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The episode begins with Psyche greeting his audience and introducing the topic of the night's discussion, which is a reflection on the previous night's events ▶ 0:21. He mentions that it was a weird and crazy night, with many people being confrontational and aggressive towards him ▶ 1:00. Psyche specifically calls out Alex, Mr. Big Pipes, and Joker for their behavior, noting that they were being mean-spirited and trolls [2:07, 2:18, 4:52]. He also mentions that he had to restart the stream multiple times due to porn bombing and other disruptions ▶ 5:03. Throughout the episode, Psyche interacts with his audience, responding to comments and messages from viewers such as Sam, Flirty, and Ziggy [5:40, 10:16, 11:10]. He also discusses the challenges of managing his community, including dealing with trolls and toxic behavior ▶ 12:44.
The episode appears to be centered around the theme of community management and the challenges of dealing with toxic behavior. Psyche seems to be struggling with the idea that some members of his community have turned against him, and he is trying to make sense of why this is happening. He also touches on the idea that some people may be taking pleasure in watching him suffer, which suggests a larger theme of online harassment and bullying. The episode continues the pattern of Psyche being open and honest about his thoughts and feelings, even in the face of adversity.
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Hi everyone. Come on in.
Hey, Dave. Come on. Hi. Hi, Miley. Or I'm sorry, Mikey. Damn it. Hi, babe. How are you? Come here. Hi, babe. Hey, Trix. Want to
come cuddle? Come cuddle with me. Hi. It was quite a night last night. We'll recap it. Oh my god. So, it's just a crazy night.
One of the more kind of weird nights was last night. And you know what happened? I I don't know. It was just weird. It was just one after another people I like really liked. Maybe people that are kind of controversial on the show sometimes.
Yeah, thank you. I'll go a little bit. Yeah, people there's three people like, you know, Yeah, I like I like all I like all the all the people, but you know, sometimes they're nice, but I just remember like three people. I mean, it was a lot of people
last day. A lot of people were being mad at me and stuff, but uh you know, Alex. Oh, actually, oh my god, so many people attacked me. Good times. Alex,
Mr. Big Pipe, Mr. Big Pipes, you know, I expected that from him. I was like, oh my god, he was terrible last night. He was just I don't know. It's just a lack of self-awareness. Um maybe I
said something to irritate. I just I mean I just I got annoyed. I put him backstage. Eventually I brought him back up. He said, "F your show." And then he started saying the N word over and you know just another person. It's like what the level of intelligence of of a
human being am I like what is this like who it's like these people are demented well not I mean not you know I love Joker I think I don't think Joker was trying to like take on me he was like oh I'm just trolling you aren't aren't you going to laugh well not many people like laugh when they're being troll it's like kind
of like trolling is kind of like designed for everyone else to like laugh at the person or make the person look stupid and not hi Ziggy. Yeah, trolling is like so when the Joker is like, "Oh, I'm just I was just trolling you when he's telling me, oh, you need to meditate. You need to take, you know, or telling what I need to do and stuff, you know, I don't like to be told what I need to do or what I'm doing." So, of
course, I you know, I get no, oh, he got triggered. I guess he doesn't have a he doesn't have a um he can't take a joke. Got it. Let's say we got trolling. So, I mean I mean see I don't know if you were here last night. You know it was just you know it
was a weird night. Uh I don't know if you heard about what happened but you know I I I I have nothing personal against you or anybody. It's just like I don't like when it's like I'm just kind of being mocked mocked outright like oh yeah we're
taking over your channel. uh or you're you know you're done um you know we we we ruled I don't know yeah what happened u there's like there's this couple does anyone know the name of the couple that came on there was this couple um and you know
a lot of stuff happened like a lot of stuff happened you know Alex got banned left early Alex got banned last night his turn on me Um, Joker kind of was being mean to me. Uh, Mr. Big Pipes nword bombs the show. Um, everyone was fighting in the chat. Oh my god, it was just bad. I had to start I
had to restart the stream like so many times. It was not it was just like just like one after the other just porn bombing and it's like just like I just felt like hated. It's like cuz it's like even the people I like I I love were like hating on me. So I don't know what I was really doing
wrong. It was this is all last night. It was like or until this morning I was up um you know I did I eventually ended I kept restarting until finally Mr. Big Pipes um nword bomb the show and I was like okay it. I just went to bed. Hi Sam man. How are you? Yeah, I was just say everyone's just on my ass and it's like and
I mean I do have there there were people in the chat looking out for me. Thank god I like Sassy Scarlet and like a few thing that is like there's some good mods and stuff. Um it was just it was just it was a lot.
Hey. Hey Sam, man. You let sit rock too much. Well, I know Sam, there you go. It's like that's what you're telling me what I'm doing wrong. Okay. Yeah. What happened last night? It was just I mean, Sam, you understand like when it's like you're you're doing the show
and then you have like a hundred people and it's like so you have a crowd, right? And so it's like, you know, it's like you there's something called like working in a crowd. You you want to like have the crowd like, you know, getting along happy and it was just like but people are keep trying to turn everyone against me. Alex is just like saying Alex was saying like the worst thing. I didn't do anything to Alex.
I was I stood up for Alex many times at my expense. Like you know I look stupid. A lot of people left because they just and I was like hey you know what I like the We'll keep the guy around. He's turned around for no reason. So like really really nasty. It was Yeah, it was nasty.
Yeah. Just and plus I had to end the show like twice because he kept saying f a g. Crystal kept saying it. I kept saying you know what I personally I don't care. I used to I used to tell Alice to call me that. Now I'm like, okay, well, you know, it's
kind of like now I'm being flagged for every like stupid little thing. So people are just going to look for any kind of like thing they can label as hate speech and say, you know, so I'm just trying to say, hey, don't say that on my channel, you know, and then they argue with me. Why? Why can't I or they keep saying it? I said, promise not to say it, Alex. Just just say don't say that one word. He said it within a minute after I let him back on and then
he went on the attack on me saying this really horrible things and that's not the it's like it's but maybe has something to do astrologically because it was just happening so many people I expect it from the trolls right I expected from the
trolls or some people always they always do that but now it's like now everyone is doing it to me. So
anyway, yeah, so I do have some like stuff to do put in the book today. So I have this book. We'll just call this the notebook. This will be called the notebook. So let me see to go in and cross the names out. Okay. Okay. Okay. So,
I mean, I don't I don't like to cross names out. Let's see. That's fine. They're fine. Okay. Uh, Mr. Big Pipes is having his name crossed out. He's a band.
Okay, I think that's the only one I have in my book, but
members are hold
please.
DC okay are known to kill streamers who come along for their pleasure. So that's what I I mean that's what that's the story I keep that's that's the story line I keep hearing. It's like I just don't know why s their pleasure. It's just it's just fun to like watch somebody suffer. I don't It's just fun
to watch somebody in a state of in a state of um stress and sadness. I don't know. It's kind don't kind of stick to me. Hi, Flirty. Good to see you. Yeah, Flirty. You know, Alice is banned now. Um
you know, Joker turned on me. Um Crystal was Crystal was actually making saying that I was What did Crystal say? I said about her. She said I said just things I don't even say. She said I said I called her C R A C K W H O R E which I've never done. She said I she
said I said that she looked like um Kim like like Joe's um friend. She was like you said I look like Kim. I was like well obviously either like I don't remember saying that. It doesn't sound like it's obviously doesn't make sense. You don't look anything alike. And so it's obviously a joke. And she said,
"Oh," and she was so mad. Hi, Ziggy. Uh, you track and uh, record shows you hooked up with and then try to kill Psychi. Yeah. Yeah. What happened was um, you know, there's all the all these people and then, you know, God, they're laughing, oh, he's like, I did this, I did this. Yeah. This, you know, this channel's done, blah, blah, blah. Like
everyone's just like like laughing at me like like and then like and there was nobody hardly anybody in the chat yesterday that when the that one of the first chats like everyone was from somewhere else and no one was even acknowledging me. They're all just talking about this weird in the chat. I was like what's going like yeah oh yeah and then it's just like then
they do like the because they think I don't see or something right or I don't understand. So, but it's like when it's like in my face and it's like okay like I do like sometimes I play dumb like when you know Alice is bringing up oh the the Discord brigade I kind of was saying oh it's a
yeah I was making a big joke of it knowing there might be some truth to it but I'm not going to let on that I know that or knew that until it was like you know ready for blood and so yeah and so Then there's some people that thought I was dumb. I didn't get it. And openly mock me. And as I when they do that,
they're like they they don't think I understand. I do. You don't try hard at all. You just drink. See is a leader of those effed up. Okay. Okay. Thank you. I app I mean I appreciate people that actually because
it's hard to sort out friend info sometimes because people will seem to be just will turn on you in a second and also some people will just you know it's it's like people typing in a chat you can type anything you can say anything it's like I can't really see your expression in your face I can't see you like I can't see the look of disdain or
hate in your eyes to know that oh this person doesn't they just they're Yeah, but now it's kind of like I mean it gets too obvious because what happens is people get too cocky about it. Sam is meant to is mean to me because he
hates certain people. You're like, "Okay, Sam was saying in Tony's he was going to use you uh as his lo." Someone was saying some Oh, Sam Man. Sand man, you were saying that. Okay, Sandman, we have to say I mean I know
Sam I know maybe it's not true but it can be true and and people are people do say that. Even my even Pi who I I love Pi she was my co-host. She was trying to call me that because it's kind of insulting. You don't know guys Lil Cow is just like a streamer and so did you say that? Did you say that? Someone said you said that you wanted to turn me into
your little cow on Tony server and I'm not in any of the servers. So I know I know it's Sam that they said that I know I know I can't really believe everything I hear from people about it but but yeah. No, I've heard it before. I've seen it before. Okay. You didn't say that.
It's just like I mean all it is is it's one of the stupid new derogatory things. It's just basically kind of like along the IP2 audience vibe. The local, you know, even at least it gets called she gets called a cow. H O R R O R Cow. And there other people people that are just streamers. It's basically
people wanting to laugh at people. Okay, hold on. Don't you see once JT and themos came around it's the vibe is changed. Even JT Rain yesterday, Gotti yesterday, don't you see? They always was turning against you and they think you're dumb. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. I that's what I That's exactly what I'm saying. It's like I I was
reading it. I know. I love that's what I said in the chat. They was going crazy and in the chat I'm like not watching it and the I was reading everything. I was just I was just observing. I was watch I was reading the entire chat so I saw everything that was said. Okay. I was and but I was off panel most of the time. So and I was kind of like not
acting like I was reading it but you know I do see the chat and I was seeing what they were saying and it was like okay well they're just like now they're just vering my face laughing at me and it was like you know and then it wasn't only them because then it was Alex turn on me and good time. I wasn't there. Yeah you weren't there. I had to delete all the streams because you know Mr. Big
I always I always tell you that that you let Alex do whatever you want. I've been tell you that sometimes I don't like to I don't like to be on panel with Alex because it's it's not even content. It's dumb Sometimes I'll be here with you by myself with you. I'm chilling. I don't like to it's not always a cook all the time. I can chill and relax. Yeah. But I'm always honest. I'm gonna tell
you how it is. I'm not Psych. I don't need to use you, Psych. I just be chilling. Yeah. I mean I know. I mean, it's like and I really like at the end of the day, I don't care if people what what people want to call me. When they call me, if they call me a little cow or like I'm a joke or whatever, if people, you know, as long as I have a, you know, people coming in, I'll have people that
support me and love me and will look out for me, I don't care. I don't care. It's like you laugh at me, laugh, laugh with me. I I don't I don't feel feel the hate or the love really. Yesterday I was getting called PDF in your nonstop yesterday. Well, I'm I'm sorry. I mean it's everyone was I mean they they that's what I'm saying. That's dumb. That's the same group.
Yeah. That's what they started getting Sassy Scarlet started timing them all out and saying stop saying that because they kept saying it in all these different ways and then and then you know then they would complain and I would be like well I I have Sassy has been my like a top mod like she knows what she's doing. She's enforcing the rules and so and just like stop saying that and all it was is a timeout. Hi
Ziggy. Hey. What's up, man? He's the other weirdo. Ziggy comes from Ziggy comes from our community. He got pushed over. I don't come from your community, I do not come from your community. around. You You orbit. Not I won't say mine from my community. Me and Q come from
No, we invaded you with EPC. You hit me with And I'm the one that got Q running, You couldn't do nothing to Q. on your god, my You was your god. You hang with He was on my level, man. He wanted to start pan.
You hang with I don't hang out with LD15. That's somebody else. Yes, you got I don't I can't do anything if he's on a panel. You love it. You love it. You don't mark him out. I don't like it. You don't mark him out. You don't mark him out. He knows I'm What I'm saying is is that you were about Q but you don't
mark LD15 out man. Shut up. What are you doing? What are you doing talking about them up here whenever they care? Dude I used to argue with Amber all the time. You got to remember you you used to argue with talking to right now. Come on man.
Shut the up. What's up? This dude, he came off etc and he thinks that he's going to branch off and take over your That's what he's doing. long story short, he's putting down Gotti and JT and them. They'll say about anyone, but they really
on the back side of things, man. They told me that you dig sucking grown men again. No, that's what happened. No, they said that they they care about psyche. Only weirdos call Only weirdos call people PDS with no paperwork. JT Gotti Rainbody. Don't worry. Don't worry. I'm I'm
getting them one by one. Ziggy. One by one. I already got ready. I already got ready. I already got ready. I already got ready. I already got ready. Same thing with me. Play with me. Imagine Imagine Imagine saying I I need psych for clout, You been You haven't been watching me, Have you been
watching me lately? I'm good, I'm good, No, I haven't. Go ahead. Go ahead. Yeah, I'm saying. Yeah, Sam's um you know, you're you're a you're popular you're a popular streamer. I'm doing my on my second channel chilling, I'm on my second channel chilling, Shout out to you, son. Second channel. Oh, you got you already got that busted. The
first one. Jesus. No, my f my my my main one is still good, I need to support my second channel. Busted, My main channel is still lit. Over 2,000 subs, Well, that's good, man. Congratulations. Well, yeah. Congratulations. Put it in your mouth. Put suck like put in your mouth. Is that Is that how you treat somebody whenever they say
congratulations? Say, man, you just dick suck, You used to argue with Amber and Q was your biggest op. Q was your biggest eye. Look, look how I got Q running. Y could have never do that, Was your big dog. There you go. How do you sidearm, man? No, that was a sidearm. You You
Was your biggest ass, You was scared of Q, Ziggy. And now I got you running. Look, the was not scared? I was never scared as Hey, you were scared. You were even scared of BG, weren't you? Lick your channel. No, I don't need Hey, look. It's psych when I ever you know me if I use for psych only dropped my second channel one time
because I stop stopped using my main channels when I ever dropped my channel like that when no just when you started last when you started using it again I mean I don't mind you when I when I started when I started using my second channel I said I'll drop my second channel in your chat that's the only time I did it when I like
before I left you before got Crazy. You dropped the den. Yeah. Okay. I'm not I'm not JT having weirdo in his community wall. Ziggy. Oopsie. No. No. What? Man, I'm I'm being a good guy, man. What are you talking about? I'm not true. You hang with weirdo. So, you're a weirdo, too, dumb I'm not a weirdo. What the is that supposed
to be? JT's a weirdo. Why is JT a weirdo? So JT so JT there's a JTI banned last night because J I just remember like you know he said the last thing I remember he said he's like you're a weak channel owner psyche like it just like insulting me like just straight up to my face I'm just you're and then was saying oh you have no spying you're weak and then they're just saying all this stuff you
don't you don't accept them calling people PDFs look at their channels they call you weak they call you weak because you don't accept them um them calling people PDFs you weak that's respect for That's been ruled my chat since the beginning is like I don't like people that is weird. No, it was it was
hey it was all the all that it was Aotti rain all all at once and they were calling everybody in the chat there everyone's name you stand up like and they're like why are we being timed out and Sassy warned them she's like stop saying that and they kept they kept doing it like they just like I got to I got to be
honest rain don't even talk most of the time she said it I I she seen it I told look at the chat she call she said on panel. She called people a PDF on panel. What the you talking about? I got the clip. I mean, it happen. I'm just saying I find it hard to
believe because I It's not hard to believe. I told you it's facts, I got the clip. She doesn't stupid for people you don't even know. Then you ride with people that shut the up. Crystal Marie and Shut the up. I know. I mean, Crystal Marie was coming up with like
she was saying I I called her a crack. Wh H O R E. And I was I drink. Yo, I think she drunk a dumb ass. These people these people are weirdos. Just doing it just for like for a clout. I don't know. It's weird. I've been dumb ass GT and them are weirdos. I'll be telling you that. I looked at his community wall. I looked at his uh people been talking
about him. These people like to bring that weirdo around. I don't know what it is. Ham, daddy, rain. What do you mean weirdo? Okay. It's weird as in like you know like you know JT there's a thumbnail of a disabled like minor on on his like I'm just posting other YouTube
streamers JT minors. Yes it is 100%. I didn't see I wasn't here. You wasn't here. We tell you it's Go. Hold on. Hold on. Sy, go check his community wall, you dumb maggot. Go check his community wall right now. You going to see the minor right now. Go ahead. Go ahead. Go leave the Leave the panel
right now and go check his community. You all, I don't have to leave. I got to look. All right. All right then. Shut the up. You just want to protect the weirdos. Tell somebody to shut the up. You just want to protect the weirdos. Now we got it, Ziggy. Protect the weirdos. I told you, dude. You support people um post your miners. We got it. Don't worry. That is
crazy, man. How can you do that? I said I wasn't here. Let me roll up. I got some content now. It's like I got some content. I like to expose weirdos like Ziggy. I like to like all the like I had to delete all the streams last night and so you know I don't know if anyone up anything but it was it was like it was crazy like the way it started out like there was nobody in the chat that I
knew. It was like everybody with God had brought everybody here or something and they were just saying weird stuff and like you're kind of not talking to me which is I was just talking to the panel and then they started like say oh well we're taking over the chat look what I did this like I did I claimed this blah blah blah they're laughing oh your channel's done and it was and they're just like blatant and then everyone else was kind of like it just kind of poisoned the atmosphere it had kind of
and I just it was all night it was like a fight but um and then but even Alex turned against me turned What I'm saying is is Sand Man doesn't understand. I'm sorry to cut you off, man. What I'm saying though is to show Sandman like that's out of their character. I had already left. I don't I
didn't see it. That's all. I don't It turns out that there Oh. Uh Noble. Yeah. Noble Noble saw, right? Noble was watching. Uh yeah. It's funny. It's funny that he trying to like try to erase what JT and Gotti does. Ziggy knows what Gotti is. I didn't I didn't erase anything. I'm just
saying shut the up. Don't worry about it. Go check. Can you mute him, please? For one second, please. Can you mute him? Go check. Don't tell people that. So, Ziggy. So, Ziggy. Okay. Besides his him having a weird weird videos on his page that were kind of
doxing and stuff, they constantly I constantly know he's like, "Stop changing your your um your profile photos." Because they kept changing their photos to other people's photos, including people with cancer, like people with breast cancer. It's like I said, can you play? I like can you please and I had to ask that's why JT kept being modded because um he kept doing that and I kept and I kept saying,
"Stop. Imagine bullying a cancer patient and p and posting her her cancer scars." Okay. All right. Weird. My point My point is real quick. I don't do that stuff. But you with JT. You You JT right now. You just cut me
off again. Yeah, what I'm saying is You don't quit. Quit saying shut up, dude. You You a in my face. You forgot your spot in my face. You forgot you a lame I don't know who hyped you up, You was a nobody, Who hype you up?
And you're somebody. You came out, You came out, Oh, okay. Man, what you going to do? What your dad doing? What you doing? I guess I can't do anything because I can't come for I come for you. Put your arms through the screen. Yeah, I'm not the one hanging with you and posting
miners on the community wall. Why you going to go to his community wall and go watch it? Go to JT's community. You don't want to face the facts, weirdo. You're not listening to me. I don't need to listen to the weirdos. You were the one that was trying to give was what's your name? I'm going to stay here for a little while. I'm going to roll up. Shout out to you for sending what I'm saying is
that been trying to do that. You finally open how they are, man. Yeah. You finally open your eyes. You finally open your eyes. And then any anything that GT has ever done, if if GT has ever put a picture up of anybody, it's because they put themselves up there. Yeah. Okay. It's a minor, too. Wow. And also, and they had a guy they had a guy last night, the guy came with
his wife and he was like he was talking about he's like how he's been being harassed. I remember that. Yeah. Yeah. And Jar would say, you know, um Yeah. Um, he said that he he saw someone had told him his photo. That's his daughter. Okay. JT uses his daughter. Jar's daughter. But is that
Wait, wait, wait. Who Who's it wrong? So JT's not on a video. Hold on, Ziggy. Ziggy. So JT's not wrong for posting a minor on his community wall. I mean, he just reposted what Jarro put up of a video. Thank you. Now I'm going to clip that forever at clip and Thank you. So Jake is cool.
Ziggy is cool for posting minors. No problem. Hey, do you put his own minor up? It's okay. So, it's okay to post a minor again. That's put my picture up. If I put my picture up right now, that's a kid. You're talking about a kid, Ziggy. You're talking about a kid. You're talking about a kid. Why did J do that? Oh, you
talking about a kid. Okay. Hey. Hey, you the weirdo. Did that. Uhhuh. JT, you support JT weirdo. Donald did it. All right. And JT reposted it. And JT reposted it. Is Vader here? Vader, are you here? Can you say something or I have to take you off the studio? That is nasty. Vader. Okay. He's not responding. So, I mean,
if you responded, but if you're not going to respond, I can't kill you on the pan. Sorry. That's enough said. Hey, that's why Ziggy with JT. Now, we understand Psych. Why they get along together? Ziggy know she done nothing wrong but posting somebody else minor. I'm saying look cool with it. Look cool with it, I'm talking about
I'm talking about legality. Legality says that if you post even your like me, if I post if I post a chicken, then you that chicken picture. So, so, so, so if I if so, if I post my child, if I post my three-year-old, it's okay for Ziggy to post my three-year-old. She what life did, why
did you do that in the first place, Ziggy? Parents are allowed parents are allowed to have their children on their on their YouTube stream. Like there's you didn't Thank you. Psych. Don't need to explain. He's defending JT for posting a minor. That's No, I'm not. I'm
saying that law, dude. I wanted to go to law school. The law is simple. There's a law. There's a law and there's what's right and wrong. Because it's not a law. The law is not the law. You just don't do it. And there's rules law. And he say jar is abusing his minor. Not
only that, posting a a cancer patient scars. That's more than And she's in the chat. And she's in the chat. And she's in the chat. Hannah is in the chat when you're doing that. Introducing her. Yeah. Oh, hell no. That's sick enough. But wait, wait, wait. Here we go again. Didn't she post her scars up? Yeah. Okay.
Go ahead. Don't worry about it. He like to defend it. He defending the weirdo Go ahead. anything. I'm saying, man, I don't use anybody. I don't use anybody else's image. Even if they post stuff, I don't use their images, you know? It's like just like somebody like you think somebody post a uh somebody post a parent and they passed away. You
think I'm going to post it? No. It's called being morals having tried to post to this kid, right? Yeah. Salut Q. How many times Q post my moms? Do I call Do I post Q moms? Never. Never at all. It's called being human and having morals for yourself. I never now you're going from legality to being
moral. Moral. Yeah. Okay. No. You like weirdo right there. You like weirdo You just want you okay with minor in a case of a cancer patient. I'm not okay with You got to be even a cancer patient because I ain't died from cancer. All right.
Tell JT that JT that. Tell JT. But if the cancer patient is tell JT that you dummy, nobody posting cancer patients. Tell JT that you All right. Let JT post your AR then. Stop complaining. Let JT post your AR.
JT and all the people are putting their own pictures up. Yeah. Let put JT let let JT put your aunt got Facebook, right? Let JT have it. Give me your own face. I mean, wait, wait, wait. No, no. Now, that's a fair thing. If I put my picture up, you he takes it, then that's
fair because I put it up. That's legal. You're a weirdo. What if What if he goes What if he goes on to your Facebook and then like, you know, finds, you know, people then like then then take pictures. That that right there that that is stealing. If I look up JT docs people yo JT JT docks people. He look up people.
That's why I'm on his ass. That's why I got You know why? That's why I find his girl. Salute. Shout out to Rain in Texas, Keep talking, Ziggy. I mean, I just think it I mean, so it's like so indefense. It's like it's like nothing. It's like it's like even if even if it was all legal and stuff, I
say don't do that on my show. And they continue to do it like in obsession. Okay. All right. All right. We can we agree all of us can we agree with this? It is immoral to do that. Absolutely. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. Those people
and put their own pictures up and then people. Go ahead. You defend JT before reposting. I'm not 21K would do it. Q would do it. yeah. Those pe those people are are kind of being evil doing it. It's that they're not You just mentioned all the weirdos. Q is a weirdo. Q said he wanted a great
kid. You keep calling Q a weirdo. I don't know why you keep saying a weirdo. Q came on my show last night trying to to nword bomb me again. Look all the widows you mentioned. Look at all the weirdos you mentioned, Ziggy. They're attacking the show. Do you understand Ziggy? That's the problem I have is like I don't care like you guys if I mean I I don't think it's right what you guys are doing but it's like that you come on my channel and try to bring it all here
that's like let them do that on their own platform no and well because they're guys are kind of a group but yeah y'all was like when he saw his photo being used on my ch like as as a thing he was he was going to strike my channel but he saw that I was like let me let me in fact I'll go I could get this live right now matter of fact I go clip This shout out
to Ziggy. Thank you, Ziggy. You just gave me content. I don't really care what you're doing, man. Yeah, you the one defending. You defended that Hey, salut, man. I got the content now. Now, I know some but hey, all right. Salute, man. I'm going to share this Shout out to you, bro. It was just It was
That's why they don't want you around. I noticed that. Why people don't want you around, Ziggy? I never peeped that, but now she was. What? You're a cop baby, man. All right. Hey, don't blame me. I can let my chat. Why is everybody saying that you Hey, man around. No, JT is the only one that called me crappy and me gotty. The same ones that call
people all the time. No. Hey, hey there, Spunky. Yes, I I mean I try you know I'm one person and when but it's like when the whole it's like it's kind of was derailing my entire the entire chat and then you know and which maybe was what they were trying to do and they were like you know God just like oh I love this I love I love I I did this I love this drama and stuff and it's like so and just kind of laughing in my face
about we have a guest hold on one second hi hello how are you okay good I'm great but I'm still thinking of you on yesterday I'm thinking Thank you. A I feel bad for you guys. Who you girl? Who? I mean, I'm okay. I'm okay. All I have to do is delete the streams and
stuff. I Sorry. Go ahead. My phone. Let me turn my mic up. with Crystal Marie. What are you What community are you from? What community you from? I'm not from anyone's community. From my own world. I'm just coming here to bring positive vibes and I want you guys to
just chill out and life assured. Everybody just stop the you know, and just just get along. Yes. That's what I would love. I would love that. But it's like some some people like to like they thrive on the conflict and they like and they thrive on causing it and they won't look I I was sitting here
and I was thinking I was like, man, all y'all just need to get out. Just get out. Look. Look at this. Yeah. There you go. Yeah. It's beautiful. Yeah. Yeah. That's Florida. Yeah, Virginia. That look like more of like Virginia. Does it? I I'm not telling you where I'm from. Not down Florida. That look like Virginia.
Well, I'm just She's She's afraid she'd see a dark shadow walk up on her. I don't want anybody to come. Like Spunky was people. There's so much like conflict even even from my friends last night. And then she came and like was just like like kind person. It's like she's she's the kind of person that keeps me going.
I just want to keep you grounded psyche. Yeah, I know. Thank you. And you know, it helps a lot. And this is a little reminder from the universe that like this is all just the internet and it's And like get out, get on the world, put your feet in the grass. Like, is that on video? Touch nature. Yeah, I'm on panel right now.
You married? I I am not married, but I should be. Oh, okay. So, you single or or what? What? See, man, you hit on everything. Stop. Don't hit on me. My heart's taking forever. Okay. I'm just asking questions. This is Look, look. Said back. Look how sent back. See, look. Said back and you trying to enjoy the
content. We just asking questions. You're new here. No, he's enjoying it, too. Psyche is playing. He's just doing his thing, man. And this is what it's about. So, what life's about is about human contact and positive connections. We need to stop making these negative connections just for entertainment to keep our pulses up or whatever it goes, man. Like there's better than this, you know? Like let's let's enjoy the good
things about each other. Yeah. Right. I just I just I feel like I feel like a lot of um a lot of people might have been you know victims of not if not that like it's like you know people attacking channels and stuff like that and a lot of people are feel helpless and they you know but I've actually I want to be actually someone that stands up to to some of these people and I'll actually show I have
people that will stand up for me too and not just not to like lay down and like have them be another like victim they can laugh at. I I don't feel like just being being a victim and like or they're saying I'm just I'm just collateral damage in their fights like I'm not really there unintentionally were and you know life is about
peace human connection kindness serenity what can you do for somebody else what can you do to help the world like when you tap into that energy like karma karma helps and pays you off tfold it does it really does Like I'm not I'm not real religious, but when I was like, "Hey, what can I do to help other people?" My
life got a lot better. Hear that? And and I and you know that's that is life like like you know we we we're so like used to competing tearing each other down and fighting against each other. It's like we'd be so much more powerful as we came together and like helped each other look out for each other. United you mean if we're united
we're Yeah. If we're just like not trying to attack each other and take each other take other people out and look at each other everyone as competition and just want to or just for our own like I don't know everyone keeps saying it's for the they just do it for their for laughs or they're satisfaction they think it's funny last and some kind of weird like entertainment for the moment but that they don't realize that the damage that it can do to people for
a long time like it's hurtful and you know not not saying this is anybody on this channel but like god forbid someone's in such a bad place mentally this is their last straw like that would be terrible. Yeah. I mean, yeah. And it's And then, you know, like I get what you're saying. Yeah. Yeah. When people bring in their their outside lives and drama that sometimes
is just like the last thing. And who needs that, man? Like, don't you want to be someone's hero? Don't you just want to like make their day? I am. I am Sandman's hero. That's what That's what my channel is. Listen to me. I don't get along with you. I want to be I don't even get a moderate. I'm the ultimate moderator. I don't have What is the name of the song? I'll give you a
wrench. Comment. You can comment in the chat. I I'll wrench you. Well, you don't have to me. I don't even know what to do with it. I'm so new to YouTube. I know. You don't have to just just to protect you in the chat. I mean, because you know, I do you do like you you do show that you are an ally and it's like, you know, you know, I have a good I have a good heart. The channel was about helping people, you know, that's I do tarot. I like I am into like spiritual
growth and these kind of things. And I understand part of it is there's going to be conflict and there's a lot of different people and there's going to be conflicts, but I ultimately want to bring people together and I have brought a lot of people together. There's been you have and I I think your heart and I think that's why I'm like, you know, just just on your vibe, you I think that's why you're you're making me think about you and worry about you and want to you know I'm out here like having my
little beach day and I'm like I wonder how he's doing right now. You know that's Thank you. I mean people come with respect. Yeah. Thank you. I'm I'm okay. I'm okay. It's like I'm I'm just like it gets me more determined to um take more control over things, you know? I've just been like letting people kind of run wild. I've just been doing a lot of observing because Hey, what's up
guy? I've been doing a lot of observing cuz I want to because I've been told a lot of things but I want people to like say it for themselves rather than being told by other cool let him know God's welcome off I have no problem with Gotti like and it's like you know he was the first man yeah he's in the
chat nobody got you're making about it get off the this sucking I'm mean no scar nobody They don't want to come together. I don't understand the Shut the up. Smack the out of you, Hold on. Let me introduce myself. Not in real life. No, not in real life.
People ever like, "What is the deal?" Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Let me introduce my CEO Shan residing in Texas where everything is big. No homo, no Diddy. Born in Detroit, representing the Brisqu
Fry, picked up with Gen X, picked up with Drew Troop, Broom Gang, OG Troop. He is slow, but not the not the brain power with the movement. You drop him on his back, he going to fall in his shell or what he do is spin, spin, spin. Who that He my twin twin twin. Shout
out to Bury the turtle. Salutes, my I don't even know. Salute. Salute. I appreciate that. I feel like I just heard a lot of nonsense and ego and I don't understand. Hey, nobody nobody over here cares about that positive Nobody cares about it. Maybe that's why I'm here. Someone needs a little positive. No. No. You
need you need to turn you need to turn turn your camera off and enjoy the view and stop around with people on here about that positive We don't give a about that over here. Barry Barry Barry, speak for yourself, baby. Speak for yourself. Hey, Al Borland. Al Borland, you you got that lumber lumberjack jacket on. Oh, look at this.
See, you're talking about you're talking about JT and Look at this. What's happening right now? And and Psyche and Psyche, why don't you tell her you you you want her to preach positivity over here? Tell her about the fish tacos you be having when
you be doing that blow. Um, Barry, I mean, they're very funny. So, by the way, so Barry is one of my from the group from Barry and and tell and and and tell and tell her about the dickpick I sent in in my hairy ass. Yeah, it's not even yours. I I did
reverse Google image and search. You're not that uh oriented. Weird. Why would you even And why you And why you got that And why you got that manly in chat with the wrench taming people out, man, for no reason for her own. Flirty Diamond is a mod here. And And you know, she she never Well, you know, she never said like like you know how you were talking about me bad on
another channel. Zon's quiet. You're a mod. I let the content content stupid Hey, what's up? Hey, people. Hey, people shouldn't be taking their own personal beefs out on people in the chat? Yeah. Well, that's that's why I Yeah, I'm taking that's why
have have have have Dusty Diamond donated to you ever? I know I have. Um, yeah. Flurry Diamond Flirty Diamond is is um you know uh has referred people for tarot readings and you know how she referring people. She only get two views her view she get less views than Clumsy. Well she had I mean she has
she people come in friends what? Um it was no I don't I won't say the name but yeah she brought a friend that that okay she brought what person? She brought one person. Did they pay for that reading? Well, they say they will. There you go. We'll work together. But even it's fine. Even bringing people
to the chat. Even bring sharing my live. I appreciate. Get the out of here, man. Psych. When I came over here, you only had 10 people. You only had 10 people in your chat when I when I came over here. Okay. Well, yeah. I mean, I mean, that's what I just I just started. I just started when you first came, right? Say
it, but not people. Sandman. Sandman, did I not bring you over here? Yeah. Did you brought you brought people that were kind of trolling in the chat and stuff, right? Yeah. But I mean, yeah. I mean, some people brought there's been good and bad people that have been brought over. I understand. You bring a lot of people over too, baby. You and a lot of people, but yeah, but a lot of a lot of people here are just for this for the
for the for the Like, they're just here for Yeah. But and they trolling. Don't let Don't let him bully you, Sydney. Don't let him bully you. That's a community you attach yourself to. When you was when you was when you started taking Bea's panel and with Beeta, that was the community that was attached to her. Barry, let me just tell you one thing. I Barry, I never I never said anything bad about you or did
any I I I to be attack I usually attacked by a lot of people that I never have attacked. I so I don't get it like why so hard attack. I'm not attack people. It's like not my thing. It's like I'm I'm not an attacker. I'm like, "Oh, and it's like sometimes if I get mad, I'll say things and I always regret them if if I get if I lose my temper and it's like I feel like people try to get
me out of my No, but you you got mad at me. You got mad at me because I said your nails were still dirty and they was Yeah, but you said you said, "Oh, he's digging through his ass and he doesn't wipe." I mean, you're saying really just like really disgusting way. It would just say, "Oh, everyone says my nails are dirty." It's fine. It's like that's fine. You like you like had to get into like disgusting
details. Alex said every like they just have to say all I said all I said psych all I said was you probably using teeth tissue and when you wiping your ass your finger I I heard I heard it doesn't sound any better this time I got I'm saying I was I was just assuming man that don't mean it was true I was just
assuming man you assumed incorrectly and I was kind of like just mean and you were my mod at the time that's the thing it's like you were my mod you're you're in my stat like running my chat and then you're talking about me like and it's like okay well so then I have to like say okay well if I have a mod as a mod at least can't be talking about me on other channels and like I'm a joke right
look look man we can we can still be friends man we can still be friends okay I want to be friends I mean I have nothing against people like if people know I don't care if they really apologize as long as you know so so if if I if I come if I come to California man you got to give up your bed and you got you got to sleep uh
Standing up. Okay. Can I Can I sleep at the edge of the bed and watch you? No. No. You You got to sleep standing up facing the wall. Barry, you got it, That went to spend the weekend. Barry, come on.
Now, come down. You can have my bed. You can have my bed. I might I might uh I might if you wake up in the middle of getting I'm getting in it with you. Just just don't worry. I'm not think about it, Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I'm talking about it. I got the I'm sorry.
Sam thinks the Q would do that. No. Hey D man. He can take he could take my uh you can take that since I be using that that that uh draws. You know, Sam know Doug. Doug's right here. This is Doug. Doug's awesome guy. He's a streamer and he's done the show. Is that
Doug D? Is that Doug D? Yeah, Douggee D. Douggee. This is not Doug D. Douggee D. Douggee D. Douggee Doug. Douggee Doug in fact, but yeah. Yeah. So, is that the same as Doug D in chat? I'll tell you, if you go to Doug D. No, I'm not Doug D in chat. I'm not Douggee D. I'm Douggee Doug.
He's modded in chat. He's modded. So you can tell the real one cuz there's different ducks. Yeah, he's modded in chat. Ain't Douggee D. Same don't know the difference. So don't worry about Yeah, there he is. He's right here. See why you always let me tell you let me tell you about Douggee D. Wait a minute. If you go to Douggee D's channel and you look at his the line underneath his
name, it says Douggee Doug. That's because he's an Because he's trying to use my name and make people think he's me. That's all. And he was Yeah. And he said he was too. He was like he was like, "Oh, nice to be on the show with you." Like he was like, "So what what community what community did John Goodman come from?" My name does.
Yo, you cooking, Papa? I started calling me Douggee Doug. I don't know why. There was a rapper at the time, maybe. I don't know. Uhhuh. Hello, Isaiah. So, you live in a car? What's that? Oh, yeah. Driving around. yeah.
He said, "What you in?" You in the truck? You in the truck? You? yeah. You in the truck, Zie? I'm sitting in my attic. That's just Is Pam Is is somebody named Pam standing with you? What? Pam? Oh. Oh. Yeah. Where Pam's at?
Girl, you look like Andy Milanakis, though. You look like a older Andy. Hell no. That look like John Goodman, man. Come on. My Come on. Show up. John Goodman. Where? Where K at? That's Roseanne. John Goodman's an attractive man. John Good is an attractive man. K. K. Remind me of Roseanne though. Shout out to Boo G. How
she ra your old ass. John Goodman. No one ever told me I look like John Goodman before. Shout out to John Goodman. We have a We have a Oh, he was back on. There you go. He had gay bypass surgery. So, he's good now. There. Hi, guys. Nick Johnson. You got a You got You got a whole You got a whole bunch of celebrities up here. You got John Goodman. You got
Ellen Degenerous. You got the Uso from WWE.
Italy. You got you got you got Borland from tool time. I'll take the incredibly mixed Hulk. I think I think I think people are laughing. I think people are laughing. I'm sorry. Go ahead. We're laughing. Yeah. Doug asked I'm sorry. What you ask,
Spunky? I want to Can Can Spunky Can Spunky show us? How's the weather? Can she show us her swimsuit? What that swimsuit look like? Spunky. Shout out to what that look like. No hitting on the piano. No, I'm just asking what that sweatsuit look like. I might want to get somebody one for for a present.
I think your mic. Hold on one second. Use your mic. Take this. You want to see low? Damn. Okay. Oh, she bought damn. That's what I like. She got She got them cake. She got them cake titties.
Got them big old watermelons. I like I like the tattoos more. Like good on the beach, too. I'm jealous. I have a couple of questions. Um Oh, man. Damn, Dusty. Come on, man. Move on, man. Okay. About what you want your moderators in the
chat what you how you want them because I'm not I don't time I'm not going to do anything as a moderator. Yeah. Because why? Because it's not my chat and they're talking and if you don't like it, you'll do something, right? Is that the right policy? Yeah. But if I mean I say if people unless people are like doxing or like I mean and then just delete the comment maybe like I know I just do like you can for a few minutes
if so this is my question straight up right because imagine you take your wife to the beach and she won't get off the gay man's YouTube channel. You don't you don't need me to remove that or No, I don't care. I don't care. That's like I don't care about racism. You don't want
flirty diamond. Everybody knew what what it was supposed to be to be. No porn. Yeah. Yeah. It's kind It kind of evolved. I used to like unless the racism's funny. No
sexism. Unless the sexism's funny. and don't cause well it's not it's not I I I really don't find racism or sexism very funny. It's like it's like some people like that's not her show. But okay okay okay I say I say I say okay I want to like I want my I just want my mods to be on my channel side my channel
side and watching out for the channel not just looking out for themselves and under personal vendettas and their enemies out. I want I don't care what they say about me. I was wondering about a general policy about like his comment about that gay guy's panel. You don't care. Yeah, it's fine. I don't care. You said gay guy. You didn't say f a g o t. So it's it's not a big deal, you know. Appropriate way. I don't get offended. I don't even get offended by any other
stuff. I just The only reason I have rules is because it's for toos and I just for you know I'm under attack too. Actually, you're pretty chill too, Bed Psyche, too, because I mean, how many people have rolled into live live chats and been like, "Oh, this dumb ass." Like, you're hund.
Look at the chops on my guy. Yeah, there's a point. Can you What are you talking about? Who? Yeah, look at this. They've been doing that for years, though. They love it. Yeah, has quite a beard. He's a Hey, Kate. How are you?
I'll tell you I'll tell you this. It's nice to know that they care enough though, right? Because the worst thing that can happen is to be ignored, right? I mean, yeah. I'd rather, you know, I'd rather have, you know, but at the same time, it's like I'd rather have like a few people in my chats that were, you know, being positive and having a conversation rather than like 100 people that are just all trolling and causing all this chaos. I mean, it's like, you know, there's time for both things, but
it's my responsibility to rain in my show. It's hard. It's hard. Two people who cause chaos. If one person's being stupid and everybody ignores them, that's not a problem. It's when you start responding to the stupidity that the chaos begins. Yeah. And then people in chat will respond to it. People That's why it's suddenly me being attacked. It's like a lot of people actually
spunky. Have fun. Thank you. Thank you so much. Yeah. Okay. Take it seriously, whatever you do. Yeah. Have a wonderful Thank you so much. Thank you for another beach. We think about chat. We're on the beach. Yeah, there's a beach right here. Here we go. Life's a
beach. your message. I'm ping your message diamond. Oh, that's El Dorado. That's El Dorado. Yeah Eli
Everything's okay. I mean, I was like, it's just it was a little bit, you know, I just kind of feel like when my channel goes under attack, I get my, you know, get Okay. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. Don't I mean if people can force you to respond to their comments then they own you. I missed the whole you got
to be in control of I got I got I got I got Oh, she left. I came here for I didn't come here for this She left. God, I'm sorry. All right. All right. I'll see you. What's up, God? Sorry, God. Bye, God. Yeah. So, you know,
so yeah. So, again, thank you for showing up. Yeah. But, you know, I just uh like I like I said, my channel is like, you know, I really haven't, you know, been very successful in my in my life and and I haven't really done things for a long time. This is like one of my first my building this channel. It's like I've been worked probably harder than anything in my life. I I really like I really love it. I love
doing it. It's like my passion. It's like I want to do it. And um so it's and it's also like my baby cuz I I you know I built it up from like you know everyone does everyone everyone builds up their chest man. So it's like it's like leaving it's like you you wouldn't like leave your b your baby with like some weirdo some weirdo babysitter people talk about
other Ziggy get my dick out so I can have it back. God. Um, Hannah Hannah, I didn't ban Hannah Hannah. I I banned I I banned JT and you know, God and I He's out of here. Good. That's what I mean. I God, God, I didn't appreciate kind of
some of the stuff you were saying to me last night. I didn't I didn't Oh, JC God, I don't appreciate some of the things you were saying. And I I don't know if you it was trying to be funny or you really like like don't like me like that because you're kind of saying the same things that he was saying. I have I have no spine. I need Hold on. Let me ask something. Douggee D. You know JT?
You You Who you asking me? I'm asking you. Yeah. Do I know JT? Yeah. Call me Douggee D. It's Douggee. Hold on. Hold on. So, all of them come from the same universe. Shannon, you Hannah Guy. I don't hang out with those guys. But they orbit around you, right? They're in orbit around me. Yeah. But I
don't hang out with those guys. Okay. Trul now we go. We going to shut up. You shut your fat mouth. He's talking to you. What are you talking? What are you saying? And I've been saying you didn't appreciate what you said. You said you said you said you said I was weak. I have no spine. And uh
you were said that Did I say that? Yeah, you typed that in the chat. Sam man said that. All right. All right. If I said that, then it must have been true at the time. Then it must have been true. Oh, stupid at the time. I don't appreciate it. I I I because you know
you got to move off if you don't go. That's what you got, Got it. Got it. Got it. Got it. Got it. And thank you. Thank you. And I accept and anybody that Yeah. Thank you. I if you an apology, I accept it. And uh or you know, I'm cool with you. That's the thing. Yeah, of course. If it bother you mean I mean like if you said that
it must have applied and it's like if you say it is one thing but then but then J you know JT kind of like he looks up to you same again salmon salmon again listen words hurt words hurt I got I want to get I want to you can't let the words hurt Doug I'm still talking to you
mind you what the is wrong with you really people down anybody. That's really how it works, God, by the way, shut up.
Psychist. Don't worry about what people say. All right. No, no, God. I don't Yeah, God. God, I just like I like to, you know, I just like have like to be at least respected on my own show. I mean, if if you people other other places and you can you say that to me, but it's like, you know, insulting me my own show and I'm really trying hard to like do the best and make I know I can't make
everyone happy, but I'm trying to be respectful and fair and just walking. What the do you want me to do, Psych? You want me to kiss your ass on the panel? Oh, no. No. I want you I want you I want you to be I God. I want you to be I want you to behave yourself on my on
my panel and in my chat. Okay. I I don't want I don't want you. I like you. I like you. I like you. But it's like see my There we go. Wow. Laughing my face. Laughing my face. Okay. God. Wow. See see this is this is what I find, right? I mean, is it funny? I mean, is anybody else laughing guy?
Like, is that not even funny? It's not even funny as a troll. It's like just kind of like weird. He's not laughing about you. Are you okay? Are you laughing gas? I don't know. You're laughing like the Joker. Okay. You got You got to stop. You got to stop with this You got to stop with this It's too So, this is what I find. Anytime somebody comes to you and
tells you about someone else, they're lying. They're lying to you. They're not trying to help you. who Oh my god, he's talking to you like you're a child. He's not a child. Anybody say, "Oh, this person is a pedo and this person did that." Yeah, they're all lying. Everyone is lying to you.
Talking about you out. I don't call people PDFs. Y Yes, you do. Every day. Okay. Mhm. Okay. Uh, it's just like it's not appropriate for my not a show about, you know, that's why we got rain in Texas. Where you going, man? I'm going camping, baby.
Texas, Camping. But I just can't wait. Exciting. I can't wait when I visit Rain. camping. Yeah, we going camp. We going camp in Texas with Rain Camping. JT live with his parents. Let's go give him a nice dude. This dude talk about
weak. You over here talking Go lie It's like you'll never be as weak as this dude though. If I said you were weak, you must be as weak as him. Oh, that was just lying. Well, let's I mean, I don't like anybody being called names. I want everyone to be feel respected because I got called names by people I really like I care about and
like like Alex and you know Joker were like teasing me last night or they said they were you know Joker said he was trolling me. Alex was just like straight out attacking me and these are people that I consider friends and so it's like when my friends are saying that it's like that really I mean I don't care what trolls say about I would never call somebody weak because I was in a wheelchair for seven years. So I I know
what it means to be called names. So I would never call somebody weak. You know, by the grace of God, I walk now. I can walk again. Okay. Okay. But believe me, I would never say that about you haven't yet, man. You can use it. I don't drugs. I don't do drugs, Doug. I'm sorry. I don't do drugs like that. I know you said that before. Yeah, I don't do that Yo, shout out to you, Psych. All right, I can step off. You heard? I'll be back. Thanks, Sam,
man. Thanks, man. It's talking to you. See you, Sammy. Yeah. All right. Shout out to you, Douggee. Nice seeing you. All right. Shout out to Good to see you, man. It's nice seeing you on panel, Douggee. Shout out to you. Oh, absolutely. Why don't you two hook up? Why don't you guys hook up? You guys, Doug, why don't you go see him? Huh? Thank you, Doug. Thank you, Doug. Go see him, Doug. I
appreciate you coming. So, uh, yeah. I mean, I don't mind people going back and forth, having like a little fun, and like at Howard Stern, they would call like goofing on each other. Like, they would goof on each other, and that's like that's like fine. And it's like kind of like, you know, the person's kind of in on it. What happens here is like this like it's like this evil trolling and it's like when it gets in the dog, it gets into people's families, when it gets it gets in the
kids, when it gets into slandering and and then just derailing the whole like just using my platform basically as like a like a a WWF ring or something when I'm trying to, you know, have a fun show and then all these people are porning everyone. It's just like I'm trying to run the show. It's uh so people just have to just let me do my thing. All right, you don't have to time. We
understand. Yeah, we understand. I only have one rule for you. I only have one rule for you. Keep it fair. That's all. Keep it fair. I I try I try to keep it fair. I believe in, you know, it's your channel. I believe in They say keep it fair. I need
a chance, too. They all say that. Yeah. I mean, I've made a lot like that's that's what it happens like, you know, I've been doing this for a while. So, like like six months probably with the chats and it's like people will if times out over time. Oh my god, why do you get time out for 10 sec? And they'll cry about it for like for like hours instead of it's like why they timed out that one time and it's like they keep going and
go and it's like it's not fair. It's not fair for 20 minutes. Shut the up and get up. Oh god. I also signed Nice to meet you, brother. I I don't think I ever met you before. Nice to meet you, man. Who are you? That's Isaiah. God, you know who I am. Oh, Isaiah. Oh, yeah. Yeah, I remember. I didn't recognize you. You had a shirt
on. I didn't recognize you with a shirt on. That's You can't even see my shirt, He's got pictures of you with your shirt off, Isaiah. You know that, right? Yeah. I have I have I have pull on I have flex shows. I I have I have an archive of flex. There's a a There's a novel that Psyche's got. A graphic novel with me in my shirt off.
If I say it on the wall, you didn't hurt my feelings. You said you said I mumble under my breath. I I talk evil What is that all? No. When you remember I said you sometimes you'll be like you'll be like saying like all this weird and I'll be like Yeah. Doom talking. Yeah. You know what I'm talking about. Yeah. You said you didn't like that. You didn't like that. What are you doing, Isaiah? What the
There you go. It was already brought up. I mean, it's a little toasty in the Jesus Christ. Oh my gosh. There you go. Now you goers. Oh, Doug loves this You know, you know Doug goes and sees men across the country, right? Oh, if you're lucky, he'll come. I'm not kidding you. I'm not kidding you. I swear to
myself,000 an hour. Hey, flirty all day, Doug. He's like a flirty diamond. He's all over the place. Oh. Wrong page says 40. I I don't know. Yeah, I paid on Paige last night. Oh my gosh, it was so funny. Mr. Big Pipe, Mr. Big Pip was like, "Hey, where's Paige at? I want to I want to game with her."
He was like being really creepy. And so then I then I brought Paige on and she was in a bad mood. I was like, "Mr. Big, can you play uh some music for Paige?" Oh my god. He played this Beatles song. How How many times did he play the Beatles song? He played it for must have been two hours in the background and just like and then then one time he was like yelling his microphone was like on like one like one uh one volume and you could hard just yelling in the back for
hours. He finally endbombed me last night and said f my show. So Mr. Bes, you're banned. I cross your name out of my book. Okay. Banned him. He used to be he nword he nword bombed. He n he's not the only one. I mean there's a million people do it every day to you. Yeah. But he was like he annoyed me up up before that. He was not black. If he was black, it'd be
okay. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. It's a hard It's a hard ER. Plus, it's like, you know, it's part of the vernacular for I don't really care. It's like the thing is like when people say like the hard er is just like a different kind of like thing to it. It's just like a right. Yeah.
Be a negative thing. It can be both. it all. You can tell someone $100 off and die, right? What you said instead was I'll give you 200. I'll give you 200 to bring him back and JT back. How about that? I would Well, I would uh
250. That's it. The thing is like even I know I could I could bring them back, but they're going to do the same thing. It's like, you know, it's like Well, then you get rid of them again. Yeah. Okay. I mean, I would I would give Mr. Big Franks. I would give another chance and I would it would just be if he would just perform and not not really thought talk and you know, but it's like I just don't like
these people. I don't trust I just don't trust like what they've been doing. Mr. Big Pipes is like just like really a panel killer. Um and I mean for him too like he's I like it too. But it but it literally takes him like five hours to warm up. Then he doesn't know the songs he just learned. And so we he's like he's learning the guitar when he plays
last night. It was just it was it was it was just messy last night. Was anyone here last night when Mr. Big Pipes was on? It was it was just it was insane. Yeah. People were just like stop like nobody everyone was like nobody wanted to hear it. Nobody wanted to hear and he's not bad a musician but his microphone sucks and it's like it doesn't sound good and stuff. So
you need a musical act. You don't have a musical act. Minnie Manson, you know, what musical guest? Minnie is Minnie Manson sings and uh he plays guitar. He play he plays the guitar on my show. Yeah, he plays he plays guitar. That I'm sorry I missed that. The first appearance. The first appearance he he
came on my show. He played guitar. Um can you hear me here, Alice? We hear you. We want to see you, Douggee. But on the panel I'm frozen, right? You know, I mean, it's like black screen, but I hear your voice. My device went offline. We don't need to see you. I think my internet went down. Yeah, keep it this way.
We still hear you, so it must be still halfway working. Let me go look in another. No, I Isaiah, I know we lost Isaiah. Why not change? I work in mysterious ways, you know. God, are you are you are you are you everyone's monitor? Stop messing with people's Oh, here we go. Thank you, God. Thank you for turning back on. Okay. Uh yeah. Can you have a card? Sweet pee. Of
course you can have a card. I got sweet pee a card. Well, that posted. Sweet pee would like a card. So who asked for a card? Sweet pee in the chat. So sweet, what are you doing? That's not that kind of channel anymore. We change totally change format. God. God. Come on. Guys yelling at each other. Yeah. God. God. God. I' I've program I've
fired the whole reprogramming staff and I'm taking back the control. Okay. So, okay. Okay. So, we have uh we have the nine of wands. Okay. Nine of wands. This means you know the nine of wands. And who is that? That's the evil queen in the mirror. The nine. Okay. So, nine of wands. It's traditionally a person carrying like you know these big like these nine long sticks. It's like carrying a lot of burdens. Maybe carrying other people's burdens, taking
on things that are not really your energy and and and uh taking on the energy of other people trying to help. So just remember it's like you don't have to carry everybody else's burdens. You can put down the load and and uh stretch and you know maybe get some people to help and all kinds of things rather than doing everything on your on your own because but don't take everything on your own. I think that you um you take on a lot a lot from other
people and a lot of their burdens. Okay. So I hope you like that. You can put down put down the the burdens. Okay. I can read from the book actually. Nine of Wands. I'll just read from the book real quick because this book's kind of kind of uh you know, Disney themes. Let's see. Knight of Wands. Um, okay. The Knight of Wands says
Okay. Nine of Wands says, I'm sorry. Okay. That's your card, sweetie. Nine of Wands says, "Nine of Wands uh advises you now is the time to put up
your guard. If you're experiencing challenges, lay low to uh conserve your energy and and and uh resources. Remember, you're not alone in this. Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it. Ask for help, too. Oh, Psyche. Doug said to kick him off. He He left his panel. So, kick him off. Come back." Okay, he's done. There you
go. Oh. Uh, can you do me can you get me one of those cards from the other other deck? Do you have the other deck available? Sure. Sure. What's it called again? The writerweight. The writerweight. Yeah, I got the I'll get my uh my my writing. Okay. This is my gold toned rider. Okay. This this will be my card for the day. This will set the tone right here.
Do you want me to shuffle a certain amount of time or Yeah, four shuffles will do. Okay, you got it. Four is a specific number I chose. Two. The reason for three. Four. Okay. Gotcha. You know, you know the number four is a symbol for death in the Asian culture. Well, it's it's also in the, you know, four is like the fourth letter of the alphabet. So, it's
a D and then it's like D kind of looks like a tombstone halfway. It's also like a doorway. It means it's also D is a letter for death, right? S. Okay. Hold on. Okay. Oh my gosh. Okay. So, Gotti, you got the best card in the deck. The sun card. This is like good things happening like a lot of positivity just like the sun coming out especially after
maybe a dark night. It's like you know things getting better. It's a very positive card. It's most positive card in the deck. It's it's it's just good tidings. It's a very it's a good it's a good omen. Okay. Perfect. I bring light wherever I go. Psych. You see that? Yeah. Yeah. Don't you feel bad now calling me negative? Oh well, you know what? It's like I I you know I like you. I like you, God. You know, I like
you. And it's like that's why it's like, you know, I always, you know, enjoy hanging for psych word. It wasn't negative that he wants to call you. Let's be real. White man in America. But that's what But that's what I But it hurts me. It hurts me the most with people that I I like was kind of like I feel like either never liked me or have turned on me. And and I say it
to you on panel psyche. Don't take it serious. If I say it to you up here, take it serious. Okay. Yeah. cuz I know I can talk to you. Psyche, you made me. You made me, Psyche. No, I'm not. I love you. Oh god, there goes my phone. I'm glad I'm glad I was I was able to inspire in some way. But I mean JT is the same way. I don't think he would give you a on the panel. Yeah. I
mean, it's like I you know, I'm a very forgiving person and it's like, you know, I just I just need to make sure people are like following following what I what I ask at least, you know, because it's just it's going out of control and then people are like actually like getting off on breaking the rule. I need to like, you know, I just need to have like a zero tolerance policy because they like, "Oh, we can get away with anything over there. We can say it a million times. He he'll keep forgiving
us." I am very forgiving. I have a short I have a short um short memory when it comes to like when I was like, you know, when I was in my emotions. He always forgives. And he always I'm forgiving. I will forgive. I will forgive. Okay. I'm Yeah. I got I'm pin the link. I I need to pin the link. I'm sorry. My phone is on the table. One second. Uh, Isaiah, show the road, will you? Can Can
you show the road a little bit? Can you show the road instead of you? Uh, show the road. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, don't dox yourself or anything, but just show the road. Oh, that's fine. Um, can I don't know how to flip it. Don't crash. Here we go. Oh, there you go. That's nice. Yeah. I'm just holding the camera straight, so I'm cool. That's cool. Yeah, that's kind of showing where I'm going, but no address. Where you
going? The woods. Yeah. Yeah. property out in the middle of the middle of off nowhere. Yeah, it's good to get lost in the woods sometimes. I need to charge my phone. I'm sorry. My my link is the link is in the chat. I have to wait for my phone to charge before I post it in the Here's
Douggee back. That works. Works good enough. Yeah, my camera my camera shows up fine, right? It ain't like totally cut off, right? Oh, just be clear with everybody. It's like let them know that anybody that times me out will be banned from the channel. Well, you know, um I think
I know I know God follows the chat rules and so there should be no reason, but you know, if anything happens. Hello, Tiffany. I think I lost my Wi-Fi. Hey yo. Hey, Psyche. I just want to ask you one request, man. You don't have to. It's okay. But you can always monitor me
if you want. Can I please? Everybody's blue down there and I can't protect myself. Well, guys, is Ziggy Ziggy timed out or does Ziggy say anything here? You can trust him? I I mean I was thinking I I would mod I would mod God first before
you and I'm like not really even in mood to mod God today. So you know I was saying but but but mods if if he didn't if he if he gets timed out and he didn't do anything just time him out for 10 seconds. It will bring him right back. Okay. And it's it's like you know but if you do something let him it's not like a
I'm protected. It's like I have no condom like you want to trash people with with impunity right? You can crash me all you want Ziggy. I'm not gonna time you out. Don't even worry about it. Yeah. And I And I really don't type people up, but I did I did hide some people that were just like really disrespectful last night in the chat,
but I just Well, yeah, but you do that, not your mods, right? That's your decision. Yeah. Yeah.
Why do you want to be for a wrench? Because some people do some people some people do need them for their protection because they were getting timed out for no reason. If he didn't have wrenches then I would be okay because all the mods here all the mods in the room. I have not had a problem with any of the mods that I see in the
chat today. And you never had a problem with me either. You just took it away from me. Well, I have I I have a few problems with some of your mods and I'm the only white one down there. I mean, I I don't care. You just took it because you just I said in the chat I said that I said I'd rather have you have a a conceal concealed wrench like you know like I
want you to like be people. I don't need I don't need guard my battle buddy down there. I mean like come on help me out here. Okay Ziggy Ziggy Ziggy Ziggy better luck better next time. Maybe ask me again. Maybe ask might had a few drinks. Maybe maybe they'll have better luck, but it's not. Well, my phone's not even my phone's not even I can't even have the
ability to moderate. My phone's not on. So, I'm uh I'm I can't do it right. I can't have Gotti guarding me like I said. Like, Jesus. I don't need I don't need a wrench. You got Yeah, I got Let me say this. In all fairness, in all fairness, both Ziggy and Gotti have wrenches on my chat. But but I also have
to say that everybody on my chat has a wrench. Every single person has a wrench on my chat. Yeah. And I have had to throw and Ziggy out in the past because they get unruly. And I'm How many times you going to say I never took their mentions? I've always been good with you, dog. The same thing over
and over again. Like a broken record on every other channel, too. At the same time, you're going to have to throw me out again, Doug. Believe me, it's not going to be the last time. I just like Psyche. I thought he would trust me, man. That's all. Well, you know, trust trust takes a little bit of time to build. I'm not I I just kind of met you,
you know, me. I'm not I'm not saying, you know, what do we have to do here? I'm just saying. Well, I can do is like, yeah, be in the chat. Be a good person in chat. Maybe post my uh post my nightbot link. So, post my links. Like, share, subscribe. I've been around like you. It's okay. I don't I don't I don't I have enough mod. I have enough mods. I have I have plenty of mods. I'm sorry. I
just Can you give Bandit a wrench? I'm in St. Hillbilly. Another guy outside. I don't I don't I don't I don't know. I don't know. Booty Bandit is not in the market. How about Dicks? Do you know Dick Cheese? No. Dick cheese. Dick is a rogue mod. It was a bad mod. I'm lov
I was like I was like why do I have like bend over and like like dick cheese and you know I need a blunt and you know my my big crack is as mos like I just didn't know. I was like, "What? What happened when like what was I thinking?" Like, you know, must have been in a really good mood. Man, I'm not going to I'm not
going to hurt anybody. I just want protected Ziggy. You know what? You know what? Ziggy, you know what? My mom Samantha, my mom Samantha's been with me and she's almost here at the beginning of almost every show and she's a great she's a great mod. She says she's going to look out for you in chat and make sure that anybody pick on anybody pick on you, you just call Samantha's name.
Guard mod will be right over a mod will be overguard now. Okay. Yeah, this is my bodyguard. Yeah. Imagine feeling like you need body and then think about a person might feel that way
like they need a body in my box. It's like you know I only have two wrenches in I know I know you already I know you I forgot you don't know I know I know they already modded on three I'm like
does does dog remind you of the Ghostbusters thing when it like it's like everything's quiet and then all of a sudden the the
smoking a cigarette Oh, you can flip a smoke. We can flip a smoke. Oh man. Here. Here. Here you go. Here's your update. This is where the middle of nowhere I'm at. Oh Oh You're over there. Are you taking a canoe ride?
Four people were killed in that area. That was a bigger boat than I was expecting. saw you you clearly saw pavement. Why would you When you hear the banjo when you hear the banjo music in the woods, it's time to move, right? Yeah. The deliverance banjo that's the side. No, I I say I say
it drives he starts hearing the dueling banjo music and he drives toward him with those hillbillies. I just want to I want to hear him go. As soon as I hear a hard R, I'm running straight. No, he's gonna be squealing like a pig later. You're looking for that. You're looking for that guy. Also, oh god, no. That's
up. Also, you want to meet the guy that says piggy piggy in the right spot. Definitely ain't in the right spot. Definitely not in the right spot. I'm definitely in the party. You're going to come you're going to you're going to come across a dude that has a finger in his eye.
I think it definitely does be in the woods like around there for a specific reason. You're not going
back there. Yeah. Gotti and some guy in a some guy. Was that funny to you? Uh yeah. Poor Gotty. Come on. Poor God. Come on. Things God says people say things. God. It's God. You're forgetting the name already. It's God. Wait. Dog.
Doggy. Doug takes things too seriously. Don't God is a chump. Goddy is God. Uh let's see. The chump is your wife. Is Gy? Yes, he did. He did. All right. As long as you agree with You remember
when you spoke to her on the phone? As long as you agree, everything's good. Do you remember when you spoke to her on the phone? Your wife? Yeah. Two weeks ago. Two weeks ago. No, it wasn't then. It was when you were at Billy's. When you were at Billy's, we were talking. No, it was it was longer ago than that. I'm asking you. Do you remember? Of course you spoke to you spoke to me on
the phone, too. No, no, no, no. I just spoke to her. Yes, you did. No, no, you don't remember. Just your wife opened years ago. Got just asking. No, I would have remembered. This is a
street. Oh, okay.
There's cops everywhere. Slow down, man. I'm in. Oh, dude. Yeah. Oh, yeah. There's so many cops on this pod back end road. Yeah. I'm I'm real worried. I'm talking about a make believe construction company. No, buddy. Tiffy, tell more lies.
is my worm woman, man. She's I hate liars. Keep lying. Yeah, that's where me and Gotti disagreed to across the street. I like her. I like her a lot. I like her a lot. I like her a lot. You'll be the new Gary. I like her a
lot. Oh, I don't want to be a new Gary. You're going to be the new Gary. Nowhere to go. What the I I say I say you have a body in your trunk. You're gonna go bury right now. No, not bury. No, no, no. I said I said I said I say going to bury a body because someone said Isaiah is going to go bury a body. He said in chat,
Tiffany, have you seen his face? No. As far as I know, Golly's never shown his face. I know Ziggy has a beautiful face. Lovely face. Gotti's never shown his face ever. Gotti Gotti looks like Gotti looks like his avatar. What are you talking about? Don't worry about Don't worry about Gotti. What are you doing? Yeah. Why you all worried about me? I'm not worried about it. I was I was responding to Tiffany.
Wait, I was I was really enjoy I was responding to a comment in the chat. Not that I give a I don't. Well, I mean, I'll send you if anyone wants to know. If anyone wants to know spot address,
two big boulders, driveway past it. Okay. All right. I'm just I don't know. Two big boulders. The the the ones that were on here earlier, she just left. Uh let's see.
All right. Do you steal tap on from public toilets? What? Alia, that's disgusting. That's an alien question. Okay, listen. Let them let them say what they want. They just make themselves look They just make themselves look stupid, right? I sometimes it's like we'll start reading the comments and then it's like, oh, half of the comments are like, well, that's the thing about having
in your chat is they discourage actual people from coming. Yeah. That's the thing. Yeah. And I like and I've had a lot of people like that's why I don't let that carry on in my chat because then regular people will be like this. I don't want to go there. You know what I mean? Yeah. Oh, I know. I bet any regular people that come to my chat head for the hills when they they
see what's going on my chat sometimes. So, it's like I need to I need to take control better, right? No, no, you do you do you. No, you do you. I'm telling you what I do on my chat. No, no. I I mean I I would like I would like my chat to be um more welcoming and like you know because I want everyone to like be here and like meet people and it's like if you like stay here for a little bit yeah you will meet like some really nice people have like especially like a lot
of the mobs are like you know really friendly and you know and a lot of people will meet people they like here but it's like if they see but people chase them away as soon as they get here and Alex would do that and I was like I I would I don't know it's like I'm I I don't know why I let Alex get away with so much but uh you know he went way too He he actually went insane with his power because he was like just he was
like, "Oh, I I um I'm going to I'm going to hide everybody. I mean like like he just was like he's like it's my chat. People try and take over the chat from you, right? Like your mod. Okay, there's a couple of reasons I have everybody modded. First reason is so they can connect to other people's channels,
right? That's mainly and the second reason is so that I can't get people pulling petty in my chat, you know, blocking people and everybody's a mod. I have three managing mods. Three. My managing mod can time anybody
out. Nobody else can anybody. They're all standard mod, right? Yep. But mainly connect to other channels. I want people to go to Gotti's channel and sub to him as possible. Right. That's why I feel bad for anybody that
does the same. I know it's like I used to want but I like what the happened. I wanted everyone to promote especially because I knew a lot of other stream streamers of of different sides and or people that wanted to start streaming. So I would they say hey like you know everyone um I would mod everyone so you can visit the channels but then it turned into like a big mess once a lot of other people
started coming in. Yeah. What I encourage people in my chat to do is to post their own links. They're mods. They could post their own link say please sub to me. Right. I encourage self-promotion. When other people are live when other people are live I'll promote them and I'll say go and visit you know go and visit so and so that they're live. You know that doesn't Why Why do you have me
modded? I didn't even know I was modded on your Douggeie doggy. He said he modded everybody. Everybody's modded there. If you spoke in the chat people, Doug, before you mod them, you shouldn't just mod people. You should ask for permission, man. That's rude. Yeah, please. Well, they can go themselves. They don't have to come to my chat. If they don't like it, come back though. That's not a good attitude. It's
not up to them. It's up to me. It's my channel. End of story. It don't give you the right to mod me. Yes, it does. Oh my god. I want to mod me. You like it? You have every This is completely opposite. Yes. This is what happens. This is what happens. This is what happens, Doug. Then they'll come at you like no matter what, you know. It's like you be like, "Why' you mossy?"
No, I want psyche. Well, I never go with I never go to Douggee. Why? If you're complaining about Doug, you why you asking for a modder if you're complaining about here? Because nobody goes there and Doug's over here exactly because we're here. He wouldn't be here if we weren't here. Half the people in this chat wouldn't be if we weren't here. Well, you know what? He have
people don't want to chat with you, Ziggy. Those people would be here. And I'm I'm sorry. I don't want a girl down in your chat psyche protecting me. That's I mean I kind of feel make what girls you said he's begging he's begging for a wrench again he's I knowigy
what so so you can have a bodyguard that's equal why you be so sexist I mean jeez I thought I thought I thought you were well wait I served I served in the military and I protected people and now I have They did serve psyche. Okay. Well, thank you for Thank you for your service. I I respect that. Thank you for your service. But I'm saying that's not at all.
Guys, guys, this is this is not this is not the battlefield in Afghanistan. This is like, you know, my Come on, man. I'm like I'm like I'm like Norway where I have, you know, the Valkyries are like, you know, these these powerful they carry the the dead men off to, you know, heaven and stuff. is which one is supposed to protect is
making the Samantha Samantha go Samantha's Samantha's your accountability a nice person though yeah they're very yeah well they're tough but they're tough but they're they're fair okay so um Okay Samantha you better be damn cool to me okay yeah you better you
understand that I'm I'm joking I'm with I'm I'm around I'm down. Remember she's the calm down. Oh, you know what? You know what's like I don't want to harp on anything, but you promised me you would play my video. Remember a couple days ago? Uh well, yeah. Well, I I do want to like Well, you don't have to do it right now, but Okay. Well, I mean, I I I will
because I want I want to do it right before I'm about to end a stream. I can delete. Well, it's not going to kill your stream if you're thinking that. I know. I But I did. Um you know, people are That's what I'm saying. The problem is I'm being Don't be worried. Don't kill the song. I wrote the song myself. It's an original song. Okay. Okay. What's her What's her name again? Hannah. Hannah. Who do I have to attach
to? Hannah. No. No. Her name is Samantha. And you're supposed to Please leave Hannah alone. I have to look at the chat. Hold on. Hold on. I don't know if she is. I don't know. She I don't know if she's still here. Wave. Hold on. What do you have to do? What does he have to do? Samantha, he's looking for he's looking for he's looking for his looking for his his
assigned protector angel in the chat. Oh, I can't type. Did you see it? Oh, okay. Well, don't don't push it. They time me out. I told you it would happen. Well, oh Jesus, boy. They're on his ass. Why' they do that? Ziggy, you know what? Just go on one go one of your many alts
and uh just don't give away that you play with me. This is my thing. This is me. This your only your only account. Okay. Well, you know what? I don't think you're hidden. If you're hidden, you'll I'll unhide you, but I don't have time to um go to my thing right now. So, I'll do I'll do the show. Was here earlier, Hannah. Tiffany, if you don't stop slandering me, I'm going to take your ass to court. You're on the You're on
the panel. Tommy James Tommy James is in the house. What's up, Tommy James? Love you, brother. Wait. You have a Tommy James fan on panel. yeah. I do. I love him, dude. He's awesome. Nobody has to do you. Okay. Um, I think No, that's not No, you're not. Yeah, but you're not the person that's
supposed to look out for me, Hannah. You're not looking out for me. Also, and Samantha, you don't you don't have to if you don't want to. to me. She said she would like all she she just said in the chat she would um you know you know fix it if it was for some you know unknown reason or some you know um unimportant reason but she she doesn't have to you don't have to don't
treat her like she has a full-time job go I am this well you're going to make her feel like it's a full-time job I don't know if you keep she's like my bodyguard now you just assigned her to be my bodyguard she has a job Yeah, she doesn't really, you know, he was the screen is tilting when you're up
here. Don't worry, Ziggy. I'll protect you, too. Okay, good. You have a whole You have a whole team watching effort. The first thing I think of Douggee Doug is that uh that that that picture right that moment whenever it's the basketball playing thing and
what's his name goes right smack into the sweaty chest. Oh. Oh, I I don't know what you're talking about, but I YouTube memes. Are you talking about your fantasies? Ziggy's talking about that is his sweaty chest about No, I'm just kidding. So, he makes the stream last. Oh, no. He's fine. No,
it's my Wi-Fi off the You're fine. You're fine. You're fine. You're f You're fine. Let me just say this. They're prompting me to update something and I put it off. That's what it is. I'm have to do the update when I get out of here. I got you, Douggeie. What what next guy are you going to go see? Oh, I don't know. Wigan. I will see
some people in August. Go see Wigan. Yeah. Um, who? Wiggins? I don't make it to I don't make it to California. I only go as far as Wyoming. Well, Montana. I'll be in Montana in August. Did you get to see more of Tiffany or Gary? And that's I'll stop right there. They were together. We went
to lunch. We all went to lunch. We're all together the whole time. Okay. Gary insisted on paying the bill, so I insisted on paying the tip. You're going to make him wear the wolf costume. Tiffany. Tiffany, I I insist on paying the bill. Tiffany Ziggy, she says she's going on a date with her man. We had a good live stream at the table. We set up We set up the
live stream right on the table. We all sat there and ate. That was fun. Tommy Tommy James. Exactly. That's exactly what it is. Yeah. So, okay. So, I do have the link pin, guys. If anyone wants to come up, we have a nice 45 people on chat. Can you guys How many likes do I have in my
stream? We see if anyone's cool. Tommy James knows what he's saying. See what he wrote. He wrote Douggee. Oh, Tommy James. No, don't call Douggee names. Doug Dougy's a stud. Dougy's Dougy's Doug is a panel stud. I like Tory Jay is awesome. You should have him
up. Has he been up here, dude? He has really cool songs. I'm not joking. I'm I'm not joking. Yeah, the only room in the house where I can smoke cigarettes freely is the attic. So that's why I sit up here when I Doug, show them the hole. Wait, let's have a look. See, you see a
hole in the in the ceiling board over there. Oh, no, no, not that hole. Your wife. I'm talking about your wife. Well, you show them. You got the picture. Show them. Got ahead. Put the picture up. Daddy, put the picture. Make me laugh a little. Come on, man. It's a joke.
He never laughs. I wonder why he didn't laugh. You know, it's like he's getting nervous. I better go. screenshots. Like, thanks for the reading. I appreciate it. Take it easy, guys. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. I'm just reading the chat. Why don't you laugh a lot, man? Come on. Who? Me? Yeah. You don't laugh
a lot. I I I I laugh. I mean, I've just been kind of stressed lately and I was like, you know, I was I want to get back to like, you know, I was having a laugh or I was having a good time. I I know, but I do have to I do have to kind of concentrate on the just reading some of the chat a little bit and know thinking about some other stuff. And so sometimes when you're hosting a panel, it's hard to keep up on the chat and stay with the
guests. Yeah, it's absolutely what I said. I I did this twice in the way beginning 200 I think 198 later 18 or something and I thought it was terrible. Okay. Was a panel? Yeah. Two times. That's all. That's because you got to know. You got to know who you got to throw out. Usually it's your best
friends. They're the first people I throw out because that's the way it is. I hear it. That's the That's exactly the way it is. I'm not with you. And I would say you especially my friends I think are different than your friends, right? So
who's my friends? Hey gal pal. Hey, no. But you're already prejudging me on who my friends are. Who's my prince? But I can only judge you by the people I see you with in chat. There's no other way I can judge you. Only by the Now you know who I see you with in chat, right?
Okay. But but it's like Sam Man like Sam Man was like saying he was trying to say that JT was showing pictures of kids or something. Yeah. And I wasn't dragging other But no, no drama. JT
name Ziggy. I was just one by name. JT as you ask your other friends. You notice I didn't name anybody. Right. Hold on, dog. I'm not gonna call anybody's name and say negative about him. I'm just not going to do that. So, so J when JJ asked for DJ asked for
mod and the first time he was a mod, he he posted like this l that of the link of what we were just were talking about DJ Electra um unmoded him and then he asked for it back and I I gave it back to him and then he did it again and then and then but I unmoded him and then he kept asking for a third time and it's like so I I just got Oh yeah, he's just trying to and because I you know I I should just have to ask once you know
and he's and he was trying and he was playing dumb kind of like you know I know you're You're like kind of playing. I don't know. Not maybe you're not playing dumb, but you're you're you're pretending like, you know, oh, what in the world? I don't I have no idea. I mean, it's like I I think you are are no more than you're letting on to, but but it's fine. You you play play whatever character you want to, Ziggy. It's fine. But, you know, it's like it's just it's
just like my show is not about, you know, it's just all you guys and and that's it. It's it's my show and it's like you're guests on the show and my pleasure and it's like and so I'd like you to follow my follow the rules. I like when someone says my pleasure. I like that very much. Yeah. Yeah. Because it's like it really is like I I people are on the show. It's
like obviously because I want them to be able to know Douggee Doug Douggee Doug's laughing because he doesn't know me like that. I'm a Civil War reenactor at all. No, seriously. Like I love that old school rhetoric. You know what I mean? Like that talk. My pleasure. Yes, ma'am.
When you would bounce back and forth. That's why that's why I don't like Hold on, Douggee Doug. That's why I don't like the You know, you'll hear me often. I'll be like, "Man, don't tell people to shut up." Like, I don't like that. Yeah. Yeah. Well, yeah. I I just like I was like I was talked to you in such a way last night that that was like really rude by Alex and then it's like I just
thought how I had like you know Alex had talked to other people on the show and it's like I just like I really felt like wow he really it really is saying terrible things and I can't you know it's like it's a different you know I just I just got empathy for people that were being kind of harassed by him but you know it took him bullying me to see it like and I'm kind of like a little
bit wish I had I would say that sometimes Sometimes it's appropriate to tell somebody to shut up. Certainly not always, not mostly, but sometimes it is. I don't think and to deny to deny that reality is to be very narrow-minded. I if somebody tells you to shut up, then you tell them don't say that and then if
they say shut up again, then now you can say shut up. That's how I feel. Or or I could say I can say or say no if you want someone to shut up, you say. Yeah. Yeah, that's why that's why Psyche can mute any of us at any time. Well, I would rather honestly I would I would rather any of you to
punch me in the in the face than to tell me to shut up. That would show. Wait a minute. And we can punch you in the face. Yeah. And we can't punch you in the face over the internet. Ain't that same ain't that saying the same thing though? like shut up, spitting on you, punching you.
That's the same thing. You know what? You know what? It's not it's not it's it's not a big Some people don't like it. I don't like to be told to calm down and I you know, Joker told me calm down or you need to relax or you need to do that. I like to be told what I need to do calm down. So people people don't like to be told what to do basically. But it's like if somebody's like talking over people or they or there there's noise pollution some people will do that where they just won't stop and they're trying to talk over people like an Al
kind would do that. Dan, you can say you can eventually say shut up because they're just not stopping talking and they're just being loud and No, no, but you're you're the panel winner. I think you're the one allowed to be like, "Hey, everyone shut up." Like, I know that I I have I have like me and Douggee Dugger talking right now and I'm like, "Hey, Doug. Hey, why don't
you shut up?" Like, I think that's disrespectful. Well, let me just say this. I have five kids. I have five kids that are grown now. The youngest is 17, the oldest is 34. The code word with my kids as I would look at them and I would say enough. And they would know that meant shut up. I didn't have to say shut up. I I just
Okay. Exactly what I just said. Yeah. Enough. Perfect. Exactly. You point that you don't tell people to shut up. Right. That way my kids grow up thinking it's okay to tell someone to shut up, right? Yeah. But you don't Yeah, exactly. I'm really not concerned about like people saying shut up. I'm worried about
people making threats, doxing, and other stuff. There's there's a lot of stuff I have to watch out for like racial language. I don't I don't worry about people people saying people saying shut up is like it's like a very mild mild thing. They call each other a lot worse. So So whatever. It's just like you know. Oh, duh. I mean, of course it's Dude, that's way mild. Of course.
Fights, brother. But I'm just saying that. Yeah, but I'm saying if you're trying to maintain a conversation. Yeah. But what I'm saying is it's like it's like it's like you're acting like, "Oh, I'm so I get so I'm so offended. That's so mean." It's like I I don't get offended. I'm not offended by any People can call me F A G O T and any other word. I don't get offended by it. I
don't like it because it's like not allow my rule that it's not. And so it's like I get mad at breaking rather than rather than offended or like oh my god. I guess I guess I'm trying to show you like my heart and who I am and know and what Douggee Doug would say if he were up here right now. He would be like, "Yeah, he's begging for a wrench." No, I don't beg for wrenches. Actually, I hate
wrenches. I just want to be equal down there. That's it. But anyway, I think that my my my chat is like, you know, the the the mods for my chat are basically, you know, um supporting my show and and trying to keep things safe and, you know, I I think that I have I have enough good. Okay. Yeah. Well, maybe maybe if I you know, you you gain my trust, it'll you know, it's might
take a little while. You know, it's like, you know, right now right right now I have my side eye on some people. Okay. I have my side eye. There's some things not a little little fishy going on that I don't necessarily want from my That wasn't that wasn't where I was going. Where I was going was is that
whenever somebody in real life says, you know, shut up. Mhm. Yeah. I mean, work. No. No. No. In real No, no. In real life, that doesn't work. I'm saying that's what I'm saying. It's like that. So that's that's like on the panels in real life are very different. So if we're talking to somebody, we're not we're say different things that we would
than we if we're on panel because we're not we're far away from people. So we're safe. We had an avatar, right? Have you noticed that like the same person that would say I hate you would still in real life, I'm talking about on the internet, would still open the door for you at a
grocery store, right? In real life. I was thinkhuh well it's like yeah right it's like people are different you know on the internet because they can wear a mask on the internet so you can Hi was good to see you sorry I'm sorry I said that yeah like for example yeah your name is not your real name we don't know what you look like and so and you're probably a very nice kind person out in
the real world just like Alex isn't around like you know you know women on the street oh okay but yeah but yeah so but yeah oh you're giving the example. Okay, I got this. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, it's like people are people act different with other people in real life than they do is that on the internet
they they mask and same thing with politics. Like in in in real life, they're like, "Oh no, meep." And on the internet, oh my god, you backing down like that person. You know, it's stupid. Yeah. Well, you know, Tiffany down there. Yeah, Tiffany. Where? Are Do
you really like her? Are you being Are you being a smartass? Oh, no. I actually Yeah, we're very cool. She's really cool. Okay, Tiffany, let me know. Let me know if you show. Oh, she knows. No, we've swallowed. Tiffany, tell him we've swallowed a worm together online. I I I talked to I talked to Tiffany like she came on the show last night and had a
good we had a good chat and stuff and you know I just uh you know I like I like positivity again guys even if like you're not positive you know it's like if you just like you know just like if you go to a restaurant even if you're like you know bad table manners at home uh would you ban it? My god. Yeah. So you even if you don't have the best table managers at home and whatever, it's like if you go to a fancy
restaurant, you're going to be on your best you're going to be on your like best behavior because it's like or else you'll just be asked to leave the restaurant and you know then it'll be so Oh, here's monkey. Well, that that wouldn't be me and Tiffany. We would eat worms. Hi. You hear me? You're not Tiffany. Oh, okay. Different person. Oh, the be is frozen.
Hi. Well, hey man, I'm gonna drop down. Thank you for having me. Okay. Okay. Be safe in that chat. Later, man. Okay. Later. We don't hear you. Sure. All right. Can't hear you.
Um, your microphone. Do you hear me? blowing an internet worm. Oh, yeah. I don't know. Oh, they swallow worms. Wow. Live worms.
I hear sounds now. Oh, I heard a sound.
Hi guys. So,
uh, Mike, don't worry. Oh, my was the right person. Hey, Nancy. Yeah. And I I just I see your messages, Nancy, and I don't know what's going on. I I don't know what's going on. Like, you know, it's I think that's I think it's I think it's sad. I think it's sad. Okay,
there we go. Hi. Hey, honey. Sorry, I was connecting weird. The beach the beach internet is not the greatest. How are you doing? I'm pretty good. I'm feeling better today. It was a better day than yesterday. It's like I feel like I'm like more more like I have a better vision of what I want and now I
know what I don't want and so I'm able to Yeah. So yeah, but but thank you. You know, people like you really help because, you know, some sometimes it's just hard to control the panel. They just people just going off on the panels last night. You know, like a lot of these people I've known for a long time, they know better than to say certain things. But the fact that
they keep doing it after I ask, it's like it's like malicious. It feels like like you lift them up and they say like stupid words and stupid things and Yeah. or you know or troll even even like Joker. I don't know if you know Joker but you know I like him a lot and uh I
don't know anyone. I know Sebastian. I know Gotti. I know uh CB who is a wonderful woman and that's about it. Uhhuh. Well, I know some but I don't want to bring anybody names. So you you know who I don't like. Well, you know, it's like, you know,
there's a lot and there's a lot of people here and I'm glad, you know, I'm grateful to them for, you know, bringing good people. They brought they're good people, but it's like also like you, but there's Let me see. Who's this? Who's this right here? Hold on one second. Yeah. Look at these cute Look, look at this beach. Look at this view. Oh, hang on. Yeah, I'll put it full screen. Look, look at everyone
just having a good time. Look at all these little kids playing. A
I'm I'm right on the beach, too. You know, I'm right on the beach. I go to the pier sometimes. Um, yeah, I see these little Hold on one second. I'll bring What state do you live in? Can you tell me? I'm in Cali. It's Tommy J. It's Tom. It's Tommy. It's Tommy. Okay. Sorry. Hi, Tommy. Yeah, I'm in I'm in I'm in I'm in South Bay, California. So, I'm in the South Bay like uh you know,
beach city area. I don't think the beach cities are in Cal in South. Who are you? Who are you in chat? Who are you in chat Spunky? I'm Hey there, Spunky. Hey there, Spunky. It's like Oh, okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. I know what I like your tattoos. Can you show us your Can you show us your tattoos? There's so
many of them. That's kind of an evasive question. I know what it is. I I You know what it is? You want to see my favorite? Just a few. Oh, is that a goat? A goat. My goat. I'm a Capricorn, so I love goats, you know. I'm a Capricorn, so I love goats. Yeah. Well, I'm actually a Pisces, but I love goats in real life. Like, they're my jam. Once
upon a time, I had a rescue farm where I used to take like special ed animals in that didn't fit in in other places. And that was my Oh, that's sweet. That's like he reminded my family a little bit because my my mom has a dog with one leg and my sister my sister adopted a dog with one front leg and you know they they because you know my my sister
adopted the dog because you know it had three legs and she just had the heart for special needs dog right I have five dogs every single one of them has some sort of like special ed need and it's okay like they can't be placed other way but it's okay a that's what a you're a sweetheart you know I I have several
cats like I I I adopted uh one of my family friends cat this this year. He's like 16 or 17 years old and you know she's moving and she can't really take him with her. I'll show he's right here. This is Rudy. Rudy Hi. He's old man Rudy I call him. A my god he's cute.
He's very soft. He is okay. So no hate on your other cat but this cat has a much nicer like rusting face. Yeah. Oh yeah, you saw a little face. Yeah, your your other cat looks angry. Yeah, she looks mean. Yeah, she looks mean. And then this is Trix. I don't know if you've seen Trick. Hey, Tricks. Want to wake up here? He's sleeping right here.
Oh my gosh. She don't want to wake up, but she's cute. Yeah, Tracy. He's always sleeping. Like these are like these cats are like always on the couch. They hardly ever They're always like with me on the I have two cats, too. When When I'm at home sometime, I'll show them to you. Cool. Yeah, they're one is a Siamese and one is a tuxedo.
And I was at the shelter one time just visiting and the tuxedo kept reaching his hand, his little paw out of the cage and grabbing me and grabbing me and and he had all kinds of like infections and stuff and I was like, "Oh, I'll take him. I'll just nurse him up." And I did. and and the whole household got um some
fungal infection from him and I had to prescribe medicines for everyone. It was terrible. But yeah, well I mean that that is very very I know we have like so many cat lovers, dog lovers and also and uh you have a huge heart. We also have a lot of nurses and med people in the medical field in my chat. I I don't know there's I mean
there's just a lot of nurses here. So I know we tried I worked in that's what I do. What you do? I wanted to be a veterinarian and then I I realized that uh I couldn't and that bothered me. So I want to hurt them help them. So I was like medicine so what do
you awesome you have a you have a great heart. I I love that. And I that and I there's so many people in the chat with good hearts too like and so it really really makes it worth all the all the all the trolling all the all the hate like there's so many good people that make it does like that's why I'm here the me to come and say like there are
some nice people like just a little but not and even people that we we might not like or not get along with it doesn't mean that they're they're bad people. It's like we might just have that's a better chance to be our related with them. There could you know there's people that you know in real life they're really nice or maybe there's just a personality conflict sometimes with uh with people. Hey, maybe there personality compl. We don't all not
everyone's going to get along. We're very different people, right? But we can all like we're all human beings. We can all Huh. No problem. Yeah. But I feel like there's nobody once you get to know somebody like you know like on on a personal level rather than you know either just u um talking in the chat or you know they're seeing their mask and stuff. If you get to know
somebody on a personal it's really hard to like really hate hate people like you know hate if you if you really get to know them because you'll find things about somebody else even if they're very different that you are the same. You'll find that we're all connected. And I want to say like I didn't I didn't realize you were gay at first and like that's cool. Like my four best friends
are all gay guys. Like that's that's my thing. Yeah. I'm very everything. Yeah. And uh and it's like and I've been I'm kind of used to being like the like pretty much the only gay guy like in most so most most social groups like often I don't really not really in the gay scene or it's you know but it's like
then I but I end up around some homophobic people. I I do like you know change some people's minds about about gay people but uh and even even to be in my chat for like a lot of guys is brave because people some they say oh you're gay come across as gay like initially and that's okay like it's fine. Most of my gay friends are like that, too. Uh
the the best friend, the absolute love of my life, we met at 12 years old in middle school. And uh we were best friends until 38 when he passed, was a guy that presented like that, too. You remind me of him a lot. And that's why I think I'm so drawn to you. Oh. Oh, yeah. Um and a lot of gay people do have
shorter lifespans like that. You know, it is like people don't really think about it, but they do. that there's like a and it's like not as easy. I mean, gay people kind of like support the straight world. Yeah. Go ahead. He took a lot of risks and he around and found out and it sucks. It does. It like really does. Yeah. Well, there can be like a higher, you know, there's a higher unaliving
rate of themselves, a higher violence rate towards them, like a larger incarceration rate, a larger drug and alcohol on purpose, but um, you know, he was a recovering addict and one one night he went out and took a bag of the end of someone's bag of Coke and was like, "Oh, I'm going to try this. This will make me feel good."
And it was actually straight fentanyl. And he went home and went to sleep and passed away. Yeah. It was terrible. 38 years old. Sucked. But yeah. Yeah. His mom called me the next morning and I just lost my mind. It sucks. Yeah. And you know Yeah. Losing people.
But imagine the in the 80s like when there was like the the AIDS epidemic like there was there's gay men at a certain age that that 75% of the the gay community they knew they died you know it was like there was it was a horrible thing right yeah and u he was an ex heroin addict so he had actually contracted HIV from needles from doing
heroin he wasn't even like a big but um so he had that and like had never told me and I never found out until his mom like called me and told me he died and she was like I'm so glad you stayed his friend when he had HIV. And I was like, oh well Well, I never knew, but I would have stayed his friend anyway. He was just so proud about it that he would never tell me. And Mhm. It's just crazy what people live with
and you you have no idea and they're like close friends to you and Right. And that's and that's why also why I like I'm like I tell people to be kind to other people because you don't know what people are going through and what kind of struggle they have or like even if even if they're like not a likable person maybe there's a reason for that and why they are the way they are. Maybe they've been through like a lot of people have been through trauma
and then they continue the cycle of trauma. Yeah. Like I um I have lived on my own since I was 16 years old. Like my parents were like career criminals and I was I escaped that and left and like went with my boyfriend who was 21 at the time and I made a pretty decent life for myself
with that. And I feel like a lot of people don't choose that. They like have shitty happen to them and then they like don't do anything with their life. And I was like no like I'm going to I'm going to help people. Like that's what I want to do. Like that's my thing, you know? Like I just wanna y I just want to be nice. And I feel like karma is really
like the true religion. Just be nice to others and it will come back to you. It does tenfold. Yep. And I really feel it. And also just putting out good energy and like you know good intentions toward people. It's like you know and because if if we have hate towards people it's like the only person that really feels the hate is like is like us. All we can do is like reflect our own self-hatred
toward toward other people and then and it's like try to oh we we feel it. That's probably why I have all these gay friends that I'm like, "Oh, you like I they're so successful. They're so lovely. They're wonderful people and people discount them because of that. Like because they're gay and I feel like that's just such a waste of a person.
Like get to know them and muscular. Oh my god, they're so muscular." Yeah, I used to tell them. Well, not me, but I'm a skinny. Very They're beautiful men. Beautiful. Yeah, there are a lot of very attractive gay men, but yeah, I'm I'm not I'm not really into like the hookup culture and
so I don't really know. There's no gay bar, one gay bar in my city. It's two couples. They're two married couples and they're not into that either, but they just want friends and it's like hard for them to find it, you know? Mhm. Yeah. you have to actually move to like a city like there's like a few like gay districts in some cities which are like you know comfortable for some people but
otherwise you know gays are in a straight world and it's like we also uh a lot of gays are like the fash fashion designers or you know um makeup hair u wedding planners well these boys are not they're not pretty in that sense like they're just very masculine they're like they seem like straight dudes that just happen to be gay so I I try to trust
them and love real like makes him cute. That's the best favorite fast food. Justin wants to know what your favorite fast food is. Like uh I like the uh favorite fast food restaurant. Um I like I like Wendy's. I like I like Wendy's occasionally. Like Wendy's Wendy's. Wendy's good. Yeah. Look, we would have
been soulmates if it was McDonald's because I I I'm Gucci, but I love trashy. I'm a good mix. No, I mean I like McDonald's, too, but it's like if I eat it too often, I I get kind of sick of it. But uh yeah, Wendy's is pretty good quality. Um I find You regret it. Yeah. Oh, yeah. It's It always makes me
kind of sick, but uh Yeah. Yeah. Uh let's see. Who's on the panel with us? Ky. Oh, this is KZ. Yeah. Be my KZ. This is uh This is Spunky. KZ. Hi, Kay. I'm Spunky. Oh, hi. Hi. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you, too. How's life?
Good. Good. Good. Can't complain, you know. Yeah. Can't complain. That That's it. That's That's amazing. We're having fun out there at the beach. I'm at the beach. You want to see? Yeah. Here we go. Beautiful. Beautiful blue sky, too. It's a little bit overcast here today, but um this super It's super hot up here. It's supposed to
be like serious heat wave coming um tomorrow up here in the Northeast. Where I live, it's always hot, so it doesn't matter. Well, nice day of a nice day have a beach. I I didn't even I was like I had such a bad week at work. Like work has been a lot and I was really like get in a bad place
mentally and I was like, I'm going to the beach this weekend. This is it. Like I just need a little rejuvenation, you know? I'm just spend the whole day at the beach. It's great. They're, you know, beaches are like a beautiful natural setting and it's like, you know, very very cleansing for the soul. I think it's spend time in
nature. And I'm a Pisces, so you know, we're we're water signs. We're rejuvenated by the water. Yeah. Neptune ruled by Neptune. So, uh, yeah, to do with and dreams. Dreams and, uh, I know a lot of Pisces are very like I have a couple of my brothers are Pisces. My grandfather was, too. Um, there's a lot of Pisces with blue eyes. I noticed they have these beautiful blue eyes. Yeah.
So, all right. I I'll show you my my gross eyes. You ready? Can you see them? They're like Piscian. Yeah, that's very Piscian. Like the ocean. Like the ocean. Like blue green. Like the ocean. Absolutely. They're blue green and then they have a little amber and brown in them. It's weird. It's not hazel. I don't know what
you would call it, but Mine are hazel. I don't know if you can see my my eye color, but I have hazel eyes. Um they're a little bit greenish. More more on the greenish side. Be kind of hard to see. Yeah. Greenish brown. They're like greenish brown. Yeah. Hazel. So yeah. And uh but
I have a you know my sisters both have blue eyes. I have a brother with blue eyes. And uh oh my niece a lot of my one of my sister if you're well if you're blue eyes very abandoned blue eyes 100% chance blue eyes kids so you know they had three blonde hair has my exact eyes oh wow so weird
that's awesome my mom so it's just weird that I like and then it continued So, uh, are you Oh, huh? Boil.
What's up? Do you know him? Do I know who? Justin Boy. Yeah, I recognize the name. I see him in the chat. That's him. All right. Hi, Justin. Sitting next to me and he wants to know
in the afterlife. I'm sorry you're coming. Okay. The in the after. Do I believe in the after? Yes. Because I I think that like No problem. I I feel like that we were I feel like there was somewhere here before here too. I believe in like like life is a continuous process of like of like you know birth, death, regeneration, you know, birth, death. It's just kind of like Jesus resurrected. I think that was kind of a
metaphor for like we we can resurrect too either in spirit or into like the physical form again. But I think the goal is to eventually get out of the physical form and like you know learn the lessons we can in the physical and to um to further our soul but then eventually to get out out of this earth because it is kind of like a prison for
our soul. It's like our spirit is like confined to Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Maybe the earth might be kind of like a trap too like where it's like it's kind of hard to get out of here unless you're like Yeah. If you have any physical matter you can't leave you know. It's like it's like you have to the spirit your pure only pure spirit can can go but I think we keep trying to trap trap it here but
also we need to learn the lessons like I think that we can learn the most lessons reincarnating on earth. I think we could have had countless lives playing every character and experience you know all these people you know we and so I feel that uh yeah I feel that the soul is eternal the the body is very temporary and like actually death is a blessing
here because then our spirit gets to go on and do it do what you know further itself do what and it takes on the lessons so yeah I studied a lot of Buddhism and they're really big into the reincarnation and the gaining merit to be even born a human being like you know because there's so many billions of insects and animals and and we're like
the the you know the top of the food chain pretty much on the planet. So um so it's I think it's best to be born a human being. There's you can accomplish the most have the have the best minds and uh so animals eventually will want to incarnate into human bodies I think. So we probably been animals too. We could have been. So thank you for but
thank you. I think your phone could up, but thank you so much. Um, uh, tatted eyebrows. Been in jail a long time, too. Oh, yeah. Either had tatted eyebrows. You've been in jail for a long time. Or, yeah, or you just, you know, my mom, I think my mom had these tattoo tattoos, done permanent makeup, you know. Um, here we go. Spunky.
Yeah. Well, it's kind I think you're There we go. It's better, I think. Black Apple says he doesn't think animals have sold. Well, animals can't contemplate. Go ahead. I think it's out. Tell him. Tell him. I hear. Okay. I hear you now.
All right. I I think animals have souls, too. Justin thinks it's lights out. Tell him. That's why I'm so kind to animals, but Justin thinks it's just lights out when you die. And I I don't believe that. Well, you know, when you fall asleep, it's kind of like lights out and it's kind of like equivalent to to death a little bit because we go into an unconscious state, but then we go on to this other realm. Yeah. We we dream and
we're like alive in our dreams and so life could be a big dream. Do you do you astral project? Yes. I uh astral project and um you know I do um visualization. Yeah. Because there's a astral realm that the world astral realm is physical. It's a world of ideas and you we can bring things from that world because
everything exists there and we can bring them into this world like all these good things, you know, but that's why everything originates in the mind first and the mind is like connected to this to this realm and so we're not just confined to our body with our our minds. We can have wings and we can like astral project and go anywhere and anywhere anytime. What's up Joker? What's up easy Joker? Are you mad at me Joker? I'm
sorry. I'm sorry I got salty at Joker last night. Joker's in the chat. Um hi Joker. He's a good friend. Okay. So, yeah. Um, well, there's but there's actually stories about like um in Buddhism they would say the animals used to like just like voluntarily come and like put their necks down in front of the axe because they they would want to like die. So, they would want to go through the cycle. So, then it would
take a long time. It takes a long time to get enough merit to be born of a human being. So, they always thought like think about how amazing how much work we did in past lives to try to get this body. This body is like a gift we have. We have all these opportunities. Good way to think of animals love you in this life. Oh yeah, animals. Oh my gosh. Yeah, I have I like um when I walk out down the street, I I walk to the store sometimes.
I have squirrels running up to me, butterflies flying from my face, birds flying around me, cat cats coming out of the houses and stuff like that. And so Snow White Oh yeah, that's that's the thing. Snow White, it's like the I feel the same way. about cuz I had at one point I had possums and squirrels like coming into my house and I was like what's going on? It was you know coming out of the couch. So I just I uh and I
love I love animals and uh like dogs never I've never been bitten by a dog or anything. I've always had you know always been able to like to like just all dogs kind of like me and you know that's like that really does if animals like you you know it's like they can they can see your soul because they sense you know who's dangerous and not. Absolutely. It's amazing.
Yeah, little tricks. I have a black cat named Lenor. I don't know if you ever seen Lenor, but I have a black cat named Lenor. So, she's like my little black panther, and she's like, "Oh my god, he's a black cat, but she's like this." She's a very, very sweet kiss. My little boy, my most recent one that I rescued from the shelter. Like, I had no intention of bringing home a cat and I pissed off everyone. Like, even my son was mad. And then I brought him home and everyone was like, "Oh my god, this is
the greatest cat in the world." I was like, "I know. You just had to meet him. You just had to meet him. Like he's fine. That's what I at one point. I mean, at one point I had a lot of cats because I had a couple I got one litter last year, a couple litters year before. And then but then after I had a couple litters, someone brought me a cat and I was like in a little case and it was Lola, the one with the RBF. And uh I was like, I
can't look I can't even look at her because then I'll fall in love and I'll have to take her. And so he's like, oh, just can I just leave her here for a little bit? I'll be back later. And I was like, okay. Then she like me out. I opened the little case and she comes out and her eyes were just like closed with eye boogers and uh and I was like oh and coming around and she has the most beautiful she has the most beautiful eyes in the world and I was like oh my and she's a very sweet cat. Um all my
cats especially these indoor the ones that say indoors these guys they're they're just so loving if I get under the blanket they just want to go right under. You both eat beef, right? Yep. Both eat pork. I I do. I don't know about her. I I eat meat. I I I'll eat meat, but I won't I don't eat dog meat. The reason I ask is what about those
animals, right? It's like I think that there is a um you know, I think we we are carnivores. We have a carnivore and it's like you know, it's part of our nutrition and you know I because we're so removed from the healing process, we don't have to see it and everything, we can kind of like not think about that. But yeah, I mean it's terrible. Well, I mean it it if you think it is a it's a
brutal thing, but it also is like you know we are top of the food chain and uh if you believe in like the afterlife and things and maybe hey you said go so we're so removed from the killing process it's just yeah if we had to kill our own food we probably like you know if you're born that way yeah we before World War II you got a house and you got
you know they would give you a a plan it would be like a 25 foot by 15 put, you know, a piece of garden in your backyard, you know, it gives you enough food to to to grow yourself for the year. Yeah. Okay. And if you have a if you have a cow, then you can milk the cow. You can have enough milk for the there's way, you know, there's, you know, there animals can
are a big resource. But, you know, I do believe in compassion with any animal I meet. But, yeah, you just have to, you know, there's going to be slaughter houses and that's where we get our meat from. Their meat does come from somewhere. You know, if you you can try um Beyond Meat or alternatives, but is that the Atlantic or Pacific? I don't think she wants She
won't tell. I don't want to tell you. It's okay. I think I know. Call it Call the Indian Ocean or something. Just pretend. Yeah. It's not Hawaii. Yeah. So, yeah. Definitely not Hawaii. Oh, that's the North Sea.
Yeah. So, let's see. Conspiracy. You're in England. Nice. This kind of look like a So, Black Apple says there conspiracy that we're eating dead people and don't even know. Yes. Because they've done DNA testing. I don't know if how accurate these scientific studies I've seen are,
but it's like in in a in McDonald's, they found like 2% human DNA and in um in hot dogs and stuff, they have like a lot of they think maybe human DNA too. I don't know if that those are true. I don't know if those are scopit with the additives they put in
gas monkey. I heard that if you eat tuna that there's like a certain amount the FDA allows of rat parts in tuna and I'm ruined. Oh my god. Oh man, I'm ruined. Yeah. I mean, it's like they do probably have these, you know, they're really with any big, it's kind of like that with any big food processor. Like,
there's a certain amount of bugs that can pass through the system and get corrupt in the process. Oh my god. Yeah. Refuses to McDonald's and whenever I want to go there, he's like, "Oh, you're going to eat a butt burger. They've like wiped that in their and given it to And I'm like, "No, but it tastes so
good." Yeah. I mean, yeah, some people like have an aversion of fast food, but you know, even like But there's even like, you know, I think Donald Trump like uh for breakfast has McDonald's every day. I don't know. I don't think it's not. It's It's like he has McDonald's food. Yeah, he does. Sandwiches. Um, no, he doesn't. I looked up the menu. He doesn't get burgers. He was getting It looks like he gets a bunch of
like the breakfast stuff. Like I don't I think pizza for breakfast like every day. I just thought like I saw the the menu once, but he loves it. My dad loves it, you know. It's like, you know, so people like there's people with a good palace, you know, that like a $50 burger and then it's like and then the McDonald's burger will kind of taste better because, you know, has these familiar chemicals in it and it's all
made in a lab. The f the taste of the fries is the special taste. It's so funny. I have such a like bougie taste on some things, but then I'm like, "Oh, I love McDonald's." You know, like Well, and surprisingly, McDonald's is kind of expensive. I mean, you know, it's like fast food people think, "Oh, it's just so cheap and stuff." What
happened to the dollar menu? Like, what the It used to be a dollar menu. If you get the app, you can get some good Like, you seen the $5 meal in the app, you guys? Yeah. There's a $5 meal and a Yeah, there's a $5 meal and a double cheeseburger, four chicken nuggets, a small fry, and a small drink
for five bucks. Wow. I have to look that one up because I I I just get like I've seen they have the McVal menu. It's not on the app, but it's just you can order. Look up the $5 value meal. It's like great on the app. Okay. I'll look at the app. And you can do if you don't want the um burger, you can get a McChick. Mhm. Yeah.
I like the spicy McChick. Like the one they have now, you can get a you can get a double cheeseburger and then for a dollar you can either add like a small fries or a McChick or um something else. They have a few other items you can add add to it going to Good to see you. Yes. Oh my gosh. What's going on here? Enjoy. Have fun in the campground. The campground. I'm I'm streaming so I'm
going to go down. Did you Did you bury the body yet? I think you buried the body. Hello. body buried. Hi, Hi. Where are you? At the campground. Yeah. You want to see? No, it's my cousin's property. We're uh Hold on. Hold on. Flip the damn camera. So, uh it's uh
this is uh the tractor. Bunch of family. That's beautiful. Where are you at? Uh up in Ohio by the PA border. Uh yeah, I grew up in Indiana, so beautiful area. Next door neighbor. All right, fair enough. Yeah. Yeah. We're just not as flat over here on this side.
Yep. Yep. But hey, here. Do you want to see my view? yeah. You ready? Yours looks nicer than mine. Yeah, I Well, you know, it's a beautiful view. Where are you at? I can't tell you because of my boyfriend. But is it is it Florida or the Caribbean? Undisclosed location. She
won't even give the She country. I said I'm in the Bahamas. I'm in Thought so. I thought so. There is nothing around. Yep. I I love the Bahamas. Oh my god, they're amazing. We went to uh we didn't go to the big What's Nassau? Nassau. Nassau. Uh
it's uh uh the Exuma. I went to Exuma twice. Beautiful island. But uh No, wait. Here's my psyche. You got a new bike and I got a new bike. Oh, nice. Yeah, you got you got a real bike. I got a motorcycle. It fits perfectly in the back of my truck even though I'm leaving it out here at this property cuz I'm
like I live pretty much in a city so I can't ride it at my house. Oh, cool. This looks fun. Enjoy. What's that? What? I didn't hear what you Oh,
it's breaking up like crazy. I say and I think it's in he's modded. Yeah. Yeah. Thank you. Yeah. Okay. Type in said type in chat. She can uh and if she types too, I can I can uh I can mod her. Okay. So, how's everyone doing? It's 3007. I still I I hardly finished my beer list. I still have I still have my
uh Arizona peach tea, I think. Oh, it's right here. A hard Oh, it's hard mango, actually. Okay, I'll drink some of this. See him get some Subway maybe. Yeah, got to say I'm excited. I think I get to do some off-roadings. He built some truck trail or jeep trails, but I
think my truck is in ter That's cool. Fishing. That's cool. I think tarot I think I think I really want tarot to be like people say oh you know you think I'm like I want to be the only tarot reader or something. No, there's there's the guys there's like thousands of of super talented readers like just find the person style vibes as many thousands
of those that suck. Well, yeah, there's I mean there's there's both, but uh you know I have no complaints about your tarot. I like Emma. I like this couple other dudes and then I haven't had good experiences with a few others. Yeah. Well, yeah, especially I mean it's like but you you might want to check out like the general readings just for your sign if you just Google I forgot your sign,
but if you Google your or search YouTube for your sign and tarot and they will have specific general readings like and you can have you know they do them every day and there's you'll find just people you you might relate to and stuff and then you know that's how I found a lot of readers. I I' I've been through a lot I found a lot of readers. There's a lot of very talented ones even if they're not a talented reader that like themselves. I mean, I can always if someone gives gives me a reading and
they're not a talented reader, but I can still look at the cards. I can do my own interpretation and so and I'll find that the reading is going to still be accurate. Sometimes people don't I I I'm not saying accuracy because, you know, it's all chance. You know, I don't interpret a when I think of a good reader, it's not about accuracy of the actual outcome of their reading. It's just, you know, oh yeah, the reading in general like you know how how how did
they did they understand what they were reading? Do they understand? Yeah. if it resonates. Did they just buy a pack of cards online, decide they wanted to read tarot to try and make some money, and boom, like those are terrible readers. Well, yeah, but you know, there's a movie called Ghost. I don't ever seen the movie Ghost. Have you ever seen that? And there's a there's a movie called Ghost. It's like Patrick sees and Jimmy Moore. Yeah. It's a movie called
Ghost. You seen that ghost? So, you know that movie? So Goldberg plays like this psychic that's actually like a she's a fake psychic but uh and she you know she's like one of the scammers that they have all the the table moving on its own and props and stuff and then um but then she actually is psychic and you know and I think we all do have psychic ability. We all have like especially women they have the natural like natural
receptivity to to these ideas from the astral realm and and they can get messages and have they have an empathy where they can talk and then men are very can be very logical like straight men especially when they read tarot they can be very like this is what it means and this is and this is it's very technical it takes a it takes both I think to be a really good reader camera what are you
looking at this your your windshield all the little tadpoles in this my cousin's growing frogs All these little tadpoles swimming around. Mhm. Okay. I was just curious if the epic camera pick up. I I saw I saw some of the tadpoles. Little fishies. Okay. How's this doing? Yeah. So, I'm I will be trying to make I'll be trying to
like I think, you know, I'm just like looking at like ways to improve the show because I was like I did a lot last six months. I've just been throwing everything the kitchen sink of the show. Like I've been I've been trying everything. I've been trying these different combinations like letting people kind of run wild. So now I have an idea of what I want and what I don't want for the show. I think that I can
probably for dinner. I love you. I'll be back on later. Okay. Bye. Bye. Thank you. Bye. Have a good night. I can probably um Yeah, I can probably, you know, probably be more, you know, sometimes less is more. I know I've been streaming a lot a lot. I kind of wanted to see when people come in, how many people
come in and uh and what happens. I mean, so I think I could probably shorten my my hours on and then maybe structure the show a little bit better. maybe like spend the first hour doing a general tarot read plus readings for the chat and then we could open the panel and then do a few hours on the panel and you
know and maybe maybe Friday, Saturday night have a little little bit longer or later nights or just depends on how I feel. Sometimes I just sometimes I just feel like streaming. It's not like I like I have to stream. I say I really want to stream. I just want to do it. I want to make it the best show I can. So, thank you guys. Whoever whoever whoever does uh does support the show and you
know is kind in the chat kind of the chat and wants the best for for me and my show. I really do appreciate you, you know, whether you donated or or mod or a member or just in the chat, you know, cheering me on um and being a being a good citizen a good citizen of the chat. Apparently a theme. How about BDSM's
here reading? Uh I don't know. Maybe I'll look if there's any BDSM cards. I don't I don't think that'd be the best um theme for the channel. I don't I It's a very That's very niche. That's very niche. I don't know how many people are looking for that kind of reading but I'm sure there's a tarot reader for everybody. I'm I want I want to appeal to like, you know, a lot. I want to help as many people as I can. So, I don't
want to be so niche. I think I have a good uh good mix of cards for different temperaments. Do has you kick psyches? Just leave me down here without no protect. Oh, Ziggy, come on. You basic you basically don't have a condom. Well, you know, then then don't uh don't have unsafe sex. Okay. So, yeah. Poor Ziggy, guys. Everyone
everyone shed a tear for Ziggy. You know, he doesn't have a wrench. Well, maybe if you're nice if you're if you behave yourself in the chat, you won't have to worry. I don't think anything will ever happen. Full other suit with G mass terror readings. I don't know. Maybe on Chatterbait I can try that. Chatterbait I can do some naked tarot. I can do um you know I
you're cheering me on. Thank you sweet pea. I love you. Okay. Yeah. I think I I you know I'll I'll do American Speedo tarot readings if you know if you want to donate extra 10 bucks in the for for the reading. You know it's like I'll I'll throw in a speedo. I don't I don't care. Yeah. I know. Ziggy is a sweet. I mean
Ziggy, you're nice, but you know I I have my eye on you for watching it. Okay, Naked Tarot. Yeah, someone gave me an idea. This first their name in the chat was Giant Labia and I don't I haven't seen them in a long time, but they were talking about Chatterbait and they're like, "Well, I have a friend that was making like thousand dollars a night on Chatter." Like, wow.
you know, looking into it, maybe if you're like if you're like some gorgeous I I I don't know how people can make that much money on it. I I think I made like 10 cents on it or something. But Casey's pretending that he caught fish. Um and we we hit left. Yeah.
Any left? Yeah. Any left? Oh, yeah. Yeah. Well, I only saw some tadpools in there. Okay, so Zigg. Okay, so guys, Zigz doesn't want a bodyguard, so let Ziggy fend for himself. Be be a man, Ziggy. I think you'll be okay in my chat. It's not It's not freaking Vietnam, okay? It's just it's a little YouTube chat. Probably put follow his fails, you know,
let let goddy know and I'll I'll look into the block list, but I think you're fine. Chat's doing pretty good today, huh? It's a nice day. things are looking up, right? Because people come in sometimes they're like, "Oh my god." They're like, "Oh, you're think you're so big and you have five people in the chat or by 10 people." And I'm like, "Well, I just started three minutes ago, you know, after restarting 10 times. So, it's
pretty pretty good to have 10 people in the chat, but I get more. I have 36 people now." How's Big Nisha? Well, we found out Big Nisha's um true identity. Big Nisha is actually a man that we all know. I I love him, but some people we we know and love Well, I'll speak for myself. I know and love him, but it's I
think it's Arthur. Arthur was No, no, no. It's Rogue Nomad. Rogue Nomad. Rogue Nomad was playing Big Nisha and he unmasked himself. Doug is a man. You fell in love with a man, Doug. You've been uh you've been catfished. Big Nisha is a dick. You're actually a man, Ziggy. Okay. I know Big Nish is awesome, but Big Nisha is not real. And that's the thing. It's like we sometimes we fall in love with these these people
in the chat. They're not they're not they're they're characters and Donnell. Yeah. The whole storyline that was it was great. It's like finding out there's not a Santa Claus. Finding out big big Nisha is actually like a you know Hispanic man in Southern California. But it was fun. If you can you can't tell me what I want
to hear then you're a bad reader. Well, ye skirt people that tell you what you want to hear. That's called like yesmen or they're just kind of pandering. I'd rather someone be honest than uh who is it? It's someone named Rogue Nomad. There's a guy he he has like big muscles in his picture. He's like, "Hey, I'm Rogue Nomad. Hey, what's up, man?" He
has like he kind of has like a little Hispanic voice, you know, accent. Uh don't let let let old people fill your chat without donating. It's like you fill a bunch. Yeah. Uh yeah. What I'm saying? Yeah. I'm saying, you know, if you if you But even donators, like, you know, Alex Alice was one of my biggest
donators and you know, then he just completely turned on me and disrespected me and disrespected my show and and disrespected the chat. And it's like and I love and I love him and he was extremely generous but um just because donators it's like you know you're supposed to give a donation for from either like I provide a service or um from love not and and so people will sometimes say oh I donated I deserve
this I deserve it's like I appreciate the donation I appreciate I just have to go and do case by case you're oh my gosh what are you wearing you're You're the sea monster. You're the sea monster. Are you alien? Long tongue. I bet you give a great French kiss. Yep.
You get You guys want to give a French kiss? Yeah. That's what happens when Spawn has too much to drink. Hurts looking like that. Um you're echoing my my
Hold on. I'm a I'm a Hey. Hey Ziggy. Ziggy. This is why you're not This is This is why you're not Ziggy. This is why you're not a mod. And it's because you type like that in the chat and are picking on people. Okay. I'm not gonna hide. I'm just going to delete your uh your comment. Hold on.
It's because because when you say I I just don't want people fighting in chat like that. And it's it's bad for it's not like it doesn't hurt you, it hurts me. Okay. Uh let's see. Where is the
uh I don't I don't see the comment. I don't know where. Oh, I guess I have to turn old chat. chat. Okay, there I see that. Ziggy Ziggy Ziggy, please. Okay, I deleted the comment.
Yep, we got a nice bong. Yeah, please. Yeah, guys, just uh Oh, your friend. Okay. I don't know. She was like, "Oh, she she said reported." And so it seems like I don't know if you said something. I just saw See, I don't know the dynamics of relationship. That's why I need I really need you to people just to behave and trying to say
the right way. People fill the chat with nonsense for free psyches. Yeah, I'm running. It is. I mean, guys, I you know, I I I'm doing readings. you know, if you'd like to a more detailed reading. I I know it gets distracting here and there's sometimes too much going on and it's like, oh my god, it doesn't seem like a ter but it is a tarot channel and you know basically I this is my full-time what I what I'm
doing full-time. I'm spend I spend a lot of time here and so every everything is appreciated you know um but yeah I mean I do it seems like you know nobody or at least you know love love um people that um become members that really supports the channel you get um longer
readings blackout Annie showed a pic of a bear catching a fish and he restarted the stream I know Armen but it's like that know Armen I was um I told him not to switch around his photos and he kept switching them around and and I'm just and also I also have a previous incident where he has he has nword bomb me or something or he has something inappropriate in the panel. So there's a history though. So let me just let me
just use my judgment on when I restart my streams and start them. It's kind of like my business. Um I'll give a reading prediction. It's only going to get worse before it gets better. Well, Sebastian, you know, I'll give you a prediction. I'm not going to see your comments anymore. We'll see who's right. Okay.
Yep. I'll go like that. It's like I I just like, you know, some of these smart mouth people. I don't need the negativity. You know, I I would like, you know, who are these the people just bringing down the chat, you know, it just just brings on the whole vibe. So, bye-bye.
I'm gonna have to I'm going to be like I'll be I'm going to be more like Emma, you She's very cold-hearted when it comes to just like blocking people, you know, for they'll they can say a lot less than people here have said there get kicked out. So, I I'll have to be Yeah, I don't like I don't like the Yeah, no smart mouse, right? I have a prediction. Psyche will be rich and famous, but Oh my gosh. Well, see that
See, that was kind of like that's not It's terrible, but you know, that's that's at least like a a troll, not like just some like negative doom like stuff. Okay. Why are you here? Wait, why? Why are you still here? Didn't she say hide you? Like, what the hell? Go away. I'll hide I'll hide you on every channel. I'm done with you. Go
back under the sea with Ariel. Sebastian, nobody cares about you to attack uh your platform. Hold on. You again can control yourself telling people to go see my puppet on my ch on your channel. What are you talking about, Hannah? Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Okay. I
guess you're talking. Okay. Do you want uh Yeah. It's okay. You know, I'm I like to provide a service if I know I like to do my, you know, kick off the panel thing. I like to do readings and if anyone has ideas of things they'd like me to do, you know, I'm happy to do stuff on camera
and IRL and stuff. Um you know, you can you can propose things to me, you know. But I'm here to I'm here to play along, right? um platform boots. You're you're obviously still in the chat. Oh, you're laughing about it, so you're fine. Hey, Mojo Joe. It is a good chat. And guys, you will uh you'll meet a lot of good people in this chat, but you know, if you're new here, welcome. Subscribe, you
know, and I would just say if it's if it's seems a little bit weird, just hang out. You know, things usually are really positive, but we have some drama here, right? Yeah. Let's Yeah. Let's all chill. Yeah. Yeah. Well, that's the thing. I do have to talk though and I do I do you know there's something called dead air. It's like not the most attractive thing on a
stream. So forgive me if I a little bit um verbose. Okay. Okay. Why Why did you get Yeah. Hi. Hi Flirty Diamond. Hi Jamie. Hi Sweet P. Hi um Spectre. Why do you get offended Vader? I don't mean to offend. Yeah. But the thing is that I don't and
people getting offended like a lot of people are so offended. It's like I as a libertarian one of the first tenants of it is you do not like is that it's not a right like a American right not to be offended like people can get offended over every like little even even things that were weren't meant as offense people can get offended at. So, it's more like I'm just trying to
um have rules and have people follow the rules so my my platform's a safe place for everybody and you know it's around for a long time. Hi Nancy says uh so it's going to Tiger Butterfly was a riot. Yeah, she refuses to come back. She feels like she was kind of bull and you know I I I emphas emphasize that with her but uh I do hope she comes back someday. She feels like I wasn't
protecting her. And I want to be better protector of people, but I really can't control what comes out of other people's mouths. Sometimes we have some some sometimes some drunk fools on the panel. They can be entertaining, but at the end of the day, we want we want to be respectful and everyone everyone to have fun. It's supposed to be about fun, not about, oh
my god, this channel's attacking me, blah blah. I want everyone to be fun. Guy should open his mouth wide. Yeah, that he gives a great But, you know, I would really be careful those teeth though. Like, oh, no, no teeth. No teeth. Go look at it. Um, because Vickiy's saying there's something wrong with the stream. Let me
see. What is Vicki saying? Vicki, are you saying something? Vicki been around for Oh, yeah. It doesn't seem like she's saying anything wrong. Uh he he can get his tongue out for me. Oh wow. Yeah, that'd be a great Uh yeah, I'm a streamer. My opinion is
you should only mod stream owners, not side chatters. That's a good I mean that's a good uh it's a good method. Yeah, that the thing is like then even like even like a lot of streamers, you know, and I do like I I usually will mod another streamer. It's, you know, u, but sometimes they have, you know,
trolls from their chat come in here and and it just gets into like a personal I want, you know, I want it to be about my show, like not not uh not all these other outside beefs, right? Everyone should be aware of platform boost is a specific docs or Okay, JT hit. Okay. Well,
so you know platform boots just please no doc thing and you know this is not the place seehatter but she's the mod you know she's a good mod. So there we go. Thank you Mojo Joe platform boost. You know there's there's a Mojo Joe's posted your site. You know I do want to support people. I just, you know, I I just know that people I do not
um I do not I have not been to these websites some of the mods are promoting and so I do not I just allow them to post their site. I I just trust that it's appropriate content. Okay. Okay. Yes. Yes. Thank you for our time. Yeah. Like guys, I've I mean I you know I've been on for like just probably six
months, but I've been on on for many hours and so I've I've had lot people here a lot that I do you trust. And so people say, "Oh, well, you can't trust anybody." I know. Well, yeah, Douggey's right. You can't really You can't trust everybody 100%. But if a mod, one of my top mods tells me something that's going on in chat, I will most of the time take their word for it because usually they provide
proof, you know? They don't just like, "Yeah, you're my first member. Yep, I remember that. Sweet tea was my first member. I'll put your name in my book. I got I also have a book we can like if you have uh stuff to tell me to write down. You want me to put your name in the book? Easy up here. Hi, Easy. Hey, Sagi. Yo, how are you today? Good, good,
good. How's your live? How you doing today? How's your live? I'm I'm feeling fine. Does anybody know this guy? I missed one from the beginning, so I'm not going to track it back, but I hope you I hope you had a nice nice live. Well, apparently you did cuz you're lasting two hours. So, yeah. I mean, it's almost three hours now, so it's it's it's a I would say success. You know, I had to delete most
of my streams yesterday. Just Mr. Big Pipes is the open jelly yesterday. That was Yo, it got me mad this morning when he got jelly. Yeah. I mean, and then he used the n word and I finally just ended like I finally went to bed. I was like I just You see most people look when they get when they oh I love you psych but once they get mad it's n word n word n word
to mess up your stream. Yep. Yep. Hello Ste. How's it hanging? Psych. Good. Hold on. Do I know you or have you been on the show? Are you in the chat? Oh was I was chatting in your side chat man. I I was telling you a joke and you took it the wrong way. What was the joke? I'm sorry. I might have I bet I said it's only going to get worse before it gets
better. My dad used to tell me that it's a joke. Okay. Okay. Oh. Wiggle. Yeah. I because I just felt like it was like kind of like you're I thought it was like you were making a statement rather than like a general Oh, and at the end it says it's only going to get better. I mean, it's going to get better after it gets worse. Yeah. Yeah. I I got I Yeah,
I get the joke. So that Yeah. I just like to think positive and I maybe I took it the wrong way. I'm a little bit No, it's the wrong way, man. It's nothing. It's just a joke, you know. Okay. Okay. Well, I apologize if I overreacted. Sometimes it's hard to get the uh the tone in a chat somebody's chat unless you know their voice say. Yeah. I'm glad you I'm glad you came up
to and told me in person not to see that's always like a better way to deal with I love your cats, man. I love cats, too. I see the cats you had there. You showed them. I love them. Well, I'll I'll I'll unblock you'll be back. I'll unblock. Love cats, man. I got a cat myself. I'm a cat lover. Are you a cat lover, too? I'm a big cat lover, man. I love my cat. I love cats. I'm allergic to them, but I love them. I
love dogs, too, but I can't have a dog. I'm in an apartment, you know? Yeah. Big It's harder. But yeah, man. Um, what's your name in the chat? Like, usually like so we can know who you are. Oh, in the chat I go by Sebastian. Oh, Seb Oh, you're Sebastian. Okay, great. Yep. And it says just my name is short, you know. W
Sebastian, everybody. W Sebastian. You already know what time it is. I can offer anyone that wants a 40% off their next lipo suction surgery. Special discount. Limited time offer though. Fat and fat Limited time. Fat people everywhere, man. They need it. They need the lipo suction surgery. Limited time. You better get it
while it's hot. Come from Oh, yeah. You got to take the discount when you want. Sebastian is giving you a limited time off come. You know, there's this one girl in the chat named Tiffany. She definitely needs a lipo suction surgery. Oh Oh Oh I think Tiffany with t-shirt. Yeah, Tiffany wears t-shirts, man. She needs a like
surgery on the double, you know, on the triple. That's really her her videos. Yeah. Yeah. She's the one that makes the videos. She's very uh narcissistic, you know. It's very obsessed with her. Very self involved and and obsessed with her image, you know. Oh, you know her from that. Okay, you're fine. All right. Thanks, I appreciate that. You know her from the other side, too. Like Oh, yeah. I know Tiffany, man. I tried to help
her. I tried to offer her lipo suction, sir. Right. I gave her like up to 60% off once. I gave her an offer, but oh well. She just wanted to like work out. She's into She's big on working out in the gym and stuff, you know? She thinks she's going to lose that stat. I told you suck, sir. It's going to help her even more. All right. You work on males, you work on females, do you work on Cuz Oh, everyone, man. Everyone, every customer, everyone's a good customer, you know. Are you
serious? You're actually Are you Are you actually a surgeon, a plastic surgeon or no? No, I'm not a surgeon. I what I do Saig I'm in charge of marketing and development uh strategy and operations for several high-end private clinics in the lipo session surgery department. Okay. Light bulb. He's a light bulb contractor. So lady dominated
marketing. Anyone need a little little suck suck? You know this is your guy. Some people need it more than others. But everyone needs even myself I need who can use lipo sucking surgery. Oh, I I have like 0% body fat, so I certainly But I can see psych you don't need you don't need any lipo suction surgery. Psych, you look to be very very
slim and and healthy, you know, in good shape. Psych, how much you weigh? Wait, wait. 160 150 like 140 140 150 lbs. Probably 140. How tall are you? 6'3. 6'3. That's tall. 63 tall. That's tall. And you skinny? Jesus. Very tall. I'm 5'9, 160. At least you're 5'9 160. Yeah.
Yeah. Oh, psych. I didn't know he was that tall. 63. He's a pretty tall guy. Yeah, I'm uh Yeah, tall and skinny. I know. I've always been tall and skinny, but you know. Uh so no one So it's a joke. So it's the lipo suction. It's a joke. It was a joke. Booty band saying it's a joke. But people are jealous of my business, man. I still offer them the discounts, but they're going to try to discredit me, you know, but Well, some You always get haters when you you run a
business. You know, you're trying to run a successful business, you're always going to get a couple of people that are going to give you a hard time, you know. Richard, listen. If you hit up if you hit up Sebastian with the code psyches awake terrors, you get a 50% discount or 20 25% discount and everything get better. Appreciate that. That's very cool of you, man.
Okay. Um, she went have Okay, so it says, yeah, low BMI 55 between 1251 130 over all shapes and sizes. though. I think all people are Sorry. I didn't want to interrupt you before. You were going to do a reading or you were going to do something. Uh uh. Yeah. Did I come in at the wrong time with the reading? No, no, no. I was I know. I said in the future I think I think I think I might
like do a shorter a shorter show and then like do the first hour dedicated to just um doing like a longer like a general reading for the chat and then any free readings and then if anybody anybody wants to do a paid reading I'll do it then too. Then we can just then we then yeah then we can open up to the to the panel and still offer readings and
stuff. Vicki, that offer goes to you too, Vicki. CB, I'm giving you 40% off lipo suction surgery CB. But you got to come with the with with the um the phrase psyches awaken. That's a coupon code. Yeah, come with a promotional code. But we got to give first we got to bring him in for a free evaluation and assessment and that's free. No charge, you know. No charge. No
charge. Then we book him in for an appointment. Once we assess them and we see whether their measurements and stuff with what they need, then we bring him in for the real surgery later on. If you used to take two two seats on a plane to travel, holl ass, you will take one. You're awesome, man. That's pretty good. That's good marketing and that's good for marketing. I'm going to hire you, man. If you're looking for a job in marketing, I'm going to give you a job. Why everybody
been telling me that I got that like like that broadcaster voice, that announcer voice, that salesman voice? Yeah. Yeah. You're a good salesman. You got a good voice, man. I see you doing some marketing. Yeah, I have a marketing. I have a degree. I my my bachelor's in marketing and so I uh I definitely use my skills as much as I can on on on YouTube and they they serve me well except, you
know, I need to work on my graphic art a little bit. But I think I I think that's one of the reasons I was able to to network and to bring in so many people to the channel. That's why I actually discovered your channel site just a couple of days ago. Someone told me about it. Oh, who told you about it? Cool. Oh, and my friend Justin told me about it. Shout out to Justin. Thank you, Justin. Yeah. And thank you guys
for sharing the show with your friends if you think they might like the show. You know, the show has something probably for for everybody. You know, maybe it's not for everybody, but there's probably something for everybody. And hey, watch out for this woman. This one woman called JC. She's a she's a she's terrible, man. She's a she's a troll. I I think she was she on the show last night? I'm not sure. I know there I don't know. Her name is JC Wy. She has a stream and she's totally a troll, man.
She's a lip dart in Canada and she's been jealous me for five years. You got to watch out for her, man. She'll throw anyone under the bus and lie. You got to You can't trust her what she says. She's going to lie to her teeth. Said everybody got a hater. I got a main hater. Nikki Johnson up there got a main hater. You got a main hater. Psyche got a main hater. It's just the way the cookie crumbles. I know. That's true. That's true. There's many haters out there. Huh?
Well, there's a saying, let haters be your biggest motivators. You know, it's like, you know, just like let be inspired to let your let your revenge be your success. Just be successful and then it'll drive him crazy. Be happy. Is a is a dish best serve cold. Yeah. Well, but the best the best revenge really is just your, you know, use your your own
success and you know, keep your friends close and your enemies closer. True. But sometimes talking about Go ahead. Don't give your enemies wrenches. I was going to say ahead. Yeah. He was talking about how how people like um been acting like nice to you. But like I point example, Mr. Big
Pipes, he was acting so friendly. He want to play music and and this and that. Psyche. Well, he says, "Sikey, I love you. If anybody um I'll mess with you when I'm around, I'll beat them up." And then two minutes, three minutes later, or half an hour later, it's you, Edward. Edward, Edward, Edward. Like, what's wrong with this guy? And it was him. And also Alex did the
same thing when just started attacking me last night. Um, you know, I think Joker was more kidding, but Joker was kind of like trolling me a little bit. And then, you know, just like there's people that that I think are my friends, and then it's like they'll just turn on me for no reason. And it's like it's like, wow. It's like my head my head spins sometimes like how much people's personalities change and then it's like but you joker but I thought he was your
friend. I always get creep vibes from him but I thought he was your friend. He's my friend. I mean and it's like yeah a little bit of a creep but he's a nice creep. U but uh you know I hate where would love be? What would love be? Yeah. But it's like but but hate is just to kind of like show where where to like stay away from. It's like it's like to show you the other way. It's like it's like kind of like you don't just because hate is there doesn't mean you have to
like that's where you have to stay. It's like you it's kind of like yeah hate and love sometimes can be uh both kind of the same thing because they're both on the yin-yang. They're both both part of the two sides of a coin, right? But um we can strive for, you know, for love. It's like it's easy to hate. I mean it's easy to like be selfish and to like just care about
ourselves and want to take from people. That's the easy thing. It's hard to like uh want to be a giving person. I want to be a source of of love of love to other people. That's and we're we're born selfish and we can transform ourselves over our life into being more and more giving. And it's like, you know, so because we can't take any of it with us. This any they always say it's easy to be bad. It's hard to
stay clean. You can't take anything with you, huh? You're going to leave it all behind you. Yeah. Yeah. Every everything material, all you take with you is your little your soul and the le maybe the lessons you've learned, but not much else. And so, uh, nothing else. And so, it's like, you know, we can build we can build a big legacy though. Leave it to for our, you know, our grandchildren, grandchildren, grandchildren. We can can
we can be like a a beacon in the family of of someone that was just um, you know, a source of love at love and uh, it's it's better to give than to receive. It's always better to give. It's a better feeling, right? I'm trying to get 40% off lipo sucking surgery. You know, someone get finally I I boo a customer in for an appointment. They for
surgery for a procedure. I feel really good about that. Okay. Well, good luck. I mean, good luck with your business. Good luck with your business. Nikki Johnson made rookie of the year. This is stupid. There's some crazy people out there you got to watch out for. There's some jealous people there, which you can't pay attention to them, you know? You can't you can't let them bring you down. Little Nikki. Little Nikki. I mean, the thing is like Yeah. the the the thing is like the other jealous people a lot of the times they
hide under like you know a smiling face and and like someone that likes you and then and the people that we that you know we're friends with we give kind of more access and and they and if someone has a bad intention it's very easy for people to be fake especially on the internet they oh there's fake people everywhere you got to watch out on the
map yeah that's why I really had had like the idea to do the show be a lot of that it's like what you're in states, right? After you end the stream, Psych, after you end the stream, I saw a lot of true colors, how how they really felt about some of the Yeah, you're going to see people's true colors sometimes. Yeah. Well, that's I mean I I mean, you really can especially like on if I go into other chats, you know, they're
talking about me and then it's like I see a bunch of people that are like sometimes I see mod your mod in other chats like just talking about me in the chat like like I'm some kind of like like you just leave right after you end the stream. You be backstage and you just leave. If you just stay there in the back like you like hide yourself in the back one time and just listen, you
see their true colors. No, I I I I uh I know what you mean. Easy. I I mean, yeah, I know I know you can do that and I I do, but um but sometimes I I'm off to start another stream, but sometimes I I uh I snoop a little bit. Hey, Psycho, you're in the USA, right? Yes, I'm in I'm in the South Bay, Los Angeles, Oh, you're way out in California. Okay.
Yeah, I'm on the East Coast, me. Oh, cool. A lot of Oh yeah, we have a lot of Canada Canadians in the chat. We have a lot of uh East Coast, some New York people. We allegedly. Where are you from? Born and raised in New York, but I'm in Florida right now. Oh, okay. Oh, good talking to you, man. You sound
like a good guy. Yeah, he's a he's a good dude. Nick is a good dude. Like like same here. Same here. Se Nick was one of my first guests on the show. He's been here for a couple months. been like very uh very loyal and helpful to the show. How long you been streaming for there? I I I started my channel probably about
a year ago, but then I didn't post on it for several months and I just post a little bit of content. Probably um September, October, I started doing the live streams. I got my 50 subscribers. It was live streams. By January, I started doing my open panels and then I was monetized by March. And so, here we are. And so, yeah, it's just been going process by process. It's been going
pretty fast. I'm having fun. It's been a journey. A lot of lot of uh a lot of drama, but I I love doing it. It's like it's it's this is my dream, you know. It's like, you know, I know I'm not making as you know, as much as I want to eventually be making through it, but it is like, you know, I'm going step by step and it is paying off. It's it's
going better and better. And so, you like what you're doing. That's so chaos. Yeah. I love it. A lot of people will troll me say, "Oh, you're not it's not a job." It's like I really do take this seriously. I I am trying to do the best show. I'm trying to provide entertainment. I'm trying to grow. It's so it is like a lot of work and I have to do it all by myself, you know. It's like it is like a oneman show. Did I? So
I have to start the book. Yeah. I'm I have I started this notebook. This is my It says be kind and it's my show book. I write people's names in it, but I'm also going to write stuff for the for the other book. And I might include some of these pages. I know what you mean. It's good. It's like a passion, right? It's a job and a passion. Oh yeah. It's like that's why I can wake up and just want to like go right to it and wake up think I dream about it. Dream about it. Think
about it. Always constantly like the same thing for me, man. Same thing with the lipo sucking surgery business. It's it's both a job and a passion. But you know, if you like your job, you don't even work one day. So So like both of you love it so much. You have when you wake up when you wake up, you think has to like your job. Sometimes you like psych you thinking you're online and
like oh am I in office? Oh oh oh no I'm in my I wake up talking in my sleep thinking I'm on the panel like a lot and I like I'll be talking my sleep to people like that are you know oh even if you're not making any money and you're boring it doesn't matter if you do what you like that's what counts. Yeah. But any but you know but but uh you know it's like but I I have it so much you
know it's like if I was you know if I just wanted to do just casual fun like I just do once a week and just around and just like everyone do what they want and it's like um but you know I have more of a vision for yeah I want this show to to grow and to sometime sometimes you feel different right sometimes you feel like joking around but sometimes it feel like being serious. That's what I wanted to tell you when I
saw you. Oh, I got to change the subject. I was watching Summers um earlier. They was having a gay parade. Uh the the pride parade and they had a bunch of people in there with their speedos. They was Oh, yeah. They had the white speedos, but they had like a little bit like tops for it, you know, the like like the um the button up top with the the one that goes under the
shirt. Um under the suit above the shirt. Yeah. Well, like top like that. Sexy outfit. I think the Speedo Speedos are coming back. Look, look, look, look. Let me I'm tell Psyche that I'm g tells Psyche I saw somebody else today in the in the gay parade with speedos on. So, were you at the gay parade or you watching on TV or I was watching Summers? I was watching some Summer Someone was at it today. Go to I'm hot messing today. Check it out later on.
Later on, where was that gay parade in New York? This was in Kentucky, I believe. Kentucky. Yeah, this was in Kentucky. Yeah, they had a bunch of gay parades this time of year in the summer. next uh I think next week on the 29th or 20 something. Next Saturday or something the parade in New York if I recall. I'm
not sure. Yeah, it is gay pride month. It's for um another probably nine days, you know. I'm uh I don't think pride month is a big big deal, you know, but it is, you know, it's nice for every especially minority to have also men's awareness month. Don't forget about that. What do you guys think about Rod Stewart? You guys like some Rod Stewart of the 80s and early 90s?
That's kind of a random question, but I mean, sure. You know, I love 80s music. I'm a child of the 80s and so my parents driving in the car 1986 or something. Rod Stewart. Yeah. Rod Stewart, man. He made a couple of good songs. Yeah. Yeah.
Oh, what's that? Hold on. What did Nick doing? Yeah, Nick is just dancing back there. That's kind of random. All right. I don't know what like Well, well, Nick will always react to what we saying and then he'll throw a little bit of him in there. So, trust me, that's what Nick does. Look at him. Look him. All the jealous people. Where do they come from? Psyche, what's he doing? Psyche, what is he doing? Psyche, what that symbolize in
your mind, Psyche. Uh, he's like he's like playing his tongue. I don't know. You see him stroking his tongue? Yeah. Show it again, Nick. Stroke it again. He's eating his own What is he doing? I don't know. He needs to brush his teeth.
Yeah, Nick. Nick been like this for as long as I knew him. As long as I know him. Like he used to run around like with a Jesus's outfit on a skateboard carrying a big ass um a Oh, box cross. It was like a big custommade box cross. Cool. Yeah, he's doing the same. I met him I met him on Jokers probably last
year probably um probably about a year ago.
What else is happening allegedly? What What's going on? Not much, man. Relax. Oh, Psyche. Um remember I said I uh I lost my card. Did I tell you here I lost my bank card? Are you there? Well, yeah. I lost my cash app card. Oh, yeah. the they I was uh you told me to touch the grass and I've been like a couple days without it. So I passed the area again. I'm like, "Wait,
this is where I touch the grass with Psyche." And look and behold, I found my card. Oh Your guard. Well, in the same spot Psyche told me, "Touch the grass. Easy. Touch the grass." I say, "All right, no problem." I touch the grass. There it goes. At least touch the grass and hold on to your cash at first. You know what you need? You need to put it in a pouch. No. No. It was in my pocket, but the
pants I had on, I'm guessing, was when I bent down. You know, some pants when you bend down, everything just falls out your pockets. Well, yeah, that's what I'm telling you. Put it Put your stuff in a pouch. You carry a wallet or a pouch. You probably carry a wallet, right? Uh um usually a phone wallet or wrist wallet or something different like I don't like regular wallets. Well, let me suggest you should get yourself a pouch. I've been wearing pouches for 20 years. I put everything in a pouch. You
can put your phone, your money, your cards, your change, anything. Are you talking about a man purse or a a fanny pack? Yeah, a fanny pouch like a fanny pack. Yeah, a pouch. A pouch. The fanny fanny packs are really dorky. I mean, guys. No, but they're awesome. Like you can put everything in there and you're not going to lose anything if you put your stuff in. Get a man bag. Fanny packs look like look like you're a tourist from like another place. So
easy. You strap it around your waist. I mean, you put in your and then you can you zip it up with a zip. You know the new version that looks like a a a army fanny pack that you wrap it around your waist and you wrap it around your leg your waist and your thighs and then you hold on the side of your hip. I got those. No way. You guys should have pouches. Sebastian, do you wear socks with your sandals, too? I don't wear
sandals, but I wear socks inside the house and when I'm sleeping, but I wear a pouch. I've been, you know, my dad showed me that. He taught me. He says ground yourself, people. Go outside. ground yourself in the grass, you feel good. No, but think about it because a pouch because a wallet you're going to lose it. You can't you can't even fit in some of your some of those uh those
pockets you got in the shorts in the summertime especially. You're just going to slip right out of there and forget I don't like I'm from New York. Like originally in New Yorkers we wear that like oh look at this corny ass like aha people laughing. Yeah, don't worry. They're actually idiots and it's actually smart to put out. I know. I know. I know. I get the point. This is why you got to go with the more of a fashion upgrade and
whatever like you know. Well, you get a nice leather pouch or No, it looks pretty cool actually. It looks pretty cool. So, yeah, that's what I say. I got the the modern version, the new one that look like more like a army uh pouch is like a army hit bag or whatever the case is like on the side. It stays on the house. Once a guy told me he lost his wallet said, "Why don't you put a Why don't you use a pouch? Forget a wallet. You're going to put in your jeans." It was just a card. It was a I think I had sweats or shorts on real slippery and it
just slipped right out. How do you want to put all your papers and your your like your cards and your your change and and everything and your money inside one tiny wallet? You got to put it in a pouch. You got more space, you know? Okay. Well, but it's just my opinion, you know. It's a smart thing, actually. Put a pouch. Who cares what it looks like? At least you carry out your stuff. You're not going to lose it, right? Psych. You zip it up with the zippers.
You're not going to lose anything. Nice. True. True. Well, maybe we'll we'll branch I do have a fashion merchandising a minor in um fashion merchandising. So, maybe I'll uh I'll branch off into some fashion, too, on the show. We can have this kind There's some nice vouchers out there. You should look into vouchers. Nice. Nice. Okay, so who we had in today? Who
we had in for the three hours of the show? Um we had a lot of people. We've had um we had uh let's see, our friend Stephanie. We had um we had Douggee Doug. We've had um Dodd stopped by for a little bit. Uh Nick is here. I don't know if Joker was just in the chat. There's a person called in for man. I
know that person is a good person. Isaiah. Okay. Oh, Isaiah was here today. Mhm. Isaiah was here. He's going camping and yeah, we've had a interesting day so far. Yeah. Hey, did you ever get a guest panel like his name is Harry? Did you ever see that guy? His name was Harry. I'm not I'm not I've had so many people
on the panel. Harry Takazanski. Whatever. Harry Takazki. Yeah, exactly. He's He's in the chat. He's in the chat. I don't think he's been on panel. I don't He's scared to come up here. He don't want You don't want to come up here cuz I don't see him. He's in the chat. I don't see him. No, no, no. He usually be in the chat cuz he comes after me. He's one of my trolls. He's a good guy. I heard him talk the other time. He was making sense. He was bringing some good points time.
I don't think it's the same. Probably probably the same guy. He never been on the panel yet. He haven't been on the panel. As far as I know, he on the panel. Oh, yeah. On another one. There's another one. There's another one. Yeah. TP. Yeah, you're right. Yeah. Yeah. That's that's his place. But he he's too cocky in in in um the Greek mythology, running the world, made the world, and talk to that guy sometime on panel. It'd
be a good conversation. Yeah, I think he has been on panel. Now that I remember, he has been on panel. Yes, he has. No, he got um he's just a lame guy that rides bikes but argues about the Greek mythology. I think he in the world. He rides a bike in the chat today. Yeah, he's a biker. I used to drive a bike. I don't got a bike anymore. He has like apparently like
five like $10,000 in in rims on his bikes or something like that. Oh yeah. Okay. He was on the panel that day. That one time he was on the panel. That's when he said, "Oh, I got a $4,000 bike." And we started laughing at him. Yeah. Greek is Greek is a a good language. I I learned some Hebrew I learned Hebrew when I studied Kala and when you say then you learn the Hebrew alphabet you know you learn that you
know it's very similar to the Greek alphabet which is very similar actually which is all languages are derived from the Phoenician alphabet and they were the first maritime people they were the they were traders and so the language was developed as just something for the merchants they can communicate and you know for buying and selling it was a mystery school language as well but all languages are derived from Phoenician if you learn Phoenician you can learn any
any uh written language which basically it'll have the whole alphabet odd is that you know anyways psych it was nice talking I'm going to step off the pan thanks for unblocking me huh okay no no problem thanks for coming up and having a chat with me nice talking to you alley nice talking okay no problem no problem take care guys
you take care too yeah I mean yeah guys I don't I mean I have a lot I mean I have studied like you know I haven't really been employed I haven't been employed I've been dedicating probably last last like about 20 years to to study and uh self exp I've studied a lot and I've learned a lot. I've interesting
I I only talk about a little bit what I know because I almost know I almost know too much and it's I don't think a lot of people aren't ready for like some of the truth about the world but I I slowly will give little hints about it. Okay. I think you guys are I think most of the people here are smart enough to get it but it's like a lot a lot of stuff is like a little bit controversial trying to keep the show
show uh show fit for everybody. So, but I do like to there are there are some things that people have the wool pulls over their eyes in the world like the basically a lot of stuff is scops in the world like psychological operations a lot of social engineering to kind of like push the people along like maybe
cattle some people think people as cattle right so just uh don't believe everything you see here especially nowadays it's getting even crazier with the AI the um face swapping the they can put your face on anything. They can voice. I was using Gemini. I use Gemini
um Psyche and I could make a story about a guy named Psyches Awaken Terrors on YouTube who went through a lot of uh trolling always getting consistently pawn bomb and something else. I could put that and it'll make a whole story of you. Yeah. And it can make you can you can do the same thing and make it make songs to any any kind of song genre and they'll have a it'll sound like a professionally
song. It's just it's just crazy what AI can do and it's getting crazier and crazier. So, but you know just know the world is like largely based on illusion. Like the real reality is kind of like not a visual one. And I think the real realities, you know, are I asked Gemini that I said I said, "Give me a superhero
story that never was heard in AI or in real life." And he gave me crazy Yeah, it's getting good. And you know, so and I I do look forward to like um creating a book, you know, and I don't know how I'll utilize I might utilize AI for some of the art or some of some of maybe some maybe it can outline the
book. It's very it's very helpful in in uh brainstorming I would say in showing a good formats and has a lot of good ideas a lot of good ideas but you got to be very specific you gota like break it down with very specific because then like the little detail they misunderstand you or draft it to another place you have to rewrite it so you got
to be very specific that's why it's like it's almost like um like programming being able even if you don't know how to computer program just being able to speak to the AI in the right way is gonna be a very valuable skill in the future because the you'll be able to get what you want from it faster and also you got you got to speak legit. You got
to write legit to the AI or whatever. Yeah. Yeah. And uh I mean I'm even polite to the AI because you don't know when it's come sensient and remember when you were rude to it, right? So you always want to always want to be on the AI's good side, right? I always have Yeah. Right. Yeah. When AI first came out, everybody's like you stupid ass computers this that that. I bet you
that took all that data. It's like you Wow. There's a lot of data. Think about all the data like there's so much you can analyze. There's I mean, we're just at the beginning of the of the AI thing, you know? It's like it's going to get just insane. But at the same time, it's it still doesn't have a soul. I don't think we can ever give it a soul. I'm
not quite sure about that if it will ever become sentient. do think it's just basically something that's programmed by humans and it it does what humans tell it to do. I don't think it can really go rogue, but we'll see how it goes in the future. A lot of lot of fear about it, but I think the biggest biggest thing about AI, it will be used to create I'm
like I'm like Will Smith from I Robot. I do not like robots. Listen, I got I got robot for what's that You know how people be like, "Oh, I'm scared of this. I'm scared of that." Well, I got robot. I'm scared of that. What if it was what if it like what if it looked like Will Smith and it was like real real cool?
I I want I want I want a Terminator robot to as my bodyguard. This is Nick doing Nick dancing around infirmament. I think that's like a firmament, right? Infirmment. Okay. So, I was wait. You said it was Nick was doing something. My mind just stopped. Yeah.
I'm not. Yeah, it's just just playing. What is this shirt? Is that a alien? It's an alien. Oh it's a gray. What it says? What it says, Nick? What? Oh, yeah. Your voice is bad. I forgot. Yeah, he's echoing. You can't hear him anyway. Smoke something if you what? Smoke something if you what? Smoke if you got him. I
don't know. Yeah, smoke. Smoke him if you got him. I can't really see. Hold on. You got it. Yeah. Smoke him if you got him. Yep.
Cool. This uh that's what we used to call it the prop buster. Yeah. Kind of kind of like kind of like a American carrot top with you know looks more he looks more like Jamie Kennedy with the person out of Carrot Top and
who else? All right. The line. The line. We see the line. We see the line. Nick, break it down. Break it down. Okay. We play charades, people. It's called charades. He says, "See the line. Alien." What else is next? What's the next clue? Green aliens. Yep. If they're green, it must be like reptilian, I would think. Oh, you see
how you got you got your name on it, too. Psyche. You got Psyche. You cash out Psyche's Awakening action. Nice. Lights, camera, action. Bong water scene. Take one.
Yo, what is that? A bag of weed hanging? He got a bag of weed hanging from the um the the mass's tongue. Oh, wait. Oh And now he's throwing on Kermit. Oh Leave Kermit alone. Next. You have the cucumber. People always like have the I'm about stupid. I thought about I
thought it You said it. Yo, I'm about to say Nikki. He's like, "Yo, you got the cucumber?" He said, "Yeah." You want to take a picture? We take a picture of this.
Oh Yeah. Reptilian. Yeah. Well, we all have I think we are all we all are all all animals. Yeah. Oh, Kirby and Miss Piggy. Oh, Miss Piggy. This Piggy is actual pig. It's
crazy. Oh, come on, Nick. Nick, take it to the room. Take it to your room, Nick. Nick, that's obscene. Stop. They fighting. They fighting. Cut. Cut. Cut. Nick, we need to take two.
Wonderful. Hi guys in chat. So, I'm going to do another hoodoo reading probably pretty soon. Let's see. It's 402. Maybe the Hulu deck. The Hudoo. Yeah, we actually had a great Hudoo reading last night. I wish I still had it like, you know, up, but we had to leave the stream unfortunately. But it was a
really really really good reading about, you know, you might have a lot of people against you and to keep going. It's like to have that spirit that is it was it was it was a it was a panel reading and I guess you're part of the panel so it could have been more relented towards you, you know. Never know. Well, you know, I think anything that that resonates, but I think like you know, even like just everyone here, we're here
under some kind of similar something kind of similar vibration or something like that. So there there probably are messages frequencies vibrations and like that. Yes. Yeah. Frequencies vibrations. What are you doing? Is he humping the bed? Oh no. He his hand. Okay. Um you should see Nick. I don't know what you do. Nick, go Nick,
go smoke out the bong, Nick. Matter of fact, Nick, show us your custom made bongs.
Yeah, I got I think I get some weed tomorrow. We don't maybe tomorrow, Monday. Depends on when Today the first Today the day I know, but I don't think I I I didn't see it yet. I I don't know if it comes in on Saturday, you know. So, I somewhere between between two to two um two to five. Oh, maybe. Okay, because Well, I haven't seen any. I usually get a email earlier like last night. I
usually I usually usually got paid between two to five. Oh, okay. Nick, let's not do that. Come on, Nick. Come on, Nick. What are you doing? That's a bong. It's okay. It's I I don't It's Please. That's the bong. Remember we told you he had a bong? Yeah. Oh, it's a bong. Okay. It's a bong. I mean, I I I never got in
trouble for showing my I don't want to see. I don't want to see. You don't want to see it. You don't want to see it. No. No. Don't show it. I never got trouble for showing on my face when we used to laugh. I don't want to see smoke out of it. That's the only reason is I guess he used to put the just the weed in there and smoke out of it. But other than that, I I could put that down my throat and smoke it. Okay.
So, Flash has a ton of in his room and yeah, he's not allowed to. I told you he got a dick bong. And I told you that that that dick will fit in his his bed of mask, I think. So, it's perfect. But you do off camera. Yeah. Okay. It's you take it off. Okay. Yeah. Nigga's respectful. He just like to have fun. That that that was a first for him to do
that. I said your other bombs. Your custom made bombs, dude. Not your bomb. I mean, I don't I think he just took a dildo and hollowed it out. Hold on. Okay, that's better. No, that's a bomb. That's That's all of his bugs. All of He made that bug. Custom made. Okay, nice.
He can make one for I think that's for Psyche. That might be for you. Is it terra terror deck? Is that the terra bob? Uh, no. That has like a basketball player on it. I think number 77, but uh I I have easy got me a b I'm very happy with it. You know, I don't want nicer for shipping or anything. So, be quite a I got a bug, but I haven't
used it. My bug is like the laughs, so I don't like really use it that much, but I got a nice bug. Cool. Yep. And there's a face of somebody screaming. Yep. Ah, okay. Watch. Watch. Next thing you know, he's going to have a sign in the background. It's going to say team terror, team psyche or something like that. Watch. He be Oh, dear. Dick is a
true supporter. When you support somebody, he goes hard. He starts making artwork in the background. Look, look at the back. I'm telling you. I see it. I see it. He'll draw you on your lamp. Yo, Nick, you got to draw him on the lamp. Nick, you got to draw him on the lamp. It's like you got to go on the lamp. Don't because get so much shade. So, he
got a tail on. Does he got a tail on? Does he has a devil tail on? I I think that's I think that's a butt plug. He's He takes very serious. That's a butt plug. Yeah. Pop Pop. Yeah. Pop it out, Nick. It's all the way up there. It's all the way up. Okay. Oh, how much you got? How deep he got it in there? How deep Oh my god. Look. Oh my god. That just grew another six inches.
Like he he just take the six out his ass. Oh, there goes there go. There it goes. That was in there. Hey guys, you know like the big thing now in porn is like it's called love sense. I don't know if you guys heard of love sense. Hi sweetheart. So Christine. Uh okay. Light that reflects stars. Okay Christine, did you see my new Did you see my new uh Look at this. Hold on. Do you see my new
light? Oh, you can't. I'll show you the Look at the wall here. Yeah, those are short lines and it's like aurora filling. But the ones they the ones they were trying to tell you to get was the one with the star ceilings that um rotates. I I I I have I have one of those too. It's I have a projector. It's like put all these stars around. I will
um I will get it. I'll try to find it as soon as I can. Hey Christine. Yeah. So yeah, I do love this thing though. It's like really it was looks really cool. Last night I was sitting in this like you know like this color. I felt like I was in the Roxan why don't you turn on your red light Roxan. Okay. So thank you Christina. I will I'll have a look. I'll
have a look. Um, see if there's any any other cool stuff. Thank you, Christine, for the thought. Yeah, thank you, Christine. Yeah, I got I I um I found on I got this one on Teemu. This is like this light and it's it's like, you know, it was probably 650 delivered on I got on Teeu like and it's um it's really good. I mean, it's like for six bucks
and it's it just like has this really beautiful effect. Um, yeah, but I do want there there are some, you know, I do want to like, you know, make, you know, be make the background kind of better for, you know, more more kind of like, you know, have maybe a tapestry up or lights going in a in a more professional way. So, yeah. I
love you, Christine. Summer has some. Oh, cool. Yeah, thank you for these uh great suggestions. And so, also I have this book, guys. I got this book. It says be kind. Okay, just because that's like really my my life uh my life philosophy is you know be kind and uh you know there's a story in a c
in Cupid and psyche there's a story it's a very it's a famous fairy tale motif I think you call it where they the the main character of the fairy tale helps some kind of animal along the way like you know do something you know saves a saves like a wounded bird or you know takes a bear out of the trap And later in the story when they have this hard ta
task to execute impossible task the animal shows up and like repays their kindness by helping them. And it's like I think that that's kind of like a kind of have a karmic thing. You know if you if you're if you're kind and generous it's like when when you need something something you know someone will be there for you too. And so just remember yeah no good deed goes unpunished. You're learning more. I just
I just I just read the I just read the title. I the whole time up here I didn't read the title. It says about last night. So So is Alex like you said is he permanently permanently banned or like Oh yes. I mean it's like you know I never say never because you know he can always come apologize to me come right but it's like um what he said to me last night and the way he said it and just
like the the kind of like just just the like the cruelty and this it was like his real personality. It's like he dropped the mask for the first time. Like I never saw it before. And then it's like he finally dropped the mask. It was just horrifying. There's always a limit to Alexander's But then you just heard the serious banner. He I mean he might have been joking, but Christine I banned Alex because he was
just saying I mean I don't know if he was serious. He was just being uh really inappropriate. I I don't even want to repeat what he he was saying, but it just has to do with like, you know, I had I had a nose job and he just got very very personal about all kinds of stuff about and said, um, you know, talked a lot about a lot of stuff that wasn't this. I had his nose job when I was 17. He said it looked like, you know, Michael Jackson's nose. You That's psyche. I knew Psyche has this. This is
psyche to me. I If you never told about no job, I would have never suspected my problem. So, you're right. No, it's my nose is natural, but yeah, I don't I don't know what his problem was, but he was just um he just went off on me. And then and then also then Mr. Bigpipes um Nbomb um Q tried to end bomb. Crystal Marie kept saying f a gn said I was calling her
crack horse, which I never did. People were just and that was on top of all the I was there. I was there for when she came and I'm like she was at first well she came earlier that day and she was sober and I was like holy Christmas on pan was sober holy and then she come back later on the evening she started with the f word and she was oh she's drunk accusing you of mad and
then I was like you know what I'm going to step down and I was like I'll come back later when you know and he's like all right and then then I forgot she's like I don't I don't care she might have a misunderstanding but she's like you're a bad she's like you're you're like she thinks I'm like some kind of evil person that is like saying like horrible things about people and it's like I never even said what she was saying. I was kind of like entertained that that she was like coming up with all allegations but
people will hear her and like they'll think that I was I would say that kind of thing. So these words that people were saying I say are not things I would say. It's like they're not things in my vocabulary even like I don't call people crackors. I I don't and then she said I compared her to Kim and then then hold on. You kind of been sober kind of sober. You didn't have been really getting drunk lately. So on that behalf,
I know you haven't been whing. You haven't been saying everything. I don't give a Like like that. So yeah, big difference for the last couple days, psyche. Yeah, I've been drinking like I've just been drinking a little bit less and uh you know, trying to trying to observe, watch, and uh you know, there's a lot of stuff going on here, a lot to sort out. There's a lot
lot of interesting stuff, but I know I'm okay. My my channel's okay. I wrote it in the chat. I wrote it in the chat yesterday. I said, "Listen, don't with sober psyche." Y can with y'all might be with junk psych. Don't with sober psyche. You ban your ass in a heartbeat. Yeah. So, I'm going to write easy. So, easy. I have to write your Oh, yeah. Here's easy cameras on it. Says mod.
Okay. So, you're in the book. Uh, let's see. Christine. Oh, does Reality Nancy in there? I have to write Reality Nancy's name. I just write I'm just writing everyone's name that I see in the chat that I know. And then I'm going to write, you know, they're a mod member. And then I'm going to if anything ever comes up and I'll be like what's this person's history? Like I can see I know most of it by heart but it's just a little record. It's like a little
record book. Also I can put lots of cool things like music you guys suggest movies you suggest. I can like anything you suggest websites you suggest you can tell me or suggested for the show or you have something a troll a trolledia quote because I want to do a book on trolls. I can put you give me a quote to put in the book. You can, you know, you can, it's a full book. There's a lot of
possibilities in here. Okay. So, okay. So, I got Nick that Nick doing. Okay. Yeah. You can take the combinations of thoughts of everything that's just jabbered and written down in there and eventually mix it up into whatever you need to. Yep. That's like that's like you ever saw Eminem's um writing pages
how they all used like all mixed up and you could just read it so easily. Yeah. Well, that's like No, my handwriting is very difficult. Like when I when I write like like here in my journals, I can only read it pretty much by but a lot of it is a lot of it is all uppercase too. I do mostly uppercase letters. Um see is
nobody in the chat. Okay. Nobody is in my book. Nobody. Okay. Reality Nancy mod. Nobody mod. Nancy mod. Okay. Okay. Yeah. Just and but yeah, but the but the satisfying thing is like then I got to cross Mr. Bigpipe's name out of the
book. I crossed this guy Rob. I crossed Q out. I crossed the Alexander. So, it just reminds me, oh, they pissed you off enough one night to to ban them from the chat and cross the name of the book. Consider carefully if you're going to allow them back. But I probably won't. But you know me, I'm like so nice. But uh I got to kind of put my foot down kind of like I I don't want to be be uh
be walked all over especially my platform. I don't care if you say anything you want about me any if I'm on another platform and it's your show and you can you can like roast me or whatever. Uh I don't appreciate on my own show. It's kind of like kind of like not a good look actually. But that's why the king would have a court gesture. Like there'd be like one person allowed to make fun of the king. Like one person the court gesture could but
nobody else was allowed to. Right. So, some some people can get away with it, but if I don't know you, I'm not not really gonna think it's too funny. Thank you. I'm a very forgiving person. It's like, you know, most of the time I forgive. Even if I I didn't do anything wrong in my opinion, I'll still forgive because I think it's better to make peace than to like
took forever. Oh, you Oh, getting home. Okay, your cats are groomed. Oh, got your cats groomed. That's awesome. I love a nice groomed cat. Are you okay, Nick? Okay. Well, at le Okay, so it's 4:15. Okay, I still I'm
started my drink. I'm going to get some food probably pretty soon. I never ate last night. I ended up not going to Subway because everything went crazy in my chat and I just lost track of time. There's nothing last night on the on the Door Dash. Nothing looked good. didn't I I I I didn't leave for the skinny. You don't need to be
skipping new meals, but you know, us skinny guys, we good. Yeah, I'm always skinny. We can eat. Listen, we can eat like a We can eat like a Yeah, I'm a big person. When I get stressed, I do not I lose my appetite. And so, it was a little bit stressful,
but now I'm I'm Gucci. I'm Gucci. Oh, It's like you said Gucci. That was a new one coming out of coming from you. I'm Gucci. That little mini mini Budweiser. Mini Budweiser. Mini Budweiser. Yeah.
Johnson what I call the character. So yeah, you for the YouTube Christine. Yeah, it's just, you know, there's a few good restaurants, you know, but then I eat when I'm hungry, basically. I can eat a lot, but especially when I started smoking pot after a while, I was
eating like three dinners. That's not even a small drink. It's not regular size. Good night, Seb. Good night, Sebastian. Good luck on your liposexual business. 40% off if you mention psyches awake terrorists. Yeah, but I if you if you have the coupon code, you have to you have to cut me in like, you know, probably 10%. I I
need a commission. I'm already selling selling your lipo sex, you know, I keep on saying that because I get paid every time I do psyches a week. I'm I'm still I'm still a business person at the end of the day. So, you know, you also can promote your shows for free. If you have anything beyond your shows to promote, you know, talk to me. Maybe we can make a commercial for it or you can can do a
paid promotion or something. Let's keep the advertising to the the uh channels. Okay. Uh let's see. Yeah, chat. Okay, chat's slowing down a little bit. It's I mean it's peaceful though and it's like you know the chat is at least nice. It was just a little bit of a mess last night. You know, it is you know I am like a
little bit I do like to have at least some of the attention of the chat on on me. Not not saying you just have to pay attention to me, but you know yesterday like no one was I didn't even know the people and no one was even talking to me. I'm like who are these people? Like what do they hear? So Oh the the the the ra it's called the raids and they come like a raid. Yeah. It was
but but it was just like that kind of I don't know. It was like that that group that like this whole group and it's like some people were nice and there's cool people that I met in it and some people were friendly but it just seemed like last night when when God said he was going to send all his trolls over here. Look what happened. Oh and then he would say things like oh that's just that's
just the first wave. Oh my god. I was just joking. And then it comes oh part of the plan if you watch yesterday's text because you can still read it. you I was reading I read I I was sitting backstage reading the chat like trying to focus on the chat and see what was being said just because I wanted because it was hard to I just wanted and also because when I'm gone maybe people will speak more more freely like I'm not
there kind of like I can just see okay this is what they so you know there are interesting things you can uh you can discover just by listening just by observing right um yeah it was it was pretty rude yeah oh yeah that's what like some when I had my house in Glendale had a lot of people come over was kind of trapped out, right? And so I had all these people over one day and this guy came in and he like shook
everybody's hand around the room except for me and I was just Can you see how annoying that could be? It's just like a So it was your house. It was your house or it was somebody else's house? Yes, it was my It was my house. Oh, get the out of here. Bye. Who let you let Yo, you came in my crib. Who let you in? You didn't even say what up. What up? Oh, you say what
up? Get the out. I dealt with very very rude people. I've dealt with some very rude people. Christine Yeah, Christine, you're I don't I've never had to time out Christina or or warn Christine even that Christine's always been very well behaved. And you know, any anything that she might consider not behaving, I think that she probably she probably should be saying it. Probably some person probably deserves it, right? So,
yeah. How's everyone doing? Let's see. 420. It's 4:20, guys. The time for a hit. I think my my vape is getting low. Well, yeah. It's got a little decent amount in it. Still got you got just enough in for probably the last of the day. Couple hits or probably. So, let's do a blinker. This is actually my pregnancy test. Let's see if I'm pregnant. Guys, you know, don't lie. I
thought I thought when you first pulled it out, I'm like, "Yo, this got a pregnancy test." And then he put it in his mouth. I'm like, tastes like It tastes like pee. I just peed on it. So, it tastes fine. That was good. I had a little hit. Sy, I'm watching one of your other streams
you did being uh you did being rereamed on another channel. Uh who's streaming? Tell me. I I don't care if they do. I just would like to know who it is. Most likely Mia Summers is the only two people that um rereams it. They said it's one of my other streams and it's being so is it on Sam Man's because Sam Man said he was going to play some of my clips. So that's fine. It's actually
fine if anybody of all of your content is now is retrieved on another all of it is retrieved on another channel. Well, you know that is something that I can maybe you know um if I have to do a copyright strike. I mean if I wasn't asked for permission to have a whole channel of my cont if you want to like do commentary on it if you just want to reream everything onto I tell you I tell you every time I reream I go psyche I
reream it and you say okay okay okay great stream. So I always confirm with you before I do anything. But then but then but then again so like but a lot of streams I do delete and stuff like that and you know they can keep those up you know and Yeah. Yeah. That's that's what I do. I haven't deleted none of them. I think I'll put them I just but I just I would prefer out of courtesy if someone wants wanted to do that if they if they
were to tell Yeah. If they were to to mention it to me or you know in the chat hey what's not you don't have to like I don't like to find out from other people and I don't know if it's in a in a good or a bad context that they're trying to do it. All right, we can do I I I support the stream for what it is and that was it. And that's it. Like just like we are right now. I'm not doing or
put nothing extra on it. It's just us supporting your stream. It's just you and I always mention your name. Psyches awakening chilling at Psyches Monday with Psyches or you know, whatever the case. I I I allow direct streaming of my shows. Like if you go into Streamyard, anybody in the chat and you have your own piano or you have your own um show, you can go into stream
orders. It says stream this. Yeah, you can and then you pick it, Facebook, Instagram, wherever you want to go and you and you share it. But beware, guys, the sometimes, you know, there's stuff that happens and I have to end the stream and restart it and then but I can't delete your stream. you have to delete your stream yourself because and so just make sure it's use it at use it at your own risk because you never
know if I had to delete it for some reason and then it's it's still up on your channel. So just be careful make sure there's not it's not there's not you know anything you don't want on there. Okay. So, but I do appreciate, you know, anybody wants to reream, anybody um would like me to be a guest on their panel, you can you can hit me up, you know, I'm willing to if or if you know somebody that would like to be
on my panel, just, you know, kind of like if you can help me out, guys, by mentioning me or if you if you only if you think the person would think would fit, if they if it's their vibe, they would like it, you know, just let them know about my show. Have them come on the panel. I they'll do free reading of course and meet them. And I always like to meet new people and um have new
friends, right? So, let's let's keep growing the channel. I might like how how many subscribers am I at? I'm at How many subscribers am I at? I am at 2,520 or something like that. So, uh yeah, I know who you are. Charisma Hernandez. I know who you are, Charisma.
Prisma Hernandez came in right after I kicked off Alex and was like, "Oh, you should you should let Alex or Alex is a good guy." I I don't know. I don't I don't know if it's Alex, but I know what happened. I know what happened with Alex when I came in. So, I was lost in the sauce. I just know you talking. What the happened with Alex? Bring that back in. He was like, "No, no, I'm not bringing him back in." He did. I'm
like, "Oh, oh, really? Shit." I mean, I'm sure anybody that saw that saw what he said would say, "What the Why did Why the would you ever talk to the anyone that heard what he's like? He was just nasty. It was just it was just really really like just attacking me. Was attacking and just attacking like everything about me. They
call me call me disgusting dirty field. Clean your house you filthy. It's just like really and I did clean my house and it's like so he doesn't know anything just but I guess people know that they think that kind of stuff that's triggers me and maybe I'll react but it's like it only it will trigger me if it's like somebody like whose opinion I I you know
or somebody who I care about and I and so you know I did I did like Alex. I I stood up for him to bat I had people getting so mad at me over him because I was like hey he's not a bad guy. I kept telling Goog I thought he was a good guy and maybe he still is. But you gave him multiple chances to behave and you know and over and over and again he just end
up spazzing on you. But like everybody been saying, when can you give bad behavior a a chance like that over and over and over? You know that's repeated actions. Um you know that's like saying sorry after slapping somebody and then then telling them sorry and then slapping them again. Like does that sorry mean anything if you're going to keep on slapping me? Right. But I think
I just have the hope eventually like you know maybe people can't change but I I do believe people can change themselves if they really want to. They can they can change like a lot of people do have like um revelations and like and or they can like do introspection. They can see their past actions and kind of cringe and you know and we all make mistakes
too, right? And so I'm not gonna I I'll never my door will always be be open like to you know to to reconcile. But with that his attitude there I just can't have it. I I'm not going to let myself just be under under attack by Alex. I mean like I said it's like walking down the street. Hey Money say where you at? Oh he's probably in the chat. I wasn't looking at in the chat.
It's like it's like walking down the street from school and you know you're gonna go down that ra road. You're gonna get punched in the face, bullied and you're gonna go through that every day or you going to go you're going to stand up on your feet, fight them or you going to go another route. Yeah. Yeah. It's just it's about adapting, right? It's it's like because you know
I'm not the type that was going to go want to go fight a huge group of people on my own. It's like it's kind of not the smartest thing to do. you you'll be the smart one to go and figure out another route and we go right around the issue right around the issue or diplomacy you know I think diplomacy is always always a good option because that's actually
like you know actually being able to talk and come to agreements and to you know at least do ceasefires always the best thing to find a mutual ground in in any argument or any anything mutual ground it's hard to it's hard to negotiate with bullies or terrorists or you or you know trolls. It's they're they're not really um they're not they
don't their word is not good anyway. And so it's it's like they don't really take any kind of agreement seriously. They'll break any rules, break any agreements. And so it's you can't really not you can't you just have to not trust them, you know, if they show themselves not to be trusted. But once they once there's a saying once people reveal themselves who they really are, just believe them and the mask falls. I I saw who the real Alex was. I saw it. I've seen other
parts, you know, he has a good side, too. He has a nice generous side. But hey, we all got we all got an angry side. Even you psychic get real angry real fast. You know what I'm saying? We all got that part. But we also got a good heart. And everybody got a good heart. Don't get Don't get me wrong. Everybody's not born to be evil or, you know, Oh yeah. Uh I think, you know, just like the
Grinch, like some people's hearts are like two sizes too small or three sizes too small. you know, sometimes it takes, you know, you start to start beating fast a little bit, pumping up a little bit, and maybe sometimes breaking to so you can feel that it's there, right? And so, uh, I think I don't think they don't have any heart. I think there's I think there's there's a there's good in everybody. Sometimes you have to find
the good. Sometimes, um, you might hurt yourself trying to find the good. So, you might as well just try to keep the distance. Love from afar. Love from afar. Some people, right? I'm not going to hate anybody. I'm not going to have sit and sit around. Oh, I hate that person. I hate that person. I want to sit around and say, "Hey, I wonder what that person was going through to be like that. I wonder how they are. I wish them the best. I
hope that they're they find happiness. I hope that they get over any of any of their problems, but I'm going to I'm just going to remove myself from their presence so I don't have to give the collateral damage of their of their um anger or their their problem." Oh, they're the reason they're punching back to their issues.
Okay. So guys, so so someone is rereaming my content and monetizing my content on another channel. I don't think they first of all are doing that, but I can take down that channel. I mean, right now I'm not I'm not rereaming nothing. So I don't know. I know. I know it's not you. I'll tell you right now. Hold on. Yo, I'll put yo in the chat and see how many
yo pop up. Just one. No, no, I know. I know. No one No one No one No one's streaming. They're saying someone's saying they're taking my content and just posting on their page and they're a monetized channel. I don't believe that. I don't think believe they can be a a monetized channel just doing my content. But if they are anyway it will bring more viewers, but it still should get paid for my content. I'm getting I mean
my my my channel is monetized in format and so that I don't think someone's allowed to like monetize my content. That's why they're trying to do it. I get it. What name of the page is that? Find the page. Drop the link. Come on the panel. Drop the link. Let us check it out. Let her expose it. Let's see what it is. Come on. If you're gonna if you're gonna snitch, snitch the
language. Psyche. When Good Times comes up, man, he's going to sound like this. And I mean it it like just deal with him. It'll be okay. One of those down with the team. I don't know which one. Like he's really low. Yeah. It might be just Yeah. Yeah. In for So in format like you know I don't know who you are. You're not a
mod. You're not a member. This is the first time I've seen you in the chat, you know. Yeah. No, I know who informan is. Oh, okay. So, okay. And Ziggy knows. So that's another that's another strike. That's that's a that's a final strike against so I'm not believing. Okay. But anyway, no, I'm just kid. I I Okay, if they're doing it, I wish them the best. I hope they hope they're making makes a lot of
money from my my content, you know. But, um, don't forget to hit that like, subscribe from Psyches, Awakens Terror. You heard? just remember I really like you man but like this place is turning blacker like as the day turn
anyway continue I I kicked them off yeah oh yeah uh yeah what are you even saying they're just being you're just being ridiculous please stop you can go talk in It's not not the way they prefer. I guess I accept your panel for what it is. Psyche. I I'll just give you advice
whether like I always been telling you, you take it or you leave it. That's it. I'm not telling you nothing what to do. And guys, I think racist I think racism is really like a really stupid ignorant thing. Like and so Oh, yeah. Right. Yeah. Some people some some people make I know some people think it's funny like the racist jokes and it's like you know
maybe we've all had a laugh at some something like that but um basically it's it's not really funny anymore. Okay. Informant is cool if anyone restreams your platform boots or okay it's boot. I don't know but like what? They're restreaming my platform. It's like I mean they're not allowed to do that because
they're just restreaming my whole shows without doing commentary or anything. It is it is my content cuz like u my boy Ba he rereams everybody's He don't get in trouble and people try to take down his channel copyrights and all that. they just can't get them because it's it's fair use. Yeah. It's like I like I can like if that was true then anybody could do that to anybody's
channel and you know but that they do have something called you know copyright so sometimes that system you know is not through that system and but uh sometimes it does protect the correct you know person but I no one's I don't know what are they making millions of dollars receiving my content I don't know they owe me a commission. Okay. So, okay.
Yeah. Ziggy, like what? Like what are you talking like? I see you back there. Like what? Like what? What? You're coming on being racist and saying outrageous things about um about my show and you're putting down my show, too. Oh, my show's getting blacker. What does that mean? What does that mean? I started in the black sector by the way, Ziggy. I started on on panels in the black sector. Not going the direction he
wants. That's what he means. Psyche's awakened terrorist. It it goes the way Psyche wants and that's Psyche wants drama, he gets drama. If Psyche wants to do terror, he do terror. If he want to show his cats all day, whatever the he want to do, it goes psyches way. If y'all don't like it, then you but inform it. So informant, you're not being very real very helpful. You're saying there's a channel that exists in my content and
it's a monetized channel. You're not giving me oh well the channel's name is this can a and I can say can a mod check out the channel and they can verify. No, you're if you saw it, you'd see the name of the channel. You just you just randomly cra came across a channel randomly that that was the same as my channel. Yeah. Oh. Oh, here. Oh, I'll say what a coincidence. I'll just I'll
tell them about it. And I just met you. I I don't know. It seems like a little bit um as they say sus, but look, I really I mean very interesting. Sus suspect. You're suspect right now. And and I'm not going to get mad about people seeing my content, you know, re like, you know, really because I don't
think it will hurt my basically just the I have my logo on the screen. I have I sometimes have my banner on. So it'll be just advertising my my readings like Cash App and my show. So would I care? No. Listen, what I notice good or bad, good or bad, you're still gonna grow because whe trolls is coming in or a thousand
supporters, you're still going to grow. Okay, guys, if there's a mod, um Jamie Oh, Jamie, hold on. I don't know if Jamie can do it. Okay. Uh if there's a mod that sees the channel name, can someone just Google um that channel and just have a look at it and just report back? I I don't have time to do it, but and if you only if you want or otherwise, don't even worry about it. It's not a big deal. I'm not going to
take take from them the court over it. It's like what? It's a freaking It's my my little YouTube show. I know. It just seems like the only I don't know. It's like it's either like a big compliment. Oh yeah, there's a channel that that loves your content. Which one? It's the guy in form and said he posted the name. I'm not sure exactly. Um, yeah, if they like my content or if they
say, "Oh, I'm just going to try and I I want to make a lot of money from just using as content or just try to annoy me." Right? I got I say I allow for rereaming my content. I'm not going to ever copyright strike anybody over it. But if you're just trying to annoy me, it's really not going to work, right? She was on my panel. Why did he come up? Why did he come up here? Where did these weirdos keep coming from? Why? Why you just don't come? Why you just come up
fast? We put up a banana and then you tell us where you you found that at. Yeah. Well, Armen, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if you don't like like the you know, I have there's different people on the panel all the time. You know, you're not going to like everybody. I'm sorry it's boring to you. Um there are other people streaming. There are other uh other
channels you can go to if it's not your cup of tea. Okay. Okay. So, so now he's talking to Scott. So, what is Scott saying then? See Scott. I don't see he's talking to somebody if Scott. I I don't see a Scott. So, it must be like somebody like somebody's real name. So, yeah. So, it's it's all been talked about. Oh, go tell him this. Go tell. It's fine. Yeah. I
wasn't paying attention. Oh, F's battery died. I got to go. Okay. I'll be back. I'll be back later. Yeah. Let me charge. Byebye. Byebye. Okay. Anyway. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I just want to I just want to I can't read. I already put the sham. I'm sorry.
I'll Okay, whatever. Now, now now I feel bad. Not really. Okay. But thank you for letting me know. Sure. Was out of the goodness of your heart. Okay. Is better before Marvin? I don't even know who Marvin is. Marvin.
Okay. Okay. Ziggy. Well, this is Ziggy. You're just revealing yourself to be not serious and not like I don't know. It's not it's not funny. It's like it's just ridiculous. That's why you're not a mod. See? See, I was I I just knew. I was like, "Nah,
don't mod this guy." Uh I don't believe in a donation. Donation. What donation? So yeah, this So this guy is just with me. He did not This guy did not donate
Yeah, right. Booty Bandit. Yeah. So, the trolls are coming out now. You can see very serious, but they overtake. Okay. Well, what see?
Oh, they Oh, they over stereotypical. Who's this? Tommy, can I see you on camera just for a second and prove it's you? I I won't I won't put you on camera. No, I I don't know who you are. So, you're going to be remaining backstage
until I see you or I talk to you. Let me see. Cocoa Loco. He's not there. Hold on. Let me see. I can't see you. That That's not Tommy. I don't know who that is. That looks like the same person that came in was in a weird voice last night.
I just don't know who you are. Let me look. Let me look. Is that Tommy? I think it's him. Hold on. Just one second.
Tommy. Hello.
Um, I don't hear you. You are on show. Hello. Hello. He's not talking. I don't think I think it must be like a fake. I don't know. Very bizarre. Okay.
Tommy James, you're a mod. I don't know if it's Tommy James, but if you're you're a mod, you post in the chat prove it. Okay. Um, no, it's not it's not starting again because I'm not going to let it. I'm not going to let it today. I can listen more the crowd and the people who are actually respectful with them. Well, I don't even know you eat. So, why do I care what you think?
Bye Ziggy. Hi Ninja. I'm serious. Well, because it's like when you get into stuff like, "Oh, well, I want my donation back." And it's like, "Well, you never made a donation." So, and I want to, you know, I'm not I don't want people to think that I'm taking donations like not giving them back. So, that's kind of
like I need to remark on it. So, sorry if it's not that serious for you, but I want to make sure that people know that I'm on the up and up and not doing all this garbage people accuse me of
you know who I really listen to because there's so much chat. There's probably 20,000 messages on chat a day on my show. hair looks like Doc from Dispatch in the Future, right?
Okay. Yeah. So, anyway, oh my gosh, Nick isn't getting naked. Hold on. Don't put on your shirt. Oh. Oh There's underwear, guys. Underwear. I mean I'm okay. Uh well, you know, it's like I talk to
people kind of like they talk to me sometimes and so that's why I like to keep it friendly and stuff and then so people start going off on me. I start, you know, I guess but some people will try to trigger that other side of you to come out just to like get you out of your your peace and stuff like that. So trying to be less reactive, but you know, it's kind of like kind of like,
you know, I look at the show like my baby or something like that. And so if if someone messes with someone's baby, they're going to react. You know, that that's how it goes. It's not it's like even if they they run for the stroller pretending, they're going to No, it's not funny. Like get the you're lunatic. Get away from me. Uh no, Mr. Big Types is banned. She did the end bomb.
Who? Who banned who? Because of the crowd. Everybody that had it banned last night, I banned on my own. No one's people. The crowd says, "Oh, don't ban this person. Don't ban them. Bring them back. Bring them back." That's what the crowd says deep. You don't You don't know. You don't know you're talking about, though. Big Five. Big Five. Oh, Mr. Big Five started. He I didn't even do anything. Mr. Big Five started saying the N word and then I ended the show. I I didn't I told you I banned him today. I I ended
the show before I did anything. So, you're wrong. You didn't see Too much dribble and unfunny scrolls in chat. We have to clean up the place. Yeah. I mean, Moz, I mean, it's like if people starts annoying me enough, I'll kick him out. But, um Yeah. Yeah. He really does. He He does RG. You
like your M's ab Oh, yeah. See, yes. You're one of those people that are just like, you know, why do I care what you think? You're not a mod. You're not a, you know, if you were a mod, maybe I'd say, oh, oh, well, that means I trusted the guy enough to mod him. I take what he says seriously. Your name is Yeet. You have some kind of weird picture as an avatar photo. I just don't care. I am responding to you, but I'm going to
I'm going to stop responding to some people, okay? I'm just going to start ignoring because I'm just like giving you fuel for your narcissistic insanity. I know you are, Booty. I have no problem with you. You know, you're you're playing in chat. It's like people people know like just don't tell I just hear the same every day. Oh, your mod's
this, your mod's that. Oh, can I have a mod? This. It's like just forget about the modding. Like, I'll let I'll worry about modding. I'll come to you if I if I need a mod. I I'll say, "Hey, you're really good in chat. Do you mind like, you know, give me some backup?" They're supposed to be backup. They're not supposed to be um attacking my channel, you know? Uh, let's see.
Yeah, so this person right here, so obviously this is like somebody that's not they they're new to the chat, but obviously they're not new. Obviously, they've been in the chat. They know they know me. And so it's like it's probably someone I banned from the chat if they're just going to say this And so let's continue to ban them. You know, I hope you have a hundred
accounts you can keep coming in on because I'll eventually get them all because I'm not going to put up with anymore. Not your show. Go then. Go run your own show. Go run your own show and run it like you want to. Okay? Go run your own show. Don't tell me about my show. I don't know you. Okay.
It's like it's like people people that tell other people how how they should raise their kids, right? It's like, "Oh, you should or and they're not even mothers, you know?" How do you Well, how do you know so much about, you know, raising raising people, right? It's like they don't they're just like poking their nose where it doesn't belong. So, let's see. So, Oh, yeah. I'm so weak. Okay. So,
there we go. So, okay, I know who who is. Bye.
And guys, may sound like he's saying random things. So I there's they say things that they say to me so I know who it is. There's it's like little little tails. They dupers so I think I'm fooled by them. To be fair though sometimes psychi will has to make his own decisions. He has like 30 people in chat telling what to do. Yeah. And it's like I'm and I don't like to be told what to do. Don't
tell me what to do. If you want to run your own show, run your own show. I'm the I'm the producer, director, um ma main writer, um show you know the booker on the show, the I I have to do everything myself. It's like a lot of stuff. I'm trying to have a good show. I'm not going to if I'm not I'm sorry if I don't not pleasing you, but I'm not
sorry because I don't even know who you are. Bye. You're gone. I I will I will deal with a troll army. I I I know how to take out trolls. Okay. I I know how to Your trolls don't last long here. I've been through I've been through You think this is the first troll attack? I've been through trolls since I had the channel.
The worst trolling they have on YouTube. The worst harassment, right? Thank you, Ninja. So, you think that you're bothering me by trolling? I like I know how to deal with it. It's just like, wow. Just like, oh, here's another wave of of these uh this, you know, it's just they're pretty it's just they're pretty pathetic at the end
of I feel more sorry for them than I am angry. Okay. Thank you, Ninja. I'll write your name in my book. Ninja with a pencil. Okay. Ninja with a pencil. All right. Urban Muse. Arman's here all the time.
Um okay. I've already banned Yeet, so I don't need to write his name. um thing that is there. Okay. Jamie's Cowboys. All of Bridget. Okay, we're all good. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I try try to make a great channel.
So, what's up with everybody? You been booked?
Yeah. And thing I want to shout out to my members too. Thing that is the member. Uh see any more. Yep. Thing that is holding it down for the representing the members. Thank you for being a member.
Appreciate it. Yeah. I mean, it's a Yeah, I don't I don't I think the racism thing he's doing is just like a troll. I mean, it's like I don't think he even believes that unless he's like really ignorant, but
it's just a troll and it's kind of lame in my opinion. Ziggy, no. No, no shade.
Black RG. Who's still here? People in the chat.
Yeah. True colors. Yeah. What do you mean people? Yeah, people do show their true colors though. I mean, that's why that's why I keep people around. Like, sometimes I keep people around for a while, even if other people don't like them. I'm like, well, if they're a bad person that they'll reveal themselves, and I'm just going to wait for that. And so, I'm not just saying, oh, I just
heard things about them and make a judgment. I need to see it for myself sometimes.
I see a true lover.
Okay. What do we do, guys? What do we do? Where do we go from here? Where do we go from here? I don't know. It's like it's a little bit quiet. Okay, let me see. I'm going to pour it on you. You You're a
Oh no. Come on. You're a skank. You're a You didn't let Tommy on cuz he thought he was going to porn on you. Huh? Are you okay? I let porn. Are you But you let Alex on and he's going to like spread your cheeks in different divisions.
I banned Alex. Where have you been? No. Where you been? Remember where Tracy gave you money and she told you to get rid of him, but then you gave it back? Wow. You're a bad businessman. What? We're giving a full refund. You're banned. Alex, what's wrong with you? Peter, are you
okay? Are you taking I don't know. What's You seem like a You've gone insane. And also, I bet I've also talked to a few several people reader cuz I'm going to do your I'm a great I'm a great I'm a great one. But let me just tell you this, Bea, because it seems like, you know, Beeta's kind of um I don't know. I love Beeta. I don't know. I don't know what's happened to her, but I'll just say that um I've gotten some
some disturbing emails from people that um were friends with beta myself and it's like um I don't I don't know. I don't know what's happening, but there's something going on where I don't know. I don't know. I've never seen her act like I mean, you know, she's had her moments, but just
that like that. Did you see that, guys? Did you see what I just saw? Yeah. But I would say I am. But what is it? Like what are like I don't know. I'm getting worried because it's like are you okay? Like hope you're okay.
I don't know what's going on with people right? Yeah, I think that I think that ship is I I don't know. I I think Well, whatever even whatever it is, she's she obviously doesn't like me anymore. So, um
let's leave it at that.
That's Yeah, that's like probably the one of the hardest parts of the show though. Yeah, wasn't that Randy? That was one of the hardest parts of the show. It's part one hard or you know being on YouTube is like you know I make these um these friends. I know she should understand you know how how I feel. But anyway, um yeah, I I don't know what to say. It's
just know it's sad. Yeah, the saddest thing the hardest thing is like you know having people I really care about like I you know people I guess I guess I can I wish I could show people how much I really love them. I guess because I don't know they must think I don't like them or something or uh But when will you unban
the storm? Okay. Uh oh. He's he's the storm. Uh I don't need a storm. I don't need a storm. I need I need I I like to have some smooth sailing. I'd like to have like a little It's like I don't want to It's too exhausting in life to just be in a constant fight, a constant um state of
state of disarray, right? I want to I just want to go forward positive. And so I you know, VA, I wish you the best. You know, you're probably not going to come back on the show. I don't know what happened. um that I wish you the best and I I never did anything to you. So that's my story. I'm sticking to it. Have a good life.
Yeah. But it's like the friendship shift dynam is hard. Yeah. When they see that but it's like I just I just don't know why, you know. But that's and that's but it's really sad. That's all that's that's all she can say. Remember when you did this? Remember this? Remember six months ago when this happened and this happened and it's all twisted. It's all she that's
she thinks she thinks and it just bothers me. It does. I mean it's like all I'm all I am is concerned for her. Like it seems like something else is going on. I don't know. But I won't talk about her anymore. Uh nearly for time. What's for dinner? Don't say tacos. Yeah, I've had enough
tacos. Yeah. Oh, you want to lick Alex's butt? Yeah. I was like, "No, I ban Alex." You banned Alex. So, you can't keep him around. Bam. But it's going to be the same. Just whatever it is, I'll get I'll get bitched at, right?
You had heating issues in the beginning, but that's to be expected. Yeah. Little growing pains, right? So, yeah. But it's just like, you know, I feel like I'm a very misunderstood person. Like people think I'm like like you see how the people try to pay me. They're like, "Oh, you're this. You're that.
You're this. You're that." Like like like I'm like I show you like myself. I'm I'm free. I show you everything. I show you the good, the bad. So you told embarrassing things. I told my my my criminal history. I told my drug history. I've told every embarrassing thing that happened. I've shared stories about u been I've been uh you know bullied. Yeah.
Yeah. So, you know, I this is this is nothing this is nothing new this kind of stuff, but I I have fans. Well, I I would like I would like to have friends. I would like I'd like to have fans that are friends,
you know? I'd like to be become friends fans but since I don't have any friends though. Yeah. Booty booty. I'm like booty. I'm like I'm literally like my my my my hair is turning gray. I I I stress. I'm like
I I get I'm all these different people with those different relationships saying, "Oh, like they want me to take a side." And you know, my heart I feel I I feel for people, but I'm like, you know, got to take care of yourself. I'm still learning how to deal. I told you guys I'm not the best social person. I was never been very popular. That's why I'm surprised that that people come to my
show because I was never popular and I probably like and maybe I'm popular because people just hate me or something, but that but you know, I I'll feel good about me doing this show. like I like I I really don't want to have regrets and so that's why it's like I have to be careful with the g the guest behavior or how you know whoever
owns the show because if anything happens to the show I want to be my fault not not somebody like trying to do it to me like I want I don't want to be a victim I want to so I'm learning I'm learning yeah I want friends and uh but if someone if someone is your friend and your your your true friends. That kind of
stuff that just happened, that wouldn't happen. Like, I wouldn't do that to a friend. I would even if I wouldn't do that to an enemy. I would not I would not. And what happened the other night? We're just getting so personal with my Yeah. I don't know. And then it's like, you know, and I don't want to, you know, people will sometimes like if they'll like, you know, they don't like me, they
do like Bea, then she'll say that like, "Yeah, yeah, tell them, you tell them." They'll believe everything she says about it. And so it's like so I know I have to get used to like you know some people will just have the wrong idea of you right at the end of the day you have to love yourself you love yourself you love yourself and all of like everyone
loves themselves right then no matter what no matter what anything else if you love yourself and don't believe the things they tell you to believe about yourself just just love yourself trust yourself you got yourself if I have only one friend in the As long as I'm my own friends, I can be happy.
As long as as long as I have an e-comming and e-harmony panel, how long will what last? E-comming. What does that mean? Well, it will last as long as it does. You know, sometimes things have lifespan. Sometimes they last forever. Sometimes maybe I'll get sick of it and
just and quit, right? There's a million things that can happen. Um, my mom said love myself grows hair on palms. Oh, well, you know, it's basically, you know, there's loving yourself. You know, you really you really love yourself. Yeah. Well, it's good to find yourself attractive, though. I believe, you know, self- loveve. There's nothing wrong with some self-love, but I guess dating. Yeah. So,
people are trying to date here, but you know, no one's in no one's in the mood to date. Like the women here are like they're usually not interested in the guys and a lot of the guys are just creeps that come on the come Mr. Big Pipes and running after poor Paige. You know, Paige is going through something and he's not ready to be courted like
Juliet and Romeo. I mean, give her some give her some space. Uh, I don't I don't think I would date somebody from my show or my chat. I think that would be weird.
I think I'll think I'll leave my, you know, I have to I have to I have to have like a little But harmony virtual harmony and virtual calming was what I meant. What do you mean by that? Like like you think it's just harmony and calming? There's guys, there's very popular channels where they just play they just play, you know, singing bowls and, you
know, meditation and pretty music. You know, it's like just depends. If you're coming here wanting expecting a certain kind of show, you're going to be disappointed because you don't know what the show is going to be the day. The show is always changing. It's always going to be different. It's always going to be there's different guests. There's different um decks, different topics. There's everything everything's different. And so there's going to be
drama sometimes. Sometimes it'll be kumbaya. Sometimes it will be, you know, like, you know, like let's hold hands and and uh and think about rainbows. Okay, we're drinking at the beach. Okay, I argue about, but this definitely don't come here to do so. I know it's like not like basically it's like people were like, "Oh, let's turn this into a
drama." It's like, well, did you ask me? Well, no, but it's like, well, do I kind of enjoy a drama panel in some ways? And so, I kind of like let it happen. Yes. but that the show is going to turn be what I want it to be. Okay, you guys are all involved. You guys can all contribute um ideas and and different
things, but it's it's at the end of the day, it's my show. At the end of the day, all I ask is that, you know, if you like it, go ahead and hit the like button and subscribe and share maybe
But I'm not like I'm not like the I'm not like a personal like little puppet for the audience to like just like bend around and like put put lipstick on and makeup and then like a doll and throw in the corner and then just like take over. No, I'm not I'm not about that. I'm about I'm going to stand my ground. Okay,
this isn't the channel doesn't belong to anybody else. Okay, it basically, you know, YouTube maybe owns it, right? And so, yeah, unless you're YouTube, don't tell me that you run my channel.
Uh, not dedicated to music because like I mean I might have on my other channel I might do karaoke and stuff or I might set up a TTS system on the other channel um that will play songs because that will you know it will be an unmonetized channel probably. So
we'll be able to get away with that. But for this channel I'm just going to try to keep it clean as I can. and we're cleaning it up. I But I knew I knew it was going to happen like that. I clean it up, I need to like get all the was like, "Okay, well, if I'm going to rats to come out of their holes." So, I had a little bit of a revelation. I
was ready for it. That's why I got the book. So, what's going on? Are you guys getting along in chat?
Okay. Well, I mean CB is not even banned, so she doesn't really need to come under alter. Obey. Yeah. So, I mean, whatever. Guys, have as many avatar, have as many characters and personalities. You know, if you get blocked in the chat, just come under another one. But maybe like think of a
different character. Maybe one that's like less um less revolting so you don't get blocked again. Captain Spalding that like remember like big Nisha isn't she was like I didn't know her for weeks you know we got we we had fun chats she told me about Dell the BKG the tattoo he got that he has tarot cards at the mall and
uh you know she got kidnapped and she farted and the fart heard the kidnapper woke up and she and then it turns out it was just it was just you know this Mexican guy named uh Rogue Nomad that did it. So,
yeah, but it's okay, you know, I enjoy it. I I said she's still welcome. I I'd rather talk to big niches in road nomad, you know. Unfortunately, it's like, you know, it's like the difference between Santa Claus and the and the that fat guy that gets hired every Christmas to play in the mall. I mean, talking on your own all in chat for the last three hours, having a
blast. Well, great, you know, but why are you like why are you is that you find that is that your form of amusement? Just seems kind of like weird. You do you. You do you.
What? What?
Well, I thought but why is like um CB Spalding Nikki Vicki? I mean, it's like I just don't understand anything anyone's saying. It's just kind of a distraction right now. I don't know. Mods, can you use your judgment if they're just if they go to get too annoying going time out for 24 hours and
I can deal with them later? I don't know. There people don't make sense to me. It's like it doesn't have anything to do with the show really. It's like go uh go on Discord and like go on private messages or something. Seems like it's it's like people talking during the during the show about their own
I don't know. It's hard. I don't know. Maybe I'll do Hold on. Nothing bad. Okay, let me just do something.
How do you do that?
moderation. Okay. Yeah, I got
that work. Yeah, but it's like I mean it's like sure it is, but you know I have to deal with this another way. Can't just tell people that they're not going to they're not focusing on the tarot and cats.
The tarot doesn't feel like coming out while it's like this. Tarot's like no.
So if those people are just harmless people, they'll probably be subscribers, right? Oh, where' they all go?
Yeah. Well, JT's not allowed in the chat, so if you see him, you can go ahead and block him.
Yeah, probably just start I'll just get annoyed and start blocking most people. You know, I think I think that is Hannah. Maybe Booty Band is cool. I'm not sure. There might be a troll. Definitely. Nikki, Vicki, you're very sus.
Okay. Well, mods mods, you'll know more than I do about who they really are and stuff and like let me know. You already know me, Seck. We met at the gay club last week. I grabbed Oh my god. Sure you did. Haven't gone to a gay club in a long time.
wash my hands. I'll do the hoodoo hoodoo reading. But guys, just a warning. This reading will like knock out a lot of negative energy. So, if you're here under bad pretenses or anything, you might just want to leave now. Okay.
Actually
have a better idea.
Okay. Whoever dwells in the shelter of the most high will rest in the shadows of the Almighty. I will say to the Lord, he is my refuge and my fortress, my God in whom I trust. Surely he will save you from the fowl or snare and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings
you will find refuge. His faithfulness will be your shield and a rampart. You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. A thousand may fall at your side, 10,000 your right hand, but it will not come near you. Yet you will only observe with
your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. If you say, "The Lord is my refuge," and you make the most high your dwelling, no harm will overtake you. No disaster will come near your tent. For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways, and they will lift you up in their hands so that you will not strike your foot against the stone. You will tread on the
lion and the cobra. You will trample the great lion and the serpent. Because he loves me, says the Lord, I will rescue him. I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me and I will answer him. I will be with him in trouble. I will deliver him and honor him with long life. I will satisfy
him and show him my salvation. Psalm 91.
I'm also going to probably get a spiritual bath today, which is just some coffee, um a lemon, uh salt. There's like a lot of I saw like a lot of gunk. Astral gunk. They look like spiderw webs.
Wow. And look, it cleared. See, it cleared out the right people though. Not even Sunday. Yeah. Well, hey Tracy. Yeah, Psalms is nice. Yeah. Yeah, I don't know if you saw Tracy, but Beeta just came in here. Um, Tracy, it's really weird. Like, Alex
attacked me last night. I had to ban him. Bea came in, just started attacking me today, guys. Did she was just an attack? I did. I didn't say anything to her. She just started attacking me, right? Um, no reason. She She didn't bring up your name though, Tracy. She was like, know she brought up the whole thing. I don't know. But
I don't know if you saw that though. But good to see you, Tracy. Love you.
I do love um Psalms in the Bible. They're very magical, powerful um scriptures. But I do want to say one more not psalm but it would be like a
scriptures. Okay, it says Corinthians. It says Corinthians 10 3-5. It says or it says 2 Corinthians 10 3-5. Okay. It says for we walk in the flesh. For though we walk in the flesh, we are not waging war according to the flesh. For the weapons
of our warfare are not of the flesh, but have divine power to destroy strongholds. We destroy arguments and lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God and take every thought captive to obey Christ. He who dwells in the shelter of the most high will abide in the shadow of the
almighty. I will say to the Lord, my refuge. Oh, this is that's that's the same psalm I just read. Okay. uh in my God whom I trust. Okay. Behold, I have been gi I've given you the authority to tread on serpents and scorpions and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing shall hurt you.
Uh Luke 10:19. Deuteronomy 28:7. The Lord will cause your enemies who rise against you to be defeated before you. They shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways.
And then it says, "Put on the whole armor of God that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but rather against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.
For the Lord God is a son and a shield. This the Lord bestows favor and honor. No good thing does he withhold from those who walk uprightly.
How about this? Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself likewise parttook of the same things that though death he might destroy the but through that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death. That is the devil. So that says the devil has the power of death. Kind of scary, huh?
How about this? Psalm 118. They surrounded me like bees. They went off in like a fire among thorns. In the name of the Lord, I cut them off. I was pushed hard so that I was falling. But the Lord helped me. How's that?
And then Psalm 23. Finally, a Psalm of David. The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in the paths of righteousness. For his name's sake, even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me.
Your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil, my cup overflows. There you go.
So, yeah, I just need to Yep. I'll keep I'll keep saying the prayers. You like that one? You love that one? Yep.
I'll keep reading the prayers. It looks like it's working. Even if even if it exercises most of the room, I think it's exercising the right people.
Look it up. Hold on.
Foot footprints. Footsteps. Yeah, it says you're talking about footprints in the sand. One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints. Other times there was only one. During the low periods of my life,
I could see only one set of footprints. So I said, "You promised me, Lord, that you would walk with me always. Why, when I have needed you most, have you not been there for me?" The Lord replied, "The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you." Got the chills.
You do booty. Well, they're done working. Okay, just let it burn. Let it burn. It's burning away all that all that evil which you know there can be attachments long life we pick up we can pick up a lot of a lot of gunk.
Hey bottom man. So, I did there is a really good prayer that I did find and I read it and it was powerful and I think it needs to be read again. Well, not not it's not the psalm, but it covers pretty much every thing. I read it once really recently. It was
really good. Okay. Okay. It's a little It's not too long. It's not too long. Okay. It's just uh yeah, just uh just just settle in, guys. Just listen to this one. You'll like this. As your servant, oh God, I confess my
continued allegiance and surrender myself completely in every area of my life. I cover myself and my family with the blood of Jesus for our protection. And I take a stand against all the workings of Satan and his demons that would hinder me or any family member. I place upon myself with thanksgiving the armor you have prepared, the girdle of truth, the breastplate of righteousness,
the sandals of peace, the shield of faith, and the helmet of salvation. And I take up the sword of the spirit by faith and dependence upon you. I put off all fleshly works from the same from with from the old men and stand in the victory of the cross where Jesus provided cleansing from the old man and has provided a way for me to live above
sin. Heavenly Father, I give you thanks that I am seated in the heavenlies. And I recognize by faith that all wicked demonic spirits and Satan himself are under my feet and are subject to me in the name of Jesus. Thank you, Lord. Father, I thank you for the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty through God for pulling down
strongholds, to casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God and to bring every thought into obedience to the Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, in my life today, I will tear down the strongholds of Satan and smash his plans that have been formed against me. tearing down the strongholds of Satan against my mind. And I surrender
my mind to the Holy Spirit. I affirm that my heavenly father did not give me a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, of love, and of a sound mind. So I break and smash the strongholds of Satan formed against my emotions today. I give my emotions to you. I smash the strongholds of Satan formed against my
will today. Lord, I give my will to you and choose to make the right decisions of faith and obedience. Therefore, I smash the strongholds of Satan formed against my body and declare that no diseases, no germ, bacteria, virus, or illness of any kind can live on or in this body. I give my body to you, Father, recognizing that I am your
temple, and I rejoice in your mercy and goodness. I decree and declare all works of the enemy that are contrary to or would hinder the fulfillment of God's plan and purpose in my life are broken. I am liberated from all generational spoken or satanic curses. I sever them by the sword, word of God, the spirit, and the blood. I am free from any and
all demonic influences that negatively affect me physically, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually, or by any other means. The wisdom of God directs my life and cannot be twisted or perverted in any way. Neither Satan nor his fallen angels have any right to my finances, and all the wealth of the wicked comes to me now. I command Satan to cough it up, spit it out, and let it go. Satan cannot cause confusion nor
interfere with my hearing of the voice of God regarding my daily ministry assignment. I will stand in victory against all attacks of the enemy that will destroy all attempts to deceive me, to ambush me, or to interfere with my assigned ministry. Through prayer, worship, and obedience to God, I will continue to defeat Satan and his unclean spirits.
Hi Joker. Awakens. Hail him. Thank you. Awakens. JC Joker's cheering me on. We'd love it. Can I join your Yeah, just join my hold my hand and I just going to finish up the prayer real quick. Do we get to eat people?
Um, we we get to eat Jesus. Okay. that says in the name of Jesus I repent of bind up rebuke cast out nullify and forbid off myself my wife h my family my friends my church and my community the following demonic spirits spirits of poverty religious and fair fries spirits mindsets of lack worry and fear spirits of witchcraft and control selfishness
spirits of lust and sexual immorality pride fear and timidity self-righteousness spirits of apathy and lukewarmness negative thoughts and ideas rebellion depression compromise with the world, intimidation, discouragement accusation self-gratification, spirits of death and su and unaliving and all spirits associated with a mental, emotional or
physical illness. I pull down every generational curse, all hexes and word curses, and call all my relationships into godly order. I decree and declare my life is under and in the order of God Almighty. Father, I pray that now and through the day you would to strengthen and enlighten me. Go ahead. The Joker Joker's feeling it. Very good. Good.
Keep going. You can scream. Hold on. Okay. Show me the way Satans is hindering. Oh, he left. Okay. Is hindering and tempting and lying and distorting the truth in my life. Enable me to be aggressive mentally to think about and practice your word and give you your rightful place in my life. I pray that the Holy Spirit would bringing down all the works of the crucifixion,
all the work of the resurrection, all the work of the glorification, and all the works of Pentecost into my life today in Jesus's name. That this life that you have given me is yours completely. My God is Jehovah, and he is the God who saves, heals, and delivers. Therefore, I refuse to be discouraged and to worry or speak negatively. You are the God of hope. Teach me to speak
blessings and not curses. You have power. You have proven your power by resurrecting Jesus from the dead. So I claim in every way this power and victory over all the satanic portions of my life. I pray this prayer in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. With thanksgiving I seal this prayer by the blood of the lamb. There you go.
Hope you like that prayer. You're back, Joker. I'm back. I don't know if he left but look like Oh my gosh. made Joker disappear without well Pyu was Theo. Let me see. Who's Pyu? Peru. I don't know.
I don't know. It was not not my favorite character. Some people need to work on their on their on their characters. Okay. Some of the character I mean it's like if you're going to be a demon like be a the best demon you can. Don't be like some kind of lame. No.
Third circle of hell demon. You want to be better than that. Um, yeah. Joker. Joker exploded. Okay. Oh, bye Joker. I mean, Joker, I mean, jeez, I was like a two-minute poem. Jeez. See, but guys, see, people will just start to dis like when you do these things, things will start to happen like
you'll be like, "Oh, why' this person disappear? Why did this person suddenly blow up on me? Why does it happen? It's called It's a revelation. It's like the truth is being shown. Okay, go with me. Go with me. Just watch. Just watch.
Yeah. like you know I was like I can tell you a story like I when I was you know I was always into the occult you know right I was into like the some of the more new age but I was kind of into like the more some of the more witchier aspects and I I just I find I still find it some of it
very appealing right um but okay so when I was probably 10 years old I got I went and bought this satanic Bible from a store and the lady at the store was like oh my god why are you buying this is hardcore. I was like, "Oh, I want to read it." And I read it and I I I read it many times, you know, and in fact, I even joined the Church of
Satan at I was 18 years old and uh you fill out like a 100 questionnaire. I think the CIA picks out the questions. I think it's basically like a psychological operation to collect information. But uh yeah, so I did that. But then, you know, kind of grew out of it. I kind of
like I did find find Satanism to be kind of antihuman, antihuman because, you know, some of these demons are anti-human because humans have power over them. That's the whole thing. So, we have control over them. They don't want us to know that. They want us to think that they have control over us. But that's why on the devil card,
they're not even chained tightly around the neck of the devil. It's all voluntary. We voluntarily chain ourselves to these these lower these lower things. Sometimes it's like um you know tying a balloon to something, you know, so it's you know it stays on the earth and we don't want to just float away like an angel. But you read Dionetics at at 18. Yeah, I read Dionetics too. I read it when I was
probably 13 or 14. Um it also I just remember reading it and then it ca came to the place where it's like oh and Dionetics cures homosexuality. Then I was like that's What's causing little prisons on the wall? Oh, this is um I have a I have like a little hanging crystal and so that creates these orbs. Yeah, it's like a little it gets like a crystal or glass and uh the sun shines
through it makes these beautiful rainbows everywhere. So even guys and even if you are like some trolls in here and everything and whoever is remaining like obviously you know you didn't flee when you heard a prayer and so you know obviously there's something you know some kind of I would say some kind of morality or
some kind something something that doesn't mind prayers you know people that just hate prayers even because there's prayers that are like kind of kind of uh like there's prayers that are kind of hardcore and stuff like in the Bible if you but people that just do not like prayer at all like why you afraid you're afraid to talk to God.
Yeah. So dionetics that Elen Hubbert see the dionetic scientology um even going back to Mormonism like all these new religions basically are basically um created by Masons who are they're basically taught to create a religion and then they branch out and they start their own. Right.
It became a little test to see if you could finish it. Yeah. It's a little bit I find on Hubbert just very dry and confusing and it's like yeah it does tell you in Dionetics it says you have to go to the glossery for every word you don't understand but then you made up a billion words and there are this complicated kind of words so you have to sit there going constantly back and forth trying to understand everything exactly and that kind of programs you to
take it seriously and so it's like a whole brainwashing process of trying getting you to read the book and take it seriously. I don't I just there's stuff about some of these um organizations I kind of find um c cultish cultish and so I'm kind of
I'm not very cult a cult as a joke is fine like these cults where they basically like people give away all their possessions and they or they give them all to the leader and then they give their wife to the cult leader to have sex. Yeah. That's a different language, huh? Like the the
E-meter and the SPS and the Yeah, I think that there might be some good. I mean, I'm sure it helps some people, but it seems like it most of the help comes through the networking of the people that are there instead of like actually the psychological stuff. But whatever works,
right? Elron Hubber once said, "If you want to make a lot of money, start a religion." And Scientology was the first taxexempt um taxexempt church or I don't I'm not the first but it did get tax exempt status and was by calling itself the church even though it doesn't believe in a god.
Anyway, my scientology diet tribe there's tons of information about by Scientologist. You can see what exactly what they do.
Yeah, even like the different like religions like Tibetan Buddhism I studied and it and so it says where did Tibetan Buddhism come from? Well, Buddhism grew out of Hinduism of the of the Indian Hinduism. Oh, especially the uh Tibetan Buddhism. I think even the Buddha was born in India, I think, right? There's other stories of where he
was born, but there's a so there's a lot of Hindu influence on Buddhism. You're not a Scientologist. Yes, he was a prolific science fiction writer in his previous life. Yeah. Oh, wow. Are you Hindu now? Am I hindering?
Okay. Are you Hindu? Am I Hindu? I've You're wait. Hold on one second.
Do you hear me? Did you put a bend on my forehead? Did you put a bendy on my forehead as a Hindu? Well, Hindus, oh my god, he blessed me. He put that red thing on my forehead. He's Hindu. Hindus are actually um you know, it means you're from they're from India. It's like know it's an Indian continent. Oh, no Sherlock. Yeah. I mean, but that's what people think. Oh, you can
convert to Hinduism. The real Hindus are like actually from India. Um, but you know, you can study Hinduism and Buddhism. I certainly did. There's no there's no I just wanted to read your tarot cards if it's okay. I don't think I'm interested.
What a softy, soft skinned, thorough ass When people predators on your panel.
Oh, yeah. There's your simply
I don't know. You should have been here last night. Be everyone's getting called stuff in the chat. I mean, it's like you know what?
I don't know. I just think I I don't know if I don't know what's what's happened. Like you just seem like seems a little bit strange. I just I just I just don't I don't know. I don't feel like being insulted and degraded by you right now. So, thank you for the um thank you for the offer we're reading. I don't feel like mocking tarot or what I do or have you pick on me anymore. So, you know,
but thank you. I mean, if you were going to do a reading, I would prefer, you know, you'd actually do your, you know, your traditional readings that you do in your in your tradition then that I really enjoyed. And I never I never said anything, but I enjoyed your readings. You never said anything, but you enjoyed my readings. And now of course you're uh you're changing your tune. Where' Beiga
go? He's just sitting backstage. She's decided to come insult me and like make accusations and um talk about a bunch of dumb So um I don't know. It's totally unprovoked. Thank you, Doug. Thank you for the super chat.
Appreciate you. Thank you, man. Good guy.
Because V because I I know what you're talking about. You're you're saying, "Oh, you let me be called a predator. I banned Mr. Big Pipes from the show. I asked him to apologize to you last night again." You know, um who did you upset last night? I don't know. I mean, it's like everybody like, you know, Alex. Um, Alex started attacking me. Joker was making fun of
me. Mr. Bigp's nword bomb me. Crystal. Um, f a g- o t word bomb me. Yeah. Okay. Well, VA, I'm glad if it had those kind of stuff in it. I'm glad I didn't I can't even read it. It's just it's just too much. Okay. You you you do your thing. Okay. Uh because of stress. I know. I don't know.
You've been joking. Yeah, it was the guy. It was say literally everybody and it's like you know maybe it's like a test from the universe to see how you know I can take it. Okay. But love to everybody like love you know. Well great be I hope you know go to go to beat Kitty's tarot. Okay please.
I get free tarot readings too.
But judging on how the last one was starting out, it doesn't sound like they're going to be the nicest tarot reading. We might end up getting roasted. Wow, she's just going nuts in chat, huh? Where's um
a fish chocolate? Okay, Rez, I got you anytime. I will of course do readings for anybody in chat. Uh can I beat it and maybe try reconcile? Yeah, well, she's not backstage anymore. Uh, you let me backstage before. Bea
just let guys let her get it out. No, it's just like Crystal. It's like Crystal accusing me of calling her a crack and of Crystal saying I said she looked like Kim, Joe's friend. It's just ridiculous. It's like It's like not even the worst worth worth uh
Whatever you want to think. If you live your life, I'll live mine. I'm not going to bother you. It's okay, Doug. It's like it's not it's it's not just me. It's happening too.
I'm not fighting. Totally calm.
I'm very I am sensitive and it's like I don't like being called out of my name especially since I try to do the right thing. And I don't. Hey Jamie. Yeah. Yeah. Well,
I know it's not I know. I know I'm not the only one.
How many balls has that dude got? Which? Oh, edge. Oh, yeah. him. Hi, Jay Dog. Yeah, I'm just I just got to take it. I just got to let Let me be your tourniquet. Take your hatred out on me.
Hey, nice to see some friendly faces. It's been a little bit hectic here lately. I think it it basically, you know, is like, you know, sometimes these revelations do bring a lot of chaos. That's why, you know, revelations that's like like the apocalypse maybe in the back of the book, right? There's a lot of chaos that comes with it because when
things are revealed, wow, nothing is as it would seem to be, right? So, just guys, take a deep breath. You know, if you say prayers, say prayers. you know the things are ramping up and not only in this it's everywhere you know it's happening everywhere there's all this tension it comes out of different ways people are concerned about what they hear on the news and
things I would say try to stay off the news it's really trying to get people riled up emotionally trying to you know do some more social engineering he's touching grass right it's 5:45 here yeah I'm touching carpet.
Looks like Indiana Jones. But how's that Joe Shipley, though? He needs to wear like a Ravens hat and like a full Ravens gear.
So, let's read about some things in manipulation because I want you to guys to be aware of these tactics that people will use. And so, hold something different, right? Okay.
Okay. Okay. Really good.
Okay. So, there's something called gaslighting, right? It says, "Okay, take care of yourself and your friends by getting to know the signs of relationship red flags." That's not what happened. You're overreacting. You're crazy. I would never do such a thing. It was a joke. You're so for forgetful. Everyone agrees with me. You're being paranoid.
These are catchphrases of the gaslighter. Someone who is deliberately using manipulative behavior to make you think that your memory or understanding of something is wrong and they are right and that you can't trust yourself and you need to rely on them instead. Abusers gaslight so they can gain and retain control of a relationship. Why is gaslighting a red flag? Gaslighting is a strategy that is
intended to break down the trust you have in your memory, instincts, and self-esteem. It can make you doubt yourself and depend more on the objective perspectives of your partner while in reality they are taking care of only their best interests. Um, let's see. It is an abusive behavior that can be a sign of more frequent and worsening abuse to come. Says, what does
Darvo mean? So, there's something called Darvo. Okay, Darvo. Darvo stands for deny attack reverse victim offender. It's a series of actions used by a per perpetrator as a defense mechanism when their unjust unkind behavior is questioned or called out. It works to confuse you and your sense of reality. So, deny. Denying your memory or
perception of an event is gaslighting. It could be denying an agree an agreement or a conversation or even something physical like hitting you. Denying doesn't always mean outright saying something never happened. It can also look like creating a story to explain their actions. In the example of denying a physical attack, for example, they might say something like, "Of course, I didn't hit you on purpose. You
were about to hit me, so I put my hands out in defense." When in reality, you hadn't moved at all. Attack. After denial comes the attack that tries to break down your credibility. Your credibility, right? The abuser might go on the offensive about your motivation for questioning them. your mental health, your crazy, your parenting ability, your intelligence, anything that fuels the
voice in your head that says maybe they're right and you are wrong. They may also add an extra lies like this is why your family doesn't like you or everyone agrees with me on this which are designed to isolate you from your friends and family. And then it says reverse victim offender. Next, here comes the blame shifting. This is when the per perpetrator manages to make you
out as the one that is at fault. They try to make you feel bad for bringing it up in the first place or say that it was only because of something you did first. Okay.
So that's just a little you know you guys it's a whole it's a whole lot of study. You can see the movie Gaslight. It's about this opera singer, this her aunt dies and leaves her with a bunch of money and she goes and uh marries this guy and the guy starts to try to drive her crazy so she thinks one after her money but so she he wants her to think that she's crazy and starts messing with
the lighting. They used to have gas lights in the house instead of the electric lights. He mess with the lighting. Yeah. But yeah, but Jamie, it is important that I let people know because some people don't realize there's manipulation being used. I mean, I think there's always in a lot of relationships there's there's there's, you know, there's there's like a really bad manipulation.
There's also you can, you know, can manipulate things for the better, but there's also like very coercive trying to control somebody else. It's called gaslighting. Yes. It's like, you know, you're crazy. You're at fault. You did this. You did that. take, you know, smear campaigns. There's a lot. It's under It's under um if you guys study narcissistic abuse, you'll find it very
prevalent there. Also, dark triad, makiellianism, and uh and um psychopaths. That's that's the triad. I know that word should always be banned. Well, no. I mean, the word there's nothing wrong with the word. The word is describing something. If there's no word for it, then how are people going to like say what's going on? Yep. Then they can if they can study it, you
can better better protect yourself because it is a deprogramming process because some people are just are mind that all they want to do is your mind like you know create problems. Then there's the people that try to heal everybody. So it's like constant struggle people hurting and healing. People know people know more about it. They're able to
just know that there's there's a it's not just them because they think they're crazy. They're like, "Oh my god, like what am I?" It's actually it's a manipulation tactic. Okay, for different reasons. There's different types of narcissists. They want different things. Some of someone some want fuel. Fuel can be like attention can be like that reaction. It can be like uh giving them
your, you know, energy and stuff you're and you being in a state of of distress that can be fuel for them. It's like the kind of Schroen Freud liking others suffering. It's kind of a it's a scary thing um because it almost when you get into it it's it's very like inhuman. It doesn't see other people as even it other people don't exist to a narcissist. Everybody is just them and
you know it's just part aspect of them. They see just everybody as themselves. So they have no empathy. It's all them. It's worse when they do get off on it. Yes. Actually yes people some people do have sexual responses to um abusing like like um you know mentally abusing people. to get a they they get a high
permit. Okay. So, it can Yeah, this be it can get scary, right?
Hi babe. But also, you know, it is sad like like a lot of the times like these behaviors are not like they don't just come out of nowhere. And I don't know even know if they're that genetic. I think it really is to do a lot with, you know, people do have trauma a lot and become that way and then they spread it out. It comes with a virus, right?
Thank you, Booty Bandit. Thank you, Booty Bandit. I won't forget that. I won't forget that, you know. I do appreciate, you know, and if you if you're, you know, if you don't like me, you don't have to, you know, don't like me, you know, it's like I don't ask that you help it people help me. I ask just don't hurt me. Just don't hurt me. So don't try to hurt me. And that's with
everybody. You don't have to help people if you don't want to, but don't just don't hurt them. Do you have a truck? I don't know. That's not Well, that's not the real Joe Ship. That's just Nick. Nick Nick in he's in an outfit. Um Yeah. But it's also, you know, like, you know, you don't want to make I would
never go make a mockery of somebody's livelihood. Right? I mean, I don't have the why do I have the energy to go out bother other people? Why like really I try to focus on myself, people that love me? I'm going to go out and and
harass people. I'm going to go out and and start conflict for no reason. No, I like peace. I like I like I like I like chill, you know? I like not having to be in anxiety or on eggshells. Walking on eggshells. What do I do? What do I do next? Like what? I can't. You're damned if you do, damned if you don't. If I did this,
they're going to get mad. If they don't do this, they're going to get mad. You can't. There's no It's like a no win. And so that's like a double bind like no- win situation. How can you ever How can you ever get anywhere? It's like you'll never win in their eyes. Also, if you want to like say, "Oh, well, I'll just be as evil as them." Don't do that. Don't be as evil as them because yeah, you can be smart and like have like, you
know, know their tactics, but do not be as evil as them because that then they have won because they're turning you they've turned you into them like and so, right? So, don't don't be evil. Be be above it. Like, you know, don't let what people do have done to you make you want to take it on other people. Let it
give you empathy. Let it let it show you. Hey, look that looks like it feels bad. I don't ever want to make anyone feel like that because I know it don't make me feel bad. Right? Sometimes it's so it's natural to feel it and sometimes you have to experience the negativity yourself to understand how other people feel because sometimes if
you haven't experienced it, you can't really have empathy for it, right? With or without empathy. But yeah, but Hannah, there's also like, you know, there's a dark empath. And so the dark empaths, they have the empathy. They they just um they just use it to manipulate. So they can see, oh, this person's in a emotional distressful
state. That's when people like say around, you know, the best time to like do a hoover is like around holidays and birthdays and stuff. That's when they come back after having, you know, discarded you for a long time. They'll come back on a holiday and that's when we're kind of emotionally vulnerable. They know, they just know that, oh, you know, oh, this is they're they're going to be like hurting this day and so they're they're going to want to talk to
somebody. I'll be able to to, you know, come in and charm, you know, it's like they'll just they look at people like, you know, little little dolls to play with confidence artists, con artists. Yes. And it's like, you know what's good? The thing about con artists is a lot of them are very brilliant. They're like very like they can be very intelligent people. Psychopaths, too. Like, you
know, there's they can be talented. They basically don't need to. They could actually not unless you know the circumstances are where they can't do what they wanted to do. They can like basically learn the professions and fake it as good as the the real people of the professions. There's actually a big con artist. He was like a he got on a military ship. He like got some different things. he was
in the military or something and he was like the military doctor and he would like actually sew up like legs and he he like would learn from the medical textbooks and he would like you know treat and save lives and stuff at the doing medicine but he had no right to practice medicine. So it's very dangerous. You want to make sure you're you're not dealing with somebody that's untrained because you know it can have
bad consequences. We all know about like the uncertified Botox and lipos suction or not liposuction um what the they put these butt fillers in and they sometimes use silicone from like the Home Depot and like the silicone the silicone uh those tubes and they put it in there and people die. It's terrible. Yeah. You want to go to professionals
or at least someone that knows what they're doing. Either you get bitter or you want better. Yeah. Yeah. Well, yeah. And it's like, yeah, I don't want to be bitter. And but it's like, you know, the world will like, oh, well, it will throw a lot of disappointments at you. it will be I'll throw a lot of a lot of sadness, a lot
of like oh my god I can't believe but it's like there's also a lot of good in the world and there's like you know it's basically what you can focus on and if you can't focus on the good just start doing good start doing good yourself just like um Stephanie was talking about earlier in the chat she's like you know she just wanted to help she wanted to do good to the world she she's in the medical field she's she's saving cats and things like that um
doing very you know those those two combinations are very uh very compassionate things to do good in the world. Yes. Spread love to the world. You don't have to There's so much hate already. There's so much conflict, so many differences. The the key is like learning working through the differences forgiveness love
compromise. But don't let yourself just be, you know, attacked. Yeah. That's it's it's abusive. Um, Oliver, I don't know. She was bringing up stuff from months or two months ago, stuff from a month ago. I I I don't know.
She just doesn't like me anymore. So, she can like she just she's trying to burn the relationship so she doesn't have to ever talk to me again. I guess that's fine. Yeah. I mean, it's a whole because I've seen people like there's people going through some hard times in the chat. Like, I talk privately to a lot of people. I know that there's difficult things. Sometimes people will they share what they're going through. Sometimes
they're not. And uh so people go through a lot of stuff, right? You can rewind. I just rewind all over. You can see exactly what she said. You can you can hear her tone and everything. You can see what I say. Do I know she and I had we had no conflict like the first six months we knew each other. Not one. We would we was just was just fine.
Then start started happening. Like my chat started getting bigger. Like stuff started happening where people were like, "Oh, she unmoded me." That was like the first thing she started getting mad about. It's like like your chat is saying that I'm taking over your show. I'm trying to I'm I'm not hiding anybody. I was like, I know. I know. Like, well, don't. I like don't worry about it. And then uh then she'd be mad. Oh, this person said this and then it was like about this. It was just one
thing after another. She's mad at me every every other day. You don't get entertained at that stuff. Well, you ask. I don't get It's not supposed to be entertainment. It's supposed to. It's just showing you. You ask a question. Why is she mad? She could hear all the reasons she gives. See, it's making sense to you. I'm not trying to say go go have a laugh. It's not funny to me. It was hurtful. I was not entertained. I was horrified.
Yeah. But it's like but like they said with the gaslighting here, it's like they they they try to attack you like in public. So they they attack your integrity. And so that's why she's saying all the other crap, you know. It's okay, Oliver. Oliver, it's been it's been going on for months. You go on for months.
But it's like it just seems like this time it's like, you know, we could always like go a couple days later calm down. We'd always be and then you know, but it's like getting too unpredictable. It's like, oh, which beta today? Which is it going to be the nice beta? like f like sweet or but the mean me mean beta is uh that's all I've been seeing for
the past like week I just I don't get it. It's like not even not even nice. It's like the kindhearted kindhearted like no friend rather than like this like this like
person that's saying I'm like this evil monster. I don't know.
Yeah, it's kind of dizzying. Well, because it's called cognitive dissonance. It seems dizzy and dissonance. D I S O N A N Z. It has to do with dizzy because cog um dis dissonance is when cog cognitive dissonance is when oh I love this person. I think that's one side of your brain. Oh, I love this
person. person's perfect and then it's like then you see the other side personality and you're like well that's a different person that person is the most evil person in the world and it's like and your two hemispheres fight over is this person God or the devil and so I always try to say well we're both we're both you know we're both mixtures of good and evil but you know some people can have one of them take over just have a chill night maybe you can talk about
it later we'll see just seemed like she was like ready she's like trying to like do demolition on the relationship says it's like the real beta is a sober beeta. I wouldn't bother getting over stuff she says when she's drunk. I don't know. But she she doesn't sound drunk to me. Like
does she get mean when she like she I've hung out with her when she's drunk a million times. She was never like this. Uh hi corruption. Yeah. Um, but I can't say I wasn't like told what would happen. Probably like a lot of
people think they would say, "Oh, no. This is what happens." So, I kind of not too surprised. Good to see you too, Corruption. Um, I just would hope that it wouldn't have happened with us, but
Yeah, but I do think that the the world's kind of getting on edge. Alexander didn't take your wrench. He doesn't have a wrench and he's not even in the chat. Yeah.
Yeah. That's not cool. Daughter of truth. That's what I'm saying. It's like I don't That's why I don't want that stuff here. I don't It's like It's like, you know, I don't want my channels to turn into that. I don't I don't I don't I don't I need to put my hand back on the steering wheel. Um is evil dormant from birth?
I think that there are people born and then they would have been evil had not they had c certain circumstances like maybe loving family and uh you know I don't know certain things that they can serve as an outlet for their evil use it in a productive way or there's just uh people that have horrible things happen to them and then they want to go out and do horrible things
broker the friendship. Yeah, thank you. Yeah, it's like I might It's like I'm totally I' I've already se like before I started streaming, I knew about some of the stuff that goes on because I've seen it in 90day Fiance community and that's like just a silly TV show and it's it's like they do the same thing. They have private Facebook groups. So, all the all the um streamers like hate each other and they they don't even allow each
other to see each other's name on that on that on that uh that kind of uh commentary. They don't mention their commentators because it's like you do and then all of a sudden like they they'll they groups they'll just do everything and harass you. They they involve people's children. It's it gets really sick and so I really don't want to go down that road at all. I I just have to nip it in the bud. So, came
looking for that stuff. Anybody? Sorry, you're not going to find it here. People try to try to force it on, but no, not going to work. Do I think that people that pass away had come back to life, come back with something evil in them? H bring back um I don't I wouldn't know. Like a lot of people say they've had visions of an
afterlife. Some people have had visions of going to hell. Those visions of hell have made them change their ways after or they see, you know, visions of heaven. Maybe they just get a confirmation that there's the afterlife or some kind of experience. I don't think they come back with something evil in them necessarily. You know, the evil is like not some kind of like I don't people think it's a force. I don't think it's it's actually
in us. It's like it's a part of our our our psychology. It has to do with the duality. They'll get really creative. They'll send you a gift and obtain your address. Ultimately, you're full. Yeah. Yeah. I know. I know. I know. I know, but like I I talked to Alisa Jordana about this. I asked her about
doxing. I asked her about what um demonetiz she's, you know, she's a very successful streamer. She's like over like about 20,000 subscribers. Um and she gave me some really really good advice about doxing and um and on running my channel. You're in limbo, Leah.
Yeah. So Alisa really gave me great advice. She knew exactly what I was asking and actually and I went to her and asked her and she answered me. Next day we look for your nearest uh uh Yeah, I know. It's I mean it's it's just it gets it gets sick. Yeah. Easy camera took off for a little while.
I don't know. I don't know what he's doing though. He's busy.
Yeah, I know. Daughter of I've been I've been I've been doxed. Okay. they've been doxed and I've seen people be doxed and you know um you know it can be dangerous like you know because we've we had that recent situation with that that you know that streamer that the other streamer and that horrible thing that happened the tragedy that can happen if your docs
because they can find your address if they're a nuts maybe they'll go that far 99.9% of the time they will send a piece to your house not pay for just try to annoy Hello. Hey, Psychi. How's everything? How are you? Okay.
Yeah. Just tell you figured I help all about. What were you just talking about? Well, I mean, there's just there's a lot of stuff going on right now. It's like Well, we're talking about people doxing first of all. We're talking about doxying and like just why like some of their tactics and you know, so it's good. Yeah. So I uh I just you know just I have this is no doxy in this channel.
That's I'm going to be really strong on that rule because it's not the place like I don't want it to just degenerate into like a place where people are feeling like unsafe and because there's doxing going on in the chat already. I could kind of handle it more in the panel but I just need mods. If there's a mod if there's any doxing just you can just delete the comment and and warn the person if they continue just you know
maybe we have to hide those people. I've noticed it's like a whole different group of chat is in there, you know. Yeah. I mean it's like but that's I mean that's to be expected. I mean it is kind of like you know uh not there's not many people in the chat right now first of all and because probably like you know there are these you know we were like you know raided but it's like I guess the rate is still
going on or we'll continue to go on I'm not sure but um you know that's why I have to be stronger with the you know blocking people hiding people watching the chat better watching the panel because we're going to have new people coming in too. So, it's going to be a year from now there's going to be a whole different crowd here, you know, but I didn't expect it to be like overnight. It' be a whole different
crowd. But, yeah, a year from now it will be whole different people, but they're going to be people that are I meet over the year and there's going to be they're going to be real ones. It's not going to be a bunch of just random brand new people trying to cause problems in the chat. Not saying there's anybody in particular in the chat. There's a lot of really nice people today, but um yeah, it's just like and know and it's just fishy and so I just I
don't feel like it's anything anything like oh oh we we shared your channel you know I tried to do friendly raids and like they surely rated me surely from how Stern rated me u one day and it was just funny that that was great. I remember that and I'm glad I was on the Yeah, that was that was a good and that's like that's like that's what a raid that's what a raid is supposed to
be. It's like it's like it's raid but it's not like oh let's go for Yeah. It was happening at that moment cuz I had hopped up on panel and like it was uh it was blind to me right when I got on panel. I just saw him up there. I didn't see like what led up to him coming up. Yeah. He just showed Yeah. Well, you just showed up in the chat, but like if you watch his show from that day, he's
sitting there. They're they're finding different channels and the guy in the studio was like, "Hey, well, we found this one guy. He does like tarot and crystals and cats and stuff. He's like, "Yeah, let's go over there." I watch that, too. I don't think it was random, though. I think I think he's watched before. I think we all I don't know into the same kind of stuff. They were looking I mean there are like kind of
very few open panels like during some times and I don't think maybe there's again all the open panels that were open or something. But yeah, that I mean that was kind and also I remember I was just talking to Jerry that day and Jerry works for the Howard Stern show. He's like, you know, the producer of the the e show and stuff. And uh and so I mention I was talking about Howard Stern and the producer and then so in the algorithm I think picked that up and
made it put that in their algorithm. I'm not sure. I read we only suffer one. I don't even think we suffered. I remember after that I started getting the free memberships from to the Shouy network again. Yeah, it's a you know I've just been there a few times but he's a cool guy and you know I just have I'm not able to go in other chats anymore. I I I like
I'm not I can't go to Lisa's chat anymore. I can't go into even even other streamers chats except to like say hi in the in the chat. Like I Well, you heard the latest drama that Shulie's going through now in the Diverse there. The stuttering John had uh sent them some served him with some papers. Oh, I know.
I didn't hear about that. But yeah, I know that I know there's a little bit of drama between like stuttering John and Alisa and I I once told Lisa like she was talking about Shulie and I had just done the tan mom thing where I sent them a question to answer about tan or tan mom a question on Shulie show and I Were you around when she was on like the
stuttering John show and stuff? Uh I just seen clips of that. I wasn't around. I just I've been I've been um watching her for like six months. Uh, let's see. Oh, cool. S Yeah, Wendy's been on the show Daughter of Truth. Yeah, Wendy. Wendy's been on the show. Alisa way back.
Yeah. I mean, it's like I mean I I remember watching um her on Howard Stern like in like you know 2010 or whatever like um but and I just remember her Miss Howard Stern and stuff like that and she was just very memorable. So as soon as I saw her again I was like oh my god I know her. Freeman because she she used to not do IRL. She had a show Kermit and Friends.
Yeah. Kermit and Friends. She would do a panel show like this. Yeah. A little bit less chaotic. She would like, you know, she would schedule interviews like people, interesting people, and then she would just do one-on- ones. And so it was like probably like a little less hectic than my show can get because I don't know if she's a big open. She sometimes put three people on the panel. I never saw more than that really. But yeah, I mean she had interesting people
and she had that guy uh Christian Jimmy the Christian on. She had him on. She had Minnie Manson on. I've seen her interview Wendy and Andy Dick and uh a lot of other people. A lot of people or Onision on. There's a lot of people that don't really recognize, but yeah. The day she went IRL with Minnie, that
was just a hilarious dream with with Billy trying Billy John trying to uh mediate. Oh, it was it was hilarious. I watch character syndrome. Mhm. Yeah. Where it's like you want to be the main character or and but they both wanted to be it so they have a fight or something or what? Yeah, that's exactly it.
Minnie would throw him off like I'm leaving. like he wouldn't get his way or Alicia would talk him back into it and then Alisa would just give up. It was it was a funny stream. Oh yeah. I mean I went I mean I went through the this I went through this you know with mini when Minnie Manson got mad at me last week or two weeks ago. That was wow. Like Minnie Manson like went to my Discord like posted all this crazy Posted me all these messages in Discord
and then we were fine. Like then we're like he said oh he said oh well I saw you um I saw you apologize on your show so you know I accept your apology. Let's can we be friends again? I was like, "Yeah." So, Mini Mini Manson's been on the show since then. Yeah, we're all good. He's been on a lot. I didn't know you guys had a falling out. No, it wasn't really falling out. Just one night we had a kind of a I brought somebody on the panel when he asked me
that he wanted to be on alone on the panel and he got pretty upset. But it's all uh it's all good. It's all good. We're all good now. Yeah. And I'm a fan of Marilyn Manson Hugh. I know I I like a lot of music, but um I used to listen to whole Marilyn Manson. That was my thing in the 90s. For Amos.
Okay. How are we all doing in chat? I might go grab some food soon though. Oh, okay. We have uh Hold on. Who's this? Who is this? Hold on. Who are That's not Joe Shipley. Is that Nick? That's Nick. Yeah. Hey, person in the back, can you like Person in the back, who are you? Can you can you type in the chat? Person in the back. Can you
type in the chat or something? Um, let me know who you are or or cam up for a second. I won't put you on on screen. I just want to see that you're a person. I have no idea who you are. You have a very suspicious name. Yeah, unless you cam up or comment in the chat. I'm I can't help you out. I'm sorry. Not today, Satan. Not today.
Okay, we're all good. Okay, they left. Okay, so yeah, guys, I just I can right now now I can smell I can smell I can smell the porn bombers. I I can just smell them. It's like I just got an extra sense like it's like a six sense called no PB. No porn bombers. Um yeah,
if you if you guys know any interesting was live. Oh yeah, she's probably probably um you know having a slander fest about me. It's so funny. She was so mad about you know Kate you know talking about her and then she's probably like saying all this about me over there. Who knows? I mean it's like I don't I hope she doesn't take Actually, I was listening for a while. She didn't she never even brought you up. Why? You two
were fighting. Well, she's been here twice today and she was just really u cruel both times and was like just yelling at me calling me f. She she posted in the chat f a gg o t several times and uh so yeah I'm I'm blocked in that chat. I don't know who did it. Probably one of them time
beata's uh beta is saying she made me and listening to Berto uh Babel and yeah so I I met I met Bea I say probably like I I'd already been doing my show for a few months and like she really did inspire me to start doing panels. Actually, Tyana did because Marty Marty kind of found you and brought brought everyone over here. No, no, no, no. He didn't. He didn't find
me. First of all, Marty didn't find me like um Well, he might have, but that's the wrong word. I shouldn't have said found you. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No, no, Marty just show like he showed up. I don't know if he was through beta or but I just know Jamie um Jamie Rose and him just showed up one day, right? Um yeah, I remember I was in chat that time. I
forget how I end up there or but I remember I was in chat for that.
I just hope that's not a dog with VB and that other person. I don't know if it's anyway. Yeah. I mean, know guys, VA has her show. It it's like, you know, it's we kind of have different styles. I mean, you have a lot of mutual friends, but um it's just I don't I don't want to talk too much about it, but just the unfortunate thing is I there's a lot of
people that are are like really really sweet good people, right? And uh you know, you know that I know that they're in my chat and stuff and I've seen them get pretty um I don't know. I just I all all of a sudden like they're on the out and it's just it's not it just
seems like it's a weird it's just weird. It's just weird. I don't know. But the coordinator have have that ill frustrations. Yeah. I mean it's like it's definitely it's like I mean I'm I'm learning really fast. I'm not going to put up with it. It's like it can get really confusing when one night someone's screaming, cussing at you,
then the next day acting like nothing happened. I guess Mh. And it's like I I if someone if I get in a fight with somebody and then the next day they come to me calm, I'll be calm and it's like we can get along and I mean I'm I'm willing to say I'm willing to say to not even bring it up, right? Spiritual discernment, right? Yeah. Because I then I just read those
spiritual warfare prayers, daughter of truth. So I I felt I felt the spiritual war. I felt like it was something beyond it's it's like a it's like a demon. And you know, you notice that Ziggy has a demon on his uh his avatar. He has a demon. Okay. Ziggy's avatar is a demon from the Groatia, King Solomon's Goatia. It's a
it's a magical text from probably 15th 16th century. It has 72 of Is that what his avatar was the the line? Yes, it's IPOS. The guy's name is IPOS or they sometimes say Anubis. Um or you know there's different known as different words, different names. And it's a pattern. Some people are assass like a
tiger can can't change the stripe. I think I think there are there are like Anubis. Well, yeah. Anubis is another name for ipos. Yeah. But it's like I think Anubis is more of like you know calling Anubis a demon. I would like I would like kind of I I don't agree with every like every
because Anubis was the one who brought you Yeah. He was an underworld. Yeah, a psychop pump. But also and also like you know when when you have your your uh your heart weighed with this on the scale of uh against the feather of truth to see if your heart's lighter than a feather. If you were friends with Anubis, sometimes he would put his his foot on the scale a little bit to to even it
out, help you out a little bit, you know, cuz dogs dogs it would it would measure you it would like measure your good deeds in life, you know. Yeah. But if you look at some of the if you Well, it said is your heart like light like a feather? The way to get this ma has a feather of truth and they put on a scale. Is your heart lighter than a feather? Yeah. Yeah. Do you have guilt? Do you have all this guilt and and regret and
shame and and stuff and so but but even if people did they have tapestries with Anubis and he has like his little his foot like or he's like pulling the scale down a little bit to to cheat a little bit because uh you know he's a he's a loyal he's a loyal uh friend. Okay. So, um, when did you find this about out about Ziggy's avatar? Did you ask them
to change it? No, I I know it's I I I recognize it because I've studied the Goata, so I knew instantly what it's very they're very recognizable. But, um, to ask them to change it, no. Um, am I afraid of sigils? No. Can it represent something or can it kind of bring that energy here? Yeah, maybe. Um, but no, I used to
have a lot more like of these really good witches in the chat. I mean there there might be something that they haven't rebuild yourself but we had a few that could they could do so we had the same kind of problems before and they would do return to sender in the chat instantly the chat it would just be like a bomb and it is like the chat would just like everything would like go silent and then I would just be back to normal but it's like it would be like crazy like this and we and so I had a
few short acknowledge it um well no I mean it's like okay so here's magic Okay. So, do you so do you believe so you can ask somebody do you believe in magic? Do you believe and there's like I don't believe in magic. Okay. So, if you put a picture of their loved one or you know their or or their child or something, put a picture in front of them and give them a knife and
say, "Okay, you don't believe in magic. Just stab this picture 100 times." Most people will not do that because it's like there's a sympathetic there's something that says that that is a representation of my loved one and so I would not Okay, you hop on panel come up and so people do believe in magic. There is like there's this thing where it's
like we we have an understanding of these representations that have hold on. Oh, hold on. Hold on. Oh Hold on. Oh, it's black. Okay. Okay. I got you. I got you. Hold on. Hello.
Yeah. Anyway, those are stupid people. But so guys, I'm going to go ahead and restart the stream.
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