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In episode 597 of the Cult of Psyche podcast, host Psyche/Trix discusses a dramatic previous night, apologizes to community members, and has a casual conversation with guest Trevor about various topics.
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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the show and discussing his previous night, which he describes as dramatic. He apologizes to several community members, including Sig, Jamie, and Teresa, for his behavior ▶ 2:41. Psyche also mentions that he had a fun show earlier in the day and expresses his love for his community ▶ 2:50. At ▶ 7:00, Psyche apologizes for losing his temper the previous night and explains that he was triggered by something. Guest Trevor joins the conversation at ▶ 9:53 and discusses his experiences with Psyche, including a previous incident involving Beetlejuice ▶ 10:29. The conversation also touches on topics such as streaming, drinking, and weed ▶ 11:41.
The episode appears to focus on themes of community, relationships, and personal struggles. Psyche's apologies and expressions of love for his community suggest a desire to maintain harmony and connection with his audience. The conversation with Trevor also highlights the importance of relationships and communication in the community. Additionally, the episode touches on the theme of personal struggles, as Psyche discusses his own emotional triggers and experiences with drinking and substance use.
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Psyche hosts an open panel show featuring tarot readings, conversations about dating experiences, and playful banter with guests, amidst some drama and controversy.
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Psyche shares his vivid dreams and discusses the previous night's stream, which was disrupted by trolls and bombers, and expresses his gratitude for his audience's support.
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W what's up guys how are you oh guys wow kind of night last night quite night FR night quite a day today had a fun show today look I'm saying hi to everybody quite a show last night what's up RZ how are you good to see you thank you for
coming yeah it was was quite I had quite the crash out last night and I had quite the uh the show today but I hope everyone's having fun the end of the show you know it's a show we all give each other a hug say I love you right everyone's doing good
yeah I don't know Sig I'm sorry Sig um I have to talk to you privately oh Jamie I didn't do anything it was it was U Jamie Rose offended them I apologize to them Jamie I love you like you know you've been you're I thought you were my
writer die you know don't leave me don't leave me that hurt me that hurt my feelings um yeah well I can't control what other people say you know he he got he got her back he said he he got to say
what he wanted to say to her right he said he said a bad word to her I know Jamie don't be in the middle you know that's what I'm saying it's third party situations right I can't be in the middle of the everything right yeah Jamie come on come on Jame Jame James home James I'm getting a message from
P um Jamie Jam well Jamie Rose gets a little bit salty sometimes she gets a little bit salty and she offends some people and and then they're like they're like say it back to her say whatever she said say say back to her and he said it back to her but he he got mad so yeah um I don't I don't want everyone to fight guys I know I I know I don't like to
fight I lost my I lost it last night I lost my I lost a little bit last night I'm embarrassed okay
I lost my I lost it last night it's mangorita o'clock I lost it last night guys I did you know you know what who I blame b tle e j u i c hey Nancy what's up what's up guys good to see everybody thank you
guys for coming I hope you guys like the show today yeah I know and uh right you got you got RZ I know and it's like you know and but it's like you know I've I've said things to her I regret and she I don't think she but I shouldn't regret it because she doesn't care she she like she gives it back to me like it's like it's her personality
guys we have I know I know you knew Jamie Jamie Jamie and um I know I love and I love Meer and uh Meer hates me now and uh you know Jamie I'm I self-destruct sometimes and I like I like I'll ruin the relationship before they can ruin ruin with me you know I'm like I'm like
really traumatized and all the kind of like all kinds of trauma baggage right I know they're not cool Jamie I know now I'll be talking to uh I'll be talking to to Sig too because Sig said when I left the I went to the store when Sig was on and he said really he's he said the words you're not supposed to say on a YouTube stream and he know I
I've told him before several times actually and he repeatedly used those words Jamie Jamie you know don't get in the middle of it like um you know if they they want to go they're they can go they want to come back we I probably I try to make up with them and stuff they I love them you know it's like it was somebody else is other another is third party kind of stuff right you know how
all the third party cards coming up for us yeah you and me
right I I got you know guys I got your back I got you guys back and I I'm sorry I lost my temper last night it got really super trigger I think I was like you know RZ is here yeah um I I told him not to say b t l e j u i c and he said it three times that that basically summons the demon
right so I know I know Jamie Jamie just hang there with me you know you know I love you I love you and it's like did anything happen between you and me right it's like nothing happened between you and me it's like really like it's it's and I didn't nothing happened with me and them either it's just like what am I supposed to do I didn't even see it when it happens you know all I'm getting message I'm leaving the I'm leaving the
Discord it's like he made my Discord and I love I love him and know I hey Tracy what's up I hope you had fun this morning Tracy it was really nice to talk to you yeah we got awesome people in the chat yeah yeah J you got to stick you got to stick around because we have people here that really need you right
meet me I need you I need you Jamie come on not not I don't need you like no not no a weird way and stuff is I need you as a friend I need you I need you as know supporter I love you guys love you guys so much if I said anything last night that offended anybody or hurt anybody's feeling I'm sorry
okay that happens sometimes but this this show is like you know we have different energy you know it was really cool but Jo Joker came this morning and Joker was like so cool on the show he was so so nice and Bea this morning and uh and uh Tracy and Tracy and Mike had it out and you know it was fun it was a fun what's up
He-Man how are you I think I'm mod yeah oh yeah I I know and Jamie yeah I didn't I I Ser that's why you were here though it's like right Jamie that's why uh that's why you're here right but I I didn't do anything to to them Teresa what's up how are you doing good to see
you thank you for coming tonight I mean I'm I'm sorry Teresa Teresa I'm sorry I apologize I'm sorry Teresa you're you're a good friend of mine and you're right I like I like your your email to me like I I thought about all that stuff okay I thought about it carefully and I take your I take you seriously okay I love you I'm sorry
Teresa seriously I'm so sorry thank you for coming how are you doing how are you doing guys we're having a good night come up here Trix yeah magic hasn't come back yet I believe magic come back though there's Mr tricks I know I get oh yeah I can do
better right I know but what's welcome tonight Trevor hello am I on you're on how are you good sir good you're echoing a little bit I
think yeah I just closed the uh the Youtube uh tab so I shouldn't be anymore so uh what happened what happened last night did you go on a bit of a bender or I was I it was a little bit of Bender I got bent I uh you know I
um someone someone summoned Beetlejuice and the beetle just showed up and it wasn't pretty it wasn't pretty no you got to be careful with saying saying these names don't I can't say it twice more I was spelling out before but yeah a and I don't know you know people get mad so what what okay okay let's forget
about Beetle Juice what really happened last night you were apologizing to chat something must have went down just give me a summary you don't have to go in detail okay okay so I well I had a I have boyfriend I had a boyfriend you know now I think he's mad at me the hispanic guy with the long
hair yeah yeah okay yeah um and I and I love him and uh and you know and then I got triggered about something and then I kind of just went off and I was like I was a little bit paranoid and stuff like that thank you He-Man thank you I know you care guys yeah and now he's now he's mad and
like other people are mad and like other guests that made people mad and stuff I mean went out of control it went off the rails last night um what were you drinking I'm drinking what I'm drinking right now what were you drinking these I had two of them I just had two okay I mean it's like fair enough fair
enough I was not that drunk it was like it was something else oh hold on St it's burning yeah it wasn't like I didn't drink that much but I want to thank everyone for being here tonight and I had a good show today too I I had a good morning stream and uh like the Joker was
here and uh Bea um V was here and Tracy and Michael and yeah how how early was that stream I I started at eight I think it was eight and I like I ordered weed and I like I think it was I remember like at 10 the weed still wasn't here and then the weed like came at 1 but I didn't I wasn't there to get it and so
but it was too expensive anyway like the place now has like a $75 um delivery fee and like or like a minimum order for for free delivery and stuff like that and it's like and there and a $60 minimum it's just now it's way too expensive and um so I didn't even like but I fell asleep so I didn't get any weed today
but uh oh no but yeah is uh weed's legal here in Michigan too I don't uh I don't really partake the only time I really smoke weed is when I'm hanging out with my uh hanging out with my dad he's a big weed guy but other than that I just I'm a
full-blown alcoholic myself I don't do anything other than drink beer really well I didn't drink I didn't like I I would the only time I would drink like until like this last year was with my family and stuff like that and like family events and stuff right and it's like yeah and you know and oh yeah people some so he saying some of you
other channels to get FaceTime on panel and build their own following sabotage is no good yeah and yeah I go on panels too and it's like I don't really like like usually they they they just it's like they're like oh what's your channel post your channel like that I don't really like I'm not actively trying to PO like like promote my channel on these on these other channels but I appreciate um when they do and it's like Yeah and I don't I'm also I'm also polite on the
panels and stuff like that but that's how I got my my show going that's how I meet a lot of friends is going on panels and stuff but yeah we s today I know Jamie I I I wrote I wrote to I wrote to I wrot I I will write to oh yeah I know I know you're not human but I'm talking about like you know like Sig was you and your boyfriend
do you think you're GNA make up and uh and get back together I think you probably will I feel like you probably well I would like to but it's like I said probably like I was just trying I just said I said like the worst things I said like the most horrible thing I I said bad things and it's like it was like oh I'm sure it's not that bad I'm
sure it's fine I know I'm sure it's fine I have a tendency to for people not to forgive me you know yeah yeah I have have a tendency to like people get mad at me even for things I didn't do or things like I didn't say like and like people will get mad at me and like and I'll apolog I apologize apologize I just can't I like I'll
apologize to those people like but it's like you got to know on my show we're going to have a lot of different personalities I I love Jamie Rose like Jamie Rose like she is like person like I just I have have a personal relationship with these people right and it's like um um and they're like your family basically
they're like your family is what you're saying well I said I said basically that I like I had a vision that like I meet a guy and then he would like try to kill me for life insurance money like I said some what I said some bad I bet I did have that Vision though and it's like and then someone said today uh they're like oh we're all getting paid to
with you and then I was like it was directed towards Jamie Rose but it just like felt like it was like they're saying it to me and it's like why they why to with Jamie like I don't know like it's just like feels like I feel like people are uh some some people maybe being paid the with me or being I don't know because I'm getting
I'm getting nobody's getting paid to to do anything Ian well there girl there was a girl that was giving like a few cars to fck with me like and so I've had like um I've had some uh experience in like the gangstalking and like how a girl was given what what was she given a Mercedes
Benz three other cars that she crashed and uh you know um oh Jesus Christ yeah give it a Mercedes Benz to mess with you is that what you're saying yeah okay okay so uh my little brother right he uh he has mental issues and he was one of those guy he's a couple years
younger than me and he's always been one of those guys oh the government's out to get me they're they're listening to my phone calls this that and the other and the thing I always try to tell him is what makes you so special what makes you so special to where the government's gonna listen to you I'm not I'm not saying the government did it I'm not saying the government did it but
I I'm saying I'm saying she literally was she was literally given I'm using that as an example my own okay yeah she literally was given given a brand new Mercedes-Benz to with me you know why why what's the backstory what's the backstory it's a long long story well basically the story
is like you know I can't is this somebody you know in real life or is this like an internet person no she's in prison now this This Woman's in prison yeah I knew her in real life she was like my best friend oh okay I thought you were talking about some internet person no no no no this is before this is before I had a show this is before anything this was
just oh real life I can't and I won't go into it like that that much but um oh that's fine yeah I thought you were literally saying that somebody gave somebody a mercedesbenz to mess with you on the internet oh no no no it was in it was in real life oh was oh wow you must uh you must
live some kind of an you must really live on the edge my goodness nobody cares about me that much so where I know that's the thing yeah like but yeah liter literally literally it was not just that car she was given a few cars you know um and boy
here I am without without a car right I don't have I don't I don't have a skateboard I I I have my uh I have my feet to walk on right now you know the call doesn't believe me it's me too yeah me too I got the I got the New Balance Express that's how I get around the New Balance Express
yeah I haven't had a car in years I haven't had a car in quite and my my the car that I did have that was sabotaged by people too it's like because and my car was stolen and I would let people borrow it and uh and they would just like I can't oh my God I can tell you I can tell you stories but
yeah my last car I had a Mercedes SUV that was my last car and uh and it basically melted it ended up melting but there was sabotage involved and uh not guys I'm not paranoid I'm not crazy with
me it's okay this might be inappropriate this might be inappropriate for uh me to ask you but uh like this is the only way this makes sense in regards to stealing cars and Mercedes were were you involved with uh with drugs at some point like in
regards to narcotics yes okay all right oh okay well you don't have to tell me the details I'm I'm like trying to make sense in regards to Mercedes Benz and stolen cars and this that and the other but uh all right all right fair enough we'll we'll we'll leave that alone but
uh how's your day going how's the cats and everything it's good I got Lola right here I think um I got um who's over there it's Trix come on on Trix you're being summoned Tri wants to come say hi come say hi come on
TR oh oh there she is there's the Tabby I had a little tabby just like that that's exactly what my cat looked like my little cat I had years ago my little Abby oh they're truly the best cats are they not the tabies and they're truly the best ones yeah and uh and this is like like if if
you know Lola Lola is sitting right back here I'll turn my light for a second hold on okay there's Lola right there Lola sitting back there Lola her name was Lola she right there that she DRS his mom yeah and I got nice very nice Len so how are you dude um nice to nice to
see you tonight how are you tonight I'm doing all right I was just over on Benny's FLIR flirting with old Benny Brad and uh and yeah yeah she yeah that looks identical to the cat I had that CAT right there I had a little tabby she was
really vocal she was really vocal yeah it was like she was trying to have conversations Trick's is super vocal he is like a little talker I think I think they wake me up they W he woke me up today B you walk on my face when I'm sleeping and you start walking on my face and you cuddle on the blanket with me he's a little
sweetheart oh that's cool that's over your lifetime how many cats would you estimate Evon over your lifetime I was I saying I moved to since I moved here I've I've had like 30 cats because I had like three lits of cats and you know and it's like a lot and I had brought five when I came here and
then I was gifted about 10 cats um the cats um tend to wander you know especially the male cats and some of them are with my neighbors you know hopefully most of them hopefully most of them are with my with neighbors and things like that thank you Jamie um we do have a coyote problem here though too and one of my I just know for sure one
of my cats um had a coyote coyote encounter and that's how he met his met his fate last yeah yeah but um oh that's unfortunate yeah but but and also I have a I have a cat door you know I I let my cats you know cats you know I think okay my neighbors were keeping one of my cats
inside their house and stuff like that and I walked out the other day and they um you know like the little like the the the little the bug screen or like you know on like this kind of like a little fabric um screen they put over windows and stuff like that both like pushed out cats like the cat you cannot keep cat they R the windows they don't want to be all inside
all the time they like to be outside and stuff especially because they have so many cats and they fight when they're all inside at once and stuff so I let them go outside and they're indoor outdoor cats and stuff like that yeah and so you know um you know and Cat the male cats like to wander and they you know they get horny and they they there's cats meowing all around this neighbor and we're also a bunch of cat
lovers here right so I got I got Trix and Lola and um and Lenor and Rudy and uh they're they're like house cats they're like they're like they want to be inside all all the time but other cats want to be inside outdo outdoor and stuff so I have cats that are like yeah so have you ever had a cat
that's given birth like a cat that like has been in your place and given birth yeah three three like one like one time last year and then the year before that um two litters and so I had a cat named Remy and I still have one of Remy's um Remy's um kid or cats and he's a big he's a big muscular um cat named
name oh you're right y you're welcome um money wonderful to see you and money's well yeah but um yeah so I had Remy had like two litters the first um litter she had there were F I think five cats and then one passed away and then like so those four like I have one of those cats now the other three the other three wandered away they're male they were male cat I think they're all male cats yeah second litter
there was like I think she gave birth to four one was P one passed away the first night and then one passed away a couple weeks later and then so I have I had one um then I had Macy and Freya and and um Macy was such a sweet cat but Macy would follow me like to the like a mile to liquor store like she she was like she was so she like she liked to wander and stuff like that and so I haven't seen
her for a long time and then Freya is like here I don't know she's inside right now but she like and she but she likes to go between my neighbor and myself and then I had then last year I had um um I had a Lola right here gave birth to five cats and it's magic tricks pie tucks and Toya and of those cats all I have now is is is tricks you know and
Magic has disappeared magic disappeared a few weeks ago yeah so it's like you know is it pretty is it pretty gross is it pretty gross when they give birth is it like blood and placenta and bical cords and I've never experienced that not gross because they do they do give an afterbirth like there's like this
little sack that comes out and they eat it oh do they really yeah do they really oh wow oh wow okay and so it's not never experienced that it's actually really beautiful when they get it's like really you know just like when a woman gives birth it's like maybe there's gross stuff that it looks kind of gross sometimes but it's like when the baby comes out and it's like and then she
like licks up the baby and the baby starts or the cat starts meowing and stuff like the kitten starts you know it's a really beautiful beautiful thing and uh it was a great experience but now I have no cats that that are that are that are female that are not fixed and so no I have I have a fixed amount of cats now I think I have like I would say about six cats yeah tricks magic L nor I know I hope magic comes back be was
telling me like to put out a blanket and stuff so I put out my the blanket I sleep with I put it out on my on the chair outside and hopefully maybe magic will smell and like and find find his way back you know but like you know I just like cats are you with dogs you keep dogs inside you train the dog and they're like you know they're like right by your side and you you go put on a
leash and walk the dog cats you don't really you can't put them on a leash cats it's kind of like men and women men are kind of like easily trained and like you to keep them close and watch keep an eye on them and cats are like they do what the they want you know and so that's a be it's not to be stereotypical
or sexist or it's just like it's just like where my dad stays uh he stays with a family he grew up with he's been there all his life but anyways they go through cats so many times because they're outdoor cats they'll have a cat for like three or four months and they'll let it in and out and then all of a sudden it
just won't come back home so they get another cat that will come and go and then just not show up anymore and they literally go through two or three cats a year and my neighbors are talk me they just stopped coming back right sorry no no no it's fine you know on The Simpsons they had like they had Snowball right
the snowball snowball snowball to or whatever and uh and there's an episode where snowball is gone she oh she ran away then it's like they follow her and she like she has another house she goes to and it's like you know cats will like wander they'll find like a new like a new house and stuff like that they they're just independent they're very independent animals I'm not going to my neighbors were like you need to keep
your cats go come outside and bring your cat it's like when I come outside all my cats will come outside like all the other ones will come outside and then they won't come back in you know like and so it's like they're not easily wrangled up or or like and they don't like to be kept inside they like to they like to I would used have to keep the door open till them in and out so I have a cat flap where they can go in and out as they please and so
um are you Miss clumsy Jamie Jamie I apologize I want you be honest with me I want you be honest with me how many times do you eat a meal you eat a meal and then you pull out a big straand of cat hair happened to me when I had a cat it happened to me before it happened to you before I I don't think it's ever
happened because I basically when I use my I have a dishwasher and so when I like I get a clean dish it's basically from the dishwasher and like directly into the oven that so so the cat there's cat hair floating around everywhere there's cat hair's everywhere you have cat hair everywhere yeah I I really don't and it's like you know Lola has like you know they're basally really short hair cats the only the only cat I
have that's really like a raccoon is like Freya and she has like big like long hair and sometimes yeah cats will go and they'll like lay on um the the plates and stuff like that but I always make sure that there's no there's no hair on the plate I mean the short hair cats I'm allergic to cats by the way I'm allergic for having so many cats I'm allergic to cats but I've developed a a tolerance yeah Jamie's saying um she
misses clumsy okay so with Clumsy I apologize to Clumsy um I felt bad you know when I was was I was angry and I was I was hurt and stuff like that and I said things I regret I love clumsy I'll continue to support her Channel and stuff like that I apologized to her last night um and then she said okay well I um I accept your apology I and I forgive you but she's like that doesn't change anything so I don't know
if she'll and traveling Gypsy is um traveling Gypsy was back in the chat female clumsy yeah it's a fe female clumsy yeah yeah clumsy's a only clumsy I know is the is the guy theom gang yeah broom gang right the the bean gang broom gang whatever yeah Jamie traveling Gypsy was in the chat tonight
she was in the chat tonight and I remod her and I apologized to her you know it's like I think these friendships were strong are strong enough to be able to survive like the little bump in the road you know it's like it's over thir you know it's like so frustrating just like you know Sia my my uh my Discord mod and he made my whole Discord and he's like such a cool guy and it's like he had feelings hurt by somebody in the chat I
wasn't even there at the time and then uncomfortably numb a good friend of mine had her feelings hurt by somebody in the chat and it's like and they they left I know I know Jamie Jamie Jamie you know they'll be back the traveling Gypsy was here clumsy will be back I think you know the the only person that that refuses to talk to me is is basically Emma like traveling Gypsy and clumsy um
will talk to me and stuff and I I can work it out and so I'm trying I'm trying to work it out um Emma is just like she like is still friend on Discord and stuff and I write messages to her and I like say you know I'm sorry forgive and she just ignore she just doesn't write back and stuff like that but she just like she still keeps me as a friend on Discord and so it's like I you know I don't know yeah that's that's life yeah I know I know but these are these are
like really these are people that I have been with me from the beginning you know I'm they were like um they were like months and months ago I met like eight seven eight months um and and constantly just always always helping each other and always being there you know who but RZ you know who's really good to me is Alisa and it's like with Alisa i' I've I've probably annoyed her a few times by
asking you are into her at Alisa Jordana you're you're really into her what why are you so into her what what makes you such a big fan of her just curiosity um basically I was I was a I'm a Howard Stern fan and so I remember her from years and years ago Howard Stern and then it's like I I rediscovered her um
last year um and she like and I was like cuz I was really into like B you know Benny and stuff like that and the the IRL and the ip2 world and stuff like that and I rediscovered her cuz she went viral over the incident right and but I I watched a video of her and I was like this chick is so funny and cool like I just loved every okay she has I don't know if it's like you know how people
fall fall in love with a woman and similar to their mother and stuff like that like her middle name is the same name middle name as my mother she's the same eye color as my mother and she's also a cancer she's a few days away from my mother um astrologically so I don't know if that has anything to do with it I just I think she's like the most beautiful woman in the world she like she also the first stream she had that I that I saw I was she was talking to me
the whole stream and then I called in and I did a tarot reading for her and she named The Stream after me there it's still there it's called The Amazing psyche if you go to Alisa Jordon and you search Amazing psyche also her chat is really really cool like RZ is from yeah R RZ is in her um in her in her chat all the time yeah I know you know she she had
something going there for a while it it was kind of funny how she would uh she had the microphone the pink microphone bejweled and they would request songs and she would do karaoke and whatever not but uh yeah she had a little bit of a breakdown didn't she well what happened is like I'll like I I'll just
tell like a abbreviated version of the story um okay she um she had a a donator um and he was like he's like a billionaire or a millionaire or something but he sent her $2 million basically over her over her Super Chat okay and so and then so she went and visited him and then um I I think they went to a therapy session or something one day and she was doing streaming and she went through his phone and he she
was he was like texting this younger woman and stuff like that and so she was really pissed off and then they were in the car and then she was driving and then she kind of smacked him a little bit it was like kind of Three Stooges kind of like she pulled his ear yeah there's absolutely no way you can send somebody $2 million over Super Chat like it's just not possible RZ did
that happen R he sent her did he send her $2 million or like a million a million and a or something he sent her he sent her over there's no way score the government wouldn't have that you can't even withdraw that from your own bank account at once you can't even withdraw $2 million from your own bank account without the government shutting everything
down I say is that POS that's the number I heard and also I saw like a video where it's like I saw he was sending like $20,000 or $50,000 at a time and stuff like that and it's like and that was just a few yeah well that that's a lot of money but I mean 20,000 is it two
million I'm just telling you there's no way send two million over a super chat I met RZ in her chat and he said nearly $2 million yeah and you can't you can send it's just not possible it's just not I guess we'll agree we'll agree to disagree but uh yeah I just don't see
that being but whatever whatever okay so she's millionaire now you're saying that's what that what I was told when I dance for 20K um of course Joshua you know go ahead and I'll dance I'll dance I'll put on Captain I'll dance to the captain song right she has she's also she was in a band called Cobra you think
she's still driving that horrible lime green Jeep Renegade she had she did she is that's her car the only car she could get at the dealership I don't she still has it yeah she drives that I love that car that the car is like um you know if you're in a park if you're like a parked at night in like a dark dark dark parking lot that car will like you see that you'll always
be able to find your car yeah she she drives that that jeep and she drives with the the high beams on with all the lights in the car on oh that thing is horrendous that because she's a fan of Kermit the frog Kermit the Frog like we're both Alis and I are also we're like almost the same age like she's a couple years younger than me I
think she's like you know just like I'm I'm 80 81 she's like 83 or 84 and so and so we're a couple years apart so we grew up on the Sesame Street and the Muppets and stuff like that so it's like and then she has her Discord in her show is called Kermit and friends and or she had a her show was called called Kermit and friends but her discord's called Kermit and friends and her because her dog was named Kermit but she's also a
big this this this morning I sent her um a song from Follow That Bird it's called a't No Road I put it in her Discord and she was like that's a great song she's like great songs like and I sent I sent it to her you know but what's cool is like you can call into her show and you can talk to her on the phone like um it's basic best to do it when she's at the end of her show because she's done it before you've done it you called her
yeah a couple years ago when she was on IP to doing that uh the karaoke deal I uh I called in before but R says that if it is possible he was sending 25k every couple of minutes I think the 25k was like the maximum um amount and every few couple minutes he
would send 25k for a little bit I'm not I I just I mean there's so many well whatever whatever okay great she's a millionaire beautiful no you know what funny is like when she go to dinner she go to dinner with people and they're like they're like who paid for the dinner tonight and she's like the millionaire paid because she's the millionaire right oh
boy oh boy well well good for her that that's awesome you know what she's still she's like she she's streaming she's like she's had great shows she you know tan mom like went crazy on her show one night and uh I mean I I've just been watching her show for probably five months probably but in that time but
I've watched um the the other videos and she's she has a lot of like volatile just like Howard Stern Has A Wack Pack she's got like she goes through all these assistant like really fast she goes through assistant like an assistant a day and something like that sometimes and it's like there's it's just like some of the assistants are are pretty Wacko and it's she likes she loves the content and Stu like that yeah yeah she no stram all I have to say
about her all have to say about Lisa is that every interaction I've had she's been kind to me like I've never had a problem I like she's invited me to go um to Florida and stream and and stream with her when I when I can afford it and stuff like like she's like she yeah you're welcome she's like come on come on come over and she wants she like wants her fans to come visit her and she like once and she like really
appreciates her fans and stuff like that so yeah scor set up her like pinging ping yeah it's it's crazy I was on this was a couple years ago I was on a panel with a streamer named uh he goes by punon poon Handler and uh all of a sudden this lady comes on and I didn't
realize who it was at first and P's like hey Wendy and then she started talking it was Wendy the the off Howard apparently she she watches streams and she goes on panels and I couldn't believe it do you know do you know um DJ Electra she she made my intro I don't if you seen my intro video and
everything but DJ Electra is friends with her and like has invited her to my show and she's never showed up yet but I think I think I'm G ask her to to like keep keep asking her and stuff like that because I want her I want Wendy to be on the show I think Wendy's a really sweetheart um smarter than people think you know it's like Wendy's awesome and uh Wendy you're you're welcome on the
show oh you kissing me you're kissing me the there's yeah it just crazy it was just like out of nowhere I'm like what where where did she come from like like how did this happen but uh yeah it was cool it was this year prank Howard there's a couple prank calls and the one one prank call is like Wendy calls like the escalator repair company
and she's like I'm stuck on the escalator I can't move it's not moving I'm stuck and they're like they're like just walk off just walk down the stair and then there's another one where she said oh my convertible my door's not my my LU on my door's not working I can't get out of my convertible they like and all these all these animal sounds and stuff like that I'm like she's like oh raccoons coming in the car there's a posum and there a birds flying in
they're like just climb out the cuz climb over it's so funny she does these prank calls yeah they would have uh they would have Wendy and Gary call uh Eric the actor's phone nonstop oh my god I've been listening to Eric the actor I've been listening to him like for the last like I've been dreaming about him because I I play his I play like the
these eight hour compilations of their phone calls Eric the actor um being on that the TV show they put him on Eric the actor goes the goes to the Bunny Ranch Eric the actor um goes to the WWE Eric the actor goes to American Idol then just trying to set him up with shows and appearance I it's like and he was you know it's like people say oh you're exploiting those people just like
the other night at least I had this guy on and U and he was a little bit um he was little all I saw was him like he was like he could sing he could like imitate anybody like on on their show and stuff like that okay brri love you thank you D imitate everybody um every singer on the every singer perfectly he was like a savant with but he was like he was like
oh I live with my mom and I'm uh you know he's he was like kind of like I don't know if aw whatever people were saying oh you're exploiting this person no it's like you know Howard Stern would have this rack pack and it's just like the PT baram right PT bar would have these freaks um freaks quote unquote right and
actually he gave them a career he gave them some Fame he gave them he gave them popularity it's like and people people love them like they're they're like celebrated it's just like Eric the actor he would just be basically a disabled dwarf and stuff like that um just watching American Idol but then he's on Howard Stern and all of a sudden he's going to um WWE and he's being on TV shows and he's like going to the Bunny
Ranch and went to strip clubs and has this whole calling in and has a whole it I don't think Eric would have even uh he wasn't with his condition he wasn't supposed to live as long as he did and I think uh the excitement and the fame and everything from Howard really uh kept
him going for a while it was uh it was when his roommate Yan moved out yeah to stay with his parents that he got yeah yeah he got depressed and he yeah he passed away but yeah no I get what you're saying like with Eric I think that
uh if it wasn't for the Howard St Fame I think he would have been gone a lot sooner I think the Howard Sturman F uh you know kept kept him kept him going for a while it's it's not just Eric but like you know crackhead Bob Wendy The Gary the um you know um who was Bigfoot you know all the the
they got they become famous in a way and then they had like they could do appearances is Bigfoot still around I saw I think he's alive last I saw Bigfoot like three years ago or something he um he committed arson on his apartment and stuff like that and then oh that's right I read about that that's right I forgot about it so he's
probably imprison or whatever huh yeah yeah that guy was a trip Trevor do you know do you know anything in the chat it is what do you all know about aliens do you know anything about aliens you talk about aliens um I mean I believe there's probably other life forms out there if the universe is infinite then there's an
infinite there other life forms but I don't really read that much into it right yeah I'm sure there's some kind of life form out there yeah thank you for the question Josh aliens you know it's like I think I think we are all alien like human beings are a form of alien you know it's like human beings like we're like some kind
of sentient being living on a planet right that's what aliens basically are some kind of sentient being uh and then it's like I think the UN the Earth is kind of like almost like a a zoo a little bit like where it's like we have every kind of like all from We have things from all over the universe all the animals and all the all the variety of life it's like from all over the Universe I think we have alien DNA we
we're like we're Made of Stars basically right because we're like Star seeds and like we're we have different different planetary stuff what's up Allied Master computer how are you yeah so I think I think if you're look for aliens you can you can just like you know we have enough a variety of things on the earth not to be concerned about what what's going on in space you know it's like I don't care what's on mars or I don't
care what's on the moon and I I don't I'm the same way I listened to Rogan and Rogan's big into aliens and like I said I'm sure there are life forms out there but I hope they don't come to Earth in my life time like I just don't want to deal with it like like after I'm gone then they can come to Earth but I just
don't want to deal with that in my lifetime like I'm not about that it's always is a bad scenario I like if you see Mars attacked they never really come in peace like we come in peace like Star Trek and stuff okay like Mr Mr Spock and Sulu come that's one thing but if it's like he's crazy scary I think we have enough variety of people in this world to keep us to keep us entertained and
entranced and and be interesting we have enough we have Variety in the human species we don't need to be so concerned with like billions of dollars for space travel which is like what is it really got us we found a few rocks on the moon right that's basically basically that's basically all we all we have right for the space travel of dollars a year I used to work for a company um it
was an engineering we we we would like hire the engineers Outsourcing for other companies and so we so NASA was one of our clients and so we would U we would like send Engineers to China to do the tble telescope photos and stuff like that and so that's like so I I indirectly work for NASA in a certain time of my life but um yeah even the Hubble telescope photos I mean they're
beautiful they're they're you know in like awesome artwork I would say but it's like that's not really like basically artwork I would say I would say I I don't know how how close we are to photographing all these things that they're saying we're photograph because all everything's shaped like something if you look at the photo closely it's like there a lot of a lot
of art art work involved in there but uh pretty cool pretty cool you think the photos are fake is that what you're saying well it's like if you look at them there's like there's like I'll show you I'll show you like a photo from Hubble Telescope it's called the cat's eye Galaxy and so this is like a Galaxy and they're saying this is like the real
there's also I'll show you also the witch's hand hold on cat's eye um NASA okay one second so this is the cat's eye
Galaxy oh yeah that is beautiful that is beautiful wow how the cat there's also called The Witch's hand um there's other ones too this is the witch's hand hold on I'll find a good one
here oh that's it looks like Florida looks like Florida the state Florida look like Florida oh wow yeah I don't know the names I don't know the names of all these galaxies well there there's so many and here's another one here's the witch's
hands you know got the witch it's like a hand right oh very nice beautiful very nice beautiful some of them are green some of them are red I mean it's like they have all these see that one's green it's right beautiful colors oh yeah yeah I think it's kind of like artwork what's up bad M computer how are you doing tonight how's everyone in the chat doing
we're having a fun fun chat tonight we got um my wonderful guest um he's awesome his name is Trevor Trevor and how did you find my show again Trevor I I've had talked to you a few times on my panel right and uh and you're well I a uh I'm a Benny Brad uh I'm a b Benny Brad regular I'm uh kind of in fit I'm
kind of infatuated with him I think he's a cute little twink and I've always been in his chats but uh did that mean you there and yeah uh that's where I remember seeing you and then I remember you uh mentioning uh that you do streams yourself so I looked you up and uh before I started my I started my
channel I just I had just started it whatever and so I I found him basically I was watching I was just watching teror streams before then and then I found him and I was like are you a ter reader and stuff like that and then he like he like passed out on his couch like and but the chat was like still like 50 people in the chat and I was like I'll do readings for people and I was doing readings in the chat pulling cards for the chat and then um then I T I talked
to him and stuff like that and he was like really always cool to me and I said um hey um C I'm trying to get 50 subscribers can you help me out and he's like yeah he's like subscribe to psyche awakens I got I think I got like 30 subscribers in a day or something or a few days and then um and then I I I just like was on a show and supporting him and stuff I was his mod for a while like
for qu for several months then I like offended him one night or for some reason I either it was either because I asked if if he can get me on ip2 that was one thing I said that night or also I said he was he was with a bunch of black his friend his black friend he was in this house party with all black people and then they was in a car and then the phone died in his car or something like that and I was like help
I was like help call the police Benny's been kidnapped by black people or something like that and then next I was I what I did I don't know what I did oh he's he's so irrational he's always drunk or high on something he's so irrational there's no there's noing with that K there's noing he like he's a big
inspiration for me streaming just like the way I do like how I get drunk on my show it's like because I don't have like like I said you know all my friends are in prison you know and stuff like that and so I have my friends are on my show basically like my friends are on on YouTube and and and so this is my social life and so it's that's I get to party and talk to people and like be social
because I'm I'm you know people are social people and it's like you don't want to sit like not talking to anybody like you know in silence just watching TV drunk and I like to be be talking to people and having fun and stuff so my show can get crazy and and also
goad that's cool hey you know how you do the tarot cards the tarot cards uh it reminds me uh I was in the Stream a few years back and there were like these four ladies on panel and I kid you not they their thing was they were witches they were witches that that was their
thing and like there were four of them it was three older ladies and a younger lady and uh so four allog together three of them put the effort into it like they're dressed up and like goth and their background is uh you know dim and
whatever not and then there's this other lady this she's uh she's wearing some generic sweater she's she's overweight laid out on her Lazy Boy freaking chair and she's like yeah I'm a witch
too and it looks like it looks like like she could be anybody's aunt just like some Community College sweater she I think I almost know what P you're talking about there's a channel called strawberry rhubarb tarot and it's like these older ladies and stuff and they're like one of them was a cat sweater and
like like and they're like there's like these like little little aunties or grandmas or something like that and they're they're so cool and it's like and and so I love a there's a great variety of ter ter ter readers do really well it's a really that's why I started YouTube too is because it's a really good platform for tarot I was on Etsy um during the pandemic and during the pandemic everyone wanted a tarot reading
and I was I did like 2,000 tarot readings basically on Etsy you know and like and I was doing so well after the pandemic and I was but I do it by by typing it was 2000 it was before like YouTube lives got really big I just just discover YouTube live last year by the way I just I like or maybe the year before I but I really started going to the lives and stuff like that and it was like now it's like everything's over
video and it's all all tail chat but I was doing um WR readings on Etsy and stuff like that and so I I was like but YouTube is a great platform for tarot readers I would say every tarot reader you know it's like people are looking people are a lot of people love Tarot and it's I love I think tarot is a great um really great tool for self-discovery it's like and then you can like if people doing free tarot readings or or
for the collective tarot readings and stuff like that you can like you know you it's just good to go to I would say if you're looking for answers and stuff like that it'll just give you a different perspective it will give you something to think so it's like it's like there's not there's not really there's no scammers on YouTube like there's not really tarot scammers it's like you know it's you free readings you you you can do paid readings if you if you like the reader
and stuff like that find the reader you like get get a get a free reading on channels get get a do a paid reading once in a while right it's like it'll just give you something to think about to meditate on I'm very positive reader hey Mystic what is coming from how much is a uh how much is a good set of tarot cards gonna run me what are we talking 20
bucks 25 well if you go on you go on you okay so a good deck I would say 25 bucks I would say 25 bucks is the most I would probably pay for a deck but I've on Kickstarter they have people like that are um design decks and stuff like that and and launch them and then you can get extras you I went on on a
Kickstarter and I got like a print of the tarot and I got I've gotten signed decks I've gotten like extras and and mouse pads and calendars and all all kind of cool stuff and like and you can if you want to find because there's there's there's a deck for every personality there's like there's a Star Trek deck there's a Golden Girls deck
there's a cats decks um I would say just get you can go on Amazon for 15 bucks you can get a good wrer weight deck it's a that's what I use for most of my readings wrer weight and it's like 15 bucks it's not it's not expensive you can even if you go on teu Teemu they make prints of other decks and you can get like for five bucks you can get a a Tech Deck it will be smaller it'll be maybe smaller and not as good paper
quality and stuff like that but yeah I mean it's like it's not expensive just but grab a deck and then like I would say take a deck if you were trying to learn tarot take a get a get a deck I would say right or weight but whatever deck appeals to you and then learn one go every day pull a card until you go through the whole deck and like meditate on the card every day think about the
number there there's so much to learn learn with you I can I can study it forever and there's still more I there's so much I don't know about it right it's a very symbolic it goes It goes to your heart and stuff like that it's it's it's an art that's why I don't like people dissing tarot and stuff like that I like like at least take at least when I'm doing a reading for you take it seriously um or or like you know it's for entertainment purposes but at least
like respect me and and like listen listen and not I'm not trying to predict your future I'm not trying to like say this is gonna happen I got huge debates I debate all the time about is teror evil or good is it real or it fake I just don't want you casting spells on me don't you dare do it don't you dare cast a spell on me I will I'll just cast a love spell on you and make you fall in
love with me oh for Pete's sake sake I don't need to do you think I'm cute though am I kind I'm kind of cute right you're a good looking guy I told you you look like uh you look like Rufus Wing R the great Rufus Wing I know well that's better I I hear Abraham Lincoln Jeffrey dmer um autistic Wolverine
D really you don't look like dmer where' they get that from link Lincoln may be a little bit because of the beard but uh I hear like I go in the beef sector the beef sector is like mainly black sector on YouTube and that was one of the first panels I started going on and they're like who's this crazy white guy I always get you have serial killer Vibes you
have like you're like a Dexter all this kind of stuff and it's like I don't know why why I get this maybe this white thing I got the Dexter right well maybe Dexter's way better looking than I don't know to me you look uh so much like Rufus way right he's a he's a he's a good-look guy the great rofus
Wayne right yeah before I had a ruus Wayne w i remember I got his album when I was like 16 17 or something like that in the '90s you know and he was like a he's a great singer and like I don't know if he's British or not oop but he's uh he's awesome Canadian he's Canadian okay oh here's
Lenor see Lenor come here let's see Lenor let's see
her oh I think I think you were holding her up earlier how many black cats do you have how many black cats do you have well I have a cat named named named tux and he's a tuxedo cat he just has a little white on his um on his chest but he he has officially adopted my neighbor my neighbor has adopted him they fell in love with with tux and stuff like that he doesn't like um he doesn't like Lenor
and he doesn't like some other cats in my my there over or tricks sleeping some tricks tricks tricks he's sleeping over there yeah but um my my neighbors officially adopted adopted U tux and uh he goes outside sometimes um but uh you
know cats will like some cats like to be single cats some some cats like I think what happened with tux I think he fell in love with their golden retriever because they send pictures all the time where he's cuddling with their golden retriever so so he's fell in love with a dog you know and so Lenor is my little um my black cat she's my bestie she's she kisses she kisses me she cuddles
with me um she gets along with all the cats that are here I have tricks um um I have three cats right over around me but you're you're saying something about all these the witches on the tarot Channel but last night I had beat you know do you know ba no no I don't okay so yeah oh she didn't Nancy I'm not sure
I'm not sure the number I think she got over a million though but uh yeah oh be she's on my panel all the time um she's like one of my like my closest friends and she has her Channel be's kitties and she has two cats but it was like B and Pie and and I think think Tracy were all my panel and I was like you guys are The Witches of Eastwick and I'm like Jack Nicholson right and because be has is like a
persan you do have a little bit of a young Jack Nicholson Vibe a little bit yeah little bit right a young Jack Nicholson a little bit the shiny the shiny a little bit it's like a little bit of a hair's joh and my name is John too so it's like Johnny I'm here I also called Johnny also my last name is Bates and so Norman Bates I've always got the psycho stuff all my life oh nice nice perfect
perfect but hey I'm gonna uh I'm Gonna Let You Go it's cool talking to you always nice tror Trevor thank thank you for being a friend and thank you for coming on the show and being being always so nice and you're you're awesome guy thank you so much okay hey don't don't sweat the internet stuff I I'm drunk and I act like an all the time on the Internet it's just the
internet it's just the internet you're fine don't worry about it than whatever but uh but all right buddy cool talking to you I'll talk to you later have a great night thank you so much love you okay bye yeah what a great guest what a what a fun guest um great person to talk to anyone else want to come on panel and in chat tonight or anyone want to say about
anything in chat yeah Nancy you know Nancy a few times there's a there's JD for example like I was like I was like Lisa can JD come back on the Discord and I think she did let him back on and then he betrayed her and then um and I said can you let can you let uh Christine back on the Discord and she and she like looked in her messages and like Christine back up the discore and uh you
know Christine I think Christine is cool with her and then um you know and then P was goinging in her chat last night and um or the other night and then I don't know if you saw what happened with P because Pi said something offended her and I sent her a donation and said can you forgive pie and she's like I don't like what she said so you know I don't think she trusts my judgment anymore I think she's
I I I I love uh I love bringing people back together so I'm sorry I wasn't able to make that happen and but you know every you know you guys even if you're banned in reality Nancy she likes you in her chat she does like you in her chat and stuff and you all really cool in her chat um if you guys you know you guys can always call her you know you can call her on the phone and have a chat and I think she's like even if it's if
you fight and stuff I think it would be good content right you can always make up and stuff like that but I hope you guys are having a fun night tonight I love you and I love you Nancy I I tried I tried you know and P you know I don't know she thought P was a guy and she thought Pi said something about oh she doesn't make a lot of donut I don't I don't I don't know like um but I tried I tried
to mend things over and I will continue to for my friends you know because Al Lisa sometimes you know you can't tell Lisa what to do but you she she listens to me she she uh listens to what I have to say at least you know so I try to if you guys want to men men men broken BR broken fences and stuff like
that I'll try to help help you how's everyone in the chat we have nice 10 nine people in chat today we had awesome chat we had almost 30 people in the chat I actually ordered weed today but I fell asleep before I got here because it took way too I took like three hours and I I needed it to be here an hour and stuff so I fell asleep before it came but that it's actually a good thing because it
was like a $84 order and that I would have been kind of like struggling this week um if I spent that much on on weed and stuff like it would also make me paranoid I wouldn't be able I'd be very quiet I'd be like more uh subdued on the stream but yeah I went kind of I went kind of nuts last night and me I'm sorry
me me was it was a joke I was like I I'm used to being hazed and I'm used to being just like Alisa Alisa was fighting with TK on the stream and he said horrible things but at the end of the day I think they're they're friends still right it's like so it's like it's partly content I I don't know I'm sorry I didn't mean to use you for
content and like that I miss you mis you can come back you missed it last night it was just crazy Nancy cuz people everyone was you people were here and then like people were saying oh we're getting paid to like harass you or someone said that to maybe some to somebody else but I just took it so personally and I was and I just got
paranoid about it I said things I regret and stuff like I act stupid the insecure paranoid I I also told him don't say beetlejuice's name I said it twice tonight I'm sorry but and he he said it three times and then um you know I don't know I want I want him here I miss him and and I love him and
he's so talented and he's like a beautiful person he's a great tarot card reader he's mad at me now and know just hey guys I don't mean to like I don't I don't mean to like chase people away sometimes I just chase people away to see if they'll come back and it's like and then when they don't it hurts my feelings too right I never have hard feelings so I'm
I'm but I'm sorry if I if anybody I've hurt anybody's feelings know I love I love Teresa I love clumsy I love Emma they're all mad at me now well I think Teresa Teresa was here tonight I think she uh she might be willing to forgive me like she's a good heart and uh an open heart yeah I hope so Nancy I apologize I
sent him emails I was like I apologize you know but I don't know it's it's true love it's is true love right true love you can get the other person pissed off right and then you wake up the next day and then you love each other right and I like I woke up I woke up loving him and I was like what
the did I do why like why did I do that yeah so everyone's having a fun night been on for a nice hour guys I was on for hours this morning I was on with Michael and um Tracy and um and and Tracy X she was so funny X TR C she's so
funny and uh and Joker and you know we we like we like to clown around a little bit and we like I know I know Jamie can you help me out can you say I'm can you tell them I'm sorry and and like please like they don't listen to me like I I don't know how to say it I I always keep apologizing because I don't even know what I did wrong I don't I didn't do
anything wrong to them like I I was you know sometimes I get too drunk on the panel and I don't I let people be themselves and yeah I know I had eight people at one time yeah it was it was crazy right that was fun it was fun as hell and this like and people that had never been on panels and stuff like that come up and the Joker came on this morning and be and there was like
there was some drama and it was just like it was just cool and know it was like what a cool show I had this morning also for 8 in the morning 8 to 11: or 8 to 12 actually it was said it was 8 Hour stream but I I certainly wasn't there for 8 hours but um you know the only person that can have um that can um bring people up besides for myself I like P is my mod on
this on the streamyard and so she can bring people up and stuff like that and she she can mod she she doesn't like when I get too drunk and stuff like that but she's a good friend and I think I do morning shows like Howard like Howard right and I like the morning shows because they're like more sober streams but told this morning it wasn't a sober stream because I went I was drinking this morning I was drinking at 8 in the morning I went random Whole Foods I had
like three beers that's why I passed out but uh I do like sober streams too I like like morning shows sober streams but this morning was crazy uh yeah I know I know Jimmy Jimmy that's why I don't put you in the middle but it's like if they don't come back to me like you can let them know I love them and stuff like that but don't get in the middle like I'm not because they're trying to put you in the middle
right kind of like they're and they're like saying oh leave his stream leave him right I I I don't know I I I love those people and it wasn't wasn't me like that did anything just like with Clumsy and Teresa it was like or Emma is like not anything I it was like third party always right it's always a third party situation and it's like yeah I
introduced a lot of people together right got to admit I introduced a lot of people together and so now not that I'm like oh like oh so you have to be my friend like blah BL blah and I won't make them choose sides I would never say leave leave that person I say see have your own relationships work out your own relationships right so you don't Jamie you don't have to worry about it you
know it's like I you or you know don't don't feel obligated to like help me in that situation but I would just say they're not talking to me you can tell them I'm sorry you know if they if it ever comes up but you don't have
to and guys I'm sorry if you wanted a reading tonight I'm sorry if I missed your your question and stuff like that you have to put your question back and me kind of then I'll get my cards out and stuff if you want a reading tonight or a card guys I don't have hard feelings for anybody I don't have animosity any some of some of lot of last night was like a
little bit dramatic I was being dramatic right I was saying I'm I'm Lucifer and all that kind of I was like I was like part of it was drama and it was like I didn't I don't mean to hurt people's feelings chase people away I want to see if like I can chase people away and if they'll come back or like or though if it was real or not you know I don't I don't know sometimes I don't
know I try my best guys any want to come on panel give me a little chat with me if not I might I might just like end the stream I I don't know it's like a little I'm already little bit toasted tonight how's everyone doing the chat's a little bit slow everyone just give me a shout out in the chat let me know you're here are
you still you want me to keep streaming today or should I come back later or I don't know little bit quiet how are you guys I'll do a fairy page for you guys and then if you guys want me to if you don't want me to talk anymore it's fine I'll come back later this is a good fairies book it's up to me I know I just as as long I know
you're here Nancy okay I'll do a good Fairy book yeah this is called fairy Waters of wisdom look at this beautiful picture hold I'll put it on full screen
says fairy Waters of wisdom okay yeah Nancy I was I I know I know but I just want to make sure everyone's in there it says from the hands of the white lady of the fairy well pour the wise Waters of Fairy Land sweeter than the finest human wine smelling of honey and sunbaked Earth fairy Spirits have
always been associated with Wells and springs mediating the healing properties of water and bringing hidden natural knowledge of the earth to light I will I will because it was a fun morning stream but I like I like the late night streams it's a little Monday Funday late night I might I I think I might order some food tonight I have a $10 $10 credit on a on
a GrubHub might order some food it says the bright Queen pours forth an endless flow sparkling Purity while surrounded by fairies who cure various physical complaints arthritis skin disorders gout and a wart fairy and very ill temper fairy Wells and sacred Springs were considered potent sources of healing by
ancient peoples all around the world here in the west of England the old Wells buried in the Cornish Countryside and the famous chalice well at glassenberry where the holy Grill said to be hidden what's up Christine how are you doing good to see you Christine you're my you're my Mr I I know I know who Christina is she calls
me Mr terot right that was a fairy of fairy of the the water right okay I think um maybe I'll go to another panel tonight um but I want to I want to there you go Christine good I love you I love you I'll hang out everyone say hi a
Christine Christine is on talk your is is that your Channel or is it you I'm not sure if that's your Channel or but I'll I'll put that Channel or you can post your channel now because you're mod so if you'd like to post your channel and and of course I would want uh everyone to subscribe to you a nice little chat going might go on other panels I might order some food I still have another half of half of drink though so I'll hang out for my rest of
my mangorita at least so how are you guys doing we had a good uh good uh chat earlier reality did you like the stream today the morning stream
oh it's okay Christine Christine and you don't have to do anything for that um or all it means is you can you can U post your link and uh I trust you that's all means so then we're having fun yeah Christina's awesome so she's in talk your is right that your
channel let's see yes Jamie yeah Jamie yeah you saw Jamie there me see I if someone can I'll find it it was yesterday hold let's see
yesterday on Saturday Sun yesterday yesterday I wasn't I wasn't doing okay Johnny Diggs
turbski Harley dad yeah if you can oh you did yeah if you guys can um yeah if you guys can someone can you post that channel Christine um because I can't I don't know if it was deleted or something I just don't see it on my history I'm a little a little bit drunk thank you Christine you're are awesome
Christina look at you have a beautiful that look at that beautiful dog on her in her profile picture what a beautiful dog you're here Lenor you want to come say hi again oh W you here's Miss Lenor Lenor you're happy Lenor here your a
kiss you you want to reach out Reach Out And Touch someone her paw her beautiful paw thank you Christine having a fun night it was a little bit I started a little bit early for just an hour 14 minutes May was a little bit early I think maybe maybe I should eat
something go another panel and I'll I'll come back okay thank you guys for being here tonight I'm going to be back on tonight think I need a little bit of a little bit something in my stomach little bit of food I'll be back okay I'm going to play play my song on the way
out thank you for being here I'll be back tonight a little bit later
okay welcome to the night the cards laid out for show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future holds
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the balance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to
soar dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah FL
oh Crystal Vision and her G time can steal this moment life's UNC dance we Chase with love W and pent
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
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