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JD Harmier discusses his relationship dynamics, trolling behavior, and personal interactions on Psyche's show, featuring an intimate poetic monologue and casual conversation about past conflicts and growth.
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The episode begins with JD Harmier delivering a poetic monologue ▶ 0:18 that sets an intimate tone before transitioning into casual conversation with Psyche. JD discusses his interactions with someone named Alisa, recalling how he would troll her and make comments that she found offensive ▶ 7:06. He also shares his thoughts on being an expressive person who speaks his mind, even if it means hurting someone's feelings ▶ 8:03. JD mentions that he didn't intend to hurt Alisa but acknowledges that his words had an impact on her ▶ 13:04. The conversation touches on JD's personality, with Psyche noting that JD seems unassuming but can also be 'dangerous' ▶ 9:18.
The episode appears to explore the theme of honest self-expression and the importance of being mindful of how one's words can affect others. JD's behavior and comments suggest a carefree and provocative attitude, which can be both intriguing and hurtful to those around him. The conversation also touches on the idea of personal growth and self-awareness, as JD reflects on his interactions with Alisa and acknowledges the impact of his words.
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Don't preach selfsufficiency while your hands still shake. You drown in your own time and call it strength. I see through that always did.
If sin had no sentence, would you still hide? You were armor made of guilt. But I see the suffering. I've memorized your chaos.
Your low hum inside my bones like an old him. When you forget your name, I'll whisper it back. When your mirror cracks, I'll
hold the sharp steady. You're most divine in the dark. That's where gods are for long found. Breath against breath, right begins.
Your kiss baptizes my lungs. Don't lie. Your weight is sacred. >> >> I carry it like relic and ruin. Wake your world. Dissolve with me. I'll pull you from your undertoe. Where devotion taste like danger and mercy
burns clean. When you lose yourself, I'll stand in your shadow. When you forget your fire reminds you it's mine. Oh, you're so beautiful
in the dark. A prophecy written in rose light. Show me the mask you hide behind. Let me into the womb before it closes. There's nothing in you I can't bear. I worship where gods and
lives. So when the night eats your name, I'll cover it right into your skin. Keep giving your love. Not gentle, not safe, just holy enough to wake you.
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>> Yo, what's up? Sorry. >> Poor mom myself. Can you believe that? >> I googled that woman in a porn bombing. I googled that woman Martina Big and it's like all this porno came up and then I had it still open and then I like I was like going through my tabs on my whole screen shared and there was all this porn and now people think I'm a pervert.
>> I didn't see Like we didn't see anything. >> Nobody saw anything. Okay. >> Nothing was nothing to be seen. >> I mean honestly I I was looking at the uh my face looking and I clicked back and I was like, "Oh shit." And we were in the studio. I was like, "Oh, oh I'm talking to what's his face?" I forget his name already. >>
>> There was this little guy. Yeah, you're talking to me. Hey, don't >> No, not you. Not you. >> Ghost. >> Ghost. >> Yeah. See, he's a ghost. I forget. >> Well, ghost. Ghost didn't see anything. I can >> I wasn't Oh, I wasn't sharing the screen. Okay. Well, that's >> I don't think so. >> I was gonna share something. I forgot
forgot. Is it gonna show you something? what I was going to share though. I But >> see, careful. That's why I I had I had to close all my tabs before I show. >> Yeah, exactly. I I need to be much more careful. Um uh I I think I have to go out of this browser to share even more easily. One second. I'm just change my camera. Uh or just enter a different browser
right there. >> Alistister Crowley. Oh my god. Alistister Crowley. Very interesting, man. >> There we go.
Huh?
Hello. Hello. Hello. Robotics. Holy
My god.
>> Try again. Try again. >> Is it better? >> No. >> Hold now. >> There you go. >> I didn't close my home brow. I need my camera now. Hold on. There's my camera, man. Holy >> I came back. Oh,
>> okay. >> I do know you're the real JD, but Oh, yeah. I was looking at something on uh on YouTube. I just want to ask you about Let me see. >> What? >> Can bring it back up. Okay. Oh, yeah. I found it. Okay.
>> On. So, is this what is uh telling what's going on here? Uh did you Oh, yeah. >> Um I'm bringing it up. Let's see. It's had your name. Yeah. Okay. >> My name in it. >> Yeah.
Let me see. Okay. I maybe I'm on the wrong page again. I did see something. Okay. And um Oh, yeah. I found Okay, here we go. I'll share it. Screen. >> Andy Dick. >> Yeah. And Andy Dick. What What do you think about Andy Dick? Do you ever see when he got like um beat up in like Las
Vegas? That was pretty funny. >> Oh, when he got punched. >> Yeah. And he like his whole like bait. Lisa was pretty bad. She was laughing. Okay. So, is it this one? Um >> Yeah. Okay. Like JD just said, "I've never been this bored watching it." >> Oh, yeah. >> I've never been this bored watching. Thanks a lot. Okay.
>> I I might have up there. >> I know. JD, I know. I know. You think I don't know that? You think I don't know that? I know. I obviously know. >> That's not That probably pissed her off. >> I know. You don't have to tell me that. Um, >> not nice. >> Oh,
>> not nice. Okay, I'm going to try everything. We're going to go to that stupid event right now. >> I feel bad. I feel horrible. Like, yeah. Yeah, I might have. Look. Okay. I'm a very expressive person. If you're boring me, I'm going to let you know I'm bored. If you're entertaining me, I'm going to let
you know I'm entertained. I didn't mean to break her little heart and for her to hold a grudge against me. Oh my god. At least >> that was that was what she got mad about because she >> I mean I don't think so. Like cuz I could tell like she was like I know I know like you could tell that she was like not pissed off at me right there. But
she might have held on to that though is what I'm trying to say. But yeah, she might have held on to that because like like it might have planted a little seed in her brain that I because I always used to complain about her driving. >> I'm bored. I'm bored. You're driving too much. Get out of the car. Walk around. Like that, you know, kind of like the troll her.
>> but I think she took it seriously. I >> Oh, think it was too much. I think I just out trolled her. Then I would call her hi all the time and not even make sense sometimes. But you know that's what people do. I was like, "Hey, compared to all your other retards on the gym." >> Well, I mean, you're like we're a lot more chaotic than I like I I picture
you'd be like when I you know watching you. You seem kind of like unassuming and like, you know, safe. And it's like you're you're kind of dangerous. It sounds like >> I'm not How am I I'm an honest Christian woman and I am not. >> Okay. Okay. >> No. No. I mean, I like it though. I
mean, I like it. It's kind of like, wow, is I I never saw this side of you before, but I kind of like it. Um, it's always like that. It's always like the unassuming like nice guy. Oh, look at this guy. Like, blah blah. And then it's like you're like the you're like kind of like a evil genius or something. >> Evil genius. I'm sorry. I won't call you out anymore. I won't tell you. >> Wow. You're exposing me, Simon.
>> I'm sorry. I'm sorry. >> I'm just around. I guess you could call me a a troll. Not an evil troll. Just a little bit of a troll. I guess I pushed her too hard. Um, it was too much of me saying that she was boring >> and she couldn't handle me criticizing
her being boring plus the body, I guess. And I feel bad about that because I actually did care about her. Mhm. >> She's a nice lady sometimes, but I think it's just it's better off that I don't engage with Alisa so much because if I have that much power to make her snap like that, I don't think like it's not healthy me being like
around >> her. I mean, okay, >> she's going to be that mad about little things like a mad like what if I was actually mad about something and I like was like Alisa, I'm pissed off about something and she like flipped out like I can't if she I don't know, man. Like if she's going to be that mad about something so small. >> Yeah. It's like but she is very sensitive because she is a cancer,
right? And so it's like >> she knows that I obviously want the best for her. That's why I'm telling her it's boring. So she knows, >> right? But if people tell me I'm bored, I'm like, "Fuck yeah, because I'm here trying by all means tell me off and everything." >> Oh, no. It's okay. I mean, it's like, "No, but I mean, but I try to I try to keep it interesting. I mean, it's like
that's why I just like let people up and stuff like that." Like um like it's kind of like whatever happens happens on the show. It's like uh no one ever knows. It's like unpredictable. There's a lot of different >> always telling her like where to go, what to do, like do this, do that, like this is a good idea, this is a bad idea, whatever. You're a little blurry by the way. >> I need to like learn things on my own, you know?
People's words. You have to be careful who you trust like who give you advice. >> People have agendas and stuff, but >> True. >> I Yeah. >> Um I think someone was trying to give her like for example, someone was trying to give her an idea of like, oh, you should uh stream on a cruise ship. I was like, no, you know how much money you're going to pay for Wi-Fi on a cruise ship, Alisa? Don't do that. You know, like
like that. I would. It wasn't all trolling, >> right? I mean, there's some good advice thrown in to throw them off a little bit, though. U look look I I don't hate her. I don't want to like sabotage. I don't care that much. That's the thing. She knows that I'm one of the people who could take it or leave it. She banned me, so I left it.
>> Yeah. >> Like, you were cool a lot. I'll just >> I'll criticize. I have a friend named Pyana and I used to like have her like you know say oh go to check out like you know be in the chat let's be in her chat and then she said something about it wasn't even like critic it was kind of like an a comment about oh you know you know about um getting donations or
something and I don't remember exactly what it was but it's like it was something that Alisa got real offended over and she like so she blocked her and it wasn't meant to be offensive she >> yeah see it's like things like that like I don't think I actually meant to hurt her, but she took it that way. Like the that I said after she banned me. Yeah, that was meant to piss her off. I
don't even remember what it was. But like the the communities that I come from, like Beyond the Trailer and Mundane Matt, like people like that. Those are my friends that are on YouTube, people that I actually know, like that I've actually seen in real life. So, if you look at Beyond the Trailer, that lady like she is she is
like really on her game like in the Hollywood industry. Her name is Grace Randolph, okay? Like she's on her game. Matt Jarbo, he used to be on his game when it came to like Gamergate or video game or whatever the he used to do. I've been on their shows. I know them. Like Alisa had the opportunity to like actually work with someone who has access to like a warehouse full of
props. And I was kind of like testing the waters for a year. For a year, I was testing the waters to try to see if she was worth working with. And part of that testing is criticism. If you cannot take a little bit of criticism about botting or being boring, you don't deserve to have access to the things that I have
access to. So, in the end, she just kind of lost access. But um I think as a person she could go farther is she takes her medication. We're on the same medication. But uh >> uh what is it? Hold on. It's Xanax. >> Not just Xanax. There's some mood stabilizers. Some depression going in there too.
>> Okay. >> But like like there's nothing that people have said that is that bad where she should be quitting or botting. She shouldn't be botting. >> I know. But like I said, people can buy bots for I was being like someone was like this guy Joker that I >> well like bought buy them for you. That's a different scenario. But like
was when I confronted her about it, >> Leaf confirmed it >> like it was wrong. And I'm like, well, like >> Leaf King does it for like I think and that you know he was doing that like he was but it was and so and she probably knew about it but it's like >> well maybe I like embarrassed her on accident like you know >> it's a little too meta like revealing a
little too much because it's like you know it kind of like >> like see this whole situation makes me feel like half bad half not bad. I don't know like it's complicated with her. >> Yeah, >> it's the whole Aerys thing. Yes, she has that energy. >> Yes, it's chaotic. It's chaos like personified, you know, in a human and in a beautiful woman, right? And it's like,
>> yeah, but I think I'm also a little too chaotic. Like, if we were to actually work Yeah. it wouldn't be good. It wouldn't end well because I'm not Andy Dick, you know? I'm not a >> Right. >> So, Dick, I mean, he wasn't even I mean, if they were engaged, but I mean, I didn't I never even saw them in per I think I saw them in person like one time. It was very awkward. It was like it was and she he was like >> she looked for a sidekick types.
>> She looks for >> sidekick sidekick. Not psychic. >> Sidekick. >> Yeah. She wants a Robin to her Batman. She wants, you know, she wants to be Joker and she wants a Harley Quinn. >> She likes the bad boy. She likes bad boys, too. And she has so many simps that it's like the bad boys look even more attractive to her. The bad boys are just like I think these like they're kind of mentally
>> and stable and I mean it's like Spartan >> said Spartan was hot. Dude, you think Spartan's hot? >> No, but it's like he's like so mean that that's like what she likes. I think that's what she's attracted to. She's attracted to that >> and like the other dude that she hit. What's his name? Skorro. >> Skoro. Yeah. And then she has Eric. Eric too. I don't
>> Oh my god. I felt bad for Soro because of his disease, but then he was such an Then I felt bad for her, but then she was so mean to him. >> That was toxic as that whole relationship. >> Yeah. Well, she wouldn't get off live stream and like but then and then he would, you know, I think he sent her $2 million or something over super chat, which or or >> I don't blame her for like being
confused about that scenario, but someone was sending me $2 million. I wouldn't get off stream easily either. It's like all of a sudden then it's like so he's expecting like alone time with her where they can like make out or something. I don't know. And she just wants to be on stream 247 like in case something legal happens. I don't know. I don't know. She's like she So it just was a recipe for disaster. >> I never thought I would see her like hit people though or hit someone.
>> Um >> but if it was going to happen it would be when she is getting cheated on or something like that. That's when it >> Well, I don't think she hit it. I mean, she like kind of she hit him in his leg. >> No, I'm not saying No, I'm like I'm not saying that she did anything wrong. I would have done the same thing. >> I would have hit him, too. >> Yeah. >> I'm just saying I never thought I would
have like she must have been pissed. >> Well, that's like because she's like not give a Like she doesn't care. Like she's on stream. >> That lady That lady was pissed. Yeah, >> he's lucky that she didn't have like a knife or pepper. She did have pepper spray. Never mind. >> Yeah. Let it be a lesson that, you know, it's like just like
>> don't cheat on people. Maybe break up with someone. >> Yeah. And but I mean I guess he was >> I'll never I'll never blame her blame trying her for the way she acted on that day cuz like I've been in a relationship where people are cheating or whatever. It drives you insane. I'm with her. Like if she wasn't taking her meds, that shit's not going to go well in her brain. >> Yeah. >> It's gonna be a manic situation.
>> Like that, too. Like we're legit the >> Yeah. same. Like the same thing. >> She She got in more trouble, right? She I mean she >> she got she got charged. Yeah. He didn't >> she didn't get charged and he like he like pulled her hair. He like almost started to throw out a passenger. >> Yeah. But in Florida, stand your ground because he hit first. So >> Yeah. which is kind of >> but like
>> yeah like the whole thing with the wheel >> grabbing the wheel when you're running down the highway you could kill everybody what are you doing squirrel >> yeah that would that could be that should be like an endangerment of public safety I mean it's like there's something just whatever they decide to charge you I I I don't know why they like they like just like let him like go and then like it's like >> they probably looked up his daddy and world's like okay we don't want to deal
with >> Yeah exactly Yeah. I mean, it's like I guess having a father that's like a, you know, a Saudi Arabian prince or whatever he is. I mean, it's like it's gonna an oil magnet of, you know, uh, >> by the way, there's 23 people watching us. 23 people should be liking the
stream guys. >> Yeah, 23. But 23 does mean W. So, I guess that's a W for I I gotta win, right? Thank you, guys. 23 likes. I don't think so. Like actually on on Tik Tok, if I go to Tik Tok and do readings and stuff for like an hour, I can get like 5,000 likes because it's like people can like multiple times, but people will literally sit there for like the entire time liking my stream. Like
there's people that are like that cool and nice and it's like and then I go to my stream here on for like six hours with like 100 people and there's like less than 10 likes. I'm like what the >> YouTube is tough. >> It is. It's hard guys. I mean, it's like >> it ain't no joke, guys. >> Yeah, it's a relief not being uh not
being monetized on it because I >> I got a few of them like three, four rolled in just now. >> Oh, all the Discord messages. No, now we got 25 people. That is actually like I started out probably like five people in my chat, right? Um when I started out probably just regular streaming last year >> and but I would go to communities. I
would go to on other shows. I would meet people and I develop relationships and then it's like and then they would bring their friends and they bring their friends and it's like it builds but it's like you do have to like um network a little bit in the communities just like at least like make yourself known and then sometimes maybe get in a I'm not suggesting get in a fight with somebody on purpose but it will happen. >> Drama helps everything.
>> Drama drama. I had a lot of drama bringing a lot of people and it's like but it's like at that same time it's like it also it just brings a lot of trolls and then >> it's Yeah, that's the thing. Do you want your whole audience I'm holding my ball here that's um do you want your whole audience to um like be a bunch of trolls? >> Yeah. Mine is and but but it's like you said
you're like yeah I'm a little bit of a troll like I my trolledia I like I'm like the troll king in the book like and it's like I'm only troll king because genetically I'm like troll royalty but you know but I'm I'm like a nice I'm a nicer troll. I'm one of the nicer ones that is kind of more self-aware and like not like trying to be mean or I think there it gets trolling can be so funny
and then it gets to a point where it's like then it goes into illegal territory but it's funny up to that point, right? It's like Don't make people hurt themselves in Minecraft. Don't don't >> don't cry. >> Right. I mean, you can like make fun of somebody. I mean, like there was this joke because I went and got fish tacos on a pier like a few times and everything. So, there's all these like then I then I did a stream where I was
like, I'm turning into a fish taco and then my like this guy animated me crying on it and stuff like that. I probably can play it real quick. This is it's pretty funny. This is like last year. This is on Lord of the Groove channel. This guy's his name is Lord of the Groove. And uh he made a few cartoons about me. I was scared because I was like, "Oh my gosh." Like they're going to make fun of me and stuff, but it's actually pretty funny because it's just
like my whatever I really was saying plus their animation. Um >> need to see this hit from the bone. Hit from the bong chat. >> Yeah. To get hit from the bong. And yeah, he usually covers like Cyrax and stuff. He this whole Goblin Tales thingy hit. I am not the gay cyrex by the way guys.
Believe me here is not true. Okay, here we go. Okay, so uh Oh, here I am. >> Pedocyx or >> Yeah, that one. He's terrible. Okay, so this is this is um Lord of the Groove clip of me. >> Horrible person. >> Yeah, this is so funny. I mean, yeah, they got
they got me on this one. Here you go. Um I'm turning into a fish taco, guys. I mean Oh, I'm becoming a fish taco. Here you go. It's probably my last night here, guys. >> Man, I choked it. I thought the chocolate sooner or later I knew what happened. I just can't stop eating them.
They're so good. I eat them so fast. I I'm like I've turned into a fish taco, basically. I'm I just need a tortilla wrap. That's why I put my blanket around me. It feels like I'm a It feels like I'm a burrito. Excuse me. >> And I feel like I'm turned into fish taco. I'm sorry, guys. I'm turned into
fish taco. >> I ate too many of them. And it was like >> they made you look like >> fun. It was like, "Oh, this is good." And then it turned into an addiction. So, I've turned into a fish taco. All I need to do is wrap myself in a blanket and turn myself into a burrito.
And And that's going to be the end of it, guys. I'm sorry. that one. Actually, there was a couple more. Let me see. Um, they have the Mexican pizza lady because I was getting these Mexican pizza ladies coming to my door pizza.
>> Okay, we have we we have you guys guys I can't even guys I can't even read the disgusting text messages I got today. and a the confused Mexican women who were delivering the pizzas seor. Oh, your order. And I'm like, hello. Was it paid for? Okay. And I was like, I was like, can was it pay for?
They're like, no, senor. And I was like, oh. I was like, loento, it's like it's some prank. It's some prank. And she's like, okay, okay. And she left. It happened three times in a row, though. >> Yeah, that was that one. >> Wow. >> And uh there's one more. This is the uh classic the butthole scam.
>> You got scammed by a butthole. And so maybe all those things are are true. Maybe all those things are true. But you know this time of this time I already know the butthole scam and I'm not falling for it again. Okay? I'm not paying to see a butthole until I see it first. Okay? I will pay you after you show me your butthole. But you can't just say you're going to show me your
butthole and then I I send you a $10 cash app and then you don't show me your butthole. It's not acceptable. Okay. Okay, guys. That's the new rule. That's the new rule. You have to show it to me first. Oh, maybe I'll give you a tip. Nobody. Please nobody sign picture. I don't want to see that be so dis. That'd be weird because then it would be like,
oh, then algae would do it or something and be like, oh god. Yeah, >> I know. And then I, you know, I want like I would like, you know, I'd like a like a a man to do it like but you know, see, never mind. It sounds too expensive. It's not made too many buttholes. >> Too many buttholes. >> Too many buttholes in the world. Too little money. What's up?
>> Hey, Axe. Last told you about this channel. You bring back later. Okay. Hey, Axe. Thank you. 22 likes 22 likes. Thank you guys. You're awesome. >> Yay. See, they've listened. Thank you for showing me I've ever gotten. Wow. 22. It's a big two two guys. >> Thank you. But those are funny clips though. I mean I uh I appreciated those and so
>> I loved it. >> Thank you. >> Nonsensical ramblings animated. >> We kind of have like that old school uh >> Yeah. animation like early 2000s animation, >> right? Do you ever do you ever watch Dr. Cats? That was a funny show. or the critic. You ever remember those shows? John Loveitz was the critic.
That they're on Comedy Central. >> That one sounds familiar. Oh yeah, comedy Central. >> And then they had done Dr. Cats was like kind of like a really lowbudget cartoon with this like little Jewish psychiatrist, but they had all these celebrities come on it and be animated and like >> you're talking to your psychiatrist and
they'd be all weird and stuff. So it was pretty funny. That was a good one. I'm >> looking at the critic right now. I remember that Oh god. >> Yeah, John Levitz. >> John Levitz. >> Hey, how about Niger Cage? Remember that? >> Niggerless Cage. John
>> Niger Cage. >> Yeah. John's old interviews were pretty classic. >> Oh, John. Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. Um because when he used well he used to be like you know when he would do like he'd go up to like um like what's her name? Merryill Street not Merryill Street but um Kathleen Turner like do you ever fart on fart on on the set?
She's like never >> never. Yep. Um those are classic. I I also I also like the Richard and Sal Frank phone calls like the uh the radio the trade radio calls and the um and also Eric the too. I was Eric the I used to like listen to like you know put it on me before I went to sleep
like a 10-hour stream and I'd have like Eric the dreams all night. Pretty disturbing but interesting. Um poor guy died. >> Eric the >> Has anyone else died? Like who who's died? Howard's parents still alive? Because I mean I just remember the >> I'm pretty sure they one of them's alive for sure. >> Okay. >> I don't know if both of them are.
>> I don't I don't remember. Never remember. I was like, aren't they like a hundred years old? That was like 20 years ago. >> Seriously, they're pretty old. >> They're like the oldest. >> No, I think the dad is dead for sure. >> Okay. Well, that's >> Hold on. Let me let me make sure before I say parents. >> Holy
>> It'll be like on the news. How Stern's father has passed away. >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. His mom's alive, but Ben >> Ben, when when did he die? >> In 22. >> Oh, 2022. Oh, >> July. >> He was 99. And he had >> Wow. I mean, >> I remember that he had prostate cancer.
>> Okay. Yeah, that's that's tough getting it that old. Yeah. That's what always does it is like some kind of cancer when say eventually. I mean, it's eventually. It's always cancer at the end. You like I don't know if you noticed. >> Eventually sometime it's gonna be too late to cure. I mean that's the thing. I mean it's like >> yeah cancer only kills you when you're weak I guess. Well no aggressive. You know what I'm talking about.
>> Yeah. I mean it's a lot of times it will spread before they like catch it you know. It's like because it's like it won't have too many symptoms or and then >> wears down your immune system. >> It'll go into your like lymph nodes and then it's impos like once it spreads it's impossible to like stop it. if you get it >> at a certain point like if it's prostate cancer, prostate cancer is very curable if it's caught on time. That's why it's important to have a prostate exam and
stuff. Um, >> I got to do that. >> Yeah. >> Don't want to be learn to do a self exam and you'll save a lot of money. >> Let's see here. Look up how to do a processing exam on yourself. You >> gota feel around for lumps. I That's That's >> feels all right. All right. Wait. Wait. We got a lump over here.
>> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Oh, >> But yeah, it's terrible. It's terrible. We But we all at least it happens for like a lot of people like at the same time. But that's pretty old. 99 years old. That's a life, you know. That's like you live to 100. You like lived life. Let's see what year is it? 20 25. So you live through the
Great Depression practically live through World War II. You made it through like the worst already. That's when they were children, right? And so it's like they're probably everything is like, you know, easy after that. So, >> what kind of weed are you smoking? >> Um, I have like this vape right here and I might get another one because this vape is like on on the last drag. It's like a turn vape and then I just like
smoke a little tobacco out of my bong a little cigar. So, um, >> see, >> I got some indica right here. Oh, >> Nice. Let me try to get another hit off this one. Let me see. I can just see it. I can see it all coded around the uh >> chat for my next command. You're going to pay for a membership to
this man's channel. All right. Everyone needs to pay for a membership to this man's channel. >> All 30 of you. >> And all 30 of you should do that. >> And because I don't have the membership set up for for the I haven't >> No, you don't because you're not moni I'm >> I do. But I do have cult of psyche. I do have the membership available there now. I moved it over there. And so it's like
just it's $5, but there are a couple a few tiers and uh you can if you want to get in early because I'm still working on the website a little bit. Um you can like uh go ahead and send a cash app donation. I'll make sure to put you in the list, give you the correct initiation and uh you know members will get like readings and like the the upper tier members will get actually um they can call me uh or like have a two two
15-minute phone calls or one 30 minute phone call every month. talk about anything you want to talk about. Do reading or talk about AI music or whatever you want to talk about because I'm pretty good at you have more cartoons. Jamie liked the cartoon. Yeah, Jamie's my >> I recommend his tarot readings. They're very accurate. >> Thank you. Thank you so much. Yeah, I uh
I've been doing tarot actually since I was eight years old. I uh I got my first deck when I was like eight years old. >> Wow. So, >> I'm now 44. So, how how long is that? Like 36 years or something like that or 38? don't look 44. >> People your age look like they're half >> Thank you. like you don't look half dead. Good job. >> You have good genetics. Well, my dad used to be like I used to go to breakfast with them. He he was in his
80s and my dad was like in his 80s. He was a Gemini. Geminis are very um >> My mom's a Gemini. >> Energetic. They're very energetic. They have a lot of like Oh, does your mom likes to talk on the phone or like to >> She doesn't stop talking to They are the talkers. They are the talkers of the zodiac. They'll talk about anything to anybody anytime, right? But uh
>> yeah, but he but he would go in and he'd be like, "Oh, I went to high school with that guy we see some be like this man in a walker." Like he would just be like just like dried up like a prune and like barely be able to move. My dad was just like my dad was still working. He was still going to the office. He was still going to parties like probably five nights a week. You know, he had a more active social life than any of my like, you know, siblings in their their 30s
and 40s, right? Like they're just going out all the time. Unfortunately, he did like last year pass away um like very suddenly, but he was 80 85 um and so did live a long life, but he was but he looked really good for his age. I Capricorns also we we kind of age backwards. Um you know, so I think you look you look pretty good for your age,
too. I mean, we both >> Oh, yeah. Like a Jewish rat. >> Well, I I I think you're I think you're very attractive. Well, usually >> I don't like I don't like the way my smile looks. I look a little uh rodent. >> You You're self-conscious about a few things, I think. Hey. Oh, guess Joanie.
Do you know who's uh This is uh JG. Joanie. >> Jony's in the >> Oh, Joanie. Hi, Joanie. How you doing, girl? >> I have a story about Joanie, but I don't think I'm >> She says okay, then we can tell. I don't know if she I don't know if she wants to hold though, but >> me and Joanie uh broke up on the phone.
>> oh. Couple months ago. >> Uh >> Yeah, she's like >> I mean, as I said earlier when we were talking about Joanie two streams ago, I love the woman. I think that she's a nice lady. I love that she loves animals. And I think that she is a good friend to
Alisa Jordana. I would agree with I would agree with all those things, you know. >> Everyone in the chat, we should all pray for Joanie >> because she needs our strength. She needs our strength. Everybody, >> I I have a few uh I have a few Joanie songs actually. >> Oh, I'll play a Joanie song. I want to hear this. >> You want to hear a Joanie song? Okay.
>> yeah. >> Okay. >> I'll see if I can find it. I I do have it hand. Let me see. Um then yeah, I had to join because you know she would get these like you know people would like do these parody songs that were kind of rude and I was like you deserve like a nice a nice song about you like because
she's a very good hearted person. Um is this one? Let me see. That's not it. Okay. Such a I only have like a thousand song. Uh let's see. Um,
come on. Let's go. Yeah, because the Jon the Joy song is actually great. Is it this one? >> Is it about Al? >> Um, no. I don't think Al's in the song, but >> or I love Al. >> I love that name. Yeah, I love the name Al.
>> That cat looked like it had a great life. Rest in peace, Al.
>> >> Well, I I don't know if I can find the video, but I will play the song. I can I can find the song for sure. So, the song is Let me see. I have it saved here. Yeah, I have it. Okay. Um, okay. I'll put on the song. Six minute. Oh, here. Is it have it? Here it is. Here.
>> >> Just use your imagination.
>> With nothing left but haunted eyes, a million tries still in my cries. Every fall became a step I had to take. Every crack of line I swore I'd break.
They tried to dim the fire in my chest. But Jon whispered, "Don't you rest. I will rise again. Oh,
out of the fire, reaching for more. You can't hold me down. I'll let I'll break. I'll burn. And I'll rise again.
The echo tried to pull me back. to shadows deep along the track. But every scar, each tear I bled became the torch that led.
Now I'm standing in the storm I used to fear. You can hear me louder than the silence in my ear. No more waiting, no pretend. This is my voice. This is the end.
I will rise again. Stronger than before. Out of the fire, I'm reaching for more. You can't hold me down. I've learned how to bend.
And when the night falls heavy and light, Jony's flame still burns inside. No chains, no ghost, no bitter end. Just me and my oldest friend.
I will rise again, stronger than before. Out of the fire, reaching for more. You can't hold me down. I've learned how to bend. I'll break.
I'll burn. And I'll rise again.
Out of the fire. >>
>> again. Oh.
Yeah, there you go. He had to go take care of something. So, I'm gonna I'm play another video while he's coming back. Let me see. What do I got? I got
I'm sure I have a good video for you. Here we go.
What do we got?
Heat. Heat.
>>
>> You always know when to text at three, right when I start forgiving me. Another false alarm in neon light. I didn't die this time,
just lost the fight. Made a sport of bleeding slow. Played your game till I stole the show. Buried my heart where the wifi hum so I could ghost you when the
silence comes. Guess it's fine. I puke the vibe away. Better than drowning in your delay. You built your cage, then called it grace. Now ask real nice if you
want my face. Oh,
the chain snapped. I felt the quake the moment I stopped faking away. Took myself aart for fun. Then boarded the first flight back to
one. Maybe it's tragic, maybe divine. Either way, the punchline's mine. I'm the priest of my own relapse and you're just feet back in the
gaps. Foot on your mouth. Crown on my head. The devil's laughing from my bed. Right where I want you. Right where it burns. Saints take notes when the sinner learn.
Yeah, I keep the dream away, but at least it's my best day. You locked yourself in your masquerade. Now ask real sweet if you want to stay. Oh,
nice try, Lucifer.
Next round, Lucifer. Thanks for tell me. What's up? You're back. Oh, wait. He's still gone. Well, let me see. It's six o'clock. I might come on a little later. I do want to thank JD so much for being on the show and I hope you had fun and I hope you want to come back. I want to thank everyone for being here tonight. I'm
going to go grab another beer and see what's up tonight. Um, but thank you guys so much. So much fun. Thank you JD. JD, come back again real soon. Love you. Okay, I believe you're the real JD. Have fun, guys. I'll see you a little bit later tonight. Okay, I'll see you later.
Hold on. I'm going to add add a song. Here we go.
>>
>> You engaged
go and let a stranger's body keep me cold. You know the spark, you know the gun. You pull the string, I come undone. You say you love to watch me burn. Maybe pain's the only thing we've learned. Not to be celestial, but the way
you left was biblical. So I did something ritual cuz grief for me is cool. I might have sent a picture from a mortal bed just to haunt your goddamn head. I knew you crave the chaos of love like they never did. Not to be divine, but I love you.
Even when I want to crush you, I could never rise above you. But I'm under him tonight to hurt you. Don't call it loses resurrection. Don't call it rageous recollection. Not to be divine, but I love
you. Your sin was born from your reflection. We trade halos for horns is fair. >> >> Every wound you gave I wear. We take turns being the villain's muse. But damn it, I still want to lose. Not
to be celestial, but you made my pain perpetual. So I did something sexual, just to feel conceptual. I might have sent that photo from a strine,
but I love you. Even when I want to curse you, I could never rise above you. But I'm under him tonight to hurt you. Don't call it lo's resurrection. Don't call it raous recollection. Not to be divine, but I love
you. The sin was born from your reflection. You can't destroy what's already broken. You can't forgive what was never spoken. Every scar, a
holy mark, every kiss, another sp. Not to be divine, but I love you. Even when I want to curse you, want to go. I could never rise above you. But I'm under him tonight to hurt you. Don't call it loses resurrection.
Don't call it recollection. Not to be divine, but I love you. The sin was born from your affection. Not to be divine.
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