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The episode begins with Psyche greeting his audience and attempting to pin a StreamYard link ▶ 0:28. He discusses his day, including a nice French dip sandwich and a visit with his family ▶ 3:49. Psyche also talks about his channel's progress, having over 2,000 watch hours and expecting to be monetized by April ▶ 4:10. He mentions DJ Electra's introduction video for him and BEA ▶ 6:28. The conversation touches on the full moon and its potential impact on people's energies ▶ 3:17. Psyche interacts with his chat family, including Michael, Jamie, and St. Nikki, and discusses the importance of being respectful and supportive ▶ 3:39. He also shares his excitement about upcoming premieres and his plans for streaming ▶ 7:07. Psyche recounts his vivid dreams from the previous night, including one where he was invited to panels and another where he was in Palm Springs with cats ▶ 9:53.
The episode appears to focus on community and connection, with Psyche prioritizing his relationships with his chat family and emphasizing the importance of respect and support. The conversation also touches on personal growth and self-reflection, as Psyche shares his thoughts on his channel's progress and his own experiences. The episode suggests a sense of camaraderie and shared understanding among the participants, with Psyche creating a safe and welcoming space for discussion.
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It's my hair. What's up, guys? How are you today? I know it's night time. I'm sitting here couple, you know, my usual go read the cigars cats. Um, yeah. Let me get my StreamYard link pinned.
Okay. What's up, Michael? How are you? Good to see you there. Let me try to pin it. Start of the show. Get all the business taken care of. I hope you guys are doing good today.
It's a little bit of an earlier stream. Oh, my tablet. Oh, there we go. Tablet is just giving me trouble lately. Not charging. All right. Okay. You're doing good. Good. Good. I'm glad to hear it. See live
stream. Yeah, I had an interesting night last night. Oh, save to watch later. Okay good. Interesting day today. Here we go. How? So your day is good too. Okay, good.
Streamard link sometimes takes forever to pin. I have several more hours, probably six more hour, five more hours left on the free Streamyard plan. Good to see you. I had a nice day. I took a nap. Little nap. I watched some visiting some new YouTube channels, had some chats. It's going to take forever
to pin, huh? Keep trying. I I'll repin it soon. It's not working for me today. Yeah. Hope you guys are doing good. Okay. Yeah. Hang out. Let's have a talk.
Whatever you'd like. Whatever you like. Um, yeah. Wow. It usually doesn't take this long to pin. I don't know if there's a trick to it like to I touch this a certain way or something. I don't Oh, I did it. Hold on. Maybe I have to click on my name or something. I've been clicking on the link and the link keeps trying to I think I figured out the trick. You're
supposed to click on your name. My gosh. How long did that take me to figure out? Just probably months. several several months. I hope you guys are doing okay. Thank you, Michael. Not doing well, but you're there, Jamie. Oh, no. I hope everything's okay. I
haven't I haven't um haven't seen you that much, but I hope you're doing okay. You know, I know we have ups and downs. I I God, we had a lot of people had tough tough couple weeks these last couple weeks, you know, and then we just had like the full moon. I think the full moon was this culmination of all a lot of stress. I think it's like now things are starting to calm down and stuff like that. We're regressing. We're not
regressing, but we're regrouping and we're able to things are, you know, being a little bit less intensity. I know we we're feeling energy and stuff like that. Yeah. Thank you. I'm glad you're here, Jamie. Thank you, J. Thank you, Jamie, for being so supportive and stuff like that.
I had a nice French dip um sandwich that was left over from the other night. Last night I had the really good tacos at um at my sister's house and then got to hang out with some of the family. Talk about how my channel's doing and everyone's really supportive. Um pretty exciting stuff though. my
channel. I have, you guys know I'm doing like I have my over 2,000 watch hours now. It's going way back. I was like predicting by April I would be monetized. I just looking now. You're sad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I was I I feel I was feeling a little kind of sad last night. What's up, Caesar? What's
up? How are you? Mer, what's up, my man?
It's always good to have people to talk to. You're in a you're in a safe place. You're in a good place. You know, last night it was kind of um we had like a lot of bombers coming in. We had a lot of uh we had this thing called the gore bomb. Thank you, St. Nikki. Thank you for coming. Awesome to see you.
just uh just a crazy um crazy night of PE of these certain trolls coming in and um running the show. What's up Tracy? How are you? Beautiful butterflies. Bea, what's up? Yeah, I think Miser
might might have like a a treat for the chat, you know, tonight. Maybe we'll clear away some uh the negative energy that uh that we've been experiencing with some of these people, the guests that come on and try to uh try to ruin the show or bring down the show, change the vibes and things like that because we have a really good um chat family. We
have a really good panels. I want everyone to be friends and and uh at least be respectful and to each other and um and I don't know we just it seems like we have it's like a certain group of people or type of people or something like that. It seems like the same kind of almost the same person but it's like in different bodies with like little
with little variations to them. Okay. Well, yeah, Miser is going to get dressed so he's going to put on some ritualistic garb. Maybe we get to see something cool tonight. Is Nick here? I didn't see Nick. Oh, yeah. Oh, is it St. Nikki? Yeah. Upstate Nikki.
Yeah. So, yeah, guys, I'm also really excited. Psyche. Yeah. Um really excited. Um cuz DJ Electra, I don't if you saw, she created a video introduction video for me uh the other day and then and she did one for Beta too. And they're like just so the most beautiful videos and uh just like so cool. I showed my sister last
night and she was like she was just thinking I was going to say I was like I was like look she thought I was just going to have like some some normal video and I played her my video of what DJ Electra made and she's like wow. She's like what she's like what this is like so cool like and so and then I saw then um I saw this today um and it's
just awesome and I think you guys will love that. Make sure you subscribe to BEA's channel. I think they're premiering soon. But yeah, I think I'm gonna get um I got a refund for my last a lot of my last month um my last month Streamyard because I thought I was on the basic plan. I didn't know I was on this like really expensive plan. And so and then um and then so then
this month I got a refund and that's going to come in a few days. But uh I do plan on just like getting the basic StreamYard plan because it's easier for me to like um to um upload video like have the video play. I just can't use my computer right now with it. It's also I don't want to, you know, I like to I like to stream a lot, you know. I like I've been streaming
almost every day. Also, I'm almost at the 3,000 hours, so I want to keep up the momentum. And so yeah, it's been like much on the free plan for a few days and then it is quite expensive but you know it's worth it in certain ways just depending on depending on uh on your show and stuff like that. Um cuz I
was I was kind of enjoying some of the features but a lot of the features are already available. It's like I just um want to streaming has become my support. uh screaming. Oh, I'm getting feeling good. Yeah, last night like last night I just had beat. I had like the craziest dreams and I dreamed about you and I dreamed I was dreaming that all these this
happened well it happened in real life the other day where people were like come to this come to this panel come to this panel and that kind of cool but I was dreaming that I was getting invited to panels and then you you showed up at my uh I was in my old house at Glendale and you came to my house and stuff like that and and then what I remember is I kept trying okay I wanted to order Starbucks and like stream and I was like I was laying I was laying in bed like
literally almost like a aware that I was like just had with my eyes closed like laying down like kind of like almost felt awake but then I had all I was just dreaming. It was like so vivid and stuff like that. So I was like this is real. This is real. And um so then it's like I had a really hot neighbor before and he he like came up in in a motorcycle helmet and stuff like that and he's like
like do you want to ride um and I was like yeah I need to ride to Starbucks but then I couldn't log into my damn Starbucks. This is all a dream by the way. And then um and then I was and then KK was like did you dream about me too? Yeah. I think KK was like one of the people that emailed me or something like that saying come on my show and I think I was like dreaming about streaming
dreaming of streaming right so but it was cool and I I met Beta in my dream that's really cool so I think that was cool was there too yeah and I don't I don't know if the Sandman was there Mr. Salmon, bring me a dream. No, but then I had a really horrible dream at the Well, I mean, I kept Okay, then.
Okay, I'll tell you some more of my dreams. Then I dreamed that I was in Palm Springs and all these cats um started showing up and stuff like that. Like all my like that I used to have like I had a cat Romeo, a cat named Mora. And so the cats were back and stuff like that. But then um and then there was all these people at the house and there were like um it was just like
a weird group of people and um and my dad was back and my dad was like but then like um there was weird stuff going on with my dad like um well first of all this one lady was this guy this is by way by by the way a dream and so this is not true. She was saying you have a she's saying you have a your your dad has a daughter in Mexico named Rachel or
something like that. And I'm like we have a we have a sister we have a sister named Rachel in Mexico. I don't know. And then like something broke like some kind of glass thing broke and I put all the glass in my mouth. Really weird. Yeah. some some glass came in my in my mouth and then it was like and then I was like uh I was like worried I was going to swallow the glass and stuff
like that and so I started like I took out my tongue and I was like started to pull out and it was like very vivid and very big painful I was like pulling out pieces of glass from my tongue and I could feel it in the back of my throat like about to swallow so I couldn't swallow and uh and then I like pulled something going to the middle of my tongue and started pulling something that was like really like it was like it kind of felt like a tongue piercing or something like that. It was like really big and I was like it was like wouldn't
come out and it was like stuck and that's when I woke up and my my my mouth was all dry. The back of my throat was that is a great song, right? And the back of my throat was all kind of scratchy and stuff like that. I I don't know. And the heat was on the heater was on and stuff like that.
Mr. Sam, bring me a dream. Make him the cutest that I've ever seen. Give him eyes of clover. I don't know the the rest I don't know the rest of the songs. I haven't heard the eyes of clover and the lonesome nights are over. Oh, give him eyes of clover. Tell him that his lonesome nights are over. Oh,
so means are a spiritual attack. I don't know. Um I know a lot of people had crazy dreams last night, but yeah. Um it was weren't all negative dreams. It was just like that. and um you know and a lot of stuff that was in my and also guys I dream I wake up all the night when I when I if I fall asleep on my stream which I have done a few times don't judge me okay but when you if I fall asleep on my stream sometimes
whenever I wake up which is like usually like 3:00 in the morning or like a few hours later I'm always like wake up talking to the stream still and I'm still and then I come over and sometime it's on and stuff like that. Um it's really interesting. Ah oh my gosh. Yeah, that's crazy. Yeah, like they're everywhere. Keep running into them. There was a kid behind with clothes in
your closet. Isn't that weird? We have dreams about like being something being poked in something, something bleeding or Yeah, that's terrible dream, right? How are you doing, Sherry? What is Sherry talking about? Is Sherry bothering beta? Sherry?
Oh, beat it. Come on, Sherry. He is fine. That was a terrible dream. Yeah, you know, we're all adults. I think we're all adults and it's like we, you know, um Okay. She So, yeah. So, guys, yeah. So, yeah. So, maybe there's some that maybe
there's some just negative energy that maybe this misunderstandings. Maybe it's like that up in the air or something to do with the moon or something like that. And uh so Miser said he's going to do a special fire scrub tonight to like cleanse the cleanse the energy and he's going to be in his ritualistic garb, but I think he's going to do it on on video. I think I have the link pinned and stuff
like that, whatever. But yeah, the sun's going down. Um, everyone,
you had a dream where a team of people were very well-dressed in high class businessmen attire and you engage in the name of in a dark game of cat and mouse looking for a missing person was very disturbing. Well, it sounds kind of but you're searching for the you mean that's kind of interesting. Sherry Sherry, you know, you're trying
to chase beetle away. Like what's going on here? Let everyone let everyone live their life and be be where they want to be and um do what they want to do. You can like care, you know. I'm just I don't want to butt in and stuff like that. can care, but you want to um you know give people freedom to be who they are and
you know people can judge for themselves how they want to how they want to do stuff. What's up VA? Hi. Hi. Hi sweetheart. How are you? Good. How are you? I was good. I was really happy about, you know, the video that uh DJ Electra made having a good
day and then have to deal with like negative energy all of a sudden. And um just to clarify, I maybe I need your advice on this. I don't really know what to do, but with Sherry um you know, she is a good friend of mine. She used to be, you know, I used to be really close
to her, but I got dragged into a lot of things. So, I kind of do my own thing. Um, I started streaming three months ago and ever since then, every time I'm anywhere, she's like, "Peta, I'm worried about you. Peta, do this. Go to sleep. Peta, call me. Pa this and that." And I'm 49 years old. I just trying to
figure out what I have to do for Sherry to like realize that obviously I have no issues. You know, I have my own place. I have, you know, my own cars. They're fully paid for. My condo is fully paid for. I work. I have income coming in. I take really good care of my cat. I like clean my house, you know. I have my own
business going on. So, what the is she worried about? I know. Sherry Sherry completely off. You know, she like like Vita said, you're not her mom, right? But it's like every everywhere I go on New Year's Day um on another panel, she comes in there and the same thing, you know? It's like I'm just, you know, and this is like uh ridiculous because it doesn't need to be like that. Like I'm
literally chilling. I love when you go live. I get excited when you go live. There's like a lot of other lives going on. But I feel like Sherry's like a shadow telling me, "What are you doing, VA? Go over here." Like seriously, my mom, you're not my mom and you can't be my mom. You're too young to be my mom, Sherry. I don't She like She says, "I love you, Bea, but you need to stop, Bea." Like, I don't know what she's talking. Stop or what? What do you want? What are
you going to do about it? Stop what? I need to stop like going um on Sykes panel or I need to go stop doing live. What do I need to stop or what? I don't I never seen Sherry, but it's almost like almost like she's like trolling a little bit like she's not trolling. That's just her personality that she's been doing this to me for years. Like whether it's like, you know, like lately it's about the
internet, but it's always like worry, worry, worry. It's like Sherry, if you have like worry and anxiety, like deal with it. Um I've told you this before. Sorry, I'm getting cat food up here. Um, deal with it. I'm do I'm okay. I'm doing just fine. I'm balancing it and um maybe I do spend time on the internet, but I
know that I'm handling things like it's not like, oh my god, we va like crashing out. She got arrested. There's a I'm like literally just doing having fun. Okay. And like the funny thing is like my own family doesn't tell me what to do. Why do I have to hear it from her? Right. And it's like, yeah, Sherry, and I know you you worry about her. Maybe
that's your personality and it's like true genuine concern and stuff like that, but you're hyperfocusing on like what Beeta does. And like, you know, VA is like a VA is an adult adult woman. Can make her own decisions. She's like, you know, she I worry about her. I I worry about her a lot, but I don't bring it on the internet. I worry about her, you know, um style of living, too. But I'm not over there bothering her on the internet
when I see her on every chat and saying, "Sherry, go to sleep. Sherry, I'm worried about you." You know, so it's like when people tell people to calm down and stuff, you know, especially especially sometimes when you say to a woman to calm down and stuff like that, it's like, "No, I I I can have I can have my emotions and it's like I don't need to be told how to feel or like what to do
and stuff like that, right?" Right. It's like and so um yeah, it's like so yeah, we're talking about good vibes, but yeah, guys, we want to like let other people like live their lives and and uh and not harp on them and stuff like that. And because it can be it can be smothering and stuff like that. It's like a helicopter mom kind of vibe, right? So yeah, let's wake up. Let's
welcome Ally Master. Um I just that's why I was here. What's What's popping guys? What's going on? Hey. Hi all. What's I'm here to I want to relax and I love like your like lives and you know we just always chill in we get a little reading. We talk and we laugh and you know we're talking about the DJ Electra
clip and then here I come. VA you got to leave. VA you got to stop. I don't understand it. Sorry. I'll move on. Yeah. Well, let's talk about the DJ Electra clip because first cuz Okay. So DJ Electra if you guys haven't seen I I'm going to I said I'm going to be posting mine on on on Friday. She was so kind and awesome and it's just like she made like that this for me she made this
highest quality um like tarot themed with with like a beautiful song with it and then today she um today she did she premiered beta's um the one she made for beta and it's like beta can you talk about it I was so excited I got like all emotional I love that and I didn't even
like the amazing thing about it is like I didn't even ask her like you know I was Oh, I would love one. And she would like she just went and did it. She's so sweet. Like usually people are like, "Oh, I gotta get paid or this and that or she's just such a nice person." And it's funny that I I knew her from like a year ago and then we reunited on your
panel. It's like kind of like it was meant to be. It was so weird how we just go back. Yeah. I can't wait to Well, I was like um I I didn't know she was working on that for you, but and but and you mentioned like Oh, I love what you know, but um yeah, I was just I wanted uh her to her to surprise you with it and uh I hope it was a pleasant surprise. Well, it's
really cool video. It has like has a belly dancing kind Oh, I'm sorry. Okay. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to not talk to you. Um but it has a belly dancing kind of vibe to it. Um, and it has the kitties and it has just like has surfing in it and it has a really cool beta song. Like it's just like a really magic's not back. Tracy, you know,
Hakuna Matata Jake. Yeah. But it's like it's awesome. I can't wait for beta to premier to premiere it. And if you want to beta um because I'm gonna I'm trying to ask her if she's if she's around on the show. I want her to share my video and stuff and I'd love to share share yours too on my show. I don't know how to do it. Like I don't know how to premiere it, but yeah, whenever. Okay. Okay. Well, well, she know she she
knows how to share like do the screen share with it like and that's like and so I could like but but it's like but the the premiere on the YouTube is just like you have to just have the video downloaded from that Google link and then you like go to you can do it through Streamyard too. You have to you just click select pre-recorded video. I don't know if they'll do a Premiere though. But if you do it from YouTube
through YouTube, when you se when you upload it um it will say there's a little check box um next to like um like upload now and it will say instant premiere and then it will instantly do a premiere and it will do a little countdown for it and then it will it'll premiere it and uh that's so that you went to mine yesterday, right? And so um
it's uh I I'll help you with it and stuff like that. Um if you want but uh I put Ky is here. You have a celebrity and everybody here is a celebrity, but Pebbles, she's Yeah. Hi, Pebbles. You found Psych. Yay. The show. Thank you for coming here tonight. Yeah, she has a great channel, too. She's been streaming for a really long
time. Um, yeah, her panels are, you know, she's uh I have to check out really really fun. Yeah, I love I love finding new panels and uh I went to Sam Man's panel this morning and it was really and Groovy Jimmy was there and then Saman put like me and Groovy Jimmy like he like kicked he he like put
everyone off stage except for us and then I like I was like what's up Jimmy and I and I asked Jimmy about I was like tell me about Abdul and and then I asked him to flex and he just like left and they're like you chase off Jimmy like everyone was I don't know it was a it was like 4 in 5 in the morning or something like Um, I don't know, but uh, it was interesting.
Oh you have Tracy in here, too. Yay. X, another streamer. And we have Oh, yes. This is fun. So, yeah, Pebb's like, I didn't know that you been subscribed for a while. I'm so glad that you came in here and chatted. So, Pebbs knows Sam, man.
everybody. She's like, you know, connected to all of us. You You'll figure it out. Yeah. Cuz I I meet people like I just like I meet people on P like I met Okay. I met DJ Electra on this like I think it was a people's podcast channel and she doesn't even she doesn't have her avatar up or anything. And then I just coincidentally found her on her own show
on um h I think it's called Hack Hack Hack Hack Hack Ride Media and she does like an animated show where she does like how they do Howard Stern. and they react to like different videos. Like they had this video of like this this this um this like um police body cam pulling over this car and there's there's like this like kind of like guy in the car and then it's like you see
something is wrong. I saw like he had a gold like a like a um what's that like the like a herring bone gold necklace like a woman's kind of um kind of necklace a gold and I was like okay he's going to be in a dress or something and he comes out and he's in full um he's in full like stocking garter um bra and he's like half his butt is showing his his like his nipples are not covered by
the bra he's in like this like neglig and stuff like that and the police like let him go but like you have to walk home they didn't want to like process him I think he was probably drunk and stuff or he was sitting in the car, but then like then they let him go and then they then they like found him like 10 minutes later like driving and stuff like that and so he got arrested and he's like in his like little gar with his butt. It was funny. But she Yeah,
she does like and she has a co-host there and it's really funny. Um I'll try to find the name of that that um her show. I'll try to post the link for for um DJ. You have two Tracies in the chat now. We have Tracy X and then we have the Tracy with the, you know, Tracy with the CIE E. Tracy. Tracy is also a Tracy. Okay.
Yeah. Yeah. X X is Tracy. X is another Tracy. Okay. And I Googled that and I guess Tracy means um a fighter and um it's like an Irish. It goes back to like an Irish like background. I don't know. Sometimes I like to Google meanings. Yeah, me too. My name means what? My name means God is gracious. Um that's
what John means because John is like it's like a Hebrew name from the the Bible, John the Baptist. But do you know what? Wait, your name means VA or B? Yeah, it means um it means one of a kind or unique. Oh, that's certainly fitting. Pretty much means unique. Yeah. Yeah, I love that. Very beautiful. I'm
going to post the link right now to u to um DJ Electra's show. you guys can check out this show because DJ Lecture is so awesome. Peta and I are just like I know we're both really so thankful that she made these awesome um awesome intros for our shows and it's just going to it'll be like a I I always wanted like a nice really cool intro for our show. I was
like I I'll never be able to. And what is Ela? What is your link in the chat? Is your link pinned? Yes, it is. It's pinned. The streamer link is Yeah, I can't see it. So Ela um meaning is um so Elaine asked what's her name meaning it means sunray shining light or bright and it's also from the
name Helen like Elaine Hel Helen and it has L in it right and it says uh yeah so Helen like Helen of Troy it says in King Arthur Ela is a character who falls in love with Lanca right so L eel is also associated with Saturn like angel l an angels and um okay so it's associated
with sat Saturn also So, so hope you like that. Ela. And she has a Oh, Tracy Lee Moore. It's a beautiful name. Very old Irish name. She says, "Yeah." So, Sherry's still here. Sherry's like, "X you see Sherry's comment. You don't want to drink the whiskey." You know, ex x ex
um um or the Yeah. the other the other Tracy what I what I I was drinking vodka but I drink vodka like a but I was drinking like a bottle at night with like a with like orange juice and stuff like that and it's like it would just make it was like a different kind of drunk than drinking like mangoes and the lemonades and stuff cuz you don't even taste it and it's like and then you I would just
like really like say stupid and I get in trouble and I'd always wake up the next day and like people would be mad at me and I'd be like what what did I say and I wouldn't even remember right and so yeah we have another trace Tracy in the chat. Tracy and then um so yeah and Michelle you know Michelle my sis Michelle is a beautiful name. Okay I'll tell you what
Michelle means okay Michelle we can do our name translation. Um Michelle means who is like God or gift from God. You know what else means gift from God is um is oh Pandora means is it's all pan is like all and door is like gift and stuff like that. So, but it reminds me of the name Pandora a little bit. But, um,
okay. Have you ever looked at people's name in the Urban Dictionary? Oh, yeah. And it's like, but it's like it's like it's like I think people like base it on like their ex-boyfriend or their boyfriends or something like this. It's funny though. It's hilarious. Let's just read a John for a second. Just read John in Urban Dictionary. Okay. I'll read I'll read a John. Okay.
Okay. So, in Urban Dictionary, it says John. Oh, well, John. Well, John is a contradiction to what he describes himself. Mostly level-headed but unpredictable during certain situations. Usually at least 6 feet tall, dark hair color, bright eyes, and generally a bigger man in several ways. Jon can be compassionate towards others and always tries to help the best he could. He stands firm in what he believes but
open-minded to other opinions and secretly observant. Held in held his family in high regard and hopes to have his his own in the future. John is efficient, only does what he needs to do and what he wants to do, but willing to get it out of the way to help others and covers his discomfort with sarcasm as not to offend or hurt others. Jon is never honest about himself. He hates it,
but it helps him along his days. He doesn't like to show raw emotions, only opens up to very certain people that he absolutely trusts. He has his grudges, but doesn't let it control his actions, even if it hurts himself because he values the happiness of others rather than himself. Jon is a lonely and hopeless romantic, but never shows it. He wishes that he was with someone special and has hurt himself in attempts
to do so and is now scarred from it and gave his world a bleak view. But he still hopes to find that someone he can care, protect, hug, kiss, make love, and make happy in his life. I love that. I love it. Okay. Okay. Um, Miser wants That was sweet. you to read Caesar. Read a Caesar. Okay. I'm gonna add Michelle in the Urban Dictionary. Okay. I'll see Caesar in the Urban
Dictionary. Okay. Caesar. Hey, Michelle. What's up, Michelle? How are you? Just wanted to come up and say yes ma'am. I just wanted to come up and tell you thank you for reading that for Elaine. I never knew what that meant. Now I do. I knew what Michelle meant but I didn't know what wait till you hear yours in the Urban Dictionary is even more elaborate. Hold on.
Okay. Caesar and then Michelle. So it says Caesar is someone everyone instantly falls in love with. From first glance he comes off as shy. Once you get to know him he can make any boring moment fun. Caesar is caring and sweet and never lets you put yourself down. You puts himself down a lot. He doesn't realize how wonderful he is. Even when the whole world thinks he's amazing. Caesar lights up every room he
walks into, instantly making it the happiest p place on earth. He doesn't have a clue of a lot of things going on, especially how much people care about him. He's the guy of your dreams, the best friend you wish you had met sooner, the guy to whom when everything seems to go to it's indescribable how much Caesar means to people. And it is unfathomable as to
why Caesar is just Caesar and he's what makes the world go round. Oh, that's so that's really so cute. Okay. Okay. Let's do Michelle now. Okay. Michelle, I love these. I don't know why I'm a dork. No, these are cool. These are cool. Um Michelle. Okay. The name Michelle is for a girl with a beautiful soul heart. If you could give another meaning for the word
beautiful in one word, Michelle would be that word. If you find Michelle, keep her clothes because she will never hurt you and she will always treat you right. Michelle is someone you will hardly find because they are rare this day. Michelle is someone who has a bright future. Although she doesn't know it or believe it, she's bound to have the brightest future regardless if she believes it or not. Michelle is someone who is special
in many ways. They can be funny, cool, or fun to be around. Michelle is someone who can accomplish anything they put their minds to, which makes them so rare in this world. So, if you have a Michelle, hold on to them for they are gorgeous, intelligent, and down to earth females. I love it. That's right. Because you know I'm down
to earth because you know me. You know that. Yes. Well, Been Yeah. Been knows you. Um, and it's wonderful to meet you and and wonderful that that's I love I love but yeah, Beeta, thanks for the recommendation because Oh, yeah. And Jamie, do Jamie, do you want I don't know. I've never met Michelle before. Oh, you mean the the reading of
the names? Yeah, it's fun. I've never met Michelle. I I think maybe in the chat, but it's nice to meet you, Michelle. This is the first time I've been on this panel. First time I've met you, darling. Nice to meet you. Jamie, do you want me to read I'll read Jamie's because Jamie Jamie is a Jaime's Cowboys in the chat. And then Jamie Rose can also apply to
this if she's she's listening. Says, Jamie, she just wants others to be happy. She does not share her feelings as much as she should. She seems all bubbly on the outside, which she is, but she has layers of deep thoughts within. She questions the world, and looks for understanding. She smiles with her eyes. Jaime is caring, pretty, smart, kind, funny, loyal, honest. She does not shy away when it comes to talking on a
phone, whether on a call, FaceTime, or social media, but in person, she gets a little nervous. She has a hard time accepting compliments because she believes they're not real. She's always putting herself down. Jaime is has a very easy time falling for someone. This can be a bad thing. She gets played easily because she has courage to do things with boys for their pleasure, but then is left there with a feeling of emptiness, betrayal, and
depression. Jaime forgives, but she will never ever forget. She does believe in second chances. Jaime has a fear of doing something due to a childhood experience. Jamie has major anxiety and a learning curve. She usually has brown hair or in green, brown, or hazel eyes. Jaime is the one to stand up for anyone, even if she does not get along with them. Jaime for sure is not perfect. And trust me, I know Jamie, and I really
regret letting her go and leaving. She is special. Jaime is like no other. Wow Jamie. That's cool. Yes, the name meanings are fun. Let's do Tracy, too. Tracy's in the chat. We should just Yes. I know you're getting tired of reading. No, no, it's fine. It's fine because they're really like really good, you
know? They're like really Says Tracy. Okay, it says Tracy. Tracy is an amazing girl inside and out. She's always smiling and laughing and she loves everyone and such a fan girl. She's a good singer but thinks she's terrible and tries her best in everything. She's always there to be the helping hand to be supportive of her friends and family. But when you cross her, she can become cold and cruel. She's very
understanding. She hates when people break promises or or make promises they can't keep. Um, secretly J Tracy feels insecure and depressed. She's very good at hiding her emotions with a big toothy smile and only the people who actually really know her knows how she's feeling. It takes a it takes her a while to trust. And then it says, "Person one says, "Have you met Tracy?" Person two says, "Yeah, she's so nice. It's ridiculous." Person three says, "Yeah,
she's pretty." And person four says, "Yeah, that's Tracy for you." "Hey, Pits. Pits, what's your name?" You know, Pit's life is here. Pits is my a great friend of mine and friend of Pits, what we're It's not this is not like this is not like tarot or anything. We're just reading from the Urban Dictionary and it's just like a fun little thing. If you you want to to say your first name, I'll I'll tell you what your name means. But if you're not into it, it's fine. But we're just having a
little laugh here. Um little light-hearted um thing. It's it's a very very uh cute little fun thing. So yeah, but I I You want to read? Oh yeah. Let me see. Is is are you Yeah, let's see. Oh, yeah. Let's see. So it's BA. Okay. BTA. Okay.
Well, okay. Well, I I did find how it's I did found be EA and um and and it says um Be is a funny Persian girl with a big personality who loves oranges, chocolate, and yogurt. I love oranges. She can ar she can argue her way through anything and always wins. She's very athletic. And it says, "Who is that funny girl that's eating all the
oranges, laughing out loud, and arguing with her parents over chocolates? That's Beeta. She's funny and a pain in the butt. I'll I'll do the BTA. describes me. It says, I said beta beta. It says beta is someone who's extremely beautiful inside and out. A person who is always there to talk to, one of the sweetest
people you'll ever meet. A beta has a gorgeous face and personality. They are very great friends and true lovers. If you ever get lucky enough to get yourself a beta, you better hold on. A beeta is a goddess um whose massive breast and nice booty with a hot body. Beas are good in bed. Overall, beatas are wonderful people. They are also very
sensitive and don't trust easily. But once you get to earn their trust, they will be there to tell you everything. Beas are loyal soulmates and great lovers. They are unique and lovable. And it says, "Wow, look at she's so beautiful. I wish she was mine. Bea is so sweet. I love her and I can trust her with anything." Okay. Yeah, it's just a little a little fun. Oh man, that goes deep.
That's Oh, Nancy. Imagine the people that sit there and write all of that, you know. I know. It's like probably about some their girlfriend or their ex or their best friend or something like that. About Nancy, it says, "Nancy, truly the kindest person you'll meet. She really does care for people, going out of her way to make people feel better. She's quite the charmer and she's just the right amount of crazy. You'd be extremely lucky to be her friend and she'd savor every moment you spend with
her because each and every moment with her is better than the last. She's not afraid to say what's on her mind, which is most of the time. and she's very easy to talk to. She also totally loves huskys. And it says, "Dude one yeet, have you seen Nancy today? She's killing it." And girl one says, "I know, right? Wish I could be just like her." Sounds like Nancy.
Yeah, that's fun, guys. What a fun u cute thing. Yeah. I I just remember like reading like some of those like years ago and I was like oh they're kind of like I was like how I was like is this like the urban definition of the of the names but it's like they're you know well see but then you got to remember it's just for fun because you know how many people are named like Nancy or John
and you know especially like a name like John is so common but it's just yeah I was just thinking who who writes these right it makes but they do make sense like I I I really feel Yeah. What's up, Pits Life in the chat? Pit Life has a really cool show, by the way. She she she does she's a streamer and she has she has a good
amount of subscribers and um and she just like she talks and gives motivational stuff u motivational words and stuff like that. And this morning um I watched the sun come up with her and stuff like that. I think she was just sitting out chatting in her chat with this with the sun coming out and just really nice person and she really is supportive of other streamers and like I'm really like um always makes sure
she's like she's like I like to watch she's like I don't understand sometimes what's going on in your in your channel but I like to watch and and you know and like this is sweet you know she's just a sweet lady. I think you guys would love her pits post your channel if you're still here. Make sure you post your channel and everyone subscribe to Pits. Anyone else want to post their channel? We I know most of us are mods in here and stuff like or most of the chat is
mods and so um but everyone feel free to share your channel and like let's all like visit each other's channels and if we have a channel going and stuff like that let's help everyone to get to 50 subscribers. You're welcome. Pits. Yeah. And Pit I think she live Pit is in Atlanta and stuff like that. She's just really cool though. And uh hi pets was a pit is pit the one that
came up and protected the other night and I didn't even know her. Maybe she was here the other night and she was here and I was like it's a little bit of a wild show and I think I think it might have caught her a little bit off guard because you know it is a little bit of a wild show but um but she's like when I go to her chat like you know then she um people from her
chat have have um gone to my um gone to my subscribed and stuff. Yeah, she's saying hello to everybody. Hello. She's a sweetheart. She's a really sweetheart lady. I just uh she I've just been on a bunch of I know this is laughing. I know sometimes people are looking at me a little bit shocked by the by the show, but it's like, you know, it's I was like Tiger Butterfly. The funny
thing was when Tiger Butterfly was in the clips, I died. I died. You know, I was like in the middle of all this drama. We have Tiger Butterfly. You know what I'm talking about. It was so funny. Oh my god. She just like stop it.
She's like, "Stop it." Like, "No, get out. Get out of here." Hilarious. Jamie got a little cameo in the chat, too, because I had Jamie's comment on the screen posted. So, Jamie, you're viral, too. I was like, Jamie's in there. And let's bring up Tiger Butterfly. Tiger
Butterfly just not having it. Yeah. Okay. So, her name is I'll get some channel pits. I'm going to post her I'm going to post her link cuz um you can post links. That's part of the um being being a mod is like you're allowed to post your link and stuff, but I'll post your link. She's Pit's life. U and you guys will just enjoy chilling
talking to her and she's just a down to earth sweet lady. Um, but I know she likes to travel. I don't know. She said she likes to go on cruises and things like that. And uh, there you go. Oh nice. I got her. Uh, I was asking cuz I asked her if she has any pets and she's like, "No, cuz I'm always I'm always traveling and stuff like that." And so, and so she has
Yeah, that's the hard part about It's great having pets. It gives like you love them, but it's like you literally are stuck. You really can't do much cuz you know unless you're at a good down. What? What sweetie? I said they absolutely tie you down. I got five dogs and 13 cats. They tie you down.
Yep. And then you can't leave for like a few hours cuz you miss them so much too. It's just like even if we have a sitter, I miss them like crazy after a few hours, right? I was in a hurry to leave and then in a hurry to get back home. Hey Miser is trying to get on. Um does anyone have advice from for Miser keeps
his browser keeps saying it turns off his mic and the camera whenever he tries to get on? Okay. Um Miser, you have to go to your settings and YouTube or just go to your phone settings and then find YouTube and then enable the microphone. It says it will say allow like one time or always or whatever, you know.
go into um yeah your regular phone settings and then you just and Pit says they go through it when you leave also right it's like the cat like my cats when I come home even if I go to the store or something like that they're they're we all waiting on top of the stairs and stuff and they so they do miss you and it's like you know but
yeah it's awesome you have 13 cats Michelle that's and and five dogs that's awesome most definitely I testing work here in Kentucky. Okay. You're in Kentucky. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. I think I remember I think I remember you saying that I met somebody just from Kentucky. I met like a lot of people from the from
similar states like Kentucky. Um, someone Oh, I think Oh, I think um um um um tiger butterflies in Kentucky and then you know I met people in Florida and like um people in Pennsylvania and then um people in like Texas and people in California and then like of course all over the world and stuff like that. But I just like those places. I meet a lot of streamers from
there. It seems like that. So always really really cool. Kentucky you have the Kentucky Derby. Have you ever been to the Kentucky Derby? Yeah, that's in your book. The only thing I know about Kentucky Der uh Derby is like from watching the movie Pretty Woman when she was like had to go to the Kentucky Derby and like you know
she had never been I would probably be the same way. But yeah, it looks fun. Get these fancy hats on. It's a lot of fun, but there's a lot of backdoor stuff that people don't know about. uh the prostitution, the stuff that goes on backstage that people don't
know nothing about. So, and Derby usually runs uh our outreach. Uh we got a lot of people in Louisville that do outreach and it really frazzles them out when Kentucky Derby comes in.
But there's a lot of gambling and like you said prostitution going on and like all we see are like the pretty hats and like you know horse race and stuff like that. Yeah, there's like gambling probably and then you know there's like escort service going on. Who knows? Yeah, they can use any of that. Like it's almost
like a mafia. I never thought about it. Well, I'm sorry, but I was trafficked, so I am I am who I am. So, and it is what it is. I'm sorry. But are you are you tell from the other night that was on with with uh with Sig
with 66? Yes, sir. Oh my gosh. VA, she put Sig in his place like he was like he made I want to meet Vita. I want to meet her. So, she is down there. She needs to come up here cuz I need to tell her I took up for her and that woman. Okay.
I'll remove myself from the stage. One second. Hold on one second. I took up for you the other night because I did not, you know, women need to take up for women. And it was Sunday morning. I was getting ready for church. I was running through the screens and I
run up on his page. Well, he was on YouTube channels the other day on streets and ran into one of the panels that I'm in. Well, I got rested enough with Terrell that I thought I would follow him and come to his page. So, Sunday morning, I thought, well, I'll check him out.
Oh, yeah. 66 was wanting to put you in the basement, t you up, put chains on you, and do all this. Okay. I just come in in the middle of it and didn't hear what he said before. I didn't know it was make believe. I thought this young man was actually really wanting to do this to you. So, as a woman that
protects other women, what did I do? I got on this panel and I made an ass of myself, but I also put him in place because he's a young child. He doesn't need he needs some growing up. Sorry, but No, I really appreciate that. That's really really sweet of you. Sig drinks a lot and he just you know you know
there's like this thing where I don't know when they call it like an incel rage. He barely ever gets out so he doesn't meet any women. He's kind of angry at them. So he'll find somebody and like you know me allowing it because I don't want to you know I just kind of like whatever he I've known sake for like three years. He always it's like
he does this. He'll he'll be on my panel and he'll be cool or then he'll just go on a weird, you know. Uh, but I didn't want as another woman, I didn't want to press your boundaries or protect you when you didn't want to be protected. But for what I heard, that wasn't right. Somebody
somebody like me that has been trafficed, bought, and sold. Okay. When you come in on a panel, that's the last thing you want to hear. I'm sorry to hear that. That's horrible. So, you know, like I said, life is life and it is what it is. God gave me the grace and that angel stayed around me to
keep me here. But maybe I was brought to this channel to help 66 because bless his heart that night. I think it finally hit him. His drinking is a demon. It's not to help him. It's to put down what he's not really wanting to feel and he's
he's needing to feel that to be human and he's trying to dehumanize himself as young as he is and that's not good. Yes. No, I'm glad that you gave it to him. Sometimes he needs to hear it from somebody that really doesn't know him that well and um yeah, site told me that you know you own him. Um I think like I
think it was yesterday. So yeah, I appreciate that. You're amazing. We have little angels everywhere. Yeah. And als but also Michelle like cuz I like I like um my phone died like during the conversation. And I was I was like, "You talked together." And and like she came on and she was like she was like in tears like and she came on and she was like and
it's like and he like got real quiet and then she and then um and then when I came back they were like talking and laughing together. And then this other guy name was Sanctuary Seeker or something like that. He's like an older man. He's like young man let me tell you something. He has like like the southern thing and he was yelling at him too and like and Zig was like affected like he he really was affected. as they get.
We went for him yesterday and we were just talking to him and telling him exactly, you know, we're older. We're in front of you guys and we're trying to tell you where that meth is to keep you from falling in that meadow. If you'll just listen to your elders, we'll get you there. Thank you. You're so sweet. And you
know, sometimes you have to, you know, share your experience even though it's painful and you've been through the trauma, but you know, maybe that'll wake somebody up not to just say things out of excuse me, but their butt, you know, their ass. Thank you for doing that. Yeah, Michelle, you're a sweetheart. I want people, you know, like with his channel, he told me that he was wanting
to revamp his channel. He's wanting it to be more loving, more kind, more. So, okay, you want that? Here I am because I'm going to give you love. But I'm going to give you turf love. And like I told 66, okay, we done had a little spill. Milk's done went under the bridge. Now let it roll on. You don't have to buck up underneath that bridge.
Just let it keep on going. That's funny. I haven't seen I haven't seen Sig around for a couple of days. Maybe he's like literally, you know, thinking about this. I really want him to sober up. He drinks a lot. like sed in the hospital for drinking and he's so young. He's very young.
Yeah. Only 26 like 26 or so. No, I'm I was I was on this morning. Um and then he came on and he's like, "Hey, have you ever eaten a whole pizza?" And then I was like, "Yeah, I used to get a Little Caesars hot and ready and like eat the whole thing and stuff like I'm eating a whole pizza today." Then he like was like like did like a
vodka belch and stuff like it was like 10 in the morning maybe. But but um and then he's like I then someone came in the chat um and they're like oh reality Nancy said she's like sig she said um I just saw um someone porn bomb sig and then he's like I didn't porn bomb a channel and she's like no no no I didn't I said sig I saw your your friend porn
bomb the channel and then he's like I got to go I got to go and he left and because I was like sig you have your friends are porn bombing the channels and stuff like and he's like I don't have any friends and I was like so your acquaintance he's like I got to Oh, so it was kind of weird. I was I I was like, I don't know. I don't know what's up with S. Okay. So So was that one of his friends that did met the other uh Sunday morning
when that happened? No. Sig doesn't porn bomb. He's never ever porn bomb me, but he will when he drops a lot of the nword. He drops um he gets really vulgar about women. Like all of a sudden, like for example, you'll see like let's say I'm not even saying Nancy. Give me an example. Nancy, I want
to do this and that to you or you know or all women are this, but he never porn bomb. But then he is part of like an army that does porn bomb, but those were not the same people. This is um Aldi. Aldi is the porn. He's part of Aldi 1k army. You know what I mean? Hi beta. Okay. Hi Gi,
say hi to Michelle in the chat. What's up? Michelle in the chat or panel. Okay. Oh, hi Michelle on panel. Oh please. Oh, yeah. Oh, no. No. I thought you said I'm Michelle and you said hi Michelle. Okay. I'm sorry. I've never met Michelle on the panel. Hello. She was on the other night and
I'm And she showed her backyard. By the way, it's snowing in in Kentucky right now, but she has the most gorgeous like snowy backyard. It's like where it was like kind of like half a little bit halfmelted and it had like this beautiful um dark ground and she has I think she has a sinkhole dug out. We have another guest. Let's let's welcome on Oh, Miser's camera's working tonight.
So, we have Miser. Hello, sweetheart. Oh, I'm sorry. Hey, what's up, dude? Hey guys. Did you talk to Groovy Jimmy the other day? JJ, you saw that Jimmy? No, I didn't see it. I heard I heard it this morning. You heard about it? What was did you hear? What happened? I I didn't hear any. I just heard that something.
Yeah, tell us about it. I didn't know about it either. I just You were telling me something about going on Saman's and Yeah, tell us. I went on Sam Man's channel and then Groovy Jimmy was there with his camera on and he's like a really cute black guy with like big and I was like I was like you're like he's like he's like you're a Yagot. You're a Yagot. You're a dumb Yagot. Blah blah blah. And then um and then um Sammy was like started like
putting everyone off the panel except for us two and stuff like that. And I was like, "Hey, what's up? What's up?" And I was like and I was asking him to flex and stuff like that. And then I then everyone was making fun. They're like they're like, "He's bisexual." And he got scammed by this uh by this by this drag queen or transsexual named Abdul and stuff like that. And I was like I was like Abdul. Yeah.
Okay. We don't know if Abdul is real or not. We don't we don't know if Abdul is Queen Mat Abdul was sending him money and then talking to him and stuff as a woman. No, but no, we don't. So, it's a person named Queen Mat. Okay. The goddess of truth and balance, right? Second of all, there's there's still there's still no confirmation that Mayat
is Abdul. Oh, okay. Yeah. Abdullah's name is Queen May. Oh, yeah. Yeah. J, but we don't know if Abdul is May. Like is it pentacles? Two of pentacles. Um what is that? Is it a chakra system? Yeah. Miser is going to do a special ritual tonight to clear out the energy. It looks like DNA strand almost. Is that a DNA strand or strand? Anyways, I wouldn't regard it as much.
You know, Sandman is the white man's Well, let me tell you JJ. Um, this really pisses me off because Sandman is always trying to divert from what's going on with his like situation and then he sees, oh, you know, Psych is gay. He's always like, you know, been honest about it. And he
puts him on oneonone with Groovy Jimmy who is just going through, you know, being accused of whatever, talking to a guy, whether it's true or not. And and honestly, even if it was true, I don't blame him because I would have been fooled, too. You know, a lot of people would have. So, he's like putting Psych and uh Groovy Jimmy one-on-one, making both of them feel really uncomfortable
because Groovy Jimmy is already being pressed about this. you, Sam. Yeah. And then Groovy Jimmy Groovy Jimmy just dropped out of the chat like he left and everyone's like, "You chase off Groovy Jimmy." And like it was like I was like, I don't know why is making them uncomfortable. Why would he put you guys one-on-one? He could have been on a panel with you guys just having a combo,
but you put you guys oneon-one knowing what Groovy Jimmy just is like going through. And also, you know, it's like, okay, let me put him next to a gay guy and make him feel like, oh yeah, like what happened with Abdul is true. You know, JJ, what I'm saying? Do you understand this? Yes. Right. But beta, he was like just he was like saying, "Oh, he's a Yagot and he's like this old blah blah." and he was
just saying all these negative things and they're like, "Oh, you're just jealous cuz he's he looks better on camera than you blah blah blah." But I was trying to be like friendly to him, but I was like kind of playing along with I think I I don't think but you got to understand Groovy Jimmy don't play like that. I know. And I know he's sensitive about people coming. You're talking to someone who's got people coming for his throat. Okay. Yeah. I don't I don't really know the background of it. And so it's like
and I was like kind of like still kind of drunk at like 4 in the morning or 5 in the morning. It's like don't take it personally. They were just trying They were trying to use you to punk out Ruby Jimmy. I know. And I feel bad and I don't want that. And I mean, I'll stop going to a show and stuff. I mean, if you guys would recommend I stop going to the show or something like that cuz I don't want to be like just No. Go everywhere. Do be free. Do what you always know how to handle yourself.
Like I was just telling you like situations like that will arise, you Yeah. And I feel guys I understand like know. cuz people I was on the show yesterday and they were and the guy was saying, "Oh, I had a buddy." And he's like, "My buddy?" It was like a It was like a It was like a this Jewish guy from New York and he's like my buddy. He um he like met this like really hot chick and like she came home to give him a and
then he was like kissing her and stuff and then um and then he like pulled down her pants and then she had a dick and stuff like and then he like he like tried to punch her in the face but then he's like and I was like this is not a very nice story and they're making fun of me and stuff and then then but then he's like but then she like but then she punched him in the face and knocked him out and stole his wallet and left and he's like and I would have just gone back there and burned down the whole apartment complex and I was like
violence is not the answer. They're like, "Oh, Psyche. Look at Psyche." They're all this like like taking me out of the door. But I understand. I understand like your straight friends will give you Like it like society will give you about it. It's it can be embarrassing. It can be like, you know, people will will do self harm and stuff like that because they're so humiliated about it just because society says it's wrong and stuff like that. I I don't know about
people's real and I'm and I feel bad that I even brought it up brought up to him. I just thought it was more like a light-hearted thing like but it's like I don't want to hurt his feelings and like oh yeah heaven forbid like he like really felt bad about it straight on his dick right yeah everyone that subscribe to my
discord too guys and uh I have a discord guys and we have really good people there and and you you know it's like an afterparty for the show and stuff we can do movie nights we do private chats gota be careful You just got to be careful and watch out. You just got to be careful and watch out for people that's trying to use you. They're putting you up on their to get them more
views, right? So, you have to judge yourself on that one. And you know when they're doing it, so drop out, but let them use you. Yeah. Well, I I did eventually, but Yeah. But the other night um the other the other night when I was on Sam Man's, he was really cool to me and he was like he's like, "Sy, drop your cash app." I I like maybe he was like being nice because like he was using me or
something. He's like, "Drop your cash app." And then someone like sent me 10 bucks and stuff in his chat and stuff. It was really cool and it's like and uh and I was just basically just hanging out there. I was making people laugh in the chat and stuff like that. He likes you. He likes you. Um obviously he was in your chat like going, "Hey, I'm going live." You know, but um the thing about it is that his diversion towards other things when people could
be pressing him about a million things cuz he's Yeah. I mean, it's a long story, but no, he's Yeah, he told his he told his he told his girlfriend that uh you know, what was it? your kids. He was like literally like being pressed Yeah, like that. about this girl that, you know, they they just broke up and he doesn't want to talk about it, but she's talking about it and saying all this stuff, but
he keeps like bringing other people up there to divert from like the real questions. He He had a temper tantrum because his TV fell off the wall and that was He had a temper tantrum. He He had a little bit of a meltdown like a little kid, you know? Your friends
remember. Sometimes sometimes like a kid hits their head or something and they get mad at their parent. That's what Sam man did to his girlfriend. Guys, guys, I'm kind of I'm kind of like I'm not not new to panels, but I'm new to some of these panels and stuff like that. And then I have people I have like Barry the Turtle. He's like, "Who sent you here?" He's like, "Sye, Sam was like, "Sye, who sent you here tonight?" Was it Barry? I was like, "Well, yeah, Barry. Barry did tell me
earlier in chat to that to go to that Sam was asking for me and stuff." He's like, "Ain't nobody care about Barry. Barry's I don't I don't know much about Barry. I just know he's he's he's cool. He's cool to me." Um, but um, you got to lay off of the the you gota lay off of the getting so mean about you know you're
you know exactly what I mean. Sometimes you you know exactly what to do to piss people off. What do you mean? Stop. I know you're smiling right now as we speak too button. I see it. You got to press button pressure. Just stop it. I just I just No, I just
don't I just don't have no respect for Barry. I got zero I got negative respect for Barry. Well, he's always I mean but what I say is like I always judge people on how they treat me. Like they can everyone can have different rel people are like people are like kind of like chemical their own chemical and it's like you should also judge people on how they
treat others. Right. Right. Okay. Well, I do like if people are mean to waiters or people that are mean to like pe like you know people that are like they they consider less than them and stuff like that. I consider that What about what about people that scam mentally feeble women? Well, that's that's that's disgusting. But I don't sometimes I don't know about that stuff. Just like with the Alisa
Jordana stuff where it's like everyone It's okay if you say that. I've said that to him before, too. But then you know you say things that are like I don't want to say it on Sykes's panel. I'll say it on my panel. You know, are you talking about the big tea stuff? No, I'm talking about, you know, you I've seen you like Barry does this to Kate, whatever. You know, you you get a
little You get a little That's not me. That's not me. That's an AI voice. Oh, Barry. Oh, JJ. Come on. Come on, JJ. Is that a AI voice? I'm serious. Yes. JJ is I don't know. He's just a brat. I'm your brat. You're a little You're a little stir JJ sometimes, you know,
and and you're laughing about you smile about it. I know. Look at my look at my boyfriend, guys, by the way. I'm sitting with him right now. Hold on. Hey, how are you? Yeah. Psych has a boyfriend now. Can you guys give each other a kiss on the screen together? Like both. Yeah. No. No. You got to look. No. Look at what Psych's doing. No. You're like Other way. Other way. The other way. The other side. Neither. Yeah. Now. Whoa. Yeah. Whoa.
This got kind of romantic. Oh, I thought I thought you were talking about in real life. Look, they're they're Oh my god. Look, they're doing it. Oh full tears, man. Oh, Michelle, I'm sorry, Michelle. I'm gay. This my I'm gay and I have a boyfriend. I'm sorry, Michelle. I don't mean to offend you,
Michelle. They're dating now. It's It's like kosher now. They're dating. That's what I said. That learn a lot of electric. That's something I'm talking about. No, I was looking for kids. I was watching the show. I know. Me and J do the same thing behind the scenes. I'm just kidding. Be Who's that guy you went to Disneyland
with? I love I love that. And is that that that guy that you Who's that guy that um you're at Disneyland? Disneyland with BG. It's just a joke. It was Disneyland because he lives like close to me but not Disneyland like this like you know the bars and stuff. We're like Minnie Mouse ears and it looked like you were that I thought that was a real photo where you were like
that. Oh, you mean Tommy? That's just like they make many memes. Yeah, that's just a meme. I didn't go to Disneyland with Tommy. Yeah, you're so beautiful. I was show I was showing my brother last night and then uh you saw my picture of my brother. I sent I sent it to you like and he thought you were really cool. I was telling my family, I was like, "I met the coolest coolest girl." Um, and
they're like, and they they're all they're all happy. I always tell my family, I met this new girl and stuff like that. I was telling them I met a guy. Did you tell them about me? I did. I was. And I was like, I told my sister, I think, and I was like, I met I met a guy. And she's like, really? She's like, "Oh, you know," and I was like, "Yeah, he's my type and he's like he's he's like Latino Jewish and he's
tattooed and and he has a piercing and uh he's really cool and sweet and he looks Yeah, my boyfriend right here. I just remembered. I never even showed Hold on. you my tattoos, have I?" No, show Can you show the chat or Yeah, show everyone. But I just I just I just got dressed. So, like I'm
about to I'm I'm uh preparing I'm Go ahead. I'm preparing the ritual. I'm about to It's coming up. It's coming guys, we're doing We're doing We're up. Like, doing He's doing a fire like a What's it called? The the a burning ceremony or It's a Yeah, it's a fire st. Okay. He's doing this fire fire ceremony where he's he's going to burn away all
the negative all You know, we haven't had any any trolls in chat tonight. Everyone's been like so cool. But last night we had like one after another people were like saying horrible things and doing bad things in this panel and stuff like that. And so yeah, it's scrub. Scrubbing that out. Yeah, it's a fire scrub. He's doing a fire scrub. It's going to take away all
the negative energy and like, you know, and free my channel from all the any any negative people. Right. So grubs. Get rid of the scrubs. Yeah. We don't want snugs or pigeons. Confirmation, guys. We have we've almost like 20
people in the chat like almost the whole time. I think I think for me that's like really awesome like you know because uh give it a like. It's going to keep building more and more. Yep. What are you showing us there? Oh, sorry. My bad. No. Uh, I'm trying to uh I'm trying to find an appropriate song.
Okay. Something that's not going to make your your throat bleed. Okay. Confirmation. Thank you for having me on the page. I'm going to have to jump. Okay. Michelle, we love you. We love you sweetheart. Michelle, thank you so much. It was so nice meeting you. Thank you for being an
angel. Okay. On the street. I'm not on YouTube streets very often or on Streamyard, but uh I'm on Facebook. You can look me up, Peta. And this is my true name. I do not fake nothing. I am who I am.
A Yeah, I'm going to, you know, we'll be in the chat and I'll be like, I'll find you and I want to get your Facebook. You're a sweetheart. Thank you for like standing up for me again. And it's the same way with me. I mean, if you don't stand up for each other, and my thing was you wasn't on panel and you wasn't in chat, so you couldn't take
up for yourself. You wouldn't know what it was. Hey guys. Hey guys. Thank you, Michelle. Tell me if you guys can hear this. Okay. Good night. Good night, Michelle. Okay. Look. Oh, he's showing he's showing stuff. Can you hear that? Can you hear that? Okay.
I don't hear anything here. Hang on one second. Hang on. Hang on. Tell me if you can hear this.
Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Okay. All right. So, you guys can't hear that, right? Yeah. All right. Cool. All right. All right. That's I just I just I just need I just needed to know that. All right. Sweet. Um All right. Here we go. Let me uh Okay. I'm just gonna So, so this hoodie So, this hoodie here is got uh it's got the colors of a king
snake, you know? When red touches yellow, you're a dead fellow. Uh white touches black, you're okay, Jack or something like that. I don't know. But this is to like this is the year of the snake. So, we're going to like we're shedding our skin, but this is part of it. We got to scrub the skin off. Okay. Just Okay. So, like So, everyone just like I want you to have in mind, keep in mind the things that make you happy.
Like think happy thoughts like Peter Pan style. Think think of a moment in time where you were in bliss, okay? And just like hold just hold that mindset and just keep the keep that mindset, you know, as much as you can through through this really quick. So, and and and and it's funny because the song I'm about to play is is uh is called Ceremony by
Deon. And uh and uh I think you guys will enjoy it. Give me one second. Okay. I gotta go outside for this. Okay, we have By the way, I was in this guy's chat named Scribbles last night and he had he had an his Alexa and there was like another robot voice telling Alexa to do things and they were just
talking all night while this guy was storing and it would say, "Alexa, put on maximum volume. Alexa, um, put on Chinese traditional folk music." And it was like And then Alexa's like, "Okay." And Alexa was like arguing with them and stuff like it was just so funny. I think the AI are taking over. Okay. Yeah, we're in for a treat, guys, tonight, though. Miser is gonna do a fire scrubbing ceremony. Okay, I'm
gonna shut up now. Do I look ready? I look ready. Yep. Here we go. Very hot. Cool. All right, let's go. You're the Manson. You're the Manson. The shock symbol. The Marilyn Manson. I saw that shock symbol. The
Marilyn Manson on you. Yeah. Yep. Yep. Strong here. I'm gonna be in the chat. Me neither. I'll be in the chat cuz I can multitask. Okay, sweetheart. Love you, VA. Thank you so much for being on the show, VA. I love you always. Always. Okay.
Love you, too, sweetie. Talk to you soon. Bye. Okay guys. Okay, here we go. Okay. All right, guys. Taking you outside.
Oh, I need something. I need this right here. Little phone stand. Um, little this stand. Oh, Okay. All right. Should be okay. Um, we got
Sorry guys. Oh, Jesus Christ. Don't touch your butts. Here we go. So, yeah. Um, how's everybody doing? Good. We're here. I'm justing my posting like on the chat inviting people to the to the ceremony tonight. I think it's a
special event. Great. Hey. Uh, so, hey, uh, um, Psych. So, like our co-star is hilarious. It said like, uh, if we were teaching a class, if we were teachers or something, you would overprepare for your class and then I would give everyone A minuses, but we would both smoke in the teachers lounge.
That's true. Yeah, that's very true. But I but also I give A minuses, too. I I like to give I like to grade higher than they maybe deserve sometimes because I think grades can have a really psychological effect on people and it's like I want to give people the best I give them. I might just people sometimes
cuz we're having fun tonight. We have Miser here. He's doing a little ceremony tonight. It's a little treat for the chat. This is going to be cleansing my chat. There we go. And he knows what he's doing, by the way. He knows what he's doing, by the way. He's a very, very magical person.
Okay. I didn't practice, so whatever. It's okay. We We like the Okay. All right. It's dark out here. I don't know if you can see, but
Guys, see this?
Okay, that element the element. This element. Okay. All right, guys. All
right.
Is that the moon or or what am I looking at? Hang on. Hang on.
I'm about to start the music in a second. I just got to like Okay, we're all suspense the guys. The show's about to start. You know, everyone everyone tune in. This is good. This is good All right, we go. One might go out before the next, but here we go. Coming.
Oh boy. Oh boy. Oh boy. All right. Put my little face mask here. Put my hoodie. Okay. Okay. And then start. All right. Okay, you guys ready?
Yes. Okay, here we go. Oh, that's my dog. Hello. Here we go. Ready? I don't know if this is going to be too loud, but here we go.
Every morning
with
Hallelujah.
Just Let's
go back.
I'll see you.
The world we share.
It's not
too late.
Namaste. Wow. Wow, guys. That was a treat. That was awesome. That was really really really That was That was That's hot. Like Paris would say that's hot. That was hot. No pun intended. No pun intended. It was hot. And uh I
felt I felt the felt the cleansing energy. I felt all this negativity burn away right there. and the, you know, all those all those trolls in the in the chat, all those um or all those people that came on panel causing trouble and stuff like that, you know, we can take care of things here. Okay, got we got some we got some
good protection. Thank you for doing that. That was awesome. That's like a that's also, you know, that can be like considered dangerous and stuff. So, that's part of the part of the fun of it and stuff like that. It's like the the cool danger involved in stuff like that. You you know how you're a professional. You know how to that was really awesome. I want to thank you for doing that.
Very good. You're welcome. Thank you. I love the sound too. The depth tones. I love the depth tones. Okay. Cool. Guys, you never know what to expect here. You know, you never know what to expect on this channel right? Um, we just have cool things going on. So, I hope everyone enjoyed that.
Tree Frog love that. Yeah. Isn't that cool? Tree Frog. Very cool. I felt like a What's up, Tommy James? Tommy, if you just got here, Tommy, you have to rewind a few minutes because you missed I don't know if you missed the ceremony or not. What's up, Tommy? Because he we just he did a really cool fire like a fire um fire dancing
ceremony. a fire fire scrub. Fire, you know, fire can burn away a lot of negativity and stuff like that and uh he was dancing with the fire, playing good music and really doing doing a good service for for my my channel in the chat. And so, thank you, Miser.
It's a really cool um cool light you have right there, too. Well, you you have really good style, you know. It's like you have really beautiful artwork and really you do really beautiful artwork. Yeah. Just go back just back. Go back Tommy. Just rewind like three minutes. Maybe five minutes.
Watch that. That that will that will take away a lot of the astral gunk I think. I think around us, you know. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Uh hey Psych. Yeah, dude. Okay. So, remember what I told you about the Damian? Yeah.
Okay. So, he texted me when when Nuke when Nuke took the book off the shelf was he was chewing on the book. Damian sent me a message right after that happened. Mind you, I haven't talked to him like since all that happened. And he sent he sent me a beam or like a text message of
like a guy. It was like a little drum of jet fuel and then there was a beam like a structure beam, right? The little drum of jet fuel was handing a flower and like some chocolate or something to the beam and then in text Damian says, "I'm melting." All right. weird.
Second of all, Right after Okay. Right after I got inside after that fire day. Guess who just texted right now? Says, "Yo, his name is Damian." Oh, you're crying. Oh, no. You're sweating. I see you're sweating. I just saw you sweating a little bit. Uh, it was uh Yeah, it's warm inside but cold outside.
Yeah dude. Yeah. Damian Damian called me. Damian just hit me up right now after I did that fire ritual, dude. He's a warlock. Well, yeah. Well, he I mean, he feels it. He feels it. He feels it, right? Yeah, he totally does. He He's trying him and this bogus ass production company is trying to
siphon my energy and use me like a hooker, dude. Bartending for free, taking all my tips, paying me nothing or $7 for ass busting night. that, dude. Yeah, he just texted me right now. So, like, so yeah, I hope all you guys
I hope all you guys um benefit from that because that little gesture that Damian tells me that whatever I did worked says that he'll be watching that again a few times. Miser, he said he'll be watching that again a few times cuz that was so cool, guys. That was a really beautiful remind me of like a almost a Hawaiian. I remember when I
went to Hawaii, they would do these fire dances and stuff like the hula girls and like these like these really hot guys like with like in the hula skirts doing this like dancing with fire and just like Yeah, you're a sweat. I know. It's warm inside. Cabana boy.
It's like hey lu boy. Yeah, that's where the art the art of poi or whatever the you know the poi actually originated in Hawaii. It was used mainly by women if believe it or not as a communication system between tribes. It's how they signal each other from the top of a mountain.
What's up Michael? Um can I play a song real quick? Yeah, it's called Damian part two. Hold on. Not a day. But come on a second, guys. Let me know if you can hear it, by the way. Oh, is she It was called Damian part two. De Maril Manson DMX. It's a
whole trilogy of of songs. Um, that was part two cuz I played you part one the other night. Oh, look at look at that. Enjoy attention. Wait wait. Here you go. Look at the art. Look at the art, guys.
Right. I don't know how I don't know how you guys are looking at it. Hang on. Is it the devil has his arms cut off or something? Hold on. Oh, no. Hold on. Those are el elbows. We enjoy attention. Yep. Beautiful. Who's cruising? Who?
Someday I'll pay play you guys part three. But yeah, very cool. Is that yours? Yeah, that's mine. Awesome. Beautiful. Yeah, it's like uh it's it's it's it's about like the situation like you know who's cruising who here like you know the guy kind of looks all like insecure and kind of like you know like kind of
scared kind of lonely or like just doesn't is unsure of himself, right? And then you got the guy in the background like the the leather daddy or whatever. is kind of like in the background like look at that hot piece or whatever you know and this guy's like I'm just alone you know and like you know who knows brother I think that you know that that that young guy is sitting
there kind of like you know like trolling the hot daddies you know like he's probably like got his own intentions you know so it's like sometimes you know sometimes the worst come in like packages you know right that's interesting Damian's like the song had no like the song had no
personal meaning to to anyone like it was just part two of Damian like it was a three-part series of Damian and stuff. I thought it would say Damian more cuz Damian because DMX basically Damian's basically the devil and DMX was like struggling and and Damian keeps telling him to do these things and he'll make him famous and he'll give him a Mercedes-Benz and and like he'll be driving a Benz soon and all this kind of
stuff and Damen promises some some stuff and then he keeps up he sticks up his end of the bargain but then DMX has to keep up his end of the bargain. Also look up DMX like um DMX was on Dr. Phil and stuff like that. And he um he basically um um said he met Satan a few times and like and so say Satan is Damian. Also, if you watch watch the
Omen, there's Omen and Damian is like Rosemary's baby. Basically, it's like the devil had sex with Rosemary and then they had a baby and then Damian's the baby and then he's in the Omen and stuff like that. If you guys check out movie rosemary's baby, we'll do the movie night sometime with that. um movie that was scary. You saw the movie? Yeah, that movie is scary as hell.
It's scary as hell, right? Rosemary's Baby. It's about this this woman named Rosemary and her husband's an actor and they move into this nice New York apartment and then they have these this like older couple, this like, you know, senior citizen couple come and like they're like, "I can get I can get you famous and stuff." And it was like Alistair Crowley's like grandson or something like that or something like that. And uh and then all of a sudden
he's getting these parts in plays and he's becoming successful, but one night um they invite uh like she's she doesn't she has a bad feeling about this couple, but one night they're eating like chocolate mousse and then it's like she's like this tastes weird or whatever. And the next thing you know she's having hallucinations and she's having dreams and stuff and then she like dreams the devil is having sex with
her and I I won't spoil any more of the movie. Yep. So it's 1967 196 I think it was 1966 or takes place in 1966 and then it was like June 1966. So it's like 666, right? And is it Mia Pharaoh and uh some other really awesome actors? Yeah. How are you guys doing in chat? Yeah,
but that was nothing. It was nothing like no like weird message to anyone anyone in particular or anything. It was just like part two of the song. Yeah, it's a really cool movie. Check out um Rosemary's Baby with Mia Pharaoh. She's Woody Allen's ex-wife and we have all this drama with Woody Allen and stuff, but um
hope everyone's doing good in chat. There's my sexy man right there. Hey, if you want to know what I smell like, Mankind by Kenneth Cole. Smells so good. You like the Kenneth Cole? Is it reaction or what? What? What is it called? Mankind. Mankind by Kenneth Cole. Okay, I'm going to I'm going to be picking some of that
up. I'll get I'll get a sample from Scent Tree or something like that. I'll get a little vial of that and have it on special occasions. I love samples. Yeah, I like samples, too. The sent the scent. Okay. By the I'm not trying to promote Scent Tree or Tree Bird or whatever it's called, but they they'll send you like a little like 2 oz um of any cologne you want and you have they give you a little sprayer and you can
and you can get a few of them for like 10 15 bucks a month. But it was a creepy movie, huh? You can try a lot of different colog. I like um well, you know what I like? I like spirit water. Florida spirit water or Florida water or spirit water. Um and it's like really inexpensive on um on Amazon. And you just put that on your Yeah, exactly. That's it right there. The Florida water, right? You just put some of that on you. Really good.
It smells really good, by the way. It smells really good. Yeah. I I use it to cleanse my hands and my and my head before bed or uh or like right before I do a tarot reading, right? And you know, like also I like to take um spiritual baths. Like if you guys are looking for something that will take off the astral gunk, just like he took off the astral gunk with his fire ceremony and stuff like that, there's there's like certain things that work.
Okay, so the fire ceremony definitely works definitely in a lot of ways. And also, but the one of the best things you can do is take a spiritual bath and that's adding put salt um put sea salt and put coffee and put lemon in your bath and take a bath with that and then put spirit water on you afterwards. That will like Coffee? Really? Yeah. Add copy to it. Copy.
Wow, dude. That I just I I didn't realize I didn't even think about that, you know? Like, so when you add materials like that to your bath or when you do when you provide like materials like when you burn a candle or whatever, like let's say, and there's no real intention, but like it's it's like an offering, right? Like when it just works. It work no matter what. It work. It's like a It's like one of I know I
know this hoodoo guy and he's like he knows a lot of hudoo rituals and and different like things you can use, but he's like the most effective thing is a spiritual bath. Add that in the bath. He's like that will just it just works. It just works. He can't explain. It just works. No, no, no. You're you're you're that's that's absolutely right because I didn't even think about that. Now, when you when you add spices, okay, like so
there's tobacco there's tobacco which is like a plant but like it's like a stimulant and a suppressant, right? when you add tobacco, things like cinnamon, things like uh cayenne pepper, things like that. Those are spices and those are like offerings to like gods or you know, deities like you know, like but you never really know who you're offering it to unless you have a representation of that god that you're uh that you're calling, right? So, uh
when it comes to coffee though, okay, coffee is like beans. That's like seeds from the earth, okay? So, like coffee is like sacred, right? So, it's like it's not it's not something it's it is an offering, but it's like not an offering that's like interesting to like any low vibrational thing. I went to actually I've been to the Kawaii coffee
plantation back in uh in Hawaii uh like 2012. It was pretty cool. We went to Kona. I went to Kona Village several times and we had a I went to a luau in Kona village and it's just like they were like the coolest people and then you know Hawaii's awesome place to visit by the way like very spiritually they have a lot of fire fire involved
with their ceremonies and things like that and like the the dancing the fire like it kind of that's what it remind me of Hawaii Hawaii tonight what you just did I don't know if you like vibe with the Polynesian culture or like the island culture and that kind of thing but Polynesian Caucasesian Caucasian right? These
is that th is that like thrace of Greece? You know, it's a very magical place, right? Thrace. No, it's like just like just like the Ozarks. The Ozarks, Arkansas and Missouri. It's like the same kind of like the same chain. So, it's like that place is like what like Hawaii is going to look like
in like a couple of million years or something, you know? It's going to be a lot like the Ozarks in in um in the um the Midwest. How about you know Appalachia? You're not supposed to whistle in the woods in the middle of Appalachia. They have the Appalachian Mountains. You whis or you hear people whistling, you're not supposed to whistle back. They also have these moon
people sculptures and stuff like that. He's looking to Appalachia. Um, don't do it. The hills and the trees eye has eyes, They'll eat you. right guys? The trees have eyes. It's like, and I mean, I don't know. I
don't know. Never mind. I'm not going to say things like that. You might see a Bigfoot. When you go out there, you might see a Bigfoot out there. You might you might um run into some some spirits. You might hear whistling and stuff like that. You're not supposed to whistle back. Don't whistle. Don't never whistle in the Appalachas. And uh there's a lot of really cool spiritual stories. I I was on a lot of um shows like one called
Paranormal Round Table and this other guy's show and then they like a lot of it is like they talk about the wolf man and all this kind of stuff and like and like cryptozoolology and all this kind of stuff and a lot of cryptozoolology is like just like about our human metaphors like skin walkers and all this kind of stuff. I wish deep deep
rake is right that like like a hairless like long limb thing that walks on all fours. Wraiths. Yeah, there's actually a video of a wraith. Um and or it's like there's like different YouTube videos where they say they had there's like one one of them there was like no he's called a rake. R A ke I don't know if it's similar to a wraith. Yeah. And the ra there's a there's a monster outside and
he's basically like crying. He's looking through his glass door. um glass doors um sliding doors and there's this the thing outside. It's like a monster and he's like calling his Christian friend and he's like crying. Yeah. Got the I see a kitty that Hold on. Is that this? Hold on one second.
That are you looking? Look. Yeah. Look at my screen right now. Can you Yeah. That's it. Same car and see? everything. Look at that. Definitely. Well, you know the story behind this one is that there was this there was this girl and she had like a
lot of cats and she couldn't afford to feed the cats and so she had a dream and they're like they're like, "Start sculpting these and sell them." And so she started um she started making them and selling them and then she was able to like make a lot of money and so it brought brought good fortune to her and so and so they're very famous in Japan. They're like a little beckoning cat and this is like there's a little you see
you you'll see them in Japanese places or like certain stores and all over Japan and stuff like that. It's really beautiful like little cat and I've read some stories about it before. Queen Sanity, what's up my guys? My friend Queen Sanity is here. Queen Sanity is so awesome. She is such a sweetheart. What's up? Welcome. Thank you for coming tonight. Great to see you. I got my cat right here. This
is my little This is my my little my little beckoning cat. Can you say hi to Queen Sanity? Miser Queen. This This is my boyfriend, Miser right there. He did a fire ceremony earlier. He's really cool. Queen Sanity's from the beef sector. And uh and I met her and uh I've talked to her before on the phone. She like one one night I was like really
despair and like and then she called me and like I was like worried about something. I was tripping about I was I was all paranoid about something. She just listened to me and talked to me. She was really really cool. Yeah, that's Queen Sanity. Oh, she like you like she she likes you too. Queen Sanity. Um I'm I'm going to mod you. I'm going to mod you if you don't mind. And if just go
ahead and plug your channel too because you gota guys got to check out Queen Sanity. She's an awesome awesome woman. I think it's the first time she came to my channel. I'm so excited because I just I love when my I have my friends come here and stuff like that and people that I know from a lot of um different YouTube chats and good show and and her own channel and so I'm
going to get your your channel unplugged plugged I'll plug it but I'm going to mod you. Did you uh did you listen to the uh the Bill uh Kittyish track that I sent you? Yes. That was so cute. That was awesome. That was awesome. Yeah, dude. The kiss is cool. The songs that dude, there's another
song he has on there named Hi. And it's like he he record like people send him videos of cats doing like their vocalizations and stuff and he like turns it into a song. That's so cool. And he's all love it. I used to love the Christmas cats up. There's Queen Sanity everyone. There's Queen Sanity's channel. You can subscribe to her. She's just really
awesome. in Queens. There's good people here and uh and really cool people and yeah, this this is my like little my I have a cr I have a crush. I don't know if this guy likes me likes me too much, but he's he's my crush and uh No, he likes me. He likes me. You're welcome, Queen S. He likes me.
Okay, he likes me. Okay, guys, you see me blush. I'm starting to blush. I like I like your picture in Costa, too. I was like I was like hubba hubba. Yeah, I I I I like do some AI AI photos. He likes me. Okay, good. You're welcome. Queen sanity. Yeah, everyone subscribed to her and uh yeah, she's awesome.
Awesome person. And uh thank you for coming, supporting my channel, and saying hi tonight. If you ever want to hop on my panel and and chat, I have my my stream link is pinned. We'd love to chat with you. Um and he um I think Mer would do a reading for you. I'm sure I'll certainly do a reading for you. What do you That's a crystal. deck. Yeah,
I can bust out the Okay, would you like a reading tonight from uh from Miser? He's a He's my boyfriend. Yeah, thank you, VA. Yeah, thank you. She's really She's really cool. She's a really really sweet lady. You guys will love Guys, I I meet the best people. Seriously, I have I meet the best people. Yeah, she would like a reading.
Um, she's he's getting his that's his that's his divination board and he's going to do the reading on that one. I'll put him on full screen so you can you guys can concentrate. So, go ahead. Uh okay. So, this this deck this deck was uh was given to me by a friend a good friend of
mine. He's a a teacher at Depal University. He teaches a design class, right? And he's like 78 years old or something like that. But he's a party animal. He's awesome. His name is Jeff. Uh he gave me this uh for Christmas and birthday. It's a a box that he made himself, right? You know, it says uh this it says uh luck and fate
on one side and it says it on the other two, right? So luck and fate. Um, also I heard that like if like you know if a tarot deck when it's given to you as a gift is it's more is it it's more like a I don't know it's supposed to be given to you as a gift and you're not supposed to like I mean I don't know this is just what I hear. This is like a superstition I suppose. Um I know this is off topic
but uh yeah that that's just something that I wondered but anyhow um who is this is this you queen queen sanity? Yeah. Hey. So, um what um so you have uh do you have like any like a specific question or do you have uh or do you
like you know question or advice or a situation you want clarity on? Um yes I have I need to be accepted for something very soon as soon as possible and I want to know if it is going to be accepted
soon I want to know if I'm going to be accepted as soon as possible for something. Does that make any sense? That does. That does. That does you I don't really need details. You're you're you're good. That's exactly That's exactly what I needed. So,
a couple shuffles. All right. We want clarity for Miss Insanity here about her situation. And now, this is a work situation. Never mind. Never mind. Never mind. I don't need details. It's okay. All
right. So, situation. Um, pick a number between one and 100. 56. Uh, 56, like 56. Yes. Okay. That boils down to 11. 11 is a master
number and it doesn't break down in numerology. So, we're going to pick the 11th card for your reading. Okay.
Yeah. Okay. All right.
Okay. Nothing to worry about. We can get some clarity. All right. So, all right. Here we go. I'm going to show you what I'm looking at here. Hopefully, you guys can see it good.
Okay. What we have here is the moon. Okay. The moon tells me Okay. The moon. Can you guys see that? Okay. Sorry. Here. I'll just show you what I'm looking at right here. Uh, the moon. The moon tells me no. Okay. Um, it's a it's a no card,
but uh the meaning behind the moon, it's like it's very it's an intuition card, right? So, it's intuition. There's there's things that are that you cannot foresee at the moment. Okay? There's things that you cannot see right now about this situation that probably either it's like you don't want Okay. Yeah. Yeah. So, okay. Okay. Yeah. We'll
get into that. So, it's like it's a no. And it's not because you're not like capable or like anything like that. Okay. Like I see, you know, uh there's just things in the there's things in the background. There's things that you you're not seeing or there's something that you don't know. Okay. that could
possibly like be the reason for um the the no response. Okay, when I look over here on this side, okay, uh it's the queen of pentacles. Okay, the queen of pentacles, this is not either in a past or present situ uh this isn't in the past or present or future or anything. This is your current situation, the
moon. So that's your direct answer, you know, is is is would be like no. Okay. And this is just what the cards reading, you So like I I can't predict the future, but this is what the cards say. So it's saying no, but it's not for uh it's because of something that you are not aware. It's like something that you aren't aware of or there's something that you don't know. It's something that's going on in the dark like that.
So it's like you're not you're you're you don't see it. And um there's a queen of pentacles right here. Okay, queen of pentacles. That's like a boss that's on her money and right? Like she she's usually she's a mother figure. All right. She's a earth sign like Capricorn. Uh what is it? Capricorn. What are the other uh earth signs? It's like
Virgo. Oh yeah. Capricorn, Virgo. Are you a Virgo? Yes. And Taurus. So that's you. That's you. Look. So okay. So So here we go. This is it right here. So the Queen of Pentacles, right in this card. All right. In this card, let me let me pull it up. You can see it in this card right here. Right. Um, she's looking away like she's looking away from the moon. All
right. Like that's her turned away, you know. All right. She's looking away from the moon and she's got like a like a a pentacle in her hand. She's got something in her hand like her money. She's holding it like away, you know? And it's like this if this is you, you don't want this. Like I said, you know, it's like you're the moon is behind you, you know. You're like, "No, because
you're looking elsewhere." Okay. So it's like no because you might be looking elsewhere or she's turning her head like like that or she's like huh like you know like kind of like you know like how you know how she's insulted is what it looks like here. Okay. Hello. Yeah. Okay. It's like she's insulted here
right over here on this side. Okay. Which is the nine of swords. Okay. The nine of swords is like uh it's like mental like you're in a uh what is it nine or eight of swords it's like nine of swords is like uh was it mental like a mental trap or is that like uh let me see no nine of swords is like this is
like I know the word here says cruelty okay for the th deck cruelty right cruelty so it's something that you're not gonna like about this situation and is why you're not going to you're not going to get accepted. I'm not predicting the future. Just please mind you, take this with a grain of salt.
Just like just hear the uh you know the message I guess that's in there. So it's cruelty, right? Uh it's something that you're that you're not want to like and something that like you're like well I'm better off without them, right? And that that's why it's going to be a no. But I don't feel like it's going to be a no from them. I think it's going to be a no from you. All right. Let's let's let's clarify that with another one. We're going to clarify cruelty and then
we're also going to clarify the moon. All right. So, let's clarify cruelty. Okay. We've got the seven of cups. Seven of cups. Okay. So, this this is kind of like the moon. All right. So, seven of cups is like multiple options. Okay. This is like multiple options. So, I mean, yeah, this is multiple options.
This is illusion, right? This is like another kind of like illusion card. Um, so deboss Debbotch is the is the word on here. Like debauchery, right? So, you're insulted over this, right? It looks like we're going to clarify the moon. The moon is the lovers. Yeah. Because you love yourself. Like you ain't gonna you ain't gonna you know there's there's lover there's a lover situation
that's going on in the dark that has you insulted about the situation. And uh it's it's got like Yeah. Um there's then there's something going on with options. Okay. And um so I'm going to do a final outcome and advice. Um final outcome advice. Okay. I don't like this. Final outcome would be the
three of swords. It's going to break your heart, but um not super great. Um are you talking about a lovely situation? It looks like it or I mean it says it's it's like a it's not the lovers could be like the lovers could be a connection between like the
lovers could be like work a work thing the lovers can be a thing with yourself. Okay. like here like um yeah it's like the it's coming in union with like it's the lovers like two two forces uniting and being in love right and it's overseen and like sanctioned by the most
high all right and all and all the so it's so this uh this this moon situation that's going on in the dark it could be like like it could be a number of things when it comes to business when it comes to romance when it comes to like self-love love, you know, cuz uh I mean that there's like multiple versions of there's there's only one type of love, but it's true love, you know, and it's
the love that we have for ourselves is what's like most important because that's how you attract people or businesses that are going to be in your best interest. It just feels like um I'm going to have to choose myself over something else. Yes, absolutely. That that look Yes. that I I just pulled on your and
it says 10 of pentacles. All right, so when as you were talking you're saying I got to choose myself. T of pentacles. Okay, that's you. You're the queen of pentacles. You know you're going to have no problem attracting wealth. Okay, t of pentacles. T of pentacles is wealth, right? It says wealth right there. But wealth,
right? And a t of pentacles. T of pentacles is a yes. Okay. So that's exactly what it is. I need a money reading. Um but yeah, I I I usually I'm usually like that. I am.
Yeah. So So So ultimately, this is how this is how I'm seeing it because I don't like leaving it on a three of swords because that's kind of like ouch, you know? Like I don't like that. But I'm staying with this moon. All right. So, your your situation, okay, your question was like, are you going to get accepted to uh uh you are you going to get accepted and you need to know as soon as possible?
Well, the moon says the moon says no, but there's something that you need to go through. Maybe like a three of swords situation. Maybe like to Yeah. Like like like you said, a three of swords situation. And then once you go through that, like once this is cleared, then it's a yes. So, so maybe not as soon as possible.
Like if like what you need to do is is figure out this lover situation first before you either get accepted or you accept this offer. And that's the end.
No, say what you want to say. Huh? Say what you want to say. But I have I'll do a reading for you, too. I'll do like a short reading for you too cuz I I want to do your wealth reading for you. But say what you want to say to him. I feel like he was reading some he was reading a situation. I I I I too am
intuitive. Uh but uh so I felt like he was reading a situation and I was trying to I was trying to figure out what was he reading. Um, while he was reading, I was trying to figure out what he was reading. And so,
yeah, I feel like I will be choosing myself from here on out. I will choose myself over any goddamn thing if I feel like it's not good for me. Um, so yeah. Hell yeah, girlfriend. Queen's Queen, by the way, you were
there for me when I was going through a really tough time. Do you remember when I called when you called me that night when I was like, "Can you call me?" And you called me and you were there for me. Do you remember that? Yes sir. I try to be there for everybody. I I try to be there for anybody that I can. Um, no, you you were there for me. And I I really want to say like I was going
through a really tough time last year and I had no one to talk to. I was not even I was not had no I had no friends on the panel or I was not streaming and stuff like that at the time and I was just like and I found you and I was like and I I told you I told you everything. I told you all the all the embarrassments, all the all the negative
stuff and you were just there listening to me and that's why you're always going to have a place in my heart because you're really sweet. So I have a I have a little reading for you. This is okay. So, what I have for you, I'll put myself on full screen for a second. Okay, queen sanity. You got the queen of pentacles. I got the queen of swords. So, you're you're I think you're I think you have empress energy. I think you have all the queens. But this is also like you're
very in touch with your passions, your emotions. You're very you're so the beautiful queen of swords. It says or queen of wands. It says queen of the throne of the flame. So, you got a you got some fire power in there too. You might want to check the fire in your chart. You got you got also the the the god the lion god or this really powerful fire energy watching over you and you're also in control of your emotions and
stuff like that. You got the tower in reverse and the tower in reverse is not tower in in the upright can be a negative thing. Tower reverse is like there they're actually ascending to heaven, right? It's like it's like there's a there's a shakeup happening, but it's actually in your in your benefit where it's going to help you rise up and things like that. And so maybe there's going to be something that
happens, but it's going to be in your benefit. And also I have this four of cups. And this is this one says the lord of blended blend blended pleasure. And so okay, this is about finding being either being in relation relationship with somebody or finding something you really like to do that's going to help you. It's going to be it's it's not a negative. It's a total
positive. It's like a cup overflowing with happiness right there. And so I see a lot of of of and it's pleasure. It's it's pleasurable and uh you're coming together with somebody. I don't know I don't know what's going to happen with this current situation with with with the job you are looking for or you want or the partner you're looking for you want but I do see that you coming
together with somebody or something that will bring you a lot of pleasure. Okay. So that's my reading for you. I'm a little it's a little bit shorter but u I keep it short and sweet here. Does that make sense for you? Yeah, it does. Okay. Definitely does. I'm so happy you came here. I'm so happy you you found my channel. Finally, you found me. You found my channel. Finally.
And it's hard. What I will say, it's hard reading me. Like, I'm not an easy read. Why do you say that? because it was a because it was the it was the answer. It was a no. It was like an instant no right away. You
know what I mean? And it's like it's hard to tell someone that they're not get or what they want or give them like a good message, you know? It was like You got to know. no. You got to know too like I'm very I'm I'm a very protected person. So, so with
me being so protected um like no the moon your spirit your spirit guides told me no and then and then your you self being the queen of swords queen of pentacles was like I can't believe he even tried like
and and yeah you see what I'm saying I I feel like and and it was seeping through I feel Like I feel like the re was seeping through but my swear guys was like no. The moon to me the moon the moon instead
of like a total no can mean there's stuff to be discovered still and it's kind of a secret still and this is a good surprise it can be a bad surprise and things like that. I see the moon is like hidden like there's a hidden it's a little bit Yeah. Go ahead. No, I was going to say, you know, but don't feel bad about that because they
it they've been doing it to a couple of different people. So, uh, seriously, they have tried to read me and then they give me like this weird surface reading and because they can't read, then they can't start hurting. Queen Queenity, you have you you are you
are a psychic, right? You're a psychic. You're a psychic. You have I don't know if you do tarot or you are clairvoyant or something like that. So, you already know the answers in your soul. I get the high priestess energy. Even don't pull the high priestess card. I see the high priestess energy in you very strongly. Like you're very intuitive. You know the answer already and you like are seeking clarification from a lot of people and
stuff like that. And so, and then you have you also your your astral stuff. You you have give guards around it and stuff like that. And so maybe it's meant to be a secret and stuff like that, but we basically basically Weezer Weezer and I from the bottom of our hearts are giving you our our best our best effort
about it. You but you know the truth. Yeah. Yes. Wait what? What? She already she knows the answer already. She She's very intuitive. She's she's already psychic. She she's looking for clarifications and things like that, but she already knows the answers. But
we gave her our best effort and we we uh we gave her what the cards say and our How do you know I'm very intuitive? I can just tell. Yeah. I can tell too. I can totally tell. It's kind of hard to get confirmation through
divination, you know. Um maybe have you ever tried just uh using divination for yourself to gain clarity because like um it's very I mean if it's it's hard if it's hard to read you it might just be frustrating you know like seeking um like clarity seeking confirmation something that you you feel is is correct you know because a lot of times your intuition is always is like always
right you know if it's wrong but it was wrong for the right reason. Like normally my intuition is always right. I always follow my intuition. And I see you are on point. You're on point. And also you maybe it's not stereotypical, but you're a woman. Women are very receptive to these messages and very
they already know, right? And you have a couple men read reading you, but you have a couple gay guys read. So we also have our we have we have our feminine sides, too, right? And so we we're giving the best message we can we can. But you you can give yourself the best answer in this situation, right? If you're asking a yes or no question that you you know you you can you can give
yourself the yes or no. We will give you the our best uh the best things we see around that and stuff like that. I think we gave you some good messages though. Are you happy with your readings tonight? Yes, I was. You're such a sweetheart. Guys, by the way, I'm just gonna say it I like talking to people about stuff again.
like this. I like You know I like stuff like this
is just learning right astrology mostly right astr astrology tarot I think I say everyone women men look into these esoteric hidden metaphysical kind of studies you can learn a lot about yourself because we there's so much of ourselves we just if we think We're human. Sometimes we
think of this human being, but we al also there's so much in the subconscious and there's so much that messages that are meant to be sent to us. I see a lot of I see a lot of ancestors, Queen S on your side, by the way. I see a lot of like I don't know about your your mother. I don't know if she's still alive. I see your mother really really close to you and your father really really close to you like whispering in
your ears. I see each of them on each side of your ear and uh and your grandmother, grandfather. I see like they're they're all still around you. They're they're helping you too that you you can you can feel them all. I'm not sure who's who's passed away or not, but I see like you're you are really in touch with the spirit world. Am I right?
Yeah, I really am. But it's it's it's difficult to tell a lot of people certain stuff, but yeah, you don't share. You know, you already know it. I don't want to I don't want I don't want to make you share or anything, but I'm just saying I see like spirits are whispering in your ear the truth to you. You have to you have to
listen to that intuition. Listen to that truth like because they really do care about you and you're you're really being helped by people. What's up, Noble? How are you? You like your readings tonight? All right, let me get down so y'all can do someone else's reading. Thank you, Queen Sandy. Queen say you you couldn't say you're always in my
heart because you at at the hard time in my life the really really difficult time in my life you were the you you were the first one to call me you're the first one to talk to me and I really care about you and I love I love and seriously I really do and I I love uh I'm so happy you came tonight thank you all of y'all
wonderful we love you okay and I know I know uh I know Miser Miser loves you and I love you and And the chat the chat will give you a lot of support too. You can you can come come back talk to us anytime. You have the that's the dance of Shiva right right there. Means are showing the dance of Shiva. I see that. Okay. Love you Queen Sanity.
Pleasure. A pleasure. Thank you. What an awesome woman. Um Queen Sanity um Noble Castro is on the chat. He's a really cool guy and uh I might have been I might have got a little fresh with him and the other day. I'm sorry about that, Noble Castro. You're a cool guy and and I'm sorry, guys. I I get a little
bit I get a little bit silly sometimes and it's not I don't mean any harm. I'm a harmless person, okay? I'm very harmless. I'm I'm all about love and stuff like that. So, okay. No worries. Okay. He said no worries. Noble. Noble. This is my boyfriend by the way. Do unto others sometimes. Right. But sometimes but sometimes I like to
I'm a little bit of a I push the limits on people and and stuff like that and then I don't know some I push too far but it's all fun. Look like Look, he's got the he got the fire right there. So that's my boyfriend is my boyfriend Noble. Would you would you let me drip hot wax on you?
Of course. That sucks. No, I I like it. I like that. I used to do myself. It's like Go ahead, Noble. Go ahead. Go ahead.
So, like, uh, there's there's this tarot reader that that that does readings across the little aisle from the tattoo shop that my dad runs. And uh she was uh there there were they were moving the shop, right? Or they were moving uh locations. And um she gave us her like little like lounge
couch or whatever. And then she also gave me this. It's a It's an hourglass that she used to do re That's awesome. Yeah. I'm gonna flip it right now with this candle and selonite like you know for you know for everything. Noble Castro. You also have to rewind
Noble Castro because he did a he did a fire ritual. He did a fire um scrub ritual earlier because there's like some some there were some some mean people in the chat last night and stuff like that and he was he was outside dancing with fire to to music and doing a fire dance with like What were you using to do that fire dance? How how are you spinning that? It
had chains on it with like fire in the Yeah. So, uh, a couple my friends, a couple friends, you grabbed some Teflon or not Teflon or whatever the uh, that wick material, and they like use the screw to like make the little PO balls, and then I use chains from an old trip pants, like those like Goth trip pants
that came out like in the early 2000s, and uh, and I connected them to the balls. Yeah, there were it was it was that was beautiful. I like when it made like it made like CC. It made like CC like in the fire it was like saying CC and stuff like that and like it was almost like a semi like two semicircles like they join together or they would like all that
kind of stuff and they make the the Aquarius sign and the Pisces sign too. They were making the Pisces sign. They was like these semicircles. It was like two crescent moons and stuff like that. That's awesome, dude. That's like that that could be like another form of reading. Like you could totally like read my fire and then it'll be like a reading,
right? And by the way, there's tarot cards, you guys. There's tarot cards. Even like even if Nick kind of like is making a joke of it a little bit about like doing like the the little like the kids um the kids cards and stuff like that, the kids picture cards and stuff like that where it says fire, pie,
but it's that that you can divide from that too. You can divide from children's books. You can open a picture of a page, look at a picture, and get all this meaning from it. Like there's there's symbolism giving it to us all the time. And that's what dividing is about. It's about finding the meaning and symbolism in everything. So there's meaning in everything and everything means something. We can all take the messages
as we as we will, right? That's what the intuitive part about it is. But so Terra regardless like regardless of sometimes sometimes people like to like you know um so like if he's like looking for a specific card to fit the situation like even if it's his interpretation or his like you know message or whatever it could be interpreted a different way like for example someone sees a pizza
like he had that pizza thing you know so if someone if someone sees a pizza you're like you know so I think I think uh like Little Caesars you know and then when someone else sees pizza they think mushrooms. When someone else sees pizza, they think bread or dough or Italy or remember the day when like they came on the panel today and he's like he's like I just ate a whole pizza and I was like
well I can eat a whole pizza too if it's a little Caesar's hot and ready pizza. I used to get the hot and ready pizza for five bucks and then I would eat the whole thing. Right. Yeah. If you need some trees Noble Castro got you ready. If you need some, everyone needs some trees. Like Noble Castro got you. Yeah.
No, he said, "Bro, ask your boyfriend if you need some trees." And so I I I did. He has some really awesome weed, by the way. Oh, I got you like little hot. I'm hot and ready. I'm ready. I'm hot and ready, too. Guys, you want to see? Trixie wants to
come over. Trix, you're coming over and say hi to the chat. Trix, come up here. Trix, come up here. Here he is. Say hi. It's called Terron C. Oh, do you like your little Look, Trace, you have the cutest nose. You have a little lazy eye. You're the sweetest cat and they
like to cuddle with me all the time. He says he he says he has a face his face more than you. By the way, I have a lot of friends with face tattoos, you know. I have a lot of friends with face. You'd be surprised.
I I tattoos. Why haven't Why you waiting? You're waiting. Yeah. Okay. No. Whenever you're ready, come back in my Discord cuz I liked you there. I just thought I I offended you or something. That's what it was all about. He has two big pierces. No. Caster says he's a radio
in and uh you want picture of my of my you want to see a picture of my twin brother? It's a good one. Okay. Now we have now we have some Gemini energy going on. You have the Aquarius and then the Gemini. Okay. Yeah. Cute.
Is he like you or is he is he uh is he totally different? You're opposite. We're uh we're like we're like the polar inverse of each other. It's like he's like he uh he's right hand he's right-handed, I'm left-handed.
He's he's a heterosexual. I'm homosexual. He's got like light eyes and dark hair. I've got light hair and dark eyes. Um uh he was always a little bit heavier than I was. Um he also he so so we both we both bonded or we both agree on like heavy metal and
like like like heavy metal, right? Like like heavy metal rock uh music mostly just like really heavy metal. We both agree on metal, right? But he I lean more towards like electronic and like pop music and he leans more towards like hip-hop and like house music. Okay. But like he's like he's like the
ghetto he's like the ghetto freak and I'm like the the the hippie freak if that makes sense. Right. So but so so it's like fraternal twins where you're like you're twins but you're like opposites and like and the but but you you guys still you guys are you're really close with your brother, right? Oh yeah, dude. Yeah. He's my
twin. We're Oh, listen to these numbers though. Listen to these numbers. So we're both It says 121 1987, right? So that's like January 21st, right? We're we were born 11 minutes apart. Okay. His name is Seaison Ramon Torres, right? CRT. That's those are my initials. Caesar Raul Torres. Um let me see what's another one. The numbers. Okay. It's
like so the numbers of his death date are like almost the same as his birth date. the the numbers are uh uh 12 is 12 12 um is 127 1217 2021. I'm sorry you passed away. I'm sorry you
passed away. Yeah, me too. But it's all right, dude. You probably wouldn't be talking to me right now if you didn't. Yeah. Hey, hey, Noble, if you want to hop on the panel. I have to run to the store soon and so I want like if someone wants a reading I think Miser will will talk to them and or or even they don't
want a reading they can just talk to them because I I yeah prayer I trust him on my I trust him to run my panel and and uh if you guys want to hop on I'll wait till someone hops on before I go grab another beer. I just finished my my beers and stuff. It's only it's only 7:43 p.m. It is what it is. And guys, we also I know I know Miser like has a strong connection to the spirit world.
His brother still talking to him and stuff like that or is with him really strongly. He has he's very strong spiritual person. He knows about the infinity symbol above the head. He knows about eternal life. He knows about our ancestors are always with us. And we're always really close. I'm sorry if I'm saying too much or going too far. I don't want to I don't want to offend.
Stay up all night 24 hours a day. said, "Girls from 7-Eleven stay up all night. Seven whole days a week." I said, "Work from 7-Eleven stay up all night and I can get a discount." Yes, Noble. What's up? Yes. What's going on? You know the No, no, can you hop on the panel for a minute? Um, well, and talk to me and stuff because I got to run to the store. I just want to wait. I want to wait for somebody to hop on when I can run to the
store and then you can guys can can chat and stuff like I think I think guys it means it means you like each other or you will like each other. Okay. Not in a weird way, right? In a in a in a hermonos way, right? Like brothers, right? Okay. You stay here for a bit. Anybody else want to hop on the panel? Yeah. I don't I always make things
weird. Okay. He's gonna stay here for a bit and talk to you. Okay. So, I'll maybe I'll just talk if you want to go. Noble, can you go on panel or you want to um you want to just talk in the chat? just let me know because I'll put them on full screen or else I'll I'll bring you up and you can talk to them in person. But I'm gonna as soon as you tell me what what you want to do, I'll um I'm going
to run to the store. I'll just take five 10 minutes probably. Okay. Is that cool with you, Mer? Okay. He's talk to you in chat. I'm exit. So talk to him in Okay. Right on. Yeah, I'll do that. Sure. Dos, put it in. Put it on the Well, I don't
know. Okay, cool. Sweet. What's up, dude? Yeah. So, uh, let's see here. Same. Look at this Yep. Mexican. Mexican. Uh, uh, San Luis Ptoi and, uh, Mexico
City. Most of my family is from San Louis.
Let me see here. I'm just flipping through this book. See if anything pops out. Aha, something did pop out. Look at this All right. Yeah, Mexico City is pretty crazy, man. Um I would just be careful traveling to Mexico right now. I mean, I don't know. You'd probably be okay because I mean I mean, but I don't know. like um there's
a lot of crime out there and like people get robbed all the time and uh yeah like my aunt went to Mexico on a bus and she got robbed. Okay, that's so they they they uh pulled the bus over like the bus got stopped, okay? And then a bunch like a couple of robbers got came onto the bus and robbed
everybody including my grandmother. And then they you know they they got off the bus and everyone Yeah. And that was that. So yeah, Mexico City though, I have a I have a friend that's from Mexico City that lives in the town next door over and like he um yeah, he says the the scene out there is awesome. Like it's like it's Yeah, it's very lush.
Never ride the bus in Mexico. Never ride the bus to Mexico. In Mexico, it's awesome because like there's like clowns and and they'll come on to the bus and tell some funny ass jokes that are like not for kids, but they're like for kids, you know, because there's that double entandra thing that Spanish has, right? It's funny. It's like
hilarious. Yeah. So, what came out right here is this. It's a print from an old tattoo. It's a sphinx. Then pull a and rob you. Right. Hang on a second.
You do tats? That's cool. I do tats, too. If you ride in LA or LA. Cool. Um, no. I'm in Chicago, man. Chicago. I'm in Chicago hom. But, uh, but straight up, uh, yeah. Yeah. So, uh my my brother had uh um had loyalty right here and he has something
else right here. I used to have uh like the UV things over my eye and Uh wait, what part? Oh, in Chicago. Uh I'm in like the the southwest side. Uh southwest side kind of like by Little Village. I don't know. Do maybe we maybe your family knows. Maybe we're like a lot closer than you think. We're
probably like two degrees of separation. Little Village, Pilson area. uh it's kind of like right by Midway, too. There. That's where our tattoo shop is. It's by Midway. Fest Graphics. Hang on. Let me get a card. I can show it to you.
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Yeah. Yeah. Best graphics. All right. Yeah, dude. Just come through, man. We'll hook you up. Look, we do all this right here. I mean, yeah, I'll hook you up. Or you even get a mention there if I'm not there that day, you know? Like I mean, even just let me know, dude. Yeah, we'll Oh, yeah. Best. Yeah, that's that that's my pops. That's my pops.
He's old school, dude. He's got low riders and He's a graffiti artist and yeah, he's he's he's badass. He's a beast. Uh my phone's not focusing. Hang on a second. But yeah. Uh dude. Okay. You You like low riders and You like low riders?
Really? That's cool. Yeah. Uh I used to have a low rider bike. My dad uh designed me a low rider bike. made in uh Oh Caddy. My dad's got a Lincoln Lincoln Continental on switches, too. 64 Lincoln 64 Lincoln, dude. With the suicide doors.
Nice. yeah. See, I don't know. I always thought that like uh I trigger people sometimes, so like I don't know. I feel like maybe if I just go wandering around LA, like trouble's going to find me and I'll end up dead or like in a in a sex traffic ring.
Wait, I shouldn't say those words. God damn it. Yeah, I I gotta watch I gotta watch my language content because apparently YouTube algorithms hate certain words and then you get, you know, it's like you get caught pissing in the alley at Sturgeon, South Dakota and next thing you know you're on the uh the Predators watch list or
whatever, right? No, I know. So, um you with like uh like like rave parties and stuff like rave parties
Like so like uh uh I have a a friend a friend DJ Flapjack. He's uh he's he's from LA. Uh DJ Flapjack the Candy Kid. Yeah. He played in the at the boiler room a couple times. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Dude. Yeah. Uh Flapjack, dude. He's my homie, dude. I' I've known him for
years, dude. Years. He came out here for an anime convention like in 2002 and I've known him ever since. Like I see him, he always comes to Chicago whenever he comes to Chicago or anywhere near like like we always hang out. It's dope. The metal shows. Yeah, I'm gonna see Deft Tones next month. Defton is coming. It's gonna be dope.
Can't wait. Yeah, Deaf Tones. Uh metal shows galore, dude. Oh my god. Sharing, how did your brother pass? respectfully ask me if only if only if only the time I get. Okay. Um yeah, so my brother my brother
passed due from a botched procedure. Let's just say um they uh I mean long story short, the hospital pretty much took took didn't take very good care of him on purpose and they basically killed him so that they would get the COVID money. My brother did not die of COVID.
And that's on the record. My brother did not die of COVID. He was uh was passed to COVID when they collapsed his lung. Um so that's pretty much what happened. Yeah. Um I don't I see it. And it's like I don't I don't know. There's like nothing really I could do about it, dude. Like my hands were tied the whole time, dude. There was like no
visitation. No one could see him. All right. It was in there for 17 days, right? 17 days and they started taking him off of the ventilator, right? He opened his eyes once, okay, when they started the procedure. But then the doctor switched shifts, right? And so when the next doctor came on shift, wanted to continue the procedure when he hadn't been in
that state for like more than uh uh 12 hours and ended up collapsing his lung on some like when he like turned the oxygen back up when they couldn't stabilize him. So he basically popped his lung and that was it. That's it. Like they called us and we had to go there and like watch this happen, you know? And then that was it. Like we didn't get no nothing because it's
COVID. No one's gonna It's like how the are you gonna sue a a hospital? How are you going to sue a hospital for someone for for a family member or whatever that died because of COVID? You co comes out of the word once. Okay. Covert. Does one Sorry, hang on a sec. Wait a sec. Uh I'm multitasking you doing work and let's
see. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, I'm Yeah. I'm just saying, you know, like it's just uh Yeah. It's like uh how how do you sue a a a hospital for someone that died uh because they were put in for COVID? Not only COVID, but he had, you know, there was there was drugs in his system. Okay. He I think he had heroin in his system. Okay. So, now
they're just like, "Oh, he was ODing on heroin." Which in fact, he was not oding on heroin. He had relapsed a day or two before. Okay. And he was totally fine except he was sick. He got sick with COVID and could barely breathe when we like woke like when uh like he was we could tell that his breathing was like really he didn't look good. I tell be honest he did not look good when we when I came downstairs. And I'm just like man
you need to call the ambulance. Let's call the ambulance cuz like he's barely breathing and And so they did but like they they pulled him into the ambulance and they got him responsive. Like he was responsive when they put him in the ambulance, but like they tested him for COVID and they intubated him and sedated him immediately. Okay? And he was like that for 17 days. We could not see him. The at the the the
nurse, the the the care providers would uh didn't give him the uh the headphones and the music and that we gave them to like give to him. And it was just bogus. It's totally bogus. The whole situation was Yeah. Yeah, it was it was up, dude. Yeah, totally. Totally. But yeah, it's
And and and it's like the doctor told me himself what he did. Okay. It's like it's like I have it's like I have proof because one other person there was with me when when when we went in to like see him while this event was taking place because we had to make a choice, right? And so like the doctor's like, "I don't know. We can't get enough oxygen into him." Like, you know, he's going to die is what the doctor's telling me. He's like,
"If I turn the oxygen up anymore, I'm going to blow his other lung. you know, and I'm just like, you know, like what the you know? And yeah, I got I was I had to leave because I was going to attack somebody. Whether it was a nurse, whether it was a family member, whether it was the doctor, whether it was a security guard, I just
I just wanted to like jump and bite someone's face off. Yeah. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. And it's a it's a it's a it's a it's the I'm not going to say where it's where it is, but it's it's a smaller hospital, right? And it's the closest one to my house, but I wanted, you know, the the one the the place that I trust going to is like a
little bit further away, which we could have totally like recommended or we could ask them to send him to another one, right? You know, to another hospital, but it was like they got they took him there to this place, you know, that's not far from my house. And it's just uh Yeah, that place is a sham, dude. Like I uh I don't know anybody that has had a good experience
coming from that place. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Don't Yeah. That Yeah. Don't ventilators, dude. Okay. There's nothing wrong with ventilators. There's something wrong with the people that are trained to use them because they're not being trained to understand that you can't just take and rush reaning someone off of a ventilator. You have to do it very gradually. All right. But
like as I was saying, my brother was in there for 17 days already, right? They need that bed open. Okay. They need another person in there, right? So, what happened? And then, yeah, they get money every single time they had a boat, a a death during COVID, you know? It's like the government sends money their way to like, you know, help them get through this, right? It's just uh, you know, it was common now.
Everyone knows that that's what was going on, okay? You know, but prove it in court with all those judges. You know what I mean? like go ahead. You know, the all those documents and the charts and are probably all thrown away or modified or something, dude, because they're they always cover their own ass.
Uh 17 days. He was on for 17 days. Yeah. And yeah, they they didn't know. It's either they didn't know what they were doing or they were trying to rush. The doctor I think was trying to rush or like rush the process or expedite the process of weaning him off. Okay. And they couldn't he couldn't stabilize him after he continued it. And so like I guess he panicked and turned the ventilator all the way up and
and then popped his lung. Basically that's what happened. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. No, he should have had him for 30. Exactly. Exactly. Dude, that's that's what I was saying, dude. It was too soon, you And then and then the the the uh I wasn't even able to like check and see like how he was doing and you know? Like my mom and his wife, my my my sister-in-law, okay, were uh were the
only ones that could get any information. Now, my sister-in-law is kind of like a derpy, like she's kind of ditsy and she's got a lot more things on her kind of better things on her mind than like than medical stuff, right? So she was just like eating all of what the doctor was telling her and just like kind of not really understanding that like the what they were doing for his care was absolutely the wrong thing to
do in his situation. Right. But the the the lady the nurse lady had the had the go the goddamn nerve to tell my mom on the phone. See this is what happens to drug addicts. This is what happens when you do heroin. Okay? This happens all of the time. This is what you got to understand that this is what happens.
Like, could you believe that? Like, that, dude. Beers and burrito. Oh, I'm going to go make a pizza. I want to make a pizza. You guys are gonna kill me. Make a pizza pie. A pizza pie. Yeah, I got a song for you. When the moon hits your eyes like a big pizza, that's the good conversation. Yeah, Noble. I told
you he's a cool guy. I swear Noble's a cool guy, too. Noble raps in Chicago. He has family in Chicago. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Noble has family in Chicago. He's going to come see my tattoo shop or my dad's tattoo shop. He said he does tattoos, too. Do See, we all have in common with everybody.
We've also had Do you have tattoos on your hands? on your on your on your wrist like here. You have tattoos right there. Who? Me? Yeah. No. Oh, you don't you don't have tattoos? No. Noble does. No. Noble has some tattoos on his hands. What's up, Heman? How are you? I just have tattoos of my wrist. Hold
on. I have this one. Awesome. I like those letters. I could write like that. And I have the stars on my stars. I got stars on my ankle. Then I got um Yeah, you got Pisces when
you're in LA County. I also have that tattoo. You seen that one? Yeah, I really those. Those are dope, dude. Those are super sweet. Oh yeah. And the side is like a little bit similar. You we were show my back. I don't know if you can see the T on my back. I'll
try I'll try to show it. Hold on, guys. Give me a break. Hold on. You see it? No. Where? Tell me more. Left or the right? Uh I I don't see her head though. I don't see her head. Pull it up a little bit more. Your shirt. There you go. Yeah.
Whoa. Nicole Smith pinup style. Yeah, pinup style. I brought up a pinup picture of her and then I had Lords of Acid tattoo. Um Oh, sure. More. Hold on.
Left or right? Whoa. Wait. That's cool. Yeah, I got that one when I was 18. That was my my first uh my first tattoo. Thank you. I had But I have a It was a guy named Freddy Freddy Negradi. He was a um a
prison artist. He did black and white tattoos. And so I met him at like he was at this tattoo shop called Tattoo Mania. And he was like there that night. He was like a special tattoo artist. And so he like did that like Freddy Negret You can look him up. He's He's a famous tattoo artist. Your face set is purple
ink, not even black. Yeah. You got mine before you were 18? Yeah. I'll tell you a funny story. My family was always like, my mom was like, "Never get a tattoo." My dad was like, "Never get a tattoo." And then Go ahead. But then, um, when I was 18, I went to a tattoo parlor. I got a tattoo. And there and then I show my parents and they were like, "Wow, that's pretty cool." And
then my mom started getting tattooed. My mom's my mom's arm is like all tatted up now. Like my mom has then my sister started getting she got like her kids name and she she had my dad's my dad's signature and stuff on it on her. He passed away but she had a card with his name like I love you from dad and stuff and she post she tattooed that on her arm and stuff like that. You're a bad
girl. Your mom flipped out guys. Look what I got from the store. Look what I got. Like look at this. I said I said I only have 10 bucks. What What can you give me? They're like we'll give you a burrito for 10 bucks. It's like actually 13 bucks, but we'll give you for 10 bucks. We got the burrito with all the trimmings right there. And then look at that burrito.
Pepperoni on the pizza. Get tattooed by a 10 or 11 at Noble. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Well, my tattoos were all done when I was like running around with gang members and stuff like that. And they're all for free basically except for the one on my back. All my all my tattoos are also people
you would covered in tattoos since like it's a familyun business you know. My me and my brother worked for years like running one of the shops together you know. So like you know you would think by this time we'd be covered both of us you know but uh but that's not the case because uh when you family it's like you're not really charging right but it's still like a lot of work. It's kind of like you're not gonna if I'm not
doing anything, I don't want to be tattooing, you know, working when you know, you know what I mean? And plus, we'd be at the shop, you know, and it's like when we're doing a tattoo on me, like someone will come in, you know, and you know, you can't let that money walk away. So, basically, put my tattoo on pause so that this can get chacho or whatever the on her
titties and then like next thing you know like uh, yeah, then then we can continue. And no, no, well, I earn my tattoos, too. Especially these ones. I paid for my first tattoo back. And but I I earn I earned all these ones. They were all done by friends and stuff like that. And Oh yeah. uh So, I ear I earned all I don't if you
can see the Hold on. I don't know right. Hold on. There's that one. I mean, everyone earns their any everyone earns their tattoos because they deal with the pain, you know? It's like if you're willing to and you know if it means enough to you to like sit through it then yeah that's that's the you know that's you know you get it and that's you know you earn it through the pain you know it's like it because it's going to hurt like something you know
some some of them don't hurt at all you know like they kind of tickle but like there's places where it's just like excruciating and when they have to continue going over the same spot over and over you kind of get a little sick of it you know and you want to like tell them aside just like okay can you just lay off that spot for just a cuz damn. No, no, all you want to go to home homeboys.
All mine were done with with gang members when they were I was running with gang gangs smoking a lot of meth and stuff like that. So I earned all mine. But uh I don't I don't do that anymore. I don't even smoke weed anymore. All I I all I do is drink these things. these these blasted voodoo rangers, right?
Back of your head never gets such I get all I drink is these and I eat ate some burritos and uh also I love Mexican people. Mexican people. My my dad my dad is a he was a contractor. He was he was an architect. He was a a real estate property. And so he had really like he's like he he loved
Mexicans because Mexicans were like the most loyal, hardworking, like the best people. Like not to be stereotypical or not to not to do any of that. There's but there's negative with them, but but when my my father passed away, when I went to the house, there was the car with his wife and his and his kids in there. And then he was down like crying with my mom cuz he was
like your dad. He's like he was the best guy. You got a pizza. You got a pepperoni pizza. I Michael, I I can't help it. I have two more beers. I just had All I had was two mangoras and I'm already this drunk, right? So I'm trying my best, guys. Guys, I'm having a fun stream tonight. I got my boyfriend here. We have some good readings. Um I have a pin link. You guys can join the chat if you want. Guys, I
don't mean to like be stereotypical or like offend anybody. Uh, I want everyone to get along. I want everyone to promote their channels and stuff like that. I will help you guys. Guys, I can give you advice cuz guys, you see my channel is really taking off right now. I can give you really good advice about anything you want about YouTube and I will not charge you for the advice. I will just tell I'll just tell you because you're my friends and you guys
are here and stuff. I will give you I'll give you my best advice. I want everyone to succeed. I think we can get really big. We can all get really big together. He's a noble caster need more sale for trees, right? Yeah. Noble. Noble when I um You're going to join me? You can. Yeah. Okay. I'll give you a card reading and Noble when I can't afford it because
I'm a little bit I got to pay for Streamyard. Um you know, the basic plan and stuff. It's like and expensive and I I need to I have I have like a lot of cats here and I need to pay for food and stuff like that. I I haven't smoked weed for months. I for for months I haven't gotten weed. I was basically Yeah. I was
basically um using my vape and and just like taking like lighting my vape up and like melting my vape up and stuff like that. But I I want I want to buy from you. I want to hang out with you by the way. You can't chat or join anymore. Your mom Sherry will scold me. Oh Sherry. Sherry geta come on panel. Bea come up here. Ignore Sherry. Come on.
Yeah. Don't let Sherry tell you what to do. Sherry stop scolding beta. Okay. Sounds sounds good. Noble, I want to. And I'm sorry, Noble. Again, I'm sorry if I I I I'm sometimes I Okay, she's just kidding. Okay, good. Yeah, I I don't mean to like to like say something wrong. You don't go to the beach in Long I'm right I'm
right 20 minutes from Long Beach, you know. I used to live in San Pedro. It's right across from Long Beach and I know a lot of people in San Pedro. It's cool. Yeah. And and I don't want to Yeah. Noble. Yeah. But I I know it's like, you know, your homies will like say things and like that, but I'm I'm actually a cool guy. I can get along with all the kind of home I can get along with all Hey, I' I've been 14th Street. Okay. I
was on Third Street. I was on Third Street um in Park and I was also with Gardinia Gardner with Gardina people and uh and then the Tunerville people and then the I don't know if Glendel had a gang, but if they did, I I knew everyone there too. So, you have 20 minutes left on the show. be watching and be on live stream. Okay.
Whenever you're ready, Michael. Yeah. Basically, basically I get I get along with everybody, right? Gardina, cooler than tuner. Yeah. I was running around the Gardina um you know and the and uh we were just running around. I was just like um like uh going to motel rooms like several weeks at a time and like doing a lot of drugs and stuff like that. You get along with them more.
Yeah, they're cool. Yeah. I know a guy named Arty there and a guy named um what was it? cuz I forgot the name. I blocked his name out right now. But u I was Yeah, I was running around with a lot of really cool people there and u
like you used to make I don't know. I was I I know because I was like near I was in Glendale and so they had like a little What's the city next to Glendale? Guys, I'm so drunk I can't even remember right now. Highland Park, right? You're 13 now. Yeah. So, no, not Highland. Highland Park. Okay. I'm so
I'm really sorry. You're 13. 13. What is 13? The 13 is a is the death card. Binland gang. Your Bland boys gang. Yeah, guy. Guys, like every gang me every gang would come to my trap. I had the best trap house in Glendale, by the way. I had the best like I I had crazy things happen to me there. And it's like I had black gang members and Latino gang
members and like white people and I got stabbed and I had the police come all the time and so she like that the Highland Park. Yeah, exactly. I I am familiar with Highland Park. Yeah. I got arrested at Highland Park once and I was like I was running around with this girl Jasmine and and like someone had us babysit and like their their kid and stuff like that. We were bring we were bringing
their kid back to Highland Park and like then I like tra I gave the kid to them and they gave me like a bag of dope and like I went to the car and then and I had a warrant out for my rest of the time. So I was driving and like the police were already waiting there. They let me to keep my car there and stuff like that. I don't have a car anymore by the way. My family my no more cards for you.
Yeah. You were eating papooseas. Yeah. But yeah, I got arrested and then when I went to jail that time, I said I was gay and stuff like that. I was I was like, I don't care. I'm gay. And then then I I was basically kept in solitary confinement right there. Christina, what's up? I'm doing good. And then um and then when I went to jail a few years later in LA County, I was like, I'm
straight. Cuz I was like, I don't want to be in the drag queen wing or or solitary confinement like last time. And and I I made a lot of friends there. I had I had a Peckerwood boyfriend. I had a I had a ramen sandwich. I had a really fun um group shower and I was just there for three days and then I did community service for another week after that. Group showers are fun.
Yeah, it it was fun. And it was very playful show. I mean it's like everyone is playful. It was like not homophobia there. It was like it was just like it was like some guy was afraid to be you got something cool there. Yeah. You got a that's like a magic wand. Yeah. I love I love that. But yeah, when I went to the shower, like everyone was like, the guy was like, "Oh, I'm afraid to be naked." and stuff
like that. And then it's like everyone's like, "Don't be afraid to be naked." And then they made us all march in a line to the shower. I went to LA County. Yeah. I went to county jail, Christina, for three days. You know, I'll tell them I'll tell my I'll tell my stories. I went to LA County and I also did um community service there. I did I cleaned the toilets. I went I did Sheriff Lee Baka's or whatever the guy's name. I did
I I can't his trash can and stuff like that. You were in town for two weeks. Yeah. You also Yeah. You were there for 5 years. Yeah. And I I had a Mexican guy. I went to his I was like he was my si for like a day and he was like so nice to me and he was like he was he was really cute too. And he's like I'll make you a ramen sandwich. And so out of the out of like the toilet has
a little sink on top and so it has hot water in it. You went for a trial. I know. That's why they in Chicago. Oh, I was a trustee too, Christina. I was a trustee in in in LA County for a few days and they I was like making the specialized meals. Yeah, I see. You have such cool such cool that didn't even go through.
Yeah. You used to work out on a on a readbook. Yeah. So, when I went in when they finally put me to the Peckerwood wing and there was different races there, too. There's a lot of pecker and they're like and the guy was like, "You're really cute." the the guy like one of the guys there and he was like I he we never got intimate but he was my boyfriend there and he
he stuck me into the kitchen the in the commissary and he or not commissary in the trusty whatever and he like gave me cheese and jello and stuff like that and then he let me use his phone card and he was really cool. You're here Lenor. This is Miss Lenor. Lenor wants to say hi
Christina. here in Los Angeles. Why? What? Christina, why haven't we why haven't we met you? I don't I need to like hang out with you for a little while. Christina says so cool. You guys will love Christina, too. Christina, post any channel you want. Is that Marilyn Monroe? Hi, kitties. Bea still here. I got my burrito to eat. I have my I just opened my beer, guys. I have another two beers. I have another
another at least another hour before I pass out. Wake up tomorrow morning saying, "What the just happened?" Marilyn Monroe Yeah. My dad airbrushed this. My dad airbrushed this in 1990. That's beautiful. Yeah. I was uh I was like five or six
years old or something and I sliced it with a box cutter. Look right there. He was so mad. He was so mad. Yeah. guys, we can all we can all meet each other because everyone here is really cool and I know everyone here is like a safe person because we all been through right? We've all been
through and like but we're all cool people. Yeah, you had Mag one day slicing with a box cutter, but you didn't slice. You could have sliced across her for her face or something like that. You're off. But um it's on her cheek and it wasn't out of anger. It was out of curiosity cuz I just like the way it felt when like the knife would go through like
material like when I cut like the couch or when I cut like leather or when I cut stuff like that like it felt good and I kept doing it all over the house. Right. I know that's so so weird. Sound like like serialy, but it it wasn't. It was very harmless. I promise. You know, kids are kids are kids are
destructive can be destructive sometimes. You know, I would I I'm ashamed of like anything I would I would like destroy when I was a kid and stuff like that. And it's like when you're a kid, you're just curious like what's going to happen when I do this and I get drop this off the off the roof and stuff like that. And it's like right Nobles and Maple South Central. Christina beat us. Subscribe to Christina. Christina, yeah, we got we
got you here guys. This it's a really good um good atmosphere, good chat. Yeah, I I and I love all you guys here. And I'm not just getting all drunk and saying, "Oh, I love you all. I really I really from the bottom of my heart you guys or I I love you guys. You guys are awesome. You just have a really good time. Trying to get Nuke to come in, but he
doesn't. He's just like he likes it outside in the cold. And it's like he disobys orders on purpose. Like he's smart as but he like doesn't listen ever. He's like he's like a hmbo, dude. Total hmbo. That's my cat. I have all these cats and it's like will they come when I call? Like sometimes they do like Lenor will come maybe but it's like my cats just
basically ignore me. They look at me like what what the are you like they just like look at they they don't they don't but you know I I have Lola here too. Oh Lola, you want to come over and say hi? She's all curled up. Lola, wake up. The chat wants to say hi to you. Look at Miss Lola. Look at her eyes though. Look at her eyes.
Those eyes go. Yeah, those eyes. I actually posted something on Instagram. It was like it was like it was like a bunch of there was like these guys on Instagram and but there I think it's I heard it was like RuPaul's Drag Race contestants or something. I'm not sure. But they were dressed as Freddy Jason and Michael Myers. And I'll show you this
video real quick. I posted my on my Discord. It's really funny though. I'll post I'll show you this video real quick. I can just I can just show it to you through the through the screen, but you can watch this. Hold on. I'll put on full screen. One second.
I put the volume on.
Freddy stole the show that you seen them before. Yeah, they are so funny. Yeah, guys, we're having a fun night tonight. It's all in fun. It's all in fun. Yow, meow. I got I I don't know. I'm so drunk of I just off two mangaritas and I ate today and I still have this full burrito with all the trimmings on it and stuff like
that. I don't know what's going to happen after I drink the next two Voodoo Rangers. The Voodoo Rangers are really strong. I think I maybe just drink one tonight. Maybe I'll wake up in the middle of the night and drink another one. Yeah. Did you guys like that? There's other funny ones with these guys. I don't know what this guy's doing. I I love Instagram though. Um I'll try to find one more with these guys.
But guys, I know some guys I know some like I know. Here's the here's my favorite guy right here. Like the hottest guy on Instagram. His name is Scarface. Look at this guy.
I'm in love with this guy right here.
I I won't. I'm trying not to, Michael. I'm trying not to. Nick is here, guys. Yeah. Beta, thank you. Tracy X. Yes. Subscribe to Christina. Tracy X. Guys, we're we're all supportive. We're all We're all helping each other, right? Hi, Michael. How are you? Michael's gonna come on soon. We got nice We about We had 10 over 10 people
in the chat the whole time. That's really for me. It's like really awesome. Also, my I'll show you my my watch hours. Well, my just my subscribers and stuff. I'll just show you this little diagram on YouTube um the YouTube uh studio.
Let's hear it. try to beat. But hold on one second. What's analytics whole audience? I don't know. It's just going so well. Analytics. Where's my beautiful It shows like in the last year. I have to post last year or something like
that. I don't I can't I can't I'm too drunk to figure out right now. But um the last year it's just gone so amazing. I'll do analytics my audience. I'll tell you where everyone's from. I can't Well, it's not even Okay, it says everyone's from US, Canada, United Kingdom,
Australia, Philippines. But if I go all in the last 365, it says US, Canada, UK, India Turkey Australia Philippines Indonesia, Germany, and Bangladesh. What the That's crazy. Those are all my subscribers. Bangladesh. Bangladesh. What the I'm I'm
popular in Banglad. I'm I'm a hostel name in Bangladesh now guys. What the And uh if I go my my my uh put my uh returning viewers last year last lifetime. Look look at my look at look at look at look at the returning viewers
right there. I had at the very end. Is that like at the very end? Is that now right now? Is that That's now there's returning viewers. So, I have like I have a lot of new audience, but I'll go to like the uh let's see. Um subscribers
lifetime. Well, I didn't tell my phone. Dude, you're doing something. Yeah, definitely. I'm Yeah, definitely my and uh yeah, there's some some of these are overview watch hours. I'll go to this one. Lifetime watch hours. Yeah, look at this one.
Yes. Yes. Look, that's that's that's the trend, man. The trend is going up, man. Addition, not subtraction. It was like nothing nothing. That's what I wanted to show, right? When when when you see that progress right there, that's like, you know, the numbers don't lie
because I was like cuz like last year I got like 500 watch hours and I was like, "Oh, I was like, if I get 500 now, I got 500 next month, 500 next month, by by April or May or June, I'll have like 3,000." I'm already at 20 2200. I'm already I'll I'll make it by next month probably. I'll be at my 3,000 watch hours. I'll be monetized by my my march
and so yeah, I'm doing good. I'm uh I think the really um doing the the panels and like the really helped and I love the panel even if I got in some fights because like a lot of my mods were like, "Oh, you have toxic panels. You get drunk." Um you know, someone said I got scammed by a butthole before that. Yeah, Pete, I'll be there maybe the end of the month.
I got scammed by a butthole. Yeah, maybe. Whatever. And and it's like, you know, and and I apologize to Emil Emily and I'll say there's maybe Emily and spies in here that was going to go tell her. Always talking about you. It's not saying anything bad about I love you so much. I really I love you. I I was your first member on your on your channel. I was your f I was your first member. I got more readings from you than anybody.
I was there for you my first interview and then you said some negative about me in public in front of everybody. It kind of embarrassed me. I'll just tell the story like like I did an interview with her like like last month or in like late late or January, right? Late January. It was and she loved it and it was like 90minute interview and everyone had fun. And then
I said, "Come on my panel tonight." And she said, "I'm just going to tell you the truth. You um you get drunk on your panel, you pass out, you have a toxic panel, and you got scammed by a butthole. And so I'm not going your panel again or going on your panel." And I just got I got offended and you know I got over sensitive and I left the discord and then she then I mentioned on my show what happened and
never said anything bad about her. I I love her and then she said I heard you're talking saying awful things about me and just take down the interview and she's like let's go for ways but we're still friends on Discord. I even though I've apologized a thousand times she's she's not we responded and stuff like that but she's she's still friends with me on Discord. So I think the window
like there's a door open there. I just Emma just forgive me. From San the butthole scandal. Yeah, it was a butthole scandal. I'll tell that story some other time. Um basically it was like this this guy and I was like I just felt bad for him and he's like I'll give you a flex show and then he was like saying other things like so that's where the the butthole comes in. But basically
then he said oh that was my cousin playing on the phone. you're not getting and stuff like and then it's like but I'll send you back all your money then of course he you know but PayPal yeah Emma chill come on yeah panels you know you don't know who's coming through I had someone gore bomb me last night I had I've had porn bombs I had I've had
Nazi bombs I've I've had I've been bombed all kinds of places Emma just forgive me okay Emma like I said in the email last night like we've matted each other there before you I've overreacted. You've overreacted. I'm s I'm sad that we're not friends because I love you so much. Yeah, she she's not responding, but
yeah, I know. And she probably won't respond. Yeah. Sub to Nick. Thank you, Bea. Yeah, panels are crazy. Yeah, but I I love her. And Alisa's mad at me now too because I was telling Alisa I was like I she because reality Nancy reality Nancy is like beat or or really Nancy is as Alisa's former mod right Nancy and
she's a really good friend of mine supporter of my show and she's a supporter of Alisa's show too and she's always in the chat just being nice even Alisa said you know reality Nancy doesn't like me but she's always really cool in the chat and stuff like that so I went to Alisa and at first I private messaged her and I said, "Alisa, can you um let Reality Nancy back in the Discord?" And she didn't respond. And
then I called her on the phone and I was like, "I have two questions. One, we Valentine. Second, we let Reality Nancy back in the in the Discord." She's like, "I'm not sure about that. I have to look into it." And then today or yesterday, I saw somebody had a poll about somebody and they're like, "Should we let this person back in the Discord?" And then I was like, "Okay, I have an idea." And so I put, "Can you put Reality Nancy back
in the Discord? create a poll and everyone vote yes. And then Alisa said, "Oh, well," she's like, "Well, I don't think that's good for my business because Reality Nancy was on other channels trashing me and stuff like that." And I said, "Well, Alisa," I said, "Reality Nancy really loves you." And I put myself on the line right here with cuz you know, you guys, you know
how much if you know me, you know I love Alisa so much. And I was like I was like, "Okay, well, but reality is he loves you." And so that's why I said it. and she said, "Well, I respectfully decline." So, I did all I could in that situation, right? And you know, Christina, you know, you know, Christina got banned for for making one comment and then I got Christina back in and stuff like that. And at least is a
friend of mine, but you know, she runs her Discord like she wants to and she want she wants has people that she wants to, but I I think there's people that really love her and there's always misunderstandings. I want people to get along. I I want to like bring people back together. I want I I hate misunderstandings. It's like there's so many guys. I I am so
misunderstood too. There's so many people that um just will um I I I I feel like I was wrong sometimes and then I'll be apologizing and then they won't forgive me and it's like and I was wrong in the first place and stuff like so it's like I I don't know. What's up Nick? How are you? Noble Castro, thank you for posting his his his link. Yeah, guys.
Hey, put me back on. Oh, you're back. Hold on. I'm sorry. I'll put you I'm put you back on full screen. I'm sorry. There you go. That's awesome. Get the the beckoning cat, right? With the little mouse. That's so cute. That's dope.
DJ Electra. DJ Electra, if if you don't mind, I want to show everyone the video you did for me and then I want to show Beas if you don't mind. if you can do it on screen share because I really want the chat to see it. Um guys, this is really special. Like DJ Electra is so awesome. She like she made these really
awesome videos. Thank you for posting her chat. Is that the apple of apple of the golden apple? Apple of Aerys the uh the apple of Discord, right? Is that that or am I wrong? Is it it's the massive? It's a it's a rave thing. I don't know. That's really You have a awesome art. Yeah, DJ
Electric because I'll be able to post to put it on my permanent like introduction when I rejoin um Streamyard and then and I know Bea knows a way to like put it on the is introduction. Oh, you this beautiful eye, but I want to subs. I want to um premiere our videos tonight so everyone in the chat can see it. Yeah, it was just they're just like such awesome cute like I showed my sister
last night and she was like thinking I was going to show like I was like look at my look at look what this person made for me and she was just going to think oh whatever it's going to be and then she was like oh my god she's like that is so awesome yeah says she doesn't like it she loves it right it is awesome you know freestyle I want to hear it I want to hear it I had this guy I was talking to
and he was like this like kind of gentle giant kind of person he was doing these freestyle raps. It really sucked and stuff like that. But and then I was like but I mean he I was like it's Dr. Seuss. It's like Willy Wonka bars and Dr. Seuss bars and stuff like that. But he was like really cool. I'm sorry. I'm I'm getting so drunk right now. But that guy this is this is a it's thirsty Tuesday. It's it's a fun Tuesday night. Um Oh,
that's a beautiful angel with the eye. Oh, that's a that's a Oh, that's like the the actual angel. That's what the actual angels look like. They look like a big eyeball with the wings, right? Yeah. That is awesome art. I don't know if it's called It's called the seraraphim, right? The seraraphim. The eyes with the Yeah, the eyes with the wings, right?
That's actually the cherubim. The cherubim. Lilith was the cherubim. Saraphim are the fire angels, right? They're more like the And the cherubim are like the eyes with the wings, right? Yeah. Everyone loves it. Everyone loves it. Um, miser everyone. I
I think we all and when we see that kind of art, it like really touches us in a subconscious place. It's it's like really from the spiritual realm. You're you're you're channeling this art, right? I mean, uh, when I do it, I'm usually bored or I'm I'm having a hard time. So,
that is like the that's like the highest spirituality kind of art. Look at that. Look at that, guys. We're gonna turn it upside down. Guys, what I love about his art too is that it has so much depth to it. Like you can like look in like closer and
you'll see other patterns and you'll see like more to it and you can turn upside down and all angles and like it makes other I love finding that that hidden stuff in that. Right. He's He Noble says he needs it for his trip room, you know? Oh, man. I wish I wish my I wish
my uh my lights worked right now, dude. Like, you want to see some trippy I got you on that like 100%. I got We got We got the here. We've got And this is all glows in the dark. We have We have Ganesha here. Ganesha. I have a Ganesha deck. I don't do a
Ganesha deck. I do Ganesha readings too on my channel. I love Ganesha. Skulls and and wheels and brains. In the brain there's all these different all Yeah. It's like you can trip on this for hours and like that right? Yeah, dude. I'm all about that. You're awesome awesome artist. You're just like
have this beautiful spiritual artistic like it's almost like your brain is on DMT at all times, right? We have another guest tonight. We all We all We all have ENT in our brains, right? We do, right? Let's say hi to DJ Electro tonight. Hi. How's it going? Hi. Do I have an echo? No, you don't. You're fine. You're
perfect. Okay. All right. Awesome. How have you been? I've been good. I'm I'm just like so excited this week and it's like and then you did the you did the introduction video for me and I was like so touched and I was like so excited and then you did you did one for beta and the beta was like she said she was crying because
it was so beautiful. Um a beta don't cry was awesome that that was really cool. I liked it a lot. Thank you. Yeah, I got the inspiration from BEA and from Psyche. So, I, you know, just do my best to make something that they would really like. And the
music was the hardest part. I kept getting these bunk songs and finally I got good ones. Well, look at that. Who made that? You did that. It's a sticker. It's just a sticker. Oh, it's so cool. I love it. Jasmine. Is that Jasmine? Yeah. It's Princess Jasmine as a bomber. Yeah. I beat it a little bit. Is that Is that Is that That beat up. Bea, he he did he did a picture of you before you even met
you. I know. I thought it was Bea. Oh look at that. Feel free to screenshot that if you want to use it. That's awesome. Yeah, pizza's ready. Okay, you wanted to share your the intro? Yeah. Can guys, we're going to premiere
my the intro to my my channel. I'm going to be posting it as Oh, he dropped off. But I'm gonna posting this as soon as I can um as my introduction video. So you guys ready? Yeah. And I'm gonna say with DJ Electra, enjoy this. Okay, here we go, guys. This is my uh my introduction. I'll put it on full screen.
The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow.
Hearts in the balance. Every card an open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the terrible move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen
pen dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
there it is. Whoa, That was awesome. Thank you so much for doing that. That was so cool. You're welcome. I had fun making it. You did? Yeah. Especially for cool people for you and beta. Like I just love doing that cuz some people hire me to do it and
it's like I don't know them as well but I like you guys so much and so I love doing it for you guys. Thank you. Is that a happy face? What is that? Yes, it's a happy face. It's a happy face. And I would love it's okay with you if it's okay with VA and you guys. Um and Noble says he needs a video like
that. But if it's okay with Bea, I would like to show Beta's um Beta's one, too. Beta's coming up to say hi to you. Yeah, I was looking for you. Oh my god, I want to thank you so much. I was so surprised. I was kind of having a bad day and then I saw it and I literally had tears in my eyes. I was like, "Oh my
god, somebody's like thinks about me." And like, you know, I didn't even I just was like joking when I was like, "Will you do it?" And I didn't think you really would do it. Thank you so much. I'm going to use it over and over. Of course I would do it. Of when I say do something, I will do something. A thank you.
I can't wait. Yay. I'm glad you you guys like them. Do you want to show yours? Should we show yours, too? Yes. Mine is so cute, you guys. It It is. It's really cute. I didn't know exactly what kind of cats you had, so I I just put a bunch of different cats cuz I know you love That's what I like about it. Yeah, it has like everyone's cat breed in it.
It's so cute. And I saw my cat in there, too. Oh good. And I like Well, I'm not going to spoil it. Okay, let me Yeah. right now. Also, Noble C saying he's saying how much for a video cuz he's and because he like he like loves that. He'd love a video for his channel. He's a He's
a cash app. You need to give us your cash app, you know, like post your cash app. She's a really really She's been doing this for like a year now, right? Or over a year before like AI. Just about a year. Yeah. A year and a couple a little bit. Yeah. Like now everybody's doing AI, but she's been doing this for a really long time.
Really cool. Oh, yeah. Let's see the video. Let's watch the video. Okay. Okay. All right. Got you guys. There's that one. Is it up there? Okay, let me see. Yeah. Okay. Ready, guys? This is This is Bea's video. Okay. I hope you guys love this. I know you will. I know you will. Put on full screen.
Lighting up the show. Got a crew with her. Always ready to go. Kitties in the sunlight, shining like stars. Every laughing little raising up baroo.
Making waves. She's the one they love to know. Catch a vibe, let it flow, just let it go. Every single episode we keep coming back to you. Feed us world electric dreams.
It's always something new. Laugh's a party on her channel. Let the fun ensue. We can't help her tuming. Yeah, we're loving what you do. Scrolling through a content, always something slick.
Teaching us a trick, making time fly quick. With the flick of a wrist, she pulls us in so tight. Every laugh, every glance at the vibe just right. Her personality fire illuminating the night.
In a world everything feels so bright. Every single episode we keep coming back to you. Beat us world electric dreams. It's always something new's a party on a so
we can't help but tune in. Yeah, we're loving what you do.
That cat is so cute. It's so cute. I love it so much. Oh, I love it. I love everything about it. I love the ending, the kitty, and then also the squares. You know how you're on a panel and then you have like multiple,
you know, um it's almost like bunch of like cats on a panel. It's so cute. I love it. Like that, huh? It was like cats on a YouTube panel. Yay. Oh, damn it. Damn it. Now it's pok.
Let me see. Let me see. Oh, it's Prince uh it's Princess Jasmine. Did you make that? He says it looks like you though. We Yeah. think it's be Oh, that's so cute. I'm going to take a screenshot. So cute. I love it. It's so cute. You're so talented Mer. Well, that's not that's not me. That's a sticker, but thank you. I appreciate that.
Oh, it's a sticker. I thought you said you made it. I was like, you know, that's cute. Aladdin. I think that's Princess Jasmine. Yeah, it's so great. Guys, are we having the best time tonight? Like, Noble Caster
said the cats are dope. Really cute. Crazy, huh?
I owe you so much. Oh, you don't even know. Don't worry. Don't even worry about it. Um, but yeah, it took me like a hundred tries, you guys, to get your songs because I was not going to use anything subpar. So, I I just did song after song after song. It took me two days. That's why it took me a while to get them to you because otherwise I would have had them sooner. But I I was like, I'm going
to get the right songs, the perfect songs. I I hope you liked your song, VA. I didn't really know what you liked. So, but I just I love everything about it. I had it had like the California the SoCal vibe in it. And then for some reason I felt like the guy that's playing the guitar is Todd Goldfinger. You know he has like how he
I love everything about it. I can't wait to like show it off. Right. That was so sweet of you DJ Electra too because and DJ Electra you have another show. Tell us about the show you're on with Tell us about your channel. The the channel you're on with with KC. What's that channel called? Oh, that's called Hackride Studios. And
yeah, Casey started the channel as Hack Ride the Demon and he's like a comedy demon. And then uh he stopped doing the demon character so much now he does his own character kind of like mine at cartoon and his name is Casey Day and he lives in Venice and um he's like my best friend now and he
actually gave me half of the channel. like we share the channel now cuz I do so much work for that channel and then I have my channel which I don't do lives as I'm going to start doing lives I think around lunch because there's no really like lunchtime shows so I thought well I I've eat for it so I just thought
I would do a lunchtime show but I also do like music news shorts and a lot of ad music videos so so yeah it's really fun I I love doing content I used to be a nurse for I was a nurse for 20 years and I never got to do anything creative. Single mom, nurse and like now I just do
creative and it's the best. It's like so so fulfilling. My hats off to you because uh nursing is not is not easy. I could I couldn't do it myself. So thank you. Some nurses that I've had were amazing. So yeah, much respect. Thank you. Yeah, it was my calling in life. And I was broken when I
got hurt and I couldn't do it anymore. I was just broken. I was like, well, I I was like, I don't matter anymore. Like don't I life has no purpose without, you know, helping other people. And so now I get to help people doing this. So it's like I found something something new, a second prayer. That explains why you're such a sweetheart. You're always like so giving
and I I don't know. I just feel so I was I feel so lucky today. Hi. Hello. Am I in here or no? Hey, what's up? You in there? You in there? Hey. Um, can I get my Can I get my uh reading please?
Do you want Who do you want a reading from? Do you want one from Noble or one from u me? Well, to be to be honest with you, I like a reading from all of you and see how accurate it is. So, I mean, I know it's accurate, but let's let's see if it's like, you know, like I'll do I'll do a three quick three card reading for you. Okay.
I do I do I do quickies. Okay. I I'm the quicky guy. Okay. All right. Okay. A little quicker. It's a little longwinded. Okay. The eight of So, eight of cups. It says strength and emotions, but also it says lord of abandon is success. Everything's connected though right there too. There's a big heart there too and there all these eyes and and the
hearts and stuff like that. You have you have some you have some effect of your emotions. Um but also maybe you left something behind you soon to have. Okay. I also have king of swords. You cut off something. Um this is prince of the uh chariots of the wands of the winds. Okay. You have this really powerful speaking energy right there. You have
all this really heart a lot of heart power there. Right there too. But maybe you left something behind. I guess left something behind a couple times already. And then we have the seven of cups, lord of elucory. He says there's illusions right there. You think there's all these options. You have to you have to really choose one of these options right there for you because one of these options is going to be really good for
you. You have to focus on what you want and because you might be confused and you might be seeing all these other options, but there's there's one option there that you want the most. you should go towards that. I hope you like that. It's a It's a quickie. Okay, but else I appreciate it. It actually It actually makes sense. So, um Okay. Uh
who who else is a turret card reader on here? And and does Iranian uh poetry readings? Yeah, but I mean I'm not you know I don't know how to do card. You are so you are so awesome. Don't don't don't downgrade yourself cuz you are so good
at that. Out of like a poetry like a poet fary poetry book that's you know that's the if you want if you want to if you want to read me something you can. So right now I'm going through I'm going through a little depression right now. So it'll be nice if you do that. So Yeah. okay. I think everybody's having a a depressed
day today. I was too at least until now. Now I feel a lot better. You are. That's awesome. Oh, yeah. I feel better. I was having a rough day. Yeah, we all we all have we all had those days, you know, so this guy right here, this book, and then um when just tell me when to stop. Okay.
Like ask a question in your in your Okay. head. Don't you don't have to tell me. Just like whatever you're thinking about and then I'll What what what should I focus in my life right now? What what what's my main what should I focus on? You don't have you don't have to tell me at all. Just think of whatever in your heart, you know, in your head. Okay.
All right. I got it. Just tell me when to stop. Okay. Just say stop. Just tell me stop.
Stop. Okay. Okay. Let's see. Um the name of your poetry is the first like there's two. No. It says um a piece of like a piece of heart like a
piece peace in your heart. Okay. Mhm.
It says um for a while you've been trying really hard um for to become successful and you have some kind of like um you have like a you have like something in your like I wouldn't say a goal but
something that you want to do. Okay. Okay. that it it's it's connected to it's somehow a connection with somebody else. Okay. Oh god. But
um it says that you you you kind of um
it says like you're you know it's like you're kind of detached from your family or something, but you're trying to find connection within the family And it says that you're gonna know that. What the hell? It says you're gonna you're going towards um happiness, whatever it is.
And then you're you're um the main one it says your mistakes and the things that you do. That's the name of the title of the poem. The mistakes that you make. What is that? Is that Hebrew? No, it's in Farsy. Oh, um that's that's good to know and that's
very accurate by the way. So it says um you want you want from other people um in the world. You you want good things for other people in the world. You want people to be um strong. Um
it it it's almost saying that you've put aside these bad things and you want to do better. So the name of this poetry is like called um their mistakes that you've done or like a mistakes that you do. Whatever mistakes that you've done in the past, you want to put it past you. And it says with the help of God,
you will be successful. They're both really good. That's a good thing. They're not so optimistic, but most of them are good. I don't know what your thing was, but yeah. Yeah. Well, that that was pretty accurate. Anybody else? Miser, you want to give me a a card reading or no?
Yeah, sure. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Uh uh give me 200.
What's the number? Between one and 100 number between Let's Let's do the Let's do the obvious 69. Some feelings from here. Maybe maybe
something to do with family. I don't know. We'll see.
So far, all good. I'm sorry. Go ahead. My bad. Go ahead.
All right. Three card pull. Yeah. Okay. All right. Here, I'll show you what I'm looking at. I pulled uh I pulled four four of cups. All right. That's a an offer. It's like something that something that either you're daydreaming about or there it's well, it's more like an offer. It's an
offer that you're not it's like an you're focused on three cups already and there's one there's one that you're not seeing or um there's there's a there's a there's a cup that you're fantasizing about and and there's three of them behind you that you're also that you're not seeing. So there's like three it's has to do with emotions like your feelings, right? There's this guy.
I can't see what you're This is This is what I'm looking at right here. Right. Yeah, this guy I'm looking. Yeah. Okay. He's daydreaming, right? Uh there's success in this. We've got victory. All right. The six of wands. That's like public That's like public recognition.
Okay. That's a public recognition. This is uh Yeah. public recognition. This is victory. This is like a celebration. All right. Surrounding this uh this uh this uh cup that you're daydreaming about that that one. All right. Right. So there's success. It's about success or it's about like uh public recognition. I'm getting public recognition on this. Right. And then and then you got
judgment meaning um you need to use good judgment like this is this is judgment in a context is like using good judgment or this is uh this is something that's like um being I guess uh this is like a something being justified. judgment like you know um with good judgment. We'll
clarify one. Yeah. Two of swords. Yeah. You can't see that this is something it's like a a crossroads. You're at a crossroads or like a dark. Yeah. You know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah. Uh the world. Yeah. So the world the the the world right here. This is
completion. This is full cycles. This is like cycles. So yeah, basically uh you're closing you're closing you're closing out a cycle with this is is is what I'm saying basically. So like the cycle's pretty much over and you're going to and you're be victorious over this uh four cup situation. I don't know the details. I kind of I I I I had a I I
I caught the last part of VA's reading. I thought it was really cool. Yeah. No, everything was correct. Oh man, that's crazy. Like that's how like for example like if anybody thinks that tarot cards are like real. I mean it's real. You know what I mean? Like um everything everything that all three
people said are absolutely correct and I'm not going to explain it but um it's yeah it's pretty damn accurate. So that's crazy. That almost brings me to tears. So cool. Well don't cry but cool. No I could cry on live stream man but it brings me almost tears. So awesome. So
that's awesome. Yeah. Oh, I appreciate it. Thank you. You're welcome. Do I do I do Do I owe each of you $20 or something or Yeah. You need to give me $20 right now. Give me some beer money. Yeah. And we're
all No, no, no. You're fine. You're fine. You don't Well, it's our It's all from our hearts. And And really, it's all of our hearts. and you don't owe us anything. You're you're giving us um your your love, your your attention, and we're just trying to help you, right? Yeah, I know. Y'all y'all my friends,
especially especially Psych and VA, this is the first time I met him, but um yeah, y'all are just great, you know, like good people to talk to. You know what I'm saying? So, it's it's it's a good vibe, you know what I mean? And that's that's what life should be about. just living a happy life and not being, you know, depressed and miserable and thinking,
you know, your life, your life is worthless and all that You know what I mean? No, your life is not worth your life is your life is worth is it's uh it's um what's the word? It's it's like uh priceless. Your life is priceless and and you have a really special gift being alive, right? You're you're priceless. Don't ever don't
discount yourself to any amount of dollars or something. It's it's it's more than dollars. It's more than it's just it's just love. It's all it is is love. Okay? They always they always say money is the root of all evil. So, well, we're human beings. We have the good. We have the good. We have the evil in ourselves, right? We have we have we have both sides. We're not perfect. We
make mistakes. We hurt people. And we we are hurt. And you know it's it's all about He has another card. Hold on. He has the moon card. This is this is for take no prisoners. This is how she's feeling right now. Take no prisoners. You want you want a reading? Here you go.
Yeah, I can tell. Look at that tower. The tower. Yep. Look at this. Yep. Yep. You got five of cups. Girl, what you got going on, girl?
What does all that mean? Okay, this is uh this one is uh you're feeling down about something. Okay, there's like a this uh there's a you're Yeah, there's something going there's something going on in the in the dark. Okay. Uh and this is it. They cut you down because you got this
tower. Tower is falling. Okay. Tower moments aren't always fun, but they're necessary. Uh we've got the four Oh, wait. We've got the uh five of cups. Five of cups is like feeling disappointed or hurt or let down. All right. Exactly what you said. And then the four of cups is about either family, either uh you're nostalgic about something. All right.
So, this is about something or someone from the past. Uh and then it's your king. It's the king of coins, right? A masculine got a masculine, you know. Uh,
someone's echoing. Who's echoing so bad? Someone's echoing. Echoing or peeing. It's not me. I I'm I'm on mute listening to meer. It is Michael. Michael's fine. Michael's good. He's a good guy. He's a good guy.
He was he was peeing or he was echoing. Go ahead. Go ahead. Yeah. So, so, so, so that's so that's your reading. I don't have any like I don't have any advice because there was no initial question, but like it just looks bad. Look. Well, Temperance, dude. It says to be patient. This is advice right here to be patient, balanced.
Okay, this is St. Michael. St. Michael's coming in to to to protect you. Okay, this is a angelic card. Just be patient. Be patient. Take your time. Do it right. Move on. You know, it'll help you move on. This is a six of swords. Seven of swords. No, six of swords. Yeah, six of swords. You're moving on. Yeah. Moving on. Carl waters are ahead. Look. Victory. Stability. You know, look, look
at how happy these kicks are. They're dancing naked in these uh very uh you know, scantily looking uh robes. But yeah, they happy. Yeah. Gang gang gang gang. Yeah, beat it. We have to jump in the kitty
gang. I think I think I think miser we have to we have to all the animal gangs are incorporated. Beat me me and you have to go blindfold him and like jump into the kitty gang one night. All these gangs, right? He has a kitty. Wait, doesn't Maser have a kitty?
Miser has a kitty. He does. He has a black cat. Yeah, I think you showed your cat I have a cat. before. I want to be in the kitty gang. You are in the kitty gang. I want to be in the Electra gang. Okay then. There we go. Electra. Electra. Do you want a reading? Electra, can I give you a reading?
I would love one. Okay. I got I got a reading for Electra. Okay, I'll put us I just put put us all on panel at the same time. Hold on. Yeah, DJ Electra, I'm just shuffling. I'm shuffling. I'm shuffling. I I usually don't do the great greatest shuffle, but I got to shuffle for you. Okay.
Okay. A Thank you, DJ Electra. Oh, we got the Queen of Wands. We got this. Really? Oh, hold on one second. I'll put on myself in full screen for DJ Electra. You got this fire power right there. Okay. And you got this world in your hands. You're like really in control of your emotions. You're really emotionally
stable. You got this higher power. This is like a little lion right there. You see the lion right there watching over you. The wand in your hand. I don't What's else is in the card? There's so much in this cards. In these cards, it says it says um basically um air hold on. It says uh
it says uh earth air. It says fire and air. There's fire and air. Lot of uh so it's like a lot of lot of uh fire energy and air energy. And I'm a Leo, too. So, and you're a Leo. Okay. You have the fire and air, but you're also and you guys you're you're a queen of basically
you're busy have mastered your emotions. I got two more cards for you. Okay. I'm sorry. Too drunk, guys. And you're the empress. You're all the you're all the queens in the deck. And you look at she's there with all the all the her wings in control. Yeah. Empress. All the queens in the deck. Like basically you're the you're the basically.
Whatever you want to create in your life. Got it. Also got the Hierofant and there's a higher power orchestrating all this behind the scenes for you. Like what does this guy look? He look he looks like the pope pope, right? Um but what is it also? It's you got the star of David right there and you got like the angels watching over you and you got what else is there? There's a there
little I don't know if it's an elephant or a rat but and also this is ascending the staircase. I just see you walking up the staircase like you're going to the next level. I just see you going up the next level. Yeah, ascending. It's basically it's the ascension card and and the bad negative is leaving you and the positive is like guiding you towards the higher power. So
you've been I know you've been through all this right? I hope that helped you. That was my Thank you. That was a great reading. Thank you. Good ass karma, dude. That's good ass karma right there. I I love that. I really hope I hope so because today was a rough day. Like I had the plumbers at my house all day and
then they let my cat out and then the cat got under the house where they were working and then they locked the cat under the house. They closed it up and locked my kitty under there and I had to like crawl under the house and get the kitty out. It was just so so like horrible.
But the cat was found under a house. So he's a stray. He was a stray for they think a really long time and he was found under the house. So he just felt comfortable under there I guess. But I was like I'm not comfortable with you under my house. Locked up in curiosity. It was like curiosity going back in there like let me go back to
where I used to be. And then yeah then they closed it up. That's scary. At least you knew where it was like cuz it could have been there and you would have like been putting out flyers and all kinds of stuff, you know? Well, good thing he's a really loud cat. He meows constantly. He just doesn't stop. Like he's very very vocal. And so I heard him and I'm like, "Where are
you, Mochi? Where are you, Mr. Cute?" And then I was like, "Oh god, he's under the house. I just know it." And so I went over there and he's looking out the little there's like a little hole with a screen over it. I'm like, he's under the house. Oh my god, what a little troublemaker. Yeah, it'll give you a panic attack like losing your cat.
Yeah, it did. Maser, what's your dog's name? His name is Nanuk. Nanuk. We have Nanuk and Mo. I'm sorry. I feel like his name vibe for some reason. I just feel like Nanuk and Moji are like vibing. I I don't know why I
think that, but go ahead. Yeah, cuz uh cuz it's a it's Nanuk. He's a it's a it's an Alaskan name and he's a Yeah, it's an Alaskan name, but he's a Siberian husky. So, like and I call him I call him nuke for story. The nuke. Nuke. That's cute. And she's a Japanese name. Well, it's a Japanese word for Japanese ice cream.
Yeah. Oh yeah. Electra, if you don't mind tell me your name real quick. I I want to read your name from the urban dictionary. Yes, that we had some fun reading um names of um urban dictionary. It's funny. Oh, like my real name. Yeah, your name. Your last name just like your first name if you if you want if it's not like a really uncommon name.
No, that's okay. It's Lisa. Cool. Okay. Okay. Okay. I got you right now. So Lisa dude, I love these. Okay, it says Lisa. It says, "A girl who, if you're lucky enough to know, should be treated with respect and
love. A girl I love enough to leave her and let her go and let go of her. She wants to fit in, but be extraordinary at the same time, but never knew that she might be might have to choose one or another at some time." And as she was when I was lucky enough to even call her a friend and even now so special. I love
and miss her every day that I have to remember that I ruin the I ruin the relationship. If you have one, do what's best for her, but remember to not let her go 99% of the time. And says, I push Lisa away because I didn't want to be around her for when u her dream guy realized how perfect she is. I didn't
want to become the biggest third wheel ever. Says there goes Lisa with her beautiful eyes. That Lisa is flawless. Two bad things will never be the same between us because of what I said. I hope Lisa's dream guy finally gets what he finally goes out with her so she can have her happiest whether it's with me
or with whoever it is in her life. I never meant to hurt Lisa, but somehow my loser self managed it. Anyway, I let Lisa go because I knew she found guys I can never fit in with. Guys that would make her 10,000 times happier than I ever could. So, I hope you like Lisa. Damn, this this guy really got
brokenhearted over Alisa. Lisa. Yeah, but he left me. Oh my god, that sounds because he thought he couldn't compete with you. He couldn't compete with all the, you know, prospects that you have. Let's do Michael. Let's do Michael. That's a pretty card. Michael,
show us one more time. Show us Show the car one more time. That's pretty Libra. It's like a Libra Justice card. Hot. Hot. Yeah. Justice. Okay. It's a pretty pretty girl. Yeah. Everything me
everything meant to be has supposed to be. I'm gonna do Michael real quick. Michael's there Michael around here. Okay, Michael. Let's see what Michael's Michael Urban Dictionary has to say. Okay.
Okay. It says, it says it says uh hold on one second. Says one second. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Okay, it says Michael, one who is predictable. When you meet Michael, you will instantly fall in love with him. He can be a very adorable at times whenever
you're upset or or extremely hilarious. A Michael has a perfect personality. They're comedic, loving, caring, cute. They have such personalities. He'll hug you when you need one, even maybe kiss you. He doesn't mind anything at all and goes with the flow. Michael will be naturally good at anything. Sometimes
you will think to yourself, "What makes Michael so perfect?" And Michael is just perfect. They'll do anything for the ones they care for. They hate to be violent, but they will do so if they ever have to for protection, etc. Overall, Michael is the best person you'll ever meet. If something is wrong, don't worry. Michael got your back.
Okay. Hope that makes sense. I think Michael doesn't know he's muted. I don't think he's I don't think he's muted. Did I mute anybody? I didn't mean to mute anybody there. No no no no no no no no no. Yeah, I heard I heard everything. Um Yeah, that was I didn't know I was muted. But um I think you were Well, somebody muted me because they
probably thought I was peeing, but I wasn't peeing. I was pouring water. Sorry. Water. I I like those guys peeing, guys. Guys, I'm I'm a serious. No, but that that makes that makes sense though because I I I I avoid I I'm I'm
very I'm very passive when it comes to like arguing especially with women. So, it's just like like uh that that's actually cor that's very correct what you wrote what what you read from the uh urban uh dictionary. And also, you know, I'm loving, caring. Um, usually when it comes, especially with women, they, you know, they
automatically, and don't take it the wrong way. Don't take it the wrong way, but like I'm not trying to like gloat and be like, oh, you know, I'm this heartthrob or nothing like that cuz I'm not I'm average. But usually though, I I know how to speak to especially women. So it makes it makes
sense because Noel Noel Noel Noel Noel do not leave do not leave your question up. Noel, It's just my persona. That's all it is. please. There you go. You're welcome here. You can't have no no bombing. Okay. Who has to argue? Hi Stinky N.
Hi Alexa. Hi. How are you? Good. I'm doing I'm doing good. and I need to get my life back together. That's what happened. What happened to the life? What fell apart? Um, I quit my McDonald's job and then
I'm looking for a nighttime job or a day program and people are saying I'm broke and every Oh my god. I don't want to get into this. You know what? It's okay. It's in the same place. Don't don't don't worry. Okay. Your your
your friends around you. Okay. Well, you know you have friends around you. You know you know we love you. Okay. Hey, you know we love you. Okay. And electric uh can you text me on Discord, please? And then we can talk about it. I don't want to talk about it
Sure, I can do that. Yeah. here. Thank you. You're welcome. My hair's so cool. She's so cool. Michael, excuse me. That guy in the in the curly hair is kind of cute. I'm sorry. For real. In a chain.
Michael. Is Michael Michael or mean or me? You think you're cute? Michael. Michael, you have a fan. Cute. A fan. Yes. No, I'm I'm here. But I Thank you. I appreciate the compliment. Thank you. That's very cute. Excuse me. I should
put put this corn on my phone. And uh Chris is doing okay. Chris Noel. Noah's a sweetheart. Noel. Noel need to make a couple mistakes in my chat and stuff like that. But
oh, by the way, I wait hold on hold on wait a sec. I'm sorry. I just got to mention something. No bell, it's not pea water. It's actually water. So, I know it sound like pee, but it's not pee. Me pour It was me pouring water into this bottle. So, Jesus, if I'm going to use the bathroom, I'm not going to at least
mute. I'll at least mute the channel. I mean, not channel, the the mic. So nearby, you're Brian, Michael. You're Michael. I've been on here plenty of times. I never pee on the channel. So I don't know. Whatever. I think he's just trolling. It's okay. I'm sorry. I was just kidding. It just sounded like Pete, but I believe you that it was water. We're just joking.
We're just playing. Yeah. Actually, Michael is a really nice He's a gentleman. Um he's a real gentleman. Um when Sik was coming at me, he was going and saying like you can't talk to women like that. So like your card, you know, his name he's he's just a nice person. He's a really nice person. I defend I defend I defend all women
he's selfaware. He's not going to just that like, you know, just he's not just going to go pee on the panel. He's very selfare. Well, I know some people that pee on their panel like and I'm like Well, you would have heard you would have heard a toilet flush if I did. Okay you guys want to hear something? So, um you we know Sig, right? Uh
he picked up two bottles one day and they were I thought they were like margarita mix and he put them to his chin like to the side like front end. I'm like what is that margarita mix and then scum started writing like beat down those are piss piss jars. He literally pisses in like these freaking bottles right next to bottles. Yeah, he's a Yeah. Yeah, I think you might have you might
have seen it. Some do that. There's a Howard Stern guy that does that famously that did that. Oh, look at your tattoo. It's ask me Ed or something like that. Ask me Ed or or show.
Oh, it's a tattoo. Yeah, it's a tattoo. Cool. It looks like mushrooms and a mushroom dude. H kind of looks like um Electra. That's the guy from Scrubbing Bubbles. Huh. No, it's a nerd. Oh, a nerd. That's right. Oh, hold on
one sec, you guys. I'll be right back. A nerd like the That's That's really sexy. You have You have a nerd tattoo on you. That's pretty sexy. The DMT. Is that DMC or No, I'm wrong or I'm right. psilocybin. It's still psilocybin. Okay. Mushroom chemical.
I've got I've got on this side over here. I've got Wow. Look at that. What does that say on it? It says earth, fire, water. Oh cool. Are you gonna get a tattoo? Someone that says I love psyche on it, too.
Yes, he's going to translates better in Polish. You know how they do the kiss statues on the neck? No, no shade. I didn't kick you off, Noel. You left yourself, but Noel, you're cool here. Okay, Noel, I forgive you for whatever you did on my show. I understand you know better, but
yeah, try to cancel try to cancel Sykes channel like Sig was trying to do the other day. So, I mean, um, Noel, I think this is her I don't know why she she did it to you twice. This is her third time in in her life. So, I don't know why you got it done twice.
The first time was on Joker's panel, I believe. Yeah, it was on Joker's panel. Joker, you're listening to an interview with Joker is Joker's a friend of mine. Joker likes me now. Like I I like I like make and people cuz they don't like me and I go on a panel and then
you mean Christopher Christopher he's not a bad person. No no no I thought it was Christopher. I'm not a bad person. All right. Anyways that's that's besides the point. My bad. I'm sorry to interrupt you. Go ahead. My bad. No you go ahead. You go ahead. No no no no. I was Well if if you're going to give me an opportunity like for
like 10 seconds. I just want to say uh Joker's a freaking joke literally cuz he's he's young. I think he's like maybe 24 now, but when I watched him, he was 22. He was homeless and he's like traveling all over Georgia and all that stuff. And I support his ass. I sent him money, all that Now all of a sudden he acts like he don't know me.
And he's like, "So I I unsubscribe to his ass and I I don't send him no more money cuz he's a dick. So he thinks he knows he thinks he knows the world at 24 or whatever age he is though 23 24 whatever 25 younger they're more arrogant about that kind of and stuff like that but also we're wiser we can like forgive these people because we
can we can like understand we were like that once and we would have done that once and stuff like that but we're all basically good people basically basically we're like really good people on the most basic level and basically we want to do better for ourselves Wait, what's going on here? Hold on.
That dead ass though. That ass.
That me. Oh, okay. Thank you. Yes. Nice tattoo with me. Mer's father was a tattoo artist. I got famous as Latina tattooers by the way.
Noel for president. Yeah, that's funny. You know that is a is a is a picture of like a sperm cell and it's a it's a self-portrait. What I really want to say, guys, is that I I really want you guys to all get
along. I really want Here's here's my here's my new catchphrase is love each other or love yourself and love one another. That's my That's my saying from now on. Love yourself and love. We're getting along tonight. We're doing good tonight. You guys are awesome. And hold on. He has more. Let's see.
I mean, if you want us to fight, we could. Yeah. You know, I don't don't don't don't don't don't put that don't put that negative. I'm just kidding. I was joking. I love you guys so much. You guys You know how much I love you. I love you to the moon. I love you to the stars. I
love you to the sun. I love you from my heart to yours. I really love you from the bottom of my heart. I'm going to put myself out of I really The reason I say that is like sometimes Psych will be like everything is good and he'll be like you guys get along get along and I'm like does he want us to fight? Everything is right.
I'm sorry. I don't I don't I want you I want you guys to I know each other at the end of the night at the when the show's over and stuff like that. But there's nobody I want to fight with right now. Everybody is I know you don't. I know you don't. And I know nobody on this panel does. And I know we're all really cool people, but
I'm not Go ahead. Go ahead. No, go ahead. Say No, finish what you're saying, then I'll I'll say what I'm going to say. Go ahead. No, you say what you want to say, Mike. Mike, I was I was going to say that I was going to say that I was going to say Peter's channel is a little bit uh a little bit toxic. So, a little bit. Yeah. I mean, I try, but
you just you let these guys call you all these names and and you just I don't know. I don't know how you can do it. You just tolerate it. It's like And then you still keep them on the channel. It's like not not on the channel. Like I mean like on the live stream, you know what I mean? Like on on video and They're all over here calling you and you're a and and all that
It's It's like Were you talking about Sig? No, I'm talking Well, Sig Sig Sig is one of them, but no, there's there's multiple of them, but they all go after each other. It's banter. Um, the thing is like the way I think about it when I'm on the panels, there
is like no men or female. It's kind of like fair game, right? like my panel is like open panel and um I can take it but if my friends are getting disrespected then that's when I start like you know jumping in and I'm like okay I'm not tolerating it but when it comes to me
I'm like I'll let anything go cuz I really it doesn't bother me because I really don't care about most of the people that are on there. I just do it for you know the fun of it the content. let them go at each other to build your channel. To build your channel pretty much. Yeah. But if it's somebody that I really care about, then yeah, I would be upset. But most of the people there I don't really respect. If you're going to say
it to my friends or somebody that's on my panel, I will I will definitely defend you. I'll kick them. Yeah. But the other day I I said I said I said um well, it wasn't the other day. It was probably like two weeks ago by now. It just seems like the other day. Um there was a certain person that was talking a whole bunch of uh to you
and then I was defending you and then all of a sudden he wants to talk about me and then you know I said oh well if I um which is your channel so you have every respect to be like you know like you know I'm was Joe Shipley the orange the orange guy with the orange I have no idea I have no idea who it is cuz I really don't care
cuz there's only a couple of them that you know I will just let go cuz they're kind of drunk and nice like banter kind of like brother but I don't know. I'm sorry if somebody disrespected you. I No, no, I'm not. No, I mean obviously I didn't know that. wouldn't be talking to you if I was worried about it but or you know like if I was you know disrespect like nothing against you but um yeah he was he was
calling you a whole bunch of names and So I I was defending you and I said well if um if I wanted to I could tell Beeta to kick you out right now and you were like I'm not kicking anybody out. So, I kind of that was kind of like a low blow right there. But, I mean, it's your channel, so it is what it is. Obviously, you're not going to do it. I know because it it's just going to be I do I will kick I will kick people out.
But, you know, it's kind of like if you if I do that and I'm like, "Okay, I'll kick people out for Michael." Jump on me and be like, "Well, we'll kick that person out for me, too." You know, but if I see that like they're being you said if I wanted to I could have to kick you out, but if they were going to get to a point where they're getting like mad disrespectful, you know, I'm I will kick them for sure.
Yeah. And tell them to take a water break and calm down, you know? Yeah. But you shouldn't tolerate that But I mean, I guess you're more of a strong-headed woman than I think. So, or than I thought. So, well, I come here because it's a balance. Like, you know, I'd rather I actually rather be on other people's panel just kind of chilling, but
sometimes, you know, I will, you know, when I'm doing panels, I drink and I lose control of what's going on. And yeah, all kind of characters come in. It's all good. I mean, I'm just letting you know. I was just trying to defend you and then all of a sudden he wants to attack me because I'm defending you. You know what I mean? So it was like it was kind of weird but
it is what it is. It's in the past is a pretty strong ass woman and she can defend herself, you know, and it's like I tried to defend VA and she's like don't defend me cuz I can take care of myself. That kind of thing. Vita is like a pretty strong woman and I need her to defend me sometimes.
Right. Sometimes you got to let them just like make a fool out of themselves. You know, when they're saying stuff like that, it's like, "Okay, let them say it." And then they kind of, you know, they kind of lose because they're stupid. Yeah. Cuz they're getting triggered and raging. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly. So like when you let it bounce when you let it bounce off of you like that. Okay. It's like when
everyone see So like for example, okay, let's say you're on the bus, right? You're taking public transportation. You're on the bus and there's like there's uh two gay guys, right? And they're like on the there's two gay guys on the bus, right? And they're like, you know, they're they're just talking doing their thing, you know? And then like they get up and like one of them and then they hold hands out or whatever. Anyway, two gay guys, right? And then then and then some guy that doesn't agree with that is going to be like,
"Hey, you're a faggot." Or something like that, right? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to drop the fbomb. But like, you know, someone calls him that and then and then the two guys walk out like it didn't even face them. Now, after they leave, the people on the bus are going to look at the guy and be like, "Wow, you're a dick." Because like, you know,
it was had no reaction. But if the if the if one of the guys disagreed with that and said, "I'm not a faggot." I made a huge, then people would be like, "Oh, yeah. I understand why he said that." Or, you know, it would just be like it would it would just make him right doing what it balances it out actually. You know, when you when you combat stuff
like that with like a reaction that way, then you know, it makes you just as bad as them, you know, and and it and you know, it kind of like empowers the person that's like giving you the oppression. Exactly. And that's why Psych is one of the favorites like that pretty much on any panel because he can handle it and he kind of kills people with kindness,
you know. Um they'll come out and say stuff like that and he can handle it. You'll be like, "Well, yeah." Like, exactly. And I know even though it hurts us and we kind of get sensitive maybe behind the scenes, we kind of, you know, talk to our to our heads and we're like, it's just bunch of random people. We really don't care at the end. I don't know. I kind of
I guess I've I've dealt with a lot of it. So, I've seen a lot. Look at Look at the Alisa Jordana, you know. Um Alisa Jordana um for example um Psych really likes her. She gets called all kinds of stuff. I mean she gets TTS with that but it's she just
kind of is like okay whatever you know I'm not I'm not saying it's respectful towards her but it's what you it comes with the game you know. Let me ask you a question. Yes. I'm sorry to interrupt you. I'm sorry. Um But let me ask you a question. Do women do women in general hate it when
men, especially if they're in an argument with like a significant other, like let's say you're in a relationship or whatever, do they hate it when men kill them with kindness because it makes it seem like they don't care.
No, I I think I think anybody that wants to comment on it, you can. So, no, I think that's respectable. I think it's the it's worse when men start cussing you out and becoming disrespectful in an argument. So, if you remain silent, you know, in a relationship, in a personal relationship, you're going to have the other person
come, they're going to be like, you know what, maybe I overreacted. Maybe I'm the one that's, you know, at the wrong here. Am I Is that what you're asking? Well, the thing is that like standing up pretty much like like someone's talking back or something, you know, and like or or being disrespectful or something, you
know, like you would want your man to at least defend you in that like come up and Will Smith smack the out of that person if he's like disrespecting you, right? Or at least say something about it and not be so passive. Is that what you're asking to? It's like like or if you like men like stick up for you. Well, the thing is instead of instead of argue instead of arguing, you just you know you can you you speak nice to them.
and contrary like they could be cussing you out and you're like okay I love you too like the you're talking about like I think I um me either I think he's talking about like a private relationship not on the panels right no no no not on the panel no definitely not like just like you if you have an
argument with like let's say your girlfriend or wife or whatever right she's passing out and calling you all kinds of names of course I I think it would of course the person that's going to remain calm is going to be the bigger person cuz the other person is going to be like I
really overreacted right Electra I don't know maybe we can get well the thing is gaslight you know like there's people that are nonreactive on purpose to get the more wild
Yeah, but I mean that that means that there you I mean maybe it does seem like manipulation, but then you shouldn't really let anyone affect your state of mind. So, you should remain calm. I think if you're going to have if you're going to like lower yourself to that argument, it's just going to go back and forth, you know.
Well it but according to what I according to what I heard, it just shows that I don't care because I I'm not listening to their feelings or like it like but the thing is it's not that I'm not listening to the feelings. I'm I'm just I just don't want to argue. It's like a waste of time. There's a difference between arguing and then being like verbally. If somebody
wants to talk and like like you know let out their feelings, yes, you should let them. You shouldn't be like, "I'm not in the mood for that." But then if they're being disrespectful to you and they're being verbally and emotionally abusive, you don't have to tolerate that. And you know what I mean?
Or something like that. Like as soon as you um as soon as you start that's like when you when you lose the argument. Like when you start to use all that's like the argument's over. you lost kind of like when you resort to that kind of stuff, right? Okay, I'll give you an example because
it it happened to me recently. You know, I was I was talking to this guy and of course Psych is, you know, it happened on Psych's panel. Um I was avoiding um conflict because everything that I felt like the things that he was saying was just like ridiculous to me, you know? It's like you're you're coming up with
these things. So the more I ignored it, you know, um I felt like I was doing the right thing. I told him like I don't want to address it and he brought on the panel and he started yelling and then crying and you know everybody saw it. It was clipped and it was kind of embarrassing but then again um I think it could have been handled
privately, you know, but I was avoiding the situation cuz all I need is space sometimes, you know, to figure things out. Yeah, of course. Everybody's different. Some people want they want to talk it out right away. Some people need their space. I heard say
from each other even lovers need a holiday
having fun tonight. happen.
Yeah.
Alexa, if I post the link in the chat, you post play the song. That was awesome. Hey, thanks, man. I haven't heard that song in I turned I turned it off. I'm not I'm not gonna play anything. I'm sorry.
Are you there? Are you there? I think she says she'll be back. She probably is working on some great projects. Multitasking. Yes, she's awesome person. Anyone that has a channel or able to post this link
as to play a song, you don't have to play it. I post in my chat. Guys, come on and play in the chat. I'll I'll let you guys have at it. I said if I had another Ranger, I'd be I'd be out of it. All right, I'll I'll try I'll just try one time. I'm just gonna post it one time.
You guys, I love you. I love you, too, guys. Guys, I love you, too. And if you don't want me here, it's fine. I want you guys to just be friends and stuff like that. It's like this It's like this is your channel. We're We're here for you. Like, I don't understand. I'm sorry. I bet but I I don't care about I don't really care about me. I care about you
guys. I care about We care about you. Yeah, but we care about you. That's the thing. Yeah, that's the thing. We're not here. We're not here for clout or anything. We need to do a good devil. We need a good devil. A good devil. Okay. Yeah. I try to be a good devil. Not perfect.
Yeah. I'm sorry, guys. I'll be right back. Okay, that's you, dude. Uh, Michael, this is you. What? Someone cards. You need a It's a It's you putting yourself in a position so you can get a
new perspective. You're putting yourself in an awkward or in a weird position. Look at Look at him hanging there like upside down and He put himself this way because he wants he wants to gain he wants to look at something in a new perspective so that he can gain clarity. Okay. So this right here is like just like waiting in this
position to get a new perspective or trying to look at something in a different way. All right. Okay. It's about your It's like I felt something during that song. Okay. It was really nostalgic. Okay. It was like about my like nostalgic about my brother. I have a twin brother. I don't know if you jumped in earlier but like I have a twin brother. He's 11 minutes younger than me and he died like a few years ago and like he has like a
No, no, no, no, no, no. It's fine. But like the the song that you play uh made me like nostalgic for a second, you know, because it was like of that time, you know, because when that song came out and it's the '9s, I think, right? And uh and so I was like, so like you must be feeling about you must be feeling a certain type of way about something. And then yeah, it was like this. It's it's this. But the first one
that I pulled that's on the bottom of the deck is the devil. That's like un like that's kind of like it's it's like unhealthy. It's like it's like pretty much toxic relationships, addiction, dependency, uh uh attachments, uh stuff like that. Like attachments, you know, like negative ones. Yeah. You see how these uh you see how these Yeah.
things are You see how there's like a a ri like a a a tie right there and a tie right there. Okay. So, there was like there was for Yeah. See this is this is this is a full cycle. This is something coming to completion. Okay. This is things being repaired. You see this the the the circle is being repaired and
it's going to be complete. Okay. So this is a good omen, right? The world the world means it's it's going to be okay. Like you guys mending mending the mending the uh the corridor, you know, you know what I mean? And look, we got all of the angels. We got all the angels and the guides and the
ancestors pretty much overseeing this, you know, the world. Yeah. I see I see a lion there. Is that a lion? Yeah, it's a that's courage, right? Uh it's strength. Yeah. Power Leo, you know, uh Leo. I can't I can't remember the other ones that you know.
Uh right here. Look, we got a ox. We got a lion. We got a an eagle. Okay. Independence, liberty, freedom. Yeah. And we got And we got a dude or I don't know, a really pretty dude. No, but that those are those are
these are ancestors. These are spirit guides. Okay. These are like your sp like spirit pretty much. It's like the your your angels and ancestors are overseeing this completion. So it's sanctioned basically. So it's not like, you know, whatever whatever whatever is going on, it's it's coming full circle, you know. Okay. It's coming full.
And my dad my dad just passed away, too. So yeah, look, he's probably my lion. Yeah. High Priestess. It's the It's like the intuition card, but it's also a card of like um it's like someone having knowledge or intuition or like you know she she
has like she has the book of like secrets right there. Those are all like you know you know it's the Torah and you know. So, she has like she's like the uh she's like the empress of the uh the I don't know. She's she's not always she's got good and bad. Good and okay. She's not She's not evil. She's
good. She's She plays She looks I'm not I'm not Catholic or anything, but she looks like the Virgin Mary. So, in a way, a little bit, but you know, look, she's got a cross pomegranates behind her. Okay. Like she's got this moon here. Oh Oh Okay, you guys. I'm sorry. I just
saw this right now. And okay, never mind. I I won't explain it. But holy what does that mean? Um, Yeah. This is what you're doing right now. Is that death? It's hermit. The hermit. Introspection, man. You're you're you're you're you're
in a you're in solitude like you're going within to find the answers. You're like, you know, you're you're taking you're like pretty much spending time alone, you know? I am. I'm always alone. Yeah. You know. Yeah. Oh Like holding back, dude. You're holding back. You're holding off. This is uh this is like uh not greed,
but it's kind of like, you know, uh someone Yeah. See, look. Look. He's holding on to that He's got both feet on his heels. He's got he's got one on top of his head. He's got two hands on that one. He ain't letting go of that And he ain't standing off of that All right. So, it's like maybe you maybe maybe you need to let go of something, you know, because this world
card is a completion thing, right? And since this since the devil came out, it's like maybe you just need to let something go or like det like I was talking about the year of the right. I I I don't I don't mean to interrupt. I don't I don't mean to interrupt, but there was a snake in my house the other day. I had I had I had to open my garage
and let it out and it went away. What kind? It was a black snake. Wasn't poisonous or anything, but it was all black. What state are you in? Florida. Is there a lot of snakes there? And there that's I haven't seen a snake in years. And there was a black snake in
my garage. So, I opened the garage and it ran away cuz I mean I was going to try and like It was probably It was probably a garden snake or like No, no. I mean, I could have easily picked it up. I mean, even if it bit me, it wasn't going to like be poisonous or anything but I'm not going to lie. I would probably have a heart attack. I'm just
saying it to you like, you know, trying to calm me down. I don't know. There was a black snake and my my mother was freaking out. She was like, "There's a snake in the garage." I'm like, "All right, where is it? It's over here." And then she pointed at it and I was like, "All right, well, I'm gonna open the and it ran away." Not right away. I mean,
eventually it's gone. So, came back like maybe an hour later, it was gone. So, unless it's still in my house, I don't know. But I haven't seen it since. That was like maybe three days ago. So, I don't know. It's Florida. Y'all got snakes and gators and Yeah. But the gators are Yeah. I I don't live by like a lake or a pond or
anything. So, I had a pet I I had a pet alligator when I was a kid. His name is Blue. Nice. I want I want to get an iguana or like a ferret. That's what I really want to get. Like a ferret. But uh pretty cool, too. But a ferret I love I love ferrets. So, yeah.
Like intelligent. Look at beautiful Lenor. Hello, mama. I love I love her face on her lips. So cute.
I got I look at this talk. Why do you have sex hair? I like your sex hair.
Thank you. I love it. I love it. Um Michael do you work out? Uh, no. Just my job.
I think you should start getting I want No, you you're fine. You're perfect. But I think for somebody like you, the best thing to get out of the funk is to get out and like kind of like work out, get in the sun, exercise, like outdoor activities cuz you know Well, I'm going to the beach tomorrow. So, yeah,
my day off. Yeah, that's great. Yeah, I want to lay on a blanket with you on the beach. Go ahead, Noel. Noel, go ahead. Noel, go ahead. Ask your question. Um, what? Wait, who is that dude up on the top who's smoking weed?
That's my boyfriend. That's me. You're my boyfriend. Serious. Me. I'm not smoking weed. I'm smoking tobacco. Why? That's so bad for you. You You can get killed. You talking about me? Yeah. Yeah. She meant you have a
talking. I don't know. It's my boyfriend. Michael never Michael Michael never wanted to date me. But this this guy said top right corner. Okay. All right. Never mind. Music. My boyfriend. Yeah. You mean hot? I have a hot boyfriend.
Michael's cuter than him. No. Oh, stop it. No. Oh, Michael and him. I want to be as Michael and him. Okay. I'm sorry. Michael, do you have a Discord? Michael has a girlfriend. Michael has a girlfriend. Noel. Uh, I don't know about that, Vita. I I heard that there's a problem right
Noel has a boyfriend, too. there. She can add me. She can add me. She can add me on this. Listen. She could add me on Discord, but it's not like, you know, it's I'm not going to like, you know, do anything. No, don't you have a boyfriend? Yeah, but I really want online one
with Michael specifically. Noel, Noel, Noel, you can you can you can idiate my boyfriend. You can he'll idiate you. He's my Noel. He's mine, though. You're You can't steal from me. You're you're better off with I think I think Miser will probably I think Miser will probably be better for Okay. you.
Okay. Maser respond to Noel. He's right next to you. Sweater. Yeah. You said what? Who would do better than who? I said I said you can eat it. Noel, but you're you're mine.
Sorry, I didn't mean to cross block you, Noel. I'm just, you know, watching out for something. You already know my situation. So, I appreciate That's why I care about both of you so much. And that's why I, you know, I I'm protective over people I care about. But me, me me and Tracy, we're not together right? It doesn't matter. Just don't even, you
know, I know. I know. I know right now is the key word right now. I'll make up. Can we guys all make up and like just like rid our family?
Psyche,
do you look pretty Andy? Did Psyche get off the panel? Oh, he did. I have I have no idea where SE is. But there's six people in here that he I think he probably did. He said he was drunk. Drinking.
Uh psych. Yeah. Psyche. I'd love to know what he I feel like he does a social experiment on us. He's sitting like there going h let's see what they're doing. I don't know. There he goes. There he comes. There he is. Psych. Psych. Don't Psych. Don't leave. Please don't leave because you're the you're the you're the entertainment of
this channel. I'll be the I have you in the middle of everything. We don't want you to leave last time. Last time you left me alone and I had to like No, I wasn't comfortable being, you know, by myself like that. It's not my channel. Also, sorry guys. I'm a little bit too drunk.
I'm almost way too drunk right now. I think I my last beer about to drink his last beer and I have You're drinking You're drinking too fast. That's what it is. You're probably chugging me like you need to like you need to slow down, man. Guys, I just I just Emma's Discord again and then I'll see if she kicks me out. I'll see if she forgives me. But uh I'm
I God, I want to freaking I'm going to drive over there and smack you. I swear to God. Tag me. I just I will just like I love I love you beta and I I love Alisa and I I I love you too but if I'm ever being a like to you don't ever kiss my ass that much ever. I'm telling you as a
sister like that. You're the best person. Like if she doesn't recognize you for like what you are and oh I'm just but I'm just so upset over one incident. I don't she doesn't deserve it. I swear I'm just being real with you. I'm trying to Nick. I'm trying to I'll let myself down if you It's been like It's been like a week.
Like, you know what? I mean, come on. You didn't do anything wrong. Whoa. What am I missing? I'm just mad at me. I think she got mad cuz I left her for Discord and I got mad cuz she left my Discord and and she let me interview now. It was the best interview I probably ever will do. And I like Oh, don't say that. You're going to do many great interviews. Many great
interviews. Actually, you're going to have Alisa Jordana on your panel and do interview with her and other people. What do you mean? You just started. I know. This is mad at me right now. I let Reality Nancy on her show and she was like, "Really Nancy doesn't like me and she's bad for business cuz she like talks bad about me." And I was like, "I'll speak up on Real Nancy. Real Nancy
loves you cuz I believe like she really does love her and I'll speak up for her." She was like, "Are you supposed to decline?" I don't know. I'm trying to do the best thing. I'm trying to make everyone get along and let everyone get along. But see, I can't always You're You're such a sweetheart. Like, I'm telling you, you're such a sweetheart. Like, um I don't understand
how anyone can be mad at you or stay mad at you at all for that long. Yeah, I'm trying to. Yeah, I'm trying to. I I didn't I all I all I had to do was like hear him speak. The first time that I when I came across I was sitting there uh I think I was painting or I was like doing some like
you know working on a project and uh and the the you know I have YouTube just like just do it thing you know just like video after video or whatever and then um the this channel came on and I talking but it was live and I didn't know it was live but I just I just heard the conversation and then I heard like I heard Psych this like cheerful voice and
I was like who is this guy cuz sounds so silly and I'm just like okay I had a look and I did and it was like this is great. I was like, "This is awesome." People being like I don't know something about like it was entertaining is what I what I should say because the there was a very equal balance of like toxicity
but like so overtaken by like the good. So it's like the equal amount of people like toxic people and awesome people but like the amount of awesome people like way were way more. They're like they were like awesome enough to put up with the stupid you know? And it's like that kind of sort of proving a point. And we might even be making some of those people up, you know, like who knows? They come on here to troll and
they're like, "Oh, wait. That's actually kind of cool." And they sit there and they don't troll because like they want to watch, you know, like so I don't know like like uh VA had a a thing, you know, like when you asked her um when Mike asked you about um about if you got like, you know, how he talk or just like calling all these names or
whatever. It's like, you know, it's great that like you let it like you have dust covers, you know? It's like it just drops off you like water, you know, because it's like it's not going to touch you. It is water. It's like really dense water, you know? Like people attacking people because it's wounding that they have to get their water on you. You know what I mean? But
you got ducks. You got you got that that down like like jacket and you know? Like or wings maybe even, you know? So like bounces off of you and it's like you you don't you don't you don't give them any consequence and I like I like the fact that like I mean of course there's going to be conse
you know it's your demeanor you know you don't oh I I won't sit quietly I will I'll throw I will say stuff back too I will to give them the same energy But when I go to sleep, it doesn't bother me because it's almost like a show. You know what I mean? Right. Right. Yeah. Right. That's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying. Of course. I mean, of course, I don't I don't expect you to be a pushover and
just let it happen. I know. I'm like, you know, I'm fully aware. When I first met you, okay. When I first met you, I didn't know whether I hated you or I really liked you because like you kept calling out, embarrassing me. So, I was like, damn it. But you were so right every time. And you're like, I get that all the time. Panel and I just like
funny people like that. You're sweet. No, I I think you know that's why I like to chill here because it's like relax. It's away from you know all of the craziness. I mean, I usually try to like not go live that much. I didn't go live for like a week, maybe a week and a day, and then I went live
twice, two days in a row, and I got just like, "Okay, I'm drained." Yeah. You okay, Michael? What's up? You okay? Yeah. Yeah, I'm good. I'm good. I was um I was catching up on the comments. You okay, Nick? Mr. for Nick Johnson.
What happened to uh DJ Electra? What happened? She got I think she's doing like she's on mute. She's probably working on something. I remember like she said she she has to go take care of something and then um I can leave. I think Noel
wants to join. I can leave because I think he can only have like six people up here. But um Okay. Yeah. Meer, thank you so much for, you know, being a really good friend to Psyche and always giving great energy to him and um Michael, keep strong. Everything's going to be okay. Everything's going to be all
right. It's going to be a good good life. Listen. Okay, Nick. Mwah. I will talk to you guys later when you guys see DJ Electro teller. Thank you so much for the video and then psych wherever you are. I love you. Be a second. Good night. I love you so much and thank you so much for being
sweetheart. Have fun guys. I'll be chatting a little bit. Come on. I love you. Bye. Yeah. What's up, dude? If I had if I had a nickel for every time the Ace of Swords comes out when Beta talks, dude, I'd have enough money to Uber my ass to your house.
She speaks truth because she speaks the truth, right? Because she's like such a truth teller, right? She has she has a queen of swords energy. She has She's She's awesome, dude. I like her a lot. And I like you a lot, too. I think you're cool. Nick is cool, too. Like I I I uh I I
get I get I get downloads from Nick. It's it's pretty it's it's a little scary. It's kind of scary, but it's good scary, you know, like uh uh every all the energies all energy has like you know pretty much there's there's a message to come from all the spectrum of like you know good and I don't want to say good and bad. I'm going to say uh
high vibration, low vibration, right? in order to be balanced, okay, and and aligned like with your chakras, you know, some of these chakras are either not incomplete or some of these chakras are completely, you know, or overloaded, you know, so like getting them like you're not going to you're not going to uh like pretty much you're not going to
be able to get balanced if you don't deal with like some you know, and those are like low vibrational stuff. I'm not saying Nick's low vibrational. I'm saying that like um there's parts of me that are um not
completely healed yet. And so and and and then spirit or or God or whatever is like showing me where I have issues through Nick's uh through some of Nick's um uh things that he does, right? Because Nick is a chaos magician.
I like Nick. Nick doesn't know about him. Just broke Nick. Nick I'm a dumb I'm a dummy. Nick thinks he's like getting something over on me. Okay, Nick. Come on. You just think Oh, come on, Nick. You're right. But you know, Nick, I I
see you. I see you. Okay Nick. Come on, Nick. Do you see Nick? Nick you're center stage now. Nick, Nick, you're now you're start the show. You be
the start of the show for a minute. Go do your Erica thing. Pull out your cards. Oh Who are you watching? You're watching You're not watch You're watching my show. You're watching somebody else. Okay, Nick. I'm really into You're watching basketball games. You're w What are you doing? That's
You're watching basketball. You're supposed to be You're supposed to be paying attention to us. I'm I'm I'm leaving. Guys, you you do your thing. I'm I'm leaving. Oh my god. Oh my god. M so solo. Hold on, guys. I'm trying to My water's behind the phone.
You're watching basketball. What are you doing with your life? I'm not laughing at you. I'm laughing at because that was funny. Like highlight. No, take no prisoners. We're not all from the same place. Um I'm from Chicago. Um I know Psyche's from LA. Uh I don't know where Michael's from. I
don't know where Electra's from. And I don't know where Nick is from. Skooki. Oh, I thought Okay. Okay. I thought Skooky. I thought I thought you said Skoi. Skooki is like my first I'm not dealing with those wankers in the states. That's for sure. Wankers. All the wers out there in the states.
I'm so good on British for There's another one. Those bloody wankers don't put the on the screen with somebody from the states.
Oh, bald eagle and all that. Mumbo jumbo George Washington. I don't want to hear it. If you're not talking about parliament, then what are you talking about?
That's my favorite part of the day.
Can I b me a fact? Come on. I got me a lot. I have somebody on the other end though to with everybody left. They were gone.
I killed the panel. Yeah, I got I got a there's a couple uh uh readers that I watch that are from uh one's from England and one's from uh one's from uh uh uh Great Britain. Uh one of them is what's her name? uh Bronwins Cove Tarot. I started watching her. She's pretty cool. She's on point. There's this other kid,
British the British lady, right? She's a British lady and she's like, "Hello, my name is Bronwins Cove and I have some good advice for you." The British lady, right? I know her. Yeah, I like her, dude. She's awesome. Another one. Let's see. These are the people these are the people that I like I I see on YouTube that are like that I feel that are truly channeling. Okay. like just because of the signs and
synchronicities. But there's this other kid, right? And uh his name is uh uh uh what's his name? Oh, Anakin. Anakin Insights or Anakin or whatever. And he's like this younger kid from Texas. He's like really freaking cute. Like oh my god, I want to just pinch his cheek. But like but uh he gives really good messages and he's always really positive and I like that too. Like so
there's him, that lady, and this guy also. I think he's from Britain. I'm not sure, but it's Lion Heart Tarot and and like he does awesome Aquarius readings, too. Like he's talking straight to me, dude. It's so crazy. Um, but he's awesome, too. But yeah, those those three people. Oh, there's this there's Okay. Have you ever
seen um the is your name? Um, god damn it. Uh, her name is Natalie and she has it's like uh Alchemy in You. Have you ever watched Alchemy in You? Yeah. Guys, if you terror channel on YouTube, I've seen it. I I watch all the terror channels on YouTube. I have I'm talking to everybody. I can't watch all that channels all at one time.
Yeah, that is crazy, dude. She's awesome, though. She's good. All right. Um, real quick, I real quick. It's going to take It's going to take Listen Listen. It's going to take 10 seconds what I'm about to say. Psych. I'm about to leave real quick. I'm going to the gas station real quick just to pick up a black and Are you still going to be on or no?
I'll try to I'll try to thank you for being here and I might pass out. I don't know what happened. I'm my last video here right now. I love you. I'll I'm going to be here. I'll let you be here. Okay. All right. Well, I mean, I'll be I'll be back in like 10 minutes. So, if you're not on there, I love you, too. So, just let you know. All right. I'll see you soon.
You guys home again.
What's this?
Nick, I'll be I'll be the I'll be the happy happy Pierre. I'll be the happy Pierre. You just talk to each other. I'll be happy. I'm just happy to be here. I never hear I can never hear Nick when when when he's on. I can never hear him, dude. It's like I I I never hear I I
can't I can never hear anything he's saying.
And And now I can't hear anything. Like I could I could turn my TV on. I'm watching Nick. Nick, he's trying to talk to you. Nick. Nick, he's trying to talk to you. No, I'm I'm saying I can never hear anything he's saying. Like I don't hear anything coming from Nick's cam. I know his microphone microphone is staticky, but he's still a good I don't care if
his microphone static. I'll keep him here. I'll That's cool. That's cool with me. I'm just saying like I I can't hear anything. So But but what was that, dude? I heard a cat.
free will. What's my take on free will? Um, I'm hearing noises all of it. Wow. How can I hear that but not when
So, my take on free will. All right. Uh, look over on Nick's camera and that is my take on free will. like he's he is um he's uh he is he is uh practicing free will 100% of the time.
That that's free will. Free will. Um yeah, we're on our we are of our own evolution or something. Free will. Yeah. Uh and Winnie the Pooh. There's a uh there's a point there's a part uh there was a part from uh uh Winnie the Pooh, right? And it's like when Piglet is going is going to like introduce his
house or whatever, right? And then there's a sign in front of it and it says trespassor's will and the rest of it is like shot off, you know, because trespassers will be shot. And then he goes in front of it and he's like this is and oh that's my uncle's name. Trespassers will. It's short for trespassers William Maser. It's it's it's vition. Okay. Okay, I'm going to I'm going to exit.
Okay, go ahead. You talk you guys. Thank you. Thanks.
Wait, strangers have the best.
I was uh I was Yeah, the there's like a delay on the TV. So like when uh I'm like looking on your when I'm looking at my phone you're like this big and when I'm when I'm looking on the TV it's like you're but it's like delayed. The delay is pretty significant too.
Like right now on your on my on my TV you are just now putting your hoodie on. Oh my god. Okay. Yeah. Hang on a second. Oh wait. Um All right. Here we go. Hoodie gang. Hang on. I'll be right back. Damn.
This should be all one.
Pretty
cool. I don't know. I still have yet to see it. I can't wait to see it. Dude, I'm so low vibration right now. All right.
vibration. Get those vibrations up. Maybe put a link in the chat. Think that's funny.
Last. The last track.
I said something else.
It's like it's selfie wars. Selfie wars.
Yeah, we've done this one.
That wall is hard.
It's like It's like, "Hi, how are you? Hi, how are you? Hi, are you how high are you? Hi, how are you?" You can't hat no more, you know. Oh, native people.
Oh, what you just did back there. Yeah, I can hear you now. Say it again. Built many interstates over our lands and placed our my people on reservation for you to Yeah.
use that hat in a derogatory term. Like people take great offense to that. All right. I'm sorry. Did not mean to offend it. That's better.
Chief runs with water ball is okay with your your apology. Oh yeah. Uh, as I as I said before, mind my shadow. My apologies.
I'm not I'm not uh I'm not completely healed. There's still parts of me that are a little up. And u like I said, I apologize. What the hell happened to this? No, I meant no disrespect. I'm like a little sleepy.
I have you in my ear. I can hear you. You sleepy goose. Wake your ass up. Yeah. Where you at?
Oh, here go my boy Eli. Alien free. Everybody should watch this every day to start their day.
How many commercials they got?
Don't get this
ready to go. I can't hear anything.
But
y'all already know the rules. So we ain't waste no time on that. Look, y'all will have 45 seconds. I tell you disqualified. All right, let's get it going.
Yo, this is your boy. Okay. Yeah.
My advice is the style rapper sticky so high
Saturday knock.
Up next we have Eli.
Yhat, man. Tell me who nextig
give me that pop over
That sound here. I heard it. We got to ask
an ear wax amount of devil booger. Damn.
Hopefully there's no baby kitty hair trying to like scratch right next to the stash. Oh Hold up. What's that? Oh Make it go there.
Let's go back to the chat. Uh this this part actually when you said that popped out, this actually means
like
that's out.
Oh I got dirty.
That was good.
Who's arguing at home?
Arguing with her spouse. Arguing at home or at work. Oh, just at home. All right. Who's a This is a devil and
illusions.
What the hell we doing? Where's my cards at? I need to read some cards. Who's in the chat? ression or justice or like like I don't know scratch my ass. Yeah.
I it up.
Uh these cards, they're I'm just pulling cards. Uh the I guess for they're for everyone. I guess if it resonates with anyone. I don't know how familiar everyone is for tarot with tarot. But uh it's just uh I'm just uh yeah pulling cards. Uh they they they could be relevant to someone or everyone or
whoever you know. And you know whoever. How can I still be on the screen? Look at that. You said you said justice clarification right on the bottom of the deck as you said that this is judgment.
Look at that. Same like judgment. Judgement needs to be called on something. All right. Someone's being either generous or someone's Yeah, it says this this is a generosity. This is like giving like someone's giving something like justice
needs to be called. I guess I guess there needs to be more generosity or like I think the situation is this is like yeah psych needs to come back on. See that? Look at that. Psych needs to come back on. It's it's the judgment. Psych needs to make a judgment
and like start being more generous to being on his phone or wherever to look. This is the world worldwide web. He needs to come back on. That's totally what he's doing. Look, he's being defensive. Oh, look. He back. Look, this is this is defending. This is him being self-defensive. Like, he's defending himself like he's uh this is like the
self-defense card. Who are you fighting? You're not fighting. Are are you uh are you guarded? This is this could be this could be him being guarded like guarding himself. Okay, look at this. This is this is him. Queen of Wands, dude. Look, he's got Who is this? Lenor. He's got Lenor right there. Look. Look at her. Look at Look at her. It's Lenor
with her eyes. Her eyes. Look. She squinty ass to her squinty eyes. Lenor's squinty ass like sideeyed like ain't no got type of Kitty. She's cute though. I love her. And look, there's there's there he is. That's psych right there.
Right there. Yeah. See, Queen of Wands. highly desirable. Cheerful, too. Look at this. Cheerful. He's like the sunflower on a on a on a spring morning. Look at that. It's Queen of Wands. All right. Yeah. So, uh, and look, this is this is this is this is a fiery, sexy
person right there. All right, look. Look at this. Look. Oh my god. Look. Okay. I can't I can't even make this up right now. Okay. Like, I'm just I'm just literally I'm not even looking at the cards. I'm just pulling them when I talk or when something said, "Oh my god."
Look. Yeah, exactly. Nothing to worry because look, we love you. It's like, look, lovers. But see the angels on all this and everything. They're like they're like, "Do you take this people to be your lawfully leted people leed?" Oh man. You know, it's like my friend used to get ready for uh for for school
in the morning, right? And like uh when I whenever I stayed the night at his place, I mean, it wasn't a sexual thing. It was high school or whatever. So like uh he'd get up and he'd play Led Zeppelin. He's like getting the lead out like every morning. That was kind of funny. Let me see. Yes, Empress. Look at this man.
This man has big feels. I think we all have big feels here, you know. Things come to him, you know, and things do come to him. Look, all types of comes to him. Okay, the Empress is like a highly desirable person, you know. comes to her. She just got to sit back and just like look pretty on her the throne of
pillows, you know? She doesn't have to work for what she does. It's like everyone just wants it. That's, you know, that's a highly desirable person. Although sometimes, you know, uh highly desirable people tend to like get all of the all of the people all of the types of people. And those types of people
Yeah. are not Uh, I don't know. I'm not gonna say the best types of people. Those types of people are the ones that teach us lessons, okay? Because if it wasn't for them, we wouldn't know how to actually act right? Look at that. This is This is someone This is someone This is an offer. This
is like a love offer or like a a nostalgia card. Well, you're tired reading the cards. Oh. Well, I'm sorry. Well, I mean, I'm I mean, what else? What else are we going to do? This is tarot and cats. I don't have a cat. I have a dog. So, I'm going to do
tarot until psych comes back or Yeah. Then I could probably stay on for another half hour. Is someone a soulmate or a person that you don't know you have connection to looking the eye? Yeah, absolutely. Look, three of pentacles. Collaborate,
work with one another, right? Maybe he's looking. See, when I'm pulling cards, I'm just going to pull cards for psyche, you know, because it's his channel and if you want to know what he's doing. We could just like uh eaves drop on him via the spirit realm. Look at this. Yeah, this is working with one another. This is collaboration,
right? This is what I'm doing. This is what Nat Psyche's is doing right now. Well, yeah. I mean, if it wasn't for this platform, I wouldn't be able to be doing this and communicating with anyone except for my spirits.
Uh, look at that. Look at that. This guy's like, "Okay, so what we're going to do here is we're going to do the wallpaper. We're going to do the wallpaper in fuchsia. What do you think about that?" And they're just like, I don't know, fuchsia. Like, you really think you should do fuchsia? It's like, I kind of had these swatches over here.
I want the I mean, tell them about this, right? Three of Pentacles. Oh, yeah. The movie Seven. Dude, that movie is awesome, dude. It's creepy as Oh, boy. Yeah. Someone's burdened.
Someone's burdened. He's burdened by things apparently. But look, the good thing about this car the card car. Yeah. Okay. I need a car. Anyway, this is uh this is this is burdens, right? This is like heaven. This is Yeah. Burden, right? It's not necessarily Atlas. He doesn't have the world on his shoulders, but you know, he
does have all this to carry, right? And you know, wait, how many cats does he have? He has like How many cats does he have? I can't remember like eight cats or two six cats, four cats. I can't remember how many cats he has, but I bet you any money. Okay, not that he doesn't love his cats, but I bet you like that many of those wands is all those cats.
And then he's got the other things on his, you know, on his shoulders, too. But the good thing about this, okay, there's it's the burdens aren't always, you know, like and sometimes sometimes you can't do anything about burdens, you know, but look, you see that? That's his destination. He can already see where he's going. He's about to be able to put all this down, put his feet up, get his and whatever, you know, like whatever he
does, you know. Yeah. 10 of Wands. Everybody
look at that. This is kind of like a sense of accomplishment. Someone's proud. This is like proud. Proud energy. Look. See how satisfied he is? He's like, "Look, these are my trophies. Oh my god, I showed trophies earlier. This could be me. This is
totally me." Yeah. Look, it's like look look at my accomplishments, everyone. That's totally me. I don't like mean to sound like like like I don't know like like like I don't know like like braggy or whatever but uh but yeah like like look cuz I was show I was totally showing trophies earlier and look he even has a funny hat on right look his
his arms are crossed you know just kind I don't know this this feels like this could be me but I don't know this is just the energy right here and I am showing cards too so that's another thing Yeah.
Yeah. He dicks his channel. yeah. Exactly. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Take no prison. Very very good. Look. Yeah. This is what he's doing right now. He's got he's juggling. So, if you're wondering why there's a there's a hole in my card. It's because my dog pulled cards last night when he decided to do some reading and chew up one of my books.
Uh he pulled some cards, too. And this was one of them, dude. Handling materials. Okay. Handling materials.
Yep. This guy looks like he's got a dick on his head. Not that that's me or him or whatever, but or like a I don't know, like the like the end of one of those finger condoms. Get a new deck. Okay, that's a good that's a good one. All right, let's get a new deck. All right. Um, okay. Oh, I got I got just one
Uh, you use that is a curse with a hole. Prime solid. No holes. Okay.
Oh, you know, I never looked at it that way before, but yeah. No, you're right. You're right. No, no, no. I never I never see I I never looked at that before. And you're absolutely right. You know, I think I might just get rid of this deck alto together because um because of what it was the book the book that Nanuk was chewing on that he pulled off. He never does this. He pulled he
pulled a book off of my shelf. Okay, my bookshelf. He pulled a book off of my bookshelf, brought it onto my bed, and started chewing on it. Okay, this is when I was having like a panic attack. Okay, I was I was literally having a panic attack. Not well, an anxiety attack. Okay. I was having really high anxiety and I was trying to explain to my parents like that I that like that I
was feeling like really anxious and so I come back to my room when Nuke slipped in. He pulled this book off of my shelf and start it was like eating it. It's It's this book. It's magic. It's um It's magic. It's the
It's by Alistister Crowley. Look.
Look at that. Yeah. He pulled this book off my bed and then and was chewing on it. Right. So, this book was given to me by someone that is uh that now I I I believe doesn't have my best interest in at heart. Okay. But when he pulled the book off of my shelf, he jumped on my bed. My
cards were on my bed and then he started chewing on one of the cards and like he knows not to eat. He knows not to chew the cards, but he put a hole in that one. Okay. And a couple other ones flipped off the deck, right? And then I was like, "Well, what the you know?" And and I was trying to and I was I had a had a hinkling that maybe Damian
might be doing spellwork on me with two other people. sounds skitso, but I can't really I mean, you need that there's so much there's so much in that that like you would have to know in order for to like completely believe that I'm not just a psycho. Um, but yeah, that's that that's exactly what happened. And then and then when you
said that to uh Yeah, when you said when you said to not when you said it's not good when you when you mentioned because it's a eyehole. It's an eyehole. Okay. And and the Yeah. Okay. when at earlier on the channel I said, "Okay, when uh when he sent me when when I did that fire ritual, okay, remember I did that fire ritual." Okay. After after I
did that, Damian hit me up. So, you're absolutely right. Absolutely right. Because Yeah. So, I I already plan I plan on burying the book. I'm not going to burn it. Okay. I'm going to bury it. Okay. I think, you know, it came from the earth, goes back to the earth. I'm not going to put it in the air. Okay. Because that's that's I think that might be bad. Like I mean it's not only bad for the environment, but I mean I don't like I said, I don't want to put
I don't want to put it into the air. There's enough fire in the sky anyway thanks to you know all that out west. So yeah. So uh I'm not going to burn this. I'm not going to burn the deck. I think I'm just going to bury it somewhere. You know what I mean? Like uh you know just bury it. I don't know. It's bad juju. I don't and I don't want
to curse this. I don't know what to do with them necessarily cuz I mean I've never had this issue before. But yeah, no, I'm I'm You're right. And and so it's an it's an eyehole, dude. That means um there's a hole in it, meaning things can get through that I probably don't want to get through. So, you know,
thank you for reminding me. I put this deck closed like this. Yeah, bury it. Yeah, I was thinking to bury it myself. Uh, yeah, thanks. We're going to switch decks, right? Yeah, it sounds good. We'll switch decks. All right, this deck was the first deck
that was given to me by my ex-boyfriend and it his name is Julian and he met really well by it and I really love it. I use it when I pull for like family and stuff and uh and uh yeah, they're really cute. They're it's a it's a fairy. It's like a fairy garden. A fairy moon garden tarot is what it is, right? And for like extra clarification and like
preciseness, you know, I even have like the little book, the booklet. So, I just pull a card and actually just read it from the book instead of like giving you my my uh um novice interpretation. Someone will find it and that bad deck makes a curse. Yeah, that's what I meant. That's what I said. I can't bury it somewhere because it it curses the land around it. So, I like
that's why I don't know I don't know what what I would do with it, you know? Is I mean I could just keep it closed and just not use it, but like I don't want to be stuck with it all my life, you know? It's bad energy. I mean, I don't know. I don't know. Maybe I should burn it. Maybe I should just like rip it up and then burn it. Yeah, the card symbolizes a seal. You're right. No, you're right. You're
absolutely right. I didn't even think about that. Like I'm like so like that like that was like the that was Yeah, I didn't even think about that like like 100%. And like you're right and I'm I'm Yeah, thank you. But the energy goes into the air if you burn it. Yeah, that's what I that's that's another thing. So not not if not if I rip the
cards up. If I rip each one of them up and then burn it as like kindling, I don't think it would that would be a problem, you know, especially if I started a fire with it because that fire will create warmth for someone else and that's good juju. That's like alchemy right there. You know what I mean? We'll roll some
marshmallows on that Make some s'mores, you know, right next to the snowman next door. We'll be like, we say, oh, we'll say, "Hey, Mr. Snowman, are you married?" And he'll say, "No, man." You'll be like, "Oh my god, is that snowman just talk?"
Uh, yeah. Fairy moon garden tarot. Everyone, I I think I think that I have fairy blood in me cuz I I get I get along well with the fay. They kind of like me. Uh there's there's a couple of dark dark things that like me too that they
stick up for me, you know, like they uh like I like I've encountered a couple of them that I still feel are around. There's this one fairy thing that's around my house. It's it's a it's a creature. Sometimes if like there's not salt by the door cuz we usually leave salt by the door and it's there all year round, you know, like uh
it's like all year round that it's there because, you know, we don't move the big bag of salt, you know, but uh but like sometimes when the salt runs out or there's no salt by the door, this thing gets in and it's like one of it's like a crawly thing. It's black. Sometimes it looks like a cat, but it's not a cat. It's like crawly like it crawls on the floor and it's always and it's like looking for something. I don't know. It's like so weird. It's like
obsessively looking for something like frantic, you know, but like it means it means you no harm. It's not. It's but it but it is an it is a little like I think it's a fay. Okay. But if if there's salt by the door then it doesn't come in and then I see it outside sometimes when I'm like checking on my dog. But like Nanuk doesn't notice it. And and it's not it's
about as big I don't know. It's like as big It's about It's like bigger than a cat, dude. It's like It's like a small dog. Maybe like um like I don't know. It's like It's like a Think of like the size of a goat but like flat and like black. The cards. Thank you,
Vaggra. I love you. Okay. Okay.
Uh we go. All right. Look at this emperor. All these cards are coming out terrific today. Look at the terrific. Look at this emperor guy. This is a Aries. Aries energy. It's a card for Aries. kind of
looks like that guy from uh uh uh knight of uh the Pirates of the Caribbean. The the the squid guy, the beard. Yep. That's uh that's the emperor. The emperor card. Here we go. Major arcana. Emperor
there with Sorry.
You think we're kind of something up? What the f? What the f? This book is all ripped up, so it's kind of hard to find the one that I'm looking for. I'm going backwards.
Hang on, guys. Think we might be missing some of the major arana. Maybe not.
Yeah. Okay. Oh, I don't have that page. Maybe nuke ate it. My dog ate my homework. Oh, wait. No, here we go. Wait, this is it right here. And then we've got Emperor. All right, cool. All right, I didn't mean to blame it on my dog. That's a good excuse, though. I I heard my dog fart earlier.
It was kind of funny. Here we go. Sorry. Excuse me. uh worldly power, confidence, wealth stability authority uh indomitable spirit, war makingaking tendencies father brother husband male influence, domination of
intelligence and reason over emotion and passion, patriarchal figure. All right. Uh so in the reverse meaning all right is immaturity, ineffectiveness indecision inability weakness of character, failure to control, petty emotion. Okay. And that would be in reverse. So I don't think
any of these cards are in reverse in the deck because I don't like reading reversals because it's kind of having to learn all of the cards twice. And I am literally just a year and a half in and um yeah, I still I still have a lot to learn. I'm I'm I'm I'm trying to balance all this out with the numerology and uh astrology and astronomy. It's kind of a
lot of information to take in, but um I think I'm getting better. I'm trying to Yep. Yep. Yep. Exactly right.
Seven of Pentacles.
Yeah, it's totally a lot. Uh, take no prisoners. There's a book that I found. It's called Astro Astroycycles. Um, I can't remember the name of the um uh the name of the the author, but um I have it around here somewhere. I'll uh I'll I'll like I'll share it um on like Discord or something like that. But you uh you should look you should look into
that book. That book is uh there's lots of information and uh it'll it's it's all about cycles and astrology, astronomy, numerology. It's all about that. It's pretty um it's pretty vast knowledge right there. We have uh we have what is it? Eight of pentacles, seven of pentacles, seven of pentacles.
Shoot.
All right, here we go. Seven. Seven of Pentacles. ingenuity, growth, hard work, progress, success or successful dealings, money, treasure. All right. It's like uh yeah, it's uh putting it's like putting in the
work. It's like tilling the farm, sacrifice for money. You're right. It's like t it's like tilling the crops. You're tilling the the the field, you know, preparing the soil. It's doing the work. It's put it's it's yeah it's sewing the seeds and everything. It's like it's like doing the work on the land you know to uh to to to grow your crop. Um it's also money
like like like uh Ritrex says sacrifice for money. And then in reverse meaning all right would be impatience right uneasiness imprudent actions loss of money unwise investment right that's like putting in or not putting in the work to cultivate an income.
This one's a tough one. So, I've been making a deck myself and uh I started so um it was when I first started tarot. I was like, you know, because I wanted to take it on as like an art project like, hey, let's do uh let's let's let's make my own deck, you know? I thought I could be creative and stuff, right? So, and start it, right? And um so I had more trouble remembering. Okay, I just had
the basic concept of what the major arcana was, but I got kind of lost when it came to the minor arcana when really it's the other way around, you know, and uh I started with the minor arcana as far as like what the cards that I was that I'm making. And I started with the minor arcana and I started with the swords. Okay. And um yeah, like let's
just say the swords are the hardest to endure as far as in energy. And I kind of like lived through the swords uh saga, which was the this last year and a half um that it's taken me to complete the swords. I just did the queen and king like a week ago, and I'm on the ace of cups and the two of cups. I'm almost
finished with it. But uh next one, we have the nine of swords. The nine of swords. This is like staying up all night, loss of sleep and All right. Being worried about something. Let me see. Let me get you.
Here we go. Nine of swords.
Nine of swords. Concern. Miscarriage. Anxiety over a loved one. Despair. I hope this is not uh psych right now. It's too bad. It's too bad we lived so far a far because it would have been
let's see eight of swords. No, that was nine of swords, right? And the reverse meaning, right? The reverse reverse meaning would be suspicion, slander or uh slanderous gossip, shame. Um uh scruple, timidity, shady character,
reasonable fear. So either way you get this card sucks. Bye Redra. Nighty night. Sleep tight. Don't let the monster under your bed keep you out at night. I got a chat message.
Hello. Ah, what does it say? Uh, where is Psych? I'm pretty sure he passed out. I've been trying to join. Oh Yeah. Yeah, sec did pass out um the panel question mark. I don't even know.
Um yeah, I uh I don't know. I uh do you click the link? You have to be or you have to be like approved or something. Oh, that's right. You do. Oh my god.
Okay. Yeah.
Good night. Take no prisoners. Okay. Let's see here. I have a question. There's another question here. What's the question?
Yeah, I don't know about for how for how much longer hold it, but uh I do have a question and I like pulling cards, so you know, it's good practice. I really I really like this. Um because it's it's kind of if I'm just by myself and I'm pulling cards and it's
like pretty much on my own, it um it becomes confusing. Oh well. Damn, that sucks. Yeah. So, wait. So, you can't you can't you
can't get on without like verification or something like some of the Yeah, I know you did. I totally heard it too. Oh, okay. 10 people watching. All right. 10 people watching. All right. So, everyone of you, you have to pick a number. You don't have to say it. You don't have to say it.
You don't have to say your number, but I'm going to roll 10 dice. Okay. I'm going to roll 10 dice here. these 10 dice. Okay, you guys pick a number from one to 10. All right. When I used when when you if you Well, one one through pick a number one Yeah. One through 10. One through 10. Okay. And then uh I'm going to roll
these 10 dice. All right. And I'm going to and I'm going to say the number the the number is in one, two, three, four, five. Number one is this number. Whatever. So yeah, just pick a number. Drill in here. This is record this. Not record this. Let's let's document this here. All right.
Get it. Let's get Let's get this surface. Um let's get them ingredients. Let's get them ingredients. Let's get them ingredients. Okay, here we go. Let's change this out. I hate having all this on my bed sometimes, you know? It's like But I have ADD, so whatever. Everyone head. All right. pick a number in your
Okay. Actually, they all have to land at the same time on the board.
All right.
All right. Here we go.
Okay. All right. So, so if your number doesn't come up, I mean, I don't know. So, what one of everybody's going to pick a number? Okay. Uh, one through 10. Number one is fourth. So, we're going to pull the fourth card and see, uh, see what we got. See, we got uh, quick in here.
We're going to Let's just shuffle. Shuffle this one. All right. It'll be one hard one.
Dice. Uh, dice number one. That was too hard.
All right. So, number one, hardcore.
Okay. Card number one. I mean, card dice number one. Your card is death.
Card number one, your card is death. All right. So, death. That's endings. That's That's endings. New beginnings. Scorpio energy. Dice number two. Your number is one.
Oh Your number is one. Okay. All right. And my phone decided to fall. All right. And your card is a son of again. This is what's happening. All right. Five of Wands. Five of Wands. This is arguments. This is like combative energy. Okay. Or it could be a bunch of colleagues like
working together but like getting in each other's way. That's another interpretation I've I've interpreted from this card. Um, five of wands. That was dice number two. All right, here we go. Dice number three, your number is six. Okay, so those of
you who chose six, this could possibly resonate with you as well. Okay. Uh but dice number, what is this? Number three or number four? Dice number three. This is Yeah, dice number three is six. All right. One, two, three, four, five, six. Your card is justice.
Card number three. Your card is justice. Okay. This is Ow. Legal stuff. Hang on a second. Oh my god. I should be I should be the clumsy clairvoyant, right? Like what the I'm clumsy as All right. Okay. Wait. One, two, three. Okay. Card.
Yeah. Card number three. Justice, right? Justice. And that's uh that's the 11th card, right? So, yeah, justice. All right. Didn't So, uh, Michael, if you chose number three and justice, do justice came out for you before, too? Just saying. All right. Um, dice number four.
Dice number four is the number five. Why did Why Why is six afraid of seven? Okay. So, your your um your number card number uh dice number four is the number five. All right. So, here we go. Five. It's a hierofant number two.
Your card is the eight of stabs. Your card is eight of stabs. This is lots of energy. This is like moving. This is like fast moving, fast incoming, like incoming. Something's coming fast, right? Or this is could be coming. Yeah. Coming in towards you like fast. Look
how sharp. Look at that. How that looks those sharp like twigs, right? There's all these butterflies and stuff in there, too. It's cool card. I like this deck. Eight of stabs. All right. That was uh dice number five is dice dice number four is the number five. All right. Dice number, this is so
confusing. Dice number five is the number six. We have lots of progress here, guys. This is progression. We are prog we are progressing right now. Okay, like I feel this there's there's progress happening in the air, right? That's that's that's how I feel. I truly feel that. All right, so that so dice
number five is the number six. All right. One, two, three, four, five, six. All right, came up again. Hell yeah. Boom. All right, look at this card number Oh, this is interesting. Carduh, dice number five. Wait, is it that dice number? Wait, is it dice
number five? Is the number six? Okay, and here we have the devil. Okay, dice number five. Your card is the devil. Okay. Uh, so the devil is Okay, so number six is the lovers. The lovers card is much like the devil card, okay? But it's like
the it's like the ills sanctioned, you know, the they're chained to the devil, right? So it's the opposite of the lovers card, which is funny because number six is the card for the lovers. All right, so that was uh that was number five. Yeah, that's a pretty interesting coincidence, I believe. All right, dice number six is the number
one, right? Because you know what my father says? He says, "Hey, you're number one." Okay, I'm not flicking off this person, but I'm just saying it. Card number six is the number one. Let's go. Number one. Boom. Number one is the five of cups. Five of cups. All right. Oh, that's funny because Okay. So, uh uh six,
right? Uh the number card number six is the number one. Six minus one is five, right? And it's the five of cups. Five of cups is the loss like kind of like feeling disappointed about something. So, or losing someone even. Ouch. Okay. Didn't mean to get that deep. Anyway,
five of cups is the number is for the number six. Oh yeah, it's going step backwards. Yeah, this is so this is not a very positive card. It's going backwards. That's that's anti progression. Okay. But like there's still these two cups right here, right? You still got enough for you and your homie or your or your girl or your boo or your busted baby boo
or whatever, you know? So, you all good. Uh, card number seven is the number six. Oh my god. What is this? Are we going backwards in time? Are we going backwards in time, guys? What is this card number six? Wait, card number card number. All right. Sorry.
Dice number seven is the number six. All right, let's see. Card number six. Let's go. Dice number seven. Okay. Okay, y'all. Y'all, I'm not making this up. This is kind of funny, dude. All right, so card number seven is the
number six. Okay, which brings us to the number five, the Hierofphant.
Oh my goodness. Okay, that's okay y'all. Okay, just write just tell me in the chat if you think that's funny or what. Card dice number seven was the number six and the card is the number five hierofphant. That's six. That's a Oh my god, I can't even count. 765. Okay, this is going backwards. But
you know what? Sometimes, you know, you need to hold back, you know. Sometimes you need to hold back, okay? God God, you God God needs to teach you something, right? So, you just need to like, you just need to, you know, he's trying to give you a key and tell you where the door is. So, you just got to listen sometimes, you know, don't move so fast. Don't go so far. Don't be
so hasty. You know, take time to like, you know, do things right. I don't know. And now I'm just interpreting these, but whatever. But but that's a really dude. Yeah, these numbers I'm telling you, these numbers don't lie, man. They're going up and down. I rolled these like like this and I shuffle them and this is how I'm pulling them out. Okay, so I don't know.
I just think that's that's that's great. All right, so um dice number eight is the number five. I hope we start going up in numbers, too, because like I like regression, right? Regression sometimes needs to happen for healing. But anyway, five, dice number seven or dice number eight is the number five, right? So five
is change. And that's what I was talking about just now about change. You know, like we uh sometimes, you know, we need to regress to regress to a certain state so that we could heal that wound or fix whatever our damage was about that. So we could, you know, and with that, you know, it'll create change, ascension, you know, progression, right? Two of Pentacles right?
That's juggling, you know. That's materiality. Juggling materiality. It's not like juggling your balls. Okay, Michael. So, calm down. Oh, totally. Totally joking. Okay. I'm not. All right. All right. 16. Oh, All right. So, here we go. There's seven
or six. Here we go. Card number card number nine. Card number dice number nine is the number five. All right, dice number nine is the number five. Let's see. It's another change one. So about uh card number about dice number eight. Okay. Uh since the number was five is you want to
change all this juggling around and maybe that is what the regression is, you know. So you can change this juggling, you know. Dice number nine is also the number five. So, let's get the fifth card up. All right. Number five.
Oh, okay. Oh, my heart. Oh, my heart. Dice number D number nine is the three of swords. Three is a div three is divisible by nine. This is also another regression. This is a really painful one, too. Um, but these wounds do heal. Okay, look. The knives aren't even in. Okay. They're not even in all the way.
All right. Don't be such numb. No. Oh, no. This is not a joke. U. So, yeah. Three of swords is painful. Dice number nine. Uh uh number nine is completion almost basically. You're you're literally almost there, right? So, three. So, regression to heal this this uh three of swords. Like I said, three, six, nine,
right? So, you got three. Uh you might want to make like Yeah. changes, you know. I don't know. I don't know what changes need to be made, but the five is the number of change and nine um yeah, for dice number nine, this is the three of swords. Big hugs to that one.
All right. I like three of swords in reverse though because like you the swords fall out. It's like sink sink, you know, and then the blood patters on the floor for a little bit, but you just put a band-aid on it and you're good. But band-aids don't, as Psych said earlier, band-aids don't. What was it? Who was it? Psych that said that band-aids. No, it's Taylor Swift. Sorry.
Band-aids don't uh heal bullet wounds. All right. Anyway, um number 10. Okay, here's another little quicky dice. Number 10 is the number one. When you reduce the number 10 in numerology, it goes down to one. Though zero has a value or it wouldn't be a number. So
here's number one. Dice number 10. Coming full circle here. Oh wait. Yeah. One. One. Oh yeah. Okay. Dice. Number 10 is the number nine. What's this regression everyone? What's going on? Let's progress. Wait. This regression.
You know what? This regression is one. This is Okay, now we're back to we're back to psyche. Okay, number So, we went through nine dice. Okay, the 10th dice is the hermit, which is number nine. We're down one person because he's being a hermit. He's shining the light on this butterfly. That's me. He's like, "Here, everybody, look at
this butterfly float around the screen in this uh the middle of space. Don't be sad, Meta. Don't be sad. Why are you sad?" Oh Don't be sad. Psych. Meta. I don't know who's Metasy. Hi Meta. Why are you sad? Don't be sad. Don't be sad. Hey, you know what you
need to do? Do uh do something else. Stop doing that. Do something else. You need to do something else than that. Yeah. There's so much better things to do than being sad. Well, you said you want me to pull a card for you? I can do that.
Sure. Susan Honey Blossom, what's your question?
Yeah, beta. I was um Hi, Jake. Hang on a second. Let me pick my pants up. Okay. Yeah, beta. I was uh I was uh considering about I was mulling it over in my brain u how to approach him about the about this uh about the idea, but I
still feel it's too it's too early. I mean, literally I've only like just joined the channel like not even a week ago. It's only been like a few days, you know, and I think it's like moving really fast, you know, and and also I'm a no. I mean, I'm just like I don't I've never I don't never done this like a streaming thing before, you know.
Uh, but I do like pulling cards, but I was mulling I was mulling over the idea and just uh thinking on ways to maybe like how how to, you know, I don't know. Um, it would it's something that I'm very open to doing. I think it'd be fun and it'd be great actually.
Will my stolen inheritance return be returned just and justice when? Okay. So about that. What's your uh what's your what's your astrological sign or honey blossom? I'm just going to call you a honey blossom
or blossom or any derivative of your name. What's your What's your astrology? What's What's your uh zodiac sign?
Yeah. I mean, is that is that is that is that a nice way of saying Never mind. Okay. That's just my that's just my that's my thing. Sorry. Mind my shadow, guys. It comes out sometimes. Um, yeah, I'm pretty comfortable. I guess I I try to be, you know, you know,
I don't try to be comfortable when I'm around people. And I don't feel like I'm really around people, but like I am, you know? Um, like I'm talking about you guys. I'm not saying that you guys aren't people, you know? Um, but I I I try to be comfortable. Um, I I don't like to be uncomfortable. I don't think anybody does
because Libra Scorpio. Okay, that makes sense. Um, my mom's a Scorpio. All right. Uh, I'm a I'm a Libra moon, right? We're under the moon right now. So, uh, so when your sun sign under the sun, under the sun, you're you're sun sign or more like your sun sign. Under the moon, you're more like your moon
sign, right? And then uh and then your and then your uh your your your rising sign would be like oh sorry uh yeah your rising sign is like how you present to the exterior world or something like that ascending. ascending in cancer. Yeah, it's like a you're ascending your
ascending sign is like the the front or like you know the the mask that you're that you that you wear for everybody, but not it's like not intentional though. It's just what what happens. Oh thanks. Thanks. It's a that's that's a that's a good quality to have if you want to do like streaming and stuff, you know, like I mean I have I have tons of stuff,
dude. you guys haven't even seen anything, you know, and um I it's it's I don't I mean it's I one of my favorite things in in school to do was show and tell, okay? Like that's a lot of fun. And this is like the biggest game of grown-up show and tell that like I've been able to do and this like this feeds my inner child and it's this this is like really healing for me actually.
Like this is something that I actually need to be doing to stay in my north node because uh things have been really rough lately. So, you know. Hey, Psyche's back. Hey, I love you, Psyche. Don't be dying.
Psyche. Psyche. Psyche. Whoever hates you hates themselves. All right? So, just pour love on it. I love you. I love the out of you, dude. I was just talking I was just talking about you. We were just talking about you. Yeah. Your card was the hermit, by the way. I watch
later. I did this whole dice thing. Dude, it's kind of cool. I had fun doing it.
Yeah dude. Yeah.
Thank you. I appreciate that. That that's that's that's that feels good. I like I I appreciate that. Thank you. Thank you. Uh I like I like your input, too. There's like there's a there's been a couple times where where I I I managed to catch one of your one of your
comments and stuff and and uh yeah, some of them is pretty funny.
Yes, I can.
Oh my god, my brain is so bad right now. Psyche, what are you doing? What are you doing over there?
Oh my goodness. Uh, look at this. Oh my god.
That's psyche right there, guys. Look at this. King of stabs. All right. He's the king of wands. Like look at that. Ram. All right, let's read the king of stabs here. Let's see. Gimnick. Yeah, Gimnick. Cool. That's a cool name. I have a friend, a really good friend that I've known for a
really long time and his name is Michael Gimlick. Gimlick. But yes, I will definitely read for you. Gimnick. Can you pick three cards for me about my health? Okay. So, it's funny that you bring up health, gimmick. All right. Because I like So, it's funny. It's It's funny.
Um, it's funny that you bring up uh health, Nick, because Oh, Nick. All right. Uh, because, uh, it's something that has been on my mind recently. I was actually talking to um I was talking to Psych earlier about my about about the things that I have to do. Health is actually something that's
been trending a lot too. And you know what? I never got to take no prisoner or I never got to Yeah, exactly. Exactly. I never got to Honey Blossoms card. So, I'm going to pick Honey Blossoms card first and then get Gimnick. Okay. So, sorry about that. Uh I got kind of sidetracked on that. My bad. Gimmick is my top kitty. Please read her cards.
Okay. All right. All right. I I did I did I did say I'd pull Honey Blossom card once. Okay. So, like I found. So, let me give you a card for honey blossom really quick because I did say that first. I just got sidetracked because I was thinking about psych. Okay. About your health. No, not about your
health. I'm sorry. So, what was it about that you wanted to know about uh like what was your question again? I can't I can't uh scroll up on the chat. Where's about
all right? Yeah, I'm okay. Okay. Four of swords.
This is rest. This is something that needs to be put to rest. Look at this unicorn. This unicorn is like, "I've been walking too damn long and my hooves hurt, you know, carrying this knight on my back all day. I need to lay my ass down." Right? Look at her. She's just chilling. Four of Swords. This is a This is This is a card to get rest or that you need rest
or something needs to be put to rest. Maybe maybe this knight is falling asleep or maybe this night is like taking a nap, right? But either way, this unicorn has been busting her ass all day, carrying this heavy ass knight on her back and uh and this is all me mental, okay? So, this could be in your mind, right? But I'm just going from what the card, this is rest. Time
to take a rest because the full moon was out and this one was intense as Okay, so if anyone in the chat like is feeling or felt that full moon that just passed, dude. Dude. Yeah. Lay me out, dude. And even Oh god, dude. I've just been laid out. I've been laid out from the new moon all
the way to this moon. Dude, I straight up have not done Like I barely, Dude, the only time I I've left my house from the new moon to even to today. The new moon was a few weeks ago. I think there's like 16 and 12 days or 17 and a half days or something in a moon cycle.
And straight up like have not left my house. Is that that's pretty bad. I go outside only to play fetch with my dog. Okay, so uh Gimnick didn't even know it was No, no, the new moon was uh the new moon was uh uh earlier in the month. I think it was in
in February or the new moon uh No, the new moon the new moon was earlier. The new moon was in January, I believe. And then uh the full moon was just recently. And uh and and yeah, like I Yeah, it's it's been really heavy, dude. It was a really dense one, but like and and and Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It was really dense. So, Gimnick, okay. You want to know
about your health? All right. So, health is one of those things. Okay. And then this this kind of goes along with what I'm saying. The health, Dan. health. Um I've been doing nothing. I need to exercise again, you know, like I've been uh I've been slightly overeing because like I mean I eat out of boredom sometimes, you know, and it's just me
and my dog here a lot, you know. But um yeah, aside from that, your health uh 28. Wait, what? Didn't you know it was a new one? Uh give give me give me a number between one and 100 just so I can, you know, tap into your energy a little bit more. Or not your energy, just like, you know, it'd be more Yeah,
no biggie. You know, I usually don't speak about what the been happening to me. Why? Uh but he does read. It's all good. for sure. Five. Okay.
Looks like you got a decision to make or something. Two of Swords is your first card. uh you're at an impass or like at a crossroads. Um there's a there's a choice you have to make, but you don't know you don't know which choice where the choice is going to take you. So like you see both of the paths or you know that there's two paths but you don't
know where it's like curtain number one or curtain number two, you know, and on one side there's a star on one side. Okay, there's a star on one side and there is nothing on the other side. Just saying. It's a it's a tough it's a tough choice or decision or an impass or a crossroad.
All right. Surrounding this situation, you have the king of staffs in reverse. All right. So, I'm going to show you the two of swords first. Here we go. They they they just put her head on a they put her head on a what's it called? On it's like when you play T-ball. They put her head on the T-ball thing and they spun around a bunch of
times and they gave her a piñata but they're just like go. And she's like She don't even want to move. Look, there's like thorn bushes and everywhere. You know, she walks one way. She don't know if she's going to get to this. Where's the star? There's a star there. You see the star? There's a star on one side and there's on the other. And it's night time with a blindfold. So, it is a tough choice. It
seems like a tough choice. I don't know. Uh surrounding the situation. All right. King of Stabs in reverse. All right. So, like to get more particular on what this king of staffs is, we're going to read from the book. This is uh because I know king of stabs is like king of stabs, king of stabs is
like a a man that is in charge of his actions. He rules. He owns his actions and he's responsible for his actions. Okay. He's also very attractive, very hot and sexy, sexy man. He takes action, right? And he's sex sexual, you know, he's he's the horny kind of, you know, um you know, but this is someone's
responsibility. Yes, I want you to join the panel. Look, as I'm talking right here about the my my king of wands anyway, health. This is all concerning your health, right? So, it's health a decision. on the king of stabs in reverse. All right. So, we're just going to do the king of stabs in reverse. Yes, absolutely. Please join the panel.
All right. Where are you? Suit of stabs. King. Okay. Here we go. Sorry. King of staffs in reverse. All right. Uh this is what's surrounding the situation. This is neither past nor future. Uh, and it might not even be present, but you in the present situation is are at an impass or or or a a crossroads. All
right. A decision to make. King of Stabs in reverse. All right. Severity. See, like I said, it's a it's a it's a tough situation. Uh, austerity. I don't know what that is. It's like it sounds like you're being stressed. Austerity, like, you know, ostracized, right? Somewhat excessive and exaggerated ideas.
This could be someone too. dogmatic, deliberate. Okay. So, when it comes to health, okay, you said health. All right. Health can also be emotional health. Okay. Uh so, uh when it comes to physical health, I don't see anything physical on the table right now. This is all mental and action and physical. So, the only physical thing that I hear
about health, this is a sexual health thing. Okay. King of STS in reverse and go with the key words that I said in the reverse position. Uh, I guess apply those as necessary, but something that's uh uh um yes, that's severe. It's severe. Uh I get masculine energy from
this fire energy. Leo um man, it's like uh Leo the other I can't remember the other psych. What are the other uh fire fire signs? God damn it. Okay, don't cry. Don't cry. I'm sorry. Don't cry. All right. Here's another Here's another card right here.
Right, you have the High Priestess. The High Priestess is another thing we're we're going to clarify at least one or two of these cards, okay? Because I I I I feel like I don't want to leave you with just that, but there but we're going to clarify this, okay? So So don't cry. Don't cry. Dry your eye. Here comes your mother with those two little guys.
Uh her mean mother steps says to me, "Hi." Look sadly in the face and punt in the eye. So number so the empress or this is the high priestess. High priestess is um is a this is like the lady of intuition. She the high priestess embodies like all of like the mystical and spiritual.
She's like mystical spiritual plane. She's in all of the practices. She is neither good nor bad nor evil nor holy. She's a force of nature. She has all the intuition. All right. She's got the uh the Torah with her. She's got all the secrets, right? Um I don't remember the astrology for this
card, but let's see. Uh the High Priestess Major Arcana G. Okay, you are cool. Sorry about that. Um, High Priestess, uh, wisdom, sound judgment, common
sense serenity objectivity penetration foresight intuition perception self-reliance emotionlessness, platonic relationships. This has to do with a uh, it could have to do with a sexual health thing. Yeah, it's something within your intuition that you're looking. She's like, she's
thinking about something. She's like, I wonder that right? Look, look at her eyes. She's like, that you know, like h, you know, she's kind of she feels a little scorned, you know, and like her intuition is telling her something, you know. Um, and you said health. This is a, you know, a tough
decision, right? King of stats in reverse. Someone that's irresponsible. I'm not saying that you are. This is just what I'm getting off the cards. Please don't uh come after me. Uh we're going to clarify this two of swords here. All right. Right. The moon. Look, the moon. Something going on in the background.
Something. It's This is like almost like I just had here we go. The sun. The moon. Let's see. The moon. I'll read the moon for you. Hi. Hey. What's up? Who's this on the panel? Psyche. What's up, Psyche? I missed you. I really miss you. Look at this. All right. So, the moon,
the moon of present situation. Deception. Look at that. Deception, twilight obscurity intuition disillusionment, danger, bad influence, ulterior motives, false friends, selfishness, uh deceit craftiness disgrace slander lie superficiality and unknown enemies.
Yeah, if you're dealing with this that that's that's terrible. Like uh get Well, so we're we're going to clarify the King of Stabs and then I'm going to ask for advice. King of Stabs. Five of Cups. Five of Cups is This is disappointment. You're really disappointed about this.
This is like, you know, someone kicked over your your BAS. You got you got three you have three cups right there. Ready for a party and someone just your Froot Loops, dude. This is disappointment. Look, this balloon, right? This balloon took off without you, right? That's kind of like, what the And he drank all your
drinks, you know? He left you two, though, which is good. There's two, right? That means there's one for you and one for somebody else. All right? So, you are still good. All right? Like, don't be disappointed or whatever. Look, there's that star. There's that star. Okay, he's still out there. He's still
out there. Okay, let him go off in his hot air balloon. Full of that hot ass air being the king of stabs and All right, we're gonna ask we're gonna ask for uh we're going to ask for advice.
Page of stabs. Page of stabs. All right. This is your advice. Uh, a faithful and loyal person, an envoy, emissary, trusted friend. Yeah. You see the the advice is to find friends that you can trust because people be hiding from you,
okay? And like things are going on that everyone knows. I'm not the only I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that has been the only person that didn't know something in a room, okay? Standing next to my a girlfriend or boyfriend or your your your your person, standing next to your your your your lover, whatever, and being the only one in the
whole room at the whole party, okay, that doesn't know that she or he is sleeping with four other people that are there that you hang out with. Sorry, I didn't mean to get that angry, but that's what happens. You know, it's happened to me and it sucks. But page uh page of wands, right? Page of wands. This is your advice. The advice is to find
someone like this. All right? Or to go with that or to be that, right? Page of staffs. A faithful and loyal person, an envoy, emissary, trusted friend, a stranger with good intentions. Hey, look. This could be me. Hello. Hi. A stranger with good intentions. a consistent person, a bearer of important
news. Right? Look, that's not me exactly, but like that's your advice right there. Right? Butterflies rainbows kittens and kisses. Uh, and that's that's that's that's the
Wow, that felt good. That felt good. But the message was like not I mean the message was good. Um the situation's not great, dude. I'm I'm I'm Yeah, it's a I don't know. Health is a dude. Yeah, dude. Uh I had a I had a kidney stone one time and it passed into my bladder and it grew to the size of a avocado
seed. And so the entirety of 2022, I have been trying to piss through a goddamn boulder. Okay. Uh, it's like trying to pass a stone that's like bigger than like a Yeah, it's like an avoc trying to pass an avocado seed out of your your your dick. I know I know girls don't have dicks, but even
it would still hurt out of your your your cuckoo.
Yeah. Yeah. So, so, so Psyche, Psyche, are you hearing this? I'll be hearing this. Okay. I hope you're hearing this.
Psyche. Look. This is what we're going. This is Gosh, that's horrific. Look. Look at this. Okay.
Why Why did that just come into my brain? I love you, Saki. Look at you. You do. I like you with sex hair. It was actually really cute. Look at this. I'm really sad right now. Why sad?
I just apologize to Emma a thousand times. I apologize Emma a thousand times. I was in her chat. I went on like eight different alt accounts apologizing and like trying to like send her message. She's like, "Oh, you're trying to cause drama in my chat, blah, blah, blah." All and I was like, "Your mods are keep on keep
keep on timing me out." And she didn't care. She didn't care. And I was like, I just wrote her a message. I was like, "If you don't like me, unmod she's already unmoded me several several months ago, but I was like I was like, "Keep her discord. um kick me off of your your friends list and like that and just like leave me alone because you
keep giving me hope that we can be friends again and she doesn't care and she really doesn't care. All I wanted to know is if she cared a little bit. That's all I care about is like me that she likes the attention. She's not going to give you that. She likes the attention, you know, and and and it sucks because like that Yeah, that sucks. It sucks, you know. And you know what? I would have be broken up
about it because dude, you're a awesome guy. You're a kick-ass guy, dude. Your channel's doing good. You're doing good. You know, um if if she's making you feel that way and it's like and it's it's Dude, Dad, well, remember what I was talking to you about, dude. We got to like shed our skin, dude. That's that's that's stuff that's like that's like flesh that's like hanging off of your like elbow,
dude. We just need to just like it's not even a scab anymore. It's just skin. You just rip take it off, you know? And you know, like don't worry about it, man. Like I tell you what, like I I loved her. I loved her. I really loved her. Like I really loved her with all my heart and she can just
kick kick me away and like not care and like let her mods kick me off on all my accounts and stuff like that. Not listen to what she said. I'm trying to cause drama in her chat and stuff like that. I really loved her. You know, you know, like remember what we said about things like speaking for themselves, you know, like eventually. So, okay, you apologize. You
did your part. Okay, if she doesn't want to accept your apology, you know, that's going to be her burden. Okay, remember when you apologize to someone, you you do it for yourself. Okay, what you need to do is forgive yourself for this. Okay, I don't want I don't want to be I don't The point was I never wanted her to be sad about I never wanted to be
burdened. I never wanted to be sad. I just wanted to like be friends and like be able to be cool and stuff like that cuz I always loved her. And then she was like just let her mods kick me off and like all my accounts and I was just trying to apologize and say I love you and stuff like that. And I was like just leave me alone if you don't like want to talk to me or she she won't. She she like I'm
I'm still on her friend I'm still her friend on the friends list and like she's leaving open like she's g me that little bit of hope um that we can be friends but she won't give me an inch more and stuff like that. It's just like she's just going to dangle the little little thing in front of me and say, "Maybe there's hope someday. Maybe over
here you someday." And uh Yeah. No. Yeah. that. You know, don't let it bother you, dude. Like look look what you got here. Look what you got here. People that love you, you know? Like you didn't even need to be here and people are still here because they love you, you know? They love this
channel. So People love you. I think they they like you more than they like me. But it's fine. It's fine. You're probably more likable than I than I am. I'm Guys, I'm an Guys, you don't have I don't I don't know why you guys come to my come to my channel. But maybe because you meet cool guys like
this guy, but I'm nothing. I'm I'm your shadow. That's totally your shadow. It's okay, dude. You just got to pour love on it, you know, cuz we we love you. like just like you said, you know, like no no no one likes no one likes anyone more than anyone, you know, and and those who do and and and treat their friends,
okay, or their so-called, you know, proclaimed friends, if they treat their friends that way, then you really don't need that in your life, okay? Like, think of, okay, so you're thinking of your friendship, right? How do you how is your friendship how is that connection making you feel right now? Not good, you know? And so like you did your part for week for for weeks it's been it's been like it's been like no communication where I've just been apologizing even though I was the one
that was hurt in the first place and I've been apologizing and begging for forgiveness and exactly dude I'm telling you just give us some get give it some time. Okay if anything if if she still means that much to you know she'll she'll come back around. Okay. But like boundaries, remember boundaries.
Boundaries. I know, but I just like her to say, "Okay, we're instead of saying I'm trying to cause drama in the she she's saying I'm trying to cause drama." And it was only because everyone kept blocking me in the chat and then I had to go on different aliases and stuff like that and all my aliases got blocked and stuff like that. And she's like,
I was trying to say I'm sorry. Hold on. We have another guest tonight. Let's bring another guest up. Timick, let's bring. Thank you so much for coming on tonight. Junick, I love you. Thank you for I just wanted to tell uh Miser, thank you so much. That reading was pretty spot on
and I app I appreciate that a lot. Um, now for for you, Psych. Um, how long have y'all been friends for? probably probably like since she came on YouTube probably like seven eight months. I was her her first member more
reading from than anybody else. I was her one of her first mods. I was there for her from the beginning. She was my first interview. We got a little I was a little bit offended when she was like, "Oh, you just get drunk and you you are you got scammed by a butthole and uh and your panel is toxic. I'm not coming to your show anymore." and I got
offended and I left left her discord and then she was like, "Okay, I'm leaving your discord and um and and we're not bringing friends anymore." And but she kept but we're still staying friends and she won't talk to me and stuff like that and she's like, "Oh, you're just trying to start drama and stuff like that." S I loved her from the beginning.
I love her. I love her. I know. And you can still love her right from afar. I would say if I had any kind of advice for you, you know, there's always like a time and a reason for people to be in your life. And maybe right now is just like not the time for for that. Like you don't need negativity in your life. So surround yourself with positive people.
Yeah, I know. I'm going to leave her alone. And all I wanted was a like a communication or like a little even if it wasn't like on her show and stuff like that, I wanted to like still talk to her and like be cool and I liked
her a lot and she just hates me and and but it's basically her mods are like timing me out and like they don't want me to talk to her for some reason. Blade. Blade. It's Blade. It's Blade. It's It's AC. Um, it's her mods that are telling her
this guy's a bad person. This guy has a a bad panel. He has he he's like a toxic person or whatever. I'm not I'm not I'm just saying about love and it's like it just hurts me that I can't like say to her that you have some bad mods around you. And I was your good mod. I was like the one that had your back actually. These people have
their own agendas and are trying to like sabotage you and trying to hurt your show. I was the one that was there trying to help your show. Guys, if you seen the interview, the interview is not up. She's hoping to take it down. So, I took it down. But if you seen the interview, you know, I was her number one. I was
there for her. And it's just hurt so much because people when people get in the middle of it and people try to like say don't listen to this person and then they believe that and stuff like that. They don't talk to me about it. They just believe the person. Okay guys, I don't want to start trouble. Um go ahead. Um I mean
you know I think I think a true friend will really have your back at the end of the day no matter what. uh anybody else kind of has to say. And I'm not saying that you haven't shown a lot of love and she hasn't shown you love, but at the same time like you don't need that negativity in your life. Honestly,
I know. But guys, guys, still the bottom of my heart, you know, guys, you know how forgiving I am. You guys know how I will forgive anybody no matter I I I forgive the guy that stabbed me in the ear and stuff like that. And so that's like anything else. Anything less than that is like it's not even like a question. It's like I'll forgive them. I
I will talk to them. I'll forgive them. Okay. But because she wouldn't listen to me because she just let her mods kick me out of the room. I I got kicked out of the room like 10 times tonight. Guys, by the way, I don't want to ruin her chat. I don't want I don't want to cause drama or ruin her vibe, but if you if you want to go to Emma Leviatin and
tell her that Psyche is really hurt right now and Psyche loves her and Psyche was trying to do the best for her. No, but it's okay if you don't. I know maybe I sound stupid and stuff like that, but I was I was trying to do that. You don't sound stupid. It's just like you're a goodhearted person and you give your heart out to people and then like
you know then they you feel betrayed and so it's a normal reaction that you're having. Nothing wrong with that. And you understand it's like I never did anything wrong to her. It was people that were saying I was doing things wrong. People that were people are talking to her. It's like people get in the middle of it. The trolls and stuff, right?
And that's her mods. her mods are the trolls. And I'm trying to warn her about that and I'm saying your mods are your trolls. When I was her models, she's going to figure out eventually. Like things usually speak for themselves, dude. The more you try, the more the more it's you're just you're making yourself look bad.
I don't care. If I if she hates me and and I'm like the worst person at the end of the day if she understands that she has mods that are trying to sabotage her right now and I can't explain it to her but they are and they're trying to kick me out because I'm trying to speak my truth
about it and it's like I love her so much and she has Blade and she has AC and they're trying to say bad things about me and stuff like that and I never did anything wrong to any either of these people, they just don't like me for some reason, some reason. And they're they're going to her saying, "Don't trust this. Don't trust him. He's bad person." Or something like that. And
then she just leaves them. That's what hurts about it because I know she's a good person. I know I'm a good person. We have all these intermediaries trying to sabotage us. I'm trying to talk to her. I I can't I can't I can't anymore. It's like too hard. It's too
hard to to try anymore. I try I try my best. I was trying to warn her basically and she won't listen. And I'm trying to warn her, they're kicking me off. If I wasn't trying to warn her, they wouldn't care so much about kicking me out of her life. But yeah look
what you're saying is is exactly this energy that I'm talking about that we need to we do do I do do I need to do another fire scrub? Can you please Can you please I need you to do another fire ceremony? I need to see you with the fire and like serving You know how to do those like wands the fire. where like I'm so scared of fire. Like they like I watch people like they do
these like where they like twirl it like a baton. Are you there? Vita, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Vita, I didn't mean to move. I'm sorry. Hi. Okay. But uh I I pulled on your card, Honey Blossom, and it's the same energy. Okay. So, put this into context.
All right. So, you said some some some people robbed you. Okay. And they they they probably got away with it for a minute, right? But you said that you want to know if they're getting justice for it. Okay. And uh and yes, they are getting justice for it. All right. They're they are getting their karma. They're literally getting their tower. The tower is going to come in with judgment. Okay. So, they're getting judgment. They're getting their
judgment. They're getting their tower. Now on on uh on Psyche's situation as he was talking I'm pulling the cards for you honey blossom but it's the same thing. Someone took something. There's like a conflict here. Someone took something. Okay. Five is lost. Fives are lost. Someone took something. So someone robbed someone robbed um psyche too. Okay. In a sense, right? Someone robbed psyche too. You know they're
going to get their justice. They're going to get their karma. Yes. That is what's going to happen, right? Because the hierofphant because that's how works. Okay, shitty people play shitty games and get shitty prizes. All right, the hanged man in reverse. We've gained clarity on this situation. All right, that's the Hierofphant. Okay, the Hierofant says that's how works because people who play shitty games
make get shitty prizes, right? This is the queen of cups. Okay, you're the queen of cups because you're an emotional. You're queen of cups. You you're nurturing, okay? You pour into others, okay? like, you know, when you really shouldn't, you know, but either way, you you're you're you're you're you're emotionally sound. Okay. And that's you too, Psych. Okay. But you're you're you're emotional.
You're super emotional. You're like a Scorpio but I'm Lilith Scorpio. So, my Lilith, that's my only water my chart. It's like the only water my chart is water. Queen Queen of Cups. Okay. Look. But the world. Okay. You're the world. Okay. the world. Look at this. Look at this. This queen fairy,
dude. She's a world. All right. You're going to get the world. They're going to get a tower. All right. That's That's both That's for That's for you and Honey Blossom right there. All right. Let me Let me put my uh my garb on. My my my ceremonial garb. By the way, by the way, I want I don't want her to get the tower. I I'm trying
to prevent the tower so much. I'm trying to prevent her from getting a tower. That's all I do. That's all I was trying to do. It's like it's been like almost a week, okay? I keep telling you like a sister like if somebody is going to, you know, act so conceited and stuck up over
something like that, they don't deserve your friendship. You know, people are going to get butt hurt and upset when you do panels all the time. They're going to get mad and misunderstand each other. But you can communicate behind behind the scenes, right? Like me and Jimnick, we have people that will come to me and be like or you know vice versa. Oh, you guys should not be
friends or they try to like throw us against each other, but we're solid, right? She's not a solid friend right now. When she's ready to find out who you are, she's going to come around. She called Zama and she was thinking that I'm trying. And I went on like seven different accounts and and saying like, "I love you. I'm trying to like help
you." And then she was like had all her mods blocking on every channel. But Jimnick said a really good thing like that you can love her from afar. You can live her you can love her from afar. You know, I will. But it's not someone from afar that love you back or that doesn't acknowledge you. It's like I I don't want to
kitty chimneys, come here, trick, you want to say hi. Oh okay. I can't see. I'm looking through my phone again. Guys always want to say hi, guys. This is right here. You guys want to What is that? see? A brownie. Hi, Trix. Brownies.
Hi. Yeah, I got a burger. Oh, that looks good. I'm going to drive an hour to get to the RV. I know, guy. And I guys, it'll make me sound lame. It will make me sound stupid. It make me sound like a sim. I don't care how mad it makes me look. I
love her. She's mad at me. I try to apologize. She's not saying my apology. She like says I'm trying to cause drama in the chat in her chat. And so like cuz I just visit her chat and say something. I haven't visited her chat in weeks. And then I was like saying something tonight and then she she got mad about it and
stuff like that. And then her all her mods um blocked me on all every chat every account I went on. They would they would block me and stuff. Be there. I know you were there and I know you were there. I tried. I went in there and I said, "Emma, I said um psych sent me here." I gave her a compliment and she said, "Thank you." You know, I don't know
really what's going on, but I think um you know, like Miser was saying, the more you try, the more it's going to, you know, maybe it's almost like it gets to her head, you know, just just let her be. And then I also noticed that she has a different she has a listen, she has a different thing going on than you. You have a panel, right, where you can communicate with
people. you have an open link where people can come up here and but she she doesn't have that or that's I mean she does but that's her setup where she wants to be by herself talking to people about different things. So maybe the timing is not perfect right now. Maybe the timing is not right, you know, just give it some time and space. Be
And then remember all the people that Yeah. are here for you, all of us that are here for you and everybody else, like you know, like we don't want you to like we don't want to see you suffer, you know. No, but I am sad and I'm sad about her. I'm shout out Lisa cuz I was on Alisa's and I was trying to like say I said can you
can you let reality Nancy came back in the chat and Alisa's like got mad about it and Alisa is like no respectfully no and she said respectfully no and I know Lisa is going through right now but I love Alisa so much and it's like I'm lying for Lisa or for real and stuff like that just got mad at me and
you're gonna find out the hard way about these people. Trust me, I've been around for a while. Don't worry about it. And then the more you learn about these people, you're going to grow and you're going to actually meet really new people that are cool and you're going to grow your own thing. You're going to do your own thing cuz I love be cuz I love you and I love
I I love everyone I meet. Like basically I want to help everyone like get back together and like have have like a kumbaya moment and like Like I'm trying to like help people and everyone gets mad at me. Like whatever I say is not the right thing. Like
whatever I say when I try to like be myself and like help other people like be friends. Everyone gets mad at me and it's like I'm always apologizing. I have a apology thing kind of where it's like well that's just because you have a you
have an empathic kind of like soul to you so you know it's kind of like it's hard and this is something I've learned you want to put me you want to put me on I'm about to do things okay you want to put on hold on he wants to say something go ahead go ahead Let me sir.
All right, I'm coming, guys. All right, I'm going to hop off. Gymnight, I hope you feel better, my love. Music this time, though. I'll give you a call. Please keep strong. Okay, I'm trying. I'm trying. But you're my waiting for a reading. I love you. Yeah, I haven't even
Okay. Yeah. Who wants a reading? Um, who's done now? I think I I'll be in the chat. Okay.
Yeah. I can't say I can't I can't I can't I can't be here any longer. I'm just too sad. But you guys hang out. Oh, wait. He loves fire. Maybe he's a fire sign. Are you a fire sign? I can't like I'm scared of fire. Fire hug.
Is he a fire sign? Do you know psych? Like Aries, uh Leo Sag, if you're talking about Emma, Emma will never admit her astrolog a sign. I I guess Aquarius, I guess Scorpio, I guess a bunch bunch of signs for her. She'll never admit any sign to her.
She's very guarded about her astrological side. For some reason, she doesn't believe. I'm talking about I'm talking about Miser. Okay, Miser, go ahead. I'm sorry. I'm going to leave. I'm going to leave. Hold on. That's cool. I'd be so scared. I would like literally like probably like die of a fire, burn myself.
What the heck? How do you even do that? That'd be a really cool photograph though. You know, if you do like DSLR camera,
you're not scared you're going to like light yourself on fire.
Oh my god, that scares me.
Like it looks really pretty though. Oh my god, it's a circle. Look, it's a circle. Oh, wait. That's so cool. How'd you make a circle? Wow. I think he's a Scorpio if I were to guess. What's that?
Who are you? Who am I? Yeah, you. Who are you? I am me.
I'm Vra. Where? Where are you from? Like Russia. Philippines. I'm from Philippines. Philippines. Yeah. Oh, wow. Cool. Can you do that?
I can do that. You can without like lighting yourself on fire. Yeah. It looks scary. Hey, be careful.
I mean, it looks warm, but like terrifying at the same time.
I get scared just to like light my like fireplace. Oh my god. I can't imagine like throwing around with like little balls of fire in circles. Bro, be careful for that fire. Fire.
What is that made out of? The ball like some sort of or something. What's up? What's up? You're literally doing his thing. What is that made out of? That ball to light and it like stays that lit long. That's interesting. Everyone here wants to be here. Guys, is
a cool guy. Yeah, I I didn't mean to leave the chat. So, he's from the Philippines. He's a really cool guy. Yeah, that's what he just said. Nice to meet you, Dave. Um, sir, I don't know. Okay, it's made a demon. Shut up. I see y'all.
All right. You know, I see y'all. You're the like water. You're the water bearers, but you could put that one out.
Yeah, it's cold out here. It's so cold out here, guys. Are you doing ritual? He's doing rituals. That was really cool. Maser, by the way. Um, I wish I I I wish like I could have like known a little bit more about
photography cuz like the the thing that you did like you you made like a whole circle with like the your fireballs which was like so cool.
You do your thing. I miss guys. Everyone hates me. Basically Emot. not true. That's not true. It's not true. If Emma hates me, everyone hates me cuz Emma is like That's not true. You need to start with
some positive self-t talk, right? We all are humans. We might not all have the same opinions about things. Nobody not everybody hates you. Okay. If everybody hated you, you wouldn't have anybody in your chat right now, right?
You know what? Even if everybody did hate you, you still have one. Yeah. And it be me, sir. One person. If I have one person, I'm happy. If I have one person, if I see one person in the chat that likes me, I'd be really happy.
That's not true. You're just you're just you're you know you just let's take some deep breaths. Okay. In and out. You're okay. You know my feelings because I was I I'm like there for her. I I would like die for her and she like I'm I'm like a
piece of dirt in her under her feet. Yeah. But guess what? These feelings are valid that you have at the same time. A friendship should go both ways. So if someone's making you not feel worthy as a person, I would say, "Hey,
let's get some separation there for like a moment and focus on yourself and focus on the people that are showing you love." She didn't come back. They did come back to me. She doesn't really care. She doesn't care about me. I know she doesn't care about me, but I still love her as I can't help it.
Okay. Do you have any water um on this side of your bed? Maybe. Wherever you are, I don't know. I I'm going to leave the chat. I'm leave the chat. You guys talk. You don't you you don't need to leave chats. This is your channel. No, no, no. I want you guys to talk to each other because
No, I know. Look, I've been there before, so like I feel for him. Um, it's going to be okay. So, like just you know, I don't know. Let's just say like you know it in your heart and soul like just don't put out the effort that
they're not going to receive it the same way back, right? you know, it's and it's not and it's not a message to be jaded, you know, because it's like um sometimes, you know, it's easy to get like scorned, you know, like when you when you're in a position that you see someone that needs that needs or you know, so you see someone in need or like that that
that needs help or either or or you just see or whatever, you know, and they don't and they don't help you like you like, oh, if they were in my position, they wouldn't help me. that did not give you a reason to help. And that and that's really hard. It's really hard to create that boundary, too. And I've had to do that recently
with like a long-term best friend of mine. And um it it at the end of the day it was like, hey, I just had to make that boundary because I was like like I don't need to be treated like this if I'm like putting out all this energy and effort and I'm
receiving like just like nothing bad, you know? It's just like and it's like you can like you can be there for them aar, right? Yeah. I think or something like that. But when they come when they come crawling back, you know, when they come craw, you know, they come I'm not going to say crawling back or when they come
back, you know, and they're in need, you know, and then, you know, like you're it's like um I I don't think that someone should just be obligated to like, you know, give to someone when they're not when it's like when you're when you're giving more than receiving. You know, I'm not saying it's this or that or anything, but if it's if it's putting you in that kind of like sadness, you know, it's
like you have to boundaries. That's like exactly what you said, boundaries, you know. Yeah. Like establishing boundaries and that doesn't mean you have to be mean about it. It just means you have to be like, "Hey, it's it's it's kind of hard for people
that are impaths, I think, because it's hard to be kind of selfish in some way, but at a certain point, you kind of do have to learn to be a little bit selfish in some way." Sorry, I'm trying to like semi thingy. That's the best best way to put it. You know, it sounds bad when it comes out of
your mouth because I know, you know, but it's not bad at all. It's not selfish. It's showing your self worth. It's showing your self worth. You know, you respect yourself. You know, those who love you will respect you and vice versa, you know. And what she's doing sounds like it's pretty disrespectful, you know, but I mean,
she might not even be aware of it, you know. She's She's probably just, you know, suffering from her own wounds, but is it doesn't even realize that What are you talking about? I'm talking about psychic situation, but it just all connect.
Wait, I did wish I see all a happy birthday. His birthday was January 17th, and I wished him a happy birthday, and I did. Okay. and I hope you have a great birthday. Oh, yeah. Um, by the way, I'm I'm a I'm an Aquarius, not a Libra. Oh, I have I have a Libra. You're
Aquarius. No, I just attract Aquarius like crazy. What are you? A Gemini. Gemini. Yep. That's why you attract Aquarians. Yeah, Gemini very me and my brother are twins. I have a twin brother. That's kind of like a Gemini. I don't I don't have any Gemini in my Yeah, chart, I don't think.
But well, I don't have any my chart either. My 12th house is like not even on my chart, which is weird. I don't know. I can't I can't find it. Yeah. No, like my two well both my parents are Aquarius and then like I feel like all my friends I mean are just like Aquarius and I'm like oh my god I'm like
surrounded by Aquarius. That's cool. That's really cool. I have a poem that I wrote about victory and so it's about Aquarius. Nice. Yeah. Well, the thing I love about Aquarius is that y'all are just so like pretty spirited in like the most
purest way. if I could explain that. It's like I I I always been like a fan of Aquarians, but that's because I'm an Aquarius. But um all my all the friends that I have that are Aquarians, it's like well they were really good at one point, but as Aquarians do, they just kind of like they kind of just walk away
sometimes. You know what I mean? Um well that's what happened to me. So like my best friend was Aquarius all my life and then all of a sudden she just like came out of the blue like teased me things and I was like what? Yep. That's exactly what happened. That's exactly what happened to me. I would never do that though because that's that's up. you know that
those are memories and like you know experiences that you can never um you you know those lifech changing you know it's just like you know those great moments you know it's I just I don't understand why people do that you know it's kind of it's one of those things and it's it's created wounds you know and um you take you take
a preventative action you know and end up like limiting your possibilities you know what I mean because you're guarded from this wounding It's why it's good to just let it go, you know, so you could stay you could stay yourself and attract the people that are most relevant almost, you know, because if you if you're going around with these wounds, covering these wounds, you're not going to see the
people that actually matter because you're too worried about your own um protection, you know, you mean like your own ego. You're worried about your own ego too much. Yeah. Is that what you mean or no? Yeah. Yeah, pretty much. Yeah, like if you if you just connect with people that you connect with and
it's not like a social status or like this and that or materialistic sin, not not for like personal gain or anything like that. It's like mutual bene it's like mutually beneficial and enjoyable like you know like um
where does psych go is he like sleeping? No, I don't think so. I hope not. Maybe he just needed a break. I mean I feel I feel bad for him. Like I've been there before where like I would put a lot of energy into people
and especially online and then I got like burnt on the other side and I would cry. And then now nowadays like I feel like me and Peter are kind of like in that same boat where we're just kind of like uh we take it like with a grain of salt. But like I know he's still kind of a
little bit new to streaming and everything and it can feel very hurtful but it doesn't need to be because at the end of the day and I'll say this to Psych. At the end of the day psych you know your value you know your worth. you know, your soul. So, always go with
that. At the end of the day, that's all that's all that matters. You know, I'm putting enough honey in this tea to like give me um what's it called? Oh, diabetes. Diabetes. I'm saying I'm putting enough honey and tea to give me diabetes. Oh, I thought I was like, you're putting enough sugar in that tea to make
diabetes. Yeah, pretty much. It's like use almost a half a jar of honey. Well, no, not almost. That's exaggeration. Yeah, I'm drinking. Let me see. This stuff's really good. It's so good. It's the most out of every cup. Oh, wait. Not that. It's stress relief, right? This is what This is what is it? Cava. The Cava one.
It is. Yeah, I have that one, too. Wait, let me see if I can find it. Wait, wait, wait, wait. Let me show you. Hold on. Wait, wait. I want to make one now. Hold on. I got to change my camera. I put some dandelion. Dandelion tea in there. Oh, wow. I don't What is that name?
Camera. Wait. Oh, yeah. It is. Oh, I just need to turn it on. There we go. So, is that the one you have? I'm sorry. Is this what you have? Yep. Yeah, that's it. Actually, another purple like it's purple package, but it's the same thing kind of. I think
so. I put dandelion in it also. I need to do it actually cuz I'm so stressed out. Like that, right? Wait, wait, wait. Yes, that one. That's the one. That's the one. Oh, okay. What do you put in it? sugar. I
never like I put a bunch of honey in it, but like I do put a little bit of sugar if I Mhm. I don't think I have any actually and uh and some and dandel
is so fun. Um okay. Yeah, so we have the same thing. Yay. Um, okay. Let me see. Give me a second. We got I'll take my shirt off if you come back on. Psyche. Did you hear that one? God damn it. I thought that would work.
Hang on a second. Oh my god.
Well, I don't know. Yogioo, he might have passed. People are saying he might have fallen asleep. There's a password. You won't you come on back on your He does seem pretty tired, but I don't channel. know. You know, I never
just a second. If I was actually smart. Yeah. Right now it's um it's like two 2. Is it cold? Is it cold where you are? Yeah, it's really cold. It was like -16 yesterday. Oh my god. I would die. I'm in.
I think I would actually die. Yeah, you would because it's a hypothermia. I know. And I have like no fat on my bones. So I'd be like I'm dead. Yeah, you know, you know your body needs at least 8% to survive. Your brain needs at least 8% fat to like
run correctly. 8% fat. Yeah. To to to like run at least 8% fat. How do you check your fat? Like I need Yep. to like buy one of those little like pinchy thingies. Yeah, I guess so. I don't know how you do that.
Well, VA told me to eat a lot of avocado, which I think that's good. In fact, that is that is really good. Actually, my dog wants to go out, but I can't let him out. It's too cold. Even the freezy little paws off. Does it have a little like winter coat?
No, not for us. He would hate that. Really? Yeah. He would hate that. He would not like it at all. Here. Bones. I'll give you those look good. Okay. This has fat, right? Muffins.
Yeah. Yeah, I know. That's cholesterol, too. Who's clogged your arteries way before you like gain 10 pounds. Damn it. Yeah. Uh, just do what they did on me, girls. Just eat those those protein bars, those weight bars. I don't like that.
Yeah. I went from 130 lbs to 111, which is disgusting. That's crazy. I was 170 in high school and then I got into a car accident and I lost uh 40 lbs in two weeks. What? That was actually crazy. Yeah, I was like 130 lbs. I look like Skeletor.
Oh my god. Yeah, it was so hot. It was hot. You thought you looked hot like that? I had Jesus abs. Okay. You're like I can finally see my abs, guys. It was like heroin chic city.
We used to um we used to uh me and my friend Andy used to like Oh my god, this is gonna used to sneak it in our cheeks and smoke cigarettes in the mirror saying I am so fat and we compliment each other and then and then put each other put ourselves down and then compliment each other. What?
I know. It's like we be like, "I'm so fat. I'm so fat." It's like, "Oh, no. You're not fat. You're so pretty. You're beautiful. You so sexy. Look at those. So sexy." And it's like, "Oh, no, no, no. I'm so fat." You know, we just like go back and forth like that. But but yeah,
people people need to just like push each other up, you know, bring each other, you know, like it's like the what is it? Hype. It's like hype hype crew. It's the hype crew, dude. Yeah. I don't know, dude. I didn't I was a cheerleader, but I was like a shy cheerleader. I didn't really like My mom made me do social like
that, and I hated it. Now I have like issues. A quiet cheerleader. A quiet cheerleader. Be suppressive. Be e suppressive. Yeah. They like threw me around in the air because I was a gymnast and I didn't want to do it. I was like, "Mom, I really don't want to try out." And everyone was like, "You have to." And I
was like, "I don't want to." And then I would get in trouble in gymnastics because I would like sprain an ankle or pull a muscle from cheerleading. And then my coach in gymnastic would like yell at me and I was like my choice. I know. I know. Like, oh man, this sucks. I I took gymnastics when I was a
kid. I took three years of tumbling, you know, and then they were going to move like once you graduate from that little like the program, they move you on to like an exercise, right? That either the pommel horse, the rings, or whatever, you know, for the males. And uh and so once so once I was done with like the tumbling fundamentals, like I didn't do the other one because I didn't like I just wanted to tumble. I kind of just
wanted to be like the Red Ranger from Power Rangers. Oh yeah, I like the pink one. Yeah, me too. I I secretly wanted to be her too, but like I like the Red Ranger so much more. But yeah, that's the um that that was the uh that was what got me into gymnastics. And uh yeah, I used to like
I used to like to do dive rolls over fences, you know, like the chain link fences and jump over and do a dive roll and then like continue running. That was a lot of fun. Back flips were fun, too. But like after the car accident, Yeah. Like my back, like the entire part of your back that's like connected to your rib cage was like completely shattered. I was missing like How old were you when that happened? Uh 19 or 17, sorry, 17.
It was my senior year. My senior year of Oh wow. high school. Wow. Yeah, it was a Did you have a lot of physical therapy for that and stuff? No. Okay, this is miraculous. Okay, like uh the So the I was in the hospital for two weeks and four days, right? There was a 16-hour surgery. I had like two rods, 12 screws, plates, wires, the
whole works, right? Basically, an artificial vertebrae put in. I spent a week on my back first, okay? because I needed to my body needed to heal before they could put me under for the surgery. Um, after the surgery, I stayed I stayed four more days after the surgery and they they had me do physical therapy there, but like after 4 days after surgery, they sent me home, right?
They had a back brace on me and everything. So, uh, so I did have physical therapy sessions like after eight months, I think it was eight months in a brace and then three months. Okay. So, G6 cuz it goes like cervical thoracic C. Yeah. T T. It was a cervical. It was a a thoracic. It was the thoracic T as in
the Tom. You know, it was a T7. On your neck? No, on my back. On my back. The middle of your back. T7. Oh yeah. For Susanna Honey Blossom, uh, the 21st. The 21st of January. Uh, but yeah. I know. Um, I had a T7 like the one right in the middle of your back was exploded.
Basically, there there was only bone fragments that remained from my from my from that vertebrae. Then there was like it was in six places that I broke it. So, it was like there was uh uh T7 was pulverized. Then the two or three above that was were severely fractured and then the two below that were like severely fractured. Wow.
Do you think that you still have do you still have pain or any kind of like if say like there's like weather changes or any kind of like trigger like do you ever feel that pain back there ever? Not more than not more than the than you would normally. Like if I'm up all night dancing or if I'm up all night like sitt
like if I'm up all night like like doing art or something or you know yeah of course you know my back's going to get sore just like anybody else is. But other than that no I could still do a hand up against the wall. I can still do a handstand. That's good. Which is pretty incredible. Oh my god.
My dog. I don't think I could even do that. I probably fall over. Oh my goodness. Where did Psych go? I think we lost Psych. We might have. My dog's starting to cry. If I go though, like it's just going to be Yes. So, I'm sure not today. Oh, no. I was just I was just saying
that I uh my dog's starting to cry, so I probably have to go. It's like two It's like 2:30 in the morning. 2:32 on the clock. Mhm. I'm going to pull one more card. Here we go. Okay cool. All right, closing card. If y'all see sex, tell them I said good night or I'll send them a message on Discord.
I would show you my face, but I'm looking like a skele skeleton. I'm I'm right now. It's all good. I'm You're cool. I like your leg. Your leg is nice.
What is that one? I can't read. Four of cups. What does that mean? Yeah, I see it. What does it mean?
This is like meditating. Like I'm self-medicating. No meditating. Oh meditating. H. So, I need to meditate a lot more.
Well, I appreciate you. That was really nice. Honestly,
I just look so gross right now. Like, I I don't even put on makeup since like I lost all this weight. Like, It's just gross. Oh, here we go. Okay, how about this? I'm just gonna I'm gonna put on a bedtime story. You guys listen to it. It's a short story. It's by Andy Weir. It's only eight minutes. So, if you guys
want to watch it, I'm gonna play it. It's It's a good It's good. It's really good.
Oh, I want to show Bea one thing before you Well, I mean, you're loading it, so it doesn't matter. I got these clips at um Bies. They're like trip clips or whatever clips. They're kitties. They're kitties.
Oh, those are freaking awesome. Okay, I'm going to go. But um thank you so much. I love you, Mer. Yeah, it was nice. You're a very good dude and I love that about you. But anyways, have a have a good night. Okay.
All right. Good night. You too. Okay. Bye.
Oh my god.
Trust me.
Where are you? Died. I said matter of fact that was a trucking. Yes, I I died. Yes. Don't feel bad about it. Everyone dies.
What is this place? Is this after
Let's stop right there.
cry secretly believe. To be fair, your marriage was falling apart. If it's any consolation, she'll feel very guilty for feeling moved. Oh. So what happens? How do I go to heaven
or hell or something? Either you've been reincarnated. So the Hindus were right. All religions are right in one way. You followed along as we strove through the void.
Where are we going? No particular. It's just nice to while we talk. So what's the point then? When I get born, I'll just be a blank slate, right? A baby. So all my experiences, everything
this life will matter. Not so you have experiences lives. You just don't right now. I stopped walking and took you by the shoulders. Your soul isn't beautiful and
the human mind what you are. It's like both of water to see if it's hot or cold. You put a tiny part of yourself into the vessel. out is that you've been a human
stretched felt the rest of
but there's no point to doing that between each life. How many times have I been lots and lots and lots of different time?
Wait, what? You send me back in time? I'm a guest. exist where I come from where you come from. I come from somewhere else and there are
others what is there. Oh, said little down. But wait, if I get to other places in time, I could myself at some point. Yep. I'm sure.
Yep. So, what's the point?
for you to mature. You need a guide. You want to ask you person
just stop.
Goddamn ads. Sorry, guys. What do you guys think of the movie so far? I love it. I think it's great. Um, coming on, man. Ads got to come in at the most stupidest of places, right? Thank you.
I don't know this woman's name.
We're going back a little bit.
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