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The episode starts with Psyche greeting his audience and introducing the topic of the show ▶ 0:23. He shares his experience with negative comments on his show, stating that he hopes his show is not toxic ▶ 2:30. Psyche also talks about his training for doing panels, mentioning that he was a mod for Benny Blanco and Emma ▶ 4:07. He gives shoutouts to Alisa Jordana and other content creators ▶ 4:20. The host discusses his equipment and audio issues, mentioning that he has a backup mic and is saving up for a new microphone headset ▶ 6:14. He also mentions that his show is taking off, with over a thousand watch hours and a growing number of subscribers ▶ 3:21.
The episode appears to focus on community building and interaction, as Psyche encourages his audience to participate in the open panel and engage with each other. He also seems to prioritize creating a safe and fun environment for his viewers, addressing concerns about toxicity and negativity. Additionally, the episode suggests that Psyche values his relationships with other content creators and is grateful for their support.
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I'm here. What's up? Hold on. What is up, guys? How are you? It's a It's a better night than it was last night. But last night was actually a really fun show. Um, not the best things happened to me last night beforehand, but everything was resolved.
Everything's cool. How's everybody? shout out in chat. Hey Jenny girl, what's up? What's up devil eyes? How are you? Good to see you guys. Thank you for coming. Thank you for supporting the channel. What's up everybody? Yeah, you did. You kept your promises and you're awesome and I thank you for
that. So Nor, you want to come say hi? I know. I have I have fun. Well, just because I love Beeta and I I I get her sense of humor and then I I didn't really say much on the panel and stuff. But uh I also got um pulled off in my comments last night that I uh that my show is toxic. And I I hope that's not
true. I hope that I'm keeping it a fun, safe environment for everybody and stuff like that. But not everyone's going to be a fan, right? Not everyone's going to get sense of humor. I I do come from like the I was basically raised on Howard Stern, right? I have that sense of humor that that's like the funniest
stuff to me, right? Yeah, I stopped by Alisa's uh Discord and I invited her um her Discord over here if anyone um wants to say hi because she's off for the day. I love Alisa, but I love Bea. I love Beeta's kitties. Thank you for coming, guys. I'll do readings tonight. I uh I'll talk about
anything you want. I'm having a a better night. We already have seven people in the chat after 3 minutes. Yeah, my my channel is taking off, guys. I I'm already at my over a thousand watch hours. I have a couple thousand more watch hours to go, but I'm at my subscribers that I need. I have enough subscribers. I can always use more. So, every make sure you subscribe. Click the
notification bell. Uh, hit the like button on the way in. Thank you. Yeah, I I have I I seriously that's how I got my training for doing my own panels, not being toxic. Woohoo. Yep. But uh I got my training just from being on some negative panels
like a lot in the in the beef sector in the MO3 sector in the in the queen sector in the terra sector. Thank you, Jen. But I've been on but also that caught me how to hold my ground also as a mod for Benny Blanco and Emma. They got a lot of trolls. I'm not modded there anymore, but I still love those people. And I want to say support Benny Brad. Um that's his channel name. and
then Emma Leviathan. Um, but I also want to give a shout out to Alisa Jordana. Thank you for letting me post my link tonight on your Discord. Thank you, Bea, for having me on your show for like for a long time. Thank you. I only had one strawberry Rita so far. I have two mango I have a mangarita and two mangoas left. That's basically
how many I can drink. If I drink more than that, things get dangerous. The mic sounds better. Yeah, I think I fixed the mic problems and uh that's really good news. I'm on like a speaker phone mic. No static. Yeah, if it does get bad, guys, just let me know. Sometimes I don't know what what what happens, but I can I get picked again.
Okay, everyone's having a good night. It's Sunday night. Last Sunday I had it was a weird show last Sunday because there was nobody coming in the chat. I don't know if I was sh h a w h a d o wb b n that night or something. I just had a few people coming. I'm going to post my link too. I want you guys to come on the panel if you'd like. We're having an
open panel tonight. I want you to say hi, talk to other people, meet other people here. I want it to be fun. I'll do tarot readings. I'll show my cats. I will chat with you. Rudy is doing really well. My Rudy, he's doing really well. Okay, we have a
backup channel in case a backup channel. Um, well, what I do is as soon as something really bad happens on my channel, I've never gotten one strike or anything. There's no no strikes even though I've been P O R N B M E D. Um, B O M E D. I've also think I'm on the algorithm. I'm just getting I get a lot of people in the
chats. Last night I had like 25 to 30 people in the chat at once and like last night was one of my biggest shows. I had a good topic. Oh, backup mic. Yeah, I I have a I have headphones I can use and sometimes headphones helps it. Um I need to get a um a microphone headset kind of thing. No, you're fine. You're fine, Jim.
You're fine. I need to get a microphone um headset. And uh as soon as I can I I get the one I can get the one I want, I will get it because my show is very important to me. So I'm I'm saving up right now for that. And uh yeah, but um last week was interesting. I got P O R N B O MB ED but
not really porn P O R N B O MB ED but I got um people were playing N A Zi marches on the video and people were saying the Ni Ger word on the on the audio and stuff like that. So it was a little bit dicey sometimes.
I hope the mic sounds fine tonight. I can't find my cord. I have a I have a headphones. I just can't find my cord. Thank you, Jen. You're such a sweetheart. Yeah. And you are you you do you do you you do help me, Jen. And just like guys, if you want to um get a personal reading, you know, off camera and I'll do a personal on Discord and stuff like that, just
contact me on Discord and stuff. Yeah, you're Hold on. Jen, I'm sorry. I didn't make you a mod yet and you you are awesome mod material. You don't mind if I make you a mod? I think uh Jen is an awesome person. You're a manager now. Okay. Hope you en I hope you uh like that. Is that cool?
Sorry, I overlooked that before because I'm not on my uh Oh, you know. Oh, I'm sorry. You you said no. Okay. No, no, no. You don't have to. But the the point is Okay. Yeah, you're fine. The point is that um when you're it um it allows you to visit other people's channels. Okay, you're fine. You're fine. I got you. I'm sorry. I didn't I should have asked before you did that. I'm sorry.
No, no, no, you're fine. I know. I know. I know. It's like some people take it as a very serious responsibility and it's a lot of work and stuff like that. You probably told me that before and so No, it's no offense. It's no offense. Whatever. It's basically it's it's not that you to do anything in the chat. Basically, so people will respect you in the chat and also basically so people will um you able to visit other channels. But you're fine. You're fine.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to dump the gun there. I'm sorry. I know you probably said no. That's why you're not already. Okay. I know you help channels and I know it's Yeah, I know you take it seriously. It's a lot of work. Devil eyes, how about you? Devil eyes. How about you? I don't know if he's still here.
Okay, I'm good. Okay, we're good. We're good. We're all good. We're all good, Jen. Big hugs. No, no offense. No offense taken. No offense taken. I'm I'm a little I'm a little bit mod happy sometimes. Most people here are mods. But yeah, I I totally understand and you're fine. What do whatever you whatever you want. Your wishes are my command basically. I will I will be
happy to you know I just some some people like it some people don't and I understand that. I'm sorry. Okay. Okay. You guys want to see magic? Magic is here. Here's magic. It's okay. Yeah. It's no responsibility, guys. Okay, guys. And my my all my mods that are here, you're not expected to um kick
anybody off. I just want you to give me a heads up if like someone's misbehaving or stuff like that. Oh, I'm going to put my my stream link up again. Hold on. Invite guest. I'll try to pin this. Okay, you're fine, Jen. Oh, yeah. I Oh, yeah. I I understand, Jen. You're so cool. You're so cool and you're awesome. I
appreciate you. Okay, everyone happy? Everyone good? I'll pin or pin this link now. It takes forever to pin and I have to click it several several times before it allows me to pin. Do you have to click it for like the right amount of seconds or something? I I just can't figure it out.
But I will get my link pinned. I got it. Hold on. No, I didn't get it. Keep I'll keep trying. I always do get it though. Eventually I get it. We're fine. I have two u mango readers tonight. Jen, would you like a reading, a free reading tonight in the chat,
everyone here? Everyone say hi. Everyone, I hope you guys are all friends. Why do we have so many lurkers in the chat? I always get all these lurkers. You're fine being lurker. Anybody's fine lurking? You don't have to say anything. You don't have Even if I say have a panel, you don't have to go on. Oh, yeah. Yeah, I got you. Okay. private free. Okay. I I
understand. Got you. I got my link pinned now. Absolutely, Jen. I I understand. That's for anybody, but anybody I do free readings on the show and stuff like that, but uh if you do want to private, um contact me. I also have an Etsy store and you contact me through Etsy. Book the reading through there or you can book the reading through Discord. I will do I'm now I'm
doing video readings. Basically, I will do one-on-one where we chat. It'll be it will be a private conversation. Whatever whatever you want to ask too. Okay. I'm cool like that. Okay. Yeah. But I'll do a I'll do a um I'll do a card for this the whole chat. It's a collect. It's called the collective. So
it's not for anybody in particular. It's just for everybody. It may resonate. It may not I think but this is for everybody in the chat. This one's called decision. So chat, you might have an important decision coming up to make. And there's Ganesha with the beautiful little rattle he has. He's making a decision. It looks like a piece of garlic or pumpkin or something like that. Okay. But he he's
got this pumpkin on a stick, right? This decision you make. Okay, I'll read I'll read from the book because I like reading from the books on these ones. Okay. 31. It says, "Decision. Consider all your options to make an informed choice. What exactly do you want in the situation? Are you satisfied with the way things are moving in your life? Yanesha is guiding you to
know that your desires are within your sights. Odds are now in your favor. The decision that is before you is either sticking with what you know or breaking out and trying something new. This is a time for veering out into new adventure or making a decision that deviates from your typical trend or habit. Ganesha will gift you with greater
understanding of who you are and what you are capable creating. Zero in on the goal. Take the step to make the selection. You have worked hard and really evolved through your life lessons. Get ready for a change. Motivate yourself by taking some time to rejuvenate. Treat yourself to simple things that bring you joy. Discover new activities that take you away from your
routine. As you move through your day-to-day schedule in new ways, you create new thoughts. When Ganesha is holding the mace called agada, he is challenging you to be more decisive. Everyone here? Everyone good? Once you start being more strong- minded, you'll create the opportunity to reflect on your longerterm goals desires. You'll then be in a better
position to plan ahead and ensure and and ensure that you achieve your goals. You benefit now from a newound incentive of confidence and are ready for a major change. You might consider travel to exotic places, further education or major career change. At this point, this will expand your learning and development and grow your
horizons beyond your immediate environment. With careful planning and a moderated approach, you will set yourself up for success now and moving towards the future. So, that was for everybody. That was that was a reading just a general collective reading. Collective means everybody in the chat and everybody that might watch this video. Something something there will resonate for you. And also guys, even if I have like a a I'm doing a a personal
reading for somebody on this chat and that everyone's watching, you can take what resonates too. If something makes sense to you, there's good lessons in all these cards. There's messages that that may be for you, too. So, keep an open mind about it. But I was having a fun night. We have open panel tonight. Yeah. So, you heard about last night.
Somebody contacted me. They're like, "Oh, I want to do a private flex show for this might be embarrassing for me. They want to do a private flex show." And they're like, "I need I need a little bit of fashion." So, I was like, "Okay, let's do a private flex show." And then they got all my hopes up and then at the last minute they said, "Oh, my friend was playing on the phone. Never mind. I'll refund all your money."
Of course, I never got a penny back. But I was able to contact PayPal. Guys, that's always a a good option is if you get scammed for something or somebody doesn't complete the service, go through the platform that you booked the service or any of that and file a file a a refund claim and then that will help you
get your money back because PayPal is sending me some money back. Okay. So who that that guy whoever that guy was, you know, I won. I I won last night and you also lost a good friend and you lost a good person that would have helped you and I actually like you. How many other people are going to because the first thing I did was I just send
them a few bucks without asking anything and just said he said can I I need some b few bucks for food and I sent him a few bucks for food. Then he went on to make all these, "Oh, let's do this private show on on on YouTube or whatever." And then he said, "Oh, it didn't never happened." Right? So, watch out for scammers and watch out and and also watch out for who your true friends are. If people are helping you
out, are you going to turn around and just bite them? That's a snake. That's what a snake does. You know, not that snakes are negative creatures, but that's like a negative kind of mean thing to do. the only person that's helping you out you're going to turn around and try to scam, right? Make so much sense. Does it make much sense, guys? How many people can we trust in this life? How many people are actually going to really support us? And
then you're going to turn around and bite them in bite them, right? And then make them feel stupid. So, but I'm getting I'm getting I'm getting my money back. I'm not going to mention that person's name ever again. I'm going to be blocking that person, unfriending that person, and warning people. Oh, I've already warned people about the person, but you know, I don't like people getting scammed. I don't like people being
dishonest. I like genuine friendships. Genuine helping friends helping friends, right? Genu, just genuiness, right? Okay. Anyone have something to say in chat? Everyone comment. Um, make let me know you're here. Give a like on the chat. We have seven people in the chat. It's a little bit quiet on Sunday nights. I was thinking I'm going to take Sundays off, but I have so much fun
streaming that I'll have I'll have a Sunday funday show. Sunday Funday and everyone's welcome to go on panel. I would like some guests tonight. What's up, guys? Yeah, we're having a fun night tonight, though. I will do more collective readings tonight. We'll have more chat. You know, I'm a I'm a
I'm a I'm a big talker. I I have uh I have this uh Oh, it's okay, Jen. You're good. Yeah, I I'm a I'm a good uh I think I'm a good host and I think I'm a good interviewer and I think I'm a good cat dad. I think um I'm a fun person. I think I'm a good
streamer. And so people say, "Oh, you're unemployed, blah, blah, blah." I think this is a job in a certain way. And guys, we have more um interviews to schedule. We had Emma Leviain a couple weeks ago. Such an awesome interview. We have Clumsy Clairvoyance scheduled in the future. We're working on details.
We have Raw In. We have Chona Adventures. If anyone has a suggestion for interview um or somebody that you'd like to see on the show that it's also I like I do like supporting streamers and things like that people with um things to promote and stuff like that and so anyone has things to promote or any good ideas
took a year and three months from podcasting. Yeah. Well, I just started Oh, you've ordered from her before. Did you like your reading lava? Yeah. Clumsy is really awesome. Or sorry, Emma Emma's really awesome. you had a reading from Emma and CL Well, Clumsy is too, but I think you're talking about Emma, but Emma is a really awesome um reader,
really detailed readings, really reasonably priced, and so I re I recommend and also I love her Elvra vibe, her late night, vampy, sexy. She does fit checks. She has a really cool little basement room setup. And she
also is a really hard worker. She has over 20k subscribers now. And uh yeah, her creepy carnival candle smells like cotton candy. Yeah. Well, I'm sure I'm sure her house smells really good. And she also has a good She's done streams before where she's just done her dishes and she has these like her rubber gloves on and doing
dishes. Yeah, the carnival candle. Yeah. I wish I had my sister gave me a sage candle for um for my birthday and it smelled really really good but I I burned out within a few days. Right. But I recommend also Emma. She's she's usually later than I'm Yeah, that's Emma Leviathan.
Emma Leviathan. She just And Jen, if you look back in the last couple weeks of my stream, she was on a couple weeks ago. Um I did a 1 hour and a half interview with her. Yeah. With the wings, the black wings. Emma Leviathan and uh and she's a sweetheart. She's really really really cool. I was I've been with her channel since she had 3,000 subscribers and I was a mod for a long time. We had a little bit of a you caught last night.
Yeah, we had a little bit of a difference of a opinion about what I was saying in chat and stuff like that. And yeah, she's fun. She's really cool. And Jen, check out that interview too because I did an interview on my channel with her. It was like a 90. It was supposed to be like a 30 to 60 minute interview. She's like, "I'm having so much fun. Let's do a
90minute interview." What's up, Mimo? How are you? Good to see you. Mimo knows my real name. Mima knows my name is John. So, Mimo, you're cool. I love you, Mimo. What's up? What's up, love? How are you? What's up, Jen's here? Yeah. And we're all also like everyone in chat is really cool like 99%
of the time. What date is it from? I'll look it up. Hold on. I'll show you. I'll show you on my channel what it looks like. You have to go to the lives on the channel and it's going to be this interview right here. It was It was nine days ago and it's this interview. Hold on. It's this interview right here.
You see right there? It was nine days ago on the channel. That stream right there. That's Emma. So, she is awesome. the first. So your love is that is that your um love are you over 18 or and love is interested in being a moderator because love I've seen you here a few
times. I'm uh anybody that wants to be that's over 18. You are welcome. Also welcome anybody that came from Bea's Kitties. Um because I did like give a little shout out for the afterparty. I'm not but I think she might be still be on. I was on the panel for a while. Yeah. She is great. She's beautiful. Yes, she is. She's a really
awesome person, too. You're over 18. Would you like to be a mod lava? Okay, you don't want to be. Okay, so no problem. Okay, but thank you for being supporter of the channel. Basically, I don't I ask my mods, they anything. I just want them to visit don't have to do other people's channels because when you're a mod, you can click on their channel or click on their name and to go to the channel, subscribe. But if you
don't, I will also be posting people's links in the room. You're fine. You're fine, Lava. Where did I meet you, Lava? By the way, are you from Beatas or you're familiar? Yeah, I know you've been here before. Yeah, I'm sure she does. Just like Alvara. I'm sure like Alvara like has to give go through all these um invitations to the Halloween party and then I don't know. She usually
ends up at Magic Mountain or or Disneyland or something. What's up, Kelsey? How are you? You know, I haven't seen in a while is Jackson. Jackson hasn't come over. He used to be here. You're a new subscriber. Well, you you can have a reading if you want. Kelly, Kelsey, Kelsey, how did you find my channel? You saw me in Emma's chat. Okay great.
Well, Emma and I are good friends still and we're good friends and I love supporting her channel. I I've gotten a lot of readings from her, too. And I do recommend you guys um would become a member of her channel like a member and then um then you get half off readings and then she does really really long readings and stuff and you know it popped in your feed. You were curious. Kelsey, well are you interested in um saying hi on the panel because I have a
panel open. You can just the link is pinned. If if you're comfortable if you're over 18 you can come on the panel or anybody else wants to come on. But everyone else is welcome in the chat and stuff like that. And uh we have good mods here tonight. I think we we do some good mods. Let me see. We do. Nemo is mod. Okay, good. So Mimo's watching it, you guys.
I I think Mimo's We have 10 people in the chat. We have double digits. We're doing a lot better than we were doing last week on uh on Sunday night. Last week on Sunday night, there was nobody in the chat. I was like, "Something wrong with my channel?" But every day since then, it's been really good. Return to sender. Yeah. The guys and that's what return to sender means is that any negative energy that's being
sent to you, you just basically put it back in the mail and say return just put a stamp. Return to sender. Yeah, you can ask a question, Kelsey. I got I got cards for you if you would like. Definitely. Free I said free tarot readings tonight. So free tarot readings and uh yeah you want to return to sender and you say there's a song return to
sender address unknown no such number no such phone I don't know if you heard that song but yeah return to sender is something in magic and something in spirituality where it's like negative negative energy being sent you just send it back to the the sender tenfold right if you I'm sure you have it early in the day you might be more people popping in will I secure a job in sales within 3
months after graduate university. Okay. So this specific question you have maybe I won't give you the most specific answer. Okay. I'll I'll see what I can do. Okay. It's very specific question you know. Okay. Well I do see this 10 of cups and so this will everything will make you happy.
Thank you Jenny. I'd love to. This 10 of cups is a very happy card. Okay. So I think I do think this is a good sign for you my friend. What's up AC? Aces is here. Aces awesome. And Kelsey. So Kelsey, I'll just read you about the 10 of cups because it's a really cool card. It's like one of the happiest cards in the deck. 10 of cups. And so and everybody
everybody else might resonate with this too. I could I think there's happiness in all of our futures. Thank you. So it's a 10 of cups. The 10 of cups carries feelings of happiness and contentment with life. It is the energy created from a simple joy of being in harmony with those within your community and nature. That sounds like a
good sign. Kelsey, what's up, Gayla? How are you? Yeah, Kelsey, that sounds like a good sign that you're going to be meeting people in your industry and stuff like that and networking and be able to find a job, right? The 10 of cups can indicate a problematic situation is ending, opening the door for a peaceful time of your life. Moments of stress or struggle will be replaced by feelings of optimism and bliss. When you lean into the 10 of cups
energy, you will find it easy to connect emotionally with those around you whom you cherish. Suppose you're experiencing conflict or difficult situation. Lean into the 10 of cups energy. You will naturally create a bridge between differences so that common ground can be found. Finding the emotional strength to extend an olive branch will have a lasting positive effect. Focus your energy on what you have in common rather
than where your differences to keep you apart. The 10 of cups message is that we all gain when we work together to create an atmosphere that promotes peace and harmony. The forest animals come together for the 10 of cups as they are community that brings their unique talents and res and resources to support one another. And that's what I want to do here too is this 10 of cups energy
bring all us together this community connectedness and growth and guys and AC is my I think AC is my top mod. Let me see. Yeah, AC is my my top mod. I'm just going to make sure AC that you are. Yes, AC is a manager here. You're welcome. And yeah, and I hope you guys all like that. I hope and I hope that
resonates with all of you. But that Yeah, Kelsey, in particular, you I say do networking like be in the community of that industry. You will find a job within the the two months to three months that you're looking for. Okay? You will do well. AC is awesome. Lava is awesome. It was nice. Okay, good, Kelsey. I'm glad that I'm glad you like
that. I'm going to grab a um mangoita. You're welcome, Kelsey. You got You got it.
And I want everyone here, everyone here that wants a reading tonight, you have to just let me know. I'll make sure I'll get you everyone a reading. They're they're a little bit shorter readings um like you know one card or a few cards but I think that they will answer your question and I think that they also will help other people too. Thank you AC. We have the Discord going. We have a really
cool Discord. Really nice people here. Really good community. Everyone everyone's really supportive and like loved each other. I love it. Lenor sitting over there. Just having a couple more drinks tonight. I'm trying to slow down a little bit. I don't like to pass out on my streams, which I did a couple times this week. I
did I don't remember what happened. I just I said, "I'll be right back." And then I laid down and fell asleep or something, but I'll be more careful not to do that. And I'm trying to pace myself a little bit more. We're only at 7:43 p.m. So, but the like I've done I did seven hour streams this week, too, guys. Like where
I was on for seven like I was I I was on the whole seven hour stream. And so I am working hard on this on this channel. I hope everyone's having a good time enjoys it.
Anybody would like a card? Anybody want a question? Yeah. AC that they're the forest animals. These forest animals, they all basically seem to get along for the most part. You know, it's like this for, you know, they have other predators and things like that or like the bigger animals, but most of the forest animals get along and are able to work together.
And that's a beautiful, beautiful sign for that, right? Where's that card? I can find the card again. Yeah, this 10 of cups card with all these forest animals. Reminds me a little bit of the South Park episode of the forest the the forest creatures and there were the satanic cult but
and and it's a funny episode to look up the woodland it's called the woodland creatures episode of South Park. I also love this other South Park episodes. I'll try to find a funny South Park moment. Let me see if I can find this one. This is called The Sea People from South Park.
It's from an episode called The Simpsons in It. And so the story behind this is is Cartman. Cartman, you'd like a card? Okay, I'll play this real quick and I'll get you a card. But Cartman goes um he orders um he orders sea monkeys and they're but they're the sea people, you know, in the
South Park. So, I'll play this real quick and then I'll do I'll do uh Moon Gem Meanderings. Just enjoy this real quick reading. Hold on. Or this real quick uh video. These are the bubbles. Yeah. Well, Moon Jam, it's a funny show. If you never seen it, you're in for a treat because they have hundreds of episodes
and they're really funny. Okay, so for MoonJem, the card I got for you today is this Queen of Wands card. And you see this beautiful lioness with the sunflowers. Okay. And the lioness is actually and there's a little crow next to her too. You see a little crow. The queen of wands. So I see this powerful queenly energy in you. Some fire fire in your chart somewhere. Okay.
But I'll get you this. Queen of wands. I'll get you a description of it. Yeah. I love it too. Queen of Wands says the Queen of Wands saunters in with a sexy feminine effervescent energy as she is eager to get out in the world to create something
new and magnificent. Her life almost feels boundless. Although often chipper and optimistic, don't mistake her easygoingness with a being a pushover or an ambitious. Crows bringing the gift. Yeah, you saw the crow bringing the little gift. says, "The queen knows what she wants from life, and she knows how to use her charm and secure um it. When you encounter the Queen of Wands, you're directed to walk
in the leader shoes of someone whose mere presence can command the room. This is a woman whose undying, upbeat spirit brings the team together with passion, enthusiasm, right? So, the lion and the crow are are significant. It is every it is the queen of wands who sees the people potential in every person and situation and has a knack for drawing out the best in each. When you hold this
card in your hand, ask yourself if you are seeing your situation from the Queen of Wands position. Are you able to find the good or the potential just waiting to be discovered? Are you focusing on what is working rather than the flaws? Is your health and well-being a priority? When you need a boost to your self-esteem, when you need to feel powerful and in command, call on the lioness to help you roar. If you're
uncertain or if you feel uneasy about taking the lead. If you need a boost of energy to rally a team, call upon the lioness for her fearlessness and passion. When you walk next to the lioness, you will be protected. The crow is a nod to my first deck, the crow tarot. Here, the bird is passing the wand to the lioness and with the power of intuition, of being able to glance
through the veil and see possibilities of future holds. So, it says passion, command authority royalty power and prestige. So, isn't that beautiful? Yeah. The crow is giving the gift of magic wand, Mimo. And that's like this intuitive power, right? So wonderful. I hope you enjoyed that. We're doing readings for everybody tonight. We're
doing open panel. I know open panels can get kind of wild. Sorry, my hair is a little bit messy. Okay. I know. But uh I'm having a good day. I'm in a really good mood today. Good chat going. I'm really really pleased. So awesome. Everything's going good. really good people here too, by the way.
So, if you guys want to network and you guys have your own channels, your the mods, you can post your own channels, too. How do I pick the card? I just open up the deck and then I pull a card. And so, that was just it was very random. It was not anything. Well, you know, I have do I have one
right here? I have one right here, too. Hold on. Hold on. I'll show you real quick.
This is what it is now. I go on walks every day, but I found this. I found this card and it's a big crow feather. Like a big like a really big crow feather. So they do get gifts. They give you feathers and you can turn into a quill and write with it. But this is like a really a feather I found outside. What big crow this must have been.
You saw an albino crow. Yeah. I think I've seen albino. Well, we just have so many crows and ravens and stuff. I've seen albino ravens and crows. Also albino pigeons and albino other birds. I can Yeah, I can make this this a uh this this is gonna be my pen. But look how big I mean it's a big feather like the crows. It must have been a huge crow
like right. I found this outside and it has this really cool like little evil these eyes on it. These little like eyes like a little amazing, huh? It's a big feather. Bigger than my head, right? It's like as big as bigger than my head. So that's a big crow this came from.
I also have um other other crow feathers. I Yeah, that was a pretty good reading. You in the go between that's huge. Okay, so that made sense to you. So I always like hope to bring the right message, the right person, the right time. So yeah, it looks like from Emma's wings, right? And uh I also told Emma one time, I was like, I found all these black feathers.
So I I thought you were you you're in my neighborhood. I found some black feathers. I said, I thought you were passing through the neighborhood. And she kind of laughed. That's a big one. Yeah, big feather. So, is that beat as kitties tonight? Um, and uh, you know, she has a kind of wild panel and uh, and she always but she's a sweetheart. She always lets me up. Yeah.
Yeah. I was like, I think you were flying over, Emma. She's like, what? She's like, but yeah, I do believe I do believe that we have we have these um, beautiful beings flying by occasionally, maybe to visit. Yeah, definitely. That's hilarious. You know, if you haven't seen Emma, you've written several poems about crows. Well, there was like a little
confirmation and and also I have like this not that's my only crow feather, guys. I go on walks like I just I I basically just walk. I don't have a car. So, I walk everywhere and I found several crow feathers. I probably have 10 or something like that. I just find these feathers everywhere. And it's also like a sign about your ancestors are around and uh kind of one time you don't know what
happened but it happened. There's a big crow in our house and your mom grabbed a beach towel and threw it over and grabbed it and threw it outside. Yeah. Well, yeah. Sometimes birds when they're injured or sometimes they fly in the window and stuff like that. You love the name Emma. Yeah. My mom had a a Yorkie named Emma and unfortunately Emma passed away. But um but I have a heart for the
name Emma too. It's really cool. What's up, Seifa? CIFA is my Discord wizard. He like designed the Discord of my dream. Crows are super smart and have good memories. Yeah. You know, here here's a story about crows. In Japan, they have these crows and they figured out how to take this these seeds and they put it in the street and the cars run over the seed and the the crow runs back and eats
the seed. And they also like they have they have memory. They'll remember if someone was mean to the crow or and they'll tell all the other crows and stuff like that. Sea is awesome. CIFA is my Discord um creator. He made my new Discord. I had all these requests like I didn't know how to do anything. Yeah. And CIFA like just made the Discord of my dreams. And so I always will be
thankful to Seifa and like everyone's having fun in the news discord. He did he did all the things I I wanted in the Discord. All the all the suggestions I had. Hey Rudy, do you want to come over? So I heard from Rudy's mom tonight. You know the mama. What's up Tom? How are you? And her mom called me. She's like, "Hi, hi. I want to hear how Rudy's doing and can I can I come visit and have a visit with them this week?" I was like,
"Sure." I was like, "Rudy's out from under the bed." Yeah. They have memories. Yeah. And they'll also I've noticed they will caught people and stuff like that and they will all collect around. But you know what else we have around here, guys? We have these um cherry-headed conjurs. I'll show you a picture of them. They're really They're called cherryheaded conjurs. And there's these wild parrots. I think there was a
story that there was like some pet store truck that was was coming to America and it it turned over and all the all these birds escaped. Um it is Conor's Cherry Head. Hold on. And I had I had one named Lucy and she just loved me so much. Wow. She she loved me.
Um Cherry head. Okay, here's what they look like. And these these flying flocks. What am I saying? Rudy is that Rudy's mama's coming for a visit and and Rudy's doing good. But these are the charity conjurs right there. They're wild flocks. What's up, General of God's earthly army? Yep. Get me. So, but Rudy is doing good because No,
Rudy was just walking by and I was like, "Rudy, come over here." But, uh, his mom was coming for a visit, his owner for 16 years, and she loves him so much. And you know, I was worried Rudy would like try to escape or try like just hide under the bed. But after a couple weeks, he just he came out from under the bed. He he gets along with Lenor. He gets along with Magic. He gets along with
tricks. You over here, Magic, you want to come say hi? Here comes Magic. Say hi, Magic. Everybody, Magic just hopped up here. He's sweetheart. Magic, when you see marbles, you growl and your ears go back go back behind your head, right? and you growl and never I never see you growl any other time when only when you see
marbles, right? I had another cat named Marbles. Marbles was a litter from last year or the year before and he was gone for six months and now he comes in and whenever he comes in tricks and magic just start going and growling. Hey Rudy, want to come over and say hi? Yeah, Rudy's going back to the room. Okay,
Rudy's getting used to the thing. Um Rudy's becoming more social. Yes. Like yeah, he came up from under the bed and like um the cats like Lenor Lenor's just like looking at him right now. Not not growling or Lenor didn't try to swat him, you know. Rude, he got hazed a little bit. He's coming back over. Rudy, come here. Here, Rude. Rude.
Rudy is 16 years old. He's like an older cat. His owner could not take him when she moved because she was like, he'll just run away from the new house. You're coming over, Rude. Okay, Rudy's coming over. Come on, Rude. Rude. He likes Oh, he likes this the the my little rug I have cuz there's catnip all over it. Can I get Can I bring you over, Rudy, and
say hi, Rudy? Come on, come here. Want to say hi? Come on, Rudy. He's coming over. Come on. Oh, he's running. Okay, he didn't want to be picked up. He ran back. Rudy, come on. Come on, Rudy. He'll come back. Come over here, Rudy. Lenor just swatted at him. Hi, Rude. I'm petting him right
now. Petting him. Can I pick you up and show you to the chat? Hey, Rude. Can I pick you up? You're so sweet. Oh, I got him. Here. Hold on. There we go. Rudy, want to say hi? He's a good cat. He's sweetheart. Okay,
I'll let you down. Go ahead. You guys saw him though. Hey, Aaron. How are you guys? Guys, we have an open panel tonight. If anyone wants to come on panel, I'll do a more detailed reading for you. You can ask also ask your question in the chat or just say general in the chat. I'll do a reading. You saw him? Yeah. So, he he walks over like he's a little bit
skittish, but uh he's a sweetheart. He's he's really soft, too. Really soft. I think he was she she like brushed him really well. Yeah. What's up, Uncomfortably Numb. How are you? Good to see Uncomfortably Numb tonight. Awesome. Uncomfortably numb. Thank you for coming to the chat.
You need a serious decision if Yeah, I'm willing to look into it. Um, and in general, I'll just do a card for you and I'll read from the book because it's a good deck and stuff. And so hopefully this will be a good card for you. Okay, you got the Wheel of Fortune. Um, hold on. Um, General, I'll look at that comment right in a
second. General, you got this wheel of fortune. Okay, there's rabbits on it. I think there are some snakes and there's some elves on it. Really cool wheel of fortune card. Basically, my interpretation is the wheel is going in your favor. Like, it's a good time to make this decision. Um, it's going to be beneficial for you. But let's see what the book says. The book says, and this
book I just read because it's really well written. It says it is often a sign that things are shifting into a more positive direction and that your luck is about to change for the better when the wheel of fortune appears in in the reading. So take note the card is a signal to direct your energy on focusing on what you want to achieve. Can you see the big picture? Forces from above are
coming together to help you and we'll be looking at for your your direction. What action can you take today to get things rolling? If you need to pivot, now is the time to expand your horizons or see your situation from a new perspective. I have to confess that I get a little flurry of excitement when my belly when I see the wheel of fortune, especially if I have been managing a less than
pleasant situation. The owls, bats, and spiders circle in the night sky to create a vortex of healing, transformative energy. The owls create clarity and the ability to see your goal even in the darkest of nights. The bats bring intuition and make a connection with your higher self. And the snake at the center in here is to help you release the past, shed what no longer
serves you, and so your dreams can grow bigger. Two scorpions and two lunar moths guard the pent perimeter, ensuring that you remain true to yourself and your values, to who you are at the soul level during this change. So, I hope you like that. Yeah. Moon gems. So, Moon Gem said, "Sared right into your eyes." I was
shocked. How did a crow get into the eagle's enclosure? The eagle missed it. Yeah. Well, I've also seen I've also seen um these barn owls have a little nest and I've seen like a video of the the eagle getting into the nest and stuff like that. We had the I missed that. If you possibly tell me if I will have to give my cats up, force to move on short
notice. Sleeping energy. Okay, I'll I'll channel for this. Okay. Sleeping energy. No, you won't be forced to give them up. You have to do some preparation. You have to call ahead. Even maybe just don't tell them you're bringing the cats in. They will never know, okay? They're not going to ever be in your house and
stuff like that. But you want to make sure, you know, the cats will have to adjust right? They'll have to adjust to the new environment, but if they're with you, they will just fine. Make sure you're there with them all the time, right? Okay. Okay, I hope you like that reading. I was just channeling
for sleeping energy. Thank you, Zifa. So, Moonjem says, "I was to do with your family when we saw um when we saw it came into the eagle enclosure. We saw the eagle an eagle came to the um to the enclosure. We saw the eagle and we're walking towards the when a crow from somewhere in the cage hit a wire sticking through its bill." Sorry if I'm jumping around here, guys.
General of God's Army, you I'm unemployed basically, but you have to move and no money. Okay, General, you have to look for some some assistance. You have to look for some help right now. You have to look for somebody that's going to help you. Somebody will come to help you. I see. What's up, Jamie's Cowboys? What's up, Moongeem? Mr. Yeah, I got that. I think I got that. Moongeem. Yeah, that they
went flew into the eagle enclosure and then there was a crow, right? Crows and eagles. Sometimes natural pred predators are the eagles are natural predators of the crows, right? You're welcome. Sleeping energy, I think. You know, I think you'll be able to take them with you right? You know, yeah, these are these are quick reads. It's not a skim read. It's
a quick read. It's a channeling. I'll pull a specific card, specific card, and stuff like that. If you want a more personal reading, you can hit me up on Discord. I have a Discord they're posting. And if you want a more detailed reading tonight, you can go and be a guest on the show. Okay? But I I am um going kind of fast tonight through
these. I want to make sure I get everybody. Okay. If I didn't answer your question, what's up, Clumsy? What's up, my girl? If I didn't answer your question, um to your to your satisfaction. Oh, the chat. Yeah. Yeah. I'm trying to Oh, yeah. Skim the readings in the chat. Okay. Yeah, I do have some mods. if they can help me if I miss somebody that's asking for a
particular reading. They can help keep me. Yeah. So, Jamie, yeah, I'm sorry. Sorry I missed it, Clumsy. I think I got a little bit two sheets to the wind last night. What's up, Ilia? How are you? Nice. 17 people in the chat. Awesome. Having a fun night. I do I do want to make sure I get everyone's reading. So, I'm going a little bit fast, right? Um, but also if you want a more detailed
reading, a one-on-one, I'll do it in the uh in my panel tonight or you can hit me up on Discord if you want a personal reading, a private reading, and I'll I'll do a video reading for you on Discord and stuff like that. We'll talk about the details about that. We have a guest tonight. Let's say hello to our friend Noel.
We always love Noel on the show. Hi. How are you? Hi Noel. How are you? Hold on. Let me I don't see you. Hold on. There you are. Excuse me. Excuse me. I went I went to a Coming up. movies today and I saw a based on a true
story about a trauma guy about a trauma situation. What movie was it called? What was the movie called? Yeah. Are you okay, Noel? What's the movie called? You hear me?
Yes. The movie is called um Can I look it up, please? And then show you this. Yes. Yes. Yes. No problem. The movie is called Yeah. Let's Let's hear it. Can you read it to me and read the name of it? I can't see the name. The darkness. Or we put it much.
Brave the darkness. And it's about trauma. It's about it's it's about this boy having trauma and something's going on with his family and it was it was kind of sad but but yeah I did understand that and
and and so I didn't know what was tra what was trauma was at first that's Why I went to see that movie and with my friend too. My friend has the trauma too. Long long time ago.
Yeah. People like are liking your shirt right now. But you know, do you know what trauma is now? Or did the movie explain it or or you already knew what it was before, but you just didn't have the name for it? Right. The movie. You explained it. Okay, good. Did it have a good lesson? The movie. The movie Untorn was kind of sad. I was almost crying. I
was like balling my eyes out. I was almost It was an emotional movie. This sounds good. I've never heard of that movie. It it was uh based on a true story like it's on based on this teacher was
this teacher was uh helping him and just get through life and Yeah. Yeah. This boy th this teenager did a really bad things and jump off the bridge and trying to suicide himself. What? But but but but
somebody saved him. man. So, and towards the end of the movie, he visit his uh he visit his uh foster home and just give these uh presents to these kids just trying to
so he was able to survive and then he like was able to give people gifts and stuff like that and like to help people and they they're based probably on his trauma. the gifts like that he things he learned that would help you know will help them right yes of course yeah I understand that that's a good that's a great sounds like a great movie you didn't give away too much of the plot and stuff that sounds like a good
movie I hope that excuse me his mom and his dad hit his mom passed away because his because the father shot her in the arm and that it w it was like the backstory of and
then you Yeah, that was his trauma was having his mom shot by his dad and then all the everything that happened after that was traumatizing too, right? And then he was sad and then he So his dad shot shot himself
and shot himself in that little Bo that little boy saw it and say, "Oh my god, that would be very traumatic." I mean, trauma trauma is like any any any like any any bad things that happen to you can be traumatic.
A movie that that that was a true story based on it really happened. Yeah. And I know that people have these stories like this where people will see that they'll witness that kind of thing. And then it's good to have I really I really didn't know what what
was trauma meant until I saw the movie and I just Yeah. But that's why that's why movies are good too because they they're they open window doors into these these scenarios that and we can we can we we can when we watch the movie we we
excuse me. So the mom So the mom and she has like a boyfriend and then the and then the dad was just just like stalking them stalking.
That sounds like that sounds like a that sounds like a like an intense movie and I'm glad I know. Did you cry a little bit at the end? What were you crying at the movie at the end when he gives to people? Um, I was crying. Um, I was crying towards the end. I almost
crying. Yes. I just hold I just I just I I was I was I was trying to hold my tears in, but it's but it was Yeah. Well that's do that because we're watching the movie, we we get emotionally involved. We feel like we
know the people and we feel like it's almost happening to oursel. So movies are so powerful and there are really good movies like that. So but thank you for sharing with me. I didn't excuse me. I didn't go through trauma. I I I don't I don't have that. But I was just trying to see what is that. I'm just Yeah, that's how I am. Well, maybe that's why you didn't
understand what you didn't know what the word trauma was. But I think we've all been through trauma and we've all been through difficult times or or like seen negative things and it's like even if we don't recognize that it says trauma, we we have experienced it and I think maybe you remember things in your own life that may have that may have been sad and stuff like that. But we also Excuse me. Excuse me.
Yes, it it was it was a very good movie and I was not and then I was not even I was not even talking at the end of the movie. I was like devastated and crying
and and my friend didn't know I I was crying. He he was just like nuts. He really has to go to the bathroom that one time and just stand up and Right. Well, do you know you know like the
times when when we experience our own trauma that helps us help other people. It's called the wounded healer like mentioned. Do you have trauma? Do you have trauma in your life? Oh I do. I I was I was actually sometime one time I was one time someone stab me in the ear with with something, you know, and then I was bleeding and stuff
like that and I didn't I thought I was going to die and I I was fine. But and I've had friends be mean to me and stuff like that and I've I've had you know my cats pass away and all the all these things are traumatic and the and yeah, we all have we all but that's the point. We all have our own trauma.
uh teacher was the uh teacher was trying to help him and he really did and he really I was just like wow this because you know the teacher in that movie I I haven't seen the movie but I think the teacher also had some trauma and then he had empa empathy for for the for the boy and so he was able to teach
him lessons about how to deal with trauma and how to recover it's like So and then um everybody didn't didn't believe this kid, right? Like why why why is that? I'm sorry.
Why is that? You know, there but there's something about the victims, right? I even told the story of Medusa the other day and something traumatic happened to Medusa in the in the temple. Medusa, have you ever seen the lady with the snakes in her hair? It's a it's a myth. She has she has all these but she was actually a beautiful so she was actually a beautiful priestess of the goddess. Yeah.
Something bad happened. She was someone violated her in the in the temple and then instead of believing her she was she was uh punished for that. Right. And she turned into this monster. Some people say that maybe she turned into the monster for her own protection. Some people think she was punished for for being um having sex in in Athena's temple because Athena was a virgin
goddess, right? Yeah. And so she was cursed to have every man that looked at her turn to stone and all the man who just came to attack her and stuff. And so that was her protection protective thing was turning them into stone and things like that. Yeah. But you know what the the good thing is is to be able to we all have our traumatic experiences. We all have negative things that will
happen to us in life. Excuse me. That movie was a a really like a a lesson. I didn't even know that was trauma going on. I was like, "Wow." Right. Well, you I think you understand what trauma is, but you just didn't know the name the name to put to it, right?
And then then you that movie explained it in a in a way you you could understand and then you could feel emotion about it. probably helped you in some ways too. And so why did I cry during that in that ending scene? Why did I I think you cry because you you have empathy and you relate you relate to the
characters in some way. Even if that same thing didn't happen the characters. What do you mean? I don't know who they are. Let's Right. Right. But but but you saw the you saw their story and then you can you saw you saw what happened to them. you saw their trauma. Okay. And then you can imagine what if that happened to you and you saw that kind of thing.
So you you you feel you you have empathy for them, right? And then you can relate and c a certain even if the same thing never happens or hasn't you've had similar it has not for me and and I was like wow. Yeah. But but even if it's never happened you can still relate to it. You can still as human beings we all have
connection to each other right? And we and we can like really how they how they were sad and like how they felt helpless and stuff like that and they you saw how they had traumatic things happen to them and you were like what if that happened? What happened to me? That's why you got emotional. So that movie just clicked on my brain.
Is that correct? That I was crying. Yeah. You you you you felt the empathy. You have your heart your heart. suffering like AC said their suffering made you feel sad too because you have a good heart right? Yes. That means that you see that happening
to somebody and then it's like and you you naturally feel it happen to anybody. So why is it I was crying because my emotional feelings. Is that correct? Yeah. But that because you realize that has happened to people and Yeah. And so it's like and you have a good heart and then you were like what if that what what if not that it will ever happen or
that there's you know but you're like what if that had happened to me how would I feel and then what if you felt so helpless what if that happened to me like my are not like that they they they are not like that no yeah I know I know and it's a movie and movies are a little bit sometimes
exaggerated and they they're very they have music to it too and the music makes you connect to it and then the characters you you get to know them and like them and stuff like that and then like so they you feel like you them, right? Yeah. She has a cool hoodie, huh? She everyone likes your Reese's hoodie.
Excuse me. Excuse me. So that so the towards the end part he was he was fizzing his mom's grave and he was crying and there was there was this slow song. And I was like, yeah, almost cried, right? Like why
the music the music the music music is emotional, you know? That's why music is a very emotional tool like or the emotional whenever you listen to music, you get into the spirit of the music, right? Music just carries you away. Why? Well, like think about like sad violins and things or think about or even happy songs and you get happy when
you hear a happy song. And so whenever the music is very connected to the emotions right? So why is his dad take his own life in that movie and just he he uh her dad her
his dad didn't like her her boyfriend just the stalk at him and just um her well one day her boyfriend was late
leaving and he was around the corner. He didn't even see Yeah. the was Well, yeah. So, so the dad maybe that I don't know what h so I haven't seen the movie, but I'm thinking that maybe the dad because he shot he shot the mom, he felt really bad about doing that and he felt bad the mom died and stuff and then he felt bad,
right? So, And then then also also go but also he he also jumped off a bridge too just like his dad took his took his own life. Yes. The same tendencies right? How is that? And so it's a feeling that
bo. So somebody saw him jump off off the bridge and save his life. Like how is that how is that if that if that if that man wasn't there if that man wasn't there he would be dead right and so that's also we have these
faded situations like he wasn't supposed to die then he was supposed to go on to help other people yes and so it was like divine intervention you know God was there helping out making sure that that person didn't like it was just like go ahead So at the end
of the the end of the movie, he was uh he was uh visiting his old foster care home and just giving them these suppressants and why why why is that? So he was trying to be Why is that? because because he finally
had healed enough where he was able to help other people and then he knew the right gifts to give and then he also had a lot of love in his heart and stuff like that and he was also saved and so he wants to help save other people from going through the same situation. I'm thinking I haven't seen the movie. I'm not sure about the details but it sounds like he had he he his heart grew a lot and then he was he he was saved by
somebody and so he wanted to help other people. He wanted to be giving right. He was in he was in jail, but the teacher and his grandparents get him out of jail and say, "You're you are you are not a bad person. You're just doing trauma or something like
right." Yeah. Because some people because the criminal justice system he he he really didn't know what was happened at first. Why? Why the mom got killed? Why is the dad shot himself? He didn't even know like
after when yeah he was brought up. Why? And these questions might never be answered. The question those questions might never be answered. And you're asking why did this happen? Why did this happen? But then we have God sending in like angels to help us and to protect us and then to make us better people because even we go through
trauma that that that makes us understand how other people have trauma and that makes us so why did he jump off the bridge and and not die? How? What? Because the guy was there to save him. The God put the guy there. God put that God brought somebody there to to make
sure that didn't happen, you know, or you can say fate or God or a higher power like it wasn't supposed to happen like that like and because and God even understood that it's not his fault. It's because of his trauma and he was like he had all this pain and stuff like that and he just like just make the pain go away. I I have nothing to live for and he didn't see all the options available
to him. He didn't see that good things the good things come from it. So God brought somebody there to make sure that he didn't do that or or that it wasn't successful, right? I haven't seen the movie, but that's just my opinion on that. So, and so why is these people a lot of these people trying to trying to
trying to kill theirself? Like why why is a lot lot of people nowadays? I can tell. Well, I can tell. Personally, I think it's a spiritual thing. I think there's like there's like certain demons. I don't we can like blame the person. We can blame the demons. They just feel like there's no other option. They feel like they're in so much pain. They feel like they're just going to be in more
more pain and it's it's easier to do that than to do than to than to just live and face your face everything. But I think it's it's always better to face face your life no matter what good or bad happens. And I think more good will happen in the future and stuff like that. Excuse me.
Excuse me. me. I am not that way. Me is beloved God. Yes. Me, I'm not that. It's just Well, good. Yeah. And and I hope but but some some people they feel like there's no other option and and they feel like nobody loves them. They feel like they don't have any of anybody. They feel like nobody's going to help them. They
feel that nobody wants them around and stuff like that. And that's not true because there's there's there's people that are your friends. There's people that do care. People excuse me, can I ask you a question? Have you t Have you ever done that before or no? Have I been that sad that I I would think that that's the best option?
I'm sorry. Yes. I'm a little bit personal, but um but it's okay. And I have. But then I I heard a voice saying don't don't do that and that everything will be okay. Hear whose voice? God's God's I heard a voice in my mind like God's voice and a like some kind of
higher higher being saying that they love me and that it's not worth it's not worth and I think if you do if you do that kind of thing you'll just be reincarnated back into another another life and you'll have to deal with the same lessons. If you can face your lessons and and deal with your lessons then you'll be in a better place. And I'm in a better place now and I'm not like anymore.
Um uh uh some of these people on YouTube saying kill yourself. I say no God. Yeah. Right. And some people on YouTube are just maybe they are not happy with their own lives and then and they they are trying to spread sadness and misery and stuff
like that and maybe they have their own problems to deal with. It's not a good thing to say to people, right? It's not a good thing to it's not a solution. And it's like and then they're like, "Oh, well, we we don't like these certain people in the world. All these people should unal alive themselves, right?" And they're they're that's just their own insecurities, their own projections,
their own sadness. And so I just don't never listen to those people. Don't listen to what they're what they're saying. They're either they're trolling, they're they're just unhappy. And so always always remember there's hope. Remember there's hope always. You can
always change your life for the better. Oh, that movie tonight when I he was in that hospital bed and that teacher was praying was praying and it was really happy. I was like, "Wow, it come that
I believe in I believe in God and I believe I believe that God is life and God is love and like there's like hate and and evil in the world, but God wants you to live and God wants you to to and God will help you too. God will God will help you find happier circumstances and
God will help you." that uh teacher was trying to trying to help him and live a good way and then yeah right that's a beautiful story too Noel it's a beautiful movie I would recommend everyone see that movie I forgot what it's called Noel good good description of the movie good description of your
own of your own thoughts about it and how it helped you realize different things my thoughts about this movie. Um, I didn't say any were any any words after the movie just shuts down. Like my body was like shutting down after that. Why?
You were affected. It made a big impact on you. It made a big impact on your mind and you related to that in some way. Even if you even if the same things didn't happen and stuff, you felt your heart felt for the people in the movie and stuff like that, right? Yeah, for for the actors
the Yeah, that Yeah, that sub boy was cute and that Yeah, that boy was cute in the movie. He was really good. He was really good. Yeah. And that's why movies are great because movies they have, you know, they have, you know, probably more attractive
people playing the roles and stuff like that. I like what like why is that? Because people attract um those because because in Hollywood they pick the actor that's going to play that role the best. They think most people relate to they think that that person has the
more connection to that role and things like that and then Yeah. Exactly. Right. Yeah. And so you should see that movie. I will. What's up, Ver Vert? Yeah. Lava went to ring the church bells. She's she's polite. Yeah. Um I'm uncomfortably numb.
Yeah. Um and Katie Katie has like she has a little bit you're a little bit nervous sometimes, right? That's why you do the straws, but you're you have a really good heart and you're a good person. Wait, wait, what? Wait, what? So someone said someone said you're being a little bit rude talking over me, but I'm just saying You have you're a little bit nervous sometimes and you know and it's okay. It's okay. So I
never that's why also why you chew your straws. You have a it's your you have a little bit of a nervous thing but yeah don't judge don't judge us. That boy was in the it was in the it movie. He was in the it movie it. Yes. the main the main
the main kid was in the it moo right that's where I I saw him from okay that's where I also al also in these movies we'll see the same actors and actresses and then so we'll have a we like the actors actresses in other movies and then we like to see him in different movies right
what movie are you what are we talking about what movie it's called I'm I'm think you said that you said you said that The actor in the movie Tonight was in the movie It, right? It. Yes. Yes. Yeah. And so, but you watched that movie and so you recognized him. You don't remember there the first when you recognize them, but you knew from somewhere, right? So, we get emotional connection.
I just looked it up. I just looked it up. Yeah. And are you doing good AC? Is everything going good? Bag's happy. AC's happy. Everyone saying everyone saying hi you mom. Where is my mom in here? Where is she at? Self soothing.
Soothing. Soothing. Soothing. So it's like it's like it means that when you have the straws that calms you down, stuff like that. And so that's a good it's a it's a good thing that doesn't hurt other people. So a long time ago, I didn't have my straws. I have a stress ball a long time
a long time ago. So why did I uh do my straws? How did I do that? Not as because the straws were just something that was there that was able to calm you down and make you comfortable. Yeah. I'm sorry. I don't mean to do any name of the movie. Can you can you give the name of the movie again for uncomfortably?
The name of the movie is I can I can hold on. Yeah. She really will she really wants to see it. Yeah, she wants to see it now. It's called anxiety. Go ahead. Can you put it close to the screen? Can you read it? Oh, yeah. Can you read the name of it?
Can I post note in the chat? Yeah, you can. You ready to You ready to go back to the chat? Are you put it down in the chat? Yeah, I did. I'm sorry. Uncomfortably, I'm sorry. Right there. My right there. Are you stinky? You're stinky.
Yes. Yes. That that's my backup channel. No, no, actually my first channel. I'm sorry. Noel, I want to thank you. Thank you so much for telling us about the movie and like sharing all your feelings about that. And so can so can we um can we um
talk or no? Like is this or I shouldn't be Yeah, we have a chat. What do you want to talk about? What do you want to talk about? I'll talk about Where is my mom? Where is that girl? Where's Bea? No, not Beta. Um the pie. I'm sorry. Pi. Pi. I don't know where Pi is. I'll I'll
see if Pi with Pi's around. I'll I can send a message in my Discord. Pi's my co-host. She's You like her as your mom? Pi's a really cool cool person. A really heart. Okay. I'm I'm going to send Pi a message and ask her to to uh to come over. Okay. Okay.
Okay. I I called over Pi. I don't know if she's busy tonight. Maybe she's Maybe she's uh maybe she's active. Okay. And and uncomfortably numb. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do to do that. I'm sorry. Do what? I'm trying to I just uncomfortably numb. I She knows. She knows. Verag, you're a
friend with light and dark, but I don't want to become like them. Teresa seems active. Yeah. So, Ver, have you met Teresa? Um um Noel. No. Who is that? Well, her name is my traveling gypsy tarot. I'll post her link in my chat. Can you subscribe to her? My traveling gypsy.
I'll I'll put I'll put her link in my chat cuz she's a really sweethearted person. She goes on she went on VA's panel, too. Um, and she's my a great friend of mine and she's a a really big sweetheart and she does also her she has a cat that does tarot cards. Okay, I'm gonna post her link in chat. Do I do I know her? You might. She She's been on my she
she's been on my panel before, right? Teresa's really awesome. I'll post her link in my chat tonight. So guys, just go to my the chat and then you just click this link and then Noel. Yeah, you subscribe to her because I think she would like to talk to you too. She was like to talk to me to like when when is she on?
You know what I mean? She's on She's on almost several times a week. And she's really cool. When? She She's on when? Sorry. She's on many days of the week. She She does like a a live live show. Right now. I don't think she's on right now. She's on, but she might come to my show tonight. I'll I'll call her over too if she's available, but she might not be
available. You know, people are people have their own
Okay, I'm gonna call Teresa over. Um because Teresa is a really sweet person. I don't know, maybe you were on panel when she wasn't there before. Um she's a traveling gypsy. Yeah, huh. She's really really really awesome. But she does tarot cards. Yeah. Yeah, Teresa. Teresa Teresa is a
little bit salty and she's just because of the f word. I don't know if you're the one you're talking about. Lava. Lava. Yeah, lava's in the chat right now, but Teresa does tarot cards and she has a cat named Jackass
or Jack. And Jack reads tarot cards, too. And she does fairy cards and she does other really cool readings. and she's really cool. And everyone subscribe to Teresa. She's much traveling gypsy. She's a sweetheart and uh she's a big
supporter of the channel. All you guys Jamie uncomfortably numbag everyone. Okay, AC um yeah, I hope everyone's happy tonight. I hope everyone's having a good night. I'm sorry if I do something wrong. Yeah, I'm sorry. Oh, totally. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Okay. No, no, no. I'm sorry. No, no, no, no, no.
Okay, guys, I have to restart. Um, I will be back later. I don't know why that happened. Um, I will be back. Okay.
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