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The episode starts with Psyche welcoming his audience and introducing the topic of tarot readings ▶ 0:04. He mentions his channel has reached 1,000 watch hours and is growing ▶ 5:01. Psyche interacts with his guests, including Chris, who appears on the stream ▶ 3:26, and discusses his food delivery from Bub's barbecue ▶ 1:37. He also talks to his cats, Magic and Trix, and shares stories about their behavior ▶ 6:04. The host announces upcoming interviews with guests, including Emma Leviathan, who has already done an interview ▶ 2:28, and Naught Exotica ▶ 11:08.
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hello everybody just had a nice shower um how are you doing let's put the music on for people to get here hold on and if you have any talent in music and you can give me some uh some uh
support my channel by helping me out what's upbody Saturday Night P awakens car Channel everybody's doing good doing good
tonight welcome in every doing tonight
what's up Michael how are you little moonlights what's up Michael good nice chill
evening but I can't play music like that now so I hope the I hope everyone is good I just had a really good uh oh it was thank thank you Michael thank you I had a lot of fun last night and I think it'll be amazing stream tonight too I just got a um a barbecue um Grub Hub over from Bub's barbecue and look how nice this note is with
it it's like a handwritten note with some art on it little nice sayings on it and it has all these candies on the back I'll show you my food too in a minute but thank you Michael appreciate that it was amazing let me get the streamyard link out for anybody that
would like to appear tonight and say hello we're having open Panel tonight I am also working on um getting some um more guests for interviews and so I people are saying yes and it's looking good it's going to look it's looking good and we're going to have some really cool interviews we
had a great interview this week with Emma Leviathan want to shout out to her pay withyour soul.com and Emma levian on YouTube and Just thanks again for a wonderful interview that was a great first first big professional interview I did and I got my streamyard Kinks out and I uh it all looks it's looking it's
looking good okay let me see if I can get my my uh streamyard link pinned so you all can see it and I don't have to keep pinning it okay how's everybody doing doing of course let me see see I know how to do it now watch
later then I can play yep do there we go howdy pie what's up hi look I ped on my second try you're doing good here's the streamyard oh we have a guest what's up Chris let's say hi to Chris hey what's up Jonah hi
Chris I love you oh I love you too thank you what a nice person how are you doing tonight Chris good good good to see you happy Saturday hope everything's great with you you're
welcome any any messages for us tonight no no just comeing to say hi yeah that's Chris say hi say hi to Chona in the chat and say hi to Michael say hi to pie yeah CH is a sweet guy yeah well I'm trying to get the cat over
here the cats have been fed um doing some readings tonight and uh just having a good Saturday night and I hope you're having a great Saturday night and and thank you for being such a good supporter of the show okay great talk to you soon okay call me I'll pick up the phone
okay yeah that was Chris Chris is a friend of the show yeah waved Chona yeah thank you thank you everybody I think Chona said that she would um do an interview with me too we're going to work out the details because Chona is a great friend of mine she's in the Philippines and she's really helped me with my channel a lot
and guys today I think I just hit my first Thousand watch hours on my channel so I need 2,000 more I think to get monetized but I'm on my way I I hit 500 already this month and so I think I I was like 500 all last year and then this year I've already got 500 so my channel is growing big I'll see if I can show you a little diagram
of it thank you really exciting um analytics yeah I watch time see there's the the diagram it's peeking way up yep you can way up
yep I get three CU I now because tonah you helped me get the the the 1,000 subscribers and now I just I got to get to the 3,000 watch hours and I can apply for monetization that's very exciting then you know my hard work is paying off and but you guys are all big part of that you guys are all big supporters and thank you for watching those watch hours
are really you guys watching yeah what's up so cool so I'm really excited here's magic sitting by you sitting by Magic want to come say hello have you seen magic shonah there's my magic cat you good today there's Rudy and cats are all getting along today well you were fighting this morning with with the with
marbles weren't you you're fighting with marbles today you growl and you wrestle he's a bigger cat though you have to watch out hey what's up devil eyes oh you you can yeah you play for ,000 watch hour oh oh thank you yeah
awesome yeah that's when you applied yeah that's uh I think it's that's fair you know um because it's like either either I get 3,000 watch hours or I do like three million shorts or something like that this one's magic Chona this is Trixie's little brother magic this magic he has the white paws yep are you doing
good Trix is around here though somewhere um what's up devil eyes how are you cool little Avatar there you got yeah but I was just showing I I had this really good dinner tonight where I'm still having it but look how cool this dinner
is pull it out can see it hold on work down
it's a barbecue there's like barbecue um what's it's called brisket and then baked beans and barbecue sauce and it came with this uh really cute note says thank you for being my wonderful customer you appreciate have a blessed evening and H healthy healthy 2025 Cindy it says wishing you everything happy there's always hope
heal the past live the present dream the future it's really cute little stickers then on the back it's all this candy and uh little beads in there and candy and stuff so what a little cute touch for a GrubHub order yes awesome it's so good it's like totally worth it so I'll be probably munching on that
tonight there's tricks tricks you're come over here and say hi to tonah come here Trix is coming over too come on tonah tonah likes you too there's there's Trix Trix is doing good tonight are you happy happy oh you're happy he's so sweet like whenever I wake
up he's like right on top of me or under the blanket with me he's always sitting he's always with me and then magic sometimes comes cuddles under the blanket too but then when Lenor comes if Lenor sees them there she will she will uh she will hiss and then she gets kind of mad but yep so there's the cats
running around but we had a really good show like last night was a fun show I think I did like four four hours last night but it was just a fun show and we had really special guests on last night um we had this um Prairie thank you to Prairie for doing the the channeling reading that was really special and I really appreciate that and also for reading other people in the chat
yep yeah I think it was a nice four hours I did let's see and then I my uh I do it yeah and it's like four hours and it's like it just goes by so quick how long was it it was
uh nice 4our two minute panel last night so very good so anybody want to yeah oh you do oh you're a medium too um Michael oh yeah I think yeah you did mention that yeah yes you are that's
awesome and you're in touch with your spiritual side and receptive to messages from the spirit world right yes that's little magic okay so if anyone would like a reading tonight you can get a reading anyone wants to hop on
the panel I think the link is pinned now we're just getting started still we have a guest let's say hello to pyana hi guys how are you hi oh let you know now I fixed I figured out the format
thing L out and I just have to go like that watch nice that's okay that looks so good now oh thank you and now you look beautiful too and now the show is looking more professional too I have my logo up um I got the whole streamyard
down that and I met um I met peep someone today he's he's a rapper um and he said he'd do an interview and then naughty Exotica I just talked to said she do an interview and Chona said she'll do an interview and so got we got interviews lined up already right that is I wonder
if like in the title you could tag their name so when people sech pop up as well right and also my community Emma told me um she recommended like that I a week before the interview I make the I I make the live and then like then they can start sharing the link already and also um in
my community tab because they they gave me like a publicity photo or the photo they want to use and then I Pinn I uh tagged them in that photo and I think Emma shared that one because I got a lot of comments and likes on that um on that um post and everything and then I shared the video again and so it's a good way um to really like you know get your name out there um and get to a a new diverse
audience and I have a great audience and I have this awesome people here of all different walks of life all all different so you know so um Tona from the Philippines coming on naughty Exotica she's a transexual she doesn't like to be called a makeup artist but she's like a makeup Houdini like she does you've seen her do makeup like she just is like insane like
amazing make she like only makeup or like regular as well I know looks different what you need on the yeah well I think I she goes out and stuff like that I think after she she's like get ready with me stream oh get ready with me stream and stuff she does
I think she goes out and stuff probably clubs or something like that but okay so she does like regular day makeup too that's amaz useful actually they have like the best makeup tips I've noticed yeah she's really her name is Nadia Exotica I think she might be streaming right now but I just I was talking to her and also like someone in
her chat said or said do you believe in God and she and she said yes I believe in God and her name is Emma levian and so I shared that on on Emma's uh on Emma's Discord and stuff like that shared her Channel because it was just she's like I love sitting up and knitting late at night watching Emma and Stu and she's also a terot reader too
so friendly each like supporting each other CM asked if I read the Darth Bane Books are you familiar with the Darth Bane Books I know you might be more familiar with Star Wars than I is that is that Star Wars star no I wouldn't know is that star is that Star Wars though or is that
they have the darths right you haven't heard that I know Darth but not said Bane b n e yeah D B I haven't read that um CM derp but and Henry Henry the poodle and cinnamon the shisu's mama is here she said she wants to go to sleep but she has too much
energy right now well you know what's happening tonight that I got heads up on is like I think there's a planetary alignment with like the seven planets all lining up in a like a straight line or something tonight and so maybe there's a lot of good cosmic energy tonight it would probably be a good night you know for readings and stuff like that I think the energy is Flowing I'm feeling good tonight oh yeah I don't see the mov wow that
does sound like aome you Dar oh so CM he's ask reading Star Wars a Star Wars book um I'd have to ask my brother because the book is from his collection he has like 20 books of like Star Wars so maybe there's a well you know I'm like one of the only
people that hasn't really seen I haven't seen all the Star Wars movies I haven't seen any of the new ones I did in my I had a film class in college where we watched the first one and it was really good and I really enjoyed it but and but it's just like it's always it's that kind of thing where it's so popular that it's like I always kind of overlooked it and we have a
guest let's say hello to CM derp tonight oh yo what's up guys CM derp and um we's just SK to the um I got a question a more of a um like relationship type question because I'm in a really weird situation right um I
was involved with a female online for four years right and we recently broken up and and and here's the thing she she goes around saying that I would never meet her yeah but the reasoning behind
that is because she threatened to dox my family and a uh my niece right for four years and yeah she threatened my family and my niece and she um and she gave out my personal medical information right
what makes that weird she's in a medical yeah that's really bad she can actually go to jail for that and she has access to those records I got a question that very specifically um where she's in the medical field even though she's like not my doct or anything like can she get in trouble for that yeah yeah absolutely
absolutely because if she's doing that somewhere else you know like she her work would see her as a risk but she's probably doing it there and like she would she would lose her job like she's probably at risk because like remember a lot of those people uh they get cold
they're seeing so much Devastation you might want extra money and they start selling the information too you know that's why oh wow yeah like scam places that have everyone's information and they're doing like like do activities they buy that information from people who are selling them people who are selling them are the ones who
have access to them so it's a lot of people that are working in many different industry Fields who are doing that that's and P did you did you know that you inadvertently met this female I was you actually well not actually met her but you were actually blamed for being her like I don't know if you remember this you were you were on
mosh's um do you remember Cowboy MOS I remember MOS I remember MOS I remember MOS and you remember people saying that you were a specific name that kept that that's the girl okay and and since we broken up she's been jumping from panel to panel like literally just slutting it up right and
then secretly behind the scenes messaging me telling me about it trying to get me jealous see that's kind of mindset stay away from her dude you know what I mean I've been trying to stay away from her but she keeps bringing me up and my medical information I don't know what to do you have to call the
authorities you have they they have so much experience with this they would have like the best course of action to deal with it the B you know maybe talk to the FBI as well like the FBI like talk to like the higher or or local police at least you know at the least but maybe definit is there any other way around that though because I don't want
her to get in trouble you know what I mean I don't want she the trouble is GNA be like a confrontation and it's gonna help her she needs help and she's not getting it she's too busy to she needs the conversation don't feel bad about it like they'll they'll take care of her at least warn you can warn her first but
I would say go no contact with this person and maybe like avoid panels where she's at and like stuff like that she trying to make you jealous she are you getting jealous is it like working or like are you instead of acting offended and you know hurt and stuff C it around
act turned on be like I I mean I avoid her I don't get jealous of any of this at all I haven't contacted her in over a week and until tonight when I did see in the chat where I see my personal medical information being floating around then I confront her about I'm like yo if I see this again I'm
reporting you and I don't want to do that I really don't want to do that flag the chat you have to because a lot of these people are coming online and anything they do online has no consequences like another world like you know how in real life kill someone but you don't because you don't want the consequences like maybe that going to be gone for forever you never be undo that
you know they go to jail and stuff online that it's not like that people can do anything so they go crazy you know so you report it at least it'll bring them back to reality right that what they do does matter don't feel bad about teachers they're there for a reason like even like I watch 90day
fiance and there's like people that are like they do shows about it and stuff like that and they there's like they have secret groups and they share the people's baby photos like other people's baby photos people's information and they're just like these trolling groups and they're like just harass this person and so it's like this whole other their secret Facebook um rooms and stuff like
that and so it's like but then it's like me a little bit of uh PTSD a little bit what you just said because uh the way she threatened my niece was we were in an argument and out of the blue she sends me a picture of my niece send it to me I'm like how the hell did you get that and she literally tells me that she's floating around on Facebook
through my family getting all this information and it threatens me with this information exactly that's a you really have to rep don't keep that to yourself don't keep that to yourself because it can always escalate a lot yeah and a lot of the people that did extreme crime they know when they go back in their History A lot of times
they do start out this escalates more and more so it's a lot better catch it early before it gets into something that's way out of control you know what I mean and she and she does this gangstalking right where she has a bunch of people and she calls in her Army on Discord which all that is is just like s and people and she pays a
lot of people to like her right she'll throw around money and what they do is she sends these people after me when I go through chats and recording and just keep with everything that I do and then throws information at me to threaten me all the time if I don't talk to her it's sick that is but she's probably making money off it she's
probably recording it and people are paying her to continue entertainment so be boring it's very illegal L her own self with all this too because her Army is like her uh safe space right they'll repeat everything she says to make her feel like she's in the right when in reality she's the one
stalking me harassing me going after my fan yeah that's why you got to call you know you can't you can't reason with this person it's not in the right head of space to be reasoned with that's why you got to get
help of and whenever you see it quick report you know it's it's I record I've recorded making these kind of threats right and it ain't like she didn't know about it I let her know ahead of time like yo I'm recording it and she's literally going down the list to threaten my family right and just
doesn't care at all behind the scenes she she's a monster but on here she's an angel yeah but she doesn't think you'll do it that's another thing too A lot of people that's true she knows you for four years she probably doesn't she's willing to it's an epidemic too it's like it's like now that this is like becoming such a common thing or it's
like now it's even the social media helps people do it faster and easier and stuff like that and there's there's lot like to prevent the stalking harassment like so just doc just document everything and you know then you have a record of things if anything like heav forbid anything ever ever happens you know it's like because you know you don't know how dangerous these people really are maybe she's trying to scare
you maybe it's just like trying to get your attention and stuff like that but you just want to make sure you document everything and then maybe like even just make a file a report um just so it's on record and stuff like that so you you have some kind of History to back up your claims and stuff like that but yeah and I just I would just say go no contact with this person and then like just hang up her
calls do not be in the same rooms as her do not talk to her and then it's like that will cut out a lot of it but if you if you're in contact with her then she'll be able to say things that will make you uncomfortable and that kind of stuff and so you want go no contact gray rock if I'm if I'm allowed to if I'm allowed to I would like to give my two cents into that when a woman's that
crazy when a woman's that crazy and I'm not saying all woman it's just some woman you need to just let go move on I'm not saying you haven't moved on but just you know just yeah like try and like block all communication from that person because that person is totally toxic so I mean that's that's never good
in your life so just you know try your best try and avoid her as much as you can obviously that old say um there's plenty of fish in the sea so you know just think of it that way I have Cutten all contact with her but what got me tonight was seeing my personal medical information that only she knows
in a chat so that spurred me to contact her and let her know like yo this ain't going to fly anymore I'm not gonna I'm not going to be okay with you just throwing out my information like that right what happened though what made her what made her go like go crazy like that you know what I mean well she's for one
she's always kind of been this way but not to this extent but I broken up with her right I broke up with her um for a while now but I've been in no contact with her for over a week wait if I may interrupt didn't you say that You' known her for four years the reason why you never wanted to meet her because she she
dos and threatened you so yeah he was like this since like less than four like from the beginning or something right wait what are you asking that's what I'm confused about because he said you're with for four years the reason why you never want me in real life
because heed you and threatened you so that means out of together when did she start threatening anding you you know oh this has been a while back but and and I get that it's it's my bad for even still talking to her after that but she is a master gaslighter well yeah gas it's
also probably trauma bonded to her probably emotionally attached all these different different psychological things and so basically and I know I'm an idiot I'm an idiot for even like still sticking around after like her doing that I get that but I had my feel over a week or two ago and now she's like ramped up the
crazy yeah yeah and it just I think it justifies me not wanting anything to do it because seeing her this crazy doing this I'm glad how old how old is she how old is she well I don't give out any information all mind never mind never mind yeah I I was just
asking but she no I mean she ain't no old chick or anything she you know and she's fairly attractive so she knows how to get the attention yeah yeah oh okay it's also it's a form of Witchcraft as well like gossip is witchcraft um like the The Whisper campaigns or all
that all that stuff is a form of Witchcraft and using words to manipulate and and that kind of thing and so it's it's like a very dark dark science and you can also learn educate yourself on narcissism because she probably is a narcissist oh yeah yeah that word specifically I've looked up many vide and I see all those traits in her when
it comes to like gangstalking and the tactic she uses it it it blew my mind watching videos about narcissists because it's her yeah I had no CL flying monkey I didn't know what a flying monkey was until her that's her that's her Army her little army that she has like I I have Army of people on my Discord and stuff like that but we are
we're like a friendly Army we like are not like Fighters where we go to support people and to like you know uplift people peace and love all that you right we're and have fun and stuff it's not nothing nothing ever harmful nothing like to try to like Target somebody and like be mean to them and stuff like that exactly yeah no no there no hate like
hate hatred should not be allowed at all period like nobody wants to feel like they're hated or not loved or you know or cared about I mean that's the worst feeling in the world besides death you know what I mean so I'm not that guy like I don't try to throw out any hatred or any violence at all like if me and her came onto a panel together and we
laid out what we did to each other she would not be able to come up with anything remotely close to what she did to me as far as threatening my family threat you know giving out my information um she like police she's threaten to swat me many of times um and when I would not meet her let do it she would threaten to come to my state and
look for me and she has did that before she's came to my State trying to look for me when I told her no no no no no don't want to meet you I have a question um do you did you keep any of her photos or did you delete them wait what what photos like I'm sure like you were together for a while you're
dating some exchange of material did you keep them or did you throw them away like photos of her yeah uh I still got them but I don't really like what are you saying I should just delete them yeah anything that would make her worri that would share
something that that's a good reason forone to never want to let you go ever interesting wait a minute wait a minute okay this is interesting like you're saying that maybe that's sort of like an anchor for her like that's what's making her terrifying it's honestly terrifying like it wouldn't
surprise me if deep down she was trying to get you like assassinated or something because that is like a person's worst feere unless like we're in the sex industry or something they don't care yeah so it's HT you hurt you before you hurt her kind of thing like where that or like I get that Vibe big time yeah oh yeah that VI right there
she's probably trying to put in the corner just so you know you might end yourself I I don't know she's thinking but I could give I could give all kinds of receipts where she's saying kill yourself kill your this yeah you know mountain of that yeah like just trying to think about it why would she care why
would she care you know like what do you have on her you know like why can't she let you go because you have something I don't know un unless unless I'm not saying you're trying to do it but unless you like maybe like let her on or something maybe that's why she's upset I don't know because you're not being
before me leading her on like what you just said her on she said that because where I wouldn't meet her but she's not making the connection of why I didn't meet her in her mind I let her on for four years in her mind she does not see like it's totally oblivious to her that when she threatened my family and to do me that's the reason I don't meet her in
her mind it's like I'm just some goof that let her on for you she's mad about it doesn't matter you were still with her after like she she threatened you and dos you in the beginning of your relationship maybe what the first year or something and you yeah yeah and you
stayed with her for uh what was it like four years so after the first year she did that she did something you didn't like she crossed the boundary you put an x on her but she was still around you kept her hanging on for three more years that that could really person up you should have went great Rock then but she was really good at manipulating you to
try to keep you right she didn't want to let you go you know like you both couldn't let each other go it was a vicious cycle so try to understand it from also look into look into something on the spiritual side of things like if you want to get more spiritual about it look into like The Jezebel spirit this is a
spirit of manipulation of like cuz Jezebel in the Bible she's a Biblical Queen and like she wanted to buy this Orchard and then the guy refused to sell the Orchard and so she like like she had the him accused of doing something and then had him killed and stuff like that so then she could take over the orchard or whatever I mean so that's just like something it's just a Jezebel spirit
which is like a spirit of manipulation and you can learn a lot it's like it's a lot about narcissism want to be the more psychological road to it but and to answer that question I don't seek her out and as a matter of fact she comes on panels literally telling people that she gets off when a dude stalk like she literally says she gets off when
Dude stalk her that she knows it's toxic but she gets off on it cont I don't do any of that I just want to be left alone from this chick okay crazy alone leave her alone leave her alone and then if she contacts and if you need to your trining order or something like
that I mean it's like if you're you can just like you know do all these kind of things but if you're still contacting with with her and like talking with her you're leaving the road open for her to say whatever she wants and to get more information and to get more obsessed about it and so if you just become uninteresting to her and that kind of thing then she'll probably just get bored and go to somebody else you
know I'll do that become uninteresting yeah I'll do that be really uninteresting and give her no reason to be attached to you anymore if you have like her intimate photos get rid of them because people would kill people would kill for that and you don't want them to
like keep you in mind and worry about you you want them to have no yeah it's I I 100 I 100% agree ra and um yeah like you shouldn't you shouldn't have to go through that like me honestly I don't know if you ever watched that movie Forest Gump but run forest run
so from that relationship as soon as possible that's saying about like run cut all ties leave the country if you could you can't do that because you know it's online yeah and I know it's it gets all worked out and she doesn't you know what I mean like I
don't know I'm sort of mixed up right now but I'm glad uh you know getting your feedback from it it makes more sense now yeah stay away from her and then it will SE less of a impending threat and stuff like that once you once you like get her off your mind okay okay well I guess I'm more bounce
but I'm glad you know get your guys input but you guys have a good panel and a good night thank you you wonderful night thank you for being on the show yeah that was very relatable because I've dealt with malignant or dark Triad which is Nar ISM rockism and psychopathy with in people and it's it's
hard because you know I've been friends with this person for 15 years totally trauma bonded totally emotionally bonded with like cats and a lot of times and there's drugs involved and all this kind of stuff and then you know I had some divine intervention and the person's in prison now but she'll be out of prison and then I'm have to I'm gonna have to be strong when she gets out of prison
and and like not answer the door not not have contact yeah definitely that's Y and it says gangstalking you know usually they have like a if they don't have if it's flying monkeys or they have a gang or something like that that they'll try to like use to scare you and stuff like that and so and that is it can be scary and it can't be danger for
people but I think like usually it's mostly it's mostly a lot of threats it's mostly a lot of trying to you out of your balance and stuff like that right yeah for sure it's G to be a lot of fun because is the easiest thing to do you can say anything people they release a lot of
energy when they say really strong words yeah yeah but that's a great call and or that was a great great question and it's good for everybody to consider because we we have deal with these kind of people and narcissism is epidemic now in the world you know especially we have a
lot of everyone put into that like oh my God we know about that's how popular popular we also also I would say a good thing too is to have a support group and have like they like to isolate you that's even like romance scammers will try to isolate you put you in a certain place and like not have anybody to turn to and you feel
like you don't want to like and just have have people you can talk to like go to YouTube and find good people and like that or your soul tribe and have people that you can trust and people that don't do that kind of thing yeah learn their it is exhausting very
exhausting it's not easy it's not easy but uh but but it's a it's a lesson and we have to learn to stand up for ourselves too and not to be just like thrown around by people and like push over yeah pushed around it could be really exciting and it's hard to resist sometimes espe because they seem innocent at first but really got
to like the boundaries and like those golden rules you don't move too fast and stuff like that see see the one the one thing that I I have realized and this person knows me very well um is that when this certain woman is bothered or um annoyed I just try and leave him alone but the best thing to do is always
kill them with kindness that's the worst thing no no no that's the worst thing can do Michael no oh that's not the worst thing with kindness but you're your close friend and your partner or like people you want close to you you try to like discuss
things well you know what I TR I try to do that but sometimes this person doesn't you know want to comprehend what I'm saying so it is what it is oh I see that's really tough yeah I know it is tough but I mean it is what it is I mean I'm not you know not going to like you know get all but
about it you know what I mean so remember we have this world to or we we have deep fak I mean they can just put your your face on any body they want to and like have like they can put you you know porno if they want you know they they can do all it's like it gets so it's like there's really like no like and also like they can threaten you with like oh I have videos on you or something like that that's all illegal
surveillance and stuff like that and black is illegal right and so and that that that's not inadmissible in any court right and so it's basically just Scare Tactics and so don't don't don't let yourself be pushed around by people and like I say yeah you can be like like you know also they if you're nice if you're too nice they'll just take your kindness for weakness sometimes and they'll be like oh you're a sucker that kind of thing even even if you just play
play nice and stuff like that they'll think maybe it's good that you can like let them think that they can get one over on you and they really can't but at the same time it's like save your kindness for those who deserve it really and don't be mean to them that's why I try to do psych that's what I try and do
but this person necessarily doesn't you know agree with my kindness there thinking that I'm too nice I'm too nice um my love is too fake so but it happens I mean I understand good heart and that's what happens to good hearted people is like they're that's that's that's one thing also it's like you really can't win against a
narcissist if you like they'll play dirtier than you this woman this woman is this woman is not a narcissist at all period she's not some's not she just she's been hurt in the past so I'm trying to like you know little by little trying to lean her out of that habit thinking that all men are the same so right you can't also you can't fix
people and you can't really change people like um like I know like I try to I'm like I want to heal this person I want to heal I want to help this person I want to like help them get over and it's like years and years and years of trying and trying and it's like they're still the same and they will not change and it's like it's kind of like something from childhood maybe is like in their mind ingrained in their how they
interact relationship with their parents as a child and stuff like that gets very complicated you just want to make sure that it's like is it worth is it worth the fight and it's like and are you willing to lose everything because eventually you can lose everything with these people like they will they will go to the the the the heights of they'll do things that you wouldn't do because you have a good heart and they'll they don't they have no problem doing it because
the psychopathy part of it where it's like they don't feel remorse then they're also very Charming people or they're very attractive people usually you know it's like yeah very attractive learn their tactics learn their tactics and then um they don't use them on them use them to combat the their tactics you know use them to just protect yourself mainly and
like to know it like I would just like read 48 Laws of Power but I wouldn't recommend using those tactics on people I would say be aware of the tactics that are being used on you and a lot of other people you know it's like it's a whole education process too I get you yeah I mean everything you saying is it makes sense but I don't know this thisp this type of woman she's
unique so okay well you have you might have an emotional emotional attachment emot like some kind of trauma Bond emotional attachment or where you can't let go of the person so just be aware like is it worth it is it if if it is then you can but you just have to be willing to lose everything right it's
like you have to be willing to including don't be willing to lose everything you should that's that's what you have to do but that's what you have to do in these situations like you have to understand like they can eventually like destroy your heart destroy your destroy your mind take you totally off B did she already did but I came back so it's all good but don't let yourself it's like it's like don't let the same um flame burn you twice as how as I like
to say like you know if you've been burned once by the person they'll be will to do it again or it's like it's like you can't heal if they keep reopening the wounds and they are good at figuring out your weaknesses that you're like harping on like the littlest thing about you that you insecure about I don't know you guys are kind of smiling I don't I don't
know yeah pretty yeah pretty sorry going through that yeah I appreciate it thank you I love both I love both you guys and I like I hope I hope you I hope everything can be worked out in any in all of our Lives I think we've all dealt with similar situations probably and uh I love you
too psych I love you too yeah I love you guys seriously uh yeah great great bom right here but anyways uh yeah let's let's get off that subject so okay about is anyone want is anyone want come on panel does anyone want to contribute uh to or have a suggest a topic for uh
for talking about how about I'll do a fairy a fairy page my book see a fair page yeah go ahead yeah do it that sounds good do it okay I'll do this I'll show you this page and then I'll I'll read it to you there you go here's the here's the page
is it what is that a good fairy or a bad fairy this is from the good fairies book okay and so this fairy is called the angel of spiritual empowerment or I think this yeah and so it says angels are thought forms of God or Heavenly Messengers the word comes from the Greek Angelos and the Latin Angelas meaning
messenger or Courier the Sanskrit areum anras means a Divine Spirit they're the form Builders of the universe and embodiments of Divine will purged to the top of the Continuum of Spiritual Beings flowing downward to the smallest of the fairy creatures Angels could be called grownup fairies or to put it in another way fairies are little angels the hierarchy of angels and their
various functions is extremely complex there are angels of healing angels of Music angels of peace and blessing angels of growth in nature angels of beautiful places angels of countries and many many more all phenomena of thought or emotion are um that are subjective to us are object to Angels Angelic emotions aspirations and Consciousness are all
external visible pulsing and flashing through their bodies the exquisite beauty of angelic faces is due to this these beings are literally open and transparent revealing pure intent all Angels mediate Cosmic and spiritual forces they will come out to our Aid when we call upon them the angel of spiritual empowerment is a particularly radiant creature ask for his help as you Embark upon your spiritual journey so
that's beautiful and he does have these beautiful blue eyes right there and you see yeah I hope that was um that was nice I'll do I'll do a bad fairy too if you guys want one but because see a bad fairy okay I'll find a bad
fairy well okay here's the queen okay this is called the queen of the bad
fairies oh o i don't she looks like a bad yeah and it says here in the light of the wany moon is the queen of the bad fairies in Scotland she's known as a nivian elf queen of the unseal Court in Germany she's Bretta leading the Savage
dogs of the wild Hunt in Spain she is known as the queen of estang tigua the ho ancient host of spirits telling all she meets travel by day for the Night Belongs to Me her domain is the night he rules over Dusk and darkness shadows and shades the dark Queen's power emanates from the Dark Side of the the moon much
is secret and hidden here cloaked by dark and illusion out of the gloaming beckons the fairy woman whose enchantments create Madness an Irish band she waals her death song echoed by Lona her baleful cousin in the American West black Anis The Wretched blue-faced hag sits and grinds her long white teeth hobgoblins and boggles torment the
ghostly black dogs who haunt dark country lanes the human dead are ambassadors to the court of this dark fairy queen and uh and the mountains that fairies inhabit were burial mounds in centuries past but every shroud has a silver lining All Things Must Die to be reborn the transformative power of fairy turns muck into magic draw into shining
gold black despair into crystalline Joy just as life grows out of death good can grow from those things that we call bad the Banshee cry for tells change not death blace hags if we pass the test and embrace them turn into beautiful women or perhaps it's not The Hags who change but merely our vision of them in Irish folklore hags were once revered as
powerful Wise Women credited with building the ancient um kons in Ireland's sacred mountains in the darkness the seeds of good germinate unfold grow upward toward the light Fairy Land is a land of paradox in light there is darkness in darkness light you will find no absolute evil here within the dark Queen's realm for she is a queen of nature a force of nature formed
from the dreaming Earth true evil only exists in the shadow of man where he um when he turns his back to the light okay that's pretty beautiful and so and also like you know these like sometimes these monsters that we see are actually not monsters sometimes it's
just our vision of them and sometimes they can be transformed it's just our percep our perception of things okay I hope you enjoyed that and I don't believe anybody's I don't believe anybody's worth um hating or anybody's worth like you know fearing or
like you know or abandoning but sometimes it's best to view some of these beings from afar and that kind of thing and like love them from afar and you can't help everyone you know you got to give other people chance to use what they learned and their to do what they can you know right also
and also also people have a mixed nature we have no one no one's perfect and like perfectly good or perfectly evil we like to like look at things in black and white and say this is bad and this person is bad and so everything associated with is bad but really it's like we're all we're all a mix of things we don't know what's happened in people's lives or all that kind of thing that has to how they are and so like
that's where we can like exercise compassion about people right yeah but you can always feel a good presence when you feel one you know what I mean so you you could tell you could if if you have that sense you could tell between good and evil so well just but just like a like a like a mother lion is like a loving mother but then she will
like guard her Cubs and like destroy anybody that comes after the Cubs and stuff like that it's like and so that's is that good or evil no it's like it's like there you can have a an evil side prot protective shield over you you know like you got to defend yourself you know what I mean yeah I get you yeah because we're all we're very vulnerable we're
vulnerable in this world too where it's like we're all gonna pass away like this world is a very temporary place and so the most important part of this world is like learning the lessons and everything and so you go through these hard things it's like you're learning lessons you'll become a stronger person because of it and maybe you'll like be able to like if you if you reincarnate or something we if we learn the lesson this life we won't have to repeat the lessons again
and again in other lives and things like that so the important thing is like learn the lesson come to peace with ourselves and uh and then really operate in a spirit of Love which I think is like the true holy spirit is like a spirit of love not a spirit let me let me let me get your opin let me get your I'm sorry to interrup but let me get let me get your let me get your opinion on
something so when we die there's a waiting list right you know what I'm talking about to different beliefs you know according to different beliefs but I I think that like um energy cannot be destroyed or it only changed forms right and so it's like and I think where were where were we where were we before we came to earth like we were somewhere else or we were
some like we didn't just appear out of like we were we were somewhere else before we came to this earth and we're going to go somewhere else after this Earth and so I think we continue our soul progresses on Evolution there's be other Realms but I think we we we're about life constantly want to live so even even when we go to sleep that's kind of like a mini death but we dream when we sleep so there's light there's
life like dreams are like the life and sleep and like death there's life and death too and so and also it's a blessing to be able to die too because we can like be reborn and we can like live our childhood over we can like and we can continue to not stuck in like
eternity right yeah St all over yeah that's a beautiful thing too right so there so to never be like a death is also I say it's like it's it's it's hardest on us as humans like when people die it's easy for them it's like they they go They're not experiencing pain
like anymore they're they're they're out of the physical body they're out of this this material prison and then but it's like us that miss them so it's easier for them than it's for us I think yeah that's true I feel like I feel like our I feel like our body are just like like pretty much like a rental property if you know
what I mean so right and they're just temporary it yeah rainbow property what I didn't say rainbow property I said rental property that's a rental Ral rental rental yeah yeah we're we're here
foror also like you know we have to watch out for like if our Soul if if we dest we if we destroy our soul basically while we're still living and we become like empty vessels then any Spirit can go in there and like take over take over so we have to have a strong Inner Light and and a strong awareness of like our our true divine being and not be like tricked out of our bodies and that kind of suck I'm not I'm not I'm not sure I'm
not sure if you guys are G to agree with me or not but I'm just GNA say it but um it's almost like like how's this woman or man like let's say for a woman how is this woman so attractive with this guy that doesn't look that attractive it doesn't matter about looks it's about the connection you know what I'm saying so that's why I say like it doesn't
matter about the body it's about the soul or spirit and that's what makes like you see all these menwomen being with opposite sex and you're like how the how the hell did he or she find that person and why are they with them he doesn't even look good or she doesn't even look good it's not about looks it's about the connection
connection and and also like you know there's also there's also a a trade-off in relationship like a give and take right or it's like it's like it's like mutually beneficial to both or both won't stay in the relationship right and like men are highly Visual and so that's why they're more interested in like maybe like At first like the facad and
then women women are like are looking for um security they're looking for to be stable they're looking for protection for their kids like and stuff like that right and so they have like a more evolved view on things men are kind of more fooled by the outer appearances and that's why like for example the transgender
transgenders today like that's like a big thing but they're like masters of Illusion like and so like and so and then most men don't really care but I don't know if women are the same women feel the same about transgenders and things like that like sometimes they do but uh now now there's more female to male you would never be able to tell like the female to male people like you would never like the with the
hormones and everything you would never never be able to tell so it's really about but it's about like um what you're attracted to and people are attracted to different things and people people are looking for different things and so you want to find somebody that is you has what you're looking for and you have what they're looking for and then you have a mutually beneficial relationship
there most relationships fail fail right so they heart most and those are those are marriages those are you know those are like the the most extreme like romantic relationships but also like friendships are more likely to to fail and stuff and so many friends coming in at our lives and so really grateful for the people that are there for us always
and that really like love us find those people pay attention like put your attention and energy into the people that love you rather than the people that reach it reach it yes absolutely I 100% agree 100% are like that advice I need to like remember to do that because I will
neglect people in my close Circle and just go off and be by myself for a long period of time yeah but you should you shouldn't do that ra that's not nice don't do that also the people that we people that love us the most and like sometimes we just take take them for granted the most and we're like off looking searching for this other other person and stuff like that when it's like we really really we
should like make sure we nurture our relationships and uh and take care of our friends and love our friends and make sure they know their their love so much oh I do I do every day but you know somebody doesn't want to you know appreciate it so well well I hope I hope hope everything
get me worked out hi clumsy hi AC how are you guys doing I love you Michael I love you Michael and I hope I'm yeah I I on you before and stuff like that and uh oh I that's cool man I'm good I'm good man I don't take it off man I I treat it as a
compliment so you're good good yeah anyone else want to hop on panel you're all welcome anyone else have anything to add to the chat we got a good chat going on we just been on for an hour I'm Gonna Last I had four hours like don't you saw any P but we had a really good yeah I know I actually literally like cuz I wasn't on there y
today but I literally like like legit I watched the whole thing Sig was being a little bit of an but that's that's I know I know I know I know you have to be it and do it back to him or else you
know and and he also one thing though he hits on every single woman and then he hits he hits on them like like he flirts with them in a wrong way which pisses them off but he doesn't he doesn't get he doesn't get the note like or the message like stop like calm down stop
that's his joke that's his J that's it is but he need stop drinking so much because I'm even though he does hit on me too apparently I'm the only one who says he wants to marry so we got who else getting proposals to that's you gotta keep an eye
I don't know I don't know that sounds kind of uh sounds kind of suspicious right there so I don't know asking who we're talking about like his name is Sig he's on my panel sometimes and he's a he's a little bit of a kudan type a little bit crabby and he said he said I was said tor's all and stuff like that after I
give him a reading and stuff like that but it's it's like I just laughed it off he's yeah his name is Sig s he's he might he might come by oh so what happen anymore did he do something
who he's not a here I don't think I then one day he was no longer a mod so I thought you deod him I thought you did something I don't know I'm not sure I I don't remember un moding him and I don't think I uh yeah I only have mod people basically if they're underage and stuff like that but uh yeah basically people
they're really disrespectful but if if they're nice and stuff um or it have to be nice but if they're if they're supporters of my channel and stuff like that and I a good heart and stuff I like everyone to be able to to like visit other people's channels and stuff and participate in that way and so I'm pretty liberal about modding and stuff like that I didn't even know um I didn't even
know that you go live like that um it's like um R's the one that got me well not got me on the channel I was just to you but I didn't have the Bell notification on like like uh where you click the bell and then you put all so I didn't even know I'm so happy you're here I know and there's a lot of like a lot of people like um like well I love but I love when
you like people that I know like like show up one day and like they because I am new to streaming though I've been streaming for probably like what like less than like probably three weeks i' been I've been streaming like almost every day yeah less than a month I've been doing the the open panels in the streamyard but I've been I mean I've been streaming for a few months like probably like like six months I've been I had started my channel probably six
months ago but I started the live stream or the open Panel like a month ago and got the streamer for a year and stuff like that and so I'm just having the best time doing this let me uh let me if you don't mind let me ask your question excuse me sorry um why did uh Benny uh unmod you for he said he unmodded a lot
of people and then he REM moded people that he on answer if it's personal then don't answer it I'm just I'm one thing about Benny is like I I've I I did ask him before and he just got he's like oh I know I did I know I moded you and then he wouldn't answer why and like I never got I think I I just made I
might have like said something stupid like about one night I said like when he was getting in the car with people and stuff and then I said I said oh Benny's been kidnapped by black people or something like that and uh and he might have seen that later and I said call 911 maybe he thought I was like saying call the police or something so I don't know I don't know but he's always been cool
with me since and so I think yeah yeah I did get on modded from like channel the same like day and like somebody elseed me maybe it was just I got a sign from the universe time to move on and start doing my own my own thing and so but I but but em and I um were we we talked about and everything we decided it was for the best and stuff like that but Benny just never gave me a explanation
about it and then he kind of gets annoyed when anybody brings that kind of thing up and so I'm not pushing it but it's fine as long as as long as I'm cool with him as long as we're friends and stuff I don't need to be a mod I'm just happy to be a friend and supporter being a mod being a mod is not the point of being on someone's Channel you're on that channel to support them do you know what I
mean it's on air it's in the public there's no private shots or just dish things out and clarify things if they information front of the audience that could channel so yeah exactly yep I agree they know their Channel more than
but it's also also it's also it's like like for example Alisa she had this guy named Edward Kim on her Channel he was a mod and then he kept saying like sexualizing her staff or like saying like stuff about the waitress's ass and stuff like that and so she she unmodded him and then she remod him and then he did it again and she then she's like I'm just having female mods in my chat cu she's like I don't like that sexual
sense of humor you know and it's like so it's she because you're you're also representing the channel in a way and so you reflect on the channel and so I understand that and also when you're not a mod you're pretty much free to say anything you want but then the mod other mods might get you and stuff like that yeah I've been hit on so many
channels for like No Good Reason by the so one thing I don't understand about her server server what does it mean to I'll back what okay mean to be aian does that to be a what what does it mean to be a
chian oh so kitari yeah karian so so her she had um her she used to do more of like a open Panel kind of not open Panel but she used to just do an interview show and and her Channel's called kerit a dog was named Kermit and so then on her description it says um she's the
uh on her on her Channel she has it says um k k r Mi i t a r i n so in our Channel it says this is a this is a this is Church of ktarian she said I went to regular church and they would not baptize me they didn't didn't agree with me so she has like this church of Kermit Terian but Kermit was her she also had Kermit the Frog on her show she loves
Muppets and stuff like that yeah but she also had a dog named Kermit and the Kermit passed away unfortunately she has a dog named Gonzo dog named Kermit so that's what a Kermit okay so because I know it's a role on their Discord server so when you're finally granted that what does it mean like what can you do like what you can post you can post media and photos
and stuff like that because that's when I I got it I'm like I don't understand what it is okay good because because I was trying to post something one night and I couldn't post anything and then I asked her I was like can I post things and then she gave me like little Kermit icon and
so I'm like rules apply even though it's an adult rated server I still should that's what I'm assuming yeah wait in the her server has had some drama on it with like you know the guy Eric on her chat posted nude
photos of her on her Discord she still talks to Eric he also yeah he uh like different things like adult Stu has posted there before and like so it's a little bit of a controversial Channel I hate people like that I hope he I bad to say but like no more Mercy it no more hold
on hold on okay hold on am I okay I almost went off for a second okay there we go everything good every can we hear
everybody was a Oh you love a cards um clumsy of course I'll get you some cards do clumsy a reading one second I'll P you a few cards clumsy clumsy you got the strength card right because I love the strength card um the strength card is like you know
getting what you want through through gentleness that's instead of like a Brute Force you know catch more flies with honey than you can with vinegar but also this great Inner Strength also this Chariot card The Chariot means you're you're moving forward you're comfortable in your
throne things are things are moving forward um basically you're you're in the driver's seat and uh and directing your life and then finally what I have for clumsy give good Shuffle hold on okay clumsy clumsy I know you just been you
been putting on so much work you're just watching things grow and and you know maybe it's been a a while watching things grow but it's paying off for you and uh things are working out and just you have your you you're protecting what's yours and you just you just put a lot of work into things and it's it's beginning to bear bear its fruits and so I hope you like that like that reading
okay y good I love I love Tarot I love the wrer weight deck too because the wrer weight the cards are so symbolic and there's so much information and it's like there and also tarot there's so much to learn with tarot it's a lifetime process and you can tie it into numerology you can tie
it into astrology and there's so many messages so many good messages I just pray that the mo for me as a Tarot reader that the right messages come out the right time that can help the people the most right you're welcome what does it mean when your bags are packed standing at the doors what does that mean Jamie I know Jamie I know
I know Jamie Jamie's been drinking a little bit tonight but it's okay Jamie with the bag to pack standing at the doors um I don't know what does it mean it means you're ready to go on a on a trip you're ready to yeah possibilities are endless yeah you might want to look into like the like when also for symbolic stuff look into dream interpretations of even like the
of stuff you see in Waking Life look if you see like you know symbols like what does it mean to dream about it too because life is kind of like a waking dream in a lot of ways right it's just like a little bit more of a conscious dream but I I believe that life is a dream we we're having a spiritual experience um as material beings we're material beings having a spiritual experience the bags are packed ready it means you're ready to go somewhere ready
to take a trip ready maybe ready to move on from something else so everyone everyone in chat is going giving good good advice and everything there's anybody else that wants to come on the panel we have a good we have a good chat um going we have have nice nice uh double digits in the room always nice to see so the more people the
marrier so yeah having a good night fun and AC's in The Matrix is it real or just a dream right merily merily merily merily life is just a dream right life is like life is a dream you know scientifically scientifically
speaking uh dreams are in how do you say an imbalance of chemicals in your brain oh know that's what maybe that's what life is too maybe like we're all we're all chemic we're all made of chemicals right we have like we have the adrenochrome we have the we have the DMT in our mind we have the brain chemistry so it's all chemistry it's what we put
in our bodies we have different reactions and even different people are a different kind of chemical to us and and sometimes when right wrong chemicals get together there's explosion sometimes when the right picles get together there's another explosion but it's like you bring something in the world and stuff like that you know there so yeah you know there all kinds of uh
perceptions but but life is a temporary thing also like like a like a in our minds like life is like this this like projected world out of our minds you know it's like so it's like we're watching where where's like the starbor show basically Ser our own movie there's so much faded things that happen there's so many coincidences and things like that it can't just be oh it's just pure
Randomness pure chaos in the world there's some kind of order right yeah y I agree so clumsy having a sexual reading tomorrow for uh for her members remember if you want to go to a little spicy I would say go make sure you go to
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and stuff like that or just and the particular asking about that one because um I think you have to go from an Android phone click join or from a desktop computer you can do it too and then you can uh go to their Channel or when they're live and then you just click join and then you should just be able to sign up real quick or you can be
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post yeah and then your name will be also in a different color and stuff like that with like a little a little member icon that will change through the month and then like for for example Emma has a membership and then she does like after shows like where you can go and we have like little after show chats they're real fun and then she has like icons of
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takes like 30% of the membership and so they get like 70% of the membership and stuff just like same with super chats but I'd like to start a membership here um I just have to get I think I I like I told you I I got two I got my first over a thousand watch hours I got just 500 this month and so I'll get to 3,000 soon then I'll be eligible to uh to uh do a
uh membership and to have super chats here and stuff like that and just it's just fun way to like have more chat interaction show your support and also it gets the host attention sometimes when you're a member because your name will be like in a little different color and they'll with the icon next to it they'll be able to see you easier because I love I love yeah yeah especially like when there's a chat
interacting on they can't possibly read every single post unfortunately so when you have when it out of it it's a lot easier for the eyee to Fus on I know that's unfortunate but yeah if you have a question you really want answered like I was trying to ask something about it like interviewing Audia tonight and she didn't see my my questions and so I just
put in a Super Chat and they more then no if you put in a super chat then they'll most likely read read it or or or Feature Feature that right is that your channel clumsy yeah it's not it's not that they're superficial or anything it just it's the app it makes it easy to read yeah because because because it's it's difficult when you know they're doing they're doing stuff and then trying to
pay attention to chat and stuff like that yeah if you click that link um Michael that's that's for clumsy's channel to join um that's like a direct link to join and so that should take you to a join page but yeah YouTu YouTube yeah that YouTube right there and so yeah and clumsy has a really fun like little she has a lot of members in her chat too and
so it's all like it's like it's fun to like and then has a special members only shows that's when I won my I won my uh my cards my Guardians of the night tarot we was we had a little she had a little contest gu the number of carot decks she had and then everyone was typing the number until we got and I got I won that night and so yeah thanks
clumsy yeah on iPhone or or Android I think it should work it doesn't work for my iPad for some reason like sometimes the membership link doesn't come up so I I usually have to go for my um my Android phone or desktop computer or I guess oh and the iPhone that will work for the iPhone because if the I guess the iPhones
don't they work in a different way but it's fun and so I'm gonna but my channel is really taking off like uh getting so like this this month have been like surpassed all the other months combined you know and so it's like maybe because I'm doing panels and I'm like I got the streamyard going and so my shows and then I have interviews lined up I want to do a I want yeah I want an awesome
deck clumsy I want an awesome deck I want to um yeah I want to um keep the channel going and like and uh it's just going better and better and uh I'm really excited about it and it's just going awesome and I I'll be monetized soon probably I I could I predicted by April and maybe it would be
March you know so I've already got 500 this month and so don't don't forget don't forget about us that we were here from the beginning so I I will never forget about no you guys get really really big they they forget about us so I won't you know you guys you guys have I will never forget my day one my day you know my my people have been with me from the beginning and so it's like I'm
still in the very early stages of everything and uh you know I'm I'm just basically like but I I love I love you guys so much I love uh and I love my chat I I love uh basically you can see how many people have wrenches in here like there like I I know I know most of these people from other places on YouTube and stuff like that people are just like that's I was telling this guy today like I was like he he just had a few people in his chat and he has like
15,000 subscribers and everything it was his first live and I was like we I was like most of my chat I've met on other chats and other panels I met through when I was modding and I met through my Discord and stuff like that and so that's like like when you meet people and have a relationship and it's like then it's like even more fun having all these people that you know in the chats and stuff like that and having people come on panels and like also people that
are like on other panels are are like you know want to join these panels too it's like you know they I like people that are kind of like extroverted a little bit for my show and stuff but yeah I like my format a lot um I like I love love that somebody say she's the early stages it's only taking her five damn years you know's been out it
for five years on her Channel yeah and she's she's been building it up and stuff like that like uh she hases really late night streams and so it's like you know not sometimes there's not a lot of people awake in the middle of the night and stuff like that but uh but I think I've seen her I've seen her streams growing and growing like more and more and like like more
donations you gotta be consistent with YouTube you gotta be consistent that's how you get your followers know I mean luckily I don't have much of outside social life and so like that's a good thing when it comes to like YouTube because I can like I can really focus on my channel and I then this is my social life and this is like where I like to party a little bit and like to hang out
and like you know so yeah everyone my cats so many cat lovers around like there's so many like I just love meeting these other cat people and I have tarot on cats I think I have a really unique show too because tonight we're talking about gangstalking and all these interesting things and like different different like topics and like you know I do I do have a his I do have like a a
p where I was doing life coaching and stuff like that and not saying I'm like I can tell you how to run your life you know I can I can U barely run my own life sometimes but I've had a lot of different experiences and I can like to a lot of people and so I can help people and that's that's what I really want to do that's that's through teror too you
can help people so yeah y yeah I love I love I love to uplift people like um it it's it's a great feeling knowing that when you make someone feel better after getting out like let's say someone's depressed or they're lonely sad etc etc and then bring them out of that slump
it's like almost the greatest feeling ever it is so I agree and I agree and that's what I'm and that's what I came to Earth to do I think is to help other people and I think I have a unique kind of like i' had a unique range of experiences or I can like like a lot of different like strange experiences and I'm I'm gay and stuff
like that so I'm like used to trolling and I'm used to like you know being like the you know most most despised in society and stuff like that but then it's like uh I found acceptance too and I found like and then it's like and then find the people that accept me and the people that love me and stuff like that yeah clumsy's done almost a thousand videos isn't that amazing 922 lives
she's done that's amazing I was try to ask you I was trying to ask you earlier I can't remember who was I talking to two days ago on your live feed is that deep ocean yeah oh the de ocean deep woo I think deep oceans Deo
and she's a really cool my bad yeah yeah it was an older woman but yeah she's also a medium so yeah and she's she's really cool she like she's like a very shamanic kind of like and she like does really good talks about like what's happening in the world now yeah deep oceans D woo I'll try to
find her link for for everybody I'll put it in the chat because she's again she's a good friend of the show she's been on my panel a bunch of times and she's like a sweetheart and she likes she likes doing mushroom gummies and she has a really funny sense of humor and uh you know she's she has this really cool laidback uh vibe to her and I just love
her see yeah I found her so everyone subscribe to De ocean D I'll post the link right now okay ca she's so wise woman yeah she's very wise I'll try to come back later just on okay sweetheart we love
you later yeah yes how's everyone doing in chat how are you doing Michael I'm hanging in there buddy every day above ground's a good day right yeah I'm just thankful for
living another day being you know having a roof over my head having food to eat having my cats I'm a very blessed person and hope you're you're totally blessed and uh blessed I'm definitely blessed every day but there's one thing I want to ask you what about that cat that ran away you said they came back six months
later yeah marbles I have a cat Mar and uh he was gone for six months and he came back and he's like 25 pounds now and he he's you know he's somebody was good so my neighborhood it's a my neighborhood I also have I mean I have cats that because I have eight cats and stuff and so they have they have a door they can
go out of and there's like a lot of cat lovers in the neighborhood and like people like serious if if any cat like usually I have a cat that disappeared and he just like lives next door now he comes back he has an air tag on him and like and so sometimes they like to be the only cat in the house and stuff like that but yeah um but marbles came back and the other cats are scared of marbles I got a new cat named Rudy he's like an
older 16 y old cat that I I got from a family friend who who's moving and stuff so he was hiding under the bed for two weeks and now he's started coming out and and I got little magic up there pie and then my cat tux disappeared he was gone for a week and then my neighbor loves him and stuff like that like my neighbor they take in a couple of my cats like
that are more outdoor cats fight with the cats here and he was gone and then she had a feeling that he was like nearby when she was driving so she just drove to the street above me and then she saw him and then she like opened her car door and called his name and he just jumped right into her lap and stuff like that and then like and so she's like he was all dirty and stuff he's been under a house or something
like that but uh he was just a block away usually they don't go very far but yeah I've been through probably since I lived here I've probably had like 25 cats like different cats and like a lot of cats have gone on and I I know there's coyotes around here too so I'm scared about that I just know I just know of a couple cats I've had that have passed
away like that that I heard about but I like to think that they're all safe they're yeah I love but I love cat I don't have I would love a dog too but you know dog would probably be as much work as all my all my hate cats because cats are very they take care of themselves like a lot of the time they clean themselves they they are po
trained with dogs you got you got to take them outside and then you got to like um yeah well me personally I feel like dogs won't get along with cats but that's not necessarily true it's all about how you train them so I don't know P posted a video on my Discord today and it was about this uh like a kitten and then there was like a like there was two
big dogs in the house and one of the dogs took the kitten as his own baby and the cat was always wet CU he would just like be licking the cat and stuff and another dog one dog so um also there's there's a there's a like I think it's an Indian Channel where they have like they just raised all these animals together and so they have like they have a little bed made and there's like a cat
sleeping in the bed and they'll have a duck walk in the room and the duck will walk in and like jump on the bed and then like a chicken will walk in and they'll all be on the bed like massaging each other and stuff like that and they have like little cute subtitles and but it's like so funny like and then they have also like a cat will like go outside and then it'll have all the ducklings following the cat like like their leader and the cat will find like
water and stuff and all the Ducks will hop in the water and the cat will just sit by the side of and watch the Ducks and stuff like that but yeah like animals can if they're raised together especially from as young you know they will they can get along with other animals I just it' be kind of I I once had like a pitbull that stay with me for a little while and the cats would just freak out like and and would
just like jump jump up but I love I do love pites too I also say like P are dog you have a pit I have um yeah let me bring her in real quick I have um I have a she's a pull Terrier I don't know if that makes sense American americ terer hold on I'll
show you I'll be back adorable I'll be back home okay Dave says he works too much for a dog yeah it's like you know it's like you got to you they're like they're like a baby like they're like an eternal baby my neighbor have a Dog Named Gus and he's a golden retriever he's the sweetest dog though and the cats love
him the Cat my cat tux will cuddle with the dog the golden retriever he just love he like would like always look out the window and see the cats and he just like loves the cats so they like and he has two cat cat brothers and stuff like that or a cat brother and sister and stuff anybody else wants to join the panel you're welcome the link is pinned we're having a fun night tonight where it's Saturday night it's a I call it
Trump to Saturday because they have this delicious um barbecue meal I got I show you I showed you the card I got with it really cute come here baby come on come
here light come come cuddle come here that's a good girl there okay all right stop stop come look at the camera look look there what's your dog's name Zena
War you know I was Zena once for Halloween one year I went to a party I was Zena for but yeah Zena is an awesome name very cute yeah I remember I'm I'm an 80s kid and so I was like in in the 90s that show was on you're 80s kid I was born my birth actually my birthday's on
Monday I'm an aquarius 89 or 89 yeah 89 January 27th 1989 oh so your birthday's almost coming up you're an aquarius Monday yeah it's on Monday well happy happy early birthday that is awesome apprciate no I just had my birthday too I just turned I
just turned 44 I was born 81 I turned 44 on January 7th and so you don't look 44 so that's a compliment right thank you my I thought you were like being your 30s something little bit older I I mean I or say out of the Sun a lot you know and it's like and uh you know luckily I have some good jeans and everything my mom
still looks really really young and stuff like that um so I yeah I have a beautiful family um and I'm like I'm like the ugly duckling in the family basically but I'm not you know everyone that's your opinion it may not be facts you have to you have to be more confident yourself you know I me I I am
I'm but I'm a little bit I'm a little bit humble I know I I have a bigger ego than I than I let on I don't think I'm that bad but um I'm just saying they're they're and in my family they're all married they all have kids I'm I'm like the cat Dad I'm like like but I've always been very accepted still and I've always been like you know always loved by my family and stuff like that and so
and we all live we all live around each other so we have a good uh little post Nick group and at 14 nieces nephews there are 15 nieces and nephews and I Grand nieces and nephews and my my my niece wants to have like six kids and she's and she's she's almost 30 she almost had she already had four kids so so I nephews and so we have a big
growing family and what are you smoking on tonight oh it's just nicoe ba yeah I have a oh I have a I have a weed Vape but it's like almost out and then I have like I have a swisser I think a s yeah I I have more swishers I
looking at this disgusting old pipe but got clean you got so um I forgot how I forgot how they used to do it back in the day but you put it in water with um alcohol or something like that this one is like it's my little corn cup it's not a corn cop is a little Wood Pipe I
got from the for five bucks I think and I just smok my it looks like an old school pipe that they used to use back in the day like like almost like popey you poy the cartoon no David and the and the oh yeah David says he's jealous beautiful dog and then
clumsy and David both say happy birthday to you and Leela Lea appreciate it thank you so much yeah that's my baby I love her that's my baby I'll do anything for that dog I have another dog too I have um a Belgian melois Shepherd um if nobody knows about it or that readed it
looks like a German Shepherd but not as hairy like it doesn't have that much hair it's a police it's a police dog but um yeah she's uh she's in the other room sleeping I'm not g to bother the pit she she always come she always come if I ask her I watch the show I watch fiance and there was a family there and they had uh
German Shepherds they have a bunch of German Shepherds and she like and they give commands in German and so the dog speaks German and stuff have you heard of that where they they like talk to the German Shepherd in German and stuff and they believe you I believe you because they're very smart they're very very intelligent very
intelligent we do have that's one of the smart and we see they have the canine unit where the canine dogs I always see the police dogs and they're very cute but my neighborhood is like so many dog walkers it's like they're such animal lovers in this neighborhood but uh yeah there's just like every time you walk down the street they're walking their dogs my neighbors all have all these
dogs everyone loves all my cats like there A lot of times you get complaints for having so many cats around and everything but my neighbors all love my cat you're like you're like the male version of a cat lady yeah I just call myself that has like 20 cats and Shir I'm Cat Daddy but all my cats that I
have now all the females are fixed and then all the males are most of the but uh yeah I had I had a litter last year on on a March 14th of of a five and then the year before I had a litter of five then a litter of four and then few of those didn't survive and then most of
those ran away sorry yeah but it's the circle of life and uh you know it's like I believe there's an animal heaven you love when you have time you're getting a German Shepherd David said that's good they're they're dogs are dogs are so loyal well people say like dogs are like God cats are like the devil because dogs are so
unconditionally loving like just like God like God is like unconditionally loving and then cats make you work for their their attention and like me me personally I got I got my two dogs when my first first dog was a g well she's not a German Shepherd but might well just call her that and um I I got her for my anxiety and she's helped me a lot because I've been through a lot of test
obviously you know about my dad but this is like three years ago she's gonna be four in February and um I got her because my grandmother died I had extreme anxiety I couldn't even I couldn't even sleep and this dog helped me tremendously to to um you know keep calm and you know keep my composure if
you know what I mean so I think well I think animals are the best therapy like dogs are just so loving and it's like so to have that kind of unconditional love like every day and then they they they they they rely on you so much and they they trust you so much and that kind of thing and then cat too cats are so like
they're they're purring is like a it's like a electrical kind of like frequency that is like just my cat's are definitely my therapy like it's like when having a cat to hug and stuff you know it's like just I don't feel alone they're my little family ex yep I feel
you 100% on that I feel you I agree y but I think but I think we're very blessed with our animals and thankful for all all that they bring us and no all they want is just love and
food and water that's that's all they oh and they're perfect you know dogs and cats too are like they're pretty much created by humans red from like a gry wolf and dogs dogs are all from the gry wolf cats are from the African jungle cat and they're R to be they're companions like we're they need us we
need them kind of thing so it's a perfectly little it's a perfect marriage right yeah animals like her family you know I mean so that's how I like think of it I mean anything happens to my dogs I would be
oh excuse my language I would be freaking um upset tremendously but they're yeah they're huge like sources of love in our life and that's like it's so it's so special and so important to have especially me like not not wanting to be like in relationships really you
know and uh like having having like a little little companions they're my kids basically so yeah here's magic magic come on Magic sleeping up here there Magic Hey magic let's woke you
up I wake you up Trixie I think Trixie might be outside right now I I don't see magic right here he was taking a s news but yeah I have a little cat door so they can come in and out as they like and so I just scared about coyotes and stuff we just have coyotes running around the neighborhood over here in Rondo Beach
it's like pretty crazy happy if you don't if you don't mind me asking you what you live in randoo Beach California oh c which or what's up what did you say
no I'm saying about wolves or oh coyotes coyes okay my we have a wildlife preserve like around here and then so there's coyotes and people get them on their cameras and the coyotes like are just running around at night and stuff like that and like packs and I had a cat last year named silly he's like a black and white cat and then I just had a bad
feeling one day I was all all all like in anxiety one day and then I uh I looked on like uh the neighbors by ring um app and then it said like there was a dead white black and white cat in the street and so yeah so he got CAU by coyotes and I have I have like his last video of him when he he's like sitting
outside my house and then he hears like a noise and he like walks for he was like so L yeah yeah it's really silly silly s i l yeah for it was short for Sylvester and Sylvester actually is the name of the cat's genus it's like sylvestris something like that but yeah he was I
didn't name him he's like the only cat I didn't name he was a black and white cat and I had when I lived in Glendale and he was like the last cat I had when I moved from Glendale to Rondo Glendale California I know there okay yeah and my got Freya just walked and she's like an outdoor cat but she like
she she's half raccoon I'll try to bring her over real quick up let's see free fre free fre
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is like crazy she's a huge tail oh she got like a raccoon tail know she looks like I always raccoon because she has a huge raccoon well her father's her father or mother is prob of raccoon that tail looks just like a raccoon so yeah it's a huge tail and we have raccoons outside
here these to come up on the roofs and stuff like that but we also had we have possums around here and once um baby possums move under on my couch and they would come out at night and like eat the cat food and stuff we had to get them out of the house though but there was a POS like I would usually I just because I didn't before I had the cat door I would just leave the door open and so the these animals would come in we had
squirrels come in and like animals would come in and like I'm like kind of like Snow White you know like and her Animal Friend where she she would just come outside and all the birds would just slap on our finger all the woodland animals yeah I'm an animal person definitely and also like um I grew up around a lot of animals too and like dogs always like
like like seem to like me like I've never been like attacked by like a dog or stuff like that like they've always been well energy it's the energy that you put out there so I mean dogs dogs and cats have a great sense of um energy sense if you know what I mean like
um they they can sense whether you're mad depressed sad happy all that stuff so they're yeah they're very empathic like animals are very empath my my cats are very empathic too like you know if I had a cat pass away like they would all like be extra
like like they would be sad and like they see I'm sad and they or if I if I ever cry or something like that they'll they will comfort me and stuff like that so they understand they they can like read emotions and stuff like that so it's very magical yeah how was your
day my day it was it was productive I mean I worked during the day and I took a nap and I'm up I don't know I have trouble sleeping L night I mean I have to be at work in a few hours but I can't sleep so but I'm used to it but my day been good how's your day been good well
like uh I woke up probably like at like 10 in the morning and then I went back to sleep and I woke up at like 3:30 in the afternoon so I I sleep a lot of the day and uh but I had a had a good dinner and uh and I was on a few panels I was on you know youa be's channel is
be her Channel's called be tiitties she's been on my show before too and uh she got porn bombed like several times today the last porn bomb she got was like you know have you heard of Cyrax I don't know if you heard of Cyrax yeah well uh if you're talking about a YouTube channel no but I know Cyrax a Pokemon character
so well Cyrax is this really like disgusting po character it's Pokemon character well he's this guy on YouTube and he's pretty disgusting and he's like he's like bald and he has like really dead like buck teeth and stuff and he's just like always like and then uh I guess he like had some masturbation videos and so somebody posted his M masturbating at the end of her last
stream and so she had to end and then somebody porn bombed her before that she's got por and she got porn bomb a bunch of times and I've been porn bombed too and it's like we just that's just unfortunate because uh then we have to delete the streams and everything or we can like probably edit the video I just immediately delete the stream put on
private to avoid getting a St I saw some my poor eyes was pretty disgusting and uh but luckily everyone's really cool lately and uh and I've been I've had good luck with the panel and good luck with and also I don't get many trolls you know in in my chat so and
especially me like I hang out parts of YouTube and stuff like that and I I like or I know I know professional trolls and stuff and even they're they're they're cool with me and they're they're nice and stuff like I I had good training um being a mod for Benny and being a mod for uh for Emma and stuff with trolls see like they get the they get horrible trolls like people saying the worst
things I got trolled in there too but it's like it's just like you have to develop a thick skin and I also just being gay like you always I'm used to being trolled like that you know it's like so so I really don't mind I'm good why am I racist what why what so you said Sacramento truth movement why am I
racist why where would you come up with that idea I'm not racist at all I love how is he racist he's talking to a Spanish guy right now how is he racist that makes sense yeah Sacramento truth mov and I love all I love all Races by the way and I think we're all part of the human race and I I
think that like racism is really stupid and hey we we all bleed red we all B so don't I mean don't don't let people like that piece of freaking get so yeah and I'm not I'm not offending either but it's like yeah it's like a I'm also like very candid about very
candid in like you know about different races and it's like you know there's certain stereotypes you know and we can we can all we can all discuss it and like but it's like when it comes down to it I'm I understand discrimination I understand being like discriminated against and so I am not racist at all and I love all RAC there's always there's always people out there that are G to hate and I don't know why
there's so much hatred out there but it needs to stop for real because if not this world's going to come to end sooner than we want to so we need to stop the hatred and I think especially now like in this Trump era like I don't want to get too much into politics but it's like it's very acceptable like make America great again and that kind of thing and it's acceptable to hate on gay community
or different communities and like you know but uh there there's like a lot of humans that are into that there are and it's like made it okay to be racist for some people but I I think it's unacceptable to to like to truly racist personally me personally I don't like talk about politics but I do personally
like Trump only because from 2016 to 2020 those arees the whole with Co which wasn't Trump's fault but I mean gas prices were down food prices were down people were able to find jobs so I feel like he'll he'll do good and also
at the same time on his very first day January 20th he already was making his decisions that he said he was going to do um when he before he became president so he's so that's why I like him but so I feel like maybe sometimes he could be an yeah
but yeah my main problem is not with Trump it's like with some of his supporters you know some of his supporters are just like you know but I I I remember I I had I had economic Prosperity during his years and during the time I got checks in the mail I was I I got unemployment I was able business
so I did I did well I have no complaints and then after yeah in Sacramento truth truth movement yeah you're saying God is racist you're racist Michael's racist Spanish people are white I mean yeah all labels but but I think that yeah I think that uh it's kind of
obvious if you get to know us that that we are like very loving people in the not like the least racist you can get out of it pretty much the the human human race you know I don't I don't even know where the racist part is coming at like I don't even know why they're saying that because we're not being racist I don't get it so yeah I know but it's just it's just it's just like
saying something to say something I don't know or they just want attention well you got you gave them what they want like so yeah but yeah but it's yeah I but I like I like to address the trolls and I I'll know I'll stand up for myself and Stu that it's like I don't I don't like to feed the Trolls but I will interact
with them I think I can I can usually win so cheers what you drinking what you sipping on uh like but I put it in a cup so that way you don't get banned so or not banned but you know well I think that we're allowed to drink alcohol and we smoke pod and stuff on
streams I'm not I'm not exactly 100% sure but I know on Tik Tok you're not supposed to do that but so but I have a new fan he subscribed to me now so and he loves the channel so awesome it's kind of weird that people hate but then they subscribe to your channel kind
weird but yeah got new subscriber yeah thank you for supporting the channel you know it's it's flattering and I do like I do like to think I I can have a good influence on people too and I can get along with almost anybody in the world too like everybody likes me then you got you got
a serious problem like with me I guess I get everybody and like I told you earlier what she disagreed but you know we can agree disagree but kill with kindness that's what you do yeah well I agree I like I like killing with kindness because I am a kind person it's like and I will not stop being I don't think it was you I
think it was R it was I'm not sure yeah and it's like and maybe she's had some some like negative experiences and like and and especially Sometimes women like you know can are known for like being really nice and taking advantage of for the Nic and stuff like that and I've uh I've been accused of being a sucker I've been accused of being like you know just dumb because I'm like I'm
so nice or whatever but I actually really am a nice person and I everything I've been through like not I'm not changed I'm like I'm still a nice person and I still am a loving person and uh and I I don't have hate in my heart for anybody like really even people that hate me it's like I I I send love to but sometimes far from far away you know you also want to like yeah and make sure you also like give a lot of love to those
people that really deserve it don't don't don't don't change who you are for anybody yourself yeah if they don't for who you are then they obviously don't care about you so and that's what I love about YouTube is that that YouTube um having a channel on YouTube you'll you'll find like you you actually will meet people that are into you and what you have to
say and like will like love you and I met so many people that that love me so much and like have helped me and like to talk to every day and like you know I've met so many great people and so it's like all the negative people it's like I don't even pay attention anymore like and I used to put myself in situations where I would deal with negative people and stuff like that and I I still will go to sometimes hostile environments and
I'll leave and like the or the people will oh you're the first gay person I ever met that I liked and stuff like that so it's like kind of like I can like have an impact on people's lives too just by being myself and so I'm just and that also like and and I don't have to pretend or um try hard to create other persona I can just be myself and then people that like me will I'll find the people that will like me for being
me and so that's what's really beautiful about being on YouTube and having this like YouTube family and stuff like that it's a really cool experience I don't have it's almost like he created like a new family you know I mean or like a like a secondary family you know mean right and it's like I consider my soul tribe like people that we just have are
we Just Vibe and like I know it's really cool just to meet people that get me and like accept me for who I am and and then also I like to introduce these people to each other and people that would never have met each other before can meet each other yeah
yeah I met I met I met my new girlfriend um on YouTube so she's actually I think I think she may be live right now not sure but um I I I I think she well she was live I'm not sure if she's live anymore but
um I stay on here doesn't talk to you so um but I probably should go on there now before she gets okay dude thank you so much for no no no problem man like every time you go on I have your notifications on um so I'll be able to see when you go on
but if you're still on like maybe within an hour um I'll be back soon okay but um sounds good other than that it was nice talking to you you're always great and hope to talk to you soon okay great talking to you Michael thank you love you all right love you too later thank you
bye that's awesome um he's an awesome guest and I hope everyone's having fun I uh and it was really cool also tonight um I was in nauy exotica's Channel and and uh I don't know if you guys heard this but um someone asked in her chat like they said do you believe in God and and then she said yes I believe in God her name
is Emma Leviathan and so um and then she said she was a big Emma fan and stuff like that and so I'm in Emma's Discord and I was able to post her Link in Emma's Discord I just got a message from Emma saying oh I I was just in her chat and she's awesome and she's like I love people to get the inside jokes of my show and stuff like that and
so I hope I hope Nadia had a good time with that and uh yeah I'm just really blessed I just I just uh finding finding the best people and I'm having the most fun um you you see I've had a huge smile on my face the whole night probably s for another hour probably maybe till midnight maybe a little bit after midnight if anyone wants to come on
panel you're welcome what's up pie anyone's welcome up on panel um anyone wants to chat what's up what's up Leela Leela Leela had a laugh at the uh the truth movement guy yeah the truth movement guy said okay come on
up you like my shirt tonight by the way it's my nice black and white flannel flannel shirt the cats are running around right now come on Freya Bray's playing with the little kitties Bray's having fun yeah we're just having a fun night L
little laidback a little Saturday night fun open Panel everyone's welcome
I'll do some more tarot don't be shy chat also you don't be shy to come up because you you just have to you know just share your voice and stuff like that I'd love to chat with anybody or you can just chat in the chat but I know we have a few lurkers lurkers here hey Trix are you here Trix G to come over Trix is
happy I DS are happy I'm happy right let's welcome P to the panel my co-host hi this last hour how are you I'm doing good watching hell
walkit he visited me for like a I was my story he visited me him well what's good did you see that you were there that in the chat the other night and Hell Walker um said said psyche and Emma are good people and then he said then he said uh you know he like said something else in the chat and then
I saw him my clumsies and I said hi to him and thank you and he's said oh you're you're welcome so he's talking to me again and so I think you know after a little time time can heal all wounds okay you would love to chat tyred tonight you're streaming tomorrow yeah I'll be streaming tomorrow David thank you for coming to the chat too and thank you for chatting but hell Walker's a good guy
hell Walker came over here spent a couple days with me took me to a concert and uh and then you know I kind of screw things up by making inappropriate jokes like like I'm known to do sometimes but uh I think I think it'll be okay yeah that's I've got trouble for my humor before and it took me a long time to finally learn to
acknowledge that there is a time and place for everything like self control hard I still have trouble yeah and I I kind of like I like and I kind of have no filter you know like sometimes but yeah I've I've calmed down a little bit from from what what I think I was I was I but I still like to be funny did you hear the the Emma levian
story I just told just now no no no no I haven't so I told Emma about Nadia Exotica I posted I posted on her um on her chat like that Nadia because Nadia had said um someone someone said in her chat do you believe in God she said yes
I do her name is Emma ltin right and so um so I posted her in Emma's chat and then um Emma says she's cool as hell I stopped by it's so fun meeting people that are fans of the show and know the inside jokes so because she watches watches the show too so that's really
cool and so sweet love of course she believes in in God you know she's like Nadia Nadia is funny because um Nadia will say or someone will say are you what's what are your pronouns and she'll be like C SL urchin yeah and she's like she's like
and then she's like this is like the best little Horror House on YouTube like like she's like totally has a good sense of humor and like totally totally funny and so I thought Emma would like her and uh so that's really sweet I'm just going to give her comment a heart no I love that Sassy energy because like you know it's from a place of love I love
it but NAD n so Nadia is yeah Nadia is gonna be a future interview on the show like she she she I'd love to like when I asked if she want to do an interview and stuff like that Emma gave me a really good starting because because I know Emma and we talk we've talked before and stuff and and we've done I've done uh Discord chats with her and stuff like
that and so we've talked and so and we just have a good rapport and so that was my perfect first interview yeah I think I think she had a lot of fun fun on the interview and uh she say for 90 minutes it was like we asked a lot of questions we did terar for each other and I think like now I'm I'm like comfortable to like um and she also recommended she's
like yeah do more interviews like you should do like one once a week or I think she said and like so like with different people and and so I told you with other people you know with see the the in ink guy there's this ink guy I just subscribed to tonight he's really cute I don't know a schedule right so people can like
rely on it as expectation and if we end up having no one that comes on that schedule that one week or something we do a dress up and pretend to be somebody yeah that' be cool well you know at least at least I would have Kermit on her show like she had she had like a Kermit the Frog AI or something like that or she had a Kermit that would
come up and Emma or at least I would also like interview everybody mini Manson and of course that She interviewed people from Howard Stern She interviewed just people from all over YouTube and so like it was like all these different people but it's like I love now that I have all these good relations with people and I really want to help people and it's like and so I
think it would be I'm like figuring out how to do it professionally how to like I'll do it like a week before I'll create the live I'll do like have like the streamyard panel like the the thing figured out I have a I'll have a banner with advertising them I'll have a flyer advertising in my community it was a good learning experience for how to good blueprint from how to like do it in the
future and then it'll just get better and better it'll just get you know know but it couldn't have been more perfect how it started out and uh and I'll always thank Emma like thank you for like inspiring me to like start the intervie interviewing process and and and I hope I did a good interview with her I think everyone enjoyed it and Friday
hey she s a lot longer than we thought we were expecting like 30 minutes just stayed like triple that I was really happy all that yeah it was awesome and then and then uh it also it also um brings people to their show new people to their show and new people to our show and I like I like blending families on on YouTube you know mixing it mixing up
and it's really cool it was a good interview David was there thank you David hi David David Harmon's here yeah we have a good chat going still the cats are fighting a little bit magic get over here yeah so ba had a panel tonight and she got porn bomb like I think four times the first um show and then like in
the second show someone put up Cyrax masturbating at the end of her show in a thing she ended the pan he was you know you know Cyrax is like if you can Google c y r axx like he's like yeah I heard YouTub name yeah he's a YouTuber
like and Michael was just saying he's a Pokemon character too but yeah Cyrax if you look at but look up Cyra look what he looks like he looks like he looks like scary c y r axx you see him c y r a yeah or maybe just one
I'm so sorry for this guy oh the poor guy man and he has like he has like his teeth his teeth are like buck and he has like scabs on his head and stuff and he's like he's like he's like the most he just always like crying and whining about something he has a girlfriend I think he kissed her once and she threw up or something on or
like there's no way that's real like that's no way yeah way I I refuse to believe it I don't know he's a he's a I don't know if he's a popular YouTuber but he's like a like Benny knows who he is like he knew like um yeah maybe see I just
want to see what he looks like yeah I'm G to stop look it's like they're trying really hard and make him look hard to look at you know right there I have like certain angles that are hard to look at so no it's F but he looks like this Ty you see what he looks like you see this yeah I
know I know I was I I searched him thank you I know yeah hi Jim Nick hi what's up Jim Nick how are you but but king cobra I've heard of King Cobra like I I I like visit a lot of these like the first time for the first time in today I saw Captain content because someone posted on
Alisa's stream there on her Discord oh um here's Captain content um Lisa's ex-boyfriend cooking some food and uh he is pretty horrifying or not horrifying but he was he not horrifying he was uh he was interesting he's a little bit older than I thought he was not horrifying I was thinking cyx just now what's up Jim Nick how are you Jim Nick
you're welcome on the panel if you want I like your little Panda Avatar abely my uh my this this this H beef brisket is so good it does look really good on the server lovey you saw the picture
yeah had did you have a good day I did I did I got invited to a new server uh apparently some of the trolls in Eliza's server made a new server just for the tools to like collaborate and I've been
invited you infiltrated infiltrated it yeah they like they like the way I write they think I'm a troll I I never considered myself a troll but apparently my humor is considered trolling so feel like okay but they're really fun I like
them like they're I don't know they're nice like big nuts and like um ghost if big nuts is there right now there a very very few people like the owner is being like really really selective who they pick they haven't a lot yet no one's reached out to big nuts unless big nuts
is there under an ALT I do have theories well I did say something about um there's like a Discord or about a there's a video on Alisa and it was about her Discord and like something about the drama that's happen in her Discord and uh and she apparently has a secret room in her Discord where I don't know if the mod it's a Mod's room or something but it's like she has a secret
chat room in there that' be inter yeah that's normal a lot of you know a lot of servers do that I have one too I have I read mods only chat and stuff in my discords too but uh my Discord really taking like it's really looking cool like it's like a thank you CIFA by the way for making like the really cool
Discord like he like he did it all he created every all these rooms he know I like they grow a tree the fur baby section I'm going to create I'm going to create a selfie section I I'm G to make sure all the are the avatars moved over yet I'm not sure if they are because like um when I click the the Avatar yeah I need to I need to click over the
Avatar but I think he said he made you a mod a managing mod or something I don't know what you mean by Avatar though or the the Emojis emojis yes I brought mine over okay because I was like but the one where there was flicking the uh the egg plant I actually put that out and brought it to the
trolling server using it there and like that's something I made with them in the beginning anyway so it made more sense like give it well that's good well I think but yeah I think um maybe I need to just I'll delete the ones from the old server because I was like because they come up like twice or something or um yeah when everyone when everyone's
gone from the old server you can delete the whole server itself you don't have to like you know delete you know Big Easy thank you Jim Nick Jim Nick says she likes the DU of us two AE so I I was listening I I was watching Howard Stern today like old Howard turn episode it was it was one I remember so Howard had taken everybody to a really
nice restaurant it was like this really nice restaurant in New York and he invited like it was Howard Robin and and Benji and uh and then uh everyone was with their girlfriend and boyfriend and stuff and it was a nice big dinner and then Howard said Robin order the wine so Robin ordered the wine and he's like oh it's a delicious wine and
then the waiter came over and said oh sir should I continue the wine this wine and Howard's like oh sure yeah yeah and then Howard got the bill and he said when he got the bill he went the wine the wine was $800 a bottle that she ordered oh yeah and also $800 a bottle and also they had brought over this envelope at the end of dinner and they
open the envelope and it was like the wine labels on the envelopes and stuff like that like so he's like what's going on it was like it was like this really special bottle of wine and then like that's why Robin's like oh I just I told him to talk to you I said speak to Mr Stern about should we continue the one and he just didn't Tex took the prices but it was an $800 bottle of wine yeah
that's like to check the prices uncomfortable to do that you know said well they're $1,200 bottle of wine on the menu you know so she's like you're lucky I didn't want to order one of those but yeah they have very it was a fine restaurant and then he said Benji came um like half hour late to the
dinner you know Benji on Howard's turn that's that's Alisa's ex-boyfriend oh it is I don't I don't watch show yeah I'll show you Benji I'll see if I'll show you Benji and Alisa cuz uh yeah that's that that that's how basically she got she got on the show
and stuff this is them back in put up full screen real quick she's do good for
him oh it's a nice picture it's cute huh but also I'll play this one press conference hold on um because he used to bomb these press conferences oh and uh and like he would go like and he would like and then he would like say he would wear like like an Alisa Jordana
hat oh she has her own house she has merch I think she does well she because she's a she's a singer and stuff um what she's a singer I thought she just karaoke no she no she has those are all her songs those are her albums like she has her own songs and stuff
oh sh yeah she's a singer I'll play a song of her but let me see if I can find this one showed me a song of hers before I thought you know she's just you know casual person that's awesome yeah um different one before
okay I think this is it's in this one um okay so the long running gross out genius performance art satire radio spectacle that is the Howard Stern Show which is now just on satellite radio they are apparently promoting a singer I don't know if it's just like somebody who Howard Stern enjoys or or
if this is a paid Arrangement or something but today Republican Presidential politics in America were briefly taken over by this this is not what you think it is just calm down no no it's not what you think it is just calm down this is about Alisa Jordana okay Alisa Jordana this is not
about me this is about Alisa Jordana the serious thing is about Alisa Jordana j o r d a Alisa
Jordana fine fine and also Young Love is a really good song to listen to Young Love okay the name the songs young I won't say the bad word again it's F you on fine F you I'm fine he right uh that is in fact the name of the song in
question I want you out of my I you out of
my so it's true we fact checked it and maybe this all today was just an advertisement for this singer person who is beloved of the Howard Stern Show or maybe this is just the greatest long running gross out genius performance art satire radio spectacle of my generation the Howard Stern Show being jealous that
another performance art sensation is hitting that patented Howard Stern sweet spot that is the overlapping area between horrifying and compelling okay here's how this was supposed to go today at the Friars Club here in New York City known for its comedic roasts of celebrities a press conference was scheduled today to hear further allegations of sexual harassment
concerning Herman Cain a republican candidate for president as members of the media many many members of the media gathered to hear from the new accuser and from her attorney Gloria aled a Howard Stern sidekick whose named Benji took over the proceedings just listen a second all right maybe I'm the girl that was
accused by Herman Kane okay you know that you don't even know if for sure I'm I'm a male because I might not be I'll say who I am who asked that who asked who I was my name's Benji Bron b r o n
k I hope sort of how it went as the entire national press Corps sat and waited uh for this her Herman Kane related press conference to begin oh I met you at the at the Anthony thing you come here oh sorry sorry I met you at the Anthony
thing wait are you from Japanese I met you when he says hethy we Conference in June which Benji the Howard King Howard Stern sidekick uh he he also at the Anthony
Weiner press conference did the same thing he sort of stern bombed it the Howard Stern sidekick guy sort of took over this press conference today uh before it even began say first the name who wants me to St
at one point it seemed like the press conference was actually going to start with Benji from the Howard Stern Show with that guy uh introducing Gloria alred the attorney and her client the new Herman Kane uh sexual harassment accuser ladies and gentlemen Angeles California Miss Gloria and the
accuser so that was the announcement from Benji she's as annoying as will hearing that Gloria already and the woman do to speak about the allegations against Mr Kane turned around and decided to wait backstage at the friers club for a few more minutes so they could enter the press conference on their own terms instead of being announced by the Howard Stern guy ultimately the press conference finally
did start the accuser who came forward today was a woman who worked at the National Restaurant Association Educational Foundation in the mid1 1990s she said after losing her job at the NRA's Foundation uh she met Mr Kane in Washington to ask him for help in getting rehired or for getting another job she then alleged that Mr Kane made an aggressive and unwanted sexual
Advance toward her he suddenly reached over and he put his hand on my leg under my skirt and reached for my genitals he also grabbed my head and brought it towards his crotch I was very very surprised and
very shocked I said what are you doing you know I have a boyfriend this is what I came here for Mr Kane said you want a job right I asked him to stop and he did Herman Kane campaign responded to this actually they sort of ponded to this putting out a statement during that press conference which said you want to
hear a song or that that enough I want to talk about how dumb he seems yeah like is he is he like is he was he is he like a troll or something because he seems like really rarded well there okay so there funny thing where he was wearing this African like this green African Garb like called
a dooo and he he came in the studio wearing it and he went to like sing John's party wearing it and Howard's like what are you doing wearing this and then also um well one one time he came into work wearing like a wig I eye makeup um like a what else he had a a
hat on he had a like this long wig and uh he said a had dressed him up and stuff like that and it's like he's kind of a he's kind of a troll but he's pretty funny yeah it's pretty crazy youve got that like will frell Air of annoyance to him definitely not my comedy but at least it's not for
real I'm really happy to hear that really happy to hear that because he would he did that for a few press conferences too oh my God other press conferen where Elisa is there and he he's dragged out screaming and stuff but he has a press pass I guess
from the show he's a writer on the show so like the allegation of uh sexual Mis like you know harassment real or not like I don't that was yeah that was a Gloria all that that part was real that was like the real press conference that he just bombed he he like went to the press conference and like got to the mic before anybody and started talking and stuff and then all the Press kind of
recognized him because he's on Howard Stern and stuff so they they're kind of yelling back and forth but it's pretty hilarious yeah Alisa okay do you know Alisa about her her history and music and stuff no no no well I told you about she was in this band called Cobra Starship and she was a kear player and so the kear is like this
like guitar with like a xylophone or like a piano long yeah and that's when she like took the teenagers on the van or the bus and then they stole the van's iPads and somebody said she brought she alcohol teacher with te ever again
teens should be as mischievous as possible make adults ever regret trying to with you guys you know what I mean like make them think twice before ever approaching teenagers again right exactly exactly adult is like safe and they actually don't have bad intentions you
know which most adults are like that you know they just you know want to inspire young adults and stuff it's awesome but like giving them a good you know letting teens trust adults without their parents around that's a bad habit that could lead maybe they'll trust the wrong one eventually because they had a good experience before that's why like you
shouldn't do it you know yeah I know off limits like but uh yeah but she but she but she got fired from the band because she took them on the tour bus and allegations she served alcohol to them and stuff but she would like they would just have a party and stuff and uh and like she would sing her songs and stuff or sing and then um and then they stole
the band's iPads or iPods or something like that and got fired from the band and that was Cobra Starship but she also she plays classical piano so she went on Howard he does that's awesome yeah he it really well actually damn so she does she does that too that's all awesome yeah and that's what she went
Howard Stern um Howard Stern Show like and she played her song F you I'm fine you I'm fine and uh plays a piano to it and she writes her songs and everything and that's what a lot of people will will request the the on our on our TTS they will send in her own songs and stuff like that there's one funny song
that I forgot the lyrics of it but I was like this sounds like a woman that would that sound like a woman that would break a man's heart and not even care about and she's like she like she's like this is me it's fine I was like who's this woman singing I like somebody made lie how do you know
like if that's actually their heart they're presenting to you so I guess like someone just get numb to it just stay safe yeah yeah I don't judge anymore yeah she she said dating past though she dated Annie dick like you know she dat Annie dick and Captain content she dated
Captain content and uh other people and uh but she was dating Benji I think Benji was the most she was the most in love with but she was not sexually attracted to him so so her her best friend yeah but they eventually they did like there's like the only video I've ever seen her kissing She's kissing him in in the video and he he's like real
uncomfortable I think I played that for you and he's like no no you remember that or no yeah I do oh so he wasn't sexually trate to her no no she wasn't sexually attracted to him but she was like on camera she was trying to kiss him and stuff and he was like not wanting to kiss on camera and stuff but I think he was really in love with her yeah
a oh well at least she got out there and she's trying you know that's good I'm happy her yeah her shows she was she didn't stream today she streamed yesterday for like 10 hours and uh I I haven't called in recently but I will wait she streamed today for 10 hours yesterday for 10 hours yesterday yesterday
wow she usually streams from like five hours well usually I think eight eight hours but sometimes she goes to 10 hours and she so she was also she was like there's this guy named quigly on her show and he was like this guy real tall with like long hair he wear a hat and then she was on the show and stuff and then she pulls over in her car and she
sees him on the side of the street or something or by his car she's like she's like come on get inside and he's like no no no and and I think he has a girlfriend or something and she's like here wear this burka but put on a burka hide yourself and he's like no he's like get into my car get into my car off stream turn off your stream and get in my car and she's like no and then he like got in the car and sped away sped away and like he didn't get in their car
and stuff and was and she was like she's like come on in and she was like dancing like come on and she was so funnyfriend or something I love it I love that kind of energy I had s like that we G through a lot of trouble though fun though yeah I think there's a lot of
guys that do not want to be or a lot of people don't want to be filmed and stuff like that well also I saw this thing today where she went to got she got some Botox um but it was like it was like under like behind the counter Botox or like the lady was doing Botox in you know like at her house or something like that and least but at Leisa was streaming and then people in the Stream were like we're calling the Health Department and so the lady was like take
down your stream take and it was already out there you know so that's so funny yeah did did she show like the address or no no but she she she showed the lady and like I guess gave the lady's name or something like that in the they're not good at doxing I think I think they gave enough
information cuz the lady is a registered cosmetolog or dermatologist or whatever or whatever dermatologist probably advertised somewhere and she's a legit business she'll want to use her real name yeah but then she didn't know she was being streamed and that's like a lot of things like her camera like they don't necessarily know they're on a live
stream when find hundreds of people like and it's like when it's out there it's out there and stuff like that so also like she had this assistant Dena and um like she had Dena like talking about this other assistant like bad and stuff and she had the camera down or something like that and then somebody in chat like cut the clip and then played it for the other lady and
then then like so Dina like like din was like I know you like having your hair pulled um so I'm gonna have a attorney on you like pulling your hair or something like that so like then she real mad she cried that night it was like it was terrible but she yeah oh that's that's confusing I'm
sorry that very confusing for me what is having hair pulled have to do with getting like pressing charges well she just said having your hair pull because that clip you know with the guy um scoro pulled her hair like that yeah and so that that the
car he had pulled her hair I remember that fight why would the lady talk about Lia for that I don't because she said oh you I was on camera without you letting me know I'm going to hire an attorney and uh and then she I know you like your hair pulled he'll he'll pull your hair or something like that like like the attorney will
like okay that's oh that's that's nasty yeah that was nasty what does this too late says join our server of fake people what does that mean you have an idea too late oh because okay so our server is um it's open you know to the public like
not to the public but when we post the links to YouTube anyone on YouTube can come and join that means when there's people on YouTube here with trolling accounts alt accounts s accounts they're able to get in through this link so we have to find them after and kick them out you know yeah so that's why like you have to be anywhere you go you have to
be you know weary of especially if you in private there's no need for anyone to speak to you in a private chat just because you're you you're in the same server as them people are there to just talk publicly in the public chat in the server that's like the best way unless you have a conversation in the server with the person and your friends with them in the server then it's like not
really it's like I I accepted this friend request from this like Mary Becky and it was like really just like suspicious and I just had a bad feeling and then as as soon as I friend accepted the friend request they were friend all my friends and stuff like that server and then they were like then you know you got they're asking you to like they you could be their they could be your sugar daddy and stuff like that and then
they're ask mom you know like you have to be really careful and I asked another person like why did you friend this person because like they're very you know they're a scam obviously they said oh because you and S their friend I thought they would be safe so we have to be really careful who we accept as friend we have to stop doing that you know and I'm sorry but I I will say my server is full of real people um there
might be a few fake fake accounts but there are very active like real people and like maybe some lurkers and stuff that don't participate very much A lot of people will join a server and then they'll just turn off notifications and stuff like that and so they won't really come but now my server is full of real people and stuff like that so uh so too late you're too late with that comment
I'm sorry I'm it's worth addressing you know people's you know they're just I don't like shunning people away if they have like a thought or something I love bringing out to the light maybe they could teach us something you know and always like look better to strive for yeah yeah and also like I'm trying to make the server a safe place so so if anything is going wrong in the server or
like let me know I I know a lot people join and then like would leave right away because they see people they don't like or they something you know but but uh but the serers is a really fun place is a good it's really good because it it announces when of my shows go go live and then there's good people in there we we like promote other shows and we go visit other shows and the lives and like have fun and stuff like that so yeah
devil eyes is look in the shadows okay that's that's good that's fine you're you're welcome to lurk in the shadows we never know who's really who on online you know anyone can just put any kind of Avatar or you know you never know who's who but that's why you know I I have one account I I'm I'm I'm not on alt accounts and stuff yeah yeah
people I support so much so controversy there there is a lot of controversy there yeah well people I support so you're talking about I support Alisa is that that that the elephant in the room is like I support Alisa well I have my own relationship with Alisa I even got lectured for supporting Emma I got lectured for that really hard well yeah
and the some these are controversial people in in some ways to some people you know Emma um talks about Satan and stuff like that but it is part of her stick you know it's like she like she doesn't she's told me she told chat and stuff she doesn't take the uh that too seriously and stuff like the uh the religion part about it you know it's
like she she also said some people have like a blasphemy fetish and stuff like that and like to be said God damn it you know um was the substances it was the substance usage because uh me and my friend like were trying to step away from substances so we do have a vice towards it so and they have a belief
that if you watch people do it that's going to be eventually that's going to make you want to go back into doing it and I love him for that you know to help remind me spend too much time on people who don't have the same goals as me because it's not not to hate because because you know it's not like the same you know
substances she doesn't she doesn't drink and she uh she does like talk about she does have like chronic pain and stuff like that and so she she does medicate with the Cannabis and stuff like that cannabis is medically legal and so that there's a there's not really like a big issue with
substance you know she not it's not that um it's not bad for them but if I'm not strong enough if I'm not point of my life or I'm strong enough to you know to see stuff like that on a daily basis yeah I could and like them too so that's why like they they put this like warning just like you know self- reminder you
know don't slip you know the person says I don't care about her you support train wrecks okay you can say I support train wrecks um these people um I love it's like I don't think they're train I they're both very success basically they're very hardworking successful women who are
like doing things in my field that like like IRL like or you know streaming and youtubing and stuff like that and they are hardworking people and so train wrecks I mean it's like what are how are they train wrecks they're they're they're they're pretty pretty wealthy comfortably comfortably living people like that are being very successful
Emma's like one of most successful people on YouTube like like from 3,000 subscribers to 20,000 subscribers is bookings every every night she's doing tarot she's she's like she's like on on this great path Alisa Alisa more has train wrecks around her you know I would say but that's good content too and it's like you know I the
only thing I worry about her is for her safety but I love Alisa and I love Emma and uh and I hardworking people what what what they're both they both do six to eight hour streams talking to the chat you know they that's very honest and they're having fun yeah and even therapists have a hard time you know
working those kind of hours straight a day it's really it's hard doing anything it is I'm exhausted just being like two and a half hours you know and so it's like for them to be like on yeah it's true especially like when they as often as they do it you know if you it's
criticism honestly without criticism we wouldn't self-reflect we wouldn't you know retrospect we wouldn't if we just constantly just accept everything we would go crazy so it's really really useful you have to really like you know accept this person like trying to put out their input and opinions okay and too late you're you're entitled to your opinion like like clumsy said if you
don't like it you don't have to watch them but I like them and so I will plug them on my channel I'll support them I will be on their chats and so that's that's me and so if you don't like it don't you don't have to be there you know no one's forcing you to do anything and like the same opinions as everyone then there wouldn't be any free will you know hey Norman Norma says we need Nadia
Exotica on here ASAP well Nadia agreed to inter interview so she will be here soon okay that'd be great it is yeah naught Exotica like I I think I've heard you talk about them before yeah well what do she like yeah like I so she's she's a she's a transgender um woman like really
beautiful and what she does is like get ready with me stream remember she does a makeup she incredible makeup where she just like transforms her face and and like like been like two hours on the makeup and like she she's funny and and yeah naughty exotic is coming I love NAIA and uh yeah thank you for thank you for coming Norma and the and yeah she's
gonna be here on an interview soon and it's like guys I wonder if she's going to do her makeup with us or come with her makeup already done I don't like she can yeah like she does like to chat and do makeup at the same time and so that'd be cool like if I could say can you do like a like a transformation
um discuss that with you like or like because instead of like you know maybe just do some of her makeup you know like uh instead of doing both eyes she could do one or like a lip or something and just have the rest of her makeup already done something something she wants to show us share with us you know that be cool that'll be cool and then too late says when you think your boy Benny Blanco will get an ID well as soon as
his grandma takes him to the the government office you know I know that he actually I was watching a lot of Noah on Kick today and he mentioned that anyone can like go to the DMV and tell them their situation and they have to give you an ID they have to help you get an ID they'll give you a birth certificate and like whatever you need so I tried to send that clip to Benny on
Instagram but I don't know if that's his real account so if anyone wants to tell him that that'd be really helpful gets his I think I think I think all the Chad has given him advice on the ID and it's just like and then I think if he really wants to get it done he could get it done just like he's like saying with his car like he also he wants to have a his he has a car and stuff but it's in his dad's name and then his dad's not wanting to sign an over and stuff like
that because he doesn't have an ID probably you know and the car is not legal until he does that so yeah Benny will take care of his uh whenever on his own time whenever he wants to he can he has his dirt bikes he can ride around his town and uh all he's not allowed he's not allowed he's not
allow go through that like ah no do what he wants to do he does what he wants to do and I'm not gonna tell yeah it's been yeah it's been a couple years that he's been talking about it tough when you're stuck you know with that kind of mindset how to get yourself out you know like all the help that people reach out the WR help you know
just trying to figure it out I think I was worse at his age that was way worse yeah and it's especially if you're not if you don't have help if you don't have like people to ride you places and stuff because uh even I like I give you help but if it's not the right help it's not really helpful well all he need all he needs is a ride from his grandmother I think that's what he keeps saying he just
needs he needs Grandma to take him to the but I think he says he needs to go to the government office get his birth certificate then I ride to like the DMV and get the ID and stuff it seems like grandmother's saying she's not gonna give him a ride and stuff like that because I guess the government office is kind of far away but yeah Benny will Benny Benny would take care of it you know on his own time when time
is right so I'm not gonna judge I can't wait happy for him Benny's not Benny Benny's not a train wreck either yeah he no yeah well yeah he's he's fine Benny's a Benny's he's a young guy you know I'm not going to when I was 23 who knows what I was thinking back then you know I was
right this is all out on the internet too so it's like even more that's the thing it's like when you're on the Internet it's like you're you're you're a public figure in a way and so you're going to be discussed and it's like it's okay for us to discuss these people it's okay for chat to have their own opinions about it but let's say like even if people are AR their
best I want I want to get these people to their best I'll help in any way I can right oh might as well be useful you know because what's the point of putting people down like it's completely useless clumsy says she's a train wreck she's accepted her fate
yeah acceptance is the first step to recovery all I have to say is I'm going off the rails on a crazy train that's that's that's my that's me good song I'm a Trainor okay I do want to play Alisa Jordana song it's like and this is this song she called she she called this this one is embarrassing okay okay too late you can
take a hike you don't have to be here you call us call us names and stuff like that with me harder too late before too late where you lose your chance yeah too late
okay yeah this is oh yeah you can be here you can be here but just you know yeah wh Me Harder too okay yeah you're going have to do better than that to like get under her skin okay okay I know a li it's dead we have to we have to cherish them we don't get
many take care of you good care of you yes let's see does this work hold on let me see like that I just want okay so okay okay ready yeah this this one's called the dark side of the city by Lisa
Jordana and she she she she titles it embarrassing so she thinks it's a chat full of mods I know except for you H okay
I've been locked up they stole my soul in a way I could have up a part of my heart was left I thought that I deserve the punishment won't you punish me they said it wasn't reasonable Neti I tried to and pull all
the am Amry take the dark of City don't will meet me on the corner with the money did you know that he was
lonely up bring it up to De asking me to give you a chance want a bit of romance do you understand take tax the Dark of the city don't tell your
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Lely woo that was good yay you got admit that's catchy though it's like yeah is imagine if like that aired in like the 90s oh she would have been like hit
yep so I hope you guys like that yeah um I think Tate has a crush on you now um you were rude to Clumsy too late don't talk to Clumsy like that clumsy didn't care for that thanks for thanks for sing you know everyone
has the same music taste I understand I like I like your yeah this this is just tobacco by the way this smoking tobacco tobacco I miss smoking honestly I was so tempted to buy some I Tred to order online but like the
the the the payment didn't go through you think my cars are dead or something I don't know not meant to be I'm sorry I don't mean I almost caved man almost caved I technically did cave but fate was like you no sometimes rejection is God's
protection there there's a saying rejection is God's protection so sometimes meant to be it's meant to be and also also you know and you're okay with it God's protection oh I'm r that in the server I don't want to forget
it I forget everything hold on Flo of the day rejection is God protection bye
Sor there we go there's there similar saying is like sometimes not getting what you wish for is a blessing that kind of thing yeah the same on the same rejection that you're being protected from that's really good to like remember actually you know what you're
so right CU I remember in elementary school I had the hugest crush on this Aquarius and uh it never worked out I was never able to like approach him I was too shy but now that I'm older and I've met some aquariuses like a few I am so happy that they never work they never had the chance to talk to this guy so happy terrible they terrible for me
maybe they're good for other people but for me they're terrible well you know aqu Aquarius are well okay so Aquarius are can be difficult but they're also like the they're everything they're the alien emotions you they're aliens they're Liars they're liar if you go into
like the swords because the Aquarius is swords it's like the air signs are swords right and so they they can use the words to harm or to hurt and so if they're in a reversed swords position that's that usually this means lying or using misusing your words and stuff like that the Queen of Swords in Reverse is a huge liar manipulator gossiper and all
this stuff so you want but in there right side up they can be honest and they can be use their words for good and so yeah so there's there's all kinds but they're also they're also very attractive people I'll say um but do you know Alisa signs Alisa is a a cancer but she's also a Scorpio she's a Scorpio
ascendant and a Scorpio Moon and so such that's a very strong Scorpio to her and uh you know about Scorpios Scorpios can be kind of dangerous people right um but the cancers are like the go ahead I'm sorry cancers cancers
what about cancers yeah cancers are like my mom has a cancer and uh and Elisa is a cancer she's a cancer son and Cancers are very about being comfortable in their home you know crabs are in their shell right and uh so they're comfortable in their home they they love to have a good environment around them they're very emotional they can be
crabby they can have their crabby side too and uh but it's but but it's a lot of water it's a lot of water in her chart it's like Scorpio's water and cancer is water and so very emot it can be very emotional it's it's a very emotional triple combo right there that's true yeah Aries Aries can be responsible for chaos by accident yeah because because Aries are the babies of
the zodiac and so little always look before they leap they they're kind of like can rush into things they can have a temper they can uh they want to be first they're like I'm first I'm because they're the first house and so they're very into their identity too they're very comfortable they
they oh I'm just trying like everyone has their ups and downs I'm just trying to push away what I cannot make better or handle you know if it's not if it doesn't have a good place around me and I just end up making it worse I shouldn't be around that you know right and there's also so much that we can
only control ourselves we can't control other people and other people just like people control themselves we should yeah but but we do have that power we do have that free will power to be able to control ourselves so we should always choose like the higher self the higher the higher way and make better decisions and sometimes because we have a little bit
of Chaos in our minds like we get bored easily we get tempted we have what is everyone making these faces for in the chat I don't know Tracy what's wrong with you why are you calling me a traitor me I don't know I don't know no one's explaining really what they're mean you have to
explain you have to explain more about sub so much reading between the lines I know but it's like I coming I've never seen this person she says traitor okay what does that mean who's a betrayer and why what have I done who's who's betrayed who tell me Michael's oh cuz Michael's from other
panel okay oh you're allowed to go to any panel you want we we also have the ability to go where we want to and we want to we're not tied anywhere like everyone is here I like that because it helps clean your palette so that when you come back to your favorite pan your favorite channels you're more refreshed you know because if you stick to one too people were lecturing me for doing this
because I would stick to one for so long and it would drive them crazy so it's good to go around you know you know clean your your mind a bit not naughty Exotica just commented on my YouTube channel I don't pray to God I pray totin yeah did you hear that Emma brings
cookies yeah come to the dark side we have cookies that's another thing like another famous meme right cookies are good went offline so you left yeah don't be mad at Michael how did you find you tracked down Michael over here yeah there's a little pal it's always been it's always good to go to like just like I like to like I took the day off the other day and I went to
other panels and stuff like that and uh and it's good it's good to like and know good to meet other people and then you know I like to go to other panels too yeah yeah so Michael's here so yeah you can uh but welcome anyway welcome and thank you for coming to my uh my chat Tracy how are you doing Tracy everyone anyone's welcome the channel probably
gonna do another I'm gonna stay until probably another um 40 minutes maybe because till 12:30 because it's still I I slept all day so I'm still like right awake and then if I then if I um but yeah I want to make sure if you guys are bored here I think Emma Levan is streaming you can go see Emma Leviathan I don't I don't know if Benny is
streaming right now but uh but yeah you guys also my Discord I have a there's like a promotional um channel on my Discord I post a bunch of channels of people I like and so subscribe to all them and it's like you know like people get bored on One show or another
likeing Denny streaming black Andy streaming Danny stranger streaming oh my God Emma maybe I will wrap it up in in like seven minutes so you guys can because I've been on for almost three hours I think it's I think it'll be good I'll just I'll end at midnight then and I'll go to other streams and support my other friends so I I don't like I don't
consider competing because it's like we all have different fan bases and different people interested in stuff but I think it's good good to like it's also good to come go from here like I would say go to Emma levian stream after the show go to Danny stranger stream if you're interested in like kid rock kind of like Danny strangers how many watch I'm
at over a thousand now clumsy I'm at over a thousand so I'm onethird the way there to my 3,000 I me like 1100 or something but I had 500 this month alone and so that's like more than I had past six months so yeah I'm doing really well unless anybody else wants to come on the panel and then I'll I'll chat more but you know like I guess I think if if we're uh
anyone if everyone else wants to go to other channels that's fine um and I'll just talk from another five minutes and we'll have a little little nice wrap-up session I want to say thank you everyone also for being like tonight we had a great show we had a good discussion on on internet stalking and stuff like that
and and I think we can all relate to on some level and we had uh Michael was on with a great uh great chat and then uh clumsy's been here yeah thank you everyone for for coming on the Channel I want to say thank you to um the prairie Prairie Rose I think she was on last night and she gave me like a um a channeling of my my
father and stuff like that and that was really really special and so and she also did readings for other people if anyone else wants a reading before I go anyone else want a card before I go um yeah just like just like let me know I'm uh still got my dinner here now it's got a little bit cold but it's still delicious cater I'm just having a good night and
I'm having a today I hit my Thousand watch hours today or maybe yesterday and so um so that's really exciting I'll be monetized soon and then it'll just it's only going to get up from here we have exciting interviews planned I think clumsy said she might do a um interview with me too can you show
your pecker nice no you may not you do not want to see your pecker well I do a reading stream soon maybe I was thinking about it like instead of going to eat just keep my lipstick on and like go back oh yeah P was on the other night reading Star Wars book it was really
good yeah you can send your you can send your I read up to chapter six you can send your wiener pictures to my Discord not not on my Discord but to my private my private message on yeah and I don't want anyone else to see that and
uh very true to late I'm practicing I'm practicing there's some words in that book I'm like whoa this is hard especially like because it's Star Wars so there's like also names of things that are very complex say like alien names yeah oh my gosh it's a whole it's a whole different Universe it's a whole it's a whole different universe that I I and I get Princess Leia vibes from you
for some reason I don't know I think you're like a star princess maybe right I love I want to be a princess Fearless Soul how are you Fearless Soul I'm I'm taking off probably in a few minutes but if you want a reading before I go I'll get you a reading um we're just having a little wrap up and talking about whatever and uh I going to thank
everyone also all the chat for for coming supporting I want you to um check out my um interview with Emma ltin that I did a few days ago that's a really cool um okay you're welcome Fearless Soul um Che out that the the the interview I did a few days ago and I have more interviews plans we have um naughty Exotica we have Tona adventures coming on we have hold on this who's the
in in person this I'll show you this in guy hold on he's really cute don't let him don't let him say no I said that but okay I think no I think he I think he was someone someone asked what is your pronouns to him and he's like what does that mean he had no idea and I was like I was like I think your
pronouns your pronouns are he and him um where is this guy his name is oh his name is raw in I'll show you I'll show you just a little bit are very old school they don't know any of these new terms going around now like my family didn't know what a map was you like the map and no
map I explained it to them they told me I was crazy no one in the right mind would give a label like that to anyone like that's just not it's the label what's it called map oh yeah I've heard that and no map yeah yeah they thought it was
n at all they never heard of it in their life like oh well yeah it's it's not it's not a nice term to call somebody but but a regular map is a good thing like a regular M you know like a no no M well I don't know it's that's that's a controver talking a real a real a real
like an actual map like a like a map you use to like navigate to like look for something but now that you bring that up that that makes it extra creepy that's maybe oh God don't look up the Thomas's map guide okay by the way if
you don't want to be creeped out right um yeah p p you can answer that question I do I do um there's a guy in be chat tonight I don't want to honestly you can look that up yourself I you look up map and no map I don't want I don't like talking about it I know what it means I know what it
mean I know what it means yeah I know what it means I know I know like on panel okay I'll discuss if I have to but I rather not because it's just it it brings on a lot yeah yeah it's a controversial subject and it goes into like all the controversy going on in the world today and stuff like that so it's it's not a nice it's not a nice thing to accuse somebody of and it's not a nice
not a nice uh not not necessarily nice term and so it's a better term is fap and no fap no one fapping ever again yeah no more F that's sad that'd be a sad day in history if that ever people stop fapping well you see see there's a a lot of people that do the noof fap Challenge
and stuff like that and they usually go insane okay we're staying on for a little extra we have uh Michael oh Michael okay okay sorry about that earlier it's okay oh what happened
okay somebody dislikes that I left their stream but um it went I guess I don't know I think her phone died or something I don't know it was just like a b like a buffering signal in Black so I left and then I came back on here good we're glad to have you back
yeah we'll do another half hour tonight and then then I encourage I already heard G wrap it up so okay oh yeah but yeah I'm gonna wrapping up so yeah as long as you want to stay yeah I will I'm going to say till 12:30 but but you guys are free to go whenever you want
but i' I'd love to have you here so hold on okay have a good night and have fun guys okay love you P bye bye thank you P yeah she she always she always she
always leaves when I come into the chat I don't know what's going on it's a long it's a long story nothing it's nothing nothing big it's not like a big deal or anything but she probably left because I joined so I don't think so well I think I think she was because she um there are a lot of streamers that
we both watch that are on right now and so but uh yeah some someone saying what P would you support doctors and then she says wait a second who's a doctor well now we're we're throwing our accusations around guys you know we don't really want to throw accusations around at people because that's like a that's doctors are not um that's very legal to do and stuff like that so I don't want
to accuse people of doing anything unless there's proof and stuff but it's it's like a it's a sad thing that people will do that because it's like they're putting people's privacy at risk they're put they're putting people at risk and stuff they have they have nothing they have nothing better to do in their life except you know obviously they're miserable so they want to make everybody else miserable so
that's just bad energy that's all it is I've SE I've seen these um because on 90day fiance they have people that are like Mad at some of the the the commenters on the show and stuff and then they will post their their their baby pictures or you know just like different things in these private chat rooms and stuff and then they'll be like you can tell they're like the most miserable people like how they like talk
and like just their how they talk to each other in the room and stuff like that they're just like like this there like the under a bridge somewhere you know I I don't know but yeah um let me let me say something real quick cuz somebody's watching um I wasn't talking about you being bis I'm just talking about haters in general she uh she knows who this person
knows who I'm talking about okay yeah but I I have seen these but I have seen these people how they talk in private I've seen how they talk in private because because there's always like some infiltrators in their rooms and stuff like that who will like leak out what they're saying and stuff like that and they are miserable yeah it's just so yeah too
late he says you just sucks to watch too late do I know you do I know you from somewhere because you seem to know me right it's just say what sucks to watch I don't know this person too late has been here acting like they they know me or something right so yeah say this person in the chat too
late they were St saying like I train wrecks panel go on are like are are bad people no they're not bad people it's like and it's like I if if I can bring a good influence to places I'll bring a good influence right and uh so you just you try you just watch everyone learn your lesson well you watch everyone so I watch everyone too so you watch people
that you don't like right if you don't like me then you don't have to watch right some of the doctors are the ones I don't join their panel except from M who I join ones and I was worried about yeah it's like but I mean really it's like I in the black panels too like I noticed there like the black sector and the the beef sector and stuff they're always talking about doxing people and they're always mad at each other and stuff it's
like you know come on it's like have uh we have something called the right to privacy in the United States and the what you're doing is illegal if you do that right and so you know the government is watching as well the private chat rooms are not private there are government agents in a lot of these places and they are taking notes okay so yeah be careful be careful what
you you what you do to people okay because and also car is a right so y be care be careful what you say and who you say it to because you never know who's watching so you got you got be careful with that too right and it's like well and it's like am I careful with what I say all
the time like uh no but am I heavily protected and watched over yes and so am I scared no and so I will say what I want to say but yeah other people because I don't say anything that hurts other people I say I don't say I don't dog people I don't I don't slander people I don't harass people that's a whole different story inally not
intentionally I mean I don't I mean if I hurt somebody's feelings I mean I don't do it intentionally I mean times words hurt you know I mean believe in that old saying sticks and stones will break my bones but words would never hurt me so yeah well but it's like but no but it's like there's a different Spirit behind what I
say me being somebody that like loves people and wants people to do best best for themselves and want everyone to be treated fairly versus people that are intentionally intentionally going out there and trying to slander people and you know who who even knows what what I say is true or not you know you don't know you don't know anything or not you
but it's like you know nobody knows true or not me yeah I I I pretty much have learned to intentionally say false things false information to confuse anybody that wants to wants to uh mess with me so but but also public figure now because I'm on YouTube and my face is out there my
name is out there I don't have much to hide my birthday's out there you know um but I do have protection I'll just say I do I am confident that I am protective okay it's funny how it's a mental thing it's called gaslighting and that's what G that's what gangstalking is it's basically well
I said it's like I once said it was 9 90% meth psychosis and then 10% um gaslighting but I think it's mostly gaslighting you don't have to don't have to have the meth psychosis involved like it's mostly gaslighting it's just basically taking people making people go and and like get all have a lot of anxiety you know it's like I that's why
I say practice meditation practice alone time practice time away from the drama and stuff like that some people thrive on the drama some people get they have no energy of supply of their own so what they have to do is take it from other people they're called vampires okay but I think there's abundant energy in the universe if you can breathe and take in this energy all the energy
electricity you can you don't need to take it from somebody else right words hurt clearly yeah but it's like but at the end of the day words are swords right and sword like a sword can use to chop off somebody's head you know and and words can also you can use words to um excite a group of people because people are sheep basically and you can like get all this people riled up you can use emotional topics that's what
gaslighting is too it's like taking people in their emotions and that's out of the logical frame of mind so when they're in their emotions they're not making they're not thinking logically they're not they're not looking at things they're in a black and white um thing everything's everything's good they're not seeing the gray area right yeah it's it's it's the Heat of the Moment that gets people rled up you know what I mean some sometimes when you get
in a heated moment like you're getting you're getting into your feelings um sometimes you don't mean what you say and then later on you like talk said that you know yeah but and so many times I woken up the next day after like being drunk and like saying stupid and stuff like that and I'll be like why I and I I remember what I say sometimes you know so that's why I have to be yeah
yeah they have to Joon least the service you a nuts yeah so yeah yeah and uh yeah that's that's like people playing with your emotions you know they they take they if they make fun of your cats and stuff like that passed away you know these these are very emotional things to people if they if they talk about your family if they talk about you know your insecurities and your biggest thing people they know these
These are these are just ways to digate digate people to irritate people and yeah I get under your skin that's all it is they want to get under your skin so just it's more of more of like showing your composure and being calm which a lot of people hate you know like it seems like when you're calm and they're mad it seems like you don't care but
it's not that we don't care we just don't want the drama you know what I mean so yeah because we also learn that people are just trying to get us in our emotions um like what what is it not turn us out but to what's the what's the term um P you know the term when they when they try to like get you out of get you out of your mind and emotions and stuff
like that and they try to takes a chemical reaction our brain for the signal to travel make our arm lift imagine feelings and emotions processing them yeah but emotions too like that's what when you that's why okay that's why a con artist okay con artists will play on emotions and stuff like that and they get you in your e it's called the ethers and you get your your brain is not in your brain anymore it's like thinking in the clouds right so you're not thinking
clearly and they're able to fool that's like romance scammers and Cat I was I was catfished by this guy or and it's like then talking about romance and stuff and then especially to lonely people or people that haven't heard this or and all this kind of stuff it's like it's easy to manipulate people that's the thing it's like learn about manipulation and then don't use it on
people and then protect yourself from it like but the biggest thing is don't let them don't let them turn you into them they're trying to take you down to their level they're trying to drag you down to their level they're trying to get you angry and fighting and and upset and stuff like that and make you lose your cool and then they can say oh look this person this person's like losing it and
you know and they look same compared to you right it's like so I'm I'm still learning these lessons right yeah and therapist or psychologists do it too but hopefully to help a person he but therapists and psychologists are the most okay they're people that have studied all these mental disorders and eventually they start to relate to all these mental disorders and so they they turn into the craziest people too so you
know I would say therapists and psychiatrists maybe have the most mental stuff going on sometime so make sure you talk to somebody that's grounded that is like actually caring that um that's why I like tarot readers because terrot readers like they they uh they don't have a stake in the game they they especially people you don't know and stuff like that they they will they're
not trying to manipulate you they're not trying to get you to see a certain way they're trying to help you improve yourself for the most part there are there are a lot of conards and ter tarot and everything and mediums and all that kind of thing that's why I like to to like do this show and offer my services for free on the show and things like
that right so yeah but learn about gaslighting learn about um gaslighting is basically um what's the term it's like um it's called cognitive dissonance it's where you like believe one thing and then you believe the opposite thing at the same time and it's like you can't like figure out like where you are on it because it's like they get you to believe that you're crazy that's that's
a big part about gas L like they want to think you're crazy you have the problem they're going to do all these things like blah blah blah blah blah they what watch what people say watch what people say but don't take too much stock in what they say watch the actual action and watch what they're doing you know because a lot of times it's just Mind Games
right in a way 90% of the time well 90% of like 90 or 95% of the time it's mind games and there's very little action that they Del do because they can say things and then you believe it and then it's like you can even manifest it by believing it right and it's like or it's like you could fulfilling prophecy that's why I like to be more positive in my readings
so I want people to be able to manifest and think positively and no matter what bad is happening in the past or the or the present be able to think positively for the future and manifest a good result based on everything and also learn the lessons um and then learn how to trust too and people people also
there there's people wear masks and everything you know especially YouTubers streamers the it's a Persona when you're on camera when you're when you have a chat that that is talking talking to you and giving you feedback and then you you change based on the feedback that's all Persona stuff right but but event mask it's hard to keep up with Persona especially a false Persona so the mask
will eventually drop so when people show you who they truly are believe them the first time that's another
thing okay okay good sorry I have I have someone uh texting me and uh yeah she's a little mad right now I don't know why but um but yeah I believe that we just I mean I just believe in just peace and just keeping keeping you know the love
with each other like I believe that everybody should have peace and love in their heart and I don't condone hate and um jealousy and stuff like that like it doesn't make any sense why live that way just be happy you know what I mean it's not hard you just need to control your
emotions you know what I mean so right and hurt people hurt people and so that's why there's like people will try to hurt you but also yeah if you keep a spirit of Love in Your Heart then you're on the right path okay it's like it don't be dragged down to another level don't let people that hate you make you start to hate them and stuff like that
be the bigger person I'm using a lot of idioms or or maybe cliches and stuff yeah these are these are true things like we want to we want to um help other people in this world not hurt them I believe there's a spirit of love that's stronger than the spirit of hate in the world otherwise the hate would have taken over a long time ago we would have destroyed ourselves yeah the world would
have ended by now right exactly and so that's saying that there is like a there is a good in all of us and it's like and we can also bring out the good in other people I like to see the best in other people even and I've been told I'm a bad judge of character and I trust people and all that I I I've been through I've been through all this for years and years I've been through like the worst
bullying the worst harassment I've been told to kill myself I've been told you know I should not you know not be on the earth whatever but you know but but it has it changed me has it made me like you know sad or it's like well it's a little bit sad but it made me makes me feel sorry for people that they're like that and it's like and I'm just me
thankful that I'm the way I am and uh and I have a good heart and I I love people I'm a loving person and I'm not going to be dragged to hate people and I'm not going to be think about people that are so miserable they have to make other people miserable okay yeah that's what saying earlier right we have a gold the golden rule is would you like this done to you
would anybody like this done to you people that are doing these bad things to people would you like this done to you do you want to be bullied do you want to be ostracized do you want to be hated also Jesus said forgive or if you want to be forgiven and so we we all make mistakes we're human beings we are imperfect beings we're like halfway between God and the devil and so and we also have free will we can choose our
free will to do the better thing and make the right choices and to improve and so there's nobody worth that nobody nobody's that not that's not worth Redemption nobody that cannot improve themselves nobody that cannot look at their past self and feel embarrassed for some of their actions and nobody that cannot try to try to be better that's what that's basically all I want is I
want everyone to try to do better okay just do better and and do the best for yourself you ever um you ever watched that movie incent proposal yeah Is It Michael Douglas or I'm not sure but yeah they he offered it's Woody it's Woody harelson I think I may be saying his wrong his name wrong the guy that was in white man can't jump
I think his name Woody har and me more yeah yeah yeah and a famous quote that I always like to say is um now I know that the people in love du to each other it's not because they forget it's because they
forgive and I like to keep that to my heart at all times so I I'm a very forgiving person yeah I don't forget about you know what somebody did but or how they hurt me but it doesn't mean I'm G to hate them you know I'm a very forgiving person so and I feel like everybody should be so and forgiveness is something we give
it's a gift we give ourselves it's not a GI it's like we can forgive other people so basically it's allowing ourselves to get beyond the anger the the hate and and everything we have through them and just forgiving ourselves because hate hate is like a um is like a hot coal and it's like then it's like basically it's
burning ourself it's not really hurting anybody else it's hurt ourselves right thank you hey man yeah I agree I think that's a really good note to end the show on and I want to thank you Michael for for coming and uh thank you for coming back okay yeah thank you
so much and and thank you everyone for being here in the chat um go to Emma levians tonight go to Danny stranger go to Bea kitties um go to one of those places and uh I hope everyone has a great night and I love you all love you Michael okay love you no problem I'll see you next time later see you next time a great night everybody bye bye
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