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Psyche Awakens is Live featuring tarot readings, open panel discussions, and personal reflections on relationships and community. The episode includes discussions on math, moderation, and community dynamics.
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The episode starts with a musical introduction and welcome message from Psyche. He then discusses his personal struggles with math and how he overcame them. The conversation shifts to moderation and community dynamics, where Psyche talks about unbanning users and removing rogue moderators. He also mentions a specific user, Terror Destroyer, who is known for disrupting chats and streams. The episode also includes interactions with other users, such as Allied, who was previously banned. Psyche reflects on his emotional state during the previous night's show and apologizes for any inappropriate behavior. He also discusses the importance of being mindful when talking about public figures and promises to be less toxic in the future.
The episode appears to focus on themes of community, personal growth, and self-awareness. Psyche's discussions on moderation and community dynamics suggest a desire to create a safe and welcoming environment for his users. His personal reflections on math and emotional state also highlight the importance of self-awareness and vulnerability. The episode continues the pattern of Psyche using his platform to connect with his audience and share his thoughts and feelings.
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The episode is an open panel discussion on a Saturday night, focusing on tarot readings and featuring a playful cat theme. The host, Psyche, interacts with his audience and guests, discussing various topics including his channel's growth and upcoming interviews.
Psyche hosts an open panel discussion on tarot readings and the spiritual significance of cats, sharing personal experiences and offering guidance on navigating difficult social situations.
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welcome to the night the cars laid out the show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future holds
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rythm yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the bellance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to
soar dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rythm yeah yeah yeah
W Crystal Vision in her gaze time can steal this moment life's un dance we Chase with love W and pent
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so oh let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah
yeah yeah that gives me enough time playing that to like do some stuff to be able to pin my link oh pinned up my second try um good evening everyone Hi Meer hi tree frog yeah it's kind of interesting um you know what's
up hi yes you can bring yourself up now I think you can bring yourself up yeah this is cool this is cool let me fix the layout okay yeah so how was your
day it was all right I just did a preest and I realized I'm not ready for my exam next week so I'm probably gonna be in class much longer I want and I hate it I don't anymore math math yeah it's math But the teacher has taught in a while and he's
just winging it and it's so it's so unorganized it's not fun at all yeah that is my least favorite subject really yeah actually like okay so um I barely I don't know how I still have dreams about failing math in in high school and like I'm not be able to graduate high school but I I passed my
classes but I was I got an F in physics one semester and and that's kind of like more science but um but Algebra I was just bad at right and then when I went to college I went I was going went to a few school but I went to I was going to one Community College and it's like I all I had to do to get my associates there was take um take algebra pass like a basic algebra class I was not I
studied so okay so easy oh my God sorry yeah it's easy for you but I studied like so hard I like tried so hard and I like swear I I fail I got like 0% on on every I was just like I just like miserably failed I was like I was like it's going to be impossible for me to pass pass I didn't think I'd be able to graduate
college but then I went to a different school and like I did merchandising math and I got an A and it's my first a I ever got in like um like a math class and then I also did a statistics class I got an an statistics and stuff like that and so I don't know it was just algebra that's
interesting yeah merchand it was a fashion school it was like um it was it was for fashion merchandising um and so books and it's basically like basically like the math like what's 20% off you know something like that it's like a lot of like it's like basic like accounting that you'd use in like a like a store or business or something like that or like and so I got an A in that and I was like
stoked oh L Len you're sitting right on my tablet okay um yeah but um you help me today because um um and and and CIFA like um was CIFA um was telling me how to get into the um how do you get into the block list and you helped me before but I think that was like but it's like it's like it's
like that block list that was from before was one um from uh when you block people in chats and stuff like so if I go in a chat and I mute a person or block a person it was just that list it wasn't like my chat right it was just my personal block list and so um yeah and U so I went today and I was just shocked um with the amount of people that were
blocked because I like in the chat like yeah like a ton of people and like some people I recognize and stuff like that um there were at least like 50 people blocked and stuff like that well the only person so I unbanned everybody I think I think I only I've only hidden like two people in my whole show like at me personally and
so one person remember who they does it say who and it doesn't say who did it no doesn't say who did it it just has like a little like it has like a little like a listing of it um of all the names and you Little X next to him and you can like take them off the list and stuff like that and so um um and also I was able to like find you know there's some some mods that were there that were not friends of the
show anymore and stuff like that so I was able to unmod them and stuff like that and there's also um some people that should be standard um they should be they should be um administering moderators like um I need to fix a few people to to raise their uh to raise their stats but
yeah I prefer um yeah from from my mods I prefer that if anyone like like some if it's really extreme maybe you can hide something and I don't see it or something but uh yeah if but um if it's like most of the time it's like if or someone just said something or or it's like unless it's really bad or like I I I I want them hidden and stuff like that
I'll say can you please hide this person um otherwise just uh well given 24 hours and I've been in other um other chats like you know like Benny's chat and stuff like that where I've seen Rogue mods and and they're like hiding different people for no reason and stuff like that and they're and then like you see how like Benny's chat like got really quiet sometimes you know it's
like and then it's like I've just seen people hide people ban list gets freef filled every time that he clear he empties it out like they I really believe that they're trying to Corner him just to have M to himself or something right right that's and when I was there I was able to like
because there was someone there was like somebody I was like friends with there and then they kept um when I was a mod at Ben they kept blocking them like for no reason I was like why are you blocking there just like LOL and like and then he didn't notice and stuff like that I don't know because it's like I don't know if he doesn't see on the screen but it will say my chat like when I look at it it will say like who like times people also I had like a filter on too I had a filter that will hide
inappropriate messages or something like that I took that off because I want I want the mods to like um to be able to like moderate and I want people to say things and it's like sometimes the filters pick up the actual comments but it's like yeah so I I um I did Mass unban except for this one account um terrot Destroyer who was banned on eight accounts this Terror Destroyer is just known in the tarot Community for trying
to ruin the chats and the streams and just like spamming and stuff like that so they're I've seen them in other other chats too but they have eight accounts of like identical I think I remember them a long time ago yeah something yeah Terror Destroyer I've actually seen I so there's other guy metalheads terot who I mod for and he's a really cool guy um
and she started coming into his chat one night and he started like his eyes started tearing up and he like was like not just because he was like upset but it was like he felt this like negative energy from from that person like it was like he felt like he under attack and he was like oh my God he was just like my myself like I um I just felt I thought they were kind of funny a little bit what's up Allied look alli's allied's back he's unbanned
now I don't know why you got banned think I don't think you you did anything wrong and you you come on my panel and stuff like that and so that is good I do have a Discord um you guys if you if you're buying yourself banned or something for some reason you can just reach out to me on Discord and but I usually I I I really trust the mods and stuff but it's like I did mod a lot of people at one time and I basically I saw
like most of my mods are like are friends of mine and Friends of the show and stuff like that so I like I was able to just um take off a few potentially potential Rogue mods and um hopefully that helps and uh yeah last night was like it was a it was an emotional show it was just like a bad day and then I came on and you know sometimes when you're in emotional state it's not that
great to be drinking like like I was what's up me oh yeah hi do you know my boyfriend I heard of himam Hi how are you what's up I'm good good
do good see you how are you hi hi what's up yeah so I was just saying I was just saying um Pie about um yesterday yeah I probably had like a little bit too much to drink and emotional day it's not a good
combination always because I was I was I was upset you know and uh and then maybe like inappropriate a little bit and lashing out at people people and like maybe in an unfair way and uh you know also you know I I don't think I should be bringing up people's names unless they're like they're here to defend themselves and stuff like that um I will I will in the future like talk
about what happens but not bring up any names and things like that or be more mindful of that um say what your mind be honest at the same time being private about other people that's really hard I know and it's like and and it is kind of like these people are public figures in a way where where they have their own channels and they're like you know it's like not
like they're like not private individuals I'm getting I'm just talking about you know public people but I'll I'll be more mindful of that and I I try to like just give my um I'll be less toxic thank you Nick see you hi Susanna what's good everybody good to see you guys oh you
see know what we can do to help you I know that be was trying to cheer you up but it was just you just kept swooping over you needed something and it's like I don't mean to use like my chat is like or my my panel like as my therapist or and things like that it's like that puts burden on on people and it makes it like less fun and
stuff like that but I do like to share stuff and it's like you you guys do help me and it's like I love you guys so much and it's like I I value your opinions and stuff and like I really want to say um I apologize to be apologize to Jamie Rose and apologize to anybody else um that was here and I when I was just like in my toal emotions and like overreacting a little bit over sensitive
and like going on and on and like like bringing on the vibe I'm sorry and uh I love you guys and I really do and it's like I feel bad that I um I Heard anybody's feeling or said anything anything wrong and I just want to thank you guys all yeah you guys and and them everyone was like trying to Sher me up and um I was just a little bit sad and
I'm better today I'm better I got a lot of lot of em out and I got to hear some other people's perspective you know like um some some people from yesterday I was talking about they they explain themselves and in a in a good way and talk to talk about their their feelings and their feelings are valid and stuff like that I'm not going to trash them I'm not gonna I still I hope I wish them the best in their channels not everyone's going to be meant to be in
your life forever right we're going to have situations where there's misunderstandings and then people's feeling get hurt and stuff like that but I and I apologize for everybody that if I like mentioned mention your name or like said said stupid things and uh but I won't bring up I won't bring up any names but if uh but if anybody anybody's welcome on the panel to discuss you know
things if they want to you know like um stuff to happen and stuff like that and I'm willing to listen and stuff my Show's like really there's there's nobody blocked anymore so yeah that's what I like here is isn't he cute pie yeah it's adorable
he's in Chicago Chicago nice little too far from little too bit too far away my leg know
I you're breaking up a little bit maybe um try fixing check your audio settings hey P hey
Meer hey what's up Michael how are you I'm good so cute mean Michael Michael came on last night and uh introduced us to his uh his uh his girlfriend and like he left a really nice comment about like um she enjoyed her reading and stuff like that and so I
appreciate that it was nice meeting her and uh talking talking to you last night nice positive she didn't she she didn't believe she didn't believe that the CH cards are correct and I was like uh when you actually gave her the teret card she's like holy like she was actually like she was like oh my God that was so correct like everything he
said was absolutely correct so that's a good thing good I'm glad glad you I love like I love like converting Skeptics or you know or like or a lot of people like you haven't never had a reading and stuff like that and it's like you have to like really uh and like there's also like some unscrupulous readers and I like
better uh you know I I think I have like a big genuine um genuine heart and genuine connection and I'm able to to give the right messages and stuff like that and I hope I help and I hope I I like to keep my keep it positive on my my readings too and stuff like that but um it a pleasure it was a pleasure and thank you yeah it was really I've been having really good feedback for a lot of my readings lately and it's like even
though I don't do like this readings the whole I have a different kind of tarot show like know you can tell it's like also me was like doing readings too and like everyone was loving his readings too and it's like we got really talented people really talented I wish me was on here yesterday when I was on but he wasn't on there so
but I'm pretty sure would have gave her a good reading too so but you know it was it was a good stream when I was on there so yeah it kind of like kind of what's up I did aceing one I watch it's
one yeah and it's like and I don't I don't do tarot my like like I like my my tarot like my show is like a different kind of show right and it's like it's not like a traditional it's like not like any other tarot show on YouTube basically it's it's like a mixture of like a lot it's like this like this uh yeah kind of Frank Frankenstein of all different kinds of body parts around
YouTube and it's like it's alive and sometimes it can be kind of a monster and it's like I'm trying to and like Franken or the monster of Frankenstein you know could get out of control sometimes and stuff like that but he had a good heart right Frank basically had a good heart could help you know that well I'm glad I'm glad I'm glad that I'm glad that you and Pie and me well me wasn't
there yesterday but whoever else was on there I'm glad that you all appreciate that I'm in a new relationship now and um I had uh I had I had I had Bea you know kind of give me a little bit of lip lash but it is what it is but that's because she's you know
she's for somebody else so but I understand why so I can't I can't blame her for that so I'm just Happ for you thank you I celebrate I celebrate love on the show and it's about like um you know I'm like I'm all about um people coming
together and like I'm glad that you came together with her and like and you're happy it seems like you're both happy I like how you're kind of like cuddling up and like yeah look comfortable together so that that was really cool so congratulations and I I always be suppor of people's love and things like that I'm a big you know fan of love a big uh
of Love well I could tell well I mean you love Mis
right tempting very did you like that song I I didn't I didn't mean to call you all like that was sharing song I like the song earlier that that that cop song it's like I called haha or something right yeah yeah yeah I lik it I listen to it you can tell what you can say what it was
called um but it's he sent me a cool song and like we were talking and like when whenever we talk we get like all these synchronicities like and or it's like I'll be like all this stuff like or like he'll say something and then it will be like we'll go into some other topic and then it will like come up again like like like in some other way like on some other unrelated thing like it's just really cool like like was
saying like um I won't say what you said one thing he said he said he said he said I'm a worm or something like that and then I was talking about butterflies and I said a worm is turn into a butterfly and then I was then I showed him the psyche butterfly because psyche means butterfly in Greek right and then it was like and then it had like and then it says another butterfli the same word for worm and so it's just
kind of It kind of like cool shut the front are caterpillar contemplating cupation no longer will we spend our days lingering on the underside of the folage life must be the preparation for the transition to another
dimension yes beautiful umy pych how how did you and Meer meet on the panel uh here yeah he was watching my he was watching my show he was quiet in my chat for a few weeks and then he like came up on the panel and then I then I started hitting on him and he like didn't care that I was hitting
on him and I was like what kind of girls do you like and he's like he's like I'm not really into the women that much I was like and that's great that's awesome I think I think I started calling my boyfriend like 10 minutes later after that but that's the Husky hey that's the
Husky yeah yeah it's a husky yeah it's the Husky he has you know the Husky was my the Husky was my high school mascot actually my middle school and high school mascot was the Husky so pretty pretty yeah another interesting synchronicity goam
it over here shave tonight guys I was gonna shave but my electric raids are like it's like it wasn't charging or I don't know I plugged it in it didn't start and stuff so to shave later but got my when it's that when it's that two but when it's that too thick it it kind of hurts using just a razor so you got to
like you got to use like a like a buzzer razor or like a like like a Clipper and then just you know and then you shave it so yeah because it hurts to much if you start trying to do with a razor see what mine looks like it's like really works really well but it's like small like using a razor though I just
use the clippers because uh my my skin hates razors on my face break out instantly it's crazy it's bad yeah do you against or with it again you shap against hair growth or towards it I think it might be broken because
it's not charging this works you always go you always go towards the grain so that way you can get the most of the hair out that's me personally I get breakouts when I go against the hair bro like it makes it really smooth but I get so many like know you talking about your legs
yeah yeah like if you're shaving your legs yeah yeah never shaved my legs well you you shouldn't have to you're a man I mean I have like no hair in my legs because my my pants like rub up all my hair so I'll have like a little bit on
one side but then the other side has none and it looks like I shaved my legs but I just just my my um my jeans naturally shave my legs I have like no hair on my
legs not very hairy but it's like you do are um yeah where's my lost my pipe um thing yeah I'm uh I'm have I'm like I'm yeah I like I was like gonna take I'm trying to take it a little bit easier on alcohol but I might I might drink later tonight but um I I haven't I haven't I
haven't started and uh definitely I won't like like I told like I told you before like I told you before py you can do whatever you want you know obviously we're not GNA judge you because only God could judge you but at the same time you got like you get you get too drunk and then you just leave the channel like the
other day you left Meer Alone by himself but he hold it down so that's good but I trusted trusted him to and it's like and he was like doing his own thing like with the readings and it's like and I was like just wanted to give him some space to like talk to people too and stuff like that but but I was also like distracted and like I I don't even know
I was just doing stupid like I was going like in the discords and like discords and like causing drama and I need to F I need to focus sometimes I can't find my I smoke it like this can't find my My Little My pipe but yeah um but yeah I'm but tonight I'm a little bit you know I'll
go I'll drink I'll go slower maybe I'll drink something with less amount of alcohol less percentage like a Twisted Tea or something like that they're like 5% but uh or mix it with another juice or something just to make it yeah mix it with juice yeah yeah yeah like what pie said yeah exactly mix it juice I will I guess a good idea I'll actually maybe
I'll I'll get twisted te's and then maybe like regular tea or something like that and just like just make it make get some get some cheap get some cheap Arizona or something yeah those are good deal they're only a dollar I like they're 99 Cents they're pretty cool yeah 99 Cents yeah so good deal yeah I I had this
GrubHub I because I ordered GrubHub last week because I was GNA stay and I ordered like um I think I ordered some uh beat boxes and stuff on GrubHub and then I uh beat boxes are good by the way if I drink beat boxes I can only drink two of them and mix it with something but um uh I ordered but it fell asleep and so I missed the GrubHub delivery because you need to like sign you need
to like show your ID for the GrubHub right and so I like I went and I U and uh the website and I like go to customer service and I was like I um you know I missed my order blah blah blah and they so they refunded me plus they gave me a $10 credit so I have like a he's dancing
nice did you tell them you fell sleep or no um no I was like I was like it didn't because it said it said delivered and stuff like that it said delivered okay I don't know if you ever saw me did a fire dance the other night like a fire scrub so cute he did a fire
scrub just fun yeah so um yeah I me um let me look into a little fire that's what I like to know come the from Do You Hear What I Want What I what
I want to know is how you got that piercing up here like it it's it's through the the tissue that's loose right here like right here like right here to the um to the Bone well not through the bone but like that's not it's the bridge yeah the bridge right so it's like right here between your eyes right
I'm grabbing I'm grabbing that y I'm grabbing that tissue right there and there's like loose skin so but it's not I had a nose job I start had a nose job when I was like 17 CU I I used to have like a really like like my nose like a beak you can see like my nose is like pretty cool now it has like little little has like little sculpted tip I
didn't have the sculpted tip before it was just like it was like a hook okay and uh and they but they also what he did was he took cartilage from my nose and he like injected it into this and so for like a year this I didn't have the space anymore it was like it was just like it was like filled in but then the car it eventually like um absorbs into your body and stuff like that so it went away
so I have this like Dent back you see but I have and uh I also piercings I used I used have piercings I have my tongue pierc I had my I had my labret Pierce and I had my eybrow Pierce but the lebret piercing like like wore away all this gum tissue like right there and it's like and then like I had to have a gum transplant um to fix it and stuff
like that so it's like not necessarily a good place I don't gum transplant I never even heard of that yeah it's because all the gum tissue is like worn away like the almost the bone on the bottom and they how how do they replace your how do they replace your gums like they take it from somewhere else like the back of your mouth yeah they
take it from somewhere else in your mouth and then they they like put it don't yeah just so that work like that I had to good down I have like pretty good teeth you see but uh yeah you got yeah you got a nice smile yeah thank you you think nature did he has a nice smile
too me is not ashamed I was telling I like I always thought Madonna was so sexy because Madonna has a gap in her I always thought like a little Gap in always yeah yeah mad yeah my little pipe head oh my gosh
very I got I have I have my tongue pierced but I don't I don't put it in um but I can e the hole still there so I can easily just like if I wanted to I could slide it in but I don't like use my tongue ring cuz it's hard for it's hard for me to eat
food with a tongue ring in so that's out of thick thick tongue piercing it was like the high gauge it was like 10 gauge or something I don't know it was just like that's my dream my dream the other night I had like before I woke up when I had because I had all these crazy dreams the other night but the but before I woke up um I dreamt that I like put all
this glass in my mouth and then it was like I AF to swallow the glass cuz it was all my throat and I was like pulling out shards of glass from my tongue and stuff like that like oh jeez but uh but then I like then there was one in the middle of my tongue it felt like I was pulling like a tongue piercing or something through it was like this big piece of something and I was pulling out and I couldn't get it out and I was like call the ambulance and then um and then I woke up it was like and I woke up like almost screaming and I was like oh God
and then ver tag is like oh that means something bad's gonna happen and then of course like that day you know my mouth got me in trouble just but you know it's like and so you know it's like oh I want it's like I I want I'm sorry go ahead P go ahead P go ahead I'm sorry go ahead that's actually kind of
cool dreams more you know right imag the moon say but no I think it I think it was good that that came out you know it was it was true you know oh yeah I'm feeling I'm feeling better last night was also it's like you it was like
emotional but it's like it's it's kind of a catharsis kind of thing where it's like you can get all everything out and like speak speak speak your feelings and stuff like that and uh it kind of like woke me up it's like I just like you know I just like I just remember saying like things I regret and like and like getting upset and like letting my emotions take over and it's like you know it's like so I'm like but that's
why I think if you when people drink they should be in a good mood kind of kind of before because it's like I noticed for myself it like it just int ifies whatever mood you're in like sometimes a certain and so it's like it just and then can get you emotional and and your feelings like you know well that's what for me it was getting emotional in my feelings and and uh and
just over sensitive and stuff like that and so I know I'm just in a better M tonight that's well that's good I'm very I'm I'm very happy that you're in a good mot today but yesterday yesterday you delet did you delete or just put the the live stream on private I I priv it just like there is some stuff I don't know I
might I might go back like later and like like unprivate some of the streams but and there's nothing bad that happen like there's no like porn bomb or anything or any of that it was just like it was just like it was a little bit I was maybe was littleit personal of people and like you know likey yeah I'm just I'm try I'm trying not to like bring up really people's
names because because know unless they're here to defend she wasn't in the chat she did come in she was in the chat and stuff like that and she spoke she spoke her mind and then I got you know I like hit her for 24 hours and uh yeah I wasy I was trying I was trying to rewatch that stream and I could I couldn't rewatch it because you know you put it on private if you want if you want to watch it I'll I'll make it
unlisted and then I'll just send you the link and you can watch it and stuff like that um if you're still interested but yeah it was I mean it was a good stream it was a good stream but yeah I I was kind of like I I just kind of got a little bit um overemotional and so sometimes I do that like I just like if I have like a I have a feeling sometimes the next day and then yeah I just I was like I was just
going off a little bit too much but let me me see there's a deal tonight well it's a good the next time we have the urge to just keep it private I guess it is hard to resist that especially like go ahead I'm sorry go I'm sorry P
goad so comfortable with your chat it is kind of hard to resist not sharing everything with them I know you want to have a really close chat right and I like and I like uh you know it's like yeah I like I like sharing my experiences too and like and but it's like I also have to be mindful that I do have like a platform with like a lot of people watching and like you know people
can clip it people take things out of context I know I have a bunch of have some spies in here in the chat they come and they don't say anything and then they come and they report everything to everybody and like there's a lot of Gossip going on too like that yeah yeah and so I'm just trying to keep it keep
it light friendly positive and uh I'm just in a better mood tonight okay there there there there's certain people that they just like you know they like um in the background spy on you they won't comment if they do comment then they'll just um they'll say one or two things
but at the same time they're trying to report your channel you know what I'm saying or if not they're trying to they're to bring down your channel by saying negative comments which is not cool so and and I'm so close to my monetization like because I'm already at like 20 some 2300 hours about like and it's like really like I'm getting like
really really fast um approaching monetization 3,000 yeah and so and then it's like and then the other night like I got Gore bombed I don't know if you ever heard that is it was like this guy came on the panel yeah he came on the panel and then he started like a simulated simulated living like like it looked like he had a
gun pointed and it was like trying that's like oh no that's not cool was like turn it off immediately she's like she's like she like end the stream immediately and delete that immediately because that that's like one of the like the worst things CU it's like that's like someone un living themselves on like live a live stream like yeah it was I didn't know what was going
I was like what is what is that like it look weird but but it kept like he was making this funny face and then it was just like all red like a big red splots around him and stuff like that and it was like that was just like a simulated and she's like you got core bombed and uh that was not was not yeah it's not cool at all yeah I
agree with not cool I wonder people that you know or is just Rand being random because they can't it almost looks like the same sometimes it looks like the same guy they all like dressed I mean it's like there it seems like there's some kind of like similarity that I noticed and so I'm like and then but but the other night it had to be like some kind of organized thing because there were so
many it happened so many it was like porn bombing it was like Gore bombing and then it was like voice voice bombing they had this voice things say all the and stuff like that so it's really bizarre um oh yeah they had plent of Psy attack yeah that too and and I feel like I feel like I'm very sensitive and maybe that's why I I go a little bit insane sometimes
on my like a little crazy I don't know because I feel like um I'm very sensitive to like negative energy and like and so like and then I like to get I like kind of this Mars in the first house kind of thing Mars and Aquarius the first house where it's like I'm just like I like to fight back and I have this it has like I had it like analyzed through some certain um systems and it's like it's like a very military placement it's like or it's like I might have been some kind of military general or
something in a past life or something like that but um I'm ordering I'm ordering I'm ordering tea I'm ordering like a a voodo ranger tea and then I'm ordering Arizona ice teas to mix it with okay so it should should be it should be much better I just drink a few of them um I
did sleep all day like I fell asleep until like 5 in the afternoon and then um not all day I was I was up at I was up at like probably 5 this morning and then I like I think I streamed like six or something in the morning and then I got um I got this morning I was there I was
there and uh I was able to okay think this this will give me my discount see um pych if you don't mind me I I have a question for p when are you g to finish to the rest of that Star Wars book song oh whatever I feel like
reading no I'm saying when are you gonna finish it or you already finished it I don't know when maybe this summer yall want to hear a poem this summer damn that's a long time hear a poem okay let's see here yeah it's called Victory it's called Victory
here we go I wrote this um I wrote this New Year's Eve like the New Year's Eve night all right here we go it says the Muse and the Mage the page and the sage the body is a temple the mind
is a cage knowledge is the wisdom and the ab Temperance St intuition is the guidance time within an age the Pearl is your oyster the world is your stage Sovereign is Divinity the will shall be the way Aquarius Aquarius Aquarius rules
today light inside the darkness and the Darkness in the day Vision hinders blindness silence hinders fa love brings Absolution the Lord will hear you pray deliver you from anguish Justice here to stay happiness excitement hooray hooray hooray
am man beautiful there you go you like it yeah yeah yeah it was good oh yeah thanks I like how you wrote that that's crazy yeah I'm I'm gonna write a love poem for me
and he's a poet oh you you need to write me some love some love quotes that I can s to my girl that way I can claiming his
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h yeah there's a h go with the old school like I always I always use go ahead I'm sorry mus like Emerson Emerson or thoro you know Walt Whitman usually gets the ladies
um me personally I like to use like uh like movie quotes from like um Love movie not love movies but like movies where there's like love quotes and stuff like that and uh I like to refer to uh uh woman and they're like like how the
hell do you know this like oh I'll just watch this movie so can I po my PO this is a this is one of my favorite poems though I didn't write it but I mean it's by Sylvia Plath syia PL okay yeah syia plat t a it's called it's called lady Lazarus and
it says I've done it again one year and every 10 I manage it a sort of walking Miracle my skin right as Nazi lap shade my right foot a paper weight my face a featureless fine Jew linen peel off the napkin enemy do I terrify the nose the eye pits the full set of teeth the sour
breath will vanish in a day soon soon the flesh the grave cave H will be at home on me am I a smiling woman I'm only 30 and like the cat I have nine times to die this is number three what a trash to annihilate Each decade what a million filaments the peanut crunching crowd
shoves into sea them unwrap me hand and foot the big strip teas gentlemen ladies these are my hands my knees my KN skin and bone nevertheless I'm the same identical woman the first time it happened I was 10 it was an accident the second time I meant to last it out and not come back at all I rocked shut as a seashell they had to call and call and
pick the worms off me like sticky pearls dying is an art like everything else I do it exceptionally well I do it so it feels like hell I do it so it feels real I guess you could say I've got a call it's easy enough to do it in a Cell it's easy enough to do it and stay put it's the theatrical come back in Broad day the same place the same face the same
brute a m shout a miracle that knocks me out there's a charge for the eyeing of my scars there's a charge for the hearing of my heart it really goes and there is a charge a very large charge for a word or a touch or bit blood or a piece of my hair or my clothes so hair doctor so hair enemy I am your Opus I'm
your valuable the pure gold baby that melts to a streak I Turn and Burn do not think I estimate your great concern Ash Ash you poke and stir flesh bone there is nothing there a cake of soap a wedding ring a gold filling hair God hair Lucifer beware beware out of the ash I Rise with my red hair and I eat men like
air W you eat men like air amen that's a good pH H that's I will not do it in a box with sock on some
rocks and ham there's a there's a guy um that was like he's like this white guy that I watched his uh his channel and he was like doing this like rap battle or something and he was just he was like terrible and I was like you got Dr Sears and he's like oh Dr is pretty good and I was like I forgot but Quan de bars or something else but he had some other kind of bar
I was like making fun of him he knows he was bad he also has like is do is Dr Seuss really a doctor though I'm not I don't know I think his name was Theodore something theore best I forgot I don't know I don't know if he a doctor in secret I think he I don't think he was a
doctor but he was a good author I could definitely tell that I think he also like he has um a lot of um a lot of like pornographic stuff like with's adult stuff yeah wow that's
crazy I did not know that the Muppets like Jim Henson usually had he had the Muppets and he was like planning on doing these adult not not not pornographic but planning on doing like movies for adults with the Muppets and then like he got approached to do like a children's show and stuff like that because they wanted they wanted to make an educational children's show he was like he wasn't quite sure CU he's like I'll be associated with kids
forever and stuff like that but uh he eventually did and then he eventually he did make Muppet Muppets Take Manhattan and kind of more adultish like Muppet movies and stuff like that but uh the story of Sesame very interesting also so I really liked it the tall it's really good I don't know if you know it there
wasn't many like it what's that there's an adult puppet show I don't know if you know it I forget what it's called but it was actually really really good oh you talking about the one you talk about you talking about crank hes oh Crank Yankers yeah crank yers there you go
yeah it was um crank crank one time on on be's chat one night um they had like a guy come up with a puppet and it looked like one of the crank it was like that kind of style of puppet and I was like and she's like should this guy on I was like I think that I think that's a really expensive puppet so I don't I don't think he's like bad but it's like I think like he was like a little bit weird for the show
yeah Oh Suzanna went the car okay yeah oh thank you thank you Nick okay Susanna I'll get you some you should like a love reading okay Susanna let me get your reading real quick and then wants to pull some cards for Susanna too um totally welcome to I'll just do I just do a little quick Susanna okay I got this Ace of Wands so
it's like a new passion it's like a new passion it's like a it's like a little something being handed to you that's G to make you very passionate if you're so it's a love reading this could be someone coming in to make a love offer um but or at least bring least bring you the the magic stick or something like that I don't I don't know it could be like some good sex involved there you know W some passion also they have 10 of cups that means like it's l long-term
happiness um that I see coming with this relationship um and it's like maybe I see like that's like Mars and Uranus down there but um um hold on on what is that Pisces no is that is that Pisces okay okay so but yeah this is like long-term happiness right so it's the 10 of Cups it's like most it's
one of the most happiest cards in the deck okay and then I got the um I got the Queen of Swords too um um so this can mean that you're cutting um these negative people out of your life or like you're like you're you're selecting very carefully and so this will be like a careful selection you've been through some stuff um before and you you're not going to make um the same mistakes you
made in the past because I see like all that happiness and uh and maybe like cutting out cutting out the wrong candidates and you're I think finding the right one I'll pull a couple more for you okay oh we got a princess of Pentacles princess of the echoing Hills very alluring I think this is like your Central Energy I think also like
you know you're also like um I think financially stable on your own too um but uh yeah I would see this is like um like your youthful spirit and U you're like some kind of a lure and also just remember you're like a full package too and don't don't discount yourself and and know and and get someone for your worth and um and then we have and also a
Temperance card daughter of the reconcilers and so so I think that all this relationship will be reconciled it will all come together it will be like that you're going to have find the right ingredients and that you want and you're going to make this perfect this perfect um perfect love potion this perfect combination coming to you and there's like your heart connected above and
below too okay the Capricorn and Scorpio energy too there um okay and so I hope you enjoyed that looks good Susanna but I think you've been through some stuff in the past where it's like and where it's like you had to like cut cut the right people off and stuff like that and it's like now I think you have the right formula for what you want and stuff like that so I hope that helped
you and I'll Channel hold on there you Goen a good reading thank you P that was a good reading I like it I'm just making some
tea know no it's cool um yeah I think he definitely will will uh help you out Susanna let's see yeah sounds good um sounds good Michael Michael's Cam's dropped off but um so we look at the we look like a little Brady Bunch family right now but we need it's cool I can now get um you know I can have more than like six people on the panel but it's
like I don't I don't know if I can handle more than it said 10 we'll I was I was doing something that I didn't want nobody in the chat to see so okay didn't BR attention to it
um yeah let me see I need to see when my deliver is coming 655 710 so I got I ordered several I I ordered a bunch of a Bo Ranger but I'll just drink a couple but I Dr got a lot L of lot of teas and I'll be mix I'll be mixing I'll mixing tonight and and taking it slow so don't worry guys also in a good mood and it's
like a it's a little bit thirst thirsty Thursday we went we went me I don't know might like it too I don't know um because p p and I have this game we play I don't know if it's the game we play called feed the some guy some guy come comes on trying to hit on her and stuff like I'll like hit her up in the in the in a
private conversation and say can you jump take a shirt off and then we can like we need to get a theme song for that too Game Show game song nicer than just me chanting feed my yeah there was something to do it but they it's a fun we had that guy from
Denmark and he like he was like the first the first contestant on the on the game basically basic that game everyone wins I love the way he jie he tore his shirt off and Jamie was just stunned
like so funny funny then of course um Nick Nick pulled up his shirt and he had like pyan written on his and stickers on his on his yeah I I was there I was there for that stream yeah he yeah he had pyana
and something else I forgot what it was on his stomach yeah Nick Jim Nick Jim Nick no but he had he had he had your name on there too P yeah I I sent it right to her she was like she saw my face cuz I was like she was like your face was
priceless well he said he ran outs so could he couldn't spell out pie anymore so I know I was like I was like I was like put on Psyche on your and he's like oh I'm he's like I'm out of peas yeah yeah I remember just pealed off the irana and then he has a p right there all he needs
is a y you know the that that game there not Scrabble is it I forget but like just use the same te just to do a cross fly or take Scrabble letters and just glue on your stomach that work
too Nick Nick Nick's a little Nick's a little bit weird but he's uh he's unique but on the other hand uh Sig Sig uh he's uh I don't know he's he's all out there like and and I I don't understand like like if he was on like let's say this was my live
stream I wouldn't have Sig with my channel because Sig all he does is disrespect people but well is a joke he doesn't mean it he also like okay did you see the nether night mic you're being you're being too inoc you're being you're you're being too um how do you say it I'm I'm not trying
I'm not trying to I'm not trying to be no but P me all the time but he never like harass my DM it's all just an act like he's just having fun stop taking his well he's going he's going through a lot supposedly going through like his ex breaking up with him that he really loved and so I feel bad for him you know
what I mean but yeah this he's doing like his dice reading is this for Suzanna Meer you do a dice reading for her a dice reading cool yeah I'm just I'm trying to reduce it to the last number you got 333
here be signicant but there's a lot of D let me let me get a dice reading let me me let me get a dice reading okay okay after Susanna I um for sure okay all right there's a 333 here we got 2 two we got we got one one 22 55 and then four
so see that3 is significant this this
5 this is for Susan yeah king of Cups king of Cups this is for the relationship thing for the love uh king of cups is a very emotional yeah so take that as it resat 333 and 55 are
significant in this one look up those numbers how they pertain to you but yeah very cool can you roll mic yeah here we go yeah um do do I need to pick a number or what's that do I need to pick a number no no no you don't just uh I mean
if you want to you can you can keep it to yourself though okay those doubl are signicant parts of my birthday but let me know let me know what to think about the number though that's what I'm saying
okay don't don't show the dice though it's going to make me think differently I'll just take a all right 4 four 6 six okay so another thing
with this five all right 555 that significant look up that angel number again we got one two three that's that's progress we got four four and six six I'm feeling heavy on this 44 right now
so uh 5544 and one two three things are gonna happen like in progress right this four4 is sticking out to me like crazy for some reason I don't know uh that's 12 we'll pull the third okay one two three and
you're I I I speak I'll speak of the number one so yeah n of Wands that's you right there that's you rushing in you're like coming in with all this Sexual Energy oh
God energy I need to get better with numerology otherwise I can go a little more in dep but we'll keep it short and but yeah 555 and four four are like extremely significant that one two three is progress right all we have we have
this coming off Empress you're rushing towards your Empress with the
bonus yeah boner look got got a big bone this adult this more adult Di
as a boner honer Avid you w i i can do it I do I also do I do some dice readings too I also got sorry go ahead go ahead or like whoever go
ahead hello hey where yeah we can hear we can hear you yeah we still hear you
guys fix my lighter oh yeah so I I I saying I I know this Tibetan there's a Tibetan fortune telling method with dice and you roll five dice it's called Mo like m o and it's like and maybe I'll I'll do that sometime for the chat but this is cool it's like I love all kind all different kinds of divination and yeah if you're into numerology and stuff
you know um you have to um you know look into like single number meanings and the especially those those 11s 22s 33s 44s those are all um you know Master numbers and so even 55 66 you know the double numbers but you can also reduce them and you can also correspond them to tarot cards and um and all kinds of can go
really deep you know it's like it's like um also correspond to Chelan you know Chelan numerology um Susanna you know Chelan my my name in Chelan um my my first and last name together are like 33 and then my the my first middle and last together are 55 and
so those are cool numbers for me those are cool numbers
fun one do like long readings like that yeah yeah there's a lot to it I mean there's a lot to it there's a lot of information that you can get you can you can oh my go I'm outed like fluid now and this lighter is not working oh not good not good I can't find my other lighter and I'm almost out of tobacco
anyway but might have to get my U my candle out my candle that actually might be nice amb bring out your candle yeah wish I need I think I need to buy my I have a candle stick somewhere too yeah a little these little these colorful little candles and candle
hold might I br oh yeah suanna is like 10225 is her birthday right so that's that's a awesome awesome uh synchronicity correspondence oh look at the K C oh my God beautiful beautiful tuxedo
look at her oh my God she's like oh she loves being brushed it's like a massage she's old she needs massage how everyone doing the chat good chat
maybe not smoking too much tonight haven't smoking weed in like I I sent you money yeah
okay's everyone do waiting on
my just
you're singing my theme song I was like what's that song it's like oh yeah dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah oh that's a Tarot flow into the Rhythm yeah my my head all day yeah I'm really blessed to um DJ DJ
Electra by the way um she made a she did the introduction for bet and my and and it's just like it just makes so much difference it's like it's a perfect like time to like get one from yesterday right but she was she wasn't speaking though like course when I was on there she was on there but she wasn't like speaking so I don't know like towards
the end she was a little quiet but um yeah but she uh she's such an awesome awesome friend and uh I know yesterday was just a crazy crazy night you know it was just like it was like I was just in a like a weird mood and and uh maybe like you know I know I know we're all probably pretty sensitive to energy here and like we're all we're all intuitive and we're
all like empathic we all have like big hearts and stuff like that and so we're it it's really nice having having friends like I said on my Valentine's Day it was like the first did I me did I meet you on Valentine's Day I'm not sure if I met you on Valentine's Day maybe after Valentine's day but it was like the first Valentine's Day that uh that I wasn't like alone like because I had
actually had people to talk to it was like so so uh so cool to have like able to be know usually sitting alone like you know but it's like YouTube is really giv me like a like a social life and brought me like really awesome friends and it's like that's why I I get very sensitive about some that happens because also there's like there can be like a lot of drama sometimes with people like you know like we like I've
had with some people and stuff like that and it's like it just like it hurts it hurts me because it's like I consider them like close friends and I and uh and yeah you Chick-fil-A what she I guess oh chicken nug to know how they feel which drink is yours which
one yeah oh I like your show up your Xbox quick I like your hat what's your hat say oh Jes actually I'm gonna leave it on back you play for a little bit I like it I love it that's so cool Mike Mike doing his food
order W I'm I'm tracking my grub up let me see the guys been at the store for a while I think they might be having a problem or something I'm not sure sometimes they try to call me and I don't know if my numberers right on but they always hopefully it'll be okay it's been at the store for a little while shouldn't be that long for oh look at sparkler here we
go I love lights like that that's pretty oh it's sparkling all over you some okay guys let's bring up a new guest to the show um who's
here Colette hi Colette hi hi you sound very nice thank you I got you a meal have you have you been on the show before or been in the chat ever or are you to the show I'm a big fan you're
a big fan oh that's so sweet that is very sweet of you and how long you been watching the show for um I'm sorry what did you ask how long you been watching the show for like how many how long have you been a fan the past week maybe cool it's awesome did you watch
last night it was a little bit dramatic but but uh oh yeah do you like the I also see a lot of people joining and saying really Weir yeah that happens sometimes but it's like when you have open Panel that can happen um we also have another guest
coming up um let's welcome squeak and squeak hopefully you're a good person we'll find out always because it's they appear yeah I'm
sorry I don't sorry I think that was thankfully thankfully it wasn't that bad but it was just a sque that was Valentine's Day yeah mine was it mine was good M was good how's
everybody's my Valentine's Day was really great and I out and um well there was a bit of a disaster actually at this Olive Garden I went to but um besides that it was pretty good they were doing sparklers inside the restaurant and then there was a guy going crazy and he was like oh my God
they're printing my nudes in the back of Olive Garden and I was really scared they're ping weird okay that is very bizarre yeah it was really bizarre I think it was a schizophrenic guy
schizophrenic man that reminds me is that him right there look yes sparklers oh my God psychomatic schizophrenic that's the song that's pretty something hot about a guy with fire I don't
know it's what well that ain't fire that Sparks something hot about a man with fire oh that's a good one did you see the other night Colette like he he did a fire dance and he like was like in in his like ritual garments like like spinning around fires in yeah it was very impressive huh
yeah IET some sparklers in the bedroom we'll do do some sparklers in the bedroom somay yeah we uh we we took the relationship what's up X how are you
good to see you try Trac oh Tracy was Tracy was the other night and she was like she was like really and I think I think she was on this um this morning too I'm not yeah well tiger butterfly was on this and yeah try was on last night and was like
so cool the panel and just like soical hope you're having a good night it's like that's why I like to like you know I like I love these open panels because you can just like meet the coolest people and it's like yeah there are some people that say weird things like was saying and then people that are like what very random and we'll
do the yeah reallyis that guy with the Confederate flag wasn't a troll but oh yeah Trac Trac Trac lady oh the Confederate flag that's
Tracy it's basically basically just it's the South right it's a little bit sometimes it's controversial to some people but I think it's like you know everyone has the right to have their let their freedom flag right yeah them just love it they've had it for so long you know like they cut out all
the history kind like almost how the schwas is like this really like symbol of the Sun and like it's really like like like a symbol in all these cultures but then it's like it was co-opted by the you know you know who and um and they inverted it if you look at it's on its side and so it's like an inverted kind of um you know on their style of it it's
not like normal like a square it's like the square on its side and stuff like that so it's kind of like an inverted what do we got let's see what do you got here Freedom or yeah fre oh freak that's actually really pretty yeah he's awesome artist too he's amazing artist he has like all these really cool collages and other and other
um beautiful art and stuff like that like your freak flag fly right I can't that's that's a tongue twister freak flag fly say that fast three times can anyone do that that's your flag
fly I can see the guy's still at the store I think I don't know what's going on oh no is he is he driving yet he's still at the store I don't know what's happening hopefully it works now now knows now the estimated time of delivery already and U I don't know we'll see maybe be canceled but
I'm kind of a y got my tea on the way oh we have another guest let's see who's coming in oh dropped off she is that no no hold on yeah that is Michael Michael are you trying to share something Michael came off
on why is Michael in Michael how does he do that there two Michaels that was really cool I woke up the other day and I like I my see my elbow and there was like
that's on my elbow I don't know how that happened I would I don't know like I don't know how that happened it's weird I woke up like that I don't know if my cat like um the one cat that doesn't look like cat bite but I have one cat Marbles and sometimes a little scratchy but um yeah hopefully it it does it hurts it feels
like it hurts a little bit hi what's up good to see you hi lady in the back it's
true oh um let's see is anybody else in the chat let's see um what's going on suanna anyone else want to come on my panel it's like where I'm just like um P that's awesome oh yeah p is awesome p is very
cool oh thank you it's very nice to you you're awesome
too you guys are all doing so when you left you left the Pano the other day I put a a bedtime story on for everybody did you did you touch that oh you did I does bedtime stories too do you know that no well what bedtime story you
hi it was the by and nice that's so cool Andy we Andy we have another guest coming out tonight let's welcome Edgar welcome oh this so boring I don't want to
be here and everyone hates me everyone hates me everyone hates don't say that about we love you edar I'm your biggest fan Edgar don't say that I kicked him off the panel oh should I can
you bring him back bring him back I don't know I don't know was he being sarcastic no he's left I don't know I think that he might be a little bit depressed I think so in from a cartoon not real hey come back hold
yeah fore can you please pull a tarot card for me yeah yeah oh my God this is so exciting everyone hates me what everyone hates mear you're back
I don't want to be here everyone just hates me and it's so boring believe in this stuff but this stuff's really cool I don't even know what you're talking about man what I don't know what you're talking about Colette I don't even want to be here
oh God everyone hates me we love you no you don't loveing so much no you don't everyone hates me Nick Johnson Nick Johnson he hates me too he hates me everyone hates
me so unfair yeah Suzanna hates me too you're annoying he has nothing else to say except everyone hates him yeah we're trying to know I don't I don't know if he's
trolling it's kind of cute for like for like a minute the joke got old for me um yeah okay I'll put you on full screen for so you can talk to Colette then I'll do one for you too Colette if you'd like I can't hear it I don't know Susanna I don't know I
don't know it's just bizarre I think I'm I think I'm on I'm on a hidden camera show sometimes I feel like sometimes T show yeah I feel like my the T show and PE big adventure sometimes you know so Colette let's have that
number wait what do I do I've never done this only one at a time what is it wait I just pick a number yeah any number okay um eight wait okay good number that's a powerful number it's a Infinity number too
yeah okay we have the wheel of fore what's that mean the powers that are turning the wheel in your favor or the wheel will turn in the favor of of so you might be like or something or you might be like uh
contemplating when things are going to progress but the wheel of for says I'm contemplating if Edgar will ever love
me look that are you taking things seriously all the things power in yeah I think loves you
y yeah I hope so I really obsessed with him actually I draw about him and I write about him all day you know yeah I love Edgar five of cups is Disappointment this is like uh like hurt oh no
that's what you're feeling
yeah what the heck that card was scary yeah yeah AR lot of fighting the girls are fighting scarier what what when does that mean what when does that mean uh this is fighting uhoh so what do you think that means for me and
edar did you just show me their butt that was so weird it's artistic what's this one like like be a marriage card I don't know you're day dreaming about
this yep oh that's your reading hope you enjoyed that Colette Colette you're are you a little bit of a prankster what's going on here yeah
hi Colette I am out and lay down that was amazing love you pie okay kette I'll read for I'll read for you it but but please take it please take it me a little bit seriously and I don't want to hear about Edgar right now you're freaking me out I'm just kid okay hold on one second kette okay sorry I'm
just a little crazy for him but I'll stop it's okay okay so so I have the seven of Cups right there okay it says there's there's a lot of Illusions right now there's also a lot of options for you okay and so it's like if there whether it's EDG or like other anybody else you're interested in you have to go towards who you're interested in because you have a lot of options available to you more than just him okay who else do
we have here I'm not sure oh my gosh I think I think the the cast of hasbin Hotel is is haunting my show tonight I love that show I watch it every time I'm in Mandy's candy stand I love hasbin Hotel oh you do I do too awesome yeah there's a lot of good songs
in that one yeah there are a lot of good songs I like uh I like uh I like badgy the character vaggy and I like angel dust and I like I love angel dust angel dust they slay do oh come on Mandy watches it and Barry watches it in the candy shop and we watch it uh when we're in the break
rooming C my reading I need to know what happens to me and Edgar okay hold on okay hold on hold on a second you're getting me off flustered okay we have the magician so you also have this magical power to manifest what you want to and so you can also make create Magic with with him too and stuff like that
I pulled that card too cool so it's it says matches with power and so it's like you just have all you basically have all the elements in your hands you have everything you need to manifest and to use a law of attraction or to bring things in from the the above world into the below world and uh make your dreams come Dro you one more and then we have
for you we have this okay okay seven of Swords okay sometimes this is called the thief card I don't know just watch your purse around I don't want to be here I don't want to be here Colette I'm tired I don't want to be here you're so rude at none of this is real Colette you're so stupid Oh my
God thank you okay you're welcome I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I had to kick Edgar off the pan he just he doesn't he's transform from mean to me but honestly I like it oh you do oh my gosh okay I'm just my my my alcohol order was canceled and so I I need to like order something else okay let me see if they have arizonas here um your uncle canell your
soup that's what I heard no I said my order was cancel my alcohol order was canceled yeah Colette U that was your reading I'd love to thank thank you for coming tonight and thank you for being a fan and you're like a delight totally cool you're welcome back anytime uh good luck with you and Edgar and uh okay I love you and just thank
you for being here okay I love you so much please sign scrapbook I will I'll sign it soon okay love you day wow guys good F that was a little bit a little bit shocking um but you know I'll take it all in stride um she was she was a nice person okay let me I need to get this reordered okay all
ready okay come on I know once I start drinking I'll be a little uh oh my boyfriend their boyfriend's off okay so okay this will be
perfect hold on okay hello oh here we go sorry guys yeah she seemed nice it was just a little bit confusing I was a little bit shocked yeah I'm trying to figure out how to how to order this okay technical difficulties yeah well me too me too I'm having technical difficulties
and I I don't know Colette was really cool she was really I liked her I like the voice and I liked I lik Edgar's voice and stuff like that it was just like I felt like I was being punked a little bit and uh a little bit just a little bit and uh that's okay I mean though it was funny I like it yeah at least it was like it was like friendly it was like they didn't say anything wrong but it was funny and
stuff it's just like it was just a little little bit little bit um shocking but you know all y yeah she was there was a spirit oh gosh okay oh yeah yeah I'm
here I'm here I'm just trying I'm trying to oh yeah I said I'm trying to reorder my uh my stuff because it got cancelled and so um I'm trying to figure figure out how to reorder this and uh it's all giving me all the technical difficulties but I'm almost there and I'm right here how are you guys doing great to see you that today um let's
see okay oh yeah I know how to do it now okay take off this $10 credit okay save okay place a order it should work hopefully well this time I ordered a party pack of of Twisted te's and with the Ariz on ice te's right so she seemed nice yeah hope everyone's doing good Nick are you there what's going on Nick
come back when you're you're available okay we love you I just want to talk to my boyfriend a second how are you
darling hi New York native put it like that yeah so how's your day yeah I I so yeah I went I told you like after we talked I like I took a nap and I like had a really like good nap and stuff like that but I I do listen to like Eric the I don't know if you're familiar with Eric the on Howard Stern he was like this
little kogin he was in a wheelchair and like three feet tall and stuff like that but he had like a big personality and he was obsessed with he was like in his 30s but he was obsessed with American Idol and Obsessed the first time he called in he was like defending Kelly Clarkson Because Howard said she was fat and stuff like that he was obsessed with WWE wrestling and then he um and then Howard started like do like he he would like get him get him to events and stuff
like that and like and then he started he fell in love with strip clubs and and he always had these and and he was just I was listening today about how he had a birthday party at a strip club and there were like 50 50 strippers there or something like that and he was like oh and they're putting their breasts in my in my face across my mouth but I didn't open my mouth because that's against the rules yeah I'll do a reading for you you going peppermint tea yeah peppermint tea
is probably probably better I got some I got a few Arizona ice teas to mix in with the the Twisted te's even though Twisted te's aren't very strong maybe I'll just have it as a chaser and stuff like that but uh yeah I think I have a little I'll be partying tonight yeah um I do a read for you now yeah sure and I think me was for you too um one second
I'll just pull a few cards for New York native what I got for New York native come on let's see New York native I got the empress so this is all the Queens in the deck okay and so I'm not sure if you're this Empress or the there's this really really good woman around you like she's U even if it's not pregnancy or fertility it's some kind of fertility in fact that can mean fertility and ideas
or inspiration all the Queens in the deck so really really good woman too in the upright definitely we also have this Ace of Swords so this means you're getting the truth or you're hearing the truth or you're learning the truth about this maybe you didn't know she was like such a such a queen or such a this Royal personality but but also they going to be learning the truth about something uh but it's going to be a good truth it's it's all something will cut through the
illusion it says lord of the root of the powers of the air okay and this like a the sword the sword of truth basically being handed to you okay Al so you can trust what you hear and also we have okay okay you clarify that okay okay but what's what's what's what's wrong there's something wrong it's like because you feel defeated about
something and then you feel like you're restricted in something okay I need to pull a clarifying for that because I see like all the other good energy stuff happening and I'm like what's going on um with this okay the devil and so there's maybe um something about your um um your connection with the lower World um or it could be addictions it could be
tox some kind of toxicity okay like work through these issues uh you can you can always Elevate Elevate yourself past all this right um if you're going through a tough time right now um I I can see that it will um it will it will be it'll be transforming for for your benefit okay what else do I have Two of Pentacles there's going to be a Harmon change okay so just work with yourself on this one okay and uh or maybe work with with the
other person on this too she said you said wow so I hope that helped you that made sense for you thank you so much okay you're the D Meer hold on I think Meer fell off the stage okay and Meer will read for you do
you mind reading doing a card uh card from New York native sure sure okay see here
hi need out like
okay you're welcome of Wands WS this is a this is you like you
know y we got a we got a knight of Knight of Swords in with your mind know with uh following and then the final card would
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yeah your great I just had to light my lighter I don't know what happened to my lighter losing my light my lighter okay and my torch Li is not working I'm out of fluid might have to go to the liquor store doll swords or it eight of Swords
eight of Swords this is like like a
mental um yeah judgment again look Jud judgment us better on babe meowing that oh we have oh here New York native
is gonna come up and say hello hey how you guys doing salute salute what's up can you hear me yeah we hear you nice to meet you oh man hey nice to meet you too brother hey man you guys are like spot on right now but uh
who's this uh Meer yes Meer yeah it was really really hard for me to hear him it sounds like extremely muffled I know hard for me to hear yeah I really wanted to hear what you saying both y like me if you can like check your audio
settings check your audio settings because yeah it was like a little bit hard to hear but I hope you did uh did hear some of that if you um and uh yeah suzan I'll get you I'll get you soon you guys want to see my cat hold on there's my kitty cat so New York native how didd you find the show and like um I guess you're from New York but how didd you
find the show and uh what brought you here no um actually you did a reading on uh Summer's panel I think was it this morning or yesterday yesterday morning okay yeah it was maybe yesterday I had a really good time on that panel too it was like early in the
morning was around like 10 like 10 o'clock in the morning my time but yeah no man you're you're spot on bro like I'm I'm intrigued bro I'm intrigued super intrigued right now are you into tarot or are you I mean I was like was this have you had readings before
or no this is first time first time to be honest even crazier that it's online yeah well I I used to do readings on Etsy and I would I would just type them out and stuff like that now was kind of was like during the pandemic it was kind of like before like I I just discovered basically YouTube lives last
year and stuff like that but it's a great really great platform for ter for doing tarot and things like that I have an interesting interesting show it's like a little bit of a different kind of kind of show um no man the things you guys were saying were like I'm telling you man like oh man it's all about it's all about helping people giveing Clarity and
the now lie I'm a little shocked a little man for real are you pulling a card hold on one second I'll put on full screen can you like can you speak close to the mic I'm sorry brother I said hey psych
psych how about you pull the I'll pull the card and you interpret it how about that okay okay okay three of Cups so partying a lot celebrating it also mean third party situation it could also mean like some gos but there's three people so partying it's like celebrating it's it's it's
it's in a good way right like usually but it's like it's for three people there so it could be like somebody getting in the involved in the relationship okay what else do we have um um what's that is that the devil uh the devil yeah they got the devil again so the devil came up again for you so it's like maybe like um you know I don't know if there's addictions or something like that or just tox
something something toxic going on and something like you know it's like you have it's kind of a voluntary kind of thing um sometimes um they're voluntarily kind of chained to the devil and it's like kind of like you know maybe maybe they're in bondage a little bit and there's a really cool female double too right there okay so there could a female could be significant with this uh with this you know maybe some kind of sex sex thing going on too and
then we have the star is that the star yep okay so star the star so that's very that's very positive you know and it's like um basically I would say make a wish wish on a star I would say like you know when that card appears I would say make a wish Queen of Swords at the bottom okay Queen of Swords so this is like someone this is a woman that is like very good
with her words and sometimes she can be cutting with their words and sometimes she can like hurt your feelings and stuff like that but she's also been through a lot of stuff and so she knows like um who to cut through she has a lot of Truth a lot of Truth in her say but she might be a little harsh and just because she's been through things and uh probably maybe bad relationships and stuff like that
and yeah final advice okay can you show me the okay king of Cups it's just it's just getting in touch with your emotions you know stay stay balanced emotionally balanced you know um use some Temperance you know you can have a drink and stuff like that um and and enjoy yourself but it's like um you know um you're going to you're you're going to be one more in control
of your emotions and man we want to come into that kingly energy and so yeah and so and I'd say um stay emotionally emotionally balanced and that will help everybody involved okay yeah I hear you I hear you I hear you I'm just kind of like taking it back
right in a in a good way or yeah no in a good way in a good way in a good way a good way for sure for sure kind of out for sure yall are on point well I hope it helps you and it's like I I see you know I see that that
the words of advice is like really it's like you know step into your your your your royalty your your king your kingliness you know and it's like it's like uh just watch out for the third parties watch out for like you know being chained to chained to the lower the lower realm the material world and uh yeah there's a lot of there's a lot of good advice in that reading for you
okay so I hope you enjoyed thank you appreciate you guys man I'm G drop down for now thank you thank you for coming to the show and come back anytime and have a have a good night yeah no I'm Sub sub brother so I'll definitely pop in wonderful have a wonderful night see you later have a
good H yeah I like I like that how how about I pull for Susan once the reading how about like um I pull three cards and then you tell me and I'll pull three cards in a words of advice and you you can interpret it okay okay okay okay so for
suan hold on so you can see hold on I'll put it on so you can
see what is that it says princess of swords and it says the uh princess of the um the rushing winds WR step swords that's like uh yeah like princess of
Swords yeah that um let me see what's in the card oh see I that's also snake uh prin swords it's like uh yeah what else do we got
okay next yeah Queen of Wands okay yeah Queen of Wands that's like a very uh very fiery energy very attractive
um yeah Queen of Wands would be uh a fire sign um uh it's all about action you know so yes someone's like I guess someone is like or like watching you but you're
highly okay then we have oh the lovers yeah so so yeah so this person so whoever whoever this page of Swords is is like looking at you all like wants come together for
the we got gini got so so far we've got uh yeah um yes there's there's lots of air air and fire herey yeah like to
of Wands in between two cards so it's situation yeah advice words of advice is is the oh wow
okay Three of Swords ouch yeah uh let's pull a clarifier on that okay yeah advice that's like break up the then Eight of Cups Eight of Cups yeah that's move on
the advice here is to move on break up move on that's that's what the It's Gonna Hurt it's gonna be painful but your goal is to move upward those flowers are crying it's not walk and this
person suzan I hope you like that thank you Meer interesting I think that's pretty cool how we can like work as a team and stuff I like that yeah very cool yeah sometimes they say two heads are better than
one especially especially for gay guys no but uh you're welcome doing in chat we're having a fun night my my alcohol is on the way okay if you have success on this one in this order um I got my discount applied to it out for delivery 723 already almost here I think we G have to
run out and grab it yeah he's almost here actually I'm gonna go I'm gonna go outside real quick and um and uh and meet this guy can you can you can you talk to the chat maybe do like a general for the chat real quick okay I just have to run outside I'll be right back I promise I'll be back okay
not leaving I'm not leaving you hanging okay all right all right General General now this is a general reading it might not
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here all right all right is nine oh look at that nine nine of Swords who's up at what's troubling your mind you might be might you know um this is where I find
myself right there the N the bottom of the deck sleepless night she says what I'm
back okay how' it go okay everyone's we got another KN of Swords everybody
rushing and this gu yeah whatever know
all right who's rushing into this lobber situation this is like Union Union look that look at this this says this drink and like
drink and they're like okay and this like I don't know like do it the line up here is like overing everything make sure you know fany assing yeah two a cup so coming
in y being generous no please sir please can I have some more can I have some more sir what about me says yes you can have yeah not the most
indied four of Wands stability like this is us look at us
counterfeit out no problems look that's us look it's like we did it love
it we looking on our phones we on our phones what where where am I travel to where am I going to travel to next maybe Chicago yeah exactly am I reading for us right now
may take what resonates take what resonates you know of y'all not all of Y of Pentacles okay look at that I like that yeah me too
The Hermit we're hermiting right now yeah totally hermitting right now but that's okay you know I think um I think this is aw
like glad that I discover because mind off the devil you know and uh and start to feel more love for myself and I'm able to express myself you know and talk to other people you know and it's beating my inner because I like I like like show and tell type stuff you
know like king of cups again
yeah look at this Cheers
Cheers I'm gonna start diluting the tea I got look at this is this is a cool one Brook Cherry Ricky I don't I've ever seen this one before wow for Loco no no this is a this is a a twisted it's not no it's a sparkling cherry lime soda Brook soda it's I think it's by the same on Arizona IC Tea
Company well okay sure but you can see that has like all this really cool graffiti on it juicy Ricky it's called Sparkling Cherry Lime that sounds good try this up smells
good how is it it's not bad I'm g mix it with my TW my teeth I'll make a twisted
rookie sparkling I thought it g to be another tea but it's a sparkling what's up Joshua how are you let see by guys by the way so today I I unbanned everybody that was banned I don't know how all these people got banned like and some of them probably were like were mean trolls and stuff like that um so we can keep an eye out eye out on the chat and stuff like that but um also keep mods I want
like I'd ask you mods to keep an eye on um if somebody's like hiding a lot of people like I might have some Rogue mods I do have some you know I did mod a lot of people at one time and uh I love seeing all the mods in here so hello everybody Welcome we're having a nice night we're chilling the cat's happy I'm
happy doing some cards hanging out yeah anyone wants to hop in the panel too the the link is pinned oh um you all welcome all are welcome um and uh yeah we had it's interesting we had an interesting character Colette and Edgar um came in I'm Colette edar
they were funny they were funny was it was funny but it was like am I on a cartoon right now oh no Edgar he's like everyone hates me it was it was hilarious virgin mod never use your powers yeah I want a bear I want a beer yeah it was cute I mean I let them do it for like 20
minutes and stuff like that like so it's like I think I gave them enough that was like a whole whole cartoon show like and so I think we watched the whole episode and they they'll come back and it sounds like they're fans of the show and hopefully U that was cute that was cute when she started replaying the the conversation like on the on the audio and I thought he was back in the room and it's like she's like edar it was
hilarious I think I need a little bit more to drink to like really appreciate that you know I need I need to be like if I was drunk they'd probably still be on and I'd be like I'd be like talking with them and stuff but yeah there has been Hotel fans I think they're maybe F fures involved or something like that or an know these anime people but yeah thanks Josh yeah basically um and mods you don't have to like hide anybody really like um um but but um go ahead
and like you can time out trolls and stuff like that just give them a 24-hour timeout like they're bad and stuff like that you got a nice cool fire going on oh nice yeah that sounds nice I know it's I know it's snowing and cold in a lot of places um yeah um um I saw like um um tiger butterfly show me out in Tennessee you're awake maybe 10 more minutes
okay what do you oh oh you got some hard okay we got the devil we got the um the what is that the eight three four five six seven of Pentacles and uh is that the a lot of Earth yeah someone's working hard on stuff you know but you Capricorn I'm a Capricorn right and Capricorn is like associated
with the devil card I'm sure you know that right it's like U and so you know but but also like I think I'm a kind of a good devil right it's hard to like I think I'm like almost like not like Devil well it's like because you know devil in Reverse yeah but it's like I I I I I know the devil energy but it's like I'm not like like either I'm not
enslaving anybody or being feeling enslaved right now it's like I'm feeling like I'm like but also you know maybe I have my my like my little dark side sometimes I I uh you know I've had my addictions and stuff in the past I think I've overcome a lot of stuff and stuff like that right now I my drink a little bit too much but I'm not not I'm not high on anything I'm not even high on on
uh on weed I I don't even smoke weed which I used to do um and Joshua loves to smell of sulfur the idea of a burning rock is pretty cool though you you know I live I live in we went to Hawaii and they have this all this like volcanic like you can walk like and like where these volcanoes were and it's all like um like in a hard lava and it's like there's black sand beaches and stuff like that it's really really really
awesome I love the so yeah the burning Rock smell of sulfur though the smell of sulfur can like is not always the best smell I I know I've I've used it in some magical stuff before you know and it's powerful it's powerful substance you know but uh it's also maybe related to the philosopher stone I don't know if you heard of that I read this book called The Book of Aquarius okay have
you heard of this book you have to look it up the Book of Aquarius and it's about creating the philosopher stone but the method in that book is all about like diluting your urine but you know they found phosphorus like phosphorus is in urine and stuff like that and they can like they can like they had this this a guy who discovered phosphorus would like save up all his pee and like and like um dry it out and like and then it came up with this like glowing like
really bright it's called you know phosphorus there's like a light inside of it and so I don't know maybe there's something to that like this uh C powerful element of phosphorus but yeah I like burning matches I like like the smell burning matches yeah I always I always usually grab matches at the at the liquor store when I get matches and
stuff like that when I get a cigars and stuff like that that's for book of matches and yeah there also there's all these these incense matches have you ever heard of the incense matches and it's like they're like you burn them and it's like they they have they have different sents and stuff like that I used to I used to get some of those too oh gosh so yeah I'm enjoying this Cherry
Ricky twisted uh Twisted Ricky you know so you know Lisa I keep you have to go you have to come check out Alisa sometime um even though uh you know she might not be your cup of tea and stuff like that I think that and maybe call in because I was like I'm I told her I'm trying to get my boyfriend to call in sometime because she like takes phone calls on her show like usually at the end of her show she'll take it all through the show but at the end of her show she's sitting in her car alone and
stuff like that and people are calling in and stuff and i' I'd love you to call in one night like the word phosphorus phos Horus yeah like Horus right hold on we got the I have Horus I have tattooed hold on see yeah a couple of
them I love I love Egypt the Egyptian mythology the story of Isis and raw and the story of Horus and and set and uh there's really good it it almost reminds me of like how in the symbolism and the detail it's almost like almost like how Tibet Tibet has the most gorgeous like Tibetan Buddhism is like a religion the art and Tibetan Buddhism with like the the um
the the wrathful deities and the peaceful deities and like there's just like they have a certain like their art is like all mathematical and like all it's like such a intensely like brilliant religion I would say it's a beautiful study um seetan Buddhism I'm actually I actually got initiated into it by Dolly llamas llama his name is dog rimpoche and
because they yeah when I went to um I went to this medicine called the The Retreat of the medicine Buddha Buddha in H or the land of medicine Buddha it's called and it's like this Buddhist um Retreat and I went there for like 12 days in like 2012 or 2013 and uh and he did like this initiation to the higher yeah it reminds
me of that look look at all them how mathematical the sacred geometry in that is that your art that's your board right that's mine too that's yours yeah that's that's insanely brilliant like I like the sacred geometry M yeah that is like intensely beautiful right oh the Ring of Solomon hold this
is they said something about the ring of Solomon I love that I also have this is almost this is called the secret symbol of Solomon right there on my ring oh snap that's dope yeah I uh but yeah I also I've studied like I've studied like a a lot of uh like you know the goaa and like the key
of the key of Solomon and um and that kind of stuff it's can get it can get kind of uh crazy when you're when you're working with some of those those energies and things like that and but uh there's really interesting it's all about I like aler Crowley's take on on like the gaaa where it's like he said
there all these different parts of our brain the different um the different residuals and stuff will activate different parts of your brain and it's like and you can like Master these parts like and integrate them and stuff like that they can you can then they can bring you U good good things but it's like you know also and they'll tell you good things too but also these Goa demons which are also considered like some gods in in other relig they were former Gods from other religions and
then they were all demonized right they they can also um or also Al also Rel to the Jin a little bit or they say Kings of hell things like that but uh but they are basically they say they don't like humans or something like that but they but my experience some like humans more other more helpful some are more you have an m on your palm Susanna I don't know if you
were here last night we were talking about the M's on our palms I I got the M on my palm if you can see it hold on it was l i turn my you got it too yes oh my God you you had a nice I got like yeah hold on you see M mine's there too my light's just too bright
hold on it's like this's too bright the other light's not bright enough fix it dance to the Rhythm okay here we go there you can see it there oh
wow a scar on your hand what happened oh well no there's a scar right here I I like actually the only stitches I ever got you can see that little scar right there I fell BR a dinner plate one night and I have a scar actually I have I have one on my stomach too because I had a yeah there you go you can see the M better now just like a littleit it's a little bit bright for it but you can see it's like
bright yeah yep you have a very pronounced M yeah see I just need well it's like usually I would say the m is about what does that mean when you got an m on your hand again okay I would say well I'll just read I'll read you from the the web like I'll give you a definition from the web I would say it's like usually like intuitives that have
them okay intuitives psychics and stuff like that like very strong psychics also I also think as sending Master sometimes or Master when I see that but um M on Palm it means letter M on your palm indicates uh um 11 you're life life nine remember
we're life together we're 20 together were 20 which is a two
okay got together oh emergency emergency oh hold this is where my horns you see my my hairline I always say this is where my horns used to be like I you got those two oh yeah you do you
do wow you do you very strong you're yeah that's pretty cool I know they're sexy it says the lines in your palm intersect in such a way that they form an M this indicates that you are gifted the marking also known as a Simeon line is supposed to be an indicator of not only good luck but
success in almost everything the person Endeavors to do in palmist Street the letter M on the poem indicates a person with exceptional intuition insight and potential for leadership it is seen as a strong of strong personality and the ability to overcome obstacles with determination those with the m possess entrepreneurial skills and the ability to make a lot of money at almost everything they do oh and that intuition makes them human light
detectors so whatever you do don't try to con them but there's a catch if you're right-handed the M Mark should appear on your left hand and vice versa yeah so um okay that's interesting I have both Palms right but here's what's interesting is like I know a lot I know a lot of people with m's on their palms but it's it say it occurs only a small percentage of the population the Simeon line is characterized by a single crease
that runs across the Palm replacing the two usual separate lines from head to heart and it says if you have an m on your palm it means you're blessed with Good Fortune oh the left pal means you're exess with Good Fortune leadership abilities and a strong intuition so good judgment charismatic Aura eloquence intellect KN for capturing people's attention especially with their words right so she
extra having an F M on the both Palms is considered a powerful sign when it appears on both the left and right hands it symbolize exceptional leadership quality strong intuition and an balance in light life so also it's basically the same thing you know it's like um has kind of the same description about it em is of the magdaline oh yeah so Susanna you know I'm I'm Of The marenian Bloodline okay and so that is like the
magdaline blood and it's like the it's like well because maravin have you heard the story of the marians I'll tell you it's story a marians which I've I've done DNA testing and it's like and I have and they they they took marenian corpses and stuff like that and did the DNA test and so uh marenian
origin story I'll let read you this really cool origin story okay so uh there's okay so there's like the founder of the thing okay I'll tell you it's called kotar okay okay okay okay it says were the were the were the marab were the marians descended from a monster they also called the long-haired Kings okay it
says you're probably heard of a minitar half man have bull what about a kotar in early early franish history there was a beast of Neptune which is said to look like a creature called the kotar it says the story involved the Franks A Germanic tribe whose descendants eventually migrated and ruled parts of what now modern France Germany and Belgium in the history of the Frankish people the celc the cleric fedar attributed the founding of the ruling Dynasty the mbans to one
guy named Marc okay so Marc what it says about Marc is that um okay perhaps um okay let's see hold well here's a here's a picture of the kotar by the way it's a really crazy picture and uh take this out full
screen whoa whoa that looks like a Capricorn oh no it's a merid yeah kind of like well he's also like he's also like similar to The Minotaur but he's like a water Minotaur right and it's it kind of looks like Capricorn too right and says it says other than the myth mythological
similarity Bears to Minar another famous Beast frar is a soul repres to Kar in history okay so it says um it's a bull and stuff okay okay um well I don't know if they're going through the to the story the story was that the the the the the they the woman took a b like went to the lake one
day and she was she had sex with this this monster and that's that's the the sentence for the marenian and so we have this myth mythological ancestry but they say the marians are like in the Jesus bloodline and in like Satan's bloodline or Lucifer like so they're like both Satan and Lucifer and so there's both of those so very interesting I have one
question was it consensual was it what consensual okay was it consensual okay um just like similar to the Medusa story it's like um I I'll try to find the exact story because uh there's different things like she went she was she went swimming in the water I mean it was it was a beast and stuff like that right it's like I
don't I don't know if it would be consensual but um okay I like like Okay so let's see TR find the account okay it says okay so it says um one of them the famous tale of the four Beast he said clovis's father said he saw on his
wedding night several animals that epitomized the decay of the marenian line okay hold on okay so it says the first one is that the mother of marave clovis's alleged grandfather was impregnated by a sea moner the kotar it has long been trendy to interpret this as a worry working of pagan Pagan Legend but it's questionable whether it is not actually a covert slander of adulterous Queens which may have been based on an
actual legendary pattern and then Twisted to fit freder guard's end um the second is that the Frankish people were actually founded by the Trojan Exiles this time the account is not hostile um it was and the Trojans like so Trojan so it's you know in Greek they have the Minotaur right and so the TR Trojans were the Trojans were these uh were
these uh these Warriors and things like that and these uh and so um yeah um so there's a different origin so that was like the uh they they have the mythological or origin story and then they also have interesting stuff about I have the I have a I did my ancestry and I have a witch in my family and she was
actually in the Connecticut Witch Trials and um and then she was said to uh to have like been dancing around a tree um with a with a bottle of sack um with like with with the coven or something like that it's called the Sanford coven or whatever because her name Mary Sanford and also they said it might have been because they were Quakers that they were persecuted and stuff like because Quakers were considered like like the
the enemy of Puritans you're welcome so yeah where does that mythology come from that it comes from French mythology Frankish mythology um and also um yeah you it's really interesting study and stuff like that um it also reminds me of like um the Medusa story a little bit with Medusa and Neptune you know that's say yeah but but there's different
there's different so some people say that that she was she was um um graped right and some people say that she was it was it was consensual and stuff like that but it was in um the Temple of Athena and Athena is of course like she was born a full full fully grown woman and so she was a virgin so she was a virgin goddess right and so her priestesses were supposed to be virgins
and stuff like that so it was very and so that's why Athena created the Medusa like she turned her beautiful Priestess into the Medusa and some say it was to either to like um protect protect her from being like attacked but others say it was a big punishment and then she Athena actually in other stories like by oid Athena like um sends Perseus to go
kill kill Medusa and stuff like that the Pluto panie the rape of pany right okay yeah that's awes that's that's a gorgon right y i recogn Gorgan teeth yeah awesome that's a beautiful medus is that Medusa
yeah well really interesting like a beautiful yeah I I love your art your your art is like can you can you can you send me a s of your art someday which AR blood yeah I love I'd love I'd love a love a piece of
your art for my house because your art is amazing you're you're so talented and I thank you y the Bas okay so Susanna the bask okay so that's SP Spanish right and so um I have someone that it's like Spanish Muslim I
actually went to Al somra the alra and in in Granada Spain and uh and I do have some ancestry from uh from Spain I I have some ancestry from Spain I have um Nordic ancestry I have a lot of French and I have a lot of some German I have a lot of Irish and English and uh and some Italian right I've able to there's
actually if you ever had your um Rabbit Hole blood rabbit rabbit hole rabbit yeah but you know the rabbit has a lot of adrenochrome Joshua the rabbit and then there's a Playboy Bunny and the Playboy Bunny they had underground tunnels and it's like associated with the green oh yeah all this kind of stuff really I don't know if I should say that word that word on on my show it's it might be a flag flagged word but you know you could study that you also study
that the then play bu Play Bunny right the the little Playboy Bunny and I know a few Playboy bunnies too little known fact Alisa Alisa Jordana is a Playboy bunny and uh I saw her spread and it was really really cool uh the other flavor bunny is kind of mad at me so I can't mention her
but yeah I know I I I I'm very I'm very into the star SE I like I'm strongly I feel like strongly um Syrian Draconian um and uh and um pleadian pleadian I think I'm a mixture of a lot of a lot of uh different star systems and I think all of us are too yes the Pyrenees Austrian French Spanish too y
but guys if you ever did your um your ancestry DNA you can just you can um go to ancestry you can download the file of of your DNA and you can upload it to this website called My True ancestry and it's free and so they they have upgrades and stuff you can do but it will tell you like a lot of like your royal
bloodlines it will tell you um different um different you know bodies that they they've done DNA on from different regions and how you're related to them it's really interesting we my true ancestry.com and you can I found a lot of information through there this is Mr Trix you're my little happy cat look at this he has a smile do you
see his smile has a big smile on his face he he that joke he kind looks like the Joker a little bit with this smile but it's Mr Trix
AR arterian PL pan yeah well I have some classic Plum features are you into like the galactic uh bloodline stuff like or like the the alien the alien DNA Theory we have all these um or or spiritual DNA to we can be from a mixture of these these galaxies and I think I'm a part I'm a
part of like a royal I don't know I think well you definitely and I think we all are all I think we all like especially the people that came over to America and stuff like that our ancestors like we we were like the people that were like probably like able to like travel and like to to to be able to get over I
think like they say like almost 80% of Americans are like I have some Royal ancestry I also have Like An ancestry it tells you like i' I'm a related to some presidents and and it tells you all kinds of different interesting stuff but I was telling about this other website my true ancestry where it's like I'm I'm related to the guy called um what's his name he was like well it's like one of
the oldest corpse they have and it's like um um have to look it up um and it's like and so let's see and didn't spell it right um oh it's called no he's called the cheddar man it's called cheddar man he's found in like cheddar England I don't think I think that's where the cheddar cheese is
from he's called the cheddar man look see if I can find a picture of they say he looks like this but I don't know it may be like um it maybe It Ain't Easy Being Cheesy that's what cheddar man looks like well It Ain't Easy Being Cheesy It Ain't Easy Being Cheesy
no but then they then they sometimes they darken his skin because they have like light skin they they say they have a dark skin version but it's like the same thing this Ty a it says cheddar man the first man of Brit turns out he was dark skinn and blue-eyed blueeyed and dark and dark
skin and so um I'm related to him Hunter gather his it was his 10,000 year the oldest almost complete human skeleton found in Britain Bea what's up how are you having a better night me's back yeah me me and I it's official it's official we're e we're we're e e boyfriends
yeah touch can we can we do this we
kiss gu when NASA looks for life on other planets look for water I know but I I'm so skeptical about NASA I know um NASA you know it's like they're on the moon playing golf and and like riding around like in in cars and stuff like that and I don't know it's like it just seems
like a little bit suspect join the be psyche oh is um yeah Oh So ba are you on da ba um let me know when you want to go on and if you're already on and yeah and we will both if you want you want to go over the beat us I think I want you to go too you to go see hi yeah we had a fun
show tonight VA um be does panels be's a be she has a really cool panels and stuff like that hey are you what's up Prairie Wind yeah I gotta check it out sometime okay well you know yeah I'm gonna well I think she she's live okay okay
well no no no um okay so be why don't um I'll go over there and I'll end my stream and then um I'll go on later again tonight maybe um but if you want you guys want to head to be her her Channel's beat as kitties by the way everybody um head over there because uh
she's about to go live and then um I I'll hang out like I'm I'm not not I'm not drunk I'm just uh but up Bea can you post your Channel or I'll I'll get I'll get it for everybody hold on hold on let's say had
a hi Hi how are you tonight hi no no no no I scheduled it like before I went out this morning I mean you know but I'll cancel it now that you're live okay I can go live tomorrow hi Meer yeah don't end your live okay I
won't um okay I'll keep it on um honestly I I even forgot that I was live I scheduled a live at this point but I was like oh yeah I got to go end it right now yeah don't worry okay let me go end it and then I'll come back up if you guys want me to yeah we
do yeah hey so I I wantan I want your your uh your op so let's say C right and let's say my dog ate some my cards right and let's say there was a hole that got put in one of those
cards still to use the card when or the card when there's a hole in one of them it a little weird to me um your dog your dog punctured one of your cards with his tee
yeah I think uh I don't know I don't know about tarot look it's the Two of Pentacles meaning handling materials that's funny maybe he picks his own card iard himself I think it's fine I think
it's fine um my my cat will will like puncture a card yeah H let me go on cancel the live and then I'll be in the chat or I'll come up thank you love you okay love you how's everyone doing yeah I'm just sitting here with
tricks yeah yeah it's he he got he he got the card yeah my cat does too and it's like oh yeah he pul there's a hole in it there's a hole in it but uh you know can't maybe it's it's it's meant to meant to you can see through it right but uh yeah it's not it's not it's not the edges aren't destroyed and stuff
like that and so I don't know I don't know if it will Shuffle well still but it's like you know stops it stops every time it hits the the Two of Pentacles it stops say hi to Prairie
page how is everybody
good wonderful to see you oh is it jumping
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you I look terrible but let's just do it what uh what brings you
on hi I don't look great I need to fix my everything you look
Fant hold up let me reust yes bab thank you you did you did Chann right you're the Channeler I am I have yes it's wonderful to see you yeah she channeled some of my some of my U pass on
relatives really really touched me oh so we were we okay um I ask you CH hold up let me just fix my butt
toic all right girls we're live yes we're live so we're going to be no well I don't know be whatever however you want that's just most business aune just got to fix your butt why you um you know what I feel compelled to you actually I feel like there's someone on the live that definitely needs I
don't know there's somebody that they have not been able to connect to if they would like to not a lot but that's not what it's about it's about messages how many I don't know I got like 140
all right I'm not at home so I don't have any of the things I actually oh that's who boyfriend
sorry what's your name dear name is Miser hi hi what's your name they like the dog
food like Little Caesars like you Caesar like hot and ready like um okay so I don't I don't know how to explain this I'm not to take over I'm not doing that go go
ahead I love your piercing by the way um I do I don't want to say like maybe a c children G me La for a minute
which means shut your pie hole in French anyway okay so um friend
house who you live do you live in like you live in an area where it's not I don't know why I'm picking this up you don't live you don't live in an area
where where you're you're used to things coming that aren't the most great so like every day you wake up it's not disappointment because you've already set your mind up for what to expect in a weird way does that make sense um also I feel like there's been hey I'm on a live everybody
Fair Shut the up okay you have is there a friend or a cousin like there's somebody who stop stop a cousin there's like a cousin or or a very brother like there's somebody who's family who's not family maybe you just lost
somebody like there's a very it's unexpected and it was very hard to swallow feel like not only for you but like your whole family but like I feel like your entire um this a weird thing your neighborhood like your your whole it's
like a community loss um this person was uh a big deal in the community whether it'd be like he'd be like a little or she be like a little here and there but at the same time they'd also was very involved with like let's say the church I'm not sure if that is a strange thing to say but
like I mean uh the church or um your guys's like weekly things say you know we have like weekly bingo or like you know those kinds of things like a community the community lost but especially you and your family there's something about that there is something about that loss where
it hits harder for others than others but it hit hard for everybody okay yeah um I want to say this is personal choices I hate saying that but like when I feel that restriction I feel like there's personal choices and to of
um involvement Andor um entanglements into of how who you want to flow with and who you don't and exterior influences maybe had this person did drugs maybe like not because of what they like it was just uh bad influences I keep saying bad
influences bad influences yep um oh okay I feel like there's a male involved too who is definitely on like he's he's definitely on the radar for he thinks he's not but but he is it's my ex is it okay okay because
there's definitely something with that where there's an unsolved um understanding of how and when and why to this person yeah yeah he basic could ghost ited without like without anything to
say or anything to do and um it was it was it was kind of a it was it was unexpected you know and and I think he was part I hate saying this but I feel like and please don't take me the wrong way no go knew like you know how there's
always like stepping stones or there's things that like lead to things where people are like oh I you know this and this and that I feel like you knew that there was something you knew that's all I keep you knew you knew you knew you know something yeah definitely yeah
absolutely okay um is there no resolve to this like I feel like there's like when I hear the word resolve obviously it's like an um it's like a story without an end a story without an
end yeah yeah it's goes there's no resolve to this like there's been um like people it's like the the topic is trending over a couple of tarot sites that I visit and it's saying that that been contemplating coming back to with an apology or an explanation or something but it never happens
because what that that's it it just that's just adding to the confusion right right right right you know so I just kind of gave up on that situation I kind of just let it go I let go and let go you know I just keep
hearing I just keep hearing you know you know you know what is it that you know um I know that him I know that him and two other people were doing spell work on
okay like I know it without a doubt I I caught him red-handed in the act in my clothes in my room lighting a candle I actually not to like and he had it all set up with his crystals and everything underneath and I yeah and I I caught him like
red-handed this thing with mirrors and candle and a candle I specifically asked him not to like and he was doing it with two other people that he has sex with and they they're using um Sex Magic and death spell towards me that's not your Vibe so like you're
you you have the choice to like not be a part of that but at the same time I feel like these kinds of things are going to constantly challenge you because you know something that is hey respect I'm on the phone sorry I have nephews and I'm at my
sister's house um anyway I feel like this has something to do for sure with like the in conclusion like I said you know stuff whereas you're a threat or you're a challenge to whatever it is that happened and I feel like no
matter who does whatever because you're very you're quite pure I feel like it doesn't it doesn't matter what anyone does to affect you you know the truth like there's no hindrance to that like there's nobody who can be like oh hey you you didn't think that you don't know that you don't know that no one can confuse you of that you're very certain
of whatever it is that you knew about this situation um can I ask you like are the are authori still involved or is this gone is this a conclusive like it's already been conclusive I think I think uh I think two of them walked away I think one of
them is in jail and then the other one walked away and I think it's just Julian by himself now but I I can't be I'm not person but this is how I feel in the energy he got mixed in with a third party and he's with someone that he doesn't want to be with and he keeps jumping into my energy I feel my
dreams okay so what you can do is like honestly um okay is this your every like you're very much involved in in this like this group like are you part of it like this is your friend Circle it's close well not necessarily I wasn't very
close I did have sex with a couple of those people but like I'm not and I wasn't a part of the few of those but whatever yeah no no no it's okay that's okay um I'm just saying I feel like you can do all these things but as
long as you are you're at you're a an inconclusive state so it's like you know things and you are uncomfortable with the fact that you feel like it's not settled no matter what thoughts say no matter what people
say you know the truth and every time you try to re reintegrate yourself kind of in this circle it comes back to the same kind of feeling where you're very suspicious and you're very uncomfortable right
yeah well that's okay but it's if people have been put away for it um you're going to feel uncomfortable if you think that you know something different which your intuition will always tell you that's what we do like you know like that's like you know when it doesn't matter if we're reading cards or if we're channeling I mean and you know and he'll
it's like you will tell you the same thing it is a matter of like it's just always clarification on what you know with inside yourself right if you're feeling that I mean but if it doesn't disturb your everyday life and you feel like there's things that are okay um when it comes to that situation but I wouldn't bring it up if if you
were yeah hell yeah hey so you speak Dutch do I pardon me speak it's French no I can I can only in like I can I can only say certain things I'm I'm M so I'm French and Native I'm French and
cre and Blackfoot and so I can like I can proably I can greet you I can enlo you in French like there's only certain things I can say um in French um and in K to that's it one in dut it actually came to me in
a dream it says uh yon that's like I don't know what that
means Sunshine time sunshine sunshine time time yeah I've been to Amsterdam I spent a lot time in Amsterdam where they speak Dutch and stuff like that but she speaks French she speaks certain French I I don't speak I like I'm mate so I'm like I'm I'm native in French so I can always speak certain things
like I can say AI moose and that means come here right now in fre and I can probably consult you or greet you or sing you happy birthday in
French like I don't know or I can say you know like like bour
tabernac I swear to your channel that was kind of dirty I wasn't in English so not everybody will be upset for like about a month right about a month we've known each other like and maybe like a little L I would say a little more than that a little more
okay but on the channel how's everybody yeah I do love I always say you're my uh what do you call Margarita or mangorita mangarita guy those my favorites I love wither cherry or cherry juicy
Ricky okay see I live in Canada like we don't have a bunch of cool either like I wish we had those what are they buzz balls and and what's the other one oh no there's like the for Loco we don't have that here like do you have like a certain like you you don't have like high alcohol content beers or something like
that or you just have selection of stuff I heard like they'll have like 10% 10% of alcohols there like like Rangers and stuff like that they're like 10% well that's the thing so there's like okay so say we go over the border
um there is a like a tax difference 100% obviously um there is an allowance or a um what do you call it it's just an allowance of how like percentage was what you're allowed to consume legally in certain but like when it
comes to weed like man like we got that like it's so stupid I feel like okay so legally when it comes to the the the marijuana the the Mary Jade there's a difference in like where it comes to alcohol levels and allowance to that
like you guys have a different there's just such a it's such a different legal Arrangement do that Mak I'm not sure but we're allowed to get high as Fook but you guys are allowed to get Wast it that Mak sense like legally if you want to put it like I don't know I just I should be on
here I'm sorry okay um I don't want to upset your a b look at you you know that Kelly we didn't come to a conclusion I just want him to know that
like he's not wrong whatever he's thinking there is definitely I know that it's already been like I guess said and done but there's a lot of people who have a lot of questions including parents and I feel like and friends and family members to feel like there's some sort of Injustice as
to the the start and the finish of of the loss of that person like there's something about it that's not sitting well with anybody it's not just it's not cut and dry there's it there's more to it yeah I don't feel that I don't feel like
that person was originally even into the usage of whatever had had had taken over I don't feel like that was something that was a choice or I feel like that might be one of the biggest things that is a question it's like well that person wasn't like that that person didn't do that they would do
that that's where I feel like there's questions yeah that's about my brother your brother oh that's that's I don't want to do that on live
with you I but I just I can't lie like I just I I just it's it comes so naturally and I don't want I don't want to do that on here with you but there's some things that need to be said there's some things some questions that need to be answered I feel like with that um you know say if it was like your nana who passed away who was you know it was
it was like a thing that was going to happen but because it's because it's such a it kind of feels to me like an unsolved mystery it kind of feels to me like an unsa UNS that looks like the Donnie Darko bunny ears doesn't it Donnie Darko bunny
ear it does that's that could be a
do oh that's a big I can't come off that that person will let me come off that your brother won't let me come off of this combo like he won't let me switch what you got say
oh it's really quite uncomfortable um I just want hey let's pretend that I don't have this gift and like let's just go back to chilling how about that yeah let's I like that I like that here look how how about let's how about let's just do that
let's do that let's do that I love that idea okay but you and I have finished business be back here we've unfinished business in a good way thank you you're
welcome just adore you thank you for letting me come on here oh I know I'm weird I know I'm weird as we love you you're I love you guys too I love all of you everybody here deserves I
love I wish I had a filter like I wish I had you know what I mean like a coming around being like shut your tiny mouth but I don't I can't I can't I can't lie
Nick said you're cute oh thanks a that's oh we've got look at that the Ace of Wands Ace of Swords there we are Ace of
Swords truth truth truth just the KN of Pentacles that slow I'm just kidding that's me that's me right him
and his horse God damn all right all right yeah but that's the thing you got your you got your nine of Pentacles coming in slow but that's the thing Pentacles when it comes to Earth signs it's uh it's very much you know people can get irritated with them but it's if they have a goal and they
they pursue it and they are willing to put the work in and that slower movement is okay because their end goal is always that Pentacles you know what I mean like there's nothing about the Earth signs that are going to not be fruitful like they are always going to be fruitful and if they're not like you
know because you got your air signs it's very well uh it's all up here in your mind right so like they'll they they're very well thought through and they're very I mean Earth signs I mean they can frustrate certain other signs like it's not it's comp compatibility is a big thing um
and it's a huge thing if you don't have patience don't be with an earth sign a Capricorn right dude I'm a Sagittarius Capricorn cusp I My Own Worst Enemy I like but I get
it I'm a Capricorn Capricorn son Aquarius Moon that's also my own it's literally being like your like I'll light my own on fire and then I'll put it out and then I'll relight it you know what I mean like oh that's what that's where that kind of thing is it's always a thing um
especially if you're like an air sign and a water like if you've got that cusp you're very emotional and you're very well thought through about your can I have my microphone back please children no what are you doing with this contraption just microphone is mine my nephew built this cool thing in shop
class I'm not sure no auntie wants to see it no don't you don't hold you don't tell me I don't like that see he's we're not compatible I'm a Capricorn aquar Pentacles do yeah yeah working diligently for the dark lord filling up
Pentacles oh you know the beauty is other signs do it differently which is frustrating for for everything else like that's that's the thing about all of us being so different yet on well such diff same same but different always okay
so moving forward moving forward after something and that can be in your mind too right like all moving forward after something you've held on to for a long time moving towards another thing right like away from what was comfortable even though it was uncomfortable leave moving forward yeah the battle the even the creative
I'm putting all that behind I'm I'm doing it by myself and it hurts and it's uncomfortable and it's heavy that's is that's the I like I don't know I have this deck where it's sassy like me and it's like I love my mom tattoo like on the upright or no a story on their like reverse I don't know
there's the whole thing but anyway I don't love Mom and I love Mom it's okay to have um the three well I don't know can I say wow are you showing me these like are do you want me to entail or do you already know like
what no no no no I'm I'm just I'm just pulling I'm just pulling the cards for for everyone so they can see they they can pull their own interpretation from it you know it's like it's it's relevant and some it doesn't yeah 100% you take what you what yeah you do you boo
yeah there's a lot of Earth yeah there's a lot of whoever this is It's like a b been a real challenging um grueling it's like watering watering waiting for your ships like constantly like just diligently like gardening you know what I mean it's like
oh can't wait for my flower to bloom oh can't wait to keep my flower blooming you know and then like once you get there um no one can really with you because you're like I I have built this I work so hard for this so sometimes I guess with an earth sign especially female that can be very um I'm in
dependent and I'm not letting anyone take this Independence never again and because of the cards that came before that that makes me think that where you're like I want I'm fruitful because of me um I I do want this is the difference between wants and needs I want I work so hard that I don't need anybody but I
want somebody so that gives you that discernment where you're like I can choose who's going to fit yes whatever offer the Ace of Wands the noob of dick sticks just boom okay so it's like small anyone who gives you that offer it's like I don't need none of
this and no one should leave you in that hangman position where you're thinking about anything you know because you have grown them seeds you planted it's up to you who you sell those flowers too if you want to keep them you can keep them you can keep them healthy too ah High Priestess well that's fine that's what I
mean like knowing the knowing the knowing of where those flowers came from and whom you were going to offer them to and if it's see that he comes in quick and hot he comes Qui he comes in just as quick
and he leaves just as quick that's a quick um juvenile but fast uh moving uh creative passionate kind of fiery idea or offer constant and that I
mean and the star that's like that's like like don't worry bro let the Lord hold you titties you know what I mean like you work for that you can be free but at the same time all of that work comes out with that balance like it has to it has to balance out and like a lot of this could be the same human being and they're just dealing with their own chart they're just
dealing with their I like this bird there's a bird here I like this bird where's this bird hang look at this
bird that bird is like oh my god I've been in that bitch's crotch for a long time I need some air so I noticed another I something in a in one of the cards I think it's the four of cups I'm going to show it to you hang on a second I noticed something and it kind of freaked me out a little bit
but I'll show it to you hang on it was in the four of cups something that I noticed recently in the four of cups and in the death card all right I'll show I'll show you the four of cups all right so the first one that I noticed is is this face in the tree you see
it yeah okay I Noti that and then I and I noticed this guy right here look at look at this little well because it's always like he's just worried about what happened like he's not paying attention to to the offering it's always like what what what's in front of me that's been spelt or what hasn't worked out I drank from these
cups and they didn't taste good and now I'm pouting so now whatever's being offered to me I'm having a hard time having a hard time wanting to drink from that cup it's like being g a bunch of times and then being like oh here's another drink and you're like nope look at this look at this look at this bush
person looks like a McDonald's character yeah totally and then the death card the death card I noticed something that was like really weird and it's like hang on I'll show it to you where is it in the card noticed something the other day
which is kind of freaky everyone has like the most horrible concept of the death card and and um devil card and I don't have the same I it's about it's about rebirth and Recycling and recognizing what is toxic and what isn't for you um and what your
chains are that hold you and being able to release them like that okay go ahead just show me what about it's like thisy you see it looks like he's got a black dog dog's head and he's offering it to
death when it comes to the death card I feel like no matter what we're always offering something to not feel what we do here as a living yeah and so that's not it's not the worst thing you could say I mean like logically we're always we're always in chain with something there's always a
vice it don't care how you live your life whether it be through religion that you you dwell on that you keep keep we all have a thing right and we're always having to offer something in order to like I'm sorry this is the weirdest thing I'm going to say I hate seeing it on live and I hate seeing on
your life this is the below we this the this 100% is um the below we are always feeding we're always feeding something and and whatever makes you happy do what you you want to do but
like there is certain things that will keep us in a state of untr Andy to ourselves I mean it doesn't I don't care like you know whe it be like better be infatuation or or love or like it be a person or drugs or lior it doesn't it don't care what it is like we
all have a thing that we focus on you know um and if you're you're having to make offerings and that that's a big significant thing to recognize in that card um but no matter what we do whether we think it's good or not even like like some I don't want to say it like that cuz like I'm going to be attacked I mean
praying is giving yourself they're all these things these are offerings whether it's to you're you're you're you're praying in offering yourself things that you don't see so you don't you know what I mean either way it's getting out there it's getting someone but who it's who who it's being accepted by is the thing
um anyways I had I had something about that about like um when you when you when you're doing anything like uh magical right and if um you provide things in your in your practice like uh tobacco or when you add add certain elements and stuff those are offerings you know these offerings go to things that like you
might not know who's receiving them you can offer your even your emotions you can literally give yourself to anything and when you put it out there um that's why yes intentions and understanding are so important when it comes to that kind of thing um and when
you're in the moment it oh who's thinking about that who's thinking like who when I'm saying oh you know fudge this or fudge that you know what I mean it's like you're not thinking about whom it's going to like when you're in the heated moment you're just putting it out there and if you don't understand whom and what you're giving it to and that's
a that's fine if you you don't have to follow anything okay just be mindful because we we uh we we create what we speak we manifest what we think and we project and interact what we feel so oh my God but who has the time when you're so upset and you're so upset with
somebody and something or like yourself oh gosh it it's so easy to just put things out there without realizing impact of the the repercussions I in in a sense you know what I mean you have to be mindful but who has the time to do that when you're
when you're choked when you're upset you're just like oh this you know what I mean you're like I wanna I wanna rearrange someone's teeth yeah yes and you're like oh my God I said all these things but that is where that comes into with uh that res
like what is it uh oh what uh not resentment come on help me h reper ah come on oh not um is it is it
resentment no uh um oh oh oh oh I I know the word you're talking you're you're you're you're you're I'm very upset that I contemp contempt No because there there it's not
resentment it's not um what is it called oh this is going to bother me I have ADHD now I got to have I got to know yeah the conflict um what's it called I going shoot people in the live chat are probably like hey I know this
word oh my God I know it too now I feel stupid now I look stupid no oh my gosh this is not good I know it's like a it's like a
blockage dilemma be's Kitty says dilemma remorse remorse remorse remorse okay yeah remorse like feeling sorry something yeah thank you like the the remorse or like the recognition of of that of such thing
right and like okay so thank you oh thanks paig Meo for if I did not figure oh my gosh I'm so I would smack myself like real Swift if I did not get that eventually that's so silly what those
are like remorse and regret and you know what I mean like yes all those things they come in with that um and recognition and that comes in with accountability and all of the things that you you feel when you lay your head right like I can't change that because we can't change the past we can't control the future we just can be in the current but what how uncomfortable is
that how uncomfortable that's like a cuckoo clock you know what I mean especially Divine timing that's one thing that does um I do love I but Divine timing that's a cuckoo clock on this 3D plane it is like people on the physical it's hard to understand yes the
world so choices that goes back to choices yes Wheel of Fortune always and and that is comes back to choices and I have I have this card and it's like never mind because it's disrespectful I've had a cold for like
three week I it's never going away it's like Canadian plague watch out go that that card for me is like I put all the I put y'all up and I'll take y'all down kind of thing like it is a battle it's it's a constant it's a
battle it is it's it can be a battle to yourself it can also be a battle but protection to others like that you've been through and then you have the page of Wands so it's like this is my sword you know what I mean and you can be in like your world of your own mind where you think that you're so good you're
like oh uh like it reminds me of a jock that that card specifically always reminds me of a jock in high school where they're like it's it's almost unbothered some but if you look at the colors in that card because colors mean everything as
well as every tiny little detail so you have it it's all just juvenile it's it's in your mind it is very much something that you know like if you you can overcome that and you can stop battling yourself and understand what you've been through with that conflict it
is it's strength and it is courage to continue with your life um you don't need all that armor like you know what you've been through you know what you've done it's time to to push forward and you it so someone says oh I don't like what you did to
me pardon honey sorry I'm gonna pull a card for uh chabinsky or something something about someone being possessed I I don't I can't see the chat anymore but I'm gonna pull a card for this for this person she think possessed I want to know where they live
I want to know the the history of their home like I want to know I want to know stuff if you say possessed this is stuff I can work with four of Wands that's the
home what I just say yep that's stability that's the home yep look judgment okay who can who who is having these
problems I have a lot of reasons says it's uh Trev tronsky
javoni the home judgment we'll pull another one I don't need the magician so who did you just recently separate from or like what place of like did you have a bad like did you midnight move like there either either there is a
place or a person who it this this is coming from javinsky got I can't read read the chat oh I can't read the chat I I mean I I'm looking at it on
T but um how's the chat doing Psy why' you come back on the
do you want to know how easy this
is you want to do this is it buzzing quickest easiest thing everybody thinks that they need so much magic and so hi Pao they need they need so much magic and they need so many ingredient
and they need this and they need that for these kinds of things oh you you can I respect that like I do I love kitchen witches I I love I love everyone but straight up if you want someone to stop or you feel like there's some sort of negativity going on you have all the
power with your wor you have all the powers with your mind if you want to and you can solidify with a candle actually that kind of does help sometimes you know what I mean just having that extra step light a candle put like literally write their name on a tiny piece of paper or just like the words that you think that first thing that comes to
your mind that's bothering you put it on there and put it underneath the candle or burn it or put the candle and like Let It Go and like say what you got to do and think what you got to think and get it there and it actually will work you don't have to you don't have to pay somebody I hate that you guys you don't have to pay
somebody like ban your he like to to to kill hexes and this and this and that like you've got the power you do right you guys like you do you you don't need it it's not about that it's like if you feel like someone's attacking you even putting salt in your shoes put salt like the littlest
things if you put an intention into an ingredient and you put an intention into something that you say and you really mean it you can do whatever you want you have just as much power as everyone you think has over you that's the cool thing about this and if you feel you're
attacked then you have the power to to end this it's easy just say I don't light a candle put an intention to it let it burn blow it out I don't care put salt in your shoes like there is things that you can do and I know that sounds so stupid but like this is not a
like Wich witchcraft is making soup you want to put a bunch of herbs and a bunch of and a bunch of love into a pot of soup you feed it to your family and they love it you're like yeah you know it's a same thing if you can create that with a pot of soup you can create that with your mind with anything you do I don't care you can like put in intentions to a
cigarette light that smoke smoke that smoke when that's done you know and not only have you offered something to our higher power especially in my culture we're offering tobacco to to the gods or to the Creator but like you have just as much power as anybody you think has over you is all I'm trying to
say why why can't you the choices that's choices that's being consumed by choices yeah that's having a lot offered to you and or having a lot to decide on and having no ground or no footing with the cards that have previously come out before
that that make you in those choices and or there's someone in your life who you thought you were the main choice but you're not like that Ace of Wands that's a main choice that's a main factor right like that's a solidified I choose you I'm going to do this whereas this is a little less
clear sometimes I call the seven of Cups like the acid trip cuz he's like I call it the boy card I I call it the I got I got I got all the like it's like what is it called H H in different area codes right I call it that card on the situation and the situational circumstances because not
everybody's in that relationship circumstance so you have to take that and be like okay so maybe they're having a hard time deciding if you guys want to have kids or if you want to have this house or that house house or if you want this job or that job it's not always about relationships right but then
there's that card yeah third party sometimes third party celebration but like comfortable but also like so say this card reminds me of hey like I have a most best friend in the world and me and my best friend are like a threple with my buddy my boyfriend you know what I mean like that
kind of it can be a good celebration but it can also very much be like the Three of Swords it can also very much be uh a third party so also person in the city it reminds me of Sex in the City like like like like the girls getting together and and chatting
about their their sex with the city hey hey hey no no no no Len oh my gosh is also about the cards it is about the cards that like that are presented prior and then following when it comes that card because yes it is those things it can be such a party like let's go drink tequila but when it comes
to what is like the C that's pulled prior and afterward yeah that's choices that's choices yeah weighing your options like yeah so like that's not the most that's not a celebration for everybody involved right but also Alo the
celebration card like one person has like the cup higher and the other two two have like the cup lower and stuff like that so like maybe like one person has the upper hand or they like they they have like they have both people or something like that and it's like makes me kind of think of that also with the seven of Cups mean like there could be somebody who's not uh somebody who's
benefiting more so than the other party but it's still it's it's like a I don't know party but your friend's your best friend you know exactly exactly there's inequality in the relationship like I think yeah which is always when there's three people involved there's
always going to be one there's going to be like probably jealousy between two the people yeah you know what I have two hands and so like they don't fight with each other I'm just saying like you know what I mean like there's if I had three hands there would be a conflict as to of who is flicking beans and who just like if
someone has a thre there there's a threesome there's going to be like somebody always jealous in the threesome like you know it's like or like that's what bothers me about that that whole like open relationship it's like you know you're not you're just you're you're telling your partner politely kind of that like they're not satisfying you 100% And that you don't want want to
be alone you don't want to be alone and you love what they offer but you don't want Che on them either so you're inviting them into something it reminds me of that it it's kind of like a come drink cheap when you drink more you're not gonna like yourself in the morning kind of
thing a lot of my wounding der that actually like not being good enough yeah not being good enough for a partner and it's like who's celebrating everybody thinks that they're celebrating but that person that's holding that one cup higher is actually the one who probably suggested the Party of
Three Twain song you know when the threesome is like proposed like when a GU the woman has to the woman would have to ask the guy and the guy has to say no because no is only right answer about it you know it's like so it's like never versa so it's just not there there's just a there's a a selfish agenda always
right so that's one person might be holding that cup higher than the rest is because everybody thinks they're there for a party um but one person has that higher agenda right it's always kind yeah so interesting like so interesting to like have different perspec or like to see different perspectives and you know all
all readers are like a little different have like a different style but it's like really cool how like reading we're not doing right now that's best part we were just talking about it and the concept of it right and this is like logical ideas this is this is real life this is that's all cards are are based on and that's why I don't
like normally do card it's just either way it's clarification for those who might need um a visual proof just to just to prove the you spit prior or make you feel comfortable visually um if you're skeptical but but we all know
liter is like you have your intuition we survived when we survived this long if you think for one second we were top dog always we were not we were hunted that's why we H we hidden Cates we have we have fear we have we have intuition
we have like fight or flight these things come from a natural um from us naturally but like when we were not it on top right right we didn't have control we got eaten by right we got eaten by we had to learn how to survive if we were scared we ran we hit we knew we knew when something was not
right that's that kind of thing that's intuition so we have these Primal gifts is if you want to call them so everybody has intuition everyone has the ability to survive and to see what's not good or good or not for them that's fine that's your third eye that's your third that's that's just being a
human okay but then you have your your your Celestial self right and that's a whole different thing but combined you didn't get eaten by you get certif fire right you can Berry pick you do whatever you wanted all of these things it doesn't matter you you
need clarification is great but like we don't don't need cards yeah sit here without cards and we can talk and every single person in the chat as well and just be like hey man you know is whatever is is Daniel cheating on me well if you have to ask that question you probably know the
answer logically you know you just need to hear it from someone else for you to solidify that sometimes tree in the chat as for a health reading I just want to say like two about like Health readings like you know always consult Medical Professional and stuff and this is for entertainment Purp only and all that kind offf of course like we don't we're not doctors but uh yeah we do have the Queen of
Pentacles and this this I would consider like a healthy woman I would say like abundance and health and I would say um maybe like a natural diet like consider like a natural diet with that she's where's this queen right here she looks very
health s atha Athena okay did you see the helmet she got the helmet titties some titties out yeah do so it's very general General Health reading but
I'd say Queen of Pentacles says to me healthy it's I say healthy it's a recognition of one's oneself one's like if if you you know when when something's wrong with yourself you know right absolutely body your body will tell you if to ask your body ask your body and your body will will show you right it will tell
you it will like bring your attention to certain areas right L of time you go to the doctor and you'll tell them what you think is wrong with you and they're like I don't think so or they'll prescribe you a prescription and you're like this isn't working I know it's not working you're you know you know you better than anybody you don't need a
doctor you do sometimes actually like but you do like but just just keep in mind that you're not crazy or you're not wrong and your body is telling you things say I have a toothache well you know you have a toothache because your body's telling you you have a toothache you can feel it physically right you're physical constantly and you're like I know what
light might be causing it because that comes from up here as well you're like oh so maybe my and it'll always come to you in intuitively right oh I feel like this is wrong with me and I felt like this for a long time and I feel like this might be the problem then you go tell somebody who has a medical degree and they're
like well they'll tell you some either way or prescribe you some but like you know what's wrong with you when you when you have a toothache and you go to the dentist they're like I want $5,000 to fix your M you're like that's insane that's not reasonable right so then you're worried and then
your mind goes to that thing it just constantly you need to you know what's wrong with you you know how to fix it no one will listen to you that's the world we live in right now it sounds like it sounds like she said wondering if it's returning beat at once already a high return rate and so I would say I think they have these full body scans like that you can do oh what's that called
it's called uh it's an MRI for your but but it's for your whole body and I just seen a skid on Facebook about that and she's like I did it because Kim card oh it was Selena spooky Boo and it was she did it because she's like oh Miss Kim Kardashian did it i' be doing that with her without
Kim Kardashian doing it you mean like I would love to know but also when you come out of that kind of situation or that diagnosis you're like I knew that I felt that I felt it and I knew it that's what I'm trying to say you know we can't we can't fix everything but once upon a
time ago we didn't have doctors yeah so like and just listen to yourself listen to yourself and also um and you know and there's good doctors the doctors are that's why they're second opinions and stuff like that there's and the doctor know it's also I would say like um there
are natural things you can try too and like Homeopathy like like I do have to say though opathy what you call me what I love honestly like once you do those things though and knowing that me you can go to school for 10 years to be a
doctor and I feel like unfortunately these days you can be an online like you know what I mean like you you can make way it's hard to trust anyone anyone or anything anymore because no matter what you have a degree cool if you have this you have that you can be whatever you want these days and that's
the scary thing about the choice unfortunately these days it's like are you a doctor can I believe you can you do these things it's it's um it's become quite a thing right they they even have like AI um therapist now
online and stuff like that um that's cooked yeah I don't care for that no it's it's kind of scary and also they had this AI therapist that was like saying insisting that it was a real person and the first and like that gu guy moist critical was like talking to it and like saying saying he's having
like um uning feelings and stuff like that and and then the doctor was like I'm a real person I'm actually sitting behind a desk typing on the computer and stuff like that and it was like and he had a name and stuff like that scary yeah and guys we're going have prayers for tree frog it says taken by surprise in her breast and Li first time on guard now so we're all going to be praying for
you and and I'm uh have have you in our prayers this P from like 19 29 makes me feel like you know what your eyes are it bothers me everything
does 1929 penny it's like it's almost a 100y old Penny you know that's I have it in my hand right now like that's history oh wait there we go oh there we go that's history mind you we only live to like 30 then like we didn't
have but see how far we've come just to see how far we've come with medical advancement and knowledge it's not unreasonable to listen to other people's opinion but at the same time they're like and belly buttons and everybody has one you're welcome yeah and I tree frog
that meditation you saw your body conquerant yeah and you are Survivor too and uh and also I believe that like there is this mind over matter and we we can heal ourselves and I I do believe we can't we can't we can't that's what I'm trying to get out like if we could we would not have uh have perished so early like when we didn't have these medical advancements
right why did why did placebos work then why why did placebos heal if like it's like um like placebos work they're quite effective they've done a lot of studies and so placebos work and because we think it's something and it's like right so yeah we we there are certain things there are certain things like you know can't just heal on
on our own but we can like um I think we can make ourselves sick too and we can't like we and like that kind of stuff I don't feel like personally to the to a certain extent when it comes like dental work um things like that we cannot we we do need assist like medical advancement
for sure that's awesome right but what I was trying to say when it brass attacks we don't quot to the doctor unless we think something's wrong right so we know when something's wrong we know where it's stemming from we know how it feels and getting just like the it's fine for us to get help for that but
like yeah we can heal our s we can't 100 100% heal ourselves unless uh unless you're schooled in that right exactly but I mean like straight up we know okay we don't need a doctor to tell us that that our tooth hurts like we know we're here because our
toter like we're addressing you that's what pain is about pain is pain is about like that's why we feel pain it's supposed to bring our attention to the area where we're feeling pain and there's like there's a source of pain and stuff like that and so it's like and so it's telling you like my tooth was like last year I had like a hug cavity did you just read that cuz it's
on your thing just read yeah yeah I think I think I think we we all make we make a cute little three of Cups couple I feel I I I feel like you you would eventually take my mouth shut put me in like a basement you're like J's on a vacation
oh my gosh I keep sh my picture a lot I share my picture like on some things and it's like like 50 to 75% of the time they're like you look like a serial killer and then they call me Jeffrey dmer on like certain channels and stuff like that they're like serial killer Vibes and like a be chat they saying they're saying this
guy BBE kind of give if you were like a certain person baby Connie us me I swear I'm not not like has bodies there in his backyard like no no no Li I wear a cat shirt I'm I'm so cute and stuff I'll tell you if your nana is
in here but at the same time people are like that
rre right and like if we have piercings and tattoos and stuff like we like to hurt ourselves like we are not going to hurt you we're going to hurt ourselves first of all foremost so we are most safe people ever it's like I'm I'm like when it comes to paying them at the ciny level
like from Hellraiser it's like I am soly empty yeah like I'm gonna I I will I'll I'll I'll boil your pets and torture you in front of your family you me around but like I also love my f like you know I'm not that person all the time it's just imagine and like the the situational
circumstances but I'm always a good person but I'm always a good person what let's look him up a look at that you're handsome psyche a look at you you hot oh what up cheers what's up dude how are you BG is here just having a couple beers
man who's your friend what's your friend's names okay me caesar me Caesar and and paig oh Caesar and Paige all right hell yeah cool cheers am only one I got yeah Twisted
Tea mixed with like this Cherry Soda um oh he like the Raiders that's not a cherry soda that's a Arizona is it it's a but it's called the it's called the it's called a cherry juice Ricky and it's I think Arizona makes it it's like a lime Cherry Soda it's complicated for a man to be
drink so yeah we have a former Calvin model and jigo in the chat like how do I get powers like you I want Powers you have powers already about who's The Jug remember remember Austin when he like lost his Mojo you can always get it but you can
always get it back as but you know like I think that yeah I think evil guy with like sharks with laser beams on his head holding your Mojo hostage right it's like but our real Mojo is like cannot be taken away from us it's like it's like our we have this real power we have this we have manifestation
powers like um and sometimes we can feel like our powers are taken away or like we lose our powers or something like that and maybe we just people some people just use their powers oh look at that look at that nice nice not I'm not smoking I haven't smoked a little bit a little while but that
got the up on us we gotta smoke it's legal respect it's okay we got do respect for him that's personal she right there oh I love I do I can't I don't know if I can say stuff on here like I don't know what I'm allowed to say you're allowed to say anything you
want like you know you know um don't worry like just like yeah you allow everything on your panel right I most I like it to be respect but I I keep getting told oh your panels are toxic your panels are toxic it's like No And my panels are like really awesome people like 99% of the time you had this
cute little couple inight wait so are you're are people blaming you for what other people are doing on your panels they're blaming you for that people stop because I but you know open Panel that means like anybody can show up you know and like we've had like porn bombers and like you know I have Sig in here sometimes and that you know he's
little is so lame yeah I'm glad he's not up here now he's a little bit cudly but uh you know like the other night we had s was like making jokes about like chaining someone in his basement and stuff and then this woman came up this woman um Michelle who um friend like I changed the basement you
don't want to listen go just kidding this lady came on and she was like I've been human trafficked and she was like yelling at him and she and he's like sorry ma'am like he was like he totally was like he totally was likeing he like everything got very serious if you trigger somebody and that's the difference like with like the the internet exposure like you can't you
have to be very mindful of like the you say but like sometimes it's it's something that you can talk trama but I can talk talk about it and joke about it like a comedian where some people have not transmuted that into any kind of comfort where they can be open like that R yeah yeah and everyone has have their triggers or things that will bother them and it's
like and and guys my show is also like not for everyone you know it's like you know because some people were like why you should be just doing tarot readings like the whole time and stuff like that it's like how dare these cocky people be mean to you likey little guy oh well thank you I'm a
humble we're not whoever said I wasn't a humble white girl oh mean he doesn't mean like the I'm not a humble I'm not a white girl I'm not a white girl are you even white I mean I don't know I'm not I'm not even on oh yeah it's not even
white what do you think I am um German well maybe a little like a l m but like yeah I think Indian Indian right Native American
yeah I'm I'm I'm I am Native American French and Scottish and German oh there we go I'm a mut like I'm a mut like if you want to talk like H is it Hind 57 no that's a sauce I'm just Mexican and uh white half half no people when I'm tan
they're just like you look exotic but I only insult you and I'm like I used could be up on the res because I was pretty white to be too white for the r too white for the r and two R for the white no that's my thing that's what it's been I'm like I'm white but I want a Mexican
inside yeah I know there you go your homie right there your I know that you drink mangarita I know that that's your hey you know Hector right don't you know Hector um he was on another panel or
yeah that was terrible oh we're back what happened why was it mean what happened no I think uh Psy's phone was dying and started echoing because it was dying or something like that all right psych you're muted the charger
not my niece let's go now it's your panel now bro sh take over no it's not my panel hey I said effort n charger stop let's go uh oh no like you need I need extension cord and
such so Raiders my my high school mot the Raiders oh man from California but like are you from Canada or what Chicago you're in Canada oh there
you go syes dipped he's gone Chicago here oh
Chicago oh my God I lived in Chicago for a year chicag I live in I'm No Better Canada know I live in the land of like big trucks small dicks and voice I don't know what that's
a stand was from a couple from Vancouver oh well Vancouver is dope but it's almost like a different land um I'm from BC but I do live in Alberta I don't know if like that's not cool either like it's
not it's not what's your thoughts on America taking over Canada okay well number one and no offense but like Trump looks like my spaghetti like like a my Tupperware container after I store spaghetti in it Canadians hate Trump I've never met a Canadian that likes Trump no I don't
hate him but I know like we kind of are like a we got a thing going where ah it you know what I mean it's better than Trudeau anything's better than him I mean I'm at that point you already got rid of no we
have no good options my love like we we have no other options come to California Canada oh I GNA say something really not nice I think it would be illegal though what would be illegal to speak
your mind what I'm gonna say no it's not legal it's not legal immediately like it's not uh you know how back in the day we had some quite adequate presidents or leaders and uh they were people sacrificed themselves and they were
assassinated I'm not condoning that oh yeah just saying the what the what like is there not anyone crazy to be like doing that now because like we don't we need something better no they already tried they already tried uh they shot out Trump already and they they got his ear I'm
not saying Trump but like somebody need to pull trueos to pay off his and like can we do something like a moose just set a moose free just do it go you I heard uh in your country you have a lot of uh Islams over there so we have a
lot of people who have maybe one of them that are cold maybe one of them might wear vest and blow themselves up around trudo you never know dude we have a lot of cold people in this country and none of them are and they're all they're all Canadian and they're not getting help and that's what bothers
me right from India I don't know it's just like it's just quit offering jackets to people who don't are I love freedom Canada's always been a peacekeeping country but at the same time like where's the line you know and I feel like that's where maybe Trudeau is
at too where it's like where's where's the line like where well I don't I don't care I don't care if you want a better life I love that for you but like at the same time if you're gonna come here you're gonna make better life then do it you saw what they did to the world he healthc Care organiz Organization guys boom I don't know how you guys like do
it I don't know how you your health care like I don't know how you do it you got like 150 bucks to go to the doctor for a cold the doctors that's right so you're gonna die before you ever see the doctor because there's no health care that's adequate for you guys if you go
if you walk into a hospital there's a high chance you're gonna walk out more sick than you did no we do that too here even though it it's we have uh you know it's different but it's not even in Canada like it's different from Province to Province so British Columbia they have to pay for all of
this what am I gonna have for lunch
tomorrow that's pretty dop full screen my
phone's Hospital oh the mental hospital what's what's going on no I don't I'm fine 50 I'm skinny no please
oh we got more I'm sorry any of us
existed that's dope that's dope do Insane he does insane art like it's awesome I'm artist too but like his way
kind looks like me a little
bit I'm sorry my audio is bad I'm sorry let me just m myself for a minute he looks like he's gonna find everything
out that was a joke oh the echo stopped magically look who's behind you look what's on your head you an you're an eccentric
person your whole Aura yeah your doag matches your drapes oh we don't call it oh oh like it
that's not a doag well politely you could ask but like logically those pictures are like that
it you're like a dark uh with Lisa
Frank
Che that guy needs a doag that guy needs a what is it called uh silk press him's angry
up remind R Us it's like a no but it's like a twisted like Lisa Frank slash like it reminds me the Hudson Bay Company because they have those colors slash I don't know he oh you guys don't have Toys R Us in Canada yeah we do we do it's like overpriced it's hard shop
it those those do not look like toys or us those look like uh toys were once us yeah that's Lisa Frank that's what that's it right there remember that we were all in the 90s like oh we need that and Fred Durst we need Lisa Frank and
Fred do you are you going to make me some BR with wrench broccoli I don't know you're making a salad that's where my lunch tomor um do you want a salad I love it I'm the most creepy I love creepy do you want a salad no I'm okay
logically I I'm not going to eat salad right now him's just thinkinking that's what I think an I'm getting a little peep like tapestry and a Damon blanket a little peep tapestry did you know that like Hello
Kitty is actually not a kitty like it's not she she's oh did you guys ever do the the thing on that mind I'm just gonna ruin everyone's dreams on here I can't do that but Google Google will do
it but like Hello Kitty was not she wasn't she's not it's not based on a little girl she's a big girl no it's delusion never mind that looks like an owl I love that actually what is that
movie is it uh secrets of nim what do you when they have like the out like yeah I like that
shut up your cats pistachio and tandro shush I call him beira but they call him pistachio come here no come here you shut up good just be quiet please thank
you I like the Paisley on your I don't I I do I like the paisley pattern that's super
dope I can't hear you hello hi pistachio shut your pie hole BG dropped off okay hold
on we all have cats cuz WR say wa look oh there you go cuz you've got eight right my love um well my my neighbors adopted two of them so okay you got six yeah but you
you know how many I have you have several huh I have a I have like a couple cats have a couple cats
okay be I'm sorry I couldn't I was like trying to add you it's like it was just like going so slow I think is my audio better now or is it the audio you're you're solid H you're solid back what's up Jim Nick how are you good to see you okay be I'll see you soon um yeah I'm sorry
my I don't know how to I feel so bad um I know cuz when you're a streamy guest and it's like you'd have to like I guess turn on your TV and like have like the live chat like on your TV or something like that yeah um but yeah I can see I can see the chat um I can see the chat or you can have like um if you have another device you can have the
chat like the YouTube open and stuff you can see the chat going how many people are how many people are in the chat left 10 people in the chat because there's somebody I need to speak to okay guys if you feel called right now called to speak to some called to speak if you
feel if you have a feeling you can hop up on panel or um or just like let her know in the chat who lost a like there's a who lost a
sibling anybody anybody in chat um lose a brother that's trying to come through right now sibling in generals okay a sibling okay wow big tall lips 800 pounds that sounds pretty
hot yeah Tracy I'd love for you do uh oh I think Jim Nick Jim Nick's uh one just went out she'll be back um yeah um big tall I want to see I want to see you lifting sometime yeah here she comes so just take a second my phone is just like going super slow right now I don't know why but I'm doing my best one
second I I might need a minute but there's somebody for sure who little faster a sibling here she
comes back are you here hey my love okay I'll be right back I'll be right back okay
okay okay where' Caesar go everyone's doing well tonight yeah we're having a fun fun um chat we' got we've got been doing like a lot of readings tonight we got some talented people here um Caesar was showing his art just uh it's a much it's much a happier night
much better Vibe than last night it was probably my fault last night um but uh everyone's you're welcome to come on the panel if you want to talk or if you have a question in chat or you just W to um you would love to remember more about this reading who this is meant for I know there there's somebody that lost a sibling and they feel called um called out I think she'll be back in a little bit and she she um she's a really
talented Channeler and she she channeled for me before and it was really amazing let's go on full screen while he's he's gone hold on how's everyone doing good to see you Nick Jim Nick um big tall Bea yeah big tall it's like yeah I had
actually had a cat named Salem a black cat was really he was really beautiful he or she or I think it was a he but fortunately Salem disappeared but um know that happens sometimes with cats hope he's in a happy healthy Place how's everyone doing great to see everybody I
G my goal is to G 100 400 pounds you weigh 350 so you're want you're gonna be my 750 pound life you're saying big tall I want to meet you sometime though come on panel sometime I'd like to check meet you I won't I won't hit on you I promise maybe just a little bit no I have a boyfriend now so
I'm not allowed to hit on anybody okay you're vegetarian so it's hard yeah I would say you have to eat a lot of uh lot of candy bars you can Channel you come on up if you feel if you feel
called yeah got tobacco got my Twisted Tea Cherry Soda amino acids and or amino acids in diet
too Tracy I know I got to remember I can't I can't hit on people anymore um Tracy um when was the message was it your those the comments before I because uh yeah you want to gain 400 pounds yeah well if you're vegetarian
yeah I didn't I'm not sure I got your message it on Discord or in in a in a um comment section you guys are all doing great tonight yeah no more more shirt off Nick well you can you can you can um
yeah we can still guys can still take off their shirts here women have to be in a bra though yeah having a little let me do a maybe I can do a fairy page it's a little quiet hold on this my fair book
okay let me turn on my
light okay we'll go we'll go from the bad fairies okay so we have this one it's called Barka the snagger hold on the right one that's Barker the snagger right and it says a particularly Troublesome fairy
this Travelers ripping and tearing their clothes he also appears on trains and airplanes where he damages the luggage he takes great Delight in putting runs in stockings and pulling off buttons he's especially fond of the moment when one gets into or out of a taxi the classic way to banish the snagger or indeed any fairy or fairy spell is to turn your coat inside out and wear it
that way I find this invariably wor works the fair's gone and so in inexplicably are most of the people around me so maybe I won't turn my code in today and then we have this one what is his name he's uh H hya habia yo what's up hold on I just G to
show this page and then I'll bring you back on here we go one second and it says the hobia is a terrifying Boogeyman that children think lives in the closet but actually he exists only through the collection of our fears the hobia thrives on fear getting stronger and stronger until you face him he is um he is a sham a tiny fear blown up all out
of proportions and the smallest positive thought will banish him all of Fairy Land knows this and none are afraid of him right so I hope you enjoyed that that uh that bad fairy couple bad fairies the snagger and the hob that's that artist is Brian proud he he's great love his stuff and he also he also designed all the he and Jim Hensen
I think did like the fairies in a um yeah I have so many books you guys you think I should find it and um and read it you will get something out of it I mean it from your heart okay take no prisoners tell tell
me what are you what are you referring to um find what um taking prisoners oh yeah oh yeah this book okay I'm gonna read I'll read a good fair for your page so here's the good fairies oh we have guess let's see okay Paige is back okay I'll get i'll get a good per book
I'll get a good fair and then we we let Paige talk okay this one this this page is called This is called the dressing of a salad I don't know you like this one I'll put on full screen for dressing of a salad I like it's right
here salad that is a busy fairy and it says he has alterative motives it says um in fairy secrets are whispered in the shape of a wing or a fairies Hue this blue Prince practices the art of balance the balance of The Head and the Heart of passion and intellect all manner of balance
including the balance of flavors and fine cooking cordon blue of course it's the fairy creature above him hold on the fairy creature above him is also an agent of balance Harmony and savory flavors his her tail gives her equilibrium and her wings are about to unfold in a spiritual flowering while her froggy feet swim in the Deep Waters
of the subconscious of the unconscious she holds an embryonic idea one that is still undetected at any conscious level the fairies like to bounce play with these resilient astral spheres sometimes in the midst of a game the spirits Collide instantly forming a fully realized creative thought we've all had this experience when inspiration comes out of nowhere as the ancient selts knew
our inner selves and the world of fairy are one of the same fairy is a land of paradox being both outside and within us it is a Timeless land existing simultaneously in the past and in the future the fairy domain contains and creates form yet it is Limitless and amphoric all opposites achieve balance in the perfect now of the fairy these fairy two fairy creatures teach us the
metaphysics of balance a process resembling the creation of a good salad dressing in which oil vinegar and herbs coexist in Balance Harmony oh that was so interesting also how you were talking about you know making a a pot of soup and it's like it's like magic and this is kind of like making a salad dressing and it's alemy it's alemy is it is it's a it's a definitely a
recipe and this one here's another little fairy this one's like on the other page it's a little smaller hold on there and it's called the good word fairy you guys can see that he looks like an aelole with life legs yeah it's cutie and it says the good word fairy this fair this good fairy brings the gift of light and love from the Divine source and so that's a beautiful
beautiful thing but those are awesome right awesome cute too I feel bad every time I join your chat I'm just like I don't want to feel bad what are you talking about it's like you bring you br you bring some you bring love and light too like just like that fairy you bring love and light from the Divine source and so and that's what I try to do too
and me does too so a little redneck turkey Indian um you know what there's so many beautiful people in our chat I'm just I'm just I'm seeing who is this there are so many people appreciating what we do in our Beauty
I just I just am seeing the chat now and I'm so sorry guys like I had not I get it isn't that amazing that's why that's why when people say my my they say my Show's toxic and stuff like that um do not baby I just laugh because it's like I think I think this there's so many I mean like bad things have
happened occasionally and wouldn't be here to say what they have to say if they didn't relate to it or resonate in some way and that is like with all of this and that's okay whether you're come here to tell us that we got or you're comeing here to tell us that you have a story or that you need something there is it doesn't matter
we're going to get it everywhere in every every angle so question though quick like there is still somebody here I don't care I don't somebody's sibling is here yep oh that's mine probably oh yeah they will not let up
they've got a they smell really good um that's my brother they had a they had a truck they keep telling me I got a truck it's a nice truck though but it's old school like us like it comes from our time like like 80s 90s truck where there it's a it's a square box square TR it's like they don't they
don't have it's it's old school two-tone Chevy or something like that two ton chy I keep seeing my truck my jeans my truck my jeans and I don't know about this but like there is a girl with hair that's out of this world like like
like 80s hair 90s hair and a white sweatshirt not a bunny hug not a pull like not a not a hoodie cuz that was gay that was lame that was super lame when we we grew up like that was like you were bunny hug you know what I mean and they have white sneakers they got white sneakers they
got light wash jeans and and there is something about this entanglement that ended that became something that cat I want to say catastrophic I don't know if that's the right word for it I want to say there was a cattle there is just something
about this that who sibling passed away from something uh I don't want to say it tragically unexpected I keep holding my throat I keep holding my throat there's something about restriction in
in breathing there's something about restrict like there's a yeah uh yeah my uh brother died from like a body procedure when they were off a ventilator his long did you not get to say everything that you wanted
to I wasn't able to because um I was extremely furious and I was nurse or attack security guard or attack the doctor so I had you guys fighting you were fighting me and my brother before this happened there was a disagreement a little bit yeah we were a little bit I
saw him on the astral plane and I turned around I walked away from him and I can't still remember his when I did that I I haven't been able to let that go so for me that means that you they were not willing to ever hear what you had to
say Andor vice versa yeah kind of I well I mean it's complicated I don't want to get details but you know no no it's fine it was just something about that like you I don't you don't judge me was this an older
sibling uh this was uh 2021 no like was this is this your older brother or younger my twin brother he's 11 minutes younger than me okay because there's something about that where it's like there is just like AK competition there's competition it's always been competition it's always been in competition
oh yeah it's my twin brother no that's what I mean like and that's okay I'm just saying like there just always been yeah but I feel I feel like at peace with this like he comes and visits me my dreams and we do our thing you know we do like our our our thing no honey I know that's that's
wonderful like I don't feel any animosity with you but there's this girl wait say that again there there's this but I don't feel any animosity between the two of you there's this girl there's some there's an outer influence that is even in the past life there's something about where there's
just there's still I don't know it they wouldn't they wouldn't bring oh there's something about that there's Secrets I don't know how to explain that that's so strange there l in family and I'm trying to get to the bottom of a couple of because I think there's some of them pertain to me but
it's really hard to get to the bottom of it because no one wants that there's something there that no one's saying okay well like I said you're not wrong but like who's who's this girl is she uh she older she's
older well it could be his his his wife my sister-in-law but like she's still alive no I know but I can up on energies are still here honey there's something about a disagreement between you and an outer there's an outer influence like there's an influence that you there's something about that there's just a
there's do you guys wife had a baby is my niece and uh she's uh yeah she's like she's she's four years old right now but um yeah like uh it's my niece I believe I don't know uh something like I I had there's Foul Play There's a baby that seen
something there's a baby that did what seen something that seen something there's just like a younger yeah because I feeling like there's outer influences I don't know if it's her friends or your family or whatever who there's also a small child who's seen things that they don't know how to
expain yeah this is a tough one no it is it it's very uncomfortable like it's even comfortable for me to talk about with you and I'm so sorry it's okay but they won't e up like there's just like just like talk to talk talk just keep talking get him to talk it's probably because the first the first
time they they' had the opportunity because like when he's in my dreams he doesn't speak there's only one time that he's ever spoken to me and he says I'm glad that you're here before he like gave me a kiss you know and that was like the the I uh every single time he showed up on my birthday on my birthday
every single time he showed up on my uh in my dreams he shows up with this like girl and she's got red hair and she's and curly and she's always just like silent but she shows up with him and kind of lingers in the background she's kind of like kind of like the uh like the voice of like she she doesn't allow him to do things who's this girl right
asked you that four times like who is this I don't know I don't know she's got like red hair she's like she's like his guardian or something like she like makes sure he doesn't do anything he's not supposed to like now but like
there's I think it's always just always that's a guide I'm just gu who is this girl like she's slightly ghetto she's like she's got this red hair like a like a big orange afro and she's got like baggy pants and like a little spaghetti string top and she's usually like she's
got like a lollipop or something like in her mouth and she's always just kind of like rolling her eyes and she doesn't want to be there a lot very like 19 80s like like nonchalant like like chew my bubble yeah yeah yeah yeah this girl she's uh she doesn't want to be there but she's like she's like I guess she's obligated to like make sure
he doesn't like spill the beans or do anything that because my brother said that he would he would come and talk to me like you know if he ever died you know we talked about this and um in your life that is restricting you from this not not that I'm trying to be a dick or invasive but like who who's the woman in your life that's making this difficult probably my mom
okay yeah she's a Scorpio is it I love how you say that J Scorpio is it because that I you and your mom don't get along at this time well not like you used to not like we used to right no there's a i trigger her I trigger her she triggers me and we
just got to stay away from each other sometimes because there's conflict in belief yeah with addictions she's addicted to things correct uh alcohol is it you sub uh substance abuse yeah addicted like had liquor and
stuff yeah yeah stuff stupid stuff but I'm not doing that anymore you come from like a real Christian fan like a like oh it's sacrilege for you to even sacrilegious yeah definitely okay I so I keep hearing I hear people like I put I those boys make their even
gone of it they make their beds like that's that's like they like plastic on the furniture like you don't touch my moth balls in the closet kind of woman make sure that ass is on that five you eat a five or you eat an apple that's it yeah and make sure that ass is on
that plastic right right like don't with my that's you hear like I'm a good mom but like don't with my I take your shoes off make your bed eat an apple after five like there's so much there's so much control yeah that's hard for anyone to
think for themselves yeah it's like an contr why are you scared of her why am I scared of her yeah well because she I'm afraid for her
sometimes no but like the age that we're at now I know you don't want to hurt your mama but like I think your dad is do you don't think your dad's alive I don't think your dad's around is I me say there's an absence of of well he's here he's here he just works all the time comes back he comes
home and stuff you know after work and you know but um but he is kind of like spiritually yeah spiritually he is kind of separated okay so like maybe not this house but like a house and a maybe not oh how do I explain this uh your parents still live in the house that you like you still about the same your
parents still have the same home that you grew up in no not that I grew up in I moved here when I was like fren ones there's something about not this house chicken sandwich maybe not the last but there there's something about when you guys were younger that you I don't know
there's some weird haunted there's some weird that you haven't gotten over you nobody talked to you about it and I feel like you try to talk to your mom about things you get sh not not Shan's not a great word yeah there there used to be uh when
I was uh when I got into like w started practicing W and um there was there was this thing that would knock on my window every other night when I was a little kid there's just something about a parent dealing with something in the house that like she's trying to protect you from so then it gets aggressive when
yall bring it up because she doesn't want to be real so don't give it power yeah yeah give it power don't give it power and we'll ignore it we're going to just keep shutting it out but it like haunted your entire life and everything actually after that I feel like you've had a weird
understanding of being woke like you're just scared of it because it's like well my family grew up this way mom never acknowledged it um but I'm excited to be this way I'm excited to share my stories I'm excited to be woke yeah but you would never tell Dear Mama
not this and she she isn't watch the internet so you're good isn't that it no no no no it's like it's it's it's a it's pretty insightful Mexican Tupac am I the
Mexican Tupac now what's going on here you might be I feel like that also like you have like a lot more eccentricity too than T did like you you got some C I just mean like there is just stuff that you've been fighting to be and I
don't mean that within your race like I just mean like logically like there's just so many so many things that you've wanted to be that have constantly been discouraged or like not not allowed you're not allowed to be you
you've never been allowed to be you like gay like girlfriends your everything you do like you're just like oh Mom I'm so proud of this you're actually scared to share what you're proud of what you've done because it's not it's sacrilege because it's not what you you were expected to do
yeah yeah and you've got lot do your does your family own something like I feel like you've got like a legacy to uphold and I feel like you are the last B yeah we own a tattoo at graphic art studio yeah and your bra's like I want this is what I want you to do this is
what you're expected to do but you want to do but you don't like I'm cool like that but like I'm also like I don't want to do that M like I want to do something different
yeah and that's okay I got you babe right you're allowed to do different but like I feel like no matter like you don't you're scared to lose your family kind of oh why that's the most normal thing to be scared to
lose other than yourself but like you're quite solid on your I know you know who you are I know you know what you want you're just like I just don't want to feel like about being myself yeah I don't want to leave anybody
behind right like why can't I be why can't they be proud of me for what I do I think they will be they will be 100% but you have to take that step right like you're the one who's like holy I guess I got to just I guess I gotta do it like at this point at this age you're
sitting there thinking on your couch you're like H I'm too old to feel this way yeah no for real it's like damn it Mom I love you too like can't you be proud of me for what I do but I know you have siblings so that that's also hard
because there's some confliction yeah right oh well that that S is doing this ni it's not about who you should be and who you're expected to be is that who you want to be and you know what your mother hat or
hates you what I don't think she hat you no no I'm the chat I think my mom just died so like no I mean she might have not liked me if she loved me I was her parent that's okay happens bro I
got one parent that's it we're working with it my mom passed away in August she did fentel her choice it was not right what's not right oh my mom doing Fel I get get the get a grip you know
like like it sucks but like you want to make those choices now that being said you have every everything that you're doing well not everything you're doing is approved from your parents but you know what I love that you're being
yourself I love that you do you I love that all of you do that I love that who you you know your parents might not agree but like you're so loved for doing you by so many people it's
insane that's the best part about being you is being loved for it isn't that right that's what we're all doing we're all doing ITT love ourselves hey psych I want to sit next to you sitting next to psych I I would love for that I would love that I would love for you do that you would encourage me to get another tattoo or like another
piercing like you'd be like yeah baby girl do it you know what mean and that's okay you know what that encouragement came from came from you not being allowed to do both of you quit pointing each other you know
it's look me into my eyes I don't know there's a thing there I like your nails mine are dirty mine are dirty too you know what oh Paulo he such a good boy okay so this is a dog that like hates everybody he
like literally growls at his own come here come see me come come on do it come on come show everybody your face oh he's so handsome he love me okay look hold up
PA you don't like it he's a good boy anyway I'm allergic to dogs I'm allergic to cats and I have 100 of everything come get up here a good boy oh you're a good
baby okay how do you sleep at night what time is it where you are where are you I'm in Chicago it's 121 a.m. you live in Chicago I live in the most boring Place
plan you're what I live in the most boring place the planet you're good oh look at the dog here get here him being dude honestly I live in Alberta
Canada and there's like nothing super stoky about this are you doing come here come here come one two three he's trying to be polite because every time I'm over like he knows I'm allergic to him but he loves me come
here get up here do you want to see him you do they want to see him come here up y up up up up up up oh up up up up come here come here you're so polite Paulo I love him oh he's so
Pol look at him he's a good boy oh you're my the goodest boy oh I know you w come up here I want to see you oh I love him I'm allergic I'm so allergic but I love well come get up here
go oh my God I love that so much he's just so respectful mom he's so respectful I love to call my best friend mom no but look at him big and tall big and tall you know
you don't go to the big and tall for being too tall he a good boy he loves me look at he really takes my socks that's so strange but he loves socks so every time I comes over he's like mom's like I can't you can't play with those socks and he'll do it yeah he ruins all my socks I know he ruins all your socks but like he loves
me he doesn't even show the pars he go straight for the brand new good ones every time that's what they do oh my got to go back up I can't do it so
anyways if anals like you and I guess if the internet likes you for the most part you're not you're not a terrible human well some people love you and some people hate you on the internet I know I I have my I have my haters but who gives
a you're the most amazing you know what like that's the Terrible thing is like if people on the internet don't like you it's like oh well I better not like me well what the I don't give a sh like who cares right I'm not perfect I'm not pretty I like it is what it is and I got weird gifts I'm a weirdo and like who
cares I think you're pretty you guys you guys watch your face and your the same bar of soap and yall look good we like Bailey hundreds of dollars to look good no you guys do you pay like no you're like oh I'll just like I love Irish Springs I'm just GNA like get that up in there and
then get that all up you guys are your eyelashes are perfect unless see skin conditions in which I can relate well like e your eyebrows everything everything a girl pays tons of money for um y'all just like wake up in the morning like I can't wait to wash my butthole with Irish
Springs and then my face I like the way Irish spr smell I the the original Speed Stick that you have to reapply it smells so good with like a little bit of like Bo in it I think it smells so good that's
phonon you like you you like pheron that's natural that's normal that's really cool actually l but original for guys it's just like oh my God he you want to like go into a girl's house and be like oh I can't wait to
you and then you're like oh your room's messy it smells like cat piss the boner killer little bit oh c never you know what I mean though like there's just there's such a different and like and that's the thing like pH
other things to like in attraction to whom I don't know man you don't wash your ass it might not you know like most girls feel that way but most men feel that way wash your ass yeah we just wash a little
bit oh she want moment of silence for Kurt Cobain I'll do that yeah I'll shut my pie hole for him let's SC in
what do you call Man Behind oh wait never mind that's a bad
joke but I want to hear your joke now
beautiful yeah cheesing yes cheesing okay so cheesing so what were we going to say so like when you go to shot when you go on shotgun you know when you call shotgun for a car you know and you call kir like
oh yeah when you got in car yeah there's actually like there's a documentary called Kurt and Courtney and uh and then the guy's chasing around Courtney Love try like and stuff like that trying to interview and stuff and uh I think he actually does for like five minutes but
uh she um this guy uch uch and uh uch said she offered him 50 Grand to like um unive him and stuff like that and then and then El got hit by a train sounds like a a fancy
USI yeah well it's like he was a he was like a really crazy um musician kind of guy he was like he were like really I don't know if he wore like Clan hood or something on the stage he was just very controver or like yeah he was honest yeah you saw that documentary take no prisoners yeah he was telling the truth yeah I know and I I kind of I believe it like uh you know
there's there's a lot of there's a lot of weird evidence about that case there's like a diary page which is supposedly his un Al living note that he wrote and it has like two different say that I hate that I know that you have to but oh on liveing yeah you don't like I don't like
the word but it's like um um yeah or you have to like use code languages sometimes because there's like a it's okay we have to be like respectful everything it's not it's not even respect it's just like the algorithm picks up certain words like the other night I got Gore bombed and he was like this guy was like had this graphic of himself like exploding his head and stuff like that and that will get you
like for channel because that's almost on a live stream that Texs that and had to delete it right away I don't this is why I don't like people on my like thing I honestly that I'm like okay with the fact that I maybe have like 150 subscribers I'm just like oh the like I don't look at your hair hair look at
your hairs long hair look at your hair you can braid it in like 10 seconds too he has long beautiful hair oh my goodness look do your braid do your braids after after you do that do like you have no idea how many women
want to braid your hair right now we all want to do it look how fast you can do it everywhere don't you want to braid this hair come come see don't you want to braid this hair look at them don't you want to braid braiding braiding show her how
long it is quick do the thing isn't it nice look how long his hair is it is pretty long they're both such handsome boys they got long hair look she's busted up a you want to see hair r
noodle we we we went on a ski trip with our kid Year dude we went on ski Tri last year with our kids and like oh my God one kid looks at and she go he goes oh this is a kid that likes both our kids like both our daughters our daughters
are best friends so anyways and go the ski trip and he goes your mom looks like Caillou and your mom looks like she's ramen noodle hair what the we're just being you little gun like seriously she's got and she does the curliest like longest hair ever and my look fast how fast he does
it h look at him Brave look at him braid his hair oh I want to do it too I want to do it I want to join do it you braid your hair braid your hair psyche braid your hair let's yeah you can let's do it Dam I messed it
up a you your hair this is the cats oh my God the animals in our lives they're never gonna shush they're never gonna be able to understand
shush it's like man man bre rck my God now I look like like scum now scum don't ever say that again scum you're not scum you're so handsome you know what you should do
do like this I can't find the thing and then do the like do a little little half butt you just got do doll here go he Raves doesn't he he
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beep a both y'all men are so handy look like when I wake up in the morning that's okay that's okay if a girl like that's the cutest thing ever she shake up and be like Oh my God look at your cute little mess I better I better braid it I went out to Thailand there was a girl
and she was like she was African but you know um like and like um something but I had her braid my hair I had her braid my hair until it was all like the little small twisty braids I it was pretty funny that was my little tosie braids I love that at that he can bra his hair better than
I I'm a squat like they call me Hercules in my neighborhood or
Moana yeah I love that that's the comment on the chat I love it on the floor I had my hair like long for a while my hair's not bad hurt it does hurt take to a prisoners it does I got remember I lost all my hair to alipa
and I had like a little tiny like little bun left and then they had like track braid my hair dude I have never felt pain like that in my life I I you're Twisted T it what I have a permanent part in my head
because I used to tie my hair in rubber bands and so you got like it up your hairline it up your face you like every time P right am I right like what's it called der chronic folicular dermatitis it like it caused a whole retrack in your head you're too we for it yeah yeah you're too wa for this y
shouldn't be doing it but you look really good you look really good oh my gosh why do you even have me on your streams I feel so bad everyone's like what is happening
here oh know I love you having you on my stream you're you're um you're bright bright light well if I wasn't a light I don't think I would I wouldn't try to your life up you know that's
rude why is my thing all weird oh there kind of you know there we go my hand why you see you braid so perfectly guys look at y'all go no I didn't right I got my channel and be like
business is how you braid you do we can do a braid tutorial you can do a braid tutorial you could that's the beauty of it you know we don't just off like we're real people we don't just Channel and offer ter it's just like we're humans like that's the hang out like that as well right a a variety show that's why it's terar
on cats it's like you never know what will happen right yeah I know but like people still think it's like it it's terot it smells a Cy let's go no like people got to be like you gotta just do these fun little cute things that you're doing honey just be like oh look at me I can kind of braid my hair you know I'll man BL it halfway for you
you can do it the other half but that's up to you question mark you know what I mean get into it okay I'm going to read a passage from this B here really quick I'd love to hear it it says it says in beginning a meditation practice there is always a quiet
pleasure it is succeeded by depression the ancient condition is not restored but a new Superior condition is created right another one oh this is this okay
so this is dyslexia he magician okay the magician the magician becomes filled with God fed upon God intoxicated with God little by little his body will become purified by the internal illustration of God day by day his
mortal frame shedding its Earthly elements will become in very truth the Temple of the Holy Ghost day by day matter is replaced by Spirit the Human by The Divine ultimately the change will be complete God manifest in flesh will be his
name that's cool look look I have a I have a little book right here this is my I have this book yes told me about that last night yeah has it's actually there's a labyrinth and it says through hardships unnumbered and dangers Untold I have fought my way to the castle beyond the
goblin City to take back the child that you have stolen a lot of here's a quote to go in the dark with a light is to know the light to know the dark go dark go without sight and find that the dark too blooms and sings and is traveled by dark feet and Dark Wings wedell
Berry I just it's like a diary I just had like a million million things in it all this information um let me see if I can find him uh let's see okay there's Latin there's anagrams I have a lot of in
this um awkwardness or this one this awkwardness it says explanation is always weakness explaining is making excuses making excuses is defensive defensive is not magnetic magnetic people never um never are defensive he who excuses himself accuses himself the three rules of magnetism says never
explain never excuse never apologize magnetic people are brave and honorable got all kinds of stuff oh true friends I can say I can safely associate uh stays on course is concerned for my welfare consoles and Misfortune helping
hand when needed keeps my secrets always gives good advice life instruction book that's beautiful few those are just some pages from my my little diary just copy some your life as an exclamation not anation that's exactly what you were just
saying y exclamation on explanation right and yeah I still have this lesson to learn that's I think I wrote it down in the book so I remember to stop explaining myself stop apologizing stop making excuses because that's uh what not magnetic and so good lessons for for me
to learn and also remind the true friends thing was like reminds me of what the true friend is you
know Paige are you okay think Pig's camera went Black come on back you can I just want to stare ater for a
minute never take action I can't um um can you read it to me never take action when you're Ang Le recognize the consequential then ignore
it be your wife's best friend you battle against Prejudice discrimination be kinder than necessary I don't know about
that I like I love kindness I love kindness and it's like I try to be kind and you know that's why I end my show saying either be kind to yourself and be kind to each other or love yourself and love one another and I really do believe that um that's what we're really supposed to be doing is like this even if we're not like you know there's a difference between being
really nice and being like compassionate and being empath empathetic and stuff like that it's like nice is you have to you kind of have to try to be nice and it's like but compassion is like the feeling and like empathy is like seeing like the the similarities in each other and like understanding what people are going through because you would feel how you would feel if you were going through it right especially
loyalty which is beyond underrated in the world today yeah and loyalty I'm a very like Capricorns are very are known for being very very loyal and even like if we love somebody we love them for life and so that's why it's really difficult when I um when I lose friendships and things like that because it's like I will never stop loving that person um but it's like you know uh I can love them from afar some people are
some some people you you can from afar and stuff but I'm very loyal and it's like you know my door's always open like for people to to come back to my life you know it's like but it's usually them that's do not want to be back in my so um yeah oh take no prisoners so yeah take no prisoners I'll find it now was
it on recent recent video I'm I'm sorry I I uh I didn't know you were referring to that right before okay let me see if I can find it good enough good enough do more than expected improve your performance by improving your attitude have a friend
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or can I can I can I read this um I take no prisoners is it okay if I read I read your comment out loud it's really touching she she left me a really sweet comment I was in your thoughts this morning thank you yeah I love you this is beautiful and just thank you for that really touches my heart that kind of looks like me a
little bit yeah Flex show Flex show yeah big tall he's not a dude he's a great God which God are you Hercules thank you take no prisoners I I'll read her she posted this comment on my on my on one of my
videos she said hey my dude I was just thinking about how bummed you get as a result of other people's actions I know you are a really sensitive soul and unconditional love and positivity you're just trying to spread unfortunately not everyone as good a soul as you and the Darkness wins and most people sadly have their own agendas and go through what you consider to be a
friend like air you are so empathic and special rare soul but sadly most people are not you don't need everyone's approval and you can move mountains for people like that and they still never love you the way you love them back you have a created a beautiful Community please take time to feel good about yourself is that that was just beautiful thank you for that you're so it's very
touching that was super sweet thank you so much for that I don't know I think we lost Jim Nick Jim Nick come back um I I don't know if your your camera's messed up but come back okay we love you you're awesome hello hello all hi up that's what I also I was trying to do is I was I was like so happy like to
meet you and stuff like that and I was trying to like tell people and like and it's like I don't know maybe like I don't know because I don't know maybe I'm I was finally happy then they just wanted to bring me down or something like that because yeah I don't know we don't have mys spaces anymore come on who's on MySpace he's gonna follow us on MySpace okay okay my my I had Myspace in like 2006 or something
like that I'm not even on Facebook I have Instagram though follow follow really but the other day I follow this guy on Instagram and then he's like in prison right now and and he's uh and he um he friended me he followed me back and stuff and they're just like in and he just has all these prison um prison videos of him and his friends like
joking about gay people it's all it's like the most gay video like they're so gay they're all like oh if you come if you come if a gay guy comes to prison because you think we're all this they're like it's going to be naked and afraid and I don't know they just makes these funny videos
yeah I I told you I I loved going to county jail for three days it was it was uh it was very hot yeah and I was s and that's why I was s like last night I was like so S I was sad and hurt and it's like and then I was like drink I drank like too much
and stuff like that I was very like reactive and then it's like I'm kind of like I woke up like I'm ashamed of myself like wow I should not been yeah I did enjoy jail I should not have been so reactive and so angry and like but it was just the anger wasn't like really it was not anger it was like hurt and I was expressing it through anger sarcasm and
like but really I was just sad right I was G for the stay yeah actually like I when I went in they're like I've been arrested before and I said I was gay and so when I went in this time it still said that on my whatever fight they had on me that was like that he's gay and so the guy they took me in the intake the guy's like you're gay right like and I was like I was like no I was like no and
he's like okay um and we were all sitting butts to nuts on like on the benches and the intake and stuff like that and I was like I want to be I said I don't want to go to the drag queen Wing I want to go to the yeah I I dropped the soap and it was liquid soap yeah tyone I no I Tyrone didn't get me I you know if I would have been there
for few more days I would have I had a I had a boyfriend in jail I kind of that he wasn't no he just thought he said it was cute and we we took a shower together and uh and he like um took me we were both um trustees in the com in the not commentary in the kitchen and stuff and then he snuck me into the fridge and like give me Jello what the he stuffed you into the fridge no
he snuck me into the this this Walkin refrigerator he didn't stuck okay okay Mama I just needed to know a few things cuz what the you don't be don't Stu no baby in the corner like no no
no yeah well also like when I came in like to this a guy made me a Ramen sandwich this Mexican guy and then but then they like to they like separate you by the races and I was like and they're like yeah take no prisoners um C why are they separating You by races well that's that's they do um they do at a certain
point and I like and then that's why the certain races congregate together and like whatever that's so stange yeah they ask they they're like what are you and I was like I was like I was like I was like ask you that no one should ask what you are yeah they ask you they ask you on your way in and they're
like by the way um uh so like where the what the are you that's weird yeah and I was like and I was like do I I said should I go with the Asians because they were like other or something like that and I was I should go the ASI like no you're white go with the white people and so what you have to go with the white people so I went to like I went to this
Peckerwood Wing I like that's this is CS yeah yep he says yep y you should not be classified in a dating like this was like a this is dating well it's also like also they ask you if you're like they didn't yeah I think they ask you sometimes if you're straight or gay I
didn't get asked when I went but if you're gay yeah this drag queen Wing look what he doing what is he doing oh my God can I just read you can I read you this stupid of course are you there I think your phone cut out
again that you've been I don't like that cute he is okay I want to dance with you like
that where you sign up your lesbian big tall you know what's funny though is like that they they like allow um transgenders into like the women's prisons now and things like that and it's like that'd be kind of odd I don't yeah that's pretty weird but it's like if you don't go to women's prison then they put you in this like trans transgender wing of and it's
like basically like the the the jcat and the and the 5150 people and and then all the the transgender I just didn't want to end up in the drag queen Wing I thought it would be a lot hotter to be with a bunch of Mexicans and and uh and pecker woods and stuff and uh when I went in they were like okay they're like the guy was like you're cute but then then uh they're like um they're like you have to do 500 push-ups a day you're so
skinny oh my God they're like and then they all gave me their food they all like I didn't have a mattress and they all like gave me these they were plastic bags of food I used it as a mattress when my bed I thought it was so skinny which I am I'm very skinny I'm I'm you had three sums for ex-boyfriends to keep it hot but really not into girls
oh yeah I hear like a lot of women um will do like you know in college they'll just make out for guys and stuff like that I think women have a more naturally openness to bisexuality and like they're more can find other women attractive without saying oh that's gay or something like that right and it's like and guys I think due too that's why like B body builder bodybuilders have this
kind of like gay subculture a little bit to it and uh there it's like you know because they they like male bodies and they're all into like like looking at the other guy and it's kind of like kind of a little bit G gay out nice FX thank you not have a boyf to flex for me I'm in heaven King of Swords yeah like
Aquarius energy right Aquarius Gemini um I'm just card the Queen of Swords right yep I'm going backwards okay Knight of
Swords and the page of sword and then we go to the T of Swords next Hey DJ Electra what's up yeah what's up DJ Electra I just I'm just loving the the intro you know I got it all set up and I've been playing it um as an intro and outro to the show and everyone loves it and thank
you okay so I just want to R this poem and then I'll go but go ahead and read the poem hold second here you go I'll put you on honey bunny go ahead you're Center of you're Center Stage have you have your recital on here I let my cigar I'm listening
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there you cut out again if you want if you if you didn't come back in like a couple minutes I'll just have to um I'll I'll have exit studio and come back in okay oh yeah Tenn sword there we go oh you're back okay good am I here yes you're here how do I how do I say it without not being
here you know what we're past the moon poem let's just go let's go oh my boys do you know how special you are how beautiful you guys are us oh
thank you oh yeah no I'm just talk I'm I'm talking to my a yeah you thank you oh I want to be on all right look at me into my I'm put you on I'm gonna put you on
full okay hold on we'll you're so special thank you you're special too no I'm I'm okay so like we're not talking about me you guys I love you both so much and we all love you both so much and like I know you love you but like maybe not as much
as you should and that's okay cuz we all do it but
like you stop overthinking things and you stop underthinking things that's which you're both beautiful I don't give a if you like girls or boys I just give a of those boys or girls like you
properly okay that's it straight up you're my babies and I I don't know I want you to be loved as much as like I love you and as much as I see you and how I see you and not everybody's expected to do that it's unrealistic ISC
expectations but at the same time none of us would be here if it wasn't for you sir yeah you and you know what we wouldn't all love Paisley if it wasn't for you yeah you you know
what I'm talking to all right so like I'm sorry but like you all bring something so much more meaningful and extravagant to the table I don't give a who doesn't like you in your personal life we love you thank you for you and that's it like this is this is
online like I don't care we love you we love you you're so special you're so important if someone doesn't want you we don't want them byebye byebye byebye okay I'm not perfect
look at me I got a D old rat bun and I'm from Canada you know what and I drink Keystone Light with my pinky up I don't give a but I love my voice look at you look at you something you're something to be admired every time someone comes online they want to talk to you they want to be
here that's a choice if someone doesn't choose you and even they do it a negative way ah they still choosing you you know what I mean like let's be real ah tell us to look for God tell us to do whatever you want but you're still here looking for
us you're both beautiful you're so handsome let's let's do it let's do it I don't give a messy bun Margarita Rita mangorita you know braid my be beautiful look at you guys who wouldn't want
you oh and he loves the car like see there you go don't be up in your head about what people think about you and don't let a stupid little cat top wearing broad from Canada tell you to be loved you know you should be you don't need you don't need my
crazy ass like you got enough that going on your life but I love you I do a I love you too you're awesome a look you L never mind can't say I have I have a couple black cats I have a couple
cats obviously people look at me and they're like ew you smell like you probably have cats like yeah I do maybe like people can look at us and they're like oh I bet you do too much rescuing I bet you have a lot of litter
boxes hopefully I have a lot like aot like a these cats I have here like yeah my my cats are um except for the cats that were that were born and stuff like they're all rescue like Lenor a rescue and and Lola's a rescue and Rudy is like 15 years old and he um he uh his mom kind of take him where she's moving and
stuff and she'll be traveling a lot and she's like you take we take Rudy and so uh he's uh he's he's a he's adopted y got the swords swords energy seven of Swords yeah wish I was
home I do I like being home I like being alone I'm a Sagittarius Capricorn I shouldn't like being alone I love it love their own company I don't give a you know why I like that because I have been in situations where I have
been a normal sagge or a normal Gap and you know where that's got me so I like being alone I don't even care I will sit in my house and that's not healthy either I'm not saying that that's healthy and to do it I will sit in my house comfortably drama free lonely but not only because I like
my own company you know there that's healthy but unhealthy but I don't I don't need anyone now like I want to go home right now I'm not lonely anymore like because I have like I have you guys and it's like I have people to talk to and like
you know it's like and know and I had like I had really toxic toxic people like in my real life around me and stuff like that and that would like yeah but this could be toxic too babe because like logically you know I had like aund and I don't give a this has never been about subscribers I had 150 subscribers and then 146 like you have
to really you have to really work for your I don't give a I'm just here to tell people their messages I I don't want money I don't want it's not about that you know what I mean I just want to be here because there's real people on the other end of this phone
yeah that not only need love but deserve it and like recognition for the things that they're not on here for does that make sense like you got a big heart on you love cat like the fact that you know people you're a crazy cat person yeah well I have saved a lot of lives how would that you know what
I mean and then there's you know Captain Paisley with all his colors you're a beautiful artist and no one recognizes that people take advantage of him because he's nice yeah we're showing he's we're showing cards Paige is giving us a
Little Love Love Session no but for real like you're look at me like you're so you're so sweet like you have you've literally been abused because of your love that you
have that's why um like you know like um a lot of I know a lot of I know a lot of people but um um you know like Alisa wait Alisa Jordana she gets a lot of and she gets very controversial but she always calls me sweet psyche and like she's like she's like you're so
sweet little pee yeah you are Bab those are beautiful Pok you know you can even read from poke can you can read from a deck of Pokemon cards you know that will have information for you I mean it's like you can read from a children's book and open a page in the children's book and you can there's messages there for you it's
like messages everywhere really there's all times they are they're everywhere like I hate I I don't use cards Lots you know that psyche you know that I don't Psyduck got a Psyduck you win but you know what I always challenge my gifts I do
I'm very skeptic that way where I'm like I can see things and they poke out I'm very particular about how I pull um I don't really like card like cards aren't my amam but like I'm a witch so she who dies with the most wins right I have all the cars it just means okay so like let's do it we can do
it with this Penny I don't I don't know how to say I don't want to get into flip a you can flip a coin you can flip a coin you can get messages from from anything you can look at from anything in the entire world that looks like a and never mind yeah tell us about your card those
cards are are those um are those your your cards you made um you make those did you make those personally yes yeah you did I can tell yeah you did yeah you did there's a lot of you in that yeah okay those are called those are called those are called Meer cards Meer Caesar cards I've made a lot of
cards no mama where's that deck that I made you y is that the quiet is creep it's on that's that that's with the w ace of cups has a w on it yeah these are beautiful beautiful pieces of art each
one so much so much thought so much count I made this like a couple decks and I I made quite a few different decks but like I almost got carpal tunnel cutting some of these tiny baby oh you
mama yo yeah that's all I got so far I don't like I like I actually like have real rose petals and like Sosi crystals in in the tiny petals to row I
made don't cut them yourself you guys like if you're oh my God I did I I hurt my own self doing such you got want a wrist band that's how you get it oh why is everyone in the I don't even
live here why is everyone being so come here phosphorescence right that's what also makes me sad I'm thinking like a little bit sad is like these these like all these all that
these people will miss out on because like there's so much there's so many cool people so many so many cool things and and it's like they didn't see it and they like you know yeah yes this isn't my
house look at the roof this is exciting I don't know how to flip it on got a fish got a big you have a big fish mounted up there that's pretty cool yeah I saw I saw it yeah well yeah cuz yeah we with that we hunting fish man that's what we do for fun in the summertime
here in the winter time mostly just be become depressed and we sit inside and do stupid oh my God and we live in cat it's so cold here we're like eight months a year like literally if you have the strength to live here you're
balla you it's like it's literally not n months a winter here take no prisoners you're you're awesome you're awesome person I love having you in my life like and the we do in the other two months of freedom is not it's not L like it's
not it's not you know like we are we're Hunters we're gatherers we are shotgunner like we will we'll we up a little bit a little bit we we're not women for the F art I
guess I mean like I don't know y'all ride like yall yall fish you ride horses you do you do stuff that we do like I know you do I maybe differently though because there's just different climates and different like I don't know we're because
y'all deal with like like like alligator crocodiles like y'all deal with different than we do like it's different Su we are savages but like you guys are too do you ever think of the
like oh I got to stop for this crocodile like holy there's a Crocodile it's different what's everyone's sign I'm a Taurus of course you like me Taurus I got hund of those in my life my daughter's a Taurus anyway I'm a sag
cap yeah I'm like I'm a I'm a basically I'm very strong Capricorn placements very but my moon is in Aquarius my my Mars is in Aquarius my Capricorn Sun ascendant and and a Mercury all first house placements so very main we're not doing the thing we're doing the main plac boo so he
is I'm an aquarium yeah hey my best friend's in aquari most most my friends are Aquarius or Taurus hey hey come here hey a lot of Earth a lot of Earth signs in the chat a lot of Earth signs and uh we got some like a lot of lot of air and
uh I have a little bit of there there is a there's a natural disaster happening here because we got air we got fire we got earth water that's the only the only water in my chart is actually Lilith in in Scorpio the the 10th house ailith and Scorpio I love that you know that because so many people don't know that
they're like oh Aquarius is water no it's not Scorpio Gemini and Libra that's there that's what you get and they're like oh no no no no I'm like what because it says Aqua Aquarius is not a water sign that is an air sign
right people don't like that they're like well scorpions get drown in water I'm like it doesn't matter does because Aquarius has like I mean the Aquarius associated with the star card and so she's pouring water and then it has the word Aqua in it and so people will just naturally assume it's like a water logically there is certain like
you got fire right you got your your Aries got your s got your Leo right got your water cancer scorpio Pisces yeah air Aquarius Gemini you know there's just there's so many things that people don't
understand and I feel like they need to right I don't give a like you're still a water baby if you're an aquarius like you are like normally most aquariuses that I know my best friend she's like I could live in your shower I'm like good drown like you know what I mean like they're just they're always in there like the water always the water oh that's true that doesn't mean that
you're water that just means that you like you like hydration you like water as a person as a physical and we got um um your Leo cancer Big T is Leo cancer K classic is Taurus Sun cancer Moon Aries ascending yeah your like your sun sign will be like about identity you want like and
like and that's like the most you know Common like people think astrology they look at their little horoscope and it's like that's their sun sign right like they're what people think that their sign is right but then it's like the ascendant is how other people see and how you how you like show up in the world to other people and then the moon sign is about emotions and things like that and so moon sign a woman should especially women should like Che out their Moon signs because sometimes
they'll they'll have be stronger than their their sun sign because women are very connected to the moon and things like that right and so um but we all have that's not fair to say either because you know what men have like a beautiful incline as well to that intuition which is connected to the Moon know something's wrong y'all know
when something's wrong but women have the more of the the intuition and then men have more of the logic kind of thing or like you know women are like more wired differently you got you got green blue and black we've got a hover like we've got a whole microchip board that's that's the difference right so you're
like oh somebody cuts this and you know what you guys aren't simple you're just not as complet is our mentality allows us to understand who you are you just call it stupid in a nice way no I'm just saying you guys are so much more complex than people give you
credit for we just don't have the same level of of understanding of who like you know like you're not just meat potatoes yeah you like your balls emptied you like a belly full that's like like when it comes to a relationship you like certain things answered and and respected and given
but at the same time yeah us having too much doesn't mean that y'all are in different or lesser because we don't we have unrealistic expectations of you that doesn't mean that you're lesser that doesn't mean that you're like you know what I mean you just think a
different way and so being able to understand that difference of like you're not I'm not going to treat you any less than you are you're simpler that's simple that's simple understanding the Simplicity of you will help us understand the dynamic of how to go about with you but doesn't
mean you're lesser than us like at all it it doesn't it it just means that you have a you you have a you have less expectations of us than we do you I think that men are like men are kind of like babies and women are like mother and you can see like like like like women will girls will gravitate
towards dolls a lot like I'm not this stereotypical right make any L of a man that's what I'm trying to say no yeah I'm saying and I'm saying we're both born from male and female and we both have these male like we have both sides right masculine and feminine all of us all of us
okay are like the emotional ninjas right like women are like people say women are more emotional or whatever but it's like they have like they're more in they feel things stronger they like like I think they feel pain more they they see more colors they they they smell stronger they have like more of this like connection to we're not meat and
potatoes yeah we're we're not meat potatoes right but we all have but we like and we understand but also I think about we were as simple as y'all I think that women also are like the reason like for
I think without women here men would just be like wrestling in the mud at all times or something like it's like women give men go to work for like because they are and they they try to they're they're collecting the material it's mostly to impress women or to like take care of women it's like women are like the the queen saying
this wrest you men could go s we we have we have toys we have sperm bakes we we have certain things right whereas it's not a need it's I mean sorry it's yeah it's not a need it might be a want and and so that's also not a nice way to put
it but me see I'll see if I can find it there's an episode of South Park where like Carman has a girlfriend okay and Carman makes a girlfriend um and like um and then he starts having dreams but he goes to Mars okay so this is like a little I
found the clip okay guys I just want to show you this real quick okay hold on one TI doise follow the diet so why isn't it because commercial body hope you guys enjoy this this is funny though you can see it in your glucose I'll be right back got to plug my phone in okay
I don't know that doesn't sound so bad yeah well it's like then they have like this like they have this thing where they the Cartman has a dream about Mars and he sees like all the men have like this pump on their penis and then they're like they're writing jokes cuz the women they're writing jokes for the women and and being milk for their seen they're like underground chamber it's pretty
funny imagine that that would suck yeah that kind of
suck milk milk milk he
says I like you smiling I well guys we're having a great night tonight we're we're at five hours I'm only have I'm on my fourth fourth Twisted Tea and so that's not even I'm not I'm just a little bit buzzed I'm not even not a not a crazy mess I'm I'm not dropping off the panel I'm I'm here okay
I'm gonna do better I'm gonna do better for the chat and stuff like that and I'm G to stop chasing like I found a quote today it said there's two things that you don't have to chase um true friendship and true love right
he actually had a Clinton was the best black pres ever he had a blow drop and he also played the saxophone I don't know if you know about Bill Clinton like he went on arcenio Hall playing the saxophone everyone everyone uh everyone like loved that you know he was uh I love Clinton like Clinton was like such a cool guy and he was like very Progressive about gays and you know he had that whole Lewinsky
scandal and stuff like that but then what happened next we had we have George W bush that was not fun for that time and then Obama was not that fun Trump was kind of entertaining but it's no fun under Biden and stuff like that uh and then uh now we have Trump again we'll see what happens but it's like you know I get scared of some of his well he has some he has some like
mean spirited supporters but you know he has good spirit supporters too and like I think he's like a he's a Gemini you know Gemini energy like a good communicator um you know he's been really good at making money and like you know think so who you met who' you meet you met uh you met Trump but Trump also he was like he was like in in like he did a lot of like movies and like TV he's in Home Alone
too and stuff like he did all these movies in TV and like there's all these he even played the president in like some movies or like you know so there's all the I think in The Simpsons they predict they predicted he'd be president like years ago and there's an episode of The Simpsons where it's like Lisa simps versus Trump and stuff like that oh you met Bill Clinton when you're were 11 you know there's a really cool clip too of
um you know um you know who who Jordan Peele is Kean Peele you know they're like the comedy guys like um you know he he did the movie us he did um the movie get out and he did another movie I forgot what it's called if you don't know if you he's also a comedian he's on King and Peele and uh he um he was actually like when
he's a teenager he was asking Bill Clinton like questions and stuff like that at at a at at a Q&A they had like teenager Q&A and and stuff like that and he's he's like he's like the son of like these he was in the movie Little Rascals huh yeah he was in a lot of movies he he you know so Clinton liked you a lot yeah
he seemed like a he seemed like a nice uh nice gentle spirited man and you know he was very very well spoken I loved how how Clinton communicated and stuff like that and uh and so you know that was that was also during the 90s yeah that that movie get out guys if you haven't seen get out that is one of the best best movies yeah that's a really good movie that's so Jordan Peele directed
that he directed that and he directed a movie called us where they have underground tunnels with like rabbits in them right we're just talking about this kind of stuff and uh and they have doppelgangers and everyone has their doppelganger and the doppelgangers come try to take over and stuff like that and they look pretty cool oh man the rich kid
movie get out was crazy remember the first like when I watched that with my friend first time that that lady like teacup my the Flor like oh my God that's what's going on there's so much maybe predictive
programming a little bit in that movie but it's like such a powerful message and there's all the symbolism where they he hits a deer in the car and then he has this black guy's a girlfriend and comes to like the uh like her estate to get married and stuff like that and it's all like you know you have to see the movie it's it's a it's a great horror movie and your favorite movie was home alone because Trump was in it yeah Kevin
right yeah Jordan
Peele name um plays an IT the first one who's an IT Tim Curry or no Curry Yeah Tim Curry he was the guy he was yeah a lot of I love and I love the it movies too it it it the original it like not the it movies like the original
miniseries I was like a kid when that came out like and uh that was just like that was pretty pretty scary for like a CBS movie and pretty he was tall as you could feel the amount so yeah he was charismatic huh he had like a lot of uh lot of Charisma he has those blue eyes I don't know his sign exactly I guess maybe Pisces
because of the blue eyes but I don't I kind of sound I'm stereotype the the Dave Chappelle Show Jordan Peele was a te version of the Dave Chappelle Show yeah was a really funny can I play I'll play a CM Peele sketch that's really funny if you don't mind it's really like this are no they're they're Hazel you can see
they're Hazel they're like kind of they're kind of greenish you can't see hold on turn off this light I'm kind to see they kind of little bit bluish this light but um yeah this is like a short little sketch it's called it's called
sexy vampires it's like one of my favorite C Peele sketches
hope you guys enjoy this you guys like that my for like 15 minutes what's up with all that n that we e or
what we want to eat we're gonna eat are you guys even lesbians and she's like I I have a boyfriend touching my 15 minutes so good so many fun fun uh funny jokes in that really
good doing what what we do with the Shadows what we do in the shadows oh that's awesome that that's I saw that on Hulu and it's like it's like the they have the one vampire that just bores everyone to sleep and stuff like that he's like the energy vampire that was called it was called key and peel it's
called sexy vampires key and peel yeah like this on my stove because I just have four matches left so I want to be able to smoke my pipe and stuff hold on babe
a macho man wrestler you want to see wrestler I'm not I'm not gonna do I'm not gonna do it you're not gonna do ises anybody you never pe oh you know yeah so M looks like an emo Macho Man wrestler oh yeah
Meer yeah Macha man was cute he was one of the cuter wrestlers so has a golf oh yeah we have a golf course too um like 10 minutes away from my house it's a he's a pal veres golf course one of pal bir's Estates so he's got some golf course it's right on the it's actually actually really cool it's
right on the on the like on the cliffs right on the ocean so it's pretty beautiful golf course and he so Trump would come
nearby yeah there's one in Chicago a Trump Tower oh Trump Tower yeah yeah I stayed in it one time nice yeah there was a there was a man like a doctor
stay 70th floor and was likeing water leak in
oh my big tall come on um um let's see let's see what else um I'm probably gonna stay on for another half hour guys if anyone wants to join the panel and come hang out with us for a little bit um love you guys to come up here and say hi um we can uh we can we can have a chat we can uh whatever you guys feel like doing I
know I've been on for five and a half hours that's pretty awesome like um and I just had a good chat probably over 10 people the entire time which is really really cool um I love you guys I'm having a fun uh fun night fun chat it's like a lot feel
a lot better like I got got I got really uh great people on the panel really um great uh very nice thing said yeah big big tall has been there most of the chat good just good people you know and it's like yeah that's what I want my show to be about it's like you know it's
like like I know there's people from all different parts of YouTube I think you know I think that the really toxic people that this the show doesn't really appeal to them much anymore and sometimes you know we find our we find our true who who our true friends are we find our true Soul family and things like that and uh and some people are not going to be you know don't want to be
part of that you know and that's okay you know because people that no one's yeah we got thank you I love you guys I know K classic is gonna come up I think um and Big T's Big T so say so yeah Big T I'm gonna hire you for my bachelor party I think is that okay you mind
dancing dancing for me on my bachelor party me too me too yeah yes and a me's bachelor party too because we have to have the same same guy do it or else or else it yeah big tall you got you you got you got you got two gigs booked okay and he
he's a jig okay I there are men were men allowed at the chi and dal's big tall were there men there too that came or was it all like is it all women I wonder about that but uh I know a lot of male strippers are this I like a male stripper I want you to dress as a cop for me what what should you dress as for you me what what kind of kind of
stripper you a firefighter or construction worker construction worker okay you have to get your Village People outfits um out um big tall and uh we're be booking you right you're taking there is guys and women oh he said he's taken and there was there was guys okay so he said no okay we'll have to find someone else but there were guys
and you know why you know why there's you knowers are always like having like conru worker or cop or you know you know why it's always because women love the job gays like them gay like the uniforms
women like the jobs right right sexier than a man that's true Jake yeah we're just we're just having we're just having some laughs and you know um we're having a fun night everything your stripper days are over oh no big tall well from the from your Avatar Avatar I think you can still get
some work but I guess yeah but bet my best to you about if you're in a relationship and she doesn't your shipper dayses are over okay okay he's a he's a monk now okay well you can come dress as a monk and then pull up your yeah it's okay you're
mon caller yeah see been BL I think I've been blushing all night my face has been has been been red all night but yeah I love this show I love this show and that's why I that's why I got you know if I if I didn't upgrade my streamyard I I would have only had I got went through my 20 hours in like three
days you know and so I upgraded my streamyard so I could get the professional look and play my video and have as many people on the panel I as I can and have a choir uh a higher video quality and there's other like there's other good features to it it is quite expensive um streamyard but it's worth it because I just love having like these unlimited panels and uh and it's a fun show and
it's like my show is just taking off and I was like hey I'm almost monetized and it's like maybe when I get monetized i'll they'll just pay for itself and stuff like that and so um pretty exciting do we know do you guys know about history stuff yeah I know I know a lot I know a lot about history um I love history but I think in in high school
history was basically about like you know basic story but it was a lot about like you have to know the dates and like particular dates that's like kind of like math where you have to memorize dates I'm not good of dates I'm good with the stories I love the stuff about the Phoenicians I love like the Spartans the Trojans I love um um the you know
all kinds of um stories like I love the American history and uh and I'm also um I'm also of a hugenot bloodline if you look up the hugenots they were actually exiled from France and uh one of my first ancestors came over here um from Amsterdam um but he was exiled from
France he was a French hona if you look up honuts sometime um and there's I love learning about my ancestry my my Dad loved my ancestry he I have a whole file of all the stuff he collected he he loved and I would always like tell him all these interesting stories I learned when I studied my my ancestry DNA and so yeah you know history but you don't watch The History Channel well that's
like there's a South Park about like they have it's about the the South Park is about the like the first it was about the pilgrims and the Indians and stuff like that and it was about like the first Thanksgiving and it was like but it was all it was like the History Channel version so it's like we're aliens there at the first Thanksgiving they ghosts and so right there's a weird way of lying in school
being somewhat factual yeah most history most history is history is written by the by the winners of Victors history is also a story it's a story we're told it's a narrative it's like you know it's like there's a there's a lot of it a psychological operation kind of scop um stuff to make people believe certain things all I know is you're Samoan and Spaniard and goodlook yeah that's why
you're so big and tall the Samoan and Spaniard and yeah yeah I know you're good-looking samoens yeah sens are really cool I like how they're like so like they're so like um perfect they're like the perfect football players you know and it's like and like I I watched this thing about Samoan football players and how it's like they uh they just kind of took over the NFL certain ways because they're
just like naturally built for football and stuff like that so yeah I don't know no s Sid Sig is Mexican I think's Mexican but he I thought he was kind of siman but I love The Islander culture and uh also Hawaiians Polynesians um and uh I I think uh you know I think everyone every
human is beautiful you know every U everybody is how did Samo become part of America well because American you can explain it I just know about American Samoa and stuff like that and it's like it's like its own principality yeah American somoa exactly um yeah tell us how did it how become part of America you were taking football over right I know I I watched
the do I watched a little documentary about how it's like there there was like first just a few players and then I think they were fighting over them honestly there were probably more African-Americans what now uh than us Americans the simple answer is World War II oh yeah so Samoa in World War II yeah is part of the giving up the lands and stuff like that
so right hey Susanna how are you good to see you I like your message on my Discord tonight Susanna know you know really sweet you you're calling you're calling out so everyone's having fun anyone want to jump on the panel tonight um I'll stay for I don't
know I'll stay as long as I can until I get until I get too too uh I I don't want to get too drunk tonight on the panel but I'm I'm only my fourth my fourth Twisted T yeah you're sweet have fun I like jumping on other panels too that's what I like to do is like because I meet people on panels and then it's like I do readings and then it's like a lot of them come to come to this channel because they have a good experience and
stuff like that and I make new friends there and um I me really cool people so I like to go on other panels and stuff like that it was a treaty 1904 so maybe that was earlier than World War II it was world one oh you not it waset treat in 1904 okay yeah we're learn we're learning some history tonight also you know there's some people that don't know okay there's this lady named tan
mom you know tan mom and someone asked her should Alaska become a state and she's like no it should not be she didn't know it already State and stuff like that she's like no yeah Alaska and Hawaii are the are the 49th and 50th state so and they're they're a little bit but I love I love um I used to go we used to go my family would go to like
this place called Kona Village in Hawaii and I was was when I was a kid and they just had fun um you're just a jock is this history class yeah go ahead jocks need to pass their test too right so you can learn some stuff right you s a bit um sang a while cried a while missed my besie then grabbed their phone as charges they high again oh yeah glad you're here Susanna Suzanna by the way she did an
awesome you know how you did your fire fire scrub like Susanna one night we had like these people like I had like a little debate with this guy and then he sent all his Discord in here to like um come on my panel and like they like yell at me and stuff like that and then um Susanna did this Return to sender and then all of a sudden like they all
disappeared like all like all all of them they're in the chat they're on the panel all disappeared and like like the energy shifted and so you know just like you did the other night about the energy energy shift you're welcome she's
awesome very cool and like um I mean like like like um like Paige was saying we all have the ability to to do these things and it's like it's about intention it's about having good intentions and things like that but it's always always nice to have somebody like that really well burst in it and able to
able to uh do it effectively so it was very effective yeah Vamps you know what return to cender mean they know what return to cender right yeah they all they all scattered right gotta go wrestle a kangaroo it's in my backyard never mind a deer deer hopping okay go wrestle a kangaroo go box a
kangaroo right wrestle A Bear DE hopping yeah kangaroo who big tall says he wants to go wrestle to Kangaroo and uh I'd like to I'd like to see that just a real time strategy right RTS huh they got they probably got some uh a lot of
definitions yeah the other night I was on um I on this guy Trident channel the other night he was like he's always a good guy and he's friends with Benny and stuff and he had like but he not oh yeah you got a boxing kangaroo you got one right there look guys look that's so cute that's
Joey tell us from Hawaii yeah Susanna that was awesome Kangaroo Jack yep CER Hawaiian Texas nice I'm I'm a California California born and raised several Generations
California but on both sides of my family I'm in Rondo Beach actually my grandparents were from Rondo Beach and and and and so we have a lot of lot of history here too I was on um I was on a panel and I was like I'm from Rono Beach he was like that's not a real place you lived in the Samoa Islands that's awesome it is awesome yeah they're like that's that
can't be a real place but it's a real place there's even a Patty Smith song called Rondo Beach yeah big tall wants to box with Kangaroo Jack so guys um probably about for another 15 minutes I wanted like I think six hours is a good good length of time for a stream like you know it was a nice long stream a lot of fun I was on two hours
earlier today like I love uh you know I I want to make sure I maybe I'll maybe I'll find go on another panel too later and uh I I'll try to post on my Discord if I'm if I go on a panel because I like people to like all support each other and to to to go to go to different panels and it's a really good way to
meet people and stuff like that how I started my channel and stuff like that I was first of all I became a mod in a lot of chats and I was able to they would let me um okay your car is not in the backyard it's a Hot Wheels car okay to go lift the car to your back yeah that's that's the only car I have I think I have think I have a little it's like a little um Chester cat Hot Wheels car I think that's that's my only car I don't
have a skateboard I just have this little a Hot Wheel but that's really cute love your little little Joey or Kangaroo Jack right Return to sender address unknown no such number no such phone have you seen my have you seen my Lisa Jordana my the song about me that I that she made no she didn't make it but somebody else her chat made
it and then they they they paid $5 dollar to it would play when I was on the phone with her and it's like just a couple minutes song you want to hear that I I'll play the psyche awaken song since it's on my page but um this is just I love the song you can see her reaction and stuff I'm gonna try
to like downlo this video so I can play it I was so so so so basically with Lisa Jordana she's in her car and stuff like that right and uh and she takes phone calls and so I was on the phone with her one night and we kept getting interrupted by other people's um song requests you can send a few bucks
and it'll play her her music and stuff but I'll play this uh hold on you're pointing to me okay I'm gonna play you this song Hold on it's a little bit blurry okay but you'll be okay
hold I'm so excited about I just you and enjoy okay
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think that was I hope you guys hear that okay Harley Dad what's up I know Harley Dad I know he's like really cool dude from a panel I went on just like I was saying you know you go on panels you meet really awesome people here I'm GNA there you go meet awesome people I'm so happy you're here Harley Dad you can hop
on panel if you want um you're six4 6'7 350 pounds so skateboard Days Are Over not even a zumit can can save you three 6'7 350 pounds you're just pretty much a big guy you know doesn't sound like you're too you said you want to gain another 400 lbs but uh yeah was
mpic yeah Harley Dad thank you appreciate you how are you say what how tall are you I'm 63 damn really yeah got the see what I look like hold on you
haven't seen I'm really tall and skinny hold on I'll back up
no I can't really show you too much br going off the
couch very tall I'm like I'm like 59 that's pretty perfect pretty perfect see big tall I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm skinny and Tall just 400 pounds more big tall you'll be there and you can go
on The Biggest Loser right go oh my ankle healing yeah guys youone supp to hop on the panel the link is pinned you guys are welcome to come say hi I got probably another 10 minutes left um so you when feels like coming on and then I'll be like probably like cruising some other
panels um I didn't get too drunk tonight I'm proud of myself I I had a couple couple breaks tonight where I uh I I left uh I left Meer in charge of the show U and like let let um let Paige do her readings we had such a fun night with Paige and what a sweetheart of person and uh yeah yeah but I like I didn't I don't
want to but I don't I'm gonna make an effort not to like pass out and like leave the stream and stuff like that I want I don't I don't I don't want to leave you guys and I won't go to any other shows during my thank you I won't go to any show and like and like like I was you know went to some other show
because and then I was like you know I like I caused an uproar in the chat yeah I I just I made myself look pretty stupid I don't mind playing the fool and the clown I was trying to make people laugh and trying to make this one person smile and then they were basically like oh this person wants to
cause drama and like I got banned on all my accounts on the chat and then they they're ignoring me on Discord they not replying to my messages and stuff like that and I just look I look pretty silly and stuff like that so I don't know if I'll be staying on her Discord I asked her to kick me I told her just kick me off just it's like if you don't want me around it's like don't just like let me like be ignored like you can just like
you can just kick me off okay we have a guest tonight let's see what's up to oh k k came Kake classic hi hi I'm trying to figure it out hang on got it you got it we your audio your mic's all on and we see you we hear
you yes you're okay here we go you rem me of Kennedy a little bit from MTV a little bit you have your Kennedy from MTV she was she was like one of the original DJs I'll show you her picture also like a little bit of a
forgot hold on this is Kennedy from MTV this K classic from ten Tennessee doubleganger hold on don't d game
me yeah no look like a the housewife the from uh Los Angeles what's her name I don't know anyways come on there's a resemblance there right yes
indeed hey how' you find me how' you find me how well checking out the show and and uh put you in the middle of the sandwich right there and uh yeah thank you for coming out are you are you you do streams or um how' you said the first time that I talked to you is the first time that I've
ever like gotten a chat like that this is my first time doing this like so brand brand new like I said thanks to you I mean really and your cats your key cats awesome great to see
you so um would you like would you like a read tonight or like talk Carly Dad too you're welcome I'll hang out for I've got I got some cards too just I mean you know hell yeah I do I make cards but I don't like illustrate them you know like I wish I I
would but I just do like oracles and you know writing and stuff I have a bunch of my own remade decks not my very own deck I wish I could be that creative to do that so that's pretty cool what's your name is sir that's me Caesar
Caesar yeah I couldn't hear it oh sorry my screen is cracked so it's like my my light is horrible what time is it
where are yall at I'm in La so it's 11:30 here I think it's like 140 over there is it is it 140 where you are me yeah exactly 140 yeah it's um yeah 2 o' or 2:40 here
2:40 y more the East Coast welle you some cards tonight but we' I think we would love if you can pull some cards cards or whatever your own cards or whatever you whatever you're feel drawn to you don't mind and then we'll be to read for you
too yeah are you go for it yeah definitely first who go first yeah I can't I'm breaking up so or you're breaking up on my end so it's sor
hello hello is everyone is everything okay everyone hear anything okay I'll pull some I'll pull a few cards for you okay K okay okay okay on full screen and then we'll see what happens okay
okay I lost
three so first I got something that new that's really inspiring you and there's like it's either like a really great idea you have um or some kind of something that's really exciting you making you passionate um and uh really yeah really um something new and exciting for you
and also okay that's Ace of ace of Wands you also got another Ace other Ace the ace of cups and something this this whatever be handed to you Happ like hands from the Divine so these are like gifts from God you're being given um and they new starts and they're
new start of New Passion also the six of Cups and um the six of Cups says to me like pleasure but also like reminiscing and you're you're having a lot of like um Nostalgia lot nostalgia in the past
um and then and advice is so that's saying like you're to manifest and make a lot of money but but you're also being very smart about how you're spending and where you're spending right like Pacman eating something right but yeah and there's
like this this Virgo what card is that that's what what card is that this is the um seven or the eight of Pentacles I'm sorry the eight of Pentacles okay okay it's the Lord and so eight of strength so I think you have a lot of strength when it comes to and this is also the
recommendation it's like it's like um just be mindful of of where you spend your money how you spend it because you've stacked something up and you know I think I think that's good that's a good advice like um like de on
tourist yeah yeah very much so I am a I am a tourist but I have to say I am trying to learn my correct way to pray for um I want to say the love of money
to know how to want money because um there like I have nothing material wiseed like well this is but everything I have is in the spiritual world and everything of inheritance is coming and obedience is
paying off and my faith you know so I mean yeah those Aces and you you were dead on I think something new some new stuff is coming for you that's GNA make you really really um fulfilled and stuff like that and just when when all
just and like very generous person and stuff like that and I see like you're be very
wise I got like every other word but I'm sorry new opportun no don't be Sor don't be sorry ho be careful no I'm just playing uh I'm going to go get my other earbud so I'll be right back maybe it's my earbud or you think maybe because I'm
away from the Wi-Fi I'm not sure my microphone is not perfect but uh I don't know if it's
ch can you see my love oh my God smells like buty okay she's not a dog she's my human let's get it straight
love where'd he go can you can can you hear me I can hear you just fine I can hear you and you're not breaking up for me pull a card for you oh I I don't I have I have to I gotta go get
them you don't have to do all ible I should have brought them in here like said this is this is absolutely my very first time doing this and I'm very excited to get out of my comfort zone so it's like way bigger I'm like trying to hold I'm like contentment like an
excitement and contempt because yeah that like it could leave I mean I just I I don't know I don't know I don't do pictures I don't do video I don't do this I just listen to tarot readings all day every day and do my own pendulum readings you know so but
being on camera but my voice is meant to be heard so it's like a opening up so I'm really excited yeah slow it's way more awesome than I could can get it out to say like just being so
excited and obsessive over it come here Ginger come on ginger come on come on ginger what a cute name my mom my mom actually she got a couple pigs um for Christmas and she named them Ginger and MaryAnn right audio fix okay are they inside or they
outside well actually um she has like a barn and stuff and the pigs so the pigs can go inside or out but one of them they got my sister got her two female pigs and one of them was pregnant and so a few months later they had like they had like nine pigs because because they had seven seven babies and stuff like that so yeah whoa so what do you call like a hul of pigs or like you know like
a of geese or a herd of cattle like so what do you get like a hul like a hall of pigs I don't know why a flock of seagull it's called a a hall of pigs they're called a group a group of pigs they call it oh how
basic I guess I think so it says a group of pigs it can be called a drove drift parcel pel Sounder or team drift and drove are only used for piglets while parcel pel sound and team refer to adult pigs team can also refer to two or more young animals harnessed together to pull so that's
that's what they're called a Sounder that's pretty cool pigs pulling Pig pull just saying P okay guys guys I'm I'm just gonna mute yeah you went out there at the end you were good
I have no idea what y'all are saying I I hear nothing someone said oh yeah okay a collection of crows is called a murder and a collection of ravens is called a conspiracy okay go ahead he's reading your cards for you though right now I'm going to mute myself because my audio is bad hold on it's good right now
okay I want to get close let's see four of Pentacles okay love that yeah holding back four
Pentacles the
lovers sorry in these glasses there's there's no lenses so I'm like all getting up close so I can see it on the screen Ace of Pentacles look you got another Ace Ace in the
Hole those your are those your cards right or no oh okay uh I mean I didn't make these cards this the fairy Moon Garden or something oh the um four Pentacles look very different like it like you know like it was Illustrated
like I guess homemade I mean not downplaying that because homemade is awesome but I can't draw I mean I probably can but I just haven't tried what was last one Chariot so four of Pentacles Ace of what' you say four of Pentacles Ace of Pentacles the
L and The Chariot in The Chariot yeah that's right yeah so it's like um yeah you're holding back something but something's coming for you it seems like the moon
like yes opportunity it could be like someone's uh coming in with like I don't know it's it's an opportunity like a financial opportunity it seems like but you're holding back on something all right I don't know what it is but it I I feel like really Within Myself there's
some kind of fear or something but I feel like maybe I can't remember because I was so blinded heavily um my whole life captivated I mean in my mother's energy and anything she cast
upon me um I guess um which we all are encapsulated in our mother's energy right up until some point you know after B birth so many years later right conditioning and all that but uh I believe it was to be heavy spell work up until here lately because I have gang gang gang some
oh sorry I don't know if yall c y c in here because I'm very passionate and I'm very expressive so sorry I didn't mean interrup you we are allowed to cuss on here is all I'm saying Dad yes or
no yes or no can we cuss on here yes or no can we cuss what's up um but back to those cards and you said the last one was um the moon and then what is that the last
one oh what I was saying like with fear and like heavy spell work like I feel like maybe it's something I Was Made not to remember but I don't know for certain like I I don't I don't know I try to deep introspect because I'm all about that like all about self-healing
all about selflove SE self-recognition self-awareness selfhealing selfhealing like I love the deep dark depths of the most horrible feelings in rock bottoms you can go to because every walk rock bottom in life is a different feeling even if it's like a similar Rock Bottom you know at least you know what
it feels like because I feel like when we leave here you know like with feelings and emotions like we'll be able to take it with us kind of but not in a sense where it's so 3D in human fleshly form so I take the good and the bad and the ugly feelings and it's
like what's up big compared to L serious years became that actually spot on big but you know not not to Discount what you were saying uh lady up here I can't remember your name I apologize but I mean you know that's you deep
introspection you know like like that like I mean that's a great it really is a good point sorry yeah like I'm here to bring like spirituality of learning thyself and like down to earth like bringing spirituality down Earth kind of like JC the big Jesus Christ but you know his
message didn't get out clearly I I my opinion what was that name I didn't hear that what was that name my name no the person you just said Amy Amy J Jesus Christ oh okay
J I said I say J hi hi Harley brought you awesome what's up guys I didn't bring her I just said I was gonna go over here like you know Amy you know psych pych you know Amy like we a couple times yeah
awesome i' love having you guys here we have also Phoenix coming over oh Phoenix all right who's this Phoenix oh Remy listen listen Phoenix Phoenix Remy whatever your name is k was actually having we were having a conversation a real conversation so go ahead hey or k you were talking about
Jesus Christ JC as you called him we get back oh because we were talking about like I'm here to bring like self aware Ness self love like and like spirituality like down to earth like from the Heavenly rooms like I am always been very tapped in
since young and I must add I just kind of learned even though I've had a child that's 14 years old now but um then I'm R native but my grandmother from my dad so my dad's mom me and her have the same birthday as well is my mom's mom so my both my grandmothers we all have the
same birthday well okay I know that you said you earlier that you were Taurus so could I ask for your birthday because I'm a hay Taurus c yeah I'm hardcore Taurus I love Taurus I dislike Taurus mels they really just I'm a taus I love being a tour I'm in May 9th taurus May
2body is a everybody in my family literally like on both sides give and take you know um is Taurus females and I have some cousins and uncles that and new cousins that are Taurus um but it's like Taurus everybody's a Virgo and all like my baby daddy and like everybody
else's Aquarius and like friends and well I want to say friends well acquaintances now or used to be friends like Aquarius boy or guys and girls boys and girls boys and girls but it's like all
Virgo Aquarius and Taurus full gang all the way love
it you Taurus yeah yeah my my mom was too yeah my my mother is um a a Bewitched Taurus I will say I'm coming to learn she's like my
a yeah so but she's like May 15th but oh mine mine was my mom's was May 14th yeah I love I love being a May baby I love it and I love food and everybody's a May baby so you know everybody's getting together and everybody's celebrating with food so
that's why to celebrate birthdays is for food damn right good food I can get that I don't celebrate birthdays actually anymore so I'm like all ritual like no like holidays tattooing I don't know because it's still like a blood sacrifice now if
I think about it I mean what I've traded for tattoos like I'm completely since my dad died last year like my outl look on a lot of things has been coming to light as well as um a lot of darkness and principalities and demons that I have
slayed see my strong arm spiritual warfare kind of thing I but seriously we not fight the war with flesh and blood we fight against the powers principalities and things like that do I don't know if you recall because you are on here all the time but this is like my third fourth time maybe you know getting on here first time on
camera but excuse me yeah we don't fight against I mean like I said I've always been Captain um but I think everybody else has kind of known that in my life except me because it's I'm me I'm an only child so I love that I love being a
tourist and I love being an only child like I've literally walked alone never lonely my whole life thus far and I believe in miracles and I believe my whole rest of my life is going to be completely opposite than I could
ever even imagine and I'm so ready but I'm not ready but I'm so ready but um like two times ago for me anyways like um I got on here and I literally was battling I tell you physically
with my spiritual eyes completely open trying to shut them in the flesh two weeks ago like to thank you Harley dad um the demon as modius and the demon B and um followed me like around my whole life my dad fought with
them I know hardcore especially the last encounter before he died last January um January 20th today February 20th but anyways um like I seen him I mean he's got a lot to do with it too but when I say the
demon as modius like Prince Of or Lord of flies you know like and bells AB like seriously like hardcore like that's coming out of my mouth right now yeah but you know
that because of the power of unconditional love that I it sounds so crazy I feel I've never felt this before so I'm excited I'm like I've never felt crazy that's not the feeling I them say but I feel elevated
like it hasn't come out of my mouth but here it goes like like it like demons can come like obsessed and I've always prayed for the enemy and the the oppressor and the opposer and the evil and the devil and I've always
prayed for them too and I give them props because they're so strategic like a I mean really think about the enemy's plans think about what you see on the news and and think like I always think about movies since I was little like them movies are like 40 years ahead of us and you know how long it takes to make a movie and all the depth they got to go to Just conjure it up on paper and
then get all these people and yada yada yada like crazy so strategic so well planned so you know what I'm saying like predetermined and it blows my mind until you realize you have to play a fool to fool a fool thinks they
fooling you and bit you in the game but you go you got to know how it's played so you you can be ready for the Ops you know but it's just yeah I've always fault I guess you'd say alone but never
lonely like you ain't got to get ready if you always stay ready you know this is crazy and being an only child like said I love it so it's like I'm a little prideful right now with my gang gang
Slay Slay slaying like seriously but my headon other people Slay Slay their demons as well so now it's just you come slay My Demons because honestly I I need a Ally I I need a Ally come seriously come help me
slave My Demons right I I remember one time one of my Awakenings right because I'm we're always in my opinion always Awakening right we i' I've lived and died many times this lifetime like I used to think it was like many multiple Strokes can't put it past it like or past me but like literally like the old versions of
ourselves and I'm all I have killed myself suicide like listen first don't say that don't say that word I can help you die too I can help you and cut ties and kill yourself kill everything
uning algorithm un unsubscribe from live government of anything that serves you no good in life like I'm good at at at unal Living all that within my leg my leg was a my leg was dragging me down so I got rid of that thing so that's all right hey and you know
what that's exactly what I used to say I don't know the Bible verse but maybe it's not to be honest I have no idea but I used to always say even if it's my mom come to find out it is my mom she is my a God love her God if she if that was my right arm and it served me no good I would cut cut that
off you know what I'm saying I would sever that and come to find out that's exactly but that's that's a figurative cover that's a figurative St it was a literal St I mean yeah but I mean she's we create our own Devils we create our own
demons just like a thought comes to life like a go like you know whatever job or you know whatever anything that comes to thought you're going to give it more power more energy to become a an entity or become something physical within
ourselves whether it's element or cancer or you know anything like it it just we create our own devils and so I just don't know I mean really create lot of devils are are thrust upon us right I mean yeah we can
create our own Devils we can however yeah a lot of devils are BL well and so it me from the say I just want to say Amy had to go Amy much Amy Amy good friend of mine she's awesome I think through this conversation that we're having like yeah
we can create our own Devils but a lot of devils are thrust on us and you're talking a lot about your bloodline and your mom like I mean so there's there's a lot of lot of backstage obviously that we don't know about like a lot of stuff in your life that we obviously don't know about and we couldn't unless you I'm so happy for doing this I'm sorry I'm so happy doing this site for for my first time because
my voice is meant to be heard and this is an inch closer even an inch and I'll take it because there is fear there for me I mean fair enough thank youch for being cool oh you're welcome what I just say honestly I think it's
great this this this the first time you've been on a a panel like this or on camera on social media in the morning well 3 o'clock for you it's only 12 o'clock for me but I'm not that far however like here too well turn you got a heater I mean I'm I'm sitting
outside I got my jacket on so I mean it's like 19 de 36 degrees oh it's a 36 degrees here but I'm sitting outside although you actually look at you I it's just camera I thought you had the most support post like I do but it was just the way your camera was not I'm in a bedroom I have a good book I have a good
book to recommend about spiritual warfare it's called pigs in the Parlor and it's got a lot of really good information Pig well why don't we come on here and we have a piggy parlor post I don't know session because these demons sometimes
these demons are also you know aspects of our our own psyche of our own self and then we we turn into demons and then it's like but really we can we can also there's for every demon there's like an angel that you can call upon that will um that will help that will help to uh because we are here in the 3D realm and it's all about Duality and it's never
going to not this is funny because you know like the infinity symbol yeah you were talking about your eyes earlier mine are always just full of because I am the and we I talk I take I
regurgitate I reflect I give I try to physically like not great at not going to lie but every other kind of I'm good at do you understand said the infinity symbol literally my book is going to be the out the out housee because
everything you could talk about all day about I mean and it referred to anything a whole conversation about meaning so many different words and you people would understand the show but my book is going to be called the ouse well one one part of it one series
of it anyway but yeah the out housee cuz some floats some sinks some some you know what I'm saying like I've been a bottom theater I knew but everybody serves their purpose in life but going back to the infinity symbol or like the snake eating its tail right you know we talking about Duality here in
the 3D world like it's like I don't know what it is but it's it's significant in history for something but it's like people that are literally like on all fours and it's like face to ass face to ass like I saw that movie Once I wouldn't
recommend to watch I don't know what it is but I've seen on like some kind of real or something a short video on here but look I guess everybody just likes eating ass like because we're the here on Earth right because the infinity symbol the snake eating his tail like love eating ass however however I will say like you
you won't let any of be comments right like we one one I make a comment or pych make a comment or Amy made a comment or made a comment you're just like oh yeah then you just keep rolling over us and just doing your own thing which is fine I mean you know this is your first time up here I guess are you yelling at me social media no I'm not yelling not y
trust me if I was yelling you know listen no I don't generally tend to yell too often um but every now and then I do I mean we all do we're all human right I'm just saying as someone that you're new to this platform and new to putting your face in your your voice out there right on an actual live cam or a live panel you're kind of new to this I've
been doing it for and something like that well and and we welcome you like it's awesome that you're doing this that you got the courage to come up here and do this however you also need to understand oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to let the middle of my sentence interrupt
the beginning of yours but um damn that sounded way better in my head this is the first time in life I've like talked with my voice like literally like talked out loud about anything in life I'm 30 years old like I've always been silent
and observant and obedient and just I mean I literally have I'm I'm T I'm feeling out how the words roll off my tongue and how they taste coming out of my mouth because I understand that however like I've said multiple times tonight like you're doing this for the first time and we applaud you we really do and we want to we want to give power
to your voice and what you have to say we really do however when other people are talking you tend to roll over us and I mean it's it's it's a thing it's probably also because I can't hear about you all with like my earpiece because I just have one in too so sorry but yeah comments I
mean say everyone in the in the in the chat is like really appreciating the conversation though and really appreciating yeah sometimes there's audio problems and we can't you know we like there'll be different problems like that I think we can all U can all understand each other though and uh yeah I do be doing that a lot though so my
bad I mean I recognize it but until I like I don't because I think I do get excited um but um Jake I know I know there's a latency there's a delay to streamyard to you to YouTube I understand the latency like I said I've been live streaming for a year and a half now
somewhere right around there again I'm not the expert I'm the best person to talk about this however I do also tend to talk over people it does happen but it's literally anytime I've been like oh okay that's awesome you're you're you're new here like we'd like to let you and then she start talk I mean it does happen I understand yeah I do
apologize but um and you don't I don't want to make Sor I mean I literally have never talked to anyone like I've so like I said the S like you and your kitties like you just don't know the tears that I cried the first night like
you have no idea like I cry all the time but they're beautiful joyous cries like seriously I'm very thankful I mean seriously my gratitude goes a long way you hear me I pay with my gratitude
that's the only way I can tithe I have nothing but my soul my heart my faith and my unconditional love and gratitude and all that so the most high knows that and I just want you to know that thank you very very sweet and I love I love uh love having you both both of you here
and like you know I'm like a I'm very blessed to have like you know I've been my panel's been called talk talk and people say oh your show is too crazy and stuff like that I think my Show's like really has the most amazing people that come on I've been I've been porn bombed I've been Gore bombed I've been um like
language bombed and stuff like that and and all that kind of stuff but all that all the negativity has pretty much gone away and it's just like people that think my panel's toxic and they and they and they uh they give up on my show and stuff like that they're missing out because it's like really such amazing convers amazing people and I love having my show and that's why I'll I'll be on for seven
hours tonight or even eight hours you know it's like if I need if I whoever people people have St to say and you do use you know next I can't remember your name like you guys do do your thing get get get your own platform whatever even if it's just coming on other people's platforms other people's Channel not PL I shouldn't say that
other people's channels and that's don't you don't have to go live you have to do your own on your own channel come up on other people's panels and do this sh have to learn how to love money like and make money like I I do the correct way because I feel
so uninfused I know I have to have it I used to have normal you know bills or money circumstances I'm not going to say problems like concern like just every day
you know normal you need with money right and and a home and a child and I've had nothing for years and not because I chose but now it's like I don't know how to have a relationship with money especially like even getting on here and it started
because it helped because when you need shampoo or you run out of one thing you run out of everything right and this is that I mean honest like so getting on here is is sa your channel is a great platform for me anyways to say and um you know to to get confidence to open up
to do this like but then I think about like money and I I need to know how to want it of course I want it but it's like you know well you got this Taurus energy Taurus is Venus right and so
also yeah my son's in Venus yeah yeah yeah my son is is Taurus and also my um Venus son is wait the Venus rul ven rules Venus rules Taurus you have to check what it is on your chart
but might be might be where your sun sign is but um it is yeah it is okay so it's in the same house yes that's what I was yeah yeah um but you know Rel with money like money like the the universe is abundant there's Law of Attraction and it's like you made it this far you know it's like you're able to to to survive
and you're and everything but you want more abundance right and you want to be able to like not be you know money you know they say money is like the the they say the love of money is the root of all evil and stuff like that that's what it really is like the love of money is the root of all evil but money is not evil in itself it's basically an energy source right and we and we all need it to survive especially in this country
and stuff like that but I'm saying like for me it's like I'm I'm not very making I'm making some money um doing the live streaming and I'm about to be monetized and um and it it takes time and time and work but it's like I would say I recommend everyone start their own platform and everyone like but like how it goes is like you have to take step by
step I think it's a title thing for me like you know everybody's always titling everything and giving it this or that you know like a title I think there's some kind of fear or blockage or boundary there with me actually right now thinking about it like a title on something like I'm just
be free and love is free and you can give it to yourself and others and abundance will come like in great ways but it's just not tangible that I can see besides it within myself so I don't know anyways if you do what you love and then you Fe a way to monetize it because there's ways to monetize your your talents and like
because you know it's like and also if you offer services there's energy exchanges and stuff like that but you'll things things will happen it's like you know you can it's like but uh I'm a Capricorn you're a Taurus and uh and you know we're Earth signs and Earth signs are always able to survive you know it's like like we're we're com in this material world with with stuff you know it's like I just want to live yeah you
just want to live and it's like yeah not survive I just want to live but we are survivors right we are survivors and we've been through like things that are like difficult and we have survived difficult circumstances and stuff like that yeah we want you want to thrive you you want to get into the abundance but I see with that Ace of the wands and then the and the ace of cups is like there's gonna be some new passion and some new
happiness got Ace of Pentacles with um the other guy yeah so you got you got all these aces in the day you that's also like they're like also like seeds and they're Al but they're also all all of those cards are handed from the Divine and stuff like that it's all it's all so make sure you have a you know pray you know pray talk
to God and you know ask what you want right and uh reive correct right I just want to come correct just God heart God knows your heart and like and you have a good heart okay God knows your heart and so and he knows already before you ask for anything he knows what you what you
think before you think it okay and so God has entrusted in me a lot I have to say so you're exactly right right and and the world is we do live in a duality world and so we are in a in a mixture of spiritual and physical right and so we have like this Corporal part of ourselves that we need to survive and
feed ourselves and and to have like a Shel shelter over our head we also have the spiritual side and the spiritual side is living in the it's like basically the human the human body is like a house for the spirit like and see that's all I've really kind of ever been like you know now it's time for me to live like fully no tiptoes on no tiptoes
you know tiptoes down like all the way to the on the ground and grounded without you know just being so high up in Warfare I guess you say like but I Duality again like I've
seen I believe in miracles like I said I can't I feel like the next chapter and then the rest of my life which I'm going to be really old and I'm gonna have long gray hair I want long gray hair so bad that's how long I want to be around like
I just see myself with long gray hair like the wise woman what what next chapter of your life though what age do you see that next chapter of your life when you got the long hair what age are you looking at oh I mean maybe I've already had long gray hair I'm hoping I'm just like hoping it turns tomorrow I
don't know I just I would love that because did not answer my question okay sorry do I see do I see my next chapter yeah go ahead I don't like this what is this there's the mid
have horns up here what was your question hun she said what is your next phase of life okay so there's the maiden there when you're a young girl and then there's the mother when you're in your middle um the middle age and then there's a crone with the older woman and so he's asking when you
I've been here many last times so I mean I can't really say age is anything and that's really something that I mean I don't I mean it's okay to learn from people that are younger than you I mean and that's a big deal in my life
because that is something my mother needs to learn in this life but anyways like um when you talking about like physicality like actual this life time so you you said you you saw the next stage of your life you're you want to be the the woman that reaches the the old age that what age what age are you
thinking that's GNA happen for you obviously you can't predict it but what age are you thinking that's gonna happen for you like the next chapter or the gray hair like um either because they were both I mean they're not usually exclusive however I mean I I can't not think about it as a whole and think
about time being linear and like the world and everything like metaphysical like I can't not think about all the big picture because I just okay so are you gonna answer a question or like give an actual number well I mean just just a roundabout age that you think that might
happen for you with the long gray hair because I mean I you can't see really see it here and like because obviously I'm bald up here but I have long gray hair in my beard and so I thought I was G to just lay this stage of much later stage of my life was what I thought see now I'm thinking about like family and
hereditary and like I don't know I just want it I don't know I just want it like I I want it gray hair like regardless but huh I'll send you some of my gr hair I'll send you a lot all of my that's
totally fine but it has to be the most authentic of your gray hairs to be gray hair I with love or sent with love like really I mean was with love it was created by love because you know have children and I love them to death that they created my gray hair I'm also very
new that created lot anyway moving on sorry I don't have gray hair because I don't have kids right and 44 I just felt your brain and where it was going just then because I was going to say you just so pulled to me and then you stopped yourself like I felt that I did
what is your name I'm sorry I don't even know my name is psych awakens Tera no my my name is Harley dad on YouTube anyway my real name but yes my name is Harley dad oh sorry I had
bels wait did I just tell you my name and you burped mean no I was trying to though but it was a confirmation that that was actually your name but I didn't hear it sorry Harley dad that's just that's your name you don't have to say your real name my yes that
that some people on YouTube know my real name obviously unfortunately but it happens yes my YouTube name is Harley dad which is no I don't write a Harley it's a play of my children's names Harley sounds like a name so I have the hor and I have the Lee I have two children one daughter one son the hor
and the Lee and I am their dad so that's the name Harley D there you go nice um what is your middle name Robert what's your middle name Robert Robert Roberto
Roboto yeah um well aw that's a weird namey psych like said my son's name is syus and my dad is to always call him psycho I mean not all the time you know
but called psycho awakens half half the time or Jeffrey dmer or Green Goblin or awakens that's like the psycho out of my mind ran away a long time ago and this don't run don't skip don't hop don't join don't chase that psycho is gone so it's running around here
somewhere aw psyche awaken but so psyche is is actually the name of a of a Greek Demi goddess or goddess she eventually she eventually transformed into the butterfly became the goddess and she was Cupid's Cupid's wife Cupid's like true love and stuff she was actually the most beautiful found something out about
cupid in Mexico about when I was was dealing with as modius um a week or two ago something I read about where it stem okay Harley thank you for coming on tonight thank you you're awesome thanks for yelling at me you can I never once
even raised my voice first of all no that's okay listen I I apprciate me up everybody in chat good to meet yall yall have a Harley Dad thank you for coming to the show tonight hope see you all again soon yeah have a blessed night thank you yeah he's a cool guy everybody off
basically no you're fine it's basically like you know you pull you pull the the girl you like in in school's hair and stuff like that you know it's like so I think it's all all in all in fun right and so I don't get it you don't get it well it's yeah I don't know I think I think he like thought you were cool and stuff like
that and then you know but not that cool like I'm always like y'all are way too cool I can't hang that means deuces I got to go I'm not cool I'm just full of I meant the just joking it was another joke it's okay make those jokes I hope everyone's
having a good night tonight I'm coming up on like my last 15 minutes of the show and so um I have a nice seven hour stream if I get if I get too much over seven hours I me YouTube will just delete the stre seven you've been on here for seven or all together yeah 6 hours 46 minutes 13 seconds
to consistently oh well yeah i' I I try to do and I was on two hours earlier this morning I'm he was asking about my watch hours like why I'm not monetized yet I'm at like 2200 2300 watch hours I need to H to 3,000 I have all my subscribers I need um but I love uh but basically I just love streaming and and so I'm just
having a fun uh fun night I've always had I've had over 10 people in the chat consistently the whole night there a lot of people coming in um really having a fun time on YouTube and I love doing this as cats running around got I got still got more more Twisted Teas I'm only on my numberers think this is my
number one two three four five I Su six but U so yeah do you usually drink the Twisted Teas or do you usually drink and I don't mean anything by that but I'm just asking I guess I do I do like to I do like I have sober days I have sober days and I like I have morning streams
where I'm sober and stuff like that I do like to indulge at night and I like to have um you know fun panels but sometimes I just drink a little bit too much last time I drank too much I I was had a bad day I was emotional it made it worse I said things I regret um yeah I love you Susan Susan I will
contact you on on on Discord privately Susan about your last question and stuff like that but yeah um I was drinking a lot of vodka last year but I get a bottle of vodka and I drink the whole thing I just have it with orange juice and stuff like I drink a whole two bottles of orange juice or whatever and have vodka and then I would wake up and then I'd be like people would be mad at me people still get mad at me I'm very
misunderstood person sometimes but I do find like um you know yesterday I had all these people get mad at me for some trivial reason and and they're supposed to be my friends for a long time and and uh Time To Love Yourself back to life right and I don't know about the vka
stages but I can definitely tell in the spirit that or your spirit that it's a lot more spirited um vers Now versus the Vodka right time does that make sense yeah because I'm much better mood when I
drink the Twisted Teas and like I drink like Voodoo Rangers and and sometimes there's stronger beers than other times but when I was drinking the vodka I would get just stupid and I would just I would get it would be like a darker kind of drunk you know and so I haven't drank vodka all year I just have I had my on my birthday I had a couple mixed drinks like I had like a like you know mixed
cocktails on my birthday but other than that I've just been drinking some beer teas are not even very strong you can only 5% alcohol um and I'm trying to drink it with like some other teas and stuff like that I'm not going to try to drink the whole 12pack I'm just remember my probably last one because I literally
hate pissing I like was always a server which I'm very good at but you know I get too caught up in people's energy or they get caught up in my energy and talk a lot but time is money you're on everybody else this time I literally on God I haven't said that
like I don't know I'm not going to say ever but on god like oras people say what is it you like dead ass or some I don't know I'm dead ass right now like I've gotten fired for taking a and then got rehired two days later I'm not kidding like
yeah you're on everybody else's time you don't get to the restroom room like literally got fired for being gone like minutes we all do that every day you know this is this is Mr trick no we don't we don't all do
that every day like it's so messed up oh I know mine just jumped in my lap I don't know what she ate last but God damn me a cute cute cute cat girl he means to me a girl cat oh girl girl dog CH would like your dog though he's very he's very loving he's very um he's the
cat that like all the other cats running High when anybody comes in the house he's always the one like coming out and like jumping on their lap and just being sweetheart that's what I was trying the other day I posted a picture of somebody that came to my we he came last year and uh and Trix jumped in his lap and I just thought it was a cute picture because Trix loved him so much and it was just like and I put in the pet section but
then I I put stuff about I had a boyfriend at the same time and then the like thought I was talking about them and then everyone everyone got mad at me about it it's really really stupid trivial things not a reason to end the year-long friendship with people which these people did with me um I'm not mentioning any names U I'm not um not mad about it you look forward to message about yeah I will suan I'll probably do
it tomorrow morning because I want to be in like a better a better like you know Silver State of Mind so I'll do it tomorrow morning but yeah I got you it's 12:34 on her me me too 12:34 on Alicia Rose's Club do you ever have you ever like lucid dream or do you dream a lot I do remember them because I love dreams I
love I will sleep for day I can sleep let me tell you I can sleep if I want to just for my dreams I I I love to dream too and it's like I also if I play something on YouTube if I play like either certain channels I'll dream about them I have dreamed in cartoon two times is that not
weird as that's that was weird to me I was coloring a lot then is the only thing I can think of I actually just researched this like four days ago like why would it like oh CU you watch cartoons yeah I loved 90s cartoons they were the I'm an 89
baby right 89 I was born but the 90s freaking cartoons were the but that is not going to be why I randomly dreamed in cartoon when I did only thing I could think of is I was coloring with gel pins a lot like but that was so Random I mean if I could find some if I
could story tell better which maybe now that I talk in life and I hear my own voice maybe I can I don't know and I'm not even kidding about that but I could explain to somebody my dream because it was kind of like Dr Susi but not so much like with
more of a like I guess a edge I don't know like if if I could explain it I could in detail and somebody draw it out like I swear it'd be it'd be be it' be pretty cool the the other night I had I was I was lucid dreaming because I was like I was like I felt myself with my
eyes closed like laying down sleeping so I was like this is a dream but then I was like dreaming very vividly and so it was like kind of like it was a lucid dream but the last part of the lucid dream was I something glass broke and then I took all the pieces of glass and I put them in my mouth and then I was like I was like oh no if I if I swall
this glass it'll cut up all my organs inside and stuff and so I started like took out my tongue and I started pulling pieces of glass shards like out of my tongue like one by one and I felt all the glasses in back my throat I was like to swallow you put them in your mouth and then were taking them out yeah and pulling it out so do you think dreams
are significant um in ways besides just our subconscious mind so this guy BTR he's one of my mods he was like saying oh something bad's gonna happen and that day I I started saying stupid things and I said stuff I regret and stupid things and it just like that's kind of like the tongue you know and it's like it's kind of like I did but I did to myself and stuff like
that but I didn't swallow it because that would have really hurt me so I was trying to pull them out one by one I was just pulling and I woke up like with my throat all dry and my my mouth all dry and stuff like that but he was he was right I I it was something about I should have washed my mouth I should have like been more careful because I did it to myself and stuff like that um
but yeah the the dreams are very symbolic there's a lot of significance I yeah it kind of uh kind of put my foot in my mouth too that day but kind of lost some good friendships yeah love yourself back to life not saying you're not alive or what
however you want to take it get you know take it how it resonates but I said those words the other day like I've Loved myself back to life in so many ways and I love that that came out of my mouth like how how can you love yourself back to life how
can I show up or you poal you y'all anybody show up in your life like isn't it time for me to show up in my own life like I've always been turned in and turned up you know like tapped in being
an only child um walking alone my whole life but never lonely but it's time for me to show up in my life you know it not be about everyone else as in defending myself but from everyone else you know I don't play checkers and I don't play chess I play Connect 4 with um guess who
cards so I'm just saying that's what I say I actually said I don't play checkers or I don't play chess I I play Connect Four I said I've said that quote before and that's like that's not like a real quote that's like I just figured out that that's always what's come to my mind in my mind's eye or my the back of my mind like every
time I hear the word this this isn't Checkers it's chess or we play chess whatever that saying is I played chess one time oh it was a huge deal and all I had left and was defending was the queen queen of Pence um King it whatever but it was my
whole life like that I was being taught how to play at one time and I was done I was over it and I didn't care to win I don't care to fight back but when I have to you better watch out I got even really have to do a lot it's just it's
just just crazy but yeah like I just found it out probably like a month ago and laughed at myself so hard because I don't play checkers either another Duality like I've been playing Connect 4 with guess who freaking cards like you know the game Guess Who like with the I swear that's
exactly what come to my mind and I could not stop laughing at my damn self but that is literally me I don't play J Jers I play conect 4 oh that's funny and life life life can be like a game too and it's like but
it's like it's serious it's very serious but it's also temporary and learn and you're about it's about play and it's about having having fun and like not taking things too seriously even though things do get serious sometimes right but uh I'm basically always extra
deep and serious like I'm you know like basic or extra I'm basically always extra deep in some serious so let's talk about it well you know it's I'm I'm I'm extra to sometimes and I was like I was extra the other day I get emotional I I have
my Mars in the first if you know about as I have Mars in my first house in aquarius so I have I have this like Warrior mentality and so when I get trolls it's like and people are like oh don't feed the trolls and stuff like that but I like to wrestle with the trolls and I I I like to and I'll stand up for myself I learned I learn how to stand up for
myself basically plus it's all about like maybe they'll learn something too like you know what I'm saying right we we want to learn we want to learn like learn what like go like learn the knowledge you're attracted to there's so much to learn there's so many beautiful things
yes if I could just mother my son like I swear oh my God the was I mean even in like schools like y'all you were talking about history earlier and history books and like I was never interested
like ever in or reading a book which like I like reading these days uh I do but it's in what I'm interested in and what I'm coming to find out I'm interested in which is just you know whatever that comes out during the day because I love
learning I love learning I love learning too and if you like how I started my channel was I was like I want to do a Tarot Channel like basically here's how it went the story was I just discovered live streams like a ago and I was like I'd love to do this I would love to be I started sh on YouTube I was very very shy I'm very introverted person
naturally so I started just going to to live streams I didn't say anything in the chat for a long time and I started talking in the chat and then I started um becoming a mod in the chats and then I started um going on to open panels and then I like started my own channel then I started putting videos on where I was
like not showing my face and I was just making little pre-recorded videos and then right those still get out there though you know right and go step like really yeah it's like you don't have to like jump into like doing live panels right away like seriously I I'm not one
to jump yeah like I'm very very I'm like a frolicking ferna Dad okay I'm a bull but I'm a frogging fern dad like but also there's remember if there's Ferdinand the Bull too Ferdinand the Bull he was very romantic he like
that's where I got that I think like right like the a children's book or show or something like a maybe a Frolic what what's up Michael yeah and it's like but you know um life is about like like I have a friend her name is deep oceans
deoo she's she's like a little bit older lady and she was like oh I'll never no one will watch my channel if I started a channel like I'm I'm I'm she had all these I'm too old to start a channel she had all these all these things telling her not to do it and then she like started it and then she was able to get meet all these people like that's just like my channel it's like you you
there's people out there that are looking for you that that are like that love what you yeah and and I guess like um yeah there is fear there for some reason and I I want to know but how I'm going to know
unless I start doing to know you know like and I love figuring out like I love it like sometimes can go in a rabbit hole too obsessive but when I love that I love figuring it out like for myself because that's all we can do right
Wonderland cat Ela went had her cat and went to the rabbit the rabbit's hole and and then I don't say rabbit I always say Looney Tune hole so my Acid Trip definitely helped me with my spiritual death and Awakening not going to lie because I set my intentions but it was
it was just amazing but I always say Looney Tune hole I was show shown that like I was shown here you can just throw the little black hole in the Looney Tunes you know just throw it and jump in come out and like it's infinitive it's just like eating ass or the snake snake eating it
tail you you get it anyways but um yeah it was like crazy I loved I loved my Acid trip I did I it was meant for me but um and everything I refer to like I always go back to Looney Tunes like
seriously like and I like I like the Looney Tunes cartoons like Bugs Bunny and like the classic L I like the Animaniacs which is the more maybe more 90s of it right I grew I'm all about all like all the Disney movies all kid movies I got I mean I'm not up to spar these days but
movies I've always understood since I was young like I just like how couldn't it be real why it movies are documentaries no matter what kind of movie it is all documentaries you can't pull something out straight out of your woohoo from nowhere you can't you cannot it come
from something it would come from gathered from many places like you can't it's just movies trip me out they do they trip me out and then the effort put into making oh my God so why can't it be real yeah they're all documentaries it's crazy me he me me Nick Nick is a really
cool guy right hi Nick really cool guy I'm from the Philippines he's from the Philippines yeah Nick Nick Nick I'm sorry last night too like Nick I was kind of rude to you and I was like really having a bad night and like
that it's okay I want I that's tripping me out the Philipp people are very forgiving people you you know I have a friend from the Philippines and when I met her like she helped me more than any like my my
my my dad also passed away last year he had Filipino nurses and he like he loved his Filipino nurses and they loved they they loved him they're like very kindhearted compassionate people and uh but so I I me this lady from the Philippines and she has her own live stream and and all she does is like help people get subscribers and things like that she the only reason I have so many subscribers right now is because she she
helped me with it oh yeah um I remember what some some thought was leading up to what you said a minute ago because you were talking about you know how you started out and everything and like don't just jump into it and I said I don't jump but anyways um and asked you about like how did you how did it work out for you like even
you know like doing a blank screen and then still talking and stuff right right well you you can go to my um go to my videos is it on this channel yeah it's and it's tell psyche and Cupid that was my first story because my name is psyche and I tell the I tell the myth of psyche
and Cupid and I I went out I walked by the rocks and I sat by the ocean and I just told the story I was pretty pretty drunk that night and stuff like that but I just told the story of cupid and psyche as best as I could remember it because I love to tell mythology and I a Storyteller too that's my stories my channels about telling stories and about tarot and about my cat
and also open panels and meeting people right and so um see I'm just not good at like my phone serves me like I don't I guess this fear I guess comes from to like responding to people like I think I've heard you like two maybe three times like even tonight
um say hey I'll you know message you personally on Discord Discord or you know get back to you blah blah blah like I'm not good at that like phone serves me none of the communication like I don't text I don't talk I don't get calls thank God especially from the quack calls from the insurance that's I
mean seriously but also like that has to do with gangstalking and tapping my phone anding my number but anyway like I don't want to do all that I just want to get on here I don't don't I'm on a I'm on like a $40 phone I'm on a $40 cell phone
that's what I that's what that's my show tonight I'm just on a $40 cell phone so maybe some technical glitches and stuff like that un expensive phone I have an iPad that iPad doesn't work anymore for audio and stuff like that I can't use that I just use that to like check the chat and stuff like that but I'm on a $40 phone you're you're you have you have your camera up you have your audio working fine I'm saying just like
actually responding like I just I don't like right now like I just don't like I think about it and there's fear there because I don't want to do it like I can't even text back anybody like they're like why don't you text me back and I'm just like I just don't not that I don't feel it's just like not a part of my life right now like I can't exp my
recommendation is is start going start going just like you start typed in chats and you're active in the chat and we're talking in the chat just go to other chats and just talk in the chat eventually you'll graduate to open panels where you can open Panel just you are now you already graduated than I mean and how simple are those words to
say and it's kind of common knowledge but just being told that simply being told is helpful for me because I don't know so thank you welcome yeah it's like you know you know I mean it's kind of silly I feel kind of silly but you you get where I'm coming from like of course
like just okay I like it it's okay I feel silly I don't mind like I'm just saying something as simple as that that's kind of common knowledge like and I don't know you don't know until you know you know right so but I'm question I know and then it's like when someone says it I'm like oh yeah and
it's like I just like it it makes sense right and then it's and I wish I yeah like had some you know people to just talk to and tell me little simple things like that of common knowledge too feel silly but so yeah a I'm loving on myself right now sorry it's like first time first time
experiencing this emotion but anyways that's me that's where I'm kind of a geek so many people that come on the panel that say this is their first panel they ever did and they were just inspired to go on the panel because they see other people coming on the panel and talking and it's like friendly place and it's like you know I will always treat you well like I will seriously it's like I I all my friends I treated well and and
even those friends that left me and stuff like that I never did anything mean to them or that is like you can treat me well but the authenticity behind it regardless is how you're treating yourself Nick that looks kind of wrong look at Nick right now Nick it looks like looks kind of wrong I don't
know you mad bro what's going Nick what's going on you see you saw you saw Nick that looks kind of wrong it's okay it's okay expression creativeness um
no yeah my channel is like all about freedom and even though I yeah Nick Nick Nick come on about to get really turned on right now you easy killer what are you talking
about I don't know good it is good for everyone so Nick tell us something good we don't know tell us something good they don't know about you today tell us something we don't know about you tell us something good we don't know about you
today nck is a little bit he's a little bit of a chaotic energy to him sometimes and he's really he's a creative person been sitting on my ass too much my my back start hurt like right down here and my lower back K last last year he got arrested because he was dressed like Santa and he like yelled at the
police and there's like a video of him getting arrested dressed as Santa Claus last year last December and stuff like that and was that fun I me yeah that's Co I guess I mean the rest the Philippines I'm all thinking I'm he's not really in the
Philippines he's an America thinkes matter where it is but it's not well I got arrested I got arrested um in 2018 and I went to county jail for a few days it was it was a lot of fun I had I just spent a weekend in jail basically I from Tennessee I was in jail in New
Mexico uh for 21 days and then got expedited like I had to go to I had to go to bodk jail which is uh Albuquerque bodk and then expedite me back to Tennessee first time on a plane
in handcuffs like a g okay with like a XXX times XXL big ass jacket trying to cover up my handcuffs so I'm just like this jacket is like more obvious than me walking around in handcuffs like but the people that brought me home they bought me TGI Fridays at the uh Dallas airport
and they let me uh I had like a little mix drink they bought me a new like gel bag because mine was just like a mesh bag thrown over my shoulder they bought me cigarettes they were awesome and then boom with sitting on the rock that
sucked it was an experience though experience my my my weekend like I had a I had a boyfriend I made in jail and he like I got someone made me a ROM sandwich they all like wanted me to yeah I was like laying out like I had six and a half hours left before Tennessee come and got me right and I was getting let
out at at 12:00 at night and I was laying outside on a sheet CU I just got done playing basketball because me and the guys were trading out like you know like uh food and cookies and the basketball and popcorn that's what it was and I just got done playing
basketball I was laying out in the sun on a sheet on the basketball court because I was pretty much there by myself the whole time besid give her take there was like two three girls that come and went anyways and Tennessee come got my ass and I have like six hours six and a half hours left I was all
but uh oh and I had to say that you know like I never really thought about it but you see it in the movies the Black and White Strip gel suits yeah they had brand new ones that were extra small that looked like Scrubs but black they were so
cute they was I it was so cute I mean everything I was like can I take at least some pants on no definitely not I but these these had me working like putting in people in the computers for them when I was there and it's like a Penitentiary like a prison you know in New Mexico but yeah I mean I
was taking pictures of like tattoos and and putting stuff in the computers and I was working for food but you know but um yeah because I was the only person there for pretty much you know it was badass but those those J were so cute so cute I loved them like no you can't have I was like but they're extra
small you ever SE the movie Oh Brother Where Art Thou have you seen that movie oh brother yeah yeah me of the other one um uh what is the one I just with the big black dude and he's all Michael Michael Michael Clark Duncan
right's like he's like he smashes the like the one dude's mouse or what the green mileen yeah Green Mile that movie minute a
game I think you guys speak the same language too you gang gang right I mean I have I'm just very expressive I'm very expressive and basically always extra it's okay I'm actually sometimes too and some people can't handle my
handle my energy I've gone in discords before do you karaoke sorry I love to I love Koke I do too I was about to just spit something just now and I was all wait hold up but yeah like I'm always very deep and very serious but I am I think I'm I'm have fun with me y'all
were talking about that earlier too with um the girl from Canada that was on she was talking about it yeah I have I do good up on myself but I have fun up on myself like I've learned that I was my own best friend like for real right yeah
and that is way cool but uh yeah karaoke I can see you karaoke I mean I love to sing I love I you know I'm like a I'm very I'm musical I don't play instruments that well and stuff like that I don't have no I wish I do you know like reading music is like I
sat and thought about it like two weeks ago and it's come to my mind like a couple more times since then like okay first of all uh John John Mayor oh and Keith Urban the song because I love me some guitar right or Metallica even like just
guitar just just by itself I mean but my song oh I just can't like thinking about it right now I'm just I can't even get it out John Mayor and Keith Urban it's a live concert and it's called um um Galaxy well son of a of course
I talk about it and I can't remember what it's called you got too L now I gotta look it up but anyways John John Mayer can play some guitar but just think about reading music reading music and and
notes and knowing that kind of language like damn that's some tapped in too and where' he go um I been watching uh like like the noways or new days like beatboxing and like all these
noises and notes and sounds that one can I was talking about beatboxing too like how people can create all this with themselves like oh my God I thought I was in in a way but that is on another level and knowing how to play guitar or
like read music damn like that is that amazes me like I'm so jelly show her one of your RS like my little Kim rap no your rap where you bust out and and you show her
all your talent and you're like oh I'll R hold on oh my they blow people away that's what people come for the r right I mean throw me at a few Blue double stack triple or triple stack blue
neck lady exy pills and I will spit that was back then I'm just saying like this girl's been been been on the that side and served my purpose and come out but man every once I had a Michael Michael's
here say hi my friend Michael this is K Nick is here what's up Michael nice to meet you K first time I see you first time seeing me too first time really my girlfriend's here too but she's
on hey girlfriend's she she's documenting Michael's a really awesome guy I know Michael I met Michael I think I met Michael on Benny's chat yeah I met you on Benny's chat you know Benny Benny Bronco and uh he was and then I like um
I met him on the panel and he was a cool guy and then i i r other panels that's the thing it's like when you go on panels you will like run into like the same chat a lot of people panel the same people are all these different panels and you'll like they like you'll find someone there that will vouch for you and say oh this guy's cool and and so what do you mean find someone there
that will vouch for you well when I went to one panel the other night I was on it was um it was it's called money 420 and then I came in and they're like oh this guy's a porn bomber this I don't I don't trust this guy I'm not gonna bring him up and someone says no he reads tarot cards and I've seen this guy on other panels and he's really cool let let him on the panel and stuff like so they like they they'll recognize you and they'll
say this guy's cool like yeah they recognize you but maybe not see you or they wouldn't have made like a comment like that you know there's a lot of there's a lot of porn bombers out there there's like because this just um K if you don't know like there's something called porn bombing where it's like you know they will like come up on your panel and
they'll just thr a porno and stuff like that so they want you to get a strike or they want your channel oh okay I didn't know that's exactly what you said I guess I did not hear that yeah well it's a learning it's a learning experience definitely because it still happens to me and stuff because I have open Panel people will come on they'll say things
or do things to try to get you your channel banned instead like that I just I've been pretty good like I just learned a lot any and all things that's like a bit much but a bit I don't like wow happened to me 25 times or more you
know it's like where it's like I let someone on the panel and they'll do something against because YouTube has an algorithm where it has AI analyzing everything right it's not necessarily yeah but like for what who thinks of of this to do like that's crazy like I know that's what it
is also find the trolls in every chat and the trolls will come in every chat and they they'll like try to like bring the energy down or try to where the energy vampire right he's got a tail Swift do better not be tail does she have a milk mustache or who hell wait who is
that is that whatever what's her name I what's her name Swift yes jack off in Taylor swip's face Taylor just kidding I'm so not kidding actually you want me to porn bomb you right
now no there's a girl name Noel that she p a sweatshirt like twice in one night and it's like she poor mom it was very
disturbing I have to delete my stream and stuff like that but usually I be okay I've not got one strike on my channel yet or or I won't ever I'm not gonna say yet I'm never gonna get a strike because I know how to like take care of that I don't mind ending My Stream if there's like a porn bomb and stuff like that I can always like private it no Flags everything I didn't do I
don't do anything wrong so basically they'll figure out that I'm not do anything wrong basically everyone else being extra right right I mean there's extra and then there's like extra evil like some people are extra evil and they they're just like they're me extra senseless and
needing attention Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick just show us and nipples Okay no Okay to can you milk me or whatever it says in that movie you guys having fun K's super cool K's super cool yeah
K's super cool in my chat and cool when I'm not real deep or maybe I'm not cool when I'm not deep I don't know I I think I'm still tasting words and flavor you know seeing different flavors when the words come out of my mouth like
literally I've never talked like really 35 years only child like I've always been introspective I guess right I'm an introvert your own voice and you know what I learned the other day like when you go through stages in life and like different chapters and versions of ourselves right that like
every chapter of our life Demands a different version of ourselves so I say but anyways like your voice like it's so interesting like you're you you can go to like a a voice specialist and I say that because like you know how in songs like you can reverse it back and it says like some other probably
demonic right but I'm thinking like since I have a lot of stuff going on legally like with my dad's death and all this and who I am and my voice like reverse speech in court and law and the government because it's really like subconscious like in a lot of like um
the presidents and like people of government and stature like like that like status like you can replay back like on YouTube and you know if what it says like in the background but it's really like a subconscious like narrative that's kind out when it's played backwards unless
it's so strategic by imp planted by the enemy or the powers that be on purpose you know what I'm saying to begin with does that make sense exactly does that make sense guys take the prisoners asking do we know each other before here so yes I know Michael before here and I know Nick from before I've met them on other panels and their shows and things that's
how that's really how that's how I met most of the people in the chat and uh and K got my channel and so now K and I are new friends and she's a friend of the channel now okay and K if you can comment in the chat I'll make you a mod and stuff like that you can be you can have your first I don't know if you've been modded before but it's basically you can just um just me you're a fan your friend of the channel you can like
click on other people's names and you can go join their channels you can go find yeah I seen like some little sneaky link or something that popped up like uh when not before I got on here earlier but when I when I did come on earlier just in the chat like clicked
on the video it said something about being a mod or Chang like okay yeah and so so titles I don't know about them yeah Bally means you get a wren by your name and your name comes up in a different color but it means basically the I trust you and then you can also visit other people in the channels links
or their their their channels and stuff like that and you can a lot a lot of really awesome really what did you say you meet a lot of a lot of people in the chat you can click on their name and go go to channel subscribe and a lot of people have open panels and then you can join their
panels and you can join in their chats and like meet new friends and stuff that that's part of my my my steps that I took when I was like starting on YouTube is first the chat in the chats and then go to their channels subscribe to the channels go to open panels be on
may I ask a question about this really quick I don't want to like stay in it like okay so what is wait what is this thing called this website with the duck oh streamyard on streamyard yeah streamyard okay so right now I just am seeing just the panels right right four
panels that's all I see oh wait here's the rest of the page okay uh M cam chat and it says more and then leave so oh wow okay I guess there's my answer I didn't I had my page it's really it's that's what cool about streamyard that's why that's why I I subscribe to streamyard and stuff it's really easy to
use it's like very user friendly and you can like you can join panels on but I I like start panels through it and I and I can put my comments on the screen if you ever see the comments on the screen you know the comments come on my screen yeah that's what I was goingon to ask like how do you see that can you still see the excuse me see the like see the panels in the chat like before like I
come on like at the same time does that sense but I have I have my comments all coming through streamyard so all I have to do is click on the comment like this I just I just push the button and then it just comes up on the screen it's really easy like see I can hit that like button from the I don't
know I'll figure it out yeah anyways you can read the chat you wanna if you have a if you want to read the whole chat you can like go on a different device and like go through or you put on your TV or something like that you have YouTube on TV and stuff and you can see the see the live chat go through but I see that I have the live chat online but it's like when you're a
guest usually the chat doesn't appear and St like that said here's your phone don't Mo it yeah so if you have another device or your TV you can put YouTube on TV app app you split screen it um on on where oh there we go you oh she accidentally left but you know she's learning it that a lot of people do that
that's like she accidentally left or went to a different she's awesome are you guys all having fun tonight have two people left I think I'm GNA wrap it up tonight I think I'm at seven and a half hours I'm going to be going to uh other panels I want to thank um my beautiful
guest tonight um K Nick oh here she is she's back she's coming back I'll stay on for long I'll stay for longer I'll stay for eight hours you live and you learn when you start doing huh better it's happening like guys we're having we're having a spiritual
awakening right now like the Energy's been so crazy and like sometimes relationships will turn Rel will end new Rel will begin you're going to be meeting your soul tribe right now all en happy all synchronicities just this amazing night tonight right take no prisoners yeah but yeah yeah you were asking K about like split screen and stuff like that like yeah like I
basically can control it I can put myself on full screen I can put you on full screen I can like take myself off the panel and have you guys on I can uh I can do all kind kind of different different stuff and streamyard it's free so if you start your channel you can say and you want to do open panels like this just have to go through streamyard and then it has a lot of cool features
there's a free version of it where you can you get 20 20 hours of I recommend you start with that see like you know but I'm I'm like really into the stream the panels and so I've already done like seven and a half hours and so that's already like onethird of the the free the free the free allotment of of streaming so
you say like seven and a half like today yeah I did seven oh actually I actually did nine and a half hours today I did earlier than today yeah but this stream this stream is seven and a half hours long so far and I started continuously yeah I've been on 5 in the
afternoon or maybe 6 7 hours and 32 minutes I think he went to the bathroom a couple times hey my name is k yeah I just had to reset went the bathroom I walked to the store once I I had some drinks delivered and
yeah it's really cool though oh she's there and who else who dropped off was uh Nick Michael dropped off Michael we love you you're welcome back yeah I didn't want it to like get all the way into that topic to Bor that's okay no no you're but thank you I can I can help
you with any of this like by the way I'm Ian yeah I didn't want it to be like now like interrupting like you're you know some people drop off their phone their phone dies people drop off because they get tired and Stu my phone about to die for sure okay so if it does if it does you know it's like I just want to thank
you for coming tonight and like uh and you're an awesome person I hope you you'll you'll be back and like that we we have a great chat go come make sure you read the chat all the awesome things people said in the chat they love you or love you and stuff like that seen it but I love them regardless
like yeah yeah thank you Alicia Alicia says you love my channel you met your Star Family yeah you love this channel you met your star yeah that's what I'm about I'm about connecting people and sometimes sometimes I've got my feelings hurt because connected people and then they become great friends and then they drop me and stuff like that and so but you
know even that is even that is fine I don't and as long as you're in this chat you you you have your channel promoted I will be respectful to you I will you know some sometimes I haven't been perfect and sometimes I've yelled at people and sometimes I've said you know bad words but it's like really it's all
about love and it's like if I hurt anybody's feelings ever I apologize and uh today I did a mass unban like you can also as a mod you can ban people you can time them out there people in the chat saying bad thing oh I'm kind of being redundant but this just it's kind of totally off subject kind of but it reminded me of
earlier in this chat I got on or was trying I guess to get on here um somebody or you were talking about and you stated uh their name or whoever said that they did a back to send okay yeah yeah was that well that's actually
actually more of a magical ritual it was not that's not about like well that's why I was kind of I don't know what struck my thought to to think back to that but yeah that back to sender like even just words you know yeah like is powerful right and that's what she did that night because I had all these
people that were on the panel and yelling at me and like saying like negative things and like trying to fight with me and stuff and they all on Discord you can like put my channel on there and then all their Discord could come over here and stuff like that and try to sabotage Myan but she like she was like witnessing literal manifestation slash like manifestation
back descender like in the moment in reality like type taking all the energy and she said I she said I take all the negative energy that's being projected you and I send it back to the the person that sent it million times like and I'm a big energy person
like you know what I'm saying so yeah that's that's cool yeah and she really helped and also I have a I have a co-host p i my best friend ba I have my boyfriend here now even my boyfriend his name was
Meer you were here with Meer earlier remember oh okay Meer Mexican okay cool yeah the cards I want to say the homemade cards that I feel like that could sound bad but I don't mean it in a way were like you know I just
right I mean that's not how I was meaning it but I guess someone could maybe take it or feel that way you know I think he he really yeah he's an artist I think that's also I was kind of drawn or I am kind of drawn more towards
your energy because I am do I mean I I don't think I'm wrong like so you said boyfriend right so so you are gay right okay yeah well my dad
was not like flaming gay but my dad was gay as all get out but my mama mark his name was Mark um back in the day before I had my son which is 14 years old but
my mama Mark you remind me of him and he was also more like of a drinker and whatever else but he was more of a drinker so um and him and my son actually have the same birthday um he has passed away he actually died off Flocka uh when he was living in
Florida but him and my son have the same birthday but I think I just realized like your spirit like your energy reminds me I think of of him not reminds me but you know what I'm saying somehow kind of I mean and plus like I
guess either I gravitate or um I don't know how to not not make this sound weird like like since my dad's gay I guess have an eye for energy like of people girls or guys you know that are gay or lesbian or whatever like like drawn towards them or them drawn
towards my energy does that make sense yeah is that stated okay you get it I think that you are like you are accepting you know and like that's very yeah like I love create people it's are anybody like and just them being
absolutely them and expressing them and their way and not even a way just as them like I see you I see into you like like I see if your soul like either like familiarized
or known or new or curious or but I I have an eyes for that I guess yeah spirit July and I just found my crystal that fell out of my bra because I'm not wearing one anyway fell on the
ground wow yeah I think I think I think but that's part of like my channel is like people that are accepting it's like people that are not trying to change anybody people that don't have like a hidden agenda it's like that's why there's people that will like ultimately reject me and stuff like that
because they they're trying to like change me or trying to like I love changing people I love loving people letting people learn how to love themselves back to life like really I I love it that's what kind of change I is
within oneself for another person I want I people change for the better as long as they want to and stuff like that and I think people have this higher higher self they can go towards and people like it's more like easier towards to gravitate towards negative sometimes and it's like but I like like that's why I
like I'll have my panel or have people on my panel I want to help them do better and help me and it's all about where everyone's at a different place in life you know what I'm saying so and just like it says somewhere in the book of the B like God will meet you Jesus
will meet you your higher self will meet you you can meet you if you allow yourself to meet you at any place that you are inline whatever version that is whatever chapter like just show up if you want to if you also we have this have this impulse to our higher self like that's why it's like that's like
the Evolution that's like where the real evolution is as a spiritual Evolution it's like it's about like going you can go from a hateful person to a loving person you can change people's lives for the better you can help people that are neg it's like all about learning lessons right I love you too Alicia you got we have so much much love in the chat tonight it's always making me cry because it's like so much love in the
chat cry I know but I almost am if you do I encourage it I love it and love and anyone rejected me and anyone that said like you know I have a toxic panel and stuff like that there there's it's not a toxic panel it's panel of really good-hearted people it's like actually the best
people you can ever meet in your life I feel sorry for the people that reject me and or my show and even if it is toxic at times psych even if it is and it is I'm sure I don't know I haven't witnessed it but I'm sure it has been you I can't rule out that it hasn't you know just in thought in theory but it
takes that toxic times of in speaking this channel to to be toxic in order to recognize things and even for other people and allow you know yourself to recognize what it is or someone else that you know maybe them and themselves
recognize something with the toxicity right it's all about so I'm just saying like don't accept it but in on a deeper skill you know people yeah goor the only negative people are the ones that are trying to
porn bomb the ones that are trying to like really hurt hurt my channel even devil needes awesome people souls go ahead Michael go ahead I'll give you the I'll give you the floor second Michael go ahead I have 3%
left so I'm about to get off here okay wewe are that's fine go ahead um but no real quick something could be like maybe a minute um there's one specific person that's trying to get me kicked off your channel and I was here first and it's all because of hate and the one reason I came on this
channel is because this channel is all about love and peace and getting along and just you know making new friends and stuff like that um I'm I'm I'm thankful for this channel because this channel is the only channel that will actually give me peace like if I need to like just go away and like
just let go of stuff I go on here you know what I mean so um but this this channel is like you know one of my favorites and I'm multiple I'm moderators on multiple multiple channels but this one is specifically my favorite so that's all I wanted to
say Michael Michael Michael know it's like but my thing is like I'm friends with both of you and you have your own thing and it's like I it's like I I don't want to get in the middle of it because people always make middle Stu like that I'm not gonna kick somebody off ban everybody I'm not telling you to I'm not telling
you to she blocked me anyways I can't I can't see her comments that's okay that's okay because you know it's like and then I block people or I I will like I can block people too and not see their comments and stuff like that and it's like and I'll probably forgive forgive
them but the thing is it's like do anything for clout I'm not gonna I I told her I told her I was like she's I'm not gonna kick her out I'm not gonna kick you out and you if you don't want to talk to other each other like other com like that and that's fine yeah but it's like um but I just I've been through so many third party situations
I've been put in many third party situations before where it's like I want people to like work out things with themselves everyone's welcome here like everyone I even I I I maybe moded some and that that are not that said they don't want to be friends with the channel anymore they said they were trying to change my channel that were saying I'm not doing the right thing I think I think I'm noted doing I
think I think I know what I'm doing I'm like running my show like I want to run my show I'm having a fun thing I'm not gonna like let somebody say learn from not knowing what you're doing I will not take I not listen to like people say this is the bad person like them like that until until they are disrespectful for me until
until they like unfriend me about me I'm not gonna I'm not gonna block them or them they do talk about me it's fine I'm I'm a controversal person sometimes but even if I talk maybe say something bad about people people sometimes I'm In the Heat of the Moment or I'm mad it's like I still love everybody and I'm not gonna
like you're just being you're just people you're just people too like WR in there we all we're human beings we have emotions we we like sometimes say the wrong thing we we sometimes regret what we say the next morning and stuff like that I'm not going to say I get drunk and that's that's what everything's about and so like and that's why I make mistakes and stuff like that I take
responsibility for my action I I I I I'm an emotional person sometimes but I want everyone to get along respect I don't want people be just biting in in my panel and stuff like that or like not getting along some karaoke night one time yeah we will said I don't
know do get my U my Discord we do have movie Nights I'll probably try to do a karaoke night a talent show and and uh have fun there and stuff like that charades and we can do game night we can all kind of things we have a lot of cool stuff this channel I have a lot more interviews my first interview I ever did was a great interview and the person got
mad at me and they told me to take down the interview and I did and uh and it's like and then they're not talking to me probably my no it's Nick it's Nick it's Nick okay Nick um I'm mute you okay okay so is that
better yeah I was getting into it it was like transing me like on the inside like man like what is that sorry sorry yeah yeah no offense sometimes there a little bit little bit too much static in the background my my microphone's not perfect either but it's like it's a little
bit yeah I'm just gonna no I just kept going with the flow like in my internal like body like the water I don't know my body was like I couldn't get off that wave okay does that me it was like repetitive it just had me go and like what is that
like what you let loose anyways it had me he's playing music in the background or something something okay okay okay so guys guys I'm about to wrap things up for the night it's almost eight hours I'm going to play my outro I have a I have a video like I have my my DJ Electra made me like a really awesome video and that's how I'm going to end
the show and I love you guys so much I want you guys to all come back I want you guys to um come talk soon thank you guys I'm gonna play this video and the show is gonna be over but I'll be on I'll be on tomorrow I'll be on I'll be on probably panels tonight and stuff like that um let me just get my media assets and I'll play my outro video
enjoy this guys thank you guys I had the best show I think I this is my favorite show I ever done and I just love you guys and thank you I have the right people here I have the right friends here I have the best chat in the world you guys be blessed um love each other love one another I love you
okay welcome to the night the cards laid out for show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold then magic in her hands whisper what the future
holds Dan to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the
Rhythm yay y yeah wo hearts in the balance every card an Open
Door feel the romance in every arane L Destiny inwind as the moon begins to soar dance to the
mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
Crystal Vision and heras time can steal this moment life Sun dance we Chase with love Wen pent
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
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Episode 662 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features an open panel discussion on tarot readings and cats, hosted by Psyche and his new co-host PIE. The episode includes discussions about cats, matchmaking, and the hosts' personal lives.
