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The Cult of Psyche hosts an open panel discussion about tarot readings and cats, with a special guest Carol and a focus on personal growth and intuition.
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The episode starts with a musical intro ▶ 0:16 and a welcome message from Psyche ▶ 2:26. Psyche discusses his new look and thanks his supporters [2:30-2:53]. He then talks to his cat, Marbles, and mentions the weather [3:02-4:20]. The conversation shifts to tarot readings, with Psyche discussing the strength card and offering to read Carol's cards [6:31-11:01]. Carol shares stories about her grandmother's passing and her own experiences with tarot readings [10:41-12:20]. Psyche performs a tarot reading for Carol, drawing the Page of Pentacles and the High Priestess [12:56-14:06].
The episode appears to focus on personal growth, intuition, and the interconnectedness of life. Psyche's discussion of the tarot readings and his interactions with Carol suggest a theme of self-discovery and exploration. The mention of the weather and its impact on mood also implies a connection between the external and internal worlds.
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W hello what's up guys everything's good okay still getting used to my um my new look okay but uh it'll grow it'll grow back feel a little bit naked without my beard how are you
guys up guys thank you for being here and thank you for supporting my show and I'm so happy to always have you here thank you so much gost to the link um up just like 3:40 in the afternoon here and yeah marbles is back there marbles
making a rare P marbles marbles do you want to say hi go that's
marbles he does Uncle scam yeah if you build it they will come right and yeah yeah look
here Mr Marbles hi say hi to the chat oh you see him not doing good mental all day oh you're not I'm sorry oh better here and
you good reading yeah Marvel is a sweetheart he's cute but he like um he's sweet to me but he like is and Rudy's peeking around the corner and I don't know where Lenor is she's around here someplace um it's hailing it's haing well you know was so windy outside here today it's like the weather was really strange it was just wind was blowing the curtains
were going you know just like that that uh that night last night that came over to my house he was and he's I think he's probably a knight of Wands or something like that comes in and then runs out maybe KN of maybe
Knight of Swords they're tricky characters those nights you know how the puke King today oh you mean because I I I I uh I regurgitated like a little bit of my beer one night or my hopefully I'm not the Pew King for another
reason I think I'm doing well you have to address you can just address me a you don't PUK K okay Jamie I'm sorry that's so hopefully we're having some good vibes here tonight know maybe I'll light a candle or something I can ring a bell ring a bell always clears
energy okay I have like say I believe in fairies and ring a bell they come back to life right okay clear my desk a little bit just big thing baby oil sitting on
it like oh my God okay here are my desk a little bit little Smokey yeah sometimes know they say As Above So Below sometimes sometimes and it's like sometimes like when like the the weather can can reflect our moods and and the weather um the weather has an effect on our moods too because it's like it's like the the sky is like maybe
like correlated to our mental sky and things like that so the weather could be all attached and related to all that your th marbles scratching they're scratching okay okay Jamie
everyone say prayer for Jamie okay P your good energy like know that we go through we go through tough times and we want to remember you got that strength card the other day Jamie like how strong you are you're very strong okay yeah the Carolina's are on fire you
know we just got La was just on fire now Carolina's on fire so yeah let's say pray for Jamie thank you got you got it's a good support system here Jamie like I know there's some people that are that can be mean
sometimes and stuff in here too but for the most part I think we have a a good a good support system here okay what's up Carol Carol here Carol yeah I'm clean shaved I got shaved yesterday and I got a I got a manicure too
no I uh I was almost going to get some color street nails and and put some stickers on but I was like I'll just get a regular manicure and uh thank you so much thank you it's a little bit like a little bit of a a new you know I was so used to having the beer and stuff and I went and got a professional like a guy saved me
yesterday he's really cute cute guy too it's just like nice seen to do once in a while um to like you know pamper yourself with the little little things like that and it's like you know yeah yeah but I think this is a basically basically for the most part a really good chat it's just like we've had a lot of um lot of been from being
um clipped on all these channels like Jan by Janney and stuff and so um um so and it's bringing in some um some just like obvious trolls they're very obvious and it's like you know I just made a mistake of moding a few people a few of them before and like I had to unmod a lot of people but the trolls don't even really want to be modded they they like to I think they like to say what they
want to say and like they know that they they they can't really say what they want to say if they're moded without getting unmodded right and so but then but then there uh yeah let's welcome Carol Carol's a great friend great friend uh from Alis Alisa's chat I enjoyed the streams um but that big tall Rob guy was timing everyone out the other day for the most Petty reason okay
yeah maybe I'll I'll look into if I'm going to keep him a mod okay thank you for leering me to that um but he's just timing out is he timing out for like 10 seconds or a minute and stuff like that it's like maybe it's like that's not a big deal but if he's he's um M muting people or hiding people and I don't see I didn't see any muted people um or that I didn't recognize and stuff like that
in my list but I'll have a look cuz yeah crazy do I like it um I I do I do it's like um you know think I just uh you know I look better with like a little facial hair like a little bit like just because it like you I don't have a weak chin but it's like not like you know it looks a
little bit better with a little more full but I do and I got I love my nails I love my nails now I can like pull my card pull the cards and like without without dirty nail I tend to get dirty nails because I I smoke so I smoke so much and I dig up all the dir pacco all the time I do I like it it was just a nice yesterday was a nice
pampering day it just like it just ended on a little sour note with like this um unsuccessful grinder date but thank you Carol thank you yeah this guy this guy I think this guy on grinder is like actually a straight guy that like just like he like I think he contacts like every gay guy on grinder
everybody I think he contacts like everybody and then like fish fing right he's like he's fishing and then like and then he'll like have send a car for him and then he'll like yeah it's just just a little bit of a mess but um yeah and then today when I um your grandmother red CH that's awesome yeah it's wonderful um she gave um gone for quite some years and you have her cards that's
awesome what a special what a special thing to remember her by yeah Grand of those cards yeah wonderful so um yeah I'll read your cards tonight um Carol if you'd like I do free readings on this on the show I I go
really fast I do short and sweet reads but um and all crystals beautiful that's awesome my my grandmother um used to collect um well she used to go on home shopping nwork and she um and she uh collect Capa Dante if you know what Capa Dante is
it's like porcelain uh it's like kind of I think p it's like or maybe it's like some material called CAP De Monte but it looks like flowers and stuff like that she would buy all this from the home shop and it's like after she passed away like um they I got like a box of her of some of her things I no no cap of mon it
was just some it was pretty slim pickings in the Box I got but on the box it said um on the box it said or on each item in the box there were price tags so it was like I got everything that wasn't like sold at the the yard sale they just had a yard sale one day sold all her stuff I guess I don't know I I don't know where the cap Deon went or anything
like that I would have loved to have a piece of that piece of her yeah and uh yeah I'll I'll get you a reading Carol my cards out yeah I think I got a very strange I got a very strange like little figure she also collected dolls and things like that so I don't know where the her dolls
went I don't know where my my grandfather had us used have this this big box of playboys I never know where that went I know that that was always in her garage and she wanted to to you never liked that box Playboys I don't know if she ever got rid of those you have a spiritual book also with her writings and and things she's very special oh that's beautiful what a wonderful thing to remember her
by yeah let's come through for Carol Carol page of Pentacles this is like this is like a like a some kind of person coming to you with some kind of Financial offer I think it's a younger person or maybe some some kind of good idea or Financial offer that will help
you um yeah page of Pentacles okay somebody maybe a earth sign could be a earth sign um is Pentacles are Earth but I think also I think like inspiring you with some kind of um business idea or something like that okay
okay oh okay we have the high priestess so you have this high this High natural intuition already and it's like you can probably you probably you probably are um you know just intuitively know the answers to things and in your questions and stuff like that you got um that she's there with her crown also also maybe a little bit of a gatekeeper because she's between these pillars and
she's in front of this garden and so she knows she knows some Secrets right okay you probably know before even answering you probably know the secrets okay then we get another page I think there there's some kind of younger man coming coming to you with like inspiration and um ideas or something like that you already know about this I
think you know about what's going on there because there's two pages and it's like the pages are they usually they're younger but um you know they you they could be they could be even your kids um but I see in there's handing you inspiration and uh and ideas and and financial Financial things
okay okay also I'm doing a couple more cards for you you're balancing things out right now it's like you know you also got your eyes on eyes on things there looks like kind of eyes right there also in the infinity okay also but you're but he's he's he's he's he's balancing things like he's he's like you know not going to let one side get too low he's
gonna he's a good juggler he needs to keep the balls in the air and stuff like that and uh and keep things balanced even when they're not unbalanced right because we have the waves there's waves in the back so sometimes things aren't life isn't always balanced but you can maintain maintain that by like adjusting it okay and finally I got this eight of um eight of Wands for you this is like
information that's going to come in real soon about this so so if you don't it could be also like a letter some kind of communication this is some kind of fast moving information that's coming to you so if you don't know already you will soon no okay eight of eight of Wands okay so that's your reading I hope you enjoyed that and I hope it resonated and I hope it helps also see on the bottom of the deck
the sun there's a sun on the bottom of the deck that's like very happy card I would say it's a good times ahead for you okay okay Jamie the decision with you made was at the best one yeah keep your keep your eye out keep your eye on that mailbox or for the phone phone ring about something I think
that you you'll if you might have you might have an idea about it but um yeah there you can know some possibilities um you know you might have int some intuition about it already but okay Jamie we got for Jamie okay Jamie like I got this leap of faith card for Jamie it say you made the best one well I say yeah because you you you're making probably the best decision but you don't
know you don't know yet right it's like you're it's like a leap of faith don't just take the leap of faith um you know into um into what you what you want to do and stuff like that you know it's like what you um what your what Your most beautiful dreams are and like you know your idea like just trust yourself trust yourself that you um you
will make the best decision for yourselves for yourself and you are you are fine okay you'll be fine the universe will be guarding you protecting you you're protected okay Knight of Wands um somebody again oh yeah I'm sorry yeah of course clumsy of course of course
absolutely I I was almost I almost did it today when I saw I was like oh I don't like that guy very much okay anyway anyway no I I I don't not like you okay so um so Jamie also G you got the strength card again like I get this you you just have to stay strong right you got the strength you got this for
fortitude okay absolutely absolutely I'll be right I'll be right with you um strength okay Jamie stay strong okay I also see that you're going to be coming out of this like phase where you're worrying this is in Reverse right this is usually like the staying up all night worrying about something card and it's in Reverse so you're coming out of this okay so Jamie you will be okay okay just
trust in it the streng and look these are both yellow cards too the backgrounds are both yellow and stuff and so that's that's a happy color right and then this other one is is a you know it's there's been Darkness but it will you'll be coming back to light okay hope you like that jam okay Carol sure whatever you like whatever um you you like to
ask happy to answer anything how's everybody we have a nice chat going on uh oh my God I put that comment on the screen I need to take that comment off the screen I want to be called I don't want to be called uh King puke I mean what the heck
oh just hide it okay so what's going on how did you get into tarot okay I got into tarot um when I was really young I probably was about 8 years old maybe and I think it was a church Carnival or church like
Halloween party or Carnival and they had a terrot reader there even though it's like you know you wouldn't consider we had this church that was we had these haunted houses and we had ter readers and stuff like that in them um but um I had a reading and the lady there I just was like very intrigued by the idea of it and stuff and the lady there was like
you'll be a reader someday you and so I just had I was like okay so like my my parents were also like um really um really um accepted of whatever I wanted to learn about and stuff like that so um so they let me buy a pack a deck of cards and then I would read for my mom and then she would be
like okay well I I was reading from the book and stuff and she'd be like you have to learn all the meanings and stuff like that you can't read from the book right and so it take a long time I me it's like it's like LIF it's lifelong St I've still you know there's still so much to learn symbolism and of the correlations and it goes you know or it goes to the um all the ele ments and it goes to um all the astrological signs
and numerology and everything and so there's lots there's so much to it and a lot of symbolism and then there's different decks on top of that so so um yeah so I was able to just keep at it and always be interested in it yeah I was I was pretty I was very spiritually I was very into psychics psychics and stuff like that and when I was little and um and going to there was so- called
the Psychic Eye I went when I was little I would be like the youngest person in the store buying books about you know Aries and stuff like that I was very interested in Magic as a young young person yeah so I'm I'm like you know now you know I've been read and then I you know I um I did more profession I did on Etsy like during the pandemic I so I was um doing a lot of readings I was doing a
lot of lot of readings right okay we have another have a new guest let's see what's up P hi hi
good I'm doing much better oh look at oh so beautiful y let me fix my layout hold on a second layout um on that okay yeah I am yeah it was just like you know you like like you know I
had like a little bit of a other things yeah just like you know other things are okay um you know I had some um some breakups of relationships recently like of friendships and stuff and then I had like a bad gr I had a bad date from grinder last night who was like a little bit of a scam
hole Yeah I mean it's like it's like I mean it could have been worse he basically scammed an Uber ride and like a few bucks um few bucks for me and then you know he said oh I changed my mind and then he's like and then he like was it was just really like he was just really shady and stuff like and then he called somebody else to come pick him up that was nearby so we just probably wanted to get down the area in the first place to like go go make his rounds to like everybody he knows and stuff like that and like he's really going to go
one person to the other having people pick him up and like say yeah I think it's the same story every time he seemed very nervous when I was like are you are you really a straight guy like who's like just like you know just like because he was like he saw my my my account like he saw my and he's like oh I know that guy I know that guy I know that guy I was like oh you you know all these people that are writing to me like like that's like a lot of people like
it's like there's a lot of people on and so it's like yeah yeah he was complet it was complete it complete garbage and it's like but you know what it's like that was like you know not the most expensive lesson I I've had more expensive lessons than that and so it was like you know but it was just it was like a little bit of a a little ouch moment but um you
know on also when I wrote when I wrote him I wrote him today and I was like you know I I don't like how you treated me or like whatever I said I don't like how you like how you like did that last night and he's like like oh he's like you I was I he's like you're he's like you used me last night he said I used him yeah and he's like like for what and I said used me
and then he's like he's like and I was getting sick sitting your house CU I'm allergic to cats and I was like well yeah but I said we could go walk to the beach and stuff like that and he's like he like oh and I wanted to like help um you you had to you bring your friends over and stuff like that and I like I don't have any friends in the area that I can bring over and stuff and he's like he's like and you're playing those stupid parody song videos I I play these
music videos you know those music and he's and so he was like yeah he was um a yeah I I was I was telling other thing but he was like laughing at the videos but then he was like oh that's stupid that's stupid but then he was like kind of laughing at he was laughing at the same time it's just saying anything to like get the to get the heat off of
himself it's like then it's like I like he didn't respond I'll just say goodbye I'll say goodbye to him and it's like good rid kind of thing it's like because you know he was attractive it was an attractive man and it was like you know I he was nice enough but yeah it's just like is one of those you know a lot of um a lot of um very charismatic people
or good-looking people can sometimes have um have some negative uh like they can be like charming and stuff like that but but it's like U attract a lot of people yeah they use it like they use it yeah so I guess the more we experience things like this the better we get at learning about it right but I should I mean I should I've been through like
I've been through like really bad narcissistic abuse in my life you know for like for years and i' like I like to think that I like recognize and plus didn't the same thing just happened to me with somebody else online that this guy it's like I should have like learned from there just like been more maybe like oh maybe I'm not GNA pay for anybody's Uber anymore I would not do that again I think that was a stupid thing and that that seems almost kind of
desperate that I would and also like you know I want to see if they really want to come see and stuff or like I'll pay for my own over when I go places I'm not going to ask them to pay for normally So yeah thank you I understand why you want for Uber but again we don't know these people it
was expensive Uber it was expensive Uber it was expensive it was like 50 bucks it's expensive all the way from downtown Los Angeles all the way from yeah I was you know it was like you know but then it's like and then he's like like asking for more and he's like do you have gift cards and stuff like that I'm like okay this sounds like and after after after I give him a
little bit of cash too and I yeah so to help him get back back so he hopefully hope said he would stay but that's me being desperate like I'm just like I was like I'm just like so like I wanted to hang out with you like I was like let's go to the beach and like go walk let's walk back to the beach that it's you know the house is like you the cats or something like that there's only only the cats liked them too like tricks was like coming and and Rudy came out too
and like they were all like on the couch and stuff like that and it's like and then he's like he's like basically like oh get the cat off of me like I don't so many people like like I tricks I guess maybe some cats go to people that don't really like cats sometimes or like that because the people don't threaten them because they don't pay attention to them or they just ignore them kind of or something and they're like my cats are so friendly some of them like like those
two and stuff like that yeah I mean you post the did show his pictures yesterday it did show his pictures but um yeah that's that's that's public um that's the public on the public thing if if someone sends me their pictures privately and they don't have a AV they don't have the pictures as their Avatar
I would not share them but if they share them on their wall and stuff like that that's anybody can go and see them can see them right deserves to be exposed asking you for gift cards like come on oh yeah that guy oh that guy yeah he he was saying do you have gift cards and stuff like that yeah it's like but I like no I was like I was like I was like
I'm brok I'm broken after you I like I'm giving you all I could right now and uh but yeah know he did leave like a little a little gift on my on my um table but it was like a little just little little I think you just forgot it and stuff to uh
to yeah what he just forgot something on the table and he's like oh he's like he's like by the way you're welcome for that you're you're welcome I there something on your table for you you're welcome and I was like well I was like I was like okay I was like I like okay thank you and the guy was rude guys you have to watch out for like some of these like that's why especially everyone was telling me no no no no John like every
muser was like doing a reading and saying it's like oh it's unhappiness and like and money money gone and stuff like that he's like watch your wallet but yeah so so I mean it's like I like I'm just going to look on a bright side and hope it work I just hope because he was like I was talking the he got in the Uber by that time he was already in the Uber on the way over there was nothing I could do and then it's like he was
friendly at first too and like we also had a similar Taste Of Music other than the parody songs like we even like obscure artists like um Caroline pich I don't know if you heard of her but she like she has like she's like a very independent very very obscure and he's like do you know her and he knows exact all her song it was weird I was like okay they have like some kind of vibe on music some of the people that would probably like me they would we probably
get really get along if they weren't so busy like trying to time to run around scamming people and trying to like you know do relationship fraud and stuff like that how's everyone in the chat everyone in the chat's
good yeah well I sent you a message I I didn't I only got like 200 of them yeah this one I did send you okay hold gonna M this conversation I I I want her to I know
that she wanted that muted yeah yeah hi sorry my dad sorry sorry they don't they don't knock they just barging I I thought someone on the phone yeah um yeah um yeah you know what I don't regret that you you at least at least you did a
chance you know take a chance take a chance laugh you know I was like you know it was like you know and then it was like you know just a completely different person and it's like he saw my photos and he knows what I look like and it's like and he liked me with my beard and he was like I know he was like you know he seemed to be attracted to me and then he's like oh I he's like he's like I changed my mind you know it's like you just change your mind and it's like why
because of the cats or because it's like because why because you don't you don't find me attractive person maybe it that's fine it's fine with me it's just like just like be honest just tell me like you know it's like I'm not I'm not an idiot like I'm like I'm a smart person I'm an intuitive person like I know and it just seemed like he was uh a little bit like not he seems kind of like a little bit of a a Shyer a
little bit a little bit of a relationship and guys you have to watch out for those people there's people that are like trying to like they're writing a lot of people they might be using a fake photo if they ask you for money beforehand like and stuff like that you have to be very careful like um you know we've heard a lot of these catfish stories and stuff like that he wasn't a catfish um there were his pictures he looks actually better than he does in
the photos and stuff like that yeah but uh but yeah there's good lessons to learn guys you just want to always be careful because also like like a lot of catfish they pray on like emotionally vulnerable um people that are maybe lonely a little bit and it's like and then that they love this attention that they're getting all of a sudden and then it's like and then it's like they get they're it's called going The Ether
where you like you're in your emotions about it and you're not thinking logically and so you're more susceptible to their like their little games and stuff like that you're like you have to just want and especially watch out for people on the internet like um because they'll have like you'll see like their their English will not be good sometimes but they're supposed to be like you know from your state and stuff like that and then they're like they sound like they're like English is not good or like
if they have like really romantic um words like just Google those words and goog and do reverse go Google images on a on the pictures because you can do that you can put the picture and that's how I found about the other catfish of mine like he um I I I Googled his the picture he sent me and it said or I just I didn't find I didn't Google the picture I just Googled the the the name
of the guy he was a military guy wearing wearing a it's said Mason on it and I said military uniform named Mason pictures and it said this is the picture that scammers use and it was him it was his picture right and so but I do know you can use reverse Google image make sure it's not like some like person had their identity stolen because it's easy to just take
someone's picture and then stick it on your profile and send it to thousands of people then whoever responds it's called fishing you know you get get some responses then you go in you know go in on them okay so don't even respond don't respond to like romantic stuff usually on the Internet it's like makes I'm G to try to take people advice to just like meet people in real life but it's like I do feel like I do have a closer
relationship with some people on YouTube and stuff like that did I reverse your picture no I did not touch your picture I didn't oh yeah did I reverse image Searcher picture I will not just a picture of a black it's just a black just black black big black I don't think I can reverse image search I think that'll come up I I don't know I know I don't I I don't reverse image search unless it's like something's
wrong like it's like something's like not feeling right and stuff like that and it's like I want to make sure that this is the person stuff you can can you can you will find it's yours yeah well I I really I'm a trusting person like especially like I try to trust my friends and stuff like that been on YouTube but it's like unless there's something fishy going on like where I'm like what then I would I didn't even I didn't even reverse Google IM search
this guys I just typed in the name on the uniform and stuff like that and something came up it just like looked in the image results and stuff like that oh your your IG pick okay oh that one um no I believe I believe that's you it's a very very nice looking man right
you're question everyone that I talk to though not yeah it's not well some people keep files on everybody they I mean there so they're very like you know they they you know they they collect information and that's the kind of also kind of malignant kind of personality that will you know create create the fold folders and logs and like and investigate people and get
their criminal record and stuff like that you know they can you can ask some people for like if people ask me I'll tell you everything everything like you know not you know not not personal information like but I would tell you everything about umal record and stuff and uh which I really I don't have any felonies or anything so I do have a few misdemeanors I have I did go to jail for
a few days I'll say that was several years ago um but I've uh I've since then changed my life right I've not been in trouble for eight years and uh I serve my time right been on live stream before so much work to yourself and keep on that path you know it is good well I had to move I B had to move from the area
because it was just like surrounded by criminals there and it's like they were just bringing they got the police attention to my my place and police were following me around it just and then uh then I had to get the people out of my life too like and then event like then it can he basically that was divine intervention because most of them went got sent to prison and stuff like that but you know they're going to come out soon I have to be strong enough to like
not answer the door not not let them in and stuff like that I think I'm had I've had enough really I've had enough of like these people coming in and like taking advantage of me and stuff like because I do have a good nature and do have a very trusting nature and a very forgiving nature as well but these there some of these people it's like they they won't change um they're they are who they are you can accept them you can
love them from a distance right but you don't have to allow them into your personal space allow them into your that's like they can do a lot of damage when they when you do that and so it's like you just have to be careful who you trust it's like I told Benny I was like you know what Benny the other day up modded me and stuff like that I was like well the person that is in your chat talking to you right now that that I'm
muted this person is not he just came into my chat saying that you that you were a like he us that used that word and then I was like so be careful who you trust and then Benny got kind of upset a little bit and then I think I think I got blocked again but I'm more worried in real that they might hurt him that's what I worry
about because sometimes like some people just get off on stuff like that oh yeah yeah I mean that's and that's what they do that I mean that's the I mean it's also how they survive sometimes and that's how they that's how they generate income and it's like you know but it's it's not it's not an honest way and they put they can put a lot less work into like a real job and
and and make more money out of like then then doing things illegal like that like they don't know how to do anything else you know like they feel helpless only often often they'll have high intelligence and they can like like a lot of criminals are like very brilliant and stuff like and that's why it's dangerous when they're all in jail together comparing notes and stuff like that because they'll talk about all these other new scams and come up with
all these things even writing letters to prison is like a scam like it's like they they they trade these letters with one another they they sell them to other people so other people can get the address they find out who donators are and like and and trade around these things a game to them it's like a game to them so I don't I don't I don't read letters from prison I don't accept letters from prison anymore because they're just like manipulation there and like you know even if they're not asking
for something they're trying to like have a place to come when they get out you know with you and stuff like that and like you know and they're they're long long right they ask something you can't no later I will how's the tattoo doing okay guys
you see the tattoo the tattoo it's like it's like it's in it's it's it's in a like clear bandage but it's kind of covered in blood but I'll show you how it looks okay okay you can see it kind of looks a little bit little bit messy today but it will look better tomorrow I'm going to take out the bandage and then it will look better hold
on there's a bandage on that yeah it's a clear bandage on it right here it's a clear bandage over and it's all it's all it's all like bloody kind of but yeah tattoo is doing pretty good wow really got an update like might like a long time ago they used to actually put like one of those White Band over so you couldn't even see it
yeah yep super clear it's just like a really it's like almost like extra layer of skin over it and stuff like that and but it's like um yeah looks pretty good it will look it look but it's really covered in blood right now like under the bandage and so when the um when it comes off tomorrow it will look will look even better right kind of looks like a Dog the Bounty Hunter tattoo kind
of looks like a dog Bounty Hunter tattoo what oh oh yeah do you have a black cat it would look B it would look clear tomorrow it's hard to believe there's a bandage I don't know it's there see the hair is stuck in there there's like hair stuck in the band stuffand on you see
it what's that did they shave your skin before they did the tattoo no because it was on a it's like I pretty much don't have hair I just have the hair like it's like it was it was he's kind of small I didn't I didn't have hair in that space I kind of not very hairy I just had Cent on my chest a little bit but yeah they didn't he didn't shave it um and he did
it really quick too and took like 30 minutes to do and um it didn't hurt like it did it was just like you know a little like little pain but he's like he was a really good touch and it's like and I was like nice to find out about last night's gay right way before you took before like last night last night's guy right away before you invest any more time right exactly tree frog it's like you
know it's like just like you know sometimes i' I've uh I've given these people other chances and stuff like that and they'll continue to continue to play the game it's like a game to them right and so you know now I'm Wiser like fool me fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me you know it's like it's so you know I can't I have to stop being fooled because it's like really
it's like I should learn the lesson the first time that's important so like these things happen to you like um some of these people they do not they they're they can't play game with them because they will um they will make first of all they make their own rules they they'll make the rules very biased towards them and very bad towards you and then they will um they're willing to do they're willing to do anything
they're willing to they're willing to hurt you they're willing they're willing to run you over with their car and stuff like that sometime I mean it's like really scary what what they can be what they they can be capable of so you have to be careful with some of these people yeah because uh yeah so thank you so hard to like avoid it you know because you want to trust people you want to go out there and have fun and live your
life and they're small percentage of the population but I think even that now it's kind of kind of becoming an epidemic like you know where it's like they're coming their population is growing and then there's a lot of victims they have and the victims sometimes develop the traits and stuff like that of the people and so you got to also like um learn how to teal your wounds and like not not be changed by them they want to change you into them
basically want to change you into like because they see they see them they see everybody else as a mirror they see themselves as the only real thing and everyone else is a mirror right and it's like so they want to change you into their image and stuff like that and or project on you all their bad qualities so they don't have to feel them and stuff like that and soans feel it's normal they don't stand out as much yeah but but they you know
but a lot of them are in prison like a lot of these um a lot of these personality types are in prison but unfortunately also they're like they're also become like CEOs and and the you know judges and and things like that and Powerful they get they either get to go the criminal route or they go like a higher education route and it's like and so you know they can be brilliant criminals they can be brilliant
Executives and stuff like that um but yeah a functional place for them that doesn't hurt others you know they do have ay right well in prison I guess it's it's good well fun yeah in prison they do pretty well and stuff like I think they enjoy prison they like cu a lot of them are in there they actually don't Fe getting caught most of them they're very
like sloppy and so they will eventually be on cover because they're just like they're so like their ego so big that they're like oh I can never they're like I I would never be I would never be caught or like they don't even care if they get caught really because like they kind of like even that will bring them some kind of satisfaction like that oh you know I'm I'm I'm I'm a wanted person
and stuff like that so yeah or you know like I don't know motorcycle gangsters and any of those became CEOs what that's funny get it but it's
funny I saying I saying like sometimes psycho pass can become like CEOs and then she's like 2020 saying her parents were motorcycle gangsters and and many of those became CEOs yeah many many of the motorcycle gangsters become CEOs well you know we guys every everyone's a CEO like we all as an American citizens our name is our name
is actually a business name in capital letters It's like it's actually the name name of our own business and we're the CEO of our life and our business right yeah and so you know you guys don't I mean you don't have to file paperwork for that it's like you just have to write your name all capital letters and sign sign it right you can you can you're you're the CEO you're the chief executive officer you're like the head
honcho especially in your life right for my hun companies yeah then that's that's awesome I I know my uh I know my dad like to ride motorcycles he was a CEO and uh yeah he um he like um when he started
dating my mom he like um was was on a motorcycle and stuff like that and um and he would he took her to Palm Springs and like you know drove her back to her parents house that's a 2hour like two mile drive on a motorcycle and my grandmother was I heard my mom on the back of the motorcycle when they were dating and stuff my grandma was like I
don't like that guy you know she's like he scares me he's been danger but uh but then my grandfather like talked my grandfather knew he was a good guy my grandfather always liked him and then my grandma warmed up to him very much you know because he was he was he had that motorcycle kind of thing like he love he loved cars motorcycles um and he loved Cowboys and really he had a really great
sense of Great Taste and like everyone would ask him for advice and he he's a really really awesome man like uh he he left a definitely big Legacy in business and with his family and uh he he had you know he ended up with um being the father and stepfather to seven kids you know father like both some his own kids his own kids the mix's kids and then um
my mom's kids and so there were seven there seven of us together so we're like bench I think I'm the Alice character Alice yeah you know how there's like six BR Bunch kids then there's Alice and so so I'm like I'm in the Alice Square probably
because there's seven kids you know and that's the aliceon Wonderland joke too but yeah I don't know Bray mnch was a 70 I'm sure some you guys have heard of it I hope they have was so popular I know I yeah you you remember Alice Andy Davis is Alice and she did see I'm the
butcher I just remember Marsha Mara Mara oh okay you remember J here's a really cute story there's episode where like Marsha has a boyfriend and then like Jan gets jealous you know Jan the younger sister and so Jan's like well I have a boyfriend now too and everyone's like oh really what's really Jan what's his name and she's like his name is George and
then she like looks around the looks around SE a glass on the table and she's like George glass and then and then she like starts like calling herself like pretending that she's talking to him and they eventually they eventually find out that's a really funny episode though I look what looked better yesterday I looked better I don't know everyone was saying
my eyes look really big this morning so I don't know if I look better I don't I think this because of this the lighting right now the sun's coming through I look better in the dark a little bit and have too much light on me everyone looks it's not nice to tell people they look better yesterday not very
nice it's you know I I know you didn't mean harm bye frog that looks better now when have a little dark shadow yeah that looks better here's the I was like this this side look like this yesterday it would look better I would
look better tomorrow okay the thank you tree frog thank you for thank you for the optimism look at my hair is all I just washed my hair with shampoo and so it because people were saying it look so greasy and stuff so a shampoo and conditioner but now now it looks dried out a little bit so that's also my hair looks better when it's a little bit greasy I think but then everyone's like oh it looks dirty and stuff not dirty I just touch it a lot
so oh I'm sorry I need put back I'm going put you back on the okay sorry yeah now now it looks better when small I'm in a smaller I guessous too I was thinking I like I used to be
so self-conscious about my looks and and like even like on YouTube I was not chatting on YouTube and then it's like now then I start going on panels and stuff like that and people were saying oh I'm you're you're nice looking and like they're say I look younger than I am and stuff and then Al it might have gone to my head because it's like now I'm like taking off my shirt and I really don't have a body to show up I mean I have a very I look like Marilyn Manson marn Manson's build and stuff
like thaty it's not about looking like a stereotype it's just about being comfortable in your own skin right and I do have good abs and some people like um the skinny build and stuff like that but it's just like I like you know compared to like a muscle guy I look like you I look like a twig and stuff like that but if I I'm a tall tall thin guy and
stuff I you know I'm a I've always been tall and thin no matter what I I don't I've never never get any weight I have Fast Metabolism you can tell how fast my mind works sometimes and so I have just as fast uh just as fast metabolism I made Jamie laugh I love it yeah I better I would look better tomorrow my hair will look better
tomorrow but and I I'm me I'll look better too when I grow a little bit of the beard back beard back I I'm looking with a little bit of stubble and stuff it's like I I like kind of like too young without the beer I'm like it was kind of just shocking you I was like I was like oh I look like a different person okay and uh someone said yesterday I looked like 30 then someone else said I looked 42 and I was like okay well that's still two years younger
than I really am so I just as long as I'm not don't 10 years older than myself like I'm fine know I'm starting to look older I went to the store the other day to get a bottle and I did not get carded and that hasn't happened in a very I'm not used to that I'm used to getting carded so I know I'm I'm AJ I'm
getting there oh yeah about time though I guess yeah that means you look that means you look maybe to them you look like you're 27 or maybe just 21 they thought you know it's but usually under 27 you're supposed to um supposed to uh
right so I'm looking I'm no longer looking like a kid that's okay because it's like you know you I'm even when I get gray hairs I'll be like my dad was all gray hairs right and he was like and his he was like very very gray oh it was 25 I think it might yeah 25 years old but I think
yeah to be 25 years old or if you look younger than 25 I guess yeah here is 25 yeah in Canada's 25 too yeah so here in California Jimmy knows Jimmy knows the rule but you know also I didn't know that like I forgot like cigarettes now are you have to 21 to buy a pack of cigarettes like that's so than me yeah californ and they don't sell Menthol in
California either it's banned no mint or flavors or no flavor had more chemicals had more what had more chemicals in them right men it's also they're like um they they're like um it's like a cool mint and so it's like you can you inhale more deeply because it's like cool and stuff like that and so and they also I heard they have
fiberglass in them or something like fiberglass like in the yeah yeah yeah but I don't know filter 25 no you have you have to you have to look 25 for to not get carded in St Karma you have to be 20 21 but it's you have to look um you have to look under at least if you look over if you look 25
or or younger they'll C you right so or 24 or under 25 right so um but I used to like be able to like go and like Ser find find Menthol and Canada is banned oh wow and it's oh yeah and our taxes are a $4.99 gas we have we have $5 gas
here a gallon $5 gallon gas a got I don't drive that's why the Uber was so expensive yesterday I got it's just like it's outrageous like it used to be well it used to be I mean we had gas shortages before and it would be like $5 a gallon but it's like then B down to three for a while and now it's twice as a much as it was it would be hard to pay that's why electric cars would be good in stuff the Teslas are you save some money on that but then
there's no charging stations anywhere
so sitting next to me come on Lola
Lola meowing you're on TV I marel okay yeah you always find interesting information on the show right yeah this is Lola and then um marbles is back
here see marbles sleeping marbles marbl right there see marbles there he
is and then I think tricks is hiding around here somewhere because marbles today I was taking in a tower and I saw like a little little reflection behind the door the shower door and it was I was like I know that's trick peeping in the shower he's always like the shower door peeping I just thought his a little Shadow looking at looking around the corner and stuff sticking
on yeah's cats are comfy they love just lounging on the cat I love cat the cats sleep 20 20 hours a day that's kind of like similar to me right I like to well I haven't been sleeping 20 hours a day lately because I've been like streaming a lot of the day and like just having fun and like I
I look forward to forward to being awake now so I am uh staying awake longer but the cats the cats know Jamie's heart yeah Jamie know Jamie has some beautiful F babies too and that you can cuddle up with and and always you know they don't they don't judge you they just like they
just want to be loved and like they love you too right so yeah sweet sweet sweet kitty cats L just over there Ling louing Lola you're lounging your eyes opening comfy
Shey how's everyone doing yeah I have a yeah I and I have did you ever see my cat lamp I just show you that I got from U from Rudy's mom yeah look
oh my God it's dangling from the tail that's so cute I love it she said they had my name on it somewhere but I don't and I was like if they do she's like that's his butt no but uh I don't think I think theygot to put my name on it but it's still very um gorgeous and right very a little solar powered light I
think yeah n turn to turn on I think it needs to be charged probably or have a battery I'm not sure if it a battery Rudy's coming out too Rudy want to say hi to the chat
Rudy hey rude you see him yeah he came out well when when she when she came over the other night like um she was um she was calling Rudy Rudy Rudy and we were like like I was calling
Rudy and like um he he's under my bed a lot like he he like um likes to like to like to chill under my bed he wasn't coming out and so then I was like just go in there in my bedroom and like go and like call him call him out he's under the bed and she did and then he like came out and she was like hi R and she was like and he came over to her and she's like he's like she's like I'm petting him and then um and then she came out she was crying it was so sweet
like she came out crying yeah and then she came and sat down and then like he came out and he came out of the room and then he like jumped up next to her and stuff like that and like um and then he um and then he um then Trix started pouncing around with him it's like um oh yeah tree frog says he loves the book
you've been reading oh you're welcome actually found aene in it the other day I thought that was really funny a short seene but still like I heard lightsabers I was very intrigued I don't know I don't know if there lightsabers involed in SE you're saying it just an interesting sounding
SE it's very very um futuristic kind of sex scene right well they were using the force and like masking a lot of the words I was like oh my God yeah yeah that that sounds like a sexing all right short SE so KY but cute like okay okay he sh the forest
okay oh my mom used to read these romance novels and like so sometimes as kids we would take one of them like like they just be like the funniest like yeah they'd be the funniest um romance novels it's like um you know they always had Fabio as the on the cover like he was always the model of like every he's like the everyone fantasy I guess and then it's like and then they had just like
they had like really like they're just really weirdly written sex scenes where it's like it's very graphic it's very like very G get right into it the right into it and and it's very graphic and stuff like that but it's a little bit like more for like written for kind of um like little old ladies and stuff like that to read or like or like know a vocabulary that's very soft so it
doesn't it hides a lot of the details even though it's really obvious what's going on yeah exactly I remember I remember reading I was like these are graphic but it was like there were like he he put his he put his his white red tongue on her her flower her her flower vagina like like okay W
butterfly wings yeah a lot of of butterflies and and and rainbows everywhere coming out of everything so then like oh and he put his huge and he like word or something like that like or like some sometimes they would say or something and it be like oh wow maybe once or twice they would get really graphic you know it's like like a
sometimes they would like just they would use this flowery language usually with that and stuff like I used to I used to read like you know the actress Joan Collins like she's famous this her name is Joan Collins you heard of her she used to play on days but she has a sister named Jackie Collins she's like a younger sister named Jackie Collins and Jackie Collins like writes the Trashy um novels and stuff like that but I I got into her but
she writes about Hollywood and stuff and she and it's like that I read her novels first because it's like oh she writes about what's really going on but she uses like different people's names to figure out who it really is and so but my mom was like don't read that and like so but I used to go sneak to like the dollar store and I'd buy like some Jackie Collins novels and I and I got like in trouble on because I she she bought me a book to read like one Over
the Cuckoo's Nest which I would have a really good book for me to read and then I had this book called The by Jackie Collins like that she's like why you bu this it's called the it's one of her most famous books called the the and she other famous books and I think the is about like Susan maybe Susan um I don't know I don't know if it's
about Susan Luchi I don't I don't know if it's about a big actress or think it's like she has she was kind of notorious actress too and like she's very sweet in public I don't I'm not sure who who it's about but it um it always had these Hollywood Hollywood kind of plots and stuff that's why I liked it but they were there were sex scenes too they were pretty graphic
they're there very trashy novels but I enjoyed them and stuff and uh they I used to read a lot read a lot of books I I should WR a trashy novel I used to love writing stuff like that it was fun you should I mean it's like and you can you can self-publish novels on Amazon and stuff you can promote them on your show and stuff like that and then you
can read them on your show because it'll be your your work because you don't have to worry about copyright and stuff like that and uh or book Stu like if it's trashy it might be too trashy for YouTube I know they have like you know right well you know I've never gotten in trouble for anything EX on YouTube except yesterday I got in trouble because we're the karaoke and
it's like but we were we were also playing the full music videos and stuff like that and then the My Stream got taken down and I said it's been removed from and then said I said I'm getting my final warning if I if I get one strike um they're going to uh I get I get I get my channel for a week and then I get if I get a strike I can't be monetized until the strike is cleared out and so oh wow but I they make you do this like
little class like they take a little YouTube class where it's like they ask you seven questions about like what's appropriate um for copyright and stuff and I I passed the test and stuff like that so I think that took away the warning and stuff for now but yeah I just don't want to take chances so like sorry guys if we want to do music and movies we have to do it on the Discord like after after hours of the show because it's like not it's even though
it's fun we got we can sing songs like we're all singing songs but we without the music and stuff like that we can sing the songs but we can't um we can't play the music unless it's like there's certain things you can't play like I never got in trouble for playing those parody songs that's why I like playing those parody songs I never got in trouble for I can play those they they don't copyright those and uh yeah but but I was I was getting like
so many like I think on one video I got 10 copyright copyright infringement where they the video is blocked globally then you have to edit edit them out and resolve it and stuff like that or else I would just private the streams and stuff like that but uh yeah I tried to be careful I didn't know like you could get so many warning like because they said this is your this is your warning but it's like I got so many other it didn't
really warn me before they just kept saying oh it doesn't it does it's like this does not affect your Channel right now or doesn't don't tell you eventually don't stop yeah they didn't tell me not they didn't tell me to stop they just like said they said oh this is this is how you resolve it and stuff some people go to kick yeah just kick kick is kick is
easier with the maybe we can do like an after show on kick or something like that I I like the Discord after I need people in my Discord like more active because it's like it's like there's a lot of people there and it's like I have a premium Discord and it's really cool it's very quiet and now I now I lost my my sio there you know lost sio left and it's like so and he he like designed it like he designed it I I don't know how to do anything in there it's like it's
like being left with the machine without instructions and stuff like that and uh yeah I I'll figure it out but it's like um yeah it's kind of sad I like yeah you can play yeah oh can kick you can play music and movies Etc that's pretty cool and I heard on Rumble you can like you show por you can show porn Rumble and so yeah yeah they're very big on freedom of speech but I did hear that there is a
limit I'm just not sure what that limit is probably DP no probably penetration or double penetration I don't know because they showed like actual porn of penetration and like nothing was happening yeah but I mean it's like even I've been porn bombed here and
it's like it's never like I've never got a a warning about that because like I'm always able to get it um I'm always able to get it down quick enough or like delete I usually delete the stream but some they're on private and stuff but oh yeah but like I'm getting good because now I have the brick wall I can put up when they bring them along and I can like last night last night I did that and like guy the guy just ran away
immediately like so some people are very disturbed by that you know yeah they don't and they don't want that that's their goal they don't want to like chat like I know ELO did that like he stuck around and chat first before he finally porn bomb to like gain trust that wasn't the real ELO was that or that that I heard it was I heard it was just using his name in his picture
or something but it might have been might have been because he was mad at me that day because I um I kicked him out because the traveling Gypsy had said um I'll come up if eldo and Sig are taking off the panel and so she I haven't talked to her like in person since since like our whole thing right I just talked to her in chat a little bit and so I really wanted her to come up and like they were just running their mouths and stuff and then um and so like so I said okay I
want T to come up here so I'm just you guys can come back after the after I talk to her she it'll probably be not too long t on for a few minutes and stuff but come back and then he got so mad about it and then like and Sig doesn't care I I I I love sit on red the entire night the other night I was like the entire night he was like sitting backstage yeah Sting backstage entire well because he can't yeah say because
well he came on and he said something about uh KKK like here like something this this a k he has to learn that you can't do that like because if you want to make friends you want to help your channels not like get their channels taken down I take that as like an attack like jealous I don't think I don't think that's you can it's not it's like not
that you can't say that but it's like then uh Tracy Tracy did not want to she had enough of a and Tracy's like Tracy like just can you take him out off this or not I don't want to hear him right now and so I was like okay because Tracy asked me I'm going to I'm going to take him off because you know like Tracy's a very much more loyaly Loy loyal of a supporter of the show than he is you know he's just there to like you
know talk a and stuff like that and you know Tracy Tracy like cares and stuff like that and so I will I'll definitely Listen to listen to my mods about things right like I trust my mods especially my managing mods I trust your guys judgment hey what's up what's up it's hot M summer saying hey I I know I summer Hey Summer how are you I
know Summer from another pan talk your is right yeah or um yeah's Awesome's awesome I've already had enough people leave because I think like you know people people were leaving over over like I think like three people left over what Jamie Rose was saying and then they left my Discord over what
Jamie Rose is saying and Jamie Rose is like if you just know Jamie Rose personality she's actually she writes she me in private saying well I don't want to see her like her message but she but she said basically she gave me her phone number and she said you know I love you and stuff like that and like it was like a real sweet thing and then also I've called her name she called me me names you know we call it's like a name call you back she never even she doesn't remember I called her names you know so
that like she doesn't care if I call her name and she it's like okay so we you know yeah we are yeah are we having a good night it's like a little bit better than last night you heard the story I had a very unsuccessful um um grinder date I I canceled my grinder subscription today had a week a week subcription of the unlimited and stuff
like that I'm not too interested in the grinder I mean it's like there's few I've met a few nice people I like I like when everybody or a few people came to the show and watched the show and I one guy astrology I sent him away to my show you like the you like the shap face thank you yeah I was looking very I was looking very distinguished with my Gray beard like it was completely turning
gray and um and uh it was I had a neck beard people were saying and like my I my mutton shops R control so I had a professional shave by a really hot guy yesterday he was really cute it's like this little Mexican um Mexican like real style barber shop you can go in they they put put all kinds of cream on your face and then they spray cologne
on you and stuff I see him where you were getting ready for someone to come over but I didn't know how that turned out yeah it didn't turn out I mean he came over and stuff like that he just like he just uh he just was interested in like going to his next victim in my neighborhood like after leave from M house as soon as possible and had getting someone else to pick him up I was being uncooperative he
said he said on the phone to this person's like oh this person I can just tell some old Queen that's like so happy to have this like guy that he probably knows and probably gives him more money than I did and stuff so um so he can go on to other other old queens and stuff like that and I I'll be my hot like I think he's straight too I think he was just like he's like a guy that just takes advantage of gay people and which
gay people you know they get Tak sometimes because we have we have less of a we have less of a dating pool we do a smaller dating pool and it's like it's harder to find each other and it's like and then we find somebody cool we get excited and sometimes and sometimes we can we can tend to be um um a little bit
isolated in the straight world you know living living in a straight man straight man Woman's World buty even if the guy is supposed to be straight he may just be lying and he just wants one thing instead of like just actually being that's like game gay man will scam like older women like that
too like they'll marry like little ladies that like for I mean Jim j Bullock married this some woman named uh Jim j Jim j and Tammy was it Tammy Fay Baker or something or Jim j Bullock was no it's another one but he was dating a very like a like much older and the guy that was eting J like a boore he was like pushing around a wheelchair and
stuff like that he was waiting for her you know oh you're such a sweetheart and I sorry that it didn't turn out good but don't worry there's some hot guy waiting for you yeah I know I hope so maybe not I mean it's like you know me's me and I are talking again like and uh you know he's he just want to be friends and stuff maybe we can may we can develop something because I really like him and it's like that's something it's like we
can develop over time like before we meet in person and stuff like that and get the emotional stuff and like know each other really well and plus we talk on video and you know like that kind of stuff so there's there's there's options and stuff like that um and there and I like to hit on guys on the show sometimes well the guy tell there the guy that was on my panel I forgot you you know the guys's name is it obscure
or something like that it's like obscure or something and I was like I was like what would you do if I licked your armpit or something like that and he's like I would put a said I would put a bullet in your head and he said he said I would kill you I put a bullet in your head like he literally and he was serious and it was like and he's like I was like he's like that's you cross my boundary I was like well that' be crossing my boundary in return like but
a million times worse right it's like like I B it was it was a joke I was I test people's limits and when people go to that extreme it's like okay this person has some serious homophobia issues to deal with maybe look into their own sexuality their own shadow a little bit because um we really not all that different but um
and but it's just like it's like some people were like you know some men will like um with they big muscular man masculine men will get like a massage from another man because they like they like how a man's hands feel or like they like how you know I don't know there's like there's preferences but then some people think oh that's gay they're like always women I think I think my dad always had women like
always women mes and you know a lot of men do like a lot of men do but like there's sports like athletes that need like that need to go deep in the muscle like really really and and sometimes like they prefer they prefer men and it's like they care and it's like so they're very masculine men that are willing to like be rubbed with in oil by other men and stuff like that yeah I mean there's also that there's men that
think going to the doctor for a prostate exam is gay or something like that and they feel they feel it's like it's like it's like that's so good you're supposed to do that for your health it's like and you can't put that off because it's like it's like that could save save your life actually if you like catch you catch prostate cancer in time it's usually very curable and stuff like that but um yeah they check for STDs they just don't
want to go they don't want someone like looking at them and judging them touching them right but I think women are more open to going to the gyno than just being spread eagle on on a thing with their badge wi open than than men are to like just like bend over and like get a little finger real quick you know and so it's like but it's like just as like just as kind of just as embarrassing but it's like women are
more like I'm free men are like a little bit TI or something like that you know woman will just like oh part that hedge like well yeah also like they're kind we're kind of used to like uh you know being embarrassed and stuff just like getting our teeing going through you know right right it's like you know
you know we're all we're all the same we're all different right and there's some guys are peash shy where it's like they can't they I I could I had trouble even until I got really really drunk and going into like a public Bar and like peeing in the UR urinal I was so shy like like PE I'm peash shy I'd have to get my own um own stall and like there have to be no one else in the bathroom and then and it's like then I can maybe
pee sometimes it didn't work and stuff like that but then if I had had a few few too many drinks I would I would be able to go and stuff like that or else I would would have PE peed my pants and stuff so uh you got to go you got to go right and so um yep so
yeah we don't have toet out in the open like damnn just like just like and like when I went to jail that time like we we all got put in these little holding room before the shower we got put in these little holding rooms and there's this one guy he's a kind of overweight guy and he's like I'm gonna cover told I'll get naked okay and he's like he's like I'm gonna cover um my my generals with this piece of paper right here he's like
and everyone's like oh they're like who gives a like don't worry about it like we're all we're all naked like it's it's like no and you know what when you walk down then you all walk down in groups out of the out of the out of the the holding rooms and all the female all the female guards and stuff are laughing at you and pointing and stuff like
that they are it's humiliating yeah and so but the guys don't even care like like there's like these really like Butch lesbian um like black black um guards like when I was about to leave and the guys are like did you see her I want to her like they were like they were so like attracted to these like bull I guess some of hadn't seen
women for a while they're so attracted to these what's up KT how are you guys yeah so clumsy Bean gang asked me that I unmod him today I saw him in another chat saying um he doesn't want to be associated with me anymore because of um because of uh jany's lies about me and uh yeah
Jan no j a Ann y jany janny's Clips her name is yeah well janny's Clips was in here saying oh you're trying to you're trying to seduce Benny and stuff like that and like I was only at Benny show to try to seduce him or something like that and like like he was like saying all this stuff and telling Benny that and stuff like that and then KT was like was
like what Benny's not your type he's not I know that's what I was saying I was like Benny is not my type I was like I made one I think I made one like kind of like a adult joke but I was like Benny's 23 and they're like you know he's autistic and he has the mind of a of a 12-year-old I'm like no he's like actually like really yeah he's really I said he's really like he's really
intelligent thank you KT I said he's really smart I I heard him be smart sometimes he does dumb things and stuff but he's like he knows how to ride a motorcycle or a dirt bike like almost like one of the best people in dirt bikes and he's like knows how to run a chat and like build his chat and stuff like that and and it's like you know sometimes he drinks a little bit and he gets a little D I drink a little bit and get dumb too you know but it's like but
I was not ever ever when I met him he was 22 and then then then Carol Kate was in the chat saying oh um psyche was hitting on on Benny who's an autistic kid half his age I'm like okay what what universe is Benny a kid and it's like it's he's not a when you say kid it's like you know like say please like make sure he's like be careful with what he
say it's just like and then they say that and then it sounds like really bad you know it's like they're like oh he's hitting on rarded like does does he know they're saying that about him calling you a kid yo Jan Janny was Jan Janny was Janny was just trying to start up because J Janny was going back to Benny saying he came back here saying oh Benny's
talking about you now so I went to Benny's and I was like Benny are you talking about me and Benny's like I'm not talking about you and then he then then muted me because I I I bothered by asking that like I never did anything that blocked you or like one of his like I think it's because I have I blade block blade blocked okay I have been blocked on YouTube on my YouTube but had to go on a alternate account and then he
was right there so I saw he was in the room and stuff like that that he was the only one as usual you also he also bought the same painting that Benny has over his his in his couch and he also has he wears his hair the same I've seen Benny like do the hair thing where they do this and they like he he okay and then they um and then he like he's like single white female he's like he's like so and he's just he's only mod in the
room now I I don't haven't seen one more mod he's gotten rid of every single mod except for Himes everyone out like just obsessed with Benny and all donators too like a lot of donators too like most of the mods were donators you know it's like and like would have never like done anything to Benny and stuff like that but we never said anything and he he like I think that's one reason why Benny
was really afraid of us having uh a Discord where all the mods were connecting with each other because that probably gives malicious people a way to talk to each other which is which could be bad if had bad intentions yeah they did because there was a Discord before that Kell showed me um Kelly showed me where the the mods were all talking and
they were like let's send Benny money so he can buy beer this week and get drunk and get wasted on stream and stuff like that and then they're like oh are we are we actually contributing to his delinquency blah blah blah and it's like but they were like trying they're do people doing like $100 at a time and stuff like that and then it's like and so try to get him up so he would like um crash out on stream or like or like you know that for their
entertainment basically it's like these are his mods and stuff and like you're supposed to have some kind of trust for your mods and so he I think he found out about that and very upet I wonder all of his mods if like all of his like followers subscribers would come back I don't know I think most of them are there I think I think
they're just hidden and stuff like that but I'm not going back because he um he he well I don't know if he hit me or not but I was like I like Benny I'll leave you alone but I just want to tell you what your what this guy's saying about you in my chat and stuff like that's why that's why I said said that but I was like but I'll leave you alone um but I want to thank
you I just feel bad because like the more alone he is the more he's going to hold on to whoever's left right what can do when he hides every everyone's hidden and then he doesn't listen to us when we tell him like what's going on and stuff we tell him I've told him about yeah like Benny I was in your When I was Your mod I saw things going on they didn't like ring up to you because you
just ignored would ignore that and stuff like that but I'm bringing up now it's like they were hiding people for no reason and like donators are being hidden people are coming to me like saying why am i hidden and stuff like that and it's like and there's mods that I saw H hi people for no reason I would just try to unhide them as much as I could because he just never one of his moms B tried it and that was really like messed up and I
think Benny just doesn't know what to do anymore I feel bad you 2020 for yeah be show be has a great show too um um it's like you know be is the great friend of show the show and stuff and a little stressful for me I like a when she's here she's
really yeah but her pan her panel is a little crazier you know it's like in um um that's that's good we all we all we all have our own sty have our own style it's like oh but yeah well I I am someone on her panel told me to why don't you just go un alive yourself but they said the k word yeah and then it's like and I left
I left and she and then uh and then then I just then I was I was like then I came right back because she was like yeah but he didn't apologize or anything but you know I came back because it's like most outrageous thing ever yeah get it off like streaming in a pillow I guess but instead of in a pillow you're
doing it to other people and I have I have crazy nights too I have crazy yeah yeah have crazy nights here too where people were yeah it's like you you like luckily yeah you see some of it but it's like luckily like you haven't like been here for some of the bad like the worst one of worst like it's like just goes
crazy and then I'm passed out and stuff like that and like every and uh I'm it got chaotic especially got chaotic the other day because um some like you know when everyone started coming on the Discord like all these people came the Discord posting like disgusting photos and stuff like that and everything and then they were like do doxing like crazy in my chat like all this the whole day they were just doxing
people doxing people putting addresses phone yeah that day yeah Jer usually when someone doxes it's for like revenge or the person did something truly evil and they need some way to fight back so they dox is that what's going on are they just being random like Rand it was like I had never had doctors
before and then there was like a bunch of them like and I don't know if it's the same guy on the different accounts or everything but there were just like so and there's a lot of people in the chat that day that were just so DET German and they're like yelling at me over because um I I when I klicked out ELO and uh also groovy Jimmy might be sending I think his army was in here last night like or like late in the late at night because there was all these groy jimy people here and like he was
telling me to shut the up because I kept saying he had nice tits because he kep saying trying to get the girls to look at his his breast he gets kind of the show but then not to yell at me too but uh no but then people people in the chat were just like like who the hell are these people and why are they saying that people this weird people send people for over from different different discords here sometimes and it's like and then they're just like obvious Trolls but and they I don't know if it's
like sometimes it feels like an attack and stuff like that but sometimes they become actually yeah this person's stream and like say something to get like reactions jyy Jimmy do got Jay Clippers is that another person that was in the
chat oh that oh janny's Clips yeah so so gry Jimmy and Jan Jan's Clips are are are involved yeah and I never did anything wrong with the Jan I try to Mo I Tred to make them a mod and stuff like that and was I was friendly and stuff and then they brought up all this with Benny like trying to make me look like a bad person because I have friends I was friends with Benny or I was on a show hanging out doing teror
readings in their chat where he was mainly asleep and stuff like that and like I had limited interaction with Benny you know he doesn't hardly read any messages right um the chat sends I mean he go he does sometimes he'll be conversational and stuff but especially now that that his chat's a little smaller but um yeah it's like he's very banned like you can't find him anywhere if you have to
clip you have to type in his his name Benny Brad um search exactly you can't typ Benny Benny Benny Blanco or Benny Brad you have to type in uh Benny Brad right that's way to get it because there's another Benny Benny yeah
easier come up come that's his exact that's his exact name right yeah there's Benny yeah it's suppor his show he I mean I'll always support him even though I I won't go back to his show probably but I'll support him because he was the one like the first one that let me um do like do teror readings in his room that people would they call shout me out he would um he would let me post my link when I was a mod which I did just a few
times but um but then the other night the other day P like last week or something I was in a chat and I was like hey Benny can you can I get a shout out he's like I already shouted you at enough psych awakens like he was like mad like I was I was like whoa it's been like it's been months since I've like even asked but um but I think he knows my show is getting kind of popular and stuff I don't know if he knows
or obviously people he does come around because it' be really a shame for your for you and him to like throw away like history together you know right maybe maybe I think I think blade will blade will as long as Blade's there he'll just block because I know Blade's mad at me now because I I G I gave away his game
and stuff like he beat his live you should go pay her a visit police officer about what blade was doing and they're saying that if because I know he was bullying another girl after like I stopped talking to him because she would tell me and she was afraid to stop talking to him because he had her photos and he would threat in her so basically
the police officer told me that what she needs to do is contact the school her children go to and see what uh they do to like prevent uh emails and stuff like that reaching the children you know because stuff like that is not isol and it's nice that more places are getting more aware of this so that people don't have to worry about uh whatever photos they have reaching to
their kids anymore know the schools are starting to smarten up right they are
anymore because like he told her to stop talking to me but I do hope like that information does reach her because I have seen her like around when I'm not here I I just honestly like I've gotten messages from that guy he says that stuff like oh anyone he talks to online he doesn't you know think about you know
putting in his morals because it's just online so he's going to act as evil as possible because to him it's not real it's not it's a face in person I'm sure he's really nice to his family because they're in person but online it's like an escape you know yeah I know forny he's around that oh yeah it's like I mean it's like and I tried to look out for him when I I
was like I said he was like it was like more of like like a brotherly Vibe with him it was like you know they said he was cool it was like I we call him bro and stuff like that and then how's your dirt bike and stuff like that and it was like nice but then he like like you know how you know how you know how blade operates you know BL blade a blade will uh infiltrate like the like the chat and then like just be
like kissing but told was Keen so I don't know if that's like true but yeah I when I when I tell people blade they think the blade from ip2 and no it's not that Blade no no a different one yeah visiting his homeage so I don't know what his like
username like is I don't know if it's the same but yeah it can't beest generic word I I know he's I know he's he's turned people against me like and it's like he's turned people against each other because that's how it's like the divide and conquer kind of thing where it's like you that's why I really believe that he does do it as a business and like on his
phone he doesn't save anyone's phone numbers and I people I know who do that just have phone numbers on their phone and get a second phone to those are scammers like they do it as a career yeah you know it's like yeah right and yeah it's
just those people out from your life because they're gonna be everywhere so it is good to know like how to like keep them in track so they don't around you know with your goals scary when they become mods or a couple account mods or they or you don't know their Al accounts causing all this like being with conflicting personalities and stuff like that but they're like best friends I
don't know it's all suspicious you know it's like a um then he's like single white femaling um Benny where where he's just like trying to get Benny I think he's I mean I think he's been trying to get Benny alone for a while I I think he just want to some him and Benny in there yeah because I remember when I first started going to Benny's stream there was like thousands of people like
texting and it's hard to you'd have to like um tag someone's name just so they can realize that you're trying to talk to them so if you're trying to get Benny's attention it's it would probably be really hard even for a moderator you know and so it's so suspicious how like there's a mod Rogue mod kicking everyone
out and Benny is trying to his best to like you know find out which who it is and he that it's still happening so he knows that mod is still there so I think he's GNA know eventually that it is blade and he's I don't know what he's going to do about that I well it's just like when I found out
what blade was doing on my Discord I just had to like had to remove him yeah that was really creepy so she's like targeting all the other girls and kicking out and making all the guys want to leave that's weird yeah that's what that's what's happening at Benny's right that's what happening at Benny's too like I think he's like and also it
happens like then then it's like you know he um with he came to like Alisa I don't see him in Alisa anymore it happened in Joker stream where a lot of the female donators were getting banned you know so this person does have aot of and they are like flipping in
yeah they know they know how to all to do is kick kiss the asses K all he does is kiss their their ass like like Lisa and Emma like I saw him just kisses their ass and just like oh what part of their ality you know
like why does it work you know and that's something they like they like at least at least it didn't mod blade I mean he she I think he was a karian I think she did kick him off once but she let him back and stuff um but he got in with chrisy and then like TK and stuff like that and then like and then like you just he would just say he say
the same thing every stream be like IRL Queen IRL queen or like or tarot Queen and like goddess of hell and stuff like that that's like that's all but that's all he'll say like that's that's all he'll say and so it's like kind of like just echoing her message it's just like yeah it's nice but then it's like he's behind the scenes like doing other stuff and like I've seen other mods in Emma
too and I like I can't do anything she modded me and I was like I feel bad because I introduced you to these two these mods over here that are like actually like you can't trust you can you know you should can always trust me she doesn't trust me it's like and and she won't talk to me anymore I've written her like a million times apologizing and stuff and and begging for forgiveness and it's like she will not respond to
me no matter how many times it's all with a cycle you know we're always asking for forgiveness we're always doing something asking for forgiveness doing something asking for forgiveness eventually that forgiveness feels F because it keeps happening so that's why we really have to learn about since because all it happened all it happens is I left Emma's Discord okay
um and then then was just it was kind of upset with with how she addressed me publicly saying my was toxic I got scammed by a butthole and I I threw up on my or I fell asleep on my panel okay and then in and then she's like so I won't be coming to your show okay I trying to invite her to open Panel and uh and so then I left the Discord because I had my feelings hurt and I just and I I said this St same what I
just said I just said that's all I said on the show I was like my feelings were hurt and then she writes back take down the interview um I hear you're talk saying awful things about me and if you hate me so much then then don't you know then just like let's part and stuff like that and I was like and I explained to I was like no I I I was just upset I was just upset and uh you know I
think said about her that you have it so she's going to learn eventually that the people who are whispering in her ear are bullshitting she's gonna learn hard way if she doesn't like open her eyes right she she's also she be told told things I mean she doesn't like told except you know she doesn't make be told what to do and
stuff like that or like and she likes to trust believe she trusts her own judgment on it and stuff and then the mods do some of them do good job for her and stuff like that but it's like I thinking it's their own idea by just doing being very subtle about it right you know that's a like Tac well it's not a new tactic but that's a lot that's a sneaky tactic that it's very smart you
know like takes a lot of experience to like hone in on that so you just imagine what those people been through develop that who does what J for someone that's a use for people who are very you know confident and successful right it is scary is scary I mean Emma like last I saw of Emma's on
her show she was just kind of going in a different direction and I'm like I'm happy for her too like she was like figuring out how to share her screen and like she started showing like old movies and stuff like that you like so said who who does what um okay you like oh you like to be told things okay yeah but it's like you can't always trust some people are telling you things they're not always like with your best interest
first of all there sometimes there's a selfish interest in it and second of all they might be like deceptive and trying to cause trouble there's like people that cause this chaos and stuff like that and so and then there's people that try remember Jamie were're talking about like somebody might be somebody is there somebody else trying to get between your relationship that's whispering in either of your ears and stuff like that like remember like we don't we don't we don't
know but it's a question you know yeah like I could understand I know people who try to cause chaos but you know it's just for the sake of chaos no actual maliciousness intend just want they just want laugh who likes to be told I saying Emma lik Emma likes to be told I'm I'm sorry
Jamie Emma likes to be told um by certain mods right like but she likes she'll listen to them she won't listen to me you know and she'll ignore me in fact and like I was also so loyal I was like there from the beginning right I was there from the first member that's the theme side like we have to be really careful you know with the drinking and the partying like people
could St yeah I know I got I got drunk sometimes and and was her show is late at night and sometimes I'm sometimes drunk late at night but it's still like I would just like mainly if I was like too drunk I would just like post her link but then you know I like sometimes there's like kind of a party atmosphere in there and so I would I would like say jokes I thought were on topic and stuff
like that and it's like then then then the mods would get to her and say oh this person said he said he was talking about your thong because I said in chat like someone said um play Cisco and I was like the Thong Song or something like that it's like I just like was someone says play Cisco I was like oh yeah sing The Thong Song that's I think they're like he's talking about your
thong he's sexualizing you in a way like I and she she can go back in the chat and see exactly what I said I was like I didn't talk about your thong at all I was I was not referring to your thong and you she probably does wear a thong who cares it's like it's a piece of clothing I like whatever I'm not I wasn't trying to sexualize her but it's
like she's a sexy she's a sexy Camp yeah and she's really smart too like I know she's so ter she's so professional like I admired that about her so for these tricks to work on her like that's scary man right like I really like the best for her like I really she gets through that she does
get through that anyone you know like imagine you s you're you're escalating so quickly imagine when you do get successful and people are someone starts targeting you and gets through into your ear like that you know because like everyone thinks that they're so like accomplish and get experience okay like got a
handle on it and it still like can happen to them like I saw um life coaches who are trying to teach people how to protect themselves from narcissist and even St still they get tricked by narciss it's really really hard right no yeah Nar Nar narcissists are very very tricky people you know they're very they're very um very
obvious and stuff like that um I mean they're very obvious to like I mean the people the other people and or other people that know and stuff like that but it's like the people that don't know it's like they're very they're very good they're very charismatic they have a lot lot Li charm and most people don't want to believe it because it's it's such a negative thing
like they want to see the best in people they want to help people they want to be happy and have fun together you know so we don't want to think like bad things about just it feels like a paranoid atmosphere don't don't want to think that so resist your own judgment know
yeah myself that they had narcissistic traits and I just told myself no don't be paranoid and it always came through laugh like this I worry you yeah well all we can do is like I'll be I'll say the doors always open and uh but I'm not I I I I apologized as much as I could so I did like send my like
kind of Goodbye Oh yeah I end up getting kicked off of Discord finally like I because I Jo I rejoined and I started my own like server in there not my own like little page on the welcome thing I started psych and I put my show on it and then um and then the next morning I woke and I joined it before too I rejoined it and then it was like no no one was nice to me and or like she ignored me in there too and they were
doing like little memes that were kind of referring to me I think and so I just left that yeah and I left that and then I I rejoined a third time and then I was kicked out so finally I was kicked out like thank God just kick me out like don't let me keep coming back in and stuff like that you don't hold me there like it's like she still has her friend I'm still her Discord friends she she sees my messages like instantly and
stuff she just ignores them and it's like that's hurtful like just un like unfriend me and stuff like that she's she's going through she her own experiences I guess you know right them at the moment the people were telling me they're like I was a few people told me this week they're like I went to Emma and I was like that was the best
interview I ever saw that you do with psyche like I love that interview and she didn't she ignored them like she she like does not my name is my name is right like my name is mud I'm just like she's yeah I did that was that interview was a good interview and I was like and you know because she was like basically
like what she heard like basically AC was in her Discord saying oh what happened in your show the other night psyche she's like I won't even talk about what happened like my lips are sealed but she's like yeah you got drunk and you disappeared and there's people on the panel saying saying bad words and stuff like that and and then Emma was like well I hear your panels talks like
she I didn't really see for herself like the panel I I had a really nice I have a nice panel most of the time it's like that that would that would definitely respect her but I did a one-on-one and just because I was like just concerned about um you know trolls or anybody I did a one-on-one interview with her where I just it was just me and her talking me questions from the chat and stuff like that or or like you know
certain things but um just the same I'll do with Alisa if Alisa ever comes on I will do like a totally respectable interview with her and I'll like just have the chat on and then she's willing to if she wants to look at the chat and address a question that's fine but I'll just do it I don't want her to be like people bombarding her with questions
about I I would true very but she's not ready she's not ready to go through that topic yet you know that's one thing I'm noticing not ready and she has to be ready if anyone wants to talk about it how else you people do people people type it in the TTS messages to they they they'll that
question in there and she'll just she'll roll her eyes and stuff about it like she like she like you know she's just like oh this you know it's like because they keep bringing up in chat and there people in chat they get very they they they have robots saying it over and over again this kind of certain stuff and so um yeah yeah
I'm we're talking about these people and like I feel bad might as well promote yeah post their channels I I I will still support their channels I still I I still cuz you know I'm I still B my heart I love them and I want to help them still and guys check out their channels and then you know um maybe
maybe say like you know sei's Channel sent sent sent you just so they know my open like love is still coming up from out of here you know and it's like I'm willing to to always always U you know take their message take take their take their call or take take their knock on the door or whatever to like make up and stuff like I like I like to reconcile I don't like the whole grud and it's like
but they're like kind of like and Emma was like oh she was like before on the interview she what she said was she's like like yeah I forgave because I really I I don't really like I don't really care that much she's like like I don't like the I don't really like so it's like that's fine it's like it's like you know it's like but but it seems like she does kind of care if she's ignoring me she else she can just say go away
like bad Reflections on her show that's her that's her business that's her baby know what I mean I understand I have an understanding of like why why she is why she does it the way she does and stuff like that but like a little drama is doesn't really hurt like she like when Nicholas Cage and Elon Musk were like in there fighting over her little did she know those were both me you know and she named I saw today she named streams
after that and stuff like that she's like Elon and Nicholas Cage were fight she always laugh so hard about and it's like now Elon Musk and Nicholas Cage aren't coming in there anymore neither am I does she miss me do she like does she like have does she feel that does she feel like I maybe even if I wasn't my own name I I was the presence there and stuff like that like trying to cheer up the show like uh trying to make L up
the chat and like uh and make give her a laugh and stuff like that so thank you Jamie yeah and and Alisa Alisa also is Alisa is very sensitive you know she's she a cancer cancer are sensitive and she gets like and she just uh she feels criticized by like personally criticized by somebody that I don't know she she's like she's like oh she's like well P
she's said Pi's not a donator u um so so I don't so it's like I like I don't want to hear her opinion on the financial stuff but that's what she kind of what she said on the in the um in the uh on the chat when I she was so angry she was like she's like there a lot of people that were having opinions on it just like talking
freely and she didn't get so angry at them so that's why I was it made me like like what what was going on that I didn't see oh my God and so 2020 said cancers are also manipulative as yeah but she's Al a Scorpio Moon and a SC a Scorpio ascendant so she's Cancer and Scorpio like all these major parts of her her signs so that's very like very crafty like so but
um good about it way that she want you know what I mean you know if you were blocked on her show or were you were you hidden or were you um timed out um I never tried going back but she did kick me out of the server after I apologized to her in uh in the private DM so that's I and my energy is not you know isn't helping her you know yeah I think she
might be still anyways like I was it takes me a while to get used to a show to a channel usually I don't walk in away it takes me a while so I wasn't even fully enjoying it yet so I I just like going there for you at the time so it's like I feel bad for that I
do feel bad for that yeah it happens it happens and it's like you know she's very she's very sensitive and um to especially criticism about her show I've noticed like any like like you like she really you know it's like um because she's like she she's she she's like very her Show's her baby too right and she thinks she does a good she's trying so hard she's trying so hard to
like have a great show and be entertaining and stuff like that so she takes it very personally um but yeah that night I was in I was in the chat everyone's like saying she was like saying pie p she's she like I don't even know this guy pie and she kep saying like P like this guy like at Lisa Pi's a woman I was like Pi's my co-host and she's like she's your co-host she's like she's like well
and then I sent her a message one night I sent her like a TTS off off of the air and I was like I try to explain like what you kind of explained and she's like and then I told you what she said I think she she's like she's like oh thank you for your message psyche um and your donation but um I don't I really don't like what P said so she's not coming back or something like that there like so that you know I leave it at that I I
I I try I try like um to help people like men with her and stuff but it's like she you know more about her and what makes her comfortable you know like right people I thought I was defending her but I wasn't you know like she didn't she didn't take it that way I thought I was but she didn't take it that way but I don't know I think there was more to it that I just didn't see I
thought that was really strange yeah even when I told other people what I said they didn't understand why she was angry either they weren't like oh yeah shouldn't have said that they were like oh that's kind of weird like they didn't understand like why she would be mad about that it was strange and then like they were telling me that she said that that she didn't like me as your
co-host U they're telling her that's what she said yeah I don't know if it's true that she said I don't know if she caught that but yeah she said that I think I think I think she said she said um I was like Pi Pi is my co-host she's like she's your co-host and I don't I don't know if she said anything like she didn't like you as my Coast she's like like well I don't like what you said or something like I don't I don't you know and like and so I you know I just I try
not to like because I've already like you know I I I like put my hand my foot on the line for JD before and then JD like totally betrayed her like she back in the Discord and then he like totally like started talking about her in another Channel and like someone she doesn't like and stuff and then and so he got kicked back out and so it's like so my credibility like is not not even as as good but you know we had a good um conversation on the show you've never
been on Lisa's oh yeah yeah she's never been on the pan Lisa doesn't have panels or she does but she has kind of her old show permanent friends like she has them on the phone where people just like talk or something or she'll meet hang out people in person she'll have a few drinks eat dinner initi she go dancing which is like really that's more I don't like these streams where everyone's just like sitting home all the time like I'm
trying to like have a dream I'm just sitting all the time like like my back is not liking it at all why not Wonder around someone said Scorpio moons don't like anyone everyone falls short yeah I kind of relate to scor I'm a Scorpio Black Moon I'm a Black Moon Lilian Scorpio and that's like my dark side it's like so I like I
think I've worked through a lot of my dark side where I I like can't I can like every like I do like everyone but it's like at the same time it's like you know like oh people suck sometimes but it's like at the same time it's like I love people you know and it's like like kind kind go to the the the the bright side of L A little bit yeah we drink it's no we drink it's like you know um yeah and like also yeah Emma Emma
doesn't drink you know and uh she she like quit quit like several years ago and stuff like that and so but she's like a little bit so she really didn't like me drunk in in the in the in the chat and stuff and uh but you know everyone has their their little smokey smokey or whatever their drinky drinky like there's there's always like a little something something that someone's doing you know it's like and so we can't really can't like judge
other people for with their with a what lid pits their pot and that kind of stuff with their like little little you're Scorpio KT yeah KT's a Scorpio Scorpio do you not like anybody does everyone fall short is is a well yeah she's a Scorpio are scorp you're Scorpio son right yeah so you're
very magical electric um mysterious um um you don't want to cross Scorpios right they can they they're they're kind of vengeful sometimes too right really are they yeah well they that Stinger they that little Stinger that comes out the and attacks attacks when you least expect it right KT loves most people I think you have the Moon is
like more of like the well you're Scorpio sun right so the so the so the Moon is like more about the emotions and stuff like how you feel about people and stuff like that I think the sun might Scorpio Sun might be more about wow here's people like like yeah like sees them in a little better light right Vendetta is your middle name yeah there's the there's the Revenge part right
that's be fora yeah oh my gosh um same yeah the 2020 relates too I don't know SC 2020 are you Scorpio placements too I don't know we all got we got some strong Scorpio placements you know my the my Lilith and Scorpio is pretty crazy it's like it's like one of the it's I think
she's maybe exalted in Scorpio it's one of her like houses where she's strongest in but the same time it's one of the most difficult houses a lot of like emotional trauma is in there and uh if you work you can work through this trauma there's like light there it always turns into superpower like through her you know it's like she can always it's like you have to do the Alchemy for it it's like do the shadow
work and your Shadow work people don't understand Shadow work Shadow work is about dealing with your own shadow It's like because some people think Shadow work is like going out and fighting all everybody else's shadows and it's like that's that's that's getting it wrong okay because it's like you have your own everyone has their own shadow and and it's like you have to see your own shadow before you can like then you can have the light then you can illuminate other people's Shadows right don't mess
with people I love you're very overprotective yeah same same you know that's like we have this it's good to have like this natural instinct to to defend your loved ones and everything because it's like um you know there are dangerous people out in this world um and uh you know you want to you want to stay vigilant and make sure everyone is
uh happy safe protected and especially with this crazy internet going on you know like that you know celebrities managed still it was still hard even before the internet I think the I think the internet just it's an easier tool yeah makes everyone a
pi to a pi overnight you know it's like everyone everyone can go much faster right it used to be have to hire pi and stuff like that and be like you know and like now you can just like go to Google and find find out right so or YouTube You Know YouTube you just go on some YouTube YouTube shows and they'll be spilling the tea everywhere you know it's like you know there's also a lot of
private stuff the private Facebook Chat the internet's lives I know you can't really trust what now especially with the Deep fakes and like the they have they put your base on porn no one knows who no one knows the truth it they can make they can make you look like you're doing anything saying anything you they have have a minute of your voice voice to be able to make you
sound like you're talking on the phone to somebody right and say say anything the AI will generate any any word in the dictionary with your voice and stuff like that like having you say all these kind of crazy things then they can put it to a video with the with the mouth perfectly moving to it and stuff it's like it's getting better and better and better at it like it used to be little bit choppy stuff but it's like now it's like really you would not be be so shocked like face swapping they you face
swapping where they just like take your face and put it on someone else's face and they can have it move along with the words and it's like it's I'm really scary this is like few years ago they started right I'm just trying to imagine how they would like catch that you know so I'm sure you can scan the AI video or the video you or the content you suspect
was made by Ai and see if there was ever a Time online where that was that was uploaded see if it was how it was made where where it originated from right you know and I'm sure it can't track anything that was made on a personal computer that wasn't I know but it's just like it's just like when they when like Pam and Tommy Lee in like the 90s like they they had this electrician or
something or like this electrician working in their house that they kind of fired and he like came back and he like stole the safe and then it had the porno video of them in there and so he had to go to like all these porno um directors and they had to like hide where it originally came from so no one could get sued and stuff like that so it was like really hard to like yeah so he had like go to certain C certain porno director that was willing to distribute
it and stuff like that and and then they they put on the internet so it couldn't go anywhere it it was like one of the first internet internet things right so I never watched it I think I only saw like the beginning scene where they were on the boat and they were pouring glasses of champagne that seems sweet oh yeah but that was a good there
was there's a series called Pam and Tommy okay it's like it's on Netflix I think or Netflix or something like that and it's it tells whole story it's like a little miniseries remember e-bombs world yeah I remember e-bombs world that was did they have Howard Stern stuff on it um Oliver I remember that had or I remember e
bombs World website it had a lot of stuff yeah I'm uh looking for I can't find my ring I don't know where my ring went that to find it I have a really cool ring that I'm missing but I think I might have slipped off my finger yesterday when I was running around trying to find a tattoo parlor yesterday oh my God it was like it was such a
nightmare I like was trying to I tried two parlor I went to like the 7 okay first I got my my my manicur like right across the street then I went like a couple bucks up the street and I got my um my my shavee okay then like 7-Eleven is next I went to 7-Eleven and I know there's tattoo parlers all down Rono Beach I just done PC I know there's tattoo par all down the street but I was
like I didn't know how far it was and so I was like the lady I in 7-Eleven I was like do you know where the nearest Tatu parlor is and I bought a Slurpee and stuff like that I was buying a Slurpee I was P customer she's she's like she sugarhead no like no she know she knows where there is one but she just said no and so I was like okay fine fine and so I went and I was like okay I I'll go down um I'll go down this other street instead I go torren Boulevard and I'll
walk and I walked seriously like three miles to like all the way to like like haor Boulevard which is like three miles away and then um then I went to like this little Shell station I went inside there I'm not a paying customer I was like excuse me do you know where she's like yeah there's one right at this block like she's like there and so it's like then I was like I found it was like beautiful tattoo parlor was able to go
in and like get my uh get my tattoo it was a really good deal and it was just was very happy with it and uh and I cannot wait to show it off and uh I cannot wait to see how it looks like is Lor hissing in it I couldn't tell yeah I said get a picture of angry cat
right said Google angry cat and then they angry black cat right and then they had all these they post and that was all like pictures of actual angry black cats and I was like oh I I said more of a cartoon style like like a drawing of one and because they was just like they're all like real so realistic and he's like yeah and then I found I found one was just had Lor's eyes it has like her little her little perfect like little
slits in her eyes and stuff like that and so um I found that one and uh and I was like okay let's go and and then uh let's go for that and I went and I said I need um and then he looked up the Arabic style lettering and like it just found Arabic all the ABCs Arabic Style I picked that for the lettering and then we had the size we negotiated it and then you know just
five minutes then I was just in the chair I was I was a little bit drunk yesterday morning too I had been drinking these hard combes like when I woke up I was drinking on stream and stuff like that but I had all this came to me I was like go I was like go get go get a manicure because my nails were disgusting they were like they were like so dirty I was like go get a shave because because people are saying I look like homeless like like homeless oh they said
Homeless Wolverine but then last night someone was call someone had the audacity to compare me to Cyrax you know that is humil like I don't know that's Cy is an actual like ogre Goblin with like he has a bald head scabs all over it he has like his up teeth
he's like like it's not it's like I'm so I'm like I'm like the opposite of that person okay like I it's just like disgusting comparison and then then someone else said it today I was like or no someone Jim you know Big Jim said oh they were in the least be's panel or someone panel they're like they say um on our chat
saying that you look like Cyrax I defended you I was like well don't even bring that up don't tell don't tell people that get the hell yeah I do not like zyrax okay um yeah well I don't know I might I might like go over and see be for a little bit because she's been so supportive of the show um lately and
it's like she's on live I didn't know she was on at the same same time so Mex yeah I know she's on at the same time but um I think people people wanting me to go over there yeah so yeah if you want come over there too um and everyone in the chat we can we can all go over to beas now and I think she's still doing her show we'll have a fun night there
too then we'll oh hold on one second okay oh ol wait a few minut hey oliv I'm in the car so I don't have my cam on okay okay I I tell you a funny story about
pyana okay go for it like a like a while back I didn't really know her but I sent her uh I saw her in chat and I sent her a message on Instagram and then in the chat I was like I just sent you a dickpic go look and it was like it was just a cartoon picture of like a a little cartoon dick
guy with a sombrero but I forgot on Instagram if it like thinks it detects something graphic it like blurs it out you know and you got to click on the picture so she really thought it was a dickpick and she was like no I'm not gonna open it so then I had to I had to convince
her I was like just open it it's not what you think she's like no she was all freaked out about it and so then I was embarrassed because I had to convince her to try to open it to know that it wasn't really Z pic and it was just a joke and it was
difficult trust me like um it's blurry come on man yeah probably when it's blurry it probably look you probably it probably looked like it was a dipic and she was freaked out she was like no I'm not going to click on
it a while ago that's funny you're a funny man do you do you not talk to Joker anymore to you yeah it's just uh I I don't think I have the right energy for him like he
doesn't look when I'm around so I try space you know so that he can flirt well he did that same thing with Bea like Bea used to support him and then one day he was like this lady this lady p is weird she's stalking me and then the next day after that he was like yeah I just made that up he just kind of I
don't know no is he didn't say I was stalking him but uh it just got weird like uh I don't know if he said that about B was just like she's weird his chat was trying to get me and him to date and that was weird that was weird he didn't
like that thought weird big age Gap so this is better see everyone's here to have fun right yeah not everyone always that's true they're living their life they true they're figuring out just like we
are we go what are you doing psyche I just writing back me me asked me he said I don't know if he wants me to share but it say Hy pathetical we both receive a mill1 million dollars but one of us has to spend a year in a submarine who volunteers kind of I told soldiers that could be fun I said I
said please describe the submarine if it's a luxury liner with free meals and room for my cats I'll be there we spend a year in a submarine I don't care oh are you going over to beas stream yeah I'm GNA go over to be stream um let's all everyone in the chat too let's all head to beas uh you can go on either go on our panel or and also we're just going on chat and say hi and I'm sure she love to see everyone
there thank you yeah she post there's a link guys there's a link you just have to click that um yeah the chat will the chat will will end in a second but I'll be back on later tonight too I love you guys and I'll see youas okay I love you pie bye bye thanks everyone bye guys by Oliver
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