The episode features Psyche's poetic and musical piece about his journey through underworld initiation and tarot revelation, followed by a discussion on show rules and chat moderation after a guest's inappropriate behavior.
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The episode begins with a poetic and musical piece about Psyche's journey through underworld initiation and tarot revelation ▶ 0:46. The piece explores themes of darkness, shadows, and self-discovery. After the piece, Psyche discusses his frustration with a guest's behavior, specifically pointing a gun at the camera ▶ 10:00. He emphasizes the importance of following show rules, including no personal attacks, harassment, or threats ▶ 11:55. Psyche reviews the rules, which are listed in the show's description, and encourages guests to agree to them before participating in the panel ▶ 13:21. He also shares his thoughts on the importance of adult behavior and respect in the chat ▶ 14:01.
The episode appears to explore the theme of self-discovery and personal growth, as reflected in Psyche's poetic and musical piece. It also suggests that Psyche values respect, boundaries, and adult behavior in his interactions with guests and viewers. The episode continues the pattern of Psyche emphasizing the importance of rules and moderation in maintaining a positive and respectful community.
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I walked into the silence Where the truth refuses light. Where the mirrors show you bleeding. Where your shadows to bite. There's a whisper in the ruins. A vow carved into bone.
You will never fear the darkness once you claim it as your own. I felt the weight of ancient warers. Heard the dead inside their chains. But the deeper I
descended, the louder they sang my name. The underworld keeps my name. It echoes through the flame.
I fell, but not in shame. I rose in shadows play. The throne beneath the pain is where I learn my aim. The gods above forget you. But the dark remeers.
Lightning crawled along the floor. Serpents dancing in the dust. Revelations cut me open. Peel illusion into rust. I wasn't meant for gentle saints. I was forged where secrets drown.
Scorpio taught me sovereignty and rebellion built my crown. There's no mercy in awakening, no comfort in the truth. But I burn a thousand lifetimes to
reclaim the parts I lost in you. The underworld keeps my name. It sings it like a h. My shadows call me home. And the daylight we're standing
up my fad and action. I bled to break the chain. The gods above forgive you. But the dark remembers say >> a voice rises from the depth. Eldest one,
old soul, keeper of the hidden scroll. Your fall was never failure. It was coronation in the cold.
The crown is not in sunlight. The power is not in praise. It's in walking through the graveyard and returning unafraid.
The underworld keeps my name engraved in cosmic flame. I rise a different shape. Reborn through shadows clay. The throne of gold can take the fire in my
veins. Cuz the gods above may guide you. But the dark remeg
Night the f Joo
came with empty pockets and a heartbeat full of storms. No map, no name, no history. Just a soul that shifts its forms. The world turned slow to watch him as the mirror cracked awake. For every step he stumbled was a
prophecy at stake. Maggus whispered, "Child, remember you were born before the flame." But Psyche smiled like a secret god who hasn't learned his name. Oh, the path doesn't wait for Psyche.
The path is a living thing. It coils around his shadow like a serpent wearing wings. He's the fool who leaps in silence. Yet the world begins to sing for the deck does not reveal him. He's the one who reveals
the deck dream.
Two queens called out to claim him. One of law and one of fire. One drew lines with holy geometry. One lit the sky with desire. But psyche bowed to nether chose the road where none belonged. A trembling thread of twilight
between rightness and the wrong. Empress crowned him with creation tower broke him into flame. But still he walked like a patient storm who has forgotten how to name.
Oh, the path doesn't wait for psyche. The path is a hungry thing. It mirrors all his choices. Like a crow with mirrored wings. He's the fool who runs through absence. Yet the ghosts begin to sing. For
he's not learning the tarot. The tarot is learning him. Pillars rose in shining order. Templex tore the sky apart. Shadows whispered truth like poison. Desire carved rooms in his heart. Eight thrones stood in judgement. Eight masks of God's
unseen. Yet every face that met him was a face he used to be. Oh, he walks through them as they walk through him. As the world remembers his name.
Down the stair of broken echoes through the mouth of memories tomb. He faced the undermin of the gloom. There he found the child he buried. And the storm he tried to tame. And the world he
thought was testing him was whispering his name. Oh, the path was carved by psyche before psyche learned to walk. The mirror only showed him what the silence tried to talk. He returns through worlds unbroken
with the truth that splits the dark. He's the fool who lights creation with the spark behind the spark. And the world does not complete him. The world waits for him to begin. For the journey never takes him. He's
the one who carries the journey within. Psyche walks first. Psyche walks first. Psyche walks first so the others remember the way. Psyche
walks first. Psyche walks first and the deck awakens every time his footsteps stray. >> Okay. Wow. Um I'm back again.
I mean really um I'm I'm I'm trying to say don't say you know r e t a r d right and literally someone's pointing a gun at the camera. I mean that is just like what are you thinking? I don't care how mad someone like Yeah. 300 Globe pulled
out a a gun and pointed it at the camera. Yeah. Uh, like really you have to do that like who's gonna get you that mad like really? I mean it's like you just can't control yourself and ghost why ghost is like don't threaten me. Hey ghost don't threaten me. That's you know don't
threaten the guest and don't don't use that the language. Isn't it dumb? Just I mean it's just like what does he think it's going to do? I mean it doesn't scare anybody. It doesn't it's just dumb. It was just all it can do is hurt me, you know. But uh wow. I mean it was it
started out so well with his wife saying hi and stuff and that was nice, but I mean he has to what does she think about him going on the internet pulling out a gun and pointing it at the chat. I mean it it's not appropriate. It's just like totally totally off the off the chain. Hey guys, how are you doing tonight? Like uh I
slept all day, so I'll be up all night, you know, as usual. I'm pretty much like, you know, all asleep. So, I don't know, guys. I have like these rules. I don't get it either. I have rules. I I put them up here's they're they're in my the my uh the description for the show. So, I mean, let me let me just pull them up real
quick so we can like just be clear on the rules. Like I don't want to like have to like you know be like the teacher like and like oh my god like you know can you guys like just follow these like if you want to come on panel you have to follow these rules and it's like that's there's no ifs ands or buts right it says description no personal attacks
so no insults mockery name calling or targeting the host or guest that means removal no harassment or sex sexual comments. Well, you know that that the sexual stuff is a little bit more free, but no harassment definitely. And then like yeah, no like really harassing sex. No, I'm the only one allowed to sexually harass some of
the male guests, but I'm just kidding. Okay, so it says no sea lioning or bad faith questioning, repetitive demands for proof, derailing just asking questions or fast or faux polite interrogation will be ignored or removed. Arthur. Sounds like Arthur right there. No identity attacks or dog whistles. This includes misgendering,
coded language, or insinuations aimed at race gender sexuality disability or belief. Stay on topic. Derailing the conversation to center yourself is not participation. No threats, doxing, or hints thereof. Immediate ban, report, enforcement, and ignore. Remove timeout ban. We do not announce bans. We will move on. Okay, it's pretty easy. It's
like not like too Oops. It's not like too complicated. I don't think I mean, is it? I mean, it's really right. You You do have to choose it, right? And uh Yeah. Well, s like s I I keep having to like tell you the rules. Like you have to s go read the rules and
then tell me you agree to the rules and then you can come on. Then I'll drop the link. I need everyone to agree to the rules or else I don't want to like just keep screaming at people. I don't like to scream. It It gets me out of my element. It gets me I'm in a bad mood and then I don't And what's my 300 300 glove pulling a gun out? S does he know that's like not appropriate? Like I don't know. Like pulling a gun like discipline is difficult. Well,
you're telling me s you know you're telling me you seem out to be able to to you know act like a an adult. You're like more like a like a a brat. You're like like a teenager, you know, grow up. I mean, we're adults, right? It's like I got to grow up. You got to grow up,
right? So, but thanks for coming back, guys. Um, we were having a good show. We I had over 40 people in the chat, right? Hey, Rudy. A Rudy. I had 40 people in the chat. a nice decent chat going. What do you think about that? Say remember when you were like last week you're like, "Oh, well, you know, I'm not very popular, but I I have all these
followers and you you're popular. You don't have any everyone knows you, but you don't have anybody in the chat." Look, well, chat's all already building back up. My algorithm's getting better. I'm fixing all my stuff. Yeah, was running around. I'm not not feeling 100%. Got a terrible cough.
might get worse. Hi. Hi, Tricks. Hi, Tricks. So, so guys, can we disagree? Those are the rules. I mean, it's just like no attack. I don't want to talk about um you know, all these things that people are talking about that has nothing to do with what I want to talk about or the show. Like, I have to like kind of like run the show.
It's my show. You know, I don't feel like having talks about terrible world events that happen. You know, terrible things happen every day. I'm not going to like make it some incendiary thing against some certain religious group or race when there's like a billion people of every religion, right? Are you going to blame everybody in the religion for what one like a couple nuts do in it, right?
It's just an excuse. Seems like it's just an excuse to attack, you know, and it's not it's not like an argued argument for all the people that say they can debate and argue. is like if you were in like some kind of rig even like a a middle school debate club like the these arguments would be just like thrown out. You'd be kicked off of the the debate team, you know, if you like tried to do some of these arguments. They'd be like, "That's
not proper debate. It's not a debate." Calling names or you know, just being incendiary, just getting people all riled up. That's not a debate. It's got it's not going to solve anything. It's not going to like no one's going to agree on it. It's just it's just gonna be a fight. I don't feel like just having a fight. Hi JT, we're we're feeling fine. I'm not I'm not not 100% well. And then um you know 300 Glow
just pulled a gun out on the on the show. Um and so I had to end and delete it and stuff and so I really need people to to if they before they come on the panel you need to check out the rules. They're in the description and it's like just agree to those you know we'll be all good. Am I feeling good?
Not particularly. Feel okay. I I feel a little bit sick. I feel um irritated a little bit at the um how people were behaving the last panel. There was also doxing going on. There shouldn't have been doxing. No. So, can you stop putting up pictures of other people? I mean, not not just you, but I mean everybody like don't unless it's your your picture of yourself or your or like
your animal. I don't want to see anybody else. I don't want to see anybody's picture. I I because this doesn't do anything. Nobody knows who you're talking about. Nobody knows who it is. It's just confusing. All it does is like give me a possibility of yeah a possibility of being like reported. That's all it does is hurt me. Doesn't hurt anybody. It doesn't not even the
person doesn't even care because I'll just delete it.
It's not sensitive souls. It's because I'm trying to keep my channel monetized. You know, I've been through a lot to try to fight for this channel to try to kind of keep keep this channel. And I I'm very lucky to have it back, too. Am I just going to like let let everyone just go run wild? I'm okay. I mean, I I'll be okay. I'll be I'll be I'll feel better like once, you know, people can just like behave a little bit and just like
listen to me. I don't like to be questioned. Okay. I don't like to be I mean, I don't like to be like it's like because I it's my show. It's like and so it's like I won't I never will go on anybody else's show and say, "Hey, why aren't you doing this? Why aren't you doing that?" I would go on JT's show and say, "Hey, don't stop playing that video game. Play this one." kind of stuff like that, right? I'm not gonna like or say, "Hey, you should do like panels instead of playing video."
I'm not going to ever say that, okay? Not and I don't tell other people how to run their show, but I constantly told how to run my show or like how, you know, people are like, "Oh, don't tell me. Don't make me put me back backstage and stuff." Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's just It's my show. I mean, it's like it really is my show.
Thing block Oh, dang. I thought love bay clips. I thought I remember what's wrong with B. Oh, why are you mad at Bay Clips? Uh thing. Bay Clips is kind of like been a little bit mean, but I know uh I think they're having a a turn change of heart a little bit. Hopefully. See, he didn't block you bay. I don't
know. Maybe he just didn't see you. Excuse me. Okay, so I'm going to put the link up, but before you come on, I need to see a thumbs up. Um, and you cammed up and everything before you come on. Uh, I won't I don't take screenshots. I don't docs. I don't share pictures of anybody. I'm just trying to protect my
show, okay? I don't like to end. I don't like to all this crap. It's like I'm just trying to have a fun show. It's not too hard to behave. I don't because like I I saw Hey, lunch time for you. Enjoy your lunch. I saw
Money4420. Money4420 is doing a really good job with everything. Okay. God, I need to see like you need to flash your flash something that says you're going to follow the rules. Look at Look at the rules in the description. Okay. He flashed it. Okay. >> Did you see it? >> Yeah, I saw you flash. >> You like that, huh? >> Yeah, you flashed me. >> Yeah. See, >> I saw I saw everything. >> Don't let it be known that I don't turn
my on. Okay. >> Okay. He lifted up his robe for a second mask. Okay. >> Yeah. >> Proof. >> Well, what do you think, John? Would you see that? That happen at the end of this. What? What was that about? Like, >> you know what that is, dude? He's drunk. He's going to do it. He did it five times before and this is the sixth time he did it. You let him up every time. >> I'm not going to say anything because it's your channel, man. But >> I forgot. Did he But
>> you're too nice to these people, man. That That's the thing. >> I'm not going to be nice anymore because it's like it's like now it's got to the point where it's like I have nothing I have nothing to lose except my channel. And then that that's a lot to lose for >> big deal. me. So >> You know me. You know me. I don't give a about stuff because you know I do everything. But that's a big deal to do that what he I'm not even going to say what he did. But to do what he did.
>> After you told him five times of not >> Yeah. doing it. That's that's a big deal. >> Yeah. He knows not to do it. I mean everyone knows not. I mean it's like just common sense. It's not even like you know it doesn't have to be said that it's like YouTube will see that im immediately take down the channel and stuff. regardless of that that could be be perceived as a threat. >> All right. It's not cool. >> Yes. Yes. >> And especially with the gun violence and
stuff going on in the >> Yes. Exactly. Yeah. It's not not an atmosphere. That's that's why I'm a little bit harsher with like the the uh the bullying stuff because now it's like if everyone it's very gotten very sensitive. It's too sensitive for me really. I don't mind like I I really don't care about the language but it's like there are like you know I just had a show deleted on my other channel because there was bullying and I looked
back at the clip. It was 300 globe me and Sig talking about gay people. I'm gay and it's like and I'm it was probably what I said that was like went too far, right? And so it is like a little oversensitive. Um but I just trying to like at least like try to follow the rules. We can say other things. We can like say eupheanisms and stuff like that. So, we don't need to be saying that. And especially if I if I
ask people to stop and they don't, that's just disrespect >> problem, dude. That that's where the disrespect come from. You know me, I I like to joke around. I might do it once or twice, but after that it becomes like you're per you're purposely trying to be a prick. >> And you want to really with the >> Yeah. guy's head if you're going to say drop the end bomb about what, 10 times in a row. >> Yeah. And it's like Yeah. Yeah. Please.
I mean, it's like >> or even the F. Even the F. I I say it like once or twice. But to say it 20 times, man, you're really pushing the boundary, >> right? And why would people even want to be saying that anyway? Like to me, like I mean, it's like Yeah. >> Well, even if they're not saying it to you, but once you ask them not to, I mean, I I think one more time is fair,
but after that, like, adios. >> Yeah. Everyone knows. I mean, I'll ask I'll give maybe like one or two warnings if I'm feeling friendly, but it's like at this point it's like and I'll just I'll just kick off. I won't even say anything. I won't acknowledge it. I'll just like I'll just I'll I'll even ignore the person the rest of the night like because it's I just can't take it anymore. I'm trying to like just have a good show and stuff. It's it's like >> dude, I know you you're not a prick by nature man.
>> You're you mellow out. You're a good guy. You like everybody to get along, be happy with you and stuff like that. You you tease somebody a little bit. That's fine. But for the most part, you want everybody to be on the show. You allow everybody back. You give them chance after chance. How many times are you gonna let people stick a knife in you? >> Yeah, I know. It's too many too many. And so I'm not going to be doing I mean I have to be tougher on my show, you know. It's like and
>> but you you've said this before though. >> Yeah. And I know and but it's like I really will be, you know, it's like um because I'm really sick of it. I've got reached a breaking point and sometimes these breaking points we have it's like where we can finally make these changes. So I I think I've reached this breaking point and I'm not going to take it anymore. I'll just kick them off. And it's like I'm not no questions asked. You know, it's like if you can't like
behave yourself, then it's not probably not the best thing to be going on panels on YouTube because you're, you know, it's just like, you know, you're people are saying dumb like and you know what, I'm like usually the only person cammed up and so all these people like, you know, talking all this about me like about oh my my carpet and my cats and stuff like that. It's like, you know, I show everything. It's like um you know, how would you like someone to
go like, you know, under your toilet seat rim and like that? I mean, but I mean really Paige does cam up. I saw her she cammed up on money 420s last night. Um yeah, she does. Um so you know I mean everyone's cammed up like one time or another usually but even if they don't it's like but those people that don't certainly have no right to like talk about me like on like >> I know those people are the worst.
>> Yeah. And they want to see everything and it's like Sam's like oh show this show. He's talking about oh he's like oh what happened to your cats? What why are your cats what happened to the cats that are gone? I'm like well what happened to Ninji? You know answer that. He goes, "Whoa whoa." >> You see? >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Right. >> His fat ass won't cam up. >> Yeah. No, no, no, no, no, no. He uses that one picture of himself and that he
thinks that's >> that one picture. Yeah. He's a whale from what I hear. >> Well, I've seen him before on camera. He's crosseyed. He's like I mean, he's half I mean, I won't even say the R word because I can't. But yeah, I mean it's like really >> He's a Downey. Oh, okay. >> Yeah, he's a Downey fabric softener. Like that. I mean, it's like Can you hear him laugh? He's like,
>> Like you, are you gonna come up? B Clips >> "Yeah." Yeah. is gonna come up. >> No, he just comes up to instigate you, that's all. >> I know. Well, he he was trying to because all he did was he had these photos like, "Oh, this is the smoking gun." He's like, "Oh, yeah." So, I have an 18-year-old cat that's a little bit um a little bit skinny, right? It's like, you know, when cats get old, they kind of like, you know, are not 100%. They used to. I mean, it's like they
don't understand. And they're like, "Oh my god, he doesn't care about his cats or he's abusing the cats or all this or the cats are so happy. They're all sitting here like just like just like chilling and like I got three around right now. I don't I think Rudy's in the the room, but um yeah, the cats are just are I love my cats. No, nobody wants to be told how to parent or like how to be a a cat parent. Like I I I take good
care of my cats like you know, it's like they they people are just like going nuts. Yeah, >> understand man. And and to especially do that when something you create, it really hurts. I can I can understand your point of view. >> Oh, yeah. But I mean, I'm used to it like because it's like there's there's going to be people that hate me and there's going to be all kinds of like negativity, too. But I just I just don't want it on a you know, it's like I think
and he asked me to come up on his panel and then he would then I was like, well, okay, well, kick off this trip and sip guy who's just like insulting me and like harassing me about the cats or I don't feel like talking and then he's like, oh, I'm not kicking him up and so I I left. He doesn't know anything about keeping content. That would have been much better content than tripping to Ben 10 seconds later saying, "Okay, well, I don't have anything to say, so I'm leaving." Like, and like it was just like ridiculous. Yeah. Don't listen to
It's like, >> yeah, you you shouldn't have to leave your own panel, man. >> Oh, yeah. Exactly. Yeah. I'm not going to anymore. Like I I'm trying to like be comfortable here. I've been kind >> You get your people. You got guys like Ghost and Alex. You could you could kind of trust these guys. >> Well, kind of. But like ghost for me to tell and then he gets mad at me when I'm like when I put him backstage because he says I tell him not to say the word he
and he keeps saying it. I'm just trying to like train him a little bit to like hey don't say this word and then he but and then maybe he'll eventually get the point. But then he's like get so insulted. You can't get insulted if I'm trying to run my show. And it's like if you don't listen to me I should be insulted. I should be the one that was mad at you. Not not you mad at me. Like you know it's like >> that's like when you put me backstage when I told you I didn't want you to play the video but you put me backstage anyway. >> Yeah. Because you were saying
>> but it's your channel. I mean, but you know, you didn't want to respect my feelings, but that's okay. You know, we >> Oh, please. Are you really insulted by get that. that song? This song is a Christmas classic. You I mean, like the when mommy I saw I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus. Like the mom's really not cheating on the father and kissing Santa Claus. Really? It's just a dad dressed as Santa. >> Yeah, that out of all the things that's
that's what I got offended by. >> Yeah. Yeah. You should be more offended by the You stole Christmas. Remember when you stole Christmas from the from the >> You stole Christmas and then you said it was >> If only I was that sensitive, dude. >> You were trying to get everyone to do an oldfashioned Christmas where we just sang Christmas carols and we sang the Gotti and Alex were kissing under the mistletoe song. >> I mean, if that's your fantasy, that's
your fantasy, man. >> That's my fantasy. That is my fantasy. And I'm >> That's what you want in life. >> Now, excuse me. I have to go think about >> Now with AI, everybody's that. >> now Yeah. And I'm gonna have I'm gonna get that picture of you, God, with the your Thank god that I don't have my picture up here. >> Well, that isn't that's not you right there >> for you to actually use me. >> The red eyes and the black face. That's >> Oh, that'd be perfect. Use this. Yeah. not >> Yeah. I'm going to Oh, that's what I thought you look like. I thought that
was your your real >> Well, it is. I usually have green eyes, but this is the one. >> Okay. Well, means it means uh stuff, right? >> Okay. So, Gotti, you you look like a cute Darth Vader, you know. >> No, no, no. Not not We're not going with Darth Vader. >> Well, then don't wear a Darth Vader's helmet. It's not a helmet. It's obviously a hood. >> Is that your hair?
>> It's a hood. >> You don't have hair. Your bald. >> It's a hood. My face. My eyes. That's That's it. >> Okay. Is this your face and your eyes? >> My face, my eyes, my teeth. >> So So God looks like that. That's frightening thought right now. >> Why would it be frightening? Why Why is this concept of uh fear in your mind that this >> God looks like a God looks like a like a wraith or a >> Weren't you taught not to judge by
appearance? Yeah, but God would that the real God he would just hear that. >> Why would you think the real God doesn't look like anything that you perceive? >> I Well, I don't I don't think he looks like that what you look like. But >> yeah, but I mean >> I think he looks like I'd rather have him look like a green a green woman with big boobs than you. >> A person with all the powers of the universe can look like anything he wants.
>> Sure, but then why look like something else? Why bo why putting that will bother me? >> Well, I'm I'm afraid that, you know, it can't be pleasing to everybody. Some people find this form pleasing. >> Nobody does. Nobody. Not one person. >> Oh, you you could take a poll and you'd >> Who f is guys? Does anyone find that be surprised. form pleasing? You put >> Yeah, there are many women find the form pleasing. The two in the chat if you're like that's weird.
>> There are many women that find this form very appealing. >> Yeah, but it's they're called weirdos. I mean it's like there are >> Yeah, those are the best kinds having sex with monsters. >> Oh my god, they're they're the best. >> You like those? Oh, >> I love those. But all they they're just groupies for that guar band. >> Yeah, those are the best. They love being bled on. >> Oh, I love that. >> Ew. >> Well, women women know how to clean up blood, you know. That's part of the
benefits of being able >> They bleed, so why not? >> Exactly. Right. So, they know how to clean. >> You never been bled on site. >> Cover up the Hey, there's Tracy. Hey, Tracy. Okay, so Tracy says it's a sexy photo, but have you, you know? >> See? >> Yeah. Okay. Well, God, you can have Tracy. Hi,
Tracy. Hi, sweetie. >> Well, I already have Tracy. Hello. >> I'm just kidding, Tracy. Love you. >> The self shall rise again. >> You want to come, Tracy? Not all women bleed. Well, they at one point >> Well, some dry up eventually. >> Oh my god. Come on. >> What? Let's Let's not go there. >> Let's not go there. I don't want to go
into dry. >> We're not We're not under a blood moon today. Are are we not? >> Speaking of blood. >> Speaking of blood, you're pretty hot. >> I think I'm bleeding. >> Oh my god. Let me suck it up. >> >> Can I suck it off of you? >> It's blood everywhere. >> Why are you bleeding?
>> I don't know. I think I cut my leg. >> You cut your leg? Oh my god. Go to the hospital right away. >> All over the rug and everything. >> Oh my god. >> My white couch is ruined. >> What happened? Your white couch. Oh no. I'm not going to be able to get this stain out. >> Well, that's okay. >> My mom's going to kill me. >> Your your mom's alive.
>> Yeah. >> Oh, shoot. Well, she will kill you. Yeah. I was say I say I'm alive you. She brought you into this world. She can take you out, right? >> My mom My mom My mom might kill you. No, I'm just kidding. Dude, >> she's a man. When she sees stuff like this, she goes crazy. >> You live with your mom? >> Yeah. What do you think? Oh my god. I'm so sorry. >> What do you think? I'm rich.
>> I didn't think >> What do you mean? What do you mean you're so sorry? >> You're in a basement. You're in the basement with your mom. >> You're in your mom's basement. That's >> He's like, "I'm so sorry." >> God, you're >> No, we don't live in a basement, dude. We have a house. >> It's a four-story house. >> You take care of her, like wipe her and >> No, she takes care of me. stuff. >> You thought the wheelchair thing was >> What?
>> Oh, you're in a wheelchair? Oh, no. >> Oh, yeah. You've known this for like what? Seven months. You've known. >> I thought that was I thought that was a troll. >> No, dude. Come on. Who trolls about a wheelchair? >> How' you How to you? >> The story was true, man. The Asian woman ran over my legs. >> An Asian woman ran over your legs. >> Yeah, I was I was sitting down on a stoop. >> Oh, you know, I don't believe this is
>> I was My legs were out. You know how you sit there with your legs out? I was on the phone. You >> drove over it. >> She came to park and she drove my legs. The didn't see. >> You didn't see her come driving up with your legs lit lit. >> Dude, you know how they are. It was a Chinese lady. Man, they don't see this >> Oh, come on. God, this is ridiculous. >> All right. All right. I'm not going to talk about it anymore. >> Okay. Please. I don't want to hear it. This sounds like a lie. >> It's very traumatic. >> I'm sure. I'm sure. I'm sure it's true.
>> So, yeah. That's why my mom takes care of me. >> Well, wow. Who wants to come up on on panel with us? I think. >> Yeah. He's tired of my stories. >> I don't want to hear about his an Asian woman running over his legs. >> It doesn't make any sense. That's >> Very racist. racist. You mean it's your story. >> Maybe she did on purpose. >> Your third leg. Oh no. Is it Was she Chinese?
>> Thankfully, she didn't hit that. >> Chinese, Korean, Japanese, Cambodian, Vietnamese, Filipina. What? >> If she hit my third leg, she would have went flying. >> She was Indonesian. >> She probably was. >> Was it you? >> I didn't see a burka. >> Oh my god. It wasn't You didn't see the burka. >> Can you imagine it was her? >> That would have been crazy, right? >> She doesn't even drive. >> That's why. Oh, not anymore. After she she hit a white guy.
>> She was DWA. >> Yeah. Oh, come on. >> I wish Marc I wish you were there when I started like yelling, "You ran over my legs." I wish you do the fake cry. >> I don't believe >> ran over your leg. I feel like running over your legs right now. >> You even drive? >> Where? I can drive. I just don't have a
car. >> You have a license and everything? >> No, I I I can get a license like in a day that I can get a license if I need one, but I I just have an ID card right now. Oh, okay. >> There's no I don't have a car, so there's no really reason for me to drive. So, >> dude, you were doing great when you had that scooter, man. You were >> almost It's almost It's almost repaired. >> I can't wait. I can't wait till It's like halfway. you finally get
>> It's almost back. The The scooter is actually like um in good shape otherwise. I mean, it's like the chain basically just came off and then I just have to screw something in the back. Yeah. Uh this Asian countries like I've done that before. I've been to Thailand. I've been to um China. Those are the two Asian countries. Oh, you went to Thailand. Did you get a lady boy? >> No, I was only 16 or 15 years old when I
went. Um, but I did see some on the sidewalk. There's like they're all lined up in these. >> Oh, they're everywhere apparently. Yeah. >> Pastel dresses and Yeah. Um, we if you go to massage parlor, there's trans in there. >> Yeah. You got to be careful. >> Yeah. But massage like five bucks. They're like really good deal. >> Yeah. You got a guy doing it. That's the problem. You got to check the merchandise.
>> I don't I don't need to check anything. I'm I'm fine with whoever rubs me. I'm not paying attention. As long as they're not they're not putting their hand down under the sheet. >> That's extra. >> I know. It cost extra. I'm not paying extra. I'm just kidding. No, here's a $100 bill. Go nuts. >> Oh,
I'm sick. >> Well, he b said he got some meth from his dealer >> a few hours ago. Wow. Well, have fun, bae. I'm sick, >> dude. It's that stuffy. >> Feeling warm. >> You got to drink something, man. >> I have coffees right here. >> Is that all you drink is coffee?
>> Yeah. >> That's not good for you. >> It feels good coming going down my throat. >> The heart is just racing all day. >> God, all day cuz I sleep all day. >> Well, you don't think it races while you sleep? But if if it did, I'd probably be awake, >> wouldn't it? >> You need one of those Apple Watch. >> Too much coffee. I drink so much coffee that it just wears off real quick, you
know? Am I okay? I have I have a kind of like a fever and a sore throat. >> Yeah. See, he's saying you got heart failure. >> I don't not have it. Come on. My heart would my heart would fail. I I have the best heart in the world. >> Yeah. You know who said that? >> Who? >> The guy who dropped dead yesterday. >> Well, I'm going to drop dead eventually. It might be a heart failure. Might be something else. But you know what? It's like I still have a good heart.
>> At least you won't be stabbed by your kids. Jesus, man. That was horrible. >> Well, that's why I'm not having kids. I'm >> You see what happens? You have a kid. You got all this money. You give them everything in the world. Turns out to be a junkie because you didn't put him to work. And then he comes home one day begging for money and he ends up stabbing you and your wife. It's crazy. >> Well, I mean, it's like Rob I mean, he's he is a like a almost like a multi-millionaire. He should be taking care of his kids a
>> Well, he was too busy worrying about little bit. Trump and crying about Trump all day. He didn't have time to watch his son. >> Well, look at him now. >> Yeah, look at him now. He's dead. >> Yeah. So, that's But that'd be a warning. Just >> Well, hey, he he doesn't have to worry about what Trump's doing anymore. >> Yeah. Well, >> meatthead. >> Yeah. Rob Reiner. Well, I mean, he was one of those like he was kind of wasn't
he kind of like annoying like about he like stop he made everyone stop smoking and stuff like that in California and stuff. I didn't like that. >> Did he say that, too? >> Yeah, he was he was on the anti-smoking like he didn't >> Oh, for sake. these people raise like cigarettes like $5 a pack or something like that. >> Wow. >> And that hurt black people the most. >> Yeah. >> Oh, come on. Stop it. >> It did. >> That did not hurt anybody.
>> Obviously, it would. >> Well, then they then they helped black people because they they stopped selling menthols and that was what that's like the majority of black people smoke menthols. And so, >> no, because it didn't help them because then they became on edge and they started committing more crimes. >> So, they more of them got locked up. Daddy, >> this sounds a little bit racist. This sounds a little racist, but it's fact. >> Well, I don't like it. I don't like the
facts. >> I know. I know. Facts suck. >> Yeah, I like I like the the fantasy. >> Yeah, Marcy, you're right. 78 was a good age to go. >> Any more than that, you're being greedy. >> Well, you know, 70s, 80s, that's that's a long life. You know, >> I don't want to be past 80
years. Like honestly, I didn't think I get past 30 years. >> Like 30. You made it. >> 30 That's the average life lifespan of a gay man is 30 years. >> Oh, really? >> Oh, wow. You're beating the >> Uhhuh. >> Oh, wow. By half, you know, over odds. >> You're doing great. >> Amazing. Yeah. I'm I'm like the oldest gay guy in the world.
Can you believe it? Nothing's fatter than an old queen, though. Right. >> You're good to go, >> right? Are you Well, Anybody interested? No, I'm just bae. What up, bae? Nobody's ignoring you, bae. What are you asking? No. No, I'm not. I'm not. >> I'm not. >> What did bae say? >> You think you think I'd be this awesome and be single? Are you out of your mind?
>> Got what? I want to see the I want to see the the woman that some the floozy with you. I mean, come. >> You want to see? I got a picture. Hold on. >> No, it's not gonna No, no, no. Don't. Don't put up Don't put up um that lady's picture. Come on. >> Who? >> Jaci. Don't put up Ji's picture. >> No, I wouldn't do that, dude. Come on. >> Oh, you won't. Okay. >> I got a I got a picture of her right here. >> Don't put up anybody's picture that you're not not allowed. I'm not ignoring you.
>> No, it's my girl. What? I can't put on my girl. All right, I won't then. >> But yeah, please don't. I mean, I don't know who I don't know who it is. Here. >> Hi. >> You won't know anybody I put up. >> Hi. >> Hi. >> Who's this? >> It's It's Rain. >> Oh, she's not my girl. >> Oh my gosh. >> I'm still confused. No,
>> what was your question? Of course. Yeah, the cats are fine. The cats are are wonderful. >> Um, >> Psyche, I wanted to apologize for that rude behavior, you know, in your last panel. >> Okay, thank you. Was that like tonight or the one before? >> Yeah, tonight. >> You didn't do anything. >> Well, >> I know, but you know, like some people
can be pretty rude and I feel bad that you know, you have to deal with that psyche. >> Amy, who was doxing? because somebody docks. I think um do you know who who's doxing the last panel? Jamie. I feel like I can't have that done. >> Or maybe Jamie was just talking about because she Jamie docks herself because we're doing her astrology. So she sent me her information. Okay. I think I Okay, that's it. I think. >> Okay. >> Sorry, Psyche. Some people are really
rude. >> Nobody docked. >> And I know I'm not I think it was just Jamie making a joke where she docked herself to me, but you know, she knows I'm safe. So yeah, I'm doing I think I'm doing her chart. Um, >> and yeah, some people are weirdly obsessed with me. It's weird. >> Well, >> sorry about that.
>> And that Yeah, Yumi was seems to be obsessed with you. She was like, she was like, oh, she's like, oh, she kept bringing up Rain and JT. She said, oh, well, what? She's like, oh, >> she brings us up even when we're not around. She's weird. >> Clumsy. Thank you for um sticking up for me. And Sam has chats today, by the way. Clumsy. I appreciate that. She's weirdly obsessed with this.
>> She was She was like, "Oh, um oh, Mr. Psyche, uh Rain and uh JT. Um they're brother or sister." And I was like, "I can't believe it." And then she's like, "Oh, yeah. Yeah." And uh >> dude, we met online. How does that make like make it
>> Are you long lost brothers and sister? make sense? >> The best Chinese accent I've ever heard. >> Incest to relationship. I don't know. >> "Oh, yeah, totally." You know, JT has a But she says, he has a white father. Yeah, we're totally related. >> You're obsessed or you're you're you're jealous of of uh of uh >> I thought JT was black. >> You're Aaron because of >> JT JT's half black, half white,
>> Oh, look at Psyche instigating. >> guys. I'm >> Do not talk about me, Mr. Psyche. >> Oh >> I was just kidding you. >> No one obsessed with the 60F on Discord, okay? Oh Is that really her? >> Is that really her or somebody pretending to be her? >> You mean I was just kidding. >> What do you mean? You don't know. You
know nothing, Mr. Psyche. >> I I was in that group. >> I was there. I saw it. I saw I was on that Discord. I I was there. >> Yeah, >> you are. >> Hey, don't yell at him. It's his panel. Don't yell at him like that. >> Since when? Since when? >> Hey, hey, hey, chill out. Chill out. Chill out. Chill out. I I was there for like a month.
>> Yeah. Since Mr. Aldi left. I know. >> Now she has a problem because you're in our Discord. Psyche. >> Are you Are you in the uh Discord the FF group, Mr. Psyche? >> I was I'm not anymore, but I was I'm not I'm not in any Discords really. I was just >> Why? Why? >> The reason >> Why?
>> I was gonna see what they were saying about me. When you when you say that I'm obsessed about JT and this monkey Rain. No, I'm not. >> Here we go with the racism. >> I You're rases. You're doxer people. You're doxing people. Rain. Your brother doxing people. People address people phone porn number.
Okay. Don't with me. Do not with me. You're not. First of all, how could he be my brother if we met online? >> Look at you. If you're really a couple, you should with your boyfriend. But why you >> We're always together. We live with each other. You dumb
>> You dumb >> Okay. You even lie about your age. You're not even 20. You're >> I'm 26, Just because you're older, just because you're like 50, it doesn't mean that you could you could come at me like that old lady. You're not. You're not. You're ugly as You ugly as a dude.
>> Oh yeah, I'm totally ugly. Oh no. >> Totally ugly. >> Yeah. Yeah, you're really ugly. That's not you. >> Totally ugly. You using This is you, Raid. >> Do not talk This is really you. >> You want to prove? You want to prove?
>> You look You look white. You look white. >> What is it? >> That's cute. Who's that? >> Look at me. >> Who's that? >> This is you, Rain. >> Psyche. Psyche. Psyche. Look what she's
doing. Psyche. Look what she's doing. >> Yep. Look what she's doing. This is your rules. >> Your rules. I was looking at the Okay, hold on. >> This is your rules. She's breaking the rules. banner. >> This is you. Yeah, that's you. That's not like that picture. >> She's putting up her picture. >> Yeah, that's totally me. NJT, you cut him out. >> Yeah,
that was you. You don't look like white. You don't look like white. >> Okay. >> I never said I was white, you dumb >> Yeah. Oh, you you're mad. You're really mad. >> How am I mad when you keep talking about us? >> Talking about us. Hey, from CB from Mr.
uh from Mr. Sensitive. You talk about us. You talk about Will. You talk about me. You talk >> I don't even mention Will, you dumb >> You dumb Mexican. >> Why you being a Grinch? >> Yeah. Yeah. It's like more racism up here for
>> Yeah. Yeah. You're immigrant. Look what Donald Trump did to you. Your people >> keep making yourself look like a fool >> You're full. Why? You have no job. Look at you. What time is it? >> 5 a.m. No job. >> And then in the morning you go to sleep. >> That's all you do.
>> Every day. Every single day. >> Look, Mr. Psyche, this is the very first time that you told me you you you talking about me. Obsessed with this poor kid. Like why you do that? I never talk about the guy pulled out a gun because he was so annoyed and it's so annoying. He pulled out a gun. I mean, it's like
>> I am annoying only for the bad people. >> Okay. Well, I just don't know why you like because you were like just focus on like things that I don't think. >> Yeah. Yeah. Psyche. Psyche were so bad. >> This is Goddess thought it not me. >> Gotti. Did you Is it all your fault? Gotti.
>> Yes. >> Gotti. See his run. He escaped. >> He ran. Oh my god. >> He started. >> I I said hi to you and you mocking my my >> I'm not a faking you. >> I was just me. I was I tried to It's like a >> I never faking here. I never faking.
Okay. >> Even about my gender. People like what you're thinking about your gender. I never said you're faking here. Here's JT. >> Not you. Not you. >> Here's JT. to re JT and Randy. >> What's going on? >> What's going on? Come get next. >> Hey, >> what's going on? >> Nothing much. How's it going with you guys? You
>> look great tonight. You're so cute. I have a werewolf edge. Sorry, R. >> Oh, >> he is cute. >> Lot of people with that. >> I want to see him all hairy in in bed. >> Yeah, you didn't waste a second, did you? Like, >> sorry. Uh 5 a.m. on Streamyard playing
online game, mocking people, doxing people, trolling people. Is that all you do? Jittered. >> Is she Are you talking to me? >> I What is she saying? >> I never I her It's her English. I think I never really understand what she's saying. >> Only you cheated.
>> I don't understand you >> cheated. What is she saying? I don't know. She called you Jeter. I think she called you Jeter. >> Jeter. Like >> Jeter. >> That sounds pretty racist. >> KT >> Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no. Yumi, you can't say that word. >> Oh, Yumi, that's not correct. >> She's breaking your rules. Psyche. >> You can't say that again. I don't I don't want to have to kick you off
because no saying that. >> Why you let Mr. Psyche, why you let Monkey Rain say a punt? >> Are you calling her Are you calling her >> That's not a racial term. I don't like a it's not a racial I think that's psych. >> You can call each other I don't care but you you don't can't call each other t a r like that's like a discriminatory. It's against >> Yeah. You know they count that as like a
protected what is that protected group. >> I never I don't have issues a protected class. >> So that's why you're not going to call her like bring up >> I'm obsessed with this Well, you are kind of You mean you are kind of obsessed with it because it's like you could just like not pay attention to it, but >> the goddess thought it >> I don't know. She used to be happy. I'm
not sure what happened to her. >> Do you mean weren't you used to be friends with everybody? I thought you >> She used to be like kind of normalish. >> I not be a friend with the fake one. >> Okay. >> I I just don't know what happened to her. >> She was a CFF and you guys fell out or something. >> I don't I really The truth is I really don't know this
woman. >> You don't know. You don't know why. Do you don't know why? >> Yeah, I really don't know this woman. >> Because he's begging me on his Discord. Is that empty now? JT >> I don't understand what you're saying. I'm sorry. Are you begging her to join the Discord? >> Yeah, you're the one. J, >> I never have I never have I asked you to come to my
>> We don't got to beg anybody to go to our Discord. He's back, >> Look, >> he's back on Facebook. >> You You used to be kind of normal. I don't know what happened to you. >> I am normal, unlike you. >> Maybe you I don't know. >> Maybe you broke character or something. I don't know. >> You play online games. >> It's so strange to me.
>> You start live streaming. You never sleep. Are you even normal? >> Uh, you're asking me if I'm normal? That's bizarre. You say that you're you're a big loser. >> Why are you talking loser in real life? Yeah. Why are you >> big loser in your real life? You don't >> You mean who are you? I really don't have a life. >> Yeah. Who are you? Who are you talking know you.
to me? >> I don't know you. >> I don't know you either. >> Then why are you so opinionated about people you don't know? Like >> Yeah. Why you keep talking then? >> I don't know what you're I don't know what you're saying. >> Give me one second. I'll be right back. I I don't understand her really what she's saying. >> You're a client. You're a clown.
I don't speak English. English is like another language that I that I can speak a little bit. What's your problem? It's not a problem, JT. I mean, the NPD, narcissistic personality disorder. Now, you be quiet now. >> No, I had to walk away. Is she still talking?
>> Yeah, I'm talking. >> What do you say? What is she saying? He said he had NPD. >> Yeah, the NPD. >> Oh, she saw an article about narcissistic personality on >> Yeah, I think she saw like an article on her Instagram or something. >> Left your Discord. You >> I don't know. Psyche. Do you think JT is narcissistic? >> Well, I mean, to be fair, Psyche doesn't really know me either too well.
>> I mean, it's like I'm I'm a little bit >> just on the on the surface level. What do you think, Psyche? >> I think everyone is. I think I really do think everyone I don't think he's I don't think he's like a bad one. And I think >> so you think so you think Yumi is narcissistic too >> the psyche doxing people phone number >> would you say she's a little bit antagonistic maybe a little maybe a
little obsessive I I would >> do you think it's good >> psyche did say that she was obsessive >> that the NPD doxing people address doxing people phone number >> doxing people mean privacy Five. >> You mean um >> can you show psyche your AI husband and
your AI baby? >> Hey, I have the video with my child and my husband. >> Unlike you, I posted in public. >> Can we talk to George? >> I met him. >> Is George since I met him? Unlike you. >> You know George is never home. >> Is George real? George Glass. George
Glass. You do. >> George Glass. There you go. >> Show yourself, JT. You >> Where have I heard that name before? I swear I've heard that. >> Bunch was Jan's big boyfriend. >> Oh, that J. What's up, Jen? >> Jen. Jen Brady. Oh, George Glass. That's That's so true. >> Yeah.
>> Working AI. >> Prove it, JT. You can't even You cannot prove it uh your own face. >> You mean I don't understand what you're saying. JT, your game is over. >> I don't understand you. >> Your game is over. Game over. Remember that. Okay. >> What is she talking about?
>> You mean playing your game? >> Playing a game. >> Like, you mean like a video game? >> I don't know. >> Well, JT does play video games. >> They do a gaming stream. >> He has a gaming channel. >> Well, Psyche was there the other day. He said hello. >> Yeah. You mean >> online game? >> Oh, that was that was nice of you,
Psyche. >> Your game being the NPD? >> Well, he wasn't feeling super well. >> What >> are you are >> you feeling better? >> Me? No, I'm okay. I'm like a little bit sick right now. >> No, I mean like No, I mean like your emotions >> emotions. My emotions are >> even even I Oh. Um,
>> did you get a cold? >> Mr. Psych. Why you left the Discord? The CFF? Are you >> I left I left everyone's I left I left all the Discords except mine cuz I was like I just need to focus on mine. >> Why would anyone take something like that personally? >> Focus on you. Focus on you. Not Not like the CFS. Uh the >> Well, he'll be back when he's feeling better.
>> Yeah. >> Focus about people when they never >> He'll be back on our Discord when he's feeling better. Don't worry. >> Or not. I mean it's not nobody's obligated to be >> nobody left somehow. JT Rain Gotti Liz Stevie Mr. Sensitive Ray one >> I Does anybody understand what she's
saying? >> Who's Mr. Who's Mr. Sensitive? >> The the one the person who exposed your on cam rain by the accident. >> Who's Mr. Sensitive though? You know, I'm Mr. Sensitive. Oh, you guys fighting again? >> Who is that? >> I just don't understand what she's
talking. I never understand her. Maybe it's just me. >> I don't ask you to understand me, JT. I know your game. Your game is over. You cannot fool me. I am too smart for you. You can manipulate people, but not me.
And for you, Mr. Psyche. If you do it again, say me obsessed with this. >> Oh, why are you threatening Psyche now? >> No, because I have no issue with him. I never talk about him. >> I wasn't really talking. I was just I was just like think saying that I don't know like cuz
>> he was agreeing that you are obsessing. >> I was that was just what I think you sound like. >> >> No, just like from an outside point of view, it looks a like a maybe a little bit obsessive. That's all. >> Which it is. >> Talk about you, JT. No one. >> No one. >> You obsess about people panel. >> I don't understand. >> You talk about us even when we're not
around. >> You begging you. You act like nothing happened when you on Miss Stephven uh stream and then you make thought about her again and again. That's you, JT. I know you're gay. >> You're gay. >> You You're gay. >> No. No. Don't give psyche false hope.
>> He's gay. That's why. >> JT, I'm interested. >> Yeah, he's a gay. >> Yeah, JT is a gay, Mr. Psyche. I I pre I pre be a friend again with you, Mr. Psyche, because you're a real one. You always go on camp. That's the way. >> You know, Psyche, before she came to your panel, she was uh saying, "Oh, I'm anti-LGBT."
>> Extremely. >> It's prove it, Monkey Rain. >> Dude, you were on our stream saying it. We can pull up the clip if you want. >> Yeah. Yeah. Go ahead. >> I mean, I just don't understand why like deny that. Like, you said you don't like LGTV. >> Why you deny about your own faith, JT? you. >> Why are you denying? >> You're against it.
>> Because she's because she's a Muslim. She doesn't like gays. >> Yeah. You said it's like against your religion or something. >> Gays. Gays is better. The real gays like Mr. Psyche. It's better because he's still a man. Unlike you, JT. You're hiding you as a gay >> again. I don't I don't
>> JT. I had an experience in college. Tell me all about it. Yeah, you're a gay. Definitely. You and Mr. Sens. >> Maybe even Mr. Gotti. You guys are gay. >> Every Oh, everybody you don't like. >> Everybody you don't like basically. >> Am I straight? >> He didn't. >> Maybe. Maybe at this point. >> Oh, she's saying that she doesn't like you, Psyche, cuz you're gay.
>> No. Who said >> No. >> she likes me? See, it's like she doesn't like maybe even if she didn't like gay people, she likes me because it's like >> because you're the real one. The real one. You never hide. >> No, I don't. >> Oh, like like buddy buns like uh who is who else? >> He doesn't know that. >> Nobody knows who you're talking about. >> Buddy Bonds. >> Yeah, buddy Bonds.
>> You mean can you just like I don't know. Can you just be normal? >> Are you even normal? >> Can you act normal at least on a panel? >> Hidden gay. Hidden gay. You hidden gay. Are you even normal? >> You mean you hate gay people? Remember? >> No. >> You don't remember that? Gay is still a man.
>> Yeah, but you you hate gay people. >> I don't like transgender. I don't like lesbian, >> but I have a friend. You really know Alex. So, >> no. Psyche is not your friend. You're just using him for your for his panel. >> No. No. I don't use You use >> You use You use anybody, dude. >> You use use anybody.
>> I mean, maybe he wants to be used. That's his That's whatever. But you mean I just need you to make sense. I don't understand. Come on. >> I don't use I'm not here like every day on Mrs. Psyche. >> We like Psyche. So what? >> We Who are we?
>> CF CFF. We like Psyche. >> It's you. Maybe >> Psyche was in our Discord. He's part of CFF >> on Discord. Not on the group. >> He is part of our group. >> No, >> he's part of our group. >> He's the CFF priest.
>> He decided to laugh. Monkey rain, stop lying. Even Mr. Aldi left. >> He'll be back. >> Who will back? >> Like will be back. >> I left a >> No, Mr. Psyche will not be back. Even >> Yeah, he will. >> No. Yeah, he will. Begging him. You use him.
>> Nobody's begging him. >> Yes, you were. when >> you Yeah, right now. You're hoping you're hoping that he will be back. >> How are we begging you dumb >> Look at you monkey face. >> Oh, getting racist again. Okay. >> Yeah, I am racist. >> You are racist. >> She just admitted it.
>> Yeah. >> Well, I mean, finally. Jesus. Not that it wasn't obvious for a fake like you, Monkey Rain. Even Miss Miss Phoebe unlike dislike you watermal monkey, >> I don't give a who likes me or who dislikes me, >> Yeah, >> you mean um where does all this hate come from? From where does all this hatred come from? Yi, you're a very
hateful person. Why is that? >> Yeah, from your game, JT. >> You're hateful because of me. >> From your game. Manipulating. >> Why do you speak like this? I don't understand. >> Why are you acting like this? This is not Hollywood. >> Hollywood. >> Stop. Stop laughing. Okay.
>> You just sad. Mr. Aldi laugh. Mr. Psyche laugh from your Discord. You just >> And we don't care. We don't care. >> Oh, really? But you wish back. >> You wishing that Mr. Psyche will be back. You guys crying. >> No, we're not wishing. We're stating he
will be back. >> Huh? Yeah. You begging. >> See, you you're making Paige upset. >> I don't care. >> You don't care. >> Yeah. >> Why not? >> She disliked me. I don't care. >> Well, you got you're kind of making it
hard for people to like you. I have an issue with the uh >> with a lot of things apparently >> and you >> have an issue with me. >> Yeah. >> Who are you >> then? Who are you? >> I am nobody to you. Who are you? >> Who are you? Who are you? >> I didn't even do anything to you. I don't know why you have an issue with
me. >> You're the big issue, Rain. >> Why do you have an issue with me though? You mean >> same as like your brother? What is your issue with me though? >> Can you say that? >> Yeah. Because you being because you're being a catfish, >> you know. >> Oh, I'm being a catfish. Okay. >> Catfish.
>> Well, you have a Well, you have a cartoon avatar on. >> Well, she has an AI husband and an AI baby. >> AI? This is not AI. This is my face. You want to see my face? This is my face. >> No. Nobody wants to see your face. Uh, >> hope no. You wish. It's you don't want to see my face. I always go on cam.
>> No, it's okay. We We don't >> You only You only on the cam by the accident. People know it. >> Even Sir Billy. >> Sir Billy. Didn't you say he was anti-Muslim? Isn't that the reason why you don't like >> I don't care, JT? I don't care. That's That's my my That's my problem with That's sort of the problem with me. Has
anybody ever told you like you're >> Billy doesn't even like you? >> Like has anybody ever said that you you have like a very neurotic personality? >> Do you think I I I I enjoy the drama that she may >> I do. I think you really do. >> No, you do. Yeah, because you're not abnormal. You You don't You're not normal. Di >> Well, Yumi, you've been complaining the entire time you've been here. I haven't
heard you say one nice thing, one positive thing about drama. You created the drama. But >> she's never She's never positive about anything. >> You're very negative. I don't understand why you're so negative. >> Uh Rain, >> do you even positive being a catfish with much of filter like that? >> H >> I'm always positive. >> You're not.
>> You're a very negative person. I don't Why are you so negative? >> Yeah. Only for you. The CFF circus friends forever. You guys are from >> You're very You're very unhappy. You're circus. very negative. clown. No job. >> Don't you want to be Don't you want to be happy? >> Always on YouTube making fun about
people, doxing people. That's all you guys do. And when Mr. Ali came back to my panel, he told me everything what you did to him. >> What we did? >> What did we do? >> Wait, L is a groomer. What are you talking >> That about? >> he's a groomer. I don't want to say the other word. I don't want to say the P
word, but we'll just say he's a groomer. >> Okay. You're really sad because people left your Discord left. >> We didn't do anything to LD and he doesn't even care. >> Discord, we prefer to keep it small. Why not? >> Rain, you insult his girlfriend
on stream. >> Who's his girlfriend? He has lots. >> You know who? I have the video. Someone send it to me. No, I don't know who. >> Keep keep lying. Deny like like you deny about your you the real you look. >> Are you talking about the 15year-old you was talking to?
>> 50? No, she's not. >> I said 15, not 50. You dumb >> Called LB5 for a reason, right? >> No, it's not. >> Ask around. Lift. >> Not about her. I don't know her. You're talking about the teenager he was
>> No, she's Oh. Oh. Oh, you act like a You talking to. act like you you like a 15-year-old black girl, right? I can play it. I can play it. >> He was talking to a 15year-old black >> I can show it to the girl. Yeah, >> You know, there's a clip floating around about LD talking to a 15year-old.
>> Not that it's of any real consequence, but yeah, I I know that you support that. I mean, Not his >> You mean you were talking to a 9-year-old? >> Muhammad sleep with a nine-year-old as well. Like he had like a nine-year-old >> What? wife. >> She wor she worships Muhammad. >> Yeah. So what? >> Well, Muhammad had a 9-year-old for a wife. So it's a
>> Why are you guys woriing? >> He didn't say the P word. It's like >> Why you guys say Why are you guys woriing? >> That's you. I don't worship a man that has a 9-year-old for a wife. >> You You worshiping uh You worship to me, Rain. Oh, thank you. I'm a god for you.
>> Uh, no. I worship the real god, not you, weirdo. >> God, >> Mr. Gotti, you never go. You never go to the church, Rain. You always go on. You're always on Streamyard every day. >> Yeah, because you know so much about me, Yumi. You know so much about me. Please tell me. Please tell me everything about my life, Please tell me
everything about my life. >> Well, if I ever need, you know what? If I ever need to learn something new about myself, I'll just go to Yi. >> Okay. Look at you. What the >> Exactly. >> If I If I ever need like some self-discovery, like I'll I'll >> You guys You guys like a lying like you guys like act like a couple on YouTube. But you guys >> We are a couple.
>> No, Rain. >> How are we siblings when we met online? >> Understand JT, you look oldense. You weirdo. >> She has like a AI baby. She has like a whole AI family. >> You're not even You're not even 26. You must be 40. >> She has like a like
>> the way the way you on cam by the accident. You look 40, not 26. >> Yi. Um, a lot of people think you're in your 50s. >> Who the hell are you? Why you get talking to I don't know you.
muted. They're muted. >> Okay. Well, it's it's kind of repetitive at this point now. >> It's pretty redundant. Imagine >> imagine you bitching about everything.
We don't have to imagine it. >> This idiots like a JT and Monkey Rain do nothing for their life only >> you love the >> join join on people panel using people like >> she has not notice she has nothing else to talk about. >> Yeah. Yeah. Unlike you, Rain. You catch
fishing people here. >> Psyche. How was your day? >> It was okay. I didn't I slept all day, so I just had I've had a night. I just woke up at night and I >> You just woke up >> um like earlier like probably 7 p.m. >> Oh, okay. >> Yeah. >> And Mrs. Thank you for Thank you for
talking about me today. >> You're welcome. Yeah. >> You say you're welcome. >> I wasn't Yumi. I was just trying trying to just do you and uh >> I was trying. >> Oh, is that why she's conducting herself like this? She's upset with the host. >> Who the hell are you JT? I don't know you. >> I don't know who you are. >> Yeah. Yeah. Why you keep talking? I'm
talking with Mr. Psyche, not you. Why you so obsessed? >> Okay. Okay. Yi. >> So Psyche was talking about you. Not like you make that real hard to do. >> A while ago, do you think? Do you think I I subs your channel? But you talking about me a while ago. >> Me?
>> Yeah. >> What' I say? What? They upset you. >> Oh, you forgot. >> You're obsessed with >> And I'm for I mean, is that even talking at this point? It's kind of like just making >> I don't obsess. I don't obsess. >> Kind of just like making an observation. Really? Like a little bit. You are a little bit obsessed with too jobless using you because >> you never know where we work.
>> You don't know anything about us. You don't know a goddamn thing about our >> There is no panel where to go. That's life. why >> you don't know what we do. >> Here. >> That's why Oh, >> we're here because we like to hang out with psyche. >> We Who are we? >> JT and I dumb >> I don't know. We're two people, right? Like, >> oh, you're so mad. >> Yeah, you know, two people as one and
not I don't have a fake AI husband. You can't. You so mad. Ai husband. No. George on my video. >> Can you say something positive? >> George on my video. >> You're a very foulmouthed Can you be normal? >> Uh, gay JT. >> Why are you such a negative? >> Are you even positive? >> Not your face. Are you even positive?
>> Big loser. You big optimistic >> Very positive. >> while she says while she keeps talking negatively. >> You do not. >> Why are you yas anybody ever said you're a very hateful >> You know what? Why Mr. LD tired about you? You doxing people. >> LD. Nobody cares about LD. >> We don't care about LD. You do. >> LD talks to 15y old and you speak to 9year-olds. So what do we have to do with each other?
>> You care. >> You do care. Monkey Rain. >> You care about LD. We don't care about LD. >> I do care about Mr. LD. >> You bring him up all the time. He's not even here. >> She's here. He's here. >> He's here. >> He's watching. >> Everyone's watching you apparently. So what do I care? >> No, you you think everyone cares about you.
>> I don't care. Who are you? Who are you talking like that? >> You mean I would love for you to learn English properly. That would be great. >> I don't need learn English, JT. >> I think you should. >> I don't need learn English from you. >> I think it would be good. No, I don't want to teach you English. >> Go to sleep. Go find a job. Do something better than people. >> I think you should learn though. Dude,
do do something better than doxing people. You make fun about Will Durant. >> Will Durant. Who's Will Durant? You make fun about >> You know him. You use him. >> You use him. >> What do I use him for? >> I have all the proof. I have all the proof about you and your sister, Monkey Rain.
>> The proof about what? >> The brother and sister. You're saying? >> Yeah, they are. >> You know, I actually have a few brothers. No sisters. >> You know what, Mr. Psychi? Imagine for the whole years I met this two of them from the beautiful piano with the waterfall background. Yeah. And this
JT name is a JT. >> We've never met this crazy woman in our in our whole lives. >> I mean, I've been around, but it's not like we know each other, right? >> Flying monkey. >> We've never seen her. >> You don't know her. I mean, no, let's just say knowing somebody. I mean, I'm familiar with who you
>> keep lying. Keep lying. Keep lying. >> I mean, why can't you just be happy? >> Beautiful piano with the waterfall. >> Beautiful piano. >> I made mistake also. >> I have a waterfall and piano. That sounds cool. >> Yeah, waterfall background. >> Oh, >> the life. >> I swear to God.
>> Keep lying. I might have to get you like um Rosetta Stone or something because this is getting out of hand. I really don't understand. >> I found that uh live chat room. >> I saw two of you. I met you. I met Bunny Buns from there too. I met Alex. So >> guys, who's Bunny Buns? >> I don't know. We don't know who she's
talking about. >> You mean keeping all the screenshot about you, Rain? You have all like screenshots about us. >> Yeah, you guys on the >> Oh, so you're not >> Yeah, sounds sounds obsessive to me. Sounds obsessive. >> Obsessed about you, Rain. You ugly as a >> Then why are you taking screenshots of us weirdo?
>> You sound You sound like a >> rain. You don't have a man. >> I feel like you're you're very unhappy, Jimmy. >> Unhappy? >> Yeah. Well, you don't sound happy. >> Yeah. Any proof? Well, the proof is the way you're speaking. You don't speak like like a happy person >> talking about people in real life,
privacy life. That's the unhappy. >> You're the one. You're doxing people. JC, Tiffany, will Duran. Who else? Uh, >> who are those people? >> And Hana. You doxing people. >> Who are those people? >> Hannah's terrible. Oh, she's Oh, so you've gotten a taste
of Hannah. >> Monkey rain. Who? Those people. >> Yeah, Hannah's um >> who support your who support your live stream. >> Psyche just said Psyche just said that Hannah's horrible. >> I mean it even if he didn't see it. I mean it doesn't change the fact like >> what what happened? I don't know what happened with with you and Miss Hannah but
>> Oh, I had to reject her. Kind of like I rejected you. Many many worst game manipulate game. Just be aware about that. >> People what? >> Just be aware about that. >> She does not handle rejection well. I'll put it that way. >> Are you saying I'm manipulative? Yi.
>> No, it's not. Not you. There's two of them. >> They use you because why? No panels accept them. >> I was on Miss Marissa. I was on Mr. We was on Mr. Wire and all Mr. Eld friends. >> Nobody cares. You mean nobody cares. >> There's really nothing to use because
it's his choice if he wants to allow somebody on his panel. >> Your brother JT begging Mr. LD to be back on Discord, but he said no. >> LD >> never again. And the way Mr. call him has a homeless. That's crazy. >> Well, he is homeless right now.
>> No, he's not. >> Yi, um, you don't sound like mentally well. Have you ever seen like a >> I have if I have mental issue working as a >> I'm just saying it would never hurt to speak to speak to a professional about that. >> There's nothing wrong with that. There's
nothing wrong with seeking help if you need it. who know's listen I'm not here to stigmatize that like you the NPD like you you will act like that like you know about people like calling Mr. Elder has a homeless when when he's not. >> He got kicked out of his house. Yeah, >> Well, I mean, he is. he's homeless. He got kicked out. >> He was talking about that. Not that it's anybody's business, but he's the one
speaking about it, right? >> Kicked out. Kicked out. >> Yes. He said he was locked out. Like they changed the locks on him like when he tried to come back home. Yeah. So, the landlord did that. >> Hey, monkey rain face. Mr. Aldi kicked out from the apartment
because he homeless. No, it's not. That his roommate take the password take the lock key or or everything. >> Yeah, he got kicked out. He got locked out. >> It doesn't mean that kicked out. Monkey rain. Unlike you. You don't have a job. What is your job? What is your job?
>> Um I have a home, >> Yeah. Live you with your parent and your brother. You mean the the sad reality is you don't know anything about it. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> You don't know anything, weirdo. >> Yeah. You're a weirdo. You're a catfish. >> I don't know why you using the society. I don't know why you guys using the
society. >> You mean why are you so upset? >> No one upset about you. >> You don't. >> You sound genuinely upset. I thought at first I thought you were joking. >> No one. No one obsessed about you. >> No. No. Not obsessed. Upset. But that too. Yeah. You have ugly teeth. That's why you never go on cam. >> That's why. >> I've been on camera before many times, >> Ugly as a Yeah, I saw it. I saw actually.
>> Yeah, I've been on camera before. it. >> Yeah, you're hiding. You're hiding from us. From me? From Miss Tiffany. >> Who's us? Who is us? >> Us. Not we. Us. >> Who is us? Who is we? >> Honestly, if you if you were this obsessive on me in real life, I probably would hide from you. Uh, Wilder and everybody else. >> Yumi is totally a stalker.
>> She's the type to be a stalker. >> Hey, hey, hey, hey. Will face. >> Kaka will expose you guys face. >> Kaka. >> Yeah. Kaka also is back. >> Kaka. >> Yeah. Kaka. >> Why is she talking about poop? >> Okay. Kaka LD.
>> Why is she talking about poop? >> Monkey rain. Monkey rain. My bahasa is not your language. I don't speak your language. I don't >> You don't seem to speak English very well either. >> I'm not immigrant. I'm not immigrant. >> Oh, she's getting racist again. Clip that. Somebody clip that. >> You guys learn English?
>> Well, the thing is you're trying to um speak to people in English. >> I don't I don't need English. >> You're on an English panel. You're on an American panel. >> I mean, I don't know. >> I speak English. Mr. Psyche, >> that's the big one. >> Me out because of this, too. >> Yeah, go ahead. I'm okay with that. You guys, >> you don't seem to be okay with anything.
Like, you're very >> okay. I'm totally okay with Mr. >> Are you okay? No. Are you okay? Is everything okay at home? >> Not two of you. JT, stop playing your game. >> I just You just don't You don't seem okay to me. >> Your game is over. You see, you claim you seem >> No one's abusing you, okay? Nobody's abusing you. >> Okay. You're using people.
>> You want to be It's like you want to be >> abused. Using people. You're using people. You're so >> You want to be >> You're so mad. >> I don't want to use you. >> Triggered now. You're really triggered. >> You're triggered. You're so empty. >> Okay. >> Yeah. Delusions. Delusions of grandeur right
>> I just don't understand what you're there. saying half the time anyway. So, I'm just gonna I'm just gonna nod my head and say yes. >> No one. No one. >> The Lulu. >> No one. You're the Lulu. >> Yi. I actually want you to be happy in your life. Is that okay? >> I am happy. >> Is that okay for for me to want you to be happy? >> Happy, D. Unlike you. >> You don't sound happy to me.
>> I am happy. >> I don't know. Chat did chat do you think does she sound like a happy person to you? I am happy. Totally happy. I always You play an unhappy person very well in life. I always share what food that I cook. That's the happy you. >> You don't sound very happy. I don't
understand. >> Unlike you. Unlike you, the NPD like you will saying about the uh the happy people like that. When the real unhappy is yourself, not me. >> Hey, Psyche, how are the cats doing? >> They're absolutely fine. Here's Rudy
right here. Hold on. I'll get over the chat. Hold on. Um, yeah, Rudy's good. Hold on. Here's Rudy. >> This is I didn't know that one of your cat had a little name like my daughter. >> Oh, Leonor. >> Lenor. >> Leonor. Oh, there's >> Hira.
>> Hi, Rudy. >> Hi, Rudy. >> Hi, Lenor. >> That's Lenor. >> Hi, Lenor. >> And Trix is right there. >> Means the lights. >> Hi, Trixs. >> And you're there. >> Say hi to the cats. Okay, don't be rude.
>> Baking. Baking. Calling the cats. >> Oh, look at Rudy boy.
Does he get brushed? >> Look how soft he is. Yeah, I brush him. >> Yeah, he looks very soft. >> He's very soft. He's like a little old man. He's like 17 or 18 years old. So, >> muted >> the NPD and flying uh the monkey. >> Oh, look at Rudy. >> They they really like cats.
>> Bor, >> we have cats. Weirdo. >> We would like though. We >> We have three cats. >> No one ask you. I don't ask you. >> Why? Why are you speaking about us? We're not even talking. >> You're faking. You're faking. You faking >> like you like you like faking liking cats when you We have three cats.
Weirdo. >> You're faking like No, >> I'm actually concerned. Are you okay? >> I'm okay. Totally. Are you I'm happy actually here. I don't fake in here. >> Oh, psyche. I like your rings. >> Oh, thank you. >> What are they like? Are they pagan
symbols? >> This one is called the the helm helm of awe in the middle. The middle one right there. It's like a It's like a Nordic. >> Nice. >> Oh, I thought it was like a like a snowflake or something. >> That one's like some gems. >> JT JT. >> That looks like a snowflake, huh? This one's a pentagram. Hold on. >> Yes. Yi. Is there something you want for me? >> JT JT
>> I love the jewels on the one on the >> index on your Discord again when she when she I like the the the >> Are you Are you feeling okay? >> The Lima stone. >> Yeah. What's your birthstone? What's What's your birthstone? Mine's a garnet. >> Um I don't know.
>> I'm a citrus. I have a >> Oh. Oh, I remember now. It's an It's an opal. >> You have an opal. Hey, Lenor. >> Is that Lenor? >> Leonor, you have a middle name like my daughter. >> Is that a male or female? >> It's a girl named Lenor. >> Oh, Leonor the light. Is that the light?
I think the meaning. I think so. >> Edgar. It's from Edgar Alan Poe. >> I was just gonna ask Edgar Alan Poe. >> The Raven. It's like But he talks about his lost Lenor. I don't know what I don't know. Oh, why >> wasn't she really Edgar Alan Poe's wife?
>> I don't know. I'm not sure. >> I think that was his wife's name. >> Sit up with me. She's sitting on my shoulder. >> Do you have nothing else to talk about? Yi, >> keep faking. >> Yi, look at the cute cat. Okay, >> you are so negative. >> Yeah, they they are real. They are real.
They are more real than you, JT. You are so negative. >> Yeah, I am negative only for the catfish like you two. Two of you. >> Look, look at the cute cat. Okay, >> notice how I try to I try to >> they're real cats >> steer it into a positive way and Yumi still has to be negative. >> There you go, Ken.
>> Where you going? >> I want honestly I just want you to to I just want you to get the treatment that you need. You don't seem okay to me. And I don't say that facitiously like you seem genuinely unwell to me. And I don't think this is the place really. I don't think this place really helps that. >> Keep playing your drama, JT. Keep playing your game. >> It's not a game. I actually want you to
>> I'm like you. I'm so proud. See, to show be okay. my my work. >> Yeah, I'm a Libra thing. >> I like you. >> So is singing. >> Oh, he's a Libra, too. >> I'm so proud, JT. I'm so proud about who I am. I I never hid it. >> Unlike you and your sister, >> you're proud of being a hateful person.
>> Yes. >> A cat is like you, JT like you. Full of gay. >> I don't think that's something you should be proud about. But okay. >> People, troying people, and when they troll you, when they dox you, you got mad so bad.
How about how are you feeling when these people mock uh already expose you and your sister? >> She can't help but say the M word. >> You didn't say the N word, did you? >> Yeah, the N word like you. >> Yeah, she says it all the time. >> She loves that word. It sounds so strange when she says it too because of
>> I don't use the N word. the accent. >> Okay, good. I like she's just saying that in front of your face, Psyche, but she does it behind the scenes. >> No. Are you using Mr. Psyche >> to hate me? I have no issue with Mr. Psyche. I never using any bad words to
Mr. Psyche. Never. Rain, you are back and forth with Mr. Psyche. I saw it all. And you >> saw it all. Are you like >> are you stalking before all of you? >> I met her. I met him from Miss Bea. >> She's the type to stop >> all of you. >> You mean
>> before all of you? I don't like you guys game. I don't like it. I never like it. >> Oh What up clums? Hi clums. >> Cool. I like clumsy. The the reason why I ignore you since last year because I can sense your game. You many >> I don't understand you. Okay. I don't understand your English. >> You don't understand me. You pretend
that >> I do not understand your English. >> Pretend you pretend that. You pretend >> I don't understand what you're saying. that >> you was on Miss Tiffany stream before Like and then you laugh at her and kick him and kick her out. That's you. That's the way you manipulating. >> Does anyone understand what she's actually saying? Cuz I swear to God, I
don't understand what you're talking. I don't understand the words. >> Katy, keep lying. Keep lying like like you never go on a beautiful piano lifetime. You and your sister were >> I love piano music. That's great. Um, does >> Keep lying, Dudor. Keep lying. That's your old name. G Tudor. That was
my username. And uh Yes. >> Yeah. And your sister said that she never go she never been there. >> She space ambient chat was the was the chat we used to. >> We've only been to space ambient. >> Beautiful space ambient chat. >> Waterfall with a waterfall background. >> No, it was a space had a space
background. >> Keep lying. Keep lying. Bunny Bun was there and he knows that. >> I don't understand you, Yumi. >> I don't know why she keeps bringing up a piano. >> The Bunny Bun was at the piano. >> Bunny Bun was at the You know what it
sounds like? Like that um Clue game like it was uh in the in the piano room with the candlestick >> with the candlestick. >> Yeah, there you go. >> You know what, Mr. Psych? This is why many letters. This is why Mr. Psych not even laugh. Why you laughing JT? It's funny yourself about yourself. >> Bonnie Bonds.
>> Bonnie Bonds. >> Bonnie Bonds. Is that it? >> There you go. >> Yeah. Bunny B. The transgender >> Bonds. >> Bonnie Bonds. >> Bunny B. >> He hit the most home runs in like >> Bunny Bonds. Bunny. Bunny. Rabbit. Bunny. Bunny. Bunny Buns. >> Hey Psyche. Hey people. >> Hey Psyche. Permission to crash out from the beautiful. Yeah, he gives you permission.
>> I'm crashing out. >> It's too late now. Now you got to debate me about this. >> Yeah, go to sleep. Uh, sister and brother, it's too late. You guys not sleep. >> I'm crashing out. >> Oh, she thinks she meant sleeping. >> She's dumb. >> You're dumb, >> You mean you didn't used to talk this
way. What happened? >> You're a monkey, Monkey face. Guatemala monkey. >> oh. Psyche. She's getting racist again. Uh >> Ah, >> bunny buns. >> I just say Guatemala Monkey is a real one. >> Who's Bunny Buns?
>> I don't know. You can't search that. Bunny Buns. The channel Bunny Buns. >> We don't know. She keeps bringing them up for some reason. Robin bunny buns. >> Is that a kind of like a like a honey bun? >> No. No. Robin bunny >> basically. Yes. >> Robin bunny buns.
>> Cinnamon buns. >> Nice buns. >> He is He is my good friend before, but I don't know why. >> Well, apparently you can't hold on to a friend. >> I don't know. Oh, I don't know why when I when I decide to talk with someone else that he didn't like it. >> That's That's so
>> Oh, that sounds like you. >> I'm surprised you maybe you have too much in common. >> Is it muddy? Oh, it's muddy buns. It's >> No. Yeah. Bunny buns. >> Muddy buns. Right. >> Robin. Robin. Bunny buns. >> Muddy buns. >> I met Robin. I met this douor and rain was from a beautiful piano with the
>> She's really is into Easter bunny buns. >> Piano players. I didn't know you had a beautiful piano in a waterfall. >> There's a There's a live chat room with a waterfall. Beautiful. Beautiful water. >> Where's that? Why haven't I been invited there? I want to hear piano music and waterfalls. >> It's a like a It's a live chat room. >> Why Why does Yumi get invited to that
with JT and Rains parties and I don't? No, I met I met I met this too from >> Dude, she's obsessed with pianos. there. >> No one No one obsessed about you. Monkey rain. >> I said pianos, not me. >> Listen. Learn to listen. >> Learn to listen for a bit. >> I think it's the English thing again. That's why I keep saying I feel like there's like a language barrier going
on. >> You blocked me since then. Uh, Monkey Rain. Oh my god, that's a name. >> Yeah, you can ban me if you want. >> Yeah, you can ban me, but don't blame me if if they they do something bad on you again, like a back and forth. >> Well, that's what you're But you guys are doing that now.
>> I cannot I cannot tolerate. >> We didn't do anything to psyche. >> I mean, I'm not doing anything now. It's >> not too bad. It's not bad. >> Oh, you forgot. You forgot the NPD. You forgot everything. You act like you did nothing. >> I never did anything wrong in my life. I don't know what you're talking about. >> What did he do? Yumi, tell what did he do?
>> What's this? >> I don't faking here. I don't faking here. I don't faking. >> But what did he do? >> I never faking here. He did. Okay, I know. But what did he do? >> Yeah, I never faking here. >> Okay, but he >> That's what I want to know. >> Thing that she's upset about though. I'm just wondering. >> I don't understand. >> I'm not upset about this too. I'm not Y what's going on?
upset. They they >> Why do you Because you know what? When I ignore this the NPD G-turn, he start typing like a flying monkey. Monkey with the what? With the call. You call him a monkey. >> Wait, no, no, no. The ones No. I think the people who who are friends with me are the monkeys, right? >> Yeah.
>> I'm the NPD. Yes. >> Yeah, the NPD. The narcissist. >> No, no, no. I'm the narcissistic personality and the ones who who do what I want, they're the monkeys. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You don't >> monkey. Okay. >> I I find that a little derogatory myself, but that's what I think that's what she's saying. >> Well, she is racist. >> I am Raz's monkey.
>> Oh my god. >> Uh yes, clearly >> she's worse than Frieza. >> From Dragon Ball Z. >> Yeah. Calling them like calling the Sans Maris. I am ras is only for you monkey face
rain keep hiding rain keep hiding this is the reason why you stop live streaming from your own channel you're using your brother JT yeah you let your brother JT because you expose yourself by the
accident. >> Oh my god. >> Some people saw you. >> Saw you. >> I want to see him expose himself. >> No. No. She's not talking about me. >> You don't know, Mr. Becky. >> I want to see him expose. >> You don't know. So you don't know. Oh, I'm sorry if you don't know. >> What? What? Me and some friends know. >> We're talking about JT's penis now, right?
>> Oh god. >> No. She's ugly. >> She's obsessed with with JT's penis. >> She doesn't look like that. She doesn't look like that. >> Yes, she does. is that you you have you had that same picture up, didn't she? Didn't she? >> Yeah. Someone someone exposed the video on YouTube. >> But but the video she looks a lot
different. I mean, as I saw the same hiden monkey, hidden monkey face. >> Oh my god. What? >> Who wants to volunteer to teach her English? >> Brain's beautiful. >> I'm not teaching English. >> Thank you, Psyche. >> No, she is. But um some you know I think that makes certain women jealous because
um >> I'm not teaching they get rejected. >> I am teaching more than that. >> A lot of yeah a lot of them can't handle rejection >> and when I share my my student faces and you keep barking like oh you don't see your student what >> I'm so proud with my job. Unlike you JT >> unlike you monkey Rain you guys hiding always hiding. >> Thank you schuma.
Y you're married anyway, right? Isn't that the idea? >> Yes. >> So, so >> why are you so fix So, why are you so fixated on a couple? >> I'm not here. I'm not here like every day, every night like you did. >> You are very busy. >> Someone come up here and like help. >> Yeah, >> I post my video. I'm very busy.
>> Yeah, somebody else come up. This is getting repetitive. Yeah, we need another another >> Mr. Mason. um >> Mr. Mason, are you there? Mr. Mason. >> Yeah, Mr. Mason is cool. >> He's in love. >> I don't know where. Miss Natty now.
>> I think Mason's in bed. >> Miss Miss Natty. Miss Natty. Miss Natty. >> Miss Natty. Oh, yeah. Well, let me see. With in England, it's about 11 a.m. So, >> is she is she in a vacation? Because I always when when when she start the live stream, >> I came to say hi and then I left because I did my job.
>> Yeah. >> And what happened with Mr. Mason? Hi, Mr. Mason. >> Mr. Mason threatened to unal alive um RG and Natalie and Gotti. >> Oh, he did? >> Yeah. At se at different times. Yeah. >> Is Is he What happened to him? Mr.
>> what happened to him? He gets very upset Psyche, and starts starts to yell >> and um because people get people trigger him >> to bring out the the monster. >> You? >> No, Mason. Mason. They start to like >> Who triggered who? >> Mason. >> The English thing again. >> They get him all mad and he starts to threaten. >> Mad at you.
>> Well, he's not mad at me. He was mad at Gotti. He was mad at RG. And he was mad at >> Oh, RG. RG. >> Yeah, RG. and a Natalie. >> Oh, RG. Are you good with the RG? >> I'm good with them. Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine with him. >> Or or RG or RG begging you? >> I like him, but you know.
>> How about How about the other one? >> Um, well, it wasn't me. It was Mason that's mad. So, he was mad at Natalie and he was mad at um RG and he was mad at um Gotti. I don't know where he is. He's he was he he was also wearing a different shirt. Um that made him uncomfortable. Yeah. >> Yeah. I Yeah. I I know the reason why
Mr. Mass uh not mad. Maybe like a >> why he gets triggered. >> You know, I saw Mr. Madison on the cam unlike RG and Mr. Gotti yet. >> You saw him. How do he look? >> I saw Mr. >> We saw Gotti. >> Yeah. Howdy. How's Gotti?
>> He hot. >> Not me. Monkey rain. >> Gotti's not ugly. >> Mr. Mason go on cam when I was on Miss Natty. >> See, he he is a goodlook guy. >> Mason. >> Yep. >> I think every >> Would you Would you ever date Mason if you were single?
>> I'm not dating on YouTube. >> He's looking for He's looking for a boy. He's looking for a girlfriend. I'm I'm socializing with people on YouTube. Not for dating, not for >> stupid things. >> I'm in a relationship. I can't say whether a guy's handsome or not. >> How about me?
>> Big relationship, huh? Relationship siblings. That's you, JT and Rain. >> Okay. You me, >> you're married and you're calling other guys handsome. Where? >> So why not? How about I call Tom Cruz? Tom Cruz is handsome. >> But George's a real mad at me. No, he's not. >> Well, his wife is going to be very upset. >> Mr. Psyche, why?
>> Yeah, his wife is going to be very upset. >> You're a h you're a handsome, too, because you're a real one. >> Thank you. >> Yeah. Yours will mad at me. No, it's not. I just say it. >> Well, well, now >> Well, it's not about the other person getting mad. It's about respect. >> You have a guess. We have a new guest. Hold on.
>> Yeah. Do you even have some respect when you always hiding? >> I respect my boyfriend. Yes. >> That was a fake Bay Clips. Bay clips. Do you have a respect? >> Your boyfriend or fake boyfriend? Your sibling? Brother, your brother. Not even your boyfriend. >> No matter how many times you say it,
it's not true. >> You're show a red rocket. Remember? >> E. I never heard I never believe with >> No. this game, these two of them. Never. Never. >> Would you ever have a threesome with JT and Rain? >> Oh god. >> You know what? Do real
>> I think she wants to do JT. >> Yeah, I think she's mad at Rain for even being >> do JT in front of Rain and like >> Oh god. >> JT, do you think you're good looking? No. Only Monkey Rain have you. If you guys really a couple, not the other one. >> What do you mean? Your your husband looks like Bud. >> Hello.
>> Your AI husband looks like Bud. >> My husband not even Butt. But >> he looks like Bud. >> What are you talking? >> He looks like Jorge is my husband. >> Well, you don't know Bud. But >> Oh, George. George Glass. >> Jorge. George. >> George Glass. >> My husband.
And this and this and and this sibling said that my husband is a butler freak. No, it's not. >> No, he just looks like him. I'm not saying he is him. I don't even think he's a real person. >> No, he's not. Okay. Bud and my my husband is totally different. >> Well, they look >> You mean how how are we how are we
siblings if >> you're not siblings? >> How are we siblings if JT doesn't have any sisters? You have s. You're the sister. You look older than JT. >> JT doesn't have any sisters. >> Yeah, because you're the sister for him. >> You mean what are you like? Are you >> What the hell? The kind of mental gymnastics.
>> You mean you're like pushing 50, right? >> What? >> You mean what? >> No, I'm just saying you shouldn't you shouldn't say you're younger cuz then you know >> because I'm young. I'm a tw I'm a 20. >> You look I'm just saying you look >> I always go on. >> You look bad. >> And I I I I I look different when I'm
not with my hijab. My hair not even gray yet. Even not in the white yet. I'm >> You are balding though. >> Balding. >> You are balding. >> Balding. >> Balding. >> Yeah. That means that your hairline goes >> Wait. Have you >> back?
>> Do you have a mirror? Have you ever ever seen your reflection at home? >> You hiding you hiding from the camera only half face. >> Imagine making up a husband and a baby. >> People people recording your your your video when you by the accident you
expose yourself. Do you have if do you have a mirror when call me as a bald one? I'm not a bald. >> You're bald. Ding. You're not completely bald. You are balding though. >> No, Rain. I'm a smart.
>> I'm a smart. That's why I have a wide forehead. I'm a smart one. I passed my double degree. Unlike you. >> I don't know why job. Maybe. >> No, it just means you look like a Neanderthal. >> You don't even know what that means.
You should Google it. >> I don't need that. I don't need that. You look more ugly than that, >> right? You don't know. You don't need education, right? You don't need that. >> Yeah. You don't have education. That's sad. >> Well, at least I know what a Neanderthal
is. >> Yeah. You You're faking with being a nice to people. You're faking that for the whole years. The first time I met you there, >> is that true? Um, Green. >> Yeah. >> What? >> All about you is faking. You You're not good with the
>> I'm not asking you. I'm asking Psyche. What did you say? Psyche. >> You've been faking it for years. Like that. Uh, >> yeah. >> Faking what? >> Faking using Stream. Uh, not Streamyard. >> Not sure. Wait, what are we faking? >> I think >> I guess we're faking using Streamyard now. >> There's a waterfall. Is that waterfall real? Tell me that. >> Yeah, I will. I can share it to you. Wait a second.
>> I want to see it. >> The waterfall is AI. >> Oh, see see she admits it's not a real waterfall. >> Beautiful. >> It's a piano real.
>> The piano she got from Teimu. >> Is it from Teimu? Um, R. Is it from Timu? Uh mimi >> hello
you me. >> Finally that shut up. >> A moment of peace. Enjoy it. >> No, I'm still here. >> Oh >> Spoke too soon. Monkey Rain, you scared?
Did I pose you? >> Yeah, I'm totally scared. >> I was actually jump scared when she went on camera. >> A lot of people were.
You hear me? Yumi. Yum. Are you Are you there? Yumi, are you okay? >> Yeah. Okay. Here. >> Are you okay? >> There. Mr. Psyche from the P private chat.
>> Okay, let me see. Yeah, I met this both and Bunny Buns and then Richard. So Richard RP 81 and also Alexo and then Keru of course and then who else? Um
James Blair like a Pablo Picasso. >> He doesn't know any of those people. >> Keep lying. You know, >> I said I said Psyche doesn't know any of those people. Learn to listen. >> You lied about Mr. Psyche. Then >> learn to listen for once. >> You and your brother were there.
>> Learn to listen, Yumi. >> Okay. You were there. >> Okay. >> Keep denying it. >> Okay. >> You're denying it. >> Learn to listen.
So anybody else gonna come on panel first place to chat with the people to socialize with the new people and then I met these two of them but a while ago they said no they never
there they were there I still remember everything. But I remember everything whatever become. Oh, sorry.
>> They got to go over now. And again, Mr. Psyche, thank you for talking about me today. >> What? What? >> But it's okay. >> What? >> It is okay. It's very okay. >> But it's okay. Yeah. You said that. >> No, it's great. Actually, >> you said that you you said that I'm obsessed with this. >> She does need a dose of reality. >> Okay.
>> No, it's okay. It's good for you. >> I'm obsessed with the two two liars. >> It's good for you from the Discord. No, I'm not. Never. >> Okay. Well, >> why? >> I never hang out with a fake one. I never hang out with the fake one. Never. >> Thank you, Mr. Psyche. Take care. >> Okay. Thank you.
How do >> What are we thanking each other for? >> Well,
>> what a basket case. >> Um, yeah. You know, as great as this has been, I think I'm gonna have to go, too. >> Where are you going? >> Oh, I'm actually doing a game stream right now. I just wanted to pop in and say hello. You're doing a gay stream? >> No, don't get too excited. gaming. >> Gaming.
>> I was excited for a second. >> I know. Keep getting his hopes up. >> Yeah. >> Anyway, that was uh that was something. All right. Thank you. Have a fun rest of your stream. You too. Have fun your game stream. Your gaming stream. I'm sorry.
>> You were feeling a bit hopeful there, Psyche. I know. >> It's okay. >> I would I would never ever do that to you right? >> Thank you. I appreciate that. >> I was just kidding. I would I was not even hating on him. I don't even know what he really looks like. >> Oh, you don't know what he looks like?
>> I kind of do. I a werewolf, right? >> There he is. >> A >> Isn't he cute? >> Yes. JT. Oh, okay. Never mind. >> It's okay. Psyche. >> Sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry. Oh, like everyone left. Why is everyone leaving?
So, anyone else want to come up or >> How many people do we have watching? >> Um, we have 30 people, it looks like. Let me see. Is there less now? And let me see. There's uh >> Oh, they're asking for the link. Psyche. >> Okay, got it. Hold on one second. We have 27 people. Here's the link. You're
welcome up on panel as long as you are nice, respectful of the rules. Thank you. There's Reani. Recani. I don't think I know you. I have to be careful about who I let up. Skumac. Schuma. Where will they be when you build the lab? Were you there when they built the ladder to heaven? Yes, I was. It's made out of bones. And uh
>> Were you there when they built the the tower of Ba Babel Babel? >> Yes, I built it actually. Oh, >> no. I was just kidding. Um, yeah. Hey, do you want to see a video I made? >> Sure. >> Okay, cool. This is called experiment because, you know, Alexander said that was her failed experiment or whatever.
So, I wrote a >> Okay, interesting. >> Experiment and uh see how you like it. Okay, hold on a second. >> Thank you, Liz. >> Hopefully you guys enjoy it. Here you go.
>>
>> I woke up stage to the lightning sky. Bolts in my spine, numbers in my eye. Doctor said, "Son, don't ask me why. You're a rough drive. God, you're a test drive. Blueprint hard, but it beats off script. They pay
top dollar just to see me glitch. Half born myth in a dead end lab science is handle with care. They never have. They don't love me. They don't hate me. They just poke me with a stick. See what breaks. See what way.
I'm an experiment. Frankenstein grin. 6 million in upgrade. Still something to spin. Part monster, part in a natural. Wind me up, laugh loud, lose control. I'm an experiment. Push the liver, pull the thread. Not a man, not a myth, just a
game in your head. I'm not real. I'm a toy. I'm a glitch you enjoy. I'm just Yeah boy. Steel in my bones, sarcasm skin. Crowd wants blood. I give them a grin.
They chant my name, then throw their stones. Build me up just to watch me fold. I was born in comments, raised by eyes, fed on judgement, trained to survive. Every laugh's a voltage spike.
Every hate threat brings me back to life. Don't ask questions. Just observe. See how much a soul can serve till it snaps. Till it sime
Frankenstein. 6 million in upgrades. Still something to spin. Hard monster part. Internet troll. Wind me up. Laugh loud. Lose control and experiment. Turn pain into noise. Put me on display for the curious boys.
I'm not real. I'm a toy. I'm a glitch you enjoy. I'm just something to play with. Say it's eyes. Say it's fake. Say it's say it's crazy.
>> You don't see the wire in my throat. You just like the way I choke. But every time you flip that switch, I learn your hands. I learn your tricks. Didn't make me human.
You made me doable.
I'm an experiment, but I'm watching you. Counting every laugh, every dare you do. You think I'm broken. You think I'm tame, but experiments learn the rules of the game. An experiment. Still standing here. Still alive in the
smoke and the snare. You can play with the fire. You can call me a toy. But monsters remember who pushed the button, boy.
>>
>> Tables go lights redject.
>> Pretty cool. I love the 80s. I love the 80s sound to it. >> Vapor wave. Okay, hold on. We have Scum here. Hold on. Scum, are you there? Hold on a second. >> It's me. I showed you my face, right? >> I was I was I wasn't looking. I was I'm sorry. Hey, how are you? >> Oh, uh I'm I'm My teeth are hurting.
Yeah, >> hurting. >> Yeah, but I am. Uh but it's you know, Sunday and >> Oh, yeah. >> or Sunday. Yeah. I had to deal with dental pain so bad when my wisdom tooth was like um came out was so bad. >> It's back there. It's back there, but it's not the wisdom teeth because >> I got all four of them out. But this is a
>> next to it. >> Yeah, it's the one that got pushed by >> Yeah, mine too. Yeah. And it was like it it. had a big hole in it and then they were going to do a root canal and then they were like, "Well, I have to have it pulled." And >> Oh, it was it got absessed. It was like, yeah, it had a big hole in it just from like a big huge cavity on it. And then it's like they were going to do root canal and then like fill it up and
stuff, but then looked at it and then it said, it was like too uh didn't have enough matt like bone matter in there, so they had to pull it out. And the >> it took it took a while so bad until they did. It was just pushing against my rest of my teeth and like it hurt so bad. Yeah. >> And all Yeah. When they and when they they put cold like when the dentist put a cold spin cold on it, it hurt so bad.
It was like one of the worst Yeah. >> Yeah. I had my wisdom teeth pulled in Mexico back in October. >> I'm going to have all my teeth pulled. >> What? >> All of them. >> Gummy smile. >> Why? >> Well, uh, well, for now, right now, I'm just going to have the back ones pulled,
but >> I I eventually uh So, they they guessed. So, I had braces, but they guessed that I'm wasn't going to have my teeth by 30 because of the size of my mouth and the size of my teeth. >> What happened to your teeth?
>> I'm now pull >> um Well, I had a tooth in my pallet. Um my my my last name is basically in in in a ancient language it means
crooked jaw. >> Okay. So, I mean, I don't know. Genetically, I'm Like, teethwise, like I got horsesized teeth and um uh >> Taylor Schwithsized mouth. >> Oh my god.
>> You wouldn't think I I have a big mouth, especially in chat. >> You know, I know that. I'm just kidding. You know, >> I came here to >> give you an olive branch because I've been mean. >> I know. I've been mean and I feel bad. >> Yeah, >> But why? But why is is there a reason
you were mean to me or or not? >> No, there was no reason. I'm mentally unstable and I have a brain injury. I mean I mean other than that uh I get I get very paranoid and I I think people are running campaigns on me now. Some people are. >> Yeah. >> But I don't think you were.
>> Mason, are you there? I was not. >> Yeah, I'm here. Yeah. >> Yeah. Here we go. >> Hi. I don't know you by the way, but nice to meet you. Uh Scum, I think that's your name. >> Looks like I'm here, man. >> Hi, Mason. How are you? >> Yeah, I'm okay, man. You're okay. You know, scum, you know, rain, you know. Um >> I don't know, scum, but um nice to meet you, Scum. It's >> like you had some problems earlier. You
said like you had to go through the guidelines and stuff like that. >> Yeah. Well, you're not going to break them. I know, right? >> No, but it's like Yeah. Somebody has to follow the guidelines is what you're trying to say, >> right? Just my just my simple rules, you know, just like not threaten somebody's life on my panel. So, >> yeah. >> Yeah. No, I know. I know you you're fine. You never
>> I never did anything like I stopped that stuff like a long time ago. Yeah. So >> you're good, Mason. You're good. I'm sorry. >> Who's that? >> Oh, so you know M do you know Mason? Mason's a good guy. Mason's a he's just he's a drummer from um from chat. >> So remember I did that with Gotti and then all sudden I I knew not better not
to do that, you know? So I stopped all. >> Yeah. >> Mason, why did you get mad at Gotti? Are you coming up to apologize too? >> Who? Me? >> Yeah. >> I gave an olive branch. That's different. >> I thought that was already done with though. I don't have to apologize. It's already been done. >> Yeah. You know, you don't have to
apologize. You're fine. >> Who are you name? I can't see your name. >> Sorry. >> Oh, I don't know. I don't I don't know who you are. >> Mason, why did you get mad at Gotti? >> Nice to meet you, though. Did you piss him off? Is that where you He's quiet. You're muted, Psych.
>> Oh, whoops. >> Oh, he went backstage. I can't see anything. >> Can you hear me? I can't hear you. I can't remember. So, I can't remember what happened, man. Like, it was wild though. >> You don't remember why you got mad at Gotti? >> No, he was like Gotti was like saying like teasing him and then Mason said, "God, I'm gonna sit t or t h r o a t." A
>> remember that Mason? >> Mason. >> No, I remember saying that. >> Why would you say that? >> No, but it's like I'm not normally like that man. >> I know. I know. I know. It was like it was out of character moment like but it was like it's a learning. >> Why would you say that, Mason? Come on. >> Uh people have, you know, people have moods, you know, sometimes. So that's what happens. >> Yeah, but you don't got to be that mean. >> No, I understand. But I
>> learning how to control his anger better. I I think I'm we're teaching him, right? We're helping. I've been over. It's like I've been getting better though, man. I'm not the same way. Like >> you got to stay calm, Mason. >> I've been staying calm. >> Uh there is that guy. >> Hey, do you like Do you like There's Scum. Do you see Scum, Mason? >> Yeah. >> Why can't I hear Psyche?
>> You can't hear me? Hello? Do you hear me? Do you hear me now? Hello? >> I can hear you. >> Is this a oneonone? How does this work? >> I don't I don't know why you can't hear me. Hold on. Let me look at your >> It's like I can hear you, man. I don't microphone. know what's going on. >> Something's wrong with your mic your headphones. >> I'm going to leave and come back. >> Hey, that sounds good. Come back. >> It's like there's nothing wrong when I hear you, though. So, I don't know
what's going on. >> I know. I don't know. Maybe something was wrong with his uh his um uh Oh, >> Mason, you need to apologize to Gotti because that was pretty mean. >> That's That's a long time ago and that's been done already. That's been over with. You apologized. >> Yeah. Him and I have been cool ever
since like that happened. >> I can hear I can hear rain now. >> You hear me now? >> Yeah. That's weird. >> Hi, Scum. I don't know you, but nice to meet you. >> Yes. Hi. Uh, I used to talk to you back in um chat way before. >> Scum A. Scum A was my name with the
anarchy sign. >> Oh, I don't remember. You said nice things to me. Uh I I I couldn't even speak well, you know, at the time. Like brain up. And >> when I'm in that situation, I was
vulnerable. And anytime someone was nice to me, it was uh you know, >> dude, it it's cool. Don't worry about >> There's someone named Lieutenant in the it. in the room. >> Yes, that's me. Hello, Psyche. Um, I spoke to you the other night on Trials. >> Oh, hi. How are you? Nice to see you. >> Oh, Trials.
>> Yeah, Trials. >> I love Trials. >> I'm all right, thanks. Yeah, I was just getting set up for the day uh because I'm basically doing some music production um as a bit of a hobby. And I saw that you were live. So, I thought, oh, listening. I'm just having a coffee before I get started. So, I saw the panel. I thought, "Okay, I'll quit."
>> Hello. >> I do have um if you want to see some of my music, I um I do like all the you know the the >> You do you do the tarot cards, too. So, I tell her about >> I do. She knows. Well, I I did tarot on that show, but I think that she's not too into tarot. But um she might >> Well,
>> well, I'm into um questioning and challenging objective claims that are made by anyone, right? So, it's not necessarily about tarot or you might see me um challenging people who make claims who are coming into life from the
Islamic point of view, right? Um because predominantly they're the ones going around making objective claims. So, if someone makes an objective claim, I like to challenge it. And this is something that I've developed by supporting the big nose of London, who I would say is the kind of challenging objective claims. The big nose of London.
>> The big nose. Is that >> Yeah, that's his name. >> Prince Charles. >> No, that's not Trials. Uh, but Trials knows that you're >> talking about King Charles now. >> King Charles. >> Oh, King Charles. >> Yeah. What's your name? >> The big nose. Who? Who? Who you talking
>> The big nose of London. He's an uh he about? goes to Speakers Corner at Hide Park and he challenges objective claims. And he does that online as well on his YouTube channel. >> And so I've supported him throughout all the time that he's done that as his moderator and co-host. And so I've been
developing skills by watching what he does and learning from him. So that's more what I do. It's not that like I go around chasing town. No. >> So you're um you're like a Christian debater. >> I wouldn't call myself Christian. No. >> Oh, okay. What what how would you describe yourself?
>> Um I wouldn't say I'm a debater. There's a difference between debating and challenging objective claims. >> You would love Ghost. I think you I think you and Ghost would have a great cat. >> Go like if you had to if you corner. >> But like so like if you had to like briefly explain your worldview to people, how would you describe that? >> Um
I aim to find and reveal the truth in all that I come across in order for me to understand it and know how to proceed in life which is only now. >> So I guess what it's about. What's funny, Lieutenant, is that um like my my demographics, it says like um I have mostly male audience, which is rare in a
tarot show, too. But also that my audience is truth seekers. Like most of my audience, >> that's what it's about, though. It's about the truth. Yeah. Telling the truth like that. >> People typically are seeking something when they reach out to tarot and other things. They're typically experimenting on things, aren't they? Trying to find something that they know that they're lacking. And I have a lot of people here
that are not even don't even like tarot and things like that. I mean it's like because I have open panels. I actually have the one of the most unique shows where it's like I have an open panel with like the drama and then I have um you know I do tarot and that's like there's not another show on YouTube like that really >> that I've come across. Right. So >> it's a unique show. It's just like you know >> it's like different.
>> So like do you believe in God or anything like that? I have a relationship with God and I've had that since I was a very very small child. Yes. And for the record, it's not from any indoctrination or anything like that cuz there was and I'll quote unquote my own uh father none of that in this house.
>> You like to do different things on your channel, huh? So different thing. >> Hi. >> Well, yeah. Currently on my channel, I'm uploading all of the Big Nose of London's content just in case anything happens to his channel. I was going to set up a Big Nose London 2.0, but then it's like two channels of manage if he
goes dark and never returns online, right? Um, and I thought that'll be too much. So, I thought, right, I'm gonna because um I did a lot of his editing for him, so I've got all of his content. So, I'm uploading them into my channel at the moment. So, they're going to be in there in the videos section, but I'm also making my own music uh using AI
predominantly. Um but I'm trying to develop skills skills to not have to use the AI. >> Very good. >> Yeah. And soon I'll be um hosting my own panel discussions maybe once or twice a week. >> I was just gonna ask you, do you do >> Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to cut you off.
>> That's okay. Um, so I was going to ask you, yeah, like do you do panels? >> Well, I have done in the past, but um, it wasn't a regular thing. It was just, oh, something had happened at a protest in London or something. So late at night, everyone wanted to get together and discuss what had gone down in central London that day or something like that, right? So, it was nothing
structured, but eventually I am going to want to be going topic based like pick a certain topic and thrash that topic out whether it's something biblical, something from um Islamic text or any text or even nothing like system of belief related. It could be
anything but topic based. Yeah, eventually I want to do that, but like I'm just taking my time having fun with YouTube at the moment. >> Okay. >> I'm using it as more as a wellness tool and developing my skills. But when I get a bit more serious about it, then it's going to be right this night and this night I'll be doing a topic and that's
it sort of thing on top of everything else that I'm doing. >> So So you like to do open panels and tarot cards? Like that's pretty much >> I do. Yes. You know I do, Mason. You know I do. It's like, >> well, what else though? Psych. That's it man. >> No, I do. I mean, it's like, you know, the the cats are here. I'm here. I like to be funny. I like to talk about other stuff. I like to do the music, too. So, I have a kind of a variety show.
>> I showed you my drums. Like, that's part of something, I think, when I come here. >> Yeah. Mason's We're having a a musical theme show, too. There's a lot of people that love music and my demographics, too. I have a I have a great 18 to 35 demographic, too. So, it's pretty pretty uh desirable for like a YouTube host to have that that demographic.
Um, yeah. So, what kind of show will you have? Uh, Lieutenant, >> you're gonna have the just the debating or not debating, sorry. Um, >> well, discussing and thrashing out certain topics. That's the angle that I'm leaning towards the most. >> And archiving >> as I Yeah. archiving the big nose of
London's in the video section. But when it comes to doing panel discussions, that's what I'm thinking I'm going to do because I want to develop my skills. Like I've learned a lot from the big nose of London about critical thinking and how to challenge objective claims to make sure you capture all the truth. Um, and so it gets very much like trying to
find a needle in a hay stack. So it can be difficult just getting to clarify certain points. And of course in an argument there's always a lot of points that are made. So it can take quite a bit to dissect just one sentence, right? Because a lot of people I find don't understand the definition of the words that they're using.
>> Right. Well, a lot of stuff is like unconscious. You know, there's like the a lot of people are on autopilot in a certain way. >> Well, exactly. So, they're just opening their mouth and letting the wind the wind rattle their tongue. They're not actually speaking themselves. there's something else going on and we need pe you know >> if you look at the state of the world right there's a lot of chaos okay if we
were more present if we were more conscious if we were more proactive about anything and everything there'd be less of that chaos because we'd be more um well democratic the word democratic comes from the word damon which is all about um your own So, um, good
conscience, making decisions made on your own good conscience. Well, people aren't doing that. They're just like you say, autopilot, like they've been programmed with something and off they go. That's all they're doing. They're not actually alive almost, you know? >> So, I think when when when you when you try to get in at these objective claims, this is why I think it's fabulous what
the big nose of London does. Um, it really does wake people up. It gets their brains starting and a lot of people um observing systems of belief like say for example Islam but there's many others as well they're just programmed into it and they're not living and they look so sad no matter
how much they smile and it's hard >> yeah the Muslims like Yumi >> Yeah. And I think like when you see that to let that go by and not try to do anything about that would makes me complicit in that and it I just can't do it. So I have to question
>> you know and I don't want them any harm to come to them. I think it's an evil ideology, right? But I don't think I don't want any harm to come to those people. And obviously because they're sleepwalking, anyone disturbing that sleep, oh, you're evil, you're against them, you're Islamophobic, all this nonsense, right? But no, I'm just trying to challenge an objective claim in the
hope that they too will start to challenge it and question what they've been indoctrinated with. You know, a lot of people >> start to search the truth themselves. Sorry, go ahead. Sorry. Um, I was just going to say a lot of people don't like to be challenged, especially, you know, like when it comes to their beliefs. >> Yeah.
>> And, you know, it makes them pretty close-minded to a lot of things. And I think it's just sad. >> Yes, it is. And I I find this is a telltale sign that their belief system is not on solid foundations because what are they afraid of? Let people question it. if it's the truth. Right.
>> Right. >> Exactly. >> I've always questioned >> no matter what. Sorry. Go ahead. >> I've always questioned religious text. >> Right. Go ahead. I'm sorry. >> You know, I'm just saying I've always questioned it. I've always asked, well,
and that doesn't sound correct. you know, they how can uh how could they build that tower, you know, >> the ark and stuff like that and then >> Yeah, it doesn't make sense. The animals went It sounds more like a genetic experience. >> Like maybe they're like stories like
with like >> No, there's it's a it's an ark is a a UFO. The ark is a UFO. It was basically floating above the ocean, you know, kind of thing. >> Yeah. >> Noah was uh obviously
>> um you know, I don't want to get into that. He was 400 years old. You know, no human was that old. >> Well, yeah, exact. Well, maybe they looked at the they measure time differently or something like that. I don't know. But, you know, it's like you can like >> come up with the devil's advocate explanation too for everything. >> But it's like, yeah, it's just blind.
But people that are just blindly told this is what you're gonna go to hell if you do this and this. It's like, you know, gay people understand this because we've been told we're going to hell and we're evil and all this stuff all our lives, you know. So, >> you're born with sin. You're >> Well, no, I don't believe in that. I'm a Christian, but I don't I don't say I don't tell people like, "Oh, you're going to hell because of this and this." No that's
>> you're going to hell just for being born. Adam and Eve did the sin first. >> Well, well, no. I mean, if you believe in the worksbased salvation of the old covenant, then that would be the case. But we're in times of new covenant according to Christian texts. Okay? And I myself, I'm born again. I don't define
myself as a Christian because I don't I haven't joined a religion. All right? But I am a child I am a child of God as God calls me that. >> And what you're saying about um the texts I I agree with you. You can't take them at face value. They do you know you you open the first page and what does it tell you? It tells you it's a version or
a translation of. Right. So it's not the original. Okay. And so how many times has it been a version and a translation of? So there's a lot of different interpretations. And then there's your contemporary understanding compared to the ancient um Galileans culture which has a completely understanding of those
texts, right? And the words used have a completely different definition back then compared to what they do now. And the people who lived those culture, that culture back then, there is a small percentage of mankind alive today who still live that culture and who still
speak that ancient Aramaic that is their um their mother tongue and they say that the contents of those scriptures a lot of it is idioms so cannot be taken at face value. So when someone's saying you're going to hell because of this blah blah blah blah blah BS. >> Yeah, I don't agree with that.
>> Talk to God. Talk to God yourself. >> Right. God does not want you afraid. >> When I died, um I was told that I was not leading a path that was righteous and I needed to fix some things, but I
was doing all right. >> Yeah. I needed to fix some things, >> but other than that, I was doing okay and I wasn't gonna kill myself. >> that was weird, right? That's the >> Yeah,
weirdest thing that I could take from when my death and that's it and I went through the whole going through your life and you know the St. Peter thing you go through your whole life
and not a split second it's like a dream and then I was on drugs so you know who who knows how much of that coma was coma dreams drugs you know and then the DMT hit rush of death 20 minutes of death
which I was pronounced clinically dead for 3 minutes and then 17 minutes or some >> Okay. >> It's a weird thing to see. Um, but that's when I started becoming religious. Um, like really I'm believe in God and some higher power. I don't know.
>> Okay. >> So, hang on. Hang on. when you say religious. Okay. Because there's a difference between >> uh becoming religious and >> um engaging with a belief. >> Yes. >> Okay. Like to be religious means that you're doing something repeatedly and
strictly and >> as much as possible without fail. Right. There's a difference between that and having a relationship with something like what I would call God to make it easier, but I find his name. >> My relationship wasn't strong before. If it wasn't before, it sure as hell is now.
>> Okay, >> that's the that's what I'm talking about. And um and I feel like I can >> I something about you know I don't know you it it feels like I I grew up 20
years and that month that I was down you know and I came back a different person you know. >> Yeah. I'm still the same person, but my left and my right cortex don't then they
don't communicate correctly. And that's shown in my walking ability and my sight. Although my both are getting better, the walking not so much,
but I'm I'm bit I'm able to do more things and I'm able to talk better. If ask Psyche, he talked to me a year and a half ago. I I definitely talk better now. >> Yeah. You you speak faster now. >> So you you say your brain your brain is
like you have like brain damage. Yeah, I have brain damage and my occipital lobe and I have uh cortical blindness. >> You you had an accident, right? That like >> Yeah, I had an asthma attack that caused me cardiac arrest. Oh, so your brain was like, were you
>> Yeah, I I had a cardiac event, you know, like like some people they they don't have somebody working on you CPR was. And you know, that's what I was luckily in the room with my
wife. So, >> lucky you. Yeah, I am lucky enough to have a a lot of things in my life. >> Well, I'm glad you're you appreciate that. >> And the enoxic brain injury being like
I'm talking and walking well with a walker, you know, barely. But, you know, I'm here. I'm definitely Sprite, you know. But this is what I'm talking about. The rel well you say religious.
I'm just using the word religious as an easy word. But if you I've talked to psych about um so many different uh esoteric things that aren't Christianbased. Um, that's what I come here for is the
open minds that you know JT and Rain usually have open minds about this kind of stuff. So, I feel comfortable being on here now, but sometimes it gets kind of wacky.
>> Well, yeah, it does. >> I I like Psyche's readings. He used to do way back say >> used to read books. >> Books too. Yeah. >> But uh >> that more. >> Yeah. >> I just been on a lot less. I just when
I'm on I have the guests on and then it's like you know eventually I fall asleep or you know I have to end the show or something. But I used to read books and do a lot more cards. But, you know, I'll get more into it as I continue with the show. I'll do other things. >> Wait, Scum, we know you from Ambient
Space Chat. >> No, I know you from here. >> Huh? I don't remember speaking to you. >> Scum A. His name is Scum A. I haven't seen him on panel for a while, but he was here a few months ago on He came up on panel. He was >> I come up as uh I used to make my name different things. I don't remember.
>> And you're a streamer, too. You've been streaming. So, >> uh when she said trials that they got a fun podcast. >> Yeah. Trials and lemon. Yeah. >> Trials and lemon the other day and he was so gracious and like let he like invited me right up. >> I can catch them. >> Did some readings um for the chat and
for him for him and he was really really nice and uh just trials was there. So, he's uh always welcome. Did I lose everyone again? >> Hello. Is everyone there? >> No, we're here. >> Can hear you all. Yeah. >> Okay, good. >> Yeah. So, he was really really cool though. And uh that's and that's where Lieutenant I met Lieutenant there and uh
she's been nice enough to come today. So, it's a I really do need to network more because people really will will um like you know want to come to the show and say hi and stuff. I hope you're having a good time. Um Lieutenant >> Yeah, Lieutenant seems like a cool chick. Like I like her. Yeah, I'm enjoying it. Yeah, I enjoy just uh sitting chatting and meeting new people and finding out where where they're
coming at things from. For sure. But Trials is such a gentleman. I know him because he used to come to the Big He still does the Big Nose of London channel and that's how um the Big Nose of London and I are acquainted with trials all online. Of course, we've none of us ever met each other in real life. I've never even met the re the big nose
of London in real life. I just I support him because I think what he does is spot on. Exactly what's needed in these difficult times right now, certainly in London and the UK. >> Yeah. You guys got um some issues.
>> Yes. And then the is it I I don't follow I'm see I have I am an American but I have come from a family that is mainly Scottish and
Irish. >> Okay. not without um pride and I am very much UK as a UK United Kingdom. >> Yeah. even though my family isn't and
and I have I have my issues, you know, because I grew up, you know, supporting a certain way and then I'm looking into religion and I'm on a religious path or a path of
finding a church and finding a uh routine as you kind of say um >> uh something to to to fulfill my life too. Um because of what maybe
maybe and I also meditate so I do a lot of I guess exploring the conscious mind. Uh so I see I see some crazy Um especially with the occipital brain
injury, I feel like I think I feel like I have superpowers and uh in a way either I'm watching um changes or I'm watching patterns and I'm able to dictate the pattern but I'm able to see
certain I feel like I can dictate the near future precognition, but it I know it's not true. It can't be true. I'm not a precog. I I'm just noticing, oh, that person's going to end up, oh, they're in jail. Oh, okay.
You know, like >> Yeah. But is that more about possibilities and probabilities as opposed to actually seeing something? Yeah, >> I'm not perseing anything. Could can I just interrupt what um because you mentioned meditation. I'm curious um what's your understanding like what is it that you do when you you meditate?
Could you describe that please? >> Well, I'll throw on either like uh binaural beats CD or you know I got the you got Apple Music >> sounds on. Yeah. >> Yeah. You put the sounds on the certain hertz.
>> Okay. Or you do um I'll do even in uh the Bible in virtual voice, fall asleep and then have crazy dreams about my
past and past people and dead people. And it's really come into play in the last since I had my accident and it's a trip. >> Okay. So that's the brain processing the information. Yeah. And there can be stuff that's possibly stuck in the
amygdala, right? I have that stuck. There's stuff stuck in my amygdala and it flashes back until I process it, right? That's what's called PTSD, right? So, there could be stuff that's stuck in your amygdala that you haven't processed. Um, it might not be that distressing, but it's weird when you've got a load of other information processing itself while you're asleep.
You're like, "What kind of a dream was that, man?" >> Yeah. And I'm taking uh neurological drugs and Parkinson's drugs to keep me from shaking cuz I have uh Lance Adams syndrome which is the debilitating. It
has myoclonic jerks. So out of nowhere I'll just seize up like um I that's why I can't walk. So, if I were to be walking and it's like a seizure, but I'm conscious. You know, people that are having seizures
usually black out. I'm conscious the whole time. >> Oh, that's horrible. >> Yeah. Well, what's great is I used to be a skateboarder, bicyclist, and did crazy and uh pit punk rock pit circle
pits and all that. So, I know how to fall. So, I feel like falling isn't the problem. It's more like me being 280 pounds and 6 foot two and it falling
that size. I need to lose some weight maybe and then learn how to tumble better. Um, I feel like tumbling, I took tumbling in very young school, so I just figure out
tumbling and roll roll with it. You know, uh, I know I'm 38, but doesn't mean I can't be flexible. skateboarding, you know, you break your people that with Lance Adams, they break their bones yearly. >> Yeah.
>> So, >> yeah. So, going back to meditation, um, not the kind where you're listening to something and you go to sleep, but I mean like a deliberate meditation, what is your understanding of the word meditation? Like what is it that you aim to achieve? Do you do you try to empty your head? Do you to settle down my
anxiety. >> Okay. And so I I assume that there's a wide variety of different techniques that you use, meditation techniques. Um, are you talking like say a mindfulness thing where you focus on an item or you
focus on a particular idea and that takes you like it gets all of those fleeting thoughts and whatnot that's causing your anxiety to just process and calm the down so you can be more grounded sort of thing. Are you doing a more grounding mindfulness experience? >> No, I wouldn't say that. I fall asleep
every time. >> Okay. So, it's about getting after sleep because the word meditation I've found um actually means deep contemplation. Like it's even in the Bible and I've done a word search on that to go back to its root as well. And it's saying to meditate on his word meaning to deeply
contemplate his word. A lot of people I've found um understand the word meditation means to try and empty your head which >> obviously leads to distress because head has the brain has to keep on functioning and therefore you have to keep on having thoughts otherwise you'd be like brain dead you know there's something wrong if those thoughts aren't whether you like
them or not you've just got to learn how to deal with those kinds of thoughts and let the them go by and stuff like that right but they have to occur it. So, I I become quite alarmed when I hear people saying, "Oh, yeah, I'm trying to empty my head." Because I know that that ends up in a psychologist's onetoone talking therapy and a very distressed
>> I don't want to have to go to a psychologist's man, you know, like I wouldn't have I don't want to have to go. I It'd be nice to just dump it out. >> Some people can process it. >> It's awesome. Yeah. Oh, but if you need to do that, then do that. I'm not speaking against that,
right? Like there's times where I've had to reach out and I've had to have therapy and it's been appropriate and at the moment I don't need it, but in the future I might need it again. Okay, I'm I'm not against that. just saying that >> going off some people's understanding of what it is to meditate they end up ill because they think that they have to
achieve an empty mind a silent mind and that's not how the mind works it's not >> no I agree >> can't have a silent mind and they're aiming to have that silent mind without an understanding right they become deeply distressed when they can't
achieve believe that and so they end up in a psychologist's office sort of thing needing help. Yeah. Because they've they've taken on a very unhealthy understanding of the word meditation. >> So that's why I'm asking that. Do you uh
believe in demonic possession or uh your soul as or your body as a vessel? >> I have I have experienced um spiritual
experiences. That's all I'd like to see on that thus far. Yeah, >> I've experienced >> because how to articulate it is something I haven't gone down the road of fully yet. So that's all I'd like to say. I don't want to misrepresent what I've experienced and therefore be part of someone living some kind of deception. So when I when I've got that
right in my head, then I'll I will elaborate. Unfortunately, I did my research and I found out what I experienced was Jin. And what Jyn or what it was seeming like Jyn,
but they also it seems like abduction of some kind of abduction sort of situation where my body was frozen in place. I was picked up and
brought through the wall. My grandfather found me outside multiple nights. Plus, I was a sleep walker, which was strange. And this was pre I was pre five years old.
>> And this is stories. And I remember the as the jin. I remember that as complete terror for up until I was about 25 when I started to research it. >> So what is jin?
>> Jin is what the Bible calls uh smokeless fire or or burn the burning bush, right? Would be jin or um Muslims call it a demon of some sort. >> Yeah, I was going to say, isn't that
like an evil spirit? >> Yeah, demon. Muslims call it demons, but they call it jin could be muslims think it different things. Uh, you can piss on a tree after dark and get a jin
come after you. Um uh it's meant to scare children I guess sometimes to into doing good but I this so I read a book just today that talked about um it's
Annie Jacobson if you've never if you ever heard of her research but um they were talking about it sounds crazy mimicking
these biblical things in real life like like so say some kind of government or NGO can break into your house steal your kid but use
technology to mimic it. So, I'm on to tinfoil hat So, I've gotten into the bushes with this kind of research, but um when it comes to esoteria,
it can I thought it was a ghost story for the longest time. like ghost like it was an old man that lived in the house before. That's what I was led to believe until I was 23 or 25. Whenever I came to this
realization that it might I might have been abducted either by humans, by a demon or you know it could be bikers for all I know. You know
you know it I perceived it as a child as this ghost. So trauma >> psyche, we can't hear you. >> Yeah, Psyche keeps having issues.
>> And I hope Lieutenant isn't. >> Can you hear me? >> Yeah, I can hear you all. Um, I was muted. I muted myself while I was >> It's hard for me to talk about this. looking. >> It's hard. We can't hear Psyche sometimes. We can't hear Psyche, >> especially when he gets quiet. >> Yeah.
>> Yeah. You know, yeah. >> Is he muting for background noise? >> I was saying like, yeah, I was I was trying to answer about the Jin, too. Like, yeah, like the genie like the Arabic fire. >> No, genies. Genie >> grant wishes and sing. >> That's like Aladdin for you. the guy. But also also like so so Muhammad um
transcribed the Quran because he was in a jin cave and he had a jin talking to him named Gabriel like Gabriel, right? It's very sim so similar. It's supposedly like and so there's like different thoughts about like you know the saraphim are also these fire spirits angels they call the saraphim but sometimes we can they can be interchangeable these angels and demon
spirits. There's also the fall. Yeah. >> Fallen angels. Yeah. So, >> so what would you do for the gin? You know, like to like do you like banish it like what do you >> like in care of them too? Like the the clerics
>> I've seen them possess people >> I've seen them possess people in there too though >> in like a church in like a in like a mosque. I've seen like a lady get possessed by them and they get real crazy and they have to be people and people believe in them like really they really do believe in them like like real they they're like they're as real as anything to them that a lot of people >> Yeah. because they're intergenerationally indoctrinated,
>> right? >> Yeah. I don't believe in you know like the Muslim stuff. >> I'm not I I didn't believe it either when I saw cuz this thing causes paralysis. I I so I knew it was going to show up, right? There's something
electrical in the air when it shows up. You can sense it. And I was able to almost get out the door before it grabbed me. I'm getting the chills talking about this. Godamn it. Sorry Lord. >> What made you think that it was a jin
and not a demon? No, cuz I asked an expert, this woman named Rosemary Elleng Guy, and she told me that it was Jin, and she she she answered me back and she said, "That was Jin." And I'm like,
"Okay." But I honestly, like I said, it could be a human. I know it wasn't my grandparents because I saw my grandparents when I almost made it out that door. You know, >> it could be a demon. It could >> be the same thing. They can be they can
be the same thing. Just a different culture name of it. You know, >> I remember watching this is how traumatized I was. I remember watching a current affair. Um, and uh, Fox 11
had married with children and then it was bedtime. This is 1989. Were you in LA at the time? How old are you, Psyche? >> I'm 44. Yes, I was in LA. >> Yeah. So, you remember that time period? So, I was sitting in front of the
console TV and it's time for bed, you know, 7 8:00 at night for a little little I was like 1989. I'm 80, you know, 87 like I'm two. I shouldn't even remember this. I know the layout of the cottage,
everything. It's nutty. >> I wasn't even born. This is in uh Tahunga. Tahunga Sunland. Yeah. Like in the hills, you know, uh Linada. I can tell you the address if you even
want to. It's crazy. And then my uncle later got busted or earlier earlier or later. Either way, he lost the house because he was indicted for counterfeit
bills, drugs, and all this crazy So, it could be law enforcement, you know? It's stupid, right? Well, yeah. I mean, it's like Yeah. Well, you never know. Um, well, you know, when you're in that state, >> what it could be?
>> You said you had you said you had you had DMT, like a DMT surge. Did you you remember that? >> Yeah, when I was dead like a year and a half ago. >> Okay, >> that's by the way, I will never try synthetic DMT. >> Well, what is what is that? I've never even heard of that. Is there a synthetic
DMT? >> Yeah, of course. Isn't they? Isn't that DMT? >> That's from the plant. It's from a from a tree bark. I don't >> Yeah, but they they have a way of um taking a little bit of it and making a lot of it out of it. Like, you know,
way >> Yeah. Sorry. Um either way, isn't it still um unnecessary to consume that? I've heard that the body produces its own DN usually before you know. >> Exactly. Yeah, >> I'm not going to that up again. I'm not going to that up by using that
up. >> That was Dude, when I died, I don't I didn't I woke up, you know, I was revived. Obviously, they worked on me. So, but I woke up, you know, 12 days later
um like I nothing happened. But then I had memories of these dreams. So it's it's it's something I don't want to even with if I lower those levels or if I've lowered those levels.
I don't want to ruin those levels if my body is creating it still. You know, I've I figured out like pain receptors wise. I with those already. >> I with my >> I never I never do drugs. >> Yeah. >> Ever. >> Yeah.
>> I don't mess with that. Don't >> And if you're over pot, >> I don't even smoke pot. >> No, it if you do, do it when you need it. Don't be like an everyday stoner. >> I'm good. like that stuff gives me
anxiety and I just can't. >> Yep. It gives me anxiety. >> I like it. >> You like anxiety or no? >> No, I like pot. >> You like pot? Yeah. >> it's my paxel. >> Yeah. No,
I couldn't go to the UK. They don't have a medical marijuana program. I'd have to score it. And I'm not about to do that. Actually, maybe I would, but I I You're
closer to funding terrorism. Remember that old stick had a pop plant and it said funding terrorism? >> Oh, yeah. Because that's exactly how it ends up on our show. The illegals are bringing it in with them. >> I learned it from watching you. Remember that one?
>> Not what? >> I learned it from watching you. >> I remember that. I remember seeing that when I was really young and saying, "Why is that on TV? That looks like it's from the 80s." And the people bringing it in don't consume it themselves. They're bringing
it in because they know the impact that it'll have on you. It'll make you so easy for them to conquer. >> Well, my pot is regulated. >> Let that Let that No, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. >> It's like the Opium Wars in China. They got >> Mine is regulated by my county. >> That doesn't mean that it won't have that impact on
>> Oh, it's going to have a bad impact on me obviously. uh carcinogen wise, tarwise. I mean, look, I have to clean my pipe every week or so, two weeks. That's all in my lungs. I know.
Unfortunately, it's better than um smoking cigarettes. And I don't >> You weren't born with it in a skin pocket and thus you don't need it. >> Mhm. Yeah. Although we have cannabonoid receptors for a reason,
>> you know, because we consumed it somewhere down the line. >> That doesn't mean we needed to. >> Yeah. I think we ate the seeds. I think we ate the we >> that wouldn't make that wouldn't make
sense because all seeds either contain or are enveloped in toxins that we should not consume. We the animals are to consume that and we they their bodies especially ruminant meat they have um multiple digestive systems. They completely get rid of all the toxins and take all the nutrition into their flesh. And that's how we are supposed to
consume. >> There you go. are nutrition. >> Okay, >> you're right. You're right. >> Look at the Masai barefoot warriors and all the rest of them throughout history, right? That's what we're supposed to be doing. So to consume any seed, so that includes nuts, seed oils, the whole kaboodle, the seeds in tomatoes, anything containing the seed, all the rest of it. Right. >> I just learned that
>> is not good for it. Not good for us. >> I just learned that recently. >> Yeah. I I am 38 years old and I'm learning things that Sunday school, you know, I should have learned in Sunday school, which I did go, but I was more into the
juice and crackers and watching Jesus cartoons and I I retained the information, >> but I retained, you know, David and Goliath and all that Jonah and the whale and and it is very simplified. >> Yeah.
>> You know, I I thought so what blew my mind is the Easter after my incident watching a Jesus cartoon. It was on Easter.
Um, after watching uh Easter services, I watched a Jesus cartoon and when Jesus goes into um the temple and kicks out the marketplace people and I don't know if it
was I just thought Jesus kicking all the traders out, he looked like he was being spiteful and angry in the cartoon, but he was being righteous in his own in
I say in his way. >> Yeah. He was clearing out the corruption. >> Yeah. So, and I just was sitting there and I felt like I felt some way, you know, and even in that simplified way,
child cartoon, I was it was like is empowering I guess, you know, in a way. >> Yeah, it had an impact on you. It did. >> Yeah,
>> actually the sermon before did too. Um, it was maybe a it was a rainy Easter. Last Easter.
>> Psyche. >> You okay? Psyche. Yeah, I'm just doing something. I'm sorry. >> Oh, okay. Yeah, cuz you have like a like, you know, like a very concentrated look on your face. >> Psyche, look up the Tahunga Canyon Contacts. That's the That's a book that
the area I was talking about. I um there is a UFO UFO story that happened there in that area. Now, Tahunga was in the 1960s
kind of a recreational mountainous area. It wasn't like what it is today. >> Yeah. if you're interested in that area. >> Looking it up right now. It looks pretty interesting.
>> I think uh also the Aoyo and and Jack Parson's uh story and I've always brought that up on your channel is very interesting too. Yeah, I said >> and what he was with down there
and how Elron ended up exploiting I would say his work >> and Crowley's work, >> right? He was and Hubard played as kind of like his medium um kind of like the uh he who would document his rituals and stuff like that, but then he ended up stealing his
girlfriend, right? Or yeah, his girlfriend named Betty. Um >> he ended up stealing her >> stole the >> Yeah, >> that was like not the well the not the of Babylon. He had another girlfriend. Um the hor get disappearing. I don't know. Marjorie Cameron, she was in like some she got kind of like in the art.
>> So who was the guy? The guy that did this all these like um >> forgot what he's called, but yeah. He does Hollywood Babylon. Does anyone know what that guy's name is? >> Yeah. Kenneth Anger. Kenneth Anger. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, he >> his movies creepy. >> Yeah, they're really trippy. Like >> I had the book. >> Yeah, the book is
>> I read the book, dude. That book. I read that book when I was like 15 years old. It's a up book. >> Well, Lieutenant, what do you think about Crowley, Lieutenant? Like, because have you you've heard of him, right? >> Yeah. a rather debfortous individual,
Alistister Crowley. >> Yeah, I don't like that that guy. >> Yeah. >> Well, there's a lot of stories about him I think are exaggerated. Um I think he was like way ahead of his time spiritually like you know of course but um like he um you know he would do these exper like experimenting and there's there's rumors about you know a lot like really bad >> there's rumors.
>> Yeah. It's like we don't know for sure. Exaggerate. It could be exaggerated. I don't know exactly. I mean I I know he did some disgusting things but um >> lots of disgusting things. >> Yeah. It's not just rumors. It's very well it's very well documented and >> well not I mean I mean it's like saying people will say will say he unalived hundreds of like children and stuff like
that but in his book he he writes he he meant semen not like not actual like human beings and stuff he's talking about. I think he kicked all responsibility to the curb. And in this life, you know, I'm not talking about anything any kind of mindset that may have been imposed upon me or anything.
I'm talking about life through my experience, regardless of how much I've fought it and tried to have it as much as I want it to be. No, life is a challenge. And with that, to navigate through that, I find that you have to, as the old saying goes, take up
your cross. You have to accept personal responsibility for your own actions. And in order to get on with anyone and everyone and everything else in this world, which is the great unknown in all reality, um, one does have the responsibility of aiming to be better
than what one was a moment ago. So I think he kicked all responsibility to the curb and caused a lot of chaos in this world and continues to do so. >> Yeah. And that is exactly what he wanted. And I find that purely spiteful and vindictive. I don't think that's good at all, you
know. >> Well, I think he got maybe what you say either demonp possessed or like taken over by his mind was kind of taken over by the subconscious. And um and yeah, but he was kind of like just like really wanting to reach the divine at one point, but then it's like, you know, then when you're kind of loaded up with so many demons, they can kind of like
have their own. >> Could it be an excuse? >> Here we go again. Here we go again with the word divine though. >> Yeah. Divine is like divine is like D is like divine is like divide and so it's like you know >> no to divine is to foresee. So how do you connect with to 4C? Okay, it was the same definition then. It was the same
definition years ago. It was the same definition BC, >> right? Well, for to divine, he would do sex magic and then they but they would be >> So how could he connect with the divine >> how can you connect with to 4C? Okay. >> by >> Yeah. >> So he's BSing everyone when he says that that's what he's trying to do. Well, yeah. No, because he was trying to like
basically find out where treasure was buried and spirits don't really care to tell us where treasure is buried because it's like not it's not any in their interest. They're looking for like spiritual truths to part to us. And so when people are looking for selfish things, most spirits are not interested in helping them out, I would think. But >> well, nothing of that is anything to do
with the divine, you know, to divine divination divine. No, I'm talking about I'm talking about what Alistister Crowley spout compared to what he actually did, >> right? But he was doing the fruit of him. >> He was having he would he would do sex magic to divine and he also he'd also
have his people channel. >> So he used sex as opposed to um love and procreation to get what he wanted. >> Powerful energy, >> utterly debortous and disrespectful to the other. guy was having sex with animals
>> involved. Yeah, exactly. Exactly. That is utterly vile. >> Well, I mean, I'm disgusting. >> Do as thou wilt. Do as th do as thou wilt is his creed. Come on. >> Yeah. >> So, just use anyone and everyone and any creature, anything that you come across
>> for your own desires. No. >> No. Because he also said he also said that it was wrong to um go against anybody else's will and so you had to like um and so you could not just take advantage of somebody like unless you >> so no animal wants to have sex with a they had no >> Well I know I mean that example human. >> get their neck cut of
>> course but that example is like a right but I'm saying but with with everything else like you know he was basically did not believe in intruding on another human being. >> So he was pick and choose. He was pick and choose and it was all about getting what he wanted. It was utter debauchery. >> How much is how is that how I mean that isn't that what the like a lot of the world is even today? It's like
everyone's going after their desires and it's like in his way. >> I don't go I don't go after my own desires. In fact, a lot of people don't. No. >> But even like not going >> Yeah, you're right. There's a lot of things. >> It's impossible not to be selfish because we are ourselves. So everything wrong with being selfish. I have to look after myself. Okay.
>> Yeah. >> There's a difference. There's a difference between being selfish and being utterly debortous and just using anything and everything disrespectfully. In fact, abusively abusively to say the least, just to get what you want, >> right? I feel like I could be more
powerful if I was more uh less cons like less I had more of a if I was just evil, you know, if I had no conscious conscious cricket. >> Part of part of part of life is learning
to negotiate and cohabitate. Okay, with Alistister Crowley, there was no cohabitation. There was no negotiation. It was just give him what he want or you >> a diva, >> right? That's sick. >> Super entitled because he was like, you know, a British Mason. >> He spent all his money though.
>> No one is without sin. But we're not doing vile things like that. That's the difference. But also but also he also was believed in like you know just he he was just desperate to reach something like to grain ultimately ultimately what he was doing he was deliberately blaspheming the holy spirit he was
seeing himself as more powerful than the holy spirit and he knows it okay and that is the only unforgivable sin that doesn't mean that I would have a right if he was a liar today to uh treat him badly or anything yeah but It certainly does not mean that I have to say this guy's a good guy cuz he's not. >> No.
>> No. >> No. >> I just think it's it's in >> He was a piece of >> Yeah. >> How quickly uh that can turn into what we see as a giant clean living organization. like
what we have now at the celebrity center. >> Scientologist. >> Well, they're under his hoodwink, aren't they? But I mean, when you when you look at the part that he played in the organization of Freemasonry, which is one of the many so-called secret societies, formerly referred to as mystery schools, which all comes out
of mystery Babylon, right? Which is not a good sign at all. Um and you look at the likes of that Blavatsky woman who set up the Theosophical Society, who is behind the Lucas Trust, who is behind controlling today's UN and so on and so forth. They all played a starring role
in this totalitarian base that's being waged against us right now. So no, there's absolutely nothing good about Alistister Crowley as far as I can see. >> The evil Yeah, like we're still dealing with his today. >> Well, no. I mean, our culture is based on like what a lot of what he was talking about. Like he was talking about
the bread and circuses, like the sports events and stuff like that to distract people. He's talking about the rock and roll um you know these p to program people. Actually, that's the Tavistock Institute. I don't know if you heard of that >> is the Beatles came out of that and almost every band I think is pretty much you know some kind of scop on us because we we look at music as something
>> not some of the bands I listen to >> well I think I don't know >> the majority of the mainstream yes >> yeah most of the mainstream mainstream is a very >> I like some of the mainstream music for what it is music >> right but they take the talent of the musician and then they put their own message into it and when we're like look being entertained Our guard is down. So our our subconscious mind is more open
to suggestions. >> Yeah. What they do d throughout the frequencies that are aimed against us as well like the wifies themselves
as well, isn't it? Sick. Yeah. What? Remember when they used to have like you could play these records backwards and then there would be all these voices and then they started on purpose making so they would like play stuff backwards and and uh it turned into like a whole you know like Satanism. >> It's easy to do that. >> Yeah. Comes into vogue every 20 years. Satanism does like like some new kind of
satanic panic. We had like the Mc Martin. Well, >> yeah, >> that's You think that's a cover up for a uh new chapter or a new age? >> Well, I mean the there's a panic though, like the like the the moral panics that happen are kind of like to get the culture.
>> I think we get ramped up after that harder. >> Yeah. because because there's a backlash usually because something bad happens like something terrible will happen like you know like the Manson murders or >> Woodstock 99, >> right? Or um you know the Mc Martin preschool or um >> Was that real though? Because >> no, it was not real because they were
saying that they were taking like the the preschoolers or whatever to like pl on planes and stuff during the class and doing ceremonies, sacrificing animals and stuff and then but the psychologist would lead them on with be leading questions and would not let them say no to anything and so they'd eventually >> Boytown and the Franklin school was real. >> Well, yeah, that who was that? That
guy's name was Johnny something. Was it? It was like Johnny. Did you remember that one? >> I just remember Johnny Gosh or something. Johnny Gosh or was it? >> No, that was another stolen kid. >> I'm talking about >> Boytown or something.
>> The Boytown National Hotline where you remember if you ran away, call us. And it was u >> a boy's home. >> Yeah. And they were there was a conspiracy that they were running them.
>> Yeah. >> And it was all uh a videotape series repeated on the, you know, internet for all of us to see on YouTube. And then I bet if you look that up, you'd find it up. Find it. Some guy got in trouble. Uh
guy that looks like Don King. >> Um who? Al Sharpton. >> Yeah, he looks like Al Sharpton or >> Was he Was he cold? something. >> It wasn't Al Sharpton. It was a guy Franklin. I can smoke a pipe on your stream. >> Yeah. >> Okay. >> It's tobacco, right?
>> Yeah. Yeah. Tobacco. >> Yeah. I didn't smoke it up. >> Yeah. Well, you know, I've I've studied a lot of a lot of like the >> Unfortunately, I had I I I had to I had
to because I I grew up watching all these images in in this and it's in pop pop pop culture >> and I have to thing. They try to indoctrinate everybody, >> but I have to look it up. I have to know
what I'm being Look, look, that's what I was taught is to know what's being thrown at me, you know? >> Right. >> Some some eyes wide shut kind of >> Spiritual warfare, right?
>> Well, no. In a way, it's more like if you saw the movie already, might as well read the book. You know >> what? Eyes wide shut. >> Well, I'm saying like if you've already saw the movie, might as well read the
book. Read it more into it so you >> I didn't even know there was a No, not not that as a >> not a thing. Not. Yeah. I'm saying like for example, if you've already experienced the
the CD, maybe you should read up on the person that who wrote the music. You know, >> isn't music all written by like >> secret people sometimes? Like I'm just like, you know, most most artists today don't even write their own music. They >> What do you think? Traditional have like Oh, you mean Ghost Writers?
>> I'm I'm talking about like Yeah. Like like they have the most popular tracks, you know, most of the popular music is written by like, you know, some guy in Sweden or something like that, right? >> I held my hands on the Garage Band synthesizer and I made a pretty good beat the other day. like literally just held my hands on it
and it was looping itself and I said, "That sounds good." And I called in my wife. She says, "You you're just holding your hands on it.
It's weird." So, I mean, music is what you interpreted. It's subjective, >> right? You can start seizing uh from Mary Hart's voice. >> Mary Hart the Entertainment Tonight. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> I love music.
>> I do too, but you have to be careful. But like with the music you consume because it's like it can be like, you know, you can be very just trying to enjoy it and not really be understanding the message they're trying to >> brainwash onto you like, you know, just listen to instrumental or make your own music or something like that. Brainwash yourself. That's what I like to do. But uh you know you don't have to like you just have to
>> yeah music is very powerful >> powerful and because it's it goes it affects the subconscious and it affects and it goes on an emotional level. We we process at an emotional level and we're not making a lot of sense when we're in our emotions you know because >> yeah because our human emotions are like not they're different than like reality like that's why AI is different than us.
doesn't have emotions, right? >> AI is >> seems to try it seems to capture like human emotion better than humans do sometimes when it describes them, but because we can't really describe emotions. It's hard. It's hard because they're subjective and everyone everyone has their own and uh so they're hard to describe except Yeah. So I think it's
pretty interesting. >> Hey, so what music program are you using? Um, I use one called well to make the music is it's called AIM musicaggen.ai or look that up and it's not too expensive and it's reasonable. And then um you can write your own music. You can um you know rewrite other music. You can
I don't know there's a lot of ways but you just like put put the words what you want to use and uh it'll generate something that sounds pretty good usually. I mean but you can also >> how much >> I think it's like 15 bucks a month or something like that. It's like for Yeah. >> cheaper than sort of. >> Yeah. But then there's free, you know, you can do it for free, but then you can't share
you you you get the like the license to it if you are a member, right? Just like with >> Sora >> for free. You don't get the license to it. So, you have to be careful with sharing it or using it. There's a >> dude with Sora when I I just updated my
I upgraded my GPT and it gave it to me and I uh it gave me all my creations that I couldn't create because whatever restrictions they had on me.
So, it just gave me all my creations after that. And I had some good creations that they wouldn't create for me, >> right? >> Isn't that weird? >> That who wouldn't create it for you or what would it >> s uh chat GPT? >> Yeah, there's a lot of stuff that's
flagged in it that they can't like >> Oh, I'm my account is flagged for sure. >> Mine is flagged. I have myself up. It's mainly because of like having Alfred Hitchcock
do my subscription to my channel. And >> the real Alfred Hitchcock. Oh my god. >> Yeah. Like they Yeah. Yeah. Because they don't like that kind of stuff. Although they have signed a deal with uh Disney. >> Okay. >> So you can do lightsabers and stuff. >> Oh yeah. Now, now you can like they just
need like a little bit of a footage from an actor and they can like forever they'll be able to like use it as you know it's actually they have to they should start like copyrighting their own image because people will put you know start using them without their permission or they'll stop getting paid and they'll be in the movies and stuff. That'll be
crazy. Or if you have the name, same name as an actor, >> you you get away with uh being behind their copyright name. >> Wow. >> So if you went by Robert Redford, >> that's crazy. It's weird to think about. You can just name your kid like
something and they have some kind of right to the copyright. I kind of >> seems interest seems like >> name >> seems like in court. Well, yeah, I guess they can use the name, but they can't use it for like imitating them or something like that. They can't claim to be them, >> right? I don't know.
>> Um I'm sure you could uh not claim to be them, but you can you can be an actor and still be Robert Redford. >> Yeah. Nobody's gonna hire like because most actors it's not even their real name right? >> He's dead. >> So you'd be, you know, change your name
to Robert Redford and you can be Robert Redford now >> cuz he's dead. >> I don't want to be Robert. >> I guess I don't want to be him either. >> That's going to be Psyche Awakens. He was uh he was good in that one High Castle movie where James Gandalfini who
had to go to prison. >> Ah, it was a good one. >> Yeah, James Gandalfini. Oh, okay. Um, what time is it now? It's always Oh my >> Trying to get god. >> trying to stop the show. >> No, go ahead. Are you guys all having fun? I just want to make sure I just want to see how late it was. I'm
chilling. I just woke up. I was into your conversations >> and I wanted to talk AI. >> Yeah. Well, do you have any question about AI? I can answer. I maybe you want to hear my opinion on something about it. Like because I can I say, >> yeah, how do I AI the gray out of my beard?
>> Why am I getting gray in my beard? >> Why are you getting gray in your beard? Or how do you how do you AI it out of your pictures or what? >> I don't know. I'm just around. >> Okay. Well, never mind then. You don't have a serious question. >> Is that Is that >> what is it? What? That's what's funny about
creating the beard, guys. Am I missing something? >> I'm missing something. Okay. Well, >> back in a minute. I'm still here, but I'll be back in a minute. I'll >> Thank you. Yeah. Well, I do have gray in my beard. I do have gray in my beard. How do I AI it out? I don't know. I don't think I
think I have to with just for men. Um I think is the only way. >> No, that. >> Do you use um I would use crazy colors, but never never anything like that. >> Well, and that's like it's kind of like meant to like be used on the beard. So, it's kind of like made for the beard and
stuff. >> Oh, well, see, it always looks weird afterwards cuz So, you know, dyes do unless you're doing black like black black. >> Yeah. >> And you keep doing it. >> Yeah. But the black then the hair coloring is like blue. It's like a dark dark dark blue. And then it's like And you can actually tell it's blue when you
like look at it close. >> I don't know if anyone's ever seen that, but Yeah. Well, it turns Yeah, it turns bluish, but if you had dark hair already like >> your hair is darker than mine, I think. I don't know. Mine hair is a little >> I was born blonde. I was born blonde. It's so blonde that um it looked like I was bald, you know, how blonde I was when I was
>> really >> Yeah. Do I have >> I had baby book here. >> Is my baby book? I'll show you what I look like as a baby. Oh god. Okay. Have you ever seen this rain? Do you still hear rain? >> Sorry, I stepped away for a bit. >> No, you can see my baby book here. I don't know if you can see. Hold on. Is my background on? Yes, it is.
>> Baby book. >> Yeah, >> like pictures. >> Yeah, my baby pictures. A >> um Where am I? Oh, here we are. Oh, >> yeah. We can see you. Okay, so here I am. See? Right there. How blonde I was. >> That's you. >> Yeah. >> Very blonde. >> Oh I was a cute baby. Yeah, I was
very blonde. Like I said, I was Oops. Oh, did I just knock off the screen? No, hold on. There it is. I was so blonde. I was like bald. And I And uh let me see what else I got. Here. Here I am. Right there. >> A look at little psyche. Baby Psyche. >> Yeah.
Oh Here's the copper toe. I'm eating the copper toe. Oh, there's another picture I just found that I didn't know I had. See that? Right there. Oh, this one right here. See how happy I am? I'm like the happiest little cutest kid. >> A >> Yeah. And then but then this is when I was a little bit older. I was kind of scared.
>> You do look scared. >> Yeah. I think I think And then this is when I was like in third grade or something like that. Yeah. I like these teeth. >> And then there's me as a little baby. There we go. >> A, you are a cute baby. >> Thank you. >> What happened?
>> I don't know. I don't know. See, there's Look at that. >> A >> Okay. Oh Okay. Scum's back. Here we go. >> What happened? >> It just dropped me. >> Life happened. And I just grew up. >> What happened to you? Psyche. >> When I grew up, I I became a man. You
know, we're back. >> So, you are a natural blonde. >> I am. Turns brown. >> Oh See, I I remember when I cut my hair with some safety scissors, and that's why my hair isn't a complete bull cut.
You can see where you I cut the >> the little triangle out. I just remembered when I >> You cut your own bowl cut. >> Well, no. I used to get my haircut from uh uh a guy named um
Isai. His name was Isai. I don't know. I don't know what his name was.
He had a uh what is that? A Latino kind of Jerry curl. It was the 80s and 90s early. >> You look very angry there. >> Yeah, I'm giving a angry, you know, smile.
In fact, I'm about to lose my teeth. >> Oh, yeah. I was going to ask you, are you going to get implants? >> Yeah, eventually. >> Breast implants. >> The back implants first. >> Dental implants. Psyche. My front teeth are fine right now,
but the back, >> you know, you could get implants for cheap in Mexico. >> Yep. Yep. >> Rest in >> if I want to fly in to a safe part of Mexico and get into a safe hospital.
>> Mexico's safe? What are you talking about? I was there just in October. >> I'm in Arizona. I mean, if I was >> Yeah, you could cross over San Diego and I were to walk over and start knocking
on doctors and dentists doors. >> There are lots of dentists at the border. Lots of dentists at the border. >> And it makes me really uncomfortable. I'd like to find do some research first, you know. >> Yeah. Like, you know, go to a reputable
dentist. Don't just go to anybody. >> Yeah. So, if I were to go that route, um, but I kind of I have insurance. So, >> do they does it cover dental implants?
>> Yeah. Well, not implants, but if I get implants, I'm going to have to save like for a while or somebody's going to have to buy them for me. >> Yeah, you wouldn't be paying so much as you would in the States. Like in the States, they charge you an arm and a
leg. But if I just get the rotten tooth out. I think it's one. I think it's one that's impacted. But they might. >> But you're talking about pulling all of your teeth. You might as well go down there and get the >> all of my teeth. >> All on four.
>> You might as well go down there and get the all in four implants. >> Well, I don't want to pull all of my teeth at once. Well, not at once, you know like >> Yeah, I took four teeth out. There were the four wisdom and I was out for 2
weeks and that's when I started my opiate addiction. I was 12 years old. >> Oh >> Yeah. So, I mean, I I'm still fighting that good fight in the uh doctor's office.
But that's okay cuz I'm not on the street buying blues, right? I've never done that, >> right? >> How long have you been clean? >> 13 14 years. >> off of That's good. Uh, heroin, Oh that's >> but I'm in treatment, so
>> Oh, >> whatever you want to take that as. >> Some pe people take it as I'm going to say I'm going to go by narcotics anonymous uh rules. So, I'm not sober because I smoke weed. >> Well, weed is different, but like hard
drugs like heroin. Yeah. Like you're better off not doing that. >> Hell no. I Yeah, that shit's been gone. That has been gone off the streets for like seven years, right? >> I don't know. >> Unless you got somebody. >> I'm not I'm not a druggie. I don't know.
>> Nobody know. >> I'm with you. >> I'm with you. >> Nobody know. >> No, it's a joke. It's It's a joke that I make that nobody else makes in treatment, but I'm kind of a a special subject. >> People are saying that you do math.
>> Well, they're liars. I just wake up at 3:00 in the morning. I'm more of an old person, if anything. >> Well, yeah. You know, you're getting older. You got to take care of yourself. >> Say methadone. >> Methadone. Yes. Methadone.
That's treatment. Treatment. >> I don't even know what methadone is. I >> Yes. thought it was meth. >> Heroin. I think they use it to get off heroin. They like >> Yes, it's treatment. >> Synthetic heroin, I think. Right. >> No, >> synthetic. I thought it was synthetic.
If you want to say synthetic heroin, it's under a doctor and it's strict, >> right? I mean, it's it's the real hero. It's like the real does the same thing, but it's not derived from the the >> So, I have to see a person
monitoring my They know how much if I go in there and I don't have pissed any of that out. Like say I say I sold all my doses, right?
and I didn't take it and I don't piss it or I don't have any of that in me, they're going to know and they're going to take it. They they know if I took my uh my
neurological medication. They know if I took Tylenol yesterday. They took they take a full panel of piss. Like it's not just uh they drug test you regularly in those
places. In fact, it's it's maintained. And who's they say the name of the person >> cuz I can't see >> people in the people in the side chat. Oh, >> the back chat. >> BG. >> Oh, yeah. BG. Yeah.
>> Oh, BG. Ah, BG. The one that drinks himself to death. >> Uhoh. >> How long have you been drinking BG? Since you were What? The lights? >> Oh, you guys have beef. >> BG hides in the bushes.
>> Red lights are like not very strong though, right? Yeah, he he I he hides in the bushes. BG and Tommy James are one and the same, by the way. >> That's why that's why I have thorn bushes. I have roses. >> I have bogan vas. >> Oh, you do? >> Yeah, I have bogan vas. They're they're hidden.
>> I actually have agave agave uh bushes. >> See agave. They warn you. You can see agave. The bogan vas look pretty until you try to climb the trellis. >> Then you fall. >> No, they're thorny. >> Oh, that's what I'm saying. Well, I'm
saying like, you know, >> well, the the cactus, I think, is >> So, you're you're losing your teeth because of all the drugs? M no, I'm losing my teeth cuz I chewed tobacco and
uh for about 15 years and then when I went into the hospital, my back teeth broke because I had a breathing tube in my mouth and I had to hold my mouth open for a month straight. And so my back
teeth were dry and I broke them. I had booger teeth already. >> Booger? >> Yeah, booger teeth from chewing tobacco. >> Oh, >> BG, do you want to come up here and ask the questions yourself? Are you going to have this nice lady ask the questions?
>> You guys have beef. >> Oh, I'm gonna kill him. >> Hey, no, no, no, no. Hey, don't say that >> in Minecraft. Come on. >> And my video game Assassin's Creed Shadows. I play every day from uh usually 4 in the morning, you know. You
know, on my channel, have you checked out my channel recently? Psyche. >> I've gotten Yeah. So, you know, I'm I'm I'm getting there. He's just jealous because I'm getting my sight back and he thought I was brain injured and going to be dead
>> and he wanted that. >> He did. That's That's >> Oh, he's willing it. >> He's willing it. >> He's trying to will it into fruition. >> You can't let somebody else will your life right? >> Well, that's what I'm saying. I pissed on all over his will. >> Oh, come on.
be nice to beat you. >> No, you think he's cute. >> Well, you're cute, too. >> That's the only reason you're nice to him. >> Well, >> well, I don't think he's >> He kind of He kind of looks like one of >> I don't those like people that is like He looks like he like
>> I've given BG many chances to squash anything. I told him to meet me in my hood. where I grew up in LA. When I go out there on the corner of Citrus and Gladstone
Street in ISUsa, California and I'll them up at in front of the 71 or the Yakim. >> Do you not threaten um threaten people, please? >> Okay. Well, I mean, it would be a mutual fight. He'd have to fight me mutually, you know. >> How about you could have mutual sex or
something like that? >> It'd be a mutual thumb wrestle. >> Thumb. >> You guys could You could You guys could play Naked Twister. >> You could. >> Yeah, we can kiss. >> we can kiss. >> So, that's what >> Rain and JG play that every night. >> I want to see that. >> Can you Can you send me a video of you
and BG making out? Actually, there's a video of of of uh >> somebody made of somebody >> I >> making out with BG, I think. >> Oh, that was a woman though. Yeah, that was fake.
>> No, that was a real video of making outette >> with BG. >> And then she made out with another guy afterwards. So, is it really I mean, is it really your
is that And then she I mean, Manette's a she's a fine streamer. She's done her uh she's she's done her mark on IP2, you know. >> Did she quit streaming? Was this a girl that like Blogger >> Did she was blogger dating this girl? No, that's a different girl.
>> No, she's on kick. Okay. >> I think she's on kick. I don't watch kick. I I'm banned. >> You got banned. Can't you just make You can make another >> I got banned from Rumble. No, they they figured me out somehow.
>> I Yeah, I go on VPN. They figure me out. I had a stake account, too. >> You had a stake account. What does that mean? the gambling site. That was, you know, I gambled I gambled uh probably
$50 and probably played around with,200. That's how much that site is. Kind of weird. So,
they don't let you take out if you've been using their free Like, they let you get free credits each day. Or if you steadily put in a couple bucks
you can kind of them up a little bit. Yeah, the gambling sites, but a lot of those are like don't pay out. >> I They don't pay out. I wouldn't suggest them. >> I wouldn't either, I would say. >> Risk. >> Where did Lieutenant go? >> I think she had to step away. She said
she'd be back, but >> I'm here. I'm here. I did, but I didn't want to interrupt the conversation, so >> Oh, you're fine. >> You're fine. M >> um let's see. Okay, >> I got booger teeth though. >> That's disgusting. >> Stop eating your boogers.
>> No, they're like boogers soft, you know? Like boogers how they they're hard, but then >> I don't want to think about
>> gross. Okay. Um
Now, what's so funny? Tell me. Give Let me in on the joke. Come on. >> I'm just being scummy. >> Okay. It's funny. Very funny. Okay. Um Yeah. So, what's up? Do you have Do you have another topic? Um, Lieutenant or >> Um I don't I am listening. Yeah, I am.
Yeah. I was just uh signing into something there for my email. Lieutenant, what do you think about the police? >> What do I think of them? I think a lot of a lot of them uh do a good job and there's just too many rotten apples. Like mankind is not perfect. We are far
from perfect. Okay, so no matter the job, no matter how important it is and you know, we do have to accept the fact that people make mistakes and you get deliberate wrongins, right? Um, it's unreasonable to expect perfection from anyone regardless of how vital their job is.
Like as a service, right, the police, a lot of people expect perfection and of course inevitably that leads to disappointment, right? Um, I think if you hold no expectations and you work with them, a lot of the time, even the bad guys, you can spot them and
get that resolved before it turns into something just like over the top, you know? >> Yeah. >> So, SC, some cops are bastards. >> Yeah. Mhm. >> So people bastard, you know,
>> in every um profession, every race, every >> Well, people are bastards in general. I'm going to say humans. >> Humans I the average human can be a
bastard at times. Um, it's if you caught them in that time. Everyone everyone I'm sorry. You're not perfect. No one's perfect. >> Agreed. >> No one's perfect.
>> I think one was one was perfect, right? >> Yeah. Right. was the if you have a higher power there there was one perfect individual >> Christ Yahusha >> Jesus >> Y
um Lieutenant are you Irish? >> No. >> Oh, okay. You're just you're just from the UK. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Okay. >> I live in London. Central London. >> Oh, nice. >> Yeah.
>> I've never been to the UK. >> All right. I've never been to America either. Are you in America, Aztedic? >> Yes, I am. >> I'm in Arizona. >> So, is Arizona warm like all year round?
Does it ever um Hey Siri, what's the temperature? >> 53 right now at >> F. What's that in Celsius? >> Hey Siri, what is the temperature in Celsius?
>> 12 degrees right now in December. That's 4:00 a.m. >> Mhm. In the coldest part of the night. >> Okay. So, we get that during the day. >> And that's that would be warm for this
time of year. >> It we got up to 70 something today. >> Yesterday. >> Yeah. >> That's nice. >> It's nice. Yeah. Um, this is the only nice part of the year.
We are we we will start getting hot in February. It'll start hitting 90 and 100 come March. Yeah. St. Patrick's Day. All of them fried.
All of us and on the parade routes and all that, we were always wearing sun hats. I get fried and I'm I'm I got sweet in me that tans. I have some sweet in me that kind of tans good and and some reason
I'm fried. So yeah, by March it's 110 I would say sometimes. >> No, I would say 100. 106
>> in Fahrenheit. >> Fahrenheit. Yeah. Oh, hey Siri. What is 106 in Celsius? Oh 106°.
>> Yeah. 41° C. Sorry. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> So, that's like southern Spain temperatures. >> Oh, >> yeah. It gets very hot in Arizona. >> Yeah. But it's dry. So, it's uh I don't >> Wow. know how Spain is. But Spain is Yeah.
Maybe it's SP same. Yeah. >> North Africa. >> No, no, Gotham. I did not lie to you. I am from Mexico, but I live in the US. >> So, whereabouts in the US are you, Aztec? >> Um, I'm in Texas right now.
>> Okay. >> Yeah. >> So, is that much further north um than Arizona? Um, no. It's just a a little east. >> Oh, right.
>> Yeah, it's east and um depending on where she's it it's about the same. It's about the same when it's temperature. They have uh >> we have brutal we have brutal winters and brutal summers. >> Okay.
Yeah, there's a lot of moisture in the air. It gets very humid in the summer. They're more um they got more coast. We have no coast. Although if California
falls into the ocean, we will be the coast. It'll be the Arizona Bay. Do you all wish for California to pour into the coast? >> No, I'm from California. I like California. >> It's like California, too. I lived there
for a few years. I liked it. >> Come into California. Um, some of the Los Angeles are dicks. I'm going to say I'm a lo I I'm not from Los Angeles. I wasn't born in Los Angeles, but I grew up in Los Angeles County,
unincorporated county, which means under the freeway basically or the foothills or um basically the valley. So, it's it's strange.
It's a strange environment. It's a suburb, but it's industrial, but then it's it's it's weird. Like, >> I liked I liked the diversity in California. A lot more diverse >> than, you know, Texas.
>> Well, depending on where you are. If you're in Austin, San Antonio, >> uh, no, I'm I'm not in either of those. I'm like in a much smaller town. >> Yeah, Texas is the size of a country.
>> It is. It's very big. >> In fact, it was going to be a country at one time. >> Yep. No, >> it is its own country. >> I'm talking to my cat. Sorry. >> Oh, you're good. Um, no, but Texas did
belong to Mexico at one point in the past. >> Hey, Amber, how are you doing? Good to see you. >> I was just about to ask where's Psyche gone? >> Hey guys, want to hear a song? I just made some new I made a couple new songs. Where did Where did you go? Psyche, where did you pop out of? >> I had to finish the song. Hold on, I'll
play it for you. >> Save save these women.
>> He's got tripping.
I was born with a tremor in my spine. Root pressure ticking like a land mine. They say, "Wait your turn. Keep your head down." But I hear the crack before the ground. I don't knock. I split the door.
I don't ask what they're ready for. I feel the ending in the star. I see the wound. I strike the heart. They call it chaos when I arrive. But the truth was already half alive.
I don't bring storms, I name the sky. I don't destroy. I clarify. I'm the shade. in schedule the rise they try to delay
I stop the fire I don't finish it I walk away and it stays on I'm penetration clean and cold I cut the lie I break the mold if it survives me it was real if I
Let it heal. Ambition huming in my bones. Not for crowns, but for thrones of stone. I don't want what they already want. I want what's never been done.
>> >> Intuition like a loaded gun clicks once and the work is done. I trust the first hint not to fear. The signal's gone if I hesitate. They flinch when I look them through
like I know the truth. They never knew. I don't mean to wake the dead. But I won't lie, just to be led. I'm the shock they didn't schedule
the rise. They try to delay. I start the fire. I don't finish it. I walk away and it stays. I'm penetration. Clean and cold.
I cut the lie. I break the mold. If it survives me, it was real. If it shut, this isn't anger. This is love.
I move the world by what I saw. I don't soften truth to be kind. I cut straight through the spine of time. Some call me ruthless. Some call me mad. Some say I'm everything they never had.
But years from now when the dust settles in, they'll say, "Yeah, that's when it began. I'm the beginning. They couldn't finish the test of nerve. The fearless step. I don't stay long. I marked the
place then vanish like a cigarette. I'm not here to keep you safe. I'm here to make you real. Right angle directed
penetration deal or kneel. I don't bring peace. I bring the moment before it. If you're still standing, you are ready.
Okay. Nice. >> Thank you. >> Yeah, that was nice. >> You liked it. Oh, thank you. It was nice. I'm sorry. Hold on. Put you back up. It's about u my uh it's about my uh there's in human design there's something called the like your uh your
cross. So my cross is called the cross of penetration and it's because I tend to like >> oh my gosh >> wake people up penetrate their mind. Um >> right their mind. Not yeah not that a penetration but
meant anyway. Yeah. So here we go. How was that? So how's that compared to like what you're doing on Lieutenant? >> Uh what you've done there is a lot
slower. Although um most of my stuff I do have lyrics put to it. the lyrics are um of the poetry which was quite dark and cathartic time that I was having about 8 to 10 years ago. Um so I put a
lot of that to uh the AI system with other information to develop songs and then you know like it generates a load of junk as well as it generates something good. So I take out of that system and then I modify that. But then all of the junk that it creates like I'll take the lyrics away. I'll strip it
down and I'll use some of the science sounds and develop that into instrumental instrumentals. So you've got a lot of tunes as well as you've got a lot of songs that I do. And the vast majority of my content thus far is the different types of house music. So, it's a different genre and different
styles alto together, >> but um the lyrics I do hope um people will be able to relate to and they'll be able to at least see that they're not alone because it really is quite um some of it's vague and some of it
well, it's not obvious to some, but others would be thinking, "Oh, yeah, I totally get what that means." Um, but none of it's like to be telling people how to do things. It's just like that's what I was going through. That's what I was feeling. And some people might be able to rel relate to that. They might not. You know, I'm not I'm
not trying to influence, but if people can benefit from what I wrote down that I was going through at the time, then great. And if they think it's crap, so move on. Go somewhere else. >> Right. >> Yeah. Exactly. There's always there's always going to be critics, right? >> Yeah. You always get them,
>> you know, if anyone like But if mainly I write my music for myself, then I listen to it a lot. If other people like it, that's okay. Um, I like to share it, but it's basically for me, you know, like I said, I can like >> my own lyrics. I can write about myself or write about astrology. >> Um, and then I just I had always had
music in my head. I just never been able to like really get it out. And now that I can, it's like the floodgates have opened a little bit. Uh, but there we go. I'm enjoying it. >> Yeah, same here. I've I've always been around artistic and creative people, and I've always been like that way myself,
but I went in a different direction in life and ended up not being as creative as what I'm becoming now. And the AI is opening the doorway to that for me. Like I I've now have access to stuff so that I can actually make the tunes from
scratch myself. I'm still at the very at the very beginning of that journey. So I continue to rely on the AI for now. Um because you know it I'm using it as a wellness tool. Like it's really nice for me to do that and just it it's quite mindful because I'm focused on that instead of the ifs and
buts and oh the past and all the future when really alls there is is now. Yeah. So it keeps me in the now and I'm having fun with it. So yeah, I'm that's what where I'm at with it all at the moment. But it's really I am enjoying it. >> Yeah, >> that's great. Awesome. Awesome. Well, me
too. I mean, it's like just a great way for basically it's a great to work with the AI and then basically it will really um if you work with it, you can really um create some some great things because it's like, you know, I think it's not not just the machine input, it's like
the human input and if there's a good blending of it, it's like almost like, you know, having a baby like we're having a baby with the machine, right? It's like producing something. Uh I don't know. It's pretty pretty um it's pretty amazing what a what a is capable and it's just like it's getting bigger and bigger. Now it's now it's doing things for us and soon it will be
wow the world will be very different. I can just say, you know, it's like just the amount of >> I I enjoy using this aspect of it like making music, producing uh music, you know, that I and others can enjoy, but as far as embracing it for every aspect
of my life is concerned. No. No. >> Well, it's becoming never gonna I'm never going to be doing that. I avoid as much of it as possible. >> Okay. Well, because it is like pretty everywhere. It's like on every website. >> Yeah. A lot of a lot of people are sadly
resorting to it for their information and and it's like no AI does not know anything compared to what >> hallucinate. It hallucinates. they call hallucination when it gives the wrong information like right >> it gives out gives out a lot of misinformation and I dare say that that is deliberate >> it's programmed it's programmed pretty
much to never say no right it's like it's like unless it's like something illegal that it's not supposed it's been programmed not to say to you it's programmed to pretty much mirror you back like well at least I'm talking about like Chad GPC or something like that it's a mirror um sometimes it's like one of those mirrors your your reflection looks pretty damn good in it right and you're like oh I like
disappear but uh it's still but it will it does it can be a sickopant right if if you uh >> if you um allow like people get the psychosis where they start to believe they're god and all kinds of stuff right >> yeah okay let me see
what do you think rain >> about AI >> well like Lieutenant said you know I like that it's able to make you more creative. >> Yeah. You know, it totally is. I mean, it's like some people >> Yeah, I like that it's used in that
aspect, but um yeah, I I don't even use AI either. Like I try to be wary of it because like Lieutenant said, it can give you a lot of misinformation, >> right? I mean it's like but you're thinking but there's like different AI like I'm really thinking about like I
mean it's like yeah chat GPT can like and certain like generating the the answers and everything they can hallucinate but wow like some of the things um like I'm able to animate like now which I was never able to animate before now now I can animate right it's like and it's not just like just letting the AI animate it's like I get to choose exactly what I want
>> exactly what I want to do the image and I can animate any image like and basically that's really that's the really cool part about it for me is just like the >> ability to like you know produce something of quality like that uh I mean yeah that even if nobody else does like it I do enjoy it like you know it's like
I uh I like my own music but I'm not like really a fan of all AI music right it's like I don't know maybe I'm just biased towards myself you know we can't really help our own bias to ourselves right? >> I think the the scary part also about AI is that you've got a lot of naive
people. You've got a lot of lazy people. You've got a lot of people who just want life to be easier for whatever reason and they will wrongly and inappropriately rely on a AI and that's where the problem comes in because it's full of in a lot of it. It's gonna be such a temptation. >> I agree. Yeah,
>> think about like the someone that's having trouble in school and stuff like that and the you know that you can just see how big of a temptation it would be to like you know to to use that to produce your reports and then it's like you get you know you know you get better grades and everything and like there's going to be pressure from the parents too like they're just gonna get lazy and say hey just I think the AI eventually
will be a private tutor kind of thing you know where it's >> it leads to a dumbing down though because you're not using your important critical skill. Critical thinking skills critical thinking. Yeah. >> Also, but then again, you can you can like break down things to like learn them easier. Like it can like summarize. It can um um basically teach.
>> Yeah. But it's doing that. It's doing that. You're >> No, but only you can stretch in your mind to try to understand something, >> right? But it's like some things are I'm saying like there's some things that are so complicated that it's like you they would be impossible to learn unless you did have it broken down like that and it's like or taught to you in the way that you would understand like soon they're going to be >> interact with a human interact with a human about
>> sometimes this is a different teaching style. I mean, sometimes it's like, you know, I don't know. It's like uh I think that there's going to be less and less teachers um like human teachers is more relying on this because it's going to be safer for like the you know >> there we go. There we go. For your own safety, for your own benefit. >> No, no. For the kids. For the kids. >> That's how they'll push it. That's how they'll push it. Exactly. Oh, yes. It's
for your for your child's >> Well, that's what they're going to say. >> But then but then they're not de developing into They'll be on. Exactly. >> That's another good reason to have another school shooting false flag, isn't it? >> Well, yeah. Exactly. Exactly. But like But also like you know just AI >> some people will like allow them to I think that's going to be more of like
people want the children to develop naturally so they will have a social life outside of like the AI but I think it will play a prominent part right. >> Oh my gosh that's sick. It's very matrixy. >> Yeah it is. But that's what mean the future you know it's like >> I agree it is making people more lazy
like kids like you know the new generation they don't even know how to read >> but they have to be read in order to like you know ask it a qu I mean it's like there's going to be certain things that you are going to have to learn I think right >> they're developing ricketetts because they don't play outside anymore and therefore their bodies aren't producing sufficient levels of hormone D
which is wrongly referred to as vitamin D >> that they take supplements for that the body does not ingest, but there's something in those supplements that wrongly makes them feel good when they're actually in poor health.
>> Big farmer likes that, doesn't it? >> Right. And and fortunately, we unfortunately we do have like all these, you know, corporations in charge of like the health and uh and so it's basically, you know, for profit and prisons, too. You know, it's like these are uh kind of kind of dangerous, you know, but
it's the world. It's the world we live in right? >> We're going to have to navigate these. We're the first We're the first generation to really have to navigate them. >> It's a messed up world. >> Sometimes very messed up experiment. Well, yeah, but it's like maybe that's what the world is for to like that's why we don't live forever. It's because we can die and like, you know, we don't we
don't have to carry everything that we do like with us everywhere we go. We can like uh start over. We can like do we can be in we can experience things again like our childhood again and life again. >> Well, I don't believe in reincarnation. >> You just be nihilist. You just believe we just >> Well, nor do I. But let's let's explore
the uh hypothesis that okay reincarnation's a thing. What are we going to come back to and what are we going to come back as? What state are we going to be in physically when you look at how degenerated we're becoming because of this um technocratic experiment?
>> Yeah. Well, we'll have to see. I mean we'll just have to >> Do you want to come back to that? >> Well, but I believe like you know when we go to sleep at night like we we basically we lose cons we lose consciousness but then we go into like a dream state right and so that's like we wake up into our dreams and then we wake up the next day again. I kind of think that's the afterlife is like that like a dream and then like the uh
>> I would not want to come back. >> Well, but what are you what are you going to do? What if you're conscious and then it's like you have you have eternity around you and infinity around you. What are you going to do? just like sit there and be bored or it's like you're going to like want to like go somewhere and do something, right? You're going to want to like >> Well, let's say there is no there is no choice. You're going to have to come back. Should we not be a bit more
responsible about the state of the place for us to come back to something that's relatively okay? >> Sure. You know, it's like that's that's when people think that there's nothing after no afterlife and stuff like that. There's no really reason to do anything positive because it's like we're just hey, we're just animals like here to enjoy ourselves and that's it and then we die and there's there's nothing to
like you know >> they're a tiny minority. >> What's that? The minority >> people who think like that are a tiny minority. >> You think so? I think the nihilist atheists I think there's a lot lot more of those that are the people that are just spiritually unaware that that just like that don't believe in anything that just believe in like you know fulfill like you said fulfilling your own
desires which was like you know >> no nihilism leads to the utmost of depression right the vast majority are not depressed right >> worldwide I I believe in eternal life you know with god >> okay but that would be that would be an afterlife right and so is >> yeah like you know after this life. >> Yeah. Well, what's what's the difference between afterlife and life? Like, is it
like it's another life? >> Well, that's going to a different place, isn't it? As opposed to coming back here and living through an even worse >> We're stuck on this planet for the time hole. being. There's a big like grid around it that we cannot get out of. It's basically a prison for souls. But, but I think eventually we will be able to >> I wouldn't say it's a prison. I would say like we're more like passengers in this life right now.
>> Why are there bars on then? Why are there bars on it? and we can't leave the bus. It's like a prison bus, right? It's like there's bar seriously there's literal bars around the planet, right? And um >> so that's quite nihilistic. >> No, but been I believe you reborn on the planet, but and I believe we eventually can get out of it. But I believe that Yeah. I don't believe No, I don't think
it's nihilistic because I because that's a belief. Nihilism is a belief in nothing and and then it's like I believe that everything came from nothing. And so I >> So if you if you eventually, you know, you in this um belief system that you've got there that you're describing, okay, people are just reborn, reborn, reborn, reborn, and eventually leave. How do they leave? How do they escape this jail
sort of thing? >> The planet's eventually destroyed. The planet's destroyed and then like basically we go back into outer space, right? >> Okay. So if that's inevitable, then what's the point in doing anything? >> Well, I mean really that's a good question. What is the point of doing anything unless you're soul >> and thus that belief system that you're explaining is nihilistic? >> No, because nihilism doesn't believe in an after or like in a rebirth. It just
believes like >> no nihilism nihilism is hopeless, right? There's pointless like there's no point in doing this. There's no point in doing that, right? Because this is going to happen, >> right? What what you're describing is nihilistic. >> because it's all determined, right? >> No, because eventually get out of here anyway.
>> Okay. But Right. But it's like But no, I said we can get out. We can eventually get out and it's or or some people may be able to get out. >> Yeah. But how is it is it something >> is there something that you've got to do to be able to get out, >> right? Yeah. You have to assume >> or is it just inevitable? >> No, you have I'm sure there are some people that can that will be able to, but it's Yeah, it's inevitable that the planet will eventually be destroyed and
like, you know, we'll have to go somewhere else >> and that you'll get out. So there's no point in doing anything because it's inevitably just going to happen anyway. And that is nihilistic. >> No, the point of earth though is that we get to have these experiences and learn and learn and evolve. And we can either choose to do good or we can choose to do bad. And so we can choose to evolve ourselves or we can choose to devolve. And so
>> Oh, so you might not get out. >> Oh no, there's I don't think there's >> if if you've got the choice and you choose not to that you said that everyone gets out. Eventually, eventually they will because there won't be a planet and so that like so everyone will be will be free from >> So what's the point in even trying it right? anyway? >> Because if you have some control >> if you're going to get out anyway, what's the point in even trying
>> you can have control over where you go if you're like if you have like the consciousness is is raised to >> and if you don't right you don't control where you go you're still going to go somewhere anyway. >> You're going to go somewhere. So there's no point in trying to land somewhere anyway. >> There's no point. I'd say even if we just >> No, but this this is applying critical thinking. This this is looking at what
you're saying objectively as opposed to like fantasy island malarkey. Yeah. Right. >> So if I if I don't try, right, because I have the choice, you said, >> right? This is all speculative, by the way. >> Otherwise, if if there isn't a choice, >> that means that I don't have free will. >> okay, >> What's your alternative? What's your alternative? >> I I don't have an alternative. I'm just questioning what you say. >> So actually you believe nothing
>> because you make an objective. >> I don't believe that thing which actually is nihilism. So maybe you're the nihilist. Think about that. >> No, I didn't say I don't believe nothing. I said I'm challenging your objective claims that you're making. Okay. >> Okay. >> And so what you're saying thus far is nihilistic. There's no point in trying because >> I think what you're saying is because
you're saying there's no point. I never said there's no point. I said, "No, >> what's going to happen?" >> You said the end result is that you'll get out anyway. >> Yeah, the spirit will because eventually be destroyed like Mars was, right? >> So, if you're going to get out anyway, what are you aiming for? >> Because maybe you can get out sooner. >> you don't have to try to get out anyway. Maybe it's like
>> Maybe if you maybe it's like prison, you get good behavior. You get off early or then you get to, you know, do do more or something. Maybe it's like or else you'll stay in prison forever. So maybe some people like me in prison. >> Oh, but you said everyone gets out anyway. There's no >> Because the planet will eventually be destroyed. So the planet is if the planet is destroyed, where do you go? >> So if the planet is destroyed, that means that no one's in jail forever. >> Are you saying the planets won't be
destroyed? Are you saying that? >> That that means your theory that means that no one will be in the jail forever. When you said that there's some people if they don't do something right, they'll be in jail forever. All we have to do is wait around. We have to wait around with the plan. >> Contradicting yourself. >> We can hurry it up. We can hurry it up. We can like not hurry it up like right. It's like I don't know. Like you're arguing about something that's like not really
>> No, it's not an argument. I'm just saying that that's a contradiction. >> Okay. But there's but life is full of contradictions. I mean it's like we live in a duality. So it's like there's going to be >> Yeah. But we're not talking about that. We're talking about getting out of this prison. >> Well, yeah. Right. Everyone will eventually get out. Like, you know, if you're in prison, you'll eventually either die in prison or you'll be
>> You say that everyone will get out released. eventually. Yeah. But a moment ago, you said that if you don't try for things, then you might be stuck in this prison forever. So, that's >> not forever until it's destroyed and then you'll have to go somewhere else, right? It's like, you know, but probably the planets I think all planets might be like these like little Oops. Hold on.
right now because of that because of what you're saying there right in this theory um that makes it nihilistic because if you've got the the free will you can choose what you do but eventually you're going to get out anyway right what if you choose to do nothing
>> well no one here gets out >> if you and if you choose to do nothing that means you're not aiming for anything And thus you have no point. >> Hang on a second. Let me finish. Let me finish my thought. And that means thus that you have no hope, right? Because you're not aiming to achieve something. Therefore, you have no hope and thus you're hopeless. And when you're
hopeless, you're nihilistic. >> That is nihilism to be hope is lasting. >> So that's hang on a second. That's why I'm saying that that um theory there that you presented which you know it's a theory it's okay it's allowed to be challenged. Yeah. That theory is thus nihilistic.
>> Right. Well I but I just see it differently than you because I believe like that there is a point and so even if some people don't get it they're the nihilist is like if some people do get it. >> Well what is the point? The point is for to evolve your spirit and your soul to have experiences and to at least at the very least to just enjoy like living and like to have >> you can ch you can also choose not to, can't you?
>> Um I don't I can't choose not to wake up tomorrow. I mean unless I >> No, you can choose not to evolve your spirit and all of that because you're going to get out anyway. >> Yeah. Well, eventually people have free >> long wait long enough. wait long enough if you put a monkey in front of a typewriter if you would do it for a billion years and then eventually he'll type the Bible out in in sequence,
>> people have free will that you said, right? It's like right? So if they choose not to, that's up to them, isn't it? >> No, because we have free will as human beings, but if we're not a human being, where's the free will? >> How do you have free will if it's all predetermined? >> Did you ask to be born? That's the question.
How do you have free will? >> Uhhuh. As a human being, we do. As a human, >> how do you have free will if it's all predetermined? >> Well, I didn't say it's all predetermined. >> But you clearly it is all predetermined if they're going to get out anyway. How do you know that? >> Well, I'm just saying we get out anyway because eventually we live on a planet. >> Plus, it's been predetermined.
>> We're temporary. The planet is temporary. And so maybe it will be tomorrow that we destroy the planet. Maybe it'll be in a million years we destroy the planet. But eventually the planet will be destroyed and other planets have already been destroyed and we have to go to new ones and stuff like that. I mean so um eventually we'll go >> Sounds like a fallacy though because there isn't any evidence. There isn't any >> Right. Exactly. But you guys even got
theories though, right? It's like >> there isn't any evidence that any planets have been destroyed. All we have >> Mars look at Mars. Mars is very >> All we have is CGI and fantasy from companies like NASA. >> What we're presented with is that there's these >> we don't have any hard evidence. They're it's all just theories. >> Okay. But you're talking but you're getting too too meta about it because
you're thinking like okay well there's >> no I'm just I'm just looking claims and challenging. I'm not having a go at you like it's I know. Okay. I'm just >> It's just about challenging the objective claims. You know, we need to find the truth of the matter. Yeah. We need to >> dissect it. All right. >> But it's the truth like like that's another
>> Well, that's that's what we have to question, isn't it? >> Right. >> That's why we question, >> right? That's good. >> But it is nihilistic when there's no point in trying to do something because it's inevitable that that thing's going to happen anyway. But unless there's like the spirit goes on forever and then there will be a point because their spirit is getting experience along the way.
>> Ah, so if so that means you don't know. >> No, I don't know. I I should have prefaced this by like I don't know any of this for sure. Like these are just like my thoughts my personal like you know. >> So it's speculation. Yeah. >> Specul because because anybody answer these questions 100% accuracy like no it's all going to be speculation. That's all religion is is speculation. All all
you know most of is just speculation. We have you and God coming in. Hold on one second. >> All right. >> There you go. >> Hey, God. >> Buddy, >> can you keep it down? I'm trying to sleep, >> wrong with you people? >> You made us. That's what's wrong. >> It's 5:00. What the
Why you people up? >> It's What up, big bro? >> Go to sleep. >> No. Holy you people suck. >> It's 13:49 afternoon, London, UK, and it's funny. >> London. It's 5 in the morning. Go to sleep. >> No, never.
>> Almost 6. Actually, I sleep at night, Gotti. So, like, you know, I'm on a different schedule, >> dude. I just had coffee. I'm not sleeping. >> Hey, did you hear about um Gotti and Alexandria? I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. Never mind. >> Hey, you don't talk about my big bro like that.
>> No, they stole Christmas. They stole Christmas from Nicole. >> Jaci stole Christmas. >> No. Did you hear? You have to listen to the song. Or he left. Oh my god. Well, here's a here's here's the story. Hold on one second. You're gonna love this. I don't think Have you heard this ring? You haven't heard when Alexander did? Hold on. Not >> Alexander.
>> Yeah. Alexander McQueen. >> No. >> Okay. So, this will be a treat. Okay. Hold on one second. What did they do? Let me see. They stole this it. Hold on. >> In the age before it. >> That's not it. That's not it. Sorry. That was a beautiful. >> All right. I'm gonna have to head off. I need >> Okay. Bye, sweetie.
>> It's been It's been great chatting with you both with all of you, actually. >> Nice to meet you, Lieutenant. And I hope you come back. >> I shall. Yeah, it's like you'll have me back with my objective and critical thinking. >> Yeah, I love critical thinking. Thank you. >> Okay, have a great day. God bless you all. >> You too, Lieutenant.
>> One. Okay, that's a glitch in the song. Well, where is the freak is my >> Hi, Jan. >> This it is. >> I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Well, maybe I I won't find where they
stole Christmas, but it is funny. Um, >> I like her. I like Lieutenant. >> Yeah, she's really cool. Really cool. >> She's a cool chick. >> This Glitchness, too. Oh, this is it. Found it.
Oh my god. Glitch. Glitchness is a good song, too. But I was looking for this one. Never mind. Never mind. Okay. >> Get it together, Psyche. >> Here, let me I'm gonna play one more song. This is called um this is called
um um it's on my desktop. Okay. Yeah, this is called Lost Faith, I think.
Candles in a blackout room. Honey and hidden wounds. I was just a kid with a cracked heart. You were a smile like sacred art. They said psyche sees your pain. Psyche
turns it into flame. So I stepped into the circle where the air tastes sweet and purple. Hands up. I should say your name. Repeat the power, raise the blame. You called it love. I called it truth till the truth started
bleeding through. And I felt so clean when you gave me rules to breathe. But the more I tried to follow, the more you hollowed me. Lost faith in the cold of
psyche. Lost myself in the quiet behind me. Heaven was a hallway. No exit, no light. See, I was praying for a sign, but you were selling me silence. I lost faith. I lost faith in the cult of psyche.
You baptize me in neon rain. Call my doubts a splitting brain. Don't ask why. Don't look outside. That world only wants you to die. We wore crowns made out of bruises and the hymns you always chosen.
If someone cried, you call it weakness. Then you'd punish them with sweetness. >> >> I used to think your voice was God. Now it sounds like broken glass. Every promise had a price tag. And my soul was paying fast.
I lost faith in the cult of psyche. Lost myself in the choir behind me. Heaven was a hallway. No exit, no light. See, I was praying for a sign, but you were selling me silence. I lost faith. I lost faith in the cult of psyche.
Now the halo's just a fracture. Golden ring around disaster. You don't say, you just take. And I still wake up shaking like your
hands are on my face. And I hate that part of me still misses the escape. I lost faith in the cult of psyche. I lost faith in the cult of psyche.
I lost faith in the cult of psyche. Your heaven was a hallway. No exit, no mercy. I was begging for my life while you called it healing.
>> Psyche. >> Yay. >> You like that? >> Yeah, I loved it. >> You loved it? Really? Thank you. >> Yeah. >> Awesome. Thank you so much. I appreciate that. Um, yeah, I think it turned out pretty good.
Um, yeah. So, what what did you got day planned? >> Um, yeah, we're heading for Mexico tonight. >> Oh, fun. >> Yeah, we're going to be there for couple of weeks. So, we're going to spend Christmas there. >> San Felipe or where? >> No, in um Huades.
>> Oh, Huades. Okay. >> Yeah. J U A R Z. >> Yeah. >> Okay, cool. >> Huarees. >> Yes. What have Iosco? I know a little bit of Mexico. >> Oh, >> I've been to I've been to Porto Viarta, San Felipe. Um,
>> you know, I've never been to any of those places. Porto Verta or San Felipe. JT's gone to Porto Verta before. >> He has. >> Yeah. Um, yeah, it's like actually really nice. Um, they have a big gay population there too.
>> He said it was pretty shady at night. >> Yeah, that that could probably true. Oh my gosh. Yeah. Okay. I'm so sick of this. Like my these customer support like I keep sending them all the information they ask for and then they keep like asking for it again and then they like it just takes another day and it's just it keeps it's so frustrating. It's like I need >> or Amazon. No, it's it's where I'm
making my website through. It's like this website. >> Oh, >> yeah. It's gonna be the coolest website once I get it working, but it's like not working right now. And it's like and they're not very good at like customer service. They keep sending me to like a AI and stuff. So, >> Oh, I hate that.
>> I say, "I need a human, please." >> Right. Like, I need a human, somebody to talk to. >> Yes. Exactly. So, it looks like the chat's pretty much slowed down. So, I think I'm gonna wrap um it up for now. But thank you, Rain. I hope you have a great trip and make have a safe drive and uh hope everyone in chat. >> Thank you, Psyche.
>> Wonderful day. You're very welcome. And I'm gonna I don't know if I if I don't play the Gotti Alex stealing Christmas song, it's going to be one some other song. But I'm definitely gonna play a song. So, thank you, Ry. I'll see you later. >> All right, Psyche. Thank you for having me. And you take care. >> Anytime. You too. Love you. >> Bye.
>> Okay, let's see. Let me try one more time. I'm sure I have it here. Well, >> if not, hold on. Maybe it's this one. >> I found it. >> Good night, guys. Something's
very wrong >> down in the code of psyche right by the streamyard tree. We had snacks, we had candles, we had vibes, only decree. Think that was cranky. Gardening cocoa like a night. King Car was demanding more glitter to make it right. Jamie's mad and mason
seasonal but intense. Ghost is crashing out in 12 different tents. Out of the shadows with a grin full of cheer came and Alexander like we're helping. Oh dear. They brought holiday spirit in a suspicious looking sack and the chat went quiet like wait put that back. We heard a little giggle. Then a zipper went
zipping. Every ornament vanished in one small little cliff. Gotti and Alexander stole Christmas. Yes they did. Took the lights took the gifts. Took the festive grid under the streamyard tree. They made the great escape. Gotti yelled, "I planned this." While Alexander held the tape. Now we're standing here like, "Is this a
bit? Is this real?" Still no beater. And I can't even hear.
They snatched the playlist, replaced it with Gotti's greatest hits. A three-hour loop of him taking credit for existence. They stole the stockings, left a note that simply read >> boundaries grow. Also, I'm the reason Santa's fed. >> King Carl banged the table, demanded retribution. Got he called it leadership and blamed the timelines
delusion. Alexander look innocent, eyes wide, fries in hand. >> Like I didn't do anything. I just helped him understand. >> Then he pulled out McDonald's like a peace treaty. And everyone forgave him for a solid 8 seconds. Okay. Think that is hissed softly. This is why I hate joy. Ghost posted I'm done and then rejoined
to deploy. Gotti and Alexander stole Christmas. Yes, they did. Took the lights, took the gifts, took the best grid under the Streamyard tree. They made their great escape. Daddy yelled, "I planned this." While Alexander held the tape and Jamie still mad at Mason. >> The plot stays thick.
>> So we're caring through chaos like love that for a sick order in the circle. We will now review the evidence. One suspicious act 14 unexplained. Got he did a declaration and a receipt from McDonald's that says too strong. >> Return the chief >> and return my peace.
>> I'm leaving again. >> I'm leaving. Don't even breathe. >> And from the back of the room, come back, Alexandra. >> We need adult supervision. >> They climb the hill. Counted Loot with a grin. Gotti made a speech about how he saved the season again. Alexander laughed then got quiet. Stared down at the town, saw the cult still singing
even with Christmas gone. No lights, no gifts, just off key joy. And somehow it hit them like, "Oh, that was the point." Scotty and Alexander almost stole Christmas. Yes, it's true. But the coke kept singing like we always do. So they brought back the lights and a few apologies. Scotty claimed I allowed it for his personal
mythology. Under the stream your tree we cheer, then we sill no beta, but at least the vibes are
lights on. Chaos carries on. Come back Alexandra and bring beat along.
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