In Episode 2128, 'Goodbye Party,' Psyche discusses the impending closure of his channel due to strikes from two individuals, Bita and Alexandra, reflecting on the complicated relationships leading to this point.
/// initiate_layer
Observers see the surface.
/// within ∞ The Current
Browse era →Summary
In this episode, Psyche starts by expressing feelings of betrayal and frustration over the strikes received by his channel, primarily due to issues with former associates, Bita and Alexandra 0:56. He reminisces about previous connections with them and how their actions have led to struggles in maintaining his platform 4:22. Psyche shares personal reflections on the lack of positive feedback despite his efforts, indicating a sentiment of unappreciation 7:20. Amidst these reflections, he prepares to walk to a store for a coffee, presenting feelings of disillusionment with his current situation 7:47, 10:06. The episode continues with Psyche contemplating his future in content creation, revealing feelings of rejection not just from the individuals involved but from the community at large 13:48. The episode closes with Psyche struggling to find clarity in his relationships and motivations, ultimately expressing a desire to focus on personal well-being over conflict 20:50.
This episode appears to continue Psyche's exploration of interpersonal dynamics and the emotional upheaval that comes with conflict, particularly in digital spaces. The themes of betrayal and misunderstanding permeate the narrative, suggesting a recurring cycle of trust and rupture that Psyche seems to navigate often. It suggests a broader commentary on the volatility of online communities and the precarious nature of digital content creation. Furthermore, Psyche's reflections on personal value and appreciation point to a common theme of seeking validation in creative endeavors, marked by a poignant struggle between perseverance and disillusionment.
◈ AI-generated · summarizes on-stream discussion, not verified claims · methodology
Psyche performs a song-poem about betrayal and manipulation, followed by a discussion about boundary violations and his 'Cult Codex' project.
Psyche performs a spoken word piece about betrayal and manipulation, followed by a monologue discussing coordinated strikes against his channel and alleged conspiracies.
This episode of the Cult of Psyche podcast features an open panel discussion where Psyche hosts casual conversations with chat participants, discusses community dynamics, and promotes membership benefits. The conversation touches on various interpersonal situations and personal topics.
Psyche delivers a meta-analytical breakdown of the Cult of Psyche livestream ecosystem itself, examining the moderation struggles, interpersonal drama, and underlying human needs that drive participation in this chaotic digital space.
Psyche opens with an original song about hypocrisy and masked cruelty, then addresses ongoing drama within the occult streaming community, declaring independence from established frameworks and vowing to pursue his own path despite relentless attacks and false accusations.
Eldo reveals that Beeta has been doxxing multiple people, including Psyche and J-Dog, sharing their personal information on her platform while denying responsibility.
Explore the ideas at the heart of this episode
sending me with fireworks confetti in her hair said you're such a lovely soul with that calculated stare but i was just a chess piece in a feud i didn't choose a temporary favorite in her very special
Poking at her rival while pretending to be clean I thought it was connection Turns out it was theater A one-woman production call How can I be meaner? I was good enough for midnight talks For spiral rants and victim analogies
But when the script got rewritten fast She cut my name from every cast
Mr. Don calls me some grand monster says I'm darkness doom and do me Funny how I was a snake right up until I got less useful to a junior empire I was there when things were crumbling now. I'm the big disaster. That's rich coming from the patrons. Ain't a change in every past
She found herself a champion a night in shining chrome
You said, finally I'm home But the armor got dented The fairy tale got hazy And even sir salvation said This whole thing feels crazy I stood there in the cheap seats Watching plot twists hit the wall That way That's your ring
She whispers then appears where I'm live on air like boundaries off of peasants and hypocrisy's couture the way Now I'm some spiritual trafficker. What a deluxe invention. There's not a charge It's fan fiction with the persecution pinching I was there when the wheels came off Now I'm the dark disaster That's rich coming from the weather vane
Who calls each storm a pastor She collects moral costumes the stage hello for the thumbnail pitch for for the rage one day you're a
confidant the next day you're a curse every friendship gets a trailer every fall
such a beast baby why haunt my little show why bang on the cathedral door you swore you'd never know don't contact me okay cool her then why are you enrolling memorizing every word contact me fine by me then why do you keep orbiting my so-called monstrosity
who borrowed truth for leverage and performed pain with style i'll be over here still breathing still speaking still
I don't know if you saw last night, but I had a thumbnail. It was a picture, I think it was my picture. We both took a picture of her, not much when it was exactly, but I think it was my picture. But I'm in it. It was when Alexandra took me to dinner. So she's now giving me a copyrighted strike for that. And then, you know, Bita.
or whatever but yeah that's probably just the end right it's okay um i think my channel pretty much already crashed and burned you know and even if it didn't i mean i put a lot of content and a lot of work into it and it's like
you know not if it gets really appreciated or anything like that I mean, I know everyone likes to lie, but I make other stuff and, you know, I get dislikes on it. I got dislikes on it, but not really any positive feedback for anything, so that's that.
Just taking a little walk to get maybe a couple cigars and a couple drinks, maybe a coffee or two. Um, a little bumped out. Kind of sad. Hey Chanel. I know And you would think like it's like, you know, two people that I like I just love more than the world, you know, it's like I love
Even till last night, you know I don't know. It's so funny how it's like to Pete those people are the ones that When it went basically one or the story me Kind of sad Yeah, so be that Alexandra you're probably wish It's a matter of time before my channel is kicking down all my content my thousands of hours all
deleted Because you couldn't Ask me first or you couldn't know just cuz you didn't want to talk to me. Just wanted to destroy me Interesting Yeah This is a good thing maybe like Maybe I'll be smart enough to like not to stop loving those people
Stop loving people that wanted to destroy me kind of pretty sad. Yeah Feels like rejection. Oh my god More than that like what did I really ever do to these people? Where did I ever do to them? It's just evil seems like that I think they're just evil women
really I can do anything I'll just warm people I would just stay away from those kind of people you know Alexander came to me she also she's saying oh oh I boundaries don't talk to me she came on my show after that she said that she called me a monster and stuff like that I can't even use I don't understand I can't use my own
Pictures and it's like what is that? Is it considered doxing for her? I don't it's just like it just seems like the process is like a little bit broken right Rejection that yeah, it's not a rejection. It's just like It's like rejection is fine. That means you just won't watch but it's like No It's like worse. It's like worse
It's like it's like get everyone else to reject me. It's like just uh pretty sad Um, yeah, I was probably, it's probably anyway, sparking up the wrong tree, thinking people would like, you know, I could like make a positive difference, people would like me or whatever.
Like no one really, I mean, I do have a few people, I mean, I look, wow, it's so sad. I'm just kind of like, a little bit, I'm gonna say this shock, I didn't, I did nothing, but
I still am just confused, like really what did I do? But there's a way to say, you know, take down the photo within a certain amount of time for both of those people. They could have easily said that, right? But then, or you can decide to just do the full strike, right? So, I don't know, barking up the wrong tree.
So I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life now Kind of like this is what I and I put everything up to the past over a year into
But yeah, so we can have like a little goodbye a little nice goodbye thing for the people that really actually liked me and stuff but Yeah If everyone's good, I'm just walking to the store.
I don't know, but
almost like, it's like, not even like, I rejected by YouTube or rejected by them. It's like rejected by the world. And I don't want to be like dramatic or anything, but.
Like how like, things aren't very fun for me. Like nothing I got my cats They're why I stay here I
Don't know who would ever take care of them if I wasn't here, you know
That's the only reason I'm staying here
Everything else is pretty much gone
But
You didn't if you didn't you did actually have a good time if you didn't have fun you did I
Hope I hope you I hope Many people laugh or smile or I guess I'll live I'll live forever on I guess a sweet piece channel, you know You'd always go there and laugh at me, right?
I got struck by Bita and Alexandra, so it's just a matter of time for the before
Channel gone so
Yeah
Sam has been Since I won't I don't have any content anymore. There won't be a reason for him to ever have me on or
In order coffee
It was my life. No, we're not frozen. I was just ordering coffee. I'll be right back.
Oh, you do? Yeah, I'll take three of those. Silver, right? Yeah, that's fine. Thank you so much. Can I have the bag, please?
good night okay grab my coffee and we'll walk on have our little goodbye
yeah i'm just pretty shocking like that it was betta and alexandra like they're probably the two people i had so much like the most affection for and both of them um turned on me um i don't remember why betta turned on me um well i know like you know she's mad i posted a Thumbnail what I don't know. It's these stupid thumbnails, huh?
Was it really like that series of a thing, yeah
Not at all maybe I'll maybe I'll be able to fight the Alexander one It was my my photo or at least I'm in the photo, you know, also, she's not a public figure I mean she is a public figure, so it's not doxing my opinion, but don't know why she thinks she has a copyright to that photo it doesn't matter
who took the photo we both took a photo I think that was the photo I took but she did alter the photo so she looked better in them so I don't know there's an argument for it's just a mess right yeah
Okay, here we go
Walking through the drive-thru But it was I mean I had fun but I was watching like you know a year ago That was so much fun I actually had a lot of fun last night too Benny came on the show like a lot of dreams of mine came true it's just like a Lot of nightmares came true too, you know
I said, I don't know what I'll be doing from now on. It's like, kind of like my whole life was put into this. I did pour everything I had into it.
So, hi. Hey, Clemsi. Alexandra struck my channel.
Now along with Vita, yeah. So it's almost gone. Almost got it. I have a coffee coming up good. Yeah, yeah black. Yeah, it has cream and sugar and vanilla
So yeah No sense of humor it's like I Guess I'm a really bad judge of character. I wish I could like just like hate them and I really can't it's like
Not a hateful person. I don't want them to change me into one But they went too far and messed with you know, my life I have a coffee coming up. I don't know
You're laughing at me KZ. Where am I McDonald's? Yeah
What was that, did he capture just too much regularly? No, it was regular. Like one large record? Okay. He's got here? Yeah. Well, if you're out here, I'll just ask you if it's tricking my channel, along with Peter, tricking my channel. So, maybe it's a coordinated effort. Did you confirm it because it didn't come up on our screen? Oh my goodness. Hold on. I don't know. Thanks. Yeah, it says I had to order in progress. Oh, it probably wasn't competing. I'm not sure.
Yeah, I'm sure I'm sure I ordered it because I don't have an option to do it.
Oh, it's all messed up. My life is f***ing...
I don't know.
It's like these people, it should have been people I could talk to. Even after like, you know, just out of respect, even like, not even like... I mean, were we really even that fighting up? I don't know. What is all that white Alexandra? Hate me. She hates me because Like a week before Christmas I fell asleep on the stream
She did a AI photo of me like all dirty on my couch to sleep with my cats With bags of money and here's like here's what I wonder what psyche dreams about I Wasn't a bad mood that day and I wrote her I said so I guess are you turning against me to whatever? I really don't have a reason to be on YouTube
and then I didn't get back to her whatever and then she she had a I don't know she's just flipped she flipped on me like she does on everybody right no big surprise but after you know after all she does to people you know accusations of
you know, then she thinks she's dating Tommy James, just the most delusional, you know, then he, I mean, whatever.
It's like, I don't know.
Definitely not having very much fun at life anymore. This is my last thing that made me happy, kind of, Of course, nobody, I can't have anything that makes me happy, right?
Got my cats.
Myself.
Geez.
Almost home
Unbelievable yeah
Sorry, but I guess I guess there's a lot of people get the wish. I didn't know I would be like so Polarizing figure like I thought I was like At least like a you know, I'm easy going kind of personality like just want to have fun. I try to be nice to everybody much as I could
Like a lot of people got in the middle of stuff. It's really difficult community to get to deal with a lot of the time You know, you know it is
They're still there, you know, sorry, I'm carrying all this stuff. I do have like a kind of fortunate to found a little job training AI. I can't really can't do that yet until I get fixed by my microphone. It's like, it's very like, it keeps like, you know, it took me down to like be able to do one job a day instead of five.
And then now I'm afraid if I like try to try to do like the task, I'll get kicked off the program because I'm only at one task. And so the microphone is not perfect and everything. So I wait until I can get the microphone. Thanks That at least should like be able to
Make it so I won't starve so you don't have to worry about make me. I wasn't making any money on YouTube anyway anymore Everybody I care about leaves me Joni You know she left because Canada dry said something about the thing that is a dad, you know, you know, I don't know And she said she was reporting the channel too.
I mean, it's just like, okay, it's like, I can't really be responsible for everything everyone says. I mean, it's like, that's kind of like the point of everyone having their own mouth, you know? I have my own mouth, but I say, yeah, if I say something. And then beta oh well you cut sand man at f a g g o t you got mad at me for calling you that well first of all beta
You're not gay. Okay. Okay beta. So it's like a little bit different. I kind of have like it's kind of like the kind of like the n-word pass right Which I think I have to I Didn't call that enough times like people right? so Anyway, I'm home
Right back with you.
Hi, Eleanor.
That's right back with you.
Yeah, Alexandra struck my channel because I used a picture of us together at dinner
We know I'd be to strict my channel They're not they're not They're not people that you can Well, I'm not even I guess I'm not allowed I've talked to them. I'll probably get like some kind of legal restraining order right at this point so
Then they don't report the channel. They struck it. Yeah, it's a strike. I mean they issued strikes against the channel That's it's I've been reported. That's one thing. You know, it's like reported like that. Nothing usually happens They put legal strikes against it
Yeah So please dad, I don't know Yeah, it says let me I'll tell you what it says it says Like of my studio it says Yeah, because there was a thumbnail, but I mean so on beat us it says he's doxing me and my ex and then
On Alexandra's it says dinner photo. I'll else's dinner photo every request of a takedown active copyright strike. Okay, so it says It says dinner photograph Alexandra Myers 2025 That's all it says It says content found and custom thumbnail. It says copyright
I think it's my photo. I don't know how they're striking for pictures. It's like, they're able to do that. I mean, that's the thing.
Okay. I think I'm gonna do that. Yeah. I'm gonna like figure out like the right word against stuff like that, but I just feel like, yeah. Yeah. If they take me to court, like, but I mean, it's like, It's just, it's like crazy, like, but these are the type of people that will be like, oh, yeah, I have some money. I can do this. And, you know, I don't have any money for court and shit.
I would have happily at any request because you can make, because when you file them, you can make a request. within a certain amount of time, take them down. Or you can just straight up do the strike. And so they decided to just straight up to the strikes without any request or warning or anything, right? So, yeah.
Just like, it's so, so crazy. I'll look back on it. I'll be like, what happened to that? What happened to my channel that I worked so hard on People that I cared about
Betrayed me
What's the bullshit, I mean it's like yeah, it is bullshit Hi kiddies
Oh, yeah, and they could take him down and like literally two minutes. They could just Basically, it's just like it's like a you know, it's like an automated system, whatever Yeah
Isn't it And it's like at the end of the day, I just I keep thinking what did I do to them? Like what did I ever do that? Did I ever strike their channel? I mean, it's I mean, it's or, you know, even mess around with the report or anything or anything. All I do is promote, I don't know.
Last night I went to Alex's chat and I just said, I don't know if you're still mad or I'm blocked or whatever. I just want to say I hope you're well and I wish you well and have a blessed night. And then she just got, she just got really rude. So then I made the little music video or whatever, but it's like, you know, she's in a mask music video and it's kind of very loosely based. I didn't call it a Alexander, but I mean, that's not what
She's struck for cause I've done on a thumbnail. she's struck for. I decided to kind of stupidly maybe use the picture from dinner thinking that it was like, you know, she's a public figure. It's not doxing. I think it was my photo, if not.
What a mouse video
So, yeah
Now like I was making anything on this channel or anything I'm putting like a lot of money and trying to do this coding for This website I can't even do this website now because now I can't now I'm gonna have to I'm trying to like private all my shit right now
But yeah, I do want to say it was some of it was like a lot of the guy did have some of the best times in my life Probably he's doing a show
It's been good nights, I just want to say before I disappear because you probably won't see me ever again
Oh my God, oh does she make videos and show people show that I mean, yeah Alex certainly does. Yeah, actually she makes slanderous accusations against me. I don't know. I know it goes after her for those. Yeah
She literally will say oh this person's doing bestiality without a proof, you know, like I think she yeah
She's gonna be me and the kitties. I am a kind of lonely person, you know, I don't like really get out very much or like,
yeah, goodbye. 1044, yeah. Well, now it's, you know,
it's just a matter of time.
Yeah, it's been close sometimes. I mean, I think of it like you would think all this time all this time time with the Tony stuff, right? And it's like it turns out beta and Yeah, this is it. This is it. Yeah, it's over
It's over so like I said
The only thing I I'm I have to live for it now is my cats and so
I don't know. I don't know about that. I heard that it was like there's no there's a sound of a sound effect of a dog Just like there was with the Natalie stuff
People can pretty easily put a sound effect of a dog yelping there's kind of easy to find you know
Yeah
We saw the proof. Well, I don't I mean, I don't even know I really don't even I just hardly even know who that is I just I just know that it's like pretty Crazy shit about the set about some people and stuff You got you think I got it. I don't know. I don't think we got it We got it Then it's like I had one person like asked for reading us today and that people were like, oh, yeah, it's $9,000 and
that person left so That part is
Yeah, but it was fun.
I was thinking, like, what am I going to do now? It's like, this was kind of like, I'll stay as long as I can.
I know, but burning joints, like the ear mod and stuff, right? I don't know, like, I need my it's like, be nice. My mods would say, oh, well, you know, let's go, go. email him or he's asleep right now or whatever I'm not mad about anything I Wish I could yeah, I wish I could just hate you cheap old stuff, but
I'm not a hateful person Kind of got kicking out of my element a little bit like sometimes and I've been Hitting and stuff too
about maybe we'll get weed tonight or something to sleep. I really do let um that's something I did find out yeah there's some negative abrasion part of the 13th yeah I talk about unlucky day right I got the part of the 13th treatment today I think there might be some kind of like bad juju working on me too.
really liked my content in a way, like I kind of like tried my best with that, right? I'm probably the 13th, right?
It's all because I said hi to her in her chat. I wish she would just block me. Excuse me. I wish I just, I just been blocked instead of her having to like say, oh, well, there's that piece of garbage human being like, oh, that's, you know, I've done it. I've said it keeps deciding to cross my boundaries. She came to my show after, she came on my show called me a monster and stuff and came on my panel and stuff.
She's still fucking, they're both mods in the chat still I think, I mean, it's like, I don't even like, I didn't have the heart to like take that away, you know, I don't even. So it's like, it's probably just, I'm stupid, you know.
and get some weed over here tonight.
Yeah, worst Friday the 13th ever, huh?
Have it around? I don't know, I just feel like I've been like, had all the, all the kind of good momentum or whatever.
Oh yeah, she's more than a lesser sociopath. You just look at her behavior and like how, and how the mask, like they're, well they both are, they both are like kind of malignant narcissists. They wear this mask, they love bomb, but they put a lot of love bombing into me. Cause it was like love bombing for months cause there was hardly anything negative, nothing really negative for the first like seven months. And it's like they both follow the same pattern too.
They're both very similar people. Maybe they should get together really, you know?
Spare spare some of the poor man. No more thumbnails. Yeah, well, but
Pretty easy to take down
Dude harsh, I don't think well, no, I know I was understruck Sam and I probably she struck other channels I don't be that said she never struck a channel before mine. I'm the only person She's ever struck The only time she ever did it and stuff, so
What kind of funny maybe I just cuz I don't know maybe it is cuz that was good or
Is it anybody else they still mess with like Alexandra like after all you know salmon She says Samans this and this and this and this and this and all these before this and this and she still talks to them But I'm like the person, oh, and then I'm a stalker or I'm, you know, kind of say hope you're well and stuff.
I really don't get it, I'm just really confused, like.
I've had some pretty nice chats and good numbers and stuff. And well, you know, maybe I can say, maybe I will, maybe I'll survive this. Maybe I will.
Yeah, and I never, and now they'll say, oh, well, look, it's like Sweet Pea's channel was disappeared or whatever. And it's like, I didn't strike her channel.
Chicken cakes, yeah, you know, I'm saying goodbye because Alexandra and Vita both struck my channel, so it's just like a matter of time.
So don't be grumpy, yeah, and the rogue is bumpy, yeah. Well, I think, you know, it's kind of funny, Like they wanted, you know, will be to really wanted Alex off the channel. I mean, Alexander McQueen off the channel and some of the people that he's the only one. Or he wanted the only ones that he'd been like, I mean, he's been here since the beginning and stuff. And I know he's.
A little salty and stuff, but. You know, turn out to be like my best friend.
And it's like they want him and they and it's like they want him off my channel But it's like no that or her on not her channel, but it's off my channel. You know, it's like That was a big yeah, it's pretty pathetic, huh?
I'd just be careful with those people, you know, I did expect Her to do it her to do it I'm surprised it wasn't till today, but I'm surprised it's for that for a picture with me in it I'm not allowed I'm not allowed to use a pick my own picture with me in it as a thumbnail And she's not it's not doxing because there's doesn't she say she's a public figure
I mean she has like five channels or five or six channels and stuff, right?
And it's so funny because both of them both when this happened before my channels They were both there to like, you know help me pick up the pieces or whatever. Oh my god, you know It's like and then they did it. Yeah, because of the thumbnails exactly
I was in the picture it was a picture of us at dinner or at like a dinner we're both I showed it because I wanted to show like first of all we met
I was like I don't know because it's you kind of Alexander's kind of making it like oh I had
Nothing what's in the picture now? I mean, I think she might have you know, put a little like, you know filter on it or something like that Show the cat here. Hey rude Mr. Rude
Hey Lola, want to come over here Lola? Say hi to Kate in the chat. Lola, come on. Let's miss Lola right there.
Hi Miss Lola. Isn't she a beautiful cat? She's a sweetheart. Hey Lola. Lola, you're beautiful, you know that? Cats are the real stars of the show. And it's sad. Even that even like my cat turns
He's an animal abuser and cats are all starving and oh Hey, and you know just the worst of a set. It's like, you know Lenore's here too. There's Lenore. Is that where it's tricksy? It's tricksy's outside Hi Hi, are you good? Are you good?
He's a little bit I mean, he's old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old,
They're official they're official like strikes. They're not like it's not like oh reported or something It was just strikes. They get the process like a legal process their names are on it I have actually now I have Alexander mayors real name actually
I'm not telling anybody but I have a real name now starts with a T
it's funny like her she and she does use her um and her and her poor name she uses that too we all know her poor name is monica something monica monica something yeah that's her email address is monica and that's another name so she must have some connection to
her porno name still i watched one of her porms it was uh oh ton no it's not ton yet i'm talking
Something with a T. Yeah, I'm sorry excuse me Yeah, but I watched yeah watching her porn's it wasn't very good. Oh Thank you My dog star seven of cups overloaded outside influences and confusion. Yeah, and the wheel of fortune. Maybe good luck. Maybe maybe something for the
Maybe something good welcome out of this. Hey, hey, what he has a little weak me now. He's weak now is so easy Yeah, yeah, you see him a little bit. You go up into the mountain. Yeah, yeah. It's like, I'll give you a hint. You ever see like, you know, the born identity? Maybe it's something with a T that rhymes with born.
That's too much information already, but I don't want to get in trouble.
I don't know if it's a real name. Yeah, it's funny how she used her porn her first her name is Monica It was a Monica Foster or something was reporting Monica something. Yeah, I used I watched her porn and she was on a tennis court Like she was like with like and then she was fucking some some white guy to subs her sucking his dick a little bit Yeah
Yes, you can call the
Oh God, yeah, she sucked some white guys dick. Yeah, Monica. Oh, there you go, 2020, you're getting a little too close. You're a little too close, you're a little bit close. The orange cat crazy a myth to you or just every kitty? What does that mean? Is the orange cat crazy a myth to you or just every kitty?
Well, you said it when I chatted at home. Grateful. I'm sorry. I'm a little bit confused. I got a little confused. I don't think I'm grateful. Thank you for pulling those cards from your White Dog. I appreciate that.
Yeah, this is, um, yeah. Hey. Oh, I mean, sorry, sorry. Rudy. Her name is Rudy. Oh, you see him? You see his meow? That's his meow.
Yeah, well, I mean, I don't know. I mean, it's like I don't know what her vagina really I didn't see her vagina I just watched her sucking on a guy's cock or dick or whatever My guy it wasn't like it's very kind of like Wasn't like I was expecting like oh, this is gonna be like great This is gonna be like I want to see your Like really just go for it. But yeah
Yeah, it probably looks like a Arby's it looks like an Arby sandwich probably, you know
Rudy's a sweetheart. I'm sorry. I mean, that's rude. I shouldn't say this shit like that Shouldn't say shit like that
Hey Rudy, what are you doing? You're giving yourself a tongue bath
Hey, put up your butt, here you go. Oh That's as loud as I got I'm sorry, I didn't mean I went to oh, yeah You're eating and you're eating a roast just just put just put the roast roast beef sandwich down Good good Eat it like that and send me a photo, please
Yeah, I don't like the roast beef pajamas like I mean it's like yeah, there are there are roast beef pajamas. I like I mean, it's like, I really don't like vagina. And it's like, I was offered my idea to a woman once and she was like, she told me I could go down on her one night, but then she said she had a lot of period, but I wouldn't want to anyway.
So I just use my fingers and then I kind of turn my head a little bit.
Oh my God, there's cheese, tomatoes, and mayo. Oh my God. Just imagine the ketchup is there ketchup or something. I want to yeah, the vinegar. Oh my god Now I'm getting hungry Maybe maybe I would like to eat pussy. I don't know
It would have to be a very see so that on a 90-day fiancee no ketchup, okay, but the vinegar and the Goes with you know the vinegar goes with the melted cheese and the Are you guys getting hungry you prefer okay? Yeah, I was gonna say there's a landing strip Okay, so there's on a 90-day fiance
Angela I've actually talked to Angela on you know, and she was doing this much. You know, I think she like she brought her Nigerian boyfriend over to us and I think she's like she took his passport and his money and his phone and put them in her safe and then like Kind of I think she I think she was using him as a slave I mean she's in Georgia and stuff like that But he could come you know all it looked like he was working on the fields and stuff
But she said she said okay She said there's two kinds of pushes or Madonna's and she goes there's the fat cat and she's and she's like I got a fat cat Or there's the razor blade. And I guess the razor blade is like that. I don't know, I think there's more kinds of vagina. I like the lotus flower. Yeah, the lotus flower starts opening up in like a sacred geometry kind of thing, right?
It's like, and like little butterflies fly out or something. Puzzies, yeah. I like how he's spelled pussy, like pussy.
Am I being too weird? You're too stone to rewind it, yeah. I'm being weird. I'm sorry guys. You know, and I like I'm Sarah Silverman. I had the she has a stand-up act and she goes Poo say and she goes do you remember when you took a shower with your grandma or your mom and You just see her big bush and then you and it was kind of a weird joke with it
She's like and she's like and then you get under the bush and like the water cascades And it's like you get this bush a bush water. It was a really strange Yes, I don't I don't know I'm I shouldn't probably repeat that Sarah Silverman joke
Guys guys imagine imagine if I make it through this Imagine Imagine if I survived it guys imagine that Bush water. Yeah, you put on your little crocodile den D hat Yeah, but like I said, so then I did, okay, so I had sex one time with this woman, right?
And I think I just went, I think I went in and out and I was like, I did it! And I was like, I did it! That was all I needed to do. All I wanted to do is have sex with the woman because I thought it was like some kind of magical initiation where it was like, because I was really into magic at that time and I was thinking... That's gonna be like making me like a more balanced person or something right or something
So what I ended up doing was like, you know, she was like laying on the couch I'm like laying down and I put my fingers in there And I guess I have really talented fingers. So all of a sudden it was like It was like I struck oil or something. It was not we didn't come nothing with no oil or black liquid came out It was just but it was like liquid started coming out like a lot
It was wet, and it was wet for a while, and I had to throw it away, actually, because it never really quite dried.
There's a lot of liquid involved. I was pretty surprised. I was like, I didn't know. The human body could hold that much liquid because I my couch was a big couch. It was like, you know a big cloth count And but it was like every I whenever I go when I went to sleep if I laid down on it like What like we're just like liquid would start coming up and it kind of like
Yeah, I'm just talking about the first time I had sex with a woman. I had I had a girlfriend She was probably 54 years old. I was 33. She was in her fifties. We dated for like three months
We would like watch these YouTube stuff. Yeah, we watch these a YouTube like YouTube has these like soft core kind of We're throwing up Why are you throwing up chicken cake? But hey? Yeah, you too has these kind of like soft core porn's where they're like, you know It's just like very like oh very romantic. You wish you didn't ask. I'm sorry. I'm a guy anything. I'm honest. I'm honest. I
Mean Samans talking about he said, oh, I like the peach fuzz on the on the snow bunnies like He's like white people have peach fuzz. I don't think white women have peach fuzz. They have the same wiry Cubes as everyone else and then and then and then I've on a punch you said I
Don't have peach buzz. I have I have blonde hair. I have this is blonde hairs It looks like a jaguar in a way, and I'm sorry. It's not a good joke. I'm sorry Mr. Cakes didn't approve. Is Mr. Cakes listening? Squirtings considered urine. Well, it was kind of like, it didn't smell like P-I-S-S.
I don't like to say it, so it was kind of like a thicker, like it had a little bit of a viscosity. What did they say, viscose? It was like, it had like a little bit of a...
Think there's like a thickness and oh he's listening. Okay, mr. Cakes. I'm sorry. I'm sorry and mr. Cakes I'm gay and so oh my gosh, there's Johnny. Okay, Johnny Johnny Johnny Alexander struck my channel now and so did be that so this is my goodbye Hey, sweetheart. It's yeah vicious. It's vicious water viscous. This is something like that Yeah, so I'm probably just it's probably my my last goodbye Alexander struck me for posting the
Antrackable for posting our picture at dinner As a thumbnail With me, it's me in it, you know, I think it's my picture. We both took a picture though Yeah, hey, hey rude Love you, Joni. Yeah, biscuit biscuit Oh, that's it. That's it. That's his legacy me house. You're such a sweet. You're such a sweetheart. Um, I
Can fight it. Yeah, I'm gonna try
Yeah, it was it was a discovery That's mr. Rudy Rudy your friend. Hey Rudy. Look at him. Look at him. Does he have a beautiful blonde like a little blonde red color? Nick bones going crazy. Oh, I'm mr. Rudy. Yeah. Oh
He's a nice and made his little private areas like it looks like
He's me. That's kind of like a bark, isn't it? He's a sweetheart, Rudy. Were we sleeping all day? We slept all day, huh? I'm like a cat, kind of. I have a cat sleeping hours, which is like 18 hours a day right now. Hi! Can I cuddle with you a little bit?
Yeah, you like it. Oh, he likes to. I'm gonna cuddle with me. I'm sorry, it is TMI But I never tell my gay stories like I don't have that many I'm practically a virgin or really am was like I because I was always I grew up in the 80s Yeah, Alexander and beta. I mean, I don't know like I think be that I thought be the light cats and stuff like that
My cats will always eat before I do, you know, I Thought be the light cats that's actually like my cat. She's actually like Lola. I thought she loved cats, but Like I said attack on me is like it is like if you attack somebody right there They're like livelihood and they have kids. That's like it's like attacking their kids, right? And so It's the same with my cats, right? So
Yeah, I think I'm gonna do like a Some kind of course against like hey fighting against psycho women. I don't think she loves cats She doesn't love my cats. She doesn't care. You know, she didn't care if I buy liver die She really doesn't It really doesn't, Tyme. I know you're a big beta butt liquor, it's fine. I don't care. But yeah, she doesn't care about my cats. She cared about my cats, she cared about me.
She would have said, you have a time to take down the live or take down the picture. Cause you do have the option of saying that before you file a copyright strike, you can say. You grew up in the 80s, said gay psyche. I grew up, I did. I'm gonna make a course. It's called defending and psycho bitches.
Malignant narcissists.
For saying she loves cats, you know she loves her cats. She doesn't love my cats because if she loved my cats, would she, what would she do? Would she strike my channel? She loves her, I know she loves Mickey and Minnie. Does she love Rudy and Lola and Lenore and in Tricks? No, she doesn't care about them. She cared about them, even no matter what she thought about me, she wouldn't have struck me.
They don't care. You know who they care about? They care about themselves.
Maybe, you know, Alexander doesn't even like animals. She, but yeah, they care about themselves. Definitely don't care about my my cats. She loves Mickey Minnie What is it her she doesn't have a cat name Osama bin Laden. Oh Mohammed, okay, okay
Beedah didn't warn me. I mean be dead be dead. Yeah, be didn't warn me north of Alexander be didn't warn me Warning is take down the picture or I'll strike your channel. Let's call the warning Time minutes minutes lay out a warning is Either you take down the picture Or I'll strike your channel. That's a warning Not another me did that. They just did the full strike
So there's no warning involved Bita did tell me when I remember the trip kick video Had the picture in it and she said oh shout out to chip. I love you chip. Oh, I love it I love it. Oh am I allowed to play her show have I ever played her show now? I agree to disagree on her saying that to me.
I'll show the messages. I'll show the messages. I'm gonna get petty, bitch. Not you, I'm talking about Bita. I'll show the messages. Someone says, pack, oh, Tony. Nobody pities you, delete the channel, stop begging for attention, just delete it, delete channel, delete channel, John, stop begging for attention, you're almost 50 years old, Bita one, get over it, you lost, delete channel, John, Bita one, pack it up, delete channel, John. There's that one.
Okay, you do one so that was what was that that was up? There you go. Wow. Wow. Here you go. Yeah
Okay, let's read a go cry old man. Hey beat is beat is a seven-year-old woman. What are you talking about you fucking bitch? Okay, let's read the beta messages though because since since you're saying she she warned me, okay I'm gonna just block this guy one second. Hold on one second block
Report a spam or you report it. Okay, there you go. Okay. Let's go to the beta messages. You know, since you're saying she says one thing I'm saying she's saying another Here
Here let's go let's go you want to see the messages You know what she was mad about she was mad beauty was mad about this picture. Here's what she was really mad about
All I'll say is I'd rather fuck this Japanese woman than Bita, okay? Anyway, she should be happy, right? Which one's crazier? I think they're both the same level of crazy. So, here we go. Let's go away. Let's go into the Bita messages, right?
Okay, here we go. I want to say I'm very, very sorry. I was a terrible friend. I said to all, this is me, this is me writing, okay? Let's read the messages. I know she has time! Shut up. Let me just read the messages when I say I'm very very. Okay. This is me. Okay. I wrote her one night, right? Thank you for everything. Love you. Okay. She goes and I said, this is how they talk about me And this is these are sweet piece pictures. Okay Where the word says
What did it say? I'll read it. I'll read it says That there's a picture of me a fake AI picture of me, which you're not supposed to make pictures of the people that actually look like them Okay, so That was a picture she posted. That was like, that was something. Okay. That's not my real house or anything. Okay. There's that. Okay.
And then I said, this is how they talk about me. And it says, He-Man She-Ra. What the actual F? And then reality dance. He says, wait, what is this LOL, real or AI? I'm laughing face and then the loser said come on obviously fake he only eats McDonald's and I saw
I see actual glass and metal silverware there can't fool me besides what's where's the bloody mess over from the rats the cats from a part in eat okay gosh okay and then there's just like laughing faces so I was like this I was like this is how they talk about me and I go and I go sweeties page
And then she goes, J-Dog just docs my full name on your panel. I don't allow any doxing ever, on you ever, heads up. She doesn't? Well, there wasn't like my dad's name in her chat and nobody did anything. Oh, we're getting some more images. Oh my God, there's many Manson with a bunch of pee inside of them. Hold on, can you stop sending me these pictures?
I'm blocking again, hold on. I don't want to see many Manson like that. I'm not 50 years old. I'm 44. I mean, I'm not even like if you round I'm round out and stop sending me this mini Manson With the microphone near her vagina. Please stop it and don't say my mom's name and now he's caught now I see my family name. Okay, so anyway, so I'm gonna go back to the beat of stuff. Okay, let's we're gonna
Just stop texting me, please. Okay
Okay, we're going through the messages We're going through messages. We're going through these messages. Oh, OK. And then she goes, listen, listen to these messages. OK, guys, let's listen to the messages.
Oh, he won't stop sending me.
And then I go, I'll private that stream for now, right? Let's look at it. I said, I'll private the stream for now. She's, and then she goes, thank you. Why did you, and you had lots of people, 103. They use our picks. Fairest fair, I thought with them. Sorry, psyche. And I was like, I can't even. I said, trying to keep the peace.
When I'm tired and she goes I get it Kate was writing things about Christine's husband her kids and my dad's so-called abortions And I said yeah getting way too personal. You've got good numbers. We'll talk to sweep you, okay? I said, okay. Thank you. Love ya gonna get some rest go on later. Maybe I'll or check out Or check you out if you're on And she goes, get rest. And I said, Alexander just called me your top stalker,
plus doing a show right now and thing that is in you. And she goes, she is not credible. Okay, this is Bita, okay? Bita that says, we never got along. We never got along. This is just a couple of months ago. And then I was like, I now have a gang. And she goes, we know it's not true. I can't even control her conspiracy theories, right? She keeps saying, I'm keeping you from thing that is,
I'm creating a wiki site to doc streamers. LOL, so she's lurking. She's back as soon as you get views again. She's nuts, she's dox's. You don't want that, you don't do that, okay? Then I gave her the live and she goes good for a laugh and she goes. Oh my god I said olive branch. She goes j-dog thumbnail poor thing to go to her chat. Oh my god our names black RG
Hope we can come to a happy medium sweet. He's just hurt like we all are she was crying the day She thought there were scrappers at your house I think she cares about you and her channel is just light trolling. She clips me too It doesn't bother me because it's pretty harmless and I think things will be a little bit less chaotic if you don't say mean things about her i want to see what she's saying alex lol i
said i'll try to play nice it's so funny jdog she calls jdog you twist like yeah alex and i was like jdog you sick twists s o b son of a bitch And I was like, and I was like, you can chat in her chat here right over. And she goes, just ignore it. And maybe consider not letting JDog gas you up. And I go, she's so great. That's Tony sending you that stuff. He was, oh yeah, and I told her, that was Tony sending her the stuff. He was sending the same knock hard on the door text.
And she goes, I know who's doing it. I'll talk to you when we talk. I got some proof. Anyway, Kate posted my ad, was encouraging people to do it again in her Discord. Hope you're okay, kiss kitties from me. Can you please unblock Sweet Pea in your chat? booboo kitty is her channel name she would really like to talk to you in the chat and she's nice i met her in your chat
i said think i had hit her now thank you hope you have a beautiful day beta happy valentine's day friend oh my god okay well then that was my my family okay and then um that's what she posted okay she posted in those i sent her those my family pics and she posted my family pics
that I sent her from on Christmas. And then she goes, what you did is disgusting and unethical. You don't use pictures as thumbnails of people who are in this community or not in this community. I only sent you that, so you never ever show your loved ones on the internet and joke around that thumbnail was disgusting. And you owe me a huge apology. And I don't want to hear it in my chat. You're going to say it publicly. Don't contact me again.
And I said, police fatty, that was a joke. Laugh. I'm not fat. Stop disrespecting me or talking about me. This is your last warning. You're harassing me at this point. I go, please, I'm telling Samman. She goes, imagine shaming women and people and putting things out there that are private about people's lives. I would never do that to you. And I go, you fuck with the wrong bitch, darling. And she goes, learn how to control yourself
because my ex has nothing new in this community. And that was a private picture on Christmas. And even though you think I'm fat, it was me. and I don't give a fuck what you or anybody else thinks about you should be using a thumbnail so now you're threatening me and I go please don't contact me anymore you're fatter with pleasure don't contact me anymore please stop harassing women beta equals blame men
okay and then this one says
Oh yeah, when I posted it, I add this public figure, beta M to the list, evil women who encouraged men in vulnerable communities to unalive themselves, just do it, which is what you said, huh, beta? You were right, I'm sorry, to have ever gouted you, Alexandra. Stop fucking calling me an energy GR, stop it. Okay.
And then, She goes remember this and I like my I'm very similar I posted my sorry text right and she didn't like the Japanese one right and then it says Remember all that I said I remember and every time I apologize you made me feel stupid I said I do love you if you want to be friends. I'm here if you want me to leave you alone I will she goes and I and I and I go you didn't like the geisha photo. Oh my god. Oh Shit, okay, sorry
↑↓ navigate · Enter seek · Click to select
