Episode 666 features Psyche offering free tarot readings with cats present, focusing on love and relationships. A guest, referred to as 'sister girl', receives a reading about a potential romantic interest.
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The episode begins with Psyche greeting his audience and setting up for the livestream, apologizing for a brief technical difficulty ▶ 0:08. He then starts interacting with his chat, mentioning that he's having a more calm night ▶ 2:21 and offering free tarot readings. A guest, 'sister girl', asks for a reading about a guy she's interested in, who has been unclear about his intentions ▶ 5:30. Psyche uses his literary tarot deck to provide insight, drawing cards such as the five of Wands ▶ 6:17, the Ten of Pentacles ▶ 7:23, and the Lovers card ▶ 8:22. The reading suggests that there may be competition for the guest's affection, but also a potential for a romantic offer from the guy in question ▶ 9:25. The conversation continues, with Psyche and the guest discussing the possibility of other people being interested in her and how that might affect the guy's behavior ▶ 10:04.
The episode appears to focus on themes of love, relationships, and self-discovery. Psyche's reading for 'sister girl' suggests that she is at a crossroads in her relationships, with multiple people potentially interested in her. The episode also touches on the idea of competition and how that can affect relationships. Psyche's interpretation of the tarot cards suggests that 'sister girl' has the power to choose who is right for her and to prioritize her own happiness.
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hey Miss Michaela hey Jackson what's up guys hey hey
Jackson Hold On ow I just hit my leg oh my God how are you guys I'm sorry I just hurt my leg I just hit my ankle on my
table but I did uh I did clean my clean up today so my house is looking good I'm not drinking tonight well I just have a McDonald's McDonald's Frappuccino because I I was getting a little bit wild last night it got a little bit um it was a fun it was a fun night but then it's like I can you tell a joke sure you can how's your day Jackson you can sure tell a
joke okay ouchie that was a little bit painful it was a little bit hey cynical one how are you I'm gonna set up a streamyard link by guest everything's getting off to a great start right how's everybody there
we go ouch my ankle hurts okay I'm going to try to get into my chat now too let me see let me see let me see I think I figure figuring all this out but still working out the things okay this device there we
go message hey Jamie what's up thank you yeah thank you everybody for coming having a more calm night uh yes you may be on the list sister girl of course you may and you may ask a question and I will be happy to pull
some cards for you absolutely how are you sister girl how' you find me have you been here
before and let me know if you'd like a reading tonight and if one of my mods could help me just keep me on track and remind me but uh yeah we do have the streamyard up until if you'd like to come up for a live reading you can um or you can just ask a question in the
chat yeah but you know drinking a little bit too many twisted te's and and Ras oh you've been here once on the screen oh yeah I remember I remember nice to see you again so yeah do it what whichever you feel more comfortable with is you know they can ask the question in chat or let me get some cards out okay
why don't scientists trust Adams because they make up everything that's a good one yeah that's a good one I actually have this this one has a it's called literary tarot it has a really good book with it oh the cats are fighting hey no no no no no no no no the nor and uh well tricks cannot stand
Marbles and vice versa what's the forcast for tomorrow you found an algorithm for for tomorrow like a general thing let's see we have to think about that I think it's going to be a good day tomorrow hello
hello nice to see you again thank you thank you for coming um yeah it's wonderful um I'm doing some readings tonight having more of a calm night I've been a little bit of a party here lately but you know it's nice till Tuesday how are you
good okay so um the guy I was talking about before he um contacted me maybe a couple of days ago and we we talked we had a conversation we um shared a moment together or
whatnot but I am it's kind of like he's leaving his intentions is up in the air with the situation so I wanted to know if you could give me clarity through the reading on what his decision is on
the okay let me pull few cards for you
okay okay okay so we have this okay I'm GNA you know give me my my interpretation I'm done read from this book because this is called the literary tarot it's a different deck and has a really well written book but so we have okay it has a little bit of a different okay so we have the okay five
of Wands okay so I'll put myself up on screen too okay you can see the cards better okay okay this is a five of Inc okay and so it looks like he's been considering something right and then he has that
flower romantic offer maybe but then he has the shadow side to him right okay so it says in the book this is from the Scarlet pimper now it's literary all these are from books these F books it says when strip and Discord Drive the world mad playing along may get you let you sail through the mounting conflict but take care not to fall victim your own disguise creating a
life for your persona rather than for yourself so there's been some conflict competition tension maybe there some rivalry there it says they seek you here they seek you there confrontations everywhere be bold accept the adventure prepare yourself for competition but with a jaunt in your step and your wits at the ready okay so that's that then we
have this T of parchment which is the T of Pentacles and you see like the woman and she hit all these men around and so maybe that's the competition maybe there's a competition you know over your love you know and these men are these these men have been fighting over you or something like that but this is also like a very good sign for for material things I think and I think I
got that for you I think we got a lot of Pentacles last time but uh and so this one says it's gentlemen Gentlemen Prefer Blondes okay it says don't waste your time with good-looking people and tennis champions invest in your financial situation and so you can buy your own champagne cocktails or whatever else brings you Joy and comfort so it says a
windfall Legacy when you have become educated it's very likely the diamonds will come your way and the good thing about diamonds is they always look new relish all that Sparkles and so this like sounds like you're you're going to come into like a great M um period of prosperity and maybe there's going to be some competition over you but then we have um finally we have the lovers card for you and you see like uh maybe he is
going to come make that romantic offer and this is a good sign up good sign for love usually um there's also lovers card is like six and so that's like two threes and like that can indicate like third you know maybe a third party or competition involved um but I'll say this one this one says oh oh um truest
love it bestows the loyal kisses the loyal lovers with the harmony and unity but can you discard the Yoke of tradition and duty to claim it so it prefers to love relationship um unions chances choices in Romance like yellow roses sparting and wonderful um like yellow roses sparting a wonderful match could be just on the horizon draw
strength and Confidence from this shared Bond even if your love may remain largely unspoken driven by Stolen Moments glances and shared longing and so that is but that's a good sign for for especially for the this is like the outcome card for the love reading and so it looks like maybe uh there is a good chance that you will get back together
but you've been through some conflict about it and um maybe because now you have some uh they have some competition for your you know your affection um maybe that motivate him you know to make this love offer
so okay okay you like that or did it resonate or you have a yes okay good well is there anything else or uh his is it like he's putting me in competition with other people well he can be but also is there
some is there some other people interested in you that maybe he's aware of or you know when when when people like I always notice if I ever get in a relationship that's when all of a sudden other people are are like interested in like you know more interested in me and stuff like that so I don't know if that's that's the truth for you it has been um it seems like um after I met
with and spoke with him it's just like the other people that were interested in me hit me um hit my phone up within like three hours just randomly yeah isn't that strange how that happens like I noticed the same it's like I won't hear for any of these people for a long time and then all of a sudden on if I'm in relationship all of a sudden you're more
desirable and so yeah I think on his end that he might feel like there's some competition or he might feel like you're interested in somebody else and so but that might make him more interested you know and I think he will probably make this love off it looks like a couple um love all these cards have like almost like a they have all
flowers in them you know or does this one yeah this one has a flower you know it's holding a flower right there and then um you know there's no flowers in this one all that I can see but uh but there's like she looks like she has the moon behind her too like this feminine energy and all these all these men interested and
then and then uh the lovers card and she's holding B of flowers but you know interesting on this card is like she's got this big bouquet of flowers right and then like he's holding that one flower like he brought one flower and somebody El you know somebody else gave her big bouquet and so maybe he's not feel feeling worthy about it but you know it's also about stolen glances and like you know this tension between you
two like maybe good sexual tension and so I think it will be a positive outcome for you with this and if not him with somebody else you know you choose who's right for you and who makes you happiest of course but you know always it's not always the person that has the biggest bouquet that is going to be the best lover you know sometimes those people with huge bouquet and huge show of affection can be narcissist and things like that in love bombing kind of thing
right and so and so the one person with like the one flower to offer right now could be the could be the one right yes okay great well that was fun reading for you I love it come back again okay okay thank you so much wonderful to see you
have a great night you so thank you yeah that was a great um great reading um and I feel like you know there's a feel like I you know I cleaned up today and I got my cards all all back in order in order and organized and uh I'm just drinking a little bit of iced coffee or
you know McDonald's Frappuccino so I'm having a good uh good day Queen Bean how did your crush feel about you well let's see let's see see how your crush feels about
you okay so we have this four of ink four of Wands
okay says whether your home ought to be in in the Wonder and wildness of the green deep turns and homed air of elfland or among the warm hurs and hearts of the children of Earth find in it Joy hope and Harmony so it says Community Home celebrations reunions and parties and so I think this looks for like you might have some fun times with
this person it's time to gather with those you love and dance in the Scarlet of down leaves because you have found balance and belonging in this golden moment so I think you're a good um good balance point in your life and there's like a you know a beautiful um prince and princess getting together or king and queen or or but there's looks like there's a beautiful love love Union okay
so I think that's very possible for you what else we have okay we have the fool looks like Don coyote the fool is about taking a leap of faith in a in a new beginning okay and so this is a very good sign for you um to start a new
relationship but you're just going to have to leap leap in um and then we have page of ink okay I'll read from this so it sounds like he's coming towards you looks okay um page of ink I'll read from the book on this
one see a younger guy by a chance also you might you might be a younger guy page of Inc it says as you look upon the vast unknown world you overflow with the excitement and curiosity so far the places you've never been the people and the wars remain abstract merely ideas to you but you are nonetheless called to
Adventure with the fool too that's very like Call to Adventure so it says exploration excitement fresh ideas energetic Fearless your curiosity overcomes your fear of the unknown you can defeat gravity transform into the true version of yourself Ascend the Magic Mountain and crucially you will find the courage to descend again and live your life fully and so I would say
you know go for it and uh examine it so I'll do I'll do a collective reading for everybody cuz he said what's the forecast for tomorrow okay found me on the algorithm are I don't know if you're still here but that's a good question for everybody okay okay we have this four of light so it looks like four of
cups okay see the guy at the desk writing something and there's all these people looking over her shoulder
this says for everybody it says a Humanity so dreadfully inescapable life continues to happen around you whether tiresome troubled or joyous and yet you prefer not to partake so it looks like maybe you're going through a period of apathy um contemplation boredom indifference as the lawyer without an office or the man forgotten you feel cheerless and imprisoned someone or
something is trying to offer you comfort that you cannot see or choose not to take remember life is very short and Al last regret can be very long so I would say um if you're feeling bored if you're feeling indifferent life is lacking lacking some like luster uh I would say go out and go into nature and explore things and uh read a new book um explore
a new hobby like find something that that excites you find something that is going to make you excited again because sometimes all it needs is a little change of scenery a little um change of pace and then you know before you know it you'll be having fun again okay so I'll get you a couple more cards everybody having a little quieter night okay we have this page of partment page
of Pentacles someone C coming with a Financial offer and but this is almost like Rome and Juliet we got this beautiful Juliet up there on the balcony they're beautiful cards yeah someone coming with an offer of something you know it could be a material um a material offer something that's going to make you happy let me see
so this says it says it's never easy to draw out the future and the line is between unwavering dedication and doom fate is always as thin as a happy dagger because you know that was Romeo and Julia you know they didn't have a happy ending right but it says ambitious diligent loyal gold oriented consistent so it says dare to love it's wonderful to be ambitious and faithful towards the
task that you were put right onto this world for no matter how AR Jewish it is the Loyalty of your grounding Force lean into it and see what your future holds okay and so you know take the uh um get motivated about something stay consistent um if you have set a goal
keep working towards your goal and it might seem um you know boring or you know it might seem a l a lot of hard work but it's going to pay off for you and uh you know we don't know what the future holds that's that's up to up to ourselves and it's up to God you know but uh but take a chance with something okay I'll get you another card
everybody okay so we have this three I I love this one this is from The Wizard of Oz this the three of light and so it's coming together with friends celebrating okay it says Rejoice you're surrounded by friends and loved ones who support and uplift you you can watch your worries melt away so it says Friendship
Community celebrations Gathering social events no matter what you Road you travel be Yellow Brick or otherwise the journey is always lighter with trusted companions spend time with those you hold dear whose mind heart and spirit see you closest together you can Brave what's ahead so I hope you guys enjoyed that right yes looks like some celebrating
but the three of Cups uh traditionally I like to think it's a it's kind of like a third party card and so it's like you know while while you're partying U you know have a good time and stuff like that but watch out for other people getting involved in you know triangulating and and getting involved in your relationship and things like that yeah so I hope I answered everyone's question so far we've just
been here for 20 minutes we're having a little bit of a slower night um it's a little bit quiet I'm a little bit calm and sober and so you know there's been people that prefer to have a sober reading and things like that and I understand that but I also think sometimes when I drink you know get the spirit going through me and and I can go
a little bit more off the cup so I said I you cats and so here's Lola tonight Lola wants to say hi whenever I show the cats you know that people come for the cats and so there's Miss Lola this Lola is the mamaat of the litter that I had this year right she's done breastfeeding you know she's a little bit cranky sometimes you have a
you have a little grumpy face sometimes but you're a sweetheart she's a little sweetheart my black cat Lenor used to always chase her out of the house and then she got pregnant then she came more and more and then she you know she had her kittens here I was afraid she would have the kittens outside right but uh she had the kittens here and uh and then Lenor was nice to her after that and Lenor didn't chase
her around and the kittens were always safe and she kept all the kittens alive the other cat I have there was one kitten passed away the first litter and then two kittens passed away the second litter it was very sad they're all buried in my little pet cemetery in my backyard now you know but uh yeah especially the first kid that died was really really little gray kitten it was
so cute so all the other ones look kind of the same or except there was a blonde kitten and you know um you know uh Rudy is still here um under the bed hiding under the bed and so yeah maybe I should have taken shower my hair is a little bit getting messy my Beard's coming back I'm going to be called Abraham Lincoln soon
but um yeah but I'm doing free readings tonight and I'm doing hanging out I got my fairy books around I got stories to tell I got um a open Panel going on and that link is pinned I'm enjoying streamyard I'm enjoying streaming last night I had so many fun gu I mean I've had a fun a fun guests it's been a party it's been a party past past few days but it's a little bit
quiet today it's a Tuesday you
know McDonald's coffee I like McDonald's Frappuccinos they're very good getting a little tired of the sandwiches though but um I had had a little bit often because pretty good deal but um I have a McDonald's just a few blocks away I also have a Whole Foods I have a pet pet pet stores I have everything within walking distance I live in a good place
um and I have the ocean right there I'd love to be able to get an unlimited plan and then start doing outdoor streams and everything I can do ter at the beach and stuff there's magic walking by I got the cat RV here
but it's been very quiet in the chat tonight but uh that's also good it's also like more of a quiet night and maybe Tuesday is a good day to take off and stuff like that because I have been streaming a lot and hopefully I'm not sh Shadow Bann and things like that you love a reading sure puod arm Warrior I got you let's
see what deck to use let's use this Guardian stck let me see it is night time now by this Guardians of the night Carol me just me one second
I like I don't can't find my book right because it's just a well-written book but I I I know the cards so also the animals in these cards May resonate with you okay
okay so this eight eight of Pentacles okay so eight of Pentacles I consider and this you see there's bees and so the bee may be significant to you also like you know the bee honey but it's also it's like saving up there's all these Pentacles saved away you're you're working hard and you're working with other people you know because the bees have a hive and things like that but
he's he's stacking up his coins in there so it looks like you've been saving saving up for something or just um being really careful with your resources and your and your money that's that's a great thing okay also bees you know working together and that so that and that's also an eight and then you got the eight of Wands too you know an eight is also to do with strength because the major
Arcana card is strength for eight and everything and also the infinity card but there's a beautiful um beautiful bird penig penig f it looks like and it looks like it's found found a snake and so you know snake may also be you know also represents healing so maybe you're finding your healing or you're finding your you're finding what you're looking for ready to swoop down also things are
moving very fast too this is this is a fast moving communication is coming in um you're going to find something very fast that you've been looking for okay and then we have the seven of swords and the Seven of Swords has a black panther on it and uh number seven can be significant to you but look it looks like
all the other Panthers are out and then this one is is is over here looking at something traditionally it's called The Thief card or it can also mean you're you're uh you're leaving some bad situation behind and you know just grabbing yourself and leaving or something like that it could mean that um but you know also keep watch over what you have you know carefully guard your things because maybe that that maybe he's guarding that the Seven
Swords for for everybody but looks you know it's like he doesn't even need the sword you know black panther but he watching those swords right there right and so just keep your eye on keep your eye on your possessions watch out for any uh any kind of thief or something like that make sure you lock your doors and uh you know lock your car doors and all that kind of stuff and I hope you like that
reading I hope that resonated for you hey what's up little Moonlight yeah I I love that deck and it's a I got that deck from a friend um I wanton it on our show from CL clumsy Clairvoyant and so shout out to Clumsy Clairvoyant and I want you all to check out her Channel she's she come here some sometimes and she's a wonderful reader she's on more um late late at night and
uh just like my friend Emma leviath and also a another great um late night reader and so if you are night owls those are very high quality shows and they're a lot of fun well clumsy clumsy is like you know it's a she plays a lot of music at the beginning and it's like a part in the chat is talking so in the chat it's off you know know knows each other and stuff and so uh then she does
read she she she does readings um and then an oracle you know that can pick pick a pick a pile Oracle and stuff like that and she's she's also a wonderful person wonderful friend and also Emma is also a wonderful friend she uh oh my battery's about to die I need to plug in my phone hold
on oh here let TR here okay um Emma's a wonderful friend um and she does um very detailed um readings and her readings are usually um $10 for members of her Channel but
you know subject has changed you know things you know but uh and then $20 for non-members that's how she's been doing things lately and she's really cool she's also known as Satan's ex-wife I don't know and I know a lot of people um you know from there that come here and
stuff and then I'm hoping to you know have her on the show um someday welcome T War my pleasure I hope that resonated for you yeah and I hope everyone's having a good night I know it'll probably just be a shorter show tonight you know I'm a little bit calmed down I'm not feeling in such a wild mood tonight it's always going to take a little little uh little break and it can
dry out a little bit I know I because uh sometimes I I can get a little wild and then we have a little wild panel sometime but uh hopefully hopefully everyone's not no one's mad at me
and because I love I love you guys and it's so much fun to be a streamer and it's really rewarding and I love being able to help people I've been doing tarot since I was like eight years old so if anyone has a question um or or even a question about anything uh topic to suggest if they have uh if you have other friends you think would be interested or would be a good guest on
the show I do have my streamyard and I have a anyone's welcome to click the link you know as long as you're respectful because I've had some uh had some very interesting people here you know and most 99% of everyone's been wonderful though hey magic do you want to come over here and say hi come on Magic everyone's just surrounding the cat RV right now it's their favorite little toy and they love it they have a
cat pyramid hey what's up Galacticus how are you great to see you Galacticus and my great friend is here Lenor is over here everyone's running around playing with the cat RV yeah I'm just having McDonald's McDonald's uh cofy tonight McDonald's is pretty
good I kind of think their copies as good as Starbucks you know especially the Frappuccinos and uh yeah let me know if anyone would like a reading or anybody would like a few cards or um anyone has a question or anyone has a comment suggestion I'm I'm just a little open panel tonight I should have put that in the title open Panel because that sometimes that that um I get people that
like to do panels that we'll find it but I want I'm trying different different titles and things like that and so usually it's a two Thursday Tuesday or Thursday Thursday but today's a today is a sober night and so um but I'm still in a good mood I'm still having fun Lenor is right here
Lenor do you want to say hi here Lenor I want to put down my cigar or I'll get magic hold on Magic is sitting right over here here magic the one wants to see you instead of me hold on my my tripod is oh tripod is not working okay here we go we
go okay get over here magic come on everyone wants to say hi
guys coming soon we have a uh we have a you know I'm going to try to start the membership here in this channel um I'll try to keep it reasonably priced and I want to um have emojis I'll show you he has little white paws and my friend piie who's also a coost co-host and friend of the show sometimes a friend of the show
and co-host sometimes will uh she well she created all these emojis for me and there's the there's cat paws and she actually like looked at the cat's Paws and then made them exactly like the cats paws and they um also some like a heart and a golden heart and uh and then one of Lenor and Magic hugging and it's all
perfect down to his little little white paws and so she did a wonderful wonderful um thing for me creating these these uh Emoji emojis for me and then I want to bring them over to use on as I'm on this channel right that'll be fun
people could spam the chat with Emojis and things like that okay let me get the cigar yeah I I don't know it's just a little bit of a quieter night because uh it is um just Tuesday you know we're in the middle of the week I love my weekend shows and I think for my my weekend shows will have the more of the open
Panel more of a more popular open Panel and a more of a um party atmosphere but I want to calm down during the week I got some feedback that I I get a little bit too Tipsy on the show and so I uh you know those Twisted Teas they uh they sneak up on you because they're so easy to drink they just tastes like regular
tea and then before you know it so I don't I don't I want to have a good show and make everyone comfortable and I sometimes they get a little bit CRA crabby um if uh there's somebody rude in the panel or something like that and I need to I need to come I need to slow my roll a little bit but I'm having a great time still and uh I love doing
this and anyone's welcome to come up on the panel say hi you don't have to have your camera on but um I do yeah they good content juice yeah hi scum how are you yeah and and also the voodo Rangers because Twisted Tea I think is just by% alcohol and that's why they just taste
they don't taste very strong hey what's up B how are you but you know it can get it it can get more fun when I drink sometimes and so but I like to I like to switch it up and you know I don't need to drink every day and stuff like that and it's always good to take a break I'm not feeling 100% today either I just was like you know um woke up kind of hung over and I know the
flu is going around my friend Lisa Jordana has pontis I think and then I know a few other people are not feeling that that great right now I guess the is going around so I hope you all stay are staying um happy and healthy yes I have I met you on the panel though ever scum you're welcome on
the panel whenever you'd like I'd like to meet you and talk to you I this is a good place for meeting friends you have to smoke every day um well you know I used I smoked I I smoke every day and I smoked weed for about 25 years I was in college you know then I basically it was legalizing in in California and since
then I smoked almost every day and then this year I just started getting a little bit um paranoid or a little bit obsessive thoughts and uh I was I got tired and uh and so I've just had a I quit for like six months and then I just
oh yeah you were okay I'm sorry I'm sorry because I don't remember sometimes I don't um they they have different names in the in the uh in the in the panel and so I'm sorry I I didn't realize that was
you yeah I got it got a little wild last night I had but I had a great panel and uh it was fun and I was on a couple times last night I've been having some very long streams um but I do get a good amount of people in here and I have a lot of friends that come in and I love to introduce my friends to each other okay yeah but I like I like how your
name is uh you know in that really cool font I can't really make out your picture but um I have a very small phone screen but um it's great it was great having you on the panel and thank you I appreciate it and uh it was fun I have a ton of fun uh yeah and I had we also had my traveling Gypsy tarot
was here last night was able to do readings for um people on the panel and then then a collective for the chat and that was awesome and she is is awesome and so she has a channel called my traveling Gypsy tarot and uh her name is Teresa and so you have a picture from years ago yeah it looks like I mean I can't really make it out um it looks
like to me it almost looks like a cat in a Santa hat I mean I mean was to guess but yeah um yeah and my my picture for the for my my uh my my uh thumbnail is an AI picture I made of cupid and psyche and sometimes some like to tell the whole I mean I told the whole story in a
video but I was like Drunk On The Rocks by by the water oh it's click oh too tough to Die the rones wow I like the rones like 202 24 hour is that the right band i w to be S dat and that's I remember that song from the show called my so-called life I don't know if anyone remembers that show it was on in the 90s
that was like one of my favorite shows and it was Claire Janes um starting it and then um and Jared Leto was in it his name was Jordan Catalano in the show and then it was canceled after a season one season I think it was one of those C cult favorite shows and so I I always liked it but yeah I think it just last of the
Season same B New York punk rock oh wow yeah yeah I like some punk rock and I've seen I've seen this band called The Misfits sure you've heard of also seen Marilyn mansson um whole I've
seen Tori Amos concert SE corn the biscuit um filter Med man re me methan man I've seen because I just went to a couple of festivals like i' haven't been hardly any concert and then I saw King Diamond this year you seen them didn't I join them again yeah I saw them when I was in uh in college up in San Francisco
and I forgot the name of the venue but there was a venue in in in San Francisco that was like it called Maritime hall or something I forgot what it's called but it uh it had like a you go there for I I saw this band called gu I don't know if you've heard of gu and Monster Magnet I saw them in the same venue but
uh yeah and you know else we have a we have a d Snider is a local in this area and I've seen him at the Starbucks before but you know you just don't expect to see a celebrity so you're like oh that guy looks like d Snider but it was him someone else said oh yeah d least goes to that that uh that Starbucks yeah gu you met Monster Magnet
yeah I think Monster Magnet opened for GU that night and I had a I had a date with a really hot guy and uh we were in the mosh pit and everything and we got covered in they they shoot out like fake blood and stuff like that and so we were just like drenched in this like fake things and we and know and fake blood
and and all the juices yeah space Lord I remember and uh that's a band they had a they have a song called This is when world's collide what's that band called I think I saw that band too and I actually got to meet Marilyn Manson too when World
Collide anyone heard that song Powerman 5000 yeah they have a giant dragon that comes yeah it's great IP odorus Urus oh yeah well they are a cool band they are yeah definitely like amazing um amazing you're getting deployed in a month Jackson do you know where you're getting deployed to is it not Ukraine right you
said you didn't want to you hopefully we're you know it's a little bit dangerous right there now but I'm sure wherever you go out you'll you'll do some great service and I wish you well and I I wish you are safe yeah it's okay I can hey what's up be how are you you're adorable yeah you are
adorable love you you want to go to Ukraine you got to train and get your legs ready oh okay oh you do you want to go help fight in in Ukraine yeah um it's just very dangerous the Drone Army you're a peace Nick oh you are well that's yeah I'm a I'm a peace Nick too but I appreciate
the military and uh I think military guys are really hot no usually um yeah oh South Korea oh well Jackson um my my dad um was in the military he was a military policeman and he um served in in Korea and my little brother also um went to Korea and taught English and he almost married different Korean girls
but he ended up marrying a Chinese girl I love you too you're awesome you are awesome and thank you thank you for coming thank you for supporting the show and I love you you're such a sweetheart you're oh did I ever go to Japan no I'd love to go to Japan I hear it's kind of expensive I've been in China I've been to Thailand as well I went to Thailand for like five weeks when I was a
teenager and I stayed with the family on a farm there for like three or four of the weeks and they were just the sweetest people it's called the land of smiles that's also where I like really got into Buddhism and and because they have so many buddist Buddhist temples and things like that but uh I they have a different a little bit of a different um kind of Buddhism but they love elephants there I
got to ride an elephant there um and I got to go to Bangkok which is kind of like a there's a lot of sex shops and stuff like that or I went to a club one night there and it was I guess where they do banana shows or ping pong shows you know where they do interesting things with those things and I but I went with a bunch of like 16-year-old girls that were in my group and they got
kind of shocked and ran out but I love to go to Japan I just saw I know they have the most amazing vending machines and uh I saw this vending machine in Japan that makes uh you can change you to Ukraine I hope you're okay I hope you're uh you're okay and safe and not in too dangerous of a
place hi Danny how is everybody we got more people in the chat anybody want to chat about something you want to go you went to go on a Buddhism kind of Journey i' love to go to Nepal and get kind of immerse myself in the religion you don't know I heard Jesus went to India and there's Lost Years so who knows right yeah and there's also if you study Tibetan Buddhism well so you know in
Tibet you know the Chinese kind of like went after the Dal Lama he he was able to escape and stuff like that but the Chinese I think hold on right the Chinese took uh yeah they took they took over a lot of uh Tibet and uh and so all the llamas are like came out all they a lot of them are India which is just down the border
from there but a lot of them went all over the world and so that's when I got a chance to get initiated into Tibetan Buddhism by dagri rimpoche and he is the dolly llamas is there some kind of list um no you can I'll be happy to do a reading for you um there's not a list just
uh people need to um let me know and ask a question or cop on the panel too I'll be happy to read you on if you want to and or or just ask a question in chat and uh I'm happy to talk to you and happy to do readings for everybody yep yep thank you VA thank you hey come here magic wants
to say hi come on Magic can we see your beautiful white paws here hi me magic and pull a car tonight can you magic trick there's beautiful magic look at his beautiful face
oh you long hair you know I used to I had much longer hair I've had my hair cut kind of more recently but uh thank you but I had I had hair that was a little bit down to my shoulders before and I'm a little bit skinny it's like it kind of didn't look that great on me but you thank you for complimenting my hair thank
my mom my mom said at my birthday oh Mr Rudy Mr Rudy is still shy he was coming out last night um and the other cats are interested in him and stuff but he's still hiding under the bed most of the time but it's also better like um that he gets acclimated to the space for a while because I don't want him to like
go outside or anything right now you'll join with VA or VA um yeah and especially because he's so old you know I've had cats do that too or they just disappear when they come in the house and then it's like um in a new environment and then it's like they are just under the couch and stuff and then they'll they slowly venture out and he's venturing out and you know I'm
just I'm bringing food under the bed magic what are you doing to my blanket yes I'd love you guys to join um here I'm gonna bring magic over on Magic what are you doing oh he's playing with this is a catnip
banana and so I get this banana I know it got so dirty but um it says ya catnip it's a little catnip banana very cute he was just over there smelling this come here he likes it sometimes I throw the banana in the RB come on he's he's focused on it I took it does smell like
cat very strongly there you go yeah it's I had a good uh like beat last night um Sig came on the panel we had a good chat but I was I was so drunk that uh by that time I had had like the the
two meas a twisted te and then I got two Voodoo Rangers and so I was I was I was I was you know I was was a little bit Rowdy but it was fun yeah the Y have you heard that brand he's playing with it rolling around here oh he just some come in here
yeah someone just came through the cat door I think I think it's marbles cat marbles everyone's afraid of him oh here we a guest hi Bea let's see Hello I do it right are you
there I don't know I can't you didn't come up hold on oh I'll try to try to add you again hold on hi psych it was my fault I got stuck it's okay I got stuck somewhere between
a video and then I was like what am I doing how are you I'm pretty good well when I started the show today like um I it came up on and I turned on my YouTube it came up on the TV and then it started echoing and echoing and echoing and I got up and ran to turn it off and then I hit my my my
uh my foot really hard on the on the table and so oh no yeah a little it looks like there's a little blood and stuff but it's fine oh yeah Hing that banana but it didn't hurt I mean it's like you know sometimes you know it can if you get the right place it can really really hurt you know it's like a yeah
the funny bone yeah the fun bone yeah and so uh luckily it was was right on the ankle but it's not not that bad you like that banana over does it um does it say uow uow on the banana yeah I think yeah I have one of those
two it's a ow brand ow brand yeah it's U yeah I have one of those too I mean not me but my cat that sounded awful well I have a friend um that uh she's in the Philippines and uh and she
she's helped me with my subscribers and everything but she's like I'm gonna get you a banana and you know also and the then everyone from America thinks like oh she's gonna send some real bananas and stuff like that but banan code for have you ever opened a banana I'm not a banana eater but if have you ever
like you eat bananas I forced myself to eat bananas but do you ever put a banana in front of a cat's face just look at their reaction they they look like disgusted they're like H they don't like the smell of it I've also seen um and I don't the cucumbers have you seen those if you put
I tried the Cucumber prank and my cast didn't they didn't fall for it at all they just they were like what are you dumb but I don't know I don't know yeah Danny says what will my future partner be like I'm a dude and I'm a dude he's in his early 20s and he's curious about his love life his future
love life okay okay we have this uh we have we have a two of Swords so that means maybe there's been some some sadness in the past right there um oh hold I'll go on full screen for him one second yeah okay Danny what your future partner um but but she I think but okay so what this also indicates that there can be a
she's a very compassionate person um and uh maybe she's been through something um but uh we have this two of swords and so also the it's a Crossroads card and it's like uh maybe you can't see everything that clearly yet um but okay so we also
have uh this KN of Inc okay and so this looks like they're an adventurous person okay and somebody that made like maybe they like rafting or like or some kind of sport some maybe kind of active person likes likes to go on adventure maybe an adventurous spirit I pick up from that and then
finally sorry here we go we have we have an eight of swords and so maybe she she somebody that um is also can be trapped in her own head about things and so it's like I think that you would be a good person that's going to be able to help her and I'll bring my next guest up right a second but uh yeah you'll think you'll be able
to help her a lot get out of her own head and you'll be able to to in her heart she sounds more active than you that's for sure yeah well I hope you meet that um meet that person let's see here we got a guest coming up and so good luck Danny I hope she's a wonderful
person how are you scum now I remember you you're you're I think you're muted my friend you're welcome can't hear you D are you muted I'm sorry oh there you
are I just wanted to get the light right and I was hollering at my Amazon thing how was your
day uh I I sleep and scream when I wake up you night I followed uh yeah you would say remember you told me to protect my dreams so I'm
gonna good yeah say prayer before you go to sleep and or cover in white light and and it's U also you know I had really bad dreams this year when I quit smoking weed um because it weed inhibits my RM sleep and so you don't sleep as deeply and that's when you dream and stuff like that so I would have really Terri
nightmares and I would wake up in a sweat and screaming and so they are scary but you know they're not they're not real um and so it's always a good feeling when you realize that it it was just a nightmare you know because there's some terrible things happen oh Danny's a sweetheart thank you
Danny you had a nightmares club uh you H nah not really I asked for nightmares so I kind of put in on myself you ask for nightmares nightm can be fun you know because they can be like you know interesting things and like a lot of
like dreaming is can be kind of like a movie you know but then it's like you think your body thinks it's real like the body can't really tell the difference and so when you something bad happens in the dream and it's stuff like that just like that's like whole Nightmare on I'm Street thing it's where what happens in your dream if you die in your dream you're die in real life and stuff like that but uh but it can be fun to have certain night and things like that also it can help your subconscious
work out a lot of your fears and things like that and you deal with your fears and so it can you know you do that's what dreaming is a lot about is about um clearing up your mind and I think you can feel better after just it's just not fun to wake up screaming I know it's like a do you know who Edgar casy is yes
the sleeping Propet and he was say that he is is I've ever read his teachings because I don't know but I've heard of him and I've kind
of looked at what dreams can do with healing and you made a good point last night but I've always said and my girl says I'm crazy to want
nightmares sometimes but I want to feel something sometimes I like I like weird dreams I think I like it it takes you into like another world and then you wake up and you're like I I love weird dreams I had
a really weird dream um I listen to this thing called like guided meditation before I go to sleep is this guy named uh freaking Steve Stevenson and um he has one that's like really magical he'll like talk about you know you're on this marble floor and you're going up this like higher like
level with like sun like I don't know there's stars and every time I sleep to that guided meditation I have these magical dreams and I see crystals and rocks where it's like these like really pretty crystals all over the floor and like fountains and I don't know Rivers it's really cool it's before you sleep whatever you're thinking about is g to
you know kind of like go in your subconscious mind I think but this one dream that I had I have to tell scum about it privately because it involved a lot of the IRL people and it was like a carnival of
some Carnival you me once and I said maybe we can keep that like I don't know because it's if if it involves people they'll run with it you know yes
yeah honestly this podcast is one of the podcasts that I say talk about that kind of so I love podcast there's like two big podcasts going on all drama I didn't want to be any part of it I was like oh
his life and I was like I want to be here you know yeah well psych keeps a good environment he reminds me of somebody we all know and I'm gonna
say love because love is better than hate blogger he does kind of look like him yes he has that you know you know like the pretty boy he is oppos of yeah I see what
you're talking about vlogger call blogger Ryan c as a compliment I think I think psych looks like Hugh Jackman does he yeah I heard that oh I heard autistic Hugh Jackman but yeah someone someone said that you better than H Jack let me give you my I can
just see him dressed up in a Wolverine costume you psych can I give you my celebrity look Alik no troll okay okay you're bearded now so hold on hope I don't click My
Links bookmarks I'm so blind your hair is long longer than you he's skinnier than you did you ever see blogger before his fa his facial reconstructive surger
no blogger um well blogger got his F he got beat up and he have to have like facial reconstructive surgery before he had his surgery he was a lot better looking he looked like James Dean he had like a more I don't
know I get this guy I'll see you who I get I get that I kind of do look like but remind me of Jared Leto and re I do older like no you don't look like that at
all I'm giving them a compliment I'm saying like an older version no no no no who he was showing right now the actor he was showing I don't think you look like that like no glazing oh William defo is one of my favorite actors I wish but you
don't look like that he's got eyes yeah I think I'm a little no but he's he's a great actor he wasn't good in that um oh what was that one where there were like these these killers for the Catholic church I don't know if you've heard of that that movie but um um Boondock
Saints weren't Killers for the Catholic Church they were catholic boys they were good Catholic boys okay I haven't seen it for years I the the scum of what was it was it Boston or
some like like one Eastern American city uh they were just Catholic boys you know yeah that wanted to get rid of Mafia influence and drug dealers and
and Willam was cool in that he did his FBI work that reminded me of Dexter to be honest yeah Dexter was you know Dexter the he would he would be the serial killer but he killed like bad people and stuff like that and so he was kind of
like an anti-hero kind of personality right and that's the the anti-hero is really popular now right am I right Batman oh back oh Batman well Batman related like not everybody likes a Superman you know yeah well yeah
because Batman has like the a little bit of a like a dark side too and Batman I like how Batman is all about like psychology like all the villains in that are have some kind of serious mental disorder and stuff like that and they're all like in like in the I played The Batman video games and you're like in the in the Gotham Asylum the whole time and you play
Arkham uh yeah I have I I I played all the I can't play the Batman I can't play any games right now cuz my computer is kind of like now getting old and like kind of slow but yeah I I I loved the the Batman games and I also did like the the ones that are like more like stories like where you just like choose choose the um choose the your dialogue and
stuff like that I think it's Telltale the company I'm not 100% sure but yeah I know that one too I'm a I'm Batman freak but uh do you think that uh it's interest how they changed characters like Toof
face for example you know was you know yeah I don't know I had the origin stories of everybody and they they'll change way different writers will come in and they'll different I like also like the the Batman animated series is like one of the most brilliant animated series it's so great well
that's what I was going to get to um in the animated series or the comic book he's in court and he get maed by an acid attack or something something happens where he's
burned in his face unlike with Christopher Nolan does the whole choose which building to go Batman choose to save you know yeah I'll say my favorite Batman villain is
probably Catwoman but my my favorite Catwoman well you know then there's the Batman uh TV show from like the 60s and that was like where they had it was really cheesy but it was really good you know you like that was funny Earth a kit black cat one Earth a kit yeah the origin she's my favorite she was like my favorite um Catwoman and I but it's just
like and then she had these little henchmen like Nam with little cat names and stuff like that and they their little little black mask villains and stuff like that flopsy and nipsy and stuff like that and uh she always has these ridiculous yeah ridiculous um traps and everything so I but I also like the
Michelle feifer Catwoman and then I love that I love that that b with the walkin and stuff like that she was latex and she's like this cat lady her secretary for the villain and that Christopher Walkin I think it was yeah and uh and then uh she's like this cat lady and then uh he pushes her out the the window of the building and then all
these cats come around her start biting her like her hand and stuff like that and like licking her face and like they bring her back to life as like just yeah she survives and becomes this great villain oh we have another guest let's see who's here oh Chris wants to say hi okay
hi be hi Chris how are you I'm doing pretty good you feeling better dude I'm still kind of sick but hey beer I got I got a question for you yeah I'm about to go to bed I just
wanted to say I love you be and sank oh and hey hey Bea tomorrow morning can you text me on my sale number I won't give you a number out I promise I don't have your s number but I think I were're on um Discord I'll
message you on Discord you can mess s on Discord okay I'll do that I'll do that tomorrow I'll check on you is it right if uh if you give your number to and then s gives it to me I
won't give it out I promise I'll think about it I'll think about it Chris I just um I don't want to get your number and I don't want you to have my number because if somehow your number gets out then people are going to think who gave that number out and it might give you a number promise spe you
shouldn't give your number out to people like I love you Chris um you know I don't want you to get harassed and bothered but don't leave it on the back chat H I'll let you give your number to site tomorrow okay can send it to me
okayy can do that yeah I love you be I love you too what about I love youy and I love you too scum you're my brother scum for life
okay I'll be Ling okay I'll see you tomorrow be okay all right CH I'll try to get in touch tomorrow I'll be I'll be in the Discord with psych and then we'll see what we how we can communicate all right sounds okay all right can you can you before I go can
you uh give your number toy in the disc tonight and fin his panel once he finishes this panel we'll deal with it later all right sounds good love you guys night night night
Chris happy birthday happy birthday whose birthday is it it is your birthday I don't know I'm just singing a song that I heard your birthday yeah my birthday birthday you
know it's my unbirthday yeah are you an Alison Wonderland fan uh my mom was so yeah you kind of have that influence but yeah well that's a very psychedelic like Disney
adaptation when I was a kid so yeah so when I say the unbirthday thing I I remember reading the book as a kid but I don't remember
that oh my robot tell me it's time for bed oh but anyway yeah you know the Alexa always tells you when it's time for bed so you just ignore her yeah I always do I wake
up at you know 8 o'clock 12 o'clock in the night like I'm a vampire yeah it's 8 am. 8m is pretty early for bed I would I would say you know it's just still but uh I woke up today probably like at I slept I took several naps today I woke up basically at 4:30 in the afternoon so I'll be probably up late tonight
again too I'm in my middle of my day and everyone in the chat too I'll get to your readings if if you're um yeah just be patient and uh or if you can come up on panel and I'll I'll do a reading too but yeah I'm having fun on the panel having a great chat psych I really want to meet I want to meet psych one day and we're close
enough where we could do this you know yeah and I feel safe with you which I don't with a lot of people even though I done crazy stuff and met with some people but it was in groups but I would love to meet you I'd love to meet you too and uh let's let's do that someday um hopefully hopefully we can have a um fun time out like you know I I really
can't go I can't I can uh I don't have a car and stuff so I can't go anywhere so uh like really but uh we do have like nice we'll figure out we'll BR you down here okay oh can I ask be the off topic question
sure if Captain content comes to America are you gonna collab with him are you guys like not like still and like in
context no I like Captain he's a cool guy but I didn't really go to the we just meet or see Captain content I went there okay the first time I went there was right after Co and I had all of this like okay this is a really strange story n he was kicking nanobot out of his RB and he was saying Nano has got to go and
they were right in right by my house and I said okay nanobot can stay with me for a couple days so no I gave my number so he can give it to nanobot but then he picked it up and started messaging me and hey you know how he is with all the women hey what about
me yes all the women maybe some some men yes yes there we're on the same watch out yeah oh he would he would try to devour psych but um well this is what
I'm saying is I'm not saying he's exploitive but he is well I wasn't I didn't go there at all for that like I it just you know we became friends through that you know process of nanobot and I had all of this food like
tuna top I don't know all these stuff that I would never eat in my life for Co and Red Bull I thought we were all GNA die we're gonna all be like and I just bought too much stuff I was like people were skinny too those people needed I said do you want these he's like hell yeah you how he's like you know bring whatever we need it on the RV so the
first time I went there I just went to to drop off that stuff with my best friend yeah food bank style yeah food bank style and then we um we went to dinner because we were in Laguna Beach and he was like well can I come to dinner with you guys and we're like well okay but we don't want to be on stream we just we're we're going to have a chill dinner so he turned off his stream
we went to dinner and then he was really cool we you know H out and then the second time I went to the RV was to see Crystal an do you remember her unfortunately yeah well she was she begged me like when she's like when I'm in California she lady but she is I and I always
wanted to meet her because she was a character that you can't ever figure out but when I met her she was exactly like how she is you know what we see on whatever so when was there Gucci was there Cheeto was there Sonic was there you know um manette and I just got to meet everyone as a group so I don't
really care to meet up with Captain content personally it was just a you know a spontaneous thing because he was five minutes away from me no you're fine I thank you and he's nice he didn't do anything he's he's a he's never done he's cordial to you that
doesn't mean you had sexually a on with him I don't no I didn't and if I did manette would not be so cool with me because manette was one of the people she was dating him when I was on RV the second time and I I said you don't believe that she said she went through
his whole phone and she knows exactly who he talked to and how hey Sig be nice yeah there we go no Sig is a very she was she went through his phone well wow that's great well I mean that's totally the exact kind of Vibes I get from her she's he did the same thing to her too I mean that's what they do when you're and
like that's what you know that they both did the same thing to each other I don't know I always got the vibes from her that she's one that's fake nice see the words under she's like oh like like oh so nice but like actually the behavior is not nice nice no you're not fake nice you're cool
you're a cool guy you're a cool guy skum manette is really spe she's really I like people like that I don't like people that are like sweet oh and then you look at what they do how they behave they're actually terrible awful people I'm ter I'm not a fan of those don't I don't know how she's a I don't know I
don't know if that's her but sounds like it no she not psych cheers what do you think
life what think about life well yeah I agree like you know people that are like so so nice can be you know do do terrible things I think everybody is has a good side a bad side you know and no nobody's perfect on things like that um but I believe people can become their higher self and improve and that's what life's about is like you know improving and and and if you can be nice to people
like I just say be kind to people you know and it's like everybody sorry well s that that you weren't you weren't there the energy I got from her because I was there she was like a very good host she was like offering be do you want this do you want
that sweet yeah because people can be called being and knowing how there were a lot of people there that were selfish no no I'm not going to go honestly me myself respect I would rather respect somebody I respect somebody more if there were an up front than like
fake night and then later I find out that you're actually really okay so when people throw garbage on all over the RV on the floor and she's nice you don't know details so you don't care you I paid attention to just because you pick up garbage doesn't mean you're a nice
you understand do things to manipulate I I'm not saying you an individual just because you wouldn't you doesn't mean that they're good people they're manipulating the situation they understand that they'll look good if they do this you understand I like to think that people are good
unless me wrong if you just do something out of the goodness of your heart that's one thing but if you're surrounded by cameras and you're surrounded by people that are talking about you off camera by the way she was very nice off camera right yeah she was camera you're a person that exists around streams of
course she would want you to think nicely of her listen a lot of people understanding what I'm saying wait you need to be quiet saying at the very basic you need to be quiet excuse me yeah because you just talk on and on you red you're not letting me finish my point I do you get it we get it you're saying just because people act nice it
doesn't mean they're doing it for camera or they're trying to be manipulative but I was telling you a lot of people meet and they come back and say oh that person was a piece of because they saw something and I saw nothing but kindness and Sweetness in her and off the panel and off the camera and everything I saw how she really is and
she's a sweet person also women do this thing where they all defend each other no it's and then like women do this thing women like one of the big differences between men and women women like to commiserate they like they like they bond over these kinds of things and so they they
bond that's like one of the ways that they bond defending each other like tooth and nail no matter what even if they know that that it's a lie not saying it is like men don't do that that's why it's probably a bunch of guys that are being right willing to bet no no I think women fight a lot other no
actually the person that's spreading the lies is a woman that's exactly what I'm saying what I'm sorry way women manipulate social situations through you know that different methods
then so if I was spreading lies wouldn't I be saying bad things lies talk that's not what I'm saying you're not spreading lies about this situation I feel you're being truthful all I'm saying is just because uh people do these things or behave a certain way doesn't mean that they're like well I like to see the good people
and if they're being nice and I sense the positive energy you're full there we goe example always up to this up to Here full of just about I think he wasn't last night so you know shut up he wasn't
you're entirely full of no he wasn't full of and I wasn't here I don't know what he was doing and I didn't sayit I wasn't saying he was full of he said that to me scum oh I can't sorry yeah he said be the you're a fool of I didn't say he was is
anybody interested in a reading I'm sure I have some's readings are obviously fake no he was saying like he was saying the most obvious thing that somebody speaking to me for like a few days would think oh you you look like you need a sense you
have a sense of community that you need if you knew me for longer if you knew me for longer you would realize that I don't give a about nobody else then why do you join so many panels you're looking for a community if I if I was looking for a community then I wouldn't join a bunch
of different panels I would only stay on one right because you're trying to find a community but every time you come in a community of diarhea of the mouth and you people are like I don't want you on the because I don't care I'm gonna say what I feel needs to be said I don't care but you also need to have respect for people's panel so you can't just drop the N word whenever you have
respect for what I have to say I'll drop the N word whenever I like I don't feel like doing it right now why you're not gonna be on feel like doing it right now I don't really care for your you started bringing on a bunch of BU why started bringing on a bunch of that's not true all you do is try to join my panel that's not true you
started bringing a bunch of weirdo dockers on and when you're one of them that's always trying to join my them no no no you're one of the people that always tried to join my panel that's not true in the slightest you know how many times you've been on my panel Sig you know how many times I haven't you know how many times I've been on your
panel zero how many times youve been on my panel several times did it like two years You' been on my panel several times I have never joined your panel I don't even know your channel drama yes you have did I do do did I do it that wasn't me that was wor
Kitty did I do it no she's never been on my panel never not one never been on I don't know on it many times I can pull up the VOD right now you want me to do that yep I could pull up the VOD right now do it I gotta get on my phone
though yeah all right a hi JY I got one oh hold on I'm sorry go show show me your I'm
sorry down that's kind of funny a let's get your I usually don't look back at my streams good luck s because I've never been on your panel you have you have been I have never been I'm telling you I'll wait for it okay is this is this like a point of Pride to say that you haven't been on my panel no it's a fact
cuz you have been I'm sorry to say well you said you have the video so I'm waiting for the proof anyways move on until you find it I have to acquire it yeah go ahead I'll see it in my next life yeah you'll be there soon enough it doesn't matter you might be there too no I will definitely be
there well you won't if you take care of yourself you might make it to my age what I'm not going to die what everybody but you know what you're too young to be um you know you're too old to be behaving the way that you're behaving whatever I'm behaving I'm talking about my physical health when I was your age I
wasn't abusing my body like that there we go prime example take sh by a bunch of black guys well that's what you like to think so yeah I was actually married when I was your age
I'm not drinking tonight be like um I taking a day off of day after to drinking today but because I'm not either I haven't drink for like three days I try like to just drink um you know okay so I work Monday through Thursday those are like my
business you know hours I have to do stuff so I try to do it like Friday Saturday Sunday but I didn't drink I drank I think Saturday was the last time Saturday Sunday so what are we Tuesday now yeah it's been four days and then I only have like four beers I can't drink hard
liquor yeah I'm I'm not trying to trying to drink hard liquor this month but then I've been drinking the Twisted Teas and then the RAS and then the voodo Rangers and so I was so smashed last night like and and I guess and then pie was like Yeah by the end of the night she's like slurring and like you're you're you know
misbehaving and stuff like that so I was like I'll take a night off just because I uh but also I thought that uh I thought that yesterday was Sunday I kep thinking that and so I'm like losing losing days now so I'm uh it's all bluring together so but I like I I do like you know there there's some there's some tarot channels
um like tarot and beer and like and this one one time this this tarot reader that's interesting yeah well this Alexia had like Don Julio and she was taking shots of Don Julio and so you know they are called spirits and stuff like that and so sometimes have you ever seen those psychic readers that talk a lot of craft
to the cars or like people they're like okay so they're like usually yeah I know what you're doing the all that is all that is is um just throwing um just throwing it out and seeing what's just throwing at the one seeing with sticks no the way like some of these
people do it it's like these they're like literally talking they're like I see what you're doing to be a a card reader you have to be a good it's basically profiling that's why it's more effective when you can see them when like that's why it's like in person they look at you they look at your demeanor they look at
the clothes you're wearing the watch you're wearing what pH you have whatever all these details they profile you basically and then they make kind of guesses they ask you questions and then from those answers they're able to profile you further and then from that further profiling they make assumptions Z say okay I'll tell you this okay I've
done over 1,800 readings on Etsy and I did these without asking any information at all you know sometimes for love readings I would say are you single or you looking in a are you're looking for a relationship and because that makes it easier for me to like pick it's like oh because I don't know if they're single or in the relationship I can make guesses based on that but it's like so
it's easier sometimes to know little little information but I do not pro I never was able to I never saw their their pictures or anything like that I was and then I got I just had very positive feedback for my readings and also I'm not predicting things I'm like and I'm more about helping people do introspection on themselves and I'm I am more of a positive reader you know it's
like but then some people like to hear like you know the hard you know like you know like to be told oh you're full of and stuff like that you know they like they like hearing like raw truth I'm but I'm more of a positive person like like not saying like even if there's negative cards and stuff I'm trying to find how they can best proceed I'm not trying to tell the future and I
and I have intuition too I have a feminine side and so and that's what I'm saying it's intuition and profiling right so your intuition intuition is fancy word for profiling this is the same thing you're using your own sense your own sense of of of picking up people's Vibes I hate
to use that word demeanor and then on top of that right you're sensing their demeanor their Vibes whatever there's various ways to do this um you know obviously the camera being on the people's facial expressions the inflection in their voice what clothes they're wearing what headphones they're wearing all these things and maybe it's
not something that's being thought of consciously but I'm very certain that this is what they do this is how it's done maybe there's a degree maybe there's a degree of like intuition whatever but empathy empathy and empathy and stuff like that and there there's something called cold reading where it's like they don't they're
they're there's a bunch of compilations on YouTube of those and they and it's hilarious where they're just like no like oh your did your grandmother die like two months ago no oh did you get did you get fired last week no like oh do you drive do you drive a a van did something happen with a van like oh no
that so funny that kind of cold readings are bad that the cold readings show that it's for the most part well but there's there but I I come from a genuine place and I like I'm just basically trying to help people like figure out themselves and things like that and so people looking for reading obviously have questions like that are are important to them and I'm
trying to trying to answer the question that they're trying to ask and and you know to the best of my ability but I have I have a empathy I have like a feminine side you know females are more intuitive and females are naturally psychic and then like some men are like take tarot and they're very technical about tarot and they and it's just basically but I don't I don't predict like oh this Happ you know silia Brown would say you know they talked about I
don't know like they had some kind of like somebody was murdered and stuff and then she was like and the parents were on the show and then years later they found out the person was murdered and stuff like that and and so and she's like oh living somewhere else so there's a lot of funny things where she was tot she's very famous can I do a can I
do a I think ultimately I think that um I think that the you you say intuition and you say feminine side all it is is um you know ultimately we're all human beings we're all like governed by this thing called the brain and there is a certain amount of
logic and reasoning to the brain despite I think some people can shroud it in emotion and maybe they'll shroud it in that feminine side that you say but that still doesn't you know negate the uh most people have a at the very least a distorted sense of
reason right and that's where that is where decision making comes in men are more logical sorry and oh sorry and women can be more emotional and stuff like that but women are also not emotional it's like they're more of the Masters of emotions because they feel emotions more strongly and so you know I I trust
women's intuition I think it's a real thing like they'll just know things here's the no don't be mean Hello I'm going to I'm going to steal his lunch money no be nice to Chris don't say those mean things Chris is a Troll he's not
he's a Troll he's not really this isn't how people behave I know people I know people with Down Syndrome that are actually this is not how people behave he called you scam a by the way because
did that's am a scammer Chris it looks like it's a SC I can't I'd love if you you did your poetry I love you I'm trying to pull up on pull up on that's not an a you don't even know
how to you need glasses see he definitely spelled scum correctly handwriting is I can read it Sig actually closer up yeah he's so this understands how to move he's being so nice and he's saying like you don't Don't Call Him a you're a and then you he's saying sck he's giving you a shout out
dumb the person acting or the person behaving the person that's being disrespectful and rude on a panel constantly I feel cry about it I'm not crying about it I'm just putting you in your corner right so stop bitching I'm not gonna going to stop bitching I'll all night long if I
want hey hey on a second you gave me some real deal last night and blew my mind no capat I don't know I'm racist against Arabs myself that's why I'm prejudiced against Bea I'm not Arab but
it's anybody un like Persian Empire ended I don't know how long ago you are an Arab how am I an Arab when I don't speak Arabic I speak farsy because okay everybody in the Middle East knows multiple languages it out you only know fary you
don't know Arabic I know people that are Arabic they know multiple languages they definitely don't knowen they know France well you're partly from I know it doesn't matter you don't you don't understand I'm not Arabic I'm not Arabic especially the closer to AF a whole different it's a whole different
culture stop it yeah I went to school with a lot of with a lot of Persians and it's like and they were they spoke they speak farsy and they were like they were like the nicest people to me like out of everybody like they were so nice and so had just had really good experience and can and you know they same middle eastern people can be more like homophobic and stuff like that but I've never noticed that that I've always been
like they especially the women have always been like super cool to me and like you know and so I
exper and Orange County than Arab so he knows about Persian you know the Persian culture unfortunately you're in the east coast and you're you don't know what's going on so think of a question and then tell me when to stop think of a question but don't say it just think it in your head I don't want
to know the question okay I just tell me when to spell okay and stop
okay okay you guys talk where I like try to read this okay okay okay so s yo how are you doing today doing M fine how about you we came
in hot that's why I'm asking no yeah I always come in hot okay I'm an incel and I also I don't really I don't really take be I don't really take her too kindly I don't I I don't get a good vibe from her I get a good vibe from Sai I
get a good vibe from scum but I don't get a good vibe from her I just don't so I'll always come in swinging I don't understand but I've always been really nice to you i' actually been generous to you when
you've done IRL I've been supported of you um but it's okay you don't have to that you you would say that you were trying to get me out of the house you would coax me with beer money what are you nuts I don't want your dumb young ass get the hell out of here uh what did you hear me say I
yeah what did you hear sounds like you're said I'm trying to I'm trying to um get him out of the house you went to go IRL and I told you I like your IRL cuz I like to see New York City I like when go out you show the things I always support you you know that yeah that's what that's
exactly what I'm not saying I don't like her just I I don't I wouldn't trust her okay all right I wouldn't trust you because you might dropped the nword and like get people's channels messed up no that's C he didn't that's the biggest cope ever I just get blamed for it all you people do enough to get your
channels taken down that's cope that's real cope yeah all of you guys you do way more than enough you guys do way more than enough to get your channels taken down it's cope to blame me sorry you're right how many people blame you how many people have banned you off though I haven't it's called the lwh hanging
fruit okay so I'm gonna I don't know this is like kind of I've never seen this it's it's kind of um hard coming and Swinging is not a way to get people to Vibe with me con people vibing with me I really don't care I'm not like here like doing friend simulator yeah like I'm not like Vibe
with me social guy whatever dude like I with scum scum is cool you know what I mean like it says if you like somebody like them if you help somebody you help them like it's I don't know what these mean okay I'm just reading you guys understand I I love
if you wish if you wish any good thing about anyone continue to do that um if D um D if the world has a lot of problems you try to resolve the problems with uh little ways um it says you have a pure like almost like a blank like pure heart
and um whatever that you manifest is what is going to happen it says something about you should believe in God I don't personally believe in God but the say um just believe in God okay and um and um and he understand what's going on in your heart and you have a lot of turmoil in your heart but you try to be
really nice to people either way and then the second page is um it says do not try to give people too much advice um do not trust everyone
uh um it it it would be best if you pay attention more to yourself than other people um God is forgiving and he's kind and um it's basically saying you you you are nice enough like you don't need to um I
don't know whatever you feel guilty about or whatever you've done in the past God is forgiving and loves you so you don't have to do too much I don't know I don't know how to explain I hope it makes a little sense that's beautiful thank you so much I I love when you when you I'm really honored that you would read for me like um from it's just poetry actually yeah beautiful beautiful
and that really resonates and you know I I do do I do like I was just told um by someone the other day they're like I I really like you but I think that you are you have a bet you're betting not you're not a good judge of character and you like you like let let people hurt you and uh that you should be more careful um with people and stuff like that and then and I said I said but I'm getting
to a point now it's like where you know I like to see the best in people and uh but I know I think I have really good people around me right now that are helping me out with with this and I'm I'm making like really good good positive friends now but I I mean I have been through a lot though with other with with some people but um I still I still try to love and forgive everybody and I even if I'm not in their life you
know I wish everyone the best and stuff like that um but yeah that really that really ring true for me so thank you so much for that yeah I don't know I don't know galac just kind of basically told me whatever you feel guilty even little things and was lovely words exactly
that's no also something a good point it does make sense it should make sense to you because it's a plat itude all these the cards all these cards say platitude something applies to anyone all of what you said could apply to just
about anyone yes that's that's why a lot of readers say this is for entertainment purposes and like you know like that's why a lot of people don't take health questions and things like that because you should always consult with other you know other they don't want to be responsible for something serious like they're not going to be like oh you know oh this card says that you need to stop
doing chemo and they die yeah they're not going to say that yeah because not we're not doctors we so it's like so some of us um don't do medical um advice but you know there are there are like you know you can find some insight in in anything though and I think yeah and it is um it's all about like sometimes readings don't resonate
for people and sometimes you know so it's like when it when they do yeah hi Empress how are you hey Janet you should come on we need somebody louder than me yeah come come up on P yeah and I hope I'm doing it okay
sorry people are people um are you know not getting a chance to speak or hi Jamie oh yeah and and GAC you know um I understand I understand what you meant too you understood what that would have meant for taking out my St and so you know she she understands and uh that
really does ring true ring true for me like so see like I just want to explain something to you because that's like a 300 page poetry thing so it's not like you know that many cards it's I mean it's a lot of pages but it was saying something about I think you're so nice that sometimes you feel guilty when
things like even about what other people do so you need to not be feel like you need to really just you know love yourself and you do but like focus on yourself don't worry about other people like if someone is hurting me right now when Sig is being an I can see that you truly hurts you when he think
he's hurt by my words come on this is a tough no no no he's a super he's a super empathetic person but you can be empathetic and not be a soft no that that's this guy this guy is not soft you can be empathetic and not be a you're calling him no I he's not I don't think this this guy doesn't how
you're twisting my words around he doesn't strike me as a soft guy at all it's just because I've been I've been called worse especially when you're gay you know you get it's like a lot of people will say a lot of stuff and I've heard heard it I've heard all so I have a kind of Dicker skin call soft um psych no no but you said why is he like putting was he twisting my what I'm
trying to say in his own mind and his perception and trying to change it around when that's not what I'm saying at all yeah and I understand I understand what you're saying and you're you're saying like that I do it does hurt me when people are in conflict or when people um are mean but it's like you know I like I personally I've just I've been through so much of people and like
been called the worst thing by people and like and I'm not I don't I don't really get offended because it's like I just have a thick skin about it and I like know I'm harder myself than anybody else's you know yeah he's he's a an antagonist I understand that's his personality and it's like you know it's cool um I wouldn't describe myself as an antagonist I'm just not agreeable how
about that is that a better way to phrase it I'm not argu you're very AR I'm not looking I'm not looking to agree I don't know why you being stud trying I'm not like trying my best to agree with everyone I'm not trying to be buddy buddies if you like me you like me if you don't like me then you don't so
be it nobody doesn't like you everyone I don't really care I'm not asking you to care I'm telling you it's not that nobody likes you it's just that you argue I'm and do the whole rig you're arguing anything that anyone says a word a cat can say meow oh why did the cat say me out like
that I'm only arguing what you're saying because you're full of youever you that to beat it like I respect like just have respect for my guests and stuff like that and uh especially for you know especially for women you know be respectful to women and stuff like that and uh and she's like a she's really sweetheart and I've seen equal lefts
equal rights know what I'm saying that's the whole thing I mean under the law equal but it's like you know I think I think women are like the reason that that like a woman brought every each one of us into the world you know and and I took care of us for what Hold On by the they're asexual hold on hold on hold on women are asexual they don't need a man to
reproduce you don't need to have a and sperm inside themselves right and the woman the woman carries baby woman carries the baby for n months and she she she has just her though right it's just her though right no not everybody is like not everybody wants to reproduce and be
part of HB deal whatever boyfriend has to deal with her y a man a man you know and the man sometimes just like leaves the woman or woman I'm sorry this is like I'm just gonna shut up let's say say whatever he
wants yeah you do that don't feel like you have to shut up like you know I'd like to have a he's not gonna shut up don't even worry about that made your point I'm saying I'm saying I'm saying respect women because I think women are the reason like all men are here like even there are reasons to respect women that's not one of them sorry that that
that your mother like took care of you for nine months and like and they brought you in the world didn't have an abortion and so that's not a big thing like because they don't have to bring us into the world there are like you know other alternatives to that and so people sometimes people have kids for selfish reasons they do it for themselves because they want to make feel better themselves not necessarily for their
kids not for you whatever well I think you know I think like most of the time at least you're looking at things from a narrow minded perspective at least a mother will like um you know a mother can have a serial killer as a child and she will still like love that love that person you know it's like and like they will their mother's love is the strongest thing in the world I think you know there was dude there was I mean you want to talk
about serial killers i l there was a guy that like um he like severed someone's head or something like killed dismembered someone and yeah his mom called the cops on him and everything you could see the moment that his dad his dad is in the background and he's like telling the cops oh yeah there's a severed Head super creepy and his dad just backs away he's just like so
I'm not sure about that well I think like I think yeah there's exceptions gu it's not guaranteed that that your mother will you know you'll have Mother's Love and things like that but I'm saying the majority of time Mother's long Mother's Love is very strong she has an instinct to protect her child and uh and she loves her child as much as I
hear I hear this platitude all the time and it's really nice and it's really beautiful but then I think about being idolatry and seeing the mom that's like just sick of her baby crying and she just starts beating the crap out of him on the line seen and then I think and it's usually the mother that's the thing it's usually the mother it's not the father
that loses patience and like starts beating the like just like not like dis not like discipline like I'm of you I'm here in line and I'm sick of you crying so just start wailing on him you know how many times I've seen that I'm say generally speaking I generally speaking it's been the mother and the father will just be there like if the father's there number one right
good point mother mother the mother is trying to correct correct the child because you know the child is making a scene in public and correcting them that's just her you can see that and and I'm sure I'm sure the poor kid feels it it's not like discipline beating your ass it's like I'm sick of you making noise beating his ass you know what I
mean yeah there's a difference you see that all the time spanked right we all were spanked right I yeah and also Al my mom would my my mom had a cheeseboard up you know I got I got smacked sometimes but always like it was mainly like the cheeseboard was just in area where we could all see it and so that the threat
of the cheeseboard was enough for us to like behave ourselves and so yeah um and dad had that it was a paddle a paddle well you know and then my uh Greek Greek uh what do that Greek Greek society
paddle oh like that's like a fraternity padle fraternity paddle well you know that's like you know also that's also part of the fraternity initiations and stuff or if you see dates and confused you know they paddle each other and stuff like that when they're seniors in high school and Stu like that that's kind of like
well yeah that is that let's talk about I was uh a punk rocker in high school and when I talked about hazing I would it's just hazing it's a ritual and I go rituals are fine
but that's you know yeah I mean there yeah there there's been hazing that is like were they like people die because they too Stu that one and then there's a line between sexual assault and you know I've heard about the
football teams where they like will stick something in the guy's butt and stuff like that and like you know like that's not no that's just gay yeah heard I've heard of those there's also like the I think it's the Boule or something um it's like it's like I know it's to do with the black fraternities where it's
like it'll be like a gay thing where like one of the brothers will sleep with the initiator or something like that and they have to give them a job or something like that so that's one of the things I've heard that's just gay L kind of gay a lot of it but a lot of it is kind of like a bonding kind of
thing where it's like U it's like gay oh yeah let's bond best friend let's let's bond we need a bond No it is bonding but it is in a a gay homoerotic situ I see I see the homm in the world like even football is
very homorotic where they're like bending over in front of each other and then they're in the Jo the lock in the locker room in the locker room they're all touching penises together and like I heard all this I just posted this I never yeah baseball I play touched my penis that's not like that's not like oh I'm so straight I'll
suck a dick right now I'm so straight I'll suck a dick right now that's gay no that's gay so see I've always I felt like I felt like nine is where I felt not there was a young age where I knew I
was had heterosexual MH nine in about 1617 you know there's couple times you know well you gotta ask yourself you know I see a lot of them I watch these uh these trans transgenders and like
they really really like they're beautiful transgenders you would never like even know and then they'll go on monkey or Omegle or something like that and then they talk to the they to guys in the room 90% of the time n of the time they don't even they'll say I'm trans and the guy will say so what I don't care like can I get your Instagram let's hook up and like and
then % of time and then 10% of the time they're like oh whoa and they they have a big bad reaction about it and then um they don't I think they don't even care like that percent of the time and I think they're just like just they society would think about them and or like the transic embarrassing I go yeah like if you don't want to if
you don't want a penis you know what I mean like it's like you know what I mean it's like so it's kind of embarrassing when you get bamboozled but um I don't know if that happened to me I would just be like all right like damn your surgeon is good like you know for you well if it looks good then it looks good but I'm
gonna say I'm heterosexual I don't personally think uh when you want to say you're different gender go right ahead but I I personally I have a female wife you know yeah kind of thing that's what I chose
and it's not because I'm conservative I grew up in La I had went and got faded as West Hollywood tons of times you know on especially on
October 31st that's the best parade you can go to yeah Hall par yeah so like I it's kind of stressful when people want to harm people because they do things
privately like there's a lot there's like like we're the last acceptable group to hate on really or I think white people too get are get can get lot of hate from races now and you can say anything you want but yeah don't get me started I'm both I'm both gay and white and so I I I experienced like that kind of thing and but uh but I'm but
being gay you you develop um like I always gravitated towards black people and I understood like the black struggle because it's and I I think you know a lot of them don't like to be compared to the to to gays and stuff but I think that you know that one time they were the acceptable group to hate on and stuff like that and so you got to build the gator skin yeah you got to be thick skinned and to
deal with this world especially in La it's like know La is very liberal but it's like uh there's there can oh I guess La may be an easier place to be gay than a lot of places but there's still come from other places yeah and there's a lot of people from all over the world different look look you see you see um
this is why I'm I'm saying that Chris is a troll Chris is not the whole time you're paying attention to hold on wh no I just see I just see the one see the one L Chris just own you backstage I'm picturing Sig as a
woman I love Chris Shout Out Chris anyways um listen um I adore you scum it's always nice talking to you Al let's say Granton um I'll catch you guys another night CU if I speak this guy is's going to call me a dumb and
I'm going to go off on him and I'm not in the mood to ruin your panel okay F you guys have a good night you too I love you thank you I love you too nice bye bye bye thank you thank you for joining us VA and um yeah see that's not not some nice things to say to her and I
don't like the the Lang used about her and I I don't agree with that but you know she okay I just gave my opinion you know I wasn't trying to and it's like I want to make sure I sit
up for my friend you know so yeah you're fine pych you bring a great energy to places where honestly some people need it we have Wesley bro in the chat say
authenticated on Facebook I'm not Wesley Brown um oh sorry hold on I said some I said one guy's name once and he got so I hope this is not the same guy hold on I'll droll the dice on this one hello for me luckily for me that's an
alias okay so thank you for reading that aloud next time don't read it if you see a name don't read it out loud I'm sure you know that I'm sorry yeah because it well it does say it on the screen right now I'm not sure if it I don't think yeah well yeah I'm sorry lucky for me
that's funny says I'll be in chat a be Bea wants to like she's she's pouting her lips and she's like oh Sig's bullying me so I'm gonna leave all right but you'll stay in chat though Beat It dude get the out of
here then no if you're going to stay in chat don't even be here be here and you can read chat and you can respond to chat as you please come on have some respect for the host right here you're GNA stay in chat come on it's it's it's fine to be wherever she feel comfortable she's and she's always welcome in chat and and and the chat is
active too and I like having people in the chat talking so yeah it's great um yeah what time yeah what time is it um it's almost 9M it's I've been on for a couple hours wow but we're having a good good chat tonight and I hope everyone's having fun in the in the chat and on the panel and you know I do I do like you know I try to bring um good energy even
to places that there's negative energy I I go places that I know will be hostile for me I go on panels that I know will be hostile for me and I just try to have fun and like uh I'm not GNA play innocent I'm not I'm an all right not full I'm not going to be like entirely full of I'm an people don't like me cuz I'm an so what
uh there she is defending her honor shut the shut the hell up because I will have well you can be back I'm gonna have somebody else do something for me oh yeah you're gonna be put backstage while I talk how about you be a big girl and handle it for yourself well I'm GNA talk and if you're not gonna let me talk
you're going to be freaking quieted okay so I don't want to be on the panel not because of Sig was because if I say anything Sig is very obsessed and hope her fight so said he won't let me talk he won't let me talk he's very uh Super Hyper focus on you said it's not about
me you said it's not about me and then you mentioned me right after in the chat I don't want to be on the panel with you right now cuz you literally are annoying anything I say you're going to annoy me I'm chilling I'm smoking weed I I want to have fun I want to listen to psych and scum and you but I don't want to specifically be on the panel with you annoying me and I
don't want to talk so if I'm in the chat I'm in the chat kiss my ass 1,000 times you understand that okay yes she's totally welcome in in the chat and I like to have an active
chat everyone okay um yeah but I was saying I go into like certain you know rooms that I know will be hostile to me and stuff like that cuz I like to kind of change people's minds sometimes about me and stuff so I know and I like and I have and I've been able to and also like to talk to different people and like you know I've been
through more like some of the more Rowdy chats like the uh you know some an ip2 community and things like that and I've been in the chats and I I've seen how people can be in the in the chat there and stuff like that and then it's like I like to bring a good vibe and it's like I I like to make a make everyone feel comfortable and but yeah she her reading
tonight said you know it's said I can't necessarily try to do everything for everybody and I can't take on other people's you know stuff and like that and so I'm like I'm I'm I'm working on myself but I'm trying to just have fun and uh I don't know help anybody I can I think every I think everybody can be you know can be helped and that's like I
like to be a good influence in people's lives and stuff like that yeah so what else what El want to talk about so you don't want to reading I guess s and you think I'm full of as a reader and stuff and that's fine too and it's like I deal with a lot of people that are not not fans of tarot and not fans of domination I've heard all this stuff before and stuff but I have you know I've had so many done so
many readings and I get such good feedback and so many people have said I've helped them that it makes me know I'm doing the right thing and uh and that's what keeps me going is like the people I do help and so I'm not going to be I'm not worried about what you think of me as a reader or any of that like I did I did I I did basically try to give you the best honest reading I could and I wasn't like trying to like you know
guess or anything you know but it's like uh you know I get cards and I and I try to give the message the cards are saying and uh I sometimes they're just oracle cards and the oracle cards will just have a like you know more positive usually messages than the than the tarot will sometimes but uh and I I like I'd like people to basically start questioning themselves and come up with their own answers but it's always good
to have somebody basically to listen to them you know and also somebody that can share something that to them that could be helpful and that's what I I that's what I pray for that it's like I'm getting the right message at the right time to the person and it's like sometimes it doesn't resonate immediately sometime but I think I don't think the cards lie you know I think people do and I mean I'm just basically
interpreting them the best of my ability and I'm not trying to yeah thank you gness thank you Jamie yeah and I hope making sense to but you don't have to like tarot and you don't have to like people have told me all the time I don't want to read playing the German rap I'm like where am I hearing German rap you're playing am I going insane I don't hear German rap hear music oh you are
hearing German sounds I am going insane where am I hearing German music I don't know anybody cuz somebody's using a device with a
speaker you're hearing feedback of us talking what's going on uh pych what do you think about the Crowley deck the to deck okay so yeah he um he made that with the woman name oh it's no it's it's known as a Crowley deck too
because Crowley did um I mean he didn't do the art on it like did like this lady lady Freda Harris I believe did the art and it's really beautiful art and it's a very spiritual deck and then he has he did a good interpretation interpretive book about it and it gives all these other perspectives it's a very um esoteric deck I would say it's a I that was one of my first decks on not one of
my first decks as an adult when I got back into tarot strongly that was one of my first decks and uh and then uh then I studied a lot of Crowley I read a lot of Crowley um I have this book oh show you this book I have right here hold on I'm kind of I've been interested in
Crow but I am not trying to read his magic books you're not well I know and I'll say he can be a a trickster and he can he can be misleading um in but here's the book I have it's called Magic uh it's called um book four
Libra Abba and it's big big book yeah magic with a K he the K to you can see they've got the this unical hexagram and then the pentagram on it and then the the that's the Seal of Babylon I believe on the top and uh book of the law is a great book maybe
someday I'll read book of the law on the on the show um because it's not a very long um book but it's just very interesting the book of the law he he had he was channeled channeling with a woman named Rose that he was that he was dating and uh in Egypt and she basically going to a trance and he said he well he said he
heard Audible Voice telling him the the book but I think that she was a she was basic pyramid right well he went to the pyramid but I think they went back to the hotel and that's I think at the hotel over three it was over three nights in the hotel and then like so there's three parts of the book and stuff like that um but uh he's
fascinating he's and he wrote it down um you know it's all and then like um you're supposed to like look at the the pages that he wrote and stuff like that and there's meaning in that and and uh it's basically he talks to Horus like the god Horus and um then like the goddess new and uh and so it's a really
interesting book and uh she also like she um she said oh Horus wants to talk to you and then they went to H the museum the Egyptian Museum and then then uh the there's these bur funeral steals they're like they're shaped like a little grave and they're they have like usually like somebody coming up to a God
and all Egyptian on it and it he that was the god Horus on there and so um he so and it was Luke 666 or like lot 666 or something like that and so that's all it's very interesting he's a great study um he has great uh you know how he he basically took all the secret society stuff and then he shared it and made his
own secret societies that's what they do a lot too in in in secret societies is that they will teach you how to create your own secret society that's like Joseph Smith and stuff like that well do you believe that Scientology was um pretty much stolen like kind ofon Hub elron hubard
was involved with Jack Parson and Jack Carson was this NASA scientist right and and and then he wrot he wrote the book of Babylon and and elron hubard was the guy like basically writing everything down there and so and so he he and he also like studied Crowley very heavily and Crowley was around back then like in Jack Parson's day he he was in England
most of Jack Parson stole Crowley's girlfriend right no elron hubard stole Jack Parson's girlfriend that's how it oh yeah that's what it was brain injury yeah oh no problem it was but um but Jack but also um like Jack Parsons
um crowly made him the head of the Los Angeles Otto OT Temple Oro OT Temple orientis and uh and then Jack Parson started coming out with his own material and his own family yeah the parentage and oh yeah he had a house in Orange County on on Rose something or on this
are you Passad Pasadena yeah and Orange Grove Road and stuff and he had this big party house and they would have these big in the road Roo yet a Royo the dry the dry sometimes dry River bed but where they did the well
they supposedly did the horror Babylon ritual which you know I mean Crowley I don't know if Crowley even admitted doy basically wrote wrote to Jack like
he would do they would send letters back and forth and then Crowley wrote his diary that he's like oh I think Jack Parsons is kind of a fool you know I'm seconding guessing like making him the head of the society he's now he's he's saying because Crowley was like saying I've I've I've channeled Babylon and stuff like that and Crowley's like really like he he was just skeptical of became kind of skeptical and thought Jack Parson was kind of losing his mind
I think a little bit and Jack Parson maybe was losing his mind a little bit but he was a brilliant scientist and he came up with jet fuel jet fuel yeah and yeah and it's based on this uh this I think it's called Greek fire or something but yeah and they did these first rocket launches and stuff like that and and then they would incorporate um these magical rituals into the into the rocket launches and things like that
I think NASA still does that there's still like a little esoor jpl's campus is right jack Parson laborator yeah Jack Parson's Laboratory um and it's still named after him and it's you know it's um um he he was interest I think he's still kind of venerated in NASA but it's like you know
we know NASA's have they got a lot of you know I think they put a United stat flag flag on the moon too I've heard so up with the the NASA and I don't get
me started yeah do you know who Richard hogland is right no tell me he's a NASA guy but he exposed some of the he exposed was weird you know the face on Sidonia and
Mars yeah SE for being it's not it's not the F Well I've seen different pictures of it doesn't look quite like a face on some pictures seen but I've also seen pictures on Mars of like a woman woman on Mars This Woman in Black with like black long black hair it looks kind of like I've seen like this little picture of her and stuff like that on Mars you
know supposedly yeah oh wonderful got people joining the Discord um yeah Ian I'm working on the Discord guys you know I just I'm upgraded I boosted it a few times um a couple times and uh I'm gonna make more sections but we yeah there's basically the general I have a general promotional section there but I think
I'm thinking adding a meme section and uh that's definitely a good idea Discord is growing we got over 50 members there now it can be very active at sometimes we've had a lot of drama in there but yeah thank you for joining the Discord and thank you for posting the Discord link thank you ba thank you you're awesome yeah and the the Discord is a good place to go after the show um and
it's like we do voice chats we do movie nights um and uh there's like a lot of different people from all over over there and so people make friends and also we can different shows and stuff and then we can join the shows and stuff like that I'm able to promote my show there and other shows that I like and stuff and so it's a really cool place but yeah but I
was gonna say about yeah we were talking about the Mars and stuff like that also also the moon landing you know I'm very skeptical of that because now I hear all these different stories like Russia was there at the same time but they were just they never landed on the moon they were just orbiting it and then we land on the Moon first and we there was a space race with Russia and uh but if you look at the Press conference the
astronauts had after the moon landing the astronauts look very spooked they look a little bit nervous they about like a little bit they're just this it's just a very interesting Vibe they had and then they don't answer the questions like the guy said he saw no stars from the Moon and stuff like that and I've also seen um them try to fake the seeing the
Earth from space like they they were just they were nearby Earth but they're saying this is the this is the the Earth from the Moon Moon and stuff like that but it's like they were just actually very close and like they're just they were just using the just it was just um through the window and there they had a like a little circle on the window to make it look like it was the whole Earth but it was just a little piece of the earth I don't know so there's interesting things about that um but I
also recommend him seeing a movie called Capricorn One and Capricorn it has OJ Simpson in it it has Elliot Gould in it and it's about um a NASA Mission to Mars and then when they're about to like take off to Mars someone comes and gets the astronauts out of the out of the rocket they're like come over here and then you know get out of here and then it's like they're like it's too dangerous to really send you to Mars and so we're
we're just going to fake it but then the the the the ship that they did send out there um exploded or something and so then the astronauts were all afraid for their life like they're gonna killed in something they they to escape and stuff like that so it's really interesting OJ Simpsons in it and stuff they have to keep up with the lies yeah and so yeah I won't spoil the ending but that's a
great movie to watch and it's you know it's all about conspiracy and stuff and oh we have new comments okay yeah the meme section is needed for sure yeah I'm gonna create a meme section on my Discord tonight um you're welcome SC on the Discord if you if you're on Discord I would' like to have you there too I
can't manuver Discord at the time so I not joining any new Discord okay but yeah no problem because I understand it is difficult to maneuver and then you know sometimes I'm in a lot of exced I can maneuver it if I wasn't
brain injured yeah I use Discord for gaming and a couple streaming but you know it gets dramatic and sometimes people like the drama to be
on you know on here you get that right yeah yeah and I like to keep my Discord like drama free because you know we've had a lot of drama in the past on it and like we people fighting people their feelings hurt and stuff like that so I try to keep I'm trying to keep it like a
friendly friendlier place I'm trying to keep here friendly too but I do like to have drama on the panel or you know like as long as you know it's on a good natured way and stuff like that and you know and people are ultimately friends and respectful but uh you know it's fun
to oh you like you like this format of the show I like the format you you bounce to something else you go to your psych stuff sometimes you read um sometimes we just talk talk and
banter I like that format and you aren't you're very emotional but I haven't been around to see enough so I don't want to a guess you know but I like I
like kind of low level streams I don't know I'm weird call me weird but a big stream with a thousand people talking at once yeah it's not fun yeah I know I I I like to keep the panels you know on a smaller smaller level and like everyone has a chance to
to say what they want and things like that and I like to meet new people and like I like to do readings on panel and so I'm I'm just having the best time and uh I love I love the I love the chat we have here and I get I I'm just lucky to have a good algorithm too and I so I got people coming in but it's not too overwhelming it's hard when there's the chat's going too fast sometimes and I don't I don't want to um Miss anybody or
or or not see my friend and say hi and stuff like that so if I'm sorry if in the chat I missed um some comments tonight or I didn't say hello to you or something so it's not personal it's just I have a small little phone and so and then I just have three comments on the screen at a time sometimes the chat moves a little fast and so I'm trying to I'm just trying to maintain I'm still learning how to host and know and stuff and be a good host but I I watched a lot
of Howard Stern I think he's like was really the master it's a blue it's like called a Blu track phone and uh so it's like a little bit of a I think it was just a $50 cell phone it's like and I have a I have an iPad but the iPad mini mini is like not working now and so I can't stream from it I mean it's working but I have no sound for streaming on it and so it's always one thing after
another but uh I think the phone's doing a decent job and that's awesome that I can use I just use this cheap cheap phone to like have a whole show but I was I was raised on Howard Stern and I think he was like a brilliant interviewer and he was always good at making all his guests and he had a lot of different kinds of guests of all different you know wack Packers and everything but he was always nice to the whack Packers make sure
they're treated well and uh and like even behind this even if he like roasted them or stuff like that behind the scenes he's always very friendly to them and like and then I think he gave a lot of people that wouldn't have had an opportunity to get famous or to get to get se he gave him kind of like a little like popularity and a little Fame that they could you know then go have a fun fun life and you know all these people
you know Gary the and uh you know Hank the drunken dwarf and Eric the and and Bigfoot and uh you know all these people and so I think he's a great so he's one of my Inspirations for for interviewing I'm not as good as him as interviewing obviously but uh I uh I I did watch a lot of him and and so I I liked his his interviewing style and
maybe I have a deeper voice for broadcast like kind of like he does he has like a I think he has a voice modul makes his voice a little bit deeper for think yeah I think Howard also wears a I think you know he his all this great hair you know but I think you know it might be like a wig but I'm not g to I think Gary buy one time almost pulled it off and like he started
wrestling him and almost he said oh let me see if the hair is really and he almost pulled it off and Howard got very upset about that and stuff like that he never came back yeah Gary buy never came back he was never allowed back coward is scary with his
power yeah like you saw the rejected book covers right I have to look into that because I read private part America you remember Miss America the
drag uh drag book he wrote so he had a full color section that was in the middle and it had reject did book covers big nose little ho was one of the book covers they rejected and
it was Howard's head on the Statue of David you know uhuh so but he had his he had a book cover that had him chain sign all these
mancal and Mark and Bryan uh his Rivals Don Imus and it was him covering in blood like he he was brutal man like you don't cross Howard
yeah yeah he's a very very powerful very powerful speaker and you know I think he's you know he's one of my Inspirations I would say and then I love Robin and you know I like how they had a good banter and that's why I like uh having a pie and beta on co-hosting it's like
because I like I like the male female chemistry and bantering like that too but I also like to talk to other guys and uh yeah you guys are awesome I do think females mix up the
energy and even if they're known as so-called what people say may or may not be true I Howard made it comfortable for
America to see pornographic actresses on their television instead of uh clandestine theaters yeah it's similar to Hugh Hefner a little in a way yeah and he brought he brought it out yeah he brought he made it he made
it acceptable and then he would have the cian and then he had Mary Cary and then Mary Mary Cary one time she had a she had a slow mom and a slow grandma and like then he he put the grandma on a date with or his her mom on a date with Gary's the and stuff like that and she hated him and stuff like that and she she got really upset she
like I hate this guy you missed that one look at look at up look up Mary Carrey and her her mom and her grandma it's on YouTube I think for free it's one of the most classic classic episodes of it they that's what I love they I like Howard you know now he's a little it's a little bit different like I don't watch like I see some clips and stuff like that but it's like a very different show I know
JD um JD's on my Discord right now and then I friends with Lisa of course and like and then uh and then I'm on sh's uh Channel occasionally like um yeah read your question if you send a superat is he still on Twitch I don't know because I'm not on
Twitch and so but he has a he has a YouTube show I know and and he's on with some other people and then suing John just found his channel and uh and so and I like watching like the I I had Howard TV I had uh oh at Howard TV I had uh um serious satellite radio and then I would watch it on the es show all the time I
even got the channel 9 he had a channel 9 show that was just classic and I had I got on BHS cassettes at one time and I had all the episodes on a BHS and they had some really crazy stuff on that show and stuff but um celebrity tried to steal his stick yeah well he I mean when you're
that popular you will have people that won't cheers you will have people that will copy you and things like that and I'm I don't want to copy him but I I just was inspired by his uh interviewing skills and I I liked how he ran his show and stuff like that and I thought he was a he's a great I think he's like one of the best interviewers in in the media and stuff like that and so and he always
makes his guests you know feel welcome and and he's always he can talk to anybody like big celebrities I think he's I don't know I think he had Hillary Clinton on before and Obama and and he's interviewed huge politicians and and everyone yeah but Bongo Fiesta I remember that beta that was and then I I think I had he had this uh I think he
released like a cassette tape or something a but B and we used to yeah I I love him I I used listen to his I still have Sal Richard's prank calls I play on the show sometimes um so um yeah I I really enjoyed him he had me
going the other day cuz like I kind of got the attitude that half did the last time I listened to him about Sal and Richard and that was probably 2018 and he was telling them that they
were like low effort and they weren't basically doing the work that they did and you reminded me of the work that the genius work that got Sal the
stock broker paid you know he was unpaid for so long right so we have we have somebody on the screen I'm not going to read their name I'm just gonna hopefully roll the dice on on this person authenticated with
YouTube okay your name is Mich ladies and gentlemen Michel 21 hello sir I I came back I came back and let me know if my microphone is too loud I don't trust this guy I don't trust myself that's not a good sign what's up Mike hello neighborhood I
will do your reading hello how are you are you here to give are you here to give us a convenient French exit to the stream that's how I see a lot of streamers they'll let people on that are obviously porn bombs is like a convenient you know exit to the stream no let's see go on let's see it no actually uh
okay so I think oh I threw you off guard okay no no no no no okay so um let me I'm just trying to test my microphone really quick does it sound okay yes okay I was in here the other night remember yeah did you have the song or or
no okay okay what what did you do the other night what happened then I came into your channel and um I said I didn't want to derail the conversation and I jumped on here and I I I think that's exactly what I did I think I derailed it and I didn't mean
to oh you're fine thank you you're fine you're I think that I derailed your plans by immediately pointing out what you're GNA do just do it what what am I going if it's what you're gonna do do it what are you talking about no don't do it or get the out why do I have to get out why don't you get the Fu
out why don't you take your hat no that's not happening I could take my hat off no I said why don't you take your hat and leave niir actually stand up and walk out of the room anyway I was warned about you
sir hello so yeah I'm not I don't want to derail anything but I just kind of wanted to hang out you don't want to derail anything but that's exactly what you came to do I came here I was sent here from the year 3000 to derail that beanie John Peter this isn't my first
rodeo there pal sounds like in the house I know what you and your headset her up to tonight and it's not going to happen definitely sounds like it maybe you want to strap that high visibility vest on there and go run out in the middle of the street with your beanie but that a why would I why would I put on the high visibility jacket if I'm run out in the traffic I
don't know sir I'm really high that wouldn't make any sense don't come in I came in here to hang out with you guys you how are you gonna how are you gonna be one of the how are you just going to start trashing on people when they come in you're stuttering prot did I stutter no protective tomorrow night meet me tomorrow night about 10:30
uh why what are you doing picking up leaves with your vest tomorrow night about 10:30 at at the 10:30 in the night I'm picking up leaves I don't know well if you're wearing hi you have to per
OA have the high Vis on if you're working outside yeah and I got to wear a hard hat you have to P you have to have a heart hat keep that in mind if you're going to pick up leaves in the middle of the street in the middle of the night be on as well as that high visibility vest 11:25 p.m. where I am here tonight
ladies and gentlemen here in Paduka Kentucky of all places uh joining my uh my long lost friend here actually no this is a guy I joined his channel the other night don't be weirded out or anything we have like 10,000 plus people watching your stream right now they're watching that beanie and they're also watching that high visibility vest and I
just had it you well I'm actually making that part up but look where I don't do I come to your chats and make and with your vest and your beanie and that weird I don't really care for with you oh well that's fair enough then okay that works for me okay I'm gonna do came here to porn
bomb no I didn't come here to do anything here to porn bomb I don't think I'm not even going to get on camera what are you talking about I like your I like your voice sir and maybe you're wanting me to do some weird ass maybe you get off on weird ass maybe you put that vest on and you sit here and you scratch your chin and you're like I know at any moment someone's going to get on here they're
show me I know exactly what your plan is we want to see sex but not on this channel mainly on ageg gated you know you got to make sure age gate you know
I was and I left because this guy above me here was talking about some weird stuff about cat urine and I couldn't handle it because I was really episode on cheesing and it was it's a South Park joke I didn't realize that at the
time I'm glad I'm glad that I threw him off balance by by mentioning that he was going to porn bomb so now he has to actually attempt the troll this is interesting no I don't know I appreciate I'm not going to let you just do a basic porn bomb troll you gotta try buddy no don't don't porn bomb don't no
he's not he's not because he's a p you got to try now be be a little bit put a little bit more effort into your troll buddy okay I wasn't anti let's hear it let's hear it let's hear your best let's hear your best hey yes sir
they uh on Kangaroo Jack they thought I was trolling them Sig so I've been well that guy's kind of an ass hat he he always uh kicks me off because BG's a little and he's like oh don't let this guy on you know that guy maybe this is a
recurring thing that you may need to look into sir yeah you you do piss people off I you don't piss me off but maybe this is something that you maybe there's a reason hey hey scum maybe there's a reason that I don't piss you off and somehow everybody else gets pissed off maybe there's a reason yeah I
don't know I'm disabled and people treat disabled people different no it was before then dude come on okay we did connect I would say I like Sig for who he is I may not agree
with what he says or does sometimes but I will say that he treats me with respect so yeah and maybe it's worth considering why you get it and others don't just
worth thinking about I'm I feel small-minded and high all the time so maybe I'm just lost I'm yeah here to talk like uh the the
guy behind below me and next to me and everybody on here everybody's social you know thank you then neighborhood friend you I want to do a reading for this person in chat real quick um but have you guys here
hold on person in chat feels like like they let me see I'll go back they said uh some interesting things like they say my ex is here yesterday and chose another girl to
date and secretly dating everyone else around me since I moved to okay well okay yeah well okay I'll put myself on full screen just for a second okay we okay so we got we got this peacock card and I think that there are a lot of eyes on you because like the peacock has all these eyes on on their on their tail and everything and
so there could be a lot of eyes on you but maybe it's just like are you a kind of person that is always attracting these kind of things because a lot of times if you if you're thinking about thinking that it it can can make it true and everything and so you know um so but it does look yeah you're you're you're like doing self-fulfilling prophecies and that kind of things but
it looks like there might be some eyes on you but it could be just part of your part of your own brain thinking this thing you know and this does have to do a lot with with your emotions also it's like the hermit card and so are you spending like a lot of time alone and then are you able to connect with people I wonder okay you having trouble connecting with people it's a peacock we
got another nine and it's like this bear and bears in hibernation okay and so maybe time to go back into uh stay in this hermit mode and like don't worry about other people um even if they are doing these things I don't I don't know if it's a big conspiracy maybe just some
paranoia on on coming from you and then I saw the that nine of Cups and does look like there we have this a three of cups with the raccoons and three of Cups always indicates a third- party situation and so in third party situations you know they can't be talking behind your back and things and these could be people you party with and always remember if you're partying with people
and your especially um harder partying kind of thing um these people can be sometimes malignant and like socially um socially toxic okay so you want to make sure you're around the right people find people you trust okay and the three of three of Cups the three of Cups it has these raccoons on them like they're they're drinking from these from these glasses and stuff like that and so just make sure you're around the
right people and and especially if you're partying and always drinking and stuff like that can can raise the emotions up okay so I hope that that was good for you my neighborhood friend you know it's like I just say spend spend more time alone um and then um don't be worried about other people right now okay and it's and then find your circle whether it's on YouTube and things like
that or whether it's um whatever whatever social media you like to do it's like you know there are good you will find good people that you can trust your but you always have to make sure that you um have the right people around okay so that's my reading for him I hope that was good for you that was a wonderful reading oh thank you you're welcome and and and and if I can just for a moment
because I have I have a serious question here uh with with with all due respect the reading the uh the three of clubs three of cubs three of Cubs and okay so and that was a we it would you consider that to be like a a positive
reading um well because I think it with a question they were asking you know it's about seems like a lot of paranoia involved and and stuff like that and I I know about the feeling of paranoia and feeling like people are talking and there's a smear campaign and like and everything and so I a lot of that was like from my heart like um sharing my own advice based on like what I've experienced too because I that's why I'm I'm also like feel like I can do
readings is because I've experienced a lot a lot of negativity I've been through a lot and so I I can share and with my experience with other people and so um oh I was wondering where the Cubs came into came into play with this whole thing because those look like raccoons yeah they're raccoons yeah well like this is a deck called the uh
Guardians of the night deck and so it's all it's all animal themed U and so it's like a different you know it's a different style of terrot deck or whatever but it's like you know I also think maybe like a lot of this stuff is has to do with the night time in the moon and like you know the moon goes through phases and but uh three of Cups that's also it's you know cups are to do with emotion because it's the element of
water and stuff like that and so I think that like the person in their feelings about things but also there could be the three of Cups it's always like the three I always associate with a third party like another person so they in with third parties you never know what the other two people are talking about or and even there can be a two people conspiracy against you and that kind of thing right and so it can mean it can
mean social meeting social Gatherings but it also is has has in celebrating and things like that it has a positive connotation but in this in this circumstance it could indicate a third part is involved you know and raccoons you know they're like not always the most trustworthy animals you know they they can go get in your garbage and steal your stuff and all kinds of things
and so yeah you've been very emot it's definitely not three of like this chick right here is the three of this chick right here is mentally handicapp no it's not I am not can you please be quiet uh Chris is not Chris is a SCU Chris is a scuff troll everybody knows that he's trolling but I mean whatever it's his
gri that's his gri she's cool though she's cool sometimes trolls can be cool and no I've seen is shout out to those Ducks I've seen Noel in different panels and stuff like that and uh and she's always been nice to me and and she's always been a sweet person and uh yeah I I don't I don't want to call people names or hurt
anybody she doing good she's got a good heart yeah that's what's most important you know it's like when it comes down to it is like you know that's what I that's what I and I like to see everyone has some good in their heart you know I don't want to give up on anybody and it's like I think that hurt people hurt people and so you know I understand like
people can be mean sometime and trolls you know people that are trolls they're you know they probably had some problems in their life too and it's like and they have nothing better to do but to hurt other people and stuff or or just like and especially they can hide online and stuff like that but I'm putting my face out there I you know I put my I put myself out there I tell the truth and uh and so I'm not afraid of trolls I've
dealt with trolls I've been a moderator in a lot of chats and stuff I've seen the worst things said I've uh you I've had the wor white man where were you at when I was being when I was being a e accosted by this beanie wearing high VI vested by the way what kind of what kind of hand did I get dealt tonight
you know what does that mean you joined that I was I can't control other people say I can't control what other people do what you do though and you joined you're absolutely right sir yeah F evening in a world what do you mean your own fate you click the button you
decided that's not fate s your question again CRI sorry my question is what sort of hand of cards did I get dealt this evening ladies and gentlemen that where where I was put directly in front of this beanie and this high visibility you guys remember that song
by in love with the go oh yeah yeah I'm in love with the goo I've heard it what I think is I'm thinking of a song by Justin Justin Timberlake called CME me a river and it's like you know I really do appreciate
that I know Fu the okay criti is asking me a question the CEO you do have questions in the chat uh there there were a few there was if you scroll up to up up there a little bit they should go crazy was about like quarter inch away from that a quarter of an inch away from that
beanie I'm joking based on the cards based on the cards it's not looking good it looks like you know there's been heartbreak we have this uh 10 of Swords which is like a which is like a major like betrayal heartbreak card so I don't know if this person's hurt you already in the past but then there's a death card and the death signifies probably the end of the Rel but you know I'll pull another card
on it too okay it's also the T of Wands the T of Wands is traditionally somebody carrying a lot of burdens and so I would say you know put down the burdens don't take on this person's energy um like Let It Go neutral and if they reach out they reach out you know if it's meant to be it will be meant to be you can decide whether you want to forgive them okay he did
hurt you okay so you've had major betrayal and then we have the death so maybe the relationship ended this 10 of Wands is like I just see you carrying a lot of emotional maybe his emotional stuff too okay and so um um I would say put down you know put down the burdens um and the don't worry about it too much
okay 10 is 10 and 10 is also the wheel fortune you know and so um I think things things will get better for you once you do that okay so I hope you I hope that helps you okay I'm sorry during the reading I thought I thought you were actually giving me
advice because I was being um what's the word I'm going to choose aggressively well this is on the internet so I was being e aggressively um I would call it maybe an onslaught of of
of I was accosted by this oh you're fine you're full of okay come on I'll be I'll be okay I believe in a little bit it'll take a while I think you will I think you will I think uh will be friends but I come from every angle like wuang and I don't play around with no high visibility vest and this is like I
said but ladies and gentlemen this is not my first rodeo and I will there's not not not a single amount of alcohol in this world that you can drink this evening it's kind of funny it's really crazy when like um I don't even know who you are but you know who I am I think that's a w honestly I don't know who you are kind of a w what do you thinky because I don't know who this guy is but
it sounds like he knows who I am you call W well I mean your is behind you and your hat is on your head I think that's kind of a w that you're saying he's that's a win so he's a fan so he sounds like a fan really I mean I'll subscribe with alerts I guess that's crazy what I don't even know what's
going on right now but you know like a character from Family Guy to me but that's fine you said that the night that I came here that was the first thing you said was that I sounded like a cartoon character you have a great microphone voice radi voice you have a face for radio too I'm not sure because I have a
face for all you got a very well-tuned microphone thank you sir that's part broken nose I always respect I always respect fellow broadcasters and uh yeah you sound like you it's not your first radio it's not my first rodo either but it's you know I started doing rodeos a week ago and so but I've done several since then I've had hours of experience
but uh by rodeos you mean black guys exactly which I love to do um no I'm just kidding um no not kidding and uh did you say what I you
said I do but I do like black guys and I am attracted to black guys and I've been with black so I'm not I like I I love I love every race of people I think every every race of people has you know beautiful people in it and uh lovely lovely
yeah ex excuse okay Noel has to say something go ahead Noel no uh today is my uh forth basketballs so game you're playing basketball what game see this is what they say when they say
women aren't funny she's laying it on too thick she's playing basketball right now you're play you're playing on your on your iPad right now or something no no I play real B and real life to basketball yeah today is my game at
6:30 well you missed it you already had it did you win no no no today it's it is 12:43 theor you are on the internet amongst I
got you so good luck in your game your game excuse me to today is my uh boyfriend's birthday happy birthday to your boyfriend today you're dating a Capricorn that's awesome
and what's your sign Noel uh December is my birthday Sagittarius or Capricorn Sagittarius birthday that you know your astrological sign no I don't you don't you don't know it no I don't you don't know it well
it's your December it's probably s oh sorry it's okay is is it early in December or late in December is it is it it's late is it after the 20 22nd or 23rd it is the 20 you don't have to get okay so you're
right on the you're right on the cup of Sagittarius and Capricorn but uh and so and you said and so he's a Capricorn too so Sagittarius and Capricorn you know Sagittarius and Capricorn can be um you know um you know Sagittarius has the the arrow is it good I would say that you know it's fire and Earth and you know Earth can sometimes catch or fire
can sometimes catch the Earth on fire and they also have these these arrows it's it's a Archer right next to the Capricorn right and so uh so you can maybe you can maybe like have a have more of the fiery personality in that relationship especially since he's a like you know kind of like a middle Capricorn okay um yeah I would say it can be a good match but you just got to
watch out you know you might be might hurt his feelings and to careful about um setting his world on fire and stuff like that because I don't know I have a unique relation with Sagittarius but and I'm between Sagar excuse me excuse me me and him's relationship is doing really good good good well yeah so I would
say not say it's a lie it's really good I didn't say it's a lie no no no no no no his name glass no no no this this is our
third third year congratulations congratulations oh that's awesome so I wish you the best in your relation I was just I was just giving you the some my of my classic my own you know just interpretation of Science in general astrology is very complex and has a lot of different things and so I was I not saying anything personal about you I just trying to give you like a little
insight into especially me because I I have this uh interesting relationship with Sagittarius you know really um yeah can you please tell me how because I have a 12th house and and the so the 12th house is the house of the subconscious also called the house of hidden enemies and then I have Venus and Neptune in the 12th house and so I have
a lot of problems with love my love life you know and I and I uh yeah it's sad but you know I'm I'm still I'm okay you know I love myself you know and uh I have really good friends and so I'm I'm I'm I'm going to and I also think that someday if it's meant to happen for me it will but uh I just have had a lot of complications in my love life because you know Venus I think is sometimes kind
of mad at me just like she was kind of mad at psyche because psyche was dating Cupid and stuff like that and now it's her son and stuff and there's a there's a story of cupid and psyche have you heard of cupid uh yes and and not psyche oh yeah well psyche is psyche was a beautiful woman and she was was so beautiful that people started worshiping her on earth
right and then Venus got mad at psyche because she likes to be worshiped as the goddess of love and beauty and stuff and so she sent Cupid to go um shoot shoot an arrow at psyche and make her fall in love with a horrible monster right and so cupid went and did that but then he accidentally pricked himself with his Arrow his own arrow and so then he saw
how beautiful she was and so he fell in love with her and uh and then they got together and stuff like that and he took her to this this Palace his Palace and she was weed on hand and foot but she never saw him it's kind of like the story of Beauty and the Beast where um you know she never the Beast didn't want her to Beauty to see him and stuff but uh but then her sister said oh you have
to go see what he looks like and if he's a monster you have to kill him and stuff and so one night she snuck up on on him with a a lantern and some of the oil dripped on his shoulder so he got real mad at her and he flew away and then she basically had to like go make amends with Venus okay yeah people are dropping up but yeah she she went made amends
with Venus and uh dropping up scared they're scared this is scary talk I'm petrified not me I am not scared I'm petrified right now you're scared not scared fine the story has a happy the story has a happy ending though but but psyche did got to go through some trials with Venus and I feel like I have to go through trials so I don't want to tell make this
and it's a very long story but I don't want to make this it's a great story I recommend everyone read Cupid and psyche and uh because psyche was adult where is those two pass away the people that were in who in the story or the people in the chat the people in the story oh people in the story well so what what happens
eventually is like her last task was to go to hell and retrieve a a box of Beauty from the queen of Hell pany or the queen of Hades and she was able to do that she she got good advice she got told how to get there and like and then you know pranie gave her box of beauty but by that time psyche was like had been doing all these tasks and her makeup was all smudged and she had bags
under her eyes and uh okay oh thank you thank you scum um yeah she has bags under her eyes and uh and and then she she said oh and I want to look good for Cupid and so I'll U I'll just open the box of beauty just take a little bit of the beauty for myself and then she she opens the box and she falls down like a you know asleep or you know cupid is an a mortal God and so he doesn't die but
uh but she fell down asleep and then he says he comes down and he says oh psyche this how you repay my love but he still loved her and so he like brought her back to life woke her up and he carries her to heaven and then he makes her his Queen in heaven and she joined all the gods in Olympus and so it's happy that's so cute yeah it's a cute story huh yeah carlen if you'd like a reading
you know and uh I'd be happy to do a reading for you uh um and thank you for being here scum and thank you Sig and thank you be and and thank you Noel and and everybody thank you um my friend with the duck I forgot who is is your friend with a Mike it's
just oh Mike okay Mike hi Mike I'm sorry I forgot Mike I send you a friend request on Discord I oh that was that was you I didn't mean to call you a neck beard I didn't mean to call you a neck beard in the chat when I asked which one of you neck beards sent me a request I'm going I'm going to accept it then okay
fine I'll accept it I'm down okay okay you seem pretty chill yes thank you you're welcome good luck uh good luck tonight at 6 PM no 6:30 is my game and yes actually see I was testing you I wanted to see if you remembered what time you had to go there and kick some
ass tonight shout out to exuse me and me and my boyfriend are going out to eat before and then after that he's gonna come and watch me cheer me on um yeah okay um yeah if you want to contact me again neighborhood friend but
yeah I do one reading a night for everybody um you'd like to know if Roy and Joe had sexual relations you know it's like a that's a yeah one in the chat is asking about people that had you know sexual relations and something like that and it's like I can pull a card for this I can pull card for this and I just I'll just show you the card and then you have to come up with your own interpretation of it okay but I I pull
you a card for that okay you can come up with your and basically I think it's you know it looks like there's these Dolphins chasing each other right there right and there's okay but there's also the moon and so it's like it could it's it's to be revealed later um you know and I don't you know that's that's all I can say about this one but yeah thank you thank you for your
question okay oh we have a friend let's see come on okay so there we go Chris that was that was for um that was for my critika no sorry carlen okay that was for carlen okay how are
you doing Chris what's up that was for carlen NE if it resonates for you too um neighborhood friend how are you yeah I don't think you're a troll Chris I think you're a good guy yeah okay and what about me I I am not a troll like I don't think you're a
troll either I think you're I think you're a very nice person you've always you've been very nice and so I have no problem with with Noel or anybody you know um I'm happy I'm happy you're friend of the show Noel and I remember I met you on I saw you on Na's panel and then and then on be's panel and on this guy lemon's panel and so I know you I like to do panels too so we have that in
common and um yeah so it's always nice to to hear from you and you're always welcome here and I'm sorry I play with these straws it helps me cope with and people do not understand that okay yeah I yeah whatever know some people use fidget spinner spinner some people like
like to like to play with straws and stuff and so you have nothing nothing's wrong with that and whatever makes you feel better and releases your anxiety everyone has to find some thing that calms them down helps them focus and so it's a good thing you found it's very harmless activity it's not hurting anybody and so way way way before this I didn't have my straws I don't know why
it started yeah may maybe because of my working probably that's why probably got stress at work or you have anxiety well that's good you have a job and stuff like that and that's that's awesome you're work and you know you're you're probably a great worker a hard worker and you know they're lucky to have a good employee like you and so yeah
whatever whatever helps you cope you know whatever helps release the anxiety you know go go go for it I not does not bother me in in the least okay guys so we're coming up on three hours I think that's a good time for the show um I think I've done a reading for everybody I want to thank everyone for coming and thanks Mike I
hope you come back again soon it's like it's always a pleasure to talk to you Chris yeah you're welcome Chris I'm sorry I'll get to you I'll get you another time I just coming on my three hours like to keep the streams around three hours I think it's a good good amount of time and so thank you everybody and I love you guys and I love chat and thanks for um all being so wonderful people and you know I love I love everyone here so thank you I'll see
you guys on Discord thank you neighborhood friend wonderful to meet you too okay so have a great night guys okay talk to you later bye
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