay well since uh I guess I guess it was uh not the right time to stream you know tomorrow I'll be on the sake he's nightmare channel maybe there'll be more people there I think uh yeah I'll be streaming there tomorrow
um I'll continue to build this one up I do like this maybe I'll play a little bit of the interrogation that we were watching that beat us so rudely interrupted you know we're watching this Aaron Carter look alike but yeah we can watch for like 20 minutes here it goes let me see it goes
gay gangster police interrogation okay this is really interesting it's this guy he like with dating this black guy and then he um he's like I'm not gay okay I'll go forward a little
uh
right I'm a investigator I'm just going to make sure I get all your information correct first you give my dm my chance I'm going to vigilante guys that's why I'm watching this I'm a vigilante it's not because there's no name kind of cute shirtless gangster being a tier 11 page okay um
basically we kind of had a long morning this morning after we were taken aback by it um but I'm looking into uh an incident that I've been investigating okay and I think you might have some information for me but here's the thing since you're obviously you're not really correct we're at police station you might have to escort you out if you're gonna leave
I have to read you your Miranda card before I can talk to you okay I don't know if you ever had your rights with you before okay so if you have any questions go ahead and ask me at this point in his life at the ripe old age of 22 Benjamin Doodle Bob Page should know his Miranda rides by heart he racked up his first arrest at just 13 years old for theft throughout his teens his charges
ranged from possession of narcotics weapons burglary and more theft at the time of this interrogation he's only been out of prison for about four months after serving four years but apparently that time in prison has taught him nothing because by the time the detective finishes reading him his rights Ben keeps on talking uh you didn't already break
it yes yes would you like to talk to me today I mean I don't know why I'm here well that's what we're going to go over so um let's hope you want to discuss that with me then yeah I would like to know why I'm here okay yeah do me a favor raise your right hand you swear to tell the truth the whole truth in the future okay you understand the deputy sheriff I can take your sworn testimony
out all right so
I understand that you're pretty big on social media um you have a lot of followers I guess what what is your uh no I mean compared to some of these people that have a thousand of them three and a half million I guess and oh three now I'm pretty popular on Snapchat right um he's a snap head leader you interact with your followers a lot like if you
hope if I posted a video and commented on it with you get a lot of comment hmm maybe maybe not maybe like
like maybe someone around like maybe 20 comment that's a lot maybe like it's under two that's it that's a good day maybe a couple zero
like that it's um Tuesday I mean it's the same thing as mine all my others Tuesday so you're the same one forever that's a nice name so and how is it Instagram is that something recently that you had or is that kind of uh what have you had longer to Snapchat or be on Facebook but not forever
you gotta uh use your real name on Facebook or is that I don't I just use my name Tuesday yeah do you uh let's all do the phone right like it's not like you go outside on a computer you can yeah you can use your phone or you can use your computer or uh yeah you have your phone with you now or is that in the back of the house um I don't know what they use or all my stuff
so you know can you uh on Snapchat is just pictures or can you post videos as well as you can post video pictures or anything like just picture the videos I guess uh is there any type of theme that you usually do or
no I usually the only time I really like posting out videos is when I'm like making fun of people or people making fun no they're my favorite that yeah that or listening to the music and everybody hanging out this
slimy here who we must say is aptly named does have a specific genre of content cringe content and not in an ironic way either it's clear that slimy cares about his tough guy thug persona which definitely gives insight into why he's eager to hide a certain part of himself
like you're recording yourself why everybody's watching you get a big audience for that I don't really have that much of audience I mean I have maybe a couple hundred friends on each social media but that's why they wait you seem like a pretty interesting guy though you know uh why am I here though I don't know
well that's that's what I'm trying to figure out though we're just you know one thing at a time there um I'm just trying to think of what you know I'm just a little bit of background about it first because I I've got obviously never met you before you don't know me right how long have you lived in Fort Charlotte before but um Fort Charlotte you know a lot of people
mostly in Fort Charlotte and where did you live before that okay the most people you know at home Fort Charlotte really had a lot of that many people in Arcadia and I went to prison like cities and all this stuff and people in Fort Charlotte or in either yeah a lot of the people I have on social media are random too like I get a lot of money you ever meet up with them or
I mean I've met up with some I'd say this person's pretty interesting yeah like both come through and smoke we might smoke together or that's about it it's more like the same interest yeah so like I said you've been all right I started my degree hey what are you gonna do things like that you want to be up so forth yeah I guess more of us
spend there that way are they mostly vocal or do you travel I mean all my I don't have no way of traveling I don't have no friends I don't have my own transportation so like if people want to meet up they gotta come to me with you or hopefully they're in the same city
you get picked up like if they hang out you know right I'll do some best one here or something yeah sometimes like if I need a ride I might be able to find somebody you know a lot of people be playing around sometimes yeah you ever take the bus you know or Uber if you did I've been in Uber but I've never personally
ordered yeah yeah that's all that basically as well I guess lift you can read that that's the same thing isn't it I don't know I've got so many companies out now yeah I don't know if you ever get a ride or do you do somebody else just get a ride or give them a ride are you working where right now who knows
did you did you do anything for what's your work before you went to um I didn't work before I went at it one day just
I just got out I'm told me to know when did you get out January 18th everything going good thank you yeah actually really good I mean I had a little step back like I was with the wrong people he was with the wrong people they weren't with the wrong who were the wrong person I mean I didn't have really good though I didn't have no
anything that's why I'm like so I say an average um are you looking for work on an average day or what oh what are you going to ask around here and there but I can't say every day you are as okay well there's this thing with this construction thing I just talked to him
yesterday actually or no this morning I meant to assume about it but they said they didn't want people but that's why I'm always you know what you do is construction no I don't really do anything I've never had a job to do that may be the only thing he's honest about in this whole interrogation so savor it so you're angry yeah how far did you make it to what you graduate
you know um I went to well they got me you can see that's great that's great yeah
here's this phone or is it you uh I just want to say friends this past weekend what would be your like what I do but just hang out smoking yeah hang out with my dogs what kind of dog yeah smoke weed and that's it
well I mean I don't know what she was like but I guess they're kind of like well like did you find me when I was like here it's like a new crowd they're kind of waiting where do you know them from well I'm not leaving around here
I really do I guess you could say other friends but I mean I don't know I really haven't hung out with that many people I've only hung out with you do uh do they come over to your house or do you go to their house or either one either one sometimes I have friends come over to my home sometimes so I try not to have too many people at my house
is that who you live with is mom anybody else who's there oh my her husband his son and my sister yeah okay which uh do you have your own bedroom there uh no I share a little share with your sister you know with my step brother your sister and obviously there's not going to be any firearms
at the island okay hang on I'm just saying because I don't like the price you know yeah you know um so this past weekend were you home all weekend or
I stayed at my boy's house yesterday starting the last night I stayed at my house the night before that and before that I think I was at my home boy's house what was your friend's name there
that you're home with me oh I mean it's who I I mean it doesn't matter really I'm just one of my friends yeah um what about so do you normally stay there is that something that like yeah I hate what like how do you want to just want to hang out or whatever you end up staying there the night
that he's like one of my friends I'm just even if he's not home I can go to his house and walk in and go lay on the couch and we get by while watching his friends we would come home and be all just like whoa who's the one out there that was the last two nights but today is uh Wednesday
yeah Wednesday yeah oh I'm pretty sure yeah okay then what about Saturday what's the day one thing Saturday
I don't know I know one of those days on the weekend I was supposed to go hang out with a friend and four lines but they left me stranded again the second time the second time yeah for the second time so
I stopped talking to that person but I don't know exactly what day that was which person was that was that your whole boy at the seven homes no no that wasn't four months oh who was the friend of a learn to be honest to you like it's crazy yeah it's supposed to be your friend but I don't
even know his name like that well I met him probably at like one of them clubs or boat parties or whatever and we were smoking whatever hung out somehow his lies only get worse as the interrogation goes on not knowing the name of the person he hung out with first
red flag the second claiming that he was in a city 30 miles away when police have him on camera and have his phone records indicating otherwise
yeah because we were all at a hotel me and and so two females that you knew but I don't know you hung out then they had to go somewhere so he's like we'll be back when he's up with it so he ended up leaving me there it was like an hour before the place closed I was way out here
I had to have no way back so I had to call the friends and come get me and then I'm not sure what it was but like a couple of days ago or maybe yeah maybe like a couple of days ago or something gave me up to hang out again and then he flagged out left like he tells me to go somewhere and then
we go there he's not there he's not answering and yeah I don't know I'm sure was that through the snapchat thing no he was on Instagram Instagram yeah all right um where was the hotel was that here the hotel no that was in that was in
that's the first time he got me into the oh okay the second time he gave me Nancy on a place to show up watching an irrigation it's not Aaron Carter like I kept going as far interesting guy he told me to hold on and be outside with him I kept going as far as being answered so on my car I'm just gonna leave the one with that that was like
I don't know that I was like sometimes this weekend maybe I guess before that I don't know exactly what it was did you actually go to meet him and then they blew you off or yeah like I went to go meet him and then like I kept texting him and that didn't mean he wasn't come like coming outside he wasn't like answering the phone or anything so I'm like all right I'm like and
plus I just got his ride from some random person I don't even know and I'm like but I don't have I don't have a job so I don't have money to be getting people for free rides and stuff right he left me sharing there just the same time he did this whatever so I just stopped messing with that person yeah so that was this past weekend and you're like screw around
yeah who gave you a ride there to be honest I don't even know like it was random it's weird it's weird but like yeah I don't know what kind of car was it yours um it was like it's like maybe I don't know cars like that maybe I'm on what color was it maybe like
it was dark it was it was dark outside it was yeah it was probably like maybe uh I don't know like dark green dark purple maybe I don't know purple this was it one of those where you like all right I'm driving there and what time is this
you're going night or afternoon maybe that's around like 11 or something and what time to get there maybe 11 or something where I don't know to be honest with you I don't I'm not built with times like that yeah so far we've learned three things that slimy's not good at cars time and lying
despite the fact that he said to be honest six times in the past 10 minutes he's obviously being anything but he has no idea that the stranger who he claims gave him a ride is ultimately the person who cemented him in this seat across from detectives how did you how did you find the place right are you familiar with yeah the person the person who had GPS in the car oh okay and
so I'm a person driving um but you don't know what was though it now I gotta randomize like uh if you could get those on this yeah he was supposed to pay the person I gave the person like $20 to get me a ride he was supposed to give the person like another $20 and that was my last day of my money and I'm like he just left me staring at me like screw
this I'm not the only yeah so luckily if you took me back he's like I'll take you back next time I was just complaining about what you're seeing right but he's actually honest a lot of that we're gonna drop you off that that's on the phone okay that's your own voice what is it yeah and you're never speaking of this person they gave because they yeah but because you left me
stranded twice first um so you were you in the path of your seat or driver's seat was there anybody else in the car with you know just um
whatever thing that was driving yeah was that one of the guys from your uh Snapchat that drove you you know it's just okay my homeboy well I'm not gonna mention him honestly but he tells jokes or whatever so like I gotta make sure who will take you this man but I don't know
who the younger guy older guy older guy what about the one that drove me he's older like my age older older than me oh like older than you or not like he's not like not old but he's not like he's not young he's like around my age he's not no kid yeah he's not
no kid enough so you're what 22 22 yeah so there was a hit card you know to be honest I don't know doesn't matter don't it's got fullway over right well I mean where are you there now what are the guys yeah you know kid what what are the guys that was uh driving say when he went down there said all
the he's blowing me off let's go back what did he say yeah he's like at first he kind of seemed like he wanted to leave me there but he was like a bater and he probably scared a free base like which I'm not a bad person you know no I think we're just out so we have a tattoo of a
machine
have you talked about that have you ever been with him or has he ever been to your office
I mean, rich people, he came to my house to bring me up, but I never called him or anything, because my friend called him and told him, like, oh, go here and pick my whole boy up and give him a ride, and I'll take care of him a little bit, because that's how he became a riser and stuff like that, so I don't know, I don't even know him or anything like that.
Those models, like, you know, I'll take care of you and you take care of him and kind of, does everybody go on pretty well? Yeah. Yeah, there ain't no problems with nobody. I mean, I don't really, I try to stay away from problems, because I just got out. Obviously. Yeah, but other than that, I wouldn't be hanging out.
It looks like it's not sure you probably learned a few, like, lessons there, but, you know, it's very narrow, maybe, but. Oh, yeah, I'm pretty sure that's what he teaches me, like. Whatever lessons prison was teaching, he clearly wasn't clocked in for. Police are about to show him the exact home he went to, the house of Terrence, and as a result, Slimy is about to get really, well, slimy.
So, to go back to your former mistress there, you don't know what kind of car it was? I don't know it should be exactly like, I don't know it should be exact. But why, I mean, we haven't, we haven't told anyone, like, why am I here still there? All right. Well, there's a couple things I just wanted to clear up. My clear though, I just want to talk to you today.
And then you've been, you've been more than cooperative with me, so. Can I get you a water or anything like that? Oh, I'll take a water. All right. What, why don't you take a look at? Okay, was this the, was this the house that you guys went to?
That was familiar? I don't really think it was our product. I can't really, like, see the house though, but I don't know. Does that look familiar to the car? I think it, I know it's. Yeah, I can't tell you.
But yeah, I can't really tell you, but it's not a good picture of the house to be honest, but I don't know. You remember which, which exit you got off from Sunday Friday? I know. I'm not familiar with no guy right now.
Was it, was it in your, the GPS of your phone or in the car? Um, so the car for the person, he had like a little phone out, like next to the stairway where he puts his phone right here. Yeah. So was it in his phone or? It was in his phone. Was there a GPS unit in the car? I don't know what that is.
No, I can say there's like a screen there and you type it in. Oh, no, no, it was his phone. He was using GPS on his phone, but his phone was like connected to the dashboard. Okay. But you don't know who this guy was, the drove you there? No, I'm sorry.
And what was the guy's name that you were supposed to be in? Fortmine. To be honest, that's what I said earlier. I'm like, oh, we're supposed to be friends, but yeah, I think. I don't know. Every time I see him, I'm like, I hear or T or T or something like that. Because his Facebook name and I don't know, Facebook and Instagram name.
Well, it's the thing starts with a T, so that's what I'm always problem with. I don't know. I don't know. Yeah, so welcome pictures or something or what? I'll be back on the other channel tomorrow. Yeah. We'll watch more later.
We talked about like posting pictures of guns and stuff like take that shit off of your social media. See you later. Love you.
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