Episode 410 of the Cult of Psyche podcast features Psyche reciting a poetic and symbolic piece, followed by a personal and reflective conversation about his channel and past conflicts. He expresses a desire to move forward and respect boundaries.
The episode begins with Psyche reciting a poetic piece, repeating phrases such as 'Green and the black like a signal flare' ▶ 1:04 and 'I'm drifting in the midnight ocean' ▶ 1:20. The poem explores themes of identity, symbolism, and the search for meaning. After the poem, Psyche transitions into a conversation about his channel and past conflicts, mentioning that he had strikes against his channel ▶ 8:52 but they have been removed ▶ 8:54. He expresses remorse for his past actions, stating 'I'm sorry if I went too far away from you' ▶ 7:04 and 'I said stupid things' ▶ 10:35. Psyche also discusses his desire to move forward and respect boundaries, saying 'I'm not going to bother them anymore' ▶ 10:49. He mentions his channel and the possibility of creating content in the future, asking his audience if they want to see more content like this ▶ 11:14.
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The episode appears to explore themes of personal growth, self-reflection, and the search for meaning. Psyche's poetic piece suggests a desire to tap into a deeper sense of identity and connection, while his conversation about his channel and past conflicts reveals a willingness to learn from his mistakes and move forward. The episode also touches on the idea of second chances and the importance of respecting boundaries.
Green and the black like a signal flare. Letters orbit my breath.
I'm drifting in the midnight ocean. No floor beneath the starry noise. Hair up in zero gravity motion like wires learning how to voice.
and symbols spill like meteor rain. They skim my skin. They leave a trace. Lightning stitching through my veins. A soft apocalypse on my face. I don't read the future. It reads me back. Every glyph a little
in the dark. Where my eyes go and roll. The silence starts to talk. I got room in my veins on my name. When the voice starts to
sing, I translate the pain. Hold me in the black, I'll go away. But the cosmos overload. If you can't find the words, I'll call them in the flame. Hey, I used to be a quiet planet.
Keeping storms behind my teeth. No constellations crack my panic into patterns underneath. Every mark is a memory bright. Every spark is a hidden
line. I'm the spell and the satellite, the receiver and the sign. I don't chase salvation. I chase the home that electric ancient language on my tongue.
And when the night gets heavy, I become the current. I got rooms in my veins on my name. When the voice starts to sing, I translate the pain. Hold me in the black. I'll go. Let the cosmos
overload. If you can't find the words, I'll call them in the flame.
Humans see the storm web on my skin. That's every time I said I'm fine and swallowed it in. These symbols aren't random. There seeds. There the map where my fear finally
meets something bigger than me. Say it with your hands on my heartbeat. Say it like a spell.
I got room in my veins on my name. When the voice starts to sing, I translate the pain. When the sky turns loud, when the green goes holy
wild, if you can't find the words, I'll call them in the
green and the black.
And I am not afraid.
Morning. I can't get Hi. It was your birthday yesterday. It's Chicks's birthday. Hey,
maybe in life, maybe in life there's sometimes you get another chance there. There second chances. I don't know. I'm on my I'm like a cat, right? No, you're fighting with your son. No fighting with your son. I'm on my I'm on my ninth life with this channel. Um,
I don't know
to th to those people. I just want to say I'm I'm sorry, you know, I overreact and I don't know. Seems it seems like I'm getting another chance.
Maybe I'll like be more careful from now on and stuff, but I'm sorry if I went too far away from you can see I'm back.
I'm not going to go too much into it, but uh hey, not I'm not um I'm not 515. I'm not uh
the channel's still here. I'm lucky. I'm lucky. I it I don't know how things get so crazy sometimes, right? Oh my gosh. Cats are going crazy. Hi, UFO crazy man.
Um it's not like it's not like wow my my channels I mean there's people that lose their channels and stuff like that with with they're making hundreds of thousands of dollars, right? And I don't know how long my channel will last. Who knows what what could go down for for whatever. I don't know. But maybe I'm g
give another chance here. I'm gonna maybe just
respect respect boundaries. They're put up. Not going to bother anybody anymore. I don't want to go on attacking. I'm not going to say, "Oh, I won." But it's not It's not really
this point. I don't feel like I I won really, but what's wrong? Um, no. Well, I don't know if you knew my my channel. I had I had like these strikes against my channel. The strikes are gone um today. I don't know if it's temporary or whatever.
Oh, negotiations are over. Yeah. Well, all I wanted was just things to be fair, you know. So, anyway,
at this point, there's no strikes, you know, strikes are gone and stuff. So, I don't I'm not going to It's not like I'm gonna gloat or say I don't know.
I uh I'm sorry to them if I went too far and I'm not perfect, right? So
there's no need for negotiation. It's like that's the thing. It's like I Yeah. What do they want? They want me to shut up. I'll shut up. I'll leave him alone. Yeah. The only reason I like act like act out
is I get I'm hurt. I get hurt sometimes. And um do I do I I I don't I don't hate anybody. I'm sorry. I said I said stupid things.
I I did. I did. And I apologize. I apologize. And I'm not going to not going to bother them anymore. Okay. I don't know. I don't know if they they
removed them or YouTube removed them or whatever, but just, you know, thank you. Let me just try to have my stupid little channel. Look, you guys want you guys want content like this in the future? Look, I
I can do this. Look, even RG said I'm not that bad. I know it went too damn far, huh? It didn't go far. It went It went too far. But here, how about this IS GOING ON. THIS CAN'T BE REAL. GET AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS. >> I want to do a I want to do a KZ cartoon.
That's That's the uh Oh gosh. Ky wants to be in a cartoon. I'm gonna make him a cartoon. Yeah.
Um but if people uh if people do want to like consult with me about stuff. >> Okay. Do you want to consult with me about how to handle the stuff? I've been through it four times now.
Here. So, I I know the I know the the the laws and stuff. I should have like not overreacted about it. um
or poked. I poked I poked the bears. I don't want to harass anybody. Okay, we have a guest. >> Hello. >> Hello. All that [ __ ] you was writing in my chat last night and all that before that. What's up with that, man? >> Who I was? >> Yeah, it was you. >> Yeah, I was writing in your chat. Was I did I write anything? >> No. Like you about to un live. Goodbye.
Like you about to you saying your farewells. Like what's up with that my [ __ ] >> Am I in your chat? No, I wasn't. I was >> Yeah. Yes. Goodbye. Like enjoy. What's up, my [ __ ] >> And look, you came back. >> I said goodbye. Enjoy. I just remember you playing the Benny stuff and like, you know, I was >> Lady Brie and people were like, "Oh my
god, he's he's look at this guy's a kid." Like Benny's 25 years old. I mean, I know. I know. It's like Yes, he's But I don't know. I never was inappropriate with Benny either. This is like there these these narratives. Um, get rid of >> It's weird to me. All I said is weird. I didn't call you a PDF or none of that. I just don't get down to me. He's a young [ __ ] but that's what you want to do.
You want to do >> Well, I never I never was um particularly I I mean I I think I did joke around a little bit like at one point, but really nothing. >> That's your Joker. That's your Joker number two. >> Yeah, Joker's the same age. >> Yeah, Joker. Yeah, Joker gay too. >> Some people Some are more Some are more mature than out there. You know, Joker's
a little bit, you know, more mature, but still people say he's uh Yeah, these are people in their 20s, you know. >> You good now? I try. >> 21 over. I'm good. I'm good. >> God bless America. >> Stuff, you know. >> Well, what you now? You scared of Alex? >> Scared of Alex. What? I I just rec I just I just got over two copyright
strikes. Um, >> we're talking about Oh, you beat them? >> Yeah. >> Okay. Oh, what? You at you you you at war with Alex now? >> No. >> I I I'm sorry to Alex. And I did I did I did text her yesterday and I >> No, don't text her. She told you leave her alone, [ __ ] That's where you are,
>> Sam. She was in my chat. Um, >> my [ __ ] panel after all this, >> my [ __ ] Damn, you don't listen, G. Yeah, I texted her or something. >> Damn, you don't be listening, my [ __ ] >> All you have to do is you can just block my number. That's the thing, you know. It's like you don't have to. >> Don't though. Don't text her, my [ __ ] That's what Beta had to do. Why you always doing this [ __ ] man? >> And Beeta also was texting me after she
>> Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Don't said, "Don't bring Don't bring out beta, [ __ ] You know I get sent. >> Don't tell me what to do. Can you get out of here? I mean, >> whoa. Why you kicking me, bro? >> Because you're annoying. I mean, it's like I mean, >> I'm trying to have a conversation. Do I tell you who to who not to not to? Is like, you know. >> Yeah, you do all the time. >> I do? >> Yeah, you do. >> Told you anything. I >> I don't know. I don't remember. I smoke
too much crack, [ __ ] >> Oh my gosh. >> What? [ __ ] >> Yeah. >> Well, depress the present. I mean, I'm happy. I mean, it's like I'm happy with >> I just leave be alone. That's [ __ ] We the move on. They kitty gang and sweet pee, too. Kitty gang. >> Well, you leave me alone. How about you leave me alone? I I don't I don't bother
people. I just come around. >> You bother me constantly. How? How? Cuz I don't stick up for your [ __ ] >> I don't kiss your ass. I'm not I'm not >> What? jerking you off. >> No. Did anybody defend me? Really? I mean, like, no. The The only person that >> You sound like Big T, my [ __ ] Oh, do saved me
anybody defend me? Who defend me, [ __ ] >> I would defend you if it was right, you know? >> Oh my god, my [ __ ] [ __ ] I don't need [ __ ] defending me, my [ __ ] I learned that now, [ __ ] I got my own channel defending ourselves, my [ __ ] >> But I mean, I was like, you know >> No cap. >> what? Like what? Sound like Big T, my [ __ ] That [ __ ] is all grown. You
talking about you want to you about to lose your life over YouTube, my [ __ ] That [ __ ] was wild, my [ __ ] >> Wow. >> You want to blame and lose their life for less, you know? It's like, you know. >> Yeah, I know. I I know people that really lost their lives or some dumb [ __ ] [ __ ] So, why you playing with it? Now you want to blame beta and Alex. [ __ ] >> excuse me. What are you talking about? Get the [ __ ] out of here.
>> HOLD ON. YOU ARE BLAMING THEM. You said that. >> What? I mean, it's like what? You're going to come harp on me right now?
I mean, can we we can we can always say that that there's bad behavior on both sides and like, you know, truce. Can you calm down? Can you calm down? >> Yo, this [ __ ] crazy, my [ __ ] Yo, this
[ __ ] crazy. Yo, I'm I'm cal I'm calm. God bless America. >> Yeah, you don't have to. I know you got >> I don't got I don't got a Sunday service this early. So, I gota I gotta get I got to get my >> Go prepare for your church. >> No, I don't got nothing because I got clapped off my own panel. [ __ ] what's up? >> You got clapped off your own panel.
>> that's not a good situation. You maybe >> Yeah, you should change the rules to you have to like your part of the show, you know, your show, right? Um, yeah, >> they are say they they are. I'll give you that, Hector. But sometimes you you do it for the drama. Some people do it
like I I love the drama. Hack, >> I'll say that. I'll I will say um in the future like um you know there there's you know I was wondering it's like because usually for privacy complaints I would get a notice. >> Hold on. You you was apologizing to who? That's what glow key >> everyone if I said anything but
especially to them and uh and now >> my channel posts and everything but um >> yeah I mean I like I said overreacted I'm embarrassed and like whatever and uh >> apologize to me for being gay too much on me. >> Um if if I really did go too far but you know like guys sometimes can joke around and it's like >> no but I don't joke around with that gay
>> I know what you look like. I mean, I I [ __ ] kind of know what you look like, but >> I would have smacked the [ __ ] out of you if you would have played all that gay [ __ ] on me, my [ __ ] I would have b yo I ain't gay, [ __ ] >> Are you going to fight with me? >> No. If you would have did that real life to me in front of me, I would have smacked the [ __ ] out of you. So, I ain't >> You smacked me. going >> Yeah, I would have smacked. >> You You would have been a physically You would been going to physical violence.
>> Yes, but you harassing me with homo stuff. I'm not homo. >> You're not. >> No, you're not. You're not. See, you're not. See, that's what you see. All right. I go I go smack the [ __ ] out of you and take your cats, [ __ ] >> Oh, you would. >> Oh, no. No. Before you before you touch
my cat, you' be bent over. >> See? Whoa. Whoa. See, >> let's let's get moving. Let's move on. So, you apologize to >> Hulk. Okay. >> Okay. You apologize to get all get all [ __ ] muscular. >> Yo, what's up with your underweares? Oh my. Yo, you got >> What are you talking about?
>> Yo, yo, you had underweares. Yo, I >> Hold on. I got Yo, hold on. I got them lives. I got you your deleted lives. I Yo, those [ __ ] was popping. Yo, you was crashing now. You crashing on >> Aren't I entertaining though? Aren't I like an asset? >> No. You're No, no, no, no. You're hilarious when you raging over for dumb [ __ ] with the McDonald's and [ __ ] like
that. So, you apologize to Sweet Pea. >> You You apologize to Sweet Pe too. I ain't doing anything to sweet pee. >> What? Yo, apologize to her, [ __ ] >> For what? >> She's the sweetest pee. >> She Okay. >> Yeah. Better than me, [ __ ]
>> Hi, Lenor. Okay. Say, man. >> Say, man. >> Not attracted to you anymore. >> What? Stop being Hey. Hey, Vana. Hey, I'm just saying Glow Glow too early to bother me. Glow, don't make me push
your wheelchair. You heard? Too early. Glow. Leave me alone. >> Or >> Oh, man. Now Glow don't got no legs. You didn't know that? That's Glow King. She got no legs, mama. >> It's not Sharon, is it? >> No. No. She She good though. She good. She good. Glow got no legs though. You know, she's she my favorite kitty gang, you know. She's my favorite kitty gang.
I don't I mean it's like I don't I I don't know if like there >> Glow is my favorite kitty gang. You heard? She's spicy. Yeah. >> I thought I thought she's she's she about to be my brother-in-law. I mean my brother-in-law. My sister-in-law. >> Her and Broom Gang about to hit it off. Yeah. It hit different. Yeah. Shout out
to Julito and Glowy. You heard? Glowy and Julito. It hit different. Glo easy. All I say is like >> I [ __ ] with Glow though. Glow is funny. You need to take the panel, mama. >> Well, did you see my Did you see my
cartoon of KZ, man? >> Do you see my cartoon of KZ? >> Glowy and Holito. Yeah. >> Look, do you know I I made a cartoon of KZ? Guys, coming in the future, I'm going to do a KZ cartoon. And here's a preview of it. >> Is going on. THIS CAN'T BE REAL. GET AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF
THIS. I got >> Yeah, >> that's not Adidas. What the [ __ ] is that, [ __ ] >> It's a I don't know what I don't know what brand it is. I just can't get >> [ __ ] That's not Adidas, [ __ ] N I'm Y'all [ __ ] just cooked. >> It's close enough. Oh my gosh. Come on, Lenor. Oh my gosh. >> Yeah. Scratch that [ __ ] Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Scratch that. Yeah. Piss on that [ __ ]
>> So, he said he wants a cartoon. He He said he feels left out because Sam man got a cartoon from Lord of the Group. I got three, you know, some cartoons from there. Um, Jay Dog is got a cartoon. I don't know if you saw Jay Dog's cartoon. He's It's pretty good, too. It's >> me caring about Jay Dog. Stupid J. That's what I be telling you. So, you be getting me tight.
>> You're talking about So, you going to leave be alone? >> Is she gonna leave me alone? >> She leave you alone. What you talking about? >> Yes. Okay. >> Yeah. You covering her, playing clips, the pics. What's up, man? I'm a I'm a lawyer. your lawyer. Well, glad you're not my lawyer. I I'd sue you to smitherreens. Anyway, I'm just kidding.
>> You got your McDonald's? That's why you look into >> No, no McDonald's. I think I might get a bagel or something this morning. Um and and a coffee from the place and >> get get a bagel with salmon. The little salmon. Yeah, that tastes good with some >> Yeah. No, it's based on him. Yeah, that that is that is him. Yeah. Um, that was that was kind of funny yesterday. Like I don't know I
don't know when these when those episodes will be up or whatever if I'll ever put them up again. I mean they're on course. >> What what what your crash? I got them. >> No, it was it was it was you know um we had a like probably about two hours of of RG and and KZ just >> that [ __ ] was O. Yeah, that was too much for me. I ain't going >> ODed on it. Yeah, I thought it was kind of funny. Oh my god.
>> Yeah, KZ I can't I can't I can't argue with KZ to me. He that [ __ ] is not that's not for me. It's not for not for me either. That's >> not for me. I can't argue this [ __ ] why I Then he went talking about I'm dodging kids lying. This [ __ ] is a weirdo, bro. That's not for me. I'm sorry. >> I mean, but it's like it just goes to show it's like we you know, we should be more responsible as like you know,
people that have a platform and stuff like that and and uh >> you know, be careful what we say sometimes because we have we do have influence more than you know. I'm not saying I have a great influence, but I'm saying, you know, we, you know, we do have the ability to, you know, get a crowd um
>> crowd stuff and blah blah blah. >> Yeah. You know, you just crash when you're drunk, [ __ ] And I love it, [ __ ] Yeah. >> Yeah. What's the point? >> I'm gonna I'm calming down on it a little bit. Like I was like, get drunk more. Do meth >> You do meth. Come on. You know it. What are >> you talking about? Please. You don't do math?
>> No. But do you do you do cough syrup? >> You do coke. >> Hi. I I do I do catnip. >> Okay. You know it was Trix's birthday yesterday on Pi Day. Can you say happy birthday to Trix? He's two years old.
Yeah. Okay. So, let's let's let me see if I can order order a a bagel and a actually Sunday. Sometimes they're not open on Sunday, which sucks, but let me see if they're open. >> Kitty gang. >> Okay. Well, can you not No gang banging on my show, please. >> Whoa. Kitty Gang is a cat, [ __ ] Kitty Gang. >> It's a cat.
>> Yeah. Shout out to Sweet P. Happy birthday to who? Who birthday is it? >> Trix. It was Trix's birthday yesterday. >> I thought it was low key. I thought God bless you. I thought it was blow. >> You ever watch the watch the video of Jay Dog? Oh, Paige. You know, it it's actually funny. I mean, it >> Paige hit. That's my other kitty gang, Snow Bunny right there from Canada. >> Hey, Paige Paige. >> I hear you talk about those snow
bunnies. >> What? What? Damn. Paige is a snow bunny from Canada. >> You call her peach fuzz. Paige. >> Whoa. I didn't call her that. Whoa. >> She said snow bunnies were >> No. No. So, I said snow bunnies. When it get a little hairy, we call it the peach fuzz. You heard? That's what I said. >> Okay. >> No. Every snow bunny hairy. Yeah. Shout
out to Paige. God bless you. >> Are you used to those hairy Dominican girls? >> Wow. >> I'm sorry to Dominican. I'm sorry. >> That's racist as [ __ ] >> Is that racist as what? >> What? Now you trying to go moonwalking. Look this like you call me a spit card, right? You
>> Whoa. Now, whoa, you call me that. You Yeah, you call me. Hold on. >> I don't use that language. >> What? Yes, you do. >> I do not. >> I got the clip, man. >> Who said that? I didn't. I I didn't use that language. Someone else said that. No. It's like It's like the It's like
It's not like It isn't glazed Jay Dog. It's funny. I mean, it's like if I can just show you like, you know, a second of it. Um because I played a little bit yesterday. It's like yeah. So Lord of the Group, you know, he does these great um these great uh you know commentaries
with you know people cartoons. >> Come on. That's just AI [ __ ] Come on. >> What? >> AI. >> Is it I don't want to say it's AI. It's I mean it's like yeah I think AI is >> what up yesterday >> have a lot of creativity in it. I don't I don't I think I think you might smile.
Hold on one second. Let me just show you a little bit. Oh. Oh, hold on. I'll let I'll let Eldo up in a second, too. Here's Eldo. Yeah. >> We're showing uh >> Who that? >> It's Eldo. >> No way. >> Yo, why you not live, [ __ ] >> Yo. Oh my god. Yo, this [ __ ] follow me
over. Yo, I'm done. Yo, this [ __ ] is crazy, son. Yo, YOU YO, PUT THAT [ __ ] DOWN. HOLD ON. PUT THAT [ __ ] DOWN. Let me talk to Elbow. [ __ ] you got the content over here. Tight. Damn. Hold on. This [ __ ] follow me over here. Hold on. >> I was here yesterday. >> I was here yesterday. >> Yo, shut the [ __ ] up, [ __ ] I'm talking to Elbow, [ __ ] Elbow. What you mean I'm not live? You know why I'm not live, [ __ ]
>> What you mean? You was You was live last night without being on panel. What happened? >> What happened? Cuz I had delay it. I got that paper calling you that. I'm sorry. It's snow. Okay. Snowbody. Yeah. Okay. It was it was cuz >> [ __ ] I know it wasn't Barry Fishy. Come on Fishy, get out of here. >> He was hyp. He was waiting to hear the voice. You seen that fish?
>> Finally got joining. >> Hey yo, what? >> He was hype, wasn't he? >> Yo, is [ __ ] >> is beat okay with you being over here? >> Oh, [ __ ] I'm [ __ ] Whoa. Is Bea cool with you beating over here? >> To me, beta threw me to the curb. You ain't here?
>> Nah. Well, nah, I'm loyal to Bea. Bea n [ __ ] this [ __ ] Kitty gang all day. >> I don't know. >> Nah. Where? No. I got I got to stay away from y'all [ __ ] then. Y beet got problems with I got to stay away from y'all [ __ ] >> Wasn't you the one that told her to strike uh Psych uh uh channel? It was him. Psych.
>> Yo, this [ __ ] is walling, [ __ ] Wow. This [ __ ] is walling. No, one of yo what show proof [ __ ] >> the whole point of it it was like those I think whenever I was stricken over those weren't really copyright >> I w I noodles no packet
cereal no milk cereal with canned milk >> good morning page 11 >> waffles no syrup >> he can't go live for Sunday service he had to come here with to the boyfriend. >> [ __ ] I got the paperwork. I can't really cook the way I need to cook for Sunday, [ __ ] Don't worry, [ __ ] I
went live that snack, [ __ ] That [ __ ] was horrible, [ __ ] Look at that [ __ ] >> also, so you saying Boston Bridget being >> Oh, up there was horrible. >> No, no, I'm talking about me. No. Whoa. Relax. Me can't talk is horrible. I need to talk. >> Nah, [ __ ] I think people enjoyed you not being up there. >> Oh, so I'll be I'll be back. And I went
live again to respect the money too. >> Right. But but but uh listen. So your clap is a hundo. That means if somebody try to vest you, it should be a hundo. You know that, right? >> That's crazy. >> Nah, it should be true, bro. >> Nah, come on. Don't make rules for me. They could 25, right? >> That's crazy. That's That's [ __ ] up.
Then then you clap. >> Nah. Nah. N for 25. Where the where the where the where the We're where beat, man. We got Come on. >> Oh my god. Yeah, 25 and 100.
>> I do think YouTube is pretty. Um, >> I think somebody did vest me before though. >> Pretty good. >> I think somebody did vest me before for 25. I got to go back. >> Nobody remember. Yeah. Uh-huh. >> Our band. >> Oh my god. And RG was going at KZ, right? And he he cammed up and and I knew already he was missing teeth like
you, bro. >> Oh, you didn't you never seen KZ? >> No, that's the first time. >> KZ got he got his whole his whole [ __ ] is gone, [ __ ] >> No, he say he got 30. He got 30 teeth, >> [ __ ] >> [ __ ] that [ __ ] got like 10, [ __ ] That [ __ ] look like >> a lot. >> Oh my god. >> Unfortunately, them in the the worst place. Well, the two front ones kind of the worst.
>> Oh, yeah. He said he got the two front ones missing and then the two sides or something like that. >> His [ __ ] is gone, [ __ ] I'm telling you, his [ __ ] is gone. >> Yeah, I'm going to look at my ban list right now. I mean, it's like um for the for that, but um someone's talking to me. Oh my god, I do have so many people banned. I have over 100 people banned. >> You [ __ ] look. You sensitive [ __ ] >> Not just me.
>> Hey, look at your banned. Hold on. Is that you banned on one of them, Sam? Yeah, I got you got me banned. >> Okay, I'll take that off. Okay, >> let me see if I s banned. Sig is banned all band. I talked to her last night. >> Who's Chocolate Thunder?
>> Does anybody know who Nick Gers is? >> Yo, do you know about Lady B Reddit, bro? That [ __ ] crazy. Have you ever like looked into it? So if somebody donate for the Reddit, you going to go over it, >> [ __ ] That's right. >> That is her, [ __ ] >> Okay. >> What's her Reddit say? >> Oh my god. Some wild [ __ ] Yo, some wild [ __ ] I gotta find it again. But it it
was some wild [ __ ] man. >> 34th Sage. Like >> her name on there, though. So >> her though, but that's what saying, man. Say it ain't her. >> Cool. Oh, thing that is is banned. Oh my god. >> Shout out to the Reddit. Oh, you that must not be you just he was just in chat. You beaned him again. >> No, I mean he's but that was like you know my other chat. This is my my my channel. >> Oh, that's another channel.
>> Yeah, that was my backup channel yesterday because this channel had strikes on yesterday. >> So the strikes gone? >> Yeah, >> he beat him. >> Oh, even beat us. >> Yep. >> Damn. >> Kitty gang. We about to be on it again. >> Damn. Bea pissed. I know she mad, >> [ __ ] Why leave? Look, leave beater alone, my [ __ ]
>> What you mean? Bea was the one that struck him, [ __ ] >> Why you care, [ __ ] >> Cuz she, you know, she going to have to, you know what I mean? >> Yo, what you you So, you flip floping sides. Let me know, [ __ ] >> I'm team beat, [ __ ] But I'm just >> All right, [ __ ] I like Say that again, saying. [ __ ] You kitty gang or what, [ __ ] >> You make your own creamer. Paige makes her own coffee creamer. What do you do? Page over there with like little butter
churn. >> Oh, not the crema. De. >> I'm missing I'm I'm missing one tooth in the very very very back. >> That's a moler. That's a mer. >> I'm missing a m like number 33 or something like that. >> I don't like the >> Yo, can y'all hear this? This is This is uh Kate's betrayal to Barry. Let me know if y'all can hear this.
>> I don't like the message being sent over there. I don't like people who use people who take advantage of their [ __ ] sensitive spots. You don't like people throw it out there for >> You don't like people who use people, but you'll lick Barry's ball sack who's used me for $7,000. >> OH, YO, SEND ME THAT CLIP, [ __ ] That was recent. >> Yeah,
>> give me that. Let me get that clip, [ __ ] Stop playing with me. >> No wonder No wonder K be acting funny. Send me that clip, [ __ ] >> I got one more. >> Good point. doesn't like people who use others, but she thinks that Barry is great. >> Yeah, >> you you can't say the same things in a sentence because they can't both be true.
>> Listen, you >> both be true. That's that's the truth. >> They can't both be true. If you like Barry, then you're okay with whatever he does, obviously. >> Where was this at? >> But you don't like people who use and he's the number one user. Twofaced, backstabbing. um person that exists. So faced
backstabbed user twofaced back the number one user two-faced backstab. >> What was this on a panel where [ __ ] >> this? So there's that. talk to me >> What was this >> [ __ ] That was on her panel when [ __ ] this was I gotta ask you know whoever sent this to me. This this get that send
that clip. Play with me. Jan [ __ ] clip. I'll play that [ __ ] today. You >> what up? >> Yeah, that clip. >> That happened. Uh when that that it was last week. It was uh when she was fighting uh Shannon that same day. >> Let me get that. I didn't even know that. I don't watch cake, [ __ ] Don't she boring, [ __ ] I ain't gonna hold you. Give me get that club. I have
bought you that [ __ ] tonight. Facts, [ __ ] Let me get that. >> Yeah, that's that's a All right. I'll give you both of them, John. Right. But I need, you know, a discount on a on a vest. You >> hold on. No, hold on, Papa. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. >> More too. You know what I'm saying? Just this [ __ ] is whing this [ __ ]
>> You know what I'm saying? >> This [ __ ] Send me a Send me a Happy Meal like you do. Psych. Who's What you saying? Site >> me. Shrimp tacos. >> Oh my Oh, he was the shrimp tacos. >> Fish or shrimp? I think it was >> OH MY GOD. LOOK AT LIZ. LIZ IS IN. Oh my god. Liz love live in here too. Oh my god. L3. Come on L3. Come on. You can't
be in the muddy waters over here. Come on L3. Come on. Shout out to L3 in the building. You heard? Shout out to L3. I like that. I like L3 moving around in these streets. You heard? You you you safe with us. You
not Big T. Yo, did you did you see in the chat low-key defending uh lowkey defending Alex in your chat yesterday when she was telling saying Jews should burn and [ __ ] like that? >> Oh, I know. >> I won't say that again, but that Yeah, lowkey crazy, bro. I should have screenshotted it. >> You ain't see that saying, man? Right.
Low key, confirm it for me. I don't want to be caught a liar, baby. Oh, >> I can't believe that. >> Hey, Sam, do you like that hot honey? >> Oh [ __ ] You like hot honey? You like the honey? >> No, I'm good. >> You don't like it? It's pretty good.
>> Yo, you Psych been working out, bro. I'm trying to tell you. Psych. Show them your Show them show them your muscle, dog. See that? See, man. You know what I'm saying? Look, he he's mesmerized. He don't know what to do.
>> I look pretty good, huh? Pretty pretty pretty good. Okay. Well, okay. Hash brown. Cheesy hash brown with onion cream cheese. >> Yo, Kitty Gang. Shout out to Leslie. I not I not Shout out to you, L3. You know that. I'll [ __ ] with you three
>> and toasted. They always forget to toast my bagel. I don't know. It's like, come on. Takes 10 seconds. >> Got it. Okay. >> No, I Yo, I didn't even catch that live, my [ __ ] How I missed that, my [ __ ] That's so You know I don't watch Kate. I would have been See. >> Oh, there you go, man. I was just thinking about you, Trip. I just think about you, you know. Say the word, man.
Say the word. >> Hello, Trip. >> What up, Trip? [ __ ] I didn't even watch Kate, [ __ ] I didn't even know that, man. >> Good morning. Good morning, cats. >> I thought it was out there. Shout out to, you know, I don't know if the person want to, you know, be known, but yeah, shout out to you, man.
That was a great clip, [ __ ] I didn't even [ __ ] I didn't even know that. >> Oh yeah, he got it, man. Shout out to [ __ ] You [ __ ] you [ __ ] I didn't know that, [ __ ] K took the pan and all that. [ __ ] should have said, why KK you Sandman? Oh, you ain't even know KK was on panel >> Yeah, [ __ ] I was like, dude, this the with her yet? flip-flopping is real, my [ __ ] After they called they doxy yo, this [ __ ] is
bananas. After they called each other probation, all types of [ __ ] >> And Barry just donated to her uh when um when uh Chicken Cakes was fighting with her, remember? >> Yeah, that [ __ ] is wild, my [ __ ] Yeah. >> donated to her to play the um the beep beep uh uh clip. >> Mhm. >> Yeah.
>> That's what I'm saying. I'm surprised he didn't take a link and start crying yet. Barry ass [ __ ] >> Ah, something going on. Yeah. >> Yeah. Hit different [ __ ] That's [ __ ] Come and be real, [ __ ] I don't give a [ __ ] what nobody say. >> Oh, Trip said what clip? Let me play it. You'll know as soon as I play it. >> Dude, I don't like the message being sent over there. I don't like people who
use people who take advantage of their [ __ ] sensitive spots. Throw it out there for >> You don't like people who use people, but you'll lick Barry's ball sack who's used me for $7,000. >> It was more than $7,000 >> people. >> It's more than $7,000. [ __ ] out of here. Don't dumb it down, dumb [ __ ]
[ __ ] crazy, man. Tell me them clips, too, when you have time, man. I need to cook that up. God bless you. I didn't watch that, Trip. I don't watch K. I didn't even know that. >> Okay, well, it's a new day. It's a new day.
>> Yo, you alive, [ __ ] God bless. Don't blame Bea. Don't blame nobody else, Alex or nobody else about your, you know, whatever you want to go through, [ __ ] Everybody got a bad day, [ __ ] Cheer up, [ __ ] >> Okay, >> that's a beater. Yeah, I said it. >> No, I'm sorry if I >> Well, apologize to Christine, too. What
up, >> Christina? Christine and I should be fine. I mean, I thought we were I mean, >> I don't know about that. They were saying they were saying I'm going to be 5150 today but or I don't but >> need I mean I think you need help. I don't know what you think about that. >> You need help personally. Want me to help you?
I help you out. >> Just lay back and close me. I'm just talking I got I got like five more minutes, man. >> So you said what? Uh I mean you got to work things out with beta, man. Did you take the things out where you said what you said about her? Let me see. >> Yeah. You did? Yeah, [ __ ] Hey, yo, hold on.
Hold on, Elbow. Ain't no working out with beater, [ __ ] [ __ ] this [ __ ] >> Yeah, I said that. >> See, man, you don't help. You know, it's like you're not you don't help. >> No, [ __ ] that [ __ ] Yeah, cuz you treated Bea. Alex told you leave her alone. Bea told you leave her alone. And you don't listen, [ __ ] >> Alex was over on my show calling me a monster after she said leave her alone. She was on my
>> You're a monster. Alex, don't trust Alex. But listen, Sam, man. I asked her to take that [ __ ] down. He took it down. So you telling me I'm working against >> No fleas on the cat. beta? >> Well, well, hold on. Hold on. I don't know. I don't [ __ ] I told beta [ __ ] Not every weekend is her weekend, [ __ ] I don't I don't I don't know, my [ __ ] >> S it's like then I say, can you take the the >> [ __ ] My my loyalty my loyalty right
now is with beta [ __ ] So what's up, [ __ ] Kitty gang. >> Yeah, but if your loyalty was with her, why you not trying to end the beef? You want the >> I don't know. I don't speak for be there. Be the one war. We going to war. I'm at. But I'm just saying >> Persia, [ __ ] Persia, [ __ ] That's how we do, [ __ ] Persia. >> Oh my god. I see fleece come out. Oh my god. We want that. I didn't >> Oh,
>> no fleas came out. >> There's no fleas. >> Oh my god. >> I mean, >> I seen it. She took the fleas. >> Okay. But if the [ __ ] got flee, if the cat got fleas, he could just get flee removal. [ __ ] that's nothing. >> You don't get that, [ __ ] He He worried about the >> She has he worried about the chicken wrap. He wearing that. >> Yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo >> If you see psych. yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo. What this WHAT
YO ban that [ __ ] yo no talking about kids man. Yo yo ban that [ __ ] bro. Hold on. Let me let me I got it. Nobody's a weirdo. Let me ban that. Yo Sh you can't have weirdos like that disrespecting my people man. You >> what? >> Look at bro being nasty over there. Look [ __ ] talk about grandkids man. That
[ __ ] is weird my [ __ ] No [ __ ] sight. Get that [ __ ] out of here, [ __ ] Get out of here, [ __ ] Oh my god. >> Well, hold on. Let me go to my next account, [ __ ] Get that [ __ ] out. >> No, I ain't got no M ain't doing nothing. That [ __ ] still in the chat, my [ __ ] Get him out of here. Get him. Get him. Pack him out. Pack him out. Get
out of here, [ __ ] [ __ ] out of here. Pack him out. When I'm here, get my water back. Get the [ __ ] out of here. Water break. Go ahead. Move on. My fault is disrespecting like talking about grandkids. That [ __ ] is weird, my [ __ ] early in the morning. Where that [ __ ] [ __ ] Go to Tommy Chatter somewhere and do
that [ __ ] [ __ ] Go ahead. Go ahead, Elbow. What you was saying? I fixed it. Don't worry. It Oh, Eldo. Eldo, you need a wrench. Oh my god. I'm surprised Elbow don't got a wrench. He didn't pay for it yet. >> Elder and I are just we're just mending fences right now.
>> Wow. Yeah, cuz you know you he got that bread. You know he got that ch of big. You know that. Oh my god. You itching. Oh my god. Elbow. He's itching. Why? >> Not really itching. >> Yo, it's after the cat. I'm telling you the cat. He scratches the cat. >> I'm allergic to cats. I am allergic to cats. >> You are being a jani is not mo. I don't
think I banned them. I just think they're not modded. >> We're not sure. They call me a [ __ ] with as a mod. And then Trip and Sip was like, "Don't kick don't unmod them. I I can't have my mods calling me a [ __ ] person." I mean, it's like I know I'm happy to have people as mods and stuff like that. I just need my mods to
like, you know, not be just shit-talking me constantly. That's why He-Man's unfortunately not not not um hidden in my chat, but hidden from me because they they keep hurting my feelings. I mean, I keep remoding them and then they're like, "Oh, you know, I mean, >> oh, no, I'm not asking for you ain't got a mod. I'm good."
>> Saying like, >> he said, "Trip ship sounds exactly like Flynn H." They totally different. >> Flynn H. >> Yeah, Flynn. You don't You remember Flynn, [ __ ] You used to go at him. You used to go at me, Flynn, and KK. >> Go at me, [ __ ] [ __ ] out of here. He's still around, [ __ ]
I think people have to do some IRL pick up my pick up my bagels. So, hold on. >> Shout out to my [ __ ] Flynn, [ __ ] That's my [ __ ] >> I'll be right back with you. Guys want >> Word. to chat. Right back. >> Yo, I hate when he do this oneonone. You know, I'm out of here. I'm about to I was just trying to talk [ __ ] I couldn't even talk [ __ ] on live. You heard? I
missed my Sunday service today. >> Hey, what time? Well, all you got to do is whoever clap me just got to, you know what I'm saying? Take it back and the money's still yours. You know what I'm saying? That's all. >> [ __ ] [ __ ] out of here, [ __ ] Then you know why you do that? You say that to me. So trouble that when I when I retracted a couple people, you did that [ __ ] quick though, [ __ ]
>> No, never. >> Yeah. Yes, you did. When I clapped people and said, "Yo, it's cool. Bring Ron back up." I did that with Ron. >> No, never. Because Ron still sit there. Yo, still was there, [ __ ] >> You a liar. I've You telling me that what I >> No, give me the No, show the proof. >> You telling me that when I've somebody I never hit you up and said, "Yo, just let
them up. Cool." You know what I'm saying? You telling me I never said that? That never happened. >> You said that, but I still deny it. >> You did not deny that [ __ ] [ __ ] You a [ __ ] >> Oh, look it up. >> You You really slow, [ __ ] Cuz that's happened, [ __ ] A few times I've clapped people and said, "Yo, it's cool. Let them up." >> Okay. Okay. Okay. All right. I thought you meant like uh you you clap them and you pay me to bring them back. >> Oh no, no, [ __ ]
>> Okay. Okay. No, no. Whatever you want, whatever the don uh the donator want to do what they do, that's up to y'all. Fact. So whatever [ __ ] if you want if your people want you bad that much, [ __ ] they all they got to do is is say, "Yo, you know what I'm saying? We retract. If not, [ __ ] I'm good." Like, [ __ ] I don't give a [ __ ]
>> What you mean to to retract your clap? Yeah, then yours. Yes, sir. >> Nah, [ __ ] that, [ __ ] >> All right, then. They don't got to do it. I don't give a [ __ ] >> You know what I'm saying? I'm just doing you a favor, [ __ ] You ain't got to take it, [ __ ] >> I get what you saying now. I got it. >> Yeah, [ __ ] >> Yeah, the donor do what they want to do,
>> [ __ ] Or mine. >> Alex did that. Alex did that, too. >> Where she unclap somebody? >> No. No, she tried to unclap somebody, but she just bring them back. Like, yo, you can bring him back. >> It's cold. >> It's freezing.
>> I got that. So, Danny, why you clap Alex then? >> [ __ ] >> exactly. >> I clap who I want to clap, [ __ ] >> If you trying to If you you trying to Why you clap Why you clap my content? >> Enjoy the McDonald's money, [ __ ] >> Why you clap, [ __ ] I wanted Alex and Bea to go at it. And you clapped it, >> [ __ ] And I do, [ __ ] That ain't the
first time that I've clapped somebody. >> My [ __ ] you be hating then, my [ __ ] You You You hating it. Exactly. >> Oh, you trying to help me. You just all It's all your personal gang, [ __ ] >> Yeah, definitely. And you love the money. You put money before your content, right? That's That's >> [ __ ] cuz I was mad, [ __ ] How I was mad I couldn't even cover the content last night, >> man. [ __ ] you wanted to use beta for
content and and I can >> Oh, using beta. Wow. [ __ ] you ain't gonna break me and be up, [ __ ] She left. She left because of what was going on. You tried to blame that [ __ ] on me and she specifically told you it wasn't because of me. >> Kade, man. Yo, he's going to run. Yo, take a jaw. Yo, Shaq, how about you run to McDonald's again?
>> He running. Damn. Why you running? >> It's cold. >> Look like, yo, show your feet. Show feet, [ __ ] What you GOING OUT WITH? >> OH MY GOD. You bum ass. >> We not playing. Go get your shrimp tacos, man. >> What? What you getting? Shrimp taco. What you getting, [ __ ] >> Getting a bagel and a coffee.
>> Well, from where? From what? Make >> Oh, psych. How much to cut the top of your head? You want to make $100? Cut the Cut your >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Hey. Yeah. Just cut it. Yeah. Cut it like Britney Spears, man. What y'all think? Yo, y'all want to see a ball site? >> No. No. No. No. You got to cut it like randomly. Like random cuts. Yeah. Yeah.
>> Like Britney Spears. Yeah. Leave chunk of hair one side. Yeah. [ __ ] like that. >> I don't know, man. >> It's not even worth it. You should have told him $50 a eightball, [ __ ] What the [ __ ] He a crap kind of [ __ ] You went high so fast, [ __ ] You go low, man. >> I think >> How much you do for $50, [ __ ] You went
too high? >> Your eyebrows. How much to cut your eyebrows? >> 25. Oh, he's making his own He's stealing, y'all. >> He's stealing. He's stealing. He didn't pay for it. He's making his own coffee. Oh my god. Making two He's still
on the app. >> He definitely hurting hitting tobacco out of a bong. Did you see that saying, man? The weed bong. He was hitting tobacco out of it. >> Oh, hell no. He trying Oh my god. He think it's weed. He think it's K2. >> He was using He was using Dutch rappers. Dutch tobacco, bro. It was a What was it? What was it? Low >> Swisser. >> A Swisser, bro. He was using Swissbac.
>> Thank you. >> That [ __ ] was hilarious, dog. >> Oh [ __ ] He You pay for that? >> Yeah. >> No, he didn't. Yo, I'm telling you that [ __ ] gone. I'm telling you, elbow pe clip shipping, [ __ ] I'm telling you. >> Oh [ __ ] What the hell? Just froze. >> Yeah.
What the [ __ ] Didn't he just walk out? How we back in the shop? Oh, >> sorry. I missed it. Hello. >> Yeah, we >> How much you cut one of your eyebrows off for the content? >> well, you know, I I I just don't I don't >> Oh,
I don't think I look very good like that. And I look kind of crazy. I don't >> All right, that'll grow back in a week. I'll do that. I'll do the shaving the head, but I like my eyebrows. >> No, we want >> I'll do one of those like, you know, where you put little lines in it. I'll do that.
>> Yo, [ __ ] it. Yo, I I want to make you a Sam me. Yo, how much of the uh pluck one of your tooth out? >> I don't know, bro. I'm good. >> No. No. One of your tooth. Give me a tooth. How much? My >> my tooth. Yeah. My teeth are staying. No. No. Give me one. Give me one. Give me one. Elbow. Let's put down on this. Give me one. I want him to make a become a sand
man. Yeah. Give me one. >> He ain't gonna do that, bro. You >> Why not, [ __ ] You You watch House M. You watch Housemate the movie, [ __ ] That [ __ ] is fire, [ __ ] >> You mad. He You missing teeth and you want him to be >> Yeah. I want I give me one. Yeah. Tell him give me one. Yeah. I need one. >> I'm gonna pull out the same teeth you're missing, Santa. >> Yeah. So, how much? Yeah. How much? How
much? Yo, it's crazy that you >> you can hear when people like missing teeth. You can hear it. You know what I'm saying? >> Housemade. Housemade. Housemade. Mama. >> As soon as I heard KZ talking, I was like, "Nick, you missing teeth?" He said, "Yeah." >> He said, "What's wrong with that? I got
30." I said, "Oh shit." >> Yo, I couldn't believe my 32. >> That's what he said. Yo, you okay? Yo yo yo yo yo yo. I need one. >> Yo, and he homeless. >> How the hell he got a phone, bro? >> That [ __ ] [ __ ] Obamacare, [ __ ]
>> He has an iPhone. He's an He has a nicer phone than I have. He has an iPhone. >> Obamacare, [ __ ] You get the EBT. I'm telling you. Yo, my [ __ ] Yo, Elbow, New York City, you get the EBT, you get the Obamacare, and you get a Xbox with the WA. I'm telling you, [ __ ] I'll be right back. Bring inside. >> Not an iPhone. Yeah, with an iPhone, [ __ ] You get the smartphone. You get
the I'm [ __ ] I'm telling you, [ __ ] I'm about to do a I'm about to send one of the one of the shorties. Yo, go to the EBT run and show we could go IRL with it. So you can see how the EBT office is. You get the You get the You get the package, [ __ ] You get the You get the You get the Obama care. Shout out to Obama. You get the Xbox. You get
the free Wi-Fi. And you get the EBT cash. You heard, [ __ ] But a iPhone. >> Yeah. >> No. No. >> Ain't no way. Ain't no way the government giving out. >> [ __ ] [ __ ] I know [ __ ] that sell blood and get phones, [ __ ] You heard it here different, [ __ ]
>> Yo, tell me why. I seen a a couple weeks ago or not even a weeks, months. Bro, somebody bought the mangas, right? A PSAT manga. They was paying like a,000 over a,000. Them shit's like $500 now. That [ __ ] lost. >> Just dropped, right? Yo, I'm hold on. Okay, so they reprinting cards right now. Elbow, right? So they reprinting the one piece right now. But anything
they just dropping right now. So that's [ __ ] >> like crazy. >> Mhm. >> [ __ ] I I paid Bro, I paid a rack for the the bubble mute one. You see how much it is, [ __ ] It's 2500 right now. >> [ __ ] I told you. But [ __ ] I told you get English. You be you be dodging. >> I didn't show you. I told you the English. I thought you thought I thought
you show me that that one that mule is gonna go up even more. I keep telling you >> that [ __ ] gonna be like five grand. >> That mute is gonna keep going up and up, my [ __ ] >> Um, try to get that Charizard. I thought you got a Japanese. Try to get the English version of that Charizard you got. >> Oh yeah. Yeah, I got that [ __ ] >> I'll be watching, [ __ ] I'm market watch, [ __ ] I want to see what's going
up. But the One Piece is definitely dropping. But this is your chance to get the cards that you missed out. >> Yeah. Get them low, right? No, I your mind cuz [ __ ] but >> No, I'm talking about just um bus um boxes open. Go to the hobby shops early. Like that's what you don't understand. You got to go to the previews. Um the the tournament [ __ ] you you you meet people down there and be like, "Yo,
these [ __ ] don't want money, so they don't even give a [ __ ] about the awards." Like you want award cards to [ __ ] that won tournaments and they you will never get them cards, [ __ ] You will never get them shits. So you just be cool with [ __ ] You got bread, [ __ ] Go to these hobby shops, [ __ ] Like, yo, who plays One Piece? Yo, I pay money. And you start off with that. >> You act like I haven't done that. You know what I'm saying? >> All right. I'm just saying that's how I
get my [ __ ] [ __ ] Preview. I >> see not one of your cards, >> [ __ ] You don't have to. Just like Oh, just like my kicks, right? You didn't see my infrareds that night, >> [ __ ] them [ __ ] >> [ __ ] You got new shoes or you you just >> I got new shoes. >> You You just showing me the [ __ ] you done worn three years ago. >> I got DS. I told I showed you my threes.
Didn't I show you my uh my threes? My fire red threes. Brand new in the box. >> No, I don't think that was me. I don't think it was me. But >> yeah, I did. It was in the group chat. >> Me? >> Was the fire res? Yeah, cuz I showed the mocha. My mocha threes. >> Oh, I don't know. I think probably
>> I got I got at least >> 10 to 15 >> DS. There was a dude outside of Oh, yeah. You seen that trip? Yeah, that was the promo. They said he was dumb for doing that cuz it's going to drop, but I don't know. >> Yeah, for the Luffy promo. I got I got the m the first magazine promo that came with
>> magazine, the manga, the show. >> Oh, I got Luffy. I got a Luffy magazine promo, [ __ ] >> Okay. >> You know what? You know what? You know what they doing now? >> They doing They're doing um um >> I know. figurines like Dragon Ball Z just did a huge tour around the world. And this $80
figurine, [ __ ] from the manga when he's beat up with the a Super Saiyan U guy. [ __ ] that [ __ ] jumped to like 500. That shit's going up and down, though. I swear to God. They was in Jersey. There was one in Jersey and I missed out. That line was >> Dragon Ball Z [ __ ] >> You talking about Dragon Ball Z [ __ ] manga? What are you talking about?
>> The toy, [ __ ] [ __ ] that you could, you know, you display. >> Oh, I got >> I'll be mad if my shoes start to crack. Hold on. >> No, they cost they they and you could grade. I didn't even know you [ __ ] be grading toys that you can send them off and grade them
>> for more money. >> [ __ ] I bought fragment fives a size. Remember when when small shoe size used to be more than big back in the day? 2018. >> Oh, they cracking on you. They cracking on you already. >> I'm looking at them. The the the back turned green though. But I can get that back. But bro, I paid five something for
these fragments. A size like five. And these [ __ ] are like 200 now, bro. Like the sneaker market [ __ ] me up, >> my [ __ ] I just sold my um pan leather ones. I bought that [ __ ] for like 600 because I wanted to the I want to be the first one out with those, [ __ ] I sold them shits for retail, [ __ ] Like 210, 220, [ __ ] That was old. I would never
I'm telling you, >> if the sneaker market don't come back, I'm I'm lost, [ __ ] I lost. I took a big loss. Mother, >> [ __ ] [ __ ] sneakers are never coming back, [ __ ] It's gone, [ __ ] Everything is sitting right now, >> [ __ ] Sneakers did this a while back, [ __ ] >> Sneakers >> when when B Jump Man Boss, whatever the [ __ ] his name is, like that [ __ ] went up, dropped
>> and then >> I always told people collect your retros so you don't have to reby them. >> The [ __ ] will go up again, but by that time the probably gonna [ __ ] deteriorate. >> Yeah, [ __ ] That's why I kept [ __ ] No, see I wear mines. So my 14s, I got champions, I got Concords, [ __ ] they look better age anyway, [ __ ] >> Look, look, the Off-White, the
reimagine, they trying to make your [ __ ] yellow already, [ __ ] My shit's [ __ ] yellow from me wearing them, [ __ ] I might as well keep my shits like the threes, [ __ ] The threes look good beat up already, [ __ ] I didn't I got the uh 2008 threes and they look way better than the new threes and they about to come out again like the fours the bread fors they about to come out this the
third time re-releasing the the breath force and I still sending on mines [ __ ] Jordan is playing y'all [ __ ] way too much now
>> I like >> you like these guys [ __ ] No, >> not Box. No, that cheat. I never tried that [ __ ] That [ __ ] look like it give you a headache, [ __ ] >> Well, one piece definitely go down there, bro. >> Yeah, man. Told you. Hop on that, [ __ ] >> [ __ ] I already did. I'm in deep, [ __ ] I got more worth in in cars than
I do in sneakers, [ __ ] >> That Naruto about to be fire. Watch. >> I know people think you know this [ __ ] dumb, but it is. it. I I invest in uh crypto and and um and stocks and [ __ ] [ __ ] trading cards are going up faster than [ __ ] stocks and crypto.
>> You going to get it? Yeah. >> That's fast money. Like they say you want to go ahead. My fault. >> I'm saying I wake up and one of the [ __ ] cars is just sold for double. I'm like, damn. You know, >> and you could get that money. You all he has to do is go to a little shop. Uh uh uh uh when or when they do these tours and the n these people will pay
thousands of dollars for [ __ ] cardboard. You'll be you'll be amazed. >> BG. What up BG? >> Yeah. So I'm going to be taking down taking down that post that said goodbye to YouTube and uh >> Exactly. Told you. Look this [ __ ] >> You got BG you got BG band uh site Paige. Look Paige got Pokemon cards.
face probably got some originals. >> Paige doesn't play with Pokemon, please. >> No, she got Pokemon cards. >> Hold on. Hold on. You got some Paige? For real. Damn. >> I'm tell you people don't even know DP sitting on millions and don't even know it, my [ __ ] I'm telling you. >> Let me show you what it is. I'mma try to >> uh be said she had cars, too. >> She got >> They don't know
>> They don't know what what the value of >> for real. those. That's what I'm saying. You got to they probably people that was collecting back in the day like me, [ __ ] I never thought Pokemon would be [ __ ] this far, [ __ ] You know how many Charizards I went through, [ __ ] I'm so mad that I didn't keep nothing, bro. >> That's I'm I'm keeping all my [ __ ] now. I'm not selling nothing, bro.
>> I got my PS2. I got my Nintendo Switch still. I'm not selling nothing, bro. >> And I'm not even opening [ __ ] Certain things I don't even open no more, bro. Nah, I got a lot of seals. >> [ __ ] You feel me? Yo, that seal product hit different. And you got to keep it in
a good condition. Oh my god, my [ __ ] [ __ ] grade seal product, [ __ ] I never heard no [ __ ] like that. Like a a Pokemon um booster pack sealed could go for like [ __ ] $30,000 [ __ ] pays. It's sealed. First edition, [ __ ] And you and you could just have commons in there.
>> Yeah. Yeah. That [ __ ] crazy. >> I know money, [ __ ] I love easy money. That's hustling. That's hustling. That's easy money. I tell you, shout out. That's like flipping, [ __ ] You flipping bread. You You flipping birds easy, though. They don't know about that, man. I learned that young, my [ __ ] Even Lego. Shoot. Legos about to go crazy with the
Pokemon. I heard too. >> Oh, yeah. Lego. And And Lego always, you know why Lego go hard? cuz they stopped making the toys so people could buy them up even more. >> Okay, I'm just I just hit like a bunch of people. So,
hold on. Just try it in one second. Hold on. You see these man? I still got these. I didn't even see the bottom. I ain't show a lot of it, but [ __ ] know that it's uh I paid >> Yeah, [ __ ] going to bust. Them [ __ ]
going to be boob up on you. >> I paid [ __ ] like five something a long time ago and them shits dropped drastically like a [ __ ]
I mean guys, if you don't want to get hidden, all you have to do is like not be such an [ __ ] to me. on my own show. You can be other places are fine, but not on my own show. >> So, was uh was that guy was um what's his name? The one that came up on your panel yesterday thing that is or was he being an [ __ ] to you?
>> No, he's he's he's a member of the show. I mean, he's he's he's fine. Um, you know, sometimes he's like, "Hey, Psych." And then I get mad at him and stuff because I like I like when people like, you know, I don't I don't know. He just made me mad for some reason and I I I probably called him a mean name, but then I I hit
him. >> Who's Piccolo? Gish. Piccolo. >> The N word with a hard R. >> That's like a Spanish word for my ass is itching. You trolling me, Gish. >> What? Pulo something. What is it? >> Piccolo. What you think saying, man? Piccolo. Picculo. >> Piccolo, [ __ ] I'm not even gonna say nothing.
>> Okay, my bad. >> [ __ ] can't It's Piccolo. >> My own show. At least on my own show. Like, come on. If I was >> Be nice to me and people like people talk to me on their shows. I mean, I I would get hidden forever. I keep unhiding people and they keep >> I never got banned because I wasn't here when everybody was, I guess.
Yeah. Well, I I'm constantly un I mean, I understand it's like the the the culture and stuff, but >> how nice they got to be to you. Like, >> no, they're not even that nice. Just like don't say horrible things like >> horrible, but uh >> So, what exactly did things say though?
I need to know. Like, did he have >> he was like saying, >> "I got that. You want me? I got Oh, I gota play that tonight." Yeah, I got it. You was crashing out on thing that is you crashed out. >> He came up there like he was running [ __ ] He said unban me and then >> Yeah, he he crashed out. >> Well, he's a member and he Yeah, he you know >> he might be gay, but it's okay.
>> Yeah. Yeah, I think he is. I think he's bisexual, man. >> No, >> he likes he likes beta, I think. >> no, >> Damn. Oh, he want to get with beta like [ __ ] why all these got beat up? He's doing spells or some [ __ ] like >> he looks at he looks at like I wish
everyone looked at me like oh cats cats are just going nuts. Hey, no fighting. >> Well, but you don't Why you don't say I came here first then Elbow came. Elbow don't need attention. Pay attention. CB [ __ ] you, [ __ ] >> Well, no. I came here to [ __ ] with you like troll your n you need attention then
right >> [ __ ] if I needed attention I'd be going live on my own platform [ __ ] >> you just want to bother me right >> I was up on site [ __ ] yesterday [ __ ] what what don't you understand >> beta never went live beta blame me for >> he was what tripping and sip did she did about
blame both of y'all [ __ ] [ __ ] you insight [ __ ] [ __ ] was like >> just start she apologized though. So out to Trip for hitting her up, you know, cuz she probably would have still been mad at me. >> Trip doing dumb [ __ ] right? Dumb ass [ __ ] >> Nah, I think she wanted to get off anyway.
>> Nah, leave my Yo League. Shout out to Kitty Gang. Sweet P. Kitty Gang. Christine Kitty Gang. >> Well, I hated Sweet P. I I uh >> Yo, leave alone. I told you that. Shut the [ __ ] up. Don't mention her name, [ __ ] So, what's going on with you and sweet? Shut up, [ __ ] What's going on with you in Sweden? >> She has a Well, you know, she has a
channel like with like a lot of clips and stuff and I don't mind, but she did have one of her channels like deleted and I I don't know how that happened. I didn't >> Was it you? >> No, it wasn't me. But, um but so I I don't know. >> Be you got a cat? I don't even know. Beep. You got a cat? I know you got a dog. No dachshun. Do you got a cat? I'm
about to I need to I need to get me a cat. Yo, Psych, can I can I save your cats? >> My cats always hate saving, but um >> Yo, I think Yeah, let me save your cats real quick. >> The shelter and I say adopt. >> No, no, no. Yeah, let me adopt your >> No, Kitty game. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. cats. Let me get Trixie. Yeah. >> No, no, no, no, no. >> Yeah, yeah, yeah. They I They eat better. EBT. Eat better today. I got the EBT.
>> Come on. >> Yeah, I got the EBT. Eat better today. What? No, I got No, they won't eat cap. They eat that fine sushi, >> not the sushi. >> You going to give them sushi? Okay. >> Oh my god. Beep beep. Hey. Hey. What's wrong on in the cat, my
[ __ ] Hold on. Oh wow. Elbow got like four. Elbow. You got a cat? >> Paige says she's looking at a Charizard right now. Is Is this Pokemon? >> Paige, take >> Oh, hell no. Paige, come out. Hell no. Back the [ __ ] up. >> Worth nothing. Send it to me. >> She says she has a a Ditto. A >> DOD.
>> Oh my god. Paige, you're getting freaky early in the morning. Oh my god. I said dildo. Ditto. And some other >> She didn't say I thought >> Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Oh my god. Paige, >> she has a Ditto. Hey, you know what I want to see? I want Do you have a Cyrax Pokemon? >> There's a There's a Cyrax. There's >> no Snorlax.
>> Snorlax. Snorlax. Snorlax. Okay. >> Yeah, that'd be a cool card for the community. >> Oh my god. Here come Shannon. Oh my god. Here come Shannon. >> Real God. Shannon's over here, too. God bless >> I don't think it's real Shannon. I don't her. think it's >> No. Shut the [ __ ] up. Yes, it is real Shannon. How you know? She can see it, [ __ ] She can see your chat, [ __ ]
>> I can I would be able to hear her from here, >> [ __ ] That's real Shannon, [ __ ] She can see it, [ __ ] Oh my god. Look, she want to see You want to get >> Is that >> Oh my god. You got Hunk hunk beat. Oh, >> I'm done. >> No, she's alive. I think
>> Yeah. She can't believe that Sandman over here with Psych. I know, Shannon. I know. >> I know. Isn't it weird? I mean, but it's it's just like so crazy like uh >> Elbow set me up. >> Pa No, Paige, that Charizard is worth a lot of money. Save that. Put it in plastic. >> I don't know. How you know though? Like we need to see that [ __ ] Paige.
>> No. No. Paige, don't show nobody. Put that in plastic. You heard? >> You said basic OG. >> Nah, I don't know. >> No. >> Is it real? Is it UA? Let me see. >> Is it UA? >> You know they make UA Pokemon, [ __ ] >> Hell yeah, [ __ ] You put her in the light. You know, see, I grew up playing Pokemon. So you put them in the light,
that [ __ ] see through. Pack that [ __ ] up, [ __ ] See, Shannon didn't like me very much when she met me on uh on Kate's show that time. And >> yeah, but you [ __ ] with LD 15, her boyfriend, her axe. >> Um LD's okay. He was on the other night, >> [ __ ] Jim Pos, that's why you don't know about the cards. [ __ ] said only greater cards worth money.
>> You wild, [ __ ] Jim Posh. That's why I hate when [ __ ] talk, my [ __ ] >> You got naked cards that cost money, [ __ ] What? Naked. Straight naked. I call them naked. Greater cards help you to get more to max money to the max. They they don't you got naked cards. The manga cards pure and naked is worth
money. God bless America though. I like your input though. >> God bless America. >> I told Elbo that mostly Elbow [ __ ] is graded. I can get cars the same worth English worth more than his graded car. >> Y'all want to see my cat? You might have to full screen me. Psych. OKAY. >> SEE BOTH.
>> OH MY GOD. >> This [ __ ] is whing. >> Is that my cat or your cat? It's your >> That's my cat. The one. That was the cat cat. I was babysitting. That was the cat I babysitting. >> A >> Oh my god. I miss >> a little bit when my cat. You see if you zoom in to the one at the bottom, you see my coat. You know what I'm saying?
That's a UA coat, you know. >> Oh my god. Shout out to the vintage Levis. That's a vintage Levis's army fatigue hat. >> Oh, that's a hat. >> No, that's a vintage Levi um Army Fatigue um jean jacket. That was like from the 90s, [ __ ] >> A damn. That's That's how you know this [ __ ] broke. [ __ ] got old [ __ ] from the
>> No, no, no, no, no, no. I bought I buy vintage, [ __ ] That's [ __ ] That's I got to show you, [ __ ] Levis's don't even make uh jean jackets like that with the army fatigue. This [ __ ] showing my cat, my [ __ ] That's wild, my [ __ ] Shout out to Storm Kitty. That's Kitty Gang right there. You right. That was a nice cat.
Cats are the best. I love the I love kitty cats. Okay. So, I'm gonna So, you know, I'm doing my I'm I'm gonna I'm working on my wiki, my um
>> verify Saman is not in charge of my wiki. It's not It's not It's not >> I swear I'm not say, "Hey, Sassy." I mean, hey, Classy, how you doing, girl? Her only [ __ ] s touched in years. That ain't You ain't livey.
Huh? I mean, no. No. Was what, a couple months ago? >> Oh my god. >> No. No. And the noo-noo. >> No. No. Is the noo-noo. Let's see. Okay. Yeah. But I But I'm So I'll be cataloging every episode of my show. Like >> I got to get out of here. Well, I got 10
more minutes. I got to get ready. >> But you will have your own salmon will have his own page. Everyone as a guest basically will have their own like little wiki page, but their quotes on it and some of the lore and it'll be cool. Hopefully it doesn't piss anybody off. Just just
supposed to be a fun thing. Okay, how are we doing in chat? Everyone everyone good today? Isn't it it feels like a new day. It feels like the past behind us. >> What is it? Why is it a new day? Cuz you you you beat the case. You beat the charges. >> I beat the charges and then it's like I woke up just feeling like a little bit like
better, you know? >> Right. So, are will you be using the Beeta's uh ex-husband's picture again or what's >> No, but I but I didn't mean to anyway, but the thing is is like >> So, did you say you did say it was Tripkick? It wasn't you. It was it was on Tripkick, but it was like me playing Tripkick's video, but I didn't know it was going to be on there, you know, and if she would have asked, I would have taken it down. But that's the whole
thing with YouTube is like the the copyright process is different than the privacy process. Um, you know, it's a different thing, you know, and so privacy, they'll give you a they'll say you have a couple days to take it down and you'll get maybe you'll get a strike, maybe you won't, but um you know, and so that's I appreciate people
going through the correct channels and stuff. um you know just like I I know it's like it's like it can be kind of complicated their their things but yeah I I think it should have gone through the privacy system instead of the copyright system and and uh you know and I will respect any any kind of privacy
request. I'll respect anyone and I'll either edit it out of the show or just delete the episode and stuff like that. So, um that's that. Yeah. But all's well that ends well, right?
>> All right. So, what's your relationship with Kate? Katie, not Kate the Turtle. Katie. Katie. >> Okay. Katie. Katie. You're talking about Katie. Um Kate uncomfortably numb. >> Oh my god. He beat his suicidal thoughts. >> The dyke. Katie and Jamie. Let's not call our names, you know. >> Oh, no, no, no. Who? Kay.
The only thing I made the only thing I made >> The only thing I made fun of was
>> lovely lady. It wasn't like I wasn't using that to get attention. It was like, you know, but you know what she did? She did say they're like, "Katie, um, how was your birthday?" She's like, "I had a ham sandwich." Oh my god. Hot sandwich. >> Oh, how you say it? >> THAT'S HOW YOU SAY HOT SANDWICH.
OH MY GOD. I'm going to hell today. I had a head sandwich. >> God bless America. >> Oh my god. Yo, why you laughing? That's crazy. >> No, like I I hope uh I don't know. We go. We were good. And then it's then she get she always she gets mad at me every
every 10 minutes, YOU KNOW. BUT >> JACOB SANDWICH.
>> HEY. Hey Santa. Did you hear the one about the horse walked into a bar? >> No. I don't want to hear no gay [ __ ] [ __ ] >> He want to hear it. Go ahead. Go ahead, Psych. >> No, you want to hear it. >> Go ahead, Psych. He wanted >> walked into the bar and it's like in front of >> the bar door. I'm just kidding. I don't know. How do you get the channel back?
They get the channel back by um submitting my side of the story and then they're gone this morning. So, I don't know. >> So, your So, her and Jamie used to what? Used to be lesb. >> No, no, no, no, no. I mean, they're just they're friends. They're close friends. >> Tell me, [ __ ] Shut the [ __ ] up. Tell
me what's going on. >> Uh I don't I mean it's like I've known Jamie Jamie since before I did my show. Like you know >> and Katie, but what's up with them? They like they both less and they what they they used to dox each other and then they fell in love with each other. Let's talk about it. >> I don't think they ever doxed each other. I think that you know Katie would
would once in a while like you know um have like THE >> YEAH. STREAMLABS. a little BIT TOO. >> WELL,
you know, I love Jamie. >> Talk to Katie. You She's Oh my god. What the [ __ ] That's Cindy Looper. Girls just wanna have fun. Oh, girls
have fun. >> They me.
>> It was funny when when Sweepy I did I I did laugh. Here's something I laughed at. Sweet. screaming the other day instead. Oh, you know what Katie said? She said me. >> Oh, [ __ ] going to hell. Wow. >> Okay, that's bad. >> Yo. >> Yeah. Jamie not gonna like that. That's
her girlfriend. You know what I'm saying? >> Yeah. You Yeah. Yeah. You [ __ ] ass [ __ ] Yeah. Doing that to Jamie like that. >> Yeah. Doing that to her girlfriend. >> I'm being kind. I mean I mean >> yeah you know >> it's guys it's for entertainment purposes only and you know hey I'm one of the nicest people in this community
you know I try shaky ducks me shy sweet be that was that was actually pretty good I do have some life today I got some life back in I I just feel like it's like you know I get another chance Trixie don't you bite
my cord my computer cord, please. Trixie, no. No, no, no, no, no.
Oh my god. Yo, what's on your neck, bro? What's that on his neck? Look like he's sucking on some [ __ ] [ __ ]
Damn. The [ __ ] cat bit the cord and cancelled his live. God damn. Don't bite the cord, Trixie. Gone. Gone. Yeah. But uh Yeah. I can't believe Kate said that [ __ ] about uh Barry, [ __ ] Like when I seen that [ __ ] I'm like,
yo. And I haven't seen uh Barry with Kate, you feel me? So >> Oh my god. Fishy chill. Not the manager. >> Damn, he gone. >> Man, manager. Uh, damn. I don't know. Give me like two or when when elbow When elbow damn elbow, when you gonna leave me alone? When you gonna leave me alone, Elbow?
Then that's when I go live. >> No, you got to reig the [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? >> So, what time would you clap? Let me see. >> Oh, damn. What you clap me? Damn. >> What time was I clapped? That's the question. >> Damn. 2:15. All right. 2:15. I'm good. I could go live at 2 o'clock. We good.
Yeah. >> Couple of my hours. We going live, [ __ ] Oh, Ela. What time you got clapped? That's the [ __ ] >> I don't think that's a real name. I don't think that's a real name. >> I don't. Uh, >> let's let's avoid using >> Oh, yeah. Whoever said that, that is
right. And they on it. >> Well, oh my god, I just seen that. Yeah, >> I have a I have a I have a cute I have a cute video. Do you want to see a cute video here? I have a cute video. >> I got you. I know what exactly you got. Clap. I'm not even going to say nothing.
Everybody should be good though by the time I go live. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. >> Oh [ __ ] fall up behind you like >> that ain't me. >> Is that trouble or something >> and talk trash to those people? So then, you know, and then I could think it was me, but
I don't know if somebody was like just had a similar name like similar name because you can't have the exact same business. So they'll put in like avenue >> that won't catch the eye, you know, right away.
>> Fast forward, man. >> That's why you always you always double check.
>> Almost. >> What's he doing? I have what his voice
>> angles. [ __ ] smoke. The [ __ ] got to have a cigarette. [ __ ] walking with a half cigarette. Throw that [ __ ] away, [ __ ] Pack yourself up. Elbow, [ __ ] Throw Why you didn't throw that cigarette out? [ __ ] holding that cigarette smelling like mad backo on the bus. [ __ ] throw that cigarette. Pack himself up. >> Damn. >> He's a [ __ ] that pick up cigarettes from the floor and start smoking them. [ __ ] pack you up, [ __ ] Go ahead.
>> You beefing with him or what? Like, what's going on? Why you play that? >> He gonna dox you, [ __ ] >> He going to do you, [ __ ] He gonna dox you, [ __ ] >> Yeah. >> Yeah, KZ. He go get Jimmy and he go dox you, [ __ ] >> Oh my god. Well, I've I think I've already been doxed scared. Look, got scared, [ __ ] I've already been
stop being a [ __ ] [ __ ] Oh, I played the clip when the cops came, [ __ ] >> Yeah. Don't play that again cuz I use I use a p I use a private name. That's it. >> Oh, so the cops the cops came to who house? >> Mine. >> Sykes. I played it, too. >> Yo, how you dodge Karen? Karen called you. I got the live. Karen called you and you show her number on the on the on the screen. I go play that live. [ __ ] that [ __ ]
>> Damn. >> How what you feel about that, [ __ ] >> You talking to me or or >> you, [ __ ] >> I didn't I don't talk to Karen, brother. >> I called you the Texas number you showed on screen. I don't have to play that site. >> Oh, don't play that. It was an accident. >> What? No, you showed that multiple times, [ __ ] >> I don't think she did. >> Weird. >> Yeah, she called you, [ __ ] It was Iron X, [ __ ]
>> No. >> Yeah, you said hello. Hello. Yeah, it was her. >> That was Mason. Oh my Mason is from Texas. >> Why the [ __ ] Mason is calling you by from his phone number? >> Like why you guys say >> that [ __ ] is weird. Now you doxing a [ __ ] Damn. Psych. Look. He [ __ ] gave
him a look. This [ __ ] is crazy. Your elbow. Damn. [ __ ] doxed the [ __ ] out of Wow. >> Damn [ __ ] Why M calling you? That [ __ ] Come on. is crazy. >> I don't know. I He got MY NUMBER FROM BACKSTAGE. >> YO, ELBOW, we got to have to cook that up. Bro, why the [ __ ] this [ __ ] is calling sack on the low? We cooking. We
call fishing. Look, I just fished you, [ __ ] >> I was fishing right now and I caught a big catch. We caught Mason with the drum with the drum set. >> Hear him. You could hear him talking on that thing. He would like >> No, we caught Mason with the drum set in the water fishing. >> You talked to Jamie too behind the scenes on the phone and all that. >> Who else you talk to? Damn >> Jamie.
But uh I mean I talk to people on Discord or like sometimes >> not to DJ Electra. I [ __ ] with DJ Electra. I [ __ ] with her. >> I'm gonna get I don't um Yeah, I talked I talked to a lot of people like uh or in communication with a lot of people behind the scenes. It's >> What about Jimmy? You talk to Jimmy behind the scenes? >> Groupy Jimmy. >> Yeah, group. >> No, I do not.
>> Why not? What? He What? Is he black? >> No, I I just don't know him. >> He's gay. He's gay. So what's the problem? Well, um, >> not the type, right? You like Sam. >> Remember when he took off his shirt on my show? And he showed his tit. >> Yeah. Okay. So, why you don't want to hit your He's a He's a black gay man. >> I don't know. I don't know him. Like,
and that I don't know. >> So, get to know him. Get to know him. connection, Sam? You're >> Are you trying to make a love >> No, [ __ ] I'm I'm saying I'm trying to get two homos together. >> Oh, come on. >> Oh my god. >> You You get with groupy. >> That's absurd. Yeah. >> No problem. God bless America. >> Yeah. >> Yeah.
Yeah. Paige comes bearing gifts of strange and some sage. Paige is a spooky. I want to see Paige in a goth a goth outfit or a goth like makeup and stuff. >> Why you don't you like you don't like girls? Leave Paige alone. How you Paige? >> Don't tell me who I like and I don't like. >> No. Shout out to Clumsy for embracing his smile. You know what I'm saying? [ __ ] [ __ ] is crazy, my [ __ ]
>> He embraced it. You know what I'm saying? I don't know why KZ don't embrace it. You know, he got the the the mask over his his face, but uh Clumsy embraces it, man. He lost a couple, but he's still pushing. You know what I'm saying? >> Like, >> no. >> Okay. >> Yeah. >> I He looks fine. He looks fine.
>> Yo, I'm out of here. Yo, shout out to the shout outs, man. I did enough. And that's something. >> I'm about I'm out too, man. I'm about to go take a shower and do my thing. You know what I'm saying? I'll be back. >> No, no, no. You stay here, [ __ ] You stay here. >> Let me do what I got. >> I got to get ready for Sunday service, [ __ ] I got to get >> No, [ __ ] Nah, you good, [ __ ]
>> I gotta get the suit. >> My Bible ready. We in there. >> Yeah, I got the paperwork. We got I might have to cover a little bit. >> Did you watch Ga [ __ ] I heard he went live on on Big T. What happened? >> Yeah, he went live. >> Who won? Was it Big T that won the case or who was >> [ __ ] Ja won, [ __ ] He had the evidence. Chris was cool.
>> All right, we going to cover it. Shout yo, Kitty Gang. Shout out to beta. Shout out to Sweet Pe. Shout out to Christine. >> What happened to Christian? >> Well, I don't know. Chris Mar went crazy on me last night, I heard. Shout out to Chris Lyn. Shout out to uh be that guy kitty gang. Yo, we out of here. Psych. Don't blame nobody for your uh for your
mishaps. You heard? Be a man. Stand on business, [ __ ] >> Sorry. Sorry. Don't ever let man up on our planet. You cool with Jamie? You can't be cool with with Okay. Okay. Cl
>> later. All right. >> Adios. idea. >> All right. Yeah, I'm out too. Psych, man. Call beta, man. Make up with her. You know what I'm saying? >> Going times, man. >> You got it. Okay. Well, put my my thing up again.
Okay.
Oh, goodness gracious. Goodness gracious. Great balls of fire. Okay. Um,
yeah. If I owe people an apology, just probably do. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Okay. Anyhow,
I don't want to. Oh, what's up for today, guys? What's up for today? Yeah, we're parting for the return of psyche today. Yep, I'm back. And uh
I'm back. Um, yeah. I just like I always feel bad. Sometimes I just go, we all go a little crazy sometimes. What was that? Norman Bates? No, I don't know who it was. We all go a little The Joker.
Yeah. So, He-Man. He-Man. It's just like some of the stuff you were saying yesterday was bothered me a little bit as you're a mod in my chat and I keep remoding you and stuff because I think you are a good mod, but I've talked to you several times about
this. It's okay. It's like it's okay um to have your opinions about stuff, but it's like as a mod it's not quite appropriate to be kind of shit-talking me so bad, but because mod's kind of a
representative. It's kind of like someone, you know, I I don't know. Um, yeah. Yeah, I am imperfect and I made mistakes and stuff and I know that, but I'm not like bad. I don't know.
But you're not blocked in the chat. You're just I just don't see your comments. You're drinking a hard lemonade right now.
It's like it's like and then yesterday like I was like so excited. I was like, "Oh, play the Benny clip." I thought it was like a cool little interview and how he like still comes to the show and he was like he's like, "Oh, you're doing you know." And then it's like, "Oh, look. You're Leave that kid alone. He looks like he's like, you know, Yeah, I know. He looks I don't know. He's 25 years old. I mean,
I don't know what to say. I mean it's like is it I can't talk to people in a YouTube way. I don't know. It's always like and it's always gay people like oh gay people aren't allowed to like he has he has
older guys an older like straight man in his chat or whatever but it's like I have to have some kind of weird that's putting some kind of weird stuff on me right um because I do respect him and
I don't think I was too inappropriate ever with him. Why do I entertain that loser deal? He only comes over here. Um uh Shan Shan, it's like he's a he's a content creator. Like I do have a respect for content creators. Um yeah, I mean it's like whatever. uses my content
and I kind of appreciate that too because it's like, you know, um I think at the end of the day he might he might actually like me like not like like me like but I think he might not he does I don't think he hates me as
much as people think you know it's a little bit for entertainment purposes only some of it you And even if people if I'm not respected, I mean it's fun thing, but I try to respect content creators. Good to see you, Sh. Yeah, and Shannon, you were right about like the Jane
Mansfield. I looked more into the Jane Mansfield stuff because I I was I was a big Jane Mansfield fan actually because you know, she was like kind of like the original Anna Cole Smith. It's really cool. There's actually her house in in Beverly Hills or Hollywood or whatever. It's like called the Pink Palace. really cool. Um, I, you know, I studied a lot of, um, let me just say I've read like, you know, I got the decapitation thing.
I think that was probably in one of Anton Lee's books where he said like I think he said he Yeah. Anle Smith loved her. Yeah. And my my tattoo is based on an Nicole Smith and and Jane Mansfield. Like I I was like such a, you know, Jane Mansfield had um I just thought she was really beautiful. I like I kind of like that buxom
blonde stuff. Yeah. I I don't know. You know who you know her daughter is? Marissa Hagerday. I did not know. I I mean I might have known that. You don't think you've seen that tattoo? She But Marissa, you know, from Law and Order. Like that's Jane Mansfield's daughter and she was actually in the in the car. Yeah. That's kind of pretty.
There you go. Can you see it? Okay. That's my first tattoo. I brought a picture of Anna Nicole Smith. You didn't know that? Yeah. I But I just found out because I was I looked. But yeah, um Anton Ley was was saying I don't know if it was him saying it or it was like one I think Blanch Barton or Yeah. Someone said
he put a curse on her or or he was like, you know, and then he but he or he was cutting up her photos or something like that and he accidentally or on purpose cut off part of her head and then that happened. Yeah. Um yeah, so thank you so much. Yeah. Um actually there's a it was a kind of famous tattoo artist. Uh his name is
Freddy Negradi. He's he was a prison tattoo artist. Um I got it done in like when I was 18, a place called Tattoo Mania in Hollywood where I just went and it turned he did the black and white and then when I was in up north I got it colored in like with the kind of succubus colors and stuff like that. And uh yeah. Um oh yeah, I can show you a
picture. Oh yeah, you can look at the Church of Satan. I'll show you I'll show you a picture that's kind of interesting actually. Hold on. Jane Mansfield, she was um I think it was like she just kind of checked out the church maybe. Um but there is picture of her like doing a ritual and show you. Um, and I'll read I'll read some of it because here's uh
Yeah. I mean, here, look,
I share the screen. You can see some she is with them right there. See, this is a famous one right there where she's like drinking from the cup. And um there is a history, a little bit of a history there. She was gorgeous, huh? Just gorgeous
woman. Um, sex goddess Satan's slave. Um, so let me see if there's like a little story to it. It says the secret history of Jane Mansfield's bizarre connection to the cos. Okay.
And it says we have we um Jane Mansfield flirted with Satanism or so we thought and that she was decapitated in a car crash which turns out not to be true. See I had I had read the Mansfield tracks the bizarre and tragic events that occurred after the actress began associated with Anton Ly, high priest of the Church of Satan. After Lavey supposedly put a curse on Mansfield's then boyfriend Sam Brody, her divorce
attorney and de facto manager. A series of unfortunate or a series of misfortunes beset them. Mansfield's son Zolon got mauled by a lion and uh his her son's name was Zolon. That's kind of crazy. And uh and uh Brody was in a string of car accidents with the couple and their driver dying in a horrible
crash less than a year after meeting him. And so yeah, you can like look into this article about how in the 60s she kind of like was I don't know if it was for publicity or whatever. says, "After meeting him during a trip to 1966 San Francisco Film Festival, she was intrigued. The unlikely pair were photographed in downtown LA restaurant, Lascala, and at Mansfield's Pink Palace by her heart-shaped pool. Though there
are pictures of Ly performing satanic rituals in Manfield against the backdrop of tiger skin rugs, the actress told reporters that she was Catholic and that she did not believe in the church, but that she regarded him as a genius and an interesting person. as a duo. They called him Pam Anderson and Julian Assange. Another knockout beauty drawn to a man of obscure forbidden knowledge, right? Um and then Kenneth Anger covered
I guess uh something about it. Doesn't believe LE was powerful enough to magician put a serious curse on someone and have it actually work. Curses smurchches. It's likely that it was a publicity stunt, right? But the movie touches on what an odd couple had the way they could have been captivated by
each other. You know, it was another weird couple was um was uh Oh, was uh um I'm kind of just now I just bling out. Um yeah, there was there was another weird
I forgot what it was. Yeah. Yeah, it's pretty crazy, huh? Um
because I I was a bit you know I um I actually went to um Jimmy Kimmel um in 2006 I think it was and guess who the guest was on Jimmy Kimmel Anna Nicole Smith and then she passed away but I was a huge Anna Nicole Smith fan like um like I love her guest jeans um ads I
think most like some of the most beautiful photographs like in um in like you know history of of uh of advertising where she had this Marilyn Monroe kind of vibe, but just you know this she looks so so great. You know, I did watch all the Anna Nicole stuff that the her silly show. Was it Isidor Duncan that
was decapitated from her scarf getting caught in a pole? Yeah, I'm not Yeah, not 100% sure, but um Yeah. Um, so hey everybody in chat. How are you doing? Like you know the good news, my strikes are all gone. Um, I'm just
going to back off from anything. I'm just going to respect their boundaries if they if they they're of course they're always welcome back on my show, but I'm going to respect their boundaries. Leave them alone. Um, not really. I'll try to keep them out of
my mouth and stuff like that. I don't want to prolong stuff. Um, yeah. And if anyone does want to ever consult about Yeah, it Okay. Well, it was cool. Um, but unfortunately, okay, so Jimmy Kimmel, his show's hosted at the McMasonic Temple in Hollywood. It's
on Hollywood Boulevard and so I got I got a ticket to see because I in particular, I knew she was going to be on that night, whatever. So, I I was able to somehow get a ticket, whatever. Um, I went and then you stand in a line and then I like went and I grabbed like a great seat,
like a really good seat, like like I just like kind of like I I don't I don't think I cut the line or whatever, but I got a good seat, but then it was like not my appropriate seat. And so despite me, the bad the real, you know, TV um they're they're they're dicks like the like people that seat the audience and
stuff like that. But um so they sat me behind like this. They give me basically the worst seat in the entire place, which is like right behind this pill. So I had to like go like this to see and [ __ ] like that. I also I used to have a Playboy cover, an autographed Playboy cover. It got lost in the in a couple of my moves and stuff like that. Hey Sassy, good to see you, too. Um,
I don't know if it I got on eBay I think for like $30 when she was alive. Um, I'm 100% sure it was real. It had Anna Nicole had a little smile. That was her thing. But it's really easy to fake fake that kind of stuff, you know. Um, but it was a Playboy cover, one of her Playboy covers. She was in this pink out pink outfit. Um,
so I was into Jamie Mansfield and Nicole Smith and Courtney Love. You know, I like these like kind of buxom blondes, you know, but um her pink palace was pretty fascinating. It doesn't exist anymore, but it was this beautiful Anna, you're so outrageous. Yeah. Um that show was just crazy. And
then and then Oh, Trim Spa. Yeah. And that and I was also Howard Stern, guys. Like so um so I watched when she was on Howard Stern and there's this guy Benji on Howard Stern and she was like hitting on Benji and stuff like that or like and or he was hitting on her and they like took it they got like a uh and she met the trim spa guy when she when she was
there, right? I remember that. Um uh well yeah I'm kind of um yeah that's I think that's in the Hollywood cemetery, right? Um and I've se I mean I've seen that. Yeah, Benji. And then but then then Benji ended up going to hero her hotel because she said that they could go on a date and stuff like and then he went and like she didn't
come down like she didn't come in. And so that was always funny. But uh but and then Howard would call her fat. She's like I'm not fat. I'm not fat. It's in Hollywood Forever. Okay. Sorry. Sorry. Hollywood Forever. It's somewhere else. Okay. It's not in Hollywood Forever. Oh. Okay. Okay. Yeah. Not sure where. I think I've just seen a photo of it though. It's
like a little non It's very nondescript. It's like a little I don't know if it says Normma Gene on it or whatever, but um yeah, I do like cemeteries and stuff. I just uh haven't been to that one. Yeah. Um pretty funny. Yeah. I was I was kind of
funny like I was into Howard Stern and then I was into her and then I was like when then she came on hit then she was on the E and stuff like that on the E show and um I think it's really fascinating how she also had a lawyer named named Howard Kern and I think her lawyer I think he actually did go to jail for something to do with like I mean he he was definitely like a money his name was
Howard K Stern he was definitely after some of her that inheritance right and she was She did something kind of bad where it's like she would like go to Jay Howard Marshall and say, "Do you want to see my my rose buds?" And she would like and I think she like got him to sign by showing her her her rose buds to him or
something like that and he was like, you know, and then yeah. Um yeah, I think he did um have something to do with it. Um, I know he gave the son the drugs and stuff and then I never trusted that guy, right? Pretty sad. Yeah.
So, they did a picture. They did Paper Moon and Tatum. Oh, yeah. It wasn't It wasn't Who wasn't Paper Moon? Did Tatum O'Neal? Yeah, Tatum O'Neal was like a teenager in that one. That's pretty good. Was it Tatum O'Neal or And she was like Ryan O'Neal's daughter. Or am I wrong or
Yeah. I think that there's something. It's like just like with Anna Nicole, Marilyn Monroe, who Marilyn Monroe was Anna Nicole's um idol, right? And then also like Jane Mansfield was like um just kind of that same energy. I think like there's tra like there I think maybe they're supposed to die young or they had that
plan or something because it's like they're so beautiful that it's like they never will get old because they always will be like you know um but there's something tragic about them you know there's like a little tragedy you know who I loved I loved I loved Kelly was Anna Nicole's cousin or no no cousin
Shelly her name was Shelly and she she had no teeth and she'd be Yeah, Ryan O'Neal was in on it. You know, she parted ways from her dad after that. And years later, when she grew up, he was so wasted. He hit on Oh my gosh, that's that's uh his own daughter. Oh, crazy. That is crazy.
Yeah. Um Oh, yeah. Here's Remember I said there was another weird couple. I was going to say it was James Dean and Vampyra. Um, James Dean and Vampire kind of um I don't think they I don't know if they date like they they were seen at a couple dinners. You don't remember her cousin? It was cousin Shelly. I'll show you a picture. Hold
on. If you remember the show, you'll you'll remember if you if you see Hold on. Cuz Shelly showed up and she was like she has and Annle had helped her fix her teeth and stuff like that and then she like ruined them again. Um, and so here's cousin Shelly.
Show this just a little picture here. Yeah, I think he was maybe bisexual, but uh yeah, here's cousin Shelly right here.
She had no teeth and she was she was like a little star, you know. Joanna's cousin Shelly. Yeah. Kind of funny. Yeah. So, James Dean was in of course in Rebel Without a Cause and he was into cars, right? And I don't know if it was
a Porsche or something like that, but he was he got into a terrible car accident. Yeah. You remember her now? Yeah. Cousin Shelly. Um Yeah. But um the story with Vampire is that he like I think he eventually I think his um publicist or something put out
something with in his words saying, "Oh, she's weird." Or something like that. And so then there's pictures of her at his grave and stuff. Let me see. Vampyra.
Um, well, here she is talking about him. Do you want to hear her talk about him for a second? I I hope it's not copyright, but let's This is a Oh, actually, looks like it's a too long of a
was with Terry Moore. >> Oh, he was with Terry Moore. >> He was with Terry Moore that night and I didn't know who he was, but I said, "That's somebody I want to know." >> That's the original. >> And 12 hours later, he walked into Googing him, I guess, when you're that sensitive. >> Did you do any films when you had your show? Any motion pictures at all? >> Dean Day. >> Look. Very well. And this is the
gentleman that is sculptured the head of Jimmy Dean. And you are presenting it to >> Yes, I present it to the city. It took the about three years to get the thing going. Mayor Brad, it was based on the fact that Mayor Bradley declared uh September 30th, 1985, James Dean Day. So I thought, well, the time is ripe for this. So I just wrote
him a letter proposing this as a gift. And I said I thought it would be an appropriate ornament for Griffith Observatory because the film Rebel Without Cause right was shot there. So, uh, Dr. Crup, the director, was enthusiastic from the beginning. Uh, but it took a long time to get the thing ironed out and earlier this year it was
passed by the Department of Recreation and Parks in Los, you know, it had to go through city hall and was accepted and will be unveiled this November. That would happen. >> Exactly. Yeah, that would get the coverage that we would like to have. But the fact that the >> uh statue is going to be there for we hope a long long time >> uh I don't know
>> it makes it a center >> identify with but I think he could identify with Marlin >> and that intensified his desire and then Marlin rejected him and you know what rejection does. >> Yes. >> To the human beast. >> Yes. Yes. He was very sensitive, wasn't he? >> Who? No. Jimmy. Jimmy. >> Oh yes. >> Very sensitive young man. He loved to be alone. >> Yeah.
>> What do you think made him so that way >> Yeah. growing up and and Yeah. He and >> I love James too, but because I had heard he was bisexual that at that time and stuff, but there's a picture of her at at his grave and stuff like that and then people say that she put a curse on him because he insulted her and stuff. Let me see if I can find that that article. Um,
she was fascinating. Really fascinating. She was in a her name was Mya Nurmy. Uh but she was vampy. Um and then there's a let me see mysterious horror hostess that reportedly cursed James Dean. The tabloids would call it her black his black Madonna. You can see this. Yeah.
You got to look at look into this. This is interesting. Interesting. Like there's a picture right there. Uh-huh. And it says, "The inside of a dingy frame house on Larabe Street in West Hollywood looked more like kin to a witch doctor's shack in the wilds of Haiti. Scattered were objects of the kind associated with black magic and stuck to the wall by a small golden dagger were cutouts of
James Dean's eyes and ears. On the night of September 30 30th, 1955, the dagger fell to the floor. The same moment on his way to a race in Selenas, he died in a car crash. The home belonged to Mila Nurmy and there see there's the there's the altar or something like there. She showed the altar to a friend one day asked what they thought. She explained that she was using it for black magic
against James Dean and then asked why. She responded with because I'm a witch. There's also said to be a black and white half or black and half black and half white voodoo doll representing him. Assumptions were made that she was lashing out against Dean as he expressed interest in another woman, future bong girl Ursula Andress. After Dean's death, Nurmy claimed Dean's ghost haunted her and apparently refused to sleep at her
home, returning to her own house of evil, only to feed her seven cats. The cat's room alone, the cat's room alone, among her bizarre furnishings, rubbing their sides against such dainty items as a replica of a human skull with an ivory snake coiled through one eye. And there she is at his grave. See his black Madonna. This was in the tabloids, but
it says she's like, "Darling, come and join and she was sitting at his I don't I don't know I think that was at his grave and stuff on the on tabloid whisper told on the demise of teenile James Dean in their February issue the story was retold in one of the earliest James Dean biographies uh which was supposedly designed to um went to further creation of her altar which was
supposedly designed to stop him from killing himself apparently created by writer Logan Smiley so it might have been some lies about it Um, yeah, they would go to dinner and then he kind of um she just Yeah, I guess it says after the first meeting, Dean,
Nurmy, and Simmons formed a unique trio. There they were rat pack of googies. Googies, I guess it was a restaurant called Googies. And then it's like daily variety reported blah blah blah blah. They spent late night drives. She was a glamour ghoul. Then it says many sources claim he began to lose interest in her or he was supposed to as per orders from Warner Brothers to clean up his act as
he was now an A-lister. And then um so then they said, "When I finally met up with talented young James Dean, I asked about his so-called romance vamp. I heard you've been taking her out. I said, I've never taken vampire out." He glowered. And I should like to clear this up. I have a fairly adequate knowledge of satanic forces and I was interested to find out if this girl was obsessed with such a force. She was such a subject which is what which I
wanted to learn. I met her engaged with her in conversation. She knew absolutely nothing. She uses her more inane characterization as an excuse for the infantile expression you can imagine. So he he insulted. He said, "I don't go with witches and I dig dating cartoon characters even less. I found her devoid of any true interest except her makeup."
which is kind of harsh. So, you can see why she would maybe be uh Yeah. Have you ever been to Barney's Beanery? You love that place? I mean, I Yeah, I've certainly heard of that. Yeah, I've certainly heard of that. I don't know if I've been there. Barney's Beanery. Yeah, but then again I thought but I
think it might might have been Warner Brothers saying that because kind of sounds like a little bit formal for how he would talk may I'm not sure but yeah he was good-looking guy. Um last place oh Janet Jobsson on Suns I was thinking I was like I was because I just thought Pig and Whistle is a Pig and Whistle on Sunset because I think
that it might have I don't know why Pig and Whistle came to my head because I did go to Pig and Whistle. Um, you know, my dad used to take me um on my birthdays. Yeah, it is. Okay. Yeah. My dad used to take me on my birthdays to um to Hollywood Boulevard when I was
like a like a little kid, you know, like I think my my eth ninth birthday or something like that. And we would go every year for and uh we go to Muso Franks. Muso Franks is a very famous I don't know if it's still there. probably is. It's a really good um we would go to breakfast in Muso Franks and Muso Franks they had these called flannel cakes and they're like these really really good uh
yeah I mean I I live in the South Bay and so um but um yeah so the Hollywood's just you know just get on the freeway it's a little like probably 30 minutes away and uh he take me to like the comedy magic or was not the comedy magic store but he take me to the Hollywood magic store right and I remember I got
like this um I got this Charlie McCarthy. Um, like kind of like a, you know, ventriloquist dummy there one year. That's one of my favorite favorite possessions. I had this little Charlie McCarthy and or or you get Maddy's magic tricks and stuff like that. And yeah, we go there and we go to
like the uh they had these stores like these like um kind of like um like these um motorcycle stores or rocket I don't know. But there's Yeah, there's really cool stuff. We also would go my family would go to um the Magic Castle. I've just I've just passed by it, you know. Yeah, I think it's like you need to be on a list or something like that or you need to It's
I think it's not not that easy to I think a lot of comedians and and stuff it's easier to get in there, but I I just remember I've seen it. Yeah, I've seen it. We used to My dad is like um he could any city you go to um he could take you on a tour. My dad was just like the best. He's like right there this happened. Like he grew up all
around LA and um he was all in the mix of it and stuff like that. So if you go to Palm Springs, he could show you the the place in Palm Springs. He would show you in Glendale. He would show you in Hollywood. He would show he just knew he My dad was like he's a Gemini. I don't like the Geminis are just full of this information, right? He's a my but and he
would uh yeah he was a really uh he was a really great guy you know it's like I guess we're a couple almost two years since he's he's been gone and it's you know it's hard like um I talked to my mom my mom was like I said do you I said do you dream about him or do like
and she does like she does she tells me about her dreams about him but I'm also like she said he was in the house. Hi, Tim Kiscoco. He would um Yeah, he he was um he was super interesting. Um very like if I if any like if if you think I'm smart like he was so smart like and he was actually like able to translate it into business. I think that's a
Gemini thing. He I think he's you know he's born around. I'll just say he's born around Donald Trump's birthday. The same like the same, you know. So these kind of people pull money out of thin air, right? I I don't know because Gemini also rules the fiat currency or or like you know so
you know but uh yeah pretty fascinating uh yeah really smart and my son and he's my mom was cancer you know and so my mom is all about the beautiful you know the home and like just being in the home and very sensitive and stuff like that um but all
their kids are is basically like my they're they're air and water, right? And then all their kids, well, my mom's first two sons, they're both Pisces, right? And so that's that's a water sign, too. But then the three little kids are like the three
they had together. Um, two fire signs, a Leo, a Sagge, and then I'm a I'm a Capricorn, right? Okay. And my dad also has a Capricorn son and then a Gemini daughter and stuff. I mean, so we have we have all the the whole zodiac, right? We have a lot of zodiac. Um,
but yeah, my dad's my dad's uh we we didn't have like a funeral. We had a a celebration of life where we all were white and stuff like that at at the house. And uh and we did a tequila shot. We did have a Brady Bunch family. They both they each had two two kids. They were divorced and then they got together
in the late 70s and I was born in the early 80s and uh yeah and my mom was a waitress at a restaurant called Reuben's and my dad was a he worked at um uh as a banker as a I think a loan officer um at this time in Coldwell Bank but um he later got into
um you know real estate and and stuff like that like and So, um,
my mom had two sons and he had, um, he had a son and a daughter. And so, that's four. And then to get they got together and they had three kids. I was the first. Then my mom wanted a daughter and my so we they had my little sister and then my little brother was like the third and he was kind of like the surprise.
Um, you know, um, but and we would and we we we do we did family night like every Sunday we did family night, but my parents were like very um active. Like they're very social like they're my mom dinner club and uh they went out they went out like more than my
brothers and sisters who are also pretty popular. I'm the only one that doesn't get around. Everyone's everyone's has a family and career and stuff like that. I'm like the little black sheep kind of, but still, you know, my family loves me. My family is very cool. It's a very very
nice family and um you know, really I'm really blessed. Um they're very accepting and stuff like that. like very even my parents were very accepting of my you know and I but by the time they had me my my older brothers are like 10 years older 12
years older than my then 14 years old or 15 years old like so like they already raised a generation of kids before they had us you know because they were kind of kind of younger and stuff like that and they were together the whole time they they were they almost was 50 years together you know and
My dad Yeah, my dad was I think in his I think he was almost 86 but yeah about almost about a year ago I think in 10 days will be like a couple years but um yeah he knew he was not well then
he you know he got told he he was always very like he's like oh we're going to where because he would take me to lunch every week and stuff like that here. He he also he brought me back here to like live near the family and stuff and um he was like still like we're going to go to I'm going to take you to lunch again
and blah blah blah. He was very active like very but uh then by the time the doctors told him like that his he had this like cancer that had spread to his it had already spread and stuff and by that time he was like he was ready to go. Um
cuz he was so active. He didn't like he didn't like having to you know be taken care of so much. It's it's kind of, you know, um he he after but after he was diagnosed he he was he was gone um in I think a couple weeks visitations from
him. I've had I had dreams, but my mom said that she was like, "Oh, she felt she like my mom was, you know, and I think women es are more like in tune with like the spirits and stuff like that." Like um I can I feel him talk. He's a talker, right? So I I can hear I can hear him talking to me and saying like talking to me and stuff, but like she felt him. But
when when after it happened, she felt she had a lot of visitations. Like she felt him there a lot and she said it's less now. Um cuz I kind of think that he he wanted to he wanted to, you know, um reincarnate or just or go on or something like that. But she does have dreams and stuff. I still have dreams about him. Um
and uh yeah, I miss my dad. Um he lived a long life. He lives he was he he like we said is there any my brother and sisters were like is there do you have a bucket list do you have any thing you want to do um still and he's like he's like you know what he's like nope he's like I've done
everything I wanted to do he's like I've lived he he's like he just he lived his whole life yeah they move on after so much time is yeah the more they yeah the more you heal and stuff and you know they loved each Like my everyone loved my dad. My dad was just like,
"Oh, he and he loved me. He I mean he loved all of all his kids." He was so He loved his kids, you know. My parents were really good parents. Um people will say, "Oh, what like did you have some Why are you gay? Because you had like some kind of absent father." No, I I just had a I had a perfect
pretty idyllic childhood, you know? I was the weird one, you know? was like that they they kind of put up with me, right? It was it was like they weren't they um my mom my mom is a beautiful woman and stuff and yeah, it's uh but they know that's life.
That's life is like, you know, we're not here forever. And that's part of, you know, what keeps us uh on our toes a little bit to to, you know, just appreciate while we're here. But yeah, I know he has a he had a big spirit and that's a Gemini. He would um
when was it I came out to them? What was it like or when what was it like? Um, I just remember like I told my mom like at like I want to go to this thing called the AIDS Dance Athon. Okay. Like and she's like well what do you think? What if a guy wanted to dance with you or something like that? I was like I was like I I don't um and then I was like I
said bisexual or something like that and then she was like well she's like I don't care. I don't care what you are but she's like but you have to choose like choose one or the other. like don't like she and then then she told him like right away, right? And then then he said, "You know what?" He's like, "That's okay." Like it was like they're
very accepting. It was almost like I don't know if it was because um but they're also they they're very into like Hollywood and stuff like that. And so like uh my dad loved one time Frank Sinatra hit on my mom right in front of my dad like they went to a bar. My dad would always say you know who we saw here we saw these celebrity and
sometimes because they like to go to Hollywood and stuff. Yeah. So I was very lucky like they were always accepting. Um and you know my my mom my mom had a sister her sister was her younger sister was um like a lesbian you know and then um
my other sister like her ex-husband ex-husband had a gay brother and so and they they take me to gay clubs and stuff but we went to this gay club in Mexico one time. Um, they took me and it was like there was like guys like literally like naked was like and like dancing on the bar like with like basically erections, right? It was like
and I was like I was probably 15 16 years old because we were you know because my brothers and sisters were older and I wanted to be like older all the time you know but um that kind of shocked my brothers and sisters um then we left kind of quickly from that place but uh yeah
I and you know like I said like I have a very multicultural family like I have my my my little brother's married to a Chinese national like um that I mean she came out to United States for schooling and stuff like that but he was always I told my dad I was like but how are you surprised he got with like a Chinese
woman and my dad was like no cuz he he always loved those those those Japanese cars those Asian car you know he liked Pokemon and stuff like that and like you know I don't Um my little brother, he's in the mid80s, you know, I I was early 80s. Um but uh yeah, so
yeah, we have all kinds of interesting interesting family. My my oldest brother was married to like a someone who she has Indian heritage but she's um her family was from South Africa where and the Indians were under a partite in South Africa and then her family moved out to United States and bought a convenience store if you can be
more stereotypical than that he's um they're they're all religious they're like pretty religious like you know my dad oh here's a funny story was um so that my brother. So my brother David Yeah. Okay. Yeah. He's um
he was the religious guy, right? And um so when my when we found out about my dad, like we went and they announced like, you know, he was he had a certain amount of time to live. My brother David Yeah. He he like did a prayer and my dad was not into religion
at all. like and so my and so he had this long prayer and so as soon as he took a breath in the middle of the prayer my dad was like that was beautiful like and he just he he like just cut him off you know and because he he didn't he didn't care for like the long prayers and that kind of stuff um but you know
I was the one that I was the one that was that went to the youth group and stuff like that like I went to youth group I went and um but No one was particularly religious. Then then I was like the Satanist, you know, you know, like like um or you know, I was like um then I had kind
of a spiritual awakening in my late 20s, I think around my Saturn return where it's like I suddenly got very I I was I had I feel like I I had like a spiritual calling or whatever. And so I since then I like really got into studying all kinds of stuff and I had a I always knew
there was more to life like I I I was like there's something more like this to the world you know. Yeah. Isn't that weird? Like I think it is like and that like the Saturn return is like I think that's what is that 27 years or something like that is like that's when Saturn comes back to the original place it was when when you were born and
stuff. And uh it was quite a upheaval in my life. I I had I got fired from my job and I was going through just crazy [ __ ] at that time, you know, just crazy and living kind of a double life almost and um with like
very professional. And then I would like to go party with uh gangsters and stuff.
parents were always like, "Never get a tattoo." Then then by the time I got a tattoo, I was the first person to get a tattoo. Then then my uh my mom has tattoos now. You know, my well, she got like, you know, cherry blossoms on her wrist. And um my little sister got um she has something for my grandma. You met you went to a gardener museum
and grave site. Oh, cool. Uh, she was beautiful. Um, yeah. I just I'm trying to think with celebrities I've seen. I've seen Gina Davis. I've seen Martin Short. I've seen John Goodman. Seen a lot of actually celebrities like um um
yeah, Eva Gardner. I I really love um like um I loved when I was in high school. I loved Whatever Happened to Baby Jane. And I know I just played a clip from that. I got kind um and uh and I would I love Jane Mans or sorry Jane Mansfield, but I love
Betty Davis and Joan Crawford and so um I watched some of their movies and they're just like the best movies, you know, some of these these old old movies. Um I did get my friend my friend was Russian or my my Russian friend, you know, and I would tell her like, "Oh, let's watch this movie." She'd be like, "Oh, is this black and white?" "Oh, you
did Debbie Reynolds and Ted Turner." "Wow." Yeah. I'm sure I've seen I've seen a lot of celebrities in person just like living in LA. Um but not for quite a while, but um Yeah, that's very cool.
Yeah. Um so, let's see. I want some of this coffee.
Um yeah, we'd also go to we'd also go to um what's that movie theater called in um in Hollywood where they had the Disney El Capitan the El Capitan and we saw like Beauty and the Beast I think there when it premiered and we saw like the
Lion King and you go you get these big programs and stuff like that I've seen more non- alive than than alive. Yeah, that's crazy, Shan. Like, yeah. And it's a lot of celebrities do have like a really early pass and stuff like that. I think it's I think it is hard to be a celebrity. I think that
um your days are numbered in a little little way because you because you know it's like a star when you start when stars shine bright, they kind of like go out a little bit early. There's, if you think about it, there's not too many like really like old like a lot of people die pretty quickly, pretty early.
They live they live these more more crazy lives. Yeah. I mean, it's it's pretty cool. Um, so it was nice this morning. I was like I I checked my my thing this morning, my my YouTube page, and I was like I and I was like, "Yeah, I was like I knew the strikes. I thought the strikes would
still be there and stuff because it's so early." Oh, Divine. Divine. Um the drag queen, Edgar Alan Poe, and Divine. Did the drag queen Divine from Pink Flamingos and stuff? Whoever's I I love Pink Flamingos and I love John Waters movies. Um, Hairspray, of course, you know, the famous Divine, but I would
then I would watch John Waters earlier films like Pink Flamingos and he some other ones. Some of some of them are kind of bad, you know, but um I was a John Waters fan because he's like the camp, like the king of camp, which is like, you know, he's very Yeah. You love John Waters? Yeah. Like, and you know, Ming stole like, you know, Ming stole is like
she was always in his in his films. I love you. My one of my favorites was Serial Mom with Kathleen Turner and uh I remember Suzanne Summers did a cameo in that and well I I have to use the restroom real quick. So I'm just going to put a quick uh quick something on. Yeah, M stole
awesome. Um some of those movies were pretty crazy. If you saw Pink Flamingos that that's almost as crazy as it gets. There's a scene where the guy's having sex with the chicken in the middle of the I mean that was just such a crazy movie. So, let me don't don't go anywhere. Don't go anywhere. I'll just
put on a quick quick something. See, I'll be right back.
Let's see. What do I got? Not everyone's a fan of Not everyone's a fan of my videos, but I think I'm getting better. Even RG said, "Hey, that was okay when I did
Light the flame. I walk through static, walk through smoke. They threw their stones, I made them go. The world got loud, I got precise. Cut through the noise like a blade of light. I don't break fate, I shape it clean. I don't chase love, I set the scene. I took the doubt. I took the sting and turned it
into everything. So raise that glass. Don't say a prayer. Say my name like you mean it. Tonight the sky is mind to wear and the stars are in agreement.
Watch me glow. Don't blink, don't stall. Fire in my chest. I feel it all. I don't fold. I don't fade. I rise. Kind of the night. That's my vibe. Make it loud. Make it real. Let it ring. I was made for this kind of thing. No more Sunday, no more. I'm the moment. I'm the light.
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touch the air. Let the hush get cinematic. This is what it looks like when you swear to stay alive and stay dramatic. Watch me glow. Don't blame. Don't stall.
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Someday. I'm the moment. I'm the light.
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Watch me glow, don't blink, don't stall. Fire in my chest, I feel it all. I don't fall, I don't fade. I rise of the night. That's my vibe. Make it loud. Make it real. Let it rain. I was made for this kind of thing. No more Sunday. No more. I'm the moment. I'm alive.
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Stronger. Sharper. still here.
Here we go. I'm back. Oh, Debbie Reynolds. What did I say? Movie called Mother. I think it was Albert Brooks. Debbie Reynolds. That was a good one. A young Debbie Reynolds. Imagine. Yeah. Um, but like I said, I'm going to be um
cataloging all my shows and stuff. You want to see a old I'm sure you've seen this photo. This is an old family photo. I found this for my dad. And then he had this one of my things I got, but there's 1912. There's there's my grandfather right there. There's my great-grandfather. And then I guess some of the aunties and
stuff. And the they're all sitting in this little Model T or something. 1912. Pretty quick. Pretty Carrie Fischer, right? Yeah. Oh, the great-grandfather. Yeah. So, yeah, that's my that's my dad's dad
right there. And then his name was Das. Oh, I have I have pictures of him younger. You probably find it. He was very good-looking. Well, and some of them he looks a little bit like adph, but some of them um I have them in my photos. Hold on. Check this out. I'm really into the genealogy. My dad
loved genealogy, too. And uh I'm like the family I was like the family genealogologist. Just have a look at my collection. Uh let's see. Favorites.
Well, here this one's this one's my dad's half brother right there. That's my dad's half brother. He was a brilliant guy. He looks a lot like my dad, too. Um, that's him giving the pope a birthday present. Forgot which birthday it was. Yeah, he's giving the pope a birthday present right there. He was a high ranking member of the
Church of England. Um, and then he worked for the Vatican and he um taught at University of Cairo in Egypt, too. Yep. Pretty crazy. My dad's brother, his halfb brotherther, Howard. Yep. Um Howard's um Hey, what's up, Lola? Howard's um
that like did the same mom, right? It was my dad's half brother, but he was quite older and um he got they got in a canoe accident um in a canoe, right? And that's when his father passed away. Then
they moved that was like then I think Ohio and then they moved out to LA. See, it's my archive. I don't know why I don't have these saved easier.
I have a lot of pictures. Lot a lot a lot of pictures. Oh, yeah. I don't know why I don't have these saved. Thought they'd be my favorites, but I don't see them, but uh yeah, I'll have to find my uh I'll have to find those later. I don't know why.
I thought they would be there. But yeah, Ancestry. Um I do have like I my and my dad's brother too was brilliant. He um his brother Stan taught at Mbury in Vermont. He was a college professor in Mbury.
But um I I don't know where I put those. I put I put them away somewhere. They're Oh, you're just purring. You're just purring away. You're purring away, my friend. Lola, you should hear her. She's purring.
Do you hear her?
Yeah. Unfortunately, I they're not where I thought they would be. So, but yeah, he here he he was a very archive. He was a very gorgeous guy. But I would do all the genealogy for the family. Um,
fortunately I put it away somewhere. So,
I have like about several hundred gigabytes of of just photos, you know, because I I I was very into like posting stuff on Facebook for years, right? Here's look at young Betty Davis. I just
saw it's a new day. any day. Gorgeous, huh? >> I did watch that movie with everybody called um called Of Human Bondage. Um it has it's like a young Betty Davis. Really good movie.
I have such beautiful art. And so I do have like a big appreciation for art and stuff. I have a enormous enormous collection of images, but now I create my own and stuff, you
know, but I used to post all these quotes and stuff. It's crazy. I have so many. There's Emma. Collections. Oh, here we go. Collections.
albums. Okay. Here we go. You want to see my He said he's hot. My my my grandfather or my great-grandfather.
Yeah, that was him. And then here's him. He got older. Very distinguished. You're tripping. Uh yeah. And then there's
that's my grandfather right there. That's their little family photo. It was cute. Yeah. I would do our genealogy. Um,
anymore? Well, that's what I got right there. Huh.
Thank you. Yeah. I mean, I I I do have a very My grandmother was beautiful, beautiful lady, and my my grandfather was a a great-look guy. He was tall. He had blue eyes. We have a a lot of blue-eyed people in my family. Hey, what's up, Natalie? Good to see you. Did I get the nugget bundle? You got to go walk your dogs. Okay, sweetheart.
Hey, Shan. It was fun. Okay. Catching up with you, too. I'm glad we got to have a chat and stuff. Hey, RG. How are you? You didn't hear the news? I'm back. I'm back for now. Um, I I thought it was the end. Maybe I
didn't think it would be this quickly that I'd get stuff worked out. I feel feel like I uh I just want to move on from all the drama and stuff. Yeah. Luckily, it was pretty fair. Like uh it was the re the real miracle was like the
last time I got my channel taken down like when the whole channel just disappeared. Yeah. Oh. Yeah. When my channel disappeared, I wasn't supposed to get it back. Um this coincidentally, I had attached this other company to my account and they got
my channel back. I'll post one more link if we can do one more little round of of panel if anyone wants to. Then we'll see. Here's my invite. We just had a nice chat. That's what it's about. It's a bit I I like just have like let's like having a nice chat
without being called too many names. Yeah. Love is all we need, right? The cat, you're just purring, aren't you? You're just purring. So, yesterday was Trix's birthday. He turned two. There's Trix right over there. Happy Happy birthday, Tosh. Happy birthday, Trix. He was born Pi Day.
He was one of five cats. There's Rudy back there. Rudy standing behind me. Oh, I got Natty coming up. Hi. >> Hello. It's me. >> Hi, sweetheart. How are you today? Yeah, I've got a bit I might have a bit of noise in the background. I hope you don't mind.
>> That's okay. >> All right. Cuz it's only 39 4, so the kids are still jolly. >> Yeah. >> Oh, let's see. Oh [ __ ] there goes my camera. Okay. Yeah. Um, still with Let's
see. It is um Is it Sunday? Yeah, it's Sunday over there. Hold on. No, it's >> Mother's Day. >> Oh, it's Mother's Day. Okay. Yeah, it's not. Okay, it's different. >> I got some flowers. My husband did the arranging, not me. >> A happy Mother's Day. I guess the flowers. >> Well, that's a man in for you. Unless,
you know, gay men are uh, you know, are good at flowers. Straight men are, you know, they they do their best, right, with the flowers. >> Yeah, my husband's a straight blade. >> Yeah, of course. Yeah. >> I bet I could do a mean flower arrangement. I bet I could. Is it your birthday or it's Mother's Day? It's Mother's Day or >> Mother's Day. Mother's Day. You give me >> Oh, yeah. And happy birthday, Trixs.
Yeah, exactly. Um, >> happy birthday, Trixs. >> Yeah, Trixs is two years old. Um, you know, >> is that your little kitty cat? >> Yeah, this is this is Lola right here. Here you can see Lola. Lola's >> Which one's Trixs? Oh, Trixie is right here.
>> Hello, Trix. Happy birthday. >> Yeah, Trixie. >> Oh, he doesn't want to be woken up. He's like He's like, "Leave me alone." >> Mother is in May, but but um Natalie's in England and so they have a little bit holiday system, right? I'm texting. >> No, we have ours in March.
>> You have theirs in March. Yeah. Um Yeah. Well, one year one year on on Mother's Day, unfortunately, I uh I got arrested like and uh like right before Mother's Day and Oh, that was not a that was not a happy Mother's Day. But um
I stay out of trouble now. I say you say out of trouble now. I never did. It was all all misdemeanors. My dad is convinced that I had a felony. I never had a felony. I always >> Can I show you a picture of me when I was younger? >> Yeah. So, this is me when I had my first baby. >> A >> I'm not showing anything, but it's
actually me breastfeeding. >> A beautiful. How beautiful. Well, that's >> I used to I used to do the stupid idea of shaving my eyebrows off and drawing them back on. >> It was terrible idea. I well Eldo, but Eldo said, "Hey, how much for me to
shave off my eyebrows?" And I'm not sure I want to do that. Um, but you know, that would help a little bit. Like, uh, by the way, guys, >> this is my dad. This is my old man. >> Oh, >> and his girlfriend. They're both gone past now. They're asleep.
>> Oh, >> world. That That's where I got the picture from. My brother. I went to visit my brother yesterday and he gave me that picture. >> Oh. >> So, >> yeah. I mean, I got I'll I'll take out photos sometimes. I do have I do have my mom, you know, I have a baby book of
mine where >> it's another picture of me, old man going out with the lads. >> A >> men. Love it. Love it. Yeah. So, how's everyone doing in chat? Um, yeah. So, you know, my channel was, you
know, almost gone again, but somehow a miracle happened. And, you know, >> don't worry, we'll always bring it back up, you know, psyche. You've got loyal friends. >> I do. I do. And I think that there's some good energy. I just I feel bad like, you know, I kind of like, you know, spurged out. If yours goes down and you have to make another one, I'll
bring your channel up and all your other friends will and vice versa. >> Elder gave Tommy James 500 to shave his. Oh my god, I almost said $100. Oh my god, that I had I had way too uh way too way too little. Hey, well, >> I would never shave my head. Never >> shave your head,
>> you know, hair grows back and stuff. I just like I would just look so I would look like powder or something like that if I was to shave off my eyebrows. And I don't want to look like powder. I mean I would look I'm Yeah. >> I wonder what I look like with no hair. >> What would you look like with no hair? Um I'm not sure. Anybody have ideas like um
you can see my like you know Sweet Pe was saying I'm balding and stuff like that. This is just my hairline. I have my dad's hairline so I am I do like >> Hey, look. Psyche. I could do my psyche psychic woman. >> Yeah, you're looking at gypsy. >> Gypsy. >> Yeah.
>> Oh, I can't do it with the bloody headphones on. Get in my way. >> There you go. You look like a flat. >> Or you could do like a little palm. Do you want to read my palm now? So, yeah. Well, I mean, I I have shaved my
head before. Every time I shave my head, I I've like the I I get police attention because I look like either like a skin head or I I look like a I need medical attention. >> I need to get a crystal ball. >> Yeah. Yeah. Do it. I have one right here. Do I have one right here? Yeah. >> I got my crystal ball right there. You
>> I've seen some with cats inside them and know, everything. >> You saw the cat right there? You got a little cat inside. >> Yeah, I still want to watch that movie. Oh my goodness. Want to watch? >> Sorry. >> You were right. No, it's fine. I want to watch that movie you recommended um with
about the witch. It's called What was it called again? >> I'm not bringing you by. >> Here we go, guys. Those are some those are some cantalopes, right? some some melons. What are they this popular in England? The melons. I don't know if they're as popular as they are here, but I like I like an ice cream.
>> Yeah, >> I've got two melons at the minute. >> Okay, >> let me show you my melons. >> Over some watermelons, guys. Honey was a beautiful era with the flappers and stuff like that. Oh my god. There we go. There's a watermelon and a lemon. Is that a lemon? That's a huge >> only do melon. Only do melon.
>> Wow. Honeydew. That is a >> Well, anybody want some fruit? >> Yeah. Go to my house. I've also got >> Yeah. raspberries, mango.
I've got raspberries. >> Oh, yum. Or something. >> Blueberries. >> Blueberries. Oh, you know, I forgot blackberries. >> And I've also got
limes and limes and little peely oranges. You You're like the You're like the um What's that lady with her hair? Chi, not Chi-Chi, but
>> I've got bananas. Believe it or not, they only came on Friday. Stay on them. >> The Chita banana lady. >> I want to eat a banana. >> Come on, let's get a banana.
side and natty banana. >> It's a bit bruised on the end. Mine is >> one bite. No,
>> guys. It's all fruit. It's all fruit. All right. There we go. >> You don't mind me doing this to you. I'm running. >> Yeah. There we go. >> Wow. Watch out. >> Let's do a banana competition. You got banana. >> I know. I don't have one. I don't have a
I don't I need some fresh fruit. I need I need a bowl of fresh fruit. >> You should get some bananas and see do a banana banana >> so you can get the most banana in the throat. >> Look at tech deck dude said whoa. He finished. Oh my god. Stop it. Stop it. I'm just getting started. He's already
finished. Well, I don't know. I just I I just uh you know, I did kind of overreact a little bit and lash out and I look at Nancy says, "Girl, um so I feel bad. I feel bad." Um and that's like, you know, I don't know. I don't if it was up to them. I don't know if they want my channel here or not
or whatever, but I just I'm just going to like back away and, you know, respect respect boundaries, you know? I'm just like sometimes I feel like I'm not treated fairly, but it's like it's up to everybody who how they want to treat people, I guess. And you know, I wish them well on their journey and uh I apologize and uh just sad. I wish I wish
you know I all of a sudden I have Elgo back. I have >> I never thought I'd be friendly with our like you know our friends again. Sometimes things can change but Yeah, I just uh I overreacted and I feel
silly, but uh thanks everyone for sticking by me. And >> have you had any with Alexandria? >> Yeah. Um, you know, unfortunately >> unfortunately unfortunately she doesn't like I just like that's the kind of I'm just kind of confused about like what
happened there like like because it's like we were just like so good and then it's like >> if I were you I'll just keep trying. >> Say, "Hey, having a good day. I'm sorry if I'm >> What happened last time I tried I mean I went to her chat and I said, "Hey, I don't know if you're still mad at me or if I'm blocked or whatever. I just want
to say I love you. I miss you. I hope you well and have a blessed evening. And then she said, "Well, here's this guy and you know, um, he's not respecting my boundaries. He better never contact me ever again and stuff." Good morning. I'm back in the channel. The strikes are all gone, Kate. The strikes are gone. >> That's all you can do. All you can do.
>> Yeah. >> Then you just have to sit back. >> Yeah. I I mean, it's like I I tried it. I just wish it was like >> I mean she's supposed to be a Christian anyway. She's supposed to forgive you 70 times. 70 >> Yep. All the strikes are gone. Yeah. Oh,
they're all gone. Um yeah, if people if there's anybody that ever has a problem with strikes and stuff like that, you know, you can like contact me and I can give you I can walk you through some stuff that might be helpful. >> What is 70 time 70? Uh 1,400 for sure. Exactly. >> Oh yeah. Yeah. So I've got one
>> 900 is a 44. I know. 7* 7 is 49. So it's a 4,900 or something. >> Yeah. They're gone for right now. I mean it's like uh >> I don't I don't know. Like I'm just gonna be like very like I hope I hope it's it's all I don't know. I don't know. I I I'm surprised it happened so quickly and stuff. I don't know if they did it on their own or
>> What do you get a strike for? You always YouTube took them down. follow protocol. >> I got a strike. Well, VA struck me once for um sharing a photo with her and Beyonce. The thing Yeah, I I I know why kind of like they're gone now that I've gone through the process again. Now I realize why because when you if you do a privacy like you're not supposed it's like not a
privacy is different than a copyright, right? And so it's like copyright is actually they there's a I'm sharing a copyrighted material or photo or something. Privacy is like they usually give you a couple days to take it down first. But that's why I was like what and but even like um they there is an option too with the copyright to like give a give them a chance to take it
down. I didn't really have that chance. So it was kind of harsh um harsh of them. I but I know I was I was harsh to you and stuff and hey we all we all can make mistakes we all can do better and >> Oh yeah it's like they say you hurt the ones you love the most.
>> It's true >> it is true. Um but I I I I'm not one to ever strike anybody. Um, maybe before maybe a couple people I maybe have said I feel like this is bullying a little bit, but at the end of the day, I don't want to hurt anybody's channel. I And it's like even if it's making fun of me,
I really I don't want to like have a bad effect, but I'm getting a call. My phone is just I'm getting a call right now. Yeah. Um, what day? Oh, okay. 953. So, I
guess like let's see what else is going on. Anybody got any um any news? Any >> Well, accordingly to news report, England might be going into recession because of the Middle East war. Uh >> oh. Well,
>> whatever that means. Yeah, I I these world politics get so complicated. Um, so I hope everyone everyone's good, you know. Save up. >> How many angels do you think there is? >> How many? >> Yeah. >> How many angels there are stars in the sky? I think that it's just like just
like you know the human like how many human beings have there been on Earth, right? It's like because there's eight billion right now, but how many total do you think have been on the earth? just like maybe like a lot a lot a lot a lot like I don't know billions and billions and billions like just like and it's it's infinite because like we keep reproducing and stuff and so keeps more and more but
um >> it's called juicy rose >> it's actually really nice it's only3 >> okay pound something >> a bottle >> is it white wine or is it like a like a rosé or like a wine like a look it's >> strawberry wine wine. like a >> Strawberry wine. Yum. Yes, strawberry wine, guys.
>> Like a rosé. >> Yep. And uh so now >> really nice. Sweet. >> Cheers. Bottoms up. Happy Mother's Day. >> Yeah. Um
>> um yeah, I do I feel like just a little bit guilty for like lashing out or whatever at at them. Um you know, but >> yeah, >> hopefully we can move on. Hopefully we can move on. Um so, uh let's see. Is it Sunday, guys? It's March 15th. You know, today it's
called the ides of March. All right. Is this uh the ides of March day where it's like I guess uh >> have you heard of that? The eyes of March of March are I think it's Caesar got stabbed by by you know his own his own cavalry by and I guess Brutus uh Brutus planned it all and he goes it too he
goes you Brutus he goes you Brutus that you're my friend like it was you kind of like you know kind of kind of hits home a little bit like you know these people that we give a lot of trust to sometimes can hurt us the most and it's like but still you that's still uh
have an open heart and trust and uh yeah, I just hope I hope we hopefully we can all move on and I'm going to be I don't know if I'll continue to pursue the people that don't want to be pursued, but but all I'll say is that they always have a space here. My door is ALWAYS OPEN. anybody
>> in your home. >> Anybody like that's that's part of the forgiveness thing, right? Is like I'm willing to forgive anybody if they're if they're sorry. I mean, I've had someone I've had people come in tears begging for forgiveness because they've done they've done some me and it's like I'm like I'm like I it's okay. Like it's always like it's okay. Like I'm I'm not saying I'm perfect. I'm not saying I'm
like a Jesus or whatever, but I do prefer the peace. I do prefer to get along with people. And it's like even like, you know, your worst enemy or whatever that sometimes they can surprise you and do something for you. And it's like maybe they're not the worst enemy. You know, Christine and I had problems for a few
months and then she she you know, she saw I was being in chat and um stood up for me and I was and that since then I was like, "Thank you." and uh and uh and we made up and and that's I think she might be mad at me again because I was a little dramatic or whatever and
I don't know there's people but I I basically will express how I feel and uh sometimes I do feel a little bit dark you know it gets a little bit dark sometimes but like I said I >> know how you feel I got a bit dark I could people, counselor and everything
when I'm dog. >> Yeah, I know. And we have our moments and it's like, you know, and everybody will have them those moments and it's like just that we can uh hopefully just learn and grow and hey, so my my channel's still here and uh even if it wasn't, I I could
probably figure out something else to do. But yeah, um I am doing this. I I am training um AI um voice training it over um through this one company. You can make you know a you know a good little extra extra cash and stuff with it. And so that's on my community wall if
anyone's interested in that. It's one of the easiest things I've ever se I've ever I've ever like done from from home where you can actually really you know make money they pay out every week and stuff like that. I do recommend checking it out if you guys are looking for like work from home anything because it's really easy. You just have to talk to a stranger about a topic for
15 minutes and just talk naturally and then it's it trains this AI or something in these conversations and stuff and uh it's not a scam or anything. And also I want to say I really do recommend my bank too. I think I'll promote I'll promote my bank later, too, because my bank has the the first bank I've ever been to is with no overdraft charges.
That's like crazy. I mean, it's like and you can like, you know, go over like a hundred, you know, about $100, I think, over they they still won't charge overdraft, but yeah, they'll let you even like $100 credit in the negative and stuff like that. So I I I do find some pretty cool stuff like uh and uh
you know people are very skeptical of me like I know people are skeptical but um all I say is check things out for yourself and uh don't feel >> yeah pressure but I I don't know I'll share them with you guys. So
>> got the family playing. Uh, looks like the chat's kind of g going quiet. I don't know. >> But I've been on for a few hours. I might uh might start wrapping it up soon. Um, and come back later today. Um, >> yeah. So, um,
but thank you everybody. Thank you, Natalie. Um, yeah. I hope I I wish you a wonderful Mother's Day and a blessed Mother's Day with your your fam fam and uh >> I love everybody and uh you know it's a new day. It's a new day. It's like I just have I just feel like singing OR
SOMETHING LIKE THAT. >> SORRY. >> Thank you. Um, I'm going to I don't know, maybe get some more coffee and hang out a little bit today and I'll I'll be back later today. Um, probably and we'll see what happens. I'm gonna
work on my website a little bit and >> love you. Have a great day, Natalie. >> Have a great day, chat. I'll see you guys later. Okay. Here, I'll I'll put I'll put us out on some music. Okay. Hey guys, I'll see
I'll see you elsewhere and uh have a blessed day.
It's a little bit depressing.
I would lightning and I learned what it cost. Now I'm pulling the blade back, not defeated, just focused. I gave my nights to the static. Gave my breath to the flood. Let
the room fill up with shadows. While I tried to call it love, I kept the fire in my chest. While the air got thin and cold, but I'm not built to be a circus. I'm built to turn that into gold. So I'm cutting the wire. I'm closing the door. I'm trading life for holy and I'm choosing more.
I'm recalibrating. I'm calling a fall. I'm stepping up the noise so I can hear it all. I'm not disappearing. I'm coming off by chaos in my orbit. Power in my mind.
Watch the single. I'm building something real behind these quiet eyes. I wore the crown in the crossfire. smiled while I tried to bite,
but I'm done paying attention to the hunger for a fight. I don't owe my peace to anyone. I don't owe my soul to the fear. I'm not here to be consumed.
I'm here to plant a seed. So I'm taking my time. I'm sharpening flame. I'm turning pressure into purpose. I'm remembering my name. I'm recalibrating. Don't call it a fall. I'm stepping up a
noise so I can hear it all. I'm not disappearing. I'm coming back for finless chaos in my orbit. More power in my spine. I'm recalibrator. Watch the single rise.
I'm building something real behind these quiet eyes. Silence isn't surrender. It's the chamber where I load. Every wound becomes a weapon when I choose the road.
But I don't need the crowd to crown me. I don't need the storm to speak. I'm the hand on the dial and I'm turning for the peace.
I'm staring at noise so I can hear it disappearing. I'm coming back with violence. Chaos in my orbit power in my hungry. Watch the single.